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&lt;div&gt;{{Podcast episode v2&lt;br /&gt;
 | title = 5: Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants Teachings on Marriage - 132 Problems: Revisiting Mormon Polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 5&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2022-02-28&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = lXAXj6Attko&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Book Of Mormon, Brigham Young, Changing Scripture, Church History, Contradictions, Joseph Smith, Section 101, Section 132, frederick williams, oliver cowdery, sydney ridgon, yankee guesser&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Scriptures/Doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;In this episode, &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Michelle Stone&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; explores the history and &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;evolution of the Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, particularly regarding &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;marriage and polygamy&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;. She examines how &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;official church doctrine on marriage changed over time&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, highlighting &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;key editions of the Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; and the removal of &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Section 101, which explicitly denounced polygamy&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;. The discussion raises &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;serious questions about the origins and legitimacy of D&amp;amp;amp;C 132&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; and polygamy as a divinely inspired commandment.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;h4 class=&amp;quot;wp-block-heading&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Key Themes:&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/h4&amp;gt;&amp;lt;ol class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;The Ever-Changing Nature of the Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ul class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Many assume that LDS scriptures have always existed &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;in their current form&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, but Stone explains that &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;the Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants has gone through major revisions&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;The first official &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants was published in 1835&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, compiled by &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Joseph Smith, Oliver Cowdery, Sidney Rigdon, and Frederick G. Williams&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;The &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;1844 edition&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; included additional revelations from Joseph Smith, but &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;polygamy was still not mentioned&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Section 132 (which justifies polygamy) was not added until 1876&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, under &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Brigham Young’s leadership&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ul&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;The Removal of Section 101: The Original LDS Teaching on Marriage&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ul class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;The &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;1835 and 1844 editions of the Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; included &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Section 101&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, which explicitly stated that the church &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;did not practice polygamy&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Section 101 read:&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ul class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;em&amp;gt;&amp;quot;We declare that we believe that one man should have one wife, and one woman but one husband, except in case of death.&amp;quot;&amp;lt;/em&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ul&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;This section was &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;removed in 1876&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, the same year that &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;D&amp;amp;amp;C 132 (the polygamy revelation) was added&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Stone calls this &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;a clear doctrinal contradiction&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, raising doubts about whether polygamy was truly part of the original &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Restoration teachings&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ul&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Did Joseph Smith Approve Section 101?&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ul class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Some &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;church sources claim that Oliver Cowdery wrote Section 101 without Joseph Smith’s approval&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;However, historical records show that the &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;1835 Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants was unanimously approved&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; in a &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;special church-wide conference&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, with Joseph Smith &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;presiding over the meeting&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Every church leader and member present—including the First Presidency and Quorum of the Twelve—voted in favor of the book.&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Stone argues that &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;there is no evidence that Joseph Smith objected to Section 101&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;—meaning the church officially &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;denounced polygamy during his lifetime&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ul&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Brigham Young’s Contradictory Claims About Joseph Smith&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ul class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Brigham Young claimed that Joseph Smith secretly taught polygamy&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, but this &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;contradicts Joseph’s recorded public statements&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Stone highlights that &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;many of Brigham Young’s claims about Joseph Smith were made decades after Joseph’s death&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, when &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;no one could verify or refute them&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;She notes that &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Brigham Young had a pattern of making negative claims about former church leaders&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; (including &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Emma Smith, Oliver Cowdery, and William Law&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;) to justify his own leadership.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ul&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Joseph Smith’s Personal Statements on Marriage&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ul class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Stone points out that every &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;recorded&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; statement from Joseph Smith himself &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;denied practicing or teaching polygamy&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;In &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Liberty Jail (1839), Joseph wrote of his love for Emma and referred to her as his &amp;quot;one wife,&amp;quot;&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; showing his &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;commitment to monogamy&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;In the &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;1836 Kirtland Temple dedication prayer (received by revelation),&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; Joseph prayed for &amp;quot;his wife and children,&amp;quot; once again affirming monogamy.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Stone argues that if &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Joseph was secretly practicing polygamy&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, why would he continue to &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;publicly affirm monogamy in revelation and personal letters?&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ul&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Is D&amp;amp;amp;C 132 an Outlier in LDS Scripture?&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ul class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Stone compares &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants 132&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; to other LDS scriptures and finds that &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;it contradicts&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;:&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ul class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;The Bible:&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; Genesis, Exodus, and the Ten Commandments emphasize monogamy.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;The Book of Mormon:&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; Jacob 2 &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;condemns polygamy&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Other sections of the Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants:&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; Multiple verses command monogamy, including &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;D&amp;amp;amp;C 42:22, D&amp;amp;amp;C 49:16-17, and D&amp;amp;amp;C 74&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ul&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ul&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;The Bigger Picture: What This Means for LDS Members Today&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ul class=&amp;quot;wp-block-list&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Stone urges listeners to &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;reevaluate long-held assumptions about polygamy&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt; and to &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;consider how much church doctrine has changed over time&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;She suggests that polygamy was &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;a later doctrinal development&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, rather than a &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;core part of the Restoration&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;li class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;The episode concludes by setting the stage for &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;a deep dive into D&amp;amp;amp;C 132&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;, where she will explore &amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;its contradictions, historical context, and doctrinal implications&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;.&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ul&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/li&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/ol&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * History of the D&amp;amp;amp;C&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://eom.byu.edu/index.php/Doctrine_and_Covenants_Editions Link 1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/ensign/1984/12/the-story-of-the-doctrine-and-covenants?lang=eng Link 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/doctrine-and-covenants-1835/259#full-transcript Original Section 101]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/minutes-17-august-1835/7#full-transcript Meeting to accept the 1835 Doctrine and Covenants]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2012/10/trial-of-your-faith?lang=eng Trial of Your Faith by Elder Anderson, October 2012]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h00m04s 00:00:04] Welcome to 132 Problems revisiting Mormon polygamy, where we explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage. Please remember to listen to these episodes in order, starting with number 1 and continuing on from there. My name is Michelle Stone, and this is episode 5, Doctrine and Covenants, where we&#039;ll look at the totality of God&#039;s teachings on marriage and the revelations of the Restoration. Studying out polygamy and doctrine and covenants has actually been a very interesting journey. I am I have learned a lot, so I want to share a little bit of that with you first, um, I think it&#039;s really easy to assume since we&#039;re born and from birth we have this set of scriptures, right? And, and so we just kind of assume that the scriptures have always been and will always be this nice set that we have. So it was interesting to me to learn about the Bible and what a messy and evolving process it was to come up with. what we now consider the the canonized Bible. And it wasn&#039;t until I started really studying polygamy that I learned that there was a similar sort of a messy process in coming up with the doctrine and covenants. Nothing like the Bible because it was a much more compact period of time and a smaller group of people, but still, there have been changes, additions, subtractions, and all kinds of All kinds of an ongoing evolutionary process that was very eye-opening to me to learn about. It&#039;s interesting. I don&#039;t, I imagine that most of us don&#039;t know this because I have been a member of my, of the, of the church my entire life. I always attended primary and young women and seminary. I Went to BYU and took all of the religion classes there and still I hadn&#039;t learned any of this. So,  this might be new information for some of you as well. So, OK, we&#039;re just gonna go over some of the high points. So the first time the doctrine of Covenants was officially published under that name was in 1835. Before that, there was, I think the Book of Commandments, and there were compilations, revelations were printed in the newspaper and copied down and but it was the first time that they had an actual publication called The Doctrine of Covenant. So I want to say September of 1834,  a committee was organized, headed by Joseph Smith. It had Oliver Cowdry. I&#039;ll get to the rest. Oliver Cowdry, Sydney Rigdon, and I want to say Fred Frederick G. Williams were the committee that were assigned to compile and prepare the doctrine and covenants. So that they spent almost 11 months on it and then in 1835 they had a meeting where it was all approved. And published. So that was the first doctrine and covenants. Then it was, there were different publications in England and, you know, some other things happening, but the next official publication in the church was in 1844, which again was headed up by Joseph Smith, and it was prepared for publication before his death. The publication was announced. Before his death, but with the martyrdom and um John Taylor was involved in that as well. So it took a few extra months because there were massive changes that happened. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h03m30s 00:03:30]  we&#039;re going to talk about the 1835 edition, then the 1844 edition, which had all of the revelations added to it that Joseph Smith had received in the interim. And then after 1844, it wasn&#039;t revised again until 1876. So remember the church, the saints came to Utah starting in 1847, and they, so they had been here almost 30 years before a new version of the doctrine and covenants was printed so so I just wanted to go over that history. So, OK, now, now that we&#039;ve got that understood, we&#039;re gonna look at our current doctrine and covenants and one of the things I really appreciate so much that the church does for us is make the scriptures so readily available. I love going online and you can use the search tool so you can search the scriptures for any word which. It&#039;s such a huge advantage to us. It just makes all of us have the opportunity to be to be scriptorians. I feel like what&#039;s accessible to me might have taken other people a lifetime to be able to find. And so it&#039;s really a gift. It&#039;s really a blessing to us. So what I wanted to do in the doctrine and Covenants, which I have done before, but I did it specifically just. You know, spelled it out for this episode is to look at wife, W I F E and the doctrine of Covenants and wives. You have to put it in quotation marks, otherwise it will combine them. But wife, the and I, and I&#039;m what I&#039;m wanting to do is look at all of the teachings in the doctrine and covenants, what the doctrine and covenants as a whole teaches. I know what most of 132 teaches, so just for now I&#039;m going to set that aside to look at the rest of the doctrine and covenants and We&#039;re just gonna touch on parts of 132 today, but we will get there and get there and, and go in depth on that. It&#039;s just that there&#039;s a lot of other stuff to cover and, and I think it&#039;s important to just kind of have a groundwork. So,  wife singular is used 16 times in the doctrine and covenants. Wives plural is used 6 times. So interestingly, OK, so we&#039;re gonna look first at the 6 times of the plural of wives used in the doctrine of covenants. So 2 of them are not at all relevant to polygamy because they&#039;re talking about multiple husbands. Multiple wives from multiple husbands, they&#039;re both found in 123 when it&#039;s talking about the the responsibility they have to report the persecutions and to seek redress. So verse 7 says it is an imperative duty that we owe to God to angels with whom we shall be brought to stand, and also to ourselves and to our wives and children. That&#039;s one case of wives. The other is just 2 verses later in 9. Therefore, it is an imperative duty that we owe not only to our wives and children but to the widows and fatherless. So this kind of reminds me of Captain Moroni&#039;s title of liberty and memory of our God, our religion and freedom, our um our wives and our children and so it&#039;s, it&#039;s. Talking about wives, but why all of their wives collectively, right? It also goes on in this verse to talk about the widows and the orphans. So,  we&#039;re just going to set those aside because they are not relevant to polygamy at all. So that leaves 4 cases of the word wives and the Doctrine of Covenants and interestingly, all 4 of them are found in section 132. There&#039;s no case of wives being used or any reference to a plurality of wives anywhere than in section 132 and also interestingly, the doctrine of Covenant has four uses of the word concubines which are also found in section 132. So wives and concubines are both talked about 4 times each in section 132 and nowhere else.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h07m15s 00:07:15] And so I also looked up, you know, did all of the relevant searches about marriage and man and woman and anyway, so, that is all that I can find. If anyone else finds anything else that&#039;s relevant or pertinent, then let me know. So, so those are the cases of wives. They&#039;re all in 132, and like I said, we&#039;re going to get into that in depth later on. So that leaves us with wife, which we&#039;ll look at. Wife is used 16 times in the doctrine and covenants, and 10 of those are in section 132, which I think is interesting and we will, we will also talk about. So 10 of the uses of wife are 32.  the other six are other places in the doctrine and covenants, and we&#039;re going to look at those because I think the goal today, maybe I already said this, forgive me if I did, is to just look at the totality of the teachings of the doctrine and Covenants as a whole. So we have 132 and then we have the entire rest of the doctrine and covenants. So let&#039;s look at the cases of wife and the doctrine and covenants, because I think that they are all important. So  section 19 verse 25, and again, And this is the savior talking. And again, I command thee that thou shalt not covet thy neighbor&#039;s wife, nor seek thy neighbor&#039;s life. So, OK, just a repetition of commandments that are given in the Bible, repeated in the Book of Mormon, repeated in the doctrine of covenants, and it&#039;s relevant because it gives us the foundational understanding that our neighbor will have a wife, and that we shouldn&#039;t covet our neighbor&#039;s one wife. So it comes from  an assumption of monogamy, right? And then we have this one we have &#039;&#039;&#039;42:22&#039;&#039;&#039;, and from the Lord &amp;quot;thou shalt love thy wife with all thy heart and shalt cleave unto her and none else.&amp;quot; I, I just don&#039;t know what could be more clear than that. It goes on and I, I just, it&#039;s so interesting because the Lord gives us these clear, clear commandments that we managed to miss and ignore or every time we read them, we go, oh yeah, except, but, right, except for when and we, we undermine these very clear things that the Lord is saying, again, repeated in the Bible, in the Book of Mormon, and in the doctrine and covenants. Very, very clear statement. Of God. So &#039;&#039;&#039;42:22&#039;&#039;&#039; is, I think the encapsulation of the teachings of marriage in the doctrine of covenants. We&#039;ll go on because there that&#039;s only two. So the next one is &#039;&#039;&#039;49 verses 16 and 17, a&#039;&#039;&#039;nd it says, wherefore it is lawful that he should have one wife, and they twain shall be one flesh, and all this that the earth might answer the end of its creation. And that it might be filled with the measure of man according to his creation before the world was made. So again, what we talked about in previous episodes again, an extremely clear commandment repeated in all of our books of scripture and again stating that the earth is capable,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h10m14s 00:10:14] that man is capable of. Answering the end of its of his creation, the the the earth can fulfill its purpose in monogamy with man having one wife and the twain can become one flesh. It&#039;s as clear as it could possibly be and that nothing else is needed for us to achieve everything we came to earth to achieve, to learn, to grow. So, so anyway, again, so &#039;&#039;&#039;42:22, 49:16 and 17&#039;&#039;&#039;, really important scriptures that I think we should actually listen to. So then the next one is interesting, it&#039;s &#039;&#039;&#039;section 74&#039;&#039;&#039;, which is one I haven&#039;t studied very much or heard very much about, but   it&#039;s referring to &#039;&#039;&#039;1 Corinthians 7&#039;&#039;&#039;. And  it just says, &amp;quot;for the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband. Else were your children unclean, but now they are holy.&amp;quot; So it&#039;s an interesting section that goes on to talk about  circumcision. I actually think that the original version in 1 Corinthians 7. It is more clear. I like what it says. &#039;&#039;&#039;Verse 16&#039;&#039;&#039;, it says, &amp;quot;For what knowest thou, O wife, whether thou shalt save thy husband, or How knowest thou, old O man, whether thou shalt save thy wife?&amp;quot; So I just love that sentiment of bearing with one another, loving each other. Um, I know there&#039;s been so much talk of Faith crises and you know over the past several years, and I love this council to love with love each other, bear with each other. The love between husband and wife is the important thing regardless of what either spouse may be struggling with or whatever journey they may be on. So,  that&#039;s the other again though coming from the assumption of your wife, your wife can save your husband, your husband can save your wife coming from the assumption of monogamy. So then. There are 2 more that both are a little bit similar. So again, just to clarify, we&#039;re talking about cases of wife, singular wife, the assumption of monogamy, and the teaching of monogamy, monogamy in the doctrine and covenants, which, um, you know, are the revelations of Joseph Smith given to us for this day. So these are both Joseph. Regarding Emma, so this first one is 109:68. It&#039;s the dedication of the Kirtland Temple. It was in 1836, and this was Joseph said this was given by Revelation. So &#039;&#039;&#039;verse 68 &#039;&#039;&#039;says, &amp;quot;O Lord, remember thy servant Joseph Smith Junior and all his afflictions and persecutions. How he has covenanted with Jehovah and vowed to thee, O mighty God of Jacob, and that and the commandment which thou hast given unto him. And that he hath sincerely striven to do thy will. Have mercy, O Lord, upon his wife and children, that they may be exalted in thy presence and preserved by thy fostering hand.&amp;quot; He goes on from there to pray for all of their associates. Then he goes on to pray for the other leaders of the church and their wives and children and their associates, and then he just expands it from there to pray for pretty much everyone in the world, but He specifically prays for his wife and his children, his singular wife,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h13m23s 00:13:23] and this was given by revelation. So I know we always have the line that,  that Joseph said one thing and did another, and it was sort of a smokescreen because he was facing persecutions. I think that&#039;s at least how I&#039;ve always heard it explained because as I have, as I have delved into this, and we will get into it more, but. Every single thing that Joseph himself ever said or wrote denied polygamy, denied that he participated in it and denied like that everything that he himself said, everything we have that&#039;s contrary to that is second or third hand accounts usually decades later. So that&#039;s interesting. So right here in this revelation he received, referring to his one wife. So, if this, you know, so we just have to decide how deep these lies go. Was Joseph Smith lying that this was a revelation or was it a revelation and God was lying? And saying you only had one wife or just withholding that information, which I always taught. I always was taught in my teaching and training by my parents and in the church that half truths are also lies. That&#039;s what Satan told Eve in the garden, right? A half truth. So, anyway, that&#039;s something to consider is that Joseph, in a prayer received by Revelation, prayed for his one wife and their children. So then, This one is the one that just, ah, get you, get you in the heart. It&#039;s, it&#039;s from, it&#039;s from Liberty Jail 1839, and it&#039;s &#039;&#039;&#039;122 verse 5&#039;&#039;&#039; and um I just think it&#039;s important to listen to his feelings for his wife. So will do 5 and 6 &amp;quot;if thou art called to pass through tribulation, if thou art in perils among false brethren, if thou art in perils among robbers, if thou art in perils by land or sea, if thou art accused of all manner of false accusations, if thine enemies fall upon thee, if they, if they t thee from the society of thy father and mother and brethren and sisters. And if with a drawn sword thine enemy&#039;s tear the from the bosom of thy wife and thy offspring and thy elder son, although but 6 years of age, shall cling to thy garments and shall say, My father, my father, why can&#039;t you stay with us? Oh my father, where are these men? What are these men going to do with you? And if then ye shall be thrust from and if then he I&#039;ll be thrust from thee by the sword, and thou be dragged to prison and thine enemies prowl around me like wolves for the blood of the lamb. So he&#039;s, it&#039;s saying all of these things will give you experience and work together for your good.&amp;quot; I&#039;m hoping I wrote that reference down because I was thinking maybe it was 121. So I&#039;ll double check what I have written is &#039;&#039;&#039;122 verse 5.&#039;&#039;&#039; But um the thing that I think is so Just touching there is that he was in jail, and these are the memories, his last memories of his family that are haunting him, and you know he&#039;s torn from the bosom of his wife with a drawn sword and his son is thrown down with a sword and he, I just, he loved his family. He really, really loved his family and so it&#039;s hard for me to make sense of these things being. Being received by revelation if it was all a smokescreen or if it was all a lie or how would it be to be one of his other wives and he&#039;s only talking about this wife&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h16m42s 00:16:42] or how could he have that kind of anyway, we don&#039;t, we don&#039;t need to go into all of that now because people can have different opinions on it, um, but in any case, the doctrine and covenants all the way through, I think you can see, teaches commands, reveals and assumes  monogamy, excuse me. It definitely has the commandment and assumption of monogamy, including with Joseph Smith himself in regard to his wife Emma. And so those are all of the cases of wives and wife in the doctrine of Covenant. So I think you can see that. As a whole, the doctrinal covenants definitely leans very much to the teaching of monogamy, especially again in just &#039;&#039;&#039;42:22&#039;&#039;&#039;, &amp;quot;thou shalt love thy wife with all thy heart and shall cleave unto her and none else.&amp;quot; It&#039;s very clearly taught repeatedly. That monogamy is God&#039;s establishment of marriage and God&#039;s law that he expects his his states to live. So, OK, now we&#039;re going to go into something that was one of those things that I learned that stunned me. I was amazed by this. So, it&#039;s wonderful now. Another thing that I so appreciate that our church is doing is the Joseph Smith Papers Project. It&#039;s been. It&#039;s so great because if we are seeking truth, then we have so much more access. And yes, it&#039;s, it&#039;s in some ways nice to have this just kind of like I talked about with our scriptures, we just think it&#039;s this clean little neat package that&#039;s always been the way that we assume it is and um, you know, and, and digging into the history, we learned that things are way messier, way messier than they ever thought they were, so it can be challenging and there&#039;s definitely some. Some growth that you have to experience going through that. Some things can be unsettling, but it&#039;s also so gratifying because we just get to get closer and closer to truth, and we get to get closer and closer to the Lord and seek discernment so that we can really know truth for ourselves, which is what you know, I, I love the hymn Oh Say what is truth and we. We as a people should love truth. That was the whole purpose of the restoration. So we need to keep seeking truth. So, OK, so that, remember at the beginning I talked about the different editions of the Doctrine of Covenants, right? There was the 1835 edition, the 1844 edition, and then the 1876 edition.  OK. So in the 1835 edition. That was so a committee was chosen, right? It was Joseph Smith was the head of that committee as well as the president of the church and  in that edition there was section 101. So um section 101, let me explain so section 101. Added to the doctrine of Covenants in the 1835 edition. It was included in the 1835 edition overseen by Joseph Smith, and I&#039;ll talk a little bit about the approval process for that. It was included again in the 1844 edition, again overseen by Joseph Smith. Then the.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h19m47s 00:19:47] Oh, and, and neither of those included section 132. So then the migration to Utah and then and I think oh I&#039;ll have to get into it when it was 1852, I think that Brigham Young revealed that he had, that he had the revelation that became Section 132, which was not added into the doctrine of Covenants until 1876, right? So from 1835 until 1876, Section 101 was in the doctrine and covenants, which was then removed from the 1876. I feel like I&#039;m making this so confusing. There was a section 101 in 1835 included again in 1844 removed in 1876, and all of the numbers were adjusted up. So there is a current 101, but it&#039;s not the same one that it was. And then 132 was not in any of those earlier editions and was included, so they kind of did us a switch out in 1876. So I&#039;m going to read 18 &#039;&#039;&#039;Doctrine Covenants 101&#039;&#039;&#039; is only 4 verses long and I&#039;m, and it&#039;s actually the. The churches like it teaches the church how marriage should work, right? How they should do marriage, and it&#039;s actually beautiful to read. I&#039;ll put up a link cause it&#039;s, there are things I just love about it. So I&#039;m just gonna read part of part of verse 2 and then part of verse 4. So this is saying how a marriage should be performed by the high priest or whoever it is, and it&#039;s verse 2. &amp;quot;He shall say, calling each by their names. You both mutually agree to be each other&#039;s companion, husband and wife, observing the legal rights belonging to this condition, that is, so listen to the covenant that they are given, that is keeping yourselves holy for each other and from all others during your lives. And when they have answered yes, he shall pronounce them husband and wife in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.&amp;quot; I love that because it&#039;s just this beautiful. Equality, the two of them together are put under the same covenant to obey God and to keep themselves holy for each other and from all others. I think that that is a beautiful. A beautiful marriage, covenant that they are given. So that&#039;s in verse 2. Then in verse 4 it says, &amp;quot;inasmuch as this church of Christ has been reproached with the crime of fornication and polygamy, we declare that we believe that one man should have one wife and one woman but one husband, except in case of death when either is at liberty to marry again.&amp;quot; OK, &#039;&#039;&#039;so that was section 101 of the doctrine and Covenants&#039;&#039;&#039;. From 1835 to 1876. So our own teachings were. As absolutely clear as they could possibly be, they align with all of the teachings in the Book of Mormon and the teachings in the Bible, which we also are going to get into in the future. So that is interesting. I hope you will all go read Doctrine Covenants 101 from the 1835 and 1844 edition and um. I want, OK, so sometimes when you read, I, I&#039;ll put some links that will include some of the information, just a couple of resources you can look at for the evolution of the doctrine covenants. There are many sources you could look at, so you know, feel free to do your own searching.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h23m21s 00:23:21] I&#039;ll just put something to make it a little bit easier. But in the sources that are compiled by the church or that have been in the past, it usually tries to undermine section 101 by saying, well, it just that they cite a source that says that 101 was written by Oliver Cowdery and not approved by Joseph Smith. So I looked into that. I had to buy the book that they cite so I could find it. So I found it just in a little footnote, and what it basically says is Joseph F. Smith&#039;s journal contains an entry in 1869 where he quotes Brigham Young claiming that Oliver Cowdry wrote section 101 and included it over Joseph Smith&#039;s objections. So included it in the Doctrine of the Covenants over Joseph Smith&#039;s objections. OK, so that&#039;s the sort of way out, right? We always need a way out when things are really clear. So the way out is that Brigham Young said, well, that Joseph Smith said that Brigham Young said that. That Joseph F. Smith said that Brigham Young said that Joseph Smith said that he didn&#039;t want it in, but Oliver Cowdrey put it in anyway. OK, so again, like we can play the gossip game there. That&#039;s, that&#039;s a great way to get information. But in any case, there are so many problems. So I dug  in and did some research. So stick with me, OK, cause what I These these little facts and details are kind of important because there is absolutely nothing to support this claim by Brigham Young, and there is a lot to prove it false. So remember this committee was formed. The committee was Joseph Smith, &#039;&#039;&#039;Oliver Cowdery&#039;&#039;&#039;, &#039;&#039;&#039;Sydney Rigdon, and Frederick G. Williams&#039;&#039;&#039;. They were the ones put in charge of compiling and arranging the doctrine and covenants and getting it ready for publication, which happened 11 months later. So, Brigham Young was made an apostle in May of 1835, so the committee was formed in September of 1834. It wasn&#039;t until May of 1835 that Brigham Young was made an apostle, and then he was immediately sent away on a mission to New England, New York and New England. So I don&#039;t know how he would have been involved in this sort of Elite council, it was the presidency of the church, right, that was working on this, and he became an apostle near the end of that and then was immediately then immediately left so he wasn&#039;t in the know and then he and then he wasn&#039;t even there. So  he was gone until after the doctrine covenants was published. So I just don&#039;t know how he would have been in the know to say. Who wrote it that Oliver wrote it and to say that Joseph didn&#039;t want it included, there there&#039;s just no evidence for that. And, and I want to talk about what happened to get  this version of the doctrine of Covenants approved. So first of all, remember that Joseph Smith was the head of the committee. Oliver Cowdry would have had no authority to write something on his own and certainly no authority to include it. Over the objections objections of Joseph Smith and in fact the entire church.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h26m41s 00:26:41] So I&#039;ve talked about where everybody was, right? Brigham Young wasn&#039;t an apostle until May and then was in New England and  Joseph Smith was head of the committee all the way back from September.  When it was ready, when the doctrine covenants was ready to be published, a special general assembly of the church was called. It was held on August 17, 1835. Again, I will put in the notes a link to the Joseph Smith papers where you can read  the entire minutes from this meeting. So the purpose of the meeting was quote to see whether the book would the book be approved or not by the authorities of the church that it may, if approved, become a law unto the church and a rule of faith and practice unto the same. So this meeting, Joseph Smith was presiding at the meeting, and again, Brigham Young and actually none of the 12 apostles were there because they were all serving missions. Brigham Young and several others were in New England. So this is a quote from the minutes of the meeting. President O. Cowdery, so I&#039;ll just say &amp;quot;President Cowdery, then arose with the book of the with the book of doctrine and Covenants containing the faith articles and covenants of the Latter-day Saints, then proceeded to take the vote of the whole house commencing with the presidents of Zion. So Joseph Smith was the first. Joseph Smith and his presidency were the first ones allowed to vote in favor of accepting. The doctrine covenants as the law and the governing book of the church. President Phelps arose and spoke in high commendation of the book and aforementioned and said that he had examined it carefully, that it was well arranged and calculated to govern the church in righteousness. If followed, would bring the members to see eye to eye and further that he had received the testimony from God that the revelations and commandments contained therein are true. Wherefore, he knew assuredly for himself, having received witness from heaven and not from men.&amp;quot; So it goes on and leader after leader after leader stands up and gives similar testimony of the truthfulness of these revelations of the goodness of the revelations and  commandments included in it and  commends it to the church. So each governing body was allowed individually and well as each governing body was given the opportunity to accept, to affirm, to vote that they affirmed and accepted the book, so. Let&#039;s see, I want to read what it was they affirmed to, what it was they voted on. President John Smith then called the vote of the presidency, so this is describing when Joseph Smith and his first presidency got to vote in favor, which was carried as follows that they would receive the book as the rule of their faith and practice and put themselves under the guidance of the same and also. So that they were satisfied with the committee that were chosen to compile it as having discharged their duty faithfully, so they were saying that so I just think it&#039;s important to recognize that this was not a smoke smoke screen. This was the scriptures for the members of the church to know the commandments of God to them and to be the governing document for the church. So including one on one in this was no way to was was in no way to like confuse everyone else about what they were doing because they themselves were affirming yes we will live by this yes we agreed to it. Yes, we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h30m13s 00:30:13] affirm that we believe that this is by revelation and the commandment and how we should live so. It it doesn&#039;t make sense to say that it was just a smokescreen, and it does definitely not make sense to say that Joseph Smith, that Oliver Cowdery somehow got it done against Joseph Smith&#039;s objections. I think, so this is something we&#039;ll go into a little bit later, but putting ourselves in the shoes of the early church leaders, they had experienced so much persecution, right? So they came to Utah. And they&#039;re in Utah and there&#039;s no one looking over their shoulder, right? It can be easy to kind of stretch the truth if there&#039;s no one keeping you honest or to kind of say things that are self-protective. And  I&#039;m not saying this as a condemnation because I think all of us have a tendency to do that and  you know, Brigham Young said a lot of things about Emma Smith, about Oliver Cowdery, about William Law, about many of the others, people that were not there to defend themselves or tell their side or their perspective, and he,  said a lot of things about a lot of people and um. And so I&#039;m trying to just say I can understand how that could happen, but I think it&#039;s important to recognize that Brigham Young&#039;s saying this about Oliver Cowdrey and Joseph Smith is not solid evidence when we have the minutes of the actual meeting where it was approved and received and where Joseph Smith was the head of the committee to put it together and also the head of the church. So, then this is also important, President Phelps, this is a quote again from the minutes. President Phelps then arose and read the written testimony of the 12 apostles in favor of the book and the committee who compiled it. So that would have included Brigham Young. So even he, although the 12 were all away, a statement was read of them all affirming the truthfulness of it and accepting it. And then many more testimonies from leaders and then each governing body voted unanimously in favor, and then this was when I wanted to read this part too. &amp;quot;Brother Gates then took the book and expressed his satisfaction with it. And also called a vote of all the members present, both male and &#039;&#039;&#039;female&#039;&#039;&#039;, and they gave a decided vote in favor of it and also of the committee, there being a very large portion of the church present. All of the above testimonies and votes were voluntarily and unhesitatingly given with the utmost freedom of conscience on the part of the assembly.&amp;quot; So the doctrine and covenants in 1835 was unanimously accepted by every leader and member of the church. And then I want to include this. This is, this is interesting because not only was it accepted,&#039;&#039;&#039; but the entire section 101 was read aloud at the meeting. That&#039;s the section on marriage, righ&#039;&#039;&#039;t? that I just read a few parts from. Only one other section was read aloud at the meeting, which was, which was governing, a governing document of the church. So Here&#039;s what it says. President Phelps then arose and read a chapter of rules for marriage among the saints, and the whole church voted to receive it. It is therefore attached to the book.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h33m34s 00:33:34] So not only was the doctrine of covenants as a whole received, but even 101 on its own was was received as the governing document of the church and the rules and standards of the church. So. I just think that Brigham Young&#039;s claim that Joseph Smith objected to Section 101 or that there was any controversy about it at all is verifiably false. There&#039;s no truth to it.  I think it&#039;s important to know what the original Section 101 was that was included in the doctrine and covenants until it was removed in 1876 when Section 132 was added. So,  I know that this can be uncomfortable or tricky because we, we still haven&#039;t talked about 132 and I don&#039;t want it to seem like I&#039;m picking and choosing scripture or sidestepping it. We are going to get there. It&#039;s just such a big subject, so I&#039;m trying to break it up the best way I can. But while we&#039;re not going to go into 132, I, I just want to set the stage right now that I think that when we do go into 132, remember it has 10 of the cases of singular wife, and I think that you will see that even 132 itself, other than a few problematic verses, actually strongly and profoundly and deeply teaches monogamy. So we&#039;re going to get into that. So. The, the reason I&#039;m doing this with the entire, the entirety of the doctrine of Covenant is because I think it&#039;s so important to see what all scriptures say, right? There&#039;s always contradiction in scripture. We have Old Testament scriptures that talk about genocide and prostitution and Just, just all kinds of things that we in no way except just because they&#039;re in our scriptures, right? So what we have to do always with all scripture is bring our reason and our logic to it and our gift of discernment. We have to bring the spirit to it and ask the Lord how we should weigh things, how we should prioritize things, and what we should take as our guiding, you know, what we should take as the truth that God wants us to know. And so that&#039;s what I think we need to do with this principle and with the doctrine and covenant. So Elder Anderson gave a talk that I really liked a while ago called Trial of Your Faith, and he taught an important principle that I want to apply here. He basically said that true doctrine is not obscure or given in one place. It is taught frequently, repeated, repeatedly, and by many different leaders. Here&#039;s here&#039;s the quote. &amp;quot;A few question their faith when they find a statement made by a church leader decades ago that seems incongruent with our doctrine. There is an important principle that governs the doctrine of the church. The doctrine is taught by all 15 members of the first presidency and quorum of the 12. It is not hidden in an obscure paragraph of one talk. True principles are taught frequently and by many. Our doctrine is not difficult to find.&amp;quot; He  goes on, &amp;quot;the leaders of the church are honest but imperfect men. Remember the words of Moroni, &amp;quot;Condemn me not because of my imperfection, neither my father, but rather give thanks unto God that he hath been that he hath made manifest unto you our imperfections, that ye may learn to be more wise than we have been.&amp;quot; I love that he gave that talk and included that part, and I think that is the perfect counsel for us in regard to studying out polygamy. So first of all, He says that the doctrine is not obscure, right? It&#039;s, it&#039;s taught frequently in many places. So what doctrine is taught from the literal beginning of creation in all like taught in the Bible, taught profoundly in the Book of Mormon,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h37m16s 00:37:16] taught profoundly in the doctrine and covenants, and taught by all of our leaders today as opposed to this one obscure doctrine that is only taught in a few verses of section 132. Which has a problematic past which completely contradicts one on one that was removed, right? And also it is obscure. It&#039;s not something like our missionaries aren&#039;t out talking to investigators about polygamy, right? Many people join the church and our members for a long time before they even learn about polygamy. It&#039;s, it&#039;s obscure. We almost intentionally keep it obscure because It&#039;s not, you know, it doesn&#039;t feel good to us and it doesn&#039;t feel good to people learning about us and maybe our discernment is telling us something. So, so, you know, it&#039;s, we don&#039;t need to just like, just like he quoted Moroni I, we don&#039;t need to condemn previous leaders because of their imperfections, but we can give thanks unto God that we can see the imperfections  and the mistakes they made so that we can be more wise than they have been. That is such a blessing to us. And again, just going with this council, there are other doctrines that we keep really hidden and obscure.  I shouldn&#039;t say doctrines, doctrines that Brigham Young taught that he seems to have been the originator of. There are others like that that we don&#039;t espouse anymore, such as , we&#039;re not really proud of the priesthood band, right? The doctrine. That was claimed to talk about race and the priesthood. We&#039;re not terribly proud of Adam God theory and and the ideas that Brigham had there and how that related to polygamy. We&#039;re definitely not very proud of blood atonement and that doctrine that was taught. Those things are extremely obscure, only taught by one or two leaders and then let go and tried to be buried. I think that, you know, I think that God uses each of us in the ways that he can. I think that Joseph Smith was so useful to the Lord for receiving revelation, for translation, for  establishing the church, right? He wasn&#039;t necessarily especially useful to the Lord or, he wasn&#039;t successful, shall we say, at running a bank or running a business or doing those kinds of things. The Lord used what all of the strengths of Joseph Smith and had to kind of bear with the weaknesses, right? And I think Brigham Young was incredibly useful to the Lord to bring a people across the entire wilderness, to bring them across the country and establish a new land in the desert, and, you know, that lion of the Lord energy that he apparently had ,but I think that the Lord had to deal with some things that were not terribly useful. I don&#039;t think that Brigham Young was very useful to the Lord in terms of doctrine. He himself claimed that he was a &#039;&#039;&#039;Yankee guesser,&#039;&#039;&#039; not a prophet in the same way of Joseph Smith. And so these were the doctrines that made sense to him in his mind that he taught from the pulpit&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko&amp;amp;amp;t=00h40m24s 00:40:24] and  we are trying to sort out now, so. Anyway, so I think it&#039;s good to take, to listen to Elder Anderson&#039;s counsel and to look for truth in things that are repeated, that are  easy to find that are taught in many places by many different people and so we&#039;re going to leave it there for today. I know we still have to dig more and more into 132, so I hope that you are staying with me to this point. , I hope you will join me for our next episode, which will be looking at Abraham&#039;s polygamy. So again, my name is Michelle Stone, and this is 132 Problems.&lt;br /&gt;
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The &#039;&#039;&#039;Mormon Polygamy Wiki&#039;&#039;&#039; is a collaborative, open-content project dedicated to documenting the history, sources, and modern scholarship on Mormon polygamy.  &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Our mission is to:&lt;br /&gt;
* Collect and organize &#039;&#039;&#039;primary source documents&#039;&#039;&#039; (letters, diaries, affidavits, church records, newspaper articles, legal documents).&lt;br /&gt;
* Provide &#039;&#039;&#039;context and analysis&#039;&#039;&#039; from historians, researchers, and community members.&lt;br /&gt;
* Host and link to &#039;&#039;&#039;podcasts, interviews, and multimedia content&#039;&#039;&#039; exploring the topic from a variety of perspectives.&lt;br /&gt;
* Serve as a &#039;&#039;&#039;central hub&#039;&#039;&#039; for anyone interested in studying, understanding, or discussing the legacy and practice of Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== What You’ll Find Here ==&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Source Library:&#039;&#039;&#039; Scanned documents, transcripts, and citations related to early and later Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Biographies:&#039;&#039;&#039; Pages on key figures—leaders, participants, critics, and commentators.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Timelines:&#039;&#039;&#039; Chronological lists of key events, legislation, and doctrinal developments.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Podcast &amp;amp; Media Hub:&#039;&#039;&#039; Links and embedded players for podcasts, YouTube videos, and lectures covering Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Research Tools:&#039;&#039;&#039; Tagging, bibliographies, and cross-referenced topics to aid deeper exploration.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Getting Started ==&lt;br /&gt;
If you’re new here, try these starting points:&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Timeline of Mormon Polygamy]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Key Figures in Mormon Polygamy]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Primary Sources Index]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Podcast and Media Hub]]&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Contributing ==&lt;br /&gt;
This wiki is built by volunteers. You can help by:&lt;br /&gt;
* Adding new documents or citations.&lt;br /&gt;
* Uploading transcripts of podcasts or video episodes.&lt;br /&gt;
* Improving page organization, cross-links, and templates.&lt;br /&gt;
* Discussing interpretations on article talk pages to ensure balanced coverage.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Before editing, please review our [[Editorial Guidelines]] and [[Citation Standards]] pages to maintain scholarly rigor.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Featured Podcast ==&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;div style=&amp;quot;text-align:center; background:#fffbe6; border:1px solid #ccc; padding:0.5em; margin:0.5em auto; width:90%;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  &#039;&#039;&#039;This week’s featured podcast:&#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  &amp;lt;big&amp;gt;&#039;&#039;[[:Category:132 Problems Episodes|132 Problems: Revisiting Mormon Polygamy]]&#039;&#039;&amp;lt;/big&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  Exploring the myths, documents, and stories behind Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;div style=&amp;quot;text-align:center; font-size:85%; margin-top:2em;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  This project is not affiliated with any religious organization.  &lt;br /&gt;
  Content is provided for educational and research purposes.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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	<entry>
		<id>https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Main_Page&amp;diff=1024</id>
		<title>Main Page</title>
		<link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Main_Page&amp;diff=1024"/>
		<updated>2025-09-14T05:12:31Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;WikiSysop: &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;hr /&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&amp;lt;noinclude&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
{{DISPLAYTITLE:Mormon Polygamy Wiki}}&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/noinclude&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;div style=&amp;quot;text-align:center; background:#f9f9f9; border:1px solid #ccc; padding:1em; margin-bottom:1em;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
== &amp;lt;big&amp;gt;&#039;&#039;&#039;Welcome to the Mormon Polygamy Wiki&#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;lt;/big&amp;gt;   &amp;lt;span style=&amp;quot;font-size:110%;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;A central repository of sources, documents, and media about Mormon polygamy&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt; ==&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== About the Wiki ==&lt;br /&gt;
The &#039;&#039;&#039;Mormon Polygamy Wiki&#039;&#039;&#039; is a collaborative, open-content project dedicated to documenting the history, sources, and modern scholarship on Mormon polygamy.  &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Our mission is to:&lt;br /&gt;
* Collect and organize &#039;&#039;&#039;primary source documents&#039;&#039;&#039; (letters, diaries, affidavits, church records, newspaper articles, legal documents).&lt;br /&gt;
* Provide &#039;&#039;&#039;context and analysis&#039;&#039;&#039; from historians, researchers, and community members.&lt;br /&gt;
* Host and link to &#039;&#039;&#039;podcasts, interviews, and multimedia content&#039;&#039;&#039; exploring the topic from a variety of perspectives.&lt;br /&gt;
* Serve as a &#039;&#039;&#039;central hub&#039;&#039;&#039; for anyone interested in studying, understanding, or discussing the legacy and practice of Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== What You’ll Find Here ==&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Source Library:&#039;&#039;&#039; Scanned documents, transcripts, and citations related to early and later Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Biographies:&#039;&#039;&#039; Pages on key figures—leaders, participants, critics, and commentators.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Timelines:&#039;&#039;&#039; Chronological lists of key events, legislation, and doctrinal developments.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Podcast &amp;amp; Media Hub:&#039;&#039;&#039; Links and embedded players for podcasts, YouTube videos, and lectures covering Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Research Tools:&#039;&#039;&#039; Tagging, bibliographies, and cross-referenced topics to aid deeper exploration.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Getting Started ==&lt;br /&gt;
If you’re new here, try these starting points:&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Timeline of Mormon Polygamy]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Key Figures in Mormon Polygamy]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Primary Sources Index]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Podcast and Media Hub]]&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Contributing ==&lt;br /&gt;
This wiki is built by volunteers. You can help by:&lt;br /&gt;
* Adding new documents or citations.&lt;br /&gt;
* Uploading transcripts of podcasts or video episodes.&lt;br /&gt;
* Improving page organization, cross-links, and templates.&lt;br /&gt;
* Discussing interpretations on article talk pages to ensure balanced coverage.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Before editing, please review our [[Editorial Guidelines]] and [[Citation Standards]] pages to maintain scholarly rigor.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Featured Podcast ==&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;div style=&amp;quot;text-align:center; background:#fffbe6; border:1px solid #ccc; padding:0.5em; margin:0.5em auto; width:90%;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  &#039;&#039;&#039;This week’s featured podcast:&#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  &amp;lt;big&amp;gt;&#039;&#039;[[:Category:132 Problems Episodes|132 Problems: Revisiting Mormon Polygamy]]&#039;&#039;&amp;lt;/big&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  Exploring the myths, documents, and stories behind Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;div style=&amp;quot;text-align:center; font-size:85%; margin-top:2em;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  This project is not affiliated with any religious organization.  &lt;br /&gt;
  Content is provided for educational and research purposes.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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		<author><name>WikiSysop</name></author>
	</entry>
	<entry>
		<id>https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Main_Page&amp;diff=1021</id>
		<title>Main Page</title>
		<link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Main_Page&amp;diff=1021"/>
		<updated>2025-09-14T05:09:52Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;WikiSysop: &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;hr /&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&amp;lt;noinclude&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
{{DISPLAYTITLE:Mormon Polygamy Wiki}}&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/noinclude&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;div style=&amp;quot;text-align:center; background:#f9f9f9; border:1px solid #ccc; padding:1em; margin-bottom:1em;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  &amp;lt;big&amp;gt;&#039;&#039;&#039;Welcome to the Mormon Polygamy Wiki&#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;lt;/big&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  &amp;lt;span style=&amp;quot;font-size:110%;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;A central repository of sources, documents, and media about Mormon polygamy&amp;lt;/span&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== About the Wiki ==&lt;br /&gt;
The &#039;&#039;&#039;Mormon Polygamy Wiki&#039;&#039;&#039; is a collaborative, open-content project dedicated to documenting the history, sources, and modern scholarship on Mormon polygamy.  &lt;br /&gt;
Our mission is to:&lt;br /&gt;
* Collect and organize &#039;&#039;&#039;primary source documents&#039;&#039;&#039; (letters, diaries, affidavits, church records, newspaper articles, legal documents).&lt;br /&gt;
* Provide &#039;&#039;&#039;context and analysis&#039;&#039;&#039; from historians, researchers, and community members.&lt;br /&gt;
* Host and link to &#039;&#039;&#039;podcasts, interviews, and multimedia content&#039;&#039;&#039; exploring the topic from a variety of perspectives.&lt;br /&gt;
* Serve as a &#039;&#039;&#039;central hub&#039;&#039;&#039; for anyone interested in studying, understanding, or discussing the legacy and practice of Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== What You’ll Find Here ==&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Source Library:&#039;&#039;&#039; Scanned documents, transcripts, and citations related to early and later Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Biographies:&#039;&#039;&#039; Pages on key figures—leaders, participants, critics, and commentators.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Timelines:&#039;&#039;&#039; Chronological lists of key events, legislation, and doctrinal developments.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Podcast &amp;amp; Media Hub:&#039;&#039;&#039; Links and embedded players for podcasts, YouTube videos, and lectures covering Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Research Tools:&#039;&#039;&#039; Tagging, bibliographies, and cross-referenced topics to aid deeper exploration.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Getting Started ==&lt;br /&gt;
If you’re new here, try these starting points:&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Timeline of Mormon Polygamy]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Key Figures in Mormon Polygamy]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Primary Sources Index]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Podcast and Media Hub]]&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Contributing ==&lt;br /&gt;
This wiki is built by volunteers. You can help by:&lt;br /&gt;
* Adding new documents or citations.&lt;br /&gt;
* Uploading transcripts of podcasts or video episodes.&lt;br /&gt;
* Improving page organization, cross-links, and templates.&lt;br /&gt;
* Discussing interpretations on article talk pages to ensure balanced coverage.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Before editing, please review our [[Editorial Guidelines]] and [[Citation Standards]] pages to maintain scholarly rigor.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Featured Podcast ==&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;div style=&amp;quot;text-align:center; background:#fffbe6; border:1px solid #ccc; padding:0.5em; margin:0.5em auto; width:90%;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  &#039;&#039;&#039;This week’s featured podcast:&#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  &amp;lt;big&amp;gt;&#039;&#039;[[132 Problems: Revisiting Mormon Polygamy]]&#039;&#039;&amp;lt;/big&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  Exploring the myths, documents, and stories behind Mormon polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
== Recent Additions ==&lt;br /&gt;
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== Community and Discussion ==&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Community Portal]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Recent Changes]]&lt;br /&gt;
* [[Help:Contents]] – Learn how to edit&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;lt;div style=&amp;quot;text-align:center; font-size:85%; margin-top:2em;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
  This project is not affiliated with any religious organization.  &lt;br /&gt;
  Content is provided for educational and research purposes.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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	</entry>
	<entry>
		<id>https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Why_did_the_LDS_Church_remove_this_from_the_Doctrine_%26_Covenants%3F&amp;diff=1014</id>
		<title>Why did the LDS Church remove this from the Doctrine &amp; Covenants?</title>
		<link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Why_did_the_LDS_Church_remove_this_from_the_Doctrine_%26_Covenants%3F&amp;diff=1014"/>
		<updated>2025-08-29T23:04:46Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;WikiSysop: Automated import&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;hr /&gt;
&lt;div&gt;{{Podcast episode v2&lt;br /&gt;
 | title = Why did the LDS Church remove this from the Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants?&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2024-04-24&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = S2s3buuOpdk&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Doctrine And Covenants, Section 101&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, To The Point&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p&amp;gt;Did you know that Joseph Smith included a statement on monogamous marriage in his versions of the Doctrine and Covenants?  It was later removed from the canon when Brigham Young added section 132.  A lot of members have never heard of this original Section 101 - share this short with your friends and family.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
#lds #mormons #mormonhistory #polygamy #exmo #exmormon #josephsmith #doctrineandcovenants&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | wp_categories_links = [[Category:132 Problems Episodes]][[Category:To The Point]]&lt;br /&gt;
 | wp_tags_links = [[Category:Doctrine And Covenants]][[Category:Section 101]]&lt;br /&gt;
}}&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
		<author><name>WikiSysop</name></author>
	</entry>
	<entry>
		<id>https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Why_did_the_LDS_Church_remove_this_from_the_Doctrine_%26_Covenants%3F&amp;diff=1013</id>
		<title>Why did the LDS Church remove this from the Doctrine &amp; Covenants?</title>
		<link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Why_did_the_LDS_Church_remove_this_from_the_Doctrine_%26_Covenants%3F&amp;diff=1013"/>
		<updated>2025-08-29T23:04:45Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;WikiSysop: Automated import&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;hr /&gt;
&lt;div&gt;{{Podcast episode v2&lt;br /&gt;
 | title = Why did the LDS Church remove this from the Doctrine &amp;amp;amp; Covenants?&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2024-03-21&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = N5yVaw0EGzY&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Brigham Young, Doctrine And Covenants, Section 101&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, To The Point&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p&amp;gt;Did you know that Joseph Smith included a statement on monogamous marriage in his versions of the Doctrine and Covenants?  It was later removed from the canon when Brigham Young added section 132.  A lot of members have never heard of this original Section 101 - share this short with your friends and family.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
#lds #mormons #mormonhistory #polygamy #exmo #exmormon #josephsmith #doctrineandcovenants&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | wp_categories_links = [[Category:132 Problems Episodes]][[Category:To The Point]]&lt;br /&gt;
 | wp_tags_links = [[Category:Brigham Young]][[Category:Doctrine And Covenants]][[Category:Section 101]]&lt;br /&gt;
}}&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
		<author><name>WikiSysop</name></author>
	</entry>
	<entry>
		<id>https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Response_to_Brian_Hales_and_Steve_Pynakker_(Mormon_Book_Review)&amp;diff=1012</id>
		<title>Response to Brian Hales and Steve Pynakker (Mormon Book Review)</title>
		<link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://polygamywiki.org/index.php?title=Response_to_Brian_Hales_and_Steve_Pynakker_(Mormon_Book_Review)&amp;diff=1012"/>
		<updated>2025-08-29T23:04:39Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;WikiSysop: Automated import&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;hr /&gt;
&lt;div&gt;{{Podcast episode v2&lt;br /&gt;
 | title = Response to Brian Hales and Steve Pynakker (Mormon Book Review)&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2024-03-15&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = O1jINDIriBs&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Brian Hales, Historical Malpractice, Mormon Book Review, Steve Pynakker&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Criticism&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;This week Mormon Book Review teamed up with Brian Hales to review (and question the motives of) Michelle and her research without inviting Michelle to join the discussion.  This is Michelle&#039;s response to that video.  Huge THANK YOU to Cheryl Bruno for calling last night and coming to my side to respond to it.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;This is a very important conversation. Please join us!&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://132problems.org/polygamy-joseph-smith-michelle-brady-stone-w-brian-hales/ Original Mormon Book Review Episode to which Michelle and Cheryl are responding]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=00m01s 00:01] Michelle: Welcome to this very exciting extra episode of 132 problems. This was not planned, but after some things that happened yesterday, Cheryl Bruno, who I could not love and respect more reached out to me and we shared our mutual indignation and Cheryl agreed to come on and talk with me to share with all of you our perspective, our feelings and our objections to some things that are happening right now. So Cheryl, welcome and thank you from the bottom of my heart.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=00m37s 00:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Hello, everyone. I&#039;m so glad to be here with Michelle and I am glad to have the opportunity to share a few of my thoughts on something that&#039;s happened that I think everyone can learn from no matter what you are, no matter what you&#039;re um where you are in Mormonism, whether you don&#039;t even have any interest in Mormonism. I think that these are important principles that we&#039;re going to share um today and I think that they&#039;ll be um educational for just about everyone out there. So I&#039;m glad to have that opportunity. Um This is talking about and let me bring up a um do you want me do&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=01m16s 01:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you want, do you want me to? Just so everyone knows we&#039;re doing this live. So there will be no editing. It will be a little bit rough because we just needed to bring it out right now. Um Are you in your presentation describing what happened or should we do that first?&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: Yes, I&#039;ll describe a little bit of what happened. So, um this is, this is a response to a video or a podcast that Steven Pinker put up about with Brian Hales. And I think that um Michelle can explain a little bit of the background a little bit better than I can. So I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll leave that to her. But um this went up where um apparently from what Steve explained, many people were coming to him saying, oh Michelle, um Stone has become a voice in this polygamy um debate and you should have her uh or you should, I don&#039;t know, address what she&#039;s saying. So instead of um asking Michelle to explain what her views were, he asked his friend Brian Hales to come on and um and respond to Michelle uh before he even had the perspective of what Michelle was all about. And it becomes very obvious throughout the podcast that um that Steve does not know what Michelle is all about. And um and so let me just, let me just, I&#039;m gonna start with my background here. Um And my, I&#039;m gonna give you my Mormon Cred. OK? Because and that&#039;s sad that you have to do so. But I want you to explain like where I&#039;m coming from. And um I am not in um the same camp as Michelle is, I believe that Joseph Smith did in initiate polygamy and that he practiced it. And I hope that Michelle and I can have many fun debates on this as time goes on. But um I have also entered the world of Mormon Polygamy with several articles that I&#039;ve written and I have a book that&#039;s coming out in a couple of months. That is actually I noticed last night that it is up for pre or so you can actually preorder this book. It&#039;s called Secret Covenants, New Insights On Early Mormon polygamy. And it does come from the standpoint that Joseph Smith did practice polygamy. And in this book, I edited this book and brought together many um of the scholarly um of the, the Mormon historians who are studying early Mormon polygamy and you will recognize many of those names. So, um that is where I&#039;m coming from.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And can I just add to that, that, that what I one thing I really appreciate about Cheryl is in our private conversations, which we&#039;ve been having, several of which I have highly valued Cheryl. I&#039;ve so appreciated that you have acknowledged that you haven&#039;t fully engaged in this enough yet to like, like I feel like you have much more humility in your approach where you say this is what it looks like to me, but I can&#039;t get fully defend it and I&#039;m open to hearing more evidence, right? Which I really appreciate.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=04m31s 04:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Yes. And I have to also tell the audience that Michelle has done the same where I&#039;ve sometimes given her a little bit of information or pointed something out. She&#039;s immediately taken that in and not pushed back against it, but looked at it to see if it had validity and if it did adopted it. So I really appreciate that as well as she is not just um coming at this from a singular point of view and trying to make all the evidence fit into her point of view.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So shall we say I&#039;m doing the opposite of what Brian Hills is doing?&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: OK, I will point that out in just a minute here. So um now Brian has often, OK, Michelle and I recorded a podcast. Was it like 10 days? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And I should say on Sunday, this is what&#039;s so remarkable about all of this. Um My interview with Cheryl is set to be to be released on Sunday. I had planned to release it last Sunday, but with the temple, I released the interview with the clots who are in the restoration branches. So I bumped Cheryl&#039;s to this week, which now turns out to be so providential cause we&#039;re having this conversation just a few days before we are releasing that conversation. So it was just last week we spoke. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: you&#039;ll see me again very soon. But I&#039;m doing that conversation, Michelle and I had, we, um, Brian Hills came up and, um, she asked me what my, with Brian had been and I said that we had been, we&#039;d had very cordial conversations um, in the past and that&#039;s how I really did remember it. And I remember that Brian is always saying, deal with the evidence. Don&#039;t, don&#039;t um personally attack me. Don&#039;t call me an apologist, talk about the evidence, deal with the evidence. That&#039;s what he&#039;s always saying to me. But I found that that&#039;s not what he is doing here and it&#039;s very discouraging. Um And I went back in um the internet record to find some of our old exchanges. And I went back 10 years to April 2014 when his book was just coming out and I did a book review and um I noticed that Brian was using the same technique that he had used in this podcast yesterday. Um And he knows very well what the word ad hominem means. And I think many of, you know what this is a rhetorical strategy where the speaker attacks the character motive or some other attribute of the person making an argument rather than attacking the substance of the argument itself. And this is a classic, classic case of ad hominem. But let me just tell you a little, um, let me just read you what he said publicly about me, he said um this version of him, Joseph Smith she portrays in this post and in her article does not seem to support it. Um Oh, it prompts me to ask Cheryl if she believes Joseph Smith was a true prophet. The version of him she portrays in this post. And in her article does not seem to support it. Are we to classify Cheryl Bruno as another webmaster who teaches that Joseph Smith was a fraud. Unfortunately, there seems to be a growing number of such voices on the inner these days. And yes, um It&#039;s very, that&#039;s very classic, Brian Hales. Um Then the other one he says, um I can&#039;t quite see it here, but he says, Cheryl proclaims a belief in Joseph Smith. As can you read that? Um Michelle uh the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: bottom paragraph. Yes. Um Cheryl, I am troubled that Cheryl would portray Joseph Smith&#039;s plural marriages as indiscretions that arose from his predilections. The prophet taught that ceilings were part of the new and everlasting covenant, a covenant that came through revelation from God. Cheryl proclaims a belief in Joseph Smith as a prophet, but her depiction of him in the article and in our subsequent correspondences seems to contradict&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: it. So, um Brian is attacking me and he is bringing up my, he&#039;s trying to um to downplay my membership in the church and my uh validity as a Mormon member and whether I my arguments he&#039;s not addressing my arguments, but instead he&#039;s addressing whether I&#039;m a good Mormon or not, you know, this is ad hominem and, um, and this is, uh, this is something he asks over and over again for people not to do to him. So, um, here&#039;s the, here&#039;s just a picture of um, a little still of their um, podcast yesterday where, um, Brian comes on and Steve is interviewing him. And, um, I will say that it was the most um discouraging to me, it was very discouraging. And I hope that, um and I do believe that we will all be friends after this, of course. Um because Steve is willing to reach out, I will talk about the problems with um what he did in a minute. But um and Brian I think has, um I don&#039;t know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s so cliche to say he has a good heart, but often I feel like he wants to do the right thing and just does not have the skills. And so I would like to point out to him what he is doing that is objectionable because I feel like he&#039;s gonna watch this and say, what did I do? What did I do wrong? You know, because he already has done this now. Um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I have to say, I think at this point, I feel like you&#039;re being very charitable because this has been pointed out to Brian multiple times and he continues to it. So it looks to me and, and again, I would, I would be happy to go shake hands. Um But it looks to me like this is how he wants to operate and will continue to operate. And I, I think there&#039;s just a huge lack of desire to do anything different. And so, so I don&#039;t know that the good heart works for me. I think that he very much wants to protect his position as the one who sets the narrative of what we must all believe about polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: Ok. Um But I feel that even though you know, that may be true, I feel that we can have a good relationship in the future and that will happen and the debates that we have will be cordial and I really do believe that that will happen.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So that&#039;s OK. Thank you. Yes. Yeah, I agree.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: So, um but the reason we are not going on Steve Pinker podcast to come out with this is Steve, your space is not a safe space. You&#039;ve said that now several times you do not have a safe space and you are not Switzerland. So let me go on a little bit and, and show you why. OK. So um Brian starts by saying, well, they give a little introduction and then Brian starts by saying, very passively aggressive. This is, this is something he does um very well is he, he makes remarks passively aggressively because um that is his training. I think so. He says I have concerns, I have concerns about Michelle. So instead of going on it because Steve Steve invites him on the podcast to talk about um and to respond to Michelle&#039;s um evidence and her body of work. And he&#039;s instead instead says I have concerns, I just don&#039;t understand what Michelle&#039;s goal is. Michelle&#039;s gonna talk a little bit more about this. What is she trying to accomplish with this? Um is polygamy of God is a question that has already been answered. And then Brian proceeds to give quotes from prophets of the LDS church. Each of whom Michelle has demonstrated has serious credibility issues. And he is um almost willfully ignoring the fact that she has brought those things up and saying, well, here&#039;s what, here&#039;s what our prophets have said in the past and then says that Michelle is rejecting, dismissing and ignoring prophetic leadership. Her willingness to be critical of church leaders is aggressive, bold. So, you know, I mean, this is a typical male thing to do is say that women are aggressive and bold when men are aggressive and bold, that&#039;s fine. And he um has been aggressive and bold in the past. And you know, I, I get angry when people either call women aggressive and bold for bringing out points. Or I don&#039;t know, I, what can we&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: say? It would be fine to call me bold if it weren&#039;t saying he&#039;s using bold again, passive aggressively he&#039;s saying that what I am doing is not acceptable and not allowed. He, he&#039;s telling, he&#039;s consistently telling me to sit down and shut up is what he&#039;s doing, right? And&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: he&#039;s implying that Michelle is out of step with the teachings of latter day prophets engaging her arguments. Steve agrees with this. Steve agrees with this. He says, as a member of the church, these are her prophets so she should be obeying them, you know, why isn&#039;t she obeying her prophets? And then he says that maybe it&#039;s OK for someone who, who is outside of the church to bring up the things that Michelle is bringing up. But no, it&#039;s not OK for her to bring up these issues about Mormon polygamy. So both men show a profound ignorance of the issues that Michelle has researched and um discussed at length and here is my problem with this. OK? No, I&#039;m gonna, I&#039;m gonna get into that. Sorry. OK. Here&#039;s a slide from, here&#039;s a slide from their presentation. So Brian says, because he continues in this vein, regardless of what they say and he believe me, he is talking about Michelle here. He is not talking about the amorphous. They um regardless of what they say, the overwhelming result is confusion which often undermines faith in church leaders past and present. So what Brian is doing here is accusing Michelle of apostasy. This is a very serious accusation in our church as Steve. I hope that you know this by now, but you seem to not know this um, in your podcast, this is an extremely serious accusation to accuse someone in our church of apostasy because when, um, someone is judged an apostate, they can lose their church membership and be excommunicated from the church. And so it almost seems that he is trying to remove her voice by getting her excommunicated from the church. And I&#039;m very, very sad about that because faithful dissent is important in our church. It&#039;s extremely important. And um I feel like there needs to be a room in our church for faithful dissent. You know, um there are too many people that just get tired of it all and just say, and throw their hands up, I&#039;m leaving. Um and not enough people who are willing to stay and battle it out and talk about issues. And I feel that Michelle is in that space and, and I admire her so much for that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Thank you Cheryl.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: OK. So here&#039;s another slide where Brian accuses Michelle. He, he talks about two different um models, one is a transparency is and the other is a propagandist. And he says he is a transparency is who presents all evidence presents personal interpretation, which is what a historian does and allows the audience to decide. And then he says that Michelle is a propagandist who presents selective ignores or dismisses evidences, tries to convince the audience to agree with their interpretation and uses emotion and persuasive language. And the irony is that Brian does not understand it, that this podcast episode shows clearly how he is the propagandist. And um so here&#039;s our 55 minute podcast, they give a five minute introduction. These are, these are approximate but pretty um close to what it is five minute introduction, 30 minutes of ad hominem attacks. He puts in six minutes of actually engaging the issues, 10 minutes of testimonial and four minutes of miscellaneous. Um This is egregious and I am appalled by how obvious it is that he is spending the bulk of his time with ad hominem attacks against Michelle. And um I do wanna say that during the six minutes when he actually engaged the issues, I agreed with him several points. He made two points and um this is probably these points are something that I might agree with Brian um If we were just to discuss the issues. So I feel really kind of just annoyed with him that he didn&#039;t stick to. Here&#039;s what Michelle brought up, here&#039;s my documentation, here&#039;s my evidence. You know, why didn&#039;t he just stick to those issues? Especially since Brian is often saying that people don&#039;t allow him the same privilege.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So can we go, can I just respond to one thing on that point on that six minutes on your side? One, the um this was the thing that I objected to. It&#039;s very apparent that Steven has not watched even the one anniversary episode that they were responding to. And it&#039;s very apparent that Brian has only watched that one episode and that he only watched it to cherry pick his little portions where you could say I&#039;m out of step. But I want to make this point because he did take that six minutes of engaging issues after saying I&#039;m not gonna go head to head, I&#039;m not going to engage the issues he chose to, to engage on without acknowledging that this was a summary episode. This was an episode where I was trying to fit an overview. So I didn&#039;t go into depth on any of the historical issues. It also wasn&#039;t an issue specific. I mean, it wasn&#039;t an episode specifically about Joseph. I made that very clear, this is the scriptural issue. So I only got into a few things as necessary regarding the history. I have covered those things in depth and I have more than I&#039;m planning to cover in depth. So he took my encapsulation where I said something badly misrepresented it because when I say Brigham magically pulled it out of his desk, I&#039;m making a joke obviously. And he, he I mean, so everything that he engaged there, I would gladly engage with him on those two issues. And I feel extremely confident in what I would bring forward, extremely confident. So I just want to point out that as well that even that one portion of it was badly done.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: Yes. And to take a summary issue and then summarize it into two little clips. That&#039;s just so mires misrepresentative of, of your body of work. So I&#039;m very sorry about that. And um to go back to this, um he is the propagandist who is presenting selective evidence. He chooses out of two years of your podcast, he chooses two little clips, um not even a minute long each. And um so this is his selective evidence. He ignores or dismisses your entire body of work. He tries to convince the audience to agree with his interpretation and not yours because he&#039;s putting you down and saying you are the apostate and he is the faithful member of the church and he uses emotion and persuasive language to try to convince the audience that he is the expert and you are not.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Thank you. Thank. Also, we I, you didn&#039;t mention this. I&#039;ll just add, I felt like this entire thing was very little other than the ad hominem. And then also the appeal to authority. He always just says, I&#039;m the authority. I&#039;ve written three volumes. I&#039;m the one you should listen to. So there is no actual engagement. It&#039;s just I&#039;m the faithful member, I&#039;m the authority. She&#039;s speaking out of life, she should sit down and shut&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: up. And the thing is too that um Brian also points to his book often where he says, oh, it&#039;s all in my book just go back to my book, just read my book, not realizing that you have um addressed many of the issues in his book and poked holes in many of them. And he needs to go back and revisit those arguments in order to have a leg to stand on. And that&#039;s where I um am feeling very betrayed by my community because I feel part of the Mormon historian community. Um And when people say, oh, Mormon historians um have already decided that Joseph Smith was a polygamist and they don&#039;t realize that there&#039;s this whole entire body of work that we as Mormon historians have not addressed, we need to address these things. Um These are out there making our arguments that we&#039;ve had in the past that his book from 10 years ago is very out of date and we are just allowing those arguments to become weaker and weaker and weaker because um m mainly because Michelle is destroying all of those arguments. So we need to get back in the game. We can&#039;t just point to Ryan&#039;s book and say, oh, well, he already addressed that or someone, you know, 100 years ago, I already said this, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: or Todd Compton. They like, like, yes, I, I could point to source after source, after source that they have neglected that are not included in their book in their books. And it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s outdated. I love that you said that. Thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: Right. And I mean, it makes me want to step up and learn more about, um, what, you know, what the new issues are. Um, and I have to say that I, ok, let me just wait on that one for a minute. Um, I have to say that, um, I haven&#039;t watched all of Michelle&#039;s podcasts because there&#039;s so many of them now. Um, that are amazing. But here is one example. Um, and I have to, um, I have to congratulate Bill real for bringing up the, um, topic of the deeds. And, um, he was very interesting. I did watch that episode, um, talking about, um, what the, the contemporaneous deeds, um, might point to. And that was interesting. Michelle didn&#039;t have any expertise in that particular, um, area went and researched in an amazing way, the deeds and I feel that she is our, she has become our foremost expert on those deeds. If you will watch her podcast. Which number is it Michelle? Do you know the one that is?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah, that&#039;s, oh, no, I can find it and I&#039;ll link it as soon as I can. But I have two parts on deeds. Yeah, that&#039;s Dirty Deeds. And I will say there&#039;s a third part on deeds that it&#039;s addressing Bill specifically. And I even have an interview that I recorded several months ago that I will release. I did an interview with a phd Professor of Statistics to address his statistical claims as well, so people can look forward to that just to let you know how seriously I am taking this issues. I worked until I found a professor of Statistics that would come and talk to me about his statistical analysis.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: Very good. And Michelle just has a very narrow, um, um, she has a very narrow focus and so she has researched this in depth and her um, knowledge and understanding of those deeds is amazing. And, um I think that if Stephen o&#039;brien had watched, um just even a small amount of her work, they would have much more respect for her than they had zero respect for her in this podcast. And it was incredibly um misogynistic of them and um dismissive, they were very dismissive and I felt horrible. Um, after I had just said, and what is going to come out Sunday me saying, oh Brian, it&#039;s great to work with, you know, and then I was just like, what, what are you doing? Um OK, so now Steve, you&#039;re not gonna get away with this. You are not Switzerland, you and even, and, and here&#039;s the thing, Steve came out this morning with um an apology. He pulled the entire episode and he came out with the most. Um I don&#039;t know the most. I, I wanna say male, male apology ever where he was basically saying, I&#039;m sorry, you feel that way? Ok. Let me get back to what he said in this podcast. My position regarding anything that I&#039;m not too knowledgeable about is I just go with the scholarly position? Well, he was very obviously unaware of what the scholarly position even was, what the problems with it were. Um Why would he, why would he choose something when he&#039;s um often on his podcast says I&#039;m not gonna choose one side or the other. Everyone has a voice. Why would he choose this issue? Which he knows n next to nothing about and admits that he doesn&#039;t, why would he choose this issue to take a position on, you know, why would he go with the scholarly position? And, and the thing is the scholarly world doesn&#039;t even agree that Brian Hales is the best representative,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: right? And he didn&#039;t even know that he wasn&#039;t even aware of that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: No. So um one thing that hurt me, he said, I&#039;m not a polygamy guy. I always go, oh Joseph. Oh man, why did you do it? That was extremely offensive to large parts of his audience? Not only Brian Hills or who represents um the larger um LDS church who believes that Joseph Smith practiced polygamy and that it was a command from God, but also those who have um who believe that Joseph Smith would never practice polygamy because he was, you know, a great um man and he was really digging on Joseph, like just, I don&#039;t know, it was. So um um what&#039;s the word disrespectful towards someone that we all admire and respect. So, you know, I know that there are people that,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: what was interesting was that the only group he was aware that he might have offended? There are the current fundamentalists, the current polygamists are the only people that he acknowledged any awareness that, that might be offensive to. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: there&#039;s another group that, yeah, there&#039;s another group that would be, but&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s the group that he at least was, he was like trying so hard to not offend anyone to be Switzerland, but completely blind to the entire thing he was doing. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Bruno: Yes. And giving um giving um Brian validity by saying things like you went on Michelle&#039;s channel saying no, ma&#039;am, that&#039;s not history. Ha you know, laughing about it and those who know where that quote comes from is from um um Hugh Nibley where he tried to refute um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Brodie&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=28m13s 28:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Brodie. Yes. And um so, so putting uh Brian in the position of the respected elderly gentleman and putting Michelle in the, in the position almost of an apostate apostate, although we now know that Von Brody had a lot going for her and I, I actually wouldn&#039;t mind being compared with fun brody. But, but this is a problem. And so now he says, oh, this is a safe place, Michelle, safe place for you to come on. He is not behaving as a safe place and he is not a safe place. And then um what he did, was he, like I said, came on this morning with an apology. He said, um, let&#039;s see. Oh, ok. So first he talked about, um about why, first he gave his excuses about why he is giving this apology or why he doesn&#039;t actually feel like he was wrong. You know, he does apologize very sincerely, but he doesn&#039;t understand what the problem is with his apology. Ok. So he is apologizing and at first he&#039;s defending himself saying, well, I didn&#039;t really know that much about it. So I took his side, you know, and as I just pointed out, that&#039;s not the thing to do when you&#039;re um when you&#039;re um trying to act like you&#039;re a safe space and then he started saying you hurt but I hurt, I hurt. This is for my mental health that I&#039;m taking this down, you know, I don&#039;t want it to blow up. And so basically, it&#039;s a very cowardly to do to take this down because people, you know, can go on there and see exactly what happened and make their own decision. And I think that he&#039;s scared that they will go on there and um continue to criticize him and he can&#039;t take the heat. And so he says, I&#039;m turning down the heat. Yes, he&#039;s turning down the heat on himself. But he is not doing this as an apology to Michelle. He&#039;s, you know, he&#039;s not, she&#039;s ok with the heat, you know, she welcomes the heat. She welcomes the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=30m17s 30:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: taking it for. Yeah, go ahead. Sorry.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=30m19s 30:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Yeah. So this is for him. This is his um to take down for his mental health, as he even said, oh, maybe I was insensitive. He says this is a typical male thing to say. He doesn&#039;t apologize for being insensitive. He doesn&#039;t see himself as insensitive. He says maybe I was insensitive. Um Probably I did this. Oh I had Justin on, I had Kimberly on, I had, you know, other people who he seems to group into, you know, um Michelle&#039;s sphere and say, well, you know, if I&#039;ve had them on that shows that I um welcoming to Michelle which no, it doesn&#039;t show that it shows you are welcoming to Justin, but it doesn&#039;t show that you are welcoming to Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=31m06s 31:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Isn&#039;t that uh I&#039;m not racist. I have a black friend, right? I, I have, I have a gay friend. Isn&#039;t that what it is? I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=31m13s 31:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: trying to say that but I hesitated.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=31m16s 31:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Sorry, I know, I hesitate.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=31m19s 31:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Yeah, exactly. Then he says to Michelle, oh, then he, he directs his apology. He doesn&#039;t pick up the phone call. Michelle apologize to Michelle. He directs his apology publicly and then he virtue signals by saying, oh I took down all my um I&#039;m not gonna make any money off of this, right? I&#039;m so virtuous. Um Then he puts pressure on Michelle bing. You&#039;re a Christian woman. I know you&#039;ll accept my apology. You&#039;re a Christian woman so that if she still is feeling hurt by it or if she chooses not to go on his podcast, that will, you know, passive aggressively show that she&#039;s not a Christian woman, right? Um Let&#039;s see, he turned off the chat, he said, so it&#039;s not going to distract him, right? You know, easily when you&#039;re doing a podcast, you don&#039;t have to let the chat distract you. You know, it&#039;s not that distracting. Um, or he could have turned the chat on later. Um But he turned the chat on so that he would not get criticized. He did not turn the chat off. So Michelle, it was because the things were going in an opposite direction than what he expected. Um I get criticized a lot. He went on and on about, oh, I get criticized a lot for what I do, making the apology about himself and not making the apology about that. He was sorry what he did. And so, um oh, and I&#039;m doing the right thing. Um So I feel like, oh, if I said anything insensitive, I apologize for that. You know, that&#039;s another thing that people don&#039;t understand. That&#039;s not an apology because you are not recognizing why you are insensitive. And I feel like his whole apology showed that he does not understand what he did in his podcast. And he, and he says, oh, I&#039;m, you know, I only decided an hour ago to do this. You know, I really do not feel like his motivation were to apologize. I feel like it was to take the heat off of himself and um you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=33m21s 33:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: to say that to save face.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=33m23s 33:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Yeah. Yeah. So, and so I&#039;m very perturbed that he still does not understand what the issue was about this podcast.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=33m33s 33:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Can I, can I respond to the apology? Is this a good time for me to do that? Because III I think I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=33m39s 33:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: pretty much done with this, like, OK, go ahead and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=33m41s 33:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: bring that up. Ok. Um Sorry, I&#039;m trying to get there. Um I lost my cursor. OK. So this is, this is, and I have several things I want to say as well, but um I want to. So I, I am one who really likes to apologize when I mess up. II I, I&#039;m quick to apologize because I don&#039;t like feeling like I&#039;ve done something wrong and I&#039;m very sympathetic to that feeling. I&#039;ve just had it this week feeling like I messed up and really thankful for someone forgiving me, right? I understand it. However, this is, this is my feeling on it. Steve did call me to inform me like he called me to inform me that he had invited Brian Hales on to discuss my episode. I expressed in that phone call, all of my objections. I said I don&#039;t think that this is fair because, and I was also feeling like why are you call? He did not invite me on his podcast. He, throughout the podcast, he misrepresents badly our relationship and his invitations to me. I, I can go into that but he, he just called to inform me my feeling was he&#039;s just stirring the pot. He just wants, he&#039;s just trying to stir the pot to get views as I was very unhappy and I expressed this to him for two years. He has not handled my work. I could, I would have loved to go on his podcast early on. And he two times reached out to me to say the first time, like, like he, I&#039;ve always felt like he wants to ride the coattails of something to get views for his channel. So he informed me that, that Mormon stories was going to do a podcast on my episode. He, he got the inside scoop from his friend Gerardo and said Mormon stories is gonna do an episode on your Brian Hills interview and I want you to come on live, right as soon as it airs. So that, so you&#039;ll have a platform to talk about it. I&#039;m like, Steve, I have a platform to talk about it. I, I have a platform, you know, but this was a long time ago. It was after the Brian Hills interview. And um so he wanted to, to and he like anytime he would reach out, he&#039;d be like, hey, I think that&#039;s gonna air. Remember you&#039;re coming on my show right after. And I just was kind of like whatever, you know, they decided not to do it because I came out as a polygamy denier. So they decided to not platform me. And so I never heard from him again. Right. And then uh I don&#039;t know, months and months and months later, I got a text from him that said, hey, I should have you on the show And I said, oh, great. Any time, let me know when never heard from him again. So those are our interactions that we&#039;ve had, right? So then this time he called me to inform me that he was having Brian Hales on. And I said to him after two years of my work, you&#039;ve never addressed it, you&#039;ve never had me on. And the first time you&#039;re going to address my work, it&#039;s with the person, it&#039;s with the person who&#039;s trying to get me excommunicated like, you know, and he was like, well, I feel free to iii I don&#039;t think he, I don&#039;t know if we had that conversation at that in that phone call. He just wanted, he said, he said because of professionalism, I, I&#039;m really want to be with professional and, you know, I&#039;m just a good guy. So I just wanted to let you know in fair play that I&#039;m gonna have Brian Hales on to respond to your work. That was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=36m43s 36:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: let me break in. Let me break in real quick here. So, so really, Steve, I hope you&#039;re watching this. This is this pinpoints why it is not a safe space for Michelle and others. Because when you have someone, instead of presenting her work, you have someone on first before presenting her work to prepare the ground that she&#039;s an apostate and that she deserves to be excommunicated. This is not ever going to be a safe space for Michelle,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=37m14s 37:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And that&#039;s after giving me the cold shoulder multiple times, he wanted to have me on when it was gonna burst, boost his views. But as soon as it wasn&#039;t gonna boost his views, he ghosted me and I don&#039;t have respect for that. Right? And so then he calls me the first time he&#039;s gonna address my work. It&#039;s with Brian Hills, the man who is literally telling me to shut, shut up and sit down or be excommunicated, who came on my own podcast and did not stick with the outline he had agreed to and did not address the topics that we were going to address. But instead told me I need to shut up and sit down on my own podcast, right? And so this is how Steve decided to and, and so he called me, then he called me a few days later letting me know he had recorded the episode and he was gonna release it and it was in that conversation and I think I voiced some of my concerns in earlier conversation. But in that conversation, I very clearly expressed to him how bad I thought this was that he was not letting me speak for my that his first time addressing my work is with the guy who was the most hostile toward my work, right? So I all of the perspectives I also had the conversation with him. I, some people will see the blog post that I put up that I had to alter because I did it in a moment of just free flowing thought. And I went and changed some of these because I didn&#039;t fairly represent Don Bradley as I would have liked to, I it was, it was fair but it wasn&#039;t in the tone. I would have liked to address him. So I altered that part of it and that&#039;s what and, and I profusely apologized to Don. It was actually, I&#039;ll just tell the story just filling everyone in. I wrote that post and I referred to various historians. Two of them were Don Bradley and Cheryl and um and, and then, and I didn&#039;t think anything about I was getting ready for my, for my conversation with John Bradley and I got a message from Cheryl and all of a sudden I just, the blood drained from my face because I realized what I had done that here. I have these relationships with people and I worried that maybe I had to trade that. So Cheryl, you can say. My very first message was, I&#039;m so, so, so, so,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=39m07s 39:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: so sorry. I wasn&#039;t. I was like, no, you fairly represented me. Go ahead and use my name. You know, I still felt like you fairly represented Don as well. It&#039;s just that I think that people were taking maybe your, your language wasn&#039;t expressing exactly what you were trying to say, but I understood what you were trying to say. And um I didn&#039;t have&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=39m27s 39:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: thank you. I guess what I&#039;m trying to express was I hadn&#039;t seen, I hadn&#039;t even, I hadn&#039;t on Facebook since I wrote it. Like I had not seen a single criticism, but the second I heard from you, I, I was aware of what of a perspective I hadn&#039;t thought of. So didn&#039;t, I immediately like, say, I&#039;m really, really sorry. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=39m44s 39:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Right. And now Steve had listened to you, if I had been able to listen to you when you were. Now, I would admire that if he had listened to you after he made the podcast and before he aired it, if he had said, oh, you know what that pod cast was in poor taste, you know, and now I can see Michelle&#039;s side of it, she&#039;s expressed this to me, maybe it wouldn&#039;t be the best thing to air that podcast. If he had made the apology, then fine and nobody would have known about it. But instead he chose to make it very public. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=40m15s 40:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: exactly, that&#039;s exactly the point. So I expressed all of the problems to him on that phone call and I, and I expressed to him the historical problem that we&#039;re having, right. So he went ahead. He was like, I understand, ok, that&#039;s a good perspective. But then the next day he posted on Facebook that he was going to release it. I commented again, expressing my objections before it was released. I very clearly, people can still read the comment and I&#039;ll go ahead and post it on um my comments in case he deletes that I I expressed my objections to this interview very clearly and strongly. He went ahead and released it anyway. Right? And then the, the one saving grace. I had the things that made me feel better because I&#039;m sorry, it is a little bit um There&#039;s a little bit of trauma tied up with me with Brian Hills because of what happened in our interview and also because of the threats he made and the co the like he really, really made me feel like he was going to get me excommunicated in our private conversation. And so and he&#039;s still doing that again. So it was a hard day for me and but the saving grace was both Cheryl reaching out to me and reading all of the comments that made me feel much, much better. So for Steven to apologize publicly, only because of all of the heat while he ignored everything I said and then to delete the evidence and delete that beautiful stream of comments that is absolutely essential in this conversation. I I&#039;m mad that the, I mean, I&#039;m disappointed that the podcast is taken down because I think people need to see it. I&#039;m furious that the comments are gone. And so I texted Steve and said, thank you for the apology even though it was public instead of personal and it was to save face. But if it&#039;s sincere, if you are sincerely apologizing, I hope this time you will listen to me and put the podcast back up with the comments because otherwise it is not an apology at all. It&#039;s just saving face. So I guess we&#039;ll see what happens. But I wanted to address this. I hope&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=42m16s 42:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: you&#039;re listening to this because you know, I do that you are trying to be sincere and I hope that you realize that this is coming across as it is. And you know, please show us that you really do want to improve, that you do really do want to be sincere that you do wanna listen to people&#039;s voices and you know, respect Michelle in that way.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=42m37s 42:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And I will say like I was so thankful that Cheryl was so not angry at me and so thankful, sincerely thankful that Don Bradley forgave me because you know he was like, like I, so I do understand the dynamics. I will say I apologized to both of them personally, very sincerely without heat. You know, like I hadn&#039;t, like I just apologized when I realized I didn&#039;t, I, that I, that I was worried maybe I had offended them potentially. Right. And so that was a different dynamic. And also, yeah, Steve, I&#039;m totally willing to forgive you and we can move forward. Hopefully I&#039;ll learn from this, but I would like to know that you&#039;re sincere and right now it doesn&#039;t look like you are. So I&#039;m asking if you are sincere, please put it back up with all of the comments included and leave comments open for people to comment and then we can move forward because right now it&#039;s kind of like when you apologize but you&#039;re hiding what you did, you don&#039;t want the evidence to. So it&#039;s like it&#039;s like a unfaithful spouse only admitting to the little portion they got caught on, but the rest in the back close&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=43m44s 43:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: don&#039;t make this all about you like, oh, this is gonna hurt my feelings. This is gonna, you know, because yes, you will be hurt and you&#039;ll, you&#039;ll be maybe ashamed of what was up there a little bit, you know. But if you&#039;re truly sincere and apologizing, then you&#039;re gonna have to take that medicine.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=44m00s 44:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And it is painful. But that&#039;s the way we move forward. I can tell. I, I think for me if he will at least put it back up, I&#039;ll have a lot more respect for him than I will otherwise. And I think that most of the community will as well because I think it is unfair. People put a lot of effort and thought into those comments and it&#039;s unfair to erase them without their consent. And, and I, I object to that and this needs to be there on the record. This is an important thing that happened. It can&#039;t be erased from. We&#039;ve done enough erasing from history. That&#039;s why I exist in the space I&#039;m in. Let&#039;s not keep doing that. So, OK, thank you. And well, did you have more to say in your presentation? I wanted you to go&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=44m41s 44:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: ahead and show some of the things that OK,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=44m43s 44:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so, so we had talked about just making this kind of a short conversation, but now that the podcast is down and I&#039;m not, I don&#039;t know if it&#039;s going to be put back up. I think it&#039;s important to share some of the clips of what was discussed. And so if people don&#039;t mind sticking around with us a little bit longer than we had originally intended, we&#039;ll go ahead and share um share some of the clips that are there and it&#039;s gonna be a little bit cumbersome because I&#039;m going to have to find them as we talk because I wasn&#039;t necessarily planning to do this. But I do want to show this was funny to me when he said, no, ma&#039;am, that&#039;s not history which I think was a very sexist title for that book. And I just have to for good measure, put this out there because it actually wasn&#039;t Brian that says, no, ma&#039;am, that&#039;s not history. It was um it was RFM. Let me add this. This was literally the name of his episode that he did responding to me, which I thought was beyond ironic, especially when from his perspective, Fon Brody wins out in the Fond Brody um and H NLY debate, right? So I just was going to, that just struck me as ironic that they didn&#039;t even get that detail, right? But um OK, let me go ahead and add this to the stage.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=45m55s 45:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Steve Pynakker: Book reviews are an even gel clone. My own restoration. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=45m58s 45:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: pause for a second to get it to the right spot. So first of all, at the very beginning, when he&#039;s introducing Brian, he acknowledges that this is the second time he&#039;s had Brian Hales on. So he&#039;s never had me on. I, I find that ironic and something too interesting. And then right at the beginning, this is like you&#039;re saying Cheryl, why he&#039;s not Switzerland, he completely poisons the whale. So I want to play this little&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=46m22s 46:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: clip with you, Steve, you have such a great channel and uh it&#039;s a privilege.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=46m26s 46:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Steve Pynakker: So, uh one of the reasons I asked uh Brian to come on is that um recently um Michelle Brady Stone, um her channel has really been growing. Um and she&#039;s been posting a lot of things out there that&#039;s resonating with a lot of people and gaining a lot of traction. A lot of personal friends of mine are big fans of her. And I&#039;ve always, you know, this is the thing with Michelle is that she&#039;s a part of that camp that denies that Joseph Smith uh practiced polygamy and also instituted it and actually fought it. And this is kind of the basis of their and, and so that&#039;s their foundation of where they&#039;re coming from. Now. Of course, historically speaking, folks, the R LDS, uh their official uh narrative was that Joseph Smith didn&#039;t practice polygamy and that was, of course, was Emma Smith. So that&#039;s where this idea comes. So this is a new idea. Uh This is something that&#039;s been around for a very long time, but uh the overwhelming scholars league community, uh basically, there&#039;s the consensus is that Joseph Smith did indeed practice polygamy and did indeed institute it and did indeed write section 132. So that&#039;s the scholarly consensus on this matter. Does that, is that a good breakdown, Brian? Just to kind of lay the groundwork for our conversation?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=47m37s 47:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. I&#039;m gonna pause it right there. So this is what is infuriating. This was the introduction at the very beginning. So right from the top with his title with his Facebook Post, he&#039;s misrepresenting the episode they claim to be responding to because I very clearly say this is about, is polygamy of God. I&#039;m not laying out the case about Joseph Smith. So he&#039;s not even aware of what he&#039;s talking about. It&#039;s just when he thinks of me, he thinks polygamy denier conspiracy theorists not worth engaging with. So uh this is so beyond unacceptable. It&#039;s it, I mean, it already would be so bad. But I will say II, I hate to always go to sexism, but I cannot imagine this happening to a man. I, I can, I&#039;ve n I cannot imagine him doing that. Like he invited a man on who is telling me as a woman talking about polygamy to be silent to talk about why I&#039;m wrong in all of my work. It, it&#039;s unbelievable to me.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=48m36s 48:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: And um really, I think that it says a lot about the two of them that they did not address really your, your podcast was um focused towards how the scriptures um show us, wasn&#039;t it? Um Michelle how the scriptures show us. It&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=48m55s 48:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: was, it was purely scriptural and theological. That was the focus of that podcast, right? And they did not&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=49m02s 49:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: address that whatsoever. So they kind of missed the point of the entire podcast and didn&#039;t address your point. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=49m10s 49:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and so um the next, the next thing that um I that Brian always does, I said this appeal to authority. So he goes on and says, when, when Steven basically like gives him this perfect pitch of, did I get that right. Brian. Did I make your case for you? Well enough? And Brian of course, jumps right on that and says, for me, I&#039;m someone who&#039;s written three volumes on it, which is where he always goes. I&#039;m the expert. I&#039;m the one I even said that to him on my podcast. He&#039;s the one that sets the narrative. And if we dare speak in, if we dare disagree with the narrative out loud publicly, then we need to be excommunicated is what he&#039;s saying. So anyway, I wanna play this clip and I already spoke to this a little bit, but I feel like this is not true&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=49m53s 49:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Steve Pynakker: that that&#039;s the position that I&#039;m taking. However, I&#039;m friends with Michelle and, and I just want to let everybody know that I have, I spoke with Michelle on the phone yesterday and I did tell her that uh she&#039;s welcome to come on to respond to this. So I just want to let everybody know ahead of time that Michelle has been given the invitation to respond, whether with Brian uh have a conversation with Brian or she would just come and do a singular thing. And I, I want to be fair because, yeah, I will, I will just, I will, I&#039;ll reveal my bias if you will on this. I, I accept the scholarly consensus that Justice Smith practice polygamy and as not necessary. I don&#039;t have a problem with that because I tell,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=50m24s 50:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, I&#039;m gonna stop it there. That was, yeah, you go for Cheryl, then I will. No, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=50m30s 50:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: can&#039;t, you know, I&#039;m speechless. I&#039;m speechless at, at how he can even, I mean, surely he can recognize what he&#039;s doing here. He, he&#039;s completely, um, he&#039;s silencing you Michelle here. Um, just to just the fact that he still thinks this is a safe space is just absolutely&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=50m53s 50:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: incredible. He&#039;s silencing me and then challenging me if I don&#039;t come on, it&#039;s because I don&#039;t dare to and I don&#039;t write, he&#039;s also misrepresenting the phone call we had. So this was after the first phone call when all he did was inform me that he was having Brian on. I did not, there was no invitation to come on and there certainly was no like, hey, I want to cover your stuff. Would you want to come talk about it? Like, like which is what should have been all it was was in, out of professionalism. I wanna let you know that I&#039;m speak that I&#039;m having Brian Hills on. I felt like it was 100% just stir the pot just trying to, you know, in the conversation after this. He did the same thing where it was basically, hey, if you wanna come on, I should have you on some time which he&#039;s done before and never followed up on, I invite people on my podcast often and I always say, hey, I would love to talk to you could, could we schedule a time? Is that, do you know what I mean? It&#039;s not this amorphous. Hey, if you want to come on and have a conversation. So this was, this was a blatant lie and I&#039;m gonna call it out because it makes me mad.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=51m59s 51:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Yeah. And, um, I want all men who ask women on dates to realize this as well that when you say we should go out sometime you have to say, well, let&#039;s go out Saturday night. How about seven o&#039;clock? Let&#039;s meet blah, blah, blah. Then they feel like you are actually asking them out on a date. But when you say let&#039;s hang out sometime that&#039;s not asking them on a date. So they are unaware of, of what kind of interest you actually have in them and you are signaling to them that your interest is casual and that you don&#039;t um take them seriously enough to actually um decide upon a time and place,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=52m34s 52:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And that advice goes for men and women. But we, since we are talking about the sexism here, I will say what it also does is put the ball in the woman&#039;s court. You&#039;re saying, let&#039;s hang out sometime, which, which puts her in a position of saying, oh, if I want to hang out with you, I have to call I, which is exactly what Steven in the first conversation. He did not even invite me on, in the second conversation. It was a, let&#039;s hang out sometime, which he&#039;s already done and then goes to me. So it&#039;s like, oh, am I supposed to call you and ask you to come on your podcast? It definitely puts him a power play that. And I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=53m09s 53:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: mean, there might be like, this is an interesting issue to me. Um because there may be times when, as a woman, I would call a man and say, you know, let&#039;s hang out. But, you know, also I would, I would, if I was the one that was initiating this, I would make that, you know, set the time in place and not make him just feel like he&#039;s hanging, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=53m29s 53:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: which is exactly what it was. And it&#039;s happened two times previously. So I think&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=53m34s 53:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: there are people that have reached out to Steven said, hey, I want to be on your podcast. Let&#039;s put this together. And I think that&#039;s perfectly appropriate. But in this situation it was. And what is, that&#039;s in the situation, what he&#039;s doing is lying. He is misrepresenting the conversations that you&#039;ve had,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=53m51s 53:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And also I want to say after all the has happened, the last thing I want to do is go drive views on Steven&#039;s channel because that&#039;s the only way he&#039;s used me and I feel very used, both misrepresented and used to serve his own purposes. Which the irony, that&#039;s exactly what how women are used in polygamy, which is part of how I object to it. Right? And so I just, I think it&#039;s fascinating how the dynamics all come into play in this. Now, I do also want to address what Cheryl brought up. That Brian&#039;s first big slide. He loves his slide shows. His first one is what is the objective goal and end game. And he very dismissively and condescendingly and rudely said, he asked me this over a message and I said a lot of words, but he, like he literally said, she said a lot of words, but I could or she, you know, she wrote a lot of words because he said it was over messages, but I could never understand what she was saying. And what shocks me here is, first of all, I wanna say again, I invited Brian on and asked him to talk about the topics of God is polygamy of God and his polygamy of Joseph Smith. He instead came on with a presentation of why I need to be silenced. And in that presentation like all that, this was, was a truncated version of that exact same presentation that he brought onto my um my, my show when I invited him in. So I&#039;m going to play just this portion of our discussion when he literally asked me this exact question on um on my podcast. So let me, I, I want to encapsulate because I did say a lot of words because it was a good question. I had to work through it and think of it. And it, and I explained some very personal experiences of why I felt called to do this and what I was hoping to accomplish. And so he said, when, when he said, what, what is your end game? He asked that, can I ask, what&#039;s your end game? The exact question? I said, I, I did my best to share my reasons, like I said, for doing the podcast. And um and I talked about how I felt really blessed to be able to do it. And I talked about how helpful and healing it was after my losses, which my, my losing my daughters. And then, um and then I talked about how blessed I felt with the messages I was getting of how this was helping other people and um and particularly women. And then I said this and so I just want to um play this portion of what, what I said,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=56m13s 56:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: you know, maybe I have one more question for you that, that&#039;s, that&#039;s more on the personal side and, and maybe we can put it last year. I don&#039;t know if we&#039;re getting to the end here, but you, so you can delete it if you want. But um what, what is your end game?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=56m27s 56:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I guess that was where I was playing the question and then I&#039;ll fast forward. So that was my answer, what it was composed of. And then, um let&#039;s see. I thought I had more of what he said. Yes. Let me go. Let me just fast forward. Thanks for being patient with us. Everyone on this live. I want to go forward to the last part of my answer that he completely ignored and said he couldn&#039;t understand anything of what I was saying. So I&#039;ll get there as where is it? And I&#039;m almost there. Let&#039;s see if this is it. Ok. Here it is. That was the other thing I was going to say. I do feel very strongly that um I think we both mourn about people leaving the church and the church losing so many members. And for me, I, I just strongly believe one of the main reasons that happens is because we attribute the mistakes of man to God. And, and so people think if that&#039;s who God is, you know, and a lot of people go to not even believe in God at all. And, and in my, most&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=57m32s 57:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: of them do they leave the, the supernatural and embrace the natural world and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=57m37s 57:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And I, and I think that&#039;s a loss. I, I think there are a lot of different paths that people take, but I, I want the church to be able to keep more people rather than lose more people. And I think that letting people see this through fresh eyes and say, oh, maybe God does love me in the way that Jacob two thir 231 and 32 teach me rather than how Doctor Covenants 1, 32 section 63 views of verse 63 or whatever other verses about women just as possessions and his property with no feelings and their lives don&#039;t matter. And that&#039;s really what we see happen throughout. Like every time it establish the women are means to powerful men&#039;s ends rather than independent beings who matter themselves, who&#039;s seen and are valued, who are seen and valued. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s my end goal. I don&#039;t have an end goal other than I&#039;m just trying my best to do what I feel inspired at this point to do it. And, and I think that people being able to see God more directly rather than through all these sort of muffled lenses of, I believe false traditions, which I believe the book of woman warns us about. I believe that allows people to connect to God more um more purely, more truly. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=59m06s 59:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: That&#039;s just too many words. It&#039;s hard to understand. What do you, what is your end game? You have not explained it in great detail to me. That&#039;s the, it&#039;s almost like purposely closing his eyes to a very um beautiful answer that you gave him about that. How can he not understand what your end game is after hearing that?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=59m32s 59:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? It was a lot of words but that there it was, he asked me this and then answered a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=59m38s 59:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: lot of words, right? A lot of words, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=59m42s 59:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And, and I, I think the thing that&#039;s shocking to me is that um or, or what after thinking about this because like you can see from my perspective how shocking this was, right? And, and upsetting how the whole thing was and it, it, it was like, it, I&#039;ve had a kind of bad based on all of this, you know, and um and so the thing that I am learning from this, I think that in that question being asked again, I think Brian is revealing something about himself because I very clearly answered his question. And I think that maybe what the issue is is he can&#039;t comprehend, not having a false agenda. So the fact that I didn&#039;t tell him what my false agenda is maybe makes him incapable of hearing that I gave him an answer. I do you have a better thought?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m32s 1:00:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Yeah, I mean, uh that&#039;s a lot of times we can see um people better through their criticism of other people, right? It tells us a little bit about themselves and, and why didn&#039;t he understand that your um end game was altruistic, you know? Um Right. Why, why didn&#039;t he catch on to that? Is it possibly because, and um I&#039;m just guessing here, but he has shared before why he got into the subject of Mormon polygamy and it was very personal to his life. And so he has an, an objective um that he can res you know, I want to, I wanna make people not practice polygamy like my sister. You know, I don&#039;t want them to get involved in the snares of um evil polygamists who are trying to bring, you know, so, so, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m28s 1:01:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, I don&#039;t even know if that&#039;s where he explains that the reason. He, at least when I&#039;ve heard him and maybe, you know, more, he explains the reason he got into it. It is because he had family members that became polygamist. But, but he, but I didn&#039;t ever sense him. I just kind of thought that was his, his introduction into it. And then I really do think that he just, this is a vehicle for him to have importance to have relevance that, you know, and, and maybe I&#039;m wrong, but that&#039;s the impression I&#039;ve repeatedly gotten. So I&#039;m, I&#039;m curious to see because I do think it&#039;s interesting that he seems oblivious to an alt altruistic purpose that there has to be and, and I don&#039;t want to be unfair. But, but that was bizarre. That was bizarre that he asked that question and, and said that I hadn&#039;t answered it other than&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m17s 1:02:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: it&#039;s almost like I have this slide. Let me use it again, even though she&#039;s already, let&#039;s not let it go to waste.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m26s 1:02:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Crazy. He didn&#039;t even, he made this slide new. He didn&#039;t, you can see in my, in my episode with me, he didn&#039;t even have the slide it was a question he asked during it. So he went ahead and made a slide. Yeah, it&#039;s very, very&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m38s 1:02:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: strange and just shows it&#039;s, it really points up that he was not listening to you. You know, he&#039;s not listening to you. He&#039;s silencing your voice. And please, as you too, I&#039;m sure that Brian and, and Steven will watch this. But as you two watch this, please take this to heart.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m58s 1:02:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And yes, it&#039;s clear that they haven&#039;t listened to me at all through my pod. Neither of them has engaged with my podcast at all. And then they felt like they were the one that they could get up there in their complete ignorance and just nothing but assumptions of what I must think and present on it. It&#039;s shameful. I&#039;m like, shame on you, shame on you, you know, thank you for apologizing, but put it back up and Brian certainly hasn&#039;t apologized.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m27s 1:03:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: And um it seems like that um if people are going to call him and call his attention to you and say this is a voice you need to listen to that, he would actually um maybe look at a few of the things you&#039;ve said or at least have some kind of talking points rather than to just say, well, I, I am going to dismiss her because I go with the scholarly view. And um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m52s 1:03:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so he insulted me that I&#039;m not a scholar, which is,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m57s 1:03:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: yeah, he is not. And not only does he go with the scholarly view because that&#039;s what his, his knee jerk reaction is. But also just, um, um, I don&#039;t know, like kicking you in the face saying I&#039;m not even going to take you seriously enough to see if you have an argument, even though my friends have told me that you&#039;re someone I should be listening to. So.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m20s 1:04:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. Yes. And so, um, anyway, so I think this is, this was just downloading music. I have a few more clips if we&#039;re OK to keep going. I, I think it&#039;s important. So he, he plays just a clip of my fundamental question in my episode where I say is polygamy of God. I said this is the fundamental question we need to answer is polygamy of God. And in response to that, he says throughout our history, um Well, first of all, he quotes John Taylor. So I wanna let everyone hear how he responds to my question about his polygamy of God. He quotes a series of polygamists of polygamous men. That is his answer every time. So he quotes John Taylor that he says himself throughout our history. Other church leaders and church historians have verified that this is really the position that plural marriage was practiced and that it came from God. And then he refers to the gospel topics, essays and going on and on about how involved he was and how he got to basically have. So much of, you know, he was the one who shaped those. He is the one providing the church with their narrative. So he&#039;s saying, look at all of the ways this question has already been answered. Here are the polygamous men. There are the gospel topics, essays. Then he um cites saints and then he goes on on the Joseph Smith papers narrative. All of those I have done episodes expressing my disgust Whitney Horning and I did, I released it in two parts called um Historical Malpractice on how upsetting we find those sources to be and how very dishonest. And we, so anyway, so those are his reputations to show how wrong I am. And then, let&#039;s see. Um Oh, and then let me, let me um, play this next clip. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m01s 1:06:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: while you&#039;re doing that, I think that, um, it seems like that. Oh, no, now I&#039;ve, now I&#039;ve lost a um, what were we just, what are we just saying?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m15s 1:06:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok, I&#039;ll grab the clip and you&#039;ll be thinking about like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m19s 1:06:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: ok, yeah. And now I remember, um, so I was going to say that you don&#039;t necessarily have to agree with, um, your point of view or you don&#039;t have to disagree with Brian that, you know, that, um, you don&#039;t have to disagree with what these prophets have said. You know, you can, you can have a belief in polygamy. Um But at least give you the benefit of the doubt that you have addressed these things and speak to what you&#039;ve actually said about it then rather than what is in your mind of what you&#039;ve said&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m51s 1:06:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: about it. Right. Which is apparently nothing. I don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m55s 1:06:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m56s 1:06:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. So I&#039;ll play this little clip and then I&#039;ll tell a little bit more of what he goes on to say.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m03s 1:07:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: Um, what we find here is Michelle is asking a question that from my perspective has been answered over and over and over by church leaders and church historians. Um But it&#039;s an answer that apparently doesn&#039;t work, at least for her. And if we look further into the podcast, what we find is that she gives her own answer to the question.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m22s 1:07:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And so it is impossible to claim that polygamy is or ever could be any part of the gospel. So, and he leaves it on this picture. So I will too. But that&#039;s after I&#039;ve laid, I&#039;ve spent 2/2 hours laying out the case. He plays just by conclusion. And then this is what&#039;s hilarious. This is how he goes on to refute the entire very well thought out um body of evidence that I lay out, he ignores it and then refutes it in this way.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m55s 1:07:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: OK. So, so here she&#039;s um saying that it&#039;s impossible that,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m01s 1:08:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that, well, I guess he takes a long time. So I&#039;ll take it off and I&#039;ll just, I&#039;ll just tell you because what this is where to show how a website. Wanted to remove that to show how wrong I was. He played, he reads quotes for Brigham, Young John Taylor, Wilfred Woodruff, Lorenzo Snow and Joseph F Smith. What do those five men all have in common? Should we all say it together? The early&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m26s 1:08:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: polygamists in the Mormon Church.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m28s 1:08:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. My case has never been that that group of men were not polygamous or didn&#039;t believe in polygamy. Right. My case is that they were not correct on this topic. And what&#039;s also bizarre is that he, he talks about being a transparent system. Ok, Brian, why don&#039;t you play the rest of the, of their teachings? Why don&#039;t you go through the entire journal of discourses and explain how we need to agree with every single thing they say the entire, um, complete discourses of Brigham Young and show us how everything they say we need to agree with in order to be in the church. It&#039;s so dishonest.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m03s 1:09:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Right? And that&#039;s, um, another point I was going to make in the beginning too that I just kind of left out but was just that, um, he&#039;s, he&#039;s setting these five men up as our authorities on polygamy, but he doesn&#039;t, um, talk about when they changed their minds or when they were wrong and we don&#039;t believe in, um, infallibility in our church. That&#039;s not what we believe in. And we know that they can make mistakes and we know that sometimes, um, they&#039;ve gone a different, like even my own lifetime when we changed the um the mission, um the men, young men would go on missions for 18 months. And then that didn&#039;t work out and they came out and they said, yeah, we tried this and it didn&#039;t work. And so now we&#039;re gonna go back, you know, and that&#039;s ok with everyone because we know that we have continuing revelation in our church and that&#039;s an important part of our church. And so we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m54s 1:09:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: also, oh, sorry, I&#039;m sorry. Go ahead. Go ahead, please. We also don&#039;t believe in prophetic infallibility. We can just say they were wrong. Deseret book just published Paul Reeves book and their little series, the let&#039;s talk about series which, which finally admits that the priest, that the racial policies of the church started with Brigham Young and that they came from him and quotes a lot of what he says about it, right? Not all we all reject that and, and good thing we do, right? And so for him to cherry pick this also, it&#039;s fascinating that Brian Hills, I have an episode in the works that I&#039;m working on that&#039;s called Orson Pratt versus Brian Hills because Brian Hall gives us his reasons for polygamy from his reading of 132. He&#039;s come up with five reasons that he claims while saying like he said on my podcast because I started to talk about Orson Pratt&#039;s reasons. And he says, well, no I&#039;m not going to defend Orson Pratt. He was wrong. He was and, and he was in an apostle speaking over the pulpit in, in a general conference assigned by the president of the church. And he throws that out as invalid and yet says, does this to me? Oh, he, he is not about the truth at all. He&#039;s just protecting the narrative that he sets in order to protect himself is how it looks to me. And I&#039;m sorry, Brian, I don&#039;t want to offend you. I do hope we can have a congenial relationship but you got to stop this. Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m21s 1:11:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: And so I, I really just want to keep hitting this point over and over again. Brian, you have said so many times to me and to others, you know, look at my arguments, let&#039;s, let&#039;s use the arguments, let&#039;s use the evidence, let&#039;s use the documentation, let&#039;s talk about them, let&#039;s not talk about personalities, let&#039;s not talk about this and that, you know, so and I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m45s 1:11:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: go ahead. So if,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m46s 1:11:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: if he can take, you know, certain documentation and say here&#039;s and, and he has it, I mean, I think that part of it he did during that six minutes, I think he brought, you know, up a slide of, of lots of different people who&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m59s 1:11:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: had the pro of 132 I have an episode. I&#039;m working on that as well.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m03s 1:12:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: So, um you know, if he wants to um take that to you and say, well, let&#039;s talk about this and let&#039;s look at all the different aspects of this. And what do you, what are you saying to these people and, and um, that kind of thing? And that&#039;s what I intend to do with you in the future as well because that&#039;s great. Got me hooked&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m21s 1:12:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so good, good. And I&#039;m so excited because I really am. I&#039;m like, well, II, I, the way I started this was when, if I became aware that I was wrong about polygamy, that it wasn&#039;t of God and it wasn&#039;t the highest holiest law along with the law of consecration that we needed to be able to live so we could establish Zion and that we&#039;d live in the celestial kingdom. That&#039;s what I used to think. That&#039;s what I believed. And, and I was so shocked when I started to see in the scriptures, how naive I was and how wrong I was that I needed to talk to people about it. I started a Facebook group and I was thrilled that so many polygamist apologists and polygamist scholars joined so I could encounter the very best arguments. I just want the truth. So, so that&#039;s why I&#039;ve been like Cheryl. Please come talk to me about this show me like what sources you think just can&#039;t be overcome. So I understand, but I&#039;m not that I&#039;m not missing anything. That&#039;s what I want to do. And I think that I I, again, and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m20s 1:13:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: I need to say, I think she is missing some things and you&#039;ll see what I think she&#039;s missing. Uh, it&#039;s just that I, I can&#039;t, um, condone what Brian has done here and, um, not, not addressing the issues head on.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m34s 1:13:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s great. And I think we&#039;ll talk about things because I don&#039;t know if you&#039;re aware of all of this stuff that I&#039;ve done either. So I, you know, I think that it&#039;s gonna, it, it is a messy topic and it&#039;s just a matter of what, what model fits the best, right is what we&#039;re trying to figure out. Yeah. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m48s 1:13:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: I mean, I&#039;ve even told Michelle that I feel like a lot of reasons why some of these scholars don&#039;t engage with her is because they&#039;re not quite up to speed. Like I feel the same way. I feel that I need to like, listen to all your podcasts and get up to speed with what you&#039;ve said, which I, I know some of it but I, like I said, I haven&#039;t um listen to all of it. And so, um but to even it takes a lot of time to, to prepare, understand what criticisms you&#039;re making and then to prepare an answer to that and, and not everybody has the time to do that. And especially like maybe Brian, since he feels like he&#039;s on to a new subject, he&#039;s already done so much time in Mormon polygamy. Maybe he doesn&#039;t want to do that. But please be transparent about the fact that you don&#039;t feel up to addressing some of these issues if that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m38s 1:14:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: true. And, and right, I, I will say like, well, I, I Cheryl, let&#039;s tell people our conversations because I didn&#039;t want you to feel like you had to do all of this work. And I&#039;m sure I&#039;ve like, like my um historical podcasts have been as I&#039;ve been learning, I, I take one subject, I study it like crazy and I present on it and then I go on to the next one. So I&#039;m, I&#039;m in a very, I say, I feel like I&#039;ve been drinking from a fire hose trying to learn everything and study so hard. So, Cheryl and I, when we&#039;ve talked about it, I, I&#039;ve said, please don&#039;t feel like you have to go catch up on every episode. I&#039;ve done, just let each come and say, hey, I have this source that I can, don&#039;t, how do you respond to that? And I&#039;ll do the same so we can just learn together because I do think the only thing I&#039;m asking for is some degree of humility and some degree of openness. I think it&#039;s fine for people to say, um, you know, ok, that&#039;s it. It doesn&#039;t look that way to me, but maybe, you know, at least I think you&#039;re wrong but let&#039;s talk about it. That&#039;s all I&#039;m asking&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m36s 1:15:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: is a little bit of a little bit of respect for women&#039;s voices. Seems like that has a big thing to do with it that we are women&#039;s voices. We should be listening to what prophets have said in the past and we should not be um, um picking at them or we shouldn&#039;t be um investigating them as women. We should be um accepting of these things and that&#039;s very&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m00s 1:16:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: sexist. It is. And I will add to that. So the anti polygamy standard that was started by um Jenny Anderson Froth in Utah, the Utah women who were not Mormon and who saw the s offering of polygamy and were trying to help and trying to advocate against. It started a newspaper where they printed the collections of stories that they gathered throughout the territory and then um she published it into a book. There is some incredibly important um information in that Brian throws it all out because it&#039;s, you know, I, I would say because it&#039;s just women&#039;s and we have what the prophets say that is so unacceptable. It because it doesn&#039;t tell the story he wants it to tell and we can&#039;t do that. Like as a historian, those sources are every bit as valid and maybe more so because they don&#039;t have the same bias that the polygamist voices would have, right? Like it&#039;s at least as valid is what I would say. So this is an ongoing problem. So, um OK, let me get my next clip ready All right. So since that video is down, I&#039;m playing more of these clips that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m05s 1:17:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: we, those were church presidents, Brigham Young through Joseph Smith. So I&#039;ve just pulled one. I could have found dozens if not hundreds more from these individuals and from other church leaders, the, the 12, those that we uh in the church called prophets, Seers and revelator who are saying that yes, polygamy was revealed from God. And they would also add, if we looked a little closer that came through Joseph Smith. So we have Michelle in this podcast asking a question and answering it in a way that seems to uh reject or dismiss or ignore multiple statements that come from our church leaders.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m38s 1:17:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I wanna, so that&#039;s the part you spoke about that he cherry picks quotes from these five polygamous men implying that I am not a member of the church in good standing because I disagree with these 18 hundreds quotes from polygamist men, right? And then yes, this is what you addressed as well. I&#039;m just gonna fast forward a little bit. So I&#039;ll hit to get to the heart of what Steven says in response that I found shocking&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m06s 1:18:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Steve Pynakker: as a member of this church. Um These are her prophets that are making these statements. Now, somebody who&#039;s outside of the group can, can just dismiss all of those statements saying, well, that&#039;s, you know, they&#039;re, they&#039;re in on the cover up or whatever however they want to approach it, but Michelle&#039;s place is in the church. So I think it&#039;s important to, to that why these comments would be relevant to the conversation vis a vis uh her, her, her work that she&#039;s doing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m31s 1:18:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: This is one of the most egregious statements he made. And again, I will once again say Steve, how can you think that this is going to be a safe place for her? After you have said something like this? You have just soundly put her in her place. You know, he,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m48s 1:18:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he literally said Michelle&#039;s place is.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m52s 1:18:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Others can say this if they don&#039;t, if they&#039;re not members of the church, but Michelle cannot say this, you know, and I think, you know, to probably um let me just um soften it a little bit because I think maybe where Steve was coming from was he was trying to place um Brian&#039;s um argument so that we could see what Bri why Brian was bringing up all these, you know, um why Brian was not engaging with you, why he was talking about, you know what the polygamist uh prophets had said. And so maybe uh Steve was just trying to, to put it in context a little bit, but he did that very poorly,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m37s 1:19:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And, and I think it is interesting, I&#039;m glad you said that because this is about my work, the amount of time they quoted me compared to the amount of time they quoted polygamous prophets and I would say again, like, like I appreciate you looking at what Steven was maybe trying to say, but he didn&#039;t push back, he didn&#039;t say. But what about all of the other things that you disagree with? What? Like he&#039;s, he&#039;s really being a sycophant here to Brian Hales, which I think is a big part of the problem is that he respects him. So he&#039;s gonna bow down and honor everything he says and he&#039;s going to treat me with a complete lack of respect. So I&#039;ll go on to the next to what happens after this. Well, I&#039;ll just tell you what happens. I won&#039;t play it. This is where you also quoted that Brian is surprised that I would criticize the apostles. He adds, he uses the words, it&#039;s bold, it&#039;s gutsy and he&#039;s basically, he&#039;s, he&#039;s flat out saying that it implies that I must not value my membership in the church because members can&#039;t do that. So he&#039;s again calling for my excommunication as directly as he can. And so I definitely take issue with that. And then there was one thing he said really plainly that I thought was quite shocking and, and just go forward to it. It&#039;s just one little statement, but I want to hear, hear it. Um If I can get there, I want to hear people say it himself because I thought it was so surprising. So we&#039;ll get there in just one second, the available&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m06s 1:21:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: sources So they think it&#039;s new to everybody when it was really just new to them.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m10s 1:21:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So this is again where he&#039;s so condescending anytime I have tried to engage with him because I thought he either neglected or misrepresented a source. So I would send him and say, hey, Brian, I just found this. What do you have to say? And, and his response always is that&#039;s been dealt with, read my book. I don&#039;t know who you think you are. You need to be quiet and, and you are just discovering things that we&#039;ve known about forever. When the question I was always asking was, this doesn&#039;t seem to fit into your narrative, right? And so, and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m42s 1:21:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: those who have not looked into your work do not understand that they think that it has. And, you know, I have to say that that, that&#039;s what I thought when you started the podcast a couple of years ago as well is I thought that, you know, it had been dealt with and it was kind of an, a silly, you know, uh perspective to have. And um I have changed my mind 100%. Um because you have brought out things that are new that and that&#039;s what they don&#039;t understand is these things that you&#039;re bringing out are new ways of looking at things that we have not. Yes, Joseph Smith the third, um you know, had the same basic argument, but there are uh new documents out there, there&#039;s a, a variety of things that you&#039;ve looked into very deeply. Um, the deeds being one of them. Um, that no one has looked at in quite this way before that they, um, are just unaware of, completely unaware&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m38s 1:22:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: of. Right? Th Thank you. Thank you so much because I just appreciate that you will validate what I&#039;ve been trying to say this whole time. There is a discussion to be had that needs to be had. And I really do think that the deception like, like I guess I have to thank Brian Hills for the success of my channel in large part and all of the historical community that has been unwilling to do this because it&#039;s left, you know, it&#039;s left the whole field of untrodden trodden snow that I get to walk through. And you know, and let&#039;s go come tell me&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m10s 1:23:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: I want to tell all my compassion compadres in the Mormon history field. You know, look, there is this Lacuna and we, we, they were walking right through it and look at the, you know, look at the mass of people that are coming on board. You know, we have to be able to address these things or, you know, we&#039;re just, we&#039;ve lost the battle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m31s 1:23:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. It makes the historical community less relevant because as we read through the things he cites Saints and the um JSP narratives and the essays, we&#039;re so disgusted with them that the historical community has completely lost our trust and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m48s 1:23:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: not a, it&#039;s not a good representation of the historical community. I don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m53s 1:23:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: believe, I agree with you. It, however, it is what we, what is shoved down our throats. It&#039;s what we&#039;re, we have to read and accept, right? And so the historical community is not, I mean, these are the church produced materials that Brian Hills is spearheading and telling us we must accept or be silent. That&#039;s the problem. Yeah. So I&#039;m glad you said that the horse historical community is much more broad than that, but the historical community is not doing itself any favors by letting Brian Hill set the narrative on this, which is exactly what they&#039;re doing. So OK, let me play this shocking thing that he goes on to say&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m29s 1:24:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: and that may be it, you know. Um and, and Steve, I appreciate you coming at this from the position of an evangelical. But, but let me just point out that, that I think we in the church um have to be kind of careful&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m43s 1:24:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that is a shocking admission that we as members of the church are not allowed to think and speak. We&#039;re under a gag order. That&#039;s how Brian wants it to be. And that&#039;s the only way he can engage. And that&#039;s what he came on to my podcast to tell me, I, I think that every member of the church and I hope every church leader is doing some serious soul searching, if that is the narrative we want to lead, right? If we want it to be, you cannot, if you&#039;re a member of the church, you have to be careful, you better watch what you say or, or you&#039;re gonna be kicked out. Does that strike you the same way? I um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m21s 1:25:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: yes. And, and uh like I said, I just, I almost, I, I want to um you know, divide Brian from what other Mormon historians feel about the subject because I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t feel he represents us and I&#039;m sorry that Steve has given him such a voice here and not really. And I feel like Steve will think that he is giving a voice to everyone, but he is prioritizing one of the voices that matters probably the least in this whole discussion now because Brian has become obsolete. Um I think that Don Bradley has kept himself um in the game and he may be beating around the with you quite a bit. Um I&#039;ve seen that criticism but I feel like he&#039;s trying to build and he don is trying to build a um scaffolding from which he can then make his, his um arguments. Um So I think he&#039;s at least listening to some of the things you have to say. Um So I just feel like Steve really dismissed the boat on this so much that he thought that Brian would be a good person to come on to introduce us. To the topic, those of us who don&#039;t know anything about Michelle that, you know, they would be introduced to you um through Brian Hales like this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m48s 1:26:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: What in the world, right? What in the world? And so anyway, so yeah, he, he goes on, I&#039;m just gonna have this is where Steven says that Brian is making a valid point by saying church members need to watch what they say, you know, you come,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m02s 1:27:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Steve Pynakker: come with a perspective. But I think that Brian is making a valid point that as a member of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, this conventionally, you know, you&#039;re supposed to, I mean, the whole point of this is that being part of that organization is that you&#039;re supposed to, you know, you, you, you&#039;re to follow a profit, you know, and, and, and that&#039;s, that&#039;s kind of the whole setup, that&#039;s the way it&#039;s been. So Michelle&#039;s kind of doing something different and I just think,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m27s 1:27:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: oh, yes. Oh and Steve, um from his back, coming from his background betrays his um perception of mormonism that he does not understand what sustaining a prophet means to the vast majority of the church. Is that not that we, you know, will listen to every, you know, I mean, there was a whole group of people, people um when, during the pandemic that said, well, I don&#039;t think that Rosalin Nelson is correct on this, you know, and I don&#039;t think I should get a vaccination. Um And so, and you know, that it&#039;s not like we follow everything blindly, you know, and prophets are there to lead us and to guide us and we do respect to them and we take their word seriously, but it&#039;s not like we say, ok, we shut up now because, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m20s 1:28:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well, this is how I approach it also. We like we just had our word conference and then our state conference and we sustain our state leaders and we sustain our world leaders. It&#039;s exactly the same word and exactly the same concept. So when I sustain my local leaders, what does that mean? Right. I, I try to do what I can to help them and to be a useful member. And I always err on the side of obedience, I listen to them and you know, but that does not mean that I think that everything they do is infallible or flawless or that I could never disagree with something they did or see that they handled something badly. That&#039;s ridiculous. So, so why would we like, I, I just want us to all under understand what sustain actually means like, like we&#039;re supposed to sustain our spouse as well, you know, and I would not be a good spouse if I always just said, yes, dear, yes, dear. Yes, I never said, hey, babe, I think we need to talk about this, right? Like one of the ways we sustain is by also saying, hey, just so, you know, this, I have a, I, I would like to talk about this, this I have a problem with this, right? I mean, we&#039;re not constantly complaining but we&#039;re supposed to stay sustain all of our church leaders in exactly the same way. And what I hate about this again, Steve, I mean, this is unbelievable to me that he as someone not a member of our church in a discussion about polygamy is repeatedly validating and adding to telling a woman to shut up. Right. There&#039;s no woman that I can point to her and say, oh, look, II, I can, I can quote her and be in good company, right? Like we have to do it on our own power. And then we&#039;re being told if you disagree with what the men have said 100 years ago, the polygamous men who would never give women a voice, then you need, then you, there&#039;s no place for you in this church and Steve just jumps on the bad wagon. Yeah, there&#039;s no room for her in this church instead of at least pointing out maybe that&#039;s a problem.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m13s 1:30:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Right. And where in his apology did he even recognize that he&#039;s doing anything of the sort he does not recognize and that&#039;s why his apology falls flat because he doesn&#039;t understand what he is apologizing for and what he needs to apologize&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m27s 1:30:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: for. Right. Right. He has not tried to reach out to me to understand what it is that maybe I am objecting to. And uh so I want to play this little clip because this is something that I have talked to Brian about in the past. And I think this also again, kind of reveals something not, not only about Brian, but maybe about men more broadly who support polygamy as being from God that I find really troubling. And so I&#039;m just going to play this short little clip right here&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m57s 1:30:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: either. I want to understand. I don&#039;t like polygamy. It&#039;s unfair. Men can do it. Women can&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m02s 1:31:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that little clip right there. I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve addressed this to Brian. How offensive I find that to be because so, Cheryl, if you had permission to do polygamy, isn&#039;t it? Just, is it the only bad thing about polygamy is that you can&#039;t do it, don&#039;t you want to just be marrying a bunch of men and sleeping around with a bunch of men? He&#039;s, he&#039;s saying the thing that&#039;s unfair about it is that men get to do it. Yay. Good luck as we get to do it and women don&#039;t get to. So it&#039;s not fair.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m34s 1:31:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: It&#039;s not fair. Yeah. He doesn&#039;t see the unfairness in polygamy. He, he sees it from a very male centric view. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m41s 1:31:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: He thinks that we would all like he wants polygamy and he, men get to do it. It&#039;s a, it&#039;s a privilege. It&#039;s a great benefit for men that women don&#039;t get to have the same privilege. Instead of seeing that for me as a woman, my objections to polygamy are so much deeper and more profound than that. I want a marriage with my husband where there is trust and love and unity without any intrusion. In addition, I don&#039;t want to believe in a God that sees me as nothing but an, a reward of a piece of an object, uh a thing to be given and taken that doesn&#039;t have any independent thought, desire, the experience. Like that&#039;s why I, that&#039;s what I laid out in that episode. That Jacob two makes it clear how God sees women. Jacob two and three, that God cares deeply about the experiences of women. 132 makes it very clear that women are irrelevant, their feelings don&#039;t matter at all. That is our problem with polygamy. It&#039;s not that we don&#039;t get to have sex with a bunch of other men. Can we please stop addressing it this way?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m49s 1:32:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Oh, dear. Oh, dear. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m51s 1:32:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Am I saying too much? Sorry. Go&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m53s 1:32:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: ahead again. It&#039;s some, I don&#039;t agree with you on. But, um, but I, I can&#039;t um fathom um Brian&#039;s Brian&#039;s stance on this, you know, because it is so, it&#039;s so male centric and it&#039;s so um dismissive of women and it&#039;s so dismissive of any concerns that people would have.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m16s 1:33:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. And, and maybe I was too strong on that. I don&#039;t want to imply that Brian wants polygamy. That&#039;s how, that&#039;s how I hear this, but I wouldn&#039;t, I&#039;m not going to speak to his feelings and thoughts just when I, I would like to request that we stop talking about polygamy in this way, Brian is one of the main, you know, he&#039;s the one that goes on the podcast. He&#039;s the one that he&#039;s the main voice about Polym and I&#039;m going to request that we stop addressing it in this way saying this is what women&#039;s objection is to it or this is why it&#039;s unfair. It&#039;s a completely different, different.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m52s 1:33:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: And I mean, you&#039;ve, it&#039;s not like you haven&#039;t said what your objective is. So why is he putting words in your mouth or thoughts in your head with when you&#039;ve been very clear on what your objectives objections are?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m05s 1:34:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? And so I&#039;m gonna take this off for a minute because I&#039;m, I didn&#039;t play any clips from his entire long point about transparency. But I did want to point out just a couple of things that I think he&#039;s ignoring when he&#039;s the one being the II, I just can&#039;t say the word. The transparency is, it&#039;s such a silly made up word. But um but again, that was an overview episode, but in his entire thing, when he&#039;s talking about how he is a transparency and he brings up word and he&#039;s the expert. I just want to bring up one example that he completely ignores that is. Um, well, let&#039;s see if this is where I wanted to talk about it. Um, well, ok, I, I guess I&#039;m going out of order a little bit. So let me, let me go back. I apologize. I&#039;m doing, I was doing the wrong thing. So let me add this back and I&#039;m gonna play this next clip and then I&#039;ll go&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m56s 1:34:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: into a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m57s 1:34:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Jacob did it into that part that I wanted to talk about. It&#039;s um oh yeah, he goes on to say you, you can&#039;t say that it&#039;s not of God. But um let&#039;s see. Oh, this is it. I&#039;m, I&#039;m going right. So I&#039;m skipping over the whole transparency discussion. I&#039;ll get back to it and going ahead to write um 35 09. This part, my editor called me and laughed aloud. Oh, is this OK. So go ahead. OK. I&#039;m gonna play this part like every other scripture Joseph Smith ever brought forth and everything he ever said or wrote on the topic adamantly denied and forbid polygamy in as much as this church has been reproached with the crime of fornication and polygamy. We declare that we believe one man should have one wife and one woman but one husband.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m51s 1:35:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: Ok. Um One thing that I I&#039;m pretty sure Michelle was aware of is that this particular phrase doesn&#039;t say exactly what she said that it says,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m06s 1:36:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, it&#039;s still on the screen. I read it, word for word and then he responds by saying it doesn&#039;t say what I said that it says, do you see how you did was read it? I read it, I read it, I read it and he is implying I read it wrong. Like this is the level of gas lighting that I encounter both in the polygamy discussion but also from Brian. While the, the, the just audaciousness of this, that while it is even on the screen highlighted and underlined, he says it doesn&#039;t say what I said. It says, well, I&#039;m being dishonest.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m45s 1:36:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Well, here is where I have to um jump on Brian&#039;s side for a minute because um he is like, he, he is um projecting, he&#039;s projecting what you, how you will read this and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m02s 1:37:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: say that he, that he interprets it differently or that he would say it means, but he said, it doesn&#039;t say what I said, it said. So, yeah, go ahead. I&#039;ll let you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m12s 1:37:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: there. He did misspeak there. But um I think his point is pretty clear that he makes this point pretty clear that this, this passage can be read two different ways and, you know, polygamy, deniers read it one way and polygamy um defenders read it another way and um I think that he doesn&#039;t really have time to make the case for this. Um I have talked to Michelle about this particular passage before and I feel like what we need to do is kind of look at the whole issue of, you know, how did did Joseph Smith, was he, um, being upfront with, um, every statement that he made about polygamy. And let&#039;s look at different states, like, let&#039;s, since that statement, we can&#039;t decide how we&#039;re going to necessarily um, interpret it because it can be interpreted these two different ways. One group thinks it&#039;s stupid to interpret it, you know, that way. But, but it&#039;s not, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, there&#039;s room in that statement to interpret it two to, right? OK. Let&#039;s look at some other statements that and maybe Brian didn&#039;t have time to do this fully and um hopefully you and I can do it fully. So this is, this is one place where I don&#039;t but, but for him to say, oh, she, she didn&#039;t, she said it wrong when you just, all you did was quote the scripture. That was a little bit&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m38s 1:38:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and just to quickly, just to quickly continue with what we&#039;re talking about. And I know this isn&#039;t the only time to have this discussion, but I will say, OK, then let&#039;s look at other 1835 writings from Joseph and see where he is. Not. Let&#039;s not, let&#039;s not look at how we&#039;re rereading Jacob 230 which is, is troubling. Like I think that polygamists are expert at saying that words say the opposite of what they very clearly mean. If I tell my child, you can have one cookie. Everybody knows what that means and, and Brian Hills goes on to say, every linguist will tell you this has two interpretations. I think you have to torture it, especially when it goes on to say, except in the time and case of death, when either is at liberty to marry again, especially when it, the whole thing is phrased is in, in response to the accusations of polygamy, then we can add things like one other thing that I think it was Joseph F Smith, but I&#039;d have to look up said is that this wasn&#039;t written by Joseph Smith. It was written by Oliver Cowdrey and, and so they try to take Joseph Smith out of it completely as another way to reject it. It was used by every organization in the church and the presidency, the relief site he published in the newspapers often to say we are not doing polygamy, right? And then in addition, John Taylor in 1850 I think in France used this, he had 12 wives at the time and used this to claim that that what what did he say? We are accused here in his, in his debate, we are accused here of polygamy and actions the most indelicate ob obscene and disgusting such that none but a corrupt and depraved heart could have contrived. These are too outrageous to admit to admit of belief. Therefore, leaving the sisters of the white veil and the black veil and all he goes on. But anyway, what he goes on to use to refute them is he p he prints this, this part of it. So they all used it to say this, they know exactly what it said. And then in addition, when 132 was added in the 1880 Doctrine and covenants, everyone says 1876 but it was actually printed in 1880. This was removed. And so to claim that like, like this was universally understood, that was just one of Joseph F Smith&#039;s arguments so we can get into it later. But I just want, we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m50s 1:40:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: will, we will definitely get into it. And it&#039;s um it&#039;s very um I feel like I have a good kiss for it. You feel like you have a good kiss for it. So it should be very interesting. Um But I will say that this is probably the one place in this whole podcast where he actually did. What I think, you know, he should have done is uh is um take one of your arguments and then explain why, why he, why he doesn&#039;t disagree. It&#039;s a good argument and why he disagrees. And so, so if he could have done that throughout the podcast, I would not have had as much issue with him because he was in that case, he was actually um engaging something you had said. So, yeah, I,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m34s 1:41:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I do. That was better than the rest. But I will say that even if he had spent the whole time engaging with what I said without me there to, without ever engaging with me first, it still wouldn&#039;t have been ok and, and I would have loved to go head to head with him on this. So, um, and there&#039;s more to be said on it. I think so. Ok, I&#039;m going to, this is another point that I think is important and is of why I&#039;m doing this and I think we&#039;re just about done. There are just a couple more that I want to um talk about. So I&#039;ll play&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m02s 1:42:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian Hales: this one. We didn&#039;t know each other very well. So I, I have to confess. II, I realize people are, are very energized by this topic and understandably so um sex and religion are red button topics no matter where or when we&#039;re talking and then you throw it in to Joseph Smith who we love and I love just as you do and I wish he hadn&#039;t had to do it. See, my version of Joseph Smith is a guy who didn&#039;t want to do it. This angel that he reported coming three times. Um And he first came in 1834 according to the accounts and then came a third time. The last time he&#039;s got a, a sword, it&#039;s not a flaming sword, but it&#039;s a sword saying Joseph, we really want you to do this. The reason in my mind that Joseph Smith I believe in is because Joseph didn&#039;t want to do it. He didn&#039;t want to hurt Emma.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m45s 1:42:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. This, this hits on why I&#039;m doing what I&#039;m doing. Do you ha, do you have any response to that first before I go off? Um,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m54s 1:42:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: yeah. Um, I think that it&#039;s interesting to me to see people&#039;s response to that. D, everyone has a different idea of why Joseph Smith did it or didn&#039;t do it. Um, and it&#039;s almost like, uh, you know, a Touchstone where we can see, like people&#039;s hearts almost, uh, when they, when they feel they understand why Joseph was doing this. And I have, of course, a very different one, which one of these days we&#039;ll discuss, um, I have a very different kind of idea of what Joseph Smith&#039;s motivation was in my head. And so I just find it interesting to look and see that and, and you can almost just apply it, you know, to Brian in a way, you know, because, because we all tend to do that or like, if I was Joseph Smith, what would I have been thinking? You know, if I was Joseph Smith and I did such and such, what would I have been thinking in my head? You know how I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m49s 1:43:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: have been? And I think that&#039;s a fair thing to do. The thing that I object to so much in this is what I said to Brian in response to why I&#039;m doing what I&#039;m doing. It is attributing to God the mistakes of man. Brian&#039;s narrative on polygamy is by far the most harmful one. Here we have Joseph and he didn&#039;t want to hurt Emma. But God said an angel that was going to kill him if he didn&#039;t betray his wife. So it makes God deplorable for women. It turns God into a monster. And, and that is, that is the central issue that my entire podcast is focused on is this lie about God. And that&#039;s why I find this to be so upsetting. And actually, I do, I do get upset by it because you are telling all of these, well, both men and women, right? But I think that it is more like is more often hurting the women to tell them this is who their God is in regard to them. And I object to that with my entire being. I like that is what I want to put a stop to completely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m58s 1:44:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: So how much richer of a conversation Steve would this have been if you had, you know, just even, I mean, you could have a whole podcast about that one thing but to present um Brian&#039;s Brian&#039;s view of it and to present Michelle&#039;s view of it and to have both of those views being supported and validated and heard that would have been a very rich conversation to have. Um and you lost out there.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m27s 1:45:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. Thank you. Thank you for addressing that. So, so just for the rest, I won&#039;t play any more clips. But I, I do also, like I said before, this is, I have a quote from Steve because I object to his excuses of why he hasn&#039;t had me on. I think he hasn&#039;t had me on because Rick Bennett and I have a good relationship from gospel tangents. We joke around with each other. He has no respect for my perspective. He doesn&#039;t understand that he just, I&#039;m going against the historical narrative, the consensus. So I must be dumb. You know, even though everyone I engage with, they, they wake up to some things that they didn&#039;t know before and, you know, and I, I&#039;ve told them I&#039;m gonna win you over. He&#039;s gonna owe me dinner. One of these days is our joke. But I know that Steve really admires Rick and Rick has refused to have me on because he won&#039;t have polygamy di on. He had me on to talk about Marshall Kaufman, but he won&#039;t have me on to talk about this topic. And I think that Steve and then also John Dely won&#039;t have me on to talk about this topic. So I think that Steve is maybe taking his cues from those guys that he admires, which I can understand that. But, but I object to him not just acknowledging that because what he keeps saying and what he said to me in our phone calls is polygamy is not that my topic. That&#039;s why I haven&#039;t had you on. But then he said, so he says that in this podcast as well. But then he goes on to say, literally say I&#039;ve had, I&#039;ve had polygamous on, I&#039;ve had lots of Polyus on Brian Shafer has been on many times and then he talks about how he had an wild on and, and he talks about how much he loves Ogden Kraut. Like, please don&#039;t like ardent crowd is horrific. I just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m00s 1:47:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: not supposed to make you feel better. I mean, is that like, what is that? What you, I think he&#039;s trying to show that he&#039;s open minded in that way, but he, it&#039;s not making his point for him.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m14s 1:47:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: No, no, he&#039;s contradicting him. He won&#039;t just be honest. He, he can&#039;t, he has to come up with excuses for why he hasn&#039;t had me on because he knows that he should have had me on. Right. And, and then even when he has me on, he doesn&#039;t have me on. He has my biggest detractor on who&#039;s trying to silence me. And so yeah, he goes on after I haven&#039;t delved into polygamy. It&#039;s not one of the things I want to talk about. He continues that quote by saying we&#039;ve done a lot on polygamy on this channel, but we&#039;ve never done the issue that we talked about today. The issue about you&#039;ve&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m43s 1:47:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: done, it&#039;s not that you haven&#039;t done the issue. It&#039;s that you have only done one side and you haven&#039;t presented the other side.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m50s 1:47:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, he hasn&#039;t presented the other side. And when he finally does, he doesn&#039;t have, I, I feel so massively disrespected, so massively insulted. I do feel like this is horribly horribly sexist. Not only because they are two men which they like, Steve invited a man on to this. Yes, polygamy. Right. If, if I were a man, I would still want to be invited on this just gives it a whole new angle and the man goes on and represents God as a polygamist and all of the polygamist men. As I said, this is also the man who&#039;s calling for my excommunication. Like with the implication on my podcast, I had my picture of me with my baby daughter. He didn&#039;t know, but he still put a picture of me up on the screen saying I needed to be excommunicated, which implies that I would never see my little girls again, right? Like, like there are so many layers to this that are incredibly offensive. And I, I do, I don&#039;t ever wanna say I&#039;m speaking on behalf of all women, but I do want to be a voice for women in this church that I desperately desperately hope the church does not excommunicate me because I feel like telling women that you need to be like letting Brian Hales win the day, telling all of us that he&#039;s right that men set the standard men are the ones that get to talk about this topic, women that are shut up as, and, or, and sit down or be kicked out of the church. I desperately hope that that is not the mess, mess. I hope that we can just say that&#039;s Brian and he&#039;s speaking for and I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m, I&#039;m not being emotionally manipulative, which is the other thing I get accused of because when Brian put my picture up, no,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m38s 1:49:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: I, I can, I jump in here because I think that um from what I understand of that incident, we need to talk about this a little bit more. Um what Brian did was he had um from what I understand he had you on one side of the screen and he on the other side with prophets and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m55s 1:49:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: apostles and President Nelson, President Nelson and him and me,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m00s 1:50:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: you were on the other side with your darling baby daughter who would die that very day. Um So, I mean, don&#039;t feel bad about getting emotional because what he was implying when he put that screen up was I am on the side of the prophets and apostles. I am on the right side, Michelle is on and like I told you, this is very serious accusation that he&#039;s making that he she is apostate. She if she is truly an apostate and she loses, loses her membership in the church, she is, you know, condemned to never be with those sweet Children again. And I am I I still do not. And, and Brian in this podcast, he actually referred to this, but he did not explain it and he did not show that he understood in any way why it was emotional for you, why it was damaging for you. He, he did not understand that. And, you know, I, I can see as he, as he talked about it and he was like, yeah, she and she got a little emotional and I said I was sorry, I profusely apologized and we went on, you know, and it was it when I found out what was behind all that, it, it, it just devastated me that he could not wrap his mind around what he had actually done in, in that, in having that situation there. It&#039;s just uh so egregious,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m29s 1:51:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it is, it. Thank you. Thank you. It is egregious. And the way he spoke about it again, I um you know, like I&#039;m still, I&#039;m still dealing with this, this happening this week brought up a lot for me. It&#039;s like during this week that this all happened, Brian, I got called into my state President&#039;s office. It was, it was extremely emotionally taxing, engaging with Brian that first time. And so to have this and, and you know, just like Brian didn&#039;t intend to have my picture with my daughter and he defends himself. He again, he doesn&#039;t, he doesn&#039;t ever sincerely apologize. He never, he said I didn&#039;t know it was a Facebook Post. I thought I could use her profile picture. He again defends and justifies himself never expressing the empathy, right? And Steve maybe didn&#039;t know all of that, but shame on you, shame on you for doing this again, for bringing this guy on to talk about my work in this way, in this context like no. And so that&#039;s why I am making this plea to the church. Whoever happens to be listening to this, please don&#039;t send this message to the women in our congregations. Please don&#039;t do this to us if you know, I I&#039;m trying so hard to be careful to not cross too far. I I&#039;m, it&#039;s really hard, you know, it&#039;s hard to be in this space. I feel like I need to be doing what I&#039;m doing. I feel like God directly called me to be doing what I&#039;m doing. I, oh people are gonna come after me. I don&#039;t mean I just mean I am following the inspiration from God to me to what I&#039;m doing. And that&#039;s my, that&#039;s where my loyalty is to God. Please allow room for women to speak about.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m10s 1:53:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: And from my position too is like saying once again, we need a space for faithful descent. You know, we I&#039;m not only what you said, which is very important, but also um I need a space for faithful descent. I all women need a space to be able to say this doesn&#039;t make sense to me you know, let&#039;s talk about it, you know, and, and let me, let me tell you what that meant to me to see the two, you know, uh just, uh, because obviously Brian doesn&#039;t understand what that meant to you and neither does Steve. And so I&#039;m glad that we have this opportunity to kind of, um, to show them, you know, what our voices are and what a safe space would mean for us and why that is no longer a safe space for. I would say almost any woman, Steve, how can other people go on your podcast and feel like that&#039;s a safe space when this has happened and you can try to take it away and make it vanish. But that&#039;s why we need to, to, that&#039;s why I felt like I needed to come on and present this side of it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m19s 1:54:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you, Cheryl. Thank you so much. And, and I wanted, I know we&#039;re wrapping up, but I wanted to just add to one thing you said about the importance of making room for dissent, right? I think it is particularly important for women&#039;s voices because we are not represented in leadership. And so when I on my podcast show, two examples of apostles saying things that are hurtful to women and Brian cannot like, I need to be able to say this is hurtful, it&#039;s hurtful when women&#039;s concerns are laughed at, at general conference that&#039;s hurtful. And instead of hearing that and trying to understand why that might be women&#039;s experience. Instead, he&#039;s calling for my excommunication for daring to say it. And so that&#039;s why I&#039;m trying to, one of the things I have tried so hard to do is and, and I honor everybody&#039;s path. But I&#039;ve tried to say we don&#039;t need to leave the church. This is our church. We can recognize that there have been problems, we don&#039;t need to leave. That doesn&#039;t need to be our only option, right? That has been a big part of what I&#039;ve been trying to do, which I expressed to Brian when he asked me that question. So with him calling for me to be kicked out. What does that mean? No, there&#039;s not room. Yes, you do have to leave. No, you can&#039;t be in the church and have a different and, and you cannot be in the church and believe that God cares and values cares about and values and loves women. You have to be kicked out if you dare say that. So that&#039;s my plea.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m51s 1:55:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Thank you Michelle. I really, I so much appreciate hearing your voice and I&#039;m so glad that it&#039;s gonna be going out and I hope people will take this seriously.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m59s 1:55:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you Cheryl. And everyone can tune in to hear a another conversation we have on Sunday, but I cannot thank you enough. So we&#039;ll see you later.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1jINDIriBs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m09s 1:56:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Bruno: Bye.&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;{{Podcast episode v2&lt;br /&gt;
 | title = 99: Mormon Meme-ing&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 99&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-12-31&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = JrjPaLMgXdk&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Miscellaneous&lt;br /&gt;
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 | links = * [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/JournalOfDiscourses3/id/9881 Brigham Young on fast offerings], December 8 1867, JoD vol 12 pgs 111-116 (Discussion of fast offerings starts last paragraph on page 15)&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.sltrib.com/religion/2021/09/10/lds-church-wont-help/?fbclid=IwAR3i_fPJl9e-pd-6AjKbONi6A7qhNPhpp2Ugu41YrkcoPQpjLHw6B8NqhJ4 Church officially refuses to support vax exemptions]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.facebook.com/groups/229493556586606/ The Great Apostameme Facebook group]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/@IBelieveJoseph I Believe Joseph YouTube channel]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Happy New Year and welcome to 100 32 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy. What an amazing year it has been here. We are rounding up the year at nearly 10,000 subscribers. I never knew if I would even get to 1000. So this has been amazing. I have learned so much over this year and I hope that those of you who have been on this journey with me also feel like you have learned a tremendous amount. It has been so valuable and productive. And I can honestly say my faith has grown through this journey, which I think is a wonderful thing to be, to be able to say after addressing so many sources and so many challenging topics. So honestly, right, I do not think that truth destroys faith quite the opposite because faith is to have faith in things which are not seen, which are true, right? So true. Faith can only be in truth. And that&#039;s what we&#039;ve been seeking together. It has been such a journey. It&#039;s been willing to be here with you. Thank you so much for sticking with me. I have to say I am looking forward to some of the amazing things we have planned for next year. One thing I&#039;ll announce right now, we are doing 1/5 Sunday Live Colin Show. Um, next year we might fit in a few others as well. But that&#039;s something that I think will be fun. I&#039;m hoping we have some other exciting things happening and if I can pull off what I want to for next week, which will be my 100th episode as well as the first episode of the year. I think it will be amazing. So plan to tune in for that for sure. And, and hopefully there will be some more information coming up in the meantime, for this New Year Eve as episode, I thought it would be fun to just do something a little bit lighter and a little more fun and to enjoy kind of a record of the past year. So we&#039;re just doing a year end meme review, which I think will be great. I have gotten into memes a bit this year. It&#039;s been fun for me. So I wanted to share that journey with anyone, any of you that aren&#039;t there yet and for any that are already there, I think you&#039;ll have a lot of fun remembering some of these along with us. So thank you so much for being here as we take this deep dive into the not that murky water of Mormon memory. Welcome to this New Year&#039;s Eve episode of 100 32 problems. I am really excited about this episode and hoping it will be a fun one to, to round out the year. I am here with my new friend and now my good friend Jeremy and Jeremy is names and faces have been changed to protect the identity of the innocent. So we will explain a little bit more as we go on. But um we have a lot of people in various communities who don&#039;t feel free at this time to have a strong online presence without using a pseudonym. Am I correct about that, Jeremy?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=03m07s 03:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: That&#039;s true. That&#039;s very true.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=03m09s 03:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So we went ahead and went with the old school identity protection rather than using a um AAA different, a different new tech method. This worked, this works better for us and I thought was more fun. So I first reached out to Jeremy and asked him if he would be interested in doing this episode and he really wanted to but couldn&#039;t. So we, we, we thought this was a really good solution. So, so I&#039;m very happy to introduce you to Jeremy. Um Well, I should I guess introduce the topic that we&#039;re talking about. What we are talking about is the power of memes. That&#039;s what this episode is about. Jeremy is one of the founders or maybe the founder of the group, the can, can I say it on, on the channel Jeremy? Ok. So it&#039;s this great group that I suddenly was added to that. I was like, what is this magical new land of joy and happiness and humor? And it&#039;s called, it&#039;s called The Great Aposto meme, which even the name itself is a meme because um well, I, I&#039;m sure we will talk about it as we go on in the presentation that Jeremy has put together. We, we were deciding on names. We, I, I was kind of leaning toward Archimedes, but Jeremy chose Jeremy instead. So, so that&#039;s the name that we are going with. And I&#039;m really excited like this might seem like a completely light frivolous topic. This is actually our second time recording this episode. And I, the first time I was kind of just amazed by how important memes actually are in our culture. And so I&#039;m excited to bring you this information. So, first, welcome Jeremy. Is there anything you would like to or feel free to tell us about yourself?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=04m48s 04:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Well, I, I&#039;m one of those that&#039;s kind of partially in and partially out uh with regards to my um how should you even say it? Um I call it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=05m01s 05:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: nuanced belief that work.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=05m05s 05:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: There you go. Excellent. That works for me. But I mean, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, this is kind of for fun too, just to kind of represent those that are in the situation. And um you know, it, it wouldn&#039;t take Sherlock Holmes to find out who I am,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=05m16s 05:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? But we did, I, there was another um another member I, I had reached out to, to include in this conversation who also uses a pseudonym. I think his pseudonym is. Can I say that I&#039;m sure I can. His online presence in the group is Dale Dingman and he has come up with some hilarious memes and he also had the decline for decline for the same reason. So shout out to Dale and shout out to the others that I have invited on that just are like, you can&#039;t do it, can&#039;t do it right now for family reasons or calling reasons or whatever, sometimes employment reasons, whatever it might be people, this is a tricky space for some people. So um even people who are active members who believe in the precepts and the basic tenets of the gospel having nuance can be difficult. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=06m04s 06:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: you nail it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=06m07s 06:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So I don&#039;t know, Dale has, I mean, um not Dale, that&#039;s someone else. And luckily I did slip and say your real name, Jeremy has put together a presentation for us. So I don&#039;t want to like if I ask any questions in the preliminary discussion that you&#039;re going to cover, then you could just tell me, I, I am curious like how you started this group and why is that something you&#039;re going to talk about or should we talk about that before I can&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=06m31s 06:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: mention it now? So, OK, I, I&#039;d like to think that I have kind of a built in humor in my brain that I find the, the humor in most everything and, um, I wanted an outlet for it and I was kind of spamming some other group, you know, where, where I was, uh, putting memes up all the time, you know, as things would come into my brain. And, um, I was like, well, I&#039;ll just make my own, you know, I&#039;ll just make my own and I think I started it like a year ago, something like that and just didn&#039;t uh I don&#039;t know, it was more cathartic for me just to put him out there, you know, these ideas that I had and um a handful of people joined and, and now it&#039;s grown and grown ever since. And now it&#039;s kind of got gotten a life of its own where people are on there, you know, posting all the time. We, we have like 20 whatever posts every day. It&#039;s pretty wild. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=07m26s 07:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and that&#039;s not just posts, those are memes that people put together.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=07m30s 07:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: That&#039;s right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=07m31s 07:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow. OK. So is that what you expected when you started?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=07m35s 07:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Oh, no, no, it was, it was more about me. Just kind of put, having a repository. I wanted to have a place where, you know, you&#039;re talking to your uncle and your uncle says, well, I don&#039;t know why it says that in the scriptures are like you not willing to talk to you about it, but you could just send him a meme you know, and I wanted to have kind of like a master list where somebody could go through and find memes and um be, be ready for the meme war.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=08m03s 08:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So you OK. So, and was there something else you were going to say when I asked that question about? I don&#039;t think so. Ok, go ahead and interrupt me anytime. But, um, ok, so, so you had humor and mem in your blood. It sounds like you like you were doing memes already before you started your own group to, to keep them? Ok. And so were you mem things before? Well, do you know what? I know my mom who is 89 listens to this podcast, Jeremy. You be willing to define the word meme that we are using that. My mom is probably going to the same&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=08m39s 08:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: thing. So, ok. Well, it&#039;s in my presentation about 8, 10, 8 fides in or something like that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=08m47s 08:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So we will get to that. So anyone who is like, what are they talking about? Just stick around for a few minutes and all of your questions will be answered and you will, this is gonna be a fun one. I&#039;m actually really excited about it. So, um and I have to say, well, well, first of all, I do want to ask because my kids like, you know, I&#039;m, I&#039;m like a very young xer, but nevertheless, an xer I barely fit into that category and I was like, my kids are like mom, you don&#039;t get me humor, like, you&#039;re not funny, you don&#039;t get it, you know. And so, so I was a little bit like, oh, this, I, I&#039;m one of those oldies, like, ok boomers, kind of what they want to say, even though I&#039;m an expert, you know. But this has been fun for, for me because I&#039;m like, no, I totally get memes kids. I, I am on it. I&#039;m doing it, you know. But um so I&#039;m curious to know if you like, have you been making memes for your whole life or your whole internet life or did you start because of this topic? Do you know what I mean? Like, tell me how you got&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=09m49s 09:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: into it. So, um I actually come from an art background, like in a, in a, in a former life. I was an artist and I actually had comic comics and papers which was, uh seems like a lifetime ago. But um so I&#039;ve got that in my brain where I, I look for funny things and then I think of a comic. It&#039;s, it&#039;s just been a part of me. Um The uh uh I really didn&#039;t start meing until I started to see issues with some of my faith matters for sure. Ok. Yeah. Well, not, not in the scale that I, I do now.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=10m30s 10:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. But it, it, it was, it was your faith journey that motivated your me practice.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=10m36s 10:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Largely, I mean, before that it was just a handful of things I ever did.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=10m41s 10:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. That&#039;s really good. Um Are there anything else I should ask as preliminaries? Like, let me ask, let me ask one more thing. Sorry, I, I&#039;m, I&#039;m interrupting myself. But, um, did you, when you started me, you said it was kind of cathartic and I want to talk about that going forward too, kind of cathartic and also a way to be creative and to speak to these things. Did you think it was, have you been surprised by how it&#039;s more important than you thought it was going to be? Like you kind of mentioned? OK. Yeah, because it&#039;s, it&#039;s almost like a missionary tool. Like, is that something you want to talk about now or in your presentation?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=11m16s 11:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: I&#039;ll do that in the presentation. But, you know, um you know, I was, I was listening to a, um a couple of comedians talking the other day. Um It was like an interview show and one comedian was talking to the other ones talking about how in the olden days we could say things like this, but now we&#039;ll be canceled and, and that kind of thing. And I was, I was thinking about the overlay with what we&#039;re doing with memes where um there&#039;s a lot of things that you might see, you might be a total active member of the church but see something funny and you would love to make kind of poke at it, but you&#039;re afraid that you&#039;re get, you&#039;ll get in trouble somehow. And so the great thing about the memes is that you can get that out there without feeling there&#039;s gonna be repercussions for it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=11m59s 11:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok? You can speak to the essence of something without having to. Yeah. Yeah. There&#039;s, there&#039;s a subtlety to it and also a directness to it. That&#039;s really an interesting, like when they&#039;re done well. Ok. And it is also a way not everyone wants to listen to two plus hour podcast on a top, but if you can send them a meme or five memes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=12m22s 12:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Ok. Well, I&#039;ve listened to some of your, you know, three hour Jeremy hoop episodes and there&#039;s a lot of people that would never do that, but we could have our little meme army make 300 you know, me just from one slide and you know, and get it out there.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=12m40s 12:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. From Yeah, you&#039;re exactly right. So do you want me to add this to sage? Are you ready to go ahead and get started? Let&#039;s go for it. Let&#039;s go for it. Ok. So this is Jeremy&#039;s presentation, which I am really excited for. So take it away.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=12m52s 12:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Ok. Sharing the mean gospel in the struggle for the attention of men and women. So you see this poor little boy tugging on the shirt. Listen, listen, dad, right? As we&#039;re trying to share the gospel with people. Um It&#039;s all about. Can you get their attention? So this, you know, a lot of us who served missions can look at this picture and go, oh, I remember those days, hours and hours and hours of knocking on doors and, you know, at the end of the day you go. Well, how many people did we talk to? Well, in some areas, very few in the olden days, missionaries work. You might knock on 100 doors and engage one person. They won&#039;t open their doors even if they&#039;re home. Right. Um, or even if you do get to talk to them, maybe they won&#039;t listen to you because you&#039;re, maybe you talk too much or they, they&#039;re not interested. So, where are people and where do they open their doors? They are online. This sort of information absolutely fascinates me. Uh, and, and it, it blows my mind and, and, and the, I&#039;m not trying to, um, you know, what, what are your sources, that kind of thing? Just know people spend a lot of flipping time on screens. I don&#039;t think anybody debates that the average American spends seven hours and four minutes staring at a screen per day. And then that blue, the gen Z is, is the high height of it followed by millennials and then so forth. But less and less is the older you get, I guess. But that is a lot of hours. That&#039;s like a full time job staring at a screen&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=14m36s 14:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s crazy. And in some ways I would think this is terrible. But watching my kids and their phones in addition to, you know, you almost think it would be higher than that sometimes because I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=14m46s 14:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: would think. Yeah, I, I don&#039;t know how accurate these are just, I just think it&#039;s interesting to see, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=14m53s 14:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, it&#039;s a substantial amount of time,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=14m55s 14:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: substantial. So, American on the right side, their distribution of American screen time TV is 34% video game, 16 movies, 14 online videos, 12 social media, nine other nine and ebook six make up the total amount of screen time. And I was wondering too, I don&#039;t know if this even accounts for work, you know, if that is other may, maybe other is work. I don&#039;t know, maybe,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=15m24s 15:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: maybe this is, maybe this is just leisure time because for me, the majority of my screen time is work, you know, for, for someone who&#039;s a heavy into researcher. But for most of us, I think everybody has a laptop or a desktop open at work. Most people and go ahead. What were you gonna say? Sorry?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=15m43s 15:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Oh, no, no. Yeah, it&#039;s not really clear on this if, whether or not work is covered under other or if it&#039;s um above and beyond because some people spend, you know, eight hours at work staring at a screen and then if they were seriously another 87 hours whatever. Oh, my gosh. That is a lot of screen time. It&#039;s like constant.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=16m03s 16:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s my guess. I&#039;m interpreting this to mean like outside of like leisure time in addition to work. That&#039;s crazy. Ok,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=16m11s 16:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: so there are countless bids for our attention. Um Nowadays, my goodness gracious if you have a screen open, everything wants a piece of you, emails, Facebook advertisements, Tik Tok, help telegram bla bla bla bla you know, we&#039;re piled up with all these bids for our attention. We are drowning in information while starving for wisdom. Right? There&#039;s Yeah, I like that one. So because of this sheer amount of information we need to sort at top speed. I I love this episode of, I love Lucy if you remember that one, Chocolate Factory Super super fast. Yeah. And then, and then they start shoving them in their mouths and stuff. It&#039;s really funny because of this need to sort things constantly. People increasingly have the attention span of hamsters. Hamsters are known for only me being able to focus on any task for longer than a few seconds or often they&#039;re unable to Oh my gosh, that crazy. OK. The rule of thumb and digital advertising is that you must capture the user&#039;s attention within the first three seconds of the ad or else you risk losing them completely. So because we&#039;re just constantly sorting and things are coming at us. If it doesn&#039;t catch our attention immediately, boom, it&#039;s gone. We, we scroll on through, it&#039;s gone. So Oh, look at this little, he&#039;s so cute. Right? Um Getting a message out to the truth seekers, the blind, the distracted and asleep through meme and memes. Are this uh Michelle&#039;s mommy? This is what a meme is. These pictures you see that are like, oh that&#039;s so cute. Look at this little guy when you&#039;re back at work Monday morning trying to put on that smile. Oh, trying so hard. Right. Make you laugh. And that kind of thing, you can even spell words wrong. Like they didn&#039;t spell the word, you&#039;re right. But I was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=18m05s 18:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: gonna say since, since we like, I, I I&#039;m like it&#039;s killing me to not address yes. The you is wrong. You, you sort of, it means it&#039;s kind of like whatever.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=18m19s 18:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Yeah. OK. Meme defined an image video piece of text, et cetera, typically humorous in nature that is copied and spread rapidly by internet users often with slight variations.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=18m35s 18:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=18m37s 18:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: And I would say too regarding the video, usually if it&#039;s gonna be video, it&#039;s gonna be a very short clip.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=18m43s 18:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Mhm So it is, it&#039;s a so all of the things that are in this present, you can even go to the next slide, all of these slides in this presentation where like the classic idea of a meme is something like this, a picture with some big, some easy to read text on. It just gets a quick idea across, usually, not always. And we had a discussion about this Jeremy, but usually not that much text. It&#039;s usually the picture with a quick text that you can read and often humorous. Not always, but that&#039;s kind of the idea. Right. It&#039;s kind of a, um, we talked about the old Mormon ad campaign. Remember the posters? Those were early memes. Like they have a poster with some text. And so now, but a meme is that same idea online. And I like that it included that as it gets shared, people change it, it gets a life of its own. OK. All right. So mom, I&#039;m hoping you have that. If you don&#039;t let me know, we&#039;ll try to put more definitions in. So OK, mom and any other great grandmothers, I&#039;m a grandma. You&#039;re a grandma. So you&#039;re just goes out. So I can&#039;t just say grandparents but anyone who doesn&#039;t yet get memes, this is what they are. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=19m51s 19:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: And this is one that I grabbed up real quick and this is somebody else&#039;s meme. A lot of these are other people&#039;s memes. So le let&#039;s see here. So how others share the gospel, you know, with their books to people, how I share the gospel because one does not simply share the gospel without memes. And people could think people could think memes are just kind of frivolous or silly, you know, but they can really cause an impact. What were you gonna say, Michelle?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=20m18s 20:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Um I was just gonna say for anyone also they, they do rely heavily on cultural awareness, like, off, like there are lots and lots of movie memes. And so like this, um, the bottom portion of this, everyone who&#039;s watched Lord of the Rings knows exactly what that is. Right. One does not simply walk into mordor. Right. And, um, but people who, so, so if you ever don&#039;t get a meme and you&#039;re like, well, it&#039;s just because you haven&#039;t seen the movie, right? And sometimes they&#039;re still funny. So I wanted to clarify that. I&#039;m everyone who&#039;s like, dad, we know this is for the part of the audience that doesn&#039;t necessarily know. So, yeah, so don&#039;t give up on memes just because you might not have seen that movie. Ok. Yes. Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=20m57s 20:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: This was a, a comment that I saw online, um, from a woman that had seen a, a meme and I didn&#039;t, didn&#039;t put the actual meme up here because I thought it was a little too risque for your show. But it said, uh this meme was a big hinge point in my waking up journey. I remember when I first saw it, I was totally scandalized, but I kept coming back to it over the next few weeks and months and et cetera, et cetera. But the point is that the meme helped her to investigate more and to think about things and it helped her to wake up to some stuff. So I think that&#039;s, that&#039;s a, a great testimonial to the power of memes and in the gospel&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=21m39s 21:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that is really, that&#039;s, that&#039;s, that&#039;s really true. It&#039;s really powerful. We can show some examples later on of various memes that have had that effect on people, I think because it really does. It, yeah, you can feel scandalized or just, or just amused first, but it has a way of sticking with you sometimes some good. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=21m59s 21:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: So I&#039;m just pointing out the L DS church does use memes. They even have a, you know, on their website where you can download memes and share their memes. So they, they get that they work,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=22m10s 22:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: they have their own downloadable. I didn&#039;t realize that. So they, the L DS church, like they want us to be meme warriors, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=22m18s 22:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Yeah. On the, on the right here is actually a screenshot from the church website with memes that you can download and share.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=22m25s 22:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh my gosh, that&#039;s crazy. Ok. So we are, we are like we&#039;re doing the work we&#039;re doing exactly what we&#039;re supposed to be with the permission of the church that makes me happy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=22m35s 22:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Um But so do the anti ex Mormon types, right? So they&#039;ve got their, you know about that. I don&#039;t, I&#039;m not going to spend time going over each one of these. But um and so do all the other sects and, you know, fundamental fundamentalist types and, you know, everybody&#039;s got memes that they put out there.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=22m52s 22:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: People can go ahead and screen that, pause the screen and go through the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=22m55s 22:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Yeah, there you go. Uh Gerald&#039;s top 10 reasons why memes work. Oh This is a surprise. You didn&#039;t know this was in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=23m04s 23:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: here. I did it. This is new. I love the scientific. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=23m08s 23:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Number one images get attention content with visuals, get 94% more total views and, and this is I&#039;ve got no source for this but just know that&#039;s totally the truth that you can just say they get a lot more views. If you have visuals. This is I don&#039;t think anybody would buddy would refute that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=23m29s 23:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: No, I know that on, on Facebook. I&#039;m not on Instagram. I need to get there. But a lot of times people say picture included just to grab attention and it has nothing to do with just the, you know, like if you want to get more reach include a visual. Yeah, exactly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=23m44s 23:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: So what did you first look at when I put this up,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=23m48s 23:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Brigham&#039;s face?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=23m49s 23:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Brigham&#039;s face, Brigham&#039;s face. I think most people on here would say, yeah, Brigham&#039;s face, I think that the order people would look at this in, they&#039;d look at Brigham&#039;s face, they look at what he&#039;s saying because it&#039;s short, they&#039;d probably go up to the greenish words at the top because they&#039;re bold and it&#039;s the next in kind of the visual hierarchy followed by the two paragraphs that have highlighting in them on the right and then finally, and finally they would probably go over to the left which is all just plain black and white words. That&#039;s, that&#039;s more than likely the way people&#039;s eyes would go. So when I first posted this meme, this is what it looked like and, and it, it hardly had any reach at all. I reposted the exact same meme. This is the, the words from the same meme. It&#039;s the same, same exact words only with the picture and, and a question at the top and, and people were willing, people are might not ever read the words if they were just plain, right on the right those two paragraphs, but they are willing to commit to find out what is Brigham saying? I&#039;m going to commit to one sentence was Hiram&#039;s Joseph was Hiram Joseph&#039;s chosen successor or the one Joseph said would lead the church to hell. Oh, that&#039;s a, that&#039;ll grab you like, oh, I wanna know what that&#039;s about. I&#039;m now willing to read two paragraphs, you know, it kind of teas and helps people get into it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=25m20s 25:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. What you actually did was add more text that we have to read&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=25m24s 25:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: right in the grand scheme.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=25m26s 25:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: But we have a, you gave us a reason to read it because that was my exact experience. Like I would scroll past that especially when I&#039;m just like, like when I usually am on is when I&#039;m like uh tired at the end of the day and taking a break from work. So you know what I mean? I don&#039;t want to commit to reading, but when you give me a reason to read it, then I will. Yeah. Good, good, good example.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=25m49s 25:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: OK? You mentioned this one. Pop culture makes it engaging. You know, if you like Marvel, you&#039;re like, oh snap, I remember that, you know the Ragnarok was that Ragnarok? I think it was Ragnarok movie. Um Brigham, you know, this is, this is a poke at church history stuff. Brigham. Yes, Joseph, I will. I, and you have to be the one to lead the church. Oh no, Joseph, not I I am but a man God has chosen you. Everyone else will lead the church to hell, Joseph. I see. This must be with great reluctance. I will do it for you and for the Lord and then the choir sings. Oh&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=26m33s 26:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: oh OK. This is so good because people who know the movie get that side of it. People who know church history and, and what you are quoting what you are citing, right? So that&#039;s one thing, memes are like the ultimate, the ultra ultra inside jokes as well, right? Like this can amuse anybody but people who really know exactly what you&#039;re hitting on are dying. OK. That&#039;s awesome.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=27m01s 27:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: And, and, and your, and your uncle who won&#039;t if you try to send you, you know, you, you mentioned like, well, they know what you&#039;re talking about if you were to send that person, the pages from the Joseph Smith papers to read or some clips from articles, they&#039;ll be like, oh, I&#039;m not reading that article but if they like Marvel, if they like, you know, uh Homer Simpson or whoever, then maybe they&#039;ll read it because it&#039;s got something in it from pop culture that actually will draw them in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=27m31s 27:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and, and you can follow the example of what you did on the Brigham meme where you could send the data points behind it. But the meme first, right? Send the meme and then attach the because if they want to argue with you about that meme. Well, here&#039;s all of the evidence and so that&#039;s a great way to do it. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=27m51s 27:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Number three, reader doesn&#039;t necessarily have to look anything up and this is addressing what I just said actually, uh here&#039;s Drake, he&#039;s a uh a pop star rapper guy, I believe um getting a friend to open their scriptures to understand a verse. Oh no, oh no. Getting a friend to read a document in the Joseph Smith papers. Oh no. Oh no. Getting a friend to read that same information with a picture of their favorite movie star or cartoon characters, picture. Oh, bring it up.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=28m24s 28:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: You got it. Yep. And I have no idea who Drake is, but I&#039;ve seen this meme all over the place because it&#039;s soy. So OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=28m31s 28:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Exactly. So, laughter and learning humor, boost retention. So I found this study it said humor activates the brain&#039;s dopamine reward system, stimulating goal oriented motivation and long term memory, which means that humor can improve retention in students of all ages. So if you have something funny in it, um it helps it to stick in their brain. Number five, it&#039;s more likely to be shared. It&#039;s kind of a, a low quality uh graphic, but it says visual content is now 40 times more likely to be shared on social networks. So if you just do some print, it&#039;s chances are substantially less uh po you know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s le less that it&#039;s going to be sent out 40 times more likely if it&#039;s got a picture.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=29m27s 29:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s cool. That makes me, I have to interrupt you for a second. I&#039;m sorry, because I&#039;m, I&#039;m a little proud of myself that some of my full text, like I, I did a couple of lists of questions about polygamy for people to find out and it got shared broadly. And so I&#039;m like, oh, what picture? Sometimes a picture isn&#039;t appropriate, you know, and it still can be shared if it&#039;s really good content, but it&#039;s good to know to include a picture if at all possible. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=29m52s 29:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: and so we should probably make that into a meme too or a bunch of me, you know, with pictures and stuff. So that&#039;d be great on the right here is the olden days, you know, she&#039;s got her eighties style hairstyle style hairstyle and she&#039;s out there handing out her flyers trying to get information out. You know, that was the olden days now with digital, you don&#039;t have to go to the photocopy shop. You don&#039;t have to, you know, stand out on a street corner, sweating it up, handing out flyers. You can simply digitally send it out and it gets sent out again and again and again. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=30m27s 30:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: great. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=30m29s 30:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Number seven. Breathe for short attention spans. Oh, that got cut off a little bit. Uh You see on the right there, it says gospel topics, essay writers and he&#039;s fitting his facts into the church narrative, which is round. This is a scene from one of the greatest documentaries of all time and it&#039;s called idiocracy. So if somebody has one of those short hamster attention spans, you know, you can get it really fast because it&#039;s this one&#039;s nice and punchy. I can&#039;t read the scriptures for you, but I can give it to you mean sure enough for your attention span like a hamster still to get come on or the rings, you gotta love it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=31m10s 31:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That was a good one. I like that one but I saw it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=31m13s 31:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Ok. So number eight outrageous is more memorable. So if you ever do any study into memory, um you know, if you take something that, you know, OK, these guys that can like memorize a whole deck of cards and you go, how do they do that? If you talk to them about, they&#039;re like, well, there&#039;s the blueberries that were coming out of my eyeballs and they squished on the ground and they turn into ice and like they do these visual things, these outrageous things and it helps it to stick. So, here&#039;s an outrageous picture of this little guy LD is pushing on a growing number of members who question. Yeah. Ok. That is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=31m51s 31:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: a hilarious meme. I love that one. It&#039;s very, very funny. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=31m57s 31:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Uh So they, they&#039;re anonymous. Um, you know, one of the, one of the major issues that you deal with, um Michelle is that you are doing uh a record over time of your journey. If somebody goes back to video number three and compares it to video 100 and whatever and sees that you&#039;ve changed something, they could make you an offender for a word where they go. You said that you believe da da da, da da and you go, well, I, I&#039;ve evolved, I used to believe that until I was presented with other information and now I, I believe that fill in the blank and people can give you a hard time about that because memes don&#039;t have your name on them unless you want them to, they&#039;re just passed around. You could have an idea and send it out into the inter webs and it just does what it&#039;s gonna do and you could change your mind later on and make a new meme, but it&#039;s not like somebody&#039;s gonna bust your chops because of the old meme that you made also. And I&#039;ll get one, I&#039;ll get one of the reasons for being anonymous. But that, that&#039;s a big reason anyways. Yes, we&#039;re gonna say Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=33m03s 33:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Yeah, you&#039;re gonna get into more reasons because there are a lot of other reasons. Well, and in my defense, I do have to say the only thing I think I have changed my mind about is whether or not we can verify that it is whether or not Joseph dabbled it all in polygamy and whether or not we can verify that. I think that&#039;s the only thing on my podcast that I really changed my mind about. I think other than that, I&#039;ve been pretty consistent and it&#039;s, yeah, it is. It&#039;s because I learned a whole lot more.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=33m30s 33:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Yes. And also any misspoken things that all the technical stuff that you have to go through in the course of an episode. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=33m41s 33:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. The worst one were the, were the three I was doing with no producer when I tried to say because I don&#039;t believe Joseph was a polygamist and somehow it came out because I don&#039;t believe Joseph was a prophet. I got a lot of response on that one. So, so in the record again, I do believe Joseph was a prophet. I don&#039;t believe Joseph was a polygamist in case anyone is still hung up on that one. OK,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=34m03s 34:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: so this is a scene from one of the greatest movies of all time. Let me tell you something. Let me, let me tell you about the interesting church history documents. I&#039;ve been researching la la la, I&#039;m not listening and TB M people say true believing Mormon or you know that that&#039;s usually the in the box. Uh Yeah. Um And then the heretic there is on the right now. Uh I, I put this after this other slide just because, you know, sometimes people, um you know, you could share an anonymous, you, you, you don&#039;t have, you could be the one that made the, the meme and then share it with somebody who won&#039;t hear it from you, but you could give them the meme. That&#039;s just, oh, what do you think of this meme? Um And maybe they might listen to it because you&#039;re not the one that made it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=34m48s 34:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Can I, can I say something on this one as well? Are you, are you? Well, I have a couple of questions that this one makes me think of. Um First of all, are you going into the apostate versus heretic? OK. So I&#039;ll say that because that&#039;s, that was awesome. That was a good epiphany for me, from your, from your group. But also I think a really important thing and maybe you&#039;ll go into this as well, but it&#039;s how helpful means can be to the meme maker because often you have things that you need to say that you&#039;re not free to say, right? Just like people who are in the closet more. I&#039;m, I&#039;m wide out in the open. So this doesn&#039;t affect me as much. But I know that when I went through a really difficult time with the church, it was when I was engaging with the bishop over my lot&#039;s wife, insights and I, and I knew that those insights were true and I was told that I had to say I was wrong and that I was never to say those things again. And you know, I, and it was so important to me to be able to write that paper out. I thought was the first time I presented at Sunstone. And there&#039;s something important about saying what needs to be said. And memes give you the chance to do that like they can actually be, be incredibly cathartic and healing to the person making them who feels, it gives them a voice when they feel like they&#039;re not able to express, express themselves and use their voice. And it&#039;s so anyone in that situation consider memes, they can be anonymous, you don&#039;t have to put, but you can say what needs to be said and that&#039;s really&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=36m10s 36:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: useful, nailed it. Um And this goes back to that same thing last week&#039;s belief that you now realize was just a false tradition. There&#039;s spongebob burning it up. Yeah. So, you know, it allows you to evolve where you can make other memes and put away the old ones. And number 10, anyone can make them who me pe people say. Oh no, I&#039;ve never done that but it&#039;s, it&#039;s pretty danged easy. Uh So right here this is,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=36m38s 36:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: can I speak to that again as well? Like, like that is for me. That&#039;s totally for me because I, you&#039;re an artist. I do not have an artistic bone in my body. Really like none. Zero, you know, and so I, the first time I made a meme, I was so proud of myself and I, I do it the like least efficient way. I know nothing about how to do it. But I had this idea that grew from a couple of ideas. I saw that I was like, oh, it&#039;s brilliant, brilliant, brilliant, you know, and I made a meme and my kids helped me and, and I was like, like, it&#039;s really fun and gratifying and you really can learn to make a meme. I think you&#039;re gonna help us learn to do it better. But I went on from there and made, I&#039;ve made several memes now and it&#039;s really fun and I can do it and I didn&#039;t think I could. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=37m27s 37:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Yeah. You know, back in college I had a Photoshop class. It was a class just on Photoshop and it was so complicated and I think people could think that these um well, you gotta be good at Photoshop. You gotta, you gotta have some expensive software. I, I don&#039;t know how to do that stuff. No, no, no, no, no, it&#039;s on your stinking phone and most people have phones. Um, and so here on the left, here, uh on the far left, um, I just did a screenshot of a bunch of, you know, this is actually for a Samsung phone. I&#039;m sure iphones are the same deal. You know, you can get on there and find meme generator or meme maker or meme, you know, there&#039;s a ton of different apps out there. Generally they&#039;re free and or you get a paid version if you don&#039;t want ads, that kind of thing, but it makes it totally easy. Uh The one in the middle is for collage making, like sometimes you may have like different pictures you want to put together and there&#039;s different apps for that and the one on the far right is uh to cut and paste, like maybe you want to take a head off of somebody and put it on somebody else, that kind of thing. Those are usually the, the three, the three main apps that that I use. Um And I do all my, all mine on the phone um on my phone. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=38m42s 38:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, New Year&#039;s resolution for me. I don&#039;t do New Year&#039;s resolutions, but I am I, I am going to try, I&#039;ve never done that. Like I make memes the dumbest way, you know, like, like take the pictures myself first of all, or go into like Google slides and try to put some text on. So I am going to use like one from each column and this next year and make a meme and that is my, my goal. So OK, I&#039;m going to get better at me making&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=39m14s 39:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: do it. OK. So I&#039;m gonna go ahead and do a meme making tutorial. I recorded this earlier.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=39m21s 39:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, let me try to do that for you. Here we go. So this is Jeremy&#039;s special presentation just for us on how to make a meme. So everyone get out your notebooks, take notes and be ready to watch this again because it&#039;s great fun. Here it goes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=39m36s 39:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Brothers insist. Yeah, we&#039;re gonna do a meme tutorial. I have open here, uh an app called Meme Generator. It&#039;s free on Android. I don&#039;t know about uh iphones but uh if you go to the stores, you can find all kinds of app, free apps uh for the meme making world. And as I kind of scroll through these kind of slow, you can see there&#039;s a ton of them. You just choose a picture and slap some words on there and you&#039;re off to the races. Bada bing, bada. Boom. Easy. Peasy. Lemon squeezy. You have a meme and you can, you know, save it and share it as I scroll through these. I bet there&#039;s a bunch you&#039;re like, oh, I know that one. I know that one, that&#039;s where people are getting that. Um, like I said, this is just one of many, many apps. So, and, and to do it, I mean, heck you just click on one and then you, you just, you know, change the words to be what you want. So there you go. Um, but we&#039;re not gonna do one from a, uh, one of their pictures. I had an idea last night that I wanna do in honor of Michelle Stone and, uh, people like her, you know, as you become a youtube personality and as you become a, um, an authority or a perceived authority on a topic, people start asking you do you to do stuff that they should do for themselves. And I&#039;m not saying that Michelle is, uh, is having that happen, but I imagine she is and, uh, I thought it&#039;d be fun to do something that kind of pokes at that. Um, you know, I, it&#039;s just like with anything, any, any channel, I mean, if you&#039;ve got a gardening channel, uh, people are gonna contact you in the notes and be like, uh, I&#039;m in zone six B, can I plant potatoes in September? Uh, Google it. Silly Billy. Ok. So what I&#039;m gonna do is something about that using this, uh, meme generator, but I&#039;m gonna use my own pictures. So I&#039;m gonna go to Google and I&#039;m gonna put in some keywords to try to find some pictures. I&#039;m gonna do a woman carrying uh heavy, oops, my spelling got bad, carrying a heavy load. Let&#039;s see what comes up with images. I&#039;ll see what catches my eye. Ok. So there&#039;s gonna be a bunch like this that have watermarks on them. I would never use one that has water marks. No, thank you. It just looks bad. I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t like it no matter how much. I like the picture. I won&#039;t use it. Um, and I&#039;m not saying that I won&#039;t use some that are from paid sites. Um, it&#039;s up to you. What you want to do with that. The reality is, is that, oh, I like this one. I like this one. the reality is, is that, uh, the chances of you being, uh, in trouble for using a, a paid photo in your meme is negligible, um, usually just be in trouble if you used it for, um, you know, if you were trying to make money doing advertising with it or something like that. But, uh, anyways, uh, let&#039;s move on. The next one is why don&#039;t we do, uh, overwhelmed. Oops, I spelled that weird housewife and see what that comes up with. See what comes out to me. What sticks out. I like the pictures that I just go. Boom. I like that 10, I like that one. Ok. This is a Superstock one and I&#039;ll use it whatever. Um, I&#039;m just gonna crop out the part that has the thing that says Superstock on it. Perhaps. You think me of, uh, ill morality. Hey, you just don&#039;t do it. Ok. Uh, let&#039;s see here. Um, the last one I wanna do is, uh, adult tying, uh, shoes. Let&#039;s see what that comes up with. Oh, I like this one. The husband or the man tying the little person&#039;s shoes, but it doesn&#039;t, it&#039;s not my favorite. Oh, I like this one. Let&#039;s use that one. Download image. OK. So now I&#039;m going to go back to this meme generator and I&#039;m going to click on this lower right corner that says custom meme and I&#039;m going to do the second from the bottom collage multi panel meme. I&#039;m gonna look for one that&#039;s got a place for three pictures, right? Did I miss one? I thought I thought there was one on here. Oh, right here. Ok. Add picture. Um I&#039;m gonna do this lady first make her a little bigger so you can kind of see what&#039;s going on. I&#039;m gonna do the second one. Is this lady and I&#039;m gonna kinda make the super stock go off the bottom a little bit, maybe like that. And I&#039;m gonna use the third one. The lady with the little girl tying her shoe. That looks good. Next step. Ok. What are my words? I&#039;m gonna say asking Michelle Stone to do church history research that you could do for yourself is like dot dot dot And let&#039;s make this one more line so it fits the space. OK? I like that. I&#039;m gonna say text um asking this woman to carry something for you and I&#039;m gonna go ahead and put a background on that fill, fill the background. Probably don&#039;t need that many lines. I I&#039;ll just do three lines and see how that looks asking this woman to carry something for you. Ha ha ha ha. OK. Uh Now I&#039;m gonna do this next one. I&#039;m not gonna say woman again, I&#039;m gonna say lady, so it&#039;s not redundant asking this. Oops. Yeah, this lady to say mop your floor. Ok. And let&#039;s make that smaller. I wanna see the dishes there and I want it to be kind of a similar size as the other one asking this lady to mop your floor. Uh It&#039;s a little bit bigger but that looks, that&#039;s fine. Ok. Now the next one, asking your mommy, oops, mommy to tie your shoes when you already know how oh snap. OK. Let&#039;s move that we have to put this up high because if we put it over her tying of her shoes, then we won&#039;t be able to see the fact that she&#039;s tying her shoes. All right, let&#039;s, let&#039;s let this one sink in asking Michelle Stone to do church history research that you could do for yourself is like asking this woman to carry something, carry something for you, asking this lady to mop your floor asking your mommy to tie your shoes. Oh, this is a zinger. This is a zinger. I think that this is to help people to go to empower people, you know, to not rely on Michelle to try to do their, there are research for them. Let me move this over just to here. All right, that&#039;s it. So now I&#039;m going to go ahead and press save, save as image. OK? And now this can be shared to your heart&#039;s delight.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=47m58s 47:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Peace. That was great. I love&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=48m06s 48:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: it. So easy, so easy. Everyone can do it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=48m10s 48:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? So I&#039;m gonna add your presentation. Do you, are you keep continuing your&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=48m15s 48:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: presentation? We&#039;re gonna keep on struck. So I&#039;m gonna do just a few tips here to make your memes more effective. Uh First of all, it&#039;s interesting. This is an actual meme template. It is so dark. First of all, just the picture is bad, you know. But I, I, you can&#039;t, you can&#039;t even read what the dude&#039;s saying. Can you like there&#039;s, the guy is saying something in the upper left one, but you can&#039;t read it. So the guy is saying uh maybe don&#039;t choose some weird, hard to read font, put it in a contrasting color and make it big enough to read and maybe I&#039;ll listen. Yeah. Like so sometimes I see a great meme but like you can&#039;t really read it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=48m55s 48:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;ve done that before. Yeah. Yeah. The idea behind the meme Yeah. The idea behind the meme is you don&#039;t have to work hard. It&#039;s right there. It just, it just shouts out at you. So don&#039;t. Yes, that&#039;s ok. Point taken very, very&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=49m09s 49:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: good. I, I often times will see kids or even adults on the side of the road, like, with a big song in ballpoint pen that says car wash or something and you&#039;re driving by, like, I can&#039;t read that or they have a bunch of work, you know, it&#039;s like uh you need to understand how eyes work brevity wins. So where does your eye go first with this one? Probably the one on the left apostate one who not agree brethren. So that&#039;s a brief, whereas the one on the right, it&#039;s great, but it&#039;s got more words. Bishop. Why on the day that historians say that Joseph Smith gave the 12 authority to leave the church. Does Joseph&#039;s journal read simply in counsel and warm somewhat. Oh, that&#039;s an easy one. Read. Your scriptures, say your prayers. All the prophet pay your tithing and attend the temple.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=50m00s 50:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So they&#039;re both great. Just the fewer words, the more likely it is to be read and share. So it&#039;s not saying you can&#039;t use a lot of words just there&#039;s a cost benefit.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=50m14s 50:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Exactly. Um So the one on the right here when you ask me to sum up a lifetime of study into a bite size nugget. So you can judge in a moment of deliberation, whether what I believe is right or wrong. There&#039;s people that do that to us, they, you know, like, well, just give me the cliff note five seconds, you know, and we&#039;re like, oh my gosh, you, you gotta put more effort into it than that. But that&#039;s really what memes are trying to do, trying to put it all into just a punch of information that you can give to somebody. Now, this one on the right is one that I made that I count as one of the most important things that I found, ok, that I think is super interesting and everybody should be aware of. I bet you very few have actually taken the time to read it. It&#039;s, it&#039;s one of those things where it&#039;s like I&#039;ve taken the articles where you don&#039;t have to go find them, but there&#039;s still old timey documents, old timey, you know, that I don&#039;t know if there&#039;s enough there to get people to want to read it. I probably need to have a better catch line at the top. You know, there&#039;s some things I could do but sometimes they just aren&#039;t going to be brief, you know, but as a result and, and like you say, the the result, net result though is less people are going to read it. But still that is a really good bit of information as long as it is.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=51m39s 51:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok? So go back to that one at the at the risk of having you pull out a face at me that is in the first meme. Now that you&#039;ve got everyone intrigued by what you found, do you want to tell us what it is?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=51m54s 51:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: So, a while back, I did a really deep dive into the topic of fast offerings and just trying to find out where did that come from? You know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s not in the scriptures. Well, it is in the scriptures, it&#039;s in Isaiah. Um only if you connect dots that aren&#039;t really there. So I, I went back and I found these two articles um that talk about fast offerings and their origin. And it&#039;s like it, it is, it&#039;s just wild like, you know, you read in the, the church uh curriculum and it will say things like God instituted the law of the fast offering to provide for the poor. It, it says that but there&#039;s never gonna be any footnote on it because there is no footnote on it because if you go back to the history of it, the, the one I can&#039;t, it&#039;s a small writing on my screen, but one of them is basically saying the history is that Joseph Smith had, there&#039;s a bunch of people that came into the city and he did a short term fundraiser to um provide for their needs and they called it a fast offering, right? And then much, much later, um Brigham Young instituted again and it became a practice uh in the church, but it doesn&#039;t say anything about revelation or God instituted it or it&#039;s from the scriptures or anything like that. It was just they, they made it up&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=53m17s 53:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: super good to know. So this is like one of those maybe where you do the meme without um it could be one where you do the meme, then get the point across and then attach, attach the um information for people who wanna learn, learn more is another option. So OK, that&#039;s awesome. Thank you. And people will be able to look those sources up or I can include them below because that&#039;s like a whole new bit of information for anyone who hasn&#039;t seen that before, which chooses me. So, thank you. That&#039;s awesome.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=53m44s 53:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Now, um this is kind of a home for people who are kind of like the guy with the tie there, kids, kids, you&#039;re both just awful. It&#039;s kind of we, we find ourselves in this place where it&#039;s like we&#039;re not, we&#039;re not um completely on board with everything the current church is teaching for, you know, the current narrative with everything. I mean, it may just be one single doctrine or maybe many doctrines or practices or something. And then we&#039;re not on the other side and X mo is really not a very good name. These, these names stink. We are so bad about defining, you know, who, who people are because a lot of people go with TB M. True Blue Mormon. Well, I&#039;m a True Blue Mormon, I believe in the book of Mormon. The people that go to church right now, most of them, they don&#039;t, they don&#039;t believe in the book of Mormon. You know, and most people are like, well, I&#039;m in, I got kicked out of the church but, but I still believe, like, I, I&#039;m not anti Joseph Smith. I&#039;m not, you know, like, so these labels stink but just trying to say that like the people in this group generally are kind of in the middle land where they&#039;re like, well, I see that there&#039;s some issues with the church. All is, well, not all is not. Well, in Zion and I want to have a place to kind of hash through some of that stuff with other people. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=54m58s 54:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: love it. Let me, let me chime in on the TB M. So usually that&#039;s true Blue Mormon or True believing Mormon, how I&#039;ve come to interpret that now is kind of people who are really concerned with boundaries. Like they&#039;re the people who say if you think that why don&#039;t you just leave or you need to be kicked out the people who are like anxiously waiting for someone like me to be kicked out of the church, you know, like, like it, it, it does tend to be a little bit of a, um, maybe like, it&#039;s used kind of as a pejorative I would say, right. And so, so I don&#039;t think it&#039;s people who just have a test like I know a lot. So my best friend who I just was talking to last night is as faithful as they come. But she will engage with me and have awesome conversations. Right? So it&#039;s just about being open to ideas or being like you&#039;re not allowed to say that. Right. That&#039;s what I think you&#039;re trying to encap, we&#039;re trying to encapsulate with that. And now, yeah, the exos are like, throw it all out. Joseph was a con man and anyone who, and the church has only bad and anyone who believes it is kind of stupid, right? Like anyway, maybe that&#039;s overstated, but that&#039;s kind of what it&#039;s getting to. It&#039;s like there are a lot of us that don&#039;t fit into either category.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=56m02s 56:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Yeah, exactly. So this is an important distinction to make words matter, right? Um So apostate the definition, the actual definition of apostate on the left is someone a person who forsakes his religion cause party et cetera, forsake means complete, complete leave, right? You&#039;re completely gone. Whereas heretic is a professed believer who maintains religious opinions contrary to those accepted by their church or rejects doctrines prescribed by that church. So that&#039;s what this group is about being a heretic, not an apostate where you just completely have said, oh, there&#039;s no God, there&#039;s no, you know, scriptures are fairy tales and whatever,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=56m49s 56:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? I love. This is this is a distinction that memes in this group brought to my attention. I was like, oh, I love that because so an apostate, this is the way I would describe it. Like where I do an apostate is someone who from the, who is on the outside who no longer considers themselves a member of the tribe who doesn&#039;t affiliate or, or at least doesn&#039;t make, you know what I mean? They do not attend church, they don&#039;t grapple with the questions, right? They have left and a heretic is like, we&#039;re the ones kind of that are like in the battle, taking arrows from both sides. Like it is a hard place to be, but we&#039;re the ones on the inside. Still TB M still true. Leading members of the church who just say, hey, this idea of the prophet can never lead the church astray and follow the prophet isn&#039;t great and it&#039;s not scriptural, right? Like that&#039;s kind of where we are. It&#039;s like, like, like there&#039;s value in the church, there&#039;s so much value in the gospel. There&#039;s value in the scriptures and reading the scriptures kind of shows us that all is not well and Zion, oh look the scriptures even tell us all is not well and Zion and don&#039;t say that, right? So, so anyway, I think it&#039;s good to, to say we are on the inside wanting to be on the inside, right? We like, like I know that many people have left the church or some have been kicked out but still consider themselves believers in the gospel of Jesus Christ as restored through the prophet Joseph Smith. So, so I think that&#039;s a really useful distinction whenever people call me. Um whenever someone wants to call me an apostate for now, and I&#039;m just gonna say, nope, I&#039;m not an apostate. I&#039;m a heretic.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=58m23s 58:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: That&#039;s right. Get it straight. And the challenge with that, the, the, the challenge with that though, Michelle Michelle E Kins is that the church has um has changed the definition, you know, to be, I mean, well, well, it, it&#039;s if, if you, if you look online, it, it&#039;s, if you are disagreeing publicly with the brethren, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=58m47s 58:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: then you can be labeled being an apostate.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=58m50s 58:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Correct. Yeah, you&#039;re, you&#039;re in apostasy according to I believe the handbook. So, oh, this is a meme about that. But how do you know she&#039;s an apostate because she said something different than the quorum of the 15. But do not heretics also say something different than church leaders. Oh, yeah. There are ways of telling whether she is an apostate. Does she talk about these beliefs publicly? Yes. Yes, she does. She&#039;s an apostate, excommunicate her.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=59m24s 59:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s great. I almost feel like they should also say, throw her in the river, see if she floats. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=59m32s 59:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: And I could have added a bunch more. Uh&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=59m34s 59:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: This is great. This is great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=59m37s 59:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: So, in our group the apostle group, you know, on one extreme, you might have somebody who attends church every Sunday holds a calling and pays tithing, raises her hand to sustain leaders, believes almost all L Ds doctrines, but firmly believes tithing the poor is wrong and would be happy to show you the scriptures why this is the case. So there&#039;s some people that just like maybe they are one thing that&#039;s kind of like a hang up, you know. Um and they&#039;re there to talk about that and other things and in, in the group and then on the other extreme, you&#039;ve got people who are happy to attend any Christian church that seeks to follow Christ believes in God and the book of Mormon, but doesn&#039;t believe there&#039;s been an actual prophet since Joseph Smith views current L DS leadership more like directing more board of a corporation. So, you know, you&#039;ve got people that are like much more extreme on one end and just coming into the group, you need to realize there&#039;s, there&#039;s all kinds in the group.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m28s 1:00:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah, like sometimes I just scroll past memes that are like, I, I personally don&#039;t like um super critical, I don&#039;t like being hypercritical of leaders or, you know, some people do. And so, so I, I think like, recognize not every meme is going to be for you and give yourself permission to scroll by, right? And I have, I&#039;m sorry to be picky, but I have to correct your meme here. You totally put the women on the wrong side. You have the sleeveless one in the first category, which is a big,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m02s 1:01:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: oh my gosh. I, I&#039;ll have to fix that. Maybe we can fix it and post so and just so, you know, too, there may be people who, who are totally like, oh, I want to get in that groove and stir it up. Well, I&#039;m, you know, yeah, trolls. So just know that it, you won&#039;t last long. If you break our rules, if you&#039;re annoying, if you&#039;re promoting your abominations, you&#039;re gonna get kicked out quick. So you might as well save your time and not give us grief.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m35s 1:01:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s great. And I also have to say we have some, there are some people in the group that are like using it as a cross lighting tool in terms of like their Christian religion or to save people from the abomination of Mormonism or to come in and like, I&#039;m gonna, I&#039;m gonna like, even even be sort of a TB M and I&#039;m gonna call all these people to repent it. Like it&#039;s just annoying. Don&#039;t do it. That&#039;s, that&#039;s another group for you. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m57s 1:01:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: exactly. Um, and I put this one in here, I heard you got kicked out of the vegetarians. Facebook group. Yeah. Those people got no class. Aren&#039;t you a meat eater? Well, yeah. Well, what were you posting about? I was telling them how dumb they were, were for not eating meat and you&#039;re surprised you got kicked out. Hey, those people just want an echo chamber. It&#039;s not my fault if they don&#039;t have, if they aren&#039;t open minded to other opinions.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m22s 1:02:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Exactly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m23s 1:02:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Ok. So, yeah, I know that the group, it&#039;s not a, oh, come in and say whatever you want group, it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not an open discussion group. It&#039;s more, it&#039;s a niche group for people who are, again, believe that something is, needs to be fixed in church doctrine or practices. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m44s 1:02:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And also people who use various groups to come on and sell their wares to promote whatever they like. Like just don&#039;t. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m53s 1:02:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: a, so we have two main different camps uh in our group out of the closet Apostle Meers. These are people that are posting online of, you know, their, their various thoughts, very frankly. Everyone knows, they see issues in the modern church. They have no fear of repercussions. They&#039;re like, you know, I already got kicked out or I&#039;m, you know, whatever you do what you&#039;re gonna do&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m16s 1:03:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: or even if they do have fear of repercussions, they just kind of do it anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m20s 1:03:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Exactly. Exactly. And then on the other extreme, we&#039;ve got the in the closet apostle or they want to learn and post without worrying, who knows? They&#039;re not ready to face church discipline for beliefs outside the mainstream and don&#039;t want to end up in a divorce court when their unwed spouse catches wind. Um They want to be able to do missionary work on their own uh with work to their own people without being labeled as an apostate, thereby making their opportunities to be heard disappear. And I&#039;ll talk more about that. Oh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m52s 1:03:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: here&#039;s, here&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m54s 1:03:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: we will now hear a divorce case between when Judy and Bob Jensen. Judy says that she caught Bob mentioning to a friend online that not all prophetic counsel should be taken as the word of God. She, she says this is a sure sign of apostasy and she can&#039;t be married to a man who won&#039;t be in the celestial kingdom. She seeks their collection of Janice K Perry sheet music and, and mini Christi. So you know, there are people that you know that they&#039;re working on their, their spouse, they want their spouse to learn over time. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m25s 1:04:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: this also is a great example of the memes and maybe you&#039;re going to get to this. But so often I will see memes and I don&#039;t know whether to do like a laugh, uh thumbs up or like a cry. Do you know what I mean? Because that&#039;s one powerful thing about memes. They can make you laugh at the tragic, which is important, but it also gives voice. It is tragic that family relationships are so damaged by, you know, by faith, faith transitions or by people learning more. It is really a hard thing. So, so that&#039;s, that&#039;s one thing like no, no shame, no hate to the in the closet memes or in the closet like like yeah, more power to you so great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m07s 1:05:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: It&#039;s a private group and I have people who, who&#039;ve contacted me privately for two reasons. One reason is to say I want you to make this group public, make it public. And they, there are people that are short on empathy for people who are still in the closet. They&#039;re like, you need to just, you need to not be afraid and, but the, but the reality is this is that um when somebody is labeled an apostate, even if they&#039;re still in the church, it can ruin their opportunities to still share to certain people. They&#039;re trying to share to because people in our church will stop listening or a lot of them, you know, they will, they&#039;ll shun you. So, um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m52s 1:05:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and like you said, if my mom or dad find out or if my wife or the husband finds out or it&#039;s just tricky. I, I mean, I shouldn&#039;t say finds out. It&#039;s just I need to say things that, that I&#039;m not ready for everyone to me. Yeah. Mhm.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m10s 1:06:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Um And so this is the one that Dale had posted when your favorite podcaster asked you to talk about something, but you&#039;re in an Annon who needs your secret identity. And so there&#039;s people that are posting, yeah, there&#039;s people that either have fake uh account, you know, fake names or they just post anonymously on, on everything. So this, this is a note that I got from a friend of mine who is serving as a bishop who I had spoke, you know, who had gotten a hold of some of my beliefs, you know, nowadays. And he said I will pray for you my brother because it takes a lot of courage and faith to speak up. Maybe if enough people speak up something can change, we need people who think like you in the church. And, and the funny thing is, is like, what am I talking about? I&#039;m talking about scriptures and church history. Why does it take courage and faith to speak up about church history and scriptures? Oh, yeah. Yeah. And he, and this is a man who, who, who ha he has to private message me. I have people that private message me. Oh my gosh, I can never say anything about this stuff out loud because you know, I&#039;d be ostracized, you know, um in the upper right corner here, this is a quote from a friend of mine. I was sharing out some stuff about uh Gilardi&#039;s uh Isaiah writings and one of my friends responded, my mom and siblings told me Gigliotti was recently excommunicated again. Not sure I would read anything recent of his if that was true. And so that that&#039;s what can happen is if, if some, if you&#039;re labeled uh you know, apostate, oh then then you can shut doors. So just know that you can be anonymous in our group so that you don&#039;t have, don&#039;t have to shut the door of being able to help out. There are people that share our beliefs that are still every church, every church Sunday they&#039;re teaching in primary, they&#039;re teaching gospel doctrine and they&#039;re dancing around some of these issues just because they don&#039;t want to offend people or maybe they&#039;re just slyly slipping things in to get help people to think about stuff. You know. So, and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m27s 1:08:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I will say I&#039;m one like, I guess I&#039;m a good taste case study because I am attending every Sunday serving in my colleague, my husband serving in his colleague. We have a son on a mission and I&#039;m very, I, I&#039;m hoping that I&#039;m hoping that that people can see that more space is available to um you know, to speak openly and have a little bit less fear because I think that&#039;s a good movement for us. I think, you know, God has never given us the spirit of fear. And if we are in a church where we have fear to speak what feels to us as truth. And like you said, and just like, I think that&#039;s a culture, cultural um component that many of us hope will, will start to change. Because I don&#039;t think it&#039;s a, you know, a lot of people will talk about how good the church gospel is. And how problematic the culture is. And in some ways, I love the culture, but that&#039;s one part of the culture. I do not love that. Call their bishop idea. Like, let&#039;s minimize that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m22s 1:09:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: One of my friends um actually had his name removed from the church. And after a while, actually, he called me up, we were chatting and basically, he just expressed how much he just missed like the culture and going to church. And he&#039;s like, you know what? Now, I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t be influential in church. I can&#039;t teach lessons. I can&#039;t. And he went through a list of things that he can&#039;t do now to be influential to people. And he was actually trying to go through the process again of rejoining the church just so that he could still have an influence on his friends and family and stuff at, at church.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m00s 1:10:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: You know, that. And for me, it&#039;s not even as much about like influencing, like I&#039;m not necessarily trying to like at church. I don&#039;t bring any of these topics up, like, and everyone does it their way. For me, it just doesn&#039;t feel appropriate, you know, when I was many, many years ago, grappling with things, I probably said a little bit more in com you know, but I just try really hard to be inspired if I&#039;m going to make a comment that, you know, that is very in line with the gospel. I don&#039;t feel, I don&#039;t, I, I guess for me it&#039;s like if everyone brings their variety of issues to church because we have Frog Mos who are still attending. We have, you know what I mean? It&#039;s like we can&#039;t worship together. So I don&#039;t do that, but I do um I do still like without trying to change the ideas of the church at church. What I personally find great value in the church for myself and my family and God has told me to stay. So it&#039;s not even that people attending are trying to do something. It&#039;s just, I&#039;m, I am a TB M in every way except for a couple of historical things I don&#039;t agree with. Right. So there&#039;s room for people like that too anyway. So I just wanted to clarify that not everyone is even trying to influence in a different viewpoint, I guess in trying to influence in and like let&#039;s be a little bit open open to letting people attend to have different ideas and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m19s 1:11:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: views. And so often it&#039;s this influence that I&#039;m speaking of is let me help you see what the scriptures say. I&#039;m not, I&#039;m not talking about fitting some weird belief system. I&#039;m talking about guess what the scriptures say, you know. Oh my gosh, that&#039;s crazy. You know. So um I put this on here. I&#039;m not sure how much time we want to spend on this, but maybe people can pause the screen and read if they like to. But I, I just put a couple of these up here just, you know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s a long history that we have of this, you know, shunning, you know, people that have beliefs that are outside the, the norm of, you know, what&#039;s, what comes from Salt Lake. And then we, we have what comes into to our groups when your private Facebook group has a mole. There, there are people that join these groups just purely to take screenshots and to share them other places and to get people in trouble. And it just happened&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m19s 1:12:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: to me this week. It&#039;s, it&#039;s last week. It&#039;s the worst. I hate it because it&#039;s just gross. People that do that. It&#039;s gross. And then they go, you know, it&#039;s gross.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m31s 1:12:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: And so this lady is saying, hi bishop, I hate to bother you. But there&#039;s something you need to know. You have a member in your ward who is in apostasy who posts things online that are unflattering to the church. Who am I? Let&#039;s just say I&#039;m a concerned member. So there, there are actually reports of people saying that their bishop got a letter from out of state or people are researching where somebody lives and calling their bishop or state president to say, hey, do you know that? So and so said, don&#039;t follow the prophet or you know, like just there, there&#039;s people that have a, a reporting um mentality and are trying to wrap people out for what they see is they&#039;re perceived stepping outside of the lines.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m17s 1:13:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I have to say, I don&#039;t want that side of our church to win. That is to me, like, like when I deal with these people, it makes me, that&#039;s what starts to make me go. I don&#039;t want to be in this church. I don&#039;t want to be a Mormon. I don&#039;t because it&#039;s like these, if these are what Mormons are, you know, it&#039;s really like, I wish, I wish people who are engaged in this could see what they are doing to the church that there&#039;s nothing Godly or Christ like about it. It&#039;s the adversary who&#039;s the great accuser, right? And it, it pushes people out of the church and leads them away from the church. It is so awful in every possible way. Please let&#039;s not do that anymore.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m57s 1:13:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Submit to our most modern creed or face the inquisition. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m02s 1:14:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: what right. And I do like it when people will contact me privately and say, hey, I&#039;m concerned about what something you said or you know, like, like go ahead and call me out to, to me and let&#039;s have a conversation. But this reporting thing is awful. OK?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m16s 1:14:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: I threw this in here kind of random. But he, he&#039;s, you know, this meme me adding it to my meme collection and that&#039;s my hope is that people will, will go, oh man, that&#039;s such a good one and they&#039;ll save it, you know, and, and so often in conversations online and such, you know, I&#039;ll be in these groups talking about doctrine or something and instead of giving a paragraph or like cutting and pasting like lots of words meme, boom, it answers the question. You know, you can have those just immediate immediate response to somebody. This&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m49s 1:14:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is actually a great, a fantastic idea because as you said, there are so many memes in that group that going and trying to find that one. Yeah. You know, it&#039;ll take Yeah. So if you Yeah, hours you can. I&#039;m sad. I haven&#039;t been doing this. That&#039;s not my, I&#039;m I&#039;m not great at like compiling sources. So that&#039;s such a good idea to just have your list of memes that you can just post when you need, when you need them. That&#039;s brilliant. I&#039;m glad you included that one.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m18s 1:15:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Ok. So now we&#039;re, we&#039;re just gonna go through some funny memes. Yay, fun, fun and interesting ones. So uh church history be like unedited edited by the church. I actually don&#039;t wear makeup. This is how I look naturally. You know, you, you did that temple episode where you&#039;re going through the uh you know, saints and such and looking at the footnotes and you, you, when you start to really look into it, you start to see it more on the left panel than the right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m49s 1:15:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. That&#039;s great. It&#039;s, it&#039;s the one is you could use the like, what are the websites like tu where it&#039;s like, what, what I ordered. What I, yeah, yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m04s 1:16:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Another topic we do a lot of is church culture. A recent convert made the mistake of bringing a cross to an L DS chapel on Sunday. A little overboard with, uh, our disdain of a cross. It&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m17s 1:16:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is funny to be able to poke at our culture with, you know, like, like we have funny cultural practices. Maybe you have the one, but it&#039;s the guy that&#039;s, there was a recent one where the guy is drinking the monster saying coffee is against the word of wisdom. You know, we have funny stuff like that. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m35s 1:16:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: So here, here&#039;s you at church. Michelle me trying not to make a contro controversial comment at church or like that, you know, like should I say something? Should I say something? Ok, here&#039;s one of yours. My&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m49s 1:16:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: first name. Yay&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m52s 1:16:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Polygamy. We, you know that polygamy is one of many topics we cover, but I, I put a bunch of the polygamy ones on here just for, just for you. This is an inside joke.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m03s 1:17:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. Again, the inside joke thing. Yeah. Go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m06s 1:17:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Yeah. Well, if you, if you know, you know on this one. Mhm um Polygamy apologist, explaining how Joseph had 34 wives but no Children.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m19s 1:17:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So good.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m21s 1:17:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Uh I wish to be a descent of one of Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamous wives who disappears. You guys here are um L DS church mommy. On the right. Brigham&#039;s polygamy statements. Um She&#039;s showing love and attention to Joseph&#039;s polygamy statements are almost crowning. And then Hiram&#039;s Pmy statements are deep underwater, dead skeleton.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m48s 1:17:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: These are perfect and we should, we should say I&#039;m glad you included these because it&#039;s my podcast. And so people who listen to my podcast will, will get all of these right? But the great aposto, as you said, there are millions of topics. I mean, there are like, there&#039;s a wide range of topics covered. We just chose these, oh, this,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m06s 1:18:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: there&#039;s lots of Brigham ones. Uh when someone says that one of Brigham&#039;s quotes that makes them sound bad to be read in context, context, look something nice was in it too. And then you got Brigham&#039;s actual quote, which is the doggy. Do do I&#039;ve had that happen so many times where it&#039;s like a racist comment or something that Brigham made and, and you can massage it all you want it, it was racist, it was bad, you know. And then they go, well, it makes it worse.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m31s 1:18:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. Yes, it does. It&#039;s like, no, why did he say that? He spent a page and a half building up to it and,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m40s 1:18:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: oh my gosh. Yeah. But, but he did say, you know, I don&#039;t know. So, but he did say that we should care for our brother in that. Ok. Ok. That makes the better.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m53s 1:18:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m53s 1:18:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: funny. So I gave this just an example we, you know, we don&#039;t have to read all these, but just, there&#039;s a lot of these memes that are just a picture of who said it and the quote with, with a reference I love when it&#039;s got a reference where somebody can go. Where did you get that from? You know, references are so important for stuff like this. So somebody can look up online journal of discourses. Volume three. Number one, boy, it really does say those words in here where he was talking about putting the screws on somebody for not paying tithing war, war. W I&#039;m gonna levy your property. So this is one that uh I put together another church history one that uh you know, some of these, I&#039;m not going to dwell on. I&#039;m just gonna skim over them real quickly. But these are, you know, that, that one is visually very interesting. You know, it&#039;s like a roar shock of Brigham&#039;s head. I think it created some interest and um I did not put any uh references on there, but somebody could easily look those up if they try to.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m57s 1:19:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: This was the one I saw as I was preparing for my fourth temple. One that I was like, I didn&#039;t include that. So that&#039;s and, and I did include it because I saw the meme. So yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m10s 1:20:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: so we do a lot of these two. I I would call it a fishing, mean that awkward moment when an investigator wants to get baptized and you share 3537 instead of first ne 537. So it doesn&#039;t tell you what the scripture is. If you want to know, you gotta look it up. You got your scriptures up.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m31s 1:20:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We&#039;re not gonna tell him,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m32s 1:20:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: we&#039;re gonna keep going. I&#039;m just gonna keep, so there&#039;s, there&#039;s a bunch, I mean, you, you&#039;ve got fans in our group for sure, uh your, your podcast. And so this is one that was made. Uh Thank you for defending Joseph, not you Smith from false accusations. And you&#039;ve got some of the uh face, familiar faces that are uh you know, uh uh proponents of uh Joseph the mono. There you go. I threw this one up here really quick. Just, you know, like I said, there&#039;s a lot of these memes that we have. It&#039;s just trying to get you to read a little quote, a picture of, of drawing of Hiram with him talking about um polygamy saying bad stuff about it. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m19s 1:21:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s good to connect that one to Hiram dead at the bottom of the pool. The quotes of Hiram have just been scrubbed from that what you had. And so that&#039;s a good thing we recognize. Where&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m31s 1:21:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: are his quotes? So, yeah, they&#039;re around, they&#039;re just buried. This is, this is a quote from you. It was just the thumb, the red brick store. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m41s 1:21:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: episodes I should interject here as we&#039;re going through. I think Jeremy I think the rest of the presentation is memes that you&#039;ve just grasped. And so, so I asked him to do this because I just wanted to go through a bunch of them. But I want to just let people know that you can also just go on the great apostle me. Like, like I want, let&#039;s talk for a minute and then we&#039;ll come back and finish some more of these. Is that OK? And we can um so I&#039;m gonna just like, um take this off for a minute. But I do think like, hopefully you&#039;re getting the idea of how memes can be used. And if there&#039;s not a meme, you have found that does what you need it to do. It&#039;s such an important tool. I love Jeremy&#039;s idea of like either gathering them or creating them and share a meme in those conversations that are, you know, ideally with some humor, maybe a little bit of bite you. Like, it&#039;s a really effective communication vehicle that&#039;s available to us in this day and age. It&#039;s so fun and it is, I guess it&#039;s important to know how helpful and cathartic. It can be to people who are grappling with these things to both see them with, with the one that um you had deleted Jeremy that you hadn&#039;t included the meme but talked about how it makes someone an epiphany. I need to find this one. But the one about welcome, like, like it&#039;s Jesus hugging a man saying, I&#039;m so glad you never drank coffee. It, it kind of does the same thing, you know where it&#039;s like, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m07s 1:23:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: do I really expect that&#039;s going to be the case?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m09s 1:23:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Really? Right. Right. It just kind of lets us look at things with like not saying anyone should drink coffee. Just maybe we should change our paradigm. A little help us be a little less judgmental. A little less pharisee and a little more led by the spirit than just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m26s 1:23:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: I think that there&#039;s still a certain amount of people that dismiss means just as thinking that they are um uh frivolous or you know, but they are a powerful communication tool and, and the fact that they can just be passed around like crazy and changed,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m47s 1:23:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? They have massive cultural impact even in, in all realms. And so it&#039;s really like, it&#039;s important to really um understand what is happening in this realm and to utilize it. If you feel so, you know, if you feel called to it, we&#039;re gonna go through and just continue with some of these. Anyone wants us to stick around, we&#039;ll just go through some memes quickly and probably leave you hanging. But we will leave a link below to the great Aposto meme for anyone who would like to join in and then, you know, it would be super fun. I want to invite people in the comments. Please share your favorite memes. Let&#039;s like load the comments with memes that people could just scroll through and amuse themselves for a little while or you know, speak some important things that they feel need to be shared. So please share your favorite memes in the comments. In the spirit of sharing. My producer collected several memes that she and I thought were funny. So I&#039;ll share a few of those here. This first one is so on point. Dad is Santa Claus a hoax. Of course not, son. Think how many people would have to be in on it, right? How many times are we told that collusion cannot happen even though we see it happening all the time. Oh This one. No, we can&#039;t claim that slavery is OK because it&#039;s in the Old Testament. But of course, polygamy is not only OK, it&#039;s absolutely necessary because it&#039;s in the Old Testament, right? This speaks to a much bigger principle. This is so great. I happen to love Jordan Peterson and this Kathy Newman interview was a riot. So yet the evidence for Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy is questionable and deserves critical examination. So what you&#039;re saying is that you&#039;re an apostate and I shouldn&#039;t listen to you pretty much. That&#039;s exactly what tends to happen. This one made me laugh. I, I would like to think that I and many others can put a stop to these bad ideas. So that was, that was rather a fun one for me to get to see this one also made me laugh aloud the entire war trying to stop me from quoting Brigham Young. It&#039;s so true. Even sometimes when I&#039;m at like discussion groups with very educated church historians or scholars, you cannot quote Brigham Young without getting a lot of pushback. So this one was pretty funny. And then this one, it just, I love the ones that just poke at our culture, right? Better pray that we&#039;ll travel home in safety just like we need to pray that the, um, that the donuts and soda will nourish and strengthen our bodies, right? And then this is just so apropos for all of those people who just think polygamy is gonna be just fine, really consider the reality of the situation. Then this one&#039;s great. If there was any historical evidence of Joseph that Joseph Smith didn&#039;t practice polygamy, the church would tell us. Yeah. And then this is another one of my all time favorites. Where did Hiram&#039;s anti polygamy speech go. This fabulous one sent by my producer is dedicated to my husband and my Children and all of my friends who have to talk to me in real life as painful as this one is. I absolutely love it. And I&#039;m glad to know that there are many out there who relate and then this one hit close to my heart. Yep. We need to reach for those unapproved sources if we want to actually learn the truth. I hope you enjoyed those memes. I want to give a shout out to the channel. I believe Joseph, I&#039;ll put a link below. He makes great videos and he said in several of these memes, he does a really good job with both. So, um anyway, I thought that one was fun and then we can continue going through a few more of yours. Anyone who&#039;s like done seeing memes for today, go ahead and share some in the comments. Anyone who wants to. Yeah, we&#039;ll see you later. Thanks for joining us. Anyone who wants to stick around, we&#039;re just gonna keep, keep going through some of these pretty fast. Yeah, and probably not talk much about him. Go ahead. Yep. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m50s 1:27:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: this is one on your topic. I always thought that was so funny. This uh this talk by Brigham where he was like, I will free every woman in this territory at our next conference. What the first wife? Two. Yes, there shall be not be one held in bondage. All shall be set free. General discourses and then here, here&#039;s the, the slave with the, you know, the band around. His next thing set free, free to wander the streets, penniless and ostracized. Those are the whining polygamous wives. You know that, you know, it just this idea of you, you&#039;re gonna be free in like a uh desert uh you know. Yeah. Um Yeah. L Ds Church in 1890 telling its members to stop practicing polygamy with a big wink. Yeah. Oh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m38s 1:28:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m41s 1:28:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Actual photo. Somebody, uh, somebody, someone explaining how Jacob Two doesn&#039;t condemn polygamy. I know. Oh, my God.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m49s 1:28:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Uh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m50s 1:28:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: here, here&#039;s one of those you gotta know the church history stuff on John Taylor and Brigham Young. After working hard in the print shop, it&#039;s about the, the bogus, you know. It&#039;s funny.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m59s 1:28:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. A lot of people don&#039;t know that Brigham had to leave. The reason Brigham had to flee navoo early in February instead of in the spring is because of counterfeit.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m07s 1:29:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Yeah. Um, like in the scriptures, he&#039;s reading the book of Mormon. You done messed up, repent. This can&#039;t be like it&#039;s kind of small. This can&#039;t be right. I&#039;m sure it doesn&#039;t apply to me, but this part definitely does. If I ever break my bow, I know just what to do.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m28s 1:29:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Selective application. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m31s 1:29:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: What kind of anti Mormon trash have you been reading book of Mormon?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m36s 1:29:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: There&#039;s truth to that. Yeah, it can cause problems. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m42s 1:29:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: So if Brigham&#039;s crew had edited the book of Mormon first Nephi 16 7, and it came to pass that I Nephi took several of the daughters of Ishmael to wife and also each of my brother took at least a few of the daughters of Ishmael to wife and also Zam took the eldest daughter of Ishmael, the wife because we ran out of extra women, seeing his distress and knowing it was necessary for his exaltation. I gave unto him a solemn oath that when we came across more women we, he&#039;d have first pick to which he was satisfied. This is what I, I don&#039;t know. No, no. Church historians that won&#039;t do. You&#039;ll never be able to make them both good. There is just enough merit between them to make one sort of good sort of man on the face and the face that L DS apologists make if you can get them to actually read section 132 all the way through. Yeah, there&#039;s, there&#039;s parts in there that they&#039;re like, well, what about this? This part&#039;s creighton like, yeah, there&#039;s parts in there that are in keeping with other doctrine. But then you&#039;re like, what about that part about all the virgins? And they&#039;re like, oh, when your historical church document that opposes polygamy failing into nothing. Exactly. So this one, this one got a lot of fraction. This one has been passed around a lot to Joseph Smith practice polygamy. There is no better source than the prophet himself and his beloved wife Emma. And then just a couple of quotes with, um you know, with the dates on it and this, this one has gone around like crazy. So that, that&#039;s a very effective&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m17s 1:31:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: meme. That&#039;s one of the things I love about that one also is it&#039;s one that&#039;s positive like I like making the positive case and that&#039;s one that I love about this. And one reason that I think it gets shared because also you don&#039;t just want to poke and criticize you. You know, like for me, I want to create ones that, that, that just make the positive case and like look at their relationship. It&#039;s important we should pay attention. Yeah, I love that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m40s 1:31:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: This one is a funny one. To me. This is satire. Church news, December 8th, 2023. The Church history department has released a previously unknown photograph that was used to inspire recruitment into Brigham&#039;s whistling and Whittling Brigade. The photo has been confirmed to be one of John James Rambo, an immigrant from England. Church historians places age at around eight years old at the time of the photograph. This is poking fun at the, at the many sources that make it want to sound like these were very young boys, you know, like eight year olds out, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m18s 1:32:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m18s 1:32:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: but enforcers,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m20s 1:32:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you know, it was adult men with Bowie knives actually drawing blood and beating people up and threatening to kill them. Yeah. Oh, this one&#039;s funny. I do tend to like the ones that are just short and to the poop. It&#039;s like it&#039;s still Winnie the pooh. But look, he&#039;s fancy. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m39s 1:32:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: exactly what enduring to the end feels like when you&#039;re L DS, what enduring to the end actually is, you know, actually seen in Christ. OK. Here&#039;s, here&#039;s the special one for Michelle Mormons still thinking it&#039;s coming back polygamy. They&#039;re holding on to polygamy. I got you. I got you brother Michelle Michelle Stone comes out. Danny devito Michelle Stone with a, with a two by four to whack him in the head. Oh, no, you don&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m08s 1:33:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I have to say with this one when it first got shared to me, which is part of why I think it was so brilliant. When I first looked at it, I, I thought it was an enemy that had made. I thought it was a critic. Someone who hated me who made it because the first thing your eye goes to is Danny Devito with Michelle Stone with a two B, you know what I mean? Obviously the villain of the show and like, right, I thought that this was so funny and even after I read it, I, I was like, I don&#039;t know if they like me or not, but I laughed the entire day when I saw this one, I thought it was so funny. I loved it. It&#039;s so clever.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m44s 1:33:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Here&#039;s uh Joseph Smith throwing out John C Bennett. And then right behind him is Brigham Young. It didn&#039;t solve anything, right? Uh Are you two friends? Jacob two. No. Doctor K went through two. Yes,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m01s 1:34:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s so good. These are so good.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m04s 1:34:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: You know what I like. You know what I really like donuts. I&#039;m pretty sure God. God wants me to have as many doughnuts as I want. The more I think about it, the more I feel like God is revealing to me that doughnuts are a celestial food. This is just poking at that. We need to be wary of following the vain imaginations of our heart. You know, we need to, we can,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m25s 1:34:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we can swap out donuts for wives if we&#039;re feeling a little bit creative. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m29s 1:34:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Exactly. Or any number of other doctors, this just happened. There&#039;s a bunch of just Jacob two versus 132 memes on here when Mr Shell Stone provides a plentiful, plentiful sources and citations to back her claims. And a trained historian dismisses her research as false, using only his or her word as an authority with no backing of sources or citations. Warrant warrant. Ma&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m54s 1:34:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m55s 1:34:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Stop taking phone calls from Michelle Brady Stone. She knows too much. You know, sometimes you call to these different places and whatever point they&#039;re gonna go. What&#039;s your name?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m05s 1:35:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: My name,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m09s 1:35:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: uh My name is Judy Simpson.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m12s 1:35:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So funny.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m13s 1:35:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: This is what a lot of our, our group does. You can&#039;t remember, you can&#039;t touch the sacred cows. Me, y you know, we&#039;re, we&#039;re poking fun at the sacred cows. Some of my favorite historical&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m25s 1:35:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: them even not poking fun. Just investigating. Yeah. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m30s 1:35:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Some of my favorite historical fiction books, Becoming Mrs Lewis Saints and The Boy In the Striped pajamas. Oh, it&#039;s a lot of us feel this way when you pull up one of church history strings, you know, it just like, it just keeps on unraveling and unraveling and unraveling. So we can identify with this poor kitty eb MS and Anti Mormons. Joseph Smith said. And then the Neo or the, you know, whatever we are. I know more than you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m58s 1:35:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And this was in response to that same theme of what is the source of the Joseph Smith quote is that Brigham Young Joseph Smith said, or is that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m07s 1:36:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: exactly? And a lot of the Manuel will just say Joseph Smith said, even though it was a second hand or third hand, it doesn&#039;t say Larry Smith. Yeah, exactly. From an offhand comment. Probably not from any journal. I like this one. A lot source. Here you go. I don&#039;t want a source. I want you to be wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m26s 1:36:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, that&#039;s so good.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m28s 1:36:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Yeah, there&#039;s a lot of people that are just like give you busy work and when you help them out they just bust your chops. So, what scriptures are you studying these days? Oh, you mean, come follow me? No, I mean, what book or chapters are you studying the scriptures? Yeah, I don&#039;t understand what you&#039;re asking. Uh You should go and check out, come follow me. You know, when people start putting emphasis on the curriculum and not on the actual scriptures themselves. Yeah. All I want for Christmas is William Clayton&#039;s diaries. Yeah, I think a lot of us do, uh do you support or promote any teachings, practices or doctrine, contrary to those of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints. Are you talking about the 18 thirties church, the 18 fifties or current? They all taught different things. Uh Do you sustain the president of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints as prophet seer and revelator? Will you please define, for me what you mean by this by sustain, also define prophet seer and revelator. Hey, look, man, I just work here.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m30s 1:37:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I think this speaks to the struggle. I mean a lot of people have to negotiate how to, how to best navigate temple recommended issues when they are heretical when they are, when they don&#039;t have the standard beliefs. And I actually think so this speaks to like we don&#039;t need to burden the bishop or the state president with that. You know, it&#039;s like like it&#039;s ok to navigate that by yourself with God, find out what you believe and how you feel. You should answer the questions then go or don&#039;t. But you know what I mean? We like the temple recommend interview those poor bishops just trying to get through a bunch of them. You know, we can have some sympathy for them. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m09s 1:38:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Mhm Learn everything you did in all your years such as treacherous story in my spare time using the internet, Michelle Brady Stone while homeschooling 11 kids mic drop. Oh dear. That&#039;s a good one. I like that one for you. These are two couple about you. This is the last one making L DS. Church historians look stupid one video at a time. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m41s 1:38:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: funny. Yeah. Ok. Ok. It&#039;s so funny and I don&#039;t want to make enemies of anybody but, um, but it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m48s 1:38:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: does to other people on your behalf. Ok. This is not you being, you know, I&#039;m not or anything&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m55s 1:38:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m57s 1:38:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: Other people posted those for you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m59s 1:38:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I am grateful I&#039;m always grateful to know that people appreciate some of what I&#039;m doing, you know. So thank you again, Jeremy for coming. This was so much fun, I think really instructive and entertaining, which I think is a great way to wrap up the year and have just a fun infotainment&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m18s 1:39:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: girl infotainment. There we go,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m19s 1:39:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: there we go. We can always rely on you for infotainment. So anyway, I thank you. Thank you for sticking with this podcast this year. We have wrapped up another year of 100 and 32 problems, which has been great and I&#039;m excited for more to come. So Jeremy, thank you for coming. Oh, and I will be working a little bit with Jeremy going forward and you&#039;ll see some of his work on like graphics. I&#039;m really excited. So anyway, yay. So thank you again and we will see you next time. All right. Thanks&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m48s 1:39:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Jere-meme: everybody.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrjPaLMgXdk&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m50s 1:39:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you again for sticking with us. I hope I get to see a lot of your memes in the comments and again, please plan to tune in next week. There should be some information coming before that. Hopefully. So I think it&#039;ll be, um, a big episode and a lot of things to look forward to. There is so much to keep learning this next year. So, thank you again and I will see you next week.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 98: Signs in the Heavens&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 98&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-12-24&lt;br /&gt;
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 | tags = Astrotheology, Heavens, Signs, Zodiac&lt;br /&gt;
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 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Brian Lang and Taylor Child give me a crash course in astro-theology. It is amazing to see how truly all things testify of Christ, and how Christ testifies of all creation. This was such a fun and mind blowing discussion. I am excited to learn more.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/@ancientcosmicclock The Ancient Cosmic Clock]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.amazon.com/Ancient-Cosmic-Language-Illustrated-Exploration/dp/B0BNV2FY9P The Ancient Cosmic Language (Amazon link)]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Merry Christmas and welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy. I hope you are having a beautiful holiday season. I am so excited to bring you this special holiday episode. I had the great privilege. It was such a treat to sit down with Taylor Child and Brian Lang to talk about the signs in the heavens, which I thought was a perfectly fitting topic for this Christmas episode. So they are going to tell us what they understand about astro theology and I know that might scare some people off. We talk about it a lot in the episode, but I have to say having this conversation has given me an, an entire new depth of appreciation for the creation of God and for the Majesty of Jesus Christ to see how it is literally written in the stars and how all creation points to these truths was a real, was just profound for me. So I am so excited to share this information with you. I really like these guys. I really liked talking to them. It was just so much fun and so I don&#039;t know, just like epiphany after epiphany and Tingles and just beautiful artwork. Everything about. This was really a uh just a gift for me. So this is our Christmas gift to you. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. And I want to again thank Brian and Taylor for putting this together for us and sharing the work that they are doing. I really appreciated it and I hope that you will too. Merry Christmas. OK. Merry Christmas, everybody. I am so excited to be here for our Christmas episode with my new friends Taylor and Brian, who I actually am just meeting for the first time right now. So I, and I&#039;m gonna let them go ahead and introduce themselves and then we will tell you what we&#039;re here to talk about. So, Brian, would you mind letting us know a little bit about who you are and why you&#039;re here?&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: Yeah. Well, we were gonna introduce each other. Yeah, I, I&#039;ll go ahead and&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: introduce Brian. Perfect. Ok. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=02m16s 02:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: since we&#039;re on a, uh on a polygamy themed podcast, I thought I&#039;d introduce him as the husband of one and father to believe it&#039;s 1111. And uh&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I mean, that&#039;s like, yeah, I feel you. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Some of the only people I know who can, who can tell me that five is a good start. So, uh yeah, Brian has studied uh Astro Theology a great deal and has introduced the topic to uh a lot of people. He&#039;s, he&#039;s written a book on the subject that will just briefly plug on the uh on the slides we&#039;ve prepared and you can find it on Amazon. It&#039;s called the Ancient Cosmic Language. Um My praise and criticism of his book is that it&#039;s like reading the first page of about 25 other books. Every page feels like the first page of a whole other book. And just as it gets going, it moves on. And so it gives you a lot of jumping off points and starting points with which to, uh, take your own studies in the direction that you feel most appropriate and where you feel led and guided to, uh to pursue further. So Brian&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Fabulous, we will link the book below and it sounds to me like it&#039;s a great introduction for all of those who are like me and are like, I have no idea what this all is, but I&#039;m really interested in learning about it. Ok?&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: And that&#039;s exactly how I would describe it. It&#039;s an introduction and a starting point and, you know, you might open up a page and say, and then go and study for hours and hours on just, you know, other things that you find as a consequence of that page.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=03m54s 03:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Now, we&#039;d like to introduce the rest of our team. OK, Taylor is like one of the ones that talked, talked me into starting this channel. It was I I&#039;m blaming him for us starting our channel. The ancient cosmic clock. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=04m07s 04:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I didn&#039;t even know this. So you guys, you, this is your youtube channel, the ancient cosmic clock and you sent me a couple of videos. OK. All right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=04m15s 04:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And that&#039;s our, our team and Taylor is one of the ones that helped instigate this and I, we were talking about it. I thought we were joking and, and Taylor&#039;s like, no, we&#039;re doing this and I&#039;m like, OK, so Taylor is to blame Taylor has uh is one of the most like high IQ people. I know um father of uh a good father, which he puts family&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=04m45s 04:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: so far&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so far. Yeah, it&#039;s about intention. Yeah. Good. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=04m52s 04:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And just like a prodigy in this type of science. Um He&#039;s kind of a freak when it comes to what we&#039;ll be talking about like the mathematics of the stars and he can like, rattle off all this should be in this position at this time and it just like he has a processor in his brain like no other. So anyways, that&#039;s Taylor. I, I do want to talk about the other one. is the one above me with the wild hair. The recreation. That&#039;s my wife. She voices a lot of the videos. Um She&#039;s probably the most common voice on there. Gorgeous voice, gorgeous soul. And, and another thing about her, she does a lot, a lot of rearranging and editing and, and making sure it comes out and is said just right. Um Really good at, she&#039;s really good at getting the message across to the people that are kind of new to these concepts. Um in the middle is Doctor Brian Zang. He also helped on the book was a big part there of that and he helps us with like research and, and fetching documents and what we can show legally and really helps us there. And then um unfortunately, uh Angela, the redhead, she was, has been out of the country or she would have been on here with us. Um She is an astro theologist of like a decade, the best among us superstar on the channel. She knows her stuff and she&#039;s, she&#039;s been doing astro theology longer than I have. So, anyways, um we&#039;re really grateful to have her on the team too.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=06m20s 06:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. That is awesome. So that&#039;s the team. So I&#039;m gonna take this off just for a minute so we can talk a little bit and then tell me when to add it back on. So, ok, so I want to tell kind of why we&#039;re having this for our Christmas episode. And how like, so I, um someone started posting to me and maybe it was Angela kind of talking to me about Joseph&#039;s polygamy, um Astrological. Right. Right. Yes. So, um I very much have come to believe that Joseph absolutely was not. But anyway, I was like, ok, what is this you&#039;re talking about? And then Brian reached out to me and we started kind of talking about it and I have been intrigued by the idea. I&#039;m glad to have the term astro theology. That&#039;s, that&#039;s you guys are introducing me to that term, I think, which basically means signs in the heavens. Right? Isn&#039;t that pretty much what we&#039;re talking about? Ok. Ok. And so I guess so, I don&#039;t want anyone to freak out and be like, oh, you&#039;re gonna tell me my sign and, and get into astrology, you know? Right. Right. But my feeling is it&#039;s Christmas and the wise men follow the star, like right there, let&#039;s just encapsulate right there that it is biblically not only ok and acceptable and nothing to be afraid of, to consider signs in the heavens, but it&#039;s actually exemplified and in many ways mandated, it seems to me that the Lord has told us to, to know the signs and to study the signs.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=07m48s 07:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Right. You&#039;re exactly right. And I, I would go further and say that the stars and their positions and their alignments and all of that was placed there at the beginning of creation by the Lord and is beyond man&#039;s ability to control, corrupt, destroy, alter. Like it&#039;s just there, we can, we can, you know, build big fires and big lights and make it so we can&#039;t really see the stars so much in the cities where we live, but they&#039;re still there. You like, it&#039;s beyond man&#039;s ability to change. So it&#039;s something that has been in place in the sky for, since the beginning of creation, since, you know, I&#039;ve got a slide show in a few minutes where we talk about a few of the scriptures that, that describe this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=08m32s 08:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK. Great. So, yeah, if I jump ahead into anything that&#039;s in your slide show, let me know and we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll save it. I wanted to just give people a framework. So what you guys do is my understanding is you really are dedicated to studying what, what the history is that we&#039;ve been handed down throughout. Who knows how many eons of time of how people made um made meaning in the stars found meaning, right? So I think you are working with a rich heritage of what&#039;s been handed down and I guess the trick is trying to sort through what is true and what is sort of mythological or cult like other ideas that have. You know, because, because we get such crazy ideas throughout mankind. But also I love what you said that the stars are, they have a permanence that very few other things have. And um you know, so, so it&#039;s hard to really mess it up. So am I getting that right? Like,&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: like we can forget, we can ignore, but we can&#039;t change it. We can&#039;t damage it. I&#039;ve got a friend who describes it as it&#039;s, it&#039;s a testimony that is written in the heavens. By the Lord that was always intended to be understood and paid attention to and you know, it&#039;s up to us to decide whether or to what extent we&#039;re going to do that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=09m49s 09:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yeah. And I think the big, I think the big surprise that we have coming for you guys is how much it&#039;s gonna be in the scriptures and that we&#039;ve just looked past it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=09m57s 09:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: It&#039;s all over the place. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: embedded in my every story in the scriptures. Our books, we can argue that the Bible and the book of Mormon are astro theology books.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=10m09s 10:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? This is gonna be intense. Yes. Go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: OK. So we share the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=10m15s 10:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: story. So let me just back up a little more. So Brian reached out to me and started to kind of talk to me about this and I had to confess, I&#039;m fascinated by it. I&#039;m open to it like I&#039;m, you know, I&#039;m, I&#039;m not, I&#039;m not jumping in with both feet, but I&#039;m definitely willing to start waiting in the water, right? And um and I know almost nothing about it. So that&#039;s why I was like, instead of trying to explain it to me through Facebook Messenger, how about you just come and explain it to all of us for our Christmas episode that, you know, everyone might be interested in going? OK. Why did the Wise Men follow a star? Why is this such a scriptural? Um And it&#039;s such a big element of our scriptures and why are we so ignorant of it? I guess my last Christmas episode, I think I talked about kind of my struggle between Christmas and like, like Christmas really is this kind of strange conglomeration of a pagan holiday which was the winter solstice. And this and the Christian fathers priest trying to take that over. Right? And so in a way, we&#039;re not really like, we have forgotten about what God like there is reason to, to celebrate the winter solstice, the return of light. It&#039;s a beautiful thing and it is actually the creation of recognizing that, right? And at the same time anyway, so I&#039;m so I&#039;m really excited to be talking about this for Christmas and Brian was kind enough to agree to do it and Taylor was kind enough to come and pitch in. So anyway, have I gotten the story? Right? And is this, is there anything you guys want to add?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=11m39s 11:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: No, that sounds good to me. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=11m41s 11:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. And so here&#039;s my last question we&#039;ve kind of addressed this already, but why should people not be afraid of you guys and this presentation? And why should they be interested?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=11m53s 11:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Do you want to take that one or do you want me to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=11m55s 11:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: go ahead?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=11m56s 11:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: OK. Why should you be interested one? Because it&#039;s cool.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=12m01s 12:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, I agree. I think it&#039;s cool&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=12m05s 12:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: like that&#039;s kind of where I started with it. I think it&#039;s cool. Um Why should you not be afraid because God has not given you the spirit of fear, but of a sound mind and of sound understanding. I&#039;m gonna butcher that power,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=12m18s 12:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: love and a sound mind. Power, love and a sound mind. Yeah. Yeah. Thank&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: you for uh, for completing my, my butcher New Testament quote. But, you know, and with that kind of preface, I would say anything that we say that that doesn&#039;t resonate with you, like feel absolutely free to, to set it aside, set it, you know, I, I will give you absolutely no commandments. I will make no major life decisions on your behalf. I will tell you that you have to do absolutely nothing. And so all, all I would ask is, you know, listen here is that if it&#039;s interesting to you take it further and if it&#039;s not interesting and doesn&#039;t resonate with you no hard feelings. So I don&#039;t know how, I don&#039;t know how less threatening I can be than that. II, I don&#039;t know if it comes across on the camera, but I&#039;m, I&#039;m a little bit of a larger imposing figure. And so I, I try to be threat, less threatening than uh that I maybe come across physically.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=13m14s 13:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. That&#039;s what I think&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=13m17s 13:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: I, I have some things that I&#039;m going to go into in the slide show that&#039;s gonna answer that questions, those questions very soon. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: we just wait for excellent. So we&#039;ll go ahead and get into it. And, yeah, that&#039;s what I would say is this, like, if nothing else it&#039;s really interesting and, and kind of cool and maybe kind of fun and everybody has the spirit of discernment. So you can go, oh, that&#039;s for me, or? Oh, that&#039;s not for me. For every individual element. And you don&#039;t need to think it&#039;s all one and done and, and first of all, if you think, oh, we shouldn&#039;t talk about signs in the heavens, then you don&#039;t get to celebrate Christmas anymore. Anyway, so here we go. OK. Are you guys able to, to scroll through? OK, perfect.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: All right. So this is Brian&#039;s book that I mentioned. It&#039;s like the first page of 25 other books or so. Um Lots of really beautiful graphics, lots of uh interpretive symbols just to give you some, some pondering ideas when you&#039;re studying your scriptures and when you&#039;re looking at the sky. Um So what I wanted to where I wanted to start is right at the beginning of creation and I kind of stole my own thunder a minute ago and I mentioned this in our, in our discussion a second ago, but right in Genesis and God said, let there be lights in the firmament of the heaven to divide the day from the night and let them be for signs and for seasons and for days and years. In other words, like God placed it there with the intention that it would mean something to us. Um Another one that I&#039;m really fond of.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=14m56s 14:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Do you guys mind if I so back on that last screen, I just had a thought because I haven&#039;t thought about these things as much as you guys have, but it only makes sense that things would be done carefully and strategically in creation. It&#039;s not like God had handfuls of confetti and went, Bob. Where is that? Everything? You know what I mean? Like God created this. We should assume anyway, I&#039;m just realizing we should assume that there&#039;s purpose to it. And then it&#039;s not&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: written in an orderly manner. Um You know, and it&#039;s even laid out that way for how it&#039;s described in the scriptures that uh that we revere. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: yeah, and we know how precise the laws of the universe are like everything is so precisely attuned that why wouldn&#039;t that show up for us? Go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: Sometimes some of the fear that surrounds it. It makes you almost wonder like, do you think devil created this and not God?&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: When did the devil become gain control over the powers of creation? I mean, I know, I know he claims to be the God of this world in some circumstances, but uh who&#039;s the God of heaven, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=16m03s 16:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And you know what, maybe that&#039;s where some of our fear comes from is when, when the um you know, Catholic priests were trying to get the people away from the old ideas, they vilified all of them, right? And so maybe we still are having some of that trickle down to us today where a really great way to get people away from truth is to make it scary and evil when it&#039;s not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=16m28s 16:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Indeed, I, I totally agree. Uh Another, another verse from I won&#039;t read the entire verse from the book of Jeremiah. So also Old Testament uh thus says the Lord which giveth the light or the sun for a light by day and the ordinances of the moon and of the stars for a light by night. If those ordinances depart from before me saith the Lord, then the seed of Israel shall also cease from be from being a nation before me. So the Lord refers to the things happening with the moon and the stars and the sun as ordinances and just, just part of my belief system, my faith is that ordinances are a big deal. They&#039;re to be kept and respected and observed exactly as God as God declares. And he refers to what&#039;s happening in the heavens as ordinances.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=17m23s 17:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Uh I&#039;m just, that&#039;s hitting me really hard because part of the root, the derivation of ordinance is order, right? You&#039;re ordained to an order. So God put these things in order and in a way what I&#039;m gathering from this, you can tell me if I&#039;m getting it wrong that it&#039;s almost like the sun coming up every morning is an ordinance, right? Like this is, I agree&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: with that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=17m45s 17:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It just, I, I love this. First of all, I have to say just as you said, it&#039;s cool. Everything I have seen that you guys do is just beautiful. I love the beauty and, and kind of the coolness you put into it. Like, I don&#039;t know everything I&#039;ve seen like I&#039;m just this, like it just has this magical feel but not about, you know what I mean? And so I love, I have so much respect for the work you guys do. And then also, yeah, I just appreciate these ideas. It gives me so much more reverence for what could seem just mundane and normal when you, you know, like these things are actual ordinances that God has put in order and in a way the cosmos is performing ordinances for our sakes. This is gorgeous.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Yeah, absolutely. And so, you know, with, with uh let&#039;s see, the next, the next slide you wanted to talk about, I think this is yours. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: So you&#039;ve heard of the, the title Jesus of Nazareth, right? Um It comes from the root word Nazar in Hebrew and Nazar means the con consecrate or separate, separate out, right? And the same root word comes from the Hebrew word. It&#039;s, it&#039;s also the same root word Nazar for Mazar or Maza. It&#039;s and, and that is the Hebrew word for zodiac. So it&#039;s basically synonymous. So Jesus is title Jesus of Nazareth also means Jesus of the zodiac and, and that is like the 12 constellations that you can see from the north and the southern southern hemisphere. And that&#039;s what astrology is based on. That&#039;s, that&#039;s why I think people get scared away from it. But needless to say, like he um sets up, he like there&#039;s 12 tribes of Israel called and there&#039;s 12 zodiac, he sets apart Consecrates, 12 disciples. And as, as, as, as there are 12 zodiacs, he&#039;s, he&#039;s mimicking things. It&#039;s, it&#039;s like the Lord&#039;s prayer. He says his intention when he says our father who art in heaven hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven he&#039;s doing on the earth. What is in the heavens? He&#039;s mimicking those things.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And I&#039;m, I&#039;m not gonna get all the scriptures right now. But what is sealed on the earth is sealed in the heavens? What is sealed in the heavens? Is sealed on the earth, right? So that our scriptures&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: are written in the heavens?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. This is amazing. All right. So I&#039;m, I&#039;m, I, I hate to ask this question right now because I just want to kind of sit in how cool what you just shared was. But so just so I can know and we can all know. So do you guys do the like, what&#039;s my sign? What does the zodiac tell me today? What do I? Is that, is that how it&#039;s used like, are you into astrology, I guess. And anyway, I&#039;m just curious to know how you guys implement this. Can I&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: answer it with what, you know? So Jesus was born, we&#039;ll get into the his birthday later. His, he was born under the sign of Aries, which is the lamb, the lamb of God. It was something that his astrological sign was prophesized about for millennia and realize like you heard of the the disciple Thomas, right? He didn&#039;t call him Thomas. He called him Dinius. Dinius means twin. And some people&#039;s criticism of that is his twin was never produced. It was never mentioned in biblical history, but Jesus was calling him by a zodiac sign. He, he acts like a, a Gemini like he&#039;s calling him, he&#039;s so into it. He&#039;s calling them by their zodiac sign.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So my question was just premature. So I&#039;m trying, OK. So maybe to maybe where we&#039;ll have a little more respect for those ideas. I know that some people get a little goofy with them and everyone can choose where they want to go with it. But&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: some people do get a little bit uh a little bit goofy with it and, and you know that the caricature that I, that I use to describe that as, oh, well, they&#039;re blaming it on the moon. Um Like you, you can&#039;t blame your choices. You can&#039;t blame your poor life choices on the moon. It&#039;s, it is your fault. What you decided to do,&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: we don&#039;t wanna do anything. We don&#039;t want to pitch anything that takes away people&#039;s agency.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, and you know what in fairness, as I say, people get goofy with it, people get goofy with Mormonism, right? Like we have so much magical thinking. So I&#039;m just, there&#039;s, there&#039;s goofiness everywhere. We shouldn&#039;t use the goofiness to um to cast out the good. That&#039;s, you know, that&#039;s, that&#039;s the foundation of it. So OK. All right, you guys back to it. I&#039;m loving this.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: All right. So th th this is a uh this is a map and I don&#039;t know how well you can see the fine details on your screens when you&#039;re watching viewers. But right down the center of this figure are the 12 constellations, the 12 signs of the zodiac, which those are 12 constellations that are visible every place on earth where the sun is visible, which is everywhere. Um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Like one thing I just wanted to go, Aries and Tara, I wanna make sure we can read them all. And then what&#039;s the next one,&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: the point of this layout when we laid it out when we created this, we actually call this Eve Codman. There was another drawing called Adam Adam Codman that we um we base it off of, but we wanted to switch out and this is related to Christmas time, but we wanted to switch out one of the dec and constellations because on the sides we have the Deccan constellations where there&#039;s constellations tied to each zodiac. And there&#039;s one that&#039;s been kind of erased from our history and, and it&#039;s by the Virgin Virgo and above her is like a condescension. There&#039;s a, there&#039;s like a, a queen that&#039;s on the throne holding her infant prints. So that one&#039;s called the infant.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Perhaps we should blink this graphic in the description so people can take a closer look.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Do you, do you guys have a website or a place that people can go look at? Yeah, this&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: is all on, on the channel. So you can you can find it on that will&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: definitely be linked below. But the&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: idea we wanted to express behind this is that each zodiac sign lays out on the body and, and there&#039;s a lot of this symbolism in our scriptures where it talks about Jesus being the head, the head is the ram Aries. It&#039;s the lamb of God. And, and if you look at rams, how they grow like a circular sunlike um horn, the sun is exalted in Aries and it is the head. It&#039;s the first born. It&#039;s the child of the zodiac. It&#039;s the first, it&#039;s the first fruits. It&#039;s the I am, it&#039;s the I am of the zodiac like all these phrases that we just we take for granted in scriptures. Those are all cosmic ideas tied to like the lamb of God. And likewise, as you go through the body like the whole church, the whole body of Christ is like I was just thinking&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: containing the body of Christ had I have no need of the, but I have no need of the right like that. It just helps you see it in a different way. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: Yep. OK. This is basic science, the sine wave. Um This is where we really get into like that. We have a video called the Genesis Genesis unveiled and the idea of the path of the sun, it, it dips up and down, it moves like a serpent in motion. And if you were to look like even back to the Egyptians, they had knowledge of this, they, that&#039;s why they clo the, the, the pharaohs in gold and they had stripes like the angles of the&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: have like the, the cobra thing on their uh their head, their head,&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: they come up like there&#039;s a cobra. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s actually the religion used to be synonymous with science.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And so can I really quickly? So I hate interrupting. I&#039;m sorry, I just, I&#039;m worried that people might not know what you mean by the sun moving up and down. Can you explain&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: how the way I would explain that is if you, if you were to uh let&#039;s say you were to conduct an experiment for yourself and look at the eastern horizon at the sunrise every day for a year. OK. At the spring equinox, it would be straight east. Ok. And day by day it would move a little bit, a little bit, a little bit, a little bit until the summer solstice when it would be northeast and then it would start moving backwards and you get to the fall equinox and it would be straight east again, perfectly east and then you would get, it would continue moving south until the winter solstice. And that&#039;s kind of what he&#039;s describing is the sine wave of sun over the course of a year. That&#039;s, that&#039;s how we describe it in, in modern terms, you know, anciently, they probably were a little more comfortable with geocentric descriptions where the sun revolves around the earth and the sun moves like we, we know the earth revolves around the sun. But from the earth where we stand reckoning, looking upwards into the heavens, which is how the Lord instructed Abraham in the book of Abraham about how to uh view the planets and the stars. That&#039;s the phenomenon that we&#039;re trying to describe. Does that make sense?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: You described that very well? And it just makes me think how every ancient civilization it seems or the really advanced ones did know this. When you look at their architecture, it was designed, I, I won&#039;t steal your thunder. Go ahead, Brian. I&#039;m sorry, interrupting. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: another way is like at the summer solstice, the highest part, the most high place of the sun, it peaks high and, and in the winter solstice, it peaks low, it go, it rises, it comes and it condescends again and it keeps dipping and, and if you look at the constellations that are drawn in the sky right before it takes its dive down and hits the fall equinox, the sun goes near oi, I can&#039;t say that word of the serpent bear a fews. The serpent bear. So, and when it goes by the serpent bear, it has like the head of the snake right next to Libra. Libra is the balance. It&#039;s the companion, it&#039;s Eve and she&#039;s there at that part of the cross. Or you could say the tree of knowledge of good and evil and, and then the sun dips, it becomes more, it goes into darkness, it goes into the wilderness. You have to put on coats of skins every year at that time because it gets, it gets colder, it gets darker,&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: are shorter and darker and colder. And,&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: and you pass the serpent, the serpents there and Eve and then boom, you go down&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: and then you arrive at the uh the moment soon upon us or I guess by the time this, this airs recently upon us, the uh which is the winter solstice when the course reverses and light begins to return to the earth and the days start to get longer and you know, proclaiming the victory of light over darkness, truth over error. Um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So I&#039;m I&#039;m seeing um Yin and Yang in this as well as what you&#039;re describing. And I&#039;m curious if that is, I know that&#039;s a different cultural description. But does that play in like, are these kind of the same ideas that different cultures described in different ways?&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: That&#039;s a really good analogy. Yeah. Like our winner. So says it&#039;s not all the way dark, it has a little bit of light in it here. Right. Right. It&#039;s more dark than light. So it&#039;s like the dark eye. What has the white eye in it? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yep. And how they keep, there&#039;s almost movement built into the Yin and Yang, it keeps turning and, and this is that same kind of a OK. There we go. Ok. And man, it just, it kills me that I love modern electricity and technology and lights, but it separated us from what we&#039;re talking about. It separated us from creation. We&#039;re not dependent on the sun. I mean, we still are but not to the same degree we&#039;re not out seeing the stars, seeing the cosmos like we used to be. And so I&#039;m so thankful you guys are bringing it back to us. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: ok. And I think this is why Joseph Smith did so good at understanding things as he was a farm boy out in nature. It was designed for that person out in nature, observing nature.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Yeah. One of the things that I that I regularly uh remind others, you know, even even members of our team is that these things were intended to be understood by Children. The Lord says become as a little child. This is not the purview of the fancy scholar with the phd in, you know, whatever this is intended to be something that anyone could look up at the sky and see for themselves, you know, Children&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: one more. Yeah, I was just thinking how easily Children can understand. It&#039;s time for bed and it&#039;s time to get up because the sun tells them that. Right. And in a way, in a way like God wants us to submit to God, but in a way we all submit to this, all of us have to put coats on in the winter, right? All of us have to ideally go to bed when it&#039;s dark and be, you know, I mean, like we are all, we all must submit to the creation that God has made. There&#039;s something profound in that and we can take that as further to submit to more from God.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Yeah. And, and it&#039;s not because God is smashing you with a hammer. If you disobey, it&#039;s, it&#039;s like how, you know, you want to put a coat on because it&#039;s cold. It like it is a reality. I actually think&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s how, that&#039;s how everything works with God. I don&#039;t think God ever smashes us with a hammer so that we&#039;ll have to obey. I think this is actually a good way to understand how I think God works in every way is just this invitation to go with it in ways that will be beneficial to us. We&#039;re free to run outside without clothes on in the winter, but it might not make it if you like. Yeah. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: we&#039;re going to, we&#039;re going to, we&#039;re all Adam and Eve, we&#039;re all going through these stories each year. Like our summer where everything grows and is lush, is, is the Garden of Eden. And then when things go dim and, and cold, we&#039;re into the drone and lone and dreary wilderness just,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I love what you said, where we need coats of skin coats of skins, right? Like that&#039;s amazing. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: Ok. I&#039;ll let me give you just like a little, this, this is the path of the sun that it takes. And then we, we drew the ones that are above in the light and the ones that are below in the darkness. Um The first one is a, the lamb of God. The next one is Tarus. It&#039;s a symbol of like the fatted cow. It&#039;s a symbol of our abundance. It&#039;s used so much in scripture.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Um And notice as he talks about these, like he&#039;ll use the scripture language, the fatted cow. Uh the parable, the quality like anyway, continue sorry to interrupt you. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: And then the twins, we&#039;re gonna go into that one a little more Gemini um Cancers has it carries its shell with it. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, it should be understood as a home and, and it&#039;s the mother of the zodiac. And I think it&#039;s, it&#039;s actually the only one not mentioned in scripture, but that top peak part of the season where everything&#039;s grown. I try to think of that and, and how it could possibly look in the sky is more like the tree of life. It&#039;s probably better understood that way, in my opinion.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Yeah, the mother of the zodiac and the tree of life at the most high place in the sky and you know, make of that whatever you will.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: Um Leo the lion, the lion of Judah, right? And then Virgo the Virgin um Libra, the scales of balance, the Companion Eve and Scorpio, the sting of death, the symbol of death. Um um Sagittarius, um with the arrow, the Archer Centaur. It generally takes on the representation when the arrow in the bow comes up. It usually carries the symbolism of a higher learning because it aims high. And uh but it also is a symbol of uh religion, sciences. Um The goat is a, I don&#039;t know if you know much about goats but they, um they&#039;re loud, they don&#039;t go as a lamb to the slaughter. They scream all the way, they&#039;re loud, they complain, but they&#039;re also at the very darkest place of the zodiac. They&#039;re, they hold the winter solstice. Um Aquarius, the water bearer. It&#039;s the idea that like, um by the end of that season, every everything&#039;s frozen at the start of the season. And by the end of the season, the water is starting to break forth and it&#039;s the fountain of waters, it&#039;s called the Waters in Scripture. Um Sometimes, um in the book of Revelation described as an angel pouring out its file, the whole book is about us transitioning into the age of Aquarius. That&#039;s why they have seven angels because seven is Saturn and it&#039;s the ruling planet of Aquarius. It&#039;s, it&#039;s giving a cosmic shift that the planet is going through. It&#039;s literally happening in the sky and then Pisces is the paradise.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. Well, this was awesome. Yeah. So if I&#039;m doing and maybe these are obvious things. I have some questions but uh something that occurred to me is that if I&#039;m doing my math, right? Jesus would have been conceived in Virgo and born in a, right, which&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: is, I think we should talk about that a little bit at the end.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I&#039;m sorry, by jump ahead. And then, and then I guess so when Jesus refers to the sheep and the goats, does that have um connections? Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: So&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: uh are more submissive, they&#039;ll submit to the Lord. They&#039;re humble goats are loud, they&#039;re complainers, they&#039;re murmuring all the time. It&#039;s a symbol of, in fact, in the original Hebrew language that was that the Glyph or Capricorn was actually drawn as a thorn. And, and it&#039;s a symbol of the father of the zodiac. And, and so in one way, it represents the archetype that the devil is the god of this world, this underworld. But it also Jesus takes on that symbolism when he&#039;s given a crown of thorns because the thorn is the capricorn. And that means he suffers the will of the father and all things, right? And then, and so when he takes on that crown of thorns and he suffers, it&#039;s a symbol that he&#039;s purchased all of creation. And then the, the sun at that darkest point of below all things. It&#039;s where everything the son has, the UN has descended to below all, below all things. And it starts its walk back. In fact, the video we sent you is about the idea of Christmas time. We, it may not be the real birth of Jesus, but it&#039;s three days in between Christmas and the winter solstice. And it&#039;s the idea that like it&#039;s been, the sun S UN has been in the tomb for three days and then it&#039;s arising again.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. This is so cool. So OK. So when we see it this way, I, I&#039;ve always not, I&#039;ve always, I had the, um the insight a long time ago that when Jesus says I am the first and the last, I think that kind of means I have, I am above all things and I have descended below all things. And just like you said, I, like we can think of that according to the zodiac and really see it in a clear way as well. We&#039;ll&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: go into that a little more later when we pull up his, we&#039;ll do the birth chart for fun at the end. Um But Jesus is the first Aries. The lamb of God is the first and he actually has a couple of placements, has more placements in Pisces, which is the last he is literally the first in their last the stars show that his birth.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok? OK. I am loving this. I hope everyone&#039;s loving this as much as I am. OK? And again, it&#039;s beautiful. OK?&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: I want to touch on some scripture studies. I want to show you guys how much these things are embedded into our stories. Um You guys are probably familiar with the Jacob and Esau story. They were born twins. Jacob was named Jacob because it means Supplanter and he&#039;s hanging on to Esau&#039;s heel when he&#039;s coming out. And if you look at the heel on the picture, the shape of it has an extra star out of it&#039;s not needed. There&#039;s an extra hill there. This is matching the biblical story of Jacob and Esau where he hangs on to Esau&#039;s Hill coming out. So, um and then embedded in these stories are the, the ideas and themes of Gemini. Gemini is a symbol of duality of like dueling for a position. It&#039;s a symbol of the twins and they&#039;re twins, right? Jacob be ia and sometimes Geminis are classified as tricksters, right? And Jacob in his stories, is playing, playing tricks to get his father-in-law back and his father-in-law plays tricks on him about which, which gets him into polygamy, which is the way&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=38m26s 38:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: he conspires with his mother to, uh, to basically trick Isaac if you want to think of it that way into giving him the birthright instead of Esau, which then comes back to him and his father in law tricks him into marrying the woman he didn&#039;t intend to. But&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=38m43s 38:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=38m45s 38:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: you know, so it kind of come and then he has another incident with the lambs. You know, he conspires against his father in law and tricks him into giving him the uh the better lambs. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=38m54s 38:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: because it&#039;s between the, the pure ones and the spotted ones and he gets the spotted ones and then he breeds the spotted ones to be stronger, right? So he comes out, he comes out better. This is laying out the meanings of that star sign. All those star stories are&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=39m09s 39:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I have to ask a question quickly. So, ok, it&#039;s, it&#039;s blowing my mind how this is all embedded. I guess my question is, where does it come from? Where does the zodiac come from? It&#039;s not necessarily spelled out in our scriptures. Where do we get these ideas?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=39m25s 39:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: That that is a interesting question and a long and deep rabbit hole. But I think the, I think the best way I can answer that is, it&#039;s something that mankind has valued enough to transmit for 5000 years, at least across language and cultural boundaries several different times until you know, today, where we do, we do, we have it perfectly the way the Lord intended it when he, I&#039;m sure taught it to Adam and definitely taught it to Abraham according to our scriptures. Almost certainly not. Ok. We&#039;re almost like I would be shocked if we have, if we have anything perfectly. But this has been something mankind is valued enough to transmit across cultural boundaries. It goes all the way back to Ancient Egypt I think is some of the earliest that we found. We&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=40m15s 40:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: have a video on Dendera where we ta take everybody through the Dendera Zac and it&#039;s intact. It&#039;s the same as what we have today,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=40m20s 40:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: which Dendera for those who haven&#039;t seen it. That&#039;s, that&#039;s an Egyptian uh stone that, uh, cars, the signs of the zodiac. And it&#039;s what, 5000 years old, at least&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=40m32s 40:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: at the least 22 to 3000. It&#039;s really debated actually.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=40m35s 40:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=40m35s 40:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Ok. Yeah, I, I show both sides of the debate in the video. We do.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=40m38s 40:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I tip my hand. But I think, I think it&#039;s really old&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=40m41s 40:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and it probably borrowed&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=40m42s 40:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: from me and it&#039;s, they have, they have the Zodiac intact in some old Jewish synagogues too. They were like laying out the tap tabernacles. We&#039;re going to show a graphic on that later. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=40m54s 40:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: there are cathedrals in Europe that have glass windows of the zodiac signs. I wish I had that at my&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=41m00s 41:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: community. So we don&#039;t necessarily have like a Bible for the zodiac, like one universal. But I love, ok. But, um, ok, so it&#039;s just like this, this knowledge is just embedded everywhere and, and so it&#039;s almost like, even, even if it&#039;s not trying to be there, it&#039;s there, like the Bible isn&#039;t about the zodiac, but the zodiac is in the Bible, just like it&#039;s in everything else. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=41m29s 41:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: an excellent way to put it very well said.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=41m31s 41:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: OK, another story, uh Samson Hebrew was more like shimin, right? Um It&#039;s a playoff for the word shamsh. Shamsh is the sun. And, and through that story, we&#039;re giving, get being given and told the archetypes of the sun, the sun is the ruling planet of Leo. And, and, and if you notice Samson who takes on the persona of the sun, a symbol of power overpowers the lion. He&#039;s the, he rules the lion and uh and, and the lion archetype, which is brought into that story is also the archetype of, of romance. It rules over romance. It&#039;s that, that subject. And then there are the, the Samson and Delilah and all his romantic endeavors. So it&#039;s once again walking you through the meanings of Leo. And so,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=42m21s 42:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ok, can I ask another, these are all my beginner questions when you say it&#039;s the ruling planet of Leo. Like, can you just kind of walk us through? What does it mean to have a ruling planet of a sign? I, if, if that&#039;s not a quick answer, I&#039;ll let people study it out.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=42m36s 42:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yeah. Each constellation has a ruling planet that and, and there&#039;s some debate in that because there&#039;s a lot of modern astrologists will assign some of the newly discovered planets like Pluto. You see,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=42m53s 42:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: and they make&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=42m54s 42:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: those the new rulers, but the scriptures, the old rulers were visible. Um and they, and, and in scriptures, they associate their numbers with those planets in the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=43m03s 43:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: stories and to, to back it up just a little bit. Um the word planet means wandering star, right in, in Greek and the planets, you know that we all learned about in our seventh grade science class Mercury and Venus and Mars and Jupiter and so on. Um They traverse just as the sun does. The sun traverses the entire period of the zodiac. You know, the entire, it starts in a, in, in late March and early April and makes its way through every one of those signs, every one of those constellations. The planets also follow a course through each of the signs. It&#039;s not the same as the suns and some of them, you know, the outer planets are quite long. Saturn takes like 30 years to make a complete circle around. Uh Mars takes two ish years and so that, that&#039;s what he means by ruling signs. Like when, when Mars or Jupiter or whatever is in a particular sign, does that make&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=44m02s 44:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: sense? And it&#039;s more like this, they have matching them? So they&#039;re, they&#039;re at home, for example, Mars is in the Romans is known as the God of war. And Aries is also known as the God of War, which Jesus gives us some self, the title lord of hosts and that&#039;s better translated Lord of armies. He&#039;s the lord of armies. Therefore, he&#039;s the God of war, right? So when Mars and Aries combine, they&#039;re considered at home. But if you put Mars the God of War and Libra, the scales of balance, it&#039;s considered a detriment. It&#039;s, it&#039;s in its opposite of its home.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=44m32s 44:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: This is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=44m33s 44:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: war theme at the peace place where it&#039;s like, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=44m39s 44:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: matching energies, an alignment, a uh uh a harmony or a, you know, a symmetry between them instead of a dissonance. OK. OK. And how you just said that Jesus is also the Lord of Hosts made me realize like I wanna say, I think maybe that&#039;s what some people are afraid of. I shouldn&#039;t say afraid of. But why they dismiss this or think it&#039;s bad is because it&#039;s like they think it somehow competes with the savior. Like this is a different religion that&#039;s not Christian. And I think what I&#039;m hearing from you guys is that Jesus is the Lord of the zodiac, right? Like this entire zodiac is submissive to or so. So this understanding, this is an additional way to worship the Lord. It&#039;s an addition brings us additional insight and depth into our testimonies instead of a competition. OK. This&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=45m25s 45:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: will strengthen testimonies. I hope it does. I hope&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=45m28s 45:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so. Ok, that&#039;s great. I guess that&#039;s what I&#039;m saying. Just like that planet is the Lord of that sign or the ruler Jesus is the ruler of the whole thing, right? So, OK,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=45m39s 45:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: so this one&#039;s, I love this one. Jesus is actually really calculating um in scriptures. He, he approaches a Samaritan woman at the well, right? And he, he brings up the the field is a white ready to harvest and his disciples bicker with him and they&#039;re like, it&#039;s not even four months till the first Jewish harvest. And I&#039;m like, well, he just gave a date there. That&#039;s how I think it is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=46m03s 46:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: what it is.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=46m05s 46:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Harvest is like May 20th. He&#039;s going into there in Aquarius, the water bearer season, somebody holding a pitcher of water and he&#039;s approaching at the well, a woman with a picture of water doing it right? At the so&#039;s alignment of that, right? No joke. Wow. And then he&#039;s asking her to serve in water. And then the theme, the biggest theme of, of Aquarius is and what it means. And John gives a meeting later, he says the waters which is Aquarius and he says is a representation of all nations kindreds tons and people, right? It&#039;s social constructs, it&#039;s social constructs and social gatherings. And he, she, he gets her, he convinces her that he&#039;s the Messiah and the Messiah is the lion of Judah, Judah archetype. It&#039;s the opposite theme to Aquarius. But she goes and enacts the Aquarian theme of social gathering and she gathers everybody to him to meet the Messiah. He just there set up during the sun&#039;s alignment with Aquarius, the whole theme of Aquarius. And not only that, like when you overlay this and you look at it, the seasons that are in the sky. Um And we&#039;ll go into this a little bit more later, but Saturn is known as that, which takes away, it&#039;s what, it&#039;s a day of rest, it&#039;s retraction. You take these scriptural themes and you have Saturn come into Aquarius. That&#039;s what happened during Code of COVID.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=47m28s 47:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: We got a flu that shall not be named. We don&#039;t want to get&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=47m32s 47:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: taken away our social gatherings, taken away during the Saturn&#039;s alignment, which takes away in this constellation Aquarius. You can measure it today and you can see the seasons like it&#039;s like, that&#039;s the ancient&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=47m47s 47:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: cosmic, that&#039;s where the name comes from.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=47m50s 47:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s just like this is so cool. I, I I&#039;m like, I know a ton of it is going over my head. I know I&#039;m gonna like go study this and then come back and watch it and get so much more out of it. What I&#039;m understanding is amazing. So just how you said, like, like in some ways, these Bible things that Jesus did can seem sort of strange. Like he went, he very, very intentionally went on this day to this woman at this. Well, like I&#039;ve always been like, why? Like he, he, he missed all these other people, you know, like there are lots of ways that it can seem almost capricious and you know, it&#039;s not. And so you guys are helping me go. Oh That was so intentional because he was speaking in this language as well. This universal language.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=48m34s 48:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: We&#039;ve been trying to scream, it&#039;s all in the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=48m36s 48:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: scriptures. It&#039;s all been there the whole time.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=48m40s 48:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh my gosh. And it made me when you said that Aquarius is the waters that are our social structures and our social gatherings and maybe like I&#039;m just letting my brain go if I drive you crazy. Let me know. But when it says that the beast will be upon all the many waters at in the in revelation, right? And oh, are you getting that? It&#039;s like all of our OK. OK. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=49m02s 49:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yes. It is a refer to that and, and, and it&#039;s about them taking, putting people into captivity, deceiving people,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=49m10s 49:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: people. Oh Yeah. So it&#039;s controlling all of our interactions with one another and all of our, right. OK. All right. Amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=49m22s 49:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: OK. This next one&#039;s fun. I don&#039;t know if you can guess who this is, but this is LA.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=49m27s 49:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=49m29s 49:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: He&#039;s half out drunk there. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=49m32s 49:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I thought he&#039;d be wearing nicer robes. We&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=49m35s 49:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: wanna give you like like one example of how nature follows the path of the sun. But the scriptures do the same thing. So many of our stories are in linear fashion following the path of the sun. Just like clockwork. Our movies even do this. Some people in our movies understand this kind of stuff, but our scriptures do it too. And so Libras, the scales of balance where everything&#039;s well weighed and judged. And that&#039;s the first symbol I have up there um to the left and it&#039;s about the theme of that is going into the wilderness, but not only that grapes get ripe during that season, everything starts to turn red like wine and it&#039;s a symbol of the time because it&#039;s the counterbalance. It&#039;s the partner, it&#039;s marriage, but it&#039;s also about has the symbol. It carries a symbol of wine. So not only has Nephi Lehi and co gone into the wilderness, they Laban&#039;s got drunk with wine. It&#039;s pulling in all the archetypes of Libra that&#039;s happening there. And they&#039;ve had their&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=50m36s 50:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: remind me the time of year that Libra is, is that,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=50m39s 50:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: that&#039;s uh October ish.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=50m42s 50:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, it&#039;s autumn OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=50m44s 50:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: End of September, early to mid October. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=50m46s 50:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So are turning red and almost OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=50m49s 50:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yes. And then it goes to like towards the end of October and then we get into Halloween season, which is Scorpion season. That&#039;s not a coincidence. Um, it&#039;s a symbol of the sting of death and what happens, what&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=51m03s 51:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: happens to Laban if, for anybody who hasn&#039;t read Spoiler and, uh, hasn&#039;t read past page three of the book of Mormon,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=51m10s 51:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he loses his head,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=51m12s 51:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: he gets killed and it&#039;s a consequence of him trying to kill Nephi and him robbing Nephi. Those are all the archetypes of Scorpio. It&#039;s walking us right through in linear fashion, the, the, the glyphs that the, the zodiac signs. And then the next one,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=51m28s 51:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: like I takes the stuff that wasn&#039;t originally his. That&#039;s another Scorpion theme, taking stuff that doesn&#039;t originally belong to you. Ok. Back to the wild&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=51m39s 51:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: at Halloween. Ok. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=51m41s 51:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: then the next one, are we ready to go to Sagittarius? Sagittarius is the archer. Next thing he goes into the wilderness and he breaks his bow,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=51m48s 51:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: breaks his bow and then has to make the archer.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=51m52s 51:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And it&#039;s a sense goes up and it goes down and it crashes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=51m57s 51:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so I am assuming that this tells us when they left Jerusalem, right? Is that, do you guys tie it in like that? Like, have you looked into dates or does it not even matter because it&#039;s themes and it doesn&#039;t have to be&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=52m10s 52:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: on, we&#039;re talking about the theme of the story, not actual,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=52m14s 52:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: not necessarily the hard dates, but, but if&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=52m16s 52:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: we want to take a detour after that, I can walk you through some book of Mormon stuff where it matches exactly with the stars.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=52m23s 52:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. Ok. So let&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=52m25s 52:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: do this, this theme, this story because the, the book of Mormon is taking us through the theme and then we&#039;ll, then we&#039;ll take you to real time. Like what was happening in the Stars of Heaven during the book of Mormon? And if we can verify that or if it shows that it was not a real book, right? We&#039;ll go into that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=52m40s 52:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Oh.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=52m41s 52:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, ok. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=52m43s 52:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Um So Sagittarius is the archer theme. He breaks his bow arrow and it becomes about the that the Nephi story. And then next thing that happens in the story is Capricorn, the whiny goat, his brother start murmuring, pushing back. He&#039;s an all new low, he&#039;s humbled, brought to his knees in prayers. Capricorn is also the knees of the zodiac he&#039;s brought to his knees. Um And then next they come onto the waters, they resolve that problem. They go into the waters, they abuse Nephi, then the waters get turbulent. Now, we&#039;re talking about the theme that&#039;s the book of Revelation, the angels pouring out his vials and, and because that&#039;s the theme of Aquarius, it&#039;s the water, bear the angel pouring out its vial and that everything gets turbulent and Nephi has to calm and pray it down and I mean, he prays and calms it down and then, and then the Pisces is also known as the mutable water, but it&#039;s also where you make it to the other land, the promised land and they make it to the fall. And so we, it&#039;s just taking you through these themes of the zodiac, like these stories, like it&#039;s embedded in every single one of the Bible and book of Mormon stories.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=53m58s 53:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. That&#039;s amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=54m01s 54:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And so there we have this example from page from the book.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=54m04s 54:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: This is one of the pages from the book on Capricorn. So since we were talking about Capricorn complaining goats,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=54m10s 54:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: um if you want to, I can go back to your question. Now about is there actual signs in the heavens of um that match to what it&#039;s actually saying in real time in the book of Mormon? And uh for example, one, it&#039;s a little easier to go to the closer dates. Um but it gives us timeliness in the book of Mormon better than it does the Bible actually. So it&#039;s actually more verifiable. And for example, I was reading through it in 35 I don&#039;t remember the exact verse, but it says in the sort of justice that hang over your head and it gives a date and it&#039;s saying it&#039;s like a transition of an year. So they their years go from spring to spring usually. And so I&#039;m looking up spring of that year and I&#039;m pulling out star charts and looking at the coordinates of, of all that and literally Orion&#039;s sword, it&#039;s hanging in the air and Mars has come into it, like filling up the sword orion&#039;s sword more. And I&#039;m like, holy crap.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=55m07s 55:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? Like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=55m08s 55:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: like just crazy stuff like that in the book of Mormon. And then other ones were like, and we told you about the alignment that happened during COVID and how it was a match of what, how Jesus described what those constellation alignments meant. And it was talking about them banding up against the Gadot and Robbers and it gave this year that they fortified and went into all one place and they&#039;re gonna starve them out, right? And I&#039;m like, oh, that&#039;s an easy theme. That means that either Saturn or Pluto would be in the constellation Scorpio because Scorpio is about taking what&#039;s not yours. And Scor Saturn and Scorpio would take that it&#039;d be a transition or taking that away from them and I looked it up and it wasn&#039;t just one of them that was in those in the constellation Scorpio, but both of them entering into it at that time. And I was like, oh my word, I&#039;m like, this is a literal book. Like this is not just allegory, but there is some, there&#039;s an aspect of this, that this stuff, the stars are showing these same things happening in the world.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=56m07s 56:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK. This is, so, have you looked at, I&#039;m just curious when, um I think it&#039;s nei um third Nephi, when um isn&#039;t that what it is, yeah, day and a night and a day. It&#039;s the opposite of an eclipse when the savior is born. Right. Have you guys done anything on that? Because I&#039;m super curious. It could&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=56m25s 56:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: have been another phenomenon. Like, could be dark matter. It could&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=56m29s 56:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: be. Yeah. One of those phenomena, like, I, I don&#039;t know that I&#039;ve ever seen a phenomenon in the sky that can produce light, like, uh, as though it&#039;s daytime at night. Um you know, a day and night and day with no darkness. I, I&#039;ve heard of that in like, you know, the college astronomy courses I took like, hey, if this star were to have a supernova, it would be like daytime. Like I&#039;ve heard of that kind of thing theoretically. But who&#039;s to say&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=56m59s 56:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: that&#039;s one of the next part of our presentations that we&#039;re gonna go into our theories? But we can&#039;t like scientifically prove that one on um as of yet, maybe someday&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=57m10s 57:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I&#039;ll need to get in the DeLorean and you know, get it up to 88 mil,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=57m15s 57:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: all of us, right? I needed to orientate.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=57m18s 57:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: So we, we&#039;ve tried to lay a foundation that, that like this stuff&#039;s real, it&#039;s in scripture. And now we want to like use this and push our focus to Jesus and look at the theories like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=57m32s 57:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: that type of things is the Christmas special. This is, you know, we&#039;re going to talk about the star of Bethlehem. And what is that? And, you know, we&#039;re, we&#039;re gonna offer you four theories that are not necessarily mutually exclusive. They might all be uh descriptions of what happens. Some of them might be more than others. Yeah. But uh ok, so the, the first one is very literal. It is that it is simply a new star. And I, and I have a hard time reading the scripture without like bringing up my Trump voice. So I&#039;ll try not to just do it. You know, because because Trump, if you ever listen to him, he&#039;s always the likes of which you&#039;ve never seen before, you know, he always is the biggest, the greatest. So he live in 14 5. This is, this is Samuel the Lamon night and behold, there shall a new star arise such an one as ye never have beheld, see you on my best behavior. I don&#039;t approve and there&#039;s also shall be a sign unto you and behold, this is not all, there shall be many signs and wonders in the heavens. So what Samuel is saying, like he says, there&#039;s a new star and he like clarifies, it says literally like he&#039;s, he&#039;s offering you that in such a way that it can&#039;t be mistaken one that you&#039;ve never seen before. Ok. But it goes on and I think validates at least the possibility that there are other interpretations here because behold, this is not all there shall be many signs and wonders in the heaven. Remember wonders in the heaven. We come back to that in a second.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=59m07s 59:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yeah, let&#039;s go to the next slide.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=59m09s 59:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I can, I just say one thing here also. I guess I&#039;m still on the, I&#039;m, I&#039;m, I&#039;m, I don&#039;t want to harp too much on validating this but think how interesting it is. Like, if, if there was someone who was completely ignorant of anything having to do with the signs in the heavens, would God give them the knowledge, the Foreknowledge, the prophetic knowledge that there are going to be signs and wonders in the heavens, right? I&#039;m guessing that he had some understanding of what that would mean, right? You know what I mean? Like, yeah, just like the more, the more that the greater our knowledge pool, the more that God can give us to understand. And so I think, you know, this is kind of validating that these prophets respected and understood and studied the whatever they call it. The zodiac. What? Right. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=59m59s 59:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: you know, and if you look at the book of Abraham, you know, there, there&#039;s an entire chapter where the Lord is explaining the movements of the planets to Abraham. Like it, it was of such a high priority that one, the Lord taught Abraham about it and two Abraham wrote it down and three Joseph Smith translated it so we could end up in our scriptures like it, it mattered. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m25s 1:00:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: he&#039;s saying the same thing in that if you look up, I don&#039;t want to detour us too much, but you go and turn to your fil lilies and, and it identifies the middle one as co op that signifies new creation and it has a ram there. A ram a being with a ram head. That&#039;s Harry. It&#039;s the first creation. It&#039;s the first one. It&#039;s the first zodiac&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m44s 1:00:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: we could go on about this all day.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m46s 1:00:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So, whatever our problems with Abraham might be with the book of Abraham and the scrolls and the right, it&#039;s kind of, that&#039;s kind of how I look at it at this point because I haven&#039;t delved into that deeply. But it&#039;s like the book itself has value of some sort&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m00s 1:01:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I would encourage on it is to judge it by its content. And you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m05s 1:01:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: know, the story of how it came about&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m07s 1:01:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: if, if somebody wants to delve into that more than I do. Like I, I haven&#039;t personally been interested enough to uh to search that out. Like I&#039;m more interested in the content of it. I, I start from the presumption that Joseph is for real.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m20s 1:01:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yeah, and it has some science in it that, that, that is real measurable and the critics will need to deal with. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m27s 1:01:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m hoping to do an episode on the book of Abraham and um and talk about the difficulties I would love to have you guys back on when I do that to kind of present one side of it, it&#039;ll be, it&#039;ll be a while. But anyway, think about, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m40s 1:01:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: don&#039;t think I&#039;ve ever said no to, uh, to an invitation. So. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m46s 1:01:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Ok. Keep, keep in mind when Samuel says such as one you&#039;ve never beheld, he had to say that there because a new star actually means something completely different to the Ancients. Um, and that is, as a new star means something on the eastern horizon. Even the, among the, whether it be the Israelis or the Egyptians. Um Yeah, new was in the east. Dying is in the west birth&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m13s 1:02:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: and death. Yeah, that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m16s 1:02:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m16s 1:02:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: so it could naturally mean a star that is having an eastern position in which we are going to go into that in a lot more detail. But yeah, they would call that east and Westing also, the Egyptians would and that&#039;s why they would align tombs in Egypt along the west of the Nile, not east of the Nile. So it was, they were lying out things according to the cosmos. So, so that can actually mean other things and we&#039;re gonna get into that later.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m43s 1:02:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Ok. So that, that second theory is that a new star was simply a star at the eastern horizon at an appointed time when it would be expected uh by the wise men who would say, where is he? That is born king of the Jews for we have seen his star in the east and are come to worship him. Ok? That&#039;s one interpretation of what they may have meant. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m08s 1:03:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: OK. Do you remember what you said about uh around the time of where um the virgin would be is when Jesus would be conceived, right? You remember that comment? So, um yeah, you want to go ahead and read that. Yeah. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m25s 1:03:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: So theory number three is, is that a star sign or a sign in the heavens was a star alignment? So this is revelations chapter 12, revelation chapter 12, excuse me, and there appeared a great wonder in heaven. Remember Samuel prophesized about many signs and wonders in heaven. So John is going to tell you what he thinks a wonder in heaven is a woman clothed with the sun and the moon under her feet and upon her head, a crown of 12 stars. Now, after spending the last, you know, 45 minutes hour hour or so with us, I hope that that&#039;s like calling to mind some things like, ok, we&#039;ve got a virgin and we&#039;ve got the sun and we&#039;ve got the moon and they&#039;re in particular places, right? And upon her head, a crown of 12 stars and she being with child, cried, travailing in birth and pain to be delivered. So this is describing a particular configuration of stars and planets in the sky and one that doesn&#039;t come up very often. I I&#039;m aware of three instances. Um One of them is in September BC two which A as you pointed out earlier, uh is around the time when Mary would have found herself overshadowed by the Holy Ghost and uh great with child or beginning, not great with child yet. Soon to be great with child.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m51s 1:04:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yeah. And then, then the sun is overshadowing. That&#039;s a common pheno phenomenon to have the sun go past Virgo at that time of year, right? But the, the alignment of all the other planets is incredibly rare. rare. My dad, OK. So we want to dive into the meaning of this though, but go on.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m07s 1:05:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I want, OK, so the 12 stars and I have you spoken to what that could mean? Leo&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m14s 1:05:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Leo has nine stars and then you have Venus.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m18s 1:05:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? I see&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m20s 1:05:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Mars all up there. So she has her head with 12 because you have Leo nine, the nine of Leo Leo just above her. Then you have the moon under her feet. Yeah. And uh yeah. And then so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m34s 1:05:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, I&#039;m glad I asked that stupid question because the answer made it very clear to me. So OK, there&#039;s no&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m39s 1:05:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: stupid question, right? So we, yeah, the stupid question is one you don&#039;t ask. But&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m45s 1:05:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: so our next slide, we we it&#039;s just kind of a recap that of Doctrine covenants 21 3. Some people interpret that different ways. But um some people associate jesus&#039; birth with April 6th that have came out of Mormonism because of this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m02s 1:06:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: because of this particular verse. And I I would note that this particular sign that we just had on the last slide, I mentioned that it&#039;s appeared in the heavens three times that I&#039;m aware of BC two is one of them. Uh, 1830 is another of them when it appeared in the novel.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m22s 1:06:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: That was, um, it was, it was 1827 1827. We&#039;ll go into that in the next time, but that was the same day that Joseph got the gold plates. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m32s 1:06:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: that&#039;s right. I&#039;m way up.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m35s 1:06:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Um But the idea is this April 6th date. Um You&#039;ve had two people that came from Mormonism that have researched this and they started overlaying calendars with what the book of Mormon said on timelines. I think one was John Pratt and the other one was Brian Weaver and they both calculated out within like a day of each other and got the same date around April 5th or sixth. So like using Book of Mormon math. So Joseph was the type that did that kind of stuff that did that kind of mathematics. For example, he would be if you&#039;ve read the lectures on faith, he&#039;s going through the math of the fathers. And he, if he was doing that there, he may have done that with the book of Mormon also and may have figured that date out that way. So not really sure, but I think&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m22s 1:07:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s around about that you&#039;re saying he chose to, to organize the church on that day. So these are theories as to how he could have come up with that with that day,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m32s 1:07:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: the day he organized the church I believe, was specified by revelation that the Lord said this is the day you&#039;re supposed to do it. And it turned out to be April 6th, 1930.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m42s 1:07:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yeah. And then, and then you&#039;ve had two other people do once again, take the, take sacred calendars and apply them to the book of Mormon to see how far back Jesus was born. And they came up with the same dates like calculated Jesus birth. I haven&#039;t done that personally, but there&#039;s been two other researchers that have done that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m00s 1:08:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m01s 1:08:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: So I want to talk about like the meanings of the constellation like because a lot of people like to point it out, but I want to go through the meanings. Let&#039;s hit the next slide. Um Real quick, the sun is a representation of the power of God. It&#039;s the most glorious and powerful heavenly body out there. I don&#039;t. And it&#039;s, that&#039;s how it&#039;s kind of used and it rules&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m19s 1:08:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: the day its strength like we&#039;re dependent on it for our lives. For all of the energy, we drive plants, animals like everything depends on the sun. Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m31s 1:08:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Then the next the mo this is where it&#039;s gonna be triggering to a lot of people. But uh the moon is a symbol of like a covenant body. It&#039;s like the house of God in its depiction in early Hebrew was drawn as a house, a hieroglyph of a house. And therefore there&#039;s some ominous warnings when it&#039;s put under feet. It&#039;s actually a bad omen. Not a, not a good omen for some let&#039;s go to the next.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m55s 1:08:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So just really quickly. So the sun generally is, is masculine like, you know, and the moon is considered feminine, right? And so kind of am I I faith in here? I just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m08s 1:09:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: one example is Joseph&#039;s dream when Joseph in Egypt had a dream that the stars all bowed to him, right? The 12 stars. And um and he talked about the sun and the moon also and and Jacob instantly interpreted it that way he goes, you mean even your father and mother will bow to you and he used the moon as a symbol of the wife, the mother. And that&#039;s and think of it in terms of a covenant body or the bride of Christ, right? Ok. So, so it can take on those archetypes and scriptures. Um Venus, the the the goddess of love, right? Um is very, if you put it, it, its hieroglyph was represented as a foot. And if you go to the next slide, like we were getting told about the meaning of the story all along in the Cinderella story, the glass slipper right there, right? And the idea is it, it&#039;s about putting underfoot, the old misbehaving family, the unfaithful family and then getting a new covenant, everything about the foot is a new covenant, a new testament, right? And so next slide, um this story came from the Greeks and the Greeks believe it&#039;s believed that the Greeks got it from the Egyptians. It&#039;s really old. So like we were, we&#039;ve been being told about these, some of these things in, in our basic fairy tales, but they, they, they hold a lot of truth. So when you put the, the, the moon under foot, it means that there has been an old covenant, but a new covenant is coming,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m42s 1:10:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: a replacement, right? Of Christ, a replacement covenant, a replacement uh counterpart. Um And you know, the glass slipper for me always reminds me of the Jewish wedding tradition. I don&#039;t know. And I, I don&#039;t claim to be an expert on this. I&#039;ve had this much exposure to it. But the tradition where as part of the wedding ceremony, the bride and the groom break glass, they step on&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m09s 1:11:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: glass on it. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m11s 1:11:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Yeah. And, and the glass slipper always reminds me of that. And I think that is appropriate symbolism here for this discussion because the moon under feet breaking like, OK, something old is going away and something new is beginning and with that, it&#039;s often referred to as the birth of the kingdom of God. Um very appropriate for Jesus&#039;s birth and for Joseph receiving the plates. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m35s 1:11:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: because, because there&#039;s a because once again, covenant and Testament are interchangeable words. They could be translated one way or the other. The Old Testament could be called Old Covenants. The New Testament covenants in the book of Mormon. Another Testament could be also called another covenant of Jesus. Therefore, it&#039;s in the star signs have matched in line with all these events as we&#039;ve gone through this, like the stars are giving their narrative too and these are their alignments to get all those planets there. It&#039;s hundreds of years in the making.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m09s 1:12:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so when you say a bad omen, um does that what I&#039;m interpreting that to mean is just like saying that a shift is coming. Like there is some sort of you&#039;re the one who&#039;s being replaced.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m23s 1:12:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: So it&#039;s like the idea of Joseph gives a discourse on that. He said, John, the Baptist was raised up to remove the covenant from the Jews. So when they killed him, it removed their keys. So it&#039;s a bad Omen for the Jews. It means the covenant, it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m35s 1:12:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: bad if you&#039;re getting the one, if you&#039;re the one losing your&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m37s 1:12:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: covenant, they, they were losing active covenant status. And then the, the, the Christian dispensation receives new covenant status, right? And then then that Omen when Joseph, because it&#039;s the same day, if you count it the way that Hebrew from evening to evening because he caught it the one evening and then Stars Line was in the next morning. Um It&#039;s showing that like Joseph is receiving another covenant, but then it&#039;s also showing that like, the Christian dispensation is over, that they&#039;ve been stripped of their covenant. That&#039;s what a star sign means.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m10s 1:13:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: And so, you know, bad omen, that&#039;s really up to you whether, you know, if you are receptive to what God is doing or, you know, that&#039;s not bad news if you, if you&#039;re, if you&#039;re in the right place and if you&#039;re, if you&#039;re in touch with God and you&#039;re being building relationship with him and on board with what he&#039;s doing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m31s 1:13:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, yeah, that&#039;s, that&#039;s kind of my view on it is like nothing is bad. If we are submissive to God, God does all of these things for our benefit, all these things should work to, to be for our good, right? So, so that&#039;s, I guess why I was questioning the use of bad omen because it&#039;s kind of like if we&#039;re submissive to God, we know everything is good and we just flow with it, right? So there isn&#039;t bad good coming from God. Ok?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m54s 1:13:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: But it would feel pretty bad if you&#039;re the Jews who are losing their covenant status and losing and you&#039;re going to have your temple destroyed and you know, be scattered to the four like that would feel pretty&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m05s 1:14:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: bad. But there were a lot but again, came along that, yeah, that only happened because they were so um proud, right? If they had been submissive and humble, then they could have just flowed into the new covenant. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m20s 1:14:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Absolutely. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m22s 1:14:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. So, it doesn&#039;t have to be bad for us, I guess, is what I&#039;m saying. It&#039;s like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m28s 1:14:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: the,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m29s 1:14:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah, exactly. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m33s 1:14:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: All right. Theory. Number four, we had to go here. We had to,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m36s 1:14:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: we have to talk about it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m39s 1:14:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I love it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m40s 1:14:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I, I love Brian&#039;s artwork. I, I love it so much. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m44s 1:14:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: incredible. It is in, I just, uh, I love it. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, it makes it like you could watch these channels to do the whole like a smr meditations. I mean, it&#039;s just gorgeous. What you, what you do. So anyway, I, every single slide I&#039;m like, I love it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m01s 1:15:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: We, we want this to be fun. So should I go here? Huh? Um So we&#039;re gonna bring up some things with this theory and this is more for fun. We have to, we want to talk about it but we&#039;re um but this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m17s 1:15:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: isn&#039;t necessarily your theory or your top theory is what I&#039;m hearing it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m21s 1:15:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: It&#039;s a fun theory. I, I can&#039;t indefinitely prove it, but we want to talk about it for fun. It&#039;s gonna involve this book. Have you heard of this book of Joshua? It was printed by the Mormons out of Salt Lake City and apparently&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m34s 1:15:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have heard of it. I&#039;m so far not a huge fan but um but I&#039;m, I haven&#039;t read it. I just had it quoted at me like, what are you talking about? So, anyway, but, but I&#039;m open to it. The&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m45s 1:15:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Bible references the book of Joshua, whether this is the real thing or not, we don&#039;t know. Um, it does have some interesting stuff. There&#039;s like a star alignment that it&#039;s like one of the stories seems to be embodied in a star alignment and that catches my eye. I&#039;m like, huh. That&#039;s interesting. Um, and that would be with Orion because it, or the Juicy Orion is the, it&#039;s seen as a mighty Hunter Orion, the hunter, right? And the juice see that as Nimrod and he&#039;s dressed with garb, he&#039;s wearing the coat of many colors, right? And, and that the focus of Orion&#039;s consolation is his belt. And, um, so that gives me pause because it identifies that birthright as the coat. Um And then that&#039;s, and it makes more sense actually when you have less of the bi when the Bible story tells less, it makes it makes more sense why Joseph&#039;s brothers didn&#039;t like him if he was receiving the coat that was passed down from Adam in the Garden of the Garden of Eden, that would make a lot more sense. So it, it does have some stuff that&#039;s suggestible and then the stars seem to embody that a little bit. So I like that. It also has some stuff that it gives additional details that we find in the book of Mormon, for example, the City of Enoch in the Bible it was just enoch left but in the book of M but in Joseph Smith stuff it in his revelation from the whole city and this book says the city went like there was others that went with him. So there&#039;s some stuff that&#039;s like actually validated and we know that there was a revelation in the Doctrine covenants that says some things are Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m21s 1:17:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Yeah. So when we&#039;re, when we&#039;re talking about anything like that, the book of Joshua, I think certainly fits this description. Uh Section 91 of the Doctrine and covenants. Um The Lord, the Lord, the Lord recommends the apocrypha for study most people. When I was learning it in seminary, I wasn&#039;t taught it that way. But if you read the plain text of section 91 the Lord says there are many things contained there in that are true and it is mostly translated correctly. He does give you a warning. There are many things contained there in that are not true, which are interpolations by the hands of men verily, I say unto you that it is not needful, the apocrypha should be translated. Therefore, whoso readeth it, let him understand for the spirit manifested truth and whoso is enlightened by the spirit shall obtain benefit there from like that to me. Sounds like a recommendation, you know, first be enlightened by the spirit and second, you know, if, if so then yeah, these are, there are some things out there that are worthy of study. But definitely, like we said, at the very beginning of this, apply your discernment and recognize. Yeah, these things don&#039;t have the, the perfect unqualified endorsement of God as the, the absolute universal truth. The endorsement you get from the Lord is. Yeah, if you uh if you&#039;re enlightened by the Holy Spirit, you can benefit from it. Great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m46s 1:18:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Ok. So, so one star story in there is, it expands more about Joseph and from our culture, our history, Joseph knew more about the stars. That&#039;s another thing that&#039;s cross agreeing on. And, and we have a depiction of Joseph who&#039;s in Egypt and Benjamin up there. And there&#039;s a point in the Joseph getting sold into Egypt&#039;s story where um they admit that they sold their brother into Egypt and, and he pulls Benjamin aside who was not involved in the selling of Joseph to Egypt. And he, and he gets talking to him along privately and he&#039;s like, hey, I, I hear that um the Hebrews know the mysteries of the stars. Like, do you know about those things? And he&#039;s like, yeah, my father taught me them, he taught me in wisdom and, and how to be wise, right? And those are the same keywords that we use to describe the wise men who, who know the stars. And he&#039;s like, well, then here are the instruments, here&#039;s the map of the stars. And here is this, he gave him the instruments, he goes, you should be able to track down and find what Joseph said. And, and apparently, according to this account, Benjamin looks at it and he gets like, astonished and he&#039;s like, goes quiet and Joseph&#039;s like, what is it? What do you see? And he&#039;s like, well, it shows that Joseph should be here with me. Now. He&#039;s like, are you Joseph? And then that&#039;s when he confesses that he&#039;s Joseph and he&#039;s like, but did you not tell your brothers? I&#039;m going to put a cup in your sack. I need to see whether they repented&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m25s 1:20:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: or not in this version of it. Like Benjamin&#039;s in on the whole cup in the sack. Ok. You know, again, not claiming it&#039;s absolutely true. And just, it&#039;s interesting and it&#039;s cool. So we, it is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m39s 1:20:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: really cool. I was gonna say that but, but&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m42s 1:20:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: what if the wise men were actually using the stars and their knowledge of them and had maps and we&#039;re actually tracking&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m51s 1:20:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: and we&#039;re able to use them in that way that unless you&#039;ve told me, unless you figured it out since the last time we talked about it, I haven&#039;t figured out how to do that yet.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m58s 1:20:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: It would not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m59s 1:20:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s, isn&#039;t that what we all kind of thought? Isn&#039;t that what we all kind of think? I don&#039;t know. That&#039;s what I always thought growing up, that they saw the car.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m08s 1:21:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I grow up. It&#039;s like a star hovering over the man. Like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m14s 1:21:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: my argument against that theory of a star huddling over chasing Jesus would be, that, wouldn&#039;t he have found him?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m21s 1:21:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, good point. Plus, have you ever tried to follow the moon or? You know, it&#039;s like chasing the end of the rainbow. It&#039;s not gonna stay, you know, it&#039;s all perspective and relation. You can&#039;t see a star in the heaven and choose a manger. I, I choose, you know, one stable from it. And so I, that&#039;s, that&#039;s funny because I, your fourth theory, which is kind of the one that, you know is, I guess what I thought happened,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m45s 1:21:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: none of these were mutually exclusive. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m48s 1:21:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ok, I&#039;m not, I guess I, I hadn&#039;t thought of it critically. It&#039;s just kind of what I grew up. I&#039;m remembering back to when I was a child being like they knew so much about how to or a teenager, you know, anyway, they can bring the stars like a map.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m02s 1:22:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yep. So we wanna show like we&#039;re gonna pull up some stars on some known figures of the channel. And, uh, um, you tell, you, tell us how close we are, right? And, and so, but first before we go into her and then we&#039;re gonna jump into Jesus after this, we want you guys to see that this is real and, and, um, then we&#039;re gonna, we&#039;ll go into it and we&#039;ll look at Jesus&#039;s stuff after. But let&#039;s talk about Whitney first. We&#039;re all familiar with Whitney Horning. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m33s 1:22:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Whitney Horning is a friend that we all have in common. Um, hi, Whitney. Love you together.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m40s 1:22:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m41s 1:22:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Um, you have some interesting star alignments. Like, we&#039;ve done some work on Joseph and trying to figure out Joseph Smith stars and, um, Whitney Horning has some similar star alignments to her personality that Joseph Smith has. She has like a similar wiring if that makes sense. So, and it&#039;s interesting that she felt led to read, to write a book on Joseph Smith when she has like kind of a construct similar to him and, and like to her, if you asked her, hey, how would you like to be with two men and, and she&#039;d be like, that&#039;s disgusting, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m15s 1:23:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Like, like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m17s 1:23:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: but that&#039;s her personality. But that was actually Joseph Smith&#039;s personality too. So like Gemini rising both of them and uh she has some interesting alignments. She has uh Jupiter in Scorpio and her Scorpio is in the sixth house which is Virgo. So she brings in Scorpio is like a sexual energy and it, and it brings in the virgin, the clean energy, but her stars were retrograding. Jupiter is retrograding to Scorpio, meaning she&#039;s taking the inappropriate like sex out like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m51s 1:23:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: that into English for just a moment. Um Whitney, what Paul is saying about you is that uh the stars reflect someone who is pure uh chaste virtuous and, and wants those things kept within all of the appropriate boundaries of, of a marriage relationship that is committed. And a, like, that&#039;s what her say about her and what Joseph says about him. Yeah. He&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m16s 1:24:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: doesn&#039;t have those exact, um, Jupiters. But she can, they have similar personality view where they would, they would want. But the Jupiter is the blessing. We want to stress that your Jupiter is your blessing. It&#039;s what you, what you bring to the world and she&#039;s actually doing that. You&#039;ve seen that over the course of her life and her stars show that. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m35s 1:24:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m wondering, OK, that&#039;s I&#039;m, I&#039;m wondering, I was, I was thinking maybe I should get Whitney on the phone and let her verify for this. I hate to surprise her with it. I&#039;ll see if she responds to my text.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m50s 1:24:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: That was mainly what I wanted to forget about it. She does also have Saturn and Pisces and it shows that the idea of she, she&#039;s gonna, she&#039;s given the omen of taking away people&#039;s illusions. It&#039;s one way that could be&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m02s 1:25:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: for her. It&#039;s Saturn and 12th House and Taurus for her as well.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m07s 1:25:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m09s 1:25:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: and uh which is Pisces, we might want to edit this part out. Just she has Saturn and Mars together. I remember. So II I don&#039;t think I would like to be around her when she&#039;s angry. Maybe that&#039;s a question I should ask like her husband or something or maybe if you want to tell me she&#039;s like what she&#039;s saying. OK,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m30s 1:25:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: she, she never gets angry. Ok, so she, ok. Well, do you know what, even if that&#039;s true, she, well, even if that&#039;s true, she&#039;s passionate about what she believes and what she thinks is right. And I can appreciate that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m42s 1:25:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I love that about her. Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m45s 1:25:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: So your stars um Liber Ri, like that&#039;s the same as my wife. So I feel like even though we haven&#039;t met in person, I&#039;m probably gonna get you because you&#039;re gonna wanna bring balance to everything, right? As, as far as like a person, a personality. But what I wanna focus on is you have Jupiter in Aries and what house is that in? Is, is there Jupiter in uh seven, Jupiter is in the seventh house? That&#039;s interesting because um Jupiter brings in areas can bring war, can bring, it could be mean that you have the blessing to bring the fight out, right? But it also idea that you could be blessed to be noticed as a person if you notice how big your channel is growing. Um You&#039;ve kind of came as like a Provent person like Aries is the I am. Your your yourself has kind of been in the spotlight and your stars kind of show that Omen, right? And in the Seventh House, it brings in the expansion of balance. It&#039;s, it&#039;s the opposite of polygamy. It&#039;s it&#039;s bringing balance, it&#039;s bringing the companion, the partner and bringing everything into balance like your stars show this like four, you like you&#039;re for ordained for this, like you&#039;re doing what your own show that, that you&#039;ll do what you&#039;ll bring.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m05s 1:27:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Another one that, that stands out to me is uh Moon in Scorpio. That, that theme suggests you would prefer the ugly truth to a comforting lie every day of the week and twice on Sunday. Like no matter how ugly the truth is, like, that&#039;s what you want. Not the ignorance is bliss. Put the blinders on. Um And then I also see, can I talk about Saturn and Cancer&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m32s 1:27:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: lightly? We&#039;ll be, we&#039;ll try to tread carefully because this is about your, like, your struggles, your challenges,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m38s 1:27:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: um Satur and Cancer and this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m40s 1:27:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is what you just said. I like the ugly truth. So go for it. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m45s 1:27:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I mean, I, I, I&#039;ll tread carefully and then if you want to talk more about it off air or not at all, like, that&#039;s totally up to you. Uh, that, that suggests some challenges and trials related to uh to motherhood and childbearing. Um, but I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll leave that to, uh we can talk about it or not. That&#039;s totally up to you. I know that&#039;s, that those themes can be really, really sensitive.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: They are. But I will tell you, um, ah, I&#039;m sorry. Um, ah, it&#039;s, it&#039;s interesting because a lot of what you&#039;re saying. So, so I&#039;m gonna back up to a couple of the things you said before. I, um for years and years and years have known there were things I was supposed to do. I, I knew I was supposed to speak and write to do things that I felt like God wanted me to do and then I had this huge family. Right. And so I always kind of struggled and like, how am I supposed to? Like, I, it was painful to not be doing what I felt like I was supposed to be doing in that area, but I was doing what I was supposed to be doing in the motherhood area, right? And then, um I um had really strong, profound answers to have my little 12th. And um, and, and that was a struggle for me because, well, for so many reasons, you know, but, um anyway, and so when we lost her, I was so, um I felt like God was so cruel, right? Because how could you tell me to do this and make me think it, you know, and then take her away, right? And then same story with my number. I, I had some, an some profound answers with my 12th, but then my 13th, I was told to have her and the same story. And both times I had to like go to the depth of is God cruel, like God, who I know and who I love. Can I trust God or is he kind of this jokester that does such cruel things? Right? And so I guess the reason I&#039;m bringing this up is because I, um, I got the answers. I was given answers both times. And with my 13th, I had been told before, I, I was just in turmoil because our last, I, like there was no fixing it. I somehow thought that if I had another baby would fix something. Do you know what I mean? Like, how can you lose your last child? And, um, anyway, I learned that that&#039;s not. But, but anyway, it was, the Lord just told me you don&#039;t know what you want, but I know what you want and if you trust me, I&#039;ll give you what you want. That was exactly the answer I had for our 13th and when I conceived and it was a little girl, it actually was exactly what we wanted, you know what I wanted. And so when she was taken away, um I just felt like how could you tell me that this is not what I want, you know? And um the Lord told me so profoundly like, well, my little girls told me so profoundly that I always wanted to be their mother. They were supposed to be mine. But the Lord showed me my, my path and said this is what you want, you want to be their mother and you want to do what you are here to do, right? And so in a way, um you know, they&#039;re part of the team on the other side of what of what we&#039;re all trying to accomplish. So having you validate, that is actually another witness of, you know, that this was written in the stars that, that this there is purpose to all of this and somehow purpose gives you healing, purpose gives you right. Rather than having to always wonder, is God cruel, being able to see. No, this is all in God&#039;s hands and this is all exactly what was when I say for ordained, like this is what I chose and this is what I wanted. That, does that make sense? Anyway. So I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m32s 1:31:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: actually thank you for sharing that with us. I, I confess, I don&#039;t know you well enough to, to have already known any of that. So um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m43s 1:31:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah, sorry to go off on, on, on that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m46s 1:31:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: It&#039;s totally OK. I have, I, I&#039;m, I&#039;m kind of feeling emotional about the, the prospect of losing my, my youngest two Children are twins. They&#039;re nine months old now and the idea of losing two Children is, is weighing on me a little bit. I&#039;m, I just need to take a breath for a second.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: It&#039;s, but it has been um anyway, that&#039;s really interesting to um you know, that&#039;s how I interpret what you said at least.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m14s 1:32:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yeah, that&#039;s very in line. Um I do want to bring up one other point on your chart that relates to Jesus. It says very similar alignment to Jesus and, and it&#039;s Saturn in the 10th house AM I right. Am I reading that? Right. Yeah. Um That means also and keep in mind sometimes these things can be used where somebody picks it up and they uses it a weapon and I can see that in you a little bit. But um Saturn the Destroying Angel the 10th House is masculinity. Governance like fatherhood. It&#039;s the idea of taking a bath and taking it to mass um toxic masculinity. Like it shows that like alignment that could draw the iron of governing people, people that don&#039;t like their narrative dismissed. So you have&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m06s 1:33:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: in your challenging authoritative masculine narrative&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m09s 1:33:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: and Jesus had that same alignment in his stars, which we&#039;re going to get to.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m14s 1:33:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh OK. So kind of the OK. OK. That&#039;s, that&#039;s really interesting. OK. The not, not wanting to break something but telling the truth and having it kind of threatened to break something. OK?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m29s 1:33:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Because it takes away the um masculine power in a way like this narrative. Like it takes this tight grip that the authorities say, hey, it&#039;s gotta be this way and you&#039;ve degraded that you&#039;ve started to go through the flow of not having that act on you as much, but you&#039;re using it like a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m48s 1:33:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: gift and, and Mars in general like the way you fight is, is with words, you speak, you speak the truth. And uh yeah, so we, we could spend an hour just doing, we could spend two hours.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Go ahead. OK. This is it&#039;s so amazing. I, I guess I&#039;m kind of overwhelmed by the amount of time. How, how long would it take to be able to gain some mastery of this so that I could look at it and know how to read it, or?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m25s 1:34:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: That&#039;s a good question. How, how long was it for you be before? You felt like you had a, uh, a handle on this?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m32s 1:34:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Well, I keep trying to push myself to learn different aspects of it and, and yeah, I&#039;ve spent like a decade on it. But um I really feel like that if we put classes together and we simplified it and showed them very basic things and even just in the channel, we&#039;re using story from the Bible to show people to help them remember and associate it correctly. Like really people could be after a couple of months if they just dived into it, that would, could get pretty versed in it because they already know a lot of it. It&#039;s so much of it&#039;s in scripture and then there&#039;s just a few little things that we would need to point out that would give them a foundation.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m10s 1:35:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: So, I mean, you, you could, you can gain a, a competence and a comfort level with it. I would say pretty quickly you can, you know, a few hours into it um over the course of like a month or two. Yeah, you could, you could look at this and, and make more sense of it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m28s 1:35:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: 32 hour classes series to get somebody with a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m32s 1:35:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: level of competence with it that you can use it. They could take off.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m36s 1:35:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So it&#039;s like everything you&#039;re never done learning, but you can get a, get to a place of just going. Oh, ok. I get this. I can. Ok. That&#039;s ok. This is amazing. So I could, you, I&#039;m curious, um, I guess, I guess the question I, I&#039;m, I&#039;m having my tapping into the skeptical mind too. My my need to bring balance to everything. But so, so could you look at somebody? So this is just based on birth date and time, right? Like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m09s 1:36:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: and, and location?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m11s 1:36:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh and location? Oh, because it&#039;s where, where the signs are, where you&#039;re born? OK. Because it&#039;s all about where&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m17s 1:36:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: light is positioning itself. So yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m19s 1:36:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, so cool. OK. So if you knew those facts and if someone just said, hey, I wanna test you. Here is a birthday and time and location, tell me about this person.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Yeah, that easy,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: easy. And it&#039;s, and you feel like it&#039;s pretty, there&#039;s a lot of a high level of accuracy.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: We start guessing people what they are and I, I got people yelling at me at work. I&#039;m like, somebody just went off and I&#039;m like, huh?&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Yeah. And, and by guessing what they are like, it&#039;s uh it&#039;s somebody that we know, well, we can reverse engineer this sometimes like, OK, I can look at someone I&#039;ve known for a long time and I can say, ok, well, I know their birthday so that will tell me their sun sign pretty well. They act this way and they look this way and I can say, you know, I, I, this is one of the things he was saying about me, like I, I can do a lot of this math in my head. But I sometimes I pull out a piece of paper. Say, were you born at like 230 in the afternoon or something? And, you know, I can usually come to it if it&#039;s somebody that I know. Well, I can, they&#039;ll, they&#039;ll have to go get their birth certificate and they&#039;ll say, yeah, 234 you know,&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: like they fall on people, most people fall into their occupations and everything by this stuff. You&#039;ll see&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: what they say about what they&#039;re going to do for you. You can&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: start if you know the science really well, you can.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. So do you go ahead? Ok. So, so what you&#039;re doing for me right now, you know, like, like putting together mine. Do you do this for people or is this, what is this, what would be called? A, is this a psychic reading is like, what do you call, um,&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: this would be called a natal chart. And so it&#039;s not predicting the future as much as it is just like, it&#039;s a mapping of the personalities and it&#039;s like an overall, just the general life you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m17s 1:38:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: can think of it. Like, I mean, I, I like to explain it. You can think of it. Like your, your mental slash spiritual DNA, it doesn&#039;t tell you what choices you&#039;re going to make. Like you absolutely have agency and you get to choose what you&#039;re going to do. It just kind of says like, hey, these are the things that, uh, that you&#039;re drawn towards or things that repulse you kind of like I said a few minutes ago, you know, you prefer the ugly truth. I, I&#039;ve got a friend who definitely prefers the uh the comforting illusion.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m51s 1:38:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK. Yeah. So, so um oh, what was I gonna say? So I, I have a couple of questions. So how do you guys um explain this? I, I mean, do you just, do you think of it in terms of like God has written all of this specificity in the heavens? And that even comes down into the detail of when we are born and where we&#039;re born, that God is, it&#039;s kind of God&#039;s signature everywhere in all creation or like, I guess I&#039;m trying to give people a way to think about it or because I think some people might think, oh, because I&#039;m born at that time in that place, I&#039;m something like, like, you know, like, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: that makes&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m33s 1:39:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: sense.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: It&#039;s like, II I think to answer that question, I would say, I, I like the first version of it where you can, you can see God is being intimately involved in the details of everything right down to when you know, a baby takes his first breath and where that&#039;s going to be. And like, yeah, like, I certainly see it a lot that way because I, I get the, uh, I get the skeptical mind of like, Saturn is a zillion miles that way out in space. It doesn&#039;t care about you. What on earth are you even talking about where you need to take&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: a grain of salt analogy? I would use, how are you as a little girl? And how have you changed as an adult? Like we have there&#039;s a huge different evolution through these signs like they, they may have an in a subject or a kind of a theme that goes along with them a certain priority if that makes sense. But ultimately, and they may have a flow. You may walk a certain way&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m29s 1:40:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: naturally like my daughter who bounces everywhere she goes. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: Fire rising. OK. Harry&#039;s rising people are they, they sometimes get back&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: my daughter. If you&#039;ve seen Winnie the Pooh Tigger, that&#039;s, that&#039;s my little girl. Five years old. Bounce,&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: bounce, bounce, bounce. My little girl turning seven Aries rising does the same thing just bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce. She skips everywhere.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s what I&#039;m thinking. This would be so useful just, it&#039;s sort of like a personality test, right? The same, it serves the same purpose as like a really involved personality test to kind of just tell you about yourself or how to understand yourself or other people that can be really useful. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m06s 1:41:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And we get a lot of like straw men set up with horoscopes and sun signs and sun signs that have a lot less to do with us than our rising where it says ascendant Libra like&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: for you. So it&#039;s that middle section of the uh of the chart where it says, I don&#039;t know if you can see my ma or not, that&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: has so much more to do with the angle of the sun was at the very moment you were born of who you are more than anything else.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. And I&#039;m thinking when Jesus says like God is, isn&#039;t mindful of even this little Daisy, right? The right? Like why would God not be mindful of every soul that is born? Why is it impossible to consider that this would be written in the stars and written in anyway, I think there&#039;s something beautiful about this. It kind of makes everything that much more profound.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Yeah, wri written into your uh like it, it&#039;s it, you could see it, you know, potentially as, as like a description of your spirit. And so like you could see it as OK, when, when all that, when all of that happened, when all of those things came together, that&#039;s when I was scheduled to come into, into the earth on the other side. And, you know, I, I&#039;ve made my way in and, you know, like I say, some people will look at this and say, oh, well, I&#039;m gonna blame it on the moon. I, you know, just&lt;br /&gt;
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Brian: it needs to be approached with balance, it needs to be not&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: and some people who will, who will ask for these will be like, so what do you think I should do? And I said, well, what do you want to do? Like I, I am not to become anyone psychic. I&#039;m not going to tell anyone how to make, you know, life choices that they&#039;re going to make based on this. Like if somebody asked my perspective on a problem that I faced, I&#039;ll talk about that just, you know, one human to another. But uh like he and I talk about, hey, what do you do with your kids? You know, when your kids are doing XY and Z, what are you doing about that? We talk about that all the time. That&#039;s just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m09s 1:43:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like everything. There&#039;s, there&#039;s good and bad use of it. Like I&#039;m thinking a really bad use of this would be a really good use would be I want to understand my kids better. And so I know how to be the best parent for them. That&#039;s a good use. A bad use would be OK. A bad use would be I want this kind of kids So I&#039;m going to schedule my C section to be exactly this time.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: But yeah, yeah, like it&#039;s, it&#039;s a bit like asking the question is sex good or bad. The answer is from a certain perspective. It was the first commandment Adam Eve, you know, get done business multiply and replenish the earth or in other circumstances. It is horribly destructive of uh peace and society and it, it challenges people for generations when it&#039;s misused. You know, you can be cursed with poverty for generations. If you&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: there&#039;s, there&#039;s great sex can go really, really wrong, right? And it can also be, yeah. So, ok, so I guess that&#039;s what, so&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: is that good or bad? The answer is yes. And is this good or bad? Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. And so that I did have that thought, forgive me for these weird questions. But does C section affect this?&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: My, my first child was born as a uh as an emergency C section. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I guess, I mean, like, like if you don&#039;t go into labor naturally, it&#039;s still God still can write that all, all of it. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Taylor: Yeah, and can figure it out. I do want to point&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: one. I have to remind myself that we can&#039;t mess up God&#039;s plans. We&#039;re not that big. So, ok, go ahead,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m00s 1:45:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: caveat with all this though. Is um the scriptures are pretty clear. We should not rely on the arm of flesh. We should not be putting another person between us and God. Like, like can we try to have that mindset on our channel about? Everybody needs to go through their personal transformation. Everybody needs to um like find God know God on their own and this is life eternal that they might know the, the only true God and Jesus whom now I like it. That&#039;s the point of this life. And to, and we try to educate the people on these to where they can know it for themselves. They can, they can understand the signs and the seasons. The way that in the context of the Bible says is appropriate. So and not to be that person that somebody is going to, we don&#039;t want somebody hanging on to us. You know what I mean?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m48s 1:45:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m48s 1:45:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: not qualified for that. So, you know, Jesus is the one that you should, you should be going and speaking of Jesus, should we move on from Michelle? Not that we don&#039;t love you Michelle, but we move on. Do you want to talk about Jesus?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m59s 1:45:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Let&#039;s please get to Jesus. That is yes, much, much better topic. We&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m04s 1:46:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: wanted to like set a precedent that like we wanted to show that it was real for you. And we want to show that the stars were real for Jesus. So um there&#039;s really something amazing that was happening, like when they&#039;re setting up the ordinances, they&#039;re, they&#039;re doing them in replication of the heavens and, and likewise, when they put the tribes of Israel representing the, the 12 tribes of the 12 zodiacs. They&#039;re aligning them to the zodiacs of um, what they looked like when Jesus was born because we, we know that he was the sunshine of a lamb. But what it&#039;s doing is it&#039;s bringing the lion to the east along with the virgin woman and, and, and we, what we&#039;ve done to triangulate this and I&#039;m eventually gonna probably make a video on it, but I&#039;m still researching it. But Jesus goes out of his way over and over and over again and he associates the Samaritans over and over again with um the tribe a with the constellation Aquarius. And, and we know that the Samaritans were highly populated by Ephram. Mis and Ephram mis were the ones that rebelled against Judah and in and in the zodiac, um the lion of Judah, Leo Aquarius are the opposites. They, they, they hold the oppositional force and that&#039;s the whole theme of Ephraim rebelling is the theme of Aquarius. It&#039;s rebelling against the main character, Leo the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m30s 1:47:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: lion. And so what, and they&#039;re, they&#039;re opposites like literally like, uh you know, I, I if you&#039;re looking for where the sun is, we&#039;re talking about the end of July to August and the end of January to February, like it&#039;s literally opposite sides of the sky.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m46s 1:47:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Hottest and the coldest times of the year, right? So it&#039;s oriented laying out the Zodiac or the tribes of Israel to be in the position of the stars when Jesus was born. It&#039;s actually truly remarkable in my opinion. And what was interesting is, is Jupiter at the time of his birth was like, like right between Virgo and Judah, like it&#039;s between um and I&#039;ve made a graphic of it where you can see exactly where Jupiter was like, right between Virgo and Leo. And that has some great significance because Jesus with a, a Virgo placement of Jupiter. Jupiter is your blessing. It&#039;s what you&#039;re incredibly good at, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m29s 1:48:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: What comes naturally and relatively easily for you, Virgo&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m33s 1:48:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: cleanness, holiness. It&#039;s, it&#039;s an archetype for healing. It&#039;s, it rules over the house that governs healing. It means that Je Jesus was born at that time that he was gonna be imbued with the gift of healing&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m47s 1:48:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: so much so that people could touch his body and be made whole to that point, he touched the dead and they came back to life&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m56s 1:48:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: to that point with healing in his wings&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m00s 1:49:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: and, and, and, and that healing in his wings means Jupiter and Virgo or Jupiter in the sixth house, it could manifest either way there. Um Those scriptures are describing alignments of his birth um Just before that barely into the lion is when his birth that were where the sun would have been a um what&#039;s rising on the horizon. What was on the horizon? What was where the eastern horizon was at? So the, the the sun was in Aries. The eastern horizon is where the the horizon was and it was barely into Leo, which this is complex stuff. I&#039;m gonna try to make it not sound too complex, but it makes um the line of all of his houses start at Leo. And therefore it encompasses mainly the house of Virgo, meaning Ver uh Jupiter was in the first house. And what I mean by that is, it&#039;s the other omen of his birth. It gives you two blessings at your, at your birth. We talked about your two blessings and your two cursing jesus&#039;. Other blessing was to be in to have his body be blessed. His body was blessed with expansion. So he was a supercharged, gifted person and a gifted healer. Those were his two main gifts. And it also is a symbol that whoever partakes of his body receives expansion. Life is still&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m22s 1:50:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: like almost like he meant that when he said that like take it, this is my body. Take this into your yourself are&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m30s 1:50:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: testifying of our ordinances and those things like that. I want to make a point out. One other thing, Pluto is aligned as much as it can be with Spiker, the seed of the woman. So that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m41s 1:50:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: uh if you can look at the graphic towards the left of it, the second like where the woman&#039;s knees would be,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m47s 1:50:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we can see his mouse, we could see the mouse move on it. Uh&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m51s 1:50:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I can&#039;t see the mouse&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m53s 1:50:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: point to that one and it&#039;s aligned with that, that&#039;s spiker that&#039;s called the seed of the woman. Um And so it&#039;s an omen of like where it&#039;s like the birthing canal. I think of it as that idea when it&#039;s positioned at that place in the sky. And Pluto is a symbol. Now, what, what modern observers um how they view it and it&#039;s a symbol of transformation, death and rebirth. So it&#039;s a symbol of the one being born that would die and be reborn. So it has that o&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m23s 1:51:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: death and resurrection.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m27s 1:51:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And he brings that concept to all of us too that we can be born again.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m32s 1:51:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m36s 1:51:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And where we get in Jupiter originally in the early Hebrew language, it was a tent peg and it expands to take stakes of Zion, the idea of expansion, um the power to move&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m47s 1:51:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: all of the graphics that look like this. These are from that book that I mentioned at the beginning and, and like I said, the first page of like 25 other books. OK. So then, then Virgo, we talked about that. We talk about Saturn. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m04s 1:52:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Let&#039;s talk about Saturn. Let&#039;s move to Saturn. OK. This is the placement of Saturn. Um This was, there&#039;s a scripture to this. Do we have the scripture to this?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m12s 1:52:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I don&#039;t think I have that in the nose. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m14s 1:52:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: might just have to quote it. OK. You&#039;ve heard this the scripture in Isaiah. For unto us, a child is born unto us. A son is given the child in the sun. Once again is Aries. It&#039;s the first born of the zodiac. It&#039;s the child of the zodiac. And it&#039;s a reference to his being born with the son under a um aligning with Aries. But once again, for unto us, as child is born unto us, a son is given and the government shall be upon his shoulders. Saturn is the governing one. It&#039;s the grand governing one, out of all the visible one that moves slowest book of Abraham is like a whatever one moves slower is the greatest, the more powerful one. And it, it is what brings everybody to their knees, it rolls over Capricorn and Capricorn is the knees of the zodiac. But it&#039;s interesting that it said the government shall be upon his shoulder, the shoulder of the zodiac. We showed you a graphic where they&#039;re all lined on the parts of the body is Taurus. Taurus rolls over the neck and the shoulder area. So to lay Saturn on that means that he takes the curse of Saturn on to aligns with the constellation Taurus. And, and that curse, what it means is, it&#039;s the curses of the riches of the earth. It means he&#039;s not to receive the riches um on that large scale, like things would happen to him like being born into a manger, right? It&#039;s that kind of means or it means that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m40s 1:53:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: man has not a place to lay his head,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m43s 1:53:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: kind of cursed with poverty, homelessness.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m46s 1:53:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And so he even had to like, do a magic trick. I&#039;m being a brat, we had to do a magic trick and have Peter get a piece of gold for him and Peter&#039;s taxes. Right? Like he was, didn&#039;t have money to give, like he had to do stuff like that. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m05s 1:54:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m06s 1:54:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: but that flips into the 10th house the same way yours does, which is the idea of angering governing bodies. And that truly happened in his life. But it&#039;s also the curse of the father. It&#039;s like it can manifest and mean that you could have a bad father or not have a father there or like what likely happened, Joseph, who was his caretaker wasn&#039;t talked about at the end of his life and he bowed out early. So those type of themes are all throughout jesus&#039; life and that&#039;s what a star show and his birth.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m38s 1:54:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow. Ok. Wow. So a lot of this comes from Isaiah, meaning Isaiah either understood exactly what he was talking about in this deeper sense and, and meaning he studied the signs in the heavens or he was just inspired to write what he wrote, not even knowing the full implications either way. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m03s 1:55:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Well, and, and uh you know, we, we think it&#039;s all flowery nice language mostly because songs have been made of it and I won&#039;t torture your audience by attempting to sing it from the Messiah. But uh you know, like we&#039;ve, we&#039;ve thought of it that way for so long, but every word was chosen with care by Isaiah. I think he&#039;s, he&#039;s that kind of guy that he wants to convey, but he&#039;s trying to convey something much bigger than himself and he&#039;s limited by human language to try to convey it. And this is what has has been transmitted to us across generations and time.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m38s 1:55:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yeah. Isaiah does heavily draw off of the star constellations as well as the Book of Revelation, like when he&#039;s talking about making your arrow sharp and it&#039;s refining your sciences and your religions getting more sharp with those things because that&#039;s the Sagittarius, the arrow of the bone and you know, like it is just filled with that stuff.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m00s 1:56:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m01s 1:56:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: So it out we do the teaser for Joseph Smith. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m05s 1:56:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: we want to tease you about possibly doing a Joseph Smith one time sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m09s 1:56:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m12s 1:56:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: No. OK. So this is uh this is Leviticus chapter 16. Uh before I go into this, you know, we, we&#039;ve got to go up on here, we&#039;ve talked about goats and the association with the sign of Capricorn. Um We all, I guess some people would be forgiven for not remembering necessarily that Joseph Smith&#039;s birth uh was on December 23rd. OK. Which in that year was the day after the winter solstice. So the day that light begins to return to the earth. That&#039;s a very fitting omen for Joseph Smith to be born under. Um And so Leviticus 16, uh the way this is, you know, everything in the ordinances is playing out what&#039;s, what&#039;s in the stars and what&#039;s in, what&#039;s in the sky and what&#039;s in the people that are, that are called by God in ordain to do something. Uh He is to cast lots for two goats, one lot for the Lord and the other for the scapegoat. Aaron shall bring the goat whose lot falls to the Lord and sacrifice it for a sin offering. But the goat chosen by lot as the scapegoat shall be presented alive before the Lord to be used for making atonement by sending it into the wilderness as a scapegoat.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m27s 1:57:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: So Joseph being born under the sign of the goat was blamed for everything and killed.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m33s 1:57:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: He got blamed for everything.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m35s 1:57:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And then the other&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m36s 1:57:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: one laden with sins went into the wilderness to inhabit a place called Utah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m47s 1:57:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Stars are giving allegories and prophesying off the stars and giving us a narration of our history.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m54s 1:57:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow. Ok. That&#039;s amazing. And yeah, that scapegoating continued even after his death. It&#039;s continuing to this day. Ok. We&#039;re still,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m05s 1:58:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: we&#039;re still blaming the goat. He was born on the sign of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m08s 1:58:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: the Yeah, we still blame him for the sins and he still, you know, even though he sacrificed he and it was and was killed and lost his life. The one that went into the wilderness laden with sins.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m21s 1:58:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: And it&#039;s not the only Jewish prophet Jewish ritual that was actually a prophecy. I mean, we had the high priest that was only the only one allowed to kill the lamb over and over and over again. And then Caiaphas, the high priest is the driving force between and killing. Having Jesus killed, like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m41s 1:58:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: once again and prophesying of that in the power of his office. Amazingly. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m47s 1:58:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Yeah. Kind of on the nose, isn&#039;t it? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m50s 1:58:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Kind of. Ok. Wow.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m54s 1:58:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: We touched on this a little bit. But&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m56s 1:58:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: so back to that revelations 12 sign. Ok. So this is the woman clothed with the sun, the moon under her feet and she brought forth a man child or a young man who was to rule or teach all nations with a rod of iron or the word of God and her child was caught up unto God and to his throne. Yeah, that sounds like a description of a guy that we know as Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m25s 1:59:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: and the alignment that it connects to in that prophecy, which we&#039;ll get into more detail. But that was happened the same day that jos have got the gold plates.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m38s 1:59:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: That, that&#039;s our key for an episode on Joseph Smith. If you should so choose to invite us back to do that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m43s 1:59:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. Everybody please vote yay or nay up or down. I know what my vote is. Yeah, let us know, go ahead and comment and, and tell us if we want. Um, I would be amazed if people don&#039;t want a Joseph Smith episode. So we should just plan it. But I&#039;m gonna let people weigh in.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m03s 2:00:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: So one little like, teaser warning more is it doesn&#039;t just talk about the star signs of the prophets, but sometimes give star signs of the anti-christ too.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m16s 2:00:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Oh, yeah. Yeah. That could be pretty triggering for some people.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m20s 2:00:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: But you know what, I actually feel like it&#039;s terribly important in so many ways. Like to be able to, I don&#039;t know, it can always go awry, but to be able to be more educated in being more empowered, to be able to identify things that are happening in our day is good, right? That&#039;s a good thing. That was amazing. I am so I, I am like overwhelmed and mostly I&#039;m just like I need to go learn about this so that I can understand it and see it better. So I&#039;m really excited to delve more into your channel. I&#039;ve just, I&#039;ve been so busy with what I&#039;ve been doing. I&#039;ve only watched the videos you&#039;ve sent me, but I give them two thumbs up. Like I really do recommend the work the work these guys are doing and your team I want to know this is new to me is you call it, did you call it Astro theology? Is that, is that the term Yeah. Is this, are you guys kind of like how many Mormon Astro theological specialists are there in the world? Is this kind of your thing? I don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m24s 2:01:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: think there&#039;s a lot. In fact, I think there&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m26s 2:01:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: five of us.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m27s 2:01:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s what I was wondering.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m29s 2:01:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: I think that our, our channel actually has more of a Christian theme. We&#039;re not, we don&#039;t, we&#039;re not pushing Mormonism but we stay to more Christianity and try to, we have like a bigger tent. Um But it&#039;s kind of rare there&#039;s other astro theologist out there and that they&#039;re almost more of the atheist thought where they, they don&#039;t necessarily believe in Jesus. They, but they see the Bible, for example, is the greatest book ever written. They see it as like a book that&#039;s expounding on science and it&#039;s absolutely true symbolically and walking us through the planets. But that&#039;s where we may diff a lot of us may differ is that we&#039;re like, oh no, it&#039;s just stuff pointing at Jesus like Jesus is true too. And we have that, that those lenses of seeing multiple layers of truth, not just that it&#039;s walking us through um the cosmos. Like for example, with when the Son of God rises with healing in its wings, they, they see that as a allegory that the sun is going to come back in the cosmos and it&#039;s gonna rise with healing in its wings and it becomes spring again and life&#039;s gonna grow again. So they see it more that way where, where some it depends on, but people have their beliefs and they&#039;re projecting, we&#039;re all projecting, we&#039;re all projecting. I project Jesus. Um Taylor projects Jesus. And um some people would be like, oh, that&#039;s the planet Sun. It&#039;s gonna rise again.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m54s 2:02:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Ok. Well, I totally hear. So it sounds to me like we better have you back for the Joseph episode because that&#039;s not yet that&#039;s not available on your channel, right? And so we were gonna say, yeah, ok, that&#039;s gonna be fabulous. I, I hope well, if you guys would be able to um be active in the comments so people can ask questions and you can provide more. I&#039;m assuming there will be a lot of questions and um maybe requests and yeah, so that would be great. So go ahead. They&#039;re, they&#039;re going to be willing to respond to any questions or insights that people have. That would be fabulous because I&#039;m not equipped to answer people&#039;s questions on these topics yet. I&#039;m a complete novice but man, this was awesome. I loved it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m37s 2:03:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: So what did someone tell us in our comment section today that we were demons from hell?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m43s 2:03:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh yeah, we,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m44s 2:03:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: we, we sometimes trigger people in comments. So, you know, we, we welcome that too because you know, I I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m52s 2:03:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m definitely called a wicked woman by a couple of people in particular. So it&#039;s always, it&#039;s always fun. You gotta have all, all of the fun, right? Yeah. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m00s 2:04:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: I, I just embrace it. I say thank you, thank you very much.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m04s 2:04:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s good. So anyway, is there anything you guys wanna say before we wrap up?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m11s 2:04:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Um We do have one more slide. I think it adds to a little, a little bit like a like a just one more fun thing. Um I just wanted people to understand like the perfection of the universe and how it&#039;s laid out. If you look at the graphic, you have like one thing lay out and it&#039;s a concept and then 180 degrees to the other side of the sky is the opposite concept drawn in the stars. It&#039;s the whole idea of opposition in all things. It&#039;s literally laid&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m41s 2:04:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: out that way, opposition or balance, you know, the, the self and the partner earthly things and heavenly things, the father and the mother.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m51s 2:04:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: Yeah, the the universal do all things in balance.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m57s 2:04:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, as I&#039;m seeing lower learning and the higher learning, it&#039;s almost like learning by study and also by faith, right? Like we can see so many things coming through in our own, in our own scriptures&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m10s 2:05:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: and notice, you know, lower learning and higher learning. Notice also the connection, heavenly things and earthly things like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m17s 2:05:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yes, yes,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m19s 2:05:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Brian: at 90 degrees, they have a connection, you have the family and one of them like the, the son, the partner&#039;s son, the mother and the father like all. Yeah, it is like divinely organized. This is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m34s 2:05:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so this is amazing. So really what studying this does is give you more ah more appreciation for the creations of God,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m45s 2:05:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: for God and his creation. Definitely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m49s 2:05:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. That&#039;s, this is incredible. So, thank you guys so much for bringing this to us. I, I hope, oh my goodness, it was, it was my treat. It was my pleasure. So I hope everybody has a beautiful Christmas. This is on Christmas Eve. I believe that you&#039;re seeing this and, and the day after Joseph Smith&#039;s birthday and my little girl&#039;s birthday. So my little girl&#039;s turning 13 on Joseph Smith&#039;s birthday. So anyway, what day, what day was the solstice? I know what day will the solstice be?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m19s 2:06:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Uh this year it is the 22nd. So this year the day after is the 23rd just like the year Joseph Smith was born. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m29s 2:06:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: perfect. So, so right after the solstice into Christmas, the light is returning and I wish everybody a beautiful Christmas. I will see you next time. Merry&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m38s 2:06:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Taylor: Christmas. Bye.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqJeGjXvfo&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m41s 2:06:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow. Right. Wasn&#039;t that great. I loved it, as I said, and I am looking forward to talking to these people again about these topics. I&#039;m thinking that um it would be great to be able to meet more of their team especially have Angela on. She&#039;s the first one I connected with. So I think that this is, I don&#039;t know, I, I don&#039;t know what you all think of this. But to me, I, I just, I love how mu how many ways there are to find truth and how much there is to learn. I just love knowing that I can keep learning forever. I will never know all of it. I will never know everything in every area, right? So this is a brand new one for me. I I should say brand new but to really delve into it is brand new for me to start to try to learn what this is all of. But um Brian and Taylor stayed on afterward to talk to me more about some of these things. I am so excited to have them come on and talk about Joseph Smith and we&#039;re gonna, we&#039;re going to get that scheduled. Well, I guess I said, let us know, I hope you guys are interested because I certainly am why I want to talk to them about it anyway. So let me know if you&#039;re interested in having an episode on it. But anyway, thank you so much for being here with me on this journey for tuning into these episodes. I appreciate it so much. It means so much to me to know that people are finding value in this journey that we are all on together. And I just wish you the happiest of holidays and I hope that we can all continue to grow in truth and in light and in love and I am so thankful for our savior and our opportunity to remember him every single day. So thank you and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 97: Temples Part 4 -- The Endowment: Line Upon Line&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 97&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-12-17&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = S4pHzYtAOeg&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Brigham Young, Endowment, Joseph Smith, Temple&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Temples&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Too few of us understand the history and origin of the temple endowment. After watching this episode you will know exactly what sources we use to claim the endowment came from Joseph Smith, instead of Brigham Young.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
no&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKH4vU1EiB4 Ongoing Restoration video]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/c58aed5c-b5e3-41c8-9006-d776e493ada9/0/9 Brigham Young April 6 1845 Speech Times and Seasons]&lt;br /&gt;
* Andrew Ehat papers: Who Shall Ascend into the Hill of the Lord? (Only available for download, search terms and download papers)&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://archive.org/details/EhatIntroOfTempleOrdinances2 Joseph Smiths Introduction of Temple Ordinances]&lt;br /&gt;
* BYU Journal Papers: [https://byustudies.byu.edu/article/line-upon-line-precept-upon-precept-reflections-on-the-1877-commencement-of-the-performance-of-endowments-and-sealings-of-the-dead/ Link 1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://rsc.byu.edu/vol-20-no-1-2019/line-upon-line-joseph-smiths-growing-understanding-eternal-family#_noteref-87 Link 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/new-era/2010/09/line-upon-line-precept-upon-precept-2-nephi-28-30?lang=eng#title1 Elder Bednar Line Upon Line]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://youtu.be/glJzMcNWn3c Saints Unscripted video]&lt;br /&gt;
* Isaiah 28:7-31&lt;br /&gt;
* Isaiah 56:10&lt;br /&gt;
* Micah 3:5-7&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2021/10/47nelson?lang=eng#p17 President Nelson Oct 2021]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/discourse-1-may-1842-as-reported-by-willard-richards/1 Joseph Smith May 1 1842 sermon] (recorded by Willard Richards)&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/discourse-11-june-1843-a-as-reported-by-wilford-woodruff/2#full-transcript Joseph Smith June 11 1843 sermon] (Wilford RIchards)&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/discourse-11-june-1843-a-as-reported-by-eliza-r-snow/1 (Recorded by Eliza Snow)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/discourse-8-april-1844-as-reported-by-wilford-woodruff/1 Joseph Smith April 8 1844] (recorded by Wilford Woodruff):&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/journal-december-1841-december-1842/25 May 4 1842 Original Journal Entry] (Use these links to go to the 3rd and the 5th)&lt;br /&gt;
* Draft&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-c-1-2-november-1838-31-july-1842/1#full-transcript CHL]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/707c7146-38a5-41e6-98d8-1cad8d89bcc5/0/3 Heber C. Kimball to Parley P. Pratt letter June 11 1842]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://mds.marshall.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1015&amp;amp;amp;context=lib_faculty Temple Pro Tempe]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://books.google.com/books?id=hnlMAAAAIBAJ&amp;amp;amp;printsec=frontcover&amp;amp;amp;source=gbs_all_issues_r&amp;amp;amp;cad=1#v=onepage&amp;amp;amp;q&amp;amp;amp;f=true Feb 15 1884 Deseret news semi-weekly, Lucius Scovil letter to the editor, page 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* [UPDATE: Another source regarding point 4 was pointed out by a listener. I WISH I had seen it in time to include it! There is a claim that Dimick B. Huntington also spoke about decorating the red brick store December 12, 1878. The evidence for this claim is very poor. The only source is from a photocopy someone made of undated notes someone else supposedly made claiming Huntington said this. There is no other record. The photocopy is in &amp;quot;Mary Brown Firmage Woodward papers&amp;quot; [https://archives.lib.byu.edu/repositories/ltpsc/resources/upb_mss2650 collection at BYU]&lt;br /&gt;
* .&lt;br /&gt;
* I will request it when the Library opens on Wednesday, and hopefully record a quick update video.&lt;br /&gt;
* This supposed source actually strengthens the case against this happening. It includes completely different people and different details than Lucious Scovil included in his 1884 editorial. He claims completely different people were there and his description of what they did is very different. It also contradicts other, more reliable sources, (for example the claim that he had set up the kingdom never to be thrown down or given to another people, when contemporary sources say he said the exact opposite.)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/joseph-smiths-store-daybook-a-january-july-1842/269 Joseph Smith Store Daybook]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://archive.org/details/josephsmithjrsre00laun/page/28/mode/2up Joseph Smith Jr&#039;s Red Brick Store]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://archive.org/stream/TheJournalOfLJohnNuttall/The%20journal%20of%20L%20John%20Nuttall_djvu.t L. John Nuttall Journal]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/58a1b50f-c250-4190-82c8-5123218b6d19/0/1 July 8 1844 Brigham Young letter to Willard Richards]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/history/saints-v1/37-we-will-prove-them?lang=eng Saints Chapter 37]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://user.xmission.com/~research/family/familypage.htm Nauvoo Temple Records]&lt;br /&gt;
 | scriptures = * Joel 1-3&lt;br /&gt;
* James 5:16&lt;br /&gt;
* 2 Kings 22&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h00m00s 00:00:00] Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. This is the episode, the long awaited long promised episode on the history and origin of the Temple endowment. This is a big one. This has been maybe more work than any of my other episodes so far. And that is saying a lot. I want to first um as always invite people to please start at the beginning of this podcast and understand where we&#039;ve come from what we have established so far. And um and then come to this one. If you want to listen to this one first, that&#039;s fine. Please listen all the way through and please don&#039;t judge the podcast just by this episode. I also want to request that people who are listening to this episode. Please listen to at least the 1st 10 minutes of my episode part on Temples part three, that I lay out some really important um foundational pieces for people of faith that I think need to be understood. And then I also want to make the request that if you start this episode, please be determined to continue it to the end. Some of the most important things I think come at the end, I also want to invite people who um are like me in the church. People of faith, people who love the temple and love the church, please be prayerful about whether or not to listen to this episode. I I um everything in it is accurate, as accurate as I possibly have been able to find. And um however, not everyone needs to know everything all the time. So please be prayerful to know if this is an episode that you should listen to at this time. And with all of that being said, thank you so much for joining us as we take this deep dive into the murky waters of the temple endowment. There is a lot to get to in this episode and there was, there was so much that I decided to put a slide show together. So I&#039;m hoping this will all go smoothly and be very, very comprehensible without too many hiccups, but we&#039;re going to do the best we can in any case, but we&#039;re just gonna dive right in. So I&#039;ve shared in previous episodes on the temple, how this all happened, how I went to Saint George, right? And had the tour of Brigham Young&#039;s home. So I&#039;m gonna go ahead and share and we&#039;re gonna get started talking about that. So this is Brigham Young&#039;s Saint George Mansion where I got to go on a tour and I talked about how I learned things there that are relevant to the temple. So that&#039;s why we&#039;re starting there. So picking up back where we left off, they talk so much. It&#039;s really an interesting experience. I think anyone who is able to go um to Saint George should go see Brigham Young&#039;s Mansion. It&#039;s, it&#039;s kind of surreal because they talk so much about how poor and frugal and industrious the people were and how they may do with everything. It was very much like if you couldn&#039;t make it yourself, you went without and, and this was very much the theme of everything they talked about. And yet here we are in this lush, luxurious home where you see all of these things. So let&#039;s go through with some of what you see when you go to Saint um the Saint George mansion. This is um Brigham and Amelia. So the same George Match and like the Gardo House was for her. She was his last wife, his last favorite wife as well. So they&#039;re hanging prominently on the wall and you could see his special box piano that it was really interesting because they were talking so much about the sweet sister missionary. She was a um elder like um they&#039;re, they&#039;re a couple, right? And she was telling us about how they made everything themselves. And so I looked at the piano and I was like, how did they make the piano. 00, no, that had to be shipped. That&#039;s a special box. Piano that fits perfectly in a wagon box. So it can be shipped from back east. Oh, so just everyone else had to make everything on their own. Got it, you know, it&#039;s hard to escape what you&#039;re seeing. And so there you can see so much more of, um, these fireplaces I think are all made out of pine and then painted to look like various kinds of stone. This one looks like marble and then there&#039;s Brigham&#039;s, this is a famous part. You see his hat in his hat box. That&#039;s Brigham Young&#039;s very own hat and hat box. And keep in mind these people were, well, we&#039;ll talk about it a little bit more. They were very, very poor. And so, um, going forward, you can just see his desk and there hanging on the wall is also his wives, many of his wives that you will see when you go there. This, I don&#039;t know if this is a picture from um, Saint George or just a picture that someone put together of several of his wives. But, um, let&#039;s see, I, the part that I want, the reason I&#039;m talking about this where I was especially interested was when she took us outside to this little outbuilding I have, oh, let me add it back the day. You have to be patient with me or I have a lot of working parts. I&#039;m trying to navigate to this outbuilding, this little white building. And, um, it&#039;s, it&#039;s a strange sort of building. It&#039;s just off to the side. You can see the mansion right there with the windows and there&#039;s this building here are a few more pictures of it. That one&#039;s, um, an, an older picture. They put the handrails in since then and when she took us out there, she sat us down on, um, they now have in, in that little building. Um um pews, I guess that are from the old Saint George Tabernacle. I believe that they&#039;ve now moved into that building. And so this was near the end of the tour. She took us into this building. And the sweet sister just said how strong the spirit was every time she came into this building&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h05m27s 00:05:27] and um how much she loved being in there because this is where Brigham Young sat as he and Wilfred Woodruff wrote the Temple Endowment and the Temple ordinances. OK. What I mean? I&#039;m sure my eyes about shot out of my head because other people might have known that I didn&#039;t, I didn&#039;t know that Brigham Young wrote the temple ceremonies in Saint George. And that is what started me down this entire track, trying to learn and figure out what in the world this was all about. So this um sister, she really did a good job. But um I don&#039;t think they&#039;re used to having um historians even amateur historians on the tours, maybe that are kind of willing to have a little bit more of a critical eye because everything, um, kind of made me think a little bit. But, um, I followed her out to, to, well, after the tour I asked her if I could talk to her a little bit and she, um, you know, I was happy to answer my questions and I asked, do you have a book that you use a reference book? And she said, oh yes, we do. And I was like, can I buy a copy? Oh, no, no, that&#039;s just for missionaries? OK. Can I look at it? And she was really sweet and took me out to um their little other office and let me look at her book and I flipped through it a little bit and then saw the um references like the, the footnotes, the um not the index but the um the, the citations at the end. And she let me take my, take a ca take um get my camera out and take a picture. And the main book that was cited was this one called All That was Promised by Blaine Jorgenson. I&#039;m not sure if you can see it. Oh And is backward too. But it&#039;s called All That was Promised by Blaine Jorgeson. And it&#039;s about the Saint George temple and the unfolding of the restoration. So I went immediately and got this book and started my journey. And that&#039;s, that was when I thought I was going to do an episode on the Temple. Four episodes, it has expanded and expanded and expanded and I&#039;ve gone way beyond that. So I just want to give you because I had already done this part for the first episode, just gonna give you some quick highlights from this book. Well, first of all, on the tour, she talked about many of these things that are, several of them are also in the book. But um she, she told us the story of the tower on the Saint George Temple, which is a pretty fun, fun story. So the ever expressive Brigham Young, let me get back. There was pretty disgusted by the finished Saint George Temple because he said that the tower was way too short and squatty and he was quite um quite unhappy about it. And um he, he desperately wanted it replaced to have a taller tower and they knew it was too, too late and too close to the end to the um day that they wanted to dedicate it. So they just weren&#039;t able to do to replace the short and squatty tower as he called it. So he died. Oh, I have it in my notes here. But it was less than a year after the Saint George temple was dedicated. And um and just a little while later, let&#039;s see. And the following year it says the following year lightning struck and des destroyed the tower, destroyed that short squatty tower. And there was seemed to be universal consensus that it was Brigham still thundering at them that when they and when they dedicated the Saint George Temple after so much sacrifice and work, the stories are just painful. It gave me a whole new respect for the Saint George Saints and not saying a lot because me even just being in Saint George for a little while in the summer now with air conditioning is hard, right? These people that lived there, I have never understood how they did it. And then when you understand what the deprivations they experienced also along with being in that incredibly difficult climate, it&#039;s unbelievable. But it, that&#039;s what that when they were dedicating the temple, he um he was dealing with his, he just didn&#039;t feel good. His feet were in pain. He had rheumatism, I think. Anyway, he slammed his cane down on the brand new podium of the brand new temple really hard as he was just railing at the saints and left a dent in it that&#039;s there to this day. And so that was, that was how Brigham dedicated the temple. So when he struck it with lightning, that&#039;s what everybody thought. So it took a few years for them to get to it. But finally they replaced the tower on the temple and, and built it back after it was destroyed by the fire. Um They built it back bigger as Brigham had always wanted it. So, anyway, so we&#039;re gonna go ahead, let me um remove this for a minute and I&#039;ll just start talking you talking to you about what I learned, right? So, as soon as I got this book, as soon as I started reading the prologue, I knew I was in trouble. It was uh not what I expected to hear. And I&#039;ve shared that story before of the stress of like, am I going to be Jonah or am I going to be a bit a bit of die? And I, that&#039;s what I want people to listen to in the last episode.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h10m13s 00:10:13] I won&#039;t repeat it here. But i it&#039;s important for people to hear um what answer I had. But just in short, I believe that God honors faith and from the example of Jesus and others, God honors temples, temples, the temple at the time of Christ was built by Herod, right, a corrupt leader. And yet Jesus called it my father&#039;s house and expected it to be honored. And I really, I, I didn&#039;t go into this in the last e in any of the last episodes and I won&#039;t this time either. But there is, it&#039;s beautiful to read the teachings of Jesus regarding the temple throughout the scriptures. I think it&#039;s really good to internalize and recognize that we the temple, right? We are the sacred space that God wants on this earth. And so I I still am. I still kind of believe that idea that temples are a lower law, right? I think that it is important, as I said in the first episode that David the king, after they had the people had gone to a lower law. That&#039;s the first time they ever built a temple. And, and learning that Kirtland was actually the house of the lord, not the temple. And that navoo after they had had something taken away and lost the um opportunity to build Zion. That&#039;s when they build a temple. There&#039;s something to that that I want to investigate. So anyway, a lot to think about. But, but at the same time, I don&#039;t want anything that I say here to invalidate people&#039;s experiences that we have had in temples because God honors faith and that&#039;s what it really comes down to. So anyway, we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll just keep going on from there. So this book is, as I said, mainly about the building of the Saint George temple, which was the first temple in Utah. You&#039;ve learned that from my Salt Lake episodes and it was the only one completed during Brigham Young&#039;s lifetime. And so much of the book is about the incredible sacrifices and hardships that people endured while they were there. And I&#039;ll tell you a couple of examples that um it starvation was a common thing. It sounds like like there were families when you actually, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know how many Children died of starvation but it was more than zero. And, um, there were families that had nothing but pig weed to eat every single meal, every single day. If they had something to eat, it was pigweed. I looked up what that was and it was amaranth and something else. Oh, I can&#039;t remember. I deleted it. But anyway, nutritious but hard, hard to live on and hard to eat every day. There&#039;s a heartbreaking story of a big brother who gets to go work and gets fed some actual bread and brings it home because he knows that his siblings have nothing but pig weed anyway. It&#039;s just, just heartbreaking stories. And so, but um but here are a few examples that I thought were interesting um of how like, like people would be called to go live in Saint George, sell everything they had, go live in Saint George and suffer basically. Right? And so it was a calling and there wasn&#039;t compensation or support in the way you would hope that there would be. But um so there was a craftsman named William Henry Thompson who worked nonstop for 2.5 years, including on Christmas Day when Brigham Young kill called him out of the temple and said, Brother Thompson, I want you to go in there and work for nothing and board yourself and stay until further orders. Will you do it? He said I labored without pay until I was down to bedrock, my family, not having the common necessities of life. And these, I think, as I said, um well, I guess I, I haven&#039;t released my interview with my second interview with Barbara um Jones Brown yet, but I will soon. But as I said in that this was in a era where they were really maximizing sacrifice, like sacrifice was the order of the day. So the more you could talk about your sacrifice, the more righteous you were in a way. So I don&#039;t think they were saying these things to criticize Brigham. They were saying it to say this is what I did, right? And so um there was a man named Thomas Allman who was called to take over his architect and super intendent after the last foreman, Miles Romney was unable to continue because of a terrible fall that ne nearly killed him. And I believe he did die afterward of his injuries. And so I&#039;ll quote from the book, Thomas Allman along with many others was in Saint George, serving without pay, moreover, without an income flowing into his home in Provo. And they had multiple wives, right? The pa without income flowing in the past several months into his home in Provo. Since um since he had been sent, his large family had used up their store of food and knew not where to obtain more. And so in his elite position, he was able to partition petition Brigham Young. He was the head architect who allowed his family to quote, have their needs supplied from the tithing office. But he also said to quote, quote, keep a separate account. He told the tithing tithing office to keep a separate, separate account of what is paid. And we will hereafter give you instructions on how to cancel it. So even though he was serving without pay and his family was starving, he was willing to let them have food, but it all had to add up on their account that they would have to pay back later. It&#039;s amazing. And so um then let&#039;s see,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h15m00s 00:15:00] it&#039;s similar to the sermons that Brigham gave in regarding the Salt Lake Temple. This was April 8, 1867. I have told you some few things with regard to the temple. We want the Tabernacle finished. And when a man asked to go and work on it, do not begin with to do not begin to make a wry face and say I have got so and I&#039;ve got so much work to do says the men will um he says the men will work wherever they will pay you. Six pence a day more. I will work for the devil as quick as work for the Lord, for the Lord Jesus Christ. Do not say that anymore, whether we get a dollar a day or nothing. It is all the same. Uh Not all the same to the person and their family that&#039;s getting nothing work, whether we get our pay or not or whether we have money offered to us or not. You. And I will find in the end that there is not a man on earth who can give the, who can give the increase to our labors, but it is the Lord who gives it no matter whether you make 50 cents or $50 a day, the gives the increase and what whatever he pleases to give, he will give and whatever he pleases to withhold, he will withhold. That&#039;s, that was the attitude like Brigham who was living in, in so much luxury was telling everyone else. It doesn&#039;t matter if you don&#039;t get paid. Work. Anyway, work for me anyway. And don&#039;t go work somewhere else where you can feed your family. So it&#039;s an interesting attitude, right? And so anyway, and I, I always have to compare it to like the widows. Might you the savior that we, we have mistaken thinking when we think, oh, if we teach people principles like tithing, then the Lord will bless them. That&#039;s kind of what he&#039;s saying. No, the Lord calls on us to bless them. That&#039;s the whole point of the gospel, right? Have you fed the poor? Have you clothed the naked? Have you comfort the comfort of the afflicted, right? And so anyway, ok, so this book also contains, we&#039;re not even getting to the subject matter yet, but this is what I had put forward first. And I think it&#039;s really interesting. So this book has very, a lot of, very interesting tidbits. So I would, I would recommend it if anyone&#039;s interested. But one is this one interesting thing read about is the celebration he held in the Tabernacle. This was at 10 o&#039;clock Sunday morning, Sunday morning, 10 o&#039;clock at the Tabernacle March 5th, 1875. And so at this point in Utah, regular church service wasn&#039;t really a thing. That&#039;s not what they did. That wasn&#039;t the culture. And so this was the day after the final stone stone in the walls was laid. And I should mention that a few of the reasons for settling Saint George that Brigham wanted it settled were to go grow cotton so they could produce all their own clothing. That&#039;s why it was called Utah&#039;s Dixie, right? And to grow grapes so they could produce their own wine, which they did in abundance. If you go on that tour, the Brigham Young tour, they will show tour, they will show you his wine decanter and goblets. And so quoting from page 192 of the book on this. On this Sunday morning, the brass band played and bread and cheese were passed around, the wine was carried in water buckets and brass pitchers. There were bushel bushels of tin cups brought in to drink out of some of the brethren drinks so freely at that wine that they became noisy. Um Brother mcdonald who was the leader said he told the bishops not to serve any more wine as there were some of the brethren that could not take a little wine without drinking so much and becoming noisy and disorderly. So again, Tabernacle Sunday morning, right. It, it was a very different time, a very different culture. Um I think that we tend to think of Mormonism as it&#039;s always been like it is, right. No, that&#039;s not the case. And so um while it does share some of these amazing stories that I find interesting that are eye opening it, the book in overall is what I would call extreme apologetics. That&#039;s um I, I mean, at this point, it starts to feel like spin doctoring when you see that they have these sources and yet this is how they portray them, right? And so um those as always with all of these things, people who haven&#039;t read the sources who don&#039;t know the history will find much of this compelling like reading saints, you know, but when you have read the sources and you know what they&#039;re citing, it&#039;s really, really shocking to see how this is done. And I, I anyway, I think I&#039;m, I think that people hopefully just have the blinders on and aren&#039;t fully aware of what they&#039;re doing because to me it seems crazy. But um anyway, so I shouldn&#039;t be too hard on that book for the most part. I liked it, but it was the prologue and chapter 15 that I was like, oh, my goodness. So if anyone&#039;s really should just read that and chapter 15, but actually I&#039;m gonna give you all of the sources here. So this book was the first introduction, um, introduction I found into the origin of the Temple Endowment. And so that was when I planned to do the episode. But as time has gone on, I have dug much, much, much deeper. I&#039;ve gone into all of the sources it cited. Right. I have read a mountain of academic papers and articles, master&#039;s thesis, some of them, 100 and 89 pages, um journal articles as well as other books on the topic. It, it has nearly drowned me. And so I will share many of these things in the links for anyone who would like to read more.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h19m56s 00:19:56] And there are also, I will say there are also many articles by religious thinkers either still L DS or now not L DS anymore. Some divergent, you know, ideas that people have sent me. I just couldn&#039;t even go into those because there was so much I couldn&#039;t get into like temple interpretations or different things like that. So if anyone&#039;s hoping that I can go there, I&#039;m sorry, I can&#039;t in this episode because there&#039;s just too much. So, what I did find through all of this research is that practically every church friendly, meaning apologetic book and paper, which is pretty much what I read because that&#039;s pretty much what there is. Right. They all make identical claims repeatedly. They all claim the same things and that&#039;s what we&#039;re gonna go through. And, uh, frustratingly, historians often seems like almost always cite each other. Right. They cite another book or another paper and I, I just want to know what original sources that they&#039;re basing it on. So I had to follow this, um, like, uh, this, what do you call it? I can&#039;t think of the word I&#039;m looking for scavenger hunt, right? Going here to, here to, here to try to get to the original source, which I finally, I think I was able to do, I finally have, have narrowed down onto the original sources. But let me just show one example of what I&#039;m talking about. I&#039;ll add this back to the screen of kind of this scavenger hunt. So, um, on page eight of Vengeance is mine and I did this interview, that&#039;s the Barbara Jones Brown book that I did. And, and that I read to do the interview with her that I thought was great. And, um, on page eight, it says the endowment was a strictly oral ceremony, believed too sacred to write down that massively caught my attention because that&#039;s exactly what I had been studying. And I had been looking and looking for the source for that claim. It was a claim I had read quite a bit. And so when I turned to the footnote, right? It said, um, number nine, it referenced Jennifer Anne Mackley. I think Wilford Wood Brook&#039;s witness page 168. So knowing that this was a book, I probably needed to read the development of temple doctrine. And knowing that I do way better with audio books because I can do them while I&#039;m running or while I&#039;m doing dishes and, you know, I, I just have a lot more time when I&#039;m sitting and reading, it&#039;s working on my podcast. So anything I can listen to is great. So I ordered the audio book and listened all the way through and listened to where a page, 100 68 should be. It doesn&#039;t have pages, but I could not find anything. So I went and thought I need to buy the book, but it was like $30 for the Kindle version. So I found it on Desert book for $13. But that, and it didn&#039;t have page numbers which was so frustrating and they wouldn&#039;t let me return it. I was like, all I need is the page number to see what I&#039;m missing on page 168. That would tell me why we claimed the temple or the temple. Andrey was too sacred to write down. Anyway, it was so frustrating. And so I ended up having to order the hard copy of this book. I have three versions of it now. Oh, and um finally turned to page 100 and 68. And let me show you what I found is, do I do it here? Yes, I actually didn&#039;t miss anything. It&#039;s the only thing relevant says previously the ceremonies had been passed orally from those who received them under the hand of Joseph Smith to those who officiated in the Nut Temple and then the endowment house. So all it was citing was that they were done orally before they were written down, which I already knew, which is not the citation I needed. I needed to find out why they claimed it was too sacred. So anyway, I, that was a frustrating, right? Not very helpful. Um, scavenger hunt, I went on, but that seems to be how a lot of this goes like why don&#039;t you just cite the source that tells us that. So anyway, as I continue to research, while I was waiting for this book to come, I found several papers by Andrew E Hat. He is the one who, who had access to the um, William Clayton journal and who made the notes that got taken from the BYU office and passed around. So that&#039;s what I was able to find when, when I got, when I found all of Andy E Hat&#039;s papers that was massively helpful because I was able to find where these claims come from. And so that was, that was just anyway, extremely helpful. And so let&#039;s see where I wanna go on from there. Um OK. So, yeah, so that, that, that was just one example I gave you of, of how this research goes because of what they cite. And so one of the claims that they often make, um, well, first here, let me just take this off and talk about this. So again, because this topic is so huge and there and the research was so difficult. I did not know how to structure it. I struggled for a long time, which is why I kept doing other parts. But it goes into everything. This topic goes everywhere. It goes into the succession crisis and succession claims, it goes into the priesthood keys, masonry. Um Joseph&#039;s original ceremonies, the washings and anointings and ceilings, which for Joseph meant sealing the ordinances of washing and anointing, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h24m55s 00:24:55] And then later meant sealing people to the Lord directly anyway. And then other temple ceremonies, the council of the anointed quorum, the council of friends and on and on. There are so many things. It has seriously been overwhelming to decide where to draw lines and what to include and what not to. And finally, one night in like this burst of inspiration, which now sounds so simple on this side of it. But it really took the Lord&#039;s like showing this is how to do it. I was like, oh, ok. And so what I finally decided to do was to limit it only to the endowment I can do other episodes in the future, covering other temple elements like washings and anointings, which are from Joseph and ceilings, garments recommends 2nd, 2nd anointings, all of those things. We&#039;ll have to wait for a future episode. So I&#039;m just going to do the endowment and I&#039;m only going to talk about the origin of the endowment ceremony, the origin and history and try to summarize the claims made about it, reading some specific examples and then investigate the sources used to support those claims. So that&#039;s what I&#039;ve narrowed it down to which actually I think is fundamental. It really is the most important part of all of this. So as I said, there is a lot to get into. So OK, I&#039;ll share the screen again. So from what I have continually continually seen in all of my research, see what seems to be the ubiquitous explanation for how we got the temple ordinances and why they have changed so much between Brigham and Joseph and continuing on until this day is that God reveals things line upon line. This started with Brigham Young and has continued to do it to do this day. I love this Mormon ad I was able to find I took off a little bit of the other writing just to show line upon line and the temple really clearly, right? And it continues today, I think it&#039;s been somewhat rebranded in the idea of the ongoing restoration. This is a recent video released by the church. And um it talks about things like the name of the church, how that changed with President Nelson home centered church. Remember it&#039;s home centered church supported um And changing all the shortened Sunday um Sunday meeting schedule, ministering instead of home teaching and visiting teaching elders quorum instead of high priests and elders quorum the end of young men&#039;s presidencies and other changes. Um And then there are also other changes not included in this video, but definitely that we have seen like the recent and ongoing changes to the temple ceremony and other ordinances. And so it um it, it&#039;s at the end of it is where President Nelson tells us to take our vitamins because of all of the changes they included that. So this idea of line up online started as early as 18 45 as I said with Brigham Young in the April conference where he corrected Joseph&#039;s error of allowing women and men to be baptized for their dead relatives of either sex that I talk about this. I know in the episode with Whitney Horning and maybe some other times as well. So it&#039;s where Brigham Young publicly taught spiritual wifey to the huge crowd. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s right. That&#039;s what I taught. So you can see some of his quotes. He who gives that law is perfect and reduces it to the capacity of finite beings in order that they may understand it. And then more thus, the infinite being gives line upon line reveals principle after principle as the mind of the finite beings expand I have and then later on, and you have to see, well, I&#039;ll explain in a minute how this is being used. But I have now about got through with my preliminaries and shall occupy your attention with some items in relation to the doctrine of the baptism for the dead. When it was first revealed, all of the order of it was not made known afterwards. It was made known. The Lord has led this people all the while in this way by giving them here a little and there a little by giving them. Um And there a little thus, he increases their wisdom. Joseph in his lifetime did not receive everything connected with um the doctrine of redemption. But he has left the keys with those of us who understand how to obtain and teach to this great people, all the things, all that is necessary for their own salvation and exaltation in the celestial kingdom of our God. So that&#039;s the idea, right? It comes bit by bit. And you can see that this has continued in, in everything I read. In fact, many of the articles were actually this was in the title like Line Upon Line Precept Upon Precept written by um Richard E Bennett. And let me read some quotes from this one. If I can get this to scroll down speaking, sh shortly after Joseph Smith&#039;s death. Brigham Young reaffirmed the neces necessity of this ordinance while admitting to the process of adoption and design. When the doctrine of baptism for the dead was first given. He said in April 1845 that&#039;s what I just read. The church was in its infancy and was not capable of receiving all of the knowledge of God in it and hit the highest degree this you all believe. And he goes on to quote what I just quoted and then he says, as the doctrine of baptism for the dead came line upon line. So too came the temple and the endowment, right? So you can see a pattern emerging. Here&#039;s another one. Line upon line, Joseph&#039;s growing understanding of the eternal family. This says as Joseph Smith continued to learn line upon line,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h29m53s 00:29:53] he gained a greater understanding of the importance of people being sealed or welded together both in God&#039;s eternal family as well as with their own individual families. Over many decades, Joseph Smith and his prophetic successors learned and taught line upon line about Malachi&#039;s prophecy, Elijah&#039;s mission temple worship and ceilings. Then he says the process of learning line upon line was clearly demonstrated in Joseph Smith&#039;s line upon line, developmental understanding of the nature of family relationships and eternity. The authority to husbands and wives for eternity was used to perform plural marriage for the living and adoptions to priesthood leaders practices discontinued in the 18 nineties. Since then, prophets have continued to refine the doctrine of eternal families. OK. So, oh, I have continued to refine the doctrine of eternal families. Line up online. Couldn&#039;t leave that last line out. That was important. So, and this is where I want to clarify that when they say he learned things, line up online. What it seems to me they are actually saying is uh let&#039;s see what they actually tend to point to is, is, is that his actual experiences and teachings didn&#039;t fit with what we later claim them to be, right? So he, it seems they&#039;re saying he didn&#039;t really know what they meant. He had these experiences, but he didn&#039;t understand them. It took Brigham Young as mostly Brigham Young, but then sometimes other later leaders as well to fulfill what Joseph didn&#039;t. And to reveal what Joseph didn&#039;t understand um that his revelations from God were really about. So that&#039;s what it tends to mean to me. When I, when as I really dig into line up on online, it&#039;s Joseph had this experience, but he didn&#039;t know what it was about Brigham Young, his and then we, then we retrofit fit that experience to fit Brigham Young&#039;s doctrine, right? And so um let me give you a few more examples. This is um uh uh talk a BYU I address I believe and then a gospel and then a general conference address by President Bednar. So our elder Bednar. So the first thing and he says, I want to. So I&#039;ll quote, I think he first quotes Bruce R mcconkie. Um I want to highlight another example from the history of the rest church. President Joseph Fielding Smith taught the following principle. This work of salvation for the dead came to the prophet like every other doctrine piecemeal. It was not revealed all at once when the angel moroni came to the prophet Joseph Smith, one of the things he told him, one of the things he told him was that the hearts of the Children should turn to their fathers and the hearts of the fathers to the Children. So that when the Lord should come to the earth, when when the Lord should come, the earth should not be smitten with a curse. This is significant. That was the first inkling the prophet had concerning salvation for the dead. And he did not know just what it meant. He had a very vague idea of the meaning of the words of that. I uh that Elijah would come to plant in the hearts of the Children, the promises made to the fathers. And I suppose he pondered a good deal. He pondered over it, a good deal that&#039;s from doctrines of salvation, um quoted by Bruce R mcconkie. And so then, um Elder Bed, Elder Bednar goes on to say that first small inkling given to the prophet Joseph Smith grew line upon line precept upon precept and eventually included the restoration of priesthood keys in the Kirtland Temple. And this I will say is about section 110 of the doctrine and covenants and the idea of the restoration of all priesthood keys. This is one of the things I delved into. I it killed me to have to cut it from this episode. But I, we have to save it for another day and do its own episode on it. And so it, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, I&#039;m so glad I delved into it can include it today. So anyway, he continues the performance of essential ordinances in the nut temple which happened after Joseph&#039;s death. So he&#039;s listing the things that Joseph got line up online, right? And the availability of more than 100 30 temples throughout the world today, truly progress has been made in this eternal i internally important work line upon line and precept, precept. So you can see how this issue in the following conference. That&#039;s the spirit of Revelation. His April 2011 talk. It was different, but it had the similar theme of light coming gradually. He compares it to a sunrise rather than um light switching on with a light switch. So it really was a key feature. This line upon line idea was a key feature in these books as well. And so I&#039;ll read from all that was promised, right? Um Right here, I&#039;m just gonna leave that on. And so the prologue starts by trying to establish through Brigham&#039;s claims that Joseph and Brigham are basically the same. And so, um so my friend who I have someone that I can kind of special order memes from, um at this point which I love and he&#039;s going to come on the podcast soon and he made this meme for me, which I thought was great. And so I&#039;ll read the two quotes, rarely have two men been less alike in appearance and temperament, yet closer mind and heart than Joseph Smith and Brigham Young. And then it quotes Hugh nly saying their teachings are as one as the, as the minds of the saints and prophets have always been one. So I thought that that was pretty great. Um Let&#039;s see. He goes on to say it is,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h34m59s 00:34:59] it is unclear how soon the doctrine of priesthood ordinances that were essential for exultation became part of Joseph&#039;s. And therefore Brigham&#039;s thinking, we do not know that the rest um that the reception of the, we do not, we do know that the reception of the doctrine followed the Lord&#039;s pattern of giving Joseph line upon line or moving from one department to another as Brigham described it whenever the knowledge came, this heaven tutored understanding filled the minds of both prophets with a shared vision of the need for temples and temple ordinances. So it really works hard to establish the idea that Brigham Young is exactly the same as Joseph Smith. There&#039;s no difference between no difference between them and so I could have chosen from many different videos to um demonstrate the lens we go to to establish, establish these ideas. But I chose this one that is actually sponsored by the church. And um I think this one should suffice to make the point. So the idea that the endowment ceremony should never change in any way because it was revealed by God exhibits a bit of a misunderstanding of what revelation is and how it is received. Isaiah outlined an extremely important principle. The word of the Lord was unto them precept upon precept, line upon line here a little and there a little. And we see this kind of revelation all over the place in scripture. The Jared Barges Peter&#039;s revelation about missionary work, Nephi Vision of the Tree of Life. Joseph Smith received the temple endowment through a similar gradual piece by piece process. That process implies a progression of changes, adjustments and modifications. In fact, after the first endowment was administered in May 1842 Joseph told Brigham, young brother Brigham, this is not arranged, right? But we&#039;ve done the best we could under the circumstances in which we are placed. And I wish you to take this matter in hand and organize and systematize all these ceremonies. In other words, Joseph knew from the beginning that future changes would need to be made. He knew things weren&#039;t exactly as they should be and that was fine. That&#039;s how a restoration works. It takes time, you do your best and the Lord keeps you pointed in the right direction. Sometimes I think we humans in many ways are like bowling balls and God sort of acts as the bumpers as we seek to discover his will. Sometimes we wish we could just fly straight down the middle and nail that strike. But in reality, we often follow a jagged path bouncing back and forth between the bumpers until we finally end up somewhere acceptable to God. No. Ok. So we&#039;ll go ahead and stop there and hopefully you got the idea right. There&#039;s, there was a lot there. I want you to remember that quote about, um, Joseph telling Brigham to organize and systematize these things because they weren&#039;t quite right. But it&#039;s like, it&#039;s, it, it, it&#039;s, it&#039;s giving us the idea. I mean, it&#039;s, it&#039;s saying, not even basically saying it is saying that Joseph was basically completely incompetent. He could only throw gutter balls and needed bumper pads to keep from getting everything completely wrong. It, I, I mean, it just makes, we wonder why, why I claim to have profits. What is a profit, right? Like, I don&#039;t even as a nonprofit, wanna throw gutter balls my whole life. I certainly as a leader of any organization don&#039;t want to keep throwing gutter balls and I don&#039;t want someone that&#039;s a prophet of God to be that incompetent and not confused and just wrong about every single thing. So I, I think it&#039;s shocking that this is the way we present Joseph Smith and everyone seems to be fine with that. I, I do not understand it. So that&#039;s what I said. It seems to me that the way that we use line upon line and the idea of the ongoing restoration seems to basically allow us to justify throwing out changing and replacing anything while ignoring any potential contradictions with past practices and teachings, even from Joseph Smith, by claiming, I suppose that the gospel was never fully restored out until now. Like it&#039;s, it&#039;s never fully restored, we can change anything because it&#039;s just, it&#039;s never been fully restored. And so at least that&#039;s the implication I get. So it&#039;s a little bit difficult. So I have to say there is a principle that I think is at work here that human beings seem to be unable to resist telling us exactly what they are doing and following scriptural patterns. It&#039;s just as we discussed in part three about the temple renovation. Um and the foundation, right? This also has great application, I believe with our long standing use of line upon line to explain our, our temple and everything else and, and the changes that we make. So I looked that up in the scriptures and the term from what I can find and people are always welcome, welcome to add or correct. But that term is originally like the first time I can see it used is in Isaiah 28 and I strongly recommend reading the entire chapter. It is really important to understand, but I&#039;ll just read a few, I&#039;ll,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h40m03s 00:40:03] I&#039;ll read part of it starting in verse seven. So, but they have air, but they also have erred through wine and through strong drink are out of the way. The priest and the prophet have erred through strong drink. They are swallowed up, they are swallowed up of wine. They are out of the way through strong drink. They err in vision, they stumble in judgment. That verse has a couple of cross references that I also want to refer to um it cross references first to Isaiah 5610. His watchmen are blind. They are all ignorant. They are dumb dogs, they cannot bark, sleeping, lying down, loving to slumber. Yeah, they are greedy dogs which can never have enough. And they are shepherds that cannot understand. They all look to their own way everyone for his own gain from his quarter. Come ye that&#039;s come. Ye say they, I will fetch wine and we will fill ourselves with strong drink and tomorrow shall be as the day and much more abundant. So that&#039;s one of the cross references. Another cross reference is to Mica 35. Thus saith the Lord concerning the prophets that make my people err that bite with their teeth and cry peace and he that put it not into their mouths. They even prepare war against him. Therefore, night shall be unto you that ye shall not have a vision and it shall be dark unto you that ye shall not divine and the sun shall go down over the prophet and the dark and, and the day shall be dark over them. Then shall the seer be ashamed and the diviners confuse. Yeah, they shall cover their lips for there is no answer of God. And um this is I, I know I might be getting into somewhat uncomfortable territory, but I just have to say that in 2020 this picture came up in my email and I was really bothered by it. Some of you understand why? And I was led right to that Mica scripture that says that um they shall cover their lips for. There is no answer from God. So that was just an experience I had that really troubled me, right? And so let me continue on and II, I know I&#039;m out on a limb. I do not want to cast aspersions, make claims people will see this, how they want to see it. I know there are some people who have much stronger feelings than I have. All I wanted to do was share my experience. And um and that&#039;s, that&#039;s what my experience was and it was hard, right? So I&#039;m gonna continue now, now that I&#039;ve read those um other um scriptures that were footnoted. So I&#039;m gonna continue reading in Isaiah 28 it. This is now to verse eight. For all the tables are full of vomit and filthiness so that there is no place clean, whom shall he teach knowledge and whom shall he make to understand doctrine? Then that are weaned from the milk and drawn from the breasts. For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept, line upon line, line upon line here a little and a little for with stammering lips and another tongue. Will he speak to this people to whom he said? This is the rest wherewith ye may be called the weary to rest and this is the refreshing yet they would not hear but the word of the Lord was unto them, precept upon precept, precept upon precept, line upon line, line upon line here a little and bear a little that they might go and fall backward and be broken and snared and taken wherefore hear the word of the Lord, you scornful men that rule this people, which is in Jerusalem because you have said we have made a covenant with death and with the hell and with hell. Are we at agreement? When the overflowing scourge shall pass through, it shall not come upon us. For we have made lies our refuge and under falsehood, we have hid ourselves. Therefore, thus saith the Lord God behold, I lay in Zion for a foundation, a stone, a tried stone, a precious cornerstone, a sure foundation. He that believeth shall not make haste judgment also will I lay to the line and righteousness to the plummet and, and the hail shall sweep away the refuge of lies and the water shall overflow, the hiding place. And your covenant with death shall be dis annulled. And your agreement with hell shall not stand when the overflowing scourge shall pass through. Then shall you be trodden down by it and it goes on and on from there. So I, I think you can see why choosing line upon line as our way to explain. This is potentially troubling or I, I don&#039;t know, I I&#039;ll leave that to everyone&#039;s interpretation. I certainly know what it seems to say to me. And so the same idea is also repeated in the book of Mormon. So mainly and in the second Nephi 28. So I&#039;ll read verses 29 through 31 woe be unto Him that shall say we have received the word of God and we need no more of the word of God for we, we for we have enough for behold. Thus saith the Lord God. I will give unto the Children of men, line upon line and precept upon precept here a little and there a little and blessed are those who hearken unto my precepts and lend an ear unto my counsel for, they shall learn wisdom for unto Him that receive, I will give more and from them that shall say we have enough from them shall be taken away. Even that which they have cursed is he that put, put his trust in man or maketh flesh, his arm or shall hearken under the precepts of men, save their precepts shall be given by the power of the Holy Ghost. And so it&#039;s so ironic. Again, the entire chapter is about the people refusing truth from God because we are too busy trusting in the arm of flesh and being swallowed up by the false traditions, right? We have enough when and we cannot hear God trying to teach us more. And I think that&#039;s exactly the predicament that we have been in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h45m27s 00:45:27] um back when the church was polygamous. And since it&#039;s given up polygamy, but just like we do with Jacob 230 I think we take that scripture that is directly relevant to us and twisted on its head to claim it means the exact opposite of what is it is actually saying. And so if we trust God, rather than putting our trust in man, God will give us more and more truth and knowledge, right? And as we, it will be given more and more. But if we shut ourselves down to inspiration because we are so so set on our traditions or our institutional teachings, or we&#039;re too afraid to consider something else, or we&#039;re too afraid of what might happen to us. If we consider something else, we cannot be given more, it&#039;s the exact same thing taught well in many places. But alma 12 is one of my favorites. Just verse 10. I&#039;ll just read that one. There&#039;s a lot more but, and therefore he, that will harden his heart. The same, receive the lesser portion of the word and he, that will not harden his heart to him is given the greater portion of the word until it is given unto Him to know the mysteries of God until He know them in full. And so I, I think it&#039;s a shame that we ignore this true teaching to um twist it to claim that whatever the leaders do is fine because God, it, it&#039;s not telling that God teaches us as individuals line upon line and precept on precept. It says that God leads the church line upon line and precept on precept, right, the institution that it&#039;s like a bowling ball going back. And I mean, I don&#039;t even know how to relate all of that because I don&#039;t think we a we are allowed to say that current profits are getting things wrong and throwing gutter balls, right? But we say that about Joseph Smith. And anyway, it&#039;s, it&#039;s just a really interesting claim that I think we&#039;re better off to go to the scriptures and say what they see what they say about it. There are a few references to it in the doctrine covenants as well, particularly section 98 that I wanted to include. But I&#039;m going to save that for when I feel up to doing an episode on 2020 because I think it has on my experiences during 2020 I think it has direct application. So now that we&#039;ve established these two basic foundations, these two subtle devices. Um claiming that Brigham and Joseph are the same. So that what, what came from one unquestionably came from the other and claiming that God continually restores the gospel to the church leaders line up online now that we&#039;ve seen those and how they are used to justify the Histo history of the endowment ceremony. I want to read another quote from chapter 15 of all that was promised that brings these, these, these ideas together while Joseph Smith was translating the gold plates, he came upon the following passage for behold, thus saith the Lord God, I will give unto the Children of men. Line upon line precept upon precept here a little and there a little. See, we just take it out of context only that one piece. So it was with the Gospel&#039;s restoration. Every blessing or understanding Joseph ever received from the Lord came a little at a time line, line upon line precept upon precept. And it made me think except for those times when the heavens were opened and he spoke to Jesus face to face, to face, to face and received massive outpourings of knowledge and understanding and all of his statements of not being able to tell the people even a portion of what he knew. And the, the teaching, could you gaze into heaven for five minutes? You would know more than you would by reading all that was ever written on the subject. So, you know, except for the things that he said himself about how it worked, he just, it was, it was just a, a slow sun rising, right? And a sunrise all Joseph and then I&#039;ll continue with the quote. It said he received this all line upon line, precept, precept. All Joseph had to do was diligently seek. That&#039;s it was easy, right? Piece of cake. And as he applied himself to what had already come, Moore was added to it almost from the beginning of his and Joseph&#039;s relationship. Brigham recognized this process in his beloved friend and by the time of Joseph martyrdom, it had become so much a part of Brigham&#039;s own nature, his own thinking that we might say it was almost automatic. Nothing better illustrates that it illustrates this than the events of in the fall of 1876 when there began to be a major scramble in Saint George on two fronts. The first was to put the physical structure on the temple in order to in in order so actual um or was to put the physical structure of the temple in order. So actual ordinance work could begin for both the living and the dead.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h49m51s 00:49:51] The second was to organize and refine the presentation and administration of the various ordinances and finally commit them to writing. So there it is again, always, it&#039;s universally agreed upon by historians. Like everyone knows, this was the first time that the temple ceremonies were written down within um the fall and winter of 1876. And so, um that&#039;s really interesting, right. And so anyway, it, it also makes it very clear that nothing regarding the endowment ceremony had ever been written down before. Obviously, thus, the entire validity of the temple of the temple endowment rests on the credibility of Brigham Young. And that was something that as someone who has studied a lot about Brigham Young, that made me a little bit uncomfortable, right? So I really wanted to dig in and find out what I could find out. So, OK, so using the foundational claims of line upon line and that Joseph and Brigham are one and the same, it seems a lot of work has been done to make this narrative work to prove that the time endowment ceremony was indeed from Joseph. And to explain why it was never written down to justify that Brigham did indeed have the sacred responsibility to preserve and restore it. And to assert that what he established was not only the same as what Joseph had established, but it was the same as what had been practiced by every true prophet of God in every dispensation of the world throughout time. So I&#039;ll quote Bruce R mcconkie from Mormon Doctrine, all of these ordinances of exaltation are performed in the temples for both the living and the dead. Their essential portions have been the same in all dispensations when the fullness of sealing power has been exercised by the Lord&#039;s prophets. So I, I won&#039;t um and I&#039;m sorry to say it, but I won&#039;t insult your intelligence by going through the list of scriptures he cites um for anyone who cares to look them up, the the scriptures are doctrine and covenants. 128 I 1 24 28 to 41 about the needing to finish the Nabu temple, right? It says nothing about that. It has in no way supports any of the claims that he has made and nor does the historical record. So now let&#039;s dig in to the sources used to support each of these claims that work together to validate our modern temple practices. So from what I have been able to find there, um the entire argument that the temple came from Joseph and that it passed and um that he passed it on to Brigham Young and others seems to rely primarily on a few central historical claims. So let me show them. So first on May 4th, 1842 Joseph Smith administered the endowment to a small select group of men. These are the things we&#039;re going to get into because these are all of the things that work together to give us the um claim that Brigham Young was just continuing on what Joseph started the next day, May 5th, those men administered the endowment to Joseph and Hiram the men that Joseph had in doubt the first day. The reason number three, the reason there is not a shred of contemporary evidence for any of this, not a journal entry, a letter, um an official church record. Nothing is that Joseph told them not to write it down or speak about because it was too sacred. The claim I mentioned before that was so hard to find the evidence for then forth. The previous day, May 3rd, 1842 Joseph had ordered the upper floor of the red brick store to be dressed up to look like the temple. They put canvas between makeshift rooms, right? It was only one room, but they had hung canvas. They had um put plants trees for the creation room. It actually gets better than that as I found out as I researched. So we&#039;ll get into that one. And then the fifth is after endowing Brigham Joseph, after, after that endowment on um the fourth, Joseph told Brigham to organize and systematize his apparently defective endowment. So um that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to get into. So, President Nelson very succinctly included several of these points in his October 2020 2020 one conference talk, the temple and your spiritual foundations will read it until his martyrdom. Joseph Smith continued to receive revelations that further the restoration of the endowment and ceiling ordinances he recognized, however, that further refinement was needed after administering the endowment to Brigham Young in May 1842 Joseph told Brigham this is not arranged, right? But we have done the best we could on the circumstances in which we are placed. And I wish you to take this matter in hand and organize and systematize these all these ceremonies. So you heard that in that little video clip, that is a very important claim that is used all the time. So I looked at the footnote for his talk that he provided that little footnote number 11 at the end there. And to my shock, it, the footnote referred only to Saints, which is the self described narrative history designed to give readers a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h54m44s 00:54:44] foundational understanding of church history through the power of a good story, right? So my jaw dropped that Saints is now the definitive source that can be cited in footnotes. So it cites chapter 37 page 455 and I could have saved a ton of research time if I had just started there. But I think that going the way I did, I, I came on this last actually. And so um so I think I gained a much bigger understanding by starting with all of the academic sources and then landing on Saints last. So I won&#039;t take time to read it now, but we will read it at the end. And um we will, in the meantime, we are going to cover every single footnote that is included in Saint as well as any of these other um academic works that I have read. So by the time this episode is over, it&#039;s gonna be a big one, but you are really going to have a thorough understanding of what we are talking about of the um the origin of the endowment and what we claim the origin of the endowment is. So, let&#039;s start with this first claim. That&#039;s the first one we&#039;re going to look to. And that&#039;s um on 4th 1842 Joseph Smith administered the endowment to a small select group of men. So um let me see what I want to show you. Sorry, I said I have a lot of pieces working. OK. So yes, this is, oh, there were, that&#039;s what I, I was trying to figure out what my notes were saying. There were other things I really wanted to include. But again, as I said, those will come at um at a different time and different episodes I had to narrow this down. But there are other sources that I looked into in depth and, and I&#039;m desperately excited to share or eager to share. There are things people need to know. So anyway, this claim, um despite this claim that this first claim I should go back to it, we make this, we claim this despite Joseph&#039;s many teachings that God would not reveal more to the saints until the temple was finished. And his clear testimony that he did not hold secret meetings or give secret teachings but taught the strongest doctrines in public. So, um despite what, what he said about that, we say that Joseph secretly endowed nine men in the upper floor of the red brick store, which you know was the same place that he secretly dictated. Section 132 to Hira and William Clayton a year later and where several other things were supposed to have happened. It seems like it makes me feel like I&#039;m playing clue, right? It&#039;s like Joseph with the y thumb in the red brick store. That&#039;s how it could solve the mystery. That always seems to be the answer. But anyway, we&#039;ll continue on. So, um a few examples of, I want to share a few examples of the many times that Joseph taught that the temple needed to be finished before more could be revealed. So, um on May 1st 1842 3 days before endowing him and, and eight other men, right? The, the, the, the claim Joseph taught that the keys cannot be revealed until the temple is complete when I say him that was according to. So there were several reports of these talks and I want to give people the version of who wrote the talk so that I, I just want people to understand the sources. I&#039;m using because I&#039;m so frustrated by people not doing that. So that was about Willard Richards. So Willard Richards was supposedly in this group of men, a very important participant. And he is the one that wrote three days before he was secretly ordained that um or secretly endowed that the keys cannot be revealed to the elders, elders till the temple is complete. So then um the footnote provided for that and the Joseph Smith papers is fun. This is what it says. While most states, oh, that&#039;s what I was going to show you. So I do need to add that back to the stage. So this is the, that&#039;s what I&#039;m reading the discourse by Willard Richards. And the footnote says, um while most saints did not receive the promised information until the completion of the temple. Three days after this discourse, Joseph Smith met with a small group of men in the upper room of his story and introduced them to the sacred ceremonies which included keywords and signs that were later performed in the temple after its completion, right? So again, nothing that Joseph said is real or valid, right? He gave a talk, but then three days later did exactly the opposite of what he gave what he said in his sermon. And so um let&#039;s see in, in uh June 11th, 1843 sermon a year after this supposed initial endowment meeting. And this was accorded by Wilfred Woodruff. Joseph asked, what is the object of gathering the Jews together or the people of God in any age of the world. The main object was to build unto the Lord and House, whereby he could reveal unto his people, the ordinances of his house and glories of his kingdom and teach the people the ways of salvation for. There are certain ordinances and principles that when they are taught and practiced must be done in a place or house built for that purpose,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=00h59m39s 00:59:39] right? So he&#039;s still teaching this after he&#039;s supposedly given the like, like taking people through these ordinances. Eliza Snow recorded that same um that same sermon and said, he beautifully and in the most powerful manner illustrated the necessity of the gathering of the building of the gathering and the building of the temple that those ordinances may be administered, which are necessary preparations for the world to come. He exhorted the people in impressive terms, to be diligent, to be up and doing th the Tabernacle passover and another people um over to another people and we lose the blessings. And he also taught the same thing on April 8th, 1844 just a little while before his death. This again was Wilfred Woodruff when the house is done, baptism font erected and finished and the worthy are what anointed and endowed and ordained kings and priests which must be done in this life. When the place, when the place is prepared, the elders are to go through all America and build up churches until all Zion is built up. But they are not to commence to do this until the temple is built up here. And the elders endowed then go forth and accomplish the work and build up the stakes in all North and South America. Anyway, I just wanted to give you an idea of how often Joseph did claim that the temple had to be finished before these things could be passed on before these things could happen. So, but despite all of these teachings, every church manual lesson book, church historian universally claims that the endowment was restored, restored by Joseph on May 4th 1842. If you search the church website for that date, you will see dozens of examples. So I&#039;ll read this one from the Joseph Smith edition. Oops, I guess I highlighted it. Let me fix that, try it again. Um This is from the Joseph Smith edition of the teachings of the presidents of the church because the temple would not be completed for some time. Joseph Smith chose to go forward with the temple endowment outside its sacred walls on May 4th, on May 4th 1842 in the upper room of his red brick store in Navoo. The prophet administered the first endowments to a small group of brethren, including of, of brethren, including Brigham Young. So there we go. There&#039;s that claim that just seems to show up everywhere. And I think I have another source I was going to read. And so, um yes, this is so those Andrew E and E hat papers that I read. This is the, oh, whoops, I pushed the wrong thing. This was a really good one called who shall ascend into the hill of the Lord says Quien Reflections on a sacred day fourth of May 1842. And so, um people have some, I saw some papers that read May Fourth be with you, right? Because that&#039;s the the force of the endowment. And so this is what he said. Um let&#039;s see, in April 1845 Elder Richards was ready to write the history for May of 1842. 0, this is a good quote. It kind of shows us how the history was compiled and how the apologetic historians think about and talk about that. So he said Elder Richards was ready to write the History for May of 1842. They, they had to do it afterwards. It may have seemed just like another day, um seemed like just another day of work on the draft manuscript of what would become the history of the church. But like many times before, during this challenging compiling process, his task was to flash flesh out not merely the memory but also the meaning and the message of an event in church history this time. So you get that you, you don&#039;t, you don&#039;t get to just use the source, you have to flush it out. Add a lot to it right this time. However, he had the formidable task of describing and explaining what had happened on May. On fourth of May 1842 the day our holy endowment was first administered as given in our temples today. What did he have at hand? Nothing save a scant entry from the Book of the Law of the Lord, the only contemporary account of the events of that important day. So please pay attention to that important part. The only contemporary count account is what I will show you from the Book of the Law of the Lord, which was Joseph&#039;s journal. We&#039;ll talk about it. It goes on to say while Elder Richards may have had nothing more on paper to aid him in composing the century. He did have it written in his heart. He had been one of the chosen individuals called by the Lord to receive these precious priesthood principles that day. And from the abundance of his heart, he put down in writing the single most sweeping and succinct explanation of the meaning of the endowment in our written literature. So um so OK, you get the idea of how important this is, right? I wanna skip forward and just read one little portion that helps us understand a little bit more about how he talks about this as with many other diary entries that he&#039;s so seamlessly included in the history of the church. He humbly wrote the record as if it contained the words of the prophet Joseph Smith. When he could find a diary containing information relating to the prophet Joseph that was found nowhere else he benignly revised and inserted into the history, the words of others as if they were the prophet&#039;s own&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h04m42s 01:04:42] that just killed me. Right. He&#039;s, he&#039;s lying and maybe that was the way they did it back then. I don&#039;t know, but he took things and then had them come out of Joseph Smith&#039;s own mouth. I mean, and um Andy e describes that as both humble and benign. I don&#039;t know that I would agree with that interpretation of that though. That that&#039;s humble and benign, right? But, but so it is. And so anyway, let&#039;s look at the entry that we&#039;re going to talk about. This is the um let me, let me get there. OK. So this is the book of the Law of, I mean, the Book of the Law is that the, the book of the Law of the Lord, which is the only contemporary source we have for this May 4th claim, this very, very important day of where our temple endowment came from. And so um this is, let&#039;s see, it&#039;s um oh, while you&#039;re looking at it, I want you to note the erased words. Let me see if I can show you those as we go forward, there&#039;s a close up of them. They were somehow erased for some reason. But um we&#039;re going to go ahead and read it. So all it says is in council in the presidents and general offices with Judge Adams Hiram Smith Newell K Whitney William Marks William Law, George Miller Brigham, Young Heber C Kemple and Willard Richards. Then something erased, right? And giving certain instructions concerning the priesthood, something erased. And on the ironic priesthood to the first, something erased, continuing throughout the day. So you can see those erased words. If you look at the Joseph Smith papers, it&#039;s, there&#039;s something underneath them but they, they can&#039;t see them. I don&#039;t know how they erased if it was done in pencil, if they had some other method. But that&#039;s really strange and that&#039;s all that it says. So that is the only thing it says in council with this group of men giving certain instructions concerning the priesthood something and on the ironic priest to the first something continuing through the day. Right. So there are many ways that you can interpret that if you read it, right? I don&#039;t know that you would necessarily say, oh, that was the first endowment. Like I, I mean, I don&#039;t know, maybe, oh, what I&#039;m going, I&#039;m on the wrong, on the wrong thing. We&#039;ll get to those. I have got to go forward a little here to see where I&#039;m going. So anyway, the next version. So what, what Andrew E hat was talking about that Wilfred Woodruff wrote, I do want you to pay attention to William Marks and William Law and like, try to remember what that actually said because now we&#039;re going to see what it turned into on this. What did he say? It was April 18 4, five day when um William Law was working on it, you can see. So just like the April October 5th journal entry that we all know about, there&#039;s the original journal and that that original journal, we don&#039;t even really know what, what that is. We know it was usually written by Willard Richards, the same Willard Richards, right? But it almost certainly wasn&#039;t written on the same day that it happened, it was compiled from notes and right, so we have that original journal, whatever that is, but that&#039;s the closest to the source, well, which was actually written at least during Joseph&#039;s life most of the time, right? And then we have this revision draft. Um these, these earlier in the story, some of them happened in NAVOO, many of them happened later on in Utah, right? This one according to Andy E Hat happened in NAVOO. And then we have the finalized version that was compiled into the church history. So this is the revision draft and you can see very importantly that um um William Marks and William Law are crossed out and it says leave these blank above it, right? We&#039;ll we&#039;ll talk about that a little bit, but I do want you to pay attention to that because I think it&#039;s very interesting and let&#039;s see if there&#039;s anything else I want to say about that. Anyway, let&#039;s go to the next version. So this is the one that was finalized for church history. And these two, the draft version and the finalized version are pretty much identical. So I&#039;ll just go ahead and read this one and you can see where it said leave these blanks. He went ahead and left them blank, right? So Wednesday the fourth, I spent the day in the upper room of the store ie my private offices so so so called because in that room, I kept my sacred writings, translated ancient records and received revelations and in my general business or lodge room ie where the Masonic fraternity met occasionally for want of a better place. So, right, that&#039;s what that is. Now. It&#039;s the Masonic lodge in council with General um with General James Adams of Springfield patriarch Hiram Smith, Bishop Newell K Whitney and George Miller blank blank. That used to be William Marks and William Law, but neither of them are followers of Brigham, right? And presidents Brigham Young and Heber C. Kimball and Willard Richards instructing them in the principles and order of the priesthood. Attending to Washings Anointings endowments and the, oh, so did you hear that attending to Washings Anointings endowments and the communication of keys pertaining to the ironic priesthood. So there we get the ironic priesthood piece that lead&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h09m49s 01:09:49] that worked in there pertaining to the ironic priesthood and so on to the highest order of the Milch priesthood, setting forth the order pertaining to the Ancient of Days and all those plans and principles by which anyone is enabled to secure the fullness of those blessings. When it says the Ancient of Days, that&#039;s actually really important because Brigham, he talked about that a lot. I, I didn&#039;t include the, the um nou temple records that I, that I have found that I think are valid. There are lots that I don&#039;t think are valid will do that in another episode as well. But there are some, but Brigham Young talked a lot about Adam God theory in regard to the temple. We&#039;ll get to that a little bit later as well. So it&#039;s interesting that it&#039;s worked in here, right? And then um let&#039;s see, um this to, to secure the fullness of those blessings which have been been prepared for the church of the firstborn and come up and abide in the presence of the Elohim in the eternal world, eternal worlds in this council was instituted the ancient order of things for the first time in these last days. And the communications I made to this council were of being spiritual and to be received only by the spirit minded. And there was nothing made known to these men. But what will, what will be made known to all the saints of the last days, so soon as they are prepared to receive and a proper place is prepared to communicate them even to the weakest of the saints. Therefore, let the saints be diligent in building the temple and all houses which they have been or shall hear after be commanded to commanded of God to build and wait their time with patience in all meekness, faith, and perseverance unto the end. Knowing assuredly that all these things referred to in this council are always governed by the principle of revelation. Wow, that&#039;s really big and really different than the original entry. And as I said, Andy E had said that happened in 1845 I think he said in April of 1845. And I would need to dig that out more to find out um when that was actually written, I I&#039;m trusting His word, you know, but that is very, very different than what it said in the little draft that we read, right? So that&#039;s that first claim that is the single solitary source that is cited for that idea that on May 4th, 1842 Joseph Smith gave the endowment to be I&#039;m using the language like they would use it, right? Like I&#039;ll talk about it later, Joseph Smith. Uh from what I have seen, he talked about the endowment of something that came from God, right? That God would give us an endowment of power that would enable us to go and spread the gospel and preach the gospel. That&#039;s really how Joseph Smith seemed to talk about it. It seemed to change into something that one man gave to another man. Right? Like you, you, like, I grew up hearing people say you get your endowment, right? Did you have, you have, uh they, they went and got their endowment, right? So it&#039;s a different usage and a different way of looking at it. But anyway, it&#039;s important to recognize that is the source, the one and only source we have that initial, I&#039;ll go back and show you really quick that initial journal entry right there. That&#039;s what it says. And then Willard Ritz, JDS altered, it, revised, it changed it, we could say forged it. I don&#039;t know how people want to look at it like it depends on how much you trust Willard Richards, right? If you fully trust him, then it&#039;s valid. That&#039;s, that&#039;s all it comes down to. And we end up with that version. That is the first claim. So anyway, ne now let&#039;s go on to the second claim, right the next day. Um So, so this one really depends on the first one, right? You have to already really accept the May fourth claim to accept the May 5th claim that those men administered the endowment to Joseph and Hiram the next day. And this follows the exact same power um pattern, a very limited and potentially questionable sources So here you can see this is the book of the Law of the Lord. Um On Tuesday, the fifth Judge Adams left for Springville, the others continued in counsel as the day previous and Joseph and Hiram were erased, eligible, right? Something was erased. And so again, the footnote says, Willard Richards notes of this meeting indicate that Joseph Smith and Hiram Smith having officiated in the ordinance the previous day for others were endowed on this date. And then it gives us that same source we just looked at, right. So that&#039;s what we have Joseph of Smith were oh, erase that because we have to make our new version, which there&#039;s above is the draft history and below is the finalized, they both say the same thing. Um Five Thursday, the fifth General Adams started for Springfield and the remainder of the council of yesterday continued their meeting at the same place and myself and brother Hiram. So it&#039;s remember it&#039;s Willard Richards writing on behalf of Joseph Smith, but he&#039;s doing it just to be humble and it&#039;s benign, right? And myself and brother Hiram received in turn from the others the same I had communicated to them the previous day. So that&#039;s what we have for our claim on the fifth.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h15m03s 01:15:03] So now let&#039;s go on to the next claim, which is that the reason there is not a shred of contemporary evidence for any of this is that Joseph told them not to write it down or speak of it because it was too sacred. That&#039;s the one I referred to a little earlier that I was trying so hard to find a for. And so I do want to reiterate that not only was the endowment ceremony not written down. There really is not a single shred of contemporaneous evidence for it. There&#039;s, there&#039;s nothing, there&#039;s not a letter to a spouse, a letter to a, to a family member. No, nothing that at all and not a journal entry. Nothing that would show that this happened. Even with Joseph&#039;s secret polygamy, we at least claim to have um William Clayton&#039;s journal, right? And uh I maybe we don&#039;t have that page. I don&#039;t know, we&#039;ll have to find out what happens when, if it&#039;s ever released. But I just want to again point out Joseph&#039;s insistence on record keeping, right? It was a big deal to him. And so as one example of that, I want to show you this source that I think is fabulous and fascinating. This is the elders and the Kirtland elders quorum record and I&#039;ve just shown you the first page and the last page I believe it&#039;s 87 pages or something like that. It&#039;s a fabulous record that I cannot believe is not included on the Joseph Smith papers. At least last time I checked it wasn&#039;t, I have absolutely no idea why it&#039;s not included. It&#039;s referenced at times, but it&#039;s not included. Um and the um community of Christ archivist is wonderful and very willing to share it. So I hope that it will be at some point because I do not understand why it&#039;s not there. It&#039;s really important. But um it, it&#039;s just another example of how careful Joseph was about keeping records. This has detailed records of washings and anointings and ordination of washings, anointings and ceilings. As I said, they would seal the washing and the anointing and of ordinations and of people being brought into different forms. It, it was very important to them to keep records. And in addition, we also know section 128 right that I&#039;ve referred to in another episode where Joseph said, the way we seal on earth and seal in heaven is through our records and our record keeping that baptisms for the dead had to be redone if they hadn&#039;t been correct, um correctly recorded. So it&#039;s very strange to claim that the endowment ordinance, the ceremony was done and no record was kept. That&#039;s just as strange as claiming that all of these ceilings were done and no record was kept. But this too have been spun into the narrative. And so from the, I&#039;ll read again from the Andy E hat paper. He says, why did none of the nine present write in their diaries on of the events of this glorious day. The prophet Joseph Smith had asked each participant not to record the specifics of what they had heard and seen that day six weeks later in a letter to his to his fellow apostle Parley P. Pratt. So here&#039;s the source, right? I finally found it finally after so much looking to um to his fellow apostle Parley B. Pratt Hebrew C. Kimball wrote that these favored few had received quote, some precious things through the, through the prophet on the priesthood that would cause your soul to rejoice. However, he added, I cannot give them to you on paper for they are not to be written. Ok? There&#039;s the source, I finally found it, right? They, they, the reason there&#039;s no record is because it&#039;s just so sacred and this is where it comes from this letter. So let&#039;s look at it. Let&#039;s look at this letter. This is the letter to Parley P. Pratt from Heber C Kimball who was in Nou written June the 17th, 1840 1842. So it is important. I just kind of went over that quickly. This was six weeks, a full six weeks after this endowment happened that this letter is coming. It does not give us any indication of what it&#039;s talking about, right? And it doesn&#039;t say Joseph asked us to not write them down. It just says there are things that Joseph taught us that I can&#039;t tell you about. I, I mean, that can&#039;t be written down. So come home so I can tell you about them. So I suppose that it is possible that, well, you know what, we&#039;re gonna go ahead and read the letter. That&#039;s what I had wanted to do. So let me scroll down to find where it is. OK? Here we go. Here&#039;s the letter. We&#039;ll read what it actually said. So it said, I wish it was here. So as to feel and hear for yourself, we have received some precious things through the prophet on the priesthood that would cause your soul to rejoice. So we&#039;ve received some things from Joseph about the priesthood that would cause your soul to rejoice. I cannot give them to you on paper for they are not to be written. So you must come and get them for yourself. We have organized a lodge here of Mason since we, since we obtained a charter that was in March and it goes on from there, right? So that&#039;s just thrown in there talking about. Anyway, this is really interesting. How would you prove what this is talking of? Why was it written six weeks later? So that&#039;s, that&#039;s a pretty big deal to use this source. This is, I guess I&#039;m just saying&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h20m20s 01:20:20] an incredibly weak source to try to use to justify the fact that there are no good sources for your other incredibly weak source, right? We use that will that um Willard Richards altered journal to claim that this happened. The reason there is absolutely nothing about it is explained by this six week later letter that doesn&#039;t say anything about it. So it&#039;s just difficult like to see that this is what this is how we build it, this is how we do it. So I would like to humbly propose a different, alter, an alternative possibility, right? Hebrew C Kimball. So this, you&#039;ll remember this letter was written. What was it? June 17th of 1842. So by this point, Hebrew C Kimball who would ultimately marry 43 women, although many didn&#039;t stay with him that included um a teenager that he married when he was 56 and did have five Children with so lovely. But um so the Hebrew C Kimball by June of 1842 was deep into polygamy and you&#039;ll remember his letters that he was writing and his journal entries, he was writing to Violet about it from um England talking about this principle that we have embraced, right? It&#039;s called and um and he we have his journal where they were washing their feet and going to bed, right? Whatever that might mean. He al already at this point had a pregnant wife, Sarah Peak Noon gave birth to Heber&#039;s child sometime in 1842. So in June of 1842 she was either pregnant or had already delivered a baby. So this was the situation with Heber C Kimball, right? Um However, Parley p Pratt seems to have not known about polygamy and certainly didn&#039;t take his first wife who was Elizabeth Brotherton until 1843 the following year. Right? So what might this sacred secret teaching that he claimed that he, that um Hebrew claimed came from Joseph Smith. But that couldn&#039;t be written down b what could that possibly be some about the priesthood that would cause your soul to rejoice? Right? Is it, is this possibly evidence of Hebrew C Kimball starting to groom parley p pratt into polygamy? That is certainly what it looks like to me and it at least seems like a far more likely claim than talk than saying that he&#039;s talking about the six week earlier Temple endowment that we don&#039;t have any good evidence happened, right? And so anyway, I think that that is a very valid question to at least consider. And yet this letter is the only evidence we have to support the constant claim that it was too sacred to write down, which is used to justify the complete lack of any sort of evidence, any sort of record of this actually happening. One thing I need to mention here, there seems to be a pattern when we want to claim Joseph did something, but there is a complete lack of evidence for it. Instead of acknowledging the reality that there is no evidence, we try to explain it away when there is no evidence for polygamy, we claim it had to be kept secret because it was just too dangerous for any records to be kept when there is no evidence for the temple endowment, we claim it had to be kept sec kept secret because it was just too sacred for any records to be kept. Strangely, this only ever applies to Joseph. Nobody has explained why all the other nave polygamists left plenty of evidence and nobody has explained why the temple endowment was no longer too sacred to be written down 35 years later. Should we really always ignore all of Joseph&#039;s own teachings and statements, including his insistence that he always taught the strongest doctrines in public and never in private. Should we always ignore the actual historical record in favor of decades later claims by notoriously unreliable and heavily motivated sources using Ockham&#039;s razor. Can we not acknowledge that it is far simpler and more likely that whenever Brigham and company wanted to claim Joseph was doing something that he wasn&#039;t doing, they claimed years after his death when he was not there to defend himself that he had taught it to them in secret. So, OK, that&#039;s good to know. That&#039;s our second claim so far. I am not finding these to be terribly convincing. So now let&#039;s go to the next source. We&#039;re on the fourth one, right? The previous day before the um first endowments were done. May 3rd, 1842 Joseph had ordered the upper floor of the red brick store to be dressed up to look like the temple canvas hung between um areas to make makeshift different rooms, plants and trees, brought, brought in for the creation room, et cetera. So this claim is also woven seamlessly into all the narratives of the origin of the endowment. Um Just one example again, from the teachings of the presidents of the church. This is from chapter 36. In response to the, from Joseph Smith&#039;s the one I showed you before. In response to the Lord&#039;s command, the prophet and the saints moved for, moved forward as quickly as possible to begin building a house of the Lord. But the prophet realized that the construction would take years and he knew that the saints needed the full blessings of the temple. Consequently, on May 4th 1842 even though the temple was not complete, Joseph Smith administered the endowment to a small group of faithful brethren.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h26m07s 01:26:07] The group met in the large upper room of the, of the prophet&#039;s red brick store which had been arranged representing the interior of a temple as much as the circumstances would permit. Ok. So we are going to go through these claims. Now, this one is, there&#039;s quite a bit to get through, but it&#039;s actually pretty fun. I&#039;m gonna read another version where this is talked about. Let&#039;s see also is quoting um Lyle G Brown&#039;s temple pro TEM he said, and all again, these sources will be linked during the 18 forties. It was literally the no, the center of Nabu society, the Red brick store. While no contemporary description of this upper room prepared for administrating, administering the endowment exists. One retrospective account indicated that it was quote arranged representing the interior of the temple. As much as the circumstances would permit. This quote arrangement consisted of dividing the hall into small compartments using canvas partitions. Nonetheless, Smith recognized recognized the limitations of this modest facility. So, ok, so unlike the the claim, the previous claims, right. Well, the, the um yeah, the first three claims we&#039;ve went through which at least have a piece of somewhat contemporary evidence, however weak, it might be. This one is based solely on a single newspaper editorial written 42 years later. In response to the RL DS claims that like polygamy, the temple endowment was also a creation of Brigham Young, not Joseph Smith. So that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to get into. It was written. OK, let me get to my next slide. This was the newspaper article right here, the higher ordinances. And you can see it was, I&#039;ll tell you all about it was written in January 2nd, 1884 by Lucius and Scoville. And so that is what we are going to get to. So let meet Lucius Scoville, he was the worshipful master of the Navoo Masonic Lodge. Don&#039;t know why that&#039;s in lighter writing. It&#039;s not meant to be so ignore that. So he was the architect of the Navoo Masonic Hall. He was a Nabu polygamist and interestingly he was also the Nou Baker, his bake shop, the Scoville Bakery has been restored and is still in Nou, which I think is great fun. So, um let me see what I want to tell you about Lucius Scoville. Well, here I guess I&#039;ll go to this next slide which is him when he would have written the article. So he was 78 years old at the time that he wrote it. It was 42 years after the event, after the event that he&#039;s talking about and he had nearly perfect recollection talking about it. We&#039;ll talk about the one thing that he&#039;s not certain of. And I just have to point out, um I just had to call my mom this week to ask her for there, there were reasons but to ask her something about when I was born. And um I knew it was a long shot, right? It was over 40 years ago, just like this claim. She could not remember a single thing about my birth. And this is not to criticize my size, my mom, I don&#039;t know how much I can remember of each of my children&#039;s births. And that was a lot less than 40 plus years ago. Right? Try to think of something over 40 years ago, some random thing and see how, well you can remember it. If, if he, if he had some sort of a journal he could have showed us, then we could have at least said, oh, ok, there&#039;s some evidence but he is claiming this very, these very specific things over 40 years later. So we need to really consider that when we decide how to look at his um at his claim. So I&#039;m going to go ahead and share my screen so we can read this editorial together so you can see the Desert Evening news. It was published in the newspaper on February 11th, 1884. This one was really hard for me to find for some reason. So I was thrilled that I finally found it. Oh, and in the process of looking for this, I found some other things that I wanted to share and how to cut. So you can look forward to those. But this is page two. You can see right there where it says the higher ordinances. Let&#039;s go ahead and zoom in. We&#039;ll have to go back over to it. Ok. Let&#039;s just read this entire editorial together because I think we need to because massive claims are made solely on this. We give space to the following communication for the reason that it attempts, that attempts are being made by the leaders of the society, commonly known as the Joseph, fights the RL DS to make it appear that the Sacred Endowment were not authorized and administered by the prophet Joseph, but were invented and added by the, by President Brigham Young and others. Also that such ordinances as the prophet Joseph taught were not to be administered, stirred anywhere under any circumstances except in a temple. That&#039;s funny too right there. Like, anyway, it&#039;s really interesting. So there, the, the RL DS early on Joseph Smith the third really was right on. So many things. So this is Springville, Springville January 2nd, 1884 editor deseret news. I noticed an article in the deseret news of Ju January 25th, 1884 in relation to church doctrines, I can testify that on the third day of May 1842 Joseph Smith, the prophet called called upon five or six.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h31m32s 01:31:32] The Shadrack Shadrack Roundy Viz is that you said, I think I said it wrong. Viz, Shadrach Roundy Noah Rogers Dimock B Huntington, Daniel Cairns and myself. I am not certain, but the Hosea Stout was there also the one thing in this whole thing that he&#039;s not certain of. So remember, this is 42 years ago. He knows exactly the team that was assigned to do this except for maybe not. This one guy can&#039;t remember that for sure. Anyway, we&#039;ll continue to meet with him, the prophet in his business office, the upper part of his brick store. He told us that the object he he had was for us to go to work and fit up that room preparatory to giving endowments to a few, um, a few elders that he might give unto them all the keys of power pertaining to the ironic and Melchizedek priesthood. Do you recognize how much language comes from that Willard Richards entry that he wrote in the church history? Right. It&#039;s good to keep that in mind. We therefore went to work making the necessary preparations and everything was arranged, representing the interior of a temple as much as the circumstances would permit you see where it&#039;s quoted everywhere. He being with us dictated everything. So Joseph was there with them the whole time on the third and into the fourth, telling them exactly how to it. He gave us many items that were very interesting to us, which sank with deep weight upon my mind, especially after the temple was finished at Navoo. And I had received the ordinances in which I was among the first as I had been called upon to work in the temple as one of the hands during the winter. So there was a lot there. So right, is not only there directing everything, but also teaching them all of these profound things that he was able to understand as soon as he had his endowment. And he was one of the first that gives us a really good insight into the potential motives to get to um to write this. Right. Let&#039;s see where I was. Um as I had was among the first, as I had been called upon to work in the temple as one of the hands during the winter, some weeks previous to the dedication he told us that we should have the privilege of receiving the whole of the ordinances in due time. The history of Joseph Smith speaks for itself, but I can and do testify that I know of a surety, that room was fitted up by his order, which was finished in the forenoon of the said fourth of May 1842. And he gave us to understand that he, he intended to have everything done by him that was in his power while he remained with us. Again, these anachronisms seems that he&#039;s, you know, that were part of the story now that he&#039;s applying to this earlier time. He said his work was nearly done and he should roll the burden of the kingdom upon the shoulders of the 12. That&#039;s one of the sources that killed me to cut out. Sorry, I&#039;m just, I know so many of these things where they come from. So there will be future episodes on things like the succession claims and the keys. That&#039;s an important one. Um Let&#039;s see upon the 12, I am the only one living that I know of who helped to fit up that room except Josea Stout if he was there. So now we know why he&#039;s not certain if Jos Stout backs me up on this, he was there. If he doesn&#039;t back me up on that on this, he wasn&#039;t there. Isn&#039;t that an interesting one piece? Information? Everyone that&#039;s dead. He&#039;s certain about the living guy who may or may not chime in. He&#039;s not sure if he was there or not. I think that was pretty funny. I am most respectfully your brother in the covenant Lucius and Scoville. So, ok, I will stop sharing my screen. I&#039;m sorry if I&#039;m being, um, I, I don&#039;t mean to or want to be snarky. It&#039;s just incredible to see these things and read these things that we make these certain claims and these huge claims and this is what they are based in. I don&#039;t know what to do with that. Right? And so that is the Lucious, the um Scoville claim and that is the one and only source we have for it. That&#039;s it. So it&#039;s a couple of things that I think it&#039;s good to know about Lucius Scoville. Um As I said, well, here I&#039;ll go ahead and share the screen again. Um Right. He was a very dedicated mason, right? He was very, very dedicated to masonry. So he was probably very dedicated also to the temple endowment. He was a dedicated, no, um Polygamist dedicated Mormon Polygamist in Utah. Right? He had, I believe it was eight wives can&#039;t see where I wrote it. But um yes, I think it was and the most important thing I think to know is that his testimony directly contradicts Joseph Smith&#039;s journal, right? And so here we have those three stages again, the original journal, the History draft and the final history of the church. So you remember Lucius Scoville very clearly wrote in his um his editorial, that&#039;s the word that Joseph was there with them all day directing everything because I think he had to include that because how would Lucius Scoville know how was it, how a temple was supposed to be set up? Right? Like he&#039;d never been through one. So he would need to include that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h36m53s 01:36:53] Joseph was there telling him exactly how to do it and teaching him all of these wonderful things, right? But here we see Joseph&#039;s journal Monday and Tuesday the 2nd and 3rd with his family. That&#039;s the original. Then the history draft. Um I, I think there&#039;s Tuesday the third, mostly with my family. Tuesday the third, mostly with my family. So it changes from with his family to mostly with his family is that to give it a little wiggle room. I don&#039;t know, but his own journal says he was with his family. And yet in this case, although we think the journal is really important on the fourth and how it&#039;s fudged to be changed later on. We completely ignore it for the third because we like Lucious Scoville claim better, I suppose. So as I said, I, I don&#039;t know that we can be completely clear on what Brother Scoville motives may have been. But I think we got that little indication when he said I was among the first. It seems that he did. Maybe, I, I mean, I, I don&#039;t know, he could have been asked to do it. I&#039;m not trying to, you know, I don&#039;t have to tell you what his motives were for sure. But I think it is interesting that he seemed to have a desire to feel important and it worked. He&#039;s cited in every church manual and in every history that talks about this topic, we know his name. Right. And if he hadn&#039;t written that editorial, we wouldn&#039;t remember him at all. So as it is, he did become extremely important because he is the one and only critical essential source to make this claim that Joseph had the red brick store dressed up like a makeshift temple. So, um, that&#039;s, I, I think we can already see how, I mean, hopefully that you guys agree with me that this is really quite weak but still I wanted to see more, I mean, not only just weak, but it contradicts the journal that we think is important, but I still went through all the records to see what I could find all of the records in the Joseph Smith papers to see if I could find anything to support this claim or that would shed any more light on it. And I didn&#039;t find a whole lot, but I did find, um, Joseph Smith&#039;s store Daybook and this is really interesting. This is the day book that they, this is like the record of the store. It&#039;s really a cool source to look at and it tells us what was bought and sold, right? What was happening in the store? And it&#039;s this particular page I&#039;m looking at this is June 18th, 1842 which is where Lucious Scoville is mentioned. And it&#039;s really interesting. It lists, um, it, it tells us not only what was ordered and how much it cost, but it also tells us if it was just an individual getting it or if it was someone on behalf of an organization, right? It reminds me of when, when we used to have to go to the c store for our church callings at the local coffee store, at least in Utah. This is how it was. Our church would have an account and I would go tell them I&#039;m, this is my name I&#039;m with primarily or I&#039;m with, with enrichment night or whatever it was and I need to print these programs or, you know, they would just bill it to my account. It kind of reminds me of that. If that&#039;s how it was or not, that&#039;s how it looks to me or how I think of it. And so anyway, I want to list, um, several of the purchase orders from this particular day. It says George W Thatcher bought £8 of sugar for a dollar James Henry Rollins bought £2 of butter for 16 cents. Interesting. His name will come up again later. Um, three orders for the N House, Philander Colton for $1 Miles Wilson for 63 cents and lower down the page. Lucian Worth charged 2 $2.50 for one small hat. But those were all under the navoo house. Right? So, I guess Lucian Lucian, is that how you say his name? He needed a hat to work on the NAV house. But then we get down to the bottom of the page and there are two more orders you can see there. It says Temple Committee, that&#039;s Elias Higby. Um, bought a pair of suspenders for 38 cents. And last, but not least for this page on behalf of the Nabu Lodge, that&#039;s the Masonic Hall that Lucius Scoville was um, the architect of I assume, right? He bought four spools of thread which were 10 cents a piece. So 40 cents and six skeins of silk yarn for 38 cents. So we have that written in the store day book. And what that made me think about was they, he had no notice for this, right. Joseph came to him on May 3rd and said deck out the upper room of my red brick store. And it made me think, where would he get those yards and yards and yards of canvas that he would need to hang up as partitions? Where would that come from? Where would all of the other supplies that they needed come from? Right. And the red brick store is where it would have to come from. That&#039;s where he, the supplies he needed later on for the, um, Masonic Lodge. It seems&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h41m40s 01:41:40] so. That was another interesting thing that made me think that would be hard to get all of that gathered and there&#039;s no record of it anywhere. I don&#039;t know that anyone had these, like, miles of canvas just hanging around. Right. They, they hadn&#039;t been ordered in advance, like they would be later for the um for when Brigham set up the nave temple. So anyway, doesn&#039;t disprove his claim. But I think it&#039;s another element that&#039;s interesting to consider and this um store Day book will become important later on in later sources. So III I have thought I was finished with this episode so many times, I&#039;m ready to record it. But just yesterday as I was finalizing it, I went through Saint and realized they had two new sources for this claim that I had never seen before. I didn&#039;t see them in any other writing. So they seem to be brand new that Saints um ordered them. I mean saints added them. So I think we need to cover them because I just spent the last two days digging these out. So the first one is this book, it&#039;s called Joseph Smith Junior&#039;s Red Brick Store by I think it&#039;s called Lanius and mckiernan is how I was told to pronounce them. And so this was an interesting book. In the world was this. It&#039;s really this short little book. I think it&#039;s only something like 87 pages. Oh, this is the one that&#039;s 87 pages. Uh The Kirtland Record book must be a different amount. I was thinking about this. But um and I, and I couldn&#039;t understand what it was. It doesn&#039;t even include, as you can see, it doesn&#039;t even include a year on the title page like they left the year off. So I had to search it to find out that it was written in 1985. And um I, I was able to find it online, but it wasn&#039;t until I talked to the people at the restoration bookstore was able to talk to um people who talked to Pamela Price and asked her some of the questions I had that they actually weighed in on it and told me and I should have recognized the names that Lanius and um Lanius Lo I can&#039;t remember Lanius and mckiernan were actually very liberal dedicated. They were members of the RL DS church that were leading this charge to go liberal to go away from Joseph Smith, right? So when there was that big division, they were ones that were very much on that side and that becomes apparent as you look through this book because while I was trying to figure it out, I, I thought it must, must be written by Anti Mormons back in this 85 time. Period, you know, I could, couldn&#039;t figure out what it was. And so anyway, I will show you what it says. So here is the pertinent paragraph that is cited by um the by Saints, the book Saints on this claim of um of Lucius Scoville, right? That Joseph to have the red brick store decorated. Sorry, I told you I&#039;m trying to do too many things at once. So let&#039;s read this paragraph on May 3rd, 1842 Joseph Smith prepared the assembly room of his store for the introduction of temple of secret temple ceremonies. These religious ordinances Smith believed were a restoration of celestial law of God on, on to the earth. Five or six men aided Smith. So see, it&#039;s, it&#039;s just from that Lucius Scoville claims he doesn&#039;t know for sure if that one guy was there. Jose is out five or six men aided Smith in preparing the room for his for this ritual. Lucius and Scoville, one of these men recalled that the prophet explained that the object he had for us was to go to work and to fix up the room preparatory to giving endowments to a few elders. That&#039;s that footnote just gives us that same desert news editorial that we just read. Then James Henry Rollins, remember we just read about him in the um Store Day book, James Henry Rollins, another who assisted in preparing the assembly room, remembered carrying water and other commodities to the room above the store afterwards, I found out it was to give endowments to some of the brethren. So that&#039;s what he claimed. So, ok. Footnote 5949 because I hadn&#039;t seen that before. So I was like, oh, there&#039;s another source, but I didn&#039;t know about. So we&#039;ll look at what Footnote 49 is, right? There&#039;s Footnote 48 that just that same deseret news article and then Footnote 49 is quoted in Hiram L and Helen May Andres, they knew the prophets um which was printed in, printed in 1974. So it&#039;s so interesting to see even clear back in these years. Um The RL DS are quoting from so from L DS sources, but here&#039;s that book, right? They knew the prophet. This is by the addresses and page 77. So all it is is a book of like remembrances about Joseph Smith and they compiled them. So on page 77 it&#039;s talking about this James Henry Rollins and I wanna read the pertinent paragraph that is giving us support for the fact that on May 3rd 1842 Joseph wanted the temp the upper room prepared to be a temple.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h46m31s 01:46:31] It starts by saying during the spring and summer of 1844. Previous to his death, the prophet told me to assist in carrying water and other commodities to the room above the store. Afterwards, I found out it was to give endowments to some of the brethren. So can you see how massively dishonest? Now, I I like this source too because throughout this entire book, that Saint, I cannot believe Saint cites this out of print book, but this out of print book, Lanius and mckiernan are also massively dishonest because they cut out that beginning part, telling us that it was two years over two years later and just include that part to try to claim that um, he, there&#039;s another witness for this claim of the red brick store. So I think we can eliminate that footnote as not a good one. And then we&#039;ll go on to read the rest of it right now. We&#039;ll do the next footnote. This is, but it continues with the men apparently prepared the room by painting a mural of a pastoral scene in the northwest corner and by arranging several sprigs of cassis casing. I don&#039;t know how you say it. Olive branches, cedar boughs and other evergreens about the room. This pastoral setting paralleled the garden room and later Mormon Temples and was probably the model for such later buildings. OK. That was a lot, right? So um no 50 actually gives us three different sources that go in order for each thing that it claims. So um the the third one, the House of the Lord by James E Talmage. That one, I&#039;m we&#039;re not going to dig into it. It quotes several pages. I think it&#039;s page 152 to 168. I read a lot of pages. There was, it&#039;s just about temples. So all that they are citing there is the claim that this was the model for later buildings with a garden room and right, it&#039;s just describing later temples. So we don&#039;t need to go into that one. If anyone wants to read it, please still free, but it doesn&#039;t apply to this. Um May 3rd claim that we&#039;re looking at. But let&#039;s look into these other two sources, shall we? Because I did not know if there&#039;s anyone that&#039;s like less trustworthy, anything less trustworthy than maybe L DS historians. And apparently as these are L DS historians. So let&#039;s look into these sources. I tried. So this first one, this archaeological investigations at the Joseph Smith Red Brick store. I spent hours on that today. That&#039;s the source that I called the restoration bookstore. I was able to find some information from them about it was very difficult to find. I should have just from the very beginning. Well, the only place I could find it online, the only place that came up was benchmark books. So that was the only, um, hit that any kind of search gave me. And so I called benchmark books and Brian Buchanan could not have been nicer and he told me that this actually was an RL DS book. And so I quickly emailed the archivist, the RL at the RL DS library and asked, do you have this. And then in the meantime is when I went all these other directions trying to find it, trying to find any way to substantiate these claims. And luckily because I went through so I spent hours on this today. It was ridiculous. But the amazing community of Christ archivist came through in a huge way and sent me the pages and, um, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll read to you. I didn&#039;t think I was gonna get it. I thought that it was this completely out of print book that I couldn&#039;t possibly find. I cannot believe that Saints is using these sources that you can&#039;t even find to cite, right? And so this is what I had written before I got it. I said in any case, even the author of the book that was this Jo Joseph Smith Junior&#039;s Red Brick Store, they felt this source was unreliable enough that they wrote. Apparently, apparently there was um he painted this mural, right? Yeah. This mural painted, that&#039;s, that&#039;s what I think this source was trying to tell us because I know what the other things are. So it said that there was this pastoral scene painted this mural, right? And I was trying to find why in the world they claim that because I&#039;ve never seen that claim. But, and I also am wondering because that&#039;s what we read in Saints. That&#039;s what they claim as well. Is that there that Joseph had this mural painted? And I was like, first of all Ws and Saints quote directly to this book instead of going through this intermediary book. Right. That&#039;s out of print as well. Why don&#039;t they just quote the actual source that they want? I can&#039;t figure out that because that&#039;s the only part of it that they&#039;re, that they seem to be taking. But in any case, we are saying that on this one day when Joseph said to Lucious Scoville, this day, I want you to decorate this room this one day. Oh And by the way, paint a mural on the wall of a pastoral scene. Like who was the artist among this group that in, in one day, like with no notice, no time to design, no anything painted a beautiful pastoral scene on the wall to be the garden room in the makeshift temple, right? Like I&#039;m like, what is going on going on? This idea is ludicrous and wouldn&#039;t that be like Lucius Scoville said absolutely nothing about that. Wouldn&#039;t that be a big thing to mention? Like, not only did we decorate it up, we painted a mural on the wall.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h51m46s 01:51:46] Everyone would have seen it, right? You know, the mural on the wall, do you know what that was for that was for the creation room or the garden room? Isn&#039;t that something you would at least mention? But we ignore all of that and, and add this in somehow. So I already had thought that, you know that we could just eliminate that source. But when, um, when I read the actual source that quotes this, I don&#039;t think it&#039;s an actual book. It&#039;s a paper from the, um, scans. I got, it looks like it&#039;s just a paper and its pages 73 and 74. I laughed out loud when I read it. So, let&#039;s read it together because it&#039;s quite fun. So, sometime after the original construction and painting of the walls, a mural or Fresco was done in water colors on the north half of the west wall on the second floor. Unfortunately, not even the general nature of the subject matter could be determined. The soft browns, blues, yellows and gray greens would seem to indicate a landscape or pastoral Stal subject. One sample has a whitewashed over blue on red, another has blue on red and several have gray blue on red. These are all from the second floor west wall and were part of the mural. It appears that part of the of this wall was a basic red as well as whitewashed and unpainted. The Mormon period colors were red, unpainted and whitewashed. The mural was sometime later. So pause on that when the Mormons were there, it was painted red or unpainted or, or whitewashed right in the different areas. The mural came later after the Mormon period. It has been suggested that the mural was done by David Smith who lived in the store for a time and who is known to have been a painter. Oh my gosh. So this mural was known to have been done after the the saints left NAVOO. And they are claiming it not only that source for 1818 44 but now this, this mural that was done, I don&#039;t know, decades later, they&#039;re claiming that it was there in 1842 as evidence for this temple claim. Now this is the part that just floored me. You can see that um that it has been suggested, right? That is a personal communication from Stoa to mckiernan. The same mckiernan who um wrote the historical introduction in this book. So this mckiernan who himself knows this was David Smith, right? And knows that the mural was not there and who wrote the introduction of this book so knows it&#039;s in this book. Let me just go back and point out it&#039;s the same mckiernan who wrote this red brick store book. He was blatantly lying. It was he himself who had the communication that said that the mural was done by David Smith. Like that&#039;s for anyone who doesn&#039;t know that&#039;s Joseph Smith. Joseph and Emma&#039;s son, right? That was, I think that the son that she was pregnant with at the time, David Hiram Smith, he knows perfectly well that that mural was not there when the Saints were there. And yet he includes it as a source in his book. And then Saints um uses that as a footnote. II, I am floored by this whole thing more than I can tell you. So that&#039;s one of the new footnotes that was added in Saints and I hope you are every bit as shocked and surprised as I am because I do not know how we possibly can begin to justify that. Like at this point, I, I don&#039;t know, I, I don&#039;t even know what to think. Like anyway, it&#039;s inexplicable to me. So now let&#039;s go on to the third source that is claimed in this book that Saints quotes, right? We&#039;re going so Saints cited this book and this book cited three sources for their claims. So that was the first one and now we&#039;ll go to the next one which just happens to be good old John Bennett, right? C Bennett is the source that they use and he&#039;s the one that tells us also that the um upper room of the red brick store was decorated to look like the temple. So we already all know hopefully that John C Bennett, he was known in his day to be one of the worst liars ever, right? He has absolutely no credibility but for fun. I&#039;m just going to go ahead and read this entire page. So you can see what it is that not only only the RL DS are citing, but what Saints is also citing too, right? So let&#039;s read John C Bennett. The ceremonies of initiation are in perfect keeping with the general absurdity of the new dispensation and with Holy Joe&#039;s mission for the restoration of the Ancient order of things. The large room is carefully prepared and consecrated and from 12 to 24 sprigs of Cassia olive branches, cedar boughs or other ever evergreens are tastefully arranged about it. Remember we read that? So that&#039;s what they&#039;re citing. That&#039;s the part that we read in the, in the book, the original little book. Um Let&#039;s see, these are intended to represent the inter, the eternal life and un mingled bliss which the celestial kingdom will be enjoyed by all who continue in full fellowship with. Um Let&#039;s see. I don&#039;t know why it says order lodge. The aspiring candidate for Holy Orders obtains admission into the sanctified body. In the following matter, he is stripped naked and blindfolded. He is then brought into the lodge room and in that state is conducted round so that all the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=01h57m30s 01:57:30] members of the lodge may be satisfied by personal inspection that he is a fit subject for their August association and that he possesses the qualifications required in Deuteronomy 23rd chapter. And first verse, look that up. It&#039;s worth it. It was too good to miss. So I looked it up for you, Deuteronomy 23 1. He that is wounded in the stones or hath his privy member cut off shall not enter into the congregation of the Lord while the candidate is passing around the room in this ridiculous and degrading condition. The most excellent grandmaster is repeating, I will bring the blind by the way that they know not, I will lead them in past that they have not known I will make darkness light before them and crooked things straight. These things will I do unto them and not forsake them. When the candidate has passed satisfactorily this queer examination, he is brought to the oh, sorry, he is brought to the altar, but for which he is made to kneel while he is in, while in this posture, the following oath or obligation is solemnly administered to him by the grand master or his representative. It goes on from there, right? This is this source that we are claiming, I mean that we are citing and can I just in addition, point out that John C Bennett was already massively out of favor. He fled navoo just like I think two weeks after this was supposed to have happened, he was never in any way claimed to be associated with any ceremony or temple ceremony or anything, right? And so why we think that he&#039;s valid when you read through all of that? Nothing has like it also shows how good people can be at lying like it just making stuff up that has no basis in reality whatsoever. If anyone thinks that sounds familiar from the any temple experience that they have, you know that anyway, I guess I am just beside myself to see that these are the sources used by Saints. They had to add an additional source and this was the first one that it was, was this book and I just went through the sources they used. I do not think this is credible. I I OK, so now we&#039;ll go on to the one other source that Saints claim. So at first claimed that book, Joseph Smith Junior&#039;s Red Brick Store. This is the other one. It says a house for the most high um by, by Matthew mcbride. And it tells us to see um page 100 note 10. So we&#039;ll go to the screenshot. I grabbed, you can see down here at the bottom. It says page 100 note 10 says IBID. OK. So we can go see what note 10 is talking about. And um this is what it says that leads to footnote 10. Once the position and dimensions of the temple had been determined and marked excavation for the foundation began on February 18th, the on February 18th, the brethren began to dig the cellar. I have no idea what this has to do with what we&#039;re talking about. Like completely fluid. So let&#039;s go back and read footnote nine since it&#039;s IBI. It&#039;s the same right work at the temple site itself began in mid February according to William Clayton&#039;s record. Enter Alpheus Cutler. Oh Elder Alpheus Cutler, assisted by Elder Reynolds Cohoon and others laid out the foundation of the temple? Ok. So what does that have to do with the red brick store being decorated on um May 3rd? I don&#039;t know. So there&#039;s the IBI it&#039;s um the intimate chronicle, the journals of William Clayton and it tells us page 527. So can you see how many books I buy? I had another version of the journals of William Clayton, but I needed to know what that was talking about on page 527. Go to that. Now this is, remember this book, this house for the most high, I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;ll go back to is written by Matthew mcbride. Let&#039;s remember that name, right? And it&#039;s quoted as it&#039;s cited in saints. It&#039;s, it does say c also so this is the least important one. But what in the world could it be talking about? So I turned to page 527 and it&#039;s talking about May 7th, 1852. What does that have to do with? 1842? I don&#039;t know the closest I could get on. I actually searched for pages and pages thinking maybe the citation was just off. It says all the lots are adorned with young firs and other varieties of trees and shrubbery that&#039;s talking about the city in 1852. And that&#039;s the closest I could get to saying something about the temple being decorated somehow to look like. Anyway, I like, I, I have no idea what that is supposed to be referring to. So let me get back to see where. Ok. So anyway, I just, I have to say like I found this shocking, these are the new sources that are in Saints. Now, remember President Nelson used Saints to justify his claims. That&#039;s why his footnotes go to are, is the book Saints and then the Book Saints added these new footnotes. Now, II I really, I spent a long time. I, I feel like this footnote was like gaslighting me because I was like, what&#039;s wrong with me? What am I doing wrong? Why can&#039;t I make any sense of this? I like, I thought I must not know how to search footnotes and maybe that&#039;s true. There is definitely a chance that someone&#039;s going to say Michelle,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h03m12s 02:03:12] this is what you did wrong. And I will feel like a complete idiot and come on and say, OK, I got that wrong. That is definitely a possibility that it hasn&#039;t generally been my experience. I, I&#039;ve done this quite a bit and I haven&#039;t run. I like, usually know how to know use footnotes. So I, I don&#039;t know what&#039;s going on. But the first thing I found that I did find interesting is that Matthew mcbride is the director of publications at the church history department. So maybe that makes a little bit more sense. This is Matthew mcbride&#039;s book the footnote in, it seems to be really bad. And then Saints, which he&#039;s in charge of uses it for a footnote. So that&#039;s the first sense I can make of this. If someone else can tell me what&#039;s going on, I would love to hear it because I am shocked honestly, like, I think any teacher of history worth their salt would fail a student who used footnotes like this, right, this huge massive team of L DS historians. They&#039;re literally like the best historians, money can buy. And maybe there maybe in like maybe there&#039;s a literalness to that, maybe they really are the best historians, money can buy because that seems to be what&#039;s going on. I I feel bad being so hard on them, but this was shocking and it doesn&#039;t seem to be getting better. So, ok, those were the new sources added by saints. Don&#039;t seem to be strengthening the claim from what I can find. But let&#039;s look at one more thing. I want to also remind everybody about the red brick store, right? So let&#039;s go back here and look again at the red brick store. We covered this in one of the expositor episodes and I&#039;m sure we will again. So here&#039;s the little red brick store, right? And that&#039;s the assembly room is the room we&#039;re talking about that would have had the canvas partitions that decades later had a mural painted on the wall. And then there&#039;s Joseph Smith&#039;s little office, right? And um I just want to talk about the culture of this red brick store, right? And what have been go what would have been going on? So this again was a massively busy place, the center of town, like we&#039;ve said, this is where all of the historical work was done. This is where all deeds had to be filled out. This was some, this was also used as the bank, this like everything, everything was happening here all of the time. And so, um this was the year before the school started because I looked into that, but that just started the day before. Um William Clayton claims that um section 132 was written down. So that wasn&#039;t yet going on, but it was still outrageously busy, busy. And I was able to find some very interesting things that um church website. I mean that Joseph Smith papers has a very useful source that&#039;s called the Calendar of Documents. I think that&#039;s how I found the Hiram Smith um deed that I think is a really big deal. But so anyway, they include in that all of the things that were that, that are recorded on that day from this nou period. And one of those things is the um oh, let&#039;s see. I guess I need to go back. They keep track of thankfully all of the elders licenses. So remember you had to get an elder&#039;s license to go preach the gospel and those had to be filled out. And then luckily they were recorded in books, most of the elders licenses that the elders would take with them. We don&#039;t have anymore, but we do have the record book that shows that on this day when, well on these days, I think this is the 4th and 5th. Yeah, I think it&#039;s you can see the fourth and the fifth, seven different elders journal, um elders licenses were filled out and recorded. So that would have to be happening in this little office, right? That Brigham Young and others claim was being used by Joseph Smith and and these men for their endowment. So that was happening at the same time. And then we can also go to um the again the store daybook entries and you can see on these three days the third through the fifth, there are a full eight pages of entries in Joseph Smith&#039;s Daybook. So I guess my, I mean, I mean, in the in the store like this place was hopping and happening, right? So what I find so interesting there, there was no like partition between upstairs and downstairs, there was no sound proofing. It seems to have been really pretty open access. So there was a lot going on, right? And what I am trying to envision is how the upstairs was completely not only out of commission but really a sacred space, right? First of all that, no one would notice there would not be a single testimony of what&#039;s going on at the red brick store, right? Like what are all of the, what&#039;s that mural about? Right. What are those canvas partitions about in this? So what I find that f is that when Joseph spent so much effort saying we need a temple so that there is a space prepared, finished, consecrated and dedicated, right? So that God can give us these things. Not only was there not a space prepared, it wasn&#039;t dedicated. When was this space dedicated? And it was in the middle of like, like everything happening. They were in the middle of a store, like they went to Costco in the middle of Costco,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h08m30s 02:08:30] hung up some curtains and did the temple endowment. That&#039;s what we have to invent vision that is happening here. Just Willy nilly on a Wednesday in the busiest place in town. We&#039;re gonna do the temple ordinances for the first time. How, how does this make sense to us? So that really is what&#039;s going on here. So, ok, I think we&#039;ve thoroughly established these first, several claims that, uh, I think we can eliminate them, right? 123 and four. I don&#039;t know. You, everyone can decide for themselves. I&#039;m not convinced. I&#039;m sad that this is the, um, ah, kind of it hitting me. I&#039;m sad that this is what it is. I&#039;m sad with this reality. It&#039;s kind of hard to realize it, but that&#039;s the best that there is. That&#039;s what it is. So, now the last claim is after endowing Brigham Joseph told Brigham to organize and systematize his apparently defective temple ceremony done in the middle of Costco, basically. Right. That&#039;s kind of what&#039;s going on. Sorry, I didn&#039;t mean to be a downer just I just I want us to do better and I want us to be better. And it makes me really sad. So this is the last claim that we have to cover and we will look into this one. So this claim also has one single source. So let me introduce you to John Nuttle who may very well be a really good guy. This one I do not think is his fault. So we&#039;re going to talk about him a little bit. So the claim, right? Is that, well, I guess I can go back to that claim, but the we&#039;ll just leave John Nettle there for a little while. He&#039;s a good looking guy. So OK, the claim is that and, and you, yeah, did I already say you saw it in the video? You see it everywhere. It&#039;s in every record is that Joseph ceremony just wasn&#039;t right. It&#039;s not arranged quite right. So he needed Brigham to fix it and he charged Brigham to fix it. Now, we have a lot of things that we have to talk about here. Let&#039;s first before we look at the source for this source. There&#039;s one, let&#039;s just look at it logically. So Joseph taught repeatedly. I&#039;ve said this so many times that the temple could only be built when God commanded it through direct revelation and that God gave specific instructions of exactly how it should be built. Right. So um he demonstrated this in his relationship with William weeks, if you remember in that episode where he insisted that the windows be full circles as God had directed. And so it goes, it goes on and yet and yet it just wasn&#039;t right. Right. Like Joseph just couldn&#039;t get the temple right. He didn&#039;t have the separate rooms for the celestial creation, the garden room that um the ceiling rooms. Um he didn&#039;t even have built in places for partitions, those had to be added later, right? And he couldn&#039;t even get the makeshift version done, right? Which he had done two years earlier. So, so two years before the temple, before he died, when the temple should have been done within that time, he was like, you know what? I just don&#039;t think we&#039;re gonna get it done and I&#039;m gonna do it now and then I&#039;m gonna wash my hands of it and say, hey, Brigham, I just couldn&#039;t get this right. Will you please take it and fix it like this whole thing looking at it logically just does not work. And so he so yeah, two years before his death, he completely gave up on it and he just couldn&#039;t, they couldn&#039;t fix the design in the temple like, oh, maybe we should change that. So it works better. Nope, build the temple, we have to build the temple. So God gives us this. But you know, I don&#039;t know what it&#039;s supposed to be like. So you fix it. Brigham. That&#039;s basically what we&#039;re saying. Like he said this to Brigham, the traveling mission, that missionary who had only gotten back to NAVOO rather recently, right? And was never a member of the first presidency. He didn&#039;t say anything to Hiram about it. He did not because basically, remember Hiram was kind of an idiot. Anyway, he was a good guy. But but Brigham had to really put him in his place a lot. I&#039;m I&#039;m this is all based on Brigham&#039;s claims, right? All of this is based on Brigham&#039;s claim. So the fact that we believe this narrative. So anyway, so now let&#039;s look at the sources. So John Nuttall, he was nine years old and living in England when Joseph and Hiram were murdered. He was baptized in England in 1850 arrived in Utah in 1852. So he is not a witness to any of this, right? He was also a committed polygamist with five wives. Interestingly, his second wife was John Taylor&#039;s daughter, Sophie Sophie Taylor. So he was definitely connected and in the know he served in several high callings. Let&#039;s see, including the Kanab State president, the Saint George Temple recorder and he was the private secretary for John Taylor and Wilfred Woodruff. So he was brought right in as soon as he got to Utah, right, he right into the game. And so as part of his calling as the temple recorder, I believe he and the clerk, he kept a detailed journal where he recorded an informal small gathering in Brigham Young&#039;s Saint George mansion. So at the beginning of this episode, I talked about Brigham Young Saint George Mansion. It was in that mansion. And after serving in the newly dedicated Saint George temple for the day, Brigham waxed eloquent on several topics having to do with the temple. So this is a very extensive journal entry. Let&#039;s see if that&#039;s, yeah, you can see um how many pages it is. This is all this one journal entry from John Nettle um February 7th, 1877.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h13m51s 02:13:51] So it was less than six months I believe at before. Um less than six months before Brigham died. This was right near the end of his life and he had finished his temple. These men had been serving in it all day. They gathered at Brigham&#039;s home and Brigham talked and talked and talked right about many things. And as I said, the main thing that he talked about is actually the Adam God doctrine that he was so committed to. So that&#039;s the main thing you&#039;ll read about in this long um journal entry. And I, I again, I really wanted to read that, but there&#039;s just too much going and there&#039;s too much, this is already too long. So we&#039;ll save that for my episode on Adam. God, I&#039;m glad to have found this source. But, um, that, that I have a long list of things we need to cover. There&#039;s no way I, I did start out thinking maybe I&#039;ll do 100 32 episodes. Oh, no, it&#039;s just, there are more than 100 32 problems. So there are gonna be more than 100 32 episodes. So anyway, it goes on and on and on. But in any case, we&#039;re going to go ahead and read this journal entry. I think it&#039;s interesting that we rely so heavily on this journal entry because again, it&#039;s the only source and it&#039;s used you all the time cited everywhere in every discussion in everything about the history of the endowment, right? But we completely ignore everything about the Adam God doctrine. So again, we cherry pick this little part of it, throw the rest of it out, but this part is reliable. You can take this to the bank. So I&#039;m going to start reading and you can follow along if you&#039;re able to after supper. A after I have a transcript just I don&#039;t want to make it sound like I&#039;m really good at reading this difficult writing. So after supper, went to President Young&#039;s President um present President Young W Woodruff E um Evan. Um that&#039;s uh Erastus Snow. Brigham Young Junior, and then these guys, I don&#039;t know ig bleak em green and myself works in the temple. Being under consideration, President Young was filled with the spirit of God and revelation and said, when we got our washings and anointings under the hands of the prophet Joseph at navoo, we had only one room to work in with the exception of a little side room or office where we were washed and anointed. So remember that little side room or office where seven elders licenses were being filled out and who knows what else? That&#039;s where they were being um washed and anointed and had their garments and had our garments placed upon us and received our new name. And after he had performed these ceremonies, he gave the key words, signs, tokens and penalties. Then after we went into the large room over the store in Navoo, Joseph divided up the room, the best that he could hung up the veil marked. It gave us our instructions as we passed along from one department to another. Ok, I wanna interrupt myself here. I apologize. But I just realizing I just want to point out that Scoville testimony, the um editorial in the newspaper came after this. So Brigham Young was saying this first, this record was cited first and then that came later to back it up. So, so he said, Joseph divided up the room the best he could, right and hung, hung it all um hung the veil marked. It gave us our instructions as we passed along from one department to another, giving us signs, tokens penalties with the keywords pertaining to those signs. And then, um, here you can keep reading along. Let&#039;s see if I need to go to the next page. Thanks for being patient with me this episode. Ok. Hopefully, the information is worth it even if it&#039;s a little clumsy. So you can start reading here. And after we had got through, brother Joseph turned to me, President Brigham Young and said, Brother Brigham, this is not a range strike, but we have done the best we could under the circumstances in which we are placed. And I wish you to take this matter in hand and organize and systematize all these ceremonies with the signs, tokens, penalties and keywords. I did so and each time I got something more so that um when we went through the temple at Nabu, I understand and knew how to place them there. We had our s ceremonies pretty correct. So it goes on from there. So, ok, I hope that this is all coming through clear what the source is for this. This is Brigham Young kind of being a blow hard a bit talking again saying what Joseph said, right? Which is what he was very apt to do. So I have to apologize in advance for this meme, but it was too good not to use. I have had this image in my mind so often when I have read about Brigham telling us what Joseph said. It&#039;s this little puppet, right? He&#039;s a oh, anyway, and so I, this was the special meme that I special ordered and I love it. And I think it&#039;s perfect and I think I should have been using it this entire time in this podcast. So anyway, this is what I think of this claim. It&#039;s terrible and we ignore everything else, but we use this because it tells the story that we want, want it to tell. So I&#039;m going to go ahead and remove this for a little while.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h18m57s 02:18:57] So it&#039;s not gonna get me into too much trouble because I know that that&#039;s a little bit extreme, but honestly, that it just makes me upset. And so that is, that is what we have. These are Brigham&#039;s imaginative self glorifying musings to this group of admirers gathered in his Saint George mansion six months before he died. That&#039;s exactly what it is. Those are the sources we have now covered all of the sources used to claim that Joseph Smith is the originator of the temple endowment. This is now, now this is, let me, let me say something. I can, I am not intending to set out to prove that that&#039;s not true that the endowment is not of God or that Joseph isn&#039;t the originator of it. That&#039;s not. I&#039;m looking at this purely through a historical lens. And saying the historians, the scribes are trying to use historical sources to make these claims and their sources are terrible. The historical case for this claim for Joseph Smith being the originator of the temple endowment is absolutely terrible. It is there is terrible, terrible evidence for it. And I think it requires a lot, lot of either wishful thinking and motivated reasoning or outright dishonesty to claim that we have the sources to write this as even a narrative history in saints or in all of these other sources. It&#039;s the story. Nobody, nobody would ever look at these sources and go oh, the picture is becoming clear, Joseph had the room decorated on the third and then in doubt these on the fourth and then he was, he and I were in doubt on the fifth. Oh and he asked them to not talk, but nobody would look at these sources and come to that conclusion. We have these conclusions and we are desperately going through sources trying to find something to try to hopefully back it up, right? And I know that some historians will say that&#039;s how you do history. Well, then we need better historical practices because that&#039;s not a good way to find truth in any case. And so so again, we have a 42 years, they claim this claim from Brigham Young is 35 years after the fact. And we have covered everything you now know, you know it all you know, every source that is relied on and I will go through and show you that. And you would think with all of these obscure sources that the church historians are able to find like these out of print RL DS book booklets, right? You would think that they could be aware of, which I think they are aware of. They could choose to include things that they have in their very own church history library that they are charged that, that they have written, you know, that they have to keep track of that. They have to write about that. They have to catalog they have anyway, I&#039;m going to show you a source that came to my awareness. Thank you so much. The people who found this and who shared it. Clark and Steven who shared it with me. You guys are awesome. This is huge. This is a huge source that has been completely ignored and omitted from our church history. And so let me show you what this is because it could not be more important. I think the people who found it might even not have understood yet. Well, I haven&#039;t talked to them but I&#039;m hoping they&#039;ll understand even more just how important it is. This is a letter that was written from Brigham Young to Willard Richards, right? I it was written on July 8th 1844 less than two weeks after Joseph and Hiram were murdered. And um Brigham Young I believe was in Pennsylvania from reading the letter. And um he was there after not returning to NAVOO, despite Joseph and Hiram both writing to him telling him to return during those very fraught and dangerous days with the expositor and the threats of the mob and all of that happening. And they, they wrote to Brigham to come back and then they wrote to Brigham to tell all of the 12 to come back and he apparently is in Pennsylvania oblivious of the fact that they&#039;ve both been murdered still at this point on the eighth. So I think this is a really interesting letter that I would love. Well, I would love someone to dig into more and more and to try to figure out what&#039;s going on because I don&#039;t know if there&#039;s something fishy going on or not. But it&#039;s, it&#039;s really interesting. The reason this is so incredibly important, so relevant and crucial to our discussion is because these are the two most um foundational or crucial members of that supposed endowment group, right, Willard Richards is the one who created the only record we have of it. And Brigham Young is the one who claimed to have been charged to organize and systematize it. These are the two central figures they&#039;re writing and there&#039;s a letter between them on July 8th. This should be absolutely central to everything about this claim of the temple endowment. And so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h24m07s 02:24:07] we are going to read part of this letter. It has kind of a fun. This is, this is upside down on the front page. It says I have not time look over this letter, take it as it is overlook mistakes, you know. So here&#039;s the letter, right? You can, I kind of had to overlap it. It&#039;s three pages. I have a transcript that I can send anyone that wants it or that I can post somewhere. And this one line right here is the crucial line that we are going to look at. And so let me zoom in on it and let you read what it says. I pray we may that we may finish the temple and get our endowment. That is what is written by Brigham Young to Willard Richards on July 8th 1844 after Joseph Smith&#039;s death. K do let this settle on you for a minute, right? How cred critically important this is, let me just restate Brigham Yang, the man who in who instituted the endowment center ceremony in Navoo and in every temple since then, who claimed Joseph endowed him and told him to fix the flawed endowment ceremony. He had done writing to Willard Richards, the author of the only source we have to claim that this endowment ever happened. This is a letter a week and a half after Joseph Smith&#039;s death admitting in no uncertain terms that neither had received their endowment that neither had been endowed. However, we want to say it. Neither one of them had gotten their endowment yet our church historians who again have possession of this letter who are completely responsible for it and who can find all these other sources completely omit this. I like at the very least acknowledge it and write it into your sources. Find a way to explain it way if you must, but at least acknowledge it and include it. It is infuriating that it&#039;s those of us who have to, you know, go find these things. I&#039;m so thankful. I&#039;m not the only one. I&#039;m thankful that there are people, awesome people finding awesome sources working hard, right? So OK, that&#039;s, that&#039;s where we are. This is exactly what we have. This is what um what we rely on. We ignore this letter. I just do this last little offensive video slide that I already did, but we completely ignore this letter that is contemporaneous firsthand, right? Central players. We ignore it for the sake of this 35 year later claim 2nd 3rd hand by I&#039;m sorry, and someone who does not have a great track record of making good claims. So that is the situation that we are in. We are to the end of the sources. That&#039;s all of them. We&#039;ve covered them. So I want to go ahead and now from chapter 37 of saints, we will prove them. It&#039;s the one that includes these claims and we are going to talk about what it. Um Well, I, I guess I&#039;ll just read through their narrative history that they say is factual, right? That is now cited as the authoritative source and you know, every single footnote that they have included, we&#039;ve gone over them. So now you can understand it with your eyes wide open, knowing what they&#039;re talking about. Here we go. On May 4th, 1842 I&#039;ll go. Yeah. Ok. On May 4th 1842 Brigham Young Heber Kimball and Willard Richards found the upper room of Joseph Smith&#039;s store transformed on the wall was a newly painted mural. Remember that? Ok. On the wall was a newly painted mural, small trees and plants stood nearby, suggesting a garden setting. Another part of the room was sectioned off with a rug hung like a curtain. That citation right there included the um the Lucius Scoville plus those new, those two new citations that we just went over. So that&#039;s what we have there, right? Joseph had invited the three apostles to come to the store that morning for a special meeting. He had invited his brother Hiram and and William Law as well. Both members of the first presidency and two of his closest advisor. Now remember William Law had been crossed out. So we&#039;re adding him back in apparently also in attendance were bishops Newell K Whitney and George Miller and NAV um NAVOO state President William Marks again deleted but added back. And church leader James Adams just a random church leader. For the rest of the afternoon, the prophet introduced an ordinance to the men. Part of the part of it involved washing, washings and anointings similar to the ordinances given in the Kirtland temple and the ancient Hebrew Tabernacle, the men were given a sa sacred undergarment that covered their bodies and reminded them of their covenants. Some of these um sources are scriptures, right? So if it&#039;s a, if it&#039;s that kind of a source, I didn&#039;t cover it because it&#039;s not a historical source. Joseph called the ordinance, the endowment and trusted the men not to reveal the special knowledge. They learned that day, like the endowment of K of Power in Kirtland, the ordinance was sacred and meant for the spiritually spiritually minded. Yet it was more than the outpouring of spiritual gifts and divine power of on the elders of the church. As soon as the temple was finished, both men and women would be able to receive the ordinances, strengthen their covenant relationships to God and find greater power and protection in consecrating their lives to the Kingdom of God.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h29m36s 02:29:36] And you&#039;ll remember the one source for this. He trusted them not to reveal it was that six weeks, six later letter from Heber C Kimball to Harley Pratt that I think it&#039;s about polygamy. Um When the ceremony was finished, Joseph gave some instructions to Brigham. This is not arranged, right? He told the Apostle, but we have done the best we could under the circumstances in which we are placed. And I wish you to take this matter in hand and organize and systematize all of these ceremonies, you know, very well. The one so um source we have for that as they left or that day, the men were in awe of the truths they had learned from the endowment. Some aspects of the ordinance reminded Hebrew C Kimball of Masonic ceremonies in Freemasonry meetings, men acted out all acted out an allegorical story about the architect of Solomon&#039;s temple. Masons learned gestures and words. They pledged to keep secret, all of which symbolized that they were building a solid foundation and adding light and knowledge to it by degrees. Yet the endowment was a priesthood ordinance meant for men and women and it taught sacred truths not contained in masonry which Hebrew was eager for others to learn again. You know, the source for that we have received o&#039;hare quotes that we have received some precious strings through the pop prophet on the priesthood that would cause your soul to rejoice. Hebrew. Hebrew wrote Parley and, and Mary Anne Pratt in England. I cannot give them to you on paper for they are not to be written. So you must come and get them for yourselves and that&#039;s the end of it, right? So that&#039;s the situation we are in. The more I have read and studied like, like trying to go what is going on I think the more, the more I&#039;ve realized that I think I understand what is happening maybe or what has happened. I think the only people doing this work reading through all of these documents full time are those paid by the church and charged with, with supporting the narrative that the church wants supported. Right? II, I don&#039;t think they&#039;re actually free to see what things say and to try to learn what is really happening because I think the narrative has already been provided for them and their job is to just just find sources, cherry pick things to justify that narrative. So I think the problem is that there are now those of us crazy enough or called by God who do this work without being hired without being right. And, and thankfully, we have the resources. Now, I am so thankful for the Joseph Smith papers. It&#039;s so helpful. I&#039;m thankful for the internet. I&#039;m thankful for archivists and his and um librarians that will help us because I want now you can see even more why we need the sources, not the narrative, right? Like we need, we just need sources, we don&#039;t need narratives. That&#039;s that would be a new tag for, right? New tagline. And so anyway, I think that that&#039;s that is what&#039;s happening is that those of us who are doing this work without being paid for it are the ones that are able to bring these things forward. Maybe there&#039;s something to that. Maybe there&#039;s something about priest craft in that somewhere. I don&#039;t know. But this is what I see happening and this is the best way I can explain it. So this is the end of our slide show, right? I think we&#039;re to the end of the episode, let me go ahead and remove this. And so I can just talk to you a little bit more. We&#039;ve already spent so much time going through all of these sources that are used to make this case. So I won&#039;t spend much more time on this because I think we&#039;re all probably exhausted. But I feel like we should, I should at least mention some of the many problems with the narrative. All I&#039;ve done so far is go through and show you what the narrative rests on and why they can&#039;t support the narrative, right? But now I want to make a little bit of the opposite case saying these are why this narrative can&#039;t exist anyway. So first of all, as I said, um before the temple was given by complete and was given, I was commanded by God with complete instructions given to Joseph Smith, right? And yet it was not built to accommodate the endowment that Brigham gave. It was built according to God&#039;s plan and Joseph&#039;s plan, but it didn&#039;t work for Brigham&#039;s plan. So again, quoting from Brown&#039;s Temple, Pro TEM, it&#039;s, he says the temple mirrored the Kirtland temple, two large meeting rooms on the ground and second floors and attic office rooms as well as a finished basement. Prior to the temple&#039;s completion, young indicated that the first floor mezzanine rooms with their large circular windows would be used for the endowment. But when he had men prepare for prepare the temple for the ritual, he adopted Smith&#039;s method of using canvas partitions to subdivide a small meeting in the temple attic. The method he claimed Smith said was, oh, then I wrote that that&#039;s the method he claimed that Smith said was not right, right. That he wanted Brigham to fix this arrangement included all the rooms associated with later Utah temples,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h34m27s 02:34:27] even using the same nomenclature, creation room, garden room, world room, terrestrial room, celestial room, ceiling room and even a holy of Holies. So again, do you get this Brigham Yang and the Nabu temple had to canvas partitions to create all of the rooms that he wanted, which later when he built temples in Utah, he built into the temples. And yet when God gave instructions to Joseph Smith to build a temple, it didn&#039;t include any of those rooms, right? And, and Joseph just never could get it right. He he even when he tried to do a makeshift version, it wasn&#039;t right, let alone the temple being built right for God to be actually able to give them the endowments they needed. So that&#039;s the first claim that I think is really problematic that someone needs to explain second and I should say while I&#039;m going through this, this is by no means a comprehensive list of the problems. It&#039;s just the first ones I came that came to mind really fast. There are so many more. In fact, I would love people to add other things that you see and like, like I always learn more after doing these episodes from the comments that people make. So I hope that people see other things that I just am too exhausted to include. So the second line, we know that there were oaths of vengeance in the early endowment. People vowed rather violent oaths to avenge the blood of Joseph Smith. And so that obviously could not have been introduced by Joseph Smith and could not have been what Joseph Smith knew was not arranged just right. Right. That could not have been part of the temple ceremony that Joseph Smith introduced. And if anyone, I won&#039;t take time to cite sources because I&#039;ve already quoted many, there are um multiple sources on page eight of mind as well as many references anymore online for anyone who would like to investigate further. Ok. And the third point that I think is important to make here, if Joseph Smith gave the endowment, if that&#039;s how they did it or endowed or did the endowment ceremony for Brigham Heber Willard Newell, along with James Adams and George Miller, why did they need to be endowed again? In the Navoo temple. So this is the same question I asked about Joseph ceilings, right? If he was the one mighty and stronger, if he was the one on earth at a time with the keys, why were his ceilings not valid? And why did they have to be redone? And if he thought that the temp that if he thought ceilings could be done outside of the temple, why did they have to be redone in the temple? And how were they valid at that point? And if he thought that the endowment could be done outside the temple, why was it not valid? And why did it have to be redone? So this is a problem that I think people need to think about a little bit deeply. So I um I wanted to show you that, that Brigham and Hebrews and Newell at all of their temple ordinances were done a second time when the nut temple was unfinished, when they were using the Navoo temple, though, when the upper room was dedicated. And so um I have been most like at least two or three times both at the Provo library, the family search library and at the Salt Lake Family History Library. I have looked through the actual books of the Navoo Temple. Well, they&#039;re copies of them, but you can see the actual like copies of those original Navoo Temple records. And so I knew from looking at them that Brigham Young went through with the first group. I think that, um, Hebrew C Kimble did as well on, um, December 10th, 1845. I spent a lot of time today trying to get those records. I didn&#039;t have time to drive downtown to look at them again. And downtown. It&#039;s weird. I had to show my temp recommend to look at them at the, at the BYU library was able to just look at them and then let me take pictures. Unfortunately, they were on my old laptop that died. So I tried to get them again. I couldn&#039;t, but I will include below this Nou Temple endowment name index for anyone who to do research. And you can look up names alphabetically and find out everything you want to know that&#039;s in those records. And from having seen them, I can substantiate that this information is correct. So you can see right here, Brigham Young went was um his endowment date was the 10th of December 1845 according to the Nut Temple record, right? And so all of these men were endowed a second time which I think was actually them just being endowed the first time because this story developed later on after, after this time. But um let me go ahead and show you what I think is interesting because the other question is again, if, if um Brighams and Hebrews and Willards and Newell um endowment need to be needed to be redone. Why didn&#039;t Joseph and Hiram. Right? And so I went on family search and you can look up their ordinance date and you can see right here. Endowment completed fifth of May 1842 right the day after the others. And then you can go and look up both Brigham Young and Hebrew C. Kimball. You can look up all the rest as well and this has their endowment date listed fourth of May 1842 because that&#039;s the narrative even though the Nut&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h39m31s 02:39:31] Temple records, which are what we should go off because there were no records for that 8, 1842 endowment. They list very clearly. That was that it was December 10th, 1845. So there&#039;s another problem that we just have not managed to work out yet and I think needs to be addressed and dealt with, contended with honestly. So anyway, we&#039;re almost done. That&#039;s one more point. Is there anything else? Oh, yeah. And then just the final point I&#039;ll make, is that nothing? This is my research again. Anyone feel free to show me something I haven&#039;t noticed, you know, but nothing to do with the endowment. As introduced by Brigham Young is found anywhere in scripture that I have seen. Um Joseph Smith, like the scriptures focused heavily on the first principles and ordinances of the gospel faith, repentance, baptism by water and baptism by fire, right? He focused heavily on those things and spoke of the people receiving an endowment of power from the Lord. He also spoke of coming into the presence of God. That that&#039;s, that&#039;s the trajectory we&#039;re going on. But, but the endowment and um being blessed with the, with the presence of God, those weren&#039;t saving ordinances, those weren&#039;t things you had to gain in order to be saved or even to be exalted, right? That like we really have taken like I, I read those scriptures last time. So I want this time too. And um there&#039;s a lot to this to take things that are extra and build them on and make them necessary. There&#039;s, there&#039;s something not quite right about that. And I&#039;ll let people investigate that on their own. And again, these are ideas that need that deserve, deserve their own entire episodes. So I won&#039;t go into them in depth here, but I cannot find any idea of endowment ceremony or ordinance in Joseph&#039;s teachings or in the scriptures that aligns with what I think it came to mean with Brigham&#039;s ceremony. So this is the end, right? This is we again, here we are. And so the giant question again is what do we do with this? What does this mean for us? How do we go forward and I&#039;m honestly grappling with this myself, those of you, you know, I know some get frustrated with me that I am so deeply committed to the church and, and I do not feel at this point that I&#039;m told not to go to the temple, right? I don&#039;t feel like it&#039;s evil. If I go to the temple at all, I am, I still am recovering from 2020. So it&#039;s not a question I&#039;m facing right now. I&#039;m just letting God direct me and I&#039;m willing to be patient and see where that leads. I have had many beautiful, profound experiences in the temple. It used to be a place of serious communing with God and revelation for me and I have had beautiful experiences there. So I know for a fact that that can happen and does happen. And so um I, you know, I I&#039;m trying to, I know also that I have had many profound experiences outside of the temple. So I am by no means claiming that you have to be in the temple to have profound experiences. But I think that if someone feels inspired to go to the temple, they should go to the temple, right? I, I like, like I think that like as I said, I think that our relationship with the temple should be mediated by our relationship with the God, with God and not the other way around. So I&#039;m not telling anyone what they need to do with any of this information other than hopefully go to God and let God tell you what you should do with this information. But I did say earlier in, in I think the first episode, I thought there would only be one and then I thought there&#039;d only be two. Please listen all the way to the end because I had, as I was starting to work on this and trying to figure out I, I spent a lot of time, you know, just with the Lord going, what do I do? And I had, I was directed profoundly to some things. I&#039;m hesitant to say that because I never want to make it sound like. Oh yeah, yeah. You know, I, I just, I do want to just say that I felt very profoundly led to these references that just brought some. So I, in my opinion, this is the most important thing I have to share and I hope that people are still listening or that people will just share this, this um part. The important part of all of this is God&#039;s continual everlasting invitation to repent, right? We&#039;re never done. It&#039;s never a game over. It&#039;s never too late, I guess until what is it that they&#039;re ripened in iniquity and worthy of destruction? We&#039;re not there. I know for a fact that we&#039;re not there because we&#039;re not there. And you know, God is telling me that we are not there, that we always have the opportunity to repent. And so some of the scriptures, there were three particular scriptures that I was just led directly to. One of them is Joel, the book of Joel. Um chapters 123 are this perfect chiasm right, the first um chapter and the first half of the second are the destruction descending pattern. And then the second half of chapter two and the third chapter are the redemption and ascension pattern.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h44m27s 02:44:27] So that middle part is the crucial part, right? It&#039;s the the center of the chiasm. That&#039;s so important. And that&#039;s what I want to read because that shows us how we move from this descending destruction part into the ascending part. It&#039;s the part we need to focus on. Right? So Joel two verse one, blow ye the trumpet in Zion and sound an alarm. I just had to include that about the trumpet in Zion and sound an alarm in my holy mountain. Let all the inhabitants of the land. Trouble tremble for the day of the Lord cometh for it is nigh at hand. Now we&#039;re going forward to verse 12. Therefore also now say the Lord turn ye even to me with all your heart and with fasting and with weeping and with mourning and rend your heart and not your garments and turn unto the Lord, your God. For he is gracious and merciful, slow to anger and of great kindness and repenteth him of the evil who knoweth if he will return and repent and leave a blessing behind him, even a meal offering and a drink offering unto the Lord your God. Um blow the trumpet in Zion, sanctify a fast call, a solemn assembly, gather the people sanctify the congregation, assemble the elders, gather the Children and those that suck the breasts. Let the bridegrooms go forth of his chamber and the bride out of her closet. Let the priests, the ministers of the Lord weep between the porch and the altar and let them say, spare thy people. Oh Lord, and give not thine heritage to rep, to reproach that the heathen should rule over them. Wherefore should they say among the people? Where is their God? Then will the Lord be jealous for his land and pity His people? And you shall eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Lord. When you, when it says you shall eat in plenty, I think of that like they search everywhere for something to satisfy them, right? We will have true doctrine. Um and you shall eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Lord, your God that hath dealt wondrously with you and my people shall never be ashamed and ye shall know that I am the midst and I am in the midst of Israel and that I am the Lord, your God and none else. And my people shall never be ashamed and it shall come to pass that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be delivered for in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem shall be deliverance as the Lord hath said. And in the remnant, who whom the Lord shall call OK, I think that Joel is profound and speaks directly to us and it is that I, I just remember exactly how I was told to go to it and how profound it is and what we are talking about and how much the Lord means, what the Lord is saying. Right? And so I want to just read a couple of other. This is James. Well, James 516, for those of us who are wondering what should we do? I just love this scripture, the effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man aileth much, right? Let&#039;s remember that. And now the other source that I want to read is Second Kings 22 which is paralleled in Second Corinthians 34. And this is an incredibly important but often neglected chapter. It&#039;s one of my favorites and has been since I discovered it. I think it has extremely important insights on both of on several fronts. But one of them is one of the things we talk about, which is polygamy, right, which erases the feminine in the most profound way. And I think we need a restoration of feminine presence as well as everything else. Iii I don&#039;t need to get in trouble as a feminist. I&#039;m I&#039;m actually not a feminist by that term. I think we need the masculine and the feminine. I don&#039;t think that our doctrine allowed for that. I think that it disappeared far too much and it needs to be brought forth for us to have more. And I think that this chapter does it beautifully. It&#039;s really amazing. And so it goes together both of these, both of these things, both the truth that we can find in our temples and the restoration of understanding the feminine as well as the masculine, right? So see how profoundly this applies to what we&#039;re talking about. First. It gives the king&#039;s um ancestry like it does the begats, but it does it through the matriarchal line, it tells us his mother and grand. So it&#039;s about Josiah rebuilding the temple. Josiah was eight years. So I&#039;m reading, yeah. Second kings. 22 verse one, Josiah was eight years old when he began to reign and he reigned 31 years in Jerusalem. And his mother, mother&#039;s name was Jedaiah and the mother and the daughter of Aaya of Bosk. So, right, it gives us his genealogy through the feminine line. That&#039;s so interesting. It says that the temple, it tells us the temple was in dis disrepair. So he used the temple treasury to restore the temple and in the process digging through the ruins, this is also applicable, right? They found the Book of the Law and the truth we are trying and that&#039;s the like the truths we&#039;re trying to dig out of our ruins, right? So this is the crucial part. Again, the center of the chapter, just like the center center of Joel&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4pHzYtAOeg&amp;amp;amp;t=02h49m40s 02:49:40] that we read before and it came to pass when the king had heard the words of the book of the law that he rent his clothes. And the king commanded Hilkiah the priest and he and several others including the scribe, go ye inquire of the Lord for me and for the people and for all Judah concerning the words of this book that is found for great is the wrath of the Lord that is kindled against us because our fathers have not hearkened unto the words of this book to do according unto all that which is written concerning us. So he he the priest and the others went unto Hoda, the prophetess. Now she dwelt in Jerusalem in the college and they communed with her. I love that because again, it&#039;s we just neglect the prophetesses in the Bible. And there are prophetesses in the Bible. So I love this that when the king told the priest to go get the word of the Lord, the priest went to the prophetess and she said unto him. Thus, saith the Lord God of Israel. Tell the man that sent you to me. Thus saith the Lord and she warns of cursing the cursing of disobedience that will come on them but says, but to the king of Judah which sent you to inquire of the Lord. Thus, shall ye say to him? Thus, saith the Lord God of Israel as touching the words which thou hast heard because thine heart was tender and thou hast humbled thyself thyself before the Lord. When thou heards that I, what I spake against this place and against the inhabitants thereof, that they should become a desolation and a curse and has rent thy clothes and wept before me. In other words, because you repented when you learned the problems. I also have heard thee saith the Lord and goes on to promise that he will live out his days in peace and no evil will befall his people during his lifetime. So the critical parts I wanted to draw attention to through those are the patterns, the pattern that emerge of recognition of false tradition, followed by repentance and then seeking inspiration and re rebuilding in full submission and obedience to the Lord. Just as Josiah did, just as Joel tells us to do that is what I believe profoundly. God is calling us to as well. We have that exact same opportunity, both individually and collectively as a church and as a people. So thank you again for joining me for this long episode, have a wonderful Christmas and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 95: More Historical Malpractice - Part 2 with Whitney Horning&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 95&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-12-03&lt;br /&gt;
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 | tags = Brian Hales, Church History, Don Bradley, Fake History, Historical Malpractice, John Taylor, July 12 1843, Oliver Olney, Revised documents, The Peacemaker, Whitney Horning, William Clayton Journals, altered documents, plural wifery&lt;br /&gt;
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 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Don&#039;t miss this one! The second half of my conversation with Whitney Horning. We respond in depth to several recent claims by Don Bradley and others, and demonstrate how to be a polygamy researcher. Stay tuned to the end for more bonus content revealing ongoing unbelievable discoveries.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Correction! In the bonus content I refer to the deed to Hyrum as &amp;quot;identical&amp;quot; to the deed to Emma and her children. I should have been more precise. The back side of the deeds are &amp;quot;identical&amp;quot; and there is much overlap on the front side, but the lots on the front side are not exactly the same. This does not in any way affect the conclusion that this deed to Hyrum is devastating to the William Clayton journal and the polygamy narrative, and I will clarify in future episodes, but I wanted to correct the record in the meantime.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1G-mISIhxUhePkulXm1Lr7zC0R4BcL0k9/edit#slide=id.p1 Whitney Horning - Presentation Slides]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1nJP2PDONn6DQjsNiwSEoGONhAcdWAiRs/edit#slide=id.p1 (Another link to try if the first doesn&#039;t work -- please let me know if you can&#039;t access)]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMe1agseXbM&amp;amp;amp;t=4s Whitney and Michelle on Jacob Isbell&#039;s channel]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2MkycIxZEE Don Bradley on Ward Radio]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.fairlatterdaysaints.org/answers/Question:_Did_Joseph_order_Jonathan_Dunham,_head_of_the_Nauvoo_legion,_to_rescue_him%3F Fair Mormon article on Hoffmann forgery D. Michael Quinn included in 1994]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxVtJvgvHAs&amp;amp;amp;t=2s They&#039;re Still Doing It video]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.facebook.com/search/top/?q=Michelle%20Brady%20Stone%20brian%20hales June 11 Facebook Post]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/eb4d0aeb-2c26-4a40-a08a-7a1e8cc0503d/0/37 Franklin D. Richards Scriptural Items Notebook pg 38]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-hyrum-smith-12-july-1843-draft/1 Hyrum Smith July 12, 1843 Deed]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-emma-smith-and-others-12-july-1843-draft/1 Emma Smith July 12, 1843 Deed]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;* 2:16:12 -- The source for the story of Emma and Joseph weeping together with Clayton serving as their mediator is from William Clayton&#039;s extremely problematic July 13, 1843 journal entry.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. This is part two of my discussion with Whitney Horning and part one. As you recall, we talked about that face to face fireside, discussed that in depth and then went on to reveal some amazing sources that neither of us had known about before. There will be more sources revealed in this episode as we continue our discussion about historical malpractice and the fun and frustration of being a polygamy researcher. So thank you so much for being here as we take this deep dive into the extremely murky waters of the historical narrative of Mormon polygamy.  So the next traitor. Can you tell us about &#039;&#039;&#039;Oliver Olney&#039;&#039;&#039;? Because this is a lesser known one and I have some clips to play on this one. Do you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=01m12s 01:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: want to play those clips first? So people know why we&#039;re bringing him up?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=01m16s 01:16] Michelle: Well, now let&#039;s talk about him first. Just give us an overview of who he was. So &#039;&#039;&#039;Oliver&#039;&#039;&#039;&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=01m22s 01:22] Whitney: &#039;&#039;&#039;Olney&#039;&#039;&#039;, let&#039;s get like you said, he isn&#039;t well known. And in fact, it was very surprising to me when his name came up in the clips you&#039;re going to show. But Oliver Olney was excommunicated from the church in 1842. And he has a journal where he recorded his reflections about events that happened in 1842.  But he either, his handwriting is so poor that it&#039;s really hard to decipher or he wrote in some kind of shorthand, but it&#039;s really difficult to understand it. &#039;&#039;&#039;But he started alleging that some of the members of the 12 were secretly engaging in illicit behavior with women&#039;&#039;&#039;. Then later, he referenced that there were rumors of &#039;&#039;&#039;plural wifery&#039;&#039;&#039; going on. And then at one point, he charged Joseph with being passionately fond of women after his excommunication, he published an anti Mormon pamphlet titled The Absurdities of Mormonism portrayed. And in that pamphlet, he accused Joseph of printing the document called &#039;&#039;&#039;The&#039;&#039;&#039; &#039;&#039;&#039;Peacemaker&#039;&#039;&#039;. So that&#039;s the proof that only so was hearing rumors and there were rumors in Nauvoo about Joseph and the heads of the church doing polygamy. There were also rumors that members of the 12 were doing polygamy and we do know from actual accurate documents that there were members of the 12 practicing. So that rumor was true.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=02m55s 02:55] Michelle: But also, can I go ahead quickly add that also explains the rumors about Joseph because the 12 were saying Joseph said Joseph is doing this, Joseph taught us this, they were using Joseph&#039;s name just like &#039;&#039;&#039;John Bennett&#039;&#039;&#039; had done. So there were a lot of people falsely implicated and that&#039;s why all of the letters were coming in to Hyrum or Joseph to verify. So it makes sense that these rumors were going around. And I think it&#039;s interesting that &#039;&#039;&#039;Olney&#039;&#039;&#039; first accuses the 12 in his journal and then only later accuses Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=03m28s 03:28] Whitney: The proof he uses that Joseph was teaching and doing polygamy was a pamphlet titled &#039;&#039;&#039;The Peacemaker&#039;&#039;&#039;. And Olney later, does another expose on polygamy in 1845 after Joseph has died  titled Spiritual wifery at Nauvoo exposed.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=03m55s 03:55] Michelle: OK. So now we can talk about the Peacemaker, right? And this one threw me for a loop when I first found it until someone showed me this notice that Joseph intentionally printed in the newspaper because Joseph was out of town when I think it was &#039;&#039;&#039;John Taylor&#039;&#039;&#039; was running the press at this time if I&#039;m not mistaken and and published the Peace Maker under Joseph&#039;s name, listed Joseph as the publisher. And &#039;&#039;&#039;Joseph flat out denied it &#039;&#039;&#039;and called it, What do he call it a piece, Not a piece of trash but something rigmarole that such an unmeaning rigmarole of nonsense, nonsense, folly and trash. So we did call it trash. So I&#039;m gonna try and get back here.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=04m46s 04:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: just while you&#039;re doing that just to clarify. So this pamphlet, The Peacemaker, John Taylor was the editor of the Times and Seasons. But a man named &#039;&#039;&#039;Adne Jacob&#039;&#039;&#039; is the one who actually wrote this. But when he wrote it, he put on there that it said, you know, printed in Nauvoo Illinois J Smith editor. So that&#039;s where&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=05m08s 05:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I think a publisher or publisher says it&#039;s hard to think its publisher.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=05m13s 05:13] Whitney: So that&#039;s where Joseph&#039;s name gets brought into this as if he allowed it, he approved it, whatever. And that&#039;s why then Joseph immediately is like I had nothing to do with this, and publishes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=05m25s 05:25] Michelle: And I guess we should for anyone who doesn&#039;t know what that is. It is horrible. Like Joseph described it accurately that it is nonsense, folly and trash. It&#039;s so painful to read. I was actually so disappointed in Joseph when I read it because I was like, I didn&#039;t, I&#039;ve said this before. I didn&#039;t think he was this. Just not smart, like it&#039;s just so bad, it&#039;s so bad, but it is a treatise on polygamy saying we need polygamy and it&#039;s not religious at all. He wasn&#039;t even a member of the church at the time.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Zk8WbLWtk&amp;amp;amp;t=05m58s 05:58] Whitney: if I ever joined the church. I don&#039;t know if I need it. So I wanted to really quickly read this. So in &#039;&#039;&#039;1851 Adne Jacob wrote a letter to Brigham Young and he stated that he was the author of the Peacemaker. &#039;&#039;&#039;And this is the letter that &amp;quot;I wrote a pamphlet some years since entitled, The Peacemaker. You have certainly a wrong idea of that matter. I was not a member of this church and that pamphlet was not written for this people but for the citizens of the United States who professed to believe in the Bible.&amp;quot; So it must have been his attempt at trying to explain biblical polygamy. I don&#039;t know, but I find it interesting that he wrote a letter to Brigham Young saying, hey, you know, so to me that says in 1851 he must have been hearing rumors that the church was really saying Joseph did polygamy and here&#039;s proof because of this Peacemaker and he&#039;s like, no, you guys have the wrong idea. It was all me.&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;{{Podcast episode v2&lt;br /&gt;
 | title = 94: Historical Malpractice Part 1 - A Conversation with Whitney Horning&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 94&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-11-26&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = 1n_mDIsV6LI&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Face To Face, Historical Malpractice, Quentin L. Cook&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview, Whitney Horning&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Whitney and I go through some lesser known sources to discuss and reveal the depth of the historical malpractice we are up against.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1G-mISIhxUhePkulXm1Lr7zC0R4BcL0k9/edit?usp=sharing&amp;amp;amp;ouid=107370250945340709203&amp;amp;amp;rtpof=true&amp;amp;amp;sd=true Whitney Horning - Presentation Slides]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1nJP2PDONn6DQjsNiwSEoGONhAcdWAiRs/edit#slide=id.p1 (Another link to try if the first doesn&#039;t work -- please let me know if you can&#039;t access)]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/media/video/2018-09-1000-worldwide-devotional-for-young-adults-a-face-to-face-event-with-elder-cook?lang=eng Face to Face with Elder Cook]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/e8d44719-6577-4503-86b8-1641367be6b9/0/0 Hyrum&#039;s Jacob 2 Sermon recorded by Levi Richards: Levi Richards papers, 1837-1867; Diaries; Volume 18, 1843 May 14-June 11; Church History Library,]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. I know that many of you are anxiously anticipating the next episodes on the temple. I wanted to have those ready this week. Well, at least the next one for a variety of reasons. I am still working on them. Please bear with me, be patient with me. I am trying to be as thorough as I can and these are huge topics, but I am so excited in the meantime to be able to bring to you this series of conversations I have had with my good friend Whitney Horning. We have so much fun and so much frustration as we engage in, I guess, I guess this work of polygamy research, you could call us polygamy researchers maybe. And it is incredible the things that we discover on an ongoing basis that we continually find the the excitement of the new discoveries combined with the incredible, unbelievable. Just yeah, anger and frustration over how things are spun and how these narratives are produced is it&#039;s quite, it&#039;s quite a ride. So we wanted to invite you all into that to, to see what it&#039;s like. And hopefully for those who haven&#039;t yet joined in to join in with us on this great adventure. So, um I, I hope that you will enjoy these episodes as much as we enjoyed recording them and preparing them and bringing them to you. I do want to again, thank those so sincerely who have been willing to help this podcast by donating both um information but and also resources. I hope that um more people will be able to do that as well because it would, it really helps me to be able to keep doing this. So, thank you very much for that. As always, please consider listening to the beginning episodes and understanding the journey that we have come on. But for those who are here, thank you for joining us. Please stay tuned at the end because both of these episodes, this conversation will be released in two parts because we had so much to talk about. And after recording both of them, we found new information. And so that was included as bonus content that Whitney was kindly willing to come back and talk to me again just to let you see how this continues it&#039;s ongoing. It keeps happening. So, thank you so much for being here and I hope you enjoy this deep dive into the very murky waters of Mormon polygamy. Welcome to 100 and 32 problems. I am here. With my dear friend Whitney Horning who has agreed to come on and have what I hope will be a really fun conversation with me. I have to tell you how this, how the idea for this episode came about. So Whitney and I ended up working somewhat closely together over the, I mean, you know, we kind of always have a text thread going or a Marco Polo thread just as we&#039;re finding resources and talking about things. And I just found that I was frequently kind of sending angry Marco Polos to Whitney when I would read something. I was like, oh my gosh, I can&#039;t believe they said this and she would respond and be like, I know, I know and, and tell me something she had just seen or tell me about. Well, anyway, we had, we had funny conversations and I was like, we should record this. We should kind of do a collection of lesser known things that cause us some amount of what&#039;s the word Whitney like that make us a little frustrated that we read in some of the sources. So Whitney, thank you for being here.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m42s 03:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Thank you for having me. Did I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m44s 03:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: introduce that? All right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m47s 03:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: That&#039;s great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m49s 03:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, so, so Whitney actually put together a beautiful slide show that has so much information and it will be attached below for anyone that wants to look through it because then um we cut it down quite a bit for the presentation just so they are more manageable slides people can, um, look at, but there&#039;s a ton of information additionally below. And I actually think it will be fun as you guys, as we get going, you guys will recognize what it is we&#039;re doing and I&#039;m sure many of you have experienced the same thing. So I think it&#039;d be fun if we started kind of compiling these, um, what should we say them, untrustworthy sources, unreliable sources? Is that what we should call them? Like? So if you guys want to add any of the things that you&#039;ve seen that drive you crazy because we just chose, we just chose them at random. This, this could be an entire episode on its own is kind of what, what are we going to call it? Spin doctoring historical malpractice. What were some of the, what did you say?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=04m51s 04:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I said I like that historical malpractice.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=04m53s 04:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. I think Jeremy Hoop gave me that one. So there are a lot of like, like, so anyway, so I&#039;m gonna go ahead and share the um side show that Whitney made for us that with editing. So we&#039;re gonna try to get through it the best we can. Hopefully we won&#039;t be too confusing or confused, but I love this. So Whitney, I&#039;m gonna let you take some of this away and um and we&#039;ll just go. Is that good?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=05m19s 05:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. So I think that all of us who are waking up to the idea that each of us can take upon us the responsibility or just the opportunity to study our own history, to study documents and to make our own conclusions. And so it often to me feels like those who oppose what we are trying to inspire in others is the idea that you never let the truth get in the way of a good faith promoting story. Um And it reminds me of the saying that in order to take people captive, all that is required is for people to be content with their ignorance. It is not necessary for the devil to convince you of lies, only for him to make you content in your ignorance or fearful of the search for truth. And so that&#039;s one of the things I love about you Michelle is that you aren&#039;t afraid to dive in and figure out the truth in these historical documents.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=06m36s 06:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? What I love so much about that is that, well, I think that&#039;s exactly why we&#039;re doing this episode is to show why that&#039;s so necessary. So I this is a clip I want to start with this clip that I watched clear back from um what was it? 2018? Is that when this clip was some of you may have seen this, but this was a special face to face that um the church did in 2018. I believe we&#039;re just gonna play quite a bit of this. Those of you who have seen this may already um know the joy that awaits some of you that haven&#039;t made are in for a surprise. So we&#039;re just gonna play through some of this to kind of show the difference between looking at the sources yourself and just listening to the narrative we&#039;re given. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=07m17s 07:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth Host: as you can imagine, we received quite a few questions regarding polygamy. Um for example, a young adult from Utah asked, I&#039;ve struggled for years to come to peace about polygamy in the early church. Why was it necessary for Joseph Smith and many other leaders to practice it? And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=07m35s 07:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m gonna pause it there because again, the question is why was it necessary for Joseph Smith and others to practice polygamy? And that&#039;s what the church calls this clip. I&#039;ll link it below, right. So right there, we&#039;re setting the narrative. Why was it necessary because it was necessary as a given? And also I think it&#039;s important to listen like they got a lot of questions about public me and they deserve answers. People are struggling with this and this is our like our youth, right? And so I just think it&#039;s important to recognize what a huge issue this is in the church and how important it is to have answers that have some semblance of satisfying truth to them, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m15s 08:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: The substance, you know, so much. So many times, I feel like our sincere questions are kind of brushed aside and the idea of, hey, just put that up on your spiritual shelf, you know, you&#039;ll understand more, you know, in the millennia, more in the next life. And I want answers that have substance, you know, the truth with substance.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m37s 08:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. That resonate that you can. Yeah. OK. Here we go. So, here&#039;s the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m41s 08:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth Host: question Morgan from Florida added. What do I tell my family when they ask about polygamy in the early days of the church? They aren&#039;t generally satisfied with the, well, we don&#039;t practice it anymore. Answer.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m53s 08:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: Is it fair to ask you to answer this one, Kate?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m57s 08:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: That&#039;s a big question.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m00s 09:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So also let me&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m03s 09:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: actually descend from people who, who chose to practice plural marriage. I have great,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m09s 09:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: great, sorry, I couldn&#039;t find where to posit. So let me back that up a little bit so we can get into it. And Whitney, you feel free to tell me anywhere you want to pause it. So, OK, we&#039;re listening again.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m19s 09:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: That&#039;s a big question.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m21s 09:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: Is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m22s 09:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth Host: it when they ask about polygamy in the early days of the church? They aren&#039;t generally satisfied with the, well, we don&#039;t practice it anymore. Answer. Is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m31s 09:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: it fair to ask you to answer this one, Kate?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m34s 09:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: That&#039;s a big question.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m38s 09:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So do you have anything to say about that little portion?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m42s 09:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I find it telling that the audience as well as the whole group, there are laughing uncomfortably.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m55s 09:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: The uncomfortable laughter is huge.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m57s 09:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I mean, I should just say it all right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=10m01s 10:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And also that we have an apostle as you know, as someone who is in the position to be a special witness of Jesus Christ being asked about something that was considered a doctrine that the church still says was of God and was necessary. That&#039;s one of the hugest issues going on and they&#039;re asked about it and the result is, oh, this is like, it&#039;s funny that I&#039;m gonna, we&#039;re all gonna acknowledge how uncomfortable this is. And I&#039;m gonna go to the female historian, right? Because a female can make it. Ok. Like they had Brittany Nash write the book. Let&#039;s talk about polygamy and she&#039;s the one going around the State Center. So it&#039;s like if we can have a woman talk about it, it&#039;s less embarrassing, right? Less uncomfortable. And we&#039;ll go, we&#039;ll refer to a historian rather faith promoting historian rather than an apostle. I, I find that interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=10m55s 10:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: It bothers me actually II I, several years ago, well, right after I published my book on Joseph Smith, I contacted the main church historian and asked for a meeting. I wanted to take my book and I wanted to discuss it with them. I naively thought that perhaps they, they needed um help seeing it in a different way and that they would see my research and they would all be like, oh, you&#039;re right, like we&#039;ve been believing this narrative and look at these documents and oh, yay, we can now change the history about Joseph Smith. Right. So I emailed and received back a reply that he was busy for the unforeseeable future. But they referred me to a female historian telling me she was, um, adept at handling female issues.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=11m55s 11:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, my gosh.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=11m58s 11:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. So apparently is only a female issue, you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=12m02s 12:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: know, and it&#039;s, they&#039;re there, little lady don&#039;t trouble your worried little head. That&#039;s what I feel like.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=12m09s 12:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. Let&#039;s pass it on to the woman because if a woman answers this then because it&#039;s really is only women who are bothered, right? Is what they&#039;re saying by passing it along to her to Kate. And then all of us women then are supposed to feel like we can&#039;t have questions anymore because a female historian answered it for us. I mean, this is just so, so problematic in so many ways&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=12m38s 12:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and it also sends a message like you said that this isn&#039;t a man&#039;s problem that men shouldn&#039;t have questions about this. And you&#039;re, it, it&#039;s kind of like that. I don&#039;t know. It just is sending this weird message that the only thing to worry about here is the women&#039;s hurt feelings. And so it, it allows all that continued sort of um I think many, many men are very deeply bothered by this. So I don&#039;t, I&#039;m not painting all men at all, but there is um a type of Mormon man that&#039;s just like, oh, if the women weren&#039;t so bothered. They would understand that this is how God wants me to be a God. Right. So, it kind of enables that in a way&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m15s 13:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that perpetuates it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m17s 13:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Ok. I&#039;ll keep going.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m19s 13:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Uh, but I have studied polygamy actually descend from people who, who chose to practice plural marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m27s 13:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m going to pause it again because it still is making me mad that it&#039;s the woman that has to be uncomfortable. She because she&#039;s a woman. She has to and they always have to start with. It&#039;s in my ancestry. I, you know, I just, you can see how uncomfortable she is and it&#039;s like you&#039;re the apostle, you take it, you take the hit, you answer the hard question. OK, me,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m49s 13:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: I have great, great grandmas and great, great, great grandmas. Who, who did so two of them were named Sarah. It, it wasn&#039;t an easy path for them. One of them was the seventh wife and she just didn&#039;t receive the resources and support that she needed to support herself and her Children, especially after her husband died. Uh One of the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=14m12s 14:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, I&#039;m sorry, I, I have to say this um Kate, I really love her. She seems like a lovely woman. It&#039;s Kate Holbrook. She actually passed away last year. And so I don&#039;t want to say anything to criticize her. You, you know, I just, I think she&#039;s trying her best and I like that she is being real about it. I think Brittany Nash does the same thing. They&#039;re like, this was awful. They&#039;re trying to say it in a way that&#039;s a little more palatable but it&#039;s like I this is rude and I it, you know, but the men just smiling as she&#039;s telling this truly heartbreaking story that makes me want to cry. Right. The seventh wife bearing Children with zero support. That&#039;s a horrible, horrible story. Right. And they&#039;re just like, shut down to it. They, they&#039;re like just grinning at her not even able to tap into the empathy which is problematic. So, ok, I&#039;ll keep going once&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m10s 15:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: stop life. But all of the descendants say that it was the second wife that was the favorite wife. The second wife got to travel with the husband while the first wife took care of all the kids and did their laundry, made their meals.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m24s 15:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok? I, I don&#039;t know why Eldra cook is laughing and setting the tone for everyone to laugh. I don&#039;t know why. That&#039;s funny.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m34s 15:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, and look at the faces of the young girls. I&#039;m watching them thinking, are they all thinking to themselves? Ok. If I have to live polygamy again, I wanna be a second wife because then I get all the benefits.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m48s 15:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s crazy. It&#039;s crazy. And my heritage is different because it was the second wife who had all of the Children and was left home because the first wife was um in, in my great grandparents, the first wife was not able to have Children. And so, so they didn&#039;t have quite that same thing but like to literally be left home, taking care of everyone&#039;s Children while the second wife got to travel with everyone knowing she was the favorite. Like the, I anyway, it is not funny. There&#039;s nothing funny. Is that an uncomfortable laugh again? Is, or is it like, oh, funny history stories? What is, like, explain that to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=16m27s 16:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: me? Yeah. I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t get it either. I mean, I don&#039;t know. The only thing I can think is it is a, it is a deeply troubling topic and when we actually speak of things like Kate, speaking of actual history, actual, the people&#039;s lives who lived it, I think the only, I think that it is, I think we don&#039;t necessarily do a good job of tapping into our emotions and we almost have been raised in a situation as a church that we, you know, everything needs to be something that builds our faith and, and therefore if we have faith, then we&#039;re also happy. Like there&#039;s this connection that we make that maybe isn&#039;t accurate. And so yes, instead of being sad because if they showed empathy and we&#039;re sad, then I think there&#039;s this idea that then they&#039;re saying it was bad. You know, if we&#039;re sad it was bad and it was wrong. But if we can be, you know, happy and, oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Just just, you know, laughing it off then, then that means they were doing right. I, I don&#039;t know. That&#039;s the only thing I can wrap my head around is maybe that&#039;s why&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=17m45s 17:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I think that&#039;s a brilliant insight that it&#039;s like we can&#039;t afford to have empathy because we have to be too shielded up, too guarded to defend the practice that we can&#039;t even afford and something going on. It&#039;s like it&#039;s an abusive thing to say if you have faith and suffering, if, if I make you suffer. Yeah, I mean, like faith is not same as suffering, right? God, Jesus always tells us to alleviate burdens, not to pile them on. And then say, you have so much faith to bear that suffering. Well, like I don&#039;t think we honor our ancestors well, to not empathize with their suffering and to claim that it was of God when it wasn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=18m27s 18:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: exactly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=18m30s 18:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Uh but, but what I feel honored to descend from those two sarahs and from their husbands, their example has taught me to center my life on faith and their example has taught me to keep putting 1 ft in front of the other and to do so prayerfully,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=18m55s 18:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s the lemonade you were just talking about. We have to see it and I can respect that. I think we can admire anybody who goes through adversity and continues. That doesn&#039;t mean that somehow the adversity was good or certainly that it wasn&#039;t the gospel principle right&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=19m13s 19:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: to, to put their lives in a little bit of doctrinal and historical context. The instruction we have in the book of Mormon about plural marriage. It&#039;s Jacob chapter two verse 30. And Jacob says monogamy is the Lord&#039;s wish for his people. And there are rare exceptions where the Lord commands us to practice plural marriage in order to raise up a righteous people. This is the rare exception that Joseph Smith was commanded to instigate in, in,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=19m51s 19:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. I&#039;ll pause it. There you go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=19m55s 19:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Oh, my goodness. Oh, do we want to get into Jacob two right now with this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=20m01s 20:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: clip or? Well, one thing I think is interesting. One thing that occurs to me is first of all, Jacob 230 was not talked about and it wasn&#039;t in our man, like none of us knew about that as a case for polygamy. I remember like when people would discover it or, you know, like now it is being taught to our Children in seminary as the loophole, right? And, and that&#039;s why it&#039;s coming up here just like we all know Jacob 230. And the new, the new line is that this is the default, this is the nor you know what we&#039;re supposed to have. But then sometimes, and we just conveniently always ignore the fact that Joseph didn&#039;t have any Children in polygamy. And so for them to always say to raise up seed. And that&#039;s the rare exception that Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=20m50s 20:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: But so my, so I had a reader email me a couple of weeks ago with a document that he had found in Franklin D Richards um journal where Franklin D Richards was like an early twenties, like 2223 years old in Navoo. And he kept a little journal called, I think it was called like scriptural items or something like that. And so this reader stumbled upon um the notes of a sermon Hiram gave and it was, it&#039;s dated by the church to be May 1843. But I can&#039;t really figure out exactly what date it was. And so I&#039;m still trying to research that. But what was fascinating to me in it, Hiram says, he um says there um there were many that had a great deal to say about the ancient order of things. So this makes me think that this is maybe one of Hiram&#039;s last talks. I would maybe date this 1844 because from July of 1843 until they deaths in June of 1844 there was a lot of chatter about the ancient order of things. Ok. So I&#039;m thinking this is 1844 because it makes sense to me. But he says, Hiram had a great deal to say about the ancient order of things as Solomon and David having many wives and concubines. It&#039;s an abomination in the sight of God. If an angel from heaven should come and preach such doctrine. Hiram saying he would be sure to see his cloven foot and cloud of blackness over his head, meaning, you know, that&#039;s a false angel, right? And then he says, Hiram says a man might have one wife concubines, he should have none. And observe that the idea was that this was given to Jacob, Jacob two given to Jacob for a perpetual principle. You can&#039;t be, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=23m03s 23:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well, I just, I just want to make sure that everyone&#039;s hearing this. Like a reader sent you AAA Hiram Smith sermon that none of us have yet been aware of. This is actually like a song show.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=23m17s 23:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And it&#039;s so exciting because it&#039;s exactly what I feel like you and I are are kind of mission if you want to say is to help empower people that they can go do the research too. Like this was somebody else finding it and sending it to me. And it&#039;s amazing. It is a total bombshell. So then, so you&#039;re, you&#039;re seeing now that Hiram is speaking about Jacob Two and, and using it as an anti polygamy teaching right after Joseph and Hiram die, his brother-in-law Joseph fielding records in his journal. And that might be the next slide records in his journal that the women were very upset that polygamy is starting to be spoken of more openly and that the wives are pretty upset about it and that the women are going around using Jacob Two to try to get the men to stop what they&#039;re doing. The women are using Jacob two to say man, this is an abomination. It is a whoredom. So my supposition is, is as the women were using it and probably using hiram sermon to try to get the men to stop. Then the men had to come up with the polygamy loophole. That&#039;s my supposition is at that time, they had to create a reason why. And so they came up with the whole, well, if God commands it, but if you really understand what Jacob was saying in that sermon, he was telling the people that it, the monogamy was given as a law to their father Lehi. Um As he left Jerusalem, well, in Jerusalem that it was to be for all time. And that he&#039;s telling the men when he says, I will command my people. What Jacobs saying is when God wants to raise a righteous seed. And I know you&#039;ve done an episode on what it means to raise a righteous seed and absolutely brilliant. I, I absolutely agree with you on that theology behind that. But that um what he&#039;s actually saying is God will command God gives commandments to people to help them rise up. He&#039;s not saying I&#039;m going to command you to do polygamy. He&#039;s saying your commandment is monogamy and I&#039;m giving you that commandment because I want you to be a righteous people,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=25m47s 25:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? I&#039;m I&#039;m raising you up as a covenant people. So I am giving you my commandments. I&#039;m restating my eternal commandments that those Yahoos back there in Jerusalem. Keep messing up. Right. OK. The fact that this is not included in our history that you had to like that. Your brilliant reader found it and sent it to you and you&#039;re now sharing it with us. Like this is a huge find. It&#039;s ridiculous. It&#039;s ridiculous. So we have to find it. Right. Right. OK. Thank you. That was brilliant. Thank you so much for sharing that. And I want&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=26m25s 26:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: to thank my reader and anyone else out there, like send us stuff. You know, we, we know everything, we haven&#039;t seen every document. So it&#039;s just beautiful to me how many people are waking up to the fact that they can go search documents for themselves. And then I&#039;m so grateful when they send them to us.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=26m45s 26:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh my gosh. Yes and II, I love it. And I&#039;m always trying to incorporate them better and better. And so yes, please send us things. I&#039;m so glad that we showed that. So the link to that, you&#039;ll send me the link to that, right? And we&#039;ll have it below. So everyone can find that amazing resource that&#039;s not on the Joseph Smith papers. You have to go to the church history library and read through Franklin D Richards Notes, but we&#039;ll give you the link with the page number. So you&#039;ll be able to find it because it&#039;s so important. It&#039;s huge. Hiram Smith is on record saying that Jacob two is not a loophole but is a perpetual law of monogamy. Ok. Incredible.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=27m23s 27:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: And Joseph Smith didn&#039;t want to and he dragged his heels and he was reluctant for years to do this. But eventually he did implement plural marriage because he wanted to be obedient to God&#039;s commandment to him. He tried a little to practice plural marriage in the middle 18 thirties. But it was really in 1841 that he more officially slowly began to introduce the practice of plural marriage to his trusted associates. Uh They, when they heard they were shocked. Uh They&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=28m00s 28:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I, I want you to like signal if you wanna say anything because if people have been watching these episodes or have read your book, like the things that, that are in the historical record like Hebrew and um Brigham coming up with this in England and knowing it before Joseph ever told them. And then Joseph didn&#039;t tell them until 43 but they already were practicing it, right? And then there&#039;s no. And anyway, they&#039;re so, do you have anything else to add? And I, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=28m29s 28:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: have nothing contemporary contemporaneous, contemporary with them where they are saying that it&#039;s difficult. I have found where Hebrew C Kimball talks about that. He hopes Violet will accept it, but I found nothing where they&#039;re saying that they were appalled or disturbed or you know, needed to take time to pray about it from the men who do end up practicing it. Instead there is a letter from and her name is actually pronounced violet. Kimball. That&#039;s, it&#039;s an old spelling that people today pronounce it vate Soviet, whichever you want to do. But it is a different spelling variant spelling of Violet. But there&#039;s a letter from her to Heber where she actually talks about Parley P Pratt showing up to their house having learned the principle from a polygamy insider and how eager he is and she&#039;s afraid he will run too fast. So my research has not uncovered anyone being hesitant except for Joseph and Hiram who were adamant that men should not enter into it and stay away from it. So this is very upsetting. I feel like this is again one of those alterations of history to promote faith in the men who did um practice polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=30m01s 30:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh A that was, and that was a brilliant example you gave also William Clayton&#039;s journals certainly doesn&#039;t have any. I would prefer the grave. Those are all later decades later when they had to say that for various reasons. And it wasn&#039;t consistently what they said they have their stories changed again and again, also, I she just kind of suddenly slips in, he was commanded repeatedly and, and in the thirties in the mid thirties he tried. That&#039;s because we can&#039;t date Fanny Alger and they consider her to be the first attempt. Right? Like, oh, and then in 41 and, you know, Don Bradley has just turned out that Louisa Beaman could like Joseph Bates Noble was lying. You know, they just say, oh, he was mistaken about the year. She wasn&#039;t the first wife. We can&#039;t come to the conclusion. He was a lying liar who lied because that&#039;s what, so and so it&#039;s like just giving this rough overview of history trying to make. And it&#039;s like this is not true. None of this is sourced. Well, none of it&#039;s anyway. So it&#039;s really discouraging to see that all of our youth are. This is what they&#039;re being taught. Hey, I&#039;ll continue&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=31m12s 31:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: pled in prayer with their father in heaven for understanding of this principle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=31m20s 31:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Did I say also that like the, the thing about Joseph was commanded multiple times, that&#039;s the angel until the angel sword maybe. And you just read that source from Hiram saying, even if an angel tells you to do this, isn&#039;t that just ironic that the story that emerged was that an angel told him to do it?&lt;br /&gt;
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Kate Holbrook: Yeah. And they received spiritual witnesses to them personally that this was right for them at that time. Now, as plural marriage was practiced officially for about 50 years, it was always something that people could choose.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Um Whitney, do you have an exception to that rule?&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: Well, I wanna say first when she says they, they, they knew it was Right. They had a burning, um, we&#039;re taught that, you know, you have a burning in the bosom. I think their burning was somewhere else. Well, you know, so I would say they probably did have a, you know, some kind of experience letting them know this was the right thing to do.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m29s 32:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: What, what was it? We said over the phone this week we said they weren&#039;t lying for the Lord. They were lying for libido. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: Right. They were, was the lion of the Lord lying. Why I am lying for&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: the Lord. Continue. Sorry, I interrupted,&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: go ahead. No, I just, I, I think there were people who, I mean, I guess we always have agency. Right. So whenever we, we all as humans find ourselves in situations throughout our lives where we do feel like we have no choice and we do always have a choice. But I do believe that there are many, many people who entered into polygamy because they felt that they didn&#039;t have a choice because they wanted to be obedient to what they believed God had revealed and commanded. Um So I&#039;m, I&#039;m always actually really surprised and really pleased when I find people who talk about that, they were asked to enter into plym me and they said no, like I think that&#039;s um I think in the culture and the climate, especially in, in Mormon, Utah in the 18 fifties. Um And on, I think there were, there was a lot of pressure and I don&#039;t know if a lot of those saints would be able to, to say that they felt they had a choice.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=34m02s 34:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Uh Well, we can start with all of the women who were left at home while their husbands went on missions or the converts who came home with their husband only to find that he had other wives, like, or we can go through the entire reformation when the men were threatened with their lives if they didn&#039;t comply and join in, I mean, I mean, like to say, to say that only people who wanted to is just not true at all. And it&#039;s hard to hear that to try to make people feel better. It&#039;s not true. Not to mention that it says right in DNC 132 that if a woman doesn&#039;t give her permission, then it doesn&#039;t, then she loses her right to give her permission and she&#039;ll be damned right and destroyed. So to claim that they all had a choice is bizarre. And then this is a smaller point that&#039;s, I think that&#039;s important. And then also that they had this testimony of it. Those all were written in later reminiscences in Utah. There&#039;s not a single account of a woman having a profound, like God explained this to me, right? And none of them have any understanding to contribute to it. So.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=35m17s 35:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I think there is a story of Violet Kimball that&#039;s told about her having, you know, struggled with it. She knew something, I mean, the story goes something along the lines. I haven&#039;t read it for many years, but it was something along the lines that she knew something was bothering Hebrew. Um He wouldn&#039;t tell her what it was. So she went to the Lord in prayer and had a revelation and a vision where she saw the Slasher Kingdom and saw polygamy being practiced in it and came to Hebrew and said, I have been shown a vision and how dare you keep me from this, you, you know, must enter into polygamy. So I can&#039;t actually find that being an actual firsthand account written by her herself. It seems to have been again a faith promoting story written by someone else in later years.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=36m12s 36:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh my word cause I&#039;ve read that somewhat recently. I know the exact story but I didn&#039;t, I hadn&#039;t done the research you have on it. Wow, that&#039;s amazing. OK. And also we have the letter from Hebrew saying I&#039;m sneaking behind your back to save your feelings, right? Like, like she obviously was not like, oh Hebrew take more wives to elevate our celestial status, right? So that what we do have contemporaneous is that we know that Hebrew was sneaking and that violet was upset and that it was hurt, it was painful to her. That&#039;s what we do know. So OK, I&#039;ll continue.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=36m52s 36:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: We, we don&#039;t have exact numbers in, in part because our information is incomplete and in part because it&#039;s complicated. So scholars are still trying to get us those numbers about how many&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: records, what did Joseph say about records aren&#039;t records important? OK, I&#039;ll keep going.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kate Holbrook: Adult. Latter Day Saints actually were in plural marriages. But we know that it was a minority of people.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I have to make this point. I&#039;m sorry, I keep pausing. You have to tell me if you have things to say, but listen, how much they are trying to promote that. It was hardly anyone, hardly anybody did it. Brigham was saying everybody better do this. And now one of our ways of like if this was of God, why is it so good that nobody did it? Why don&#039;t we, everyone, if, if and if it was to raise that more seed, why don&#039;t we want to say, look how faithful the people were. 75% of them were living this celestial doctrine. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=37m48s 37:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Exactly. It, to me it feels again like another way to try and minimize, minimize it. But you&#039;re exactly right. I mean, if this was commanded of God and this is what all faithful people should do, then why wasn&#039;t everyone living it?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=38m03s 38:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? Would we go somewhere and say, look, only about 2% of our members go to the temple? So it&#039;s ok because hardly anyone ever goes right. Why would we brag about that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=38m17s 38:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: people that were in plural marriages? And we know that many of them were the most devout, the most stalwart members of our church. So in 1890 Wilfred Woodruff issued a manifesto that was to end the practice of plural marriage. And when some people heard this manifesto, they were relieved, plural marriage had been hard for them and they rejoiced. And when some people heard this manifesto, they were devastated and they cried, they had sacrificed so much and they had testimonies of this principle. Now, some of you I know from your questions, wonder what does our past practice of plural marriage mean for the afterlife? For what will greet us after this life? Our church leaders have taught us that monogamy is the rule and plural marriage is the exception. And our church leaders have taught us that plural marriage is not necessary for exultation.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=39m30s 39:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to pause there. OK, I&#039;ll let you go first.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=39m36s 39:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I mean, we could. So she brings up the manifesto. So after we discuss the other things, we could go and talk about that, um I find it like, does nobody connect the dots or do very few of us connect the dots that she&#039;s saying only the very stalwart. We know that the very stalwart practiced it? OK. So you said it&#039;s a very small minority that practiced. Now, you&#039;re saying it was only the most faithful, most stalwart members. So does that mean that any of my ancestors who chose not to weren&#039;t faithful? They weren&#039;t stalwart. And now she&#039;s saying, um, you don&#039;t need to worry about the next life for exultation. So, in a sense what the brother and I think they actually believe is that polygamy is reserved for the top 2% of people in the church. So if you&#039;re not asked to practice it, then you&#039;re not a stalwart faithful member. I mean, that&#039;s the message that they&#039;re giving us.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=40m40s 40:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Do you know what that is? That lines up perfectly with my biggest haters and detractors who are the lovers of polygamy because they constantly like, why do you even care? It&#039;s not for you. It&#039;s only for the righteous is like something I&#039;ve heard so like the most righteous you don&#039;t, you don&#039;t even need to be bothered about it. There&#039;s so much pride attached to it just like Jacob knew OK, that I hadn&#039;t put that together. But you&#039;re right. It&#039;s like, oh, it was hardly anyone, oh, but it was the most faithful ones, right? So it is that same, only 2% go to the temple, but it&#039;s the most faithful 2%. Like what is the message&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=41m18s 41:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I had, I had a man reach out to me a few years ago about polygamy, right? And trying to convince me that it was a God and giving me all these arguments and then he says, you know, polygamy isn&#039;t for everyone. It&#039;s only for the most righteous that God can trust. And right now, there&#039;s only three men in the entire world who qualify and I&#039;m one of them. Whoa.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=41m46s 41:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And you. But I have been told before that I have the privilege of praying to know whether I could, whether I like the invitation was made for me to pray whether I should marry this particular. It&#039;s, it&#039;s not happened only once. But yeah, it sounds like he was letting you know, hey, hey, honey, join on my, my train. I&#039;m going directly to heaven and no one else is, wow, that&#039;s amazing. Ok. The two points I wanted to hit on as well are first of all, the never answering the question about the eternity, right? Like if there is a widower and a girl is wondering if she should marry him. I had like my husband&#039;s best friend, his wife passed away when they were just newlyweds. They were really young. Right? So when, when he was dating a girl again, like she talked to me sometimes about what does this mean? Like I&#039;m, I&#039;m like, we&#039;re going to be like she just was planning from the beginning that she was sharing in the next life. So we are just avoiding the question, right? The question that all of these older women have when they&#039;re a widow. Like, is he already married on the other side or if I die? Will he marry someone else this haunting? They just pretend it doesn&#039;t exist and that bothers me and then I just have to respond to our church leaders have told us it&#039;s not required for exultation. Is that what she just said? And I only, I&#039;m just gonna grab one quote of the hundreds literally that you could grab. But um let&#039;s see, I wish to say here to the elders of Israel to all the members of this church and kingdom that it is in the hearts of many of them to wish that the doctrine of polygamy was not taught and practiced by us. It is the word of the Lord. And I wish to say to you and all the world world that if you desire with all your hearts to obtain the blessings which Abraham obtained, you will be polygamous, at least in your faith or you will come short of enjoying this, enjoying salvation and the glory which Abraham has obtained. This is as true as that God lives. You who wish there were no such thing in existence. If you have it in your heart to say, we will pass along in the church without obeying or submitting to it in our faith or believing this order. Because for aught that we know this community may be broken up yet. And anyway, he goes on and on. But he says the man that has this in his heart and will continue to persist in pursuing that policy, will come short of dwelling in the presence of the father and the son in celestial glory. The only men who become gods, even the sons of God are those who enter into polygamy. And I, I don&#039;t like we just, that&#039;s not in our history somewhere that when we&#039;re talking about polygamy now, along with Jacob 230 and I think it should be like, how can we claim this? Right? And I maybe what she&#039;s saying is that our leaders now say it&#039;s not necessary and we believe our leaders now not our past leaders. And I think like what this is exposing is why this is such an uncomfortable mess. And like we said, at the beginning, people deserve satisfactory answers.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=44m50s 44:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I mean, think about that you go from Joseph Smith teaching that, you know, it&#039;s monogamy and that&#039;s God&#039;s law on marriage. Then you move to Brigham Young teaching, OK. You know, God&#039;s law is many women and in fact, you can&#039;t become a son of God, quote unquote and be exalted, quote unquote without many wives. Then you get to the manifestos. And the first manifesto was really just like a, a political stunt. It was just designed to try and throw Congress off the scent of hunting down polygamous and let them practice it and more secretly. And so it wasn&#039;t really until the official end of polygamy 1904 when Joseph F Smith testifies before Congress that the church has stopped doing it. And then he comes home reads another letter about ending plural marriage in um conference of April 6th 1904. And that&#039;s when it becomes ex communicable. So you&#039;ve now moved to families who are told you need to be polygamous to be exalted. And then now all of a sudden, well, now if you enter into it, you&#039;re going to be excommunicated from the church. I mean, just talk about whiplash. Like, what is it? How, you know, this is a, this is a fundamental doctrine. It&#039;s a fundamental doctrine in all religions. How do we rise up and receive the blessings that God has in store? How do we rise up and become an heir with him? Right. And so now you&#039;ve, you&#039;ve taken it through monogamy, polygamy now, monogamy, but polygamy for, you know, from Brigham Young from 1944 to 9 or 1844 to 1904. So is that 60 years? That&#039;s an, that&#039;s a couple of generations have been drilled into them that if you want to become an heir with God as the scriptures teach us, you have to have multiple wives. And now all of a sudden you can be excommunicated for the very thing that would get you exalted. I mean, it&#039;s a, it&#039;s a muddy mess&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=47m11s 47:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: when we read when 132 itself says for my house is the house of order, not confusion, right? Like that should kill it right there. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=47m22s 47:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so I have a, I have a friend, she&#039;s passed away now. She was, I was her um visiting teacher back when it was called visiting teachers. Um I was like 30 years old and she was 80 her um her grandfather and grandmother were polygamous. Um And so 1904, when this second Manifesto makes it now that you can be excommunicated. Her grandfather chose to leave the first wife with whom he had seven Children and go live with the 16 year old who he had just married just before that second manifesto and never saw his first family ever again, moved 10 miles away in Ogden and never had any association with them ever again, completely abandoned his family. So she is right when she talks about how, so there were people who the manifesto, even though she&#039;s not admitting there is a second manifesto that the um gospel topics essays do talk about the second Manifesto. So the church is trying to be more transparent that it did take 214 years apart but it did cause I mean, it tore apart families. So here you have families that are already struggling. I&#039;ve yet to find one family where everyone was happy, every wife, every you know, with the husband. Um but it tore apart families. It devastated people. I mean, I think left people in terrible confusion. I mean that&#039;s where we get all these splinter groups of, you know, the fundamentalist religions who still are doing plague me today because it was so indoctrinated that this was how you pleased God and raised up right to seed. And how you became exalted was through the system of plural marriage. So, it was, even though I&#039;m happy that it ended,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=49m26s 49:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it shouldn&#039;t have ever be,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=49m28s 49:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it never begun. Exactly. I do feel like the federal government was helping. Right. The ship, you know, the Gods ship. If you look at the restoration like a ship, it was getting off course and it was helping right. That ship and bring them maybe into a repentance, which they should have been doing for years. But it still caused tremendous, tremendous heartache in the process.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=49m56s 49:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, I did. I do want to point out one thing just based on the temple episode that I just did with all the study. I think that after 1890 members went way, way down and it wasn&#039;t being preached anymore. So like it was still being, it was still whispered and being, but they had taken down the endowment house and it was no longer preached that this was so it kind of became again a secret, right? So even though it didn&#039;t solve the problem, it did really help it. It tamped it down. And all of those Children that were brought to that temple dedication weren&#039;t raised, being taught about polygamy. It was just their parents and grandparents that had to deal with the change. So I do want to like at least point out that that did really change. It didn&#039;t, it didn&#039;t end it but it, it ended, it being perpetuated, it ended the perpetuation of it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=50m47s 50:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. I, yeah, exactly. Like I, I&#039;ve, in my research seen a huge decline in the number. Yeah. After&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=50m55s 50:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that, yeah. Oh, good. Ok. I&#039;m glad we concur on that so, very&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=50m59s 50:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: much. Well, think about it if you&#039;re someone who doesn&#039;t want to do it and you&#039;re only doing it because your priest, a leader and president of the church that you consider a prophet is telling you to do it. And then you get, you know, I mean, you get this manifesto that you&#039;re like, oh yeah, I don&#039;t have to do it like I can now point to something that gives me the freedom to say no.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=51m26s 51:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? And, and it wasn&#039;t being pushed on them so they could just live their lives like I think most of them would have. And you know, so, so I think, I think it was a positive thing. It was only the connected people and there was no endowment house. It wasn&#039;t easily done anymore. You had to go get permission from someone under the, you know, in the back alley, right? So, ok, I&#039;ll play a little bit more of this and then,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=51m49s 51:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: or for eternal glory. Now, I as a historian and as a church member have felt it really important that although I&#039;m grateful personally that monogamy is the rule in plural marriage is the exception that I not discount those testimonies. And that honorable obedience of our spiritual ancestors who practiced this principle because they were being obedient and they had a testimony that it was right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=52m24s 52:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: Thank you very much.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=52m27s 52:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Came to skip to another spot just because it&#039;s a bit long. And with that, I think there is something to be said for that. I just think it&#039;s more important to pay attention to their suffering and that it wasn&#039;t right and that they were faithful and did it. But that I, I feel and I, I think we&#039;ve talked about this, I feel extremely called by those who suffered and by those who perpetuated suffering through error to do what I&#039;m doing. And so I think that we are honoring them in the most important way possible when you are honoring victims, you don&#039;t sing praises to their victimizers, right? And you, like, if we can say polygamy, victimized people, let&#039;s try to help people understand why polygamy is wrong. I think that&#039;s how we honor those who were victimized by it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m20s 53:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I agree. Well, said,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m23s 53:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so I&#039;ll play this part for a minute. This is the next story. What did you, you told me what his name was? That was Kate Holbrick. This is, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m30s 53:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: believe this is Matthew Grove.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m33s 53:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. All right. So he, he just talked for a minute and I just wanted to skip to this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m37s 53:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: part from reading your questions about plural marriage. I know many of you have questions about Joseph Smith&#039;s practice of plural marriage. We don&#039;t have time to get into lots of those questions tonight. So I point you towards Saints and the gospel topics, essays.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m51s 53:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That was so great because that&#039;s exactly what our whole episode is about is these sources. So I, I don&#039;t want time to answer your question. So go look at these sources which Whitney and I this was all just a later edition because we were planning to get into those sources, which we will continue. Maybe this will be a two part instead of just a one part. But isn&#039;t that great? So that&#039;s where all of your answers are,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=54m15s 54:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: right? And we have, we actually have a family member who is constantly telling us that the gospel topics, essays and saints are not the authoritative voice because they weren&#039;t written by the first presidency yet. Here you have a church historian sitting next to an apostle who could have gently stopped him and said, oh, no, no, those are just, you know, those are just narratives written to, you know, to entertain that numbers. Right. Right. And so to me, he&#039;s saying they are the authoritative voice,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=54m57s 54:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? This is what? And yeah, you&#039;re right, the the apostle who deferred to the historians on this doctrinal question, right? And the historian is deferring to the books that the, the things that they have produced. So and with the approval of the first presidency and the 12, that&#039;s, I&#039;ve been told that many times Well, Brian Hall told me I&#039;m not allowed to as a church member to publicly disagree with those because those are authoritative sources for the leaders of our church&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=55m30s 55:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: in Saints. The, the history is told not just through the experience of Joseph Smith or other men, but through the experience of women such as Emma Smith and Emily Partridge and Mary Elizabeth Rollins Leitner, a couple of things I would say to keep in mind about Joe&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=55m49s 55:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: really quickly. Isn&#039;t it interesting the women they chose, right? Like the, the ones who have the most to say about it. And again, deferring to the women can if the women support it, then it&#039;s good. So I should have interrupted him here. He&#039;s saying a couple of things. When you&#039;re studying the history of Joseph Smith, he&#039;s gonna give us the guidance of what we need. The&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=56m10s 56:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: practice of plural marriage. The first is that we know that at that time, there was a distinction between ceilings for time and eternity that involve commitments in this life and ceilings for eternity alone that only involve commitments in the life to come. We know that uh some of Joseph Smith&#039;s ceilings that appear unusual to us and are difficult to understand, fall into that category of ceilings for eternity alone and seem to have been a,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=56m41s 56:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m just curious if you have anything to say about that because I&#039;ve, I&#039;m still looking for that evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=56m49s 56:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, let&#039;s, let&#039;s ok. So I think what he&#039;s trying to refer to here is, I think he&#039;s trying to, you know, being apologetic for the idea that there are historians who say Joseph married, already married women and those would be the commitment in the next life. Does that make it any better? I mean, we&#039;re a church that believes in eternal marriage. And so it&#039;s so, so it was ok for Joseph to not have them here in this life. They could stay with her husband in this life. But as soon as they died now she&#039;s the property of Joseph Smith. I mean, does that, does that mean?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=57m27s 57:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: What does that mean for the husband? Right. And it&#039;s only those marriages that are troubling or questionable. It&#039;s not all of them. So, like the way we try to soften like he broke Emma&#039;s heart, he lied, he cheated, he did all of these things. But it was like some of it was just for the next life. What does that? And what are you basing that on? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=57m49s 57:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And, and how does that make it any better? You know, that&#039;s one of the things that I know that, um, Don Bradley and I believe Brian Hales and maybe there&#039;s another person I think that, you know, have made some comments about me in negative ways to try and steer people away from reading my books. But I, and one of the things that they talk about is how in the preface I talk about how I just chose to believe Joseph&#039;s words. But they, they don&#039;t even mention the whole idea of being an apologist. I lived 40 something years of my life being an apologist saying stuff just like this historian is saying to try and apologize for our history and to, you know, make it, make sense, right? And to make it not as bad. And that&#039;s when I finally decided I&#039;m not going to be unapologetic anymore. And I&#039;m, I&#039;m going to find truth and I&#039;m going to speak truth and was surprised when I did that, that I started finding continual times when Joseph actually spoke the truth and denied polygamy. And so, um I just find it very fascinating that that&#039;s exactly what he&#039;s trying to do here is to be an apologetic, you know, like you said, soften, soften up what Joseph was, what they believe Joseph was doing by saying, oh, hey, it was just for the next life that that&#039;s supposed to be better somehow, somehow that I, I just, I still can&#039;t wrap my mind around that. How is that supposed to be better? Because if it&#039;s for eternity, well, that sure sounds like an eternal hell, or at least in this life, if you were in polygamy, you could be like, ok, as soon as he dies, I&#039;m free. Can&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=59m42s 59:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we, can we also try to like connect that to Jacob 230? If it&#039;s to raise up seed, then why are you marry, marrying, already married women. Right. Right. To marry in the next life. Like, what does this, like, a bunch of these women were pregnant? Right. Like, how is he? Like, they&#039;re not putting the, well, we&#039;ll talk, we&#039;ll play some clips from Don Bradley talking about putting puzzle pieces together. It&#039;s like they have to keep all of these completely separate and there&#039;s no cohesive logic to any of it. But&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m19s 1:00:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so this goes back to the pride of being the few select chosen men because the idea was, and it kind of goes in with the leet marriage, kind of idea that that this woman. So say that Joseph marries some woman named Ann and Ann&#039;s currently married and currently pregnant with her husband&#039;s child. And the church teaches that the idea is then that this woman and any Children she has with her husband are in the next life going to be the seat of Joseph Smith. So Joseph will have this huge posterity in the next life. So her husband dies and now he doesn&#039;t have a wife and now none of his Children&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m05s 1:01:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and he&#039;s separate and single, only an angel separate&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m07s 1:01:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: and single. I mean, talk about a devastating doctrine and also a prideful doctrine because now you&#039;re elevating Joseph Smith or Brigham Young or Hebrew C Kimball or a mass align or any number of men that they are the select few that get to have all of the Children.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m29s 1:01:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And that comes up in this too. II, I think I left part of it and I might have cut it out. I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll go back and find, I mean, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll update us it, but it goes into that bloodlines thing that people are still defending, which I find to be absolutely horrific like we needed. Rig&#039;s magic sperm everywhere in Utah in order to have the righteous people. Like, what is this bloodlines? Monstrous nonsense. Right. Well, that,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m58s 1:01:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that goes back to Hebrew C. Kimball&#039;s letter to Violet that you were talking about where he&#039;s apologizing for running around behind her back in secret. In that letter, he says, don&#039;t, you know, I&#039;ve been called of God to give my seed to any woman willing to accept it. So it goes back to this idea that these men are, you know, the holy chosen ones and aren&#039;t you so lucky? There&#039;s a journal of a girl who was 16 in nu in September of 1844. So, you know, a few weeks after Hiram and Joseph were murdered and she writes in her journal that Hebrew, she was really sick. They were converts of Hebrews from the East Coast, they migrated to Navoo and she writes in her journal that Hebrew had come and helped take care of her during her convalescence being sick. And that during that time, he taught her father and her about the principle of plural marriage and then proposed to her. And how lucky was she that she got to be united to God&#039;s chosen Apostle. So where the hierarchy that gets instigated into the L DS church, right upon Joseph and Hiram&#039;s death. If you go to Jacob, I don&#039;t, is it three or five the whole, the long, long whole thing about the um olive trees, right? Jacob Jacob throughout it, it talks about equality, being equal, that no one is above another. No one is above the servant. The servant isn&#039;t above anyone. The servant is there to be lower and to serve and to lift up others, right? And so it&#039;s this whole idea that I just for me, I mean, I know that we talk about how horrific it was for the women, but we often fail to talk about or recognize how horrific this teaching was for the men. And you know, we, we have some light shed on the lost boys of the ply groups today. But that started immediately with Brigham and Hebrews&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m16s 1:04:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in my family history. We had to get rid of the boys.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m20s 1:04:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And so then we&#039;re left with a remnant in our church today. A remnant, a ghost teaching. I don&#039;t know what to call it, but it&#039;s this idea&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m30s 1:04:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m31s 1:04:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: haunting that um we have to have polygamy in the next side because there&#039;s going to be more righteous women than men. Do you see how we treat our men? We&#039;re constantly telling them they&#039;re not good enough. Then we wonder as women why our husbands don&#039;t use their priesthood more boldly. Well, they&#039;re continually told you&#039;re not in the hierarchy, you&#039;re not chosen, you&#039;re not good enough. You know, there&#039;s going to be more righteous women and so the few righteous men are going to have to have all these wives right in the next life. Because, I mean, it&#039;s just, and then we&#039;ve got God telling us I&#039;m no respecter of persons and all are equal before me.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m17s 1:05:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. OK. That&#039;s, there&#039;s something I was going to say, but I can&#039;t remember. So I&#039;m just going to keep playing him. That was beautiful. Thank you for sharing all of that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m26s 1:05:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: about creating links between families in the next life. The other thing I would say is that the revelation to practice plural marriage did not come with an instruction manual and that any change on this scale, any change in doctrine, society and culture on this scale of beginning plural marriage is going to be difficult and it&#039;s going, there&#039;s gonna be some unanswered questions.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m51s 1:05:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So that again is the acknowledgement that Joseph was horrible and did horrible things, right? Isn&#039;t that basically when he&#039;s leaving us&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m00s 1:06:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: there? Right? But I thought now, wait a minute, Michelle, I thought that according to DNC 132 they have the Bible as the instruction manual, right? Isn&#039;t there polygamy all throughout the Bible? So, so for pro polygamist, they have the Bible that they&#039;re supposed to write. It&#039;s all throughout. But then you could say like you and I would say the scriptures are an instruction manual and they say, don&#039;t do it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m28s 1:06:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well. And how about um I&#039;m I my brain is too dead right now. So you&#039;ll have to tell me, but not only and by the power of the Holy Ghost, you may know the truth of all things, but also the Holy Ghost will teach you all things what you should do, right? Aren&#039;t we supposed to like? No? Um Let&#039;s see. Yeah, it&#039;s secondly, 5 32 5, right? That the Holy Ghost will teach you all things what you should do. And so a and you know, I know that the Lord giveth no commandment unto the Children of men say he shall prepare away for them that they may accomplish that. Like if the these polygamist um doctrines and our excuses for polygamy are just continuing on with Brigham&#039;s non scriptural nonsense, right? We just talked in the, I just talked in the last episode on temples about how he had very little use for revelation. Like he made these claims that are in direct contrast to all the direct contradiction to all of our scriptures. And I feel like that claim is as well. It demeans Joseph Smith acknowledges that he was a mess and that he did terrible things, but he didn&#039;t have an instruction manual and apparently he didn&#039;t have the spirit and apparently God gave him a commandment that he couldn&#039;t do the right way. That was too hard for him. Like, it&#039;s ridiculous. So, and it looks, it looks like I did cut out where they talk about that. It was to raise up a right to see. And they say a couple of different times that, like, something like 20% of the population of the church is from these polygamous marriages and they have so greatly blessed the church. So, again, it&#039;s this elitist doctrine because there&#039;s already this bad idea of like I come from pioneer stock. And yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: and the thing is, you know, it is, it bothers me. I mean, there&#039;s so many things that bother me. One of the things when they talk like that and are the people who, you know, would like to cut off our oxygen. Um Is it inherently they&#039;re saying they&#039;re, they&#039;re basically accusing me of not appreciating or honoring my heritage. Um I very much appreciate, I, I thank God all the time that I have ancestors who heard Joseph Smith&#039;s teachings joined this church, came here and raised me. I have because of that. I have a love for the book of Mormon. I have a love for Joseph Smith. I have a love for God. So to say that because I&#039;m trying to now help right? The wrongs that my ancestors suffered is that I don&#039;t honor them to me. Like I love earlier, you said something about that and I just absolutely love that that, that we are trying to honor those voices crying from the dust, trying to give us a warning to complete their repentance and stay as far away from this as we can.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Uh, I love it. Yes. Exactly. That&#039;s what I, I agree. So, ok, so, so we have that elitist problem and I&#039;m just gonna go forward to, um, elder cook does sum this up and he makes three points and one of them is, hey, we have all of this population in the church who are polygamous kids and they&#039;re the best of the best. Remember, it was the most faithful. I mean, he&#039;s not saying that I&#039;m adding that in, but let me get this last point. He makes interesting&lt;br /&gt;
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Elder Cook: one is that in the councils of the church uh in the senior councils of the church, uh There&#039;s a feeling that Brigay as it was practiced uh served its purpose and we should honor those saints, but that purpose has been accomplished and that, that it isn&#039;t necessary. Now, there are unanswered questions. Uh And we don&#039;t always receive revelation on everything.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Wow, this is an apostle of the Lord saying we don&#039;t always receive. It&#039;s like you are talking about this core doctrine. That is the biggest issue for so many people in the church and we don&#039;t always receive revelation on everything. Well, you know, I&#039;m getting tons of divine guidance and I know that&#039;s maybe a big, but I am, I&#039;m being led to things I know you are as well. You know other people as well. People have amazing experiences when they open, when they open their hearts to this and open their minds to this. When the confirmation of the spirit that people describe again and again is profound. And so what is, what reminds me um again, my mind is drawing a blade. But if you do not have revelations, if you don&#039;t have signs among you, it is not, it is because you have no faith. Right? Exactly. So, so we should be having revelation. We should be having revelation. And I feel&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: like I feel like he&#039;s talking out of both sides of his mouth because on one hand, we&#039;re told, um the brethren will never lead you astray. And then, and anything that comes out of their mouth is the mind and will of the Lord, which is what revelation is. And then on the other hand, he&#039;s saying, well, we don&#039;t receive revelation on everything and you know, this whole polygamy thing, like it&#039;s, it&#039;s served its purpose, it&#039;s, it&#039;s done. And I think, well, which is it, you know, I don&#039;t understand. I don&#039;t understand why, like you&#039;ve pointed out so many times and I point this out in my book, I don&#039;t understand why they can&#039;t just stand up and admit this is another one of Brigham&#039;s bad ideas. I&#039;m like, let&#039;s just be done with it. Like let&#039;s just, they&#039;ve admitted racism was bad. They, you know, they admitted that blood at Toma was bad. The Adam do the Adam God theory was bad. Like this is just yet again, another bad idea. Let&#039;s just admit it. And then, then we don&#039;t have to have these uncomfortable chats where we, we&#039;re flooded with questions that we don&#039;t want to answer. We can just say, you know what? It was a bad idea. Brighams. There we go. Simple.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Do you know what? I so agree. Yeah. Like the discomfort throughout this whole thing where you and I are like, so comfortable in our skin. Let&#039;s talk about like people are posting memes all the time making fun of like, hey, let&#039;s talk about polygamy. Like I, I just, I just went to the dentist this week. I talked to her for like 15 minutes about polygamy because she was asking like, oh, what do you do? And I was like, well, but like we&#039;re desperate to talk about it all the time because truth is so amazing, right? And one other thing I want to say about what he&#039;s saying here, like, well, I appreciate it because this is something I&#039;ve been able to share with people to say, hey, like you&#039;re saying polygamy is in our future and that I&#039;m wrong. But listen to Eldra Cook, he just said it served its purpose that does lead us all the believable. What was its purpose? And if, if you disagree with everything, Brigham young and worse. And pratt and, um, Hebrew Kimball, you know, all, all of those, if you disagree with everything they taught about polygamy, which you&#039;re doing, then why are you agreeing with polygamy? Right. Right. Like there&#039;s no consistency. But, but what&#039;s bothering me is he again, is doing this sort of gas lighting about this hunting, this eternal question that bothers so many people. Um, I&#039;m, I&#039;m, I just scheduled an interview with a good friend who I just learned had married a young widow. I didn&#039;t know that as a young couple. And so he&#039;s lived with this haunting his whole life because he&#039;s in that situation. You talked about where he&#039;s not sealed to his wife and he&#039;s, ah, and he&#039;s not sealed to his Children, you know. And, um, and this is so gaslighting those people in those situations that deserve answers that make sense and of all of the things to get revelation on, maybe this would be a good one. And God says I give like, all you have to do is ask and you&#039;ll receive, right? Isn&#039;t that what we&#039;ve all done? And it is true.&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: Yeah. Yeah. Absolutely. Amen.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. I&#039;ll keep going on this&lt;br /&gt;
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Elder Cook: President Ballard and I were laughing about this the other day and saying, uh, when the millennium comes, there&#039;s 1000 years and we&#039;re gonna need 1000 years to, uh, get the answers to all of the issues that surround everything. But&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: again, the acknowledgment of II, I try not to be hard on our leaders and I, but it&#039;s such an acknowledgment of the blind leading the blind, right? Like no, he&#039;s saying we don&#039;t have any answers, we have no answers and, and we can joke about that. We have no answers and it&#039;s really actually heartbreaking. Like I don&#039;t want, you know, I don&#039;t wanna hurt anybody&#039;s faith. I don&#039;t want to be critical. I just, we need to acknowledge the truth of these things and and allow people to follow the Lord instead of following a hierarchy, hierarchical structure of leaders who are acknowledging repeatedly that they can&#039;t give you the answers you seek.&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: And I would like to just add a little story too because I, I think there&#039;s this idea that especially the brethren, know everything and know everything about church history. And you know, we need to have so much charity and compassion because so we have a good friend, Vernon and I have a good friend who several years ago was struggling with this question about polygamy. And so he had a friend who knew Elder Ballard. And so this friend wanted to help our friend. And so he made an appointment with Elder Ballard and the two went into his office and they started, you know, peppering him with their questions and he put up his hands and he said, stop, stop, stop, stop right there. I am just a used car salesman. I don&#039;t know anything about church history. I can&#039;t help you. On one hand, we could say, well, how dare they. But, you know, these are men who had big careers. A lot of them had very high stress, high, busy, high octane, high work hours a week careers,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: serving at high church callings. Exactly.&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: That&#039;s what I was going to say, serving in high church callings that, that just doesn&#039;t leave them time. Like we met a sick president a few years ago who has never read the book of Mormon. And he said, when do I have time? I am serving, serving, serving and working, working, working to provide for my family. And so while we would love to think that all of our leaders, you know, have read every single document that they&#039;ve, they know everything about church history. They, they even understand the scriptures backwards and forwards. That&#039;s just not how it is. And we could sit there and be critical of that or we could really have compassion and charity. But part of that is I think the reason people get critical is because then they sit at meetings like this and, and pass off expertise and do the whole, just pat the members on the head and say, you know, doubt your doubts, not your faith. And, and I think if they were, I think if they were more honest and more transparent, but I think they get afraid that if they were to be that way that, then we would, then we would all lose our faith. I mean, everything is so much of it is. And that&#039;s why, you know, our whole presentation tonight is about altering of history to promote faith. Instead of allowing us, allow us to struggle, allow us to have our own wrestle with God. I mean, the whole story of Jacob in the Bible, he wrestles blessings from God to the point. It puts out his hip wrestling with God is how we learn and grow. And so let us have that freedom, let us have the freedom. And sometimes yes, we&#039;re gonna fall on our face. Sometimes we&#039;re going to maybe make mistakes. Maybe our compass is gonna point south and God&#039;s got to reorient us back to the north. But you know, we&#039;re here to exercise our agency. And so I think there&#039;s a real fear. I, I can feel it as a parent, I feel that sometimes this fear of wanting to control a narrative of any kind for my Children to help keep them from the potholes and the bruises and the broken bones of spiritually speaking. But um when I do that, eventually something gets them, something that they have to face on their own. And so I can understand why our leaders want everything in nice little tidy packages and to, to kind of keep us. Um I think it was Elder Ballard that gave the talk, stay on the good ships and, and I think he even like, stay safely in the middle. But um I remember when he gave that talk, I um poured my heart out to the Lord and was like, is that really what we&#039;re supposed to do? Like, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know, I&#039;m like, I, I need to know and I immediately had um the scripture come to mind of Peter and I heard the words Peter got out of the boat, you know, he gets out into a raging storm to walk on water to go to the Lord. So, you know, I mean, it&#039;s scary and I&#039;m gonna tell you, it&#039;s scary and, and I think that, you know, the scriptures tell us, you know, be careful that you&#039;re not deceived, but we could protect ourselves and bubble wrap ourselves so much. Um trying to avoid being deceived and trying to avoid any pain, but that&#039;s not how we grow and it&#039;s not how we do it to the Lord,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: right? OK. I love that. I, for me how I like for me how that interpretation is because that&#039;s like chills, that&#039;s a profound answer. And for me, it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not necessarily about staying in the church or out of the church. It&#039;s where you&#039;re called, it&#039;s about comfort, it&#039;s about staying because I, because what I like what you&#039;re saying about sort of the devouring mother, right? That like won&#039;t allow her Children to grow and what the church should. I hate to say should. But what I wish we were doing is strengthening people so that they are empowered to go out and fight the spiritual battles, right? And to grapple with those questions, to spiritually prepare them rather than keeping them kind of sheltered and bubble wrapped and so weak. And then we&#039;re doing that through lies. So if we were to tell the truth, like we&#039;re doing here like, hey, this is the truth. This is what this person said. This is what the scriptures say. This is what Joseph said. This is what Brigham said. Go look at it, right? Those might be somewhat hard for people to deal with but how but but people get strengthened through that process, right? And we&#039;re giving them truth rather than, oh, don&#039;t look at anything. I will just tell you a little story. Oh But you&#039;re going to find out that Joseph was like, like sexually manipulating 14 year olds and then go grapple with that and you have no muscle to do it. You know, you have no preparation and the very worst version, right? Why do people&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: read a gospel topics, essay and lose all one essay they&#039;re done. Why is a ce S letter so powerful because we&#039;re not inoculating anyone by creating this beautiful um sugar coated history, right? And so I could see where some people would say, well, that&#039;s what I&#039;m doing, right by saying Joseph&#039;s not a polygamist. I&#039;m sugarcoating it, but&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I am looking at,&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: yeah, I think that when you start, you know, exposing the warts, you have to, then grapple because I know that there&#039;s people who, um, accuse you and I in particular about, well, if Joseph didn&#039;t do it, then that means, and Brigham did, then what does that mean for him? And then what does that mean about this leader? And then what does it mean about this leader? And I&#039;m like, well, well, why is it OK? That we have to grapple with Joseph Smith, but we don&#039;t have to grapple with the others. Like why is it? OK? That Joseph Smith is the bad guy. But then we sugar coat that by saying and apologetically saying, well, he was lying for the Lord. Well, then what does that mean about the Lord? We have all these things. We&#039;re still grappling with that, that clip you&#039;re showing they pan the audience. It&#039;s a huge group of people and their number one question they&#039;re all coming with is polygamy. So like there are great answers to it if we actually just speak the truth about it,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: right? And I think I, I have a lot of people ask me about how, why would God let this happen? How, what does that mean for? You know, and I wanted to do a full episode on it. It&#039;s just that my doc gets so full. But let&#039;s talk about that right here for a minute. Like if, if that&#039;s OK with you. Because for me, you know, my husband and I have talked about this as I pondered it like you could say that about anything. How could God let this happen? Right? How could God let tragedy happen? The fact is God&#039;s plan, God&#039;s ways are not our ways, but which people say that about polygamy. What a stupid use of that. What it means is like we&#039;re down here on a little checkers board and God is playing 3d chess, right? I think maybe I&#039;ve said some of these things before, but I do think that the people who chose to follow Brigham gave Brigham common consent, which is how our scriptures say that the church is supposed to work, right? So he did have the like, like you could say the exact same thing about how could God that happened among the Jews, how could he let them so misunderstand and get so muddled, muddied into the the legalistic version of the gospel and then, and then crucify Jesus Christ. How could Caiaphas be the leader of the chosen people who had the temples and had the covenants and have the scriptures and had the bloodlines if we want to go there. But they had every claim to being the true Children of God even more than we do because we have to be adopted in, right? Like they were God and God did allowed all of that to happen. God allowed terrible things to happen and still, that&#039;s the line that Jesus came through, right? That Jesus came to those people. And so I don&#039;t think, I think it&#039;s kind of um, like, I think these are ok things to grapple with that help that help us mature in our faith, to be able to, to go, you know what God&#039;s got this, this is all in God&#039;s hands. And yes, God allowed Brigham to do this. I don&#039;t think God inspired, you know, but God allowed and the people that followed him followed him and that was in God&#039;s hand. But look what God is inspiring. Now. He&#039;s inspiring us and others to the uh we&#039;re past the 3rd and 4th generation and we are being inspired to do this and all of the pieces of the restoration, I see us coming back together and finding more and more truth. And, you know, so I, I think it&#039;s um I think it&#039;s OK to grapple with these real questions. And I think that the church, you cannot preserve faith through lies because people, the one of the reasons like when people say the church lied to me, they&#039;re right. Like this fireside is showing they&#039;re right. The church did lie to you. I don&#039;t think that these leaders and historians are necessarily doing it on purpose. Hopefully, they&#039;re like, you know, you only see what you&#039;re looking for and they&#039;re trying to come up with these faith promoting narratives. And I think I don&#039;t want to like, disparage anybody because I think we&#039;re all trying even if I disagree with some of what they&#039;re doing, you know, but I think it is a massive disservice to all of the youth that are hearing this and all of the people hearing it because like, how is this uncomfortable? Let&#039;s just like this unsatisfying uncomfortable answer. Who is this helping? How is that going to keep people in the church? Whereas if we can go, hey, you guys, look, the roots were awesome. The branches got a little wonky. Oh But you know what it talks about that right here in the book of Mormon. Like, look, look, this is it. We&#039;re, we&#039;re right on schedule, right? It&#039;s exactly what&#039;s supposed to be happening. I think that is so much more faith promoting and guess what God is always there to accept any degree of repentance and step we take toward God. God&#039;s there. We&#039;re not done. We&#039;re not, it&#039;s not an all or you know, like we can repent as individuals and the church. And so I think that saying, how could God allow it to go off? Course? Well, because we&#039;re on a fallen world. The awesome thing is God allows it to come back on course too. That&#039;s what we are. That, that&#039;s beautiful. Anyway, I don&#039;t know if you have anything to add to that. I&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: mean, exactly what you&#039;re saying. Um It brings to mind when people I&#039;ve had people say to me. Well, what about Abraham? You know, and what about Jacob in the Bible? Um, I think it&#039;s exactly what you&#039;re saying. I think that faith, God recognizes faith anywhere and he honors repentance. And those men, I believe those, those stories are in our Bible to, to inspire us, to know that he worked with men who, because of their culture and the circumstances they were placed in. You know, Sarah couldn&#039;t have a baby. Hagar was technically a surrogate mother that was allowed in their culture. Then you get Jacob who is tricked into polygamy by a dishonest father-in-law. And he says, if he were to have divorced Leia, that she would have been um basically a scarlet letter on her for the rest of her life in their community, their culture. So these are cultural things that these families, I mean that all of the stories and the scriptures are about families, right? Like if we just boil it down to, it&#039;s a family. These are families trying to get along with each other, trying to get along in society and trying to follow God. And so those stories to me are so inspiring because it, it tells me that God never leaves anyone behind. He works with all of us where we are and he accepts our repentance and he works with that repentance to bring us to become better people. And so it it&#039;s, it&#039;s upsetting to me when people think that we&#039;re saying you know anything disparaging about anyone because I&#039;m trying to promote charity for all of us. Like all of us have made mistakes. All of us have thought one way only to find out and to believe a different way. All of us are in constant need of repentance. And so if anything like celebrate with us that we&#039;re, we&#039;re trying to, um, repent over, you know what we used to believe about Joseph Smith and that we&#039;re trying to repent over how we used to. I mean, I just like you, I used to give the, um, the pat little answer that, oh, we&#039;ll understand. Plym me when we die in heaven, right? I mean, all of us are trying to repent and,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: right. Well, what not just what we thought about Joseph Smith, but what we thought about God because like you said, the book stops with God. Yeah, like that was my big repentance was that I believed that God was capable of this and at some point it would make sense.&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: Yeah. And that, that&#039;s what he thought of his daughters, right? That we could be one of and not the one. But, yeah. So I guess for me, I get, I guess I get a little frustrated, um, when people try to, to silence us by a lot of claims that it just, just, just aren&#039;t true and they don&#039;t serve anyone. Um, yes, you have to grapple with. What does this mean about Brigham Young I had to grapple with that. Yes, you have to grapple with what does that mean then about the succession? But just like you said, the people that followed Brigham to Utah gave him by common consent, the right to be their leader. God works with God works with faith wherever it is found. And so it is our faith that matters. You go read the lectures on faith and it says right there, the worlds were created by faith. The foundation of the worlds were laid by faith. It is our faith and our repentance individual. Then as a couple, then as a family than as a society that matters to God.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ah And what are the first two principles of the gospel? Like, like we can just go faith have faith that it&#039;s gonna be ok and repentance&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: like and so why does, why does God let it happen? Why does God let any of us make choices that this entire world is based on agency? Because we all learn by experience as um Leigh says to his son. He says it&#039;s by our experience or maybe it&#039;s alma. Maybe both of them might sometimes get confused. I I can remember concepts of the scriptures, but I can&#039;t always remember where it&#039;s at. But they say um it is by, I think it is Le Ha because he said without the bitter, we would never know the sweet. So how could we ever know truth if we don&#039;t have to sift through the lies and deception,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: the opposition in all things,&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: opposition in all things. Yeah, we&#039;re in this grand experiment. Sometimes I tell Vern, I feel like I&#039;m like, we&#039;re all rats in a cage and God&#039;s up there going, oh, let&#039;s put a piece of cheese over here and see what they do, you know, like, sometimes I feel like, but for me, that kind of helps me go. OK. Well, what did I learn by experience? Right? Am I learning to hear truth to understand it, to resonate when I hear it? Am I learning how to discern between truth and error?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That? Ok, that&#039;s what it comes down to because I wanted to just add like this is an individual experience. We&#039;re in fact, the purpose of earth is for us to grow, right? And if like, like what would the alternative be God reestablished? The gospel? And all of a sudden struggle ceases and all we do is just sit comfortably in Zion and never have to row, never have to write, never have to like, just like you said, we&#039;re trying to learn discernment. If there&#039;s no question about truth or error, how do we learn discernment? Right? So if we look at this instead of like, oh, this is about an organization and an institution. No, it&#039;s about an individual, it&#039;s about me, it&#039;s about you. It is about our walk with God. Are we learning to be humble to have faith to repent, to have discernment to, right? Are we learning those things? That&#039;s the question. So it&#039;s not about the, the like the question of how could God let this happen? It&#039;s so that you could grow. And that&#039;s the answer to every single question, every single thing in life. The the question is because we came to this corrupted world, this fallen world where there is where unfair things happen, there is sickness, there is disease, there is, there are accidents, there are, you know, natural disasters, like how you could ask that about anything. And I really think in part, that question of how could God let this happen is kind of still born out of a paradigm that we need to break through of that. It&#039;s all perfect, right? It&#039;s this perfect paradigm and, and so like, like it&#039;s like, well, how could God not let my paradigm be perfect? So do do you know they&#039;re still thinking it has to be this perfect picture and it&#039;s like no welcome to the struggle. Now you get to start really growing and that&#039;s, there&#039;s nothing better, there&#039;s nothing better. It&#039;s terrifying for a minute. But then man, the rewards. So, ok, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know if there&#039;s anything left in this clip, but just in case there was,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m27s 1:35:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: we have a loving heavenly father who has a perfect plan that his plan is one of happiness that we have a savior who did everything for us. We can trust in them.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Hm. Ok. So I guess that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: actually a beautiful ending. I agree. You know, put our trust in the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m48s 1:35:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It is. If we were talking about anything else, I&#039;m gonna be rude again. But it&#039;s a plan of happiness.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m56s 1:35:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, and actually does it say that anywhere? Because I know it says man is that he might have joy and joy is actually different than happiness.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m06s 1:36:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: But, but joy or happiness don&#039;t live in the same house as polygamy. No, I mean, and so that&#039;s what I&#039;m trying to say if we&#039;re going to call it the plan of happiness and it&#039;s all about families and this is how we&#039;ve shaped it. Now we have to deal more honestly with, with this haunting, right? So, so that&#039;s why it&#039;s interesting&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m30s 1:36:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: because again, you could say here there, here he, you know, his ending comments begin with the whole, we talked about it in the councils. It&#039;s not necessary anymore. So it&#039;s not a thing but then he ends with, but now we&#039;ve been talking about polygamy and the plan of happiness. And so you could, I could see people saying well, which is it, you know, do because Brigham taught you had to be exalted, which is the plan of salvation or plan of happiness. So yeah, again, I could see where people I could see that maybe there were a lot of very confused young adults out there thinking, well, what is the plan of happiness. And what does that mean? And especially where like you brought up, they still do steal polygamous marriages in the temple. I mean, they have to have a spouse that&#039;s dead. And then, and then, oh, and then only if you&#039;re a man whose wife is&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: dead, the women can, now, now&lt;br /&gt;
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Whitney: that, that&#039;s a recent change, right? And so then I&#039;m like, so, so then can women&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m41s 1:37:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: more than one? How does that work? What does that mean?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m44s 1:37:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: There is a lot of confusion and I just, I don&#039;t think God is a God of confusion. I loved how you brought up that scripture that his house is a house of order, which means organization and patterns, right? And so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m57s 1:37:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: one of those true verses from 132 that I think is valid, right? But I think that um anyway, I guess my question is, were those people satisfied? Did they go away going? Oh, now polygamy, I can, I can take that off of my shelf. That&#039;s sophomore. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m15s 1:38:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: wouldn&#039;t have a 1617, 18 year old if I&#039;d been in that audience. No, it would have still been firmly on my shelf.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m24s 1:38:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So I, I completely agree and it might have been worse. And I just was sitting there like wanting to cry looking at all of those that beautiful youth that maybe most of them will end up leaving the church and maybe most of those who leave will end up leaving God and that, and I think this, it breaks my heart and I think this is a big part of the reason why. And, um, and so I&#039;m hoping that like, we can get to them first. You know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m54s 1:38:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: like I, I want to go back to you brought it up when elder cook said, well, hey, elder balder and I, you know, we were joking about how the millennium we&#039;re going to need that 1000 years to answer all these questions. And I think, well, it didn&#039;t take me 1000 years,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m09s 1:39:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m10s 1:39:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Like I would say, it took me a solid 30 or 40 to really think through a bit to when I really got in and started really researching. That was a few years. Um So, yeah, there&#039;s, there are answers out there if they would be brave enough to and, and I think I can see, ok, I can see where it&#039;s a muddy mess, right? Because I can see where, like it, like the new Mormon historian is, everybody, everybody should be believed.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m40s 1:39:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We&#039;re gonna get into this in the slide show. Yeah. So you keep going. You&#039;ve&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m44s 1:39:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: got Joseph&#039;s constant consistent, emphatic public denials. Then we&#039;ve got all these other, you know, 1315 100 pieces of documents, right? Of people saying he did it and if they didn&#039;t know he did it, then they heard it from somebody else who said he did it. Um Well, at least, at least I don&#039;t give the narrative to us at least give us the documents and be an impartial historian who says, here&#039;s all the evidence. Here you go. You God gave you a mind capable of understanding as Joseph taught and, and I agree and you go read it and then you just, you choose for yourself, like let us choose, like present us on, don&#039;t, don&#039;t present the evidence. And we have this in the slide show like where like, because that&#039;s one of the things you and I talked about this whole discussion between Michelle and I started months ago when I had come on her podcast and talked about my new book, Hiram Smith and Hire Smith&#039;s um sermon. The damn foolish doctrine of polygamy recalls polygamy a damn foolish doctrine. And it&#039;s just a few like a couple of months before he dies and it disappears off of the Joseph Smith papers.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m03s 1:41:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We&#039;re gonna get to this. So don&#039;t go too much. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m07s 1:41:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So that started us on this whole um long conversation for months now. Just her and I would be like, whoa, did you see this document? And did you see how the historians spun this? And so I have in my eyes showing her that in my Joseph Smith papers book where the historians are making commentary and I&#039;ve like written next to it lies, lies, lies. So like if you&#039;re gonna be transparent and honest, present the information like you and I don&#039;t tell people, you need to believe this way. We tell people, hey, we read this stuff. We&#039;ve made this choice. You go read it and you make a choice.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m44s 1:41:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Or? Yeah. And I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t even like to make a choice language. I like that. What do you think is the most, I guess? I mean, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s not like we&#039;re just choosing, it&#039;s like this is what it said.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m56s 1:41:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: We have used reason. And, um, I&#039;m like, we&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m01s 1:42:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: looking at the actual sources.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m03s 1:42:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah, exactly. And we aren&#039;t just, it isn&#039;t as simple as I love how they just always passed me off as, oh, and she just chose to believe Joseph. Right. Well, yeah, after, but there&#039;s no,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m16s 1:42:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you finally, you finally were like, nothing makes sense. Nothing makes sense. I wonder if that might make sense and then you try that. What is it like, plant the seed, test it, test it and all of a sudden that grew, that was the first thing that made sense. And that&#039;s what I think. Well, that I was going to say it didn&#039;t take either of us 1000 years, but I think a huge, like, I&#039;m so thankful that God told me to do that sounds, but, you know, I&#039;m so thankful that I, that this is my calling because I feel like you and I didn&#039;t have your book and didn&#039;t have my podcast. I did, right? Like we&#039;re trying to make this even more, um, available to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m00s 1:43:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: people. Yeah. Exactly. Exactly. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m05s 1:43:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And so people can, can get this information the same way that we are. And, yeah, anyway, I think it&#039;s, I think it&#039;s great fun. So, can I go back and add the slide show and? Sure. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m15s 1:43:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Where do we want to go? We kind of covered some of it. So we don&#039;t necessarily need to do all of it. But&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m20s 1:43:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah, so everyone will just skip around with us. Let me get back where I can um direct it. But so this is what we&#039;re talking about is like a faith promoting story. And I just have to again, make the point. It does not promote faith. It&#039;s a story that doesn&#039;t promote faith. So, OK, so here we go. This. Do you want to tell him about this?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m39s 1:43:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yes. So I received a desert book invitation and I think it was just, you know, mass mailing, right? A mass email. I&#039;m on their email list. And so this was, I think back in June and it was the final um they were celebrating the, the publication of the final book in the Joseph Smith papers project that, you know, they&#039;ve been working on for years and years and years. So I thought, well, I wouldn&#039;t mind going because they were gonna have a panel of the historians. And I thought, you know, maybe I&#039;ll ask some questions, they were gonna have a question and answer with the audience So I show up and that is the banner, I mean, it looks small in this, but it was 30 40 50 ft long, you know, 1520 ft tall over. And that all the historians, the whole panel, which was like seven or eight of them sitting underneath the banner and the banner says that the Joseph Smith papers are the authoritative source for the writings, teachings and records of Joseph Smith. So at first I saw that and I&#039;m like, oh, you&#039;re the authoritative voice, are you? I would think Joseph would be the authoritative voice on his own work. But here we are. So I&#039;m sitting there in the audience and somebody asked a question and I don&#039;t even remember what the question was, but the historian answered, he said, hey, look, historians are all speculating, all historians speculate. But we urge you to speculate responsibly. And I thought, well, that&#039;s probably the most honest thing they&#039;ve said. But then they went on to somebody asked a question about um Joseph Smith and Emma and polygamy. And again, there was one female historian and all the rest are males and all the males turned to her and said, would you like to handle this question about Emma and polygamy? And she went on to state facts that I&#039;m like, no, that&#039;s speculation about how Emma felt about polygamy. But, you know, stated as a fact. And so I, I just found it so ironic and so beautiful because I&#039;m like, yes, if they&#039;re all speculating, then it be more responsible with it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s so great. I, sorry, go ahead. What? It was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m17s 1:46:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: just an interesting evening. I actually ended up not asking any questions because um I just was at a loss for words because so many things that they stated as fact that there&#039;s zero proof of. So it was a little bit frustrating and I was ready to leave before&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m37s 1:46:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it was, I love that. I love that speculate response, possibly, quote. I think it&#039;s brilliant. And what I find fra frustrating is that in those private sessions, they&#039;ll acknowledge that they speculate. But then for us, we do see this consistent pattern and i it&#039;s not just the historians, it&#039;s also like, you know, those who are saying these books are authoritative and like Brian Hill is telling me, I&#039;m not allowed to disagree publicly with these historians. So there are these consistent patterns of hiding documents. We&#039;re going to talk about some of these things to our presentation, altering documents, pushing tra traditional narratives and squelching que questions. I think that&#039;s very true. So this was funny, we talked about this a little bit. But at what point do you have to agree with the church? At what point in our history? Just, well, we should have that. He didn&#039;t do it because that was Joseph originally, right? He didn&#039;t do it, then he did it, then he didn&#039;t do it. Then he did it. I wanted to include some pictures, I would say, like during Joseph&#039;s life, the narrative was, he didn&#039;t do it right. And starting 1852 he did it and boy, did he ever do it? Right. And then getting into the two thousands, no, he didn&#039;t do it. And we get starting getting those statues of Joseph and Emma and they&#039;re this happy couple that we had, you know, but when, before she was poisoning him and threatening to divorce him, right? And now we&#039;re back and he did it again. So.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m11s 1:48:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I think, you know, when you say that, that um I have a lot of people who will say, well, why would Brigham need to pin it on Joseph? Um You know, Brigham was his own man and why, why did you need to pin it on Joseph? And in a nutshell, really, this all boils down to in Navoo they wanted to get away with their business. And so, you know, they would tell people, hey, Joseph&#039;s letting us, you know Joseph&#039;s on board. But, um, really, it didn&#039;t really start being pinned on Joseph till 1852. And when they publicly announced polygamy in Utah, it was all a political move because Brigham had been advised by a US congressman that if they wanted to be allowed to because the law in the land was monogamy and you could be prosecuted for Bigamy polygamy and they considered it adultery. Um legally. And so he was advised that if he could prove that it was a um foundational tenet of Joseph Smith, then they could use the um declaration, right that says, you know that we&#039;re allowed men, man should be allowed to um the freedom of religion. So it was the whole freedom of religion ploy. So that&#039;s when all the stuff started getting said, oh, it was Joseph, it was Joseph. Joseph started it because it was all political. It was all a political move. So that&#039;s the easiest way to explain it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s fascinating. And it makes it make more sense. The senator that Brigham was talking about in that August 1852 special conference when Andy talks about the senator that he talked to has said this is the best system. There is the rest of the US is going to rot away if they don&#039;t have your wonderful system. OK. That&#039;s fascinating that it reminds me of actually the truth of the proclamation on the family that was also written to be able to do an amicus am amicus brief, amicus brief. Oh, I&#039;m not pronouncing it, right? But to the case in Hawaii, and they needed to prove that they had a reason to be involved in the case of, of gay marriage in Hawaii. It was a similar thing. That&#039;s interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m22s 1:50:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So what&#039;s interesting is after 1904 in the manifesto, the church went through a long period where Joseph didn&#039;t do it. That&#039;s where they get that. And then Joseph statue that&#039;s in um Temple Square. You know, they really went through it. Ok. Yeah, it was all a ploy for the government. Now, we&#039;re a state, 1896. We&#039;re a state. Now, now we&#039;ve got this Manifesto. Second manifesto. We don&#039;t do it anymore. Ok. Now, we can be honest, Joseph didn&#039;t do it. And then it was in the, well fawn brodie writes her book in 1945 but everyone at the time knew she was just mad at her family and was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m58s 1:50:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: wanting to write just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m00s 1:51:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: an anti Mormon book, right? So then probably 19 sixties, 19 seventies, we start getting the new Mormon historian where anti Mormons were getting a hold of more and more documents that Brigham had had created and Joseph F Smith had had created for the government purpose of fooling the government that Joseph, you know, is a foundational tenant of the church. Um They start getting hold of those and, and the new Mormon historians, I kind of say that they wanted to play nice in the sandbox and then also maybe be a little edgy like, hey, you can take me serious as a real historian because I&#039;m bringing forth um this dirty, nasty part of our past. And I&#039;m not a, I&#039;m not shying away from Joseph having done political to me. And so really, then we now shifted really in the 19 seventies, 19 eighties, 19 nineties two back to Joseph did it. So and here we are trying to write the shiver yet again, back to Joseph didn&#039;t do it. And let&#039;s be honest about our history. Enough documents have now come forward where we can easily explain why there&#039;s so many documents saying he did it and we can easily show that Joseph spent his, his lifetime saying he wasn&#039;t involved and didn&#039;t do it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m21s 1:52:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Awesome. OK. So here is now, speaking of the authoritative sources, this is what we were told to go to, right. So we&#039;ll dig in a little bit to the gospel topics and you had pulled out some of the things from the introduction to them. So I have, I think two slides about this. Do you want to talk about?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m43s 1:52:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, so, first of all, for those who might be watching us and aren&#039;t familiar with the gospel topics, essays, um they are not written by the brethren. They are written by, you know, people that they pulled in and asked who are quote unquote experts. Um And as we had mentioned earlier in this podcast, there&#039;s a lot of people whose testimonies have been completely damaged by these essays. Um And I think one of the reasons being that in a lot of the essays, they will make statements like, well, that&#039;s how it was done in the past, but it&#039;s not done that way today. And so we&#039;re just supposed to take it off our shelf and be done with it. And so they really, to me, um, bring in a lot of questions, a add questions that don&#039;t need to be there because it&#039;s, they&#039;re not using good history and not using good sourcing. Um, and then, but so it&#039;s, it&#039;s, to me ironic that they say that it requires us to distinguish between reliable sources and unreliable sources. And I think that, um, a lot of people know just kind of inherently, but I think it&#039;s these, these kind of subtle messaging that gets put into our brains that the L ds.org and the L DS historians are the reliable and anything that&#039;s not on L ds.org and doesn&#039;t have a church historians name behind, it is unreliable. And so it just does a lot of disservice to, um, us finding truth because it really kind of puts us in a, a fearful position that, oh, you better not trust an unreliable source.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m28s 1:54:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And it&#039;s kind of, especially concerning it. Like there seem to have been, it&#039;s my perception is there have been quite a few talks by, um, church leaders and even like, even, especially by Sister Nelson Wendy Nelson about, like, don&#039;t listen to any voices other than my husband only, he&#039;s the prophet of God, only listen to him. And that&#039;s a concerning stance to hear. I don&#039;t like that. And especially when they, it&#039;s just so, uh, uh, like, it, it just feels totalitarian, like there are good sources and bad sources. We&#039;re the good sources and I don&#039;t like censorship in that way at all and saying at once wasn&#039;t enough. So they go on and repeat it with, you know, the, the, the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. What, what is it? Recognizing that today? So much information about the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints can be obtained from questionable and often inaccurate sources that they started to put the trap, the these gospel topics, essays together. And it&#039;s just, it&#039;s difficult. I do agree. There are lots of questionable and inaccurate sources. The problem is they believe a lot of them and incorporate a lot of them into their narratives. So you can go on and look at questionable and inaccurate sources.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m50s 1:55:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So as, um I think it was Matthew Grove, the historian in that clip we played and he said, you know, he told the, the people, hey, if you have questions, go read the gospel topics, essays and saints. Well, you know, um Saints was first, um the first volume was published in 2018. And um it&#039;s supposed to be eventually a four volume set. They&#039;re on volume three right now. Um The preface of it states this true stories well told, can inspire, caution, entertain and instruct Brigham Young understood the power of a good story that&#039;s just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m34s 1:56:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: priceless. You know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m37s 1:56:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it&#039;s so great. It&#039;s so great. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m43s 1:56:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And then it also, well, you have the other quote as well.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m46s 1:56:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah, you can go ahead, you can read that and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m48s 1:56:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that it&#039;s a narrative history, a narrative history designed to give readers a foundational understanding of church history. It sounds like it&#039;s similar to what were those books that were all the rage? The work and the glory.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m02s 1:57:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Exactly. That&#039;s exactly what I compare this to it reads.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m08s 1:57:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So it&#039;s like it don&#039;t think of this as church history, think of this as historical fiction, just like the work in the glory. But it&#039;s in some ways more problematic because it&#039;s inaccurate historical fiction. So, ok. Should I go ahead? Yeah. So, oh, I don&#039;t know if I&#039;m on the same page as you with what you want to talk about. But, yeah, yeah, you&#039;re good. But we do have a record of what happened during Joseph&#039;s life, right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m33s 1:57:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So a lot of times they&#039;ll bring up the word contemporary or contemporaneous and that means it happened during the person&#039;s lifetime. And so I know that, um, somebody, once, I don&#039;t know, a few weeks ago, made the statement that this isn&#039;t, this isn&#039;t tried in a Court of law and it shouldn&#039;t be. And I&#039;m like, well, why not? I mean, a court of law should be our highest, um, way to tell. Like, if we, if we, if something can&#039;t pass a test in a court of law, right? Then, like, we didn&#039;t, then it shouldn&#039;t be reliable.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m10s 1:58:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s our highest means our most um authoritative means of finding truth that we have found. It&#039;s not perfect, but it&#039;s the best we have found of how to sort out complicated truth when there are people with different motives and different narratives. A court of law is the best way we found to sort through that the best way possible.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m30s 1:58:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Perfect. So in a court of law, contemporary evidence would be given the most um valid weight, right? It would be considered the most valid anything that was produced after the person died. So we first of all, you wouldn&#039;t try something in a court of law who&#039;s died. I mean, they, they have a right to defend themselves. But if you were to bring this case to a court of law, any evidence uh created or obtained or um yeah, created is the best way of saying it after Joseph died would be, would not, would be given lesser weight to no weight at all because it wasn&#039;t created while he was alive. So um the Saints relies on people who were considered traitors to Joseph during his lifetime. They rely on them because that is the only contemporaneous source. So here&#039;s so right. So while Joseph was alive,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m35s 1:59:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he go through the contemporaneous. OK. OK. So they inherently&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m40s 1:59:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: denied any teaching of involvement in plural marriage. All of Joseph&#039;s scriptures and revelations support monogamy and decry polygamy. And as a church body, they had, they canonized the law of the church on marriage or is also called a Statement on Marriage, which is about monogamy. Published in 1835 is Section 101 republished again in the 1844 Doctrine and covenants of Section 109. And there was also published numerous times in the Times and Seasons newspaper to remind the saints and the world. This church, the law of God to this church on marriage is one man, one wife, no concubines, period. Could it be any more simple or&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m32s 2:00:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: plain? Right? And for the people, uh the people so committed to this that they&#039;re like, well, well, um Oliver Cow who did they say wrote that? Oliver Cowdry. Oliver Cowdry wrote that. It&#039;s so silly. Joseph Smith was the head of the committee to prepare the 1835 doctor and co Joseph Smith didn&#039;t let things happen that he didn&#039;t like in general. He had, he was pretty like, like think of, I just talked about the windows and the um William weeks didn&#039;t want to do full circle with those. And Joseph said I will have windows the way I saw them in my vision, you know, like he was pretty sure to do what he thought God wanted him to do. He didn&#039;t muddle around that. He didn&#039;t mince words. And he was the one in charge of both of those printings 1835 and 1844. And he included it and published it several times in newspapers to make sure the Saints. Got it. Ok. Go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m26s 2:01:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, just really quick guess where we get the story from that. It was Oliver CRE who wrote it who Brigham Young? Brigham Young is the one who says, well, that was written by Oliver Cowdrey. So, you know, we can just,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m41s 2:01:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I knew that. Why am I not surprised? Ok. So next time someone tells me that. Yeah. Ok. Well, Joseph Smith didn&#039;t apparently know that. So it&#039;s Brigham Young. That&#039;s great. Ok, so yeah, this is what you&#039;re talking about. Like these are the ways that evidence should, is weighed in the court of law and absolutely should be weighed by historians. And the like if you have a later account that is heavily motivated, it is not a good source. And then we go to the additional problem of authentic or forged and documents can be forged by the people who actually wrote them. William Clayton could have forged his own journal, right? I maybe forgery isn&#039;t the right word, but he could have created a fraudulent history in his own journal. So they could have, you know, like, like I would say he did do that in that in that. That&#039;s a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m36s 2:02:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: perfect way of saying it. Yeah, people did. I mean, I found the History of Hebrew C. Kimball that was written by William Clayton, but he wrote it as if Heber C Kimball had written it. And so we have, we have all kinds of um documents that were later reminiscences or later um creations trying to, you know, prove that something happened.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m06s 2:03:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. And I&#039;m we, that&#039;s the exact same with Joseph Smith&#039;s History. Willard Richards wrote a lot of it in first person and some of the things I I&#039;ve found that I&#039;m gonna present as soon as I can are just going to blow people away because it is, it is a made up story that all of a sudden, um later, later made up story that all of a sudden becomes firsthand Joseph saying it in his own words at the time it happened and that&#039;s how it&#039;s presented. So we have the original forgeries, I guess I can call them that like forgeries by the person who actually wrote it, but it&#039;s fraudulent. But then we also have the huge problem of like Mark Hoffman that is not being adequately addressed and I&#039;m going to bring for forward more of those sources as well by both of these things I&#039;m talking about are in my upcoming um endowments episode as soon as I can possibly get that ready. So these things have to be taken seriously. They are in the court of law. But for some reason, historians don&#039;t take them seriously enough in my opinion, just like you said, all are given equal weight, every source is given equal&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m04s 2:04:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: weight. Well, you know, where you and I are often accused of being biased, you know, I&#039;m often accused of being biased. Like, oh, she made up her mind, she&#039;s going to believe Joseph. So, now she&#039;s just things from that narrative. Well, personally I would like to meet anyone who isn&#039;t biased in this world. But, you know, one of the things I&#039;ve noticed with the, um, academics and the historians is they very much have a bias of supporting other academics. You know, and other historians, like, they will take their work, they&#039;ll take the work of somebody with a phd over someone like me. Right. You know, so that&#039;s, that&#039;s not a bias. There&#039;s also the bias of church historians who want to continue to perpetuate the narrative that, you know, the, the um succession and that the church is true and, and I, I haven&#039;t quite grasped why they think that if they were honest about Joseph and honest about him not being a polygamist, I don&#039;t quite understand why they think that would affect them today. But for whatever reason, they feel like they&#039;ve got to keep, um, they, they can&#039;t let Brigham be tainted at all, like it&#039;s all going to be on Joseph and then everyone else was just being faithful to him. And so that&#039;s a bias. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m25s 2:05:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely. In fact, I want to play this, well, maybe I&#039;ll play this clip later, but I have a clip that the dress is right, right there because I think it&#039;s really funny, but we&#039;ll go on with this slide show and then we&#039;ll get there in a minute. But, um, I think it is important to, like, they try so hard to, especially you to like, demean you by just saying you have a bias, which I find to be truly ridiculous. In fact, in the like, like, and then if you listen, they&#039;ll go on and admit their bias, right? They have so much bias and we, I think that there, it&#039;s not like you have to have changed your position to have credibility. It&#039;s the sources that give you credibility. But the fact that we have changed our positions based on sources should kind of reveal that we&#039;re not going on bias, we&#039;re going on sources, right? Because if we were biased, we would just, it&#039;s like the people that are just arguing in favor of polygamy always just telling me that I don&#039;t have that I&#039;m not righteous enough and I don&#039;t have enough faith. You know, if I have enough faith, then nothing has to make sense, I guess. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m29s 2:06:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Ok. I&#039;m blind following the blind. And I think that scripture ends with saying and they all fall in it, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m39s 2:06:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So this is a good time as I go to this next slide to read, um Doctrine and Covenants 122 verse three, which is thy people shall never be turned against thee by the testimony of traitors, right? And I actually love four as well. And although their influence shall cast thee into trouble and into bars and walls and thou shalt he had, thou shalt be had in honor. And, but for a small moment, and thy voice shall be more terrible in the midst of thine enemies than the fierce lion because of thy righteousness and thy God shall stand by thee forever and ever. And I think that&#039;s worth recognizing because of people who mock you because you say, hey, let&#039;s listen to what Joseph Smith said. And so when L DS people ignore this, ignore what Joseph Smith said. And instead listen to people like John Bennett, I have to wonder if they&#039;ve read that scripture. So and so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m35s 2:07:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that&#039;s where I go back to again saying that I feel like the Mormon historians of the last, you know, two or three decades have decided they&#039;ve adopted the idea that every single person was telling the truth. And so they then say, well, you know, John C Bennett must have been telling the truth. Well, John C Bennett rolls into navoo. Um he had left a wife and Children, didn&#039;t tell anyone. Rosen and au pretending like he&#039;s single. He um was pretty charismatic and pretty good at selling himself. And so he becomes um elected as mayor, he becomes an assistant into the first presidency. Meanwhile, he is going around Nabu seducing women using Joseph&#039;s name. You know, when women would say, hey, you know, we&#039;re not married, he&#039;d say, oh, it&#039;s OK. Joseph said it&#039;s ok as long as we keep it between ourselves. You know, we&#039;re adults. Um When he was confronted with, first of all, confronted with um his first time he was confronted, it was that, hey, we found out you have a wife and Children and you&#039;re passing yourself off as a single man and courting the women here in navoo, he promises to reform. Um then he becomes even more debauches and more um more of a yes. There you go. More brazen in his behavior. He is then again confronted with it and he actually swears out an affidavit that Joseph never taught anything to him. That was immoral or improper in any way. And then he ends up being excommunicated um removed from,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m22s 2:09:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he was only just fellowship, but he was, he was punished in any case. He left n in shape. And yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m28s 2:09:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So he leaves Navoo in disgrace and did not go away. Quietly starts publishing um anti Mormon pamphlets and smear campaign against Joseph. He&#039;s, you know, pretty um pretty upset that he really lashes out at them, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m51s 2:09:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So he, yeah, he writes six letters, I think that are published in the Sangamo Journal and other newspapers. He&#039;s the first sort of authoritative voice accusing Joseph Smith of spiritual wifey, right? And, and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m05s 2:10:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: he was basically a polygamy or a Nabu insider, right? Like he was the mayor and he was rubbing&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m12s 2:10:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: shoulders, the counselor in the first presidency,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m15s 2:10:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: right? So people thought he was telling the truth,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m20s 2:10:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And so Yeah. So Joseph and Hiram however, did not believe he was telling the truth. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m28s 2:10:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. No. So they, they take out like, they first publishes a little tiny, little snippet. Hey, you know, we&#039;ve, um, removed the hand of fellowship to John C Bennett. Well, then he was still in nu at the time and still causing problems. So then they take out an entire, um, the whole newspaper to publicly disavow him and to try to stop the behavior that he had kind of started going in NV. He started kind of these underground, you know, sex rings kind of an idea. And so they take out this as a warning that he&#039;s a scoundrel, he&#039;s a liar, he&#039;s a traitor and then everything he&#039;s saying our base falsehoods, anything he&#039;s saying negative about Joseph are actual falsehoods. They take out this whole spread in the paper. Then later Joseph goes and gets a bunch of affidavits and prints a, a sheet is what it was called like a, a pamphlet or a tract. And he sends 300 elders throughout the country to disavow the public of the things that um Bennett, the lies that Bennett has been spreading about himself and about the church.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m42s 2:11:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So he did everything in his power to try to contradict and combat what Bennett was doing and yet, like, he couldn&#039;t have done much more, but everyone just ignores that and it&#039;s like, well, he just had a guilty conscience So what could he have done if you were innocent? Right. So, ok, now,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m04s 2:12:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: today, now, today we um so there&#039;s no, so here&#039;s the bottom line, there is zero contemporary evidence that says Joseph did polygamy from any trustworthy person. The only contemporary quote unquote evidence comes from traitors. One of them being John Bennett. So today in Saints volume one, which we as a church have been directed to go read, to understand pygmy. It says this on page 485. Of volume one, much of what John Bennett had written was embellished or flatly untrue. But his claim that Joseph had married multiple women was correct. So here we are, we now as an entire church in our church approved church history have now just believed the testimony of a traitor.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m04s 2:13:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So everything that Joseph Smith said, all of his efforts, all of his, everything is undermined by John Bennett&#039;s claims. John Bennett is the the is one of the two main sources, William Clayton and John Bennett are the main sources of Joseph&#039;s polygamy I would say. And one thing I find so interesting and upsetting about this is, well, first of all, as you were talking about John Bennett, he really was like the consummate psychopath like super, I mean, a narcissistic psychopath, super charismatic, but he always had to go start somewhere new before his past could catch up with him, right? So because, and then he left, he left NAVOO in disgrace just like he left his previous location in Disgrace, went somewhere else and they all loved him at first because he was telling the story about the Mormons. But before long, they were throwing tomatoes at him, which someone said that to me. And it made me laugh aloud because he was the tomato champion. He he thought tomato and tomatoes were a panacea to heal everything. But that&#039;s who John Bennett was right. And the question that I have for these church historians and for the proponents of polygamy and our church leaders who are pushing this narrative is, was John Bennett, what Brian Hall would call a polygamy insider? Or was he not everyone who says that Joseph was doing polygamy says that he was pushing it on everyone else, right? Like it wasn&#039;t just him. He all of these other men had wives, the polygamy insiders, the super special elite, Secret Dakota Ring club, right? And so if John CB, so he was in the first presidency, so if he was a polygamy insider, why didn&#039;t he have plural wives? As far as I understand, he didn&#039;t even have one wife in NFU because yet, right, he didn&#039;t marry a second wife. So he had no other wives. And so why wasn&#039;t he given authorization to become a polygamist if he was a polygamy insider? And if he wasn&#039;t a polygamy insider, how would he know about Joseph&#039;s polygamy and Joseph&#039;s wife?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m15s 2:15:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Excellent point. And if so the way, one of the ways that the church historians and apologetics um spin this is, they say, because, you know, there&#039;s so much evidence of how Joseph felt about what Bennett was doing that you can&#039;t brush that aside and brush it away. So what they&#039;ve done instead is they make statements and it&#039;s insane. So they make a statement that um what Bena was doing was basically this worldly thing, right? And it, it had no,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m50s 2:15:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it had,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m50s 2:15:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it had no, um, it wasn&#039;t, Joseph was doing a high and holy celestial ordinance that had nothing to do with Bennett&#039;s spiritual wiery. Well, I&#039;m with you. Why didn&#039;t, why didn&#039;t Joseph just go to Bennett and say, hey, stop sleeping around? Yeah. Yeah, exactly. Go marry these women and make it official, like, go tell them that they&#039;re your wife because you couldn&#039;t legally marry a woman, right? So, any woman past wife, number one had to have just been, you know, a sec, super secret priest ordinance, kind of idea. But still, exactly, why wouldn&#039;t he have said, hey, you&#039;re embarrassing the church. You need to go make these spiritually illegal. I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m38s 2:16:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it doesn&#039;t mean they have to choose that. Was he, was he a polygamy insider or was he not? You have to pick a lane on this?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m47s 2:16:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And if he was a polygamy insider, then why did Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m51s 2:16:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: consist, wasn&#039;t he?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m53s 2:16:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And why was he considered a traitor? And if he wasn&#039;t a polygamy? Insider. Then he didn&#039;t know what he would just got lucky in using some initials that somebody then found women whose names matched.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h17m06s 2:17:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Or the Right. Right. That&#039;s what? Right. And I will point out a couple of things William Law filled in for him and he didn&#039;t have a clue about who the supposed wives were. Like, like I&#039;m gonna do part four in the nave exposure, which will include the one case that William tried to blame Joseph with and had nothing. He had nothing on who Joseph was. Like, he had no idea who these supposed wives were. Right? So it wasn&#039;t like everyone around Joseph knew like it was this big secret. Nobody knew, but John Bennett knew why. Right. And for the um sort of anti Joseph anti Mormon types that claim that um no, they were, they were both doing this sleeping around thing, but John Bennett was too loud about it and it got out. That&#039;s what that, that&#039;s why they say like they, they were both just sleeping around. But John Bennett got found out. So Joseph cut him out. Right. Well, that&#039;s a complete lie because the reason John Bennett&#039;s got found out is because Joseph and Hiram investigated it. Right. Right. It wasn&#039;t known before Joe, before Bennett got kicked out, it wasn&#039;t going all around Joseph. Isn&#039;t this right? Joseph and Hiram intentionally got the testimony and investigated and found out and found out what was happening with the, what are their names? The Hig BS and, you know, the others that were involved, if they were trying to cover it up, why would they do this big investigation if that were the problem? So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h18m35s 2:18:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: exactly, they would have gone to him and said, you know, you need to leave town quietly like you just need to go. Right. Yeah. No, they did a whole big expose and that&#039;s why I think, you know, again, like if they again, here we are. I mean, I&#039;m so glad you read that scripture because we&#039;re literally basing Joseph this, this sin and this abomination as God calls it in Jacob two. And again, later when he talks about Rish being a polygamous in the book of Mormon and when he talks about Noah did wickedly and abominably, right? And wicked King, no one has polygamous wives, right? So God&#039;s consistent, he consistently through the book of Mormon calls it an abomination. So where today our church with our history narrative are placing this abomination on the shoulders of Joseph Smith based on the testimony of this traitor.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h19m32s 2:19:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wasn&#039;t that a brilliant point that she just made? I want to again, give a huge thank you to Whitney Horning for all of the amazing work that she has done on this topic. I really hope that this has been an eye opening experience for many of you who maybe haven&#039;t seen some of these resources, maybe some of you have and I would have loved to join in this conversation. I hope that there will be vigorous commentary, vigorous discussion in the comments below so that we can see what&#039;s happening and try to expose it and help more and more people wake up and maybe help give the church permission to take a little, you know, turn on this on on the way of handling this narrative because I think we would do a lot better with a different direction. And so again, I, as I said, there is bonus content to follow. Please stay tuned for that. I want to thank you again for joining me and please stay tuned for next week where you will get part two of this fantastic conversation. Ok. So it is one day before we are releasing this video, but I called Whitney tonight. Well, actually, we&#039;ve been Marco Polo all day again and I was like, Whitney, could we jump back on even though we&#039;ve both been doing laundry and cleaning up and doing our crazy lives all day, she agreed to jump back on because again, even since recording these, this two part episode last week, we&#039;ve been talking more and we found some crazy things that I&#039;ve really, really wanted to share. So thank you for being willing to jump back on Whitney. You&#039;re awesome. It has been a crazy couple of days, hasn&#039;t it?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m20s 2:21:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: It has.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m22s 2:21:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So today to just catch everyone up really fast. Um I was supposed to be working on my next Temple episode, which I&#039;m trying to do feverishly. But, um, someone asked, it was Charlie Price, who is the daughter in law of Pamela Price? Who did the Joseph Smith fought polygamy? And she&#039;s fabulous and helping with, I think it&#039;s volume four. So she asked online, when does the church claim Hiram Smith was introduced to polygamy? What date? And, um, that&#039;s something you&#039;ve been looking into. Right. Right. So, and I didn&#039;t know that, but I went ahead and was like, well, I&#039;ll just take time away from what I&#039;m supposed to be doing to go look up the Brigham sermon of when Brigham claims that it was. So I shared here, I&#039;ll go ahead and share it with the, with the share on the screen. What we, so this is the complete discourses of Brigham Young. They&#039;re all available on auto on, um, on Kindle, which is fabulous because you can search keywords, which is really helpful. So from volume four on October 6 October 8th, 1866 Brigham gives this horrible, horrible talk that I shared with her because I think it&#039;s a fantastic example of how Brigham just said, whatever he wanted to say with zero evidence for it. And to me this is a great example where you can just see Brigham being massively dishonest. So I&#039;ll read just really quickly. He claims this was in the year 1842 and he says that Hiram saw me and said, Brother Brigham, I want to talk to you. We went together and sat upon the rails that were piled up. He commenced by saying, I have a question to ask you in the first place. I say unto you that I do know that you and the 12 know some things that I do not know. I can understand this by the motions and talk and doings of Joseph. And I know there is something or other which I do not understand that is revealed to the 12. Is this? So I replied, I do not, I do not know anything about what you know, but I know what I know. Then he said I have mistrusted for a long time that Joseph had received a revelation that a man should have more than one wife and he has hinted as much to me, but I would not bear it. The thing that makes me crazy about this. First of all is that Hiram would go to Brigham Young to verify this instead of going to Joseph. It&#039;s ridiculous on so many levels. Do you have anything to add yet? I&#039;m gonna keep&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h23m43s 2:23:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: going. One of the things that jumped out to me as you were reading this is that in January of 1841 the Lord um calls Hiram to be the core and the co prophet and tells him to learn from Joseph. And we have so many examples of Hiram and Joseph being at each other&#039;s side constantly and consistently. So for something that is supposedly as massive revelation as this for the 12 to hear about it and hire him to only hear hints and nods and wink, winks about it around town and to not hear it from Joseph and Joseph was disobeying the Lord because the Lord commanded Joseph to teach Hiram how to be a prophet and a president of the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h24m32s 2:24:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: church. Ok. Ok. That&#039;s beautiful. I love it. Also, Brigham is claiming this is in 1842. We know that Hiram goes on after this to give multiple vehement ser sermons against polygamy, right? But but Brigham made those disappear. So he thinks he can just say this. He keeps going on. He, he goes on now to talk about how Joseph came to him. I&#039;ve read this before and I&#039;ll include the link again. So if anyone wants to go read it, Joseph goes and says, come with me to preach tonight and Barrett Brigham says, I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t stand to be around those people, William Law and Hiram who speak against you. And Bri and Joseph says, if you don&#039;t go, I won&#039;t go. And so Brigham&#039;s like, OK, and then they go to this c they go to this meeting and they hear Hiram preaching about the, the um scriptures and says anything more, more than this cometh of evil. And Joseph has his head in his hands and says, Brigham get up and Brigham gets up and, and completely undermines everything that Hiram says. I wouldn&#039;t give a rice straw for these books if it weren&#039;t for the living oracles. And he preaches so um fervently and convincingly that Hiram stands up and apologizes to the congregation for everything that he had said. So this is the what, what Brigham claims after talking about this. Then he goes back and oh yeah, Hebrew Campbell says I was there and Brigham says, yes and a good many others were there and heard the lion roar. Speaking of himself. That&#039;s how he sums up him putting Hiram in his place by Joseph&#039;s request because you know, I I mean, it&#039;s just ridiculous. It&#039;s insane. Then he goes on and says, I will now now go back to where I met Hiram. He said to me, I am convinced that there is something that has not been told me. I said to him, brother Hiram. Joseph would tell you everything the Lord reveals to him if he could. Uh it&#039;s so gross that Brigham is Joseph&#039;s confidant and Hiram has to be called to repentance by Brigham. I must confess this. I felt a little sarcastic against Hiram, although he and then he goes on to say, although he was such a good man, he goes on and says, Brother Hiram, I will tell you about this thing which you do not know if you will swear with an uplifted hand before God that you will never say another word against Joseph and his doings and the doctrines. He is preaching to the people. He replied, I will do it with all my heart. And he stood up on his feet saying I want to know the truth and to be saved. And he made a covenant there never again to bring forward one argument or use any influence against Joseph&#039;s doings. Did he make a covenant with Brigham? I, I&#039;m not quite sure, but he made a covenant right there. Joseph had many wives sealed to him. I told Hiram the whole whole story and he bowed to it and wept like a child and said, God be praised. He went to Joseph and told him what he had learned and renewed his covenant with Joseph. So I guess it was a covenant to Brigham renewed his covenant with Joseph and they went heart and heart hand at heart and hand together while they lived and they were together when they died and they are together now defending Israel and his whole point in giving this sermon. So George George, a Smith had preached right before this and had talked about Joseph ordaining Hiram to be his successor. And Brigham Young starts out by saying now I know that George A Smith is the church historian and he has a good memory, but he doesn&#039;t remember this, right? He was too young and I need to correct him. So he always does that when someone&#039;s not telling the story he wants them to tell. So anyway, I I shared this with Charney just kind of going well. According to Brigham Young, it was 1842 because the truth is there&#039;s not a date that Hiram was 1st, 1st accepted plural marriage because we made it all up, right? So I shared this and then someone commented and said that on the church website, they said it was May 14th 1842. So at that point, that&#039;s when I Marco Polo Whitney, because I was so incensed that the church included this reference on their website. And in their church history, my feeling was Brigham Young says this one thing, it&#039;s October 8th 1866. So again, decades later, absolutely nothing to substantiate it to back it up. There&#039;s no evidence for any of it and it goes against tons of the things that they, you know, it goes against what there is evidence for. And like even for example, Hiram married his first plural wife, August 1843. That&#039;s when he supposedly married mercy. So he was taught it by Brigham in 1842 but waited an entire year to year and a half before he first married a wife after weeping like a child. And you know, I mean, but, but I was so frustrated that the church accept this ridiculous thing that Brigham Young says, no questions, asked yet every single thing that Joseph Emma and Hiram ever said was a lie. I was so frustrated,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h29m29s 2:29:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it is frustrating. And I think this is a perfect example of how the church historians or whoever it is writing this new narrative. Um you picks and chooses because that discourse is exact proof that Brigham say 1842. And then on their website, they change it to May 14th, 1843 because they have all this evidence that Hiram was speaking out against it. And so, and um the talk that we um I have to,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m04s 2:30:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to fill them, let me fill them in and how this happened today. Is that ok, Marco Paed Whitney and was like, oh, can you believe this? And I told her that someone had commented and said, well on the church website, it says it&#039;s May, is it 13th, 14th, May 14th, 1843. I was like, where did they even get that? Like II, I asked Whitney, is there any evidence for that? So then Whitney came back and told me now tell&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m29s 2:30:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so his anti polygamy sermon, one of one of the few that we have is on Jacob chapter two was given in the morning of May 14th, 1843. So do does the church saying then that he gives his anti plaga speech? He brings up Jacob two. He says it is given as a perpetual principle, perpetual meaning it never to go away. That men should have one wife only and no concubines. So he gives that in the morning and then, then are they now claiming that by the afternoon he&#039;s weeping like a child begging Brigham to. Oh, yes. Now I believe. And I understand and my sermon this morning was wrong. I mean, it&#039;s, it, it, it is so frustrating how their targets keep changing and their narrative keeps changing. And, and I was looking at like Michelle and I were discussing this, you know, through Marco Polo today and, and I&#039;m like, this is the pretzel language, the pretzeled language that Brian Hales claims Joseph Smith used to, you know, lie about polygamy into life of the Lord. The pretzeled language belongs to the historians who make Joseph a polygamist. If you believe Joseph and Emma Hiram&#039;s words, there&#039;s no pretz it&#039;s absolutely certain. They don&#039;t make up dates. We don&#039;t have to make up times. We can specifically point to sermons to um public denials, to newspaper articles to court cases where they in no uncertain terms, deny polygamy, say it&#039;s an abomination. You shouldn&#039;t do it. It&#039;s not right. It&#039;s not a God, et cetera, et cetera. No pretz when we take that. And then we put the narrative of Brigham Young and William Clayton and other known polygamists whose dates changed and were all over the place. Then the pret ling begins because we&#039;ve got to try and figure out, well, why was Hiram on May 14th, 1843 at the temple giving a sermon denouncing plural marriage. And then, but yet Berham said this in 1842 that he claimed in 1842. And then, and then supposedly married some polygamous women in, in August. And so now the pretz la begins.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h32m51s 2:32:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so what Brigham said is absolutely correct. We quote him verbatim except we leave out the date that Brigham said it happened because that can&#039;t be so they come back. I did not like, I&#039;m not familiar enough with. This was the Hiram sermon that we just talked about in this episode that was recorded at the Levi Richards. So Levi Richards recorded this sermon that the Hiram gave amazing sermon about Jacob two that a perpetual law. And the church takes Brigham&#039;s story and was like, well, it must have been at least after Hiram&#039;s sermon um that Levi Richards recorded. So it&#039;s gotta be that day or later. And then, and Whitney made that connection. So I went ahead and looked up, let me see if I can share this. Um, looked up where on the website it said it. So this is Saints chapter 14 that I&#039;m gonna let me see that. Thank you. Change volume one chapter 40. You&#039;re exactly right. It even says it right there. So it&#039;s late at night for me. So, um anyway, I&#039;m gonna scroll down to where this OK chapter 40 I&#039;ve decided I have to do an entire episode on this one because I have to count the number of I&#039;m sorry, lies like they are lies. The claims in this are insane. I haven&#039;t brought myself to read Saints and I think I started with the worst possible chapter because United in an everlasting covenant, this is like hitting right at it. So let me go down to where it does work in this hiram um sermon because Whitney, you pointed out that it was totally hidden, right? The hiram sermon, didn&#039;t you have to dig to even find? Well, I actually&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h34m33s 2:34:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: had a reader that was reading Levi Richards journals on the church history library website and sent it to me and said, have you ever seen this? And it is really difficult to find?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h34m46s 2:34:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. But Whitney and her research today found that, well, I&#039;ll get, I&#039;ll get to that in a minute that Da Bradley and Brian Hales wrote a paper which included it. So they absolutely know about it, which is, and also here it is in chapter 40 of the um of saints. So this is what it says on May 14th while Joseph was away at another conference. Hiram preached in the temple against men, having more than one wife referring to Jacob&#039;s condemnation of unauthorized plural marriages in the book of Mormon Hiram called The Practice an abomination before God. That&#039;s the sermon, right? That&#039;s the Levi Richards recording. Then listen, what it does after the sermon. Hiram began to question his own certainty about what he had taught I, I just can&#039;t, this is complete fiction. I can&#039;t discussions about plural marriage swirls around navoo and rumors that Joseph had several wives were also common. Hiram wanted to believe this was not the case, but he wondered if Joseph was not telling him something that this is now, this is all from Brigham, right from Brigham&#039;s sermon that we uh Brigham&#039;s sermon that we just read. There had been times after all when Joseph had alluded to the practice, perhaps testing Hiram to see how he would react. And Hiram sensed there was, there were some things that Joseph told the 12 that he had not taught him. One day after the sermon, Hiram saw Brigham near his home and asked if they could talk. I know there is something or other which I do not understand that is revealed to the 12. He said, is this? So the men sat down on a pile of rail of fence rails. This is right out of Brigham Young. I do not know anything about what you know, Brigham answered cautiously. Oh, they added the cautiously. But I know what I know. I have mistrusted for a long time that Joseph had received a revelation that a man should have more than one wife. Hiram said, I will tell you about this. Brigham said, if you will swear with an uplifted hand before God, that you will never say another word against Joseph and his doings and the doctrines, he is preaching. Hiram stood up. I will do it with all my heart. He said, I want to know the truth as Brigham taught him about, about the Lord&#039;s revelation on Joe on plural marriage. Hiram wept convinced that Joseph had acted under commandment. Honestly, that&#039;s what they did with that. I, I find it completely appalling.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m10s 2:37:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, yeah. And think about like, so you, you bring out like in this episode, we bring out the actual Jacob two sermon recorded by Levi Richards. Then you bring out Brigham&#039;s discourse and then we bring out the saints and it&#039;s just this mixing and mingling and mishmash to make it fit to make all the pieces fit, right? Like, but it, it&#039;s, it is not transparent historical truth. It is a false narrative that has now been created and is now published and is now going to become like people are now going to quote from the saints and use it as a proof and evidence instead of going to the original sources because the original sources do not back up this story. It is so frustrating, but it exactly proves what this episode is about.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h38m07s 2:38:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s insane. And so we wanted to share this the fact that they include that Mar for, I mean May 14th date, Brigham said 1842 they change it to May 14th, 1843 so that they can work it around the hiram sermon that they know full well about. This is so it just fits so perfectly with what we&#039;re talking about and that we had to include it. So, um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h38m31s 2:38:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: you know, it&#039;s one thing, it&#039;s one thing for us to be battling a past narrative, like, like we could say in the past, they did not have access to as much material that we have today. So I could say, ok, those historians were doing the best they could at the time with the documents they had access to. But today there should be zero reason to create a new false narrative. Today there zero, we have the evidence. Now we can see the documents like just lay the truth out like and, and you know, it does come, I mean, I do have compassion on everyone who believes Joseph did it because there is a mountain of evidence of Brigham Joseph F Smith, those people all created, right? But today there is enough evidence of that so much of it like this like it is so obvious. Brigham said one thing and now we&#039;ve got to turn it into another thing because oh, well, we got, you know, massage this so that it&#039;s more believable, right? Like we gotta, we gotta pretend like we&#039;re being um truthful historians, but I&#039;m just like, you know, just put it out there just like I know it is just so frustrating. I feel like we are fighting a battle that&#039;s occurring as fast as people like you and me who are in this battle to exonerate Joseph and Emma and Hiram and to set out the truth. And, and really, quite frankly, to me, this really the only reason Joseph em and Hiram Matter is because the character of God matters. And so we&#039;re fighting this battle and then it feels like this other side is taking everything they think we can possibly use to prove our case and then twisting and turning it and massaging it and manipulating it to, to, you know, just continue to uphold their narrative and to um poke holes, try to poke holes in ours. But for me, I just think it, it&#039;s, it&#039;s hard for the people who don&#039;t know how to research. Like you have done so much to learn how to research. Like you&#039;ve really dove all in and you spend hours and hours and hours. And so like today we are, we&#039;re doing laundry and we&#039;re, you know, Michelle&#039;s cleaned up after her Thanksgiving and my family Thanksgiving is tomorrow. So I&#039;m preparing for it and we&#039;re, you know, watching kids and driving kids places and all this and then in between running and researching. But like we, we&#039;ve really gotten good at researching so we can, you know, it doesn&#039;t take us too many hours to find things. I it really bothers me for the people who are listening to these things and reading these things who first of all don&#039;t think to go research. They&#039;re just like they, I&#039;ve been taught, we&#039;ve all been taught. The church doesn&#039;t lead us astray. So, it, it&#039;s on L ds.org. It&#039;s truth. Right. And so it takes a lot to be brave enough to say, I&#039;m going to go research what&#039;s on there and I&#039;m going to find out for myself if it&#039;s really true. Because why would we even think that it&#039;s not? So, that&#039;s my first frustration. And then the second one is, I&#039;m frustrated with those who are trying to learn how to research or are allowing themselves to question, they are asking, you know, some questions and wanting to answers and then they take this mismatch and they would never think to go do the research that you&#039;ve done to find out all of the lies that are woven into what three little paragraphs&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m35s 2:42:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s, it&#039;s like Saints has made us hit a new low. It&#039;s like we&#039;ve hit a new low, right? And so, oh, it&#039;s incredible. OK. So I just had to pause for a minute because we have another thing we&#039;re going to talk about, but I couldn&#039;t remember if it&#039;s in part one or part two. So I just um found out from my producer that it&#039;s in part two. So we&#039;re gonna wrap this bonus content up right now. And then in part two, there will be more bonus content. So the, the search continues and this is why we need all hands on deck. Everybody searching. It was Whitney&#039;s reader that sent her the Levi Richards sermon that the church historians have teams of on staff, full time historians. We&#039;re like busy moms doing this on our own. So everyone join in, right? Like every resource and never hesitate to reach out to either of us. And you know, just let&#039;s keep sharing this content because part of what Whitney said that I loved when we talked about this is how we could just show people how this is like an ongoing search. We&#039;re just constantly being detectives seeing what we can find. It&#039;s not like we know everything and are presenting to you. We&#039;re just looking and the more people looking the better. Like we kind of thought it&#039;ll be fun to record after in between laundry and running kids and making dinner, et cetera to let people know how crazy this is. Ok. Thanks again. Have a great week and we&#039;ll see you next week.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 93: Revisiting Mountain Meadows w/ Barbara Jones Brown&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 93&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-11-19&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = sHqxrXo-6ls&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Mountain Meadows&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Barbara Jones Brown, Interview&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Barbara Jones Brown, author with Richard Turley of Vengeance is Mine, The Mountain Meadows Massacre and its Aftermath, joins me to discuss this most horrific part of our Utah and LDS history.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/99279f54-9c69-41a1-ac5d-e6069f9a2920/0/1701 Brigham&#039;s letter]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy, where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. Today, we are taking a bit of a side track track from that topic to instead talk about one of the most painful violent events in Mormon history and that is Mountain Meadows massacre. I am so excited for the opportunity to bring this conversation to you with Barbara Jones Brown who I just immensely admire and was so happy to be able to talk to. She is an editor, a historian and author and she is going to come and share some of her insights on this topic. We unfortunately only had a little while to talk. So some of you will be thankful, we maybe appreciate a little bit short episode this week, but she has promised to come back so we could delve into some more issues that I would love to talk to her about. So I&#039;m so thankful that she came to talk to me. I&#039;m thankful that you are here and thank you for joining us as we take this deep dive into the, I can&#039;t even call these murky waters into the bloody waters of the Mountain Meadow massacre. Welcome to 100 32 problems. I am thrilled to be here with Barbara Jones Brown today. I&#039;m so thankful that she has agreed to come and talk to me and I&#039;m so just amazed and thankful for the work that she has done. So we&#039;re just gonna dive right in and Barbara, I actually don&#039;t know that much about you. So I&#039;ll tell a little bit of what I know to the audience and then ask you to go ahead and round out the introduction. Is that all right? I, I know that Barbara right now is the CEO of signature books, which I think is awesome. And before that you were the, was it called the managing director, Director of the Mormon History, executive&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: Director of the Mormon History Association?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. And I know you&#039;ve done other amazing things. You were the editor on Rick Turley&#039;s first book Me Me, I mean, first book on Mountain Meadows, The um Massacre at Mountain Meadows. And then you and Rick Turley co-wrote this recent book, Vengeance Is Mine, which is a brand new way of looking at mountain meadows that I just find compelling. I have to say this book is, it is a must read. That&#039;s chilling. I need to go back and reread the first one because it&#039;s been many years. It is a hard topic. So I&#039;m eager to talk to you. I just really quickly, I know you did your undergrad at BYU and your master&#039;s at the U in American History. And, and you have at least two Children. Is that correct? That&#039;s my&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: husband and I have five altogether. So I have three stepsons from my husband&#039;s first marriage and then we have two girls together. So, all together. We have five kids and one grandchild and another coming November 30th.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So. Oh, congrat. Ok. That&#039;s exciting. That&#039;s so fun. So, anyway, you have had an amazing career and it&#039;s, it&#039;s so fun to get to talk to you. So, what did I leave out? What should we know about you?&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: Uh That covers a lot of it. Um Before I was executive director of the Mormon History Association, I was historical director of Better Days 2020 which is a Utah nonprofit dedicated to increasing awareness of Utah women&#039;s role in the suffrage movement and in activism and so forth. So I learned a lot about uh Utah women&#039;s history as well through that. And I love history. I&#039;m passionate about it. Uh My background is in editing. I used to be an editor for the Ensign Magazine and for the New Era magazine years ago, uh until I started getting interested in history and Mormon history and then I decided I wanted to become a historian. So went back to school and earn my master&#039;s degree in American History.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, ok. That&#039;s good to hear how that happened. So, OK, that, and that&#039;s how you got interested in it. And it&#039;s so fascinating. So, ok, there&#039;s so many directions I want to go talking about this. So Mountain Meadows, did you just get drawn into that topic specifically? Because Richard Turley reached out to you to be his editor? Is&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that ok?&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: So this is interesting. The first time I ever heard about the Mountain Meadows massacre was when I was 22 and I actually have the artifact. It happens to be hanging in my office. So I&#039;m just gonna go like this for a second and, and show your viewers that. But um so my dad was really into Mormon History, a Mormon Americana. So he collected all kinds of historical artifacts and things. And so this, that I just showed you was hanging on our wall growing up. And as I looked at it, I it just looked like a mountain scene with the wagon company going into a valley. I never really looked very closely at it. But then in 1990 two, I started looking more closely and there was a group of these very racialized, inaccurate depictions of native Americans. And for the first time I noticed them there in the corner. And so I said, and then I looked at the bottom and it said mountain meadows. And I said, dad, what, what&#039;s mountain Meadows? And he told me about the Mountain Meadows Massacre, which was just absolutely shocking&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: while preparing to release this episode. I realized that in our limited time, we hadn&#039;t really described exactly what happened at the Mountain Meadows massacre. So for anyone not familiar with the Mountain Meadows massacre, I thought a very brief overview would enable people to better understand the conversation. I wrote this up taken heavily from Richard Turley&#039;s and Barbara Jones Brown&#039;s books. I hope I didn&#039;t. I&#039;m I&#039;m not misleading anyone on any of the details. If so please correct me in the comments. September 11th, 1857 after a four day siege, a California bound wagon train made up mostly of families who had circled the wagons after a supposed Indian attack was out of water and desperate to find a way out of their terrible predicament. The Mormon leaders worried that witnesses in the wagon train would know that Mormons not just Indians were their Attackers made the horrible decision that anybody old enough quote to tell tales must be eliminated. They called out the militia and gave the men detailed instructions. All the immigrants except the small Children were to be killed using a false flag of truth, promising to escort them safely out of the valley. The Mormons lured the immigrants out of their circled wagons, the women and Children walking ahead, followed by the men and the older boys in a single file line, each with the militia escort walking beside him after walking over a mile, the militia commander turned and yelled the order. Halt at that. Each militia man turned and shot the man or boy beside him. Then the paiutes who had been told to hide along with the militiamen killed all of the women and older Children along with many little ones. After less than six horrific minutes, 120 men, women and Children lay lifeless on the bloody meadow. Only 17 traumatized and some badly injured young Children, 26 year olds and the rest younger who had just watched their fathers, mothers, brothers and sisters, their entire families brutally and ruthlessly murdered were left alive. The Mountain Meadows massacre. The most horrific event in the history of Mormonism is part of our history that we should know about and grapple with in order to understand our past, our present and help shape our&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: future.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: I said, why, why would these Mormon settlers wipe out a wagon train of immigrants? Why? And he says, well, we don&#039;t really know much about it. Um, supposedly they had the gun that killed Joseph Smith and poisoned a well in Utah. And I just said so, even if that&#039;s true, like how does that justify wiping out men, women and Children? And he just says, we just don&#039;t know much about it. And so ever since then, it was always on my back burner. It&#039;s just something I always wanted to learn more about. And so, um, I had turned in a resume to the church history department after I resigned from full time employment at the ensign because I had a, a baby and I wanted to be at home with her, but I still wanted to do freelance work. And so six months later to make a long story short, I got a phone call from Richard E Turley Junior who was managing director of the L DS church history department at the time. And he was working on this book and he just said, I want you to come and interview with me for a full time editing position. And I said, well, what would I be doing? He said, I want you to edit my book on the Mount Meadows Massacre. And I said, I&#039;ll be right. Um And so he hired me to, to work on that book. And so that&#039;s how I got into Mountain Meadows. And it was while I was working on the subject and just digging into the primary sources to learn everything I could about it. Um I decided I wanted to become a historian. I decided I didn&#039;t want to simply edit historians. I wanted to be a historian. And so I went back to graduate school to earn my master&#039;s in American history. And then Rick asked me to co-author volume two, Vengeance&#039;s Mind, the Mountain Meadows massacre and its aftermath, which covers everything that picking up where the first book massacre in Mountain Meadows left off picking up there and then going all the way through the execution of one of its perpetrators John D Lee and the death of Brigham Young in 1877.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. I love that you with two little baby girls, started a whole new career. That&#039;s incredible. That&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: yeah, I definitely&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: had a very, very supportive spouse who um, I was working part time going to grad school part time and we had these two little girls, we were raising, our boys were a little bit older by then, but um very supportive spouse. So that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: fantastic. That&#039;s, that&#039;s so good. That&#039;s what it takes, right? It&#039;s a team. So, have you mentioned that? So I want to explain. So I first actually asked you on, asked Barbara to come on because I was going to do a series on blood atonement. I&#039;m I&#039;m going through kind of Brigham&#039;s false doctrines that we&#039;ve rejected and one of them is blood atonement. So I had a three part series plant and I wanted one of the parts to be a mountain meadows. But I, I, I do uh I don&#039;t not know how you studied this so deeply because I didn&#039;t even get in depth into mountain meadows, but studying the rest of blood atonement got so dark and so heavy. And it was when I um finally got into the Timpanogos um massacre that I just was like, I, I can&#039;t do it anymore. I, you know, I just intentionally, even after well over a month of intensive research, I just set it all aside. I still have all of my files. But like what did doing studying this do to you guys? I can&#039;t, I, it&#039;s hard. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: So I should, I should first point out that we do talk about, we address the subject of blood, blood atonement in vengeance&#039;s mind. And in fact, we have an incident um that is do well documented in which Isaac Hate, who was the state president of Cedar City and Philip Klingensmith, who&#039;s the bishop of Cedar City in which they carry out blood atonement on a man who is a repeated uh confessed adulterer with, with a young girl. Um So of course, that was very wrong but but um executing him was not extra legal violence was not OK. But so we do talk about it and address it. But what our research found that the the Mountain Meadows massacre was not a result of blood atonement like blood atonement. Definitely that teaching at the time definitely uh contributed to a mindset of violence. But the motive behind the Mountain Meadows massacre was not blood atonement. But so I just want to say that first but and then we can get into the motives behind the massacre if, if you&#039;d like to as well. But studying the violence of the massacre uh was incredibly difficult. It, it was an incredibly violent, horrific act of group violence. Um And how did I get through it? Eventually I started meaning to send in some victims and I did not know that this would help me get through it. But as I met descendants of victims of the massacre and just told them how sorry I was for what had happened to their ancestors and how wrong it was. What had happened to their ancestors after I started meeting them and then saying what it meant so much to them to hear that from a latter day saint just saying, I&#039;m so sorry. Um And then I would say, what can I do for you? And they wanted the story told about what had happened to their ancestors. They wanted their ancestors to not never be forgotten. And then they wanted the land at the mountain meadows where the remains of their ancestors lie today um to be protected in perpetuity. Um And we achieved that through seeking national historic landmark status together, the various groups coming together. So once I realized there was something I could do for the victims and that was serving their descendants and reaching out to their descendants. And I started doing that, that&#039;s how I got through uh learning about the violence because I knew I was researching that violence and telling the truth about that violence for them. Oh Yeah. And that&#039;s how I got through it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So, so did you, while you were backing up just a little, did you feel like you had some sort of trauma from study? Like was it traumatic for you to study it? Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: Absolutely. And there were several of us that were really, um, experiencing the trauma. And in fact, I remember at the time my next door neighbor was a licensed therapist and I was just telling her about the nightmares I was having, I had two little little girls at the time. And right, I&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: was, you&#039;re in the position of those moms trying to hold that baby.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: I did not identify with the Mormon militiamen, even though I&#039;m a lateral, I did not identify with them. I identified with the immigrant women who were suffering and were trying to just protect their Children and could do nothing to protect their Children. They were murdered as well as their Children were being murdered. Um So as I would share what I was going through, you know, the nightmares I was having, I was seeing like images. I would um I remember once I was holding one of my little girls and holding the hand of my other little girl and running to catch a bus, oh my girls and running as fast as I could. And I just started hyperventilating and I had to stop because I, all of a sudden I was at the Mount Meadows running with my Children. Um Just things like that. And so as I was expressing those experiences to my neighbor who&#039;s a licensed therapist, she said, you know, everything you&#039;re describing are symptoms of PTSD. And I said, can, can someone have ptsd just from studying a violent event. And she said, I don&#039;t know, but I do know those are all symptoms of it. So, but again, once I started meeting folks who were descendants of victims and doing those things I described it went away.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Do you know what I love about that so much? One thing I talk about a lot is like repentance, the power of repentance, right? That the first two principles of the gospel are faith and repentance. And like, like you didn&#039;t do anything wrong, but this kind of generational repentance is part of what I think we have. And that includes telling the truth, confessing, do, doing what we can and then doing what we can to rectify. And so even though you didn&#039;t do anything, you being a part of the repentance process on behalf of our people killed you, I think&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: absolutely. And I would call it like, like you said, none of us alive today are responsible for the massacre. And so um I think a slightly better word than repentance is reconciliation part of the reconciliation process. Um So although I can&#039;t repent of committing it, I can reach out to descendants of victims in a spirit of reconciliation and just say, I am so sorry for what happened. Recognizing that it was wrong, recognizing that it happened, expressing that sorrow and saying, OK, what can we do today to heal? So, yeah, it&#039;s a very powerful experience and um it&#039;s taught me that not just with mountain meadows, but with many, many, a lot of intergenerational trauma, the way to heal from it is, is just starting by acknowledging that that something happened. Yeah. And telling the truth about it and then expressing sorrow,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: being able to acknowledge that our ancestors and our religious tradition did things that were wrong. And I guess that&#039;s what I, for me, that&#039;s how I look at it as repentance because it&#039;s, it&#039;s this change of heart, you know, like, like this change of heart to say I can acknow that, that was wrong and, and that, that&#039;s not who God is and that&#039;s not who I am. And I don&#039;t have to say because that was my people and because that was my ancestors, I have to try to defend it. That&#039;s like you feel trapped in it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: Exactly. Yeah. And there&#039;s absolutely no defense, no justification. Um I think to, to, to truly feel that sorrow for it, you have to understand what happened. And so I was able to express sincere deep sorrow for what happened because I was studying it. And that&#039;s what, you know, readers now, they can take uh this book and read it and like, truly personally feel sorrow for what happened. And so I love speaking about me meadows. Every time we speak, I just spoke a couple of days ago, every time we speak about it, we have people come to us and whether they are descendants of perpetrators themselves or just simply members of the church or just simply tans, whatever. Um When they say, oh, I&#039;ve been reading your book and I&#039;m feeling such incredible sorrow over it. Um That&#039;s when you could truly then say I&#039;m so sorry for what happened.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I OK, I agree. And I wanna say, like people can read this book without reading the first one. I like, I just did that and it makes you really want to go back and read or reread the first one. But you can start with this one, which in a way I kind of like doing because you get all of the context before the gory details. So you kind of know what was going on, why it was happening, what the rep like what ended up happening. Do you know what I mean? It pains it really, it&#039;s really good to understand that full picture and then go back and read about the actual events. Thank&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: you. Yeah, that&#039;s great to hear because that was our intent. We wanted to write volume two. though it do, does a deep dive into the aftermath of the massacre, we didn&#039;t want readers to have to read the first one. And so we start on September 11th, 1857 and go forward. But through the use of flashback and summary, we do bring readers up to speed. So you don&#039;t have to read both books. But if you do want to do a deep dive. Like you&#039;re saying, you could also um read volume one and also something. Volume one has Massacre at Mountain Meadows has that volume two doesn&#039;t, is an appendix appendices of lists of the perpetrators who are involved in the crime and lists of the victims as well. So that in those appendices that are not in volume two.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So I, I wanted to have the hard copy copy. I should just show everybody but I, I have it on Kindle and on audio, on audible. But I have this right here so I can show this is the book. Vengeance is mine. And so um this is what you&#039;re looking for. And I, I wanted to have Barbara on, I know this would be a weird Christmas present maybe. But I&#039;m like, people need to know about this really good book because when we&#039;re grappling with our painful, this is like, like when people are so determined to defend the church and all of the, all of the things that happened. This is a really good thing to understand this, this topic. So I think people should definitely consider that. I will say the audio version is fantastic. I love&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: the reader.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: They hired a professional reader, a professional actor and he does all the voices. I was really pleased with how the audio book turned out. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. So it&#039;s really good. So I know we don&#039;t have that long. So I want to just dive into it really quickly because I was glad that you addressed. Um Well, like you didn&#039;t, it didn&#039;t feel like a incredibly apologetic book I went in not at all. Like it&#039;s not at all. Right? Like you include the things that Brigham said. I mean, I know a lot more but you, you quote the hard stuff and you go into it. I love, it feels very fair and even handed you&#039;re not sugar coating, but you&#039;re also not like, like, you know, there have been other books written, like we either want to do an apologetic version or a really accusatory version. So I&#039;ve really liked you giving us the sources. That&#039;s what I wish historians would always do is say this person said this, this, you know, you give us a good, yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: And I said my, my training, you know, my graduate training in history uh helped with that, you know, and, and of course, my co author had the same feeling but um uh all human beings are biased, that&#039;s just part of being human. But the way that you address that um as a historian is, you share as many sources, all the sources you can find and you share the various viewpoints and lay it all out and explain your interpretations. But with your interpretations, you have uh you document all the sources that you&#039;re basing your interpretations on. And, and yeah, we, we went to the hard places we shared all of the, the troubling things. Um the troubling themes and, and doctrines like blood atonement that were being taught and um the horrific wrong decisions that were made by people. So we also like to lay out the, the context. There&#039;s, there&#039;s absolutely zero justification for the Mountain Meadows massacre, no justification whatsoever. But by understanding the historical context, then we can see how something as horrific as this took place.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s what I was going to ask. Do you want to, I know we don&#039;t have very long. So do you want to just take a few minutes though, to explain how this came about what the um what that context was?&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: Sure. So in 1857 President James Buchanan, newly elected president of the United States decides that it&#039;s necessary to replace Brigham Young as territorial governor of Utah and also to send uh an army contingent of 2500 soldiers initially to occupy Utah territory. And he makes that decision based on reports. He&#039;s receiving that Utah is a uh that there&#039;s a growing theocracy in the, in the West and which is true. Brigham Young was not only the governor of the territory, he was also president of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. So, um and also there were reports that Latter day Saints were forming alliances with local natives. Now, of course, that&#039;s based on L DS doctrine that&#039;s based on Book of Mormon that, that these kind of, of, of friendships and relationships would take place. But for um people in the East Americans in the East, they were very suspicious of those friendships and alliances. They were concerned about that. And then also there was a concern about polygamy which was now um being public uh practiced publicly by the latter day Saints in Utah. So for all these reasons, Buchanan decides he needs to replace Brigham Young and send an army to make sure that uh this new territorial governor is received and is safe and um just kind of trying to control what&#039;s going on in the West simultaneously. You have similar kinds of things going on in the South for different reasons. This is of course just before the civil war, but Buchanan decides to try and quell what he perceives as um a rebellion in the West. So the latter day Saints, when they hear the news that troops are approaching, they from their mindset, they have been violently driven from Illinois and Missouri in the prior two decades. So they react very negatively and with fear. And Brigham Young says we will let the new territorial governor and other appointees come in but the troops shall not enter our territories, they shall not occupy Utah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Can I ask you a really quick question about that? Of course. So, so one thing in my studies that has, has emerged at times is that the army that was here before was at Steptoe army that was passing, the army had been in Utah. I&#039;m sorry,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: they were passing through, they weren&#039;t occupying Utah territory. They were passing through on their&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: way. They were just there for a little while. And, um, and my understanding is is that when they left and went on their way to California, I believe some of the Utah women, I guess they weren&#039;t Utah yet, but girls and women kind of saw them as their, it was escape route and went&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=26m37s 26:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: with them. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=26m38s 26:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: some women from Utah did leave with Steptoe army,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=26m43s 26:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And, and then, and then also Brigham complained about them sort of fraternizing with the women in Utah, you know, flirting and I haven&#039;t been able to find any accounts of like sexual assault or any, you know, it, it sounds more like Brigham just didn&#039;t want them to fraternize and that maybe Brigham kind of wanted to control the girls and the women not allow them to have a different alternatives because they were such a high commodity at that time in Utah. Do you think that that played in at all to part of his insistence that the next arm that Johnston&#039;s army did not come to Utah?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=27m19s 27:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Um Yeah, so um it&#039;s called the here&#039;s one thing really quick. I just want to correct with people for. So whenever, thank you, people commonly say Johnston&#039;s army, which is like, not an accurate term. So I&#039;m just trying to share the word that the actual term was the Utah expedition was the name of that army that came in. Ok. So, yeah, so with the Utah expedition, I think there was definite concern about again, you have army coming in and um concern that maybe some Mormon women, would our troops or when these troops would leave, maybe leave with them. So I think that was definitely part of it. I think just in general, I mean, can you imagine today if all of a sudden we heard that the President of the United States was sending federal troops to come occupy our cities today?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=28m06s 28:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, it would be absolutely not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=28m08s 28:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Right. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=28m10s 28:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=28m11s 28:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Especially this traumatized people. They also lost n they, I mean, it had happened again and again and I did find quotes where Brigham expected to be chased out of Utah, you know, but then he also expected to go back to Missouri. So I understand at the same time, I&#039;m sympathetic with the United States. Like when you look at the FL DS, you know, that was a horrible thing that happened. The rating of the short creation for Zion Ranch, the FL DS group. But at the same time, it&#039;s really good that it happened. So it&#039;s hard to, it&#039;s hard to weigh these things out. They&#039;re difficult on both sides.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=28m44s 28:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Exactly. And, and again, as a historian, we just share this is this point viewpoint, this is this viewpoint and this is, yeah, why it led to a clash and then people can make their own judgments about how they feel about it, you know. But um yeah, so it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s easy to understand both sides, the reaction of both sides from the federal government&#039;s point of view and then from the latter day saints point of view where they&#039;re coming from. So Brigham Young writes in his journal and again, this is all in our book, we go into it in detail all of this. But he writes in his journal when he hears the troops are coming, he says, I feel to be oppressed no more. And that&#039;s one of the titles of our chapters is oppressed no more. So he&#039;s determined that the latter of Saints will not be driven from their homes again. And I determined to not have federal soldiers occupying the the territory.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=29m33s 29:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: So he comes up with strategies, he and his advisors come up with strategies to keep the troops out and hopefully convince Congress and the president to pull the troops back. So one of those stra strategies is they send Mormon militiamen uh into what is today Wyoming to burn the grass uh on the trails ahead of the approaching troops and their supply wagons. So some people may have heard of these famous lot Smith expeditions and and others where they&#039;re like burning the grass on the trail so that their animals are dying. So they can&#039;t keep pulling the wagons, they burn supply wagons. Uh, they have it, um, instructions not to kill anyone, but just to harass the troops and just to stall them on the planes. And in fact, that&#039;s exactly what happens. The troops, they cannot, um, progress. They cannot make it into Utah&#039;s territory. So they end up wintering on the planes near, um, the burned down Fort Bridger at the time. So that&#039;s successful. And then within the territory, Brigham Young is sending um uh advisory letters throughout the territory telling people to preserve their grain, not to sell any of their grain to passing immigrants to store it in case they have have to go into a siege if the army does make it in, prepare your ammunition, your guns and be ready for a possible um war if the troops do make it in. And then another strategy is Brigham Young knows that the Saints best leverage is to say, hey, we&#039;ve been keeping all of these trails that lead to the we co west coast safe for emigration because we&#039;re here. We are mitigating uh conflicts between native peoples and passing immigrants, keeping it so that these trails are still open for immigration. So he starts saying after the troops are on their way, he&#039;s preaching this, he&#039;s writing letters back east. He is telling reporters all of this. He&#039;s saying if you send troops here, I will say to the Indians no more, I will hold them back. No more but say to them do as you please. And so again, he&#039;s playing on racialized stereotypes of the 19th century that uh Indians are savages and they are just gonna all hell is gonna break loose and they&#039;re gonna start attacking all of these immigrant trains. Um Unless you pull the troops out. Ok. So, so what we documented is that between September 7th and October 3rd, 1857 multiple cattle raids on immigrant companies that are trailing cattle, multiple raids take place on multiple trains through multiple locations throughout Utah territory. Only one of them goes awry and ultimately leads to the massacre.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=32m41s 32:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. This is, this is super helpful. I wanted people to understand that because I love understanding this context. So Brigham, I want to talk about this part of his strategy because I, so I have to say the more, well, it&#039;s hard to know where to go first. But the more I have studied Brigham Young, the more I feel like I&#039;m kind of starting to paint at least in my own mind, kind of a character of who of, of uh you know, an understanding of who at least I think he was. And um and so I, I think that the, the idea that he is telling the federal government, hey, look, the Indians are these wild savages big bad. You need to be so afraid of them and it&#039;s just me keeping them at bay while what he&#039;s actually doing is, he&#039;s the big bad guy. He&#039;s the one attacking the trains. He&#039;s the one, if any native Americans are involved, it&#039;s him stoking. He&#039;s, he has to try to encourage them to do it. So, I don&#039;t know if you&#039;ve seen, um, American Tale. That was a movie. I raised my oldest kids on with Fel Masts. It&#039;s, it reminds me of the scene where, um, it&#039;s, it&#039;s the, the rat that is keeping all of the cats safe if they pay him enough, right? And then it turns out no, he&#039;s the, he&#039;s the leader of this gang of cats, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=33m58s 33:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Movie Clip: It&#039;s Zach. What? War? And t he&#039;s not a rat, he&#039;s a cat. He&#039;s there. Pay no attention to that little mouse, just throw down all your money and that kid. And I will personally convince these cats to leave you alone.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=34m15s 34:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And that&#039;s what, um, Brigham Young is doing. He&#039;s, he&#039;s saying, hey, I&#039;m your protector when really what he kind of is, is the instigator. He&#039;s the threat, not the, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=34m24s 34:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: will say that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=34m24s 34:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: So, um, he was governor of Utah and then he was also Superintendent of Indian Affairs for Utah. So every territory, every state had a superintendent of Indian Affairs and that person was, um, had sub agents who actually were trying to mitigate as, as they were encroaching on native lands and taking those lands. They were trying to mitigate and make sure that the, um, native Americans didn&#039;t attack and so they would give presents, they would uh and by presence, it was um blankets and clothing and food and wagons. And again, this isn&#039;t just in Utah, this is happening throughout the West and also trying to teach native Americans white man&#039;s way of farming. So in other words, trying to make them like white men and trying to integrate them into uh white men&#039;s culture in order to try and keep those trails open and keep that immigration flowing. It was a way to try and um pacify native Americans whose lands and water and everything were, were being taken. Um So he, he and his agents were doing that. They were mitigating these conflicts beforehand. It&#039;s just in 1857. Um He decides to stop mitigating and, but then not only that he is having um Indian interpreters or in other words, interpreters Mormon missionaries to the Indians who speak these languages lead local Indians in raiding cattle,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=36m01s 36:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? That, well, that&#039;s, I guess what I mean that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=36m03s 36:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: just say I don&#039;t want a drop of blood to be shed. Um By doing this, we will win public opinion.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=36m10s 36:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Mhm&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=36m11s 36:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: So he does not order a massacre but when things go awry with one of these cattle raids at the mountain meadows, eventually it leads to local people particularly um Isaac Haight, who&#039;s the local militia leader and state president of Cedar City, making the horrific decision that they need to wipe out these people. And I can tell about how it got to that as well. When, when you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=36m37s 36:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: do you want, do you want, I can sum that up fast or you sum that up because it&#039;s your work. So, um, I have other things I want to get to too. So I, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=36m47s 36:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: really quickly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=36m48s 36:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: So the first attack on an immigrant train takes place at the mo the one inc camped at the mountain meadows in Southwester Utah takes place on September 7th and instead of just running off the cattle, which is what happens with all of the other raids. Um Some people are killed, some, some of the immigrants are killed in the process and the immigrants form a wagon corral they dig in, they circle their wagons, chain the wheels together. And so they&#039;re dug in there. And then when two Mormon militiamen are on their way back from Mount Meadows back to Cedar City, they encounter two emigrant men several miles back who were behind the main company just rounding out straight cattle to bring them in. And when they come upon these two immigrant men, these two Mormon militia men from Cedar City make the horrible decision that to contain the situation. They need to kill these two immigrant men so they fire on them and they kill one of them. We know his name was William Aden and the other one they miss and he rides back and they chase him back all the way to the mountain meadows and this other immigrant man man gets inside his wagon corral. And then so now what you have is inside everyone inside that wagon corral is deemed a witness that White Latter Day Saints are involved in all these raids.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=38m20s 38:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: The necessary story was that it was Native Americans. And the and the Latter day Saints are protecting you from the native Americans that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=38m28s 38:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: then they find out, oh, white Mormons are involved in this attack. Is that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=38m32s 38:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: why they wanted to kill the two men too? Because the, the two men would see these two Mormons and say, oh, this is the Mormons doing it. So that&#039;s why they wanted to kill&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=38m40s 38:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: them. They&#039;re like, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=38m41s 38:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: we better contain the situation because otherwise they&#039;re gonna, but it was, it was just a horrible, it was just a series of, it&#039;s horrible like a domino effect of horrible disease.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=38m51s 38:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s kind of like a robbery gone bad. Like I only wanted to go into this house and steal their goods, but they saw they woke up. So now I have to kill everybody that&#039;s kind of they were covering.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=39m03s 39:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=39m03s 39:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: this is, this is coming from the the perpetrators words themselves. This is, this is not us making it up or guessing. This is what they thought. This is what they say. The this is why they made this decision. And so that&#039;s why they determined to kill everyone inside except those who are too young to tell tales. And so 17 Children aged six and under, most of them babies and toddlers were spared to slaughter.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=39m29s 39:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Although many babies out, Rosa&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=39m31s 39:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: killed, wiped out the witnesses of what was happening.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=39m35s 39:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=39m36s 39:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so they didn&#039;t set out with the goal of killing this wagon train, which is it? But it was, they were, they were a people steeped in bloody rhetoric and sometimes steeped in blood. There had already been this really murderous spirit around with, with their, their teaching and some of the things that they did,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=39m57s 39:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it might be, it might be&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=39m58s 39:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: going too far to say that all of these people were steeped in blood and you know, they really, but, but they were different. Yeah, like the doctrine of blood atonement that was being taught by Brigham Young at the time. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=40m12s 40:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Maybe it&#039;s possible, I guess that&#039;s what it is. It was like within the realm of possibility because this had been the rhetoric. The reformation was awful, the rhetoric from&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=40m22s 40:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: it. Yeah. And it created a, just a uh so you have the reformation which is um just to explain that really quick for, for your listeners is in 1856 and 1857 church leaders started just preaching really, really um strict rhetoric and you know, trying to increase people&#039;s activist act activity in the church and commitment to the gospel. They&#039;re saying you need to take plural wives. So they&#039;re preaching polygamy, they&#039;re um and then blood atonement is part of that. You know, if, if anyone commits very serious crimes, they can offer themselves up to be a toned. Um so that they can still go to the celestial kingdom, even if they committed heinous scenes sins like murder or repeated adultery is, is what they deemed heinous sins. Um So you have all the and then you have the war, you know, the fear of war. So war hysteria. So you just have a perfect storm of all of these things that came together at the same time. And then these emigrants who were massacred at Mount Meadows were just at the wrong place at the wrong time.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=41m28s 41:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And, and another thing to throw in, in that with the reformation that part of that grew out of, they were in starvation that like they had plague after plague and drown and they were so they were, you know, they were suffering, which probably makes you not at your best. And then they wanted someone to blame for all of this. I&#039;m sure. So, so yes, I think, I think you&#039;re right that it was this perfect. I mean, I shouldn&#039;t say, I think you&#039;re right. I appreciate you describing that way that a perfect storm had come. And so OK, so I app so so really what it was was this war strategy that I definitely have issues with. I don&#039;t think it&#039;s, I don&#039;t think it makes it OK to say Oh, it was this war strategy. I think it was a terrible war strategy that they were doing. I think they&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=42m10s 42:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: were&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=42m11s 42:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: absolutely because look what it led to. So clearly, again, Brigham Young did not intend for this to lead to any deaths. And again, we have the quotes from him saying that in the book uh that are contemporary quotes. But still if you&#039;re encouraging counter rating, you know, there can be some consequences and this was very, very serious consequence in time of war. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=42m36s 42:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So this is part of why I wanted to talk to and part of what I love about you is I do feel like you are just like, so, so just truthful just, you know, I love that and not trying to sugar coat. But, but can we talk for a minute about Brigham? Well, did we leave anything out before we kind of, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=42m55s 42:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: think it&#039;s just like a kind of like a brief overview and, and of course, if readers want to learn more, they can dig deep in by reading their book with, you know, a lot more.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=43m04s 43:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, we&#039;ve left everything out. Yes, you&#039;re right. I, I just meant, was there anything massive in the overview that we needed? I think&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=43m10s 43:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: overview.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=43m10s 43:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Sure. Yeah. OK. And I do, I do want to encourage people. I know it&#039;s easy to think either I don&#039;t want to get into that or um or I don&#039;t need to know this book. Starts out in a way that like grabs your heart. It starts out with Rachel Hamlin and this wagon of the 17 traumatized injured babies covered in blood coming to her house and it&#039;s the most visceral like from the beginning and then all the way, there are some parts in the middle where it&#039;s a lot of names and a lot of, you know, really good information, but you don&#039;t want to stop because it gets to the end where it is as important and as captivating as you know, like, like this is a book that you should read from start to finish. It&#039;s really, really, really well done. So thank you for it and congratulations on such a good job. But, but I do want to talk about Brigham Young because, um I guess the whole focus is, did he do it? Did he not, did he command it? Did he, did he order it right. And that was the focus from day one when it happened. That was what the, the people that hated and wanted to prove. And, and even now that seems to be the debate. Did Brigham order this? And I think for me, I have sort of a different, well, I kind of, I kind of want to ask first this question from your studies of church history. And do you think Brigham Young? Um What do you think of him? Maybe that&#039;s too broad of a question. I&#039;ll just kind of explain, like, I really think he was either had some psychopathy or some sociopathy. I, I know he was a massive narcissist. I don&#039;t think he had the ability to empathize with people that it wasn&#039;t convenient for him to empathize with, for example, with women and their incessant whining, right? Or with like, like, and, and so with this wagon train, I know he was really upset about it but I&#039;m not&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=45m06s 45:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: upset at what,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=45m07s 45:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: what do you mean by&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=45m07s 45:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it about mountain meadows? I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m going everywhere&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=45m11s 45:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it happened.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=45m12s 45:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: He was upset that it happened. Yes. And I know that we have the descriptions but I see, I, I want to kind of give you some of what I see in it and see what you think, you know. But first I, I guess my question is, do you think that if he had the information that, hey, this is your war strategy, you&#039;re desperate to keep the army at bay to keep your position and we have white witness, we have witnesses that it&#039;s Mormons. Do you think he would have said? Oh, ok. Well, let him go or like, like, do you know what I&#039;m saying? I know that we&#039;re not saying he ordered it. But do you think that that that gives him, do you think he wouldn&#039;t have, I guess is my question if he had had, if he had been in hates shoes or if he had been there as part of it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=45m57s 45:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah. So that&#039;s a great question. That&#039;s the first time someone&#039;s asked me that with, even with all the interviews I&#039;ve done. Um So just starting with your first comment on this, Brigham Young is a super complicated person as are most humans. But yeah, there are times that I&#039;m just like, like how he&#039;s talking about women um and just telling them to just accept polygamy and get over it and it, you know, as they&#039;re traveling across the plains, I&#039;ve read those accounts, those statements too and it&#039;s really troubling. Um There are times I just, and really troubled by a lot of things he says, absolutely. There are other times where he says or does something that&#039;s really tender and sweet. So it&#039;s, he&#039;s complicated&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=46m43s 46:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=46m43s 46:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I want to clarify&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=46m45s 46:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he says&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=46m46s 46:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: or does and I&#039;ll be like, oh my gosh, that is so tender, you know. Um but there&#039;s a lot of times he says or does things and I&#039;m like, oh, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=46m56s 46:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=46m57s 46:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: he&#039;s, he&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=46m58s 46:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: accomplished, can I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=46m59s 46:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: clarify that one point? Just sorry. But like my study of narcissism, which I&#039;ve life has forced me to do, you know, they can be really empathetic when it doesn&#039;t hurt them to do. So when it do, you know what I, so I haven&#039;t seen Brigham Young choosing empathy at his own expense necessarily anyway, that like I wanted to clarify, that&#039;s kind of how I see it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=47m24s 47:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah. And I&#039;m not a psychologist or, you know, qualified to, you know, um, to, like, analyze somebody psychologically. I&#039;m sure that there are others who are yourself and others. Um, so I wouldn&#039;t know if he&#039;s a narcissist as well. I would just say he&#039;s a very, very complicated person, um, who, and we kind of talk about this in the book, um, with, you know, when we&#039;re characterizing him, you know, we&#039;re talking about he&#039;s saying some really violent things and, and on the other hand, he was tenderly caring for his first wife as she died from TB and did the same for his own mother and then became a father figure for his siblings. And yeah, it&#039;s just seems complicated. But do I think he would have said? Oh OK. Yeah, there&#039;s witnesses that know about this. Go ahead and wipe these people. I I don&#039;t think so. I don&#039;t, I mean, Brigham Young had lots of faults but no, I don&#039;t think he would have said, wipe out a lot of OK, that goes against, that goes against his beliefs, right? I mean, the Mormon belief system which he preached is if you murder people, you cannot go to the celestial kingdom, right? That&#039;s part of their doctor.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=48m40s 48:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, it is. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=48m42s 48:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: I think he would have ordered particularly the slaughter of women and Children,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=48m46s 48:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Children. And that was I, I I&#039;m totally asking you to speculate. So I didn&#039;t mean to like put you in it I&#039;m sorry about that. I,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=48m54s 48:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: I&#039;ve never been asked it before but if he had known, like, would he have? Yeah. No,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=49m00s 49:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I guess, I guess my question is him, how important this strategy was to him and how he didn&#039;t seem troubled by the morality or immorality of it,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=49m10s 49:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: of encouraging cattle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=49m10s 49:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: R, yeah, I mean, it,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=49m13s 49:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and with having to say it&#039;s the natives and we&#039;re protecting you and having that be blown. I it&#039;s hard for me to think he wouldn&#039;t prioritize that over just about anything. And then would like, in my opinion, he kind of find ways to just find ways sometimes to justify things that are inconvenient to him. And so I don&#039;t think that he would have ordered the murdering of women and Children. I don&#039;t even think that&#039;s what hate. Like they all I think were horrified after the fact at what they had done. Oh, you don&#039;t? Oh, no. Am I wrong? Ok. I thought that I didn&#039;t say to do it. You said to do it like they even immediately were trying to blame you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=49m48s 49:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: There is that, but like initially on the Sunday after the mass, I mean, you have 50 to 60 white militiamen that participated, right? And that&#039;s, they represent a broad spectrum of different kinds of people, different reactions to it afterwards. So you can&#039;t like put them all, you know, paint them with one brush, right? But you do have some that come back. Um, and on September 13th, the Sunday after the massacre, they&#039;re bragging about it. So John D Lee comes back and he is, and again, this is all in the book if people want to look into it. But John D Lee comes back and he&#039;s like saying Hurrah for Israel and we&#039;ve overcome our enemies and I mean, he&#039;s bra it&#039;s, it&#039;s bizarre. He&#039;s bragging about it until word of Brigham Young&#039;s letter comes down. Um Hate had sent a letter uh up on September 7th to Brigham Young saying, what should we do? And Brigham Young says in this letter and that perhaps gives us our best indication of what Brigham Young might have thought. But he says, if you know the Indians will do as they please. He uses that, that statement again, but he says, but you must not meddle with them. And he says, if those who were there will go, let them go in peace. Now, did he have the full story that people within there, the wagon crowl had found out that they knew that Mormons were involved. We don&#039;t know if he had that full story or not. But anyways, that&#039;s what we do have this letter that was written on September 10th, 1827 and arrives on September 13th in Cedar City.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=51m24s 51:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Hey, I actually want to add this to the stage and I mean, I want to show you there. It is. Yeah, I, I found the letter and I I&#039;ll put a link below because it&#039;s in the church history library. I think this is the right one. Right. Yes,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=51m35s 51:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: it is. And we have a transcript of this in both books. And in the first book, me, as we have a picture of this that you can see it in that book. But in the second book, we also have a full transcript of the letter.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=51m48s 51:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so, so like the context, you said, the Isaac Hate sent a letter to Brigham Young that he wrote that got there on the seventh or he wrote on the seventh and wrote it on,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=51m58s 51:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: he, he sent it on September 7th after he learns that there&#039;s been this initial&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=52m02s 52:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: attack&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=52m04s 52:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and we don&#039;t have, we don&#039;t know exactly what that says because&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=52m07s 52:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: unfortunately, that does not survive. So it was either lost or destroyed. We just, it does not exist. I wish it did. So all we have is descriptions of witnesses who saw the letter being as, as the uh carrier. His name was James Haslam is writing north of Salt Lake City and he&#039;s stopping the different towns. Um People are hearing about what the letter from Isaac hate says. And so they&#039;re summarizing it in their journals and so forth. So that&#039;s all we have. Unfortunately, we don&#039;t have the original. But what they&#039;re saying is that, um a group of immigrants have been stalled on the planes or that, that, that they&#039;re under attack at the Mount Meadows, they&#039;re under siege from Indians. Um And Isaac hate is asking what to do. So if there was more detail than that, we just don&#039;t know. Unfortunately, so we look at this letter too, that&#039;s the other thing you can do is look at this letter and see based on the response that comes back to hate, kind of surmise what hate was asking&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=53m11s 53:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: about.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=53m12s 53:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. Ok. So the critical question of we have witnesses, which was the motivation for this. Like this was the critical issue. There are witnesses. We don&#039;t know if Brigham was given that piece of information or not. Right? And so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=53m28s 53:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: no, but without that, that the existence of that letter, we don&#039;t know. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=53m32s 53:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. And so, um, and it&#039;s possible that they didn&#039;t tell Brigham that because they also didn&#039;t want to get in trouble with Brigham because they massively messed up and maybe not, they don&#039;t want Brigham to know it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=53m42s 53:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Exactly the fact that they are unwilling to tell Brigham Young what happened after they wait a long time, they&#039;re arguing over who&#039;s gonna tell Brigham they&#039;re arguing over what they&#039;re gonna say to Brigham. And, and Isaac Hay is telling William Day, the other state president who lives in Parowan who gave the authorization for this to happen with the militiamen. They&#039;re arguing over it and hate is saying you cannot tell Brigham Young that militiamen were involved that you have to tell Brigham Young, this is an all Indian massacre. I mean, that right there shows that they knew that this is not what Brigham Young intended. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=54m24s 54:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. And I guess the thing that, that becomes the question to me is like, is it not what Brigham Young intended because of the loss of life is unthinkable or because of the bad, you know, the bad publicity that it would bring to the Mormons, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=54m37s 54:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: think, I think, ok,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=54m40s 54:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ok, because, because I&#039;m going through it because as I&#039;ve been, I don&#039;t know what you think of. Is it Bill Hickman. Brigham&#039;s avenging&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=54m47s 54:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Wild Bill Hickman. Yeah. Um, Bill Hickman and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=54m50s 54:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like, like reading his book is part of what I did as I was studying and while, you know, you have to take everything with a grain of salt when you look up these things and we know that there was this obvious, obvious pattern of blaming things on the Indians. Right? Like that. Absolutely. Absolutely. So, when we see who, like Almon Babbitt and John W Long and, and you listed some others in the book, the father and son, I can&#039;t think of their names. Um, that were like, like, like murders were happening and then this, you know, the, the Timpanogos tribe that were wiped out, like it seems that there was some, um, well, because Brigham Young, even after Almon Babbitt was killed by, by Indians, right? Which doesn&#039;t make any sense to me that, no, it doesn&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=55m38s 55:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: No, no, it makes sense. Yeah. Yeah, he was, he was his, his, uh, wagon company was wiped out, um, on the planes by a group of Indians. So, I&#039;m not, those kinds of things happened. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=55m50s 55:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. But we have Brigham bragging about it and kind of using it as threats for other people that were inconvenient to him. So, so it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=55m57s 55:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: huh, I&#039;ve never&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=55m58s 55:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: heard that. So, you&#039;re, you&#039;re more an expert on that than I am.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=56m02s 56:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: No, I&#039;m not. And maybe, and maybe I&#039;ll find something I don&#039;t want anyway. So it, so it just raises flags, red flags to me, you know, like that these things could have been happening and I guess that&#039;s why I come to, it&#039;s like did brig didn&#039;t, well, it&#039;s like more important to understand who he was and I think that this strategy was so important to him, you know, that it&#039;s, and, and I think so. So I want to talk about this letter because you point out a couple of things in the book that I&#039;m looking for. But I see a pattern in Brigham Young. I&#039;m, I&#039;m studying polygamy in depth, right? And there&#039;s often a tendency to, well, and also studying the history because when I, what I see in the history, the historical process that Brigham Young went through, they&#039;ve really, really altered the history to tell the story that they wanted to tell that brig, that he calls it the new order of things. And so I see for me a pattern of sort of using letters or even journal entries to tell the story he wants to tell, to put it in the record to try to shape history if that makes sense. And so a couple of examples from the book, oh, go ahead. Did you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=57m05s 57:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: have now, I&#039;m,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=57m06s 57:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: I&#039;m very suspicious of like theories that how people wrote things in their journals that they didn&#039;t, they just said this wrote this to cover themselves, but that&#039;s not what really happened or people put this in a letter so that later they could say, oh, like I just, yeah, as a historian, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t think that&#039;s how people behave, like pretend to write things in journals that years later might throw people off. Does that make sense? So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=57m38s 57:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yes, yes. II I think I hear what you&#039;re saying. I&#039;m looking at it specifically with Brigham Young with how he was using the journals and how he was. So let me give you one example and, and we can move on if this is, you know. No, that&#039;s great. Let&#039;s let&#039;s talk about it. OK. This is from chapter 10 of your book and it&#039;s um so Brigham&#039;s friend um Bell, what&#039;s his first name? Um John Bell or Bell will be William Bell. So he&#039;s getting ready to leave and um and Brigham he wants safe passage. So it says Young soon wrote Southern Utah leader Isaac leaders, Isaac Hate and John D Lee about the Bell Company just over a month had passed since Young heard Lee&#039;s account of the massacre. And Young&#039;s letter made clear that he did not want the bell train raided. So William Bell, the William Bell, the letter began a person with whom you are both well acquainted would soon be passing through Southern Utah to California. As the Indians beyond you are reported to be somewhat troublesome and hostile to travelers. Young wrote in a veiled reference, I wish you to procure for Mr Bell and, and all the company, the services of an interpreter and a good Indian. He suggested Jacob Hamblin. And anyway, so, so he&#039;s saying, hey, in this letter that, you know, the natives are restless,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=58m51s 58:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: young, young knows he&#039;s been encouraging cattle rating that right when he&#039;s writing this letter. And so he&#039;s just very careful about it as we&#039;ve heard that the Indians have been, you know, that there&#039;s been troubles with Indians further south, please make sure that they pass through safely. And then he says, I want this company to pass through with all their effects, right? So it&#039;s clear I don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=59m16s 59:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: want the Indians to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=59m18s 59:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: rating of no rating of this company. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=59m21s 59:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=59m22s 59:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So that&#039;s one example of a letter where it&#039;s, you know, like and there&#039;s, and then, and then in his journal, so you talk about this as well. This is Brigham Young&#039;s jo this is from chapter three on September 1st. His diary is another example of, I think how he could sometimes be, you know, create these false narratives. And so I think it says the Southern Utah Indians spend about an hour with young. And so, um Hamlin had brought, uh, brought a train from Southern Utah and then when they got there, they were met with young and Huntington in Young&#039;s office for about an hour. In that meeting, Huntington said I, I gave them all the cattle that had gone to California the south route. So he&#039;s telling them all of those trains, you guys attack those and get all the cattle. The Indians, the Indians opened their eyes wide and surprised responding. You have told us not to steal. So I have Huntington answered, but now they have come to fight us and you for when they kill us, they will kill you. The native leaders replied, they were afraid to fight the Americans and so would raise grain and let the Mormons fight it out with the army. This was a typical and wise response from Utah. Indigenous leaders see these are the things that make me love this book that like honesty and respect. I just, I love that sentence so much. And it&#039;s so true. In mid August, ghost shoots had told Huntington they was afraid of the troops and would go home and wait and see how the battle turned out. The Mormon rebuttal was always the same if the troops killed us they would kill them and it&#039;s just, they were so using the Native Americans, they were trying to get them to do it and then blaming them and, you know, it was just awful and this is, they kill&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m59s 1:00:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: us. Yeah. Sorry, this is a point we make in the book and also when we speak that, that, um, native Americans were also victimized. Yeah, I think&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m07s 1:01:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so because they will kill us. They&#039;ll kill, they would kill them. Huntington said I told them they was, um, that they and the Mormons was one but the Lord had thrown out the gentiles away. So that this is the part though the Native American. So though the native leaders expressed, expressed reluctance to fight young, recorded in his September 1st diary, a spirit seems to be taking possession of the Indians to assist Israel. I can hardly restrain them from Exterminating the Americans. That&#039;s that same day. So that&#039;s what I&#039;m talking about. That&#039;s like I see what&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m38s 1:01:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: you&#039;re saying. Yeah. Yeah. So in, in one thing, so with the first quotations, you&#039;re sharing, those are from Dimock, Huntington&#039;s journal. OK. So that&#039;s how dim Huntington sees it. And then we say, OK, this is what young wrote that day. This is how he sees it. So was Huntington who was translating young, didn&#039;t speak these native languages. Did Huntington then turn to young and say, oh, yeah, they&#039;re gonna go do this. We don&#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m08s 1:02:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh OK. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m09s 1:02:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: So whether whether Young, that&#039;s what he really believed or whether he&#039;s just like, well, I think this is what they&#039;re gonna do is just, you just can&#039;t be clear, you can only just say what they wrote, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m20s 1:02:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And right, and I guess I see the pattern of, of how I think that Brigham Young shaped narratives intentionally to try to tell his story. Yeah. So, so back to this and, and, you know, and, and again, I, I, but back to this letter, I think what&#039;s interesting and we don&#039;t, I, I, you know, I, I know he is not saying yes, kill all of them. But I think this is what I think, I think they know how important this strategy is to him and know that they&#039;re going to be in serious trouble. So I think they&#039;re trying to cover their traps from both tracks, from both Brigham Young and from, you know what I mean? I think they&#039;re don&#039;t want to be caught by either, but I also, I do wonder why. So I did my own, I tried to do a kind of version of a transcript and um I think we can read through it but I know we&#039;re just about out of time. But when I did so interested,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m15s 1:03:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: if you want me to, we can, we can talk. Yes. Yeah, absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m19s 1:03:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I would love to have you come back again. Yes. So the fact that it&#039;s that it says in this, the Indians will do as they please. And, you know, it&#039;s very, um, why did he write that? Because they both knew that the Indians were not attacking that they were because even, uh, I mean, we have Brigham&#039;s journal entry saying I can barely hold them back. But even on the, even on the, um, at the scenes of these crimes, like the, in the native Americans were hesitant, right, they kind of had to be pushed along often by the Mormons to do what the Mormons wanted them to do. Yeah, that&#039;s where I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m56s 1:03:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: find the term that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m57s 1:03:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Indians will do as they pleased. Or in this letter, the Indians we expect will do as they please. So this is that that phrase that&#039;s been coming up again and again and again, as young is expounding on this strategy. So in his August 16th 16th address in the Salt Lake Tabernacle, he says it over and over and over again. I will no longer hold the Indians back if the troops come here. But I will say to them, go and do as you please. So and then he&#039;s, he&#039;s writing this in letters to Washington, he&#039;s saying it to William Bell. He&#039;s like, you know, so the he he&#039;s using that phrase over and over and over again. So that&#039;s where that phrase comes from. So so and and again, according to the witnesses who saw this letter from hate going to Young, they&#039;re saying that it said that the Indians had a group of immigrants pinned down at the mountain meadows and asking what we should do with them. So young probably does understand that these immigrants are under Indian attack. He also, but like you said, though, he also knows he&#039;s been encouraging cattle raiding, um, by Indians. So, yeah, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m19s 1:05:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: think he&#039;s being&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m19s 1:05:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: careful. You&#039;re right. Like he&#039;s not like going out and saying, well, yeah, this is part of my policy. I know we&#039;ve been encouraging this, you know, he&#039;s not being real forthcoming that way. Yeah. So there&#039;s a lot in between the lines. You, you&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m31s 1:05:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right him writing in a letter. So we just have the letter he wrote to hate and Lee saying, hey, I don&#039;t want the Indians to attack this wagon train in November, right? And, and now we have this letter to hate and Lee right to hate saying the Indians will do as they please. But I don&#039;t want any Mormons involved in it. So it feels to me that it&#039;s like I can&#039;t, there are other parts of it that I can&#039;t explain. But that&#039;s the main sentence that I&#039;m like, that&#039;s problematic because they both know that the native Americans aren&#039;t doing this. That&#039;s the he&#039;s saying if&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m07s 1:06:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you are,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m08s 1:06:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: no, they are, there are native Americans involved in this attack on September 7th? Yeah. But&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m14s 1:06:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it was a, wasn&#039;t it, um, like, what, what weren&#039;t they, weren&#039;t they involved in it? Because the Mormons asked them to be involved in it and encourage 100%.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m24s 1:06:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah. Absolutely. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m26s 1:06:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And so that&#039;s what I&#039;m saying. Like, it wasn&#039;t the natives doing this, it was the native, like, it was the Mormons doing it being blamed on the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m33s 1:06:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: native. Right. Yeah. The&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m34s 1:06:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Mormons. And again, with Mormons, many of these, these, um, uh, pipes were probably baptized Mormons. That&#039;s why I&#039;m really careful to say white Mormons. Um, but, yeah, so the White Mormons were instigating and orchestrating this absolutely 100%. And they are, and, you know, we have the, the various accounts from native Americans who, when they&#039;re interviewed about this, they say we, you know, they came to us and asked us to come be involved in this so we could get all the cattle and the spoils&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m05s 1:07:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and then they felt like they got ripped off after the fact. Anyway, I didn&#039;t break it there. Ok. So I, I have so many more things I know that you are an expert on post manifesto polygamy, which I, I&#039;m just dying to talk to you about. But I know&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m20s 1:07:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: that too.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m21s 1:07:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m22s 1:07:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, you&#039;re out of time for today. Is that right? For today?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m26s 1:07:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: But I&#039;m happy to come&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m27s 1:07:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: back and do it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m28s 1:07:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I would love to have you come back. Can I ask you one question in closing? I just one thing that I&#039;m trying to help, like I, I agree with you so much like we don&#039;t need to be afraid of our history. We need to look it in the face and I use the word, you use the word I use the word repent, you know, like, like, like we need to accept it and grapple with it and see what it teaches us in a huge part so that we don&#039;t perpetuate it, right? When we keep denying&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m53s 1:07:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it, we the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m54s 1:07:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: mistakes of the past.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m56s 1:07:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m57s 1:07:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And so so, and you&#039;re an expert in doing this. And I would love to just have you explained to the listeners how you sort of reconcile with your faith, how do you know these things about history and still like, how do you navigate that with the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m17s 1:08:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: question that I had&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m18s 1:08:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: to think a lot about this? Of course, because it is very, very troubling to learn that this happened and that this was committed by members of my church. And also I, we didn&#039;t get into this but years after I started writing budgets is mine. I discovered I was a descendant of a perpetrator.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m37s 1:08:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, that&#039;s heavy. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m39s 1:08:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m43s 1:08:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: as a historian of American history, I&#039;m also incredibly troubled by our history of slavery and the enslavement of black people. It&#039;s, it&#039;s hideous. Anyone who studied hideous. It&#039;s hideous. I&#039;m deeply troubled by the genocide&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m06s 1:09:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that we didn&#039;t talk about the Battle Creek that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m08s 1:09:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: was committed against native Americans. I&#039;m deeply troubled by continued racism in our country. Um But yet I&#039;m an American and Yeah, I love my country and I will always be an American. And so studying the history of my church is no different. There are things about my church&#039;s history. I&#039;m just appalled by primarily the Mount Meadows Massacre. Um, the racism, I mean, there&#039;s so much in our church&#039;s history, our nation&#039;s history and world history that is, is really troubling. Um And then I condemn um, but it&#039;s still my identity. I&#039;m still a Mormon. I&#039;m still an American. I&#039;m still a human. Um The important thing is just, is just, just being willing to learn of these things and condemn them and be against them and then, um just call them out as these things happen and they were wrong and, and standing against them today like I&#039;m, I stand against um extremism in all its form, I stand against racism. Um So that&#039;s, that&#039;s how I deal with history all history if that,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m28s 1:10:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s beautiful. So, and, and I think another thing I like to remember is that it&#039;s not the whole story, it&#039;s part of the story, but it&#039;s not the whole nobody, nobody is only their worst characteristics or their best characteristics and no institutions&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m42s 1:10:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: either. I mean, there are so many things about my church that I love my church&#039;s history, there are so many things about our nation&#039;s history that are, I mean, even with all of the hideous things that have happened and continue to happen in the United States, it&#039;s still a wonderful country and I&#039;m so grateful for the freedoms that I do have here. Do we have a long way to go and things to change? Of course? And do we continue, need to continue to stand up for what is right. Absolutely. And, and hopefully continue to make, uh, changes for the better. Um, so, so, yeah, history is messy and, um, we just, the, the main thing is just to not be afraid of history. It is what it is, don&#039;t be afraid of it. Um And just be willing to learn about it and grapple with it, engage with it and be willing to just be sorry for things that were done wrong in the past.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m35s 1:11:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That was beautiful. Thank you so much and thank you for giving me so much of your time and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m40s 1:11:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: thank you,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m41s 1:11:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: thank you for having me and I&#039;d love to come back and to talk more Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHqxrXo-6ls&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m46s 1:11:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I so appreciate Barbara&#039;s straightforwardness and honesty and just her curiosity, all of these things. I really love talking to people like this and appreciate the work that they do. I&#039;m really thankful that she was open to let me bring forward some new ideas or perspectives and things that we talked about. I know that there, I, I would have loved to talk to her for three hours. So I&#039;m really looking forward to our next conversation and I want to again, thank all of you who are sticking with me on this journey. I know many of you are very eager for the Temple episode. My hope is that I can get it ready to um do next week. That might be tricky. There&#039;s a lot going on behind the scenes. But um with any luck, I&#039;ll have that. If not, I have a fantastic two part conversation with my friend Whitney Horning that I think. Well, I love it. I loved talking to her for over four hours and I hope that you will all like it as well. And then the Temple episode will be after that. Well, the endowment episode I still have multiple episodes to do on the temple. I am buried in topics. So anyway, thank you for sticking with me. Please know that I am working as hard as I possibly can to bring these out as quickly and as thoroughly as I possibly can. So, thank you again for your support for your viewership and thank you to those who have helped and donated. I appreciate it more than I can say. So, thanks for being here. I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 89: Polygamy, SRA, and the Law w/ Sgt. Spencer Cannon&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 89&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-10-22&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = NsO6hRPvQkE&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Ramifications, Sra&lt;br /&gt;
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 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Sergeant James Spencer Cannon, Media Relations Officer for the Utah County Sheriff&#039;s Office and personal friend, joins me for this very important conversation on some challenging topics.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jVJue-FJr88 Utah County Attorney David Leavitt has been talking about ritualistic sex abuse suspect for years]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://kslnewsradio.com/1969649/utah-county-attorney-says-hes-been-wrongly-accused-of-cannibalism/ Utah County attorney says he’s been wrongly accused of cannibalism]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon Polygamy. We are about to start on a three part series that requires a bit of a special introduction. I first want to always say the usual things for those who are new here, please consider going back and listening to these episodes from the beginning to understand the scriptural case that we make about polygamy and then the historical case we&#039;ve been making more recently. And I also, as always have to thank those who have donated to this podcast. I cannot tell you how helpful it is and how much it means to me and I still could use more support. So if anyone feels inclined, please feel free to contribute to this podcast as well. And now on to the description of this episode. So I have to say I&#039;m deep into the research on the novel Expositor. That&#039;s what I&#039;ve been working on getting ready for the fourth part on that series. And I just hit a wall. I just was blocked, complete stupor of thought every time I went to sit down to my computer. So, um finally, one day when I, you know, I, I feel the urgency and the burden of this and that I have to get it done. So I went on my run and um about four different people had sent me this video on, well, I&#039;m just gonna throw the topic out there on what&#039;s called sr a satanic ritual abuse is what the topic of the video was talking about, specifically in Utah. And so I thought, well, if this many people have sent it to me, I better listen to it. So as I went on my run, I listened to it and as I was listening to it, horrified, um trying to decide whether or not I should believe it. But the more I listened, the more it seemed like I needed to believe it because the evidence seemed somewhat solid enough to at least be taken seriously in anyway, a series of scriptures started going through my mind and I just paused and asked Lord, is this what you want me to do right now? I, I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve kind of found that if I have a stupor of thought like that, there&#039;s usually a different direction I need to go or there&#039;s some reason for it rather than just pushing through it, that doesn&#039;t seem to usually be the solution. So I felt very strongly that I needed to go this direction, which I didn&#039;t fully understand other than um other than one of my basic working principles is if there were fewer enablers, there would be less abuse. So if me using my voice kind of help minimize this problem in any way, then I was willing. But um I, I did some work, I was able to immediately contact the people that I needed to, to set up interviews. And as I got into this deeper and deeper, I realized that this actually isn&#039;t a completely separate um issue. There are relations and connections that I had not even known to think about or consider. And so I think that these are things that we need to be aware of. I think that we need to consider what information there is before we just make a knee jerk reaction about them. So, um that is what we&#039;re going to go into. I&#039;m hoping that I&#039;ve already released my um Temple episode, those of you who have been asking for it. Thank you for being patient. I&#039;m sorry that I thought I had to finish up those other topics before I pivoted to the temple. I have heard you and I have been working feverishly to get ready for the episode on the Temple. I&#039;m hoping I&#039;m I&#039;m according this Wednesday night, I&#039;m hoping to release the Temple episode on Sunday. If at all possible, if not, you&#039;re getting this episode instead, but I will do the Temple episode next week, then come back to the rest of the episodes in this series. So one way or the other, it&#039;s going to come quickly. But um I, I have to just give a little bit of explanation. So this interview that I&#039;m releasing today is actually not the first interview I recorded on this topic. It&#039;s the second one, but I thought it would be a better one to release first to kind of set the stage to help people understand what we&#039;re going to talk about. It&#039;s also a much more gentle episode. I don&#039;t think I need any trigger warnings or anything to worry about. In this episode. I had the opportunity to speak with Spencer Cannon who, um, works at the Utah County Sheriff&#039;s Department. He is the media relations, um, sergeant there, a great, great guy. So I&#039;m really excited to bring you this episode. And then part two, I will release my episode with Goel. Some of you may recognize his name who have been following this. Some of you may not. He, um, put together a special presentation kind of showing the connections between the investigations he&#039;s been doing on this satanic ritual abuse and some ways that it connects with polygamy that are really troubling to me. And then in the third part, I will release an interview with someone who grew up being the, being a victim of ritualistic abuse. And so I, my hope is that we can hear these things in the spirit. They are intended to be shared. I have so many thoughts going back and forth. I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll introduce, I&#039;ll give, give some of the scriptures that I&#039;ve been thinking of in the introductions of other episodes. But this episode today, I hope that you will listen to with an open heart and open mind. I thought it was actually excellent. I was able to talk to the Sheriff&#039;s Department about things like prosecuting po um crimes that happened in polygamy and how that can be better facilitated and how is the best way to approach it as well as many other topics with one of the greatest guys I know. So anyway, I&#039;m so glad that you are here. I hope that you enjoy this episode and are able to learn from it as I speak with my good friend, Spencer Cannon. Welcome to 100 and 32 problems. I am so happy to be here with my good friend. One of the best guys I know this is Spencer Cannon and he actually is the public information officer for the Utah County Sheriff&#039;s Office where he&#039;s a sergeant. He&#039;s been with the, the Sheriff&#039;s Department for 33 years and he&#039;s been serving in the, in the role of the public information officer for 20 years. So he um has a lot of experience talking to the press, talking about these kinds of issues, sharing um his insights and wisdom, things, but more importantly to me, Spencer and I share grand babies. Spencer&#039;s awesome daughter. I get to claim as my daughter in law and she is a gem. And the cannons are gems and so, so it&#039;s really fun to do this, semiofficial, semi personal discussion and Spencer. I want to thank you so much for coming and talking to me.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=06m41s 06:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: Well, I&#039;m glad to be here with you and I hope that uh I have something to offer and uh you know, uh having, having a connection with the stone family is, is one of the best things in our life.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=06m52s 06:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, oh, see, this is what he&#039;s the best. Ok. So, um, so Spencer, did I miss anything in your introduction? I know that, I mean, I know quite a bit about your family. You have five kids, I believe we got your youngest,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m06s 07:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: five Children and 10 grandchildren. And, uh, we love every one of them and the, and the, and the ones that have married into the family too.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m15s 07:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Excellent. Well, my gosh, we feel so lucky that we feel so blessed that my son gets you guys for in-laws. We could not have done better. So, so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m25s 07:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: very much the same.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m27s 07:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you. And, um, and so you, I believe you served in the army. I know you&#039;ve, you&#039;ve just had a life in sort of peacekeeping, I guess we could say. Right. So, a lot of experience with all of these issues we&#039;re going to discuss.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m44s 07:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: Yeah, I spent four years on active duty and four years in the National Guard and, well, actually a year in the Reserve and three in the National Guard and, uh, lived up there not far from where you guys are in American Fork for 28 years and, and moved a few years ago up into Spanish for Canyon. But, uh, just loving it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=08m02s 08:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s great. Ok. Well, so the reason I wanted to have Spencer come on is because I&#039;m going to start delving, I just have felt like I&#039;m supposed to start going into some issues that are a little bit of a stretch for me. Things that I needed to get caught up on a little bit specifically. Um, well, I guess we should just say it some, some of the horrible abuse cases that have been in the press and in the news and in Spencer&#039;s Department with Mike Smith, the Sheriff&#039;s Department. So specifically things with David Levitt, the Hamlin affidavit. So, what we&#039;re talking about is what&#039;s known as Sr A or Satanic ritual abuse. And I just did an interview last night with a guy who goes by the pseudonym Goel. I&#039;ll be releasing that one as well who has been investigating this intensely for the last 14 years trying to get the information to help the Sheriff&#039;s Department be able to prosecute it. Um, I, I, from what I understand, it&#039;s hard to prosecute this stuff. You guys are limited on time, on means on money on personnel and it&#039;s hard to chase everything down in these difficult cases. Is that correct?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=09m13s 09:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: Yeah, there is some, there&#039;s some reality to that some things that are challenging and, and there&#039;s a couple of different areas and you mentioned satanic ritual abuse and, and we recognize that that does go on, um, not all of it is necessarily satanic in nature. Uh, some of it does have a religious, uh, aspect to it. Uh, and that may be sa Satanic or it may be, you know, uh Christian in some way, uh through some sort of formal religious structure. Uh But when in the ones that we deal with that are like this, uh one of the big problems is that typically the cases are so old and we&#039;re not talking just a few years, we&#039;re talking decades, decades old. And it used to be that Utah&#039;s law had a statute of limitations where you either had to initiate a prosecution within four years of the time it was reported or eight years from the time that the uh abuse occurred that changed a number of years ago. So there is no statute of limitation on those things now and there. So if somebody was abused many years ago, then those cases uh can still be prosecuted. But the, the probably one of the biggest problem, well, a number of problems that we encounter when investigating those uh not the least of which is memories, you know, how well and how accurately does somebody remember something. Um the likelihood for example of getting physical evidence. Um if somebody calls and reports abuse that they say happened yesterday and it was, it was horribly painful and created injuries and things. Then there will be physical evidence to support the allegation, not likely that we&#039;re going to have that in a case that may be 20 or 30 or more years old. Um And so you&#039;re relying on the disclosure from a victim. You also may be relying on disclosure that the victim made to uh other people, maybe a parent, maybe a teacher, maybe a uh uh therapist or maybe even to law enforcement um that for whatever reason wasn&#039;t followed up on or wasn&#039;t investigated at adequately. And uh so then we are now in a position where we need to go back and, and try to confirm uh with others in some way. Uh besides, and not that we can&#039;t move forward on a case with only a, an allegation or a disclosure from a victim. But it makes a case stronger if we have information that we can corroborate that comes from either other victims or, or people that somebody disclosed to when they were, say a child, either a teenager or, or a young single digits aged person. And so it could be complicated that way. But, but memory is a real problem as well and, and how somebody remembers things that doesn&#039;t mean that it can&#039;t be prosecuted or investigated and prosecuted, but it does make it more challenging.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. That all make sense. So if you have the physical evidence, obviously, that&#039;s the strongest case and your job. You don&#039;t, you don&#039;t prosecute the crimes, your job is to get the evidence together so that the prosecutors can choose to prosecute it and can do so successfully.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: Yeah, that is, that&#039;s correct. We, we do, we do interviews. We, we take uh disclosures from victims, we talk to witnesses that they uh tell us about. Uh we, we try to get as much information to confirm what they uh tell us happened to them. And then we put that all together hopefully in a, in a coherent and, and clear uh manner so that when we submit a case to the prosecutors, they can then follow through and, and file criminal charges with courts?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. I have so many questions. So, um, ok, a couple of different directions I want to go. So I brought up the big um ritual abuse topic which you weren&#039;t in your position in the eighties when these things started being reported and it became the satanic panic. So to me that has kind of, you know, poisoned the, well, so that when people hear, oh, ritual abuse all of a sudden we just think crazy town. So can you kind of speak to like, um, well, I mean, I&#039;m kind of serious, like, do these things happen? Should people believe that these things happen? Did they happen in the eighties? And that was a way to cover it up. I, I&#039;m sure that there are also sort of unstable people making, you know, fallacious reports. So, I&#039;m sure it all gets messy. But how should we think about this?&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: Yeah. It&#039;s, it&#039;s difficult to, to look at and I understand why people may have the inclination to. Oh, that doesn&#039;t happen. There was a, a national news organization after we had some information that we put out a year and a half or so ago that wrote a, a very long article basically saying that, uh, we were among those being caught up in the satanic panic. What I find interesting is that if we take a report, a disclosure from, say a, a six year old child who discloses just horrible, uh, unthinkable sexual abuse. Um, and they may be maybe they own a small business or maybe they&#039;re a school teacher or maybe they&#039;re a sports coach of some kind or maybe they&#039;re just a next door neighbor, uh, or something like that. Maybe they&#039;re a religious leader of some kind. Um, it&#039;s horrible. It&#039;s reprehensible. And when we think about it, it just makes us sick to our stomachs, but we don&#039;t have a hard time believing what this child is telling us. And especially if it&#039;s supported with, uh, you know, forensic evidence, uh, physical evidence that, uh, they tell us this and we find evidence on the child, uh, to support what they said. But the second we throw ritualistic in front of that. Suddenly it&#039;s not believable. It couldn&#039;t happen. It can&#039;t be real. Well, it, it can be real. Uh And it is real and it does happen. It may not be as common as I hate to even say run of the mill sexual abuse. There&#039;s nothing about it. It, it&#039;s, it&#039;s horribly violating to those, to those victims. Um But it can happen in a way that is even more secretive, that may involve multiple parties that may involve uh rituals that uh are either specifically religious in nature or just uh rituals that are uh consistent in the way the abuse is carried out in the way that the threats are made. Uh and those kinds of things that make it seem like it&#039;s less real. And so when we have horrible abuse, which I can tell you horrible abuse happens and when we release information about somebody, we&#039;ve arrested uh and abuse that they perpetrated. People don&#039;t have a hard time believing it. They don&#039;t want to believe it&#039;s true, but they know it is. Yet when we throw the word ritualistic in, there are suddenly, you know, we&#039;re getting caught up in the hype and that&#039;s, it&#039;s not real. I&#039;m here to tell you that it is real and it does happen and while we might, might not investigate those kinds of cases as often they are real and they do happen.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. OK. I really appreciate that. I think that&#039;s such a good wake. Up call for all of us to hear. I think that&#039;s important. Um, when you say you don&#039;t investigate them as often, does that mean they don&#039;t come in front of you as often that you don&#039;t see them as often or that you choose to investigate them less often.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: You know, and I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know, the, the statistical numbers on that. Uh, I know that we don&#039;t see as many of them that are characterized that way, whether that means that they don&#039;t happen as often or they just don&#039;t get reported as often. I, I don&#039;t know, it may be a little bit of both but, uh, uh sexual abuse is something that is, has for, for decades and I think it&#039;s changing for the better now, uh, that a child will come and they&#039;ll report something or there will be signs that should be fairly easy for a, an adult or a trusted loved one or a teacher, uh, or, or a trusted adult, you know, to see, but you don&#039;t want to believe it&#039;s true or it gets reported and maybe it&#039;s a neighbor that everybody likes and you don&#039;t want them to get in trouble and say, well, we&#039;ll just handle this ourselves and, and that is absolutely the wrong approach to take. Uh I think we&#039;re getting better at that in, in this generation socially that we&#039;re in, but it&#039;s still a problem. I mean, there are still, there is still the reality that many people don&#039;t want to talk about. It. Don&#039;t want to get the problem addressed. Don&#039;t want to get somebody arrested because they don&#039;t want someone&#039;s life to fall apart. But my response is, what about the life of that victim who has been a used? Are we gonna let somebody else&#039;s life carry on? Uh pretending to be normal while their life might be falling apart and their future may be mapped out for them already because of the challenges they&#039;re going to face emotionally because of the physical and sexual abuse that they may have uh been a part of or been a victim of.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. I&#039;m so glad you said that that is just like so music to my ears. I have um I have a sister actually who had that experience who was abused by an older man who served in high callings and when it&#039;s so hard for these victims to grow to the point of getting over the shame, realizing it wasn&#039;t their fault and then going and finally reporting and she reported to three separate bishops who each said, oh God can help you forgive. That was a long time ago. We don&#039;t want to ruin this good man&#039;s life, think of his wife. And that it&#039;s so, I mean that was a couple of decades ago that that happened, but it&#039;s so destructive for a victim to finally come forward and either not be, be believed because it&#039;s ritualistic or whatever it is or not be prioritized. Yeah. I feel like it revictimizes&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: people. Oh, it really does. It really does. I mean, imagine this, uh, and, and imagine we, we may get to this, uh, but I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll bring it up now. Uh, on May 31st, last year we, uh, put out a press release regarding ritualistic child sexual abuse and that&#039;s exactly how it was described and the reason we did it and there was no matter of timing, it was just that it was getting to the point where we realized that this was a, a broader problem than what the original case that we started investigating in April of 2021. Uh We would have thought it was and it took, take, takes all these little side roads uh which is normal in any criminal investigation. But it got to the point where we thought we need, we realized there were probably other victims out there and we wanted to give them an opportunity uh to feel safe in coming forward. So we did that press release and we said, if there is anybody who has experienced this kind of abuse and would like to uh talk to us, we will listen to you, we will believe you and we will conduct investigations. And as a result of that, we had over 100 and 50 people call in a few of them were somebody reporting it uh second party, you know that somebody else had been abused um or uh a therapist, for example, calling in and saying, you know, I, I can help with this if you need help. But the majority of those 150 plus calls uh were people who were themselves victims. Um And so we did, we took every one of them, we found out the best that we could, what happened and where it happened. And many of those, when we put out that press release, we were focusing on an area uh involving Provo in the southern part of Utah County, Sanpete County and Jeb County. And uh what we found is that of these 150 people while a few of those were in that area that I described, uh there were many who were outside of that area here in Utah and even many that were outside the state of Utah. So we made referrals to uh agencies that had jurisdiction over those cases. And, you know, some of these people had never reported it before or never told anybody about it, either law enforcement or a loved one or a family member or anything. And some of them had told a loved one or a, a family member or a teacher in some cases. Um and it just hadn&#039;t been taken seriously and it was never reported. So they, they lived with that, they repressed that and put it down and they did what they could to get through life. Uh knowing what they had experienced, but also knowing that those, that they were supposed to be able to trust, couldn&#039;t or didn&#039;t know how, either they didn&#039;t know how or they were afraid to say anything or they didn&#039;t want anybody to get in trouble. And so we said we will listen to you, we will talk to you, we will take anything you tell us seriously. And we couldn&#039;t promise that every one of those cases will work through to a prosecution because with the issue of time and everything that is problematic in some ways, and there would be some of those cases where you&#039;re not going to be able to get the evidence so that it&#039;s strong enough to be able to submit a case for prosecution. Um, and that&#039;s sad for them, but at least they came to us knowing that we, we were going to take them seriously and we were going to believe them. Now that doesn&#039;t necessarily mean that we&#039;re going to, well, it doesn&#039;t mean that if we&#039;re going to ignore, uh, information that tells us that what they&#039;re saying is not true. And I don&#039;t know if that happened in any of these cases, I wasn&#039;t directly part of the investigations but, but that sometimes does happen. But at the, at the start of their disclosure to us, we are taking them seriously. We are believing what they tell us and we are following through in the way, the best way we can either by investigating it ourselves with the task force that we had set up or referring it to the proper jurisdictional agency.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. That is wonderful to hear. I&#039;m so glad and I think that&#039;s probably so helpful to people. I, I guess I&#039;m always just wanting to say that if you, if any victims are listening, you know, Spencer is a great guy, like, reach out to this department. You couldn&#039;t be in better hands. And, um and, and, and along those lines, I&#039;m gonna ask a question that I hope is OK. I don&#039;t want to make you uncomfortable. But um there are some challenges sometimes, like I mentioned about my sister&#039;s experience and so the church, um I think that we still struggle on this issue a little bit and haven&#039;t always managed it the best. We don&#039;t seem to be the best um at prioritizing victims, knowing how to respond, providing training and, you know, prioritizing victims. And so I don&#039;t know if you want to kind of say anything about that. I know that we now have the sex abuse hotline. And um anyway, if, if you can share anything along those lines&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: um from, I&#039;m L Ds for those of your listeners who don&#039;t know, I, I am L DS, I&#039;m also a cop, but I uh I believe strongly in both sides of that. Um And I believe that from my perspective, personally, my goal in both of those is the same. And that is to bring justice for, for victims and even to get help for perpetrators because they, they still need an opportunity to change the way they think the way they act and everything. But our primary focus is helping victims. So what happens sometimes there&#039;s no doubt that there has been blatant cover up by uh various religious organizations over the years and I won&#039;t name any, I will mention one. But I, I resolved the problem. I, I had a case of uh uh when I was working as a detective many years ago, I had a case of child sexual abuse that happened between two neighbors. Uh they were young teenagers, one was a teenager, one was single digit age. Uh the victim was and uh but the abuse occurred outside of uh the city boundary where they lived. Uh So it became our case and, and the, the leader of that L DS congregation he made uh the, gave the guidance to the parents of both people involved, the young perpetrator and the young younger victim that they, they shouldn&#039;t talk to police. And that is II I know that that&#039;s not the counsel and the guidance from the church. And I know legally that&#039;s not the case. Now, the only situation where a clergyman or clergy person in Utah uh does not have to disclose as if a, if a perpetrator comes them and confesses and they will not at the encouragement of that clergy go to the police. Then the clergy by most religious guidance should not uh report, at least in Utah and Utah clergy are not required to be mandatory reporters. Um So anyway, in this particular case, uh I called that uh L DS Bishop and I told him that uh you can give what counsel you want to, the perpetrator here because I can&#039;t tell you what to do with his parents. I would like to talk to him as well. But as for the victim, if you don&#039;t, if, if I don&#039;t hear from them within two hours about scheduling an appointment to come and have their child interviewed by me, then I will come to your house and arrest you. So I threat threatened to arrest an L DS bishop and within about 45 minutes or an hour, I got a call from both families. Um And I, I was mad uh that he was doing this because I thought it was not treating the victim. Well, um I thought that victim needed justice. I thought uh by covering up and in some, what I thought was a misguided effort to protect the child. Uh and look out for that child&#039;s welfare. I thought that, I mean, legally the bishop was wrong. He was required uh by church uh handbook guideline guidance and by Utah state statute to uh contact police because uh he got it from a third party. So he was not protected by the confessional. He did not get it from the, the, the perpetrator, the teenage perpetrator. So he was obligated by law. And uh so he did, he ended up doing the right thing. But uh sometimes I think, uh many of us have that feeling. We don&#039;t want to mess up somebody&#039;s life. But what we don&#039;t think about is while their life might be messed up right now. One, it&#039;s of their own doing. And two, if we don&#039;t mess up their life now, which it isn&#039;t messing up their life, then what&#039;s gonna happen to them? 10 or 15 or 20 years down the road if we get to their life and we have an intervention and maybe they have a chance to stop the behavior and never do it again. But if we don&#039;t, maybe they will continue and other people, uh other victims will suffer because of our own inaction.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. So wishful thinking and just wanting it to go away is not the answer. Yeah. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: I&#039;m the leader of our branch up in uh where, where we live up Spanish, Fork Canyon. And uh I, uh I, I told the, uh as I was having the discussion as the call was being extended. I said, I, I know what the handbook says about calling the Abuse helpline. And I said, I&#039;ll be glad to call the Abuse helpline, but it will be after I call the police and report it. I think they have the order mixed up. I think that uh the very first thing that helps the child the most is to get help on the way immediately. And I&#039;m not talking just about the police because we aren&#039;t the ones that can provide the treatment and the therapy and the services that they need. We can help facilitate those. But our job is to gather evidence and in cases like this, we gather evidence by way of interviews, we have specialists who do physical exams. Uh We don&#039;t do those ourselves. Um We sometimes aren&#039;t even the ones that do the interviews. Sometimes we have child protective services, uh officials who, who do those interviews. The primary thing that we need to do is get those services rolling. Um and, and then I&#039;ll call and I&#039;ll get advice from the, from the helpline and I know what the advice is going to be. Uh but uh it&#039;s uh it&#039;s not going to be in the order that they want it to be.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. So what&#039;s the advice gonna be?&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: The advice? The advice is gonna be that uh you know, to do, do what you&#039;re legally obligated to now in, in Utah, not all states, not all states allow for the confidentiality of the confessional. Um So if, if a perpetrator comes to a religious leader of any church in some states, then uh they, and they confess something, then by law, those clergy members are required to report it in Utah and some other states that is not the case. Utah allows that if somebody comes to a religious leader, whether it&#039;s a bishop or a priest or a pastor or whomever and confesses something. And in this case, we&#039;re talking about child sexual abuse if they come and they confess that, but they, that religious leader has not heard it from any other source. And despite their encouraging, that person is unwilling to turn themselves in to the police or turn themselves over to law enforcement, then the clergy member is bound by the confessional and, and cannot disclose. Um And that&#039;s usually by the guidance of the, the policies of the religious organization. Um I don&#039;t know if there are religious organizations in Utah that ignore that and say, I don&#039;t care what state law allows. You will, if you&#039;re going to be clergy for our organization, you will report it. The L DS church is not one of those. Uh The L DS church does go by the confessional. If somebody comes and confesses, then uh they are, they are not required by church policy to report it despite what the law says.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, ok, I, I wanna, I wanna pause on that for a minute if that&#039;s ok. So to clarify, it&#039;s not only that they&#039;re not required to, it&#039;s that they&#039;re legally not allowed to.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: I don&#039;t think there&#039;s a, I don&#039;t think there&#039;s a legal uh pro prohibition from doing it if it&#039;s church policy. Um But so the church&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: could encourage its leaders to still report to police.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: No, they don&#039;t. They, they&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: could, they could do that without a&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: church can whatever they want administratively, that has nothing to do with doctrine. That has everything to do with the administrative side of how any church is, is operated. And I, and I, I assume that they could choose to have their policy be that uh despite what state law allows, we do want you to report it. It&#039;s like, it&#039;s like if, if uh if a perpetrator goes for counseling to a therapist, a mental health therapist is a mandatory reporter in the state of Utah, a doctor is a mandatory reporter. School teachers are mandatory reporters. So if a, if a perpetrator wants to bear their soul to a therapist and get some help thinking that they are going to be uh protected by disclosing the abuse, they have perpetrated to a mental health uh provider, then they&#039;re wrong because a mental health services provider is required to report that. And I think a lot of them uh they give that disclaimer before they start that. Uh you know, certain things if you disclose, I&#039;m a mandatory reporter, blah, blah, blah. Uh So the clergy don&#039;t they in Utah are not among those who are considered mandatory reporters.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Are you allowed as both a leader of your congregation? So a member of the clergy and as a sheriff? Are you allowed to share your opinion on that? Because I have some, I mean, I think on the one hand, I can see like maybe the hope is that people will be willing to talk to someone, but I am so troubled by that because I feel like they&#039;re, they&#039;re needing to unburden their soul so they&#039;re getting the benefit. But without any of the due steps to true repentance, without any help for the victims, without any, like, it just seems like I would lose, lose to me. I can&#039;t see a good side of that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: I, I think I&#039;m inclined to agree with that. I, uh, I, I don&#039;t see any value in allowing, uh, somebody to not disclose something so horrible that has happened to a person. There&#039;s an interesting, uh, thing when I, many years ago when I first started in law enforcement, I, I was working in the jail, I was a corrections deputy, uh, working in the Utah County jail when I was in the corrections academy. They had, they brought over some, uh, prisoners who were, uh, who were sex offenders and, uh, we got to ask them some questions and things like that. Um, and they had a licensed clinical social worker who talked to us after they, they left and one of the things that in order for them to, to heal and, and everything and get them to disclose what they&#039;ve done because so many of them they get caught for what they&#039;re in prison for, but very often not with all of them, but with many of them, they have perpetrated other things that they never got caught for. So they encourage them to disclose those things and as a, as an inducement for them to be willing to disclose they, they make a commitment that they will not prosecute them. I, I did not like that idea. Uh I think, you know, if they, if they have done it, you know, because for me, you do the right thing because it&#039;s right not for fear of the consequences of doing wrong. And, uh if you really want to clean your soul and you&#039;re in prison, you should still step up and say, you know what, I&#039;m here for 5 to 15 years or, or whatever, five to life or whatever your sentence is, you should, the right thing to do would be to step forward and own up to everything you&#039;ve done. Um, but they didn&#039;t see it that way. I didn&#039;t, I didn&#039;t like that idea. So I, I think that, um, I think that there shouldn&#039;t be any people exempted from, uh, exempted from having to report when the only source you have for the, um, of the knowledge of the abuse is from the perpetrator themselves. And I think that shouldn&#039;t, shouldn&#039;t be allowed. That&#039;s just my opinion. There was a, there was a bill in the Utah legislature, I think last year that was discussing doing that. I don&#039;t think it, it didn&#039;t get any traction but it was, it was there if I remember right, because I remember hearing about it on the news and it, I don&#039;t know if it ever even got into committee or out of committee or however that all works. I&#039;m not a politician but, uh, I know that there was a bill but it just never went anywhere.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=37m16s 37:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So there were so people do see it this way too. I mean, I mean, yeah, it&#039;s hard for me to see how I know that if you want to, actually, if we use the word, like, repent, you know, cleanse your soul, like, really overcome the horrors of your past, you can&#039;t minimize, you can&#039;t only admit the tiny bit you need to because you got caught on it. Right. And it seems like it is reality. Yeah. Yeah. And it seems like saying, hey, you won&#039;t have any consequences if you clean your soul. It&#039;s like, well, that&#039;s not really, that&#039;s just going. Oh, good. Ok. I can clean my soul and I mean, it&#039;s not going to work. That&#039;s not real. It&#039;s not, well, it is,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=37m54s 37:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: I agree. It&#039;s a tough thing. But, um, in reality too, legally speaking and I&#039;m not on a attorney, but this has just been my experience in what I see if we have a case where we have say 30 counts of any crime. But since we&#039;re talking about child sexual abuse. We&#039;ll talk about that if we have a, if we have a suspect or a defendant who, uh, we have investigated and we believe we have enough evidence to support so many a case for prosecution that includes 30 violations. Reality is when that case gets filed in court, it&#039;s probably not going to be 30 case, 30 charges. It&#039;s probably gonna be 5 to 10 maybe. Um, and some of those may be reduced down and you know what, it, it gets to a point. It&#039;s the old it does. You no good to beat a dead horse. It kind of gets to that point where you have five charges, you have 30 charges and if they&#039;re all first degree felonies or even all second degree felonies, uh, if a judge were to sentence them and they were to run them consecutively, then if you have, uh, a, a second degree felony that is, uh, uh, five or 1 to 15 years in prison and they run those consecutive and they have five of them, they&#039;re going to be in prison for 75 years. Um, uh, if they have, uh, first degree felonies, it&#039;s gonna be 5, 10 or 15 years to life in prison. Uh, and if they have two of those, and the judge runs those consecutively, they may be in prison for as much as 30 years before they&#039;re even eligible for parole. Um, so what good is it? Gonna do to throw another 25 charges on top of that. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s the reality of what I usually see in any kind of case, whether it&#039;s burglary or theft or child sex abuse. Um, where there are tens or dozens of potential charges. We cut it down to those that we can prove much more easily and make it easier to understand if it goes in front of a jury as well.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=39m56s 39:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. So, um, so I have a couple of other questions, but I want to pivot to talk a little bit about the Hamlin case, the David Levitt case if that&#039;s all right, because that&#039;s what really brought this out recently. It seems to me. Um, first, can I just ask you both in your capacity? Of course, no specifics, but in your capacity as a sheriff and also as a congregational leader, how big of a problem is child sex abuse in general general and ritual abuse specifically? Is this something you have dealt with much?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=40m29s 40:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: I in, in my, my personal capacity. No, I haven&#039;t dealt with it. Um, at all. Uh, in my professional capacity, I&#039;ve seen it uh a lot. Uh, it, you know, I, I didn&#039;t spend a long time as a detective, uh about a year and a half. Uh but is as a deputy and as a public information officer, I, I have either done some initial investigations on it, uh, for the short time that I was a detective. I, I did some full investigations on it now, I just do press releases and talk to media about them when they happen. Um But they uh yeah, they&#039;re, they&#039;re real uh the ritualistic side of things we don&#039;t see as much of. Um and ritualistic is not a criminal charge. Ritualistic is just a description of the circumstances. There&#039;s no, there&#039;s no state code that says this is forcible sexual abuse and this is forcible, ritualistic, forcible sexual abuse. It&#039;s forcible sexual abuse and it&#039;s the nature of the circumstances that describes how the abuse happened more than it does. The statutory elements that were met in uh the perpetration of that abuse.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=41m43s 41:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. That makes sense. Just a description. I&#039;m from what I&#039;ve seen so far and I have not been following this very closely. Um Your daughter kept me updated on it a bit. She likes to follow it. But it um it seems to me that um ritual when you put that ritualistic word, it sometimes is much more extreme and much more severe. I, I mean, I haven&#039;t seen the uh you know, I, I luckily I&#039;m not in a job where I have to read this stuff regularly. But um but it seems to me like somehow sometimes when it is ritualistic, it&#039;s more horrific because there&#039;s this additional element of evil.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=42m25s 42:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: It can be. Um I think, I think uh probably more often than, than anything rather than the abuse itself being physically, more, more harmful is the nature of the circumstances where the trust is broken in an even more tragic way. So, for example, I, I even hate to talk about degrees of sin, but there are degrees of sin, there are degrees of, of badness in how something happens. If you&#039;ve got a neighbor, a teenage neighbor kid, you know, he knows it&#039;s wrong. Uh He does it anyway and it can be, it can be awful, it can be physically damaging. Um But when it&#039;s done in a, in a broader context and maybe over time, more more often or the things that are done to establish a sense of control and domination uh that might make it ritualistic, uh make it more tragic, the act&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=43m29s 43:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: itself. And the number of people involved&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=43m32s 43:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: could be, I mean, ritualistic doesn&#039;t have to be a group, it could be one person, but it could also be a group. But when you get more people involved and especially if it goes on over time, uh then the tragedy deepens the tragic nature of what&#039;s happening to those victims deepens even more. Um because very often it will be happening at the hands of those uh who should be providing the ultimate protection that that child needs any moment in their life, but especially in that moment of their life.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=44m08s 44:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. And so my understanding is that there&#039;s almost a goal um to create disassociation, is that something you&#039;ve seen and maybe I, maybe you&#039;re the wrong person to ask about this. But then it&#039;s like it has some kind of a uh almost psychological motivation to make the, make the Children sort of break a psychic, create a psychic break, which then can lead to them not remembering. Is that an accurate? Well, you know, the memories come up&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=44m41s 44:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: later to, to some extent that that happens in anything when somebody perpetrates this kind of a crime. Uh people who do bad things, they don&#039;t want to get caught. And so they, they may say something directly or something in an implied way, uh to make sure that their victims don&#039;t tell anybody or they may, yeah, they may get them, you know, we threaten them or they may uh tell them in a way that what&#039;s happening is normal and it&#039;s ok and it&#039;s part of growing up. So, and if you get a child young enough, they may legitimately believe that that this really is normal. They, they feel and they recognize that this isn&#039;t fun for them, but this is what growing up is. And if you start them at that age young enough, that&#039;s what they believe. And that&#039;s, that&#039;s part of what is so tragic about this is that the people who should be protecting them and who they should be able to trust implicitly are the ones who are doing this and to them and uh, and trying to convince them they&#039;re creating a, a, uh, counterfeit sense of normal life for these Children as they&#039;re younger that it takes them years and maybe even decades to overcome it and even to come to realize that wait a minute, that wasn&#039;t right. And, uh, but even when you recognize that something wasn&#039;t right, you still have to overcome the patterns of thinking, uh, about it so that you can re-establish normal patterns because the normal patterns that you and I, and most people are taught when they&#039;re young, they get ingrained in us. And if you haven&#039;t had those, if what you&#039;ve been taught has been abnormal, then it takes a while to, to break those patterns and establish new ways of, of uh realizing and protecting yourself and, and what&#039;s good and what&#039;s right and what&#039;s not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=46m43s 46:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. So somebody, because that was part of the, that&#039;s part of the way to throw out victims, especially the satanic panic thing is that often people remember later, there&#039;s, you know, they&#039;ve maybe attempted suicide dozens of times and, you know, they&#039;re, they&#039;re a mess and then they start real remembering some of these things that shouldn&#039;t necessarily be a reason to not believe them to invalidate.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=47m10s 47:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: I mean, one of the reasons there, there&#039;s two reasons I think why we, why we say you tell us and we&#039;ll believe you is we start believing, we start by believing. Um, if something comes up during the course of an investigation, it tells us either one, they have embellished this a little bit, even if they&#039;ve embellished, it doesn&#039;t mean that the original act didn&#039;t happen, the original abuse didn&#039;t happen, but maybe they embellished in a way that made it safer for them to live with it. Um, and, and so we, we work our way through those things but we start by believing them. Um, and if, uh, something turns out not to be as accurate, either by intention or by, by disillusionment or by accident, then, uh, then we work our way through those things. Um, and we hope that we can do that in a way that&#039;s healthy for them. And when I say we, I&#039;m talking a whole group of people. It&#039;s not just us as cops and detectives. It&#039;s, it&#039;s the people we work with the child services specialists, uh, the children&#039;s justice centers, the judges, the prosecutors, the therapists, the child protective services workers, you know, child and family services and, and things. It, it&#039;s really done as a, as a whole team effort in, in an attempt to get these people and they may still be Children or they may be adults by now back to a sense where they can feel comfortable just being with other people and, and living in their own skin even, you know, that some of that might be a sense of shame because they may have been taught that even that this is a punishment because of their own behaviors you know, it&#039;s their&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=48m48s 48:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: fault and they, yeah. Uh huh. Some of these, that&#039;s some of the ideas I understand it is that the even baby girls are seductresses so it&#039;s always their fault because they, they turned the guy on, they were asking for it. So to even just be, be comfortable.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=49m05s 49:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: It makes me, it makes me sick to even think of those things. But, you know, I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve seen, I&#039;ve seen cases that we&#039;ve had where, where perpetrators uh described a 12 year old girl as seducing a, a 30 year old man. And it just, it really makes me sick to my stomach to, to think that they could even say that and have any and mean it, you know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s not. Ok. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=49m37s 49:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s great. So, ok, can you kind of back up and just tell me your experience with these, this, this Hamlin the Hamlin affidavits when like what is your experience with those? Give us the background?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=49m51s 49:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: Yeah. So there was a, a case that and I can&#039;t speak to this part of it, but uh Provo Police Department had a case that was reported to them that involved David Hamlin as a suspect about 10 or 12 years ago. I don&#039;t know the exact year, maybe 2012 or 2011, something like that. Uh When we had a victim come to us in April of 2021 we knew nothing about this other case that Provo had had that involved David Hamlin. Um, but as&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=50m24s 50:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well, that&#039;s not normal.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=50m27s 50:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: It&#039;s normal because we had a victim come to us that, that didn&#039;t say anything about David Hamlin. Um, and, and the only reason I even mentioned David Hamlin is because he&#039;s, he&#039;s in jail. Well, he&#039;s, he&#039;s going through the court process on two cases that we, we helped process to get him, uh, be prosecuted on it. So, but what happens is this person comes to us in April of 2021 and over the next year, uh a little more than a year as we&#039;re investigating this and this is normal as we do this, you get a case and it starts right in one spot and as you&#039;re going along all of a sudden, you have something that branches off over here or something that branches off over here. And so you have to follow those, those directions that it takes. You. Maybe a new witness comes forward or maybe the original person tells you about somebody that they talk to and you go talk to that person and they send you off in another direction. Well, eventually during the course of that investigation, we became aware of the investigation that pro police department had with David Hamlin. Uh but we still, at that point, didn&#039;t have anything to make a case against him. But as we move forward, it developed so that we did and we had uh we had victims who two different victims who did not know each other. Uh, no, no, they were, they were, they were in, they were, they were different people than the original victim that got us started in April of 2021. Um, and so was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=51m59s 51:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the original victim in 2021? Was that his daughter or you?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=52m03s 52:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: I can&#039;t comment on that. Honestly, I, I wouldn&#039;t be able to comment on it but I honestly don&#039;t know who the victim is, whether it&#039;s somebody he knows or or not, or if it wasn&#039;t even, it wasn&#039;t even uh David, that was the focus of our investigation in April. So uh as it, as it moved forward, then we became aware of that case. And as we became aware of that, then uh we developed enough information to be able to have two separate cases where we, we could charge David Hamlin and eventually his now ex-wife uh Rosie, um I don&#039;t remember her last name that she&#039;s going by now. But uh yeah, so that we did not even, I don&#039;t know if we even knew who they were. Uh when we started our case in April of 2021 we became aware of them and then it became to the point where uh David first was a focus of our investigation and then, and then Rosie.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=53m03s 53:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. So can I ask? And I don&#039;t know, so both of them are facing criminal prosecution. That is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=53m10s 53:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: correct. One case against Rosie and two against David. We arrested David Hamlin in September of 2022. He was in jail till about March of this year and was released on bail and he has some conditions for his release, you know, electronic monitoring, I believe and that kind of stuff. And we, we arrested Roselle Stevenson in August of this year and uh she was in jail for about three weeks and was released on bail. So they both uh have, they&#039;re not married anymore. Uh But they both have cases pending um in court. And one of those uh for David Hamlin is here in Utah County. The other one is down in Sanpete County and, and Rozelle&#039;s uh case is here in Utah County.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=53m56s 53:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. So, um so I&#039;ll ask about the prosecution of them in, in a little bit more, but I want to know. So did you as a result of doing their case? Did you read the Hamlin daughter&#039;s victim statements or not victim statements? They affidavits whatever they brought forward.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=54m15s 54:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: Are you talking about one that was involved with the case from 10 or 12 years ago? 100 and 15 page.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=54m23s 54:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, I, I&#039;m trying to understand how David Levitt got involved.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=54m28s 54:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: Um What I can tell you the only, the only reason I can say anything about that is because that document has been released publicly. Um There was a, uh a statement is about 100 and 15 pages long that was involved in the investigation that pro police department did. There were, uh, local media here who through a public records request, obtained that document. And, uh, we did that did come in our hands. Um, and I, it&#039;s been made known and it&#039;s publicly available. David Levitt&#039;s name is in there. I can&#039;t speak to the specifics because I haven&#039;t read the entire thing. I&#039;ve read parts of it but I haven&#039;t read the whole thing. Uh, but yeah, that&#039;s, that&#039;s where his name kind of came into it. But, uh, uh, as far as whether there&#039;s any investigation with him or not, I can&#039;t say,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=55m20s 55:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ok. And so, so my understanding is he just kind of held this bizarre press conference because he found out that his name was in that. And then now he&#039;s in Scotland. Am I? Am I pretty much caught? He&#039;s in a castle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=55m35s 55:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: That&#039;s a real nutshell version of it. Yeah, he, uh, we, we put our press release out on May 31st of 2022. Um, looking to encourage people who may have been victimized, uh, in a ritualistic kind of way, uh, to come forward and talk to us. And we had a lot of people that did. It was the next day on June 1st of, uh, 2022 that David Levitt held a press conference around noon in the middle of the day or so. Um, and he declared that he was not a cannibal that he was, uh, not, uh, a bunch of things. It&#039;s out there. People can Google search it if they want to watch it. It&#039;s, uh, pretty unusual. I&#039;ve been, I&#039;ve been involved in public relations with the sheriff&#039;s office for a long time. I know a lot of local media and I had some of them say, man, that&#039;s the, that&#039;s the most bizarre press conference I&#039;ve ever been to. I, I would not disagree with them. I watched it and it was unusual. Uh, but in that he accused a number of people myself and, uh, Sheriff Smith included of, uh, are having political motives and I don&#039;t have a political bone in my body. Um,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=56m41s 56:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I get to that to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=56m43s 56:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: those kinds of things. Yes, I am, I am active. I&#039;ve been a delegate. I&#039;ve, uh, I try to vote regularly and everything. But, uh, you know, my, my motivation in doing anything when it comes to police work is to protect innocent victims. And that is the only motivation we had in, uh, putting out the press release we did on May 31st. Anybody including David Levitt who said anything otherwise about why we did that is up in the night. They don&#039;t know what they&#039;re talking about or they can search my phones, they can search my computers and it will be the most boring couple of hours they&#039;ve had in a long time if they need some help getting to sleep. Look, through my phone. They&#039;re pretty boring.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=57m28s 57:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So they, so he immediately you call, you said if there are victims, we&#039;re ready to, you know, go ahead and call this hotline the very next day he did this press this press release, I mean, this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=57m44s 57:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: press conference,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=57m46s 57:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: press conference, not like saying I&#039;m not a cannibal and also it&#039;s Spencer Smith and I mean, Spencer Cannon and Mike Smith are bad guys and they&#039;re just coming after me&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=58m00s 58:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: for resignations and investigations into us and the sheriff&#039;s office about who released that document. Uh, when all he would have had to do is call Provo Police Department and say, who did you give this document to? And he would have found out and, uh, it never would have done anything. The Utah County Commission got on board initially and, and initiated an investigation and I think their, their investigation lasted all of a day or two because they then found out where the document came from and that it was not from us.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=58m29s 58:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow. Ok. Do you have any personal, like, do you have any speculation of why he did it? Because, I mean, it makes him guilty as sin first of all, but it also brings up like, what was he doing? I mean, it makes it, to me it gives some credibility to this whole church of Satan.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=58m47s 58:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: Yeah. No, I, I don&#039;t, I, you know, I, I try to avoid that. We, we deal in, in law enforcement. We try to deal with facts and elements of crimes and for me to say anything about why he chose to do that would be just speculation because I don&#039;t know exactly why he did. Uh, but what I do know is that, uh, we did not, nobody at the sheriff&#039;s office released anything to, uh, the media or anybody in the public. Um, and, uh, we did not have political motives. Those are two things I can say. Uh, but for me to say anything about what his motives are in doing that, it would be speculation and I try to avoid that if I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=59m27s 59:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: can. That&#039;s great. I won&#039;t make you speculate. But you did say, I mean, but you can say it was the weirdest thing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: It was unusual. It was very unusual. I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve called a lot of press briefings myself for media. I&#039;ve, uh, uh, coordinate them for other people to lead them. I&#039;ve led them myself. I&#039;ve attended other press briefings and I do have to admit that that was one of the more unusual ones I&#039;ve ever seen.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. All right. So, um I have a couple of other. So, so for you, you just look at the crime which is sexual abuse, child abuse. So you don&#039;t get into even like you said, the ritualistic necessarily and definitely, and probably not like the satanic element, the church of Satan, that&#039;s not part of your investigation.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: No, no. In this one, I would, I, I think I could say that Satanic wasn&#039;t a part of it but uh ritualistic was a part of it. Uh uh Just a small example of that. One of the press releases I did about uh the David Hamlin arrest. I believe it was the first arrest we made, uh included uh fact that he was told to us by a victim. That part of, part of the process of the abuse included uh religious blessings given to the victim by David Hamlin. Um If that doesn&#039;t make something at least somewhat ritualistic in nature, I don&#039;t know what does you know. But uh you know, so that, that kind of thing, but, you know, Satanic, I, I wouldn&#039;t say that Satanic was a core property of, of these uh ritualistic sexual abuse cases that we&#039;re looking at, but it can be, it can be an element of it, but we, we purposely characterize it as ritualistic child sexual abuse. Um not describing the nature or the content of those, whether, you know, we didn&#039;t use the word satanic. Uh mainly because we uh that wasn&#039;t part of what the allegations were, but uh ritualistic was part of what uh the circumstances included.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. OK. So I want to talk about a couple of other things. So, um interestingly, so with the Hamlin daughters, um testimonies, something that comes up is polygamy. And so that&#039;s something I&#039;ve been kind of looking into is the strange and uncomfortable and upsetting connections between polygamy and this ritualistic abuse. I mean, first of all, I think that my understanding is, and I don&#039;t want to, you know, say it&#039;s everyone or do broad accusations, but polygamy groups tend to have a lot of problems with sexual abuse. And um, oh, go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: Yeah, I was gonna say, you know, our, we don&#039;t, I don&#039;t, and, and we at the sheriff&#039;s office don&#039;t have a lot of experience with, with those kinds of, of cases. I think we like most other people. What we see are, are the things that you see with Warren Jeffs. Uh, and, and polygamy in that kind of a setting clearly is problematic. You know, when you, when you have people being forced into marriage, uh, at, at very, very young ages that, that seems very pro problematic. And from what I saw in the news and again, my expertise on that is not even expertise. It&#039;s just knowledge from what I&#039;ve seen in, in, uh, uh, news reports and things I haven&#039;t even read police reports on it. But, uh, those, uh, those were, uh, very unusual. Uh, the, one of the purposes is, is getting married, getting these wives and, and it seems, and that, and that just doesn&#039;t seem, uh, right in, in its approach, uh, and how those are done. And, uh, there were some people I think that were treated very badly and it may be that when you see those kinds of cases of abuse. Maybe they are more surrounded with, uh, plural marriage kinds of settings. But I think that&#039;s probably not a fair way to, uh, characterize many people who are involved in that. Um, while it might not be something I ever have any interest in doing. Some people are and, you know, from a law enforcement perspective, if people are involved in that and they&#039;re treating each other well and they&#039;re not abusing their Children. You know, I, I&#039;m not even aware of, of us at the Utah County sheriff&#039;s office. At least I have never been involved in a plural marriage or polygamy, bigamy investigation. Um, if they&#039;re leaving each other alone, treating each other well and not living off of the, the public dole, you know?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, so it&#039;s just the other.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t say that I advocate for making it 100% legal. But I, I can say, I mean, we&#039;re not out there looking for people and I, and I know there are places, at least a couple of them in Utah County where, where plural marriage goes on. Uh, the only time I&#039;ve ever, yeah. The only place I, there&#039;s one up, well, it&#039;s in a, in a part of the county, uh, that I&#039;ve been to a couple of times but it was on medical calls. You know, they, they live a very private life. They were nervous about letting us in, but honestly, we were there because some, in one case was having a diabetic problem and they did the right thing by calling and all I cared about was facilitating the ambulance and the paramedics getting in there to help these, these people. I couldn&#039;t have cared less how they were living.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. I appreciate that. I think I&#039;m, I&#039;m trying to navigate this because I started out being very sympathetic to, um, polygamist people who had these beliefs. You know, I wanted to share the investigations I&#039;ve done in the scripture of why I think that it was a mistake from the beginning was never of God. That&#039;s, but I started out doing, you know, but um as I&#039;ve studied it more, I&#039;ve seen more and more and more the like actual malignancy of these ideas and, and so there are people who are generally peaceful and, you know, I think there are still, I think it still creates a lot of suffering that&#039;s unnecessary. I think it is just a, an idea designed to create misery and suffering. Um So, you know, at its best. But um I&#039;ve seen more and more things that are deeply problematic. Like for example, in these um Hamlin girl testimonies, they talk about some of the human sacrifices would be like little boys from polygamist groups because there&#039;s no record of them and no one knows and they need to get rid of little boys or think there was a little girl that had a maybe a hair lip or some other I, I probably, there&#039;s probably a better term I&#039;m supposed to use nowadays but some sort of a facial deformity, you know. So, like, like, I guess I&#039;m just, um, and I&#039;ve talked to some women that are some people that are advocates for people trying to escape polygamy because that&#039;s often what it is. It&#039;s a prison of the mind as much as anything else, you know. But sometimes it&#039;s actually a physical prison. So I guess I am kind of struggling with the whole decriminalization movement like II, I&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: think it&#039;s, there&#039;s so many things that if you, if you look at uh some of the things in society with, you know, definitions of marriage and even definitions of, of, of who people are and, and gender and all those things. From my perspective in law enforcement. I, you know, I can&#039;t, I can have my personal views on something, but I have to be able to separate those when I get a call of either somebody having trouble or somebody being suicidal or somebody having been a victim of a crime or somebody having been involved in a crash. I can&#039;t go there and, and look at them and let my personal views come into how I treat them. I have to treat them with complete decency and, and respect um and, and help them through whatever situation they&#039;re in. Um, if I ever have a circumstance where my personal views come in and I have had conversations with people when I&#039;ve been working that the conversation is personal in nature. You know, but that&#039;s in a situation. It doesn&#039;t happen very often. But, uh, you know, maybe I take someone to jail and, uh, they have something in common with one of my Children that is having some troubles in a certain area. Or maybe, maybe I, uh, uh, a child or a teenager has died in an accident and I&#039;m talking to the parents and for me to be just regimented in my law enforcement, I, I don&#039;t believe that&#039;s the right thing to do if I can show them some compassion and some caring in what is maybe the worst moment of their life. It&#039;s not something that is necessarily described in, in my job description, but it is something that is the right thing to do. I&#039;ll give you an example. Uh Sheriff Smith, he is the current elected sheriff and I&#039;ve been a number of times in situations where he has done uh swearing in ceremonies for new deputies that are just hiring on with the sheriff&#039;s office. He gives them a little speech and he says to them, you know, the law gives you the right to take away people&#039;s freedom in certain circumstances. But the law never gives you the right to take. No, he says the law never ever, ever gives you the right to take away someone&#039;s dignity. Um And so when we work with people no matter what their, their life circumstances or what their, whatever their life circumstances, we try to treat them with respect and afford them the dignity that they deserve. Now, as far as, uh you know, plural marriage goes, like I said, we have not that I&#039;m aware of ever dealt with. I know I have never dealt with a case like that other than a couple of times, a handful of times that I&#039;ve mentioned where uh there was a medical problem and we were there to assist medical people. Um That&#039;s the only interactions that I&#039;ve had with him from a law enforcement perspective. Um And I didn&#039;t ever sense anything in either one of those settings where there was something, somebody being mistreated or anything like that. So I&#039;m, I&#039;m not 100% sure where I, where I stand on this, I know where I stand on it legally. Um There are laws whether people like it or not that we don&#039;t make any effort to enforce. Um, you know, uh I&#039;ll give you from a traffic perspective if somebody has their gas cap that&#039;s not completely connected, that&#039;s actually against the law. I&#039;ve never stopped anybody and enforced that. Um And I don&#039;t plan on it. Um, you know, uh so if, if somebody is living in a plural marriage style even, and it&#039;s only an infraction now for basic level living in polygamy. Um There are other circumstances where it can be either a third or a second degree felony. But if somebody is living in a circumstance like that from a law enforcement perspective, I&#039;m not even going to give it a second look. Um, if there is somebody being harmed, yeah, we&#039;ll take a look at it and we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll take it as far as we need to. It may be that all we can do is, uh, um, cite them with an infraction, you know, which is, if I write somebody a speeding ticket, that&#039;s an infraction. That&#039;s what basic level bigamy in Utah is, is an infraction. Now, um if there is fraud involved in it or if there is abuse involved in it, uh If there is coercion involved in it, then it can be become either a third degree or a second degree felony second being more serious. Uh But if it&#039;s anything lower than that, we have more important things to work on, you know?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. Sure. And see, ok, I appreciate this. Like, it&#039;s such a complicated conversation because yeah, like my, my homeschool mom of a big family self loves hearing, you know, the last thing I want is more government intrusion into homes and families. Right. And then at the same time as I guess, sort of as I&#039;ve talked to people who are so aware of the human trafficking happening and the things with like, you know, we have Samuel Bateman and the what are, what are some of the other prophets that have come up and these revelations and we have people&#039;s kids being kidnapped and taken. Right. And, I mean, just horrible, horrible things and it seems like there&#039;s no ability to help, um, you know, the polygamists from what I understand kind of work with each other and kind of have this underground network of even hiding people&#039;s Children. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: we, there, there may be some of that and those are the kinds of things that well, and you have to look too. Um, there are things that are reprehensible behavior but not illegal. And then there are things that are clearly illegal. Uh, for example, if I&#039;m in the store and, uh, I see a five year old kid reach up for a candy bar and say mom can I have this? And the mom berates the child and tells them how stupid they are. We can&#039;t afford that. You know, I want to smack her but she&#039;s not breaking the law. She might be a bad parent but she&#039;s not breaking the law. Now, if, uh, if that child grabs for that candy bar and says mom can I have that? And she slaps the kid across the face and knocks him onto the floor, she&#039;s going in handcuffs, uh, because we can do something about that. Um, if you, if you have these other things, you know, if, if I think a lot of it, we have to be able to separate too. What is just bad parenting and choice of lifestyle that isn&#039;t causing, I don&#039;t know, it isn&#039;t causing damaging harm to somebody&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: or at least isn&#039;t breaking the law,&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: isn&#039;t breaking the law. That&#039;s probably the best way to put it, uh, versus what we think is, uh, teaching bad, bad principles. You know, there, there&#039;s plenty of examples of, uh, of people who have broken away from some of these, these groups that have been damaging, uh, to them and, you know, I&#039;ve read a couple of books about them and, and they, they are disturbing but it goes beyond just having a different religious approach to living, which might include plural marriage. Uh, and there&#039;s, there&#039;s more to it than just that there is moving from state to state or even country to country and, and how the house to hide what&#039;s going on. And, uh, yeah, it&#039;s, uh, it&#039;s scary when it, when it gets to those points when, when they&#039;re making an effort to blur the lines of where a family is or where they live and what they do, you have to at least wonder, is there something else going on there? But again, we have to have evidence. I&#039;ve had a lot, a lot of si situations in my career with other things, not with polygamy, but with other things where I knew a crime had been committed, but I didn&#039;t have evidence to prove it and we have to have evidence to prove it. Uh, and to make an arrest, we have to have probable cause to get a conviction. You have to have beyond a reasonable doubt. And that&#039;s a, that&#039;s a high standard to try to meet, you know?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Sure. Sure. So, I guess that&#039;s my question is because it seems to me and from what I have heard and understand is that it&#039;s harder to get evidence when I guess decriminalizing polygamy where we know already that secrecy is a huge part of it. Even if it&#039;s not being prosecuted, there&#039;s, there&#039;s a massive secrecy, right? And a lot of that is also hiding clear crimes, but it&#039;s really hard to get the evidence because plural marriage itself can&#039;t be the evidence, right? And so all of the child labor that is absolutely a part of it. The educational, um, what&#039;s the word neglect? Right. And these are, like I said, you know, I don&#039;t, I&#039;m so torn on this because I like, I like parental autonomy without the government, but I also don&#039;t want these things to happen. And so, and then what we do know of several cases of abductions. And so I guess, I guess I&#039;m just wondering from your perspective, has decriminalizing polygamy made it harder to help people that are being abused in the system and harder to prosecute what might be actual crimes.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: Well, you know, the, I, I think the, the polygamy itself hasn&#039;t typically been the, the problem, the underlying problem is when there&#039;s abuse going on. Um, is when, uh, Children are being harmed, when they are being secreted away to different locations for the purpose of keeping them from telling anybody or, or keeping, you know, for law enforcement from getting to them and having a conversation with them. Um, they want to control that part of it. Uh, then that, that becomes problematic and the way that happens certainly creates an environment that makes it more difficult for law enforcement to follow up on those things. You know, I say at a basic level, uh you know, the, the infraction level, polygamy, we couldn&#039;t care less about what we do care a great deal about is just exactly what you&#039;re talking about. The, um, the things that happen if there is abuse going on, either child labor problems or sexual abuse or, um, or whatever it might be, um if those things are happening and, and those victims are being moved to places to hide that, you know, that is a problem and, and if we have evidence to, to prove that those things are happening, yeah, we&#039;ll go after them just as hard as we will otherwise. But as I&#039;m sure, you know, these kinds of networks to get into them and get any one of those people to talk to you is extremely challenging and to get hold of a victim or potential victim or even suspicion that there is a victim is really, really hard to do because they are such a tight and closed, closed network. Now, I think being a closed, uh, group like that isn&#039;t in itself enough to, to say that we need to make this change because they are undoubted. There&#039;s got to be some out there that are completely harmless. They&#039;re living a normal life. They&#039;re good to each other. Whether they have two or three, spouses or, or whatever. Uh, I&#039;m sure there are some that are, that are living a decent life that aren&#039;t harming those nine, who they&#039;re supporting their families well, and, and each other emotionally and financially and, and all those things educationally, whatever. Um, but, uh, it, it&#039;s particularly worrisome when we know that there are others out there that are not that way that are problematic where abuse does happen. And if they&#039;re being moved around to hide that, uh, we know, I mean, with Warren Jeffs is a perfect example of that. How, how deep those dark networks can go in trying to one hide the abuse and then two hide the abusers.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yes. Ok. So, ok, so let me, let me get my thoughts in order. But one thing, um, I guess I&#039;ll go here first is that it&#039;s so hard because it&#039;s such a part of our heritage. And I&#039;ve been studying the history and I just came across another story. I come across them all the time of a little 14 year old girl with very poor parents. She was the oldest of eight Children in Scotland. Her father was blind and they shipped on the perpetual immigration fund, I believe. And she turned 15 on her way here came, you know, without her parents. And within two months of being in Utah was married off to a 49 year old. And so it&#039;s tough and, and it&#039;s, you know, this is my great grandmother&#039;s story. This is day after day after day, this is our heritage, right? And, and again, it was, it was secluded, isolated, complete control. So, so it&#039;s really hard because there tends to be this like softening of it where sociologically it&#039;s really been proven that there are no benefits of polygamy. Always the marriage ages of the girls get younger and younger, the boys get, you know, they, you have to get rid of the boys. Like, like there, I&#039;m not even touching on the problems that, that there are with this, but it&#039;s always problematic. So it&#039;s even hard. Like, yes, there are wonderful people and there are benign families, but in general as a rule, it&#039;s not good and there are no good fruits of it, you know. And so, um, so I think what I&#039;m, I guess, I guess what I kind of want to get to is like the Warren Jeff&#039;s case when they, um, when the, what was it, that was it, the Texas um police force. Um, I guess, you know, the word invaded is coming to mind, but that&#039;s not the right word. But when they went into the yearning for Zion Ranch and, and did that and, and like, I remember me, I was, I totally fell for the show that the polygamist put on feeling like these poor people. I was much, much more sympathetic to it at that point. But now I look at it and I&#039;m like, it is such a dang good thing that they did that. Right. I think that that&#039;s, and we wouldn&#039;t know that we would just think, oh, they&#039;re benign if they, I mean, you know, it&#039;s a good thing that Warren Jeffs had the technology to have recording devices and it&#039;s a good thing that they did that so they could get those or we would have no idea. And so we don&#039;t know what happened in our past and we don&#039;t know what&#039;s happening elsewhere because it&#039;s just secret and no one&#039;s done the horrible thing that the Texas, you know, like that was a horrible thing to have to do. But I think generally we&#039;re glad that they did it. Like, we think it&#039;s a good thing. Right. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: so I, I completely agree. It was a, it&#039;s a good thing that they did it. I, I don&#039;t know. I, I would assume, well, I, I&#039;m quite certain that before they went into the, where they had a phone call they had somebody sneak into their office or, or something, they had something that got them to the point where they could start getting search warrants and things like that. Um, well, you know, I, I love our legal system. There are some aspects of it that are really that I, that I, I wish could be different but because I am such a strong believer in it, it has to be that way and even if something&#039;s going on, if I can&#039;t get it the right way, it&#039;s hard to stand back. But it&#039;s really what we have to do to preserve the integrity of our legal system, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Which is exactly right. So this is my question that it just is coming to me as we&#039;re talking. So when we have these big criminal networks, what usually happens, at least, you know, as someone who grew up watching TV. So, you know, but we go, yeah. Yeah. Like, like we go undercover, right? Like, like you go under, you don&#039;t wait for someone to call and turn in a drug dealer or you send or a, you know, you go undercover to, to, um, get at the crime that&#039;s happening. And I would say we have definitely plenty of suspicion, you know, reason of evidence to point to, to crimes. So why can&#039;t we do things like going undercover into some of like, the Kingstons? My goodness. There&#039;s so much, I mean, like, at the very least the baby graveyards because of all the inbreeding and the, like, you know, and then we have these allegations of like polygamous Children being given to a way to, for a, for a ritual sacrifice. Like all of these kinds of things. Couldn&#039;t we do an undercover investigation? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: You know, in, in, on the, on the face of it you can, uh, under going undercover in any network, uh, is, can be very, very challenging and, uh, for the narcotics world, for example, uh, it&#039;s a little bit easier to do because all you gotta do is pretend like you either buying dope or you are working your way up the chain. If you get deep enough, you can even get in with the cartel, uh you know, at the cartel level and things, uh something like this uh would be, I think a lot more challenging because they are such a closed society and it could be very difficult to, to do uh to work your way in to the extent that you can find out exactly what&#039;s happening beyond&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: just female cops could do it. Female cops could do&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: it anyway. So it is, it would be nice to get in. That is one of the, no doubt, one of the most challenging aspects of, of investigating these kinds of things. Um is uh you know, how do you get in to the inside? How do you gain that trust? Um And, and also you have to, you have to have something that can lead you into doing that you can&#039;t just, uh you, you can&#039;t just go with, with drug dealing. For example, uh if I know where to go to, to buy drugs, I can go there and I can act like I&#039;m somebody who wants to buy some and if somebody approaches me, then, uh then I&#039;ve done my job by just acting like I want some or I can even approach somebody and say, hey, I&#039;ve got some drugs to sell or do you have any drugs you can sell me? Um But with something like this, uh yeah, it would be hard and maybe not even ethical to try to insert yourself into a situation where you don&#039;t have any evidence to suggest that something is going badly that there&#039;s abuse going on or, or whatever, it might be child labor or whatever. Um It might not even be ethical to try to do that if you don&#039;t have some evidence to. Well, I know it would be unethical from a long enforcement perspective to try to do that where you have zero suspicion, even that something like that is going on. You know, beyond just saying, ok, if you, if you throw a broad blanket over and say polygamous families in general tend to do these things, that&#039;s not enough really to go into this particular polygamous family and start trying to imagine. I mean, the most public thing that you think, see now is Cody Brown and the sister wives. Um imagine trying to, uh, work your way into that group undercover. You know, and I&#039;m not suggesting that, that they are breaking laws or committing abuse. I, I have no reason to believe that I&#039;m just, you know, for instance, if I wanted to go in there just to see how would I do that? I&#039;m not going to take on another husband&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: for sure. But that&#039;s what I&#039;m, that&#039;s what I&#039;m asking like, in a way if we don&#039;t have any suspicion, it seems like it&#039;s because we&#039;re not looking because we&#039;re closing a blind eye to it because you could, you could very easily find work sites with 89, 1011, 1213, 14 year old boys. That&#039;s something that would be seeable if we didn&#039;t just look away, we can see the young, the young women, right? That are mothers that shouldn&#039;t be, we can see. I mean, there are so many things and then even the, you know, like the, um, bleeding the beast, the, um, signing up for benefits. Those are things that we are turning a blind eye to time and time and time again and then even things like the women that, that have left and their Children are being taken from them and they can&#039;t get Children. That would be a fantastic reason. So I don&#039;t want it to be this broad brush, it seems like, ok, if there&#039;s a woman who&#039;s saying my Children are missing, that&#039;s a pretty big deal and it feels to me like we kind of turn a blind eye. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m03s 1:27:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: But we have to have them come to us and tell us that in the first place. You know, and, and I think, I think a lot of it is, is getting them to the point where they have the courage. Maybe, maybe they fear that if they come and report something that they will go deeper into hiding and be that much more difficult to find. And we know that they, uh, that from some groups who have been particularly problematic, that they have a good ability to go deep into hiding or, or keep outsiders from getting in. Um, so we, we have to have some information, uh, that is happening. Uh, you know, as far as looking at, uh, say welfare records and things like that, I suppose that could happen. I don&#039;t know if it, maybe it has and I don&#039;t know, I honestly don&#039;t know because I&#039;ve never been involved in one of the investigations to know I&#039;ve been involved in other investigations. So if I, for example, suspect that I have reason to believe, probable cause to believe that somebody is, uh, uh, abusing prescriptions, um, then I may be able to get a warrant to search their Doppel records to see their prescription history, you know, and that may then tell me something and open it up, but it also may get me in there and say, oh, well, I guess they&#039;re really not, they, if they&#039;re misusing prescription drugs, they&#039;re getting it from somewhere else but not from doctors. Um, so in a case like this, if, if somebody is, is misusing public welfare resources or they&#039;re abusing child labor laws or you&#039;ve got underage girls, uh, having, having babies. Uh, yeah, we have to look if I see some, if I see a girl who looks like she&#039;s 14 years old with a brand new newborn baby walking across the parking lot at Costco in Saint George. Um, that alone isn&#039;t enough to tell me even that that baby belong. She&#039;s the mother of that child. Um, so we have to be careful about, you know, it&#039;s, we have to be careful. We don&#039;t trample on people&#039;s rights in, in doing that, their constitutional protections, um, search and seizure and all those kinds of things. So we really, we really have to be careful in some circumstances are much more difficult to get that. There may be criminal activity going on that we can&#039;t get to because we don&#039;t have enough information even to start an investigation, let alone get a warrant or arrest anybody.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m22s 1:29:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Ok. So that&#039;s, I guess what I&#039;m wondering is if it&#039;s possible to make it a little bit higher of a priority, what would need to, what would need to happen because I do feel like there&#039;s a lot that, um, there&#039;s a lot of evidence there for the getting like, like the way that you put out the press report saying, hey, if anyone has been uh has any information on ritualistic abuse, is there a way to say, hey, if there are problems that someone has experienced of any of this nature, you know what I mean? Like, like, I don&#039;t know if there&#039;s a way to prioritize it when we know that. I mean, from, from what I&#039;ve understood just a couple of statistics from some of the advocates, I&#039;ve been speaking to the rates of suicide in polygamous groups are exponentially higher than just the regular population when, and, and, and that&#039;s not illegal, but it&#039;s kind of showing the level of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m19s 1:30:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: an in some way or another, you know, I mean, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m24s 1:30:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and then when we know that, that, that really like human trafficking, especially when you&#039;re talking about taking work crews across state lines. But like those are major crimes when you&#039;re taking girls to different locations to be married. Like, and we have every indication that these things have always been happening and are continuing to happen. And, and so what can we do to help this become a higher priority?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m49s 1:30:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: I think, I think some of it depends on the area where it is uh getting the information. Um You know, maybe, and maybe there is more that could be done proactively uh educating uh officials with authority there, whether it&#039;s family services officials or law enforcement. Um you know, somebody writing up AAA document that says, OK, this is the information that I have that makes me believe that this is going on here, whether that can do something for it or not. Uh I don&#039;t know. Um But there, yeah, we, we certainly want to address issues where there are problems and whether or not uh having polygamy at a infraction level at the basic level of polygamy in Utah is a good idea or not. Uh, the, the problematic, the other problematic behaviors, um, are, have always been the same level. So if somebody is, is being married off at age 13, uh, you can&#039;t do that. That&#039;s not ok, you know, or 12 or 11 or whatever, you know. Um, that, that&#039;s not ok, whether polygamy is an infraction or a first degree felony, uh, there are certain behaviors and acts that are never, uh, well, I hope never going to be ok, that are wrong whether polygamy is an infraction or felony, you know, you know, educating us, you know, we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll take education, we&#039;re not so high on ourselves to think that we know everything there is to know if there&#039;s something going on that, uh, is more serious than we, we understand it to be. Or maybe we&#039;re misguided in believing that it isn&#039;t that big of a problem. We certainly want to know about it. I mean, uh, my, my wife is a fan of the sister wives show, you know, and they&#039;re falling apart. Their family is falling apart. I think there&#039;s no doubt about that. And it&#039;s, it&#039;s sad to see, but I, I think we need to be careful to not rush to judgment and say that they&#039;re falling apart because they&#039;re living a plama lifestyle. The fact is regular marriages are falling apart of a rate of probably in the neighborhood of 50% or more nationwide. So, is it because of the lifestyle they live maybe? Is it because they&#039;re just going through the normal vicissitudes of life and marriage? That might be it too? So, um if there are, if there are things out there that are bad that are going on, that could have something done about them. If we did more about it, we gotta have enough information to steer us in that direction too.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m33s 1:33:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I love, I love you, Spencer. I love that you&#039;re just so humble and saying we&#039;re willing to learn because I have, I have, um I, well, I have so many thoughts of what you just said because as someone who has spent many years um interacting on this topic, you know, and I often engage with, well, when I initially started my Facebook group on this topic, when, when I suddenly realized that polygamy was never of God. And I had a lot of polygamous men come and join the group and, and you know, tell me their, their biggest insult for me when they realized that they couldn&#039;t that, you know, they couldn&#039;t convince me was, I would never want you as a wife. I don&#039;t know anyone who would want to be married to you. Isn&#039;t that funny? That&#039;s like the worst insult in the polygamy world that you can give a woman is that she&#039;s not&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m19s 1:34:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: three or four wives. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m22s 1:34:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. It was amusing. But a lot of the things you&#039;re saying are things they would say, like, well monogamy too, like, they have their problems too. And it&#039;s so like, and, and like, yes, that&#039;s true. But we haven&#039;t done the sociological, well, they were done in Canada. Canada looked at the sociological studies of what this actually does and decided to make it completely illegal. Like, like we have done it. Polygamy is, is problematic. It is much, much worse&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m48s 1:34:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: than I think we need to look at it too is, um, let&#039;s, let&#039;s assume if, if there is something about polygamy itself that creates problems or creates abuse or whatever you want to say that would not occur. But for polygamy then clearly we would need to address that and do something about it. Now, when I say, uh, when I say creates problem it would not happen. Yeah, if a guy&#039;s got four wives and he, and he gets in an argument with all four of them. If he didn&#039;t have four wives, you&#039;d only have one wife to get in an argument with, uh, that&#039;s not what I&#039;m talking about, I&#039;m talking about, you know, abuse or child welfare, child labor, uh kinds of issues or welfare fraud. Uh Yes, those things happen in monogamy. But if they happen at a greater level or unique to polygamy, then yeah, we need to address those issues should be addressed.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m48s 1:35:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK. So, and then, and then I have, this is my other question. I feel like there is a tendency for us maybe particularly as members of the church and in Utah to really, um, feel somewhat protective of polygamy because it&#039;s our heritage. And we still, I, I, I&#039;m serious, like we still have section 132. Many people still believe it&#039;s in our future. Many still believe it&#039;s a true doctrine. And so we&#039;re hesitant to be willing to, um, like I said, um, the stories that are in our heritage could make us think. Oh, well, Brigham Young did it. So it can&#039;t be that bad if they&#039;re marrying 14 year olds, that&#039;s just what they do. I mean, I mean, I feel like there is this tendency and that is where I think it might be useful to provide some degree of um, training or education to help people understand. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m40s 1:36:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: I can tell you this from a law enforcement perspective. Um, I couldn&#039;t care less what history is in the L DS church or any religion. If there are laws that are violated that are particularly harmful to anybody, we&#039;re gonna go after them I mean, uh, and I&#039;m a fairly black and white kind of a guy. Uh, and, uh, the, the law is the law. Now, that being said, I, I already mentioned earlier, there are some things that we just don&#039;t pay any attention to traffic laws or, or whatever, you know. Um, but, uh, you know, if there are, if there is something specific in polygamy that is creating harm, people are being harmed in a criminal way, uh, in some way, either society through welfare fraud or child labor laws or child sexual abuse, uh, that is couched in the form of uh, marriages, uh whatever it might be, uh, if those are problems there and if they exist and they&#039;re happening, which we know to some extent they do. Um then we need to address those and uh if there are aspects of it that are, we need to be able to separate that from the aspects of it that are just maybe distasteful to us. But, you know, you like living that way but I don&#039;t so have at it, you know, but if, if there are people being harmed criminally, either through sexual abuse or child labor laws or welfare fraud, that kind of thing. Yeah, we, we need to find a way to address those things if we can. But there are certain aspects, elements of the, those kinds of groups that are particularly difficult to get into and find all that and, and we know that with the, the, the Warren Jeffs thing, I, I was not part of that investigation but just from what I did see, I remember watching news reports on that and thinking that must have been a nightmare to try to get inside of that and to get that information, uh, because they were so protective of each other for so long, many of them, you know?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m47s 1:38:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. Ok. Ok. So, I guess that&#039;s my plea is like, first of all, if there are people who have evidence or who have um evidence of crime or who have suffered in these systems, either the ritualistic abuse or some of the problems that come up because of polygamy. O obviously, you know, like I like what you&#039;re saying, not just the lifestyle is lifestyle, but the problems within it. I hope that people will start reporting more and just like I loved everything you said about. We believe the victims, we prioritize this, you matter, you put out the press release. I&#039;m wanting that same amount of care and attention to be available to people who have experienced abuse and polygamy to know that they can come forward and then it will be taken seriously and prioritized.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m37s 1:39:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: Yeah. And, and you know, it&#039;s interesting and, and what I, a lot of people, a lot of times people don&#039;t know where to call, you know, and they worry, should I call it a non emergency number? Should I call 911, if you don&#039;t know, just call 911 if, if somebody sees this and they&#039;re in one of those situations, if their parents are living in plural marriage and it&#039;s otherwise fine, you, you might just have to live with it. But if, if somebody is suffering abuse, uh, in one of those kinds of settings, yeah. Call, call police, call law enforcement, call 911. If you don&#039;t know what number to call, everybody knows 911 and it&#039;s ok to do that. Um, and, uh, let us let law enforcement look into it. You know, wherever you are, uh, if, if you&#039;re suffering abuse at the hands of somebody, whether you&#039;re in, in, and we&#039;re talking specifically about plural, uh, relationships here, plural marriage relationships. But in any situation, if you&#039;re in a city situation where you feel trapped, you feel like you don&#039;t have any way to get any place to go. There are people out there in law enforcement and child protective services in, uh, prosecution in judges who in therapists in, in medical people, doctors and nurses who want to help people who have been abused and in this context as well, if somebody happens to see this and they have been a victim of abuse. Absolutely. You know, we, we encourage people tell a trusted adult well, in a setting like that you might not have a trusted adult. And if you don&#039;t, uh, find a way that you can get to a phone and call 911 or, uh, whatever we, we want to help you. We want to believe people, we want to get people, resources and services that they need, uh, so that they can feel safe. They can go to bed at night without worrying who&#039;s gonna crawl with them or, uh, anything like that, you know, that they can, they can be perfectly safe and perfectly happy in their life, uh, even in an imperfect life. But, uh, in a life with that includes abuse of any kind or child welfare or child labor violations or anything like that. Call 911. If you don&#039;t know the number to call, just call 911,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m44s 1:41:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s, that&#039;s excellent. And I&#039;ll just, I&#039;ll just put out there because I know there&#039;s also the fear of if people call and there and it&#039;s not able to be proven or there&#039;s not enough evidence and then they are just sent back home, their situation could be infinitely worse. So that&#039;s a scary thing for some people as well. So if there&#039;s anyone that&#039;s feeling, go ahead. It&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m03s 1:42:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: is, it is worrisome and that, that does sometimes happen if somebody comes to us, uh, having experienced something, uh, and we can&#039;t gather enough evidence either in terms of statements or, uh, physical evidence, then, yeah, sometimes we aren&#039;t able to prove the cases that we know happened, but we just don&#039;t have the evidence to prove it. And that is, we try not to let that happen. You know, we, we try to step in and, and with welfare checks and, and things, but uh we want people to come forward and know that they&#039;ll be taken seriously.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m38s 1:42:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s excellent. And so I just want to say, go ahead and email me. My email is 100 and 32 problems at gmail.com and I can, I can help. I know Spencer, I can ask him what direction to go and what would be the most helpful thing. There are, I can also lead you to people who can be a safe house for anyone who just needs to get away from whatever situation they&#039;re in and, and I have, I was gonna let you wrap up, oh, go ahead and then I&#039;ll ask my last question. Did you have to say&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m07s 1:43:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: no, I just ii I like that, you know, it&#039;s uh it&#039;s important to get official services involved and things like that, you know, as much as we want to take the poor child in uh and, and protect them. Uh We have to not become part of the problem too. The, you know, if, if a child comes to us and says my dad&#039;s abusing me um or he&#039;s mean to me or he spanks me. Uh it&#039;s not against the law to spank a child, but whatever, if a child comes to us as I just don&#039;t feel safe at home, we can&#039;t just keep them in our home to protect them. We have to get law enforcement involved. Uh, because if we don&#039;t, then we may be put ourselves at risk of, uh, of facing investigation as well. And the ultimate focus is to protect that child. And, uh, if we can prove that they&#039;re in a dangerous situation, we&#039;ll do everything we can to keep them out of that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m00s 1:44:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s perfect. I, I was trying to offer to be an intermediary for someone who doesn&#039;t quite dare call the police, right? They can contact me and I can find out how much information they need. And, you know, like, like I think that there are lots of us who would like to be someone&#039;s trusted adult who doesn&#039;t feel like they have one, right? That&#039;s, that&#039;s, I guess what I&#039;m saying, like we can, we, we&#039;ll be happy to be your trusted or your trusted source.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m24s 1:44:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: It may be a situation where um a child isn&#039;t in a setting where they are suffering abuse or where they are being forced into child labor situations or something. It may be just that their parents aren&#039;t very nice. Um And if you can provide a safe setting for them for a few hours, two or three days a week, you know, maybe that&#039;s what we can do. Uh And obviously if it gets worse than that and those other things are happening and they, they tell us about it. We can also pick up the phone and call 911. That&#039;s, that&#039;s the easiest thing to do.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m00s 1:45:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s perfect. And so now, because you said something that made me think of another question when I was gonna let you go. Um, so you had mentioned doing welfare checks and I&#039;m, I guess I&#039;m curious about this problem of, like, there not being any record of births. And again, my, I&#039;m such a small government libertarian type person that, ah, but at the same time when these, like when these babies can just disappear and people can just disappear because there&#039;s no record of them. That&#039;s concerning. And when we have allegations that that has happened, you know, is there a way to just do welfare checks and make sure there&#039;s at least a birth certificate for babies that are born,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m42s 1:45:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: you know, the young girl, um, I can&#039;t just walk up and say, uh, show me this child&#039;s birth certificate. It&#039;s hard to do. Now, if we have solid information to suggest that that might be the case, maybe there is more we can do, but we can&#039;t just, you know, I mean, in, in Russia you can walk up to every person that demand their papers. You can&#039;t do that here in America without cause, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m14s 1:46:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, thank heaven. But I guess so. So these Hamlin girls testimonies that talk about these horrific human sacrifices and they mention Indian reservations and well, Native American Children or, um, polygamous Children because there&#039;s no record of them. That&#039;s not enough evidence to say&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m36s 1:46:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Sgt. Cannon: you have a, you have to have a reason to believe that there&#039;s no record, a reason to investigate that. Uh, and I don&#039;t know, I don&#039;t even know honestly if it&#039;s illegal to be born and not have a, a birth certificate. You know, the State II, I, it&#039;s not something I&#039;ve ever dealt with but, uh, when, when it comes, when they get to a certain age, obviously, there has to be a record of them. You&#039;re supposed to have a social security number and all that kind of stuff. But, uh, you know, it&#039;s a, it&#039;s a challenging thing. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m08s 1:47:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So I guess my hope is that people can kind of put their heads together and figure out better ways not to persecute people. That&#039;s not the goal but to protect people from this bad system that are, that are suffering in it. So that&#039;s my hope is that we can all work together as a society and a community and you know, as the trusted adults, the responsible people to help people that are suffering in these systems. So, Spencer, thank you so much for taking this time to talk to. Is there anything else you want to say before?&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: I&#039;ve about spilled my guts on you here. Yeah. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: yeah. Well, I sure appreciate it. So, thank you and I&#039;ll talk to you soon.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sgt. Cannon: OK. Good to talk to you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsO6hRPvQkE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m54s 1:47:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: another huge thank you to Spencer for giving me so much of his time and being willing to talk to me. That was a really fun interview to do. I hope that you found it valuable. I will, I promise in the next episodes, I will give you plenty of warning for anything that will be difficult to listen to because the next interview will be more difficult than this one was. But my hope is that all of us can become more aware of the things that are happening around us so that we can do more to help in whatever way we feel called to. I was really happy to be able to talk about some different ways that maybe law enforcement could become more aware of some of the problems. And maybe there, there&#039;s some work that can be done there. And I&#039;m thinking that maybe some advocacy could be done to help um educate police officers and help facilitate that work being done in more effective and better ways so that we can help more people. And so anyway, feel free to contact me. If there&#039;s anything I can do to help you in a situation you may be in or if you have any great ideas that we can put some coalitions together. I don&#039;t know, I&#039;m not a great organizer, but I want to do whatever I can to help. So thank you so much and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 88: False Advocacy - Women Respond to Lindsay Hansen Park on Mormon Stories&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 88&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-10-15&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = John Dehlin, Lindsay Hansen Park, Mormon Stories, Ramifications&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview, Whitney Horning&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;A round table discussion on a recent Mormon Stories podcast with Lindsay Hansen Park and Bryan Buchanan.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.facebook.com/breeana.wright.54 Follow Breeana]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/@gwendolynwyne Follow Gwendolyn]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://www.tiktok.com/@karli_searches_and_prays Follow Karli]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.amazon.com/Joseph-Smith-Revealed-Exploring-Alternate/dp/1097872726 Joseph Smith Revealed: A Faithful Telling – Exploring an Alternate Polygamy Narrative, by Whitney Horning]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://www.amazon.com/Hyrum-Prophet-Unsung-Whitney-Horning/dp/B0B7QPTNKC Hyrum Smith: A Prophet Unsung, by Whitney Horning]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPukJiqc4wE Mormon Stories, Ep. 1815 - Polygamy Under Joseph Smith w/ Lindsay Hansen Park &amp;amp; Bryan Buchanan]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[1:24:50] [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/doctrine-and-covenants-1835/259 Doctrine and Covenants 101 - Marriage (1835 version)]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[1:25:50] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko 132 Problems Episode 5 - Doctrine &amp;amp; Covenants Teachings on Marriage]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkfTtQGOQxM 132 Problems Episode 68 - The Fruits of Polygamy, with Flora Jessop]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[1:35:50] - TRANSCRIPT OF MISSING AUDIO&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Bryan Buchanan: &amp;quot;The problem is we don’t always know the dates, and so – as the Louisa Beaman case, and our – a lot of these questions would only be really well answered if we had more data.&amp;quot;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[2:34:40] [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/101?lang=eng Doctrine and Covenants 101:46-54 (current version)]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[2:50:30] [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/132?lang=eng Doctrine and Covenants 132]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[2:51:10] [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/jacob/2?lang=eng The Book of Mormon, Jacob 2]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[3:07:30] [https://www.josephsmithfoundation.org/journalofdiscourses/speakers/brigham-young/the-people-of-god-disciplined-by-trials-atonement-by-the-shedding-of-blood-our-heavenly-father-a-privilege-given-to-all-the-married/ Discourse by Brigham Young, September 21, 1856.]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[3:24:45]  [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/2-ne/3?lang=eng The Book of Mormon, 2 Nephi 3:12]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to 100 32 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. I always recommend listening to these episodes in order, starting at the beginning for anyone who&#039;s new here, that&#039;s where we cover the scriptural um discussion and those really important parts for those who are new here. Welcome. Feel free to listen to this episode. I just wanted you to please look over the other titles that we&#039;ve done and engage in the conversation that way because I think there&#039;s a lot to learn. I am so excited for this episode. I get to, I got to sit down with Brianna Wright Gwendolyn Wine, Carly Lyman and Whitney Horning to respond to the episode that Mormon stories did on Polygamy Deniers, I guess is what they were trying to respond to. But I think you will see in the episode that they might want to really consider joining our team because we seem to be on the mo on the same page on most things. I hope that there are some new listeners here who will find this discussion to be a useful invitation and maybe um an opportunity to reconsider some of the narrative that you&#039;ve believed in up until now. I think it&#039;s really useful to look at the new evidence and to consider how the narrative impacts people still today. As always, I want to so sincerely thank those who have been so generous and donated to this podcast. And um I welcome anyone else who feels so inclined and able to please also donate. It would be very much appreciated. So, thank you so much for being here as we take this deep dive into the murky waters of Mormon Polygamy. Welcome to this episode of 132 Problems. I&#039;m actually really excited to be here with this group of amazing women who I get to spend the next couple of hours talking about polygamy with. So this is really exciting. So um I first want to give just a quick um explanation and introduction of what this episode is and then I will introduce all of these awesome humans and then I&#039;ll let them talk about themselves and then we&#039;ll get going so a little while ago. Um Mormon stories, that&#039;s John De Lin did an episode similar to the Mormonism live episode that I responded to with um um with Lindsay Hanson Park and Brian Buchanan about um polygamy and I found it to be interesting and somewhat troubling and I&#039;ve been sitting on it for a while thinking, oh, do I want to respond? Do I not? And I finally had the inspiration. I will gather a panel of women and we will talk about it together because there are some real issues for women that I feel came up in this episode that I think are important to discuss. And I want very much to let women&#039;s voices be heard on these topics that so deeply affect women, but who have an extremely different perspective on these things. Then the woman who was kind of setting herself up to be our, our spokesperson, you know. And so I wanted to be able to talk about that and break a little bit of it down. So that&#039;s what we&#039;re gonna do. We have uh this panel of women to kind of do somewhat of a response video to many of the things that were said in that episode. So with that being said, I want to introduce this panel. So I&#039;ll just go across in the order that we are seated on the screen. So first we have Brianna Wright, who I just kind of had the thought I wanted to invite on because she makes like Brianna is kind of a Facebook warrior is how I think of you Brianna. She just has amazing insights, so much passion, so much integrity and it&#039;s just so articulate and profound in her thinking. So I really am excited to have her here. I&#039;m gonna go through all of you and then I&#039;ll let you guys say something about yourself and then many of you will recognize and remember Gwendolyn Wine who has an amazing youtube channel that I hope everybody is watching. I love having brilliant women working on these topics and coming up with different profound insights. And so Gwendolyn, I&#039;m so excited to have you back. I think it&#039;s just Gwendolyn Wine. But you&#039;re doing a series called Polygamy and Enemy have done this, which is also a beautiful title. So, and then we have Carly Lyman and this is Carly&#039;s first time on this channel as well. Carly has joined the conversation on tiktok, which I think is great. I love that we&#039;re covering the different platforms. Your channel is Carly Searches and praise and I love the way that you are breaking it down into smaller chunks, so thoughtful. So just hitting right at it in the most uplifting and impactful way. So I really appreciate what Carly is doing as well and her voice in this. And then of course, everyone will recognize Whitney Horning. I think Whitney, is this your third or fourth time here? I don&#039;t even know. But, uh, we have more episodes planned that, that Whitney is gonna come on and do with me. But Whitney is our print diva, she&#039;s the one who literally wrote the book on Joseph Smith&#039;s non polygamy. And then, and then Hiram Smith&#039;s non polygamy. I know it&#039;s much more than that with me. But, um, I just feel like between this group, we&#039;ve got kind of all the area, all the avenues covered and a lot of just feminine wisdom here to share. So did I get everyone&#039;s introduction? Ok. Did I leave off anything that I need to? Whitney? Your book is called Joseph Smith Revealed. Is that correct? The first one? And then the second one is Hiram Smith prophet, a prophet unsung and I cannot recommend them both highly enough. So did I get those right? Ok. Ok. So, and, and of course, we&#039;ll have everything linked links below the best we can sometimes I forget to put the links that people have to remind me, but I will remember. So, ok, so these women have all made the enormous sacrifice of watching this entire episode maybe multiple times and carefully and taking notes. I know that that is definitely what I have done. I have all of my notes here and there&#039;s a lot to talk about and it was kind of, well, I guess first, just like, can we really take a quick second and everyone just give anything I left off of your introduction and then just give your first impressions of this video, the feelings you have from it, what you think of it and kind of, you know what we&#039;re doing here, just go ahead and get fill us in people, just go and order and start Brianna, then Gwendolyn and Carly, then Whitney. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=06m28s 06:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: I, so I&#039;ll just say that she did say Lindsay said something at the end that, um, she said we don&#039;t like to speculate. Um, we just tell you the stories as they are. And I thought, well, I think there was a lot of speculation that went on in that episode. So that was kind of my, one of my biggest things was ok, you don&#039;t like to speculate, but there was a lot of speculation in there and we all speculate to some degree. but still, um, that was something I thought maybe I would respond to a little bit eventually.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=07m03s 07:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Perfect. OK. All right. And I&#039;m sure, and maybe this is premature to do this because we&#039;ve got all the clips. But like, yeah, like some something that kind of sums it up for you. So, thank you, Brianna Gwendolyn.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=07m16s 07:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Um I would just add that I&#039;m a former librarian. And so I bring that, um, literary, uh, love and interest into my work. And one of the things that I felt, um watching that podcast with Lindsay and Brian, I, um, I appreciate that they&#039;re truth seeking and that&#039;s what they say that they are truth seeking. I felt so much darkness watching it and, and as I, um, just had that throughout my day, I just felt a lot of darkness around me. And when I read the book of Mormon and I read about the light of Christ, I feel a lot of light. So to me that&#039;s an important contrast. And, um, I&#039;m sad that they have rejected the book of Mormon as a book of scripture because of polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=08m01s 08:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, great insight. Thank you, Carly, your thoughts.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=08m06s 08:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Um So my first thoughts, goodness. Um Well, II I like this. Um Lindsay had just mentioned at the beginning that she was a liberated woman and she was wearing her tank top. And so I wanted to say showing that I, I think that we are all liberated women and like, I of course, am wearing a tank top as well. But I just wanted to say that it&#039;s this information that she called dangerous that liberated me. Like understanding that Joseph didn&#039;t teach polygamy was so liberating and completely changed my relationship with God for the better. Um It, it&#039;s baffling to me that she called that dangerous information. Um And Brian also even mentioned that he, he knows that a lot of the later accounts were they, they had a motive behind them. So I&#039;m like, OK, well, why can&#039;t we focus a little bit more on why they had a motive?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=09m02s 09:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, we will have, we have all of these clips that you&#039;ve mentioned so far. So I&#039;m excited to get into them. Thank you, Carly. I That&#039;s beautiful. Thank you Whitney.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=09m11s 09:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So, uh my thoughts echoed a lot of what um they&#039;ve already shared. I felt like Lindsay is very well read. She&#039;s very knowledgeable. She had a lot of history at her fingertips. Um And, and I used to agree not necessarily with her conclusions about what kind of a man Joseph was. But I used to also believe that polygamy had been instituted by Joseph. And I, for me, what liberated me was realizing there&#039;s a third option. So often growing up in a church that um stresses that they&#039;re the only true church. So often we feel like we have two choices and two choices only. We have the choice to believe and thereby be saved by that church and the belief in membership in that church or if we disagree with anything that church teaches, then the only other option is that then we&#039;re going to, you know, burn in hell. And for me, what liberated me was realizing there&#039;s a third option. And that third option is that I can believe in all of the beautiful, true things about Mormonism and the restoration and the things that are from God. And I can separate out the things that were introduced by man. And I found it fascinating that Lindsay um makes a comment that she wishes she could put ply me on Brigham Young. And I think, well, you can, and we&#039;ve done a lot of research and if you would open your mind and heart to the research we have done, you can squarely lay this on Brigham&#039;s shoulders and believe in the beautiful things that Joseph revealed and taught about God and, and our eternal nature&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=11m08s 11:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that OK, I&#039;m excited to get into this I love all of your insights and it&#039;s fun. Every clip you mentioned is one I have. So we&#039;ll see how many we can get through because there are some that are really important. But so, so some of my initial thoughts as well is I really, I should have probably introduced Lindsay at the beginning as well. And Brian Buchanan there, you know, so Lindsay did a podcast called Year of polygamy. She had been a blogger on feminist Mormon housewife. So she&#039;s a self proclaimed feminist, which is one of the things that I want to talk about because I know the word feminist is really loaded. I don&#039;t necessarily claim that word, but I do definitely claim to be an advocate for women and I care deeply about women and that&#039;s part of what really troubles me in this, in this episode as well. But I really appreciate that Lindsay did her podcast and brought attention to polygamy that was not talked about enough. I had already gone on my journey. I just looked over the dates again and I think that the blog post that my husband read came out in 2010. So that&#039;s when I first was like, OK, this is not, this is not of God, you know, and then the more I engaged on it, the more I learned how not of God it is. But um but still I didn&#039;t have any conclusions about Joseph Smith. But it&#039;s interesting to see how the timing was because I think when I didn&#039;t learn about year of ply me until she was quite a way into it. But she did, the first one I listened to was her episode on The Relief Society. And that&#039;s the first time I learned that Brigham Young had shut down the Relief Society, which is a shocking thing for people to learn. Right. And, and then I went back and started to listen to her podcast and was like, glad she was doing it. But it was so I, I was too busy with kids to be doing something at that time. And I was so disappointed in it in a way. It was like, we need better than this, you know, but I am glad that she brought attention to it. So I will say a couple of things when she introduces herself, she tells us that she, what she&#039;s up to and she&#039;s now she&#039;s been running sandstone for a while, which I find very interesting that, you know, that that&#039;s taken a turn and been very different with her at the helm. And then yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=13m08s 13:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: Um for us, non Utah people, could you maybe give a quick brief description of Sunstone? Like I have an idea, but I&#039;m not 100% sure.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=13m17s 13:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, it&#039;s just basically, it&#039;s been around a long time. It&#039;s kind of like the Mormon think tank, like a place non correlated Mormon ideas to be shared. Do you have a better description. Whitney is that? And so um they, they do magazine presenters I presented there on Lot&#039;s wife in, I think, 2015 or something like that. And that&#039;s the only time I presented there. So you can, you can submit papers and they have a symposium and they publish a magazine and you know, it, it&#039;s anyway, it&#039;s, it&#039;s nice to have venues like that. It&#039;s very different now, it&#039;s interesting. And then also the thing that I found a little bit more concerning is that she is now the Hollywood connection for Mormonism. So I don&#039;t know who watched, um what was it called under the banner of Heaven. And I, yeah, and my&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=14m05s 14:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: husband and I, we just Michelle when we watched it, we both were like, please tell me that none of our friends and neighbors watched this and think that this is how we are because there were, there were even these like all the little things, there was this one part where the sheriff said, made a piece of Heavenly Father be with you. And we were like, who says that? We don&#039;t say that?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=14m28s 14:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, that I grew up in Utah in the eighties. And I felt like, like the one thing I said to my husband was, I feel like someone said, anywhere that a normal person would say God change it for Heavenly Father. So it was like, oh my Heavenly Father, I&#039;m like, what, what is this like I was actually really disappointed in Andrew Garfield going, why don&#039;t you learn about the people you&#039;re portraying? So you don&#039;t make a fool of yourself. And so when I learned, did you want to say something Whitney?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=14m57s 14:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I was just going to say that is the point that Vern and I stopped watching it. We were just like, no, we just can&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=15m06s 15:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. And so that&#039;s just the cultural piece not even getting in which, which it&#039;s like, oh, they did have a Mormon advisor. Oh, how unfortunate, you know, and then beyond that, the historical representations in that, that were so skewed and biased and ungrounded and good records and good evidence. So, so anyway, so that&#039;s one thing that I&#039;m like, ok, we all need to be aware that she now and she said that she is consulting on many more shows that are upcoming. So we all need to be aware that like the only reason I can assume that film producers are using her is because they hate Mormonism and want to portray it negatively because I feel like she has deep disdain for Mormons and Mormonism. That&#039;s what comes across to me very strongly. And so that&#039;s one thing I also wanted to speak about is um yeah, and that&#039;s one of the reasons I wanted to address this. So we can give a better, more balanced perspective, right? And, and say, hey, Hollywood, there are lots of people you could talk to like get a more nuanced balanced view. But anyway, let me go to this first clip if that&#039;s all right and see if we can make this work.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=16m14s 16:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: It&#039;s almost like people are learning how to have fun together. It&#039;s really important for me to have conversations with people that I disagree with. And Sandstone is that so that means we have conversations with people all over the spectrum.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=16m28s 16:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I wanted to include that little clip because I know for a fact that Whitney has polygamists come, she has anti Mormons come. She has still faithful Mormons come. There is one group that Whitney that Lindsay, oh my gosh. That Lindsay, maybe it&#039;s because I&#039;m looking at you that Lindsay is vehemently opposed to and does not have come and that&#039;s us, right? Have any of you had interactions along these lines when&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=16m59s 16:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Michelle I sent her naively because I didn&#039;t know this. I sent her my paper that I wrote, um I wrote a paper called Polygamy or the an enemy has done this, the seed and weeds of polygamy. And I sent it to her. Um No response, total silence. And I was like, that&#039;s weird because she&#039;s the lady who did the year of polygamy. You&#039;d think she&#039;d be interested in like getting to the bottom of this and really wrestling it and uh hey, if we can pin it on, not God, then that would be great. Right? So I was really surprised that she didn&#039;t have any interest in engaging with me and, and, uh, especially now hearing that recording that she does have a desire to interact with people of all different beliefs. So, I&#039;m not sure why.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=17m42s 17:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok, that&#039;s what I was hoping. Who was talking?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=17m46s 17:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Go ahead. Oh, sorry. Yeah, it was interesting because she said the point of Sunstone is just to kind of say that there&#039;s more than one way to Mormon and, I mean, we are Mormon in a certain way and it&#039;s a growing movement, you know. Um So yeah, it&#039;s very interesting that she doesn&#039;t want to give any light to our perspective.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=18m11s 18:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. That&#039;s what I find so fascinating. It&#039;s like I&#039;m hoping that by playing these clips, I&#039;m hoping that maybe she&#039;ll watch this and, and have some self awareness and go. Oh, that&#039;s true. I, I am not allowing this way to Mormon and I think that that&#039;s a mistake with, like you said, partly how fast it is growing and if they, well I&#039;ll go on and play some more clips where they talk about not wanting this to, they&#039;re wanting to combat it. If you want to combat it, you have to address it and you have to address the things we&#039;re talking about. You have to address it and address it better that so, so anyway, I&#039;ll go on to the next clip.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=18m43s 18:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: So this history is really, really important to me. Not only because it&#039;s changed my life professionally.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=18m49s 18:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m gonna pause on the way through this as we go. And I think that that is a lot right there. Like she&#039;s, has gotten a new profession, an entire new, new platform, a career in Hollywood now, as well as being the head of Sunstone through polygamy. And I do have to wonder if that really changes her into her perspective and shuts down her ability to look at things. You know, I, I wonder, like she&#039;s, she claims to be advocating for communities that she, that we care about. But I wonder if she&#039;s advocating more for herself than for those communities. And that&#039;s something I find concerning.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=19m22s 19:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Yeah, I think that it can be hard to recognize our own biases because she has put so much time and effort into so much research that she has done. And I think that are evidence that shows that some of the points that she spent so much time on might not be right. It&#039;s not her fault. It, it&#039;s, that&#039;s the sources that she had at the time, but information threatening those conclusions. Could that threaten her profession?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=19m52s 19:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, it&#039;s really interesting. It&#039;s kind of that same idea of Mormonism like I like to talk about. Secondly, I 28 and 29 when, when you&#039;re on a sandy foundation, you tremble lest you shall fall. So you fight against more information because you&#039;re defending the spot you&#039;re on. And it&#039;s interesting to see that possibly showing up in different areas because I do feel like, you know what, even if she has this profession, if she can bring more truth into it, she&#039;ll be even better at it. It doesn&#039;t need to be threatening truth. Shouldn&#039;t ever be threatening to where you have to shut it down and not consider it. So, ok, I&#039;ll continue.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=20m22s 20:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: But it&#039;s, you know, my heritage, it&#039;s my ancestors, a lot of my friends are now, you know, coming from leaving fundamentalist groups, I have current friends who are polygamists because the podcast led me to that. And so it&#039;s a history that is misunderstood. It&#039;s really important to me. And there&#039;s this upswing in conspiracy theories and Joseph Smith polygamy denial that&#039;s really taking off. And I would say in a concerning way, the, the arguments are compelling, they are really good at weaving together certain facts to uh frame a narrative that protects the reputation of Joseph Smith so that, you know, we can deny that Joseph Smith practice POY, put a on Brigham Young and believe you me, I wanna blame everything on Brigham Young. But uh I think that that is a dangerous, a dangerous uh approach to our heritage. And if we continue to allow that sort of thinking to get oxygen, it&#039;s gonna have real world consequences to um our communities that we care about. And so it&#039;s really important to me to get this history out there. So thank you for allowing us to do that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=21m33s 21:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, there was so much there. Yeah, Brianna.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=21m36s 21:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: So I, I mean, I just wrote my thoughts down after she said that I was kind of like, so the reason she&#039;s coming against polygamy Deniers is that the current narrative is really important to her. She says, um and to our heritage, but I, I just have questions for her. Like if I could sit down with her, my question, you know, to you Lindsay, if you&#039;re watching is basically like, which is it? Did you, did you leave the church? Because you found out about all of this, your heritage? That was so um that&#039;s so disgusting to you and that you denounced, you know, but now you&#039;re like, oh, this is really important that we hang on to this because it&#039;s our heritage. I don&#039;t know, it felt, it felt a little double standard is, you know, um I thought, why don&#039;t, why if, if you are pro polygamy and pro this narrative so much and, and our heritage and our history, like I, I mean, I didn&#039;t mean this unkindly but I thought, well, why not? You know, why, why fight against it so much? Why not be pro FL Ds or I don&#039;t know, I just thought, but then later,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=22m45s 22:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: go ahead, you finish. No, go ahead. You finish in a way. That&#039;s what&#039;s so strange is she is like, we&#039;ll talk about that more as we go forward. But she&#039;s saying I have friends that are L DS. And she&#039;s been in the forefront of saying the FL DS are the real Mormons. They&#039;re like, she&#039;s really working hard and has been for years to validate polygamists living polygamy, which is so troubling and strange and we&#039;ll talk about that a little bit more a week. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=23m12s 23:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: it&#039;s contradictory because she&#039;s saying Ky was so awful and everything that she says about it the rest of the 3.5 hours, but she&#039;s basically promoting it anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=23m22s 23:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Go ahead. Yep. And I want to ask Whitney really quickly. And then Whitney when she said that about, um, well, there are so many things I want to deposit on all the way through, but when she said I would love to blame it on Brigham Young. I, I feel like I, I guess I want all of your thoughts on this but Whitney, like, I don&#039;t feel like that&#039;s true. I feel like there is a deep investment that is not based on evidence that is just deter they accuse us of like being motivated by wanting to, by our love for Joseph Smith and wanting to redeem Joseph Smith. That&#039;s not the truth. We are looking at the evidence. I feel like they are motivated by a deep need to hate Joseph Smith. I want to know if that feels like, why, why do you say I would love to blame it on Brigham Young. But no, there is a deep need to protect this narrative of bad Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=24m10s 24:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah, I agree. I, I felt the same. Um This is the same impression I&#039;ve received when I hear this. Um I pondered on this a lot probably over the last four or five years. And this is often a comment I receive when people have read the book, they, they don&#039;t want to. It is very fascinating to me that there that even apologetics and active mormons are OK with polygamy resting on Joseph&#039;s shoulders, but it&#039;s very upsetting to them to move it onto Brigham&#039;s. And this has been a very fascinating thing for me and I think for those who have left the church. Um and, and one of the um I saw Lindsay, oh, a few months ago, I think on Bill real on his show and she kind of made a comment that almost felt like it came from the bottom of her soul like this gut wrenching comment that basically how dare the polygamy deniers do what they&#039;re doing because they&#039;re giving people hope. And I thought, I think that&#039;s what it is. I think people who have rejected Joseph Smith rejected Mormonism and the restoration, a lot of them end up rejecting God and what they&#039;re really rejecting is a hope in a better world, a hope that all of what we&#039;re doing matters. And so I think that ultimately, there&#039;s some deep seeded um pain that if Joseph is innocent of this, that they need to then reconsider what Joseph taught what he did, who he was in God&#039;s plan for us. And ultimately reconsider God. And I think maybe for some people that is just far too painful, it, it, they then need to deal with some really serious pain that this dredges up.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=26m18s 26:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Mm. So, already having dealt with the massive cognitive dissonance and faith crisis in a way, it would require them to re-enter painful, cognitive dissonance and a second faith crisis. That, that, that&#039;s an important thing to realize. Thank you. Thank you. Um Carly, you had wanted to say something.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=26m37s 26:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Oh, yeah, it was just along those lines. Um I think that it, it&#039;s much simpler to uh I mean, she, she said that we&#039;re cons conspiracy theorists, right? And either way you look at it, there&#039;s conspiracy. You can say that Brigham was a conspiracy conspiracy theorist or it was Joseph and it&#039;s easier to denounce the whole church if everything lays on Joseph&#039;s shoulders, you know, he taught plumy, he taught all these false doctrines. Everything he did was wrong and, and horrible and he&#039;s a lunatic and so we can just completely throw him out. But if we try to consider that something was wrong in his organization and he was also a victim to another conspiracy, then yeah, we have to reconsider why was he targeted? And what maybe did he teach? That was true. And that, that is definitely hard to reconsider once you&#039;ve completely thrown him out already.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=27m38s 27:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you. And for all of us iii I wanna ask and then, yeah, just let me ask this quickly, Gwendolyn, if that&#039;s all right. Just um for me, I, this is one thing that drives me a little bit crazy because we get it all the time that we are just based on motivated reasoning. We just need to defend Joseph Smith and, and I want to know if anyone if does that resonate with any of you? Yeah. So OK, because for me, it very much was like, I learned this and it makes you reconsider your perspective of Joe, it&#039;s actually the opposite. And I feel like, so I know it&#039;s easy for both sides to accuse the other. But I feel like throughout this entire episode, there was so much projection and this is one of the areas I feel like they, they did see the evidence they saw at that time. And so now they are very needing to have, they, they are very motivated to have Joseph be this awful guy, they think he is. And so they&#039;re refusing to look at further evidence, which is, which is fascinating because that&#039;s what they&#039;re accusing us of doing, but it&#039;s what they&#039;re actually doing. And so, and on a light note, then I&#039;ll come to you, we like I did like that. She said this concerning upswing in polygamy denial, like despite themselves, they&#039;re having to acknowledge and they&#039;re having to acknowledge that we have very compelling arguments. But then she, you know, and the other thing that I think that we will notice throughout this entire discussion is they don&#039;t address us at all. They, they&#039;re like incapable of actually talking to or about us, which I find fascinating. So, ok, Gwendolyn, then we&#039;ll come back.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=29m03s 29:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Um, one of the things I think this does serve to, um, serves to fulfill God&#039;s purposes is that it, it has caused a lot of people to let go of Joseph to let go of their faith in Joseph. And for those who are willing, they have had to just redirect their faith to God. Um So as much as it causes that, that&#039;s good, right? Because we don&#039;t want to have faith in Joseph, we want to have faith in God. Um But I do, I do think we have very good evidence that Joseph was actually like a good representative for God&#039;s Word. Um But I wanted to tell a quick story because when I was writing or I was almost done with the paper that I wrote um about polygamy saying that this is not of God and isn&#039;t that great news and we can reject this doctrine and hold on to the doctrine of Jesus Christ. I was put in touch with a very well known. Um It&#039;s a man I&#039;m sure this won&#039;t be a shocker once you hear the story. Um He was an author, institute teacher featured speaker at various church conferences and he very kindly sacrificed his time to talk with me about um my paper before I publish it. And when he heard, he hadn&#039;t read it, but when he heard what my hypo hypothesis was that I, that I was saying that polygamy is not of God. He and how I interpreted Jacob 230 he told me you are treading on dangerous ground. Don&#039;t write this, don&#039;t publish it. Don&#039;t go on any podcast or say anything about it. Just put it on a shelf, forget about it. You care about this too much. And um with that, with my personality that pretty much ensured that I would write it. Publish it. Go on podcast. I remember just being like, wow, thank you for that. Um But I think it&#039;s amazing that, that this, this man who was trying to do good and Lindsay, who, who seems like she believes that she&#039;s trying to do good. They&#039;re singing the same song that it&#039;s dangerous to think outside of their narrative. They don&#039;t want us to think beyond what they say is true. And I would love for Lindsay and this man to answer what are the real world consequences that you don&#039;t want to see manifested if I breathe this right. Lindsay says she doesn&#039;t want to give it oxygen, which means she wants to kill it. What are you afraid will happen in the real world? What are you afraid will happen? In the real world, if people, as Whitney said, have hope that God is real and loves us and is ultimately good.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=31m33s 31:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Yeah, I thought that was really interesting how our thinking that polygamy is not of God. And also Joseph didn&#039;t teach it is dangerous. But, but in other ways, she&#039;s supporting the FL DS. Like, as if, what they&#039;re actually actively doing is, is not dangerous.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=31m53s 31:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. That&#039;s, I guess what I was like, OK, so, so we know that she threw your plug me by saying that that the fundamentalists are the real Mormons. She really has buddy up with them. She and oh Christina Rosetti, I believe is her name. Um That&#039;s a Catholic professor at UU. They were the as, as far as I understand it, like really two of the main voices pushing through the decriminalization of polygamy. And as I&#039;ve talked ST this more, I just had a couple of really, like, I just adore Tanya Toole who has been on the podcast and I&#039;m hoping we will come on again to talk about some things, but she&#039;s in there in the like trying to get this done. And she was really vilified during that debate, like both, both of these women really vilified Tanya, which I just find so heartbreaking and, you know, and this idea that um I guess it&#039;s kind of like, yes, we need to be loving and kind. I would never, you know, I have, I do have friends who are polygamous and they not anymore. They don&#039;t like me anymore. But, um, but I don&#039;t want to be cruel, but at the same time it&#039;s kind of like if you have friends from the Middle East who have slaves, do you know what I mean? Should we like, buddy up and advocate for them and say, hey, it&#039;s just another way to be a person. It&#039;s just another way to mourn it. Like, should we like, like that&#039;s what I guess I, I feel like polygamy is dangerous for people. Polygamy is dangerous for communities. It&#039;s what harms people. Well, when we validate it, when we validate it, we make it, we empower for the people who are doing it right? We say they&#039;re the real Mormons, they&#039;re the real fatal ones we buy into that narrative. And then we put down like Tanya told me that one of the best things like she&#039;s not going to take a side on the Joseph Smith debate. She&#039;s not L DS and she&#039;s certainly not an L DS historian. And you know, she&#039;s like, I&#039;m not going to touch that, but she did say that if um people, if this could be, if this movement can grow and it can be verified that this didn&#039;t begin with Joseph, that would be one of the most profoundly impactful things on polygamist communities. And so that&#039;s where I feel some real concern about Lindsay and her position. I&#039;m like, is it dangerous to them or is it dangerous to you? That&#039;s something that I think really needs to be considered. So, Brianna, sorry, I interrupted you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=34m14s 34:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: No. And I think I&#039;m just saying what you just said, but basically she was saying it doesn&#039;t matter, even if there&#039;s, I mean, she talked about sex a lot but even if there&#039;s no sex, polygamy is just sex or not, polygamy is just bad and damaging and, you know, tell that to the people, you know that I&#039;ve talked to that I have been harmed by this. But then she&#039;s like, but of course, then back to the beginning. Well, this is a part of our heritage and a lot of people practice this and it&#039;s part of their religion anyway. Yes. Go.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=34m40s 34:40]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=34m41s 34:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I&#039;m going to have them come present at sandstone and share their theology and I&#039;m going to validate it and treat it like, like this needs to be held in the same category as slavery. If they really are the twin relics of barbarism, why is it OK? To validate one? If not the other? Yeah, Carly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=34m58s 34:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Um So I don&#039;t know if you have this clip from later on at the end. She says she doesn&#039;t, she said that Eliza R snow drives her crazy. Do you have a clip about that?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=35m06s 35:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I didn&#039;t say the clip. So go ahead and talk about it now because I know which one you&#039;re talking about.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=35m10s 35:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: So when we were talking just earlier and I didn&#039;t know that Lindsay Hansen Park had been vocal about supporting the bill to decriminalize polygamy. Um I went and looked it up and I read an article that was posted in the Salt Lake Tribune that she had written. Um and she actually talks about how we shouldn&#039;t compare polygamy to slavery. Um And that, and, and she&#039;s like, oh, we all want the easy, the easy out to maybe just decriminalize or to criminalize it so that it can be prosecuted. But she was suspicious of making such a easy con like conclusion. I was like, that&#039;s suspicious that you don&#039;t want to just criminalize, like make it illegal, keep it illegal so that we can help those victims because decriminalizing it, make it harder to help those victims.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=36m04s 36:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Can I add something here? So, one of the books that I love pointing to in my podcast is um was a 2018 book. It&#039;s a social science book. And so this is our most current data. This is not a faithful book. This is actually based on studies that have been done and it&#039;s called The Evils of polygyny. Evidence of its harm to men, to women, men and society. It&#039;s by Rose mcdermott and it represents uh long term data right on this and it&#039;s a very stunning title because nothing in, in uh in sociology is like evil, right? But she said it&#039;s because it was an unequivocal harm there was no evidence of it being good in any way, by any metric, all evidence of good was anecdotal and they could not prove it. And so to me, it&#039;s really surprising that, that they&#039;re not willing to acknowledge or consider that, that this is actually proven to be a bad thing. Um I would think that that would actually be something you&#039;d want to lean into if you were opposed to it. So there is this question of like, if you&#039;re opposed to it, why are you promoting it? And if you&#039;re promoting it, you couldn&#039;t be opposed to it because it&#039;s not just another lifestyle, it&#039;s literally a harm.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=37m21s 37:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Yeah. And she mentioned that I forgot, actually say what she said about Eliza Arsal. She said Eliza Arsenal drove her crazy because she used her position of power in the system to hurt other women and to stop other women. And so she, that&#039;s women of power and any of us with voices to create any sort of change, shouldn&#039;t we be vocal and advocating to help these women out of the system or stop this system as a whole?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=37m54s 37:54]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: Which I just,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=37m55s 37:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: I agreed with her on that point and she&#039;s like, it kind of drives me crazy how we like, you know, put Eliza r snow on a pedestal. I was like, I actually agree with you, Lindsay. I agree about that. I think&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=38m05s 38:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: there&#039;s a lot, there&#039;s a lot we agree on with them as we go through a lot of the clips I grabbed are, are things I&#039;m like, yep, let&#039;s team up. But that was a brilliant point because I do feel like in a way Lindsay has built her kingdom on polygamy. And my concern is that to some extent, it may be on the backs of the polygamist, women and Children and men suffering in polygamy because she needs to sleep. That&#039;s what I&#039;m concerned about. That&#039;s one of the main reasons I wanted to do this response. So in talk to um Tanya who&#039;s been very involved with this and um and some other people as well. So the decriminalization has actually been horrible. I want to, you know, give it its due. I understand the idea behind it was if people are afraid that they&#039;re going to be arrested, then they can&#039;t come and get help if they need it, if there&#039;s abuse or if there&#039;s rape. But, but built into polygamy is secrecy. It&#039;s been that way from the beginning. It&#039;s every abuser has to isolate and has to convince you that they&#039;re out to get you every abusive sy, every abuser does that and every abusive system does that. So that wasn&#039;t ever going to work. And one of the points Tanya made so well is that we have to first get better at prosecuting the actual crimes that are actually happening in polygamy before we talk about decriminalization until we get better at knowing how to deal with things like underage marriage and statutory rape and the um, child trafficking and all, you know, like, like she did say, I mean, well, there&#039;s a lot of data that, that still needs to come in but I do know a couple of things, the suicide rate among polygamists is like off the charts. It&#039;s, it&#039;s the highest I know of. And um I&#039;m going to do an episode on blood atonement because I have similar quotes with Brigham Young and Warren Jeffs talking about all the people coming and begging to be killed, right? Like it is a suicidal doctrine. It creates suicidality profoundly. And then you have to choose between polygamy or I mean, your family or like the, the, the shun and then you&#039;re not at all prepared for life, right? And so what it does to humans is something we have to take seriously, right? And then, and then since it&#039;s been decriminalized, it&#039;s again, just validated the very worst of the polygamist. It&#039;s given them a free pass, it&#039;s empowered them. And from everything I have heard, things have gotten far, far, far worse. We have all of these FL DS women whose Children are being kidnapped, they&#039;re being stolen from them and there&#039;s talk of blood atonement. We don&#039;t know where the kids are, we don&#039;t know if they&#039;re being killed. We don&#039;t know. And there&#039;s like, like things have gotten so much worse since it was decriminalized and I need to hear the people are leading that battle leading that charge say, hey, we need to fix this. If like, I&#039;m really frustrated about hearing women claim to be anyone, anyone, not just women, hearing people claim to be advocates for women and Children and call out wrongs that they see while not acknowledging their part in contributing to it. That&#039;s part of what I find so deeply, deeply troubling that we all need to look at honestly. And I guess I&#039;m begging the people who were involved to look honestly at what, what they contributed to. And if that&#039;s, you know, because I do again, I love, I don&#039;t want to alienate anybody. I want to be inclusive and kind to polygamist, but we have to call out the system for what it is. And I think slavery is about the best comparison. We have to really name it for what it is. So anything else or should we move on to the next clip? Well, I was just,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=41m40s 41:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I was just going to add that about a year and a half ago, a woman who is kind of a matriarch down in the polygamous community. I reached out to me and, and pleaded for help. She said that it, it&#039;s just these last couple of years. It&#039;s just getting just horrific for the people in the community. And she has, and I, and I can see, you know, so many things that we try to do in life are a double edged sword. I can see where perhaps the idea behind decriminalizing it was that sometimes when something is labeled as a crime, those involved, it&#039;s even harder to come forward. Um You know, it&#039;s kind of like branding you with the scarlet letter. And so perhaps the thinking was if we decriminalize this, then they will, we&#039;re not going to be adding more shame and guilt to what their um participating in it and going through. But, you know, then we&#039;ve just seen that the reverse of that is that it&#039;s just becoming even more horrific with the abuse and the um victimization that&#039;s going on. And so the human trafficking, you know, they, they want the women in particular, the women and the Children. I worked with a woman last year who had gone out of a polygamous marriage and her Children all were taken and are being hidden and she hasn&#039;t seen them for over a year. And so there&#039;s just horrific things going on, just, just tragedy on top of tragedy. And, and I, I agree, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t understand how I guess for me, right? One of the motives, one of the main motives for writing my book was thinking of the good people who are trying to be faithful to the Lord and they believe that being faithful as a Mormon means getting back to the quote unquote fundamentals that they believe Joseph Smith taught. And so good people go and enter into this, um, polygamous lifestyle of marriage. And I guess for me, I thought if I could free them from that and help them separate and realize Joseph wasn&#039;t the author of that, that it could keep, um, people today from entering into that and, and, um, I don&#039;t know, I just prevent a lot of pain. Yeah. Exactly. And, and so I guess for me that part of what Lindsay said just, I don&#039;t understand, I don&#039;t understand her thinking that she can believe that what we are trying to do is dangerous for that community. To me. I see. I mean, I do think if you have a good marriage and good f good family structure, you should keep families together, Children suffer when there&#039;s divorce. But how can teaching especially the Children a better way of life and a better future. How can that be dangerous? II, I just do not understand that comment at all.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=45m04s 45:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s the only way I could make sense of it is it&#039;s dangerous for her, not for the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=45m09s 45:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: people. And isn&#039;t it interesting that the L DS historian? Was it? Who told Gwendolyn that her line of thinking was dangerous? And also it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=45m19s 45:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: was just a, just a faithful, faithful, well known influencer?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=45m24s 45:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Yeah. So how can I make? It&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=45m26s 45:26] Whitney: just makes no sense. So you&#039;re saying the one that told you was an active LDS member? So I sense an apologetic for, oh, yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=45m37s 45:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Well, I would say I would say, generally as a church, faithful church members believe that polygamy. It doesn&#039;t make sense now. But it&#039;s a, you know, we don&#039;t, we don&#039;t reject it as a church. And so if you are a faithful church member, especially if you&#039;re older, right. I think there&#039;s an older generation maybe who hasn&#039;t, um, wanted to question these things so much.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=46m06s 46:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Can I say that one of my just women I love in my ward is older. She raised, she&#039;s very similar to me, had 13 and raised 11 Children and is she&#039;s brilliant and we have the best conversations and she is just, she has been a, she was born a spunky woman who cared about women&#039;s issues way before her time. And so anyway, I just, and my mom is, is almost 89. Like there are people waking up like crazy and it&#039;s really easy and sometimes that older generation are some of the best of them and the younger ones are not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=46m44s 46:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: And actually, actually, as you say that, as you say that, like, I want to apologize to the amazing people who I do interact with on my podcast because many of the people who see this the most clearly are older and wiser than me. And they&#039;ve seen enough to know like I completely acknowledge that. Um I, I think maybe as you get older, you either become more entrenched or more open. Maybe that&#039;s maybe that&#039;s what this is. So, but Yeah, I guess there&#039;s a lot of fear. I think there&#039;s fear and because people, um, people who love the structure and the hierarchy and the organization, they&#039;re, they&#039;re scared and they consider it dangerous because they think if you take this out, you take out everything and, and it&#039;s like, you know what, if we take it out and it&#039;s not of God, then we&#039;re left with what God gave us. So it looks&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=47m35s 47:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like people, I keep trying to tell people like we&#039;ve already done that with every other doctrine I taught, like we&#039;ve already taken every single one of them out and we&#039;re still here. Your faith wasn&#039;t destroyed when you know, like, and we&#039;re all glad, I think we&#039;re all thrilled that we are no longer teaching. So like God, God, God is a racist and I think we&#039;re thrilled that we&#039;re no longer teaching blood atonement. And right. Wouldn&#039;t we be thrilled if we were also teaching that God loves women? And like that would be amazing, right? And just, and move on that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=48m13s 48:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Actually, God is not a liar when he says&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=48m17s 48:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: all the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=48m20s 48:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right that God doesn&#039;t ask you to, doesn&#039;t, doesn&#039;t give you terrible tests just to see what you&#039;ll do. And you know, I like it has so distorted the nature of God into a lie, right? The truth of God has been turned to a lie. And so it, it&#039;s not, it does not need to threaten Mormons to get rid of this act of me. Like, I guess members of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Saints, sorry. It doesn&#039;t need to threaten us to get rid of this. And it also doesn&#039;t need to threaten anti Mormons. It shouldn&#039;t like whatever negative experiences you didn&#039;t, you had in the church or whatever you don&#039;t like about the church. It&#039;s still valid because it is the church that Brigham Young established that does, you know, so, so it&#039;s all valid. We can just look for the truth without being afraid.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=49m05s 49:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Right. Exactly. And because the church, we believe in continuous revelation in modern revelation. And all of us, we have, we&#039;ve been taught this by the spirit like line upon line and we came to understand this through revelation. And so and lots and lots more people are understanding it the revelation. And so why can&#039;t we just accept it as another modern revelation and right? Like, ok, like Brigham was wrong. So we put like leave it alone. Yeah, just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=49m39s 49:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like everything else. It doesn&#039;t have to. And it&#039;s funny to me that we have Lindsay saying this is dangerous. We have Gwendolyn&#039;s friends saying this is dangerous. We have Brian Hales saying like, told me that what I&#039;m doing is dangerous because it causes confusion. I&#039;m causing confusion. Polygamy is not causing confusion. 132 me talking about it is causing I&#039;m like, can I just tell you how much more clarity I have? And like, and it&#039;s, it is, it&#039;s by study and by faith, right? It&#039;s, but it&#039;s mainly for study and then the confirming things and it&#039;s like so clear, there&#039;s no confusion&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=50m13s 50:13]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: now, so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=50m14s 50:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: simple, so beautiful, so life giving. Yes,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=50m20s 50:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I want to say something that Carly mentioned about conspiracies. You know, it just that, I think that&#039;s like fingernails on a chalkboard to me when, when these people who don&#039;t like our message call us conspiracy theorists. And the main reason they do that is because then it shuts down anybody wanting to listen to us. Like it&#039;s just a really easy way to just, oh, they&#039;re nutty, they&#039;re cuckoo, they&#039;re out there, they&#039;re conspiracy theorists as if conspiracies don&#039;t exist. They&#039;ve existed since Cain and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=50m50s 50:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Abel in the book of Mormon calls them secret combinations.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=50m54s 50:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So a good friend of mine, Matt Loyer. He was on Glenn Becca a few months ago and he, and, and he&#039;s been charged with that. Oh, he&#039;s a conspiracy theorist. And he says, you know, Glen, I consider myself a conspiracy analyst. And so I love that we are just analyzing the conspiracies that do exist to find what&#039;s true and what&#039;s not true as&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=51m19s 51:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: was Lindsay and John in their episode, we were analyzing heresies.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=51m25s 51:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. Exactly. Exactly. OK. So, so one thing that also was in that last clip that was, that was probably the biggest clip that we have to talk about. But one thing is she stated a couple of things. Well, first of all, it was Lindsay that asked John Delyn to have her on so that she could prevent polygamy, the polygamy denial movement from getting oxygen. Right. So she reached out and asked to be on and so ostensibly their whole reason was to respond to the polygamy denial movement. Right? So I found that to be so interesting as I listened because all like they didn&#039;t respond to us at all. All they did was go on to harp on the very worst accusations of Joseph Smith, whatever. And, and now that I&#039;ve researched more and I know, oh, that&#039;s Joseph Jackson that said that really, you&#039;re going that source. Oh, that&#039;s, you know, you can point and you like, oh that&#039;s from that book. Like you start to get a sense of what they are considering good, well, at least good enough evidence to assume is true and to share as factual truth. That was interesting to me. I kept so I, I think I saved every clip where they actually did respond to us at all. But that was amazing to me. I&#039;m like, if you&#039;re going to ask to come on a podcast because there&#039;s a growing movement that you find concerning and you want to respond to it, well, then respond to it. You know, it was like, like I felt, I felt like the what this could successfully do is, is take the completely uninformed and skew their perspective Right. Like, like anyone who has studied all comments. Right. But, but it was just, it was just crazy. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s one thing I thought was interesting is apparently this was to offer a rebuttal to the polygamy Deniers. And I&#039;m like, oh, did you fail massively fail at that? So I&#039;m hoping that people who watch that will also watch this. Well, and we engage with some of our material that we&#039;ve got so they can see the actual evidence that we&#039;re not the delusional ones here. We&#039;re not the ones just so. Anyway. Ok,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=53m35s 53:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: we&#039;ll go on to Michelle. Can I, can I add in one more thing? So I think also they, they don&#039;t really define polygamy deniers. Um They or they do and they just say, they say Joseph didn&#039;t do it. And it&#039;s like that&#039;s not what polygamy deniers are. Polygamy. Deniers are. People who say this is bad when we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=53m53s 53:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: say God didn&#039;t do it. That&#039;s why it&#039;s not even about Joseph. It&#039;s about God. We&#039;re just, we&#039;re talking about Joseph because of the facts. But for my whole, you guys know that my whole first year of my podcast and my whole 10 plus years of study was about, is this of God, I didn&#039;t care about Joseph actually for a long time. So when we&#039;re polygamy Deniers, we are denying that polygamy is, is Godly right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=54m16s 54:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Exactly. It,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=54m17s 54:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: which you agree on, I would think, right? They agree with us. We agree with them. Let&#039;s start there.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=54m23s 54:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: And then how sure are we, that we want to pin this on Joseph knowing that it&#039;s bad. And that&#039;s, that&#039;s kind of where our, our church, um, current, conventional thinking is a little bit different because currently we&#039;re like, no, it was good because everybody said it was good. And it&#039;s like, let&#039;s just let&#039;s identify what&#039;s true doctrine of Christ and what&#039;s not Christ. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=54m43s 54:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That would be a great place to be united. We&#039;re united. So Whitney and Carly each had something to say, oh, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=54m48s 54:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: was just going to say so as Michelle knows, my journey started the same way, I wanted to know if it was from God and I came to the conclusion it was not. And therefore, then I went through that cognitive dissonance of, well, then what does that mean about Joseph Smith? And I decided that meant he was a fallen prophet and then I had to work through that. And so I&#039;m not, I mean, Don Bradley to me, gave me a compliment on Ward radio the other day when he said, well, there&#039;s this author Whitney Horning and she even says in the beginning of her book, I chose to believe Joseph&#039;s public denials as if that literally was all I did just one day said I&#039;m going to believe Joseph and therefore he didn&#039;t do it. You know, like that just counts years of research, years of struggling with this issue. You know, most of my life I&#039;ve struggled with the idea of polygamy being from God and, and mostly for me when I was younger it was how, how can God tell me I am equal if he&#039;s going to do this to me? Because I&#039;m a woman. And so for me it was very much my relationship with God and could I trust him because I didn&#039;t feel like that meant I was equal. And so there&#039;s just to me when they throw out these, you know, oh, you&#039;re a polygamy denier. Oh, you&#039;re just somebody who chose to believe Joseph. You know, it just discounts how much intellect and reasoning and searching and pondering has gone into for each of us and for everyone I know out there who is on this journey, it is a journey and it is painful and it is difficult and it is a whole lot more to it. And then I was just going to say really quickly, my husband and I met Rick Bennett at an event about a year or so ago&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=56m42s 56:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: has a podcast called The Gospel Tangents. And he&#039;s pretty hard on polygamy deniers.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=56m48s 56:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: He is. And I almost feel like he might be the one who coined the term polygamy deniers. But we are sitting in front of him and um my husband during the break turned around to him and said, you know, introduced himself and Rick said, oh, your wife&#039;s Whitney Horning and burn said, yes, and I just want you to know we don&#039;t deny polygamy. We know Brigham did it. I love her. That&#039;s great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=57m21s 57:21]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: Ok,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=57m22s 57:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I had one thing I was going to say the car that up&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=57m24s 57:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: I had first. So well, I just wanted to mention because you two talked about how that started your journey. Like you really wanted to get to the bottom of if polygamy was from God. And I just want to mention for anyone listening, my journey started six months before I ever thought of polygamy. Um I think growing up, I just didn&#039;t even think about polygamy like I was taught it and heaven will be polygamists and you don&#039;t really have to be, I mean, some people said you have to be, some people said you don&#039;t. But I think I just intuitively shoved it to the back of my mind because I&#039;m like, intuitively, I knew God is not going to force anyone into polygamy like that is just not something God would do. Um But my journey actually started because God just told me one day, you know, some of your church leaders say to put your questions on a shelf or doubt your doubts, any question you have just ask me. And I was like, OK, and I didn&#039;t even have a question on my mind at that time. But I was like, and I just started, it started with like, I would pray and search the scriptures and, and I was so very devout. At that time, I had never looked at anything outside of church literature. And so I, I would pray about a doctrine or like something kind of weird that I thought was taught in church. And I only search the scriptures and in church literature in the library, in the gospel library app. And I found evidence and the answers that I got from God that false doctrines were being taught. And I got answers for about six months, about a couple of different doctrines that God showed me were false doctrines that, you know, got introduced into the church. And six months later, I got introduced into the evidence that Brigham altered the history. And Joseph wasn&#039;t aist like, wow, my journey, it was not motivated recently at all to just say like it&#039;s like Joseph didn&#039;t do it because I&#039;m trying to hold on to something. But if I in faith, God will show us the truth to everything.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=59m30s 59:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I love that. OK? And I have to, I have to mention one thing, I love what you guys. I love that Carly. Thank you. And so John Delyn because he&#039;s, he&#039;s Mormon stories. He&#039;s, he&#039;s, he&#039;s who had um Lindsay on and that we&#039;re going to talk about. And Brian, he did his doctoral dissertation, I believe on the question of why Mormons leave because it was so offensive to all of the post Mormons to have the tropes of. They just wanted to sin. They never were really, they never were converted, they were, you know, whatever the excuses are. So he did an actual study to show what the reasons really were. That, that Mormons leave, right? And which we understand they studied the history for a lot of people, right? And I guess I&#039;m asking like John, you did that work and you understand the importance of understanding people and not misrepresenting them. Please apply it to us and listen to what we&#039;re saying, the more that like painting us as just motivated reason, we just need to, we can&#039;t deal with the cognitive distance. We need to have Joseph on a pedestal. Whatever it is is exactly the same as the tropes that they just wanted to send and they never had a testimony to begin with. I&#039;m hoping I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve tried in every way I know to help people hear that on this other side. So I&#039;m gonna try again and hope people can apply this. I understand how important it is to not misrepresent and belittle people who leave the church do the same for us that have come through hard study, hard faith, hard cognitive dissonance, hard faith crises, right? To understand through our study, to have come to the conclusion that Joe, that polygamy wasn&#039;t of God was the first time we had to do that, right? And then Joseph wasn&#039;t a polygamist. So and, and just like Whitney, I had made peace with Joseph being a polygamist. That&#039;s why he lost his spiritual protection, was able to be killed. Ok. You know, until I was like, oh my gosh, there&#039;s way more, way more to this story that I didn&#039;t know. So, ok, now I&#039;m gonna move on to the next. But&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m27s 1:01:27]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: you really get mixed messages about like how bumbling and ignorant and uneducated they were versus potentially, you know, having some education in the, in the family and some status. How do you guys make sense of that?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m42s 1:01:42] Bryan Buchanan: Well, part of that goes to a larger point that we&#039;ll we&#039;ll talk about several times a day is the the lack of contemporary records for early Mormonism. And so many of these are reminiscent accounts. And so they will later be used as tools in the, the battle over history. And how do we tell that? And so you&#039;ll see that sometimes people will, will specifically portray them as uneducated for a purpose. But then on the other hand, you&#039;ll have other people that are like, no, actually they were better educated than you think for a purpose. And so the reminiscent accounts and memory and the nature of how history is written is going to be a theme that will go throughout our discussion. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m21s 1:02:21]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: agenda really drives historical tidbits people tend to highlight.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m28s 1:02:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. Was that not rich? Do you guys get like? Right, let&#039;s be on the same team we&#039;re saying exactly the same things. There are not good historical counts. Reminiscences have problems and gender drives narrative, right? Does anyone have anything else to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m47s 1:02:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: say? I was going to say one thing that Lindsay said closer to the end is she&#039;s like, oh, some people want to call their experience in Mormonism, a cult and some don&#039;t. And we want to let people speak for themselves and let people speak to their own experiences. And I thought, why aren&#039;t you letting Joseph speak for himself Or Hiram or Emma? Emma was speaking for herself and they&#039;re like, oh, Emma was a part of it. Emma lied. You know, Emma was guilty too and, and, and she was part of the, you know, person bringing in girls. And I&#039;m like, but Emma spoke for herself and so did Joseph and, you know, and so did Hiram again and again, and those words are just stuffed and snuffed and thrown under the rug. But let&#039;s let everybody else except those three speak for themselves. That didn&#039;t, yeah, that didn&#039;t make sense to me.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m38s 1:03:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely. Believe all women except Emma and Sarah Lawrence and anyone else who thinks that it&#039;s not true.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m44s 1:03:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: I just have to say, I think that what we&#039;re doing, definitely not motivated reasoning in our research. But I like to call it investigative research where it&#039;s like true crime because there&#039;s a hidden agenda, there&#039;s motive, like there&#039;s a lot of conspiracy going on. And so I think that their whole narrative and perspective on Emma is so twisted because, yeah, usually they say she mentions from within the first year of their marriage, Joseph was cheating on her with her friend and she told a neighbor that she made a mistake marrying him. And then later they say that she tried to poison him and then she wanted a divorce and she was stuck in this horrible abuse of marriage with Joseph. And then he passed away and she, like, validated his name and protected his character even after he died. Like that does not mean&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m39s 1:04:39]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: a lot of opposition, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m41s 1:04:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: That&#039;s like if she&#039;s free, hallelujah, she&#039;s free from this horrible person. Wouldn&#039;t she want to pray? Like, thank goodness and talk about her horrible atrocities that she experienced and tell more about why she wanted to poison him or why she wanted to divorce him. You know, like if she had been in that horrible horrible marriage that they painted as like a victim in that position, especially with the, the pedestal, like in the position she had to speak publicly, wouldn&#039;t she talk about that?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m15s 1:05:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Well, there are a million things, polygamous men don&#039;t elevate their wives, they&#039;re disobedient wives and put them on pedal. There are a million different ways to approach this one thing that I find so found so interesting. Like I think one of them said in this interview and I know if they&#039;ve said it before, like the Mormon Church lies about everything. Like they consider that bri they know, they say all of them were just liars, liars, liars. Oh, except on this topic and then everything they said was right. That&#039;s what&#039;s so bizarre like they are acknowledging. Yeah. These are all reminiscent accounts and people are motivated except on polygamy. And then every single thing they said about Joseph is true. Right. And then,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m51s 1:05:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: yeah. Yeah. And to say, well, Emma, you know, some people would say, and maybe Lindsay would respond this way or Brian or John, I don&#039;t know that. Well, she was brainwashed, she drank the kool aid, right? So of course she kept defending his name. But why aren&#039;t we applying that same possibility to all these later reminiscences that are married, most of them to Brigham and Heber years after Joseph&#039;s death. Like why don&#039;t we apply that same logic that they could have been put under pressure or, you know, while their husbands, their abusive polygamous husbands were still alive&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m23s 1:06:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: because at the point of their reminiscent accounts, they were under that system of oppression. 100&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m29s 1:06:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: percent. And one thing I&#039;ve said often is everything that could be forged was forged, right? We have all of the changed records, the change of the false testimonies, anything that is hard evidence that couldn&#039;t be forged doesn&#039;t exist. There&#039;s no child, there&#039;s no letter, there&#039;s no journal entry legitimate, there&#039;s no um request for finances. There&#039;s no like if we look at any of the other polygamists starting with Brigham and Hebrew and William Clayton in England in like 1840 we have all kinds of evidence and then we have Children and like we have this, it leaves a trail, right. And so it&#039;s like there is no evidence there that couldn&#039;t be faked. Everything that could be faked. We have anything that couldn&#039;t be faked. We don&#039;t have, why don&#039;t we look at that honestly, like we&#039;re, we&#039;re all, that&#039;s what I love is all throughout this several times. I have several clips of them acknowledging the problems with the evidence and, and we&#039;ll play some more of them and it&#039;s like you&#039;re right, we have exactly the same evidence and I think we are looking at it way more objectively than they are. But why can&#039;t they at least acknowledge that they don&#039;t have a done deal? It&#039;s not like they shouldn&#039;t just be calling us names and writing us off. We should go, oh, you interpret that this way? Interesting. I interpret it this way. That&#039;s a conversation that can be had, but they don&#039;t want to have it because the only way for them to deal with us is to hope no one listens to us is it&#039;s based, it&#039;s the exact same thing as don&#039;t look at anti Mormon literature, right? That the church was doing forever. They&#039;re basically saying, don&#039;t look at anti polygamy litera, that&#039;s what&#039;s happening here, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m05s 1:08:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m05s 1:08:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so I just have to say really quick that I struggled with the whole thing. But this clip you just played in particular because Brian, um, you know, is the owner of Benchmark books and they sell my books and a reader contacted me a couple of weeks ago and told me that he went in and he took my Joseph Smith book up to Brian and just curious what his opinion would be and said, hey, so you know, what can you tell me about this book? And he said, oh, that book&#039;s been debunked. Oh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m42s 1:08:42]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: that&#039;s what they say about the Brian.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m44s 1:08:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Listens to this. That is not a good way to sell books.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m51s 1:08:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Go&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m51s 1:08:51]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: to your store.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m53s 1:08:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, and please, Brian, will you send us the debunking Whitney? Have you ever seen the debunking? I&#039;ve never seen the debunking. I keep hearing about the debunking of your book and about the prices books. And I, I would like, will someone please send me those debunking? I&#039;m, I&#039;m very interested in seeing that. Sorry.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m09s 1:09:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: It&#039;s just like Michael Scott saying I declare bankruptcy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m13s 1:09:13]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_9: I declare bankruptcy. Hey, he said, hey, I just wanted you to know that you can&#039;t just say the word bankruptcy and expect anything to happen. I didn&#039;t say&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m30s 1:09:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: it. I declared it, I have, I have a recommendation for benchmark if they want to sell more books. So the best thing you can do is create a banned book shelf. And so Whitney, yours would be prime, prime real estate, banned books. Whitney Horning. Absolutely. And then they turn&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m46s 1:09:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: over if, if Sandstone wants to have their best um attended conference ever or any of these other historical conferences have a panel, have a panel of us and have a panel with us and some of your best polygamy proponents. And let&#039;s, let&#039;s, let&#039;s talk like you, you keep saying this is like at some point, you have to realize you can&#039;t just keep trying to ignore it and suffocate it because I&#039;m sorry, as much as you&#039;d like to suffocate us, we&#039;re still breathing and we&#039;re, it&#039;s going to keep going.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m18s 1:10:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: So, ok, so I want to point out to Brian&#039;s, he recognizes and he admits that a lot of the later accounts are have a motive to them. They want to paint them in a certain light at certain times and it, and it changes. And so I did a video on this just recently talking about how we do our research, right? And I even found it, it, it&#039;s like when you&#039;re on a jury on a trial, they train you on how to tell if, if the witnesses are credible. And, and so this is from Cornell Law, it says is the witness how to determine if they&#039;re cuddle inconsistent statements, reputation for untruthfulness, defects and perception, prior convictions that show dishonesty and bias, right? And so we can see all of those things in the Utah accounts, especially from the leaders and the oppression of the women that they were under. Um And and of course, like everybody knows that the dishonesty and the manipulation applies to Brigham Young and, and the other leaders. And so why do we believe anything they say? Um, and then what&#039;s really important is it even says this is from a different law website, but in training a jury, it says it&#039;s not important how many witnesses there are. What&#039;s important is if they&#039;re believable and credible, it doesn&#039;t matter how many there are, it matters if they&#039;re true&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m42s 1:11:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: and none of them are contemporaneous, none of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m45s 1:11:45]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: them. And a lot&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m46s 1:11:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: of their stories contradict the contemporaneous record. This goes into the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m52s 1:11:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Temple case. This goes into the Temple Lot case where the judge was like, you&#039;re not credible. This isn&#039;t Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m03s 1:12:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s the funny thing. This actually has been tried in a court of law. They already have so OK, I&#039;ll go on to the next my&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m11s 1:12:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: mind, by the way, as a normal person, I never even knew that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m16s 1:12:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Say that again. Sorry, Brianna&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m18s 1:12:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: again. Nothing. I&#039;m just saying as a lifelong member, I never knew about the Temple Lot case. And so when I did learn about that, like, whoa, this was tried in a US court of law like bringing it all to the judge and they lost anyway. That was amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m32s 1:12:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m32s 1:12:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: they have, they had the living witnesses too. We don&#039;t even have them. Now. They had the living witnesses with all every fiber of their being testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m43s 1:12:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have episodes coming up on that because if you want to have fun. Well, Whitney can tell us this. Reading the Temple lot. Testimonies is fun. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s like hysterically fun. So, ok, not, I mean, like, it&#039;s, it&#039;s fun to watch people squirm when they&#039;re caught in their bad lies. Right. So, um, ok, so the next one I think, oh, so they go on, I&#039;m, I&#039;m skipping over, like I said, a bunch of the Joseph Smith because really all they&#039;re doing is, hey, we&#039;re going to debunk the polygamy deniers. So let us just spread all the worst things that anyone ever said about Joseph Smith. That&#039;s what a lot of it sounded like to me. With. No. Um Yeah. Yeah. Right. With terrible. They don&#039;t provide any sources and, and if you happen to know what they are like, Whitney, were you impressed with the source with their um talking points? Ok. So here, here comes this,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m34s 1:13:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: Joseph Smith has a reputation for a lot of his life um for disorderly conduct, I guess. And that includes women. He has an issue with women. Um His early journals are filled with confessions to God. Uh Lots of guilt, lots of, I&#039;m a sinner stuff and some, you know, historians will say, well, that was just common for the time which it was. But so was men visiting brothels that was quite common, especially frontier people. And we gotta understand Joseph was a, was a frontier kid. Have you hung out with really, really rural kids. Like I don&#039;t care if they go to church. They, they&#039;ve got a morality, a lot of folks do that sort of doesn&#039;t always match up with the Bible. You go to church on Sunday and whatever. So the, the that accusation that Joseph Smith liked young ladies is so scandalous to people. But it, to me it makes them very human.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m28s 1:14:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I wanted to play that clip cause I thought it was a good sample of the level of scholarship here like rural kids. They&#039;re a problem. Joseph was a rural, rural kid. He was a pro like, first of all, I think anyone who grew up in a rural setting should be so highly offended by this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m47s 1:14:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Um I just moved to rural Tennessee and these are the most pure like Christ like kind people I have ever met. Like these are like true believing, like Bible believing Christians. Like these are really moral people here like their statement,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m06s 1:15:06]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: right? Like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m07s 1:15:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: what a weird blanket statement. I, I don&#039;t know why you would blanket a whole uh category of people as like no morality even if they go to church. Like what I mean?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m21s 1:15:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m sorry. So we have a record in Joseph&#039;s journal of him repenting of having a broken heart and a contrite spirit therefore and oh and and back in the day men went to brothels, therefore, Joseph&#039;s oh and he was a rural kid and rural kids are really immoral. So, since Joseph was a rural kid back in the day when they went to brothels and he repented, we know he loved the ladies. That&#039;s what it looked like was the case there to me. And that&#039;s about the level of scholarship I felt was represented in this. But I also wanted to just say, like reading through the scriptures, like, like again to understand who Joseph Smith is. I and I know that here I will put us back on the screen. I know that um all of you are aware of this. But for me, my journey was in the scriptures, right? And I think that&#039;s the case for a lot of us and Joseph Smith&#039;s scriptures, the book of Mormon and the doctrine of covenants are the most anti polygamist scriptures. We have far more so than the Bible. So just for anyone who&#039;s not familiar with this, like making these claims about Joseph Smith, right? We have Jacob one through three, specifically Jacob chapters two through three, they get into the twisted version which I don&#039;t think they even understand, read that actually read Jacob two and three. We have Mosiah 11, right? I mean, every single that&#039;s King Noah, right? Every single example it says they did. He did not keep the commandments of God, but he would walk after the desires of his own heart. And he had many wives and concubines same in Ether 10 5 with replication. And it came to pass that reps did not do that, which was right in the side the Lord for he didn&#039;t have many wives and concubines. And then we have Mosiah 2117, which is how they cared for the widows. Now, there were a great number of women more than there was the men. Therefore, Kingdom High commanded that every man should and part of the subs of the substance of the widows and to the widows and their Children that they might not perish with hunger, right? The way we care for widows is by sharing with them, not by forcing them into basic prostitution, right? You have to be my wife. If you don&#039;t want to starve to death, we have fourth Nephi 110 which talks about procreate, I mean about multiplying if that&#039;s what they want to make it about. And now behold, it came to pass that the people of Nephi did wax strong and did multiply exceedingly fast and they were married like inside the book of Mormon itself. It breaks down any possibility to want to claim that Joseph Smith was promoting polygamy, right? So on the one hand, they want to have Joseph be the sex obsessed, really power hungry guy who&#039;s making up scripture and yet he&#039;s making up scripture fighting against, right? And then we can go on to the doctrine and covenants. I won&#039;t, I have a whole list here, but I&#039;ll just do 4222 thou shalt love thy wife with all thy heart and shall cleave unto her and none else. And he look at after a woman to lust after her. Anyway, it goes like it could not be more clear. There is no wiggle room for polygamy anywhere in any of Joseph&#039;s scriptures.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m20s 1:18:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: And Michelle don&#039;t forget to add in the Joseph Smith&#039;s inspired version of the Bible where he corrected&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m27s 1:18:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the verses. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m29s 1:18:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Right. So he corrected the verses in the Bible which talked about David as walking right before the Lord Joseph corrected those that he did not walk, right. His heart was not right. So everything that came from Joseph&#039;s hands condemns it 100% consistency including&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m48s 1:18:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: section 101 which they brought up and then&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m51s 1:18:51]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m53s 1:18:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: OK, I just want to mention, yeah, like she said, like, oh, well, he wrote, you know, like Jacob two at the time when he was trying to appease somebody, you know, whatever. And it was like, OK, he wrote that years ago but years like up until his death, like he was preaching against it so many different sermons, the voice of innocence, so many things. And I just wanna like, I, I thought I have like, I think at the end they try to compare him to another cult leader like David Koresh or something. And it&#039;s just common sense, nobody becomes that influential and powerful if their actions aren&#039;t in line with their own theology. Right. Right. You&#039;re trying to seduce women and talk to their husbands or fathers and secretly course them into this, but publicly denouncing it every single day in public. Like, that&#039;s not convincing. That&#039;s not how you keep a following. And he had a huge following. People completely believed him and loved him. And that would not be possible if he was actually, like, if his actions weren&#039;t in line with his teachings,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m01s 1:20:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: now we&#039;re going to get into the public versus private denials in a minute because that&#039;s the wrong, that&#039;s the wrong measurement. But I will say if you look at any of these other cult leaders that they continually bring up, you&#039;re exactly right, Carly, they practice what they preach every single one of them. It&#039;s like, look at Brigham Young, it&#039;s hard to keep that system of totalitarianism going, right. They have to preach it constantly. So you could not possibly have this polygamous control with. I mean, like, like you look at every single polygamous leader, including Brigham Young, right? And compare them to Joseph Smith and it does not match, it doesn&#039;t work. You&#039;re exactly&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m41s 1:20:41]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: right. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m42s 1:20:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: do want, I do want to be devil&#039;s advocate just for this little point right here and say that cult leaders though, you guys are all, you&#039;re right. I agree. But also cult leaders are huge hypocrites. They live, they will hold their people to standards that they won&#039;t hold themselves to. So there&#039;s also that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m00s 1:21:00]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: little&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m01s 1:21:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Yeah, I understand. They oftentimes will be doing things behind the scenes that they&#039;re, they&#039;re not teaching to the other people. And like David Crush would teach celibacy. But he was the one sleeping with all the women. Like that was a huge hypocrite. But, you know, he was teaching celibate and then secretly sleeping with the women and they caught on to it. They all knew&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m23s 1:21:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he was teaching that he was the bearer. But I want to say, oh, go ahead, go ahead Whitney.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m29s 1:21:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Oh I was just going to say that it&#039;s fascinating to me that Joseph can just never win with Lindsay. So if you read my journal and I&#039;ve, and I&#039;ve hurt someone&#039;s feelings or I&#039;ve done something that I&#039;m like, oh God, you know, I&#039;m such a sinner and please forgive me. Then, then I need to worry that in 200 years someone&#039;s going to get a hold of that journal and assume that I was just out sleeping with every Tom Dick or Harry. Right? And so because I, because I often get accused of being, you know, naive and simple enough to believe Joseph&#039;s own words. I want to read what he said about his sinful nature. So in Joseph Smith&#039;s history, 128 to 29 he talks about how between the time of when he saw, you know, had the first vision and then 1823 when the angel comes to him at night and teaches him throughout the night, he said I was left to all kinds of temptations and mingling with society. I frequently fell into many foolish errors and displayed the weakness of youth and the foibles of human nature in making this confession. No one need suppose me guilty of any great or malignant sin, a disposition to commit such was never in my nature, but I was guilty of levity. So he had a jovial personality and was a kid. And I just personally am extremely offended on Joseph&#039;s behalf that him being open and honest about not being, you know, what we would consider like somebody who is perfect and never did anything wrong. That, that that has been turned into him being a lascivious man who was just out sleeping with the ladies. I don&#039;t know, I very offended at that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m26s 1:23:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I could not agree more. And I also want to say Brianna that you&#039;re right about the hypocrisy but honest. And I know people will look at this and say, oh, but as I have looked at Joseph&#039;s life, I can&#039;t find that you do not find hypocrisy in his life, in his actions and in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m42s 1:23:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: his, I I agree, I just meant in general, if he really was a cool, he would be probably playing all the sides. But we can&#039;t find&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m51s 1:23:51]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: evidence of that either. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m53s 1:23:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m54s 1:23:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: I just want to mention what, what Christ taught. We&#039;re supposed to judge a profit by their fruits. That&#039;s how you&#039;re able to know. And so when I look at the fruits of Jo, so if I can see, you know, clearly the physical progeny just with Emma and then the scriptures that come from him, they&#039;re full of light. And I don&#039;t see that light coming out of um the polygamous leaders, but I do see that coming from Joseph&#039;s hand.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m19s 1:24:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, I love it. I agree. And you know what, Brianna, we should talk about 101 here. Let&#039;s because I don&#039;t know if, I mean, we&#039;re not going to be able to get to all of the clips. So Dr Kevin is 101. They did talk about it. Kind of, I thought it was interesting. It was actually if I&#039;m remembering, right? Wasn&#039;t it John Delyn that had to bring it up? Like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m36s 1:24:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: neither. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m39s 1:24:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: what, what did you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m40s 1:24:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: say? I feel like oftentimes he&#039;ll bring it up like a devil&#039;s advocate or he&#039;ll bring up a document like supporting evidence. But this time he seemed to bring it up like actually questioning like wait, wasn&#039;t that at the same time of DNC 101?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m54s 1:24:54] Michelle: Right? And the thing that&#039;s interesting is I felt like he knew way more about it than they did. None of them knew the section title, none of them knew anything about it. John had to get a note to be able to know what it was and what it said. But Lindsay and Brian couldn&#039;t tell you the first thing about [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/doctrine-and-covenants-1835/259 Section 101]. Right. And so that it&#039;s like if you don&#039;t even know that you can&#039;t speak on this topic. No. Right. And so, and so I again, looked, I did an episode where I talked about the doctrine and covenants evidence of polygamy and in the beginning where I hope people will go back and listen to those scripture episodes because I think that&#039;s where the real meat of the discussion is. But [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/doctrine-and-covenants-1835/259 Section 101]. So the way that the church now explains it away like Brian Hills and some of the really pro polygamy church members is they claim that Oliver Cowdrey did it without Joseph&#039;s permission and that Joseph wasn&#039;t there when it was put into the doctrine of covenants. And I have to say, please go watch my [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXAXj6Attko episode on Doctrine and covenants]. None of that is true. Zero. It&#039;s not true. Jo though that is Joseph&#039;s doctrine. Joseph&#039;s massive stamp of approval. No, I don&#039;t know who was the penman because I don&#039;t know who was the penman on the lectures of faith. But are you going to proclaim that Joseph didn&#039;t support those like? Right. And,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m11s 1:26:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: and it was printed in the 1830 3d NC, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m14s 1:26:14]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: And reprinted&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m15s 1:26:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in the 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m17s 1:26:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: And it&#039;s got Joseph&#039;s name on the title page.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m22s 1:26:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: He was the head of the committee for both of those printings. And believe me, if Oliver Cowdery had done something that like Joseph, let people know when they did things they weren&#039;t supposed to do. Right. Oliver Cowy ended up getting excommunicated. Which, oh, we have to skip over that. But that&#039;s something that they talk about. So erroneously. I was gonna let Whitney go off and tell us about like, oh, it&#039;s just so, it&#039;s like, oh, it&#039;s all, uh, sorry, it&#039;s really frustrating to know this history and hear how they twist it while they&#039;re accusing us of twisting things. So yes. Section 101 absolutely forbids polygamy in no uncertain terms. And oh, we are going to get to it in a minute. I&#039;ll play a clip of John talking about. I actually kind of liked John Delyn the best in this episode because he&#039;s the most honest, right? So I I&#039;m gonna go to the next to the next clip and then um here it comes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m17s 1:27:17]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: So when you mentioned rumors in the early church, what, what are we talking about there? There&#039;s rumors of polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m23s 1:27:23] Bryan Buchanan: Yeah. And, and this is another one of those great cases where the lack of contemporary records makes it more difficult. But the Eliza winters is one that, that occasionally gets mentioned but not very often. And that it&#039;s, it is such a fascinating case because if you connect some of the accounts, it does seem like there was a friendship there. And so again, as we move into Kirtland into Navoo, these women that were friends with Emma Eliza Snow does seem to be a pattern that is there. So there&#039;s that one you have, um, there&#039;s, there&#039;s this down the scale a little bit, there&#039;s a woman that was living in Pennsylvania that was thought Joseph Smith came through and some sort of relationship and then he gets run out of town, but we only have a single reference from like 65 years later. And so in all these cases, we have to sort of weigh evidence and how much weight do we give to this and that&#039;s history ends up becoming just as much an art form as it does. Science. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m25s 1:28:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I just love how they&#039;re making our case for us. Right. Whitney, I don&#039;t know if you want to take time to talk about Eliza winters. I, we don&#039;t have to go into it. I just feel like they are casting these aspersions wherever they can by saying, well, there is this so there and there is this and it&#039;s 65 years later, but it does point to a pattern, right? While acknowledging we have no evidence and we just have to choose what to believe. So I have, I&#039;ll play the next. Oh, you go ahead Whitney. Then I, I was just gonna say&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m57s 1:28:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: really quick that I feel like I&#039;ve watched enough of these over the last year or so. And, and, and it does make me really, really happy that our belief is a growing, is growing and is catching on and I just find it so fascinating though that, that they take our, some of our, some of our arguments and then they just throw them out in blanket ways. And so like they did with this, like John Delyn saying, well, there were rumors and then Brian saying, yeah, there were rumors and then John will later talk about 101 that it says because this church has been charged with the crime of plague. We always see they were doing it, you know, and it&#039;s just to me, it&#039;s just so frustrating that they&#039;re smart enough to know why there were rumors at the time, they&#039;re smart enough to know. So they throw out the, oh, there was the Oneida group and there was the cocker kites and really, that&#039;s why the church was charged with plumy. Yes, exactly. Because there was a growing movement in New England. It was, it was called the Garden of Eden movement. And people there were people all over trying to establish churches and get back to this idea of this Garden of Eden and this innocence in this, this pure form of religion. Um And it all of those inevitably ended up going into polygamy. Um because they all started into this belief of all things in common meant my wife is your wife and your husband&#039;s my husband. And it just, you know, because it&#039;s the fastest way for Satan to destroy anything good is to introduce um sexual immorality and it destroys all trust in a group. And so it is frustrating to me that they, that&#039;s how they try to stop our narrative is by kind of like throwing out to their audiences, what they know our arguments will be and what our proof will be. So that then when they hear it, they can just discount it and say, oh yeah. Well, John Dylan talked about that and oh yeah. You know, and it&#039;s just frustrating because there is truth in the fact that there were other groups practicing polygamy and practicing um John Noyce&#039;s group, theirs was called complex marriage. And it really out there. And so yes, there were these other groups. And so Joseph in the elders journal in like I think it&#039;s like 1832 or 33 he lists the top questions that the missionaries were receiving and one of them was you guys share all things in common. Does that include your wives? You know, do you believe in polygamy? And he said no. And so he&#039;s trying to to me section 101 is trying to set the record straight like like we are not like these other groups, we do not do it, we believe in monogamy and then you know, lays that out. And so he&#039;s trying, I I feel like in that section, the Lord is trying to set his law of marriage for his people. If you want to be my people, this is the law you will obey in marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m10s 1:32:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you for spelling that out. I completely agree with you. It&#039;s ridiculous. It&#039;s like his journals. He repents in his journals. Therefore, he&#039;s a womanizer, right? And he says, hey, we don&#039;t do polygamy. Therefore they do polygamy. Like, like what is he supposed to do? Ok. Yeah, they&#039;ll go to the next one.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m29s 1:32:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: I want to piggyback on what Whitney is saying here, there&#039;s a, there&#039;s a great book written by Sarah Marshall or Sarah Pearsall called Polygamy in Early American History. And you know, this is an academic scholarly book and one of the quotes she says in there was while everyone knows the Mormons instigated Polygamy in America, this was patently not the case. There was plenty of polygamy before that and there was even more imagining thinking and writing about polygamy in the early modern era. So this is something that should be known by us. Um But we, but we haven&#039;t really like grasped that because um we&#039;ve got these like competing factions within the within and without the church who like the narrative that Joseph started polygamy, but it&#039;s very easy to see. It didn&#039;t come from Joseph. And then I just want to point out even in our own doctrine and covenants, the Lord tells us what&#039;s about to happen in section 38 of the doctrine and covenants which um the Lord says that he&#039;s going to tell the saints to go to Ohio. Um and he says, I show unto you in verse 13, I show unto you a mystery, a thing which is had in secret chambers to bring to pass even your destruction in process of time. And you knew it not. And the Lord then tells them, go to Ohio where, where I&#039;ll give you my law and then the law that&#039;s given Michelle you read it is cleave to your wife and none else. It&#039;s super clear. And I wanna point out the date this revelation was given was January 2nd 1831 that should obliterate all of our polygamy doctrinal. Um make believe that we have because right now we say in the heading of section 132 there&#039;s evidence that the prophet knew about some of these principles as early as 1831. Well, he had to have known it January like 1st 1831 because on the second, the Lord tells him no, we&#039;re not doing that. You&#039;re gonna go to Ohio and get this law of monogamy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m30s 1:34:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s, that&#039;s so, I love this discussion because I feel like it&#039;s so important to understand the broader context. And it&#039;s also so if you&#039;re going to be a scholar and a historian about Joseph Smith, you have to include Joseph Smith&#039;s words, right? You have to understand the scriptures he wrote and the, and even if you don&#039;t think that they&#039;re of God and you think he&#039;s a fraud still he wrote them and you have to explain that. So yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m55s 1:34:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: And I just realized in the quote that everyone likes to use about William Marks, uh Joseph saying that he was deceived. Um They just use that one line. I was deceived. But at the end of it, he said that the church was going to be destroyed because of this damnable heresy. And I didn&#039;t know before. I used to read that as hearsay um because it&#039;s the old type script, but it&#039;s heresy, which means it&#039;s a teaching that goes against the orthodox doctrine of a church. And it says that he&#039;s going to try those men by the laws of the church. And it&#039;s so clear, it&#039;s against the laws of the church and it&#039;s a heresy, it goes against their doctrine of his own.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m37s 1:35:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Awesome. And William Marks later clarified his statement multiple times saying Joseph was saying he was deceived in the brethren, not deceived in the doctrine. So, yeah, OK. Here&#039;s, here&#039;s the next clip. This is a short one. So that&#039;s just along the same lines. Them acknowledging we have no data. Yes, Carly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m10s 1:36:10]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m11s 1:36:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: This just reminded me of a book I really like. It&#039;s a historical fiction called Becoming Mrs Lewis. And it&#039;s based on the letters, love letters written between uh an American author and a poet rests. Her name is Joy Davidman. And she started writing letters to CS Lewis and they started corresponding and they fell in love. She moved to England and they got married and it&#039;s a historical fiction book based on their love letters. And so that&#039;s what they&#039;re trying to do is create this narrative and paint the picture of what Joseph&#039;s polygamy looked like. Except there are no letters, there&#039;s nothing in the world. The only matters we have is between Joseph and Emma and we can tell how in love they are. And I was just reading Eliza Snow&#039;s journal because I had found one day that when he was in hiding in 1842 Emma had visited him all day on August 14th. And I had the thought like who was watching the kids, you know, and then I went and read Eliza&#039;s journal and she said on August 14th, Emma called for me to stay with them. Oh, Eliza was um and then a couple months later because he&#039;s in and out of hiding. A couple of months later, she&#039;s still there. Eliza is still staying in their home, but he goes back into hiding. And at that time, Emma was sick. Um And let&#039;s see. So he went back into hiding and this is the one letter that I could find that Eliza wrote Joseph. And she said, sir, for your conso consolation, permit me to tell your Emma is better. She soon will be well. And it&#039;s like, is that how you talk to somebody who you later say was your beloved husband? The choice of your heart? And crown of your life. So remember to tell you that Emma&#039;s doing better. Like that&#039;s not a love letter. Like it&#039;s not how you speak to your beloved husband.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m14s 1:38:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? It&#039;s so silly and, and the old trope of, but it had to be kept secret gets just it dies. It&#039;s like, well Clayton wrote it. I mean, we have everything of everyone else and a note to Joseph about Emma didn&#039;t have to be burned, right? So OK, thank you for sharing that. This next clip is response is, is starting out about the claim by WW Phelps decades later. Again, that Joseph told the men that they would be marrying indigenous women to raise up seed, right? And, and it&#039;s so bad and even they acknowledge that it&#039;s bad, but I just want to read this little part of it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m53s 1:38:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: So this is the joke I was making earlier. It&#039;s funny because a lot of, a lot of faithful apologists will use this uh date to say no, no, no. All the fanny, er, all of it is a marriage. It&#039;s not an affair because of this 1831 revelation. But uh you give anyone else outside the church an account that&#039;s given 30 years later and they don&#039;t count it this one. For some reason we count we don&#039;t have an accident document of it. We just have William Winne Phelps recording it years later.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m23s 1:39:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So again, I want to be like, hey, do you guys want to come join our side because you&#039;re making our arguments for us, right? There is no reason for the only reason they reject the will the WW Phelps like the church, Brian Hales likes the WW Phelps document because it allows him to say that Fannie Alger was a wife because he already obviously had the doctrine because it was before that, right. That&#039;s really the only reason that Lindsay doesn&#039;t like it. Do, do you get what I&#039;m saying?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m55s 1:39:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Well, and all that contradicts and that just contradicts Joseph&#039;s own scriptures that he wrote that he let&#039;s say, what is the cover page, the title page of the Doctrine. And covenant said carefully selected from the revelations of God and compiled by Joseph Smith junior. So that just contradicts his own revelations, which again, it just doesn&#039;t make sense. And Brian and sorry and, and John mentions that, are you going to play one of the clips where John tries to make sense of it?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m23s 1:40:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, I am. Yes. Those&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m25s 1:40:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: are my favorite.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m27s 1:40:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m sharing this little screen right now just because I think it&#039;s worthwhile. So, here we go. Ok. I just want to make the point because it&#039;s always been Alger until year of polygamy when Lindsay, I believe mispronounced Alger, which it&#039;s ok. Everyone mispronounces things, but then everyone started to say Alger and then um I&#039;m trying to figure out why I can&#039;t shut this down now. And then um Da Bradley said that it was, um, er, because someone said, well, they say it differently. France too, so I just want to set the record straight. It&#039;s always been Alger. It is Alger A G before an E phonetically is a soft G, right? It&#039;s Fanny Alger. Can we just have it be Fanny? I guess I can always&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m19s 1:41:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: be.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m21s 1:41:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Ok. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m23s 1:41:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: For me as much as it is for Lindsay. So I guess I&#039;m with Lindsay on this like, thank you, Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m29s 1:41:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. Well, I&#039;ve been in this, I&#039;ve been in this a little bit longer. So that&#039;s why I was like, what is this new word? Right. Whitney. We, we, we&#039;re the old school, like I taught a lot of kids to read in my homeschooling days. I care about phonetics. So, anyway, ok, now the next clip I know that was a little. So the next step I think is about Fanny Alger. If I&#039;m remembering the right one,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m51s 1:41:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: it&#039;s really sketchy. What we know what we do know is a sexual relationship happened. Joseph Smith never that as Richard Bushman points out, he never denies it, but he wants to make it very clear that it was not an affair.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m03s 1:42:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So you catch that. We have no evidence but Joseph Smith didn&#039;t say somewhere I never had sex with Fanny Alger and therefore it happened. We know it because he never denied it. And that&#039;s, and we have no evidence for it, but we know it. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m19s 1:42:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: he did, he did actually deny quite a bit that he had any extramarital relations with any women. But I guess because he, I guess because he didn&#039;t say the name Fannie Al&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m35s 1:42:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have thought. But Whitney, what did you want to say?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m37s 1:42:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Just what Gwendolyn saying? He denied over and over again that he had no one but Emma, he wasn&#039;t guilty of any gross or malignant sin. How can that be any more clear?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m53s 1:42:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: No. And he explained it in the High Council meeting. I mean, we don&#039;t know exactly what he said, but he said he explained the girl business, whatever happened and they tried to twist that like, oh, well, I mean, he told them that it was a spiritual life thing. And so they just believed him and they didn&#039;t judge him or whatever. But it&#039;s like that happened years before there was any talk of any spiritual life doctrine. The High Council wouldn&#039;t have exonerated him or understood that because that wasn&#039;t a thought,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m21s 1:43:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? So they claim and this is all complete in complete contradiction to the historical record. They claim that that Oliver was excommunicated because he accused Joseph of adultery. That&#039;s not, that&#039;s not why Oliver was excommunicated. That&#039;s not true at all. And then they say that Joseph surrounded himself by yes men. And so this high council was just all made up of yes men. So they all did his bidding, excuse me. Like do you know how many people on the High Council? Was it? Who was, who was the guy that left right after that because of the milk stripping and started fighting against them. I&#039;m forgetting his name. So I feel like I&#039;m, I know, but I, I know his name. Someone, someone look it up quickly because that&#039;s embarrassing. But, um, also, I mean, there were, there were many in that high council who left immediately and started to persecute Joseph&#039;s entire life. He was never surrounded by yes men ever. His first two in a row, two in a row of his counselors and his first presidency were the worst of all, John Bennett and William lot. Like they just ignore all of the factual history to try to claim things. So anyway, I just thought that that was lovely. It was like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m29s 1:44:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: the milk stripping is Thomas B Marsh.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m32s 1:44:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thomas B Marsh. Thank you. Forgive me. That was terrible that I drew that like, but it&#039;s so I love that clip because it was like we have no evidence and yet we know this, right? And so,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m42s 1:44:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: well, we we also have this, this is sort of our defense too, as we say, well, he never denied celestial plural marriage. So that&#039;s what that&#039;s what he was doing. And it&#039;s like, I&#039;m sorry, how many things do I have to like creatively come up with the name for? So that people know after I died that I wasn&#039;t engaged in these crazy things. Like, like nobody called it that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m05s 1:45:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;ve asked everyone to show me where he ever called it celestial thorough marriage. He did his best to lump it all in together and I have found 66 excerpts, whatever of Brigham Young, referring to spiritual wifey in, in the 18 forties and fifties before they made the change. We also have it was it Elizabeth, I mean, um Emily um Partridge referring to it that way. So, so like they, they&#039;re making these distinctions. So I, I feel like again, there&#039;s so much common ground we could have with these people. We both agree that the church narrative is silly. The only problem is they only agree that half of the they, they agree with most of the church narrative, right on polygamy. So OK, I&#039;ll go on to this next clip.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m49s 1:45:49]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: The fact that section 101 used to be there while polygamy is being practiced and then it was removed and replaced the DNC 132. That seems like one of those really important pieces of information that everyone should know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m02s 1:46:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Can I get a hallelujah. Is that not exactly what we&#039;re all doing? Like trying to make as many people as possible know these things. And so why are we dangerous? Why are they depriving, trying to deprive us of oxygen instead of engaging us when we have so much common ground? OK. And so um now, let&#039;s see. Oh, this is another one. These are just clips where I really liked John Delyn in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m33s 1:46:33]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: this. It&#039;s a house of chaos that, that would say that any of that was from God to me it seems, I don&#039;t know&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m42s 1:46:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: again. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m45s 1:46:45]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: Yeah, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m47s 1:46:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: agree with you completely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m50s 1:46:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We&#039;re on the same page 100%&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m52s 1:46:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: I would say to John John, the fastest way that we can make sense of this is to stop believing everything that polygamist said as if it&#039;s true and that will make sense of it like that, right? You just have to stop believing people who didn&#039;t, who told lies, then you can figure it out. But if you believe people who lied, then it will never make sense.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m14s 1:47:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? And the idea, I always, I love the analogy. If you think that polygamists couldn&#039;t lie, then look at the FL Ds, look at the yearning for Zion Ranch. Look at like the fact that we don&#039;t understand that polygamy and lying are like always go together and pride. Even Jacob puts those together. OK. Here&#039;s another clip along the same lines.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m33s 1:47:33]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: Well, just the fact that DNC 135 or DNC 101 pro prohibited. It uh seems to just, and, and that Joseph was denying polygamy all the way through. It&#039;s just hard to swallow that Fannie was a legitimate of God sealed, you know, first polygamous wife to Joseph Smith. It just, it&#039;s hard for me to swallow that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m57s 1:47:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: again. Right. We all we agree with you completely. This is why it&#039;s so silly that they&#039;re painting us as like we are looking at the evidence and we agree. Yeah. OK. So this next one, this is wild. Um So this is the under the banner of under the banner of heaven story. I think. So let me um let me see what I wanted to say about this. Um Well, I&#039;ll go ahead and play the clip because I can&#039;t remember what I wanted to say about&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m29s 1:48:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: it. Was it Marinda? Maybe not because I think the date would have placed her at 12 years old.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m34s 1:48:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. So this is the allegations at the when um Sidney Rigdon and Joseph Smith were um tarred feathered, beaten, left for dead, right? And the allegations that they did it because Joseph was trying to be inappropriate with the girls there, which again, there is no good evidence for what she&#039;s kind of go going to acknowledge a little bit. So the story is that she included in under the abandon of heaven is that there was a doctor there to castrate Joseph as part of the mobbing again, very late account, listen to her explanation about it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m06s 1:49:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: Um It could he have been, you know, um inappropriate with a 12 year old. Of course, there&#039;s nothing to say that he wa wasn&#039;t, but the date is remembered wrong. I think the reminiscences have her as 16 at the time. I think regardless of the actual details. It there was probably a doctor there and he was probably threatened with castration.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m29s 1:49:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Again, the level of scholarship, I think what, regardless of the details, this probably happened, Brianna, you haven&#039;t heard from you for a minute. So tell me what you think of that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m39s 1:49:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: Uh Nothing. So for me, I haven&#039;t written a book and I don&#039;t have a blog, you know. So um for me, as I was watching a lot of this episode, my thoughts were I would really like to see sources. I, I even went to the description of the episode, you know, the box, like hoping that John or whoever would link all these claims because I&#039;m like, I actually genuinely, I&#039;m, I&#039;m a researcher and I&#039;m a seeker of truth. So as she&#039;s saying all these things like Joseph Smith senior was a drunk and all these things like I&#039;m like, can I please see where you&#039;re getting this? You obviously got it from somewhere. That&#039;s great. That&#039;s fine. And you agree with it. But I would like to see it as a, as a researcher and a seeker. Can you point me in this direction because I haven&#039;t seen or heard that and I&#039;m willing to look at it, I&#039;m willing to, to, to peak and actually digest and consider that maybe I&#039;m wrong. I&#039;ve learned that I&#039;ve been wrong enough in my life to be like to keep the stance of this is where I&#039;m at at the moment, but I could be wrong. I could get more information. I could get more re you know, more knowledge, more research, whatever. And I could be mistaken and I live in that like, please Lord correct me if I&#039;m incorrect in anything and I am so open. So, yeah, those are my thoughts as she&#039;s making all these claims of. Can you, can you point us little people in a direction of where you&#039;re getting that so I can look and determine,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m09s 1:51:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, I I just think that what Brianna said probably resonates so much with all of us being like I just want truth. I&#039;m totally, I just want the information, whatever it is, right? Does that, how does that speak for all of you? Because I think that&#039;s where we all are that are in this, in this journey, right? And so yes. So I will say if anyone wants to get this low down on Joseph Smith, she&#039;s basically um it&#039;s the Grant Palmer narrative, right? And so, um so Grant Palmer, I think is the main, the main source for anyone who wants to investigate these claims. And I would recommend looking at the evidence and seeing if you consider it to be&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m46s 1:51:46]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: valid. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m48s 1:51:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: I do remember them saying that. Ok. Awesome.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m51s 1:51:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, and she&#039;s talked about it before. He&#039;s the one that claims that Joseph was visiting brothels as a little boy. Well, you know, he was an eight year old drunk kid going to brothels. But I mean, I&#039;m sure I&#039;m exaggerating a bit. But, you know, it&#039;s important to look, but this is the problem. People read those books as if they are factual instead of where you should be spending most of your time is in the footnotes, right? It&#039;s like, what is the source for that? And then, and then you need to have a broad enough spectrum to know what they&#039;re leaving out of the narrative, right? Just like the faithful narrative leaves out any of those sources. Their narrative leaves out so many sources that are much more valid. So, hey,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m29s 1:52:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Michelle tonight, can I share a quick book of Mormon Scripture here? One of my friends, Jana sent this to me because we were, we were discussing this like the records and how do you know who&#039;s to believe? And she pointed it out and I thought, oh, this is such a beautiful verse to have in the book of Mormon. It&#039;s in third five chapter eight verse one it says, and we know our record to be true for behold, it was a just man who did keep the record for. He truly did many miracles in the name of Jesus. And there was not any man who could do a miracle in the name of Jesus save he were cleansed every wit from his iniquity. So people who do the works of Jesus leave true records and that&#039;s a great, I think that&#039;s a great metric to measure by&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m11s 1:53:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I like that. And do you know what in this same Johnson farm? One of the reasons that Joseph and Emma were staying at the Johnson&#039;s farm is because Joseph healed the mother of the farm from her rheum rheumatism. She had a very painful, paralyzed arm and he healed her. He did a miracle, right? So that plays into that too. But of course, they, they don&#039;t tell us that part of the story. They just say that there were later claims that he was hitting on the 16 year old daughter. Oh, she happened to be 12, but it still probably happened, right? So anyway, ok, so this next one. So they&#039;re saying there&#039;s not good evidence to um to trust those sources, right? We don&#039;t have good evidence for it, but it probably happened. And this is John&#039;s response that I find really interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m56s 1:53:56]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: Let&#039;s just put it this way. There&#039;s no less credibility with that story than with Joseph Smith&#039;s own first vision in terms of all the different accounts.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m06s 1:54:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I wanted to bring that one up just because they&#039;re comparing Joseph Smith&#039;s vision, the the, the support for that with this other problematic account. Right? Here&#039;s the thing they reject Joseph Smith Smith&#039;s first vision and they constantly use the the historical conflict about it as reason to reject it. In addition, Joseph Smith&#039;s first vision isn&#039;t a historical question, right? It&#039;s a faith question. Not a anyway, I just thought that was so ironic that they&#039;re saying there&#039;s no better support for Joseph Smith for the, for Joseph Smith&#039;s vision than there is for this. But we&#039;re going to reject that, but believe this, ok, so I guess it is so selective, right? And we&#039;ll get a little bit more of that information like, ok, so now, so I&#039;m going to skip over, they talk a lot about Louisa Beaman and it&#039;s really interesting. I, I&#039;m looking forward to having John Bradley come on because that entire narrative is so fraught and problematic and actually kind of amusing. So I&#039;ll skip over that part for now unless anyone has something they want to add. But let me go on to just another clip that I couldn&#039;t agree more with what they are saying here.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m21s 1:55:21]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: Well, I&#039;ve got so many questions about that just because if, if you know, if you, if you believe Joseph Smith or the DNC, when he says God&#039;s house is a house of order, then you&#039;re like, why is Joseph practicing polygamy? I mean, at least it&#039;s after the ceiling power was given, but it&#039;s still before DNC 132 was written and, you know, and he&#039;s still denying it the whole time. So it doesn&#039;t make sense. It doesn&#039;t seem legitimately from God given those facts and DNC 101 at the time is still prohibiting it, by the way&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m54s 1:55:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: again, like, shouldn&#039;t he just come and join our panel?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m01s 1:56:01]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: Common&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m02s 1:56:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: sense. John. Yes. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m04s 1:56:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: you got it, John.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m05s 1:56:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Come on your show,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m07s 1:56:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? He figured it out like maybe I in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m09s 1:56:09]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: him on Whitney&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m11s 1:56:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: or Gwendolyn on your show.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m14s 1:56:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: And with what he just said, like your episode Michelle on section 128 where you finally got the confirmation that Joseph was not a polygamist because 128 about the ceiling power says nothing about marriage. It&#039;s about keeping and baptism, baptism for the dead,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m33s 1:56:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And when people ask me about records, the fact is there is a record of Joseph and Emma&#039;s marriage, right? Those records were already made. So we do have those records. And so yeah, like, like I just think John, you&#039;re already on our team just like like come and have a conversation, any of us will have a conversation any time. It will be a great conversation, right? I think he&#039;s talking to the wrong people about this topic. So, ok, here comes the next clip. Let&#039;s see if I need to set it up, we&#039;ll just go for it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m05s 1:57:05]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: But let&#039;s just say in Joseph&#039;s mind, he felt like he was doing God&#039;s will. Do either of you have an opinion and need to be speculating about how pre revelation Joseph would have sort of flipped that bit to say. All right. Well, now I know that polygamy is God&#039;s will and so it&#039;s time to take on my first plural wife. Do we do either of you have a way to speculate as to what might have been going on in Joseph&#039;s mind or was it just he was he was a drug to do her and he was trying to find some way to justify it? Not really thinking about scripture or authority or revelation or the church? How do we make sense of it?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m44s 1:57:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, what I loved about this, my quick answer is of how would we make sense of it is you read? Um but Brigham Young&#039;s and Hebrew C Kimball&#039;s England journals, you read William Clayton&#039;s mission journal, you read these other records to under and it, you get a very clear picture of how it came into being, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m11s 1:58:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: You&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m11s 1:58:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: can, that&#039;s what helped me make sense of all of this. The most was reading um the, the documents of where Brigham Young served his mission and for how long and the dates of where he was and then Hebrew C Kimball and then calling all of the 12 to Seo Maine where the Cochran kites were and all of this coming about because they keep saying, so Lindsay keeps saying that this was during the Missouri time frame, kind of like, you know, this is while Joseph was alive kind of a thing and this is during the Missouri time frame. They mentioned that a lot and you know, I went and relooked up the dates for when was Heber and Brigham and many of the 12 in Seo Maine multiple times and England coming, you know, they coming home with mistresses and you know, second wives and having babies, two babies born before, you know, uh the supposed revelation came on polygamy and spirituality. Anyway, that was, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m08s 1:59:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is huge. And then he comes back with Augusta Cobb, another man&#039;s wife who just happens to have a child named Brigham. That, that baby dies. But like it&#039;s not like like really John&#039;s question is exactly spot on. How does this make sense? How can we make sense of this? You can&#039;t, if you only look at Joseph, if you look at these other people, you absolutely can including John Bennett. Like if you look at John Bennett&#039;s history, it totally makes sense. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m36s 1:59:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: so all three of like Brigham Hebert and Willard Richards, all in England at the same time,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m43s 1:59:43]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: Clayton.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m45s 1:59:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Oh yeah, that&#039;s what I meant. And Willard Richards is he&#039;s cousin&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m51s 1:59:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: and Willard are cousins.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m53s 1:59:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: And so they, they&#039;re very much all connected. Yeah. And Taylor started&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m59s 1:59:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: and it makes sense to me. Um I&#039;ve been lied about before and so that like to get in the head of Brigham Young is not hard for me, sadly. But um and he&#039;s my direct ancestor, ha ha anyway. But um he um you know, it, it makes sense to me that he was walking around teaching, telling people, you know, hey, Joseph said because Joseph was the one with the credibility. And so it makes sense that the rumors were going around, I guess Joseph is teaching this, I guess Joseph says this. And so it makes sense, you know, that, that this was being talked about what didn&#039;t come from Joseph, you know, and then eventually he said I will prove them all perjurers and then suddenly he and Hiram and William are all dead, you know, conveniently anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m50s 2:00:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Whitney, have we left anything out that I feel like Whitney is kind of our historical expert.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m55s 2:00:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So not as much as you, you&#039;re, you&#039;re putting to shame now,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m01s 2:01:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is there. So have we covered that? Like, like that&#039;s, that&#039;s what I feel like is how you make sense of it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m08s 2:01:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Whitney Michelle can I add in Whitney? I know you could add this in. But Brigham, of course, we know at the end of his life when there was a great deal of safety for him, he was, he, he was not in any threat toward the end of his life. He testified publicly. He said, I want you to know that I knew about this. And I have I had a testimony of this in England before Joseph. You ever said a word of it? And so it&#039;s, it&#039;s like this is really well documented and they said it themselves and this was printed in their newspapers in, in our own, you know, local Utah newspapers during their life. So it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not, this is Ockham&#039;s Razor. This is actually the simplest explanation of all they believe. We have a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m52s 2:01:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: collection of people, we have a collection of people who come to Utah. And Brigham told them it was his doctrine and they, they reported that Skyler Koufax is one example and Catherine Lewis and we have, we have several examples of not Catherine Lewis. I&#039;m getting the name wrong is Catherine someone else who wrote a book. But um I anyway, we have many people who bring him, He was in such a tough spot because he needed Joseph to be the author of it. But it also just killed him that he couldn&#039;t get credit, you know. And so, and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m20s 2:02:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: he believed&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m21s 2:02:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: it, he believed it was good. He believed it was from God and he was wrong, you know. So it&#039;s like, OK, you believed it was from God and you, you had all these reasons for telling people that it was from Joseph because you thought you were serving the higher good. But we can see from the results that this didn&#039;t serve the higher good.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m41s 2:02:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: I have&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m42s 2:02:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: a dark, there&#039;s a dark spirit of polygamy that convinces people and it&#039;s something people need to be aware of. Go ahead. Currently,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m49s 2:02:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: I think at first he had to pin it on Joseph because in the early Utah days, everyone still had strong faith in Joseph and Brigham was their brave new leader. And so he had to introduce it as Joseph&#039;s doctrine. And then about a decade later, this was where was it? 1869 he got a little more confident and he&#039;s trying to put himself on the pedestal more. And he says, as to our institutions, we know we are right and polygamy which you object to was not originally a part of our system, but was adopted by us as a necessity. After we came here to Utah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m25s 2:03:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s what goes on. And he says it more and more. He says it many times. So speaking of people potentially lying, let me play this next clip.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m35s 2:03:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: I think it&#039;s a question that we discuss all the time because again, with the history, when, when we&#039;re acting with just a historian brain, all we know is the documentation and documentation is limited. Uh you know, documentary history is sort of the orthodoxy that we all stand by, but it&#039;s problematic too and we need to remember that that what people write down doesn&#039;t make it true, right? People lie and what they write down there. We&#039;re missing a lot of context for what we write down. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m01s 2:04:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Again, would you like to come join our side? Like it&#039;s fascinating to hear them say exactly what we&#039;re saying as they like to cry us for saying we agree&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m14s 2:04:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: on that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m17s 2:04:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: And when we, when we say when she says that the documentation is the orthodoxy, that&#039;s not entirely true. Physical evidence is also very important to historians and everyone, if there was a child by any of these women, then of course, the game over there would be no discussion about it. And so um like that is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m38s 2:04:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: important. I feel there&#039;s a, there&#039;s a hierarchy, right? Hard physical evidence should be the highest. Then we have contemporaneous firsthand evidence is the second, right? Then we go downhill from there. So everything in those top tiers points to the truth that Joseph had one life and we have to get clear down to 2nd and 3rd hand, decades, late, motivated evidence to have is the first time we get anything to refute that. And so people should pay attention. And so this is going along those lines as well as how we can weigh evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m13s 2:05:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: So it&#039;s problematic, but I think about it often and I think that there are several, several theories that you can come up with.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m24s 2:05:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So again, you can come up with several different theories again. Exactly. So you can&#039;t decry our side, right? And if they looked at our evidence, right, we can, we are coming up with a theory that we are analyzing just like they are doing and ours and the fact here&#039;s, here&#039;s a fact, all of their evidence we have looked at, we&#039;ve looked at it inside, outside, upside down all of our evidence. They are clueless about. They don&#039;t have the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m56s 2:05:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: first idea like if they were to actually go look at the documents that say like like Rob farthing and does a great job of putting the documents on the screen and he says this is where this was edited, this is why this is fishy and stuff. Like if they were to say, just go look at the Whitney Revelation video, like I think he just definitively proves that the Whitney revelation was a perjury by Hebrew C Kimball. And so if they even just look at that one piece of evidence, then all the stories about Whitney and just start to fall apart. And so if that falls apart, what else falls apart.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m29s 2:06:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. We have this pattern of deception that is so easy to trace and it does start very early and it continues on. They, they need to look at our evidence. And so, OK,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m41s 2:06:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: let me, I wanna, I wanna give a little bit of, I want, I want to give a little bit of grace to what kind of the signs Lindsay is representing because it&#039;s the historians and all those who have come to the narrative that she&#039;s defending have come to it with blood sweat and tears like it was so much work over decades and decades and decades to unearth the records that they weren&#039;t able to unearth and they went through, you know, paid a ton of money to get phd. Si Mean, there was just so much that went in to getting this out into the open and then, you know, when the church does the gospel topics, essays, it&#039;s kind of like a crowning achievement in many ways. It&#039;s like finally we&#039;ve admitted it, but it doesn&#039;t ring true, right? It doesn&#039;t ring true. You read those gospel topics, essays and you&#039;re like, this isn&#039;t beautiful. Like this doesn&#039;t come from God. There is very dissonant and so kind of the grace I want to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m40s 2:07:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: give that apologetics cannot be confirmed by the intellect or the spirit,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m45s 2:07:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: right? But kind of the grace I want to give is that they can&#039;t like what we&#039;re asking for is for is for this level of humility that is like total a basement, right? Where you really give away all of the phd scholarship, scholarship, scholarly work, you give all these things away and you&#039;re like we were wrong, we were deceived and that is I, I can&#039;t, that&#039;s a, that&#039;s a mountain to move.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h08m11s 2:08:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah, I hear you. But I actually think so in the eighties when we were getting all this from D Michael Quinn and this new information was coming out, you should have believed Joseph was a polygamist, right? That was like we had fon brody, like all of the evidence pointed toward Joseph being a polygamist. It made sense. And so that&#039;s fine. Like that&#039;s what everyone believes. The problem is we have a lot more evidence now, a ton more evidence now that wasn&#039;t available. So I don&#039;t think it&#039;s about there where like like if you are a phd or anyone, if you&#039;re a learner, you should always be looking at the evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h08m47s 2:08:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Phd S don&#039;t, they don&#039;t want to get scooped by youtube. They don&#039;t want to get scooped by a homeschool mom like that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h08m55s 2:08:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: This is the problem. They stopped, they stopped practicing history, they stopped doing it. They stopped and if you&#039;re gonna stop, you&#039;re done. Right. And so they should have kept going. They should have kept researching and not just said, hey, Todd Compton wrote this book. We know everything enough of the word of God. We have enough of the word of God and we need no more of the word of God for we know that their wisdom become foolishness and a prophet had them nothing like really let&#039;s testify the truthfulness of the book of Mormon in this episode because it&#039;s true. So OK. Yes, here we go. He&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m27s 2:09:27] Bryan Buchanan: denying it publicly, that&#039;s for sure. And that&#039;s, that&#039;s again, this, he&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m32s 2:09:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: saying that he denied it publicly. So this is where I want to talk about the public private dichotomy and a few other&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m36s 2:09:36] Bryan Buchanan: things this, this recent spike in, in denying Joseph Smith&#039;s involvement with it points to these public denials alone and that&#039;s not good history. And also it just doesn&#039;t mesh with how reality works. If you only believe public statements from anyone, you&#039;re gonna get yourself in trouble real fast because that&#039;s not how the world works.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m59s 2:09:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok? This one&#039;s fun. So who here got here just like Whitney, right? Whitney, you got here because you just chose to only believe Joseph Smith&#039;s public statements and close your ears to everything else. Does that resonate with any of you? Thankful? Ok. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m21s 2:10:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: sorry. Well, one of the strongest evidences of rig changing the history is the October 5th journal entry. It is where he says he&#039;s walking through the streets with his scribe, trying people who are practicing the, the doctrine of polygamy for I am the only one on this law or on this law. You know, you can only have one wife unless God says otherwise. And so, and you can see the edit marks and everything clearly. But even if like the editing aside, that is neither a public denial or teaching in private, he was walking through the streets teaching this allegedly. And so that that is completely contradictory. If he only taught it in private, why is he walking through the streets telling everyone?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m13s 2:11:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s a really good point. That&#039;s a really good point. Yeah. And the funny thing is none of them I would guess know about the journal entry because the conversation I had with John Hamer, he didn&#039;t know about the journal entry. Don Bradley recently learned about the journal entry when one of us told him, right? Like they don&#039;t even know that little bit of factual information. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m35s 2:11:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: why on my tiktok where I just, I try to condense these really long youtube videos of all the history. I condense it to a short little 5 to 10 minute video, I have that one pinned because that&#039;s such a strong evidence like you see that first and you instantly start wondering,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m53s 2:11:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And when you know that that happens repeatedly, we found more and more and more of those because we&#039;re having to do the work to find them. Right? And so there is a massive pattern and yeah, anyway, and, and the point I wanted to make that was along the lines, Carly, like they&#039;re saying public and private, that&#039;s not what it is at all. It&#039;s the things Joseph said in his public discourse, in his private discourse, in his journal, in his letters, in his sermons, in his scriptures, the things we know he said versus the decades later, 2nd and 3rd hand motivated accounts of what he said. So they keep painting it as public and private. It&#039;s not public and private. It&#039;s Joseph Smith&#039;s contemporary words versus brigands and companies much later. Um accusations, false, false reports.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m46s 2:12:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: And Joseph invited the women to come forward in one of his last um sermons. He, when he said ever since, you know, I I wasn&#039;t married before people started accusing me of having seven wives, but I can only find one and he said, come, come forward, right? All you accusers. And so he was asking for people who, who could show evidence to come forward and no one ever did. Um Right. So it&#039;s like we&#039;re not, we&#039;re not like I, I just don&#039;t see the evidence that he actually did this. But I do want to say that, that I know so many people who, um, you know, members of the church who believe he did it because they just don&#039;t quite, they just don&#039;t quite know. And I would say, um, if you still aren&#039;t sure because of the historical murks as you call it Michelle, it&#039;s our Christian duty to believe someone, right? If we believe in the golden rule, then we would want to be believed, right? Since there is no actual evidence, like a child or like letters or a marriage record, right? During his life, we would want to be believed. So it&#039;s our Christian duty to believe him. Um If we, if we claim to follow Christ,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h14m04s 2:14:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: oh, that&#039;s interesting. I think that that one because, because criminals do lie, right? But I do think that where we have, I, I think the evidence is strong.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h14m14s 2:14:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: It&#039;s the, it&#039;s not like if we wouldn&#039;t believe him, if there was a child because then there would be a child. But like you can&#039;t find any reason to not believe him except what other people say and you have to then choose who are you going to believe? Well, I would want someone to believe me if there was no actual evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h14m33s 2:14:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I want to say, I know that there are people saying there were other reports, like for example, the novel Expositor. Well, I&#039;m in the middle of a four part series on that. If people will look at the actual evidence, it falls apart. Leonard Sobe, I&#039;m gonna handle in the, in the fourth part that I have upcoming on that. There are things that people you need to know about. Like all of it all, it just dissolves in your hands as soon as you start looking at it. Like, yeah, there&#039;s a lot of it, there&#039;s a, you know, there&#039;s a lot of, there were a lot of lies told, but pick up any one of the individual lies and they just melt. There&#039;s nothing there. OK? Yeah, they just, they just dissolve.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m12s 2:15:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: I&#039;m trying to throw a bone to faithful believers because I actually want to be respect. I believe in pluralism. I believe I was a believer too. I understand this feeling. However, I want you to know and I&#039;ve seen it firsthand and I feel very, very strongly about this. Um I have sat in rooms with eight year olds who have been molested by church leaders in fundamentalist communities that use these same arguments that you were using to defend Joseph Smith. If you use these arguments to defend Joseph Smith and his behavior, oh, he was just experimenting with the doctrine. Oh, it was new. He didn&#039;t know he was reluctant. Oh, he had to keep it secret, all of these things, an angel, all of those then ergo apply to Warren Jeffs. They apply to uh Samuel Schafer and the Knights of the crystal blade, the guy that locked the little girls up in barrels, this is what you are empowering. And I&#039;m sorry that, that doesn&#039;t sound pretty. But when we make defenses for these guys, we have whole groups, thousands of people today that use these arguments to justify their behavior and of course they would because they&#039;re following the profit. Why&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m23s 2:16:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: are we, um, decriminalizing polygamy in Utah? Lindsay?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m29s 2:16:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: I totally agree with Lindsay here like 100%. And that&#039;s why we need to deal with the doctrine because it doesn&#039;t matter who it comes from, it gives it, it puts forth bad fruit. Like it&#039;s terrible.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m42s 2:16:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Whoever did it. It&#039;s terrible. It didn&#039;t come from, from the prophet.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m47s 2:16:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s what makes me upset about this clip though is that we are the ones saying to all of the people. Let&#039;s get into the scriptural record. This is not of God. Oh, and guess what else? It&#039;s not of Joseph Smith based on the historical record. We are the ones invalidating the claims that justify polygamist abuse. We are working our tails off. We&#039;re the only one to do that I think. And a huge, well, those of us in the, those the polygamy deniers, a huge part of the mo of the motivation like Whitney said is to help people to try to save people. I think Gwendolyn too, like, like I feel like more and more people as we&#039;re getting kind of into this last day&#039;s energy and people feel uncertain, more and more people are feeling like we need to start living the fullness of the gospel, right? And so our efforts to try to help people see the truth about polygamy would be profoundly impactful. And Lindsay is fighting against us. She is saying that we are dangerous. We are hurting the people, we are hurting the communities while she is dang it advocating for it. She&#039;s bringing them into sandstone. She&#039;s letting them share their doctrine saying they are the real Mormons. Like it&#039;s like her anti Mormons overrides her recognition of people needing that, that truth would help people be saved from these terrible situations. So for me, that was so hypocritical. So now I&#039;ll open it to the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h18m19s 2:18:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: floor. I want to say, I think a part of this is maybe could be credited to Lindsay&#039;s um like her, her morality shifts a little bit. Um I&#039;m not, I&#039;m not trying to criticize. I&#039;m just saying what she, she left the church and um in the interview, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t think you&#039;ve got that clip, but she talked about she&#039;s a mystic now and she uses tarot cards and things like that. And it&#039;s like, OK, so you&#039;re telling us that you use commercial products to access the divine, which is like, not that far off because in polygamy you&#039;re like, yeah, the more wives I can acquire, I can, I can get hired to heaven. It&#039;s just like, it&#039;s all about acquisition and being able to buy and it&#039;s like Christ doctrine is you, you come and you get, you know, without, without money and without price, right? But she also mentions in other parts that, um, you know, she&#039;s fine with polygamy between consenting adults and like, like, ok, but if you don&#039;t have like a very clear morality, then it&#039;s very hard, um, it&#039;s very hard to decide what&#039;s good and bad. And so she, I think just as you said, Michelle, she&#039;s leaning into the perhaps her like desire for, for payback, right? Like she&#039;s mad that the church did this and she wants, she wants it to pay and she&#039;s gonna pay, make it pay by showing like, hey, this is what the church actually is deep down at its root. And we&#039;re trying to say the gospel of Jesus Christ deep down in its root is not this. So if this got into the church, then, then how did that happen? Let&#039;s deal with it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h19m51s 2:19:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And it&#039;s really interesting how it aligns so well with Jacob five, which interestingly comes right after the discourse on polygamy with the roots and the branches and the branches overcoming the roots, right? Like, like there are, if we can help anyway, that&#039;s, that&#039;s I really am pleading with Lindsay and all of her listeners to consider that the best thing that could happen to help free people from the mind prison of polygamy is to understand the evidence that we are bringing forward. And so I hope that if she truly does care about, if this is the question, is she just protecting her own platform, which she thinks is built on the necessity to blame Joseph for ply me or does she really care about the people? Right. That&#039;s the question that for, I think for everyone, even the people who are so dedicated to hating Joseph Smith. Ok. But consider this evidence. And I&#039;m not, I it&#039;s not motivated reason. I&#039;m not saying you need to believe this because it would help people. I&#039;m saying, look at this evidence because it is compelling and it is very, very hard to ignore. It is going to keep growing and because it&#039;s true, it will help people.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m04s 2:21:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: And that&#039;s right. I think that it&#039;s hard for people, especially in the fundamentalist church to try to shift their mindset on that because the church has taught that Jacob 230 gives that loophole and that it is not so like for anyone listening, who hasn&#039;t yet go back and watch Michelle&#039;s episode on Jacob 230 because the very&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m26s 2:21:26]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: first ones,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m28s 2:21:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: yeah, like, like you actually study it and you study every time it says these things that you study the structure of the chasms or Chiasmus and you can understand the doctrine is not taught by Joseph Smith or in the book of Mormon. And I have an article on it too. I have it in my link tree. I wrote like you did your podcast. I wrote an article on it and several people have because&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m54s 2:21:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: there&#039;s so much information,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m56s 2:21:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: revelation to understand how that chapter, how those verses are actually written. It so abundantly clear. There is no loophole.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h22m08s 2:22:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. So OK, that, that, that&#039;s so, thank you. Thank you for this conversation. I just feel like it&#039;s so important. Um So we&#039;re gonna skip over the next section because it&#039;s the, it&#039;s the no babies section&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h22m21s 2:22:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: and I, you debunked it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h22m24s 2:22:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, I&#039;m so disappointed I&#039;m like, if she would have watched my episode on that. Yes. Yes, I did the two parts on and it&#039;s like, you know what if you want, if you want to talk to me about that, if you want to show me where IIII I bring the receipts. So let&#039;s talk about it if you have some other receipts to bring, but like watch the episode, my word. And um and then she made a new claim in this one. And also again for a feminist, I said this in that episode but for a feminist to continually to refer to people as stupid yokels who aren&#039;t smart enough to take care of their bodies. Saying this about women, even a woman who got pregnant today, unintentionally, I would not want her spoken about this way. But these were women, you might as well say stupid yokels who couldn&#039;t, didn&#039;t have electricity and couldn&#039;t fly in airplanes. The technology didn&#039;t exist. So anyway, so, yeah, that, and then she added to this one, a new one that was, that Joseph might have had syphilis. And she claimed that because a man with syphilis, his, he can get women pregnant but the babies don&#039;t live. Hey, first of all, where is she getting this? Like, just read for 10 minutes with a baby.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h23m43s 2:23:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h23m44s 2:23:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like please show me the article the the the like journal that you are getting this from the medical journal. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h23m50s 2:23:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: did look up, I looked up the symptoms because I was like, where, what syphilis? And I looked at the the symptoms and like, you know, there are symptoms and we don&#039;t have any record of Joseph exhibiting these symptoms,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h24m03s 2:24:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And also if a baby dies, it&#039;s because the mother has syphilis, not the father, right? And that&#039;s where the infant mortality would come from. Emma lived to be 74 no signs or symptoms of syphilis. So like these and, and a lot of these claims are like that. She&#039;ll just be like, well, I don&#039;t know, but and she&#039;ll just throw it out, throw it out. It&#039;s like just throwing all of this mud mud slinging constantly with. No, that&#039;s why I, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h24m34s 2:24:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: do. People need to give this a chance because like what you all have been doing with your channels and your book and Tik Tok, you are literally showing up with like, you said the receipts, whereas her narrative is kind of a popular one and it&#039;s kind of a wildly accepted one. And I&#039;m not saying she hasn&#039;t done some studying because obviously she has. But yeah, it, it seems like because, um it&#039;s just wildly basically accepted by most and it&#039;s the easiest way to go. Yeah, she&#039;s, there&#039;s this, um, she can throw things out and nobody seems to be really questioning it that much, you know, kind of when I, the comments that I saw, I just was wondering like, is anybody like asking questions about these or is anybody wanting sources? Like I am and I didn&#039;t see that everyone was just like, oh this is the best thing for my deconstructing this right here. Everyone should watch it and I was like um OK, I,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h25m27s 2:25:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I don&#039;t know. Right. I, I have to say I do think John might be um or his team um filtering content comments because only the positive ones are showing up. So there might be a little more push back. One thing that I find tragic is that most of John&#039;s listeners now are what does he call them? Never mos people who have never been Mormon and know very little about it. And that&#039;s really tragic because it&#039;s he does. He, he like John started out, I think being a sincere seeker like we all are genuinely wanting truth II, I hope that that&#039;s still what he&#039;s interested in because I feel like he is spreading things that aren&#039;t true and, and like, like, yeah, Lindsay is allowed to be kind of like you were saying Brianna, she&#039;s allowed to be really lazy and sloppy and those are harsh words, but that&#039;s really what it is. I can just throw out all kinds of stuff and, you know, and I feel like we have to be extremely careful and thoughtful and, you know, which I&#039;m glad that we are doing that, but I do think that we should have a discussion with receipts, right? We shouldn&#039;t just throw out aspersions and like throw things out. And so, ok, here, this next clip felt to me like massive, massive projection. So again, I do want to give the devil his due that we, the church has its problems, undoubtedly, like we could have done without the whole Hinckley era focused on pornography. For example, we could have done with the whole Packer era focused on um on masturbation, right? Like, like we do have our problems, but this clip was wild to me&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h26m59s 2:26:59]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: and, and also about the sex. It&#039;s like, and, and maybe then that means since we don&#039;t have a lot of evidence of sexual polyandry that maybe it means polygamy. Wasn&#039;t you Lizzie? You&#039;re already said&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h27m11s 2:27:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: sex argument. Ok. I&#039;m sorry, I wanna hear Julia&#039;s defense. I do, I just have to go on a spiel about this like Mormons. We&#039;re so obsessed with sex. It&#039;s like our repression just seeps out everywhere in the doctor. And like we, we want Joseph Smith to have a TK smoothie. We don&#039;t want him to, to have sex at all. We don&#039;t want to think about sex. And yet all of our theology is about building internal increase. Look in the book of Mormon, how many times we talk about seed? It&#039;s everywhere and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h27m41s 2:27:41]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: that&#039;s code word for sperm.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h27m43s 2:27:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: Yes. And everything is coded. It&#039;s so Victorian still to this day, everything. Even the things about not having sex are about sex and most of Mormonism now is about not having sex, which is about sex. We are sex obsessed.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h28m01s 2:28:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? Any comments I have many but I&#039;ll let some of you speak&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h28m05s 2:28:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: first just that he said that seed is code for sperm. Like did Jesus also use it? I&#039;m talking about seeds and branches a lot too,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h28m19s 2:28:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And so, so one thing I hadn&#039;t heard the term TK smoothie. It&#039;s actually kind of funny. Did you guys know? So it means cholesterol, it means celestial kingdom smoothie. And like, I guess Joseph Fielding Smith taught that that if you&#039;re not celestial, you won&#039;t be resurrected with, with sexual organs. So it&#039;s like a Ken doll. So that&#039;s why they call it a TK smoothie, I guess, which that&#039;s like and this is part of why I think it&#039;s useful again, like let&#039;s not put profits on pedestals like this. Let&#039;s recognize that leaders say a lot of really goofy stuff. Right. And not be bound by it. That&#039;s another part where we can agree. But anyway, this, like the story of Adam and Eve, it&#039;s been in the Bible forever and it&#039;s completely 100% about sex. Right. Like this, like, this is where the disdain for Mormonism comes out. It&#039;s basically like any people who still believe in marriage, like sex within a marriage are all of a sudden all about sex. I mean, how many like God tells Adam and Eve to multiply and replenish the earth God tells Noah and they save the animals so that they can have sex. And like the fact is human beings are about sex, right? And there have to be structures built to contain that overarching sexual drive. So we&#039;re in this massively over sexualized culture where everything is about sex. We in this pornography culture where you can barely turn on like now the pornography is so big. It&#039;s filtered into all of the movies. You can barely get away from this overt sexuality. And she&#039;s saying we&#039;re all about sex. I&#039;m, I&#039;m like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m12s 2:30:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: one of their, one of their weaknesses. I think in this discussion is that they do not have a good scriptural foundation, um which is evidenced by the Jacob 230 they were just, you know, brushed it off, but even just now I just pulled up, um Abdi is talking to King Noah who also had a bit of a polygamy problem and Abed is telling King Noah about seed. And he&#039;s basically saying seed is not impregnating a bunch of women. He says, all those who have hearkened unto the words of the prophets and believe that the Lord would redeem his people and have looked forward to that day for a remission of their sins. I say unto you that these are his seed or they are the heirs of the kingdom of God. So the scriptures define what seed is and it&#039;s not right in this morning. Occasionally it is,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h31m04s 2:31:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: I just read that very chapter this morning with my kids in our home school. I love that you brought that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h31m10s 2:31:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: up. Well, like the wheat and the tears. There&#039;s right. And I mean, it talks about seeds so much by their fruits, you shall know them and you will know if it&#039;s a good seed, if you plant it in your heart, like seed is everywhere and it talks about the, the, well, I, and I even think the things that we think are about procreation are about something completely different. I think it&#039;s about developing, you know, growing in the gospel, growing into the presence of God. That&#039;s what it really is, right? So the seed is what you plant and the fruits are what it bears anyway. So this idea and this is part of what makes me really nervous about her being the Hollywood connection. She has so much disdain for Mormonism and so much projection and so much just judgment and ignorance you can&#039;t be, you can&#039;t tell someone how to portray a people that you have disdain for. You have to come from a place first of all, of love and empathy and understanding, right? And so I thought that was interesting. And then this, it goes on interestingly again to where she&#039;s, I think that this sex argument, this sex obsessed argument again is self serving. As we will see as we go on to these next couple of clips that I actually found the most troubling of the entire thing and were part of my reason for wanting to do this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h32m27s 2:32:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: And so when we&#039;re talking about these ideas, it just drives me crazy when people are like, did Joseph Smith have sex with his 14 year old wife? Did you have sex with his polyandrous wife? Does it matter?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h32m42s 2:32:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So we&#039;re gonna go on to a lot more of this because I don&#039;t want to misrepresent what she&#039;s saying. But what are your thoughts on what she just said right there? Like, does it matter if an adult man had sex with a 14 year old? Should that be a relevant point to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m02s 2:33:02]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m02s 2:33:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: matters today with all of the FL DS controversy that we see. And so if we&#039;re talking about the foundation of the religion, it absolutely should matter to discover truth to see if that really did happen or not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m18s 2:33:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, I guess, yeah, that&#039;s, I&#039;m like she&#039;s sitting here saying that we&#039;re dangerous, right? And then she&#039;s saying that if you justify Joseph Smith&#039;s ideas or if you, you know, behaviors, these, these claims we make about his polygamy, you&#039;re justifying it for these other religious leaders. And now she&#039;s saying, does it really matter if, if, if he had sex with a 14 year old, like, should that be an important question in this? Not the damages? I find&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m44s 2:33:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: that, yes, it matters.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m47s 2:33:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I find that deeply troubling.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m49s 2:33:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Yeah, it matters.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m53s 2:33:53] Gwendolyn: Well. And I think what she, I think she takes issue with the doctrine, right? Because she&#039;s heard so much of our apologetics about it. And so that also frustrates me because I&#039;m like, Lindsay, I totally agree with you. Like this is all about power and this is wrong and in some ways it doesn&#039;t even matter because if you&#039;re telling a woman, she&#039;s your wife and she&#039;s only yours and, and you&#039;re her head and she&#039;s, you know, you&#039;re one of many and you know, there&#039;s a lot of uh it&#039;s just, it&#039;s a terror doctrine. It&#039;s a tear, it got in and it&#039;s a tear. Ok, let&#039;s get it out. But it&#039;s like she keeps, she&#039;s bringing it back to like this is all it is, right? And we&#039;re trying to say this isn&#039;t all it is. It&#039;s not all about polygamy. In fact, polygamy wasn&#039;t part of this initial restoration it got in and the scriptures also tell us that in doctrine and covenant [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/101?lang=eng section 101, our current 101], it the Lord gives the parable for the redemption of Zion. And in that parable, he says the enemy came in while they were yet laying the foundation. So God saw it. God told us it would happen and God has given us instructions for overcoming it and, and coming out of it. But, but I feel like Lindsay is like not really scripturally literate. And so she wants to stay in this, this anger and condemnation of what terrible thing happened.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h35m14s 2:35:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Let me go&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h35m17s 2:35:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: ahead. Sorry, Michelle. It&#039;s also Matthew 13. That&#039;s one that really helped me learn and process the polygamy. You know, the same exact um the parable Christ gives of, you know, an enemy has done this come and planted tears in the night. And to, I always took that as wheat and tears are people, but it can also mean beliefs or teachings or doctrines. So true doctrine could have come along and then simple, beautiful and then a bunch of terror&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h35m45s 2:35:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: doctrines got added in like, and, and that&#039;s another reference to seeds like you plant the seed. Exactly. And see if it&#039;s a good fruit or bad. And, and I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h35m55s 2:35:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: 100% think that that is about ideas and doctrines, not people. I think it&#039;s terrible to interpret that as people continue.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h36m03s 2:36:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Car No. Exactly. It&#039;s an idea. Ok. You&#039;re wondering if this idea is good or not. Or if this doctrine is of God or not, you plant the seed, you do all of the work spiritually and in the scriptures to understand it, to see if it was good or not. And then if its not like Jacob two verses 23 all the way to 35 talk about the damages of plug me sleeping with young women and breaking the hearts of your mother or your wives and Children. Of course, it matters. It completely destroys women,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h36m39s 2:36:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? So let me go on to this next clip that builds on it because I understand the point she&#039;s making John helps her out to make her point. I think John makes it for her. But here&#039;s this next clip&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h36m49s 2:36:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: to me, it&#039;s about power and control, which is what assault and rape and coercion is about power and control. Whether he touched someone below the belt doesn&#039;t change the fact that he altered the course of their life. He took ownership of them, of their spirituality and their eternal life. And so this idea where we&#039;re like, did he or didn&#039;t he? It doesn&#039;t matter. The doctrine says he&#039;s going to eventually if he doesn&#039;t now. And so you&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m19s 2:37:19]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: saying it&#039;s awful with or without sex, it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m21s 2:37:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: awful with or without sex.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m25s 2:37:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok? So, you know, and she really gets twisted up here and like it, I I didn&#039;t play the clips because she just gets confused and, and it&#039;s, it, it turns into a bit of a mess if you remember this section. So I will 100% agree with her that it is awful with or without sex and the desire to dumb it down and say, oh, he didn&#039;t have sex with them. Therefore, it wasn&#039;t as bad as we think it was, is not a good impulse, right? However, I do think it&#039;s fair because I think that when we say as a church, Joseph, that these things are good and are of God and Joseph did these things. And then we combine the historical piece with it and we start seeing these affidavits saying she was 14, she was 15 and this is what happened to them, right? And we are reading it through our lens, not how they were meaning it to come across the people writing the testimonies, but we&#039;re reading it through our lens. I think it is valid to go wait, that&#039;s too horrible. Is there a way to make it a little bit less horrible? Right. So I understand the L DS impulse to want to do that. I think it&#039;s wrong. I think it&#039;s erroneous. But what I really object to here is minimizing sexual assault is saying power is the only thing that matters. So power without sexual assault is exactly the same as power with sexual assault. I find that to be one of the most anti feminist ideas, feminine ideas to say it doesn&#039;t matter. And she keeps minimizing and belittling if he touched him below the belt. It&#039;s just because you Mormons are so sex obsessed, then you&#039;re concerned about whether a 14 year old was sexually assaulted. That&#039;s the part I object to. I want to know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h39m13s 2:39:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: Can I just say, um, as someone that&#039;s also been sexually abused before, on, on this part, I was actually less alarmed and I actually felt, um, empathy and compassion for Lindsay and I thought I, I do know the point she&#039;s making that um it&#039;s often about power and many times it is and um power and control and um uh that the dynamic of a controller and an abuser versus someone they want to have power over and that does play into sexual abuse, but also all kinds of abuse. I don&#039;t know, for me, I guess I saw all of that as instead of it being triggering for me. I thought, I think she&#039;s speaking from her own um experiences and was trying to say it&#039;s wrong no matter how you abused a young woman, whether he had sex or not, he was still dominating her, you know, is, is her belief and, and that&#039;s wrong and it&#039;s all wrong. And so I guess um I agree with your um with the assessment too that we absolutely need to. It does matter if someone had sex or not. But I&#039;m just saying for me, I just felt like I could have just, you know, looked in Lindsay&#039;s eyes and been like, you know, it, like you&#039;re speaking from experience and I&#039;m so sorry that, that you&#039;ve had a horrible,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h40m40s 2:40:40]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h40m41s 2:40:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: that&#039;s deplorable.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h40m43s 2:40:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I&#039;m so glad I&#039;m so glad you brought that up. I think the part where it loses the handle for me is it is absolutely about power and sexual abuse is one of the most profound and destructive ways to exert power over somebody. So you can&#039;t take it away from it. I, I do not understand the point she&#039;s trying to make saying it&#039;s about power, right? We all agree. Sexual assault is about power and the sex is the way that, that power is exerted in the most destructive way. So like a couple of examples I use, go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h41m20s 2:41:20]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: Well, she should&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h41m20s 2:41:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: notice if she&#039;s that close to the FL DS community because we&#039;ve seen so many women come forward saying they were a young teenage girl sort of rebellious and then they get married off to get pregnant and then they&#039;re stuck in the system.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h41m35s 2:41:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. And when you have, that&#039;s exactly right. Like when they have a young rebellious girl, they know impregnate her and, and tame her that way, you know, ensnare her that way. Like these are a couple of examples for people who don&#039;t understand the point that I find so damaging here. A father who sends his 14 year old daughter to her room is exerting power over her. Right? But all of us would be like, yeah, that happens sometimes if he then follows her down the hall into her room and has sex with her, that&#039;s a very, very, very different thing. And it does matter, right? We can all agree that slavery is very, very wrong. You&#039;re literally owning another human being. It&#039;s exponentially worse if the master is at the same time raping his slaves, if he&#039;s having concubines as 132 would allow for. Right? So that&#039;s what I find here is like she&#039;s spending a lot of energy talking about how we can&#039;t justify these polygamous ideas because it validates the abusers while she&#039;s saying and, and I have another clip as well where she it it to me it feels very much like she is minimizing the importance and impact of sex on Children and unwilling participants. Right? That&#039;s the point I&#039;m making. There are lots of ways to exert power over people and exerting power isn&#039;t good. You cannot say, well, since sexual assault is about power, the sex piece doesn&#039;t matter. It matters. If my child was abducted, I would much rather have them be abducted by someone who wanted to use them as a slave, not by someone who wanted to rape them. I don&#039;t want them abducted, period. But do you know what I&#039;m saying? Like, like doesn&#039;t it matter? Does it matter? Yes, it matters. Right. So I&#039;m gonna play, sorry, this is the part I got I hated about because I I do care about people and these messages we&#039;re sending and here&#039;s, here&#039;s the next piece of it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h43m36s 2:43:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: to say that, did they, or didn&#039;t they have sex? It was still about power and control. It was still about power and control. And it just makes me so mad that, you know, Mormons faithful. Mormons will argue. Well, if he had sex then it was bad. No, that&#039;s not what makes it bad. It&#039;s, it&#039;s the power and the coercion and the lying that makes that makes it bad. If it were sex between consenting adults, then it&#039;s great, then it&#039;s not our business, but that&#039;s not what this is.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h44m07s 2:44:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So Gwendolyn, that&#039;s part of what you had&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h44m09s 2:44:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: brought up. Yeah, there&#039;s those shifting morals, I would say that consenting adults have done horrific things. And so you can&#039;t just have consent between people 18 and above. Be your only value you and your only morality. And in fact, we def we define adults now as 18, but like they haven&#039;t always been. And that&#039;s something the polygamist use too. That&#039;s very fluid. Um, maturity in adulthood has been defined very differently throughout time. And that&#039;s what actually puts women and girls into these horrific situations because people will say in, in times of old, they&#039;ll say, well, once they hit puberty, they are now an adult and you can now be married off. And if the girl is young, I mean, how many of us at age 1213, 14 consented to things that as middle aged women, we would be like no way you are not going to do that to my daughter. Right? That&#039;s why women, that&#039;s why girls need strong mothers. That&#039;s why girls need strong fathers. So I just, I, I think you, you cannot have this sort of shifting morality of consenting adults is your highest value and, and have that work out well, it doesn&#039;t work out well. You need something higher. You, I would say you need Christ&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h45m27s 2:45:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: gospel. I, I will agree with her 100% on the idea that if you didn&#039;t have sex, it&#039;s all good. And if you like, I agree with her on making that an important point that matters somehow, right? But I disagree with her approach to it, to like, and, and yeah, the, the idea that, well, I guess this is what I think marriage was given to mankind by God for the sake of the men, but mainly for the women and the Children, right? Marriage is what protects women. I believe that so strongly like the sexual liberation, we have so many women now who are heartbroken and childless, right? Because they never were able to get married because it doesn&#039;t incentivize marriage anyway. It&#039;s a whole big discussion. But I do agree that like, they&#039;re walking a really wobbly line of values and women trying to say this is ok and this isn&#039;t ok. And my concern is that in her desire to impart explain away Joseph not having Children. She&#039;s so desperate to do that, that she minimizes the impact of sexual assault is how it sounds to me. And that&#039;s highly concerning. There&#039;s another clip that I&#039;ll play along these lines.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h46m46s 2:46:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: I just think she&#039;s, I think she&#039;s leaning into the ghost of eternal polygamy, which I probably all of us experienced at some point. And so I think she might be just saying like, hey, even if the actual physical act doesn&#039;t happen again, so you&#039;ve got this thing behind you always, you know that this is your future, you know, this is going to happen because they have control over you. That said um I do agree that that actually having physically, like having that happen to you physically is exponentially worse than believing that it, that it will&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h47m18s 2:47:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: let me ask this question. We have Abraham and Hagar, right? So Hagar was a handmaid. She was a slave, she was picked up and she was a slave that they acquired in Egypt, right? Was it worse that she was a slave? Or was it worse that she became a concubine? And that her very body and the fruit of her womb was theirs for the taking, right? It does matter. It doesn&#039;t make it OK to have people in bondage without sex. But you can&#039;t use that to say that sex doesn&#039;t matter. So here&#039;s this next clip. It&#039;s also super&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h47m52s 2:47:52]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: problematic. It makes no sense to say. Well, Joseph didn&#039;t have sex with his polygamous wives when we know they&#039;re bringing me on John Taylor WW, with Lorenzo Snow, Joseph Heber. J Robert Smith and all the other polygamist from Joseph to the end of polygamy were having sex with all their wives. Why would we want to give Joseph a pass and say he didn&#039;t have sex?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m14s 2:48:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I actually love that clip.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m16s 2:48:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Just true&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m18s 2:48:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: again. Come on our team. You&#039;ve got&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m21s 2:48:21]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: a common sense there.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m24s 2:48:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Like I said, we&#039;ve never denied that those other men practiced it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m28s 2:48:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. And what they did was horrific. It was horrible. And yes, Brigham Young didn&#039;t have sex with all of his wives. Right? And it&#039;s still horrible when, when it&#039;s this, this level of patriarchy is horrible that they were existing. And I just shared an episode I was telling, I mean, I shared the story, my last episode about the 15 year old girl that was sent from Scotland without her parents and married off within two months to a 49 year old man. The entire thing is horrible and it&#039;s not horrible. Like that&#039;s why if we can help more and more people understand that Joseph didn&#039;t do it. That will remove the argument of whether he had sex or not. That&#039;s not where the argument should be. For the L Ds side or for Lindsay Hanson Park and her side, right? Like it&#039;s forced her into this position. So, hey, a couple more clips. I hope I don&#039;t beat this part too much, but I have a couple more clips. The&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h49m24s 2:49:24] Bryan Buchanan: impulse to take the sexual dynamic out of it is so odd because both the book of Mormon, the Jacob Passage and then section the Revelation that becomes section 132 explicitly authorize increase. So to argue that that wasn&#039;t a thing is weird because that&#039;s not the scriptural text telling you that. That&#039;s you telling yourself&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h49m45s 2:49:45]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: that. And both the book of Mormon passage and the DNC 132 passage make it about sex. It&#039;s about seed. It&#039;s about posterity. That&#039;s the whole point of polygamy is to create a righteous posterity.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h49m58s 2:49:58] Bryan Buchanan: So arguing that that was not even in Joseph Smith&#039;s mind, what was he doing is weird because clearly it was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h50m05s 2:50:05] Michelle: OK. So can you guys remind me how many polygamous Children did Joseph Smith have? I like? Right. And, and wasn&#039;t he intentionally preventing Children because he didn&#039;t want to get caught? Like, do you see what I mean? How they&#039;re tied up in knots and circles? So to clarify our position, we reject the twisted or reading of [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/jacob/2?lang=eng Jacob 2:30] that would make it about sex. That is not true. Read it in context and we reject [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/132?lang=eng Section 132] at least the portions about polygamy as a legitimate revelation. Come on to our side. We agree. What you can&#039;t do is on the one hand, say he had sex with all of them, of course he did except the ones he didn&#039;t have sex with and you shouldn&#039;t care if he had sex or not. And he didn&#039;t have Children because he was, he was trying to prevent it and they were using birth control. And according to John Hamer doing other things and then on the other hand say, oh, but we know it was all about sex because they were trying to have increase because the scriptures say that like, like they need a consistent through line here.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h51m08s 2:51:08] Gwendolyn: Um If they watch this and they&#039;re like, hey, I don&#039;t want to watch all these other videos about [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/jacob/2?lang=eng Jacob 2:30]. Let&#039;s just make it clear the, the part of the things that people will hearken to if the Lord doesn&#039;t issue command are the abominable things that David and Solomon did, right? So when you think of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h51m25s 2:51:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that refers to the things that David and Solomon did and, and it is teaching his people. So it, it very clear to twist it. You need to, I don&#039;t have&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h51m37s 2:51:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: to be taught by the traditions of your fathers. That&#039;s the only way you can read it that way. If you just give it to someone and have them read it, they would never come to that conclusion because it&#039;s not part of the text, you have to read it into the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h51m49s 2:51:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: text, not only read 30. I, the Lord will command my people otherwise they will harken unto these things that makes no sense. You need the context. So the Lord will command his people otherwise they will harken unto these things. What are these things in the verses? Every single time? It says things. It&#039;s talking about the abomination of poly. So if they don&#039;t hearken to the Lord&#039;s command, then they will do poly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h52m17s 2:52:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: I&#039;m sorry, Whitney. You haven&#039;t talked in a while. Go ahead. No, no, you go ahead. OK. I was gonna say like John is partially right here though. Once again, like I agree with him when he says 132 I don&#039;t believe that Jacob two is about sex, but he says 132 is about sex. And yeah, all the parts added by Brigham. It&#039;s totally about sex. So I agree with him there like he does portray a lot of common sense throughout this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h52m41s 2:52:41]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: episode, I think. So he just,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h52m44s 2:52:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: he just needs to flip his switch a little more. He&#039;s like it&#039;s almost there. I just wanted to say that Brian makes the point that he&#039;s trying to make the point that Jacob 230 DNC 132 are about raising up a righteous seed. So I would just like to counter that with the first real polygamous story we have in the Bible, Abraham and Hagar as Michelle just pointed out the war between those brothers is still going on today. There&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h53m21s 2:53:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: were thousands of years later, so unrighteous that they tried to kill their brother.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h53m30s 2:53:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: There&#039;s no right. And so it&#039;s hard enough to raise righteous seed when you have a mother and father. Then let&#039;s just complicate that by adding more women, more Children. And, and so it just doesn&#039;t work. It polygamy doesn&#039;t raise a righteous now. Not that some might be, but overall, it&#039;s just hard to raise righteous Children, period.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h53m57s 2:53:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: And, and Whitney, as you know, the first polygamy in the Bible, of course, isn&#039;t Abraham. That&#039;s the first example of someone who ends up becoming righteous and getting ensnared. But of course, the first polygamist is Lamic Cain&#039;s descendant who covenants and our book of Scripture is the one who says that about him. So we&#039;ve got it. It&#039;s right here in our scriptures. We&#039;ve got it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h54m25s 2:54:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and we can so easily connect. Oh I just go crazy. So all we have to get through. I want to talk about all of these clips. So, but we can so easily connect Brigham&#039;s doctrine. He and his cohorts, the polygamist pals were teaching constantly that you basically your wives give birth to your kingdom, to the glory, all of those souls that will worship you are the ones that you create, right? Like I mean, I sorry, I&#039;m starting, I&#039;m I&#039;m starting to want to say words I shouldn&#039;t be saying because it just makes me so mad. But we completely agree like John, yes, we completely agree with you on how horrific this is and we can bring, we can help you. We can show you where Brigham taught these things, we can show you how he came up with that and what he taught, you cannot find anything anywhere akin to it in anything Joseph ever taught at all. It&#039;s a completely, completely different thing, a different gospel entirely. So, so, ok, I think I have another clip. Maybe along these lines. I&#039;ve lost track. So let me play this one. Then I&#039;ll tell you what it is after.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h55m34s 2:55:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: Did Joseph Smith have sex with Helen Marr? I don&#039;t know. But I, what I do know is that Helen Marr for years, for years and she was faithful, complained that her autonomy was taken away. She was depressed, she couldn&#039;t go to dances with her friends, she couldn&#039;t flirt with boys. She liked that part of herself was robbed and whether she spent two minutes in the bedroom with some adult man doesn&#039;t like seriously though, like, like give women some credit, we can endure a lot of stuff. But the thing that changes it is the power, not the, not the situation, it&#039;s, it&#039;s the person that&#039;s using you and manipulating you. And that&#039;s what happened to Helen Mar, whether she slept with him or not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h56m20s 2:56:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Again, that was the most dramatic case to me of minimizing. She says who cares about that? Two minutes? Women can deal with a lot like, like it doesn&#039;t matter if, if she was in that bedroom with two for two minutes with an adult male, whatever. It&#039;s about the power. What in the world is she talking about? Right? Like, can we stop minimizing sexual assault when we talking about polygamy with polygamists? While she&#039;s saying that their doctrines are being validated and their behaviors when she goes and says women can endure a lot. Women can overcome a lot. What does that say to every would be assailant? Like, oh women can deal with it. That&#039;s what I have a problem with. This is major to me like, like so anti woman in my book, anyone else? It just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h57m16s 2:57:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: feels flippant, you know, kind of like flippant like we saw what,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h57m19s 2:57:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: two minutes? It&#039;s two minutes&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h57m22s 2:57:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: instead of like really thinking about that. Like, yeah, I don&#039;t know&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h57m26s 2:57:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: because the fact is they&#039;re, they&#039;re right. I don&#039;t believe Joseph Smith did this but I know who did I know what leaders did? And would she say the same things? Who cares? It doesn&#039;t matter if, when it&#039;s happening now with the Kingstons and the Jeffs and the other groups, who cares? It&#039;s two minutes. It&#039;s the power. That&#039;s the problem. Not the no, the ultimate manifestation of power is sexual assault. It&#039;s the most intrusive form of power in every possible way and you don&#039;t get to minimize it. You do not get to minimize it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h58m00s 2:58:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: I mean, people go through years of therapy based off of a short incident, a small incident from child&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h58m08s 2:58:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and, and then John just laughs at the funny. I thought that he would only take two minutes. Like I just, I&#039;m, I this whole thing, I&#039;m like, how are people not seeing this and raising every alarm bell at how, how dramatically destructive and this is what&#039;s dangerous when you basically say sexual assault doesn&#039;t matter, you can assault someone and it doesn&#039;t matter as long as you&#039;re not exerting power over them. Like, like what does that even mean? Whitney and Gwendolyn? Did? You both want to say something? I thought you had,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h58m40s 2:58:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: well, I was, I&#039;ve been thinking that Lindsay started down this path about it being about power a few years ago when this idea that Joseph hadn&#039;t done it started gaining some traction. And I think it&#039;s her way of, I think she had enough people come to her saying, but he didn&#039;t have sex that she had to make up a reason. He was still a bad guy. And so I think if she could, she could disassociate herself from herself and listen with the ears that we&#039;re hearing and listen. Um, in that way, I think maybe she would, I, I think she&#039;d maybe be best served if she came up with a different argument to, to us because it is incredibly damaging to men and women who have been sexually assaulted to minimize it down to. It&#039;s, you go have sex with whoever you want, just don&#039;t have power over people and then you&#039;re ok you know, it really does a lot of damage.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=2h59m48s 2:59:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: She also used the term, um she also said that, that Emma had, um enjoyed her soft power. She used the word soft power um in making up things about Emma theories about Emma. But interesting, interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h00m06s 3:00:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: I want to read a little historical tidbit about Hebrew C Kimball who&#039;s Helen Mar Kimball&#039;s father. So when we, when we listen to her story given after a many decades of indoctrination, this is her father and who he became, right? So these things in the household where she lives. Hebrew C Kimball married 43 wives and had 65 Children and 300 grandchildren at least. And in Utah, he amassed land, cattle and property and was worth more than $100,000 at the time of his death. And if you flip that to 2023 language, that would be in the millions. So it&#039;s like she, she was in the polygamous system and she was led to believe that this came from Joseph, but it, he didn&#039;t, he didn&#039;t like there might have been a sealing ceremony where he was sealed. That&#039;s kind of what this is all about, right is that we&#039;re later they say why was Joseph sealed to men as like what was it? His sons and women were not daughters or men as brothers. And it&#039;s like, yeah, that&#039;s what he was doing. He wasn&#039;t sealing women as wives.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h01m20s 3:01:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And we&#039;re going to get into that later to, to another part of this claim about because she also was speaking on behalf of Helen very incorrectly if you understand what Helen was actually claiming and what she was actually writing, right? So I&#039;m glad you guys can see that because I do feel like it&#039;s incredibly important to not Whitney. I was going to say, I, I thought that she started to say this argument more as the um evidence of Joseph not having Children came out as well. She started to say, well, it&#039;s not about sex. So that&#039;s my concern is that II, I really like Lindsay, if you&#039;re happy to listen to this, you know, II I don&#039;t want to make an enemy or anything, but I hope you can listen to yourself. I hope she can hear that in her need to vilify Joseph Smith. She&#039;s taking it so far and she&#039;s so desperate to do that to the point of minimizing sexual assault and minimizing the experience of victims and throwing it away by saying things like who cares about two minutes. And women are women can deal with stuff that is incredibly destructive, especially when we are talking about these polygamous communities which are leading at least like like human trafficking. I think polygamists might be leading the charge at this point, right? With all of these kidnappings and all of these and when you have a child that has been raised, being taught that you are their ticket to Exaltation. And so at 14 and 15, how do you decide if they&#039;re consenting or not? They&#039;ve been indoctrinated. They are being controlled, which is why we need legislation to keep, to prohibit this, to fight against it and why we cannot ever minimize the um the incredible impact of sexual assault. It&#039;s not, it is about power and it&#039;s the most abusive form of power of using power over others. So thank you for letting me go into that because I found it very deeply problematic. So here&#039;s the next claim about Helen.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h03m18s 3:03:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Lindsay Hansen Park: But what I&#039;m saying is in this context, this is about power and we need to look at it. So when we try to argue whether he had or didn&#039;t have sex with Helen Marr, I say it doesn&#039;t matter. He took her life away. And for years, Helen Marr, struggled with deep, deep depression and deep resentment of plumy until the day she died.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h03m38s 3:03:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I don&#039;t, do you guys, I&#039;ll speak to that unless someone else has&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h03m44s 3:03:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: something I want to jump in. This is, this is what I was trying to, I was trying to make that point by reading that about Hebrew C Kimball. She&#039;s putting it on Joseph, but this was the result of her father&#039;s belief in a doctrine of many wives and concubines. That&#039;s what this doctrine does. And when you believe in it and you force people into it, that&#039;s the sort of life they have. And we&#039;re saying we don&#039;t, we don&#039;t see the evidence that this came from Joseph. We do see really good evidence that Hebrew was one of the guys that initiated&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h04m13s 3:04:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: this. Yeah, by every claim Hebrew was a very domineering husband and father. And it&#039;s interesting to me that they ignore the things written by the anti polygamist league, the women in Utah who were fighting against polygamy at the time, giving us reports of what was happening. Just like the L DS church historians ignore that the anti Mormons ignore that. Why, why wouldn&#039;t they be talking about what Hebrew was doing? And one thing I really want to point out is that Helen, I don&#039;t know why she calls her Helen Marr Whitney is that isn&#039;t her name? Just Helen Mar is her middle name, is her middle name. But I mean, like it&#039;s interesting that she always calls her Helen Marr. I didn&#039;t know if there was a reason for it, but she actually, she married her choice. Horace Whitney. He was like, she was 18 and he was 22 or 24 or something and they were monogamous most of their lives, right? She actually didn&#039;t really live this polygamous lifestyle and it was when she was an older woman that Emmeline Wells maybe. Is that who it was? You can correct me. Whitney came to her and said, hey, will you write your polygamous reminiscences? And she had been living in this system. And she gained so much importance and authority and a platform and validation and who knows what else by writing these things. And she was writing, I wish I could help people understand this. The culture of this day was you gained validity as a woman by how much you sacrificed and suffered for polygamy. Because that was the teaching, the more you suffer, the more glorious your next you know, like, like it was kind of a how much can you take type? I mean, that&#039;s what, so she was not in her mind trying to say anything bad about Joseph Smith. She was trying to maximize the sacrifice she made for this divine doctrine does like, and I feel like that&#039;s completely lost on them that they make it sound like Helen, I like Helen hated polygamy. She barely even lived it at all. She was trying to promote herself and promote the system that she was in like so many of these other women. So I&#039;m taking this poem that she wrote and these, they take little snippets and like try to frame her life that way. It&#039;s so inaccurate and so dishonest. Does anyone else have a thought? A thought on that? Ok. Anyway, if, if it&#039;s wrong to say that Helen hated polygamy, I think that she probably did because I think all of the women probably did if you listen to the speeches at the great indignation meeting, but they did not say that because they couldn&#039;t have a platform if they said that. Right? So, well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h06m54s 3:06:54] Gwendolyn: we also have a lot of records from the men&#039;s speeches, right in the 18 fifties. You start to hear [https://www.josephsmithfoundation.org/journalofdiscourses/speakers/brigham-young/the-people-of-god-disciplined-by-trials-atonement-by-the-shedding-of-blood-our-heavenly-father-a-privilege-given-to-all-the-married/ Brigham saying, I don&#039;t want any of the more of this scratching and fighting around me]. You know, everyone&#039;s gonna have to, you&#039;ve got two weeks to accept it or, or there&#039;s the door frontier Utah in October, good luck to you. You know, bow down&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h07m15s 3:07:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: before this. Like we were saying, polygamous leaders have to talk about it a lot. It&#039;s hard to be a total totalitarian leader and you can&#039;t do it duplicitous that way.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h07m26s 3:07:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: And the women, the women&#039;s complaints filtered up and you can read the women&#039;s complaints in the men&#039;s condemnation of all the complaining&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h07m35s 3:07:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: that incessant whining.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h07m37s 3:07:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: There it is. Yes. My wife tells me she hasn&#039;t had a happy day and since I took a second, yeah, that they&#039;re so annoyed by the unhappy women. It&#039;s an annoyance to them. And that&#039;s, that is, I think that so many of these men would have been good men, good husbands and fathers. If they hadn&#039;t been so twisted by this abomination, it really is. It&#039;s the terror. That&#039;s bad. It&#039;s the idea that the doctrine, it turns what these would have been good women and these would have been good men. And so we can agree with them fully on that. Oh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h08m12s 3:08:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: sorry. There, there&#039;s a quote that it says that polygamy turns good men, bad and bad men worse. I mean, it was, this was known.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h08m19s 3:08:19] Michelle: Yeah. And I think it does the same to women. It just twists. I know there are a lot of very good women who came through polygamy but there, it just twists so much. Like if people haven&#039;t listened to my [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkfTtQGOQxM Flora Jessup episode], please do.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h08m32s 3:08:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: I was just going to bring that up. That was I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h08m38s 3:08:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. So here is, this is a short clip that I just wanna address quickly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h08m43s 3:08:43] Bryan Buchanan: One of the most interesting connections is in Brigham Young&#039;s journal, which is generally very boring and crappy. He has these two entries on the same page and they&#039;re in a Masonic cipher. And the top one says I was admitted to the lodge today. And then the second one is this very cryptic entry where J Smith either saw or was Agnes. And from later counts. Brigham Young is the one that performs the ceremony, sealing Agnes Coolbrith, his brother&#039;s widow to Joseph. And so the thought is that this is some sort of acronym for wetted and sealed or sealed and wetted.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h09m23s 3:09:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. Again, it&#039;s fascinating to me how both sides use the exact same playbook because this is right out of Brian Hales and it right like and so anyway, I don&#039;t know if the rest of you have studied this. I just, I&#039;m ignoring most of the Masonic stuff and I, we skipped over all of the Emma Smith stuff too because I just found it so awful the, the sources that they choose, chose to rely on for Emma were horrible and completely, yeah. Awful&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h09m56s 3:09:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: awful. Emma spoke for herself when she was alive. She spoke for herself.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h10m02s 3:10:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So. Right. And so they, again, she&#039;s claiming to be a feminist while doing this to the primary woman involved in this situation and actually vilifying her, you know, to try to make sense of it. But um this is what&#039;s interesting was capital was they&#039;ve just come up with wetted and sealed. And so, so I&#039;ll just tell my little bit of research on this. First of all, the only term we get, the only place we get that term is from the affidavits that Joseph F Smith fills out and has the women sign and they say wedded or sealed, not wedded and sealed and you don&#039;t capitalize an a in an acronym, right? You don&#039;t include uh and for a, right? So it&#039;s so silly and I um I always was like, this is so weird. Why do we say it says that? And I was reading a book and I can&#039;t remember what, which Apostle, one of the original apostles was talking about the temple and he said, washed anointed and sanctified and I was like, oh, was washed, anointed and sanctified. And then guess what I found, which is not a find because we all have it memorized. Exodus 4012, which most of you will be very familiar with and thou shalt bring Aaron and his sons unto the door of the Tabernacle of the congregation and wash them with water and thou shalt put upon Aaron the holy garments and anoint him and sanctify him that he may minister in the priest&#039;s office right there. The scripture that we quote in the only ceremony they would have been doing in the upper floor of the red brick store and it&#039;s washed anointed and sanctified. And we again through our polygamy lenses have to say, wetted and sealed as if that&#039;s even a thing like have any of you ever said? Oh, I was wetted and sealed on this day and like it&#039;s so stupid. So, right. So anyway, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h11m59s 3:11:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: just, they don&#039;t use that term anywhere else. It&#039;s never one source&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h12m05s 3:12:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have searched through the um Abra, I mean, the complete discourses of Brigham Young and the journal of discourses, there&#039;s no wedded and sealed, there&#039;s no sealed and wedded. There is washed, anointed and sanctified. That is a term and it&#039;s right out of the scripture that is quote in the ceremony that they&#039;re talking about. So they ignore that and like, like, tell me how wedded and sealed is better than washed, anointed and sanctified.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h12m34s 3:12:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: That&#039;s that scriptural illiteracy. You got to know your scriptures,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h12m39s 3:12:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And so I know that we did skip over all of the Emma things and all of the um Mason, I think by the end of it we were all just like, which is maybe how people are feeling, listening to this. But I think this has been awesome. So I only have 11 clip left and then we can just talk about a couple of other things. So I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll go ahead and play this last clip.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h13m01s 3:13:01]&lt;br /&gt;
John Dehlin: Well, I think it&#039;s time for DNC 132. Is that yours, Brian?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h13m07s 3:13:07] Bryan Buchanan: And that&#039;s our best written source outside William Clayton&#039;s journals for Nabu Polygamy because it lays out all the rationale that was in his, his head and that we hate to give air to it. But this is another one where denying Joseph Smith&#039;s involvement with it, every argument you can think of to argue that this is not legitimate and it&#039;s actually better documented than really any other revelation we have. Because if William Clayton writing in his journal, this am received a revelation of 10 pages on the order of marriage, then we have a copy of it. Well, it&#039;s not the original. We don&#039;t have originals of any of Joseph Smith&#039;s revelations. So it&#039;s legitimate. There&#039;s absolutely no reason to deny it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h13m47s 3:13:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So again, this is one of, I think only two times that they actually address us at all. Right. And so OK, who wants to go? I&#039;ll just open the floor and who wants to respond first to that clip? Anyone?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h14m08s 3:14:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h14m10s 3:14:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Breeana: Um I was gonna say, I know we kind of already talked about section 101. But, um, you know, you guys mentioned how it was printed in the Times and Seasons. Am I right? And that, um, and then of course, you know, like he published and on top of that, we also have the meeting minutes, right? The the minutes of the meeting where was read aloud, talked about, discussed and read aloud. So we actually have multiple contemporaneous evidences of section 101 and we have zero for 132. We have a, he said, she said, he said it came in a drawer in my desk, you know, across the plains and years later, Voila here it is. Isn&#039;t that convenient? I mean, anyway, so I just had to point that out that they&#039;re like we have no reason to deny 132 but 01, I don&#039;t think that was real. I think Joseph was out of town. So that&#039;s what they say about the two sections.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m04s 3:15:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. The fact that he completely fails to mention that it appeared magically out of Brigham&#039;s hat. I mean, Brigham&#039;s drawer in um in 1852 8 years after Joseph&#039;s death. He doesn&#039;t mention that that&#039;s kind of important information, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m24s 3:15:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: And they say it had, it had to stay a secret until then. But then all their stories say, well, they had the document in Navoo and they were showing it to everybody and everybody&#039;s making copies. So why did it all of a sudden become a secret after they died.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m38s 3:15:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Right. And good point. Go ahead, Whitney.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m41s 3:15:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I was just going to say, I also loved how Brian said, oh, this is a fact, like we have evidence, just like William Clay&#039;s journals. William Clayton wrote about this. I&#039;m like, hm, who&#039;s the common denominator&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m55s 3:15:55]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: here?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m56s 3:15:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m57s 3:15:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Also his claim, his claim that, um, that our problem with it is that it&#039;s not in Joseph&#039;s handwriting. Raise your hand if that&#039;s your reason to doubt. Oh, if it were in Joseph&#039;s handwriting, pulled out of Brigham&#039;s desk eight years. Like that&#039;s, that&#039;s our problem like this straw manning and the misrepresentation. Like he can&#039;t even take the time to understand and why we are calling BS on 132 actually. And it&#039;s all. And so if people haven&#039;t watched my second part, I think it is on the novel Expositor. Is it where I talk about William Clayton&#039;s claims even that day, what was going on, like, and, and there&#039;s more and more coming out all the time. I just want to go off for an hour on why this is not valid. And you&#039;re right when he had complaints, depends entirely on William Clayton. So they&#039;re so, he&#039;s so either ignorant or dishonest in how they talk about 132 and the reasons to doubt it. You, so Joseph Smith&#039;s revelations were published in multiple locations during his lifetime, right? We have the times and seasons. We have other newspapers and then we have the actual doctrine and covenants. And if anything else, all of the other things that were added in 76 8. So 132 pulled out of Brigham&#039;s drawer in 1852. Ta da. None of you knew we had this Wink Wink, but we had it. And then we have all of the claims that the RL DS people had of people in Utah, claiming that they contributed to it or that they wrote it that they were involved in the manufacture of it. We have this in higher pattern of Brigham Young and his team falsifying evidence, changing journals coming up with things out of the blue, editing things that didn&#039;t go along with what they said, this fits right in with what they did right there, the doctrines that I mean, it does not match Joseph&#039;s style at all, the factual errors in it, the inconsistencies throughout it on and on and on. We have dozens and dozens of reasons to doubt the legitimacy of 132 and he is not doing himself any favors by not acknowledging the problems more accurately.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h18m13s 3:18:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: We also have Joseph&#039;s own words about the doctrine, right? Because there was something floating around, there was definitely something floating around, which they say the fact that something was floating around and that, that whatever was floating around in the novel Expositor ended up in 132 as evidence that 132 came from Joseph and it&#039;s like, well, we also have what Joseph said about it. I just pulled it up. Um This again, thank you Joseph Smith papers project. Joseph Smith read from the expositor. And then he said, where the truth of God was transformed into a lie. And so Joseph said, this is not what I taught, this is not what I said about marriage. This is not the revelation on marriage. We really have good evidence. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h18m59s 3:18:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: wish I had all of his speech right in front of me where he said, like he damned people to hell who were teaching this and pursuing it. Hey, Carly&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h19m07s 3:19:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn: Hiram, Hiram really went off.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h19m09s 3:19:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: Yeah. Yeah. And I, I think that just looking at the logistics of like, like we have documented that he received a revelation on marriage on July 12th, right? And then he taught it publicly four days later. And like I loved your second part um on the expositor because it&#039;s, it&#039;s documented. All four of his scribes wrote that the revelation on marriage was an answer about love marriage in loop 20. And it said that marriage can be eternal if it&#039;s done in the view of eternity. And that&#039;s documented all over. And then they claim that that&#039;s this 1 to 32 was that same revelation. But 132 says nothing about love marriage. That&#039;s not the question that was asked that tipped off that brought the revelation. And what was the later William Law. He like in his interview, years later, he&#039;s like, it didn&#039;t have that theological introduction. Well, the introduction that they added in later says that the question they asked was about, you know, Abraham Isaac and all the, all of the biblical polygamists, that was the question that sparked the revelation. But in all of the July 12th documentation says that Leverett Marriage was the question that they asked. And so it just doesn&#039;t line up as&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h20m29s 3:20:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well as Rob Fathering has excellent work on the JST which Gwendolyn brought up. That proves that Joseph would have never asked the question of how they were justified in their polygamy. Not to mention the fact that Isaac is a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h20m42s 3:20:42]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: nega&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h20m45s 3:20:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like just the basic like verse one and it&#039;s also justifying concubines. What in the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h20m52s 3:20:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: world? Oh my gosh. Like, do you know what a concubine knife? I never know what a concubine was. But if you look it up, oh my goodness.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h21m00s 3:21:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: No, it full on gave slave owners permission to have sex with their slaves, which we&#039;ve already established is worse than just having a slave. Having slaves is atrocious, raping your slaves is worse. OK, Whitney, you were gonna say something I think.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h21m17s 3:21:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I just wanted to mention really quick before we go to the next clip that something that I felt was um dishonest. And there were many things but one that really stood out to me that Lindsay and Brian both did is they both said that a couple of times they quote, I&#039;ve seen William Clayton&#039;s journals and that unless Lindsay has some in with the church history library that will not let anyone see those journals, I feel like that&#039;s very dishonest like she&#039;s seen parts of them. And so I just, to me, they say that because then that kills any counter narrative we can give about Clayton&#039;s journals and that&#039;s just completely dishonest. They have not seen the full Clayton journals.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h22m13s 3:22:13]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: That&#039;s like the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h22m14s 3:22:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: claim. It&#039;s, it&#039;s like the claim that new LK Whitney, the Whitney revelation was in Newell K Whitney&#039;s own hand and yet it doesn&#039;t exist and nobody has seen it, but they all just talk about it factually as if they&#039;ve seen it, right and saying, I, I completely missed that. They said that they had seen those, but they do. I, I think the thing, my biggest takeaway is like they accuse us of motivated reasoning when that is absolutely what they are doing with no curiosity, no openness and no integrity to find out if what they&#039;re teaching is true. I get it. It&#039;s weird to go wait, this total conspiracy theory. I&#039;m supposed to look into it and take it seriously. I can&#039;t just call them idiots. Yeah. And especially the fact that you are saying, seeing how fast it&#039;s growing to the point that you need to respond to it. You have the obligation to respond well, and you have the obligation to pursue truth and, and, and be informed on things you&#039;re going to speak on. These people are setting themselves up as experts to speak factually when they are massively massively&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h23m21s 3:23:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: ignorant. No, Lindsay likes to have conversations with people who disagree and then she has this rebuttal, but she never listened in the first place. You have to look at the evidence we&#039;re presenting to be able to refute it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h23m35s 3:23:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. And so anyway, is there anything we left off the table before we kind of start wrapping it up that you guys wanted to mention. There&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h23m44s 3:23:44] Gwendolyn: was one part where Brian mentioned, um if you have a belief in the Bible plus a natural sexual drive, then all bets are off the table. And it was kind of talking about how, how off the rails things can get. And I was like, is he implying that it&#039;s not safe to believe in the Bible? Because generally speaking, all people have a sexual drive. So if you have a sexual drive, which everybody does and you believe in the Bible, watch out that&#039;s dangerous. It&#039;s, it&#039;s quite a, it&#039;s quite a statement to make. And so the only conclusion I can come to, you know, with Lindsay doing tarot and Brian telling us if you believe in the Bible, if you have a sex drive and you believe in the Bible, you&#039;re dangerous is that they really want to destroy faith. And, and that&#039;s so sad. Right. And I think that&#039;s where a lot of the darkness in watching this interview came from. And I just wanna give another shout out for the book of Mormon in verse Nephi chapter three, verse 12, we read the purpose of the book of Mormon to grow with the Bible. That those two works will those two that which is written will grow together under the confounding of false doctrines and laying down of contentions and establishing peace among the fruit of thy loins, which which does talk about Children um and bringing them to the knowledge of their fathers in the latter days and also to the knowledge of my covenants. And it&#039;s like, hey, if we just pay attention to what the book of Mormon says, we&#039;re going to be able to wrap this up really simple because the Bible gives us some confusing doctrine on polygamy. But the [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/2-ne/3?lang=eng Book of Mormon brings it into absolute clarity] and you add in Christ&#039;s words and it&#039;s done, it&#039;s done. It&#039;s dead like it is deprived of oxygen when you believe that the book of Mormon is a work of scripture. So I just wanna make a, an appeal to anyone who&#039;s um considering like believing Lindsay and Brian&#039;s uh interpretation is that it sounds like their, their belief is without, without any actual faith. Um And so I, I don&#039;t think that&#039;s a, I don&#039;t think that&#039;s a recipe for a really joyful life.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h25m57s 3:25:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s interesting. I have a couple of things I want to respond to like, yeah, it&#039;s such a mis attribution to say the problem in the world is people believing in the Bible. I would say that belief in marriage is a very good thing for societies. And that is proven out by every sta every statistical analysis, every study, every history, every society, right? When we break down sexual norms of, of marriage, of any sort, when we break down the traditional marriage and families, we destroy societies. There just is truth to that. And there was another point you said that I wanted to respond to, oh, I love how you said, isn&#039;t it interesting from the very beginning that Lindsay wants to deprive our movement of oxygen but doesn&#039;t want to deprive belief and polygamy of oxygen. Isn&#039;t that the thing? Like, I guess that&#039;s what I&#039;m trying to do is say, hey, let&#039;s, let&#039;s expose how bad all of this is so that it can stop happening. And I wish&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h26m58s 3:26:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: II I see a pattern like I don&#039;t wanna make any assumptions about her or, but, you know, Gwendolyn talked about like the shift in morality. Um And it seems like the opposite end of the spectrum of morality is that it is these people saying, oh, it&#039;s OK to teach kids about sex and these very intimate adult things in early childhood, you know, and, and maybe that&#039;s what is kind of pushing this like dismissal of child sex abuse like, oh, we can&#039;t really talk bad about childhood sexual interactions because it&#039;s ok for them to learn about that. That&#039;s what a lot of people are pushing now is it&#039;s to teach Children and have them do that. There has to be a boundary, there has to be some morality.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h27m51s 3:27:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: There&#039;s definitely a ton of critical thinking, a critical theory in Lindsay&#039;s thinking, that&#039;s how this impression I get and she just kind of uses it without consistency. And that is a really interesting connection you made Carly how the two sides kind of meet. She&#039;s so decrying the FL Ds with eight year olds or the fundamentalists, sexual abusing Children while at the same time, not like kind of softening the, you know, minimizing the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h28m21s 3:28:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Karli: harm interactions as a young child won&#039;t be detrimental. It&#039;s fine.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h28m25s 3:28:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. There&#039;s, it&#039;s weird. So, anyway, I think, ok, so I hope that people found this interesting. There&#039;s so much more we could talk about in this video and I, I guess again, like to beat the dead horse, but really the evidence is she said it herself, the evidence is compelling. The evidence is massively compelling and we&#039;re not the ones having to ignore it and twist it in circles and tie it in knots. We are handling every single part of this discussion very effectively. It&#039;s to the point where when you learn something that you haven&#039;t investigated yet, it&#039;s exciting and fun because you&#039;re pretty sure what you&#039;re gonna find it&#039;s gonna melt, right? Because it happens again and again and again. So I hope that maybe Lindsay John Brian will, well, I hope they listened to this and made it all the way through. I hope they will consider at the very least. This is what I always say to people. If you want to keep believing Joseph was the originator of polygamy. Fine. But you at least need to know the research, you at least need to do it honestly to be effective and to maintain any degree of credibility. I have always, I thought, think that John really started out with a truth seeker. I hope he will continue to do that. I hope he will get curious instead of just biased. That&#039;s what I&#039;m really hoping for. I think that it&#039;s true that the biggest sandstone they would have is a panel with some of us on it, either by ourselves or with some of those who disagree with us. I think that would be incredibly exciting people and well attended and, and we&#039;ll see what people&#039;s real motives are. If they&#039;re really, if they just like the church, what was it? Is it Bh Roberts? Maybe someone else who said if we have truth, it cannot be harmed by investigation. If we have not truth, it ought to be harmed. Ok. There you go. Why are you doing this cover up thing? Um John Delin and Lindsay Hanson Park and Brian and anyone else involved in this? Where are you? Like, we&#039;re not going to give it any air time. We&#039;re going to it, we&#039;re going to deprive it of oxygen instead of engaging, engage with us, engage with our ideas and let the truth win. If you have truth, it can&#039;t be harmed by anything we say. If you don&#039;t have truth, maybe you ought to consider some different narratives and some different evidence. Anything else anyone else want to say on the way out? Well, I wanna thank you all for the incredible work you&#039;re doing. Thank you for staying up so late and, and engaging in this conversation. I thought it was great fun. I hope people will like it but so much. A wonderful night. Keep up the good work. Thank you. I&#039;ll&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h31m01s 3:31:01]&lt;br /&gt;
spk_6: talk again. Yeah. Thanks bye.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMJ3Ua6C-Jg&amp;amp;amp;t=3h31m07s 3:31:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Another huge. Thank you to Brianna Gwendolyn Carly and Whitney for sitting down with me. It was such a fun discussion, I think and such an important discussion. I just value each of their insights so much and I so appreciate the work that they&#039;re doing. I know that I talk too much. I apologize. This is my first time doing a panel discussion. Hopefully I&#039;ll get better at it before we do the next one. But these women were so awesome to come and sit down with me. I hope that the discussion will continue in the comments. Let us know your thoughts on every side of this issue. What things you think we left out, what insights you have, what things you must be especially appreciated so we can keep moving this conversation forward. There are the future episodes coming. There&#039;s so much still to cover. So thank you so much for being here and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 87:  Exposing the  Expositor part 3 of 4 - Destruction and Martyrdom&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 87&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-10-08&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = ac_bW82iivA&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Expositor, Joseph Smith, Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Church History&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Part 3 of 4 on the Nauvoo Expositor. This will build on the first part, continuing the discussion of the conspiracy against Joseph Smith, going forward to the destruction of the Expositor press and the martyrdom. It is hard to believe how misunderstood and intentionally twisted all of these events have been in people&#039;s efforts to paint Joseph Smith as a polygamist.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Part 4 will again focus on the specific claims of polygamy surrounding the Expositor and the high council meeting.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h25m40s [25:40]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] [https://archive.bookofmormoncentral.org/sites/default/files/archive-files/pdf/oaks/2020-11-30/18_dallin_h._oaks_legally_supressing_the_nauvoo_expositor_in_1844_2014.pdf Dallin H. Oaks Paper]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://collections.lib.utah.edu/details?id=722871 Suppression of the Nauvoo Expositor (pgs 862-903)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://byustudies.byu.edu/author/joseph-i-bentley/ Joseph I. Bentley paper]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h49m30s [49:30]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Warsaw Signal June 14th Extra [https://archive.org/details/warsawsignalextr00wars/mode/2up Original]&lt;br /&gt;
* [http://www.sidneyrigdon.com/dbroadhu/IL/sign1844.htm#0614 Transcribed]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/mayors-order-to-nauvoo-city-marshal-10-june-1844/1#full-transcript Mayor&#039;s Orders to Nauvoo City Marshal]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/112 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/112]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/letter-to-thomas-ford-16-june-1844/1 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/letter-to-thomas-ford-16-june-1844/1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/112 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/112]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/120 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/120]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/120 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/120]&lt;br /&gt;
* [http://boap.org/LDS/Nauvoo-Neighbor/1844/6-17-1844!.pdf Nauvoo Neighbor]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/122 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/122]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/124 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/124]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/letter-to-thomas-ford-22-23-june-1844/3?highlight=We%20do%20know%20that%20it%20is%20common%20for%20police%20in%20Boston,%20N.%20York, Letter to Thomas Ford, 22 June]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://famous-trials.com/carthrage/1308-fordletter https://famous-trials.com/carthrage/1308-fordletter]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/letter-from-thomas-ford-22-june-1844/1 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/letter-from-thomas-ford-22-june-1844/1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/letter-from-thomas-ford-22-june-1844/1#full-transcript https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/letter-from-thomas-ford-22-june-1844/1#full-transcript]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://byustudies.byu.edu/online-chapters/volume-6-chapter-29/ https://byustudies.byu.edu/online-chapters/volume-6-chapter-29/] pg 560&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://byustudies.byu.edu/online-chapters/volume-6-chapter-30/ https://byustudies.byu.edu/online-chapters/volume-6-chapter-30/] pg 566&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://ensignpeakfoundation.org/wp-content/uploads/2013/03/Augustine-Spencer-Nauvoo-Gentile-Joseph-Smith-Antagonist.pdf Augustine Spencer: Nauvoo Gentile, Joseph Smith Antagonist]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/140 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-f-1-1-may-1844-8-august-1844/140]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/minutes-10-june-1844/14 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/minutes-10-june-1844/14]&lt;br /&gt;
* 1:33:40 [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/885417da-0dda-4c46-8267-6a5ef955c294/0/0 Richard Law story in Improvement Era]&lt;br /&gt;
* 1:40:00 [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/885417da-0dda-4c46-8267-6a5ef955c294/0/0 An Interesting Testimony by Joseph W. McMurrin]&lt;br /&gt;
* 1:46:00 [https://www.jstor.org/stable/25119379?searchText=polygamy&amp;amp;amp;searchUri=%2Faction%2FdoBasicSearch%3Fscope%3DeyJwYWdlTmFtZSI6ICJUaGUgTm9ydGggQW1lcmljYW4gUmV2aWV3IiwgInBhZ2VVcmwiOiAiL2pvdXJuYWwvbm9ydGFtZXJyZXYiLCAidHlwZSI6ICJqb3VybmFsIiwgImpjb2RlcyI6ICJub3J0YW1lcnJldjpub3J0YW1lcnJldm1pc2NqIn0%253D%26Query%3Dpolygamy&amp;amp;amp;ab_segments=0%2Fbasic_search_gsv2%2Fcontrol&amp;amp;amp;refreqid=fastly-default%3Abd114d6390f50440e007ab501e30a69f&amp;amp;amp;seq=9 Joseph Smith III article in the North American Review]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h00m00s 00:00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon Polygamy where my mom&lt;br /&gt;
explores the scriptural theological and historical case for parole marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
She&#039;s been sick this week and forgot to film her introduction.&lt;br /&gt;
So she let me fill in but not to worry, this is going to be a great episode.&lt;br /&gt;
So make sure to like and apply.&lt;br /&gt;
Thanks for joining us as we take a deep dive into the murky waters of Mormon Polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so cool that mom has one youtube channel.&lt;br /&gt;
I know doing four episodes on the expositor might seem somewhat excessive.&lt;br /&gt;
But as I have dug into this, as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
it is so critical and essential to this narrative to our understanding of it,&lt;br /&gt;
even to the causes and the events about the martyrdom,&lt;br /&gt;
which is what we&#039;re going to talk about today that&lt;br /&gt;
I think it is worth really getting into and understanding.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
I want to just do a quick recap because it&#039;s been a little while.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s been almost a month since I did the first part. I think maybe it has been a month.&lt;br /&gt;
So just to remind people the first part,&lt;br /&gt;
we focused primarily on the individuals involved in the novo expositor,&lt;br /&gt;
I call them the expositor conspirators.&lt;br /&gt;
I really wanted to get in and&lt;br /&gt;
understand their characters and look at their motivations&lt;br /&gt;
in a, in order to be able to respond to the claim that these were just&lt;br /&gt;
really good men who believed in the gospel and loved Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
but just really opposed polygamy and morally couldn&#039;t abide polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
So hopefully remember that um episode,&lt;br /&gt;
this episode is actually going to build directly on that one.&lt;br /&gt;
So hopefully, you remember some of the things we talk, we talked about&lt;br /&gt;
in the second part, I took a departure and really looked at the affidavits.&lt;br /&gt;
Um The I I delved into the polygamy claims in the affidavits, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And the affidavits, as you recall, William Law,&lt;br /&gt;
um Jane Law&lt;br /&gt;
and Austin Powells all claims that&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum Smith either brought them the revelation or&lt;br /&gt;
read the revelation in the High Council,&lt;br /&gt;
which is universal, virally understood to be section 132 as we now have it.&lt;br /&gt;
And so in that one,&lt;br /&gt;
what I really wanted to do was look at the claims&lt;br /&gt;
of how we got section 132 how it came to be&lt;br /&gt;
and whether&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram could or would have read it to the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
So as I said, in this part, we&#039;re going to continue on where we left off.&lt;br /&gt;
In part one, we will look a little bit more about the um at the motives and the stra&lt;br /&gt;
strategy of the expositor conspirators but we also are going to&lt;br /&gt;
really look at the destruction of the expositor and investigate the&lt;br /&gt;
claim that Joseph ordered the press to be destroyed because he&lt;br /&gt;
was just so desperate to keep his secret polygamy hidden.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s something we&#039;ll touch on quite a bit.&lt;br /&gt;
But um I really want us to gain more&lt;br /&gt;
understanding on what Joseph and the city council did&lt;br /&gt;
and why, why they did it and whether or not it was justified&lt;br /&gt;
and look at the fallout from it.&lt;br /&gt;
I have to say that as I have studied this more and more, I just,&lt;br /&gt;
I have come more and more in all of my studies to really appreciate&lt;br /&gt;
and respect and love Joseph Smith and just empathize with him.&lt;br /&gt;
It is unbelievable what he and his family were put through constantly,&lt;br /&gt;
continually.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
I think that we,&lt;br /&gt;
we need to understand what kind of a man&lt;br /&gt;
he was and how he responded to these unthinkable&lt;br /&gt;
obstacles that most of us can&#039;t even imagine. Like, think about it, how many,&lt;br /&gt;
you know,&lt;br /&gt;
if someone is involved in even like one or&lt;br /&gt;
two lawsuits or prosecutions even worse in their life,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s enough to cause&lt;br /&gt;
an immense amount of stress. Do you think of&lt;br /&gt;
how many?&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know if it was hundreds of times, but it was,&lt;br /&gt;
I think over 100 times that he was either&lt;br /&gt;
prosecuted or sued or that he had to do legal things. He had a financial problem.&lt;br /&gt;
Like so meant much time in the courts that this man had to spend,&lt;br /&gt;
that we should at least empathize for that.&lt;br /&gt;
I know some people just see that as evidence against him. But I think that&#039;s unfair.&lt;br /&gt;
I think again, it&#039;s not how many times you were sued&lt;br /&gt;
or prosecuted, it&#039;s who was doing it and why and what was the evidence they had&lt;br /&gt;
to see if he really was this perpetrator who just&lt;br /&gt;
never could be convicted&lt;br /&gt;
or if he really was a good man with&lt;br /&gt;
a lot of people who just hated what he was doing for various reasons, which I think is,&lt;br /&gt;
is worth considering as we look into this.&lt;br /&gt;
So I, I have tried to come at it as&lt;br /&gt;
many of, you know, I did,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, of course, I grew up with such a strong testimony of Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
And then I had to investigate all of this and I have come to a place of really&lt;br /&gt;
wanting to question everything, right? But I will tell you the more I study,&lt;br /&gt;
the more I again believe that this was a truly&lt;br /&gt;
good and I would even say Godly man. And so, um&lt;br /&gt;
and, and so anyway, we&#039;re going to look into that.&lt;br /&gt;
And then in part four,&lt;br /&gt;
we are again going to look into the claims of polygamy more specifically,&lt;br /&gt;
I want to really get in and&lt;br /&gt;
um investigate and analyze the affidavits themselves. I want to look at&lt;br /&gt;
all of the different people who left testimony of Hiram reading the, um,&lt;br /&gt;
the revelation in the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
And I,&lt;br /&gt;
I want to look at everything that William and that William&lt;br /&gt;
law knew about polygamy or the others based on their later,&lt;br /&gt;
um, well earlier than this,&lt;br /&gt;
but based on the lawsuits based on everything that they tried to do to Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it becomes abundantly clear that they knew absolutely nothing.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h05m32s 00:05:32]  And so anyway, that&#039;s what it&#039;s gonna be. So this is going to be on the destruction and the motivation. And if you know, investigating the claim of whether Joseph was just being tyrannical and authoritarian and hiding his um his secrets in having the expositor destroyed and, and what happened from there? So that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to look on. So look, look at in this episode, I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m having a hard time speaking today, but hopefully you can just put up with it. And, you know, again, as I always say, listen to what I mean and not just what I say, if I say something wrong, go ahead and correct me in the comments. I actually really appreciate when people let me know. I said something wrong. So, ok, anyway, continuing on our discussion of the strategy being played played out by the expositor, conspirators. Um You&#039;ll remember I talked about the onslaught of legal charges and lawsuits. They just kept bringing lawsuit after lawsuit trying to get him to Carthage or prosecution after prosecution trying to get him to Carthage, which he, he knew was the strategy to try to have him killed. They already pointed out how much they were working toward trying to actually kill Joseph and Hyrum Smith and the entire Smith family. So we&#039;re going to go on into that a little bit more. But another part of the um of the strategy. Oh, I also talked about the um the, the church that they started, they really were trying to get rid of the Smiths and usurp the their positions in Nauvoo. And so um another part of their strategy, in addition to all of those was really revving up a full blown assault on the, on the church and its leaders, mostly on its leaders in the local newspapers. And so this is an important thing to understand in our claims that um you know, Joseph was trying to hide polygamy and that&#039;s why he destroyed the expositor. So that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to look at right now. I want to talk about what had already been published. So among other things, because there was always, you know, things being said about the Mormons, but it really started in earnest when John Bennett left and just he was the most resentful and unfortunately capable guy. So he worked really hard to make sure that that lots of bad things happened to Joseph Smith and the Mormon. So he had written six letters which were all had already been published in the Sangamo Journal he had already, it was him that we get the uh Martha Brotherton story and the Nazi Rigdon story and the happiness letter. So those were big points that they talked about and he did share the names of those women. It was from him that we get the cryptic list of initials of supposed wives like lb for Louisa Beaman that I am excited to talk about in the future because new developments there, lots of information. See we like, this is all coming out more and more and it&#039;s really exciting. So all of this had already been published in the Sangamo Journal and I believe it was also carried in some major newspapers. I know it was in, I think it was the New York Times and the Chicago Tribune. I think those were the papers that had also been carried in and who knows how many others he also had already published his book. This was Mormonism Exposed by John C Bennett and it had sold like crazy. They had multiple republications in multiple new editions just in the first year. So this was all in 1842 2 years before the Nauvoo expositor. All of this was already out and had been everywhere. So um the Warsaw Signal, you&#039;ll remember Warsaw was only 20 minutes away from Nauvoo and they republished many of John Bennett&#039;s claims. They told the um Martha Brotherton story and the Nancy Rigdon story. They talked about them often. Oh they talked about Sarah Pratt. They kept, they just had an onslaught, a constant stream of articles mocking decrying or vilifying Old Joe as they called him and the Mormons in every possible way. And so, um, and, and as I said, including all of the accusations of polygamy and reprinting all of those things. They have a couple of examples. There are so many, but um some people have shared with me Buckeye&#039;s lamentations. They had two Buckeye publications in February and April. Those are, most people agree that those were written by Wilson Law most um most probably. And so there was nothing literally nothing that Joseph could hope to hide about polygamy. The exponent was hardly the first to print accusations of Joseph&#039;s spiritual wifey. They had literally been all over the country for a full two years, plus who knows how much before that? Right? And so um so I need someone like the claim that Joseph was trying keep these secret things um about polygamy. It&#039;s just ridiculous, like read another expositor. What exactly did it reveal? Every accusation had already been repeatedly made? So by this time, by the, by the time of the expositor, it was literally old news. And so, and like I said, read the expositor. Well, that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to look into next time to see what they knew they had to add to the conversation. Really nothing. It&#039;s become so clear that they just had nothing to contribute to the allegations of Joseph&#039;s polygamy. And so, um, the one thing they did add were the accusations against&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h10m44s 00:10:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram,&lt;br /&gt;
which I&#039;ve tried to debate if I can do a whole episode on this or how to handle it.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll just cover it really quickly right here because I find it really interesting&lt;br /&gt;
that all of a sudden when the spotlight had been&lt;br /&gt;
so much on Joseph and the accusations were against him,&lt;br /&gt;
all of a sudden&lt;br /&gt;
they seem to turn and start, um, making out allegations against Hiram Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
So it started, I think from what I have seen and go ahead, always, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
add to the conversation because so many people know things that I don&#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
But,&lt;br /&gt;
um, you&#039;ll remember Oremus Bostwick came to Navoo&lt;br /&gt;
in November, I believe,&lt;br /&gt;
and he started making allegations against&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum.&lt;br /&gt;
He only got there in November and by February Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
was actually suing him for the allegations he made against&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum and all of the women of NAVOO. You&#039;ll remember that&#039;s what led to the, um,&lt;br /&gt;
voice of innocence, the big meetings that they had,&lt;br /&gt;
it was the claims by Orsamus Bostwick and&lt;br /&gt;
interestingly guess who represented him as his lawyers,&lt;br /&gt;
the higbe,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So it seems to me very, um, very plausible. I think it&#039;s not,&lt;br /&gt;
um, I, I think it&#039;s very obvious to me that the hig be, were involved in putting Orus&lt;br /&gt;
Bostwick up to that as we&#039;ll see they did with others.&lt;br /&gt;
They put the people up to things to help move their motivations along.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I, I want to talk about that a little bit more because&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s bizarre to me how our historians handle that we actually give Orus&lt;br /&gt;
Bostwick part of this criminal element that was coming into NAVOO&lt;br /&gt;
who had no connection to Mormonism had hardly even been there&lt;br /&gt;
and he starts making allegations against&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum Smith immediately, once he gets the gets there,&lt;br /&gt;
and the Joseph Smith historians actually give him&lt;br /&gt;
credit for sort of being a polygamy insider.&lt;br /&gt;
They at least justify his allegations and claims.&lt;br /&gt;
I find that appalling and very upsetting. To be honest, I&#039;m excited.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve asked Britney Horning to come on and talk to me about&lt;br /&gt;
the, the way that the historians handle so many of these um&lt;br /&gt;
sources. So I&#039;m really excited to have that conversation with her.&lt;br /&gt;
She&#039;s, she&#039;s fabulous. So it would be great.&lt;br /&gt;
But um in any case that was, that was all of a sudden against&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram instead of against Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
And then we have the expositor and the claim started to come out that it was&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram that brought the revelation to the laws&lt;br /&gt;
and it was Hiram that read the revelation&lt;br /&gt;
in the High Council. And I really was like, why in the world are they going after&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram? But&lt;br /&gt;
the, the most um obvious reason I can see is that&lt;br /&gt;
the common cause the expositor had with the Warsaw signal things that&lt;br /&gt;
were being published everywhere was their fight against their concern about Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
running for Senate. Right. Joseph was running for president&lt;br /&gt;
really didn&#039;t have a very good chance of being elected,&lt;br /&gt;
but&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram had a very good chance of being elected in as a state senator.&lt;br /&gt;
And so that was a massive concern that they were trying to fight against.&lt;br /&gt;
That was part of the urges&lt;br /&gt;
to get rid of the Smiths at that at this point.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think it&#039;s interesting that all of a sudden, I think because of that,&lt;br /&gt;
the allegation, the accusations started to have to be revved up against&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum instead of just Joseph because Hyrum had really been&lt;br /&gt;
pretty much ignored in most of the accusations before then.&lt;br /&gt;
But the expositor hit him really hard. So I find that to be interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
So that is the one thing the expositor adds,&lt;br /&gt;
I would argue that it was less because they had that additional information&lt;br /&gt;
and more because they needed to come after Hiram, right? They needed to find a way to&lt;br /&gt;
um go after him. But anyway, we&#039;ll look at that more in the next episode.&lt;br /&gt;
And as I said, we looked at it previously.&lt;br /&gt;
Um the claims that 132 is what Hiram supposedly read. So&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s gonna be a lot more to go into.&lt;br /&gt;
But in any case, if anybody wants to continue to claim&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph was wanted,&lt;br /&gt;
the press destroyed out of his fear of things getting out about his polygamy,&lt;br /&gt;
it reveals that just, they are deeply uninformed, they really don&#039;t have any kind of&lt;br /&gt;
grasp on what has already been published, what the situation actually was.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s just completely illogical and it simply does&lt;br /&gt;
not match the historical record at all.&lt;br /&gt;
So we, that&#039;s a,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s a very ignorant claim to make and I hope&lt;br /&gt;
that we can just move on from that as well.&lt;br /&gt;
So the real danger of the expositor and the central reason for its destruction&lt;br /&gt;
was the genuine and very valid fear of mob violence,&lt;br /&gt;
not only mobs from Warsaw and&lt;br /&gt;
Carthage,&lt;br /&gt;
but also the very real possibility of the&lt;br /&gt;
citizens of Nauvoo themselves becoming a mob.&lt;br /&gt;
That was the danger. Joseph Smith was desperately trying to prevent.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s the strategic double blind,&lt;br /&gt;
double bind that I talked about in the first episode that these men intentionally&lt;br /&gt;
designed to ensure the death of Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
We have so many reports of Joseph Jackson&lt;br /&gt;
and others saying we&#039;re gonna cause a tumult and&lt;br /&gt;
in Nauvoo and as soon as we get those people riled up people from outside&lt;br /&gt;
comment, I I gave some of the quotes&lt;br /&gt;
in part one. So anyway, that&#039;s the situation that we&#039;re looking at again.&lt;br /&gt;
So I want to share some examples of this full scale attack and&lt;br /&gt;
the calls for the mob that were ratcheting up in the newspaper.&lt;br /&gt;
So May 29th, you.&lt;br /&gt;
So just a reminder, the um novel Expositor was published on June 7th.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is all in the like the days building up to that. So May 29th, the Warsaw.&lt;br /&gt;
It, um,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h15m57s 00:15:57]  let&#039;s see. I think I&#039;ve read part of this in part one, how Joseph&#039;s life was not safe outside of Nauvoo and he would certainly be killed in Carthage. It continued on to say we have seen and heard enough to convince us that old Joe was not safe out of Nauvoo and we would not be surprised to hear of his death by violent means in a short time. And then it goes on to say he has deadly enemies, men whose wrongs have maddened them, whose lives have been sought by Joe and who are prepared at all times to avenge themselves. Just the deep irony of this, like I know we like to claim that Joseph Smith killed people or would kill people. But look at all of these people who did all of this to him and he like even John Bennett, he let him go with like friendship with the hope that he could come back with, you know, like he was so to claim that he was trying to kill anyone. And what is bizarre is that these were the people trying to kill Joseph, right? It&#039;s so much projection throughout this. So it goes on to warn that they are actively looking for, quote, the signal for general hostilities. The feeling of this country is now lashed up to its utmost pitch and it will break forth in and fury upon the slightest provocation. We are, we are no advocates of Moy. Oh no. Listen, what they say on the contrary, we have, we regret that there are any who wish to provoke hostilities without a sufficient excuse. But still we must express our conviction that if one drop of blood should be spilled by the Mormons, the conflict will soon be general and there can be no question as regards the result. Ok. Oh my gosh, it goes on. So June 5th, the worse off signal the law and its agents are mocked and yet if the citizens of this community should rise up and res and resort to the only means left to us to rid ourselves of this pest. There are fastidious moralists who would immediately brand us as Mobo Crats persecuting men for religion&#039;s sake. And every opprobrious epithet would be applied by distant communities to us. And every palliating phrase used toward the vagabonds who have so long merited their fate. When one, when one portion of the community sets the laws at defiance, um are we bound to respect the laws and of our in our actions toward it? That is a question in ethics which moralists they solve theoretically at their leisure. But if we do not much mistake, the people in this vicinity will solve it practically unless there is speedy and effective reform in NAVOO. So again, they keep accusing them of the people in NAVOO of acting above of like not following the law. They were absolutely following the law. They were following their city charter. Just the other people didn&#039;t like the city Charter, they didn&#039;t like what, what it said in the power it gave them. So um into this already heated environment comes the novo expositor. And I&#039;m just reading a couple of snippets. It was really ratcheting up and getting in intent, intense. So the people already knew that this was what was being called for. And then the novel Expositor, this is from the introductory, the question is asked, will you bring a mob upon us? Then it goes on to say we don&#039;t support mobs but kind of similar to the previous one. But if it is necessary to make a show of force to execute legal process, it will create no sympathy in that case to cry out. We are mobbed. There is such a thing as persons being deceived into a fa sympathy once who the second time will scrutinize very closely to know who or which party are the persecutors. So we&#039;re going to mob you, but you&#039;re the persecutors. It is not always the first man who cries out stop thief that is robbed. The well being of society, demand it, demand it at our hands. Our country by whose laws we are protected. Asks us for a manifestation of that patriotism which should inspire every American citizen, the interests of the state of Nuvo require it. And as a citizen of Illinois, we intend to respond to the ver to the voice of Duty. So they were very clearly, obviously outrightly calling for mob violence against NAVOO. Right? And that was the intent. They knew that the people in Nauvoo would read this and, and be, you know, themselves, do anything, anything to, like, destroy the expositor or to, um, these were people who had just experienced such severe mob violence in Missouri, right? They knew exactly what they were doing. So that&#039;s why it said if there&#039;s one drop of blood, if there&#039;s one sign of any kind of upheaval, then the mob will come in. So this was the double bind, right? The genuine thoughts from out the genuine threats from mobs outside Navoo was plain and it it was extremely clear to everybody in Navoo that the expositor conspirators were doing all in their power to stir up their mob to as Joseph Smith said to stir up the mob and bring them upon us. So the fact that this this and this alone was the central concern of the church leaders is made very plain in the city council meeting. So remember it was published on June 7th, the city council met on June 8th and again on June 10th to discuss what to do and reading tho those notes were never intended to be published, right? They are accurate notes of what of,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h21m05s 00:21:05]  of the minutes of the meeting that we have and so you can read what the concerns actually were. And so the um expositor was destroyed on the evening of the 10th after that second meeting. And then we have, um, Joseph Smith was killed on the 27th. So it build up until that, so that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to cover is that time frame. So again, I know I read from the city councils and city council and it&#039;s in the first part, we&#039;re going to read different parts of them again because we&#039;re looking at the, the, the decision of what to do with the expositor. So on June 8th, Joseph Smith said, what the opposition party want is to raise a mob on us and take the spoil from us as they did in Missouri if God ever spoke by me and it will not be five years before this city is, is in ashes and we in our graves unless we go to Oregon, California or some other place, if the city does not put down everything which tends to mob aracy. So they&#039;re saying mobs are our danger. We have to get rid of anything that will lead to mobs. And he includes in that list, we have to put down their murders, bo bogus makers and scoundrels. So it&#039;s like we can&#039;t let this happen anymore in the city. You remember I talked about in the first part about how because of the Nauvoo Charter, a criminal element started to move into Nauvoo and Joseph is like, this is not good for us. We have to be much more firm with these people and get them out of here. And so the mayor said the conduct of such men and such papers as the expositor are calculated to destroy the peace of the city and it is not safe that such things should exist on account of the mob spirit which they tend to produce. This was the concern the mob, right, which they had very good to ex to fear and recent experience with. So Hy Smith spoke in relation to the laws, fosters Higby and Sharp, the editor of the Warsaw Signal and of the importance of suppressing that spirit which has driven us from Missouri et cetera. So um there&#039;s, if you read through the Warsaw Signal, people were taking these ridiculous claims to Warsaw claiming that Hiram said that he was going to kill Thomas Sharp, the editor of the Warsaw Signal and he was going to destroy that press and it&#039;s ridiculous, you can&#039;t find any claim of that anywhere and and Hiram swears affidavits and the others that were at, at these meetings saying no, Hiram never said anything like that. So these expositor conspirators were just revving it up on both sides. Joseph Jackson, as I said, taking reports, reports to Warsaw to rev them up and they of course, just believed anything negative about the Mor Mormons. So that was the situation. That&#039;s what Hyrum actually said, but um Joseph, as I said, was not only concerned about the, the mob coming in to NTU but also the navoo citizens, they were just crying out to him. You can&#039;t let this happen. So he was worried that they were going to destroy the press themselves, which again would lead to the out to the mob coming in from outside. And so his, um Joseph Smith letter to Governor Ford expresses, can it be supposed that after all the indignities to which we have been subjected outside that this people could suffer a set of worthless vagabonds to come into our city and write under our own eyes and protection, vilify and column, not only ourselves but the character of our wives and daughters as was impudently and unblushingly done in that infamous and filthy sheet. There is not a city in the United States that would have suffered such an indignity for 24 hours. Our whole people were indignant and loud, loudly called upon our city authorities for redress of their grievances, which if not attended to, they themselves would have taken the matter into their own hands and have summarily published at the punished the audacious wretches as they deserved. So I I read that out of order that comes a little bit later in the story. But to express what Joseph was worried about what he was dealing with or what the concerns were. So that was the double bind, right? Just as I said, I&#039;ve explained it a couple of times and so the city council met again two days later, that was from the eighth. This is from the 10th. They read extensively from the expositor and discussed the threats to the Charter by ironically, people who had helped pass the Charter and who had held positions on the city council and never had any problem with any of that until they became enemies and weren&#039;t getting what they thought they wanted. Right? So, um so we have like Sylvester Emmons, he was the, he became the editor of the um Novo Expositor and he was a member of the city council and we had all of these others. So anyway, as it is, the um Novo exposure is calling for the destruction of the city charter and the destruction of the city. The mayor says, is it not treasonable against all chartered rights privileges, peace and happiness of the city. And he spoke at great length. And so this was, this was a reasonable charge of treason, right? A quick note on the expositor. So um Dallin H Oaks, wrote a great paper. He wrote actually several great papers. It&#039;s been good for me to get in and read some of his research because he did a really good job um researching a lot of these things and I appreciate that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h26m00s 00:26:00]  So I will link the um I will link his papers below, but this was a quote that I appreciated. And he said the first and only issue of the Nauvoo expositor was more sensation then distinguished while the paper contained a short story, some poetry, a few news items mostly copied from Eastern newspapers and a scattering of ads. It was principally devoted to attacking Joseph and Hyrum Smith and their unknown unnamed associates in the church and in the government with this is a quote from another, um, someone else with quote lame grammar and turgid rhetoric that Secretary of State John Hay turned dull or laughable. So it was John Hay, the secretary of that said it was lame grammar and turgid rhetoric that was dull or laughable. So truly from top to bottom, the Nauvoo expositor, it is just ridiculous accusations and inflammatory language. So among many other things and I&#039;m not reading this because I&#039;m offended on Joseph&#039;s sake. Just the ridiculous accusations they were making it. It calls Joseph one of the blackest and bases scoundrels that has appeared upon the stage of human exis existence since the days of Nero and Caligula. If you know anything about Nero and Caligula, you&#039;re like what? You know, it&#039;s just, it&#039;s just so silly and then it just goes on, it speaks of other fathers who bled and sacrificed for the laws of the nation. Shall we? Their sons lie still and suffer Joseph Smith to light up the lamp of tyranny and oppression in our midst. God forbid lest the departed spirits of our father cry from the ground against us. Let us arise in the majority of our strength and sweep the influence, the influence of tyrants and miscreants from the face of the land as with the breath of heaven. So you can see how it is calling. It&#039;s a call to action, right? It&#039;s saying take up arms against Nauvoo. It warns that they must arouse from our lethargy and lend a helping hand. Then gentlemen, organize yourselves and prepare for the dead dreadful conflict to suppress this contaminating influence, which is prostrating our fairest prospects and spreading desolation throughout our veil. Call into field your best men under the solemn pledge to go for the unconditional repeal of the novel Charter and you will have our support. So I will repeat Joseph&#039;s question. Is this not treasonable against all chartered rights privileges, peace and the happiness of the city? I would say, yes, it very much is. So Joseph did very well understand the double bind they were in and it is clear how carefully he weighed the risks of each option. So the council decided to quote, pass an ordinance to prevent libelous publication and a lot to prevent conspiracy against the peace of the city, including attempts to take away the charter. So they&#039;re saying you can&#039;t in Nauvoo, you can&#039;t publish this kinds, these kinds of things that are trying to destroy the city and remove the charter. And so, um please notice how hard Joseph and the city council work to follow the law and be sure they were within legal means. And that&#039;s something that becomes apparent as we continue on to read through this. It was those who opposed them who did not, um, the, the, they didn&#039;t like, as, maybe I already said this but they didn&#039;t like the fact that they didn&#039;t have the votes to make sure Hiram Smith couldn&#039;t get elected. Right. They didn&#039;t like the, the, um, legal process being carried out as it was supposed to according to the charter. And they didn&#039;t like the democratic process being carried out if they couldn&#039;t assure their side victory. And so that&#039;s, it&#039;s really interesting to see who was actually the acting within the law and was very much not so Joseph moved that the decision to pass the ordinance needed to be unanimous and Hiram seconded. So that makes it very clear that they understood very well the risk that he was that they were taking and that they needed to make it very clear that it was not just personal, this was not just Joseph offended or trying to hide something for him personally. This, um, this was, um, it wasn&#039;t him just trying to silence his enemies. This was a unanimous decision of the city council for the sake of the city. So, um, there is a lot of careful and thoughtful legal discussion in these minutes. So I just want to share a little bit of it. So you can understand how hard they actually genuinely were working to make sure that what they were doing was legal. So they discussed the legal definition of nuisance in Chit&#039;s Blackstone. So Blackstone was the authoritative book of law at this time and Chitty was the publisher of the 18th edition. And so they reference it often to this is like the legal journal that they&#039;re going for information. It defines nuisance as anything that disturbs the peace of the community. And um they read, they referenced Chivy Blackstone page four private wrongs. Volume two. They, you know, put all of that like they&#039;re, they&#039;re saying, look, here&#039;s our legal case. They needed to find a way to prevent the issuing of any more slanderous communications from the paper, the novo expositor that is exciting our enemies abroad and was designed to incite mobs. So that&#039;s what they were. Um working on&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h30m55s 00:30:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph moved that the decision to pass the&lt;br /&gt;
ordinance should be unanimous and Hiram seconded,&lt;br /&gt;
seconded to me.&lt;br /&gt;
It makes it very clear that he very well understood the risk he was taking upon&lt;br /&gt;
himself and the need to make it very clear that this was not just personal,&lt;br /&gt;
this was not him acting in a tyrannical or authoritarian way or him just&lt;br /&gt;
trying to silence his enemies for his own sake or to keep his secret.&lt;br /&gt;
He was, he needed it to be well understood that this was the city council acting&lt;br /&gt;
in unanimity for the sake of the city, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s, it&#039;s really good to,&lt;br /&gt;
to read through some of these um minutes of these&lt;br /&gt;
meetings to see how carefully and thoughtful they were being&lt;br /&gt;
to make sure that they were acting within the law.&lt;br /&gt;
And so they referenced Chitty Blackstone.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is Blackstone was the authoritative legal journal.&lt;br /&gt;
Chitty was the publisher of the&lt;br /&gt;
18th edition, which is what they refer, what they had at the time.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph actually referenced it often to make sure that he understood law correctly.&lt;br /&gt;
So it in um it defines nuisance as anything that disturbs the peace of the community.&lt;br /&gt;
And they read that and included it in the notes.&lt;br /&gt;
And they go on to talk about how they need to find a way to quote,&lt;br /&gt;
prevent the issuing of any more slanderous communications from&lt;br /&gt;
the paper that is ex exciting our enemies abroad.&lt;br /&gt;
It was designed to incite mobs and that&#039;s what they needed to prevent.&lt;br /&gt;
So a commentary explains that Blackstone whose&lt;br /&gt;
definitive work on the common law um was&lt;br /&gt;
studied by the counselors to determine the&lt;br /&gt;
legality of the prop of the proposed action&lt;br /&gt;
states that certain nuisances may be abated by the&lt;br /&gt;
aggrieved party without notice to the person who communicate,&lt;br /&gt;
who committed them.&lt;br /&gt;
So it was their actions were justified in the foremost legal journal of the time&lt;br /&gt;
they still however looked for and considered any other possible solutions.&lt;br /&gt;
They suggested issuing fines but realized that that was impossible for a varie&lt;br /&gt;
variety of reasons.&lt;br /&gt;
The conspirators had no respect for the law and would not comply.&lt;br /&gt;
And Joseph and the others had no way to&lt;br /&gt;
go to Carthage to prosecute without being killed.&lt;br /&gt;
So there was no way to enforce any law that they would pass&lt;br /&gt;
or any fine that they would pass and it would have no effect.&lt;br /&gt;
So the discussion continued and they realized that the only the option they had&lt;br /&gt;
was to abate the nuisance. In other words, destroy the press. Really.&lt;br /&gt;
When there are no good choices, you have to try to make the least bad choice.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that&#039;s what they very much did. So here are a few examples of the um,&lt;br /&gt;
of the opinions that were voiced.&lt;br /&gt;
Elias Smith considered that there is but one course to pursue,&lt;br /&gt;
they were out of the reach of the law. One course to put an end to the thing at once.&lt;br /&gt;
He believed that if the city did not do it, others would by what, by what he had heard.&lt;br /&gt;
So it was that same concern.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Orson Spencer accorded with the view expressed that this paper is a&lt;br /&gt;
nuisance did not consider it wise to give them time to trump it.&lt;br /&gt;
1000 lies this property and,&lt;br /&gt;
and they did not have the property to pay for if we pass only a fine or imprisonment.&lt;br /&gt;
Have we any confidence that they will desist? None at all.&lt;br /&gt;
He found these men covenant breakers with God and their wives and we have we any&lt;br /&gt;
hope of them doing better.&lt;br /&gt;
Their characters have gone before them and you&#039;ll recall&lt;br /&gt;
all of what we&#039;ve studied in the first,&lt;br /&gt;
the first one, right?&lt;br /&gt;
The um these were not general, these were not good guys.&lt;br /&gt;
Even William Law who you could argue was the best of them.&lt;br /&gt;
He had had an, he was an adulterer, right? So he had had an affair.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
conti um Phineas Richards said he referenced the scurry at Hans Mill and the death of&lt;br /&gt;
his son at that place said he could not sit still when he saw the same&lt;br /&gt;
arising in this place. You see what I mean? This is really like hard stuff to read.&lt;br /&gt;
He considered the publishers of the expositors as much murderers&lt;br /&gt;
at heart as David was before the death of Uriah.&lt;br /&gt;
They were making short work of it.&lt;br /&gt;
He was prepared to,&lt;br /&gt;
to take his stand by the mayor and wherever he proposed would stand by him to the last,&lt;br /&gt;
the quicker it is stopped, the better.&lt;br /&gt;
Sorry, it&#039;s hard to read these minutes because they&#039;re um&lt;br /&gt;
you, well, you&#039;ll see what they look like. Um&lt;br /&gt;
Phillips said he had investigated the Constitution Charter and laws,&lt;br /&gt;
the power to declare that office a nuisance is granted to us in the Springfield&lt;br /&gt;
Charter as and a resolution declaring it a nuisance is all that is required.&lt;br /&gt;
So then Har Alderman Harris spoke from the chair expressed&lt;br /&gt;
his feelings that the press ought to be demolished.&lt;br /&gt;
The resolution of the printing press was read and passed.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um, that was,&lt;br /&gt;
that was what the discussion was and you can see truly what the concern was.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. It very much was we need to prevent another Missouri episode.&lt;br /&gt;
We need to prevent another Hans Mill.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, that&#039;s, um, let&#039;s see,&lt;br /&gt;
the council made the decision and passed the ordinance and Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
by order of the council issued the order to destroy the press and it was carried out.&lt;br /&gt;
So now another really important point to consider is&lt;br /&gt;
how the abatement of the press was carried out.&lt;br /&gt;
They were abating a nuisance. So the abatement of the press is the&lt;br /&gt;
of the press, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It was intentionally done in as un&lt;br /&gt;
mob like a way as humanly possible,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
That there, I&#039;ll explain why,&lt;br /&gt;
but there was um there were many testimonies of&lt;br /&gt;
how it was done both by enemies and friends,&lt;br /&gt;
both by non Mormons and Mormons people inside and outside the city.&lt;br /&gt;
There was a lot of testimony about this and it all agreed at&lt;br /&gt;
the two subsequent court trials for riot that we talk about numerous witnesses,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h36m19s 00:36:19]&lt;br /&gt;
including several visitors from cities outside Illinois&lt;br /&gt;
testified without significant contradiction&lt;br /&gt;
that the whole transaction was accomplished quietly and without noise or tumult,&lt;br /&gt;
7 to 12 men went inside and carried out the press and type witnesses agreed that there&lt;br /&gt;
was no violence and nothing was destroyed or&lt;br /&gt;
damaged that did not pertain to the press.&lt;br /&gt;
So that was the summary by um Oaks.&lt;br /&gt;
In fact,&lt;br /&gt;
if you read the testimonies of these um trials that we&#039;re going to talk about,&lt;br /&gt;
the only shouting or threats were from Francis Higby and Charles Foster who&lt;br /&gt;
were both there when the press was calmly carried out to be destroyed.&lt;br /&gt;
And despite the author&lt;br /&gt;
authorization given in the order to arrest any who stood in the way,&lt;br /&gt;
they were not arrested and were allowed to leave, unhindered,&lt;br /&gt;
exposing the complete lie of all of law&#039;s inflammatory claims that their&lt;br /&gt;
lives were in danger could not be further from the truth.&lt;br /&gt;
It is hard for me to understand how anyone who actually reads&lt;br /&gt;
the sources could see Joseph Smith as the bad guy here,&lt;br /&gt;
he or the city council.&lt;br /&gt;
It really was the entire city council, right?&lt;br /&gt;
But we just blame it all on Joseph Smith and&lt;br /&gt;
claim he was a tyrant trying to hide his polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
And if you read the sources that is so clearly false, people need to do&lt;br /&gt;
more than just believe these claims without doing any research on them.&lt;br /&gt;
And as to the saying that the expositor was destroyed&lt;br /&gt;
because of Joseph&#039;s desperation to hide his supposed polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
There is absolutely nothing anywhere in the&lt;br /&gt;
historical record to allow for that idea.&lt;br /&gt;
It, it you can&#039;t believe that if you know anything,&lt;br /&gt;
the concerns, conversations and decisions are extremely well documented&lt;br /&gt;
and make it clear that the entire issue&lt;br /&gt;
was about trying to do whatever they possibly could&lt;br /&gt;
to preserve the peace and safety of NAVOO. So&lt;br /&gt;
you just can&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
say that it was just Joseph trying to cover up polygamy if,&lt;br /&gt;
if polygamy entered the picture at all, which it barely did.&lt;br /&gt;
It was only as a cheap site accusation that conspirators could use&lt;br /&gt;
to try to further defame Joseph and increase the outrage against him.&lt;br /&gt;
But it had nothing to do with their desire to kill Joe.&lt;br /&gt;
And with the city council&#039;s decision to destroy the press, nothing at all.&lt;br /&gt;
That is that is a myopic narrative that just reveals that you&lt;br /&gt;
are completely ignorant of the facts and the evidence and the sources.&lt;br /&gt;
So um the navoo neighbor um the newspaper navoo summed up the situation.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, it said a burnt child dreads the fire,&lt;br /&gt;
the church as a body and individually has suffered&lt;br /&gt;
till forbearance has ceased to be a virtue,&lt;br /&gt;
the cries and pleadings of men, women and Children with the authorities will,&lt;br /&gt;
will you suffer that servile murderous paper to go on&lt;br /&gt;
and vilify and slander the innocent inhabitants of this city&lt;br /&gt;
and raise another mob to drive and plunder us again as they did in Missouri,&lt;br /&gt;
they explained the legality and the order&lt;br /&gt;
destruction and the ordered destruction of the press&lt;br /&gt;
and then said, and in the name of free men and and in the name of God,&lt;br /&gt;
we beseech all men who have the spirit of honor&lt;br /&gt;
in them to cease from persecuting us collectively or individually,&lt;br /&gt;
let us enjoy our religion, rights and peace like the rest of mankind,&lt;br /&gt;
why start presses to destroy rights and privileges and&lt;br /&gt;
bring upon us mobs to plunder and murder?&lt;br /&gt;
We ask no more than what belongs to us, the rights of Americans.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s, that&#039;s where&lt;br /&gt;
that every single account we have.&lt;br /&gt;
So I know that people still can say, well, Joseph was just doing this secretly,&lt;br /&gt;
but you have to find some evidence for that.&lt;br /&gt;
We have the minutes, we have the discussions, we have all of his letters,&lt;br /&gt;
we have what was printed in the newspapers.&lt;br /&gt;
You can&#039;t find anywhere to like truly to try to&lt;br /&gt;
claim that this was about polygamy that Joseph destroyed it.&lt;br /&gt;
About polygamy is just complete in complete&lt;br /&gt;
contradiction to the entire historical record.&lt;br /&gt;
So we need to just put that claim to rest. So&lt;br /&gt;
now we are going to look at whether Joseph, well, the City Council really,&lt;br /&gt;
it wasn&#039;t Joseph&#039;s decision to, to, to destroy the press.&lt;br /&gt;
It was the City Council&#039;s decision,&lt;br /&gt;
but we always blame it on Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
We need to look at whether that was authoritarian, tyrannical,&lt;br /&gt;
illegal or at the very least a bad decision.&lt;br /&gt;
I would argue very strongly that it was not.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um again, that perspective relies on a great deal of ignorance.&lt;br /&gt;
So a few facts that people need to know in this discussion,&lt;br /&gt;
the Expositor Press was by no means the first nor the last press&lt;br /&gt;
to be destroyed in 19th century America, there are dozens and dozens of examples.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um, what was unique about the n&lt;br /&gt;
the Expositor Press is that it was actually calling&lt;br /&gt;
for violence more than any of these other presses.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m going to talk about were so, um, so it&#039;s kind of an inversion of the situation,&lt;br /&gt;
but let&#039;s, let&#039;s go over a few of these.&lt;br /&gt;
So you may recall the Mormons themselves had, had their own&lt;br /&gt;
press is destroyed multiple times.&lt;br /&gt;
11 years earlier, their press in Missouri was destroyed.&lt;br /&gt;
The building burned to the ground and the men tarred, tarred and feathered.&lt;br /&gt;
Remember when I talked in the episode on Emma about her lost hymn book,&lt;br /&gt;
that was that time, four years later,&lt;br /&gt;
their Kirtland press was destroyed and the building torn down around it&lt;br /&gt;
never with any legal consequences,&lt;br /&gt;
any prosecution and nobody was ever held accountable.&lt;br /&gt;
And it wasn&#039;t just the Mormons. It was actually a common occurrence in&lt;br /&gt;
Illinois alone, presses were destroyed 16 times.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s just in Illinois in the decades before and after the expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
So it wasn&#039;t only happening before it continued to happen after.&lt;br /&gt;
And not, that&#039;s not to mention the rest of the country there.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h41m56s 00:41:56]&lt;br /&gt;
It was probably happened hundreds of times.&lt;br /&gt;
I just don&#039;t have, I only know about Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
The most famous and most&lt;br /&gt;
applicable example was Eliza Elijah Lovejoy.&lt;br /&gt;
He was a fearless abolitionist who had presses&lt;br /&gt;
destroyed four times when um both in Missouri.&lt;br /&gt;
And in Illinois, when his first press was des&lt;br /&gt;
destroyed and thrown in the Missouri river.&lt;br /&gt;
In 1836 he was forced like the Mormons to flee Missouri.&lt;br /&gt;
Missouri barely escaping with his life.&lt;br /&gt;
There was never any prosecution, never any compensation.&lt;br /&gt;
Um When he started his fourth press still facing serious death threats,&lt;br /&gt;
he gave a speech saying as long as I am an American&lt;br /&gt;
citizen and as long as American blood runs in these veins,&lt;br /&gt;
I shall hold myself at liberty to speak,&lt;br /&gt;
to write and to publish whatever I please being amenable&lt;br /&gt;
to the laws of my country for the same.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, just like&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza, Elijah lovejoy and the Mormons,&lt;br /&gt;
they weren&#039;t calling for mobs, they weren&#039;t calling for destruction.&lt;br /&gt;
They were preaching things that were, that we now recognize as good, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He was an abolition saying we shouldn&#039;t have men&lt;br /&gt;
in slavery and the Mormons were Mormons saying,&lt;br /&gt;
hey, this is how we worship God.&lt;br /&gt;
So nobody was called,&lt;br /&gt;
this was a really unique situation with the expositor&lt;br /&gt;
press calling directly for mobs to come in and&lt;br /&gt;
kill the people destroy the city.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s not exactly um applicable, but it still is interesting when um let&#039;s see,&lt;br /&gt;
he gave that speech and he acquired 1/4 press&lt;br /&gt;
which he kept hidden in a warehouse in Illinois.&lt;br /&gt;
But the fourth attack came in November of 1837.&lt;br /&gt;
This time, in addition to his press being destroyed,&lt;br /&gt;
he was shot five times by the mob that was made up primarily of Missouri as well.&lt;br /&gt;
Sounds familiar. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And he was killed.&lt;br /&gt;
And this time there actually were trials from this fourth destruction,&lt;br /&gt;
but none of them had anything to do with the destruction of the press.&lt;br /&gt;
The first trials were for them were, um,&lt;br /&gt;
the men who were in the building with Lovejoy who survived the attack&lt;br /&gt;
and they were charged and stood trial for unlawful defense If you can believe that&lt;br /&gt;
um for the&lt;br /&gt;
trying to defend themselves and the building and press,&lt;br /&gt;
the moers were then put on trial but only for murder,&lt;br /&gt;
not for the destruction of the press.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, it was only a show trial.&lt;br /&gt;
The jury foreman was foreman was one of the leaders&lt;br /&gt;
of the mob and all were found not guilty.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, this wasn&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
Um anyway, I just, I&#039;m trying to show that like our idea that Joseph was so out of line&lt;br /&gt;
doing this is completely, completely wrong. These were all riots, right?&lt;br /&gt;
These were very riotous acts, nobody was accused of riot,&lt;br /&gt;
nobody held was held accountable in any way.&lt;br /&gt;
And um and remember, this was not the only case,&lt;br /&gt;
the destruction of printing presses was literally part of the order of the day.&lt;br /&gt;
It was commonplace&lt;br /&gt;
and I think I&lt;br /&gt;
called it something like the um&lt;br /&gt;
oh something of the times, the&lt;br /&gt;
just just it was, it was just something that happened a lot.&lt;br /&gt;
But while the destruction of the Expositor press was not&lt;br /&gt;
unique and it wasn&#039;t unique that it was destroyed.&lt;br /&gt;
What was unique is that this was the first time the destruction of a,&lt;br /&gt;
of a press met with this kind of violent outrage and even more impactful and&lt;br /&gt;
troubling was legally prosecuted in the way&lt;br /&gt;
that it was so Joseph had carefully since&lt;br /&gt;
and thoughtfully done the very best he could,&lt;br /&gt;
he could possibly do to follow the legal protocol and the precedent.&lt;br /&gt;
But still the intentional double bind played out.&lt;br /&gt;
Responses were immediate and intense as the expositor cons&lt;br /&gt;
conspirators continued to do all they could to&lt;br /&gt;
ensure things played out according to their strategy,&lt;br /&gt;
to lead to Joseph&#039;s to,&lt;br /&gt;
to the Mormon&#039;s death to Joseph and Hyrum death. So&lt;br /&gt;
this is, this was published the next day July 11th in um in the Warsaw signal,&lt;br /&gt;
we received the above communication by the hand of&lt;br /&gt;
Charles A Foster at about half past 11 o&#039;clock.&lt;br /&gt;
Today, we have only to state that this is sufficient exclamation point,&lt;br /&gt;
war and extermination is inevitable.&lt;br /&gt;
This is all with exclamation points and capitals&lt;br /&gt;
citizens arise one and all three exclamation points.&lt;br /&gt;
All caps can you stand by and suffer such&lt;br /&gt;
capitalized infernal devils with two exclamation points?&lt;br /&gt;
Just I won&#039;t, I just know that this is how the whole thing is written&lt;br /&gt;
to rob men of their property and rights without avenging them.&lt;br /&gt;
We have no time for comment. Every man will make his own.&lt;br /&gt;
Let it be made with powder and ball.&lt;br /&gt;
So the very day Charles Foster ran off to Warsaw to say, ok, it&#039;s happened.&lt;br /&gt;
We did it, let&#039;s go. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And they were, they put it in press that, that same day June 12th,&lt;br /&gt;
it said we have one chance left.&lt;br /&gt;
Joe will doubtlessly have the power to oppress.&lt;br /&gt;
But if he attempts to exercise it,&lt;br /&gt;
we will throw ourselves on our reserved rights justice.&lt;br /&gt;
We will have if law is che if the law is cheated out&lt;br /&gt;
of its efficacy and can no longer protect our persons and property,&lt;br /&gt;
we have the consolation to know that steel&lt;br /&gt;
and gunpowder can again the projection that they&#039;re claiming&lt;br /&gt;
they&#039;re protecting their persons and property while they&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h47m00s 00:47:00]&lt;br /&gt;
are going in to attack and mob navoo,&lt;br /&gt;
right and destroy navoo.&lt;br /&gt;
So while Charles&lt;br /&gt;
Charles Foster sped with the news to Warsaw Francis Hicky raced&lt;br /&gt;
to Carthage and swore out complaints accusing Joseph Smith of riot,&lt;br /&gt;
demanding his arrest as well as that of the entire city&lt;br /&gt;
council and the leaders of the police who carried it out&lt;br /&gt;
instead of submitting to the.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what they went different directions, right?&lt;br /&gt;
You work on the newspaper angle, I&#039;ll work on the legal angle.&lt;br /&gt;
We will get the arrest, this is gonna do it.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um so that led to uh uh&lt;br /&gt;
uh Marshall came and tried to arrest Joseph Smith and 18 other men,&lt;br /&gt;
but instead of submitting to the arrest and extradition to Carthage,&lt;br /&gt;
which everybody knew was a death sentence.&lt;br /&gt;
Everybody knew that this was all leading to&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph&#039;s death that if he went to Carthage,&lt;br /&gt;
he would be killed.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph again,&lt;br /&gt;
relied on Navoo City&#039;s habeas corpus statute that I talked about in part one&lt;br /&gt;
and he submitted, he did submit to a full day trial in&lt;br /&gt;
NAVOO.&lt;br /&gt;
Um It, it lasted all day 27 witnesses from both sides.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s where,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s one of the trials where we get those reports of how calmly and peaceably,&lt;br /&gt;
the destruction of the press was carried out.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um,&lt;br /&gt;
it was determined that there had been no riot, which is very true.&lt;br /&gt;
If you read through all of the reports,&lt;br /&gt;
the quote is the main tumult in the entire episode came from shouts and&lt;br /&gt;
threats from the publishers of the expositor and that the city council had added,&lt;br /&gt;
acted under proper legal authority.&lt;br /&gt;
An identical charge was filed the second time this time for so, um,&lt;br /&gt;
a, a judge that came into town said, hey, that people aren&#039;t going to stand for this.&lt;br /&gt;
You can&#039;t just have the trial be in their own court.&lt;br /&gt;
So they had a second charge brought, that was the same&lt;br /&gt;
and he actually stood full of this.&lt;br /&gt;
The, the first was just a hearing for a habeas corpus hearing to see if, if there was,&lt;br /&gt;
um, if it was just to have him extradited and they decided, no, it wasn&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
The second one was an actual full blown trial with a non&lt;br /&gt;
Mormon judge and it was still held again the entire next day,&lt;br /&gt;
again an entire day.&lt;br /&gt;
And um lots of testimony and the defendants again were dis&lt;br /&gt;
and this was on the advice of a non Mormon&lt;br /&gt;
judge who was out of town saying this is what you need to do,&lt;br /&gt;
giving them legal advice and they submitted and did it&lt;br /&gt;
so you can read through the trial notes.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll link below the case was very clear,&lt;br /&gt;
there was no riot and that was the only charge for arrest.&lt;br /&gt;
And yet that the threats continued.&lt;br /&gt;
The Warsaw signal um printed an extra on June 14th reporting&lt;br /&gt;
on a mass meeting that had been held in Carthage the day&lt;br /&gt;
before where both chauncey Higby and especially Francis Higby and some&lt;br /&gt;
of the other conspirators were were um major participants and speakers.&lt;br /&gt;
So here&#039;s, here&#039;s quoting from that um extra published on the 14th.&lt;br /&gt;
The only recourse left is to take up arms.&lt;br /&gt;
They passed a series of resolutions resolved to&lt;br /&gt;
command the efforts of the services of every&lt;br /&gt;
good citizen to put an immediate stop to the career of the mad prophet and his dem&lt;br /&gt;
dem demoniac&lt;br /&gt;
coad.&lt;br /&gt;
We must not only defend ourselves from danger but we&lt;br /&gt;
must resolutely carry the war into the enemy&#039;s camp.&lt;br /&gt;
We do therefore declare that we will take full vengeance, terrible vengeance.&lt;br /&gt;
Should the lives of any of our citizens be lost in the effort that we hold&lt;br /&gt;
ourselves at all times in readiness to cooper&lt;br /&gt;
with our fellow citizens in this state,&lt;br /&gt;
Missouri and Iowa to exterminate utterly exterminate the wicked and abominable.&lt;br /&gt;
Mormon leaders and authors of our troubles. That was one of the resolutions.&lt;br /&gt;
Here&#039;s another resolved to notify all persons in our township,&lt;br /&gt;
suspected of being the tools of the prophet&lt;br /&gt;
to leave immediately on pain of instant vengeance.&lt;br /&gt;
So every Mormon is gonna get kicked out&lt;br /&gt;
and then resolved that the time in our opinion has arrived,&lt;br /&gt;
when the adherence of Smith as a body should&lt;br /&gt;
be driven from the surrounding settlements into navoo.&lt;br /&gt;
So they&#039;re going going to drive them into NAVOO,&lt;br /&gt;
gathering them like this is really chilling to think about it&lt;br /&gt;
when the Nazis were gathering all of the Jews into&lt;br /&gt;
the ghettos so that they could destroy them altogether,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s kind of what they were saying.&lt;br /&gt;
We have to drive them out of all of the surrounding settlements into navoo&lt;br /&gt;
that the prophet and his miscreant adherent should then be demanded at um that&lt;br /&gt;
the prophet and and his miscreant here should then be demanded at their hands.&lt;br /&gt;
And if not surrendered,&lt;br /&gt;
a war of extermination should be waged to&lt;br /&gt;
the entire destruction if necessary for our protection&lt;br /&gt;
of his adherence.&lt;br /&gt;
So hear that again, we in order to protect ourselves,&lt;br /&gt;
we have to gather every Mormon man,&lt;br /&gt;
woman and child into the city and kill all of them for our protection.&lt;br /&gt;
So man, this like projection is insane,&lt;br /&gt;
hereby pledging ourselves to aid to the utmost,&lt;br /&gt;
the complete consummation of the object in view that we may&lt;br /&gt;
be that we may thereby be utterly relieved of the alarm,&lt;br /&gt;
anxiety and trouble to which we are now subjected.&lt;br /&gt;
They are the ones subjected to alarm and trouble.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;re going to kill all of you so that we don&#039;t any longer need to&lt;br /&gt;
be afraid of you is basically what they were proposing and resolving to do,&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h52m12s 00:52:12]&lt;br /&gt;
resolve that every citizen arm himself and be&lt;br /&gt;
prepared to sustain the resolutions here and contained.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what was published in the Warsaw Signal.&lt;br /&gt;
They immediately began to put these resolutions into action.&lt;br /&gt;
There were several you can read through the church history of this time period.&lt;br /&gt;
There are so many affidavits gathered&lt;br /&gt;
and there were several reports coming in from um&lt;br /&gt;
um from Mormons in areas outside aside Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
being visited by men being told that they needed&lt;br /&gt;
to either take up arms to help arrest Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
the others or they needed to surrender their arms and&lt;br /&gt;
pack up their families and go immediately to NAVOO.&lt;br /&gt;
They were told they had until Monday the 17th.&lt;br /&gt;
So this started to be actually carried out.&lt;br /&gt;
This was the situation Joseph wrote immediately to Governor Ford telling him&lt;br /&gt;
quote that an telling an energetic attempt is being made by some of the citizens and&lt;br /&gt;
of this and the surrounding counties to drive&lt;br /&gt;
and exterminate the Saints by force of arms.&lt;br /&gt;
I ask at your hands, immediate counsel and protection.&lt;br /&gt;
Do you hear he&#039;s asking for his counsel as well as his protection.&lt;br /&gt;
Judge Thomas Judge who he&#039;s been listening to so far has been here and given his,&lt;br /&gt;
his advice in all in the case,&lt;br /&gt;
which I shall strictly follow until I hear from your excellency.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s true. He had sought his advice and strictly followed it&lt;br /&gt;
and now he&#039;s asking for direction from the governor, what should I do?&lt;br /&gt;
This is what&#039;s happening&lt;br /&gt;
and in all cases shall adhere to the Constitution and laws.&lt;br /&gt;
And Joseph had followed the constitution and laws the very best he possibly could.&lt;br /&gt;
The Nabu legion is at your service to quell all&lt;br /&gt;
insurrection and support the dignity of the common wheel.&lt;br /&gt;
That means the well being of the, the well being of the commonwealth.&lt;br /&gt;
Um So he already said here, I will give you command of the n&lt;br /&gt;
legion to help what whatever you command us to do we will do.&lt;br /&gt;
I wish urgently.&lt;br /&gt;
I I wish urgently wish your excellency to come down in person with your staff and&lt;br /&gt;
investigate the whole matter without delay and cause&lt;br /&gt;
peace to be restored to the country.&lt;br /&gt;
And I know not, but this will be the only means of stopping an effusion of blood.&lt;br /&gt;
So you can hear it was actually judge Thomas that told&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph the governor needs to come here and see this.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the only thing that&#039;s going to stop this from happening.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph wrote that, please come if he were the one&lt;br /&gt;
in the wrong, would he be telling the governor,&lt;br /&gt;
please come and see what&#039;s happening, please and tell me what to do.&lt;br /&gt;
I will follow all of your advice and here is control of the Novo legion&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s important to know for what comes later. So, Governor Ford did not come. I,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re gonna talk a little bit about this guy, not as much as we should,&lt;br /&gt;
but a little bit.&lt;br /&gt;
So news of the impending mob attack continued to pour,&lt;br /&gt;
nob mob attack continued to pour into Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
With um here are some of the details from these various affidavits,&lt;br /&gt;
1500 Missourians that was reported by many&lt;br /&gt;
different people along with the Quincy Grays.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s another militia and other companies from&lt;br /&gt;
surrounding counties would all assemble at Warsaw the morning of the 17th,&lt;br /&gt;
they had five cannons and were going to NAVOO to demand to take Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
and Hyrum Smith and the entire city council also the leaders of the police.&lt;br /&gt;
I think there were Joseph Smith plus 18 others.&lt;br /&gt;
And if the people did not give them up,&lt;br /&gt;
they would blow up the city and kill and exterminate all the inhabitants.&lt;br /&gt;
That was literally what was happening.&lt;br /&gt;
And so just remember what these people had already experienced.&lt;br /&gt;
The attack was planned for Wednesday the 19th.&lt;br /&gt;
So people had until Monday the 17th to leave their&lt;br /&gt;
homes and go to NAVOO or join the Moers,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
And they,&lt;br /&gt;
the attack was scheduled for Wednesday the 19th and&lt;br /&gt;
these men that they had to turn in,&lt;br /&gt;
like you think of,&lt;br /&gt;
like they knew they were all going to be killed.&lt;br /&gt;
So what, what were these people supposed to do?&lt;br /&gt;
It was under this extreme threat that Joseph who had already&lt;br /&gt;
twice been found not guilty of the only charges against him,&lt;br /&gt;
the only charges against him were riot.&lt;br /&gt;
He had had a hearing and then he had stood full trial with&lt;br /&gt;
a non Mormon judge on the advice of another non Mormon judge.&lt;br /&gt;
And um that&#039;s what he had already already done and this is what was happening.&lt;br /&gt;
So he wrote the following letters on Monday the 17th letter to the Marshal Sir,&lt;br /&gt;
complaint having been made to me on oath that a mob is collecting&lt;br /&gt;
at sundry points to make an account on an attack on this city.&lt;br /&gt;
You will therefore take such measures as&lt;br /&gt;
measures as shall be necessary to preserve the peace of said city according&lt;br /&gt;
to the provisions of the charter and the laws of the state.&lt;br /&gt;
And with the police and legion,&lt;br /&gt;
see that there is no vi that no violent act is committed.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is what he&#039;s doing.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s saying, hey,&lt;br /&gt;
we need to protect the city and he&#039;s doing&lt;br /&gt;
it all legally through legal orders that were reported&lt;br /&gt;
to the commander of the NVA Legion. He wrote,&lt;br /&gt;
you are hereby commanded to order the N&lt;br /&gt;
legion to be in readiness to assist said Marshall in keeping the peace and&lt;br /&gt;
doing whatever may be necessary to preserve the dignity of the state and city,&lt;br /&gt;
perform all services with as little noise and confusion as possible.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, he tells him to prevent any groups of men,&lt;br /&gt;
any boats from landing in any groups of armed men from becoming ashore.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s like he&#039;s telling him the points to watch for.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so clear what they were worried about and why they did all of this&lt;br /&gt;
and if any places, if attack is threatened, what are they supposed to do? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h57m23s 00:57:23]&lt;br /&gt;
They were doing exactly the, the very best they possibly could.&lt;br /&gt;
And I would like to hear anyone else say what they should have done instead&lt;br /&gt;
the same day, the nun&lt;br /&gt;
neighbor printed an extra explaining the situation.&lt;br /&gt;
And I really think the entire thing is worth reading to&lt;br /&gt;
understand what was actually happening and how they were trying to&lt;br /&gt;
keep things calm, give people courage and explain the situation.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll link it below. But let me just read these two sections.&lt;br /&gt;
This is how it begins as a soft breeze in a hot day mellows the air.&lt;br /&gt;
So does the simple truth calm the feelings of the, of the irritated.&lt;br /&gt;
And so we proceed to give the proceedings of the city council&lt;br /&gt;
relating to the removal of the novo expositor as a nuisance.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll skip down. It says&lt;br /&gt;
the men who got at the press were constantly&lt;br /&gt;
engaged in resisting the authority or threatening something.&lt;br /&gt;
If they were fined an app if they were fined, an appeal was taken.&lt;br /&gt;
But the slander went on, that&#039;s, we couldn&#039;t find them. And when the&lt;br /&gt;
came, the course and plan was to destroy the city was marked out&lt;br /&gt;
the destruction of the city charter and the ruin of&lt;br /&gt;
the Saints was all was the all commanding topic.&lt;br /&gt;
So they all knew what the expositor was trying to do&lt;br /&gt;
and they,&lt;br /&gt;
it goes on and on.&lt;br /&gt;
But um if the people had actually, if people will actually read the record,&lt;br /&gt;
you will see that this is very true.&lt;br /&gt;
This was the central goal and purpose of the Novo expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s no way to claim that these were good men trying to just&lt;br /&gt;
and put down immorality.&lt;br /&gt;
These were selfish, greedy, resentful,&lt;br /&gt;
bitter men trying to wrest control of Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
and determined to get revenge and wreak havoc if they couldn&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
That was the true situation.&lt;br /&gt;
So Tuesday the next day,&lt;br /&gt;
June 18th at 145 in the afternoon with&lt;br /&gt;
the imminent attack planned for the next morning,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph finally declared martial law.&lt;br /&gt;
This is why he wrote to the marshal of the&lt;br /&gt;
city of Nauvoo from the newspapers around us and the&lt;br /&gt;
reports as brought in from the surrounding count country.&lt;br /&gt;
I have good reason to fear that a mob&lt;br /&gt;
is organizing to come upon this city and plunder and&lt;br /&gt;
destroy said city as well as murder the citizens&lt;br /&gt;
and by virtue of the authority vested in me.&lt;br /&gt;
And as mayor and to preserve the city and lives of the citizens.&lt;br /&gt;
I do hereby declare that said city with within&lt;br /&gt;
the limits of its incorporation under martial law,&lt;br /&gt;
the officers therefore of the nuel&lt;br /&gt;
the police as well as others will strictly that no persons or&lt;br /&gt;
property pass in or out of the city without due orders,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith, the mayor.&lt;br /&gt;
And now you also, it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
I read um many letters of just private citizens in the city writing&lt;br /&gt;
to those who were out of the city like they were terrified,&lt;br /&gt;
the people were terrified.&lt;br /&gt;
And I&lt;br /&gt;
think that Joseph Smith did exactly what he needed&lt;br /&gt;
to do and exactly what he should have done.&lt;br /&gt;
If any of you&lt;br /&gt;
like Joseph Smith haters listening to this,&lt;br /&gt;
I would be interested to hear how you think he should&lt;br /&gt;
have handled this and what you think he should have done&lt;br /&gt;
and how you think it, he was in the wrong here if you do so.&lt;br /&gt;
Anyway, II,&lt;br /&gt;
I think that it would to try to claim that he was in&lt;br /&gt;
any way a dictator or a tyrant or that he was paranoid.&lt;br /&gt;
These are all things that I hear thrown around about him based on&lt;br /&gt;
his decision to declare martial law,&lt;br /&gt;
what should he have done and what would you want&lt;br /&gt;
have wanted him to do if you were a citizen in&lt;br /&gt;
nue? Right?&lt;br /&gt;
He then addressed the legion.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s really a beautiful empower speech.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s filled with heartbreaking sincerity and he addressed&lt;br /&gt;
them for an hour and a half.&lt;br /&gt;
I wish that we had&lt;br /&gt;
it all recorded,&lt;br /&gt;
but you can read various records people took where&lt;br /&gt;
he again laid out the case and explained.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s another thing. These are contemporaneous records.&lt;br /&gt;
They are completely consistent.&lt;br /&gt;
He lays out this case again and again and again,&lt;br /&gt;
you can read it in the city council minutes,&lt;br /&gt;
you can read it in the newspapers, you can read it in the letters he said,&lt;br /&gt;
and you can read it in this speech.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s really hard to claim that there&#039;s anything else going on here.&lt;br /&gt;
The record is so consistent.&lt;br /&gt;
So he again laid out the case and explained how he and the city council&lt;br /&gt;
were innocent and had followed the law in&lt;br /&gt;
every regard and they were literally innocent.&lt;br /&gt;
They had been found not guilty of the charges against them.&lt;br /&gt;
And so,&lt;br /&gt;
um he assured the people that he would do on his power to defend them in&lt;br /&gt;
their rights and protect them from the same&lt;br /&gt;
unthinkable abuses they had already endured in Missouri.&lt;br /&gt;
And then I&#039;ll quote him. Now.&lt;br /&gt;
He asked the legion,&lt;br /&gt;
will you all stand by me to the death and sustain at the peril of your lives,&lt;br /&gt;
the laws of our country and the liberties and privileges&lt;br /&gt;
which our fathers have transmitted unto this un unto us,&lt;br /&gt;
sealed with their blood.&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h01m50s 01:01:50]&lt;br /&gt;
I shouted thousands.&lt;br /&gt;
He continued expressing his love for them&lt;br /&gt;
and declaring that he would sacrifice his,&lt;br /&gt;
his life for their preservation.&lt;br /&gt;
So he was doing the very best he could. I think that you should read this speech.&lt;br /&gt;
So if, especially those who don&#039;t like Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
read all of these documents and try to find out if I didn&#039;t say it before, I,&lt;br /&gt;
I might have said it in one of the times that I deleted.&lt;br /&gt;
But like&lt;br /&gt;
reading through this, my gosh,&lt;br /&gt;
I really have gone on a journey with Joseph Smith to&lt;br /&gt;
where I used to just have such a testimony of him.&lt;br /&gt;
And then I went through this, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
learning all of these things as so many of us do and having all of these questions.&lt;br /&gt;
And I will tell you the more I study&lt;br /&gt;
about this man about his life, about the things that he endured&lt;br /&gt;
and suffered, the,&lt;br /&gt;
the things that he had to experience that most of us can&#039;t even imagine.&lt;br /&gt;
And the way that he dealt with them,&lt;br /&gt;
the more respect I have for him, not just out of blind testimony, but out,&lt;br /&gt;
out of truly reading the record reading about his life.&lt;br /&gt;
Most people cannot even imagine like,&lt;br /&gt;
like going to trial even once or twice in your&lt;br /&gt;
life is so stressful that I think most people would&lt;br /&gt;
like to never experience that let alone being like prosecuted&lt;br /&gt;
for a serious crime or being taken to prison.&lt;br /&gt;
This man stood trial like&lt;br /&gt;
I think it was well over 100 times that charges were brought&lt;br /&gt;
against him or that he had to be involved in lawsuits.&lt;br /&gt;
And some people look at that just as evidence that obviously, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
where there&#039;s smoke, there&#039;s fire.&lt;br /&gt;
Obviously he deserved it.&lt;br /&gt;
I think instead of looking just at,&lt;br /&gt;
at it that way you need to look at again each individual piece, each individual suit&lt;br /&gt;
the evidence behind it, the prosecution, the motivations.&lt;br /&gt;
What happened, how illegally he was held in prison,&lt;br /&gt;
the destruction that he and his people experienced and really like be fair&lt;br /&gt;
with the sources because I&#039;ll tell you as I read through this,&lt;br /&gt;
watching him&lt;br /&gt;
just his patience, his&lt;br /&gt;
gentleness, his forbearance,&lt;br /&gt;
his courage and, and his wisdom is really, really just&lt;br /&gt;
amazing to me. I really am&lt;br /&gt;
like developing a new genuine love for Joseph Smith, but in an,&lt;br /&gt;
in an entirely new way this time, completely informed and, and reading the record,&lt;br /&gt;
I think that people need to read more than just the ce s letter,&lt;br /&gt;
read the actual records.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m gonna go on the legion&#039;s show of force which I interpret as Joseph&#039;s attempt to&lt;br /&gt;
try to forestall the attack until Governor Ford&lt;br /&gt;
could and Governor Ford could come help.&lt;br /&gt;
It seemed to work. The mob did not attack the next morning Wednesday morning. So&lt;br /&gt;
there are a couple of questions we could ask,&lt;br /&gt;
was it just scare tactics trying to get the people&lt;br /&gt;
to give away their husbands and fathers and their leaders?&lt;br /&gt;
Right?&lt;br /&gt;
Or what I think is maybe&lt;br /&gt;
possible.&lt;br /&gt;
Is it turns out that mobbing in the light of&lt;br /&gt;
day when you&#039;re not completely drunk and you&#039;re not attacking,&lt;br /&gt;
attacking helpless victims.&lt;br /&gt;
And when you know that you are acting illegally,&lt;br /&gt;
that takes more courage than most moers can easily muster.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um, I think there&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m gonna take a little sidetrack because it&#039;s worth noting that&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph and Hiram had written to Brigham Young at the very beginning&lt;br /&gt;
of these troubles and told him to come home and to&lt;br /&gt;
write to the other 12 and have them all come home.&lt;br /&gt;
Um,&lt;br /&gt;
I haven&#039;t looked into it enough to know&lt;br /&gt;
why Brigham apparently didn&#039;t respond and didn&#039;t obey&lt;br /&gt;
and why the rest of the 12 didn&#039;t return either. So that&#039;s maybe people can&lt;br /&gt;
give me resources for that. There was a lot to research.&lt;br /&gt;
So I didn&#039;t have time to go into really looking into this.&lt;br /&gt;
I just find it something to consider. And so I know that, um, what I, I have read,&lt;br /&gt;
like I read Hebrew and the late letters during this time and Hebrew learned on,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it was July 11th.&lt;br /&gt;
He learned of the martyrdom by reading it in the newspaper.&lt;br /&gt;
And the truth is he had been summoned home&lt;br /&gt;
like a month or two or well, at least a month earlier than that,&lt;br /&gt;
they had written to tell all of the 12 to come home, but they hadn&#039;t come home.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m not sure why of that, why on that?&lt;br /&gt;
And I would be interested to hear more of that why they were all just absent for this.&lt;br /&gt;
So, the standoff between the mob and the NAVOO Legion, the people, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
lasted for a few days until Governor Ford finally did arrive.&lt;br /&gt;
But he didn&#039;t arrive in NAVOO as Joseph had&lt;br /&gt;
requested.&lt;br /&gt;
He instead went to Carthage where he met with&lt;br /&gt;
a group which included Wilson and William Law,&lt;br /&gt;
Robert Foster, Francis and Chauncey Higby and Joseph Jackson.&lt;br /&gt;
And I don&#039;t know who else, but I know that those, at least all of those men were there.&lt;br /&gt;
He only listened to their side.&lt;br /&gt;
He literally refused to hear anything from Joseph&#039;s representatives that he&lt;br /&gt;
had asked to come to fill him in on their side.&lt;br /&gt;
He cited 100% with the mob and insisted that Joseph come unescorted unarmed and&lt;br /&gt;
thus completely unprotected to Carthage to stand trial for the charge of riot.&lt;br /&gt;
He threatened that if he didn&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
the city would likely be destroyed and the people exterminated.&lt;br /&gt;
This was coming from the governor as I alluded to before,&lt;br /&gt;
the more I have studied this, the less respect I have for Governor Ford.&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h07m07s 01:07:07]&lt;br /&gt;
I truly,&lt;br /&gt;
oh, I can&#039;t cover it in this episode, but I truly see him as a villain in the story.&lt;br /&gt;
He was just like a member of the mob.&lt;br /&gt;
He just like them hoped to solve the problem by having Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum killed and the Mormons either killed or driven from the state.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
you should read the speech that he gave in&lt;br /&gt;
navoo to the people while Joseph and Hyrum were being murdered,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s just appalling. So&lt;br /&gt;
anyway, I&#039;m gonna read a little bit, um,&lt;br /&gt;
like, I think that is worth reading, but even more than that, I recommend reading&lt;br /&gt;
Forbes and Joseph&#039;s letters back and forth. I&#039;ll talk about them a little bit.&lt;br /&gt;
His letters make it clear that he&lt;br /&gt;
would not understand the situation. He did not understand it.&lt;br /&gt;
And I would say he refused to understand it.&lt;br /&gt;
He literally compared the expositor to newspapers&lt;br /&gt;
that printed even offensive things against him&lt;br /&gt;
as if this was just about Joseph being offended or having his feelings hurt.&lt;br /&gt;
If you think about all of the things that&lt;br /&gt;
had been said and printed about Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
like whatever was said or printed about Governor Ford,&lt;br /&gt;
couldn&#039;t hold a candle to what Joseph had just, you know, let roll off his back.&lt;br /&gt;
Things were constantly said about him.&lt;br /&gt;
And I,&lt;br /&gt;
I find it just incredibly obtuse and&lt;br /&gt;
unbelievably arrogant and offensive that Governor Ford&lt;br /&gt;
responded to this in this way and made these comparisons and his letters,&lt;br /&gt;
the, the threats, the blatant threats that he includes.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s just, it&#039;s just awful. So read those letters. So,&lt;br /&gt;
um, Joseph&#039;s letter to Governor Ford, make it clear these were sent,&lt;br /&gt;
they had letters exchanged, June 22nd,&lt;br /&gt;
1844 Joseph&#039;s response does again make it clear that I,&lt;br /&gt;
I think this is essential reading for anyone who wants to understand Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
the situation with the expositor and everything le leading up to his death.&lt;br /&gt;
Uh What I was going to say is makes it clear how careful&lt;br /&gt;
and thoughtful he had been in trying to understand and following the&lt;br /&gt;
law and how sincerely he was trying to act within legal means.&lt;br /&gt;
He made very good legal arguments to Governor Ford who didn&#039;t have any anything.&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t have a leg to stand on. He just wanted to side with the Moers.&lt;br /&gt;
So he explained how he had been following legal&lt;br /&gt;
legal advice and made very well reasoned legal arguments.&lt;br /&gt;
Sorry, I&#039;m repeating myself a bit.&lt;br /&gt;
He cited the City Charter and again cited Blackstone as well as&lt;br /&gt;
the precedents for legally destroying presses to preserve the peace and avoid&lt;br /&gt;
quote.&lt;br /&gt;
You have intimated that no press has been abated as a nuisance in the United States.&lt;br /&gt;
We refer to your excellency to Humphrey versus Press in Ohio who abated the press&lt;br /&gt;
by his own arm for libel and the courts decided on no on prosecution,&lt;br /&gt;
no cause of action.&lt;br /&gt;
So he&#039;s saying, look, there&#039;s an exact precedent I can give you a case&lt;br /&gt;
you can look at&lt;br /&gt;
and we do know that it is common for police in Boston, New York,&lt;br /&gt;
et cetera to destroy scurrilous prints.&lt;br /&gt;
Um He then explained why they didn&#039;t come to Carthage for trial.&lt;br /&gt;
Quote,&lt;br /&gt;
we pled a habeas corpus as a last resort to save us&lt;br /&gt;
from being thrown in the into the power of the mobo Crats&lt;br /&gt;
who were then threatening us with death.&lt;br /&gt;
We told the constable, the one who had been sent to arrest them on the charge of riot,&lt;br /&gt;
that our lives that on our lives.&lt;br /&gt;
We dare not go to Carthage for trial and&lt;br /&gt;
pled with him to go before any county magistrate.&lt;br /&gt;
He pleased in our vicinity.&lt;br /&gt;
So are they, our lives might be saved from the threats thus,&lt;br /&gt;
thus already issued against us.&lt;br /&gt;
And that&#039;s true. They had said, take us anywhere.&lt;br /&gt;
He says the same thing to Ford, send me anywhere.&lt;br /&gt;
I will go stand trial again anywhere, just not in Carthage.&lt;br /&gt;
Um He pointed out the fact that that if&lt;br /&gt;
what the city council ordered was somehow wrong,&lt;br /&gt;
it should be handled through proper legal channels,&lt;br /&gt;
which mean it meant over being churned by the Supreme Court,&lt;br /&gt;
not by Joseph&#039;s personal rest.&lt;br /&gt;
And he&#039;s exactly right on that. It was ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;
He pointed out the constitutional problems with&lt;br /&gt;
again being tried for the same charge,&lt;br /&gt;
quote for the constitution expressly says that no man shall twice be&lt;br /&gt;
put in jeopardy of life and limb for the same offense.&lt;br /&gt;
But notwithstanding this,&lt;br /&gt;
we would not hesitate to stand another trial according to your excellency&#039;s wish.&lt;br /&gt;
Were it not that we are confident our lives would be in danger? We dare not come, sir.&lt;br /&gt;
We dare not come for our lives would be in danger and we are guilty of no crime.&lt;br /&gt;
He says it again and again, we dare not come, they will kill us.&lt;br /&gt;
And we are innocent reading this letter.&lt;br /&gt;
I just, I don&#039;t know, I find it heartbreaking.&lt;br /&gt;
He tried in the most sincere and expressive&lt;br /&gt;
language he could to make Ford understand that their&lt;br /&gt;
lives genuinely were in danger and that the lives&lt;br /&gt;
of the entire city were in serious danger,&lt;br /&gt;
especially if he went to Carthage&lt;br /&gt;
Ford, then accused him.&lt;br /&gt;
Also, he also accused him of um declaring martial law as if that was a crime,&lt;br /&gt;
especially for anyone who understood the situation.&lt;br /&gt;
That was another of the things that he listed that Joseph has done wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is Joe response to that&lt;br /&gt;
as to martial law,&lt;br /&gt;
we truly say that we were obliged to call&lt;br /&gt;
out the forces to protect our lives and the constitution&lt;br /&gt;
guarantees to every man that privilege.&lt;br /&gt;
We have never gone contrary to the constitution so far as we have been able to learn it&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h12m18s 01:12:18]&lt;br /&gt;
by ever, he goes on to say by everything that is sacred.&lt;br /&gt;
We implore your excellency to cause our helpless women and Children&lt;br /&gt;
to be protected from mob violence&lt;br /&gt;
and not let not the blood of innocents cry to heaven against you.&lt;br /&gt;
We say again, if anything wrong has been done on our part and we know of nothing,&lt;br /&gt;
we will make all things right.&lt;br /&gt;
If the government will give us the opportunity,&lt;br /&gt;
disperse the mob and secure to us constitutional privileges that&lt;br /&gt;
our lives may not be endangered when on trial.&lt;br /&gt;
So I, I mean, again, what more could he have done? And again, when,&lt;br /&gt;
when Ford accuses him that he was wrong to declare martial law,&lt;br /&gt;
please recall that Joseph had already written to ask for advice&lt;br /&gt;
to say he would do whatever Ford told him to do&lt;br /&gt;
and to give Ford control of the Nabu Legion.&lt;br /&gt;
So all of this is just really hard to understand other than&lt;br /&gt;
that they wanted to kill them.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think it should be clear that Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
had honestly and sincerely done everything he could to try&lt;br /&gt;
to preserve the peace within the and to act&lt;br /&gt;
within legal precedent and through legal and constitutional means.&lt;br /&gt;
And he was simply asking Governor Ford to do the same.&lt;br /&gt;
But Governor Ford refused. As Joseph Smith said,&lt;br /&gt;
there is no help there.&lt;br /&gt;
Even though Joseph had offered to give Ford&lt;br /&gt;
full control of NAVOO and the Navoo Legion,&lt;br /&gt;
he was only met with the exact same awful threats the mob had been making,&lt;br /&gt;
but now they were from the governor.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll quote from the Governor&#039;s letter, he said, quote,&lt;br /&gt;
I am anxious to preserve the peace.&lt;br /&gt;
A small indiscretion may bring on a war.&lt;br /&gt;
The whole country is now up in arms and a vast number&lt;br /&gt;
of people ready to take the matter into their own hands.&lt;br /&gt;
Such a state of things might force me to call out the militia to prevent a civil war.&lt;br /&gt;
And such is the excitement of the country that I fear&lt;br /&gt;
that the militia when assembled would be beyond legal control.&lt;br /&gt;
If by refusing to submit,&lt;br /&gt;
if you by refusing to submit shall make it necessary to call out the militia.&lt;br /&gt;
I have great fears that your city would be destroyed and your people,&lt;br /&gt;
many of them exterminated.&lt;br /&gt;
And the entire letter goes on in this way,&lt;br /&gt;
it is filled with nothing but blatant threats using the most loaded words,&lt;br /&gt;
words possible.&lt;br /&gt;
He is literally telling a people who just fled a literal extermination order&lt;br /&gt;
that they are going to be exterminated. This is the governor of the state doing this.&lt;br /&gt;
It is, it is terrible.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s unbelievable and it just goes on repeating the same&lt;br /&gt;
threats again and again in different words numerous times.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s when Joseph painfully realized and said there is no help there from&lt;br /&gt;
Governor Ford and that there would be no support or protection when that happened.&lt;br /&gt;
He again wrote to the President of the United States to plead for help&lt;br /&gt;
and they tried to decide what&lt;br /&gt;
do&lt;br /&gt;
um in the end,&lt;br /&gt;
he along with Hiram and 14 other defendants went to Carthage to stand trial for riot,&lt;br /&gt;
which he had already stood trial for and been acquitted&lt;br /&gt;
of by the Non Mormon judge in his precinct.&lt;br /&gt;
Right?&lt;br /&gt;
So while we think we know the rest of the story, there&#039;s actually more to understand&lt;br /&gt;
that again shows how dedicated the expositor conspirators were&lt;br /&gt;
to ensuring the death of Joseph and Hyrum Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
I wanted to go into all of that situation&lt;br /&gt;
about the destruction of the expositor because I think&lt;br /&gt;
it is important to help us understand what,&lt;br /&gt;
what the situation really was and who Joseph Smith really&lt;br /&gt;
was so that we can get rid of these claims,&lt;br /&gt;
these false claims about him.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So now we&#039;ll go on to the situation at Carthage,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph and the company arrived at Carthage just before midnight on the 24th.&lt;br /&gt;
And um from so many reports with all of the militia,&lt;br /&gt;
Moers and anti Mormons and camped and running wild.&lt;br /&gt;
Carthage was out of control.&lt;br /&gt;
It was far more of a riot than anything had ever been in Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
Remember that&#039;s the only trial, that&#039;s the only charge right now riot, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Both Joseph&#039;s party and his enemies, including William and Wilson Law,&lt;br /&gt;
Francis and Chauncey Higby Robert and Charles F.&lt;br /&gt;
Foster, Henry O Norton, who will talk about a little&lt;br /&gt;
in a minute, John,&lt;br /&gt;
a Hicks and Augustine Spencer who will also talk a little bit a little bit more.&lt;br /&gt;
All stayed at the Hamilton House.&lt;br /&gt;
All of them had been involved in the expositor,&lt;br /&gt;
Cyrus Wheelock who was part of Joseph&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
party reported that hicks bragged that quote,&lt;br /&gt;
it had been determined to shed the blood of Joseph Smith, not only by himself,&lt;br /&gt;
but by the laws, Higby Fosters Joseph H Jackson&lt;br /&gt;
and many others, whether he was cleared by the law or not.&lt;br /&gt;
So they were, they were celebrating.&lt;br /&gt;
They were like saying we&#039;re going to kill him no matter what they knew,&lt;br /&gt;
they didn&#039;t have a chance legally&lt;br /&gt;
in the trials, but they were going to kill him anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
We,&lt;br /&gt;
we lock reported this to Governor Ford who treated&lt;br /&gt;
it with perfect indifference and just let it happen.&lt;br /&gt;
So the next day at 12 minutes to four,&lt;br /&gt;
this is also reported in the history report came to Joseph that William and Wilson&lt;br /&gt;
Robert D, Foster, Chance L.&lt;br /&gt;
Higby and Francis M Higby had said that there was nothing against these men.&lt;br /&gt;
The law could not reach them but powder and ball wood&lt;br /&gt;
and that they should not go out of Carthage alive.&lt;br /&gt;
So they were, they heard these reports that, yeah, there&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h17m31s 01:17:31]&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s nothing against them.&lt;br /&gt;
We can&#039;t charge them with anything in the law,&lt;br /&gt;
but we can kill them anyway. They won&#039;t go out of Carthage alive.&lt;br /&gt;
So the reports were clear and it was clear who&lt;br /&gt;
was involved and what the goal was here from,&lt;br /&gt;
um, from the beginning of the trial, it was clearly a sham and that&lt;br /&gt;
and, and it was clear that all of Ford&#039;s promises were worthless.&lt;br /&gt;
The judge of the hearing was not, um,&lt;br /&gt;
Ford had told him he needed to come stand trial&lt;br /&gt;
for the original judge who wrote out the order,&lt;br /&gt;
but it wasn&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
the judge was Robert F Smith who just happened&lt;br /&gt;
to be the captain of the Carthage Grays.&lt;br /&gt;
And he also was the head of the anti Mormon party. So I hadn&#039;t heard of that.&lt;br /&gt;
That was uh&lt;br /&gt;
founded in 1841 by Thomas Sharp, the, um,&lt;br /&gt;
editor of the War Warsaw Signal who wrote all&lt;br /&gt;
of those things about powder and ball and go,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, that was trying to stir up the mob.&lt;br /&gt;
He started the party and now, um,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph F Smith was the captain of was the head of it&lt;br /&gt;
and he was the one who was the judge for this.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, it, it was ridiculous. The purpose of that party, the anti Mormon party,&lt;br /&gt;
it was the sole purpose was to unite Democrats&lt;br /&gt;
and whigs to drive the Mor Mormons from Illinois.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s who these people were.&lt;br /&gt;
The case was actually not tried that day the 25th, but put over until October,&lt;br /&gt;
which would have been three months later because a key witness, Francis Higby&lt;br /&gt;
who had been the one to file the charges was conveniently not there. So&lt;br /&gt;
I it&#039;s hard for me to see this as anything other than&lt;br /&gt;
just this plotting and strategizing and scheming to keep Joseph Smith in,&lt;br /&gt;
in Carthage as long as possible.&lt;br /&gt;
They could have just tried the tra case that day,&lt;br /&gt;
but Francis Higby didn&#039;t show up and they were like, oh, can&#039;t try it without him.&lt;br /&gt;
And so instead they um they planned to set it three months&lt;br /&gt;
later and they set bail for the minor misdemeanor of riot.&lt;br /&gt;
The bail was set at the equivalent of almost $260,000 in today&#039;s money for these men.&lt;br /&gt;
So they were like, no, we&#039;re not gonna try you today. We&#039;re gonna try you in October.&lt;br /&gt;
And by the way, your bail for riot is $260,000. It was $500 for each man.&lt;br /&gt;
And that added up to a total. That is the equivalent of $260,000. Today, I did the&lt;br /&gt;
I did the calculation.&lt;br /&gt;
Um So it was a clear effort to&lt;br /&gt;
hold the defendants in custody in Carthage indefinitely.&lt;br /&gt;
But man, like amazingly miraculously, the nau citizens came through,&lt;br /&gt;
many of them brought their deeds to their homes and their farms&lt;br /&gt;
and their property and put it up as collateral to pay the&lt;br /&gt;
bail. So the prisoners were free to go and, and to return for the October.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was obviously not acceptable. So the same day, both Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum and I think just the two of them were served with new arrest warrants&lt;br /&gt;
now for the charge of treason signed by that same judge Robert F Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
the captain of the Carthage Grays, the head of the anti Mormon party.&lt;br /&gt;
So like, oh no, they made bail, ok? Well, now it&#039;s treason&lt;br /&gt;
and um riot was a minor charge, but treason was not.&lt;br /&gt;
It carried a penalty of death by hanging if found guilty.&lt;br /&gt;
And more importantly, it did not allow bail.&lt;br /&gt;
If you were charged with treason, you could not be given bail. So Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum&lt;br /&gt;
were now not free to go.&lt;br /&gt;
So these are the machinations that were happening and I have to point out that&lt;br /&gt;
like, look at like just think about this legally, the um Joseph Bennett,&lt;br /&gt;
uh Joseph Bennett I think is his name.&lt;br /&gt;
Anyway, I&#039;ll include his paper below.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s called Road to Martyrdom and he does an excellent breakdown of these charges.&lt;br /&gt;
He is actually a lawyer so he can speak about them very well and,&lt;br /&gt;
and how valid they were or were not.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um but I, but I do want to point out charges needed to be brought, Robert Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
the judge, no matter how much he hated Joseph and Hyrum,&lt;br /&gt;
he couldn&#039;t just make up charges, someone need to, needed to bring them.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s important to know who was behind these new charges of treason.&lt;br /&gt;
Being brought.&lt;br /&gt;
The charge against Joseph Smith was ostensibly filed by Augustine Spencer.&lt;br /&gt;
So he, I said we talk about him again.&lt;br /&gt;
He was staying at that same hotel with the um rest of the expositor conspirators.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the troublemaker in that I talked about in part&lt;br /&gt;
one that assault on his brother where he choked his brother.&lt;br /&gt;
And that&#039;s what started all of the riot when he was, they tried to arrest him&lt;br /&gt;
when um Chauncey Higby, I think aimed a gun at Joseph Smith. No, it was, it was true.&lt;br /&gt;
Foster aimed again at Joseph Smith and Robert&lt;br /&gt;
Foster and Chauncey Higby threatened his life.&lt;br /&gt;
It was,&lt;br /&gt;
it was that same day.&lt;br /&gt;
This is, this is the guy that it was, that choked his brother and, and, um,&lt;br /&gt;
started the co, the chaos that day.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the one who, 00.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s interesting to know that Chauncey Higby, I think it was.&lt;br /&gt;
Chauncey Higby defended him in his trial. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So, that&#039;s an interesting thing to know.&lt;br /&gt;
And I did, I&#039;ll attach an interesting paper I read about Augustine,&lt;br /&gt;
um, Augustine Spitzer. He was a bad, bad guy. He just&lt;br /&gt;
like, there&#039;s nothing good about this guy that, um, you can,&lt;br /&gt;
he even like embezzled his,&lt;br /&gt;
the inheritance from his siblings when his and his mother, when his father died.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s just&lt;br /&gt;
bad news all around. So,&lt;br /&gt;
um, let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
And then the charge against, and then, as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
it was the Higby that defended him in his trial when he was,&lt;br /&gt;
when he was arrested for assaulting his brother.&lt;br /&gt;
The charge against Hiram was filed by Henry O&lt;br /&gt;
Norton. The other name I mentioned who was staying in the hotel with them.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h22m55s 01:22:55]&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s it convenient that two separate charges were brought&lt;br /&gt;
by two separate men at the exact same time,&lt;br /&gt;
identical charges for treason.&lt;br /&gt;
Hm. That seems a little bit ironic, doesn&#039;t it?&lt;br /&gt;
So, um,&lt;br /&gt;
obviously these were not legitimate charges and bizarrely Norton&lt;br /&gt;
had also been charged for assaulting his brother.&lt;br /&gt;
I couldn&#039;t find as much information about him.&lt;br /&gt;
But, um,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph said something about him assaulting his&lt;br /&gt;
brother who was apparently lame and helpless.&lt;br /&gt;
And so in any case, these were two great guys. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
John Taylor described them as two worthless fellows who,&lt;br /&gt;
whose word wouldn&#039;t be taken for five cents.&lt;br /&gt;
But the really interesting thing is who was actually behind these charges.&lt;br /&gt;
They had these guys sign them, but you guessed it, it was actually chance&lt;br /&gt;
chauncey Higby and Robert Foster who as lawyers understood very well,&lt;br /&gt;
the implications of treason charges that there would be no bail.&lt;br /&gt;
And these two were the ones who brought the information&lt;br /&gt;
and actually filed the charges just getting these two jokers,&lt;br /&gt;
Augustine Spencer and Robert O Norton to sign their names to them.&lt;br /&gt;
And so anyway, that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
this follows the pattern I talked about before of like putting people up,&lt;br /&gt;
like putting, putting out um&lt;br /&gt;
what&#039;s his name?&lt;br /&gt;
Um Bostwick up to bring it to accusing Hiram Smith right now,&lt;br /&gt;
putting these guys up to charging Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum when it was really them, the lawyers that were making all of this happen.&lt;br /&gt;
So you can see that these novo&lt;br /&gt;
um expositor conspirators were involved up until the very end,&lt;br /&gt;
making sure that this happened and that this was&lt;br /&gt;
carried out that Joseph and Hyrum were indeed killed.&lt;br /&gt;
So the charge of, of treason against Joseph and Hyrum is completely ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;
There is no justification for it&lt;br /&gt;
whatsoever.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, first of all, it was Joseph that declared martial law,&lt;br /&gt;
it was justified by because Joseph declared martial law.&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram didn&#039;t declare martial law so you can&#039;t even defend it that way.&lt;br /&gt;
But also it&#039;s not illegal to declare martial law to protect your city.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s not treason. Joseph had already again.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve said this so many times but he had asked the governor for&lt;br /&gt;
direction and he had put the governor in charge of the militia.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. There was absolutely&lt;br /&gt;
no treason at all. Um, let&#039;s see. Who is it that sums it up?&lt;br /&gt;
Well, oh, this is Joseph Bentley. That&#039;s who it is.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Bentley wrote, murdered in the paper.&lt;br /&gt;
I said, I&#039;d attached, he says,&lt;br /&gt;
sensing that no objective judge or jury would convict&lt;br /&gt;
him if he were able to stand trial,&lt;br /&gt;
his enemies acted to hold him in jail until they had achieved their purposes.&lt;br /&gt;
And that seems to be very clearly the case.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph&#039;s lawyer, this happened on the 25th, Joseph&#039;s lawyer asked for a,&lt;br /&gt;
for one day to prepare their defense.&lt;br /&gt;
So the trial was set for the morning of the 27th.&lt;br /&gt;
But then after the hearing was over and everyone was out of the courtroom,&lt;br /&gt;
the Judge Robert Smith on his own by his,&lt;br /&gt;
by his himself changed the day of the trial to the 29th.&lt;br /&gt;
So apparently to keep Joseph, I imprisoned in Carthage a little longer.&lt;br /&gt;
So I don&#039;t know if they actually had a plan to kill them or if they just wanted to&lt;br /&gt;
drag it out and keep them in Carthage long&lt;br /&gt;
enough to give someone a chance to kill them.&lt;br /&gt;
So in addition to the clear problems with the judge,&lt;br /&gt;
the state&#039;s five prosecuting attorneys,&lt;br /&gt;
so they had a team of five that were going to prosecute this&lt;br /&gt;
and they included Thomas Sharp,&lt;br /&gt;
who&#039;s the editor of the Warsaw Signal and the founder of the anti&lt;br /&gt;
Mormon party that now Judge Robert Smith was the head of Sylvester Emmons.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s the member of the NAU City Council who was&lt;br /&gt;
the editor of the Expositor along with Chauncey Higby.&lt;br /&gt;
So clearly,&lt;br /&gt;
this was not simply a legal case and this was never going to be an actual fair trial.&lt;br /&gt;
Um So of course, the case never went to trial as Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum who were genuinely innocent of all of the charges against them,&lt;br /&gt;
both riot and now the ridiculous treason charge,&lt;br /&gt;
they were both killed the morning of the 20 on, on June 27th,&lt;br /&gt;
1844 before the case could go to trial.&lt;br /&gt;
So the questions of what actually happened in that&lt;br /&gt;
upper room are beyond the scope of this episode,&lt;br /&gt;
but&lt;br /&gt;
they are well worth investigating and looking into there are many questions.&lt;br /&gt;
So regardless of however,&lt;br /&gt;
the murders were carried out and whoever was&lt;br /&gt;
involved and who the actual gunmen were.&lt;br /&gt;
The. Um a few things are certain&lt;br /&gt;
that the expositor conspirators were integrally&lt;br /&gt;
involved in and ranging and ensuring the&lt;br /&gt;
deaths of both of the Smiths and not in any way because of polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
which is what we will look into in the next part.&lt;br /&gt;
But it&#039;s ridiculous to claim that that had anything to do with it.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;re coming to the end of this episode. I hope this wasn&#039;t too much of a trudge.&lt;br /&gt;
I do find this information just&lt;br /&gt;
really fascinating and important to see the legal machinations of&lt;br /&gt;
expositor,&lt;br /&gt;
conspirators and how they did in fact lead directly&lt;br /&gt;
to the murders of Joseph and Hyland Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
It makes it that much more clear to see that&lt;br /&gt;
this was the central purpose and motivation for the novo&lt;br /&gt;
expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
And I hope I&#039;ve also made it more abundantly clear why Joseph, well,&lt;br /&gt;
the city council, it wasn&#039;t Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h27m51s 01:27:51]&lt;br /&gt;
it was the city council ordered it to be&lt;br /&gt;
destroyed and then why Joseph declared martial law,&lt;br /&gt;
we have to understand what he was actually doing if&lt;br /&gt;
we want to make any claims about him at all.&lt;br /&gt;
But just in case there is any doubt, let me read just a few more sources.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is uh an affidavit that Joseph Jackson himself&lt;br /&gt;
actually swore out before WW Phelps on June 21st.&lt;br /&gt;
He said that on Tuesday, June 11th,&lt;br /&gt;
he was in Nauvoo when Francis M Higby while speaking of the&lt;br /&gt;
destruction of the printing press said he was very sorry for the&lt;br /&gt;
proprietors had set up that press for the destruction of the city&lt;br /&gt;
and that he meant to kill Joe Smith and Hiram Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
And he said no further.&lt;br /&gt;
So there&#039;s an affidavit with Joseph Jackson himself saying it.&lt;br /&gt;
But if there&#039;s still any doubt because yes,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Jackson was also going and telling&lt;br /&gt;
the Warsaw signal that Hiram the the editor that Hiram Smith&lt;br /&gt;
had threatened his life and threatened to destroy his press.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph Jackson is a mess.&lt;br /&gt;
But in case there&#039;s any doubt again, let&#039;s go to our prime witness, William Law,&lt;br /&gt;
right, the central conspirator and let&#039;s let him clear it up for us in his own words.&lt;br /&gt;
So I am again quoting from his 1887&lt;br /&gt;
1887 correspondence. This is um the first letter he wrote on January 7th, 1887.&lt;br /&gt;
When I left NAVOO,&lt;br /&gt;
I left Mormonism behind believing that I had done&lt;br /&gt;
my part faithfully done my part faithfully even at&lt;br /&gt;
the risk of my life and believing also that&lt;br /&gt;
the expositor would continue to do the work.&lt;br /&gt;
It was intended to do.&lt;br /&gt;
Did you hear that believing the expositor would continue to do the work?&lt;br /&gt;
It was intended to do&lt;br /&gt;
dismissed thought they had killed it whereas, but by destroying the press,&lt;br /&gt;
they gave it a new lease of life and extra power to overthrow them&lt;br /&gt;
and drive their followers from the state.&lt;br /&gt;
Then the um the doctor we&lt;br /&gt;
who he was writing to wrote back and said, oh, did the expositor continue?&lt;br /&gt;
He asked for clarification.&lt;br /&gt;
So in his January 20th letter, he provided that pro&lt;br /&gt;
provided that clarification.&lt;br /&gt;
You asked me if the expositor continued?&lt;br /&gt;
No when I spoke of its word continuing,&lt;br /&gt;
I meant that its destruction it new life and power to destroy its destroyers.&lt;br /&gt;
For it was the chief factor in bringing about the deaths of the&lt;br /&gt;
Smiths and the expulsion of the Mormons from the state of Illinois.&lt;br /&gt;
So right there law makes it very clear what his goal&lt;br /&gt;
was from the beginning with the establishment of the Nauvoo Expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
So I know that this was a lot, but I think it was valuable.&lt;br /&gt;
I um I, I don&#039;t think I need to summarize it, but we made those points clear.&lt;br /&gt;
I hope you will look forward to the next step&lt;br /&gt;
episode&lt;br /&gt;
where we will talk about&lt;br /&gt;
any, any connections, there were any evidence there is in the novel Expositor or,&lt;br /&gt;
or any of the testimonies surrounding the claims in it to,&lt;br /&gt;
to prove that Joseph was guilty of polygamy in any way.&lt;br /&gt;
So that will be our next episode. Thank you again for joining me.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, and if you feel so inclined,&lt;br /&gt;
go ahead and stick around for the bonus content&lt;br /&gt;
about another very problematic source about William Law.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
Now for this episode&#039;s bonus content,&lt;br /&gt;
I decided to include it here because it is about William Law.&lt;br /&gt;
So it seemed to apply to this episode and yet&lt;br /&gt;
it didn&#039;t really fit in with the episode anywhere else.&lt;br /&gt;
So hence bonus content. So let&#039;s get into it.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to address an interesting and lesser known&lt;br /&gt;
source that some of you may have heard of&lt;br /&gt;
the reported recollection of&lt;br /&gt;
William Law&#039;s son.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll read portions of it first and then we&#039;ll get into it and talk about&lt;br /&gt;
it. It was written in 1903 by elder&lt;br /&gt;
elder Joseph W mcmurrin&lt;br /&gt;
who was one of the first presidents of the 70 who was&lt;br /&gt;
serving in Boise Idaho where he met Mr Richard S Law.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m quoting now&lt;br /&gt;
not connected with the church who has&lt;br /&gt;
related a circumstance concerning the teachings of Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
that is of sufficient importance to be preserved.&lt;br /&gt;
This is what he goes on to say.&lt;br /&gt;
Shortly after my arrival in Boise,&lt;br /&gt;
I was introduced to a gentleman by the name of Richard S Law.&lt;br /&gt;
I was greatly surprised,&lt;br /&gt;
also very much pleased to learn that he is the son of William Law who&lt;br /&gt;
in the early days of the church was a counselor to the prophet Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Law is now 77 years of age. He goes on to describe him.&lt;br /&gt;
I have enjoyed several conversations with the gentleman during&lt;br /&gt;
the few weeks where that I have been located here&lt;br /&gt;
among the various themes we have discussed the topic in which&lt;br /&gt;
I have had the most interest has been plural marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Law was quite surprised to learn that Mr Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
the president of the reorganized church or Joseph Church.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s Joseph Smith the third has often denied and again,&lt;br /&gt;
recently denied in an article in the New American review that his father,&lt;br /&gt;
the prophet Joseph introduced the doctrine of plural marriage in&lt;br /&gt;
the church of Jesus Christ of latter day Saints.&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Law&#039;s testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Law has related to me and to others the following circumstance&lt;br /&gt;
about the year 1842 he was present present at&lt;br /&gt;
an interview between his father and the prophet Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
The topic under discussion was the doctrine of plural marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
William Law with his arms around the neck of&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h33m02s 01:33:02]&lt;br /&gt;
the prophet was pleading with him to withdraw the&lt;br /&gt;
doctrine of plural marriage which he had at that&lt;br /&gt;
time commenced to teach to some of the brethren.&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Law predicting that if Joseph would abandon the doctrine,&lt;br /&gt;
Mormonism would in 50 or 100 years dominate the Christian world.&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Law pleaded with this,&lt;br /&gt;
pleaded for this with Joseph with tears streaming from his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;
The prophet was also in tears but he informed the gentleman that he&lt;br /&gt;
could not withdraw the doctrine for God had commanded him to teach it&lt;br /&gt;
and condemnation would come upon him if he was not obedient to the commandment.&lt;br /&gt;
During the discussion, Joseph was deeply affected.&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Richard S Law said the interview was a most touching one&lt;br /&gt;
and was riveted upon his mind in a manner that he has&lt;br /&gt;
kept fresh and distinct in his memory as if it had occurred.&lt;br /&gt;
But yesterday,&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Law also says that he has no doubt that Joseph believed&lt;br /&gt;
he had received the doctrine of plural marriage from the Lord,&lt;br /&gt;
the prophet&#039;s manner, being exceedingly earnest,&lt;br /&gt;
so much so that Mr Law was convinced that&lt;br /&gt;
the prophet was perfectly sincere in his declaration.&lt;br /&gt;
So it goes on from there and of course, this will be linked in the notes.&lt;br /&gt;
So this account is definitely not universally recognized.&lt;br /&gt;
For example, those who hate Joseph, don&#039;t have any use&lt;br /&gt;
for it and never refer to it.&lt;br /&gt;
But um but it&#039;s not recognized by others for some reasons that we&#039;ll get into. So&lt;br /&gt;
it has been however, a comforting story for some,&lt;br /&gt;
particularly those who believe Joseph was a prophet,&lt;br /&gt;
but who also recognize that polygamy was not ok and are&lt;br /&gt;
troubled by what they believe to be his practice of polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
So it, it at least allows them to think that Joseph was sincere&lt;br /&gt;
in&lt;br /&gt;
his belief that God commanded it. I see some problems with this interpretation.&lt;br /&gt;
But mainly if I, if you recognize Joseph was a prophet&lt;br /&gt;
and you think that He believed God sincerely commanded it,&lt;br /&gt;
you either have to believe that God did indeed&lt;br /&gt;
command it perhaps as some sort of cruel test,&lt;br /&gt;
which I don&#039;t think is how we want to understand God.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t think that&#039;s the true nature of God or you have to believe&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph who you believe was a prophet got something this major&lt;br /&gt;
and this evil, this wrong, right? So I don&#039;t think that&lt;br /&gt;
that is necessarily a good interpretation.&lt;br /&gt;
Just believing that Joseph was sincere doesn&#039;t make it ok.&lt;br /&gt;
For example, I have no problem believing that&lt;br /&gt;
the La Barons or the lafferty, or maybe even the D&lt;br /&gt;
bells were to some degree convinced and&lt;br /&gt;
convinced that God was commanding them to do what&lt;br /&gt;
they did and were perhaps sincere in their beliefs.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know. But whether or not they were sincere doesn&#039;t make it, ok.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph being sincere doesn&#039;t make things that are wrong, not wrong. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And so anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
but there&#039;s a much more important way to address&lt;br /&gt;
this than just the problems of the interpretation.&lt;br /&gt;
And that is those are the massive problems with the validity of the story itself,&lt;br /&gt;
which I think make it very clear that this is not in any way&lt;br /&gt;
good evidence that Joseph was a polygamist and it should not be relied on.&lt;br /&gt;
So first, the more basic and obvious problem is that this story is a third&lt;br /&gt;
hand account written 60 years after the fact,&lt;br /&gt;
it first appeared in 1903 when it was published in the improvement era.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
I wanna talk about that a little bit before we go&lt;br /&gt;
on to the other problems that are much more obvious.&lt;br /&gt;
I just&lt;br /&gt;
want to delve into this very interesting time that this&lt;br /&gt;
report came into the conversation.&lt;br /&gt;
1903 was right in the middle of the massive polygamy confusion in the church.&lt;br /&gt;
The first manifesto which had just been for&lt;br /&gt;
show had been issued in 1890 but polygamy was&lt;br /&gt;
very much still the central doc doctrine of&lt;br /&gt;
church leader of church leadership who were all polygamists&lt;br /&gt;
and of many faithful members who had been raised,&lt;br /&gt;
being taught that the church could never abandon polygamy or it would be an apostasy&lt;br /&gt;
and many polygamous marriages were still occurring.&lt;br /&gt;
And so in January 1903, just a few months before this&lt;br /&gt;
story was published,&lt;br /&gt;
the US,&lt;br /&gt;
the US Senate had very nearly refused to seat&lt;br /&gt;
Reed smoot because he was an LDS apostle.&lt;br /&gt;
So the four year Reed smoot hearings were just about to get underway&lt;br /&gt;
just a few years before that the House&lt;br /&gt;
of Representatives had refused to see BBH Roberts.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Unlike so Roberts was a polygamist and he was&lt;br /&gt;
not allowed to fulfill his election as a state representative.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Smoot wasn&#039;t a polygamist. So there was some concern, some&lt;br /&gt;
discussion about it just being a&lt;br /&gt;
an apostle of a polygamist church&lt;br /&gt;
made it so he could not be part of the Senate.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s why the four year hearings came about.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was right at the beginning of that time, right?&lt;br /&gt;
This was just two years before John W Taylor and Mathias Cowley were asked by&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph F Smith to resign as apostles because&lt;br /&gt;
they continued to perform Mar polygamous marriages.&lt;br /&gt;
And that was hurting the church&#039;s credibility in the Meet Reed Smoot hearings.&lt;br /&gt;
And even after that, they continued to um&lt;br /&gt;
to perform marriages in Mexico and Canada until they finally, um&lt;br /&gt;
in&lt;br /&gt;
1911,&lt;br /&gt;
John W Taylor was excommunicated and Mathias Cowley in a very unusual and&lt;br /&gt;
kind of bizarre compromise wasn&#039;t excommunicated but&lt;br /&gt;
was instead stripped of his priesthood.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s, that&#039;s where things were coming from and where they were going.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h38m26s 01:38:26]&lt;br /&gt;
So, in 1903, polygamy really was a complete wild card.&lt;br /&gt;
Many members were gleeful that Brigham&#039;s doctrine was finally over, at least.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&lt;br /&gt;
thought,&lt;br /&gt;
but many were still devoted to it and believed that it would and could never be over.&lt;br /&gt;
So I tried to find collections of speeches from this time period.&lt;br /&gt;
But so far, I haven&#039;t had a lot of luck. The journal of discourses ends in 1886.&lt;br /&gt;
And I haven&#039;t found anything similar&lt;br /&gt;
for after 1886 when the journal of discourses ends.&lt;br /&gt;
So if anyone knows of some sort of anthology or some search tool that I&#039;m missing,&lt;br /&gt;
please let me know like&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s, there seems to be a big gap in speeches that we can get,&lt;br /&gt;
I can start to get some about 1926.&lt;br /&gt;
But before that, I haven&#039;t been able to find any.&lt;br /&gt;
So I would love to know where I can find sermons and speeches from this time. But&lt;br /&gt;
in any case,&lt;br /&gt;
my strong suspicion is that polygamy at this&lt;br /&gt;
time period was very much not being preached.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m guessing everybody knew it was there,&lt;br /&gt;
but nobody wanted to talk about it was the quintessential elephant in the room.&lt;br /&gt;
Nobody knew whether it was coming or going or whether&lt;br /&gt;
it was more faithful to be quietly supportive of&lt;br /&gt;
polygamy or to follow the prophet and reject it.&lt;br /&gt;
I think this was an extremely confusing time for many of the members&lt;br /&gt;
other than those who had always just deplored polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
and were happy that they were going this direction.&lt;br /&gt;
I think for many of the members, there was a lot of confusion&lt;br /&gt;
and not understanding which way to go.&lt;br /&gt;
So this complicated relationship with polygamy is&lt;br /&gt;
apparent even in the publication of this story&lt;br /&gt;
just a few years earlier.&lt;br /&gt;
Any time before 1890 this would have been front page news spread everywhere,&lt;br /&gt;
preached in sermon after sermon, be it would have become a real talking point.&lt;br /&gt;
But in 1903,&lt;br /&gt;
it was buried in the middle of the auxiliary magazine.&lt;br /&gt;
The title cha&lt;br /&gt;
the, this magazine&lt;br /&gt;
was called The Improvement Era. In 1960 the title changed to the new era.&lt;br /&gt;
So it really was like the auxiliary magazine mainly for the&lt;br /&gt;
and it wasn&#039;t even the front page of the that it was buried on page 33 on,&lt;br /&gt;
on the leak I give you.&lt;br /&gt;
But it&#039;s the, the magazine&#039;s pages are cumulative. So it was 500 something.&lt;br /&gt;
But that was the only place it was ever&lt;br /&gt;
published and it was only published under the title&lt;br /&gt;
and interesting testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s really telling, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I haven&#039;t found any explicit teachings on polygamy by Joseph W mcmurrin.&lt;br /&gt;
The um the president of the 70 responsible for this story.&lt;br /&gt;
But from what I have found.&lt;br /&gt;
I think it is fair to assume that he&lt;br /&gt;
probably also had a very complicated relationship with polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
I did some digging.&lt;br /&gt;
This is what I found out. He married his wife in 1880.&lt;br /&gt;
So he would have had time to take a second wife unless definitely that next 10 years.&lt;br /&gt;
But remember that polygamy continued on at least until 1904,&lt;br /&gt;
if not later for like my grandfather who got married in Mexico and was always in good&lt;br /&gt;
standing in the church and held my colleagues called by Joseph F Smith to do it.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, I talked about that a bit,&lt;br /&gt;
but um then Joseph mcmurrin never took another wife.&lt;br /&gt;
And on the other hand, his father&lt;br /&gt;
uh after 26 years of marriage to Joseph&#039;s mother and nine Children with her,&lt;br /&gt;
he took a barely 15 year old second wife. He was 49 at the time,&lt;br /&gt;
his second wife was the same age as his sixth daughter with his first wife.&lt;br /&gt;
I can relate to this. My husband and my six sixth child is currently 16.&lt;br /&gt;
My husband is 50. This is&lt;br /&gt;
whoa, this is really not a good story.&lt;br /&gt;
He went on to have eight more Children with this 15 year old second wife.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I know that this, this bonus was supposed to just be a this source.&lt;br /&gt;
But I have to quickly tell a little bit about these women&#039;s stories because&lt;br /&gt;
we have to understand this So Jeanette Irvine, the 15 year old second wife,&lt;br /&gt;
she was the oldest of eight Children to an LDS couple in Scotland.&lt;br /&gt;
He, the father had been blinded in a work accident.&lt;br /&gt;
Both were already illiterate and then he became blind.&lt;br /&gt;
And so they were a very impoverished family and could&lt;br /&gt;
not afford to come to Zion despite their humble circumstances.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m assuming, I don&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
I couldn&#039;t find anything but I assume with the prodding&lt;br /&gt;
from the church and the missionaries and perhaps with the,&lt;br /&gt;
with help from the perpetual immigration fund, which really was sort of a um&lt;br /&gt;
indentured servitude that the church used that the church had,&lt;br /&gt;
they sent their oldest Children to Utah without them.&lt;br /&gt;
So I have to assume that they did this in great faith, believing that while they may,&lt;br /&gt;
may never see their Children again, at&lt;br /&gt;
least they would be giving them a better life where they would be&lt;br /&gt;
safe and protected in what they were taught was the kingdom of God.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s how I have to interpret that.&lt;br /&gt;
So 15 year old Jeanette was the oldest and the only girl sent,&lt;br /&gt;
she arrived in August on, she arrived August 21st, 1869 and&lt;br /&gt;
two months later, she was married to the 48 year old for 48 year old father of nine.&lt;br /&gt;
It was always the unprotected girls who didn&#039;t have fathers there to&lt;br /&gt;
keep them safe from basically being sex trafficked into the polygamist economy.&lt;br /&gt;
And so Margaret&lt;br /&gt;
Laing.&lt;br /&gt;
The first wife who had from everything I have seen,&lt;br /&gt;
truly loved her husband and had born nine Children to him,&lt;br /&gt;
seemed to have very little say in the matter.&lt;br /&gt;
Um I found two short life sketches of her and this is what they say&lt;br /&gt;
when her beloved husband married a second wife, it was a sore trial for her.&lt;br /&gt;
She was told two days before it happened&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h43m59s 01:43:59]&lt;br /&gt;
and the new wife entered her home. So&lt;br /&gt;
this woman had a 15 year old,&lt;br /&gt;
the age of her six daughter move in with her as her husband&#039;s second wife.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, heavy stuff.&lt;br /&gt;
So it goes on to say, but I guess it was a trial to all concerned,&lt;br /&gt;
which is probably true.&lt;br /&gt;
She was loyal and true to the end with the hopes of a glorious resurrection.&lt;br /&gt;
And you can see that&#039;s what these women would have to do&lt;br /&gt;
is hope that somehow this suffering they experienced would be swallowed up in&lt;br /&gt;
the glorious promises that they were constantly&lt;br /&gt;
promised that kind of future faking.&lt;br /&gt;
Don&#039;t worry about now because it&#039;s gonna be glorious later.&lt;br /&gt;
So she, I think for those who understand like mind, body connection, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And energetic inputs into our help.&lt;br /&gt;
She painfully, she died of very painful facial facial cancer&lt;br /&gt;
several years later. So&lt;br /&gt;
I have to imagine that William who was Margaret&#039;s oldest son.&lt;br /&gt;
Margaret was the first wife, William was her oldest son&lt;br /&gt;
that he was very likely also very troubled by this.&lt;br /&gt;
And had perhaps and and was perhaps desperately hoping that this mess he saw&lt;br /&gt;
was somehow&lt;br /&gt;
what somehow was indeed of God and not simply as horrible as it appears.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is the personality behind the reported testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think it helps us understand why polygamy looms so large in his mind&lt;br /&gt;
that even in 1903, that was what he most wanted to talk about when he&lt;br /&gt;
apparently met, who he thought was William Law&#039;s son.&lt;br /&gt;
And especially since the R LDS leaders claimed&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph had not been a polygamist,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So that was probably something he struggled with&lt;br /&gt;
and at least I&#039;m assuming that.&lt;br /&gt;
So that is another very interesting element to this&lt;br /&gt;
story is the R LDS denials of polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
After a long lull in the polygamy debates,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith the third had just barely published a new article&lt;br /&gt;
on the topic in that what they mentioned the North America&lt;br /&gt;
review. This was a highly regarded journal where most of the discussion on&lt;br /&gt;
um Mormonism in including the debates between the R LDS&lt;br /&gt;
and the LDS on Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy had taken place,&lt;br /&gt;
but there hadn&#039;t been anything published for a very long time,&lt;br /&gt;
but now with the election of Reed Smoot,&lt;br /&gt;
um Mormonism was again national headline news.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I think that spurred Joseph Smith the third on to again&lt;br /&gt;
enter the discussion and he wrote this article which I um he,&lt;br /&gt;
he wrote it.&lt;br /&gt;
I, as I&#039;ve read it, I&#039;ll and I&#039;ll link it below as well.&lt;br /&gt;
He basically was explaining again that polygamy began with Brigham Young,&lt;br /&gt;
not his father, which by the way, I&#039;ll do an episode on this in the future,&lt;br /&gt;
but which had was already the consensus.&lt;br /&gt;
That was the belief at this time for every, everywhere outside of Utah,&lt;br /&gt;
everyone knew this to be the case.&lt;br /&gt;
So as I said, we&#039;ll go into that more in the future.&lt;br /&gt;
Um And he was also discussing why the government had failed to eliminate polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Despite it being illegal,&lt;br /&gt;
the paper was called polygamy in the United States has a political significance.&lt;br /&gt;
So it was him voicing in on this question of the Reed smoot hearings.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, since Mormonism was in front page news being like, hey, we&#039;re not them,&lt;br /&gt;
you know.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was the end&lt;br /&gt;
of his paper. It says this article is written and&lt;br /&gt;
an earnest wish is expressed that statesmen and&lt;br /&gt;
politicians shall not again be fooled or outwitted&lt;br /&gt;
into permitting such a political menace to continue.&lt;br /&gt;
So this paper was published in March of 1903 and this report&lt;br /&gt;
was published in April of 1903 just a few weeks later.&lt;br /&gt;
So despite the, now we go on to the report,&lt;br /&gt;
despite the unlikely coincidences that right after Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
the third&#039;s article was published,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph W mcmurrin would just happen to run into a 77 year old physician from&lt;br /&gt;
San Francisco who had traveled to Boise quote&lt;br /&gt;
to explore mining opportunities and was quote,&lt;br /&gt;
waiting for the weather to moderate in order that&lt;br /&gt;
he may get into the mountains and commence,&lt;br /&gt;
commence work&lt;br /&gt;
upon a mine recently purchased. He was 77 and was a physician from the report itself.&lt;br /&gt;
And but a 77 year old was gonna hike up the mountain and start mining&lt;br /&gt;
and that he would of course,&lt;br /&gt;
um and also the coincidence is that he would of course figure out&lt;br /&gt;
that this 77 year old man was the son of William law.&lt;br /&gt;
And then of course, start talking about polygamy and hear this heartwarming story.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
none of these issues or coincidences prove this report is false.&lt;br /&gt;
But they do help us understand the climate and the context&lt;br /&gt;
of how this story came into being in the first place.&lt;br /&gt;
So now on to the more substantial problems with this account and why&lt;br /&gt;
nobody should accept it.&lt;br /&gt;
So the real Richard Law, the son,&lt;br /&gt;
the first child of William and Jane Law was born in 1834 and would have been seven&lt;br /&gt;
or eight in 1842 when this tearful conversation&lt;br /&gt;
between his father and Joseph supposedly took place.&lt;br /&gt;
So we are supposed to believe that Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
Smith had this conversation right in front of him&lt;br /&gt;
right in front of this seven or eight year old&lt;br /&gt;
child regarding a practice that was so super secret that Joseph&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
own almost 12 year old son who was supposed to be&lt;br /&gt;
the next leader didn&#039;t know anything about it even two years&lt;br /&gt;
later. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s, that&#039;s the first thing also we are to believe that this child,&lt;br /&gt;
the seven or eight year old child not only knew about polygamy but understood it and&lt;br /&gt;
its implications so well that he fully comprehended&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h49m25s 01:49:25]  the meaning and impact of this discussion discussion sufficient sufficiently to recall it perfectly over 60 years later. I have an eight year old son. Yeah. No, no, that&#039;s not happening there. No. So in addition, this supposed conversation took place in 1842. Ok. So remember in the summer of 1842 William law was wholeheartedly defending Joseph Smith against John Bennett&#039;s claims that Joseph taught or practiced spiritual wifey. He wrote this affidavit this in July of 1842 and then law himself in his expos affidavit and in his later um letters and interview claim claims that he didn&#039;t learn about polygamy until Hiram brought him the revelation, which obviously couldn&#039;t have happened until after July 12th, 1843 when it was supposedly finally written down. So in 1842 law would have known nothing about polygamy. William Law would have known nothing about polygamy. And by the beginning of 1843 he was already actively plotting against Joseph Smith, which again had nothing to do with polygamy as we&#039;ve already covered. And we&#039;ll go into more even according to his own claims, he didn&#039;t know about polygamy after um he didn&#039;t know about polygamy until after he was already plotting with the Missourians to turn Joseph Smith over to them. So you can get that from the timeline of all of the reports he gives. So there is literally no period where this conversation could have possibly occurred. There&#039;s no time period where William Law knew about polygamy but was still in such good, good connection with Joseph that they would have had this tearful conversation together. It never happened. So, um but the biggest problem of all we&#039;re gonna keep going on is that mcmurrin clearly states that this man Richard law, supposedly the son of William and Jane law was 77 years old in 1903. This would mean he was born in 1826 William and Jane Law were his parents who were, who were supposedly his parents were married in June, 1833 1826 they were married in 1833 and they had their first child, Richard, who we have no records and know nothing about beyond his birth. He was born February of 1844. And it&#039;s interesting, I&#039;ll just point out that according to the dates, they would have already would have already been conceived before. Um they were married. So that&#039;s an interesting point to keep in mind. But anyway, Jane was only 18 when she married William and gave birth to their actual actual son, Richard. So in 1826 when this 77 year old man would have been born, Jane would have been either 10 or 11 years old. So I think we can safely say whoever this 77 year old man may have been if he existed at all. He was certainly not the son of William William of Jane Law. William and Jane Law. And I have to say, I am just genuinely amazed that people don&#039;t even do basic math before accepting, accepting these sources. So the fact is as I mentioned before, other than his birth and one census record that might be about him living in Pennsylvania in 1850 we have absolutely no information about Richard Law. We don&#039;t know where he lived beyond 1850. We don&#039;t know where or when he died. We know nothing at all about him. So there is no way to verify this record. Even Brian Hales doesn&#039;t include it, which says a lot because in my opinion, he includes a lot of dubious claims if they happen to fit his narrative. So I think we can very, very effectively authoritatively throw this source out and assume it has no validity. I don&#039;t know how this story came into being or who the BS or was, whether it was mcmurrin, whether it was this random old man. I don&#039;t, I, I&#039;m not going to make any claims about that, but whatever the explanation, it seems very likely to me that this testimony did somehow or other grow out of mcmurrin desperate wishful thinking. This was a man who had witnessed some of the very worst pol polygamy had to offer in his own home. After seeing his agonized mother put all of her hope and the glorious reward um her suffering would earn for her. He had then watched polygamy disappear as a salve Solvi doctrine taking away even that hope. So he had watched his mother suffer like this, watched his father take a new wife who was close to his age and watched his mother deal with it the best she could putting her hope in the next life. Then you&#039;d watch that hope disappear. I can imagine this would be that Joseph mcmurrin was likely at least as confused as anybody could possibly be about polygamy at this difficult time. So he must have desperately wanted to make sense of this myths and find some purpose and or meaning in it. At least that&#039;s my interpretation of what I know about his life. So this testimony which supported the sincerity of Joseph Smith and justified the necessity of polygamy. While also somehow acknowledging the pain it caused both men were in tears, seems to have been the best possible answer he could hope to provide. So honestly, my heart does go out to Joseph W mcmurrin and everybody else traumatized by&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac_bW82iivA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h54m45s 01:54:45]&lt;br /&gt;
the pain that this abomination of polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
polygamy inevitably caused and continues to cause.&lt;br /&gt;
But this report&lt;br /&gt;
yet again emphasizes how essential it is&lt;br /&gt;
to evaluate sources critically instead of just&lt;br /&gt;
accepting them at face value because they were written somewhere by someone&lt;br /&gt;
and we see them and we desperately want them to be true.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what I hope we will continue to do with all of the sources.&lt;br /&gt;
So thank you again for sticking around and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 86: The History is Never Settled w/ John Hamer - 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 86&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-10-01&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = Dt1rySd11ek&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Historical Malpractice, John Hamer&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview, John Hamer&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;I&#039;m so thankful that John Hamer, a long-time leading voice on Joseph&#039;s polygamy was willing to sit down with me to talk about the evidence. I hope conversations like these can continue to happen, and can continue to move us all closer to truth.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [0:01:30]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cM6O0md1Dfg John Hamer: Joseph Smith and Polygamy]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vecyhTyt6g John Hamer: Joseph Smith III&#039;s Unpragmatic Choice on Polygamy]&lt;br /&gt;
* [0:55:47]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://restorationbookstore.org/pages/joseph-smith-fought-polygamy-online Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy, by Richard and Pamela Price (read for free online)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [1:06:50]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/journal-december-1842-june-1844-book-3-15-july-1843-29-february-1844/123 Joseph Smith original journal entry 5 October 1843 (“No man shall have but one wife.”)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-draft-1-march-31-december-1843/143 Revisions and additions to journal entry 5 October 1843]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://raw.githubusercontent.com/faenrandir/a_careful_examination/d6ee663e933a8cb01b79ddc33fe1232ac3ef12e5/documents/polygamy/oct5-1843/manuscript-history-of-the-church-october-5-1843-d1-720px.jpg Revised text of journal entry 5 October 1843]&lt;br /&gt;
* [2:24:20]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://archive.org/details/contributor0604eng/page/130/mode/2up?view=theater The Contributor (first mention of Whitney “revelation”)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [2:29:27]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/12d43acf-10e8-4e5c-b4fd-678613e4c6a3/0/0 Joseph Smith letter to the Whitneys]&lt;br /&gt;
* [1:46:38]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/times-and-seasons-1-october-1842/14 October 1842 Times and Seasons]&lt;br /&gt;
* [1:47:18]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.churchhistorianspress.org/the-first-fifty-years-of-relief-society/part-1/1-10 The Voice of Innocence, read by Emma Smith to the women of Nauvoo, March 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [2:27:08]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HheHqg4c3HQ Evaluation of 1842 Whitney &amp;quot;Revelation&amp;quot; by Rob Fotheringham]&lt;br /&gt;
* [3:17:30]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.centreplace.ca/ Toronto Centre Place]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy. I am so excited to bring you this conversation I was able to have in this episode. This is another one where I invited someone on who does not see eye to eye with me. But I thought that this was a great conversation. I&#039;m so happy that John Hamer agreed to come on and talk to me. I&#039;m really happy with how the conversation went and with how it ended. I always love when there are good feelings afterward. And I think we accomplished that in this discussion. So I&#039;ll be really um eager to hear people&#039;s thoughts after listening to this another long episode. But those of you who have been with me for a while, know, I always do recommend listening to episodes in order from the beginning. So you can understand the journey that we&#039;ve been on and the things that we&#039;ve already covered for those who are here for the first time. Welcome. Feel free to start here as well. And as always, I want to thank those who have been so generous and helpful to donate to this podcast. And I would invite anybody else too as well. If you feel so inclined and able, I really appreciate it. So, thank you so much for being here as we take this deep dive into the murky waters of Joseph&#039;s Polygamy. Welcome to this episode. I am actually really excited to have this conversation with my new friend John Hamer who I&#039;m just meeting for the first time and um uh a listener, I think actually a critical listener sent me one of John&#039;s recent um presentations and lectures that he gave sort of to challenge me. And I found it very insightful to watch and interesting. And I reached out to John and asked if he&#039;d be willing to come talk to me about it. And thank you so much John for being willing to say yes, that was really impressive to me. I always like when people are willing to um have conversations and kind of back up their words. So I appreciated that. So a quick introduction, John John Hamer. Um he has a very extensive resume in the community, Christ and the broader Mormon. And I would say probably post Mormon community. That&#039;s where I&#039;ve seen you the most. John. Um He has a very interesting religious story that I&#039;m really looking forward to finding out more about. He was raised L DS but began doubting the church and left as a teen. And in what seems to me a fascinating turn of events 10 years ago or so, um joined the community of Christ that, that used to be the RL DS church now, the community of Christ. And he&#039;s been serving, it seems very faithfully in that church. He&#039;s now a 70 he&#039;s the pastor, which I believe is similar to a bishop in our tradition. He&#039;s the pastor of the church Toronto congregation and also I believe has a very large online ministry if I understood that correctly, John. And um and I, I will not be able to include everything, but I know that he writes and edits books. He speaks often, he blogs, he&#039;s makes maps, he&#039;s a photographer, he studies history. He runs organizations. He gives many online presentations and I really did appreciate your um presentation on schisms and Mormonism. I know there have been many others that you&#039;ve done, but he has a lot of information and lucky for us, he also comes on podcasts. So welcome John Hamer. Thank you so much for being&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=03m25s 03:25]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: here. Thank you for that introduction. I&#039;m happy to be here. Good. Well, I really appreciate it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=03m33s 03:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you. And um I wanted us to spend a little bit of time. Maybe I, I know we have so much to get into so much to talk about. I have sent your presentation to my listeners. So hopefully, some of them already have gained um that information, the two presentations I watched on Joseph Joseph&#039;s Polygamy and on Joseph Smith the third. So, so hopefully they should be up to date on some of those um some of those discussion points and anyone that is watching, if you would like to um pause here and go ahead and watch John&#039;s presentations first, feel free to do that. They&#039;re linked in the description box and then you will be able to come back and be a little more informed about the discussion, not necessary. But also, I think as we go through John, if we&#039;re able to refer to that, I can give time stamps so people can go watch the portion that we&#039;re talking about as well. So um so anyway, I&#039;m I&#039;m really happy to be able to talk to you. So I know we can&#039;t spend long on it because we have so much to discuss. But would you be willing to share a little bit of your faith journey? I just find that fascinating what um specifically, I guess you can share whatever you&#039;d like, but I&#039;d like to know what reached back out to you and drew you to the community of Christ and kind of how your process has gone.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=04m46s 04:46]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: Um So I uh like you say, I have a long roots in the tradition. So my ancestors joined uh back uh in 1832 1833 the winter of that and moved to Kirtland and helped build the Kirtland Temple. So we&#039;ve had that whole long legacy and I grew up Mormon. Um but uh became a doubting teenager over um, about a bunch of the different faith claims. And so things like historicity of the book of Abraham Book of Mormon and that sort of thing. But actually the, uh, breaking point for me was, uh, uh, sexism in the church. So I just did not think that, um, uh, it, I didn&#039;t agree with the position that only men should be in priest and that women shouldn&#039;t be able to share their giftedness in that same way. Uh And so was that back in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=05m40s 05:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the seventies?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=05m42s 05:42]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: Yeah. Well, I mean, I&#039;m not that old,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=05m46s 05:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m sorry, you were born in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=05m51s 05:51]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: the seventies. I was born in 1970. So, yeah. So, no, I was definitely an active L DS in the seventies. I left when I became an adult. And so that was uh in, in 88. It&#039;s all right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=06m01s 06:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I just, I just was thinking how progressive you were already, that&#039;s very forward thinking for a kid, a Mormon kid in the Midwest to be aware of that. That&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=06m11s 06:11]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: well, maybe so. I, I don&#039;t know, I feel like this was also uh this was a time, so the seventies was a time when I was growing up, it was a time when the Equal Rights Amendment was around. And uh and so definitely, um we were, I, I think we were very much in favor of all, all of that kind of equality. And so I was very uncomfortable as a child with the um uh the racist exclusion policy, you know, in terms of priesthood in the temple and all that sort of thing. Um And I was also, I was very comfortable even though that P I was happy that that was lifted and uh when I was a child again, but as a teenager going to seminary, um I was nevertheless taught uh by our seminary teachers, the same kind of um you know, racist preexistence doctrine or whatever as doctrine, it&#039;s not necessarily doctrine, but whatever the, the law that went behind that. And so I was also um turned off by that in terms of uh being in the church. And so ultimately, that&#039;s what just kind of led me to leave. I was uh um attracted al already into history. And so, um I went off and pursued my graduate studies in the University of Michigan. Uh and just left my entire Mormon identity behind. I started focusing on medieval history, but also ancient and classical history. And um and it was only much later um that I came back and found the movement when I started doing uh some of my own family history. And so, like I say, since my family history is all tied up with the restoration, um I actually went back and re explored uh Mormon history. So I had only been raised as a kid reading L DS history manuals and so forth things that had been approved by the church and uh, the church had a policy very much. The L DS church had a policy at that time of, uh, a lot of whitewashing and denying of its history and the manuals were made to be especially boring. And so I just assumed that, uh Mormon history was just intensely boring. And so I went to, um,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=08m23s 08:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I mean, that sad, I think I probably felt the same way. That&#039;s tragic.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=08m28s 08:28]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: It was tragic, you know. And so, I mean, I love, here&#039;s a kid who loves, loves history, you know. And so, and I, and I was having the struggles over my faith and I tried to get into it through the history. And so I went to Navoo when I was 13 and it was just an amazing for me to experience this place where, you know, my ancestors had lived where they had, you know, their house and all this kind of thing as they were trying to build like a perfect society and community. And, you know, they, I, I dreamed of wanting to, I had, I had, when I was on my paper out, I had dreams of how I could create, like how we could make a replica Nabu temple and put it back, you know, and get it rebuilt, you know. So how exciting when I actually did have a replica Nabu temple got built eventually. And um and yet, and yet, and I went home and I built Nabu out of Legos So, you know, in other words, I have like my entire, you know, this entire giant uh city of Nabu at like, because I was so interested in that. But unfortunately, um again, I couldn&#039;t find anything to sink my teeth into the um the only thing out of uh the church history uh that I remember being remotely interested in. Uh and I can even remember when from early morning seminary is uh the one lesson where they actually mentioned that not everybody went west that there were these other churches, there were the strang its and these other groups. And that, and I was like, wow, that&#039;s interesting. What, what is that about? You know? And so uh it was, when then I started doing that family history, I started going around uh the Midwest and visiting church history site sites. That&#039;s when I really started to encounter all the smaller churches. And it was on my 30th birthday when I went to the Kirtland Temple for the very first time that I met members of community of Christ. And so then, um from that, I started also getting involved in the um church history community. And so I started uh uh uh attending the Mormon History Association meetings and the John Whitmer Historical Association meetings. Uh And I also because like you mentioned, I&#039;m a uh have a background in history and also in um map making. I uh very early on uh did a project where I mapped all of the, um, settlement of Caldwell County, which was the latter day Saint County in Missouri at the time of the 1838 Marvin Missouri War. And so I showed up to my first JWH a, um, with a map of that that was like 7 ft long that showed every single piece of property that everybody owned. And so all of these, um, historians whose books I had read, you know, uh like Steve le swe the guy who wrote, you know, the 1838 Mormon War in Missouri, um like Jan Ships, you know, like, uh you know, all of these other just great historians who were there, they&#039;re all like, who&#039;s this guy who&#039;s this guy?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=11m16s 11:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, you just illustrated their, their work. They got to see it in.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=11m21s 11:21]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: And so, and so that was nice for me because I had a nice foray into it right away. And so, um at that very first conference, even uh Jan Ship said, uh to me, you know, I am the incoming president of this association and I would love for you to serve on my, my program committee. And that just kind of brought me directly into uh John Whitmer, uh which is the community of Christ version of the Mormon History Association. And within a couple of years, uh my husband and I, Mike uh were made the directors of the Association and over time, the directors of it. And then, um and later when we retired from that and passed that on, I became the president of the association, but usually it&#039;s an annual historian is the president each year elected annually. And, um, um, anyway, in the, in the course of that, I got to know members of community of Christ very well. And over time, uh at first II, I felt that uh the, the church had made all of these changes that were the kinds of things that Post Mormons are or liberal Mormons even also are constantly complaining about their, the L DS church. And I sort of was kind of listening to them. The internet had just barely started and, and I was uh meeting other former Mormons or inactive Mormons, Post Mormons or liberal Mormons on, on bulletin boards and things like that. And uh and so I was kind of always kind of saying you guys want all these things and this church over here has all these things. Uh maybe, maybe some of you should start joining this other church because it&#039;s already done all the things that you want and your church is never going to do those things no matter how much uh the, the liberal Mormon um fever dream is that it&#039;s just around the corner that all, all, you know, women&#039;s ordination, all these things are gonna happen, they&#039;re not going to happen. And uh and I&#039;m sorry to say that I said that all the way back when I left the church and, you know. You know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=13m20s 13:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. Well, I don&#039;t want, I don&#039;t want to alienate. I mean, I, I&#039;m, I&#039;m up in the air about what should happen, what shouldn&#039;t happen because I&#039;m an active member. But I, but I hear you, I know that a lot of people do. A lot of people do leave the L DS church and go to the community of Christ, seeing it as a good next step. I think that that&#039;s quite common&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=13m41s 13:41]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: and that&#039;s what I tried to get people to have that as an idea. Right. So it really was hardly an idea 20 years ago when I started um promoting that among uh liberal Mormons. And so that&#039;s been&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=13m54s 13:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you, that&#039;s been you. That&#039;s made that,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=13m58s 13:58]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: that bridge. It&#039;s not only me, but I&#039;ve been certainly one of the people who pioneered that. So I kind of like to say that at a certain point. Um You know, there was a bunch of, let&#039;s say liberal, um Americans who say if so and such and such happens, gets elected president again or something like that. I&#039;m moving to Canada, you know, and, and Americans say that all&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=14m18s 14:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the time I was there. I couldn&#039;t see either way. I could stay with either candidate.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=14m24s 14:24]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: Yeah, exactly. So actually it happens both ways. I said liberal, but actually people say they&#039;re moving to Canada either way. So one way or the other. And uh and in this particular case, then we started getting that to the point. Well, you know, people now got to say you started saying, well, if this is this the November policy, I&#039;m joining the community of Christ or something like that, right? And so that became kind of a uh an awareness that is now made I think kind of there and that has now started happening. So there&#039;s actually, yes, lots and lots of um wonderful um member, former members of the L DS church uh have all joined community of Christ. And I&#039;m very happy with what they&#039;re doing and how they&#039;re able to be doing. Um uh having their, having their voice heard, they&#039;re empowered, they&#039;re able to do ministry that they just wouldn&#039;t be welcome in the L DS church because the L DS church is so um intensely programmed. Uh you know, so that everybody is on the same page, you have your manuals, you&#039;re supposed to be um you know, doing this particular thing on this particular Sunday and everybody all around the world has the same formula and that kind of a thing which is AAA way to do a church. And so give you grace is a very different way to do a church, you know, so the kind of uh pre uh correlation style latter day saints where uh essentially the individual congregations like this is my congregation here. I&#039;m coming to you from the uh the church in downtown Toronto, Toronto Center place of the Toronto congregation. And we are, you know, really free and at liberty to do all kinds of stuff. Uh as a, as a congregation. Um that is just, it just would be inconceivable for the L DS church. So for example, we are a um uh incorporated as a charity. It is a, it is a subordinate charity to the, the national Church in Canada. But as a charity, we&#039;re able to do all kinds of our own, you know, our own things, our own budget, elect our own officers, our own priorities, um deciding what we&#039;re, what we&#039;re going to focus on and so forth. So for example, as you mentioned, one of our major programs has been to uh have an online ministry which is, has now become the community of Christ&#039;s largest online ministry.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=16m38s 16:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK. Is that center point? Is it, is it center point that center place, I&#039;m sorry, center place just like in the,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: in the revelation. Uh you know, the place of the city of Zion is, you know, at a spot in, in independence, not, you know, very close to the border or whatever. And the, and the the spot for the temple is that, you know, near the center place or whatever, this is kind of, you know, that that particular revelation from the DNC. So we&#039;re playing off of that when we named, when we named our building here in downtown Toronto, the center place for the Toronto congregation.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. OK. That&#039;s nice. OK. So I, I want, I don&#039;t want to spend too much time on all of this, but I am, I did a um a discussion with a just lovely couple from the restoration branches of the um that broke off from the RL DS church. And um and then I got a little bit of pushback from some members of community of Christ based on. So I, so I wanted to be do a fair representation of the community of Christ. So let me just ask you a few questions about the community of Christ. My understanding and you can tell me if that&#039;s accurate. So my understanding is, is there&#039;s not, you know, there&#039;s kind of a fine line like, like you said, the L DS church is very much um what&#039;s the, I can&#039;t think of the word like franchised in a way like it&#039;s very coordinate, we all do the same things, you know, and then there&#039;s a spectrum and it seems like the community of Christ is very much on the other side of the spectrum where there aren&#039;t even standardized beliefs and ideas. Like it seems that you can, you know, like some people in the community of Christ do hold the book of Mormon to be the word of God and uh and scripture and other people very much do not. And some people hold Joseph Smith to have been a prophet and some hold him to have been, maybe it seems to me a larger portion hold him to be, have been a bit of a Charlatan more than that. Am I understanding that correctly? Like there&#039;s a broad range of beliefs.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So, so we&#039;re non creedle, which means that we don&#039;t have a, um, you don&#039;t have to in order to join the church, say, um, uh, like the, for example, the nicene creed, I believe in one God in three parts and so forth, all that kind of thing. Uh And so that, but that doesn&#039;t mean that we don&#039;t uphold a set of basic beliefs. So community of Christ as a church has uh upholds a set of it even called the basic beliefs. And it also has other other um we also uphold other documents that are sort of like that. And so those include things like our mission initiatives. So we all share uh five mission initiatives and we have nine enduring principles, enduring principles of the restored Gospel. Um But we are not, we&#039;re, we&#039;re especially not legalistic and so when literal. And so in a lot of these cases, um we are interpreting both in terms of the uh description of the, the basic beliefs, but also in our, our mission initiatives and principles, we are interpreting the spirit of all of those as opposed to let&#039;s say literal and legalistic interpretation of that. And so, for example, then we wouldn&#039;t have, I mean, actually, I would even say go back and going back to, let&#039;s say the doctor, uh the uh the word of wisdom, uh I would say if you actually were being legalistic about it and literal, you would, you would actually read it and it would say this is a word of wisdom, not by way of commandment or constraint, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And so we should all be drinking beer and&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: we should all be drinking beer in other words. So it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not, it&#039;s, it&#039;s interpreted legalistically and not literal in the L DS church. And, and as you probably know the history of that, which is that it became uh uh a test of faith in the 20th century, early 20th century after the L DS church abandoned Plym and needed some identity markers and so forth. Um And so, um, you know, like I mentioned Jan Ships when uh she was always tells in her first RL Ds story when she met, uh Bob Flanders is one of the great old um historians of the RL DS church or first RL DS person that she&#039;d ever met. She, she&#039;d had this experience, um you know, being AAA teacher and so forth in Logan, so kind of like uh old timey, you know, L DS times and, and so forth. And so she&#039;s at this conference and Bob Flanders sits down with a, with a, a mug of coffee and she just looks at it like a, like a Mormon whip, like Oh my God, you brought the devil to, you know, to this table. And then Bob Flanders notices that and he looks at her and he says, and he says to her, you&#039;ll notice that. I let coffee get cold before I drink it. Yeah. Yeah, that&#039;s great.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I was like drinking my herbal tea. It&#039;s now I might&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: do so. So what I would just say about that is that so, yeah, there are members of community Chris, I&#039;ve got a great friend, um Ron Romig, who is the former archivist of the church. He baptized me. So he um his interpretation of the word of wisdom is that you shouldn&#039;t uh drink alcohol and coffee and tea and so forth and he doesn&#039;t drink coffee, you know. And so, and he&#039;s a member of the church and that&#039;s his interpretation of it. And I think that that&#039;s, you know, great, you know, um my interpretation of the word of wisdom is that we should look to what um contemporary science is telling us, you know. So there was a, there were folk concerns in this particular case about hot drinks and so forth at the time. Uh And that we should, and then in general, we should be following a principle of doing things that are healthy and, and doing things in moderation and so forth. And so I consider that to be a um I consider that to be words of wisdom still that are, that are appropriate and that informs my, my own spiritual practice and life, right? So, not try, trying not to um uh do things that are immoderate and therefore unhealthy and so forth. Uh But I don&#039;t consider it like this, um, you know, one drop of alcohol or, or drinking a caffeinated coke or whatever it would be in, in other words, a sort of uh uh uh hard rules thing, but rather spirit of thing. And I would say that that&#039;s in general how, how things are going. So in terms of you&#039;re talking about Book of Mormon as scripture, Book of Mormon is scripture and community of Christ. So that is part of our canon of Scripture. So um um not the pearl of Great Price because the pearl of great price is actually a uh a compilation or pamphlet that was put together in, in England by the Brigham Church many decades after. Um the church is split apart. So that&#039;s not part of our canon, but our canon is uh the Bible, Old and New Testament and then uh the Book of Mormon and then the Doctrine and covenants. And we have uh the shared sections that are from uh the nu- up through the NAV period, then the Eld church uh added a whole bunch of other sections that are based on Joseph Smith material in the late 19th century. That&#039;s not part of our doctrine and covenants, but every subsequent.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So you don&#039;t have section 132 anywhere as any. I know that our sections diverge. Yeah. So do you still have the traditional section? 101? You do as 124 I believe. Is that correct? Ok. So that&#039;s like it&#039;s kind of fun to see the differences between our two doctrines and covenant. That&#039;s a fun if anyone wants to do&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: that. Yeah. So DNC 132 like you say, so this is a um the document dates to nu but it was not presented to the church openly in nu um It was presented privately secretly to the high council and so forth, the presiding high council, but it was not um uh it was not brought before a church vote. And so our understanding of what becomes scripture in community of Christ is uh a prophet like um and we recognize Joseph Smith Junior as our founding prophet, the first prophet of the church of community of Christ. Um a prophet uh uh the what, what prophets calling is to bring inspired counsel to the body of the church, the body of the church then meeting in a what you call originally a general conference, what we now call a world conference. Um All of the delegates to that conference are called upon to be prophetic people and to discern whether God is calling us to add that to our canon of scripture. And so I have been a delegate to the world conference before while that we are considering adding inspired counsel to the scriptures. And when that happens, then, then that becomes scripture. And so and so and so that&#039;s how so so when you&#039;re talking about understanding the book of Mormon as scripture or not, we understand it as scripture, but people can understand each individual book and text of scripture in different ways. Then I&#039;d say the more, let&#039;s say literal way. I think that scripture is usually understood in, in the L DS tradition.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So a couple of questions um just quick, like trivia, things are delegates elected by congregations. Is that how the delegates to the conference?&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So specifically though, um so my congregation will send delegates to our, our, what we, the mission level, which is like um um a district or something like that in the L DS tradition. So I&#039;m trying to think of like uh if all the stakes are make up a district or an area or region or something like that. So, um so Eastern Canada is a mission center and so there&#039;s about 43 congregations including mine and we elected delegates to that conference and we&#039;re going to have our conference in a couple of weeks here. And then the conference, the conference, the Eastern Canada Conference elects delegates to the World Conference. So, yes, it&#039;s elected.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So it&#039;s really interesting. Oh, you&#039;re elected as pastor&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: every year. We have an election. And so, um and so it is not like the L DS tradition where the pastors or the bishops or whatever appointed from above, but rather the congregation itself elects its own pastor.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s so interesting. See, it&#039;s so interesting because, like, religion is tricky. Right? I mean, I think the L DS has very much gone to the side of, sort of, I hate to use the word authoritarianism but authoritarianism, you know, like that was kind of the Brigham, my tradition and the community of Christ seems to be almost in some ways, like to my L DS eyes, it looks more like a political organization in a lot of ways. I know that the, like the church became very, you know, liberal politically and, and it&#039;s mostly involved in sort of political movements, not in terms of electing the president. But, you know, like it, it, it has a political cause feel to it and a political um way of. Right. So, so it&#039;s, it&#039;s, I, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know that there&#039;s a right or wrong. It&#039;s interesting to consider the differences, you know. And so, I mean, it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: hard not to make the analogy, right. So the analogy is when you take an organization, so we have a religious, these are two churches, right? So they&#039;re religious organizations and operating uh you know, hopefully on faith and so forth and, and, and with, uh uh right, you know, in good intent on, on the fact on the part participants in the adherence and I think that that&#039;s largely the case for all the members and in these, in these groups. Um But then when you make an analogy to a government, which is different, so then like you say, the one of them will look like, um you know, some kind of an authoritarian oligarchy that is passed on by seniority or something like that through self appointment. And the other one looks like a democracy where, and, and with all the problems of democracy, which is to say that you would have factions and what can be political parties. And when you, um and when you specifically talk to, um uh for example, you, you know, wonderful folks who are, like you say, restoration as people who um parted ways with the main line of the church, maybe in the eighties. Um It, it felt especially at that time period, like there were political factions and one whole faction decided that they couldn&#039;t be part of the, of the body anymore, right? And, um and, and unfortunately, that caused a lot of uh uh uh hurt on both sides the way that all went down. And, um and I, I wasn&#039;t a member of community of Christ at that time, but I have subsequently been, you know, a pastor within the tradition. And so, um I can say that 11 one blessing that we&#039;ve had in my congregation is that um by having our online ministry by, by reaching out by having our services on online every Sunday, people have been able to watch without having the barrier to entry of having to go in a what is an alien church that you&#039;re scared of maybe or mad at or angry about. And so there have actually been um a large number of um people who become restorations at certain points and for whom maybe that wasn&#039;t as their objections weren&#039;t as strong anymore. They&#039;re in the pandemic. They start watching our services and they have rejoined the church. But being by being a member of the Toronto congregation, so that is another distinction between the um community of Christ and the L DS church in the L DS church based on where you live geographically, you are assigned a congregation or award in community of Christ. Again, it&#039;s a um self directed. So the individual member can decide any congregation they want to have their membership with anywhere on the planet. So, so and so, in fact, actually, one of the times the recorder, the world church recorder um will just give us notices that, oh, these people are now members of your congregation, you know, so I&#039;m like, oh, I&#039;ve never heard of them before. So now we have to reach out to, you know, we reach out to them, you know, these folks in Michigan or these other folks that are in Arizona or so forth, are now part of the Toronto Canada um congregation. And so And so our, actually our congregation because of uh movement online, uh the majority of the, the members actually don&#039;t live within driving distance anymore of this um, church facility.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, well, that&#039;s interesting. That makes it a very different thing than the, like I said in our, you know, when I was introducing myself, I serve in the nursery, you know, you can&#039;t serve in the nursery when you&#039;re not meeting. So it&#039;s a very, that, that, that&#039;s, it&#039;s a very different feel, I guess, kind of continuing on from when we had to shut down. So. Ok. Well, thank you for giving that. Um Overall explanation. I think, I think like one of the things I&#039;ve learned, I think that since um maybe this is the reason but, but since many people who are disaffected from the L DS church tend to go into the community of Christ. What I&#039;ve, what I&#039;ve been told is that the Salt Lake community of Christ tends to have a little bit more of an anti Joseph. Like I&#039;ve been told, you shouldn&#039;t judge the whole community of Christ by the flavor in Utah where, where there maybe is a little bit more um more free dismissiveness and criticism of, say Joseph Smith. And you know, because that&#039;s one of the discussion points is um people who anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: well, so, so people can be anywhere. So when I&#039;m saying he is the founding prophet of the church, that doesn&#039;t mean you have to have. So again, we don&#039;t have this um perspective on prophets that that prophets are, are perfect or that prophets are directly talking to God the way um God talk, the way we talk to other people. God doesn&#039;t talk that way. And so, um and so instead, what we&#039;re talking about is everybody, we&#039;re, we&#039;re all called to be prophetic people. Everybody in the tradition is um called to receive personal revelation and so forth. The difference for the prophet is that they have an additional calling, which is to bring inspired counsel to the church. And then the church decides whether or not it, it&#039;s going to become scripture. But uh but, but that doesn&#039;t mean that they are perfect in their, in their personal lives. And so people in community of Christ are all over the place and everywhere, all over the place. And so, um and so people have had to come to terms with uh with what we call the new Mormon history, right? And so up until um up until the middle of the 20th century, when Von Brodie wrote uh you know, her biography, no man knows my history. Um There really had been almost no um there had been almost no actual like historians who&#039;d done uh surveys of the movement. And so a lot of uh not trained historians anyway. And so there had been um uh in the L DS church, what we call, you know, you have church historians but, and we had church historians in the RL DS church, but these are not people who were trained in the academic discipline of history. And so they&#039;re really what we would probably call Antiquarians, uh, which is to say they, they are collecting well or apologist to. And so, and so, you know, in other words, they&#039;re collecting, um, old stuff and they&#039;re combining it together. Um, and, uh, and, and then, and they&#039;re telling the story, they understand it and, and so forth. And, um, and, and in general, those, none of those, mostly those folks, I&#039;m not gonna say none, mostly those folks are, are, are coming from a position of, of earnestness and they&#039;re telling it like, um they believe it. And so so in general where people are not being um uh on, you know, uh deliberately deceitful. And so, uh and that, and that starts to change um when, so when there&#039;s a huge transformation in, in all of North American society at the end of World War Two, when, when suddenly, you know, the GIS come home, they&#039;re uh they&#039;re sent to colleges on the G I Bill and so forth and suddenly you go from a population where um whatever it would have been 3% or something like that of the population had a college degree to where we are now where, you know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s like three quarters or something like that. And, and so as a result of that, that changes. Um the number of people, for example, who have had uh training, for example, in the academic discipline of history. And that&#039;s where we get for the very first time I mentioned Jan Ships, um and Bob Flanders, you know, meeting at the beginning of the um the organization of the Mormon History Association, which is, which happens at that same time period, you know, the late sixties, the early seventies, John Whitmer is that that old as well. So suddenly you have people who are trained in this and when that happens, then you suddenly have actual history as opposed to antiquarian memory and, and sacred story that had had developed, you know, and, and unfortunately, um people weren&#039;t equipped for it and the early historians um because they were encountering uh such an entrenched vision of a sacred story, an identity myth that people that we had built up both in the RL DS church and in the L DS church because of those identity myths that are so central to how we understand ourselves because those are kind of rooted in the past, what we understand to be history but not, but not academic history. Then unfortunately, those were um susceptible to the actual uh the actual work of academic historians who unfortunately tended to be debunkers as a result, you know. And so von Brody is not writing her, her gray as a um with a pastoral care to the Mormon people. So you know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. OK. That makes so, ok, there&#039;s so many, so many things I want to talk about. So I guess, um we can start with a couple of points of agreement that I think that we have. And then I do wanna talk a little bit just going a little bit to the historians craft because I think that&#039;s an interesting discussion to have and then, and then maybe we can go on to talking specific about Joseph&#039;s polygamy. And so, so one thing I think that we do agree on that um that you mentioned is that we both think 132 for the most part is quite deplorable. And that polygamy as a whole is awful and was never of God, right? So I&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: agree with that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK, so I, I like that, I like that there were some things that we agreed on and then as I was watching the presentations, um a couple of other things that we agree on is I think you did acknowledge that um contemporary evidence is important to establish the truth of stories. And, and I think agree that contemporary evidence um is more highly prioritized than legal reminiscences in general. And um especially if there&#039;s um logical problems with the story, like you use the example of the, the women breaking up their China to put in on the, on the Kirtland Temple. And those are nice later reminiscences, but they&#039;re not historically accurate for several reasons. Right? And because there&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: are always about that because because because everyone loves the Kirtland Temple China story.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I actually loved hearing it wasn&#039;t true. They were already so poor and why break China? Like you said, they like put some shards of metal in it.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Yeah. So no, I mean that&#039;s the idea. I think the truth of that story is that they sacrificed everything to build that and they sacrificed so much that they, they literally went bankrupt and they, they lost everything and they had to name Joseph and his, he had to flee Ohio for, for debts and so forth. And, um, and that&#039;s certainly true. So my, my great, great, great grandparents, like I said, who were, who helped build it. They, they were loyalists. And so they moved to Far West with, um, with Joseph and Sydney. And, um, anyway, and so they lost everything too. They had to start all over again, you know. So, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so that was just an example of like the, the point I want to make was that contemporary evidence. I agree is much more, um is, is very important when we&#039;re trying to seek historical truth. And, and then, um, I&#039;ve really liked this quote, you said, nor should historians have conclusion driven, conclusion, driven apologetics where one starts with the conclusion first and then cherry picks the evidence to insist that because something is impossible to disprove it might have happened. And, um, I think that that is so accurate. And what&#039;s interesting is as I&#039;ve gone on this journey because, you know, two years ago, I very, less than two years ago, I very much believe that Joseph was the originator of polygamy and I very much don&#039;t believe that anymore. And so it&#039;s interesting to come to it from this direction and see what seems to be that happening on the other side at this point. That&#039;s, that&#039;s been my perspective. So that&#039;s why I really wanted to talk about it. And another thing that I like that you said is primary contemporary accounts. I guess this is my summation of what you said, I&#039;m not quoting you primary contemporary account should be prioritized over later accounts and that we need to take into consideration bias and motive when we&#039;re evaluating accounts. And I, and, and then what I wanted to add that I think you would agree with is that if we do have any elements of sort of tangible and like tangible proof, hard physical evidence, that should be very high priority because that&#039;s not subject to fraud or bias or anything like that. And then, and then I think that that should include things like when we can show a pattern of bias, forgery, falsehood, you know, that that should play into it. And I think we should also consider lack of evidence when we would very much expect to find evidence, especially when we do find it in the in in very similar situations with other people. Those are&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: like negative evidence is like you&#039;re saying. So even when you have negative evidence is still evidence. So for example, um when we are evaluating, let&#039;s say the, the Christmas story that exists in the gospel of Matthew, so Matthew uh in creating that account, uh tells a story that her the great massacres, all of the Children in the area around Bethlehem. Uh and, and, and where there&#039;s no evidence of that in any other source, it&#039;s only, it&#039;s the only found in Matthew that is not found in any other Christian source, any other source. And unfortunately, that story, you know, it was just a huge thing to have happened, you know, you&#039;re killing all hundreds, at least of kids, right? And um and what we do have, unfortunately, so that why this is why I&#039;m using this as an example of negative evidence. We have um a very detailed uh unusually detailed accounts of um that kind of time period in Judea Palestine because of the work of Josephus who wrote such an elaborate history of uh including the Herod, the great time period and is no fan of Herod, the great. So, so he is very, very eager to tell all kinds of um rotten stories about Harrod. So it&#039;s not a propagandist for Herod who would be um who would be hiding that kind of a thing. And so historians uh are all pretty universally agreed there. Um I would say all no apologetic, sorry. So again, whenever you&#039;re getting into things about, about religion, unfortunately, there are a whole bunch of um let&#039;s say people who are, who are accredited scholars who are, let&#039;s say Christian who are trying to um who would, who would like to have as much of the gospel account be real as possible, who might argue in favor of that because all we&#039;re talking about in this case, we&#039;re just talking about negative evidence, right? But the negative evidence is pretty overwhelming in that case that if that had happened, we would have some kind of confirmation somewhere. And, and instead, what we can say is the author of Matthew is attempting to um craft that gospel in order to make it mirror the Torah to make it mirror the five books of Moses. And, and what and how, how is Moses, you know, the Moses story uh you know, again begins with a massacre of innocence as Moses is put upon the river.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. II, I hadn&#039;t studied that one. So that&#039;s really interesting. I think that&#039;s a great, that&#039;s a perfect example of what we&#039;re talking about. You. If you, if you don&#039;t find evidence that you should find, then you can hold something in, in something becomes more suspect than it would otherwise be. And I do want to say also, I just have to push back a little bit on saying that it&#039;s religious historians. I just think it&#039;s people because I think it&#039;s about belief and I think that belief goes way beyond religion. Often. There are scientific beliefs that people argue that, you know, like, like evidence is different than belief and it shows up everywhere. So I have to cut the, the religious people.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Well, I&#039;m just going to say, I mean, it&#039;s not just them, I&#039;m just saying in that particular case, that&#039;s where you can see an agenda but behind some of those guys. Um But, but, but I agree with you that it doesn&#039;t, it does not only religious at all because actually one of my major, um one of the major people that I end up arguing with, uh uh uh because I, I do, I also have studied a lot, the, um the historical Jesus, right? And so there is a, um all historians of the historical Jesus agree that there was a historical Jesus. So that is a, um we have sufficient evidence that everyone who has looked into this question with one exception. So, so here&#039;s the problem. So in other, so there is a guy who is accredited, in other words, he&#039;s got a, you know, a degree of phd and so forth and he um is a promoter on youtube of the idea that Jesus didn&#039;t exist. It&#039;s a myth that people later made up and it is a very popular thing for what I would say, a bunch of post Christians would like everything to be a total fraud or something like that. And so, and so they, they get it in their head and they think, oh, that&#039;s a great idea. I want to believe that and it sounds very compelling as he&#039;s saying all those things. Um, and so, and, and so I personally, he&#039;s not religious, he&#039;s an atheist. Now, in other words, I, I personally also see that in this particular case that the only way you can come to this conclusion is that it&#039;s agenda driven. Um in other words, an apologetic position because it is so clearly not, we have the evidence. There&#039;s, you know, that&#039;s just, it&#039;s not, you can&#039;t draw this conclusion from the historical evidence, you know, that there was no,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: yeah, that&#039;s, that&#039;s a good example of it. So, yeah, that&#039;s, it&#039;s so OK, so moving forward, I think the place where we disagree is that from what I understand? Um I, I, like I have now come to believe that Joseph Smith actually was not the originator of polygamy and was not involved in it. And I, it seems to me that you think that that is not a reasonable um that it, it&#039;s not reasonable to conclude that based on the evidence. And so, so that&#039;s what I think would be an interesting. Did I say that accurate? No, no, no. Yeah. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: not only just not reasonable, but I&#039;m just saying that all historians who have looked at it. So there&#039;s a total historical consensus. In other words, historians have weighed in on this. And Joseph Smith is the originator or in the minimum. Joseph Smith is participating in polygamy even if you so originator, you know, we, we there may be some wiggle room on that. But, and so, so for example, when I&#039;m talking about the existence of Jesus as a historical figure that doesn&#039;t bring in on to it. Did he walk on water or all that kind of thing? That is not, that&#039;s not the question, you know, but just the existence that is 100% where, you know, not 100%. But anyway, all all historians of the question, um think the mythic, this position is a joke. And so in this particular case, the evidence for Joseph Smith&#039;s participation in polygamy in nu is uh is so overwhelming that all, all historians are agreed about it. And so, and so that&#039;s what, that&#039;s what I&#039;m arguing. And so there&#039;s not a place about. And so I appreciate that in the L DS tradition, especially, you know, and I talked about this, we, when we, when we were um even talking about our, our, our identity myths, our sacred stories that we have told that um in the L DS tradition, there has been a um an idea that, that pa the past is a place where we are allowed to have beliefs about it in other words, or rather that that&#039;s where we should have that our faith can be resting on beliefs about the past. Um And, and, but that&#039;s not where I would argue as a pastor in the latter day saint tradition movement that we should ever be. For me, that&#039;s um for us that is like building um building our house upon the sand of history. And then when the historians come in and tell you, you know, the, the storm rages and everything like that our, our house of faith is going to collapse or it has or it&#039;s gonna get so, um or it&#039;s gonna get so eaten out and worn under that, that you end up with this, um let&#039;s say limited geography book of Mormon theory where the nephites are 1220 people living in some cave in Guatemala because you&#039;re trying to preserve the, the possibility that it&#039;s actually historical. And so you misread the entire text, which is, which is a, which is a hemispheric um understanding, you know, of the, of the, with when it was written in order to try to preserve it. That&#039;s like saying there was not a universal flood, there was a historical Noah, but he only got on a boat in one little tiny place. And there were maybe only, you know, not, you know, in other words, it wasn&#039;t all the animals or whatever you want. You&#039;re so desirous of making it historical that you lose the meaning of it. And so that&#039;s why I would say instead that, that as a people of faith, we should be building, you know, our testimonies, you know, on the rock and that is, you know, our relationship to God and to Christ and so forth and not having, um, not building our faith on history. So that would just be my argument.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. So there&#039;s a lot I want to get into that. I, I want to first ask you a question because um I think, I think this would be interesting to me to hear you answer because as I said, I did just up until recently, even after I had studied polygamy. And III, I mentioned that I believed fervently in polygamy for most of my life and then started studying it in the scriptures. And the scriptures are what convinced me was never of God. Despite the fact that my grandmother was a polygamist, you know, in the L DS church&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: post my ancestors too, by the way, polygamist. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. And so, and so, but I still, you know, thought, of course, it was Joseph Smith. I just, he was wrong. And that&#039;s fine. And my perspective was that was why he was allowed to be killed if you know, and I, and I was willing to struggle with Joseph Smith and be like, you know, that&#039;s fine. I value the book of Mormon. That doesn&#039;t mean I have to think that Joseph Smith is a great guy. It&#039;s kind of where I was based on polygamy and some other things, right? And so it&#039;s been my step. So I guess my question is I sorry, I should get to the question. Why do you think that this um I don&#039;t know if I should call it a movement but this perspective is growing so quickly um among particularly L DS people. I don&#039;t know, I don&#039;t know beyond just my community. But in my, in the L DS community, this um perspective that Joseph was not involved in polygamy, but fought it is growing exponentially. And I&#039;m curious to know why you think that is.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Um So there&#039;s a couple of reasons I think, why, why it&#039;s growing so fast. So, one is the L DS church um when it became an anti polygamist church, which was not in 1890 in 1890 it became or whatever with the manifesto, the official declaration. Number one, it became again a we are lying about polygamy, uh you know, church, you know, and so it is only with uh the second manifesto and especially the third and final manifesto in the early 20th century that um that the L Ds church actually became an anti polygamist church. And then when it became an anti polygamist church, the L DS church, you know, went all out in a lot of cases and tried to, you know, um attack everybody who was continuing to be polygamist and, and trying to get them rounded up and arrested and, and it&#039;s, and it still continues to be that and it also uh purged its history of all of this stuff. So it&#039;s, this was not in the manuals, you know, it&#039;s not in the movies if you, if you go and, and you look at the, all of the, the phony history that the L DS church presents of itself all the time, like when, in terms of the Statue Gardens, when you&#039;re just trying to, you know, it&#039;s like, it&#039;s almost like you&#039;re trying to make it. Um you&#039;re trying to make history, you know, really be the way it is and you, and you make it, make it in bronze there, you know, and so it&#039;s just, it&#039;s just Joseph and Emma, you know, and, and, and that&#039;s going to be true for everybody that doesn&#039;t, you know, the, the teachings of the prophet Brigham Young is also not talking about all of all of his wives, you know, and so forth. And so it is, it, it got purged all, all, all across. So it&#039;s not just about Joseph Smith and, and, and Ju and Brigham Young and uh everybody from Brigham Young to Wilfred Woodruff, you know, are, are in the period of time when the L DS church was openly living polygamy and, uh and was, you know, publishing it and so forth and, and pronouncing it and that it could never stop. So anyway, in other words, it was very open but it went to hiding it. Right. And so I grew up in the L DS church in the, in the seventies. Um I remember, uh, as a first grader, you know, some, some kid in, I lived in New Jersey, some kid asked me, oh, you&#039;re a Mormon. How many, how many moms do you have? And I&#039;m like, what are you talking about, kid? What are you talking about? I never, you know, and I, like, I went, I went home and I asked my mom about this. Is it true that uh that, you know, Mormons, you know, whatever were polygamous and things like that. And she says, she says, yes, uh it&#039;s true and we, our, our ancestors were polygamous, but we are always descended from the first wife. And I&#039;m like, this wasn&#039;t a question that I had, you know what I mean? This was not a concern that I had, you know, are we from the first wife? I&#039;m like, what? You know, so I mean, not only got this confirmation, you know what I mean again? Because it&#039;s not something, I mean, I was like a studious kid, you know, ultimately, you know, on my way to be the deacon Squire present all those kind of things, you know, so I was aware of all this stuff, very active Mormon kid, but I&#039;ve never heard of any of this stuff. And so, and so it was, it was only then like, I say when I confronted my mom and then I actually not only had that transmission that we actually descended, my, my grandparents and great grandparents, not grandparents, but anyway, great, great, great grandparents and so forth were polygamous. But there was even this transmission of what must have been a Utah cultural bias, you know, about which way are you from and so forth because that, that got transmitted down to me as a kid in the seventies even. So. Um So I guess what I would say is that, that why is this taken off now? So because on the one hand, um there has been a purging of this from the L DS church history in a way that actually people in the community of Christ are, are shocked by, they&#039;re like, what, how is it that all of these Mormons don&#039;t know that, you know, that Joseph was a, was a polygamist, don&#039;t they always beat that over our heads with that? In other words? So we&#039;ve never in community price in the RL DS church. We&#039;ve never had the shift that Mormons have all made where they have purged this out of their collective memory. We never had, we never got on that page that we knew that that was happening. And I&#039;ll tell you, we, we don&#039;t, we&#039;re not um up to date on a lot of stuff in, in, in the congregation. So a dear um lady here who uh we had a an L DS member that she was, uh, who was also a member of our church. He was a dual citizen and every, and he would keep on getting kicked out of his congre his Mormon ward when he would, because he wouldn&#039;t give up coffee and then he&#039;d come and hang out with us, but then he would get bored of us because he wanted to talk more about the book of Mormon and stuff like that. Anyway, so then you go back and every time you go back, um um this lady from my congregation um wanted to come up with all the old polemics about why Briga mis were wrong. And so she comes at me with, OK, well, tell me all about Adam God, the Adam God theory. And I&#039;m like, no, that won&#039;t help. You know that there is, we still, we still haven&#039;t got the memo that, that, that the L DS church doesn&#039;t have Adam God anymore. So, you know, and so anyway, so that, that&#039;s kind of where we&#039;re at. So what I would say is that&#039;s how, that&#039;s how that&#039;s happened. And then, and then most recently what happened um in the same way that I kind of suggested to you that uh one person who is very active as a blogger or on the internet in podcasts and things like that can introduce into a people, hey, if this and this happens, uh I&#039;m leaving the L DS church and moving to community of Christ, you know, if, uh, in that same way, um, a couple handful of people back in the early two thousands, like Rock Waterman and, and Denver Snuffer, um, got a hold of some old RL DS antiquarian stuff, non his history. And, um, uh, well, if you&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: talking about the prices, books, the prices, books, those were actually the first volume was published in 2000. So those weren&#039;t old. I mean, I can see that you&#039;re saying they were Antiquarian in their procedure from your perspective, but they&#039;re not old like, OK,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: so Joseph is published in 2000, you&#039;re saying?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. Right. And&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: so what I would say, it&#039;s all that is based on the RL Ds Antiquarian claims. So they, they, they published a new book that, that pulls that all together what the old RL Ds Antiquarian claims are. So, in other words, it&#039;s not a historian book. It isn&#039;t dealing with the historical evidence at all. It&#039;s a, um it&#039;s a polemic book that is based on old RL Ds polemics that all community of Christ historians understand are not legitimate. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK, so I have a super a ton of questions there. So um so OK, I do want to respond but first I have to say like, like I know in our exchanges and in your presentation, I heard you say, um quite, you know, quite fervently and repeatedly that all historians agree and what I find interesting there as I was thinking about it. I, so in the L DS tradition and I think this has been different in the community of Christ tradition. But we have what I see as an unfortunate idea that, you know, that is still somewhat with us that once the prophets have spoken, the thinking has been done, right? And I, and I kind of hear echoes of that in this, once the historians have spoken, the thinking has been done. It&#039;s, it&#039;s a very similar kind of priestly class because as I look at it, see, I, I very much disagree with why this is growing so fast because I know my experience and I know those who I&#039;ve been in connection with and it&#039;s, we, all of us were absolutely knew about polygamy and absolutely knew about Joseph&#039;s polygamy. I never didn&#039;t know that Joseph was a polygamist and um and it&#039;s actually been things like the Joseph Smith papers and it&#039;s been this evidence pouring out that is available to us. Now, that wasn&#039;t before. That has really been impactful. Like when someone um shares something um that, that&#039;s impactful. It&#039;s not a claim from, from, it&#039;s not some polemics or as you, you know, like it&#039;s not something the price is said, it might be something that the prices showed. But even there, we have a lot more now than when the prices started doing their work. And in fact, um I haven&#039;t read fully the prices books but, um, people have sent me quotes from them or different pages from them or told me things to look up or, you know, I think the prices have just gathered things that were written earlier. I mean, in addition to, to their own things like by Edmund Briggs or, I mean, by Jason Briggs or, um, and Edmund, you know, and other writers and their claims have actually often been proven out by the Joseph Smith papers or the complete discourses of Brigham Young. And that&#039;s been fascinating to me to see that in many ways, those are better um anchored by evidence by source work than um than the L DS claims that I was raised in. And so that&#039;s what&#039;s really been the transition for me is like, like I, so when, when now, when I&#039;m told historians agree, I&#039;m like, well, let&#039;s not just talk about consensus, let&#039;s talk about this source and let&#039;s talk about this source and that I find to be more valuable,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: right? But that&#039;s not a academically rigorous approach. So I appreciate that nonspecialists when they um get a hold of some source or other want to look at it and say, oh, well, this one, I can make this explanation about why I don&#039;t think this is uh why I don&#039;t think that this piece of evidence works because I think uh that this guy, I don&#039;t believe this particular guy. And then, and then you&#039;ve, you&#039;ve dealt with that one in isolation and say, well, I don&#039;t listen to anything that William Law says or whatever. And so then now you&#039;re gonna say, well, um, now I&#039;m looking at this source, oh, I also don&#039;t believe anything that William Clayton is writing and, and so forth. Um, but I, but that&#039;s not, um, that&#039;s not how, uh, you look at evidence as a preponderance of evidence from the historical perspective. That is kind of a one on one as you are seeing some particular uh I don&#039;t know, statement in the Joseph Smith papers or whatever it would be. You&#039;re listening to the uh uh the revelation did it, did it uh dictated to Neil K Whitney. And you think that now Neil K Whitney is a, a liar always. And so he&#039;s making this up, you know, later and, and to support Brigham Young or something like that, you know, each individual, one of those things is uh um this is an apologetic uh way of dealing with evidence as it comes up one by one by one by one as you&#039;re looking at all that kind of thing. And so that&#039;s where I would say it&#039;s different.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK, I hear you. I think I see. I&#039;m glad we&#039;re talking because my hope is that maybe it can be beneficial for both of us to kind of understand more about the other side because I do want to understand more about this historical perspective and why historians are sort of the, the gatekeepers of truth in a way. Right? And I think maybe it would be, and maybe I misstated that. I&#039;m sorry if I said&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: just historical truth,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: historical truth. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: I mean, so for example, there&#039;s a, there&#039;s a beautiful city in, oh, I&#039;m sorry, I, I&#039;m sorry, I keep interrupting you. So I&#039;m just so II I love, um, I&#039;m just talking about how I love n, and I love this part of our ancestral heritage of going and trying to build utopia together, right? And so there&#039;s a city in Illinois called Zion Illinois where a group of people got together. Um And they built a much more impressive uh city of Zion with a plot that had centered around a temple lot. Uh and they had built a giant Tabernacle there. And uh it was a church in the late 19th century. And um and that church, that community became very famous in the 19 twenties because one of their doctrines was that the world is flat. And so they advertised in, in popular mechanics. Anybody who could prove that the world is not flat, they&#039;ll give them a million dollars or something like that. But I mean, there was no way to prove it because you can&#039;t ever prove it to the satisfaction of these guys because they&#039;ve already decided that it is. And so, and so in that case, the keepers of truth, in that case would be uh geologists geographers, you know, physicists and so forth. And so, because that would be a belief that is a religiously based belief, um, that, that particular church group had, they&#039;ve since given up that belief. But, um, but in any event that was, it&#039;s, it&#039;s so, that&#039;s what I would say. Historians unfortunately are in a position of sometimes, and sometimes they&#039;re doing it gleefully. II, I disapprove of historians who are just going around and debunking things and who are trying to tell people. No, this can&#039;t, you know, this didn&#039;t happen in order to like debunk the I don&#039;t never told that story about Kirtland Temple to debunk it. I, what I always am trying to do with everybody um is, is share additional insight so that we can understand our faith in a richer way, you know, so that we can. So, so I&#039;ve come back to this, knowing all of these things about the historical problems and yet that has caused me to be want to be part of uh of a church that is approaching its history with integrity. And isn&#039;t just saying, um man, I&#039;m never putting that, I love the David and Goliath story. You know, where this young stripling, you know, shepherd boy with so much faith is able to fight the giant off with. Uh and I&#039;m never putting in the story where he then uh just kills his servant Uriah the Hittite in order to because he&#039;s already had an adulterous affair with the guy&#039;s wife. You know. So in other words, there, we, that&#039;s in the Bible. You know what I mean? Even though it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not historical anyway. Go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, so just like, like I very much value truth. I think that the truth is always the best thing no matter what. So I&#039;m just about wanting to find the truth. Like I said, I was deeply committed to polygamy. I&#039;m on record teaching that polygamy was a beautiful thing and that cost me a lot to change and come out publicly and say no polygamy was never of God. And a and a similar process happened when I came out and said, OK, Joseph was not a polygamist. And so I&#039;m just caring about truth and the thing that I think is um good to like, like I think if you&#039;re not able to understand us, you&#039;re not able to speak to us. And, and so when I hear you kind of represent what you think we&#039;re doing, it feels very much like straw men to me because that is not at all representative of what I do, what I&#039;ve been doing or what other people that I know. You know, we&#039;re definitely not taking one point in isolation trying to debunk. We&#039;re trying to look at the totality and find the various sources that this um that this perspective, this narrative is built on and see if they stand up to scrutiny and see what sources have been neglected because that&#039;s what seems to me has been happening very much. Like I have so many examples I could go to. But um let me, let me ask you this one just quickly. Have you seen the, and I, and I should have it to show you. I can look it up if you need me to. But the um October 5th entry in, in Joseph Smith&#039;s journal. And um have you, have you seen the edits in that through? Do you know which one I&#039;m talking&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: about? I&#039;m not, I&#039;m not, I&#039;m not sure where precise. So you&#039;re saying William Clayton is like taking a journal. Is that what it is?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: October 5th? Oh my gosh, is the 1843 I believe the entry in Joseph Smith&#039;s journal done by, I believe Willard Richards. And so, um, so are you familiar with that? Have you seen?&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Probably, but I mean, you have to point out but I&#039;m not familiar with, I know that some of the entries in the journal um have indications that are that, that something&#039;s going on, you know, they, they&#039;re obfuscating a little bit about um you know what some of Joseph&#039;s because they, they don&#039;t want, you know, they&#039;re keeping an official record here. But in some cases, people have pointed to journal entries and said that this is hiding a liaison or something like that. And so, and so that&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: let me, let me tell you this one and I&#039;m a little bit hesitant to share it because I don&#039;t want it to. Um I don&#039;t want you to think this is the one piece of evidence that I&#039;m glomming onto. You know, this is&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: one, no, one piece of evidence is that, that&#039;s not how it works, you know. So it doesn&#039;t, nothing is hanging on one piece of evidence one way or the other.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, what&#039;s interesting. So, yes, October 5th, 1843 the we can see this now that we have access to the Joseph Smith papers. We were all raised with Joseph Smith saying I have always said no man shall have but one wife unless I say so for there&#039;s only one man in authority that was in our manuals, we always read that. That&#039;s what Joseph Smith quoted to say that he had evidence that Joseph taught polygamy in the RL DS L DS debate discussions and debates in, in those letters. And so, but if you look at the original journal entry and, and I&#039;m not claiming that Joseph Smith&#039;s journals are perfect or anything, but this is a very interesting little tidbit. The original entry says evening at home, walked up and down with scribe and gave instructions to try those who were preaching, teaching the doctrine of plurality of wives on this law. Joseph forbids it and the practice thereof, no man shall have but one wife, that&#039;s the original entry. And then you can see the, the um the edits over time as it was changed and then what it became and you can see the different handwriting, you can see the cross out, you can see things left in. And we have on record many, many um accounts of Brigham Young, sitting with the historians that he appointed, saying that they were editing the history, right? Creating the history, like the things they cut out and the things that they added. So that entry became evening at home and walked up and down the street with my scribe, gave instructions to try those persons who were preaching, teaching or practicing the doctrine of plurality of wives. This is the part that we always read for according to the law, I hold the keys of this power in the in the last days. For there is never but one on earth at a time on whom the power and its keys are conferred. And I have constantly said no man shall have but one wife at a time unless the Lord directs otherwise. And so that became that that was added in by Brigham Young. Yes, and that&#039;s one piece. But, but that pattern continually emerges. I have myself looked at four at least different documents and there are so many more that do this exact same thing that add these subtle little changes or alterations that are highly concerning, right? And I, and I don&#039;t think I, I don&#039;t think that, I mean, that&#039;s just as I said 11 of many examples that isn&#039;t adequately dealt with or even acknowledged by the like. So for me, when I hear this historical consensus, I think the historical cons consensus is outdated because as you said, it started kind of with Von Brodie and grew from there. Right. But Von Brodie knew that Children were an essential part of this argument. And she named many, many Children of Joseph Smith in her book that we now know she was wrong on all of those. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: but ok, but no, it&#039;s not, not an essential thing, but she was using that as a as what she thought was additional proof based on, based on several of the women, you know, there were some indications that they thought that that kid was Joseph Smith&#039;s kid. And so in some cases, but in other cases, they were just some surmises. But in any event, I appreciate that. Yes, there is a uh there, the story is, is partially modeled because of competing RL Ds and L Ds apologetics. So, so because Joseph Smith the third promoted his particular view about uh Brigham Young being the originator of polygamy um that caused the Brigham Church and Brigham Young specifically to want to have lots of counter and competing evidence. And my view of Brigham Young is that he is a, a scoundrel, a liar, a bigot, a um a murderous person. He was a uh unindicted felon co conspirator. And after the fact that the minimum with the Mountain Meadows massacre. But is actually, I think the blood is sort of on his hands even though he didn&#039;t personally necessarily order it to happen the way it actually happened. But he set the events in motion, I would say. And so could he, would he have told his, you know, his historians or would people who are in his, um, his orbit have, uh, doctored stuff to make it even better and so forth and also to um to bolster his claims, of course. So that so, so yes, individual, individual uh evidence has to be read in light of the biases for those sources. So that&#039;s how when I&#039;m reading um Brigham Young because I have, I have very negative feelings about Brigham Young and I don&#039;t think that he was a good leader and all these kind of things. And so, and so II, I tend to be skeptical of things that he is saying because you have to read into it his own um his own claims and his own agenda in the same way that um II, I would wait the same way John C Bennett stuff as I write Brigham Young stuff, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Sure. OK. So one thing I want to point out this journal entry was changed long before the RL DS claims it was changed early on. II, I wanna say before the 1852 before 132 was presented, I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t say that for&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: sure. The very first edition of evidence, like the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: very first edition of the church history included that, like, what it, what I have seen is that from the very beginning Brigham Young set on a course to alter the history to make it appear that Joseph was a polygamous like and, and what&#039;s interesting is when I hear you say um your negative feelings about Brigham Young and, and how untrustworthy he is and yet you completely agree with his narrative. So that&#039;s interesting to me because like William Clayton, the more I read of him, the more problems, tremendous problems I see with his account, I, I just did an episode um two times ago on the, the second part of the expositor. So it&#039;s not that I&#039;m just trying to throw out William Law, for example, I&#039;m trying to get in and see what can we verify these claims on either side. And then I just did an episode last week where a guy named Jeremy Hoop who&#039;s done a lot of work in this area showed the William Law diaries and I think really came as close as you can come to proving that they were not contemporaneous, but that they were later productions just like I believe that section 132 is. And so um so, so here, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: go ahead for William Law though. I mean, William Clayton, I&#039;m sorry, I thought you were saying&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: William Clayton&#039;s journal because William Clayton desperately wanted to be in with Brigham Young. You know, he was a Brigham. Absolutely. And so it&#039;s fascinating to me that while you have all these problems with Brigham Young, you completely agree with his narrative and the native created by those.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So for example, he says that he had, you know, he said, for example, says that he has keys. Uh you know, let&#039;s feel like they&#039;re putting that&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: key native on polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: OK. But his narrative on polygamy is not merely his narrative. So we are talking about in all of these other, other factions that are also consonant and agree with this. So again, people who went off to become strang its who are absolutely opposed to Brigham Young, they also testified in the same way, the people who became white, its people who again, they are not in favor of Brigham Young people who left the movement altogether uh or people who became Rigdon Nights. Uh people who are all opposed to Brigham Young, their stories are also, you know, you know, bringing back to the same thing that polygamy is being practiced in nu it&#039;s authorized by J Smith, whoever the originator of it is, it is not as something that makes any sense for all of these enemies of Brigham Young, if he somehow is the originator of it. And this is a secret cabal that he is running that um that Joseph is somehow fighting. Uh it, it it&#039;s, it, it&#039;s not all his faction that have done it. It&#039;s all the factions who, who go back, look back to this, everybody, uh, mcclellan who is already left, you know, he comes in, uh, and talks to Emma and Emma, you know, confirms all of this that has happened.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So that&#039;s one thing I wanted to get into because I, I would somewhat disagree with your framing of that. I would say that, um the, the categories it looks like to me and I haven&#039;t studied this universally, but it&#039;s sort of enemies of Joseph from all different camps from various ways or brims. And, and I know that there were several sects that um pursued polygamy, like, for example, James Strang. And um anyway, someone else I was going to mention, but I, I don&#039;t think that&#039;s mysterious. I don&#039;t think it&#039;s hard to understand why. Um Well, that&#039;s something we can get into later. But why religious leaders tend to pursue polygamy is very, it doesn&#039;t have to have been taught them by Joseph Smith. It&#039;s a very natural thing for religious leaders to do as we can see from history, which in a way makes me that much more, I guess, surprised and impressed that Joseph Smith didn&#039;t do that. And I know that we disagree on that. But as I look at it, I&#039;m like, wow, he was a better guy than I thought that&#039;s been my take on it. I, this is my this is my belief on polygamy and also blood atonement like men in power don&#039;t like restraints, right? If, if you have unrestrained power, unrestrained money, you shouldn&#039;t be restrained to one woman, wife&#039;s eight. Like that&#039;s a restraint. You can&#039;t have men in the world like athletes, politicians, business owners, movie stars don&#039;t have to worry about that. In general. They can have all the partners that they want. Religious men have a cons restraint that they need to find a way to get around. Right. So I think polygamy happens very naturally as God approved. Lack of restraint, one important area, just like I think blood atomic is&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: similar. We agree claimed God approved not really got approved.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. Exactly. Yes. It&#039;s like if you&#039;re going to be a religious leader and not have that restraint, God has to approve it somehow and polygamy is the way that that happens. Just like I think if you are Brigham Young and there&#039;s someone who&#039;s very annoying to you and you need to get rid of them, you need blood atonement so it can be God approved. Um shedding people&#039;s blood, right? I, I haven&#039;t done my episodes on blood atonement yet, but I, I have researched it extensively. So anyway, so I don&#039;t think it&#039;s that surprising that that other religious leaders pursued polygamy and I haven&#039;t seen where Jacob Strang said that Joseph taught it to him. Maybe I haven&#039;t, maybe I&#039;ve&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: strang didn&#039;t, was an outsider and so he wasn&#039;t, he didn&#039;t touch James Strang was an outsider. And so he wasn&#039;t told what I&#039;m saying is people who became strang who were insiders um still, still continue to testify that it was Joseph who, who had had taught it. And that&#039;s what eventually convinced Strang who was initially an opponent of polygamy when he gathered enough insiders around him, then he um was persuaded to it. But he originally was, he originally actually had been a major opponent of polygamy because he was an outsider. You know, so unlike even though he had a very successful uh counterclaim to Brigham Young, it wasn&#039;t from being an insider. It was because um Brigham Young wasn&#039;t claiming to be a prophet. And so here, here was a guy who was saying, I&#039;m a prophet, I&#039;ve been appointed by an angel and so forth. I, I&#039;ve got plates and things and so that became something that gathered people to him. And so for example, William Smith, who had been taught polygamy from his brother, who was continuing to act&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: as a polygamy. I haven&#039;t seen, I haven&#039;t seen where William says that he was taught it by Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So we don&#039;t have, we don&#039;t have him claiming it that he does because actually when he writes stuff, he um perjures himself. He says that there was nothing like that was ever involved, but we know that he was involved with polygamy himself because he was caught at it. Um uh under with the strang its so the strang its kicked him out for being a polygamist and same thing, the early reorganized church, the precursor to the reorganized church twice caught him.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Um Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: and so, and so therefore, when he later says that nobody was a plaga, this is all made up or something like that. He&#039;s, he&#039;s not telling the truth. So he&#039;s not a, he&#039;s not a, he&#039;s not a truthful witness as a result of&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that, but he&#039;s definitely a wild card in a lot of ways. So, but,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: but I also want to mention, ok, we&#039;ve been talking about polygamy being bad and not of God. I do think that case for that in modern times kind of has to also be made because a lot of people say, well, what does it matter if consenting adults all decide they want to do whatever they want to do? Um Why are you arguing against um polygamy now? And so the case, the reason why um specifically uh religious polygyny is against, for example, the Canadian Charter of Human Freedoms, it&#039;s understood to be not um something that it&#039;s because polygyny specifically, in other words, where it is one patriarch with multiple women creates a system that demeans women and is inherently sexist. So for example, the way it works, people always ask, well, how would the Mormons have, do this, you know, throughout the 19th century, where, where you have polygamy and so forth how is it that they don&#039;t have all these extra women for, you know, compared to how many men they have. And the way it works is that the marrying age for women goes way down the, uh, the marrying age for high status men, you know, is still low for low status men. It goes way high, low status men only have a couple wives and they can also get kicked out too in modern, in the modern times, in the smaller churches now that are still like me and so forth. And so that&#039;s what I&#039;m just, I just want to make the case why. Um like I say, I left the Mormon church over sexism. I&#039;m still opposed to sexism. That&#039;s why I&#039;m also, you know, opposed to religious polygyny. Um You know,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I think the difference is, it&#039;s not really consenting adults when you are told I speak for God and God says you need to do this, right? That&#039;s a very different. Exactly.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: It&#039;s an abusive authority when somebody is saying that. And so whether or not, whether or not you think Joseph Smith abuse that authority. We don&#039;t, I can say for example, that Brigham Young and all of his successors all the way down, you know, until um Hebrew J Grants were all polygamous and Brigham Young and many of them, most of them also, you know, conducted underage marriages. Uh But that&#039;s all in the historic record that is also not uh disputed. I think so. Right? A&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: very, a very good friend of mine who&#039;s been a very faithful member of the church for all of her 70 plus years, just said to me and still is just said to me the other day, Brigham Young was a child trafficker. And so, you know, so we are able to grapple with this history because he, he really like he was a very troubling figure. He&#039;s a very troubling figure in our past that we have to grapple with, which also should give some credibility to the fact that we&#039;re not just wishful thinking. Because for those like me staying in the church, I&#039;m willing to grapple with difficult history from our leaders, right? I just don&#039;t see the evidence. So, so it&#039;s not a, it&#039;s not a motivated, you know, it&#039;s not because I can&#039;t handle the truth or I need to somehow save Joseph. I, I&#039;ve said this, my, my listeners know this because I have said it so many times. It was actually studying Emma&#039;s life that convinced me of this perspective. And I do feel, I feel a real closeness to Emma and a real desire to defend her because I do not like what this narrative says about Emma like that, that to me feels more personal, like that I&#039;ll fight about, you know, because I have a tremendous amount of respect and love for Emma, what I understand of her. And so so can I there were three main points that I wanted to talk about from your presentation. But I don&#039;t want to like if there&#039;s anything you want to present, you&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: know, I want to, I want to actually react to what you were just saying because actually, I really appreciate what you said in terms of grappling with the other leaders and you&#039;re very aware of, you know, what they did and the, and the problems and you, again, I think we are like we said, we agreed that that&#039;s not of God. And, and yet these guys are the prophets of the church who were doing that all the way, all the way through up until. Uh and so I, I appreciate that. And so I actually want to just as a um uh for your historical method, you know, as you, as you&#039;re working on this, the, the direction now that you need to do in order to create um uh in order to create a different historical um narrative in order to actually have something that, you know, we&#039;re not saying the historians are guardians of this and nobody&#039;s allowed into the club or something like that. But what you need is a counter thesis. And so if it&#039;s going to be something like Brigham Young created it, that the goal now is going to be to start um making all kinds of evidence that is showing that and like, um and, and so, for example, the evidence that you&#039;re giving about Brigham Young uh forging the documents and things like that or like in his control that that&#039;s going to be helpful for that. And so, and so that&#039;s the, the, the, the direction as opposed to um working on explaining away all of the other Joseph Smith evidence. The you need the positive evidence of, of implicating Brigham Young is what I would just suggest you as academic focus&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: just so, you know, that&#039;s exactly what I and many others are doing. Like we&#039;ve gone extensively through um um Brigham Young, Brigham Young and Hebrew C Kimball&#039;s and William Clayton&#039;s diaries and letters in England in 1841 and showed that it preexisted and, and we have so many quotes of Brigham Young acknowledging and admitting that he came up that this was his doctrine, right? And we also have a lot of things to show that William Clayton&#039;s accounts are just impossible. Um Like, like this is a little thing, but I think it&#039;s an interesting one. For example, William Clayton, you know, it&#039;s William Clay, this all rests on William Clayton. Really, we have his journals and then his affidavits. And that&#039;s where we get the story of how 132 came about. That. Really, the only other thing we really have is the expositor with Austin Cowell saying it was read in the High Council. Everything else is kind of built on those earlier planes. Oh,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: go ahead in terms of in terms of contemporary evidence, what you&#039;re saying,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s what I&#039;m saying.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Yeah. So I mean, we have, we have the same, you know, we have the same in terms of uh uh William Marks, you know, has testimony of that. It&#039;s simply, but it&#039;s not, we don&#039;t have his contemporary testimony of it. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: we have, we have a very consistent testimony from him that I think is worth understanding. But I like including his, his later statements, clarifying his earlier statements as well. I think that we need to look at that as a totality as a whole because he gave that account made 4 to 6 times and, and in some of the later ones, he was like, hey, this is, you know, he clarifies what he was saying that that rings very true to me. And so I really like William Marks. I think he&#039;s a man of integrity, you know, he&#039;s very trustworthy. But um what I was saying is that, oh, so William Clayton claims in his affidavit, which we really based this all on and how 132 came about in the upper room of the brick store with just Brigham and Hiram and Clayton and you know that whole story. And then he says that a day or two, that two or three days after he wrote it, Joseph told him that he had let Emma destroy it because she was so whiny and pouty and wouldn&#039;t leave him alone. And so just to get rid of her annoyance. He allowed her to burn it. And the only other copy was the one made by Kingsbury, kept by Bishop Whitney who nobody else knew about. Right. It was a secret copy. So that just, this is like I said, a little thing, but it leaves me to wonder, what exactly did Hiram Smith go across the street to get in August of that year to read to the High Council. That&#039;s a really interesting question that I haven&#039;t seen addressed adequately. And also that same day in the High Council July August 12th, I think if I&#039;m remembering correctly when he supposedly read that the only notes we have, the only minutes we have are that William Marks was teaching with him. And so the fact that William Marks wouldn&#039;t have known about 132 would have even had the question of whether Joseph was involved if Hiram read it that day in the High Council makes no sense at all. And these are just really basic parts of this narrative that fall apart with the slightest amount of investigation that I haven&#039;t seen people like people just instead call it, call me a polygamy denier and tell me I&#039;m a flat earther and a holocaust denier. And I&#039;m like that. Ok, that&#039;s fine. But can we just talk about the evidence? You know, because I think the evidence is&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: worth, but even though if you are going to, so I think that you could make a bunch of different questions about the origin of 132 and whether or not we have the exact um there is a revelation that Joseph Smith gives whether or not 132 is, is that is a more detailed and nuanced component of the question, which is Joseph Smith. Yes. Is a polygamist. How much of 132 is, in fact the actual revelation that he dictated and how much of it is uh uh maybe totally different. Was it entirely a forgery and things like that? So that is not um that maybe what that testimony that you&#039;re talking about may be core to the, the provenance for 132. But that&#039;s not. Um That&#039;s not what Joseph Smith as a polygamist is hanging on.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. OK. That&#039;s fair. So, so I just like, I, I really appreciate us having this discussion because it lets us round out the, the conversation. So there were I, as I listened to your, um to your presentation, I did feel my feeling was if I had listened to this, you know, even five years ago, I would have found it very compelling. But now that I&#039;ve studied so much, I found it from my perspective, like, like I just all the way through it was like, no, no, no. You know, I felt I, I really objected to a lot of it because of the study I&#039;ve done. So, so it was hard to kind of narrow down. But there were two and maybe three main points that I kind of wanted to talk about. Not, they&#039;re not the only things, but there are things I haven&#039;t yet covered on my podcast. And so I think that&#039;ll be interesting to the audience and then, and things I was excited to explore. So the, the three things that I wanted to talk about our first kind of the, um the claim that we don&#039;t have Emma&#039;s account. And, and, you know, you mentioned that we don&#039;t have that we would love to, I think the quote was, if I can find it, we would love to have Emma&#039;s own words. But we don&#039;t, we only have the accounts of what she said to others. So I wanted to talk about that and then another one I really wanted to talk about and, and we can start with whichever one you want. But is Sarah and Whitney, I think that&#039;s a great discussion to have because that is the one piece of supposed contemporary evidence that we have is the letter from Joseph to the Whitneys. And so, and then the other one I wanted to talk about was just briefly about, um, Fanny Alger and the sources that you used to tell, talk about Fanny Alger. So is that ok if we talk about those&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: things? But I want to also, um I want to also state though for all of these cases, um this is also an issue. So with the Fanny, er, especially, or Fanny Alger, whichever you would prefer to say, I&#039;ve heard it pronounced both ways. Um,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I grew up, I always grew up with Fannie. Er, I didn&#039;t hear anyone say all&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: but, um, yeah, but I&#039;ll say is that there&#039;s, there&#039;s two different issues. Um, and this is also true when I&#039;m talking about the historical Jesus. Right? And so when I&#039;m doing, um battle with, you know, calling it battle because it&#039;s a podcast and so forth or whatever with, with these mythicist guys, you know, on, on a, on a, on a youtube podcast or something like that. Um There is a big difference between what you&#039;re talking about to shows that there was a historical Jesus and then once we&#039;ve established that then going through and trying to unders trying to understand, well, what can we say about the historical Jesus? And um how can we, in the case of people for whom um they are, are members of Christian community, people of faith? Um When we&#039;re, how can we be pastoral in talking about things that may not be historical like we were talking about at the beginning of this Christmas stories, which are not, not, which are the, which are made up by the evangelists, right? So the co stories are not uh part of the historical Jesus, right? And so, um and so, and so how do we do that pastorally? And So, what I&#039;ll just say is the reason um for my focus especially on, on Emma is because I&#039;m talking to a community of Christ audience. And so for um community of Christ people, they uh they, where they get to at the end of all this, they don&#039;t care if Joe Smith abused his power. I mean, they do care, but in other words, they can get over it but, but they get sad about it because Emma is so central to um the reorganization community. Christ is Emma&#039;s church. Um After uh after the church was reorganized, she helped us create the next two hymnals, you know, again, so, so four, there are four hymnals in our tradition that were from a a and, and so on. And so, and so it&#039;s trying to be pastoral to try to understand for our members, why, why would Emma have, why is this published as Emma&#039;s last testimony in the Herald, you know, in other words, because they don&#039;t want to disbelieve Emma. And so that&#039;s one of the, so that&#039;s, that&#039;s one of the reasons why I brought that up and talked about that. And then for the um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: for&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Fannie Auger, this is not um this isn&#039;t proof at all of anything. So, so what, so if, if, if Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy was limited to the kind of thing that he was doing with Fannie Auger, then um then I would just conclude it was an affair myself but you could conclude whether he did it or not, depending on whether you tend to believe Oliver Cowdery more than Joseph Smith in terms of your, and that kind of almost is coming down to your beliefs about the kind of thing that either one of them would do in different circumstances, right? Um But so, so that&#039;s not a proof of anything. Why I, why I would talk about that is once we already understand that Joseph is a polygamist, then what I want to do is to explain to people for whom Joseph Smith is important. How did he get to this place? And so then, and so we hopefully are trying to and sometimes more so than others. I&#039;m trying to be more pastoral or not on that too, even though I ultimately then will conclude that this is an abuse of authority. And we unfortunately have to um have as much or little pity for him as we want to depending on where we are and how we are feeling about what happened. So some people are very angry and that&#039;s an appropriate response. Some people are saddened for him or whatever, but in other words, so I wouldn&#039;t, I wouldn&#039;t be bringing that when I&#039;m doing that, that one presentation and I&#039;m talking about like him talking about it in the book of Mormon, The Layman Night Prophecy and all those kind of things that&#039;s not proof because the, if it was only those things we wouldn&#039;t, we would be able to dismiss it. Ultimately. What happens is, is, it becomes so widespread in NV, that the evidence is, is overwhelming. So that&#039;s all. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, ok. Yeah. So, so it would be good to talk about each of these because I very much disagree. I, I, so, so, I mean, I, I disagree with the perspective that it was so widespread in NV, that it&#039;s overwhelming. I think it&#039;s so widespread in Utah and the Utah testimonies are what this is all based in. And, and, and, and we can talk about believing women if we want to. I don&#039;t find that to be a compelling argument because you don&#039;t believe women in a totalitarian system whose only way is to, you don&#039;t believe is Elizabeth Smart. And she says, no, I&#039;m not Elizabeth. You don&#039;t believe the FL DS women when they are saying no, this is my child and I was not under age and I don&#039;t, you know, when, when women&#039;s only way of existing is, is in the system, then you don&#039;t call them liars. You look at them in the system that they&#039;re in and take that into great consideration with the claims they make, particularly when you take the claims they make and try to investigate them and they fall apart terribly. They can&#039;t be verified by history. That&#039;s, that&#039;s, that would be, is what my argument would be, you know. Yeah. So, so, but, um, and I did, I did appreciate your pastoral approach with Emma. You know, I didn&#039;t really get what you were saying with Fannie. Like, I didn&#039;t get that. You were trying to be pastoral with Joseph. That&#039;s not how it came across to me. But I, but I did with Emma and, and I, um, but isn&#039;t Joseph Smith the third also very central to, like, it&#039;s even Joseph Smith the third&#039;s church more than Emma&#039;s because he was the one that had to make the decision to come and be the president, right? And Emma said that she would not advise him either way. So he seems very,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: let me show you here. I&#039;m going to turn this we have on the wall here in the heritage in our library. There&#039;s a, we have portraits of Emma and Joseph Smith the third. So, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s kind of the of the, of the community of Christ, the RLD. So&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: we don&#039;t have any pictures of Joseph on the walls here of his son. Yes. Um Joseph the third. So, yeah, so, yeah, no, of course, he and, and, and so, and so he has a very nuanced way that he approaches it. Um And, and says his primary and overriding point is that uh whatever was done, it&#039;s not of God, right? And so if it had been done, it&#039;s not of God. And so, and so, and so definitely he led the anti polygamy faction of the church. So lots of people have been opposed to this. No.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. I personally believe he was 100% sincere and actually that he was 100% right. I don&#039;t think that he was, I don&#039;t see him the same way as trying to twist something. I think if you understand very much at all about um, religious leaders, like if you look at how well polygamous leaders they are raising up their sons, Joseph had planned for Joseph the third to be his successor from everything I understand. And it&#039;s impossible for me to believe that he wouldn&#039;t be teaching Joseph the third, the gospel as he understood it. I I 11 is pretty old, like in our tradition, he&#039;s about to get the priesthood. He&#039;s, you know, he would have been taught and also like the little house they were living in on um July 12th, 1843 when Hiram supposedly brought the revelation to Emma. Emma would have been so shaken up and upset. Like Jose Joseph Smith the third, always testified about how well his parents got along, how loving and kind their household was. And, and there aren&#039;t these stories, we only get that from William Clayton. So, so, so for me, I tend to think, oh, wow, we should take Joseph the third&#039;s testimony seriously. And then so I guess the question I had was when you talked about Joseph the third and um Emma&#039;s final testimony, I got the sense that you were implying that Joseph lied about what his mother had said because you said we don&#039;t have Emma&#039;s actual words and she may have been Mires, but we,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: we don&#039;t know what&#039;s happening there. So we know that the testimony is false. Joseph Smith was a polygamist. So, and, and Emma, and we are aware that Emma was aware of it. And so in other words, we have plenty, all we have uh enough testimony that we know what was going on and we know that she was, had been lied to by Joseph Smith about it, that she had a limited participation around the time that the uh the revelation was dictated, the revelation seems to be geared towards her. And so whether or not you believe that that is the actual document, it does seem to be addressing the time uh and what we know about the time. And so then, so then she, in the end is aware of her son&#039;s crusade that he has been on where he has um outlived most of the old members, uh the RL DS members who were in the know and who were opposed to his narrative. And uh and so at the very end of her life, um either she uh she lies for him uh because she knows that&#039;s what he wants to hear, or she tries to give it a little bit of a nuance. And so some of it is uh is the kind of lie that her husband had been making. So Brigham Young changes the policy of that Joseph Smith junior had about lying about polygamy to being open about it and he changes it on the fly. So, um, you know, LL DS members are off in Europe, disclaiming polygamy and then, and then it, and then, oh, sorry about that. We, we, now we&#039;re, now we&#039;re coming clean. So, so there&#039;s no reason for Emma to follow Brigham Young&#039;s policy of not lying about polygamy. She could continue to follow her husband&#039;s policy of lying about it. And so whether or not she was doing that or whether or not she was doing it to help her son or whether or not we don&#039;t know, just the third wrote it himself. I don&#039;t, I&#039;m not saying that he would do that. But anyway, we don&#039;t know what happened. I would think probably what&#039;s happening is she&#039;s following her husband&#039;s policy and or, and, or saying what she want, her son wants her to say.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So my perspective is is that the lying for the Lord is a brig aite policy and everyone we have on record doing that is in the Utah tradition and the Brigham Young tradition, I don&#039;t think that that came from Joseph Smith. And I think so. That&#039;s why I want to investigate. This is because we start with the assumption like, like that quote, I read of yours earlier that we don&#039;t start with the end in mind and then cherry pick. So it looks to me like that&#039;s what&#039;s happening here because it&#039;s like we&#039;re starting with the end in mind. And as we know, Joseph, we already have&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: concluded though, we have concluded it from the evidence that Joseph is a polygamous. Now, we have to explain the tiny bits of counter meaning evidence. And so this is um a, a late statement, reminiscence or whatever of Emma, which is making a counter claim that is motivated by her church&#039;s position, public position. And so, and so we can read the bias into this source as a late reminiscence and say this is a uh a biased reminiscence and we can see why it is uh it is contaminated in this way. Therefore,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So, so if, if it&#039;s OK, I looked up several statements we do have of Emma&#039;s either firsthand, I only have two that are firsthand and then we have several that were reported in interviews. And I just wanted to share those because um because I think it&#039;s important to get the whole totality. It&#039;s not just her final testimony. And so I&#039;m trying to decide which way. So, so um I guess should I start with that or start with William mcclellan? Because you kind of held up Joseph Smith the third versus William mcclellan, like you kind of said, we don&#039;t have Amazon testimony, but we have what her son said about you&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: have, you have other statements of Emma that would be more details than I maybe was aware of. But in any event, with the, what I will tell you before I hear them is the policy that she inherited from her husband was lying for the Lord. And that&#039;s what they were doing in nu. And so if she is at any time doing that, uh you know, then that&#039;s what she&#039;s doing. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and to me, that&#039;s a huge assumption because I have never seen any evidence of Joseph teaching that saying that the only reason we say that is because the later U to testify of that and William Clayton testifies of it, I have never seen anything from Emma, from Joseph or from anybody else that says, and, and another thing that we always claim is that Joseph was using Brian Hills, calls them carefully worded denials saying it&#039;s not polygamy, it&#039;s celestial plural marriage. And I, I&#039;ve never seen Joseph differentiate. He does everything he can from my perspective along with Hiram and Emma to lump them all in together and say no, this is all bad. So um so really quickly with William mcclelland, I was, I was actually astonished that um people take his testimony seriously at all even plausible because, and you can tell me if I&#039;m wrong. But my understanding is that William mcclelland not only left the church but became very actively opposed to the church, was part of the Missouri mobs. And in fact, um we have accounts that he, um, ransacked and robbed Emmas and Joseph&#039;s home in Barn when, um, when Joseph was in prison. And then we have accounts that he, um, this is a later Utah reminiscence. So I don&#039;t, I can&#039;t say for sure, but it&#039;s in, it&#039;s in the history that he asked the sheriff permission to flog Joseph while he was in custody. And so, um, so he was very much an enemy and yet he writes so, so just for my audience who&#039;s not aware with this, I&#039;ll fill the fill, fill them in really quickly that, um, William mcclelland wrote two letters to Joseph Smith, the third one in 1861 in 1872. And he said that his, that, that all you need to do is go ask your mother. And he said that he visited Emma in 1847 and that she acknowledged to him or affirmed to him several things that the revelation came from Joseph. She says that he says that Emma acknowledged to him that when Joseph the third was born, um Joseph, his father was having an affair with a Miss Hill and that she forgave him. She said, he said that, you know, it goes on and on and on. And I find it astonishing to think that Emma would sit and tell these things to William mcclelland who had literally robbed and ransacked her home in barn while her husband was in prison. That is I I like, I cannot believe we even give that the slightest amount of credits&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: him to her son in terms of when the reorganization happens. And she thinks that he uh you know, so there&#039;s a, there&#039;s a letter where she is recommending him to be part of the reorganization. And so the implication, the reason why I mentioned it was because of that because the implication then was that they had to me was that they had uh uh whatever the, the kind of polemics and things that are happening in terms of the Mormon Missouri war period that in the aftermath of the N war, that the implication to me was that maybe they have had a, you know, they&#039;ve come back together and, and, and settled things and reconciled in some way and that he is, and that&#039;s why he was able to stay with them and visit with them. Uh in terms of this recollection that he has for Joseph the third. And so the only reason I brought that up then is because um Emma seems to have been fondly, you know, positively disposed towards him. And he is repeating Emma hearsay the same way that Joseph the third um does in terms of the final testimony, we, we don&#039;t and as opposed to something that she&#039;s written in her own hand, that we have her letter and her saying this or that and that, that was why I brought that as a try to trying to um for our L DS members who are especially um aware, the probably the only piece of evidence at all that they&#039;re aware of. They don&#039;t know anything about William Clayton&#039;s journals or anything like that. Um That&#039;s not part of our narrative. What they&#039;re, what they know is what Emma said. And so what we&#039;re just trying to understand for uh for them, you know, explain this final testimony that so called of Emmas.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And so you are aware, you are aware that your narrative comes from William Clayton, right?&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So now the evidence of Joseph&#039;s polygamy is, is not only from William Clayton, you are, I I appreciate what you&#039;re saying that maybe that is the um the major source for us understanding that DNC 132 is the revelation. But we have, we have amazing amounts of evidence contemporary and otherwise of Joseph Smith practicing polygamy and NA O it is not based only on William Clayton&#039;s Clayton&#039;s journal.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So the only source I have seen other than the later Utah claims which are built on William Clayton, the only sources I have seen for the emergence of 132 or for the um troubles in Joseph and Emma&#039;s marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Why 132? Well,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I was going to say also&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: for before 132&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: but the troubles in Joseph and Emma&#039;s marriage, William Clayton is also the only source I&#039;m aware of for that, that&#039;s considered to be contemporaneous. So but we can get into it. So, so let me, let me read some of these other quotes from Emma and then maybe it will help us to go on and talk about Sarah and Whitney because that&#039;s, that is contemporaneous. So I&#039;m assuming that&#039;s when. So, um, anyway, and I can, I can just attach them below if you&#039;re not interested in, you know, I don&#039;t have to read them right now. So, um, so let&#039;s see. Oh, ok, let me sorry, I&#039;m finding my place. Um So Emma had this printed in the newspaper and I know that it&#039;s easy to come to it with the bias that she was always lying for the Lord. But I think that that again is a confirma is a assumption that&#039;s put on to evidence that we should at least consider what she is saying. So she had printed in the newspaper, we the undersigned members of the Ladies Relief Society and married emails to certify and declare that we know of no system of marriage being practiced in the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Save the one contained in the Doctrine and covenants. And that was published in the October 42 times and seasons. And then also from the Voice of Innocence, that extensive article and that she had written in February and presented in February March of 44. So a couple of parts for it, she says, curse the man that preys upon female virtue. So I&#039;m taking some pieces and putting them together because it&#039;s so wordy spurn him from society. Kick the bloodthirsty pimp from the pale of social communion. Drive such fag ends of creation as was kin to the land of not dread, such canker worms more than the pestilence that walk in darkness and shun them as the serpent of the land and the shark of the sea. She goes on to say resolved unanimously that Joseph Smith, the mayor of the city be tendered our thanks for the able and manly manner in which he defended injured innocents in the late trial of, of Bostwick for slandering president hiring Smith and almost all the women of the city. She goes on to say while the marriage bed undefiled is honorable. Let polygamy, bigamy, fornication, adultery and prostitution be frowned out of the hearts of honest men to drop in the Gulf of fallen nature where the worms die not. And the fire is not quenched and let all the saints say amen. That was sorry. That was a long one. It&#039;s a funny one to read. But then, and so those were during Joseph&#039;s life. But then in addition to Joseph, the third final test of em that he interviewed, and I, I do think it&#039;s quite a claim to even imply that Joseph the third would lie about his mother. Like that would be so controlling. You know, we don&#039;t have any statements of her. Like if if she were acknowledging this to anyone, let alone William mcclellan, she Lucy was the closest thing she had to a mother. She absolutely would have talked to Lucy about it and she would have talked to her friends, you know, like it would be known. So it would be strange to say that Joseph was controlling her language. But, but anyway, we also have had&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: a, he has had a multi decade agenda at that point to suppress all of these stories and argue against them and to, to make this particular claim that he created, but&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: to suppress his mother, to claim that his mother is trying to tell the, that Joseph was a polygamist. You know, she&#039;s trying to say the truth about&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: suborning the testimony of his uncle. So he, he writes&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: William. William is a tricky guy and was a wild card. And I anyway, I have it anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So unfortunately, he is subordinating testimony. And so he&#039;s doing that with his mother as well and she is on board with his now agenda and, and is prepared to uh you know, lie for the Lord in this way that like she did in na so and so that na statements are the same. So, so either so so again, part of the, the situation with the women&#039;s relief society as we know is that there is a um for a certain amount of the time Emma is being deceived by Jesse Smith in other words. So the the extent of the polygamy that is already happening, she is totally not aware of and she uh and she is being lied to uh continuously by him at a certain point. Uh for a very brief window, she is prepared to accept it. And then she later recants of that. Um and part of what she is doing in the women&#039;s relief society is trying to root out uh uh polygamy and she is opposed to it, but it&#039;s also the agenda of the church to publish denials which are false. And so that is one of the things that&#039;s happening in those, in those contemporary accounts.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. And so I&#039;ll go on and just mention a few more of these. I I also, when I hear people say that it&#039;s so strange to me if you know anything about polygamous men, no, polygamous man would promote a disobedient wife to a high position and allow her to use her voice to speak against polygamy. That&#039;s, that&#039;s an impossibility from, in my perspective, from everything I have seen of controlling polygamist leaders as we have uh say that Joseph is that, that would be a very strange thing for him to do. Well, he&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: introducing something and he&#039;s doing it in a and he&#039;s doing it in a surreptitious way. And so, unlike um unlike the later way polygamy is operated in Utah where it is actual polygamy. But what Joseph Smith is doing is, is having illicit relationships with women. And he is um is creating a spiritual, a secret spiritual function for it. He&#039;s created ceiling, you know, the whole idea of celestial connections and this kind of a thing. But he is not, for example, building a giant house like uh Brigham Young had, you know, where, where everybody is all going to get to live in the house and, and he&#039;s creating a system that uh that Emma is prepared to accept. He has started doing this completely on the fly from her and, and does not want her to know about it. And so, and so at different times, he is having, I think a very good relationship with her. And so in, in that sense, you are able to, um, keep that, keep their, um, per some of their personal fighting and personal issues away from their, their preteen kids. So, uh, so they&#039;re not as aware of that. So I don&#039;t think that they have actually a terrible relationship. I think that they, they have a pretty good relationship. Actually, one of the things that, um, um, William Law is talking about when he&#039;s doing his later reminiscence, um, he is brought in and told about, uh, the principle and so forth during that brief window when Emma is on board. And so he, in his reminiscence is, uh, thinks that she is just as terrible a person as his opinion of Joseph Smith. And so that is a very, that&#039;s why his recollection and not a Brigham, my recollection of a reform Mormon who later, uh, has, has lost everything and left. Um, his, his recollection is very anti Emma compared to, um, other recollections where, uh, where people think that Emma was, you know, was very much opposed to this. So it depends on the time period when, when they were part of it when, for example, um, my great, great, great, great grandparents gave their, you know, 14 year old, 15 year old daughter to um Joseph Smith to be a plural wife. This was um this was after, so this was after the time when Hiram was originally opposed to it. And Hiram had been running around trying to think that this was something that Bennett had started or something like that before Joseph brought him into the secret. And so, and so that he talked to um my great, great, great grandparents, eldest son, Benjamin Winchester because they were really good friends. And so Benjamin Winchester, who later went on to become a Rite apostle, he thought that Hiram was opposed to it. In other words, because of the time period when this was all happening. And so it depends on the recollection of when the person um impacted it in nu. And so then later, when, when it did happen, because his young sister had been part of this, he was very much opposed to the polygamy faction. And so he recognized Sidney Rigdon as a leader and he became a Rigdon and apostle and so forth. But the family, um uh who had already been part of this went to Utah and uh and the, the patriarch of that family took on pur of wives and so forth. So OK. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And it&#039;s interesting, I, I do see some similarities between William Law and, and Winchester Benjamin Winchester that I will be interesting. But let me just state these. So we have um interviews reported from Emma. The ones I was able to find were William Hepworth Dixon in 1869 JC Christiansen in 1872 Jason Briggs in 1874 Mark Forst in 1877. And then also Edmund Briggs and Harry, a Stebbins and they&#039;re all in complete agreement. Emma gives report like all of them give reports of conversations that they had with Emma. They completely agree. And so, um so for example, Dixon was an English writer, he was an Englishman and a writer who was traveling through America and he wrote Emma Joseph&#039;s wife and secretary, the partner of all his toil toils and all his glories, glories coolly firmly, permanently denies that her husband ever had any other wife than herself. She declares the story to be false, the revelation of fraud. She denounces polygamy as the invention of young and pratt, a work of the devil brought in by them for the destruction of God&#039;s new church on account of this doctrine. She has separated herself from the saints of Utah and has taken up her dwelling with what she calls a remnant of the true church at Navoo. So that&#039;s one of these consistent and um Christian Christiansen. It&#039;s an interesting name.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Tell me is the date of that one again. I mean, it&#039;s obviously after they&#039;ve reorganized the church and she is&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: 69 it&#039;s published in 69. So I don&#039;t know when the interview happened. Um And then Christiansen his interview, he says, Sister Emma, is it not a fact that your husband had other wives beside you? Emma says, no sir, I was his only wife to my to my knowing during his lifetime.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: That is also true to say it that way.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: But, but I know, but we have to be careful because what this, if you look at that turn of phrase to my knowing, it was used in that time as my understanding is also to say, which I know for certain&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: to say, yeah, no, I&#039;m not saying it&#039;s too annoying. I&#039;m saying there were no other wives because these are all just affairs as far as is concerned. These are not, these are not legitimate. I&#039;m just saying this is how you lying for the Lord. So you, you, you can say, OK, there are none of these are legitimate wives. This, there was no revelation. That&#039;s a fraud. I can, I can tell you there is no revelation. It&#039;s a fraud. There are no other wives. This is all just affairs. She was the only legal wife.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. But if she put hands in Joseph&#039;s hand and performed a ceiling and Joseph considered them eternal wives. That&#039;s what you know, and doctrine and covenants does say why? Section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So she did that and that was an abuse of power. That was a fraud. It wasn&#039;t a legitimate marriage, it wasn&#039;t legal and it wasn&#039;t of God. So, so, so I could tell you as well from a religious standpoint, she is his only wife. In any real sense. There is a abuse of authority that is happening that where Joseph Smith is calling it a marriage, but I don&#039;t call it a marriage in any real sense. You know, I mean, it&#039;s an institution that develops later in other, in the, in the various factions that, you know, when, when it becomes open or at least practiced, you know, where you&#039;re having, you know, multiple women living with the same, you know, and, and essentially it&#039;s open within the community.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: But all of the narratives that this is built on do very much say that they are wives, they do very much call it wives and, and polygamous societies consider them to be multiple wives. So Emma would be directly lying even if we want to twist what she&#039;s saying. I&#039;ll finish this one quickly. Um um He just said, could he not have had a wife without you knowing it. And he, she says, no sir, no one had a better chance and way of knowing it than myself. Sister Emma. Is it not a fact that Joseph Smith received a revelation, favoring polygamy and spiritual wifey? No, sir. There was no revelation given through him on either either spiritual wifey or polygamy. Nor was that abominable doctrine taught either privately or publicly by Joseph um before his death. And so, um oh, and then there&#039;s, and then, and then in answer to his question about the claim that she burned it, she said that is a base falsehood made out of whole cloth, which is something that she says often to that question. And so we do have many consistent testimonies from her. And William mcclelland is the only one I know of that stands out in opposition that and then some other ones that I find similarly unreliable cons cons compared to her consistent testimony throughout. I think it&#039;s impossible to believe that she would have said something different to William mcclellan even though she was such a forgiving.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So it&#039;s earlier, all of these testimonies that you&#039;re reading with the exception of the contemporary ones. So the contemporary ones during Joseph Smith&#039;s lifetime, where in the policy of the church was lying for the Lord, then the other ones she&#039;s in keeping with the reorganization church&#039;s new policy again, of lying for the Lord. So, um so, so unfortunately, you know, so, so So, unfortunately, that I agree with you. So, her policy is pretty consistent because we now are seeing it in the, in the different components. So now what she would have said in the intervening time when there is no church or when she&#039;s not part of it, when she&#039;s cast off to William mcclelland, it mean that you don&#039;t have to believe that she actually confided any of those things with him, even in the kind of surreptitious way. He said, well, she would only nod or say yes or no or something like that, that you, you don&#039;t have to credit that or not, doesn&#039;t matter really. Um The issue again is that the policy that we existed when she was um in the church, when, when Joseph Smith, her husband was alive was that you lie for the Lord. And one of the ways you could, all of the ones that you just barely read are ones that unlike the last testimony, some of the things she says in that are harder to, to square in terms of this, um, Clintonian, I call it Bill Clinton type style doublespeak. You know, I did not have sex with that woman, Monica Lewinsky because he&#039;s defining sex differently. And so he&#039;s lying in a way by saying he didn&#039;t do he, he&#039;s defining sex one way. And so therefore he&#039;s, he&#039;s speaking in a way which he&#039;s saying is legally true, but, but it is meant to deceive you so none of these things were taught because it&#039;s, um, because this polygamy would be an infernal doctrine. And so therefore, that wasn&#039;t taught, there were no other wives because there&#039;s only one legal wife and so on. You know. And so you could, those easily could be that kind of, uh, line for the Lord Clintonian statements. And it would just be that she&#039;s consistent from the church policy that she inherited. And so there is no reason for her to adopt Brigham Young&#039;s policy, uh post um whatever it is 1852 when they have the open policy. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ok, so I did find a quote from her and I won&#039;t remember it. But where she told Brigham and Hebrew, she says that she told Brigham and Hebrew that the first two principles of their gospel are lying and deception. So, and she really, you know, so I, I don&#039;t know that, I guess it sounds to me like there&#039;s really nothing Emma could say that could be taken that could be seen as credible. Either she&#039;s lying for the Lord or, you know. So that&#039;s, so that&#039;s an interesting perspective. So, um, so like her testimony doesn&#039;t really matter which I find ironic when we&#039;re told to believe the women and she&#039;s really talk about believing&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: the women. There&#039;s all the other women who you already said, you&#039;re not going to believe all of that. It&#039;s not about spiritual wives. You said we&#039;re not going to believe them, even though they all gave their affidavits, you discount all of everything they&#039;re saying. And so we already said you just, you were, you were discounting at the beginning of this conversation. We&#039;re not going to believe the women, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, no, no, II I want to clarify that, that, that I&#039;m saying that if we are going to believe the women, let&#039;s look at all of the women and look at their testimony and whose testimony can hold up to scrutiny the best? I don&#039;t see Emma see, see, I see these women in a um power structure that does not give them their own voice, right? And, and for example, and the foster sisters is it Sarah and Maria Foster? No Lawrence, the Lawrence sisters. I&#039;m sorry, Sarah and Maria Lawrence, they are claimed to be very important wives of Joseph Smith. In fact, the only claim that William Law can make against Joseph Smith is with Mariah Foster, but she dies in 1850. And Sarah Fo Lawrence, sorry, Sarah Lawrence comes to Utah to combat the claims that she and Jos she and her sister, we&#039;re married, we&#039;re Joseph&#039;s wives and she denies it vehemently. And Emily Pratt says, oh, she&#039;s so dark now, she&#039;s lost the spirit so much that she lies about this and we believe Emily and not Sarah. And so it&#039;s not that we&#039;re believing the women. We&#039;re not believing the women. So that&#039;s why I&#039;m the thing you have to believe the women. I&#039;m not&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: saying I, I guess when I was even talking about it in terms of believing the women are not. Um the reason why I even why I even brought that up in our predis discussion is I meant to say, as opposed to Joseph Smith. And so the reason why I meant that is because I think that um central to the um motivation of rehabilitating Joseph Smith is a um a personal belief and picture and image that they uh someone has of Joseph Smith and therefore not wanting him to have committed abuses of his authority in this way. And, and so, and so that&#039;s all, that&#039;s all I meant in terms of the, the testimonies that um so many of these women have not that every single, any, like we just have to automatically believe every single detail that any of any of these women are giving. Um because actually everybody is subject to the same different kinds of biases and so forth. So Emma has other kinds of reasons in addition to um the stated policy of her church, which is, which is a avowed partisan of Brigham Young church. Brigham Young is saying from the pulpit, just horrific things about Emma. Uh And so, and so what, it&#039;s not only polygamy that she is accusing him of lying about, he, he has said hor horrific things you know about, about her and she has other contexts that she is also having to deal with, which is they are now in the very height of the Victorian era. And so her and any of these women actually talking about um personal uh intimate relationships, it is very difficult for them to even talk about. Are you wife in the full sense of the word that you know, in other words, as they&#039;re trying to get around us in terms of Victorian um the Victorian era. And also also we are in a, in a time period when, because of the um the ending of the lying for the Lord about polygamy, they&#039;re still lying for the Lord about a lot of the things out in Utah. Anyway, when the, when the, when the end of that policy happens, the the level of hatred for Utah Mormons that happens across the planet is crazy. People don&#039;t even, people don&#039;t realize the amount of um just total hatred in the United States for, for Mormons. And so for all of these Mormons that are living in the Midwest who didn&#039;t escape, you know, we don&#039;t even call ourselves Mormons because everyone that Joseph the third called himself a Mormon. You know, and all that came when the reorganization happened, the community of Christ happened. But after, after the name Mormon became so hated because of polygamy, um we, we even renounced Star and Mountain Meadows massacre and all those things we renounced our, our own name. You know, we, we now if you talk to community of Christ, even though, even though we consider Joseph, the Smith Junior to be our first prophet and we consider to be our history and all those kind of things, you know, we don&#039;t even call, we don&#039;t, we totally reject the word Mormon. If you ask community of Christ members, you know, on your restoration as friends too, you know, are, are you Mormons or how do they use the word Mormon? They use the word Mormons to refer to people in Utah only or also to our ancestors sometimes, you know, and so, and so it&#039;s, it&#039;s such a, it&#039;s such a crazy identity freak fe that has happened because of the level of pressure and hatred. So, so for Emma to be, you know, you know, changing the policy that she had inherited uh from the public denials, which is what the policy was in. Nu to know. Yeah. Now I&#039;m gonna openly admit it to everybody in the press and everything like that when I, when this is now being asked of me again on her own, I it would be, I, I think it would be strange for her to, to start doing that, especially when it was something that she was personally had been so opposed to and that she um and it was so shameful, you know, and it was nothing, you know, it&#039;s like a uh she&#039;d already the fact that, you know, her husband&#039;s name is associated with the Mormon church. You know what I mean? There&#039;s community of Christ at a certain point is so tiny that nobody&#039;s considering us to anything, anything about us is we&#039;re, you know, weirdo Mormons are just lumped in with Mormons, you know, and so, and so all of this was blanketing them. So anyway, so I think it&#039;s very understandable why, why her testimony is that way and it&#039;s not about believing her and not believing her. It&#039;s understanding why um given where she was at, why she would make the statements in that way.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. Which is exactly what I&#039;m saying about the women in Utah. Because from my perspective, I think Emma is truthful. I don&#039;t think she&#039;s dissembling or lying for the Lord, but I think the women in Utah are so it&#039;s a different. So, so that&#039;s why I think it&#039;s useful to get into the nuts and bolts and, you know, at least consider what might be a possibility. But um oh, there&#039;s 10, and I totally agree with you with the um the, what&#039;s the word I&#039;m looking for? Just the way that Mormons were viewed in Utah. And I think that help, that we need to understand that to help us understand William Law&#039;s testimony. And Chesterton, I mean, and Winchester&#039;s testimony, they really were trying to distance themselves from Joseph Smith or from the foundations. I think that&#039;s a better way to understand where they were coming from at that point saying something good about Joseph Smith would not have been cool. So they distance themselves as much as possible. So, um anyway, ok, so going on, let&#039;s see, there were other things I was going to, well, well, can we move forward to the um Sarah Anne Whitney? Sure um letter. And so do you want to explain that to the audience or do you want me to? I know most of them will know, but we can give it a quick recap. I will if you,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: we sometimes I think bring that to the four and it usually gets quoted at length because it is a contemporary document again. So, um uh it&#039;s wonderful to have uh you know, the later affidavits, but like you say, some of those affidavits are collected by the Brigham White Church, others are um are not in other words. So they&#039;re, you, you had to, you had to create kind of two categories because you either are Brigay or what you call enemies of Joseph Smith. Um And so that&#039;s a broad category that involves all kinds of different, different people. Um But in any event, that&#039;s the uh one of the things that we have in terms of going back to the contemporary evidence of, of loyalists who then later become Brigham mis um are uh this, this letter that uh it is from Joseph Smith to the, the Whitney family during, while he&#039;s doing this, hiding out from the law and he, um, is hoping to have them come and, um, come and visit him. And so it is not explicit what about what it says, but what it is explicit about it is they can, they should not come to be there. He, he&#039;s saying I&#039;ve got my own room, it&#039;ll be really discreet and everything like that. But don&#039;t come if Emma&#039;s around. So if Emma&#039;s around do not, do not come, you know. And so, and so therefore, um uh it is read uh with the implication though, right? So in other words, it isn&#039;t saying uh my dearest wife, I love you and all this kind of thing. And uh I can&#039;t, I miss you. I want to have sex with you or something like that. But the um the implication is not very far below the surface. And that&#039;s one of the reasons why it&#039;s read a lot because it&#039;s contemporary and then it was buttressed by um a revelation dictated by Joseph Smith in UK Whitney&#039;s hand. Um And so then the question though then is uh because Noel K Whitney for people who are uh brigand might, he is later a loyalist to the, the Brigham my church. Um So the question is to what extent, you know, way you trust no K Whitney as a uh as a scribe for that kind of a revelation. And so, in that case, in other words, because it&#039;s very explicit about the plural marriage between Joseph Smith and uh his daughter.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. OK. So this letter to the Whitneys to Newell and Elizabeth Whitney and company is written in Joseph&#039;s own hand. And it, to my understanding is really the only contemporaneous piece we have written by Joseph that we can point to about his polygamy. That&#039;s the main one I know. And then as you said, it&#039;s buttressed by a revelation given to Noel K Whitney that includes the marriage ceremony. He is to the words he&#039;s to say like it is very explicit, tells him what to say as he&#039;s marrying. Um Joseph and Sarah Anne. OK. So, um so getting into this, what I find, well, oh, I have so many questions, but as historians, is it not really important to consider the context, right? Like like in, in investigating this letter, shouldn&#039;t we read Joseph&#039;s journal for this time period, for example? And, and so does that shape the way you view this letter? Well, and I&#039;ll come back to that. I have one more question as well.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Well, I think that for example, in that letter is fully quoted, for example, in George D Smith&#039;s novel Polygamy, but we called it Plural Marriage or something or celestial marriage. And, and I think he puts even a, I think he even has a calendar of the Joseph Smith&#039;s events or whatever right around there in order to give it that kind of a context. Um the place that I was quoting it from was from Todd Compton&#039;s book uh in, in Sacred Loneliness, The Plural Wives of Joseph Smith. And that&#039;s one that I just recommend everyone to read. You know, we&#039;re talking about um uh getting into, interested in the lives of the women involved, uh whether they become Brigham mis or not. And however much you want to believe them, at least you can also um understand the struggles of early Latter day saint women and pioneers. And we don&#039;t often get to see those kind of biographies. And so the fact that uh Todd Compton, you know, put gathered those stories together is, is really worth reading. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I, so I think Todd Compton is one of the best guys. He is such a nice guy. I super appreciate that he did this um the biographies of the women. I, one thing that I did push back with him on when I talked to him, I don&#039;t like when historians state things as factual, they state their narrative as factual. And I think that that&#039;s one that&#039;s like I absolutely say, yes, read that book with the caveat of understanding that he is stating factual things that are based in very questionable evidence from my perspective. So, um but so, so,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: so one of the things that happens, I&#039;ll just say one of the things that happens. And this is also like I said, the case when I just talked about this, right at the beginning with the historical Jesus, right? So there is a big difference between um if you&#039;re gonna go through and just make the case where we can say thus, it has been demonstrated. There was a historical Jesus, there is a big difference from that argumentative case once that&#039;s been demonstrated. Now, now we can go back and look at the the general sources, understanding that there&#039;s a historical Jesus. Now, we can, what can we say about this historical Jesus? And we could say more about the historical Jesus then things that are being said about him or whether they&#039;re not proofs that he existed, they are given that we know that he existed. This is what we now can say on him based on the sources that we have. And so what I would say that suggests that Todd is doing is not every single part of this is a book that is a proof. Joseph Smith was a plam that has already been conclusively shown by all of the evidence taken, the preponderance of evidence. The fact that this is the um the most likely narrative because the evidence is so great, both contemporaries before or after people who are Briga mights, people who are you call enemies of Joseph Smith. But in other words, people who are insiders who break with him, um people who uh continue in other factions, uh people and who continue to be therefore loyal to Joseph Smith. People who like Benjamin Winchester even if they&#039;re not loyal to Joseph Smith have no loyalty to Brigham Young, they hate Brigham Young, you know, and so could have, if Brigham Young was the origin of it, he&#039;d be very happy to have said so. So once we already, we have have that um the preponderance of evidence. In other words, where historians have established that Joseph Smith is a polygamist. Now, you, now we are telling the story based on, uh you know, what, what can, how can we understand it, you know, based on the other evidence. And so, and so that all I would just suggest to you, it isn&#039;t this, this entire book is not a every single argument that he&#039;s making about reconstructing lives that we can&#039;t know as much about, right? So my great, great, great, great grandparents, daughter who is married to Joseph Smith, Nancy, Mariah Winchester, almost nothing is known about her other than our, our, our brief family um remembrances and so forth, you know, we don&#039;t have a lot of those documents that like of this letter, you know, we don&#039;t have, um we don&#039;t have a revelation that Joseph Smith dictated to my great grandfather. We don&#039;t have anything, we don&#039;t have any writings from my great, great, great grandfather. You know, he, uh and so as a result of that, um it&#039;s not a proof Todd Compton in order to create that has had to, um you know, women are not always as uh don&#039;t always have as much of a role in history and make the documents in terms of so that we can reconstruct those lives. And so, and so that so if we only had my family&#039;s reminiscence, we wouldn&#039;t be able to prove a thing about Joseph Smith and polygamy, right. In other words, because it&#039;s only in the context of the rest of the evidence that we can try to tease out Nancy&#039;s story. And so and so that&#039;s OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So, so yes, but the interesting thing is usually Todd Compton&#039;s book is used as the authoritative source and the proof. That&#039;s how like even when I was contacting the church library, the church family history library and asking for documents and information, even they, their recommendation was read Brian Hale&#039;s book and read Todd Compton&#039;s book if you want to know about Joseph&#039;s polygamy. So, so what I&#039;m saying is we have these narratives, but we haven&#039;t done the due diligence to question the assumptions underlying them. And I think that work needs to be done. So that&#039;s what I&#039;m trying to engage in now. But I want to go forward,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: we don&#039;t maybe have a text that somebody has written. What you know, some historian would have to take it upon themselves to do that thing that I was talking about doing in terms of proving the existence of the historical Jesus where I have an art. I have a, I have a lecture that I did just that. Right. And I don&#039;t normally do that. I&#039;m normally talking about all that we can know about the historical Jesus. And so I, I could agree with you that, that probably hasn&#039;t been done. And the reason why it hasn&#039;t been done is because until you and all of the growing number of people who are, uh, are coming at it from the direction you are, it has not been necessary to do that because the, um it&#039;s been demonstrated to the satisfaction of all the historians. And so therefore, nobody&#039;s had to argue that we&#039;ve already come to a place where we are now trying to explain it and so forth. Um But, and so, so I agree with you that maybe that book should be written.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. Good. Well, hopefully it will be. So, so I just want to move on. I know we&#039;ve been talking for a while. So are we OK to go on to Sarah and Whitney? And, and uh so, so one thing I find interesting is you, you said that the revelation is in New? OK, Whitney&#039;s hand. Have you seen that?&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So, so I was, I think, I think I was quoting Todd for that. I have seen it. I looked it up on the Joseph Smith papers, but I didn&#039;t, but um, but I didn&#039;t necessarily see what the Joseph Smith papers said, whose hand it is? So has it, is it in somebody else&#039;s hand?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So what we have on the Joseph Smith papers, which is the most authoritative source that we have access to. We have a 1912 type written copy that that is what was presented to Joseph F Smith when he requested it from the family. And then the only other two sources we have are two manuscript copies that the Joseph Smith papers just says are circa 1918 70 with no um no explanation as to why they&#039;re 1870. It just we have 200 written copies by unknown writers in 1870. It says, and then, but the type written copy is the is the one that was used to, to base this. So I I would be curious to know which came first. Where did they, you know? So we actually, and this was never mentioned at all until, oh, shoot, I have it here. I&#039;ll have to find it. I believe it wasn&#039;t mentioned until I want to say it was 1865 but I might have that year wrong. I&#039;ll have to find it was the first time that a revelation was even mentioned and it was later than that. I&#039;ll find it. And it was there was um man, I&#039;ve got to find my notes published in a newspaper that um that this revelation existed but had never been published. But what&#039;s really interesting is that before that newspaper article that said that um it it existed um Elizabeth Ann Whitney had written her autobiography, which was carried. So it was much later than that I will find the dates. But her autobiography was carried in the women&#039;s exponent. It&#039;s called a Leaf from A P A leaf from an autobiography I believe. And it starts in November of 1878. And not only does she never mention that revelation, which I would think would be a pretty important revelation because it&#039;s, you know, she&#039;s involved in it and it&#039;s very important. But the, the story she gives in the autobiography directly contradicts the story in the um the the revelation, they can&#039;t both be true. And so I think that is very high, a highly questionable source to use because we have to, again the context Elizabeth Ann Whitney absolutely would have mentioned it. And so in Elizabeth Ann Whitney&#039;s autobiography, she says that it was when Bishop Whitney had the be made of, of section 132 that she, she read it and they fasted and prayed until they were willing to give their daughter to Joseph in the revelation that was given in 1842 a year earlier. I can&#039;t remember what month off the top of my head. Um I&#039;ll think of it maybe July but um but it said that this what you have agreed to is right. So it says that they had already agreed to give Elizabeth and Whitney. So I see no reason to not assume that this is also a later reproduction at some point in the Utah period either. Um you know, like, like some people hypothesize that it was Hebrew C. Kimball who came up with it, which is part of the reason that if it does, I mean, if it wasn&#039;t just created in 1912 or in 1870 if it was copied from something, they&#039;re not releasing what that was, it obviously made it across the plains if it was able to be copied in 1870. And most, some people really think it would be a Newell K Whitney&#039;s handwriting based on misspellings based on using initials and words. So, so I wanted to point out this is a highly, highly questionable source. And&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: so, like I said, for that one, like I, what I probably was doing was pulling uh because of the letter, you know, and uh and, and so, and because again, this is something that I was pulling out of Todd Compton&#039;s book. Um So in this particular case, I appreciate that we go through and, and uh again, look at in every individual document which is really important to do. Um And it may well be um that a late reminiscence that somebody has, you know, you&#039;re making an argument that, that late reminiscence for their autobiography, um where they, that you, that would be a negative evidence, right? That, that she would have remembered this or that would have been important. Well, you know, and people don&#039;t always remember how it all, you know, you know what all the order of things are. So I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t, we would have to make the argument about that in, in particular case, like I say, I didn&#039;t have that in that way because I&#039;m not, um, I am not actually a front line historian in terms of the person who is, uh let&#039;s say, looking at every one of these documents in the, um, in order to create a book like Todd Compton, Todd Compton will have been doing that. I uh I&#039;m not doing that because it&#039;s not, that&#039;s not my focus of my work on, you know, but I&#039;m instead taking, taking what is in the, in that case, the secondary sources and um helping people understand why historians have gotten to that place. And so, so I appreciate that we can talk about every particular individual uh piece of the different evidence. The reason why I&#039;ll tell you that I, I used the, the letter, the letter is pretty compelling, you know, because it is a uh contemporary. Um and this other document, like I say, when I even introduced it to you to you, I was saying, you know, purports to be from the time whether but like you say, it depends on our understanding of it because of it coming through the, the briga my tradition, which is itself biased and pro polygamy. It wouldn&#039;t be, I, I find it highly unlikely it would be something that be created in, in like 1912 because they&#039;re not in favor of polygamy at that point. But anyway, but if you&#039;re talking about, um, again, is, is the Brigham White Church prepared to forge evidence in the 18 sixties and 18 seventies and 18 fifties even? Yes, of course, they are. So, and all the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: way up into the 18 forties. Yeah, the late 18 forties and early 18 fifties because I,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: all through that time period. Um Brigham Brigham Young, in my opinion, doesn&#039;t have any legitimate claim to for his coup and he has to justify his coup in a bunch of different ways, you know. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so, ok, so I found this. So, so the the Joseph Smith papers say that the earliest we have is 1870 those two manuscript copies, we don&#039;t know who they&#039;re by then. It was mentioned for the first time it was in contributor which I can show in January 1885 is the first time it says there&#039;s this revelation that&#039;s never been published, but it exists. So I guess&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: what I had seen on the, on the on the Justice Smith papers is in fact the letter that not the not the purported revelation, right? So that&#039;s, that&#039;s what I was surprised. I was surprised by the letter being on there. So because I had never looked at it, I read the letter. So that, that&#039;s what I guess I had seen on the Joseph Smith papers. Not, I hadn&#039;t looked up the revelation. I looked at the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: letter. So, ok, so, so then let&#039;s talk about the letter because I think so. I hope that you&#039;d like, understand why I see. It&#039;s interesting you say the experts in this topic because really, Todd Compton wasn&#039;t an expert either. He was an ancient historian, you know, and he was really surprised he was given the grant to study the, um, the journals. And so he&#039;s also, you know, so he also was based, had this assumption when he did his work. So really the prices who I know you say they&#039;ve been debunked. But I don&#039;t like, I don&#039;t think most people have even read them and considered the amount of information they have to deal with it. You have&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: all this became such an issue because of the, because of the remnant. Um, you know, the, the gathering of the, whatever the remnant movement is called, you know, the snuff right movement because this became such a big issue, automatic way back in like the two thousands. Um uh I went and got, you know, Joseph fought polygamy and I, and I read through it and so forth so that I could be able to see what, what was being presented there. But yeah, OK,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I think that&#039;s good because I think it&#039;s like, like, um, if I, I mean, I don&#039;t know that you want to speak to people like me. I don&#039;t know like you said, I don&#039;t know if that&#039;s your expertise or your wheelhouse that you want to um present on Joseph&#039;s polygamy. But since you are presenting on it, it would be good to know what the issues are. You know, because, because you are saying it with such certainty and that&#039;s why I like started with that feeling that when the historians speak, the thinking has been done because that perspective doesn&#039;t feel&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: so it&#039;s the dismissal, it&#039;s the dismissal of whole washes of evidence. So in other words, if you&#039;re going to like the prices, dismiss anything that Brigham Young touch and everything that is an enemy of Joseph. Well, then suddenly you&#039;re left with no, you know, you&#039;re not left with any honest evidence. And so and so because all you have is Joseph Smith lying and, and all of the other and, and so, and so that&#039;s, and so that gives you, that paints you into the picture place that you want to be. So and that&#039;s kind of,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: well, so to clarify for me, um like I I&#039;m not about dismissing evidence, I&#039;m about investigating it. So for example, the Whitney revelation, I think that&#039;s worth investigating. Yeah. Yeah. And I, yeah. So um so anyway, the, the thing that I find interesting with the letter is um so I have to link, I&#039;ll link in the show notes, Rob Fathering Ham, who you might know because he&#039;s, he&#039;s made videos on this topic quite a bit and he did an excellent one on Sarah and Whitney and um, and this situation, so I get some of this quite a bit of this information from him. But um it&#039;s interesting to consider the situation, the context again of that letter that I think helps us interpret it in much more um accurate ways. Right? And so Joseph, at this time, as you said, was in hiding because of the murder attempt on Governor Boggs. Right? And so the, the mobs were trying, I mean, the, the Missourians were trying to find him, which they all knew would be a death sentence if they found him. So he was very serious that he was in hiding. Right? And um he also, I just think it is interesting because, you know, he&#039;s an extrovert. He&#039;s like, you didn&#039;t have a computer like this would have been a miserable, miserable time, right? He want, he, he would have craved seeing people. And so, um anyway, and so I guess I&#039;m curious to know, first of all, do you have any evidence that Joseph and Emma were struggling in their relationship at this time or that he was, you know, other than just the narrative, I&#039;m not&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: making any claim that Joseph and Emma are struggling. I don&#039;t, he doesn&#039;t want Emma to know that they&#039;re going to come visit because he&#039;s having a clandestine relationship with Noel K Whitney&#039;s daughter.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And so it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: not because they&#039;re struggling, they&#039;re not, he, he&#039;s very happy to visit with Emma. He&#039;s saying Emma might come some of the time and because, because, because she&#039;s coming to visit him because they&#039;re, they&#039;re getting along just fine. I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t have this Brigham Young uh uh narrative where Emma was a hell, hell and, and trying to poison him and all of this, all these dumb Brigham young lies, I think that they are, are very good partners. But Joseph Smith is also abusing his authority on the side, on the sly in this way and deceiving her about it. And so, um ok,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s interesting. That&#039;s interesting because the whole narrative we get of Joseph being deceptive and, and this polygamy comes from the same source that, that Emma as this crazy lady comes from, you know, it&#039;s all it is all based in the William Clayton journals. And so it&#039;s interesting to dismiss part of them and not, you know, you know, to take part of the narrative and, and dismiss&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: a fight. She&#039;s opposed to this polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: quick interruption. And then we&#039;ll get back into the conversation. I realized that it would be important for the listeners to understand exactly what we&#039;re talking about. So I&#039;m going to read the letter written in Joseph Smith&#039;s own hand marked August 18th by William Clayton, dear and beloved brother and sister Whitney and et cetera. Now, first, please note it&#039;s addressed to beloved brother and sister Whitney and others. It doesn&#039;t actually ever say Sarah Anne&#039;s name, the assumption we have that this is Sarah Anne Whitney is based upon again, the later testimonies that I believe were built around this letter. I take this opportunity to communicate some of my feelings privately at this time, which I want you through eternally to keep in your own bosoms for my feelings are so strong for you since it, what has passed lately between us that the time of my absence from you seems so long and dreary that it seems as if I could not live long in this way. And if you three would come and see me in this my lonely retreat, it would afford me great relief of mind if those with whom I am allied do love me. Now is the time to afford me succor in the days of exile for you know, I foretold you of these things. I am now at Carlos Granger&#039;s just back at Brother Hiram&#039;s farm. It is only one mile from town. The nights are very pleasant. Indeed. All three of you can come in, see me in the fore part of the night. Let brother Whitney come a little ahead and knock at the southeast corner of the house at the window. It is next to the cornfield. I have a room entirely by myself. The whole matter can be attended to with the most perfect safety. Again, please note that the theme of this letter is how they can get there to visit him in safety without threatening his life by giving away his location. I know it is the will of God that you should comfort me. Now, in the time of affliction or not at all now is the time or never, but I have no need of saying any such thing to you for. I know the goodness of your heart and that you will do the will of the Lord. When it is made known to you, the only thing to be careful of is to find out when Emma comes, then you cannot be safe. But when she is not here, there is the most perfect safety. Only be careful to escape observation as much as possible, right? That&#039;s the theme of the letter you can&#039;t be seen coming to visit me and give away my hiding place. I know it is a heroic undertaking, but so much the greater friendship and the more joy when I see you, I will tell you all my plans, I cannot write them on paper. Burn this letter as soon as you read it, keep all locked up in your breasts. My life depends upon it. And who is his life in danger from, from Emma or from the Missourians? One thing I want to see you for is to get the fullness of my blessing sealed upon our heads, et cetera. You will pardon me for my earnestness on this subject. When you consider how lonesome. I must be your good feelings. Know how to make every allowance for me. I close my letter. I think Emma won&#039;t come tonight if she don&#039;t, don&#039;t fail to come tonight. I subscribe myself your most obedient and affectionate companion and friend Joseph Smith. Now, back to the conversation. So, um, so anyway, that week, so we don&#039;t actually have a date on that letter William Clayton later wrote in on the top of it, August 18th. And so I think it&#039;s interesting to look at this week because um, we know from the journal entries and the letters at this time period that Emma was being closely followed by these people, these Missourians trying to find Joseph Smith, they had to do all kinds of different surreptitious decoys and, you know, send a carriage that way and send one this way, send a writer that way. And Emma got on the carriage part of the way, then walked at night because she was being so closely followed. Right? And so wouldn&#039;t that be a very logical explanation of why? Um, they needed to watch out for Emma? Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: I&#039;m sorry. No, it&#039;s not. That&#039;s not what the, I don&#039;t think that I read the letter that way at all. So, no.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So I read, I read a letter to two parents. It&#039;s addressed to Newell and Elizabeth Whitney. And the idea and, and Joseph has one room in someone else&#039;s house and he&#039;s arranging a booty call with the parents who are going to be there while it occurs. That&#039;s right. And that seems more likely to you knowing that Emma was being closely followed and that Emma was likely there when this letter was written and may have even been the one who delivered it because she was delivering letters for&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Joseph. And if, if, if, um, Emma would have delivered a letter like this, which ii, I doubt that a letter like this, which even says on it, I think burn this letter later. You know, don&#039;t, don&#039;t say this.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: But do you know why, why do you think it says burn this letter?&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So that again, this kind of these kinds of clandestine communications are not coming to light. And so certainly, so that Emma doesn&#039;t get a hold of these, these kind of letters. And so I, again, Joseph is deceiving his wife about these relationships. And so, and so what I, I don&#039;t think that anybody is going through the, the risky, I mean, a risky behavior of having her actually deliver them like Rosen Grants and gil during style letters. And unless you really trust that she never opens letters. Um So no, I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so on the night of the 17th, so we, I don&#039;t know what day this letter was written. William Clayton adds the 18th, which maybe because there&#039;s not a journal entry on the 18th. III I know that William Clayton was going through sources to craft his narrative. That&#039;s, that&#039;s something we&#039;ve looked into very deeply. But um but on the, in the middle of the night, on the 17th, they moved Joseph in his place of hiding. Emma was with him. Emma came to tell him that his hiding place had been discovered and it needed to immediately move. And that&#039;s when he went. Is it the grangers that he went to? I can&#039;t remember what the letter says, but both his journal and the letter are in agreement in that and in the and so his hiding place is very important and in the letter, he says I am at this place, burn this letter.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: Yeah, so that would also be a good, that would be a good reason also to burn it. So in other words, he, he is in hiding and so therefore he does not want this correspondence to get out his hiding place. He doesn&#039;t want to get out. But in terms of Emma being with him or not, the letter is also very clear, like you say that Emma is often going to be able to be at this hiding place. So, so the issue is not that he&#039;s apart from Emma, but he is sometimes apart from Emma and that&#039;s what he wants them to visit.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. Except so Emma also said, so we have letters going back and forth between Joseph at this time as well. So she comes and visit hits him twice, once on the 11th and there&#039;s that meeting on the island and Noel K Whitney is there and Emma is there and Hiram is there. Emma is the only woman there. And Joseph writes about his feelings that night. And so I think it&#039;s on, in his, that meeting happened on the 11th and in his journal on the 16th, it says with what unspeakable delight and what transports of joy swelled my bosom. When I took by the hand on that night, my beloved Emma, she, that was my wife, even the wife of my youth and the choice of my heart. Many were the rev reverberations of my mind. When I contemplated for a moment, that many scene we had been called to pass through the fatigues and the toils, the sorrows and sufferings and the joys and consolations from time to time had strewn our ps and crowned our board. Oh, what a com of thought filled my mind for the moment. Again. She here again, she is here even in the seventh, trouble, undaunted, firm and unwavering, unchangeable affectionate Emma. So he wrote that on the 16th. On the 17th. She comes, she&#039;s also with him all day, I believe on the 14th. And they talk about, you know, they, they got to have that time together on the 16th. He writes this on the 17th in the middle of the night she comes and moves him and on the 18th, he&#039;s arranging a tryst. Yes, that&#039;s what we claim. Ok. And, and, and it&#039;s based on that,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: I don&#039;t think there&#039;s anything uncomfortable with. I&#039;m sorry to say with that timeline even as you&#039;ve outlined it because like you said, it&#039;s, we&#039;re not sure. But let&#039;s say, let&#039;s say that that date is correct, that is added and that&#039;s the timeline. And he is even having those positive thoughts about Emma and his, uh, his partnership with her that is not precluding um, these relationships that he is having with these other women. And so what exactly he feels about those and what exactly the point of those is, is and so forth. But that does not, that&#039;s not precluding him doing that. So, so it is not, uh, I agree that there is a, um, an attempt by, uh Brigham Young who is a big enemy of em, em, a big enemy of Brigham Young. Brigham Young is not even an important person at this point in, in, in nu I would say, you know, he, he&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: wasn&#039;t there at that meeting with Joseph on the&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: 11th. I mean, I mean, all of these statues that the L DS make of Brigham Young and, and Joseph Smith is giving him the plans to go west and all this nonsense. Um, you know, my, um, we have like a, in the recollection from Benjamin Winchester, uh, at, you know, at this time, uh, he apparently, uh, um, Joseph Smith said to my great, great, great, great grandmother, this is hearsay. It&#039;s just what Benjamin Winchester says. He says that, uh, if Brigham Young ever gets a hold of this church, he&#039;ll, he&#039;ll lead it to heal. He says to her, you know, a lot of that. And, um, and, and I don&#039;t believe necessarily that, that, that he told my great, great grandmother that because I&#039;m not sure that Joseph Smith would have imagined that somebody as low and unimportant as Brigham Young would ever get a hold of a church because he&#039;s just, in my opinion, he&#039;s sort of like the head of Joseph Smith&#039;s dirty tricks people, you know. So when Joseph Smith wants to do um, bad things like, uh assassinate uh bogs or any other illegal thing, he&#039;s got a co a coterie of, of these yes men like Brigham Young who do the bad stuff for him. Um, but I don&#039;t think that he would have thought of that guy as ever taking over, you know? So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ok. Ok. So I, I want to throw this in because I thought it was interesting. So this isn&#039;t directly applicable. But, um, some people have said to me that because Joseph&#039;s, um, journal entry says the wife of my youth that he&#039;s differentiating Emma from his other wives. But I think it&#039;s interesting to recognize Joseph was so familiar with the Bible, right? He was quoting the Old Testament. It&#039;s Proverbs 518, which is, which talks about the wife of your, of your youth. And explicitly says, like ban it, bans you from having relationships with anyone other than the wife of your youth. So I think it&#039;s interesting that that was the scripture that he referred to in um in, in that letter. But another, so there are a couple of other points along these lines that I think are interesting because I see, I see what you&#039;re saying that you are, you interpret this letter this way, but it&#039;s based, all we have is the letter and it&#039;s just our interpretation of it, right? And especially when we recognize that the revelation is so highly problematic. And like, II, I feel comfortable saying it&#039;s absolutely a forgery because Elizabeth Whitney would have known about that revelation.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So whether it is or not, it&#039;s actually not, not in the end relevant to the, again, the preponderance of evidence. So the, the letter is read consonant to all of the evidence that we have contemporary and then later of everybody based on all of their different um you know, biases uh pro and against and often very anti Brigham Young, you know, and so, and so that&#039;s why that&#039;s why like, you know, you&#039;re talking about it and you say, well, I&#039;m reading it this way because the, because he&#039;s writing this love letter to Emma, what he doesn&#039;t have to be on the outs with Emma or hating Emma to be engaged uh in the system because he could have justified it to himself in any number of ways that he&#039;s doing it. He&#039;s, um, he is definitely, now, by this point made it a system so that he is justifying it religiously even. And it is also involving women who are older, who he&#039;s probably not having physical relationships with. But it, um, is, a lot of people have tried to, like Richard Bushman have tried to suggest, well, what really this is like, it&#039;s dynastic and so forth. And so when, um, you know, we&#039;re, we&#039;re, we&#039;re saying it in a, in a very negative way, you know, he&#039;s talking to the presiding bishop of the church and arranging a booty call or whatever is how you&#039;re characterizing it. And I&#039;m saying, sure we can call it that, but this is also, um, they&#039;ve been sold to it, the idea that, uh, that they are now their family is being sealed to Joseph Smith&#039;s family and, and, and himself specifically, uh in the eternities as he is now going to essentially being an exalted God man or something like that. And they are going to be brought into those glories with him. And that would have been the same reason why my great, great, great, great grandparents also as a couple will have given their daughter to Joseph Smith to be a plural wife. So in other words, it&#039;s not, um, it&#039;s not out of, he&#039;s not doing it without talking to the parents. Um In this case, his parents are insiders, you know, like Heber Kimball or whatever, he, he propositions, um, you know, Hebrew&#039;s wife or whatever, a couple times, you know, positions. Hebrew, they gave him his wife a couple of times, which doesn&#039;t happen, but it&#039;s like a loyalty test and then he gets the daughter right and so&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: forth according to Heber&#039;s later reminiscence. But let me go on with this, um, this, these letters and then this is the last piece of evidence. I&#039;ll talk about it this one. So um this is um August 16th Emma wrote it and Joseph wrote a letter that says, my dear Emma, I embrace this opportunity to express to you some of the feelings. So the 16th, right, we say the letters written the eight, she was there all day, the 14th, right? They moved on the 17th. So this is the 16th. I wanted to um first of all, I take the liberty to tender you my sincere thanks for the two interesting and consoling visits that you have made made me during my almost exiled situation. Tongue cannot express the gratitude of heart for the warm and true, true hearted friendship. You have manifested in these things towards me that it goes forward. Brother Miller again suggested to me the propriety of me, a company of my accompanying him to the pine woods and then he return and bring you and the Children. My mind will eternally revolt at every suggestion of that kind, my safety is with you if you want to have it. So anything more or less than this cometh of evil. If I go to the pine country country, you shall go with me and the Children. And if you and the Children go not with me, I don&#039;t go, I do not wish to exile myself for the sake of my own life. I would rather fight it out. It is for your sakes. Therefore that I would do such a thing. I will go with you then in the same carriage for, I am not willing to trust you in the hands of those who cannot feel the same interest for you that I feel. I think if I could have a respite for about six months with my family, it would be a savor of life unto me. Tell the Children that all is well with their father as yet and that he remains in fervent prayer to the Almighty God. Um All right to God for the safety of himself and for you and for them, tell Mother Smith that it shall be well with her son, yours in haste your affectionate husband until death through all eternity. Forevermore, Joseph Smith. And the thing that I think is particularly interesting. I know you can hear that and just say sure he&#039;s duplicitous. He&#039;s saying this Emma while&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: he loves his wife.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yes. And he&#039;s also he&#039;s also making arrangements with her saying I want to be with you and stay with you and I&#039;ll go where you go.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: If I have to escape to the pioneers, if I go to go to Wisconsin, I don&#039;t want to go alone. I&#039;m going to go with you guys because I want to take you to be with me and, you know, because I, and not just for any duplicitous reason, it&#039;s because I, you know, I&#039;m in love with you and I love their family and I love the kids, you know. So II, I don&#039;t think that he&#039;s in this place where this is happening as a result of him hating Emma or something like that. None of this is about um not liking Emma. Like I would even say, uh um William Law&#039;s uh recollections are, are in fact that they&#039;re in it together because of that brief period that he&#039;s introduced to. This is when, when Emma is temporarily on board for a second about this. But it&#039;s not because of, uh it&#039;s not because of a bad partnership that he has with Emma, that this is happening. And certainly by the end, I think, uh even though again, and like you say, uh Emma later in her testimony denies this burning of the, of the revelation or the documents. Uh I think personally that, that at a certain point, he realized what a foolish thing that he had been doing uh in the end of his life and that they um burned this thing together. He took no new uh marriages and he was going to do the same thing that he did with John C Bennett, which is to say after the heat had gotten high, he was going to root it out of the church. He was going to make Brigham Young his scapegoat and he, and he was going to get enlist William marks in order to scapegoat Brigham Young. And if, and if Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: how do you know he was gonna make Brigham Young his scapegoat? I just am curious about&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: speculation. I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m speculating. So, so at this point, I&#039;m saying he&#039;s gonna make somebody a scapegoat. And so and so, and so somebody&#039;s got to take the fall like John C Bennett took the fall. John C. Bennett had been his best friend. But anyway, at this point, John C Bennett had to take the fall on the first time around. And so now, you know the head of his um yes man, these guys that are doing his, you know, all of Joseph Smith&#039;s stealing for the Lord and all those kind of things, Brigham Young. Um I&#039;m just saying he&#039;s the, he&#039;s the head guy whose head is likely to roll. That&#039;s just my, you know, my guess who he picked to take the fall that has nothing to do. But, but, but I do think that what he he he definitely tells, I think William Marks, we&#039;ve got to root this out of the church and, uh, and he realizes that, you know, this, this whole path has been wrong. And so that&#039;s how II I take Joseph Smith and it&#039;s not because of a bad partnership with Emma or anything like that. And I actually, when you read that love letter, um, one of the, one of the saddest parts of, of, um, um, I don&#039;t know the Brigham my tradition is, is if you just think about it, like for, for Joseph Smith, I mean, you, I think you have a high opinion of Joe Smith and like him and think back at him as the founder of this movement and who you&#039;d like to have, you know, do you think positively of, right? Just think of this incredible betrayal of the Brigham my people in terms of ripping the whole institution away from this family who&#039;s then left, right? You know, and so if you can imagine Joseph Smith, if he would have ever have said, oh, yeah, let&#039;s just, let&#039;s give this church structure to Brigham Young and leave my son alone, you know, destitute here or whatever in the, in the, in the midwest. I mean, and so in that way, I also, um I don&#039;t wonder when we go back and look at these things, why then more, more people who are, where you&#039;re at don&#039;t then want to look at community of Christ and the actual inheritance of, um, Emma and the Smith family. That what Joseph Smith would have wanted um uh as a, as a different alternative. Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, well, my, my perspective at this point is, and, and you might not like to hear this, but I think that the community of Christ has betrayed Emma and Joseph Smith the third in the same way that Brigham Young did it. That&#039;s what makes me like the doctor and covenants. We have, I think at section 122 I&#039;ll have to look it up, but it says that thy friends will not be convinced by the testimony of traitors. And, and that&#039;s what makes me sad is, I think that, you know, one of the biggest arguments in favor of Joseph&#039;s polygamy is that the RL DS Church or now the community of Christ has gone along with this narrative. But I, I did an episode on that and, and so for me, it wouldn&#039;t be like I do, I do believe we have a lot of problems in our history. Brigham Young is a very problematic and troubling figure. I, you know, I think that most of the Smith family was killed um because like um for the sake of a hostile takeover, right? And I think it&#039;s tragic. And so it&#039;s sad to me to see Joseph and Emma&#039;s Legacy Church also go the same direction. That&#039;s, and that&#039;s why I wanted to bring up because because when you&#039;re talking to me, I hear you um continually repeat the narrative, but I&#039;m wanting the sources. I&#039;m wanting the documents and all we have is this Whitney letter. And I would say if we look at like, like, well, well, we could, we, maybe we could talk again or we could do some more correspondence and bring up some other evidences because I would be very open to seeing them. The only things that I have seen are um much better interpreted in a different way with a better context. Like, um you know, like I, I read to you that the changing of the documents, the changing of the history cutting of our tradition in the L DS church when they prepared the um the history, not only did they change things, they just cut things out, they cut, you know, and so they have like, like our history includes John C Bennett&#039;s claim. We have that happiness letter as a true part of our history and we&#039;ve cut out Joseph and Hiram&#039;s own words and own publications that&#039;s shocking to me. And as I see it go forward, I&#039;m like, let&#039;s really look at this from a clean slate instead of wearing this briga my baggage and that has been pushed forward again and again repeatedly, we can look at this and, and with fresh eyes and say, what do we actually have, what is the actual evidence and what is the most likely conclusion within the context that, that we have for it? And we can set aside the later claims for not that we, not that we don&#039;t take them seriously, but we should investigate them. Like, for example, Elizabeth Whitney claimed that her daughter was married to Joseph Smith, but it doesn&#039;t match up with anything that we have. Right. And I know that you dismiss the problem of no Children. But for me, I, I have done deep research into the um contraceptive knowledge in that day and it convinces me that it is impossible to believe that he would not have Children. And I did another, I had um a fellow come on who&#039;s done a statistical analysis of the probability. And Benjamin Winchester, your own great, great, great grandfather claims that um who was it? Louisa Beaman that Joseph came and visited her at least once a week in his own home. So we have tricky claims if we&#039;re going to say, you know, we can&#039;t make this all work.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So that so in terms of contraception already in that time period, for example, the whole nation of France&#039;s population stabilized. So, so one of the things that is happening is that people are able to, you know, we don&#039;t have the modern pill, we don&#039;t have that sort of contraception where we have um you know, systems that are always working. But if you are absolutely trying not to have kids, like Joseph Smith is trying not to have kids. So unlike Brigham Young and so forth and, and also frankly, the the justifications for polygamy, which are to raise up a righteous seed and all those kind of things that are maybe worked into the apologetics of why Joseph Smith is doing it. He is not wanting to have kids. And so I think that that is&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: shown by and again, I want to ask what you have for that,&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: it is performed by the fact that there aren&#039;t any. And so&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and so so&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: in other words, so, so therefore, he&#039;s not trying, in other words, if, if, if he wanted to have a bunch of kids, he could have a bunch of kids because he&#039;s fertile, right? And so, and so, and so, so there&#039;s no reason to imagine that he wants to have a lot of kids. And so, and so he has a practice of spiritual wifey, whatever you want to call it celestial marriage, plural marriage where he is being sealed to all of these women and the women are giving affidavits in many cases after the fact, you know, like you say later where they&#039;re saying that it was every kind of uh you know, every kind of wife or there was a physical relationship. Uh But uh but what we&#039;d also contemporaneously is um for example, when they&#039;re, when they&#039;re making uh scapegoating Bannet, you know, one of the things that they say about him is that he was an abortionist that he was involved in, in buggery. And so, um so people have said that that&#039;s a charge of Bennett being a homosexual, but actually buggery can refer to all non vaginal intercourse, right? And so one of the ways that you don&#039;t have Children is fight, you have other kinds of manual or whatever, these other kinds of, of, of sex. Like we talked about Bill Clinton at the beginning of this in Clintonian line. So, so in other words, there&#039;s that way of having sex and the, the way of reproduction that also prevents Children having is abortion. And so the, um, it&#039;s hard to hear that in a modern L DS context where people have really adopted the evangelical uh position on abortion. But the original position taught by, um, the church in the 18 forties is that, um, that the spirit only comes into the baby in the quickening, you know, at the moment of the quickening. And this is why, um for example, even in Saturday&#039;s warrior, um when the Emily is going to be born and there&#039;s a miscarriage, it&#039;s not that Emily, the spirit was already in that miscarried fetus, she gets in the next fetus, you know, and so forth because the original, um anyway, the idea is that the spirit enters either the quickening or at birth. And so that was a different Mormon position which would have justified abortion. So, um, ok,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so I have a lot of thoughts on all of this. Well, well, first of all, I think it would be worthwhile to if if you want to watch my episode on um, the insurmountable problem of no Children because I did a deep investigation of, of um, the knowledge of contraceptive concept at this time. And we can look, we have a very clear history of it. It&#039;s worth exploring before we, before we make these claims before we claim that they could have that John Bennett was a capable abortionist. I think it&#039;s worth that. But um, what&#039;s more is that we claim that these are Victorian women who would be very embarrassed about saying they were Joseph&#039;s wife and very deed and yet we are saying that they were engaging in anal sex, right? That&#039;s bizarre to me, like, completely bizarre to me to like, so this is a&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: big difference between the public, what you&#039;re willing to say to the public and in an affidavit in court or in a, in a published newspaper and what you&#039;re able or willing to do when the prophet of your church who is every single thing else to you, um, is telling you or instructing you whatever you&#039;re doing. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: yeah, I think, I think that&#039;s quite a claim to make. And again, it&#039;s only we have access to the same. It&#039;s only based on a choice on an interpretive choice. You see the evidence of no Children and go to anal sex and 18 forties abortion. I see the choice of no child, the evidence of no Children and say the possibility that Joseph Smith, Emma Smith, Hiram Smith, all of them were telling the truth in their consistent story. And that Brigham Young and the later dedicated polygamist who we know fudged history completely and we know lied repeatedly about everything, lied about Joseph Smith because they needed to have the validation that this was Joseph&#039;s church. And so I think that that is a completely plausible explanation and not only plausible but is a much better explanation for all of the evidence that we have. Like we know that Emma was being followed in the, the Whitney letter is the only thing I know of that&#039;s contemporaneous and it&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: doesn&#039;t matter if it&#039;s only contemporaneous. I&#039;m sorry, contemporaneous is not the whole of the historical record. You can&#039;t simply cut out all of the testimonies of all the people, including all of the non um non briga testimonies. And there is contemporaneous stuff which is to say, what does John C Bennett have to say? So he is an enemy of Joseph Smith at a certain point. But there that is all published contemporaneously as well. And it&#039;s consistent with what then uh people who are enemies of Bennett are saying, including Brigham Young. So, you know, I I&#039;m sorry to say this is not the only evidence that we have, we have a preponderance of evidence that is massive in total. And so then we have to. So my, my thing, what I&#039;m saying is why, why no Children that is what given the fact that we&#039;ve already shown that Joseph Smith is a polygamist. How do we explain uh why there are no Children? And so the answer is that he is not wanting to produce Children. And that may be again, part of his thinking that&#039;s going into uh this polyandry thing. In other words, so that if there was going to be a kid that slips by, it&#039;s going to be attributed to the husband that the woman is actually married to you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So, so let me, let me just add one and I know we need to go. But um the John C Ben thing is interesting because he gives us the initials, right? So he has LB, which is where we get Louisa Beaman, Louisa Beaman never claimed to have been one of Joseph&#039;s wives. I think it&#039;s important to recognize that the Brigham Mis absolutely had all of John C Bennett&#039;s writings and we have a pattern of them building a narrative on these previous writings. Like I said, they include the happiness letter in their own history as coming from Joseph. And John C. Bennett is the only source for that. And so the LB is interesting because that&#039;s where we get the whole story of Louisa Beaman. And now Dodd Bradley, who&#039;s going to come on this podcast soon. He um has discovered that that could not have happened with the only claim we have for Louisa Beaman is Joseph Bates Noble and he says, you know, and Don Bradley has learned that his house was not built at the time that Joseph Bates Noble claims that he and Joseph Fates Noble who&#039;s also just like all the rest of them. His testimony is everywhere. He does not sound credible. The judge in the Temple lot case did not find them credible in their testimonies. And so so Louisa Beaman has but but now because this narrative is so strong because the, the narrative is Joseph was a polygamist. We know that. So none of the evidence actually matters because we just twist it. So now they&#039;re just saying that actually the Louisa Beaman must have been a year or two later than we thought. So she wasn&#039;t the first wife. But really, it&#039;s I would, I mean, it&#039;s just as possible that John Bennett was making these accusations. There was no reason for him not to write the women&#039;s names. It wasn&#039;t the women who were going to sue him. It was Joseph who would have sued him. Joseph had a history of suing people and he&#039;s making the allegations against Joseph. And um so the lb the Briga mis came up with Louisa Beaman to try to fill that in Joseph Bates Noble was willing to say it. Louisa Beaman was already dead by the time they say that. And now we&#039;ve exposed that as a lie that Joseph Bates Noble said. So all of this, that that&#039;s what I see happening is it&#039;s continually like this piece of evidence. Oh, nope, it&#039;s anal sex. This piece of evidence. Oh no, Joseph Bates Noble got the date wrong. This piece of evidence. Oh, no, it&#039;s we already know the outcome. So all of the evidence will be twisted&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: because the apologetic work on doing this is to go around and attack all the whatever the each and, and do a drill down on each and every little piece that&#039;s going on. And then again, like you&#039;re saying, insisting on pro Joseph Smith in his own handwriting, kind of things from his own time frame as being the the only thing that can really be trusted because anything that goes through uh anyway, somebody, somebody else is problematic. So, uh so anyway, I appreciate, you know, where you&#039;re coming from and that you have done a lot of study on this. But it, it, it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not, not, none of this is convincing, you know. So the fact that if Louisa Beaman is, is not on the list, it doesn&#039;t, you know, that&#039;s not really particularly relevant, you know. So I appreciate if she is, let me&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ask you one final question, what pieces of evidence am I missing that? I need to look at that. Like you, you have said, we have so much more evidence. I&#039;m very aware of the of the later Utah testimonies. Like what critical pieces are you like? No, we have this and we have this and we have this, like, what comes to mind that you think is the best evidence because I guess I assumed you would have included what you saw as the best evidence in your presentation. So that&#039;s what I addressed.&lt;br /&gt;
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John Hamer: So, no, so it&#039;s not about me like, um, finding one little piece of smoking gun evidence or whatever. That&#039;s what Joseph the third wanted as well. So in other words, he was willing, you know, uh you know, to do this as if, as if history is a uh a court case where we have to have like one piece of smoking gun evidence, like let&#039;s say a genetic study. So that Josephine somebody, whatever had actually been a uh uh a DNA descendant. That&#039;s not, that&#039;s not how we get to where we are in, in history. You know, with the sometimes there is maybe, I guess a uh something that you want, that you would have that, that can&#039;t be questioned. But in any event, it, what we are doing here is it&#039;s the entire preponderance of evidence, the weight of all of the testimony from all the sources that are in fact uh biased and bigoted against each other. The fact that there is no way to make the counter narrative. In other words, that Brigham Young is doing this as a cabal, that evidence um is so anyway, late and flimsy and so forth that that is not that that isn&#039;t that, in other words, trying to create a different narrative. In other words, that Brigham Young is the originator of this and that Joseph was fighting uh polygamy, you know, during his life, you have to have a competing narrative that has um more evidence that is all consistently waiting together so that you can um to make that case. And so unfortunately, that no, I mean, again, there is a historical consensus about this because that hasn&#039;t been made and, and I don&#039;t think can be made. And so and so yes, it has to be done if you want to, if you want to change the consensus,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: is it possible that um that it has been done and is being done and you&#039;re just not aware of it because if people aren&#039;t open to looking, if, if you know, like I always say about like if we don&#039;t, if we&#039;re not willing to ask the questions, we can&#039;t be given the answers. That&#039;s one thing I think about faith when we already think we have all the answers, like the prophet can never lose the stray, we&#039;re not open to learning more. And I think that&#039;s also true with any kind of narrative, especially a historical narrative. If we are, if we are so certain of the narrative that we&#039;re not willing to ask questions and be curious and look into it, how can we possibly learn more and how can people ever learn that they were wrong? You know, like, like a way this could be a situation where Galileo was saying, hey, look in my microscope, look at what I&#039;m seeing about how the universe works and all of the priests saying no, we already know this. So your piece doesn&#039;t matter that you have to look at the totality of what we know and that&#039;s what this feels like to me. And so I&#039;m, I&#039;m curious like what would need to be done to help or to allow people like yourself to, to consider looking into some of this counter narrative, some of this other evidence that how, how would&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=3h05m03s 3:05:03]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: that, I mean, it would, it would take it, it would take, I mean, presumably a somebody who is uh you know, getting in a phd thesis, I guess, and who is, is going to be writing, uh you know, writing this narrative and going through uh you know, like all, you know, all of this evidence or something like that, in other words, you would. So history is not static, history is constantly being, um it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not only built on pre preceding narratives. The um certainly the uh you know, the, the narrative for a whole long time uh was that uh you know, outside of the Mormon tradition? So what was that? The Solomons Balding was the source of the book of Mormon and so forth. That is in every early document and everything like that. And um and that&#039;s absolutely not the case, you know. So no, you know, there&#039;s a historical consensus at this point that that is not the case, but it was, it was taken outside of the tradition anyway, before anybody had really done, you know, uh uh history on it that, that was taken for, you know, uh as gospel. And so it would have been repeated in, in, in indeed, what was, what, what um qualifies as the early historian sources, you know, people who really didn&#039;t have access to the documents and things like that from the 19th and early 20th centuries and so forth. Um And so, no, it would be, it would be completely possible to have new historical consensus. And, um, and I certainly, for example, when I was, uh doing it in more, in my very precise, more, you know, like a little bit more front line field, like I&#039;ve talked about in terms of like the historical Jesus and so forth. Um I would, I&#039;m very open despite the fact that I&#039;m a Christian pastor there. It is not, in fact incumbent upon me that there was a historical Jesus that does not have to have been the case because, um, you said before that you think that, uh you think that the community of Christ has betrayed Joseph the third? And Emma, in fact, actually, we don&#039;t make historical claims as a church. You&#039;re talking to me in part as a historian, right? So I am a historian, I&#039;m telling you what, in fact, the entire um latter day saint historians community and people who study the, the field who are not uh Mormon or community of Christ or, or otherwise have concluded based on the preponderance of the evidence. But if a um again, a trained historian, we&#039;re able to make the case, uh a counter case, it is completely always possible to change history, which is why I also suggested that you shouldn&#039;t be putting your faith on the sands of history. You can, history is simply one of the things that we, what we learn as an academic discipline, how we understand the past. Um But we get confused by that very regularly in the latter day saint tradition. But in fact, in Joseph the third and Emma&#039;s Church, we have rejected history claims as um as being the basis of our theology. So our theology is in the, the gospel and our connection to God, the restored principles of the, of the restored Gospel and so forth as opposed to making claims about history one way or the other. And so I have, um I have been speaking to my own people, you know, in terms of how can they uh pastorally, how can they struggle with some things that have become identity myths based on? Um how can they understand the, the historical consensus that has emerged on this? Um And so, and so it&#039;s not that there couldn&#039;t be another, um it would just be very difficult in this particular case because uh it&#039;s very, uh there&#039;s so much evidence so, and it&#039;s not, you don&#039;t have to look for it anymore. But I mean, it&#039;s, in other words, it&#039;s all of the different testimony that you&#039;re aware of a lot of it. And as you said, you&#039;re aware of lots of it. You&#039;ve researched this a lot. Um But it&#039;s not discounting um especially later testimony um including including people who are loyalist, even, even, even, even. So. Um it&#039;s very difficult to produce a giant cabal that then encompasses all these people who actually hate Brigham Young as well. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=3h09m10s 3:09:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, well, I appreciate you talking to me. I guess I do have maybe two requests. My hope is that in this conversation, at the very least there can be some light shed on people who do find this um evidence and this narrative more compelling that I&#039;m hoping that there can at least be an understanding that it&#039;s not, you know, I mean, we always like, like in our pre predi discussion, I think you compared me, you implied flat earther and holocaust denier. And you know, and I do think that II, I think that&#039;s unfair. I, you know, I think it&#039;s unfair to assume that we are motivated by a need, you know, that it&#039;s wishful thinking or that it&#039;s motivated reasoning or that it&#039;s anything like that other than a careful examination of the evidence So I&#039;m hoping that at least some room can be made in people&#039;s minds and ideally in people&#039;s discourse to allow for the fact that there are very intelligent, very honest and very studious people who find compelling reason to think that this narrative is more likely and, and, and whichever way you want to say that it&#039;s, you know, I think that that&#039;s a more accurate and, and will prove to that that&#039;s a more accurate representation that will prove to um age better as the years go forward as this movement continues to grow. And so that&#039;s the first thing I would ask. And then the second is, and, and you don&#039;t have to, you know, these are my requests for whatever they&#039;re worth. The second thing is that um we tend to set ourselves up as experts, you know, without like I really prefer talking about the evidence and I appreciate that you brought evidence forward in your presentation, you know, but as you said, Todd Compton was your main source. And um and, and there are problems with almost all of the evidence that you brought or with your interpretation of it. And so I think that we should all strive, I guess, to be more humble and circumspect in our presentation so that it&#039;s not like this is what everybody agrees with, except the, you know, the flat earthers. That makes sense. So that&#039;s my hope is that we can recognize the limitations each of us have on our knowledge and the support for our narratives. Like I would not say that Todd Compton is an expert on this. He took the assumption that he had and applied it to the evidence he had and only viewed it through that lens without any investigation or questioning the narrative. And I think that that&#039;s important work to do. So I don&#039;t know what you think of that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=3h11m35s 3:11:35]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: So I disagree with that on this question. So this is not um I, I appreciate uh I&#039;m not saying that you&#039;re having any, in any sense, a dishonest inquiry. Um But uh this is not a, this is not a thing that is uh we&#039;re in a place right now where it is perfectly appropriate for historians to speak of this as a settled issue. So there we are, we can&#039;t always say that there are lots of different things in history which are very open questions where we have to say there are multiple uh academically defensible narratives. Have that going back to the historical Jesus. Um Once we&#039;ve agreed that the historical Jesus exists, which a couple of people don&#039;t, but we essentially everybody who I consider to be legitimate scholars does, then there are multiple academically defensible reconstructions you can make. And so Bart Erman says that he&#039;s a failed Apocalyptic prophet John Dominic Crossing says that he&#039;s maybe a, a social reformer akin to uh uh a cynic philosopher in the Greek philosophical tradition. Right? And there are plenty more that can be made like that. So that is an open question. Um But this where we are at right now with Joseph Smith and polygamy is not an open question academically and historically. And so, and so it&#039;s appropriate for historians, even when it&#039;s not their central focus, which is not my central focus. I&#039;ll admit, I, I actually uh don&#039;t care about Joseph Smith very much myself. So I&#039;m actually interested in the movement and I love the, the movement. I am. Uh I&#039;m motivated by um you know, again that we built, you know, with that nou and going back there and trying to build up Zion and I&#039;m, I&#039;m connected to it that way as a movement. Um I&#039;m probably the, the least Joseph Smithy Mormon historian that exists, you know, in that kind of a sense. Um But, uh but anyway, so that&#039;s just, I, I think that we&#039;re, we&#039;re where we&#039;re at in this particular, in this particular place. And so I agree with you that um we should not, uh I, I try to approach, I, I, I&#039;m not always good and I don&#039;t always accomplish this. I try to approach these topics pastorally and not by way of debunking. Um My goal always for um I have members of my congregation who grew up and of course, they all thought Brigham Young created polygamy and so forth and, and, and account, you know, uh the historical narrative when they actually hear it as opposed to our uh inherited identity, uh uh sacred story is, is rough. And so what I, and so again, I, what I&#039;m always trying to do whenever I&#039;m talking about that or, or telling, talking about different parts of the gospels that aren&#039;t historical or something like that is, is to say, we shouldn&#039;t be so focused on history in the first place. And rather we should, when we, when, when we do find out about these historical things, they should, these should enrich our understanding of the movement that we&#039;re coming from and our background in our history. And so that&#039;s, that&#039;s what I want to do. And I, and I, and so I, and so I, I apologize for the flippant examples that I was using in terms of because I was trying, I was actually going to try to come up with a hypothetical one. So because anytime you mentioned Nazis, it&#039;s you, you&#039;ve lost the argument. So holocaust. And so yes, I&#039;m not calling this shouldn&#039;t mention that, you know, in others, there are holocaust deniers, there&#039;s a historical convinces that the holocaust happened. But there are people who have that best on belief and they, in a lot of cases think that they have evidence or whatever that&#039;s not relevant because I&#039;m not going to make that comparison, but it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not nice and fair and then you lose the any, any kiss, you, you lose any sense of being remotely pastoral. So, what I would just say is I, um, appreciate also the conversation that we&#039;ve had. I appreciate how much research you&#039;ve done. You have a lot of information at your fingertips. It is really amazing. And I, and I really appreciate that and I also appreciate that, um, you&#039;ve come to this place with honesty and integrity and, um, and like I say, it&#039;s not that, um, history has ever done. And, and indeed, at the end of the day, um anything that&#039;s been written about history now will have to be entirely rewritten in three or four generations because the things that people there, it has to be translated for a time and place and the, and the interest that they have, you know, uh 80 years ago um when history was written totally differently because nobody cared about, I&#039;m not, you mean about it? But they, historians didn&#039;t care about women&#039;s perspectives now, or regular people, in other words, they only cared about political leaders. And so it would only be about the very much elite and what they were doing and so forth. Now, we care a lot. I think I care a lot. And so I&#039;ve been part of the revolution of historians who is trying to see how is this affecting the regular people, not worried only about Joseph Smith, what was happening to everybody else, you know? And so, and so um and so well and so that&#039;s where we are with history and it, and it&#039;s ever moving forward. But, um, I guess my, my, my plea as a pastor who is also a historian is that we work on separating out our faith from our worrying about history and, um, my positions on history. People in my church don&#039;t have to agree with me because we&#039;re not a history club. Um, and so, and so, what I would just say is this church hasn&#039;t abandoned Joseph the third and Emma. And so, and, and, uh, and despite my, um, my, my position is as a historian and it isn&#039;t, in any way, I&#039;ve got their picture on the wall here. Right. So it is not, I&#039;m not uh um attempting to denigrate them in any way. I understand that they were people who went through a lot, what Emma had to go through, you know, I, I, and I&#039;m, I&#039;m, um, there are people who aren&#039;t big fans of her like William Law, but I&#039;m a big fan and I, and I, and I very much appreciate her and I think that um, her son is among the most successful and admirable uh figures that the restoration has ever produced. You know, so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=3h17m45s 3:17:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: John, I cannot thank you enough for this conversation. I really appreciate just engaging with honesty and integrity and willingness to answer the hard questions. Can you tell us where people can find you? Where do we find your broadcast and how do we engage with people that would like to join your congregation? What information can you give us?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=3h18m04s 3:18:04]&lt;br /&gt;
John Hamer: So, the easiest way to everything that I&#039;m doing is to go to our website for, for the congregation is uh center place, but spelled the Canadian way. So ce ntre place dot C A and one of the things you&#039;ll find there is uh you go center place slash lectures or just hit the lectures button. And I have um talked hundreds of hours on yes restoration topics, but also understanding all of Western history and in and indeed, uh Christianity, but from the grounding of a, a restoration pastor. So I don&#039;t only see the time period of the last two centuries that we&#039;ve had as a, as a restored church as being our only inheritance. How, how does the entire rest of the Christian tradition and everything else that went before it inform who we are um as Latter Day saints now in the 21st century. And so, uh I hopefully that will be of interest to uh people that you are also listening to your podcast. And I am so sorry that um I&#039;m expressing a contrary position that I think a lot of the folks who listen to you maybe not like and uh and, and, and, and I probably also did so in a way that was very unconvincing. Uh But in any event, I, I,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt1rySd11ek&amp;amp;amp;t=3h19m22s 3:19:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I I&#039;m just going to consider where the I&#039;m going to start calling us the Galileo Club and we will just wait until we&#039;re allowed to come out of house arrest. So that&#039;s my, but thank you John, have a great day. I want to again very sincerely thank John for giving me so much of his time for being willing to come on and be um pushed with difficult questions and and be willing to engage. So um agreeably and honestly and vulnerably with someone who disagrees with him. So I really appreciate that. I&#039;m hoping that we can have more of these types of conversations on this topic. But in society in general, I really appreciate being able to engage with somebody who is willing to engage even though we don&#039;t see eye to eye. So thank you again, John and thank you for the to the rest of you for being here and sticking with us and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 85: Proving William Clayton&#039;s Journals are NOT Contemporaneous w/ Jeremy Hoop - 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 85&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-09-24&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = _a91kvdLKSU&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Fake History, Heber C Kimball, William Clayton Journals&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview, Jeremy Hoop&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Everything to do with Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy hinges on William Clayton and his journals. Many people argue that Clayton&#039;s journals should be accepted without question -- but they haven&#039;t seen this.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Jeremy Hoop takes us through an extremely in depth look at everything we know about William Clayton&#039;s process of record keeping -- and editing. He clearly demonstrates how we can easily tell the difference between an original draft book and a finalized clean copy, and shows in no uncertain terms (through extensive visual evidence) which category Clayton&#039;s journals fall into.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;This is a very long discussion, which some will find fascinating, and others will find overwhelming. For those who prefer the more condensed version, Jeremy will return in the near future to present a much shorter version of the same presentation and evidence, so you won&#039;t completely miss out.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://archive.org/stream/WilliamClaytonJournal/WilliamClaytonJournal_djvu.txt William Clayton&#039;s Writings, Fillerup compilation]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.latterdaytruth.org/pdf/100166.pdf Joseph Smith&#039;s Try the Spirits from Times and Seasons]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy, where we explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage. And now the historical case for Joseph Smith&#039;s supposed polygamy. OK. This is the long awaited second part of the discussion on William Clayton with Jeremy Ho. Now I have to give a little bit of preliminary information as you, I&#039;m sure have already seen. This is a very long episode. Um Jeremy brought a ton of information, some of you might find this a little bit too in depth and which is just fine. Some of you I know will just love everything that is shared. So to try to um reach the entire audience with this incredibly important information, Jeremy is working on getting this presentation down to about 60 to 90 minutes and we are going to rerecord a second version. So for those who want the entire um three hour and 45 minute discussion, you are in luck here it is for those who feel like this might be a little bit much. I mean, of course, I think there&#039;s a ton of valuable information here, but Jeremy is going to go through and and really choose the most important and get it down to what might be a more manageable size for some of you. So if anyone would rather wait, that will be forthcoming. So you will get the information. In either case, I think this is an incredibly important topic and episode, either this one or the one that is coming because in my opinion, Jeremy has just proved that William Clayton&#039;s journal cannot be said to be contemporary. Yes, I know, proved is a hard um word. So maybe I should soften that. But I think that someone would have a very difficult time arguing that William Clayton&#039;s journal is contemporaneous after watching this episode and this presentation that he has put together. So I&#039;m so excited that you are here. Buckle up and join us for this incredible deep dive into the journals of William Clayton. Welcome to this long anticipated episode of 100 32 problems long anticipated by Jeremy and me as much as anybody else. I have to tell everyone this is our third time count. Then three, we&#039;ve probably spent already four hours on this episode trying to get it ready. And so now we&#039;ve got the technology set up, everything should go smoothly, but this is a guy that for my viewers needs no introduction and Jeremy I and my audience cannot thank you enough for your long suffering, enduring to the end your patience to get this information out there because it is so important and I&#039;m so excited to hear it again myself and bring it to my audience. So welcome and thank you in advance for all of this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=03m03s 03:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Thanks for having me again. Um Yeah, this is worth it. I think this, this material is um is really important and uh it&#039;s, well, it&#039;s really geeky stuff. Uh If you&#039;re not in the mood to, to listen to something that gets deep into the tall grass, in fact, goes burrows well beneath the roots of the tallgrass. Um You might wanna save this for another day, although don&#039;t save it, just dive in, but it&#039;s, we&#039;re gonna get kind of document nerdy here today. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=03m36s 03:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: but of all the things I thought I&#039;d geek out about in my life, I didn&#039;t know William Clayton was high on the list, but the more you study this, the more important you realize it is like we have got to study this guy inside out because he&#039;s so central to all of this. It&#039;s insane. So it&#039;s insane how important this like sad little man turns out to be in this research. So, yeah, we can go ahead and dive right in. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=04m05s 04:05] Jeremy Hoop: I&#039;m excited to um to explore this further. Um uh If, if people are just joining this, this particular topic, William Clayton for the first time and you haven&#039;t seeing the other pieces that are foundational. We uh Michelle and I went through um things about Brigham Young and Heber Kimball and the things that they were doing whilst in England, the things that they believed in and were practicing at least uh document is that a word document with uh Heber Kimball, um that&#039;s gonna become part of the lexicon. Uh Heber Kimball was absolutely practicing some form of spiritual wifey. Um some form of plurality of wives um in England and Brigham Young at least believed in it and there is some evidence uh later tales of him actually practicing it. Uh uh Well, adultery of some kind or some kind of loose behavior. We&#039;ve been having technical difficulties from episode to episode to episode. We&#039;ve even had one in this episode and I think there&#039;s some little demon that does not want this information out. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=05m16s 05:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: do you know what it&#039;s the, it&#039;s Little Willie, we&#039;ll call him Little Willie.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=05m22s 05:22] Jeremy Hoop: Willie. Little Willie is a mischievous um disembodied spirit. Oh, we&#039;re going to dissect to dissect Little Willie um Today in great detail parts of Little Willie. Um and what we&#039;re going to focus on today, I think will help people have much greater context to understand this particular piece of the puzzle related to Joseph Smith and polygamy. Um If you could share my screen, that would be great. Let&#039;s dive in. So we have been talking about um characters from, from the restoration history that are have been less than truthful, truthful, proven to have uh fabricated stories and to have embellished and to have changed history. So we started off talking about Brigham and Heber and the things that they were doing prior to Joseph Smith, supposedly ever saying a word to them about the principle that they came to um love and adore and practice and, and that they integrated as what they considered to be the fullness of the gospel, the, the highest principle in the gospel. Brigham and Hebert. Long story short, we&#039;re doing these things in England long before Joseph ever supposedly says anything. Well, moving on, we&#039;re now talking about William Clayton. William Clayton is a central figure in all of this, primarily uh because of his journal. And in episode one, we talked about aspects of his journals, his England journal and his Nauvoo journal that revealed a lot about his character. Today, we&#039;re gonna talk about the journal itself. We&#039;re going to dive into the context of the journal. So people have an understanding of what they&#039;re reading if they read parts of it and why it is that um that people consider it to be the smoking gun for Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy and why they shouldn&#039;t. Frankly, in part three, we&#039;re gonna going to examine aspects of the content of that journal. And then in part four, we&#039;re going to talk about consistency, the consistency of the story of the revelation from uh uh to Joseph about plural marriage. And Clayton is at the center of that. And so today, we&#039;re talking about context and we&#039;re gonna ask the question is Clayton&#039;s Journal Contemporaneous and secondarily is Clayton credible. So as&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=08m06s 08:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: to compliment you on all of your alliteration, I&#039;m very much enjoying it. This is very well done for Clayton&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=08m12s 08:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Elder Maxwell would be proud, he&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=08m15s 08:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: would be proud&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=08m17s 08:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: one of my favorites. Um As we talk about the journal, we&#039;re gonna, we&#039;re going to talk about what is publicly available. And also we&#039;re going to examine what has not been publicly available. But when we refer to the journal that has heretofore been referenced most famously, it&#039;s in this book that you see on your screen, an intimate chronicle that was compiled by uh George D Smith back in the mid nineties, I believe 1995 I think. And as I said, we&#039;re going to dive into the context of this so we can understand it better. The importance of this record to the Joseph Smith polygamy narrative cannot be overstated. His journal is the singular piece. The only piece of alleged contemporaneous what could actually be called evidence. If it&#039;s credible without his novo journal, all we have are uncorroborated accusations, decades old hearsay, wild speculation, loose correlation without causation. That&#039;s all that there is. I&#039;ve I heard Don Bradley, a Mormon historian say that there are 30 pieces of contemporaneous evidence. II, I beg to differ. Those are not evidence is what he will claim things like the happiness letter or things like the Sarah and Whitney letter or things like the, the affidavits and the expositor. Ok. Those things are not evidence, those things. Actually,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I want to say, I&#039;m actually excited to talk to Don a brat about that because he&#039;s going to come on and talk to me about&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: to be able&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: to hear, um, you know, to be able to discuss that a little further. So, yeah, we&#039;ll be able to dig in. Hopefully, I agree with you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: By the way I have from everything I&#039;ve seen of Don Bradley, he seems to be really a wonderful guy and probably one of the best thinkers on this subject that I&#039;ve encountered on the other side, the most fair minded, um especially as I just heard him blow up the whole Louisa Beaman narrative. Maybe we need to talk about that sometime. But um the historians, the commentators, uh they have not examined the things we&#039;re gonna talk about today. I have not heard a single person address what we&#039;re going to address today, but rather they have made unfounded claims about the contemporaneous nature of the journal. They trust them implicitly. They, they speak of these journals as though they are. It is a foregone conclusion that they are contemporaneous and we will show today that the journal cannot be said to be contemporaneous with any certainty. And the strongest likelihood is that they, because there are three of them, there are three, if you wanna call them volumes, they were written after the events and thus the credibility of the journals, they must come into question. Also given what Clayton reveals about himself in these journals, the major inconsistencies, um the constant accusations against him, uh serious character flaws that are revealed in the journals be by the way, being an outsider, an outsider to the inner circle of uh Mormon hierarchy. It&#039;s always assumed that he&#039;s an insider, he&#039;s actually not and we&#039;re gonna discover a portion of that today. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=11m31s 11:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he&#039;s, he&#039;s the OG Mormon wannabe, right? He really is like William, the wannabe. Clayton is kind of how I refer to him in my mind because that&#039;s an important part to understand about him.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=11m41s 11:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: And I, and I, and other than James Allen who only lets it kind of briefly leak out. I&#039;ve never heard anyone address this part of his character and I don&#039;t know why exactly. I suspect it&#039;s because there&#039;s a need to have him be part of the team. Um He, he&#039;s a very interesting character and, and he&#039;s, he&#039;s kind of a loner, he&#039;s kind of on his own. Um And given all this, given all of these things, we should seriously question the veracity of his story. And without his story and knowing what we know about Brigham and Heber believing in and practicing spiritual wifey in England. I know that by the way, there&#039;s people out there who are, maybe you&#039;re hearing this for the first time. You&#039;re saying it wasn&#039;t called spiritual wifey. It was called spiritual wifey. We have many testimonies,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: quotes of Brigham Young himself, calling it spiritual wifey that I&#039;ve compiled. So it doesn&#039;t work.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: So, so those of you like Brian Hales who say there was a difference between spiritual wifey and plurality of wives or celestial, plural marriage or polygamy according to their own statements according to Helen Mar Kimball, according to Emily Partridge, according to Brigham Young himself, it was called spiritual wifey in those days. So when I say they were practicing spiritual wifey in England, that&#039;s what they were doing. And they were doing this while when they met William and baptized him in England because of these things, we must re examine and question all of the accusations and decades old hearsay. And finally, we need to exonerate Joseph. So, uh first, I think it&#039;s really helpful to ask ourselves what would be admissible in a court of law and perhaps that can better help us understand these journals. I asked a really&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: quickly, I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m sorry. I just really want to quickly respond to what you said about. We need to exonerate Joseph because I think that a common misunderstanding is that people think that we are acting under motivated reasoning, that we have the foregone conclusion that Joseph was innocent and that we because of that are looking for the information. And I just wanted to clarify because I know that this is the case with both you and me that it&#039;s the opposite. We saw this and said, the evidence strongly supports the conclusion that we&#039;ve got the wrong guy. And when you come to that conclusion, then you want to exonerate the right guy and make sure that we have the right guy accused. So I just wanted to clarify that because I want to head off any of those accusations and misunderstandings. I think if people will look at this information fairly as you and I have done, they will very likely come up with the same conclusions we have. And when you see that you want to exonerate the guy that&#039;s been falsely accused.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: So incredibly important point. Uh If you ha if this is the first time you&#039;re hearing me speak or hearing Michelle speak, I, I&#039;ll say again, I used to believe that he was, I used to teach people that he was, I used to think it was a celestial principle. It was only until I examined things closely that my, my belief in this and, and my um my understanding of Joseph himself changed entirely. It&#039;s in read, it&#039;s in studying him, it&#039;s in reading his words, it&#039;s in reading the revelations, it&#039;s in understanding um his interactions between people. They&#039;re not consistent with the tale that&#039;s told of him later. They&#039;re certainly not consistent with Brigham Young. And so when a as I&#039;ve come to know Joseph Smith, it, it has nothing to do with. I, I need him to be a polygamist I, I guess I could have needed him to be a polygamist before in order to maintain my current paradigm. Um It was, it is much more, it&#039;s, it&#039;s much more difficult to go against consensus, to go against power structures, to go against the, the high and mighty and the noble uh academics and historians and commentators who, who garner so much attention. Look, we&#039;re a little fringe movement out here, um, growing but a fringe movement growing pretty rapidly. Um But we certainly don&#039;t have, there&#039;s not a lot of uh of notoriety and fame and fortune in this for us. And so the only thing I care about and you can judge this statement on its, on its merits. Um I care about what&#039;s true. And so far, what I have found, I&#039;m open to him being a polygamist. If you&#039;ll show me some evidence so far, what I found is the opposite. And so when we&#039;re talking about evidence, uh I asked a lawyer friend of mine, hey, could you help me explain the rules of evidence, what&#039;s admissible in a court of law? Um And he sent me over the code and basically a journal would be admissible in a court of law if um it was made at or near the time uh of the event and someone by someone who had knowledge of the event, um if it was conducted in a regular course of activity and a journal would be that if it&#039;s actually done as a daily record. And also if the opponent does not show that the source of information or the method of circumstance of preparation indicate a lack of trustworthiness. Ok. So we have to find the person who prepares it credible. And we also have to find that the, the the mode of creating it was credible. I think Michelle you and I talked about how sometimes in divorce court, you know, journals are fabricated in order for one spouse to implicate the other in things they didn&#039;t do. And so uh admitting a journal in a court of law, it&#039;s pretty tricky. Um And so,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and part of that last piece is also the motivation if like, like, so you&#039;re hitting, I mean, I mean, is there like I, I did use the example of a, an an unhappy spouse starting to create a journal just to use as evidence and it&#039;s somewhat clear when that happens, right? So what I find interesting is that all, all of those points that you um brought up about the credibility of a journal, all four of them are in serious problem with Clayton. I&#039;m assuming you&#039;re gonna go into it, but it&#039;s kind of fun to get to see a absolutely check, check, check, check, inadmissible, throw it out. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: So just to clarify chat G BT helps us to understand just a little bit more the party offering the journal. Um also needs to prove that it&#039;s genuine, that the burden of proof really is on them to say this is a genuine record. The church has not released these journals. Ok. We&#039;ll talk about that a little bit more. Uh general generally, journals are considered hearsay. And so oftentimes they&#039;re not even admissible but, but if they&#039;re extremely relevant to the subject matter, um and, and they are considered contemporaneous if they can be established as contemporaneous, they, that hearsay rule can be overcome and then the credibility of the journal itself and the person who created it can impact its weight as evidence. If the journal is inconsistent, contradicts other evidence or seems manipulated, its credibility might be questioned. So just keep those in the back of your mind as we go through this historians, they don&#039;t use legal standards. I I get that you don&#039;t construct history based on legal standards in terms of considering evidence there, it&#039;s a, it&#039;s a different rule of thumb. However, when we&#039;re stating something definitively that we know happened, ok. Um Then we might consider using a little bit higher standard for the things that we call evidence. Unfortunately, sometimes historians, they will speak with extraordinary certainty. When the available evidence, it requires them, it demands them to speak with more humility and circumspection.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Absolutely. Oh, can you go back to that slide and just let me do one little exercise. Do you guys remember this from Sesame Street? One of these things is not like the other one of these things just doesn&#039;t belong. And I wanna know if you know what I&#039;m referring to because you have a panel of historians with the non historian who is an amateur historian who calls out every other amateur historian. Right. And I just of knowledge that one of those things does not belong, which is the non historian that is doing history and, and using our non historian status to come after us. The irony and hypocrisy of that is just so rich. So I couldn&#039;t let that slide pass without.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: And that&#039;s, that&#039;s Brian Hales who&#039;s a, an anesthesiologist and by, you know, by occupation, I think he&#039;s retired. Um That&#039;s not to minimize his work. His work has been extensive and, and in some ways, extremely helpful to this entire discussion. Um frankly, because it&#039;s pointed out, I think the weakness is in the argument. Um Now James Allen, the primary biographer, the, the, the, the principal biographer for William Clayton, um he admits his own bias and he says the following which I really appreciate that he gives us a window into how he approached um his work on William Clayton, no historian is totally free from bias. And at this point, I should recognize my own as I studied Clayton&#039;s life, I saw success and failure, strength and weakness, inspiration, and stumbling blocks. But out of all of it came a genuine respect for the man that had an obvious effect on what I&#039;ve written. At the same time, I&#039;ve tried not to forget the warning implied in a comment made by a friend who criticized an early draft of one chapter in which I rationalized with great empathy. Some of Clayton&#039;s problems, quote Williams frailties make him lovable. My critic wrote but not worship. I hope I have adjusted the manuscript so that what comes out is respect without idolatry and a sympathetic presentation of important issues without historic historical distortion, interesting that he might even catch himself in somewhat idolizing William Clayton. Let me also take the liberty of expressing a personal concern that in part arises from my being both a believing latter day saint and a professional historian. The quest of the historian is not only for the facts but also for a sense of balance. As one attempts to recreate the past in the process, at least two troublesome temptations must be avoided, both of which can affect historians of religion all too easily. One is to erase from history, everything but that which is pleasing or non controversial. And the other is to emphasize the sensational, the bizarre and the negative because of their likely appeal to certain readers. Both tendencies tend to distort and neither will ever provide the steady balance. So essential to historical understanding, I have tried to do neither our heritage to paraphrase Paul is made up of many parts that when fitly framed together should provide us all with a better perspective on what the past was all about. OK. So the, the, the, the, the interesting thing is what he&#039;s, what, what is leaking out here is what I think affects every one of the historians as well as every one of the commentators. When it comes to William Clayton, they love the things he&#039;s written because of the story. It&#039;s able to help them tell. And for whatever reason, this story is so important to them, they will not give the story up. They, they will hold and you will notice this if you&#039;re watching this and just compare what we&#039;re gonna talk about in the detail with which we will examine this and ask yourself if anyone will give this kind of attention to this material. And my supposition is they won&#039;t, they&#039;ll ignore it. Um Or they&#039;ll just try to talk it away as a, as a strange conspiracy theory by really, really, um mentally deranged people. That&#039;s my guess.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: You go ahead and then I want to share two things, but you, you finish your thought,&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: they need this story by William Clayton to be true. And for whatever reason, James Allen is able to overlook a lot um to the point where he almost idolizes William Clayton. He and he&#039;s had to in his revisions um uh uh edit his, his telling of the story to give it quote more balance. And so I think we ought to just look at what is the, what is the truth as far as we can ascertain it and, and let go of our, of our need for something to support our argument. I know people accuse us of that, but uh you can judge for yourself whether the information we provide today is, is straight shooting or not.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So I wanna just back up what you were saying with two specific examples that I have because I know we talked about historians having a different standard, but I&#039;m not confident that it&#039;s a better standard because I just did that small piece on the William Law Diary. I&#039;m quoted a historian that basically said I chose to utilize it heavily because William Law&#039;s voice is so important and, and the fact that it was almost certainly a forgery, very likely a Mark Hoffman forgery, very possibly a Mark Hoffman forgery doesn&#039;t matter as much as I want what it says for my story. And I was reported in another conversation where D Michael Quinn and you could double check this, admitted to knowingly using, using a known Hoffman forgery in his book, The Origins, uh whatever it&#039;s his origins book. And he did that. And when he was asked about it, he just said because it sounded like what Joseph would say and it&#039;s it, I we, we need the voice of, we need the sources of Joseph Smith. They basically want it so much that they lose the ability to, to question it. And that is a huge problem when they are given this, this elevated platform of authority that I think they should need to earn better than&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: they do. There are those out there, there are some prominent historians out there right now. I won&#039;t call them out. But they, they, they are so I, I don&#039;t know what their, what their spiritual or religious sensibilities are. My sense is they&#039;re either agnostic or atheist and, and, and they, in their mind, it&#039;s just an impossibility that there could be anything divine. And so there has to be a fraudulent bent to the story. And so their perspective is everything is fraudulent. Everything Joseph Smith does is uh has to be explained by some kind of story of a con man. E every part of it can be explained by, by a man who&#039;s either mentally deranged. He&#039;s got some kind of personality s uh some he&#039;s on the um the, the uh narcissistic Personality disorder scale or um or he&#039;s got some mental illness or something of that nature. Plus he&#039;s also nefarious and he&#039;s, and he&#039;s always doing things that are self serving. Look in, in this work. Part of this won&#039;t be examined today, but part of what is absolutely important to examine are, are the things he says and does that he says and does not what other people said that he said and did you can find a mountain of stuff that people said while he was alive in the exposes that were written that are just pure hogwash that they find no basis in reality. And, and when you, and by the way, many of these historians will find credibility in those statements without anchoring them to something real. Something that&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: many of those statements are by folks like Joseph Jackson or John Bennett who, who even in their own day were known, you know, like, like the worst of newspapers, right? The newspapers started out saying this eminent wonderful laudable person just because they were going after Joseph Smith. And within just a little while they have to say, ok, we know this guy has problems, but here&#039;s what he&#039;s saying. And yet our own historians, LDS, historians even not even just the skeptics use those people as unquestioned authorities and automatically accept everything they say. So everything Joseph Smith said was a lie, even from LDS. Historians and everything these despicable figures said, they were known as despicable figures universally in their own day, everything they said is true. I can&#039;t not make sense of that for the life of&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: they, they John Hayek made a comment once he&#039;s a document expert. He um he made a comment that the, the, the he called them, the New Mormon historians give equal weight to all evidence. That&#039;s actually not quite true. They, they give, they give weight to whatever evidence they want to give weight to and, and they don&#039;t actually assess the evidence based on its actual, um uh, veracity based on, based on whether it ought to be considered credible or not. They, they, they simply, there&#039;s a statement over here by Martin Harris. Therefore, it must be true because I want it to be true because it rings true as Michael Quinn said, you know, God rest his soul. And so, um, I think we ought to have a different standard than what is being practiced ubiquitously by the, uh, especially the Mormon historians. I, I have a real issue with the Mormon historians because I frankly, I call it uh his historical malpractice because they, they will never do what we are doing here. And, and I challenge&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s why, that&#039;s why what we are doing is so important. If no one is there to keep them honest, they don&#039;t have to be honest. So even those who disagree with us or think we&#039;re ridiculous, at least acknowledge that we are doing a great work to force historians to be more honest. Eventually they&#039;re going to have to grapple with these. There&#039;s a&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: new biography coming up by Richard Turley church historian and uh going to be the definitive biography on Joseph Smith. And undoubtedly it will repeat the same nonsense. It&#039;s in the book Saints and that&#039;s in the Joseph Smith papers,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=29m34s 29:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: which amounts to gaslighting honestly, for those of us who have done the work and studied it, I always feel gas lit when they are so dishonest. You know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=29m44s 29:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: when they tell the story and they talk about it. Those of you watching ask yourself, when do they say the following? Brigham Young in 1867 said that Joseph in 1843 did, when did they say that Emily Partridge in 1892 said under oath in a court case, such and such and it contradicted with what she said in 1877. And also what she wrote in 1884. When did they do that? When do they give you the full context of what they&#039;re quoting what they don&#039;t do? Is that, that what they say is Joseph Smith in 1842 did such and such or in 1841 he was sealed to Louisa Beaman. They don&#039;t tell you where they get the information and what it leaves is an extraordinarily misleading impression that it was a, that, that it, that it&#039;s accepted that that just happened. And as we just made reference to Don Bradley has overthrown, the notion that Louisa Beaman was the first quote, plural wife. What else can be overthrown if you actually examine what&#039;s going on? Well, we&#039;re going to start that with William Clayton. So let&#039;s get back to that narrative. So now we only have scant excerpts from what are the Clayton journals um from one historian&#039;s notes that historian being Andy E Hat, the historians have unquestionably trusted these experts, these excerpts. Um and they have uh they just make wild assumptions about the credibility of the journals. Now, as I&#039;ve mentioned, the actual journals themselves have not ever been released to the public, which is odd in a legal sense, if, if you were to claim in a court of law, I have evidence of something happening, a crime being committed or, or something occurring. Um And you don&#039;t produce that evidence, but you make a statement about it, you simply claim the evidence exists, but then you fail to produce it that creates something called adverse inference. It&#039;s a legal term that basically says this an adverse inference is generally, um is a legal inference adverse to the concerned party made from a party&#039;s silence or the absence of requested evidence. For example, as a sanction of spoliation of evidence, a court may instruct the jury, it could draw an inference that the evidence contained in the destroyed documents or the unproduced documents would have been unfavorable. Let me translate. If you don&#039;t produce the evidence, the judge can say to the jury, you can basically infer the opposite of what they&#039;re saying or that it works against them, that their argument works against them because they&#039;re, they refuse to produce that evidence. So it&#039;s a strict warning aga against calling something evidence without being able to back it up. Now, why is it to&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: its most basic level? It&#039;s basically the dog ate my homework. That&#039;s basically exactly what it amounts to, right? I have no, I promise, I promise. I did it all. But the dog, that&#039;s exactly what we have happening here. So I just wanted to really make that simple. Every this is obvious. It&#039;s like just logically basic for everyone to understand this.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: So why is it taking so long? We have no idea that the church said in 2017 that they would release the journals. Um Just recently, they said they&#039;re there, it&#039;s still years away, but they&#039;re still working on it. I don&#039;t know, we can only speculate. Um So now all we can do is examine what we have available to us. Now, let&#039;s take a closer look at the clever clerk in his work of creating these the context of these journals. So Allen says this in 1842 William Clayton, this is James Allen in his biography, becoming involved in nearly every important activity in NAVOO, including the private concerns of the prophet as a scribe. He kept the sacred book of the Law of the Lord was officially designated to write the history of the nut temple, helped prepare prepare the official history of Joseph Smith. Indeed, his personal journals became the source for many entries in that history and kept various other books and accounts as assigned, he was a member of the Temple committee and kept all the financial and other records dealing with the building of the temple, including the collection and recording of tithes. Later after the baptismal font was completed, it was up to Clayton to issue receipts, certifying that a person was entitled to the privileges of the font for baptisms for the dead because he had paid because he the person had paid tithing. He became navoo city treasurer, recorder, and clerk of the NAVOO city council secretary pro TEM of the NAVOO Masonic Lodge, an officer in the NAVOO Music Association and a member of the committee responsible for erecting the music hall in Navoo. He also became a member and clerk of the highly important council of 50 as well as a member of Joseph Smith&#039;s private prayer circle. So he went from text uh textile clerk to the clerk of the Kingdom. In a pretty short period of time, his work began on the 10th of February 1842 in his Manchester Journal. He writes brother Kimball came in the morning to say that I must go to Joseph Smith&#039;s office and assist Brother Richards. I accordingly got re accordingly, got ready and went to the office and commenced entering tithing for the temple. I was still shaking with eu every day. I hope I pronounce that right? Eu every day, but I did it. I did not much, it did not much disable me for work.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Can I, can I back up and ask a question about your last slide where you kind of showed the, the, the one right before that the pre eminent rise of William Clayton. Is that like have you sourced? That is that all based on William Clayton&#039;s own journals? His like, was he a member of Joseph&#039;s Prayers work or&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=35m22s 35:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: is that well? Ok. That&#039;s a, uh I, I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve been discussing with Whitney Horning frankly. Um the references in the Wilfred Woodruff Journal, whether or not that&#039;s actually a contemporaneous record or not. I know people freak out about saying that, but I think there&#039;s some evidence that that also might be a reminiscence rather than a, than a, than a day to day record. Um There is reference in Clayton&#039;s journal where he&#039;s finally accepted to what some call the quorum. OK. What, what um what is mentioned as the quorum in, in Richard&#039;s uh recording. I call it Richard&#039;s memo book, but the historians call it Joseph&#039;s journal. It&#039;s not really a journal, it&#039;s a memo book, it&#039;s a draft. OK. But in Richard&#039;s memo book, um he, he calls it the quorum, the, the group which included, by the way, William Law and William Marks and others. Um they met in the red brick store, they met for prayer meetings with Joseph Smith. He gave instruction. This is where he gave something of some kind of ceremony that we don&#039;t have any record of other than what people tell about it. Um And Willard Richards documents, some of this actually a good deal of it in his journal. Um in those references we have and in Clayton&#039;s journal, he mentions when he was accepted to that quote quorum and by the way, it was late, it was in the beginning of 1844 you would think that this kid would be, would have been swept up and taken under Joseph&#039;s wing, right when he got off the boat or shortly after beginning to work in the temple office. But he didn&#039;t, it took quite a bit of time and I think we&#039;re going to see why, as we get to know William a little bit better. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=37m03s 37:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s, that&#039;s why I&#039;m asking because I&#039;m Harry, for example, James Whitehead&#039;s version of who William Clayton was and how in the inner circles he was versus William Clayton&#039;s claims of being all alone with Joseph and Hyrum for the most important revelation because the three of them were best buds that hung out with nobody else. That, that&#039;s what I&#039;m, that&#039;s what I&#039;m wanting to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=37m24s 37:24] Jeremy Hoop: us to sort through in the next episode. We&#039;ll actually, we&#039;re, we&#039;re going to read James Whitehead extensively and what he says about William Clayton. So we can get a AAA sense of another narrative and see, see how that fits. But yes, the all of these things you see that Alan mentions are absolutely documented. He, he, he was extraordinarily active in the um in, in recording parts of, of Mormon uh whether it as a clerk um or, or as a uh well, I always as a clerk but recording minutes of meetings um making transcripts of uh of sermons, Joseph gave recording tithing receipts, doing land transactions, creating deeds. Um That was his, that was his occupation. He was a trained clerk from, from Manchester England. He worked in a textile factory um back in the uh 18, late 18 thirties, I believe. Um and, and then quit his job and, and became the second counselor in the mission presidency. Um after he was baptized, they, they would rise people to the ranks of leadership uh in some cases very quickly. Um And, and, and he went from there and he worked extensively with Heber Kimball and Willard Richards whilst in England, which is why he was asked to do these things um in um in NAVOO because they had experience with him and Heber um had the era of Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=38m47s 38:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So, so as far as being in Joseph&#039;s prayer circle that&#039;s valid too, from other sources um or is that just from Clayton?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=38m56s 38:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: So, and the, the source that I have says that the 12 voted to admit him. Ok. Now, so what I can&#039;t, what I can&#039;t tell is whether or not uh Joseph Smith was involved in that decision or not. I don&#039;t know. Um And I think there&#039;s a lot of things that are assumed by the term quorum because they overlay the narrative of polygamy on top of the, the red brick store meetings and they make them all one thing and they, and they, it doesn&#039;t quite work that way. There&#039;s, there&#039;s a lot of anomalies, a lot of things to, to pull apart about whatever was going on in the red brick store. A lot of things to understand about that, that, that aren&#039;t as simple as this is where it all began. It began in the secret meetings above the red brick store where Joseph began to roll out the endowment and some of them, he, he inculcated into the practice of plural marriage. That is um uh it&#039;s not that straightforward at all. And so, and, and we only have sparse evidence, only very sparse evidence of what Joseph was doing there. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=39m57s 39:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, yeah, so I&#039;ll let you continue. I just wanted the, the, the reason I think this is an important question is because according to Clayton in his journal, Joseph is always just giving him an earful about Emma and he&#039;s always like, like William Clayton knows everything that happens in Joseph&#039;s private life because he&#039;s the number one guy which interestingly, William Law then later does the same thing Emma always would complain to me about Joseph. It&#039;s always, and so I wanna wanna know that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=40m21s 40:21] Jeremy Hoop: story. That story starts with John Bennett. That story starts with John Bennett and chauncey Higby. One of the, one of the things that they would say to the women, this is for those of you who are not familiar with John Bennett. He was the first big scandalous person in Nauvoo in 1841 1842. Joseph was dealing with, with him for about a year and a half, trying to figure out how to, how to deal with this guy. Finally. Um, they just fellowship him. I don&#039;t know if he&#039;s ever formally excommunicated but he&#039;s out. Um, uh, he, he&#039;s, he&#039;s kicked out of the Nabu Mason, uh, the, the Masonic Lodge and kicked out as mayor and, and the, and the, and the first presidency for getting the big scandal and it, and it causes Joseph to go public and to teach the release society and to publish things in the times and seasons. It&#039;s a big, big deal. Well, in the, in the trials and the, the, the N Nu&#039;s uh High Council ST high Council trials, um the women who testify against Chauncey Higby and John Bennett, one of the things they mentioned was they would say, what, why does Joseph, why does he speak against this stuff? Why, why does he keep it so private? Why doesn&#039;t he talk about this? Because they would say Joseph told us we could do this. Joseph said we could go around and have free intercourse with you if you don&#039;t tell anybody and some of them would say, and I&#039;m gonna marry you, I&#039;m gonna, you know, I promise to take care of you. Why doesn&#039;t Joseph do this? Well, because it will cause him trouble in his own household. They would say the women would say. And so, so that story um was part of that narrative. Now, I don&#039;t know if Brigham Young and Heber Kimball got it from them, but that was there at least. Ok. So we&#039;re going to discover a portion of what, what I believe, um, a piece to this puzzle as to why William is writing these things. We&#039;re gonna discover a piece of that today in the next episode. We&#039;ll actually read the stuff that he writes about Joseph and Emma. For those of you who think we&#039;re gonna skip over the scandal of stuff. We&#039;re not, we&#039;re gonna actually get into it. We&#039;ll show you, um, you can read it yourself, by the way, just go Google it. It&#039;s out there, but we&#039;ll show you, we&#039;ll talk about it, but I&#039;ll link it below. One of the things that&#039;s really, really important is to understand Clayton&#039;s work is what I call a copyist. He began working with Heber Kimball in the 1818 40 43 45 47 doing copy work for Kimball. He was involved in copying the Nabu Mason minute books. He had a pattern of embellishing and leaving blank page pages for future editing. Um, he collaborated extensively with Willard Richards, which we&#039;ll talk about. He was involved in copying the Council of 50 Minutes and then we&#039;re gonna talk about the infamous nau journal. The reason we&#039;re all here today in terms of his work with Heber Kimball and why this is relevant. Um There are many instances in his journal where he talks about working with, with Kimball in 1840. During this time, I preached occasionally on the Sabbath the first three or four days after I came home, I spent writing brother Kimball&#039;s history which was lengthy tw 23rd, April 1843. Um Alan James Allen writes, Clayton also at times assisted other church leaders with their writing and helped Heber C. Kimball arrange his history. So he continued to do that into Nauvoo um in the Nut Temple history. Uh Clayton was invited to assist Heber C. Kimball in keeping a record of the Nauvoo Temple. Uh 18 8 April 1847 this morning, this is um Clayton writing in his pioneer journal. This morning, I wrote a letter for Heber to his wife Vate. I commenced writing Heber&#039;s journal and wrote considerable. He wants me to write his journal all the journey I also wrote considerable in this book, meaning his own journal. 21st of April 1847 elder Kimball proposed tonight that I should leave a number of pages for so much of his journal as I&#039;m behind in copying and start from the present and keep it up daily. He furnished me as candle and I wrote this uh the journal of this day&#039;s travel by candlelight in his journal leaving 56 pages blank. Interesting question. Why in the world would Heber need to quote, rewrite his journal? OK. Now this is to prepare his history. This is, it has a purpose, but it&#039;s interesting that he would turn over his journal to William Clayton to have him rewrite it, leave pages blank so they could go back in and edit things. But that was a pattern established in his work with Heber Kimball. He was also involved in copying the Nauvoo Mason minute books. Uh Interestingly enough, he took over for John Bennett. John Bennett was the clerk for the Masonic lodge in Nauvoo. Um and bra Brady Winslow um has an interesting um dial. I think it&#039;s a dialogue article, irregularities in the work of the Nauvoo lodge where he helps us understand a pattern that Clayton engaged him. He says this when Clayton transferred the contents of minute book one that was recorded by John Bennett. OK. So he took the contents of minute book one um into Minute Book two. He resolved the issue by reserving several blank pages. So here we go again. We&#039;re leaving blank pages for signatures before continuing his copy work. Why? So they could go back in and add stuff later when copying minutes from minute book one into Minute Book two. Clayton also made other changes to the record that cleaned up the manuscript in a few instances where Bennett deleted text in minute book one, whether because of mistakes or conscious revisions. Clayton omitted those deletions from minute book two. OK. So I&#039;m gonna skip over this, but you get the idea. He&#039;s starting to change small elements of the record. Uh Winslow says, as a scribe, go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=45m47s 45:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, go, I&#039;m just, I&#039;m just seeing so so far we&#039;re seeing this pattern of leaving blank pages to be able to rewrite things. And I want to make sure I&#039;m catching what you&#039;re, you know what you,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=45m57s 45:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: he would copy things over from minute book one and then he would embellish and fill in gaps or create narrative or edit things in the minute book two. He didn&#039;t do a straight copy and we uh Winslow says the following, as scribe for Nauvoo Lodge, Clayton felt authorized to make slight changes to the Lodge Lodge&#039;s records as he saw it. This is evident in the way that he rephrased some of the things Bennett wrote in minute book one, while some of those modifications reflect a desire for minute entries to follow the same formulaic pattern, others served served to add clarification skipping over. He says though none of these changes significantly alter the meaning of the record, they nevertheless display the agency that Clayton felt he had as a scribe. Ok. In transferring minutes from minute book one to Minute Book two, I only bring this up to say he felt that he could just write things into the record that were not necessarily from the record to clarify or to give um meaning it was helpful. Ok. Now Winslow in this record doesn&#039;t see anything that&#039;s, that&#039;s uh problematic and I assume there&#039;s not, however this will play into what we&#039;re going to discover.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=47m10s 47:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Can I tell you what&#039;s going through my mind right now? We believe the Bible to be the word of God as far as it is translated correctly. I think it&#039;s like when we talk about how things go through the hands of scribes and that&#039;s potentially problematic. So it&#039;s interesting to see that playing out right here with our own history&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=47m26s 47:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: and especially in the book of Mormon. Um actually sorry, I&#039;m gonna get this wrong. The Doctrine and covenants, the wicked one cometh and taketh way, light and truth. By what, by disobedience and by the traditions of their fathers, which are not correct. How do we get our traditions wrong by the scribes by the people who write down the history who tell us this is what happened. And so this is really important to know how these people did this. Now, his collaboration with Richards is really important. Yes,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=47m53s 47:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I just, I just have to say the connection between scribes and historians at this point in what you just described is pretty profound. Our traditions of our Yeah, and our record keepers, we don&#039;t have scribes. Nowadays, we have the historians that give us the narrative. In other words, the traditions of our fathers. I, I think that&#039;s pretty interesting to connect the potential. I I think it&#039;s important to consider if that scripture can be connected to the narrative from historians instead of just the record of the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=48m22s 48:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: scribes. We ha we have to have an accurate view of our history, not a, not a, a propagandized view, not an agenda driven view. And we, we ought to be brave enough to face that. So let&#039;s take a look at Clayton and I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=48m37s 48:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: love how you say with humility because I don&#039;t think what we need is a definitive authoritative. This is what happened. I think it&#039;s so much better to say we have this source, we have this source. We have this source that people have access to the complexity and use their own discernment. That is so much more honest than thinking that you have to put forward a finalized narrative. That is not&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=48m59s 48:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: true. I have said this before. I&#039;ll say it again. Don&#039;t trust me. I know you don&#039;t, I know, I know that people watching. Don&#039;t, that&#039;s a great, don&#039;t trust me. Read the stuff yourself. Take a look at it yourself. You are smart enough to discern what is true. I I am done with experts, um academics, historians who claim we must go through them to understand the truth. We can read the same documents that they can. And, and for the first time in history, actually, we have a easy access to those same documents and so they cannot be the gatekeepers anymore and they&#039;re not and you should not rely on them as the gatekeepers listen to them and take their opinion and see if it lines up with what you can read for yourself. One of those things is looking at Clayton and Richards and their work, the work that they did together the JSP, the Joseph Smith papers in an appendix um on how the Joseph Smith journals were created. They help us understand um what Richards was doing and what Clayton was doing with Richards. They say the following. By the way, they, they catalog four notes four, they call them draft notes that were used in the creation of the journals. They say the four short documents in this appendix appear to be notes, Willard Richards and William Clayton made of some of Joseph Smith&#039;s activities in January, March, April and December 1842 and May 1844 respectively. Some of the information contained in these notes inscribed on loose sheets of paper is also featured in the Joseph Smith journal entries of the same dates though frequently in more detail and in more pool in a more polished form suggesting that the notes were inscribed first and that Richards later used the notes as source material for Joseph Smith&#039;s journal. By the way, let me pause there. If you look at Joseph Smith&#039;s journal, Joseph Smith&#039;s journal is sparse. It&#039;s a very strange record. So he&#039;s taking very loose notes. The moving goes over into what we call the Joseph Smith journal. If you look at the Joseph Smith journal, this thing is more of a draft. It&#039;s more of a draft for a history. It has very strange nota he&#039;ll put, for example, uh on, on a page, it&#039;ll be blank and all it will say is cold and balmy or stormy today. Now, why in the world would you put the date at the top and the notation of the weather at the bottom? If you were not using that as a, as, as color for a later telling of what happened on that day, based on other things that you&#039;ve gathered, because you have all kinds of notes that you&#039;ve been taking as we can see on the screen here, you have notes that you&#039;re taking. When you&#039;re at an event, you&#039;re, you&#039;re at a sermon, you&#039;re writing your notes down in your, in, in, in, on loose pieces of paper or in a notebook or whatever. We don&#039;t have most of that. You&#039;re taking those notes and you&#039;re putting them into another volume and we know from, from Willard Richards position. He was not Joseph&#039;s personal secretary. He&#039;s referred to that once, but he&#039;s really the historian. Ok, that&#039;s Willard Richards position. He&#039;s the historian. And so he is documenting the history. I think Joseph trusted him in the beginning. I don&#039;t think it was till the very end that Joseph did not trust him. And so he would follow Joseph around. Sometimes he&#039;s writing things he&#039;s not there for, but he&#039;s gathering information, he&#039;s putting them into this into this memo book into this draft. So this is referring to that effort. Does that make sense? Ok. That&#039;s super&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=52m27s 52:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: important. And I also do want to point out even the, even the Joseph Smith historians ad admit that this didn&#039;t get carried around. This was a big book. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=52m36s 52:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: this one you see on your screen, this the book of the Law of the Lord, for sure, that that is more of a polished um record book that, that contained uh uh some revelations, uh letters, um daily activities of Joseph Smith. It&#039;s not a journal at all. It&#039;s more, it&#039;s more of a history really um that contains really important events and um recordings uh related to the restoration related to Joseph Smith. Um So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=53m04s 53:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: referring to the Joseph Smith journal, we&#039;re really dishonest calling these diaries or journals because we, we use that word so freely that it gives a mi of what they really&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=53m16s 53:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: are because it gives an impression that Willard Richards is, it gives the impression that Willard Richards is at his hip every day documenting everything he&#039;s doing. And that was, that was simply not the case. We know of many instances where he&#039;s not there and writing on things he&#039;s not there for, he&#039;s gathering information from other places. So the these notes that you see on your screen are therefore critical to understand the process by which Richards created Joseph Smith&#039;s NOVO journals. And also they help us understand Clayton&#039;s process as Well, the documents reproduced here are the only extent notes of Joseph Smith&#039;s uh about Joseph Smith kept by Richards. Though they are likely only a small sample of such texts Richards recorded in his effort to keep Joseph Joseph&#039;s journal. Joseph Nabu era journals were kept in two records. The first was kept by Willard Richards, William Clayton, Eliza Snow and Erastus Durie. That&#039;s what you see on your screen. The book of the Law of the Lord. OK. Who recorded entries uh from December 1841 to December 1842 in that book. Now, beginning 21st December 1842 and continuing to the final week of the prophet&#039;s life. Richards inscribed entries in four small volumes designated as President Joseph Smith&#039;s journal. Now, the reason they call it that is because Richards called it that. Ok. So he called it President Joseph&#039;s journal. So they feel like they can get away with calling it. I just wish they would be honest about really characterizing what these are entries in the former record are clean and relatively free from cancellations. Yeah, I wouldn&#039;t call them clean. Um But because they&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=54m48s 54:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: relatively is a helpful word there, they can be relatively clean, can decide what that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=54m54s 54:54] Jeremy Hoop: means. And other scribal evidence that traditionally indicate point of first inscription, many of the entries were clearly written retrospectively also suggesting that the journal text with within the book of the Law of the Lord was copied from some other source, the book&#039;s large size um would have rendered it inconvenient for Joe Smith strives to carry around in its concurrent use as a ledger for recording donations for construction of the temple meant that it was kept in the counting room on the lower floor of Joseph Smith&#039;s brick store. Unless unlike the massive book of the law of the Lord, the subsequent Joseph Smith journal president Joseph Smith&#039;s journal was kept in small pocket size memorandum books that Richards could easily have carried with him, textual evidence such as space to add detail later and incomplete words from hurried note taking indicate that many of the entries in the se second Nauvoo journal were inscribed contemporaneously. Other entries appear to have been written days after the events they describe and were likely based on draft notes like those reproduced here. Three of the four notes describe events recorded in entries during the periods for which Richards was describe of Joseph&#039;s journals. OK. So we get the point. He&#039;s got these four little memo books, OK, that he&#039;s carrying around and he&#039;s and he&#039;s writing things sometimes on the day, we can&#039;t really tell sometimes on the day sometimes retrospectively, but he&#039;s leaving blank spaces. It&#039;s not a traditional journal. It&#039;s a draft, it&#039;s a memo book to create a history later, but he&#039;s also using other loose pieces of paper or other sources to copy from, to copy in there. You&#039;ll notice he oftentimes will record sermons Joseph has given, he&#039;s not recording that sermon on the day in that book. He&#039;s because it&#039;s too clean for that. And we&#039;ll see that the way we&#039;ll see. What will, what will Willard Richards writing looks like when he&#039;s writing in a hurry. Ok. And as we mentioned, there are hundreds and hundreds. It&#039;s not just a few. It&#039;s hund uh, somebody counted. I haven&#039;t counted myself. So I&#039;m gonna take this at their word, but over 600 blank spaces and pages. OK. This is just, it&#039;s, and all you have to do is go into the Joseph Smith papers and go through the journals and flip page after page after page. It&#039;s unreal how much space is left in here. That&#039;s why it&#039;s not a journal, it&#039;s a draft and he used it for other purposes. You don&#039;t see this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=57m11s 57:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, I just want to check with you. My assumption is that that was for future, the purpose of that was for future s at a time. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=57m19s 57:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: I don&#039;t say that that&#039;s nefarious by the way, especially in the beginning because Richards was the historian. I think he was keeping notes at least in the beginning. Now. By the way, it&#039;s possible he didn&#039;t write those at all on the day. It&#039;s very possible that he recorded those after Joseph&#039;s death. We can&#039;t tell because you simply don&#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=57m41s 57:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We need to pause here. Just specify clarify for anyone who&#039;s not keeping up with this Willard Richards was a polygamist in Nauvoo. He was also. So if anyone&#039;s wondering, that&#039;s what we&#039;re talking about this. Because Will William Clayton was a polygamist in Nauvoo. Willard Richards was a polygamist in Nauvoo. So I know people are like, oh, we&#039;re conspiracy theorists. The fact is no matter which side of this you&#039;re on, you&#039;re a conspiracy theorist, whether you believe Joseph and his inner circle were lying. That&#039;s a conspiracy, right? Or whether you believe many people were lying without Josephs and William Marks and several other people&#039;s knowledge, it&#039;s actually a small, a smaller conspiracy to understand that it was these people that, that&#039;s what we&#039;re talking about. And Willard Richards is absolutely in on it as is William Clayton&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=58m26s 58:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: and, and the, and many of those people lied at the time when they were actually actively practicing plural marriage or they knew about it being practiced. Um And they, they decried it publicly. Um But we&#039;re doing the opposite what you see on your screen right now. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=58m43s 58:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: important to acknowledge that I&#039;m sorry. But, but it&#039;s like people act like our stance is so ridiculous that we&#039;re saying these people were lying about it publicly while doing it privately. They&#039;re saying exactly the same thing about not only these people but Joseph Smith, the only difference is who was involved in this known conspiracy. And it&#039;s not only Joseph and Hiram that weren&#039;t, there were many, many that weren&#039;t and a smaller number that were. So I want to just clarify that ours makes more sense. It&#039;s a smaller conspiracy and a conspiracy that is provable and that has a hard evidence behind it and there isn&#039;t. So anyway, just I needed to throw that in there. But you go ahead. I&#039;m sorry to interrupt.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: That&#039;s ok. What you see on your screen are the actual journals. There were scribes that kept journals for Joseph. Um uh Oliver Cowdery kept part of his journals. Warren Parish, kept part of his journals. You don&#039;t see in these quote journals. What you see with Willard Richards. I point this out because these are actual day to day records. These are, these are guys writing stuff on the days. There&#039;s no spaces there. They&#039;re just, they&#039;re messy. Um They&#039;re contemporaneous and, and their recordings, they might have been recorded, you know, days after, but regardless they&#039;re, they&#039;re recorded like an actual journal entry to entry, to entry, to entry, um somewhat sloppy handwriting, recording contemporaneous events that Joseph is having them. He&#039;s dictating to them and or they, they, they are, they are making mention of aspects of his life.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So they&#039;re not premeditating future changes and Alternations. Ok. That&#039;s good&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: parish or whether it&#039;s George Robinson or James Mulholland, the, the, the previous journals to, to Richards are all the same in terms of this type of recording, they change with Richard. So the Book of the Law of the Lord, which is considered one of the, it&#039;s in the journal section that&#039;s not really a journal. It&#039;s more of a, uh uh of a history or a polished record. The Richards Joseph Smith journals are better described as memo books or drafts or draft notes to create Joseph&#039;s history. I really would, I, I&#039;m not gonna let the historians get away with this. Let&#039;s start being accurate about how we identify documents. I don&#039;t care what Richards called it. Let&#039;s at least be accurate about what these are now. Why is this so important because of the pattern, you create contemporaneous notes and copy them later into another volume. Clayton participated with Richards in this effort at that time. Now Clayton, as we&#039;ve shown and we&#039;ll see followed this process in his own records creation. He would record contemporaneous notes, copy them into another record. He would leave blank spaces and pages when creating the new draft and then he creates what we call and we&#039;ll examine this a clean or fair copy. Now, it should be noted that nothing, absolutely nothing in the Joseph Smith journals implicates in the well, calling them the journals in the memo books, uh implicates Joseph with polygamous activity or sympathy. Just the opposite. The only references to polygamy that by the way, this is one of the reasons why I give them some credibility because I think Richards is recording them somewhere around the time. OK? I think he&#039;s purposefully leaving spaces because he knows later. I&#039;m gonna write the history. I just, I&#039;m making notes. I&#039;m just gonna, I&#039;m gonna compile all this stuff together. This is my main draft book that I&#039;m creating, right? I&#039;m leaving, but I gotta write the history later. So this, this is my working material. He would not, I don&#039;t believe later on have written some of the things that he recorded in Joseph&#039;s in this journal. Quote. Uh that, that where Joseph says, try everyone who&#039;s practicing uh spiritual wifey. OK. Uh Polygamy is I forbid it? OK. And we&#039;re going to examine that here as well. Can&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I even add one other one other thing? Um One thing I found interesting is so Joseph Smith preached all day on July 16th and that&#039;s where in the afternoon he preached about eternal marriage. And it&#039;s interesting, eternal monogamous marriage. He didn&#039;t even, you know, I have to point out monogamy because he didn&#039;t know that polygamy was the thing that was happening under his nose. But William Clayton, I know, um Willard Richards, interestingly, he wasn&#039;t there and he reports on his morning speeches and says nothing about the afternoon speech on eternal marriage but leaves a page and a half blank. So that&#039;s a prime example right there of where it&#039;s already being somewhat altered because it&#039;s strange that it doesn&#039;t there. You learn as much about what they don&#039;t include as you do about what they do&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: include. That&#039;s an incredibly important point over time. There&#039;s all kinds of things, whether it&#039;s Elizabeth Ann Whitney, or whether it&#039;s missing newspaper articles or whether it&#039;s things that, that William Clayton, for example, does not record on a specific day. Like Hiram&#039;s uh 8 April 1884 speech, William Clayton does not record it at all. Um He gives vague reference to it in his journal, but he records it on the wrong day, which is interesting. And so um the only references, by the way in the Richards Journal uh or the the Richards memo book um show that Joseph was decidedly categorically against it. And this will be examined a little more later. So let&#039;s examine.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So I have a question. So the, so just repeat that last part is what is categorically against it. That&#039;s the Richard&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: book in the memo book. Yes. In the Richards memo books, there&#039;s no instances of Joseph being connected to plural marriage. The only instances relating to plural marriage or spiritual wifey are Joseph being against it or preaching or speaking against it. The only instances,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: one thing I think is interesting there is that from what you just read, this memo book was kept most likely in the red book store where Joseph Smith and the other scribes and other people could read it and have access to&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: possibly, possibly, these are small. These are, these are like, these are small. They&#039;re about, they&#039;re about five by uh seven inches. They&#039;re the, they&#039;re the little books that you see on top of the book of the Law of the Lord. That&#039;s that those are the actual books themselves and so he could, he could carry them around in his bag. I think the, I think these were, these were, he was keeping memos, he was just keeping track of stuff and this was for a later usage and he was also recording other things and other pieces of paper and somehow bringing some of those in there. So it&#039;s, it&#039;s not entirely clear when he was recording these. The, the point of this is to draw the line between Richards and Clayton and their work, their, their joint work frankly as scribes um who would later also work together on Joseph&#039;s history. So now let&#039;s examine the pattern. Clayton&#039;s work with the Council of 50 record. This, we&#039;re gonna go a little more detail because this is critical to understanding the Nauvoo. He was a clerk for the council of 50 starting in early 1844 when the council was created, he was the main clerk really that kept the rough contempo temp contemporaneous minutes. There were other clerks as well, but he did the bulk of it. Joseph asked him and all the other clerks to destroy the minutes. There&#039;s a reason for that because the, the mob, Joseph was afraid the mob was coming. There were some things that Joseph talked about where and I believe he was ordained a king. OK. This is a spirit&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: get it to the council of 50. Well, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll address that in the podcast.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: In the point of that is Joseph, the papers make it clear that, that Joseph&#039;s concerned that, that the, the minutes could be used against him. So he asked people to destroy the minutes and other leaders like Brigham Young would ask the minutes to be destroyed as well after Joseph dies. Well, Clayton kept them and he used them to create a clean or fair copy after Joseph&#039;s death. Without anyone&#039;s knowledge, Clayton held on to these records for over two years and then he finally handed, handed them over to Brigham Young in 1847. So let&#039;s read from the JSP to understand a little bit about these. This is so important because this will help us to understand what he&#039;s doing with it with his Nabu journal. The novel era minutes of the Council of 50 were recorded in three small blank books kept by council clerk William Clayton. His journal entry for 5 october 1845 notes that he spent the day recording minutes of the council of 50 that he recorded 43 pages of a small record like this indicating that the blank book he was using for the council record was small like his own journal. In fact, it&#039;s exactly like his own journal. Now just put that in the back of your mind. OK. The volumes of the Council of 50 are ex almost identical with minute millimeter difference, but they&#039;re basically the same type of record book. Oddly enough, they actually happen to be the exact same size as the Richards memo books, which is interesting. I don&#039;t know, we can draw an inference from that or not, but they&#039;re the same exact type of volume. Ok. Which is interesting because his England journal is very different. Brigham Young&#039;s journal is different. All these other journals are very different, but for whatever reason, the council of 50 the Nauvoo and the Richards memo books are all basically the same. So indicating the blank book he was using for the council record was small like his own journal, Clayton&#039;s journal for that period is very close in size and shape to the volumes in which he recorded the council of 50 minutes. Both Richards and Clayton had considerable clerical, clerical experience. Richards served as the regular clerk of the quorum of the 12 apostles since at least 1841 keeping minutes of meetings and writing correspondence on behalf of the quorum, jumping ahead either then might have served well as record keeper. But the records presented in this volume were almost all created originally by Clayton and were all inscribed by him into the permanent record. The survival of original rough copies and later fair copies of Clayton&#039;s Minutes for early Utah meetings may provide a window into how Clayton produced the Nabu Era Minutes. While it is evident that the n the Nabu record books that Clayton was copying additional Council documents such as letters, the uh the later original and fair copies reveal just how extensively Clayton relied on such documents. OK. Pause. So for these council of 50 minutes, he&#039;s again using other sources, other minutes, rough minutes, letters, notations to compile what we&#039;re gonna find in this council of 50 record.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So is this showing us his methods, his methods?&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: You might think this is tedious and boring. And I admit it&#039;s extremely tedious and extremely boring. However, it&#039;s critical to understand his work here to understand what I think we&#039;re going to see going to see. In fact, I know we&#039;re going to see in the NUJ, for example, it appears that instead of noting who was present in in his original minutes, Clayton relied on an on an attendance role which he later used to record the names of attendees when he produced the fair copy of the minutes. Additionally, Clayton appears to have relied on written motions submitted to the chair to help formulate his minutes. And in in his rough minutes, Clayton simply numbered the motion named the council members who had offered it in the fair copy, he then transcribed and paraphrased the written motion in addition to cleaning up the language and format of the original minutes. As he prepared the fair copy, Clayton actively reworked his minutes to better conform to parliamentary order and to produce an administrative focus by summarizing or leaving out some of the remarks captured in his rough minutes. Nevertheless, a comparison between these original minutes and the copy in the record book reveals that Clayton made a number of changes to the minutes, adding or deleting words and phrases in an attempt to clarify or Polish the text. Although Clayton began keeping minutes for the council in 10 March 1844 he did not begin the council&#039;s record book until the summer of 1844. This is after Joseph is dead at 11 o&#039;clock in the morning. On 23rd, June 1844 Clayton was summoned by council member John P Green to Js Joseph Smith home, Joseph Smith had received a letter from Illinois. Governor Thomas Ford insisting that he and other men charged with the destruction of the Nauvoo expositor, surrender to authorities fearing they would not receive justice. Joseph Smith determined to cross the Mississippi River. During the night, Clayton stated that when he arrived at Joseph Smith&#039;s home, Joseph whispered and told me either to put the records of the kingdom into the hands of some faithful men and send them away or burn them or bury them. I don&#039;t know that I believe by the way that Joseph told him to preserve them in any way because none of the other clerks say that all of the other clerks as we&#039;ll see, um, say they were told to destroy them, but neither here nor there. This is what he says, Joseph says, Clayton returned home and immediately put the records in a small box and buried them in his garden. Around five o&#039;clock that morning, Clayton returned to Joseph&#039;s office and gathered all the public and private records together and buried them. Richards received similar instructions from Joseph to destroy the records, root and branch. So Richards was told, don&#039;t leave anything, but apparently Clayton was told, yeah, you can, you can hang on to him, just keep him safe. Joseph apparently worried that the papers of the council of 50 would be confiscated and used against him. Joseph apparently worried that uh excuse me. In February 1845 Richards told the council that following these instructions, he had destroyed the council papers in his possession, which may explain why only one routine council paper for 1844 an apology for absence by Almon Babbitt on 5 May 1844 survived. Clayton apparently felt that the immediate danger of the council papers being confiscated passed after the murder of Joseph on the 27th of June 1844 on the third of July. Clayton dug up the records that had been buried, noting that water had got into the place where they were and they were damaged by mid August. The immediate issue of who would succeed Joseph as leader of the church in Navoo had been settled in favor of the quorum of the 12 and Clayton had begun to meet with them and other church leaders as church affairs gradually resumed on the 15th of August. After attending a meeting with the 12, the Navoo House Association and the Temple Committee, the core group that initially formed the council of 50. Clayton noted that a very good feeling prevails in the breasts of the brethren. Around this time, Clayton began working on the first record book of the council of 50. On 18 August 1844 Clayton wrote in his journal that he spent the day at his office copying the record of the kingdom. On 6th September, he again noted spending the day copying the record for the initial 10 March entry in the record book. Clayton must have had access to the original letters from George Miller and Lyman White or a later copy because he began copying the letters into the record book because the original minutes of the council meeting from 1014 to March March 14 had been burned. Clayton then reconstructed brief accounts of these meetings using his journal memory and possibly other documents. Beginning with the entry in the record book for the 19 March 1844 meeting. Clayton was apparently working from original minutes or notes as the minutes became longer and more detailed. Still on only a few uh 1844 entries approached the level of detail contained in the 1845 entries. Yada yada. In on first of March, the council voted that the minutes be destroyed. I wanted to point that out because this destruction of these minutes is a continual theme that Clayton ignores after which Clayton put them.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, well, you&#039;re finished. Then I have several questions. Yeah. Go ahead and finish. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: then after which Clayton put them in a stove and burned them up for this example, as well as from later Utah era minutes. It appears that Clayton&#039;s production of the minutes may have gone through three stages. At least some of the time. First, he took rough minutes during a meeting. Second, he prepared a loose copy to be read in the next meeting. And third, he made a fair copy of the minutes in the record books. OK. So he was keeping his own little rec no matter what he was destroying, he kept his own minutes and his own records behind the scene. And then he would transfer whatever he had into this, what&#039;s called a clean and fair copy as the council met more regularly in March and April 1845 Clayton dedicated more time to copying the minutes. According to his journal from 6th March to 28 April, he spent 20 days copying minutes. He&#039;s very actively engaged. You see this in his own journal, his nau journal, I spent the day copying the records of the kingdom, spent the day copying the records of the kingdom he&#039;s doing this day after day after day, Clayton May. So can&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I ask you two questions quickly? First does anybody know he&#039;s doing this because Joseph told everyone to destroy them. I don&#039;t want the gun if you. Ok. And then I have a question. Do you? And, and you can tell me if I&#039;m asking too soon. Do you have any indication of why he would disregard what, why he would do&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: this? I have a speculation but I&#039;m gonna call it speculation. We don&#039;t, we don&#039;t know exactly. But I, but I have a strong, I have a strong suspicion. Yes, we will. Clayton may have begun making the permanent record based on instruction from Joseph Smith or his own accord. That&#039;s interesting. He may have. He may have either from Joseph Smith. It&#039;s interesting that they say that obviously you can speculate, they may have, but there is absolutely no indication that Joseph ever told him to do this&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and Joseph told him to destroy them. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: exactly, enigmatic statements in the 1845 minutes when the council reconvened suggest that it is possible that neither the council chairman Brigham Young nor the council recorder Willard Richards was aware of Clayton&#039;s record when the council, when the council reorganized in February 1845 Lucian Wood Woodworth requested that the minutes of the first councils be read to which Young responded that quote, all the minutes were burned up while Young&#039;s statement may refer only to the 14th March 1844 decision to burn the minutes of the first few meetings. Additional discussions suggests that many council members including George Miller and Richards interpreted the lack of re records more broadly later in the in the meeting, Miller appears to have questioned Young&#039;s statement quote in regards to the records as he quote, supposed that they had been preserved, but he had learned since that they were destroyed to this. Richards responded that in accordance with Joseph&#039;s instructions, he had destroyed the records. Although Clayton spoke immediately after Richards, he did not correct the statements on four Marches. So, so the fact that the Joseph Smith papers speculate that, well, maybe Joseph told him, sorry to, to even put that in the same sentence. If they&#039;re gonna be fair, they would say it&#039;s possible to, to speculate that Joseph might have said this, but there is absolutely no evidence that Joseph ever did. So it is curious as to why Clayton is doing this when no one else apparently knows. Ok, that&#039;s the fair way to make that statement&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: does not say anything about it. There&#039;s no evidence that Joseph Smith told him to. So you could just leave it out, which would be the most fair and the most accurate&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: way. What it does is it is it doesn&#039;t address what is happening here, which we will see it does not address Clayton himself and his pattern or his character. On 4 March 1845 Richards proposed that the council allow Clayton quote the privilege of taking the minutes and retaining them to copy some names from them before destroying them, still supposed to destroy them. Um Similar motions were made by Richards on 11 and 18 March. At which point, he suggested making it a standing rule of the council that quote, the clerk be instructed hereafter to burn up all the minutes of these councils as fast as he has done with them until otherwise instructed by the council end quote. It is unclear whether Richards knew at this point that Clayton was making a complete copy of the Minutes or whether he was concerned with the loose minutes, which could be more easily lost or misappropriated. I think we will see that he had no, no idea whatsoever as we will see. Now, I want to point this out. So on your left, you see the rough minutes that Clayton was taking on the right. You see, for the very same day, the clean minutes, we&#039;re gonna examine this more closely, but I want to point this out that we were step&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: one and two of the three or there was the rough minutes. Then the draft copy, then the clean copies. Yeah, this&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: is, this is r these are rough minutes, but he would, he would have very, at the moment, you know, contemporaneous recording. I think that is step two on the left because it&#039;s a little cleaner and, and we&#039;re gonna see how we&#039;re gonna see what Clayton looks like when he&#039;s writing. Writing something. Actually, in the moment we&#039;re gonna see that where he&#039;s writing um stream of consciousness or, or recording something contemporaneously, I wanna point out again. Nevertheless, a comparison between these original minutes and the copy in the record book reveals that Clayton made a number of changes to the minutes, adding or deleting words and phrases in attempt to clarify and polish the text again. He is, he feels him as a scribe, he feels liberty to do so. Ok, to take things that aren&#039;t there and to add them to the clean record. Now, did you catch this? Did you catch really catch and let it sink in and nobody knows, nobody knows that he&#039;s doing this. Now, they speculate, maybe they knew, maybe they knew, I think I can prove that they absolutely did not know. And we&#039;re gonna see why. Ok. He kept those records. Clayton apparently kept the council records with him until he left Nauvoo in 1846 as they do not appear in inventory made when the church records were packed up for the exodus to the Valley of the Great Salt Lake and it records of the council of 50 in April 1847. In winter quarters, Clayton gave the records to Brigham Young finally who apparently transported them west. Now, the Joseph Smith papers just kind of make scant reference to this. Oh, well, he had them. We didn&#039;t, didn&#039;t, they didn&#039;t really know and he just gave them over to Brigham Young. Now, what, why Alan helps us understand&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: these pictures? This guy, ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: This guy you see is a, is a, is a pretty infamous guy named Hosea Stout. There are some guys, Bill Hickman, Hosea Stout. Warn Rockwell. These guys need to be understood in order to understand Brigham Young. John D Lee. John D Lee as well. I think these guys are, are, are arguably far worse than John D Lee ever was. But Allen says the following about a little incident that happened in 1847 Clayton&#039;s reports were certainly not unbiased. Speaking of, um, somebody called Hosea Stout, but at least his journal suggests the problems that could occur on such a trip trip on May 17th, 1847 he expressed disappointment with Bishop Miller who had passed by without leaving him any cattle though the Bishop himself had plenty a month later as he rationed out bread to his company. He noted that the men seemed quote very much dis satisfied and growled to each other very much. And I have to chuckle because in his journal, he&#039;s constantly complaining, he is constantly complaining about getting the short end of the stick on stuff. We&#039;ll talk about that later. Such grumbling was not uncommon but perhaps more serious was the personal animosity between Clayton and at least one other member of the camp Jos Stout seemed to dislike the camp clerk with a passion and the feeling was returned. The reason for the conflict escapes the historian. Oh, James, I&#039;m sorry that it escapes you. But as Clayton saw it, stout even threatened to kill him, some potential problems were avoided. When after William Clayton was instructed to go west with the pioneers of 1847 Brigham Young unexpectedly told stout to remain as the camp of the guard at winter quarters. So he doesn&#039;t reprimand stout. He leaves him in place but he sends Clayton off, uh, to go west.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Now, are you gonna explain this? Now, am I missing some? Ok. Ok. I just, I&#039;m like, I need you to explain that to me. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: So for whatever reason, and it&#039;s unexplained in the journal, we don&#039;t know why Jose is Stout so upset with him and we don&#039;t know why. All we know is what Clayton says in his journal. I&#039;ll read it. April of the 11th, 1847 on a Sunday at home at Fars. That&#039;s, uh, his father-in-law&#039;s house, Diantha Fars, uh, Winslow Far, her dad, I told Winslow Far concern concerning Hosea Stout&#039;s threats to take my life after the 12 are gone. And et cetera, he called at night on his return from the council and told me to be on my guard. April 13th, 1847 2 days later at home, most of the day, Thomas and James started for the farm evening, went to the store and told Brigham and Heber about Hosea Stout&#039;s calculations and et cetera. April 14th the following day, Wednesday. This morn morning, severally severely pained with rheumatism in my face. At 11 o&#039;clock, Brigham and Doctor Richards came in. B told me to rise up and start with the pioneers in half an hour&#039;s notice. Get up and get out.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. We move across the plains in half an hour&#039;s notice. Like, like I couldn&#039;t go camping with half an hour&#039;s notice. Move move forever. 2000 miles. Ok. I&#039;m OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: So the n the day after he says he&#039;s trying to kill me, he&#039;s threatened to kill me. They think about it the next morning, they talk about it with him. Get up and go. You got a half hour and then the very next sentence I delivered to him, the records of the Kingdom of God, explain this to me in the world on the same day that Clayton tells Brigham that Stout&#039;s trying to kill him. He delivers the records. We&#039;ll come back to this. Hold that thought because this is an important piece of the puzzle that apparently James Allen couldn&#039;t put together. So summary of Clayton&#039;s creation of council 50 minutes. He works as a clerk. He&#039;s the main clerk, Joseph asks him and the other clerks, I submit. Joseph did not tell him you could keep them. Ok? Because all the other clerks had burned them root and branch as Richard says, but he says, I could keep him anyway. He, he was asked to destroy them.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Clayton was special. Joseph always was. Clayton was special. Of&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: course, he was. Clayton didn&#039;t burn them, he kept them, use them in other documents to create a clean or fair copy of Joseph after Joseph&#039;s death. OK. So he starts this right after Joseph&#039;s death in September of 1844. Without anyone&#039;s knowledge, Clayton held onto these records for over two years and he finally handed them over to Brigham Young in 1847. We&#039;ll come back to this later. This is very important. Now, can Clayton&#039;s long history? Can his long, long history with copying and creating records help us understand his NOVO journal better? This is of course called the Smoking Gun. This is what puts Joseph at the scene of the crime. Here&#039;s a little intro. So there are two primary journals and a third tertiary uh James uh that comprise the NAU journals, James Allen um is gonna tell us a lot about the substance of the journals Robert Filler up, helps us understand the dating of the journals, which is really, really vital. We&#039;re going to examine pieces of the actual journals themselves. Things I don&#039;t think many people have been able to find. Um Oh, sorry, we&#039;re gonna examine actual journals. Clayton&#039;s actual journals, real journals, not the NUVO journals, Clayton&#039;s real journals, Richard&#039;s real journals, Kimball&#039;s and Youngs. And then remember Clayton&#039;s copy and documentation crea creation process um was part of something called Clayton&#039;s private book. He had a private book, compare that we&#039;re gonna compare the journals to the council of 50 record. And then we&#039;re gonna look at 57 pages that I&#039;ve been able to find of the actual journal, the actual pictures of the journal itself to see if that can tell something&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: other than just the paper. Is that where you were able to find&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m50s 1:26:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: him? Ok. They, I don&#039;t think they know what they&#039;ve done and then why the Clayton Journal is a clean fair, a later creation, a clean fair copy, a later creation. And it cannot be said to be contemporaneous um or a diary. So, so in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m07s 1:27:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that editorial process, you&#039;re saying it&#039;s the third step, there were the notes, then the draft copy, then the clean or fair copy. So it&#039;s number three,&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: we&#039;re, we&#039;re going to see that and I think we can provide definitive proof of it. And we&#039;re also going to examine how his journals are used in the creation of Joseph Smith history and why that&#039;s important. So from James Allen, Clayton made the first entry in his three NUVO journals on November 27th, 1842. For some reason, there is more than an 18 month long gap after the end of the Manches, uh an eight month gap. Sorry at the end of the Manchester Journal, though it&#039;s possible even probable that Clayton kept some kind of record that&#039;s been lost. We know that&#039;s actually not just probable, it&#039;s for certain um the journals are a bit difficult to follow for the entries are not always strictly chronological. Apparently Clayton began writing in one journal, moved to another for some reason, then moved back to the original. As a result, the researcher must move back and forth between the volumes. Sometimes there are two entries for the same day and it&#039;s not clear why. Ok. I think we can figure out why. Frankly. Now, Robert&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: filler lot of irregularities.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m20s 1:28:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Very strange. It&#039;s a little difficult to follow. As James Allen says, now Robert Filler up, gives us the dates and we can find these dates. They&#039;re buried in the Joseph Smith papers too. We, we can, we can discern them in other places, but he helps us understand in book one, it covers the period of 27 November 1842 to 28 April 1843. And then there&#039;s a 17 month gap and the very next entry in this one volume picks up on the 25th of September 1844 through the 31st of March 1845. Very strange. This is what Alan is referring to. You have to go from one journal and you go to the other and you go back to the other. OK. So now that&#039;s Nabu journal one nuo two covers the gap. OK. Very weird. I, I wanna, I like to call it the gap book. So when I call it the gap book, you know which one I&#039;m referring to book two. It&#039;s the book that covers the gap in the, in the, in the book one. OK. It goes from&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: two is a critical period. Sorry, you&#039;re just gonna say that you&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: can see the dates. It&#039;s 27 8 27. April 1843 to 24. September 1844. This is a critical time and we&#039;re gonna see how critical this journal is and there&#039;s no&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m44s 1:29:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: insight from, from the beginning. Do you have an insight of why William Clayton did&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m48s 1:29:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: that? I&#039;m going to, I&#039;m going to opine on the subject and people can judge whether or not my opinion has validity.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m58s 1:29:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. But, but James Allen just says it&#039;s strange.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m01s 1:30:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: It&#039;s strange. It&#039;s just, it&#039;s just strange. Then there&#039;s a third that it doesn&#039;t have a cover. It&#039;s only about, it&#039;s 14 pages of actual text, maybe some 15 or 16 pages of paper. It was tucked into the volume one. It was just found tucked in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m18s 1:30:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and it covers a very long period. No, no, no,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m22s 1:30:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: sorry. I wrote that incorrectly. That that should be 44. That&#039;s a clerical error. It&#039;s, it&#039;s a, it&#039;s, it&#039;s a daily record kept by William Clayton. This is from the JSP. Yeah, that focuses on Joseph Smith&#039;s activities during the nine days preceding his flight to Nauvoo. Ok. Clayton&#039;s journal contains entries that highlight his own activities on these same days suggesting that his record on Joseph Smith may be a second authorized journal of Joseph Smith authorized journal. Um though no evidence has been found indicating the Smith commission Clayton to keep such a record. I love how they have to keep doing this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m57s 1:30:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: because it could be, but there&#039;s no evidence&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m02s 1:31:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: they must maintain his credibility at all costs. Now, James Allen also can comment on what we have available to us that&#039;s been published, that, that the notes that Andy E Hat took that were published by the Tanners and that what George Smith published later and that Philip was published. He&#039;s gonna comment on these uh on what on what is in an intimate chronicle. He wrote a review of an intimate chronicle in 1995. It&#039;s not very um flattering. Despite its strengths, several problems are inherent in this publication journal two. When he says journal two, he doesn&#039;t mean what I mean. He means the entirety of the Nau Clayton journals. OK? Because uh George D Smith uh gives us six of Clayton&#039;s journals which go from England all the way to the pioneer journal. OK. And it has the Nabu Temple record and su and such journal two for um for George D Smith is the NUVO portion. OK. Which, which is those three? OK. Does that make sense? Is that clear? So when, when Alan&#039;s referring to journal two, he&#039;s referring to all three together. OK. Despite its strengths, several pro problems are inherent in this publication journal two is so incomplete. That cannot be relied upon to provide a full or balanced perspective. By the way, let me pause for a second in another, in another podcast. It was on um RF MS podcast. One of the commentators gave brief mention to this that he said, well, Alan kind of complained about the journals that is so ridiculous frankly to, to characterize what Alan says, let&#039;s let Alan speak for himself. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: this, this is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m48s 1:32:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: a, this is, he said, James Allen. James Allen, you know, said they weren&#039;t that great, you know, the, the, the intimate chronicle. He, he kind of tried to give a balanced um comment to say that James Allen uh didn&#039;t like what was published, but he didn&#039;t explain what James Allen says. That&#039;s why I&#039;m going to read this. And it should be noted, James Allen is one of the only people to ever have. Well prior to recently to ever have worked extensively with Clayton&#039;s actual journal. He knows it inside and out. He used it as the source material for the biography that he created on Clayton. And he, and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m24s 1:33:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he had seen it as well.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m26s 1:33:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: He had um my understanding is that he had access to the journals, whether or not he read them every page. I don&#039;t know. Um he worked from the, the typescript that Alan and Dean Jesse made of the journal. He worked from that type script first, but I think he was also given access. So e hat saw it. I think Quinn only saw either the typescript that Alan made or the type script that E hat made. I&#039;m not certain which um and then recently we have a team of people supposedly working on the journal. So there&#039;s other people that have access to them now. But very few people in the public discourse have ever even seen these. OK. And James Allen&#039;s in his nineties.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m05s 1:34:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So, so for me to understand what you&#039;re reading here. So this is James Allen commenting on what was published of William Clayton&#039;s journals from the notes that got out correct.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: He&#039;s commenting on George D Smith&#039;s in intimate chronicle, which is all anyone has had access to publicly and he&#039;s gonna tell us what is contained in that and why he has trouble with it. He says the most problematical document in this collection is Journal two, Nabu Illinois 1842 to 46. That&#039;s those three volumes I mentioned the original three volumes which comprise this journal are owned by the LDS church and cover the period of 27 November 1842 to 30 January 1846 scholars should be wary of this abridgment. However, for the editor did not have access to the original journals. Instead, he relied for the most part on highly selected excerpts compiled in 1979 by Andrew E had as notes for his specific research interests and he had who you see on your screen was a, was a grad student at BYU and was this was during Leonard Arrington. And they, they had this brief period of great openness in the church archives which they later learned they don&#039;t want to do again because you know, things leak out. And several scholars including Mike Quinn and Andy E Hat and James Allen and and others, Dean Jesse and others were given access, I believe Van Wagner was also given access as well. Anyway, they got in there and they all had their various interests that they were researching and Andy Hat was very interested in the Clayton journals and he, and he combed through Allen&#039;s typescript and excerpted from the type script and then was also given access apparently to see the journals themselves. How much he time he had with him. I don&#039;t know, unfortunately,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m49s 1:35:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: has a type script and we don&#039;t have&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m51s 1:35:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: access to Alan has the only full one that yes, the only full one ever made apparently is Alan&#039;s and he has never released it because he has been faithful to the church&#039;s request to keep it secret and maybe he turned it over, maybe he doesn&#039;t even have it in his possession. But that type script was made and it&#039;s never been released. Allen continues, unfortunately. And though through no uh direct fault of e hats, these excerpts were purloined and copied in an unauthorized way by yet another person and he kept it in an office where he was offing uh with a, with a, a bishop on BYU campus. And for whatever reason, other people came into the office, found the notes and they took them, made photocopies of them and they circulated like wildfire.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m35s 1:36:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to, I have to say like my heart breaks for Andrew E hat. I think what happened to him was&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: absolutely, it was horrible. And, and I heard him on, on uh in some um historians group setting talking about it, you can tell this was extremely heartbreaking for him because of it because because of how this got out and he still is affected by it today.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m57s 1:36:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And he, and, and I like what Alan said that he was, he was doing specific research. He only, we don&#039;t even fully understand why he chose the excerpts he chose, but it certainly should not be used as a fair representation of the Clayton Journal. And the fact that it has been used by historians to make this entire narrative. Despite what I I mean, this whole thing is insane. It&#039;s so problematic&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m19s 1:37:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: as he continues, like the proverbial feathers tossed to the wind duplicates spread rapidly. The excerpts were eventually published and approved with no editing in a photo duplicate by form by Gerald and Sandra Tanner&#039;s modern microfilm company of Salt Lake City that later went to court and the Tanners actually won um that they had a right to publish it. Smith&#039;s abridgement is based almost entirely on that source, with some editions from a few other sources. Smith&#039;s introduction to, by the way, if you want to read the best one, it&#039;s Robert Filler up because what filler up does is he, he extracts from all of Alan&#039;s writings where Alan actually quotes from the journal because Alan&#039;s quoting directly from the journal and that and many of the quotes Alan uses are not in the Andy E Hat excerpt. So Philip compiles it all. So if you want to read the best one that&#039;s available, it&#039;s filler&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m08s 1:38:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: up. OK. I&#039;ll attach it below because it&#039;s available online on the archive.org. So, so it&#039;ll be in the links.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: Um Smith&#039;s introduction to this journal leaves some misleading impressions about its full content. He says for example, that the E hat excerpts comprise approximately one half of the original holograph journal since. However, he never s since he never saw the holograph. However, he had no way of knowing that there are actually 1170 daily entries in the three journals. Smith provides a full or nearly reproduction of 100 and two entries. 8.7% and partial reproductions of another 254 21.7%. Considering all the emissions from the partial entries, it is safe to estimate that less than 25% of the whole is included in this publication. Scholars should be very cau cautious when they try to interpret what is there for 75% of the whole is missing. Moreover, in the case of the Nabu journals, George Smith took no real part in the abridgement. All he had before him were ehat excerpts which were never intended as an abridgement. They were merely verbatim notes to be used in E hat&#039;s writing. They were not meant to be published as a collection. What was finally published in by modern microfilm unfortunately was an agglomeration of unconnected except as they related to ee hats studies and out of context excerpts that piqued the interest of the curious because they seemed somewhat sensational. Now, I don&#039;t think they seem somewhat sensational. They are extraordinarily sensational. Uh So sorry, James, I disagree with you. Smith correctly observes that Clayton&#039;s journals were the source for many entries in the documentary history of the Church edited by Bh Roberts. But he wrongly suggests that most of the 1843 1845 entries are present in edited form in that history. Actually, for the period before the death of Joseph Smith, only about 25 of the daily history of the church entries are clearly drawn from Clayton&#039;s journals. We&#039;re gonna see. It&#039;s quite a bit more than that in the whole of the history, but we&#039;ll see. But are these journals and why would it matter if they weren&#039;t? So let what Alan sinks in, just let that help us be a little more cautious. Just a little more when we&#039;re examining these and and let the one of the only men who has had extensive access to them has made a full type script, really understands the journals inside and out. Let let his words speak and let them be considered.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m35s 1:40:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Can I also make another point here that I find just fascinating. So this whole mess happened, right? Like this is a mess the church has to acknowledge has to know this is a mess, right? You would think that it&#039;s like, oh, shoot, we let all of this out. This just happened. Oh, well, I guess we better just release the journals now to put this all to rest.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m57s 1:40:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: This is why this creates adverse inference,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: right. Right. The fact that they&#039;re like this mess, this is better than what&#039;s in the actual journals is really problematic for all of us to consider. And it&#039;s important to also recognize even in what Alan is saying, he is a consummate apologist, his entire everything about him is being an apologist for the church and an apologist for Clayton with a determination to to believe Clayton that that that borders on worship in his own words, right? So everything that Alan says, we have to also view through that lens. It is insane that all of this happened. And the church is like, no, you can&#039;t see the rest. You just make your assumptions about him and we have to know that whatever assumptions we&#039;re going to make about them is not as bad as what they actually contain.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m46s 1:41:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Alan will give us, he&#039;ll give us further context uh in a few minutes about the journals themselves to help us balance them out and it is critical to understand. And I think by the way, what Clay, what Allen admits helps us to understand why the church is not, has not released them. OK. At least a little now what you see on your screen to that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m13s 1:42:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: or are you telling us now&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m15s 1:42:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: we&#039;re coming to that. That&#039;s, uh, it&#039;s an important piece. This is suspense&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m21s 1:42:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in this presentation.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m22s 1:42:22] Jeremy Hoop: This is from Brigham Young&#039;s actual journal. Um, this is what an actual journal looks like if you there, I think there are three of his journals that we have. Um, they&#039;re just a mess. They&#039;re like a normal, like mine, my journals, I can&#039;t even read my journals half the time. Um, because I&#039;m, I&#039;m, I&#039;m just, I&#039;m getting stuff out and, ah, and I go back and read it and what the heck did I write on that day? Well, Brigham&#039;s is kind of that way and so is Heber Kimball? He Heber Kimball is a real mess. It&#039;s just, uh, you know, it&#039;s like what you&#039;d expect sometimes doodling scratching, uh, recording certain kind of things that happen and, and, uh, it&#039;s very messy. It&#039;s very much an actual journal. And of course, when we look at Willard Willard Richards journal, Willard&#039;s is even worse than theirs here is his is really, really sloppy and messy and it&#039;s day to day and it&#039;s actually a journal and even when we look at&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m11s 1:43:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: them people access these pages,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m12s 1:43:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: those are all in the church history library. Ok. Ok. You can find all of those journals, the actual pages in the church history library, um, online.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m23s 1:43:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Go,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m23s 1:43:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: go, go download them. You can, they let you download them so long as you don&#039;t use them for, for commercial purposes, then you can actually have them a copy of it and you can, you can go try to read it. It&#039;s really hard to read. You know, it is hard stuff. This is Clayton&#039;s own journal as we showed before. This is from his mission journal, his actual day to day recording. And by the way, in this journal, one of the ways you can tell it&#039;s a journal because he&#039;s actually talking about himself revealing things about himself that maybe he might not want out that somebody else has to come in later and has to scratch out.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m58s 1:43:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: You can see just one small reduction. There are much, much, much larger&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m01s 1:44:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: reduction. We have 12 pages of people scratching stuff out. And so this helps us understand what a contemporaneous record looks like. And remember the importance of a contemporaneous record that can actually be used in court and a contemporaneous record in the historical sense is what we rely on. The very, very, very most in journals are one of those things we rely on the most to help us understand what was actually going on. What&#039;s going on in the mind of the person. Does it corroborate with other things that are happening on the outside, with letters, with newspapers, with other people&#039;s journals, you know, a contemporaneous record and later memoirs, later memoirs do not hold the same weight in understanding the history.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m42s 1:44:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m thinking of, I&#039;m thinking of myself like the humiliation you feel when you go read your 13 year old journal that you hope your kids, you know me as a girl. Like so and so is so rude. And so and so you know what I mean? Like that&#039;s what it&#039;s, that&#039;s the value of a contemporaneous journal. If I were to write my life history, I would just, I wouldn&#039;t go into that 13 year old journal, right? And so that principle continues, once you have the historical mindset and you&#039;re in a completely different place with a completely different set of motivations and worldview, you clean it up to make it very different than what the actual journal would have told you. So that&#039;s why this is so important. II I just want people to really understand the difference there like that messy daily record that you keeping it just whatever mood you&#039;re in versus the later I&#039;m gonna clean this up. It&#039;s a big, big difference.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m35s 1:45:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: It&#039;s a huge difference. And I think anyone who is discerning at all can discern between something that&#039;s written like a journal and something is not. Now, can we tell, can we tell if these are or not contemporaneous records? Now, one thing that can help us, I believe is looking at the work of actual scribes, how, how their work determines the kind of record that they&#039;re creating. And can we determine from their penmanship? What kind of record they&#039;re creating? For example, Thomas Books, Thomas Bullock, who was one of the primary clerks, both at the end of Joseph&#039;s life and through the Brigham Brigham Young administration, very key figure in creating the history of the church. This is from his own journal. I this is ridiculous. It almost looks like Egyptian. It looks like Sanskrit. It, it&#039;s crazy. Um It&#039;s a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m31s 1:46:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and yeah, just OK,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m33s 1:46:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: this is from a letter that he wrote to William Clayton in 1853. By the way, it&#039;s a very, very important letter, very important letter. We don&#039;t have time to get into it, but it reveals so much about William Clayton. But this one&#039;s even really hard. This is a letter and apparently William could read it. It&#039;s really hard to read. Then you look at his minutes when he&#039;s recording some, this is some semiofficial. This is, this is rough minutes from a from an actual contemporaneous note notes that he took of of the April 1844 the six through nine conference. Um This&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m06s 1:47:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is, this is cleaned up. This isn&#039;t the contemporary, this isn&#039;t the actual notes. This is, yeah, we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m10s 1:47:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: don&#039;t, we don&#039;t know when he recorded this. We have no idea. Um, but this looks&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m14s 1:47:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like what I have to read when I&#039;m trying to get Hiram speech from.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m18s 1:47:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: This is, this is actually Hiram speech. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m20s 1:47:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: really hard to, it&#039;s hard&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m22s 1:47:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: to read and yet this is cleaner than the previous two. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m28s 1:47:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So this even, ok, so this one could have been cleaned up though is what&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m32s 1:47:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: I think what this indicates is he is actually he&#039;s not being meticulous, uh, in the degree that we&#039;ll see that he can. This gives some indication that I think that he&#039;s either doing this in a hurry somewhat in a hurry or um, he&#039;s not doing this for an official record. This is a draft of some kind. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m49s 1:47:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: This is much cleaner than the first.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m52s 1:47:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Now, look at this. Now, you can read this clearly. This is a letter to his wife Henrietta and you can tell by this letter he loves this woman and, and he, this, this is Bullock&#039;s writing to his, to his wife in 1857 in 1848. This is a blessing, an official blessing that he gave her. Now, this is a think of, think of their mindset about blessings. Ok. These are, these are official recordings to be something to be kept and preserved and look at how gorgeous his writing is. Ok. It&#039;s absolutely stunning how he can write and if you go back to the original and compare it and this is um from the history, the official history book that he was working on with Richards. This is the, this is um the official preprint draft, ok, that they would later serialize and print in the papers. It is gorgeous writing. This man has a talent for penmanship, ok. That&#039;s, that&#039;s Thomas Bullock now&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m51s 1:48:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: write like that. It&#039;s almost like he didn&#039;t want the previous ones to be read by almost&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m55s 1:48:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: almost he&#039;s writing so fast. He&#039;s writing in his own code. There are things I write that I can read that nobody else can read. Ok? And this is Richards in his own journal. It&#039;s just a mess, absolute mess. This is Richards and Joseph&#039;s quote Joseph&#039;s journal. One of the reasons why this is not a journal is, it&#039;s not that that&#039;s Richard&#039;s writing a journal journal. Likely as, as we learned, he would write notes, his notes probably look like this. This is a little cleaner. Ok. It&#039;s more legible. You can read every word. Sometimes you got a strain because you gotta know how he writes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m32s 1:49:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: You know, I&#039;m gonna say, I think that the notes of Joseph&#039;s journal would be even worse because when you&#039;re writing your own journal, you can at least do it when you have time. You can sit down and think&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m41s 1:49:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m42s 1:49:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: fly he&#039;s following him. He&#039;s not. Yeah. So I think that that would have been even messier. This&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m46s 1:49:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: is a letter in 1846 to the camp of Israel. It&#039;s much cleaner. It&#039;s uh much more orderly. It&#039;s still a little, it&#039;s, you know, it&#039;s similar to this. Ok. And this is uh from the, the history draft. Same thing. This is his level of where he&#039;s getting pretty good. And this, um, is a letter to Thomas Ford where it&#039;s much cleaner. Ok. So he has the ability to write pretty clean. Ok? And then&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m10s 1:50:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in case anyone&#039;s gonna say, I hope people are looking at the dates at the bottom in case anyone&#039;s gonna be like, well, they learned to write better like it was a progress over time like a child in high handwriting class. No, this is merely about how important or how finished on, on which cop which, which form of writing they&#039;re using for what purpose this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m28s 1:50:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: is about the best Richards gets. And this happens to be a copy of the supposed July 12th, 1843 Revelation on Celestial Marriage. And I wonder if anyone looking at this realizes the significance of what I just said that there happens to be a copy of the July 12th, 1843 Revelation on Celestial Marriage in Richard&#039;s handwriting. We&#039;re not gonna take time to go through this. We&#039;re gonna do that later because it plays in later in another episode. But just let that ring around in your head. Let&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m01s 1:51:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: me just make this point quickly because it was just in my last episode that I mentioned this, that I just mentioned it. But from he&#039;s own copy, the original was destroyed after two days, which begs the question of what exactly Hiram read and went across the street to get to read. Right. But no one seems bothered by that but me. But anyway, and then he says that no one knew about the secret um Bishop Whitney copy that Kingsbury made. So the fact that Willard Richards has a copy is highly,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m31s 1:51:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: is just Bananas Bonkers. Where in Tarnation did this thing come from? And when was it written? Uh by the way, Brian Hales. Brian Hales thinks this was written in 1843 and the church thinks it was at some&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m44s 1:51:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: point. He says,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m46s 1:51:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: well, he said, he said, he says, he, he, he&#039;s got in a document, he wrote 1843. And the church also says 1846 when we, I don&#039;t know, but this one exists, we&#039;ll come back to that later. Now, Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m58s 1:51:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Kingsbury, it is troubling. I should say it&#039;s not troubling to us. It&#039;s troubling, troubling to that narrative. It doesn&#039;t fit, they haven&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m07s 1:52:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Lucy, you got to do so. You&#039;ve got uh Joseph Kingsbury in 1859 and a letter that he&#039;s writing, this is sloppy as can be. It&#039;s to Brigham Young and this is a letter to Brigham Young. Uh then you&#039;ve got a day book that he kept in Joseph Smith&#039;s store, by the way, this is why he gets into the picture because he worked for Newell Whitney. He was a clerk for Newell Whitney who kept the, the store that Joseph Smith owned. Ok. And you can see it&#039;s a little cleaner but it&#039;s still pretty sloppy. Then from his personal history, you can read every word much cleaner and then you copy, you compare that to the infamous revelation on Celestial Marriage. July 12th, 1843. The thing we mentioned that&#039;s beautiful. He can write with a beautiful pen. OK? And you can read every&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m51s 1:52:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: word. Now, one thing I&#039;m just assuming is that writing this beautifully takes longer than the sloppy chicken&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m59s 1:52:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: scratches. We don&#039;t have time to go into that. But absolutely, because that plays into the narrative we&#039;re going to discuss in part four. Absolutely. That&#039;s, that&#039;s, that&#039;s to come. So with each scribe, the penmanship improves according to the importance of the document. OK? With every scribe, it improves with the importance of the document. Just keep that in mind. The contemporaneous journals, journals and minutes are markedly different from the more official pristine and clean writing from each one of these clerks and my computer is going a little slow. So this is popping up a little, a little bit clunky. So you get the point. This is a pattern shown over and over again by each clerk. So do Cla Clayton&#039;s writings tell a similar story. Well, here&#039;s his journal Ok, this is, it&#039;s really hard to read him really, really hard. That&#039;s his Manchester journal. This is the rough council of 50 minutes in 1846. It, you can read it a little more but it&#039;s still kind of rough. Ok. Then you have other minutes. This is a little cleaner. Ok. This is a, more of a cleaned up copy. But boy, some of his words are hard to, you have to really get used to, to, to reading Clayton in this kind of hand. Then you&#039;ve got his April 1844 conference minutes. By the way, he doesn&#039;t record hiram sermon in this. In this, I think as we may have mentioned, he doesn&#039;t record this at all. But this is his recording of those uh sermons. This is um I believe that where the king fet discourse comes from. Ok. And, and Clayton has his own copy of it. And then the trustee&#039;s land book, you see his writings, Much Cleaner in the trustee&#039;s land book. This is an official capacity clerk writing he&#039;s doing this for uh in as the um the working for the trustee and trust, which is Joseph Smith. Ok. These&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m48s 1:54:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: are records that are important,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m49s 1:54:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: recording land deeds and all kinds of things. OK. Land transactions. It&#039;s a letter to James Arlington in 1842. This is quite, this is quite nice. He&#039;s not quite the penman of the others, but he can write really cleanly and and um really legibly and in a, in a in a lovely hand, I shall say&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m08s 1:55:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: his writing cleans up nicely,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m10s 1:55:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: right? And in, in the book of the Law of the Lord, this is nothing like Bullock, ok? He&#039;s not nearly as gifted as Bullock, but this is the book of the Law of the Lord. It&#039;s very clean. Every word is legible, ok? This is about the, this is, this is the zenith for him. This is as good as it gets. So as you can see Williams penmanship, just like the other scribes improves with the importance of every document that he&#039;s writing a quick review of the Council of 50 records. And what we&#039;ve learned about William&#039;s pattern. Number one, the Council of 50 minutes are written in the same type of book as his navoo journals. Clayton would take rough minutes at the meetings. Then he would reconstruct the brief accounts of these meetings using minutes, his journal memory and possibly other documents, a comparison between the original minutes and the copy in the record book reveals that Clayton would make a, a number of changes to the minutes from the originals to the fair copy, adding or deleting words and phrases in an attempt to clarify and polish the text and his uh record keeping went through three stages. First rough minutes, second, a loose copy to be read at a meeting and then third, he would make a fair copy. And so what&#039;s a fair copy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m19s 1:56:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Um, Jerry referring back to what you, to your legal requirements for a diary to be entered. I&#039;m just, again, like, nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Right. Ok. It&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m31s 1:56:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: must be, it must have been done in the, in the regular business of the day and in a journal setting that&#039;s, you&#039;re writing every day, it must be authentic and it must be, um, uh, you can&#039;t impeach the person who is writing it, meaning they&#039;re recording things accurately with knowledge. OK. And so in this setting, if he&#039;s taking stuff from a meeting and he&#039;s embellishing, this is just the council 50 record where there&#039;s probably not that much as, it&#039;s probably innocuous my guess. I don&#039;t know but because we can&#039;t see all the original minutes, but I don&#039;t know why he would have a AAA need to embellish those records. However, a fair copy then in this definition, according to Miriam is a neat and exact copy, especially of a corrected draft. Cambridge says it&#039;s the final corrected copy of a uh of a piece of a written work. Collins says it&#039;s an exact copy of a document manuscript after final corrections. So a fair copy is not precisely an exact copy. It&#039;s an edited copy. OK?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m30s 1:57:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s, it&#039;s, I think what is fair to say is it&#039;s the final draft, you&#039;ve done all of your draft work and this is the finished version.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m38s 1:57:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Perfect. Perfect. And, and for publication for keeping a record for posterity or something of that nature. OK. This is, these are pages from volume one of the Council of 50. Volume two of the Council of 50. Volume three of the Council of 50. If you flip through the pages you see, it&#039;s, it&#039;s exactly like this. Every page. Well, you know, there&#039;s some, there&#039;s some scribbles here and there, there&#039;s a little things that some things that are crossed out and written over, but it&#039;s very rare and it&#039;s very clean. It&#039;s a, it&#039;s a pristine record of the events of the council of 50.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m14s 1:58:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So making it obvious that it wasn&#039;t kept contemporaneously correct. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m19s 1:58:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: so when you look at his contemporaneous minutes or his actual journal versus the Council of 50 you can see the distinction with what he&#039;s doing. And it&#039;s very clear when he&#039;s keeping a contemporaneous record versus when he&#039;s doing what we, we&#039;d call a fair copy. The now the Council of 50 is what Brigham Young used to claim his authority. Let that sink in. Brigham uses this book or these records to claim the authority of the 12 because it&#039;s in this record that Brigham claims that Joseph rolled off the keys onto the 12. That&#039;s actually not what happened. OK. That&#039;s a long subject. Too much to go into here. But he uses this, this council, the council of 50 to claim that&#039;s where the 12 gets the keys from Joseph. OK. That&#039;s a long story. We, that&#039;s for another day. However, Clayton made this record, remember this, without anyone&#039;s knowledge, Clayton held on to these records for two whole years and then finally handed them to Brigham Young in 1847 after just immediately after his life is being threatened by Brigham Young. And these are a sorry by Jose Est out. Thank you a neat clean fair copy of other minutes having been edited and corrected in their final form. So what&#039;s the significance of William&#039;s creation of the Council of 50 Minutes? Well, one other thing to, to, to note as I&#039;ve mentioned, the Council of 50 Minutes, the NAVOO journals and Willard Richards journals are all, they&#039;re, it&#039;s oddly, they all happen to be the same size. I don&#039;t think that&#039;s that big a deal, but it&#039;s just really interesting that two of the primary clerks in this whole thing are using the exact same volumes to create a narrative. OK? Or to create something. All right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m10s 2:00:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So these are different than all of their other journals. OK. And these are the special ones that are, that are specifically creating the narrative that is NN&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m17s 2:00:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: journals are in are in the exact same type of volume as the books you see on your screen.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m21s 2:00:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m23s 2:00:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: The same exact size there are these little books he&#039;s using to create a uh a fair copy. Is there evidence that William followed the same pattern for the NAVOO journal? OK. James Allen says the following Clayton made the first entry in his three NAVOO journals, November 27th, 1842. It&#039;s possible even probable that Clayton kept some kind of record that&#039;s lost. We&#039;ve read that. Now, Robert Filler up says Clayton probably kept a quote, private book or quote record or private record. While in NAVOO, the original is not known to exist but copies of quote extracts from William Clayton&#039;s private book do exist. See the note and the date et cetera, et cetera. And Alan says this, the first record recorded presentation of this idea uh was to the members of the Corm of the 12 on June 27th, 1839. As they were preparing for their important mission to England. Apparently, Joseph taught it somewhere. He&#039;s talking about detecting spirits. OK. There&#039;s this idea that uh if you give your hand, AAA true spirit will not offer their hand to you. A devil will try to shake your hand, et cetera. OK. Apparently Joseph taught it somewhere regularly. After that. It was first published as a revelation in Deseret News. It was first um on April 23rd, 1856 and an end in 1876 it was placed in the Doctrine and covenants as section 129.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m46s 2:01:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. Do we have it earlier than 1856?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m49s 2:01:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Um No, no, not, not, not published earlier than 1856. OK. But references to Joseph teaching this doctrine are found in August 8th 1839 and in December 1840 in March 21st in 1841 the December 1840 reference is in a curious source titled extracts from William Clayton&#039;s private book. The original private book is not available for research. A photocopy of the extracts is available in the Scott G Kenny research collection. J Willard Marriott library blah blah, blah, the Nuttle pa uh uh you John Nuttle also made excerpts from Clayton&#039;s private book, but these are incomplete. So now I that might be a little confusing but section 129 of the Doctrine and Covenants was written from the extracts that John Nuttall makes. OK. Uh of William Clayton&#039;s private book, we don&#039;t have this private book. It doesn&#039;t exist but&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m52s 2:02:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is it OK? It it&#039;s it does, it&#039;s not just not available for research. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m56s 2:02:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: been no one knows where it is that doesn&#039;t mean the church doesn&#039;t have it, but it&#039;s not known to exist. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m03s 2:03:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So this is not any of his journals. This&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m06s 2:03:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: is another, this is another journal. This would be, this would be called a journal. OK. Or at least a at least a record book in which Clayton inscribes a bunch of stuff. And one of those things is this teaching that makes its way into the Doctrine and covenants from Clayton&#039;s private book. Mind you. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m28s 2:03:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And, and what are the dates of this book? Do we know that we don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m31s 2:03:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: know anything about it? All we know is what John Nuttle, John Nuttall later, he&#039;s, he&#039;s in the historian&#039;s office, makes extracts from it, ok? And those extracts wind their way into the doctrine and covenants. Ok. So this is what we know about those extracts more on that extracts from William Clayton&#039;s private book is a handwrit manuscript located in the papers of John Nuttall at Brigham Young University Nuttall&#039;s source was apparently a private journal kept by Clayton in which he recorded excerpts from several sermons of Joseph Smith. The extracts are interesting but they say nothing specific about Clayton. Moreover, whether Clayton actually heard these sermons or whether he copied them from someone else&#039;s transcription is unclear. One short titled quote a key by Joseph Smith December 1840. So we don&#039;t know if he&#039;s writing it on the day or if he&#039;s recording it later deals with quote, the key by which someone may determine whether a messenger is a spirit of God is a spirit from God or from the devil sev uh On 9th February 1843 Clayton was with the prophet in Nauvoo when he repeated the same instructions as recorded in the Doctrine. Covenants 1 29 4 through nine. That passage is actually a word for word duplication except for one minor difference of Clayton&#039;s NAVOO journal entry for that date. This entry was the source for the official transcription when it was prepared for the Doctrine and covenants, the editor of an intimate chronicle could have known this. OK. So what he&#039;s saying is there&#039;s this other book we don&#039;t know it to exist. John Nuttall much later records extracts from Clayton&#039;s private book. One of the things he records is this interesting teaching that Joseph apparently taught on more than one occasion where if you, you can detect it, uh one spirit from another, you can detect a true&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m14s 2:05:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: spirit from going to like acknowledge here. This is a key I&#039;ve never needed to use. I, I would be interested to know if anyone has found this to be a useful, I mean, I don&#039;t know if it&#039;s from Joseph Smith or not, but in any case,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m30s 2:05:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: I don&#039;t, I, I,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m33s 2:05:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have other ways of knowing what, what spirits&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m37s 2:05:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: are frankly. His teaching, his, his, his actual verified sermon or write writing called Try the Spirits is far more instructive in my view than just holding out your hand, which teaches you the way to discern the message of true and false messengers. So, um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m56s 2:05:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you know what, if you&#039;ll send me that link, I&#039;ll include it because&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m59s 2:05:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: people try the spirits. Uh try the spirits. I don&#039;t know. It&#039;s the JSP has it. Um That&#039;s an actual verified teaching by Joseph Smith that was never canonized by the LDS church. So, but it&#039;s a very important, it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m12s 2:06:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: might be a little more useful that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m15s 2:06:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: really, really important. But nonetheless, what you find is you have an original cop uh uh writing a recording of this in an earlier book that we don&#039;t have John Nuttall has an extract. But then we also have a recording in Clayton&#039;s journal of apparently the same thing. Did he use the extract to reconstruct? The journal? Was he really with the prophet on the day? Don&#039;t know. But the fact exists,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m41s 2:06:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: could the private book be one of those draft copies? Like level two? Oh, we don&#039;t know any, we we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m47s 2:06:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: can&#039;t examine it. But the, but the fact exists, there was another record that Clayton kept that we don&#039;t have. So when we say Clayton&#039;s quote journal, what, what people typically think when you, they think your journal, I think this is the, this is the book that I re record my notes, my thoughts, my feelings, my experiences. OK? And usually when someone has a journal, they&#039;re not, they&#039;re not recording four journals simultaneously for different purposes. Maybe, I mean, maybe you might, might have a spiritual thoughts journal, you might have a daily activities journal. I don&#039;t know, you might have salacious details journal. I don&#039;t know, but typically people aren&#039;t doing that kind of thing. OK? He has this book, we don&#039;t know what the time frame that it covers, but we know that it did or does exist. OK. So, and we get&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m35s 2:07:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: from it. So that&#039;s good for everyone to know that. I mean, I think many people know that 132 isn&#039;t the only questionable late entry into Doctrine covenant it&#039;s useful to check everything that was added in 1876 and try to discern where they came from.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m51s 2:07:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: It&#039;s even more than that there. The doc covenants has lots of interesting things that need to be investigated, I think. And, and that&#039;s for other people for another day to talk about. So, the fact that this exists is a very important uh piece of this puzzle. Does it still exist? Does the ch is it still in the possession of the church? Are there any other records that Clayton has that the that the church is, is withholding? Ok. If so the church should release them immediately if they do. Ok. Now, verifiably, Clayton used rough minutes letters, his memory and other documents to create the council of 50 records. Did Clayton use a similar process to create the journals given what we&#039;ve exposed about these journals given? Um what there wasn&#039;t that there wasn&#039;t, is a private book, a private journal. What are the chances the journals were recorded contemporaneously? Now, remember um James Allen&#039;s warning, the journals are, are are difficult to follow. They don&#039;t follow a chronological order. They&#039;re problematic. Scholars should be very wary. OK. Remember that warning. Remember that William Clayton&#039;s pen penmanship improves with the importance of the document. If we&#039;re looking at his Manchester journal versus his Council of 50 minutes, we&#039;re looking at page after page after page of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m11s 2:09:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: all of these. We&#039;re comparing the the rough draft, the distemper to the more finished draft. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m16s 2:09:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: on the left, what you see is his Manchester journal, his actual journal. He&#039;s doing a real journal versus when he&#039;s writing a fair copy. OK. Can I just ask you one other question?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m27s 2:09:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Does a fair, do his fair copies ever include things about Raisins or Ginger lozenges?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m35s 2:09:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: And she gave me 22 pence and a peck on the cheek.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m39s 2:09:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m just curious if he&#039;s, he&#039;s a little more careful, right? It&#039;s, it&#039;s the difference between like I mentioned before. That was it in this recording that I talked about the 13 year old journal or is that what we went back and did that delete that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m51s 2:09:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: now to the other side would say, well, he&#039;s very, he&#039;s very honest about stuff that he does in his Nauvoo. Sure, because he doesn&#039;t see any problem with it. He doesn&#039;t think he&#039;s doing anything wrong. He just, he has, he, he is utterly clueless about his own situation and station. And so, well, it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m13s 2:10:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s similar to the um affidavits written in Utah by these older women. Now, what they thought they were, this was in a context, I I&#039;m trying to get people to understand this was in a context context where sacrifice for the principle was the highest good. So the greater sacrifice you made the more faithful you were, they weren&#039;t writing these things, say Joseph Smith was bad. They were writing them saying, look at the sacrifice I made for the principle, with this kind of lack of awareness of how later people would read that and what that would say about Joseph Smith. So it&#039;s a similar thing that you have to get into their mindset. Like Clayton wasn&#039;t being honest, he was being faithful to what he was doing. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m55s 2:10:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: when I say honesty, when he&#039;s recording things about himself in his novel journal, I think he&#039;s being perfectly honest about himself. Absolutely. And so as we look at the things he records contemporaneously with the things he records officially, we can see it. It&#039;s very, very different from his conference minutes to his council of 50 records. On the left side, you see a letter, this becomes more official to his council. This is, this is where it&#039;s similar, an official letter, an official document and then another official letter in the official document and then the book of the Law of the Lord. This is where it&#039;s most close. OK? The the the the level of uh of clean penmanship, the way the writing is done. Um the official nature of the document, that&#039;s it parallels the book of the Law of the Lord. The council of 50 record does.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m46s 2:11:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So on the left, I&#039;m seeing the book of the Law of the Lord or on the left. I&#039;m seeing the council of 50 on the right, I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m52s 2:11:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: seeing no, on the left, you&#039;re seeing the book of the Law of the Lord, the big one. That&#039;s the big book. And on the right, you&#039;re seeing the Council of 50 record.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m00s 2:12:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. And they both look uh huh. Fair. They both look like fair copies.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m05s 2:12:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: They, they are both fair copies. Absolutely. And so that pattern through the council of 50 record applies. It&#039;s, it&#039;s an official document on the right hand side as opposed to a contemporaneous Conte contemporaneously recorded document. Now, where would Clayton&#039;s journal fall? So can a comparison help us understand? So let&#039;s take a look. Let&#039;s compare the Council of 50 record with actual pages from his actual journal side by side. And on one side, you have the NAVOO journal, there&#039;s an actual page from the NAVOO journal in front of you and on the other side, you have a page from the Council of 50 record. Now, people seeing this go, what&#039;s the big deal? Well, take a look, look and see if you can tell the difference. I have switched them up and so you can see if you can figure it out. One is one and one is the other, which one would be the NAU journal and which one would be the council of 50 record.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m03s 2:13:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Those are pretty clean. I can&#039;t see a journal there, especially if you had it up next to his rough stuff. No, no, no, you can&#039;t tell.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m12s 2:13:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: OK, one is the Council of 51 is the nuur and there are page after page after page like this. But can you, can you distinguish which one is a contemporaneous record from which one is a fair and clean copy? I defy any of the historians to explain this away to explain it away.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m31s 2:13:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Like when these are both fair copies,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m35s 2:13:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: they&#039;re both clean pristine and they&#039;re, they&#039;re, and by the way, remember they&#039;re produced in the exact type of volume. OK. Remember when Clayton starts recording the Council of 50 record, it&#039;s shortly after Joseph dies. And I think that gives us a clue as to when he likely started copying his nau journal because this is a copy folks, this is a copy, this is not a journal. You are seeing pages from his journal on each, but these are the side by sides with the Council of 50 record. And what you can see is you cannot tell the difference. If you don&#039;t know what you&#039;re reading, you do not know which one comes from which and I defy any of the historians to, to tell me what this is about. OK. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h14m17s 2:14:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So let me just let me just make sure I&#039;m on, on, on, on up with you right now. The Council of 50 is his best work. It&#039;s his most pristine like scripture keeping type&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h14m28s 2:14:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: it. It lines up with it lines up with his best work with his, with the most official letters with the book of the Law of the Lord. It&#039;s clean like that. He&#039;s not a great Penman. He&#039;s not, he&#039;s not, he&#039;s not amazing, but this is the best that he gets right here.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h14m41s 2:14:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And then we have his journal or his, his contemporaneous, which are an absolute mess, right? And then also what I wanted to point what I want would, would be curious to investigate are a couple of things during Joseph&#039;s life. He was busy, he was keeping him well. He was, he was doing a million things after Joseph&#039;s death is when he was finalizing his records for the council of 50 minutes and that&#039;s recorded often. So you are saying the most likely scenario you can see is that he was doing both of these in a similar time period after Joseph, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m11s 2:15:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: believe that he starts recording his Nuvo journal at the same time or sometime close to when he&#039;s recording the Council of 50 minutes for a purpose as we will see here shortly. So on these pages here on the left, you see this is the Council of 50 record on the right. You see his nuvo journal, the page, this is one page. And fortunately, I know if you know what you&#039;re looking at in the Joseph Smith papers, you can find references um in various things they just leak out. II I found these because I was looking up at one of Joseph&#039;s discourses. And under if you know, if you&#039;ve looked at the Joseph Smith papers, they have a section called additional versions and under additional versions, they&#039;ll list who else recorded uh the discourse or that event. And in a number of cases like December 21st, 1842 or January 22nd, 1843 you&#039;ll notice you can see these are from the William Clayton Journal. OK. So they, they&#039;re there, they, they buried them. They&#039;re hard to find. But if you search for them, you can find, I found 57 there might be more but 57 actual pages on the Joseph Smith papers. Well, II, I noticed it once and I thought, are you kidding me? This is the, the journal, no one&#039;s seen because previous to that, the only page that I&#039;d ever seen was this page that has a kinder Kinderhook played on it and I&#039;ll show that here in a second, but I could not believe that they had inadvertently put 57 pages here under these sections as you can see. And I&#039;m gonna show you the actual pages. I want you guys to see these pages. So you can see, I have a representation of pages from all three volumes of the journal, from the, from that nuvo period. And so they represent different spans in the journal. So it&#039;s not from one little chunk, it&#039;s from the entire span of the whole thing. So you can tell that he&#039;s consistently recording this in the exact same way that he recorded his council of 50 minutes. It is the same type of work as he did with the Council of 50 minutes. All of these are right in the Joseph Smith papers.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h17m18s 2:17:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely. Another thing I&#039;m not seeing and you can correct me, but I&#039;m not seeing blank lines and blank pages, which that was in the middle version, right? We have the sloppy notes. Then the middle version. This is the finalized version without the empty, the empty pages to add. That&#039;s another huge&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h17m35s 2:17:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: evidence. 100%. He&#039;s not doing what he and Richards are so want to do and, and, and uh and by the way, um he doesn&#039;t have blank spaces or pages in his, in his Manchester journal either. But that one is sloppy. The, the words are smooshy. There, there&#039;s lines on the page, there&#039;s edits, there&#039;s all kind of like Joseph&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h17m55s 2:17:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: earlier stripes. It&#039;s the, it&#039;s a contemporaneous that&#039;s not in, that&#039;s not premeditated. So it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h18m02s 2:18:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: doesn&#039;t fit, it doesn&#039;t fit either the contemporaneous journal or a draft. This is a, this is almost a finished work for him. OK. So 22 pages from the journal,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h18m13s 2:18:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: everybody like please tell me that you are getting this. This is so huge because it&#039;s not just your opinion you are showing right here. Answer this, explain this. There&#039;s the pattern we have it all. This is the finalized, this is the version to turn into the history. Like this is kind of like the church history version when it&#039;s finally after the things have been cut out after all of the decisions have been made. This is amazing. OK, keep going. I, I just want to really let that settle for people what it is that you&#039;re showing us here.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h18m46s 2:18:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Absolutely. So as we&#039;re scrolling through these, just take a look at each page from 27 28 29 pages in the forties pages in the fifties. These are throughout the journal scattered throughout. OK. The, the Joseph Smith papers has given us sections from various parts of the journal, but we can see it&#039;s consistent. This is all book one. OK? And every single page is like this, every page is clean and pristine just like the Council of 50 record. It all has the exact same features that we saw with the Council of 50 record. And I, by the way, I invite you to go to the Joseph Smith papers. Download the Council of 50 record. Also just search William Clayton. You will find these. If you know how to search for them, they&#039;re, they&#039;re not hidden, they&#039;re, they&#039;re not, they&#039;re not rather they are, they are hidden in plain sight. Let&#039;s put it that way. I don&#039;t think they, I don&#039;t think they really want to have these out there, but they put them out there, right? Because these, these pages have to do with important sermons that Joseph gave or certain things. Now these pages here, this is from book two. OK. This is what I, what I like to call the gap book. Ok. And we&#039;ll come back to that gap book and how important that is. But again, you see exactly the same thing. Page 1314, 15, page 16 and 18. By the way, those of you who are saying, oh, so big deal. So it&#039;s perfect. Some people write Ruly while you go, you show me your journal, show me the journal of the, of the most meticulous um uh teenage girl who has beautiful handwriting. It still doesn&#039;t look like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h20m18s 2:20:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: this. Also. Some days it&#039;s in a purple pen. Some days you&#039;re really quick and tired. Some days you&#039;re this, you cannot see where a page where a day stops and starts. He&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h20m29s 2:20:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: using the same pen for large sections of this, which means he&#039;s sitting at a desk and he&#039;s taking other documents and he&#039;s compiling them into a single record.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h20m39s 2:20:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, he&#039;s already done. He&#039;s already done his middling copy, whatever his draft copy with the blank lines. And he&#039;s already made all of his notes. This is the final version and he&#039;s already, it&#039;s written before. He&#039;s copying it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h20m51s 2:20:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: in a private book or another journal or minutes he&#039;s taking from meetings or a letter that he saw or he&#039;s using those other things just like he did the Council of 50 to create this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m04s 2:21:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: This brings up another challenge which is him trading back and forth between books. It like that&#039;s a really interesting question&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m13s 2:21:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: as a more suspense as Murdoch would say, hold on to your butts. So from uh it was that Lethal Weapon, I can&#039;t remember. No, I don&#039;t remember the movie, but this is Journal Three. This is the loose little papers that were in, in volume one. We have all 14 of these. Now, the, the, the papers are distressed and colored because of weathering because it doesn&#039;t have a cover. But you&#039;ll notice it&#039;s exactly the same. This is the narrative about Joseph&#039;s last uh the nine days previous to Carthage. Ok. It&#039;s a, it&#039;s, it&#039;s an official, it&#039;s like an official record, you know, of the events. And so he&#039;s done the exact same thing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m55s 2:21:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: These are the nine days before Carthage. That&#039;s really interesting&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m59s 2:21:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: in their very, very important stuff. And, and again, the Joseph Smith paper says it&#039;s unclear as to whether Joseph authorized this or not. Ok, Joseph was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h22m09s 2:22:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: dead. Joseph was dead long before this was done. Ok. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h22m14s 2:22:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: these 57 random pages that we looked at from all three volumes, they span the length of the entire work and they provide a fair representation of the nature of the entire record. Remember Clayton&#039;s NOVO journals are the same size as the Council of 50 Richards memo books and every single page like the Council of 50 record is written neatly and appears to be a clean fair copy on the top. You see the Council of 50 on the bottom, you see pages from his journals. Remember Clayton&#039;s missing private journal and his pattern of copying rough notes into clean records. The 57 pages reveal that there are also interesting edits at different points in the journal. So for example, on page 65 it has these little notes written in pencil. He on the day he wrote do blank, do blank, but then he writes notes. OK? On page 71 he also related the following dream. He writes, he also related his dream, whatever. He&#039;s clarifying the meaning in a subsequent edit. On page 72 he&#039;s, he&#039;s drawing lines. You&#039;ll notice in the, in the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h23m29s 2:23:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: history. Let me ask you, we don&#039;t know for sure that Clayton did this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h23m34s 2:23:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: We have no idea. Well, that&#039;s Clayton&#039;s hand, that&#039;s Clayton&#039;s handwriting above that, that looks to be his handwriting. OK? Um So he, he, he clarifies, he also related his dream of 10 March. So he adds a date in there on this page. You see a line through the page in the, in the history draft for the church. You&#039;ll notice they&#039;ll put lines through pages when they&#039;ve gone through and they&#039;ve done their edit for that page or they&#039;ve or they&#039;ve checked it, you know, we&#039;re done with this page. So we&#039;re gonna put a line through it. OK? Um And, and this other page, there&#039;s more simple little notes clarifying um the words uh we will call on the Saints to defend probably all the Western territory, OK? Instead of call on your call on you to defend probably the western territory, he&#039;s making edits to even the pristine copy, which is interesting. Do you go back and do you edit your own journal? Yeah. Do you do that? I mean, maybe, maybe you do. But this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h24m29s 2:24:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is like I said, if I looked at my 13 year old journal, right? If I made a new copy of like if, when I wrote a later version, that 13 year old journal would not be included as it went. And in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h24m41s 2:24:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: your journal, would you make a reference that says see page 82? No,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h24m46s 2:24:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: no. Unless it was no, no. It&#039;s bizarre.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h24m49s 2:24:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Why would you do that? Unless this is a document used to create something else which we will see here in a second. Now, why would there be edits in the journal? OK. Now this is what&#039;s called what they call proof that the journals contemporaneous. There&#039;s a page in the journal where Clayton traces something called a Kinderhook plate. If you&#039;re not familiar with that story, go google it, you&#039;ll figure it out. But it&#039;s, it&#039;s plates that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h25m16s 2:25:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: was given to Joseph. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h25m18s 2:25:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: supposedly um uh made Joseph look bad. OK. The question is, did Clayton trace this on the day on May 1st 1843 as it says in the journal, the antagonist, the apologists both agree that this is absolute proof that the journals contemporaneous. OK. First, I wanna read really quickly what Allen writes about this. So you understand that there&#039;s some problems with this recording of this entry in Clayton&#039;s journal. And boy, I love Alan, I just love him because he inadvertently admits stuff that really helps us. Some of the entries in the history based on Clayton&#039;s journal reveal the potential problems with this kind of history. The story, by the way, he, what he&#039;s referencing is Clay using Clayton&#039;s journal to construct Joseph Smith&#039;s history. OK. Which we will see more of later. OK. We&#039;re gonna see more about that later. Some of the entries in the history. That&#039;s Joseph Smith&#039;s history based on Clayton&#039;s journal reveal the potential problems with this kind of history. The story of the infamous Kinderhook plates is an example on May 1st 1843 Clayton recorded the following and then he records, I&#039;ve seen six brass plates, et cetera, et cetera. I&#039;m not gonna read the whole thing, the same, the same entry with some slight modifications appeared in the history as follows. OK? I won&#039;t read that either just to save time, but they, they record basically, they use Clayton&#039;s journal as the, the base text for the history. OK. That&#039;s in Joseph&#039;s history. The problem here is that the Kinderhook plates were a hoax and because we know this, the entry seems to show that Joseph Smith was hopelessly duped. It must be noted. However, that in his diary, Clayton did not quote Joseph directly. He only reported what he thought was happening. Whether Joseph actually told Clayton that he had translated the plates or whether Clayton was simply reporting what he had heard from a variety of sources is not clear. The latter appears to be the case, especially when one realizes that Clayton&#039;s account contains several inaccuracies. The so-called discovery took place in Pike County, not Adams County and there was no skeleton with the plates, only some bones. Further, William Clayton&#039;s account is not consistent with similar account by Parley P. Pratt, which was also probably attained by hearsay rather than from the prophet himself. There&#039;s no evidence of any direct statement by Joseph Smith about the authenticity of the plates and no evidence that he ever obtained attempted a translation. As historian Stanley B. Kimball has demonstrated all kinds of stories about the plates were circulating, but Joseph did not get involved with the plates at all. What is clear is simply the unfortunate entry got into the history before any of its editors knew the truth. Now, I don&#039;t want to get into a discussion today about the Kinderhook plates. That&#039;s another subject entirely. However, I just want to point out what Alan notes that there&#039;s trouble with the story. And unfortunately, part of the trouble is Clayton himself and the fact that Clayton re recorded some erroneous things that then got uh trusted to be in the official history. Ok. That&#039;s number one, Clayton&#039;s own entry in the Kinderhook plate is troubling number two is what about Brigham Young who also made a tracing or sketch of the same thing? However, in his journal, there&#039;s a problem. He didn&#039;t make the sketch on the day, but the date he puts is on May 3rd, 1843. Now, look at the d this is a little strange. These are pages from his actual journal, but his journal is a little weird because he doesn&#039;t always kind of like Clayton doesn&#039;t always record things exactly. Chronologically. Sometimes he&#039;ll be in 1843 and another entry, he&#039;ll record something that was said in 1841. Like he&#039;ll go back&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h28m51s 2:28:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: reminiscences and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h28m53s 2:28:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: that this is not nefarious. This is just like he, you&#039;ll have a, um you&#039;ll have a revelation. He writes a revelation that happened in 18 thirties from Joseph Smith after he&#039;s been recording things in 1843. So it&#039;s a little strange. Well, in this section here in August 1018 43 he writes some things. It&#039;s hard to read. But he&#039;s, uh you know, he&#039;s with somebody Elizabeth between five or six, blah, blah, blah. Then the very next page he&#039;s recording something that supposedly happened three months earlier. And that&#039;s the page that has the Kinderhook plate tracing on it. And then the very next page after that, we&#039;re back to October of 1843. And then we&#039;re the very page after that, we&#039;re in April of 1844. It&#039;s almost like he&#039;s recording smatterings of things. I don&#039;t know exactly why it doesn&#039;t seem like a completely contemporaneous journal where you&#039;re recording daily. But the point of this is he, it&#039;s very possible. In fact, most likely he did not record that on May 3rd, 1843. What he did was he maybe lifted that from another journal or he somehow traced that which is identical to what Clayton traces. Ok. But he didn&#039;t do it on the day. So does that mean that Clayton? It&#039;s certain that Clayton recorded his on the day? Well, the problem is Clayton had access to papers. Go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m21s 2:30:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, the thing that just drives me crazy and you maybe are gonna get to this. But from the time you very first showed it, what I think is so dumb is that someone recording something after, doesn&#039;t prove that it was contemporary. I mean, like the fact that Clayton included a contempt, a Kinder Hut plate in a later production does not prove that it was an earlier production. It would be I I should go the other direction. It would only prove anything if he included the Kinder Hut plate before it was available. Do you know what I&#039;m like? That&#039;s, I guess what I&#039;m saying is to, to include the Kinderhook plate later does not prove that it was earlier when he had seen the Kinderhook plate. That&#039;s so I I&#039;m not explaining it. Well, maybe you can explain it better, but it&#039;s so obvious to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h31m04s 2:31:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: me. Well, on the day he says he records it, which is two days before Brigham supposedly records his. But remember Brigham&#039;s is not on the day Brigham&#039;s is sometime between August of 1843 and October of 1843. You&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h31m17s 2:31:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: know, everyone just opens the journal wherever and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h31m20s 2:31:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: randomly and then fills in around it. Exactly. With Clayton the look, I can&#039;t prove when he wrote this. I don&#039;t know when he wrote it. Exactly. I have a, I have a, I have an idea of when he wrote it, but I don&#039;t know exactly when he wrote this particular page. But he could have written a long time after because we have newspaper articles from which he could have made a sketch or he could have cut them out and traced around them because those newspaper articles were made from something called, they&#039;re called woodcuts. We also had the woodcuts available, apparently the same person who made the wood cuts for the book of Abraham and printed them in the newspaper. Those are actually, um, they cut the images out of wood and they, and they make etchings say so that you can then put ink on them and put them on a page. And then you have, uh, you have the image, that&#039;s what these, what you&#039;re seeing in these newspapers are made from wood cuts. They were made by a guy named Ruben Headlock. And apparently Joseph employed him to make the wood cuts of the book of Abraham or also employed him to make the wood cuts of these Kinderhook plates. They got printed in the Times in uh sorry, the navoo neighbor, I believe it was, they got printed in the prophet. So Clayton had access to something those, by the way, the plates were around till the civil war. So they were available, they were around.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h32m33s 2:32:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We already know that Clayton was using his notes that he took, he could have made a note of it from anything at any time and included it in his later copy. That&#039;s what I&#039;m saying. Like it goes, it, that is the dumbest claim to say, look, it includes something that he had 10 years before. That proves that he made it 10 years before. That&#039;s so I, I can&#039;t, neither&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h32m55s 2:32:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: of us are proving, neither of us are proving how or when he did it. And that&#039;s not the point. The point is they cannot say that this is proof that it was contemporaneous because it absolutely could have been done after the fact, right? The point is that it does,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m09s 2:33:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: they are completely wrong in saying that that proves that it was written that that is laughably silly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m17s 2:33:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: So we can, so I think we can dispense with this. Uh Jacob Vidrine, if you&#039;re watching, you can no longer claim that this is contemporaneous&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m27s 2:33:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and real and all of them.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m30s 2:33:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: And uh if, if you want to see Brigham&#039;s journal, it&#039;s available, just go look at it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m36s 2:33:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So and do you know what the fact that this is what they have as proof? It shows us how silly this entire argument is. They keep saying, why do we even have to discuss this? It&#039;s so obvious. I think no, the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m49s 2:33:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: table, this is why we have to discuss this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m52s 2:33:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: The the tables have now turned where we should say, why do we even have to discuss your stupid claims? This is so stupid.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h34m00s 2:34:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Why, why do we have to dignify? Why do we have to dignify your claims that it&#039;s contemporaneous? This is not, this is absolutely not contemporaneous. And for you to say so is, is, well, it&#039;s in the face of evidence, contrary to your claims, it should&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h34m14s 2:34:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: be embarrassing. And at some point, it will be, I have a feeling I know which arguments will age better than others.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h34m21s 2:34:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: So I think we can, can we can definitively say this. You, you cannot say it&#039;s contemporaneous. I believe you can say it&#039;s not contemporaneous, but you certainly cannot say it is contemporaneous. We also know there&#039;s a private record where the heck is that thing. And also finally, let&#039;s listen to James Allen&#039;s additional warning about the content of what is in the Inanimate chronicle. The excerpts from E Hat&#039;s notes. He says the following, after having said scholars should be very wary. He says the result so far as an intimate chronicle is concerned is an abridgment that leaves the worst kind of imbalance. It is not a scholarly abridgement based on a consistent rationale concerning what is important enough to include or insignificant enough to leave out. For example, e hat&#039;s excerpts reveal some problems between Joseph and Emma. But the original journals show with equal clarity that the two were very close and very much in love. Clayton saw the problems, but he also saw the prophet and his wife working together for a common cause in a variety of ways. The excerpts largely obscure that fact. Then he goes through and he gives an example. I won&#039;t read it. He gives a beautiful example from the journals of how that looked to, to William Clayton. Even my own analysis of the E hat hat excerpts show that they are reasonably accurate transcriptions of the original Smith&#039;s reproduction. Moreover was generally faithful to the EHA material. Nevertheless, the excerpts are highly selective. They usually include only a portion of a daily entry and they do not constitute more than about 25% of the whole for these reasons. I felt it important to warn prospective readers that journal two is not a real abridgement based on the same cons consistent rationale that governs Smith&#039;s abridgement of the other journals in an intimate chronicle. Rather, it is an often misleading agglomeration of unconnected and out of context excerpts. This is not a criticism of Smith&#039;s editing for, he did a good job with what he had before him. It is simply part of my concern over whether this journal should have been published at all in that form. Now, as you had said previously, he&#039;s an apologist for the church and he didn&#039;t want them out because the church doesn&#039;t want them out. So that&#039;s one, that&#039;s one thing to acknowledge. But I think it&#039;s also important to consider what he&#039;s saying. And also this gives us an idea of why the church doesn&#039;t want these out. Because if Clayton is saying on the one hand, in certain excerpts, they&#039;re having these tremendous problems. And on the other hand, they&#039;re very much in love and the entire narrative that that Emma is a psychopath. OK? Is a psychopath, seriously mentally challenged? She&#039;s got, she&#039;s got real, real mental disorder. OK. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m08s 2:37:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: what people will say that people actually claim that they actually&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m12s 2:37:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: get it from this journal and almost exclusively from this journal. OK. So when you have on the one hand, them being very close in Clayton recording that himself. And on the other hand, you have the psychopathy of Emma Smith on detail and Joseph&#039;s callousness on detail, which also that does appear, how do you balance those two? Well, Alan did not mention the following. Yeah, James Allen did not mention that every single one of the polygamy references regarding Joseph and Emma those happen to be in the gap book.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m54s 2:37:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Huh? What&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m59s 2:37:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: every single reference? So why is it that Clayton would create a second book. Why is it that he would stop in the middle of the first one and leave a 17 month gap before the very next entry. And that every single um uh that the gap that he the gap book that he records in the second book contains all of the salacious material. Why would someone do that? Let&#039;s answer the question. Why would Clayton do that? Well, I think that&#039;s the idea that should be explored. That&#039;s the thing that James Allen should have been talking about and should have frankly let us all know in his warning because he knows that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h38m40s 2:38:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: How do you know that? How is that from the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h38m43s 2:38:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: page? Because I&#039;ve gone through meticulously Robert Phillips compilation? OK. And I&#039;ve color coded them and I&#039;ve marked them all up and I know exactly where all of them are and they start the references to Joseph Smith with one teeny minor exception, but it&#039;s recorded in both books. It&#039;s at the very end. It&#039;s the, it&#039;s the marriage to Margaret Moon. He starts the gap book with his marriage to Margaret Moon and he goes on from there. Ok. So you tell me why Clayton Little Willie is recording these things there. So this gap book elicits some extremely important questions. Why in the first place would he leave the gap? You know, what, what possible motivation? What reason&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h39m32s 2:39:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: go back. What were the dates of the gap again? Just remind us&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h39m35s 2:39:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Ok. So remember the first book goes from 27 November 1842 through 28 April 1843. These dates are so important. Then 20 then the very next entry is 25. September 1844. It&#039;s not like there were a bunch of pages torn out people there, there weren&#039;t pages torn out. It&#039;s just the next entry. Ok. It&#039;s 25. September 1844 through 1845. Then the gap book that covers 27 April 1843 through 24. September 1844 that gap that&#039;s in the first book. What possible motivation would Clayton have to put all the polygamy references related to Joseph in the gap book? OK. Also given Allen&#039;s warning about the out of context ex excerpts from this book. By, by the way, the out of context excerpts, excerpts are all from the gap book. Those out of context salacious ones are from the gap book and the rest of Clayton&#039;s journal showing Joseph and Emma to be very close and very much in love. Should we not be more skeptical about this record?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h40m38s 2:40:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I also have to say James Allen as the church apologist, very much on the church&#039;s side, giving this clear warning. And yet the Joseph Smith, historians, all of the church historians 100% rely on the William P journal for every one historian has told me. It is, it&#039;s the definitive story of Joseph&#039;s polygamy. It is the only thing they have and it&#039;s the only thing they use other than the later um affidavits, which many of them had access to the Clayton narrative.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h41m12s 2:41:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Like why, why, why anyone, why anyone would ever say that without ever examining the, the original, without anyone being able to examine the original shows me this is why I call it historical malpractice, shame on you all frankly for making those statements. When, by the way, those of you who are historians, you can do better work than I&#039;ve done. Are you serious? Are you kidding me?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h41m38s 2:41:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I don&#039;t know if they can. Their bias gets in the way. It&#039;s insane that they are doing this. Their story gets in the way. Maybe it takes people that aren&#039;t trained by them in their malpractice to be able to address this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h41m49s 2:41:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Maybe we need to have a different view of historians altogether now, especially since we have so much access to information. So finally, why, why in the world would he would he, would he make a clean fair copy of his journals at all? Why would he do this? Well, Alan L again helps us understand. I love James Allen. He just helps us understand because he inadvertently has written about this stuff. So as one of Joseph scribes, he says, Clayton was on the committee that originally began to prepare Joseph Smith&#039;s History of the Church for publication&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m22s 2:42:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and that was after Joseph&#039;s death that was in Utah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: He&#039;s on the committee. It is well known that much of this history was not written or dictated by Joseph himself. But rather, with this is not while Joseph&#039;s alive, he&#039;s not on the committee. While Joseph&#039;s alive, he&#039;s recording lots. He&#039;s recording, uh, deeds, he&#039;s recording tithing donations. He&#039;s not&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m44s 2:42:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: true. Revelations.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m45s 2:42:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Yeah, he&#039;s not, he&#039;s not part of the, his, he&#039;s not following Richard&#039;s around doing the history. It is well known that much of this history was not written by&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m54s 2:42:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: C&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m55s 2:42:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: C was not following Richards&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m57s 2:42:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: was not part of it. I got. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: Right. Um uh Much of the history was not written or dictated by Joseph himself, but rather was based on journal entries of his scribes or other people. When these entries were made part of the history, the third person references to Joseph were simply changed by the way that stuff gets really, really wonky because they put things in Joseph&#039;s mouth that you can find nothing any anywhere in the record that he actually said. So that history is problematic.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Also, let&#039;s keep in mind we have the very clear record of them. Absolutely. Changing sources and altering just the October 5th journal entry is probably the most infamous of those. So this committee was up to was up to a lot of mischief. Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: And uh o other changes were made to the text though they usually were minor George Albert Smith and Wilfred Wooer finished the work in 1856. Published it serially. Clayton&#039;s nou journals were among the valuable resources for this history. For example, some of the revelations now included in the history of the Doctrine and covenants were originally recorded in Clayton&#039;s journals. Uh on the evening of February 1918 43 I&#039;ve already referenced this. That&#039;s the one where the spirits of just men made perfect, are able to be detected. Um The entry in Clayton&#039;s journal became practically verbatim. The entry in the history and later section 129 of the Doctrine and covenants, something similar is true for much of section 130 recorded in April tw uh 2nd 1843 as a as a few, as well as a few other sections. William Clayton&#039;s NAVOO journal is one of several sources that Clayton Willard Richards and others drew on when they were preparing Joseph&#039;s History of the church. The excerpts here and are most sim are most similar to the entries in the history. This material illustrates Clayton&#039;s importance in preserving the memory of Joseph Smith. In some instances, the Clayton diary was the only source for the entries in the history and many others. It appears that the compilers also relied on different sources, but Clayton&#039;s journal still provided the greatest substance now in I highly recommend if you want to see this just read. Um This is from James Allen&#039;s uh no toil nor labor fear. Um And at the end of it, no, sorry. This is uh Clayton&#039;s compa uh Clayton and the records of the church. At the end, he compiles all of the listings from Clayton&#039;s journal and where they find themselves in the history of the church. And there happened to be 69 instances from Clayton&#039;s journal pulled directly into the history of the church that is not insignificant at. Oh, so why? It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: pretty much all of the polygamy? He&#039;s the only source for&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: that, for that. Yes, they don&#039;t, they don&#039;t list a lot of the polygamy stuff necessarily in the history. Um because remember they weren&#039;t fully ready when they were documenting the history to let the cat out of the bag, as they said, OK, they weren&#039;t ready, ready to do that. So, and they were compiling this history starting in 1845 April of 1845 is when they begin. So they&#039;re not putting the polygamy stuff in, they&#039;re using Clayton&#039;s journal, the journal itself for that. However, Clayton is obviously creating a clean, fair copy that can then later be used. We know, for example, this is from the Joseph Smith papers we can see on the in the image on the right, you can see this is in 1845 from the JSP they say Clayton uses, used the Nabu journal to record daily entries da da da. Shortly after Clayton finished making entries in the volume, he apparently loaned or gave it to the church historian&#039;s office. And by winter 1845 1846 the office staff had begun using the journal to work on Joseph&#039;s history. So they, they&#039;re already using this. So the timing, when did he write this? He wrote at least volume one because the entry you&#039;re going to see on the page is from volume one. OK. Volume one was completed sometime by end of 1845 sometime beginning of 1846. Because that&#039;s when they&#039;re using this journal, it&#039;s in inventory. Volume one is OK. The journal was listed in inventories that the church historians office produced in the 19th century. So we have it in inventories in 1858 and in 1878. So we know for certain Clayton&#039;s journals are in inventory then, but where they&#039;re referencing the journals, whether he actually gives it to them permanently. In 1845 we don&#039;t know, but they&#039;re referencing the journals and the pages from the journals in 1845. As we can see on this page here, this is when Willard Richards and Thomas Bullock are working together to create what&#039;s called the history draft. OK. It&#039;s a draft of what later becomes the official history. Bullocks and Richards did that together. Ok. Richards is the primary historian. Bullocks is helping him and you can see this is in Bullock&#039;s handwriting. It says Clayton&#039;s journal pages 53 and 54. They&#039;re referencing. Um There are three administrations, angel spirits and devils. When an angel something appears this is, that&#039;s what becomes later. Section 129 of the Doctrine and covenants, they record this in 1845. The I point that out, I&#039;m spending time on this. So you understand, he&#039;s working on this very likely at the same time he&#039;s working on the council of 50 record. When did he start that? September 1844 in the same type of book that he&#039;s recording the journal in very likely what he&#039;s doing after Joseph dies. He starts to realize, oh, my gosh, I have possession of some records that are important. Oh, my gosh, I&#039;m not even gonna tell anybody. Oh my gosh, I better, I better, I better make this thing look good. So he&#039;s recording the Council of 50 records. Doesn&#039;t tell Brigham Young doesn&#039;t tell Willard Richards. Remember they start recording the history of the church in 1845. Does Clayton turn it over in 1845? Yeah. Not until 1847. Would Brigham Young have wanted that record?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. So he could decide whether to destroy it or not, what to do with it. Britain wanted to be in charge of all&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: of it he wanted. In fact, uh I&#039;m gonna read something from William Smith here in a second about that. So after Joseph&#039;s death, several of Clayton&#039;s journal entries were entered into Joseph Smith history. They became canonized sections of the Doctrine and covenants. That&#039;s how important Clayton&#039;s journal is. Section 129. 1 31 31. And of course, section 132 which is not in his journal, just a reference. Clayton plays the important role, at least in the story of how that comes about.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Do you know what? I don&#039;t know if we know for, I&#039;m just throwing this out there. We don&#039;t have all of the pages of the journal. We don&#039;t know for sure that 132 isn&#039;t in it as well. And I just, on my last episode, Clayton did claim that he wrote the whole thing. And so it is just possible,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=2h49m52s 2:49:52] Jeremy Hoop: it&#039;s possible. We don&#039;t, we don&#039;t know because we don&#039;t have it, we don&#039;t know. So ad this is also another piece that&#039;s important, a different kind of problem arises from an account in the history that was reported to have come from Clayton&#039;s journal. But that actually did not, at least not from the journals. Now, uh extent on May 18th, 1843 Joseph Smith and William Clayton were in Carthage where they dined with Joseph, just Judge Stephen a Douglas at the home of Sherri Sheriff Jacob Bains. Some of that conversation is recording Clayton&#039;s journal, but not the way it later appeared in the history. However, in putting the conversation in the history, the editors did not follow their usual pattern of entering whatever they could gather without citing the source. Instead they took pains to state that the following brief account is from the journal of William Clayton who was present. Uh And they write it down, the question is whether this expanded version of Clayton&#039;s original entry where it came from, if somehow it really came from Clayton, there are only two possibilities. One is that Clayton wrote it in a more, in more than one journal that day, perhaps in a source that is no longer extant. The the other is simply that Clayton who was still working with the church historians when they were putting all this together, was asked about the prophecy and drawing on a vivid memory of the occasion provided the expanded account because it&#039;s not in his journal. Hm OK. My point bringing that up is it shows that he&#039;s working with the historians. They&#039;re saying it comes from his journal, but we don&#039;t have, it&#039;s not in his journal. So where did it come from? Another record? Did Clayton make it up? The point is this brings into question what other things Clayton was doing and the completeness, the accuracy, the veracity of what we call the Clayton journals. OK. Those are very important. Even when he was involved in important council meetings. Clayton&#039;s name was often left out of the official histories that clo chronicled those meetings. This plays into something we&#039;re going to talk about later. Brigham Young&#039;s history of April 2018 45 for example, tells of a council attended by himself, Heber Kimball John Taylor, Nel Whitney, where quote we read letters from Parley p pratt pertaining to his activities in the east. But Clayton was also at that meeting and it was he who actually read Pratt&#039;s letters to the council. So they don&#039;t even record that he&#039;s there. I think we&#039;re, I think, I think, um, we&#039;re going to see here in a second. Ok. So what, so they use the, they used Clayton&#039;s journal for the history. Big deal. Who cares? So, what I mean? Come on. Right. Right. We need to understand Brigham Young&#039;s involvement in the revision of Joseph&#039;s history. As you&#039;ve just mentioned, I&#039;m just gonna do a very hopefully quick rundown of just some of the things uh that, that we know for certain were revised. You know, I heard Bill real say this the other day. Oh yo, we know Joe uh Brigham revised the history and then, and then he gave a strange example of a, of a quote revelation that Joseph Smith gives, which I believe there&#039;s a great, wonderful explanation for. However, he doesn&#039;t mention any of this stuff. And Bill, please, would you at least be honest about this and actually acknowledge what Brigham Youngish did, by the way, if you guys want to see a detailed recitation, just go to Rob Fing Ham&#039;s discussion of this um or go to Mark Curtis who did a fantastic job with this on Hemlock Knots. Uh Look these up on youtube and, and they give you a deep dive into these things, but just a brief thing on April 8 8, April 1st 1845. Brigham says we started the revision of Joseph Smith&#039;s history. Now, this is really important. William Smith says, and summarizing that Brigham took over all of Joseph&#039;s papers in 1845 he, he just commandeered them. Uh in contrary to the Smith family&#039;s um claims for Joseph&#039;s property, they wanted Joseph&#039;s papers back, but Brigham took them all over as his own property. Now, why? So he could revise the history of the church. That&#039;s exactly why&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s actually super important because think of it, if your spouse, you get like you&#039;re, you&#039;re the spouse, right? That&#039;s how it should be. Brigham hadn&#039;t even settled the succession crisis like he had no business at all. Well, they&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: did, they did settle that end of 1844. So that was, that was done the 12 took over by that point and then they commandeered the papers.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. They also though were trying, I guess, I guess what I should say is they didn&#039;t have unanimity. They were not the recognized authority by everybody, especially not by Emma. And they were desperately, I&#039;ve mentioned this before, but I think it&#039;s worth mentioning again. They were desperately trying to get the um the Bi the Bible translation, which I think is really important to recognize the Bible translation. Rob just did a great video on that as well in no way supports polygamy and in no way can supports 132 and I think they desperately wanted that so they can revise, alter it as well. And it&#039;s, it&#039;s really important to look at what went through their hands and what didn&#039;t because those things tell a very different story.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: So let me emphasize this from William Smith. It says what you&#039;re saying. Brigham Young John Taylor Willard Richards with the appointed bishops has have assumed the publishing of the church documents, the book of Covenants and also Jose&#039;s private history as their own property entirely regardless of the rights of the Smith family as there with connected. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: It makes me so angry. It makes me so angry what they did to Emma and&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: why and why did they want everything? And if Clayton was withholding something and they knew about it, would they have let that stand? And if they knew that he had withheld it, would they be happy with little Willie that that question historians you should really look into. Richard Van Wagner has written extensively on this and he&#039;s the one who said um regarding the church&#039;s history in total, the introductory assurance that no historical or doctrinal statement has been changed is demonstrably wrong, wrong, which by the way, that statement has been repeated in various forms by church leaders for generations. There&#039;s nothing wrong in the history. We&#039;ve never lied about this stuff. We&#039;ve never changed things, nothing&#039;s been altered. Ok. He says overshadowed by editorial censorship, hundreds of deletions, editions and alterations. Hundreds, these seven volumes are not always reliable. That&#039;s an understatement. The 19th century propaganda mill was so adroit that few outside Brigham Young&#039;s inner circle were aware of the behind the scenes alteration. So seamlessly stitched into the history of the church. The quorum of the 12 under Brigham Young&#039;s leadership began altering the historical record shortly after Smith&#039;s death. Contrary to the introductions claims Smith did not author the history of the church. The time of his 1844 death, the narrative had been written by Joseph himself only to 5 August 1838. OK. There was nothing after 1838 that Joseph had his hands on Charles Wesley Wandell, assistant church historian at the time in 1844 who had later left the church, who was was aghast at these emendations, commenting on the many changes made to the historical work as it was being serialized. Wandell noted in his diary, I noticed the interpolations because having been employed in the historian&#039;s office at NAVOO by Doctor Richards and employed two in 1845 in compiling this very autobiography. I know that a I know, I know that after Joseph&#039;s death, his memoir was doctored to suit the new order of things. And this too by the direct order of Brigham Young to Doctor Richards and systematically by Richards that this revision. It&#039;s an incredibly important quote that everyone overlooks and no one repeats and they should repeat it at nauseam because this is why we, we mentioned this, the false traditions of our fathers are what get us to lose light and truth. If we have been, we, we, we&#039;ve been told our history, um is, is one thing when in reality it was another and this is demonstrably true from, there are so many stories and so there are hundreds of deletions and insertions in the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: history. Yes. And even if it&#039;s not from a faith perspective where we&#039;re concerned about false doctrines and false beliefs, people should just care about truth and what&#039;s true and what&#039;s not. Historians should have some amount of pride to not just spout forth lies. They should at least want to get to the truth. I think that Don Bradley does&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: that Don Bradley is, I can have a great conversation with him. Don Don is a fair minded man and Harold B. Lee was a fair minded man who said, look, I&#039;m paraphrasing, but we, our history can stand up to the truth. We should not be afraid of the truth and, and, and if it&#039;s true, we should want to know it. Basically. That&#039;s my feeling. If it&#039;s true, we should want to know it. And if&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: truth damages our narrative, it ought to be damaged.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: That&#039;s what he said. That&#039;s the other part of what he said continuing that this revision or censorship of the official history came from Brigham Young, as evidenced by an 11th July 1856 reference in Wilfred Woodruff&#039;s diary Apostle Woodruff working in the church historian&#039;s office. Question Young, respecting a quote piece of history in book E one page 16 81-2 concerning Hiram leading this church. By the way, you can see that on the Joseph Smith papers and tracing the ironic priesthood young advised quote. It was not essential to be inserted into history and had better be omitted as you, as you will see it. When you learn more about Brigham Young, he did not like Hiram at all and he was threatened by the memory of Hiram and was especially threatened by what people remembered about Joseph saying about Hiram leading the church and being the heir to Joseph because Brigham did not want that in the record at all. Years later, Elder Char Charles W Penrose, a member of the first presidency admitted that after Joseph Smith&#039;s death, some changes were made in the official record for quote prudential reasons. OK. So there&#039;s too many references to, to, to enumerate. But we see in the history of the church, Brigham Young and in his manuscript history as journal, talking about revising the history over and over and over. What do they mean by revising the history? You know, is it just, well, we&#039;re just, you know, we&#039;re just cleaning up a little bit. No, the revising of the history as it says in this particular document in The Man Man manuscript history to be revised. OK. This section to be revised, it meant actually changing the meaning of the documents as you referenced the October 5th 1843 journal entry from Joseph Smith where he&#039;s walking up down the street street with his scribe and he says uh about the preaching of the doctrine of the plurality of wives on this law, Joseph forbids it, he forbids it no man shall have but one wife. But in the revised version, they changed the meeting. Unless, unless I say it&#039;s ok. Ok. Unless I say it&#039;s ok, then you can&#039;t do it. That is. And Brian Hales gives frankly the, the, the the most inane argument for that&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: my brain, I had to apologize to my brain after watching that and say, I&#039;m sorry for subjecting you to that degree of idiocy. I don&#039;t even know how he thinks that is a logical explanation. I&#039;m sorry to be. But yeah, you keep going because you might, I want to point&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: out well in the letter to the Relief Society on May March 31st 1842 in the con in the notes written by Eliza Snow of the meeting. OK, where she records the letter that Joseph writes to the Relief Society. In that letter, he&#039;s responding to the nefarious stuff that John Bennett is doing and John Bennett and chauncey Higby and others that are going around uh uh uh defrauding and defaming and a a and de flowering, I suppose they&#039;re, they&#039;re, they&#039;re abusing women saying Joseph told us we can do this and, and Joseph makes it so abundantly clear that you cannot do any of those things and they will be damned and you will be damned if you follow them. And he says that uh whether they&#039;re seer revelator, patriarchs, 12 apostles, elders, priests, mayors, generals, city, city councilors, Alderman, marshals, police lord mayor or the devil. He says, if any of these people come to you saying you can do this stuff, you can basically put them down. Um uh they&#039;re, they&#039;re culpable and damned for those practices. OK? He&#039;s saying I am not, I can&#039;t tell you these things and nobody can tell you these things, but they change it. No, the Joseph Smith paper says that the letter in Willard Richards handwriting was first was first for which they can provide absolutely no proof. It&#039;s a stand alone letter. It has to be that&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: way, but it happens to make sense. Of course,&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: it does. It happens to make the same exact editorial change as what we saw with the journal entry, the exact same change. Uh Don&#039;t listen to anybody saying this stuff unless it be by message delivered to you by our own mouth. Unless we say so, then you can&#039;t do it. OK? Go read that on the Joseph Smith papers and see how they twist themselves in knots to try to make Joseph secretly doing these things while saying another thing publicly&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: polygamy doctrine. So Joseph and Hyrum consistently repeatedly said the standards in the scriptures. The long traditional those are what you follow. The polygamist morality is always follow those unless God or your leader says otherwise consistent line that we always find between the two versions which,&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: which follows itself into the happiness letter. For example, that, that same crazy notion. Then we have uh Hiram&#039;s 18 April 8th, 1844 talk which he just rails on plural marriage. A polygamy, spiritual wifey for an hour and a half, a fiery sermon.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I just read extensively from that in my last episode. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: And so the audience knows about this and of course, they took it out of the draft and then they took it out of the prepublication history. They just crossed it out, they just crossed it out. And then when it came to&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: actually, first they changed it first, they tried to make those editorial correct,&lt;br /&gt;
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Jeremy Hoop: they tried to make changes to it, but it didn&#039;t even work. So they crossed it out. And then by the time it made it the history, there&#039;s nothing there except many other remarks were made by the speaker&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and, and an interesting thing I just found in that also, Hiram said in that speaking of eternal marriage, he doesn&#039;t say exactly the same wording, but it&#039;s basically, it&#039;s so plain, I can make any man understand it. That was fascinating to see that show up in William Clayton version of polygamy, just like Joseph said, according to many references, if Brigham ever led the church, he would lead it directly to hell. Brigham transforms that to be about somebody else, right? But the same wording, I find it fascinating how they did this so that there was enough recognition that people would buy it maybe, but it was changed to fit the new order of things again and again, you find these patterns.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h05m12s 3:05:12] Jeremy Hoop: What, what I, what I, what I would love to see is Brigham Young who was on the stage while he&#039;s giving that sermon. I&#039;d love to see Brigham on his face. Oh, yeah. And then we have in July 18th, 1856 I called upon President Young read a piece of history book. He won. I referenced this previously, but this is the reference in um from Wilfred Woodruff&#039;s journal where he&#039;s recording that Brigham Young doesn&#039;t want certain things about Hiram to be put into the, the official history. And then we have a document that says not to go in by bys orders. This is also about Hiram leading the church. That&#039;s that same reference that I just mentioned. And then of course, there is this really interesting reference where he says I spent the day in pre. This is Wilfred Woodruff and President Young was with us 3.5 a quarter hours in hearing history. Um read, he asked if there had been any note made of his meeting in Nauvoo at Joseph&#039;s house. Now, in a previous episode, talking about Brigham and Heber, I read from 1866 where Brigham Young gives this long recitation of this meeting. He went to at Joseph&#039;s house where Hiram was there preaching about the importance of the Canon of scripture. And that if anyone preaches anything contrary to the canon of scripture, you can set him down as an impostor and then Joseph buries his head in his hands. Yeah. Though he&#039;s terribly embarrassed and says to Brigham, get up, you correct the record. Brigham basically, and Brigham does correct. The record says I wouldn&#039;t give the ashes of a rye straw for all the scriptures in the world without the living oracles. OK. And then Hiram so embarrassed gets up and begs the congregation for forgiveness. Ok. This is a story he tells in 1866. Well, this is what he&#039;s referring to um here in 1856. Ok. This is why they&#039;re revising the history. So um at the time, Hiram had preached the book of Mormon doctrine and covenants as the standard while I took the ground that there were, they were of no account to us without a living prophet and revelation. I told him we would examine and see. Well, uh there that did not make it into the documentary history of the church. That story, they couldn&#039;t figure they couldn&#039;t find it. So Brigham in 1866 10 years later because by the way, in 1856 they started publishing it, they start publishing the history of the church in serial form. They couldn&#039;t find the reference. So they didn&#039;t add it in 1856 1866 he gives a speech as, uh, let me tell you what actually happened. Ok. And guess what? It finally found, it found its way into the History into the book Saints. So, unfortunately, the same kind of chicanery nonsense is going on now. Oh, absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: 100%. In fact, the in, in Saints is the altar version of Hyrum speech references from that. They, yeah, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s absolutely continuing strong&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h08m04s 3:08:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: to this. And in this one, they don&#039;t say according to Brigham Young in 1866 who gave a sermon uh uh recalling what had happened back in 1843. No, no, no, no, no. What they say is Brother Brigham. They just quoted as though it&#039;s happening contemporaneously as though it&#039;s happening on the day. That&#039;s the kind of stuff that I find to be historical malpractice. And I think it&#039;s got to stop. The happiness letter is another one won&#039;t go into this. But the happiness letter um was originally dated second of August 1842 is published by John Bennett. Uh It was he who claimed it was in the handwriting of Willard Richards. Uh But it was entered into the manuscript history um in an addendum.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h08m49s 3:08:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We we so I wanted to point out this was surprising to me, we have no version of this other than what John Bennett printed in the Sangamo Journal. We don&#039;t have the a letter from Willard Richards. We don&#039;t have anything other than John Bennett&#039;s claims. And while they cut Hiram speech out, they actually included John Bennett, the guy who was plotting mercilessly to have Joseph Smith destroyed. They included him in the history. That&#039;s insane.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h09m16s 3:09:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Meanwhile, Joseph Sydney Ridding and Nancy Rig and the subject of the woman about whom the whole, the whole subject was uh what was framed. They all denied it was uh it was from Joseph. Um Bennett&#039;s claims were never corroborated and it was also published in the teachings of the prophet Joseph Smith. That&#039;s the,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h09m35s 3:09:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the Sangamo Journal was asking Bennett to get the women to write um affidavits to get it firsthand from them. And so they were asking him for that and he still couldn&#039;t come through&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h09m45s 3:09:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: now to their credit, the editors of the JSP today, they doubt the connection of the happiness letter to Joseph Smith. And it&#039;s no longer published in the History of the Saints. So at least there&#039;s that, at least it hasn&#039;t continued and, and made its way into the, into the current history,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h10m00s 3:10:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: but it&#039;s so gas lighting because they haven&#039;t corrected it just pretend it never happened. No,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h10m05s 3:10:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: they, they, they, they still leave room for, maybe, maybe it is, but at least they doubt it, at least there&#039;s a little progress there&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h10m11s 3:10:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: quoted in general conference multiple times. I will say that. And I&#039;m not blaming her church leaders. They&#039;re not the historians, they&#039;re just using the sources that they&#039;ve been given by the historians.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h10m22s 3:10:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: And then of course, there&#039;s Lucy Mac&#039;s history. Brigham wanted all the copies destroyed. Ok. He was really mad because Orson Pratt published an independent copy on his own and he wanted that whole thing swooped up because, well, because it favored Hiram and it said some good things about Emma. You know, it didn&#039;t, it didn&#039;t, it didn&#039;t do exactly what Brigham wanted. According to modern historians, Lucy&#039;s history tests extremely well. Uh Brigham said she was an old woman. She had, she lost her memory, she wasn&#039;t reliable and she was uh spewing, he calls it um uh transmitting lies to posterity. And I know that the curse of God will rest on everyone who keeps these books in their houses. I mean, he just, he, he spent an entire speech in front of the congregation talking about this and, and, and chastising all the members of the church and, and demanding that they all be rounded up&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h11m17s 3:11:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in, in another of the many brilliant examples of complete projection, right? Brigham accuses Lucy of teaching lies about the history of the church, the posterity of the church. Brigham accuses Lucy of doing that when that is exactly what&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h11m31s 3:11:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Brigham. And according to all evidence, she was, she was very sharp in her last years, very sharp. And then of course, we have, as we&#039;ve mentioned the strange journals, uh journals, the, the memo books by Willard Richards. Which why would anyone add to the journals? Why would anyone after Joseph&#039;s dead? Not Richards himself? Right. In the journals like Thomas Bullock did, for example. And by the way, these references, the things that are added are about polygamy or about, or about posthumous or about ceilings that took place or about uh uh some, some plural marriages that took place. Bullock recording some of them, for example. Um Oh boy, my computer is not loading as fast as I&#039;d like it to. So you see, he&#039;s, he&#039;s listing a whole bunch of marriages. Bullock does and he does it. This is long after in the 18 fifties, then you have somebody else writing and this is not Richards. Um Also some things about um uh marriages. Um Let&#039;s see, an anointing uh entered in by Brigham Young president of the 12. Why would anybody do this? Why would you write into a journal unless you&#039;re doing something to alter the history? Then we have John Bernheisel who records a whole bunch of ceilings. These are really, really strange. So this whole pattern. Um oh and of course he leaves the, the hundreds of pages blank and I think we can see why because he meant to add things later and after he died and Richards died in 1854. OK. People were adding things after he died. I think he meant to add things to it. But people took up the mantle after he died in 1854. And they started adding things to the journal. Anyway. Also, there are sermons that Joseph preached, that we don&#039;t have. Uh according to Joseph Smith himself in the, in the Navoo City Council or sorry High Council minutes in the trials of the women who testified against Chauncey Higby and John Bennett and others. One of the things that some of the, that one of the women asked chauncey Higby was, why does Joseph preach so much against what you&#039;re teaching me? OK. And Joseph says, when I asked why I publicly preach so much against it, wait, publicly preached against what John Bennett was doing. Where are those sermons? Why don&#039;t we have those? OK. And then that pattern continued on for decades afterwards, creating questionable affidavits with legalistic language like married or sealed with glaring inconsistencies. Many with no notary seals, some with outright falsehoods like my great, great great grandfather, Thomas Grover, legal testimonies, fraught with inconsistencies and provable lies. Later, memoirs with glaring omissions, inconsistencies like Joseph Kingsbury and Elizabeth Whitney and Emily Partridge editing letters like Andrew Jensen did with the, the daughter of Elvira Coles lying before Congress like Joseph F Smith did this pattern started by Brigham Young of altering the history and lying about what happened. Started with him and continued on well into the early 20th century.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h14m34s 3:14:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I love the quote by Emma Smith when she told Brigham Young the first two principles of your gospel are lying and deceit.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h14m41s 3:14:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: It&#039;s absolutely true. Exactly. Right. The revising of Joseph&#039;s history was a critical part of Brigham Young&#039;s administration and William Clayton played a key role but not necessarily one that Brigham liked. Remember that William did not tell Brigham about the Council of 50 record for over, for at least two years after Brigham begun, began the revision of Joseph&#039;s history. Would he have been happy about that fact? Or would Brigham have been furious? Now, remember what we said on the same day that Clayton tells Brigham that stout&#039;s threatening to kill him, he delivers up the record. That&#039;s interesting. On the same day, Brigham,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m27s 3:15:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: are you thinking that Brigham put stout up to killing Clayton as a way to get the record from him? I have, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m33s 3:15:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: have no idea that&#039;s, that would be that, that would be a bridge too.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m37s 3:15:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So we don&#039;t, we don&#039;t know if you&#039;re not making&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h15m39s 3:15:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: a point of that. Here&#039;s what we can say again. Thank you to James Allen. Much changed for Clayton after 1847. He was never as close to the center of power as he had been in the days of Joseph no longer wa was he the prophet&#039;s official scribe and bookkeeper though, for a time, he worked in Brigham Young&#039;s office and kept some of the financial records of the church. He also performed the duties of historian or clerk as periodically assigned in 1852. He went on a mission though he was released early because of accusations against him. I&#039;m putting that in brackets. Ok. He was released early from his mission. Well, we&#039;re going to learn more about that in the next episode,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h16m18s 3:16:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: just like James White had accused him of. He, he was accused of a lot of a lot accused of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h16m24s 3:16:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: theft, he was accused of all kinds of things and and Clayton records a lot of those accusations. We&#039;re going to read those in the next episode. But after that, it appears, he stood progressively further outside the prophet&#039;s inner circle. Though Clayton continued to preach in public meetings and take care of mis miscellany&#039;s tasks at the request of church leaders. He frequently found himself looking backward, longing for his former closeness to the seat of power and in particular, the intimate friendship with the men of power that he uh once enjoyed as one of Joseph&#039;s right hand men for some reason, unexplained in the records, William Clayton had fallen out of favor with Brigham Young some months before his mission. In addition, Clayton&#039;s correspondent suggests that he had made some personal though unspecified mistakes that, that he wanted deeply to overcome in the footnote in this paper that he&#039;s writing. He says in this footnote seven, the main indication of this is in a letter from Clayton to Young January 9th, 1852 Brigham Young papers in which Clayton discussed very formally, some aspects of Young&#039;s accounts and says, but if it were lawful and I were not so far fallen beneath your confidence, I would suggest a few ideas which to me look just and right. He closes the letter yours in the depths of sorrow. William Clayton, the tone of part of the letter of October 1840 1852 quoted frequently here also suggests a former falling out with Brigham Young. Why James Allen cannot connect the 1847 incident with the council of 50 records is frankly beyond me. And we&#039;re gonna discuss more about the falling out between Brigham Young and William Clayton in the next episode because this is very important to understand. So 1847 he finally delivers up the records the day after he tells Brigham Young that Jose is trying to kill me. And Brigham says you got 30 minutes go. I delivered the records of the kingdom. Brigham Young, could they be connected? I think they are, I think they are. I think somehow Clayton used that. This is, this is me opining for those historians out there. I&#039;m opining now I am stating my opinion and not fact, but I believe that Clayton used that as leverage to somehow get him out of a very sticky situation because Brigham Young never for forsook jos a stout. He kept him employed and kept him very close because he was an essential part of his uh paramilitary or police force. Ok. And so Clayton had a reason to keep the journal secret and then he had a reason to give it up. I believe it&#039;s because he was in trouble and he needed to give those records up to Brigham.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h19m10s 3:19:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Do you think that his reason, what do you think his reason was for keeping it secret? Was it was it to keep in his back pocket, back pocket in case he got in trouble? Do you think he was doing a service for them? That they were, that they&#039;d be so happy to like what was his reason for keeping them and doing it? You&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h19m25s 3:19:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: see in his journal, many references to him being on the outside looking in, you see him not being on the inner circle. What you see is a man trying to be on the inner circle and very upset at times that he&#039;s not&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h19m36s 3:19:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the wanna be. That&#039;s why I call him the wanna be. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h19m38s 3:19:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: absolutely. A wanna be and I believe that he knew he had something important and for what we don&#039;t know exactly why but, but&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h19m47s 3:19:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he got to write the history. He could shape it as he wanted to regarding himself. Maybe it was a way to be important or&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h19m55s 3:19:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: he could use it later at a time when he needed it or he, because a record, the council of 50 is an incredibly important event in church history. It&#039;s incredibly important. And Clayton knew it. Ok. He absolutely knew it. That&#039;s why he was making the record. And that&#039;s the only reason, that&#039;s the only reason we have any record of that organization other than a very few, two or 34 notes minutes that, that have survived. That&#039;s all because of Clayton&#039;s clear copy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h20m31s 3:20:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Do you find the Council of 50 records to be accurate and reliable?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h20m35s 3:20:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Because there&#039;s no way there&#039;s, there&#039;s absolutely no way to know. Ok, because as the Joseph Smith papers explained, they tell us how he made it. Ok. Clearly that, that he&#039;s, he&#039;s reconstructing events&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h20m50s 3:20:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in general with Clayton and just like with Bennett or others. My perspective is kind of, if I can verify what he said, then I&#039;ll accept it if it aligns with other things. But if it&#039;s just him, I&#039;m gonna just do a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h21m03s 3:21:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: hand. I think, I think if I think if we&#039;re being fair, we should be skeptical about anything recorded after the event, especially from people who have proven themselves to not be trustworthy. Correct. Now, I think we can read it for what it is. It&#039;s a fair copy written afterwards. We don&#039;t have the original minutes. We don&#039;t know exactly what happened on the day&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h21m24s 3:21:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: by a guy who is very unreliable, very motivated, who we&#039;ve already shown to be extremely dishonest as it serves him for whatever reasons he has. Ok. Can you continue on&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h21m36s 3:21:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: at his own funeral? This is what Joseph F Smith and John Taylor said about William Clayton&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h21m46s 3:21:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and they were the next generation. So he was still on the outs it it handed down.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h21m50s 3:21:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Ok. So imagine imagine something like this being said about you or your father? Naturally, this is Joseph F Smith. Naturally, he was concerned about how he might fare in the next life. That&#039;s a good way to start. Naturally. He was concerned if he could have listened to the church leaders who spoke his, his, oh, this sorry, this is um this is Alan, I&#039;m sorry, this is Alan uh about to quote them. Um If he could have listened to church leaders who spoke at his funeral, he would have been comforted James. I don&#039;t know why in the world you use that term because this is what they said, quote. He was not without his faults in the flesh, said elder Joseph F Smith. But what were they? Were they such as partook of a deadly character? Did he ever deny the prophet Joseph or did he deny the truth or prove unfaithful to his covenants or to his brethren? No, never but notwithstanding his unflinching integrity and his long life of fidelity, fidelity and usefulness. Let me say to you that as for his faults, however trivial or important he must answer, but he will be able to pay for his debts and to answer for his failings and he will come forth and all that has been pronounced upon his head by Joseph Smith. And the apostles will be confirmed upon him throughout all eternity.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h23m06s 3:23:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, my word. This is about a dead man at his own funeral in front of his family.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h23m11s 3:23:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Then let me say to the family of our deceased brother, follow in the footsteps of your husband and father accepting where he may have manifested the weaknesses of the flesh, imitate his staunch integrity to the cause of Zion and his fidelity to his brethren. Be true as he was true, be firm as he was firm. Never flinching, never swerving from the truth as God has revealed it to us. And I will promise you in the name of the Lord that you will rise to meet your husband and father in the morning of the first resurrection, close with glory and mortality, internal lives. Ok. In the same spirit, the new leader of the church, John Taylor sanctioned El Elder Smith&#039;s remarks and added, if there were any weaknesses in him, pass them by and live for God and for truth, he will be all right. So he tried to soften it a little bit. Can you imagine? Can you imagine John Taylor, the president? Sorry, this is 1879. So yes, the president of the church and Joseph F Smith Apostle that&#039;s speaking about you in that fashion at your funeral. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h24m17s 3:24:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Or even it was even on the more local level. We, you know, when we do funerals in the LDS world, the bishop is the final speaker. So what if you were at the funeral of a loved one or whoever it was? And all of a sudden the bishop got up and started doing these kind of jabs and the underhanded. Like, how would you feel about that? That&#039;s insane.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h24m36s 3:24:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: You only do that if you despise someone,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h24m39s 3:24:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: absolutely despise someone because, yeah, that&#039;s her funeral.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h24m43s 3:24:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: So given what we know about Brigham&#039;s efforts to control all of Joseph&#039;s papers and revise the history would Brigham have been bothered by Clayton&#039;s withholding the council of 50 record, I think. Absolutely. I think that&#039;s where it began, James Allen. He had a falling out with Brigham Young, but I think it happened sometime, probably even before 1847 because he wasn&#039;t even in the mix. And I think that&#039;s why he delivers the records up in 1847. Given what&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h25m09s 3:25:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he was doing the records to try to get his way back in that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h25m13s 3:25:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: bingo. He&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h25m16s 3:25:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: had&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h25m16s 3:25:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: something he knew that they would want. Absolutely. They didn&#039;t know they didn&#039;t know how close or what he was really to Joseph Smith. I believe they didn&#039;t know he was doing all these, they didn&#039;t know what records he was keeping. Well, given Williams role, especially through the journal in shaping Joseph&#039;s history and given that he would eventually lose favor with Brigham Young. Is it possible that he would have a motive to fabricate any of the stories. Remember what we said about the rules of evidence? You have to prove it&#039;s a contemporaneous record. You have to prove it&#039;s trustworthy that the person writing it is trustworthy. I think we&#039;re proving, we&#039;ve proved number one, it&#039;s not contemporaneous or you cannot say it&#039;s contemporaneous.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h26m07s 3:26:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, I know, I think we can say we&#039;ve proven that it&#039;s not contemporaneous. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h26m10s 3:26:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: think we are proving the and in the next, we&#039;re gonna prove inconsistencies. We&#039;re gonna prove about his. We have already been examining his character. He is not a trustworthy individual. He wrote the clean copy from his journal on the very, oh, there are possibilities. By the way, that number one here, let me acknowledge, he wrote this clean copy. You cannot say anything but that it&#039;s a clean copy from his journal, from his original journal on the very same day or shortly thereafter. But if so, how do we count for that gap book?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h26m45s 3:26:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And how do you account for the consistency of the entries? And it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h26m49s 3:26:49] Jeremy Hoop: is possible that he went a week, right? Wrote his journal and said, I just need to, I need to clean this up. So while he&#039;s recording the next week&#039;s entries, he&#039;s going back and recording while he&#039;s doing all of his other work, by the way. OK. He&#039;s recording a clean copy at the time. OK. He wrote it sometime after, but it is a true, fair or exact copy of the original. But if so then what about that gap book? What, where&#039;s the rough gap book as well? OK. He wrote it af I think the most logical, the most consistent he wrote it after Joseph Smith&#039;s death, he used it to create a narrative to support quote the new order of things. This ex this explanation accounts for Clayton&#039;s pattern of creating records. It accounts for the fair copy nature of the journals. It accounts for the situation Clayton was in with Brigham Young and Clayton&#039;s possible motive and it also perfectly accounts for the strange gap book with all of the Joseph Smith polygamy references. It&#039;s the only consistent narrative is that he did it afterwards and he invented things and put them in the gap book. Now, could it be considered an authentic um daily record in a court of law? Absolutely not. Absolutely not. It would be thrown out. We would not admit it in, in, in, in any courtroom in the country. Absolutely. And it would also the right now because we, they will not release these. I don&#039;t know why they&#039;re taking so long. I suspect the reason they&#039;re taking so long is they have to try to account for the anomalies that James Allen has. Um ha has admitted to, they have to account for the gap book. They have to count what that, what I believe they&#039;re gonna do is in all the references in the journal, they&#039;re gonna have to have a footnote that ties every reference to a later affidavit or story from somebody later. So people can then read back and forth and go, oh, of course. Uh He&#039;s telling the truth instead of reading it the other way. The affidavits and the later stories used that Clayton journal as the foundation for their later stories. Ok. I think that&#039;s why, that&#039;s my speculation. I could be wrong. Now, given what we&#039;ve demonstrated that on that the one singular piece of what you could have legitimately called contemporaneous evidence is proven to be neither contemporaneous nor evidence. Given what we&#039;ve demonstrated about Brigham and Heber&#039;s activities in England and that they believed in a practice spiritual wife, free plurality of wives. Long before Joseph ever could have introduced it to them. Given all the other inconsistencies and lies in the record. Please. To all the commentators, to all the historians, please be more humble and less certain about your pronouncements regarding Joseph and polygamy. Let me offer some humility too in this regard. If you can provide evidence and proof, direct evidence and pro proof, I will give this up, I will give it up and I will admit that you&#039;re right. But until you do that, you need to be more humble about what you&#039;re saying.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h29m58s 3:29:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We&#039;re the ones that are already on record as following the evidence and changing our minds. I&#039;ve said repeated, I&#039;ve said before that I have publicly to my detriment changed my perspective on things multiple times. You kind of evidence,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h30m16s 3:30:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: you did it, you, you changed in the middle of a podcast that was the other way and Midwest stream,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h30m25s 3:30:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And before that I had a bit of a, I, I used to teach and, and people really liked me because I believed polygamy was of God. I believed that thoroughly. And some of the people who liked me the most then hate me the most now. And so I, I just want to point out that we are the ones on record following the evidence. Despite the personal cost, I would like to see the other and then the other side of the ones casting aspersions on us saying that we&#039;re just guilty of motivated reasoning. I find that to be so highly offensive in my own personal situation because it is there, it is provably false. There&#039;s does not have the same record I have of being willing to follow the evidence and change my stance for the sake of truth. Despite the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h31m13s 3:31:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: cost, I understand when you staked your claims and you built your reputation and you&#039;ve, you&#039;ve given yourself a speaking tour, you&#039;ve written books and sold books, um, or, or, or you have become, you&#039;ve had notoriety because of some work you&#039;ve done in a certain vein that it&#039;s very difficult to give that up. I&#039;m making no money off this and I never will. Ok. I&#039;m doing this because I believe Joseph has been maligned, I believe, I believe first and foremost that the historical record doesn&#039;t support this. And number two, having looked deeply at Joseph Smith, his life, his character, his work that this man is extraordinary. He is an extraordinary figure in United States history and world history, an extraordinary religious figure and someone that I frankly look up to because of the magnanimity of his soul. He is an extraordinary man. He&#039;s not Jesus Christ. And he himself will say that do not look to me. He will say he said, do not think I uh I am a righteous man. He said he would acknowledge his faults, but he would direct people to Christ and the things he would say that he said to people, the things he taught, they are absolutely worthy of examination. And because of this nonsense, too many people cannot look at those things that he actually did and said. And so what I&#039;m hoping is that we can re examine those things from a fresh per perspective, divorcing ourselves of this notion that he was fork tongued, double minded, a liar because he was not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h32m52s 3:32:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I have to throw in and I&#039;m sorry. But you know, my stance, I&#039;ve repeated this also many times. For me, it&#039;s Emma and I agree with you on the more I read of I, I had to overcome some hard feelings toward Joseph Smith. I&#039;m still working on some of them to some extent, I&#039;m still a little bit, um, a little bit reserved in my effusive praise of him. Although the more I see of him, the more astounded, the more I love him, I will say that, although that&#039;s a hard thing for me to say because it&#039;s come from so far. But dang it, Emma the way that William Clayton talks about her, the way that Brigham Young talked about her, the way that and, and I think also it&#039;s Emma and it&#039;s also woman. It&#039;s women. It&#039;s how does God view women. How would a servant of God view women treat women? Talk about women. What is woman&#039;s place in the kingdom? And that&#039;s so, so I do acknowledge that we both have a big old dog in this fight at this point based in what we have learned because of the evidence. You didn&#039;t start out just having this respect for Joseph Smith. And I didn&#039;t start out being so incensed by these sexist claims against. I mean Joseph Smith. Absolutely. Emma Smith. Every, every step with him in importance and in virtue and sanctity and goodness and in mission from God. And so the two of them together need to be redeemed. And if you want to say we need to, I&#039;m so sick to death of people saying believe the women listen to the testimonies of women. You can&#039;t claim ding it. Listen to Emma Smith, listen to Lucy Max Smith, listen to Catherine Smith, listen to um, all of Joseph&#039;s sisters, listen to any number of women who were telling the truth. And if you want to talk about these other women, I, I will at some point go through all of their testimonies, all of the just silliness of the things that they claim. And so anyway, I think that both of these, all of these people deserve an honest examination not based in, I, I know that we say that like anti Mormons and ex Mormons now say that Mormons are just defending their sacred cows, like just defending Joseph Smith because we have to, it is exactly the opposite. They will ignore all of the evidence and harp on it because their sacred cow is that Joseph was a pedophile predator that all womanizer and all of these things. And that is where the motivated reasoning comes into play. That is where they are unwilling to engage in honesty and an honest consideration of the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h35m30s 3:35:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: evidence. There are many, there are many people who have left the church who had to fight really hard with their traditions and to try to figure out what their experiences were all about. And now they&#039;ve gotten to a certain place and they&#039;re unwilling to consider it from a new angle because of the fight they had to engage in, in order to get where they are to be somewhat at peace about where they are. I understand why presenting this stuff is simply untenable to those people because it make, it forces them to realize I made a decision partly on wrong information. I made a decision, decision about my faith experience based on bad information. You mean Joseph Smith wasn&#039;t this kind of guy? What does that say about what, what I was told about the book of Mormon or about the Book of Abraham or about the treasure digging or whatever, whatever the narrative is that you want to pull out of your hat,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h36m30s 3:36:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: at least be open up to re examination, right? When you, when you rejected the church, II I, the church is the wrong term. When you rejected the gospel, the book of Mormon and connection to God you had to grapple with. But what did that spiritual experience mean that I had? And how can I explain this piece of it? And people had to find ways to explain all of those things? Well, those things are still there, not explained. Well, right? You can still re examine and maybe bring things back. Like I know people were so angry at feeling lied to. The fact is you&#039;ve been lied to, you&#039;ve still been lied to the ce s letter is the biggest fattest lie. You can imagine&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h37m12s 3:37:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: the ce s letter is, is a wet paper bag. All you have to do is examine it and it falls apart. It&#039;s just that simple. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h37m24s 3:37:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: a narrative built on the false church narrative. It&#039;s layers of falsehood&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h37m31s 3:37:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: So hopefully, this has been a little bit helpful today. And look, we both Michelle and I are really passionate about this subject. And hopefully, hopefully, those of you who are, who find yourselves as ex Mormons or out of the church or you understand that we&#039;re not trying to get you to come back to anything to the church. Only to know the truth about this history. If you want to decide something about your relationship to the book of Mormon or to God, that&#039;s up to you. But please understand that you have not been given the full story about Joseph Smith and polygamy from John Dely from Radio Free Mormon from Brian Hales from Todd Compton. They have told you things that either they knowingly know are not correct or they&#039;re passing on things that are absolutely false and they don&#039;t know it. And I hope, I hope people like John Dely will watch this and other things that Michelle&#039;s done that other people are doing and they will come to their senses and recognize this is not as cut and dry as they painted it out to be. And so in conclusion of today&#039;s episode, oh, please go ahead before&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h38m36s 3:38:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we wrap up just quickly. I want to give an exit path for those who are bound and determined to hate the church because of the difficult experiences they had and the betrayal they felt you still can. If what you really want to do is hate the church. You still can hate the church, right? Because the fact is it is Brigham Young and it, those people got control of it and your experiences are valid. The the problems in the church are valid. You just don&#039;t have to blame the wrong guy to still keep that tradition. And for people who are in the church, who are where I am, you can keep your faith, you can keep connection to the beauty in the gospel. And in the church while recognizing there were huge, huge problems, the idea is to not be a partaker of the problems anymore. So I guess what I&#039;m saying is wherever you are and wherever you want to be accepting the truth doesn&#039;t need to be a threat.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h39m32s 3:39:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: And when you actually take Joseph, if you can just start neutrally on him, you know, not even that he&#039;s an honest man, just start neutrally and you can go and read, go read, try the spirits, go read some of the, the sermons he gave to the relief society. Go, go read the King Fallet discourse, go go read his, his sermon on July 16th 1843. On on eternal marriage. Go and read through the things that we can verifiably say came from him. Not the, not the strange things that were altered and edited by him or by others that, that found their way into the scriptures, not those things, not the things that came after his death. Start with him. You might find something different, maybe even extraordinary. And so in conclusion, if you&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h40m17s 3:40:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: too triggered by Joseph, you can start with Emma. I&#039;m no, I&#039;m serious. For the Joseph. Watch my episode on Emma, you can start there. You can read the narrative, read the things that William Clayton said about Emma read the things that Brigham Young said about Emma and see how that sits with you genuinely, then read about Emma&#039;s actual life. That&#039;s another place to start. If the Joseph Smith place is too high because it&#039;s too triggering, which I understand.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h40m44s 3:40:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: And, and if, if you are one of those people and you got all the way through this man, I applaud you. I really applaud&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h40m50s 3:40:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you for now.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h40m53s 3:40:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: Well, as we&#039;ve shown today, Clayton&#039;s history shows a clear pattern of manufacturing records or at least embellishing them or at least copying them from those sources into other ones. He had every opportunity to manufacture his journal, his novel journal, especially compared to the Council of 50 Records shows all the signs of being a later edited copy rather than an authentic daily journal. Clayton kept other records that are now not now public like Clayton&#039;s private book or private journal. All of the polygamy references regarding Joseph and Emma are in that gap book and William&#039;s relationship with Brigham proves he had ample motive to fabricate his gap book journal. Clayton&#039;s journal is a clean fair copy, a later creation and cannot be said to be a contemporaneous journal or diary. And frankly, the other side has got the burden of proof. So the only final question is, who do you choose to believe? If you will stick with this, if you&#039;re on the other side? Still, I promise you there&#039;s a lot more to come. If you will stick with this subject, you still probably have lots of. What about, well, what about, well, what about those things? We will examine them? I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h42m13s 3:42:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: always say, please list them in the comments. Let&#039;s keep the conversation going. That&#039;s where we find truth. I love it when people bring to me a problem that I haven&#039;t or a source that I haven&#039;t yet investigated because I want the truth. I want to find, I don&#039;t want to leave any stone unturned&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h42m29s 3:42:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: when you get to the point where, where you can hear everything that Hales or Bradley or Compton or any of the critics talk about related to Joseph Smith. And you can understand that the narrative surrounding name, your pet thing falls apart. When you examine it closely. When you can get to that point, you will understand that it is not what they say and it looks very different and you just might come to the point where you actually believe Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h42m59s 3:42:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow. Ok. This was a marathon and it was amazing. So worth the long um wait and the many, the many false starts and the, the price we paid. I hope that people will appreciate because I think this was an incredible presentation. I know it was a lot. Everybody I thank you for sticking with us. I Jeremy, I&#039;m excited to have you come back on. I so appreciate this incredible work that you&#039;ve done. I really appreciate that the te the testimony that you share. It&#039;s good for me to hear it every time because I&#039;m not, you know, I, I&#039;m still working my way through all of this. It&#039;s tough. It&#039;s tricky. There is a lot of damage to overcome based on the things that we&#039;ve been told, you know, and it&#039;s hard, I understand. I understand that it&#039;s hard to trust again, but I love hearing you say it and I love the invitation and I think it is so worthwhile. Well, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h43m52s 3:43:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop: appreciate that and, and hopefully, I love the work that you&#039;re doing. I think it&#039;s so important that people um just pursue the truth and I&#039;m so grateful that you&#039;re doing that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a91kvdLKSU&amp;amp;amp;t=3h44m07s 3:44:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, thank you and thank you everybody. We will see you next time for those of you who are still here. You are amazing. Well done. Wow, that was quite a bit. But I did love a lot of the discussion we had and there was so much incredible information here. I hope you agree with that so well done. Go ahead and leave a comment letting us, oh, you made it to the end because I think there should be some sort of award presented to all of you who stuck in this entire time. But um I am so excited to continue to bring forward this information. I think it&#039;s so important and I look forward to our next episode. I&#039;ll see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 84: Exposing the Expositor Part 2 -  Polygamy, Game Over - 132 Problems: Revisiting Mormon Polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 84&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-09-17&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = fCjAOUxNzso&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Expositor, Joseph Smith, Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Church History&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;This is the one. Please watch to the end.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://docs.google.com/document/d/1OOmVZThUdksmqENbBlPxWXV_qWpFQ_reG3ipyXBc_VM/edit Nauvoo Expositor (Affidavits on pg 2)]&lt;br /&gt;
* Joseph Smith July 16 Sermon: [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/discourse-16-july-1843-as-reported-by-franklin-d-richards/1#full-transcript Franklin D Richards]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/discourse-16-july-1843-as-reported-by-william-clayton/1#full-transcript William Clayton]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/e6774c39-facf-48b1-a55b-d08eb24ee8c6/0/11 Levi Richards]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/journal-december-1842-june-1844-book-3-15-july-1843-29-february-1844/44#full-transcript Willard Richards – Joseph Smith “Journal”]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://archive.org/details/NauvooHighCouncilMinutes/page/n83/mode/2up High Council Minutes]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.centerplace.org/library/books/earlyhistoryofthereorganization.htm Early History of the Reorganization by Edmund C. Briggs (searchable online version)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/minutes-8-june-1844/2#full-transcript Nauvoo City Council Minutes: June 8,1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/minutes-8-june-1844/2#full-transcript -June 10, 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/discourse-16-june-1844-a-as-reported-by-thomas-bullock/1#full-transcript -Joseph Smith June 16, 1844 sermon]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/daa151c4-7bae-49d0-8cef-d281a70f1d32/0/34 -Hyrum Smith April 8 Sermon]&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;“While we were in England, I think, the Lord manifested to me by visions and by his spirit, things that I did not then understand…Joseph had never mentioned this, there had never been a thought of it in the church that I knew anything about at the time…When I returned home and Joseph revealed these things to me, I then understood the reflections that were upon my mind while in England. But this was not until after I had told him what I understood… this was in 1841; the Revelation was given in 1843, but the doctrine was revealed before this.&amp;quot; (Complete Discourses vol 5, pg 1101)&#039;&#039;&lt;br /&gt;
* Brigham Young Quote: June 21, 1874 &#039;&#039;“... the revelations of the Doctrine and Covenants declared for monogamy, but that polygamy was a later revelation commanded by God to him [Brigham] and a few others, and permitted and advised to the rest of the church” (see, quoted in The Western Galaxy, Vol. I, p. 247)&#039;&#039;&lt;br /&gt;
* Soon-to-be Vice President of the United States, Schuyler Colfax, June 17, 1865 [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/appendix-letter-to-nancy-rigdon-circa-mid-april-1842/1 Happiness Letter]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://archive.org/stream/CatherineLewisNarrative/Catherine%20Lewis%20Narrative_djvu.txt Catherine Lewis]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/NCMP1820-1846/id/10070 Times and Season Feb. 1, 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/NCMP1820-1846/id/9987 Times and Seasons March 15, 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-e-1-1-july-1843-30-april-1844/303?highlight=china%20creek China Creek Letter Cut from History]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/NCMP1820-1846/id/8236 Times and Seasons April 1, 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/ab830b42-45c7-4c77-b32f-b1a1d76dfdfd/0/3 William Clayton Letter]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/d091310b-4d88-43dd-a141-bb7ec1579934/0/2 William Clayton Affidavit]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/reference/calendar-of-documents?highlight=january%205%201844%20city%20council%20minutes#1843-07 July 12, 1843 Official Business]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-emma-smith-and-others-12-july-1843/1 Smith Family Land Deed (Emma and Children)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-hyrum-smith-12-july-1843-draft/1#full-transcript Hyrum Smith Land Deed]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://restorationbookstore.org/pages/joseph-smith-fought-polygamy-online Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy online]&lt;br /&gt;
* vol. 3, [https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0106/5887/3380/files/JSFP3-chp14.pdf?v=1588802602 chapter 14]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0106/5887/3380/files/JSFP3-chp15.pdf?v=1588802601 chapter 15]&lt;br /&gt;
* [http://boap.org/LDS/Nauvoo-Neighbor/1843/8-9-1843.pdf Nauvoo School Announcement]  (pg 4, 2nd column)&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.latterdaytruth.org/pdf/100630.pdf Jason Briggs: Basis of Brighamite Polygamy]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://william-law.org/publications/dr-w-wyl-wilhelm-ritter-von-wymetal-interview-with-william-law-in-shullsburg-wisconsin-30-march-1887-the-daily-tribune-salt-lake-city-31-july-1887/ William Law 1887 Interview]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TncaVElUfBA Video on Nauvoo Counterfeiting]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h00m00s 00:00:00]  Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon Polygamy where we explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage. And in this episode, in particular, I think destroy the historical case for Joseph&#039;s plural marriage. I am so glad that you are here. This, there is a lot that we are going to get to. I think you are going to be overwhelmed with information in this episode. In the best possible way. It has been slog so much research, so much work. But I think absolutely, totally worth it. I want to again, thank all of those serious, sincere thanks to anyone who has donated to this podcast and thank you to anyone else who feels like they can. I really appreciate it. I also want to say, I hope that you will share this episode far and wide. I think this information is so important and needs to be brought to the discussion. So I&#039;m so glad that you are here. I want to get into it. So thank you for joining us as we take this deep dive into the quickly becoming less murky water of Joseph&#039;s polygamy. I&#039;m hoping that most of you have watched part one, but since it&#039;s been a couple of weeks, I&#039;m just going to do a quick recap. If you&#039;ll remember, we spent that episode really digging into the character and especially the motivations of the nau conspirators, the laws fosters and Higby. I did that mainly to dispel the claim that polygamy was the issue that William Law in particular was just a loyal, faithful, honest guy who just couldn&#039;t abide polygamy And then to show the character of all of those, um all of those conspirators. So we talked about their deep financial motivations that um I didn&#039;t and and their corrupt business practices. I didn&#039;t even go enough into that. There&#039;s a lot of evidence that I didn&#039;t cover of several of them using Joseph Smith&#039;s name to defraud people out of their money to say Joseph is backing what I&#039;m doing and getting people to invest or to buy in and then taking their money and the complaints would come afterwards to Joseph Smith. There were many other things like that. We talk about their immorality. Every single one of them had major moral problems from William Law&#039;s adultery to Wilson law being caught on the floor with a teenage orphan girl to um uh is it Francis Higby, venereal disease? Chauncey Higby is joining with Bennett in the attempted seductions of young girls, not to mention everything happening with the fosters. It goes on and on and on. Right. So we talked about a lot of that. Then we went into their very blatant death threats against Joseph Smith. They&#039;re joining with a guy like Joseph Jackson, the very worst person to ever enter anything to do with Mormonism or Nauvoo joining with him to plot to take out the entire Smith family um there. And then we talked about their strategy to try to usurp Joseph, take out the Smith family and take over his position. They started an alternate church. They did the entire legal strategy and several other things I wanted to continue on with that to um show the newspaper strategy, how they were using the newspapers and, and the rest of the legal strategy that they used to finally lead to the martyrdom. But so I was going to start there this time, but I really realized that there is just so much material and I don&#039;t want people to feel like they&#039;re being left hanging for the stuff about the affidavits. That&#039;s a really, really big question. So I decided to just hit right on the affidavits in this episode. And then if I can stand to do anything else with the expositor in part three, I&#039;ll go back to where I left off and cover the rest of those questions and get into, I guess I do need to do it because get into the, there are questions of credibility of the other sources that people think lend some credence to these claims against Joseph Smith Joseph and Hyrum Smith. So, so part two though, we are just going to get right to it, to the claims of the affidavits, right? And what they do show what they don&#039;t show what they prove what they actually disprove all of all of those questions. So I&#039;m first going to just read the affidavits. There are three of them, they&#039;re not very long and then I&#039;ll explain the claims about them and then we&#039;ll start digging in. I I have to say one of the hardest things with all of this, but with this episode, in particular, was knowing how to get all of the information across. Like if I could just take what I&#039;ve read and studied and just like put it into other people&#039;s brains that would be so easy. But it&#039;s really hard to get this piece and this piece and this piece that are all such important pieces. So I ask you to please stick me through this entire episode. Even if you need to take it in chunks come back, please make sure you get all the way to the end because there are very, very important pieces of evidence all the way through to the very end that you need to know. Even if you still want to insist that Joseph was the originator of polygamy and that the affidavits prove that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h05m02s 00:05:02]&lt;br /&gt;
you need this evidence. So you can at least argue from&lt;br /&gt;
any credibility. You need to answer these incredibly important&lt;br /&gt;
direct questions and problems&lt;br /&gt;
to your case. You need to know what they are. So please don&#039;t miss any of this episode.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m gonna try and be as concise as I can. So let&#039;s get on with it. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
The first affidavit is William Law. It says&lt;br /&gt;
I hereby certify that Hiram Smith did in his office,&lt;br /&gt;
read to me a certain written document which he said was a revelation from God.&lt;br /&gt;
He said that he, he, he said that he was with Joseph when it was received.&lt;br /&gt;
He afterwards gave me the document to read&lt;br /&gt;
and I took it to my house and read it&lt;br /&gt;
and showed it to my wife and returned it the next day.&lt;br /&gt;
The revelations so called authorized certain men to have more wives than one&lt;br /&gt;
at a time in this world and in the world to come,&lt;br /&gt;
it said this was the law and commanded Joseph to enter into the law&lt;br /&gt;
and also that he should administer to others.&lt;br /&gt;
Several other items were in the revelation supporting the above doctrines,&lt;br /&gt;
doctrines, William Law, Hancock County, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s William Laws&lt;br /&gt;
and um oh, there are so many things I want to say about all of these as I go,&lt;br /&gt;
but I&#039;ll try to just keep keep going.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
no, he doesn&#039;t tell us when this supposedly happened.&lt;br /&gt;
We don&#039;t have any indication of a day a time, a time of year, even a year. So&lt;br /&gt;
let&#039;s get to the next one. This is Jay law.&lt;br /&gt;
Um William Law&#039;s wife,&lt;br /&gt;
I certify that I read the revelation referred&lt;br /&gt;
to in the above affidavit of my husband.&lt;br /&gt;
It sustained in strong terms,&lt;br /&gt;
the doctrine of more wives than one at a time in this world.&lt;br /&gt;
And in the next,&lt;br /&gt;
it authorized some to have to the number of 10&lt;br /&gt;
and set forth that those women who would not allow their husband to have more wives&lt;br /&gt;
and one should be under the condemnation before God Jane Law.&lt;br /&gt;
So there&#039;s, there&#039;s the next one. These were all taken May 4th 1844 and&lt;br /&gt;
printed in the June 7th&lt;br /&gt;
novel Expositor. So the next one, I&#039;m going to skip over the legalese.&lt;br /&gt;
This was Austin&lt;br /&gt;
Cells.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll start here in the latter part of the summer 1843 the patriarch Hiram Smith&lt;br /&gt;
did in the High Council of which I was a member,&lt;br /&gt;
introduced what he said was a revelation given through the prophet&lt;br /&gt;
that the said Hiram Smith did.&lt;br /&gt;
Essay that means endeavor to read the said revelation&lt;br /&gt;
in the said council that according to his reading,&lt;br /&gt;
there was contained the following doctrines.&lt;br /&gt;
First, the sealing up of persons to eternal life against all sins,&lt;br /&gt;
save that of shedding innocent blood or of consenting.&lt;br /&gt;
Thereto&lt;br /&gt;
second,&lt;br /&gt;
the doctrine of a plurality of wives or marrying&lt;br /&gt;
virgins that David and Solomon had many wives.&lt;br /&gt;
Yet in this, they sinned not save in the matter of Uriah.&lt;br /&gt;
This revelation with other evidence that the Aforesaid&lt;br /&gt;
heresies were taught and practiced in the church&lt;br /&gt;
determined me to leave the office of first&lt;br /&gt;
counselor to the president of the church at&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
inasmuch as I dared not teach or administer such laws and further depoit&lt;br /&gt;
sayeth not. So that&#039;s Austin&lt;br /&gt;
cells. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s so much to go over here.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that we&#039;re going to have to save for the third part really getting&lt;br /&gt;
into the claims in these um in depth and looking at all of the other.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, the very few other claims of polygamy that um, the&lt;br /&gt;
nauer&lt;br /&gt;
made or that any of the um, signers of the Africa&lt;br /&gt;
Davids or any of the conspirators made because that will be&lt;br /&gt;
an important thing to see if this really was an issue.&lt;br /&gt;
That was a true issue at all and if they had any information about it.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um, but right now we&#039;re just going to look at these affidavits,&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s so much to cover here.&lt;br /&gt;
So first just pay attention to who it was that&lt;br /&gt;
witnessed these and signed them who the lawyer was.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
Robert Foster, again, the murderous guy who held a gun to his wife&#039;s head,&lt;br /&gt;
wife&#039;s head and&lt;br /&gt;
aimed guns at Joseph Smith and many others.&lt;br /&gt;
He was just threatening to kill everyone all over the place.&lt;br /&gt;
So it doesn&#039;t prove anything&lt;br /&gt;
just again, speaks to the character of this crew that was, that was doing this.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, so the argument is, I&#039;ll restate it, right.&lt;br /&gt;
These were published during Joseph Smith&#039;s life a few weeks before he was killed,&lt;br /&gt;
they contain clear similarities to parts of section 132 the plurality of wives,&lt;br /&gt;
eternal polygamy as a law&lt;br /&gt;
condemnation of women who object mention of virgins mentioning David and Solomon&lt;br /&gt;
sealed up despite any sin but murder.&lt;br /&gt;
So those are the similarities for now in this episode,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;ll have to say that we will ignore&lt;br /&gt;
the equally if not far more important&lt;br /&gt;
differences between the affidavits and section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;re just going to look at this claim.&lt;br /&gt;
They say, since all of those things are the same,&lt;br /&gt;
these affidavits prove that 132 as we have it.&lt;br /&gt;
Now, the revelation existed in during Joseph&#039;s lifetime.&lt;br /&gt;
So they prove that Joseph was the originator of polygamy. So&lt;br /&gt;
OK, I just have to really quickly say again,&lt;br /&gt;
as many of you will understand if you would put it in a different context.&lt;br /&gt;
It is very easy to feel certain about things&lt;br /&gt;
when you don&#039;t have very much information about them,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h09m56s 00:09:56]  right? Everyone who has left the church, who used to have a fervent testimony, but then learned a little bit more should be able to understand that including those of us who stay in the church and have learned more, right? It&#039;s really easy to have black and white certain thinking when you just don&#039;t have all of the information. So I&#039;m hoping that you will understand the importance of getting more information, getting a better grasp on the information trying to understand why you think, you know what you think, you know and where it comes from, right? So that you can know how to make more reliable claims. So the critical question, the Nauvoo expositor affidavits pro pose is, was the revelation William and Jane Law claim to see and that Austin Cowell&#039;s claim to hear red in the Nauvoo Council, the same as what we now have in section 132 right? That&#039;s the question we&#039;re investigating. That&#039;s what we&#039;re going to try to answer in this episode. And um that seems to be the consensus from all the church historians, the other historians, all of the anti MS like this is what everyone says, which the more I&#039;ve looked in it, I cannot understand why, but it seems to be the consensus. So we&#039;re going to try to get to the bottom of it and see if it should be the consensus, if this should be what we believe. And so, um anyway, remember also that most of the narrative, well, all of the narrative we have about section 132 comes from William Clayton, right? And his testimony. So we&#039;re going to look into that to some extent as well. So we can understand what we think we know to get to the bottom of this. We need to ask a few additional questions because they form the basis of our narrative that 132 as we now have it existed and is what Hyrum read to the City council and passed around the city. So the first question is, is our understanding of the coming forth of section 132 trustworthy. Can we believe those claims based solely in William Clayton on William Clayton? Right. Second, are the authors of the affidavits fully trustworthy. Can we believe absolutely everything they say for sure. And third, is there possibly any other explanation, maybe one that is much better, that makes a lot more sense that relies far less on the highly spurious accounts and that matches up with the rest of the evidence. And that is just much more solid and reliable in every way. Is that a possibility? That&#039;s what we&#039;re going to explore. So spoiler, I vote for number three. There is there is that is the best answer because there is a much better explanation that I think that you will see in this episode and continuing on into further episodes. The best answer for all of this is the evidence, the solid evidence that certain elders including Brigham, Young Hebrew C Kimball and others including William, the wannabe Clayton who desperately just wanted to be included in anything. What could, what could make that guy happier than to be able to claim that he was alone with Joseph and Hyrum and he wrote the revelation that no one else knew about. Uh um stay tuned. I hope that you guys have watched the first episode. I did with Jeremy Hoop on William Clayton. We are about to record the second episode on William Clayton that will air the week after this one does. So I really hope you guys will stay tuned to that because there is this guy matters. It&#039;s important to really understand him. So anyway, those elders were going around pursuing polygamy falsely invoking Joseph&#039;s name just as John Bennett has done just as the the expositor conspirators did about their investments and their attempted seductions, right? And very possibly passing around at least one if not possibly more fake revelations, which they claimed falsely were from Joseph and then later, further edited and amalgamated with the true revelation from Joseph on eternal marriage that we will get into. They put those all together to create what we now have as section 132. If you are tempted to laugh this off, I challenge you to actually listen to this entire episode and then then let&#039;s talk, then I&#039;m happy to engage and answer questions. I love that. So please just get the information first. So even as I said, even if you want to continue to argue, no, absolutely. I insist that the expositor proves that 132 came from Joseph Smith based on William Clayton&#039;s Games. Even if you want to continue to insist that you need this information to be able to do so with any credibility whatsoever, you need to answer these things. So OK, here we go where this is where we&#039;re gonna start. And remember our entire understanding is based on William Clayton, right? As I said, so we&#039;re, we&#039;re gonna go into this much more later. And, um, but if we look at what he wrote in his journal, right? What we claim is his journal and what he testified 30 years later in a 1871 letter and in 1874 affidavit, he claims that he wrote the revelation for Joseph the morning of July 12th, 1844. The reason he wrote it is because Hyrum wanted to convince Emma and, and said the doctrine is so plain,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h15m11s 00:15:11]&lt;br /&gt;
I can get any man or woman to believe it.&lt;br /&gt;
If they can just hear the revelation, he knew that, that they would believe it. So&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s the claim we have July 2nd, 1843 right?&lt;br /&gt;
Just four days later, Sunday, July 16th, 1843.&lt;br /&gt;
After four days after Joseph dictated this&lt;br /&gt;
most important revelation of the restoration,&lt;br /&gt;
at least according to Brigham Young and the polygamists,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s what they always said.&lt;br /&gt;
Um When his,&lt;br /&gt;
so he had just received this revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
his marriage was&lt;br /&gt;
barely hanging on by a thread, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Remember according to this claim,&lt;br /&gt;
he had to give Emma all of the church property and all&lt;br /&gt;
of the city property just to keep her from divorcing him.&lt;br /&gt;
Right? Based again, only on Clayton&#039;s claims,&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s no other evidence for that. We&#039;ll go, we&#039;ll get into it&lt;br /&gt;
but this Sunday the 16th Joseph preached all day,&lt;br /&gt;
both morning and evening at the stand in the grove, near and west of the temple,&lt;br /&gt;
the temple that was under construction.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph preached the entire day four days after receiving these&lt;br /&gt;
this revelation, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And I need to point out these were important&lt;br /&gt;
sermons among many other things without mentioning names.&lt;br /&gt;
He spoke of secret enemies in the cities, foes of his own house.&lt;br /&gt;
He also announced Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
was now to be the prophet and president of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph would no longer prophesy.&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
had that authority because it was his birthright.&lt;br /&gt;
So that was a big, big thing to announce, right? There were some other things as well.&lt;br /&gt;
That afternoon, he taught principles of eternal marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
And what&#039;s awesome about this is we have contemporary nus&lt;br /&gt;
accounts&lt;br /&gt;
and multiple accounts.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s not depending on one guy or on 30 years later memories,&lt;br /&gt;
we know that this happened.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph taught on eternal marriage&lt;br /&gt;
while his marriage was hanging on by a thread. Right. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
After receiving a revelation on polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
So interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
So um we&#039;ll read some of the various accounts.&lt;br /&gt;
Franklin D Richards, I think is the best. It has the most information.&lt;br /&gt;
Um He recorded that Joseph taught all blessings that were ordained for man by&lt;br /&gt;
the council of Heaven were on the conditions of obedience to the law thereof.&lt;br /&gt;
No man can obtain an eternal blessing until the&lt;br /&gt;
contract or covenant be made in view of eternity.&lt;br /&gt;
Remember some of these code words, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Or these important phrases in view of eternity, all contracts in view of&lt;br /&gt;
this life, only&lt;br /&gt;
in view of this life, only terminate with this life.&lt;br /&gt;
And then he spoke of the case of the woman and seven husbands in Luke 20 right? OK.&lt;br /&gt;
So keep that in mind as well. I&#039;ll go into it a little bit more.&lt;br /&gt;
But remember the sadducees came to Jesus and said,&lt;br /&gt;
whose wife would this woman be if her seven husbands die?&lt;br /&gt;
And it was a trick question about love,&lt;br /&gt;
right? Something that didn&#039;t apply anymore. That was just an old law for old times.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph, that question made him think, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
Jesus says they&#039;d no longer give or are giving in marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
And so Joseph wanted to know what that meant for marriage and received these&lt;br /&gt;
answers about eternal marriage that you need to be married in view of eternity.&lt;br /&gt;
And he got that based on Luke 20. Remember some of these critical things&lt;br /&gt;
and those who don&#039;t are only made angels to&lt;br /&gt;
minister to those who shall be heirs of salvation,&lt;br /&gt;
never becoming sons of God.&lt;br /&gt;
Having never kept the law of God ie eternal law. OK. That&#039;s what Joseph taught&lt;br /&gt;
William.&lt;br /&gt;
Now,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s important in this because I know people&lt;br /&gt;
might just have it so amalgamated in their brain&lt;br /&gt;
that they can&#039;t, they can&#039;t recognize the very important distinctions, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Some of these things are in section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
That doesn&#039;t mean that all of these things are in section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the whole point, right.&lt;br /&gt;
So, so anyone who needs to keep it straight in their brain,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s a good idea to go through and check.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok, this fits here.&lt;br /&gt;
This fits here, but it&#039;s not clean because remember Brigham&#039;s way of doing things,&lt;br /&gt;
Joan&#039;s way was to add little keywords here.&lt;br /&gt;
Switch up little phrases here, right? That&#039;s kind of the, the&lt;br /&gt;
way, the way that they did things. But let&#039;s keep going on.&lt;br /&gt;
William Clayton recorded and I&#039;ll include his because it&lt;br /&gt;
lines up with what the other people recorded.&lt;br /&gt;
He showed that man must enter into an internal covenant with his wife in&lt;br /&gt;
this world or he will have no claim on her in the next.&lt;br /&gt;
He said that he could not reveal the fullness&lt;br /&gt;
of these things until the temple is completed,&lt;br /&gt;
et cetera.&lt;br /&gt;
Um So&lt;br /&gt;
it is interesting that William Clayton at other times later on&lt;br /&gt;
really fills out and adds a lot of additional teachings.&lt;br /&gt;
But this is what he had teach, taught what he claimed. Joseph taught in this sermon&lt;br /&gt;
that does fit with the other accounts. This is from Levi Richards.&lt;br /&gt;
He said that Joseph spoke of contracts and covenants made from life,&lt;br /&gt;
made from life and with life,&lt;br /&gt;
the necessity of the temple that the servants&lt;br /&gt;
of God may be sealed in their foreheads.&lt;br /&gt;
So you can see some of the similarities, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Willard Richards account&lt;br /&gt;
in Joseph&#039;s journal, which we know was not kept contemporaneously because we know&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h20m10s 00:20:10]&lt;br /&gt;
that he always recorded it later on.&lt;br /&gt;
Even the Joseph Smith papers, historians admit this,&lt;br /&gt;
that he would get notes and different things and then&lt;br /&gt;
bring them together and then later on create the journal,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So, um this is the entry for the 16th of July 1843 Sunday&lt;br /&gt;
preached all day or am and pm at the stand in the grove near and&lt;br /&gt;
west of the temple concerning a man&#039;s foes being bay of his own house,&lt;br /&gt;
such as having secret enemies in the ci city intermingling with the Satans,&lt;br /&gt;
et cetera&lt;br /&gt;
and proposing Hiram Smith as a prophet that he might be a priest.&lt;br /&gt;
So, so the hearers tell the story.&lt;br /&gt;
So apparently, Willard wasn&#039;t even there and he didn&#039;t ask Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
he just listened to other people.&lt;br /&gt;
Then this is what&#039;s interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
He didn&#039;t include anything else.&lt;br /&gt;
He didn&#039;t include anything about eternal marriage, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He left four lines blank and then he left the entire next page blank.&lt;br /&gt;
So apparently,&lt;br /&gt;
so that he could come fill it in after they&lt;br /&gt;
figured out what they needed or wanted it to say,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
Remember he was one of these polygamists.&lt;br /&gt;
So um again,&lt;br /&gt;
point out the entire day of preaching,&lt;br /&gt;
saying extremely shocking things including that&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram is now the president and the prophet&lt;br /&gt;
um which caused a lot of upheaval and a lot&lt;br /&gt;
of pushback um claiming that we have traitors among us,&lt;br /&gt;
which also caused a lot of&lt;br /&gt;
upheaval and a lot of pushback. And also saying that marriage must be for eternity,&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
which also was a revolutionary doctrine because it seemed to contradict the Bible.&lt;br /&gt;
And that caused quite a bit of pushback, right?&lt;br /&gt;
These were all very revolutionary things that he was willing to say.&lt;br /&gt;
Again,&lt;br /&gt;
he taught this while his marriage was on the rocks, right?&lt;br /&gt;
When he had just um&lt;br /&gt;
dictated the revelation on polygamy. But this is, this is what he taught all day.&lt;br /&gt;
And for people who like&lt;br /&gt;
speak and preach and teach,&lt;br /&gt;
you need some preparation, put some thought into that, right?&lt;br /&gt;
You get your thoughts together,&lt;br /&gt;
you really rely on the spirit and you see the Lord developing ideas.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s really weird that he would have this revelation, have all of this on his mind&lt;br /&gt;
and none of it would show up in an entire day of preaching.&lt;br /&gt;
None of it would show up anywhere even in his mood or in&lt;br /&gt;
like, right? Nothing was recorded. So that&#039;s a problem&lt;br /&gt;
right there. And then um also, it&#039;s weird that doc that&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram would claim the doctrine is so plain.&lt;br /&gt;
I convince I can convince any reasonable man or woman of its truth,&lt;br /&gt;
purity and heavenly origin that&#039;s from&lt;br /&gt;
of, of um Clayton&#039;s records&lt;br /&gt;
that he thought it was so plain and so obvious that anyone would get it.&lt;br /&gt;
But he didn&#039;t say anything about it at all or even anything like it,&lt;br /&gt;
it doesn&#039;t show up at all.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s really, really&lt;br /&gt;
interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
I, I will say that I wish I had read all of this,&lt;br /&gt;
done all of this research before I did my episode on what about eternal marriage?&lt;br /&gt;
Because&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t realize&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph taught about eternal marriage so extensively and&lt;br /&gt;
having absolutely nothing to do with polygamy. So&lt;br /&gt;
those who want to claim that polygamy and eternal marriage are&lt;br /&gt;
indistinguishably tied together&lt;br /&gt;
just because they show up together in&lt;br /&gt;
section 132 they&#039;re actually completely wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
We have Joseph on record extensively teaching about eternal marriage about being&lt;br /&gt;
married in view of eternity without anything to do with polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s a really good thing to know&lt;br /&gt;
that made me happy. And again, this provides&lt;br /&gt;
a the beginning of the evidence that there were separate documents, right,&lt;br /&gt;
that there were separate things going around.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um apparently though, however, according to Austin Cowell&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
narrative&lt;br /&gt;
um in the expositor,&lt;br /&gt;
while it was too dangerous to teach anything about the revelation four&lt;br /&gt;
days after it was written to all of the faithful Saints.&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram freely read the revelation just a month later to the entire High Council,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
the reason it couldn&#039;t be known is because it was so super secret,&lt;br /&gt;
except when it wasn&#039;t, except when it could be public made public, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
Cal&#039;s again, just like um&lt;br /&gt;
the laws, he doesn&#039;t give us a date.&lt;br /&gt;
He says it was the latter part of the summer in 43 we have conflicting&lt;br /&gt;
dates of when that supposed happened mostly&lt;br /&gt;
from other much later and motivated sources,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
Who gave statements after the Clayton narrative had been established,&lt;br /&gt;
which was done in f with full awareness of Cowell&#039;s affidavit, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s not hard to make things match up when&lt;br /&gt;
you have full access to the previous claims.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
in any case, despite the inconsistent dates,&lt;br /&gt;
the church has settled on August 12th as&lt;br /&gt;
the date that Hiram supposedly read this revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
but we can&#039;t confirm it because&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h24m41s 00:24:41]&lt;br /&gt;
there is no record of this happening.&lt;br /&gt;
The High Council kept minutes, right? It was&lt;br /&gt;
pretty, pretty organized, pretty important to keep records.&lt;br /&gt;
We know that that&#039;s part of what they did.&lt;br /&gt;
And these are the only contemporary&lt;br /&gt;
contemporaneous records. We have even&lt;br /&gt;
Cell&#039;s statement,&lt;br /&gt;
which is the first claim we have of Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
reading this that doesn&#039;t come until a year later,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So the&lt;br /&gt;
very best records we have of what happened&lt;br /&gt;
in the High Council are the High Council minutes&lt;br /&gt;
and here they are.&lt;br /&gt;
And you&#039;ll notice it&#039;s really interesting how sparse they are,&lt;br /&gt;
how little is written.&lt;br /&gt;
There are again, later claims,&lt;br /&gt;
cleaning that away. But what we have right here are the contemporaneous records.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s read them.&lt;br /&gt;
August 12th, 1843 council met according to um, adjournment, I think at Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
Smith&#039;s office, no business before the council teaching by President&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram Smith and William Marks adjournment till next Sunday, two o&#039;clock PM&lt;br /&gt;
Jos&lt;br /&gt;
stout&lt;br /&gt;
clerk. Then the 19th, I&#039;ll just include that for good measure.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, council met according to adjournment at&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&#039;s office with Marx and Cowell&#039;s presiding.&lt;br /&gt;
Then it goes on to give a list of those who attended. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And it doesn&#039;t have&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram listed as, as attending there,&lt;br /&gt;
which is maybe part of why we say it was the 12th that he must have taught it.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
a couple of things to point out, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Just like I said,&lt;br /&gt;
they kept these minutes for a reason so that&lt;br /&gt;
they would have a record of what happened.&lt;br /&gt;
And um many meetings have very extensive detailed records of,&lt;br /&gt;
of all of the business that happened.&lt;br /&gt;
If something this major would have happened,&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram shocking the entire High Council with by reading this revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
there would be record of it, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It would have been included in the minutes for sure.&lt;br /&gt;
It would have at the very least been written in journals in letters.&lt;br /&gt;
We have so many letters going around with um ideas of things that were being taught.&lt;br /&gt;
There is not a single record of&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum reading this until&lt;br /&gt;
well, first Austin&lt;br /&gt;
cells and then the decades later claims that were built on what Austin&lt;br /&gt;
Cell said.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s important to recognize anyone who wants to claim it was just too dangerous&lt;br /&gt;
that he, you know, they couldn&#039;t write anything about it that falls flat.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so ludicrous to claim that when Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
read it to the entire High Council. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
And when there were already all of these wives and all of these people&lt;br /&gt;
being brought into it every time you tried to bring someone into it,&lt;br /&gt;
you were risking them&lt;br /&gt;
revealing it. And Hiram wasn&#039;t even carefully trying to bring people into it.&lt;br /&gt;
He just read the dang thing and not in front of the whole High council.&lt;br /&gt;
So um so it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s impossible to believe that there would be no record&lt;br /&gt;
of it in any journal anywhere other than William Clayton.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s our only source for this happening, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
then the things to note I think is that we&#039;ll just&lt;br /&gt;
go quickly over no attendance list is given on the 19th.&lt;br /&gt;
So we don&#039;t actually even know who was there.&lt;br /&gt;
You will see that people will claim to know who was there, but they must,&lt;br /&gt;
the only attendance is listed on the 19th.&lt;br /&gt;
So people must be dishonestly&lt;br /&gt;
applying the attendance on the 19th to the 12th&lt;br /&gt;
because we don&#039;t have an attendance for the 12th.&lt;br /&gt;
Then&lt;br /&gt;
the fact that the the the minutes are used though to claim&lt;br /&gt;
this was the day because they say teaching by President Hiram Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s used to confirm that this was the day the polygamy revelation was read.&lt;br /&gt;
But the huge thing that they completely unders um&lt;br /&gt;
like ignore and neglect and try to brush away&lt;br /&gt;
is that the teaching was done by Hiram Smith and William marks the state president,&lt;br /&gt;
the highest in authority at the meeting, other than&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram, this, he was the state president and this was his high council, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He was not only there, he was presiding and teaching alongside Hiram that day&lt;br /&gt;
and he never heard anything about the polygamy revelation.&lt;br /&gt;
I find this,&lt;br /&gt;
I find it unbelievable that people completely ignoring gloss over this fact.&lt;br /&gt;
And so like the contemporaneous minutes we have right now&lt;br /&gt;
right here for the meeting should disprove this claim.&lt;br /&gt;
The same way we used to claim&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum&lt;br /&gt;
was teaching. So it must have been then William Marks was teaching as well.&lt;br /&gt;
And so remember, let&#039;s go over a few things about William Marks. He was extreme.&lt;br /&gt;
He is universally recognized as a very good man with a ton of integrity,&lt;br /&gt;
not like William Law who was on who that was only claimed by himself in the fraudulent&lt;br /&gt;
Mark Hoffman version of his diary.&lt;br /&gt;
And by those who were using his testimony to go after Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, for the anti Mormons, anyone who was on their side was a very good person.&lt;br /&gt;
Not like that.&lt;br /&gt;
William Marks genuinely from everyone on all sides was recognized as&lt;br /&gt;
a very good man of deep integrity and goodness and selflessness.&lt;br /&gt;
And so like some people thought he should have made a claim for the church.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h29m40s 00:29:40]&lt;br /&gt;
He didn&#039;t, right. He just tried to do what he thought was right.&lt;br /&gt;
He tried to help Emma after the martyrdom, but he was&lt;br /&gt;
quite violently whittled out of town by Brigham&#039;s gangs.&lt;br /&gt;
And so,&lt;br /&gt;
um, the whistlers and whittlers that were actually&lt;br /&gt;
fully grown men with Bowie knives, right.&lt;br /&gt;
That would, would often rough people up quite a bit on their way out of town.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um, this is who William Marks is.&lt;br /&gt;
And I read several, I also want to point out remind everyone&lt;br /&gt;
he gave a very consistent account throughout his&lt;br /&gt;
life of a conversation he had with Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
just a few weeks before he was killed. He did not vary that account.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s very consistent, which gives it even more credibility, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I read three versions.&lt;br /&gt;
I think of it in my episode I did on the RL even the&lt;br /&gt;
R LDS admit that Joseph was a polygamist that was said tongue in cheek,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
And I will read two other versions here to make it even more clear.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is reading from William Marks just before his death.&lt;br /&gt;
So almost a year after that high council meeting,&lt;br /&gt;
I had quite a long talk with him, meaning Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
I had been feeling badly about the&lt;br /&gt;
rumors that were being circulated about polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
And those old stories started by John C Bennett concerning spiritual wives.&lt;br /&gt;
And I was fearful that Joseph was mixed up with them in some way.&lt;br /&gt;
So remember not the only way he knows about the stories&lt;br /&gt;
of spiritual wifey or polygamy are from John C Bennett,&lt;br /&gt;
not from Joseph or Hyrum.&lt;br /&gt;
And if he had heard a revelation from&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram that had been given to Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
he wouldn&#039;t have to wonder if Joseph was mixed up in it.&lt;br /&gt;
He would know. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
But in his conversation,&lt;br /&gt;
he denounced all those things in the&lt;br /&gt;
strongest language possible and I became satisfied&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph was not abetting the crime of polygamy in any sense or form.&lt;br /&gt;
And in fact,&lt;br /&gt;
he told me that he would go on the stand the very next Sunday and&lt;br /&gt;
announce it publicly and also advised me to look up the matter in the most&lt;br /&gt;
thorough manner.&lt;br /&gt;
And if I found anyone in the church who was teaching spiritual&lt;br /&gt;
wives or any form of polygamy to bring charges against them,&lt;br /&gt;
and he would help me to prosecute them until&lt;br /&gt;
the church was cleansed of all such characters.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok?&lt;br /&gt;
You can claim that Joseph was lying.&lt;br /&gt;
If you know that&#039;s how people might be hearing this,&lt;br /&gt;
but then William Marks would have to be lying too.&lt;br /&gt;
You have to make sense of that, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And the fact is this is consistent with everything&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph consistently always did that we will go into.&lt;br /&gt;
Um his language was in such earnest solicitude for the&lt;br /&gt;
welfare of the church and against evil in any direction&lt;br /&gt;
that I was much encouraged and was determined to stand by him to my utmost ability.&lt;br /&gt;
I then said, this is now Edmund Briggs speaking brother Marx.&lt;br /&gt;
Do you know anything of that purported revelation concerning&lt;br /&gt;
polygamy as published in the seer by Orson Pratt.&lt;br /&gt;
So remember&lt;br /&gt;
this was the, the, um,&lt;br /&gt;
the revelation section 132 wasn&#039;t printed in the&lt;br /&gt;
doctrine of covenants until 1876 I believe.&lt;br /&gt;
And so at this time, the only place they had access to it was in Orson Pratt this year.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um,&lt;br /&gt;
he replied, I never saw any such thing until I saw it in Pratt&#039;s paper.&lt;br /&gt;
Nor did I ever hear of it during Joseph&#039;s life.&lt;br /&gt;
It was evidently gotten up by Brigham Young and some of the 12 after Joseph&#039;s death,&lt;br /&gt;
he said, I think Joseph had been deceived in some men who were hovering around him&lt;br /&gt;
and that he had not been aware of their real character until just before his death.&lt;br /&gt;
In fact, since then,&lt;br /&gt;
I have been led to believe that it was hidden from Joseph until just before his death.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s on,&lt;br /&gt;
um Briggs book. I&#039;ll show the cover of it. Page 106.&lt;br /&gt;
And there&#039;s yet another account,&lt;br /&gt;
another conversation later in his life when Edmund Briggs&lt;br /&gt;
reported a conversation he had with William Marks.&lt;br /&gt;
So the first one is first hand from William Marks. This is, um, Edwin&lt;br /&gt;
Briggs reporting a conversation.&lt;br /&gt;
He said,&lt;br /&gt;
did you when you had that conversation with bro,&lt;br /&gt;
brother Joseph think he had been in any way mixed up in polygamy or had favored it?&lt;br /&gt;
He replied, meaning marks, no,&lt;br /&gt;
I had more confidence in him at that time than I ever had in my life.&lt;br /&gt;
Before&lt;br /&gt;
and was satisfied that he was pure from that gross crime.&lt;br /&gt;
I had been troubled over the condition of&lt;br /&gt;
the church for some time and been fearful that&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph did not bring the pressure against some men&lt;br /&gt;
in the church that he should have done.&lt;br /&gt;
And that seems to be accurate. Right. That&#039;s how Joseph got himself in trouble.&lt;br /&gt;
Like we&#039;ve already talked about, he was too forgiving,&lt;br /&gt;
he always believed in second chances. He was too trusting.&lt;br /&gt;
William Marks thought he should have gotten rid of people before he did.&lt;br /&gt;
And he was probably right.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, you see from John C Bennett&#039;s time, there had been so many rumors going,&lt;br /&gt;
going the rounds.&lt;br /&gt;
I was fearful that there might be something&lt;br /&gt;
in the stories afloat that might implicate Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
And this was an interesting thing to see as well that he was like&lt;br /&gt;
everyone is saying this,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h34m19s 00:34:19]&lt;br /&gt;
there must be some truth to it, right? It&#039;s the same case we make.&lt;br /&gt;
If there&#039;s this much smoke, there has to be fire.&lt;br /&gt;
So many people were starting rumors that even William Marks Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph&#039;s close friend and the state president&lt;br /&gt;
worried that there might be some truth to it.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that can help us understand a lot of the later testimonies we have as well.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So many people heard so many things,&lt;br /&gt;
they just knew them for sure and assumed that they were true.&lt;br /&gt;
My husband mentioned in the episode I did with him that one of his&lt;br /&gt;
hang ups is that Sidney Rigdon didn&#039;t speak&lt;br /&gt;
out more vociferously in defense of Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
but maybe he was suffering from the same situation.&lt;br /&gt;
Who knows? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
I think this is an important insight that Marx gives us here.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
But um let&#039;s see,&lt;br /&gt;
but Joseph was so free and positive in his denunciation&lt;br /&gt;
of polygamy in every form that I took courage.&lt;br /&gt;
And I could see Joseph was in earnest and felt just as I did about it.&lt;br /&gt;
But before the Sunday, following our conversation,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph was having his suit and was killed before he had a chance to commence&lt;br /&gt;
his investigation against those who those whom&lt;br /&gt;
he had suspicion of teaching it privily.&lt;br /&gt;
This also matches up with an account we have from William Smith that I&#039;m just&lt;br /&gt;
thinking of right now. So I don&#039;t have it written down.&lt;br /&gt;
But where he was at a dinner with Joseph just before his life and&lt;br /&gt;
told him what Brigham and some of the elder elders were doing and, and Joseph said, uh&lt;br /&gt;
let me take care of these other things and then I will take care of that and said,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m going to have problems with Brigham.&lt;br /&gt;
He knew he was going to have troubles, that was also reported right before his death.&lt;br /&gt;
Um continuing with Marx.&lt;br /&gt;
But I thought he,&lt;br /&gt;
I thought he had been deceived in some of the men and elders&lt;br /&gt;
of the church and had too much confidence in some of them.&lt;br /&gt;
I then said, brother Marx.&lt;br /&gt;
Did you ever see the revelation on polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
before it was published in 1852 by Mr Pratt&lt;br /&gt;
Marx emphatically replied, no, never.&lt;br /&gt;
You were president of the stake at N NAVOO.&lt;br /&gt;
And if Joseph had had such a revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
would you not have been privileged according to custom,&lt;br /&gt;
to have seen it or heard of it?&lt;br /&gt;
Yes, he replied. He replied yes.&lt;br /&gt;
Without a doubt, there was no such revelation and that&#039;s true, right?&lt;br /&gt;
These secret revelations, that wasn&#039;t a thing.&lt;br /&gt;
There was no such revelation in existence when I lived in Navoo&lt;br /&gt;
just after Joseph&#039;s death, Brigham Young would have, this is important as well.&lt;br /&gt;
Just after Joseph&#039;s death,&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham Young would have showed it to me when I opposed his measures, right?&lt;br /&gt;
If there was a succession crisis, if Brigham had this revelation from Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
he would have showed it to prove his case.&lt;br /&gt;
Absolutely. That&#039;s such a good point.&lt;br /&gt;
But he never pretended to any such thing to me&lt;br /&gt;
that there was that there was such a revelation on the subject from Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
So those are pretty important testimonies to consider from the man who&lt;br /&gt;
was standing alongside Hyrum Smith teaching with him in that meeting,&lt;br /&gt;
like each one of these&lt;br /&gt;
should be enough.&lt;br /&gt;
But there&#039;s so much more, there&#039;s so much more,&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s so much more I I do want to hear from any&lt;br /&gt;
professional historian or anybody else who still wants to claim&lt;br /&gt;
that&lt;br /&gt;
a Hyrum read section 132 at the August 12th, 1843 High Council meeting.&lt;br /&gt;
They need to deal honestly with this.&lt;br /&gt;
I am wide open to hearing your explanations as long as&lt;br /&gt;
they&#039;re not incredibly weak and stupid or just ignoring it.&lt;br /&gt;
Really let maybe there is a good&lt;br /&gt;
explanation for this. I have yet to hear it. So, ok, moving on&lt;br /&gt;
the city council meetings then the following year&lt;br /&gt;
when they were dealing with the expositor,&lt;br /&gt;
those city council meetings, we went into&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
part one on June 8th and June 10th.&lt;br /&gt;
Um important information is added there as well.&lt;br /&gt;
Um They record Joseph&#039;s and&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&#039;s responses to Austin Cowell&#039;s claims that they, that&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram read that revelation, whatever it was&lt;br /&gt;
and they line up perfectly with all of the other accounts and records that we have&lt;br /&gt;
other than William Clayton&lt;br /&gt;
and the later Utah decades later. Um&lt;br /&gt;
testimonies, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s why it&#039;s important to look at the contemporaneous things because&lt;br /&gt;
some of these things are a mess. William Clayton sticks out like a sore thumb.&lt;br /&gt;
Everything else lines up perfectly except him.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s why we call him into question. That&#039;s why we need to do the deep dive.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s why his quote diaries which have never&lt;br /&gt;
been released are so important and so suspect,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it&#039;s valid to ask those questions.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, let&#039;s go into the city council meetings&lt;br /&gt;
in both June 8th and in both the June 8th and June 10th meetings.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
explained very clearly that quote the revelation read&lt;br /&gt;
to the High Council was an answer to a&lt;br /&gt;
question concerning things which transpired in former days&lt;br /&gt;
and had no reference to the present time.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is actually&lt;br /&gt;
the only way other than Austin&lt;br /&gt;
cells. This is the only way we know that&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram did read a revelation in the High Council meeting because he said he did&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h38m58s 00:38:58]&lt;br /&gt;
and he very likely could have read it&lt;br /&gt;
on the day he was teaching with William Marks. So the question is, did Hi&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
read a revelation? The question is what revelation might&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram have read that William Marks could have heard and&lt;br /&gt;
still not heard anything about polygamy or section 132 right?&lt;br /&gt;
And then on the 10th, he repeats himself and says,&lt;br /&gt;
he said that it referred to former days not to the present time as stated by cows.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph added on inquiry of the passage in the resurrection.&lt;br /&gt;
They neither marry nor are given in marriage I received for answer.&lt;br /&gt;
Men in this life must be married in view of eternity.&lt;br /&gt;
That was the amount of the revelation. Otherwise they must remain,&lt;br /&gt;
remain as angels in heaven.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok?&lt;br /&gt;
Will you please note how that matches up perfectly with Franklin D Richards,&lt;br /&gt;
contemporaneous account of exactly what Joseph taught publicly,&lt;br /&gt;
right? Let&#039;s put them side by side.&lt;br /&gt;
All blessings that were ordained for man,&lt;br /&gt;
by the council of Heaven were on the conditions of obedience to the laws thereof.&lt;br /&gt;
No man can attain an eternal blessing unless lest the&lt;br /&gt;
contract or covenant be made in view of eternity,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
He said&lt;br /&gt;
they must be married in view of eternity.&lt;br /&gt;
All contracts in this life only terminate with this life.&lt;br /&gt;
And talks about the case of the woman with seven husbands,&lt;br /&gt;
which is Luke 20 which is exactly what Joseph refers to.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s Luke 2035.&lt;br /&gt;
That verse where they neither marry nor are given in marriage that&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph was talking about when he received this revelation on eternal marriage,&lt;br /&gt;
which would have been what Hiram Smith read.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s consistent with everything we know. There are more things that go on.&lt;br /&gt;
Otherwise they must be single and alone in the&lt;br /&gt;
eternal world.&lt;br /&gt;
And that and are only made angels to minister to those who will be heirs of salvation,&lt;br /&gt;
never becoming sons of God, never having kept the law of God.&lt;br /&gt;
You can see the similarities there, right?&lt;br /&gt;
If you want to claim that there are similarities between the affidavits and 132&lt;br /&gt;
will you please acknowledge the incredible similarities&lt;br /&gt;
between what we know Joseph preached publicly&lt;br /&gt;
and what he claimed the revelation was&lt;br /&gt;
that he acknowledged that he preached publicly,&lt;br /&gt;
that he spent a whole day preaching on or at least a whole afternoon, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And that Hiram later read to the High Council,&lt;br /&gt;
which would be fine to do because it had already been preached publicly.&lt;br /&gt;
Can we&lt;br /&gt;
make sense of all of this, please? It fits perfectly.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, also, let&#039;s note that.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s talking about Luke chapter 20 which again is talking about Leverett marriage,&lt;br /&gt;
which is a law from former times that had no reference to today.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. Exactly. As&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum said,&lt;br /&gt;
marriage was a terrible old testament ridiculous law because as we,&lt;br /&gt;
as I went into on the episode on that women were property of the family,&lt;br /&gt;
they were purchased&lt;br /&gt;
and if their husband died, then the woman hadn&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
you know,&lt;br /&gt;
fulfilled the investment that the family put into&lt;br /&gt;
her by having Children for the family.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what that was based in.&lt;br /&gt;
It had no reference today.&lt;br /&gt;
So Hiram also was completely accurate in saying it&lt;br /&gt;
was just about the laws from the former times.&lt;br /&gt;
Not for today, makes complete sense stands up.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s consistent.&lt;br /&gt;
This works perfectly right, as opposed to all of the later lies.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um anyway, we can read those scriptures that it came from.&lt;br /&gt;
This is um oh no, what I want to go to now is looking at how this part got amalgamated&lt;br /&gt;
into section 132 right?&lt;br /&gt;
If we read verses 15 through 17,&lt;br /&gt;
you&#039;ll see how they match up perfectly with what Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum claimed the revelation was and what they both taught publicly.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore, if a man marry him, a wife in the world and he marry her,&lt;br /&gt;
not by me nor by my word.&lt;br /&gt;
And he covenant with her so long as he is in the world and she with him,&lt;br /&gt;
their covenant in marriage are not of force when they&lt;br /&gt;
are dead and when they are out of the world,&lt;br /&gt;
therefore, they are not bound by any law when they are out of the world.&lt;br /&gt;
See how this matches up perfectly.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore, when they are out of the world, they&lt;br /&gt;
neither marry nor are given in marriage. There&#039;s the reference to Luke 20&lt;br /&gt;
but are appointed as angels in heaven as both Joseph said publicly and said,&lt;br /&gt;
he said in the city council meeting&lt;br /&gt;
are as angels in heaven,&lt;br /&gt;
which angels are ministering servants to minister to those who are worthy of a&lt;br /&gt;
are more at an exceeding and eternal weight of glory&lt;br /&gt;
for these angels did not abide my law.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore,&lt;br /&gt;
they cannot be enlarged but remain separately and singly without exaltation&lt;br /&gt;
in their saved condition to all eternity.&lt;br /&gt;
And from henceforth, are not gods but are angels of God forever and ever.&lt;br /&gt;
And I can&#039;t know if that last part is,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, like Joseph, I mean, Brigham added things here and there.&lt;br /&gt;
But this, when I had that experience of the Lord saying which parts are from me?&lt;br /&gt;
Sorry.&lt;br /&gt;
Um That was a really profound experience I had and&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m just remembering the confirmation when I read these verses,&lt;br /&gt;
that was my experience.&lt;br /&gt;
So now being able to nail down&lt;br /&gt;
that they actually we have the record to prove that&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h43m55s 00:43:55]&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s pretty profound to me.&lt;br /&gt;
I I&#039;m this is this has been a really cool study to embark upon.&lt;br /&gt;
I also want to point out how I have talked repeatedly in previous episodes&lt;br /&gt;
going over how polygamy does not work scripturally&lt;br /&gt;
how these verses in particular throughout this entire section&lt;br /&gt;
are strictly and specifically monogamous.&lt;br /&gt;
It says repeatedly throughout this, if a man marry a wife, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It says it in verse 15, verse 18, verse 19 and verse 26&lt;br /&gt;
a man marry a wife. It is purely monogamous.&lt;br /&gt;
It then describes the process that the to go through as a couple together,&lt;br /&gt;
to progress, to exultation, to have their,&lt;br /&gt;
their covenant sealed by the Holy Spirit of Promise. Right? And I&lt;br /&gt;
broke down in that episode, how it couldn&#039;t work in any other way.&lt;br /&gt;
These verses don&#039;t only,&lt;br /&gt;
I mean, only don&#039;t allow for polygamy or introduce polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
They actually preclude polygamy because the process it describes in these verses&lt;br /&gt;
cannot work except one on 11 and one husband and wife,&lt;br /&gt;
man and woman together.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the only way it works. So&lt;br /&gt;
a completely consistent record.&lt;br /&gt;
And right there,&lt;br /&gt;
you can see how these different things were amalgamated into section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
I hope this is becoming more and more clear. It&#039;s pretty amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
Also,&lt;br /&gt;
the mayor said he had never preached the revelation in private as he had in public.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, we have the record. He preached it publicly on the temple stand, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And um and he had not taught it to the anointed in the church in private,&lt;br /&gt;
which many there at the meeting confirmed.&lt;br /&gt;
So there were many a sense that&#039;s true.&lt;br /&gt;
And so&lt;br /&gt;
this again matches up perfectly with the rest of the record.&lt;br /&gt;
And um Joseph Joseph&#039;s um sermon July 16th, 1844 he said,&lt;br /&gt;
I am bold to declare that I have taught all the strong&lt;br /&gt;
doctrines publicly and always stronger than what I teach in private.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, that&#039;s true. That&#039;s consistent.&lt;br /&gt;
He would have a revelation and reveal it publicly, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Those were strong doctrines that he taught that day when he talked about&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram becoming the president and the prophet and&lt;br /&gt;
talked about eternal marriage and talked about that.&lt;br /&gt;
I mean, those were strong doctrines, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He didn&#039;t teach him secretly,&lt;br /&gt;
go around and then give just like simple things in public.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s he never did that. So it wouldn&#039;t make sense just as he said that he didn&#039;t do.&lt;br /&gt;
I also, well, there&#039;s one more thing I want to point out that um&lt;br /&gt;
let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh again,&lt;br /&gt;
it would be so illogical for Joseph to be&lt;br /&gt;
claiming these things here in this city council meeting.&lt;br /&gt;
Again,&lt;br /&gt;
this was not a public meeting. These were not public records.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph wasn&#039;t putting on a performance to try to get something.&lt;br /&gt;
He was seriously trying to grapple with what was happening.&lt;br /&gt;
There was no reason for him to be lying.&lt;br /&gt;
Many of the people in the city council meeting were&lt;br /&gt;
also would have also been in the high council meeting,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
They&lt;br /&gt;
like, why would,&lt;br /&gt;
why would he allow this to be preached publicly in the High Council meeting&lt;br /&gt;
and then just lie about it in the city council meeting.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so ridiculous to make these claims. It just does not make any sense.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, to claim that like Joseph surrounded himself,&lt;br /&gt;
that the people would have sent to it in&lt;br /&gt;
the city council because Joseph just surrounded himself by&lt;br /&gt;
sycophants. And yes man, that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s laughable as well because it&#039;s his very own first&lt;br /&gt;
counselors in his first presidency.&lt;br /&gt;
That are the reason that he&#039;s having to deal with this at all.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph absolutely did not surround himself only by yes men&lt;br /&gt;
who would just say whatever he wanted them to say.&lt;br /&gt;
Or John Bennett and William Law wouldn&#039;t have done this.&lt;br /&gt;
Not to mention all of the others, Sidney Rig and all of the&lt;br /&gt;
Oliver&lt;br /&gt;
cry, all of the people who, who he did not surround himself by Yes men.&lt;br /&gt;
He was not one who the only way you&lt;br /&gt;
could do that is if you have authoritarian control as&lt;br /&gt;
his successor did and he was surrounded by&lt;br /&gt;
yes men because he had authoritarian control.&lt;br /&gt;
So everyone&lt;br /&gt;
stayed in line with what he wanted.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s not who Joseph Smith did and that&#039;s not&lt;br /&gt;
what Joseph Smith was about which the record makes&lt;br /&gt;
clear he didn&#039;t have control over other people because&lt;br /&gt;
he didn&#039;t seek to have control over other people.&lt;br /&gt;
So, oh, there&#039;s so much more I want to say, but let&#039;s just keep going. Ok&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith said, also,&lt;br /&gt;
they make it a criminality for a man to have a wife on earth&lt;br /&gt;
while he has one in heaven according to the keys of the Holy priesthood.&lt;br /&gt;
And he read the statement of William Law and the expositor where the,&lt;br /&gt;
the truth of God was transformed into a lie. OK. This one was interesting to dig into.&lt;br /&gt;
So I went through and looked at law&#039;s statement&lt;br /&gt;
to see what Joseph would have read here.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s the revelation so called,&lt;br /&gt;
authorized certain men to have more wives than one at a&lt;br /&gt;
time in this world and in the world to come.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph who clearly had never seen this false revelation and he didn&#039;t know&lt;br /&gt;
what it was about and he was trying to make sense of it.&lt;br /&gt;
He connected la&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
statement of having&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h48m57s 00:48:57]&lt;br /&gt;
more than one wife on earth and in heaven,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it makes the most sense. He connected it to&lt;br /&gt;
the claims that because&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum&lt;br /&gt;
had a dead wife who he was sealed to&lt;br /&gt;
that, that somehow justified polygamy. I think that he made&lt;br /&gt;
that,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s what Joseph thought law must be talking about because&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
wife to&lt;br /&gt;
Rusia had died.&lt;br /&gt;
And we have&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram on record extensively talking about this exact problem.&lt;br /&gt;
So they knew this was a problem, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph saying they turned the truth of God into a lie.&lt;br /&gt;
Eternal marriage was the truth of God.&lt;br /&gt;
And polygamy was the lie that they&lt;br /&gt;
turned it into by their willful misunderstanding.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um let&#039;s, let&#039;s look into Hyrum Smith&#039;s speech that&#039;s famous&lt;br /&gt;
um April 8th sermon.&lt;br /&gt;
And I want to point out we have Thomas Bullock&#039;s record of it,&lt;br /&gt;
but we also have records I now have found.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
I just want to thank Cheryl Klute again and&lt;br /&gt;
the prices for their great work because they just&lt;br /&gt;
like Cheryl Klute told me the chapters to read and I&lt;br /&gt;
read and the prices had done such great work on this.&lt;br /&gt;
They didn&#039;t have all of the pieces I have now because I have the Joseph Smith papers&lt;br /&gt;
that they didn&#039;t have and I&#039;ve been able to do more work,&lt;br /&gt;
but they sure helped to let me see what is in the R LDS record.&lt;br /&gt;
And so we do have this speech recorded in,&lt;br /&gt;
in um&lt;br /&gt;
you know, not,&lt;br /&gt;
not extensively,&lt;br /&gt;
but we do have records of it in the R LDS record which interestingly,&lt;br /&gt;
the LDS always claimed the that were lies until now&lt;br /&gt;
we have the Joseph Smith papers so we can validate&lt;br /&gt;
and verify that the R LDS and the clue and the&lt;br /&gt;
um prices were correct all along. I just think that&#039;s really interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
So I have to give that shout out. But um&lt;br /&gt;
let&#039;s see, I want to read, oh, so this is the Thomas Bullock version,&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum speech,&lt;br /&gt;
which is the one that there&#039;s still so much misunderstanding about this.&lt;br /&gt;
Thomas Bullock&#039;s version has been removed from the Joseph Smith&#039;s papers.&lt;br /&gt;
Project. The church historians under Brigham Young took Thomas Bullock&#039;s version&lt;br /&gt;
and altered it and changed it and adjusted it just like they did with Joseph&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
journal and with the letter written to the Relief&lt;br /&gt;
Society and so many other things they altered it.&lt;br /&gt;
And that is still available on the Joseph Smith papers project.&lt;br /&gt;
And that altered version is what&#039;s included in&lt;br /&gt;
the church narrative and in the book Saints.&lt;br /&gt;
And it is so incredibly deceptive, I just can&#039;t even believe it.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
even people who I found a couple of websites&lt;br /&gt;
where people are trying to call out this deception,&lt;br /&gt;
that the,&lt;br /&gt;
that the Joseph Smith papers has again removed the speech,&lt;br /&gt;
they&#039;re again trying to make it disappear&lt;br /&gt;
and people don&#039;t know and, and some people are using&lt;br /&gt;
the altered version prepared for the church history that was&lt;br /&gt;
edited and claiming that that&#039;s the original Thomas Bullock version.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s not, we don&#039;t have a transcript of it. You have to go through the original,&lt;br /&gt;
like, really hard to read.&lt;br /&gt;
Well,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll show it to you the Thomas Bullock version&lt;br /&gt;
to try to read what the original sermon was.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what I&#039;ve done. And I&#039;m going to read parts of it here.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m to read extensively because this is the sermon&lt;br /&gt;
that&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum gave apparently&lt;br /&gt;
like eight or nine months after he read&lt;br /&gt;
the beautiful clear revelation 132 to Emma Smith&lt;br /&gt;
and then to the High Council and then&lt;br /&gt;
he gave this speech um nine months later. So here it is&lt;br /&gt;
one reason I speak to the elders is in consequence&lt;br /&gt;
of the 10,000 reports which come to me from abroad.&lt;br /&gt;
Almost every fool&lt;br /&gt;
man runs to me to inquire if such and such things are true.&lt;br /&gt;
And how many spiritual wives a man may have. I know nothing about it.&lt;br /&gt;
What he might call a spiritual wife. I should not know anything about&lt;br /&gt;
in about half an hour.&lt;br /&gt;
Um In, in about half an hour after he is gone, another person begins to say,&lt;br /&gt;
the elders tell such and such things all over the country.&lt;br /&gt;
I am authorized to tell you from henceforth that any man who comes,&lt;br /&gt;
comes in and tells any such damn fool doctrine to tell him to give up his license.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll talk a little bit more about licenses.&lt;br /&gt;
The elders were written licenses that were their approval to speak on behalf of,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, to do their missionary work.&lt;br /&gt;
None but a fool teaches such stuff.&lt;br /&gt;
The devil himself is not such a fool and every&lt;br /&gt;
elder who teaches such stuff ought to have his nose&lt;br /&gt;
rung and anyone found guilty of such teaching will be&lt;br /&gt;
published and his license will be taken from him.&lt;br /&gt;
I wish the elders of Israel to understand it is lawful for a man to marry a wife,&lt;br /&gt;
but it is unlawful to have more. And God has not commanded any of you to have more.&lt;br /&gt;
And if any of you dare to presume to do any such things, it will spoil your fun for.&lt;br /&gt;
You will never, never have the spirit of God to preach to the gospel.&lt;br /&gt;
I despise a man who teaches a pack of stuff that will disgrace himself.&lt;br /&gt;
So for a man to go into the world and to talk of this spiritual wife system, he is as,&lt;br /&gt;
as empty as an open&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h53m46s 00:53:46]&lt;br /&gt;
sepher. If the coat suits anyone, let him put it on.&lt;br /&gt;
I would call the devil my brother before such a man.&lt;br /&gt;
I know I&#039;ve read this before in another episode,&lt;br /&gt;
but we have to read it again because it is so important.&lt;br /&gt;
Now, he like Joseph goes on to teach the true doctrine of eternal marriage. So&lt;br /&gt;
there we, here we get the truth of God after he has dispelled the lie,&lt;br /&gt;
the idea of marrying for eternity is the&lt;br /&gt;
seal of the covenant and is easily understood.&lt;br /&gt;
And as to speaking of it, I could make all the world believe it for.&lt;br /&gt;
See, that&#039;s where we get that. It&#039;s so plain. I could make anyone believe it.&lt;br /&gt;
It comes from this speech. Do you see what they do?&lt;br /&gt;
I could make all the world believe it for it is noble and grand.&lt;br /&gt;
It is necessary in consequence of the broken covenants in this world.&lt;br /&gt;
Um I read that what God, I read that what God joins together. Let no man put asunder.&lt;br /&gt;
When I look at the seal of the covenant, it is during the natural lives,&lt;br /&gt;
but it is, but it is an end there.&lt;br /&gt;
But what is done by the Lord has an endless duration.&lt;br /&gt;
No man is married in the morning of the resurrection.&lt;br /&gt;
But the marriage covenant must be joined by one who has authority&lt;br /&gt;
in order to have effect in the mourning of the resurrection.&lt;br /&gt;
Perfect teaching on eternal marriage, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Just like Joseph Smith taught and they both claimed&lt;br /&gt;
just like the revelation that Joseph received and that&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram read to the City Council.&lt;br /&gt;
And for anyone who wants to say, well, then why doesn&#039;t, why didn&#039;t they publish it?&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum goes on to say these are not things that should be published abroad.&lt;br /&gt;
Like he was saying, basically, this is the temple work. Joseph said,&lt;br /&gt;
I can&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
more of this until we have the temple finish which by the way, they never finished.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s what Joseph said. And that&#039;s what Hiram says here as well.&lt;br /&gt;
Like this is not meant to be published abroad.&lt;br /&gt;
This is meant to be taught to the saints in Navoo.&lt;br /&gt;
And according to Joseph taught more in the temple when that was ready. I think that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
like the consistency is amazing and recognizing this&lt;br /&gt;
true doctrine that was taught is just beautiful.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram continues no spiritual wife doctrine ever. Oh I lost my place.&lt;br /&gt;
Ever originated with me.&lt;br /&gt;
God Almighty has given us a plan of salvation, redemption and deliverance&lt;br /&gt;
and the power and authority of the Holy priesthood&lt;br /&gt;
under the constitution of the Almighty God.&lt;br /&gt;
Everything belongs to man legally and lawfully again,&lt;br /&gt;
they have to follow the legal laws of the land, right?&lt;br /&gt;
If a thing belongs to me, legally, it cannot belong to anyone.&lt;br /&gt;
I married me a wife. Now he&#039;s explaining the confusion&lt;br /&gt;
and I am the only man who has any right to her till we had five Children.&lt;br /&gt;
The covenant was made for our lives. She fell in the grave before God showed us his.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that says, answer showed us his answer.&lt;br /&gt;
God has showed me that the covenant is dead and had no more force.&lt;br /&gt;
Neither could I have her in the resurrection, but we should be angels.&lt;br /&gt;
It troubled me.&lt;br /&gt;
Brother Joseph said you can be sealed to her upon the&lt;br /&gt;
same principle as you can be baptized for the dead.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s interesting to note here.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, there are so many changes,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;d be an interesting episode to go just through the changes they&lt;br /&gt;
made on this one&#039;s speech because it&#039;s important to recognize what they were&lt;br /&gt;
and what they were trying to do, right? But this was an interesting little change.&lt;br /&gt;
It doesn&#039;t say that Hiram could be sealed to her.&lt;br /&gt;
It says that she could, she, he could have her sealed to him.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s an important difference and&lt;br /&gt;
apparently they couldn&#039;t be sealed together as equals.&lt;br /&gt;
The man is the center point and the women are the appendages that can be sealed to him,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s an interesting change right there. So anyway, we&#039;ll continue on. Hyrum&lt;br /&gt;
goes on in the speech to say if there is any man that&lt;br /&gt;
has no sense and will make any story of such a fact,&lt;br /&gt;
his name shall be published&lt;br /&gt;
and then continues.&lt;br /&gt;
There is a power to seal on earth and in&lt;br /&gt;
and in heaven how the spirit of Elijah and Elias,&lt;br /&gt;
I see a seal that shall never be broken&lt;br /&gt;
and be enforced in the morning of the resurrection.&lt;br /&gt;
He jokes and makes fun of polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
I believe if a man has one wife and I believe if a man has one wife in his life,&lt;br /&gt;
that must be written funny.&lt;br /&gt;
And I know if I had to, I should not know what to do.&lt;br /&gt;
They might quarrel about me and I might get a whipping one&lt;br /&gt;
enough and I warn all of you not to attempt it.&lt;br /&gt;
If any man preach any false doctrine, I shall disgrace him.&lt;br /&gt;
Get the wife that God and your country let you have.&lt;br /&gt;
If any brother hears any person preach such stuff, wring his nose,&lt;br /&gt;
look out or he may be stouter than you.&lt;br /&gt;
So he&#039;s again making a joke.&lt;br /&gt;
No man would have more than one wife or they will beat&lt;br /&gt;
him if I was a woman and I got so fooled,&lt;br /&gt;
I would hide my head.&lt;br /&gt;
I give the sisters leave to wring his nose to, to,&lt;br /&gt;
to any who teach such stuff. I&#039;ll bear you out in it. Another report.&lt;br /&gt;
One of the R LDS ones we have said that,&lt;br /&gt;
that&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram said he would support them if they put a dagger to his heart.&lt;br /&gt;
So it was very strong language. In any case,&lt;br /&gt;
every man who knows me knows that I have taught these principles from the beginning.&lt;br /&gt;
We want the honest and heart, the virtuous, the noble.&lt;br /&gt;
We want the good seed gathered here,&lt;br /&gt;
let all men repent and the elders gather out the good seed and bring it to navoo.&lt;br /&gt;
We want you to understand that if you preach any&lt;br /&gt;
anything wrong, you will be published. We don&#039;t want bogus makers.&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=00h58m48s 00:58:48]&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s counterfeiters like we talked about right.&lt;br /&gt;
Bogus makers, counterfeiters or preachers of the spiritual wife system.&lt;br /&gt;
He puts them all in the same category. We shall see the wicked flee.&lt;br /&gt;
When no man pursueth, we want you to be wise as serpents and harmless as doves,&lt;br /&gt;
preach principles that will stand the test of ages,&lt;br /&gt;
teach them good principles and save souls go forth as men of God,&lt;br /&gt;
be wise and you will find good friends wherever you go,&lt;br /&gt;
drink deep of the spirit of truth&lt;br /&gt;
and great and mighty work shall be, shall be rot in the world.&lt;br /&gt;
They are only waiting to hear the truth.&lt;br /&gt;
Have a well ordered life and a Godly conversation.&lt;br /&gt;
When thousands and tens of thousands shall flock to the standard&lt;br /&gt;
and go up with Zion. Why?&lt;br /&gt;
Because they are good souls have the knowledge of&lt;br /&gt;
the truth drove into you like a broadside.&lt;br /&gt;
I am serious in what I say and it has the power of God in it.&lt;br /&gt;
I wanted to read that last part because it is just so clear&lt;br /&gt;
how, who Hiram Smith was? How intelligent he was, what a good preacher he was.&lt;br /&gt;
What a good thinker he was, how clear he was in what he believed and how consistent&lt;br /&gt;
he both was and claimed to be right?&lt;br /&gt;
How can we claim that he gave this sermon after stupidly&lt;br /&gt;
reading that revelation to Emma and then to the High Council&lt;br /&gt;
cannot be the same man any more than it can be the same God&lt;br /&gt;
that gave us Jacob chapter two and Doctrine and covenant section 132 right?&lt;br /&gt;
You can just recognize the, the man who gave this sermon would not have done that.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s impossible, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, this speech on its own, like each one of these points,&lt;br /&gt;
each one of them alone should be enough to put this all&lt;br /&gt;
rest. But we&#039;ll continue on. We&#039;ll go back to the city council minutes which is where&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram and Joseph were explaining what this was all about.&lt;br /&gt;
I read that to show you again how consistent their explanations are&lt;br /&gt;
with the record we have and thank heaven we have it.&lt;br /&gt;
Even though the church historians under Brigham tried so hard to bury&lt;br /&gt;
it and have tried to keep it buried for so long.&lt;br /&gt;
And so then he read the statement of Austin&lt;br /&gt;
calls and said that.&lt;br /&gt;
So that would have been Austin Cowell&#039;s affidavit and said,&lt;br /&gt;
he had never had any private conversation with Austin cows on these subjects.&lt;br /&gt;
And he repeats that he had preached on the stand from the Bible showing the order&lt;br /&gt;
ancient days have nothing, having nothing to do with the present time. Again,&lt;br /&gt;
just like we&#039;ve said repeatedly, right? He preached it&lt;br /&gt;
on the temple stand on the day that we said we have multiple reports of it.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s correct. He&#039;s consistent with the record. The other people aren&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
And so then&lt;br /&gt;
they go on and say, 00, well, let me point out this for anyone that is still claiming&lt;br /&gt;
that the issue that inspired the expositor and that inspired the destruction of the&lt;br /&gt;
expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
Um I just read every statement in the&lt;br /&gt;
city council meetings about the accusations of polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
They make up three per 3.5% of the total discussion&lt;br /&gt;
of those two meetings dealing with the expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
Just so the expositor, I think it was 2.5% that anything about polygamy made up.&lt;br /&gt;
And in these meetings, it was 3.5% polygamy was not,&lt;br /&gt;
not even, was it not the central issue?&lt;br /&gt;
It was barely a side issue to just be brushed away. It was not a key factor at all.&lt;br /&gt;
So, OK,&lt;br /&gt;
now let&#039;s go on to some other things that we know right that we have in the record&lt;br /&gt;
from Brigham&#039;s speeches, his later speeches,&lt;br /&gt;
and Hebrew&#039;s contemporaneous journals and letters.&lt;br /&gt;
We know that they were deeply converted to polygamy while still in England&lt;br /&gt;
in 1841 and 1842.&lt;br /&gt;
Long before even they claimed that Joseph taught them about polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
We know this as of Clayton as well, right? The episode that we did with Jeremy and so&lt;br /&gt;
this if, if you haven&#039;t watched recently or haven&#039;t watched, um,&lt;br /&gt;
oh, I have the episode written down the one, it is the one I did with Jeremy on&lt;br /&gt;
the Godfathers of Mormon Polygamy about Hebrew and Kimball, I I Hebrew and Brigham,&lt;br /&gt;
I recommend watching that one because it will give you&lt;br /&gt;
all of this evidence from their journals and letters and speeches&lt;br /&gt;
that they were deeply,&lt;br /&gt;
deeply converted and committed to polygamy in&lt;br /&gt;
England and most likely already practicing it from&lt;br /&gt;
all of the feet washing. Mumbo Jumbo. So anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s, that&#039;s what we already know. And so I&#039;ll give you a few quotes.&lt;br /&gt;
This is Brigham Young June 21st, 1874.&lt;br /&gt;
It is now recorded in the complete discourses volume five page 1101.&lt;br /&gt;
Interestingly,&lt;br /&gt;
this was included by the prices because it was written by some R LDS writers.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Briggs who I quoted earlier,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it was his brother Jason Briggs included it in a paper that he wrote&lt;br /&gt;
and the LDS just pooh poohed it and said that&#039;s not a real quote.&lt;br /&gt;
Now, we know that it is Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So we need to take the R LDS quotes and claims their&lt;br /&gt;
history a little more seriously and give it a little more credibility because&lt;br /&gt;
so far they have proven to be more credible as we can&lt;br /&gt;
these things up with the actual sources. So this is what Brigham Young&#039;s taught&lt;br /&gt;
while we were in England.&lt;br /&gt;
I think the Lord manifested to me by visions and&lt;br /&gt;
by his spirit things that I did not then understand.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph had never mentioned this.&lt;br /&gt;
There had never been a thought of it in the church that I knew anything&lt;br /&gt;
about at the time when I returned home and Joseph revealed these things to me.&lt;br /&gt;
I then understood the reflections that were upon my mind while in England.&lt;br /&gt;
But this was not until after I had told him what I understood.&lt;br /&gt;
This was in 1841 the revelation was given in&lt;br /&gt;
1843 but the doctrine was revealed before this.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok. Do you, are you catching on? Right, Brigham Young, like&lt;br /&gt;
just can&#039;t stand it, not,&lt;br /&gt;
not getting to get the credit for the doctrine that he should get the credit for it,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
Um This is what he said to Skyler&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h04m33s 01:04:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Colfax, the soon to be Vice President of the United States.&lt;br /&gt;
Kofax recorded this conversation with Brigham Young in his journal on June 17th,&lt;br /&gt;
1867 while he was visiting Utah.&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham Young brought up polygamy and said that&lt;br /&gt;
the revelations of the doctrine and covenants declared for monogamy.&lt;br /&gt;
But that polygamy was a later rev revelation commanded&lt;br /&gt;
to God commanded by God to him to Brigham&lt;br /&gt;
and a few others and permitted and advised to the to the rest of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is what um Brigham is telling Skyler&lt;br /&gt;
Colfax, right? And&lt;br /&gt;
unless,&lt;br /&gt;
unless someone wants to claim that Skyler Colfax had some motivation to lie&lt;br /&gt;
about what Brigham told him in his conversation that it recorded that evening.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, anyway, I don&#039;t want to spend too much time here. There is so much more.&lt;br /&gt;
I recommend watching those episodes. I might do more on this at some point,&lt;br /&gt;
but there is a long and extensive record that we have of polygamy showing up&lt;br /&gt;
long from these men long before they claim&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph said anything about it and recall,&lt;br /&gt;
we have all of these records from them, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Contemporaneous letters&lt;br /&gt;
and journal entries and the later admissions,&lt;br /&gt;
we have nothing like that from Joseph Smith, right?&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s nothing it would have shown up somewhere.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um&lt;br /&gt;
ok, let&#039;s go on to what else we know.&lt;br /&gt;
We also know that there was premeditation for a polygamy revelation in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
Clayton&#039;s story that it was recorded spontaneously simply because Hyrum&lt;br /&gt;
begged Joseph for it so that he could show Emma&lt;br /&gt;
is highly problematic&lt;br /&gt;
um when considered with many of these other evidences.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s go into a couple of these things according to Martha Brotherton.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, there&#039;s question about that because it only comes through John Bennett,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
if we want to take it,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s everyone&#039;s own decision whether to think the&lt;br /&gt;
Martha Brotherton story is reliable or not.&lt;br /&gt;
But according to her story,&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham had her locked in a room and after propositioning&lt;br /&gt;
um propositioning her&lt;br /&gt;
said brother Joseph has had a revelation from God that it is lawful and right for&lt;br /&gt;
a man to have two wives for as it was in the days of Abraham.&lt;br /&gt;
So it shall be in these last days and whoever is the first&lt;br /&gt;
that is willing to take up the cross will receive the greatest blessing.&lt;br /&gt;
And if you will accept of me, I will take you straight to the celestial kingdom.&lt;br /&gt;
And if you will have me in this world, I will have you in that which is to come.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok? That&#039;s interesting. None of this was included in any of um&lt;br /&gt;
the affidavits, right of what whatever those men claim to have seen.&lt;br /&gt;
So these are new hints we get into new, new insights, we get&lt;br /&gt;
that show up and make their way into 132 where as the days of Abraham and&lt;br /&gt;
right that it&#039;s anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
all of there are some more pieces here and this was in 1842 this was published in 1842.&lt;br /&gt;
So it was before&lt;br /&gt;
the revelation was written down that Brigham Young had it memorized,&lt;br /&gt;
had it like word for word well enough to be using it in his attempted seductions.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. Like Joseph hadn&#039;t written it down.&lt;br /&gt;
So how did Brigham Young have it memorized?&lt;br /&gt;
Well enough to be able to use against Martha Brotherton and to claim that it existed.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that that&#039;s interesting. And&lt;br /&gt;
you know, if Brigham Young didn&#039;t need it written down in order to convince women,&lt;br /&gt;
why did Hiram need it written down?&lt;br /&gt;
Why couldn&#039;t he just go convince Emma without having the actual rebel?&lt;br /&gt;
How is the revelation being written down&lt;br /&gt;
going to help him? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And so anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
this is just more evidence that there were claims of this revelation from Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
And I don&#039;t know when,&lt;br /&gt;
what parts of it were written down if they were or if&lt;br /&gt;
it was all just going around in the rumors and the claims.&lt;br /&gt;
But there were claims to be these revelations from this revelation from&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith that was going around and being used by the polygamists&lt;br /&gt;
in Joseph&#039;s name falsely. And while we asking why&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram would have needed the revelation written down when Brigham Young, didn&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
we should also ask, why would&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram do this at all anyway? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
Why would we just heard him speak and heard how intelligent he is?&lt;br /&gt;
Why would this like brilliant man&lt;br /&gt;
do something&lt;br /&gt;
this ridiculous? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
Hey, Joseph, I know,&lt;br /&gt;
I know it&#039;s just so plain and beautiful that Emma&lt;br /&gt;
will totally be fine with you secretly behind her back,&lt;br /&gt;
sleeping with all of her best friends and&lt;br /&gt;
sleeping with the orphan girls and the servant girls living in your home that&lt;br /&gt;
you guys are raising as your own daughters and all the rest of it.&lt;br /&gt;
She&#039;ll be totally fine. If only she can read the revelation&lt;br /&gt;
that will make it, make complete sense.&lt;br /&gt;
As soon as she sees that God is threatening her with destruction,&lt;br /&gt;
she&#039;s just going to love it.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So, you write it down and I&#039;m going to go over to Emma&#039;s little house.&lt;br /&gt;
They were living at the homestead this time. It&#039;s only that little um&lt;br /&gt;
section, the rest of it was added much later.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s a tiny little house, less than 288 square feet.&lt;br /&gt;
That is smaller than most official tiny homes.&lt;br /&gt;
Now, it&#039;s smaller than most small studio apartments. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s how big Emma&#039;s home was where she was&lt;br /&gt;
living with her and Joseph&#039;s four living Children.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h09m42s 01:09:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Also. Lucy. Joseph&#039;s mother was now an invalid and had moved in.&lt;br /&gt;
And according to these claims that I now am realizing I have&lt;br /&gt;
to dig into and see if there&#039;s any validity to them.&lt;br /&gt;
They had at least two sets of sisters living with them,&lt;br /&gt;
plus another servant and another girl with her three siblings.&lt;br /&gt;
I, I&#039;m not seeing it in this tiny little home, but in any case,&lt;br /&gt;
this would have been right at lunch time.&lt;br /&gt;
One of em,&lt;br /&gt;
Emma&#039;s busiest times trying to get lunch for&lt;br /&gt;
all of her Children stopping in from school.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. For taking care of Lucy&lt;br /&gt;
like moms and in this day and age would have been extreme&lt;br /&gt;
busy. Moms of pig families get it.&lt;br /&gt;
Now when you&#039;re racing and trying to get everything done and, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
interruptions can be difficult.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So Hyrum chooses this time of day to go over to this tiny house where&lt;br /&gt;
Emma is where all of those people would have been there because it was lunch time&lt;br /&gt;
and take at least 20 to 25 minutes to&lt;br /&gt;
read this revelation at her where she is threatened,&lt;br /&gt;
threatened with destruction.&lt;br /&gt;
Right?&lt;br /&gt;
And then strange,&lt;br /&gt;
none of these people on the middle of this busy day witnessed this in their home.&lt;br /&gt;
All of the people that would have been there.&lt;br /&gt;
No one noticed this happening, especially like let&#039;s consider.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, Hiram claims that Emma gave him, you know that she was.&lt;br /&gt;
Clayton says that she was very rebellious.&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram says that she gave him the worst talking to he&#039;d ever had in his life.&lt;br /&gt;
I wonder why if he was read. She, if she, if he actually read this incredibly&lt;br /&gt;
manipulative and threatening revelation, right?&lt;br /&gt;
The oh, so here&#039;s some more information on the home. It was a 16 by 18 Foundation&lt;br /&gt;
and there would have been that many people. And here&#039;s what it says&lt;br /&gt;
that she had her rebellious&lt;br /&gt;
Clayton at another time, calls it a temper tantrum where someone does&lt;br /&gt;
where because she was so bitter and full of resentment and anger. She gave hymn&lt;br /&gt;
the most severe talking to he had ever received in his life.&lt;br /&gt;
This is who, um, William Clayton paints&lt;br /&gt;
Emma&lt;br /&gt;
and&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram to be, this is how he, the, the, the characters that he gives us. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, that tiny little house,&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s no witness of it. Even Lucy, who was an invalid living in this home.&lt;br /&gt;
These, this wouldn&#039;t have been like&lt;br /&gt;
soundproofed walls even if it was big enough&lt;br /&gt;
288 square feet on the main floor plus 288&lt;br /&gt;
square feet for bedrooms upstairs.&lt;br /&gt;
Right? Where could this have happened?&lt;br /&gt;
And, and how could Emma have been interrupted in the middle of her day?&lt;br /&gt;
And if this happened, what would it have done to her?&lt;br /&gt;
She would be like, think, think women, right?&lt;br /&gt;
You&#039;re going to divorce your husband because he&#039;s doing&lt;br /&gt;
this and now your brother in law comes over&lt;br /&gt;
and does this too. You would be like shaking and crying the entire day.&lt;br /&gt;
You would need to talk to someone about it. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
At the very least,&lt;br /&gt;
the only mother you had your very sweet mother&lt;br /&gt;
in law who you were incredibly close to so close&lt;br /&gt;
that you spent the rest of your life living with her and take the rest of her life,&lt;br /&gt;
living with her and taking care of her, right?&lt;br /&gt;
She was the only mother Emma had and the mother of the, the dorks doing this to you,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
You would absolutely&lt;br /&gt;
like someone would have seen this happening if it could have happened.&lt;br /&gt;
The whole thing is just completely impossible. But,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, we go on to, um, like, like their marriage was so on the,&lt;br /&gt;
on the rocks that Joseph was going to give her&lt;br /&gt;
all of the property to keep her from divorcing him.&lt;br /&gt;
But she&#039;s just fine. It just goes on making lunch. Nobody sees this happening&lt;br /&gt;
and&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram did this&lt;br /&gt;
to her and yet, like,&lt;br /&gt;
really think that what that would have done to their relationship, right?&lt;br /&gt;
How think of how Emma responded to polygamists&lt;br /&gt;
both during Joseph&#039;s life and after his death,&lt;br /&gt;
Emma was not a shrinking violence. She was violent.&lt;br /&gt;
She was not afraid to speak her mind very&lt;br /&gt;
plainly as we have repeated evidence of her doing.&lt;br /&gt;
And yet&lt;br /&gt;
the baby that she gives birth to after her husband dies, she names after&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph was getting ready to leave. He was on his horse and felt uncertain.&lt;br /&gt;
So went back in and gave Emma a blessing and told her&lt;br /&gt;
name the baby. David.&lt;br /&gt;
Emma said, what if it&#039;s a girl? And Joseph said, name him David.&lt;br /&gt;
And so that&#039;s the only instruction that Joseph gave her Emma on her own,&lt;br /&gt;
named him David Hyrum.&lt;br /&gt;
After her brother in law,&lt;br /&gt;
this didn&#039;t happen. It didn&#039;t happen,&lt;br /&gt;
but even that&#039;s not all it goes on. It gets better. Despite Emma&#039;s furious reaction,&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram apparently still thought, well,&lt;br /&gt;
it didn&#039;t work with Emma but it&#039;s still so plain that of course,&lt;br /&gt;
the High Council will just love it.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll read it to them even though it&#039;s supposed to be top secret. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So a month later he does it again.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, and I&#039;ll just keep it in my pocket and start showing it all around town.&lt;br /&gt;
Just everyone promised that you won&#039;t tell anyone&lt;br /&gt;
else and won&#039;t show it to anybody else.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. We have all of these later claims of Hiram showed it to me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h14m34s 01:14:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram brought it to me. Joseph gave it to me. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
Really? Like how idiotic do we think Hiram had to be like, really think of this story?&lt;br /&gt;
We we believe Hiram is a complete idiot. Does it make sense?&lt;br /&gt;
Is there any other record in his life that he was this big of an idiot?&lt;br /&gt;
No, he was the most educated and according to some, the most intelligent&lt;br /&gt;
of these,&lt;br /&gt;
this highly intelligent family. So&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s just ridiculous that we believe this, you know, I would say&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum and Joseph weren&#039;t the ones that were idiots in all of this.&lt;br /&gt;
And you know, speaking of when I just said that it threatens Emma with destruction,&lt;br /&gt;
wouldn&#039;t that be a juicy tidbit to include&lt;br /&gt;
in your affidavit if you read this revelation&lt;br /&gt;
that literally threatened the prophet&#039;s wife with destruction&lt;br /&gt;
repeatedly if she didn&#039;t go along with it,&lt;br /&gt;
wouldn&#039;t you include that wouldn&#039;t especially Jane, a woman who did say that it,&lt;br /&gt;
it told women that they would be under condemnation if they didn&#039;t go along with it&lt;br /&gt;
under condemnation doesn&#039;t quite have the same ring as&lt;br /&gt;
destroyed, that you will be destroyed. Right? What woman would read? Section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
And in summarizing it wouldn&#039;t include the parts about being&lt;br /&gt;
destroyed and about Joseph&#039;s wife&lt;br /&gt;
specifically being threatened with destruction.&lt;br /&gt;
If she didn&#039;t go along.&lt;br /&gt;
It comes, it&#039;s in like verse 53 and later it&#039;s very close to the end.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s something that I think would stick with you and that you&lt;br /&gt;
would want to include in an affidavit if it had been there,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s why I&#039;m saying.&lt;br /&gt;
I think there were different things that were added over time,&lt;br /&gt;
different parts and pieces brought together&lt;br /&gt;
as they got the all of the part. Like now they knew the austin&lt;br /&gt;
cells affidavit and they needed to work that in.&lt;br /&gt;
They had all like you can see it all&lt;br /&gt;
being amalgamated and leaving their footprints all over it.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what makes sense. Not William Clayton&#039;s ridiculous story. OK. But&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m digressing. Let&#039;s get back into it.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ve gone over the Mar the Brotherton account and we have more than that.&lt;br /&gt;
Um This is an even less reliable account&lt;br /&gt;
because this is only from Bennett.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s the um it was published in the&lt;br /&gt;
Sangamo&lt;br /&gt;
Journal and it&#039;s the happiness letter, right? It&#039;s um&lt;br /&gt;
like, let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, and interestingly, I did want to point this out, this happiness letter from the&lt;br /&gt;
Sammo journal from John Bennett was included in the church history.&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&#039;s speech was excluded many other things we&#039;ll get into that&lt;br /&gt;
were newspaper articles published and different things were also excluded.&lt;br /&gt;
But John Bennett single journal article was included in the church history,&lt;br /&gt;
I guess because it told the right story, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It was part of the new order of things&lt;br /&gt;
and the right narrative like think how unbelievable that is&lt;br /&gt;
that Hiram Smith is scrubbed from the church history while John Bennett&lt;br /&gt;
with his testimony of traitors is included.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s an interesting thing to consider.&lt;br /&gt;
So we have um this happiness letter and I&#039;ll just read this little section of it and,&lt;br /&gt;
and I will say looking into this was interesting,&lt;br /&gt;
we have no record of this other than what John Bennett printed in the newspaper.&lt;br /&gt;
He claims that it was in the writing.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, John Bennett claims claims it was in the writing of Apostle William Richards.&lt;br /&gt;
I have to assume he means Willard Richards.&lt;br /&gt;
And um but, and so that&#039;s why people say it&#039;s in his writing, but we don&#039;t have it.&lt;br /&gt;
We don&#039;t have anything. All we have is this letter, right? And&lt;br /&gt;
all of this is really confusing.&lt;br /&gt;
Nancy Rigdon was dating one of the C was dating one of the immoral Higby brothers.&lt;br /&gt;
And so&lt;br /&gt;
there are all kinds of,&lt;br /&gt;
I&lt;br /&gt;
don&#039;t know where I guess what I&#039;m saying is this story had to go through a&lt;br /&gt;
lot of very not credible people in order to come to us as we have it.&lt;br /&gt;
So I don&#039;t know what you want to do with it. But it did include this sentence,&lt;br /&gt;
even things which might be considered abominable to all who&lt;br /&gt;
do not understand the order of heaven only in part,&lt;br /&gt;
but which in reality were right because&lt;br /&gt;
God gave and sanctioned by special revelation.&lt;br /&gt;
There it is again, the special polygamy revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
the Super secret special revelation, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I think that um let&#039;s see,&lt;br /&gt;
this mentions the special revelation that this letter several times,&lt;br /&gt;
but it doesn&#039;t give any details again, no dates, no details.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s the pattern of the polygamists.&lt;br /&gt;
They&#039;re just like they twist Jacob 230 to say God&#039;s laws are firm&lt;br /&gt;
unless right, unless God changes his mind. Like someone says there&#039;s that.&lt;br /&gt;
But in 230 no, there&#039;s not the polygamous mindset is&lt;br /&gt;
you follow God&#039;s laws unless he tells you something different.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the pattern we keep, we see repeatedly come through the polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
I can&#039;t find it anywhere from Joseph Smith. So and then we&#039;ll go on to one more.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m Catherine Lewis tells a similar story&lt;br /&gt;
in her narrative which is more credible because&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s more reliable because it doesn&#039;t come through Bennett.&lt;br /&gt;
She published it herself. This is what she said.&lt;br /&gt;
I was still strong in the faith until the plurality of wives was taught.&lt;br /&gt;
I from the first mention of it opposed it and&lt;br /&gt;
told the elder it was the doctrine of the devil.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, the elders, right?&lt;br /&gt;
But was sharp, sharply rebuked by one of the elders who said,&lt;br /&gt;
ought we not to receive everything, Joseph Saith,&lt;br /&gt;
no, said I, Joseph is a man and subject to like passions as ourselves. So again,&lt;br /&gt;
in Joseph&#039;s name said the elder,&lt;br /&gt;
this is a direct revelation immediately from heaven.&lt;br /&gt;
So there it is, again,&lt;br /&gt;
it keeps showing up this secret polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h19m54s 01:19:54]&lt;br /&gt;
revelation or these multiple secret polygamy revelations,&lt;br /&gt;
who knows how many versions there might have been&lt;br /&gt;
that keep being alluded to and&lt;br /&gt;
referred to that shows the premeditation of the polygamist that they had&lt;br /&gt;
or needed a revelation from Joseph that taught their polygamy long before.&lt;br /&gt;
Section 132 was ever written down.&lt;br /&gt;
So what should be clear by this point is that&lt;br /&gt;
there was a polygamist underground going around in Nauvoo very possibly&lt;br /&gt;
more than one because we know there was the John&lt;br /&gt;
Bennett with the Hig BS and who knows who else.&lt;br /&gt;
Um And then there was this one with Brigham Young&lt;br /&gt;
Heber C Kimball William Clayton and who knows who else?&lt;br /&gt;
Just as there were multiple counterfeiting rings.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll link a video below again where um&lt;br /&gt;
a historian talks about the multiple counterfeiting rings.&lt;br /&gt;
There might have been multiple polygamy rings&lt;br /&gt;
and the claim is that um people want, people say, well, if this was happening,&lt;br /&gt;
clearly, Joseph knew about it,&lt;br /&gt;
but I think the evidence strongly supports that he actually didn&#039;t know about,&lt;br /&gt;
he was so trusting in people that he didn&#039;t know that this was happening. Um&lt;br /&gt;
I want to say about this.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, Brigham and Hebrew and Clayton Ring,&lt;br /&gt;
it seems to have been galvanized in England,&lt;br /&gt;
which we&#039;ve talked about before and then really kind of&lt;br /&gt;
grown from there when they returned from their mission.&lt;br /&gt;
So it happened not while they were in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo by Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum. It happened when they were out on their own on their missions.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s when they really got into this and they brought it back into NAVOO.&lt;br /&gt;
And um that, that&#039;s part of the evidence that Joseph and Hyrum weren&#039;t involved.&lt;br /&gt;
It didn&#039;t come from them or through them, right? It came&lt;br /&gt;
underground beneath them and came at them.&lt;br /&gt;
So, OK, now,&lt;br /&gt;
in addition to all of the evidences from the outside claims&lt;br /&gt;
that we&#039;ve just talked about from these testimonies of these three women&lt;br /&gt;
will note that and, and just like, again,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll say that just like Robert Foster&#039;s accusation of will&lt;br /&gt;
against Willard Richards that it was him propositioning his wife.&lt;br /&gt;
These were all against the elders.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s nothing about Joseph Smith in them, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so other than the Martha Brotherton&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum Brigham bringing her, I mean, bringing her to Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
which I went over in another episode.&lt;br /&gt;
People who want to make fun of that,&lt;br /&gt;
you explain all of these things and come up with a better&lt;br /&gt;
explanation and I will be curious to hear what it is.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um OK,&lt;br /&gt;
people want to claim that all of this&lt;br /&gt;
was duplicitous and hypocritically done by Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum&lt;br /&gt;
to cover their tracks and that nobody was really in trouble unless they got caught.&lt;br /&gt;
That was really the only crime&lt;br /&gt;
that there was in polygamy getting caught.&lt;br /&gt;
So that is ludicrous for so many, so many reasons.&lt;br /&gt;
I won&#039;t take the time to go into all of them right now.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m hoping you can figure them out, we can talk about them later if not just ask,&lt;br /&gt;
but&lt;br /&gt;
show me any source or any evidence for any of that.&lt;br /&gt;
Show me anyone who says that that&#039;s really what the issue was. Show me any um&lt;br /&gt;
any letter or document, anything from Joseph or&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum or anyone else saying no, this is what you did wrong, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Like you, it&#039;s so easy to make up these claims and say no,&lt;br /&gt;
it was super secret and this is what it really was.&lt;br /&gt;
But can you at least recognize how highly speculative that&lt;br /&gt;
is and problematic because there&#039;s not a shred of evidence&lt;br /&gt;
to support it and all of the evidence&lt;br /&gt;
that we&#039;re pointing out completely contradicts it.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ve just gone over some of the evidence&lt;br /&gt;
that came from outside of the church. The testimonies of these three women who left&lt;br /&gt;
evidence of this underground polygamy ring happening.&lt;br /&gt;
Now, we&#039;re going to look at evidence that comes from inside the church,&lt;br /&gt;
from Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum themselves, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And,&lt;br /&gt;
and their reaction to it and what they tried to do&lt;br /&gt;
to end it to put it down just like William Marks&lt;br /&gt;
testified of and I know&lt;br /&gt;
people, people, if they are aware of these, um, all of this evidence,&lt;br /&gt;
they will claim, well, Joseph and Hyrum were just doing that,&lt;br /&gt;
duplicitous and hypocritically&lt;br /&gt;
they, they were just doing it to cover their tracks and they,&lt;br /&gt;
they will claim that the real problem wasn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
polygamy and, and spiritual wifey. The real problem was getting caught.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s why Joseph and Hyrum would excommunicate someone or kick them out.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s because they got caught, they weren&#039;t secret enough about it. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
That is so ludicrous for so many reasons. I won&#039;t even go into all of them.&lt;br /&gt;
But first of all, how can you get anyone involved if you don&#039;t tell them about it?&lt;br /&gt;
Right? How could&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram have read it to the High Council?&lt;br /&gt;
But then said, no, the problem is getting caught. Is it not being kept secret?&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so so ridiculous and, and dumb. But, but in addition to that,&lt;br /&gt;
I want people to acknowledge to acknowledge how highly speculative that is, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Can you show me one piece of evidence anywhere from&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph getting mad at someone for not being secretive enough or&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram for like show me anything like to,&lt;br /&gt;
to nail this down. Give me any piece of evidence to claim that this is true, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Otherwise&lt;br /&gt;
you were just speculating and how easy would it be&lt;br /&gt;
to make up any story about anyone and say,&lt;br /&gt;
oh, well, they had to keep it secret so they could I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h24m52s 01:24:52]&lt;br /&gt;
really, we need some evidence. We need something better, better than that.&lt;br /&gt;
Please be willing to look at it honestly.&lt;br /&gt;
So these are the, I just,&lt;br /&gt;
this is also just a small portion of the efforts that Joseph and Hyrum went to,&lt;br /&gt;
to try to end polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s a lot more than this, but this episode is already long.&lt;br /&gt;
So, OK, this is from Times and Seasons. February 1st 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
This is what they printed as we have&lt;br /&gt;
lately been credibly informed that an elder of the&lt;br /&gt;
church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints&lt;br /&gt;
by the name of Hiram Brown has been preaching&lt;br /&gt;
me and other faults and corrupt doctrines in the in the county of Lapira&lt;br /&gt;
State of Michigan.&lt;br /&gt;
This is to notify him and the church in general that&lt;br /&gt;
he has been cut off from the church for his iniquity.&lt;br /&gt;
And so that right there, they&#039;re not only excommunicating them,&lt;br /&gt;
they are publicly excommunicating them saying, hey, no, if you do this,&lt;br /&gt;
just like just like Hyrum said in his talk, you&#039;re gonna get cut off.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s not gonna work, it&#039;s not gonna happen. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
Then we have March 15th. They had this published in um&lt;br /&gt;
in,&lt;br /&gt;
in the newspaper to the brethren of the church of Jesus Christ&lt;br /&gt;
of Latter Day Saints living on China Creek in Hancock County.&lt;br /&gt;
Greetings.&lt;br /&gt;
Whereas Brother Richard Hewitt has called on me today to know&lt;br /&gt;
my views concerning some doctrines that are preached in your place.&lt;br /&gt;
And states to me that some of your elders say that a man having a certain priesthood&lt;br /&gt;
may have as many wives as he pleases.&lt;br /&gt;
And that, and, and that doctrine is taught here,&lt;br /&gt;
I say unto you that that man teaches false doctrine.&lt;br /&gt;
For there is no such doctrine taught here. Neither is any such thing practiced here.&lt;br /&gt;
And any man that is found teaching privately or pub&lt;br /&gt;
publicly,&lt;br /&gt;
any such doctrine is culpable and will stand a chance to be&lt;br /&gt;
brought before the High Council and lose his license and mem membership.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, remember that&#039;s repeated again by&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum in his April 8th speech. So it just keeps happening, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That just like Hyrum speech was not included in church history.&lt;br /&gt;
All of these things were edited out, they didn&#039;t want any record of it, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s go on. This is April 11th, 1844 to the elders abroad.&lt;br /&gt;
We very frequently receive letters from&lt;br /&gt;
elders and individuals abroad inquiring of us&lt;br /&gt;
whether certain statements that they hear and have written to them are true.&lt;br /&gt;
Some pertaining to John C Bennett.&lt;br /&gt;
Bennett&#039;s spiritual wife system,&lt;br /&gt;
others in regard to immoral conduct practiced&lt;br /&gt;
by individuals and sanctioned by the church.&lt;br /&gt;
And as it is possible as, as it is impossible for us to answer all of them,&lt;br /&gt;
we take this opportunity of answering them all once and for all&lt;br /&gt;
in the first place, we cannot but express our surprise.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m skipping ahead because it&#039;s long since every our surprise since every&lt;br /&gt;
species of iniquity is spoken against and exposed publicly at the stand&lt;br /&gt;
and every means made use of that possibly can be to suppress vice,&lt;br /&gt;
both religious and civil.&lt;br /&gt;
Not only so,&lt;br /&gt;
but every species of iniquity has frequently been exposed in the times and seasons&lt;br /&gt;
and as practicer and advocates held up to the&lt;br /&gt;
world as corrupt men that ought to be avoided.&lt;br /&gt;
So they can&#039;t believe they&#039;re surprised that people&lt;br /&gt;
would ask this question or believe it.&lt;br /&gt;
We are however, living in the last days a time when it is declared, if it is possible,&lt;br /&gt;
the very elect should be deceived.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to pause on that for a minute because people spell that at me saying, look,&lt;br /&gt;
the very elect are being deceived,&lt;br /&gt;
are being deceived into believing that polygamy was not of God.&lt;br /&gt;
Can you see how Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum Smith used it?&lt;br /&gt;
They said the very elect will be deceived by the&lt;br /&gt;
doctrine of polygamy that&#039;s worth pausing on and pointing out.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s really open up our minds to what it could&lt;br /&gt;
mean that the elect can be deceived by false doctrines.&lt;br /&gt;
Are we aligned with Joseph Smith and Hiram Smith or not?&lt;br /&gt;
I think that&#039;s worth worth thinking about it continues.&lt;br /&gt;
We have in our midst,&lt;br /&gt;
corrupt men who circulate corrupt principles&lt;br /&gt;
and spread their pernicious influence abroad.&lt;br /&gt;
Such men not unfrequently go abroad and prey upon the f dully of the people.&lt;br /&gt;
There are other men who are corrupt and sensual and who&lt;br /&gt;
teach corrupt principles for the sake of gratifying their sensual appetites&lt;br /&gt;
and at the at the expense and ruin of virtue and innocence,&lt;br /&gt;
such men ought to be avoided as pests to society and to&lt;br /&gt;
be frowned down with contempt by every virtuous man and woman.&lt;br /&gt;
They are reprobate concerning the faith. If they write, they write corruptly.&lt;br /&gt;
If they speak, they speak correctly.&lt;br /&gt;
They are high and lifted up and would trample&lt;br /&gt;
upon the humble and the meek and the unassuming&lt;br /&gt;
and are not afraid to teach for the commandments of God,&lt;br /&gt;
their own corrupt and devilish doctrines and principles.&lt;br /&gt;
Let no man therefore, but be deceived by them.&lt;br /&gt;
Let no man harbor them nor bid them God speed. Don&#039;t be partakers of their evil deeds.&lt;br /&gt;
If any man writes to you or preaches to you doctrines, contrary to the Bible,&lt;br /&gt;
the book of Mormon or the book of Doctrine and covenants set him down as an impostor.&lt;br /&gt;
There. It is again, the teaching that we,&lt;br /&gt;
we, we follow the commandments given in the scriptures.&lt;br /&gt;
You need not write us to know what you are to do with such men.&lt;br /&gt;
You have authority with them,&lt;br /&gt;
try them by the principles contained in the acknowledged word of God.&lt;br /&gt;
If they preach or teach or practice contrary to that dis fellowship them,&lt;br /&gt;
cut them off from among you as useless and dangerous branches.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h29m55s 01:29:55]&lt;br /&gt;
And if they are belonging to any of the quorums in the church&lt;br /&gt;
report them to the president of the quorum to which they belong.&lt;br /&gt;
If you cannot find that out.&lt;br /&gt;
If they are members of an official standing belonging to NAVOO, report them to us.&lt;br /&gt;
Follow after purity, virtue, holiness, integrity, godliness,&lt;br /&gt;
and everything that has a tendency to exalt and ennoble the human mind&lt;br /&gt;
and shun every man who teaches any other principles.&lt;br /&gt;
Do you see the consistent record that they are laying down? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s exactly the same thing except that it was scrubbed from church history.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um ok, there are so many other&lt;br /&gt;
other things we could read the entire purpose of the Relief Society,&lt;br /&gt;
the voice of innocent,&lt;br /&gt;
so many other sermons of Joseph Smith, their fight goes on and on and on.&lt;br /&gt;
So there, there is just this catalog, the more I study,&lt;br /&gt;
the more clear the picture becomes and I think&lt;br /&gt;
that would happen for anyone who really will start&lt;br /&gt;
investigating these claims.&lt;br /&gt;
So from the information we have gone over so far,&lt;br /&gt;
the following things should be clear first that there was a true&lt;br /&gt;
revelation on eternal marriage inspired by jesus&#039; statement in Luke chapter 20&lt;br /&gt;
that&lt;br /&gt;
in the resurrection, they neither are married nor are given in marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
And that Joseph taught multiple times in public just as he said, he did.&lt;br /&gt;
And that Hiram read to the High Council&lt;br /&gt;
and that parts of that&lt;br /&gt;
are included in section 132. That should be pretty clear.&lt;br /&gt;
The next thing that I hope is clear is that there were underground polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
who falsely used Joseph&#039;s name just as John Bennett had done&lt;br /&gt;
and claimed to have a revelation at least one revelation in his name&lt;br /&gt;
that included many of the elements that we also now find in&lt;br /&gt;
section 132 but that we have no record of Joseph teaching anywhere.&lt;br /&gt;
And then the third thing that should be clear is that&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph and Hyrum are both on record consistently with no exceptions,&lt;br /&gt;
trying in every possible&lt;br /&gt;
way to put down polygamy to make it&lt;br /&gt;
extraordinarily clear that it had no connection to&lt;br /&gt;
them or to the gospel and to warn&lt;br /&gt;
members from believing anything they heard about it,&lt;br /&gt;
no matter who said it, those are the things that we should know at this point, right?&lt;br /&gt;
OK. And, but, but that&#039;s not all it goes on, it gets better from here.&lt;br /&gt;
So remember the only,&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that people are still watching&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
send, send it to um starting at this point if anyone&lt;br /&gt;
thought this was too long and stopped,&lt;br /&gt;
like share it with them and tell them to keep watching from here.&lt;br /&gt;
OK. The only&lt;br /&gt;
reason that we connect 132 to Joseph Smith at&lt;br /&gt;
all is because of William Clayton&#039;s story of how it&lt;br /&gt;
came about which he told over 30 years later&lt;br /&gt;
in his 1871 letter and his 1840 74 affidavit.&lt;br /&gt;
So I need to do an entire episode on&lt;br /&gt;
William Clayton&#039;s affidavit because there is so much.&lt;br /&gt;
In fact,&lt;br /&gt;
I desperately am hoping, I&#039;m hoping that Brian Hills will come back on&lt;br /&gt;
and talk to me just about William&lt;br /&gt;
Clayton&#039;s affidavit. And then we can go through it piece by piece. So, if anyone has&lt;br /&gt;
a connection, that&#039;s, well, maybe I&#039;ll invite him back on.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m not sure if he&#039;ll say yes, but I think it would be great.&lt;br /&gt;
I really, really hope he will because I think it would be a valuable exercise.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um,&lt;br /&gt;
anyway, but let&#039;s for now, just look into a couple little piece&lt;br /&gt;
of it. These are just a few things that we can look into.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s so much more and we can just see how well it holds up.&lt;br /&gt;
So, like I said, I&#039;m ignoring things like his claim that Hiram really wanted the&lt;br /&gt;
and Thummim&lt;br /&gt;
when they didn&#039;t even have the&lt;br /&gt;
thummim&lt;br /&gt;
and um, many other things like that that should just make it, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
that should just exclude it from credibility from the beginning.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll, we&#039;ll go into a couple of other things. We&#039;ll, we&#039;ll ignore that. So he says&lt;br /&gt;
going to read just little parts of it.&lt;br /&gt;
He says on the morning of the 12th of July,&lt;br /&gt;
1843 Joseph and Hyrum Smith came into the office&lt;br /&gt;
in the upper story of the brick store,&lt;br /&gt;
they were talking on the subject of plural marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph and Hyrum were freely just talking about&lt;br /&gt;
plural marriage as they were walking through this building.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And as they went into the office, he goes on to make it clear that, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
this was a super secret topic of polygamy, but that&#039;s ok&lt;br /&gt;
because they were all alone on the upper floor. Clayton makes that quite clear.&lt;br /&gt;
There were no other people around&lt;br /&gt;
and it&#039;s very clear that for the entire three hours&lt;br /&gt;
that Clayton claims it took to write it down,&lt;br /&gt;
plus whatever time it took, either Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram together,&lt;br /&gt;
depending on which version of Clayton&#039;s were going to&lt;br /&gt;
with either Joseph and he going together or,&lt;br /&gt;
um, Clayton&#039;s later version&lt;br /&gt;
that&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum went alone and he and Joseph stayed alone together&lt;br /&gt;
in that upper store. So that&#039;s maybe another hour for him to go harass Emma with it.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So, for that entire time, there was not a single interruption.&lt;br /&gt;
They were in complete peace and quiet and solitude&lt;br /&gt;
for, um, for that entire morning. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So, first of all, let&#039;s just get into this a little bit.&lt;br /&gt;
Anybody who has been the president of any organization&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h34m54s 01:34:54]&lt;br /&gt;
knows how rare it is to have alone time without interruption&lt;br /&gt;
an entire morning without a phone call or someone knocking on your door or an email.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what that would equate to in our world or, you know, even a parent.&lt;br /&gt;
Like, how often do you even get to go to the bathroom alone? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
People need things when you&#039;re in charge of things.&lt;br /&gt;
And Joseph was in charge of a lot of things.&lt;br /&gt;
He was not only the president of the church, he was the mayor of the city.&lt;br /&gt;
So he and he was in charge of all of the land trans&lt;br /&gt;
transactions because he was at that point, the&lt;br /&gt;
trust, the interest, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He was in charge of all other business.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the prophet of God and the minister to all of the people.&lt;br /&gt;
He was also a husband and a father.&lt;br /&gt;
He would have been one of the most in demand people in all of history.&lt;br /&gt;
It would be hard to compete with how many things he was&lt;br /&gt;
in charge of responsible for and how many people would need him.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
remember Emma talks about how difficult it was&lt;br /&gt;
to ever have uninterrupted time with him.&lt;br /&gt;
She mentions for example that she never liked it when he worked in the garden because&lt;br /&gt;
everything would get trampled by all of the&lt;br /&gt;
people coming who needed to talk to Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
that entire morning magically,&lt;br /&gt;
there was nobody that needed anything and there was&lt;br /&gt;
nobody even in the upper floor of the building.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
this also is the red brick store. So I have the prices to think for a lot of this.&lt;br /&gt;
I had to do a lot of work to track things down.&lt;br /&gt;
They have a couple of their sources wrong, but I was able to find them thankfully.&lt;br /&gt;
And this, this was, this was fun to get into. So&lt;br /&gt;
this was the busiest place in town where, um,&lt;br /&gt;
all church and city business was transacted.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. It doubled as the church headquarters,&lt;br /&gt;
the city building, the,&lt;br /&gt;
and, and the store, the central store. Right. This was everything, the store.&lt;br /&gt;
So here, here&#039;s the building, I&#039;ll show it to you.&lt;br /&gt;
It was on a 40 by 23 ft foundation with a large staircase.&lt;br /&gt;
So, only about 900 square feet on each level. A little over.&lt;br /&gt;
It was just about three times bigger than Emma and Joseph&#039;s tiny homestead&lt;br /&gt;
home before they moved into the mansion house when this all happened.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And you can see in the floor plan, the bottom floor had the mercantile floor,&lt;br /&gt;
the store and the counting room, which was the bank, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And then the upper floor had the large assembly room,&lt;br /&gt;
which was where they had their church meetings.&lt;br /&gt;
It also doubled as the church house at this point, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And then there were the two tiny little offices, Joseph Smith&#039;s office.&lt;br /&gt;
One is Martin as the store room, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s where um William Clayton claims they were&lt;br /&gt;
that there was no one in the assembly room,&lt;br /&gt;
no one in the store room,&lt;br /&gt;
no one. And this is where they would have done all of the land deeds.&lt;br /&gt;
All tiding would have been paid&lt;br /&gt;
all. Um Oh, it was so much more. I have a list but um&lt;br /&gt;
um records made all of the licenses given by when the elders needed licenses.&lt;br /&gt;
We, we&#039;ll get into that a little bit and on and on and on.&lt;br /&gt;
Any official church or city or financial business had to be done&lt;br /&gt;
in these,&lt;br /&gt;
in these little offices. This is where all of it was, was done.&lt;br /&gt;
Also, it&#039;s where all of the church records were kept.&lt;br /&gt;
So Nauvoo was one of the fastest growing cities in&lt;br /&gt;
all of Illinois and not only with all church and&lt;br /&gt;
city business and land business done, but also at this time,&lt;br /&gt;
Willard Richards and WW Phelps would have been&lt;br /&gt;
employed full time in those offices every day,&lt;br /&gt;
writing the history of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s where they were working, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Plus we know from the records that I found some records that show that&lt;br /&gt;
the city recorder James Sloan was also there and who knows who else?&lt;br /&gt;
So this idea that they were there alone is already dead in the water. They weren&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
But you know that, that maybe everyone was sick&lt;br /&gt;
that day. Like&lt;br /&gt;
what are we going to come up with now?&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, we can see&lt;br /&gt;
that we have because of the Joseph Smith papers,&lt;br /&gt;
we can see the official business that was transacted that&lt;br /&gt;
day and it actually was a pretty busy day.&lt;br /&gt;
In addition to the revelation being received in the morning,&lt;br /&gt;
we have three licenses for elders being written.&lt;br /&gt;
Most days have like two, maybe&lt;br /&gt;
three entries on average. There are some with more, some without any.&lt;br /&gt;
But this day had seven entries written which is a pretty busy day.&lt;br /&gt;
So three of them were the licenses for elders and then we had the revelation.&lt;br /&gt;
Then this is interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
There were two very big and very important land deeds that were written this day.&lt;br /&gt;
One is the very well known landy to Emma for 10th. Well, to Emma and her Children,&lt;br /&gt;
$10,000 that if my counting was correct,&lt;br /&gt;
I was doing this really late at night last night, but&lt;br /&gt;
they were deeded 563 lots.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I think a, a block is four lots.&lt;br /&gt;
So the deed gave them 563 lots for Emma and her Children for $10,000.&lt;br /&gt;
That land deed was transacted.&lt;br /&gt;
William Clayton claimed it was to keep Emma from divorcing Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok. Again, I&#039;ve mentioned it before&lt;br /&gt;
when a wife threatens to divorce a husband, the husband doesn&#039;t say, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
then let me give you not only all of my property&lt;br /&gt;
but all of the property of the church and the city.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
right now now you can divorce me.&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h39m55s 01:39:55]&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so dumb.&lt;br /&gt;
A man would protect himself,&lt;br /&gt;
not just give everything to his wife if she was wanting to divorce him.&lt;br /&gt;
Right? And,&lt;br /&gt;
and not to mention when in this busy day,&lt;br /&gt;
did they have time to come up with that and to get it done?&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ve gone into that before, but there&#039;s a lot more to go into.&lt;br /&gt;
But that wasn&#039;t the only land deed that was transacted that&lt;br /&gt;
day there was a much lesser known but equally important one to&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
also for $10,000 deed became over 100 96 acres and 54 lots.&lt;br /&gt;
Hm. That&#039;s interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
I wonder if Hyrum was going to divorce Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
too and Joseph was trying to keep him happy,&lt;br /&gt;
or is it possible that there&#039;s a different explanation for&lt;br /&gt;
both of these very similar land deeds for the same&lt;br /&gt;
amount of money one granted to Emma and her Children,&lt;br /&gt;
one granted to&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram for on the very same day,&lt;br /&gt;
maybe that&#039;s something we should consider.&lt;br /&gt;
And I will get into that when we do our episode on&lt;br /&gt;
land deeds. So that&#039;s a good thing to note.&lt;br /&gt;
But there&#039;s more, it gets better because guess what?&lt;br /&gt;
One day before on July 11th,&lt;br /&gt;
a school opened in the assembly hall like you can&#039;t make this stuff up.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s like the Lord is just leaving us all of these golden&lt;br /&gt;
nuggets to find everywhere to help in this because this gets ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;
William Clayton claimed they were all alone.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ve already shown how impossible that was.&lt;br /&gt;
But this is the best part of all a school&lt;br /&gt;
that according to other records had 30 Children in it&lt;br /&gt;
was in session their second day of school. These were wooden steps and wood&lt;br /&gt;
benches and wooden chairs and tables, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It would have been so noisy with all of&lt;br /&gt;
these kids excited on their second day of school.&lt;br /&gt;
Plus the coal there,&lt;br /&gt;
the teachers would all have been there in the assembly hall right&lt;br /&gt;
next to the tiny offices that would have had the church recorders,&lt;br /&gt;
the, um, the historians, the, all of the business being done,&lt;br /&gt;
all of this would have been happening&lt;br /&gt;
this morning that William Clayton claims that they had all to themselves,&lt;br /&gt;
silence and solitude.&lt;br /&gt;
I think this is just delightful to when I had&lt;br /&gt;
to look through several newspapers to find this actual announcement,&lt;br /&gt;
but it&#039;s just beautiful and so fun.&lt;br /&gt;
And there&#039;s more, this school was so loud that they eventually get kicked out.&lt;br /&gt;
A few months later, there are so many complaints that Willard Richards tells them,&lt;br /&gt;
tells Joseph that he has to tell them that they&lt;br /&gt;
have to leave because they can&#039;t do their work.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s way too distracting to have the school there. So&lt;br /&gt;
that, that&#039;s like Joseph says, we need the room back. This is not working.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s how chaotic this this was the morning that&lt;br /&gt;
William Clayton claimed that the revelation was received.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok?&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that people are really hearing this and considering it, these are big things,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
As we&#039;ve said, it&#039;s hard to tell good lies.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s hard to tell.&lt;br /&gt;
Like truth has a way of just coming out eventually when we&lt;br /&gt;
get access to all of the records as we have now.&lt;br /&gt;
So yet again,&lt;br /&gt;
what we&#039;ve already laid out should be more&lt;br /&gt;
than enough to disprove this entire thing,&lt;br /&gt;
but there&#039;s more so we&#039;re gonna keep going on.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um going back to Clayton&#039;s now, I hope we can see it as amusing account.&lt;br /&gt;
I think we should all just read William Clayton with a little smile and a little pat&lt;br /&gt;
on the head from now on for the poor little man trying to tell his big stories.&lt;br /&gt;
But anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
um this is, he goes on after saying that,&lt;br /&gt;
um Hyrum received that terrible talking to and he came back and Joseph said,&lt;br /&gt;
you don&#039;t know Emma like I do,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph then put the revelation in his pocket and they both left the office.&lt;br /&gt;
The revelation was read to several of the authorities during the day.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, can we pause and ask when, how, how did this happen?&lt;br /&gt;
You can look and see in Joseph&#039;s journal that he had several other what we call&lt;br /&gt;
journal that he had several other appointments throughout that day.&lt;br /&gt;
There were all of these transactions that you be done.&lt;br /&gt;
He had to work everything out with Emma, right? So&lt;br /&gt;
in, in Clayton&#039;s version,&lt;br /&gt;
the like the revelation was the only thing happening that day.&lt;br /&gt;
And this incredibly busy bustling city with Joseph Smith who had&lt;br /&gt;
all of these responsibilities and a marriage on the rocks.&lt;br /&gt;
But you know, he, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
he had to go figure out with her somehow how they could make the land transaction,&lt;br /&gt;
solve the problem according to one version of Clayton&#039;s and anyway on and on and on.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
they,&lt;br /&gt;
they spent the rest of the day showing&lt;br /&gt;
the revelation to other important church officials.&lt;br /&gt;
And then um he goes on to say, well, and then he explains that that evening.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
um Bishop Whitney asked if he could have a copy of me made and, and&lt;br /&gt;
Kingsbury made a copy that evening,&lt;br /&gt;
which according if you put all of those records together,&lt;br /&gt;
Kingsbury claims that took him under an hour, which is interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
I dare anyone to try to copy section 132&lt;br /&gt;
in perfect penmanship in under an hour even in bad penmanship.&lt;br /&gt;
And um&lt;br /&gt;
and, and, but it is, if you look at Kingsbury&#039;s copy,&lt;br /&gt;
you think that was made in under an hour.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h44m56s 01:44:56]&lt;br /&gt;
But then&lt;br /&gt;
um Helen Mar&lt;br /&gt;
Kimball claims that her&lt;br /&gt;
husband Horace Whitney made in made a copy of it in winter quarters&lt;br /&gt;
and she says it took him the entire day and into the night.&lt;br /&gt;
So all of these things are interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s so much more I want to get into, but I have to just stay on task. So,&lt;br /&gt;
ok, anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
two or three days,&lt;br /&gt;
this is going back to Clayton&#039;s record two&lt;br /&gt;
or three days after the revelation was written,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph related to me and several others that&lt;br /&gt;
Emma had so teased and urgently entreated him.&lt;br /&gt;
Just listen to him. Always getting these digs in against Emma.&lt;br /&gt;
She had so teased and urgently entreated him for the privilege of destroying it&lt;br /&gt;
that he became so weary of her teasing and to get rid of her annoyance,&lt;br /&gt;
he told her she might destroy it&lt;br /&gt;
and she had done so,&lt;br /&gt;
but he had consented to her wish in this matter, to pacify her,&lt;br /&gt;
realizing that he knew the revelation perfectly and&lt;br /&gt;
could rewrite it at any time if necessary.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, there&#039;s that right?&lt;br /&gt;
So less than two or three days after it was&lt;br /&gt;
received or two or three days after it was received,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph told Kingsbury that he had let Emma destroy it,&lt;br /&gt;
but it didn&#039;t matter because he could write it down any time.&lt;br /&gt;
And then he goes on to say the copy made by Joseph C.&lt;br /&gt;
Kingsbury was carefully preserved by Bishop Whitney.&lt;br /&gt;
And but few knew of its existence until winter quarters in 1846 right?&lt;br /&gt;
And then we get the claims about Brigham keeping&lt;br /&gt;
it hidden in his desk all those years,&lt;br /&gt;
his desk that&lt;br /&gt;
hadn&#039;t even crossed the plains because he hadn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
yet crossed the plains and he hadn&#039;t built&lt;br /&gt;
his office and he hadn&#039;t ordered his desk and had it shipped across the plains,&lt;br /&gt;
which then he had to put it in. But apparently&lt;br /&gt;
the revelation was just sitting in his desk all&lt;br /&gt;
of those years since it was first copied by,&lt;br /&gt;
since he first got it in winter quarters from Bishop Whitney, apparently, right.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s get back to the important part of this, right? There are&lt;br /&gt;
the revelation according.&lt;br /&gt;
So Clayton is the authoritative source that we rely&lt;br /&gt;
on for all of our information about polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
So we should listen to him when he says&lt;br /&gt;
that and,&lt;br /&gt;
and Brigham repeats over the stand and&lt;br /&gt;
everyone knows that Emma destroyed the revelation.&lt;br /&gt;
And Clayton lets us know that she just, that Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
that she destroyed it in less than two or three days after it was received.&lt;br /&gt;
Right?&lt;br /&gt;
So that made me start thinking&lt;br /&gt;
if Emma destroyed the only known copy and the other copy&lt;br /&gt;
was just secretly kept safe and nobody knew about it.&lt;br /&gt;
What exactly did Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
have to go across the street to get and bring back to read to the High Council&lt;br /&gt;
as Tommy Boy would say. Hm, that&#039;s a mystery, right?&lt;br /&gt;
What was it that&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum read?&lt;br /&gt;
What was it that the law that Hyrum brought to the laws that they kept overnight?&lt;br /&gt;
What revelation did they have to make their affidavits affidavits based on,&lt;br /&gt;
if we&#039;re relying both on William Clayton&lt;br /&gt;
and on the laws and the cows to all be telling the truth, someone explain this to me.&lt;br /&gt;
Clayton tells us the revelation was destroyed&lt;br /&gt;
and yet Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
read it&lt;br /&gt;
and&lt;br /&gt;
the laws kept it and, and, oh, I really,&lt;br /&gt;
really wanted to go into all of the claims about&lt;br /&gt;
the affidavit going through the Temple Lot is hysterical,&lt;br /&gt;
going through&lt;br /&gt;
the um testimonies given there,&lt;br /&gt;
but I had to limit it because it&#039;s already really long.&lt;br /&gt;
But hopefully, I, I just want to do another episode on&lt;br /&gt;
just the Temple Lot claims about section 132 about the manuscript.&lt;br /&gt;
They are delightful. It&#039;s so fun to read them. If you really want to be amused,&lt;br /&gt;
you can spend hours just laughing at the storm at these people telling their story.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s really, really funny. So,&lt;br /&gt;
anyway, I think that&#039;s a valid question right there.&lt;br /&gt;
Can someone please explain that to me? Who are we disbelieving&lt;br /&gt;
in what part of it and why?&lt;br /&gt;
And based on what,&lt;br /&gt;
how do you justify picking and choosing what&lt;br /&gt;
you believe from all of these different people&lt;br /&gt;
when we have a consistent record?&lt;br /&gt;
A&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&#039;s version gives us a consistent record that&lt;br /&gt;
stands up with all of the contemporaneous evidence,&lt;br /&gt;
stands up with all of the hard evidence, like no Children,&lt;br /&gt;
no records or notes or letters or journal entries anywhere, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It is consistent all the way through everything else is a giant mass&lt;br /&gt;
of lies that should be so obvious and so clear to anybody.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
there, there&#039;s the next piece according to Clayton,&lt;br /&gt;
the revelation was destroyed before July 15th.&lt;br /&gt;
So exactly someone needs to tell me exactly what Hiram would have&lt;br /&gt;
had to show all around town and to read on August 12th.&lt;br /&gt;
I I will, I will look forward to hearing your responses.&lt;br /&gt;
So now that hopefully we have proven&lt;br /&gt;
that Clayton&#039;s entire claim is utterly impossible.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h49m42s 01:49:42]&lt;br /&gt;
I won&#039;t even say implausible. I will say impossible.&lt;br /&gt;
He can&#039;t have been telling the truth.&lt;br /&gt;
We can go on to look at what evidence we can find of what was the truth&lt;br /&gt;
and what actually did happen.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, I&#039;ll remind you, Brigham Young had the revelation kept safely in his law&lt;br /&gt;
to desk until August 1852 18 52/8 years after Joseph&#039;s death&lt;br /&gt;
and five years after settling in Brigham Young in, in Utah,&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham Young called a special conference where the revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
the secret polygamy revelation that we&#039;ve been hearing&lt;br /&gt;
about from the elders all of these years in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
It was finally revealed for the very first time.&lt;br /&gt;
And here&#039;s his explanation of where it came from.&lt;br /&gt;
This revelation has been in my possession many years and who has known it?&lt;br /&gt;
None but those who should know it.&lt;br /&gt;
I keep a patent lock on my desk and there does not anything leak out that should not.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s funny because apparently a few things leaked out that Brigham&lt;br /&gt;
didn&#039;t want to leak out that he didn&#039;t intend to have leaked.&lt;br /&gt;
Jason Briggs made a serious study of the claims of Joseph&#039;s polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s the one that wrote the paper that I&#039;ll link to. It&#039;s called&lt;br /&gt;
um the basis of Brimm&lt;br /&gt;
polygamy, a criticism upon the so called Revelation of July 12th, 1843.&lt;br /&gt;
And so in that paper where he studied this in depth,&lt;br /&gt;
he reported that WW Phelps said from the stand,&lt;br /&gt;
speaking about the secret polygamy revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
we were some 10 and 10 or 12 days in writing it. I wrote some of it.&lt;br /&gt;
So he&#039;s quoting&lt;br /&gt;
WW Phelps as accidentally oops letting the cat out of the bag.&lt;br /&gt;
Now, if anyone wants to in these sources, I&#039;m using here,&lt;br /&gt;
um write them off because they&#039;re R LDS.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, I want to restate what I stated before.&lt;br /&gt;
They were right on all of their sources that we&lt;br /&gt;
have since verified that we were saying they&#039;re wrong on.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think we should give them the benefit of the doubt&lt;br /&gt;
and also see what seems to make sense. So that&#039;s the first piece.&lt;br /&gt;
And then, um,&lt;br /&gt;
and then I do want to say this, this is sometimes the case, right that&lt;br /&gt;
um that not all of the brethren were as tight lipped at and,&lt;br /&gt;
and careful about keeping the secrets of the new&lt;br /&gt;
order of things as Brigham wanted them to be,&lt;br /&gt;
for example,&lt;br /&gt;
when Orson Pratt reprinted Lucy Mac book that Lucy Mac Smith&#039;s book that,&lt;br /&gt;
that just sent Brigham Young into apoplexies.&lt;br /&gt;
He was so angry about that and, and just ripped him a new one in the newspaper. Anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s kind of funny to see&lt;br /&gt;
how these things happened again.&lt;br /&gt;
It wasn&#039;t Joseph Smith who kept, tried to keep this type of control that was Brigham&lt;br /&gt;
Young.&lt;br /&gt;
And so,&lt;br /&gt;
um I&#039;m certain that they weren&#039;t eager to publish&lt;br /&gt;
or keep records of all of these things happening.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s not surprising that we don&#039;t find them from the, from the, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
from our church history,&lt;br /&gt;
but we can find them in other places. And so&lt;br /&gt;
this is, this showed up in the journal of discourses.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, let&#039;s see, there was something else I wanted to read.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, here it is. This is from Charles Derry. So yeah, I knew I had another source.&lt;br /&gt;
He was a member of the church who came west to Utah and followed Brigham Young,&lt;br /&gt;
but then later converted to the R LDS church.&lt;br /&gt;
And he wrote his autobiography.&lt;br /&gt;
This is what he says from, from his time in Utah, the information he had. Joseph F.&lt;br /&gt;
Smith says the revelation on polygamy was given at different times.&lt;br /&gt;
WW Phelps says he&lt;br /&gt;
part of it also that Brigham and Joseph wrote part of it exactly what we are claiming,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
And that Clayton wrote part of it while Clayton swears, he wrote all of it.&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham Young says Phelps lies. So&lt;br /&gt;
that sounds to be about, about accurate, right?&lt;br /&gt;
You can see all of that happening because we have clearly established&lt;br /&gt;
that this was a conglomeration made up afterward in Utah when they,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re going through and changing and fixing everything,&lt;br /&gt;
altering it to make it a fit what Brigham Young called the New Order of things.&lt;br /&gt;
They clearly did this with section 132 as well. So I am thinking that these um&lt;br /&gt;
reports from Briggs and Derry are something to listen to.&lt;br /&gt;
And so what,&lt;br /&gt;
what I was going to say is I&#039;m certain that they&lt;br /&gt;
weren&#039;t eager to keep or publish records of these things,&lt;br /&gt;
but I was able to find a,&lt;br /&gt;
a couple of references in the complete&lt;br /&gt;
teachings of discourses of Brigham Young volume&lt;br /&gt;
two that I think maybe um could give us some verification of this.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
this is from page uh this is from July 9th 1854.&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham said brother Phelps takes from the third heaven and the lowest&lt;br /&gt;
hell and throw them all out of his mouth at a time.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
so this would be in keeping with Brigham being unhappy.&lt;br /&gt;
We don&#039;t, we don&#039;t get the reference for what Brigham is unhappy with Phelps about.&lt;br /&gt;
But it sounds to me like it could be about this revelation because he takes from&lt;br /&gt;
heaven and from hell and spews them all out of his mouth at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;
So Phelps could have been talking about the revelation and saying, hey,&lt;br /&gt;
it took us about 10 to 12 days to write it and I wrote part of it&lt;br /&gt;
and then, um apparently he was still in the doghouse a few days later,&lt;br /&gt;
a week later on July 9th.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Brigham said I have no evidence that&lt;br /&gt;
brother Phelps has done anything wrong except drinking.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
again, I couldn&#039;t find references to tell me what these statements are about.&lt;br /&gt;
So unless some more experienced knowledgeable historian wants to tell me&lt;br /&gt;
why Brigham was saying these things about Phelps.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=01h55m08s 01:55:08]&lt;br /&gt;
I think it&#039;s fair to at least consider whether it might be that&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham is reacting to Phelps letting the cat out of the bag.&lt;br /&gt;
This was early, it was 1854 when they would have been talking about it before,&lt;br /&gt;
it would have been all shut down and locked up and&lt;br /&gt;
everyone knew for sure that these things were not to be talked about.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was the actual secret that needed to be kept. It wasn&#039;t the, the Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum polygamy wasn&#039;t the secret that needed to be kept in Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
It was the secret of coming up with the revelation&lt;br /&gt;
and changing the history and editing it all out.&lt;br /&gt;
That was the secret that needed to be kept a little bit later on. So&lt;br /&gt;
I think that um that is an interesting and fun point to consider that the&lt;br /&gt;
Utah Mormons did acknowledge and admit that they had come up with a revelation.&lt;br /&gt;
So um OK, there we&#039;re gonna go on to more.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s more because this is the piece I was saving for the end.&lt;br /&gt;
This is the real red meat of this entire episode that&lt;br /&gt;
it I think is the serious death blow to&lt;br /&gt;
the belief that the novel Expo&lt;br /&gt;
Expositor affidavits proved that section 132 in Joseph&#039;s Day.&lt;br /&gt;
I think this will show that they prove exactly&lt;br /&gt;
the opposite.&lt;br /&gt;
So in addition to everything we&#039;ve already covered that&lt;br /&gt;
all of this was gotten up by the elders,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
As is said,&lt;br /&gt;
um I hope we can at least agree on this central piece.&lt;br /&gt;
Even if you want to throw everything else out&lt;br /&gt;
that William Law&#039;s voice matters. It&#039;s important, right?&lt;br /&gt;
We should listen to what William Law says,&lt;br /&gt;
particularly those who want to claim that his affidavit is valid and that&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s important that the novel expositor should be relied on as good evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
William Law just to paint it out again,&lt;br /&gt;
he was the primary conspirator behind the expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the counselor to Joseph Smith in the first presidency.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the president of the new church.&lt;br /&gt;
They were organizing the true church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the clear leader of the conspirators.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the most successful and the wealthiest.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the most connected politically.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the one that wrote almost the entire expositor. He was the only&lt;br /&gt;
the expositor conspirator who included his affidavit.&lt;br /&gt;
Two of the three critical affidavits we&#039;re talking about come from him and his wife&lt;br /&gt;
and he gave by far the most testimony in the years afterward.&lt;br /&gt;
And so we are basing all of all of this on his testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s why we should be able to agree that what he says&lt;br /&gt;
matters that his voice is extremely important to this entire discussion.&lt;br /&gt;
So here&#039;s the big reveal,&lt;br /&gt;
William Law,&lt;br /&gt;
the critical figure in the entire expositor&lt;br /&gt;
story himself completely disproves this claim.&lt;br /&gt;
So you&#039;ll recall at the end of episode one,&lt;br /&gt;
the 15 minute part I added where I was talking about the William Law Journal,&lt;br /&gt;
which if you haven&#039;t like William Law&#039;s supposed journal,&lt;br /&gt;
if you haven&#039;t listened to that,&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that you&#039;ll go back and listen to it that at least that last 15 minutes,&lt;br /&gt;
if not the entire episode.&lt;br /&gt;
But um&lt;br /&gt;
I mentioned at the end of that, that he wrote three letters and gave one interview&lt;br /&gt;
in 1887 that are very important resources for us to consider. He wrote them to dr&lt;br /&gt;
We,&lt;br /&gt;
he had written a book about the Mormons&lt;br /&gt;
and William William Law wrote to him to congratulate him on the&lt;br /&gt;
book and to correct some things mainly in large part to say,&lt;br /&gt;
no, Joseph never propositioned Jane.&lt;br /&gt;
And to say, I don&#039;t even want to be attached to this anymore.&lt;br /&gt;
But mainly it was that Joseph did not proposition Jane.&lt;br /&gt;
So that, that is the one thing that should be thrown out.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, if that had happened, wouldn&#039;t it have been included in the affidavits?&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s more on that, that we&#039;ll get into next, next episode with William Law. And&lt;br /&gt;
um Austin&lt;br /&gt;
Cell&#039;s important things to consider that they just happened to&lt;br /&gt;
leave out of their affidavits if they had actually happened,&lt;br /&gt;
if the polygamy narrative is true.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, let&#039;s go on to that interview.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
I will quote, when I will quote from the interview, when um&lt;br /&gt;
doctor we&lt;br /&gt;
asked William Law about the revelation. This is what he said.&lt;br /&gt;
I was astonished to see in your book that the revelation was such a long document.&lt;br /&gt;
I remember distinctly distinctly as capitalized&lt;br /&gt;
that the original Given Me by Hiram was much shorter, also capitalized.&lt;br /&gt;
I remember distinctly that the original&lt;br /&gt;
me by&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum was much shorter. It covered not more than two or three pages of Fool&#039;s cap.&lt;br /&gt;
The contents are substantially the same,&lt;br /&gt;
but there was not the theological introduction.&lt;br /&gt;
The thing consisted simply in the command of doing it.&lt;br /&gt;
And that command was restricted to the high priesthood and to virgins and widows.&lt;br /&gt;
But as to Joseph himself, the Lord&#039;s chosen servant,&lt;br /&gt;
it was restricted to virgins only to clean vessels from&lt;br /&gt;
which to procure a pure seed to the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
OK. Did you hear that?&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s first go over a couple of things because people are&lt;br /&gt;
really interested in finding similarities between the affidavits and 132.&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s compare this.&lt;br /&gt;
There is nothing like this. In 132 widows are never mentioned. The high priesthood.&lt;br /&gt;
I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
the priesthood is mentioned but not the night the high priesthood clean vessels,&lt;br /&gt;
pure seed to the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=02h00m22s 02:00:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Restriction to only virgins. None of that is mentioned. And can I&lt;br /&gt;
repeat, need I repeat,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith had no Children which all of these people&lt;br /&gt;
writing at this time were claiming that he had Children,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s, it&#039;s now that we know definitively that he did not. I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
the cons,&lt;br /&gt;
the polygamy conspirators knew that because they knew&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph and Hyrum hadn&#039;t been polygamous,&lt;br /&gt;
but they still were trying to make the case.&lt;br /&gt;
So and, and then all of the anti&lt;br /&gt;
worm were absolutely certain that Joseph had Children all over the&lt;br /&gt;
place because they had no clue what they were talking about.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. So&lt;br /&gt;
anyway, so not none of that is anywhere but I want to repeat this.&lt;br /&gt;
I was astonished to see the, that the revelation was such a long document.&lt;br /&gt;
I remember distinctly that the original was much shorter.&lt;br /&gt;
It covered not more than two or three pages.&lt;br /&gt;
So the interviewer himself, his name is Wilhelm Ritter von&lt;br /&gt;
Weedle&lt;br /&gt;
said of the interview,&lt;br /&gt;
his statement of the false revelation on polygamy is&lt;br /&gt;
interesting as showing that it was tinkered up afterwards.&lt;br /&gt;
Yep. Exactly. Even the interviewer gets it.&lt;br /&gt;
Even the anti Mormon writer gets what happened, right. We have so many voices.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to do another episode on all of the&lt;br /&gt;
19th century voices knew that this was the case like Skyler&lt;br /&gt;
Colfax and Doctor we&lt;br /&gt;
and so many others.&lt;br /&gt;
And this is why right here like this is why you can&#039;t make these&lt;br /&gt;
huge sweeping certain claims without doing the&lt;br /&gt;
work without digging deeper into it.&lt;br /&gt;
So for anyone who has been set on the claim that the&lt;br /&gt;
expositor affidavits prove the legitimacy of 132 and Joseph&#039;s involvement in poly&lt;br /&gt;
polygamy,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll put it in legal terms for you if that&lt;br /&gt;
will help your own star witness just destroyed your case.&lt;br /&gt;
Like it&#039;s over.&lt;br /&gt;
I cannot for the life of me figure out how historians&lt;br /&gt;
or anyone else justify completely ignoring this very important source.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to hear what their explanation is because what he says is&lt;br /&gt;
exactly what we are showing in the rest of this entire episode.&lt;br /&gt;
And there&#039;s so much more evidence that I couldn&#039;t include&lt;br /&gt;
to show us that. Yes. Section 132 what we have is a CRE is a Utah creation that&lt;br /&gt;
in&lt;br /&gt;
different parts and pieces.&lt;br /&gt;
A true revelation from Joseph and these&lt;br /&gt;
false claims going around by the polygamists,&lt;br /&gt;
conglomerated them all together and,&lt;br /&gt;
and pulled it out&lt;br /&gt;
in 1852.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s exactly what happened.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think it&#039;s so clear and so if we need to go into this anymore,&lt;br /&gt;
how could this 2 to 3 page document&lt;br /&gt;
that William Law claimed that he had and read? How could that be? Section 132?&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s go over just&lt;br /&gt;
a little bit of. They always like to talk about the Providence of 132.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll talk about some of the history. The Providence of 132.&lt;br /&gt;
Clayton testified that the original was 10 pages.&lt;br /&gt;
Kingsbury&#039;s copy. The one that we still have is eight pages. Oh and um guess what?&lt;br /&gt;
Surprise Willard Richards also made a copy.&lt;br /&gt;
We don&#039;t talk about that yet because they haven&#039;t yet woven&lt;br /&gt;
that into the narrative to figure out how it uh what,&lt;br /&gt;
what they, what they should say about that.&lt;br /&gt;
But his flawless copy is seven pages&lt;br /&gt;
and the Virgin&lt;br /&gt;
in our current Doctrine and covenants is eight pages.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
how could that be the 2 to 3 page document,&lt;br /&gt;
especially when William La himself says it was a lot shorter.&lt;br /&gt;
The one I had was a lot shorter.&lt;br /&gt;
And the interviewer acknowledges that it was tinkered up afterward.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that this is important and should be acknowledged.&lt;br /&gt;
And I&#039;ll also point out that James Whitehead&lt;br /&gt;
who was the actual clerk of Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
William Clayton was a wannabe.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s all he was, was a water be he never,&lt;br /&gt;
he never wrote any revelation for Joseph Smith ever, right?&lt;br /&gt;
But he liked to claim that he was important.&lt;br /&gt;
But um James Whitehead&#039;s testimony lines&lt;br /&gt;
up perfectly with William Law&#039;s testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
He says that he saw a revelation in winter quarters but that it had&lt;br /&gt;
nothing to do with polygamy and that it was two or three pages.&lt;br /&gt;
So he might have seen um&lt;br /&gt;
the true revelation that Joseph had that was floating around at some point.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
But in any case, we have multiple testimonies from critical key figures saying&lt;br /&gt;
that what they saw&lt;br /&gt;
in um either Joseph&#039;s life or shortly after his death was not the same&lt;br /&gt;
as what was presented as the revelation in 1852 and what is now contained&lt;br /&gt;
in the doctrine and covenants.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s see if there&#039;s anything else I need to talk about.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, there is, but I&#039;m going to save the rest for next week.&lt;br /&gt;
We have to still get into things like&lt;br /&gt;
the motivations and problems with Austin&lt;br /&gt;
cells. Oh, I want to talk about some other&lt;br /&gt;
witnesses that people hold in high esteem like Leonard soy,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s going to be a fun one.&lt;br /&gt;
There are many other things to talk about&lt;br /&gt;
also still going into the entire expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCjAOUxNzso&amp;amp;amp;t=02h05m20s 02:05:20]&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know where I&#039;m going to go because this has been exhausting.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll see where I go to next. But those are all on&lt;br /&gt;
the, um, stove waiting to be done.&lt;br /&gt;
I know people might think that I just talk a big game.&lt;br /&gt;
But I hope that I&#039;ve shown you that I don&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t claim I have things if I don&#039;t have them.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s been really hard to want to get this out so urgently&lt;br /&gt;
and to have to work so hard to put it in a format that it could be um&lt;br /&gt;
you know, delivered and hopefully consumed and absorbed.&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that you guys are able to understand all of these pieces and&lt;br /&gt;
recognize that this is just what I chose to include in this episode.&lt;br /&gt;
There is so much more. So I want to close though with, with just saying this,&lt;br /&gt;
I,&lt;br /&gt;
I want to make an invitation a sincere genuine. I&#039;m not being&lt;br /&gt;
arrogant or like like sarcastic at all.&lt;br /&gt;
Every single one of us believed that Joseph was a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
Many of us myself included,&lt;br /&gt;
believed that polygamy was of God because that was the information we had, right?&lt;br /&gt;
We were told that and we were shown that side of&lt;br /&gt;
the argument and only shown that side of the information.&lt;br /&gt;
So there is no shame in believing that Joseph was a polygamist. None at all.&lt;br /&gt;
We all did it because we have to base our beliefs on the evidence. We have.&lt;br /&gt;
The question is the question, isn&#039;t, did you, did you ever believe this?&lt;br /&gt;
The question is,&lt;br /&gt;
are you willing to follow the evidence when new evidence is presented?&lt;br /&gt;
Are you really seeking truth or are you just um ideologically possessed&lt;br /&gt;
and seeking to just prove your narrative despite further evidence coming forward?&lt;br /&gt;
So I, I just want to declare that there is no,&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s absolutely no room for like I told you.&lt;br /&gt;
So you&#039;re certainly never going to get one from me.&lt;br /&gt;
I know that I tease a little bit because people have come at me so hard,&lt;br /&gt;
but I promise you that I will never try to thumb someone down who,&lt;br /&gt;
who looks at this evidence and goes, wow, I hadn&#039;t seen that before.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s a really good case. I may need to reconsider my conclusions.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s exactly what we should all be doing all the time.&lt;br /&gt;
So I hope that people will consider&lt;br /&gt;
doing that, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
looking seriously at this evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
If there are other things that you that still are holding&lt;br /&gt;
you up or that feel like hang ups like maybe Leonard soy&lt;br /&gt;
or,&lt;br /&gt;
or I hope I hope no one will ever again&lt;br /&gt;
bring up to be Buckeye&#039;s lament as if that is some sort of proof of Joseph&#039;s polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh my gosh, like, like no more of this weak, weak sauce stuff.&lt;br /&gt;
But if there&#039;s anything that you have that&#039;s genuinely holding you back,&lt;br /&gt;
please let me know and let&#039;s dig into it.&lt;br /&gt;
I,&lt;br /&gt;
I have changed very publicly changed my stance multiple times&lt;br /&gt;
to my own expense. I have lost credibility in different um groups of people.&lt;br /&gt;
Some of the people who&lt;br /&gt;
hate me the most now were some who loved me the most before, before I&lt;br /&gt;
changed my stance based on the evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
So I just again,&lt;br /&gt;
want to say that invitation is there all the time for everyone that&#039;s the best we can&lt;br /&gt;
do in this life is try our best to seek truth based on the information we have.&lt;br /&gt;
So with that being said,&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that that&#039;s what everyone listening to this will be willing to do.&lt;br /&gt;
And I&#039;m always open to conversations and I welcome you to the discussion.&lt;br /&gt;
But thank you again for sticking with me again.&lt;br /&gt;
Please share this information because it&#039;s so important&lt;br /&gt;
and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 83: Why it Matters: LDS Polygamy Trauma w/ Heather and Lisa - 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
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 | date = 2023-09-10&lt;br /&gt;
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 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;This is one to share. So often we are told that this topic doesn&#039;t matter and shouldn&#039;t be discussed -- Polygamy is behind us and we don&#039;t need to talk, think or worry about it. Heather and Lisa are here to help people understand exactly why it matters, and why it must be addressed and repaired. Polygamy is still very much with us, tormenting too many women and hurting too many hearts and marriages. This was one of my all-time favorite conversations. I am sure you too will be touched by the goodness, sincerity, vulnerability and courage of these two beautiful women.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3KtLnYFu9c 132 Problems Episode 42: Emma and Joseph]&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2015/10/a-plea-to-my-sisters?lang=eng A Plea to My Sisters, by Russell M. Nelson]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage. I know that many of you are waiting with bated breath for part two of the Nauvoo expositor and I had planned to release that this week. But a couple of things, first of all, life went crazy. In fact, I&#039;m stealing a moment to hurry and record this before I run down to get in the car to head out of town. Things are insane. So I will not have time to get that episode recorded this week. It will be released next week, but I am so thankful to be able to release this episode. This is an interview that I had about a month ago with these two beautiful, amazing inspirational women who were so courageous to come on and share their stories. I cannot thank them enough. And I really do hope that you will consider sharing this episode, particularly with church leaders who it would help them to understand the experience that that many women have. And also with, if anyone is tempted to say, why does this topic matter, why are you still discussing it. This is a great episode to share with them the impacts the polygamy still has on thousands of people, particularly women is so important to see, to recognize, to address, to give women a place to discuss and talk about these experiences that they have. I hope that you will listen with as much sincerity as these women bring to this conversation. We share a lot of very personal um sacred experiences. I know we all felt very vulnerable recording this episode. So I do ask you to please treat it with due respect in the comments and help this to be an uplifting gratifying experience that will help many people understand why it is so important to continue to take this deep dive into the murky waters of Mormon Polygamy. Welcome to this episode. I am so excited to be here with two of my new friends, Lisa Kendall and Heather Hardy who both? Well, we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll talk about it going forward. But I asked them if they would be willing to come on and share with all of us their experiences with polygamy. I think a lot of times people ask, what&#039;s the point? Why are you doing this? It was hundreds of years, it was 100 year plus years ago. Why does it matter? Right? And other people just say, just have faith, it&#039;s a God. And there are so many answers that all when, when you hear stories like Lisa and Heather are going to share, you realize how damaging those answers are and how sort of gaslighting it is. God wouldn&#039;t do anything mean you, you don&#039;t need to worry about it. Just put it away little lady and don&#039;t, don&#039;t bother your little, pretty little head about it. Right. Those kinds of answers. How, um, truly impactful, this doctrine still is on women. So, Lisa and Heather, thank you so much for being here. I know that this is difficult and challen challenging because it&#039;s so vulnerable and I know this is neither of your comfort zone, but I can&#039;t tell you how much I appreciate your willingness. So first of all, um let me have you each just kind of quickly introduce yourself, Lisa, can we start with you? Tell us a little about yourself?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=03m18s 03:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: Yeah, sure. So I grew up on the west coast and I&#039;m now on the east coast and never thought we would settle our roots down here. Um I am a mom of six, almost seven currently pregnant with baby number seven. so very excited about that. Um Yeah, so I home school my kids. Um I don&#039;t know, I feel like I&#039;m just kind of a typical mom. Um II, I don&#039;t know, I don&#039;t really have anything like I, I wanna clarify. I am not a historian, so I&#039;ll get into that more later, but I am just a regular person that wants to follow truth and, and follow God. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=04m05s 04:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: thank you. I don&#039;t think you heard me ask. When are you due? When is your number seven? Do uh, November?&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: And it will be my sixth boy. And so, uh my daughter was really hoping for another sister, but that&#039;s not on God&#039;s plan right now.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, my goodness. I have seven boys. I can commiserate with you. That&#039;s exciting. Thank you. And I didn&#039;t realize that you were homeschooled as well. So all three of us. So he an introduction of yourself as well.&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: Yeah. So I&#039;m Heather Hardy and um I have nine Children. So we&#039;re, we&#039;re in good company with each other. Um I grew up in Canada on the Prairies and that&#039;s where I&#039;m still, I met my husband here and we&#039;re still here. So that&#039;s great. That&#039;s all I am.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s great. So, and you were a homeschooling mom as well, I believe, right? We&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: all,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so we&#039;re all kind of kindred spirits. I didn&#039;t even realize that when we beforehand. So that&#039;s fun. So um do, were you both raised in the church? Do you have a missionary story of how you learned the gospel?&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: I was raised, born and raised um In fact, I have ancestors from Joseph Smith time and all the way up until now. So it&#039;s definitely in my blood.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Perfect. OK. And Heather you as well. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: me too. I, I was born in the church as well and have ancestors from way back as well. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ok. So all of us, this is fun to have so much in common. It is fun. But, um, so I guess we&#039;ll just jump right into it because, um, I, I first wanna ask if you can tell me when you first learned about polygamy, when you learned that that was part of our, I, I honestly can&#039;t distinctly remember when I learned about it because it was just in, you know, in the middle of my growing up. And, and that&#039;s another thing that I&#039;m so thankful for me to be able to hear your stories because I had such a different experience. I was so bizarrely naive and not bothered that. It&#039;s, it&#039;s crazy to me now. And I love, I, I think that maybe the Lord was helping me be in that position so I could have the dramatic awakening I had so that I could do what I&#039;m now doing, you know, but it&#039;s so helpful to me to hear from women who were more awake earlier than I was. So, Lisa, can you tell me how you first learned about polygamy?&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: I feel like it&#039;s always been um from the very beginning, like I remember reading um in the Bible about Jacob Leah and Rachel, you know, and, and, and hating it like from the very, very beginning, even little girl, just like it just broke my heart hearing the women&#039;s stories and I just couldn&#039;t wrap my mind around a loving God wanting that for his daughters. And then also, um, we were really good about reading the book of Mormon, which I&#039;m very grateful to my mother for that. And there is a verse I think in second Nephi that talks about seven women to one man the last days. And so like, that&#039;s always been on the back of my head is like that, that would be something that I would have to look forward to. Thankfully I know otherwise about like a different interpretation. But it, it has haunted me ever since I was a little girl.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok, those&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: two experiences.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So that&#039;s fascinating. So for you, it was actually straight from the scriptures, not even so much the LDS history, just the scriptural, you know. Mhm oh That&#039;s amazing. OK. I love how, how you were able to see that because like I said, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t remember if I was, I can&#039;t remember if I was bothered, you know, I, I don&#039;t know. So I really appreciate that Lisa, thank you for sharing and then Heather tell me how you first learned about pulling me if you remember. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: I was really young. Like I remember just, just being and this is how I perceived the teachings. But I remember people teaching me about well, there&#039;s different races and that&#039;s because we have multiple heavenly mothers. And so that was an interesting one. But I remember that and also just like the, the scripture that Lisa Lisa mentioned about seven women to one man. And I remember people like speculating about, well, in the last days, polygamy is going to be the the sifting in the church, you know, where it&#039;s gonna come back. And at least in the second coming, it&#039;s coming back. And so there is always this like, oh this is, this is my destiny. I like at some point I either in this life or the next, I&#039;ll probably have to face this issue. And so, and then like Lisa said with the, with the scriptures of Jacob and Abraham, it was, it was really challenging to see that mixed in with our canon. And then of course, CNC 132 was really troubling to me always.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. And did you say your mother talked to you about it at one point that&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: yeah, I&#039;m sure. And, and I know that like, like my mom did, she, I think at certain points it also troubled her and she was just trying to teach me from a loving place. Um kind of immunize me for it, I think, and I, I really appreciated that she tried to do that. Um But I think it also traumatized, traumatized me and I think it, I think it does a lot of people when they&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: learn about it. OK. So the combination of this is because there&#039;s a lot of stuff in the Old Testament that&#039;s terrible, the genocides, the rapes, the, you know, just awful, awful things but this one stood out to both of you maybe because it is more incorporated into our modern canon and our modern beliefs. I, I like hearing you both say how much it was just the expectation that this is what it&#039;s going to be because that was my experience too. And it has felt weird to me to have other people be like, no, that&#039;s not the case. No, that was never. I, I&#039;m like, yes, yes, very much was my experience. So I&#039;m glad to hear both of you not even growing up in Utah. That was your experience as well in three different locations. This was the church culture that we were raised in with the expectation that polygamy is the, is the great doctrine that needs to return in the last days, right? Ok. Ok. So, so I guess it&#039;s hard to know the best way to go. So feel free to jump in with anything. But um and I&#039;ll just kind of keep going in the order of Lisa and Heather if that&#039;s OK, that&#039;s working so far. So I wanna know how that affected you kind of maybe at different points like as a girl, as a teen, as a wife or a Beyonce, you know, like, are there anything that stands out for you maybe up until the point that you got married and then we can, and then we can go on from there, you know, kind of as your, your growing up experience for the girls and young women who are still being taught this like in the MTC, my son that just was there six months ago, the trainers and teachers testified at the truthfulness of polygamy. Still it&#039;s still and you know, in in seminary, they are still teaching these things. So we, so we are, we have a whole new generation continually coming up being potentially traumatized, right? So I think it&#039;s useful to talk about your experiences in those ages, primary young women, college ages, if you don&#039;t mind.&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: Um I, I&#039;m, I feel like my experience doesn&#039;t really come more until after I was married. Um And so I, other than like hating it when I would read those scriptures, like in seminary, I don&#039;t remember too much more than that until after getting married. That&#039;s when it really hit me.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK, that&#039;s good. So what they said? So you more were just had this feeling of, oh, and did you kind of ignore it and hate when it was brought up? Is that?&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: Yeah. Yeah, pretty much. And then um always, uh so my parents are really into like ancestry work and they absolutely love our ancestors and a lot of them practice polygamy. So hearing a lot of those stories and um and I guess I, I was gonna share this earlier or excuse me, share this later. But um I do remember hearing a story uh that has always haunted me and um Um So I have an ancestor. He went up to Utah. So I guess they were like settling in Arizona and uh he went up to Utah and he came back with a bride and his wife had no idea that um you know, she was gonna be there. So here she was super excited to see her husband who she hasn&#039;t seen in a long time and here he is with someone else and I have always hated that story every time I think about it, it just breaks my heart. Um And so I think that was, that has just been, that has just lived with me all of these years. Just I just can&#039;t, again, I cannot see how God can be OK with that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, that is. Do you happen to remember their names? I&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: don&#039;t, I don&#039;t, but I can find that out and then put that in like the links or something.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. And, and I only ask, I mean, that is such a common story for ancestors, whether they were going on missions to England or because I have an ancestor as well that went to conference. He was in his forties and Brigham Young over the pulpit gave him a 17 year old that happened. Her father had died. So he, it was the same story and your heart breaks for every member of that story. You know, everybody involved. Thank you for, I, I just didn&#039;t know that part when I was as young as you, you, you know, I mean, when, when I was as young as you learned about that. So thank you for sharing that. It is incredible what we just excuse away. So thank you for sharing that. I appreciate it, Lisa. And then Heather, can you kind of talk about your growing up?&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: Yeah. And I, and I feel like I&#039;m similar to Lisa. I didn&#039;t, it didn&#039;t really hit me again until I was married. And I think it&#039;s because that&#039;s when intimacy starts, right? At least, at least in my experience, that&#039;s when intimacy started. However, I do remember as I approached marriage, even in young women, like sometimes the question would be asked like, why, why can a man be sealed to more than one wife? You know, and there is just no answer. There was no good answer for it. And, and I felt so much at the time just like left wondering and wanting to ask questions but not wanting to get into the gray area, you know, or dangerous area where I might, you know, start questioning my testimony or something like that. So I always felt like I was walking on this really, um um what&#039;s the word like constricted in, in a constricted uh place where I couldn&#039;t really ask good questions and get good answers for it. So I think it just, it just kept on turning inside of me constantly because I didn&#039;t have anywhere to go for good answers.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, that&#039;s so ok. That is, I love how you express that. I think that that&#039;s something we can all resonate with the desire to be faithful and that just kind of awareness that there are places you don&#039;t go things you don&#039;t say and questions you don&#039;t have. And so you have to just kind of let it fester inside and even if you do bring it up, you&#039;re going to be like we said, gas lit or redirected or because the sad fact is there are no good answers, right? And so, so it&#039;s kind of this unspoken or maybe spoken but generally unspoken rule of don&#039;t ask those questions, don&#039;t think about those things because this fear of losing your faith, right? And so, OK, that&#039;s, that&#039;s amazing. And it&#039;s interesting now that seminary teachers are talking about it more but not in a better way, you know, still with like it&#039;s almost worse to talk about it more because it has this still you have to fit into this falsehood, right? And fit all of your questions into it. So, ok, so can I just&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: interject this really quick? So that, so this idea of teaching like the the doctrine of polygamy in seminary to, to men and women? I just think it does such a disservice to our daughters because as I studied Section 132 it talks about, you know, the men taking virgins and who are our virgins it&#039;s our young women. And so that&#039;s then like, they&#039;re learning about what would happen if it came back. It&#039;s about the virgins. And so I just think it, it can do a lot of damage and to the men too because then it&#039;s ok to desire. God approves, it says, right in 132 that God approves of desiring many wives and concubines. So then what&#039;s the problem with pornography? Right. Like, it&#039;s just, it&#039;s just interesting how, how it can actually turn, um, and be really, uh, just really filthy.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I, you know what I agree with you. It is used to justify everything. I have heard people even giving presentations and talk like sort of justifying poli pornography because men have these desires which God understands, which is why we have enemy, which also was taught in the very beginning by Orson Pratt and many of the other leaders like, well, men, we have a human nature to grapple with and we&#039;re either gonna have polygamy or we&#039;re gonna have prostitution or like there&#039;s no, again, like, you know, and then also I, I just want to add to what you were saying kind of in teaching the girls that their value is in being this virgin that can be gobbled up by a man as part of the, the for his worth and that her worth and her debt. Like it&#039;s just luckily, I hope that I hope that um our culture is strong enough in helping girls understand their value and their potential. So they&#039;re not as vulnerable. So they&#039;ll look at that and think it&#039;s ridiculous rather than being, um, convinced by it. That&#039;s my hope. But I think they,&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: but the sad thing is is that if you, if you take something like that and you throw it out, so many people throw out everything right, they throw out, they throw out the whole gospel and they throw out God. And so that&#039;s what I think is. So it is one of the reasons why the doctor is so damaging anyway, I sort of, I sort of took a, took us on a journey there. But I think it&#039;s important to realize that, that it does affect our teenagers before they&#039;re even married. Like this could be really damaging to a lot of people.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: You know what one of my chi Children who is now out of the church went the rounds with seminary teachers on this and it did make them lose credibility in her eyes. You know, like, like I think that they lose, they lose, like, I wish that our church leaders could understand the impact of this and the fact that we don&#039;t have to keep dragging it along, right? And in good, that&#039;s come of it. And even the story that Lisa told that is such a common story of the husband showing up from a years long absence with a new wife. Like nothing they did even follows 132. Right. So, I do think it&#039;s fascinating that for both of you, the impact of it really hit when you got married. And I think that&#039;s because like, you can tell me, but the reality of what that would mean in this, in this relationship that you are developing and how I, I think that&#039;s another thing that is critical, like heather the ways you were saying how this damages us to recognize how this doctrine damages marriages pretty much universally. It turns you away from your partner to both men and women, right? And it makes you feel insecure and lose trust. And anyway, so, so this is where I think we&#039;re gonna really get into the meat of our conversation. And so does either of you want to, to volunteer to go first to kind of talk about how it started to impact you and what that was like? Sure. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: Sure. So, um my husband and I, we didn&#039;t get sealed in the temple until about four years after being married and about six months before I remember polygamy just hit me out of nowhere like I was just feeling really, really bothered by it because, you know, we always put polygamy on a shelf. It&#039;s too hard. We&#039;re just gonna leave it, you know, leave it alone. We don&#039;t want to think about it. But for some reason it was, it kept coming in my face, the closer we got to being sealed. And, um, and to be quite honest, um, it got to the point where I just didn&#039;t want to be here anymore. Like if that&#039;s something that we have to look forward to, then I&#039;m, you know, I&#039;m not interested in this life. And, um, and I don&#039;t remember exactly like how I worked through that. I, um, I guess I got the typical answers from family members, church leaders. Like, it&#039;s one of those things where we&#039;ll understand it more in the next life. And I guess at that moment that&#039;s when I was able to kind of let it calm down and be like, ok, I don&#039;t understand it now, but I know that eventually I will.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. So it sounds to me like you really had a crisis where polygamy just came right into your face where you felt, I guess, insecure in your marriage in a way, like, like, sort of felt like you had to almost question your husband&#039;s fidelity because of the potential of polygamy. Is that? Yeah. Yeah. Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: Absolutely. And I, because it, um, I just, the, the thought of him being intimate with other women, like I, I always hear, oh, well, you&#039;re just jealous and like, like a and, but the, the, yeah, I would be jealous. Absolutely. But it&#039;s more than that, that&#039;s what binds a husband and a woman and makes their marriage special and if you&#039;re sharing that with anybody and everybody, what is special about someone&#039;s marriage. I just, ah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so, yeah, I do think, I do think it is more than about sex because sex is the, like, the culminating symbol of unity in marriage. Right. And so it&#039;s, it&#039;s just this, like, if, if sex is shared more widely then there isn&#039;t the unity, there isn&#039;t the oneness and there is the insecurity period. So, it&#039;s, it&#039;s not just the sex, it&#039;s everything the sex represents. Right. Absolutely. Exactly. And I do think as you&#039;re like, I&#039;m just thinking how we have this world where people are struggling in their marriages for so many reasons. But I&#039;m thinking if like, if men are struggling with pornography and women are struggling with feeling insecure and that, that&#039;s already a hard situation. You put polygamy on top of that, like how destructive of that, it just makes everything exponentially harder in marriage. Right? And for anyone listening, I hope you&#039;ve watched the episode that I did with Alicia Worthington where we talk about some of these issues and the helpful ways to navigate them. But I&#039;m just thinking of how undermining this is to marriage in general. And like, because if you think of being a polygamous wife, your husband is always on the prowl. And so, you know, even the, even the like meme or stereotype of a woman getting mad that her husband is looking at other women, you, you know, like walking, that would be the reality. Like, and it would be expected that he would be not only looking at but courting other women flirting with other women, but he&#039;s never off the market man. So somehow that just you started feeling that profoundly and it impacted you to the point of bringing you to a place of suicidal, suicidality. Yeah. Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: That&#039;s a very dark&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: place. Ok. Wow. I&#039;m OK. Thank you for sharing that and, and I maybe I&#039;ll share a little bit of my story too because I, I went to that place as well in, in my struggle with this in a different way. So, so I appreciate you being vulnerable and sharing that. Ok, we&#039;ll come back again, Lisa Heather. Do you mind telling us how it started impacting you in your journey?&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: Yeah. So, I mean, like a at that time, I was very much, very much filled with fear, like as soon as, as soon as we got married and we had like, there&#039;s intimacy and, and not just that, but just like the friendship and the bond and like, like the commitment level, right? Like I was so I was in love and he&#039;s always been my sweetheart, always. We&#039;ve always been really good friends and, and to think that something could come in between us or something that could take him away from me or us, it was really, it was really challenging and like even this is a little bit vulnerable, but even even sex was hard because sometimes I would just be thinking, well, maybe someday he&#039;ll be doing this with someone else. So, why should I even, like, why should I be so invested in this marriage? And so, um, I felt like as time progressed it just got worse and worse and like, people would, people that I trusted and I would maybe sometimes kind of share my fear about it was the same thing, like, oh, you know, our jealousies will be taken care of, you know, we won&#039;t be jealous in the next life and it will be fine and, and I just couldn&#039;t, I just couldn&#039;t wrap my head around that because I thought, you know, we&#039;re taught all the time that we&#039;re gonna become like heavenly father. And as a woman, I&#039;m not going to become like heavenly father, I&#039;m going to become like heavenly mother. And what is my destiny? So when people say it&#039;s not relevant, it&#039;s so relevant, it&#039;s so relevant to where I am right now in my own journey to become like our heavenly parents. Um And so when people would bring it up and sometimes people joke about it and, and for me, I thought it was the meanest thing to joke about because it in what way like, like they would just make a comment like if someone had a lot of kids or something, they&#039;d be like, you know, where&#039;s the other wife or whatever? You know, like just and, and not that people were trying to make me feel bad about it. But I would take it so personally because I, because I thought about it and I felt it so the fear of it so deeply. And I just remember, um I just remember going into like really deep depression every time someone would bring it up or joke about it and it would just send me into these like days and weeks of not even being very functional. Um It might sound crazy but because it, because it threatened my most important relationship. Um um It felt ii I can relate to what Lisa said it like maybe not to the point of ceasing to exist. But I remember thinking that telling my husband, like, I don&#039;t even want to go to heaven like that, that seems like he to me to be in a place where you are with multiple sexual partners or multiple partners that I can&#039;t do that. That just seems awful. And so um yeah, it was, it was really challenging to na&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so for you, it was that you loved your husband so much and your marriage was so united and so good that this, oh I mean, that&#039;s just so tragic.&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: And I remember like coming to a point where, well, if this is my destiny, I can&#039;t give my whole heart. There&#039;s no way I can because it&#039;s way too hurtful. And so sometimes I would just step back and be kind of indifferent and that&#039;s hurtful to my husband because he&#039;s like, like, if you would try to give me a hug or something and I maybe pull away or like, that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: who you were. You were like, it was, it was making you pretty much accuse him of something that he hadn&#039;t done but that the doctrine threatened you that he would one day do. Like that&#039;s, oh, I, and I&#039;m thinking back, I can&#039;t remember which religious society president it was. So her name is escaping my tired brain. But um telling the women to not be attached to your husband to not look at him, just look at him in your head and like the, the, all of the advice they were given was speaking exactly to you guys. Like because if you love your husband, you are too vulnerable to the hurt and betrayal that polygamy cause. So the only solution is to do exactly what you were instinctively doing both of you, which is like um building a force field around yourself which does destroy connection. It creates distance, it creates resentment on both sides. So this affected your emotional well being your marriages, your ability to be um a really happy connected wife even though you were in a happy connected marriages. And because of the depression and the way even your ability to be a functional mother in the way that you would want to be.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=30m17s 30:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: Absolutely. I, I just have to speak to that because I remember these days where um the thoughts which is spiral in my head about, like about polygamy and about the doctrine about and about our past as well because sometimes, sometimes we feel like we make it uh what&#039;s the word like we almost sanitize it and it&#039;s not fair because that and, and people will, people will say, you know, what about the testimonies of the women? And I think what about their private lives? What you know, what about their stories that were so heartbreaking? And, and um so anyway, like thinking of all that. So these are the things that I&#039;d be thinking about and, and I remember feeling so angry and, and like you said, it was really hard for me to be functional in those days, even as a mom because I would be so depressed about this baggage that I was carrying. It was really hard.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=31m13s 31:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Hey, I just wanna ask to get a broader picture and to help people that might be feeling. I hope no one is listening to this with judgmental ears, but everyone is where they are, right? I&#039;m just curious to know if you had, if you just tended to be really overly emotional and depressed about things in general, right? Is this just like being, I mean, I always hate when people accuse me of being emotional and I think it&#039;s so sexist, you know, but in general, did every little thing throw you into depression? Were you just not able to function in your lives that, do you know what I&#039;m saying? Was there something about&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=31m49s 31:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: polygamy?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=31m50s 31:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=31m52s 31:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: And I don&#039;t need to, I don&#039;t need to, I want Lisa to speak to. Um, but I, but I, I very much like, I feel like I&#039;m a well adjusted person. Things don&#039;t throw me off. And I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t feel like I&#039;m easily offended at things, but this is because it threatened the very core of our relation, my relationship with my husband. That&#039;s why I think it sent me into such deep depression.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=32m15s 32:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Thank you guys because that&#039;s my impression too. You guys are both homeschooling mothers of large families and you know, you don&#039;t seem the type to me that are just like I can&#039;t handle life. Oh, well with me in, in general, right? So Lisa, I&#039;ll ask you the same question.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=32m30s 32:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: Yeah, I feel like naturally I&#039;m a really happy person. Like I love laughing and I love making other people laugh and just, I don&#039;t know, I feel like like um in fact, sunflowers, those are my favorite flowers and I feel like that represents like perfectly like my, how I feel about life. Like I just love life, but it was polygamy specifically is like the only thing that could really send me into a deep depression like more than anything else.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=33m04s 33:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Both of you. Thank you so much for speaking that I hope I didn&#039;t, I didn&#039;t want to II, I feel bad how I said that in case it made light of anyone who does just struggle with more generalized depression because that&#039;s not what I was trying to say. I just know there will be people listening who will accuse us of being queens or just not being able to cope in general. And I want to point out that it was specifically this one thing, this doctrine that caused this, like without this doctrine, you wouldn&#039;t have experienced these things the way that you did. Right. Absolutely. And,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=33m39s 33:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: um, can I just speak to that too Michelle? Because I used to, I used to like, um, when people would tell me about like the jealousy or, you know, like being emotional about it, it wasn&#039;t until recently that I was reading Jacob two, I think it&#039;s like verse seven. And it, and it talks specifically about women&#039;s tender, delicate chaste feelings and that they&#039;re pleasing to God like this is part of our femininity and it&#039;s, it&#039;s good. I, I embrace&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=34m11s 34:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it. I love how you said that it, it, it kills me when I read through all of these um sermons and, and when I listen to, you know, reading journals and then listening, even to modern polygamists, how they really treat women&#039;s natural feelings, tender feelings as sins and weaknesses that need to be overcome. It&#039;s tragic that that&#039;s where, where men&#039;s, they like, assumed the universality of men&#039;s lustful feelings must be um satisfied, right? But women&#039;s natural, I love that you pointed that out. Thank you because it&#039;s like women&#039;s God given natures and like women desire safety and security and oneness and unity. And there is little like you&#039;ve both spoken to it to. So, well, there are a few things as threatening as having all of that undermined and to have that set up from the outset by a religious false doctrine that anyway, so thank you for sharing that. So, ok, so I want to point that out. And I also, ok, I&#039;ll just take him in. I didn&#039;t necessarily plan to. But, um, I went through a time when it was when I was expecting my 12th and I don&#039;t think I&#039;ve shared this. So if you guys don&#039;t care, I&#039;ll share a little of my experience because like I said, I wasn&#039;t necessarily bothered with polygamy by polygamy growing up. And I always, oh, it just kills me the arrogance of having so many Children and being so busy and feeling like I wish I had a sister, wife to help me as if she would be my personal servant and not have an entire family of her own and make the chaos that much more difficult, you know, like the burden that much heavier. That was just my thinking like, oh, I want a, a personal assistant and she can be my sister, wife, yay, you know. But, um, but then I learned that it was false, you know, and then I went through when I was expecting my 12, a really hard time in my marriage. And, um, you know, like there were things just beyond us that we were dealing with pressures that were really pulling us apart, struggles with in laws and my husband tried to figure out how to navigate that was really hard. And I felt unsupported and, you know, but it came to this point where any time I would feel powerless in my marriage or, um, unseen and unappreciated in my marriage, I would be hit with this intense suicidality that I didn&#039;t even know what to do with. It&#039;s something like I&#039;m a happy person as well, but I&#039;ve always kind of dealt with some degree of, you know, wishing I didn&#039;t have to be here on, on. It&#039;s just kind of part of what I&#039;ve dealt with. I have ad D and I hear that goes with, you know, but it&#039;s not been acute until that time. And I remember, you know, there was one time when, um, we had a discussion and then we had to get in separate cars and it was a difficult conversation and I was driving home on the freeway and like, kept catching myself trying to pull into the oncoming traffic and had to be like, you know, as I&#039;m sobbing and I, like it was this out of control force. And then there was a night where we had another difficult interaction and I went for a drive and drove in the canyon. I kept like accelerating towards stop signs or accelerating toward the, the cliff. You know, where I finally had to pull over. This is really vulnerable for me too. So we&#039;ll all be here together. But I, I was expecting my 12 and I was like driving my 12 passenger van in the canyon and having to dig deep and fight to the nail to not drive it off a cliff. Like that was insane to me and, and I, I didn&#039;t, it got to because I would kind of go like, not, I don&#039;t want to say out of my mind in some insane way. But where I was like, I would wake up and be like, what am I doing? You know, like I would kind of come to and so I didn&#039;t dare drive. So I pulled over and um sat there and just, you know, you&#039;re so distraught, like just sobbing and, and so broken and um I didn&#039;t know what to do. So I felt like the biggest idiot and called the suicide hotline and, and I was like, because I was like, what II I kind of felt like I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t drive off a cliff. I, I would kill my unborn baby. Plus I have 11 Children at home, you know, but I can&#039;t um I can&#039;t leave here without somebody knowing how much I want to drive off that cliff if that makes sense, you know, it was two o&#039;clock in the morning or whatever. And so anyway, so, and I was like, this is for like, troubled teenagers. I&#039;m in my forties and, you know, like it felt so shameful to be in that place. But, um, and it, and it kept, it happened a few more times until I learned and it was actually in one of those experiences a few nights later because it kind of just started when, when, like my husband and I were struggling and it would send me to this place. And it was this combination of feeling powerless and unappreciated and unseen. And, um, that was what would do that to me. And so one day, well, one night, a little while later, I was in that same place again after another difficult interaction and I knew I couldn&#039;t drive my car. So it was in the middle of November. I was however many months pregnant I was, and it was the end of November in Utah. And I just ran out to the house and was over at the park shivering in the middle of the night. I couldn&#039;t go home. My marriage was over and I was so just not wanting to exist. You, you know, and, um, and just like you pray and pray and pray until you&#039;re like, what&#039;s even the point of praying almost, you know. And, um, and that was when I had this incredible um I get like this, I called it when I spoke about it before the wisdom of the mothers, this incredible peace and calm and wisdom just like completely descend and fill me with just this vision and awareness of um like, like just a couple of the details, what it&#039;s like that thing he just said, doesn&#039;t have to define who he is and someone isn&#039;t, you know, I don&#039;t need to judge my marriage by the worst things that happen in it. Right? And that&#039;s not like it&#039;s more than I can explain because it was also these feelings. But these little bits of knowledge where I was able to just be completely calm, go home, get in bed next to my husband without feeling like, you know, before that was an impossibility, right? Like, and, um, anyway, and, and, and this calmness and then I realized through the ensuing days it was after that experience that I was called to do this podcast. It, you know, it didn&#039;t happen for a few years. But this, what happened was I, when I was praying about it the next day, I was just given this awareness that that was the wisdom of my polygamous foremothers. But that was their wisdom, their heart or, but it also was their pain. It was, it wasn&#039;t my own pain. I was caught carrying that caused that bizarrely intense suicidality. It was theirs that I, that I, that I was carrying. Does, does that make sense? Like it was that combination of that powerlessness being completely powerless, being unappreciated, unseen that polygamy causes that I was carrying at that time. So I was able to kind of heal that for myself and for them. And, you know, and that&#039;s anyway, that I think that for, I guess I&#039;m bringing that up to say, for people who think we&#039;re insane. I don&#039;t think it&#039;s just our own experience we&#039;re carrying, if we know about epigenetics, if we know about how experiences are carried in DNA. And if we know about spiritual, you know, we have a lot of heritage and inheritance from our ancestors. And I think of a lot of, a lot of it is carrying their experiences as well. And so that extreme reaction that you both had, I think is more common than we would know. And I don&#039;t think it was just your own. I think it was because your spirit was in tune and carrying the suffering of your ancestors or, or of your foremothers if that makes sense. Do you? Does that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=42m45s 42:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: sound? Absolutely OK. Yeah. II, I totally resonate with that Michelle and I, and I appreciated that you mentioned the words like powerlessness. You even mentioned, I think ashamed and just feeling unseen. I think that those are really um those, those articulate the feelings that I experienced as well. And um so this is kind of vulnerable part of my story that. Um I hope it&#039;s ok that I share this right now. But as I, as I um as it got worse and worse for me and the depression, I kept going through depression. Um with regards to polygamy, I, I wanna say that I was, I was like reading church essays. I was studying the scriptures. I was praying to know the truth. I know I, and I had blessings to help me and I just like there were, there were little things along the way that were keeping me going. I felt like, like I&#039;m gonna be ok. But I remember at one point, I was just like God, I can&#039;t do this anymore. I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t be a good wife. I can&#039;t be connected with my spouse and be a good mom. If this is always part of my baggage or part of my burden. If it, if this is of you, if this polygamy thing is of you, please help me to know it and please help me to have peace and if it&#039;s not. Um And so anyway, I, I felt like I got, I, I got all the faith faith that I could muster. And I, and I prayed and I said, God, I need you to heal me. Nothing else has worked and I need you to heal me. Please heal me. And um ah a few weeks later, um I started experiencing um seizure like symptoms and, and it usually happened at night and I would just start to shake uncontrollably. I, I couldn&#039;t help it. Um I remember my husband just holding me and saying, I think I should take you to the emergency and I said, no, I don&#039;t think, I don&#039;t think that that&#039;s what this is. But like I did go see lots of health professionals. I went for an MRI and AC T scan, everything came back normal. Um but I still kept shaking and sometimes, um in the night I was sick for hours just like, and, and at the heart of it was these feelings of powerlessness, being unseen and being so fearful of, you know, my relationship with my sweetheart, being uh being separated or, you know, being adulterated. I guess that&#039;s what I want to say. Um And I remember my husband just one time I said to him like I just, I just can&#039;t get over this feeling like I&#039;ve prayed and prayed, why can&#039;t I get over this? And, and he was so wise, he said, Heather, maybe this isn&#039;t yours. And so I, like I knew some of my ancestors stories but not everything. And so I really started reading and mad, their stories are so heartbreaking. Um I, I had one of my, one of my great, great grandmothers, her name was Lydia and she was married as a second wife and as a teenage girl, like 16, she got pregnant right away. Um She ended up getting approval for a divorce. Um But, but as she was in that family, she wasn&#039;t allowed to eat with the family. They, in her history, it says that she was treated like a slave and, and she was, she was living in a dugout. So I, I&#039;ve seen pictures of dugouts before. If you, if you haven&#039;t, you should Google. But they, they are just like bare bones of a shelter. That&#039;s what they are. And so she was living in this. And anyway, so that was her story, at least part of her story. She has more. But then my other grandmother, her, her husband came home kind of a little bit similar to Lisa. Not quite the same, but he said, come with me to the temple so you can put her hand in mine. And she was like, you haven&#039;t talked to me about this and she wouldn&#039;t, she wouldn&#039;t go with him. And he just said to her woman, I will split your head with an ax if you don&#039;t come. And she was like, no, I, I was like, like reading her story. I&#039;m just so proud of her strength to stand up and, and I should, I should be fair to my great, great grandfather who&#039;s doing that. I, as I&#039;ve studied the history a little bit, I am not a historian, but as I&#039;ve studied the history a little bit, there is so much pressure for the men to take more wives like incredible pressure. Like this was their destiny in the eternities. And they had, they were like told they had to do it. So I have a lot of, I have a lot of compassion for him now that I understand.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=47m38s 47:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And the men were also told it was their job to keep their women and Children and their Children in line. And because so it made him look bad if she wouldn&#039;t submit to. So the desperation got to the point of threatening violent murder of yourself.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=47m57s 47:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: Yes, it&#039;s and, and to be fair, like later in their story, and this is after a like couple partners that he was trying to marry, um his wife must have caught him at a humble moment because she said she read Jacob tutor him and, and talked about how this is an abomination and, and he totally did a 180 he started studying and reading and he never took a second wife. After that. He, he remained, he remained faithful to her. And I was that to me, that&#039;s such a beautiful twist.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=48m32s 48:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: If it was a genre ending, it shows how grateful he was to let that pressure go as well. The pressure that made him threaten to kill his wife and he didn&#039;t want to do that. Ok. Wow. Thanks for sharing that. Ok. And that&#039;s the same thing of like we are carrying this for our suffering ancestors and, and I hope healing it for them for ourselves and hopefully for our daughters as well, if we&#039;re able to let it go. So, Lisa, did you have anything you wanted to add on this topic we&#039;re talking about? No,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=49m08s 49:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: not really. Um Other than I do feel like my ancestors are happy that I&#039;m learning the truth and that has distinctly come to my mind. And so, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=49m23s 49:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s beautiful.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=49m24s 49:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: And finally, they&#039;re finally learning,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=49m27s 49:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like, and, and like Heather said before, we don&#039;t honor our ancestors by not being honest about their stories. We don&#039;t like not telling the family secrets and keeping the whitewash going is not fair to those suffering, tho those women and men and they&#039;re suffering. And so OK, so I really appreciate, I also wanted to say, say Heather that, that like, I think it&#039;s a trauma response that leads to like uncontrollable tremors. And in that time, I experienced that same thing. And um and it&#039;s not as, not as long term and as extensively as you did, but multiple times where you cannot even, it&#039;s hard to breathe and you can&#039;t stop shaking for, for a long time during the night. Like I experienced that exact same thing where it&#039;s like, I think it is a trauma response. It&#039;s the best way I can mean it because it may, it does make you feel like you&#039;re insane, you know, like, like something is so wrong with me. And I really think that also is a testimony of how wrong this is and how like again, Jacob to the suffering of the women and the Children under this abomination, this diabolical system. So yes, and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=50m42s 50:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: I, I see that, I think that the do like in Jacob two talks about the the mourning of the daughters, right? And, and I think that in the church, there&#039;s a lot of women that are silently still mourning and, and that like, at least for me, like, I didn&#039;t feel like I had a very many safe places to go to talk about my fears or my concerns because they&#039;re not welcome at church. That&#039;s not a welcome subject and it&#039;s not welcome in a lot of social circle. It&#039;s a hard topic. And when you bring it up, some people will just take a deep breath and try to hush you or like, it&#039;ll be fine, like pat your shoulder and it will be ok. But it&#039;s, it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=51m21s 51:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, I&#039;m so, I&#039;m so glad you brought that up because I do it is this difficulty like, like I have to be compassionate with other people because like we said, there are no acceptable answers, right? Like, and, and so I do want to know who each of you had to talk to and how you were received. Like I, I know that some husbands trying their best to like, it&#039;ll be ok and then just give you all the same answers, you know, like, but it doesn&#039;t really help or I mean, this is not something you maybe in relief society in a really careful way, you could say a little bit of it. But you do, you know, not like Sunday school, not in a talk and like who, who do women suffering? Like you guys both were, who do you talk to and how do they respond, Lisa. Do you wanna go first?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=52m16s 52:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: I mean, it&#039;s, I didn&#039;t have anybody specific. It&#039;s a very lonely, uh, journey. Um, I, I&#039;m kind of jumping into the middle of my story here but I did have, um, wonderful ministering sisters, um, last year that would come over and were very diligent and, um, they knew my struggle that I was having with, uh, polygamy and so I was able to talk to them and, uh, and, uh, and every time they&#039;d come over, like I would just, I would always bring it up because I, I was not at peace with it. And, um, and one sister, she just, she said that her answer basically was Jacob chapter two and that she just doesn&#039;t understand the rest. And so, but, but she&#039;s going with Jacob chapter two for now and somehow everything is gonna work out. All right. Um, but other than that, like, I didn&#039;t really have anybody to talk to.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=53m18s 53:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh. And were you able, were you able to talk to your husband about it? Was, or was that even hard? No.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=53m25s 53:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: Yeah, I was able to talk with him and it, it&#039;s so funny, not funny. Um, he, it&#039;s never been an issue for him. Like, he was very, like, I&#039;m not ever getting married to any other woman, you know, like I have no desire, don&#039;t want to do that, which I will forever be grateful, you know. But that was besides the point because if it&#039;s a true doctrine, he was gonna be forced to do it anyways, whether he liked it or not. And so, while I appreciated that he was always trying to comfort me saying, you know, I&#039;m not getting married to anybody else. I don&#039;t want to. It. I still was not at peace because ultimately, he didn&#039;t have a choice when it came down the road.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=54m14s 54:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Uh I&#039;m glad you shared that it&#039;s so important. Like I&#039;m so thankful he responded that way because husbands respond all different ways. But recognizing that he didn&#039;t have the power to fix it for you, even with all of his protestations of fidelity. And, you know, like you still knew. It&#039;s kind of like if I can&#039;t trust God, how can I trust my husband almost and even going to God doesn&#039;t really work because it&#039;s God doing it to, to you. Right. Exactly. Ok. So, but oh my gosh, thanks for sharing that about your ministering sisters. That makes like thank heaven for good ministering sisters. That&#039;s like, that&#039;s actually a beautiful story that they let you talk about this and, and were at least somebody that was there? So, and Lisa, I think, and, and heather, I&#039;ll ask, I&#039;ll ask you the same question. But first I want to ask Lisa, how many years did you struggle with this? Like, how long were you in this space? And is there anything we left out of your experience?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=55m18s 55:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: OK. Yeah. So, uh so before getting sealed in the temple and that was 12 years ago and then I was able to put it on the shelf that whole entire, like up until two years ago, I just kind of, I just kept putting it back in there. And then, um, it was the weirdest thing on Facebook in 2021 I think, spring at that time, for some reason, I started seeing a lot of pro polygamy posts and just like, just really out of the blue. Um, apparently I was friends with a lot of people who believe in this doctrine. And, um, and it was so strange because the more I read their posts, the more depressed I became. And, um, and one time I made a comment and I wasn&#039;t, I wasn&#039;t bashing Joseph Smith. All I simply said was I feel like I could do anything God asks me to do except for polygamy. And there&#039;s this wonderful woman who ripped me to shreds. I mean, she just like to, I&#039;ve never been so torn apart in a comment before. And, um, and I, again, I wasn&#039;t like saying anything about Joseph Smith. I was just simply saying that this would be really hard for me to do. And, um, anyways I, I&#039;ll never forget that. And, um, yeah, so it was just,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=56m54s 56:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to ask you after if I know who it is because I want to ask if I know you already do. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=57m01s 57:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: Yeah, you totally do. Um, and so, yeah, I just, I was, it was weird like that all of a sudden I was having just seeing all of these posts. And um and again, this is, I feel like this is key right here. The more I try to be open and understanding a polygamy, the more depressed I became and which didn&#039;t make any sense to me at the time. Like I don&#039;t understand it. This is a true principle. Why, like why am I crying for literally hours after I read a progam post? Um It and so um and yeah, that was, that was the start of a really dark period in my life. Like it got really, really, really dark. Um after that, I was so angry at God um that I, I started making some really, really bad choices and um I don&#039;t know if I want so much get into the detail of what that,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=58m25s 58:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well, maybe can I ask a couple of questions? And was your feeling sort of like if God&#039;s going to betray me, I&#039;m going to betray God. If, if my husband&#039;s going to betray me, I&#039;m going to, like, like, was it, was that the kind of the, the thought process was in a way trying to have some semblance of control? Like, we&#039;re talking about the powerlessness trying to take your power back in some way. Do you think that&#039;s maybe part of what was happening? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=58m51s 58:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: Yeah. Exactly. I think it&#039;s kind of like, well, if Justin is going to eventually have a whole bunch of wives, then, you know, I, that&#039;s what I&#039;m going to do too. And I want to just first acknowledge and like, say that I recognize I was wrong for that thinking like um not making an excuse. Um but that&#039;s where this, it, these thoughts took me.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=59m23s 59:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Um I wanna, I wanna point out that just like Heather talked about distancing herself from her husband, which I, I think you were doing the same thing. I think it just showed up in a different way for you. I think it is that same. I need to protect myself. I, I do that by distancing myself from my connection to my husband which is feeling threatened and undermined and I&#039;m too vulnerable. Do, do you know like, so I&#039;m, I&#039;m not, I&#039;m not justifying either. I just want to acknowledge how like you, a sweet, adorable, faithful LDS mother of a family were led to making choices that you would never want to make because of your betrayal. Of polygamy. And I think it&#039;s also interesting that here it had impact impacted you so profoundly 12 years ago before getting sealed and you were able to bottle it up and when things pop out of the bottle again, they tend to come with more of a vengeance. You&#039;ve already bottled it up once and that wasn&#039;t strong enough to keep it bottled for when you started seeing it come around again in posts and then, and then you being personally ripped apart just for saying, hey, this doesn&#039;t resonate with me, you know, and, and I can see that being so anyway, I don&#039;t wanna like justified, but I do want to validate that. I think that this is like just like Heather had such a physical reaction. I think you had this emotional reaction that led you to places you would never have otherwise gone. But yeah, is that still you?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m00s 1:01:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: Yeah, it does. And um I thought that like came to me was so during this period of like all of these polygamy polls coming out all of a sudden, I couldn&#039;t figure out if it was one of two things. If one God was preparing us, preparing me to get ready for plume to come back, you know, in the next few years or whatever it was, or if two it was Satan would just knowing that that was my deepest heartache and pain and just jumping all over that. And I could, I just I kept going back and forth. Like, is this from God or is this from Satan? And um any, any time I would read scriptures um like, especially about trusting God, I would literally have the thought come right after a beautiful verse. Say yes, but God&#039;s gonna make you do polygamy one day. Like, and so it&#039;s just a constant, I don&#039;t think anybody understands how obsessed I was about polygamy and trying to find peace over the matter. And it was not coming, the more I kept searching the deeper into depression that I got. And I was, it got to the point where I was so OK, so I&#039;ve never ever doubted that God existed, not once have I ever doubted, but it got to the point where I wanted nothing to do with him. If I did the, the thought of it&#039;s either God loves his daughters or polygamy is a true doctrine. The both could not be true. Um And so I just, I had, I wanted nothing to do with God. And um this is one of the probably the saddest moments um in my life and I&#039;ll never forget it. My husband was, he was crying um for the things that I had done my choices during this dark period that I was in. And I remember just being so blithering, angry at him becau and at God because like, that&#039;s how God, that&#039;s how I&#039;m going to be feeling when he is doing when he&#039;s married to other women and yet it&#039;s not ok for me to feel that way to be sad. But it&#039;s ok for my husband to be sad.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Absolutely. You&#039;re seeing his emotion and it matters. But yours doesn&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m46s 1:03:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: Yeah. Exactly. And, and I know it sounds, sounds selfish but I,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m52s 1:03:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it sounds completely, I, I, it, I&#039;m so glad you&#039;re sharing this. I know it&#039;s so hard but it sounds completely real and valid and logical. And it&#039;s sad that both you and your husband were so victimized by this were so traumatized by it because anyway, II I just want to like, say it does make sense completely that this is how it impacted you. And I think it&#039;s important for people to hear that and understand it. So I thank you for sharing. Was there. Did I cut you off? What were you gonna say?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m30s 1:04:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: No, I just, it&#039;s uh like for me, I pretty much almost lost my family over, over this. Like it, it&#039;s a, it&#039;s a miracle that my husband is still with me and I&#039;ll forever be grateful, you know. Um But that&#039;s how dark and deep it got for me. I could have lost everything. And I want to say like, I wish I could go back to who I was two years ago and just say, just wait, just be just be patient, you know. And um like the answers will come, you know. And so I just wanna recognize, like I did not handle it. Well, like I, I wish I would have handled it with more faith and trust in God and, and, you know, be ok, but I just couldn&#039;t understand why, the more I was trying to learn and be open to polygamy and understand it. Why did I, why was I becoming more depressed and like to the point of not only did I not wanna live on this earth anymore, I didn&#039;t wanna exist. Like just I, if I had the option to cease to exist, I would have gladly taken that because I feel like I had hell to look forward to.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m58s 1:05:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So heaven is hell and hell is hell and there&#039;s no escape. Exactly. And um and I wanna point out this critical part of both of your stories that the more you try to submit, the worse your situation got, the more you try to submit to who you thought God, God was and who you&#039;ve been taught. God was the like just that such that resonate so strongly with by your fruit, by their fruits, you shall know them. I think it means the fruits of the doctrines of the ideas, the seeds that you plant and you were desperately trying to plant these seeds in your heart, in humility and faithfulness. Like all of your intentions were so good and yet the seeds were rotten. I, I think that&#039;s so important to recognize that both of you got to the places you got because of your continued faithfulness to try to submit. I think that&#039;s really important to recognize as well. And I hope, I hope people will hear that, you know it. I hope our church leaders will hear that it&#039;s so important. So thank you Lisa for sharing that. And um I, I, ah I thought that was really, really impactful. I really appreciate it. And um so I want Heather, I&#039;ll ask you again who you were able to talk to. And then I want to go forward with both of you to talking about how you started to learn something different and how that impacted you. So, Heather in your dark, difficult times. Who were you able to talk to? And how did that go?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m34s 1:07:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: Well, I, I was, I, I was really grateful to have a very, I&#039;m, I have a wonderful husband. I am so grateful for him and, and even though he didn&#039;t understand where I was coming from, I think Lisa and I, maybe all of us can relate to that, um, with our husbands, but he would still listen, he would still listen and try to like at least comfort, you know, show comfort and fineness. There was no judgment. But I do remember him saying like, Heather, why we don&#039;t need to worry about this? Like, this is not us, this is like way long time ago, right? And I know we talked about this before. But, um, but it wasn&#039;t until we started reading some of like ancestor stories and um some of the early pioneer women stories. And I, I distinctly remember just sitting on my bed and I, and we had been reading them and he just, he just reached over and he grabbed my news like Heather, I think I get it now and just like, just feeling like that he had some empathy for where I was coming from was so profound to me that like we were in this together. Like this is our struggle now, not just mine and I really, I really appreciated that but like, I&#039;m so grateful that Lisa had her husband and her. But there&#039;s really, at least for me, I don&#039;t think there were a lot of people that we could talk to about this, but I was really grateful for if anyone, it was my husband.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m59s 1:08:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? And I just wanna send a giant shout out from everyone listening to this collective, shout out to your husbands. These like really good guys. Like anyway, I just, oh, like all the love in the world, all the gratitude and appreciation for being such amazingly good guys. And I think both of them from what I&#039;m hearing really were able to tap into that empathy and that understanding in really marvelous ways that I think probably your struggle blessed your husband as a and helped helped them to be the man, you know, like, like I just think that&#039;s an amazing and both of those stories are amazing and beautiful, both for you and for your husband. So please send them our gratitude as well and our love because that&#039;s beautiful, how they both responded to your struggles that took you to such difficult places. So yeah, and I guess that&#039;s another thing I want to, I hope people can hear is the pain and the loneliness of this struggle that women experience, right? It is like, like you talked about, you can&#039;t talk about it almost anywhere. And if you are fortunate enough to have a husband, you can talk about it with, that&#039;s wonderful. But he doesn&#039;t have the power to fix it even he can&#039;t fix it for you. Right? So OK, so now let&#039;s move forward. So I think we&#039;ve gotten a picture. I hope people have and if anything else comes up later as we keep talking, feel free to add in. If you think of anything else, I don&#039;t wanna um I don&#039;t wanna go lightly over the things you&#039;ve shared because I think it&#039;s so profound to understand the trauma that this caused you personally and in your relationships and how it impacted you as mothers of families. You know, you guys are important. You can&#039;t be taken out of life for anything but certainly not over this false doctrine that we need to get rid of. So, ok, so anyway, going forward, I would love to know like kind of your experiences of learning that there was that, that there was a different way to understand all of this. Did, did you have um premonitions that you were going to see something different? And, and how, how did you start to walk a different path? Because when I&#039;m looking at both of you, you both look radiant, you&#039;re smiling, you&#039;re happy, you&#039;re healthy, like you don&#039;t look like you&#039;re suffering anymore. So I wanna know how that journey happened. So Lisa, do you want to show first? And&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: yeah. Uh so before getting like into that, I kind of wanna um just tell a little bit more. Uh a year ago, I went to education week and uh in Utah and um I specifically wanted to take the cloy class that was offered, there was um I think I went to two different classes and um one of them, it was, I mean, it was the most packed class out of all of the the classes. So the line was wrapped around the building. I mean, like, and they had to open like three extra rooms because people, you know, I, I think there&#039;s this great awakening. We want to know truth and feel, you know, good about polygamy. And I just remember when I was,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: do you remember who was teaching that class?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m15s 1:12:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: I don&#039;t, I I can go back and see if I have like notes to send it to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m20s 1:12:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: me because I&#039;m going to, I have a video I want to do, responding to the ways that are leading voices, speak about polygamy. So I love you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m30s 1:12:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: Ok. So I was sitting in that class and just, um, and, and the same thing, I just, I was trying to be open. I think that&#039;s key. Have to remember that, that I was sincerely trying to understand. I was desperate for peace over the matter and, and it, it just, it never came. I never felt, I didn&#039;t feel any better after the class. In fact, I felt worse, having like, regretted having gone. Um, and then I think the last night I was so my mom, she knows that I was struggling with this issue. And the one question that I really wanted answered was, do we have a choice in the next life to do polygamy or not? Because I have heard, um, that in order to get to the highest degree of glory, we have to participate in polygamy, which is devastating to me because from my understanding is in the highest degree, that&#039;s where you can have more kids, right? And I want to have, uh, you know, I love having kids and I want to have as many as I possibly can in the next life. Um, if you know, if that&#039;s a true principle. And so I was desperate to hear them say you don&#039;t have to do plug me in order to get to the highest degree. And, um, and it was this ok, strangest thing because during that class he was going over section 132 and then digesting it and it, and he basically said what I wanted him to say, what I&#039;ve been, what I wanted to hear and, like, my, and I remember my mom looking at me and she&#039;s like, oh, that&#039;s your answer, you know. And, and I didn&#039;t, and I surprisingly felt really empty. I didn&#039;t have the spirit like I didn&#039;t have this moment of like who, like here&#039;s the answer that I was, you know, expecting to get. And um and looking back, I think that&#039;s because it, it was like, it was a truth mixed with a lie. Like because because polygamy was still a part of the, the equation in his answer. And so I think that&#039;s why the spirit couldn&#039;t testify of truth because there was that lie that was, you know, mixed within it. Um And so that was confusing, like what I hear, I&#039;m hearing what I want to hear, but I, but I&#039;m not feeling, I&#039;m not feeling the spirit confirm anyway&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m14s 1:15:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: um that I can totally make sense, but I get that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: Yeah. And then I have um I, I did open up to a sister, uh my oldest sister of mine about my feelings on polygamy. And after education week, she sent me a Brian video and it was, it was three hours long and I&#039;ll tell you I watch every minute of those three hours. And like that evening, I, I don&#039;t think I got any sleep because I was sobbing through the entire night and my husband was holding me and nothing he was saying was consoling. Like, um, I had no idea that. So Joseph Smith supposedly got married to women behind Emma&#039;s back without her even knowing. Like, I, I had never heard those stories before. Um, or I think the kicker too was I had always understood that if the first wife said no, then they would have to go with that answer. But that&#039;s not what he was saying. He was basically saying, well, whether you like it or not, like if the man feels to call more women, you know, to get married to more women, then he&#039;s perfectly able to do that. So that completely took away my, um my only defense, any power that I had, you know, and then just, of course, feeling heartbroken for Emma and just having, having gone through such deep personal betrayal. Like I, I just, I cannot imagine a loving God asking his his sons to do that to his daughters, you know. Um, it, it just so I will ever be grateful that she sent me that video. Um As hard as it was because it, it&#039;s just, again, the more I tried to understand it, the more depressed I became and um so fast forward a couple months later, I was just I, my missing sister, she came over and she could tell how weighed down I was, I just had this dark um blackness around me and I felt really heavy as she gave me the advice. Um And I didn&#039;t really recognize it at the time, but I, I needed rest from this subject. Um And she told me that to lay it all at God&#039;s feet and just give it to him. And so that evening, I said the hardest prayer I have ever prayed in my entire life. And I just basically said if you want me to do polygamy then that I will do it. Um Hold on a second. Um Sorry little kid came in a lot&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m29s 1:18:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: of kids. We love kids. It&#039;s OK. So sorry.&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: Are we able to pause? Do you want to pause for a&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: second? Yeah, I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m38s 1:18:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: so sorry. Yeah, just a second.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. They&#039;re super cute. They are cute. I love them.&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: Hi guys. I can&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I just ask you remind me how many boys and girls you have. I know I told you, you told me before. Is it five? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: Four and five? Ok. I think I don&#039;t even think we need to edit this out. This is great. Like I love to just part of the part of life.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m10s 1:19:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I would have you talk but I don&#039;t want um Lisa to miss&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m14s 1:19:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: this is perfect. Don&#039;t worry about me for one second. I am loving this. She&#039;s doing&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m20s 1:19:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: great. Lisa&#039;s gone. We could go on with part of your journey. Well, I&#039;ll ask, is there anything that you like want to add to your experiences as well? Any of the things that impacted you before you, you know, while you were trying to understand polygamy? Yeah, so,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m36s 1:19:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: so, so this is, this is edited out. I should like, I, I&#039;ll tell you but, but I, I want, I&#039;m assuming that you want Lisa to finish first. But yeah, there&#039;s, there&#039;s something else that I maybe I could include. Like there was a time where I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m52s 1:19:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;ll just include this if that&#039;s OK if Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m55s 1:19:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: OK. So there was, there was a time kind of like Lisa, like I&#039;ll lay it at your feet. Um a little bit. I, I just remember being like, I&#039;ll do anything but polygamy and, and I was trying to think of like, what could I offer? God that would be good enough, you know, like to say, you know, Heather, you&#039;ve done enough, you know. And so I, I thought, well, my understanding of, of polygamy, this is before I had a different interpretation of Jacob 230. Um I have a very different interpretation of it now. But when I did think that polygamy was for raising up seed, I, I said to God, I was like, I will have as many Children as you want to send me if I don&#039;t have to do this. And at that point, like I had a lot of fear around childbirth and like, it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not an easy thing to commit to. Um But having said that like, I have lots of kids, I have nine Children. Um II I feel like it&#039;s no longer a pact anymore with God. I feel like this is part of my mission now and I&#039;m embracing it 100%. So, um but it is really interesting how polygamy can kind of twist our thinking a lot to think that we have to do something really grand in order to like make God accept us, you know, or, or value our, our agency or&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m23s 1:21:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you have to earn your worth. And I will say we&#039;ll come right back. We were just talking about this really fast, but also the um having a large family is so difficult that feeling like you have to do it is very different than actively feeling called to it and choosing it, right? And so if you are like, like you expressed now you love it and you embrace it. And I think that&#039;s so important because if you&#039;re doing it to earn your worth, it&#039;s too hard to do it for those reasons. Do you know what I mean? Like you can&#039;t do it well and without feeling completely victimized, like I&#039;m really glad we were forced to have our large families. So thank you for sharing that as well. So Lisa, OK, back to and we were asking, are you OK if we just leave that in because I thought it was, we both thought it was perfect and they&#039;re darling. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m14s 1:22:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: fine.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m17s 1:22:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, um so anyway, you were, where were we? You were saying that?&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: So I was in the middle of my prayer and just laying everything down at God&#039;s feet. Basically, I cannot do this anymore. It is too heavy for me and I am desperate for peace and I completely broke in front of God and I just, and I said, thy will be done if you want me to do, plug me, I will do it. But I&#039;m going to need you to help me do this. And um and so I, and that was it, it was like the end of October. Um and I was sobbing, of course, during the whole prayer, just like, I can&#039;t believe that I&#039;m to this point where I&#039;m willing to do it. But like, you know, I want, I wanna be a good person. I want to do what God wants me to do. And I think that was um another hard thing was all, all of the pro polygamist posts that I would read was, well, only the righteous are going to do it, you know. So then I&#039;m like, well, what&#039;s wrong with like, what&#039;s wrong with me? Why am I so unrighteous that this is hard for me to do? You know, because I&#039;ve always tried to be a good person and you my entire life. Um, so I couldn&#039;t, it, it is so condescending, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m46s 1:23:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the self righteousness, the arrogance of, oh, well, you don&#039;t have to worry about it because it&#039;s only for the righteous. It&#039;s, it&#039;s really, really sickening the, uh, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, I, I just, I love when I first connected the fact that Jacob intentionally or God intentionally combined pride and polygamy in that it&#039;s especially important chapter Jacob two. It&#039;s pride and polygamy because they absolutely go together.&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: Yeah. Yeah, they do. And, um, so after this prayer, um I had actually been off of Facebook for almost an entire year at this point. So I got off the end of 2021. Uh And then I was so, yeah, so I was off for a year and I kept feeling prompted to get back on Facebook, which was really interesting to me because I wasn&#039;t planning on getting back on yet. And so the end of, uh November, um I got back on and I&#039;m not even kidding. One of the very first posts that I came across was a friend sharing your podcast. And, um it was the episode on Emma and Joseph Smith that, that specific one. And I&#039;m like, you know what, I had nothing to lose at this point. I, you know, I&#039;ve already watched so many, um, might as well listen to another, you know, to see if I can, you know, understand more. And I think it was almost two hours long. And I literally cried the entire episode, I finally felt the piece that I was looking for. And it was like, this weight came off of my shoulders and it came off of my head and my heart. And like, it was like, the spirit was like saying yes, yes, yes. This is your answer. And I will never ever forget it. And I love when you kept saying in your podcast, like this is what a wife is, this is what a wife does. And um and so ever since then, the more that I have watched the, your podcast is it makes sense to me, it feels good, it feels right. And I just like that&#039;s it. That&#039;s the answer. And so I can say I have gone to literal hell and back and I know the difference between looking into pro polygamous arguments and then listening that ply me is not of God and it never has been and just, I, I know for myself and nobody can ever take that away from me.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK? That&#039;s just, it&#039;s so profound, that&#039;s obviously so validating to me too because um knowing that, um I mean, that&#039;s what I have said is like when I had that experience with the polygamist, the matriarchs, the wisdom of our matriarchs, you know, when I am was praying and basically just saying, what can I do to pay you back for the peace and wisdom? They give me and the answer was tell other women, tell other women what I had already learned about polygamy. And like I said, it didn&#039;t impact me the way it impacted both of you. So anyway, that&#039;s so validating to me to know that, um, that I&#039;m being able to do that and that it is helping, you know, because anyway, so thank you so much for sharing. And actually that Emma episode was one of my favorites because I learned so much and it was so impactful. That was the one that finally convinced me that Joseph wasn&#039;t involved in it either. So anyway, so thank you for sharing that Lisa and I am um so thankful for the testimony you shared and for like you expressing that the weight, the blackness that you had been in for so long and the only way to escape it at all was to just turn it. Like I assume that&#039;s part of why you went off Facebook was to stop being surrounded by it. I think I&#039;m not at all surprised that you started seeing all of this in 2021. So I think what had ha what happened was that during 2020 a lot of people galvanized around kind of the situations happening in the world and a lot of new Facebook connections were made and a lot of those people happened to also be the pro polygamy people and how weird the world is and people feel like it&#039;s more signs of the times and more, we&#039;re, we&#039;re more less Daisy than we were before Daish. How would I say that? And um and, and so therefore, it&#039;s time for polygamy to start coming back into the discourse. So anyway, I think that that&#039;s because I experienced the same thing seeing this. Like, why is polygamy coming everywhere? You know. So anyway, thank you though for sharing that. And I&#039;m so thankful that um you received that testimony because it wasn&#039;t, it wasn&#039;t my podcast. It was the Lord. The, the that speaker said the words you thought you wanted to hear and needed to hear exactly the spirit you&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: so Lisa, I love that. You shared that about that because I, I know that our steak a few years ago we had someone come and present on p Me too and, and they really softened it like, and they said exactly what I wanted them to say. But like you said, it didn&#039;t sit, it didn&#039;t feel like it was all true. Like there was some truth to it. Um And, and I know that it brought some comfort to some people there, but like it was just truth mixed with philosophies of men. Maybe I don&#039;t like. And so and so, but I can, I really relate to what you said about, the more that you studied it, the darker you felt because every time I would read section 132 I would be just like heartbroken and sick, like physically ill from reading it. And, and I remember just crying to God being like, this is not my God, this is not you like, like praying like my relationship with God was peaceful and good and full of love. And this felt like anything but love. And, and I just remember so after, after I had experienced these seizure like symptoms, I remember it like coming to a place where I was a lot better people could say talk about polygamy and it wouldn&#039;t like send me into this depression. But I do remember going back and studying my scriptures and I like cross referencing and I came to 132 and I thought, oh I can, I can handle this now. And I read it and the same darkness just washed over me and this, I felt like this voice in my, my head said Heather, there&#039;s purpose to this struggle. You need to go and learn and find the truth. And so before I had been way too, like I&#039;d read church essays, but I&#039;ve been too scared to go where other people had gone because I didn&#039;t, I knew that polygamy had led people out of the church and I had a big family and, and I, I didn&#039;t want, I didn&#039;t want to go there. So I didn&#039;t want to access those resources. I was too, I was too scared to do it. But I did ask my husband to study with me and he agreed. Um, but I thought, kind of like Lisa said, nothing could get worse. Like, this is as worse as it gets. And I&#039;m just, I&#039;m just gonna study it now and find the truth. And so, and so I started studying and, yeah, and I bumped into your podcast, Michelle. I bumped into like, um, Gwendolyn Wine has a podcast and she, she has a paper that she wrote. I, I bumped into her and just other people and I started like, feeling what I felt were the fruits of the spirit finally, like, and it&#039;s really interesting because I hope that I say this every, I started really studying the scriptures and like in my patriarchal blessing, it talks about Zion. And I&#039;d always been like wanting to keep Zion at arms like way far away from me because I thought that it encompassed polygamy somehow always did. And but as I started studying Zion in the book of Mormon, I found, I found a really interesting pattern that like, um there are three examples that I can think of anyway in my studies is like Alma&#039;s people who leave polygamous King. No, they kind of established this at least approaching Zion like society and like King Benjamin&#039;s people. And when Christ comes to the earth and he teaches the people, all those times are like approaching Zion or a Zion like society and every single time they&#039;re monogamous every time. And that was really profound to me. And then I studied the ones that weren&#039;t. So when you look at Jacob Two, then he fights for obviously engaging in it and there was pride, right? You see, you don&#039;t see pride in, in Zion like societies. And then when you look at King Noah, who is a polygamist, there was lots of pride going on and same with relish like it with um the Jared nights, I think. And so, and so it&#039;s interesting to compare it like three and three. And then another thing that I noticed was that throughout those z like societies and when I saw like, um like, it&#039;s clear with monogamy, like there&#039;s these little verses that say at every man to take his wife and return to his own home, like something like that. And you just know that they were anomous. But what was really interesting is that throughout the sermons or throughout like Christ&#039;s teachings, you see the fruits of the spirit, like those words of faith, you know, gentleness, meekness, like that&#039;s how, that&#039;s how I felt when I read those parts of the scriptures. Um But then when I, I kind of did an interesting study of section 132 and I didn&#039;t find any of those words in there. There was no meekness, there was no gentleness, there was nothing. And, and I thought that was for me, that was a, a clear answer from God. But this, this is not, this is not part of my doctrine.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yes, I, I love that. That&#039;s because that was one of the things that hit me so strongly too is like the same God is not the author of 132 and Jacob two or the rest of the script. The rest of the doctrine of covenants, the rest of the woman. Yeah, like this is not the same voice. This is not the same author at all. Yes. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: And so sorry, go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: No, no, I wanted you to continue. OK. So, so that was,&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: that was really powerful to me. But I feel like, like, I feel like my learning has been very slow and I know that&#039;s because I&#039;ve always been really cautious. I&#039;ve always been like um kind of dogmatic, I guess in some like to some degree, I&#039;ve always really wanted to do what is right and like, check off my list. And so like stepping away from this idea that polygamy is not a God has been a really slow process for me. I feel like it&#039;s just been like one little thing at a time, you know, reading the scriptures or talking to other women or um like reading stories of women back back at that time and seeing the fruits of the spirit or the fruits, the non fruits of the spirit. Um And that, that&#039;s sort of been a big part of my journey. It&#039;s just been really slow.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So can you talk about, like, sort of the impact it had on you? Like, how did you first open? How did you first become aware of the possibility that polygamy wasn&#039;t of God? Because that doesn&#039;t sound like something that either of you considered as a possible answer until this time. And so how did you first consider that? And what was the impact that had on you?&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: So, I, I hope it&#039;s ok that I go um Well, I was like, honestly Michelle, like you, I read, I read a article by Steve Reed. Um He does, I think he has a blog. It&#039;s called One Climes. And he, he does a reinterpretation of Jacob 230 where he talks about because that was a verse also as well as the verse in second five where it talks about seven men to every or seven women to every man. And then Jacob 230 where it says, you know, uh like, basically, if, if I will raise, if I&#039;m going to raise up seed, I&#039;m gonna command my people. And I always assumed that that meant he&#039;s gonna command polygamy. But like re watching your podcast on Jacob 230 as well as reading Steve Reid&#039;s um paper just flipped my mind like, oh my goodness, this is, there&#039;s a very different interpretation of the scripture. And so that was one of the, and I remember I remember someone, maybe it was you Michelle that, that said like, so all of a sudden God might command polygamy, but then he doesn&#039;t care about his daughters. Like I remember that had been such a big part of my thinking. Like, how could he do? Like, how can I can&#039;t hold these two ideas in the same sentence? I just can&#039;t. And so and so to be able to see that verse in the context of the Jacob servant made so much more sense and really started to awaken my mind to like this idea that maybe this actually isn&#039;t a God and that was really powerful for me.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And was that confirmed for you at some point? Like, how do you feel like you have a testimony of the eternal truthfulness of monogamy that&#039;s been given to you by the Lord. I&#039;m just curious to know where you are on it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: Yes. And I, and I think, I think the reason is because I see the fruits like, like there&#039;s a scripture in um that we actually just recently read as a family. I think it&#039;s a Marone. I don&#039;t remember Marone eight or something like that. And it says like um basically, like this is how you tell good from evil. And if it, if it invites you to do good and persuades you to believe in Christ, then it&#039;s set forth by the power and gift of Christ. And you may know that it is God. I, I didn&#039;t taught that perfectly. But, but that scripture was really and I, and I had this aha moment like polygamy leads people away from the church and, and ultimately many people from God, that&#039;s, that&#039;s been my experience, what I&#039;ve seen with other people. It doesn&#039;t, it doesn&#039;t persuade me to believe in Christ, but monogamy and how Christ taught about marriage and this, that, that really persuades me to believe in a loving savior that loves his, like and God and mother and father that love their daughters, which has also been another interesting ideas because like, as I&#039;ve gone through this journey, I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve really wondered who is my heavenly mother, I really want to connect with her. You know, and if she&#039;s part of the many that God has like, you know, that I, I really actually believe now that I&#039;ve studied that this idea of polygamy actually mocks our sacred mother in heaven. I think it mocks her to such a degrading degree. And, um, that is something that I personally have felt that I needed to repent of this idea that I had that I had kind of at least to some degree believed that this was our mother and father, that, that was their story. And, and ever since I&#039;ve, ever since I&#039;ve actually felt like I&#039;ve let that idea go and, and really tried to embrace what I believe is true about our mother in heaven. I&#039;ve had some profound experiences with her. And so I felt like I had to bring down the wall of polygamy in order to connect with my mother in heaven.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That, that&#039;s so beautiful. I think, I think you&#039;re exactly right. It is a mockery of our heavenly parents, both like both&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: of them. Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That God Heavenly Father is a polygamist husband, the dictator moved out to the, you know, the, and, and that our mother is a nameless, faceless part of a harm is just, yeah. So, ok, man, I, I hope that this conversation has been impactful to people. I think it&#039;s been so valuable. I don&#039;t want to end without asking if there&#039;s anything. Well, let me, let me see. I want to go to this one other place. All of a sudden my screen got dark and I don&#039;t know why. So I hope this video is still coming through. Ok. But I do want to um I was gonna close but, but there&#039;s another thing I wanted to touch on which is kind of the, the fear you spoke to Heather of. We, we, we tell this verse of even the very elect where possible will be led astray, right? Without rec like we interpret that to mean that even really faithful church members can be led away from the church without recognizing what I think it actually means that really faithful people can be deceived by false doctrines as all three of us are examples of, right? But I do want to ask sort of how you have navigated the struggle that so many people are afraid of, of, of accepting the fact that we have false doctrines in our history and, and how that impacts your relationship with the restored Gospel and with the church, does it like, do, should I start with Heather this time first and then go to Lisa? Is that or no,&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: a great sport? Oh, that&#039;s a really good question Michelle because I feel like I honestly, I feel like I&#039;m still navigating it. But what I have told people who I love that, that are concerned about me when I&#039;ve shared my, like, shared some of my thoughts about it. Um I, I really feel like my faith has been pruned and simplified when I, when I think about the doctrine of Christ. So this, this is what&#039;s exciting to me is that I&#039;ve always, my, my parents were so good at having us read scriptures every day as a family and individually and, and, and I&#039;m so grateful that they taught me the language of the scriptures and to love them. Um Because now that I&#039;ve, now that I&#039;ve let polygamy go, I read the scriptures with very different lenses on actually, and I might take them more seriously. Something that&#039;s really stood out to me as I read, like with our family, with their little Children. Is that over and over and over again, the gospel of Christ or the doctrine of Christ is taught and it&#039;s so simple. It&#039;s faith in Christ, it&#039;s repentance and its baptism and, and really, if we focus on those things, if we, if we believe in Christ and look at the sermon on the mount, you know, read the beatitudes and think about trying to pattern our lives in that way. That to me is a really good path to follow where I&#039;m at. So, my, my faith is really simple. Um, and, and it&#039;s, it feels more solid and it feels more beautiful to me than I ever did before. It doesn&#039;t feel shaky. I don&#039;t feel fearful about studying things like I used to. I don&#039;t feel scared that I&#039;m gonna, you know, leave the church. I just feel like I am solidly grounded in this idea of what the gospel and what the doctrine of Christ is and that&#039;s how I&#039;m navigating it right now is just simplifying.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, ok. I love so much what you said. I want to add one more piece to the principles of the gospel, which is also the gift of the Holy Ghost, right? Because which, which I think that&#039;s so important because those first steps are the ones we all have in common. And then when we get there, we have the Holy Ghost that leads us all on our individual journey, right? And so that&#039;s why the rest of it isn&#039;t as universalized, I think. But I love how you describe to me, you just described like, oh, is it second me by 28 29 28 or 29 about being on the sand or being on the rock, right? Because when you&#039;re on the sand, it&#039;s so complicated and everything can topple and you can&#039;t move around freely and you&#039;re so defensive because you&#039;re protect everything, right? And what you just described is the simplicity of the rock where you are so grounded and it&#039;s so clear and you can navigate in every direction and you don&#039;t have the fear and the defensiveness of learning. And right. So, so it has, you said pruned, it is purified your faith and strengthened your faith. Is that absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: And can I say that? So as I started studying polygamy, I knew that it was shaky ground for me because I, so I really felt prompted to study Christ&#039;s words at the same time. So I felt I felt prompted to, to use that to ground what I was learning that was new so that I could so that I could look at the fruits and, and compare them and see if they matched. So that that&#039;s been really helpful to me is to really study the scriptures and ponder and obviously pray and, and be asked to be to be guided in the right way. So those things have been helpful.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I love that. And I also want to again pick up on your word pruning because the thought I had with how you did that is it&#039;s so easy. It&#039;s it&#039;s really easy to lump everything in together and it&#039;s all or nothing that black and white thing that we&#039;re too often raised with. Like I talked about it, my house of cards episode just like if, then if, then if, then, right. And, and so it&#039;s like, oh, if I see a rotten rose on that rose bush, I&#039;m gonna pull out the whole bush. Right. Instead of recognizing that if you will take the time and the care to go through carefully and prune out the dead, the dead branches, you will end up with the most glorious rosebush or the most glorious testimony. And that&#039;s what I&#039;m hoping that people could do is be willing to invest the time to do the pruning rather than pulling it all out or leaving it. Oh,&lt;br /&gt;
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Heather: absolutely. And also, ok, I want to say one more thing that&#039;s been really a good fruit for me. So before, before I believe plumy was a God, I was terrified to share about the gospel. I wouldn&#039;t share it like people because I, because I thought, well, if they get baptized and they accept all these wonderful things about the gospel, then they&#039;re gonna also learn about polygamy and either like I betrayed them or, but ever since I&#039;ve let that go, I am like talking to, I can talk to anybody about the gospel and that&#039;s never happened before ever. So I&#039;m talking to people who left the church. I&#039;m talking to people who, who like are on their way out or who might be considering coming back in and I&#039;m just talking to them and it&#039;s not weird. They&#039;re engaged with me and we both see like the simple fruits or the simple teachings of Jesus Christ are really universal. I feel like they really are and they, they bring us together. They, they create this oneness that we hear about in Zion. So that so sorry, I just had to say that too because it, it makes me excited.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I, I really hope like, I want people to send this to their church leaders and just share this widely. So people can hear the fruits of good doctrine as opposed to the evil fruits of Faltz doctrine. So that&#039;s a few. Thank you for sharing that. It also takes kind of the shame and embarrassment away as well as the fear, right? So thank you for sharing that. OK. That was beautiful. Um Lisa, do you wanna tell us like, how you&#039;re navigating?&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: Yeah. So it um growing up, my mom was really good about having us read scriptures and I was always really interested when they would, when it would talk about false doctrines, right? And of course true doctrines. And so then fast forward to now that&#039;s kind of the space that I&#039;m in is um OK. So like I love what Carolyn uh Pearson said in her, yes. So what she said in her book, The Ghost of eternal polygamy. And she said that something to the effect of, um she has, it&#039;s like a puzzle piece and she&#039;s like looking at every single piece differently. So instead of saying this whole puzzle is true, um it&#039;s more looking at everything individually and asking is this piece true? Is this piece true? And so I feel like that&#039;s the space that uh my husband and I and I are in is just, you know, I, we want to live true doctrine. And um and, and we were warned about false doctrines in the book of Mormon for a reason. And so now when we read the scriptures, instead of saying, like applying it to everybody else, it&#039;s more looking inward and saying, how does this apply specifically to us to our church, you know, et cetera. Um And that has made a whole big difference, you know, instead of pointing elsewhere, it&#039;s, it&#039;s looking inward and like there&#039;s a scripture in uh Doctor Congress that talks about the lore cleaning out his house first. So my question is if he needs to clean out his house first, what are we doing that? He&#039;s not happy with, you know, and um and so I find myself just asking more questions like that, just being curious and open instead of assuming that I already know what the answer is because that&#039;s what I did with Plug me. I literally had zero concept or zero room in allowing for there to be another narrative about plugging me in my head because that&#039;s all I thought there was. Um But throughout the, that I was off Facebook, um I kept feeling God saying look in the scriptures, you know, and like for the answers and I already thought I&#039;m like, well, that&#039;s dumb. I already know that you want us to do plug me. So like, I&#039;m not gonna learn anything different and so just don&#039;t be like me, don&#039;t think that you already know all the answers. Um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, I want to point out a couple of things there as well because just like you talked about you and your husband, like the puzzle piece is another analogy for the pruning shares that we&#039;re talking about going through and looking for what needs to be cut out so that the so that the gospel can blossom and testimony can blossom, right? Kind of how you&#039;re talking about looking at the book of Mormon about what it teaches us what it says about us. But it like really letting go of polygamy means letting also letting go of the pride. That is the danger of like the entire message of the book of Mormon. Uh go listen to President Benson&#039;s talk about it, right? It&#039;s about pride. It&#039;s about the pride that that is in our day. And I love the term institutional pride. I actually got that from Denver Snuffer that the institutional pride of just thinking we are the right ones. We know all the answers, we have everything we need. And so we&#039;re not open to learning more. And so I love that, like how you kind of demonstrated that let it go of polygamy, made you much more humble and seeking and open to being taught by the Lord and by the scriptures. I think that&#039;s profound as well.&lt;br /&gt;
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Lisa: Yeah. Yeah. And I&#039;m um I, I love the term keeping the baby and then throwing out the dirty bathwater. And I feel like that&#039;s what my husband and I are doing is we still very much have a testimony of Jesus Christ and, and God heavenly Father, you know, um and like, and the book of Mormon and I love Joseph Smith more than I have ever loved him before. And, and so just really sticking to what we do know is true and being patient with the rest in the meantime, just recognizing we don&#039;t know everything, you know. So not we will not throw everything out. Um But just recognizing that there is stuff that does need to be thrown out. And so it&#039;s been a very fascinating journey.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m22s 1:52:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It is, but what I love about it also is taking the personal authority. It&#039;s like, ok, God, it&#039;s you and me and I&#039;m, I&#039;m likely and myself, right? It&#039;s like we are navigating this and instead of just like giving away our stewardship to have someone else do the work for us and tell us what God wants us to know which does not lead us to God does not help us to be the people that God needs us to be. And that doesn&#039;t, it does, that does not create Zion. I feel like this creates Zion where we are each taking the um responsibility to come to know the voice of the Lord to do the work, to discern truth from error. I think I, I just love how both of you shared that because I think that&#039;s exactly what we&#039;re supposed to be doing. And just like it sounds like just like for me, this has actually strengthened your testimony of the book of Mormon and strengthened your connection to God. I hope people can hear that as well so that they can know to, to um approach this with excitement and eagerness, letting go of fear and knowing that there is so not only is there room for faith in this perspective, there&#039;s so much more room for faith to just flourish as opposed to be suffocated by the false doctrines. So so can&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m41s 1:53:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: can I interject too because I love what you both were saying. And, and a few years ago, I think President Nelson gave a talk like a plea to my sisters. I can&#039;t remember if that&#039;s but, but he, he invites the women of the church to speak up and speak out no matter their calling. And I just, I just love what you said because I think that, that this whole topic, it&#039;s, it&#039;s ours to some degree, like it&#039;s ours to own. Like, yes, I, as I was, as I&#039;ve been, like, studying this and as I&#039;ve been praying, I, I hope it&#039;s ok that I share this, but it&#039;s a little bit personal. But, um, as I was praying to know what to do. Not like that, I had this information about polygamy. I, I felt like God gave me a very specific instruction and um it was to share the truth about it um with a meek and quiet spirit. And so because, because I feel like this can be such a divisive. It&#039;s a very divisive issue in the church. It can be very divisive in families, especially when like, you know, one person thinks one way and another person. I, I, like, I&#039;ve experienced that division and, and I&#039;ve also experienced being not having a me not having a be quiet spirit and how and how those conversations play out. They, they don&#039;t, they don&#039;t create um a situation where anyone is willing to listen. But, but as I prayed and, and been able to have the ability to approach people with an, with a, with gentleness and openness to their perspective too, um I&#039;ve had some really powerful beautiful conversations with people on this subject to help them see what I believe is the truth of it and, and without, you know, without cutting them off or, you know, saying you&#039;re wrong, I could and, and, and that for me has been like the scripture that says like perfect love cast all fear or in the scriptures of it, say that the word of God was, was greater than the sword. In terms of changing hearts. There&#039;s so much hatred and anger. I just think, I just think that if we can sow love and patience and goodness as we share this truth with other people, that it will, it will be, it will be much more powerful and effective way of sharing it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m06s 1:56:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, I love that so much. I feel like, well, well, Lisa, like I&#039;ve read several of your posts that I think are just beautiful in your comments on Facebook. And when you contrast that to the response you received, when you first said something about polygamy, right? And heather, the experience that you&#039;re talking about. Like, I really hope that I too, I&#039;m trying because I feel like I&#039;ve kind of been told the same thing like, like humility and invitation and compassion rather than preaching and, and you know, like, like I think that that is and I also can, oh, we&#039;ve talked for a while. I hope people, I, I want to share one more story that I haven&#039;t shared. Are you guys? Do you need to go? Are you happy? OK. I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll share it so a little while ago. So this, this podcast is hard if I haven&#039;t made that clear, like, like there&#039;s so much information that I&#039;m drinking from a fire hose and then trying to put it into a format. I love the research part of it, but the part that makes my brain like literally hurt is um trying to put it in an outline and, and figure out how to share, you know. So I had one of my episodes that I was working on that just was making my brain hurt. And I, and I just, I&#039;m always praying like God, can you make me smarter? Can you send someone who&#039;s really good at organizing it to, to like, help me? You know, I always, and this one morning that I was struggling and I always have a deadline and, and I just felt inspired that I should go for my run. And so I was like, ok, because, you know, every minute of the day is, yeah, you know, like right now I&#039;m in the middle of harvesting, I&#039;ve made gallons of jam and food. I&#039;m like, should I be doing this or should I be doing, you know, or should I be running right now or should I be catching up on laundry or, you know how it is as a mom? Right? And, and I&#039;m adding a podcast into the mix, which is a full time job. So anyway, I just, I&#039;m always like, God, tell me what to do right now and I&#039;ll do it and it be enough to get it all done. So anyway, so I was told to go for a run and I was out running and I was just feeling overwhelmed, like, w whichever episode it was, I&#039;ll have to remember. But I was like, I&#039;m not smart enough to format this. Like, I have all of this information, but I wanna share, I&#039;m feeling that again now with the episode I&#039;m working on right now at the um response about the novel Expositor, which is, is going to come out before this one airs. But I&#039;m kind of in that place where I have all of this information. I&#039;m so excited to share. But how do I get it in a format that can make sense, you know. So, anyway, I was out running and I just was kind of like praying for help and I can&#039;t remember exactly what happened. But I just, um, ah, hey, I&#039;m gonna share something that if people wanna think I&#039;m crazy, that&#039;s ok. But I just had this, um, I guess I could say voice or this presence that I recognized that has helped me a lot. And I know this will sound crazy but it really was, um, it was Emma, it was Emma Smith and I knew her presence so well because when, um, when I lost my little girls, that was a presence, I felt often that sustained me. And I thought, like I knew that Emma helped me get through that because I knew that she suffered losing Children much more than I did. And she made it, you know, like, so I knew I would, I just didn&#039;t have it connected that that presence was, was her. And I had felt that presence often with promptings or leading me to things or giving me questions to ask or, you know, like I, and I was like, 00, and so I started to kind of talk to Emma and it was this beautiful, you know, I was like, can you help me do this? And, and you know, I kind of was asking like, can you solve this? Can you tell me what to find so I can prove that Joseph, it was almost this kind of like I fought this my entire life and I couldn&#039;t solve it. So it&#039;s your turn now, you know, like, but also this deep sense of gratitude of thank you for helping, for keeping, you know, like speaking out for us. And um and then I, then I was, and then my um great, great grandmother who was the 17 year old who was given away, who had all of her Children taken away when she was kicked out by her, you know, anyway, her presence and I&#039;ve known her because she has led me to things and, you know, like I have had and she was all of a sudden there and I was just like, um so um just overwhelmed by the women because I also, it was one of my, also, we&#039;ve talked a little bit heather about the experiences we&#039;ve had with Heavenly Mother. You know, and I just felt this like, like I was kind of asking, can I ask who my helpers are? And it was women, it was just these women and, and this awareness, the best, the best way I have was like, I&#039;m on the girls team. Like it was just joy and excitement that, you know, this is like the the mission, the errand of women. I don&#039;t think it&#039;s exclusive. I&#039;m so thankful that men are involved, but I just felt this connection and then um all of a sudden, like my two little girls were just in my heart overwhelming me like they were so there I was like, and I have felt their help so much and I also, I should say it like be commiserated and you guys will understand this because I think gather you have five boys, at least you have six boys and I have seven boys and I have, I, you know, I have some hard, hard boys and my girls generally haven&#039;t been as hard. And um and I really have struggled with losing my girls, you know, because I really wanted to have my two little girls and, but all of a sudden I was so aware that like they were part of this, like my girls needed to be helping from the other side. On the girls team in this work of women that, that I feel called to, that we&#039;re all called to. And so I do feel like I just, it was this profound testimony that actually gave me a new insight and a new appreciation for being able to um not have my girls with me the way I would choose to, but that they are so involved in this. And I do, I love that you brought up President Nelson telling the women to step into, you know, step into our stewardship, use our voices. And I do feel like this, the um gentleness and meekness and charity and love that we can speak about this with and that we have, I know for a fact that we have helpers on both sides of the veil in mass, helping bring this truth forward. And I hope, I hope that in our um communities, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t ever wanna tell our church leaders what to do, but I do feel so strongly this hope that the voices of women will be heard will be given, given a platform, get elevated, be taken, you know, like it&#039;s sad that women aren&#039;t allowed to share revelations. Do you know, like, like our voices aren&#039;t taken quite as seriously. And so I&#039;m hoping that this can be an opportunity to help your voices be heard. And, and anyway, I just, I feel like there is something beautiful about this specific women&#039;s work that is exciting to be part of. So we&#039;re on the girl team.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m27s 2:03:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: Yeah, can I, can I actually share something that reminded me? I loved what you shared about women from both sides of the veil. Um So this is something that my, that my sister in law sent to me. And it&#039;s a quote from Emily Bell Freeman and it says she says chess has three parts, the opening, the middle, the middle game and the end game, the opening is the development of the pieces. The setting up of the strategy, the middle game is the implementation of that strategy. The end game is where the strategy comes to fruition. You are the closing trap. The queen is the most powerful piece on the board and it is conventional chess wisdom that you postpone playing your queen for as long as you can, the longer you can delay developing your queen, the more likely you will have your most powerful piece for the end game. The Lord is the master strategist and knows exactly how to win. So I don&#039;t, I love, I love that. OK, I think I really think that women stepping into their places is um what&#039;s the word is so important? And so I&#039;m, I&#039;m so grateful that you shared your experience and sing with you, Lisa. I, I, I&#039;ve really appreciated this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m43s 2:04:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: This has been such an incredible conversation. I, I hope I, I know, well, I don&#039;t even need to hope. I know that people will be deeply impacted by it. I am so thankful to both of you for just your goodness and your open hearted seeking and your courage and willingness to be vulnerable. I think many, many people will be blessed and helped and hopefully, hopefully our leaders will be willing to listen to this episode in particular, to be able to, you know, I think that the more people that can understand this, the more compassionate and and helpful, everybody can be on this topic and in our journey as well, brothers and sisters in the church and just in, in life in general. So uh is there anything else you wanna share? Are we good?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m33s 2:05:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Lisa: I just wanna simply end like for me, um I, my favorite scripture is and the truth shall set you free like we are free from this false doctrine of polygamy and I could not be happier no longer. Will I be bound down by these awful chains? Never again.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m55s 2:05:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh my gosh. What perfect ending words. Thank you so much. OK. Have a beautiful day with all of your babies. Give them all a big huge hug and kiss from all of us and tell them thank you and your husbands as well and thank you so much. I hope to get to talk. I will get to talk to you again.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m13s 2:06:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Heather: Thank you Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m14s 2:06:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you Michelle. I want to again sincerely thank Lisa and Heather for coming and having this conversation with me. I, I hope you understand why I just love these women. I hope you fell in love with them just as much as I did. Um I again want to encourage others to share their stories. If other of you have stories like these, please feel free to reach out to me and share. I think that this is an important aspect to continue to look into. So I would love to keep bringing episodes like this as well. So thank you so much for joining us again. Please share this episode and I will see you next time for part two of the Novo Expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 82: Exposing the Expositor Part 1 - The Players - 132 Problems; Revisiting Mormon Polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 82&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-09-03&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = ndAtZR3kUzo&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Expositor, Joseph Smith, Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Church History&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;The Nauvoo Expositor, an essential part of church history that lead directly to the martyrdom, and is used by historians and critics to support the assumption that Joseph was indeed the originator of section 132 and polygamy, requires a lot of serious investigation.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Understanding the situations and motivations of the men behind this newspaper, the fears of the city it sought to overthrow, and the things it actually says (and does not say) is essential to the discussion of Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy. While people with only surface research or understanding make claims that the expositor proves Joseph&#039;s polygamy, deeper understanding reveals exactly the opposite.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/03f9e475-52af-4def-87f6-654a9ae45bf3/0/1 The Warsaw Signal, May 22, 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* Lucy Mack Family Memoir&lt;br /&gt;
* [http://boap.org/LDS/Nauvoo-Neighbor/1844/4-17-1844.pdf Nauvoo Neighbor, April 17, 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [http://boap.org/LDS/Nauvoo-Neighbor/1844/5-29-1844.pdf Nauvoo Neighbor, May 29, 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://ia802907.us.archive.org/18/items/NauvooExpositor1844Replica/Nauvoo_Expositor_1844_replica.pdf City Council Minutes, June 8, 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/minutes-10-june-1844/1#full-transcript City Council Minutes, June 10, 1844]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://ia802907.us.archive.org/18/items/NauvooExpositor1844Replica/Nauvoo_Expositor_1844_replica.pdf Nauvoo Expositor]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://byustudies.byu.edu/article/road-to-martyrdom-joseph-smiths-last-legal-cases/#footnote-068 Road to Martyrdom, Joseph I. Bentley]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://byustudies.byu.edu/wp-content/uploads/2020/02/22.1CookWilliam-812be19f-f962-4091-bf12-ff7ca3fd7502.pdf William Law: Nauvoo Dissenter, Lyndon Cook]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1981&amp;amp;amp;context=byusq William Law Letters]&lt;br /&gt;
* [http://www.sidneyrigdon.com/dbroadhu/il/sign1844.htm#0529 Sangamo Journal, Warsaw Signal, and other newspapers]&lt;br /&gt;
* Lawsuits:&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/praecipe-circa-3-march-1844-bostwick-v-js-and-greene/1 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/praecipe-circa-3-march-1844-bostwick-v-js-and-greene/1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/notice-9-april-1844-bostwick-v-js-and-greene/1 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/notice-9-april-1844-bostwick-v-js-and-greene/1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/introduction-to-city-of-nauvoo-v-bostwick-bostwick-v-js-and-greene-and-bostwick-v-js/1 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/introduction-to-city-of-nauvoo-v-bostwick-bostwick-v-js-and-greene-and-bostwick-v-js/1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/journal-december-1842-june-1844-book-4-1-march-22-june-1844/101#full-transcript https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/journal-december-1842-june-1844-book-4-1-march-22-june-1844/101#full-transcript]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/introduction-to-city-of-nauvoo-v-r-d-foster-b-city-of-nauvoo-v-r-d-foster-c-and-state-of-illinois-v-r-d-foster/1?highlight=sarah%20foster https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/introduction-to-city-of-nauvoo-v-r-d-foster-b-city-of-nauvoo-v-r-d-foster-c-and-state-of-illinois-v-r-d-foster/1?highlight=sarah%20foster]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/affidavit-1-may-1844-f-m-higbee-v-js-a/1 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/affidavit-1-may-1844-f-m-higbee-v-js-a/1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/account-of-hearing-8-may-1844-copy-f-m-higbee-v-js-a-on-habeas-corpus/7#full-transcript https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/account-of-hearing-8-may-1844-copy-f-m-higbee-v-js-a-on-habeas-corpus/7#full-transcript]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/warrant-for-arrest-of-robert-d-foster-9-may-1844-city-of-nauvoo-v-r-d-foster-c/1 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/warrant-for-arrest-of-robert-d-foster-9-may-1844-city-of-nauvoo-v-r-d-foster-c/1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/praecipe-9-may-1844-c-a-foster-v-js-and-coolidge/1#facts https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/praecipe-9-may-1844-c-a-foster-v-js-and-coolidge/1#facts]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/declaration-circa-9-may-1844-c-a-foster-v-js-and-coolidge/1#full-transcript https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/declaration-circa-9-may-1844-c-a-foster-v-js-and-coolidge/1#full-transcript]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/praecipe-29-may-1844-f-m-higbee-v-js-b/1#full-transcript https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/praecipe-29-may-1844-f-m-higbee-v-js-b/1#full-transcript]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/account-of-hearing-8-may-1844-copy-f-m-higbee-v-js-a-on-habeas-corpus/7#full-transcript https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/account-of-hearing-8-may-1844-copy-f-m-higbee-v-js-a-on-habeas-corpus/7#full-transcript]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/introduction-to-city-of-nauvoo-v-f-m-higbee-f-m-higbee-v-js-a-f-m-higbee-v-js-a-on-habeas-corpus-and-f-m-higbee-v-js-b/1 https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/introduction-to-city-of-nauvoo-v-f-m-higbee-f-m-higbee-v-js-a-f-m-higbee-v-js-a-on-habeas-corpus-and-f-m-higbee-v-js-b/1]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TncaVElUfBA Interview on Nauvoo Counterfeiting]&lt;br /&gt;
* Joseph Jackson [https://www.reddit.com/r/mormon/comments/7828su/joseph_h_jacksons_letter_june_1_1844_included/ Letter]&lt;br /&gt;
* and [https://en.wikisource.org/wiki/A_Narrative_of_the_Adventures_and_Experience_of_Joseph_H._Jackson_in_Nauvoo Book]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://byustudies.byu.edu/online-chapters/volume-6-chapter-11/ Eaton and Williams Affidavits]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://lib.byu.edu/search/byu/record/cat.1577718.item.31197230324508?holding=ln780kz5zajj6vne William Law diary - request form]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://professorpark.wordpress.com/2017/03/06/william-laws-amazing-and-suspect-diary/ William Law&#039;s Amazing (and Suspect) Diary, by Benjamin Park]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://william-law.org/publications/dr-w-wyl-wilhelm-ritter-von-wymetal-interview-with-william-law-in-shullsburg-wisconsin-30-march-1887-the-daily-tribune-salt-lake-city-31-july-1887/ Tribune interview with William Law, July 31, 1887]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://william-law.org/publications/richard-s-law-improvement-era-1903/ Richard Law interview (son of William Law), 1903]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/history/topics/hofmann-forgeries?lang=eng Mark Hofmann forgeries article]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h00m01s 00:00:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon Polygamy where we&lt;br /&gt;
explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
My name is Michelle Stone and as always,&lt;br /&gt;
I do strongly recommend listening to these episodes&lt;br /&gt;
from the beginning and going in order.&lt;br /&gt;
Of course, you can skip around and listen in any order you want.&lt;br /&gt;
But I do think it&#039;s very important and helpful to understand this pur&lt;br /&gt;
the purpose of this podcast where it has come from and especially to get&lt;br /&gt;
a good grip on the scriptural case that laid out at the beginning.&lt;br /&gt;
Now,&lt;br /&gt;
we are deep into the weeds of exploring the case&lt;br /&gt;
for Joseph&#039;s polygamy and that&#039;s what this episode will be.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s finally part one of the novel Expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
I had planned an episode on this, but it is so big&lt;br /&gt;
that it has turned into a series that will be at least two episodes.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m hoping I can finish it in two, maybe three. But anyway, it is a fascinating topic.&lt;br /&gt;
I hope you will be as&lt;br /&gt;
like just amazed and interested in it as I am.&lt;br /&gt;
And I also really want to thank those who have&lt;br /&gt;
contributed and who continue to contribute to this podcast.&lt;br /&gt;
It is so&lt;br /&gt;
so appreciated. I cannot tell you how much I appreciate it and how helpful it is.&lt;br /&gt;
I always want to invite anybody else to&lt;br /&gt;
consider contributing if that&#039;s something you could do.&lt;br /&gt;
And I also would recommend sharing this pod&lt;br /&gt;
if you find it interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that these are such important conversations to be having.&lt;br /&gt;
So as always, I think,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, give, give me your thoughts,&lt;br /&gt;
tell me what you agree with what you disagree with&lt;br /&gt;
and let&#039;s really engage earnestly in searching for truth.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, with all of that said,&lt;br /&gt;
I am glad that you&#039;re here as we take a&lt;br /&gt;
deep dive into the murky waters of Mormon polygamy,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re going to start by laying out just&lt;br /&gt;
a brief description and explanation of what the&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo expositor even is because I don&#039;t think the majority of church members&lt;br /&gt;
maybe they&#039;ve heard of it but wouldn&#039;t really know what it is.&lt;br /&gt;
So we have to back up. So we&#039;re in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo, John Bennett, we&#039;re going back up to John Bennett,&lt;br /&gt;
even though he wasn&#039;t directly involved.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the extremely brilliant and impressive but incredibly corrupt and&lt;br /&gt;
awful man who came to&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo. He was ex&lt;br /&gt;
incredibly instrumental&lt;br /&gt;
and helping um get the Nauvoo City Charter.&lt;br /&gt;
And Joseph had put him in his own first&lt;br /&gt;
presidency is the second counselor until word started to come&lt;br /&gt;
in of who John Bennett really was that he had&lt;br /&gt;
abandoned a wife and child who he had abused.&lt;br /&gt;
He was a serial adulterer and womanizer and many other problems.&lt;br /&gt;
So he was called repentance. He, he was well, he was called out on it.&lt;br /&gt;
He sincerely repented promised he would never do it&lt;br /&gt;
and but of course, continued to do it.&lt;br /&gt;
So he was removed from his calling, ex communicated and fled Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s who John Bennett was.&lt;br /&gt;
He was replaced in the first presidency by William Law, who we are going to talk about&lt;br /&gt;
in depth in this episode.&lt;br /&gt;
Incredibly, within two years of being in the first presidency,&lt;br /&gt;
very similar things happened. William Law also became, well, I I should have said&lt;br /&gt;
John Bennett when he left promised to become&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith&#039;s worst nightmare and he did writing just&lt;br /&gt;
so many letters and articles and books and making so many accusations and claims and&lt;br /&gt;
contacting governments just making sure that Joseph Smith and&lt;br /&gt;
the Saints could never have a moment&#039;s peace.&lt;br /&gt;
And so William Law when he became disgruntled with Joseph went in a similar um&lt;br /&gt;
in a similar direction, but he stayed in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo for reasons that will go into&lt;br /&gt;
and he instead tried to um sort of attack Joseph from&lt;br /&gt;
within Nauvoo and that&#039;s what the Nauvoo expositor is William Love&lt;br /&gt;
uh who had been William Bennett. I mean, John Bennett&#039;s replacement&lt;br /&gt;
in the first presidency&lt;br /&gt;
and his cohort started the Nauvoo expositor, which was an Anti Mormon newspaper.&lt;br /&gt;
I the term anti Mormon is tricky. I&#039;m just using it in terms of anti jos of anti Mormon&lt;br /&gt;
in,&lt;br /&gt;
in that day newspaper that was established in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo trying to bring down the church.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s kind of an overview of it. If anyone takes a show, I&#039;m just trying to&lt;br /&gt;
go off the top of my head and give some brief notes. So&lt;br /&gt;
anyway, it was published one episode and one edition only was published on June 7th,&lt;br /&gt;
1844.&lt;br /&gt;
So, you know, just a few weeks before Joseph&#039;s death&lt;br /&gt;
and then&lt;br /&gt;
the city council and Joseph Smith ordered the novel Expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
The press destroyed, they um destroyed, they brought it all out into the street,&lt;br /&gt;
broke the press with sledge hammers pipe,&lt;br /&gt;
the type which I think means spread all&lt;br /&gt;
like through all of the um letters everywhere.&lt;br /&gt;
So it couldn&#039;t be recovered and burned all of the um all of the copies of the no&lt;br /&gt;
expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
And so that is what started the series of events that led to Joseph&#039;s death.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to look into.&lt;br /&gt;
So the claim and I really want to steel man this here. So I&#039;m I&#039;m going to do my best.&lt;br /&gt;
Just know I am trying to make the best claim that I can&lt;br /&gt;
in the novel Expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
There are three affidavits, one by William Law, who&#039;s the first counselor,&lt;br /&gt;
the second counselor in the first presidency who were talking about&lt;br /&gt;
his wife, Jane Law and a man named Austin&lt;br /&gt;
CS who will talk about more in the next episode.&lt;br /&gt;
And they each wrote an affidavit talking about the revelation&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h05m19s 00:05:19]&lt;br /&gt;
that, well, William Locke claims that&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum brought it to him and he took it home and showed it to Jane,&lt;br /&gt;
his wife and Austin Kells claims that Hyrum&lt;br /&gt;
read&lt;br /&gt;
it in the High Council meeting.&lt;br /&gt;
So they, they all three write these affidavits. Austin&#039;s is the longest.&lt;br /&gt;
The other two were quite short&lt;br /&gt;
and they have,&lt;br /&gt;
they, they say some things that have similarities that do connect to section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
So the general universal understanding&lt;br /&gt;
is that&lt;br /&gt;
the affidavits are referring to section 132 right?&lt;br /&gt;
That, that is what that Hyrum brought,&lt;br /&gt;
what is now section 132 to the um laws and that he read it in the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
And I will say this is what the church says, the church leaders say.&lt;br /&gt;
And this is what all of the um historians say and all of the anti&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph people say. So this is pretty universally accepted.&lt;br /&gt;
And um and this is the evidence for it.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, the strongest evidence for it is that this was contemporaneous.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s saying, look, it is proof that 132 existed in 1844 during Joseph&#039;s life.&lt;br /&gt;
So it can&#039;t have been a later&lt;br /&gt;
creation by Brigham Young. That&#039;s what the claim is.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to investigate.&lt;br /&gt;
The o the other part of the claim is that we&#039;ll go into this more and more is that&lt;br /&gt;
William Law was a really good guy who was&lt;br /&gt;
faithful to Joseph who just could not abide polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
And so felt like he had to speak out against it because he has so much integrity.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s kind of what goes along with this story.&lt;br /&gt;
And also there was one other part I was going to say, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
that the reason Joseph had the press destroyed is because&lt;br /&gt;
he was so desperate to keep polygamy a secret.&lt;br /&gt;
And so it&#039;s kind of a&lt;br /&gt;
um admission of guilt if you will,&lt;br /&gt;
that he destroyed the press to try to keep polygamy under wraps.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s the understanding that I am addressing, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I think, I think, I hope you&#039;ll agree that I&#039;ve laid out the case pretty well.&lt;br /&gt;
Maybe some of you have been convinced by it,&lt;br /&gt;
but we&#039;re going to get into it.&lt;br /&gt;
I think there is a lot to look at here, a lot of assumptions.&lt;br /&gt;
Some of the main assumptions here are that you can just make these&lt;br /&gt;
big, um, claims based on this very little understanding.&lt;br /&gt;
The, the expositor is a hu is a whole newspaper, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And the um the affidavits are actually 2.5% of the um the expositor content,&lt;br /&gt;
which I think is really interesting and important to consider.&lt;br /&gt;
We don&#039;t pay attention to any of the rest of it.&lt;br /&gt;
This is really the only thing we know about it&lt;br /&gt;
and then we assume that just knowing this is enough and it&#039;s all&lt;br /&gt;
we need to know and we can claim these things as proof.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what I really want to dig into. And as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s going to take more than one episode to I, I&#039;ve,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve actually thought this would be a pretty easy episode because I know&lt;br /&gt;
I have already seen sources that I think completely undermine this thing.&lt;br /&gt;
So my plan was to just bring forward those sources and go, ok. There it is.&lt;br /&gt;
But as I started digging into this topic, I was just like,&lt;br /&gt;
amazed by how huge it is. You really can&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
study the Nauvoo expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
You can&#039;t really understand the Nauvoo expositor enough to make claims&lt;br /&gt;
about it or speak about it adequately without getting into studying&lt;br /&gt;
the entire situation in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
The all of the things that were happening in the happening in the newspapers,&lt;br /&gt;
all of the discon&lt;br /&gt;
dissent that was happening,&lt;br /&gt;
the um many, many lawsuits and charges the entire&lt;br /&gt;
NAU&lt;br /&gt;
City Charter and then problems that were happening in NAU&lt;br /&gt;
like&lt;br /&gt;
little things that kind of related to the charter,&lt;br /&gt;
like the huge problems of crime and counterfeiting&lt;br /&gt;
and then&lt;br /&gt;
the the entire series of events that led to Joseph&#039;s death and Joseph&#039;s death. And&lt;br /&gt;
so much more, there are so many rabbit holes.&lt;br /&gt;
So I have been studying like crazy and I really decided that&lt;br /&gt;
to do justice to this topic and not, I, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
if I just give you the quotes and do it quickly like that.&lt;br /&gt;
I think people will still be like, well.&lt;br /&gt;
But, but I mean, you know, I think it&#039;s pretty,&lt;br /&gt;
a pretty hard case to make when you actually do some research.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s quite amazing the things that have been&lt;br /&gt;
left, it left out omitted from this discussion that, that directly applied to it.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, you have to, in addition to what I&#039;m talking about, you have to read, um,&lt;br /&gt;
all of the&lt;br /&gt;
many letters and&lt;br /&gt;
um, interviews and the diary of William Law.&lt;br /&gt;
You have to read everything that William Law wrote and said,&lt;br /&gt;
and then you have to do the investigative work to see what of it is valid.&lt;br /&gt;
You have to understand more about these people anyway. There&#039;s so,&lt;br /&gt;
so much so to do justice. I am going to not just&lt;br /&gt;
give the quick easy answers. In fact, most of those will come in part two.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to really help us gain a,&lt;br /&gt;
a&lt;br /&gt;
much more solid understanding of this entire&lt;br /&gt;
topic so that, so that people can&#039;t just say, well, uh you know,&lt;br /&gt;
something that you could really be like.&lt;br /&gt;
No. OK, here it is,&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s no room to wiggle out of this one.&lt;br /&gt;
At least that&#039;s how it looks to me and that&#039;s what I want to set out.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to do. I, I&lt;br /&gt;
could not disagree more with the assumption that all you need to know are&lt;br /&gt;
the affidavits and you can make this case and it&#039;s done case closed.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h10m21s 00:10:21]&lt;br /&gt;
I think that is&lt;br /&gt;
completely false.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s the kind of thing that you only believe because, you know, so little right,&lt;br /&gt;
like&lt;br /&gt;
there are lots of things, I think that people who are critics of Mormonism&lt;br /&gt;
um make the claim and I think that it is a justified claim that people believe&lt;br /&gt;
just the standard narrative of Mormonism mainly because&lt;br /&gt;
they don&#039;t know very much about our history.&lt;br /&gt;
And I would agree with that.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that the same is true here.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s really easy to make blanket claim, blanket claims,&lt;br /&gt;
make them sound like they&#039;re certain&lt;br /&gt;
that are, that have so many built in assumptions,&lt;br /&gt;
but so little actual understanding of the history, the documents, the events,&lt;br /&gt;
the people, all of the other things.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to dig into. OK. In&lt;br /&gt;
this part,&lt;br /&gt;
we are going to focus mainly on three questions&lt;br /&gt;
that we&#039;re going to try to investigate and answer.&lt;br /&gt;
The first is who were the men behind the Nauvoo Expositor? What do we know about them?&lt;br /&gt;
And what&lt;br /&gt;
you know, what can we learn about them that can help us understand this.&lt;br /&gt;
The second is what was the purpose of the novel Expositor?&lt;br /&gt;
What were these men trying to accomplish by doing this?&lt;br /&gt;
And the third question is why was the Nauvoo expositor destroyed?&lt;br /&gt;
I think that getting into these questions and understanding more about this&lt;br /&gt;
will help us have a much better foundation for part two,&lt;br /&gt;
which is where we will explore how polygamy plays into all of this,&lt;br /&gt;
how it is or isn&#039;t involved in these three questions that we&lt;br /&gt;
first asked and also exploring everything that was said about it.&lt;br /&gt;
So that is coming. Don&#039;t think I&#039;m neglected&lt;br /&gt;
it. I&#039;m just focusing on this other part first because I think that it comes first.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll start with um the men behind the expositor right there were primary,&lt;br /&gt;
the primary, um I guess I can call them conspirators.&lt;br /&gt;
Um were William Law and his older brother Wilson.&lt;br /&gt;
It was three sets of brothers, the law, the law brothers,&lt;br /&gt;
the Higgy brothers and the foster brothers.&lt;br /&gt;
So William and Wilson Law,&lt;br /&gt;
Francis and Chauncey Higby and then Robert and Charles Foster, those were the,&lt;br /&gt;
that was the central group.&lt;br /&gt;
There were some others that come into it. Definitely.&lt;br /&gt;
Like we&#039;ll talk a little bit about Joseph Jackson in this episode,&lt;br /&gt;
that guy. And then,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, the other, most of the other people like Austin&lt;br /&gt;
cells and&lt;br /&gt;
some of the others will talk more about in the next episode.&lt;br /&gt;
But this was the central group that was responsible&lt;br /&gt;
and that was involved with the Nauvoo expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
And so um we know by far the most about William Law, as I said, he was the, the in,&lt;br /&gt;
in the um first presidency&lt;br /&gt;
with Joseph Smith, he was John Bennett&#039;s replacement.&lt;br /&gt;
I just find that to be so interesting. These two counselors in a row.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s like, oh, wow,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s rough.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um we know by far the most about him.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll look at him the most, but we do know some about the others.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll do our best to try to understand all of these guys.&lt;br /&gt;
The basic understanding,&lt;br /&gt;
at least among the sort of Post Mormon or non Mormon group that I see is that,&lt;br /&gt;
that this understanding of Willie Bla is just this man that&#039;s like&lt;br /&gt;
very, this man of high moral character and a ton of integrity who just he, he,&lt;br /&gt;
he was so honest and he just could not abide polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
And so because of that,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s why he had to go against Joseph and he just&lt;br /&gt;
wouldn&#039;t lie under any circumstance. He was a good, good guy.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s kind of the understanding&lt;br /&gt;
and that&#039;s what I want to look into is to see if that really&lt;br /&gt;
is who he is based on the records that we have all of the&lt;br /&gt;
we have or if maybe he was a different guy that we have misjudged, right? And so&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s, that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to start by investigating.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, William and Wilson Law, they joined the church in Canada in 1836.&lt;br /&gt;
From all appearances, William at least was a sincere and faithful convert.&lt;br /&gt;
We um there&#039;s been some great work done and there&#039;s, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll link of course,&lt;br /&gt;
the notes below as many as I can possibly remember.&lt;br /&gt;
I have read so much, but I have&lt;br /&gt;
a ton of tabs open.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think I&#039;ve saved all of my links so they&#039;ll be posted below for people&lt;br /&gt;
who want to read these papers or who want to look at the original sources.&lt;br /&gt;
I will do my best to include them all.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
we can read a lot of um Williams letters early on from before he came to Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
So um he actually presided over the large um branch in Churchville, Canada.&lt;br /&gt;
So he was sort of the branch president from what I understand.&lt;br /&gt;
And this is interesting. So we&#039;re gonna back up and try to explore this, right.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith actually visited the Canadian members in 1837.&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t realize that Joseph went to Canada, but that&#039;s what it said.&lt;br /&gt;
And he told them he sort of warmed,&lt;br /&gt;
warned them to gather with the saint as quickly as they could.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was in 1837 most of the Canadian Saints actually heated&lt;br /&gt;
quite immediately and emigrated in 1837 and 18 th early 1838.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, they did pretty quickly as quickly as they could. But&lt;br /&gt;
William Law, who was the branch president, as I said, delayed moving for over a year.&lt;br /&gt;
And it looks like the delay was at least in part, if not, mainly&lt;br /&gt;
because he wanted to sell his properties, his whole things.&lt;br /&gt;
He already had a mill um in Canada and some other things.&lt;br /&gt;
So he sort of wanted to wait and get a good price for his property before he left.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m not saying there&#039;s anything good or bad about that.&lt;br /&gt;
I just want to point out kind of these series of events&lt;br /&gt;
that I think help us understand him a little bit better.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h15m31s 00:15:31]&lt;br /&gt;
So even though he was the,&lt;br /&gt;
the um&lt;br /&gt;
you know, one of the leaders there, he hesitated,&lt;br /&gt;
the others all left and he waited over a year, he didn&#039;t leave Canada,&lt;br /&gt;
I think until the very end of 38.&lt;br /&gt;
So over a year after most of the others had left and even then,&lt;br /&gt;
even after he left Canada, he stayed in Pennsylvania.&lt;br /&gt;
And I,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m quoting from one of these articles where they waited for the&lt;br /&gt;
Silver Horn State to be divided and their share to be sold.&lt;br /&gt;
So Jane, um it was William and Jane Law, Jane was Jane Silver Horn.&lt;br /&gt;
So it sounds like her um inherited&lt;br /&gt;
was being prepared&lt;br /&gt;
and William waited, waited there and did I say it was Pennsylvania?&lt;br /&gt;
Is that where it was?&lt;br /&gt;
Um And yeah, he stayed in Pennsylvania until they got all of, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
till they made sure that they got their fair share of James settlement,&lt;br /&gt;
I guess it was.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s interesting&lt;br /&gt;
that um&lt;br /&gt;
you know, that like you can start to see a pattern of priorities that I think play out.&lt;br /&gt;
Importantly, I don&#039;t want it to sound like I&#039;m nitpicking.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m not, I can see doing all of these things,&lt;br /&gt;
but there&#039;s a difference between the saints who were like, hey,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re just leaving and we&#039;re going because we&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
being obedient and him who was like,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m gonna get my nest egg together before I go.&lt;br /&gt;
And there&#039;s a little bit more to this.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um he claimed that he was anxious to be gathered with the people of God in,&lt;br /&gt;
in various letters.&lt;br /&gt;
Yet it seems he was more anxious to collect his nest egg, as I said in&lt;br /&gt;
his letter to his friend Mulholland,&lt;br /&gt;
who along with most of the of his other Canadian friends had already&lt;br /&gt;
gathered with the Saints in time to experience some of the things in&lt;br /&gt;
Missouri far west, you know, you know, they,&lt;br /&gt;
they had a struggle and I think a lot of these&lt;br /&gt;
members could have used help um from the comparatively very well&lt;br /&gt;
to do laws who already were doing pretty well and then&lt;br /&gt;
had just sold all of their properties and gotten this inheritance.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um but he wrote to Mulholland and said as soon as that,&lt;br /&gt;
as soon as the exiled saint, exiled saints fixed a place of resting,&lt;br /&gt;
he would endeavor to move there.&lt;br /&gt;
So he was kind of like I&#039;m gonna wait and see&lt;br /&gt;
how this turns out and where you guys end up.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
as soon as you know, where you&#039;re gonna be, let me know and I&#039;ll meet you there. And so,&lt;br /&gt;
um in another, this is the letter that I found the most interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
Um another letter he wrote to his Canadian&lt;br /&gt;
friend Robert Thompson who also had already gathered.&lt;br /&gt;
Um He,&lt;br /&gt;
he like really wanted to learn how he could best financially profit from his move&lt;br /&gt;
to wherever the saints were. This is what he said as to the mercantile business.&lt;br /&gt;
I wish you would give me all the information you can on the subject as&lt;br /&gt;
early as possible as my brother wishes to go to the West this season.&lt;br /&gt;
Let me know how the people pay.&lt;br /&gt;
What kind of goods is most suitable, how much capital would be needed,&lt;br /&gt;
whether there are many stores there and where is the best situation and&lt;br /&gt;
where the best situation would be for doing business in that line.&lt;br /&gt;
Give me a description of the county climate,&lt;br /&gt;
et cetera&lt;br /&gt;
and tell me where the Saints are going to settle.&lt;br /&gt;
If you know,&lt;br /&gt;
with a first rate new horsepower um would a first&lt;br /&gt;
rate new horsepower for grinding and sign be useful.&lt;br /&gt;
There, there is a new one and there&#039;s a new invention come out. That is excellent.&lt;br /&gt;
So you can see&lt;br /&gt;
that he&#039;s really got a um entrepreneurial type mindset. He&#039;s really a um&lt;br /&gt;
a,&lt;br /&gt;
a mover and shaker in finances. He really is not looking at,&lt;br /&gt;
oh, I need to gather with the Saints. He wants the inside scoop.&lt;br /&gt;
It reminds me a little bit of um for a little while I,&lt;br /&gt;
I knew people who were involved in construction and it was so interesting to see how&lt;br /&gt;
someone could get the inside scoop of where a temple&lt;br /&gt;
was going to be built before they started being everywhere.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, this was&lt;br /&gt;
um a while ago and it was fascinating&lt;br /&gt;
to see how people would start building really big&lt;br /&gt;
homes around where a temple was going to&lt;br /&gt;
be built because the property values would skyrocket.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, so it&#039;s kind of this like&lt;br /&gt;
using insider information in the church to financially profit that,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, whatever. but it is interesting, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It tells us a little bit about who, who William Law is. I think so&lt;br /&gt;
once they finally did make the move, this is quoting from um one of the roads I,&lt;br /&gt;
one of the papers I&#039;ll link called Road to Martyrdom by Joseph Bentley.&lt;br /&gt;
He says, William wasted little time putting down roots&lt;br /&gt;
at Nauvoo with,&lt;br /&gt;
with his brother Wilson, his partner, he purchased properties,&lt;br /&gt;
opened a store and proceeded to build a mill.&lt;br /&gt;
He saw the large influx of Mormons n&lt;br /&gt;
nau an opportunity to personally take advantage&lt;br /&gt;
of the economic growth of the community.&lt;br /&gt;
And he became a man of means, possessing some influence and power,&lt;br /&gt;
particularly among many of the Canadian converts then settling in the Mormon City.&lt;br /&gt;
So um&lt;br /&gt;
I think that while it&#039;s since while it&#039;s clear that William&#039;s faith was sincere,&lt;br /&gt;
his conversion to Mormonism,&lt;br /&gt;
it seems to have been very intermingled with his desire to see a prophet, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I think that to William Law,&lt;br /&gt;
Mormonism promised more than just spiritual&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h20m12s 00:20:12]&lt;br /&gt;
blessings it also promised financial opportunities.&lt;br /&gt;
And so Joseph was generally supportive of William&#039;s endeavors and, and, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
encouraged him, he wasn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
upset with him or anything and um that,&lt;br /&gt;
that may have contributed to their good feelings.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s good to understand that I, the impression I get is that Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
um his first presidency was a little more like a um&lt;br /&gt;
well, I, I don&#039;t wanna mischaracterize this,&lt;br /&gt;
but the impression I get is that William Law in large part was put&lt;br /&gt;
in the first presidency because he was a man of so much influence.&lt;br /&gt;
He had so much influence over the Canadian Saints.&lt;br /&gt;
He was a man of means and you know, a very competent man,&lt;br /&gt;
obviously sort of like how John Bennett, Bennett had been.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think that that was part of why um you know,&lt;br /&gt;
you can think of it a little bit like a president and a vice president.&lt;br /&gt;
You want some&lt;br /&gt;
that can really help and accomplish things.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s how I think that, that, that, that&#039;s how the situation looks to me at least.&lt;br /&gt;
And so um it&#039;s really so, so I want to kind of point out some of his sincerity.&lt;br /&gt;
He wrote a letter defending Joseph to a man who had been&lt;br /&gt;
actually one of his mentors that he was a close friend.&lt;br /&gt;
And after he&#039;d been in Nauvoo for a year, he wrote,&lt;br /&gt;
I have carefully watched his movement&lt;br /&gt;
since I have been here and I want to ensure,&lt;br /&gt;
assure you I have found him honorable and honest in all of our transactions,&lt;br /&gt;
which have been very considerable.&lt;br /&gt;
I believe he is an honest upright man. And so,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, so they did start out with a good working relationship.&lt;br /&gt;
I know things can sour obviously because that&#039;s what happened.&lt;br /&gt;
So as time went on, this is quoting&lt;br /&gt;
Lyndon cook and he, he has two papers that I&#039;ll link below.&lt;br /&gt;
Um It says William and the prophet began&lt;br /&gt;
to have diverging even conflicting financial interests.&lt;br /&gt;
So these seem to be at the root of laws, disaffection, the more I have looked into it,&lt;br /&gt;
the more clear this picture becomes.&lt;br /&gt;
And so,&lt;br /&gt;
in fact, this seems to be the case with all of these men with all six of these men.&lt;br /&gt;
Um And so let&#039;s look into a little bit,&lt;br /&gt;
let&#039;s let&#039;s look a little bit into some of the others that we know less about,&lt;br /&gt;
but we still know enough&lt;br /&gt;
to kind of explore. So Robert and Charles Foster both came to Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
in 1840 while in their late twenties, that&#039;s at least how the math adds up to me.&lt;br /&gt;
You can double check me.&lt;br /&gt;
Unlike the laws,&lt;br /&gt;
they immediately began purchasing land and establishing businesses planning,&lt;br /&gt;
planning to profit the um from the saints that were settling there.&lt;br /&gt;
Robert had been baptized in 1839 but there&#039;s actually&lt;br /&gt;
no evidence that Charles ever joined the church.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
maybe he just came with his brother to join the financial endeavors.&lt;br /&gt;
Maybe they were close,&lt;br /&gt;
he was never baptized as a member from any records that we have.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
And all of these men you will see were very involved in land speculation.&lt;br /&gt;
They knew that many that there was going to be an influx of saints because that,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, they were like, where are you going to settle?&lt;br /&gt;
Tell me where you&#039;re going to settle and then they went and&lt;br /&gt;
bought up land there because the saints were going to settle there.&lt;br /&gt;
So all of them were very involved in that,&lt;br /&gt;
which plays in quite a bit to what happened later.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um it&#039;s interesting because both of these men,&lt;br /&gt;
Robert and Charles are listed as doctors.&lt;br /&gt;
But um I can&#039;t, well, Charles,&lt;br /&gt;
he didn&#039;t graduate from medical school until 1847 a couple of years after Nauvoo and&lt;br /&gt;
I can&#039;t find any record of Robert ever attending or graduating from medical school.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
The same is true of William Law. I couldn&#039;t find any record of him.&lt;br /&gt;
He um from what I can see, he and Wilson were mainly businessmen and investors.&lt;br /&gt;
They, I know they had a lot of, all of them had a lot of um&lt;br /&gt;
knowledge of the law.&lt;br /&gt;
You know,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it was maybe a little looser than you could kind&lt;br /&gt;
of be a jack of all trades including medicine and law.&lt;br /&gt;
It is how it appears, you know, but I couldn&#039;t find, um,&lt;br /&gt;
I know that William Law lived the rest of his life after leaving Nauvoo as a doctor.&lt;br /&gt;
But again, I couldn&#039;t find any records of him attending medical school.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s interesting. Um,&lt;br /&gt;
ok. And then we&#039;ll go on to the next set of brothers Francis and Chauncey Higby.&lt;br /&gt;
So they actually were converted, I think because boys,&lt;br /&gt;
their father was a member and,&lt;br /&gt;
and brought them to NTU and then he passed away and these guys kind&lt;br /&gt;
of their true natures went out and they went a little bit crazy.&lt;br /&gt;
They were both practicing lawyers still in their early twenties.&lt;br /&gt;
They were quite young.&lt;br /&gt;
And um oh, this is interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
Both of them had been heavily mixed up with John Bennett before he fled.&lt;br /&gt;
Nuan Disgrace Francis.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Among many other things that we&#039;re getting into,&lt;br /&gt;
both of these guys had some problems, it sounds like, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
you can decide who to believe.&lt;br /&gt;
But I think that going with the contemporaneous testimonies that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
backed up by several witnesses is a good decision.&lt;br /&gt;
I think&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m taking a little sidetrack here that maybe I was gonna talk about later.&lt;br /&gt;
But there tends to be this assumption&lt;br /&gt;
that everything William Law ever said was true and everything&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph and Hyrum Smith ever said was a lie.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that&#039;s fascinating. People claim&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h24m43s 00:24:43]&lt;br /&gt;
to be looking at this evidence,&lt;br /&gt;
specifically the novel Expositor because it&#039;s contemporaneous.&lt;br /&gt;
And so they say, look, we can look at this.&lt;br /&gt;
But what they don&#039;t seem to realize is that they&#039;re bringing all&lt;br /&gt;
of the baggage from all of the later records with them to do&lt;br /&gt;
all of their investigation of the um expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
They&#039;re not coming to it with a clean slate.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think it&#039;s worth at least trying to step&lt;br /&gt;
into a position of open mindedness where you can,&lt;br /&gt;
can consider what the strongest evidence is in this&lt;br /&gt;
specific time frame with the records that we have.&lt;br /&gt;
Right? That because that&#039;s the reason it&#039;s valuable to be contemporaneous.&lt;br /&gt;
We have to like&lt;br /&gt;
to some extent,&lt;br /&gt;
let go of all of the assumptions we have&lt;br /&gt;
from all of the later records that came from Utah&lt;br /&gt;
and try to come to this with somewhat of an open mind to see,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, where, where&#039;s the strongest evidence of truth telling?&lt;br /&gt;
So that was a little sidetrack that um we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll maybe get into a little bit more.&lt;br /&gt;
But, um, there are quite a few allegations of Francis and&lt;br /&gt;
um chauncey Higby that I think are worth considering.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um Francis, among many other things,&lt;br /&gt;
he made allegations against Joseph Smith that he accused him of murder in Missouri.&lt;br /&gt;
And he later retracted that he and his father wrote an affidavit saying that no,&lt;br /&gt;
that wasn&#039;t true.&lt;br /&gt;
But then later,&lt;br /&gt;
he seems to have brought it up in the secret meetings for the expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s kind of hard to know we&#039;ll get into a little&lt;br /&gt;
bit more about Um France is a little bit later,&lt;br /&gt;
but&lt;br /&gt;
chauncey also was implicated along with John&lt;br /&gt;
Bennett in the attempted spiritual wifey seductions.&lt;br /&gt;
It seems like he&lt;br /&gt;
succeeded in several of them men, several women, including I think among others.&lt;br /&gt;
But I&#039;ve seen at least the these three Margaret&lt;br /&gt;
Nyan Matilda.&lt;br /&gt;
Nyan and Sarah Miller all signed&lt;br /&gt;
explicit affidavits of his attempts to seduce them.&lt;br /&gt;
Tell um he, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
used all of John Bennet&#039;s lines that if nobody found out about it, it wasn&#039;t a sin&lt;br /&gt;
and that if um something happened, if they got pregnant,&lt;br /&gt;
he lied to them and said doctor Bennett can take care of it.&lt;br /&gt;
John Bennett could take care of it. We covered that in the episode on&lt;br /&gt;
the problem of no Children.&lt;br /&gt;
And then he also, you know, invoked Joseph&#039;s name.&lt;br /&gt;
No, Joseph says, I, you know, I I&#039;m close with Joseph. He, this is what he teaches&lt;br /&gt;
in, in secret. So they were doing all of these things.&lt;br /&gt;
We know that John Bennett was doing it and I think we know pretty clearly that&lt;br /&gt;
cha&lt;br /&gt;
chauncey and Francis Hickie were doing it as well.&lt;br /&gt;
So they both seem to me to be very problematic guys, even after the&lt;br /&gt;
um situation in NVA was wrapped up, Francis even cheated his own conspirators.&lt;br /&gt;
He collected a second time and,&lt;br /&gt;
and took all the money himself or it&#039;s really confusing.&lt;br /&gt;
But he just like even with the men he did the novel sponsored with,&lt;br /&gt;
he even cheated them later on.&lt;br /&gt;
So they just seem to be problematic guys.&lt;br /&gt;
In fact, all of them do the fosters and the hippies.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s more that we&#039;re going to get into. But I&#039;m like,&lt;br /&gt;
oh, these are, these are these men?&lt;br /&gt;
Ok, let&#039;s look at, you know, who we think has better character,&lt;br /&gt;
who you would rather have, be your neighbor or your husband,&lt;br /&gt;
right? And these men.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, so again,&lt;br /&gt;
let&#039;s look at some of the things that might&lt;br /&gt;
have united these men that brought them together.&lt;br /&gt;
They were all deep into not&lt;br /&gt;
land speculation.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I think to me that provides insight into why&lt;br /&gt;
William law was so insistent on waiting until he sold his properties&lt;br /&gt;
and got Jane&#039;s inheritance.&lt;br /&gt;
It gave him that nest egg to come and invest in Nauvoo, which he did.&lt;br /&gt;
He invested heavily and immediately in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo. He was one of the few that had any money because&lt;br /&gt;
most of the saints were homeless,&lt;br /&gt;
penniless refugees chased out of Missouri and they sure could&lt;br /&gt;
have used some help from someone who had money,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
But instead, it seems William law set out,&lt;br /&gt;
set out to um profit as much as he could from the situation.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, we&#039;ll get into it more.&lt;br /&gt;
So in all these men were at all in business together,&lt;br /&gt;
they were just in business as brothers.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
um cumulatively altogether, they owned nearly 80 lot, 80 acres.&lt;br /&gt;
Each lot was an acre and each block is four acres. So altogether they own, owned&lt;br /&gt;
80 acres of lots in Nauvoo, like in the city pro&lt;br /&gt;
you know,&lt;br /&gt;
and um then they also owned at least 1500 acres of land right outside side Nauvoo,&lt;br /&gt;
which they had purchased as early arrivals with money in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
And so um they were,&lt;br /&gt;
they really were planning to see huge profits as the incoming Saints bought land,&lt;br /&gt;
bought lots from them.&lt;br /&gt;
They also had additional holdings. So, um,&lt;br /&gt;
the Fosters and hippies had less, but I&#039;ll just tell you the laws, I mean, they,&lt;br /&gt;
they had holdings, but the law,&lt;br /&gt;
they had already built a grist mill and that&#039;s a grain mill.&lt;br /&gt;
I had to look that up because&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h29m11s 00:29:11]&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t know that term. And a lumber mill. So they had two mills.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, I believe from what I understand, someone can correct me.&lt;br /&gt;
I think those were the only mills in town. So they saw huge profits from those.&lt;br /&gt;
There were some complaints about them sort&lt;br /&gt;
of overcharging or milking the people because&lt;br /&gt;
of the monopoly. I, I don&#039;t know if that&#039;s true or not.&lt;br /&gt;
They also owned a store and all of this was right in the heart of town&lt;br /&gt;
and they had other&lt;br /&gt;
um, businesses and properties as well. So all for all of these men nau&lt;br /&gt;
meant profits and it seems that through their investments,&lt;br /&gt;
their wealth in CRE creased, creased quite rapidly.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um, that was a lot of the things that they had in common, the, their desire to&lt;br /&gt;
gain wealth and then eventually seeing Joseph Smith as&lt;br /&gt;
in some ways an obstacle to their financial goals. So, we&#039;ll get into that. So, um,&lt;br /&gt;
ok,&lt;br /&gt;
let&#039;s see. Oh, in addition, all six of these men, I, I said that the, um, fo&lt;br /&gt;
the Higby&lt;br /&gt;
were both voyeurs.&lt;br /&gt;
I remember the Higby were the youngest and I think the fosters and then the laws might&lt;br /&gt;
have been a little bit older in their early&lt;br /&gt;
thirties is uh maybe someone would correct me,&lt;br /&gt;
but th those are about the ages&lt;br /&gt;
and um they all had extensive dealings with the law, but they also,&lt;br /&gt;
I think in large part because of their business,&lt;br /&gt;
they had extensive sort of um conflicts with the people in Nauvoo,&lt;br /&gt;
sometimes including Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is just a um quick rundown.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll hear, I&#039;ll quote from Bentley again on January 17th, 1843.&lt;br /&gt;
These are just, this is just a little snippet of some of the dealings that they had to,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, some of the problems that they were having.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith arbitrated a land case involving Robert Foster and six others.&lt;br /&gt;
A month later, Robert Foss,&lt;br /&gt;
Robert found himself in conflict with Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
Smith over the economic development of some of&lt;br /&gt;
the properties on the hill which were of greater value than properties in the Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
flat.&lt;br /&gt;
He wanted to promote his own development projects&lt;br /&gt;
that competed with the building of the Nauvoo House&lt;br /&gt;
and the churches need to sell lots on the river flats to pay off huge debts.&lt;br /&gt;
Also, at that time,&lt;br /&gt;
Wilson law was brought to court by UC Nickerson as the two men&lt;br /&gt;
wrangled over some in some islands in the Missouri River near Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
And on March 29th, 1843 Joseph Smith and Oscar Spencer ruled, again,&lt;br /&gt;
ruled against Robert Foster in a case concerning a debt, it goes on and on.&lt;br /&gt;
So you can see that like&lt;br /&gt;
this is all just about Robert Foster and that one snippet I chose.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s just to kind of show how the um anger could&lt;br /&gt;
be building because he kept having disputes with different people.&lt;br /&gt;
And um Joseph had to arbitrate in those and,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, sometimes Robert lost and you,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;ll see a little bit more that he did not have the temperament&lt;br /&gt;
to um to lose. He, he did not like that at all.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, um this is quoting from William um quoting from both um&lt;br /&gt;
William law nau&lt;br /&gt;
Dissenter by Lyndon Cook and Cultural crisis in the Mormon Kingdom by Marvin Hill.&lt;br /&gt;
I won&#039;t keep reading who I&#039;m quoting from because it gets cumbersome.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll just tell you what I&#039;m quoting and the links are below.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is the quote since Joseph was either sitting as judge&lt;br /&gt;
or in one case on the other end of the dispute,&lt;br /&gt;
these legal and financial disputes seem to have&lt;br /&gt;
fueled their anger and hatred for Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
It seems rather apparent that much of&lt;br /&gt;
their motivation against Joseph was financial and,&lt;br /&gt;
or political, political.&lt;br /&gt;
The reasons law offered for his disaffect&lt;br /&gt;
disaffection and schismatic behavior essentially related to a&lt;br /&gt;
growing concentration of authority is what he called it&lt;br /&gt;
into the areas of politic politics and economics.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what it really was, was they were like&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph is,&lt;br /&gt;
um they felt like he was competing with them and&lt;br /&gt;
he had more influence in the community than they did.&lt;br /&gt;
I,&lt;br /&gt;
it gets interesting. We&#039;ll get into it a little bit more. I um&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m just gonna add this now. So I hope it&#039;s not redundant or out of place right now.&lt;br /&gt;
But it&#039;s fascinating to see how things that didn&#039;t bother them at all at&lt;br /&gt;
one point all of a sudden became massive issues at another point and,&lt;br /&gt;
and I know that can happen.&lt;br /&gt;
But let me, let me try to explain what I mean, like&lt;br /&gt;
um the, the, all of the complaints that they make in the novel Expositor,&lt;br /&gt;
uh We&#039;ll get into polygamy later, like I said,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s a minor complaint and it doesn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
really apply to this conversation because I don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
think it was actually part of what one of any of their motivation at all.&lt;br /&gt;
I think it was just a useful thing to throw in there.&lt;br /&gt;
But um things like combining church and state didn&#039;t bother them at all. In&lt;br /&gt;
um 1842 1843 things using the habeas corpus that will get&lt;br /&gt;
into a little bit later that didn&#039;t bother them at all.&lt;br /&gt;
Having um influential people in city government and&lt;br /&gt;
church government didn&#039;t bother them at all.&lt;br /&gt;
It didn&#039;t bother them until they started to feel like they weren&#039;t profiting,&lt;br /&gt;
profiting&lt;br /&gt;
themselves as much as they wanted to.&lt;br /&gt;
And so we&#039;ll get into it a little bit more how that, how that&lt;br /&gt;
went. But I just see a lot of potential hypocrisy happening in, um&lt;br /&gt;
in their, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
in their trajectory.&lt;br /&gt;
So um it&#039;s important to recognize as I&#039;m talking about kind&lt;br /&gt;
of them competing against him and being angry like so,&lt;br /&gt;
so basically, I&#039;m gonna get into this a little bit more.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h34m11s 00:34:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph was asking the Saints to buy land from him when he came and settled.&lt;br /&gt;
Nu- he had had all of those huge losses in Missouri.&lt;br /&gt;
They were so far in debt and he still pledged his own property, his own word,&lt;br /&gt;
his own name to buy huge tracts of land in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo for the Saints to come and settle.&lt;br /&gt;
And he wanted the saints who could afford them to buy those lots so that he could&lt;br /&gt;
pay off the huge debts and start building&lt;br /&gt;
the city that they were building their community,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what he was trying to accomplish.&lt;br /&gt;
And so um having these other men buy big tracts of land&lt;br /&gt;
just for their own personal profits was hard because&lt;br /&gt;
he really needed to pay off his debt.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that&#039;s where the&lt;br /&gt;
and so he did ask the members to please buy the land from the church that it already,&lt;br /&gt;
they had made lot plants that&#039;s, they had, had intended.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, that&#039;s, I think what led to&lt;br /&gt;
the laws and the other,&lt;br /&gt;
their claims in the expositor that he was um overcharging them and&lt;br /&gt;
you know that he was charging too much for his land.&lt;br /&gt;
I actually don&#039;t think, I don&#039;t think there&#039;s good evidence for that.&lt;br /&gt;
We have the Book of Deeds, the Book of Landy, which I will do an episode on&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m getting there, there&#039;s a lot to cover in the meantime.&lt;br /&gt;
But um anyway, you can look and see the prices that he charged for every lot.&lt;br /&gt;
Nobody was complaining people were buying lots. It wasn&#039;t like&lt;br /&gt;
they were having to pay a higher price.&lt;br /&gt;
In fact,&lt;br /&gt;
there are many lots that um Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
the church gave to people who were impoverished.&lt;br /&gt;
So that was part of it too.&lt;br /&gt;
They were like if you can afford to buy a lot,&lt;br /&gt;
please buy a lot from us because we are trying to pay off the church debt,&lt;br /&gt;
build this community and provide for the poor, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
so, so that&#039;s what it looks to me.&lt;br /&gt;
At least that Joseph was trying to accomplish through the church&lt;br /&gt;
and the laws and the fosters and Higby were just seeking private,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, personal profits.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um so I,&lt;br /&gt;
and,&lt;br /&gt;
and it wasn&#039;t like Joseph used any legal means to say the saints had to buy from him.&lt;br /&gt;
He just had the influence to say, please buy from the church.&lt;br /&gt;
Not from, um, I, I don&#039;t even know if he said not from these other men.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t think he did. He just said, please buy the lots from the church. From what?&lt;br /&gt;
And anyway, people can correct me. I haven&#039;t read every source.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve just read a lot of them and I&#039;m trying to keep it all straight in my head.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s, that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to get back into.&lt;br /&gt;
I also do want to point out that these&lt;br /&gt;
huge debts Joseph was trying desperately to pay off.&lt;br /&gt;
He was trying to get, um, compensated by the government for the losses in Missouri.&lt;br /&gt;
They had, I mean, think of how much property was taken from them.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s painful to think about, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
and they had other things happen that&lt;br /&gt;
we will go into.&lt;br /&gt;
But, um, those debts, those personal debts, he never was able to rid himself of.&lt;br /&gt;
He died.&lt;br /&gt;
And Emma and Joseph the third struggled over those debts for decades,&lt;br /&gt;
maybe their entire lives.&lt;br /&gt;
And so it wasn&#039;t Joseph Smith was out personally profiting, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
in all of these ways, he was just trying to keep the church afloat,&lt;br /&gt;
putting himself on the line to try to do that.&lt;br /&gt;
At least that&#039;s how it looks to me.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s really, really what he wanted to accomplish. So, um,&lt;br /&gt;
ok, so as we&#039;ve gone over already,&lt;br /&gt;
there is plenty of evidence of the financial priorities and dealings&lt;br /&gt;
of these men and it can be found in numerous documents.&lt;br /&gt;
And so there were actually quite a few complaints against these men&lt;br /&gt;
by the people of Nauvoo and as well as the leader.&lt;br /&gt;
So here are just a couple of examples. Wilson law refused to pay a $600 note.&lt;br /&gt;
He had written to Joseph Joseph Smith in January&lt;br /&gt;
1842 for the land they built their mills on.&lt;br /&gt;
He made one payment of 100 $44.50.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, over a year later than it was due and then he refused to pay the rest.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um Joseph had used the notes to purchase from other people.&lt;br /&gt;
So like, you know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s interesting, you could say, hey,&lt;br /&gt;
this guy owes me this money.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
use this money that he owes me to buy this thing from you.&lt;br /&gt;
So those notes had changed hands. They weren&#039;t in Joseph&#039;s hands anymore.&lt;br /&gt;
So when will, when Wilson Law refused to pay them, the people Joseph had given them to&lt;br /&gt;
came back at him and was like, hey, this is he&#039;s not paying.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph had to try to collect.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think he,&lt;br /&gt;
he started a suit on May 1st 1844 which just&lt;br /&gt;
happens to be one month before the expositor was published.&lt;br /&gt;
Um And there, there are so that&#039;s just one little snippet that I found interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
There are so many other&lt;br /&gt;
accounts and testimonies of the law&#039;s dealings.&lt;br /&gt;
Um So I think I was going to say in all of the things you need to read,&lt;br /&gt;
I really strongly recommend&lt;br /&gt;
at the very least reading the City Council minutes on June 8th and June 10th,&lt;br /&gt;
those also will be leaked below.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m going to cover them the best I can.&lt;br /&gt;
But if you want to make claims about the&lt;br /&gt;
affidavit and the motivations and all of these things,&lt;br /&gt;
I really think you need to read the sources&lt;br /&gt;
firsthand and try to understand what was going on.&lt;br /&gt;
There was a ton of testimony of&lt;br /&gt;
the laws, um&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h38m55s 00:38:55]&lt;br /&gt;
their self&lt;br /&gt;
selfishness and dishonesty and quote, grind, the grinding, the faces of the poor.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll give just a couple of examples.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Hiram testified that while Joseph was under arrest&lt;br /&gt;
the laws and the fosters would have been,&lt;br /&gt;
rode, rode on a rail if he had not stepped forward to prevent it.&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram really did tend to come to people&lt;br /&gt;
defense.&lt;br /&gt;
Both Joseph and Hiram tended to really give people the benefit of the doubt.&lt;br /&gt;
I think they were a believers in forgiveness and second chances to a fall.&lt;br /&gt;
In fact,&lt;br /&gt;
you&#039;ll hear Joseph say something along those lines that really seems&lt;br /&gt;
to have been the main mistake they made was like believing&lt;br /&gt;
in people and wanting to give people the benefit of the&lt;br /&gt;
doubt and wanting to give them a chance to do better.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s like, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, if that&#039;s the worst that we have to accuse them of, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
II I know that&#039;s not the worst people have to accuse them of.&lt;br /&gt;
But when you get in looking at this, it looks like&lt;br /&gt;
that is one of what was definitely one of the mistake, main mistakes they made.&lt;br /&gt;
So a little bit more testimony, Peter Haas.&lt;br /&gt;
Um and he&#039;s a complicated figure as well.&lt;br /&gt;
They are all of these, you know, there&#039;s so much to explore about all of these.&lt;br /&gt;
But Joseph said that Peter Haas was the first&lt;br /&gt;
man to step forward and help serve the poor,&lt;br /&gt;
help serve the poor from Missouri.&lt;br /&gt;
So um he gave extensive relief to the poor. And so he gave&lt;br /&gt;
of just very emotional testimony of the avaricious behavior of the laws.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s um you know,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s complicated to understand all of it in the notes&lt;br /&gt;
and those kind of shorthand notes that was given.&lt;br /&gt;
But in short, the best I can understand,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph counseled the people that were in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo to help the suffering Missouri refugees.&lt;br /&gt;
So he was like, please help, you know that like please help us help them.&lt;br /&gt;
But um according to Haas,&lt;br /&gt;
the laws instead built mills, bought farms and oppressed the poor,&lt;br /&gt;
they serve some other God than the one I served. So there is a lot of angry testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
Um I get the sense that among other things, the laws had just a pattern of um they,&lt;br /&gt;
they would just take other people&#039;s money or property.&lt;br /&gt;
Um they acted as loan sharks like they would lend out money or goods to people in need.&lt;br /&gt;
And then,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, they like, like Peter Haas, for example, he claims to have sacrificed,&lt;br /&gt;
sacrificed his own wealth to help the poor.&lt;br /&gt;
And um but then he would,&lt;br /&gt;
they would treat the people horribly and to make them repaid like&lt;br /&gt;
um there&#039;s a lot of talk about threatening um cape&lt;br /&gt;
which is a word that means to have them arrested.&lt;br /&gt;
So they&#039;re threatened to have them arrested,&lt;br /&gt;
they harass their families when um people were away in church business.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll read a couple of examples of these.&lt;br /&gt;
Um They were accused of charging exorbitant rates&lt;br /&gt;
despite the dire poverty of the saints,&lt;br /&gt;
like I said, for the Green Mill,&lt;br /&gt;
they like they talked a lot about 2% which I guess was a high rate&lt;br /&gt;
to charge. I, I don&#039;t know. So&lt;br /&gt;
um this is continuing with the testimony by councils of, of the presidency,&lt;br /&gt;
Haas&lt;br /&gt;
converted his funds. This is talking going back to Peter Peter Haas.&lt;br /&gt;
He converted his funds to feeding the poor, bringing in meat and flour, et cetera.&lt;br /&gt;
And while thus engaged, he drew upon the laws.&lt;br /&gt;
So he, you know, took loans from them or purchased from them on credit,&lt;br /&gt;
I guess who were engaged in merchandise to the amount of some $600 which&lt;br /&gt;
on account of his expenditures for the for the poor,&lt;br /&gt;
he was not able to pay within some 70 or $80 as soon as the laws wanted it.&lt;br /&gt;
So when the laws came to collect, he was 70 or $80 short,&lt;br /&gt;
he offered them good property at considerable less than market value.&lt;br /&gt;
But they refused to accept that.&lt;br /&gt;
And he was obliged,&lt;br /&gt;
obliged to leave the city of a little season on church business while he was gone.&lt;br /&gt;
William Law threatened and intimidated his family in his absence,&lt;br /&gt;
absence for said pay.&lt;br /&gt;
So basically a ha&lt;br /&gt;
you know, well, II, I think you get the story that he&lt;br /&gt;
was trying so hard to serve the poor went into, um,&lt;br /&gt;
took some credit from the laws to do it.&lt;br /&gt;
And then when they came back and said, pay us back,&lt;br /&gt;
he had to race out of town was a little bit short.&lt;br /&gt;
They wouldn&#039;t accept any terms he offered and then&lt;br /&gt;
they harassed his family while he was gone.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
awful if that&#039;s true. But there&#039;s a lot of testimony along these lines. Um&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s see, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
among the many&lt;br /&gt;
awful dealings that they talk about, the one that seems to upset,&lt;br /&gt;
particularly Peter Haas the most&lt;br /&gt;
was when in preparing for a mission he had been called on.&lt;br /&gt;
So he&#039;d been called to serve on a mission.&lt;br /&gt;
He dropped off 24.5 bushels of wheat to the lost mill which they ground and used.&lt;br /&gt;
So I don&#039;t know if they sold it if they&lt;br /&gt;
used it themselves. He just when he went to get it, it, it they didn&#039;t have it.&lt;br /&gt;
He tried to collect it, but the loss put me off.&lt;br /&gt;
He said finally, uh when he was on his way out&lt;br /&gt;
town, he says valise in hand,&lt;br /&gt;
he confronted William Law saying what is to be done about?&lt;br /&gt;
My flower law promised brother has upon the honor of a gentleman and a saint.&lt;br /&gt;
I will get it this week and will lodge it in your home.&lt;br /&gt;
So he went on his mission with that&lt;br /&gt;
promise thinking his family would be provided for.&lt;br /&gt;
But when he came back,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h43m37s 00:43:37]&lt;br /&gt;
he found out that his family had been without&lt;br /&gt;
bread and were on the brink of starvation.&lt;br /&gt;
It this is a quote from the notes, could not say one word was boiling over.&lt;br /&gt;
So he was very emotionally impact&lt;br /&gt;
by this. As you can imagine that he left his family&lt;br /&gt;
to starve. And so&lt;br /&gt;
more testimony, it says that law Gold Nauvoo House,&lt;br /&gt;
I had to look up all of those word gold is defined in the Webster&lt;br /&gt;
1828 I had to look up a lot of words in the Webster 1828.&lt;br /&gt;
It means cheated, deceived or defrauded.&lt;br /&gt;
So um la is accused of defrauding the Nauvoo house $500.&lt;br /&gt;
It says blocked the wheels and locked the guns at night. I don&#039;t know what&lt;br /&gt;
a lot of this means. It just goes on and on.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s a lot of testimony,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith testified that at the time he was under arrest,&lt;br /&gt;
like when he was in hiding, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
just trying to get by William law pursued him for $40 he was&lt;br /&gt;
owing and took the last expense money he had to pay it.&lt;br /&gt;
So like he didn&#039;t care what other people&#039;s situations were.&lt;br /&gt;
If you owe me money, I&#039;m gonna get it from you. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
That, that seems to be an ongoing pattern that kind of comes out in all of this.&lt;br /&gt;
In addition to the many claims of bad dealing and&lt;br /&gt;
extreme selfishness, there were also the allegations of immorality.&lt;br /&gt;
So we already covered a little bit about chauncey&#039;s excommunication due to&lt;br /&gt;
his attempts to seduce several women in league with John Bennett.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
I want to point out all of that happened&lt;br /&gt;
before this expositor situation, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Like we have those affidavits dated in 42 and&lt;br /&gt;
Chan&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
excommunication.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s not like um these allegations were just being&lt;br /&gt;
thrown out at the city council to defend these men.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what the&lt;br /&gt;
no um the&lt;br /&gt;
uh the Warsaw signal claims, but it&#039;s not true. You have the documentation.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
um going on Francis Higby was also accused of illicit sexual conduct in 1841.&lt;br /&gt;
But after promising to reform, no disciplinary action was taken against him.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll read a little bit of that in a minute of how that comes back up.&lt;br /&gt;
And so as I said, unlike um Joseph Smith, we do have the contemporary evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
We have the contemporaneous&lt;br /&gt;
accusations of chauncey&#039;s or affidavits of chauncey&#039;s accusers and,&lt;br /&gt;
and all of this, it didn&#039;t come decades later, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Um There&#039;s extensive testimony from multiple witnesses.&lt;br /&gt;
It was given about Wilson law seducing a girl.&lt;br /&gt;
She was, it&#039;s kind of a complicated story. She was 16 or 17. Her father had died.&lt;br /&gt;
Wilson um, seduced her. You know, the story goes on. She, she lived, um, let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
Well,&lt;br /&gt;
it says that at one point some women came in&lt;br /&gt;
and caught the two of them on the floor together.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s a pretty complicated&lt;br /&gt;
illicit story.&lt;br /&gt;
But, um, there&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s a lot of evidence that Wilson Wilson Law&lt;br /&gt;
at least was also immoral and William Law interesting,&lt;br /&gt;
interestingly was accused of adultery.&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum Smith testified that William Law win six, that he had been guilty of adultery.&lt;br /&gt;
He was not fit to live or die. He had sinned against his own soul, et cetera.&lt;br /&gt;
So, so that&#039;s interesting that when, um, William Law thought he was on his deathbed,&lt;br /&gt;
he confessed that to Hyrum Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
which Hiram never brought up until this was all happening, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
because they were accusing&lt;br /&gt;
all, all they were accusing Joseph and Hiram of all of these things. So,&lt;br /&gt;
um I, I&#039;m gonna just really quickly address there&#039;s so many&lt;br /&gt;
crazy allegations about William and Jane Law&lt;br /&gt;
and Joseph and Emma Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
So not gonna go too much into all of them, but I really,&lt;br /&gt;
I wanna quickly address just this one.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
we have on the one hand and I guess I will get into it a little bit in a, in a minute.&lt;br /&gt;
They, the, um, so there are accounts that,&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph was trying to marry Jane Law and that&#039;s what made William so mad. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll get into that and see what the sources of those and why they&lt;br /&gt;
are completely invalid. And in&lt;br /&gt;
fact, I was going to cover this next time, but even William Law,&lt;br /&gt;
like almost every claim that is made, William Law himself is like, absolutely not.&lt;br /&gt;
That is not true. So we&#039;ll get into that. So I, I think that the&lt;br /&gt;
evidence for Jane for Joseph proposition in Jane is terrible evidence,&lt;br /&gt;
William himself says absolutely not William&#039;s Children say absolutely not,&lt;br /&gt;
never happened.&lt;br /&gt;
But then on the other side,&lt;br /&gt;
there are claims that um Jane Law tried to be sealed to Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what I&#039;m gonna look at really fast because all of these claims&lt;br /&gt;
I tend to think none of them should be really um considered valid for,&lt;br /&gt;
for various reasons.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll talk about this one&lt;br /&gt;
really quickly. Um In this account, it was written by Alexander. Nar,&lt;br /&gt;
he&#039;s actually a pretty cool guy. He&#039;s the first Jewish Mormon.&lt;br /&gt;
And um, and he wrote this in his journal that claims to have been recorded&lt;br /&gt;
on May 24th,&lt;br /&gt;
1844. So, um, you know, somewhat contemporaneous and this is what he writes&lt;br /&gt;
Alexander.&lt;br /&gt;
Nar, a close friend of the prophet said that&lt;br /&gt;
Mr William Law wished to be married to his wife for eternity.&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Joseph said he would inquire of the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
So, so they&#039;re saying, you know, they wanted to be sealed, um which was happening.&lt;br /&gt;
I think we don&#039;t understand what that really was about,&lt;br /&gt;
but um I&#039;m still looking into it to try to get a better understanding.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h48m34s 00:48:34]&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t think&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph meant by sealing the same thing that we&lt;br /&gt;
mean by sea.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Anyway, Joseph out, the Lord answered no, because law was an adulterous person.&lt;br /&gt;
Mrs Law wanted to know why she could not be married. Well, I guess sealed to Mr Law,&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Smith said he would not wound her feelings by telling her&lt;br /&gt;
some days after Mr Smith going toward his office,&lt;br /&gt;
but was going to his office and Mrs Law stood in the door,&lt;br /&gt;
beckoned to him more than um beckoned to him more&lt;br /&gt;
than once did not know whether she beckoned to him.&lt;br /&gt;
Sorry, it&#039;s written without any punctuation in shorthand.&lt;br /&gt;
Went across to inquire, yes, please to walk in.&lt;br /&gt;
No one but him but herself in the house.&lt;br /&gt;
She drawing her arms around him, said, if you won&#039;t seal me to my husband,&lt;br /&gt;
seal me to yourself.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s the claim is that Jane was upset that she couldn&#039;t be sealed to William.&lt;br /&gt;
So she called Joseph and threw her arms around him and said, if,&lt;br /&gt;
if you won&#039;t let me be sealed to him, then let me be sealed to you.&lt;br /&gt;
He said, stand away and pushing her gently aside,&lt;br /&gt;
giving her a denial and going out when Mr&lt;br /&gt;
came home, he inquired who had been in his absence, she said no one but Mr Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
he then demanded what had passed Mrs law then told Jose&lt;br /&gt;
told him Joseph wanted her to be married to him.&lt;br /&gt;
So as I said, that&#039;s um&lt;br /&gt;
the in the journal of Alexander Nar&lt;br /&gt;
24th of May 1844. So, um, I, there are several reasons I don&#039;t find this credible.&lt;br /&gt;
Um I don&#039;t know when the journal was written if it actually is contemporaneous and,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, I haven&#039;t looked into that.&lt;br /&gt;
So I don&#039;t have anything to say on that, but&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s dated May 24th, 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
And there&#039;s absolutely no way that this could have happened.&lt;br /&gt;
I actually don&#039;t think it could have happened at all.&lt;br /&gt;
From all accounts, William and Jane Law had a very good marriage,&lt;br /&gt;
were very faithful and loyal to each other.&lt;br /&gt;
And this is so bizarre that I, I don&#039;t find it credible in any way.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m like, how, how would Alexander&lt;br /&gt;
Nar have been privy to these conversations? Right? How would he know? Why would Jane&lt;br /&gt;
do any of this? Why would she even think to be sealed to Joseph?&lt;br /&gt;
I mean, that wouldn&#039;t come around until later on, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
the later understandings of ceilings,&lt;br /&gt;
not anything that I can find that Joseph taught,&lt;br /&gt;
when would this actually have happened?&lt;br /&gt;
So this is something that I think is important to consider in&lt;br /&gt;
late May. Jane would have been over eight months pregnant.&lt;br /&gt;
She gave birth to a baby in early June 1844 just after they had left Nauvoo. So&lt;br /&gt;
they,&lt;br /&gt;
and also they had already the laws and the um smiths had&lt;br /&gt;
already been in serious disputes for months and months before this happened.&lt;br /&gt;
And so it, it couldn&#039;t have happened, then no other date is given, I&lt;br /&gt;
there are several other problems. II I won&#039;t beat it to death.&lt;br /&gt;
But, um, anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
I think that we should just discard all of these claims about Jane Bennett.&lt;br /&gt;
I actually, I&#039;m Jane Law. I&lt;br /&gt;
guess I have Jane Austen of the brain.&lt;br /&gt;
But, um, I think that we should&lt;br /&gt;
like, like for me, I, I accept sources unless I have a reason to reject them. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s kind of how I come to it.&lt;br /&gt;
I just assume that people are telling the truth unless there&#039;s a reason to go.&lt;br /&gt;
This does not seem credible to me and for the following reasons.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s how I&#039;m approaching this.&lt;br /&gt;
If someone can explain to me why it&#039;s legitimate or provide something else&lt;br /&gt;
to back it up or help make sense of it in some way,&lt;br /&gt;
then I&#039;ll reconsider,&lt;br /&gt;
but I personally am not comfortable using either of these accounts and you know,&lt;br /&gt;
they both go to different sides of the argument.&lt;br /&gt;
But I, I want&lt;br /&gt;
the whole,&lt;br /&gt;
I want to find better sources and I also just&lt;br /&gt;
wish that we knew more about Jane in general.&lt;br /&gt;
She&#039;s the only female&lt;br /&gt;
in the group that we know about.&lt;br /&gt;
She wrote an affidavit, like and yet, and,&lt;br /&gt;
and Joseph accuses her of spreading libelous rumors about him.&lt;br /&gt;
But I, we don&#039;t have any of her records.&lt;br /&gt;
We don&#039;t have any of the words that she said other than just her short affidavit.&lt;br /&gt;
So I feel a little bit, I, I&#039;m like,&lt;br /&gt;
I want to know more about Jane and I haven&#039;t been able to find&lt;br /&gt;
that yet because I think it&#039;s interesting to see how she plays into this.&lt;br /&gt;
I kind of, I don&#039;t know, you guys know I&#039;m a bit of a,&lt;br /&gt;
I hate feminist is such a tricky word. You know what I mean? I like women&#039;s stories.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to hear women&#039;s stories.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, so in any case, it should be clear that the sexual allegations,&lt;br /&gt;
sorry for that sidetrack in tonight.&lt;br /&gt;
I just wanted to talk about sources and some of these weird claims,&lt;br /&gt;
um uh there were sexual allegations against the laws, the fosters and the higgy.&lt;br /&gt;
So it would be difficult to claim that these men&#039;s actual&lt;br /&gt;
beef with Joseph was their moral objections to his supposed polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
And for anyone still hanging on saying,&lt;br /&gt;
well, yeah, but um&lt;br /&gt;
but um Joseph Smith was, was coming on to Jane was trying to seduce Jane&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, we&#039;ll get to that. I also want to point out my friend who is my new producer.&lt;br /&gt;
Hi, Karen. Thank you. I&#039;m excited to be working with you.&lt;br /&gt;
Um She pointed out to me last night a really good point that um&lt;br /&gt;
like&lt;br /&gt;
that&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum read that Joseph received this revelation that&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum read that was about virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s one of the things that the affidavits talk about, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
that it had to be virgins and then immediately go, start,&lt;br /&gt;
goes and starts propositioning a married woman that he had given it to.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h53m26s 00:53:26]&lt;br /&gt;
You know, like there are so many problems with this in so many ways,&lt;br /&gt;
but I think there are a lot much stronger claims we&#039;re going to get to.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
when, when we get to the source of the stories about Joseph proposition in Jane,&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that people will at least have the integrity to&lt;br /&gt;
consider whether those should be believed at all.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok,&lt;br /&gt;
so it seems that what started as financial and business&lt;br /&gt;
conflicts progressed to legal and criminal disputes and very,&lt;br /&gt;
very hard feelings.&lt;br /&gt;
And so&lt;br /&gt;
I really, you know, like the more I read through all of these documents,&lt;br /&gt;
the better sense I got of this escalation.&lt;br /&gt;
It is just a crazy sad situation, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
and so the Joseph Smith papers are, it is really helpful. They have like&lt;br /&gt;
summaries of all of the lawsuits and, and all of the um&lt;br /&gt;
documents in each of the lawsuits.&lt;br /&gt;
And anyway, there&#039;s so much information available,&lt;br /&gt;
you kind of have to know what to look for.&lt;br /&gt;
But as I said, I&#039;ll post,&lt;br /&gt;
yeah, it&#039;s gonna be a long list of links,&lt;br /&gt;
so I&#039;ll try to do it in some kind of an org organized way if I can.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;ll be somewhat helpful. But,&lt;br /&gt;
um, if you look through all of the documents, you will find very,&lt;br /&gt;
very little if anything about polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
and what you will find is far from credible.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, we&#039;re going to go into that in the next episode.&lt;br /&gt;
What you will find though is a huge pile of complaints, affidavits, lawsuits,&lt;br /&gt;
legal disputes, criminal charges, extreme rhe&lt;br /&gt;
rhetoric&lt;br /&gt;
and serious death threats against Joseph Smith and in his government position&lt;br /&gt;
and threats against the city.&lt;br /&gt;
That is the picture that emerges, that was really the actual situation.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um, ok, so I&#039;m gonna try and do it just a quick over CP of the escalation.&lt;br /&gt;
This will not do it justice at all,&lt;br /&gt;
but I&#039;ll try to start at the beginning kind of take us through to where it goes.&lt;br /&gt;
So late December 1843 Joseph received warnings that&lt;br /&gt;
there was a traitor in his council.&lt;br /&gt;
There were reports that um, someone was working with Carthage to try to&lt;br /&gt;
get him out of his position. You know, he started to get warnings and&lt;br /&gt;
most of the reports were the&lt;br /&gt;
William Law.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um that he was anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
so Joseph tried to let William Law speak for himself&lt;br /&gt;
and tried to get to the bottom of this.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s interesting because um&lt;br /&gt;
um that must have been just&lt;br /&gt;
almost unbelievable to him and so hard after John Bennett and now in hers,&lt;br /&gt;
William law, I can assume that he was feeling like, am I just paranoid?&lt;br /&gt;
You know, like it&#039;s a, it&#039;s a pretty tough situation.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s interesting because William Marks&lt;br /&gt;
who was the state president was also implicated,&lt;br /&gt;
but only by Francis Higby from what I found.&lt;br /&gt;
So it looks to me like Francis Higby was possibly trying to throw&lt;br /&gt;
um Marks under the bus and throw Joseph off the scent of William law.&lt;br /&gt;
And it is interesting for a variety of reasons that he chose William Marks.&lt;br /&gt;
I won&#039;t go into those right now, but you can think about it. It is interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
So in early January, so that happened the very end of December in early January.&lt;br /&gt;
After some investigation, some other problems happening,&lt;br /&gt;
more accusations coming&lt;br /&gt;
William Law was removed from the first presidency law&lt;br /&gt;
complained bitterly for months that Joseph didn&#039;t follow protocol.&lt;br /&gt;
And um it seems that that is true that he didn&#039;t follow&lt;br /&gt;
the standard protocol of how to remove somebody from their office.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
I think it isn&#039;t worth at worth at&lt;br /&gt;
least considering whether plotting to kill the president&lt;br /&gt;
counselor you are, we are getting to, that&lt;br /&gt;
might possibly cause you to forfeit some claims to standard procedure, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Like I don&#039;t think that these standard procedures were written for someone who was&lt;br /&gt;
trying to kill you have and someone who was trying to have you killed.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph seems to earnestly have tried to resolve the&lt;br /&gt;
situation multiple times with law and the others.&lt;br /&gt;
There were ups and downs again and again, these men would like&lt;br /&gt;
pretend to be his friends.&lt;br /&gt;
They would claim that everything was worked out and they were loyal to him,&lt;br /&gt;
they would call him a friend, but then they would quickly betray him again.&lt;br /&gt;
And like&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s just&lt;br /&gt;
so awful to read what happens.&lt;br /&gt;
I mean, even whatever side of this you&#039;re on,&lt;br /&gt;
at least just consider what was happening and what these guys were doing.&lt;br /&gt;
Even if you think&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph was guilty and deserved it. Like this is not good behavior. It just is,&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know, it&#039;s hard, it&#039;s hard to see.&lt;br /&gt;
So ultimately, um things were set on their course.&lt;br /&gt;
There was no redeeming it no matter how hard Joseph tried. So&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s hard to know how long all of this was in the works when it started.&lt;br /&gt;
But secret meetings with plans to take down the Smith began in February and March.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll get into this more and more the&lt;br /&gt;
conspirators were excommunicated in April on April 18th.&lt;br /&gt;
And um let&#039;s see, that&#039;s, that&#039;s what I was going to talk about J law.&lt;br /&gt;
So I need to get ahead um catch up to where I were. So, ok.&lt;br /&gt;
So, yeah, they were excommunicated on the 18th.&lt;br /&gt;
And then we&#039;ll go ahead to just kind of look at some,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re just gonna take some snapshots to kind of highlight the situation.&lt;br /&gt;
This is not at all comprehensive, just trying to paint part of the picture. So&lt;br /&gt;
the first meeting was February 26th.&lt;br /&gt;
That was the first meeting of the conspirators.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=00h58m16s 00:58:16]&lt;br /&gt;
They began planning and implementing their strategy to take down&lt;br /&gt;
the Smiths.&lt;br /&gt;
Um They had, it was multifaceted, they had a legal strategy.&lt;br /&gt;
They planned several lawsuits, most of them frivolous and were thrown out. But um&lt;br /&gt;
but this is what they were doing.&lt;br /&gt;
Um So remember the Higby were both lawyers and the others.&lt;br /&gt;
They, they all had a lot of um&lt;br /&gt;
ability to use the law in, in different ways.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, so let I&#039;m gonna talk about some of those lawsuits.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, so if you can remember, um&lt;br /&gt;
Oras or Simas&lt;br /&gt;
F Bostwick, he, I couldn&#039;t remember his name in a previous episode,&lt;br /&gt;
but he&#039;s the one who was making accusations against Hyrum Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
accusing him of being a polygamist and accusing the women of Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
And that&#039;s what led to&lt;br /&gt;
the huge outrage that led to the voice of innocence that Emma&lt;br /&gt;
Smith had written and contributed to the giant meeting they had on,&lt;br /&gt;
do they write the date down?&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, on March 7th, they had over 8000 people,&lt;br /&gt;
I think at the Temple Lot where the voice of&lt;br /&gt;
innocence was read and all of these accusations were strong&lt;br /&gt;
contradicted. And put down&lt;br /&gt;
and I had three meetings, I believe the next day with relief society.&lt;br /&gt;
So all of the sisters could come and hear the voice of innocent read.&lt;br /&gt;
They were like leaving,&lt;br /&gt;
no doubt that these allegations were false and that there was no polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I know that people claim that they were just lying. I,&lt;br /&gt;
ok, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
I guess I can understand how the Post Mormons or the Anti Mormons claim that.&lt;br /&gt;
But for the LDS, the faithful LDS people,&lt;br /&gt;
I think that really needs to be thought about much more&lt;br /&gt;
actually read through these things and see what they said and&lt;br /&gt;
consider if you can write it off as carefully worded denials.&lt;br /&gt;
But anyway, that, that&#039;s the claim and, and even if you think they were lying,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s pretty&lt;br /&gt;
like that&#039;s a pretty hard claim to make. So like anyway, I don&#039;t find that credible.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, that&#039;s who or&lt;br /&gt;
Sff Bos&lt;br /&gt;
is, that&#039;s all I was trying to get to.&lt;br /&gt;
And interestingly, Joseph Smith sued him for slander against, I believe&lt;br /&gt;
Hira&lt;br /&gt;
Man&lt;br /&gt;
and the women of Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
And interestingly Higby, I think it&#039;s Chan Higby.&lt;br /&gt;
It says different names at different places.&lt;br /&gt;
But um some of the writers say it was Francis Higby,&lt;br /&gt;
but Chauncey Higby is listed on the documents that I&#039;ll post below.&lt;br /&gt;
Um He, he was representing Bostwick and he threatened repeated,&lt;br /&gt;
he threatened to appeal the case to&lt;br /&gt;
Hancock County which Joseph correctly called out&lt;br /&gt;
interpreted and called out as a threat to incite the mob against the Saints.&lt;br /&gt;
They handled well, we&#039;ll get into it a little bit more,&lt;br /&gt;
but they handled things in the city.&lt;br /&gt;
And so saying, I&#039;m going to take this to Hancock County was a threat to bring the mob.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s, that&#039;s what all of this was motivated to do.&lt;br /&gt;
It was motivated to get Joseph to Carthage&lt;br /&gt;
and to&lt;br /&gt;
get the community to come in against the um against null.&lt;br /&gt;
You&#039;ll see that escalate more and more. So couple more examples.&lt;br /&gt;
I won&#039;t take as long on these April 26th or maybe I will. April 26th.&lt;br /&gt;
That was an exciting day.&lt;br /&gt;
There was some unrest, there was a dispute between the two brothers,&lt;br /&gt;
the brother who was anti Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
ended up choking the brother who was arguing in defense of Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
And um&lt;br /&gt;
so when the,&lt;br /&gt;
when the brother who had been choked and assaulted came and&lt;br /&gt;
made a complaint and tried to have his brother arrested,&lt;br /&gt;
everything broke, broke loose, the brother refused to be arrested.&lt;br /&gt;
The um sheriff trying to do the arrest, ordered people to help him and&lt;br /&gt;
people started sort of joined in on the other side because it was,&lt;br /&gt;
I believe the Higby and the fosters and they&lt;br /&gt;
um and so anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
so it ended up that their um arrests were&lt;br /&gt;
ordered and here&#039;s what ensued in this chaos.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
So this is quoting from the report and the nue&lt;br /&gt;
neighbor. Um and that&#039;s the,&lt;br /&gt;
the Nauvoo newspaper,&lt;br /&gt;
Charles A Foster drew a double barreled pistol on the mayor Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
but it was instantly wrenched from his hand and he afterward declared he would&lt;br /&gt;
have shot the mayor if his pistol had not been taken from him.&lt;br /&gt;
And he would have thanked God for the privilege of ridding the world of a tyrant.&lt;br /&gt;
Chanel&lt;br /&gt;
had be responded to Foster&#039;s threats and swore by the eternal God. I will do it yet.&lt;br /&gt;
Rd Foster. That&#039;s Robert Foster. Then asked Higby if he had his pistols with him&lt;br /&gt;
chauncey Higby said no.&lt;br /&gt;
And if I had, I swear by God, I would shoot,&lt;br /&gt;
shoot the right man for he is in the crowd looking the mare&lt;br /&gt;
full in the face and stretching his hand out toward the mare.&lt;br /&gt;
When he spoke it&lt;br /&gt;
about this time, Chauncey Higby took up a rock in each hand and smote them together,&lt;br /&gt;
repeating, repeating,&lt;br /&gt;
repeatedly, swearing vengeance on the mayor and the officers of his city.&lt;br /&gt;
And so this is I&#039;m reading the account book from the Northern neighbors.&lt;br /&gt;
But there are many accounts of this.&lt;br /&gt;
There are many sources where this was written that you can look at.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, by this time 40 or 50 had assembled around the office door,&lt;br /&gt;
among whom was Doctor Richard.&lt;br /&gt;
So the Willard Richards,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h03m00s 01:03:00]&lt;br /&gt;
the city recorder who was standing peaceably and silently on the step&lt;br /&gt;
of the door when Robert Foster who was raging and foaming about the&lt;br /&gt;
mayor and others came up to him suddenly and shaking his fists&lt;br /&gt;
in the reporter&#039;s face in the most threatening and abusive manner said,&lt;br /&gt;
and you too, by God or another damned black hearted villain with many more such,&lt;br /&gt;
oh a black hearted villain with many more&lt;br /&gt;
like a&lt;br /&gt;
appropriate appropriate epithets which he repeated many times.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um sorry for the swearing, I&#039;m quoting,&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t realize&lt;br /&gt;
so um I should have edited that before.&lt;br /&gt;
But anyway, then this is from the Joseph Smith journal.&lt;br /&gt;
You get more information that um Richards issued,&lt;br /&gt;
issued a warrant for RD Foster on complaint.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s Rich Robert Foster&lt;br /&gt;
and complained of Willard Richards for breach of ordinance&lt;br /&gt;
um Ordinance 3 22 39.&lt;br /&gt;
In that Foster said to Richards,&lt;br /&gt;
you shaking his fist in his face are another damned black hearted villain.&lt;br /&gt;
You tried to seduce my wife on the boat when she was going to New York and I can prove it&lt;br /&gt;
and the oath is out against you. So this is fascinating.&lt;br /&gt;
This is the only allegation I have of&lt;br /&gt;
polygamy at so far coming into this.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s Robert Foster accusing Willard Richards of propositioning his wife.&lt;br /&gt;
And um there are,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, other like other sources for this happening as well. And so&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s really interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
It wasn&#039;t Joseph Smith something to point out is&lt;br /&gt;
that Willard Richards apparently did have three wives while in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo, he was one of these polygamy conspirators. And so&lt;br /&gt;
I, you know, I don&#039;t know what to believe about this,&lt;br /&gt;
but it is possible we&#039;re gonna read more about Roberts and how,&lt;br /&gt;
I mean Robert Foster and how he found this out and what happened.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s pretty dark. So I don&#039;t know if it was true or not. But it is interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
I will point out Robert&#039;s wife was Sarah Finney Foster,&lt;br /&gt;
who&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s no accusation from Robert or from Sarah against Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
just this accusation against Willard Richards.&lt;br /&gt;
But I will point out&lt;br /&gt;
that Sarah Finney Foster has her very own land deed.&lt;br /&gt;
And so for those who are trying to, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
claim that land deeds line up to Joseph&#039;s wife.&lt;br /&gt;
Somehow, I just think that that&#039;s an interesting one to bring out.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um, we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll go into that more in the episode on land deeds.&lt;br /&gt;
I just, I&#039;m adding that in, but it says, um, also that Foster was highly&lt;br /&gt;
just during the trial accusing Joseph Smith of a&lt;br /&gt;
great variety of vile and false epithets and charges.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, so that&#039;s this is showing kind of the state of affairs.&lt;br /&gt;
May 1st Francis Higby sued Joseph Smith for $5000 damages for libel claiming,&lt;br /&gt;
um because he said that Joseph claimed he had a venereal disease,&lt;br /&gt;
which according to Joseph&#039;s lawyers was true.&lt;br /&gt;
Higby actually had Joseph arrested and the case taken to Carthage.&lt;br /&gt;
So that with all of these, they were trying to get Joseph and Carthage and he&lt;br /&gt;
immediately had to go to Carthage.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um that,&lt;br /&gt;
that was kind of the pattern that they&lt;br /&gt;
were establishing what they were trying to accomplish.&lt;br /&gt;
It looks like. So&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s worth reading part of Joseph&#039;s testimony that he gave because&lt;br /&gt;
when he was arrested and taken to Carthage this time,&lt;br /&gt;
he gave testimony, it&#039;s long, I&#039;m just gonna read a few snippets of it.&lt;br /&gt;
It appears I am a prisoner and by the authority of the Circuit court,&lt;br /&gt;
I petition this court for hearing, I am a prisoner and a ver a, a ver&lt;br /&gt;
that it is a malicious prosecution and a wit&lt;br /&gt;
and a wicked cons conspiracy.&lt;br /&gt;
Got it by men for the purpose of harassing me&lt;br /&gt;
and destroying me into their decoying me into their hands.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to show the thing that&#039;s interesting. There is how accurate he was.&lt;br /&gt;
He was exactly right.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to show that this man has joined a set of&lt;br /&gt;
men who have entered into a conspiracy to take my life.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;re getting to that later.&lt;br /&gt;
They have no merit in their cause.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to show up this conspiracy that these&lt;br /&gt;
men are working their ba their base corruption.&lt;br /&gt;
They have lifted up their hands against innocence and then cut&lt;br /&gt;
going forward to um&lt;br /&gt;
to his claims against um Higby. This is what he said.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to testify to this court of what occurred a lo a long time before John C.&lt;br /&gt;
Bennett left the city.&lt;br /&gt;
I was called on to visit Francis M Higby. I went and found him on the floor.&lt;br /&gt;
He stunk very bad.&lt;br /&gt;
I took Doctor Bennett out of doors and asked him,&lt;br /&gt;
what was the matter with Francis when he told me that he was nearly dead with the pox?&lt;br /&gt;
So I looked up the po,&lt;br /&gt;
um, usually referred to gonorrhea and that&#039;s what the symptoms are,&lt;br /&gt;
seem to be&lt;br /&gt;
similar to. So,&lt;br /&gt;
um, he said he,&lt;br /&gt;
he caught it on the fourth of July or it might have&lt;br /&gt;
been a day or two after it was before Doctor Bennett left,&lt;br /&gt;
a French lady came up from Warsaw, a very pretty lady.&lt;br /&gt;
Francis M Higby got in company with this woman and so got this disease.&lt;br /&gt;
I afterward talked with him when he acknowledged that he had got the pox.&lt;br /&gt;
Doctor Bennett said he could not keep him away from the women,&lt;br /&gt;
um, from the woman,&lt;br /&gt;
but Bennett said, oh, from the women, it does say that Bennett said,&lt;br /&gt;
Higby pointed out the spot where he had seduced one&lt;br /&gt;
and that where he had seduced another. Higby had been guilty.&lt;br /&gt;
This is cutting forward to the last&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h07m59s 01:07:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Higby had been guilty of adulterous communication,&lt;br /&gt;
perjury and et et cetera, which I am able to prove by men who heard them confess it.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um, that&#039;s the situation with Francis&lt;br /&gt;
Hippie.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think it is worth noting that Joseph Smith is testifying of this in&lt;br /&gt;
the court of law and the kind of the case he makes to say Hey,&lt;br /&gt;
I, you&#039;re charging me with slander with libel and I need to be able&lt;br /&gt;
to make my case. You can&#039;t charge me a libel for saying, saying all this.&lt;br /&gt;
So, so the court approved, yes, you can make your case.&lt;br /&gt;
And so he is in court claiming this,&lt;br /&gt;
which I think it would be pretty hard to say that&lt;br /&gt;
he would do if he couldn&#039;t back it up somehow.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
they would need to get other testimony from other people&lt;br /&gt;
because he was already under arrest for this claim anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, it&#039;s, it&#039;s a pretty interesting,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s pretty interesting that he stood before the judge and&lt;br /&gt;
said all of these things in relation to the conspiracy.&lt;br /&gt;
I have not heard Francis M Higby say that he would take away my life.&lt;br /&gt;
But chances&lt;br /&gt;
chauncey Higgy and Charles Foster and, um,&lt;br /&gt;
Doctor Robert Foster said they would shoot me and the only offense against me is&lt;br /&gt;
telling the truth and we already read the previous case where that&#039;s all true.&lt;br /&gt;
Everything he&#039;s saying here&lt;br /&gt;
by, by all the records we have is true.&lt;br /&gt;
I did say that Doctor Foster did steal a Rawhide.&lt;br /&gt;
I have seen,&lt;br /&gt;
I guess they&#039;re accusing him of all of the things that he said slanderous about them,&lt;br /&gt;
which is so incredibly ironic with all of the things they were saying about him.&lt;br /&gt;
I have to say this entire situation. It&#039;s like,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s just so much projection.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s that like if, if you&#039;re pointing out a finger,&lt;br /&gt;
three fingers are pointed back at you.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, like&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s hard to, it&#039;s, it&#039;s just,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s crazy to see what is happening and what they&lt;br /&gt;
are accusing him of and what they themselves are doing.&lt;br /&gt;
So they accused him of saying he&#039;s, he stole a raw hide.&lt;br /&gt;
I have seen him steal a number of times when writing in the stage,&lt;br /&gt;
I have seen him put his hand on a woman&#039;s bosom and he also lifted up her clothes.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
There are also other lengthier reports of this and so uh of this thing that happened,&lt;br /&gt;
I know that they are, they are wicked, malicious, adulterous, bad characters.&lt;br /&gt;
I say it under oath. So that&#039;s from that trial when he was um&lt;br /&gt;
arrested&lt;br /&gt;
for the charges that Francis HB had brought against him. OK?&lt;br /&gt;
And then going on on May 9th,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph issued an arrest warrant for Richard Foster due to non-member,&lt;br /&gt;
Charles of Jo um Joseph Kilmer&#039;s complaint that&lt;br /&gt;
Foster quote did violently and maliciously assault.&lt;br /&gt;
The said Jonas Kilmer with a brick bat and did threaten to knock him down if&lt;br /&gt;
he stirred and also did threaten to blow him through if he came onto that street again&lt;br /&gt;
and did use other threatening abuse&lt;br /&gt;
and impertinent language toward him.&lt;br /&gt;
So this Richard Foster character has quite a long&lt;br /&gt;
rap sheet of this kind of thing happening.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s more to come like he just&lt;br /&gt;
is not a good character.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think you would agree that if someone brought&lt;br /&gt;
to you this report and they had been a,&lt;br /&gt;
um, accosted assaulted this way&lt;br /&gt;
that you would need to act. Right. So Joseph had to try to have Robert Richard, um,&lt;br /&gt;
oh, Richard Foster, they say the wrong name. Um, they had to try to have him arrested&lt;br /&gt;
and it&#039;s just&lt;br /&gt;
a, a huge mess. Again, Foster refused to be arrested.&lt;br /&gt;
And instead the credit that Joseph was a tyrant.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s always a nice option when you&#039;re like&lt;br /&gt;
a violent criminal to just be able to declare&lt;br /&gt;
the mayor of the city where you&#039;re supposed to be arrested,&lt;br /&gt;
that he&#039;s a tyrant and then go to all of&lt;br /&gt;
the neighbors and have the mayor killed pretty useful,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, May 9th,&lt;br /&gt;
Charles Foster Foster sued Joseph Smith for 1000 for $1000 for having him arrested.&lt;br /&gt;
So they&#039;re suing him for him. Having the&lt;br /&gt;
chauncey Higby represented him again,&lt;br /&gt;
trying very hard to take things to Hancock County, trying to incite the mob,&lt;br /&gt;
trying to get Joseph into Carthage.&lt;br /&gt;
So the pattern&lt;br /&gt;
just continues um interesting document in this case written by Chauncey Higby&lt;br /&gt;
acting as his brother&#039;s lawyer and just the names are interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
You can see Francis Higby versus Joseph Smith and it will&lt;br /&gt;
subpoena the following witnesses on the part of the plaintiff,&lt;br /&gt;
among the witnesses were William Law Wilson law&lt;br /&gt;
Chauncey Higby,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph F. Jackson, Robert D. Foster&lt;br /&gt;
just showing exactly what was happening, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so also in May 1844 Robert Foster,&lt;br /&gt;
Francis Higby William law and Wilson law jointly indicted Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
Smith for perjury and polygamy before the grand jury,&lt;br /&gt;
Francis Higby boisterously offered much hard swearing,&lt;br /&gt;
but the testimony was rejected.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
um we again are going to get into these more. I actually think that I, I&#039;m very excited&lt;br /&gt;
to get into this. Please don&#039;t think I&#039;m trying to postpone somehow.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m just again trying to be disciplined to set the framework before&lt;br /&gt;
we get into these allegations that are going to be funded into.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, again, constant attempts to get Joseph to Carthage.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what we talked about.&lt;br /&gt;
That definitely seems to be a key part of their um plan of their plot right to and,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h12m47s 01:12:47]&lt;br /&gt;
and the many lawsuits of appeal.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
there is now we&#039;re moving on to a different topic, the, the catalog of article&lt;br /&gt;
printed about the Mormons, particularly in the&lt;br /&gt;
Sangamo Journal&lt;br /&gt;
and the um, Warsaw signal. It is extensive and huge.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;re going to get into it a little bit. I,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, I, I will again link to sources where you can read some of those things.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s a new site I found that&#039;s still under construction,&lt;br /&gt;
but I think it&#039;s gonna be exciting that&#039;s gonna have uh&lt;br /&gt;
it looks like a collection of all of these articles.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um I think it&#039;s an anti Mormon article, um um website,&lt;br /&gt;
but it&#039;s so useful to find the resource.&lt;br /&gt;
So I appreciate them doing it. So&lt;br /&gt;
it, it sheds more light on the attempts to get Joseph to Carthage.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was written on May 29th&lt;br /&gt;
on Monday last he, Joe.&lt;br /&gt;
Old Joe,&lt;br /&gt;
it was called Old Joe appeared in Carthage with a guard of&lt;br /&gt;
about 40 chosen men and demanded an immediate trial just to clarify.&lt;br /&gt;
This was not&lt;br /&gt;
the time. So he was taken to Carthage where he had to testify about Higby and the pox.&lt;br /&gt;
This was another time he was taken to Carthage like a week or two late.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um, it goes on to describe the proceedings.&lt;br /&gt;
Some speculation is afloat as to the motive that prompted&lt;br /&gt;
Joe to come forward and make application for immediate trial.&lt;br /&gt;
So, you know, Joseph went and said, ok, I&#039;m here,&lt;br /&gt;
try me now and I&#039;m leaving and he had 40 men there&lt;br /&gt;
to protect him because he knew that his life was in danger.&lt;br /&gt;
So they&#039;re saying there&#039;s some speculation of why&lt;br /&gt;
he asked for the immediate tribal trial.&lt;br /&gt;
It couldn&#039;t possibly be that he knew that his life wasn&#039;t safe in Carthage.&lt;br /&gt;
Um going&lt;br /&gt;
to quote this article,&lt;br /&gt;
but the general opinion appears to be that he thought to catch&lt;br /&gt;
his enemies napping and by a bold stroke to feed them,&lt;br /&gt;
it was very evident however, that he acted with much trepidation&lt;br /&gt;
and to tell the truth.&lt;br /&gt;
So they&#039;re trying to mock him for being afraid for his life&lt;br /&gt;
while they go on to say this and to tell the truth,&lt;br /&gt;
we believe he had cause we have seen and heard enough to&lt;br /&gt;
convince us that Joe Smith is not safe out of outside of Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
and we would not be surprised to hear of his death by violent means in a short time.&lt;br /&gt;
OK.&lt;br /&gt;
Then it goes on,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll just give you a little bit more of the details of how they were talking about him.&lt;br /&gt;
Joe remained in Carthage but a short time and appeared much agitated while,&lt;br /&gt;
while they are right because you just admitted that his life was in danger.&lt;br /&gt;
We understood that while passing through the tavern yard, a pistol was discharged.&lt;br /&gt;
The port of the report of which so alarmed his&lt;br /&gt;
holiness that he retreated into the house with great precipitation&lt;br /&gt;
as he passed out of the house, he met Mr Rollinson and extended to him his hand.&lt;br /&gt;
Mr Rollinson said he would not take it.&lt;br /&gt;
Why replied Joe be because said Mr Rollinson,&lt;br /&gt;
you have acted the damned rascal toward me.&lt;br /&gt;
I did not know it. Joe very humbly replied and passed on.&lt;br /&gt;
So they include this just because I mean everything somehow points to get the show.&lt;br /&gt;
Listen&lt;br /&gt;
to me. I&#039;m like he&#039;s a nice guy and he&#039;s being treated horribly by all these people.&lt;br /&gt;
These anecdotes, anecdotes are simple are mere gossip.&lt;br /&gt;
We are aware,&lt;br /&gt;
but in the present state of feeling they interest our&lt;br /&gt;
readers and this is our excuse for noting such trifles.&lt;br /&gt;
So that was just kind of the atmosphere of what was going on, you know. And, um,&lt;br /&gt;
and I know everyone&#039;s gonna read this with different eyes.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what I was talking about.&lt;br /&gt;
The lenses, people claim they&#039;re not wearing lenses, they absolutely are.&lt;br /&gt;
Unless we really can come to this and consider. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
Is it like, I wish people could just consider,&lt;br /&gt;
is it possible that Joseph could be telling the truth and look into it&lt;br /&gt;
and just see if it&#039;s even possible based on the information we have.&lt;br /&gt;
And if you do that, I think like there&#039;s a, I&lt;br /&gt;
think it&#039;s actually quite heartbreaking to see what was happening.&lt;br /&gt;
So OK,&lt;br /&gt;
so that we&#039;re just painting that outline of the situation going&lt;br /&gt;
on between Joseph and these men and the surrounding communities.&lt;br /&gt;
And so&lt;br /&gt;
this is one statement from Joseph Smith that I think is just heartbreaking.&lt;br /&gt;
If you&#039;ll consider it that he was such a&lt;br /&gt;
believer in second chances and forgave to a fault.&lt;br /&gt;
He said&lt;br /&gt;
the only sin I ever committed was an exercising sympathy and covering up&lt;br /&gt;
their iniquities on the so on their solemn promise to reform of this,&lt;br /&gt;
I am ashamed.&lt;br /&gt;
I will never do so again.&lt;br /&gt;
So he promised to like he agreed to not that I know that&lt;br /&gt;
um John Bennett would cry like my mother, this will kill my mother.&lt;br /&gt;
If she finds out, please don&#039;t make it known.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph would agree to give him another chance and that,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s what he&#039;s talking about like, like he tried to give people second chances.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what he was guilty of.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um,&lt;br /&gt;
ok, we&#039;re going to go on and see&lt;br /&gt;
so much more about this. But as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
all of these contemporaneous sources and evidence&lt;br /&gt;
of the immorality of all of these men&lt;br /&gt;
do make it pretty impossible to claim that&lt;br /&gt;
it was their moral outrage against polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
That was the motivating factor as well as all&lt;br /&gt;
of the things we already outlined and listed the,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h17m28s 01:17:28]&lt;br /&gt;
the com the library of problems that they were having with Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
So from what I&#039;ve laid out so far,&lt;br /&gt;
I hope it is pretty clear that polygamy was not central to this at all.&lt;br /&gt;
There were many other factors that played into the division and the&lt;br /&gt;
hatred of Joseph Smith and their claims against him and polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
If you look through the piles of evidence, there&#039;s just so little um about polygamy,&lt;br /&gt;
even&lt;br /&gt;
their um accusation, their lawsuit for fornication of polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
That was one in a sea of many other claims and charges,&lt;br /&gt;
even that one lawsuit.&lt;br /&gt;
If you look into it, it makes it abundantly clear how little his accusation,&lt;br /&gt;
a accusers actually had to&lt;br /&gt;
bring into it.&lt;br /&gt;
They had nothing to accuse him of and the things that they tried to accuse him of it.&lt;br /&gt;
Almost again, one of those like,&lt;br /&gt;
thank you God for letting it be this that they&lt;br /&gt;
accused him of because it&#039;s like the best possible one to&lt;br /&gt;
prove that they knew nothing and that it was false.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s, we&#039;re gonna save that for next time. But I hope that you can see&lt;br /&gt;
that polygamy really was little other than just a useful&lt;br /&gt;
um like really emotionally explosive accusation to throw on the pile,&lt;br /&gt;
to strengthen the, to, to ignite the sentiment against, against Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s really what it was useful for.&lt;br /&gt;
Um OK,&lt;br /&gt;
so in addition to these conflicts and so many others&lt;br /&gt;
that I can&#039;t even possibly include all of them,&lt;br /&gt;
there were some other very serious claims that we,&lt;br /&gt;
that were made by several witnesses against these men.&lt;br /&gt;
So the first one, some of them we&#039;ve already gotten into, but a little bit,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;ll get into them more, but first is counterfeiting.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
ok, this is a big hairy subject. So um&lt;br /&gt;
I I will just explain a little bit about the city charter because that,&lt;br /&gt;
that is really one of the big issues here.&lt;br /&gt;
So when n&lt;br /&gt;
when the saints came to Nauvoo, right in the, the Nauvoo, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
I mean that when they came to Illinois&lt;br /&gt;
and the people wanted to welcome them,&lt;br /&gt;
they recognized the problems that they&#039;ve had in Missouri&lt;br /&gt;
and how unjust and horrible that had been.&lt;br /&gt;
And so they granted them a very generous&lt;br /&gt;
city charter so that they could protect themselves.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s interesting that John Bennett was really the one arguing for all of this,&lt;br /&gt;
which is fascinating on so many levels.&lt;br /&gt;
He really worked hard to get the city charter passed. And so, um&lt;br /&gt;
he anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
the charter had two specific things that were very unusual&lt;br /&gt;
and it caused a lot of the bad feelings.&lt;br /&gt;
The first was that it had um well, what is it, writs of habeas corpus?&lt;br /&gt;
What it basically was, was that in, nobody could be extradited from Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
without the approval of the NAU&lt;br /&gt;
government, right?&lt;br /&gt;
They had the right to say whether they could be extradited or not.&lt;br /&gt;
And um and that was done specifically so that the Missourians couldn&#039;t keep coming&lt;br /&gt;
and trying to get Joseph Smith as they had done and continue to do with, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
like Joseph just knew to stay out of Missouri as long as he stayed out of Missouri,&lt;br /&gt;
they couldn&#039;t come and get him by the force of law.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s why that was added.&lt;br /&gt;
And then the second one was um so, so, yeah, something about against extradition&lt;br /&gt;
and the second one was, oh, the ability that they could have their own um militia.&lt;br /&gt;
Sorry, I lost my train of thought, but usually that was reserved to like the state or,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, like um the Nauvoo was Nauvoo was given the&lt;br /&gt;
in their charter was given the right to have&lt;br /&gt;
their own militia so that they could protect themselves.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s where the novel Legion came from.&lt;br /&gt;
It actually was legal. But of course, with all of that, it was actually&lt;br /&gt;
John Bennett that caused all of this if you look like, I, I don&#039;t know,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s interesting to see all of the furor that he was causing,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m sure there were probably some problems with the charter.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, there&#039;s, you can argue this both ways.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s really interesting to look into,&lt;br /&gt;
but it&#039;s fascinating to look at the rhetoric in the newspaper compared&lt;br /&gt;
to the actual situation that seemed to be happening on the ground.&lt;br /&gt;
The claims were different than the reality I would say.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s something to understand is that people couldn&#039;t be extradited from Nauvoo,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
And when word of that came out got out, it actually was highly problematic because&lt;br /&gt;
criminals from everywhere who had arrest warrants out for&lt;br /&gt;
them knew that Nauvoo was the place to go.&lt;br /&gt;
And so it actually became this like a hot spot for all of these thugs.&lt;br /&gt;
Just bad people started coming to NAU&lt;br /&gt;
and it was a great place for counterfeiting because they couldn&#039;t be extradited,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so um so it just, it became a complicated, big hot mess. It does seem like um&lt;br /&gt;
some of the locals learned the trade.&lt;br /&gt;
So there&#039;s like Mormons mixed up with counterfeiting a lot of false allegations,&lt;br /&gt;
a lot like there&#039;s just a lot to&lt;br /&gt;
out to see.&lt;br /&gt;
And you know,&lt;br /&gt;
one of the main things you would do when you were accused of something&lt;br /&gt;
or guilty of something is accuse someone else just like um Francis Higgy saying,&lt;br /&gt;
no, it&#039;s William Marks.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the Brutus. That&#039;s the, you know, that&#039;s the traitor.&lt;br /&gt;
And it, it just happened again and again, in fact,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re going to get into it a little bit more.&lt;br /&gt;
But it&#039;s interesting to consider Joseph Jackson. We&#039;ll talk about him later.&lt;br /&gt;
But I&#039;ll tell you now, he was one of these really nasty guys who came to Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
and he, like,&lt;br /&gt;
this was not uncommon. He, he tried to cover his bet.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h22m28s 01:22:28]&lt;br /&gt;
So he went to the marshal of or the sheriff.&lt;br /&gt;
I can&#039;t remember what she&#039;s called at Carthage and said, hey,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll go into Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
and I&#039;ll get in good with Joseph Smith and I&#039;ll find out&lt;br /&gt;
all of the information for you so you can prosecute him.&lt;br /&gt;
And so he did that so that if he were ever caught in criminal activity and charged,&lt;br /&gt;
he could say, no, I&#039;m not guilty.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m just undercover. I&#039;m here to, to get the information on Joseph Smith, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So this is&lt;br /&gt;
like what a weasel this guy was anyway, we&#039;ll get to him in just a minute.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m going to just start getting into&lt;br /&gt;
the charges of counterfeit because it was such a huge problem in Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
They really needed&lt;br /&gt;
to get this figured out it was a problem for them and um,&lt;br /&gt;
it was causing them problems because it was&lt;br /&gt;
making the surrounding communities angry as well.&lt;br /&gt;
So the word that they use is bogus. You know, they&#039;re making bogus the bogus.&lt;br /&gt;
And I thought it&#039;s, it&#039;s fun to learn where that word came from.&lt;br /&gt;
So Warren Smith under oath testified that Francis Higby came to,&lt;br /&gt;
came to him and proposed to have him go and&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s hard to know because they change back and forth.&lt;br /&gt;
Uh, is it me or is it him? The what, what way they&#039;re speaking?&lt;br /&gt;
So he came to me and proposed to have me go in as a partner making bogus money.&lt;br /&gt;
We, he would not, he said he would not work for a living. Um&lt;br /&gt;
This might that he said that warn could,&lt;br /&gt;
might go in with him if he would advance $50 and then he would show him and he,&lt;br /&gt;
and he showed him a half dollar that he said was made with his dyes.&lt;br /&gt;
So, so there&#039;s the first accusation of Francis Higby being involved in this.&lt;br /&gt;
And from like I said, like Francis Higby was not an honest guy.&lt;br /&gt;
We know that for a fact from many sources. So,&lt;br /&gt;
um anyway, then,&lt;br /&gt;
um there are some others.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, Theodore Turley,&lt;br /&gt;
he&#039;s sworn under oath said that the laws had brought bogus dyes to him to fix.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what Theodore Turley says.&lt;br /&gt;
There are some people who say that Theodore Turley might have been&lt;br /&gt;
involved in it because he was able to make the dyes.&lt;br /&gt;
So who knows?&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s some, I&#039;ll,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll be a fascinating discussion about counterfeit below it&lt;br /&gt;
that can give you more insight as well.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s so much to learn about all of these topics. So&lt;br /&gt;
anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
But as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
most of the testimonies about counterfeiting by&lt;br /&gt;
far are actually about Joseph Jackson,&lt;br /&gt;
this awful&lt;br /&gt;
awful guy. He is just about the worst that there could be. So,&lt;br /&gt;
um, I already talked about him, but also&lt;br /&gt;
he,&lt;br /&gt;
he&#039;s just described as an agent of chaos.&lt;br /&gt;
He stirred up all kinds of contention and chaos for his own purposes.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s just seemed to thrive off it. It&#039;s like that.&lt;br /&gt;
What is the quote about the joker? Some people just want to see the world burn.&lt;br /&gt;
It seems like he was one of those type of guys.&lt;br /&gt;
So like just one example,&lt;br /&gt;
he told the Smith brothers that the law brothers were plotting to kill them&lt;br /&gt;
and he told the laws that the Smiths were plotting to kill them.&lt;br /&gt;
Like he just&lt;br /&gt;
kept trying to foam it as much as he could. He later on ended up writing a book.&lt;br /&gt;
And so maybe he was trying to, you know, serve himself that way. It&#039;s very strange.&lt;br /&gt;
He stole, cheated, counterfeited.&lt;br /&gt;
And according to various testimonies, plotted murder.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, you know, I, I don&#039;t know, he just, it&#039;s, it&#039;s bizarre.&lt;br /&gt;
You can&#039;t believe anything the guy says.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um, he&#039;s the one that I said, approached the sheriff.&lt;br /&gt;
So he had no loyalty to anyone and absolutely no screw about anything&lt;br /&gt;
so much is said about him also in these June 8th and tent city council meetings,&lt;br /&gt;
mainly because&lt;br /&gt;
of an awful letter.&lt;br /&gt;
He said that was published in the Warsaw Signal, that newspaper on June 1st 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
So a week before the expositor came out,&lt;br /&gt;
but he was very much involved with this coalition that was doing the expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, his, his book was published August of that same year just after the murders.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um, both the letter and the book are so full of lies that it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s just ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;
They are not even, I&#039;m not even going to go into depth into them right here.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll link them below so you can read them if you want. But I really hope people like,&lt;br /&gt;
like have some critical thought as you approach these things.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that as I said, usually I start&lt;br /&gt;
so I approach sources bleeding that unless I have reason&lt;br /&gt;
to reject them with Joseph Jackson at this point,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m like,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m only going to believe anything he says if I&lt;br /&gt;
can find something else to back it up because that,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s how bad he is.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um he like, compared to Jackson, John Bennett looks downright respectable.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s how bad this guy is. So I&#039;ll read one&lt;br /&gt;
important, one little snippet from his book just to show you how,&lt;br /&gt;
how ridiculous it is if I can find it.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, here it is.&lt;br /&gt;
Um He, he claims that he came to Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
claiming to be like an ex a priest who had committed murder, who had murdered a man&lt;br /&gt;
and he had come to Nauvoo to hide and be of service.&lt;br /&gt;
He said that Joseph said he could use a man like that&lt;br /&gt;
like he needed a a thug to do his dirty work.&lt;br /&gt;
And then he says, seeing that I was not gullible enough,&lt;br /&gt;
gullible enough to believe his sanctified&lt;br /&gt;
professions and having succeeded in making&lt;br /&gt;
him believe that I was a proper tool for his uses.&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h27m13s 01:27:13]&lt;br /&gt;
He gave in and acknowledged to me his proper character and principles.&lt;br /&gt;
He admitted himself an atheist and the book of Mormon a humbug. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith admitted this to a man who had been in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo just a few months and who posed as a murderer. And like, like&lt;br /&gt;
if you really think Joseph Smith admitted that to Jacob um to Joseph Jackson that he&lt;br /&gt;
didn&#039;t even believe in God and he had just made up the book of Woman.&lt;br /&gt;
It goes on and on from there.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s why I think we should be viewed with extreme skepticism. So, on that note,&lt;br /&gt;
I will point out that Joseph Jackson is the soul source for&lt;br /&gt;
the claims about Joseph trying to seduce or marry Jane Law.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s Joseph Jackson&#039;s article&lt;br /&gt;
in the, his letter to the newspaper and his book that makes those claims.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the, that&#039;s where it comes from.&lt;br /&gt;
Emma&lt;br /&gt;
wanted law because he was such a sweet little man that comes from Joseph Jackson.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s, and then he also basically accuses them of wife swapping, you know, like,&lt;br /&gt;
like he says that Joseph agrees to let Emma have law if&lt;br /&gt;
she stop mistreating all of his young wives living in their home.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s all only from Joseph Jackson. He&#039;s the source of all of this.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s amazing to me that still today,&lt;br /&gt;
people think that that&#039;s what is it,&lt;br /&gt;
Doctor and covenants 1 32 53 I was going to read it, but I guess I left it out but it says&lt;br /&gt;
that, um, the Lord tells Emmett to take not of what that, which he had offered for.&lt;br /&gt;
He did it as an abrahamic test.&lt;br /&gt;
People still think that that&#039;s about William Law because of&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Jackson.&lt;br /&gt;
So if I&#039;m missing something and there&#039;s a better source for that, let me know.&lt;br /&gt;
But from what I have seen,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Jackson is the source and everything&lt;br /&gt;
he says is completely ludicrous and ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;
And remember that William Law himself adamantly denies that&lt;br /&gt;
anything along any of those lines ever happened.&lt;br /&gt;
After I finished recording this episode,&lt;br /&gt;
I realized that I had mentioned William Law&#039;s diary briefly at the beginning&lt;br /&gt;
and then made this claim,&lt;br /&gt;
but I ended up stopping part one early before discussing the diary.&lt;br /&gt;
I couldn&#039;t go back and rerecord the episode. So I decided to add it at the end instead.&lt;br /&gt;
So stay tuned afterward for some bonus content to learn about&lt;br /&gt;
the William Law diary and a few other interesting sources.&lt;br /&gt;
OK. There are many other awful things written about this guy.&lt;br /&gt;
But um Joseph and the leaders, like we get to look at it now,&lt;br /&gt;
in hindsight and seeing who all of these people were.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph had to figure it out and the other leaders,&lt;br /&gt;
like all of these people coming and putting on a good show, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
he didn&#039;t know who John Bennett was.&lt;br /&gt;
He didn&#039;t know&lt;br /&gt;
what William Law would do and he didn&#039;t even know who Joseph Jackson was,&lt;br /&gt;
but he figured it out pretty quickly and&lt;br /&gt;
there are a lot worse, worse um things that he&#039;s accused of.&lt;br /&gt;
So these are some of the testimonies against Joseph Jackson that he was&lt;br /&gt;
engaged in trying to make bogus, which was his principal business.&lt;br /&gt;
Um That was Hiram Lorenzo D Watson said that Joseph H Jackson&lt;br /&gt;
told him that bogus making was going on in the city,&lt;br /&gt;
but it was two down small business.&lt;br /&gt;
He wanted Watson to help him&lt;br /&gt;
um to procure money with $500.&lt;br /&gt;
He could get an engraving for bills on the banks of the Missouri.&lt;br /&gt;
Um on, on one of the,&lt;br /&gt;
on one of this and one on the state of New York and then they could really make money.&lt;br /&gt;
So, you know, coins was the small business they needed to be able to make bills.&lt;br /&gt;
That was what the real money was.&lt;br /&gt;
Apparently, there were different,&lt;br /&gt;
um There were like three different counterfeiting rings going on in Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
It was just a confusing mess.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
um Washington Peck testified that Jo that Jackson asked for&lt;br /&gt;
a loan and gave peck jewelry as security or collateral.&lt;br /&gt;
And soon after a man from across the river came&lt;br /&gt;
after the jewelry that Jackson had stolen it from him.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is, this is who this guy is. Another time. He wanted to get money.&lt;br /&gt;
And he asked peck if he would do anything dishonorable to get a living.&lt;br /&gt;
He said he would not. And Jackson said that he was a damned fool.&lt;br /&gt;
He could get a living easier than he was doing by making&lt;br /&gt;
bogus as some men in the church were engaged in the business.&lt;br /&gt;
He claimed, Peck asked if it was Joseph and Jackson said, no, it was not Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
I would not dare tell Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
and he said, but the witness did understand that the laws were engaged in it.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s another claim of the laws being involved.&lt;br /&gt;
Jackson said he would be,&lt;br /&gt;
he would be the death of the witness if he ever went&lt;br /&gt;
to Joseph or anyone to tell them what he had said.&lt;br /&gt;
So that seems credible.&lt;br /&gt;
Now,&lt;br /&gt;
I want to point out also a lot of this&lt;br /&gt;
testimony is not coming from members of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s coming from a lot of this criminal element&lt;br /&gt;
because they&#039;re the ones that Jackson would approach,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s interesting that they&#039;re getting all of this testimony,&lt;br /&gt;
not from&lt;br /&gt;
um their own people or people loyal to them, but from these other elements. And so,&lt;br /&gt;
um and you know, like Peck is an example of this and he&#039;s like, is Joseph involved.&lt;br /&gt;
And he said no,&lt;br /&gt;
and don&#039;t you dare tell him or I&#039;ll kill&lt;br /&gt;
you because Jackson remember was trying to be,&lt;br /&gt;
was trying to fool Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um it&#039;s, it&#039;s just really fascinating.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s a lot more discuss about bogus, but it gets even worse.&lt;br /&gt;
According to multiple witnesses,&lt;br /&gt;
Jackson was plotting to have the entire Smith family killed.&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h32m11s 01:32:11]&lt;br /&gt;
And so these might sound like extreme claim claims, but again,&lt;br /&gt;
they are many different sources for them.&lt;br /&gt;
And so apparently from the story, he wanted Hiram Smith 16 year old daughter.&lt;br /&gt;
And when Hiram refu when he was refused,&lt;br /&gt;
he planned to kidnap her and kill the entire family.&lt;br /&gt;
So Lucy Ma&lt;br /&gt;
Smith actually talks about this in her biography of her&lt;br /&gt;
son and she sends out the Jackson connection to the&lt;br /&gt;
to the expositor pretty well.&lt;br /&gt;
This is quoting her about this time,&lt;br /&gt;
a man by the name of Joseph Jackson who had been&lt;br /&gt;
in the city several months being desirous to marry Lavina Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&#039;s oldest daughter&lt;br /&gt;
asked her father if he was willing to receive him&lt;br /&gt;
as a son in law being answered in the negative.&lt;br /&gt;
He went and requested Joseph to use his influence in his favor.&lt;br /&gt;
As Joseph refused to do that, he next applied to law who was our secret enemies.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is before they knew what William Law was really doing.&lt;br /&gt;
He applied to him for assistance in stealing N Lavina from her father.&lt;br /&gt;
And from this time forth,&lt;br /&gt;
he continued seeking out our enemies till he succeeded in getting a number&lt;br /&gt;
to join him in a conspiracy to murder the whole Smith family.&lt;br /&gt;
They commenced holding secret meetings,&lt;br /&gt;
one of which was attended by a man named Eaton who was our friend.&lt;br /&gt;
And the interesting thing is there is documentation for all of this.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll get into a little bit of it.&lt;br /&gt;
So she&#039;s saying all of these, these things, but they&#039;re all documented.&lt;br /&gt;
There was a man named Eaton who was our friend,&lt;br /&gt;
even though he was one of this criminal sect as well.&lt;br /&gt;
And he exposed the plot.&lt;br /&gt;
The man declared that the Higby laws and fosters&lt;br /&gt;
were all connected with Jackson in his operations.&lt;br /&gt;
There was another,&lt;br /&gt;
also another individual named Augustine Spencer who&lt;br /&gt;
I believe was concerned in this conspiracy.&lt;br /&gt;
He played a role in the Jews.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, so we&#039;ll get into him the next episode or, or if, if we go into talking about the um&lt;br /&gt;
the martyrdom because he played an important role in the martyr martyrdom.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s important to know that he was involved with these people. So,&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
had Jackson and the apostates continued to gather strength.&lt;br /&gt;
Till finally, they established a printing press in our midst through this organ,&lt;br /&gt;
they belched forth the most intolerable and the blackest lies that were&lt;br /&gt;
ever painted upon a community being advised by men of influence and standing&lt;br /&gt;
to have this scandalous press removed the city council took the matter into&lt;br /&gt;
consideration and finding that the law would allow them to do so,&lt;br /&gt;
they declared it a nuisance and had it treated accordingly.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s Lucy&#039;s summing up of the whole situation.&lt;br /&gt;
I thought she did a really good job&lt;br /&gt;
and she is not alone.&lt;br /&gt;
As I said, there are many accounts of all of these things,&lt;br /&gt;
but I&#039;m going to talk right now about Joseph&#039;s.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, I, I mean about Joseph Jackson&#039;s plotting against the Smith family. So&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith on Sunday, March 24th, he gave his speech.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, this is what I find so interesting&lt;br /&gt;
that um this, well, we&#039;ll get into that. This is his March 24th speech.&lt;br /&gt;
I have been informed by two gentlemen that a conspiracy has got up in&lt;br /&gt;
this place for the purpose of taking the life of President Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
his family and all of the Smith family and the heads of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
The names of the persons reveals that the head of the conspiracy are as follows.&lt;br /&gt;
Chanel&lt;br /&gt;
Higby, Robert D, Foster, Jos Joseph H Jackson, William and Wilson Law.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph H Jackson said a Smith should not be alive in two weeks,&lt;br /&gt;
not over two months anyhow.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s Joseph Smith telling all of the saints what is happening.&lt;br /&gt;
Um The two men who reported the plot that Lucy mentioned, one of them were MG,&lt;br /&gt;
Eaton and&lt;br /&gt;
a&lt;br /&gt;
Aar B Williams. And so as I said, both were non-members living in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo I think maybe be part of this criminal element. Um Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
Eaton had a&lt;br /&gt;
conviction for counterfeiting before coming to NAU.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um that explains why&lt;br /&gt;
they were both invited to the secret meetings,&lt;br /&gt;
but apparently it seems that plotting murder was a step too far for these guys.&lt;br /&gt;
So even though this was&lt;br /&gt;
their element, they, they,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, pulled the plug, they revealed the plot.&lt;br /&gt;
And so um each of them filed um a formal affidavit on March 27th, 1844. So&lt;br /&gt;
A&lt;br /&gt;
R Williams is shorter. I&#039;ll read that on or about the 15th day of March 1844 Joseph H.&lt;br /&gt;
Jackson Jackson&lt;br /&gt;
came to my house and requested me to walk with him,&lt;br /&gt;
which I did during the time we were walking, said Joseph H Jack, oh I&#039;m gonna take out.&lt;br /&gt;
They say said Joseph, like thus said Joseph H Jackson, you know, it&#039;s very legally.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m gonna try and cut those out during the time we were walking. Joseph H.&lt;br /&gt;
Jackson said that he was then coming direct from Mr Law&lt;br /&gt;
that he was going to a to&lt;br /&gt;
um that he was going to a secret meeting&lt;br /&gt;
in the city of Nauvoo probably tomorrow evening.&lt;br /&gt;
But uh there was going to be a secret&lt;br /&gt;
meeting in the city of Nauvoo probably tomorrow evening.&lt;br /&gt;
But as it was not decided, he could not say positively as to the time,&lt;br /&gt;
but he would inform me in season.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Joseph H Jackson said that Doctor Foster&lt;br /&gt;
Chania&lt;br /&gt;
Higby and the laws were red hot for a conspiracy&lt;br /&gt;
and he should not be surprised if in two weeks,&lt;br /&gt;
not be one of the Smith family left alive in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h36m53s 01:36:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Jackson strongly solicited myself and Mr Eaton to attend the secret meeting&lt;br /&gt;
and join them in their in intentions.&lt;br /&gt;
So that is damning, right?&lt;br /&gt;
These are not Joseph&#039;s friendly sources necessarily,&lt;br /&gt;
they&#039;re not members of the church exposing this&lt;br /&gt;
plot and everyone who was involved in it&lt;br /&gt;
and what they were really trying to accomplish&lt;br /&gt;
which was murder of the entire family.&lt;br /&gt;
So each and&#039;s affidavit is much longer. I&#039;ll read parts of it&lt;br /&gt;
on or about the 15th of May 1844 J Joseph H Jackson came to&lt;br /&gt;
me several times and requested me to go on the hill with him.&lt;br /&gt;
I finally consented, went with him to the Keystone store.&lt;br /&gt;
I believe that&#039;s the laws store in the city of Nauvoo,&lt;br /&gt;
Doctor Foster and one of the Higgy I think chauncey were, were in the store.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph H Jackson,&lt;br /&gt;
together with Richard Robert Foster and Higby went into the back room&lt;br /&gt;
of the store. They appeared to enter into private council.&lt;br /&gt;
Soon after they went into the room, Joseph H.&lt;br /&gt;
Jackson invited me into the room where they were sitting. I immediately complied.&lt;br /&gt;
Soon after I went in Higby commenced talking about the spiritual life system.&lt;br /&gt;
This is one of the first things we hear about polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
But listen to the accusations.&lt;br /&gt;
He said that he had no doubts, but some of the elders had 10 or 12 wives apiece.&lt;br /&gt;
The elders is who he is accusing, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He said they married them and then, and then this is the information he has.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s obviously just based in like rumors.&lt;br /&gt;
Um He said they married them, whether they were,&lt;br /&gt;
whether the females were living or not and they did&lt;br /&gt;
it by recording the marriages in a large book,&lt;br /&gt;
which book was sealed up after the record was made&lt;br /&gt;
and was not to be opened for a long time.&lt;br /&gt;
Probably not till many of the husbands of those who were thus married were dead.&lt;br /&gt;
They would then open the open the book and&lt;br /&gt;
break the seals in the presence of those females.&lt;br /&gt;
And when they saw their names recorded in that book,&lt;br /&gt;
they would believe that the doctrine was true and they must submit.&lt;br /&gt;
He said that the book was kept at Mr Hiram Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
Um So this is really interesting, right? Like the things they&#039;re talking about, I&lt;br /&gt;
to get in and dissect that&lt;br /&gt;
more more deeply because there&#039;s a lot there. That&#039;s very interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
And it is like I said, the first time polygamy comes into the discussion,&lt;br /&gt;
I asked&lt;br /&gt;
chauncey L Higby.&lt;br /&gt;
And then um it&#039;s it edits it saying here&lt;br /&gt;
follow some expressions too in indecent for insertion,&lt;br /&gt;
but then it goes on and it goes into a long story&lt;br /&gt;
that I think is worth reading for a variety of reasons.&lt;br /&gt;
So here it goes,&lt;br /&gt;
the Aforesaid Rd Foster, that&#039;s Robert Foster.&lt;br /&gt;
Then asked me what I would think if during my absence from home,&lt;br /&gt;
a carriage should drive up to my house, a person,&lt;br /&gt;
a light and the carriage then drive off again.&lt;br /&gt;
This person should then go into my house and begin&lt;br /&gt;
to tell my wife a great many things against me,&lt;br /&gt;
to prejudice her mind against me and to&lt;br /&gt;
use every possible means to do this and finally&lt;br /&gt;
would introduce and preach the spiritual wife doctrine to&lt;br /&gt;
her and make an attempt to seduce her.&lt;br /&gt;
Now,&lt;br /&gt;
keep in mind this is Robert Foster who shook his fist in&lt;br /&gt;
Willard Richard&#039;s face accusing him of trying to seduce his wife.&lt;br /&gt;
Right?&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s no name offered here. But&lt;br /&gt;
the, the that&#039;s the information that we have so far.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think this is fascinating that&lt;br /&gt;
I think Robert really, I think Robert had a term temper&lt;br /&gt;
and really thought that this happened. So maybe it actually happened.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m gonna go on a little bit more, but it wasn&#039;t Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
It was Willard Richards. That&#039;s the important distinction here.&lt;br /&gt;
So the elders have been accused and now Willard Richards has been accused.&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram&#039;s name has come into it with the book being kept in his house.&lt;br /&gt;
But I, I don&#039;t know why Hyrum name keeps coming into it.&lt;br /&gt;
We I have to investigate that further. I know people will say because he was guilty.&lt;br /&gt;
But how would&lt;br /&gt;
like How would Higby know about this secret book?&lt;br /&gt;
Where would that information come from in this super secret system? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
How would you have that specific detail? It&#039;s all so bizarre.&lt;br /&gt;
Anyway. Ok. I&#039;m gonna keep going on.&lt;br /&gt;
Um,&lt;br /&gt;
he preached the spiritual wife also. No, they call it the spiritual wife doctrine.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what it was called. And I have several quotes from Briny&lt;br /&gt;
and I&#039;ll show in another episode&lt;br /&gt;
that he, for the first several years called that spiritual life doctrine.&lt;br /&gt;
That is what it was called at the time.&lt;br /&gt;
Um So he made the attempt to seduce her and further this person&lt;br /&gt;
should sit down and dine with my wife that bless the Victuals.&lt;br /&gt;
And while they were thus engaged, I should come home and find them.&lt;br /&gt;
Thus associated, this person should&lt;br /&gt;
eye up and say, how do you do and bless me in a very polite manner, et cetera.&lt;br /&gt;
And also if upon these appearances, I should feel jealous that something was wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
And when the person was gone, no, listen to this part, I would ask my wife,&lt;br /&gt;
what had been the conversation between her and this person.&lt;br /&gt;
But she would refuse to tell me,&lt;br /&gt;
I then draw a pistol and present it to her head and&lt;br /&gt;
threatened to shoot her if she did not tell me all,&lt;br /&gt;
but she would still refuse.&lt;br /&gt;
I then would give her a double barrel pistol and say to her, defend yourself.&lt;br /&gt;
Or if you don&#039;t tell me either you or I would shoot,&lt;br /&gt;
she would then faint away through fear and excitement.&lt;br /&gt;
And when, and it&#039;s not enough even after she bins, when she comes to, he&#039;s still on it,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h41m42s 01:41:42]&lt;br /&gt;
you know.&lt;br /&gt;
And when she came to again,&lt;br /&gt;
she would begin to tell how this person had&lt;br /&gt;
been trying to poison your wife&#039;s mind against you.&lt;br /&gt;
And by preaching the spiritual wife&lt;br /&gt;
to her had endeavored to seduce her.&lt;br /&gt;
I replied, I should think he was a rascal but who had had such a trial is that&lt;br /&gt;
the said Rd Foster answered that he was the man who had had that&lt;br /&gt;
trial and who had been thus abused and who had been thus abused.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok. So again, all of those points, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Like&lt;br /&gt;
this guy, Robert, who I&#039;m talking about who held guns at people,&lt;br /&gt;
he held a gun at his wife&#039;s head, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Like&lt;br /&gt;
this isn&#039;t a good guy.&lt;br /&gt;
There is no account of Joseph ever&lt;br /&gt;
doing anything like that to Emma. Who do we want to believe here? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And this is Robert Foster&#039;s own testimony that he is telling&lt;br /&gt;
to Eaton, who&#039;s one of his element and&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s being reported. So here we go.&lt;br /&gt;
And, and again, it&#039;s not about Joseph Smith, it&#039;s about Willard Richards,&lt;br /&gt;
so many layers here to go into.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok. Um&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
And as I pointed out, Willard Richards had three plural wives and Nauvoos.&lt;br /&gt;
So the affidavit continues&lt;br /&gt;
the said Doctor Foster&lt;br /&gt;
though,&lt;br /&gt;
I guess the other thing I want to say the only reason&lt;br /&gt;
I would question this is because if you were this wife facing,&lt;br /&gt;
being shot or beat or whatever would happen,&lt;br /&gt;
being married to this man and he was holding a gun to your head.&lt;br /&gt;
I, you know, like, like I imagine you would say what you need to say.&lt;br /&gt;
But I tend to, I, I mean, I don&#039;t know if Willard Richard did this or not, but it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s very, very possible.&lt;br /&gt;
And in any case, that&#039;s the accusation, that&#039;s who Robert was speaking of.&lt;br /&gt;
But left it subtle enough that someone could interpret it to&lt;br /&gt;
have been Joseph Smith because he didn&#039;t say a name.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
So they said, Doctor Foster,&lt;br /&gt;
Higby and Joseph H Jackson then remarked that they were about to hold a,&lt;br /&gt;
hold a secret meeting&lt;br /&gt;
to oppose and try to put a stop to such things.&lt;br /&gt;
The said Joseph H Jackson also said that if any person undertook to arrest him,&lt;br /&gt;
he should begin to cut them.&lt;br /&gt;
The said,&lt;br /&gt;
Rd Foster further said he was afraid of his life and dared not to be out at night.&lt;br /&gt;
I find that to be&lt;br /&gt;
again. So ironic and ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;
The guy who was literally threatening everyone else&#039;s lives,&lt;br /&gt;
who&#039;s holding a gun to people&#039;s heads on multiple occasions,&lt;br /&gt;
he&#039;s the real victim here, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Who needs to be afraid for his life.&lt;br /&gt;
And so it goes on the said,&lt;br /&gt;
Higby said he had not a doubt but that there had been men&lt;br /&gt;
killed in Missouri who had secrets and they were afraid they would divulge.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s the same claim he had made before four and&lt;br /&gt;
then wrote an affidavit saying he was lying about it.&lt;br /&gt;
And now in this secret meeting, he&#039;s bringing it up again.&lt;br /&gt;
So, and this guy who is a known proven liar his entire life. So anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
it goes on,&lt;br /&gt;
the said Jackson further said he should not be&lt;br /&gt;
surprised if there should be a real must and&lt;br /&gt;
an insurrection in the city in less than two&lt;br /&gt;
months and that if a disturbance should take place,&lt;br /&gt;
the Carthaginians and others would come and help them.&lt;br /&gt;
So they&#039;re saying, hey, if we can start mob, we can make things coming,&lt;br /&gt;
we can bring in the mob from Carthage.&lt;br /&gt;
He mentioned some names of persons who would come from Carthage,&lt;br /&gt;
which names I do not remember&lt;br /&gt;
the same day when Mr Loomis, when in Mr Loomis&#039;s room,&lt;br /&gt;
I just think it&#039;s interesting that he can&#039;t remember.&lt;br /&gt;
Maybe he couldn&#039;t, but this guy was a criminal too.&lt;br /&gt;
So everything needs to be taken with several grains of salt.&lt;br /&gt;
Everyone&#039;s probably got their own angles. It&#039;s really interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
Um I heard the said Jackson say that the laws were ready to enter into a sec&lt;br /&gt;
secret conspiracy, tooth and nails.&lt;br /&gt;
The said, Higby also said,&lt;br /&gt;
while at the keystone store that if ever&lt;br /&gt;
he was brought before the mayor&#039;s court again,&lt;br /&gt;
and the mayor told him to hold his tongue,&lt;br /&gt;
he should get up and tell him he had a right to speak and should do so too.&lt;br /&gt;
And, and then if any man attempted to put, put him from the court,&lt;br /&gt;
he would shoot him through.&lt;br /&gt;
That was the end of his testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s the situation, right? These, this is the&lt;br /&gt;
coming forward. So&lt;br /&gt;
in the city council meetings of June 8th and 10th,&lt;br /&gt;
so all of this happened before the expositor began, right?&lt;br /&gt;
The June 8th and 10th city council meetings&lt;br /&gt;
happened right after the expositor was released,&lt;br /&gt;
was published on June 7th and they had meetings on June 8th and 10th because&lt;br /&gt;
they understood all of this that had already&lt;br /&gt;
been revealed and it was already established.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll read&lt;br /&gt;
to sound the discussion from the meetings.&lt;br /&gt;
But again, understanding this should make it clear what the reasoning,&lt;br /&gt;
the rationale was behind deciding to destroy the expositor, right?&lt;br /&gt;
But we&#039;ll get into it a little bit more. But um&lt;br /&gt;
in, in both episodes, there are so many more elements that go into it,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h46m03s 01:46:03]&lt;br /&gt;
but it&#039;s important to understand that the murders were being plotted and that was&lt;br /&gt;
known the murders of the entire Smith family and the destruction of the city,&lt;br /&gt;
the plan to bring in the mob and to incite the mob.&lt;br /&gt;
Those things were already very well understood.&lt;br /&gt;
So these are some of the discussions from um the meeting on the eighth and the 10th.&lt;br /&gt;
Um The mayor Joseph Smith said at the time&lt;br /&gt;
Governor Carlin was pursuing him with his writ.&lt;br /&gt;
So Joseph was in hiding,&lt;br /&gt;
William Law came to my house with a band&lt;br /&gt;
of Missourians for the purpose of betraying me.&lt;br /&gt;
He came to my gates and was, he was prevented by&lt;br /&gt;
Daniel Carne who was set to watch.&lt;br /&gt;
Law came within his, within my gate and called mayor and the mayor reproved law&lt;br /&gt;
for coming at that time of night. So this is Daniel Carne&#039;s sworn testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
Um And we, you know, like, again,&lt;br /&gt;
there are multiple sources for many of these things.&lt;br /&gt;
About 10 o&#039;clock at night, a boat came up the river river with about a dozen men,&lt;br /&gt;
William Law came to the gate with them.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Karen was on guard and stopped them.&lt;br /&gt;
Law called Joseph to the door and wanted an interview. Joseph said, Brother Law,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, better than to come here at this hour of the night.&lt;br /&gt;
And Law returned next morning,&lt;br /&gt;
he wrote a letter to apologize which he heard read which&lt;br /&gt;
was written apparently to screen himself from the center of conspiracy.&lt;br /&gt;
And the letter betrayed a conspiracy on the face of.&lt;br /&gt;
So I didn&#039;t, don&#039;t know if we have that letter, I wasn&#039;t able to find it.&lt;br /&gt;
But there are many other accounts of these men trying to get Joseph,&lt;br /&gt;
like, like them just being so duplicitous and&lt;br /&gt;
trying to get Joseph somewhere where they could have a conversation with him.&lt;br /&gt;
But then&lt;br /&gt;
they get one of the accounts Joseph held on to the man&#039;s gun that he was.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, you know, like, like he was very,&lt;br /&gt;
very aware that these men were trying to kill him&lt;br /&gt;
and were trying to bring them up.&lt;br /&gt;
They were trying to kill him, kill his whole family and bring them up.&lt;br /&gt;
That was what they knew. So&lt;br /&gt;
there is a lot, there&#039;s so much evidence&lt;br /&gt;
of this conspiracy trying to kill the Smith family that that in my opinion,&lt;br /&gt;
there should be no doubt about it.&lt;br /&gt;
So this moves us directly into our next question,&lt;br /&gt;
which we&#039;ve already hinted out at quite a bit,&lt;br /&gt;
which is what was the purpose of the expositor, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Was uh like again, we&#039;ll ask the question,&lt;br /&gt;
were these men just so morally upright and virtuous that the uh sorry that the&lt;br /&gt;
idea of um polygamy just&lt;br /&gt;
assaulted their morals and they had to take a stand for, for that sake.&lt;br /&gt;
Like I hope that that has been&lt;br /&gt;
officially debunked that no one will claim that&lt;br /&gt;
anymore because it should be becoming abundantly clear&lt;br /&gt;
and we&#039;ll discuss much more in the next&lt;br /&gt;
episode that the motivation for the expositor itself&lt;br /&gt;
and the reason for the destruction of it had&lt;br /&gt;
little to nothing to do with polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
It started out from this intense hatred of Joseph Smith for the Los&lt;br /&gt;
Fostered and hippies for these political&lt;br /&gt;
and financial reasons for Joseph Jackson,&lt;br /&gt;
out of his anger of, well, just his&lt;br /&gt;
awfulness in general and then his anger at not being able to get Lavina&lt;br /&gt;
who he then planned to kidnap and rape and kill her entire family.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, charming guy. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, it&#039;s, it&#039;s so&lt;br /&gt;
interesting to see what this really was all about that.&lt;br /&gt;
It was about their hatred for Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
and polygamy was nothing more than a useful&lt;br /&gt;
issue to tack on to it, to further vil&lt;br /&gt;
vilify Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
It should also be very clear that the destruction of&lt;br /&gt;
the expositor was because of the serious threats of violence.&lt;br /&gt;
The deep concern for the safety and well being of&lt;br /&gt;
the members and leaders of the city and the church.&lt;br /&gt;
It was about the serious threat and valid fear of mob violence which had&lt;br /&gt;
already repeatedly traumatized the saints and the&lt;br /&gt;
leaders and now was being threatened again.&lt;br /&gt;
So just to give a little background, right,&lt;br /&gt;
to just keep us remembering the context of this.&lt;br /&gt;
Just four years earlier,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph and Hyrum and a few and other men were tried in November while they were held.&lt;br /&gt;
And until April when they were allowed to be released, the coldest month of the year,&lt;br /&gt;
they were held and tortured inhumanely and illegally&lt;br /&gt;
as prisoners in Missouri in a dungeon.&lt;br /&gt;
In horrific&lt;br /&gt;
conditions,&lt;br /&gt;
the dead of winter, very little food, no blankets, no warmth,&lt;br /&gt;
grave concern for their family and their people.&lt;br /&gt;
It was a terrible, terrible time.&lt;br /&gt;
And while they were imprisoned, the saints were brutalized,&lt;br /&gt;
stripped of their arms and their property, raped, killed, exterminated.&lt;br /&gt;
And driven from their homes and out of the state in the dead of winter.&lt;br /&gt;
This was after General Lucas leading a large militia threatened that if&lt;br /&gt;
the Saints didn&#039;t turn Joseph and the other leaders over to them,&lt;br /&gt;
they were going to kill Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, they were planning to kill Joseph in the town square.&lt;br /&gt;
Quote, they would massacre every man woman and child.&lt;br /&gt;
Keep that in mind to see what the new governor Ford threatens and what he does right&lt;br /&gt;
after Joseph surrendered. He and his family being abused in the process.&lt;br /&gt;
Um I talked about this quite a bit in the episode that&lt;br /&gt;
I did on Emma and Joseph General Lucas ordered Jennifer Donovan.&lt;br /&gt;
Sir.&lt;br /&gt;
You will take Joseph Smith and the other prisoners into the public&lt;br /&gt;
square far west and shoot them at nine o&#039;clock tomorrow morning.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h50m53s 01:50:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Again, Donovan refused. He said I will not believe your obey your order.&lt;br /&gt;
It is cold blooded murder.&lt;br /&gt;
My brigade,&lt;br /&gt;
my brigade shall march for Liberty Township tomorrow morning at eight o&#039;clock.&lt;br /&gt;
And if you execute these men,&lt;br /&gt;
I will hold you responsible for an earthly before an earthly tribunal.&lt;br /&gt;
So help me God, this is&lt;br /&gt;
what they had just experienced, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And just bringing in those little pieces of it.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was hardly even this in Missouri was hardly the&lt;br /&gt;
only time the church members have faced severe danger and persecution.&lt;br /&gt;
I just&lt;br /&gt;
think it was the most extreme. I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
think of how much Joseph had already been through, he had been&lt;br /&gt;
beaten, tarred and feathered, persecuted,&lt;br /&gt;
chased out of how many places and continually hounded by arrests and lawsuits.&lt;br /&gt;
About 50 trials brought against him and most of them were frivolous and&lt;br /&gt;
uh by the by people like Bennett and the laws and fosters and Higby,&lt;br /&gt;
it was just this constant abuse.&lt;br /&gt;
Libel and Slander said and written about him throughout his life.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that the Missouri persecution had been the worst so far,&lt;br /&gt;
but it was also the most recent that was on their mind&lt;br /&gt;
and it must have loomed large for them.&lt;br /&gt;
And all of the exact same things were being threatened again,&lt;br /&gt;
often with the exact same wording.&lt;br /&gt;
And so this was intense.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that there they showed remarkable restraint and for those who, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
just wanna say, well, Joseph deserved it.&lt;br /&gt;
He deserved to be arrested all of those times.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s proof that he was in all of these criminal dealings. And&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m not gonna get into that argument right now.&lt;br /&gt;
I, like I said, my purpose isn&#039;t defending Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s not my purpose for doing this.&lt;br /&gt;
The evidence that convinced me that Joseph Smith was innocent.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s not my love for Joseph Smith that made me&lt;br /&gt;
want to see the evidence to prove that he was&lt;br /&gt;
innocent.&lt;br /&gt;
The more I&#039;ve seen of the evidence,&lt;br /&gt;
the more I really respect and admire Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
In fact, getting into this episode, I was like, this was a good guy.&lt;br /&gt;
Holy cow, how he handled this.&lt;br /&gt;
Like, I know just a little bit of, um, people saying horrible things about me.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, it&#039;s hard and, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
the things that were said about him, I, I just,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s astounding what he had to deal with throughout his life.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, and how sort of gracefully how well he did it.&lt;br /&gt;
He was so peaceful, so forgiving, so&lt;br /&gt;
charitable. And,&lt;br /&gt;
ah, it&#039;s amazing to me. So anyway, we can, we can discuss Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
But I,&lt;br /&gt;
the point I wanted to make was even for those who want to claim that he deserved it.&lt;br /&gt;
I want you to pause and think if even criminals should be treated this way,&lt;br /&gt;
is it really justified?&lt;br /&gt;
Can you really make Joseph the villain in this and the other guys,&lt;br /&gt;
all the good guys really?&lt;br /&gt;
Is that what you want to argue? I think that like,&lt;br /&gt;
that needs to be thought about a little bit more.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um anyway, like, like if you wanna make them all villains, ok,&lt;br /&gt;
you can just talk about that.&lt;br /&gt;
But trying to make these other guys good guys just doesn&#039;t work.&lt;br /&gt;
And that includes the laws, the fosters, the beast, John Bennett,&lt;br /&gt;
Jo Joseph Jackson, all the rest.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, and that&#039;s another thing to think about if the laws were such good guys,&lt;br /&gt;
they were working closely with Joseph Jackson, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
they weren&#039;t good guys. So this was the situation and environment in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo when the prospectus for the Nauvoo expositor was circulated on May 10th.&lt;br /&gt;
So about a month before they actually started the paper,&lt;br /&gt;
they passed out the pro prospectus for it,&lt;br /&gt;
which was the announcement of the newspaper coming.&lt;br /&gt;
Um The Warsaw signal summed it up. Well, five days later on May in their May 15th&lt;br /&gt;
edition,&lt;br /&gt;
it says&lt;br /&gt;
the Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
Expositor is the title of a new paper about to&lt;br /&gt;
be started at Nauvoo by the opponents of Joe.&lt;br /&gt;
The prospectus has been issued in,&lt;br /&gt;
in which the proposed character of the paper is set forth.&lt;br /&gt;
It will have nothing to do with religion but goes in for the repeal&lt;br /&gt;
of the Nuvo City Charter. What&#039;s the number one goal of the Nauvoo Expositor?&lt;br /&gt;
The repeal of the NAU&lt;br /&gt;
City Charter. If you read through it,&lt;br /&gt;
that becomes abundantly clear.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s abundantly clear in the prospectus that is&lt;br /&gt;
announcing it like this is what we&#039;re doing.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;re going to get rid of the Nauvoo City Charter.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s even the Warsaw signal validates that by this is the way they sum it up.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the first thing it&#039;s going to do is get rid of the city charter.&lt;br /&gt;
So let me finish reading but goes in for the repeal of the NAU&lt;br /&gt;
City Charter against political revelations&lt;br /&gt;
and unconstitutional ordinance ordinances.&lt;br /&gt;
It says it expects the paper will render Nauvoo too hot either for Joe or his enemies.&lt;br /&gt;
So the paper is designed&lt;br /&gt;
to&lt;br /&gt;
like, like their,&lt;br /&gt;
their stated goal is to revoke the Nauvoo City&lt;br /&gt;
Charter and they know that it is going to&lt;br /&gt;
stir up the mob saying it will render Nauvoo too hot either for Joe or his enemies.&lt;br /&gt;
So it is going to foment unrest.&lt;br /&gt;
That is what it is designed to do clearly from the very beginning.&lt;br /&gt;
From the prospectus.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=01h55m22s 01:55:22]&lt;br /&gt;
They are going to print a newspaper that is going to unleash hell in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo. It&#039;s going to&lt;br /&gt;
that, that is their stated purpose.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, I&#039;ll quote from the prospectus, the publishers,&lt;br /&gt;
therefore deem it a sacred duty that we owe to the co to their&lt;br /&gt;
country and their fellow citizens to advocate&lt;br /&gt;
through the columns of the expositor,&lt;br /&gt;
the unconditional repeal of the NAU City Charter, that part is written in all caps.&lt;br /&gt;
So the prospectus outlines their accusations against Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll go over those next time again, it says nothing about polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
Those are their is that&#039;s not the issue they have with him.&lt;br /&gt;
And the expositor state purpose was to revoke the&lt;br /&gt;
novice city charter effectively leading to the death,&lt;br /&gt;
death of Joseph Smith and the end of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
And here&#039;s why like I already went over the Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
Expo.&lt;br /&gt;
I mean, the novice city charter was unusual in its rights that it granted to the city,&lt;br /&gt;
it made it so that no one could be um taken from the city on legal charges, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So that, that would be gone so anyone could come and take Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
anywhere and have him killed it.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ve already read many reports that he was only safe in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And it also would take away the right for them to have their own independent militia,&lt;br /&gt;
which was the only way they could hope&lt;br /&gt;
to protect themselves from these threatening mobs.&lt;br /&gt;
And so everyone knew that repealing the Nauvoo city city charter meant the death of&lt;br /&gt;
the church leaders and the death of the saints and the destruction of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what it meant. And that&#039;s what&lt;br /&gt;
like we&#039;ll go on to talk about more. They were as happy to have the riots in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo from the church members opposing what they were doing as they were to have.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what Joseph Jackson had said.&lt;br /&gt;
And what the Warsaw signal said is there&#039;s gonna be riots in the&lt;br /&gt;
city or outside of the city or both and in any case,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re going to accomplish our purpose.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what the Nauvoo expositor was setting out to do and they had never&lt;br /&gt;
a month in advance, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the context for all of this also with all of&lt;br /&gt;
these death threats everywhere and all of this being exposed.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
um the, the,&lt;br /&gt;
the novel Expositor that people knew was explicitly designed to leave all of&lt;br /&gt;
the Mormons completely vulnerable with no protection&lt;br /&gt;
from government protection or mob violence.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ve said that enough times, ok.&lt;br /&gt;
But the actual goal I think seemed was even darker.&lt;br /&gt;
I think it was the more you read into it, the legal maneuverings,&lt;br /&gt;
they were doing the newspaper articles that they&lt;br /&gt;
were writing and the prospectus for the expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
I think they were intentionally putting Joseph in a double bind&lt;br /&gt;
that would lead to his death.&lt;br /&gt;
Either way, if the expositor were allowed to continue, it would bring the mob&lt;br /&gt;
and if Joseph ordered it stopped, stopped, it would bring them up.&lt;br /&gt;
And even from the prospectus, from the very beginning,&lt;br /&gt;
you get the sense that they are like&lt;br /&gt;
daring Joseph to stop them like egg.&lt;br /&gt;
You know, they keep saying we know our lives are at risk.&lt;br /&gt;
We know that our press will be just might be destroyed and all of these things, it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
just crazy.&lt;br /&gt;
And again,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re gonna get into that more more in the next episode because for anyone thinking,&lt;br /&gt;
jumping on the bandwagon and Joseph was wrong to destroy the&lt;br /&gt;
press and of course he needed to be arrested for that.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll talk about that more in the next episode.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s a lot more to that part of the story as well. So,&lt;br /&gt;
OK,&lt;br /&gt;
one more super important thing to add here that I&lt;br /&gt;
didn&#039;t know and blew me away when I learned it.&lt;br /&gt;
The conspirators also started their own church.&lt;br /&gt;
I did not know that it was called the true&lt;br /&gt;
church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints or some&lt;br /&gt;
of the um articles that are written about it,&lt;br /&gt;
call it the reformed church of Jesus Christ of latter day saints,&lt;br /&gt;
but usually I&#039;ve seen it called the true Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints.&lt;br /&gt;
So on April. April 2818&lt;br /&gt;
44 the defectors met at the law&#039;s property near,&lt;br /&gt;
near their sawmill to organize their own reformed&lt;br /&gt;
church of Jesus Christ of latter day saint.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m quoting again from Bentley.&lt;br /&gt;
He calls it that choosing William Law as president&lt;br /&gt;
and prophet affidavits against Joseph Smith and others were collected&lt;br /&gt;
and a committee was appointed to visit families in&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo to see who might join their new church.&lt;br /&gt;
On that committee were William&lt;br /&gt;
Wilson Law, Francis Higby, Robert Fros Foster and three others.&lt;br /&gt;
Wilson Law was chosen as one of um&lt;br /&gt;
one of William&#039;s counselors and Robert Foster and Fran&lt;br /&gt;
Higby were among their 12 apostles. So that snippet right?&lt;br /&gt;
There was a quote from Bentley.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll tell you what I&#039;m quoting most of this isn&#039;t. I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t want it to make it sound like I&#039;m quoting most of this.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m not, I&#039;ll tell you what I&#039;m quoting. So&lt;br /&gt;
the Warsaw signal on May 8th, this is what it reported.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, at last, the Mormons are added amongst themselves in good earnest,&lt;br /&gt;
a new church has been organized and we understand that a press will soon be procured.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was even before they released the prospectus. So clearly, these um&lt;br /&gt;
conspirators were in contact with the writers of the Warsaw signal&lt;br /&gt;
who were some of the main ones calling for the destruction&lt;br /&gt;
of N&lt;br /&gt;
of Nauvoo and the death of Jo Smith. We&#039;ll get to that later.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=02h00m05s 02:00:05]&lt;br /&gt;
So they were conspiring also,&lt;br /&gt;
which is f&lt;br /&gt;
we understand that soon a press will be procured and a paper started&lt;br /&gt;
which will be devoted to the building up of the cause of the SECAR&lt;br /&gt;
and to an exposition of Joe Smith&#039;s enormities and malpractices.&lt;br /&gt;
The creed of the new church differs but little from the old.&lt;br /&gt;
They acknowledge the authority of the book of Mormon Doctrine and covenants,&lt;br /&gt;
et cetera.&lt;br /&gt;
And only,&lt;br /&gt;
and the only essential difference being in&lt;br /&gt;
relation to the inspiration of Joe Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
the SECAR&lt;br /&gt;
believe that Joe was a prophet, but that he has now fallen from grace.&lt;br /&gt;
They have a new prophet who is William Law.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok. So many things here.&lt;br /&gt;
And um I&#039;m gonna keep reading before I go into some of them,&lt;br /&gt;
the members of the new church are among the&lt;br /&gt;
most intelligent and respectable of the Mormon body.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
The Fosters the Higby Joseph Jackson for just a few examples the laws like,&lt;br /&gt;
and it is said that you&#039;ll, you&#039;ll notice that with the um with the Warsaw signal,&lt;br /&gt;
anyone who speaks against, well, with all of these,&lt;br /&gt;
anyone who speaks against Joseph Smith is&lt;br /&gt;
the most respectable possible. Anyone who speaks for him is a deplorable character&lt;br /&gt;
and it is said that their number is already quite respectable on Sunday,&lt;br /&gt;
last law preached in Nauvoo and in the severest terms,&lt;br /&gt;
denounced Smith for his arbitrary and immoral conduct.&lt;br /&gt;
Something was something that this breach will soon be healed.&lt;br /&gt;
But we are inclined to believe that the disaffected have&lt;br /&gt;
gone so far as to preclude the possibility of retreat.&lt;br /&gt;
Sure it is, they cannot retreat honorably. So&lt;br /&gt;
this for one thing gives so much more context and understanding&lt;br /&gt;
to Joseph Smith&#039;s 20&lt;br /&gt;
May 26th speech where he talks about&lt;br /&gt;
the new holy prophet William Law. Hopefully I&#039;ll go into that speech more in the next&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
in the next part. But I didn&#039;t know, you know, I didn&#039;t know fully what that meant.&lt;br /&gt;
The new holy prophet of the new church and&lt;br /&gt;
their claims that they, well, first of all,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it&#039;s amazing to see that even before the succession crisis,&lt;br /&gt;
there was already a challenge&lt;br /&gt;
to, to play to displace Joseph Smith. Isn&#039;t that interesting?&lt;br /&gt;
And um hopefully,&lt;br /&gt;
also this demonstrates the complexity of the conspirators plans.&lt;br /&gt;
Their intent was clear. They wanted to depose and replace Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum. They wanted to be the heads of the church and the city.&lt;br /&gt;
Remember law was already one of its most wealthy and powerful citizens.&lt;br /&gt;
Several members of this conspiracy were um involved in city government. The editor&lt;br /&gt;
of the Nauvoo expositor was on the city council.&lt;br /&gt;
He um actually wasn&#039;t a member of the church,&lt;br /&gt;
but he was a member of the city council while being the editor for a&lt;br /&gt;
newspaper that was calling for the destruction of the city like he had sworn,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, to be a part of the government,&lt;br /&gt;
you have to swear allegiance to protect the government&lt;br /&gt;
and he was trying to destroy the City Charter.&lt;br /&gt;
So talk about treason. Right. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
we actually, we actually will talk about treason later on&lt;br /&gt;
when we get to the episode,&lt;br /&gt;
if we do the episode on the assassinations of Joseph Hyrum,&lt;br /&gt;
because that plays into it.&lt;br /&gt;
But just want to cover a little bit more of this,&lt;br /&gt;
that I think is very interesting talking about the massive hypocrisy here, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Because&lt;br /&gt;
so all of these men had no problem with anything that&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith was doing when they were part of it,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
Like law starts decrying Joseph using ha habeas corpus to avoid um&lt;br /&gt;
being,&lt;br /&gt;
being arrested, right? He, that&#039;s one of the big things he&#039;s saying against him.&lt;br /&gt;
But in 42 he helped hide Joseph Smith repeatedly.&lt;br /&gt;
He helped him use the government to accomplish his purposes.&lt;br /&gt;
He has all of this problem with the blending of church and state that a church&lt;br /&gt;
leader is also in a government position and&lt;br /&gt;
yet he&#039;s trying to overthrow the government.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s one of the leading citizens and he&#039;s setting&lt;br /&gt;
himself up as the head of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
Like every single thing&lt;br /&gt;
they&#039;re accusing Joseph Smith of doing is actually what they themselves want to do.&lt;br /&gt;
And I would argue&lt;br /&gt;
that they would actually be the real desperate&lt;br /&gt;
when we see everything that Joseph had done compared to what&lt;br /&gt;
these men have done with whatever power and influence they had,&lt;br /&gt;
we can see really the difference between these characters.&lt;br /&gt;
And so anyway, I think it is fascinating.&lt;br /&gt;
Also,&lt;br /&gt;
I want to respond to the um claim that they made&lt;br /&gt;
that I see as merely tactic that they believed in everything,&lt;br /&gt;
everything about the church, except that Joseph was a falling prophet,&lt;br /&gt;
so everything he&#039;s restored was true,&lt;br /&gt;
but they now needed to hold his position, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That also is like blown out the window from, well, everything we know about them,&lt;br /&gt;
but also including the fact that as soon as their church&lt;br /&gt;
failed to get all of the converts that they wanted,&lt;br /&gt;
none of them had any use for Mormonism from that time forth.&lt;br /&gt;
Nothing but to, to cry it in the harshest terms.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, either persecuted, intense, tensely, um&lt;br /&gt;
try to&lt;br /&gt;
um rob from it to steal from it as we see going&lt;br /&gt;
forward or um or say nothing about it except extremely negative things.&lt;br /&gt;
So even their claim that they believed all of it, except that Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=02h04m57s 02:04:57]&lt;br /&gt;
I think was nothing more than a tactic to try to get&lt;br /&gt;
the people living in Nauvoo on their side instead of they were&lt;br /&gt;
trying to usurp Joseph&#039;s position is what it really came down to.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
I, ok, I wanted to go into the rest of these,&lt;br /&gt;
but I am realizing this is already a really long episode&lt;br /&gt;
and I actually have quite a bit more to do.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um, next, I&#039;m going to talk about what was happening in the newspapers&lt;br /&gt;
and then talk a little bit more about this.&lt;br /&gt;
But I think I&#039;m gonna save it for part two&lt;br /&gt;
and I&#039;ll just split it up a little differently.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll get into those next questions about why the expositor was destroyed.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, and we&#039;ll go from there in the next episode as well. So, thank you so much.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m sorry to leave you hanging.&lt;br /&gt;
But hopefully you&#039;ll appreciate the break and we will continue next time&lt;br /&gt;
now for the scoop about William Law&#039;s diary.&lt;br /&gt;
So when I first heard that William Law had a diary,&lt;br /&gt;
I hadn&#039;t done nearly as much research on him as I have done now, but I still was like,&lt;br /&gt;
whoa wait, that&#039;s huge.&lt;br /&gt;
How did I not know about that?&lt;br /&gt;
I did some searching and found that it wasn&#039;t available online&lt;br /&gt;
but that it was held in special collections at BYU.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
I was so excited. I was going to go read William Law&#039;s diary.&lt;br /&gt;
I immediately made an appointment and drove down to read it&lt;br /&gt;
and I was shocked when all they brought was one&lt;br /&gt;
green folder with 14 very slightly aged type written pages.&lt;br /&gt;
What was this? Why was it kept in special collections?&lt;br /&gt;
Reading it carefully, took less than 15 minutes.&lt;br /&gt;
The first entry is January 1st 1844 and the last is January 28th, 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
So it covers exactly&lt;br /&gt;
the last six months of Joseph Smith&#039;s life.&lt;br /&gt;
My first impression was that this was very clearly written for an audience.&lt;br /&gt;
It wasn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
just a journal for William&#039;s own record or an&lt;br /&gt;
opportunity for him to work out his feelings.&lt;br /&gt;
It very, very much was meant to be published.&lt;br /&gt;
So let me give you one example from the first entry,&lt;br /&gt;
fearful and terrible.&lt;br /&gt;
Yet most distressing have been the scenes through which&lt;br /&gt;
we have passed during the last few months.&lt;br /&gt;
The recollect&lt;br /&gt;
recollection paralyzes the nerves chills the currents of the&lt;br /&gt;
heart and drives the brain almost to madness.&lt;br /&gt;
Had it not been for the goodness of God, surely we had been lost, overwhelmed,&lt;br /&gt;
swallow down in the vortex of in&lt;br /&gt;
of iniquity.&lt;br /&gt;
So yeah, that&#039;s, that&#039;s the beginning of the journal.&lt;br /&gt;
If you read much from the time period,&lt;br /&gt;
this fits right in with the with all of the over the top language used in&lt;br /&gt;
this sort of indignation papers. It&#039;s similar&lt;br /&gt;
to the voice of innocence or the many newspaper articles written at the time.&lt;br /&gt;
So my first assumption was that this quote&lt;br /&gt;
diary was must have been an intentionally,&lt;br /&gt;
must have been intentionally written, not as a personal record,&lt;br /&gt;
but as a tool to provide evidence against Joseph, like&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
similar to an unhappy spouse,&lt;br /&gt;
starting a dishonest journal a few months before filing&lt;br /&gt;
for divorce to try to get a better settlement.&lt;br /&gt;
Those types of diaries that are clearly made only for&lt;br /&gt;
that purpose and only started right before the split record,&lt;br /&gt;
no other details of life other than the grievances against the person,&lt;br /&gt;
they are to be used against.&lt;br /&gt;
Those generally are not viewed as terri&lt;br /&gt;
terribly reliable. And that was my thought with this diary.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
Then&lt;br /&gt;
there were even still,&lt;br /&gt;
there were some very strange things about it that&lt;br /&gt;
made it seem not legitimate for many reasons.&lt;br /&gt;
I won&#039;t go into them all now. But plus what were these random typed pages&lt;br /&gt;
that was,&lt;br /&gt;
they were kept in a folder marked William Law Diary with the&lt;br /&gt;
creation date 1844 kept in special collections at by us library.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
in case anyone doesn&#039;t just automatically know&lt;br /&gt;
they didn&#039;t have typewriters in 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
Clearly, what I was reading was not created in 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
So I actually spent the majority of my time at BYU on&lt;br /&gt;
my laptop trying to figure out what in the world this was,&lt;br /&gt;
I found an extremely helpful article written by Ben Park whose book&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo I had recently read&lt;br /&gt;
and it answered a ton of questions. Of course, it will be linked below.&lt;br /&gt;
So you guys&lt;br /&gt;
the type written pages in special collections at BYU&lt;br /&gt;
are actually the only thing we have.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the only thing anyone has ever seen of this quote diary.&lt;br /&gt;
So here&#039;s the story Lyndon Cook&lt;br /&gt;
wrote a biography of William Law that was published in 1994.&lt;br /&gt;
And it includes the transcript of this diary.&lt;br /&gt;
And that&#039;s the first time it was ever published,&lt;br /&gt;
he, he wrote a paper in 82 as well that he seems to draw on it from.&lt;br /&gt;
So maybe he had it before then, but 94 is when it was published&lt;br /&gt;
and he has&lt;br /&gt;
never made any public&lt;br /&gt;
statement about it.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s never explained where it came from or what it is or how he got it or anything&lt;br /&gt;
according to Ben Park.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=02h10m04s 02:10:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Word on the street is that he got the transcript from a family member,&lt;br /&gt;
a law family member.&lt;br /&gt;
But even Lyndon Cook has never seen the original.&lt;br /&gt;
So that is the story behind&lt;br /&gt;
this source. It goes on a little bit more because&lt;br /&gt;
I, I want to make it clear.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m not accusing Lyndon Cook of anything other than what I&#039;m,&lt;br /&gt;
I guess accusing also Ben Park of which is just so desperately&lt;br /&gt;
wanting the source that they will won&#039;t think critically about it.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
here&#039;s the story behind it that they used to say no, maybe it is legitimate.&lt;br /&gt;
Apparently there are some notes and Leonard&lt;br /&gt;
Arrington&#039;s papers. So Leonard Arrington was the church historian&lt;br /&gt;
and he, his collection of papers is up at us U&lt;br /&gt;
and he left there are some notes in that about a phone call he had&lt;br /&gt;
with a woman who he believed was married to the great grandson of William Law.&lt;br /&gt;
So this woman&#039;s husband&#039;s grandfather,&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
he believes to be or he thinks might be William Law&#039;s son,&lt;br /&gt;
but he&#039;s not sure at all and they might have papers in their collection&lt;br /&gt;
that they might be able to get access to, but they don&#039;t want anything shared.&lt;br /&gt;
So, this wife, this great granddaughter&lt;br /&gt;
in law is thinking maybe she could find a way to&lt;br /&gt;
get access to it without her husband and family knowing.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
Arrington tells her, don&#039;t do anything dishonest. And then&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s no follow up from there.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the last thing we hear about it until it suddenly appears&lt;br /&gt;
in Cook&#039;s book.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um, anyway, that&#039;s the story behind it.&lt;br /&gt;
I believe Lyndon Cook was working on the&lt;br /&gt;
project clear back then and was involved with&lt;br /&gt;
La Arrington,&lt;br /&gt;
but we don&#039;t know anything more about it. And so&lt;br /&gt;
this is what I mean by the motivated reasoning, they so desperately want it to be true&lt;br /&gt;
that they utilize it. Here&#039;s how Ben Park talks about it.&lt;br /&gt;
He does admit that quote, the diary seems too good to be true.&lt;br /&gt;
But then he goes on to say, despite my serious reservations, I confess,&lt;br /&gt;
I decided to make more than limited use in my book, Kingdom of Nauvoo,&lt;br /&gt;
because Law&#039;s voice is so central to the story.&lt;br /&gt;
So do you hear that? That is how church history is done.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s we really want this source to be true.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;re just going to assume that it is true and&lt;br /&gt;
then write it in our narrative as if it is true.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s, um he&#039;s, he refers to limited use because the&lt;br /&gt;
church, I mean, the um Joseph Smith papers,&lt;br /&gt;
historians decided to make limited use of&lt;br /&gt;
it whatever that means in their narratives.&lt;br /&gt;
They also&lt;br /&gt;
in&lt;br /&gt;
incorporate&lt;br /&gt;
found in this very suspect journal. So&lt;br /&gt;
my feeling is someone should have really told Mark Hoffman who by the way was&lt;br /&gt;
in full steam when all of this was happening in case anybody wants to claim,&lt;br /&gt;
no,&lt;br /&gt;
there couldn&#039;t possibly be forgeries out there.&lt;br /&gt;
Someone should have told him that you don&#039;t even need to go to the effort of making&lt;br /&gt;
old appearing documents&lt;br /&gt;
in order to add news&lt;br /&gt;
discovered sources to shape the church history narrative. It&#039;s good enough to just&lt;br /&gt;
have a transcript of a document that you claim really exists.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is how we are getting our church history narrative&lt;br /&gt;
and historians write it into their narratives as if it&#039;s factual history&lt;br /&gt;
and then everyone spouts it as if this is already known,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s perfectly well established.&lt;br /&gt;
You&#039;re ridiculous to disagree with it.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so frustrating. This is how it happens.&lt;br /&gt;
So I have to say I already did definitely have my issues with it.&lt;br /&gt;
But it wasn&#039;t until I did more research on law that I came to the&lt;br /&gt;
solid conclusion that there is absolutely no&lt;br /&gt;
way that this is a legitimate document.&lt;br /&gt;
And I have to say&lt;br /&gt;
historians should absolutely have come to this conclusion long before I did,&lt;br /&gt;
if they were willing to do their job and think critically about this.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s just go over a few things for, for one thing,&lt;br /&gt;
the diary doesn&#039;t include anything about Joseph actually propositioning Jane.&lt;br /&gt;
We still don&#039;t get a date. We don&#039;t get to hear William tell us that this happened.&lt;br /&gt;
Don&#039;t you think that that would be something worth recording&lt;br /&gt;
in your diary if you actually were a journal keeper?&lt;br /&gt;
And so all we have about Joseph propositioning Jane&lt;br /&gt;
is this one is one obscure statement that it happened. I&#039;ll read it in a minute.&lt;br /&gt;
Also, William Law wrote a newspaper.&lt;br /&gt;
This diary, as I said, was very clearly written to be published&lt;br /&gt;
and he was scrambling to get all of those letter,&lt;br /&gt;
all of those articles written for the paper that he mostly writ wrote on his own.&lt;br /&gt;
Wouldn&#039;t this diary have been the perfect thing to include,&lt;br /&gt;
it would have been the best thing in the entire paper.&lt;br /&gt;
And in addition,&lt;br /&gt;
when he is writing a paper decrying all of the crimes and sins of Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
don&#039;t you think he might include his outrage&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph had actually propositioned his wife.&lt;br /&gt;
Strange that he omits that little tidbit from the newspaper he&#039;s writing&lt;br /&gt;
to try to implicate Joseph Smith for anything he possibly can.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um but it goes further than that.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m going to read the one the thing about in his diary, his supposed diary&lt;br /&gt;
that implicates&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s very interesting and I would say rather amusing.&lt;br /&gt;
I told him the person coming.&lt;br /&gt;
I can&#039;t remember if it was Sidney Rigdon, I believe, trying to make peace.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndAtZR3kUzo&amp;amp;amp;t=02h15m31s 02:15:31]&lt;br /&gt;
I told him that if they wanted peace,&lt;br /&gt;
they could have it on the following conditions&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph Smith would acknowledge publicly that he&lt;br /&gt;
had taught and practiced the doctrine of the&lt;br /&gt;
plurality of wives that he brought a revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
supporting the doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
and that he should own the whole whole system,&lt;br /&gt;
revelation and all to be from hell to acknowledge&lt;br /&gt;
also that and this part is crossed out.&lt;br /&gt;
He had lately endeavored to seduce my wife and had found her a virtuous woman.&lt;br /&gt;
Then it goes on&lt;br /&gt;
the persecution against me and my friends was unjust.&lt;br /&gt;
And um this, yeah, this is all we have. This is exactly what it is.&lt;br /&gt;
The one transcript we have has that part crossed out.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I have to say this is so juicy, they are trying to imply that love wrote that.&lt;br /&gt;
But then he changed his mind and wanted it hidden.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s, it&#039;s just so perfect. It&#039;s so great. This is the best thing ever.&lt;br /&gt;
This is even better than if he hadn&#039;t included it or if he had he included it.&lt;br /&gt;
But then either he or someone along the line wanted to hide it and cross it out.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok? You guys, this is what it looks like when you want to redact something.&lt;br /&gt;
When you don&#039;t want it known.&lt;br /&gt;
We have plenty of examples from William Clayton&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
journal of what redactions actually look like.&lt;br /&gt;
At least the part of William Clayton&#039;s journal that we have access to,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So this, this is like it&#039;s the juiciest thing possible.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s just so great and this is all it is. This is all we have.&lt;br /&gt;
So I was planning to save these sources for the next episode.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t want this to be a spoiler, but&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s still plenty. I&#039;m s&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m still saving and I I just need to read from these. So&lt;br /&gt;
in 1887 William Law wrote a letter to the&lt;br /&gt;
author of the latest defamatory book about Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
and&lt;br /&gt;
it was his letter.&lt;br /&gt;
They ended up having some interaction and he wrote three letters and&lt;br /&gt;
all of them were published&lt;br /&gt;
in the Daily Tribune in Salt Lake City on Tuesday, July 3rd, 1887.&lt;br /&gt;
So these didn&#039;t just appear out of a desk or you know, come&lt;br /&gt;
um just be published in a book in 94.&lt;br /&gt;
These we actually know happened and we&lt;br /&gt;
have them contemporaneous from when they happened.&lt;br /&gt;
This is the reason&lt;br /&gt;
that William Law wrote his letter. He tells the author on page 108 you speak of&lt;br /&gt;
swapping wives&lt;br /&gt;
and state that you had it from one who knows.&lt;br /&gt;
Now let me say to you that I never heard of it till I read it in your book.&lt;br /&gt;
Your informant must have been deceived or willfully lied to you,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith never proposed anything of the kind to me or my wife.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s quite adamant about it.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s, that&#039;s his own.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s William Law&#039;s own statement in response to this&lt;br /&gt;
to this claim that was written in this book.&lt;br /&gt;
And then, um, it&#039;s repeated several other times.&lt;br /&gt;
He also ended up giving an interview to that same&lt;br /&gt;
writer in that same year that was also published.&lt;br /&gt;
And um, I&#039;ll just quote his son who also gives an interview. His son, Tommy Law,&lt;br /&gt;
who was speaking of, his mother says, what his&lt;br /&gt;
said about Joseph having made an attempt on her is not true.&lt;br /&gt;
In such a case, my father would have not, would not have started a paper against him.&lt;br /&gt;
He would have shot his head off.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that&#039;s probably a pretty true statement&lt;br /&gt;
if Joseph Smith were propositioning your wife and from all accounts,&lt;br /&gt;
William and Jane did have a wonderful marriage,&lt;br /&gt;
they stayed married their entire lives.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
other than the implications of adultery that he confessed to while&lt;br /&gt;
sick, there aren&#039;t any other aspersions on their marriage that I have seen.&lt;br /&gt;
And William Law, as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
wrote a paper to bring down Joseph Smith and yet in all of&lt;br /&gt;
their interactions and heated exchanges and all of the accusations flying around.&lt;br /&gt;
Guess what&#039;s never there anywhere,&lt;br /&gt;
anything about Joseph Smith propositioning Jane&lt;br /&gt;
um Jane Law. And so&lt;br /&gt;
I think that this should be&lt;br /&gt;
also put to bed.&lt;br /&gt;
If anyone still wants to argue that William L&#039;s diary should be taken seriously.&lt;br /&gt;
I have some really old cool documents to sell to you.&lt;br /&gt;
I think Well, go ahead and make your comments.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to hear your thoughts if you believe&lt;br /&gt;
that this diary should be included in the Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
Smith narrative or that it proves that Joseph was&lt;br /&gt;
a polygamist and that he tried to seduce.&lt;br /&gt;
I really do look forward to hearing your comments.&lt;br /&gt;
There are other highly problematic William Law sources like the&lt;br /&gt;
one where we get the claim that William Law,&lt;br /&gt;
that um William Law&#039;s son saw he and Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
hugging and embracing and crying together.&lt;br /&gt;
William begging Joseph in tears not to do it. Don&#039;t take this course.&lt;br /&gt;
And Joseph tearfully responding that he had no other choice. The Lord required it.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, we can get into those sources as well, but we&#039;ll save that for another day.&lt;br /&gt;
Thanks again and I&#039;ll see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;{{Podcast episode v2&lt;br /&gt;
 | title = 81: Truth at All Costs w/ Denver Snuffer - 132 Problems: Revisiting Mormon Polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 81&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-08-27&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = exV5Dm0xSRc&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Denver Snuffer&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;So happy for the opportunity to have this amazing discussion with Denver Snuffer. Denver is viewed with fear and suspicion by some, with deep curiosity by some, and with esteem and admiration by others. I loved hearing his thoughts and insights as we discussed, among other things, the gospel, the history of polygamy, and the power and importance of the Book of Mormon.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Sincere thanks to Denver for his time and willingness to engage in this conversation.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * Denver&#039;s website and blog&lt;br /&gt;
* [http://thetentalks.com/ 10 Talks recommended in comments]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JNf7vzPK01k&amp;amp;amp;list=PL1EtZOltlntAG6BJTqeD32zK6BD-KgVG4 Talk 1 - Be of Good Cheer]&lt;br /&gt;
* Direct links for the books discussed:&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.amazon.com/Second-Comforter-Conversing-Lord-Through/dp/0974015873/ The Second Comforter]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.amazon.com/Nephis-Isaiah-Denver-Snuffer-Jr/dp/097401589X/ Nephi&#039;s Isaiah]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.amazon.com/Eighteen-Verses-Denver-C-Snuffer/dp/0979845521/ Eighteen Verses]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.amazon.com/Ten-Parables-Denver-C-Snuffer/dp/0979845572/ Ten Parables]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.amazon.com/Come-Let-Us-Adore-Him/dp/097984553X/ Come Let Us Adore Him]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.amazon.com/Beloved-Enos-Denver-Snuffer-Jr/dp/0979845580/ Beloved Enos]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://denversnuffer.com/blog/published-books/passing-the-heavenly-gift-2/ Passing the Heavenly Gift]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy. I feel like this episode needs a little bit of a special introduction. I asked Denver Snuffer to come on the program. And first, I know that makes many people nervous because he is an excommunicated member. And we are kind of programmed to be fearful of that. Um The reason. Well, first of all, I want to say I have spoken to many people of different faiths, many people who are not members of our, of our church. And so I um I hope that we are able to hear different voices without being filled with fear. We&#039;re not afraid to speak to people in different religious traditions, diff different restoration traditions, whether it&#039;s the restoration branches, the community of Christ, the um the string I branches, right? I think it&#039;s useful to listen to the different voices of um of all of humanity, but it&#039;s specifically of the restoration. So I, I want to make that plea first of all. And then I also want to explain the reason I wanted to have him on. I feel like we use excommunication as a way to really science silence people to kind of make them somewhat of a pariah for members. And so I don&#039;t feel like Denver Snuffer at this point has a voice um among church members. But at the same time, Brian Hales, who has the biggest voice for church members has the biggest influence and the biggest say on the church narrative, he continues to sort of punch down at Denver&#039;s never, he repeatedly talks about him and really straw mans his position and goes after him. And I think that is entirely unfair. I don&#039;t like it at all. So I wanted to allow Denver to speak for himself and explain his perspective on his own. I know that for me, I, I think that Brian Hills does not have good footing that like that is the least enviable position to be in is the one that he currently espouses that. Unfortunately, the church continues to believe. I think that Denver Snuffer has a lot better argument to make and I wanted to let people hear it for themselves. So please, I hope that you will enjoy this episode. I hope that those who are members of the church will not feel um concerned or scared. I know I&#039;ll take some heat for having an excommunicated member on. I feel like that&#039;s unfortunate. So, um anyway, I, I don&#039;t even want to have to make any caveats. I am an active member of the church. I&#039;m not a follower of anybody else&#039;s. I think that Denver has a profoundly interesting voice and story. I appreciate so much of what he has done. So I was very thankful that he was willing to come and talk to me and I hope that you will find this episode useful and instructive. Welcome to this conversation that I am having with Denver Snuffer. Denver. I really, really want to thank you for coming. I know this is not your favorite thing to do. This is not your cup of tea. But um I also wanted to explain, well, I kind of explained to my audience a little bit about why I wanted to talk to you. There are so many things I would love to talk to you about for those who don&#039;t know Denver&#039;s story, I&#039;m sure we&#039;re going to go into that. And for anyone who feels nervous having Denver here, I just want to repeat that I have talked to many different people who are not members of our faith who have different journeys and different paths. And I think that we can all rely on the fact that the Lord has given us the gift of discernment so we can listen to what people say and discern truth and error without fear and without needing to just reject people. That&#039;s part of why I wanted to have Denver comments because I feel like his voice has been silenced and other people have been talking on his behalf in ways that don&#039;t feel very fair to me. So, Denver, with all of that being said, I guess I should say Denver was, has been a member of the church, I believe, for 40 years, he was baptized and 40 years later to the day, if I&#039;m getting the story right? Was excommunicated in 2015 for I believe, a book tour. Right? Like a series of lectures you were getting.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=04m08s 04:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: Yeah. Um, I was baptized on September 10th of 1973 and I was excommunicated on September 10th of 2013&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=04m20s 04:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: from 2013.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=04m22s 04:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: And it was exactly exactly 40 years to the day.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=04m27s 04:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That is, that is amazing. And I, so, yeah, this is a complicated conversation because I really want my faithful LDS listeners to feel comfortable and welcome and not be afraid. So I&#039;m hoping that people can just listen, but I, I want to tell a little bit about my. So, so I&#039;ve shared before that I was struggling in, in my church membership because I felt like the church was not living up to what I expected it to be if it was the true church of God. And I was reading the book of Mormon and just getting these powerful, strong messages from it, mainly that it was to us and about us that we are the gentiles, we are the ones being called to repentance. And also what I started to see was this pattern of people coming into the presence of God, basically telling us how to do that. It seemed like an instruction manual with part by part and it starts with Nephi telling us everything he possibly can. So the Lord tells him he can&#039;t say anymore and ends with moon. I basically summing it all up saying if you have me, you know, and right before moon, we have Ether. That&#039;s one of the most profound stories the brother of Jared telling us, hey, this is how you come into the presence of God. And then again, Maroni summing it up and I felt so um yeah, I, I just felt like how, what is going on here? How can I dare believe that this is what the book of Mormon is about? Because someone would have told me, how can I think I know more than everybody else or that I know something different than anybody else? I really like. It really was actually quite a bit of turmoil and that was when I was led really by the Lord to this book that I believe is I don&#039;t know if this is the first book you wrote, but it&#039;s the one that I found pretty early on and it is this the first one you wrote. So this is the second Comforter. If I can get it in the screen communing with the Lord through the conversing with the Lord through the veil. And it, for me served as this beautiful second witness. It gave me permission to believe what the Lord was teaching me without feeling like I was all alone and crazy. You know. So, so I want to thank you for that. That really was a, was a gift to me. And, and I want to say also for those worried about Denver, he wrote this book as a fully active participating member of the church, I believe serving on the high council if I&#039;m not mistaken. And, and this book didn&#039;t do anything to get you into trouble. There&#039;s, this book is not unsafe for continued members.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=06m55s 06:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: No. And in fact, the manuscript for that book was submitted to um Deseret book. And uh they took seven months to evaluate it before uh deciding that they thought the content was um too sacred for them to feel comfortable putting out there. But when they, when they finally decided not to publish it, they encouraged me to find another uh publisher to put it out there. And ultimately, yeah, it got, it got into print. But I, I didn&#039;t want it advertised. I didn&#039;t want it. I didn&#039;t want to do book signings. I didn&#039;t want it to uh become something that um a lot of attention was drawn to um because I refused to advertise or publicize or do book signings or promote it in any way. Um I had to bear the cost to get it into print. I had to pay the cost out of pocket for the cover art. I had to pay to get the professional editor. I had to, uh, it took a lot of money to get it into print, but I was hoping it would be a very quiet, um, book. The people for whom it was appropriate would find it and everyone else would just go their way and pay no notice. But the, the uh printer, the month before it went into print, the printer was acquired by the world&#039;s largest bookseller Amazon. It&#039;s a, it&#039;s a subsidiary of Amazon that printed the book. And when a title comes out on Amazon, and anyone does a word search like the title of the book is the second Comforter conversing with the Lord through the veil. If someone picks up and does a search for the second comforter, Amazon has worldwide global reach. And so the um it got more attention than I wanted it to. Um it&#039;s a very personal book, but it&#039;s, it&#039;s personal to the reader. It&#039;s taking the reader on an individual internal journey in themselves. Um But there are vignettes about me. The vignettes illustrate how to get something wrong. And then the chapter that follows the vignette explains how to get it right. And so it&#039;s a, it&#039;s personal in the sense for me that I&#039;m talking about a lot of personal failures and it&#039;s personal to the reader because it&#039;s pushing the reader internal to themselves in a, in a search and your mention of the book of Mormon, I mean, there are three chapters devoted to Nephi um struggle and search because his um his experience illustrates a great deal about the process. And so Nephi figures prominently for three chapters early in the book,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=10m27s 10:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: tell people what those three chapters are so they can go. No, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=10m30s 10:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: don&#039;t, I don&#039;t have a book with me and I, I don&#039;t have the index. But if you look at the table of contents, it talks about nei journey and how, how Nephi um came along. I mean, initially, the first thing that NEI did was to, was to struggle and have um a confrontation meditatively and prayerfully with God, struggling to try to believe what his father had said. And it, it begins with something as simple as that. And then it culminates in what happens with Nephi. Um And it, the book of Mormon, I think it intends to um invite everyone every reader to go on that same journey.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=11m22s 11:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Exactly. Yes. And I just was rereading. Um We were speaking to some friends the other night that we&#039;re talking about it. And in Moro 991 thing that I really also appreciate about your book, appreciated at that time especially was that it seeks to almost um I don&#039;t wanna say normalize but give people permission to have spiritual experiences, to have manifestations and visitations and the things that we have made. They, they seem crazy like I know that at one point, um you know, I had people decide I was schizophrenic if I would share experiences that literally happened, you know, and it&#039;s very difficult for people to um be able to understand that not only do we have the opportunity but almost the obligation to believe that these kinds of experiences, the ministering of angels for, you know, a start are not only possible but are part of what is expected of people of faith. And moon I seven makes it so clear. I hope people will read that, reread it that if angels are, have ceased to minister to, if we aren&#039;t experiencing these kinds of things, it&#039;s not because the heavens are silent. It is due to our lack of faith. And that&#039;s what I think is part of the essential message that all of us are trying to spread is like this shouldn&#039;t, this shouldn&#039;t be so suspect. It shouldn&#039;t be so strange and scary and odd to have communion with the divine. That is the very purpose of the gospel. Like that&#039;s, that&#039;s the message I was getting from the book of Mormon is what the gospel is, is the power to overcome death and hell, which means separation from God, right? And physical and spiritual death. And so instead of saying so I can live with God again someday, which we mean, just live a good life on the, on the safe path. And then when you die, you&#039;ll be in the present. It&#039;s so it&#039;s so minimized and dumbed down when what we actually have is the process to come back into the presence of God, overcome spiritual death. And then eventually the next step, be translated, overcome physical death, which is the city of Enoch, which is everything we claim to believe in. Right? And, and there&#039;s a literalness to all of this that it&#039;s um maybe too great and marvelous, too terrifying for us to be willing to accept and embrace and pursue.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=13m49s 13:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: I think that&#039;s, yeah, I think that the institutional uh encouragement is for latter day saints to outsource spirituality to a hierarchy and trust them to then feed you whatever it is that you need to have fed in order to obtain salvation. And the book of Mormon is, is going in an opposite direction in which we all become individually accountable before God and independently uh authorized by God to pursue the path of faith in order to reach the point where we um having been true in all things are uh prepared to converse with the Lord, to the veil and receive further light and knowledge, which is still a preserved part of the LDS temple ceremony. Despite all of the other changes that have been made, um you know, you&#039;re introduced as having been true and faithful in all things and desiring now for further light and knowledge by conversing with the Lord through the veil. And um that that&#039;s a ceremony, but it&#039;s a ceremony that&#039;s pointing to a divine invitation and a, a religious expectation. And the book of Mormon is, is ratifying that in account, after account experience after experience. And, um I mean, why are, why are those uh accounts given to us if they&#039;re not meant to be accepted, trusted and acted upon? And you&#039;re right in uh chapter seven of Maroni, if these things have ceased, then has faith ceased? Also, um It&#039;s kind of an indictment of the institutional position of outsourcing spirituality and trusting other people to tell you what it is. That&#039;s important. Um I think um I think we become uh easily submissive to religious authority and that the temptation always is if you are given a little authority that you begin to want control, it&#039;s, it&#039;s chaotic when everyone is given the opportunity to um believe and trust and act for themselves. And yet, um you do not want and the scriptures do not encourage you to seek order at the price of unrighteous Dominion control compulsion. Um and, and abrogating the agency of man Joseph&#039;s uh teach them correct principles and let them govern themselves. Actually did result in a mess in Nauvoo, in a mess in um far West, in a mess at uh independence in a mess at uh Kirtland. I mean, gathering after gathering group after group um teaching correct principles and allowing them to govern themselves, always resulted in unruliness and the fringes of the folks who were gathered, being up to a lot of mischief and, and engaging in a lot of expectations. But I don&#039;t think that is a poor reflection upon either the Lord&#039;s plan to give us all agency or Joseph Smith&#039;s calling to start a, a rough stone rolling down the hill um to fulfill what Daniel foresaw, what it means is that individually, we&#039;re, we&#039;re just not accepting the responsibility devolving upon ourselves to be peaceable with our fellow man, to be obedient, to be true and faithful, to be something more than the kind of wayward, chaotic self, indulgent, ambitious uh self promoting people that vied for power and influence in Kirkland and then in, in independence and in far West and in Navoo, Joseph never lived to see a group of people who would, who would rise to the occasion that he had hoped in teaching them correct principles that in governing themselves, they became like the people of, of eu. I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t think that Joseph was deficient as a teacher. I just think um Enoch had a better audience. I mean, clearly Christ is clearly the best teacher of them all. And Christ&#039;s audience didn&#039;t become Zion. And, and of all those who heard him throughout his mortal ministry. At the end, the account that were given in um uh in Paul&#039;s writing is about 500 people were there to see him ascend on the mount of Olives. So at the end, after the thousands, perhaps tens of thousands who had heard the Lord minister, the greatest teacher, greater, more intelligent than they all um only managed to make about 500 people really adopt and accept the lesson. It, it wasn&#039;t for want of a good teacher that the people at the time of the Lord&#039;s ministry, we didn&#039;t realize Zion. And so I, I don&#039;t think you can indict Jesus or Joseph Smith. I also don&#039;t think you can laud Enoch. I think you have to take the uh the realization that the people themselves have a say, they all have a say, they all have the opportunity to rise up or to not. And so it&#039;s, it&#039;s not, you can&#039;t point to um the failure by saying the Lord didn&#039;t send someone adequate to the task because I think Joseph was more than adequate to the task. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=20m59s 20:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: just, it was Jesus,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=21m00s 21:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: right? It&#039;s just that people had um they had more interest in worldliness and the weaknesses of the flesh and the aspirations and ambitions of mortal men. And the consequence was um no Zion. And even now while I think the Lord is fully prepared to permit a group of people to rise up. Um The, the problem remains the same low here in a hierarchy, low there in a, in a faction that practices uh fundamentalism. Um Yeah, they&#039;re chaotic voices, but none of them penetrate to the heart of the, of the, the people living today to allow them uh with deep reflection and with humility to live according to, I mean, it&#039;s, I if you got your doctor in covenant, this DNC section 93 verse one, I mean, right there is the, is the formula that&#039;s what&#039;s required to come to pass that every soul who forsakes his sins and comes unto me and, and uh hearkens to my voice and keepeth my commandments shall see my face and know that I am. I mean that that long uh well, long, relatively short list of things is, is some, the the battleground is internal to the person. It&#039;s not how you get along with other people. It&#039;s how you slay the dragon within then having slain the dragon within. You can live at peace with your fellow man because the turmoil, the turbulence, the disruption, the fear, the anxiety, the, the ambition, the hope, the aspiration, all of those things go away if you can slay the dragon within and be right with uh with God. And um we have, we have far too many people in Joseph&#039;s Day and today who um who don&#039;t get that first verse of section 93 right? Um And, and we&#039;re looking for and we actually want to be, oh, hey, lo here, I&#039;m, I&#039;m good. I&#039;m great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=23m40s 23:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I OK. There are so many things I want to respond to that you just said because um, oh, there I like, let me, let me start here. I think that it is an individual responsibility and part of the reason that it&#039;s messy like I live in the doctrine of covenants and I won&#039;t remember the section right now. But where it says, if you build a house unto my name, all of the pure in heart who come in will see God. And then right over on the next column, it says this is Zion, the pure in heart, right? True Zion is made up of people who walk and talk with God, which is why. So when those people come together and it is an individual responsibility, I I even I, I even, well, I see God&#039;s hand in this entire thing. God needed the pattern set with the city of Enoch to show the rest of mankind. Enoch had hundreds of years. They, their lives were much longer. God established that pattern. If we see that as a literal story, right? And since then, it&#039;s been um like, like I see the restoration and the, I guess if we want to call it the failure of the restoration, the failure to establish, I end up being um disparate and following under what I consider the covenant curses because that&#039;s what seems to have happened in, you know, to, to the saints in Utah. I see this all in God&#039;s hand because everything God does is good and God is the author. And so all of us, even the leaders of the church are Brigham Young and the continuing leaders are playing their role because there has to be, be this, there&#039;s this necessary um, traction or friction that you have to grow through. Right. I don&#039;t like, I think that all of us want to find this perfect place, find this perfect thing where we&#039;ll all just be in the presence of God without recognizing that, that, that&#039;s not how it works. There has to be the opposition in all things. Even I&#039;ve said before, even in Eden, even in paradise, there was a snake to set this all going, there was a poison tree. You you know, like there&#039;s not going to be this perfect place to escape to. And, and so I think that even our leaders like like the process is internal and, and we come to God however we will in whatever organization we&#039;re in, that doesn&#039;t matter very much. The question is, are we following, following the promptings? We are having the the church structure cannot in any way keep us from God any more than it could bring us into the presence of God as can no other structure or no other leader or just like you were saying, even Jesus and Joseph Smith couldn&#039;t bring the people into the presence of God. All they can do is like the book of Mormon strives to do, give the example, give the instructions and try to encourage and try to promote faith because that&#039;s I does that make sense. And so I think that like the faith is multifaceted, we have to have faith. First of all that, this is a possibility, but maybe the harder step is that it&#039;s a possibility for each of us. I know so many people who are like, well, I can&#039;t, I don&#039;t think God expects that of me. That&#039;s right. That it&#039;s, and then the possibility that God can lead us through that process and that whatever effort we make in that direction is good. It&#039;s, it&#039;s not like a you succeeded or you failed. It&#039;s a, are you striving on this path in whatever um setting the Lord wants you to be in while you are striving on this path? That&#039;s how I see it. So I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t see any church leaders as being obstacles to this journey in some ways. They serve us as um as helpers because everybody, you know, like everybody in our life is a helper for us on this journey. It it so, so so anyway, and then I do think that um Joseph, what he established and where that all went. God knows the end from the beginning. God knew that the whole time. It wasn&#039;t a mistake in the plan or a failure. It&#039;s this incredible opportunity that I feel that we now have to pick up the mantle to begin finding what is still there. It is still there. Absolutely in the book of Mormon and it is even still there, like you said in the temple and in the gospel and in the church we see. Well, I, I guess I should talk your second book. That is the other one that I have of yours. These are the only two books I have of yours. Passing the Heavenly Gift, which I think this was the troubling one, right? This was, this was the trouble book. And, um, and so this, but this does, I remember, it does talk about the embers still being there. You can still blow carefully on the embers and reignite the flame. It is still present in the gospel that we have. And so anyway, so that&#039;s why I wanted to like clarify. I don&#039;t think, I think that people get scared thinking if I go on this path, then it threatens everything. I know. It threatens my family, my membership of the church and, and while, OK, a couple of things and then I, I, I&#039;ll talk, I&#039;ll let you talk again. I&#039;m talking too much but a couple of things because you were talking about the messiness of this path and it is messy because striving to become pure in heart. And I think that there are so many fault spirits and so many opportunities to be tempted from one side to the other. Like I think there is maybe it&#039;s an inevitable part of this path, this sort of grandiosity that this feeling of I&#039;m really important. I&#039;m really special and we as mortals want to put people on pedestals that&#039;s part of what the problem is. It&#039;s not just that our leaders are claiming that they&#039;re on pedestals is that we want to put them on, we want people on pedestals. And as soon as people get disillusioned with the church, then they want to find someone else to put on a pedestal, whether it&#039;s you or someone else that has that, that is um vocal about their experiences with the divine, right? So we want to put people on pedestals and then a consequence of that is we wanna be put on a pedestal as soon as we start, right? I think I said to me that&#039;s part of the problem, right? There is just our desire. Like I think every time we want to be around someone that we think is important, it&#039;s because it makes us more important. And if we can recognize, oh, I&#039;m trying to fill that person in for God, it&#039;s God that I really want to be in connection with, not that person, not. And I don&#039;t want people to glorify and put me on a pedestal. We all, if I&#039;m feeling the desire to have people put me on a pedestal, that also is my lack of connection with God. I think connection with God fills all of those holes and I think all of those holes are what make this such a crazy messy, complicated process for every individual. And so luckily kind of when you&#039;re a little further down the road you can see. Oh, I think they are in that place on the process that I relate to you. You know, not that everyone&#039;s journey is the same but when you see someone being a little bit maybe self glorifying or when you see someone wanting to glorify somebody else, you or somebody else, you can kind of recognize that and just pray, Lord, ok, help them make it through that, that journey on the road. Anyway, do you, does that resonate with you? Do you? Is the truth in that?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=30m44s 30:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: II, I think um there&#039;s very little I would quarrel with um it, the purpose of uh a Zion is to have a community that in effect a community that finally lives the sermon on the mount because the sermon on the mount was simply a blueprint for um how a society would, would get along. And it, it really is Jesus explaining to uh people in a sermon, um how he lived, how, how Christ dealt with the law of Moses as um an internal challenge that he was trying to face. Zion is a community and there&#039;s no such thing as an individual sign. I mean, if, if you&#039;re gonna have a sign, you have to have a community, the impediment to the community is the failure of the individual to internalize what the Lord has invited us and commanded us and asked us to do and part of what interferes is, is that very notion about, hey, there&#039;s something special about you because the Lord took note of you. I can tell you that there&#039;s absolutely nothing special about me. And in fact, as I look around at, at Latter Day saints, generally, as I was being baptized in September 10th of 1973 I, I was convicted and convinced that that Joseph Smith was a prophet. The book of Mormon was true and that, that I needed to be baptized. I, I was convinced of that, but I looked at the Latter day saints because they invited me into family&#039;s homes. And um I did not think that I was as good a person as the people in whose homes I was being taught. Some of these were very young, married people with Children who were, you know, in their early twenties, they were still very youthful themselves. And yet they were living chased moral lives with families. They didn&#039;t smoke, they didn&#039;t drink, they did all of the moment things. And I didn&#039;t, I did not believe myself to be capable of living as good a life as the lives I was seeing on display. But I had this conviction that, that I needed to be baptized because I had gotten an answer to prayer. And that if I failed to respond to that, that I would, I would be losing that connection because this connection was important to me and I wanted to preserve it. So I, I went and I got baptized but didn&#039;t believe I was as good a person as the people I was joining. And, and realistically, as I look back on my life, I don&#039;t think I&#039;m as good a person as the, as the latter day saints uh model uh would suggest I, I do think that forgiveness from God is absolutely important in order for someone to be reconciled to God. But the fact that God forgives you doesn&#039;t change that you were never good enough in the first place. But for Christ&#039;s forgiveness, therefore, of what do you have to boast? Is there something about you that makes you better than someone that did not need forgiveness for these errors? And my view is that no, there isn&#039;t. And, and it&#039;s preposterous to think that in a spiritual journey that your stumbles and your falls and your bruised knees and your bloodied elbows are something that you can overlook. When you think about yourself, the Lord may forgive you, but you&#039;re still that weak individual that needed to be lifted, that needed to be forgiven, that needed to be buoyed up by the savior. And, and the idea that now, oh, you get to be a great model and you get attention is foolish. Um I try to do what the Lord asks in the way that he asks for it to be done, using what I&#039;m told to do at the time. I&#039;m told to do it and nothing more. And I I uh believe that anyone that then inserts themselves into the process um cannot be trusted by God. And part of what gets um favor with God is trustworthiness. The desire to give heed and diligence to him and to his agenda and to lose yourself and your ambition and your desire. And, and there are a lot of people who once having a spiritual experience of any kind wants to go out and shout about it and call attention to themselves and don&#039;t stand on a street corner. I mean, I, I did not want to throughout, I did not want to call attention to myself. And even now I don&#039;t like doing interviews um because it, it does seem like you&#039;re, you&#039;re trying to get noticed and get, get uh air time with someone and I don&#039;t like to&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: focus on you. I think the focus on you is always a because I struggle with that with my podcast. Like, like I, I feel like this is what I&#039;m supposed to be doing. This is, you know, but it is a challenge to um not, not want the focus to be on me. Of course, it&#039;s nice when people say nice things to me, I appreciate it, you know, but at the same time, I don&#039;t want to, I don&#039;t wanna drink that. Right? Because,&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: and I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t think the Lord can trust someone who has that within their, their heart, within their ambition. Um And I, I think that the being, being trusted by God is a um is a rare thing. It, it does not happen much in scripture, it does not happen much in life. But if you, if you ever obtain something like that, the last thing you wanna do is betray it. And so I um I, I worry about, I don&#039;t worry about the Lord trusting me because I know what I&#039;m about. However, I worry that that people misinterpret misread and it, and project onto someone else ideas that um don&#039;t belong there. And if they project that onto someone, but they&#039;re trying now to follow a path towards God and they think that that becomes part of that path towards God, then they&#039;re led astray by that. And so you have to be careful about the misimpressions that people uh take into themselves and then hope that they can get over on God employing the misimpression that they&#039;ve obtained from their misread of someone&#039;s motives. And uh I think that happened to Joseph all the time. I, I think as I read um carefully the uh the Joseph Smith papers and look at, you know, what was going on in the contemporaneous material. There&#039;s a lot of people who are throwing on to Joseph, their views of what they think he&#039;s about and then they go about what is in their own hearts believing that if they imitate the projection that they put upon Joseph in their own lives that that will then uh let them get over with God and, and I, I worry that just as the Lord was misunderstood, and Joseph was misunderstood. And undoubtedly, um you know, Peter and Paul and others are misunderstood that anyone who says um I have come to know God will be misinterpreted and that there will be projections put upon them as a consequence of which they are misled, which is one of the reasons why I think the celestial world includes within the list of those who are damned. Those that say I, I am of Cephas and I am of Peter and I am of Paul and I am of Isaias. Because what they&#039;re doing is they&#039;re, they&#039;re, they&#039;re taking, they&#039;re taking someone who was merely employed temporarily to deliver a message and they&#039;re reading into that individual and projecting on to them what they believe to be a useful pattern to, to mirror their own lives. When that is not the case, the one, these are true messengers that are listed in, in those that inherit the celestial world. The problem is that they project onto the messengers AAA pattern that they interpret as being the way to follow the Lord. And so they&#039;ve substituted someone between the Lord and themselves, the messenger ought to listen to, they ought to be heeded. But the purpose is to take that in order to try and draw closer to the Lord and only to the Lord because the, the, the only one that ever got it right. Was the Lord, all of these other people serving as, as delivery boys, but the, the, the cook in the kitchen and the food is coming from somewhere else. I mean, your, your doordash guy is not the, there&#039;s a whole infrastructure behind him.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: He&#039;s not the g the gardener that grew the food. Right? I think this is exactly what it means with cursive. he that put his trust in the arm of flesh because I, I do, I really, that has been my pattern is for first time, I feel so inspired to learn from this person, you know, and I, and I drink up what they&#039;re teaching and then they say something or something happens and I&#039;m like, oh, that doesn&#039;t resonate with me other off on that. That doesn&#039;t mean I reject them as a teacher, but I the spirit is the teacher. What is the truth is the teacher, right? And I&#039;ll learn from this other person and I&#039;ll learn from this other. And so I take the messages from all of these people with messages to deliver. But, but keep the eye on, don&#039;t, don&#039;t, it&#039;s so tempting to want to be in someone&#039;s good graces or in someone&#039;s good favor because it makes you feel more important, right? And that&#039;s, I think exactly what you&#039;re talking about and then when we start having experiences with God, all of a sudden we can start trusting in our own flesh, in our own selves, thinking I can lead these people. And that is really, that&#039;s a real temptation to, to want to be put on a pedestal is as much of a, more of a temptation than wanting to put someone on a pedestal, right? And all of those things are part of this messiness that we have to avoid. Just take true messages, letting the Holy Spirit be the guide, not any individual person. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: Yeah. And that, that is we have to be wary and wariness isn&#039;t confined to the motives or intentions or desires of the heart of another person. Wariness needs to be addressed internally to myself. Um We, we never escape the weak, the weaknesses of the flesh. So long as you&#039;re occupying a body of dust, that body is weak and vulnerable to the appetites of the flesh, the weaknesses of the flesh, the desires of the flesh. We get hungry, we get thirsty. We, we, we feel ourselves um all the time in need of something else and our egos are just as big a problem to be wary about as anything else. Um II, I don&#039;t think we ever escape the, the, the weaknesses of mortality and we fool ourselves if we think that we do. But the, the purpose I think that we best serve if we have something to offer is in teaching others and helping to lift them so that they draw closer to um the divine closer to light and truth and, and in that sense, if you are able to um raise someone else and have them accept more light and truth into their life, that&#039;s all you can do to uh please the Lord and to satisfy your obligation to your fellow man. After that, you don&#039;t get to control them. You don&#039;t get to hide from them. You don&#039;t get to, you know, pay yourself a dividend and you don&#039;t get to, you know, stand up and, and ask for ad you, you, you really um if you see you get&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: to become the authoritarian institutional leader, the Lord&#039;s messengers are rarely if ever the institution, the authoritarian institutional leader. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: the, the, the, the letter from Liberty Jail that Joseph Smith wrote. No power of influence. Can or not to be maintained by virtue of the priesthood is an indictment of church leadership. And all of what follows in talking about the only correct way is by love and fame, gentleness, meekness, uh pure knowledge. All of that is about the church leadership. It has nothing to do with the government and it has nothing to do with individual rank and file members sitting in the pew. It&#039;s about people who claim to have power and authority by reason of the priesthood. If Jesus Christ is the head of the priesthood, if he is the one from whom all priesthood authority is derived through generations, if he&#039;s the head he did not come to be served but to&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: serve. And I, I do have to push back on you just a tiny bit for saying it&#039;s an indictment of church leadership because I would, I would say like there are so many leaders who truly are servant leaders in the church. And I don&#039;t want to paint with a broad brush there. Like that is I, I think each of us has the opportunity to be a servant or to be an authoritarian even as a parent when I look at myself with my kids and I like go to bed, stop bothering me because I want my time alone and I right. Am I being authoritarian or am I serving? That&#039;s a question for each of us to ask at all times in everything that we&#039;re doing. And so we can&#039;t, again, we can&#039;t put that off on somebody else when it&#039;s something, it&#039;s, it&#039;s in all of our hearts all of the time. I think whatever authority we have, I&#039;m bigger than you in charge of you. And right, we always can get into unrighteous Dominion or into servant leadership. So anyway, so I don&#039;t wanna like, like I think that&#039;s a question for all of us all the time because how we interact in the stewardship, we have shows us how we will interact if we had a bigger stewardship. If we were the president of the church, our own, a little authoritarianism that would come out with, like, in a way, in a way, the worst thing that happened to Brigham Young is that he accumulated so much power. If he hadn&#039;t had so much power, he couldn&#039;t have done so much mischief and caused so much damage. Right. And so, so that&#039;s the question for each of us. And I think that applies to all of us all the time is what do we do with the authority we&#039;re given? And one example I use like my state president is, you know, at a very, very difficult time. The way he used his calling was he brought the state presidency over to clean my kitchen three weeks in a row when I was going through unthinkable things because he was using his calling to demonstrate the service that can and should be done in our community and that, you know, so I, I really think there is a power to it is possible to be in any position and abuse authority or not abuse authority. So anyway, continue, I didn&#039;t mean to cut you off. No, no,&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: no. I think uh I don&#039;t have any, I don&#039;t have any quarrel with that. Um You know, uh I have met uh some, some of the greatest people I know have been um local latter day saint leadership, the um state president who called me to the high council. Um President Lauren p uh deserves special mention because I, I think he was a uh a godly man and a righteous man. Um We had a uh we had a steak patriarch. Um He was actually the state patriarch before um Lauren Pug. He was released and uh he became the state patriarch and the high priest group leader, um wouldn&#039;t call him to be a home teacher because he didn&#039;t want the state patriarch to be burdened with home teaching or to have to deal with any family problems or issues. And uh uh President Christensen went to the high priest group leader and he said, I want to home teach. I don&#039;t feel like I&#039;m doing my duty if I don&#039;t home teach. So the high priest group leader called me in and said, OK, I&#039;m gonna let the patriarch home teach a family, but I wanna make sure it&#039;s the right family. And so I&#039;m calling you and your family to be the home teaching family that I&#039;m sending the patriarch to because I don&#039;t want him to have to bear any, any burdens or, or be troubled by anything. And so we were called to be the home teaching family to whom the state patriarch was assigned as his single. Um That&#039;s great home family. And he was a wonderful home teacher. He was the um he was the patriarch that came to know my Children sufficiently well that when it came time to get patriarchal blessings, we took uh we took our kids over to uh uh brother Christensen for patriarchal blessings because I thought, um, he certainly would know and understand that we still have a straggler who&#039;s too young. And so she hasn&#039;t, uh, she hasn&#039;t yet gotten a, uh, patriarchal blessing. So maybe I&#039;ll just give her one. We&#039;ve talked to her. But anyway, there have been some wonderful men that, um, that I&#039;ve encountered, uh, who have been in local church leadership and you&#039;re right. There, there are some great, um, there, there are no categorical, there are good people.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. So, OK, so I have a couple of different areas. I really want to get into the um the reason I asked you to come on the podcast specifically, it&#039;s not the only thing I want to talk to you about, but is one of the things. So I talked about how you have different people that you learn from and listen to. And I told you what a service, your book, your initial book that I was just miraculously led to, I was online and there was a little link down at the bottom to, to some other page that just like shot. I had no idea what it was clicked on. It took me to some conversation where there was another link that kind of glowed. I clicked on that and it took me to some discussion where someone mentioned your book. That was my process of finding your book, which I had no idea what it was. I just knew that it was the screen was glowing extra bright and I was like, I have to buy that book and I did so. So I do think it worked that the Lord led people to it who needed it. That was my experience. You know. So, hey,&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: why you, why are you talking about that? The second comforter uh Nephi Isaiah 18 verses Beloved in us are all written by me as a member in good standing uh Beelman uh active latter day Saint. And uh and, and they all are um LDS Orthodox. I&#039;ve had a number of people say, why don&#039;t you go back and rewrite the books now that you are on the other side. And my position has always been every one of those were written to reflect what was then uh LDS Orthodox teachings. And I don&#039;t, well, they are, they are an artifact at this point. Um Everyone was a reflection of what the doctrine, what the teachings, what the principles, what the understanding was of Latter day Saint Mormonism. At the time, those books were put into print. And so if something has changed between then and now and some things have changed, I want to preserve what it was like at the time that I was a member in good standing holding a temple, recommend attending the temple with some regularity uh serving on the high council. And um having taught either uh gospel doctrine or uh uh elders farm or high priest group priesthood. For three decades, I understood the, the orthodox teachings of the church. Now, those books are uh in context and exposition of Mormonism as it was when I was a member, active and in good standing and I won&#039;t edit them to change them at this point. Uh And you will see a lot of encouragement to orthodoxy in all of those books. Even passing the heavenly gift uh encourages faith in the restoration and uh fidelity uh to the church. Although it takes some of the varnish off the historical narrative of the church, it doesn&#039;t say you should run and hide from LDS orthodoxy. It&#039;s just saying that the narrative is not accurate, it ought to be improved and uh suggests ways in which it might well be improved. But it was, it was that in the lectures that followed one thing that excommunication did in the lectures that followed was freed me up from what I perceived to be an obligation to pull punches.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I to be careful to be gentle. Uh huh. Yeah, I I really feel&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: that even even in passing to heavenly gift, I am not, I am not hitting anything very hard. In fact,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I will say as a member, I felt I love the terms that you introduced in the first one. Like the term institutional pride was one that really, I was like, oh my goodness, that is what the book of Mormon is talking about our institutional pride of we are the chosen people. We have the fullness of the gospel. We are the ones everyone needs to be like us, right? And um, but I, but you, you do hit pretty hard, like if people, you know, like I have a little bit of a softer tone, but I, but I was able to tolerate it. I thought that it was um very useful. I just always, I, I kind of argue back at you a little bit because I have a slightly different from or way of approach. But, but I still think that you were my understanding and I need to clarify a few things. But my understanding is you still were trying to preserve faith and trying to preserve people&#039;s membership in the church, your own. And those who would be your readers. I think that was your goal even at that time&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: it was, it was. And um let me illustrate with one little, one little incident. I had a, I have a law partner who left. He, he had been on a high council. He had left the church and he had actually become Catholic and he&#039;s a lay Catholic minister. He can&#039;t be a fully ordained priest in Catholicism because he&#039;s married and he has a family. But he had left the church. I took a copy of passing the heavenly gift and I gave it to my law partner to read and he read it. His reaction was, well, this is an apologetic book. And I have to tell you if I had read this book before I had left the church, this may have kept me in the church. So, you know, it&#039;s too late now. I&#039;m not going back, but it&#039;s really an apologetic book. That&#039;s in the view of someone who I think is a more objective reader than someone who is a latter day saint and who doesn&#039;t want to acknowledge that there may be some unresolved issues, some fudging on history, some shading of the ground.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: We&#039;re plagued by defensiveness. I think that defensiveness is one of the greatest thing. Like any time I feel defensive. It&#039;s really, I, I really take that as a signal of going. Ok? God, I know this is not from you. Defensiveness is about pride and fear and shame and, and things that are, that are the adversaries tools, not the Lord&#039;s. And so it&#039;s our defensiveness that makes us object to these things. And I think that&#039;s one of the main things we need to get rid of. And, and so, yeah, so that&#039;s, that&#039;s my experience of those books I will say. And I don&#039;t, this is just no, I someone just called me honest to a fault. It&#039;s true. But I read your first book very much inspired by the Lord. Greatly appreciated it. I didn&#039;t feel inspired to read any of your other books. I shared, I shared your book with my sister and she went and bought all of your books and meant went to me and I started reading it and while I appreciated it, I, I wanted to read the scriptures. Do you know what I mean? Like it, like, I, I didn&#039;t get very far into it because I just felt like I&#039;m reading his interpretation of scriptures, but I want to read the script. I, I get my own interpretation of scripture. So it wasn&#039;t anything against it. It was just the Lord saying, hey, you got what you needed now, go back to me, right? That my journey. And um so I, so I never became sort of a follower or you know, which, which I don&#039;t think you even like the term follower from my understanding you, you know, so I don&#039;t think you&#039;ll object to my journey that I, that was the book I needed from you. And, and then my journey has been in the scriptures. But I do that. One of the things I wanted to talk to you about because I don&#039;t know where you talk about this or if I misunderstood. But at some point and I had, I don&#039;t know, I&#039;m trying, I the the the memories are fuzzy, the timeline. But I know at some point I heard you say something about polygamy, which led me to believe that at that time, you believed polygamy was um was of God, right? Because we all II, I, because I believed polygamy was of God, I&#039;m not, you know, like we all grow and learn. But so that&#039;s kind of what I wanted to talk to you about because I know there was a time where based on all of the information all of us had we believed polygamy was of God. And I think maybe what it was, I have sort of now developed a sort of a maybe unhealthy, maybe not knee jerk reaction to hearing men talk about women&#039;s identity or destiny or purpose. Do you know that? Like, like I, I, that&#039;s, I, I don&#039;t mean to come up with that. It just is how it is for me at this point and it has been for many years. And so maybe you were talking about men and women or something and that&#039;s where I kind of was like, ok, I&#039;m tuned out for a little while because I can&#039;t have any more men get the answers that are mine and my sisters to get and to present does that. That&#039;s my, I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m a little bit of a feisty, low, low cat, I mean, small case feminist, you know, and so I just kind of instinctively feel that way. So, but I, what I wanted to talk to you about because I&#039;ve gone on this journey of strongly believing polygamy was a God and that it would be Zion and that it would be, you know, very much the Bruce R mcconkie perspective that it would be the celestial kingdom. And it was a, it would be a privilege when we were able to live that I was incredibly naive, went through the journey of learning. First of all, that polygamy was never of God. I mean, I was, I was naive about polygamy. I only saw, I only saw the glowing, you know, top level, not all of the underbelly. And then went through the process of learning that polygamy was not of God. And then more recently have come to this conclusion that has become, you know, how you finally accept truth. And then the Lord confirms it and confirms it and confirms it. So now in the position of not believing that Joseph was the author or any sort of participant in anything to do with polygamy, but he did indeed fight it. And I believe you&#039;ve gone on a similar journey and I kind of wanted to hear your like how you got from point A to point B to point C, what your journey was and what convinced you because I think it&#039;s a valuable people like to write me off. I&#039;m, you know, I&#039;m dealing with a lot of people saying I&#039;m too emotional and I&#039;m too, they, they like it&#039;s, it&#039;s pretty unpleasant. You&#039;re a lawyer, hard nosed guy. Pretty logical. Let&#039;s hear it from you, Denver. Why should people consider that polygamy is not of God? And that Joseph wasn&#039;t a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: Well, if, if um let me start by just talking about um the uh the way in which I had understood it at the beginning because as a latter day saint, you accept what uh the latter day Saints tradition tells you. So I began with the proposition that it was of God and true. And section 132 is in the scriptures that I got and I respect it. And if it&#039;s in the scriptures, then um it just as a fact, it&#039;s part of the religion. And so I, I accepted it. Um there was a time when it got called into question. And so while I accepted it, I then became a little more sensitive to the historical source material that um that it was predicated upon. And um it actually became an issue for investigation that I investigated for more than a quarter century. I didn&#039;t, I, I accepted it as true. I began to investigate it. It took a long time before I began to question it. Then when I began to question it, it didn&#039;t arise to the level of doubting it until I, I read enough source material that made that troubled me. So I went back to section 132 and I wrestled with the content of section 132 because it is an internally inconsistent document. It, it, it doesn&#039;t, it doesn&#039;t hold a constant theme. And one of the uh things that I was trying to reconcile is how can this unsteady voice um in a single revelation, make contradictory statements. I began by, by accepting the notion that Joseph Smith had received the revelation early on. Um I found where uh Brigham Young in that five volume set of Brigham Young&#039;s discourses, there is a place in there where he says that the uh revelation was originally received in 1828 while they were translating the book of Mormon. He says that Joseph and Oliver became exposed to that. I became acquainted with a little known history about um Oliver Calgary, one of the first four missionaries going out and one of the ideas that they entertained on that mission was that they could grab Indian squaws. They referred to them as that I&#039;m not being disparaging. This is their view and get them pregnant breed uh with the Indian squaws and produce half breeds. There was an entire section of land on the other side of the um Mississippi River in the Iowa side opposite Nauvoo that was called the half breed section in which uh uh Children that um American soldiers had fathered with Indian women were uh considered, you know, the appropriate landowners in the half breed section. Well, the first four missionaries that went out were engaged in the thought of taking extra wives. Um And can&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: you clarify that? Are you saying they actually did that or that&#039;s the report that came later?&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: No, that was, that was what was part of what motivated Cal in the first trip out West to engage in the missionary work. Uh they got into Kirtland and one of the missionaries converted or started the conversion process for Sidney Rigdon. Rigdon then went up to where Joseph was in New York. Missionaries continued on and wound up in independence. But that&#039;s all of that is a separate issue. It was, it was Brigham Young that put it as early as 1828. And so, so one of the questions about section 132 is, was it a singular revelation? Was it multiple revelations if it was multiple revelations? Is there any way to divide it up into the, the time? And I, I looked at it and I thought, well, they&#039;re, they&#039;re so different in the way that this subject gets treated, it&#039;s so different that this has to be separate revelations. And I parsed it into four and maybe five different revelations while still accepting the notion that it was true. And it, it took some time after that before enough information accumulated that I, I changed my mind and that that was not a, you know, hasty thing. I changed my mind and I concluded that section 132 was not at all reliable. Its provenance was very dubious and its attribution to Joseph is a very suspect in, in um and uh Michael Quinn&#039;s exposition and in uh Brian Hale&#039;s exposition, they acknowledged that there is only one document contemporaneous with Joseph Smith that clearly ties him to the practice. And that one document is section 132. And so section 132 is um suspect because it&#039;s provenance is insufficient that it shouldn&#039;t be trusted. Then we have nothing to tie Joseph to the practice other than the enormous library of material that was generated uh years decades after the death of Joseph Smith, in which they, they attribute back into the NGU era things to Joseph, which um made sense after the 1852 public announcement and the public advocacy that, that went on in the indoctrination and the propaganda that went on. It makes sense that they would feel comfortable um providing these narratives years decades after the death of Joseph Smith. So one of the changes that I thought needed to be undertaken, which I undertook was to look at everything that that existed on uh June 27th, 1844. And before then, as evidence that linked Joseph to the practice and what you&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: find. So you wanted to limit the search to the contemporaneous evidence because I&#039;m just watching everyone up because what we have, they claim that 132 is contemporaneous. It&#039;s not, it appeared magically out of Brigham death in 1852 which is not contemporaneous with Joseph or when it was received. And then the very first testimonies we have started in 18 69 and then continue on throughout the rest of that century, right? So, so for what I&#039;m hearing you were saying? Ok, we have all of these later documents. Is there any anything that can tie them to Joseph&#039;s life? Is there anything contemporaneous I can find to validate or verify any of these later claims? Is this what I&#039;m?&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: Yeah. Um, I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I, what a good lawyer would do or a good medical figure?&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: Yes, I wanted, I wanted anything that I could find that would tie Joseph um, directly that existed June 27th, 1844 or before then. And so in looking at that, I concluded that the overwhelming body of information was Joseph Smith denouncing opposing, holding church courts to discipline anything and everything which uh suggested spiritual library, polygamy, multiple wives. He was absolutely opposed to the practice publicly and in any of the private meetings that were held in church disciplinary proceedings and um even the, the stuff that purported to uh tie him to it, um that um mcclelland letter about uh Emma Smith catching Joseph in the barn in the very act with exclamation points, which was written after the fact. And based upon an interview that mcclellan had with Emma Smith decades after the event and she didnt, she denied Joseph had done that appears to be uh not about uh sex or intercourse or even marriage. It appears to be something about a ceremony being conducted uh in which they were in the bar and that&#039;s it. And what was that ceremony? Because Joseph was in the process of employing a ceiling power in order to link people together, in order to provide for the eternity of marriage. And the only way that you could make the eternal marriage work in a family in the next life was to link them through Joseph to the eternities. And Joseph was doing something which you don&#039;t find it in any of the documents because I&#039;ve looked carefully until October of 1843. When Joseph for the first time mentions the word adoption. And so whatever was going on was designed to preserve a family into eternity. And it included a concept which Joseph finally um employed the vocabulary word adoption to describe. But one of the problems with saying sealing equals marriage and marriage equals sex when it comes to this whole subject matter is that Joseph Smith never fathered a child with anyone other than Emma Smith. Fanny Alger is supposedly someone with whom he had sexual relations and there was some kind of ceiling. Well, she went on to get married to another man and I forget it&#039;s either eight or nine Children. She was fertile and she bore eight or nine Children. She, she&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: also never claimed to be Joseph&#039;s wife. She never claimed there was anything between them. She refused and, and I, I will push back a little bit against you again if you don&#039;t mind. And you know, like I think that I think bringing quite a bit of speculation to the Fannie Alger situation because we don&#039;t even know if there was any sort of a ceremony happening at all. We like, what we do know is that Oliver said that he had misunderstood. Emma did not hold Joseph accountable was not angry. We know that the wording in that like it, it again is a very convoluted like something happened in the barn that was somewhat misunderstood and that all worked out as soon as Joseph was able to talk to people, people that he was not manipulate, manipulating or exerting power over, he just was finally able to explain. And they were like, ok, I&#039;ve got it. So the reason I get a little uncomfortable, like, and, and Joseph did talk about adoption, but nobody has any idea what that meant or what it was other than we can listen to his own words saying it had nothing to do there, there was no allowance for any kind of ceiling as to anyone as a wife. And so for me, I guess the reason I get a little bit feisty about it is because for me, Emma is my connection to this, you know, like I, I am perfectly happy to defend Joseph, but it&#039;s really Emma studying her that convinced me that this did not happen because to believe this about Joseph, you have to believe this about Emma. And for me, if Joseph did anything, it felt like a betrayal to Emma, then that was a betrayal of their marriage, even if it was some sort of a ceiling that Emma didn&#039;t understand. And so, so for me, if he was doing some sort of ceremony in the barn with Fannie that upset Emma, that&#039;s not ok. Do, do you know what I mean? Like, like I&#039;m not good with that. And so, so, so still there&#039;s so little that we know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: Well, let me, let me, uh, be clear because apparently misunderstanding, the only source material that we have for recounting the, um, the uh incident with Fannie Alger is the very late mcclelland letter, which again, it&#039;s decades later and it&#039;s filled with exclamation points and it&#039;s intended to be scandalous. But at the time, I think mcclelland felt comfortable in writing it in that fashion because word had leaked out decades earlier about what was going on in Utah. You also have the uh Far West High Council Disciplinary Court involving Oliver Calvary, in which um purportedly Oliver Cry said something about Joseph and Fanny Alger. However, the court disciplined Oliver and uh he testified that uh there was never anything untoward that Joseph Smith had done and that he was unaware of anything that Joseph had done that would violate any of the commandments. And then we have Emma&#039;s statements that are, um, that are uh contrary to the idea that there was something untoward that took place. But the, the, the final piece is the, the, the son of the man who claimed that he performed the ceremony in the barn. We don&#039;t have an account of his father. We have his account and his account is also late. And therefore I question um whether the son&#039;s hearsay comments about what the father did are reliable. So the whole Fannie Alger thing if something happened and, and I don&#039;t think there&#039;s enough to clarify if or what I am fully satisfied that if the answer to if is yes, that the answer to the what question is the ceiling? If it was something that took place, had nothing to do with marriage or intercourse. As I was saying before you uh interjected that last part, she was at the height of her fertility at the time that this encounter purportedly took place. Joseph Smith fathered, I think eight pregnancies through Emma, some of whom you know, died and others miscarried. But um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: well, I, I just clarify that as well because now I, I want to interject again. Well, you finish your sentence, then I&#039;ll interject. I apologize.&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: She was at the peak of her fertility. He was at the peak of his fertility. They were young, they were youthful and yet if something happened, it produced nothing. I don&#039;t think that you can say that Joseph had uh 37 or however many they now aggregate to women other than Emma. And there was no progeny produced when most of those women did bear Children. And yet Joseph who according to 132 its purpose is to raise up seed under the Lord, which is a euphemism for, you know, getting them pregnant and having your cattle produce uh offspring. Um which is what Brigham Young did. Uh I mean, you, you look at the pregnancies and Joseph was not engaged in whatever it was that Brigham Young began teaching in the absence of Joseph Smith and that the number of, of plural life pregnancies mushrooms as soon as Joseph is killed. And before then, it&#039;s just, it&#039;s kept on the download. One of the things that I think you have to take into account if you&#039;re examining this whole narrative about the credibility of Section 1 30 32 and its authenticity is the lack of any offspring other than through Emma and the presence of this uh 50 plus offspring from Brigham Young that begins after Joseph&#039;s death. It, the narrative doesn&#039;t match the conduct on the ground. And, and when you&#039;ve got June 27th, 1844 and before then Joseph denouncing it, Joseph convening church disciplinary councils to discipline those who are caught in this process and asking those, where did you learn about this and then bringing in the people from whom they learned it and holding a church court for them. These aren&#039;t public, these are private matters and, and Joseph is doing this in private, in public. He&#039;s giving lecture and discourse and sermon denouncing this stuff. He&#039;s running a denunciations in the times and seasons. He has Emma and he assisted uh publishing a declaration from the Relief Society of Nauvoo and trying to get the sisters in Navoo to cut off these, these wayward men seducing them by saying, oh, Joseph teaches this nonsense in private. I, I went to dinner with uh D Michael Quinn and he had a, um he had a great uh opening line for starting a conversation after we settled in for dinner. He said, uh I think your position on polygamy is bullshit. And I, I said, I said, OK, so let&#039;s, let&#039;s just think about it for a moment if you take June 27th, 1844 as the cut off date and you look at what information we have available to us from June 27th, 1844. And before, if that&#039;s the library you look at and you ignore everything after them, tell me what proof you have that Joseph was involved. And he, he reflected for a minute and he said, well, yeah, the, the Far West High Council doesn&#039;t quite get there, does it? I said, no, it doesn&#039;t. And uh, you know, he, he mentioned two or three other things and then said, OK, I understand your position. You know, it wasn&#039;t that he agreed with me. It was like, OK, if that&#039;s, if that&#039;s going to be where you focus, then you&#039;re not, you&#039;re not just full of bullshit. You, I mean, there&#039;s something there for that. But he and um Brian Hales and others who are proponents of the narrative immediately turned to yes, but you have to believe that hundreds of people were lying in the years afterwards and you can dismiss one or two or three, but you can&#039;t dismiss hundreds of people being liars. And that&#039;s the problem with this whole subject area because a person who wants to support the narrative that polygamy is legit can list off 100 sources in rapid fire and say there, I&#039;ve now proven my case in order then to respond to that position, you literally have to go through every single one of the one by one by one to show it couldn&#039;t be true. They weren&#039;t in a position to know anything, they contradicted themselves elsewhere. They borrowed words from an affidavit that was put in front of them by Joseph F Smith who pre wrote the affidavit. They, they were locked into a system in which polygamy was the law and it was being enforced. And these are vulnerable women who are signing the affidavits and by not conforming to the narrative, they could be put out on the street. And so there&#039;s pressure put upon them. Um There, there are not&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: only put out on the street, not only put out on the street in this life, lose their entire exaltation. These are the men telling them they have control over their eternal destiny. And so lying for the Lord became part of your way to qualify. It was very much a obedience. I mean, the the preaching of obedience at this time is hard for us to imagine. And the connection between follow counsel or go to hell was profound and your life will be made hell here, your eternal life will be hell. The fear is something we can&#039;t relate to.&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: One of the things that I, I tried to, to explain or bring to people&#039;s attention uh in uh passing the heavenly gift was what was really going on during the Mormon reformation. I mean, things are going very, very bad in Utah. And Brigham Young blamed the saints not himself. He blamed the saints for that failure. The home missionary program asked a series of questions that were designed to determine whether you had sinned in a way that justified the shedding of your blood because blood atonement was being preached. And so the intimidation that was going on during that time period was I mean, it was life threatening. If you wanted to be a righteous saint, you had to conform to the system and the system included plural marriage. So the gathering of hundreds of affidavits in an atmosphere that is oppressive and threatening is not something to say, oh, we&#039;ve proven our case with because every one of those has flaws in their credibility in the reliability or even whether they were present at the time, they claim they were present, I mean, or that is rather famous for talking about things that he witnessed when he was in a complete different location and it was impossible for him to be able to testify to something. I mean, if the conclusion I reached is yes, hundreds of people can be lying.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, and I wanna also say it doesn&#039;t require even hundreds of people to be lying because even um like, like there are just a few of the women who claim to be. There are a few of the women who have to be lying and a few others. And I guess my question is, how many do we have to show are lying? Absolutely. Like we have turned out so many lies. Even the church has many of these people that claim to be wives, that of Hyrum and Joseph, that the church doesn&#039;t accept, that means the church is acknowledging they were lying, right? And I guess my question would be, hey, do you think that the F LDS before they became this, you know, before that fell apart? Do you think they could get hundreds of affidavits saying that Warren Jeffs was not a pedophile and was not a rapist and was not abusing control. Do you think that, like, that&#039;s this kind of system? We have to get our mind. Anyone who doesn&#039;t think that that absolutely would and could happen is up in the night. And when we recognize that that is what Mormonism was at that time. It should not surprise us at all that we have all of these affidavit everyone was lining up to do. I mean, they were being pressured so much. Every one of these affidavits you see was in response to being asked for it to be pressured to give it in some way or other. We&#039;ve gone through so many and, and more and more all the time saying that&#039;s not true. That&#039;s not true. That&#039;s not true. There is no um like even Helen Mark Kimball, who&#039;s one of the best known, all of her reasons that she gives all, like, none of it is recognizable to anything we would recognize as eternal doctrine. There&#039;s nothing about it in Joseph Smith&#039;s writings anywhere or the revelations. And so it&#039;s bizarre that we say no, these things are all true and God told them that was the truth. Well, where did that truth go then? Right. If we were, if we needed these dynastic ceilings, why don&#039;t we still need them? Like, like why could it? I mean, there are so many, many problems. So I guess that&#039;s what frustrates me is this idea of and it is not hundreds, it&#039;s not hundreds. We have affidavits of people that were free at the time. They wouldn&#039;t know. Right. We, we can, we can prove all of these things so we can prove so many of them automatically false. And then we have a few that are hard to deal with like, like we&#039;re calling the women liars. And my example for that is Elizabeth Smart. You can&#039;t look at a trauma bonded woman and call her a liar. You look at the situation that she is victimized by and go. Are we wise to listen to the words of her oppressor even if they&#039;re coming through her mouth? Is that serving that woman? Well, I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: I think that this subject is also um extremely problematic for the LDS church and its narrative because the, the official position of the LDS church in the, in the uh essays that they have written on this subject and published on lds.org&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and written into their history saints. Now it&#039;s been written into that native form. Uh huh.&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: It makes Joseph Smith a liar under the law at the time, an adulterer, someone who disobeyed the marital law at the time that governed conduct and therefore a criminal. It makes him a pedophile because of the ages involved and given the narrative that they&#039;ve adopted about how he solicited them. It makes him a predator. Mhm&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: For and also a hypocrite because he was disciplining other people for doing what we claim what they claim he was doing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: Therefore, the people who are bitter angry, anti Mormon, former Mormons who are um vociferously denouncing and fighting against the, the restoration itself are not irrational or ill motivated. They are simply accepting the way that the LDS Church claims that Joseph Smith lived and they&#039;re saying this is abhorrent. If you accept the church&#039;s view of Joseph Smith, I understand why you would throw the restoration itself out. Joseph, the book of Mormon. Everything I understand why you would do that. The reason why I hold on to Joseph Smith to the book of Mormon, to the restoration and to God&#039;s promises that he intends to have a, a shoot come out uh from the dead stump and still live and survive is because I believe Joseph Smith did not engage in hypocrisy pedophilia, predatory, hypocritical adulterous relations. I believe that Joseph Smith was honest in his public denunciations and I believe that God would never deal with a man subject to so many flaws, weaknesses, so much treachery, so much betrayal. My read in the Joseph Smith papers is not that Joseph Smith merely loved Emma, but he admired, respected and deferred to Emma&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: relied on her. Yes, he needed her and&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: she was better educated than him. He respected that he, she was older than him. He, he held her in esteem. She was an elect lady. I think if Emma contradicted Joseph in a discussion that Joseph would not only listen to her, he would give he to and probably surrender his opinion to hers if it was better informed. And very often that was the case. And I, I think you read the letters between Joseph and Emma in the Joseph Smith papers. I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t get any sense that this is a two faced hypocritical dishonest, treacherous husband, betraying a woman that he had little enough regard for that he would consign her to destruction. One other thought that I forgot to include earlier, I mean, section 132 it was written by someone who is not very well acquainted with the scriptures wherein you justified my servants, Abraham Isaac and Jacob in having multiple wives, Isaac didn&#039;t have multiple wives,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: right? The very first problem reveals what a farce it is. The very first verse reveals what a farce it is. And then it goes on from there to innumerable. Other my, my podcast is called a 132 Problems. Exactly. There is like, like and we can see, well, I, I have Brigham Young and others were Brigham Young was not familiar with the scriptures, Joseph Smith very, very much was. And, and there&#039;s, there&#039;s consistency in his teachings. He believed them. He tried to carry them out.&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: Yeah. Yeah. There&#039;s, yeah. And so I&#039;ve come, I&#039;ve come ultimately to the conclusion that um section 132 is a uh wherever it originated from, it&#039;s not a product of Joseph Smith&#039;s. There may be some internal teachings that reflect what Joseph was teaching, teaching about the eternal nature of the marriage covenant. There may be some uh morsels of truth that migrated into the 132 that originated from Joseph, but 132 did not. I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t think it is authentically something that we can rely upon. And I don&#039;t think the practice of polygamy is uh something that originates with Joseph. Now, I unwilling to look for additional proof. Um But the meticulous search that I have made to this point leads me to the conclusion that um the more carefully you examine the credibility of the authority. Um You know, Jeremy Hoop is trying to put together a, a website and a product that, that gets everything out there and allows people to make an examination for himself. I gave him a copy of a jury instruction that gets used in court about the credibility of witnesses. You can find one witness to be credible and find 10 witnesses that oppose the one not to be credible. And it&#039;s not the number of witnesses that carries the day. It&#039;s the underlying believability and credibility. The church certainly has numerosity on their side. They have uh the LDS church has been effective propagandists and when they take on a subject, they generate libraries of material to support their position. But that doesn&#039;t mean that the library is trustworthy. You can have a single voice crying in the wilderness like John, the Baptist who as Joseph put it, the Kingdom of God was with John and not with the Jews at the time. But John was a lone voice crying in the wilderness. He certainly didn&#039;t have numerosity, but he did have the Kingdom of God with him.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I OK. And I think it is useful to look at the modern day examples. I, I was trying to remember the woman&#039;s name and I won&#039;t remember it. But the one woman they finally got to testify against Warren Jeffs to hold him accountable. Right. They have like, like it was so hard. Oh, and I know there&#039;s a book that the witness were read and it&#039;s her younger sister that, that jos, that Warren married off, forced to be married as underage. And um to get that one woman who was courageous enough and crazy enough to testify against her entire community and the entire community lined up called her liars called her, right? It isn&#039;t the number, it&#039;s the veracity of the testimony. I want, I just want to emphasize that in this modern case in our day that as soon as that one woman was willing to go to trial, it was a slam dunk. It, it&#039;s so obvious what Warren did and then they went in and did the raid and found the tape recordings and found that, you know, then they found much more evidence, but which I believe is what&#039;s happening to a great extent now is we&#039;re getting more access. And that, that&#039;s one thing I said, often, the more we gain access, the more we gain scientific valid verification through things like DNA testing, the, the more information we have available to us, the more innocent Joseph is the stronger the case is in his favor. And that is a really good way to determine where truth is, right? So, to just go by, I believe these women. Ok. Well, then you need to believe all the polygamous women who still don&#039;t believe that Warren Jess was doing anything wrong. You, you need to do that to be consistent and people don&#039;t do that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Denver Snuffer: They don&#039;t. Um, by the way, I went down to the, um Colorado City community area and spoke directly to the polygamists um a while ago uh on the subject of uh plural marriage, I don&#039;t know um of any outreach that&#039;s being made by Latter Day Saints. But I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t think you just sit back and criticize people for believing something because there is a, a library of material that justifies their conclusion. I went down there to address them, you know, face to face to uh to discuss candidly with them and to try and uh disabuse them of uh things that, that they need to be, they need to be confronted with and taught about and some effort made to reclaim them. And um you know, I&#039;m, I&#039;m not interested in just sitting back and throwing rocks. If there is a way to help people to overcome something, I&#039;m happy to go and attempt to do that. Don&#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m17s 1:41:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I feel like that&#039;s one of the tragedies happening now is the LDS church insistence on keeping 132 and keeping this doctrine continues the abuse. We are complicit in the ongoing polygamous suffering that&#039;s happening. And even the anti Mormons and Ex Mormons insistence on saying it was Joseph also continues this abuse. If people could look at this evidence, honestly, we could actually help men, women and Children suffering under this deplorable satanic system, this abomination. Today, we we can really make it us coming to truth and sharing that can help people today. It&#039;s not just a historical question,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m01s 1:42:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: you know, earlier I mentioned um doctrine and covenants 93 verse one. Uh I believe Joseph to have been a um an honest man and an authentic messenger called by God. I do not think you can be a morally corrupt man and have that kind of assignment given to you by God. And I think that first verse of DNC 93 defines the character of Joseph Smith who cometh unto me and call on my name and obey my voice and keepeth my commandments shall see my face and know that I am is not just a recitation of, you know, AAA laundry list of interesting facts. I think it is a description of the kind of character that is required in order for someone as Joseph did to come into the presence of God and to impute to him, hy hypocrisy and predatory behavior and dishonesty is to completely uh confuse the kind of character that God will deal with in asking for a message to be delivered. I think Joseph was, was um naive and that he trusted a lot of people that he should not have trusted. I think he was uh imputing to others, the kind of character and heart that he had within himself. And so you see,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m49s 1:43:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he projected his goodness onto other people. I&#039;ve done the same thing and gotten myself in trouble. We assume people are the same as us, right? And so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m58s 1:43:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: Joseph did that and he, he trusted a lot of untrustworthy people and, and that I think is his biggest mistake. But I don&#039;t believe that to be a sin to trust someone when they&#039;re untrustworthy doesn&#039;t reflect poorly on your character. It reflects generosity and bigheartedness on your part requiring that they prove themselves to be uh untrustworthy before you assign to them untrustworthiness. And Joseph made that mistake.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m32s 1:44:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: If we&#039;re going to be hard on Joseph, then we need to also be hard on Jesus who called Judas, right? It&#039;s, it&#039;s, we can see the Lord&#039;s hand in it or we can blame the individual, which is ridiculous. Yeah. So as we talked about, you did want to stay in the church and you did want to assist people in staying in the church, dealing with this messiness. So my question is for people who are in the church who are coming onto this path. Um I guess it&#039;s a two part question. First of all, do you see anything that you do you ever deal with, um, regret or self reproach? I struggle with those things a lot. Do you ever feel like maybe if I had done this a little differently or do you feel like it was inevitable? And what, what would you tell people who are dealing with that fear today? Of how can I embark on this path without threatening my life as I know it? Or, or do I need to get rid of that fear, fear and maybe threaten my life as I know it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m31s 1:45:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: Um, I think everyone has to sort that out for themselves. However, I, I do think that preserving marital harmony is important. Um, I, from time to time, look, the LDS church has a great primary program. I have some granddaughters who are benefited by going to, uh, the, the church on, uh, on, uh, Sabbath days to get through the primary program. It&#039;s an occasion for them to actually put a dress on to, to sit and be reverent to, to engage in the kind of personal self-discipline that you only get if you go to church before you go to school. And when my granddaughters go, go to church, they go to the ward I once belonged to because that was where my daughter, uh, and actually my daughter and son in law lived in our basement. That&#039;s where they went to church after they were first married. And I go with them and we go to a local LDS ward. And when the SAC meeting ends, I escort my, um, uh, younger of the two granddaughters. She knows exactly where the nursery is and she runs down the hallway because she&#039;s eager to get there now that they&#039;re through with the Sacrament thing to get into the nursery. And, uh, she and I go down the hallway and I get her safely into the nursery. And, uh, my daughter because, um, you know, her, her Children are in primary and in the nursery and she&#039;s got to stay around. My daughter will stay and attend relief society and my wife will stay and attend relief society with her. And uh I&#039;ll just go home and um I&#039;m welcomed. In fact, I, I keep getting invited to stay for priesthood. But um when they excommunicated me, they did not um tell me that I, that I couldn&#039;t participate. Uh Normally they give you instructions that say you can&#039;t speak up. And so for some period of time, we attended church after the excommunication and I did speak up and, and back then it was gospel doctrine still and in priesthood. And um there was one fellow in particular that, that made uncomfortable. Ultimately, I, I concluded it better off if I don&#039;t make him uncomfortable. So I go to release, I go to Sacrament, but I wouldn&#039;t attend the other meetings. Um I, I don&#039;t think that I benefit anyone by going in and uh answering questions because my questions at this point would be honest. I don&#039;t see a thing wrong with someone continuing to enjoy LDS membership. I think you can believe in the gospel of Christ, the restoration Joseph Smith and attend a Methodist church. I mean, his mind had become somewhat partial to the Methodists for pretty good reason if you read about Methodism and some of their earliest advocates, um I, I think you can belong to whatever church you want to belong to because churches generally are fellowship, uh forums, how you relate to God and being baptized because it used to be latter day saints were rebaptized with some regularity. And I believe today being rebaptized, if you&#039;re going to accept the book of Mormon as a covenant because the LDS church has not done that. And if you&#039;re going to repent and try to accept Joseph as an authentic prophet leader and the version of Joseph that throws out 132 I think you can be re baptized. But after that, I think you can go sit in an LDS church and if you find fellowship and comfort there, I think that&#039;s fine. I know there are a lot of people who are independently fellow shipping. Now, they don&#039;t contribute ties to an organization. They gather ties in little fellowships and then once the tides gather, they look at the needs of the people in that little fellowship so that money doesn&#039;t aggregate and go to some institutional purpose tithing goes to help with the, the transportation, the food, the rent, the housing, the medical bills of the local people and isn&#039;t, isn&#039;t spent elsewhere. Um, people do that. I think that is fine. Um But how you deal with your um, reconciliation with what you&#039;re hearing in the LDS church is an individual matter and I, I wouldn&#039;t encourage anyone to go storming off and becoming an enemy to Mormonism. Even now. I don&#039;t pick a fight with the LDS church. I don&#039;t go around denouncing them or, or challenging them. I try to state clearly and plainly my understanding and if it contradicts a narrative that the LDS church is advancing, I try to explain why I view it differently than does the institution, but that&#039;s not picking a fight. That&#039;s an attempt to give clarity to why I understand what I understand. But I&#039;m, I&#039;m not interested and I, and I do not hope for the ultimate failure of the LDS church. I think Utah and the Mormon Corridor from Canada to Mexico is enormously benefited by what the LDS church offers. I think that the communities all throughout the Mormon Corridor have better citizens, they have better people, they have better neighbors who are latter day saints. And so I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t want the LDS church to lose its members. I, I want them to try and hold on to them and, and continue to make good citizens of them. But uh that doesn&#039;t mean that I think that they uh bear the intra mater of truth and that everything they say is God speaking on high. I think that&#039;s kind of AAA silly notion. But, um but I do think that Joseph was authentic. The book of Mormon is reliable. God was up to something then and I believe that God intends to conclude that vindicating everything that had been foretold to happen. It&#039;s just that I don&#039;t think it&#039;s gonna happen. Uh At this point, institutionally, I do think it&#039;s gonna involve the individuals who rise up and who become a pure in heart before God so that they can become pure neighborly with one another so that there can be a city of peace. I don&#039;t think you can impose that hierarchically. I think the only hierarchy is you get right with God, which will in turn make you right with your fellow man. But I, I don&#039;t think anyone should run away from the church. And I do think that the church has in particular for youth, a marvelous program. I think foreign missions and learning another language. It, it helps people prepare for life, it gives them a leg up on other every other religious community. The programs of the LDS church make people better off the most articulate people in my high school were the Mormon kids you&#039;d almost pick because they were composed. They were used to public speaking. They had gone through the, the primary program the young men and the young women&#039;s program, they had spoken in a Sacrament meeting. And so when they get up to present a paper in class, they were far more polished than the contemporaries. Um, people that go on a foreign mission and come back with the second language they&#039;ve learned, they&#039;re all benefited. One of the guys that I baptized fell away from the church, asked for his membership to be withdrawn, has become an anti Mormon talking to him. He said the best thing that ever happened to him was when he joined the LDS church, it set his life on a new direction that benefited him from that moment. And he doesn&#039;t regret one moment of having been a member of the church. I worry that a lot of people display horrible ingratitude for everything the church has done to personally help develop them into a much better, more polished individual when they discovered that there are problems with the church, be grateful for what you got even if you part ways and you say, oh, it&#039;s, it&#039;s just nonsense. Still, you were benefited. Every one of them were benefited and they ought to. And I&#039;m grateful for what the LDS church gave me. And I&#039;m still, although kicked out, I didn&#039;t leave, I got kicked out, um, uh, still believing in Joseph, the book of Mormon and in the restoration.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m37s 1:55:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I love that. It sounds like we&#039;re kind of on the same page. My desire is that people as many as possible. I feel it, their path can be in the church but not of the church is the way I describe it. I think that even even aside from the kind of um utilitarian benefits of the church, there also is the training to listen to the spirit, the training, to pray, to believe in God, to like all of the um all of the seeds of the path that we, we believe in and that we walk are taught and, and nurtured in this church. And there is a way to I for many people. I hope a way to try to be elevated while in the church and as a process be part of elevating the church. That&#039;s, that&#039;s my hope. But um but Denver, I really appreciate you taking the time to talk to me. I didn&#039;t give you much time to kind of share some of your experiences or share a testimony. Is there something some encouragement or guidance or testimony you wanna share? Just as we&#039;re wrapping up? I think&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m40s 1:56:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: Joseph Smith understated, um who he was and what, what exposure he had gotten to um things beyond veil. And I think that when you underestimate um Joseph Smith, you make a grave mistake, you would be better off pay careful heed to, to everything that we got from him and realizing that he could and would have offered a great deal more if the people had been uh prepared to receive it. And the, um, the problem that existed in 1820 to 1844 while we had him here is not a problem that, that reflects on Joseph Smith as, um, as having failed. It&#039;s a reflection on the people who live contemporaneous with him, who, who underestimated and who went off with exaggerated self importance simply because they got close to the man. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s about penetrating our own veil of darkness because our flesh is the veil and the weaknesses of the flesh are what alienate us from God. There&#039;s a great deal of truth out there to be found anywhere and everywhere and some of the most profound teachings that echo and mirror what Christ was teaching and what Joseph was trying to get across to us can be found in all of the world&#039;s great religions. They all have some truth or they wouldn&#039;t have any adherence. You find truth in Judaism. Um They translated in the I think it&#039;s a cart project down at BYU some of the Islamic text. And there&#039;s a, there&#039;s a teacher, Al Thabi who&#039;s whose teachings resonate with light and truth um that, that were preserved in uh Islam at a time when Christianity was so oppressive from the Catholic dominance that everyone was darkened in their mind and, and God was still preserving truths there. Uh Taoism and Buddhism and Hinduism have a fellow who went to India to learn from the Maharaja in India, in the sixties who uh upon the death of the Maharaja came back here and rediscovered in the Doctrine and covenants truths that he had learned in Hinduism and was excited about the possibility that um Mormonism was really every bit as transcendental as what he had been studying over there began to teach transcendental meditation here in Utah. And he read the second comforter and looked me up and said, how did you find this? How did you find this without a trip to India? How did you find this without going first through Hinduism? Uh He said, I didn&#039;t, I couldn&#039;t see it. I couldn&#039;t realize it was there until I had taken this other path. Joseph Smith restored to us phenomenal wealth of information he could have given us more. We just weren&#039;t ready at the time to accept it. So if, if God starts up things again, we really have to be careful about the heat and the diligence because we, we have in the past wasted opportunities and without individually reconciling ourselves to God&#039;s work, uh we can forfeit opportunities again, which is generally what mankind does. I mean, we only had Zion in uh ei time and then melts uh who was shen that used to be a teaching people, doubt it now. But nevertheless, uh reckoned from before the flood and he had the covenant, he had the promise that it could be translated and he lived through the flood and he was here until Abraham. After generations of apostasy got gotten fully endowed in the Holy order. And then Melchizedek acted on the covenant, which was really derivative from before the flood and belonged to Enoch. Mel Kick realized it too. And there was a second city that got taken up. That&#039;s a big story and beyond the scope of this. But um twice now Enoch and then derivative from Enoch milks, D two cities have gone up the next time. The, the, the prophecies tell us the city isn&#039;t going up. But the c there is a city returning and there needs to be people here to welcome them so that we can fall on one another and we can kiss each other&#039;s necks just the way that it&#039;s put in the scriptures. We will fall upon one another and kiss each other&#039;s necks and the welcoming return of Jesus and his 10 thousands. Enoch with his 10 thousands with Jesus as he returns in glory, all of those prophecies are going to be vindicated. It&#039;s gonna happen. But the question isn&#039;t uh will it happen? The question is we&#039;re gonna have 10 thousands falling on two dozen or are we gonna have 10 thousands falling on 10 thousands? And uh it, it&#039;s just, the numerosity has never been a big deal. Jesus managed to get 500. Joseph got about 18. Um That is another discussion. Um And, and the question is, what, what if anything can we do and um expectations need to be modest.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m20s 2:03:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So what can people do to try to be among that, um, the residue, the small portion? What, what would you tell people&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m30s 2:03:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: take very seriously the book of Mormon? It is the keystone of our religion and a man can get closer to God by heeding its precepts more so than any other volume. And that&#039;s still true today. Just take the book of Mormon seriously. And if you have a real problem understanding or parsing the book of Mormon in a way that, that elevates your view, that was the purpose of the second Comforter Nephi Isaiah and 18 verses. Every one of those well and beloved eus every one of those books is simply parsing the book of Mormon trying to get people to look at it. The book of Mormon is a shallow book read by a shallow person. The book of Mormon is a profoundly deep, deeply meaningful book. If you bring enough with you to the party, those books are intended to help someone bring more with them to the party because the book of Mormon is very serious stuff and it doesn&#039;t have much good to say about us. It doesn&#039;t have much good to say about our churches. It doesn&#039;t have much good to say about our superficial religion these days,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m50s 2:04:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: but it does offer us a tremendous amount of hope for those who will allow the skills of darkness to begin to fall from their eyes because we can&#039;t just read it as we&#039;ve always read it through the lenses that are provided to us through only the scripture, mastery verses or the lessons we have, we have to read it as a vehicle to, to come to know God. And with God&#039;s mentorship as we like, we should always approach it asking God to help transform us through its pages.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m21s 2:05:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: That scripture reminds me, it made me laugh at the time. There was a talk in general conference. It was quoting from the book of Mormon, something about Christ. And the quote in the book of Mormon was from Sham the first anti-christ. And I, I looked, I looked it up to make sure because when I heard it, I thought, well, that&#039;s the wrong source. And sure enough, there was in general confidence that anti-christ being quoted with favor. But that&#039;s, that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m52s 2:05:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s why we need to do on our own. So we can discern that&#039;s why we can&#039;t take these people as our guides. We need to take the spirit and the book as our guide because often the same general conference is filled with false doctrines and false attributes to scripture and, and false rotation. So II, I shouldn&#039;t say it&#039;s filled. It has plenty of it though. So it&#039;s up to us individually, us, you and God, right? Every individual person&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m17s 2:06:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Denver Snuffer: that&#039;s where it belongs. All right. Well, thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exV5Dm0xSRc&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m20s 2:06:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you so much. I appreciate it. I hope to talk to you again sometime. All right, I want to again, thank Denver for taking so much time out of his day to have this conversation. I do think that um if anyone feels inspired, there are many books on this topic. Um This Denver&#039;s was the first one that I found. There are many others for anyone who feels inspired to pursue this further. I do want to share, um sorry, share my testimony of the truthfulness of these things of the purpose of the gospel. The purpose of the Gospel is to bring us back into the presence of God. And it is a purpose that we can have faith in. And I hope that more and more of us will choose to step into that. I know that God is quick to answer those prayers, those invitations come and the directions come and if we will give ourselves over to this process, then it will bear fruit in our life. That is very, very valuable, very delicious. So anyway, I hope that this was an instructive conversation for many of you. And I thank you so much for sticking with us and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 80: The Feminine, The Matrimonial Order and the Ordinances of the Flesh w/Gwendolyn Wyne&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 80&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-08-20&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = Anic9hq29wU&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Divine Feminine, Feminism&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Gwendolyn Wyne, Interview&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;A huge thanks to Gwendolyn Wyne for this conversation. I strongly recommend her articles and youtube channel.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://youtube.com/@gwendolynwyne Gwendolyn Wyne’s YouTube channel]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://gwendolynwyne.com/writing/ Gwendolyn’s published writing]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://squaretwo.org/aerow.html Her preferred brand of feminism]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.thechurchnews.com/history/2022/9/9/23343356/john-turner-joseph-smith-papers-conference-keynote-church-history Church news article about the non-Latter-day Saint biography on Joseph Smith Jr that is in the works]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage. I am excited to bring to you this conversation with my new friend Gwendolyn Wyne. Um I love talking to women about their experiences, especially spending their lives, raising a family and um high intensity dedication to church service and then embarking on a new adventure later in life. I think that&#039;s a wonderful discussion to have and I also love that um that that these conversations are being had and that so much thought is being done about the, about the feminine, about new ways, I guess old ways to think about the feminine but new ways as well that I think that none of us claims to have all of these answers. But my hope is that as we all engage in this thought and in seeking and discussing that more and more light and knowledge will be poured out upon us so that all of us can grow in greater truth and understanding of our eternal nature and our eternal destiny. I think that that is so important. So I hope you find this conversation um useful and enlightening. I hope it spurs a lot of thought for you. I think we have so much to learn about both the masculine and the feminine and I love, love the things that Gwendolyn and I were able to talk about. I know we could have spoken for hours. It could have gone 100 different directions. I&#039;m sure we will be talking again. And I also appreciate her insights about the journey of getting published again. I hope that a lot of people will join in these endeavors, the more voices, the more ideas, the more attitude um um avenues that we are approaching this from the better off, we will all be so. Thank you so much for joining us as we take this deep dive into the murky waters of Mormon Polygamy and the exciting frontier of the feminine. Ok. I am so excited to be here with my new friend Gwendolyn Wyne who um I had the privilege of meeting, I think last summer when you came over and introduced yourself to me, friend Gwendolyn. We have been, I&#039;ve been looking forward to this conversation for months. I was just, I been able to get, get the time together with our frantic schedules and the my frantic podcasting schedule. So I&#039;m just so excited to be here. I feel like Gwendolyn. I like so many of the rest of you out there. I think you will feel this being kind of kindred spirits of really loving and caring about the feminine but not being able to align with the feminist movement. Right? I feel like we&#039;re more, I guess I call myself either a maternal feminine or a true lover of the feminine because it feels like so often feminism is about trying to make women into men and claiming women are just as good at being men as men are rather than embracing and loving the feminine and sort of sort of insisting on elevating the feminine as feminine, right? Rather than trying to change the feminine into masculine, to give it validity. That&#039;s how&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=03m03s 03:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: it feels to me. I identify as a feminist who loves men and wants to be men and I want to be a woman. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=03m09s 03:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yes, of course. And I think we both recognize there&#039;s the spectrum is broad and wide and women and men are perfectly needed and valued no matter how they want to show up in this world,&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: right? And I don&#039;t even use the word feminist because right off the bat, it triggers people. And so. Right. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: It&#039;s like how you want to show up. If you are a woman who wants a career and doesn&#039;t want Children, then you do you. If that&#039;s truly what you want. And if you are a woman who wants to raise a family and dedicate your life to motherhood, you need to be valued, accepted, elevated, given the platform and the support you need to live your life as well. And it is beautiful and valid and wonderful. That&#039;s what we&#039;ve both done.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: Right. Yeah, exactly. That&#039;s right. So, I&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: have loved reading. Ok. So I guess I should finish the introduction and I&#039;ll let you talk a little bit about yourself too. But I know that we has written several articles that have been published, I believe mainly in square two. Is that the natural? Ok. And, um, they are beautiful. I&#039;m so thankful that I got to read them. I love, I love the way you think and the way you articulate it, just like I said, kind of Kindred spirits. I&#039;m like, oh, this is beautiful. I love it. And it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: easier for me to write. It&#039;s easier for me to write than it is to talk. So I just admire your ability to speak. And I&#039;m thinking, ok, we&#039;ll see how this goes. I don&#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So great. And I will link, I will link Gwendolyn&#039;s articles below and then Gwendolyn started a new podcast as well. So I will link, I will put a link to that so that the more voices in this space, the better, right? That&#039;s, that&#039;s what we&#039;re trying to accomplish. So that&#039;s why I&#039;m here. Ok, perfect. There are several reasons I wanted to have Gwendolyn on. I wanted her to share her ideas. I just wanted to have also this discussion of sort of the, all of these words are complicated, but sort of the divine feminine and the divinity of the masculine and feminine in this world. There is so much to discuss here and I think we&#039;ve both thought deeply about these concepts and I think it will be a good conversation. Then also Gwendolyn, I know you might not want to talk about this quite much, but I want to talk about just the, the um interesting space of kind of needing to get, get published in order to be given credibility and taken seriously in certain, in certain realms and the challenge of getting published with unconventional ideas. That&#039;s another thing because I have several journal articles that I am where I love to write and I love to speak and it&#039;s a challenge to do both. But I&#039;m working on journal articles specifically on, well, I don&#039;t know if you watch the episode, I did a little while ago on the um contraception and birth&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: control. So I watch all your episodes, Michelle and I love the contraception one. It was like, why hasn&#039;t anybody looked at it like this before?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: II I know. And so I&#039;m working on a journal article that I&#039;m trying to finagle? So that because it&#039;s like this needs to be in the academic side of it because it&#039;s academic, it is rigorous. I need to take it seriously. And so I&#039;m trying to finagle it in a way that I might be able to get it published. Despite the challenge of only being willing to publish things that go along with the current narrative on one side or the other was a polygamist no matter what. Right. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: OK, so this is really interesting because I&#039;ve been thinking over the last while, the challenge that, that you have that I have because I also fall into the camp of like this evidence that just as a polygamist kind of comes from one specific. Um I mean, it comes from all over, right? But once his there was no DNA descendants, I was like, wait a minute. That&#039;s weird. So looking more closely, I also fall into this camp of like, we should look a lot more closely at some of these records. And the Joseph Smith papers are huge when you, when you see that the history was manipulated, like, OK, once again, let&#039;s look even closer. But as I&#039;m thinking about how that gets out into the the larger conversation, you have to have academic backing, right? You have to have people and, and that&#039;s a good thing that it takes time for ideas to, they have to percolate and they have to go through a rigorous like peer reviewed um process. You can&#039;t just say, hey, guess what? I figured it out, everybody and the whole world changes and accepts it, you know. So I was thinking OK, for this to actually get momentum or for people to really buy into it, it does take time, takes a lot of years So one of the ways is that it, it goes through the academic process as you&#039;re doing, but also you have to have people getting their phd s in this um or being able to say it with this doctorate because now we believe that like a doctor is kind of the, the ultimate expert. Yeah. Um but the other option, which I think is a really interesting potential is that someone who already is a phd and who does have that accreditation, writes a biography about Joseph Smith and has that perspective and I don&#039;t know if you heard about this, but there is a, a man who&#039;s not a member, he&#039;s a phd and he&#039;s writing a biography on Joseph Smith right now and that&#039;s happening right now. Maybe&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I can put me in touch with him after I would love&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: to, I have no idea if he&#039;s watching these sorts of things. But I&#039;m like, I hope he is watching so that he doesn&#039;t just take what has been given to him that he actually sees. There&#039;s a lot more out there. Um There was an article about it a few years ago in the church news, I think that the church was really happy about it because this is the first biography that&#039;s been written about Joseph and who knows, maybe Fon Brodie was, but she was a member, right? So this is kind of our first like outsider biography of Joseph Smith in so long And so the church was just like hooray. Here&#039;s all the information that we have about him. And so the church has been very actively wanting to provide him with whatever he needs to, to know about Joseph. And I definitely think that that will be a certain narrative. Um So it&#039;ll be interesting to see what happens because on one hand, these things can take a lot of time. On the other hand, things can last.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, I, I do think that the, I think that it&#039;s not what, what takes a long time is shifting, just everybody&#039;s mindset, right? Like the knowledge can be brought forward. Like people, I like the grassroots efforts because people can hear this information and go oh my gosh, it&#039;s obvious which I think is happening with more and more and more people as this information becomes more readily available and present. You know, when people hear these facts, it&#039;s like, ok, the case is made, what takes a long time is to get the people who their entire careers are built and established on the old narrative to get them. They may never change, right? And so it&#039;s, it&#039;s taking, it&#039;s, it&#039;s letting the ideas have credibility for all those who just want to say tinfoil hot wearing conspiracists and, and, and think that that&#039;s all they have to do to deal with this. Right? And so, so I do, it&#039;ll be interesting to see where it goes. I keep making the prediction. I think that like within five years it will not be, you know, I, I think, yeah. Well, I think within five years it, it will be um the minority position growing, growing more and more. The Joseph was a polygamist, I think will become more and more the minority position. I can&#039;t, I&#039;m not prophesying, you know, but just where I see things going, it is so hugely one directional, no new information is coming out to, to support Joseph&#039;s polygamy. All, all of that is based on a very old narrative that has been disproven. Just people haven&#039;t let the new knowledge affect their conclusions yet. And so that&#039;s why I keep hitting as many angles as possible is, you know, and so that&#039;s so there&#039;s so many things that we, that we can and should talk about.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: It&#039;s just fun. It&#039;s fun to think about all the ways that this could, this could unfold.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. And I do think more people, I just so people know you don&#039;t need any specific um degree or to, to be able to publish, you just need to write good articles and um submit them to various journals. So if anyone wants to join in that effort, I&#039;m really wanting to do the articles on, well, I haven&#039;t done my episode on it yet, but the fact that there is such strong evidence to show that there were two, at least two different ar ar um documents that were amalgamated into 132. You know, there&#039;s such strong evidence for that. I&#039;m going to do an episode on it. I would like to write that paper and then I would like to write the paper on that. We need to separate out any kinds of birth control or abortion from our discussion of Joseph Smith. So I, and I guess I&#039;m inviting anyone else that wants to join because if we can get into some of these journals, it forces the conversation to some degree. And, um, but there the rub, right, because the journals, that&#039;s what I wanted to talk to you about. Like, you didn&#039;t have any, any articles rejected from journals until you tried to address polygamy, not being a true doctrine. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: Well, to be fair and totally honest and transparent, I didn&#039;t start polygamy was where I started my writing. So, just kind of, um, a little bit of, of where I was, I just felt at, at some point. I, you know, I was a mom, I was relieved society president. I was really busy and I just felt like I was supposed to be doing something and the pressure kept increasing. And so I thought maybe we&#039;re supposed to have another baby, you know, because that&#039;s kind of what I&#039;m doing right now. Yeah. Yeah, I just thought something supposed, I, I know I should be doing something very specific. And so I took, this was in 2020 like I had kind of some dreams and I was like, I&#039;m supposed to be doing something. It just felt very, very urgent. And so I took a weekend away by myself so that I could, you know, think and pray and meditate and all these things. And I had a really clear dream again that it was not supposed to have another baby like that is not for me. And I even kind of went to the Lord. Like here are the reasons why I would get pregnant again. Here are the reasons why I wouldn&#039;t if I hear nothing from you, I&#039;m I&#039;m gonna fall on the side of have another baby, get pregnant because I, I think it&#039;s a blessing to the world to have good people come into the world and I love my Children. Um but I had a really clear dream dream that was like I should not be doing that. And so it was like, what, what am I, I mean, I know that I can do more than being a mom but, but I didn&#039;t feel called back into, I, I&#039;m a librarian and I set that aside to have Children. And so I didn&#039;t feel called back into that. So I just kind of wasn&#039;t sure what to do. Um and then, you know, eventually got released from my relief society president calling, which is nice. It&#039;s been, it was an exhausting four years and then um I ended up in activity days with the girls, which was so fun. And so I set my own goals because I thought I don&#039;t, I have to figure this out. I&#039;m not sure what I should be doing. So, one of my goals for intellectual was just to start writing twice a week for like 45 minutes. And I just started free writing whatever because I didn&#039;t know I&#039;m like, I, I have no idea what I should be doing. I didn&#039;t think I was supposed to be writing, but I knew that if I was writing that would help me clarify my own thoughts. So pretty quickly, themes started to emerge and you know, uh not necessarily even the feminine divine, although you could call it that just who we are as women and, and what we can bring to the world and how needed we are as ourselves, right? Not as men, not as like men, junior, right? But, but as women. Um and so polygamy was one of the first things that really started to come together like really full and, and that was because I had a few years previously come to this realization that it was not part of eternity. It just wasn&#039;t um I don&#039;t know how you, you got there trying to prove your husband wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So I want OK, so I did not do it all in adequate introduction. First. Tell me a little bit about like, so you have five Children. Is that&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: correct? Five Children. Yeah. Yeah. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And you had five young Children? Were they all under 10 while you were the relief society president?&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: Yes, I got called when my, when baby number four, II, I got called when baby number four was like five months old in a few weeks because I kind of told the Lord I was like, I just need like six months to whatever. And I didn&#039;t expect that. So it was like five months and two weeks in the bishop, he actually came over to our house. He was so cool and so nice. And I live in, in Los Angeles. And so we&#039;re just, it&#039;s just a different, we just do it differently out there.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: So he came over and he kind of like saw what was going on and he was like, cool, well, good to see you and he just left. He, he did not,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: didn&#039;t send the call.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: He was like, I can&#039;t do. And then he felt like it kept coming back to him. And so then he called me and with my husband that time and he was like, I&#039;m, I&#039;m so sorry, I just feel that you don&#039;t have to say yes, but I also felt like you, I don&#039;t know, it just felt right and I&#039;m, I&#039;m willing to, you know, like I love the Lord, I love the church. I, I know the church isn&#039;t perfect but I&#039;m willing to help, you know. And so like, OK, it&#039;s gonna be messy.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. Do you know what I love that? Because I think, I think that all of us need to walk that delicate balance between a willingness to serve, combined with a willingness to serve our families and ourselves and say no when we need to say no because so when it&#039;s that inspired and you also feel it even if it feels impossible. I no, for we both know from experience that the Lord magnifies us. And also like, like at near the end of it, you were left feeling like there are things I&#039;m supposed to be doing, doing. So it&#039;s kind of like the Lord was teaching you potentially to be a mother while doing another stewardship at the same time. Yes. And so and then on the same time, so I have to tell a quick my first four were all in diapers together because I had little boys 18 months apart and then 18 months, 18.5 months later, I had twin identical twin girls. So I prefer that were like, like like barely three. They were all four in diapers. And um my babies were not even two months old, my twins and I got called to nursery. I got called to nursery because my two little boys were both in nursery. So like, well, we figured you have kids here. So you, I was like, I&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: for one hour I need,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: well, it&#039;s not, it&#039;s like how do I like? My husband can&#039;t even keep my twins for an hour because they&#039;re nursing and he wasn&#039;t a baby guy, you know, like I literally cannot physically do this call and I&#039;m not gonna bring twins into nursery, you know. So that was one of those and that we&#039;re so taught that you accept calls, you do not say no. So that one like run me out, you know, like the stress of what do I do? God am I? You know, so if I go back and talk to myself, I would be like, no, you say no, there is no inspiration to this guy. And and when I did finally say no, the bishop was like, oh, ok, well then how about this call? That one just came in first. So I thought, you know, so there&#039;s no inspiration to it as I&#039;m killing myself. So anyway, I guess I want to give us permission to both sides to accept a call like the relief society president with a newborn fifth baby if&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: it was fourth. But, but I had 1/5 baby.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yes. So tiny little kids and it seems impossible. But if the Lord says yes, then be willing to accept. And at the same time, if the Lord says no, be willing to not accept, it&#039;s so important for us to have that personal stewardship and that personal power empowerment, right?&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: Yes. And I have to say couple of years earlier before that calling. I kind of went through a personal crisis where I&#039;ve heard you talk about this where I felt like I was doing, I was meeting everyone&#039;s wants before my needs. You know, I&#039;m hoping to meet my kids needs before my needs, even though I&#039;m supposed to put on my mask first and all that. But I&#039;m happy to sacrifice for them. But I was, I was, I was all out of balance and all, you know, and so I kind of hit this crisis where it was a hard thing for our family. It really was because it was like, what&#039;s mom do you know? She suddenly just like, I don&#039;t care about any of you. And I, you know, personally I was like, I have to Reprioritize. I, I could just kill myself and no one would even know that I&#039;ve been working myself to death. Like none of you even notice how hard I&#039;m working. So maybe I should not work so hard and, and that&#039;ll be better for all of us. And so,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ok, that&#039;s so really we need like motherhood is this amazing opportunity to come to know the Lord sheer necessity, right? Yes, we need the direction so that motivates us to figure out how to get it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: Well, some 10 boy. Now I&#039;m not gonna, I think it might have been Elder Bednar in one general conference. He um he said he was talking about the benefits of having a AAA very elderly man running the church. And he said, you know, when you can&#039;t or maybe it was President Ballard told Bednar or something when you can&#039;t do what you&#039;ve always been able to do, you just do what is necessary. And I remember elbowing my husband and I was like, yeah, old men and young mothers, that&#039;s who learns that, you know, so I might wanna, might wanna bring our young mothers up because they also learn that exact same thing that you cannot, you no longer can do everything you have to do what is necessary and it sometimes doesn&#039;t look very pretty from the outside.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So even just the challenge of um so and and I don&#039;t want to speak for everyone because some people have easier pregnancies, some have hard pregnancy. I have very hard pregnancies and every time I would get that unmistakable answer that there&#039;s another baby and you go through this crisis of I&#039;m already not cutting it as a mom, you know, like, and if I, if I get that sick again, what&#039;s this gonna look like? How can I, how can I? And it&#039;s kind of that the same as accepting a calling, whether it&#039;s from the Lord or from, you know, and it&#039;s, well, your calling was from the Lord because you felt inspired to accept your calling for the release of. And so it&#039;s that willingness to say yes to things that seem so challenging when, you know, it&#039;s from God, right? And the willingness to recognize when it&#039;s outside pressure or expectations, like I needed to recognize my feelings of failure as a mom. We not for God, they were based on the outside expectations and the pressure that I thought. Right? So discerning that. So there, there are input for young moms that are struggling through this, like, learn the difference between God&#039;s voice and the expectation of the world or the voice of the world wherever it&#039;s from. And because&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: no one knows what&#039;s going on inside of you, no one knows. And we all have different limits about different things. Like some people are really good at keeping a clean house and some are not.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And that&#039;s what them, for some women like having a clean house is what makes them feel good. And for other women, the need to have a clean house is what makes them feel worthless.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: Yeah. So, and all these things are good but you can&#039;t do all good things. You just can&#039;t, you have to pick and, and also it was helpful for me that I had kind of had that personal crisis because when I did accept the call of relief society president, I did not go in there thinking I&#039;m gonna do all these things. I was like, well, I can do about this much. So everybody else like&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that elevates.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: Yeah. Our, our older sisters, they were amazing. But all the women who were older and wiser than me were so loving and they were just like, I can&#039;t believe this is happening. We have to help her. And one of the ladies who was physically not able to do a lot, she called me a after a while, I mean people brought me dinners like they were just, everyone was just aghast.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah, but a beautiful&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: story. Yeah. But this 11 sister who I just, I just love her. She called me and she was like, I&#039;ve been trying to think of a way that I can help you and I, I can&#039;t babysit and I can&#039;t clean houses, but I want to offer to do your laundry. And yeah, and I was like, you know, for a second I was like, no. And then I was like, thank you. Yes. Um and so, so I would wash it because it&#039;s easier for you as a mom to be like what&#039;s, what&#039;s torn, what&#039;s whatever. So I would wash all of it. But she would come by one once a week, she would pick up my loads of laundry, take him back to her house and then bring them back. And she did this for two years, five years.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. I, and you know, this is,&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: this is who our people are. Like, these are&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=23m31s 23:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the recipients of similar service. I had a woman that was my visiting teacher and my um her husband was our home teacher and, and she just saw the, I was pregnant at the time and she said, yeah. And I, like, like, with, that was a really complicated pregnancy. I was having migraines and kind of mini strokes and, you know, like, it, it just was, I have hard pregnancies and she just started coming over and cleaning my house, like, every week and she did that for and, and no matter how hard of a fight I tried to put up, I was too tired to put up a strong enough and she did, came up with her cheerful, like, oh, I just started working as I was to tell you. And I mean, it was like, people are so amazing and it calls me to be like, ok, how can I be that kind of a person?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=24m16s 24:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: But don&#039;t worry yourself doing it. Like, just do what you can do. We all just do what you can do.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=24m21s 24:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely. Just rely on the Lord for your personal direction because we need everyone that does everything. And so, yeah. Yes,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=24m29s 24:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: exactly. So, ok. So it was during&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=24m31s 24:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: this time.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=24m32s 24:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Yeah. No, it&#039;s totally fine. I, I&#039;ll jump in. So it was during this time when I was really society president that, um, I, I had struggled with polygamy my whole life. I was never ok with it. Like, I&#039;m, I&#039;m part of the, not even one club, right? Like, not even once did I hear polygamy? And I was like, yeah, I think that could work it was, like, always darkness. Always, like the worst. Right? It was just, where did you,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=24m54s 24:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: did you grow up in Utah? Like I, some people.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=24m57s 24:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Mhm. So, I, my family, I&#039;ve got, um, pioneer ancestry going up both sides. Um, so, and we, we even have novo polygamous in my line. So we really, um, so you knew, we&#039;ve, we&#039;ve got it. Yeah, I knew. But I grew up in, I grew up in L A. Um That&#039;s just how it worked out for our family to be there. But it was always very disturbing for me and even just like the patriarchy of it that, that the men preside over the women. I was like, this isn&#039;t right. Like it was just like something&#039;s not right here. And I couldn&#039;t, you know, if you&#039;re not a member of the church and you&#039;re listening, you&#039;re just like, duh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=25m34s 25:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=25m35s 25:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: OK. But when you grow up in the end, the book of Mormon is full of so much light, you know, you can&#039;t just say like I reject it all. It&#039;s like there&#039;s something here, there&#039;s something here. So, but there was also something wrong and I was just like, you know, little old me, who am I to say that all of this is wrong? That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=25m55s 25:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right. Ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=25m57s 25:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: So, so just it was always a problem. But while I was relief society president and I hadn&#039;t thought about it in these terms, but I wonder if it is just part of that loving generosity of God where, where God&#039;s like, you&#039;re serving and blessing and loving and you&#039;re not, you know, I wasn&#039;t mad about my call and I was just like, well, here&#039;s what I can do, let&#039;s just know, just do it. And it was fun for me too. It was fun to be like, not mom. But now I&#039;m in this, this like other, it&#039;s not corporate but you know what I mean? It was just totally another one and it was fun and I loved it but it was during this time that, oh, here&#039;s what it was. Carolyn Pearson&#039;s book came out The Ghost of Eternal Polygamy. I saw the title. My husband bought it because he had known all along. Like we had had a lot of and he has never bless his heart. Never once tried to even gently help me feel better about it. He&#039;s just like, yeah, it&#039;s pretty bad, you know. Yeah. He always validated. We would leave the temple and I would need like, 30 minutes just to cry in the car on a regular basis because it was just so hard. I could hear it. I was like, something&#039;s wrong and everybody else is like, no, no, I&#039;m like, I don&#039;t, something&#039;s wrong but he always just let me cry and didn&#039;t, he didn&#039;t try to make me feel better, which is really helpful because it&#039;s not ok. But I know it&#039;s not ok. Right. I love him for that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=27m25s 27:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I hope husbands can do that too because really, even when they&#039;re trying to help you feel better, what they&#039;re doing is joining in the gas lighting, joining in the enabling like, no, it&#039;s, it&#039;s a problem with you, honey, you just need to get in line with it. You know what I mean? Like, he didn&#039;t do that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=27m39s 27:39] Gwendolyn Wyne: at all and his personality is very much like, buck up. Come on, you can do it, you know, but he did not hand off on that topic. He just did not say a word. So which I loved. So he bought the book, he saw it and he was like, yeah, this is, she&#039;s gonna want to read this. And so I read it right away and was not surprised by anything because that&#039;s my story too. He was just like, yeah, that&#039;s how bad it is. But one thing really got me and it was as I was reading it, I just remember thinking she knows it&#039;s not true. But how does she know that? Like, like I kept waiting for the part and she did this isn&#039;t a record&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=28m15s 28:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like make the case. That&#039;s because for me that&#039;s where I, I was like, oh good a book came out that&#039;s gonna make the case that I felt like I needed to make.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=28m23s 28:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Yeah. Yeah. Well, yes. So I just, and I, and I don&#039;t fault her for that at all. Like she felt called to do what she did and that was perfect because I think it really, um, it really called a lot of other people up to be like, well, wait a minute, how do you know? It&#039;s not true. Like, why are you so confident in that? And, and so I started to kind of think, how can I know, you know, how do I know polygamy is true or not true? Because we&#039;ve said some crazy stuff, right? Our history is like, this is the only&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=28m51s 28:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: way, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=28m53s 28:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: It&#039;s like, well, that&#039;s kind of dramatic, you know, if, if that like we should know if that&#039;s what we&#039;re heading into. It was never, it was never a thing about like, oh, if I leave the church, then I can set it aside because it&#039;s like, no, if this is real, like, I can&#039;t, I cannot hide from it. It will be&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=29m12s 29:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=29m13s 29:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And there was so much good, like, there&#039;s so much good in the church and I, I love the book of Mormon. I have a, I have a testimony of it and I love the savior. I have a testimony that he is my personal savior. And so it&#039;s just like, it&#039;s not about the church. Like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=29m26s 29:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so it&#039;s that interesting opposition in all things that you talk about in one of your articles. So it&#039;s kind of like, again, just like we were talking about with being a young mom, it&#039;s kind of discerning between the truth and the error which I am convinced will always be there and always have to be there in this temporal world because it&#039;s to be grown, right? So it requires us just the same way. It requires us to develop a connection to God, to source right? To be able to say, nobody can tell me what&#039;s right and wrong. Nobody can. I need to figure out how to know because I be led to the things that will help me to know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=30m02s 30:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Yeah. Yeah. So that&#039;s where I was. I was like, I need to know like I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t just assume that it&#039;s not true because it might be true. And I really don&#039;t, I really don&#039;t want to wait like if it and I, I even kind of was at a place where I was like, you know, God, if this is true, like I&#039;ll accept this. Um Even though it, it sounds like hell and frankly, I would not like to be wherever this is like I would prefer to not, but if it&#039;s true and this is good and beautiful, like I&#039;ll accept it, but I just, you know, I need to figure out what, what you actually say about this. And so I started just, you know, personally, like looking for signs and trying to imagine like, if I was God, how could I communicate it? Right? Because men say, and women, right? People say all kinds of things, right? And God knew that God knew that people would say different things. So how could God communicate it in a way that was unfiltered. And one of the first things besides Adam and Eve, which was like, well, that&#039;s pretty clear. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=31m00s 31:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=31m02s 31:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And then no one and his wife and it&#039;s like, that&#039;s pretty clear too. But then the other one that really stuck out to me was our bodies themselves are a witness from God that&#039;s unfiltered, right? Like, and like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=31m16s 31:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: actual physical creation, the actual biology,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=31m19s 31:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: the biology of it, right? A man, right? We are supposed to cleave and that, that God is life, right? Like all that makes life and creates life. That&#039;s God. And so if life itself is created through one man and one woman and all other options are forbidden, like you can&#039;t do it any other way. There&#039;s only one option, right? Says something that&#039;s God saying something. God&#039;s like, no, this must be 1 to 1. You cannot, right? Not to be too. But if&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=31m51s 31:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we go into this,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=31m52s 31:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: yeah. Yeah, let&#039;s do it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=31m54s 31:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, here&#039;s the thing. If anything, anyone is really squeamish and uncomfortable with this, can I just say God isn&#039;t like, it&#039;s ok if people are squeamish but they don&#039;t want to listen. But God isn&#039;t squeamish about this and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=32m05s 32:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: I, I can mention the anatomy, right? I don&#039;t wanna know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=32m09s 32:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I want to talk about it because years ago I did the thing where I was like, OK, God&#039;s language is symbol, symbolism, right? Everything is symbolic. So teach me about the sym symbolism of sex and I received so many answers. I want to talk about that at that. Yeah. So go ahead and share you some of your thoughts and I&#039;ll share some of mine.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=32m27s 32:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Yes. Yeah, because I definitely don&#039;t, don&#039;t have like all the answers, right? But I think we, I think we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=32m32s 32:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: all build on each other as we keep learning and discussing. That&#039;s how we learn. Right? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=32m37s 32:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And so I just could see like if, if you must make life with one on one, you know, men, men have one penis and that&#039;s it, right? They can&#039;t leave to more than one woman at a time. Both of us, both of us can go have multiple sexual partners if we want. They can, we can. But it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=32m55s 32:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: not, it&#039;s not period. And, and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=32m58s 32:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: so let me, it&#039;s forbidden. It&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=33m00s 33:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is, right? So when I was, it is it is forbidden by God and by our flesh. And so a couple of oh, there are so many directions I want to go, but I&#039;ll go to this one when I was really praying about this, right? Like the sacredness of the womb. It is the sacred space where metamorphosis occurs, right? Where life is developed and brought forth into a new realm of being, right? And so, and I, I was thinking about this um years ago, but I think the temple even is a symbol of the sacredness of sex inside is the womb. The womb is that protected space where we merge through the veil into a new realm symbolically, right? And it literally, but it shows us the path because we are going to again emerge out into a new realm of being. And the outside is the structure that provides this safety and security with the steeple that reaches to heaven, which is a phallic symbol, whether, you know, like the power of God that is the outside that protects and defends and keeps that inner, that inner sacred and protected, so that metamorphosis can occur, right? And so that um there can only be one steeple and one temple with one inner sanctum in it, right? Like you, unless,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=34m24s 34:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: unless you&#039;re in the Salt Lake temple, they&#039;ve just got steeples all over the place. But that&#039;s, that&#039;s kind of a that doesn&#039;t tell us there should be many women to one man that tells us a different story. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=34m35s 34:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And it&#039;s just, it&#039;s more, it&#039;s not like, well, there are several different celestial rooms in a temple. There aren&#039;t, you know, but it&#039;s more the symbolism, not that specific at each temple and one thing. So when I was reading, I just reread your articles again and oh, I hope people will read that because it just, it is such be you express yourself so beautifully, your symbols and your imagery and your ideas are just exquisite and I was reading through one of them. It wasn&#039;t what you weren&#039;t writing about it, but you were talking about Adam and Eve. And so, um so I wanna, and I, I don&#039;t want to take over, sorry, I just kind of want to bounce ideas back and forth because this is what I was saying about in this um opportunity to talk is that we can learn more. Do you know what I mean? It&#039;s I love engaging so that we can actually learn more that we both are bringing to it, right? And so, and so I want to be able to do that. But I was thinking about creation. I thought a lot about the order of creation because Paul says man was created first. Therefore, woman is inferior.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=35m33s 35:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=35m34s 35:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s ridiculous too because creation in general goes in order from sort of less intelligent to like, like it&#039;s first rocks, then plants, then animals, then man. And if you want to go in, if you want to claim order is important, well, woman comes next. So, you know, like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=35m51s 35:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: monkeys, men, women, so they don&#039;t want, they don&#039;t want to use that as their argument. They don&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=35m56s 35:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So it doesn&#039;t feel like order should be considered important in terms of greatness. But when I was reading your article kind of talking, well, another thing I&#039;ve thought about, I&#039;ve had people, um you know, I think it&#039;s easy to be, to be troubled about in Matthew where it says and in that day w want to them that are with child or that get suck in those days. And it sounds like what you&#039;re like picking on the nursing mothers and the pregnant women. And my real for that. So I&#039;m, I&#039;m these all come together. But my realization for that was, that is again, sort of like that interstate. Some of the temple that is the pinnacle of society, all of society is established so that a woman can bear and nurture Children in a protected safe way, right? Like we need all of these structures to be in place so that women and Children so that the race can be perpetuated in the most productive, positive way to move things forward.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=36m49s 36:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And of course, this is a major blessing for men. I mean, this does not leave them like they will be, they will be their happiest when their wife is very happy and and fulfilling, they will fulfill each other.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=37m00s 37:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I think that most men would agree that their goal is to keep their wife and Children safe and provided for it. Like a man doesn&#039;t want to see his home run down and his wife, right? Like a man like I know this is speaking very traditionally. But again, I&#039;m a traditional woman, right? I think that there is room to, it&#039;s not that everyone has to support these ideas, but this is where we came from and there is still beauty and value in the traditional, right? Not obviously, you and I are both vocal, smart, articulate women who believe that we can contribute things into this world in addition to motherhood, right? It&#039;s not so so. But anyway, I, I was like, oh, that verse in Matthew to me that says, well want to them that gives sex with a child. Mean when society is broken, that element of society that is most protected by a well structured society loses that protection. And it&#039;s true when, when things go to chaos, it is the pregnant women and nursing women with babies that are the most vulnerable, they&#039;re the most vulnerable. That&#039;s the point they require the most protection. I know as a like a nine month pregnant mom, you know, I&#039;m not gonna be defending myself.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=38m10s 38:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Well, I don&#039;t even go to Costco while I&#039;m pregnant. You need&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=38m14s 38:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: protection with their carts, right? So anyway, so bringing kind of that understanding back to the story of creation. I all of a sudden we were driving back home last night when I had this realization, I made my husband turn off his audio book. It was like funny. We were on a three hour drive. It&#039;s like, ok, listen to this, you know, but all of a sudden I was like creation, we could look at it and this is my new understanding of it in order of sort of the structure that was necessary to be established. To provide for the next level. Like there can&#039;t be, there can&#039;t be plants until there&#039;s light and dark and earth and water. Right? And there can&#039;t be animals until there&#039;s plants. And then once there are plants and animals, there can be man. Right? And there has to be a man for there to be. I, I mean, it&#039;s not in order of greatness but like a woman alone in the wilderness, right? Like a woman needs a man to be able to protect and provide and defend it. This is, I know the feminists are gonna be coming&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=39m09s 39:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: after you, Michelle, they&#039;re coming after you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=39m12s 39:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: This is how it came to me, right? And then so it kind of is in that, that that same order of structuring and enabling because when this structure is created, then there can be a woman and creation wasn&#039;t finished at that point because there needed to be a child, there needed to be pregnancy to get the purpose of creation was to enable pregnancy and child bearing period, right? That is the purpose of that entire creation story. And so anyway, that was a long way of going about it, but it just I loved how to be able to think about these things in useful ways.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=39m46s 39:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: So when you&#039;re when you&#039;re talking about the the the kind of the purpose of of it being a child, right? I&#039;ve started to see pregnancy and childbirth and and these these nurturing years as absolutely. Um, as ordinances even.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=40m02s 40:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I love how you, yeah, go ahead and talk about that because even Christ uses that language. It&#039;s so like Jesus and mothers I have known forever are like, they are engaged in the same work. They are absolute partners. There has to be the first part for there to be the second part. Yes. Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=40m19s 40:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: So there&#039;s this, there&#039;s this kind of overall purpose. Like we&#039;re not just supposed to come here and be tested. Like we&#039;re actually supposed to be growing and growing to be more like God. And so women become the first ones to really partner with God. Like every single one of us, everyone on earth was delivered from a court of bondage through the shedding of another&#039;s blood. It&#039;s like that&#039;s not accidental. Symbolism, right? No, that means something. We&#039;re supposed to learn something from that. And so like, as we participate in that process and you don&#039;t have to have Children to do it like you participated because you were delivered, right? Like we were delivered and we weren&#039;t delivered because of anything. We did. Like we didn&#039;t do anything to discern it. Yeah, we didn&#039;t earn it on any level, right? We were simply delivered out of love and reframing the way that I think about God in that way. And I&#039;m just like, I don&#039;t have to do anything, right? Like in my relationship, Eddie President Ken, I was like, I don&#039;t have to do anything. Right. God loves me and I&#039;m ok. So I don&#039;t just do my&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=41m26s 41:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: anything you don&#039;t have to earn or deserve it. It is.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=41m29s 41:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And I even saw Sister Holland recently passed away and I saw some little clip video of her saying something about, oh, you know, if I could go back in time and change one thing, it would be, I would, I, I used to just spin my wheels and try so hard and think I had to do everything and earn, earn God&#039;s love. And I, I realized, you know, eventually she realized I didn&#039;t. And I was like she has had that baptism of fire and the Holy ghost because when you have that, you&#039;re like, God loves everybody. We&#039;re all fine. At the same time, we&#039;ve got some changes to make. You know, it&#039;s like that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=42m08s 42:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I think we become motivated out of a desire to help like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=42m12s 42:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: no fear, no fear.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=42m14s 42:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: God love us so much and we love him because he first loved us, right? And when you feel that overwhelming love of God that you are first enabled to, you love God with all your heart, heart might mind and strength. And then you have the desire to say God, thank you for taking care of everything. I get wrong. How can I help you?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=42m33s 42:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: I get everything&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=42m35s 42:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=42m40s 42:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Yeah. One of my favorite comments. So, so I started a youtube channel actually let me do that quick. Story because so I, I was writing, I&#039;m going way out. We&#039;re just swinging, right? I&#039;m swinging back and forth. You just reminded me of this. OK, you just reminded me of this. So I was writing about polygamy, I wrote this thing about polygamy that was like witnesses that it&#039;s temporal right? And I, and I felt really that it was, you know, that was kind of where I was&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: what you mean by temporal right, kind of a necessary government&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=43m08s 43:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: necessary, not necessary just like it happens on this earth. Yes, but it&#039;s not happening, it&#039;s not happening. It&#039;s not what you mean. It&#039;s not eternal, it&#039;s not happening after this life. And I kind of after Carolyn Pearson&#039;s book um that, you know, when I started to see these witnesses, I really was like, oh it was just so clear. It was like God says this right, like this is from God because people can&#039;t change bodies in such a way as to, you know, I can misunderstand the message. But I was like, no, this is from God. Men are not, you know, many women don&#039;t go with one man like it&#039;s supposed to be 1 to 1. So I, I placed my faith that way and I started to feel so much light, just a lot of light in a place where I had never felt light, right? Like public gaming was always my just worst fear and the worst, I mean, it was just darkness always. And once I started to be like, wait a minute, I don&#039;t think it&#039;s, I don&#039;t think it happens after this life. It was like sunshine started coming in. Right. Ok. So much so that I think it was 2017 where family Thanksgiving dinner and I&#039;m like, I have an announcement and everyone thinks it&#039;s a baby. And I&#039;m like, no, no, no, it&#039;s not a baby if I die young or early or whatever. Nate is my husband&#039;s Nate and he&#039;s the best. He&#039;s the best. Um Nate is welcome to get remarried in the temple. And everyone&#039;s like, what? Because my family knows me. They&#039;re like, and I was like, because it&#039;s not gonna be happening. Like I don&#039;t know how right. We just say God will work it out and I&#039;m like, God will work it out so that there&#039;s no polygamy happening. Like I don&#039;t know&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=44m47s 44:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: how that I, I don&#039;t know how I&#039;m not bothered. You&#039;re like, God will work it out. So it&#039;s not happening.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=44m54s 44:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: It&#039;s not happening. I was like, I know it&#039;s not happening and I know that no one else can you know, see why I know that. But I know it. Like I knew it because the spirit had given me so much light like the fruits of the spirit, right? I was enjoying the fruits of the spirit and I&#039;m like great remarry. So my kids have a mother, wonderful, awesome. It&#039;s not gonna be my problem because that&#039;s just not how it&#039;s gonna work. I know that. And so I was just happy, I was like, ho my worst fear is just not there anymore. And so I just happily lived, but it was in 2020 when I started to feel like I was supposed to be doing something and, like, not have a child. So I started to just free. Right. And then polygamy emerged and I was like, ok, I guess, I guess it would be helpful. Like if, if we as women in the church were able to set aside our fear of polygamy or whatever, like whatever we want to call it. If we were able to just set it aside, then we could see who we are, right. We could see like we&#039;re actually partners, but we can&#039;t see ourselves as partners if we&#039;re like also presided over. Like that&#039;s just, I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: sorry. Right. It blocks so that those false traditions block so much light and knowledge and truth. Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=46m07s 46:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And I mean, just like thinking of the proclamation, the family proclamation, like we, you know, we would refer to it and we, you know, we have it up in our house and we would refer to it. But it was when I had Children that I was like, just a minute, you don&#039;t, you don&#039;t preside over when I give birth like you don&#039;t, you don&#039;t preside over when I nurse our babies. So you don&#039;t preside in a family. Like it was just like that&#039;s not something&#039;s wrong here. Like it&#039;s not changing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=46m30s 46:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: As I said before. I had to change the wording for myself. And this felt so much more inspired to me to say as equal partners, husband and wife preside over their families in love that all of a sudden fixed it for me. I was like fixed. We as equal partners preside together. Yeah. OK. How can you have equal partners? Where one presides over the other?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=46m51s 46:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: It doesn&#039;t. And I&#039;ve started to see it as the way I understand it. And so, so I was starting to write that, but the polygamy thing like it just kind of all of a sudden I saw this sort of different way of what we&#039;re talking about. And I was like, you know what, I&#039;m gonna write this and that was the matriarchal order and the ordinances of the flesh and the ma cheeking in the matrimonial order. So I was like, I&#039;m just gonna write this. And so, so, so this, I see it as we have an interdependent stewardship with stewardship, right? I&#039;m presiding over physics and he&#039;s presiding over spiritual, but we have to help each other as equal partners, right? Because there is a, a balance of power and authority and some of my gifts, maybe I have some spiritual gifts, but he has that spiritual authority and he has some physical, right? My husband is stronger than me. But I still am the one that actually bears the Children, right? So I have that authority to give life. And there&#039;s something very empowering about having your own Children because you realize like I just made a person, right? So it&#039;s hard to, to look at other men who&#039;s like, well, a woman made you and a woman made you and to say, yeah, you&#039;re over me. It&#039;s like no, I I made, I made you, you&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: came from a woman you came through, you came into this world. A woman literally gave you life&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=48m05s 48:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: and it doesn&#039;t make me better. But I&#039;m definitely not below.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=48m09s 48:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s just, it&#039;s kind of like what um Julie Hanks and I talked about like, it&#039;s just integral. It&#039;s just there is no hierarchy. It&#039;s just all interwoven on in this beautiful tapestry of, of um cooper operation without any hierarchy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=48m25s 48:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Hierarchy is the fallen world. Yes. It&#039;s a really fallen world type of situation and it doesn&#039;t serve us well. And it also doesn&#039;t create Zion, right? Zion&#039;s one heart and one mind and like that&#039;s the opposite of this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=48m40s 48:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, I just barely re listens to your um to your podcast on E I was listening to that on the City of Phoenix and it&#039;s beautiful. People should listen to that one. I mean, you know, I think it&#039;s great to get but, but this, that&#039;s exactly what I&#039;ve been trying to get. Like I did an episode on Zion, I mean, yeah, polygamy versus Zion. It&#039;s just like that one. Like we&#039;re never gonna get there this way&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=49m02s 49:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: is not the path. No,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=49m04s 49:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it requires an entire shift in mindset to seeing, truly seeing one another with, through the eyes of God, with love. Not like like this, the hierarchy requires you to see others as instruments in your right. That can be useful to you in some way&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=49m24s 49:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: or better than you and you need to defer to them&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: people do or you need to get, you know, you need to get something from them in one way or another. Either they can elevate you or you can use them to elevate yourself. That is not a God&#039;s that, that will never lead us to become a Zion people at&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=49m42s 49:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: all. No. And just to be clear and I know you feel this way too. I&#039;m not talking about church cos I think it&#039;s 100% appropriate to have a church calling that gives you responsibility over a situation, right? But that doesn&#039;t, that&#039;s not like light and truth is not bound by the church, right? We can&#039;t like box God in to our temple and be like, and that&#039;s the limit of God. It&#039;s like, no,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: no. Yeah. Well, oh, so, so that&#039;s a good thing to go to because I think in any way we, we can want to put people on pedestals, right? And so yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: it&#039;s comfortable for us because then we can look up to people and not have to connect to God&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=50m18s 50:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ourselves. It is the natural man. It is the natural man to want to be on pedestals and want to put others on pedestals, right? We want, we have that I wanna meet that celebrity or the, you know, because I&#039;ll feel important by connecting with them. And then if I can be on a pedestal, I can feel important. It&#039;s that need to feel important, which is an indication if we&#039;re ever feeling that it&#039;s an indication to us that we are lacking the love of God. In that moment, the love of God is the cure for that. When we feel the love of God, it takes that away, you know. And so I think that even as I like, it&#039;s not saying there&#039;s not room for stewardship and authority as a parent, I have a over my Children. But do I do that in a main in a means that serves me or serves them? Do I see myself as a servant to them? But not, not, not to worry myself, but to is my life dedicated to helping them be the very best people they can be or am I kind of like I want to get what I can from them, right? I want them to see me. And so I think the same is in any calling and we have the choice to say, hey bishop, you thank you for accepting that calling. Can I help. Right. We&#039;ll be like, oh, I want the bishop to notice me. So I&#039;ll get a big important point too. Right. You know, there&#039;s just a different way of approaching&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=51m30s 51:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: it or I don&#039;t know anybody who does that around here&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=51m35s 51:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: maybe. But, but also just the perspective of um of being able to say, oh, that calling does not feel right to me. I&#039;m, I&#039;m not gonna be able to accept that one. right? Or like anyway, it&#039;s just we can have structure. It&#039;s just the difference between approaching it as hierarchy. We can, we can be thankful that the bishop is serving and try to do what we can to help him without thinking he&#039;s more important and he&#039;s more righteous and he&#039;s more special, right? And we&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=52m03s 52:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: all here to help each other, right? That&#039;s what the book of Mormon tells us that all are like, absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=52m09s 52:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And we have different callings, different roles, different roles in every way. But yeah, the the woman that did your laundry is no less value. I mean, like, I maybe&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: more important than&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=52m23s 52:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like in my world. He&#039;s like, oh, I know your name. I know like you seem important to me. I&#039;m like, oh, you want to get to know the woman that like cleans my house. That&#039;s where, that&#039;s where God&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=52m33s 52:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: is. That&#039;s where God is. I agree. Well, so when I started, when I saw this other way of thinking about um not hierarchy, but like stewardship, right? I was just like, it honestly was very disorienting to me because I thought I was like this and then everything went sideways, right. But I feel like, actually I had been like this and everything straightened out because all of a sudden I was like, oh, women and men have like foundation, equal um stewardship in the plan and, and that extends all the way, right? All the way up to the throne.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=53m12s 53:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=53m14s 53:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And so when we, when we, so speaking about this like ordinances of the flesh concept that we were talking about, you can see whatever priest ordinances you wanna name, you can find a match in our physical bodies and what we receive from women or our mothers. And that just like when I started to see that it just blew my mind because I knew right? Birth and baptism are are comparable and the savior says that himself, right? He talks about with Nicodemus, you must, you must be born again. And it&#039;s like, ok, so that means you also must be born, right? And we know that because our theology is that you have to have a body, but we don&#039;t like you have to have a body and it&#039;s like you also have to get your body from a woman. Like that&#039;s no&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=53m58s 53:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: one can be born again unless they&#039;re first born. Is what I say, right? That partnership there is.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: Yeah. And we&#039;re uncomfortable, I think calling using the language of ordinance. But I think, well, if you look at the definition of ordinance, it&#039;s a formal act. Oh, boy, I can&#039;t remember but it&#039;s a formal act that, that um whatever it is, it ties you to God or it&#039;s something that&#039;s formal and it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=54m22s 54:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah, well, in a way, in a, in a way really the um gospel ordinances which I think are all symbolic. It&#039;s all symbolic to describe things that happen spiritually. So I, as I said, spiritual ordinances, right are all shadows and representations of the pre existing physical ordinances, right? You are first born in water and blood and the spirit for you are reborn. Being reborn is an echo of the previous like like the, the naval mark. I think you talk about that like you have the naval mark, which is a sign of our being nurtured by our mother.&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: It&#039;s a token, right? It&#039;s a physical, it&#039;s a physical to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=55m04s 55:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in the body. So any naval mark we add after that is an echo is a reverberation of that preexist physical mark. And one of my favorite things you talk about is the one gospel that has never been removed from the earth. Is this physical, this woman&#039;s gospel of the flesh, this physical gospel that gives us the pre existing symbols and ordinances that then can be echoed and further enlightened by the further spiritual ordinances. Like that&#039;s so profound.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=55m34s 55:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: We under we under appreciate the book of Moses because there&#039;s some amazing stuff in there. And that&#039;s one of the things that I just had never. And when I tried to figure out what do people say about this? People just don&#039;t say much. There&#039;s this verse, oh, it&#039;s in, it&#039;s in the paper, but there&#039;s this verse that basically says, um, that these, this gospel was, was pronounced to be on the earth until the end thereof. And how, like, that&#039;s weird because we know there&#039;s been apostasy. So what is the only gospel that&#039;s been on the earth from the beginning of, you know, from Adam, because it says Adam received all these things by ordinance and this gospel was preached and declared to be on the earth until the end thereof. And I was like, that&#039;s not, that&#039;s not what we&#039;re talking. That&#039;s not baptism. That&#039;s something else because it hasn&#039;t been on the earth. And so that&#039;s when I was like, oh, it&#039;s what we do. It&#039;s our, it&#039;s the gospel that women administer. Yeah. And that also is one of those things that we just, we as members of the church, I think sometimes people um in their process of leaving, they&#039;re like we say, you know, you have to do these things. But like the whole entire world in the history of time has had such a tiny percentage of people who have known about like baptism and these specific ordinances through this specific authority. And so like, what&#039;s the what that doesn&#039;t make sense if there&#039;s a loving God and it&#039;s like, guess what? We all every received the ordinances that symbolize Christ, right? Like birth is a symbol of what Christ did for us. And then you think about receiving the holy ghost and it&#039;s like, well, who gives us the light of Christ that we say every person on earth receives? It&#039;s just like, yeah, they receive it from their mothers because they receive it through touch, right? And we if Children&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=57m19s 57:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: are the laying out of hands and you how a mother lays her hand like right? It&#039;s that touch that brings them to no love. To know the embrace, the loving embrace of God is an echo of the loving embrace of a mother. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: if Children aren&#039;t touched, they die, they die, they have to touch a child or they die. It&#039;s not an&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=57m40s 57:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: option and and then to be nurtured with breast milk, which is so symbolic of so, but I think&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: that that&#039;s our parallel to, I don&#039;t know if I wrote that. I think as I&#039;ve worked it out, I&#039;m like, you know what? I think that lactation and breastfeeding that that&#039;s the parallel to the sacrament, right? Because you ingest, you ingest something that gives you power, right? And it and it connects you and you have to receive it right? Like you have to choose to receive it. If a baby doesn&#039;t try to nurse, then hes gonna die right. It&#039;s a dance.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And I do think that&#039;s also like I, there, there&#039;s, there&#039;s more I want to understand about like our, our eternal idea of mother when I say eternal, I mean, from this earth, we&#039;ve always talked about mother earth, right in a way as we are nursed by our mother, we are nursed and nurtured by the earth for all of our stuff, everything. And there is some beautiful power to that that I want to understand better as well.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=58m34s 58:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Like that&#039;s something I&#039;ve been, I&#039;ve been work. I I said it aside because polygamy came up because I was like, why don&#039;t, why can&#039;t we see? Like why can&#039;t we see it? And then at some point I realized, oh, it&#039;s polygamy like that is a full wall in front of us. We cannot see who women are if we, if we think that they&#039;re these like the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: heroes,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=58m59s 58:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: millions, right? So I was working on a mother earth thing but then I was like, hang on now and then you, this is what you had that one episode where people had been emailing your steak president and you were just like, I&#039;m not trying to and I was like, I&#039;m sorry, I, I am not leaving her by herself to do this. Like I&#039;m just, I&#039;m, I&#039;m jumping in. I do not want to do youtube. I have braces. Like when I got my braces, people in L A were like drinking hand sanitizer duct taping our faces. No one was gonna see it. Right? And then all of a sudden I put my face on youtube. So that was, that was an act of love for you because I was like, Michelle is not gonna be all alone. Like you&#039;ve got a couple of state presidents to email now so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=59m43s 59:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: easy, isn&#039;t it? I basically, I have said like my superpower is being able to just step in the biggest pile of whatever. And like that is the superpower to have people calling for my excommunication and be like the number one punching bag of some of the most prominent anti mormons. Like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m00s 1:00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: and have people say you&#039;re why I&#039;m staying, it&#039;s just like, ok, wow,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m04s 1:00:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m super confused. So, so thank you for jumping into the frame and I do think the more ideas, the more the more brains working on these things, you know, because&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m15s 1:00:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: nobody knows all of it. Like we&#039;re none of us are like, oh, I&#039;ve got the whole solution. It&#039;s just like we just bring as much as we can, right? Because God&#039;s inspiring all of us&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m24s 1:00:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and it really is each of us interacting with one another that makes us, makes us learn more always. That&#039;s how, that&#039;s why we&#039;re designed to learn. They did gather together off to discuss the good work of God, right? That&#039;s how it&#039;s supposed to be. And so back to these ideas of the, the symbolism that I guess I would say the gospel of marriage and, and procreation like that. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m46s 1:00:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: mean, we can call it. Yes. I think actually it could be called priestess. I know that makes people uncomfortable. But it&#039;s like, well, you know, Joseph Smith did talk about making a kingdom of priests and priestesses. And it, and, and also when we, when we read about priesthood, right? President Nelson was like, please study priesthood. And I, when he gives counsel, I think, yeah, I&#039;m gonna, I&#039;m gonna do that and it, it bears good fruit in my life. So, so as he said to study priesthood, I was doing that and it just jumped off right at me right away. I was like, oh, I have priesthood, right? Because it&#039;s not priesthood isn&#039;t just an authority, it&#039;s a power, right? And so if you just kind of like, if you want to name things, I think priesthood is a good name for the authority that women have and the power that&#039;s our physical power, right? It&#039;s our physical power is priests so that everybody walks around this world with, right? And some of us are, are hindered because they haven&#039;t been nurtured very well as Children and that can, that can harm people. Um But when we read about priesthood continuously in the scriptures, it talks about priesthood as being after the order of the Son of God. And that was something where I was like after the order. So priesthood isn&#039;t the order of, of the Son of God. And I was like, well, what is the order of the Son of God? That&#039;s an echo. And it was one day while I was in the temple. It just right there. Somebody just yelled it out. I mean, it was, it was just being said, right? But I heard it, I was like the holy order of matrimony that the order of God because it&#039;s this equal balance of priesthood and priestess hood. And so I think that the word we&#039;re looking for in this equal partnership is matrimony, right? The matrimonial order is that a man and a woman partnered and it&#039;s not a right to bring in and yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m40s 1:02:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. And I, we should just give the caveat. So people that are feeling like I always, you know that there are people that are single or people that aren&#039;t parents. And so just that&#039;s always just know that you always have our hearts. We&#039;re not trying to minimize. And it&#039;s so difficult to talk about any of these things because there are true orders that don&#039;t work for anybody, right? And I mean, they don&#039;t work for everybody. It&#039;s not, they do work for everybody. Everybody was born through this order. But I learn, you don&#039;t all need to carry it out to be participating in it and recipients of it and no one&#039;s less valid or more valid. But at the same time, we can&#039;t set aside the patterns and the teachings of God. Right? Like, like, hopefully we can heal ourselves enough to, you know, like I&#039;ve had to learn to, um, I, um, it was just, oh, see, sorry, I&#039;m still kind of a mess but it was just my, um, little 13th, um, baby&#039;s birthday and I got a birth announcement of a little girl born on her birthday that is a healthy, beautiful little girl. You know, and I have to heal to the point that I can be genuinely happy for my friends that had a baby rather than let my pain make it. So I can&#039;t be happy for them. Right? So I unders we all need to go through that process. So anyway, I just want, it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m55s 1:03:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: takes, it takes time and I mean, yeah, like it&#039;s legitimate to have those feelings. And when I say matrimonial order and I think it, I my single girlfriends, I&#039;m like, yeah, they&#039;re a part of it because it means that they&#039;re equal. This doesn&#039;t mean a husband and wife are over, over like others. It means that women have been, you know, brought up to where men are and we see each other&#039;s gifts and talents and stewardship as fundamentally equal. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m30s 1:04:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, it&#039;s helping us understand more who we are not roping us into what we have to do or what we have to be. That&#039;s that. So, and,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m38s 1:04:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: and I think also we, we, our traditions have given us a scarcity mindset where we think, well, there aren&#039;t gonna be, there&#039;s gotta be seven women for every man and it&#039;s just like, that&#039;s not God. Jesus is like a, a couple loaves, a couple of fishes and loaves and ta, I mean, perpetual abundance. God is abundant. We don&#039;t have to worry or like game the system and be like, you know, I know we were supposed to be 1 to 1 but if we don&#039;t do it, then this is like, no, no, God&#039;s gonna handle that. Like we&#039;re gonna be fine. Got&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m11s 1:05:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it. Yeah. And also the scarcity mindset of thinking if I&#039;m not this, I&#039;m less than or if I have pain in these days and like the like no, the abundance mindset of if I love God and do what I am inspired to do in this life, things are gonna rock, things are awesome. So that like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m29s 1:05:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: and God needs people in all kinds of situations, right? Like I, I thought just personally, right, I had always assumed that if you like were willing to have more babies, like if you ask God&#039;s gonna say yes, but that&#039;s just always what happens. So, right. So I was personally very surprised that God was like, no, don&#039;t have any more babies to someone who is willing and it really, it really changed the whole way. I was like, you know what? And however people live their lives, I&#039;m gonna just give them space because maybe this person maybe they being single or having one child or any of these different configurations are actually what God wants for them in this life and that they&#039;re gonna be happiest in that situation and they shouldn&#039;t try to force something that&#039;s, that&#039;s not what God wants. It doesn&#039;t feel right to their heart. So I just give so much space for people and when I talk about matrimonial order, this is not an exclusive thing. It&#039;s, it&#039;s actually inclusive that, right? We&#039;re um I know that we&#039;re kind of at a time when we&#039;re like, no, there&#039;s multiple genders. But if you know, if you want to say there&#039;s men and there&#039;s women, then that brings every everyone gets brought in.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m36s 1:06:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. OK. And, and it goes back to the point of everybody was born through this, right? This is how we receive life. And so yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: we can&#039;t deny that. And when we deny, when we deny that, then we really have confusion and, and it&#039;s very sad.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m52s 1:06:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I think so. And in a way, you know, I mean, I like again, avoiding judging people and being sympathetic to everyone I think is wonderful. At the same time asserting truth. There are men and there are women and that teaches us internal internal truth. And in a way, the more we learn about how essential that is, the less likely we are to be deceived by these by blendings by, you know, because in like I I in some ways think that our kids that are struggling with transgender issues are victims of this confusion. They&#039;re not, we have&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m25s 1:07:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: a lot of confusion. Yeah. And I do feel sad that in the church, sorry, go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, I just, I feel like rather than looking at people that are in this transgender movement as the perpetrators, we need to see them as the victims of it. That&#039;s like maybe they wouldn&#039;t like that either. But that&#039;s like my heart goes out to people that are truly suffering through all of this confusion that has been intentionally sown by the enemy of our souls, right? Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: I feel like my priority has because I live in L A and there&#039;s just so much right? There&#039;s just so many different things. And so for me, it&#039;s been helpful personally to just let people and I know you do too just to let people be and let them live their lives. But I think looking at my own house like like my own house, I can&#039;t, I don&#039;t feel comfortable going out and telling other people&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m13s 1:08:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: what you believe people and the way God in us to. But for me, it&#039;s like in the city surrounded by polygamous show and so many polygamists and like, I&#039;m like, I&#039;m sitting there praying like Lord, what do you want me to do? Because of course, I want to say go watch 100 and 32. But like my heart is breaking all these girls and, you know, but I just like, smiled at them and tried to say hi and, you know, like, it&#039;s just the same thing. It&#039;s like how, how we try to show up with, with everybody and, and follow the Lord because some people may be ready to hear something. But if I go preaching or start judging, that&#039;s not any good for anybody.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m00s 1:09:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m02s 1:09:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: with everything that takes, that detracts from what God established. You know, our job is to love and to believe truth.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m11s 1:09:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: And I do feel like we have to clean up the mess in our own house first. Like that would be, will be best served because I personally feel very called to um speak on a secular level about the autonomy of women, young women, especially, right? Like that, I think that that polygamy and, and, and then on the other side, um some of the sexual things that are promoted in society harm girls and women&#039;s sexuality so much. And I think that God made us to enjoy it, to love it. And I want them to be able to love that and the way society is, is serving their sexual is, is terrible and polygamy is part of that. So it&#039;s like I wanna go outside and talk about that, but I can&#039;t do that with this mess that we have. Like I need to make my own personal views. No, we don&#039;t have to change it on an institutional level, but I can&#039;t go out secular and have someone say, well, how can you say that? Look at what your own church believes? It&#039;s like, no, no, I am on record. Not only do I not believe it, but I will show you through scripture why this is not of God. And most importantly, I want my daughters to know it. Right. I&#039;ve got a daughter who just turned 12. Nobody is ever going to tell her that she could be one of many wives and blah, blah, blah. No way, no way. Right. She will know nothing more than her mom knew, right? Her mom knew and her mom showed why this is not her destiny.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m36s 1:10:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I love and you know what I love that. My sons know it as much as my daughters too because so easy to fall into the traps of like, like men that have said they thought, well, maybe one day I&#039;ll have a wife who will, you know, love me or will be, this will be this like a turn way to yourself or men who do to their, the detriment of their own ss begin to exercise unrighteous Dominion or start to put themselves because that&#039;s what they&#039;re taught, right? It discerns everybody. So to be able to have this mindset of understanding the beauty of this equality, this intermingling and equality where men and women are both so precious in the sight of God, I think is, it&#039;s just, it fills your soul with light rather than darkness like you described. So it will change&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m28s 1:11:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: our marriages. It will. Because when I, even though my husband knew my pain and would never have, um, like treaded on that and he actually proposed a plan before we got engaged. So I was like, I can&#039;t, like, I can&#039;t get engaged. I can&#039;t marry someone knowing that this could happen to me. Like, I don&#039;t know how you&#039;re gonna solve this, but like, I can&#039;t do that. Like I can&#039;t give myself to someone. Um, and I was just like, good luck, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m53s 1:11:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: because&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m53s 1:11:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: I know you&#039;ll say it right. But that doesn&#039;t mean that you won&#039;t just change your mind. And so he ended up, he thought about it and he was like, ok, I mean, this is really personal and so if you&#039;re a latter, they say this, this sort of thing makes sense. Um, to us, right? And he&#039;s like, ok, how about this? You know, I don&#039;t wanna get remarried like I wanna be with you. But if you died, how about I wouldn&#039;t, you know, date or get remarried unless you came to me in a dream and told me that you wanted me to do that. And I was like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m23s 1:12:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah, yeah. Yeah, that&#039;ll,&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: that&#039;ll work. So, like I felt personally secure, you know, that that wasn&#039;t gonna accidentally be my future. But then when I redirected my faith toward what God says about marriage. Right. All of a sudden my marriage was, like, way better, way better because I was like, I&#039;m, it. Right. Like, that&#039;s a hand and I felt there&#039;s a part of women where, where sometimes we can say like, well, maybe, you know, he&#039;ll end up with someone else, he&#039;ll love her more. And so we keep some emotional distance from our husbands because we&#039;re like, well, he might like someone else better. Maybe, you know, I won&#039;t have to deal with this or whatever. But if you&#039;re like, I&#039;m it and you&#039;re like, I&#039;m it. So we better deal with these things and I am gonna open my heart and all of it&#039;s messy and, and just all of it like you&#039;ll just, you can know it all right because I&#039;m in it for you. So there&#039;s just like it changes everything, it changes sexuality together, all for the better, all of it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m23s 1:13:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s so true making it so that this one marriage we have is all we have ideally, right? So make it the best, make it the very best we can, right? And, but you talk about, I mean, any thoughts of competitiveness or insecurity in bed, what a way to ruin a genuine sex life, right? And, and even if like if the women feel like they need to perform, to outcompete each other, that is not good for them. There is no real bonding that takes place there. It&#039;s just, it destroys everything So instead, like polygamy turned you away from marriage in profound ways, turned you away from the other sex, turned you away from God. Whereas this, this matrimonial order, the holy matrimonial order turned you toward each other and to God in this beautiful found way that is the ideal, not claiming it&#039;s easy, right? Like, certainly marriage is not easy. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m20s 1:14:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: not easy to become one with someone, not at all.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. But to be able to be turned toward each other working on that is so, so beautiful and so different. And so, yeah, it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m31s 1:14:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: worth the wrestle. It&#039;s worth it. It&#039;s worth it to. I just think our marriages would be so blessed if we would hark to the voices of women, right? I was just reading in the, in the resurrection story that Christ appears to the women, which I think is another thing we&#039;re like so interesting when he has his renewed body, women are the ones, right? That&#039;s one more, one more little thing where you&#039;re like, ok, so there&#039;s some authority.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m54s 1:14:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: The first, the first prophets of the resurrection. They were the first ones and&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: he told them to go witness and they did and then they were like uh idol tales. And then when Jesus sees them, he&#039;s like, you fools. So when will we believe the witnesses have win?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m12s 1:15:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I maybe I&#039;ve mentioned this before. And so if I have remind me and um but, but still today, like, like when I was expecting my 13th who just had her birthday. Um, it was so hard because I didn&#039;t know if she would be able to be born alive. Um, because with&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: her 12 had, had passed, had&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m30s 1:15:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: passed away and I knew her family that they were meant to be sisters and wanted to stay together. That was the, um, that was the first thing I learned when I, you know, from they, they came to me together and I knew how much they wanted to be together. And so the thought of, um, well, so our official church stands is if a child is stillborn, they, what they say is we don&#039;t know, we don&#039;t know if that child is yours. A stillborn child. And I, I went through that was part of my rage like when I was again going to leave the church because I was like, I know any mother who has had a stillborn nose. It&#039;s not that we&lt;br /&gt;
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Gwendolyn Wyne: have even a miscarriage, even a miscarriage, you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m10s 1:16:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: know. Right. It&#039;s not that, it&#039;s not that we don&#039;t like I, my daughter has come to me multiple times. I know who she is and I know that she&#039;s mine. And so it&#039;s not that we don&#039;t know, it&#039;s that you won&#039;t listen to the people who are, who have the stewardship to receive that revelation, to receive that truth. So you can say we don&#039;t know and it&#039;s a lie. It&#039;s not true. We know you just won&#039;t listen to us. You know, like we need to elevate the voices of women. We need to give the um women the, the a I mean, anyway, that like we are so off balance. I like how you did it. You&#039;re so like, I, I don&#039;t mean to get heated but I can&#039;t tell you not to. But I, because I, that was part of my, I am not iii I can&#039;t describe how much these two girls wanted to stay together. And that was part of my understanding that, you know, and so to know that on our church records, we might have my 12th and not my 13th was not acceptable. I was like, I will, I will take our records off of the church rather than that not be the reality. I will not of my family that does not include both of my little girls, you know. And so yeah. Right. And, and that was, I mean, she was born alive. That was the hope I was given to be able to pray for. So we got to have her for two hours and it didn&#039;t, it wasn&#039;t the problem, but it did again awaken me to a whole other area where it&#039;s like you need women, you need women&#039;s revelation, you need women&#039;s voices, you need the priestesses. And if you don&#039;t have them, you don&#039;t have the true gospel. Like we don&#039;t have them. We&#039;re not, we don&#039;t have what we need for Zion until this gets fixed, right? Until this, until we bring it more into the fulfill, um, the full alignment with what God has given us. I hope I didn&#039;t just speak too strongly that I&#039;m tapping back into that. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m02s 1:18:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: understand. It&#039;s hard not to. I also had a miscarriage. Um Well, so yours wasn&#039;t? I had a miscarriage. I also had a, um, a spiritual understanding of my child. Um We, like, I ended up having a miscarriage, like on the day that we moved, I started bleeding and I was like, you know, I was praying and I was like, I can&#039;t not move today. Like I, I can&#039;t lay down. I&#039;m so sorry. Like I have no idea what to do. I was just, I, it was, it was with what would have been my fourth, but it ended up not being my fourth. But I felt this impression that this child was so excited to have a body and so excited to be here and it was just super clear and I was like, ok, it&#039;s going to be ok, you know, like I can and I didn&#039;t go crazy. I wasn&#039;t lifting heavy things, but I still had um three small Children. It was like, ah, six. It was like 531, you know, it was very little and we were moving and so I was still in my feet and then I ended up miscarrying and I was like, oh, I don&#039;t understand. I thought it was gonna, I thought this child was excited to come get a body. And I realized that in the process the child had come, had received some portion of that child&#039;s body. Ok? Not that it didn&#039;t. But what&#039;s interesting to me? I think so. So when you talk about like we don&#039;t know but we do know, I think, ok, I try to give and I&#039;m not saying you don&#039;t, I just, I am frankly so relieved to know that polygamy is not what&#039;s happening like that God is not in that, so relieved, right? That I it just took all my anger away. I was like, not mad at all. I was just like, like you&#039;re all wrong. Oh Wonderful. Like I&#039;m just so happy and grateful that I just couldn&#039;t. And I know that there&#039;s still like anger there when we process like it&#039;s part of the grieving process of like what happened to our ancestors and what they believed and all of that. But I just have been kind of living in this gratitude, right? And so one of so when it&#039;s like, I&#039;m in, in some ways, I&#039;m really grateful that they say that the leaders say we don&#039;t know about things because I&#039;m like, good. We should say we don&#039;t know when we don&#039;t know, we should say it because then it does give space for us to say how can we know? You know, like, yeah, I&#039;m I&#039;m glad that they don&#039;t say we know because it&#039;s like they don&#039;t, they don&#039;t. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m25s 1:20:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. I read&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m27s 1:20:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: that. They say they don&#039;t know. Right. And they say they also say that now about polym too. Right. If you look like we used to say this then that, I mean, we&#039;ve been all over the map but the current thing is like, do not speculate, we don&#039;t know. And President Oakes said that in his trust in the Lord, which I know, but he said it, he said, we don&#039;t know. And I was like, we don&#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m48s 1:20:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I know you don&#039;t, it&#039;s kind of, it&#039;s kind of a Yeah, I like that. I think, I think when I have&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m55s 1:20:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: space, it gives us space to say, you say you don&#039;t know. And President Nelson has asked women to speak up. Yes. So I will.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m06s 1:21:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK. I&#039;m gonna take it. I like that. I like how you flipped that because I think what I was hearing was we know that we don&#039;t know as in like, like this answer is not to be had. Do you know what I mean about about like uh still, still&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m22s 1:21:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: I think it,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m24s 1:21:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I think it&#039;s better to acknowledge it as them acknowledging and admitting lack of understanding, which means OK, there&#039;s room for more understanding. So we&#039;ll just keep providing that greater understanding until&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m37s 1:21:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: right? And we were told no matter what you&#039;re calling to speak up. And so like there are different ways we can take, we can take it as like we&#039;re gonna show them or we could be like, you know what? These are our brothers and they say they don&#039;t know. And we want, we want to be a Zion people and we don&#039;t know what people are thinking in their heart of hearts. Like, who knows? Right. So we&#039;ll just take, take people at their word and we&#039;ll share and assume, assume, you know, assume the best.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m05s 1:22:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? I love it. And I have to say that like the way my heart was healed um after this whole experience, like I do feel so thankful to not be angry like I, I do just feel so much gratitude to be called to this, right? Like I was, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m25s 1:22:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: was so awkward but but I&#039;m also like, first of all, I don&#039;t want to do this. I want to do any of this. But then I&#039;m like if God had said we&#039;ve got to mess down there is unwilling to put themselves out there in a very nice way, I&#039;d be like, yeah. Oh yeah, I want to help with this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m42s 1:22:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. Like it&#039;s not gonna be perfect, but we&#039;re gonna try and yeah, and I do feel that to approach it with love is so much better than with judgment and just like we&#039;re talking about. And so I, I know I got, I, I did struggle through 2020 2021. Those were bad, bad years with what I was so angry at the church. Like, you know, after I, after all of my previous anger and all the things I&#039;ve worked through and I&#039;d always stayed and then to have all of that happen, happen those year I those years I was angry. So, but now I am so thankful to where, you know, I know a lot of people are struggling in every direction. like um am I staying in the church? Am I leaving the church? Am I, you know, people are leaving the church for every reason and I was just thinking about it again the other night and I was like the church has so much power there, so much wealth, there&#039;s so much um organization, there&#039;s so, you know, and to be able to be part of that and trying to help, help it be the best it can and show up the best way I can in it is not bad. You know, I really hope that more and more people will if, if they feel like that&#039;s where they&#039;re supposed to be that they&#039;ll be willing to consider that. It&#039;s a beautiful, beautiful place to be, to be able to do a lot of good, you know, like I&#039;m here until they won&#039;t have me and I hope that never happens.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m00s 1:24:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Right? I know we&#039;ll see we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m04s 1:24:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: have room for hope and you know, and in any case, there&#039;s room for hope because this is God&#039;s plan. It&#039;s that. But even hope for the church. I, I have hope, I hope&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m13s 1:24:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: I have a lot of hope too, which is crazy because it&#039;s like, look at like, how, how can you, I mean, it&#039;s a totally insane thing to say. But when you get something from God, you&#039;re like, well, now I know it and if we as a church believe in truth, then we can know it too. Like nothing is impossible.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m32s 1:24:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely. And that&#039;s what I was explaining to the people. Like, look like president. Well, first of all, we ended polygamy and yes, that was with outside pressure, but we did it right. We did&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m42s 1:24:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: it because we were almost destroyed. And what is the, I mean, when people were almost destroyed,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m51s 1:24:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? But we ended that. But then President M Kimble, if you read the, the article that his son wrote about Edward Kimball wrote about his father&#039;s process, he didn&#039;t do that because of the outside pressure or at least not at all solely or even mainly because of the outside pressure. He did it because he learned more. Right. And so he changed that we&#039;ve changed. We are becoming more transparent, painfully slowly with a lot of backward steps and, you know, it never feels like it&#039;s enough. But the fact that we have gone so far and like you said, I mean, we&#039;ve been everywhere on polygamy. We&#039;ve been everywhere on it. It&#039;s insane how many different stats we&#039;ve had on polygamy. So how is it impossible to hope for one more stats that eventually, which&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m37s 1:25:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: is almost like a return to the beginning.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m40s 1:25:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It was never of God. Just like if everybody has always taught, just like the book of Mormon, our book of Scripture teaches and just like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m48s 1:25:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Rosa Smith and Hiram Smith taught publicly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m50s 1:25:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. All the public teaching, it would, it would help, it would clear up so much confusion and even 132 says not a house of confusion. Right. Well, then we need to get rid of a lot of 132 if we want to get rid of the confusion.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m05s 1:26:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: I mean, that to me is like that may happen in generations. The thing that can happen right now is our hearts like everyone can see it because some of these bureaucratic things are like, I mean, that is turning the ship and that is slow, slow, slow, but you don&#039;t have to wait for, for scriptures to be modified or anything like you can just find out now. But I wanted, I wanted to say something about when we were talking about this like, you know, if women know something and, and, and men don&#039;t or the the leaders of the church don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m37s 1:26:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ken. It&#039;s women stewardship. Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m39s 1:26:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Right. And um and I just like, I&#039;ve become so grateful that I feel like the the leaders don&#039;t want to don&#039;t want to go directions where they&#039;re just like, we don&#039;t know. So I&#039;m like, ok, so something interesting that I noticed is, or that I sort of put together after I started to understand women&#039;s stewardship over the flesh, right? That these are ordinances that we administer that we receive. Like everyone has to receive these from a woman. I noticed that we don&#039;t do um any spiritual ordinances for Children who die before the age of accountability. And I was like, that&#039;s funny because Christ said you had to, you know, like you have to, you must to enter into the Kingdom of God,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m19s 1:27:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you must be baptized,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m20s 1:27:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: must be baptized. So I was like, if he says you must be baptized, but we&#039;re not doing it. Like, why aren&#039;t we doing it? And as I kept thinking, I thought, oh, they&#039;re p but they haven&#039;t received their first ordinances. They have to receive those first ordinances first, like through all the way, right to maturation. So it&#039;s not like you&#039;re just born, you&#039;re just touched, you just are, you know, just like in the temple, you, when you&#039;re a baby, you receive a name, you&#039;re anointed when you&#039;re born and um you&#039;re washed all those things and and you attach like those are the beginning steps of a process, right? Like you don&#039;t just, you&#039;re not just baptized and you&#039;re done, right? And nurturing, right? Men should be providing that nurturing to our spiritual ordinances. And we also nurture Children. And so it takes time. So I think this is the wild speculation. But I think, oh perhaps um this, this next segment the millennium is that time when we get to finish administering these ordinances to all the Children who were not able to receive them to maturation and then they will be able to receive their spiritual ordinances. So there&#039;s just things where it&#039;s like we don&#039;t know these things we can once we start adding in pieces of like, ok, women do have authority over this, we can start to sort of play it out a little bit and, and just, I mean, it&#039;s not essential to understand, but it&#039;s interesting to plug it in and see how it kind of checks off. So it&#039;s like, OK, that would actually, that would actually make sense and that would answer why we don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m51s 1:28:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: do that. OK. That&#039;s really interesting. And, and what I, what I kind of am gathering also as we&#039;re talking is just this, like how you said that polygamy is this wall that blocks light and truth and greater learning. And so that&#039;s one of these beautiful promises like each of us individually as we let go of that false tradition. And I, I think it&#039;s, I think it is a repentance process, right? Because things change and we do that, that readjustment that realigning, that causes discomfort, the repent is part of the repentance process. But as we are willing to do that, my goodness, the heavens open for light and knowledge to be poured out, we learn so much more. So each of us individually that are willing to step into that realm of receiving so much more truth and understanding that that is a beautiful promise of benefits. So outweigh the cost. And I do think the more of us that do that individually, the more likely and the more quickly it will happen on a grander scale. And when it happens on a grander scale, even if it&#039;s just a bunch of us coming together with that light of knowledge or you don&#039;t like, like who does that is how we become a Zion people. That is how we begin to establish Zion is step out of falsehood into truth. And in that process allowing the heavens to open, to pour out light and truth onto our heads. And so I think that&#039;s not like just all of these discussions that will continue as we all do. This is what I think is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m21s 1:30:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: beautiful. And I think that our, our knowledge and understanding of our mother in heaven is contingent upon us letting go of, right? We have to let go because every you, you can&#039;t find one article written about heavenly mother that allows comments with or video that doesn&#039;t have at least one where people are like well, since we know that many wives is a celestial principle, how do we know we don&#039;t have many? And it was just like stop please stop. It&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m51s 1:30:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I just had someone say that to me last month and I was like, I really, really, really. Yeah, it scares&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m57s 1:30:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: me. It scares me Michelle because I think I believe that the savior is coming and if he shows up and our hearts are like, maybe we have many heavenly mothers, maybe this is the time that all the virgins who are the young women get to be ours. Like we&#039;re holding&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m14s 1:31:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: this in heart. Yeah, it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m16s 1:31:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: is gonna be so bad for us like we hold this. We can&#039;t, we we like for our own. So we have to consider consider letting it go because we he&#039;ll show like we won&#039;t be able to make the change that fast. Right? Well, and I think it&#039;s even we can&#039;t change just like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m34s 1:31:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that, right? And we know from a fact just like you said, it&#039;s written in the earth, like the whole history of the earth. We know for a fact that polygamy brings covenant curses. The entire history of the restoration shows that if we don&#039;t even need to go back to David and Solomon, right? And so more&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m53s 1:31:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: when you look at the flood, when you look at what was said about the flood, they took them wives as many as they cho or you know, as they, as they chose. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m01s 1:32:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like, and even that like you said, the creation like with Adam and Eve, like they were not polygamist, but it was beginning to be had among the land starting out with late like Satan always gets in there. This is such a beautiful, not what am I saying? Such a brilliant, diabolically brilliant way to destroy what God God has established, right? The commandment of God of Adam and Eve. So it&#039;s always going to show up. But it concerns me because a because as we go into these sort of uncertain, increasingly uncertain times, seems like a lot of people are turning more toward polygamy as it&#039;s like, if they think that Jesus is coming, we need to start living these laws and it&#039;s still there. So, more and more people are turning this way, which means they&#039;re going to bring the covenant curses upon their heads and, and bring more sorrow and despair. It&#039;s kind of like saying, hey, we need to establish utopia, let&#039;s go live communism, the exact same thing like that, right? But no, you&#039;re going the wrong way wrong. You turn, oh, cut back, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m00s 1:33:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: and we came out, we keep thinking like, oh, we, we read polygamy in, as I&#039;ve heard you say before and there&#039;s some vagaries and we&#039;re like, oh, probably because they were polygamists and it&#039;s like, what if you just read it and see what it&#039;s saying? Right? Like it might like we get all hung up on words and it&#039;s like, well, polygamy didn&#039;t even become a word until I think the 16 hundreds. It&#039;s like the scriptures aren&#039;t gonna call it polygamy. They&#039;re gonna have to call it something else&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m25s 1:33:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like many wives and concubines or many other possibilities&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m29s 1:33:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: would be. Or they just straight out, say as the book of Mormon says that this man who covenanted with Satan took two wives and he&#039;s the first guy to do it and that these abominations and works of darkness began to spread and it&#039;s like, well, I think that&#039;s kind of clear. So we&#039;re calling it an abomination,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m46s 1:33:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? I think the book of Mormon calls it an abomination and menu is the Con Minds, the book, right? It&#039;s the book of Moses that calls it also an abomination as it to be had. So all of these things, we need to pay attention to them. So qui and tell us what else you&#039;re up to. What, what are you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m05s 1:34:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: saying right now? So I was kind of, I was saying I was starting kind of a mother earth thing, but I was like, no, I think we like, we can&#039;t see anything until we, we let go of polygamy. And so for a while I was thinking, you&#039;re, you&#039;re doing it, you know, like you&#039;ve got it, I&#039;m gonna be, I&#039;m writing, you&#039;re doing this like there&#039;s multiple things happening. But someone had, I wrote, I think when I set that temporal witnesses of playing paper aside and I did my, my priestess hood papers. Um I ran into you in that process, right? And that was when I was like, oh my goodness, she&#039;s on the same path. This is amazing, you know, and it was when I had finished publishing those that I um I just felt like, you know, you, you feel it&#039;s almost like there&#039;s people around you who are like, you&#039;ve got to keep doing things. And so again, I&#039;m like, I&#039;ve got Children. We, we have, you know, my youngest is four. It&#039;s a busy time in my life. Um But I was like, OK, um and I suddenly realized, oh, that witness that, that temporal, that polygamy is temporal paper, I need to pick that back up because by the time I had listened to you, I was like, oh duh, it&#039;s a sin like I had, I had just set it aside and I was like, cool, I don&#039;t have to worry about it in the eternities and I hadn&#039;t gotten into the wrestle of, of the particulars and it was hilarious to me because I had listened to maybe one or two and I was just like, oh, that makes way more sense. And so I felt like I felt pick that paper back up and again, I, I&#039;m comfortable writing like that&#039;s, it takes me forever. It&#039;s blood from a stone, but it&#039;s nice to, to write because I can do it on, on my own pace um and just take forever to find the right word or whatever. But I picked that back up and I felt, I felt given the title. So the title is An Enemy has done this. The Seed and Weeds of polygamy. And I did not make up that title, right. It was just given to me. And so I was given the title and I was like, oh, yeah, that would make more sense. And so I just picked it up and I just started retooling and retooling and, and it came together and I was, I, I knew it couldn&#039;t be published in the faithful journals and I respect that, right. I like honor that there are many journals that want to stay uh aligned with the church. I think that&#039;s wonderful, right? No problems with that. I did send it to them though because I wanted to give them fair warning if that makes sense. Like this is true. Well, just like big picture, this is true. Polygamy is not of God and this is the time, right? Not because of me. Like I just think this is the time, right? I&#039;m the fourth generation for my polygamy and ancestors. And so like the time is now, I don&#039;t know why, but, but God has said it&#039;s now. So I would like for all of my brothers and sisters who are faithful to be able to consider these ideas themselves before this comes out as sideways from the world. Does that make sense? Like if a biography is published about Joseph Smith and that biography says, guess what church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, you guys got deceived right at the start and your whole church is a lie like, you know, brains are gonna break. But if we can go through that process ourselves first and start to think about these things, if that moment comes, then we&#039;ll be secure and we&#039;re like, it&#039;s OK, we&#039;re here like we can&#039;t change the past, we&#039;re here and we can just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m35s 1:37:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: move forward that last little bit again because it, because it&#039;s, you said, if we can think about this process ourselves, just back, back,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m42s 1:37:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: back me up a little bit more. Where&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m44s 1:37:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: was, um you just said, shoot it. I just,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m48s 1:37:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: I&#039;ll get there, I&#039;ll get there. Give me one second. So if, if that does, if that were to happen, if some, some kind of like wild change from the outside were to happen and, and all of a sudden now the world looks at us like you guys are, we totally duped like your whole religion is a lie. That would be very bad, right? We need to consider these things ourselves first and wreck, you know, wrestle with them and try to understand and, and figure out personally like where&#039;s our faith? And we&#039;re here now, right? We cannot change what has happened. Um Though I think that our ancestors are calling to us because they really want us to stop perpetuating their sins and, and unintentional, right? Like they did these things because they were told that it was essential, right? So we&#039;re not serving them,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m41s 1:38:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: help them repair that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m44s 1:38:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Yes. Like we&#039;re not serving them by perpetuating it. We&#039;re hurting them. Right? Like if I make a mistake, if I like, if I like start my day off with a, with a shot of vodka and then my Children are like, well mom always started her day off with a shot of vodka and then my grandchildren, grandchildren, I&#039;m just like on the other side like please guys, please just stop. Yeah, like we don&#039;t have to hold this up because I did it right. But so if we can go through that process ourselves, that will be much better for us. It&#039;ll be better for the church than if we all of a sudden have the whole world like laughing and pointing at us, which I hope does not happen.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m17s 1:39:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: But, but what, which has been, I mean, we have been bleeding members and the anti Mormonism has actually grown profoundly over the last 10 years. And you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m29s 1:39:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: because you look at our story and you&#039;re like, this doesn&#039;t make sense,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m32s 1:39:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? It&#039;s so it&#039;s so unnecessary. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m35s 1:39:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: call it, I call it a doctor schizophrenic horror story. Like that&#039;s what we&#039;re telling. It&#039;s like this is great. This is not like we have to tell a better story. And Richard Bushman even said that he kind of came under a little bit of like, because he, he was, there was a video of him saying, you know, our narrative isn&#039;t true. And yeah, he was trying to say like, like the way we&#039;ve been told it happened, we&#039;ve tried to make all these pieces fit and they don&#039;t fit. So it&#039;s like, all right, wouldn&#039;t this be better? Isn&#039;t this actually our hope? Anyway. So, so I, so I wrote this paper that, that and I was like, yes, but so I submitted it to all the faithful faithful journals to give them a heads up, right? Because I think that our best minds that are, that are wrestling with all the different church things. Like I think they should know what&#039;s being said, right? And that, that should be presented in an academic format. Um Not surprisingly, they rejected it, which was totally fine. Like I wasn&#039;t expecting it. There are a handful of um like not to say, not faithful, but they just, they&#039;re willing to kind of go left, go, right. You know, there are other journals, right? And I didn&#039;t submit to all of them, but I was surprised that they also weren&#039;t interested. And I thought, oh, that&#039;s funny. Why is that? But I think that it might mean this is my speculation. I think there&#039;s an um when you say that that marriage is between one man and one woman, it takes some other options off the table, right? It&#039;s hard. I&#039;m saying that as someone who has gay friends who I love and I want to be happy and I fully support them living their lives the way that they want to. And I&#039;m happy for them as they&#039;re happy. Like I support what they would like to do with their lives 100%. Um, in terms of theology and doctrine, I think that perhaps they&#039;ll be the ones to help us see where their place is. So I give a lot of room but, but if you&#039;re one of those kind of journals on the fringes and you&#039;re making progress in headway, helping people see like that, we&#039;ll see. The thing is polygamy is the way that all the other relationship types have validity in our theology. So if you&#039;re trying to, if you&#039;re trying to get other types of marriage into our theology, you just point to polygamy, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m50s 1:41:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And play with marriage, we can play with marriage. Yeah, like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m53s 1:41:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: it was fine then. And that works. So like this works too and frankly they&#039;re right. So they&#039;re totally right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m02s 1:42:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. If marriage, yeah, if marriage is what God established it that causes that causes problems all around. If marriage isn&#039;t what God established, that causes different problems, but it solves different problems. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m13s 1:42:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: yeah, so, so it was so it was um uh you know, respectfully rejected. We appreciate it. No, thank you. Um And so I would, but I felt like I have to just put this out there, right? Like there needs to be as you know, you&#039;re doing your youtube and I was like, great, I&#039;m gonna do some writing, like there will be multiple avenues. And so I just made my own website, I just put it on there because I was like, you know what, I&#039;m just gonna put it out into the universe, right? And so I, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m41s 1:42:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: will link that below as well, so you can read it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m43s 1:42:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: Well, my, my website just has links to the publishing that I&#039;ve done. Um And I also just made a separate page because I do butterfly conservation because I just started doing that. And yeah, I did it in 2020. I was like, we have to do something in our backyard. And um but so, so, so a few people read it and they were like, hey, I really think you should put it on youtube and I was like, oh, no, thanks. Um or like, what do I do read a 20 page paper? And, but then the idea started coming like a lot and I started to make an outline and I was like, oh dear, this is not what I wanted to do. And also I was like, Michelle&#039;s got it. She&#039;s doing it. It&#039;s good, but they just kept to come more and more. And I was like, and then when you did your video where you were just essentially feeling alone and I was like, that&#039;s it. That&#039;s it. I&#039;m doing this. So right now. I&#039;m um I think nine or 10 videos and I&#039;m just finishing up, I&#039;m going through my paper in video format so less. Um I&#039;m not reading it. I&#039;m just doing basically argument by argument and we&#039;re just going through the scriptures and showing like here&#039;s where it started and here&#039;s what kept happening over and over and over. So right now I&#039;m just finishing up the old Testament excuses video and it&#039;s been really helpful because like you&#039;ve addressed a lot of these, but it&#039;s nice to have just lots of voices and so a lot of people will bring scriptures and you&#039;ll see polygamist comment and, and a lot of the arguments they&#039;re like, well because of this and you know, you&#039;re not supposed to multiply wives, but, but certainly four horses can pull a chariot. So four wives is also not multiplying wives. And it&#039;s like, ok, I think if that&#039;s your best argument, we&#039;re, we&#039;re not gonna have any trouble, too much trouble to, to, to deal with that. So I&#039;m working on just all the old Testament excuses we use. And my, my um angle is basically like you can have faith that polygamy is of God. You can keep that faith. But I don&#039;t, I have faith that polygamy is not of God and I have faith that I have a mother in heaven and a father and they love me and I am going to, the plan is for me to grow to be like her, not them her. So I will show you how you can read all the scriptures and all of the polygamy stuff and see it through the eye of faith that it is not of God. Ok? And so that&#039;s what I&#039;m looking on. So I&#039;m like, I&#039;m like 910 videos, nine videos in and I&#039;m, I&#039;m thinking it will probably be like 2025 somewhere in there. So it&#039;ll take me forever because I cannot do this once a week. I don&#039;t know how you do it,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m21s 1:45:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: but I know interviews help. So thank you. And I actually have to say, I, I feel I use, you use softer language that I feel when you&#039;re like, you can believe it&#039;s not of God, but you also can believe, I mean, you can believe it&#039;s of God, but you also could believe it not of it&#039;s not a God. I&#039;m kind of to the point where I&#039;m like, yeah, just like like someone just commented on my videos again that has commented a lot. That&#039;s an adamant polygamy supporter. And I&#039;m just like, no matter how many times you insist that you know, in your heart that the emperor has clothes, all we have to do is I&#039;ll open our eyes and see that the emperor has no clothes, right? Like you can&#039;t, you, there is no no solid scriptural justification for polygamy and that&#039;s what they rely on to claim it was a God. The more like it is, it, the arguments are so weak and so illogical and just so ridiculous that I don&#039;t think you actually can believe honestly that polygamy was a God. What you can do is keep your blinders on, refuse to see, refuse to look and say no, no, no, no, I can&#039;t hear you. No, no, no. You know, like you&#039;re free to do that but you, but we all can see what you&#039;re doing and you are not coming from a place of knowledge, light truth, even the scriptures, there is nothing to support your claims. It&#039;s the scriptural, theological, biological, sociological, like psychological, physiological. Any way you want to address it. Polygamy is not a God.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m55s 1:46:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: No, I agree. I just think, I just think people shut down, right? Like I, I&#039;ve even noticed in my conversation, right? Because I&#039;m like very active as soon as I got released is really society president. My h my husband&#039;s elders, current president, like we&#039;re in there, we&#039;re in it, you know, and I don&#039;t bring this to, to like to, I mean, I, I&#039;m trying to just pay attention at church and see what would be appropriate to say, right? I don&#039;t wanna, I don&#039;t wanna ask people which is not what you&#039;re saying. But I think that people, even when I&#039;ve talked with people, sometimes the, the, the wall goes up so fast and I&#039;m like, oh, I&#039;ve gone too far. Like it&#039;s very hard for me. To tell nowadays where I am because I feel like I&#039;m super normal middle of the road and then I&#039;m like, I, I&#039;m not because I&#039;m like, like women,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m41s 1:47:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like, why aren&#039;t you talking about polygamy in belief society? What&#039;s happening&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m45s 1:47:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: here? Yeah. Yeah. So I&#039;ve noticed and also I was very, I, this might lose me. Some, some friends and family, well, not friends, my friends all know this, I was very active in prop eight and that was right after my husband and I got married and like, there&#039;s a lot, I mean, there&#039;s just, if you weren&#039;t there, it&#039;s hard to have a judgment about it. Right? Because there wasn&#039;t a lot of, um, there&#039;s just, there&#039;s so much to it. Right. And so I learned that I can&#039;t just be like, this is how it is for me. Right. Especially in the place where I live. Like I just can&#039;t come at people like that. I have to come like I have to just accept like you&#039;re gonna believe what you believe and, and also just letting go of that has been helpful for me personally. I, I, you know, again, I don&#039;t have any problem with the way that you see it as well, but it&#039;s been helpful for me to be like, you know, what, there will be people who believe in polygamy right up till the end and it&#039;ll be, I mean, you know, and I, and I&#039;m even willing to be like, Yeah, we will see. We&#039;ll see. And that&#039;s ok. Like I&#039;m comfortable taking responsibility for myself, but I&#039;m not comfortable saying nothing. If all of my sisters don&#039;t even know that, that this belief is an option. Like you can still believe in the book of Mormon, you can still be a member of the church and you can reject polygamy fully as coming from Satan, which our own scriptures are the ones that tell us that like, that&#039;s what&#039;s so tragic is that we the Latter day Saints have the best case against polygamy. By far, by far, you&#039;re the ones that say it started from a man who covenant of a Satan genesis just says he married two wives and it&#039;s like, ok, unclear, but we&#039;re like anti covenant of a Satan.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m27s 1:49:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And the book of Mormon is the most adamantly anti polygamy scripture in all of scripture. And so I would say like, when people understand that if you actually want to be in alignment with scripture, in alignment with, especially the book of Mormon, and you know, this is the perspective and it shouldn&#039;t be this hard because as I&#039;ve said, many times, we have already rejected all of Brigham Young&#039;s other doctrines, every single one of them and we&#039;ve even rejected polygamy. We just haven&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m55s 1:49:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: done practice.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m58s 1:49:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. We apparently haven&#039;t even rejected the racial ban enough. You know, according to a lot of our members of different races that still feel it or that aren&#039;t members because people still believe it. So it just needs to go deep into our hearts to recognize these were false doctrines, faults from the beginning. As soon as we reject them, we can be fully in alignment with our scriptures, fully in alignment, the word of God and we can get rid of all of our messiness. It&#039;s like we&#039;re still dragging this big bag of bricks along with us trying to do our, it&#039;ll be so much better. We let it go and just go. Yeah, that was bad. But look what&#039;s good, right? It&#039;s so much better. So, hey,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m42s 1:50:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: I think, I think women, I would, I just want to add, I think women were the first to be enslaved right through this. Like this is our first record of it and we will be the last to be liberated, but we will be and we, and Isaiah tells us, lose your to the daughters of Zion, lose yourselves, right? So we lose ourselves from the bands around our neck. We&#039;re not supposed to wait for other people to do it for us. We are called to loose ourselves.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m12s 1:51:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I love that. Ok. I&#039;m gonna go look that script right now because I love&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m16s 1:51:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: it. Gives me chills. It talks about like there&#039;s a doctor come that says the band or the, the sins and all that. And it&#039;s just like, yeah, that&#039;s what this is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m23s 1:51:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: absolutely losing ourselves is like opening our minds. Letting the scales of darkness fall. It is coming stepping into the priestess hood that has always been ours than our privilege, our right and our responsibility. So, ok, this has been awesome. Thank you so much for talking to me. I&#039;m hoping that we will obviously stay in touch and you know, and if I do get any of these journal articles written, I will send them to you first. Oh&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m51s 1:51:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: yeah, I love, I used to be I I was on BYU Inscape as an editor there and, and I love editing. So yeah. Yay.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m58s 1:51:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Perfect. OK. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m00s 1:52:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: love,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m00s 1:52:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well, thank you. Have a great day. Have a great rest of your trip and I&#039;m sure we&#039;ll talk again&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m05s 1:52:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Gwendolyn Wyne: soon. Thank you Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Anic9hq29wU&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m07s 1:52:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you another huge. Thank you to Gwendolyn for coming and talking to me. Her beautiful articles will be linked below. I highly recommend them also her youtube channel that anyone for anyone who wants to engage with that. Um And I do again, I hope but watching this conversation has maybe started moving some inspiration for some of you who feel like you would like to contribute your voice and your thoughts to these new frontiers of discovery that we are doing. I just love having light and knowledge poured out from heaven upon our heads. I think it&#039;s a beautiful journey and it&#039;s very exciting to be part of it. So again, it took me years and years and years for the Lord to finally tell me it was time and open the way for me. So no hurry. But the invitation is always there for anyone to join in the conversation. Um Also, I am so glad you&#039;re here. I am excited for the episodes we have coming forward this month, I&#039;ve had to hurry and get a lot together. But starting on the next couple of weeks, we will be getting, getting into things like the Temple episode episode. I&#039;ve been looking forward to also the um revelation on eternal marriage slash the false revelation on plural marriage and the expositor and all of those important topics and so many more things. So I look forward to what&#039;s coming up and I thank you for being here. I&#039;ll see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;One of our best loved parables is also, in my opinion, one of the least understood. But it doesn&#039;t need to be that way, if we will start really studying it out. Seeing how connected polygamy is to this parable blew my mind. Is it possible that Jesus prophesied and warned us of the false doctrine of Mormon Polygamy almost 2,000 years before it appeared?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h00m00s 00:00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon Polygamy,&lt;br /&gt;
where we explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m so glad you&#039;re here.&lt;br /&gt;
As always, I recommend listening to these episodes in order,&lt;br /&gt;
starting at the beginning.&lt;br /&gt;
I again, want to thank all of those who support this podcast.&lt;br /&gt;
It means so much to me and it is so helpful. So, thank you very much.&lt;br /&gt;
And if anyone else feels inclined, I would very much appreciate it.&lt;br /&gt;
This is episode 79 where we are going to take a close look at&lt;br /&gt;
one of the most beloved and I believe least understood parables of Jesus Christ.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;re going to dissect the parable and also consider its connections&lt;br /&gt;
to polygamy and what they both have to teach us,&lt;br /&gt;
teach us about each other.&lt;br /&gt;
So thank you for joining us as we take this deep dive into the&lt;br /&gt;
murky waters of Mormon polygamy and some of the teachings of the savior.&lt;br /&gt;
I am approaching this topic today with not an insignificant amount of trepidation.&lt;br /&gt;
This is, this is not a topic I had planned to do an episode on. Certainly not now.&lt;br /&gt;
And um&lt;br /&gt;
and I&#039;m aware that this is one of our best known and for many best beloved parables.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m concerned that maybe I&#039;m to some extent going to poke a sacred cow. And, um,&lt;br /&gt;
and I don&#039;t want to create, obviously,&lt;br /&gt;
I never want to create contention or bad feelings.&lt;br /&gt;
So I guess I&#039;ll share the reason I&#039;m doing this&lt;br /&gt;
episode and then share my intention and my hope.&lt;br /&gt;
I, um my son who is my producer, had to go out of town for the entire month.&lt;br /&gt;
I needed three episodes before he left. So&lt;br /&gt;
luckily I had a couple of interviews and,&lt;br /&gt;
but I had two days to prepare for this episode.&lt;br /&gt;
And this is a topic that has been heavily on my mind and I&#039;ve been praying to the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
Why am I thinking about this so much? And um&lt;br /&gt;
and then when I got that phone call from my son, I was like, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
am I supposed to do an episode on this?&lt;br /&gt;
And I felt a very, very strong confirmation of yes.&lt;br /&gt;
And I will say I thought I could get&lt;br /&gt;
this episode ready in two days because it&#039;s something&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve thought about a lot and have been thinking&lt;br /&gt;
about even like I said more specifically recently,&lt;br /&gt;
but I was not,&lt;br /&gt;
I was not prepared for how deep this would go and for&lt;br /&gt;
the connections that I would find as I prepared for this.&lt;br /&gt;
So again,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m recording in the middle of the night, right up against my deadline.&lt;br /&gt;
My eyes probably look really tired because I have,&lt;br /&gt;
I always seem to go way more deep than I intend to. But&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s why I&#039;m sharing this information. And my hope,&lt;br /&gt;
my hope is that people will at least come with an open heart and an open mind,&lt;br /&gt;
willing to hear things,&lt;br /&gt;
even if they are new things that they hadn&#039;t heard or considered before.&lt;br /&gt;
Of course, everyone is as always free to accept, to take or leave anything I say,&lt;br /&gt;
I do hope that you will let the Lord be part of&lt;br /&gt;
that journey and be willing to take things to the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
Maybe you will receive more understanding that you can share with me.&lt;br /&gt;
Um If you, if you receive information of why I&#039;m, why you think I&#039;m wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
I would love to hear that as well because I really believe&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s how we learn is sharing our ideas with one another.&lt;br /&gt;
So at the very least I want to get this conversation going&lt;br /&gt;
and I&#039;m just trying to follow the inspiration that I feel I have received.&lt;br /&gt;
So with that being said,&lt;br /&gt;
let&#039;s get into it. So first of all, laying the groundwork that I believe that&lt;br /&gt;
the savior is universally recognized as the master teacher, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Like we can just accept&lt;br /&gt;
that the savior knew what he was doing in his parables, in his teaching&lt;br /&gt;
and they should line up and make sense, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I want to read a little bit from Matthew 13 to understand why the Savior&lt;br /&gt;
claims he why the Savior explains that he&lt;br /&gt;
teaches in parables starting in verse nine,&lt;br /&gt;
who hath he just finished a parable and says, who hath ears to hear? Let him hear.&lt;br /&gt;
And the disciples came and said unto him, why speak us unto them in parables?&lt;br /&gt;
He answered and said unto them because it is given unto&lt;br /&gt;
you to know the mysteries of the kingdom of Heaven.&lt;br /&gt;
But to them, it is not given skips forward. He says,&lt;br /&gt;
I speak to them, I speak to them in parables because they seeing, see not and hearing,&lt;br /&gt;
they hear not neither do they understand,&lt;br /&gt;
right? So we understand that the parables are the savior&#039;s method to teach.&lt;br /&gt;
So we can each receive on the level that we are ready to accept. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
I think that another lesson on this same topic is taught beautifully in alma 12.&lt;br /&gt;
These have always been some of my favorite scriptures.&lt;br /&gt;
It is given unto many to know the mysteries of God.&lt;br /&gt;
Nevertheless,&lt;br /&gt;
they are laid under a strict command that they&lt;br /&gt;
shall not impart only according to the portion of&lt;br /&gt;
His word which he doth grant unto the Children&lt;br /&gt;
of men according to the heed and diligence,&lt;br /&gt;
which diligence which they give unto him.&lt;br /&gt;
And therefore he that will harden his heart.&lt;br /&gt;
The same receive the lesser portion of the&lt;br /&gt;
word and he that will not harden his heart&lt;br /&gt;
to him is given the greater portion of the world&lt;br /&gt;
word until it is given unto him to know the mysteries of God until He know them in full.&lt;br /&gt;
And they, that will not that and they,&lt;br /&gt;
that will harden their hearts to them is given the lesser&lt;br /&gt;
portion of the word until they know nothing concerning his mysteries.&lt;br /&gt;
And then they are taken captive by the devil and led by his will down to destruction.&lt;br /&gt;
Now, this is what is meant by the chains of hell. Right? So&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s actually critically important how the savior&lt;br /&gt;
teaches and how we receive those teachings,&lt;br /&gt;
how we approach the parable and what we are able to and, and willing&lt;br /&gt;
to receive from them.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is an important distinction that we need to keep in mind going forward.&lt;br /&gt;
The why those who do not harden their hearts and can be given&lt;br /&gt;
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the greater portion until they eventually can know all the mysteries of God versus&lt;br /&gt;
those who do harden their hearts.&lt;br /&gt;
The other kind of wise, we&#039;re going to talk about both of those in this parable,&lt;br /&gt;
um who received the less lesser portion&lt;br /&gt;
until they know less and less and less and nothing&lt;br /&gt;
and they are wrapped in the chains of hell.&lt;br /&gt;
Those are the two directions&lt;br /&gt;
that the savior opens up for us through his teachings.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that are always open to us as we approach the gospel and the&lt;br /&gt;
the concept of truth, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And, and as we employ the Holy Spirit in our lives,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m sorry if I&#039;m not very articulate it&#039;s been a long day.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
those are the two categories of wise, the humble and teachable, versus&lt;br /&gt;
the proud and stiff necked, right? We will talk about that a lot more as we go forward.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
I mentioned in my discussion with my sons that I recorded that we&lt;br /&gt;
used to discuss the parables a lot and we did because I was always&lt;br /&gt;
being given clues and insights into how things didn&#039;t make sense,&lt;br /&gt;
which I came to recognize.&lt;br /&gt;
And that was an indication&lt;br /&gt;
that I was understanding a lesser portion. And I came to&lt;br /&gt;
experience that as an invitation to seek the greater portion, when&lt;br /&gt;
things start to become&lt;br /&gt;
to like filter up to your awareness, that they don&#039;t quite make sense.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that is the Lord inviting us and telling us we&#039;re ready to seek more. And&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s something that we&#039;ve really um that, that,&lt;br /&gt;
that is a journey that I think is just beautiful and delicious.&lt;br /&gt;
And so&lt;br /&gt;
um some this parable though the parable of the 10 virgins section.&lt;br /&gt;
Um My goodness, Matthew 25 includes these three parables, the 10 virgins,&lt;br /&gt;
then the parable of the talents and then the parable of the sheep and the goats.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s really, this was one that was hard to crack.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I&#039;m going to start back just with my explorations this week&lt;br /&gt;
to share some of the things I&#039;ve learned in no particular order.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;re just going to come at this parable in&lt;br /&gt;
every direction that I know how to help us understand it better.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, first of all, something that I find really interesting,&lt;br /&gt;
there are only two places in LDS scripture, one place in other scripture,&lt;br /&gt;
but two places in LDS scripture where 10 virgins are mentioned,&lt;br /&gt;
the parable of the 10 virgins of Matthew 25 and&lt;br /&gt;
the worst parts of doctrine and covenants 132. So I&#039;ll just start&lt;br /&gt;
on section six verse 61.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, as pertaining to the law of the priesthood,&lt;br /&gt;
if any man espouse a virgin and desire to espouse another,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s hard to read&lt;br /&gt;
these. I always want to interject all of the thoughts&lt;br /&gt;
and the first give her consent.&lt;br /&gt;
And if he espouse the second and they are virgins and have vowed to no other man,&lt;br /&gt;
then is he justified.&lt;br /&gt;
He cannot commit adultery for they are given unto&lt;br /&gt;
him for he cannot commit adultery with that which belong&lt;br /&gt;
to him and to no one else breathe.&lt;br /&gt;
And if you have 10 virgins given unto him by this law, he cannot commit adultery&lt;br /&gt;
for they belong to him&lt;br /&gt;
and they are given unto him therefore, is he justified?&lt;br /&gt;
But if one or either of the 10 virgins after she is espoused,&lt;br /&gt;
shall be with another man.&lt;br /&gt;
She has committed adultery and shall be destroyed for&lt;br /&gt;
they are given unto him to multiply and replenish the&lt;br /&gt;
earth according to my commandment and to fulfill the&lt;br /&gt;
promise which was given by my father before the fountain&lt;br /&gt;
of the world&lt;br /&gt;
and for their exultation in the eternal worlds&lt;br /&gt;
that they may bear the souls of men for herein as&lt;br /&gt;
the work of my father continued that he may be glorified.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
again, 10 virgins, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s a very distinct connection to the parable of the 10 virgins. And&lt;br /&gt;
that was not lost on the early polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
This was one of the scriptural passages that&lt;br /&gt;
was my opinion, badly twisted&lt;br /&gt;
by polygamous&lt;br /&gt;
scripts. Orson Pratt&lt;br /&gt;
Orson Pratt is that was the polygamous&lt;br /&gt;
scriptory who Brigham Young always deferred to,&lt;br /&gt;
to make the scriptural case.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um he&#039;s the one that argued this, his,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s included in the seer and um I I will link to it below.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s pages 172 and 1 71 71 through 172&lt;br /&gt;
of the seer where he specifically talks about it,&lt;br /&gt;
but it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
quite wordy. And so um Ogden&lt;br /&gt;
um or Ogden Kraut who is the, was the modern polygamy scholar.&lt;br /&gt;
And as I have read more and more of Orson Pratt,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m realizing that I don&#039;t think Ogden Kraut ever had an original idea.&lt;br /&gt;
All he does is restate the arguments of Orson Pratt and this is no exception.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m going to read from Ogden Kraut&#039;s polygamy in the Bible page 218,&lt;br /&gt;
which is simply a restating of Orson Pratt&#039;s argument.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, we have another parable concerning the bridegroom.&lt;br /&gt;
It is written that 10 virgins went forth to meet the bridegroom these 10 girls&lt;br /&gt;
are not guests of a wedding because there is no mention of any other bride.&lt;br /&gt;
Neither can the 10 girls be interpreted to be the Saints of&lt;br /&gt;
God because no one would be left to represent the guests.&lt;br /&gt;
If we understand them to represent women who, who were to be wives&lt;br /&gt;
and all the rest of the saints would be the guests.&lt;br /&gt;
These virgins were the honorable wives mentioned by the&lt;br /&gt;
psalmist which were taken from among the king&#039;s daughters.&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h10m45s 00:10:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Again,&lt;br /&gt;
all of those that is just a restatement of Orson pratt argument for&lt;br /&gt;
anyone who doesn&#039;t know what I&#039;m talking about with the king&#039;s daughters.&lt;br /&gt;
Please watch the episode on was Jesus a polygamist because it&#039;s truly&lt;br /&gt;
just anyway, it&#039;s very tortured and very bizarre and not solid at all.&lt;br /&gt;
But we&#039;ll go continue on&lt;br /&gt;
whatever interpretation men are comfortable with.&lt;br /&gt;
They may be discomforted when they are forced to admit&lt;br /&gt;
that Jesus was using and sanctioning polygamy in this parable.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was another case where the script,&lt;br /&gt;
they claim the scriptures teach polygamy, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And, and they claim that Jesus was a polygamous because he&lt;br /&gt;
the bridegroom&lt;br /&gt;
and the 10 virgins were his bride. So&lt;br /&gt;
the association with polygamy and and section 132 is not the only problem with this&lt;br /&gt;
parable that should give us insight that&lt;br /&gt;
we might need to seek deeper understanding,&lt;br /&gt;
to help us really know the lesson that the savior was trying to teach us through this.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
Um,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m going to read through the parable first and I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
just going to point out a few of the preliminary.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, actually here I don&#039;t even think I will point out the problems.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll just read through it and we&#039;ll get into them later.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is Matthew 25 verses one through 13.&lt;br /&gt;
Then shall the Kingdom of Heaven be likened unto 10 virgins,&lt;br /&gt;
which took their lamps and went forth to meet the bridegroom.&lt;br /&gt;
And five of them were wise and five were foolish.&lt;br /&gt;
They that were foolish, took their lamps and took no oil with them.&lt;br /&gt;
But the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps.&lt;br /&gt;
While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Remember that part, it&#039;s important&lt;br /&gt;
when all um and at midnight, there was a cry maid behold the bridegroom cometh.&lt;br /&gt;
Go ye out to meet him.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;re going to go into all of this in a lot more depth than a minute.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Then all those virgins arose and trimmed their lamps.&lt;br /&gt;
And the foolish said unto the white, give us of your oil for our lamps are gone out.&lt;br /&gt;
But the wise answered not so lest there not be enough for us and you&lt;br /&gt;
but go ye rather to them that sell and buy for yourselves.&lt;br /&gt;
And while they went to the by the bridegroom came and they that were ready,&lt;br /&gt;
went in to him,&lt;br /&gt;
went in with him to the marriage and the door was shut&lt;br /&gt;
afterward came also the other virgins saying Lord Lord open to us.&lt;br /&gt;
But he answered and said, verily, I say unto you, I know you not watch,&lt;br /&gt;
therefore watch.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore for ye know, need&lt;br /&gt;
neither the day nor the hour when in the son of man cometh.&lt;br /&gt;
Now, I as I&#039;m reading through it,&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that some of you are getting some of those insights,&lt;br /&gt;
the invitations to understand that something&#039;s not quite right here&lt;br /&gt;
on the level that I believe we mainly understand this,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
We always claim that the savior taught on various levels,&lt;br /&gt;
but we kind of take this surface level and think that that&#039;s all there is.&lt;br /&gt;
We don&#039;t really seem to&lt;br /&gt;
understand the message that he was teaching about why he teaches in parables.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what I want to do here because I think&lt;br /&gt;
there are many, many indications&lt;br /&gt;
that there is more here that we need to understand because this,&lt;br /&gt;
this um lesser portion&lt;br /&gt;
falls, falls short in many ways. So&lt;br /&gt;
before we get into the rest of the problems, I just want to point out&lt;br /&gt;
aside from the connection to 100 32 to section 132 and the 10 virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
This is the only place where the savior talks about virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
He doesn&#039;t even use the word anywhere else in scripture. Isn&#039;t that interesting?&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s hardly used at all in the New Testament a little bit here and there. But&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s interesting that he only teaches it in this uses it in this one application.&lt;br /&gt;
We already know that&lt;br /&gt;
the Savior was in trouble for dining with harlots and for spending&lt;br /&gt;
his time with people that the society rejected and looked down on.&lt;br /&gt;
So we already know that the Savior did reject the social um&lt;br /&gt;
the ways that that society had of valuing the worth of people,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
He,&lt;br /&gt;
he did not abide by those and he especially rejected&lt;br /&gt;
the ones that were unequal that were hard on women,&lt;br /&gt;
right? And so I think that this is another indication that we can have&lt;br /&gt;
that um I looked into virgin because it&#039;s interesting, a&lt;br /&gt;
lot of people use the arguments to claim whether or not Mary was a virgin because&lt;br /&gt;
there are two words in the in that are translated as Virgin in the Old Testament.&lt;br /&gt;
And I can think the New Testament. So I&#039;ll just&lt;br /&gt;
because it&#039;s interesting, there&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
Alma,&lt;br /&gt;
which simply means a young woman. It&#039;s the equivalent of&lt;br /&gt;
Elam, I might be mispronouncing. Those&lt;br /&gt;
is a L ma H and Elam is EHL am which means a young man.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s a young woman and a young man.&lt;br /&gt;
Both of those imply virginity because that was the cultural standard of the day.&lt;br /&gt;
There wasn&#039;t a double standard, it wasn&#039;t acceptable in Jewish culture for men,&lt;br /&gt;
not boys to not be virgins before they were married either.&lt;br /&gt;
But there&#039;s another word that is specifically&lt;br /&gt;
for women that does specifically mean virgin,&lt;br /&gt;
which is Beulah&lt;br /&gt;
and usually Alma and&lt;br /&gt;
Beulah are used synonymously, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so it&#039;s interesting to understand that because some people use the fact that&lt;br /&gt;
Mary is described with Alma to claim that she&#039;s not necessarily a virgin, but&lt;br /&gt;
I think that&#039;s silly. They&#039;re synonymous. So,&lt;br /&gt;
but anyway, more importantly,&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h15m45s 00:15:45]&lt;br /&gt;
the important thing to understand here is that these are words that&lt;br /&gt;
describe&lt;br /&gt;
um youth, right? They just describe a point of&lt;br /&gt;
progress in our lives. We tend to take virgin and sort of put it as this like ultimate.&lt;br /&gt;
Um We put it on a pedestal as this&lt;br /&gt;
ultimate state that women should eternally be in somehow,&lt;br /&gt;
which really doesn&#039;t make any sense.&lt;br /&gt;
I think I&#039;ve talked about this&lt;br /&gt;
in some other podcasts because it really troubled me for a long time.&lt;br /&gt;
Like what is with this? Why is virgin the state that we want to be?&lt;br /&gt;
And I really think that that is a mistaken idea that&lt;br /&gt;
that we tend to bring to the scriptures and&lt;br /&gt;
that later translators tended to bring to the scriptures,&lt;br /&gt;
but that the savior actually didn&#039;t ever teach.&lt;br /&gt;
Um the idea is saying virgin or youth, which is more appropriate,&lt;br /&gt;
young woman is more akin to see child, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s a state of expectancy,&lt;br /&gt;
a state of not yet fulfilled maturity that we should be looking to grow beyond.&lt;br /&gt;
So just like&lt;br /&gt;
infants milk when they we want them to progress to be able to chew and digest meat,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
We also want&lt;br /&gt;
a young woman or a young man&lt;br /&gt;
to mature and progress to the point where they&lt;br /&gt;
become a spouse where they become a parent.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s a mistake to put too much. Um,&lt;br /&gt;
I, I don&#039;t know to give too much elevation to this state of virgin.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think it&#039;s useful to recognize that the&lt;br /&gt;
savior actually didn&#039;t do that except in this one parable&lt;br /&gt;
where I think he was trying to teach us a very specific lesson that we will get into.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
ok, now let&#039;s dig in a little bit after that little sidetrack. But um&lt;br /&gt;
I also want to say after all of this deep study&lt;br /&gt;
that the more, more and more as I study the Old Testament, I recognize&lt;br /&gt;
my and I think most of our deep inability to truly comprehend the fullness&lt;br /&gt;
of the teachings of the Savior because&lt;br /&gt;
of our lack of understanding and familiarity,&lt;br /&gt;
our lack of familiarity with the Old Testament.&lt;br /&gt;
He utilized so many Old Testament symbols.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s I mean, more and more as I read through the Old Testament,&lt;br /&gt;
knowing the parables or as I read through the parables after&lt;br /&gt;
having read through the old parts of the Old Testament,&lt;br /&gt;
I am just amazed at what a true master teacher he&lt;br /&gt;
was and being able to bring all of these things together.&lt;br /&gt;
I feel like I could spend&lt;br /&gt;
the entire rest of my life, seeking deep,&lt;br /&gt;
greater and greater understanding through the Old Testament to help me understand&lt;br /&gt;
the parables of the savior.&lt;br /&gt;
So Matthew 25 where we find the parable of the 10 virgins, then the&lt;br /&gt;
parable of the talents&lt;br /&gt;
and then the sheep and the goats is a prime example of that.&lt;br /&gt;
All of those are extremely important temple symbols.&lt;br /&gt;
And so as I read through the Old Testament, looking for those words,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s amazing what I have found.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
I want to share just a few things in the Old Testament&lt;br /&gt;
to kind of give an indication of what I&#039;m talking about.&lt;br /&gt;
Although although I cannot even begin to&lt;br /&gt;
make a dent in all that there is to learn and to read on this.&lt;br /&gt;
I did find it interesting reading about um lamps&lt;br /&gt;
in the Old Testament because as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
um Matthew 25 is this parable is the only time that does Savier talks about virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s the only place anywhere that 10 virgins are mentioned.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s interesting that they have lamps because throughout the Old Testament,&lt;br /&gt;
lamps are very important,&lt;br /&gt;
but they always come in a group of seven just like the menorah, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I hopefully can get you a picture of the menorah&lt;br /&gt;
that there are seven lamps,&lt;br /&gt;
seven candles because that&#039;s so so important candles&lt;br /&gt;
and synonymous with lamps always come in seven.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m going to give a couple of examples of that.&lt;br /&gt;
I also think it&#039;s important to pay attention that&lt;br /&gt;
it also corresponds to that there are seven churches, right? Or I did&lt;br /&gt;
episode on Isaiah 41 where there are the seven women that cling to one man.&lt;br /&gt;
If anyone still thinks that about, that&#039;s about polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
Please go watch that episode. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
to be brief,&lt;br /&gt;
the seven churches that I want to cling to Christ&lt;br /&gt;
saying we don&#039;t want to be dependent on you.&lt;br /&gt;
We don&#039;t want anything from you except your name. We want to use your name. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And so anyway, let&#039;s go on and read a couple of these things.&lt;br /&gt;
These are mainly instructions being given about how they were to build the temple,&lt;br /&gt;
the sanctuary or the temple.&lt;br /&gt;
So Exodus 2537 and&lt;br /&gt;
make seven lamps thereof and they shall light the lamps thereof that they&lt;br /&gt;
might might that they may give light over against it right after that,&lt;br /&gt;
he speaks of the talent.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, those symbols, they often come together,&lt;br /&gt;
they are important temple symbols.&lt;br /&gt;
Again in Exodus 37 2023.&lt;br /&gt;
And he made his seven lamps and his snuffers and his snuffer dishes of pure gold,&lt;br /&gt;
of a talent of pure gold.&lt;br /&gt;
He made he it and all the vessels thereof. So much symbolism in this parable in&lt;br /&gt;
Zechariah 41&lt;br /&gt;
and the angel that talked with me came again and waked me&lt;br /&gt;
and as a man that is wakened out of his sleep and said unto me,&lt;br /&gt;
what seest thou and I said,&lt;br /&gt;
I have looked and behold a candlestick of all gold with a bow&lt;br /&gt;
on top of it and his seven lamps thereon his seven lamps.&lt;br /&gt;
This is not instructions about the temple. This is a vision given to&lt;br /&gt;
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Zechariah&lt;br /&gt;
and the seven pipes to the seven lamps which are upon the top thereof.&lt;br /&gt;
And then we&#039;ll continue with some more examples.&lt;br /&gt;
Numbers 82, speak unto Aaron and say unto him when thou lightest the lamps,&lt;br /&gt;
the seven lamps shall give light over against the candlestick.&lt;br /&gt;
So you can see how important this is that lamps will&lt;br /&gt;
also there&#039;s more instruction the lamps were to be perpetually burning.&lt;br /&gt;
They were to always be be um burning thats it it they&lt;br /&gt;
were to be always filled with oil and to never go out.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s interesting to consider&lt;br /&gt;
the possible meanings I don&#039;t claim to know. But one thought that came to mind is&lt;br /&gt;
the lamps could symbolize the temple and&lt;br /&gt;
the flame, the burning the power of the ordinances in the temple. I don&#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s just a lot of beautiful things to consider what&lt;br /&gt;
the Lord can help us understand through these things.&lt;br /&gt;
So through these symbols.&lt;br /&gt;
So Exodus 2720 about the lamps always needed to be burning and thou shalt&lt;br /&gt;
and the Children of Israel that they bring the pure oil olive.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s it&#039;s, it&#039;s translated awkwardly in the King James version.&lt;br /&gt;
Others translated as pure oil of pressed olives.&lt;br /&gt;
But the King James version in a few places says pure oil, olive beaten for the light.&lt;br /&gt;
So it just means pure olive oil&lt;br /&gt;
um for the light to cause the lamps to burn. Always right.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, we have oil as an important temple symbol.&lt;br /&gt;
I should have included that in my list.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Leviticus 24 2 command the Children of Israel that they bring unto the pure oil,&lt;br /&gt;
olive, beaten for the lights.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, all pure olive oil for the light to cause the lamps to burn continually.&lt;br /&gt;
Exodus 37&lt;br /&gt;
and Aaron shall burn their own sweet incense every morning.&lt;br /&gt;
When he dresses the lamps, he shall burn incense upon it.&lt;br /&gt;
And when Aaron light the lamps at even he shall burn incense upon it.&lt;br /&gt;
A perpetual incense before the Lord. Throughout your generation,&lt;br /&gt;
the lamps were never to go out.&lt;br /&gt;
In second chronicles, 29 6,&lt;br /&gt;
he um had to repent for allowing the lamps to go out for our fathers have&lt;br /&gt;
trespassed and done that which was evil in the eyes of the Lord God and have&lt;br /&gt;
forsaken him and have turned away their faces&lt;br /&gt;
from the habitation of the Lord and turned&lt;br /&gt;
their backs and have shut up the doors of the porch and put out the lamps.&lt;br /&gt;
They allowed the lamps of the temple to be put out.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um&lt;br /&gt;
another thing that I think is useful to read from Psalms,&lt;br /&gt;
Proverbs and some other places is the purpose of lamps.&lt;br /&gt;
Lamps tend to represent God lighting our&lt;br /&gt;
way through the commandments and teachings.&lt;br /&gt;
They&#039;re not&lt;br /&gt;
ours to earn our salvation. With that&#039;s a difference again, between&lt;br /&gt;
the parable that we&#039;re going to get into. Don&#039;t worry.&lt;br /&gt;
And the symbolism that&#039;s used in it and,&lt;br /&gt;
and what people should have recognized and likely would have recognized.&lt;br /&gt;
The disciples like me would have recognized this&lt;br /&gt;
when the savior first gave the parable.&lt;br /&gt;
So Psalms 1 19 105, the word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So the lamp symbolizes the word of God that leads and&lt;br /&gt;
directs you not a way that you earn your salvation.&lt;br /&gt;
Proverbs 623 for the commandment is a lamp and the law and the law is light.&lt;br /&gt;
Samuel 2229 for thou art my lamp. Oh Lord and the Lord will lighten my darkness.&lt;br /&gt;
And then&lt;br /&gt;
again,&lt;br /&gt;
the seven lamps continues even in the New Testament revelation 45&lt;br /&gt;
and out of the throne preceded lightnings and thundering and voices.&lt;br /&gt;
And there were seven lamps of fire burning before the throne,&lt;br /&gt;
which are the seven spirits of God.&lt;br /&gt;
And so again, just like the menorah, it&#039;s always seven lamps, not ever 10,&lt;br /&gt;
except there is one important exception that I&lt;br /&gt;
think actually is important to remember as I,&lt;br /&gt;
as we go forward to the episode, I&#039;m preparing on the temple&lt;br /&gt;
and our our modern temple and where our endowment came from.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is the one, the one exception where there are 10 lamps&lt;br /&gt;
is not in the instructions for how the temple is to be built,&lt;br /&gt;
but in the description for how Solomon built the temple&lt;br /&gt;
and I think that&#039;s an important divergence to recognize.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is first king 749 and the candlesticks of&lt;br /&gt;
gold five on the right side and five on the left&lt;br /&gt;
before the oracle with the flowers and the lamps and the tongues of gold, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s the one place where it&#039;s not lamps, but it&#039;s candlesticks.&lt;br /&gt;
And there are 10 of them which doesn&#039;t correspond to any of&lt;br /&gt;
the instructions that were given about how to build the temple.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
important things to consider.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, I&#039;m not claiming to be authoritative on any of this.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m sharing my exploration and my thoughts. Oh, no, do I not have&lt;br /&gt;
we might have bad sound up until this point.&lt;br /&gt;
I forgot to use my microphone.&lt;br /&gt;
Sorry about that. So OK, let&#039;s continue on.&lt;br /&gt;
So um&lt;br /&gt;
it would be fascinating to read through all of the instructions that were given&lt;br /&gt;
about how to build the temple and compare them to how Solomon who was the&lt;br /&gt;
fallen polygamist leader, right?&lt;br /&gt;
In,&lt;br /&gt;
in many ways and to see how he did build&lt;br /&gt;
the temple compared to the instructions he was given.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that would be an interesting exercise to embark on.&lt;br /&gt;
But for now, let&#039;s start breaking down the parable. Let&#039;s get into it.&lt;br /&gt;
So I hope that I&#039;ve given you some indication of the level&lt;br /&gt;
of symbolism that is included in all of the savior&#039;s parables,&lt;br /&gt;
but definitely in this one.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
um first of all, I want to talk about the problems, right?&lt;br /&gt;
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We&#039;re going to start breaking down the problems.&lt;br /&gt;
The first one that really strikes me&lt;br /&gt;
is the stark scarcity mentality that is present in this parable.&lt;br /&gt;
The um&lt;br /&gt;
the five virgins say give us of your oil for our lamps that are gone out.&lt;br /&gt;
But the wise answered saying not so lest there not be enough for us and you,&lt;br /&gt;
I spent so long trying to understand&lt;br /&gt;
how the Savior,&lt;br /&gt;
what what the savior could be teaching in&lt;br /&gt;
this parable with this kind of scarcity mentality,&lt;br /&gt;
which is diametrically opposed to everything the savior taught and did throughout&lt;br /&gt;
his life and everything the savior seemed to want us to understand,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
there are so many examples but miracle after miracle and teaching after teaching&lt;br /&gt;
you that are the savior used to teach us to reject precisely this kind of scarcity&lt;br /&gt;
thinking.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
the filling the nets of the apostles with fish, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Obviously, the multiplying of the loaves and fishes,&lt;br /&gt;
there are, those are all echoes of Old Testament miracles as well.&lt;br /&gt;
The um the water from a rock manna and quail in the wilderness,&lt;br /&gt;
the endless supply of both, both grain and interestingly oil for the widow&lt;br /&gt;
and&lt;br /&gt;
so many other things, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so how does the scarcity mentality make sense?&lt;br /&gt;
And this idea that oil will run out, especially when we have&lt;br /&gt;
that exact symbol used in an Old Testament miracle&lt;br /&gt;
that the Savior would have been referencing with this.&lt;br /&gt;
So then we have doctrine covenants 104 17 for the earth&lt;br /&gt;
is full and there is enough and to spare the teaching,&lt;br /&gt;
the savior always wants us to be able to&lt;br /&gt;
um except abundance, right? Consider the lilies of the field.&lt;br /&gt;
They take no thought, neither do they spin. I&#039;m mixing up all of the parables.&lt;br /&gt;
But you understand what I&#039;m saying?&lt;br /&gt;
The savior is saying your needs can always be met.&lt;br /&gt;
You never need to be in fear or have this scarcity mentality.&lt;br /&gt;
And so um then we can include some of some other teachings, Matthew&lt;br /&gt;
1720.&lt;br /&gt;
And if you and if you have faith as a grain of mustard seed,&lt;br /&gt;
ye shall say unto this mountain,&lt;br /&gt;
remove hence to yonder place and it shall remove&lt;br /&gt;
and nothing shall be impossible unto you John 1412.&lt;br /&gt;
And he that believeth on me, the works that I do&lt;br /&gt;
shall he do also and greater works than these shall he do?&lt;br /&gt;
Because I go unto my father,&lt;br /&gt;
Jesus never teaches or praises or in any way&lt;br /&gt;
wants us to embrace any sort of scarcity mentality,&lt;br /&gt;
especially when it comes to the Kingdom of God, right? Or the love of God or inclusion&lt;br /&gt;
in the kingdom.&lt;br /&gt;
The idea that only half of the most faithful&lt;br /&gt;
will somehow make it into the wedding feast is,&lt;br /&gt;
is just so strange and confusing to me.&lt;br /&gt;
And so it&#039;s anathema to everything that Jesus taught.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s the first problem that I just couldn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
see my way through with this level of understanding.&lt;br /&gt;
And so now let&#039;s go to oil&lt;br /&gt;
and another temple symbol, right? We claim that Jesus is the master teacher&lt;br /&gt;
and yet this metaphor falls completely flat.&lt;br /&gt;
It doesn&#039;t work at all to try to make it, make sense&lt;br /&gt;
of what we claim oil is. We claim that&lt;br /&gt;
it wasn&#039;t that the virgins weren&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
were being selfish or that they had a scarcity mentality.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s that oil can&#039;t be shared. It&lt;br /&gt;
simply can&#039;t be shared. We are claiming like&lt;br /&gt;
oil very much can be shared, right? You take it and&lt;br /&gt;
pour it into the lamp from the vessel.&lt;br /&gt;
You can definitely physically share oil. It is something that can be shared.&lt;br /&gt;
So to claim that the savior used a symbol that was that inappropriate.&lt;br /&gt;
He used the symbol of oil that could not only be shared but apparently also&lt;br /&gt;
bought and sold to symbolize things like the&lt;br /&gt;
spirit and good works that can&#039;t be shared&lt;br /&gt;
that I I can&#039;t make sense of that either.&lt;br /&gt;
We basically are saying that the savior messed up in this parable or that it wasn&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, he just wasn&#039;t able to get the appropriate symbol to use for his metaphor.&lt;br /&gt;
That doesn&#039;t make sense to me. He&#039;s the master teacher. And so&lt;br /&gt;
also as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
oil, if it couldn&#039;t be shared, how could it be bought and sold? Right?&lt;br /&gt;
If you can, if it&#039;s all the good works, how can you go and buy those things.&lt;br /&gt;
And especially another thing that I find interesting, it refers to the last days.&lt;br /&gt;
And so there are this parable,&lt;br /&gt;
there are many references that in the last days the right&lt;br /&gt;
just won&#039;t be able to buy and sell.&lt;br /&gt;
However we want to interpret that physically, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
literally or symbolically is fine,&lt;br /&gt;
but those are the teachings that we&#039;re dealing with.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s look at those revelation 1317, no man might buy or sell.&lt;br /&gt;
Save he that had the mark or the name of the beast.&lt;br /&gt;
Revelation 1817,&lt;br /&gt;
and the merchants of the earth shall weep and mourn over her for no man, over Babylon,&lt;br /&gt;
for no man buy their merchandise anymore.&lt;br /&gt;
Next two verses provide an extensive list of things people cannot buy,&lt;br /&gt;
which in verse 13 includes oil specifically.&lt;br /&gt;
So this breaks down.&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that you&#039;re understanding the problems that I see here again,&lt;br /&gt;
I welcome your thoughts.&lt;br /&gt;
Always.&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s go on to the next problem that I see in this parable, slumbered and slept,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
All of the virgins, all 10 of them, including the supposed wise,&lt;br /&gt;
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slumbered and slept.&lt;br /&gt;
The entire point of the parable that Jesus gives us is to watch.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s how he sums it up in verse 13. Watch.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore, for, you know, neither the hour or the day, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So watch means to be spiritually awake,&lt;br /&gt;
discerning of truth and error connected to God,&lt;br /&gt;
able to be led directly by God and not in the blind stupor of sleep.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what sleep represents, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Is not being connected directly to God and led by the spirit,&lt;br /&gt;
but just kind of following thoughtlessly along having&lt;br /&gt;
the the scales of darkness on our eyes.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s really in some other symbols of to watch, that means those on duty, right?&lt;br /&gt;
The watch,&lt;br /&gt;
the fourth watch where the guards that were were to watch and the shepherds&lt;br /&gt;
were keeping watch over their flock by night watch means to be awake,&lt;br /&gt;
to be alert, to be on the lookout and aware of what&#039;s happening.&lt;br /&gt;
And so&lt;br /&gt;
there are far too many scriptural insights to sleeping&lt;br /&gt;
versus watching that I could ever begin to cover.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m only going to do a very partial list&lt;br /&gt;
and only from the New Testament. I hope that people will take this as an invitation&lt;br /&gt;
to research further as I&#039;ve said before. I love the keyword search option&lt;br /&gt;
on the scriptures.&lt;br /&gt;
It is so helpful and with a little bit of inspiration,&lt;br /&gt;
you can be given the words to search or the things to search and&lt;br /&gt;
it just made it so that we can we have so&lt;br /&gt;
much more access to the scriptures than our ancestors did,&lt;br /&gt;
which is such a huge blessing to us.&lt;br /&gt;
So I want to use some of the um share&lt;br /&gt;
some of the New Testament insights into watching versus sleeping.&lt;br /&gt;
Right? First Corinthians six 13 watch ye stand fast in the faith.&lt;br /&gt;
Quit you like men be strong. Quit means. Um&lt;br /&gt;
oh my gosh, I&#039;m too tired to think of what it means, but it just means, behave as men.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
Then first Thessalonians 55,&lt;br /&gt;
ye are all the Children of light and the Children of the day.&lt;br /&gt;
We have not, we are not of the night nor of darkness.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore, let us not sleep as do others&lt;br /&gt;
but let us watch and be sober.&lt;br /&gt;
These are what the followers of Jesus Christ are supposed to be doing right?&lt;br /&gt;
Romans 1311. Now it is high time to awaken out of sleep.&lt;br /&gt;
For now is our salvation nearer than we believed. The night is far spent.&lt;br /&gt;
The day is at hand.&lt;br /&gt;
Let us therefore cast off the works of darkness and let us put on the armor of light.&lt;br /&gt;
Do you see the importance of sleeping versus watching?&lt;br /&gt;
Um Then you know, we have the examples of the Garden of Gethsemane.&lt;br /&gt;
These are heartbreaking. Luke 2244&lt;br /&gt;
and being in an agony,&lt;br /&gt;
he prayed more earnestly and his sweat was as it&lt;br /&gt;
were great drops of blood falling down to the ground.&lt;br /&gt;
And when he rose up from prayer was come to his disciples,&lt;br /&gt;
he found them sleeping for sorrow.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that means to his sorrow.&lt;br /&gt;
And he said unto them, why sleep, ye rise and pray lest ye enter into temptation,&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew 2640&lt;br /&gt;
he cometh unto his disciples and find them asleep.&lt;br /&gt;
This is again after he had suffered&lt;br /&gt;
and said unto them Peter, what could ye not watch with me?&lt;br /&gt;
An hour watch and pray that ye not enter into&lt;br /&gt;
temptation.&lt;br /&gt;
The spirit indeed is willing but the flesh is weak. I guess&lt;br /&gt;
I feel the need to just differentiate between a&lt;br /&gt;
physical sleeping and our physical need to sleep.&lt;br /&gt;
That I know that gets a little mixed up there.&lt;br /&gt;
That is the savior is using that as a symbol about spiritual sleep.&lt;br /&gt;
This is not about physical sleep. It&#039;s about spiritual sleep, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Versus spiritual watching.&lt;br /&gt;
And then quickly we go to the book of Mormon to help&lt;br /&gt;
us understand a little bit more about being asleep versus being awakened,&lt;br /&gt;
which is a keyword in the book of Mormon.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, a very incomplete list. Second Nephi eight&lt;br /&gt;
verse nine, quoting Isaiah 51&lt;br /&gt;
awake awake, put on strength o arm of the Lord awake as the as in the ancient days,&lt;br /&gt;
verse 17, awake, awake, stand up o Jerusalem which has drunk at the hand of the Lord of&lt;br /&gt;
at the hand of the Lord, the cup of his fury awake awake, put on the strength O Zion,&lt;br /&gt;
put on thy beautiful garments.&lt;br /&gt;
Alma 57, behold, he changed their hearts. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
He awakened them out of a deep sleep and they awoke&lt;br /&gt;
unto God that they had that mighty change of heart.&lt;br /&gt;
Behold, they were in the midst of darkness.&lt;br /&gt;
Nevertheless, the souls were illuminated by the light of the everlasting word.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, they were encircled around by the bands of death and the chains of hell&lt;br /&gt;
and in everlasting destruction did await them until they awoke. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
Second Nephi,&lt;br /&gt;
one verse 13 0 that ye would awake awake from a deep sleep. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
Even from the sleep of hell and shake off the awful chains by which ye are bound,&lt;br /&gt;
which are the chains which bind the Children of men&lt;br /&gt;
that they are carried away captive down to the eternal gulf of misery and woe.&lt;br /&gt;
And I hope you&#039;re catching the connection again&lt;br /&gt;
between the chains of hell that Alma speaks of&lt;br /&gt;
when we refuse to receive more and more truth.&lt;br /&gt;
But we are comfortable just with what we have, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That helps us understand more the definition of the word sleep&lt;br /&gt;
and then back to the New Testament.&lt;br /&gt;
These scriptures give us insight to not only the&lt;br /&gt;
problem with sleeping and the command to watch,&lt;br /&gt;
but the next problem I see in the parable as well,&lt;br /&gt;
the idea that it&#039;s ok that we&#039;re asleep because a&lt;br /&gt;
cry will be given to announce the coming of the bridegroom&lt;br /&gt;
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that&lt;br /&gt;
again is not consistent with anything else that we are taught.&lt;br /&gt;
The message seems to be go ahead and sleep because you&#039;ll be given a&lt;br /&gt;
clear warning and plenty of time to get ready without any need to watch.&lt;br /&gt;
Right?&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s, that&#039;s a problem.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s these following verses, address both of those problems.&lt;br /&gt;
I think the sleeping versus waking.&lt;br /&gt;
And the idea that there will be a cry made a warning.&lt;br /&gt;
Luke 2136 watch.&lt;br /&gt;
Ye therefore and pray always that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these&lt;br /&gt;
things that shall come to pass and to stand before the son of man.&lt;br /&gt;
Right is telling to watch Matthew 2442 watch.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore,&lt;br /&gt;
for ye know not what hour your Lord Doth come but know this that if&lt;br /&gt;
the good man of the house had known and what watch the thief would come,&lt;br /&gt;
he would have watched and would not have suffered his house to be broken up.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore, be ye also ready for in such an hour as ye think not the son of man cometh,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
You can&#039;t be asleep.&lt;br /&gt;
Mark 1335 watch. Ye.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore for ye know not when the master of the house cometh at even or at&lt;br /&gt;
midnight or at the cock crowing or in&lt;br /&gt;
the morning lest coming suddenly he find you sleeping&lt;br /&gt;
and what I say unto you, I say unto all watch.&lt;br /&gt;
How can the possibly make sense? I hope you are seeing the problems that I am seeing.&lt;br /&gt;
Luke 1237 blessed are those servants whom the Lord when he,&lt;br /&gt;
when he cometh shall find watching verily,&lt;br /&gt;
I say unto you that he shall gird himself and make them&lt;br /&gt;
to sit down to meet and will come forth and serve them.&lt;br /&gt;
And if&lt;br /&gt;
and if ye shall come in the second watch or come in&lt;br /&gt;
the third watch and find them so blessed are those servants.&lt;br /&gt;
But this know that if the good man of the&lt;br /&gt;
house had known what hour the thief would come,&lt;br /&gt;
he would have watched and not have suffered his house to be broken through.&lt;br /&gt;
Be ye therefore ready also for the son of man cometh at an hour when ye think not again,&lt;br /&gt;
too many scriptures to quote all of them about&lt;br /&gt;
continuing on how the Lord will come as a thief&lt;br /&gt;
in the night without warning for those who are asleep.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, ok, so, so these are,&lt;br /&gt;
this is a pretty good summation of some of the problems that I see in this parable,&lt;br /&gt;
I I went through them pretty fast.&lt;br /&gt;
So I invite anyone to go ahead and pause this and read through that parable again&lt;br /&gt;
and see what you think, see what you see. Does this make sense to you? Are you seeing&lt;br /&gt;
the invitations that I&#039;m seeing from the Lord to seek more?&lt;br /&gt;
At least that&#039;s my interpretation. I have to have that caveat all the way through&lt;br /&gt;
this is how this is how my experience has been and what my interpretation is, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so I think that&lt;br /&gt;
before, OK,&lt;br /&gt;
so before I share the insights that helped me come to what I believe is the&lt;br /&gt;
greater portion of this parable or at least&lt;br /&gt;
the greater understanding that I have been given.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to share a few more of the problems that I see. So&lt;br /&gt;
and how they have played out in our history.&lt;br /&gt;
This parable not only teaches and supports a scarcity mentality,&lt;br /&gt;
it also teaches a gospel, I believe of a fear&lt;br /&gt;
of fear based works right. We need to earn our salvation.&lt;br /&gt;
However, we talk about it, drop by drop, adding oil to our lamps.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, I want to clarify.&lt;br /&gt;
I will say this several times. There are beautiful, valuable lessons to&lt;br /&gt;
be had on every level of the parable. We&#039;ll talk about that later, how the Lord&lt;br /&gt;
even uses this level of the parable to help us understand beautiful things&lt;br /&gt;
while at the same time inviting us to dig deeper into the parable.&lt;br /&gt;
So I don&#039;t want to minimize or erase anybody&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
interpretation of this parable or beautiful things they have learned.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that we can just&lt;br /&gt;
accept those. And at the same time recognize that there are deeper places to go&lt;br /&gt;
this parable, I believe, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so the idea though is that we earn our salvation, right?&lt;br /&gt;
They hadn&#039;t put enough oil in their lamps through&lt;br /&gt;
taking the spirit as their guide or through&lt;br /&gt;
their good works or through whatever it was,&lt;br /&gt;
it was something that they earned and could be accumulated into the lamp that&lt;br /&gt;
people could see who were the ones who had oil and who weren&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that that&#039;s very, very problematic. And so we&#039;re going to,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re going to talk&lt;br /&gt;
about that because this is absolutely how it was used. Also keep in mind that&lt;br /&gt;
the parable was always interpreted to be, these are the&lt;br /&gt;
the virgins, the worthy ones invited to the wedding feast.&lt;br /&gt;
They were there with their lamps in their wedding clothes, right? And so&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s always been interpreted, interpreted as half of the temple worthy members.&lt;br /&gt;
That is certainly how our earliest leaders&lt;br /&gt;
interpreted and taught.&lt;br /&gt;
And so even like no matter who you are or where you are,&lt;br /&gt;
you can never know for sure because only half of you are going to make it.&lt;br /&gt;
So it is this&lt;br /&gt;
drastic scarcity mentality of you have to earn enough oil that you have more than&lt;br /&gt;
you&#039;re in the top half. So you can make it into the feast.&lt;br /&gt;
Do you get what I&#039;m saying? Maybe we don&#039;t look at it directly that way in our day.&lt;br /&gt;
But that is if you read it,&lt;br /&gt;
that is what it teaches and that it is absolutely how it was used.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I&#039;m going to give some examples of that and again&lt;br /&gt;
there, um I guess this will be showing in a few weeks,&lt;br /&gt;
but there have been some discussions about Brigham Young.&lt;br /&gt;
I am not trying to find fault with Brigham Young.&lt;br /&gt;
That is never my goal or with any of our early leaders.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h42m01s 00:42:01]&lt;br /&gt;
while that is not my purpose,&lt;br /&gt;
it is essential that we learn to discern truth from error, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And we have to look at the fruits of various teachings. And so&lt;br /&gt;
looking at how the&lt;br /&gt;
parable of the foolish and wise virgins was&lt;br /&gt;
utilized by our earliest leaders by Brigham Young&lt;br /&gt;
is important to help us understand more about this parable and what I believe&lt;br /&gt;
the Lord was trying to teach us in it.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m going to read several quotes from Brigham Young.&lt;br /&gt;
These are all taken from the complete discourses&lt;br /&gt;
of Brigham Young that is available online.&lt;br /&gt;
So I will give you those references.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know if all of them were included in the journal of discourses or not, but I&lt;br /&gt;
took them from the complete discourses. So&lt;br /&gt;
this was given 28th of May 1847. It&#039;s in volume one page 480.&lt;br /&gt;
Um It&#039;s also strange, Brigham Young,&lt;br /&gt;
this is the only,&lt;br /&gt;
the only quote I have found so far where Brigham Young&lt;br /&gt;
claimed to be receiving a revelation. I thought in general he didn&#039;t do that.&lt;br /&gt;
So this one was interesting. He&#039;s speaking in a revelatory voice from the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
He says this is part of what he says. This is my commandment unto you.&lt;br /&gt;
Mine elder saith the Lord almighty that you speedily repent lest&lt;br /&gt;
judgments overtake you and you be numbered with the foolish virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
Let this suffice take heed to your ways and keep your former covenants.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was told just a little while after they had left on that first trip to Utah,&lt;br /&gt;
before they&#039;ve even gotten into the valley.&lt;br /&gt;
That was, that was um his teaching. Then&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll just continue through with quite a few of them, December 3rd eight,&lt;br /&gt;
but it won&#039;t even be half of them.&lt;br /&gt;
Just some of them.&lt;br /&gt;
December 3rd 1847. This is volume one page 569 of the complete discourses.&lt;br /&gt;
And,&lt;br /&gt;
and this was given to the people who were suffering so brutally in&lt;br /&gt;
winter quarters after he had come back from his first trip to Utah.&lt;br /&gt;
He, he first says that if the people had known what the church really was,&lt;br /&gt;
most of them would have, most of them would not have joined it.&lt;br /&gt;
He says to be LDS,&lt;br /&gt;
it will cost all a man has no different whether much or little or&lt;br /&gt;
he will be found a the foolish virgins without any oil in their laps.&lt;br /&gt;
I want you to also pay attention to how he&lt;br /&gt;
always uses this in the context of foolish virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s always this warning that you will be foolish virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
I haven&#039;t found exceptions to that.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was February 18th 1855 volume two, page 644.&lt;br /&gt;
In the progress of the age in which we live,&lt;br /&gt;
we discern the fulfillment of prophecy and the preparation for the second&lt;br /&gt;
coming of the Lord and Savior to dwell upon the earth.&lt;br /&gt;
We expect that the refuge of lies will be swept away&lt;br /&gt;
in that city nation government or kingdom which serves not God&lt;br /&gt;
and gives no heed to the principles of truth&lt;br /&gt;
and religion will be utterly wasted away and destroyed.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to pay attention.&lt;br /&gt;
I&lt;br /&gt;
want to&lt;br /&gt;
draw attention to the fact that this was given during the reformation.&lt;br /&gt;
So what it meant to live the gospel was to live polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
This is when it was being pushed hard&lt;br /&gt;
along with things like blood atonement and others.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll skip ahead. It becomes us.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore, 11 at all to have our wedding garments to have our lamps,&lt;br /&gt;
one and all to have our wedding have on our wedding garments&lt;br /&gt;
to have our lamps trimmed and burning well filled with oil.&lt;br /&gt;
Lest we also be taken unawares and shall share the fate of the foolish virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s similar to the prophecies that have continued to this day from&lt;br /&gt;
from various polygamous leaders, including Warren Jeffs, right?&lt;br /&gt;
The whole earth is going to be destroyed except us. We need to be prepared&lt;br /&gt;
and then there are dozens and dozens more all&lt;br /&gt;
implying the need for perfect obedience to the leaders.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s how this parable was understood and used. And&lt;br /&gt;
so I I just have to point out the parable&lt;br /&gt;
understood on the level that we tend to understand it&lt;br /&gt;
that we have to gather oil no matter how we define it.&lt;br /&gt;
Even Brigham Young defined it as spirit, right as the spirit,&lt;br /&gt;
but that we have to gather that through our works and our obedience.&lt;br /&gt;
That understanding is a powerful, powerful tool for any leader to have and&lt;br /&gt;
to abuse. And so um I&#039;m going to go on with a few more of these teachings.&lt;br /&gt;
The 15th of June 1856. This is volume two pages 1103 through 1104.&lt;br /&gt;
Not all of these people are doing as I have been counseling.&lt;br /&gt;
You still, I will venture to say that there are as many wise, as foolish, wise ones,&lt;br /&gt;
as foolish, but many will have to separate from their own family connections.&lt;br /&gt;
If they do not do better,&lt;br /&gt;
parents and Children will have to separate and husbands and wives air long.&lt;br /&gt;
Who does this sound like? Right? Where does Warren Jeffs get all of these ideas?&lt;br /&gt;
Uh I&#039;ll skip ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
We will keep hammering at you with the word of God,&lt;br /&gt;
which is quick and powerful until you become sheep if possible,&lt;br /&gt;
that we may not have foolish virgins in the company.&lt;br /&gt;
Though, in all this,&lt;br /&gt;
I do not expect to even desire to thwart the&lt;br /&gt;
plans and sayings of Jesus Christ in the lead.&lt;br /&gt;
Let us do all the good. We can extend the hand of&lt;br /&gt;
be benevolence to all keep the commandments of God&lt;br /&gt;
and live our religion.&lt;br /&gt;
And after all, there will still,&lt;br /&gt;
and after all, there will be five foolish virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
And if we are not careful, we shall all be on the list of the foolish ones.&lt;br /&gt;
So that was interesting. It made me think that maybe this parable is where um&lt;br /&gt;
the idea for Santa&#039;s Nadia nice list came from because that&#039;s what it sounds like.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. Which list are you going to be on&lt;br /&gt;
um second of September 1860. This is volume 30 pages 939 to 941.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h47m18s 00:47:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Yet after all the label labor that will be performed by the&lt;br /&gt;
elders of Israel and traveling to the utmost part of the earth&lt;br /&gt;
and gather, gathering out the people from all nations, kindred tongue and people.&lt;br /&gt;
And after all the preaching faith and toil that will,&lt;br /&gt;
that will be wrought by the servants of God.&lt;br /&gt;
When Christ comes, there will be five foolish virgins and five y&lt;br /&gt;
five ws my exhortation to every man woman and child that has&lt;br /&gt;
in the name of Christ, my positive command to you,&lt;br /&gt;
which I urge upon you and which is your imperative duty to hearken to and obey&lt;br /&gt;
is to so live every moment that there that there will not be a dark spot upon your lives&lt;br /&gt;
that you can say every night. The last is the best day I have ever lived.&lt;br /&gt;
God be praised that I have been enabled to so live this day&lt;br /&gt;
that I can go to sleep with a clear conscience in short,&lt;br /&gt;
so live that when you&lt;br /&gt;
in the spirit,&lt;br /&gt;
in the spirit world, you can truthfully say I could not better. My mortal life.&lt;br /&gt;
Were I to live it over again?&lt;br /&gt;
I exhort you for the sake of the house of Israel, for the sake of Zion,&lt;br /&gt;
which we are to build up to so live from&lt;br /&gt;
this time henceforth and forever that your characters may be,&lt;br /&gt;
may with pleasure, be scrutinized by holy beings.&lt;br /&gt;
He goes on to call them to repentance for various sins.&lt;br /&gt;
I know of no person who has a right to sin.&lt;br /&gt;
Brother Brigham,&lt;br /&gt;
don&#039;t you sometimes sin if I do it is none of your business and&lt;br /&gt;
the whole of you are not smart enough to catch me in a wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
Look back at my life since I have been preaching the gospel&lt;br /&gt;
and point out if you can the iniquity I have committed,&lt;br /&gt;
I never yet felt that I had license to commit sin.&lt;br /&gt;
And if I have not,&lt;br /&gt;
who has some may imagine that I am boasting you may call it what you please.&lt;br /&gt;
God has preserved my feet and tongue and I am here to day.&lt;br /&gt;
They&#039;re not so good as I ought to be and you are not so good as you ought to be.&lt;br /&gt;
There is a chance for us all to be much better.&lt;br /&gt;
Where is the boy in this community who has the right to disgrace his father by sin?&lt;br /&gt;
Where&#039;s the daughter who has the right to disgrace her mother by defiling herself?&lt;br /&gt;
Have you any such license, young women? Have you any such license young men?&lt;br /&gt;
If you cannot show your license to commit sin, we shall consider you impostors&lt;br /&gt;
and that you have no right and do and do not belong to our society.&lt;br /&gt;
We will dis fellowship all such men and women,&lt;br /&gt;
whether old or young they are already dis fellowshipped in my feelings.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve read that entire extensive quote because I think it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
so important to point out this gospel of works versus&lt;br /&gt;
grace. Right. I talk about this in my episode on the atonement.&lt;br /&gt;
I think it might be episode 41.&lt;br /&gt;
If you haven&#039;t watched that, I&#039;m going to skip ahead here.&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t know where I talk about it, but it seems appropriate here.&lt;br /&gt;
Remember that after the parable of the virgins comes the parable of the talents.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that that&#039;s really important to consider.&lt;br /&gt;
I share,&lt;br /&gt;
I go into some depth in that episode on the&lt;br /&gt;
atonement about my interpretation of the parable of the talents.&lt;br /&gt;
But I want to just briefly restate it here because I think it&#039;s important to&lt;br /&gt;
compare to this gospel.&lt;br /&gt;
We are hearing preach from Brigham Young that you&lt;br /&gt;
basically have to earn your salvation through being perfect,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
And um so in the parallel of the talents that follows after,&lt;br /&gt;
and I&#039;ll give the interpretation how I think they go together.&lt;br /&gt;
But I think the parable of the talents is the true parable where&lt;br /&gt;
the savior is trying to teach us what the gospel actually is.&lt;br /&gt;
And in it,&lt;br /&gt;
he talks about the man that was given five and took five talents and took them&lt;br /&gt;
into the world and traded with his fellow man and returned five additional to&lt;br /&gt;
the savior and the man that was given two and did the same thing&lt;br /&gt;
and the man that was given one talent&lt;br /&gt;
and he buried it in the earth.&lt;br /&gt;
And then when the savior came back, he gave him. And he said,&lt;br /&gt;
here is that I, that io thine that I owe thee.&lt;br /&gt;
I knew that thou were a hard master and reap for thou hast not sowed. And so, um,&lt;br /&gt;
I, I,&lt;br /&gt;
my best and favorite interpretation of this that really enlightened my mind so much&lt;br /&gt;
and, and I welcome other thoughts and other interpretations. I&#039;m sharing mine&lt;br /&gt;
but is to understand the talents as portions of grace, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I was always taught that it was about like&lt;br /&gt;
practicing piano. You know, clearly, it&#039;s not about our talents as we define them.&lt;br /&gt;
Talents meant money.&lt;br /&gt;
But I think that we could look at them as sort of portions of grace,&lt;br /&gt;
even though grace isn&#039;t portioned out that way.&lt;br /&gt;
The man&lt;br /&gt;
who&lt;br /&gt;
needed five talents, maybe it&#039;s someone who needed&lt;br /&gt;
a lot of grace, right? Who really struggled some of you. This will be a review.&lt;br /&gt;
I apologize, but&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t want to leave it out for someone&lt;br /&gt;
who doesn&#039;t remember who hasn&#039;t watched that episode.&lt;br /&gt;
Someone who required five portions of grace because maybe&lt;br /&gt;
he really struggled in a lot of ways.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
he let that weakness and that struggle and the grace God gave him&lt;br /&gt;
effect like&lt;br /&gt;
um&lt;br /&gt;
influence how he dealt with his fellow man.&lt;br /&gt;
So every bit of grace that was bestowed on him, he bestowed on his fellow man right,&lt;br /&gt;
so that he returned a full amount in the Savior&#039;s investment into him.&lt;br /&gt;
He treated everyone with such grace that he was able to&lt;br /&gt;
double the grace that the Lord had given him.&lt;br /&gt;
And maybe the man with two portions of grace was someone who&lt;br /&gt;
had some weaknesses that really helped him to be&lt;br /&gt;
able to be more compassionate with other people&#039;s weaknesses,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h52m27s 00:52:27]&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so he&lt;br /&gt;
the same as in his interactions with his fellow man,&lt;br /&gt;
as he took his talents to the marketplace, what the Lord invested in Him,&lt;br /&gt;
he was able to invest in others and he magnified&lt;br /&gt;
and doubled the grace that God has given him.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that this is what the Lord is always teaching us.&lt;br /&gt;
And the man who was given one talent,&lt;br /&gt;
he buried it in the earth.&lt;br /&gt;
And he said, look, Lord, I didn&#039;t even need the talent you gave me. I did it on my own.&lt;br /&gt;
I earned it all. I didn&#039;t even need any grace from you.&lt;br /&gt;
And I certainly didn&#039;t give much grace to my fellow man, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I judged them pretty harshly according to the standard that&lt;br /&gt;
I thought I was able to live up to.&lt;br /&gt;
So here you go. Here&#039;s your grace. I don&#039;t need it.&lt;br /&gt;
I did it all on my own that I think is what&lt;br /&gt;
the savior is trying to teach and note that it&#039;s that man,&lt;br /&gt;
the man who said, I don&#039;t need your grace.&lt;br /&gt;
I did it all on my own and who didn&#039;t give enough grace to his fellow man.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s the one who was cast out into weeping, wailing and gnashing of teeth.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. I think that&#039;s important to recognize and it sounds to me&lt;br /&gt;
like that is very much the gospel that&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham Young understood and taught and insisted upon.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I, I think it&#039;s interesting. I um we&#039;re gonna go on to more of these quotes. Um&lt;br /&gt;
This is May 17th, 1868 in volume five, page 94.&lt;br /&gt;
When the bride, groom, groom was coming, the cry was made, go ye out to meet him.&lt;br /&gt;
But while he tarried, they all slumbered and slept.&lt;br /&gt;
And when they woke with the cry, the bridegroom is here,&lt;br /&gt;
there were foolish virgins among those among them who had no oil in their lamps.&lt;br /&gt;
He did not say that they would be among the ungodly.&lt;br /&gt;
It is among those who are the bride, the lamb&#039;s wife, the foolish are to be found.&lt;br /&gt;
I just wanted to give you a lot of&lt;br /&gt;
several examples. Again, this isn&#039;t even half of them. This is a parable&lt;br /&gt;
that&lt;br /&gt;
that brother Brigham used a lot. He used frequently&lt;br /&gt;
to, I think, you know, keep the people obedient.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um then we have March 29th, 1869 volume five page 42.&lt;br /&gt;
It is true that we are all that we are weak, feeble,&lt;br /&gt;
frail and prone to wander from the path of righteous,&lt;br /&gt;
but from the paths of righteousness.&lt;br /&gt;
We are made subject to vanity still it is our duty to bring,&lt;br /&gt;
to bring it to subjugation, to bring it to subjugation to the law of Christ,&lt;br /&gt;
all the powers of our nature to bring into subjugation to the law of Christ,&lt;br /&gt;
all the powers of our nature. If we thus subdue the wicked man that, that is within us,&lt;br /&gt;
and then I&#039;ll summarize what he says, then we can hope to be worthy when it,&lt;br /&gt;
when it will be said, behold, the bridegroom, go out to meet him.&lt;br /&gt;
Now,&lt;br /&gt;
will we deceive ourselves and be found among the&lt;br /&gt;
foolish virgins with no oil in our vessels?&lt;br /&gt;
And when the wheat and tears are separated, shall I be found a tear or a wheat?&lt;br /&gt;
Let us ask ourselves the question. Am I a wheat or a tear?&lt;br /&gt;
He always wanted to keep them in insecurity in their relationship to God. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
April 29th, 1877 I want to point out this is the last one I&#039;ll read.&lt;br /&gt;
I believe this was just a few months before his death. And keep in mind&lt;br /&gt;
he had just spent the last four years building the Gardo house. He he&lt;br /&gt;
wasn&#039;t able to work much on the temple to complete the temple.&lt;br /&gt;
But the Gardo House was his latest and most outrageously opulent&lt;br /&gt;
mansion in his long line of mansions. And he owned&lt;br /&gt;
II&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t even know how many dozens of homes and businesses,&lt;br /&gt;
most of the property in Salt Lake City and most of the businesses and&lt;br /&gt;
much of it acquired from other members who had built&lt;br /&gt;
it um through back tithing that they owed him,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So he&lt;br /&gt;
acquired or took much of it from others.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is volume five pages, 1293 through 1294.&lt;br /&gt;
Fear not with regard to the success of this church and kingdom rather fear,&lt;br /&gt;
you should not be counted worthy to be numbered among&lt;br /&gt;
the sanctified when Jesus comes to make up his jewels.&lt;br /&gt;
Rather fear, fearless.&lt;br /&gt;
You should be found in the condition of the five foolish virgins who whose lamps had&lt;br /&gt;
gone out and who were unprepared to meet the bridegroom because they had no oil.&lt;br /&gt;
Remember latter day saints,&lt;br /&gt;
there were five wise and five foolish and&lt;br /&gt;
equal division and yet they were all virgins,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
They were all all part of you.&lt;br /&gt;
The application is just is a just one and has a direct bearing on us a lot.&lt;br /&gt;
As Latter day saints, the wise among us will take heed,&lt;br /&gt;
will hearken to the instructions and counsels of the servants of God&lt;br /&gt;
will pattern after Christ and thirst after the things of God.&lt;br /&gt;
And our lamps will be trimmed and burning&lt;br /&gt;
and we will be prepared to meet the bridegroom&lt;br /&gt;
when he comes and they that are ready to will enter in with him to the marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
And whether or not the door be shut on those who are&lt;br /&gt;
not so well prepared is a matter that belongs solely to him.&lt;br /&gt;
And he can do just as he pleases about it.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to have oil in my vessel. So that in case I should.&lt;br /&gt;
And so so that in case I should and in consequence of the weakness of the,&lt;br /&gt;
of the flesh slumber, a little&lt;br /&gt;
on, on a rising my lamp would be trimmed, ready to burn.&lt;br /&gt;
This is doubtless your desire then live for it.&lt;br /&gt;
Mingle, not your voices with the wicked seek,&lt;br /&gt;
not after the delusive things of world in, in their present state.&lt;br /&gt;
But um he often talks about them, not, not minding their poverty, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
but is not the Lord going to give the earth,&lt;br /&gt;
give the earth and the riches thereof to the saints.&lt;br /&gt;
Yes, that is the promise. And he has spoken it by the mouth of his many prophets.&lt;br /&gt;
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But when will this inheritance pass into the hands of his,&lt;br /&gt;
of his people when we shall have sanctified the Lord in our hearts,&lt;br /&gt;
sanctified our bodies and spirits and the truth.&lt;br /&gt;
And we become pure and holy, free from selfishness and free from every sin&lt;br /&gt;
and until we shall have received this state of perfection, we need never expect we,&lt;br /&gt;
we never need expect these things committed to our care for.&lt;br /&gt;
He will not do it.&lt;br /&gt;
So again,&lt;br /&gt;
the the double standard just the way that this&lt;br /&gt;
teaching was utilized very effectively and it fits right?&lt;br /&gt;
His understanding of the parable fits. So&lt;br /&gt;
this works based. Gospel of Fear is not the true gospel of Jesus Christ.&lt;br /&gt;
This perspective can be found in the lesser portion of each parable,&lt;br /&gt;
but the greater portion always reveals a completely different picture.&lt;br /&gt;
They do not reveal a gospel of fear and works, but a gospel of love, joy, peace,&lt;br /&gt;
charity, and grace.&lt;br /&gt;
We need to get that greater portion so that we&lt;br /&gt;
can understand why the gospel is the good news,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
Because otherwise it sure sounds heavy. This&lt;br /&gt;
this fear based gospel is something that we&#039;ll touch on a little bit more. As we,&lt;br /&gt;
when we get into our episodes on blood atonement,&lt;br /&gt;
those are rather difficult and to see the effect&lt;br /&gt;
that these teachings had on people is very,&lt;br /&gt;
I mean, it&#039;s predictable but it&#039;s, it&#039;s hard,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So those two gospels could not be more different,&lt;br /&gt;
the gospel of works versus the Gospel of Grace.&lt;br /&gt;
So it is true again that there are valuable messages on every level,&lt;br /&gt;
the lesser and the&lt;br /&gt;
greater portion, we can learn valuable things,&lt;br /&gt;
but we can see from the teachings of Brigham Young that&lt;br /&gt;
there is great danger in staying forever in the lesser portion.&lt;br /&gt;
We need to grow in light and knowledge and truth.&lt;br /&gt;
We need to go from milk to meat and seek greater understanding. So,&lt;br /&gt;
ok,&lt;br /&gt;
now we&#039;re gonna go in and try to try to&lt;br /&gt;
help solve some of the problems I might have created.&lt;br /&gt;
So I did because of all of these problems I puzzled about this parable for years&lt;br /&gt;
long before I saw the connections to these connections to polygamy,&lt;br /&gt;
I just discovered in preparation for this episode.&lt;br /&gt;
And this episode and looking up how this was utilized by other leaders,&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t know any of that until getting ready for this episode.&lt;br /&gt;
But still&lt;br /&gt;
seeing all of the problems, I&lt;br /&gt;
really struggled and I tried to find all kinds of different ways to make sense of it. I&lt;br /&gt;
prayed and I tried different interpretations to try to learn the lessons,&lt;br /&gt;
the deeper lessons that would make sense.&lt;br /&gt;
And so&lt;br /&gt;
finally,&lt;br /&gt;
my oldest son who I used to have a lot of scriptural conversations with, I still do.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s just in law school. So he&#039;s a lot busier now.&lt;br /&gt;
But he called me one day while I believe, while he was in college&lt;br /&gt;
with to tell me his insight and it&lt;br /&gt;
blew me away and completely solved this parable for me.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what I&#039;m going to share with you because&lt;br /&gt;
it was like that like, you know, the metaphorical light bulb, it just was like, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
I get it.&lt;br /&gt;
I see. Oh my goodness. I&#039;ve been so thankful ever since. So&lt;br /&gt;
this is what I&#039;m going to explain.&lt;br /&gt;
I, I again, go slowly if you need to, to try to understand.&lt;br /&gt;
But I think for me,&lt;br /&gt;
this is the key to understanding the true message&lt;br /&gt;
Jesus wanted us to understand in this parable.&lt;br /&gt;
And it comes in the very first verse this is how Jesus starts this parable.&lt;br /&gt;
Then shall the Kingdom of Heaven be likened unto 10 virgins?&lt;br /&gt;
I hope you caught that. This is the only parable that begins this way.&lt;br /&gt;
It is a critical distinction between this parable and every other parable.&lt;br /&gt;
And as I said, in my opinion,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s the key to understanding the greater portion of this parable.&lt;br /&gt;
In every other parable, Jesus gives,&lt;br /&gt;
he himself tells us what the kingdom of Heaven is like.&lt;br /&gt;
He makes the analogy.&lt;br /&gt;
And so in this parable,&lt;br /&gt;
he&#039;s not saying the Kingdom of Heaven is like&lt;br /&gt;
he&#039;s saying this is what people will say.&lt;br /&gt;
The Kingdom of Heaven is like,&lt;br /&gt;
do you understand&lt;br /&gt;
then in that day,&lt;br /&gt;
shall the Kingdom of Heaven be likened unto people will say that&lt;br /&gt;
the Kingdom of Heaven is like this is like these 10 virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that is a critical the&lt;br /&gt;
distinction. So&lt;br /&gt;
I had already&lt;br /&gt;
studied this out for myself, but I found a list,&lt;br /&gt;
a comprehensive list of the perils parables of Jesus that I will&lt;br /&gt;
um link below if anyone wants to look at it for themselves.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll just give you some examples of how all of the other parables start.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve not yet found anything that contradicts this pattern.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll start with Matthew 1324.&lt;br /&gt;
The Kingdom of Heaven is likened unto a man who sowed good seed in his field.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, the King James version translation does a couple of these.&lt;br /&gt;
Strangely, it&#039;s the same wording and, and,&lt;br /&gt;
and all of the others is trans translated just as the Kingdom of Heaven&lt;br /&gt;
is like a man or the kingdom of Heaven is as a man.&lt;br /&gt;
But in this one, it says it is likened unto a man,&lt;br /&gt;
which just means the Kingdom of Heaven is like a man traveling in his field.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Chapter 31 the king kingdom of Heaven is like a mustard seed.&lt;br /&gt;
These are all Matthew kingdom of,&lt;br /&gt;
I mean um chapter Matthew 33 the Kingdom of Heaven is like unto&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h02m59s 01:02:59]&lt;br /&gt;
le in chapter 44 the Kingdom of Heaven is like unto treasure,&lt;br /&gt;
hid in a field.&lt;br /&gt;
45. The Kingdom of Heaven is like unto a merchant man.&lt;br /&gt;
47 the Kingdom of Heaven is like unto a net.&lt;br /&gt;
Um 18 verse 23 the Kingdom of Heaven is likened unto a certain rich uh to a certain&lt;br /&gt;
in king which you can see there.&lt;br /&gt;
It uses that same awkward wording, but it&#039;s the same,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s the exact same thing and it comes from the same words.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
Chapter 20 verse one, the Kingdom of Heaven is like unto a man that is an,&lt;br /&gt;
is an householder.&lt;br /&gt;
Chapter 20 verse two.&lt;br /&gt;
The Kingdom of Heaven is like unto a certain king which made a marriage for his son.&lt;br /&gt;
So you see, I won&#039;t even go into all of the other parables.&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew is where I believe most of them are recorded.&lt;br /&gt;
But there are several other examples in every single parable,&lt;br /&gt;
Jesus himself makes the comparison, makes the analogy.&lt;br /&gt;
He is trying to help us understand eternal truth by telling us by comparing&lt;br /&gt;
the Kingdom of Heaven to things that are more&lt;br /&gt;
concrete that we can hopefully understand a little bit better.&lt;br /&gt;
But in this one parable, the parable of the 10 virgins,&lt;br /&gt;
it is different. Jesus is not making the comparison.&lt;br /&gt;
He is not telling us the kingdom of Heaven is like 10 virgins. He&#039;s saying&lt;br /&gt;
the Kingdom of Heaven will be likened unto 10 virgins by others&lt;br /&gt;
in the last days. And I think often&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re so serious with how we read the um Savior. I like to read this one like&lt;br /&gt;
I sometimes when you read about the beam and the mote, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it&#039;s fun to see the savior doing this with some humor.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s saying&lt;br /&gt;
they have a moat in their eye and you have a beam in your eye. Like it&#039;s a ridiculous um&lt;br /&gt;
uh&lt;br /&gt;
it, it&#039;s a ridiculous circumstance to talk about.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think there was some humor in it, right? I think the same as this. He&#039;s like,&lt;br /&gt;
OK, get this guys. This is what they&#039;re going to say.&lt;br /&gt;
The Kingdom of Heaven is like,&lt;br /&gt;
and they would have all caught the symbolism as he was giving it.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think maybe to some extent laughed along. That&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s how I imagine this parable being given and understanding&lt;br /&gt;
the parable this way as Jesus not teaching these ideas,&lt;br /&gt;
but warning against these ideas and potentially&lt;br /&gt;
even making fun of these ideas to some&lt;br /&gt;
extent has helped me to grow to love this parable where I used to be so&lt;br /&gt;
troubled by it and really struggle with it.&lt;br /&gt;
The scarcity mentality, the idea that&lt;br /&gt;
gospel in heaven is a zero sum game.&lt;br /&gt;
If I make it in, it means that someone else can&#039;t and vice versa.&lt;br /&gt;
If someone else makes it in,&lt;br /&gt;
it means that I can&#039;t because only half of the&lt;br /&gt;
covenant people can be included and half must be excluded.&lt;br /&gt;
It means that that is not a truth taught by Jesus Christ,&lt;br /&gt;
that is a falsehood taught by man that Jesus is warning us against.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s telling us to watch, to be alert,&lt;br /&gt;
to stay awake as we go forward and talk about more to take the&lt;br /&gt;
spirit as our guide so that we won&#039;t be deceived by these false ideas.&lt;br /&gt;
The idea that we accumulate worthiness through our good works, our acts,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, whatever it might be, we somehow earn our worth and earn our salvation&lt;br /&gt;
in something physical like oil that everyone can see, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That everyone can tell who&#039;s worthy, who&#039;s not,&lt;br /&gt;
or at least we always need to be worried about it and trying, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Just that,&lt;br /&gt;
that idea that always leads to either pride or to inferiority and insecurity&lt;br /&gt;
that never leads to love of God and love of fellow man.&lt;br /&gt;
That is not an idea that Jesus was teaching.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s a false idea that Jesus was warning would be taught.&lt;br /&gt;
And so again, harkening back to the things I covered in episode 41.&lt;br /&gt;
It is an inversion of the truth. This parable is warning us&lt;br /&gt;
of these things that would be taught.&lt;br /&gt;
Um the truth of the gospel, right?&lt;br /&gt;
The truth of the atom is that it is a gift given to us that we can never be.&lt;br /&gt;
Um what&#039;s the profitable servants, right?&lt;br /&gt;
We are always in the dead of Jesus Christ and we are dependent wholly on grace.&lt;br /&gt;
And our good works are a natural outgrowth of our experiencing the love of God.&lt;br /&gt;
And that grows into the love of our fellow man. And our desire to&lt;br /&gt;
be used by God to help him in some small way&lt;br /&gt;
in his great work of saving mankind and saving the world.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what we are enlisted in&lt;br /&gt;
naturally joyfully gratefully when we are blessed to come&lt;br /&gt;
into the presence of God and experience his love.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s how it really works.&lt;br /&gt;
The Gospel is never a burden, it&#039;s never discouraging or depressing&lt;br /&gt;
or depleting. And it&#039;s the opposite. It&#039;s not fearful. It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
a tremendous privilege that is ennobling and joyful and makes you grateful every&lt;br /&gt;
single day that the Lord lets you be a part of it.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s why it&#039;s the good news, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so this greater portion of the parables of the 10,&lt;br /&gt;
of the parable of the 10 virgins I believe&lt;br /&gt;
is, is to be able to recognize and see through the false&lt;br /&gt;
ideas&lt;br /&gt;
that preachers of religion would proclaim.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, um I think that the message of it is restated.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, in second Timothy 43,&lt;br /&gt;
for the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine.&lt;br /&gt;
But after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves,&lt;br /&gt;
teachers having itching ears and they shall turn away their ears from the truth&lt;br /&gt;
and shall be turned unto fables. It&#039;s the people wanting these ideas taught.&lt;br /&gt;
And more than that, I think the leaders wanting to teach these ideas, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so the parable is to warn us of these&lt;br /&gt;
fables that will be taught and will deceive many,&lt;br /&gt;
especially those who are not truly wise.&lt;br /&gt;
And we&#039;re going to go forward and talk about that because that is an essential part&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h08m39s 01:08:39]&lt;br /&gt;
of this parable. So&lt;br /&gt;
the idea also, I just want to talk about the idea that we somehow&lt;br /&gt;
that we as humans can judge one another can determine who is worthy, who is not,&lt;br /&gt;
can see the oil in the vessel, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That is another completely false idea&lt;br /&gt;
that I think contradicts all of Christ&#039;s other teachings.&lt;br /&gt;
The idea that we can come up with some sort&lt;br /&gt;
of list of requirements that we can check off.&lt;br /&gt;
So we can measure our own rights&lt;br /&gt;
and measure the righteousness and the worthiness of others,&lt;br /&gt;
I think is also false. And so especially again, since half of us have to fail, right?&lt;br /&gt;
We can never be sure. We&#039;re always insecure. We&#039;re always fearful. We&#039;re always&lt;br /&gt;
having to run ourselves ragged trying to earn something that we&lt;br /&gt;
never had to or could earn in the first place.&lt;br /&gt;
And so that&#039;s, um,&lt;br /&gt;
that, that&#039;s something that I think is important to recognize. I love.&lt;br /&gt;
Second Nephi 941. 0, then my beloved brethren come unto the Lord. The holy one.&lt;br /&gt;
Remember that his paths are righteous.&lt;br /&gt;
Behold the way for man is narrow, but it lieth in a straight course before him.&lt;br /&gt;
And the keeper of the gate is the holy one of Israel and he employee no servant. There,&lt;br /&gt;
there is never any&lt;br /&gt;
person who can say who is worthy and who is not, who can come to the Lord and who can&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
that is not dependent on any human, no matter what calling or position they may hold&lt;br /&gt;
that is dependent only on the Lord and us each as individuals.&lt;br /&gt;
And there is none other way save it be by the gate for he cannot be deceive.&lt;br /&gt;
God cannot be deceived.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s no other way to enter his presence other than the gate that he himself keeps&lt;br /&gt;
for the Lord is his name&lt;br /&gt;
the Lord. So anyway, ok, I was going to restate some of that.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re going to go on to talk about the&lt;br /&gt;
important lessons that this parable does teach right?&lt;br /&gt;
In addition into the lessons that it tells us to be,&lt;br /&gt;
to be wary of, to be warned of&lt;br /&gt;
the lesson is not about a half and a half success rate or about virginity&lt;br /&gt;
or virgins or about earning our salvations or determining who among us is worthy.&lt;br /&gt;
But it very much is about wisdom.&lt;br /&gt;
And so let&#039;s we&#039;re gonna go on and talk for a little while about wisdom.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so important and wisdom is a tricky word in the scriptures.&lt;br /&gt;
There are definitely two types of wisdom, right? Or wisdom is on a spectrum.&lt;br /&gt;
We could see.&lt;br /&gt;
Um maybe we could call it a lesser and a greater portion of wisdom, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Or way of understanding wisdom, it can be either good or bad&lt;br /&gt;
and we need to discern between them between the good wisdom and the bad wisdom.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think as I&#039;ve thought about it,&lt;br /&gt;
I thought maybe part of the reason the Lord uses wisdom this way&lt;br /&gt;
and challenges us to discern between the&lt;br /&gt;
positive and the negative wisdom in scriptures&lt;br /&gt;
is so we can learn to discern between positive and&lt;br /&gt;
negative wisdom in our own lives and in ourselves because&lt;br /&gt;
we are so prone. This is something I think we all have to struggle with.&lt;br /&gt;
So we need to learn to recognize each the positive and the negative type of wisdom.&lt;br /&gt;
And the book of Mormon is an excellent place to start from my&lt;br /&gt;
perspective. It&#039;s the best source we have to help us understand this.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m going to start by reading through some of the negative&lt;br /&gt;
examples of wisdom, right.&lt;br /&gt;
Alma 21 am&lt;br /&gt;
Lakai&lt;br /&gt;
was a man.&lt;br /&gt;
Alisia&lt;br /&gt;
am&lt;br /&gt;
Lakai.&lt;br /&gt;
People say it differently&lt;br /&gt;
was a wise man as to the wisdom of the world.&lt;br /&gt;
Mosiah 24 7, the Lamanites began to wax great and&lt;br /&gt;
began to be a cunning and a wise people as to the wisdom of the world.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, a very cunning people delighting in all manner of wickedness and plunder.&lt;br /&gt;
Second Nephi 2726.&lt;br /&gt;
Therefore, I will proceed to do a marvelous work among this people.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
a marvelous work and a wonder for the&lt;br /&gt;
wisdom of their wise and their learned shall perish&lt;br /&gt;
and the understanding of their prudent shall be hid&lt;br /&gt;
and then we can go on&lt;br /&gt;
from there. I had to check and make sure my sound was working now.&lt;br /&gt;
So you had good sound for the rest of this.&lt;br /&gt;
Second Nephi 2815.&lt;br /&gt;
0, the wise and the learned and the rich that are puffed up in the pride of their hearts&lt;br /&gt;
and all those who preach false doctrines and all those who commit whos&lt;br /&gt;
and pervert the right ways of the Lord woe woe woe be unto them&lt;br /&gt;
saith the Lord God almighty for they shall be thrust down to hell.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
you can see the&lt;br /&gt;
wi w can be dangerous. Wisdom can be dangerous. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
Second Nephi 1521 woe unto the wise in their own eyes and prudent in their own sight.&lt;br /&gt;
Alma 3223. And now he imparted his word by angels unto men.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, not only men but women also.&lt;br /&gt;
Now this is not all little Children do have words given&lt;br /&gt;
unto them many times which confound the wise and the learned.&lt;br /&gt;
There are just a few more I read, there are many&lt;br /&gt;
in the scriptures. I just chose some and maybe I should edit some of them out.&lt;br /&gt;
But you&#039;re getting, you&#039;re getting all that I chose&lt;br /&gt;
Alma 37 6. Now you may suppose that this is foolishness in me.&lt;br /&gt;
But behold,&lt;br /&gt;
I say unto you that by small and simple things are&lt;br /&gt;
great things brought to pass and small means in many instances,&lt;br /&gt;
Doth confound the wise and the Lord Doth work by means&lt;br /&gt;
to bring about his great and internal and eternal purposes.&lt;br /&gt;
And by very small means, the Lord Doth confound them&lt;br /&gt;
wise and bringeth about the salvation of many souls.&lt;br /&gt;
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The same thing we find somewhat in doctrine and covenants. Section 1 28 18&lt;br /&gt;
talks about the things that are kept hid from the wise&lt;br /&gt;
and the prudent but shall be revealed unto babes and sucklings.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, many more examples throughout the scriptures.&lt;br /&gt;
I haven&#039;t even touched on the Bible which has many you can look up.&lt;br /&gt;
So I I&#039;m again hoping that this will be an invitation for anyone who wants&lt;br /&gt;
to seek and learn more and share with me some of what you learned.&lt;br /&gt;
So the scriptures though can also more importantly, help us understand&lt;br /&gt;
positive wisdom,&lt;br /&gt;
right? The, the good version of wisdom.&lt;br /&gt;
And so let&#039;s read through some of those&lt;br /&gt;
and, and this, as we read through these, start thinking about some of the things that&lt;br /&gt;
wisdom that the positive wisdom entails.&lt;br /&gt;
Mormon 928.&lt;br /&gt;
Be wise in the days of your probation, strip yourselves of all and cleanness.&lt;br /&gt;
Ask not that you may consume it on your&lt;br /&gt;
lusts, but ask with a firmness unshaken that ye will yield to no temptation.&lt;br /&gt;
But they will serve the true and living God that teaches us a lot about how to be wise.&lt;br /&gt;
Jacob 611.&lt;br /&gt;
0,&lt;br /&gt;
then my beloved brethren repent ye and enter in at the straight gate and&lt;br /&gt;
continue in the way which is narrow until ye shall obtain eternal life.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, be wise. What more can I? What can I say more? Mosiah 1227.&lt;br /&gt;
You have not applied your hearts to understanding therefore,&lt;br /&gt;
you have not been wise.&lt;br /&gt;
So the wise apply their hearts to understanding. We&#039;re starting to get a list.&lt;br /&gt;
Alma 3020 that talks about the Lamanites that they were more wise than many of the&lt;br /&gt;
Nephites because they didn&#039;t fall the teachings of&lt;br /&gt;
Korah or Abi&lt;br /&gt;
his teachings&lt;br /&gt;
hem&lt;br /&gt;
in 1614, and angels did appear unto men,&lt;br /&gt;
wise men and to declare things unto them glad tidings of great joy.&lt;br /&gt;
So the wise are people that angels can appear unto&lt;br /&gt;
Mosiah 2910. And now let us be wise and look forward to these things.&lt;br /&gt;
And do that, which will make for the peace of this people.&lt;br /&gt;
Wise men will judge, will judge this people according to the commandments of God,&lt;br /&gt;
Mosiah 29 8. Now I say unto you, let us be wise and consider these things.&lt;br /&gt;
So the wise consider right that he goes on to talk about wisdom in government.&lt;br /&gt;
And then&lt;br /&gt;
3514, I&#039;m not going to read through it right now.&lt;br /&gt;
It is loaded and I&#039;m asking you to read it if you even want to pause right now&lt;br /&gt;
and read&lt;br /&gt;
3514. There is so much there.&lt;br /&gt;
Then Matthew 724 through 25 Wise Man hears and does the word of the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
And this is I&#039;m just summarizing the lessons taught in Matthew&lt;br /&gt;
that tells us that the wise man who hears the&lt;br /&gt;
word of the Lord builds his house on the rock,&lt;br /&gt;
which is the sure foundation&lt;br /&gt;
and does not trust in the arm of flesh or make flesh, his arm.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m taking some of that from second Nephi&lt;br /&gt;
2815 and 28. 31 important messages, right?&lt;br /&gt;
They all start blending in together and coming together in so many beautiful ways.&lt;br /&gt;
And then again, the same message in the doctrine covenant 76 9,&lt;br /&gt;
speaking of those who fear and serve God,&lt;br /&gt;
um um God in righteousness and who love truth, it says,&lt;br /&gt;
and their wisdom shall be great and their understanding reach to heaven&lt;br /&gt;
and before them,&lt;br /&gt;
the wisdom of the wise shall perish and&lt;br /&gt;
the understanding of the prudent shall come to n&lt;br /&gt;
And so I think the ultimate guide to help&lt;br /&gt;
us discern between good wisdom and not so good wisdom&lt;br /&gt;
is second Nephi 928 and 29.&lt;br /&gt;
0, that cunning plan of the evil 10,&lt;br /&gt;
the vain and the frailties and the foolishness of men.&lt;br /&gt;
When they are learned,&lt;br /&gt;
they think they are wise and they hearken not unto the counsel of God.&lt;br /&gt;
For they set it aside,&lt;br /&gt;
supposing they know of themselves where for their wisdom is&lt;br /&gt;
foolishness and it profiteth them not and they shall perish,&lt;br /&gt;
but to be learned is good if they hearken unto the counsels of God. Right. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
There is our definition. We get a little bit more continuing on to verses 42 and&lt;br /&gt;
43.&lt;br /&gt;
And who so knock to him?&lt;br /&gt;
Will he open and the wise and the learned and they,&lt;br /&gt;
that are rich who are puffed up because of their learning&lt;br /&gt;
and their wisdom and their riches. Yeah, they&lt;br /&gt;
are, they whom he despise&lt;br /&gt;
and say they shall cast these things away and consider themselves&lt;br /&gt;
fools before God and come down in the depths of humility.&lt;br /&gt;
He will not open unto them.&lt;br /&gt;
But the things of the wise and the prudent shall be hid from them forever. So&lt;br /&gt;
s uses wise in the positive way there as well.&lt;br /&gt;
Yay, that happiness which is prepared for the saints. That&#039;s part of&lt;br /&gt;
the things of the wise and the prudent.&lt;br /&gt;
So we can see after working through this for a&lt;br /&gt;
long time and kind of seeing what was happening,&lt;br /&gt;
I started to&lt;br /&gt;
think about and describe&lt;br /&gt;
the wisdom on the other side of foolishness, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Wisdom before foolishness is not worth much when we just kind of&lt;br /&gt;
think we&#039;re all that and that we have everything we need.&lt;br /&gt;
But the hard earned wisdom given by God sometimes painfully&lt;br /&gt;
through our experiences that teach us our&lt;br /&gt;
utter nothingness and complete reliance on God&lt;br /&gt;
is worth everything. That is the wisdom we are.&lt;br /&gt;
After the critical difference seems to be a humility, being humble and teachable.&lt;br /&gt;
When our wisdom makes us believe,&lt;br /&gt;
we already know everything we need to know when we are too certain&lt;br /&gt;
that all of our beliefs and traditions are correct.&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h19m11s 01:19:11]&lt;br /&gt;
And then, and so we are closed off to learning anything new,&lt;br /&gt;
especially if it contradicts or threatens our traditions.&lt;br /&gt;
That is the negative wisdom&lt;br /&gt;
when our wisdom however comes as a result of being taught by the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
When what we have&lt;br /&gt;
been taught can be combined with deep humility,&lt;br /&gt;
a willingness to consider ourselves fools before the Lord&lt;br /&gt;
to set aside any idea or tradition we hold no matter&lt;br /&gt;
how core it is to what we have always been taught.&lt;br /&gt;
As soon as the Lord starts to show us something new or starts to show us flaws in it.&lt;br /&gt;
If we are willing to consider setting it aside,&lt;br /&gt;
that is the positive wisdom.&lt;br /&gt;
There is absolutely nothing bad or wrong about&lt;br /&gt;
being studious or intelligent or learned or wise,&lt;br /&gt;
those things are only bad if we let them cause us to be prideful, stiff necked,&lt;br /&gt;
stubborn,&lt;br /&gt;
unwilling to reconsider things that we may have wrong&lt;br /&gt;
and just hadn&#039;t known it up until now.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s not that we should just accept any idea. Right. There are many bad ideas.&lt;br /&gt;
But when ideas come, that can be backed up with evidence,&lt;br /&gt;
reason and especially spiritual enlightenment,&lt;br /&gt;
we have the option to either let our stubborn wisdom be&lt;br /&gt;
our downfall and lead us to the chains of hell,&lt;br /&gt;
or we can choose to be humble and teachable&lt;br /&gt;
in order to gain greater and greater wisdom.&lt;br /&gt;
Until in God&#039;s time,&lt;br /&gt;
we are brought into his presence and we can be taught all the mysteries of God.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the pattern, those are the directions&lt;br /&gt;
we get to choose between at all times.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I think it&#039;s really important as we go forward&lt;br /&gt;
to continue to think about what it means to be wise&lt;br /&gt;
that well, I guess, I guess I&#039;ll say that for a minute,&lt;br /&gt;
but that is the category we are looking at is the wise.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what we need to consider.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
now the next thing we need to investigate are the verses&lt;br /&gt;
in the doctrine and covenants that refer back to this parable,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
Because they&#039;re important and I think God uses them&lt;br /&gt;
to teach us more about it.&lt;br /&gt;
They are very well veiled so that we easily can read them on the lesser portion.&lt;br /&gt;
But again, they give us indications and insights into the greater portion as well.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
again,&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s value on every level, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Don&#039;t throw away the lessons that you&#039;ve received but be open to considering new,&lt;br /&gt;
new ones, a new degree of understanding.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s see, let me&lt;br /&gt;
get there. Ok. So we&#039;ll start with doctor and covenants 3317,&lt;br /&gt;
Wherefore be faithful. Praying.&lt;br /&gt;
Always again, that&#039;s this is when I&#039;m going to break it down a little as we go,&lt;br /&gt;
be faithful.&lt;br /&gt;
Praying. Always that&#039;s the opposite of being asleep, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Having your lamps trimmed,&lt;br /&gt;
already trimmed, not being asleep and waiting to trim your labs,&lt;br /&gt;
having them trimmed and burning an oil with you that&lt;br /&gt;
you may be ready at the coming of the bridegroom.&lt;br /&gt;
So first, so like I said, this sounds like it can fit perfectly on that&lt;br /&gt;
what I consider the lesser portion.&lt;br /&gt;
But first recognize how vastly different Joseph Smith&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
use of this parable is from Brigham Young.&lt;br /&gt;
He doesn&#039;t use it to talk about the foolish virgins and to threaten that, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
the the scarcity mentality.&lt;br /&gt;
He doesn&#039;t, he also doesn&#039;t use it exactly as it is written, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s changing it in some ways.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s not using it to instill fear or a threat or a warning or scarcity.&lt;br /&gt;
There isn&#039;t enough oil, there&#039;s not enough room in heaven, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Instead it&#039;s the opposite lesson that is being taught.&lt;br /&gt;
So I want to read this in greater context to help provide some deeper understanding.&lt;br /&gt;
I think. So, let&#039;s start at verse 15.&lt;br /&gt;
And who so having faith you shall confirm in my&lt;br /&gt;
church by the laying on of hands and I will bestow&lt;br /&gt;
gift of the holy ghost upon them. Again, it&#039;s available to all.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s room for everyone and the holy ghost is the&lt;br /&gt;
exact same is the exact thing we need to become wise&lt;br /&gt;
to see through the false teaching. The savior is warning about in this parable.&lt;br /&gt;
And the book of Mormon and the Holy scriptures are given of me for your instruction.&lt;br /&gt;
I love that because again,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s what we just went through where we learned the most about true wisdom&lt;br /&gt;
and the power of my spirit quicken&lt;br /&gt;
all things including&lt;br /&gt;
mainly our understanding.&lt;br /&gt;
So we can gain more light and knowledge and be taught the greater portion&lt;br /&gt;
under verse 17, wherefore be faithful, praying,&lt;br /&gt;
always having your lamps trimmed and burning oil&lt;br /&gt;
and oil with you that you may be ready at the coming of the bridegroom.&lt;br /&gt;
In other words, don&#039;t be asleep, don&#039;t fall for the false teachings that are coming.&lt;br /&gt;
Rely on the discernment of the Holy Spirit&lt;br /&gt;
for behold,&lt;br /&gt;
verily, I say unto you that I come quickly even so, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that was clear. I explained it the best I could.&lt;br /&gt;
But again, go ahead and study it out and see what,&lt;br /&gt;
what you discern because I really think that the&lt;br /&gt;
Lord is using that lesser portion to teach us.&lt;br /&gt;
But at the same time giving us more clues to&lt;br /&gt;
help us see that there is a greater portion,&lt;br /&gt;
right? Because&lt;br /&gt;
this is this is elevating our understanding. Then we go on from there, these&lt;br /&gt;
revelations were given in this order, right? That was the first one given.&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h24m17s 01:24:17]&lt;br /&gt;
And so the next one I think is to help us see the difference between&lt;br /&gt;
being foolish virgins. Those are who are not able to see past the lesser portion&lt;br /&gt;
and cannot receive more and an entirely different category which is&lt;br /&gt;
the wise, as&lt;br /&gt;
described in scripture. I&lt;br /&gt;
hope you agree to that.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s not between foolish versions and wise versions, virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
It talks about foolish versions and then it talks about the wise, the people who are&lt;br /&gt;
lies in the positive version of wisdom. So let&#039;s talk about that. Now, Dr&lt;br /&gt;
covenant 4556 and at that day, when I shall come in my glory, shall the&lt;br /&gt;
parable be fulfilled which I spake&lt;br /&gt;
concerning the 10 virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, in the last days, these false ideas will be taught,&lt;br /&gt;
right? 4057 for they that are wise note. He does not say the wise virgin virgins.&lt;br /&gt;
Actually, the term wise virgins doesn&#039;t appear anywhere in scripture.&lt;br /&gt;
The savior never talks about virgins. Remember.&lt;br /&gt;
And except in this one parable in Matthew 25 that talks about&lt;br /&gt;
wise virgins, there&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
no other&lt;br /&gt;
reference of any kind like that anywhere else.&lt;br /&gt;
So I don&#039;t believe that the savior is talking about wise virgins,&lt;br /&gt;
but about the people who are wise as it has previously been defined&lt;br /&gt;
in the book of Mormon.&lt;br /&gt;
And as it will go on to be defined in the doctrine and covenants,&lt;br /&gt;
people who have gained wisdom, and he goes&lt;br /&gt;
to give us more instruction about how to be in that group, in the group of the wise.&lt;br /&gt;
It says, and they have received the truth,&lt;br /&gt;
the truth of the gospel, not the false traditions. It&#039;s referring again&lt;br /&gt;
to the great promises of those who receive truth, including in Alma 12,&lt;br /&gt;
that they cannot be shaken and that they can have all mysteries unfolded unto them&lt;br /&gt;
and have taken the Holy Spirit for their guide.&lt;br /&gt;
They have not put their trust in the arm of flesh.&lt;br /&gt;
They have not believed the false ideas.&lt;br /&gt;
They have relied on the Lord and the spirit&lt;br /&gt;
of discernment given to them by the Holy Ghost,&lt;br /&gt;
which they&#039;ve taken as their guide&lt;br /&gt;
and have not been deceived by the false traditions that Jesus warned of verily,&lt;br /&gt;
I say unto you, they shall not be hewn down and cast into the fire,&lt;br /&gt;
but shall abide the day.&lt;br /&gt;
And then he goes on to give us more promises of the wise.&lt;br /&gt;
And then it goes on from there to tell us more about the wise,&lt;br /&gt;
to help us understand even more about this category&lt;br /&gt;
and the earth shall be given unto them for an inheritance&lt;br /&gt;
and they shall multiply and wax strong and their&lt;br /&gt;
Children shall grow up without sin unto salvation.&lt;br /&gt;
For the Lord shall be in their midst.&lt;br /&gt;
Remember, the wise are those who can abide the presence of God&lt;br /&gt;
and His glory shall be upon them and He will&lt;br /&gt;
be He will be their king and their lawgiver.&lt;br /&gt;
So those are the promises given to the wise, the truly wise.&lt;br /&gt;
Those who are willing to be taught, all of the mysteries of God taught all things,&lt;br /&gt;
despite what they already know what they already think they know.&lt;br /&gt;
And then the last one we need to cover is doctrine and covenants 63&lt;br /&gt;
and I um 63 it&#039;s 5054. But we&#039;ll also read 53.&lt;br /&gt;
These things are the things which you must look forward&lt;br /&gt;
to and speaking after the manner of the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
They are now nigh at hand&lt;br /&gt;
and in a time to come, even in the day of the coming of the son of man.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, it&#039;s a sign of the times when you see these things be taught,&lt;br /&gt;
you will know. It is in the end times, the latter days, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Verse 54. And until that hour, there will be foolish virgins among the wise.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, those two categories, not foolish virgins and wise, virgins,&lt;br /&gt;
foolish virgins, and the wise, the foolish virgins are&lt;br /&gt;
the um those who have not received the fullness have not grown past milk.&lt;br /&gt;
Or are not, or they are in spiritual maturity.&lt;br /&gt;
Have those who have not had the gospel Consummated in their lives&lt;br /&gt;
and who are not able to see past the false teachings.&lt;br /&gt;
And then&lt;br /&gt;
the other group,&lt;br /&gt;
the wise that we&#039;ve discussed so much as defined in&lt;br /&gt;
the book of Mormon and in the previous revelations,&lt;br /&gt;
um the&lt;br /&gt;
revelations in the doctrine of covenants, it continues&lt;br /&gt;
and at that hour cometh an entire separation of the righteous and the wicked. Again,&lt;br /&gt;
not the foolish virgins and the wise virgins, but the righteous and the wicked,&lt;br /&gt;
completely different categories.&lt;br /&gt;
Because even in the parables, it&#039;s acknowledged and the&lt;br /&gt;
the first layer interpretation of the parables,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s acknowledged that the foolish virgins are not the wicked, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s important to recognize the&lt;br /&gt;
differences and the nuances and subtleties that can help&lt;br /&gt;
us understand what God is trying to teach us.&lt;br /&gt;
So just summing this up. It is fascinating to me&lt;br /&gt;
that the 10 virgins show up in the stories of&lt;br /&gt;
the 10 virgins show up only in these two places.&lt;br /&gt;
The savior&#039;s parable warning us of the false&lt;br /&gt;
teachings that we will encounter in the last days&lt;br /&gt;
and the worst parts of section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
That,&lt;br /&gt;
that is amazing. It cannot be a coincidence. I I it again just&lt;br /&gt;
makes me feel like God is&lt;br /&gt;
amazing and that Jesus truly is the master teacher that clear back&lt;br /&gt;
in that parable I believe was warning us of these false traditions.&lt;br /&gt;
That we would experience and we would find&lt;br /&gt;
through all of those subtle clues that&lt;br /&gt;
in their day, they would have picked up on much more quickly than we do,&lt;br /&gt;
but they&#039;re still available for us to find and to see.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
again, just to clarify,&lt;br /&gt;
don&#039;t throw out any beautiful lessons you&#039;ve&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h29m46s 01:29:46]&lt;br /&gt;
learned or experiences you&#039;ve had based on&lt;br /&gt;
the, the, um, I think lesser portion that interpretation&lt;br /&gt;
there is value to be gained everywhere. But&lt;br /&gt;
neither should we reject what may be the greater portion because&lt;br /&gt;
of our connection or our bias for a previous interpretation,&lt;br /&gt;
which&lt;br /&gt;
may very well be the lesser portion. I think it&#039;s at least worth considering. So&lt;br /&gt;
remember that the wise who are too proud or set up their conclusions&lt;br /&gt;
to see,&lt;br /&gt;
they&#039;re too proud or set in their conclusions to see and accept&lt;br /&gt;
new ideas in truth will not be able to receive more.&lt;br /&gt;
While the wise who are truly humble and open and hungry for truth,&lt;br /&gt;
no matter where it may lead or no matter what&lt;br /&gt;
they will be taught will be able to be taught all things by the Lord&lt;br /&gt;
and they can come into his presence and&lt;br /&gt;
eventually be taught all the mysteries of God.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
again, I just invite, please be open, humble,&lt;br /&gt;
willing to consider and take this to the Lord&lt;br /&gt;
in humility and&lt;br /&gt;
to seek to be taught by the spirit.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, if you learn more, share it with me, let&#039;s keep the conversation going.&lt;br /&gt;
Because I think that&#039;s how we all learn.&lt;br /&gt;
So I have saved for last,&lt;br /&gt;
what I believe is the best key to help us understand the importance of this parable&lt;br /&gt;
and what it truly means to be wise, to be in the group of the wise,&lt;br /&gt;
especially in the context of the podcast.&lt;br /&gt;
And as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
this all was new for me and just has blown me away. So&lt;br /&gt;
this is another revelation to Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
recorded in Doctrine and covenants section 122.&lt;br /&gt;
And it says&lt;br /&gt;
the ends of the earth shall, shall inquire after thy name&lt;br /&gt;
and fools shall have the derision and hell shall raise against thee.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, contrasting fools with the wise.&lt;br /&gt;
While the pure in heart and the wise and the noble and&lt;br /&gt;
the virtuous shall seek counsel and&lt;br /&gt;
authority and blessings constantly from thy hand&lt;br /&gt;
and thy people shall never be turned against thee by the testimony of traitors.&lt;br /&gt;
Again,&lt;br /&gt;
amazing&lt;br /&gt;
that even in this revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
God is telling us how we should weigh testimonial evidence, right?&lt;br /&gt;
God is telling us that even if it is stacks of affidavits,&lt;br /&gt;
it can be the testimony of traitors&lt;br /&gt;
and no matter who those traitors may be or what positions they may hold this applies.&lt;br /&gt;
And although their influence shall cast thee into trouble and into bars and walls,&lt;br /&gt;
thou shalt be had in honor&lt;br /&gt;
and but for a small moment and thy voice shall be more terrible in the midst of thine&lt;br /&gt;
enemies than the fierce lion because of thy righteousness&lt;br /&gt;
and thy God shall stand by thee for ever.&lt;br /&gt;
And ever.&lt;br /&gt;
This hit me especially hard again talking about the whys and&lt;br /&gt;
the content and subject matter of this podcast because I believe&lt;br /&gt;
this is what is coming to pass from so many voices,&lt;br /&gt;
so many people helping in this effort.&lt;br /&gt;
We are experiencing the fulfillment of this revelation in incredible ways&lt;br /&gt;
because of the righteousness of both Joseph Emma,&lt;br /&gt;
the truth of their testimony and their lives is shining through all of the lies,&lt;br /&gt;
all of the testimonies&lt;br /&gt;
that are the testimonial evidence, that simply is not true, that cannot stand up.&lt;br /&gt;
And I have to tell you don&#039;t know that I&#039;ve shared this before. But&lt;br /&gt;
when I was&lt;br /&gt;
feeling like I needed to do that first&lt;br /&gt;
episode claiming that Joseph wasn&#039;t a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
I was struggling. It was hard for me. I had had profound answers again and again, I&#039;d&lt;br /&gt;
been given things in the scriptures and been shown all of the things I had been shown.&lt;br /&gt;
But still, I just kept feeling like&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s so much smoke.&lt;br /&gt;
II, I felt like I didn&#039;t wanna stick my neck out on the line and lose the credibility.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;d worked so hard to gain and&lt;br /&gt;
I did not want to be wrong. I didn&#039;t want to mislead people. And&lt;br /&gt;
I um when I really just took that to the Lord and prayed, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
shared all that I was struggling with. I was given a beautiful and profound&lt;br /&gt;
experience. And I&lt;br /&gt;
to sum it up, I was told&lt;br /&gt;
that those who stand by Joseph and Emma Smith and who defend&lt;br /&gt;
them will not be left alone or hung out to dry,&lt;br /&gt;
they will not be forsaken God will stand by them and by those who defend them forever.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
that was beautiful and profound for me.&lt;br /&gt;
And I feel like it has been borne out again and again and again, until&lt;br /&gt;
all of my fear has been, has long ago been washed away.&lt;br /&gt;
And I just feel more and more confident that this is indeed the truth.&lt;br /&gt;
And that all of the evidence we need is there to back up that this is the truth.&lt;br /&gt;
It just needs to continue to be brought out&lt;br /&gt;
and people need to be exposed to it so that this will be understood,&lt;br /&gt;
so that this prophecy, this revelation can continue to be fulfilled. So&lt;br /&gt;
again, that&#039;s part of why&lt;br /&gt;
in our study of polygamy and our understanding of Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
we must be among the wise and not the fools or the&lt;br /&gt;
foolish virgins who believe the lies about Joseph and Emma and Hiram.&lt;br /&gt;
And whether we claim to honor Joseph um&lt;br /&gt;
honor Joseph as a prophet or we hold him in derision,&lt;br /&gt;
we must not be deceived by the testimony of traitors.&lt;br /&gt;
Um That, that again blew me away, that&lt;br /&gt;
God tells us how to weigh testimonial evidence compared to hard physical evidence,&lt;br /&gt;
which cannot be&lt;br /&gt;
affected or forged or fraudulently created.&lt;br /&gt;
And so if we need any further testimony of the power and importance&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwwyQ-pWXhA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h35m36s 01:35:36]&lt;br /&gt;
of what happened in the restoration, I don&#039;t know that we do but that,&lt;br /&gt;
but some might and I keep receiving it&lt;br /&gt;
despite all the problems, the messiness,&lt;br /&gt;
the confusion of our history and of the restoration.&lt;br /&gt;
Even this parable of Jesus God warning of the false&lt;br /&gt;
ideas that would come forth in the last days.&lt;br /&gt;
Even it gives me another huge confirmation of the importance of the restoration in&lt;br /&gt;
no small part because it has direct application to polygamy and specifically&lt;br /&gt;
the fraudulent parts of section 132. I just again, am&lt;br /&gt;
amazed amazed by that,&lt;br /&gt;
amazed that in the parable Jesus gives to warn us of false traditions.&lt;br /&gt;
In the last days,&lt;br /&gt;
it refers directly to section 132 through 10 virgins and these false teachings.&lt;br /&gt;
It is beautiful to watch the Lord work and see&lt;br /&gt;
what it unfolds in our lives as we discover it.&lt;br /&gt;
So my prayer&lt;br /&gt;
is that we can all continue to seek to be, to be the wise,&lt;br /&gt;
to be truly wise in the most positive way&lt;br /&gt;
to gain the wisdom on the other side of&lt;br /&gt;
foolishness to take the Holy Spirit as our guide.&lt;br /&gt;
So we can&lt;br /&gt;
avoid all of the deceptions that have come and that will continue to come in our path.&lt;br /&gt;
And so that we aren&#039;t subject to putting our trust in the arm of flesh,&lt;br /&gt;
so that even when we&lt;br /&gt;
discover these new things that the Lord is unfolding to us, we cannot be shaken,&lt;br /&gt;
but we can continue to grow&lt;br /&gt;
in closeness and unity and connection to the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
So thank you again for joining me and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 78:  RLDS Church History and Defending Joseph w/ Cheryl and Dan Clute - 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 78&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-08-06&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = X904zl5ZliE&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Rlds&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;As a life-long and a long-time member of the RLDS church, Cheryl and Dan Clute experienced the RLDS theological changes and church division personally -- at ground zero. It is fascinating and enlightening to hear their experience. They have spent decades helping to spread information about their perspective on the restoration with their LDS brothers and sisters, and they have been extremely willing to help me, which I appreciate immensely. This fun conversation both taught me a ton and gave me a lot of food for thought.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://restorationbookstore.org/ Restoration Bookstore]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.kirtlandtemple.org/general-tour#:~:text=To%20take%20a%20tour%2C%20there,the%20Kirtland%20Temple%20Visitor%20Center. Kirtland Temple now charging for tours]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://youtu.be/3f4AIL6xKvs CoC needing to sell historic and real estate assets to fund retirement plans]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.deseret.com/2012/5/6/20502015/lds-church-buys-farmland-haun-s-mill-far-west-kirtland-property-from-community-of-christ#:~:text=%E2%80%9CThe%20Church%20recently%20acquired%20operating,as%20the%20Joseph%20Smith%20Sr. LDS Church buys farmland, Haun’s Mill, Far West, Kirtland property from Community of Christ]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://thirdhour.org/forums/topic/42344-lds-church-buys-property-including-hauns-mill-and-far-west-burial-ground/ LDS Church buys property including Haun&#039;s Mill and Far West burial ground]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.ksl.com/article/20288313/lds-church-acquires-more-historical-sites LDS Church acquires more historical sites]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.sltrib.com/news/2017/09/21/35-million-book-of-mormon-manuscript-sale-to-lds-church-called-the-biggest-game-changer-in-mormon-history/ $35 million Book of Mormon manuscript sale called the ‘biggest game-changer in Mormon history’]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dz8lzo7HQ8&amp;amp;amp;feature=youtu.be Elder Oakman&#039;s testimony]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy, where we explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage. And now the historical case for Joseph&#039;s plural marriage, I had the great opportunity to sit down and talk to Cheryl and Dan Clute, who are, I was going to say members of the RLDS church, but that&#039;s a complicated story. So I am so excited to introduce them to you and let them tell you some of their history and their contribution to these important discussions. As always, I do recommend listening to these episodes from the beginning since that is the most important part of this discussion in my, in my opinion, although I love where the conversation has gone over this year and a half that I&#039;ve been doing this so far. I also want to again invite anybody who feels um the the desire to subscribe to this podcast to share it. That really helps me and I always appreciate those who are so willing to help support this podcast financially. Thank you so much for your help. So thank you for joining us for this episode as we take a deep dive into the complicated history of Joseph&#039;s Polygamy. Welcome to this special episode of a 132 Problems. I am so excited to introduce you to some of the people that I have gotten to meet along this journey. It&#039;s so interesting because when I started this podcast, I was, I felt all by myself, I felt all alone. I didn&#039;t know anybody else in these conversations. And as I&#039;ve been doing this and progressed and I have just met person after person who is engaged in the same effort and who has reached out to help and to collaborate. And so this is Cheryl and Dan Klute who are just amazing. They have sent me resources and books and quotes and been such a huge help and I am so I have been so excited, I got to meet them last month, I think when they came out to Utah and um got to hear a little bit of their story and I am so excited to let some of you get to know my new friends. So, Cheryl and Dan, thank you so much for coming on this episode with me and I would love it if you would just go ahead and kind of give us a cursory introduction of yourselves and how you are involved in this topic and who you are.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=02m26s 02:26] Cheryl Clute: OK. Well, I uh am 6th generation church member. Um My family was in Nauvoo and uh they were actually neighbors with Joseph Smith senior and Lucy Mack when they had a farm about five miles outside of Nauvoo. And I had, uh, several uncles that were missionaries. And, uh, actually I got out my mom&#039;s stuff last night and looked at it and, uh, I thought this was interesting because I had not remembered it. It&#039;s been so long since I read it. But my great great uncle Julius, he was, uh, he was called to the office of elder by Joseph Smith. And, uh, he was actually baptized by Lyman White. Then he was called to the, to the, uh, be an elder by Joseph Smith and he was ordained by William Smith and John Baer. And, uh, he traveled all through New York and some of his traveling companions were Michael Jacobs Edwin, Little Ralph Young William Redfield, William Hyde, Joseph West and Orson Pratt. Um, then he was later on called to be a 70 he was a member of the second quorum of seventies. And so anyway, they, he was, he, uh, his uncle Alfred also was a high priest, but I haven&#039;t really found too much about him. But anyway, that was in my mother&#039;s, um, genealogy papers.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=04m00s 04:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: But that&#039;s incredible. What&#039;s their last name? What&#039;s Julius says in Alfred&#039;s last name? It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=04m04s 04:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Guan, it&#039;s Guinand Guan and their Switz, their parents were from Switzerland and France. And, uh, they, they came over here, um, and then they found the gospel once they got into Kentucky And so anyway, um so they, they stayed in. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=04m30s 04:30] Michelle: So you&#039;re from pioneer stock, you&#039;re from like original pioneer stock just in a very different way than I am because your ancestors stayed in Nauvoo and stayed with Emma and, well, Joseph Smith, the third&#039;s church that was started by Howard Briggs. So the original RLDS church is where your&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=04m51s 04:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: ancestors actually, what they did Michelle is they stayed there for some time And then later on when it got really, I guess the persecution got really bad. They moved and they went across Iowa. Some se some of my ancestors settled in Nebraska and some went on down to where Saint Joseph Missouri is, but right across the river on the Kansas side in Atchison, Kansas. And so it was in the 18 sixties is when Jo Well, Joseph Smith third took over the church in 1860 and it was in uh the 18 sixties. Um Joseph the third sent out missionaries to find those scattered saints that had not gone within the other factions. And um there was a brother Green, I wish I could remember his first name, but he came to their home and um talked to my family and my uncles questioned him up and down about, do you practice polygamy? Do you have blood atonement? Do you have Adam God, do you have this? That and every answer was no, no, no. And so later on, it wasn&#039;t too long after that um, they came into the reorganization under their original baptisms and ordinations. They did, they were never reb because they had not gone with any factions. So, their baptisms and priesthood was still straight out of the days of Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=06m18s 06:18] Michelle: Isn&#039;t that interesting? So, the RLDS didn&#039;t practice re baptism. They didn&#039;t need to be rebaptized into a new church. Whereas the LDS did need to do well, I don&#039;t know if they needed to, but they did do re baptism. That was a huge part of the reformation. That&#039;s fascinating. OK. So you are, you are from old time RLDS stock born and raised in the RLDS church. Is that right? And in Missouri is that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=06m45s 06:45] Cheryl Clute: independence? Independence, my family came to independence in the 18 eighties. They still lived in Nebraska and, and, and on the Kansas side, but they did end up moving here in the 18 eighties when the stone, the first RLDS church that was built uh was being built about that same time. They moved in here in the 18 eighties.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m13s 07:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I love hearing that Joseph the third did a gathering. I didn&#039;t know that, that he sent missionaries out trying to find all of the dispersed saints that you know, had dispersed after the martyrdom. And that&#039;s, that&#039;s actually a beautiful story. I didn&#039;t realize&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m27s 07:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: that the book that I sent you called uh the autobiography of Charles Dry on two pages in there where my Uncle Alfred&#039;s name is mentioned.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m38s 07:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. And I have to say, yeah, Sheryl has sent me so many books and I haven&#039;t gotten through, I&#039;ve looked in portions and she highlights for me and helps me find things. But I have so much reading to do to catch up with where you guys have been. So, ok. So Cheryl that, well, maybe we can talk a little bit about Dan&#039;s heritage and then, and then talk a little, get more up to date if that&#039;s all right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=08m02s 08:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: I wasn&#039;t a member, was not a member of the church. I lived in, grew up in Kansas City, which is west to hear about, of independence, about 10 miles west. And uh on my mom&#039;s side was Catholic. Uh on my dad&#039;s side, my grandmother was Pentecostal. And so I had those two options, but just never, uh you know, went either direction with it, but they were still both good influences. And even though I lived only 10 miles from independence, believe it or not, it wasn&#039;t until we moved here when I was gonna start the eighth grade that I even heard the word uh R LDS church book of Mormon, Joseph Smith. I only lived 10 miles from here and never heard those words. And so when I met Cheryl in high school, you know, of course, you&#039;ve heard her history there. And so she kind of introduced me uh to the, the church and mentioned I belong to the true church. And I didn&#039;t really know anything much about churches. But also I knew that, well, there&#039;s a lot of churches out there. And I asked her, how do you know, how, how do you know your church is the true church? You know, and some people criticize that term nowadays. Uh we won&#039;t get into that, but it is mentioned twice in the doctrine and covenants and the term true church is also mentioned twice in the book of Mormon. So, but, but anyway, uh kind of a long story, but uh myself, my brother in law and a friend of my brother in law&#039;s, we had what they call cottage meetings where they introduce you to the teachings of the church and it can go seven weeks or so. And uh it&#039;s lasted&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=09m51s 09:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: a year&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=09m52s 09:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: and ours lasted a year, I guess we were hard. Wow. Yeah, there was a guy that did it, he did a long time. Then another guy did what they call the Go Ye Teach series, which was uh something to introduce potential converts to. It was a slide presentation. So went through that and I was always backwards and shy and not much of a talker. And, you know, someone said one time that all it takes for someone to become a Christian is just to invite them and ask them. And I kind of thought that seems a little weird. But my right outside the door here where we live, my brother in law. I remember walking up the driveway and it says Warren and I are gonna be baptized. Do you want to be baptized? And I said yes. And I don&#039;t know how long it would have taken me if I&#039;d just got up the courage to do it myself. But anyway, I was baptized and, um, 1977 if I remember. Is that right? She&#039;s got April&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=10m48s 10:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: 1976 weeks before we get, we got married and I wouldn&#039;t have married him. He didn&#039;t know that if he hadn&#039;t have been a member of the church. I said a silent prayer, Michelle. And I told him not a member of the church, I&#039;m not gonna marry him because I don&#039;t want to be wake in the faith. So I was gonna leave him standing at the altar.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=11m07s 11:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So you were already engaged. You were already engaged when he was baptized.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=11m13s 11:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: But I remember, uh sitting at a prayer service right before the prayer service started. And I decided, well, I really need to start reading the three books of the church. And so I decided, uh, the first book that I would start with would be the Doctrine and covenants. You know why? Because it&#039;s the smallest book. Mhm. And I, with the Mormon than to the Old and New Testament. But I remember reading like the first few lines, I believe it was Section one baby. Section two. And I didn&#039;t hear an audible voice. But in my mind, I, I heard these are not the words of man, these are the words of God and we&#039;re talking, I was, I was reading the doctor and covenants, you know, the doc doctor and covenants has been under attack at different times for different things. And even today it is, but that was a testimony that served me well, years later when there was a man that was inviting people into homes to show them what to put in their doctrine and covenants scratch this out and I&#039;ll tell you what to write in it, you know, because uh well, the do. Yeah, so he&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=12m20s 12:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: was using the book of commandments. Uh The other guy was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=12m23s 12:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: so we&#039;ve, I believe the Lord was preparing me with that experience with the doctrine covens for what was to come in the future with, with it. But anyway, um that II, I read all three books and, and I cross referenced the three books and found no contradictions. And so my focus really for a lot of years was just with scriptures. I never got into church history. Didn&#039;t care too much about church history until was it mid nineties when we got our 1st 97 we got our first computer. She got on AOL Mormon&#039;s questions and answers chat room.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=13m01s 13:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: I just wanted to go see what it was. I, you know, I was just sitting there as a spectator just seeing and, and so I went in there and it was always crowded. There was like 21 people in the room, but there was a lot of anti people in there. So I would just listen. And so then one thing led to another. And this one day I went in there and it was just me and these two Mormon elders sit in there and I was just sitting there while they were chatting back and forth. And finally, this one Mormon elder said to me, you&#039;re in here almost every day. Do you wanna know about the church? And I said, no, I don&#039;t think so. And he goes, are you LDS? And I said, no, I&#039;m R LDS. Well, then they started just asking me all sorts of questions. And so we&#039;re the best kept secret. So this was, you really are. This is 1997. And, and uh the next thing you know, Michelle, I had all these elder uh Mormon elders people in the LDS church from Utah, Idaho, California, Arizona. I&#039;ve mailed packages starting in 1997. They would ask me for materials and they wanted to know the differences. And I would say, well, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll uh I&#039;ll send them to you and I&#039;ll never forget you got it. This is really funny. You&#039;re gonna love this one. So one day I was talking to this Mormon elder and, and he lived in Tempe Arizona. I&#039;ll never forget this. And he wanted to know if I&#039;d send him some materials and I said, sure, I&#039;ll be glad to do that. Give me your address. And he&#039;s like, well, I don&#039;t want you sending it to my home, send it to my workplace. And I&#039;m like, where do you work at? And he goes, I work at a hospital and I said, I&#039;m not gonna mail no books, no hospital office, you know, I&#039;m not gonna do that. And I said, here&#039;s my address. If you don&#039;t trust me, you know, you know, we&#039;ve been talking long enough. If you still don&#039;t trust me, then I don&#039;t know what to tell you. And he goes, well, I just, I just don&#039;t want any bombs showing up at my house. And I, you know what I said, I said, well, I don&#039;t want any danites coming to my door, you know, and he said, you know about them, huh? I said absolutely. And so anyway, I said,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=15m17s 15:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: what year was this? What&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=15m19s 15:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: was this? I was just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=15m21s 15:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: thinking from my understanding, the LDS have a bigger problem with bombs than the R LDS, right? Like that seems to be kind of in reverse.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=15m32s 15:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Yeah. So I just, I sent him the books and he, he, you know, I don&#039;t know what happened, you know, I, I guess he read them. But, but anyway, so we, that&#039;s what we did. But I, we had really interesting experiences. We met lots and lots of really nice LDS. People in that room, but we never personally got to meet them. And so, um this uh I was trying to remember the story. This was it the, the guy. And now brain brain fog here while&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=16m05s 16:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you&#039;re remembering, while you&#039;re remembering. Let me ask, do you call yourself Mormons? What do the R LDS call themselves uh&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=16m13s 16:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: restoration?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=16m16s 16:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So that was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=16m16s 16:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: before Latter Day Saints, either one, latter&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=16m19s 16:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Day Saints. So you weren&#039;t OK because we have the interesting, like my mom wrote the song, I&#039;m a Mormon, which I grew up singing, you know, and then we have the interesting President Nelson trying to get us away from Mormons. President Hinckley saying no, Mormon means more good than President Nelson saying it&#039;s a victory for Satan when we&#039;re called Mormons. Like it&#039;s been this interesting journey we have with our own name. You guys haven&#039;t been, had similar problems like you, you already rejected the name Mormon. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=16m48s 16:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Now I remember what it was. This, this guy came into the room on AOL one day and he was an anti, a very strong anti and he was really debating with the Mormon elders and just Tarron Joseph Smith the pieces. Well, I&#039;d already told my Mormon elder friends in there. I will never defend Brigham Young, but I will Joseph in this room there that day, there was 21 people in there and I had uh all these things on my computer where I could just copy and paste and put it up on the screen, you know. And so this guy, he was just letting him have it and I said that&#039;s it. I&#039;ve had it. I can&#039;t take it no more. So I just started bomb guarding him with all these quotes from Joseph Smith and the book of Mormon and all this and that, you know, and, and all the Mormon elders in that room just shut up. They just let me have it and we went at it for like 30 minutes at least. And finally, that guy got so mad that at me, he, he said, I&#039;m leaving, I&#039;m out of here. And I said, yeah, it got too hot out. You got to get out of the kitchen, didn&#039;t you? And he left whoever came back again. Well, right. And then so I just sat there and then literally, I bet at least 15 people in that room came up one LDS person at a time, thanking me for standing up for Joseph Smith and the gospel. And I said, I will do that when it comes to Joseph Smith and the gospel. But I can&#039;t do that for Brigham Young.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=18m21s 18:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. I&#039;m trying to find the quote that you sent me from Emma Smith. Do you have that right off hand? I can find it if you don&#039;t. Which one? Um oh, that she said to Brigham Young about the, the first principles of his, of his gospel. Do you do you have that memorized? I&#039;ll look for it. I don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=18m40s 18:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: have it right here with me, but I know what you&#039;re talking about years ago.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=18m44s 18:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: No, I don&#039;t. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=18m46s 18:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: was lying and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=18m49s 18:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: lying and deception when we were in this Mormon question answer room. What mid late nineties, whatever it was is when I realized I, I&#039;ve been reading a lot of doctrinal things, scripture things, but I wasn&#039;t very good on the history, church history. And as getting in that room, I realized I needed to kind of figure out what happened when Joseph and Hyrum were killed. Uh the history of what happened afterwards, you know, especially between the R LDS and, and the Utah LDS, the difference is so I back then I was everything I could find. I was just reading everything and so that it was back then, probably when I read that quote of Emma, it&#039;s, and like I said, it&#039;s been a long time ago and I can&#039;t remember, I&#039;d have to really dig, I can&#039;t remember to document it when she made that statement. But uh I, this interview would have probably been a whole lot better back then because like I said at that time, I just, that&#039;s all I focused on is all the, everything I could find on both sides of the differences, you know, and going at it back then on different topics, you know, succession and presidency, the polygamy thing. And, you know, OK, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=20m02s 20:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: found this quote. Let me show this quote because I don&#039;t want to interrupt you and I want to be able to focus fully. This is the one you sent me that said, Sister Emma incidentally mentioned that she once told Brigham Young and Hebrew C Kimball to their faces that the first two principles of their religion were deception and lying. That&#039;s intense. All she remarked further there in that, that herein was the cause for Brigham Brigham Young saying that um she taught her Children to lie. So that was the reason he, he had so much against her. And that was from Yeah. Yeah. Anyway, that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=20m33s 20:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Early Hearst, was it in the early history book?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=20m36s 20:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: You said it was in volume three of Richard and Pamela Price?&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I know. Yeah, it&#039;s, it is.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=20m45s 20:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So I&#039;m sorry that I&#039;m sorry that I stopped you. But so Dan, so you were really studying in depth the R LDS versus the LDS, the succession crisis and Brigham Young versus I guess what happened with, with Briggs and Gurley, right? And then Joseph Smith the third. So that&#039;s a fascinating because like I said before, we, since we&#039;re the biggest, we don&#039;t, we don&#039;t, we&#039;re not aware of the other groups very much, right? Because we just have kind of arrogantly thought we were the Mormons. So I have loved meeting other people. So continue, I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m interrupting&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=21m22s 21:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: uh the, the, the or the church reorganized that I want to say around uh 1853 and Joseph Third didn&#039;t come along until 1860 when Jos Joseph third and Emma United with the organization. And uh so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=21m39s 21:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: after a lot of coaxing, right, like they were very hesitant, they had to be asked and repeatedly. And that Joseph the third had to be told by the Lord that it was, they&#039;d had their fill of religion is my understanding. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=21m50s 21:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: like Edmund Briggs, and I think it was Samuel Gurley, uh tried to visit with him in Nabu and he absolutely refused. He wouldn&#039;t talk. And there were people from the LDS church in Utah that would come to him and want to talk. He absolutely refused to talk to anyone about religion. And I, I believe the reason for that is that he knew that he had been set apart several times. In fact, I&#039;ve read recently right before Joseph went to Carthage was the last time that he laid hands on his son and set him apart or designated him. It wasn&#039;t like an ordination, but setting apart or designating him to be his successor, he wouldn&#039;t leave to go to Carthage jail. That was the last thing he did before he went to car. But uh anyway, but Joseph was aware of that. He was 12. If I remember, right? He was 12 when his father was killed, Joseph the third was 12 years old. So obviously, he couldn&#039;t leave the church he was only 12. But he, he knew that, uh, several gosh, at least how many, four times, at least you got four accounts of four different accounts, uh, red brick store and, uh, uh, even in Liberty jail and even in the, the grove behind the Nauvoo temple where they would preach back there would be 1000 people or more at times. And he stopped and pointed, he had Joseph the third up on the stand and little boy. And he said, someone asked who if something you know, was to happen to me, who would be my successor. And he pointed to his son up on the stand and said, there&#039;s my successor. So, you know, Brigham and people, a lot of people went out west uh with, with Brigham, with the idea that Joseph the third would eventually uh lead the church out there. And it wasn&#039;t until Joseph and his brothers went out there and started opposing things. And after that took place, there was never another a mention of Joseph the third leading the church out in Utah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=23m55s 23:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And we have quotes from Brigham Young also implying that he knew that, you know that if they would live up to what they were supposed to, if they would come and be obedient to us, they could take their rightful place. So it does seem to be that that was the expectation is that. And also um Joseph F Smith, the son of Hyrum I, I my understanding is him being sort of nurtured in and called as an apostle as a young man, even though he was pretty wild, was, was because of the succession claims we needed a Smith as well to combat the R LDS. Like, like a lot of this, a lot of things happened because of the competition between the LDS and the R LDS. It seems to me&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=24m36s 24:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: and I go going back now, Joseph the third. The reason I believe he did would not talk with anyone. Doesn&#039;t matter. Our LDS background LDS from Utah. Uh was he knew that he had this calling but only the, he had answered questions for the Lord that only the Lord could answer. And I don&#039;t think he wanted to be influenced by anyone from either side as to where his life&#039;s work for the Lord would be. And that&#039;s why he wouldn&#039;t talk to any of them. He just didn&#039;t want that influence. Uh He wanted it to come from the Lord where his work would be. And Emma, it&#039;s in Jason uh Edmund Briggs book, Early History of the Organization. That&#039;s a good book because he interviews a lot of saints that were in the church when Joseph and Hyrum were alive. He, he eventually did get to talk with Joseph the third and he did get to interview Emma. Uh Edmund Briggs did and he asked Emma, did you ever try to influence your son as to where, who or where their life&#039;s work would be in the church. And she said, no, she and she gave two reasons. Uh Number one, the reason she didn&#039;t influence him is because she believed that the same God who called her husband to the work that he had that same God, if he had to work for my sons would reveal what their work would be and with whom and so on and so forth. So she said, I never tried to influence my sons on whatever their work would be in the church. And the other reason why she would never influence her sons concerning their church work is she said, because I suffered so much. Uh and she didn&#039;t wanna give probably counsel that may cause them suffering. But that was the other reason she believed that God would reveal to them what their work would be. And she said, I, I wouldn&#039;t counsel him because I suffered so much so. But eventually Joseph the third did, did get his testimony where his life&#039;s work would be. And it, you know, and that&#039;s, and he united with the organization in 1860. The organization had, it had been through prophecy from the Lord. They knew that eventually Joseph the third was gonna unite with the reorganization because remember they organized in 1853 Joseph third didn&#039;t come along to 1860.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=26m59s 26:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I&#039;ve read Jason Briggs um revelation that he had that led to the establishment and I have that episode. If anyone hasn&#039;t watched that episode on the R LDS church, then um they can catch up on that one for any information. They want. Another&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=27m13s 27:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: thing that&#039;s interesting is those people that organized the R LDS church, they were just meeting in prayer services. They had no intention of organizing a church and they were just meeting and they were having the gifts of the spirit tongues, prophecy, things like this. And they had a couple questions uh that they wanted to take to the Lord because they, one of them was they were writing a pamphlet and they had written some and they want to know from the Lord. Is this sufficient or should we add more and believe it or not? The other, the other question they had because I&#039;m sure it was a topic of perpetual conversation. The other question they had for the Lord is polygamy of God. And they got their answer and there were three more pages that needed to be written. It was called the Word of Constellation. And they got an answer. I, I if I can find on my phone fairly quick, the Lord to when they asked the question, believe me of, of, of God, he told them they got an answer.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=28m20s 28:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Wow. And the pamphlet is still available at latter day truth.org right now. You can,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=28m27s 28:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: I can send that. Maybe I could get on my phone. It might take just a little bit, but I can read. It&#039;s not very long. But let me tell you, it was a polygamy was not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=28m37s 28:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I would love, I might send you a list of things we&#039;ve talked about if you can send me links and resources and definitely the restoration bookstore link. So people can get some of these books and, and, and, you know, I would love to be able to let people see the evidence for the things we&#039;re talking about. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=28m53s 28:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: And, and going back, uh when they was asking these questions, uh part of the answer that they, they said at first, the spirit intimated that we should organize and I think it was Gurley. Uh the dad, he said, I think he said that if I remember, right? This is strange teaching or, or strange doctrine or something like that to us. In other words, they wasn&#039;t going into this trying to organize a church that wasn&#039;t their intention at all. At that time, they&#039;re writing a pamphlet that polygamy of God. They&#039;re meeting in prayer services, praying, testifying and, and things like that. And they said, the spirit intimated that we should organize. And that was strange. And actually they said they passed that off part off of their answers as not being from the Lord about organizing until at least two more times being commanded to organize. And they said at this point, after being commanded organized, it would be disobedience to God not to organize the the thing I like about this is we have a lot of people out here after the split that organized churches.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=30m07s 30:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. I want, I want, I want, can we pause and go back? Because I, because that&#039;s, I Cheryl, I feel like I cut you off a little bit. Did you have more history that you wanted to give us about? So, you&#039;ve been a lifelong member, but it wasn&#039;t really until 94. And that LDS chat room that you both started to dive into. The history is that 1990&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: seven,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: 1997. OK. And that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=30m34s 30:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: when he started, I grew up my, my great aunt Marie, she was 1/4 generation church member and it was her family that the GS, she was a Ghana and she was like my grandmother and uh we were with her all the time and she would share experiences. She was born in 1888. And so she would tell me about her Uncle Alfred that was in Nauvoo that, you know, would tell her these things. And then Aunt Marie would tell me about him and she died when I was 20. But my, my grandmother was her sister and my grandmother died of TB when my mother was two months old. So my grandfather, he was single for probably three or four years and then he got remarried. So during that time, my mother was and he was a traveling salesman. So during that time um my mother lived with my great Aunt Marie and my great grandmother Ganan. And so that&#039;s why my Aunt Marie was like my grandmother. And uh so I got to hear firsthand accounts of so much stuff from her about every, about all sorts of stuff.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=31m48s 31:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s amazing. Ok. And did you find that quote, Dan&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=31m52s 31:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: is the answer to the question is polygamy of God. I&#039;ve got it if you want me to read&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=31m57s 31:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=31m59s 31:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: OK. Uh And this is elder Zeus H Gley senior. Uh right in his plain unvarnished way relates some of the difficulties under which they labored and in connection with these rec records, some wonderful manifestations and experiences, particularly the results of a meeting held early in January 1853 in which he speaks of certain questions being presented to the Lord in prayer and of answers received. He writes his following. This is quote accordingly. The subject was presented as follow f follows. First is polygamy of God. Question mark. Second is any addition necessary to the pamphlet before its publication. Before opening the meeting, we made the church acquainted with our design. And while singing the opening hymn, the Holy Spirit was sensibly felt several sung and tongues and while engaged in prayer, the veil was at least partly rent and the manifestation of the spirit was such as was seldom witnessed by mortals on earth. I have been a member of the church some 23 years and in the course of my ministry. I witnessed the manifestation of the spirit in many of the branches but never had witnessed what I did that evening. God was truly with us and many felt to say with the poet, angels are now hovering or us. This was on the eve of the ninth of January 1853 ever memorable with the saints of God. About half an hour afterwards, we we received through the spirit the following as nearly as we could write it. And this is the answer to the question is polygamy of God that, that they took to the Lord. And this is quote, polygamy is an abomination in the sight of the Lord God. It is not of me. I abhor it, I abhor it as also the doctrines of the Nicolas and the men or set of men who practice it. I judge them not, I judge not those who practice it, their works, their works shall judge them at the last day. Be ye strong, ye shall contend against this doctrine. Many will be led into it honestly, for the devil will seek to establish it and roll it forth to deceive. They seek to build up their own kingdoms to suit their own pleasures. But I countenance it not saith God. I have given my law. I shrink not from my word. My law is given in the Book of Doctrine and Covenants section 42 and section 49. We, we know what that says about one wife for one man. My law is given the book of doctor and covenants, but they have disregarded my law and trampled upon it and counted it a light thing and obeyed it not. But my word is the same yesterday today and forever. And this is our old church history volume. Three pages 214 and, and, and 215. But remember he says he&#039;s the same yesterday today and forever. This is one thing I wanted, this is one thing I wanted to point out as I thought about this recently Joseph Smith. And I&#039;m kind of reading from my computer over here, Joseph Smith or any other person could not receive a revelation from God providing for polygamy. Could not absolutely could not. Uh John Taylor. Um He says, and, and I kind of this is good advice here. If any man writes to you or preaches to you doctrines, contrary to the Bible, the book of Mormon or the book of Doctrine. Covenants set him down as an impostor. You need not write to us to know what you are to do with such men. Try them by the principles contained in the acknowledged word of God. If they preach or teach or practice contrary to that, the three books, dis fellowship them, cut them off from among you as useless and dangerous branches, Times and Seasons. Volume five page 490. And also Orson Pratt&#039;s work page eight public discussion. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so what date was that? What&#039;s the date on that?&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Oh, I&#039;d have to go back. Yeah, I&#039;d have to go back. I didn&#039;t write the date down. Um, that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=36m28s 36:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: was before the Martyrdom though.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: I have to, uh, type, I&#039;d have to look.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok, I&#039;ll see if I can look it up. You keep going.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Yeah. II, I didn&#039;t give a date because there was so much stuff. Ok. So, anything contrary to the Bible book of Mormon and doctor and covenant set him down as impostors. And uh so what there, I found at least 15 references in the Bible book of Mormon doctrine and Covent stating that God does not change and never varies from that, which he has said at least 15 in the first section. Section two and, and I, and our LDS and I know yours read the same. I&#039;m not sure I should have had a scripture reference for the LDS, but it may be the same.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=37m16s 37:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;ll look it up. I know that 49 includes that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=37m19s 37:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: So I was gonna, so again, I&#039;m trying to, as I thought about this, God cannot or ever will give a revelation providing polygamy to anybody. And the reason is, and I&#039;ll read from section uh two, you&#039;ll recognize it. Two verse 18, the works and the designs and the purposes of God cannot be frustrated. Neither can they come to not for God doth, not walk in crooked paths, you know, he doesn&#039;t provide for polygamy here and then condemn it there. Neither Doth he turn to the right hand nor to the left. Neither Doth He vary from that which he hath said therefore, for his paths are straight in his course is one eternal round. Uh Like I said, Mormon 842 he changes not if it&#039;s so he would cease to be God. If he changed. If he varied from what he said, he would literally cease to be God and James uh the Father of Lights with whom is no variables, neither shadow of turning. OK. And then section 27 4 C neither shall anything be appointed unto any of this church that includes Joseph Junior, Brigham Young or anyone else. Contrary to the church, covenants for all things must be done in order and by common consent in the church, by the prayer of faith. OK. Neither shall anything be appointed into any of this church.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=38m48s 38:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And that common consent piece, that common consent piece is also critical because according to all of the N the LDS narrative, this was all secret, it was all done, you know 101 was taken away in Utah and section 132 added without none of this happened by common consent. That&#039;s a really important piece that we shouldn&#039;t just gloss over and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=39m09s 39:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: every revelation that came through Joseph, that ended up in the doctrine covenants in 1835. Every one of those revelations had to pass through every quorum of the church and be approved unanimously. And it says that then Joseph said this, if it come up against a snag is how he termed it. In other words, if someone had a problem, it would stop right there, they would discuss it, work it out and, and, and every revelation would have to pass through every form of the church unanimously and then go to a general conference so to speak and be passed there. And that&#039;s what the 80 1835 edition of the Doctrine and covenants did. That&#039;s the process. The never went through that process. And some people will say, well, Joseph wasn&#039;t at that conference in 1830. He wasn&#039;t even there. But guess what, Joseph and Hiram lived till from to 1844 8889 years, whatever that is while the Doctrine and covenants was in existence and never spoke a word against it, in fact, spoke in favor of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=40m20s 40:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: covenants. They also were the head of the committee of putting it together. So they did all of the preparation work for the 1835. He just wasn&#039;t at the meeting where it was where it was sustained and he headed up the committee to prepare the 1844 and he didn&#039;t take out section 101 or section 49 or any of. And he didn&#039;t add anything that would authorize or even allow for any of these secret doctrines. I love the quote you read by John Taylor because it&#039;s also similar to what Hiram Smith said. He, he gave several sermons saying these are the, the the law of God is found in these doc in these books. If anyone says anything beyond them, you lay them down as an apostle. And he also said that no, if anyone comes to you teaching anything contrary to the old established laws, then you kick them out, right? And that&#039;s part of what you know, we have later stories of Brigham young kind of mocking Hiram for saying that. And Joseph, according to Brigham, young Joseph had his hand over his face and said to Brigham get up like I need you to fix this. And Brigham roared like a lion and said, I wouldn&#039;t give it a farthing, whatever the term was, I wouldn&#039;t give anything for these three books. If it&#039;s not for the Oracles of God and basically saying nothing that&#039;s in these books matters is just what the leader of the church says. And so it&#039;s, it&#039;s fascinating to watch these things get twisted and turned around. II I find it so fascinating.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=41m43s 41:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: Yeah. So uh section two says, God will never vary from that, which he had said. Then we have uh section 42 the law of the church providing one woman for one man. And then we have section 49 also providing one woman for one man and in fact and, and again in the Bible uh book of Mormon and Doctor and covenants of many other references, one woman for one man. So and then all of a sudden down the road in eight what 1852 we have section 132 providing for many wives and concubines. So, so here&#039;s God contradicting or here&#039;s contradicting form revelation or something varying from that, which God has said another example uh Joseph and it was, it&#039;s in the time of seasons. Volume three page 743 through 748.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=42m41s 42:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I will let people know that John Taylor quote was in 1844. I haven&#039;t been able to find it exactly, but I&#039;m guessing it was before the the volume five is 1844. So anyway, so continue and I&#039;ll see if I can find the exact date.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=42m53s 42:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: So uh it, it was a track I think Joseph put out called Trying the Spirits. I got uh I can&#039;t reach it. It&#039;s on the floor. It was called Trying the Spirits. But it&#039;s, well, it&#039;s also and I&#039;ll give you the reference I think I may have. But times and seasons volume three page 743 to 748. This the track that Joseph was called Trying the Spirits. But anyway, he, he gives different examples of things and he said there was a AAA church, a lady in the church, her husband was a missionary and this glorious personage appeared to her and, uh, she lived in New York. Yeah, it is. Try the spirits. Yeah. There, there, it is a lot of information in here. Other than, than part of what I&#039;m reading here. But, uh, her husband was a missionary and he also said that, ok, uh, an angel of light, suppose Satan appearing as an angel of light. A sister in the state of New York had a vision who said it was told her that if she would go to a certain place in the woods, an angel would appear to her. She went at the appointed time and saw a glorious personage descending a raid in white. Remember Satan can appear as an angel of light with sandy colored hair. This is interesting. He commenced and told her to fear God and said that her husband was called to do great things but that he must not go more than 100 miles from home or he would not return. And then Joseph goes on to say, whereas God had called him to go to the ends of the earth.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Uh huh. We have that. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=44m36s 44:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: Yeah. And that&#039;s in Romans and in a where it talks about going to the ends of the earth. Ok. Um So there, so you got to be familiar with the scriptures, you see that he said many things this this person has said were true, many were false and, and his, her husband must have had a work to do somewhere more than 100 miles from home that Satan didn&#039;t want him to go and, and accomplish. Ok. Uh&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, I do kind of building on that. I do think that as I&#039;ve been looking into the history more, I do think that there are whether they are actual visitations, you know, I think a lot of people kind of laugh at the idea of an angel with sandy colored hair because we are, we are less visionary people, you know, today. However, I do still think that people are influenced by spirits, whether they acknowledge it and recognize it or not. And there are these false spirits, like I do think that there are spirits of polygamy that come and you know, it can really fill you with this sense of pride and being special and being cho like I think that those early leaders, Heber and William Clayton and Brigham Young were being influenced by false spirits, right? I think that those are true doctrines and, and that&#039;s why it&#039;s so essential for all of us to have those teachings we have um like um well, Patrick Mason and in my, in our church talked about the three pronged stool and, and there is something to having uh to me the scriptures, the spirit and the church leaders throughout time or, you know, however, we look at that it is important to measure our personal inspiration against at least the scriptures to see what coincides because there are false spirits that teach us falsehoods.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=46m31s 46:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: Yeah. And, and uh Arthur Oakman, he was an apostle in their organization. Oh, that&#039;s another story. He was kissed by an angel when he was a young boy. That&#039;s a long story. He tells how poor they were in England. And basically, the angel said, this young lad will grow up to manhood. He&#039;ll preach the gospel in many lands. Uh His ministry will be in part to his own people, which is in England. And he ended up being an apostle in the organization. What do they do gospel in many lands? But he was a mixture of inspiration and education and very powerful, very powerful minister. But reason I got to him just share a little bit briefly about him. One of the things Arthur Oakman, he said, you know, we&#039;re told in Latter day revelation that we should read all good books. But he said, how do you know a good book unless you have some standard by which to judge? And obviously the standard by which we judge is the, is the three standard books. So we need to be familiar with those scriptures because see uh one another elder in the church said a lie is not much of a lie. If it&#039;s all together a lie, the more truth you mix with a lie, the better the lie, it&#039;s harder to do to deserve. And so just because a lot of truth is spoken and this is what&#039;s going on here. A glorious person to sin many things it said was true. Uh Some were not about her husband, not going more than 100 miles away, but here&#039;s what I was wanting to get to with all this. Uh Joseph says, how may it like men? How may it be asked? Was this known to be a bad angel by the color of his hair? Again, Joseph had seen many angels. I haven&#039;t seen any. So I don&#039;t really understand about the color of the hair thing. OK. Uh That is one of the signs that he can be known by and by his contradicting a former revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: which is the critical point for all of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=48m23s 48:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: us, for all this by his contradicting a form of revelation. So when you have the Lord in section two, say it never varies from that which he has said in other many several other scriptures. And, and then you have scripture providing for one wife 42 and 49. Then all of a sudden section 132 comes along contradicting former revelation. God could not give, that&#039;s why I say God cannot give a revelation providing for polygamy to anybody the devil can. But that was some of my thoughts a little bit about that. Just this. Yeah. Last week I kind of bishop must be blameless. Yeah, the bishop. First time he th 32, a bishop then must be blameless. The husband of one wife, let the deacons be the husband of one wife. Uh And then it goes on, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=49m16s 49:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s throughout scripture. I do, I want to talk to you guys about. So one of we&#039;re in such an interesting time. This is some of the points that I keep trying to contend is this certainty that Joseph was, of course, a polygamist I think is outdated because we keep getting more and more information, right? And one of the things that adds, that really gives um adds to that certain T is even the R LDS church that you know, this idea that the R LDS church was built on the idea that Joseph wasn&#039;t a polygamist, but the evidence was so compelling that even they had to acknowledge. So that&#039;s really kind of one of the main things now. And so I want to talk about that time because you probably, maybe that&#039;s when you first reached out to me is when I did the episode on the, my study of the history of the R LDS church and the liberalization and them changing the stance. So I want to talk because you guys were members of the R LDS church and went through that time period. So maybe you can talk a little bit about what was happening and what were the many issues going on and you, you know, I, I read Richard Howard&#039;s paper and first of all, I want to clarify that the R LDS church&#039;s stance is not that Joseph was a polygamist. The R LDS Church&#039;s stance now is to not take a stand on it, which I think is quite tragic because, and apparently Richard Howard&#039;s paper was supposed to be this like game changer where the evidence was so compelling. I read it and it was so not compelling at all. And so studying the history and how much they wanted to liberalize and wanted to separate themselves from Joseph made way more sense to me. So they were looking for an excuse, any excuse to do that. So I&#039;m sorry, I kind of told the story a little bit for you, but I want to hear it from your perspective being members of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: Well, I, I was raised Michelle knowing that Joseph Smith was never a polygamist because my ancestors were in Nauvoo and they witnessed firsthand Joseph never had any other wife, but Emma Smith and there were no other Children and there&#039;s no name by of Joseph anywhere. Now they&#039;ve proven that. So, um Joseph Smith the third, he even went to Utah and so did his brothers, um looking for his family, supposedly looking for&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=51m44s 51:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: cousins. He kept talking about, where are my cousins? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=51m47s 51:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Where, where are they at? You know, and he never found any. And uh, so Joseph Smith, I guess&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: they wouldn&#039;t be his cousins. They&#039;d be his half brothers and sisters. He said cousins. But Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: the third you know, he knew that his father and he stated that his dad wasn&#039;t a polygamist. But if he had have been, it wasn&#039;t gonna, it wouldn&#039;t be right. He stayed. Right. And so anyway, it wasn&#039;t until the liberalism really started coming in. I&#039;m gonna say, in the late fifties, like 1958 somewhere in there, uh, there began to be men in the R LDS church and I was, I was born in 57. And so, and anyway, um they, they kind of kept everything secret about the changes they were doing. And some of the people that worked for the leadership of the church that I knew personally grow, you know, when I, by now by now, I&#039;m grown and um I was 27 when the split happened. But um I had a neighbor and her name was Dorothy Christina. She&#039;s passed on now and she was the first woman I believe in the R LDS church to get excommunicated. And that&#039;s because she had friends of hers that worked for the leadership up in the institutional church headquarters and they were sending her all these documents. And so this was right after, you know, like this was even before the split, you know, and so Dorothy lived across the street from Danny and I, and uh this was after we got married and um she would come over to our house and bring all these papers with her, showing me of all these friends of hers that worked up there at the headquarters, what these leadership were doing in secret. And so so anyway, then uh&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: was this throughout the seventies? Isn&#039;t that when that was happening in the seventies? It was in the and they were, and they were having, they were meeting with Methodists like liberal Methodist leaders being instructed by them. Is that, is that, am I understanding that the&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: position papers came out in what 1967?&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: This is uh yeah, it says the position papers were written in 1967 and 1968 by the Department of Religious Education of the organized church of Jesus Christ, Latter Day Saints. The purpose of the papers was to provide the editors of the new curriculum with a written description of some new beliefs for the church so that the new curriculum could in turn help eradicate former doctrines and align the membership with the ecumenical movement. This is something that the prices wrote here uh is what I&#039;m reading. Uh Dorothy&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=54m46s 54:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: had gotten these papers and also other papers like this rich. They were finally sent to the prices too Richard Price and these two. But Dorothy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=54m59s 54:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So what year was? Yeah, what year was she excommunicated? And then I wanna hear the she&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: like she was excommunicated. Oh my goodness. Uh What early eighties, I think even&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: in the eighties&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=55m15s 55:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: and she opened up a little uh bookstore just down the road, you know, from us here really a few blocks away anyway. And uh you could go in there and she was printing all this stuff out and giving it to, I mean, just sending it every expose, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=55m33s 55:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And so she was super concerned by what was happening at church headquarters and trying to expose it. That&#039;s amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: She was um actually a prerunner to Richard and Pamela on that, you know, she was really putting it out there. And then, and then of course, Pamela and Richard, they, they started and, and uh uh in the, like you said, they in the hierarchy of the church, they began to send all their um a missionary type people to Saint Paul&#039;s School of Theology over in Kansas City to it&#039;s a Methodist College to get indoctrinated. That&#039;s how this stuff started. And so when, by the time uh we were, at the time we were going to Enki R LDS Church, it was the number one tithing paying congregation in the ST 1200 people on the rolls there at that church. And um we were the most conservative congregation and we weren&#039;t going along with it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: You had to, you had to park two or three blocks down the street on prayer service, not evening Wednesday evening&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=56m45s 56:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: seat 45 minutes early if you wanted to see. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: it was a,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=56m52s 56:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: it was huge. And so anyway, uh we had Pamela and Richard Price went there and also Larry, Nancy Harker, they were, they&#039;re all deceased now except Pam. They were Pam and Richard&#039;s right hand people there at the bookstore and all that. And, uh, there was lots of appointees, uh, that were conservative seventies like Bob Baker and, and, uh, John Jordan and different ones. I don&#039;t know if, you know, if, you know, I know Whitney knows him but Patrick mckay and Jim mckay, they&#039;re, they&#039;re still good friends of ours and, uh, we went to church there and Todd Henson and a bunch of people. But anyway, so we all, we were all like, no, we&#039;re not going along with any of this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=57m37s 57:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, can you tell me? So I know that there were multiple issues. Can you talk about what some of them were that you started to see coming? So, so it sounds like it wasn&#039;t just coming from church leadership. Part of it was that it was being revealed through this bookstore. And Dorothy, was that her name? Is that what you said?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=57m55s 57:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: So, and then the prices were doing it out of their home&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=58m00s 58:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: at that. Did they start before the split? I thought they started after the split. They&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: were selling stuff out of their home before the split. And then I said, then after Richard retired, he uh bought the bookstore, the restoration bookstore and a group did and, and then they started working out of that. But anyway, all these people that are in congregation, we were like, you know, they&#039;re like, no, we&#039;re not going along with it because, you know, when they voted, especially when they voted women in the priesthood in, we just all decided we weren&#039;t gonna go along with it. And uh so they sent the state.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=58m35s 58:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That was the, that was the breaking point, right? The women in the priesthood was the breaking point. And I want you to kind of tell me some of the other things that, that you had sensed that there was concern about. Was it the like, how big of a concern was the change on the change stance on Joseph&#039;s polygamy? And what other things were&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=58m54s 58:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: there that never came, that wasn&#039;t ever mentioned, anything was ever mentioned at that time. See that Dick Howard did all that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=59m03s 59:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: was that the Isaac Sheen thing, Isaac Sheen?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=59m07s 59:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, he, he quotes Isaac Sheen in that paper which is just weak if&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=59m12s 59:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: that was his main argument. OK. This is called uh fundamental differences. You&#039;ve&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: got it, Michelle,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=59m19s 59:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I do have this one. He said&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=59m23s 59:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: to me, oh yeah, he was an apostle in the R LDS church. I think he spent time out in Utah. And if I remember reading recently, he, he spent three years, three years studying, you know, the differences and the positions of both churches. And uh and this copyrights on this book is 1960 Harold Publishing House. 1960 is a copyright and he has a little section in here on Isaac Sheen statements. OK, so this is from 1960 and if you want me to, I can read a little bit. What, what he says about the, is that their main argument, Isaac Sheen was Jose&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m01s 1:00:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: whose main argument&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m02s 1:00:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: the coc that&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: how&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m06s 1:00:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m06s 1:00:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he includes? He has, he has a couple, a couple of different sources. He quotes Isaac Sheen from that very first publication of The True Herald, the Saints Harold, which, which it&#039;s so clear to me if you study anything, all he was doing was rehashing a paper he had written before when he didn&#039;t understand as much that seems so obvious to me. Then he quotes um William Marks who Briggs quote as William Marks clarifying what he meant, right? That he was not confused by Joseph Smith. He that Joseph Smith was not deceived by the doctrine. He was deceived by the by the elders, right? And then he has, he has a few other um quotes that he uses but really in isolation and without any context and without any other possibilities like he, he just basically makes the point that because he, because Joseph was teaching eternal marriage, which was true. II I believe, you know, he said he had a revelation on that and that Hiram had a wife in heaven and a wife on the earth that, that somehow polygamy grew out of that. So even Dick Howard doesn&#039;t acknowledge that Joseph was doing anything like Brigham, anything at all. But he just kind of opens the door that maybe this is where it came from anyway and, and, and it&#039;s just not, well, I, I don&#039;t think it&#039;s good scholarship at all and to have that be this declaration that Joseph was a polygamist that the LDS use anyway. That was a sidetrack. But I think it&#039;s, I think it&#039;s just very, very shallow understanding the paper itself and how weak the paper is and, and, you know, and Dick Howard&#039;s desire to really throw Brit Joseph under the bus, like there was an actual desire and a and a glint in their eye about that&#039;s, that was my impression.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: I mean, just to, to prove, I guess that this wasn&#039;t the position of the R LDS church. Like I said, this was a copyright of this book. Fundamental Differences is 1960. I don&#039;t know when uh Dick Howard did his little research, but uh this is from Apostle in the in the organization. And uh he talks and also it&#039;s in the early history of the organization by Edmund Briggs. While he was out doing missionary work, he got wind of this article that Isaac Sheen had put in, in that, that paper uh early there. And so there&#039;s some information in his book with uh early history of the organization also about when he heard about Isaac Sheen. Uh but it uh church in Utah, missionaries also referred to a statement made by Isaac Sheen in the first edition of the True Latter Day Saints Herald published in January 1860 Isaac Sheen was editor of the Herald at the time. They quote a very brief portion of one article in an effort to prove that the organized church admitted in its official publication that Joseph Smith Junior was definitely connected with polygamy and the revelation concerning it. And considering this charge, the following factors must be known. Isaac. She number one, Isaac Sheen public published two articles in this edition of the Herald. The first of these was entitled Polygamy. Contrary to the Revelations of God. The article is a strong denunciation of polygamy in it. Mr Sheen implicated Joseph with polygamy by saying he abhorred and repented of this iniquity before his death. The organized church does not accept Isaac Sheen Sheen as an unimpeachable authority on the events about which he wrote his testimony about Joseph and polygamy was not based on firsthand knowledge but on rumor. And that&#039;s what Edmund Briggs said. He must have believed the lies that was being spoken about Joseph, I Isaac Sheen when he wrote this. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And Isaac, she never said it again. It was, it was, it was a prewritten article published just in that first episode. He like, like he realized, you know, he, he was called to repentance. It seems to me and he never again made that he was like realized he was wrong. I think I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: I, yeah, I think if I remember just recently, he and Joseph the third got together and, and work, work this thing out. Um OK. Uh And then he goes on to point out this isn&#039;t very good for the Utah church to use to in favor of polygamy. If the church in Utah missionaries wish to accept, accept Isaac Sheen as a valid witness. His testimony is much more damning to their cause than to, to of the organized church. In his second article entitled the Mormons again, he stated Joseph Smith repented of his connection with this doctrine and said that it was of the devil. So you want to use Isaac Sheen. OK, Joseph, which we don&#039;t believe he repented of it. But if you want to use uh use Isaac Sheen. He said, Joseph Smith repented of this connection with this doctrine and said it was of the devil. He caused the revelations on the subject to be burned. And when he voluntarily came to Nauvoo and resigned himself into the arms of his enemies, he said that he was going to Carthage to die at that time. He also said that that if it had not been for that accursed spiritual wife doctrine, he would not have come to that. So what does this have to say for polygamy if you want to use Sheen is a, a witness uh in favor of Joseph being a polygamist, but her organization never uh believed what Isaac Sheen. And he, I think he got straightened out on that too. But uh what&#039;s, what&#039;s uh oh, if I can find it quick enough. Uh where? Let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: Oh, I told you, he had a lot to say Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: I know,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I thought Cheryl and I would do most of the talking, but Cheryl told me no,&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: let me go back to, back to any kill. OK. So any kill was the most conservative R LDS congregation. And like I mentioned those brothers names, there was a thing called the Restoration Festivals and it was not sponsored by the uh hierarchy to, to do it, you know, but this was outside of the church stuff and they would rent an auditorium at a high school and they even had it one time at a college and they would have different guest speakers come and speak um at these restoration festivals like Patrick mckay sid do warn um oh boy, a whole bunch of different ones. But anyway, so they all got because they were preaching the gospel and they were really, you know, preaching like, I mean, their spirit was there at these meetings. Um These men all got silenced for preaching the gospel. And so, um in fact, Patrick mckay&#039;s brother James mckay, his father in law passed away in Nebraska and he had gone out of town or, or either that or his father in law was sick. I forget. But anyway, it was in Nebraska and Jim told us I was out of town. I didn&#039;t even go to the restoration festival that weekend. He got called in and got silenced and he was told by the state president, well, if you would have been here, you would have reached. So, we&#039;re, 00, my&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: goodness.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: So, yeah. But, you know, uh, what happened was, is, is the prices, all the different ones that were getting called in and getting silence and Danny and my dad, they both were silent too. But anyway, um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so there was a forced liberalization happening and those who were on things like I, I was looking at the different, like one of them, I know that some of the big big um principles I guess was going away from um succession like lineage succession in the presidency was one of them, I believe&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: W Wallace B. Smith, the last Smith that was in there. He had three daughters. I went to school with him and there was no, there was no man for him to pass it on to. But there really was because he had cousins that were Smith that were descendant of Joseph that, you know, maybe could have done it. But that&#039;s when they called in Grant mcmurray instead. And they broke the, this was after, you know, after we&#039;d already gone.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. So that was one of the things they were trying to go away from that. Then another one was, I think the big one was women&#039;s ordination, which was tricky because was that because he had three daughters? Was it like they, you know, like that was one that was the really biggest issue. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: There were women in that group. I&#039;m, I&#039;m talking, that were older women than me at the time I was 27 that they wanted priesthood. They wanted, they were very highly educated, you know, and that some of their husbands were apostles or appointees and they really, you know, thought they, they had a, you know, I deserve attitude to be called a high priest or an apostle or whatever. And I believe that&#039;s what started that on going as these women that really, they lusted, they lusted after it, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, and it&#039;s a tricky one because we&#039;ve had our movements as well. And it&#039;s, you know, it&#039;s hard because in my opinion, we don&#039;t have enough information about men and women and their eternal destiny. So that&#039;s a tricky one. But that was another one that they were kind of just, and, and then, and then anyone who was speaking on and then another one was separating from Joseph Smith and the from the book of Mormon, right? And becoming ecumenical means. We just want to be one of the other Christian churches. So we are going away from everything about our founding and just kind of having that be like, like for us right now, polygamy is kind of the dirty little secret that we don&#039;t want to talk about for it became with the R LDS. They were trying to make Joseph Smith and the book of Mormon, the just the dirty little embarrassing secret is the impression I have. And so what I&#039;m hearing from you is people who were speaking out about no, the book of Mormon is the word of God or trying to keep the restoration alive. They were being forcibly silenced within the church is that those that&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: wanted to hold fast to the teachings of the restoration. They were, they wanted him out of there so they could move forward. But I&#039;ll tell you what happened at any kill. So one night our state president came in, we had was on a, we had a big meeting and the place was packed, there was standing room only every room was filled that, you know, they had intercom system and stuff and it was packed and uh our state President Oc Henson, he&#039;s passed on now he came and um, Richard, you know, he started telling us that we were gonna do it whether basically, whether we liked it or not and get on&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: board, get with the program. That was the message.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: And Yep and Richard Price got up and spoke against it and uh David Price got up and spoke against it. And there were several other people I can&#039;t remember, but there&#039;s a bunch of them that got up and basically Oc Henson just looked at everybody and said, if you don&#039;t like it, you can leave and he was just beside him, you know, he didn&#039;t know how to handle this situation at all. And so then we left that night and I told Danny, I said, you wait, they&#039;re gonna have the Apostle in charge here next week, Bill Higden. So the next week, sure enough, they called another special meeting and here was Apostle Higden and he basically said the same type of stuff. And when he said similar, I forget the wording. But basically, it was the same thing. If you don&#039;t like it, you can leave. Everybody got up and walked out and left him standing there and I, I turned around to look at his face and in an apostle and his mouth was like, we all got up and walked out and I imagine there was probably 700 people there that night. We all got up and walked out and left him just standing up on the rostrum&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: was, was this the biggest congregation in the R LDS church at&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: that time. It was&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so the biggest congregation and the&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: top 1200 people on the rolls. Number one tithing, paying filing congregation in all of center state. So anyway, that&#039;s, that&#039;s how all these restoration branches started was. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s the night the split happened. That&#039;s, that&#039;s when the split happened is when he said, if you don&#039;t like it, there&#039;s the door and you were like, ok, the door and the whole&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: what they started. Yes, Michelle. But what they started doing at other congregations that were conservative like ours, like the Buckner R LDS Church, they locked the doors on them. They, they changed, they wouldn&#039;t let the people come in. Uh, it was, it was absolutely, it was crazy. They wouldn&#039;t let him come in&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: really a hostile takeover of the R LDS church&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: did all sorts of stuff. Uh, I mean, you would not believe there was a big write up about that. And, uh, we had a, we had a women in the priesthood, women against women in the priesthood march and there was about 200 of us. I was one of them, we held signs marching around the R LDS Auditorium all the way around for like two hours women in the priesthood. No. And so anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and I wanna, I just wanna clarify for anyone who feels kind of, um, you know, because that was, I want to clarify, that was 40 years ago, a full 40 years ago. And so anyone that&#039;s feeling like, like it&#039;s time now or whatever it is, like, remember back to the eighties, that was a really aggressive move that the R LDS church made to fully, um, ordain women in the, in the 19 eighties that, you know, that was a long time ago. So that was a, it was a violent, they, like what they were doing was really, like, violent changes, really aggressive and dramatic.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: They were saying they were not involved in this, but they were, they were denying that they were members of the National World Council of Churches. But my friend Dorothy Christina had all the paperworks that proved it at&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: the time. So that was another problem is that they were lying to you that you knew that they weren&#039;t being honest with the ties that they had. So the&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: first, the first group that let me talk about, honey, the first group that um started the first restoration branch. It was, and here&#039;s what the restoration branches are. They are like what the reorganization did. They didn&#039;t have a, a prophet or apostles or anything. That&#039;s what the restoration branches are. We don&#039;t have that. And so anyway, um so the first restoration branch was um Independence Branch. And, uh that&#039;s where the Richard Price and Pamela and the Harle and the mckays and the Perry and a whole bunch of other people. They all went there and then,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and you as well, is that where you were&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: there? But it wasn&#039;t, it was later, we helped start the branch. Uh, and it was called Glendale Restoration Branch because when we all walked out of the church building, we were like, ok, what are we gonna do? And so the priest had met and they said, well, we&#039;re gonna start, you know, we&#039;re gonna get a gymnasium or go rent a building or something and we&#039;re just gonna start having church there next week, like we&#039;re still having it and that&#039;s what we did. And so we just went from this building to that building, but we still kept the gospel. And that&#039;s the thing that in our, in the, in the R DS church, this is the way we restorations believe. We still hold fast to the gospel of Jesus Christ in the book of Mormon, the inspired version and the doctrine of covenants. Whereas we left the building, they got the building, but we got, that&#039;s what, that&#039;s what we, you know, that&#039;s the way we look at it. And uh but you know, but, but&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so tell me, oh, did I interrupt you for you saying something else? Oh, no, go ahead. Go ahead. So what, what um did any apostles? Um I, I was gonna use the word apostatized. That&#039;s not I, I think the, the R LDS church apostatized. Did any of the apostles come with the restoration branches? What was the highest one of the highest callings? Because they were all in the liberal. Yeah, because my understanding is the new leadership that became more liberal, started calling super liberal apostles. So that&#039;s how they did this hostile takeover.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: The old good time, the good, the good apostles that really preached the gospel. They got rid of them all and they got rid of them all before this major stuff started happening. How&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: did they get rid of apostles and ours? They have to die I mean, I mean, that&#039;s probably&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: they, they put them out to pasture, they call it and being a patriarch. And so they&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: can be released from being an apostle in your church, your church can release apostles and make them a patriarch instead. Ok? We can&#039;t do that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: The man I was telling you about was kissed by an angel when he was a little boy and told about, he preach the gospel of many lands. Uh He was still young enough that he had, they call him via a patriarch. He&#039;s only in his six, early sixties. And he, and he said, well, there&#039;s no way to go up when you&#039;re an apostle and that&#039;s a patriarch. But see, and, and I&#039;m not sure what this was concerning, but someone said one time, I don&#039;t know if it was a conference or what, but it was at the auditorium and Arthur Oakman was coming out and he looked like he was just, something was disturbing him and I wish I could find out uh I didn&#039;t know what it was but someone asked him, you know, are you OK, brother Oakman or, or however they said it and he said, my generation just lost its opportunity to build Zion. I&#039;m not sure what he, what, what went on to bring that about. I&#039;m not sure. I don&#039;t wanna try to guess at it, but he was concerned and he was a, he really, he was a powerful preacher. Uh he had, he saw the, the and experience the creation, he saw the, the crucifixion and he said as, as good as some of these, uh what do they call them when the, the passion plays and actors? And as good as a very good job as they can do is nothing to compare to what&#039;s can be revealed by the spirit. And he actually preached a sermon called the Meaning of the crucifixion. Let me tell you that is one powerful sermon.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, I&#039;m ok. I&#039;m gonna link that below because that&#039;s amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Yeah, but he did the endowment series and that&#039;s where he told how, when he was a kid, they were poor. He grew up in England and they were poor. He said, he said, uh that many times his mother would send him to the, to the butcher shop with uh to get two pump, two pennies worth of bones and rin. But to make supper, he said he had to put cardboard in the bottom of his shoes to keep his feet from touching the ground, the pants that he wore, uh her mother had repaired them so many times that the only thing left of the original pants was a shape. He said 84. Uh and I mean, he described how poor they were. He said we had a rich uncle. I had to skim over the fence like the rest of the boys to get an apple. Do you think he would help us. And he said we lived on Garfield Road. It must have been named after President Garfield who was assassinated because Garfield Road was certainly assassinated. You know about how poor they were. His father was a journey, I&#039;m trying to make this real quick. His father was a journeyman plumber. He said, I&#039;m educated. No, he&#039;s a journeyman plumber. He said, me and my sister and my mother would stand out at, at the by the sidewalk there and look down to see when father would come around the corner. We could tell by the way, walked if he had money in his pocket and, and sometimes, you know, so they could tell by the way his walk, his mother would walk in the house with her head down, you know, and, and um anyway, 111 day when they&#039;re standing out there waiting for father to come around the corner. Instead of father, this man comes around the corner and he begins to sing, begone, un belief. My savior is near and for my relief shall shortly appear though sin. Let me wrestle. Uh He will perform with Christ in the vessel. I smile at the storm. He said we could hear every word he was singing uh though d be my way, he&#039;s my guide. Uh And I can&#039;t remember the whole word that, that&#039;s something he will provide. And he stopped right in front of him, his sister and mother was out there and he was out there. He stops in front of him. He said, sister, can you uh spare an old man a crust of bread? And remember she, she had two pieces of bread in the house and she went, he said, we had a saying amongst us, it was the poor that helped the poor. She said, yeah, wait, just wait a minute. She went in at two pieces of bread and brought one of them out and gave him a penny. I think it was to get some tea. You know, they were English, English people. And he said, sister, because of the thing you&#039;ve done today by sacrificing God has set his hand to bless your house and you will never want in basket or in store. And it was one of them things where they turn around and he&#039;s gone. Next thing you know, here comes her father around the corner and they could tell by the way he walked, he had money in his pocket. He said he had no clue what just happened. And I think they were trying to figure it out too. But he, he told his wife, Ada, I&#039;ve just landed a big contract and we will never want in basket or in store. That was an angel that was an angel. And Ar Arthur said from that time on that was our guardian angel. And while he was still there, he reached down and, and kissed Arthur, I think on the cheek and basically said, this young lad will grow up to manhood. He will preach the gospel in many lands and his ministry will be in part to his own people. And also his sister was there and he spoke things about his sister. This was an angel. He was&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: really, it&#039;s an Elijah story. It&#039;s beautiful. So this was an apostle of the R LDS church who did speak with power and this new regime put him out to pasture. And anybody else, anybody else who actually believed in the restoration instead of kind of instead of the Methodist view of Joseph Smith was put out to pasture. Then this hostile takeover happened. So they didn&#039;t win the argument. And at this point, it wasn&#039;t even Joseph&#039;s polygamy. That wasn&#039;t, that was a question you said because yeah, I think that Dick Howard&#039;s paper was published in 83 but it wouldn&#039;t have been well known yet because it was just in a&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: historical and everything was leading up to the big split if I can. It wasn&#039;t never mentioned that that about was never mentioned some&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: of these things I read. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that was just an additional betrayal that happened after you were like the R LDS church is saying what, OK,&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: from the position papers. And that&#039;s what the church leadership was working on. Writing. Basically the change that&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: this is one of the, this is what helped Richard Price get silenced.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I&#039;ll just read&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: a couple of things and price has put this out. But the position papers is in, in this book and on the front of it, it says this is one of the things on page 57. The position papers. Nor can we affirm today that this is the only true and living church upon the face of the whole earth with which the Lord is well pleased DNC 15, we affirm that no single organization, organized institution or church on earth is the perfect embodiment of God&#039;s will and purpose. So we no longer believe in a only true and living church, even though the doctrine covenants mentions it twice. And so does the book of Mormon uh&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: hierarchy believed that way. But we did. So these are&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: some of the changes that were happening. But even the type of Chris Christology that the Book of Mormon displays raises questions for the modern man since it seems to reflect 1/19 century Messianic view of Jesus as a supernatural being. So they&#039;re even having problems with the book of Mormon,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: right? That that&#039;s the whole thing. They, they really just, they said Joseph Smith was not a prophet. It&#039;s what all of the ex Mormons believe, right? Joseph was never a prophet. They don&#039;t give a plausible way that he came up with the book of Mormon. They&#039;d use the same, you know, and he was never a prophet. He was a polygamist, he did all of these awful things. So they took the worst perspective of Joseph Smith that all of the anti Mormons, the Methodists and, you know, had, and they incorporated that into the highest councils of the church, got rid of anybody who thought differently. They didn&#039;t win the argument. They just took their biases and gained control. That&#039;s how it looks to me from what you&#039;re saying. And so this is kind of like, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: go ahead. I just thought I just come to my mind there, there was a 70 in our church. His name is Tommy Thomas. He grew up in Kirtland. He went to the church in, in those days in the Kirtland Temple is where they had church. And so so he knew a lot about Kirtland and what was going on. He said a lot of the old time R LDS missionaries like to finish out their days at the Kirtland Temple because they could keep, you know, take people on tours and share the gospel with them and, and, and on the process of taking them on tours of the Kirtland temple. And he said there was a man, he called him brother Stone, he was a missionary. They had been a missionary and he was there and, and doing that, taking people on tours and doing whatever other church work he would do. And he said one time after a service, it could have been a prayer meeting service uh or some sort of service. They had, he was locking the doors of the KTM temple and a man comes walking down the road or sidewalk, whatever it was towards him in a very nice, nice looking man, very nice suit. And um I should have told you the story before this Brother Stone. There was a lady uh I think she was a church member, investigated. He might have been a church member and she had a bad spirit, an evil spirit and he cast the spirit out of her. And once he did, it was a complete change, she became a really great asset to the congregation there at the Kirtland Temple. When they meet the church there, all kinds of things. OK. II, I should have shared that first. Anyway, he&#039;s locking up the doors after a service one evening at the temple and a man&#039;s walking down the road very nice, well dressed like in a suit and whatever. And he walks up to brother Stone and he says, you know who I am, don&#039;t you? Featherstone said, yes, you&#039;re Lucifer. And he said yes. And, and he said, I&#039;m leaving this place, Minnie Kirkland. But, but do not re I&#039;m going to independence to set up my headquarters, don&#039;t rejoice. I&#039;m gonna leave enough of my imps or demons here at Kirtland. But he said, I&#039;m going to independence and that&#039;s why I&#039;m gonna set up my headquarters and that would have probably been maybe in the, I&#039;m not exactly sure what Tommy&#039;s passed away now. So I don&#039;t know the exact date of that, but it could have been fifties, maybe sixties. I&#039;m not sure when that happened. But again, this stuff, it sounds like fifties, sixties, this liberalism stuff started and they started working towards. So we, we think he did set up his headquarters&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: there, you know, three people, Michelle that Arthur Oakman, um, Richard Ensley and another guy that was a 70 I can&#039;t think of his name, but they all, they all three said they saw Satan&#039;s in the auditorium, they saw his uh office in the auditorium, like in a vision, they saw him in&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: there. See my question would be, why not set up your headquarters in Rome? Why not set up your headquarters in Utah? Why not? It&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: probably, it&#039;s probably everywhere but I hear what you&#039;re saying. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: the, the Baptist convention is those, why, why here in Little Independence insignificant? Is it the, why, why the man himself would want to set up his headquarters? Well, we know why and we see the results of it now.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: It is, it is astonishing how destructive the R LDS church&#039;s change has been because I think that has embedded the certitude of Joseph&#039;s polygamy more than anything else could have because its idea that like we, we don&#039;t understand that it wasn&#039;t against their interest. It was exactly what they wanted to do. It wasn&#039;t the evidence that changed their perspective. It was this new leadership that was anti Joseph that changed their perspective out of motivated motivation rather than evidence, right? And so, and so all of the people who still held the book of Mormon as the word of God left, it sounds or were kicked out and were silenced, right? And so, OK, so then I, oh go ahead. Here&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: the thing, Michelle. I don&#039;t believe the hierarchy. I think Satan had him so deceived that he thought everybody would go along with it. Yeah. And guess what, back when I was a kid growing up, it was kind of like in Utah instead of a ward, we call them congregations. There was congregations everywhere in this town. You couldn&#039;t go down one road without, you know, just here and there like Utah CN&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: A, you were like Utah County. Yeah. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: R LDS congregation. Not like that no more because what happened, the main tithing payers all left. And so they had to start selling off because, you know, when you have a congregation, you maybe have 10 or 15 people in there or 2030 then they&#039;re older and they start dying off, nobody&#039;s there. So they had to start selling off all these congregations and they would take like three congregations and put them in one building and then sell the buildings. And so that&#039;s what they&#039;ve been doing for a long time. So now just in the last year, I mean, they&#039;ve been selling them gradually. And in fact, some of the restoration branch, people have bought the R LDS buildings, you know? Ok. And so, um yeah, like Spring Branch became New Jerusalem Restoration branch. That was one of the first buildings they sold and then they sold uh another, another branch, uh called, it was over on Allen Road. They sold it to a restoration branch. It&#039;s just, I mean, they&#039;re all over these restoration branches have bought these buildings from the community Christ. So in the last year I know they&#039;ve sold probably at least 55 more buildings here in Independence. They&#039;re just selling like crazy because they&#039;re bankrupt. They&#039;re, they&#039;re literally, I think they&#039;re going bankrupt if you can see the grounds of the auditorium and the up there. Uh, it&#039;s, it&#039;s a nightmare. I mean, they don&#039;t, they&#039;re not keeping up with their, their, their, the auditorium needs to be like water pressure&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: washer work.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: It&#039;s so dirty. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s embarrassing. I have people come out here to visit and they want some of my Utah friends come out and visit, they wanna go up there. They want to see the, the auditorium when you can&#039;t go in there. Now, it used to be open if anybody can go in and they&#039;d give you a tour, they don&#039;t do that no more. It used to be able to go into the stone church, just walk in. They give you a tour. Not that no more because they can&#039;t afford to pay people to&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: do it. Ok. We had a little bit of technical if issues. We wanted to have the sound good. So we came back in. So you were telling me about the, um, the, basically the R LDS church kind of the community of Christ kind of is imploding now, or at least dying off because they did this. So they&#039;re selling buildings. They&#039;re not doing the upkeep and having tour guides. I guess they can&#039;t even get people to like the LDS church doesn&#039;t pay its tour guides. It&#039;s all missionaries and people doing service. But so, um anyway, and then you just mentioned something fascinating. That&#039;s another piece of evidence of the state of the community of Christ. So tell me that again, Dan, if you will.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Well, I, I guess kind of a way rumor has it, but it, what we&#039;ve heard is that the LDS church has replaced the roof, some foundation work, maybe heating and cooling uh on the Kirtland Temple. And they also have tour guides, LDS, tour guides, some in the Kirtland Temple. And uh this, it, it, it appears that and this is rumored, we&#039;ll have time will tell uh that maybe the LDS church is going to has purchased or going to purchase the uh Kirtland temple.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So the community of Christ is selling the Kirtland Temple, possibly according to rumors, possibly.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Well, like I said, time will tell, but it just seems strange that the LDS Church has invested that kind of money in the Kirkland Temple and tour guides from what we hear from a friend of ours that they went to Kirtland a few years back and it was a LDS, a guide that took them on their tour and,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and, and it&#039;s the community of Christ that owns the Kirtland Temple. And then the other thing you talked about was the printer&#039;s manuscript. That was amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Yeah. They sold the printer&#039;s manuscript for 30. I think it was&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: 32 million,&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: 2 million, something like that. And we was on a tour out east with some LDS funds and we was watching it was on the television or something about the sale of that. And uh in the discussion, it was mentioned, the, the their retirement account was mentioned a few times and our LDS friend says, are they selling this to basically put it in the retirement accounts? Because they keep mentioning that we&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: didn&#039;t know. So that&#039;s why Cheryl mentioned that about the old&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: buildings. That&#039;s what the president of the community of Christ said is he kept mentioning his retirement accounts and uh we have to secure our retirement accounts and our LDS friends, they caught on to that right away and they&#039;re like,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: really what&#039;s going on. OK. So this is, it is,&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: it is a fact there&#039;s, they&#039;ve sold a lot of R les con church buildings and land, land, farm land. And even we&#039;ve even heard in Iowa, different places that church buildings are being sold&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: them.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. Well, with what with the background you guys gave about all of the tithe payers, uh the majority of the tithe payers leaving the church in that split helps give so much more insight because a lot of us remember the church, the LDS church buying the, the printer&#039;s manuscript and these other things that OK, so OK, thank you for filling that other church&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: properties also like up in Nauvoo, I&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: think, I don&#039;t know about that&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: in any case there. This&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: is just kind of a little deal. Um You know, the temple lot case, uh the early church took the temple lot church and the LDS church was involved. There was witnesses that come to that uh lost Temple Lot suit. And basically the uh the only reason the R LDS church lost was a technicality because they, I think even the Kirtland lawsuit, they won the Kirtland lawsuit and basically kind of shown that they were closer to the original church than the D and its doctrines and teachings and things like that, didn&#039;t they? Maybe&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I&#039;m remembering wrong but didn&#039;t they initially win? And then on appeal, it was overturned on a technicality. It the, the LDS church didn&#039;t ever or the temple lot didn&#039;t ever win. It was that I think that&#039;s what happened. They did initially win the R LDS church and then on appeal, it&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: was, I think the judge was kind of overruled by like a higher court and it was on a technicality and it was called Latches, which is kind of basically squatter&#039;s rights. The temple lot, if they would have, the R LDS would have taken that suit maybe some years earlier, they would have got the temple lot. Ok. But because they hadn&#039;t, it was kind of a, they called it latches. The Temple lot church had been there long enough that they awarded, you know, the the temple lot to them. And I personally believe that was the Lord&#039;s will because the temple lot church is is preserving that temple lot. Uh the, the R&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: L because the R LDS would be selling it off right now. Probably the R&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: LDS church, the community of Christ, maybe R LDS that turned into the community of Christ, they would have built their temple on the temple lot. And it shouldn&#039;t be if, if uh if&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: uh that&#039;s a cool insight. So the&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Lord is in in fact, the temple lot Apostle agreed with that, that they are caretakers for that temple lot because the LDS church might build a temple there also. And in fact, the temple lot church, I don&#039;t know the year, the timing of it. They years and years ago, they attempted, they were gonna build a temple on that temple lot, they had a hole dug for the foundation, whatever. And I don&#039;t know if they ran out of money or what happened. But the city made them fill the hole back in. So it wasn&#039;t torn. It wasn&#039;t time even, they couldn&#039;t build a temple on it. It wasn&#039;t time. So I, I really believe that the temple lot church, the Lord is using them to hold that uh temple lot there or there would be temples built on it uh already. And I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so glad you, I&#039;m so glad you shared&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: with the uh LDS church in Utah. They&#039;ve gone around and bought a lot of the historical sites and maintained them and take care of them, mill, you know, they take care of them and preserve them. And I really believe the Lords use them to do those kind of things, you know, to, to preserve the historical sites because sorry to say, but the, the ch the community of Christchurch, they pre I&#039;ll just put it nice. They probably wouldn&#039;t preserve them as well. You know why they&#039;re being taken care of now. So I just think everything&#039;s in the Lord&#039;s hands. It&#039;s, it&#039;s his work. You know, we&#039;re told there&#039;s a lot of things going on in the world. We don&#039;t. But, and the Lord says, the righteous need not fear. So we just need to serve the Lord and do the best we can. That&#039;s what we got a&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: testimony to tell you. I, I can&#039;t remember if I shared this with you at Ann&#039;s house or not. But um my two great aunts that used to go to stone church prayer meeting every Sunday afternoon at three o&#039;clock. My aunt ya worked for the government. She knew how to do shorthand. And so she&#039;d take her pad and her pen and she&#039;d do what if there was a prophecy or anything given she would write it down in shorthand. Take it home, write it out in longhand. Give it to my Aunt Maudie who would take a sheet of carbon paper and two pieces of typing paper and, and keep, you know, type it out and give one to her and, and went and keep one. And so this one Sunday, this elder got up and this was in the 19 forties and he spoke under the spirit and he said the day would come that the saints in the LDS church would come to a knowledge of the truth. You know what, what, you know what Michelle, I think that&#039;s happening right now. They&#039;re coming. They will come to a knowledge of the truth by the thousands. Well, they heard and I&#039;m gonna tell you just what I&#039;m seeing happening right now that the LDS people are coming to a knowledge of the truth and, and I&#039;m not, I&#039;m not boasting. So don&#039;t take it this way, but God is using you and Jeremy Hoop and Whitney Horning and a whole bunch of other good saints that we&#039;ve met. Rob Fathering&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ham. I have to add him. Oh, yeah. I&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: don&#039;t know him. I&#039;ve just mentioned the ones I know personally but, but they, they&#039;re doing a work. The Lord has appointed them to do this. I know this because, you know, you, one of the things that you asked me, you know, to maybe talk on is how I would, why, why I started this work.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I wanted you to talk about how you got&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: involved. Well, I got my patriarchal blessing in 1980 I was 20 years old. Um No, wait 20 no, wait a minute, I take that back, Michelle. Yeah, it was 1979. I got my blessing and I was 722. And um anyway, um I was told in my patriarchal blessing and I went to a patriarch who did not know me because I, I know a lot of patriarchs and my family group, you know, have all these friends and I didn&#039;t want any of them because I wanted to know if it was really from God. So I go to this patriarch. He didn&#039;t know me at all and um just talked to me, gave me scriptures to read and stuff said come back in two weeks. So I did, went back and as soon as he laid hands on my head and turned on his recorder and started praying over me. It was like a water faucet came on and I could, I don&#039;t remember anything. He said the whole time because I was so the spirit was so strong I was crying. And when I got my blessing, you know, he had it typed up and they sent it to me in the mail about three weeks later. And when I read it, uh, I mean, I knew every single thing in that blessing was true because this guy did not know me. And, uh, one of the things that he said, he said you are greatly loved of your heavenly father. and he has a work for you to do and in time it will be unfolded into you with increasing depth. And he said, he told me that I should study the three standard books and other good books as well that I might qualify myself to serve even to teach others the truth that I will learn. And as you see the doors of opportunity opening in the hand of God beckoning fear not to pass through and enter into that field of service awaiting you. And I&#039;ve had lots of experiences with, with LDS people. Um I mean about this polygamy issue, I mean, it&#039;s, it&#039;s amazing. Uh I don&#039;t know if he would want me to, to use his name, but I think I told you already who it was. But uh we went on a tour with uh uh some guys, we were, we were the only R LDS on the bus. OK. I&#039;ll say that we were the only R LDS on the bus. And so, um I had met this young man and his family at a book of Mormon conference in Nauvoo. And um we became really good friends and he asked me before they left to go home if I would send him some materials about the differences in the church. So I said, I, I would, so uh we, we came, you know, we became really good friends with them. And uh so we, he wanted to know if we wanted to go on this tour that him and another friend of ours was doing Book of Mormon tour thing with also church historical sites in it out in New York and Ohio and all this and that. And I&#039;m like, I don&#039;t know, I know this is gonna be 55 people on the bus and we&#039;re going to be the only R LDS on the bus. And he&#039;s like, oh, you&#039;ll be all right, you know, you&#039;ll be ok. So we go and on the, on this tour, we had all these people coming up to us, privately wanting to talk to us because they never met any R LDS people. And so we became really good friends with a bunch of these people. But the experience that me and, and this young man had when we were and I didn&#039;t know this. He asked me to send the books and uh the differences between our church and the LDS church. And so when I got back home, I went down to the price publishing bookstore, restoration bookstore. And I bought six books. I had them in a sack and I was getting ready to mail. The first two volumes of Joseph Smith thought polygamy. I got ready to put them in the mailer. And, uh, the spirit spoke to my mind and said, not yet, don&#039;t send those. And I said, ok, so I put two other ones in and melt them. And I said, now when you get done reading these, let me know and I&#039;ll send you some more. So a few months went by and I, uh, got an email from him and he said, I&#039;m ready for some more books. I said, ok, I&#039;ll send you some more. So I got the sack out. Put Joseph Smith thought polygamy back in the mailer again to mail it. And the spirit spoke to me again and said, not yet. I&#039;m like, ok, so I took them out and put the other two and mailed them. So now it&#039;s a couple of months later and he, uh, he says I&#039;m done with those. And, uh, I said, so I said, oh, you know, I, I read his email, I&#039;m done with those. So it was late at night and I thought I&#039;m just gonna go to bed, you know, I&#039;m not go, I&#039;m just, it was like 11 o&#039;clock our time. Yeah, I know you guys are an hour behind us. I&#039;m going to bed, I&#039;ll answer him in the morning. So I got in bed, turned off my computer. I got in bed and I have a tablet too and I got in bed, said my prayers and I no sooner laid down and the spirit spoke to me and said, you need to write him right now and you need to tell him that you&#039;re sending those books. Joseph Smith thought, look me volumes one and two. And I&#039;m like, really? Do I have to really do this? Like right, right now. Do I gotta do this now? Yes, right now. And so I got my tablet turned it on and I wrote him a real quick note and I said, I just thought I&#039;d let you know, I&#039;m gonna send you these books tomorrow. They&#039;re called Joseph Smith thought polygamy. I&#039;ve tried to send them to other times to you, but the Lord wouldn&#039;t let me do it. So I&#039;m mailing him tomorrow because he&#039;s telling me to send them to you. And so I&#039;m going to bed. Good night, talk to you later. So I go to bed next morning, I get up at 730 turn on my computer and there&#039;s an email from me. I still have all this emails. I&#039;ve saved them all and he&#039;s, he, this is what he says. Cheryl dot dot dot Last night and he had never told me about any of this. He said last night before my wife and I, you know, the kids went to bed, we were talking and he says, I&#039;ve never told you this. But when we were in Navoo, we were staying renting a house that belonged to an anti and, and my wife read a book there about Joseph Smith was a polygamous, a pedophiles and so forth and so on. And it about broke her heart because she really believes Joseph is a prophet. And we&#039;ve been discussing this now for a long time and we didn&#039;t know what to do about it. And so he said, um, so we, we were discussing it and then she had to go to bed. She&#039;s a school teacher. So she had to go to bed. And I got on in my office and I got on my computer and he said, I was looking up everything I could pro and con against and for polygamy, you know, and he said I was on Wikipedia and I was sitting at my desk in my desk chair and he&#039;s like, Lord, I don&#039;t know what to do. I don&#039;t know where to go. I don&#039;t know, I don&#039;t have any idea what to do. And he said, the spirit spoke to his mind and said, check your email one last time. And there you were telling me that my head on Joseph Smith thought polygamy and he says, I thank you very much. So I mailed him the books, he got them and he read that first volume in a matter of days. He called us and we were talking on the phone and this is what he said, I could not put the book down. It was like a John Grissom thriller. And he said, he said, I just, he says, I know it&#039;s all true. He and, and so not, not only that, but you know what he did, he, he went and did his own research, I guess, down in the archives he got in there somehow and he looked up all those references from, you know, that he could from Joseph Smith volume one. He said everything that prices wrote in there is 100% correct all of them. And so now him and his wife are helping to rescue people in polygamy. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: beautiful. And just, I have, I won&#039;t mention his name yet, but he has agreed to come on the program. He just was really busy when I reached out to him. So it&#039;ll be, you know, it&#039;ll be several months from when I reached it because he gave an amazing talk and shook things up big time. So that&#039;ll be&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: it. I was like you were there. Well, let me tell you what he did.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: He was, he was an investigative journalist.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: Yeah, he used to work. Yeah. You know, we had him, we had him come out and do a book Mormon conference here in uh July of 2017. And so he&#039;d already been reading these books and everything, you know. And so you know, we opened it up to all faiths here, you know, that believe in the book of Mormon that want to come to our book of Mormon conference, of course. And so I&#039;m sitting on the front row and, and he had, he was given this talk and, you know, the place that we went will hold 500 people. There&#039;s probably about 300 people there that day though. And he finished his talk and his regular presentation on the book Mormon. And then he says, and I, and nobody, I, I had no idea that, that he was gonna do this. He says, I, I have something that I need to say. And he says, and I believe this is the best place to tell you, tell it. I don&#039;t believe Joseph Smith was a polygamist. I don&#039;t believe he either preached, taught or practiced it. And he, and he said, I totally denounce it and, and he got a standing nova and all of us restaurants up and went, yeah. And I&#039;m sitting there on the front row and he, when he was saying it, Michelle, the spirit was so strong on him and he, I could see water in his eyes and he, he looked right down at me because I was sitting right in front of him and I was just screaming, crying, you know, and he looked down at me and he, and he, he kind of nodded and smiled, you know, and then I looked at him and I could finally talk and I said, Ryan, there&#039;s sorry, I, I know&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: who he is. I&#039;ll just tell everyone right now. Look at the Knee Fight Explorer. It&#039;s, it&#039;s a fun show&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m56s 1:52:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: to watch. There&#039;s I said, I said there&#039;s something that I need to say now and he looks at me and he goes, I&#039;m sure there is. And so I, I went up to the mic too and, and I bore the testimony that I just shared about the emails, you know, and, and we&#039;ve never forgotten that we visited them when we were out there, we went up to where they live and for a day and a half and, and uh you know, his wife brought it up, she, she&#039;s never forgot it either. That experience.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m30s 1:53:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So that&#039;s what I feel is so like even when um Dan, you were talking about the temple lot church filling their purpose. And I know that we have like a strang who&#039;s coming to this discussion. And it&#039;s, it&#039;s amazing to me. I just feel so much that like the seeds were planted and spread wide in the Lord&#039;s in the Lord&#039;s wisdom to now be being brought back. And I know, sadly, we don&#039;t have permission to share this experience, but there are people having profound experiences and revelations about my people coming to this knowledge of the truth. I think like, just like you talked about how the r the um community of Christ, the R LDS was just bleeding members and, you know, kind of shutting down like the LDS church has also been bleeding members. And Joseph&#039;s polygamy is the number one issue that takes people out of the church and takes them out of faith and belief. And it&#039;s so, um and, and, and I wanna say also the prices, books. We, we have these um perfunctory false notions that even the R LDS church admits that they&#039;re the, they&#039;re the, they are, even the R LDS church admits that Joseph was a polygamous. So there&#039;s no more discussion to be had and we call the prices books debunked based on the prices debunked books. Nobody has ever debunked those books, nobody has ever dealt with them. They were written after this separation, right? And no one even takes the time to read them. They just do this like automatic assumption that they&#039;ve been debunked. They haven&#039;t, they do have um R LDS doctrine in them. That&#039;s you, you know, that, that people can read through which is just fine. But the fact, the factual history that they present and the arguments they pre present are accurate and have never been dealt with. So I would welcome anyone who is an ex LDS or a community of Christ member or any of these other or, or an LDS polygamy promoter to deal to read Joseph Smith fought polygamy and deal honestly with it. It&#039;s, it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m37s 1:55:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: worthwhile having, having known Pam and Richard Price since 1979. And before they even opened the bookstore, we lived in our other house. We lived just right down the street and around the corner from him. And, uh, I would go over there a lot to their home and buy books and things and we would share, you know, Richard and Pamela, we would talk and stuff. I&#039;m gonna tell you what Pamela, Pamela and Richard Price are probably two of the most humble people I&#039;ve ever known in my life. They are, they are just you very meek, humble. You would never know. You know, they are just, aren&#039;t they? Danny? Just&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Richard. Just a little, he&#039;s passed away now, but just a little frail guy. But boy, I tell you, he did a marvelous. I&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: mean, it, it&#039;s amazing. It&#039;s, it&#039;s amazing what they&#039;ve done and, you know, they went to Utah and they studied in the archives for a long time. That&#039;s where they got their information, you know. Um But uh they have really, really been used to do God&#039;s work in these last days to get the truth out to all the saints. And I&#039;m with you Michelle, we&#039;re, we&#039;re the Lord like this thing with me and Ryan. It&#039;s all I always feel like it&#039;s God&#039;s perfect timing. He knows when anything is gonna happen. And right now the Lord is working to bring all the factions of the restoration that are willing to seek out the truth. He&#039;s bringing us back together and like, I feel like you&#039;re a sister already. You know, I, I feel bad about all my LDS friends and Danny&#039;s all the time telling our R LDS friends. Cheryl&#039;s got more LDS friends now than she does RLD as friends that she talks to all the time because I do, uh, one of the things that Jeremy and I know Jeremy will probably watch this. He was asking if we could get some firsthand account stuff for people of pe of people that had gone to NAV from left Nauvoo and went to West with Brigham and then they left, they had to get out of there. Well, I told him I would see what I could do. Well, I&#039;ve got John Brush JC Clap, Mark Forst the vindicator. This is the family by John. John and Mary Griffith. This was the written, they took him from the diaries of their, their granddaughter wrote it. I have gotten um this is all I&#039;m putting all this stuff in files. Charles Derry, his account of being it, being there. I uh I have gotten um let me put these on so I can see better Michelle uh a brother Malone Rh Atwood, brother Putney James W Gillan Henry Karen Ec Briggs, Elder Dykes Briggs, Alden Alexander, Alex mccord and lots more. I can&#039;t even, I didn&#039;t even write them all down and I&#039;m, I&#039;m putting all this uh firsthand accounts together in a file. So all hand counts and this, this book blew me away. The, this book called the vindicator. Um I&#039;ll send you one Michelle. I was, I got a hold of the guy that I get old books from and he had some, but this is my copy. But I&#039;m gonna tell you what in this book, it talks about Brigham Young to realize the seriousness of what was going on. It was necessary to understand Brigham Young&#039;s position. This is when the army came in there to Utah. He could be compared to a king who was being dethroned. Besides the fight in his church, the United States government was claiming his Western empire. The Mormons had been moved out of other states. There was no place left to go. Young was so frantic over the events taking place. John knew he, he did things against his own desires to try to save his own neck. This book, this, this lady here that wrote it was the granddaughter of John and Mary Griffiths who went there from England and they tell the horror. The you&#039;re not gonna believe it. I mean, it&#039;s gonna, it&#039;s so sad what they went through and what these people, all these books I showed you and I got a lot more. All this stuff are first hand accounts. That&#039;s what Jeremy wanted. I&#039;ve got two friends of mine right now that their ancestors went. They&#039;ve got their diaries, they&#039;re in the process of typing up their stories for me so I can have,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I&#039;m so excited for you to add this. It&#039;s gonna be such an&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: important family. So we&#039;re, you know, so, yeah, so they&#039;re gonna get Jeremy Jeremy&#039;s ass for first hand accounts. He&#039;s gonna get, so&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: he&#039;s gonna get them and exactly what you read. We, yeah. Anyway, I have a lot of things to add to that, but we probably ought to be wrapping up pretty soon. Is there anything else that we haven&#039;t covered? The trouble with?&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: You? Might wanna maybe&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: too, maybe too close from Brigham Young. We&#039;ll wrap up with. How about that?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s great. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: This is for, and I think Cheryl sent you this book, uh Joseph Smith, who was he, did he teach or practice polygamy, fully documented everything he says. Ok, April 1845 Brigham Young said, Joseph in his lifetime did not receive everything connected with the doctrine of redemption, but he has left the key with those who understand how to obtain and teach to this great people. All that is necessary for their salvation and exaltation in the celestial kingdom of God. So Joseph didn&#039;t receive everything connected with the doctrine of redemption. OK. That was uh times and Seasons volume six page 955. And this is Brigham Young also, if I have any knowledge, touching the condition of this people at the present time and the way they are taught, led, counseled and dictated by those who go before them to open up the way it is directly opposite of that we saw in the days of Joseph, the prophet directly of that we saw in the days of Joseph, the prophet journal discourses volume one page 78. Uh and the, and the, and the writer says, just so Joseph Smith taught the principle of monogamy. Brigham taught the doctrine of polygamy, just the opposite of what Joseph taught how pertinent. Therefore, the statement of Brigham to Senator Trumbull that polygamy was not originally a part of the doctrine of the church established by the Palmyra seer, but was adopted by Brigham, the Brigham mis as a necessity after they went to Utah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s and, and we&#039;re learning&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: with other references. Also, I can probably send you of saints that went to Utah and basically said this isn&#039;t the church we joined. We don&#039;t even recognize this.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m27s 2:03:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: That&#039;s what the first hand accounts. I have a lot of them say that. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: this is coming from journal discourses also. And then the the leaders got condemning them and criticizing them for saying that. But this is evidence that the church, people that left the church when Joseph was alive and they went out there to Utah and we don&#039;t even recognize the church anymore. This isn&#039;t the church, you know, we joined.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Absolutely. Absolutely. There&#039;s very sketchy similarity&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: when I was growing up, Michelle and my, the grand family, they would tell me that Brigham Young when he got out to Utah, he completely rewrote history that it was all changed so that the Saints would not know the truth. And I think we&#039;re kind of seeing that now since the Joseph Smith papers and things have came out, you know, where they&#039;ve showed where the stuff has been erased and added and,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m21s 2:04:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah, absolutely. And that&#039;s, it makes me love the prophecies and all of this to me gives me like, just makes me love the book of Mormon that much more because it talks about the hidden things of darkness being revealed and all things will be revealed and all of the, you know, it will all come forward in the end and it&#039;s thrilling to see that happening and, and to get to be a part of it is amazing because like I said, when I started this podcast, I thought I was completely alone. It was just me, you know, doing what I felt like the Lord told me to do and um and to see how it all, how many other people are having similar experiences and similar answers and, and there is so much divine help like, and, and so many pieces coming together, everything you&#039;re saying about I have episodes planned on the temple that I&#039;m still working on. It might maybe that one will air before this one. But we&#039;re recording this one before I&#039;ve aired my temple one and others on blood atonement and all of and, and those Cheryl is a resource that I&#039;ve been able to reach out to, to say, do you have any sources on this? And, and it&#039;s been amazing. I know that when I um there were a lot of people that are claiming falsely but claiming that every single person who was at that High Council meeting, the October 1843 I believe High Council meeting where Hiram read the revelation. They&#039;re saying every single person there has tested that it was that it was 132. Well, that is patently false. We have many testimonies, but I was looking for resources on that and praying because it&#039;s overwhelming you, you know, the amount of research to do and trying to find things that I need so much to find help and just the the whisperings of the spirit. I woke up that very next morning after praying that I just had this voice, this familiar voice that I recognize that just said there were two other men at that meeting, which was like, of course, and it was that very morning that you sent me Joseph and Hyrum testimonies of that meeting. There are other people. Um William marks as the president of the High Council would have been at that meeting. So it&#039;s, it&#039;s false anyway. But it&#039;s just, it is amazing to see how involved the Lord is in this work in so many ways from so many directions and the what&#039;s being brought together and the bonds that are being created from people from completely disparate groups, being brought together in this new way is it&#039;s profound to witness. I love it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: I&#039;ll tell you what Michelle we, uh we&#039;ve got friends, you know, some that work at the restoration bookstore and other people that I gotta give credit to because they have really helped a lot. If we can&#039;t find the answer, I can call them. And they, they pretty much know where to find it. I know these people they are. So I give credit where credit&#039;s due.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: I have to read at least a couple more things just real quick. And these aren&#039;t very long. It&#039;s from early history of the organization. Uh Apostle Edmund C Briggs. At times in the very early part of the organization, he was the only missionary out and he uh out doing missionary work. There were times when he had uh companions with him, but they had families or maybe jobs or businesses, whatever that they had to go back to. And so there were times he was the only missionary of the R LDS church in the very early days of it. And, and anyway, he said, I have met thousands of old members of the church who were well acquainted with Joseph. And yet I never saw a man who heard Joseph teach polygamy, but they said that they had heard him denounce it as a corrupt doctrine. Thousands of church members, you know, a lot of them were in, in uh Iowa and different places up there is where he was doing his missionary work. And then uh talking to Brother Mars, I then said, uh uh Brother Marks, did you ever see the Revelation on polygamy before it was published in 1852 by Mr Pratt Marks emphatically replied, quote. No, never. You were president of the stake at Nauvoo. And if Joseph had such a revelation, would you not have been privileged according to custom to have seen it or heard of it? He replied yes, without a doubt, there was no such revelation in existence when I lived in Navoo just after Joseph&#039;s death. Brigham Young would have showed it to me when I opposed his measures, but he never pretended to any such thing to me that there was such a revelation on the subject from Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That is a, that is a great quote. It&#039;s so true. He would have showed it. Absolutely. He would have produced it but it wasn&#039;t ready yet. It hadn&#039;t finished cooking yet in his desk drawer. So, ok, this has been delightful. It&#039;s so good to um get to sit down with you guys and let people hear your stories. I wish that we could share everything. There&#039;s um there are more things, but there are the, the Lord is manifesting the truth of this in profound ways and I just feel like it will keep growing and growing and growing and help everybody come to God and come together. It&#039;s, it&#039;s a really amazing thing to see. So, thank you so much. Is there anything you want to say in closing?&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: One thing I want to point out is Cheryl, like she said, has a lot of LDS, female friends. I, I sit here and can kind of hear the closing part of the conversation and, and they will say I love you and she will say I love you also. So we do love our LDS uh friends very much and consider them our brothers and sisters.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: When you turn off the recording. Can I talk to you a second? Yes. OK. You know, when you, yeah, just&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: real quick. And again, we appreciate everything&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: we do. You, you&#039;re back when we get done here, we&#039;re gonna turn you and Jeremy back on. Excellent. You know, you know Michelle, you know, one of my LDS friends sent me that book called uh The Ghost of Polygamy to read. And it wasn&#039;t until I read that book that I realized how it affect, affected the women then and now still to this day, right? Said, I, I never realized that because we never had to deal with it here in the oral d, you know, we never had to deal with it. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m59s 2:10:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, I loved the answer. It just, I want to say one last thing in closing. I loved the answer. You read that the leaders that the founders of the R LDS church received when they prayed to know is polygamy of God. And that is the invitation that I always want to present is let people pray and ask with an open mind trying to erase God. Sometimes can&#039;t get through the piles of indoctrination and preconceptions we have. But if we can get to a truly humble place, God can start taking us on this journey to teach. And the second question we can genuinely ask is, was Joseph the author of Polygamy, was God the author of Polygamy and was Joseph the author of Polygamy. And I believe that God gives us those answers or prepares the way to begin to teach us the truth on those principles. So that&#039;s my hope for that everybody will be open and willing to ask. So thank you so much, both of you for taking this time and I look forward to continued association. Hopefully we&#039;ll get to meet each other many more times going forward. So thank you for all that you have done. You got a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m07s 2:12:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: guest bedroom. If you want to come stay with us,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m10s 2:12:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: maybe I will.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m11s 2:12:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: We&#039;re, we&#039;re sharing you with all of our R LDS friends and tell them to watch your podcast and, and they do and they&#039;re, and they&#039;re loving what you do. So you&#039;re, I remember the last thing you could cut this out later, but as we&#039;re leaving the home, we had a visit in and, and we was talking about women of the priesthood a little bit and this, that, and I told you you&#039;re doing a greater work than most priesthood are doing with what you&#039;re doing. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m34s 2:12:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: thank you so much. I appreciate that. It&#039;s um, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s very humbling and I feel very blessed. So, thank you. And I, we will talk again soon.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m48s 2:12:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: Bye.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m49s 2:12:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I hope you found that episode as fun and delightful and informative as I did. I really liked taking the time to sit down and talk to them. I&#039;m sad because after we turned the camera off, we had a lot more conversation, we spoke about Emma and I, I mentioned something about how challenging this topic is for people in my faith who have been taught from our infancy that the prophet can never lead us astray. And Cheryl interrupted me and said she was taught the exact opposite that she was always taught that thing that we mentioned that the leaders of the church, you know, their words are true if they are consistent with the standard works and confirmed by the spirit. And I think that is such a healthy way to approach this discussion. And it&#039;s interesting to me to see how both of those traditions can grow out of the same restoration. So I think we are perfectly free to adopt that perspective on church leaders and their words and their possible mistakes. And that helps us have a little easier time dealing with the things that Brigham Young said and did so. Anyway, thank you so much for being here this time and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 77: Nauvoo Polygamy and Statistics w/ Peter Brown - The Insurmountable Problem of No Children Pt. 2&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 77&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-07-30&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = 1WdPF3cp5sE&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Dna&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Comparing Joseph Smith&#039;s supposed polygamy of the actual Nauvoo polygamists sheds invaluable light on the validity of the claims against Joseph. Peter Brown joins me as we continue the response to recent explanations of Joseph&#039;s lack of children, Peter clearly demonstrates the evidence that first convinced him that claims of Joseph&#039;s polygamy make no sense and are not plausible. Please share this evidence so it can have the same effect on many others.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;As always, I welcome anybody to respond to these facts and this evidence.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=2504&amp;amp;amp;context=byusq Response to claims of Joseph&#039;s astrological based conceptions (pgs 89-90)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [http://downloads.miridiatech.com.s3.amazonaws.com/remnant/JosephSmithsMonogamy.pdf Joseph Smith&#039;s Monogamy]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.statista.com/statistics/1041693/united-states-all-time-child-mortality-rate/ Infant Mortality Chart]&lt;br /&gt;
* A few of many links to research male infertility: [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK562258/#:~:text=%5B2%5D%20Male%20infertility%20is%20defined,40%25%20of%20all%20infertility%20cases. Link 1]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://academic.oup.com/biolreprod/article/66/6/1781/2723958 Link 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1395314/ Link 3]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy, where we explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage. And now the historical case for Joseph&#039;s plural marriage, I am so excited to bring to you the second part of the series on the insurmountable problem of no Children. I want to very sincerely thank Peter Brown for his willingness to sit down and talk about these things with me for taking the time to put together the presentation that we are about to see and for sharing his personal experience and his vast understanding and knowledge. These are such important topics that I hope people will listen to and take very seriously. We are responding directly to the exact claims and charges of some of the most vocal anti Joseph ac accusers. And so they really have the responsibility to listen to these explanations, take them seriously and find a way to respond adequately which to this point, they absolutely have not done. So I think that anyway, I hope that people will share these videos far and wide so that those who really want to claim that Joseph was a polygamist will know what they&#039;re up against and what they have the obligation to respond to if they want to have any credibility or be taken seriously at all. So with that said, thank you so much for all of those who have supported me, for you that are here to join us again. I always hope that people will start and listen to the beginning episodes in this series to truly understand how opposed to all of scripture and all of the word of God polygamy always has been and always will be. And with all of that being said, thank you so much for joining us as we take this deep dive into the murky waters of Joseph&#039;s polygamy. OK. I&#039;m so excited that you are here for our second discussion, our second episode on the insurmountable problem of no Children. And I am thankful to be here with Peter Brown who has been working so hard on this, this polygamy question, Peter. How long have you been working on this? So I know you&#039;re, you have a vast amount of knowledge. Really,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=02m09s 02:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: I&#039;ve been involved with this discussion one way or another since 2015.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=02m15s 02:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh OK. So quite a while, eight years. OK. Specifically looking at things about Joseph Smith for that long,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=02m22s 02:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: right? I mean, um you know, we&#039;ve all, you know, I, I uh I read the comprehensive history of the church when I was 16 before I went on my mission. And, and so I was somewhat familiar with some of the polygamy arguments, but it just didn&#039;t really crop up in my life. It wasn&#039;t a big issue on my mission, came home, went to BYU and it just kind of disappeared and it wasn&#039;t until, um I would say about a decade ago and a little bit earlier when I started getting involved with um some blogs, if, if people remember the old blogger knuckle and there was different uh, podcasts out there. We weren&#039;t podcasts, there were um forums like times and seasons and, and uh I started doing some writing for Mormon matters and I didn&#039;t do a whole lot, but I got involved with uh really researching different Mormon ideas. Mormon historical ideas and that&#039;s where it really started flowering for me was I would say 2010 and then polygamy itself really kind of came into the equation in 2015. I really wanted to understand and know what was all about this topic related to Joseph Smith because it felt like that for the most part, all I was hearing was sixth grade answers.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=03m41s 03:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, that&#039;s a great way to describe it. OK. OK. I appreciate you giving that background. I know you&#039;re gonna tell us a little bit more about your story as we go forward. I am, I&#039;m excited to talk to Peter today because he&#039;s done research specifically into some of the issues I introduced last week. Things like um well, nu- polygamy in general and comparing the polygamy of all the novo polygamists to Joseph Smith and also some statistical analysis. Peter has some very um useful and pertinent personal experience that really helps inform this discussion in ways that I think are profound and compelling and that I want people to be able to hear. I also Peter, I have to thank you for being willing to, being willing to do this for those who don&#039;t know, Peter has a brand new baby boy that just got brought home from the NICU a couple of days ago. So he&#039;s snatching a little minute away from his new dad duties with everything that it just a NICU baby is a different animal than a regular newborn. So thank you so much for taking your time and I&#039;m so happy that your baby is doing well and just so happy for, for your story so far. So thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=04m49s 04:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Yeah, thanks. Uh so far so good.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=04m52s 04:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Well, is there anything else we should say as preliminaries or should we just jump right in? No, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=04m57s 04:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: think that&#039;s good. I mean, e either is a, there&#039;ll be a moment where where I can kind of share a little bit of my background and, and how this relates to the question at hand. But let&#039;s just go ahead and jump into it and then we can um I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll back up to some, some personal anecdotes that will help sort of the discussion.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=05m15s 05:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Perfect. Perfect. Yeah, Peter has prepared a presentation, I think you&#039;re gonna share your screen now, right? So he&#039;s gonna share this with us. And as always for everybody, um if you have any questions or insights or thoughts or objections, anything to add, please feel free to. Um it really helps to have the con the conversation continue in the messages. So OK, we&#039;re ready,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=05m36s 05:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: right? So, in my mind, when people are debating about the different questions related to Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy. Um typically, if you read through most of the LDS literature, it&#039;s a lot about the testimonial evidence. And that&#039;s sort of where I was backed up to, I would say about 10 years ago. But then it came to my mind that there was probably the most important question to ask and one that sort of gets avoided in these debates is the lack of visible evidence for his polygamy. You know, I was unaware, I was unaware of this point. You know, I would say 2014, 2015, I assumed that Joseph was a polygamist. I assumed that he had had Children. I&#039;d never heard the point that he didn&#039;t have any Children. It wasn&#039;t something that was uh brought up or if it was mentioned like in a book. Um, you know, because I&#039;d read all the, the, the, the LDS books Bushman&#039;s book. Uh I was reading Quinn&#039;s book, none of that was ever mentioned. None of it was pointed out. It wasn&#039;t, it wasn&#039;t, it wasn&#039;t seen as some sort of like um argument to show why um or one of the more of the challenging points to the entire debate, it just was kind of glossed over or not mentioned at all.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=06m57s 06:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Isn&#039;t that amazing? I find that amazing. I, I just that we, that we just leave this side of it completely undiscussed. Can you, for anyone who is just wondering or not clear on what testimonial evidence is versus physical evidence? Do you want to give us a quick definition or? Yeah. So, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m14s 07:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: mean, you&#039;re looking at all the people that came forward and said they were married to Joseph Smith, all the stories of all the wives, the stories of from Brigham Young. The uh um I mean, going back to my seminary days, it was pretty much the William Clayton narrative. This is what happened. And Hiram and Hiram, um you know, had to, had to bring the revelation Emma to convince her and they ended up burning it in the fire. I mean, I mean, probably from the time I was in junior high, that story was burned into my mind and that just was history to me. I, that&#039;s what I thought&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=07m49s 07:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: had, right? I think that&#039;s what&#039;s interesting. We are taught that factually without being given any insight into where the information comes from. So all of the information we have about polygamy that shapes our narrative, what we&#039;re taught comes from the testimonial evidence, which doesn&#039;t start until 1869 Joseph died in 1844. The testimonial evidence starts in 1869. It continues for the next several decades. Right. And then physical evidence would be things like, first of all a child, but there&#039;s a lot more, it could be like a journal entry or a letter or a, anything from Joseph&#039;s Day that we can track to Joseph rather than someone later on telling us their version of what happened. Decades later. It.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=08m35s 08:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Right. And, and I think that most of us aren&#039;t aware of that. If you again going back to that sixth grade or seminary answer, we&#039;re just taught that here&#039;s the story it was given to us by William Clayton, a few of the wives, we just assumed that those stories were contemporaneous and recorded and these people were trusted that uh you know, William Clayton is the boon companion of Joseph Smith, most trusted um advisor. And so why would we have any reason to doubt his, his record or his testimony? And so that&#039;s where, that&#039;s, that&#039;s where I&#039;m sitting when I start upon this question. And, and again, I&#039;ll get I&#039;ll talk to about, I&#039;ll talk to everybody about, you know, where this sort of came to me. Um Once I get through these first few slides because I don&#039;t wanna, I don&#039;t wanna take away from that kind of aha moment, but let&#039;s just at face value at this point. Let&#039;s just say that the most important question to ask is where are the kids? Where are the Children? Um And in, in terms of doing this, I know this question has been asked before, but I, I wanted to look at um uh issues related to fertility rates, DNA studies and look at the years from 1842 to 1846 because that&#039;s when polygamy was being practiced in Nauvoo um with multiple different individuals, including the claims of Joseph Smith. So, uh I wanted to narrow that down because that really paints a really interesting picture to help us scratch our heads and go, this story just doesn&#039;t add up. Um And so we&#039;ll go from there.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=10m15s 10:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. Sounds great. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=10m17s 10:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: I&#039;m gonna just kind of walk through if people aren&#039;t aware and I know your audience is pretty, pretty um educated about this. But for those that are watching it for the first time, we just state some historical kind of facts to just chew on. We, the historical, the historical analysis would say that Joseph had anywhere from 33 to 50 wives depending on the, the sources. Most of those um from 1833 to 1844 are those are the the wives that are claimed um Most of those wives, however, we don&#039;t really see in the record until after his death, the successors claim that he first taught them a polygamy in 1843 which as I&#039;ve gotten into this debate, I realize it doesn&#039;t, that doesn&#039;t always add up. Um because Brigham Young, for example, has a polygamist life in 1842. So, you know, uh I know that you had a uh a podcast a few weeks ago with Jeremy Hoop about this, how um Brigham kind of changes his, uh his testimony depending on the audience. But again, back to my seminary, sort of, you know, 11th, 12th grade, um understanding polygamy was taught the apostles by Joseph Smith in 1843. And uh and then, you know, as you get a little bit deeper into it, you find out, well, you know, he might have known about it since 1831. I mean, no, he really didn&#039;t teach about it publicly. But a revelation from him was produced in 1852 that commanded the principal polygamy that was first allegedly recorded in 1843. That&#039;s something that I don&#039;t think most people going back to that sixth grade understanding really know they&#039;re taught that this is a revelation from 1843. And I thought that was fact,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=12m08s 12:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: they also don&#039;t know that section 101 that directly contradicted, it was removed from the doctrine and covenant. They don&#039;t know that that wasn&#039;t added until 1876 when other sections that that were. Um but that Joseph Smith did add during his lifetime were removed. So it, it is amazing how little we know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=12m26s 12:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Right. And, and so as I start reading up on some of these issues later on in life. And I&#039;m, I&#039;ve read Bushman&#039;s book and I&#039;ve read, um, uh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=12m39s 12:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Mormonism&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=12m40s 12:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: book and I Quinn&#039;s book, I started reading Quinn&#039;s books. So I could kind of get, uh, a more sort of well rounded perspective related to Mormonism and Joseph Smith in general. It was very clear to me that there&#039;s a historical, a very wide historical consensus that he is the author of Mormon Polygamy. And I didn&#039;t have any reason to doubt that I believed it. Um It never really settled well with me, but I just kind of took it at face value for many years and just try to find ways to dance around about the things that didn&#039;t really like a whole lot about it. But again, I didn&#039;t know anything more than he married 30 women or marrying 33 women or marrying 40 women um in Nauvoo um to, to fulfill a commandment from God and possibly that and possibly that his wife didn&#039;t like it. Ok. That&#039;s all I knew. And I still consider myself a pretty astute. Um I&#039;m a, a priest to scholar of Mormonism. Again, I&#039;d read the comprehensive History of the Church. By the time I went on my mission, most missionaries don&#039;t do that. Um But I still didn&#039;t know a whole lot about polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=13m52s 13:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, is it, so what you&#039;re saying is even reading all of the sources about Brigham Young, I mean about Joseph Smith the most, um, you know, scholarly sources. You were left with just a seminary level understanding of his polygamy. That&#039;s really interesting. Ok. Yep.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=14m07s 14:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: And, uh, but I found out again just about a decade ago but there was this large sort of R LDS claim out there that, uh goes back 100 100 and 20 100 and 30 years or more now. Uh I would say probably more like 100 and 50 right, 1860 1870 that they believed that Joseph Smith was never polygamist. And this was the first time in my life. I&#039;d encountered the idea that Emma Smith again countering that William Clayton claim. Emma Smith claims publicly from her own lips that her husband was never a polygamist and her son claimed that and her brother-in-law claimed that and that sort of like sent a ripple through me because I was like, why haven&#039;t I ever heard of this? That always frustrates me that those things aren&#039;t sort of um put out in the historical record. Forget whether or not you think that they&#039;re true. If you&#039;re trying to present an honest case, you should at least present the evidence from all sides and walk through it and talk about how it can be difficult to conclude the truth because there is still some controversy surrounding whether or not something was true or not true because there&#039;s different conflicting testimonies and you know, and, and, and let&#039;s not, I guess in my mind, Emma Smith isn&#039;t just one person versus say, like 200 people that say that he was a polygamist. She&#039;s the wife of this man. And from my, from my experience, most women who are scorned by a, a bad husband don&#039;t really feel all that motivated to necessarily come to his defense, especially a, after he&#039;s gone. B she&#039;s remarried and she has a sensible life. She has no, um, motivation to, to protect his reputation at this point. When she starts to talk about how he was faithful to her, she could have been truthful about. It. Wouldn&#039;t have any sort of repercussions come back upon her, either in the community she was living in or in her new marital situation. So it could&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=16m22s 16:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: have actually, she was living among people who hated Joseph Smith and she could have maybe had more clout in society and fit in better if she had joined. Yeah, he was a bad guy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=16m33s 16:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Right. I found that out too later on that, that a lot of the people in the R LDS church, uh, even though they joined the R LDS church and supported the Smith leadership, they really didn&#039;t like Joseph Smith and a lot of them were sort of like, came from the William Locke.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=16m52s 16:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: 00, I did. I was talking more about just the people in, like, living in her surroundings in Navoo. There, there was, they didn&#039;t want, they, like they did, they didn&#039;t start the R LDS church and, and um, people came and asked Joseph the third to take over because it was well established in all of Mormonism that Joseph the third was to be Joseph&#039;s successor and they pushed against it. Right. So if, if they disagreed with what Joseph was doing and they thought he was a bad guy, they had no reason to go join the R LDS church. And Joseph the third did not benefit from it financially at all his entire life, he kept Joseph&#039;s hi, his father&#039;s debts. And anyway, that&#039;s what I think you&#039;re right. I also, I just want to add that Joseph the third as the 11 or 12 year old son and the recognized successor. He was adamant that his father never practiced polygamy. And we have to claim that Joseph Smith is polygamous leader, didn&#039;t groom, his son, didn&#039;t train him up in the highest holiest principle of the gospel of the church that he was destined to take over. And that and, and an 11 year old kid knows what&#039;s happening with their parents to a great extent. If there&#039;s parental discord or anything like that, that child knows. And Joseph the third was always adamant that his parents had a good relationship and I don&#039;t know why he would be motivated to lie, especially before he join the R LDS. So OK, sorry to interrupt you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=18m14s 18:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: I, I&#039;m just pointing out that, uh you know, a lot of the people that they ended up forming a church with that. A lot of those people like Austin cows, um Isaac Sheen, Jason Briggs, these people all believe in the fallen profit narrative and that would have been easier on them if they just would have all gone along with that sort of narrative. But they didn&#039;t, they fought against it, they fought against it amongst their own people. They fought against it with the Utah Mormons. And so I find their testimony is very credible because I don&#039;t see a lot of incentive for them. I mean, I guess there&#039;s this, we want to protect our father&#039;s reputation aspect. But in the terms of their society and the church that they were, they were in and the church that they were leading a lot of the people that stayed behind, a lot of people that didn&#039;t join up with Brigham Young, a lot of them didn&#039;t have the greatest feelings about Joseph&#039;s nau theology. In fact, to the point that when they formed the church, they basically kicked all the Nabu theology out and said, we&#039;re gonna back up to Kirtland 1835 Doctrine, covenants. And that&#039;s what we&#039;re gonna, that&#039;s where we&#039;re gonna stick our, our lines. That&#039;s, we&#039;re gonna stick our, our stake in the ground and we&#039;re gonna leave that theology and we&#039;re going to either assume that Brigham invented everything in Nauvoo or that Joseph uh went Far field and we have to correct. Course. And go back to when the church was true. Which was, you know, 1835.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=19m44s 19:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, that&#039;s useful for people to know that the rlvs church did not, um, even follow with any kind of feelings I think. Did they even do baptisms for the dead? I don&#039;t know if they even accepted baptisms for the dead? I think it was just so, they, they rejected everything past that because that&#039;s when things maybe started getting so messy. But anyway, and I know just to tell, I know that there&#039;s a lot of um like I wouldn&#039;t call Isaac Sheen. I don&#039;t think he continued in the fallen profit um narrative. I think there were some mistake, you know, there, there&#039;s a lot of, a lot of, a lot to study there. But I, but your point is well taken what you&#039;re saying so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=20m18s 20:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: well, yeah, I mean, a lot of them, a lot of them kind of made peace with Joseph the third. And so that, that helped. But I mean, even Jason Briggs who was one of their apostles, you know, basically, it came to the point where he could excommunicated in the 18 eighties or nineties, I believe because he refused to concede and, you know, decided to go his own way and, and gave up kind of Mormon ideas in general. But that was a big riff between a major leader of their church and the R LDS church. These are things that you know, again, you don&#039;t know about being somebody from Utah who&#039;s grown up in the LDS. I don&#039;t understand. You don&#039;t know this other picture that&#039;s being painted from the other side of the Mississippi. And you also don&#039;t know how there was a real rivalry going on between the two sects at the time. We look back and go, well, we&#039;ve won the war because you&#039;ve got, you know, 16 million Mormons, billions of dollars, trillions of dollars. And the R LDS Church, the community of Christ Church is what I think 200,000 people at this point in time. And it doesn&#039;t, it&#039;s not really in a growth pattern, it just sort of a sustaining pattern and it&#039;s, and so, you know, we look at it and go away in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=21m28s 21:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: a declining pattern. We&#039;ll find out in the upcoming. But the rest.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=21m36s 21:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Yeah. Right. And, and so, so we just don&#039;t, we don&#039;t think we have to study them, their history, but going back to, I think before the 19 twenties or 19 thirties there, the membership numbers were fairly solid on each side and it wasn&#039;t clear which group was gonna sort of like win the sectarian battle between which brand of Mormonism was the right brand of Mormonism. So it&#039;s very, it&#039;s very interesting. And, and so so going back into the polygamy thing, the number one argument that Joseph the third would make and that a lot of earliest apologists would make was that Joseph, his father had no other Children, but those were born to Emma Smith. He didn&#039;t have any brothers and sisters. He didn&#039;t have any, um, kin that came from other mothers other than Emma. And that was a big point that they would point out and talk about for going on 50 years. And it didn&#039;t really change until the 20th century. And you talked about this, I think last time, um, because then people came forward saying, hey, guess what? I&#039;m Joseph Smith&#039;s kid. And that was all testimonial based. But people took it at face value and then found Brodie put it in her book and sort of like solved that puzzle and people thought that that argument had been sort of answered. So that&#039;s where, that&#039;s where it kind of sat for almost 100 years.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=23m08s 23:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So again, if there are Children, case closed, Joseph was a polygamist and when Fon Brody wrote her book, she included all of the Children. So the assumption was well, case is closed. Now, Joseph was a polygamist because F Brodie included all of these Children again, factually and like she just did it factually&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=23m26s 23:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: and let&#039;s, let&#039;s point out too. Um If people aren&#039;t aware F&#039;s book was the first real blasi scholarly book to come out on Joseph Smith as a biography and today&#039;s standards still a little bit, it&#039;s, it&#039;s a little bit light on evidence and a lot on conjecture. But for the 19 forties um, it was groundbreaking and earth shattering because everything that had been written before that either came from a very super sort of polemic apologist standpoint from the LDS church or it was sort of a yellow journalist muck breaking book. I mean, you can go back to Mormonism and Veiled, uh, Pomeroy Tucker&#039;s book, Sarah Pratt&#039;s book. They&#039;re all basically like, um, they scandal, they&#039;re scandal novels, essentially.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=24m13s 24:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It just like, started with John Bennett. John Bennett&#039;s book in 42 was the first of those and they followed in that pattern. Yeah. Yeah, they&#039;re, they&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=24m21s 24:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: written to sell books and to titillate Eastern readers and to, um, uh, sort of scandalize Mormonism that was their whole intent. So now you have someone that comes along and tries to, to play neutral, so to speak, but still has an agenda. In fact, you know, basically a lot of the, the pieces that she quotes a lot of the references that she maintains and puts in her book in relation to this. She takes from those yellow journalist books puts them in as a footnote and all of a sudden it becomes a scholarly fact because she puts it in her book and now people can quote her book and they don&#039;t have to quote EB House Mormonism Unveiled or, or, um, or Lee&#039;s book of the same title. Uh, sorry, the The Mountain Meadows Guy. Also, I forgot his name&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=25m12s 25:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: John D Lee. So she gave, she, she served to give credibility to all of these previously not credible claims. Ok. That&#039;s interesting. Ok. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=25m22s 25:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: now we&#039;ve got this sort of scholarly consensus kind of brewing that he was a polygamist and, and that has been that way really since the mid 20th century. But now you&#039;ve got a problem because what happened in the 20 tens and, and, um, well, may I just back up a little bit and point out that the obvious church went through a schism in the two thousands and a lot of it was over its modernizations and it, it changed and it sort of said, well, yeah, Fon Brodie sounds like, you know, Fon Brodie and then Dick Howard and then other scholars came forward from both sides of uh Mormonism and pretty much cemented in everybody&#039;s mind that Joseph Smith was a polygamist and the earliest church wanted to be seen as accepted to academia and accepted to um sensible theological society. And so they decided to adopt ish, I mean, I know, I know there&#039;s no official sort of like take on it, but all of their apologists, all of their big time thinkers and scholars there. I mean, they&#039;re big um historian is John Hamer and he&#039;s firmly in this camp that Joseph was a polygamist and, and Dick Howard as well. Both of them are, are their sort of apologist scholars and they basically a point out it&#039;s, it settled science, it&#039;s settled, it&#039;s settled history and all of a sudden you have the schism in the church. And Richard and Pamela Price wrote the book Joseph Thought Polygamy in 2000 in a sense. Go&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=27m10s 27:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ahead. Oh, I just wanted to, I, I think that the schism actually happened in the eighties and it was actually Joseph&#039;s polygamy wasn&#039;t a big part of that. It was, it was about mainly if it was going to be conservative or extremely liberal. Right. And if it was going to stay Mormon or if it was going to go just fully ecumenical and become more like, really disconnect itself from, from the book of Mormon. And so interestingly, so I just wanted to clarify a couple of things and then the, the Joseph Smith paper, I mean, the Dick Howard&#039;s paper, which did not in any way prove that Joseph was a polygamist. It was not that great. What it did though was say, hey, the R LDS historian thinks that Joseph was a polygamist. That was the scandal. So, like you said, and the thing I want to clarify also is that, so it&#039;s interesting because the LDS church claims that Joseph was a polygamist but that God wanted him to and it was from God, right? The R LDS church now doesn&#039;t take a stand. But those people, you mentioned Dick Howard, John Hamer and the leaders, I think Vey say Joseph was a polygamist, but it&#039;s because he was a bad guy, you know, like they really have separated themselves.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=28m14s 28:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: He&#039;s flawed. He, he was a, you know, he&#039;s a flawed man, a fallen prophet. Um,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=28m20s 28:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right. If they believe, I don&#039;t even think they think he was a prophet. Now. I think that they just think he was, you know, they&#039;re more in the fond brody camp somehow. It seems to me, I guess we could ask them. And so now it&#039;s interesting, a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=28m32s 28:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: lot of them tried to thread the needle. Um, my wife and I did attend an R LDS church or a community of Christ church. Women lived in California occasionally and the pastor of their church, they have pastors, um, hadn&#039;t even read the book of Mormon, hadn&#039;t even studied the book of Mormon. They don&#039;t even know about Mormon beliefs. They, they teach sort of, uh uh sort of a quasi Unitarian Universalist theology. We sort of focus on that. And so,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=29m01s 29:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah. So, anyway, so, thanks for that. So, we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=29m04s 29:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: accelerated in the year 2000 because that&#039;s when they changed their name, they changed their name and they reorganize our church is Christ of Latter Day Saints to the community of Christ church. And they really accelerated sort of that differentiation. And that&#039;s when the big schism happened. That&#039;s when um you have the Remnant R LDS church. Um Some of the other offshoots in Missouri, anybody who ever goes back to Missouri and drives around independence or just drives around Jackson County, Clay County all the way up to g, you&#039;ll see these, like, you&#039;ll see a sort of independent sort of r les churches that are, that are proper. I think they call&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=29m42s 29:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: themselves, I think they call themselves restoration branches. I just did a great interview on this that I&#039;ll release next week so that people can catch up on this. So, yeah, that you&#039;ll see the, the community of Christ or the restoration branch churches. Right. Like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=29m57s 29:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: and, and the reason I want to point this out though is because it was, in my opinion, it was the prices book that basically went back to Joseph Joseph Smith the third. They pulled all the old tracks, all the old um arguments and they rewrote it or updated it for a 21st century audience. And in doing so, it&#039;s sort of a lot of people had exposure to these arguments for the first time. Again, Joseph actually preached publicly against polygamy. I never knew that Joseph didn&#039;t have any Children. I never knew that. And you started seeing it being picked up in, you know, on the internet. And then you start seeing what they were doing was these DNA analysis, Hugo Perego was doing these DNA studies related to the, the claims of these Children that uh brody had written about. And, and again, people say, well, not all of them have been tested. I actually haven&#039;t looked into that to whether every single one have been tested, but enough have been tested that you know, if, if eight of the, you know, 16 people who said they were Joseph&#039;s kids were tested and they&#039;ve all come back as a negative. It, it sort of framed the idea that, that this testimonial evidence of these people that said they were Joseph&#039;s kids isn&#039;t reliable.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=31m18s 31:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. And a couple of things to clarify on that as well, the very best cases have been tested and, and, and we have, we would have to do some research to get to every single claim because I don&#039;t think most of them were the kid claiming it. Do you know, like I&#039;m Joseph Pitt, I think someone was like, well, it could be that could be one of the child they&#039;re trying to speculate and find. But my understanding is that every best case scenario um like, like at the strongest claims to being Joseph&#039;s Children have all been proven false. So if we want to say, well, none of the best claims were, but maybe some of those already recognize all those really weak claims might be like v brody claims that there were Children who were conceived a year or more after Joseph died. We don&#039;t need to do DNA on that. You know, like I think we can safely say Joseph did not have Children with his polygamous. W so OK. And,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=32m13s 32:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: and so just to kind of bring this home with this slide, I think a lot of people who are adopting this view that perhaps Joseph wasn&#039;t a polygamist are just responding to the science. I don&#039;t really know if there&#039;s a theology out there other than, you know, the art, there&#039;s some, you know, R LDS break offs. But people in the Utah region, I don&#039;t know that it&#039;s in their best interest to adopt a viewpoint that Joseph Smith wasn&#039;t a polygamist and it certainly doesn&#039;t make them, um, any more friendly with the LDS church. And so I think that a lot of people initially early on were just following the science. That&#039;s how it was with me when I, when I heard about Hugo Pero&#039;s work and I had read what Joseph had actually done back in Nauvoo with preaching against polygamy and the fact that there were no Children, it just, it just started, things just start toppling over on my shelf in relation to this idea that he had to be a polygamist because of something that William Clayton wrote about Lucy Walker in his journal. OK. The dynamic for me because this was science responding to something that was written down in a journal. And so that&#039;s where we&#039;re at on uh on this. I, I feel like the, the initially a lot of efforts were just, this is us trying to follow it&#039;s a scientific um arch and if we can find a kid, I think that solves the, the question. But so far we haven&#039;t been able to find a kid. So I think that the trajectory of where the science is taking us is in a direction that he was never a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=33m47s 33:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I OK. I completely agree with you. I think the point I&#039;ve repeatedly made is that the more information we get, the stronger the case becomes that he was never a polygamist. If, if DNA evidence came about, it should be that we&#039;re discovering more and more Children that we didn&#039;t even know about. Right? If he had been a polym, instead, DNA is doing the exact opposite and, and the more sources we get, the more clear the picture becomes of the fraud that was per perpetrated against him. So OK, continue. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=34m13s 34:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So now we&#039;re gonna walk through some facts um on this physical evidence just to help us get a baseline here, Joseph and Emma Smith born nine Children, 52, live to adulthood. I want to point out there&#039;s no fertility problems. Um having child or infant mortality was a pretty typical problem in the uh early to mid eight, you know, mid 19th century. If your child doesn&#039;t live to adulthood, that&#039;s not a problem of fertility. It&#039;s a problem of infant mortality. So claims about him having a fertility problem, I think fall short here.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=34m49s 34:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. That&#039;s great. So you&#039;re talking about the claim that I played the clip of last week that Joseph didn&#039;t have strong swimmers that Lindsay Hanson Park made, which I think is, is insane. So, yes, I would like to see what information she has if she has any. Exactly what you said. I actually found several studies that I&#039;ll link below just for anyone that needs them to show that infant mortality has nothing to do with um fertility. They are not at all related. There is no connection between even chromosomal issues and fertility or like you, you can&#039;t say that, oh, Joseph had these, well, really only three Children died um at birth, right. Don Carlos died, I guess four Children died at birth. You&#039;ll have to remind me. So they lost Alvin their first baby, then they lost their twins and twins are always high risk, right? And so I think, I think Alvin&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=35m46s 35:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: twins and one of those died.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=35m48s 35:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. But I&#039;m only looking at their genetic Children. So all then it sounds to me like had a chromosomal issue which happens, right? Does not have necessarily anything to do with Joseph. Um Then the twins high risk could have been premature short according to Brian, I need to de Michael Quinn, who knows? Right. And then they lost Don Carlos to malaria at a year and a half, which how they&#039;re trying to make that claim and then they had one more still stillborn. So that has nothing to do with jo fertility or with Joseph&#039;s ability to give birth to my Children. I think that&#039;s important to say. And I did look at the um the the infant mortality rate in 1930 which is when they lost, they lost their first child in 28. And I think they&#039;re twins in 1830 1830. If I didn&#039;t say it, it was at about 45%. 440&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=36m39s 36:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: I thought it was 30%.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=36m42s 36:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: No, I just looked it up. I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll put this link below. Maybe my son could even put it in for us in the presentation. But in, in, from the stats that I found um in 18 3400 and 48 Children out of 1000 died before the age of five. And so, so actually Emma and Joseph to some extent, were beating those terrible odds because they had five live and four die if I mean, if I&#039;m remembering correctly. So anyway, I just wanted to point out how ridiculous that claim is and the fact that it was made in my mind shows how desperate they have become to find any way to explain this problem away. So, hey, continue. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=37m21s 37:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: I just wanna say in this day and age anybody I know who is, who any who sires nine Children doesn&#039;t have fertility&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=37m27s 37:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: problems. Exactly. Yes, thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=37m31s 37:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: OK. And there are no known Children for Joseph with enemies that are wives. Um You know, my estimate is around 30 who are, who are of the age of fertility, 10 of which have strong claims of conjugal relations. That&#039;s Brian Hill&#039;s um there who&#039;s claim who makes those claims. Um Others make stronger claims, I believe. Um talk about that in a minute. But uh so we do have wives that are fertile that had Children after Joseph Smith died and they remarried. And so it wasn&#039;t like they had fertility issues. So, so we gotta find other reasons. Third, the most believing claim opportunity this dismissed by DNA testing you. We talked about that already. But the other, the other fact that was left out of the uh RFM podcast was that there are other men practicing polygamy in NAVOO that had Children with their polygamous wives between the years of 1844 and 1846 after Joseph died and before they went west to Utah, and we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll get into that a little bit later because this is the, this was the key kind of evidence piece for me that flipped me that flipped me completely. Was this one right here? So the next slide, let&#039;s go through these men. These are the men that had polygamous Children. Brigham Young was married to four wives and Navoo Lucy Decker in 42 Augusta Adams in 43 Harriet Cook and 43 Clarissa Decker in 44. All prior to Joseph&#039;s death. Now he married 50 more after Joseph&#039;s death, the lion&#039;s share of those before he left in 46 by the way, not in Utah, which I find very, very odd and interesting if it was such a scary place to be a polygamist and you&#039;re planning on why not? Wait. Um possibly one child born before 1844. And this is something I did some research on. I went and looked it up. So Augusta Adam Adams have had um a child named Brigham that was born in 1838 and he died in 1843. And then there&#039;s another story about a baby who was born on her way, emigrating from New England to Nauvoo in 1843 who died en route. And so I don&#039;t know if it&#039;s the same person. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=39m51s 39:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: also named Brigham, right? That was also,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=39m54s 39:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: and II, I looked at that that came from a family search. Um uh research, in fact, just want to say most of this I did came from um uh George A Smith&#039;s piece in dialogue on Mormon demographics. And then I was also doing primary research in Mormon or in a family search to see what people had listed in their ancestry and full disclosure. I know it&#039;s not super scholarly that there&#039;s some errors in there. But if it uh you know, for all intents and purposes for this argument, we can take it at face five because it doesn&#039;t really change if I&#039;ve got a date wrong here or there or a child off here or there. It um it doesn&#039;t really matter to the end result of the discussion,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=40m41s 40:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? It also is the best information we have and they usually will link whatever documentation there is. So we can still&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=40m49s 40:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: or gravestone. Um in this case, 38 was just a county in a city and uh and in uh in uh New England and that was it. So there&#039;s more to be, there&#039;s more to look at there because that could really change the narrative. We find that there was a uh a Brigham Young Cobb that Brigham Young Cobb that died in 1843 was five instead of a newborn that would change the story just a little bit. He was a success. But&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=41m20s 41:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we do, we do know that Augusta left her husband for Brigham and came with him and had a child or maybe two Children depending on this confusion named Brigham. And, and so so there is there is this confused that and both of them or if it was just one or if there were two sons named Brigham, they both died. And so it is very,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=41m45s 41:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: we have a possible child of polygamy prior to Joseph&#039;s death, which we don&#039;t have very many of. But that those are just some facts we wanna lay on the table here because it&#039;s important to our discussion.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=41m57s 41:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. He,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=41m58s 41:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: he married 35 additional wives in NAVOO. Uh Many had also been allegedly married to Joseph Smith, which makes it kind of interesting&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=42m09s 42:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: which just to clarify only, only according to later stories, there&#039;s no evidence for that. We can we know for a fact that Brigham was married to them in Nua. We have plenty of evidence for that. We have none other than in fact,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=42m22s 42:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: what I&#039;ve seen if you&#039;re looking for primary or contemporaneous documentation of, of, of, of links to a marriage to Joseph Smith, the earliest source you can usually find are the temple records from 1846 nau where, you know, a lot of times these men would stand in proxy and be married to somebody for time. And then they would say, well, I&#039;m standing in place of Joseph Smith to be married to you for eternity. And you&#039;re going, wait a minute. Weren&#039;t these women already sealed like two or three years ago? So why are they being resealed again? So that&#039;s something that, that sort of again, another domino falls. I&#039;m like, this doesn&#039;t make any sense. So, unless you&#039;re trying to reframe the ordinance in a way that supports your new idea. That to me, it seems like the most logical choice as to why you would do that is that you&#039;ve got a whole new system you want to install. And so you need to reframe what had happened to you earlier as a marriage. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=43m22s 43:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ok, let&#039;s go. Ok. Interesting. And also just to just to clarify, I know we&#039;re hurrying but they, they said they were sealed for time and we talked about what in the world does that mean? Because sealing means eternal past this life, right? So sealed for time and then resealed to Joseph Smith. All of that is highly problematic and that&#039;s the best evidence we have for Joseph&#039;s polygamy. So OK, continue on.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=43m44s 43:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So, so this is the business. This is man, this is man, number one. So Hebrew Kimball, um married plug first plugs, wife is Sarah Pek Noon or Sara Peak. I can&#039;t remember who was in Sara Pek noon or Sara Peak uh before Jo Smith died, did that in 42. And I think you&#039;ve talked about this before, but he bore a son, Adelbert who died a year later in 1842. So which is interesting because you hear you have AAA child who died infant mortality issue, we can find Hebrew Kimball&#039;s kid, but we can&#039;t find a uh a child of Joseph that he might have had with a polygamist wife that had in it who died in infancy. Um So I mean, obviously we can capture Hebrews. So I don&#039;t know we can&#039;t capture Joseph&#039;s. He married fortunately. Well, he was in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=44m33s 44:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Nauvoo. I I was thinking that Edelberg and Sarah PK noon were um William Clayton&#039;s, am I mixed up?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=44m41s 44:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Um No, it&#039;s, it&#039;s keeper Kimball uh William Clayton was Margaret Moon. Ok. But where I get confused, I think her name is Sarah Peak Noon. I get that mixed up Margaret Moon and Ruth Moon who were the wives of William Clayton. Sarah Peak Moon&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=45m00s 45:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: was ok. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=45m03s 45:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: I think, and I, I don&#039;t know if n became uh I can&#039;t remember. I just put Sarah Pek in there. I think that was her maiden name. She married 14 additional wives while living in Navoo. And for five Children before he left Illinois and we talked about this before he might, he might have had some possible affairs in England. Recorded his personal journal in 1840. We, you went through that with uh Jeremy. You need to know this, ok? For this whole discussion. Ok. We&#039;re Richards, we&#039;re Richards. Um Possibly someone pointed out. I probably ought to like, not be so certain on this. His uh so called affair with Marinda Hyde. I don&#039;t know if you&#039;ve talked about the story where he, um he kicked Ebenezer Robinson out of the Times and Seasons office and essentially took over as the editor and there&#039;s a story of him like swooping Marinda Hyde into there to make it his love nest and he runs out in the street and shoots off a gun in the street to, to celebrate his conquest. That&#039;s a late recollection from like the 18 eighties or 18 nineties. So in, so let&#039;s just, if we&#039;re gonna be fair to, you know, the other side, we, we say that there&#039;s a lot of the recollections about Jo Smith polygamy come late. I don&#039;t want to necessarily throw him under the bus on this, but there is this claim for what it&#039;s worth, it&#039;s there, you know, put it into your, um, understanding of this maybe a little bit. Uh, we do know that he did marry Sarah Longs and Susan and Lee in 1843 and then married five other women after 1844. While living in Navoo, he fathered 27 Children with 14 of his wives, but none in NAVOO. Um, he&#039;s also a witness to the murder of Joseph and Arms Smith&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=46m47s 46:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and I know you&#039;re gonna get to this. But I hope people are paying attention to the numbers. Each of these men maybe bring him a few more, but they have maybe one or two wives before Joseph died, right? As soon as Joseph, yeah. As&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=47m01s 47:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: soon as Joseph died, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, they everything&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=47m05s 47:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: happen. Yeah. And, and I think,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=47m08s 47:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: I think as, um I think September 1844 was when it really picked up and I didn&#039;t, I didn&#039;t done in this is in this presentation to show the dates of when um he, they, they married all of these women. But I have seen a scatter plot graph of that in other presentations where it&#039;s just kind of dribbles over time from 1842 to 1844. And then in September of 44 it just, it just blooms and blossoms.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=47m39s 47:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I&#039;ll see if I can find that. So, yes. So that&#039;s a good thing to pay attention to because all of our excuses about Joseph Smith were based on the conditions in Nauvoo, they&#039;re still in Nauvoo in all of the n, in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=47m52s 47:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: some respect, worse, they have a relationship with Governor Tom Ford. Um,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=47m59s 47:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: they&#039;re being actively chased out there. The one&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=48m02s 48:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: thing, well, there&#039;s, there&#039;s basically they&#039;re negotiating an exodus. And so on one hand, I feel like that, that they&#039;ve been given clemency from the state. Um, but that wasn&#039;t a very, it was a very loosely enforced and there was a lot of problems with it and, and the big issue in NAVOO post 1844 was counterfeit, counterfeiting and uh bogus making and those charges were um being leveled against the apostles. And so they were under threats. So if something like polygamy was added on top of that, it would just exacerbate the situation. One is William Clayton. William Clayton married Margaret Moon on April 27th, 1843. Again before the martyrdom, they had one child in February of 1844 that died six months later and possibly one from an affair in England that, that you see floating around. Um unsure about that, but you know, at least be aware of that, that, that uh that rumor. He then married Alison Jane Hartman in late 1844 and Diana in 1845 and two Children born after 1844 before the move West. He was a key figure in recording justice polygamy and NAVOO. And um again, possible affairs in England with um Sarah Crooks recorded in his journal in 1840 we talked about that and Bs. But again, that&#039;s the picture of him as a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=49m34s 49:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So this is the demographics of William Clayton. This one is essential because again, it is like you just said, it&#039;s William Clayton that all of the narrative of Joseph receiving 132. And Joseph&#039;s polygamy hangs on. He is one who did have a child perhaps too during Joseph&#039;s lifetime before Joseph&#039;s death. And then several right after that is so critically important to know for everyone to recognize that William Clayton was a dedicated polygamist who fathered polygamous Children before Joseph&#039;s death. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=50m08s 50:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Um Joseph Bates Noble uh Novo era polygamy. He is important because he&#039;s the one that, you know, John Bennett said uh married Joseph to Louisa Beaman. He, he married Sarah Alley and Mary Ann was Ford in 1843. And then he is another one that bore a child George Noble figure of 1844 and then bore another child in Nauvoo for heading west. So he&#039;s an important figure because again, he&#039;s embroiled as somebody who stood in and married Joseph to other other wives. Um My uh my thought or my theory is that the Louisa Beaman information that gets passed to John Bennett came from Joseph Bates Noble to Willard uh to uh to uh John Bennett. But again, this is just a showcase that he was a, again, here&#039;s another polygamist that you see in Nabu who&#039;s very important. You see him on a lot of records related to Nabu polygamy and Joseph&#039;s polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=51m10s 51:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So that is the possibility that I, I had tried to say this in my one episode that there could have been some people in league with John Bennett with this commonality they had of spiritual wifey slash polygamy. And so Joseph Bates Noble, your hy hypothesizing is that is a possibility right there. So, OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=51m29s 51:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: so, so now you have Thomas Bullock. Thomas Bullock is another scribe of Joseph Smith. Some of there&#039;s a couple of wives um that he records in, you know, his writings. I think he&#039;s the one that was the key figure to record that Joseph was sealed to Nancy Hyde, the same Nancy Hyde that um allegedly Willard Richards took to his love Den in the Times and Seasons Office. He&#039;s the one that records that in a journal. He, he&#039;s also the one that I think he, he records some of the information related to Hiram&#039;s April 1844 speech where he talks about ringing the noses of the men who are preaching polygamy. And he talks about his ceiling situation with his dead wife and his living wife. And I remember had an argument with somebody online about this that uh I wonder if the recordings that he made were um uh if there&#039;s any sort of a presentation on his part? And the retort was, well, he wasn&#039;t a polygamist in Nauvoo until after Joseph Smith died. Incorrect, he was 1843. He&#039;s a,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=52m43s 52:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so let&#039;s tell that story really fast because it&#039;s so interesting. Some of my listeners will know about this. Hiram Smith gave an impassioned address on April 8th, 1844. Correct. Where he was. It is, it&#039;s the strongest speech I&#039;ve read against polygamy even as recorded by, um, Thomas Bullock and, um, but in the Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=53m04s 53:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Smith papers,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=53m05s 53:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yes, that&#039;s what I was going to say. So to, to, to show how honest these people sometimes weren&#039;t. Well, first of all, in the Thomas Bullock version, it&#039;s somewhat ambi ambiguous whether Joseph, I mean, whether Hiram people could read into it either way, whether he was sealed to Mary fielding, it&#039;s very much most likely that he wasn&#039;t right because it had to be done later again and, and several other reasons. But he&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=53m28s 53:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: got, he got, uh because uh she got sealed to Hiram by um Hebrew Kimball as&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=53m36s 53:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: posthumously. Right. Right. And, and so, and then also, and there are other other problems with it too that I won&#039;t go into. But what&#039;s so fascinating is William Clayton also recorded that entire conference but omitted Hyrum speech. So he was, he didn&#039;t even record it. We can still get. And then later on when they were preparing church history, they completely changed Hyrum speech to prepare it for church history before they decided even the changes weren&#039;t good enough and they would um omit it from the church history. So that speech has been changed multiple times even now, up until just a few months ago, Thomas Bullock&#039;s version, the original has been removed from the Joseph Smith papers and all we can get are William Clayton&#039;s recordings of that conference and then the edited version of Thomas Bullock&#039;s speech that was prepared for the church history and they&#039;re presenting those things as the original. So to claim that this polygamist in Navoo might have altered that a little bit to, to make, to fudge that jo that Hiram could have been sealed to Mary fielding, which is exactly the changes that continued on to happen is completely plausible and is still happening to this day. It&#039;s fascinating. So this is a really interesting one. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=54m51s 54:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Yeah, definitely. We have concluded that Mr Thomas Bullock was a polygamist before Joseph Smith died and could therefore be motivated to, let&#039;s say, you know, fudge some things. So the next one is um where are we, why won&#039;t it go forward? All right, Theodore Turley. Uh This one&#039;s interesting. He&#039;s the first polygamist on record after Joseph Smith before Brigham Young, even um at least on record and he is the one who married all sisters. He married Mary Elizabeth and Sarah Cliff. So he first married, he married Mary in 1842 and then he married Sarah and Eliza in 1844. Um This is an interesting story because this sort of runs counter to the narrative that William Clayton gave where he told, I don&#039;t know it was Flora. Was it Flora that he told? I can&#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=55m52s 55:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: He said Lydia was the third.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=55m53s 55:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Oh, you know, he told William Clayton that he couldn&#039;t marry three sisters, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=55m57s 55:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Just right. This, this the story that we have is that he was married to Sarah and Margaret and he wanted to marry Lydia. But Joseph said you can only marry two sisters. And then, and then the claim is that Joseph wanted to marry Lydia. There is more information forthcoming on that where actually we have evidence that Lydia spurned William Clayton and refused to get involved with him. And thus comes the story of Joseph saying you can only have two to satisfy his ego while anyway. And you&#039;re exactly right that Theodore Turley here has three sisters. So I have three&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=56m30s 56:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: sisters. He bore a child in 1842 and then he fathered eight additional Children while in NAU. So he&#039;s one of the more prolific child bearers of the NAU era, which is funny because he&#039;s not really part of the, the cabal, so to speak. You don&#039;t see him involved with a lot of the scribal ins and outs and he&#039;s not involved in the narrative of polygamy. So he&#039;s kind of someone I wanna spend some time looking into to see what his role was when in all of this. Um He just seems to be kind of a quite unsung guy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=57m06s 57:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s interesting. I guess he was too busy fathering Children to really be involved in all the shenanigans. Ok. But I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=57m12s 57:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: also recognize too because they were all sisters, he might have been able to more easily hide his polygamy. So, and then John Taylor, he kind of comes to it late in the game. Um, he marries Elizabeth Kagan and Jane Ballantyne before the death of Joseph Smith. I mean, we&#039;re talking like December, February, I believe of 1840 December of 80 of 43. Um And then February of 1844. And then he married eight other women after 1844 while still living in Nauvoo and fathered two additional Children before going west. And again, he was a witness to the murder of Joseph and Hire and who was wounded in the crossfire. So he&#039;s there where all this is going on. Um Anyway, just, just curious, a curious piece of information to think about. All right. So now we&#039;ve gone through the, uh the gentlemen that were involved in polygamy during Nauvoo and their demographics, a little reality check. Uh One of the things that we are constantly told in the church is that the followers of Joseph Smith essentially were just practicing and implementing his pattern that he established and told them in 1843. And, uh and so, is that, is that really true or is that not true? And again, we walked through all the facts we know that Joseph didn&#039;t have any Children. All these other men did have Children. Here is a summary of, of all of the um the Children. Here&#039;s a summary of the, the, the, the Nabu era Children. And then in green are, you&#039;ve got Children that were born before 1844. I need to include Theodore Turley in there because I didn&#039;t, I didn&#039;t uh have that highlighted. He should also be in green. But you&#039;ve got essentially five people there that have Children before 1844 Joseph has no Children that we know of. And then you have all these other men who sired Children in 40 in 44 48 Children born in Navoo.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=59m24s 59:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So we need to break this down a little. Do you, do you want me to go or are you gonna go?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=59m30s 59:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So this to me is the, this I just wanted, this was my sort of um my aha moment. This is where I flipped. My, my belief is when I came to recognize that there was this big of a difference between um uh So, so this slide and the next slide, the differences between Joseph Smith and his successors, Joseph had no Children, but his successors and followers wore many Children after Joseph&#039;s step in many before they even left Nauvoo. Uh The, the different types of marriages that we have in the historical record, supposedly, Joseph marries um women that are already married but in, um, his successors and followers, they either married virgins or widows or they got someone to divorce or leave their husbands and then come marry them. But the, yeah, but&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m28s 1:00:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: they weren&#039;t polyandrous. Ok. It wasn&#039;t polyandrous. They weren&#039;t married to both men at the same time. All right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m34s 1:00:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Like in Joseph&#039;s situations, if he married a woman who was already married, she didn&#039;t leave her husband. Right. For all intents and purposes. And most people don&#039;t dispute this. They were ceremonial. I mean, that&#039;s at least the halls point of view that they were ceremonial in nature, but not so with his followers, with his followers. It was, it was a trade up system. So if you found a mate who had hier keys or somebody who would protect you better, you could leave your current husband and, or go and marry the, the husband who had greater authority. Um, Joseph Smith did not create households with his wives. You know, the, the only exception is he had a few quote unquote wives who lived as foster daughters and nannies. But that&#039;s disputed because they were his foster daughters and nannies. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m25s 1:01:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: were they, he wasn&#039;t setting up a house? Yeah, he wasn&#039;t setting up a household with them. Right. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m31s 1:01:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Right. And um, but his followers created households with, with their wives. Um, they were either separated and they just would move around or they would move him into the same household. The same household thing didn&#039;t really largely happen until they got to the Utah period. So they would, they basically had separated households. Um And I know during the winter quarters era that that was a little more fuzzy because of traveling over land. Um But the point is is that every woman is kind of seen as she has her own domicile with her own Children. And the man kind of goes around his route and, and visit each one of his, his households. OK. This polygamy was seen in terms of fill, fulfilling a spiritual commandment, even if he had sexual relations with it, the LDS church&#039;s view, it&#039;s still that it was more of a, a spiritual fulfilling of, of doing something. The Lord asked him to do, you know whether it&#039;s a flaming sword or whether it&#039;s something that he prayed about and got a revelation on he was trying to fulfill some sort of spiritual commandment. But Brigham and company look at polygamy in terms of a temporal commandment, they&#039;re raising up seed. Um They&#039;re spreading Israel through this sort of um action. And uh and, and so the between the last slide in this one is where I came to believe that um Joseph Smith wasn&#039;t a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m01s 1:03:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Can you go back to the last one for just a minute? I will go back to the last one. OK? Because the thing I also want to point out is that the earliest any of these men took additional wives was usually 43 maybe 42 and maybe it&#039;s some shenanigans in England. Right. But they had maybe one other wife and maybe one year and they fathered Children. We claim that Joseph had over 10 years or, you know, like really if we want to do the 1833 if we want to claim, um, Fanny Alger as a wife, which is universally done by those who accused Joseph of polygamy. We have to go back at least to 1833 ish, right? And all of that time with 30 wives, not one or two for a decade and didn&#039;t father a single child. That is amazing. That&#039;s profoundly important to recognize only amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m54s 1:03:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: And when I came to understand this in 2015, it was right after I had read the Joseph Smith&#039;s monogamy paper um that uh that came out to me, it was groundbreaking, it was earth shattering, it was scholarly put together. And when I read through that again, it was like, why don&#039;t I know about this stuff? Why isn&#039;t this presented in any historical context from either es historians or um post LDS or non LDS or anti LDS historians? Why don&#039;t they talk about this? It just is completely absent from the historical record. And before I got to this, so I had been investigating polygamy to try to figure out what I believed about it because 132 had never really sat Well, with me, even growing up there were pieces of it that I, I, you know, sort of clung to dealing with ceilings and, and how contracts need to be, um, um, enforced by the, by the law of heaven if they want to be, if they want to last into eternity, that all made sense. That was fine. That&#039;s what I was taught about what my marriage was, my ceiling essentially was. But as you get deeper into it, it gets icky. And so I always struggled with it and so put it on the shelf but came to a point in 2015 that I couldn&#039;t do that any longer. I needed to decide what I really believed was true about the practice. And I came basically to the same, um, the same conclusion you did in relation to whether it was good or not. And I concluded that it wasn&#039;t good. At least the nau version of it wasn&#039;t good. I was still, you know, in terms of biblical polygamy was I OK with Abraham having multiple wives or Jacob having multiple wives? Sure. You know, um That didn&#039;t bother me that, you know, I, in my mind now I look at that as this was a, um, these were men that were living as products of their time, um, that similar to the fact that they were all shepherds and raised sheep and were nomadic. That&#039;s, it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m13s 1:06:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: was a cultural practice, not a divine command doing the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m17s 1:06:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: works of Abraham wasn&#039;t marrying multiple wives, doing the works of Abraham was um, setting ties to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m25s 1:06:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: with God, with&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m26s 1:06:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: God and being willing to do everything God asked him to do and repenting and being able to receive the blessings of the fathers. Um, from, from Adam down to Noah. And he&#039;s able to get that because of his righteousness, not because he married a concubine or Sarah said, go there was my concubine so we can have seed. And so and in my personal life so that the, the individuals watching this are aware, my wife and I have struggled with fertility. We got married in 2007 and have been really struggling trying to have Children. And so trying to understand the dynamics of polygamy and how polygamy would fit into that sort of a situation. The Abraham story was always a little bit sort of interesting to us because we would go well, is that something that we could do in our lives if we wanted to have Children, if we can have Children? Um So we would just sort of like flirt with the idea here and there. I remember that we started watching a sister wives program on TLC. And initially, we were kind of curious and kind of wondering if that is something that would work out for us. If it is. If, if people are familiar with the, the show Mary, the first wife of Cody Brown, she&#039;s, she only, she only had one child. She couldn&#039;t have any more. She, they had infertility problems. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m47s 1:07:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so, oh, I didn&#039;t know that. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m48s 1:07:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Mary, in some respects inherits this large family that she can mother other Children and kind of get that satiation for being a mother. And there was a little bit of a draw to that. Now, if you watch the series now, pretty much, it&#039;s a, it&#039;s a train wreck. Everybody&#039;s left Cody. It&#039;s, it&#039;s ridiculous. But back in, excuse me, back in 2000 and um and her 11 when the, when the show first started, um it was appealing and so we thought through it, but by 2015, I had come to conclude, there was something wrong about the practice. There was something that just didn&#039;t feel right about it. And so I had to make a decision about what I believed. And I came to the idea that polygamy novo polygamy was wrong, it was bad. And that if Joseph was the author of it, then he was misguided and he was mistaken. And in fact, when I read D Michael Quinn&#039;s book, Origins of Power, D Michael Quinn&#039;s great because he just sort of writes books and throws all of the details out there. He doesn&#039;t really get into narrative too much. But if there is a narrative that he portrays in that book, it&#039;s that Joseph implements polygamy and then sort of regrets it and goes and confesses that to to William Marks and ig lumped on to that. I&#039;m like, yes, that makes sense to me because, because now I can believe maybe he made a mistake and then he repented of it and came back to the Lord and um it&#039;s very, and maybe the Lord had to kill him because, you know, um because of this great mistake that he made, but that doesn&#039;t make Mormonism wrong or bad or, or um, I, I can live with that and I can, I can make peace with that. So that&#039;s where I was and I was completely happy with that. And then all this information comes out and it completely provides a new perspective that I could look at that. I couldn&#039;t even contemplate for because I didn&#039;t know the, the facts behind it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m49s 1:09:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. So interesting. And I shared that perspective. That was my last perspective too. Was the hearing the William Marks quote. That&#039;s a big one for, you know, that makes it think like, ok, he got messed up. He got mixed up in it to some degree. But you know, that that&#039;s what I believed for a long time as well until this kind of evidence. It wasn&#039;t the, it wasn&#039;t these same bits for me. It was studying Emma her life that convinced me. But this is profoundly convincing. I can see why this convinced you. I hope it has the same effect on other people as well. Yeah, I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m21s 1:10:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: this, this chart here alone. It just speaks volumes and I, I could sit and stare at it for an hour and go,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m28s 1:10:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it doesn&#039;t make in the world, in the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m30s 1:10:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: world there&#039;s, there&#039;s, uh, one of these things is not like the other. Um Right. So, anyway, so that&#039;s, that&#039;s where we&#039;re at. We&#039;ve talked about the differences. These are facts, by the way, things that we can dispute, everybody can look at this and go. These are the differences between Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy and Brigham Young&#039;s polygamy. So one of the questions that people or one of the things that people will talk about and say, but we really don&#039;t know if we haven&#039;t, we haven&#039;t captured all of the, the possible Children of Joseph Smith. There might be Children out there that we don&#039;t know about. And OK, that&#039;s, that&#039;s, that&#039;s plausible. But I started looking into this and like you mentioned on the prior um episode, Brian Hill Snow is the one who points out that the incentive to find Children of Joseph would have been immense and anybody who knows anything about succession in the church, who knows that Brigham Young was looking for an heir to Joseph Smith to essentially lead the church that he would groom and then put forward. And because the Smith brothers, the Smith sons from, from Missouri weren&#039;t or Illinois at the time weren&#039;t, um We&#039;re gonna take up the reins, they would do anything to find an error or proof that he was a polygamist, especially post 1870 when there is this huge fight between the two churches and then all the legal issues related to the church&#039;s ownership of the doctrine that, that um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m00s 1:12:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the temple case,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m02s 1:12:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: they would have loved to have been able to prove to judge Phillips about some errors. And so it really, the incentive is, is pretty strong. So, you know, we do have F Brody&#039;s published list, but it was proved, you know, it was proved that the best cases were proved um BS um that they weren&#039;t uh offspring of Joseph and including the most famous case of Josephine Lyons, which I remember when, when the first DNA um discussions were, were had and they were only looking at the male heirs of Joseph Smith that people kept saying, well, we can&#039;t look at women yet. We don&#039;t have the technology to look at all of the daughters of Joseph Smith. And the most famous case is Josephine lines because of her mother&#039;s deathbed confession that she was the daughter of Joseph Smith. And so people were holding on to that one going. This is our um smoking gun. This is the child that we can prove. And then when the case came out that she wasn&#039;t, there was like crickets for a while. Nobody could really reconcile that that was something they had really glum on to as one of their talking points. And it wasn&#039;t until just recently that I&#039;ve seen how they basically said that she&#039;s, and so sorry, I&#039;m, I&#039;m getting dried. Probably should get some water that she&#039;s been, um, because she was having conjugal relationships with multiple men. Joseph and her husband and that, you know, she&#039;s, she didn&#039;t know. Um, again, the historic record doesn&#039;t, doesn&#039;t show that even among those who believe Joseph was having sex with his wives, it wasn&#039;t with the, um, the wives of other men. He wasn&#039;t doing that with his quote unquote polyandrous wives that was with his young, you know, younger wives.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m49s 1:13:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It, well, it&#039;s been interesting to see how they both redid their narratives. Like I said, there are two different narratives, right? Because we&#039;re fighting on two friends, the church narrative, the Brian Hills narrative and then the anti Joseph anti Mormon narrative and the Brian Hills narrative. He had to because he was very adamant. He was very sure that Josephine was Joseph&#039;s daughter. So that really threw him for a loop and he rewrote his narrative to say that Joseph wasn&#039;t sleeping with any of the polyandrous wives. And that Joseph and that Sylvia Josephine&#039;s mother would have seen it as a eternal, see as some sort of a spiritual well, right? Like she was a spiritual child. It&#039;s not a spiritual wifey, but she was a spiritual child, right? So that&#039;s, that&#039;s his new claim. And then the new claim of the um anti Joseph is that these women were sleeping with both husbands. I&#039;ve even had. Yeah, like I&#039;ve mentioned before, Dan Vogel said case closed. She didn&#039;t know whose father, who, who the father was. That is not what her confession was. That is not what she would want anyone to believe. So that&#039;s completely speculative. And I think it goes against the historical narrative. So OK, continue.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m52s 1:14:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Yeah, I think we can conclude with a reasonable assertion that um it&#039;s unlikely we&#039;re going to find any offspring of Joseph Smith Junior at this point. I think, I think, I think this, if you want to say there&#039;s a case closed, this is a case closed. We&#039;re not gonna try to, aside from uh maybe there&#039;s a new way to test some DNA and one of the, the claims especially of the daughters that we can test, uh maybe there&#039;s a method out there, maybe there&#039;s a lost child that we&#039;re not aware of that we can find, I just don&#039;t see it happening, but I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m29s 1:15:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: know I kind of want to say and maybe we will discover like a genie in a lamp. Anything is possible, right? It&#039;s what is likely. And I would say that that&#039;s about as likely at this point as finding a genie in a lamp. And even Brian Hales admits it&#039;s not gonna happen, it&#039;s not gonna happen. OK? We have eliminated all the best cases. So it&#039;s not, Joseph&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m48s 1:15:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: not gonna have any kids. OK? It&#039;s not right. So, so there are some interesting. There are some interesting, um, points that people try to make as to why Joseph didn&#039;t have any Children in his polygamous marriages, but everybody else did. So we&#039;re gonna, we&#039;re gonna walk through the rest of the presentation on these eight points here. Um, and so I&#039;m just gonna go over them briefly and then we&#039;ll go to them in depth. So, number one is legal issues. You know, that&#039;s a big point that, that, uh Joseph F Smith would say was that it was illegal. He didn&#039;t wanna get in trouble with the law. Um And number two is his wife. Emma didn&#039;t like the fact that he um was marrying wives, but she certainly was putting her foot down when it came to having other Children. So she was gonna keep that from happening three is if the wives were able to practice primitive birth control processes. Um You&#039;ve talked about that before in your last podcast, we&#039;re not gonna go over a whole lot. That&#039;s one of the things that they, uh, they point out related to that is that Joseph employed the abortion tactics he learned from John C Bennett. Um Again, this is kind of, I thought, I call this the far end of the speculative narrative here. Number five, you hear this one quite a bit just getting pregnant is hard.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m13s 1:17:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m14s 1:17:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: In general, it&#039;s, it&#039;s hard. It&#039;s not the easiest thing to do under stressful circumstances. Um That fertility can just be, be, be challenging and I can tell you from our standpoint, it can be if you have infertility problems. Um But we&#039;re gonna go through this because this is, this is the stuff I&#039;ve done a lot of research into because of my background and my um my experiences. So we can talk about that. Number six is Joseph didn&#039;t have any time. He was too busy trying to be the mayor and trying to be the general and trying to run a university and trying to run from the law and trying to um run a church that he didn&#039;t have the time to, to go around having um these types of relationships which again comes more from the, the apologist Mormon side of things. Um um The anti Mormon side is that&#039;s all he was doing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m10s 1:18:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: You know, that was his whole motive.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m12s 1:18:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: He was catting around everywhere. Um Number seven is that Joseph had magic powers to only have Children in the fall or spring. We&#039;ll kind of touch on that. That was kind of fun. And then, and then the last one we&#039;ll talk about is it&#039;s hard to get pregnant as a polygamist claim is a claim they have lower fertility. So we&#039;ll go through these. Ok. So the first is legal issues waiting to go west. Um So the State of Illinois had an anti bigamy law on the books, that was $2000 fine. And I think 18 months in prison was the, um, if you got convicted of it, that was what you were looking at as far as um, punishment from the law. And again, during the Temple Lot ceremony, this is what Joseph F Smith said. Is that why didn&#039;t Joseph Smith have kids? Well, it was illegal and, well, the, the, the, the bigamy and polygamy was illegal and a child was essentially evidence that there was a relationship going on. And so he just couldn&#039;t have Children because that would have really compromised him legally. And he would have faced the, the, the challenges of an Illinois um Antiga anti bigamy soup. But let&#039;s also talk about what Joseph Smith was going through in terms of other legal issues and put that into comparison with an anti bigamy charge. He was wanted for murder or attempted murder in, in Missouri was facing the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m43s 1:19:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: governor, the governor, that&#039;s a big deal&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m47s 1:19:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: was facing extradition charges and was uh there was attempts to kidnap him. One almost happened um where he actually did get kidnapped and then rescued. I just wanted to make a movie on that. That one was, that&#039;s pretty fascinating. But so he&#039;s dealing with that. He&#039;s dealing with charges of um counterfeit, he&#039;s dealing with issues related to bankruptcy. Um until 1841 there were no bankruptcy laws on the books. And so people from Kirtland, people from New York were trying to place claim on Joseph&#039;s as a, as somebody who was in debt to them. And if you couldn&#039;t pay his debts back in those days, you went to debtor&#039;s prison, you were chased down by the law and put in prison for, for owing somebody money. So he&#039;s dealing with that. Um, that changed a little bit later on when, with the, with the, with the, um, with the laws that were passed in 1841 related to bankruptcy,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m46s 1:20:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m actually going to do an episode going into that when I&#039;m talking, when I respond to the deeds and the lots because that plays into it a lot. So, yeah, people will get more bankruptcy&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m56s 1:20:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: issues and trying to maximize um um the new law that had been passed, but also avoid getting caught from the old law. And then when it was rescinded in 43 then he was back to dealing with the same problems related to bankruptcy. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m15s 1:21:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it was complicated. Yeah, he had a lot of stress&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m17s 1:21:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: right. There was also charges of treason. There was the whole council of 50 concern that he was trying to set up a theocracy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m25s 1:21:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Can I just point out also, uh this is what I find interesting just really quickly all of these charges. If you really do the research stem from John Bennett. John Bennett is the one pushing to have him accused and charged and wanted for each of these things that we&#039;ve gone through so far. And I find it fascinating that John Bennett was the real bigamist. Right. He was the one that had a wife and child that nobody knew, wife and Children that nobody knew about and was pursuing bigamy. He was never like he wasn&#039;t afraid to pursue bigamy despite the law and he&#039;s the one making sure these charges are coming. I just find that really interesting. If it weren&#039;t for John Bennett, Joseph wouldn&#039;t have had nearly so many legal problems because John Bennett was the one making all of these accusations very aggressively. Ok. Correct.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m09s 1:22:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: And the other thing that was going on in NAVOO is, is that when Joseph was booked or brought before a court or a judge, he was a liberal user of the habeas corpus um term in the term of the law, which basically, it&#039;s kind of like we&#039;re not gonna book you, we&#039;re not gonna put you in prison, we&#039;re gonna let you go. Um We&#039;ll wait till there&#039;s a trial before we decide whether or not we&#039;re gonna um um imprison you or, or fi fine you or charge you. And then a lot of times by that time the charges were dropped, um, a lot of anti Hormons complain that he, you know, overuses essentially to get away with things. Um, whether whether or not he did the point is he was a liberal user of it and could have used it. He could have used this with anti bigamy charges just like anything else. Um whether it was true or not true, you could have used it. But the bottom line isn&#039;t, I think it wasn&#039;t until 1844. June or May or June of 1844. In relation to the expositor incident, there were no lawsuits brought up against Joseph for, for practicing bigamy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m14s 1:23:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, that he, he was never wanted for that. In any way, the bigamy laws had all of these legal problems. Nothing to do with polygamy. Ok. All the legal&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m24s 1:23:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: issues related to polygamy had to do with slander. Either somebody complained that Joseph slandered them for calling them a liar for saying he was a polygamist or the other way around. Joseph would sue for slandering him for calling him a polygamist. So those are the lawsuits for dealing with the, the, the, the phrasing of Francis Sig or John T Igby lawsuit in 42. Um and the uh um the lawsuit that uh what&#039;s the guy&#039;s name that accused Hyrum Smith of, of polygamy? And for&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m56s 1:23:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that guy Spencer? Yeah, I can&#039;t remember. But yeah, the last time you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m01s 1:24:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: get up in 1844 in April and give that speech was that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m03s 1:24:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: lawsuit, right? And the voice of innocence also, also, all of the other NVI polygamists also had to deal with the, the bigamy law and the, and they had extra wives and they had Children. So this was not, this was something that Joseph F Smith later on had to dig up to apply to go. Oh, this could have been the reason there was no writing about them being worried about this law. There&#039;s, there&#039;s zero evidence of this law having anything to do with any of Joseph&#039;s or any of the other not or any of the polygamist decisions. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m36s 1:24:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: My opinion is it was that Joseph, I was just speculating, that was his best answer. I don&#039;t think he really knew. Um, the kind of related idea is that he&#039;s going to wait to go west to, to do that. That&#039;s what he&#039;s gonna do. He&#039;s not gonna have kids. He&#039;s in rare women. And then when he goes west, then he&#039;ll start practicing openly or stop having abortions, whatever it is that he was gonna stop, he would stop doing that when he left when he crossed the Mississippi. Ok. Um, we&#039;ll find out later why? That&#039;s a challenge. OK. Reason two is Emma Smith. Um, uh, that Emma somehow forbade him from having Children because Joseph didn&#039;t want to risk her ire of siring Children. He, he, but he was, it was ok risking her ire to marry other women and some behind her back. And, um, that was ok because an angel commanded him to do that but not to raise up seed. So that, to me sense at all that she had some sort of like sway over him in that realm, but not in the marriage realm. Some, somehow the angel was like all Right. All right. I get it. You can really little but don&#039;t have any Children. But,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m51s 1:25:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and, and let&#039;s remember in this entire discussion, there really is no birth control. So what you&#039;re saying is you can&#039;t marry. Right. And, and the other thing is all of the, all of the sources that we have for the claims of Emma in any way being, overseeing his polygamy or, I mean, objecting to his polygamy and being so angry and controlling and having him followed. Those are the same sources that tell us the story about her approaching the pregnant alive. Is it down the stairs? Which we know is false? And we so so all of these stories have again zero evidence to back them up at all except this later testimonial evidence, which so much of it, we have already proven to be completely false that there&#039;s no reason to believe this part of it when we know so much of it was false.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m35s 1:26:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: She what she really experienced in Nauvoo versus William Clayton and Eliza Partridge who by the time Eliza Partridge says this, she&#039;s Eliza Gimble or Eliza Young. I can&#039;t remember which one she married. Um that all blurs after a while. Anyway, you&#039;ve got a Miss Kimball and a Mrs Brigham Young and a William Clayton going Emma was, was pissed and you&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m57s 1:26:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: like, they&#039;re telling us this story. Yeah, we ignored Joseph the third. We ignored Emma herself and we believe these other people Yeah. Ok. Who already, who we know lied and lied and lied? Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m07s 1:27:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So one of the other pieces that somebody had pointed out on a forum was that Emma was in charge of their schedules and their ovulation records and she was basically new when they were having their period and would make sure that Joseph could go around and cat around in, in ways that would make sure that he didn&#039;t have any Children.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m25s 1:27:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I hope whoever said that will watch last week&#039;s episode. I wondered who would be running this, this um ring of f this fertility ring until yeah, they would have had to do that after 1819 30. So, ok, that&#039;s helpful. Let&#039;s continue. The dumb claims are just there&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m44s 1:27:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: which you addressed last week. Um So we&#039;re not going to necessarily get into it. It was virtually non existent or very dangerous in 1840 we just don&#039;t have any evidence of that happening a lot more. Um dead women um or to apply poisons or dangerous implements to, to uh stop pregnancy from happening&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m08s 1:28:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in 18. And I also want to say that while there were those dangerous me methods, they were not had among like puritan women, they were not had among the women who would have joined the church. They were had in brothels, they were had in right houses of ill repute. So, so no, we don&#039;t have any evidence for any of this. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m27s 1:28:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So there&#039;s the birth control, um, reason for somewhat related was abortion. Um Again, you talked about this last time that uh um you know, Sarah Pratt said that Bennett carried around and, and implement he where he could take care of Joseph&#039;s issues. So the only part I wanted to add to this is let&#039;s let&#039;s go through the timeline a little bit of, of John C Bennet. Um because I&#039;ve done some research into this, John C. Bennett was already out of favor with Joseph Smith as early as February of 1841. This is when he sent George Miller to investigate claims that Bennett had left a wife and family in another state when he came to Illinois. And it&#039;s great that he, you know, helped get the charter going and it&#039;s great that he um um set up the university and he did all these wonderful things for the Saints, which kind of ingratiated himself to Joseph Smith and put him in such a high standing. But by, by early 1841 he&#039;s already suspicious. So you have to have this image of Joseph and Bennett sort of walking around from 41 to 43 as two peas in a pod because most of Joseph&#039;s wives took place. What year?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m46s 1:29:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: 42 43 43 and Bennett was already kicked out 40&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m51s 1:29:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: 2, 43. He&#039;s already got his, he&#039;s not around anywhere to be doing any of this stuff. They go. Well, he taught Wilder Richards his, his practices. And, um, and while, um, and, and, ok, that&#039;s just, again, that&#039;s conjecture. But again, um, you have to ask yourself this question, why do we get 48 Children born from 44 to 46 in NAU, but not before June of 44. So it was Willard Richards testing Joseph and others and these terrible abortions. And then all of a sudden they decided not to in 44. And so it, it just begs a lot of questions that, that, that will then take you up to that whole problem of what changed in the middle of 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m40s 1:30:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Exactly. Yep. And this is also pe people who haven&#039;t watched last week, go watch last week also because there was no ability to do abortions by these men. Them being doctors did not mean they had any gynecological obstetrical practice of any kind or abortionist practice of any kind. So, OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m01s 1:31:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: And, and, and, and finally just that, I mean, with all of the claims that get thrown about that people like you and me are conspiracy theorists. This is a conspiracy theory,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m12s 1:31:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: a massive one that they were secret. Like you have to think of the numbers of people who would know about these sick women, right? These damaged and dying women and no one could tell. Yeah. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m28s 1:31:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: It&#039;s all based on conjecture. OK. Um And then again, what birth control or abortion, again, we&#039;re going back to the numbers of pre 1844 Nauvoo Children born at polygamists as well as those that were born after. We&#039;ve got evidence of Children. We&#039;ve got evidence before and after of Children. Um a few more before and then a ton after I, why wasn&#039;t it happening? Why wasn&#039;t it happening to these men? Why only just if they claim to be his successors and his followers, why did he do it one way? But they did it a whole different way.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m05s 1:32:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Yeah, John Bennett should have been a really busy guy way busier than he was. And Clayton. Yeah, I mean, Richards. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m13s 1:32:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: And he would have had to sneak back into town because no one liked him and he was kicked out and excommunicated to do this stuff and then sneak back out of town. All right. So again, it, it brings us to this fulcrum point of why were kids allowed post 1844? I mean, for me, this is the obvious answer. The obvious answer is that Joseph had and hire were dead. And so the threats of excommunication and exposure to polygamy went down quite a bit. And so it was ok for people to start living more openly what they believed and start siring Children.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m51s 1:32:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I couldn&#039;t agree more. We have on the, we have people being excommunicated for polygamy by Joseph and Hyrum. Right. I don&#039;t know that like after they were dead, people weren&#039;t excommunicated for polygamy. It was Joseph and Hyrum that were the limiting factor. They were, it wasn&#039;t the, it wasn&#039;t the Illinois government that people were afraid of or were hiding from. It was Joseph and Hyrum and Emma. Yeah. Ok. I agree completely. I mean, it&#039;s the only thing that makes&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m21s 1:33:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: sense. I&#039;m open to other, like, really good answers and I&#039;ve actually put this out there to the wider community but I haven&#039;t gotten good responses. Um That&#039;s the best response I&#039;ve ever. Well, I shouldn&#039;t say it&#039;s the best response. The only response I was given was it was Emma Smith&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m40s 1:33:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the OK. That, that claim that she was overseeing the population or that she was keeping them on a leash. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m49s 1:33:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: that Joseph, that Joseph was, was kept on a leash because of Emma. But all the other polygamists had willing and um wives that were the wives that embraced their privilege. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s where the Children but Emma, but Joseph didn&#039;t because she didn&#039;t embrace her privilege&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m09s 1:34:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: again. So funny that we claim that she could control him and yet we claim that he had 33 wives, right? And I love that you have Hiram&#039;s picture there as well because no, there&#039;s no controversy about Hyrum having no other Children. And if he were Joseph&#039;s number two guy in this polygamist church, he would also have many w I mean many wives and many Children. So he&#039;s great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m32s 1:34:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Hiram should have, have 29&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m35s 1:34:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? It should be like Brigham and Heber. Yeah. So yeah, I&#039;m glad you have that. Like please anyone send in your answers. Like let us know why, what this could be, what, what the cause of this is. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m49s 1:34:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So the reason five, it&#039;s, it&#039;s really hard to get pregnant. I&#039;ve heard this one too, um particularly if you&#039;re a busy person. Right. So, so this is something again going back to my situation because my wife and I have struggled with infertility. We have learned a lot about what it takes to get pregnant. We&#039;ve learned a lot about the um the cycles, we learned a lot about the chances of getting pregnant. What are the ideal days to get pregnant? Um And, and so we have a lot of sort of anecdotal knowledge because of our personal circumstance that we&#039;ve been involved in. Um and, you know, eventually we ended up being able to have a family because of in vitro fertilization. But trying all of these sort of rhythm methods and, and, and calendar methods that was sort of our early on attempt to try to get a family and, and uh so we had to learn all this stuff, right? And so, so if you try, if you are optimal and doing everything that you should do, which, you know, it, it, it doesn&#039;t the, the conversely you don&#039;t, you, I think that you&#039;re supposed to have sex a lot during the ovulation window. Actually, you&#039;re supposed to kind of skip a few days on the man&#039;s part so he can recharge and, um, and then there&#039;s certain days before and certain days after, if you do that just right, you have a 30% chance of getting pregnant.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m20s 1:36:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: People&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m20s 1:36:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: know that that&#039;s people think. Well, that&#039;s pretty low. Right. Um, but if you think about it, if you have a 30% chance of getting pregnant in month one,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m30s 1:36:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right. What&#039;s your chance of getting 60%? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m33s 1:36:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Well, it&#039;s not 60% because, and I&#039;ll talk about this in a minute. This has to do with probability math, which I&#039;ll get into a little bit but it, it goes up. Right. It goes up and the more you do it, the more, um, so within a year&#039;s time frame, you have a really good chance of getting pregnant. If you are both fertile and you make attempts in the right time of the, the month, you have a pretty good chance of getting pregnant,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m02s 1:37:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we&#039;ll just, we&#039;ll just say even, even without the intentional trying, most couples like, and, and like a couple not using birth control is most likely to get pregnant within the first year. And if you haven&#039;t gotten pregnant in the first year, even just simply not using birth control or just having a regular sex life, you can be diagnosed with infertility. It&#039;s a year that they expect you to get pregnant within. So, ok, even not doing everything perfectly. Ok,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m29s 1:37:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: let&#039;s, so, let&#039;s also imagine. And I guess we have to imagine we know that they didn&#039;t really understand this back in 1840&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m37s 1:37:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: they didn&#039;t understand it at all.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m38s 1:37:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: And so it&#039;s just gonna be a crapshoot. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s out of 30 30 31 days of the month. And the only thing that I could, I could, II, I took out of the equation was, well, there&#039;s probably a pretty good chance that they wouldn&#039;t be doing it during the times of a period because that&#039;s what&#039;s seen as morally repugnant and, and, and theologically repugnant, that wouldn&#039;t happen. Um, but if, if you&#039;re come, if you come from the supra angle of this, you&#039;re like, I don&#039;t care, I&#039;m just, I&#039;m, I&#039;m a cat and I wanna go do what I wanna do. The probability of getting pregnant just randomly throughout any, um, day of the month is 3%. Again, that&#039;s pretty low. Just random, right? And if you were to take out the, um, the days that a woman&#039;s on her period, it goes up a little bit at 3.3%. So if anybody has that issue or question, there&#039;s really not a whole lot of difference. It, and we&#039;re just talking about one time with one person once during a random time of the month, you have a 3% chance of getting pregnant.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m47s 1:38:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So, can I add 11, can I just add one little element to this um tech often, also women&#039;s sex drives tend to be higher during fertile periods. And so sex is more likely to occur in a married couple when her sex drive is higher because she&#039;s fertile. That&#039;s just part of the biological rhythm of things. So, anyway, so continue. But I just wanted to add that piece in my&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m11s 1:39:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: chart here. There&#039;s a fertility. Um There&#039;s a bit of a difference between ages. Um uh Women are more fertile when they&#039;re younger, they&#039;re less fertile when they&#039;re older. I could, I didn&#039;t want to get into all of that, but someone&#039;s gonna bring that question up. Well, yeah, but if I had the women that he could have had Children with how many of them were in their prime. A&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m31s 1:39:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: lot, a lot more.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m34s 1:39:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: But it doesn&#039;t make that much of a difference. It makes, it makes a difference in like 1 to 1.5%. That&#039;s all&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m43s 1:39:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m44s 1:39:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: change in the, in the. So basically it&#039;s, you, you have a 3% chance of getting pregnant, maybe take off 0.1 0.2% on that. And that&#039;s the difference. That&#039;s a differential. That doesn&#039;t, it doesn&#039;t change. OK. Um So, oops, so I went ahead and made a chart of a number of possible sexual encounters and I only included 18 wives. OK. So Brian Hill says there&#039;s 10, I counted 18 that I consider to be viable. That&#039;s my number. But really, I could, I just ran out of space. I just chopped it off. So down the, down the left hand side, you have the number of wives and across the um the upper side are the number of encounters with those wives. And so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m36s 1:40:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I just want to clarify what Brian Hill says. 10, he says 10 that we have so strong evidence of sexuality. Todd Compton assumes that a wife means sex. So really this number could be much higher. You could have gone up to 33 wives, which is the smaller estimate of how many wives jos have had. You could have gone up to 50. So you&#039;re being quite conservative here by only including 18 wives. I just want to point that out. Ok. And by&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m00s 1:41:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: the way, that number 432 that I&#039;ve got circled, if Joseph&#039;s polygamy calendar is two years, which is about two years from the middle of 42 to the middle of 44&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m12s 1:41:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the super high, high intensity polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m16s 1:41:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: relations every other day. He would have had 232 encounters. So that&#039;s kind of the maximum I think of. That&#039;s, that&#039;s possible. Yeah, I guess you could say he had it every day, but&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m32s 1:41:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s also only within, only within those two years. Right. And I know that a lot of, um, I guess we can call them polygamous men. Men who have a lot of sexual opportunity might have sex more than once a day. Right. It&#039;s not. So, so if, if you were really running this polygamous cult, so I don&#039;t want to even necessarily say that&#039;s the maximum because you only have two years, you only have 18 wives and you&#039;re only saying every other day. So it is AAA high end estimate based on the, every other day. But there are other reasons that would make it rather low end. So this is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m05s 1:42:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: a, this is what I call it, call a conservative maximum estimate.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m09s 1:42:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m10s 1:42:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So let&#039;s talk a little bit about probability because I, I have some training in it. You know, I went, I went to, I went to get economics degree and ST statistics in my, in my master&#039;s program and know how to model it just a little bit. So it&#039;s helpful for people to think about this in terms of like a 12 sided dice or a 12 sided die or die dice. Dice is one dice two. You take that 12 sided dye and you roll it and you go, what is the chance of you rolling a one? It&#039;s one in 12 chances, which is about 3%. Now roll it again. Now roll it again. What&#039;s the chance of getting one, same, same probability? However, what&#039;s the chance of you rolling a one? Either once or twice? You don&#039;t add it together, you don&#039;t multiply it together. It&#039;s a complicated mathematical analysis, but essentially it&#039;s, it&#039;s higher. Let&#039;s just put it that way. Now, if you roll a, a, if you roll a dye, um, 100 times, what are the chances of it, of you getting a one at least once of those times?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m20s 1:43:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m22s 1:43:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: you&#039;re going to get one at least once. So that&#039;s what we&#039;re trying to figure out here is what&#039;s the probability of having at least one child in all of these circumstances? So, do you understand where we&#039;re coming from here?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m38s 1:43:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So you&#039;re saying, even if we rolled a dye 432 times, we&#039;re gonna get a one at least once,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m47s 1:43:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: at least once. So I plucked this into a probability matrix and the colors on here really help. So you notice at that very, very far end of 432 you&#039;re deep into 100% chance, but that doesn&#039;t really tell the full picture. It&#039;s probably more like 1000% chance. If that makes sense, you&#039;re gonna roll one more than once. Probably we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll show that a little bit later, probably closer to between seven and 20 times what we have here. And then you have a little bit of AAA lighter shade of green and, and that&#039;s the 90th percentile. And then you have another light brand that&#039;s the 80th percentile and then the 70 the 60 then the white is anything under 50%. And so just as an example, if Joseph was only married to one wife and has 20 encounters with that one wife.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m43s 1:44:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Over those two&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m44s 1:44:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: years. Yeah, over those two years by the 21st encounter. Um, and it could, it could be over any period of time. We&#039;re just talking about encounters right by the 21st time is now at a 50% chance of getting pregnant.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m58s 1:44:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m00s 1:45:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So, so, um, I usually talking about in terms of a month because cycles go in a month and that&#039;s, that&#039;s a really, that&#039;s a really good estimate, as you&#039;ll see in a minute why I kind of picked a monthly sort of assumption is it because of the way the cycles work? So, so, so we&#039;re now 50% at two wives. Um, uh, two wives and 10 encounters, you have to multiply those encounters. So it&#039;s not like it&#039;s like 10 encounters with one wife and 10 encounters with, with this second wife. Um, it, uh, then that&#039;s, then you start to hit the green once you do that and then the more wives you go up, the faster you hit the green. So that by the time you&#039;re, by the time you&#039;re at 11 wives, if you just have two encounters with each one of those 11 wives, you&#039;re now at a 50% chance of getting pregnant. Does that make sense? Mhm. Do you have any questions about that? I mean, this is, it&#039;s just really kind of an interesting way to sort of like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m03s 1:46:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s really, I do wanna again, point out that you stopped the graph at 18. And according to some people, it could go all the way to 50 at least to 33. So, so, and, and by the time you get down into those numbers, that dark green section would be huge. And I just want to say like 90% does anyone want to take a bet that&#039;s against 90%? Right. That&#039;s a very, very high probability. OK. Even, even if we&#039;re not in 100% range. So, OK,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m34s 1:46:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: so now we want to plug in what our experts say about Joseph&#039;s conjugal. So we&#039;ll go to our three experts here. Um Brian Hills, Todd Compton and Von Brodie. And uh we&#039;re gonna still man it just a little bit to try to help them out. But then we&#039;ll see what happens. One of the things that I&#039;ve got to point out is I&#039;m putting an assumption in here that you have one sexual encounter a month for a year, just one year&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m08s 1:47:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and just one encounter a month,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m11s 1:47:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: each one of these wives. OK. That&#039;s not a lot. And I put into my graph and I go, OK, Brian Hills, you say that there&#039;s 10 wives that um we have good, there&#039;s evidence. And if you just have one relationship with one of those wives for a whole year, once a month, you have a 98.3% chance.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m37s 1:47:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow. OK. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m40s 1:47:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: just one year.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m42s 1:47:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Just one&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m45s 1:47:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: percent if, if you go down to once every other month or bi monthly it&#039;s 86.9%&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h47m53s 1:47:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in one year. Ok. Yeah, it&#039;s still gonna happen, it&#039;s still gonna happen with one of these women. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m02s 1:48:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Yeah, if you go for two years, um, it&#039;s 100% and that&#039;s what, just 10 wives, right? So now if you throw Von Brodie and Compton in there, the, the chances are you&#039;re 100% you basically lock yourself down and, and, and here&#039;s the, here&#039;s the, the crazy, um, conclusion we come to is the more wives that we give Joseph Smith, the worse the case gets that he, um, as to why he doesn&#039;t have any Children,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m37s 1:48:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m38s 1:48:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: If you&#039;d only had four, you could make, you could make the claim with four wives because you could look at that chart and go, well, four wives and maybe he wasn&#039;t very busy. Um, maybe that&#039;s why we don&#039;t have very many Children. And the interesting thing is if you take that graph and you apply it to some of these other men that have five wives, four wives, three wives, the numbers kind of pan out a little bit. Ok. Um,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m02s 1:49:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m03s 1:49:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: we&#039;ve got one or two kids out of this. Well, that makes sense. Mhm. Um, so anyway, that, that&#039;s where we&#039;re at and into Brian Hall&#039;s credit and into the, the, the apologists credit. I feel like that they have the, you, you said this but I&#039;ll reiterate, they have the weakest case when it comes to trying to justify Mormon polygamy and the morality of Joseph Smith. They do all kinds of cartwheels to try to make that work. And it&#039;s really disingenuous and difficult to swallow, even when I was um on my mission. And even when I was um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m40s 1:49:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: believing the standard narrative,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m41s 1:49:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: believing in the standard narrative, um it just couldn&#039;t swallow it really easily. I just had to put it on the shelf,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m50s 1:49:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right. But I think you go&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m53s 1:49:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: ahead in this instance, he has the stronger argument because at least with his argument, we&#039;re into some plausible, you know, probabilities that actually could work in a slim chance.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m07s 1:50:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: He&#039;s, he&#039;s at least on the right. He&#039;s at least on the side of minimizing the sex saying there really wasn&#039;t very much sex at all the other side to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m17s 1:50:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: have a better chance of overcoming the no Children argument,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m20s 1:50:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? Not a good one. It&#039;s not good, but it&#039;s better, but it&#039;s not as bad as the side that has always made it about&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m28s 1:50:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: that. The Fon brody uh to Compton, Lindsay Park sort of take.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m35s 1:50:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m37s 1:50:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Um But let&#039;s take this a step further because one of the reasons they talk about is that Joseph didn&#039;t have access to or he was busy or couldn&#039;t get around. Um And that&#039;s why if there was, you could say that it&#039;s really difficult for him to find time to, to put it in his calendar to meet up with these women. I&#039;ve heard that too until you look at the reality situation is that he&#039;s got seven women living under his roof at certain points of time in his life that he would have had easy access to any given night in the morning&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m16s 1:51:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: or day or anywhere. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m19s 1:51:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: And so that, that argument just doesn&#039;t wash because you&#039;ve got, um, Fannie Auger is the first one we claim as a wife. Um, and I&#039;m assuming it to your residency. I actually couldn&#039;t find how long she actually lived with them. It was at least two years. It was my option. Um, and the, the, the, the marriage date, I just made an assumption that she was married for one year. Um, if you are in the apologist camp, you&#039;re gonna say that sex didn&#039;t happen until the marriage date. If you&#039;re, if you&#039;re in the non, if you&#039;re in the ex Mormon camp, you&#039;re gonna say the sex happened immediately. The marriage was only a cover a cover story.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m56s 1:51:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Well, and I guess that&#039;s a good point. Like the story in the barn. If you&#039;re going to believe that they were like having sex in the barn, which I think is a terrible, there&#039;s not good evidence for that at all. But if you&#039;re going to believe that, why would you assume that was the first time they were having sex? It would have just been the one time Emma caught them. So it would be the last time, not the first time. So, yes, they could have been having sex many, many, many other times before they got caught as often happens in affairs. So, ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m24s 1:52:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Um, and so I just went through it and, and pointed out that Emily Partridge had an 11 month residency from my estimates and was four months married to Joe Smith before she was, you know, kicked out of the, the, the homestead and she would have&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m42s 1:52:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: gotten pregnant. She was very&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m46s 1:52:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: of married time and 11 months residency. Not Lucy Walker. Um, I don&#039;t know the residency but she was three months married to him, but I know she was living under the roof as a nanny, um, while she was there and then we got the, the mysterious Sarah and Maria Lawrence who lived with them for four years basically where, um, taken to the Smith household essentially as foster daughters. And then, and then married in the middle, middle of 1843 is sort of, uh, you know, Emma doesn&#039;t like the par of sisters, but she&#039;s ok with the Lawrence sisters. Uh, you know, Maria died, I think before coming west, we don&#039;t have any good statements from her. We have other people that say, yeah, Sarah was a wife of Joseph Smith. But then, but uh, sorry, Maria was the wife of Joe Smith, but Sarah Lawrence gets out to Utah, by the way, I just found this out. Isn&#039;t this fascinating? The things that you find out just by going to, um, do some research on his wives is that Sarah claimed she was never with Joseph Smith. She was never married to Joseph Smith. She&#039;s the, she&#039;s one wife out there that says bull honky to it all. Nobody ever talked to that one.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m00s 1:54:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: She&#039;s still considered a wife, even though she herself said absolutely not. And her dead sister is also a wife. Oh, my word that&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m11s 1:54:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: came from Brian Hill&#039;s website. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m13s 1:54:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: oh, my word kind&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m15s 1:54:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: of buries the lead. But I mean, that&#039;s a huge, that&#039;s a huge, like, um, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m22s 1:54:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the women&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m24s 1:54:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: had two wives that basically lied about him having wives. Emma Smith and Sarah Lawrence.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m30s 1:54:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, my word. Ok. All right. She&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m34s 1:54:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: was the last one to tell. And she got married to him when they were in the mansion, the nuh house in September October and essentially stays until he&#039;s martyred again. She&#039;s there for 10 months. And she&#039;s one of the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m48s 1:54:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ones, all of these women&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m49s 1:54:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: and, and Melissa and Eliza have went on record at the Temple lot case and said they were basically husband.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m57s 1:54:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Mhm. And these women were all young, prime fertility years and I, I can&#039;t speak authoritatively because I don&#039;t know off the top of my head about all of them. But my understanding is at least the vast majority, if not all of them went on to have Children without any problem. They weren&#039;t, no, nobody in this story was facing fertility issues. OK?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m23s 1:55:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Um I mean, I haven&#039;t looked at all of them but the vast majority of OK,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m30s 1:55:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I can do that research in it and correct it if I&#039;m wrong, but I don&#039;t think I am. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m34s 1:55:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So, so if we in a more realistic encounter scenario with these women, seven women, um if Joseph just went down the hall once a week, we 100% chance, right? If he went down the hall, um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m55s 1:55:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: twice a month,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m56s 1:55:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: we&#039;re 100% chance. If you only went down the hall once a month, we&#039;re still at a 96.1% chance of having at least one child. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m06s 1:56:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: why would he go down the hall only once a month if this were the reality of the situation? Oh my goodness. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m13s 1:56:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So, um the question we have to ask ourselves is if we believe what these women say, the Children argument sort of undercuts their testimony. But if we don&#039;t believe what they say and we believe they exaggerate it. Well, what else do they exaggerate about? So you&#039;re kind of putting a conundrum here?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m34s 1:56:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So you&#039;re saying, believe whether we believe them about the sexual encounters, they, they&#039;re, they&#039;re in a lose, lose situation, the accusers of Joseph have a lose, lose situation. OK. Excellent.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m46s 1:56:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Correct. And that&#039;s what that&#039;s what&#039;s challenging about this whole argument. Um So, and then finally, I applied these, these child ratios from other polygamists with nuvo Children. Uh and I, and I just pulled five out. I, I could have done more but I went ahead and pulled five out and we have an average fertility rate of 86%. In other words, for almost one polygamous wife, you have an Aus, you know, it&#039;s like almost the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m18s 1:57:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. Yeah. OK. For every wife you have 0.86 of a child. So OK. All right. So if you,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m26s 1:57:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: if you, if you&#039;ve been put Joseph Smith back into the mix, we should find between nine and 26 Children of Joseph Smith somewhere in Nabu.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m38s 1:57:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow. Wow. Based on that same fertility rate that stands up with all of the others and we don&#039;t. That&#039;s amazing. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m49s 1:57:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: that&#039;s, that&#039;s just, that&#039;s just hard fact is that we is that we don&#039;t. And so again, one of these, one of these ducks acts differently than the other duct. And so can we really say that they&#039;re all doing the same thing? And the answer is eight. All right. So we got through that. We have, we have two more answers to go through. Um This, this last, this, this last second and last one is kind of silly, but I looked into it a little bit. Um Michael Quinn comes up with this argument that Joseph Smith was super interested in the Astrological um side of things. He had the Jupiter Talisman. He was big into scrying and, and he and Hiram were big into, you know, gold digging and, and Sear stoning and, and using magic techniques. Uh He&#039;s really, he wrote the book, The Ma Mormonism and the Magic World View. And because Joseph&#039;s Children were largely born in the spring or the fall, he proposes that Joseph either believed or conjured or did some sort of like ceremony or had some sort of for fertility God capability of only siring Children when he wanted to sire Children,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m04s 1:59:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m07s 1:59:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: you know, a very science, you know, sort of explanation as to why Joseph Smith didn&#039;t have Children but was still a polygamist. This popped up as one of the reasons um that was given. And I thought that was very interesting that this would become an argument that someone would take even remotely seriously given the fact that they believe that Joseph Smith was a con man and didn&#039;t have any magical power at all to translate records, but he has the ability to wave a magic wand and decide when he&#039;s gonna conceive Children. And then the last one is I&#039;ve heard from, especially polygamists themselves say that look, polygamy, fertility was low. And um and so I started looking into this and they base that primarily off of um the fact that in Utah fertility was generally lower, but this is just comparing numbers. It&#039;s just looking at numbers of Children born to numbers of wives of polygamous households versus numbers of Children born to numbers of wives and monogamous households. And so that is true. While it&#039;s true, there&#039;s a scientific study. It&#039;s just a raw comparison.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m19s 2:00:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. I think it&#039;s also useful to just consider how this argument shoots them in the foot as well because the claim is that God needs polygamy so more babies can be born. And yet polygamous women in Utah had fewer babies and maybe you&#039;re going to get to this. But I think it had much more to do with the circumstances. You had men of multiple wives sent on missions for years at a time or traveling long distances in frontier Utah to get to each of the wives. The women had far fewer Children because they had far fewer opportunities to have Children because they effectively didn&#039;t have a husband for most of the time. So, so it&#039;s circumstantial, not in any way scientific or. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m58s 2:00:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So some of the arguments they make because there&#039;s a sexual selection bias, which essentially means that what a man get to choose his mate when a woman doesn&#039;t really get to choose hers. So subconsciously, she&#039;s going to be less fertile because she didn&#039;t optimize her selectivity. Very darwinistic way to look at marriage,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m15s 2:01:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: but also shoots polygamy in the foot because it&#039;s saying women are miserable in polygamy, which is true. But that&#039;s a pretty funny way to talk about it. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m24s 2:01:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: So, so then there&#039;s male fertility and and they&#039;ll say, well, there&#039;s lower fertility because men are having so much sex essentially depleted. Um Their&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m33s 2:01:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: sperm counts are lower because they don&#039;t have as much time to recharge is what they&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m36s 2:01:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: saying. Correct. And then the, and then the other one was that the, the cohabit women and women under the same households would have aligning menstrual cycles. And therefore, they&#039;re all pretty much only fertile at a certain time of the month and not for certain at other times of the month. So that&#039;s gonna change fertility rate. So those are all the reasons that were given. But thankfully, we have some science to back us up. Um They actually because places in West Africa still practice polygamy today, they did a huge um fertility study down there where they, they, they baked in all these other factors, right? And um they baked in all these factors and at the end of the day, um uh there&#039;s no difference. So we&#039;ve really addressed all these reasons that people give us to why Jose Smith didn&#039;t have polygamy. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m30s 2:02:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, I do want to point out really quickly just on this last slide because you mentioned women&#039;s periods aligning. And I pointed out in the last episode that actually doesn&#039;t happen enough. It&#039;s been proven to be false anyway. So, and, and that that women&#039;s periods that women&#039;s cycles align when they live together, that&#039;s, that&#039;s been proven false. Also, Joseph&#039;s wives never didn&#039;t live together, right. His wives in his right. And, and that would be irrelevant because that doesn&#039;t even happen. So. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m58s 2:02:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Right. So, so, but the point is at the end of the day, the scientific study took all those things in the factored them out. And at the end of the day they said, look, we should polygamy and monogamy fertility. So, this is a non-issue. OK. All right. So, the final answer is that Joseph wasn&#039;t a pom. And for me, it&#039;s the most rational expectation based on the physical evidence and the numbers. And it&#039;s true that there&#039;s a lot of testimonial evidence that seems to say the other, other, other way is, is more likely. But if you&#039;re trying to compare physical evidence to testimonial evidence, physical evidence is almost always stronger because it&#039;s kind of like if you&#039;re trying to, there&#039;s the old adage that if you&#039;re trying to find, you&#039;re trying to, um you got a murder case in order to convict a murderer, you have to have a body. Um and, and a murder weapon is noted and in this case, we don&#039;t have bodies, we don&#039;t have murder weapons. They may have a motive, but that&#039;s it, it&#039;s very light to go on. And so, you know, in order to,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m14s 2:04:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well, we could, the physical evidence, the physical evidence would be the bodies of the Children, we should have the bodies, right? The smoking gun would be things in the journals, in the letters and that like there is physical evidence we could have. And interestingly, we do have that on the other side, we have the history. We have the massively strong motive on the other side. And we have all of the physical evidence of the literally changed, documents, changed, records, changed journal entries. And we have the earlier letter and journal entries of the polygamists that were practicing it before Joseph taught it to them. And then we have all of the Children of the polygamists. So I would say that we have a massive amount of physical evidence to, like you said, to contrast these two, well, the polygamists from Joseph Smith and then all we have is that testimonial evidence, which all of it was massively motivated and there&#039;s no physical but it&#039;s to back it up. So it falls very, very flat. So if we&#039;re going to look at Ockham&#039;s razor, you know, like the idea that the answer is the one that requires the least amount of speculation and the least amount of coming up with various scenarios. The obvious answer that fits Ockham&#039;s razor that requires the least amount of speculation or wild Jupiter and Saturn type answers is that Joseph was not a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m35s 2:05:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: That&#039;s, I just want to say that&#039;s, that&#039;s for you, Bill real. I&#039;m not trying to be mean, but you&#039;re the one that points out that we have to find the most rational explanation. The Ockham&#039;s razor with the least amount of if you come at it from the physical evidence side, that&#039;s the most rational end, that&#039;s the most rational explanation.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m56s 2:05:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And you don&#039;t have to worry about being mean because he won&#039;t watch this because he doesn&#039;t watch any, any of the information. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m03s 2:06:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: so, so then if, if people take issue with the fact that we&#039;re looking at other ways to construct the testimonial evidence, that seems conspiratorial. This is why because we have to find a way that makes the testimonial evidence, the physical evidence. And, and really, and that&#039;s the end of the presentation, that&#039;s, we can&#039;t plan that back, we can&#039;t gloss over it. We can&#039;t just point out at the end of very long presentations that go through, you know, Melissa La and Lucy Blocker and, and he Helen Mark Kimball and, and you can go through uh millions of pages of affidavits. But if you can&#039;t attack this head on and just discuss it as an aside, you&#039;re not being um honest with the evidence,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m50s 2:06:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And you know what&#039;s interesting just like you pointed out that amazing piece that we even either ignore or change the actual testimonial evidence because Sarah who said that she and her sister were not whose sister was dead and she said she wasn&#039;t married to if we ignore that because it doesn&#039;t go along. So all we are basing this case on is the friendly testimonial evidence, the testimonial evidence that supports our case. So Peter this was awesome. I hope people find it, found it compelling. I certainly did. Is there anything else you want to share with us before we wrap it up?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m25s 2:07:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Peter Brown: Uh, no, this is it. There&#039;s a big massive oak tree that you&#039;ve got to deal with. Um, if you wanna solve this case, if you want to, um, you know, if you want to help us come to terms with your conclusions, you&#039;ve gotta, you&#039;ve gotta come at this head on and please, please, please, I hope hopefully, as we&#039;ve gone through this, you&#039;ll understand that it&#039;s really offensive when you call people, conspiracy theorists and polygamy deniers, when we&#039;re just looking at the heart physical evidence here, and we&#039;re coming to these conclusions based upon um numbers and what we see as lack of physical evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WdPF3cp5sE&amp;amp;amp;t=2h08m05s 2:08:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely. That&#039;s so funny. It just shows that they can&#039;t deal with the issues because every single one of us, at least that I&#039;m aware of believed Joseph was a polygamist. That&#039;s what we were taught. That&#039;s what we believed. And it wasn&#039;t until we saw this kind of evidence that the evidence changed our mind. So I invite other people to consider the evidence and the evidence should have an impact on your conclusions if you&#039;re an honest actor. So thank you so much, Peter. I really appreciate it. Good luck with your baby and wish your wife the very best. I&#039;m so glad that you got him here and got him home. I love how clearly and succinctly Peter stated that conclusion. And I think he is exactly right. Again, critical thinking requires you to take the most obvious answer that requires the least amount of conjecture and speculation and the least amount of twisting of and ignoring facts. So I invite anybody who disagrees with this to please respond. Let&#039;s keep the conversation and going. But I think that the case is quite clear, we will still continue to go forward and get into the other claims that the other side uses and relies on to insist that Joseph was a polygamist despite this overwhelming body of hard physical evidence that I think simply cannot be overcome. So thank you for being here for this episode and please stay tuned much, much more to come.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 160: The Nauvoo Expositor Affidavits -- Reboot&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 160&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2025-03-09&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = pwV4xWnaPew&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Austin Cowles, Expositor, Jane Law, Joseph Smith, Nauvoo, William Law&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Church History&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;This is the one. Please watch to the end.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * Nauvoo Expositor (Affidavits on pg 2) https://docs.google.com/document/d/1O...&lt;br /&gt;
* Joseph Smith July 16 Sermon:&lt;br /&gt;
* Franklin D Richars: https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* William Clayton:&lt;br /&gt;
* https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* Levi Richards: https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.o...&lt;br /&gt;
* Willard Richards – Joseph Smith “Journal” https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* High Council Minutes&lt;br /&gt;
* https://archive.org/details/NauvooHig...&lt;br /&gt;
* Early History of the Reorganization by Edmund C. Briggs (searchable online version)&lt;br /&gt;
* https://www.centerplace.org/library/b...&lt;br /&gt;
* Nauvoo City Council Minutes: June 8,1844: https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* June 10, 1844:&lt;br /&gt;
* https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* -Joseph Smith June 16, 1844 sermon&lt;br /&gt;
* https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hyrum Smith April 8 Sermon https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.o...&lt;br /&gt;
* Brigham Young Quote: June 21, 1874 “While we were in England, I think, the Lord manifested to me by visions and by his spirit, things that I did not then understand…Joseph had never mentioned this, there had never been a thought of it in the church that I knew anything about at the time…When I returned home and Joseph revealed these things to me, I then understood the reflections that were upon my mind while in England. But this was not until after I had told him what I understood… this was in 1841; the Revelation was given in 1843, but the doctrine was revealed before this.&amp;quot; (Complete Discourses vol 5, pg 1101)&lt;br /&gt;
* Soon-to-be Vice President of the United States, Schuyler Colfax, June 17, 1865 “... the revelations of the Doctrine and Covenants declared for monogamy, but that polygamy was a later revelation commanded by God to him [Brigham] and a few others, and permitted and advised to the rest of the church” (see, quoted in The Western Galaxy, Vol. I, p. 247)&lt;br /&gt;
* Happiness Letter:&lt;br /&gt;
* https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* Catherine Lewis: https://archive.org/stream/CatherineL...&lt;br /&gt;
* Times and Season Feb. 1, 1844&lt;br /&gt;
* https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital...&lt;br /&gt;
* Times and Seasons March 15, 1844&lt;br /&gt;
* https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital...&lt;br /&gt;
* China Creek Letter Cut from History: https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* Times and Seasons April 1, 1844&lt;br /&gt;
* https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital...&lt;br /&gt;
* William Clayton Letter: https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.o...&lt;br /&gt;
* William Clayton Affidavit:&lt;br /&gt;
* https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.o...&lt;br /&gt;
* July 12, 1843 Official Business:&lt;br /&gt;
* https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/ref...&lt;br /&gt;
* Smith Family Land Deed (Emma and Children):&lt;br /&gt;
* https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hyrum Smith Land Deed:&lt;br /&gt;
* https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/pap...&lt;br /&gt;
* Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy online:&lt;br /&gt;
* https://restorationbookstore.org/page...&lt;br /&gt;
* vol. 3, chapter 14 - 15 https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/010...&lt;br /&gt;
* https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/010...&lt;br /&gt;
* Nauvoo School Announcement:&lt;br /&gt;
* http://boap.org/LDS/Nauvoo-Neighbor/1... (pg 4, 2nd column)&lt;br /&gt;
* Jason Briggs: Basis of Brighamite Polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
* https://www.latterdaytruth.org/pdf/10...&lt;br /&gt;
* William Law 1887 Interview: https://william-law.org/publications/...&lt;br /&gt;
* Video on Nauvoo Counterfeiting: • 704: Were Nauvoo Leaders Counterfeite...&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h00m00s 00:00:00] The Novo expositor has become a hot topic again, and many people, including John Dehlin, have asked to know my views on it. I have already responded to it extensively, and since this video from almost a year and a half ago directly answers many of the questions coming up again, I decided to go ahead and repost it. It&#039;s part 2 in my series of the expositor, and I think it&#039;s a good one. Enjoy. Welcome to 132 Problems revisiting Mormon polygamy, where we explore the scriptural and theological case for plural marriage and in this episode in particular, I think destroy the historical case for Joseph&#039;s plural marriage. I am so glad that you are here. This, there is a lot that we are going to get to. I think you are going to be overwhelmed with information in this episode in the best possible way. It has been. Slog, so much research, so much work, but I think absolutely, totally worth it. I want to again thank all of those serious, sincere thanks to anyone who has donated to this podcast and thank you to anyone else who feels like they can. I really appreciate it. I also want to say I hope that you will share this episode far and wide. I think this information is so important. And needs to be brought to the discussion. So I&#039;m so glad that you are here. I want to get into it, so thank you for joining us as we take this deep dive into the quickly becoming less murky water of Joseph&#039;s polygamy. I&#039;m hoping that most of you have watched part one, but since it&#039;s been a couple of weeks, I&#039;m just going to do a quick recap. If you&#039;ll remember, we spent that episode really digging into the character and especially the motivations of the Navo conspirators, the Laws, Fosters, and Higbees. I did that mainly to dispel the claim that polygamy was the issue, that William Law in particular was just a loyal, faithful, honest guy who just couldn&#039;t abide polygamy and then to show the character of all. Of those, all of those conspirators. So we talked about their deep financial motivations that I didn&#039;t and and their corrupt business practices. I didn&#039;t even go enough into that. There&#039;s a lot of evidence that I didn&#039;t cover of several of them using Joseph Smith&#039;s name to defraud people out of their money to say Joseph is backing what I&#039;m doing and getting people to invest or to buy in and then taking their money, and the complaints would come afterwards to Joseph Smith. There were many other things like that. We talked. About their immorality, every single one of them had major moral problems from William Law&#039;s adultery to Wilson Law being caught on the floor with a teenage orphan girl to, is it Francis Higbee&#039;s venereal disease, Chauncey Higbee&#039;s joining with Bennett in the attempted seductions of young girls, not to mention everything happening with the Fosters. It goes on and on and on, right? So we talked about a lot of that. Then we went into They&#039;re very blatant death threats against Joseph Smith. They&#039;re joining with a guy like Joseph Jackson, the very worst person to ever enter anything to do with Mormonism or Navvo, joining with him to plot to take out the entire Smith family there and then we talked about their strategy to try to usurp Joseph, take out the Smith family and take. Over his position they started an alternate church. They did the entire legal strategy and several other things. I wanted to continue on with that to show the newspaper strategy, how they were using the newspapers and and the rest of the legal strategy that they used to finally lead to the martyrdom. But so I was going to start there this time, but I really realized that there is just so Much material and I don&#039;t want people to feel like they&#039;re being left hanging for the stuff about the affidavits.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h03m54s 00:03:54] That&#039;s a really, really big question. So I decided to just hit right on the affidavits in this episode and then if I can stand to do anything else with the expositor in part three, I&#039;ll go back to where I left off and cover the rest of those questions and get into, I guess I do need to do it because get into the other. questions of credibility of the other sources that people think lend some credence to these claims against Joseph Smith, Joseph and Hiram Smith. So, so part two though, we are just going to get right to it to the claims of the affidavits, right? And what they do show, what they don&#039;t show, what they prove, what they actually disprove, all of, all of those questions. So. I&#039;m first going to just read the affidavits. There are 3 of them. They&#039;re not very long, and then I&#039;ll explain the claims about them, and then we&#039;ll start digging in. I, I have to say one of the hardest things with all of this, but with this episode in particular was knowing how to get all of the information across. Like, if I could just take what I&#039;ve read and studied and just like put it into other people&#039;s brains, that would be so easy, but it&#039;s really hard to get this piece and this piece and this piece that are all such important pieces. So I ask you to please stick. Me through this entire episode. Even if you need to take it in chunks, come back. Please make sure you get all the way to the end, because there are very, very important pieces of evidence all the way through to the very end that you need to know. Even if you still want to insist that Joseph was the originator of polygamy and that the affidavits prove that, you need this evidence so you can at least argue from any credibility. You need to answer these incredibly important. direct questions and problems to your case. You need to know what they are, so please don&#039;t miss any of this episode. I&#039;m going to try and be as concise as I can, so let&#039;s get on with it. OK. The first affidavit is William Law. It says, I hereby certify that Hiram Smith did in his office read to me a certain written document, which he said was a revelation from God. He said that he, he, he said that he was with Joseph when it was received. He afterwards gave me the document to read, and I took it to my house and read it. And showed it to my wife and returned it the next day. The revelations, so called, authorized certain men to have more wives than one at a time in this world and in the world to come. It said this was the law and commanded Joseph to enter into the law and also that he should administer to others. Several other items were in the revelation supporting the above doctrines, doctrines William Law, Hancock County, right? So that&#039;s William Laws and um, oh, there are so many things I want to say about all of these as I go, but I&#039;ll try to just keep, keep going, but. No, he doesn&#039;t tell us when this supposedly happened. We don&#039;t have any indication of a day, a time, a time of year, even a year. So let&#039;s get to the next one. This is Jane Law, um,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h06m44s 00:06:44] William Law&#039;s wife. I certify that I read the revelation referred to in the above affidavit of my husband. It sustained in strong terms the doctrine of more wives than one at a time in this world and in the next. It authorized some to have to the number of 10 and set forth that those women who would not allow their husband to have more wives. Than one should be under condemnation before God, Jane Law. So there&#039;s, there&#039;s the next one. These were all taken May 4th, 1844 printed in the June 7th novel expositor. So the next one I&#039;m going to skip over the legalese. This was Austin Cowells. I&#039;ll start here. In the latter part of the summer, 1843, the patriarch Hiram Smith did in the High Council of which I was a member, introduced what he said was a revelation given through the prophet. That the said Hirum Smith did a say that means endeavor to read the said revelation in the said counsel, that according to his reading there was contained the following doctrines first, the sealing up of persons to eternal life against all sins save that of shedding innocent blood or of consenting thereto. Second, the doctrine of a plurality of wives or marrying virgins that David and Solomon had many wives, yet in this they sinned not save in the matter of Uriah. This revelation with other evidence that the aforesaid heresies were taught and practiced in the church determined me to leave the office of first counselor to the president of the church at Navvoo. Inasmuch as I dared not teach or administer such laws and further depondits sayeth not, so that&#039;s Austin Kells. OK, there&#039;s so much to go over here. I think that we&#039;re going to have to save for the third part, really getting into the claims in these in depth and looking at all of the other, well, the very few other claims of polygamy that the Navo expositor made or that any of the signers of the affida. Davids or any of the conspirators made because that will be an important thing to see if this really was an issue that was a true issue at all and if they had any information about it. So, um, but right now we&#039;re just going to look at these affidavits. There&#039;s so much to cover here. So first, just pay attention to who it was that witnessed these and signed them, who the lawyer was, right? Robert Foster again, the murderous guy who held a gun to his wife&#039;s head, wife&#039;s head, and Aimed guns at Joseph Smith and many others, he was just threatening to kill everyone all over the place, so it doesn&#039;t prove anything. Just again speaks to the character of this crew that was that was doing this. So, OK, so the argument is, I&#039;ll restate it, right? These were published during Joseph Smith&#039;s life a few weeks before he was killed. They contain clear similarities to parts of Section 132, the plurality of wives, eternal polygamy as a law. Condemnation of women who object, mention of virgins, mentioning David and Solomon, sealed up despite any sin but murder. So those are the similarities for now in this episode. We&#039;ll have to say that we will ignore the equally, if not far more important differences between the affidavits and Section 132. We&#039;re just going to look at this claim. They say since all of those things are the same. These affidavits prove that 132, as we have it now, the revelation existed in during Joseph&#039;s lifetime. So they proved that Joseph was the originator of polygamy. So, OK, I just have to really quickly say again, as many of you will understand, if you would put it in a different context, it is very easy to feel certain about things when you don&#039;t have very much information about them, right? Everyone who has left the church, who used to have a fervent testimony but then learned a little bit more,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h10m26s 00:10:26] should be able to understand that, including those of us who stay in the church and have learned. More right, it&#039;s really easy to have black and white certain thinking when you just don&#039;t have all of the information. So I&#039;m hoping that you will understand the importance of getting more information, getting a better grasp on the information, trying to understand why you think you know what you think you know and where it comes from, right, so that you can know how to make more reliable claims, so. The critical question the Navvo expositor affidavits pose is, was the revelation William and Jane Law claimed to see and that Austin Cowells claimed to hear R in the Navvo council the same as what we now have in Section 132, right? That&#039;s the question we&#039;re investigating. That&#039;s what we&#039;re going to try to answer in this episode. And um that seems to be the consensus from all the church historians, the other historians, all of the anti-Morrons like this is what everyone says, which the more I&#039;ve looked in it, I cannot understand why, but it seems to be the consensus. So we&#039;re going to try to get to the bottom of it and see if it should be the consensus, if this should be what we believe. And so um anyway, remember also that most of the narrative, well, all of the narrative we have about Section 132 comes from William Clayton, right, and his testimony. So we&#039;re going to look into that to some extent as well, so we can understand what we think we know. I should have specified all the information we have about the origin of 132 comes from William Clayton. To get to the bottom of this, we need to ask a few additional questions because they formed the basis of our narrative that 132, as we now have it existed and is what Hirum read to the city council and passed around the city. So the first question is, is our understanding of the coming forth of Section 132 trustworthy? Can we believe those claims based solely in William Clayton on William Clayton, right? Second, are the authors of the affidavits. Fully trustworthy, can we believe absolutely everything they say for sure. And third, is there possibly any other explanation, maybe one that is much better that makes a lot more sense, that relies far less on the highly spurious accounts and that matches up with the rest of the evidence and that is just much more solid and reliable in every way. Is that a possibility? That&#039;s what we&#039;re going to explore. So spoiler. I vote for number 3. There is, there is, that is the best answer because there is a much better explanation that I think that you will see in this episode and continuing on into further episodes. The best answer for all of this is the evidence, the solid evidence that certain elders, including Brigham Young, Heber C. Kimball, and others, including William the Wannabe Clayton, who desperately just wanted to be included in anything, what could What could make that guy happier than to be able to claim that he was alone with Joseph and Hiram, and he wrote the revelation that no one else knew about. Stay tuned. I hope that you guys have watched the first episode I did with Jeremy Hoop on William Clayton. We are about to record the second episode on William Clayton that will air the week after this one does. So I really hope you guys will stay tuned to that because there is this guy matters. It&#039;s important to really understand him. So anyway, Those elders were going around pursuing polygamy, falsely invoking Joseph&#039;s name just as John Bennett had done, just as the conspirator the expositor conspirators did about their investments and their attempted seductions, right, and very possibly passing around at least one,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h14m11s 00:14:11] if not possibly more fake revelations which they claimed falsely were from Joseph and then later further. Edited and amalgamated with the true revelation from Joseph on eternal marriage that we will get into. They put those all together to create what we now have as Section 132. If you are tempted to laugh this off, I challenge you to actually listen to this entire episode. And then, then let&#039;s talk. Then I&#039;m happy to engage and answer questions. I love that. So please just get the information first. So even as I said, even if you want to continue to argue, no, absolutely, I insist that the expositor proves that 132 came from Joseph Smith based on William Clayton&#039;s claims. Even if you want to continue to insist that, you need this information to be able to do so with any credibility whatsoever. You need to answer these things. So, OK, here we go. This is where we&#039;re going to start and remember our entire understanding is based on William Clayton, right? As I said, so we&#039;re going to go into this much more later and Um, but if we look at what he wrote in his journal, right, what we claim is his journal, and what he testified 30 years later in a 1871 letter and in 1874 affidavit, he claims that he wrote the revelation for Joseph the morning of July 12th, 1844. The reason he wrote it is because Hiram wanted to Vince Emma and said the doctrine is so plain I can get any man or woman to believe it. If they can just hear the revelation, he knew that that they would believe it. So that&#039;s the claim we have July 2, 1843, right? Just four days later, Sunday, July 16th, 1843, after four days after Joseph dictated this moment. important revelation of the restoration, at least according to Brigham Young and the polygamists, that&#039;s what they always said when his, so he had just received this revelation. His marriage was barely hanging on by a thread, right? Remember, according to this claim, he had to give Emma all of the church property and all of the city property just to keep her from divorcing him. Right, based again only on Clayton&#039;s claims. There&#039;s no other evidence for that. We&#039;ll go, we&#039;ll get into it. But this Sunday, the 16th, Joseph preached all day, both morning and evening at the stand in the grove near and west of the temple, the temple that was under construction. So Joseph preached the entire day, 4 days after receiving these this revelation, right? And I need to point out these Were important sermons among many other things. Without mentioning names, he spoke of secret enemies in the cities, foes of his own house. He also announced Hirum was now to be the prophet and president of the church. Joseph would no longer prophesy. Hiram had that authority because it was his birthright, so that was a big, big thing to announce, right? There were some other things as well. That afternoon he taught principles of eternal marriage. What&#039;s awesome about this is we have contemporaneous accounts and multiple accounts, so it&#039;s not depending on one guy or on 30 years later memories. We know that this happened. Joseph taught on eternal marriage while his marriage was hanging on by a thread, right, right after receiving a revelation on polygamy. So interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h17m38s 00:17:38] So we&#039;ll read some of the various accounts. Franklin D. Richards, I think, is the best. It has the most information. Um, he recorded that Joseph taught all blessings that were ordained for man by the counsel of Heaven were on the conditions of obedience to the law thereof. No man can obtain an eternal blessing until the contract or covenant be made in view of eternity. Remember some of these code words, right, or these important phrases in view of eternity. All contracts in view of. This life only in view of this life only terminate with this life. And then he spoke of the case of the woman and seven husbands in Luke 20, right? OK, so keep that in mind as well. I&#039;ll go into it a little bit more, but remember the Sadducees came to Jesus and said, Whose wife would this woman be if her 7 husbands die? And it was a trick question about Lever at. Marriage, right? Something that didn&#039;t apply anymore, that was just an old law for old times. So Joseph, that question made him think, oh, Jesus says they no longer give or are giving in marriage. And so Joseph wanted to know what that meant for marriage and received these answers about eternal marriage that you need to be married in view of eternity. And he got that based on Luke 20. Remember some of these critical things, and those who don&#039;t are only made angels to minister to those who shall be heirs of salvation, never becoming sons of God, having never kept the law of God, i.e. eternal law. OK, that&#039;s what Joseph taught. William, now it&#039;s important in this because I know people might just have it so amalgamated in their brain that they can&#039;t, they can&#039;t recognize the very important distinctions, right? Some of these things are in Section 132. That doesn&#039;t mean that all of these things are in Section 132. That&#039;s the whole point, right? So so anyone who needs to keep it straight in their brain, it&#039;s a good idea to go through and check, OK, this fits here, this fits here, but it&#039;s not clean because remember Brigham&#039;s way of doing things is. The historian&#039;s way was to add little keywords here, switch up little phrases here, right? That&#039;s kind of the way, the way that they did things. But let&#039;s keep going on. William Clayton recorded and I&#039;ll include his because it lines up with what the other people recorded. He showed that a man must enter into an internal covenant with his wife in this world, or he will have no claim on her in the next. He said that he could not reveal the fullness of these things until the temple is completed, etc. Um, so it is interesting that William Clayton at other times later on really fills out and adds a lot of additional teachings, but this is what he had taught what he claimed Joseph taught in this sermon that does fit with the other accounts. This is from Levi Richards. He said that Joseph spoke of contracts and covenants made from life, made from life and with life, the necessity of the temple that the servants of God may be sealed in their foreheads. So you can see some of the similarities, right? Willard Richard&#039;s account and Joseph&#039;s journal, which we know was not kept contemporaneously because we know that he always recorded it later on. Even the Joseph Smith papers historians admit this, that he would get notes and different things and then bring them together and then later on create the journal, right? So this is the entry for the 16th of July 1843 Sunday preached all day, or a.m. and p.m. at the stand in the grove near and west of the temple concerning a man&#039;s foes beingba of his own house, such as having secret enemies in the city, intermingling with the saints,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h21m08s 00:21:08] etc. and proposing Hiram Smith as a prophet that he might be a priest. So, so the hearers tell the story. So apparently Willard wasn&#039;t even there and he didn&#039;t. Ask Joseph. He just listened to other people. Then this is what&#039;s interesting. He didn&#039;t include anything else. He didn&#039;t include anything about eternal marriage, right? He left 4 lines blank, and then he left the entire next page blank. So apparently so that he could come fill it in after they figured out what they needed or wanted it to say, right? Remember, he was one of these polygamists. So, um, again, point out the entire day of preaching, saying extremely shocking things. including that Hiram is now the president and the prophet, which caused a lot of upheaval and a lot of pushback, claiming that we have traitors among us, which also caused a lot of upheaval upheaval and a lot of pushback, and also saying that marriage must be for eternity, which also was a revolutionary doctrine because it seemed to contradict the Bible and that caused quite a bit of pushback, right? These were all very revolutionary things that he was willing to say. Again, he taught this while his marriage was on the rocks, right, when he had just um dictated the revelation on polygamy, but this is, this is what he taught all day. And for people who like speak and preach and teach, you need some preparation. Put some thought into that, right? You get your thoughts together, you really rely on the spirit and you see the Lord developing ideas. So it&#039;s really weird that he would have this revelation, have all of this on his mind, and none of it would show up in an entire day of preaching. None of it would show up anywhere, even in his mood or in And like, right, nothing was recorded, so that&#039;s a problem right there. And then, um, also it&#039;s weird that doc that Hiram would claim the doctrine is so plain I convince I can convince any reasonable man or woman of its truth, purity, and heavenly origin. That&#039;s from. of of Clayton&#039;s records that he thought it was so plain and so obvious that anyone would get it, but he didn&#039;t say anything about it at all or even anything like it. It doesn&#039;t show up at all. So it&#039;s really, really. Interesting. I, I will say that I wish I had read all of this, done all of this research before I did my episode on what about eternal marriage, because I didn&#039;t realize that Joseph taught about eternal marriage so extensively and having absolutely nothing to do with polygamy. So those who want to claim that polygamy and eternal marriage are indistinguishably tied together. just because they show up together in Section 132, they&#039;re actually completely wrong. We have Joseph on record extensively teaching about eternal marriage, about being married in view of eternity without anything to do with polygamy. So that&#039;s a really good thing to know that made me happy. And again, this provides some the beginning of the evidence that there were separate documents, right, that there were separate things going around. So, um, apparently though, however, according to Austin Cowell&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h24m12s 00:24:12] narrative, in the expositor, while it was too dangerous to teach anything about the revelation four days after it was written to all of the faithful saints, Hiram freely read the revelation just a month later to the entire high council, right? So. The reason it couldn&#039;t be known is because it was so super secret, except when it wasn&#039;t, except when it could be public, made public, right? And Cals again, just like um the laws, he doesn&#039;t give us a date. He says it was the latter part of the summer in 43. We have conflicting dates of when that supposedly. Happened mostly from other much later and motivated sources, right, who gave statements after the Clayton narrative had been established, which was done in with full awareness of Cowell&#039;s affidavit, right? It&#039;s not hard to make things match up when you have full access to the previous claims, but In any case, despite the inconsistent dates, the church has settled on August 12th as the date that Hiram supposedly read this revelation, but we can&#039;t confirm it because there is no record of this happening. The high council kept minutes, right? It was pretty, pretty organized, pretty important to keep records. We know that that&#039;s part of what they did, and these are the only contempo, contemporaneous records we have, even Cowell&#039;s statement. Which is the first claim we have of Hiram reading this that doesn&#039;t come until a year later, right? So the very best records we have of what happened in the high council are the high council minutes, and here they are, and you&#039;ll notice it&#039;s really interesting how sparse they are, how little is written. There are again later claims explained. Leaning that away, but what we have right here are the con contemporaneous records. So let&#039;s read them. August 12, 1843, council met according to um adjournment, I think, at Hirum Smith&#039;s office. No business before the council teaching by President Hirum Smith and William Marks. Adjournment till next Sunday, 2 o&#039;clock p.m. Josea Stout. Clerk. Then the 19th, I&#039;ll just include that for good measure, counsel met according to adjournment at Hirum&#039;s office with Marks and Cows presiding. Then it goes on to give a list of those who attended, right? And it doesn&#039;t have Hirum listed as attending there, which is maybe part of why we say it was the 12th that he must have taught it. So a couple of things to point out, right? Just like I said, they kept these minutes for a reason so that they would have a record of what happened. And many meetings have very extensive detailed records of all of the business that happened. If something this major would have happened, Hirum shocking the entire high council with by reading this revelation, there would be record of it, right? It would have been included in the minutes for. Sure it would have at the very least been written in journals, in letters. We have so many letters going around with ideas of things that were being taught. There is not a single record of Hiram reading this until, well, first Austin Kells and then the decades later claims that were built on what Austin Kewell said. So I think That&#039;s important to recognize.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h27m25s 00:27:25] Anyone who wants to claim it was just too dangerous that he, you know, they couldn&#039;t write anything about it. That falls flat. It&#039;s so ludicrous to claim that when Hiram read it to the entire high council, right? And when there were already all of these wives and all of these people being brought into it every time you tried to bring someone into it you were risking them. Revealing it, and Hiram wasn&#039;t even carefully trying to bring people into it. He just read the dang thing and not in front of the whole high council. So, um, so it&#039;s, it&#039;s impossible to believe that there would be no record of it in any journal anywhere. Then the things to note, I think is that we&#039;ll just go quickly over, no attendance. Last is given for the 12th, so we don&#039;t actually even know who was there. You will see that people will claim to know who was there, but they must. The only attendance is listed on the 19th, so people must be dishonestly applying the attendance on the 19th to the 12th because we don&#039;t have an attendance for the 12th then. The fact that the that the minutes are used though to claim this was the day because they say teaching by President Hiram Smith, that&#039;s used to confirm that this was the day the polygamy revelation was read. But the huge thing that they completely unders um, like ignore and neglect and try to brush away is that the teaching was done by Hiram Smith and William Marks, the stake president, the highest in authority at the meeting other than Hirum. This, he was the state president and this was his high counsel, right? He was not only there, he was presiding and teaching alongside Hirum that day. And he never heard anything about the polygamy revelation. I find this I find it unbelievable that people completely ignore and gloss over this fact. And so like the contemporaneous minutes we have right now, right here for the meeting should disprove this claim the same way we used to claim. Hyrum was teaching, so it must have been then William Marks was teaching as well. And so remember, let&#039;s go over a few things about William Marks. He was, he is universally recognized as a very good man with a ton of integrity, not like William Law, who was who that was only claimed by himself in the fraudulent. Mark Hoffman version of his diary and by those who were using his testimony to go after Joseph Smith, you know, for the anti-Mormons, anyone who was on their side was a very good person. Not like that. William Marks genuinely, from everyone on all sides was recognized as a very good man of deep integrity and goodness and selflessness. And so like some people thought he should have made a claim for the church. He didn&#039;t, right? He just tried to do what he thought. was right. He tried to help Emma after the martyrdom, but he was quite violently whittled out of town by Brigham&#039;s gangs. And so the whistlers and whittlers that were actually fully grown men with Bowie knives, right, that would, would often rough people up quite a bit on their way out of town. So this is who William Marks is, and I read several, I also want to point out, remind everyone, he He gave a very consistent account throughout his life of a conversation he had with Joseph Smith just a few weeks before he was killed. He did not vary that account. It&#039;s very consistent, which gives it even more credibility, right? I read three versions, I think of it in my episode I did on the RLD, even the RLDS admit that Joseph was a polygamist. That was said tongue in cheek, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h30m58s 00:30:58] And I will read two other versions here to make it even more clear. So this is reading from William Marks. Just before his death, so almost a year after that high council meeting, I had quite a long talk with him, meaning Joseph Smith. I had been feeling badly about the rumors that were being circulated about polygamy and those old stories started by John C. Bennett concerning spiritual wives, and I was fearful that Joseph was mixed up with them in some way. So remember, note, the only way he knows about the stories of spiritual wifery or polygamy are from John C. Bennett. Not from Joseph or Hiram. And if he had heard a revelation from Hiram that had been given to Joseph, he wouldn&#039;t have to wonder if Joseph was mixed up in it. He would know, right? Um, let&#039;s see. But in his conversation, he denounced all those things in the strongest language possible, and I became satisfied that Joseph was not abetting the crime of polygamy in any sense or form. And in fact, he told me that he would go on the stand the very next Sunday and announce it publicly and also advised me to look up the matter in the most. Thorough manner. And if I found anyone in the church who was teaching spiritual wives or any form of polygamy to bring charges against them, and he would help me to prosecute them until the church was cleansed of all such characters. OK, you can claim that Joseph was lying if you know, that&#039;s how people might be hearing this. But then William Marks would have to be lying too. You have to make sense of that, right? And the fact is this is consistent with everything Joseph consistently always did that we will go into. Um, his language was in such earnest solicitude for the welfare of the church and against evil in any direction that I was much encouraged and was determined to stand by him to my utmost ability. I then said, this is now Edmund Briggs speaking, Brother Marx, do you know anything of that purported revelation concerning polygamy as published in the SE by Orson Pratt? So remember this was the the the revelation Section 132 wasn&#039;t printed in the Doctrine of the Covenant until 1876, I believe. And so at this time, the only place they had Access to it was in Orson Pratt&#039;s this year, and um, he replied, I never saw any such thing until I saw it in Pratt&#039;s paper, nor did I ever hear of it during Joseph&#039;s life. It was evidently gotten up by Brigham Young and some of the 12 after Joseph&#039;s death. He said, I think Joseph had been deceived in some men who were hovering around him. And that he had not been aware of their real character until just before his death. In fact, since then, I have been led to believe that it was hidden from Joseph until just before his death. So that&#039;s on Briggs&#039; book page 106, and there&#039;s yet another account, another conversation later in his life when Edmund Briggs reported a conversation he had with William Marks. So the first one is firsthand from William Marks. This is Edwin Edmund. Briggs reporting a conversation, he said, Did you, when you had that conversation with Brother Joseph, think he had been in any way mixed up in polygamy or had favored it? He replied, meaning marks, No, I had more confidence in him at that time than I ever had in my life before and was satisfied that he was pure from that gross crime. I had been troubled over the condition of the church for some time and been fearful that Joseph did not bring the pressure against some men in the church that he should have done. And that seems to be accurate, right? That&#039;s how Joseph got himself in trouble. Like we&#039;ve already talked about, he was too forgiving. He always believed in second chances. He was too trusting. William Marks thought he should have gotten rid of people before he did, and he was probably right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h34m29s 00:34:29] Um, you see, from John C. Bennett&#039;s time there had been so many rumors going going the rounds. I was fearful that there might be something in the stories that float that might implicate Joseph, and this was an interesting thing to see as well that he was like, everyone is saying this, there must be some truth to it, right? It&#039;s the same case we make. If there&#039;s this much smoke, there has to be fire. So many people were starting rumors that even William Marks, Joseph Joseph&#039;s close friend and the state president. Worried that there might be some truth to it, I think that can help us understand a lot of the later testimonies we have as well, right? So many people heard so many things they just knew them for sure and assumed that they were true. My husband mentioned in the episode I did with him that one of his hangups is that Sydney Rigdon didn&#039;t speak out more vociferously in defense of Joseph, but maybe he was suffering from the same situation. Who knows, right? I think this is an important insight that Marx gives us here. Um, but, um, let&#039;s see, but Joseph was so free and positive in his denunciation of polygamy in every form that I took courage, and I could see Joseph was in earnest and felt just as I did about it. But before the Sunday following our conversation, Joseph was having his suit and was killed before he had a chance to commence his investigation against those who, those whom he had suspicion of teaching it privily. This also matches up with an account we have from William Smith that I&#039;m just Thinking of right now, so I don&#039;t have it written down, but where he was at a dinner with Joseph just before his life and told him what Brigham and some of the elder elders were doing, and Joseph said, Oh, let me take care of these other things, and then I will take care of that and said, I&#039;m going to have problems with Brigham. He knew he was going to have troubles. That was also reported right before his death, continuing with Marx, but I thought he, I thought he had been deceived in some of the men and elders of the church and had too much confidence in some of them. I then said, Brother Marks, did you ever see the revelation on polygamy before it was published in 1852 by Mister Pratt? Marx emphatically replied, No, never. You were president of the stake at Navvo, and if Joseph had had such a revelation, would you not have been privileged according to custom to have seen it or heard of it? Yes, he replied, he replied, Yes, without a doubt. There was no such revelation, and that&#039;s true, right? These secret revelations, that wasn&#039;t a thing. There was no such revelation in existence when I lived in Navvo. Just after Joseph&#039;s death, Brigham Young would have this is important as well. Just after Joseph&#039;s death, Brigham Young would have showed it to me when I opposed his measures, right? If there was this succession crisis. If Brigham had this revelation from Joseph, he would have showed it to prove his case. Absolutely. That&#039;s such a good point. But he never pretended to any such thing to me that there was that there was such a revelation on the subject from Joseph. So those are pretty important testimonies to consider from the man who was standing alongside Hirum Smith teaching with him in that meeting. Like each one of these things should be enough, but there&#039;s so much more. OK, moving on. The city council meetings than the following year when they were dealing with the expositor, the city.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h37m32s 00:37:32] Council meetings we went into um in part one on June 8th and June 10th, they, um, important information is added there as well um they record Joseph&#039;s and Hirum&#039;s responses to Austin Cowell&#039;s claims that they that Hirum read that revelation, whatever it was, and they line up perfectly with all of the other accounts and records that we have. Other than William Clayton and the later Utah decades later, um, testimonies, right? That&#039;s why it&#039;s important to look at the contemporaneous things because some of these things are a mess. William Clayton sticks out like a sore thumb. Everything else lines up perfectly except him. That&#039;s why we call him into question. That&#039;s why we need to do the deep dive. That&#039;s why his diaries, which have never been released, are so important. And so suspect. I think it&#039;s valid to ask those questions. So, OK, let&#039;s go into the city council meetings. In both June 8th and in both the June 8th and June 10th meetings, Hiram explained explained very clearly that quote, The revelation read to the high counsel was an answer to a question concerning things which transpired in former days and had no reference to the present time. So this is actually The only way other than Austin Kells, this is the only way we know that Hiram did read a revelation in the high council meeting because he said he did, and he very likely could have read it on the day he was teaching with William Marks. So the question isn&#039;t did Hirum read a revelation. The question is what revelation might Hirum have read that William Marks could have heard and still not heard anything about polygamy or Section 132, right? And then on the 10th he repeats himself and says he said that it referred to former days, not to the present time as stated by Cows. Joseph added, On inquiry of the passage in the resurrection they neither marry nor are given in marriage, I received for answer. Men in this life must be married in view of eternity. That was the amount of the revelation. Otherwise they must remain remain as angels in heaven. OK, will you please note how that matches up perfectly with Franklin D. Rich Richard&#039;s contemporaneous account of exactly what Joseph taught publicly, right? Let&#039;s put them side by side. All blessings that were ordained for man by the counsel of Heaven were on the conditions of obedience to the laws thereof. No man can attain an eternal blessing unless, um, lest the contract or covenant be made in view of eternity, right? He said, they must be married in view of eternity. All contracts in this life only terminate with this life and talks about the case of the woman with seven husbands, which is Luke 20, which is exactly what Joseph referred to. It&#039;s Luke 20:35, that verse where they neither marry nor are given in marriage that Joseph was talking about when he received this revelation on eternal marriage, which would have been what Hiram Smith read. It&#039;s consistent with everything we know. There are more things that go on, um, otherwise they must be single and alone in the. Internal world and that and are only made angels to minister to those who will be heirs of salvation, never becoming sons of God, never having kept the law of God. You can see the similarities there, right? If you want to claim that there are similarities between the affidavits and 132, will you please acknowledge the incredible similarities between what we know Joseph preached publicly and what he claimed the revelation was that he acknowledged that he preached publicly, that he spent Whole day preaching on or at least a whole afternoon, right? And that Hiram later read to the high council, which would be fine to do because it had already been preached publicly.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h41m14s 00:41:14] Can we like make sense of all of this, please? It fits perfectly. Oh, also, let&#039;s note that it&#039;s talking about Luke chapter 20, which again is talking about lever at marriage, which is a law from former times that had no reference to today, right? Exactly as Hirum said. Levert marriage was a terrible Old Testament ridiculous law because as we, as I went into on the episode on that, women were property of the family. They were purchased, and if their husband died, then the woman hadn&#039;t, you know, fulfilled the investment that the family put into her by having children for the family. That&#039;s what that was based in. It had no reference today, so Hiram also was completely accurate in saying it was just about the laws from the former times, not for today. Makes complete sense, stands up. it&#039;s consistent. This works perfectly, right, as opposed to all of the later lies. So anyway, let we can read those scriptures that it came from. This is, um, oh no, what I want to go to now is looking at how this part got amalgamated into Section 132, right? If we read verses 15 through 17, you&#039;ll see how they match up perfectly with what Joseph and Hirum claimed the revelation was and what they both taught publicly. Therefore, if a man marry him a wife in the world, and he marry her not by me nor by my word, and he covenant with her so long as he is in the world and she with him. Their covenant and marriage are not of force when they are dead and when they are out of the world. Therefore, they are not bound by any law when they are out of the world. See how this matches up perfectly. Therefore, when they are out of the world, they neither, neither marry nor are given in marriage. There&#039;s the reference to Luke 20, but are appointed as angels in heaven, as both Joseph said publicly and said, he said in the city council meeting, um, are as angels in heaven, which angels are ministering servants to minister to those who are worthy of a. Far more at an exceeding and eternal weight of glory, for these angels did not abide my law. Therefore, they cannot be enlarged but remain separately and singly without exaltation in their saved condition to all eternity. And from henceforth are not gods but are angels of God forever and ever. And I can&#039;t know if that last part is, I, you know, like Joseph, I mean, Brigham added things here and there, but this, when I had that experience of the Lord saying which parts are from me, uh, sorry. Um, that was a really profound experience I had, and I&#039;m just remembering the confirmation when I read these verses. That was my experience. So now being able to nail down. That they actually we have the record to prove that that&#039;s pretty profound to me. I, I&#039;m, this is, this has been a really cool study to embark upon. I also want to point out how I have talked repeatedly in previous episodes, going over how polygamy does not work scripturally, how these verses, in particular throughout this entire section, are strictly and specifically monogamous. It says repeatedly throughout this, if a man marry. Wife, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h44m18s 00:44:18] It says it in verse 1518, 19, and verse 26, A man, marry a wife. It is purely monogamous. It then describes the process that the two go through as a couple together to progress to exaltation, to have their, um, their covenant sealed by the Holy Spirit of promise, right? And I broke down in that episode how it couldn&#039;t work in any other way. These verses. Don&#039;t only, I, I mean only don&#039;t allow for polygamy or introduce polygamy. They actually preclude polygamy because the process it describes in these verses cannot work except one on 11 and one, husband and wife, man and woman together. That&#039;s the only way it works. So it&#039;s a completely consistent record and right there you can see how these different things were amalgamated into section 132. I hope this is becoming more and more clear. It&#039;s Pretty amazing. Um, let&#039;s see. Also, the mayor said he had never preached the revelation in private as he had in public. Again, we have the record. He preached it publicly on the temple stand, right? And, um, and he had not taught it to the anointed in the church in private, which many there at the meeting confirmed. So there were many ascents, that&#039;s true. And so this again, matches up perfectly with the rest of the record. And, um, Joseph Joseph&#039;s sermon July 16, 1844, he said, I am bold to declare that I have taught all the strong doctrines publicly and always stronger than what I teach in private. Again, that&#039;s true. That&#039;s consistent. He would have a revelation and reveal it publicly, right? Those were strong doctrines that he taught that day when he talked about Hiram becoming the president and the prophet and talked about eternal marriage and talked about that, I mean, those were strong doctrines. Right, he didn&#039;t teach them secretly go around and then give just like simple things in public. That&#039;s, he never did that. It would be so illogical for Joseph to be claiming these things here in this city council meeting. Again, this was not a public meeting. These were not public records. Joseph wasn&#039;t putting on a performance to try to get something. He he was seriously trying to grapple with what was happening. There was no reason for him to be lying. Many of the people in the city council meeting were also would have also been in the high council meeting, right? They like, why would, why would he allow this to be preached publicly in the high council meeting and then just lie about it in the city council meeting? It&#039;s so ridiculous to make these claims. It just does not make any sense. And again, to claim that like Joseph surrounded himself, that the people would assent to it in the city council because Joseph just surrounded himself by sycophants and yes men. That&#039;s, that&#039;s laughable as well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h47m12s 00:47:12] because it&#039;s Very own first counselors in his first presidency that are the reason that he&#039;s having to deal with this at all. Joseph absolutely did not surround himself only by yes men who would just say whatever he wanted them to say, or John Bennett and William Law wouldn&#039;t have done this, not to mention all of the others Sidney Rigdon, all of the Oliver Cowdery, all of the people who he did not surround himself by yes men. He was not one who, the only way you could do that is if you have authoritarian control as His successor did, and he was surrounded by yes men because he had authoritarian control, so everyone stayed in line with what he wanted. That&#039;s not who Joseph Smith did, and that&#039;s not what Joseph Smith was about, which the record makes clear he didn&#039;t have control over other people because he didn&#039;t seek to have control over other people. So, oh, there&#039;s so much more I want to say, but let&#039;s just keep going. OK, Joseph Smith said also they make it a criminality for a man to have a wife on earth while he has one in heaven, according to the keys of the holy priesthood, and he read the statement of William Law and the expositor where the Truth of God was transformed into a lie. OK, this one was interesting to dig into. So I went through and looked at Law&#039;s statement to see what Joseph would have read here, and it&#039;s the revelation so-called authorized certain men to have more wives than one at a time in this world and in the world to come. So Joseph, who clearly had never seen this false revelation and he didn&#039;t know what it was about, and he was trying to make sense of it, he connected Law&#039;s statement of having more than one wife on Earth and in heaven. I think it makes the most sense. He connected it to the claims that because Hirum had a dead wife who he was sealed to, that that somehow justified polygamy. I think. That he made that that that&#039;s what Joseph thought law must be talking about because Hiram&#039;s wife Jerusha had died, and we have a Hiram on record extensively talking about this exact problem, so they knew this was a problem, right? So Joseph saying they turned the truth of God into a lie, eternal marriage was the truth of God, and polygamy was the lie that they turned it into by their willful misunderstanding. And so let&#039;s, let&#039;s look into Hiram Smith&#039;s speech, that famous April 8th sermon, and I want to point out we have Thomas Bullock&#039;s record of it, but we also have records I now have found. Thank you. I just want to thank Sheryl Clout again and the prices for their great work because they just like Sheryl Clout told me the chapters to read and I read. And the prices had done such great work on this. They didn&#039;t have all of the pieces I have now because I have the Joseph Smith papers that they didn&#039;t have, and I&#039;ve been able to do more work, but they sure helped to let me see what is in the RLDS record. And so we do have this speech recorded in, in, um, you know, not not extensively, but we do have records of it in the RLDS record which interestingly, The LDS always claimed that were lies until now if we have the Joseph Smith papers, so we can validate and verify that the RLDS and the and the um prices were correct all along. I just think that&#039;s really interesting, so I have to give that shout out. But um let&#039;s see, I want to read, oh, so this is the Thomas Bullock version. Of Hirum&#039;s speech, which is the one that&#039;s there&#039;s still so much misunderstanding about this. Thomas Bullock&#039;s version has been removed from the Joseph Smith&#039;s papers project. The church historians under Brigham Young took Thomas Bullock&#039;s version and altered it and changed it and adjusted it just like they did with Joseph&#039;s journal and with the letter written to the relief society and so many other things,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h50m58s 00:50:58] they altered it, and that is still available on the Joseph Smith Papers Project, and that altered version is what&#039;s included in the church narrative and in the book Saints, and it is so incredibly deceptive. I just can&#039;t even believe it. So even people who I found a couple of websites where people are trying to call out this deception that the that the Joseph Smith papers has again removed the speech, they&#039;re again trying to make it disappear. And people don&#039;t know and and some people are using the altered version prepared for the church history that was edited and claiming that that&#039;s the original Thomas Bullock version, and it&#039;s not. We don&#039;t have a transcript of it. You have to go through the original, like, really hard to read. Well, I&#039;ll show it to you, the Thomas Bullock version to try to read what the original sermon was. So that&#039;s what I&#039;ve done, and I&#039;m going to read parts of it here. I&#039;m to read extensively because this is the sermon that Hirum gave apparently like 8 or 9 months after he read the beautiful clear revelation 132 to Emma Smith and then to the high counsel, and then he gave this speech 9 months later. So here it is. One reason I speak to the elders is in consequence of the 10,000 reports which come to me from abroad. Almost every fool. A man runs to me to inquire if such and such things are true and how many spiritual wives a man may have. I know nothing about it. What he might call a spiritual wife I should not know anything about. In about half an hour, um, in, in about half an hour after he is gone, another person begins to say the elders tell such and such things all over the country. I am authorized to tell you from henceforth that any man who comes in and tells any such damn fool doctrine to tell him to give up his license. We&#039;ll talk a little bit more about licenses. The elders were written licenses that were their approval to speak on behalf of the, you know, to do their missionary work. None but a fool teaches such stuff. The devil himself is not such a fool, and every elder who teaches such stuff ought to have his nose wrung, and anyone found guilty of such teaching will be published, and his license will be taken from him. I wish the elders of Israel to understand it is lawful for a man to marry a wife, but it is unlawful to have more, and God has not commanded any of you to have more. And if any of you dare to presume to do any such things, it, it will spoil your fun, for you will never, never have the spirit of God to preach the gospel. I despise a man who teaches a pack of stuff that will disgrace himself so. For a man to go into the world and to. Of the spiritual wife system, he is as as empty as an open sepulcher. If the coat suits anyone, let him put it on. I would call the devil my brother before such a man. I know I&#039;ve read this before in another episode, but we have to read it again cause it is so important. Now he, like Joseph, goes on to teach the true doctrine of eternal marriage. So there we, here we get the truth of God after he has dispelled the lie. The idea of marrying for eternity is the seal of the covenant and is easily understood, and as to speaking of it, I could make all the world believe it, for see, that&#039;s where we get that. It&#039;s so plain I could make anyone believe it. It comes from this speech. Do you see what they do? I could make all the world believe it, for it, it is noble and grand. It is necessary in consequence of the broken covenants in this world. Um, I read that the that what God, I read that what God joins together let no man put asunder. When I look at the seal of the covenant, it is during the natural lives, but it is, but it is an end there. But what is done by the Lord has an endless duration. No man is married in the morning of the resurrection,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h54m39s 00:54:39] but the marriage covenant must be joined by one who has authority in order to have effect in the morning of the resurrection. Perfect teaching on eternal marriage, right? Just like Joseph Smith taught, and they both claimed just like the revelation that Joseph received and that Hiram read to the city council, and for anyone who wants to say, well, then why doesn&#039;t, why didn&#039;t they publish it? Hirum goes on to say, these are not things that should be published abroad. Like he was saying, basically, this is the temple work. Joseph said, I can&#039;t More of this until we have the temple finished, which by the way, they never finished, but that&#039;s what Joseph said, and that&#039;s what Hiram says here as well. Like this is not meant to be published abroad. This is meant to be taught to the saints in Navu and according to Joseph, taught more in the temple when that was ready. I think that&#039;s like the consistency is amazing and recognizing this true doctrine that was taught is just beautiful. So Hirum continues, no spiritual wife doctrine ever. Oh, I lost my place, ever originated with me. God Almighty has given us a plan of salvation, redemption, and deliverance, and the power and authority of the holy priesthood. Under the Constitution of the Almighty God. Everything belongs to man legally and lawfully. Again, they have to follow the legal laws of the land, right? If a thing belongs to me legally, it cannot belong to anyone. I married me a wife. Now he&#039;s explaining the confusion. And I am the only man who has any right to her till we had 5 children. The covenant was made for our lives. She fell in the grave before God showed us his, I think that&#039;s his answer, showed us his answer. God has showed me that the covenant is dead and had no more force. Neither could I have her in the resurrection, but we should be angels. It troubled me. Brother Joseph said, you can be sealed to her upon the same principle as you can be baptized for the dead, and it&#039;s interesting to note here, well, there are so many changes. It&#039;d be an interesting episode to go just through the changes they made on this one speech, because it&#039;s important to recognize what they were and what they were trying to do, right? But this is an interesting little change. It doesn&#039;t say that. Hiram could be sealed to her. It says that she could, she, he could have her sealed to him. It&#039;s an important difference apparently, apparently they couldn&#039;t be sealed together as equals. The man is the center point and the women are the appendages that can be sealed to him, right? That&#039;s an interesting change right there. So anyway, we&#039;ll continue on. Hiyrum goes on in the speech to say if there is any man that has no sense and will make any story of such a fact, his name shall be published. And then continues. There is a power to seal on earth and in and in heaven. How the spirit of Elijah and Elias. I see a seal that shall never be broken and be in force in the morning of the resurrection. He jokes and makes fun of polygamy. I believe if a man has one wife in it, I believe, um, if a man has one wife in his life, I that must be written funny, and I know if I had two, I should not know what to do. They might quarrel about me and I might get a whipping one in. Enough, and I warn all of you not to attempt it. If any man preach any false doctrine, I shall disgrace him.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=00h57m40s 00:57:40] Get the wife that God and your country let you have. If any brother hears any person preach such stuff, wring his nose. Look out, or he may be stouter than you. So he&#039;s again making a joke. No man would have more than one wife, or they will beat him. If I was a woman and I got so fooled, I would hide my head. I give the sisters leave to wring his nose to to to. Um, to any who teach such stuff, I&#039;ll bear you out in it. Another report, one of the RLDS ones we have said that Joseph, that Hiram said he would support them if they put a dagger to his heart. So it was very strong language in any case. Every man who knows me knows that I have taught these principles from the beginning. We want the honest in heart, the virtuous, the noble. We want the good seed gathered here. Let all men repent and the elders gather out the good seed and bring it to Navu. We want you to understand that if you preach any Anything wrong, you will be published. We don&#039;t want bogus makers, that&#039;s counterfeiters like we talked about, right? bogus makers, counterfeiters, or preachers of the spiritual wife system. He puts them all in the same category. We shall see the wicked flee when no man pursueth. We want you to be wise as serpents and harmless as doves. Preach principles that will stand the test of ages. Teach them good principles and save souls. Go forth as men of God. Be wise, and you will find good friends wherever you go. Drink deep of the spirit of truth, and great and mighty work shall be shall be wrought in the world. They are only waiting to hear the truth, have a well-ordered life and a godly conversation when thousands and tens of thousands shall flock to the standard and go up with Zion. Why? Because they are good souls. Have the knowledge of truth drove into you like a broadside. I am serious in what I say, and it has the power of God in it. I wanted to read that last part because it is just so clear. How who Hiram Smith was, how intelligent he was, what a good preacher he was, what a good thinker he was, how clear he was and what he believed and how consistent he both was and claimed to be, right? How can we claim that he gave this sermon after stupidly reading that revelation to Emma and then to the high counsel? How? Can that be the same man any more than it can be the same God that gave us Jacob chapter 2 and Doctrine and Covenant section 132, right? You can just recognize the man who gave this sermon would not have done that. It&#039;s impossible, right? So anyway, this speech on its own, like each one of these points, each one of them alone should be enough to put this altar. Rest, but we&#039;ll continue on. We&#039;ll go back to the city council minutes, which is where Hiram and Joseph were explaining what this was all about. I read that to show you again how consistent their explanations are with the record we have and thank heaven we have it, even though the church historians under Brigham tried so hard to bury it and have tried to keep it buried for so long. And so then he read the statement of Austin Kells and said that, so that would have been Austin Cowell&#039;s affidavit and said he had never had any private conversation with Austin Kells on these subjects, and he repeats that he had preached on the stand from the Bible showing the order in. Ancient days have nothing, having nothing to do with the present time. Again, just like we&#039;ve said repeatedly, right? He preached it on the temple stand on the day that we said we have multiple reports of it. He&#039;s correct. He&#039;s consistent with the record. The other people aren&#039;t. And so then they go on and say, oh well, let me point out this for anyone that is still claiming&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h01m13s 01:01:13] that the issue that inspired the expositor and that inspired the destruction of the expositor, um, I just read every statement in the city council meetings about the accusations of polygamy. They make up 33.5% of the total discussion of those. Two meetings dealing with the expositor, so the expositor, I think it was 2.5% that anything about polygamy made up and in these meetings it was 3.5%. Polygamy was not, not even was it not the central issue. It was barely a side issue to just be brushed away. It was not a key factor at all. So, OK, now let&#039;s go on to some other things that we know, right, that we have in the record. From Brigham&#039;s speeches, his later speeches, and Here&#039;s contemporaneous journals and letters, we know that they were deeply converted to polygamy while still in England in 1841 and 1842, long before even they claimed that Joseph taught them about polygamy. We know this as of Clayton as well, right, the episode that we did with Jeremy, and so. This, if you haven&#039;t watched recently or haven&#039;t watched, um, oh, I have the episode written down, the one it is, the one I did with Jeremy on the Godfathers of Mormon polygamy about Hebrew and Kimball. Heber and Brigham. I recommend watching that one because it will give you all of this evidence from their journals and letters and speeches that they were deeply, deeply converted and committed to polygamy. In England and most likely already practicing it from all of the feet washing mumbo jumbo. So anyway, that&#039;s, that&#039;s what we already know. And so I&#039;ll give you a few quotes. This is Brigham Young, June 21, 1874. It is now recorded in the Complete discourses, Volume 5, page 1101. Interestingly, this was included by the Prices because it was Written by some RLDS writers. Briggs, who I quoted earlier, I think it was his brother Jason Briggs, included it in a paper that he wrote, and the LDS just pooh-poohed it and said that&#039;s not a real quote. Now we know that it is, right? So we need to take the RLDS quotes and claims their history a little more seriously and give it a little more credibility because so far they have proven to be more credible as we can. Back these things up with the actual sources. So this is what Brigham Young&#039;s taught. While we were in England, I think the Lord manifested to me by visions and by His spirit, things that I did not then understand. Joseph had never mentioned this. There had never been a thought of it in the church that I knew anything about at the time. When I returned home and Joseph revealed these things to me, I then understood the reflections that were upon my mind while in England, but this was not until after I had told him what I understood. This was in 1841. The revelation was given in 1843, but the doctrine was revealed before this. OK, do you, are you catching on, right? Brigham Young like just can&#039;t stand it not not getting to get the credit for the doctrine that he should get the credit for, right? Um, this is what he said to Skyler Colfax, the soon to be Vice President of the United States. Koufax recorded this conversation with Brigham Young in his journal on June 17, 1867 while he was visiting Utah. Brigham Young brought up polygamy and said that the revelations of the doctrine and covenants declared for monogamy, but that polygamy was a later revelation commanded to God, commanded by God to him, to Brigham. And a few others and permitted and advised to the to the rest of the church. So this is what&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h04m50s 01:04:50] Brigham is telling Skyler Colfax, right? And unless unless someone wants to claim that Skyler Colfax had some motivation to lie about what Brigham told him in his conversation that had recorded that evening. So, OK, anyway, I don&#039;t want to spend too much time here. There is so much more. I recommend watching those episodes. I might do more on this at some point, but there is a long and extensive record that we have of polygamy showing up long from these men long before. They claim that Joseph said anything about it and recall, we have all of these records from them, right, contemporaneous letters and journal entries and the later admissions. We have nothing like that from Joseph Smith, right? There&#039;s nothing. It would have shown up somewhere. And so, um, OK, let&#039;s go on to what else we know. We also know that there was premeditation for a polygamy revelation in Navvo. Clayton&#039;s story that it was recorded spontaneously simply because Hiram begged Joseph for it so that he could show Emma. is highly problematic um when considered with many of these other evidences. So let&#039;s go into a couple of these things according to Martha Brotherton, and again there&#039;s a question about that because it only comes through John Bennett, right? So if we want to take it&#039;s, it&#039;s everyone&#039;s own decision whether to think the Martha Brotherton story is reliable or not, but according to her story, Brigham had her locked in a room and after propositioning, um, propositioning her. Said Brother Joseph has had a revelation from God that it is lawful and right for a man to have two wives, for as it was in the days of Abraham, so it shall be in these last days, and whoever is the first that is willing to take up the cross will receive the greatest blessing. And if you will accept of me, I will take you straight to the celestial kingdom. And if you will have me in this world, I will have you in that which is to come. OK, that&#039;s interesting. None of this was included in any of the affidavits, right, of what whatever those men claimed to have seen. So these are new hints we get into new insights we get that show up and make their way into 132 for as the days of Abraham and right that it&#039;s anyway, all of, there are some more pieces here and this was in 1842. This was published in 1842, so it was before the revelation was written down that Brigham Young had it. Memorized, had it like word for word well enough to be using it in his attempted seductions, right? Like Joseph hadn&#039;t written it down, so how did Brigham Young have it memorized well enough to be able to use against Martha Brotherton and to claim that it existed? I think that that&#039;s interesting. And you know, if Brigham Young didn&#039;t need it written down in order to convince women, why did Hiram need it written down? Why couldn&#039;t he just go convince Emma without having the actual re How was the revelation being written down going to help him, right? And so anyway, this is just more evidence that there were claims of this revelation from Joseph, and I don&#039;t know when, what parts of it were written down, if they were or if it was all just going around in the rumors and the claims, but there were claims to be these revelations from this revelation from Joseph Smith that was going around and being used by the polygamists in Joseph&#039;s name falsely. And while Asking why Hirum would have needed the revelation written down when Brigham Young didn&#039;t, we should also ask why would Hirum do this at all anyway, right? Why would we just heard him speak and heard how intelligent he is? Why would this like brilliant man do something&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h08m31s 01:08:31] this ridiculous, right? Hey, Joseph, I know, I know it&#039;s just so plain and beautiful that Emma will totally be fine with you secretly behind her back sleeping with all of her best friends, and Sleeping with the orphan girls and the servant girls living in your home that you guys are raising as your own daughters and all the rest of it, she&#039;ll be totally fine if only she can read the revelation. That will make it make complete sense. As soon as she sees that God is threatening her with destruction, she&#039;s just gonna love it, right? So I&#039;m, you write it down and I&#039;m gonna go over to Emma&#039;s little house. They were living at the homestead this time. It&#039;s only that little, um, um, section. The rest of it was added much later. It&#039;s a tiny little house less than 288 square feet. That is smaller than most official tiny homes. It&#039;s smaller than most small studio apartments, right? That&#039;s how big Emma&#039;s home was, where she was living with her and Joseph&#039;s four living children. Also, Lucy, Joseph&#039;s mother, was now an invalid and had moved in. And according to these claims that I now am realizing I have to dig into and see if there&#039;s any validity to them. They had at least 2 sets of sisters living with them, plus another servant, another girl with her 3 siblings. I&#039;m not seeing it in this tiny little home, but in any case, this would have been right at lunchtime, one of Emma Emma&#039;s busiest times, trying to get lunch for all of her children, stopping in from school, right, for taking care of Lucy, like moms in this day and age would have been extremely. busy. Moms of big families get it now when you&#039;re racing and trying to get everything done and, you know, interruptions can be difficult, right? So Hirum chooses this time of day to go over to this tiny house where Emma is, where all of those people would have been there because it was lunchtime and take at least 20 to 25 minutes to read this revelation at her where she is threatened, threatened with destruction, right? And then straight none of these people in the middle of this busy day witnessed this in their home. All of the people that would have been there. No one noticed this happening, especially like, let&#039;s consider, well, Hiram claims that Emma gave him, you know, that she was Clayton says that she was very rebellious. Hiram says that she gave him the worst talking to he&#039;d ever had in his life. I wonder why if he was read if she if he actually read this incredibly. Manipulative and threatening revelation, right? The, oh, so here&#039;s some more information on the home. It was a 16 by 18 foundation. And there would have been that many people in it. Here&#039;s what it says that she had her rebellious Clayton of another kind calls it a temper tantrum or someone does, where because she was so bitter and full of resentment and anger, she gave Hyrum Smith the most severe talking to he had ever received in his life. This is who William Clayton paints Emma and Hyrum to be. This is how he, the characters that he gives us, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h11m37s 01:11:37] And again, that tiny little house, there&#039;s no witness of it. Even Lucy, who was an invalid living in this home, these, this wouldn&#039;t have been like soundproofed walls, even if it was big enough, 288 square feet on the main floor plus 288 square feet for bedrooms upstairs. Amy, right? Where could this have happened? And, and how could Emma have been interrupted in the middle of her day? And if this happened, what would it have done to her? She would be like, think, think, women, right? You&#039;re gonna divorce your husband because he&#039;s doing this, and now your brother-in-law comes over and does this to you. You would be like shaking and crying the entire day. You would need to talk to someone about it, right? At the very least, the only mother you had, your very sweet mother-in-law, who you were incredibly close to, so close that you spent the rest of your life living with her and the rest of her life living with her and taking care of her, right? She was the only mother Emma had and the mother of the dorks doing this to you, right? You would absolutely. Like someone would have seen this happening if it could have happened. The whole thing is just completely impossible, but you know, we go on to like, like their marriage was so on the on the rocks that Joseph was going to give her all of the property to keep her from divorcing him, but she&#039;s just fine and just goes on making lunch. Nobody sees this happening, and Hiram did this. To her and yet like really think that would what that would have done to their relationship, right? How think of how Emma responded to polygamists both during Joseph&#039;s life and after his death. Emma was not a shrinking violet. She was violent. She was not afraid to speak her mind very plainly as we have repeated evidence of her doing, and yet. The baby that she gives birth to after her husband dies, she names after Hirum. Joseph was getting ready to leave. He was on his horse and felt uncertain, so went back in and gave Emma a blessing and told her, Name the baby David. Emma said, What if it&#039;s a girl? And Joseph said, Name him David. And so that&#039;s the only instruction that that Joseph gave her. Emma on her own, named him David Hirum after her brother-in-law. This didn&#039;t happen. It didn&#039;t happen. But even that&#039;s not all. It goes on. It gets better. Despite Emma&#039;s furious reaction, um, Hirum apparently still thought, Well, it didn&#039;t work with Emma, but it&#039;s still so plain that of course the high council will just love it, right? So I&#039;ll read it to them. Even though it&#039;s supposed to be top secret, right, so a month later he does it again. Oh, and I&#039;ll just keep it in my pocket and start showing it all around town. Just everyone promise that you won&#039;t tell anyone else and won&#039;t show it to anybody else, right? We have all of these later claims of Hirum showed it to me, Hirum brought it to me, Joseph gave it to me, right? Really, like how idiotic do we think Hirum had to be?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h14m29s 01:14:29] Like, really think of this story. We, we believe Hiram is a complete idiot. Does it make sense? Is there any other record in his life that he was this big of an idiot? No, he was the most educated and according to some, the most intelligent of these this highly intelligent family. So it&#039;s just ridiculous that we believe this, you know, I would say Hiram and Joseph weren&#039;t the ones that were idiots in all of this. And you know, speaking of, when I just said that it threatens Emma with destruction, wouldn&#039;t that be a juicy tidbit to include in your affidavit if you read this revelation that literally threatened the prophet&#039;s wife with destruction repeatedly if she didn&#039;t go along with it? Wouldn&#039;t you include that? Wouldn&#039;t especially Jane, a woman who did say that it, it told women that they would be under condemnation if they didn&#039;t go along with it. Under condemnation doesn&#039;t quite have the same ring as destroyed, that you will be destroyed, right? What woman would read Section 132 and in summarizing it wouldn&#039;t include the parts about being destroyed and about Joseph&#039;s wife specifically being threatened with destruction if she didn&#039;t go along. It comes, it&#039;s in like verse 53 and later it&#039;s very close to the end. That&#039;s something that I think would. With you and that you would want to include in an affidavit if it had been there, right? That&#039;s why I&#039;m saying I think there were different things that were added over time, different parts and pieces brought together as they got all of the parts like now they knew the Austin Cowell&#039;s affidavit and they needed to work that in. They had all like you can see it all being amalgamated and leaving their footprints all over it. It that&#039;s what makes sense, not William Clayton&#039;s ridiculous story, OK, but I&#039;m digressing. Let&#039;s get back into it. So we&#039;ve gone over the the Brotherton account, and we have more than that. This is an even less reliable account because this is only from Bennett. It&#039;s the, um, it was published in the Sangamo Journal and it&#039;s the happiness letter, right? It&#039;s um. Like, let&#039;s see. Oh, and interestingly, I did want to point this out. This happiness letter from the Singamo Journal from John Bennett was included in the church history. Hirum&#039;s speech was excluded. Many other things we&#039;ll get into that were newspaper articles published and different things were also excluded. But John Bennett&#039;s Sangamo Journal article was included in the church history, I guess because it told the right story, right? It was part of the new order of things and the right narrative. Like think how unbelievable that is, that Hiram Smith is scrubbed from the church history while John Bennett with his testimony of traitors is included. That&#039;s an interesting thing to consider. So we have this happiness letter, and I&#039;ll just read this little section of it, and, and I will say, looking into this was interesting. We have no record of this other than what John Bennett printed in the newspaper. He claims that it was in the writing. Well, John Bennett claims, claims it was in the writing of apostle William Richards. I have to assume he means Willard Richards. And um, but, and so that&#039;s why people say it&#039;s in his writing, but we don&#039;t have it. We don&#039;t have anything. All we have is this letter,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h17m43s 01:17:43] right? And all of this is really confusing. Nancy Rigdon was dating one of the dating one of the immoral Higbee brothers, and so there are all kinds of problems. I don&#039;t know where. I guess what I&#039;m saying is this story had to go through a lot of very not credible people in order to come to us as we have it. So I don&#039;t know what you want to do with it, but it did include this sentence. Even things which might be considered abominable to all who do not understand the order of heaven only in part, but which in reality were right because God gave and sanctioned by special revelation. There it is again, the special polygamy revelation, the super secret special revelation. Right, I think that let&#039;s see, this mentions the special revelation that this letter several times, but it doesn&#039;t give any details. Again, no dates, no details. It&#039;s the pattern of the polygamists. They&#039;re just like they twist Jacob 230 to say God&#039;s laws are firm, unless, right, unless God changes his mind like someone says there&#039;s that but in 2:30, no, there&#039;s not. The polygamist mindset is you follow God&#039;s laws unless he tells you something different. That&#039;s the pattern we keep, we see repeatedly come through the polygamists. I can&#039;t find it anywhere from Joseph Smith. So and then we&#039;ll go on to one more. Catherine Lewis tells a similar story in her narrative, which is more credible because it&#039;s more reliable because it doesn&#039;t come through Bennett. She published it herself. This is what she said. I was still strong in the faith until the plurality of wives was taught. I, from the first mention of it, opposed it and told the elder it was the doctrine of the devil, again, the elders, right? But was sharp sharply rebuked by one of the elders who said, ought we not to receive everything Joseph saith? No, said I. Joseph is a man and subject to like passions as ourselves. So again, in Joseph&#039;s name, said the elder, this is a direct revelation immediately from heaven. So there it is again. It keeps showing up this secret polygamy revelation or these multiple secret polygamy revelations. Who knows how many versions there might have been that keep being alluded to and referred to that shows. The premeditation of the polygamists that they had or needed a revelation from Joseph that taught their polygamy long before Section 132 was ever written down. So what should be clear by this point is that there was a polygamist underground going around in Navvo, very possibly more than one, because we know there was the John Bennett with the Higbees and who who knows who else, um, and then there was this one with Bri. Young, Hubrey Kimball, William Clayton, and who knows who else. Just as there were multiple counterfeiting rings, I&#039;ll link a video below again where a historian talks about the multiple counterfeiting rings. There might have been multiple polygamy rings, and the claim is that people want, people say, Well, if this was happening, clearly Joseph knew about it, but I think the evidence strongly supports that he actually didn&#039;t know about it. He was so trusting in people that he didn&#039;t know that this was happening. Additional work has been done since I&#039;ve recorded this episode, showing even more evidence of claims of polygamy revelations going around and of polygamy being kept secret from Joseph Smith. Jeremy Hope did some great work on Augusta Adams Cobb, Brigham Young&#039;s 3rd of the 4 plural wives he married in secret during Joseph&#039;s lifetime. She wrote many letters to him,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h21m10s 01:21:10] and here are just a few snippets. January 13, 1851, she wrote, I ask you in the name of Jesus Christ to show me the revelation that was given to Joseph Smith concerning me, and which he recorded. June 14, 1852, saying she is trying again, she wrote, I would ask you in the name of Jesus Christ and Joseph Smith, our prophet, that you will show me the revelation. Concerning me and yourself, which you say is recorded. Then, July 18th, 1861, she wrote, My home, friends, character, all were laid at your feet to obey the revelations of Jesus Christ to Joseph Smith, as you then said. That revelation I have never seen, which has been a source of disquiet to me, seeing you have promised me at different times that I should see it. In another letter, she She wrote, You required a promise of me not to see Brother Joseph alone. I would not break that promise. February 4, 1862, she wrote, In my spirit, I should have seen Brother Joseph the first thing. But instead of that, you exacted a promise of me that I would not see him alone, saying he would certainly overcome me. I replied, if he did, he would be the first man. You then said, I had never had to deal with a Prophet of the Lord. She goes on saying, You waited for him to come and seal us a few days, and he did not come. You then went to work and sealed us yourself. Augusta Cobb&#039;s letters to Brigham Young provide additional evidence that the polygamists claimed Joseph had received revelations on polygamy that he had not received, and also that they had means to keep people from talking to Joseph about it. I want to say about this Brigham and Hebrew and Clayton ring, it seems to have been galvanized in England, which we&#039;ve talked about before, and then really kind of grown from there when they returned from their missions. So it happened not while they were in Navvo by Joseph and Hirum. It happened when they were out on their own, on their missions. That&#039;s when they really got into this and they brought it back into Navo. And that that&#039;s part of the evidence that Joseph and Hirum weren&#039;t involved. It didn&#039;t come from them or through them, right? It came. Underground beneath them and came at them. So we&#039;ve just gone over some of the evidence that came from outside of the church, the testimonies of these three women who left, evidence of this underground polygamy ring happening. Now we&#039;re going to look at evidence that comes from inside the church, from Joseph and Hyrum themselves, right? And, and their reaction to it and what they tried to do to end it, to put it down, just like William Marks testified of. And I know people, people, if they are aware of these, all of this evidence, they will claim, well, Joseph and Hyrum were just doing that duplicitously and hypocritically. They they were just doing it to cover their tracks, and they, they will claim that the real problem wasn&#039;t polygamy and spiritual wifery. The real problem was getting caught. So that&#039;s why Joseph and Hyrum would excommunicate someone or kick them out. It&#039;s because they got caught. They weren&#039;t secret enough about it, OK. That is so ludicrous for so many reasons. I won&#039;t even go into all of them, but first of all,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h24m18s 01:24:18] how can you get anyone involved if you don&#039;t tell them about it, right? How could Hiram have read it to the high counsel, but then said, no, the problem is getting caught, is it not being kept secret. It&#039;s, it&#039;s so, so ridiculous and, and dumb. But, but in addition to that, I want people to acknowledge to acknowledge how highly speculative that is, right? Can you show me one piece of evidence anywhere from Joseph getting mad at someone for not being secretive enough or Hiram for like show me anything like to to nail this down, give me any piece of evidence to claim that this is true, right? Otherwise you were just speculating and how easy would it be to make up any story about anyone and say, oh well, they had to keep it secret, so they could, I mean, Really, we need some evidence. We need something better, better than that. Please be willing to look at it honestly. So these are the, I just, this is also just a small portion of the efforts that Joseph and Hyrum went to to try to end polygamy. There&#039;s a lot more than this, but this episode is already long. So, OK. This is from Time and Seasons, February 1st, 1844. This is what they printed, as we have lately been credibly informed that an elder of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints by the name of Hiram Brown has been preaching polygamy and other faults and corrupt doctrines in the in the county of Lapia, State of Michigan. This is to notify him and the church in general that he has been cut off from the church for his iniquity, and so that right there, they&#039;re not only excommunicating them, they are publicly excommunicating them, saying, Hey, no, if you do this just like, just like Hirum said in his talk, you&#039;re going to get cut off. It&#039;s not going to work. It&#039;s not going to happen, right? Then we have March 15th. They had this published in um. In the newspaper to the brethren of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints living on China Creek in Hancock County, greetings, whereas Brother Richard Hewitt has called on me today to know my views concerning some doctrines that are preached in your place, and states to me that some of your elders say that a man having a certain priesthood may have as many wives as he pleases and that And, and that doctrine is taught here. I say unto you that that man teaches false doctrine, for there is no such doctrine taught here. Neither is any such thing practiced here. And any man that is found teaching privately or publicly any such doctrine is culpable and will stand a chance to be brought before the high council and lose his license and membership. So, OK, remember that&#039;s repeated again by Hirum in his April 8th speech. So it just keeps happening, right? That just like Hiram&#039;s speech was not included in church history. All of these things were edited out. They didn&#039;t want any record of it, right? So let&#039;s go on. This is April 11th, 1844. To the elders abroad, we very frequently received letters from elders and individuals abroad inquiring of us whether certain statements that they hear and have written to them are true. Some pertaining to John C.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h27m16s 01:27:16] Bennett and Bennett&#039;s spiritual wife system. Others in regard to immoral conduct practiced by individuals and sanctioned by the church. And as it is possible as as it is impossible for us to answer all of them, we take this opportunity of answering them all once and for all. In the first place, we cannot but express our surprise. I&#039;m skipping ahead cause it&#039;s long, since every our surprise, since every species of iniquity is spoken against and exposed publicly at the stand. And every means made use of that possibly can be to suppress vice both religious and civil, not only so, but every species of iniquity has frequently been exposed in the times and seasons, and its practicers and advocates held up to the world as corrupt men that ought to be avoided. So they can&#039;t believe they&#039;re surprised that people would ask this question or believe it. We are, however, living in the last days, a time when it is declared, if it is possible, the very elect should be deceived. I want to pause on that for a minute because people spell that at me saying, look, the very elect are being deceived, are being deceived into believing that polygamy was not of God. Can you see how Joseph and Hiram Smith used it? They said the very elect will be deceived by the doctrine of polygamy. That&#039;s worth pausing on and pointing out, right? Let&#039;s really open up our minds to what it could mean that the elect can be deceived by false doctrines. Are we aligned with Joseph Smith and Hiram Smith or not? I think that&#039;s worth, worth thinking about. It continues. We have in our midst corrupt men who circulate corrupt principles and spread their pernicious influence abroad. Such men not unfrequently go abroad and prey upon the. Credulity of the people. There are other men who are corrupt and sensual and who teach corrupt principles for the sake of gratifying their sensual appetites and at the at the expense and ruin of virtue and innocence. Such men ought to be avoided as pests to society and to be frowned down with contempt by every virtuous man and woman. They are reprobate concerning the faith. If they write, they write corruptly. If they speak, they speak corruptly. They are high and lifted up and would trample upon the humble and the meek and the unassuming. And are not afraid to teach for the commandments of God their own corrupt and devilish doctrines and principles. Let no man therefore be deceived by them. Let no man harbor them, nor bid them Godspeed. Don&#039;t be partakers of their evil deeds. If any man man writes to you or preaches to you doctrines contrary to the Bible, the Book of Mormon, or the Book of doctrine and covenants, set him down as an impostor. There it is again, the teaching that we. We, we follow the commandments given in the scriptures. You need not write us to know what you are to do with such men. You have authority with them. Try them by the principles contained in the acknowledged word of God. If they preach or teach or practice contrary to that, disfellowship them. Cut them off from among you as useless and dangerous branches, and if they are belonging to any of the quorums in the church, report them to the President of the quorum to which they belong. If you cannot find that out, if they are members of an official standing belonging to Navu, report them to us. Follow after purity, virtue, holiness, integrity, godliness, and everything that has a tendency to exalt and ennoble the human mind and shun every man who teaches any other principles. Do you see the consistent record that they are laying down, right? It&#039;s exactly the same thing except that it was scrubbed from church history. That&#039;s interesting. So, um, OK, there are So many other other things we could read the entire purpose of the relief society, the voice of innocent, so many other sermons of Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h30m51s 01:30:51] The fight goes on and on and on. So there, there is just this catalog. The more I study, the more clear the picture becomes, and I think that would happen for anyone who really will start investigating these claims. So from the information we have gone over so far, the following things should be clear. First, that there was a true revelation on eternal. Marriage inspired by Jesus&#039;s statement in Luke chapter 20 that in in the resurrection they neither are married nor are given in marriage and that Joseph taught multiple times in public just as he said he did, and that Hiram read to the high counsel and that parts of that are included in Section 132. That should be pretty clear. The next thing that I hope is clear is that there were underground polygamy. Who falsely used Joseph&#039;s name just as John Bennett had done and claimed to have a revelation, at least one revelation in his name that included many of the elements that we also now find in Section 132, but that we have no record of Joseph teaching anywhere. And then the third thing that should be clear is that Joseph and Hiram are both on record consistently with no exceptions, trying in every possible Way to put down polygamy to make it extraordinarily clear that it had no connection to them or to the gospel and to warn members from believing anything they heard about it, no matter who said it. Those are the things that we should know at this point, right? OK. And but, but that&#039;s not all. It goes on. It gets better from here. So remember, the only, oh, I hope that people are still watching, um, send it. starting at this point, if anyone thought this was too long and stopped, like share it with them and tell them to keep watching from here. OK, the only reason that we connect 132 to Joseph Smith at all is because of William Clayton&#039;s story of how it came about, which he told over 30 years later in his 1871 letter and his 18474 affidavit. So I need to do an entire episode on William Clayton&#039;s affidavit because there is so much, in fact, I desperately am hoping, I&#039;m hoping that Brian Hills will come back on and talk to me just about William Clayton&#039;s affidavit and that we can go through it piece by piece. So if anyone has a connection, that&#039;s, well, maybe I&#039;ll invite him back on. I&#039;m not sure if he&#039;ll say yes, but I think it would be great. I really, really hope he will because I think it would be a valuable exercise. Obviously, Brian Hailes did not agree to come back on, but Cheryl Bruno and I have written a paper on Clayton&#039;s affidavit that will be released any day now, and I am so excited for you to all read it. Spoiler, William Clayton is not the author of his affidavit. Anyway, but let&#039;s for now just look into a couple little pieces of it. These are just a few things that we can look into. There&#039;s so much more, and we can just see how well that holds up. So like I said, I&#039;m ignoring things like his claim that Hirum really wanted the Yerman Thumm when they didn&#039;t even have the Er thumb and many other things like that that should just make it, you know, that should just exclude it from credibility from the beginning. We&#039;ll we&#039;ll go into a couple of other things. We&#039;ll ignore that. So he says, I&#039;m going to read just little parts of it. He says on the morning of the 12th of July 1843, Joseph and Hirum Smith came into the office in the upper story of the brick store. They were talking on the subject of plural marriage. So Joseph and Hyrum were freely just talking about&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h34m25s 01:34:25] plural marriage as they were walking through this building, right? And as they went into the office, he goes on to make it clear that, you know, this was a super topic of polygamy, but that&#039;s OK because they were all alone on the upper floor. Clayton makes that quite clear. There were no other people around, and it&#039;s very clear that for the entire 3 hours that Clayton claims it took to write it down, plus whatever time it took either Joseph and Hiram together, depending on which version of Clayton&#039;s we&#039;re going with, either Joseph and Him were going together or Clayton&#039;s later versions that Hiram went alone and he and Joseph stayed alone together in that upper store, so that&#039;s maybe another hour for him to go harass Emma with it, right? So for that entire time there was not a single interruption. They were in complete peace and quiet and solitude for for that entire morning, right? So first of all, let&#039;s just get into this a little bit. Anybody who has been the president of any organization knows how rare it is to have alone time without interruption. An entire morning without a phone call or someone knocking on your door or an email, that&#039;s what that would equate to in our world. Or, you know, even a parent like how often do you even get to go to the bathroom alone, right? People need things when you&#039;re in charge of things, and Joseph was in charge of a lot of things. He was not only the president of the church, he was the mayor of the city, so he and he was in charge of all of the land transaction transactions because he was at that point the. interests, right? He was in charge of all other business. He was the prophet of God and the minister to all of the people. He was also a husband and a father. He would have been one of the most in demand people in all of history. It would be hard to compete with how many things he was in charge of or responsible for and how many people would need him, right? And remember Emma talks about how difficult it was to ever have uninterrupted time with him. She mentions, for example, that she never liked it when he worked in the garden because everything would get trampled by all of the people coming who needed to talk to Joseph. But that entire morning magically, there was nobody that needed anything and there was nobody even in the upper floor of the building. So this also is the red brick store. So I had the prices to think for a lot of this. I had to do a lot of work to track things down. They have a couple of their sources wrong, but I was able to find them thankfully. And this, this was, this was fun to get into. So this was the busiest place in town where all church and city business was transacted, right? It doubled as the church headquarters, the city building, the and and the store, the central store, right? This was everything, the store, so here, here&#039;s the building. I&#039;ll show it to you. It was on a 40 by 23 ft foundation with a large staircase, so only about 900 square feet on each level, a little over. It was just about 3 times bigger than Emma and Joseph&#039;s tiny homestead home before they moved into the mansion house when this all happened, right? And you can see in the floor plan the bottom floor had the mercantile floor, the store. And the counting room, which was the bank, right, and then the upper floor had the large assembly room which was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h37m35s 01:37:35] where they had their church meetings and also doubled as the church house at this point, right? And then there were the two tiny little offices. Joseph Smith&#039;s office, one is marked as the storeroom, right? So that&#039;s where William Clayton claims they were that there was no one in the assembly room, no one in the storeroom. No one, and this is where they would have done all of the land deeds, all tithing would have been paid, all, um, oh it was so much more. I have a list, but um, um, records made, all of the licenses given by when the elders needed licenses. We&#039;ll we&#039;ll get into that a little bit and on and on and on, any official church or city or financial business had to be done in these little in these little offices. This is where all of it was, was done. Also, it&#039;s where all of the church records. Kept. So Nauvoo was one of the fastest growing cities in all of Illinois, and not only was all church and city business and land business done, but also at this time Willard Richards and WW Phelps would have been employed full time in those offices every day writing the history of the church. That&#039;s where they were working, right? Plus we know from the records that I found some records that show that the city recorder James Sloan was also there, and who knows. Who else? So this idea that they were there alone is already dead in the water. They weren&#039;t. But, you know, that, that maybe everyone was sick that day. Like, what are we going to come up with now? So anyway, we can see that, um, we have, because of the Joseph Smith papers, we can see the official business that was transacted that day, and it actually was a pretty busy day. In addition to the revelation being received in the morning, we have 3 licenses. For elders being written. Most days have like 2, maybe 3 entries on average. There are some with more, some without any, but this day had 7 entries written, which is a pretty busy day. So 3 of them were the licenses for elders, and then we had the revelation. Then this is interesting. There were two very big and very important land deeds that were written this day. One is the very well known land deed to Emma for 10 to. And her children for $10,000 that if my counting was correct, I was doing this really late at night last night, but they were deeded 563 lots and so I think a block is 4 lots. So the deed gave them 563 lots for Emma and her children for $10,000. That land deed was transacted. William Clayton claimed it was to keep Emma from divorcing Joseph Smith. OK, again, I&#039;ve mentioned it before. When a wife threatens to divorce a husband, the husband doesn&#039;t say, Oh, then let me give you not only all of my property, but all of the property of the church and the city, and right now, now you can divorce me. It&#039;s so dumb a man would protect himself, not just give everything to his wife if she was wanting to divorce him, right? And, and not to mention when in this busy day did they have time to come up with that and to get it done. We&#039;ve gone into that before,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h40m39s 01:40:39] but there&#039;s a lot more to go into. But that wasn&#039;t the only land deed that was transacted that day. There was a much lesser known but equally important one to Hirum. Also for $10,000 Deed him over 196 acres and 54 lots. Hmmm, that&#039;s interesting. I wonder if Hirum was going to divorce Joseph too, and Joseph was trying to keep him happy, or is it possible that there&#039;s a different explanation for Both of these very similar land deeds for the same amount of money, one granted to Emma and her children, one granted to Hiram for on the very same day. Maybe that&#039;s something we should consider, and I will get into that when we do our episode on land deeds. So that&#039;s a good thing to know, but there&#039;s more, it gets better because guess what? One day before, on July 11th, a school opened. In the assembly hall, like, you can&#039;t make this stuff up. It&#039;s like the Lord is just leaving us all of these golden nuggets to find everywhere to help in this because this gets ridiculous. William Clayton claimed they were all alone. We&#039;ve already shown how impossible that was, but this is the best part of all. A school that, according to other records, had 30 children in it was in session their second day of school. These were wooden steps and wood. Benches and wooden chairs and tables, right? It would have been so noisy with all of these kids excited on their second day of school. Plus the coals, the teachers would all have been there in the assembly hall right next to the tiny offices that would have had the church recorders, the historians, all of the business being done, all of this would have been happening this morning that William Clayton claims that they had all to themselves. Silence and solitude. I think this is just delightful when I had to look through several newspapers to find this actual announcement, but it&#039;s just beautiful and so fun, and there&#039;s more. This school was so loud that they eventually get kicked out a few months later. There are so many complaints that Willard Richards tells them, tells Joseph that he has to tell them that they have to leave because they can&#039;t do their work. It&#039;s way too distracting to have the school there, so. That that&#039;s like Joseph says, we need the room back. This is not working. That&#039;s how chaotic this this was the morning that William Clayton claimed that the revelation was received. OK, I hope that people are really hearing this and considering it. These are big things, right? As we said, it&#039;s hard to tell good lies. It&#039;s hard to tell like truth has a way of just coming out eventually when We get access to all of the records as we have now. So yet again, what we&#039;ve already laid out should be more than enough to disprove this entire thing, but there&#039;s more, so we&#039;re going to keep going on. So, um, going back to Clayton&#039;s now, I hope we can see it as amusing account. I think we should all just read William Clayton with a little smile and a little pat on the head from now on for the poor little man trying to tell his big stories. But anyway, this is, he goes on after saying that Hiram received that terrible talking to and he came back and and Joseph said, You don&#039;t know Emma like I do. Joseph then put the revelation in his pocket, and they both left the office. The revelation was read to several of the authorities during the day. Again, can we pause and ask when, how, how did this happen? You can look and see in Joseph&#039;s journal that he had several other what we call&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h44m21s 01:44:21] Justice Journal. He had several other appointments throughout that day. There were all of these transactions need to be done. He had to work everything out with Emma, right? So in in Clayton&#039;s version, the like the revelation was the only thing happening that day in this incredibly busy, bustling city with Joseph Smith, who had all of these responsibilities and a marriage on the rocks. But, you know, he, I mean he had to go figure out with her somehow how they could make the land transaction. Solve the problem according to one version of Clayton&#039;s, and anyway, on and on and on, but they, they spent the rest of the day showing the revelation to other important church officials, and then, um, he goes on to say, well, and then he explains that that evening, um, um, Bishop Whitney asked if he could have a copy made and and Kingsbury made a copy that evening, which, according, if you put all of those records together, Kingsbury claims that took him under an hour. Which is interesting. I dare anyone to try to copy Section 132 in perfect penmanship in under an hour, even in bad penmanship. And um, and it, but it is, if you look at Kingsbury&#039;s copy, you think that was made in under an hour. But then Helen Mar Kimbell claims that um her husband Horace Whitney made made a copy of it in Winter Quarters, and she says it took him the entire day and into the night. So all of these things are interesting. There&#039;s so much more. Want to get into, but I have to just stay on task. So, OK, anyway, 2 or 3 days, this is going back to Clayton&#039;s record. 2 or 3 days after the revelation was written, Joseph related to me and several others that Emma had so teased and urgently entreated him. Just listen to him, always getting these digs in against Emma. She had so teased and urgently entreated him for the privilege of destroying it, that he became so weary of her teasing, and to get Of her annoyance, he told her she might destroy it, and she had done so, but he had consented to her wish in this matter to pacify her, realizing that he knew the revelation perfectly and could rewrite it at any time if necessary. So, OK, there&#039;s that, right? So less than 2 or 3 days after it was received or 2 or 3 days after it was received, Joseph told Kingsbury that he had let Emma destroy it, but it didn&#039;t matter because he could write it down any time. And then he goes on to say the copy made by Joseph C. Kingsbury was carefully preserved by Bishop Whitney, and but few knew of its existence until winter quarters in 1846, right? And then we get the claims about Brigham keeping it hidden in his desk all those years, his desk that hadn&#039;t even crossed the plains cause he hadn&#039;t yet crossed the plains and he hadn&#039;t built his office and he hadn&#039;t ordered his desk and had it shipped across the plains. Which then he had to put it in, but apparently the revelation was just sitting in his desk all of those years since it was first copied by since he first got it in winter quarters from Bishop Whitney apparently, right? So let&#039;s get back to the important part of this, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h47m14s 01:47:14] There are. The revelation according, so King Clayton is the authoritative source that we rely on for all of our information about polygamy, so we should listen to him when he says that. And, and Brigham repeats over the stand, and everyone knows that Emma destroyed the revelation, and Clayton lets us know that she just that Joseph, that she destroyed it in less than 2 or 3 days after it was received, right? So that made me start thinking. If Emma destroyed the only known copy and the other copy was just secretly kept safe and nobody knew about it, what exactly did Hiram have to go across the street to get and bring back to read to the high council, as Tommy Boy would say, Hmm, that&#039;s a mystery, right? Where, what was it that Hiram read? What was it that the law that Hiram brought to the laws? They kept overnight. What revelation did they have to make their affidavits affidavits based on if we&#039;re relying both on William Clayton and on the laws and the cows to all be telling the truth? Someone explained this to me. Clayton tells us the revelation was destroyed, and yet Hiram read it, and the laws kept it. And, and, oh, I really, really wanted to go into all of the claims. About the affidavit, going through the Temple lot is hysterical going through the, um, testimonies given there, but I had to limit it cause it&#039;s already really long, but hopefully I, I just want to do another episode on just the Temple Lot claims about section 132, about the manuscript. They are delightful. It&#039;s so fun to read them if you really want to be amused. You can spend hours just laughing at a storm at these people telling their stories. It&#039;s really, really funny. So anyway, I think that&#039;s a valid question right there. Can someone please explain that to me? Who are we disbelieving in what part of it and why and based on what, how do you justify picking and choosing what you believe from all of these different people when we have a consistent record, Joseph and Hirum&#039;s version gives us a consistent record that stands up with all of the contemporaneous evidence, stands up with all of the hard evidence, like no children. No records or notes or letters or journal entries anywhere, right? It is consistent all the way through. Everything else is a giant mass of lies that should be so obvious and so clear to anybody. So there, there&#039;s the next piece. According to Clayton, the revelation was destroyed before July 15th. So exactly, someone needs to tell me exactly what Hiram would have had to show all around town and To read on August 12th, I, I will, I will look forward to hearing your responses. So now that hopefully we have proven that Clayton&#039;s entire claim is utterly impossible. I won&#039;t even say implausible. I will say impossible. He can&#039;t have been telling the truth. We can go on to look at what evidence we can find of what was the truth and what actually did happen. So, again, I&#039;ll remind you, Brigham Young had the revelation kept safely in his lock.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h50m30s 01:50:30] To desk until August 1852, 1852/8 years after Joseph&#039;s death and five years after settling in Brigham Young in Utah, Brigham Young called a special conference where the revelation, the secret polygamy revelation that we&#039;ve been hearing about from the elders all of these years in Navvo, it was finally revealed for the very first time. And here&#039;s his explanation of where it came from. This revelation has been in my possession many years, and who has known it? None but those who should know it. I keep a patent lock on my desk, and there does not anything leak out that should not. So it&#039;s funny because apparently a few things leaked out that Brigham didn&#039;t want to leak out, that he didn&#039;t intend to have leaked. Jason Briggs made a serious study of the claims of Joseph&#039;s polygamy. He&#039;s the one that wrote the paper that I&#039;ll link to. It&#039;s called Um, the basis of briggamite polygamy, a criticism upon the so-called revelation of July 12, 1843. And so in that paper where he studied this in depth, he reported that WW Phelps said from the stand, speaking about the secret polygamy revelation. We were some 10 and 10 or 12 days in writing it. I wrote some of it. So he&#039;s quoting WW Phelps as accidentally, oops, letting the cat out of the bag. Now if anyone wants to in these sources I&#039;m using here, um, write them off because they&#039;re RLDS. Again, I want to restate what I stated before. They were right on all of their sources that we have since verified that we were saying they&#039;re wrong on. So I think we should give them the benefit of the doubt. And also see what seems to make sense. So that&#039;s the first piece. And then, um, and then I do want to say this, this is sometimes the case, right, that, um, that not all of the brethren were as tight lipped at and careful about keeping the secrets of the new order of things as Brigham wanted them to be. For example, when Orson Pratt reprinted. Lucy Mac&#039;s book, that Lucy Mac Smith&#039;s book that that just sent Brigham Young into apoplexy. He was so angry about that and, and just ripped him a new one in the newspaper. Anyway, it&#039;s kind of funny to see how these things happened. Again, it wasn&#039;t Joseph Smith who kept tried to keep this type of control. That was Brigham. Young and so um I&#039;m certain that they that they weren&#039;t eager to publish or keep records of all of these things happening, so it&#039;s not surprising that we don&#039;t find them from the from the, you know, from our church history, but we can find them in other places. And so this is, this showed up in the Journal of Discourses. Well, let&#039;s see, there was something else I wanted to read. Oh, here it is. This is from Charles Dairy. So yeah, I knew I had another source. He was a member of the church who came west to Utah and followed Brigham Young, but then later converted to the RLDS Church, and he wrote his autobiography. This is what he says, from from his time in Utah, the information he had. Joseph F. Smith says the revelation on polygamy was given at different times. WW Phelps says. He wrote part of it. Also that Brigham and Joseph wrote part of it, exactly what we are claiming, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h53m44s 01:53:44] And that Clayton wrote part of it, while Clayton swears he wrote all of it. Brigham Young says Phelps lies, so that sounds to be about, about accurate, right? You can see all of that happening because we have clearly established that this was a conglomeration made up afterward. In Utah when they were going through and changing and fixing everything, altering it to make it a fit what Brigham Young called the new order of things, they clearly did this with Section 132 as well. So I am thinking that these um reports from Briggs and Derry are something to listen to. And so what what I was going to say is I&#039;m certain that they weren&#039;t eager to keep or publish. Records of these things, but I was able to find a couple of references in the complete teachings of Discourses of Brigham Young Volume 2 that I think maybe um could give us some verification of this. So this is from page this is from July 9, 1854. Brigham said, Brother Phelps takes from the third heaven and the lowest hell and throw them all. Out of his mouth at a time. So, so this would be in keeping with Brigham being unhappy. We don&#039;t, we don&#039;t get the reference for what Brigham is unhappy with Phelps about, but it sounds to me like it could be about this revelation because he takes from heaven and from hell and spews them all out of his mouth at the same time. So Phelps could have been talking about the revelation and saying, hey, it took us about 10 to 12 days to write it, and I wrote part of it. And then apparently he was still in the doghouse a few days later, a week later on July 9th, Brigham said, I have no evidence that Brother Phelps has done anything wrong except drinking. So again, I couldn&#039;t find references to tell me what these statements are about. So unless some more experienced historian wants to tell me why Brigham was saying these things about Phelps. I think it&#039;s fair to at least consider whether it might be that Brigham is reacting to Phelps letting the cat out of the bag. This was early. It was 1854 when they would have been talking about it before it would have been all shut down and locked up and Everyone knew for sure that these things were not to be talked about, so this was the actual secret that needed to be kept. It wasn&#039;t the the Joseph and the Hirum&#039;s polygamy wasn&#039;t the secret that needed to be kept in Navu. It was the secret of coming up with the revelation and changing the history and editing it all out. That was the secret that needed to be kept a little bit later on. So I think that um. That is an interesting and fun point to consider that the Utah Mormons did acknowledge and admit that they had come up with a revelation. So, um, OK, we&#039;re gonna go on to more. There&#039;s more because this is the piece I was saving for the end. This is the real red meat of this entire episode that it I think is. The serious death blow to the belief that the Nu expositor affidavits prove that Section 132 and Joseph&#039;s stay. I think this will show that they prove exactly the opposite. So in addition to everything we&#039;ve already covered, that all of this was gotten up by the elders, right, as is said. Um, I hope we can at least agree on this central piece, even if you want to throw everything else out that William Law&#039;s voice matters. It&#039;s important, right? We should listen to what William Law says, particularly those who want to claim that his affidavit is valid and that it&#039;s important that the novo expositor should be relied on as good evidence. So William Law, just to paint it out again. He was the primary conspirator behind the expositor. He was the counselor to Joseph Smith in the first presidency. He was the president of the new church. They were organizing the True Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=01h57m33s 01:57:33] He was the clear leader of the conspirators. He was the most successful and the wealthiest. He was the most connected politically. He was the one that wrote almost the entire expositor. He was the only The only expositor conspirator who included his affidavit, two of the three critical affidavits we&#039;re talking about, come from him and his wife, and he gave by far the most testimony in the years afterward. And so we are basing all of all of this on his testimony. That&#039;s why we should be able to agree that what he says matters, that his voice is extremely important to this entire discussion. So here&#039;s the big reveal. William Law, the critical figure in the entire expositor story, himself completely disproves this claim. So you&#039;ll recall at the end of episode one, the 15 minute part I added where I was talking about the William Law Journal, which if you haven&#039;t, like William Law&#039;s supposed journal, if you haven&#039;t listened to that, I hope that you&#039;ll go back and listen to it, at least that last 15 minutes, if not the entire episode. But um, I mentioned at the end of that that he wrote 3 letters and gave one interview in 1887 that are very important resources for us to consider. He wrote them to Dr. Weil. He had written a book about the Mormons, and William William Law wrote to him to congratulate him on the book and to correct some things, mainly in large part to say, no, Joseph never propositioned Jane and to say, I don&#039;t even. I want to be attached to this anymore, but mainly it was that Joseph did not proposition Jane. So that that is the one thing that should be thrown out. And again, if that had happened, wouldn&#039;t it have been included in the affidavits, but there&#039;s more on that that we&#039;ll get into next next episode with William Law and Austin Cowell&#039;s important things to consider that they just happened to leave out of their affidavits if they had actually happened, if the polygamy narrative is true. So anyway, let&#039;s go on to that interview. Um, I will quote when I will quote from the interview when, um, Doctor Wei asked William Law about the revelation, this is what he said, I was astonished to see in your book that the revelation was such a long document. I remember distinctly, distinctly as capitalized, that the original given me by Hiram was much shorter, also capitalized. I remember distinctly that the original. Me by Hiram was much shorter. It covered not more than 2 or 3 pages of fool&#039;s cap. The contents are substantially the same, but there was not the theological introduction. The thing consisted simply in the command of doing it, and that command was restricted to the high priesthood and to virgins and widows. But as to Joseph himself, the Lord&#039;s chosen servant, it was restricted to virgins only, to clean vessels from which to procure a pure seed to the Lord. OK, did you hear that? Let&#039;s first go over a couple of things because people are really interested in finding similarities between the affidavits in 132. Let&#039;s compare this. There is nothing like this in 132. Widows are never mentioned. The high priesthood, I mean, the priesthood is mentioned, but not the knight, the high priesthood, clean vessels, pure seed to the Lord, restriction to only virgins, none of that is mentioned. And can I Repeat. Need I repeat? Joseph Smith had no children, which all of these people writing at this time were claiming that he had children, right? It&#039;s, it&#039;s now that we know definitively that he did not. I mean, the the polygamy conspirators knew that because they knew that Joseph and Hyrum hadn&#039;t been polygamists,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=02h01m14s 02:01:14] but they still were trying to make the case. So and and then all of the anti-Mor. were absolutely certain that Joseph had children all over the place because they had no clue what they were talking about, right? So anyway, so none of that is anywhere, but I want to repeat this. I was astonished to see that the revelation was such a long document. I remember distinctly that the original was much shorter. It covered not more than 2 or 3 pages. So the interviewer himself, his name is Wilhelm Ritter von Weytel, said of the interview, his statement of the false revelation on polygamy is interesting as showing that it was tinkered up afterwards. Yep, exactly. Even the interviewer gets it. Even the anti-Mormon writer gets what happened, right? We have so many voices. I want to do another episode on all of the 19th century voices. knew that this was the case like Skyler Koufax and Dr. Weil and so many others, and this is why right here, like this is why you can&#039;t make these huge sweeping certain claims without doing the work, without digging deeper into it. So for anyone who has been set on the claim that the expositor affidavits prove the legitimacy of 132 and Joseph&#039;s involvement in polygamy, polygamy. I&#039;ll put it in legal terms for you if that will help. Your own star witness just destroyed your case. Like it&#039;s over. I cannot for the life of me figure out how historians or anyone else justify completely ignoring this very important source. I want to hear what their explanation is because what he says is exactly what we are showing in the rest of this entire episode, and there&#039;s so much more evidence that I couldn&#039;t include to show us that yes, Section 132, what we have is a is a Utah. that brought in different parts and pieces, a true revelation from Joseph, and these false claims going around by the polygamists conglomerated them all together and and pulled it out ta da in 1852. That&#039;s exactly what happened and I think it&#039;s so clear. And so if we need to go into this anymore, how could this 2 to 3 page document that William Law claimed that he had and read, how could Not be Section 132. Let&#039;s go over just a little bit of they always like to talk about the providence of 132. So we&#039;ll talk about some of the history, the providence of 132. Clayton testified that the original was 10 pages. Kingsbury&#039;s copy, the one that we still have, is 8 pages. Oh, and guess what? Surprise. Willard Richards also made a copy. We don&#039;t talk about that yet because they haven&#039;t yet woven that into the narrative to figure out how it, what they, what they should say about that. But his flawless. The copy is 7 pages, and the version in our current doctrine and covenants is 8 pages. So how could that be the 2 to 3 page document, especially when William Lae himself says it was a lot shorter. The one I had was a lot shorter, and the, um, interviewer acknowledges that it was tinkered up afterward. I think that this is important and should be acknowledged. And I&#039;ll also point out that James Whitehead, who was Actual clerk of Joseph Smith, William Clayton was a wannabe. That&#039;s all he was, was a wannabe. He never, he never wrote any revelation for Joseph Smith ever, right? But he liked to claim that he was important. But James Whitehead&#039;s testimony lines up perfectly with William Law&#039;s testimony.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=02h04m53s 02:04:53] He says that he saw a revelation in winter quarters, but that it had nothing to do with polygamy and that it was 2 or 3 pages. So he might have seen the true revelation that Joseph had that was floating around at some point. I don&#039;t know, but in any case, we have multiple testimonies from critical key figures saying that what they saw in either Joseph&#039;s life or shortly after his death was not the same as what was presented as the revelation in 1852 and what is now contained in the doctrine and covenants. So let&#039;s see if there&#039;s anything else I need to talk about. Oh, there is, but I&#039;m going to save the rest for next week. We have to still get into things like the motivations and problems with Austin Cowells. Oh, I want to talk about some other witnesses that people hold in high esteem like Leonard Sobi. That&#039;s going to be a fun one. There are many other things to talk about also still going into the entire expositor. I don&#039;t know where I&#039;m going to go because this has been exhausting, so we&#039;ll see where I go to next, but those are all on. The um stove waiting to be done. I know people might think that I just talk a big game, but I hope that I&#039;ve shown you that I don&#039;t. I don&#039;t claim I have things if I don&#039;t have them. It&#039;s been really hard to want to get this out so urgently and to have to work so hard to put it in a format that it could be um. You know, delivered and hopefully consumed and absorbed. I hope that you guys are able to understand all of these pieces and recognize that this is just what I chose to include in this episode. There is so much more. So I want to close though with with just saying this, I I want to make an invitation, a sincere genuine. I&#039;m not being arrogant or like, like sarcastic at all. Every single one of us believed that Joseph was a polygamist. Many of us, myself included, believed that polygamy was of God because that was the information we had, right? We were told that and we were shown that side of the argument and only shown that side of the information. So there is no shame in believing that Joseph was a polygamist, none at all. We all did it because we have to base our beliefs on the evidence we have. The question is, the question isn&#039;t, did you, did you ever believe this? The question is, are you willing to follow the evidence when new evidence is presented? Are you really seeking truth or are you just ideologically possessed? And seeking to just prove your narrative despite further evidence coming forward. So I, I just want to declare that there is no, there&#039;s absolutely no room for like, I told you so, you&#039;re certainly never going to get one from me. I know that I tease a little bit because people have come at me so hard, but I promise you that I will never try to thumb someone down who who looks at this evidence and goes, Wow, I hadn&#039;t seen that before. That&#039;s a really good case. I may need to reconsider my conclusions. That&#039;s exactly what we should all be doing all the time. So I hope that people will consider doing that, you know, looking seriously at this evidence. If there are other things that you still are holding you up or that feel like hangups, like maybe Leonard Soby or, or I hope, I hope no one will ever again bring up to me Buckeye&#039;s lament, as if that is some sort of proof of Joseph&#039;s polygamy. Oh my. Gosh. Like, like, no more of this weak, weak sauce stuff. But if there&#039;s anything that you have that&#039;s genuinely holding you back, please let me know, and let&#039;s dig into it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwV4xWnaPew&amp;amp;amp;t=02h08m25s 02:08:25] I, I have changed very publicly changed my stance multiple times to my own expense. I have lost credibility in different, um, groups of people. Some of the people who hate me the most now were some who loved me the most before, before I changed my stance based on the evidence. So I just again want to say that invitation is there all the time for everyone. That&#039;s the best we can do in this life is try our best to seek truth based on the information we have. So with that being said, I hope that that&#039;s what everyone listening to this will be willing to do, and I&#039;m always open to conversations, and I welcome you to the discussion, but thank you again for sticking with me again. Please share this information because it&#039;s so important, and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXmALUrDTnc Ep. 102: Deep in the Weeds of the Deeds]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn-qjI6rUh4 Ep. 104: Dirty Deeds -- Deeds Pt. 2]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQOov-0SO50&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy. This is the second half of my response to Bill Reels um hypothesis to his claims that that um Nuland deeds are evidence of Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy or even proof of Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy. In this episode. I will continue my response and specifically look into the very interesting claims of the three teenage girls that have that are supposedly Joseph Smith&#039;s wives that is a troubling claim. I think you&#039;re going to be fascinated by, by what I&#039;ve turned up and what I will present and then also Bill&#039;s claim of having found two new wives. I think that&#039;s something that you&#039;ll be very interested to hear about as well. So thank you so much for joining us as we take this deep dive into the now much less murky water of the relationship between Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy and Nuland Des. The first three deeds that Bill deals with are um the deed, the two deeds to Emma Smith and then the deed to Mary Fielding. So I&#039;ve many things to say about these. So these deeds are used. These are obviously the legal wives of Joseph and Hyrum Smith. So I, I&#039;m assuming that he&#039;s using these deeds to, again justify paying deeds to marriages, right? To say that they are evidence of marriage. So I want to go through each of these. I&#039;m going to start first with the deed to Emma Smith the 13th of June, 1842 to Emma Smith for $1000. Again, possibly a stand in some which I think in this case, very likely as this is the deed that made one of the deeds, the main deed that made me think, oh, you know what $1000 can just be a stand in for something else. And um, so let&#039;s go ahead and look at what this deed could possibly be about. Um I, I, when I did my first response to Bill and RFM, they just like mocked me mercilessly for talking about polygamy lenses as if, as if like they&#039;re not aware that that it has been proven scientifically now that we all have perception that we see through perception and perception shapes what we&#039;re seeing, what you heard. Professor Kid speak about. That&#039;s where I was talking to. And RFM actually claimed he&#039;s not wearing any glasses. He has no perception that that&#039;s a AAA an outrageous claim to make if you understand anything about how our brains work. But so anyway, I just wanted to point that out because of course, if you are wearing the polygamy lenses that everything is about polygamy, right? And you don&#039;t have to ask any more questions. That&#039;s why I think it&#039;s useful to engage because if you are willing to do some investigation, you can very quickly see what this was most likely about. These. I&#039;ve spoken about this in a previous episode. I&#039;ll go over it here quickly. These are the Relief Society minutes for June 9th, 1842 Joseph Smith came and spoke to the Relief Society and said that he would give a lot of land to the society by deeding it to the treasurer that the society may build houses for the poor. So this was just a few days before this was June 9th. And on June 13th, here we have this deed to the president of the Relief Society. It wasn&#039;t deeded specifically to the, um, treasurer. I think that might have been Vira Coles if I&#039;m remembering correctly, I have it written somewhere, but it was instead deeded to Emma, but she was the president of the Relief Society. I think it&#039;s pretty safe to assume that that&#039;s what this was. And this is why I think that $1000 price tag, you know, I think that&#039;s interesting like, oh, maybe that is a symbolic price tag at times at least because I think it was here because I think that, I mean, I would like to see someone make a stronger claim. There&#039;s no other lot of land deeded to the Relief Society and this came directly after the promise to do so. And then Joseph seems to have fulfilled his promise. So I think we can check that one off the list as being about marriage or polygamy or, you know, we should at least what&#039;s that deed about? And look for the evidence. There it is. I, I found that for my, one of my earlier presentations on deeds. So now we&#039;ll go to the next, um, deed to Emma. This was the infamous July 12th, 1843 deed. The one that William Clayton writes about in his journal, that&#039;s for all of the, all in all of the unencumbered lots because Emma is so upset about the revelation that like this all hangs on William Clayton, right on his credibility. And so let&#039;s go ahead and look at this deep because I did look into it in depth in response to both. Um, Don Bradley used this often to claim claim the certainty of Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy. We&#039;ve talked about, well, we haven&#039;t actually gotten into this yet. I&#039;m still waiting to get into that with Don. So I&#039;m hoping we can do that soon. Those will be good conversations because I think it&#039;s important to recognize we have the original deed that was just stuck in a file somewhere. And so thankfully include on the Joseph Smith Papers project where I was able to find it. And, um, and, and there it is, and you can see on this deed again, I&#039;ve talked about it a lot in my previous episodes, this deed was never finished. It was not only was it not signed or sealed, it was never even finished. But what we do have, the other thing I was able to find is this nearly identical, very similar deed to Hyrum written the exact same day, the exact same amount and clu and including 52 of the exact same lots. This one includes some other additional pieces of land and there&#039;s, there are a few differences in the lots, but this deed was written by William Clayton the day that he claimed the on that he wrote in his journal that he only wrote Emma&#039;s deed and that he did it in response to Joseph telling him to give her all of the encumbered lots and everyone conflate all of those entries from that week to try to make a story about it that does not fit the evidence at all. So here we have this deed to Hiram that I think is extremely important and needs to be taken into consideration. And so I will say I, um, it&#039;s been good. It&#039;s been really good to engage. Like thank you again, Bill for bringing this up because like this has opened the door to a ton of investigation. A ton of research. I have dedicated more hours than I I would like to admit to this. Definitely more than one week, but it&#039;s been worthwhile because I think a lot of good has come from it, like finding these deeds. And I will say with the deed to Emma, let me clarify really quickly. Marianne Clements, um, corresponded with me, which I&#039;m thankful for and showed me that. Actually, I don&#039;t know how I missed it. I didn&#039;t look late enough that Emma did, um, deed away several of the lots included on this deed that she did sell those later on. Um, quite a while, a while after Joseph died. And I was really thankful to know that I still, I still have a lot of questions. I still don&#039;t think it is evidence that Emma knew about this deed at the time because remember it was never finished, but William Clayton entered it into the Navoo Book of Deeds, his, his registry that he had sole control over and soul access to. And then he also registered it in Nauvoo. I mean, in um Carthage to the Hancock County registry just uh what was a week or a week and a half after Joseph&#039;s death. July 8th is coming to mind if that&#039;s what it is. But um but, and they, the Joseph Smith papers claims that it was Emma that did it, but I think that we clearly demonstrated it absolutely was not Emma, I think the best guess is Will William Clayton. And so anyway, so since it was recorded, it&#039;s totally possible that as soon as this all went to trial and to court and all of the, you know, everybody had to get involved. There would be the evidence that those deeds, those lots should have been Emma. So she totally could have sold them. So anyway, there are more questions to answer on these um deeds. But I think at the very least, what we have done is exposed that William Clayton&#039;s journal is a later motivated creation designed to try to prove Joseph&#039;s mis polygyny, especially, especially the the irregularities with it. The pieces pulled out of it like I&#039;ve said before, we, I can do more on that at some point, but this is really important to consider. So then we&#039;ll go to um Bill&#039;s third deed, which is the deed to Mary Fielding Smith, which she&#039;s Hiram&#039;s legal wife. So this, at this point, I have to pause and ask the question that I&#039;ve really wanted to ask from the beginning and have asked several times. What exactly is the theory here? I, I really want, I don&#039;t understand it at all. And, and I really, I my suspicion is that there isn&#039;t actually a well thought out theory. It&#039;s just kind of like, look, we can show that these relate, but I think that we need to do better than that. Like, what is the theory? How exactly do deeds relate to Joseph&#039;s marriages? Are we claiming that um he had to basically bribe the women to marry him with land, right? Or bribe their families? Is that what we&#039;re claiming. And if so, well, why are we not seeing deeds from other polygamous men to their right. Joseph would have been by far the most eligible bachelor because in polygamy, every man is a perpetual bachelor. And um he was the mayor of Nauvoo, the prophet of the Lord, the head of the church, right? Obviously, he would have been the best catch in Nauvoo. And yet are we claiming that he had to use land to bribe the women to marry him? Even though like according to Helen Mar Kimball&#039;s claim, which we&#039;re going to get to a little bit in a few minutes. Um Are we claiming that like even though he was promising them exultation for their entire family, he had to throw some land and to sweeten the deal. And if that was the case again, where are like, like if Brigham and Heber and William Clayton and others were just like following Joseph&#039;s lead, they were just in Joseph&#039;s inner cabal of polygamists doing only what they saw him do. Why isn&#039;t this pattern of deeds for wives continuing with them? Especially when we know that we actually skyrocketed after Joseph&#039;s death. Why aren&#039;t we seeing way more deeds given to plural wives? Right? If we want to make that claim, I think that&#039;s an interesting thing to think about also, wouldn&#039;t we expect to see the deeds like right before or near the time of the wedding? Isn&#039;t that when that bargain would have to be made. So we&#039;ll look in a few minutes at the, no one&#039;s even compared the dates of the supposed weddings or weddings or ceilings and the dates of the deeds. And I think that something worth looking at. So, so wouldn&#039;t those relate in some consistent way that we could expect to see? And, and why did Joseph only have to buy some of his wives with deeds? Why not all of them? Right? And so anyway, there are a lot of questions I have with that. And I also if the deeds, if the deeds, if we&#039;re claiming that they were somehow to provide for the wives, right, then again, why is there so much inconsistency? I I think I pointed this out because I&#039;ve said this is one thing I said to Bill in our correspondence is like we have the same correlation does not equal causation, but with the deeds and Joseph Smith&#039;s marriages, we don&#039;t even have correlation, right? Like as I get into it in a little while, well, I think I&#039;ve already stated it&#039;s like 25% of, of, of the wives had deeds or 33% of the deeds were two wives. And it like it&#039;s am it&#039;s a far, far less than half closer to a quarter of even overlap of even correlation. So if you don&#039;t even have correlation more than that, you at least need to provide some sort of causation. Explain to some degree what the theory actually is here. And so again, if the deeds are to provide for the wives, shouldn&#039;t we expect to see some consistency in how the wives were provided for in the Old Testament? When in the law of Moses, it does make some um rules of how men who are foolish enough to take on a Sara, a second wife, right? Known to cause pain and despair, even it for, for both women and the men, even in the Old Testament, it says that you have to treat the wives equally, right? So how is it so inconsistent? And I also wondered why none of the wives talked about it. Like even Helen Mar Kimball and who wrote so much about Joseph Smith, why didn&#039;t any of them talk about how Joseph gave them land deeds to help provide for them because he was such a caring, wonderful husband, right? Isn&#039;t that a claim you would think that they would make if this had anything to do with it? So that I, I just, I have so, so many questions about this. And I, I think that if this, if this um theory is going to continue, which I&#039;m, I&#039;m hoping maybe it won&#039;t. But if it is going to continue, please at least provide some specifics of exactly what the theory is exactly how these things go together because that&#039;s an important question to ask. So I&#039;m bringing it up because now we are bringing in Mary Fielding Smith Hiram&#039;s legal wife. So these they had been married for something like 5.5 years already. They already had Children. So are we claiming again, how does this fit in was like clearly Joseph wasn&#039;t bribing her to Mary Hiram. Right. Mary Fielding and Hiram were living together as legal husband and wife having Children together just as married couples do. So why would Joseph write a deed to Mary to provide for her? Why would that have to be done in these kind of back alley ways? Like how does this make any sense? I just want you to explain why the deed to Mary Fielding Smith is being tied in with this as somehow evidence that deeds have to do with polygamy. I really hope that someone will think about this and either come up with a theory or just discard it altogether. But what I propose since there is some overlap between the women who have deeds. Well, everyone who bought deeds in Nauvoo and people who claim to be involved or were involved later with polygamy. The overlap is that many of the Mormons in Navoo followed Brigham Young West, right? And when they followed Brigham Young West, that&#039;s when we start to get the claims of polygamy out of Joseph&#039;s polygamy. So of course, there is going to be some over. That&#039;s exactly what you would expect to see. I would say that is the causal connection between them the group of Mormons buying deeds in NAVOO were committed Mormons that were buying land to come and help build up this Mormon community. And many of them went with Brigham Young and they were many of them were committed to building up the community there where claiming living polygamy and claiming polygamy became part of building up that community. I think that&#039;s a much better theory. So I&#039;ll be curious to see if you agree with me, but let me go ahead just because we have this deed to Mary Fielding and go ahead and put, so show this. So here is this top, this one on top is the deed from Joseph Smith to Mary Fielding Smith. And then right below it, we have a deed from Ruben W Allred and Lucy and his wife to Mary um Fielding Smith as well. So again, we have a problem because deeds to women, including this very woman were not rare. There are at least half a dozen deeds I have seen either to or from Mary Fielding Smith with alone on the deed. So I really do think that um we need to rethink this theory, maybe that&#039;s already been clear, but we&#039;ll go ahead and, and follow it through some more. So, Bill goes on to show us the deeds that he um says overlap with the supposed wives. Well, they do overlap with the supposed wives, right? He lists them all there. So this is what we&#039;re going to address next and this gets a little bit tricky again because it&#039;s hard to even find, um, a, a certain list of Joseph Smith&#039;s wives. Right. Because there&#039;s very little agreement. I think Todd Compton counts 33 if I&#039;m correct. And Brian Hall counts 35 maybe they&#039;ve changed that a little bit. I don&#039;t know. Wikipedia lists 50 wives. Um, but I don&#039;t know any one that counts Wikipedia&#039;s list because they include everybody that Fon Brodie claimed and everybody that George D Smith claimed and they made some pretty wild claims. But, um, but, but Bill does seem to look to Wikipedia because you can see there right in the middle scar. Sarah Scott. He um is saying that she&#039;s listed as a plural wife on Wikipedia. So he&#039;s saying that Sarah Mulholland, um, there&#039;s a deed to Sarah Mulholland and I, oh, I dug into that and I so wanted to include the story about Sarah Mulholland on this episode, but I had to cut it out. It&#039;s fascinating. I have to cut it out and I will save it for the supposed polyandry wives when I get into those. It&#039;s great fun. So, right here, this is the Wikipedia list of wives. And you can see though I&#039;ve highlighted and read the ones that apparently that, that they also have a deed, right? I think there&#039;s one that Bill doesn&#039;t include that I did is that Martha mcbride Knight. I think that might be who it is. If I&#039;m seeing it wrong, there&#039;s someone else I&#039;ll get to it. But yeah, it looks like it&#039;s Martha mcbride Knight. That Bill must not have known that she&#039;s considered a wife. So I went ahead and included her for him as well. And we&#039;re gonna go ahead and look into these wives and compare the deeds to the wives and see what we come up with. Right. So we have 12 of 50 possible wives are included on deeds. And um yeah, is Martha mcbride Knight that Bill didn&#039;t include. And so as I was just saying, that&#039;s less than 25% of the supposed wives. So again, not great correlation. And among the 75% majority of supposed wives that don&#039;t have deeds, you can see names such as Louisa Beaman, Agnes Coolbrith, Melissa Lott, um Eliza Snow, right? Some of the most important wives who made the most claim about being wives were not included and not all of those women did. Agnes Cobra certainly never claimed to be wife, nor did Louisa Beaman. But um they were, they, they were women who were not given deeds. So again, that would need to be explained why, why Eliza Snow did not have a deed. And then at the same time, according to Bill Joseph sold lots to 34 women without a husband on the deed and only 12 of those two supposed wives. So again, only around a third of Joseph&#039;s deeds actually went to supposed wives. So we need to explain why the other two thirds of deeds to women were not to wives. That would need to be explained why, you know, like, how are they about marriage? If the majority of them, if two thirds of them have nothing to do with marriage? So, um, let&#039;s see. And then after this bill goes forward to, uh, well, we go to the wives. I think that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to do next. Yes. After this, this is the Texas sharpshooter because Bill goes on afterward to talk about all of the other deeds that aren&#039;t either to a wife or well, yeah, that aren&#039;t to a wife. And he tries to draw any possible connection to polygamy going so far as to say like the deeds to Robert Foster&#039;s wife to Sarah Foster. That, um, so Robert Foster was one of the novel Expositor Conspirators. And there are deeds to Sarah Foster. Maybe I&#039;ll get into those in a minute and he goes on to claim that those were somehow to keep her quiet. Although, is that what I have next? Yeah, here are the deeds to Sarah Foster. The dates are the 10th of March 1843 and the second of December 1843. So the first one at least is long before the ex um, the, the Hyrum was supposed to have read the revelation in the High Council, right? And the second one was before the falling out and long before the expositor was started. So again, the the dates on these deeds matter, right? So, so this is where this extreme um Texas sharpshooting comes in because we&#039;re just looking for any possibility. And then, yeah, with some of the others, you can go ahead, like I said, and draw parallels years later to polygamy, someone said something about um there was a deed to an all red. So clearly, that must be the Utah all red family, right? I mean, even though that family became prominent after in the, in the 19 twenties, after the split between the after the fundamentalists split off from the LDS church. So a lot of extreme claims bill doesn&#039;t fully buy into that one. But I think that all of these claims are just are just pretty interesting. Oh, I guess I&#039;m showing more deeds from having to do with Sarah and Robert Foster. I was gonna make this case. So yes, let me go on and to show this is really interesting. So this is um Robert and Sarah Foster also deeding land to a woman, which I thought was fascinating, right? And pretty much anyone you look up, you see them deeding land to women almost like as soon as I looked up, Sarah um Foster out of curiosity because of this claim, I found these deeds. There&#039;s another deed to Mabel Sharp in 1841 and then another deed to Anna Barbara Bauer Master in 1843. So even within our and Robert Foster to Mary Anne Greenwell in 1843 so you can see many deeds from Robert Foster to women. There&#039;s another one to Agnes Baum on the fourth of April 1844. So, unless we want to claim that Robert D Foster was also taking plural wives and deeding them property, hopefully you get the point. So, um, so I think that these, oh, and there&#039;s even more and this, oh, this was interesting, here&#039;s a deed from Robert Foster and his wife Sarah to Joseph in 1842. And another one in um another deed to Joseph Smith the 22nd of January 1844. So that was um like long after these other, I mean, this is crazy because they&#039;re saying that these deeds that were given to Sarah Foster in 1843 it happened before this deed from Robert and Sarah to Joseph Smith in um January of 1844. So hopefully, you see how convoluted and messy this is, it doesn&#039;t stack up to even be a viable hypothesis at this point. So let&#039;s go on and look at some of these wives. So this is the supposed overlap. This is the list of supposed wives who have deeds. And I think it&#039;s useful to get in you guys. I put, I&#039;m, I&#039;m hoping you&#039;ll just quickly compare the marriage dates because I think that&#039;s probably the most important thing to consider here is what&#039;s the relationship between them and how are we trying to make sense of that? So, let me go ahead. I&#039;m just gonna go into, I&#039;m not gonna in this episode, go into the evidence for the wives and all of that. Although it would be great fun. I&#039;m really excited to do that. I&#039;m just gonna look quickly at a few things from Sylvia Lion, right? So you can see she has two different marriage dates, either either February 8th of 42 or February 8th of 43. And then her deeds bill doesn&#039;t include all of these, but we should the deeds that are written to her without her husband on the deed, just her alone are written in two and 1840 then one in 1843. So let&#039;s go ahead and look really quickly at Sylvia Lion. The reason we have two dates for her. Um Yeah, Sylvia Lion. So I&#039;m looking at is because we have two separate affidavits that were written in Joseph F Smith&#039;s two separate copies of affidavit books that he wrote with um John Jack, I think is his name. Something like that was the Notary Republic writing them for him. And you can see in both of these, it&#039;s the same story Sylvia Lion. It says on this blank day of blank 1869 Sylvia came and filled out this affidavit, right? She never came. So there&#039;s no date ever listed for when she came. And then the first in the first book, it says February 1842 in the second book, it says February 8th 1843. That&#039;s why we have the two different dates because the two unsigned affidavits list different dates. And you can see that um these, these go on to that this was signed um married or sealed to President Joseph Smith by blink in the presence of blank and that&#039;s where they end. There&#039;s no claim and there&#039;s no signature. So this is counted, this is still counted as evidence of um Sylvia Lion being married to Joseph Smith, which is why she&#039;s on this list, right? So there, there is the evidence for Joseph Smith&#039;s marriage to Sylvia Lion. You&#039;ll recall that it&#039;s her daughter that claimed we have a 1913 affidavit that um from Josephine Lyon claiming that her mother said on her deathbed that she was actually Joseph&#039;s child. So she was the strongest candidate to be um Joseph&#039;s Polyandry&#039;s wife, right? Despite her lack of signed deeds, that&#039;s the other strongest piece of evidence we have for her until the, the DNA was just done and showed that no, Josephine Lyon was not Joseph Smith&#039;s child. She was the child, her father who happened to be Sylvia Lion&#039;s husband. So, um and then we go on and here are the deeds that I just talked about the 1840 deeds and the 1840. Um 0 I guess I have a few other deeds. Here&#039;s a deeded from Peregrine and Julianne Sessions to Sylvia Lion. Here&#039;s the other deed from Joseph Smith to um Sylvia Lance. You can see that deeds to women are not good evidence of polygamy. So let&#039;s go ahead and go back to this list. Mary Elizabeth Rollins and Patty Bartlett Sessions are pretty straight forward. I just think it&#039;s interesting to compare the marriage dates and the de date. Again, we have multiple dates for Mary Elizabeth Rollins. It&#039;ll be so fun to get into these episodes all from her. She um she never said she was uncertain. She just gave different stories at different times where she listed different marriage dates. So it was one of those. It was either in January, February or March of 1842 that she claimed to be married, but then she doesn&#039;t have a deed until July of 1843. So again, and what&#039;s the connection there? How do those relate? That&#039;s interesting. Patty Bartlett Session claimed to be married. Well, I don&#039;t know if she claimed herself off to look that up, March of 42 and then her deed didn&#039;t come until what is that August of 43. So almost a year and a half later again. Uh How, how, how do these deeds relate? What&#039;s the theory here? Why did the dates not matter? Right next. We&#039;ll go ahead and look really quickly at Marinda Nancy Johnson Hyde. I believe is her name. And just to show that there are multiple deeds from her to her as well. There&#039;s um, one from Ethan Kimball to Marinda Hyde in 1842 and then the one from Joseph Smith in 1843. So you can see that she also has her is listed on deeds herself just as so many other women are. And then we&#039;ll go on to look at Martha mcbride Knight who bill actually failed to include as a wife, but I think needs to be included. She also has two separate deeds from Joseph Smith, one in 1841 that he didn&#039;t include. And you can again see the dates of her marriage. It was supposedly summer of 42 and the deeds were in both, um in, in the fall of August of 41 or is that September, September of 41 and in February of 42. So both like, well before she was married to supposedly married to Joseph. So again, that&#039;s a problem. Now, I&#039;m going to say, oh, I guess I have a few more. There&#039;s also a deed again from a woman to a woman, Charity Stoddard to Martha Knight, and also Martha Knight to Charity Stoddard. See, that&#039;s another one of those interesting ones where I&#039;m like, what is going on with these deeds? These were the exact same day, the, well, I guess one was on the night September, then it was deeded back the 10th of September for the same amount of money. Really interesting. They&#039;re slightly different lots. So maybe they were just trading. But it is interesting to dig into the deeds, but those were deeds from women to women. So, we&#039;ll go back to the list. I&#039;m actually going to skip over for now. The teenage wives. Um, Sarah and Whitney Flora and Woodward and Helen Mark Kimball. We&#039;ll get to those. So right now we&#039;re going to look at and Eliza Partridge and this is a fun one. They&#039;re lumped together because they are actually included together on the same deed that is to all of their siblings. This deed is to Eliza Emily Caroline, Lydia and Edward Partridge who are all of the Children in this family of the Partridge family, right? And yet for some reason, Emily and Eliza, this is counted as evidence that they were married to Joseph. This is good enough to count as a deed. I do want to point out that this is not uncommon to have parents purchase land for their Children. I&#039;ll show you several of the other of these and I think that&#039;s exactly what&#039;s happening in all of the deeds to Children or to teens. I think their parents are buying the deeds, right? I, I do think that there&#039;s um like it&#039;s, it&#039;s warranted to wonder what&#039;s going on with. There are $1000 that could represent something else. Maybe $10,000 can as well. I don&#039;t know what those mean, but this 10, and this one is also for $1000. That&#039;s interesting. I&#039;m saying that what right here is we&#039;re looking at it. So, I don&#039;t know. But this is obviously a deed to all of the partridge Children. How are we counting this one deed as marriage? Especially when deeds to Children are not rare. So I think I have some more here. So, yes, I&#039;ve talked before about the many deeds to the Smith Children. So I won&#039;t go into those here to the to um Smith um to Joseph and Emma Smith Children from either Joseph or Joseph and Emma. But here are some others that I thought was interesting. This first one is a deed to the Smith Children from William and Margaret Blackhurst for $225. And then this was a deed to the Smith Children from William and Ruth Clayton. And I want to say this was like a month and a half before the lawsuit when William Clayton actually sued Joseph Smith for his, his farm that I talked about in episode 104 dirty deeds. And so um but deeds to Joseph and Emma&#039;s Children are far from the only, the only deeds to groups of Children. Here, we also have a deed to all of John Taylor&#039;s Children. You can see from Joseph Smith. He purchased the deed again for $1000 for George Mary Anne Joseph and Leonora Taylor, all of his Children. And then there&#039;s another deed that was purchased from Nel K Whitney for the, um, Lyman Children, Matilda Ruth, um, Lyman, who are all the Children of a mass of lineman. So that&#039;s really interesting. I think I might have one more. Yeah, here&#039;s another one or to the, to, or, um, or in Porter Rockwell&#039;s Children. Right. So, again, purchase from Joseph Smith for Emily Caroline Oren and Sarah Jane Rockwell, and this one is for $100. So seeing some difference on those deeds makes me think that maybe the $1000 isn&#039;t merely symbolic. I don&#039;t know. But again, I do want to point out that these are just the ones I happened to find. If someone actually want wanted to go through these deeds books carefully, I, I am quite confident there would be many other deeds to groups of Children purchased by their parents is what it looks like to me, right? So if we want to claim that Emily and Eliza&#039;s deeds are evidence of marriage, then we need to claim that about these other deeds to all groups of Children as well. There has to be some semblance of consistency if we want to make this about critical thought. So now I want to go ahead and talk about what many people see as the most troubling overlap between deeds and supposed wives. And that&#039;s the deeds to the three teenage wives. We&#039;re really going to get into that now and then I will go ahead and talk about Bill&#039;s New, the two new wives that Bill um is hypothesizing to have found based on deeds. So I think these will be fascinating parts of this conversation because I think a lot of, for a lot of people, these are the most compelling parts. So before we get into that, I do want to restate my hope is that so far? Um we&#039;ve, we&#039;ve put some pretty big holes in this theory. I think, I think we&#039;ve done more than enough to, to completely discredit this hypothesis, but just to recap a couple of the things, just seeing how many deeds there were written to women, how none of the deeds um line up in any sort of logical or meaningful way with wedding dates or with how, how they would fit in with marriage at all, how none of the deeds were ever used as evidence by any of the original polygamists or anyone else making that claim up until now, this is a relatively new claim, right? How there&#039;s no correlation between deeds and wives, how cherry picked the sources have been, how insufficiently and badly set up the statistical analysis is, et cetera, et cetera on and on. I hope that we have done more than enough to show that deeds should uh the deeds do have nothing to do with polygamous marriages and that the entire theory and analysis was based on extremely incomplete and rather bad information. And so, so I hope that that is already clear, but I know that for a lot of people, this will be a real sticking point, right? Then how do you explain the deeds to the, the the girls? So that&#039;s what we need to get going to next because people are particularly concerned about this. So I think we have some very good answer. So let me go ahead and add back the slide to the screen and you can see the three teenage wives there, Sarah and Whitney Flora and Woodworth and Helen Mar Kimball. So I am, I again, I can&#039;t get into it here. I am so eager to do episodes on each of these wives and all of the evidence for each of them. So I&#039;m not going to get into it here. Although I do want to bring up at least one question, right? Um Regarding these teenage wives and specifically Helen Mar Kimball. So Brigham Young and Hebrew C Kimball were lifelong friends for people who don&#039;t already know that. In fact, you&#039;ll see in a minute that Brigham&#039;s daughter was named after his best friend, Heber&#039;s wife, Violet, right? Heber took his lead from Brigham echoes Brigham in all of his ideas and doctrines throughout the journal of discourses. You can see that it doesn&#039;t look to me like Hebrew comes up with a lot on his own. He just tells he just repeats Brigham&#039;s doctrines and tells everyone they need to look to Brigham as their God and follow Brigham. Right. That&#039;s what he does. He, um, so I want to ask this question if it was so important for Helen Mar Kimball to marry Joseph Smith as at 14, given as a sacrificial man by her father to find their families and to ensure their exaltation. And since that was apparently how their exaltation was ensured, and since Brigham was Joseph&#039;s closest confidant and most loyal and trusted follower, I have to ask, why weren&#039;t either of Brigham Young&#039;s teenage daughters sealed to Joseph Smith to bind their families as well, right? We claim for those who um are opposed to Joseph Smith and claim that Joseph and Hebrew up with this deal, why didn&#039;t Joseph also come up with this deal with freedom? Right? For those who um are, you know, faithful to the traditional narrative of the church who believe the traditional narrative? If you think that Joseph and Hebert needed this to Sarah Helen Mark Kimball goes to great length, explaining her story and why she was sealed to Joseph Smith at 14. So I have to, I have to ask why it didn&#039;t also apply to Brigham Young. I think this is a real, really good question if, if this ceiling was necessary to bind and exalt their families, why wouldn&#039;t Brigham have wanted to do that? And why wouldn&#039;t Joseph have done that with his like number one polygamy buddy Elizabeth Young was the same age as Sarah Anne Whitney and Violet Young again named for Violet Kimball. His best friend&#039;s wife was a year or two younger than Helen Mar Kimball. She turned 14 before the prophet&#039;s death. So if there were any validity whatsoever to Helen Mark Kimball&#039;s stories, and if it was true in any way that their families needed to be sealed together to ensure their exaltation, Brigham would certainly have wanted that for his family as well. He wanted, would have wanted to ensure exaltation and to be as close to the prophet as possible. Right? Remember again, the only place we get these stories about Helen being sealed to Joseph Smith at 14 are from her various reminiscences that she wrote in Utah in her fifties, her mid ff starting in 1881 almost 40 years after the event supposedly happened. Well, after a decade after both of her parents had died and after all of her siblings had died and after Brigham Young&#039;s death as well, so she was the only one there to tell this story, right? She never signed an affidavit in the 1869 affidavits or any other time, she didn&#039;t testify in the Temple lot trial. And even with all of Hebrews many, many sermons and much speaking and writing, he never said anything. At least nothing that I have seen and nothing that anyone has ever shown me. He never said anything about deciding to marry his 14 year old daughter to Joseph Smith in order to bind their families and ensure his family&#039;s exultation that Heber talked a lot about polygamy and gave a lot of his reasons for it and his understanding in it. We also can read a lot about it clear back in his letters in England, his letters to Violet, right? Talking about the cause I have embraced in talking about polygamy and spiritual life. It had nothing to do with these doctrines that come up later in Helen Mark Kimball&#039;s journal, maybe someone will find something that they think applies. I&#039;d be really interested to see it. I certainly have never seen it. And so he also, if he were the one, I mean this, Helen Mark Kimball is the only one I know of that has a story like this, right? So if he or C Kimball were the one whose family was bound together with Joseph Smith to ensure their exalt, he certainly would have wanted to brag about that, right. That&#039;s why I think Brigham would have wanted the same bragging rights. He would have brought it up and being able to tell people you need to be sealed and bound to my family because I&#039;m bound to Joseph&#039;s family. So that&#039;s the way you can ensure your exultation. It just doesn&#039;t come up anywhere in any of their doctrine. The principal was not taught and the family was not held up in that way it&#039;s very strange. So I have to wonder if maybe the reason that Helen Mar Kimball is the only one that tells these stories in her later re reminiscences is because she was a woman who had been raised by a domineering father and lived for decades in a domineering system where the way to serve God and to build the kingdom and the way to gain relevance was to be connected to Joseph Smith And especially to be able to claim to be a plural wife of Joseph Smith. She was now an older woman struggling with depression who lacked purpose, meaning and connection in her life. And like so many other older women in this time, when the LDS church was desperate to prove its validity against the claims of the R LDS church leaders and missionaries who were coming and winning many converts, right? And it was during this time that um that Helen Mar Kimball was approached by the relief society leaders and asked to write her story, which of course should include her knowledge of Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy. So if anyone wants to argue against that, let me um play this clip from a fair conference with Lara Hales presenting every&lt;br /&gt;
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Laura Hales: few years starting in 1866 missionaries from the new church including David and Alexander Smith traveled to Utah bearing the message that Joseph Smith was a monogamist and that Brigham Young instituted plural marriage after their father&#039;s death. These claims were so bothersome that Hiram Smith&#039;s son, Apostle Joseph F. Smith collected affidavits from novel polygamists in the late 18 sixties, including 15 from the prophet&#039;s plural wives. Affirming their first hand knowledge of his practice. The conflict climax when Joseph Smith the third printed his mother&#039;s reported denial of his father&#039;s plural marriages. Several months after her 1879 death, her words raised the ire of her former latter day Saint Novo neighbors and reinforced the strain between the two groups in this tense setting. Helen Mar Kimball Whitney found herself at a crossroads after years of wiping runny noses, darning socks and chasing after little ones, household duties no longer absorbed her days as was prone to happen. Depression, a familiar foe returned to Helen. Many of us undoubtedly can empathize with her sense of loss and confusion as she looked for a new purpose in her life. During this time, Helen requested a help healing blessing from the release society after the washing and anointing Eliza Snow. And Margaret Snoop visited with her about earlier times. Helen recollected sister smoot told me she thought it would be a great benefit to the younger sisters to hear my history. And she considered it my duty to tell them. She told me the same when I was at her house in Provo. And that night I made up my mind to commence my biography.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok? I know that was a rather long clip to play, but I wanted to show very clearly what Helen Mark Kimball&#039;s stories grew out of what the situation was, right? And I just um I appreciate, I&#039;ve always liked that presentation by um Laura Hills and I thought that it did a good job explaining how these stories came about. So I actually kind of love Helen Mark Kimball&#039;s imagination and emotion and tragic impulses in creating story. There are many very creative, wonderful female fiction writers, right? And you can see the romanticism that comes into this story. It also came in an era when sacrifice was glorified and lauded. The most wonderful thing a woman could do is sacrifice for the principle, right? So I think that that&#039;s a lot of the context that we can read into Helen Mar Kimball stories, which is, I think the best way to make sense of them that they are consistent with the time period that she wrote them in, but they&#039;re not necessarily historically or doctrinally accurate, right? I think that that&#039;s how we should look at those. But as I said, we&#039;ll get much deeper into what exactly is relied on for the evidence of each of these wives in future episodes. I just wanted to show that little bit to kind of give a taste so that people don&#039;t come to it with just the automatic assumption that Joseph Smith was, of course married to these wives. It&#039;s all gonna be a lot of fun. But for now, here are the deeds, let&#039;s go ahead and talk about these three deeds to these three teenage supposed wives. The first one, Helen, Mark Kimball. She actually has two deeds. One on June 7th, 1843 when the following year, June 7th, 1844 for $50 and 100 $80. So I won&#039;t go into a lot of evidence, but she was married the next year to Horace Whitney and went on to have 11 Children with him. So that&#039;s her story. And then we have Sarah and Whitney, we&#039;ll look at her deed next. She was supposedly married to Joseph July 27th, 1842 and had the deed in September for $1000. So another interesting one, right? And um we&#039;ve seen a lot of $1000 deeds to people&#039;s Children. So we can ask a lot of questions about this one. She was actually married to Joseph C Kingsbury. Um The scribe of section 132 in April of 1843. That was later that marriage that we have. The evidence for right here was later explained away as a pretend marriage despite the fact that she actually lived with Joseph C Kingsbury until marrying Hebrew C Kimball in March of 1845. So what is that? Two years later, she lived with Joseph C Kingsbury for two full years in a pretend marriage and there are many other problems. Why does a teenage girl? I think she was 18? Why does she need a pretend marriage instead of just continuing to live with her parents, especially since according to the polygamous stories, which we will get into her parents actually took her to Joseph Smith to the one room he was staying on that was staying in, they accompanied her and would have had to be in the room with him because they couldn&#039;t be seen while they did their business according to this, these stories. Right. So I don&#039;t think they would have a problem letting Sarah Anne continue to live with them while she was married to Joseph. So, um there, there&#039;s, there&#039;s no reason to imagine the supposed marriage. She wasn&#039;t pregnant. There were no, there&#039;s no evidence of rumors and this is in a time when rumors were desperately being sought and being spread and published far and wide, right? Any rumor about Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy would have made it into the newspapers. And so if there had been rumors, we would know there, there were no rumors that we know of. So there&#039;s no reason for a pretend marriage, then the next go on to is um Flora Ann Woodworth. Here is she was supposedly married in the spring of 1843. Her deed was in May of her deeds were in May of 1843 1 for $1000.01 for her family for $250. So that&#039;s interesting. Right. Again, and we are going to talk about deeds to teenage girls. Don&#039;t worry, we will get there. Um Remember though in the episode that I did on Flora and Woodworth, the disappearing evidence and chat GP T despite um Helen Mark Kimball&#039;s claim that she married her non-member husband after Joseph&#039;s death and always regretted it. That was in Helen Mark Kimball&#039;s these later reminiscences in 2015, her marriage record to Charles Gove was found. So we know she married another man right after supposedly marrying Joseph Smith, that&#039;s now been adjusted into the narrative to explain it a different way. Although we&#039;ll never acknowledge that Helen Mark Kimball, you know that none of her claims seem to stand up very well. And of course, Flora Anne Woodworth herself never claimed to have been married to Joseph Smith. So I know that despite all of the evidence, we have covered so far to show that deeds are not in any way related to marriages, people will still want to hold on to this one argument with these three in particular claiming that there is no good reason, no other reason, possible reason for teenage girls to have deeds just like was discussed here.&lt;br /&gt;
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RFM: So let me ask the obvious question. Why is Joseph Smith giving property to a 16 year old?&lt;br /&gt;
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Bill Reel: Yeah. Why good. There&#039;s the pause. None of us have a good answer for that. And by the way, when&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: you OK, so you can see that seems to be the problem, right? Why is Joseph Smith giving property to, to these teenagers. Right. Keep in mind again, not giving property. There are purchase price lists listed that we can look at. But let&#039;s get in and try to answer that question. I think the best way to really drive home. The point is to show that just like deeds to women were not uncommon. Deeds to girls were not uncommon either, not just deeds to Children. Those deeds to women were extremely common. Deeds to Children to groups of Children are not uncommon. And the next biggest group is deeds, two girls. So let&#039;s show a few examples. Here is a deed from George and Bets Betsy grant to the daughters of William Smith. Again, the daughters of William Smith was added in by Susan Easton Black and her team. That&#039;s not originally on the deed, but you can see right here a deed for Mary Jane Smith and Caroline Louisa Smith purchased this in 1841 I would assume by William Smith for his daughters. The de the girls were seven and four. At the time I already showed you the deed to John Taylor&#039;s Children that he bought for all of his Children. But he also bought separate deeds just for his daughters. So this top deed is to Leonora Taylor for $50 made in May of 1843. And the bottom one is another one to Leonora Tay Taylor in 1845 for $840 right Isn&#039;t that interesting? And let&#039;s see, I think Lenora was. I have it written down. She was three at the time of the first deed and five at the time of the second deed here is a deed for Mary Ann, the, her sister for $100 in 1845 and she was nine at the time. So let me show just a couple. Oh, and, and I&#039;ll point out John Taylor bought the de the deed for all of his Children and then he bought these deeds for his daughters. He didn&#039;t buy similar deeds for his sons. That&#039;s important to note. And then um let&#039;s see what other examples do I have. This is ok. So this is a deed from Maxwell Sharp for Eliza Golden Merriweather his daughter. I I started searching the term daughter just to see what would be included because um, Susan Easton Black included the relationship on some of them. Most of them won&#039;t say daughter. So I again, feel quite confident that if anyone wants to serve through the deeds, you could find many more deeds for young girls and teenage girls. This last one I&#039;ll include is Jacob Scott to his daughter in 1844. And so there are not equivalent deeds for sons that I was able to find. There were deeds to groups of Children and then deeds to daughters. I don&#039;t want to say there aren&#039;t any deeds to sons anywhere because I&#039;m not making that claim again, I haven&#039;t gone through them all. Just from what I have seen, I have seen a lot of deeds to groups of Children and I have seen enough deeds to daughters to strongly make the case and I haven&#039;t seen deeds two sons. So it looks to me like it was not uncommon for parents to buy land, to buy lots of land specifically for their daughters, for their, all of their Children. But then in particular for their daughters. And so the assumption that land to girls is so rare, it must be something nefarious. It must mean that Joseph was. Well, people would say a pedophile, right? Or that he was interested in marrying them or had married them. It&#039;s just born out of ignorance because there are other perfectly reasonable explanations that we need to come up with because this is happening on a somewhat common basis. This is not unique. This is, and it&#039;s definitely not confined to o to only Joseph Smith. So I will offer the best explanation that I have come up with that. I thought of that I think has quite a bit of merit. I&#039;m of course open to hearing other ideas, but I wanted to um propose my best idea because it&#039;s the one that seems the most logical to me of why parents would buy land for daughters. This was a time when dowries were still very much um in the culture, both in America, but especially in England. Right. And so in the 18 hundreds, it was very well understood that girls were expected to bring a property to their marriages, particularly in England. Think of all of the Jane Austen novels. Right. I just, this is what they&#039;re all about is about these poor girls that don&#039;t have dowries. So can&#039;t make a good match. Like I&#039;m thinking of, um, sense and sensibility and Mary Anne loses Willoughby because he instead goes and marries the other girl who has 50,000 pounds, right? And Mary Anne doesn&#039;t have a sizable dowry dry, had a long history in Europe. And so it also had a long history in America where it was brought from Europe, right? And um the tradition was still going strong at the time of Joseph Smith in America, but especially somewhere like NAVOO, which had such a huge influx from England, for example, John Taylor, who I just showed you his lot the deed he bought for his Children and then his special ones for his daughter. He was an immigrant from, from England. So I could see it becoming even more prevalent in NAVOO than it would have been in the rest of America. Dowries have continued on with um Hope Chest or cedar chests, right? I my growing up the girl that lived next door had a cedar chest. That&#039;s where I heard of it. I&#039;d never heard of one where she would a Hope Chest, you know, gather all of her things for when she got married. And I, and from some of the things I read that grew into showers, wedding showers, grew out of that tradition of dowries that like there was an expectation that your daughters, if they had a dowry, they could make a better match. That would make perfect sense of why parents would buy property for either their teenage girls or their younger girls. And I will say, well, let me read a couple of quotes and then I&#039;ll come back to it. So, from some of the research over, um these are some quotes from some of the different articles. And um you know, in different sources, overall, dowries were a significant consideration for the marriage opportunities of a daughter and for the marriage choices of a young gentleman that was the culture that they were in. They continued, as I said, well into the 19 hundreds with those things. But the thing I wanted to say is that, oh, the the opposite did not exist. America has a long tradition of dowry. There is not an ex um a tradition of dower or bride price, which would be where the groom is expected to give property to either the bride or to the bride&#039;s family, right? Where the groom has to have this attached to him. That would be, well, I mean, of course, you know, Jane Austen, the rich men were the most eligible bachelors, right? But there&#039;s not an equivalent where you would have to have this property specifically purchased for a young boy to bring or for a man to bring to his wedding. There would not be a tradition where it would be expected for Joseph Smith to give land to his wives or to bring to buy them with, with land, whatever it might be. So I guess what I&#039;m proposing is that understanding these deeds to teenage girls in the context of dowry makes complete sense and allows us to look at the full body of evidence and accept all of it where we don&#039;t have to ignore who the deeds were from. If they were from Joseph or Emma, we don&#039;t have to ignore all of these other deeds that were bought and sold. Not that had nothing to do with Emma. We don&#039;t have to ignore the price that was written on them, right? And claim, oh, we should just ignore those, the price on those certain deeds, Joseph. Well, I mean, that&#039;s not good historical work to just throw out whatever evidence we don&#039;t like and say we should just ignore it, right. We also don&#039;t have to ignore the cultural practices at the time. There was not a tradition of giving land to your wife. When you, when you married her, there was a tradition of girls, of property being brought, bought for girls to make them more desirable as spouses to help them make better matches. And I think that&#039;s what&#039;s going on here. I&#039;ll read a quote from Elder Holland just because it relates to Dowries, which is what we&#039;re talking about and he relates Dowries to endowment. An endowment is a gift, it contains the same root word as dowry, which is a special gift to start a new couple on their married life. Thus, an endowment in the temple is a gift to be received. When looking at dowries in the light of a special gift, it gives the concept a different meaning. Instead of being a monetary means of attracting a mate, it can be considered not only necessary for progress but sacred and an honor to receive such a gift. So even though he&#039;s acknowledging that that&#039;s what dowries were for. They were property that women or girls held to help them attract a mate. So I think that&#039;s useful to consider, right? And again, if anybody is concerned about deeds to teenagers or to girls, let&#039;s talk about it. But please take all of this information into context and come up with a better theory and show some reason that the things I&#039;m showing don&#039;t apply or the or a reason that these deeds should still be claimed to be evidence uh that Joseph was married to them. So the last thing we need to look at, I know we&#039;ve been going for quite a while, but there&#039;s a lot to cover and I&#039;m even leaving a ton of it out, but we have to talk about Bill&#039;s discovery of two new wives, right? Based on his theory, Bill is excited to have found evidence to claim two new wives for Joseph Smith. J go. I think that was his first big discovery. And now he&#039;s added Mary Anne Bosley again. I&#039;ll let Bill explain.&lt;br /&gt;
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Bill Reel: Here&#039;s what else we find. We also find two deeds and I don&#039;t count these if you want to throw these out, polygamy deniers, if you want to throw these two out, you&#039;re welcome to the math. Doesn&#039;t get that much better for you. It&#039;s still an absurd probability. There are two deeds, one to Mary Anne Bosley and one to a Jane gully. And in this instance, John C Bennett, uh in his uh book History of the Saints, he names a group of Joseph Smith, plural plural wives. This is back in 1842 or 1843. He named some of Joseph Smith&#039;s plural wives and the historians have deciphered all of them minus two. And the two that they have not been able to come up with was uh the last two there, which was uh A Mrs G and a Miss B and because of the land deeds I&#039;m proposing that we actually now know who these two are and it&#039;s gully, by the way, the number of A,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ok. So you&#039;ll, you can see the, um, the, now claim that Bill has and I know it is exciting to find a new wife of Joseph Smith. It&#039;s kind of the treasure hunt. And so I&#039;m just going to have to show the reasons that I don&#039;t agree with this new discovery. Why I think it&#039;s not, um, accurate. Well, of course, I don&#039;t think we can find a new wife for Joseph Smith because I believe Joseph Smith had one wife. And I think the evidence strongly shows that as I&#039;m trying to lay out in this episode, just addressing one piece of the evidence, the landed, right? But so he goes on to admit that the Mrs G which would be Jane go, he has the wrong number of asterisks. But he says, um that Bennett may have thought goalie was spelled with an E instead of with just a Yglley, which is very plausible. Spellings were not um formalized back then as they are. Now, things were spelled in many different ways. So I&#039;m not going to get on him for making that assumption. I think I, I am going to get on everybody for continuing to think that um John C Bennett should be considered a valid source for this information, right? Where I mean, he has been exposed to have made so many just extreme claims, just ludicrous claims. He is a known liar, even those who really, um even people who absolutely believe that Joseph was a polygamous and want to use John Bennett&#039;s claims. Even they have to acknowledge that it&#039;s, it&#039;s really tricky to know where to draw the line of what they want to believe and what they don&#039;t believe because he made so many false claims. So I think that it&#039;s problematic to give, to give John Bennett this much credit, especially with these super cryptic claims where he&#039;s just putting Mrs G Miss, you know, like, like like come on, you know, and I will say I know that these things seem to be validated later on, but I will show going forward that we know that Brigham Young and the historical team in the early church were using John Bennett&#039;s sources to compile their history. The happiness letter is just one evidence of that. The only source for that is from John Bennett and yet it was included in the church&#039;s history. So we know that they were using these sources. So it&#039;s not that surprising that some of them would match up, right? So let&#039;s go ahead and talk about these deeds um as with so many others, but maybe even more particularly with these, it is important to pay attention to the dates. So here is John C Bennett&#039;s book. So you&#039;ll recall John C. Bennett was chased out of NAU or left Nauvoo in disgrace. I believe it was in May of 1842. He went on to write his articles in July of the same year. They started to be published in the um Sammo journal and the Warsaw Signal starting in July of 1842. And then he expanded them into his book, The History Of The Saints, which he managed to manage to publish that same year in 1842. So both Mrs G and Miss B, along with all of those others would have had to have been married to Joseph Smith by 1842 or I would say early 1842 at the very latest. And we know that like even for people who want to claim that John C Bennett was being allowed into Joseph&#039;s secrets earlier than that, we know that Joseph started investigating him and started reporting on him and started exposing him well, before he was kicked out of NAVOO, right? They gave him second chances. So to believe that he was still in the know about any of these supposed marriages is hard to claim. So I would say like early 1842 would be the very latest date, they could possibly have been married. So the first thing I&#039;ll show you is that both of these deeds to the Mrs Mrs G and Miss B were both in 1844. So a full two years plus possibly after not only these marriages would have had to have taken place, but also after John Bennett was chased out of NAVOO, so he couldn&#039;t have had any information about it, right? So that&#039;s the first problem with this claim, but it gets a lot better from there. So let me introduce you a little bit to Jane Gulley. Jane and her husband Samuel were married in 1833. So I know that people think that, um, because of polyandry, it doesn&#039;t matter if a woman already had a husband, but it&#039;s gonna be really fun to get into the polyandry episode. I would just say it should matter. No woman ever claimed to be polyandrous married those, the polyandrous marriage marriages come about only because historians later on went back and did the dates based on these claims and put together and said she couldn&#039;t have been married to Joseph. She was already married to someone else. Oh, the solution must be that Joseph was marrying other men&#039;s wives. That&#039;s how, that&#039;s how it comes about, I guess. Well, anyway, we&#039;ll talk about it more as we go forward. But Jane Gully was married and had been married for 10 years before she and her husband came to NAVOO, which most likely did not happen until 1843. And I will show you why. So their Children at that time were 86 and three. So this family of five moved into NAVOO in 1843. So I&#039;ll show you the very first record of them that we of them being in NAVOO is this journal entry on July 7th, 1843 that talks about Samuel Goy helping copy affidavits in the office that evening, right? And then interestingly, four days earlier, this is what Joseph or Joseph Smith&#039;s journal, you know what that all you all know what that means, right? What the journal says four days earlier, it claims that um by recommendation of Joseph a special conference and selected elders to go into the different countries and preach the gospel and disabuse the public mind with regard to the rest the arrest of or capture. Right? So Joseph is sending a special delegation to go forward. The interesting thing is so look at this closely, right? There&#039;s no mention of any elders including Samuel Goley. But when we get the draft version, which you all know what that means, right? The draft version that was created in the fifties in Utah. All of a sudden it adds elder&#039;s name. So you can see this is the draft that they did before they did the finalized history. And there in that highlighted portion, you can see the elders listed, which includes Samuel Gully. So that would be the earliest date would be, what was it July 4th? Is that the date of the journal July 3rd? But it wasn&#039;t added until Utah, right? Until his name was added and it was included in the finalized draft history. But I I want to show you why this is problematic and I have to tell you, I am extremely proud of this source because it took me days and days and days to find. But here we have the license, the licenses that were issued to the elders, right. This is the elders book of licenses that were issued. Samuel Goley received an elder&#039;s license. October 24th, 1843 and elders license would have been required to go on this mission that Joseph Smith was having people go on. They had to have an elder&#039;s license issued first. At least that&#039;s my understanding of what I always. So again, I&#039;m always open to be being corrected if someone has better information. But I will say the first official records we have of Samuel go being in Nauvoo. Is this entry in the, in the um July 1843 journal? Then I think he was backdated into this July 3rd mission, which I think there&#039;s evidence to say he didn&#039;t go on. Not that it is a make or break. It just is always interesting to see how, how history was done and how it doesn&#039;t always stand up. The, the changes that were made to the history in Utah don&#039;t always stand up to the other records that we have because he most likely could not have gone on that mission without an elder&#039;s license. And so um let me go on to show another record we have of Samuel that was, was in, this was in August. So you can see the records of him being in NAVOO start in July 1843 and come pretty consistently. So in August of 18 43 we have the first record of him paying tithing, which I think is also a strong evidence that he wasn&#039;t there before this time because this is the first time he paid tithing. And we also have just one record of Jane Gully in navoo. It was her um donation to the temple lot which hundreds of hun and hundreds of relief society sisters donated to the temple. And she was her, her 50 cent that she made on April 14th, 1845 was recorded in the book of the Law of the Lord. So those are some pretty consistent records not starting until July 1843 of Samuel and Jane Goley being in Nauvoo again in case it&#039;s not obvious the reason this is so important. Let me back up here. A couple of slides is that John Bennett&#039;s book was written in 1842. So if Jane Goley is the infamous Mrs G, that means that John Bennett predicted her being married to Joseph Smith a full year before she had even arrived in Nauvoo, which I think is pretty astounding like like maybe John Bennett was the actual prophet here. So anyway, I hope that that is enough to show that. Um I just think like this is the stuff that I think should be done when we&#039;re trying to make a claim we should look in. If we&#039;re claiming a new wife, let&#039;s at least do the research to find out anything we can about her, but it gets better. So here is I&#039;m going back through all of these records. Here is the um original recorded deed. It&#039;s not the original deed. It&#039;s the deed recorded, I believe in the car that in the book in Carthage, the Hancock County Book of Deeds. And this deed is between Joseph Smith as sole trustee and trust for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and Jane Gully. And it&#039;s for $1000. Again, that&#039;s interesting, $1000 right? This is another case that I think it might be a stand in for something and you can see that it&#039;s lot number two in block number 141 right? So this is, this is, these are pretty important details. The 20th of May 1844 $1000 for block number two and lot number 141. The reason this is so important is because it helps us these details how with a source that I think very clearly explains this deed. So here we have a letter from Lyman White to Joseph Smith and you can see it was written eight the 18th of May 1844. So again, just two days before this deed was written, we have this letter and um, yeah, I I mean, I am proud of myself for finding all of these things, but I think that if you&#039;re the one claiming that this is Joseph Smith&#039;s wife and you should have done the work to find these things. So this is two days before Lyman Bright White writes to Joseph Smith and says, brother Joseph Smith, you will please to give Samuel Gully a deed of lot, which is credited to me on your book. So here we have this letter with Lyman asking Joseph to give his lot to Samuel Goley. And the next and then two days later, we have this deed. Ok. Are you catching on? So in case anyone wants to claim that this is coincidence or that it&#039;s not the same deed? Let me go ahead and show you William Clayton&#039;s trustees book of Land Deeds, right? And you can see right here on um, it&#039;s the exact details you can see May 20th 1844 for a dollars, the exact details on the deed. And we have this lot lot number two in um block number, 100 41 crossed out from where it said George Miller and Lyman White and instead written in to Jane Gully. So I think we have a perfect explanation of this deed to Jane Gully and why it was written. And so yet there it is, there are the details of it again and it has absolutely nothing to do with polygamy. It was written way too late. There&#039;s no evidence anywhere that Joseph Smith had and that, that Jane Go had ever even met Joseph Smith. Nava was big by the time they got there, right? And so, um, So anyway, I think that that should hopefully lay to rest. Not only the claim that this deed that again, that the deeds have anything to do with marriage, but any claim that the, that the Mrs G would be Jane Gulley based on this deed. I think that we have adequately explained this deed. So now we&#039;ll go ahead and look at the case for Marianne Bosley and I think you will see that it&#039;s not much better. So let&#039;s go ahead and look at the deed to her again. It was, it was two years too late, right? To apply to John Bennett&#039;s initial cryptic initials when he novo in disgrace. But here is the deed and you can see it&#039;s from Joseph and Emma, which is interesting, right? This isn&#039;t even from Joseph as the trustee in trust for $500 for the north half of the lot, number of lot number two and block number 101. I know it says the north half of the north half. But according will show it&#039;s just the north half of that lot. So this is for half of the lot. Interestingly on the same day, there is another deed to Marianne and her brother George C Bosley. Now um in, in Susan Easton Black&#039;s compilation, she lists husband, but we&#039;ll show here that that&#039;s an error. She adds those in and this one was just mistaken. So this is the same day on January 26th, 1844. And again, this is for lot number three and block number 101. So the same block, but it&#039;s for a full um lot for the both of them together. And I&#039;ll go ahead and show you just to avoid the mistake or any confusion. This is Edward Bosley&#039;s family search page. There&#039;s Edward and his wife Anne Kelly and you will see down here as we scroll down, Mary Anne Bosley right there. And George Bosley are um Kelly and Edmund Bosley&#039;s only unmarried Children. So William, the one that&#039;s right in between them had passed away in 1842. This deed is in 1844 Marianne is not yet married and George is not yet married and the rest of their Children are. So I think that makes sense why there is a deed to these two Children from their parents again, as we have already showed that this is a tradition. So again, that should be taken into consideration if we want to look at the deed to Marianne Bosley, that happens to be from Joseph and Emma Smith two years too late for her to be Miss B. We should also look at the deed to her and her brother on the same day, also from Joseph and Emma Smith. And interestingly on the same day, there is a third deed that is to George W Bosley, which is different than George C Bosley on the previous one George W Bosley and Almira Bosley. And it was the same day and this is for the other half of the lot that was deeded to Mary Anne Bosley. And I, I was not a, I tried really hard, maybe I missed something but I was not able to find anywhere who George W Bosley and Amira Bosley. A Myra Bosley are who they belong to the um deed itself makes it very clear that they are Children. If you look on the next part, it says it is, it is here. I expressly understood that Solomon K Lawrence of the city of Quincy and County of Adams in the state aforesaid to have the use of the aforesaid lot until the said George W and Myra Bosley become of full age. So they were obviously Children, but um I don&#039;t know whose Children they were, but it seems obvious that they were related the same name, the other half of the deed adjacent to the other deed that&#039;s bought the same day for George and, and Georgia and Almira. And then Almira. And interestingly, this is another case, right, of um of parents buying a deed for all of their Children or at least all of their unmarried Children and then a separate additional deed for their daughter as we have already talked about, which I think has most likely to do with dowry. And um Mary Anne was not necessarily young at this point. So maybe they were trying to give her an upper hand to find a spouse. But so this is what I think is interesting. So, oh, here are the deeds. Um, so you can see the one to Mary Anne is for $500. The one to George and Marianne is $2000 and then here is the 1 to um, 0, here&#039;s another deed to I I, this is what I threw in for good measure. This is from Luia Scoville and Samuel Rolf to Marianne Bosley. So that&#039;s interesting as well, right? Another deed to this woman with no husband on her deed. And so I think that when we look at these deeds in um in in William Clayton&#039;s Trustees Book of Land Deeds, it gives us some useful insights into deeds purchased for Children by their parents, right? Because you can see here is the lot block. I mean, here&#039;s block 101 that it says that that, that it was included on the deed. But you can see it&#039;s just Ed Bosley listed on the lot that should be for Mary Anne and for the other Children. And then it just says Bosley on the other lot. I think that that tells us something about who was most likely purchasing these lots for their Children, right? As we see with these other lots to Children or two girls specifically, just as we see in just as is the case with Marianne Bosley and her father, Edmund Bosley, right. He um um William Clayton corrected his error where he recorded it elsewhere. And you can see that here in um this other listing that he has. Marianne Bosley is listed for half the, the north half of the lot and George and O Myra on the south half of the lot just as we see in the deeds. And then, and um Edmund Bosley is crossed out and instead, it&#039;s listed as Mary Anne Bosley, George and Almira Bosley and then Mary Anne and George C Bosley. So you can see clearly again what&#039;s happening with those lots. They were purchased by their father for these Children. So I think it&#039;s a pretty clear case to show that these lot purchases, these deeds have absolutely nothing to do with Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy. I, I think we have made the case abundantly clear. I of course, as always welcome comments, responses. Um I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll talk to anyone about this. I welcome anyone to come and talk to me about this bill. I really hope that you will engage on this either. You&#039;re welcome to come on my podcast. I really hope that you will because I would love to talk about this and just see what you think about it and, and where we could go from here because I think that our engagement together has helped move the knowledge base forward. I really am glad that you made these claims even though I don&#039;t agree with them. And, and I didn&#039;t think they had much merit. They made me do a lot of work and a lot has, has come up from that I&#039;ve been able to bring forward a lot of things that I wouldn&#039;t have otherwise done and I have to give you credit for that. Thank you. I hope that we can continue this engagement because if you are like me, the goal is to find truth, right, to discover truth. And that&#039;s, that&#039;s the value in engaging together. So I hope that you will come on, I&#039;m not going to spend time. Bill does go on at the end. As I said, to make all of these um try to make all of these connections to polygamy. I, I think we have done a perfectly adequate job of hopefully showing why I don&#039;t think this is a valid hypothesis and the rest of the claims just aren&#039;t, aren&#039;t valid enough to respond to. I don&#039;t think, I think that Bill would probably agree with that at this point. So anyway, thank you for joining us. I really do hope that Bill&#039;s listeners have engaged with this with um all of this information and let&#039;s continue to have these conversations because I think they are extremely valuable. So, thank you so much and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 117: William Henry Harrison Sagers - More Historical Malpractice&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 117&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2024-05-05&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = VwLQoBUKWao&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Historical Malpractice, Nauvoo&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Church History&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary =&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HKkK-1mgEkY Episode 1: Introduction - A Surprising Beginning]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA Ep. 107: God Is Not a Polygamist!]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3KtLnYFu9c Ep. 42: Emma and Joseph]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFTLN8Er1_A Ep. 113: Exonerating Emma - Repenting of Our False Traditions]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BonCxTzzdfY Ep. 83: Why It Matters - LDS Polygamy Trauma w/ Heather and Lisa]&lt;br /&gt;
* ([https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjyYTw8RFqk Excerpt - Lisa&#039;s Story])&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/charges-against-harrison-sagers-preferred-to-william-marks-21-november-1843/1 Joseph Smith brings charges against Harrison Sagers]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/testimony-against-chauncey-l-higbee-25-may-1844/3 Sarah Miller realizes Joseph never condoned Chauncey Higbee&#039;s polygamy]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/remarks-25-november-1843-as-reported-by-wilford-woodruff/1 Wilford Woodruff - Joseph condemns adultery, polygamy, etc. &amp;quot;in toto&amp;quot;]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-draft-1-march-31-december-1843/155#X97D4A60E-8864-4C8A-BD10-6370A770B4AB Draft version of Woodruff account above with revisions]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-1838-1856-volume-e-1-1-july-1843-30-april-1844/152 Final version of Woodruff account above]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/charges-against-harrison-sagers-preferred-to-the-first-presidency-and-quorum-of-the-twelve-apostles-circa-10-april-1844/1#source-note Chargers against Sagers by his wife Lucinda]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.jstor.org/stable/43200169?read-now=1&amp;amp;amp;seq=1#page_scan_tab_contents Gary Bergera&#039;s unsupported assertions (see p. 88)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://josephsmithspolygamy.org/history/polygamy-causes-martyrdom/ Brian Hales lists Sagers as someone taught polygamy by Joseph Smith]&lt;br /&gt;
 | chapters = * 0:00 Introduction&lt;br /&gt;
* 3:45 Sagers charged w/ using Joseph&#039;s name to justify adultery&lt;br /&gt;
* 7:00 Sagers tried to seduce his wife&#039;s younger sister&lt;br /&gt;
* 12:15 Sarah Miller affidavit - Chauncey used Joseph&#039;s name&lt;br /&gt;
* 25:35 Some thoughts on church courts&lt;br /&gt;
* 32:10 Grover and Johnson - polygamous high priests&lt;br /&gt;
* 36:20 Aaron Johnson&#039;s many wives&lt;br /&gt;
* 38:30 Thomas Grover&#039;s fraudulent affidavit&lt;br /&gt;
* 48:20 Joseph condemns adultery and any such thing&lt;br /&gt;
* 1:06:40 Lucinda Sagers charges her husband with polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
* 1:20:55 Harrison Sagers&#039;s many wives&lt;br /&gt;
* 1:29:00 Did Joseph authorize Sagers&#039;s polygamy?&lt;br /&gt;
* 1:37:00 Unsupported assertions from historians&lt;br /&gt;
* 1:48:35 Another historian&#039;s unsupported claims&lt;br /&gt;
* 1:54:15 The sandy foundation of &amp;quot;settled&amp;quot; history&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h00m00s 00:00:00] Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. I&#039;m so glad you&#039;re here. I want to welcome all of the new subscribers. It&#039;s been crazy watching how this channel has been growing. I usually recommend that people watch these episodes from the beginning, but it&#039;s got gotten to be quite a pile up now. So there are a couple that I will list in the descriptions that I would recommend watching to get somewhat up to speed. Of course, feel free to watch any search, any topics that you find interesting. This is one that can just be a stand alone that you can watch because I think it&#039;s a useful interesting topic that brings up some really good questions and then of course, go back and watch any others that you that you are interested in. I want to thank all those who have subscribed to this channel. As I said, the growth has been phenomenal. I also, again, I have to thank those who donate to make this channel possible. We&#039;ve been trying to grow, we&#039;ve been doing some other projects and adventures and financial support helps immensely. I do want to request if there&#039;s anybody that can help us, please consider doing so. It it actually is extremely helpful and important to help us to keep going and I really appreciate it a lot. So please consider if you could do that. And with that being said, thank you for joining us as we take this deep dive into the murky waters of Mormon Polygamy, William Henry Harrison Sagers. This is an interesting one. So I have to tell you why I&#039;m doing this episode. Many of you may know that I have been very sick for a very long time. I cannot figure out what in the world is going on. I&#039;m really good at natural healing and taking care of myself. I&#039;m rarely sick for more than a day, but this has really got me. You can hear it still. I still have the sore throat and my voice is still iffy. So I thought, II, I knew I couldn&#039;t do any of the big, heavier, longer topics. My voice wouldn&#039;t hold out that long, but I thought maybe I could do this little bit shorter one that I&#039;ve had in my file for quite a while. But of course, as I dug in, it turned into more and more and more so now I&#039;m really excited to share it with you because this is an important story and um I&#039;m just praying my voice will hold out and we&#039;ll be able to get through this because I want you to get this information. And then hopefully I&#039;ll start start getting better at some point. And I am actually a lot better than I was. I had a couple of weeks where I couldn&#039;t even whisper, so I&#039;m doing much, much better and then I can get into some of the other topics that I&#039;ve had ready to go. So this, I, I don&#039;t have a picture of William Henry Harrison Sagers, but this is his gravestone, which we have and this is who we are going to be talking about. In this episode. He joined the church in Pennsylvania in 1833 and he married Lucinda Madison December 22nd, 1834 in Missouri. He was 19 and she was either 15 or 16. I don&#039;t have her exact birthday. And it&#039;s really interesting because he, it seems to be a pattern for him to marry teenagers. Um, they had a baby the following year and I couldn&#039;t find much information about her, of course, but I did find some information about him. He served a few missions. He was called on a few missions that he appar he apparently didn&#039;t serve. He was ordained an elder and a 70. Neither of those had any involvement with Joseph Smith. It was other people who called him and set him apart into those callings. And um it looks like Harrison and Lucinda Lucy were part of the expulsion from Missouri and ended up in Nauvoo in 1840 it&#039;s in Navoo where things got quite interesting. So, this is what I kind of remember how I got, how I got introduced to, um Harrison Sagers. I, I just, I always am researching a million things and falling down a million rabbit holes and this was one that really caught my attention. So I&#039;ve had it, um, in a file and I decided to finally just get it back out because I think it&#039;s really interesting and I&#039;m very glad I did because there&#039;s a lot more to get into after I do this episode. So this is the really the first really interesting piece. This is a written by Joseph Smith and Joseph Smith&#039;s own hand and I have to say finding the documents. I found the letters to Emma, things like this makes me sort of question the um standard narrative. We have that Joseph hardly ever wrote anything in his own hand. I maybe that&#039;s true, but also maybe it&#039;s true that we just don&#039;t have much of what he wrote in his own hand because other people preferred to do his writing for him. So they could tell their version. I don&#039;t know. I&#039;m really glad we have this. It says Navoo City November 21st, 1843. Brother Marks. So that&#039;s William Marks the president of the High Council dear, sir. I hereby prefer the following charges against elder Harrison sakers. Namely first for trying to seduce a young girl living at his house by the name of Phoebe Madison. Second for using my name in a blasphemous manner by saying that I tolerated such things in which thing he is guilty of lying, et cetera, et cetera. Joseph Smith. So, ok, that is fascinating. Right. Joseph Smith&#039;s own hand, bringing charges against this man for um spiritual wifey, polygamy, attempted seduction, whatever we want to call it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h05m32s 00:05:32]&lt;br /&gt;
So please play a couple of, please pay close attention to a couple of things.&lt;br /&gt;
First, the date&lt;br /&gt;
November 21st, 1843.&lt;br /&gt;
So according to the standard polygamy narrative,&lt;br /&gt;
this was after Joseph had already married,&lt;br /&gt;
practically all of the wives he would ever marry.&lt;br /&gt;
It was four months after he had dictated the secret polygamy revelation to&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram and William Clayton.&lt;br /&gt;
And it was three months after&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram supposedly read&lt;br /&gt;
that that revelation to the High Council where he and Marx were teaching together,&lt;br /&gt;
the same William Marks that Joseph just wrote this letter&lt;br /&gt;
to the same William Marks who never accepted polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
And so&lt;br /&gt;
I won&#039;t just to let you know a little bit of what this is sandwiched in the middle.&lt;br /&gt;
I won&#039;t even go into all of the many things that both Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum were doing to try to fight these spiritual wifey practices. At the same time,&lt;br /&gt;
their sermons, publications,&lt;br /&gt;
their other actions and charges they were bringing against people.&lt;br /&gt;
Just they were doing a lot of this kind of thing&lt;br /&gt;
trying to fight this polygamy that kept rearing its ugly head.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s break this, this letter down a little bit first.&lt;br /&gt;
It says Harrison Sagers as others have done before him, including John Bennett,&lt;br /&gt;
Chauncey and Francis Higby, just to name a few.&lt;br /&gt;
Plus the many others will find about that.&lt;br /&gt;
That would we would find out about going forward, right? Including many of the 12.&lt;br /&gt;
It says that Harrison Sadder,&lt;br /&gt;
like all of these other men were falsely using Joseph Smith&#039;s name to try to s&lt;br /&gt;
a young girl who was living with him and his wife,&lt;br /&gt;
her name was Phoebe Madison.&lt;br /&gt;
So at this point, Harrison was 28 his wife,&lt;br /&gt;
Lucy was 24 and his wife&#039;s little sister Phoebe, who this is about,&lt;br /&gt;
this is his wife&#039;s little sister that he is attempting&lt;br /&gt;
to seduce and to get try, he&#039;s trying to get her to buy into polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
Phoebe was either 16 or 17 again, I don&#039;t have her exact birthday.&lt;br /&gt;
So that is the story of what&#039;s going on here.&lt;br /&gt;
Harrison Sagers&lt;br /&gt;
is married to his wife who&#039;s now 24 and her 16 year old sister is living with them.&lt;br /&gt;
So he is trying to put the moves on her,&lt;br /&gt;
trying to convince her of the same narrative of&lt;br /&gt;
spiritual wifey polygamy that Joseph Smith approves it.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the situation.&lt;br /&gt;
Um&lt;br /&gt;
Apparently Lucinda and Phoebe weren&#039;t having it. I really like these girls.&lt;br /&gt;
And so it looks to me like they went to Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
or at least they reported it to someone who reported it to Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
In any case,&lt;br /&gt;
he immediately wrote up and filed those formal&lt;br /&gt;
charges against elder Sagers against Harrison Sagers.&lt;br /&gt;
And also note how Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
I think this is fascinating that he&lt;br /&gt;
went through the properly constituted authority,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
He didn&#039;t just take action himself.&lt;br /&gt;
He wrote to William Marks,&lt;br /&gt;
the president of the High Council whose job it&lt;br /&gt;
was to oversee these kinds of charges and cases.&lt;br /&gt;
And the fact that Joseph immediately wrote up the charges and brought&lt;br /&gt;
a public case seems to me like a really big deal.&lt;br /&gt;
I would really like to hear people who claim that Joseph was a polygamist&lt;br /&gt;
explain why in the world if he got wind of an attempt gone wrong,&lt;br /&gt;
he would blow it up publicly like this.&lt;br /&gt;
If this were his principle, that was getting a little out of hand,&lt;br /&gt;
you would think he would go quietly to all of the parties, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He would tell the girls he&#039;s so sorry that this awful&lt;br /&gt;
thing happened and that he was absolutely taking care of it.&lt;br /&gt;
Then he would tell the guy to knock it off because he was causing trouble, right? And,&lt;br /&gt;
and then he would do what he needed to do to work it out quietly,&lt;br /&gt;
basically trying to keep the entire things under wraps&lt;br /&gt;
in order to minimize it as much as possible.&lt;br /&gt;
But that is not what Joseph Smith did,&lt;br /&gt;
did he brought as much attention to it as&lt;br /&gt;
he possibly could publicly accusing him of polygamy?&lt;br /&gt;
How does that make sense? If, if he was trying to keep it secret?&lt;br /&gt;
Was he really just that dumb? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And so we&#039;re, we&#039;re going to go on.&lt;br /&gt;
We have, I&#039;ll have a lot to say about this as we go forward. But&lt;br /&gt;
I want to compare this to another similar case, namely that of John Bennett, right?&lt;br /&gt;
With John Bennett,&lt;br /&gt;
people who oppose Joseph Smith who think he was a bad guy who are anti&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith. Like to claim that he and Bennett were actually doing the same thing.&lt;br /&gt;
Just be,&lt;br /&gt;
it was a little too clumsy, was a little too loud about it&lt;br /&gt;
and was getting caught.&lt;br /&gt;
And II I just always like so Bennett in&lt;br /&gt;
his secret attempted seductions was more clumsy than say&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram Smith reading the revelation to the entire high&lt;br /&gt;
council and showing it to everybody all around town.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok. Ok. That&#039;s what we&#039;re supposed to&lt;br /&gt;
believe. Um&lt;br /&gt;
Anyway, I just don&#039;t know how that makes sense.&lt;br /&gt;
And I&#039;m always wondering how are you supposed to&lt;br /&gt;
bring anyone into polygamy without risking it going south?&lt;br /&gt;
Right?&lt;br /&gt;
To bring someone into it, you have to tell them about it and they could reject it and&lt;br /&gt;
go talk about it everywhere. So it&#039;s hard for me to see how&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith and Hyrum were getting away with it everywhere. Joseph in particular.&lt;br /&gt;
But, but um John Bennett keeps getting caught or William seers gets caught. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And so in any case with John Bennett, I have the same question I have about Sagres,&lt;br /&gt;
which was&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h10m48s 00:10:48]&lt;br /&gt;
why Joseph and Hyrum themselves would blow it up.&lt;br /&gt;
It was Joseph and Hiram themselves with John Bennett&lt;br /&gt;
that launched the huge thorough investigation into Bennett&#039;s act&lt;br /&gt;
actions.&lt;br /&gt;
They themselves were the ones who brought so much exposure to it who were trying&lt;br /&gt;
to root out the entire thing and bring as much attention to it as possible.&lt;br /&gt;
So please,&lt;br /&gt;
someone explained to me why a man who&lt;br /&gt;
was doing the exact same things would conduct and&lt;br /&gt;
then publish this kind of investigation about something&lt;br /&gt;
he was trying very hard to keep secret.&lt;br /&gt;
I I don&#039;t understand that at all. I also don&#039;t understand.&lt;br /&gt;
Someone still has to explain to me whether John&lt;br /&gt;
Bennett was a polygamy insider or whether he,&lt;br /&gt;
whether he was a polygamy outsider, right?&lt;br /&gt;
We claim he knows who Jos he knew who Joseph Smith&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
lives were. And yet he never had any insight from&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith into&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph&#039;s sacred celestial spiritual wifey because&lt;br /&gt;
Trump Bennett was doing the bad kind&lt;br /&gt;
of spiritual wife as opposed to Joseph Smith&#039;s good kind of spiritual wifey.&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, let&#039;s keep going on.&lt;br /&gt;
So I, I think it&#039;s important though to also point out that not only did Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum investigate this and launch this huge investigation&lt;br /&gt;
and bring all of this publicity to it.&lt;br /&gt;
It was also Joseph&#039;s constant preaching against polygamy and spiritual wifey&lt;br /&gt;
that exposed Bennett and the Higby in the first place.&lt;br /&gt;
So let me share&lt;br /&gt;
this document.&lt;br /&gt;
Sarah Miller was a young widow who was a member of&lt;br /&gt;
the choir and she wrote this in an affidavit in May.&lt;br /&gt;
On May 24th, 1842 I&#039;ll read part of what her affidavit says.&lt;br /&gt;
She said some two or three weeks since in&lt;br /&gt;
consequence of brother Joseph Smith&#039;s teaching to the singers.&lt;br /&gt;
So how many times did Joseph Smith talk about this?&lt;br /&gt;
That we don&#039;t even have record of,&lt;br /&gt;
we don&#039;t have any records of Joseph&#039;s preaching to the choir.&lt;br /&gt;
He was literally preaching to the choir right about&lt;br /&gt;
this topic that he needed them to understand.&lt;br /&gt;
So he was preaching to the singers.&lt;br /&gt;
And therefore, Sarah said,&lt;br /&gt;
I began to be alarmed concerning myself&lt;br /&gt;
and certain teachings which I had received from&lt;br /&gt;
Chauncey L Higby and question him Higby about his teaching&lt;br /&gt;
for I was pretty well persuaded from Joseph&#039;s public teaching&lt;br /&gt;
that&lt;br /&gt;
Chauncey had been telling falsehoods.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
Chauncey said that Joseph now taught as he did through necessity on&lt;br /&gt;
account of the prejudices of the people and his own family,&lt;br /&gt;
particularly as they had not become believers in the doctrine.&lt;br /&gt;
OK. There is so much to that little part right there.&lt;br /&gt;
I just want everyone to think about it. A ton.&lt;br /&gt;
That is exactly what we&#039;re still saying.&lt;br /&gt;
Please note Chauncey isn&#039;t saying anything about it&#039;s illegal.&lt;br /&gt;
It has to be kept secret because Joseph could get into trouble by the law.&lt;br /&gt;
No, it, it had nothing to do with it.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s coming up and that was, that was an excuse made decades later by Joseph F Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
That has no basis in reality at all.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph is publicly preaching against it.&lt;br /&gt;
Chauncey Higby is saying the exact same thing that&lt;br /&gt;
people who accused Joseph of polygamy are saying now his wife,&lt;br /&gt;
he had to keep it secret.&lt;br /&gt;
The people hadn&#039;t yet accepted it. So we had to do one thing and say another thing.&lt;br /&gt;
That is what Chauncey Higby said to convince Sarah Miller,&lt;br /&gt;
can we please stop saying the same thing today?&lt;br /&gt;
So anyway, he, he, she goes on to say,&lt;br /&gt;
I then became satisfied that all of chauncey&#039;s teaching had been false and that he&lt;br /&gt;
had never been authorized by anyone in authority&lt;br /&gt;
to make any such communications to me.&lt;br /&gt;
He go, she goes on to describe his manner of teachings and conduct.&lt;br /&gt;
And she says,&lt;br /&gt;
I told him I did not believe it and had&lt;br /&gt;
heard no such thing from Joseph nor from the stand,&lt;br /&gt;
but that it was wicked to commit adultery.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the only thing she&#039;d heard from Joseph and from the state.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
I just,&lt;br /&gt;
she finishes up to say chauncey um continued&lt;br /&gt;
until I was inclined to believe for he called&lt;br /&gt;
God to witness of the truth and was so&lt;br /&gt;
solemn and confident I yielded to his temptation,&lt;br /&gt;
having received the strongest assurance from him&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph approved it and would uphold me in it.&lt;br /&gt;
It&lt;br /&gt;
is just fascinating to me because this is exactly&lt;br /&gt;
what Brigham Young and all of the others do.&lt;br /&gt;
They just swear with so much certainty that Joseph taught it&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph approved it, that Joseph started it and Joseph did it,&lt;br /&gt;
that we all just believe it just like Sarah Miller did.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s amazing and it&#039;s exactly the same thing.&lt;br /&gt;
So because of this preaching,&lt;br /&gt;
he confessed to Joseph Smith, what had happened?&lt;br /&gt;
She confessed on her own because of his preaching,&lt;br /&gt;
because of what he had said to the choir.&lt;br /&gt;
And not only was did he say it to the choir and he was speaking against this all&lt;br /&gt;
the time in so many records everywhere that we&lt;br /&gt;
do have and obviously others that we don&#039;t have.&lt;br /&gt;
If he just hadn&#039;t said anything, none of these women would have come forward.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h15m45s 00:15:45]&lt;br /&gt;
you can&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
it doesn&#039;t make sense to claim that he was doing it&lt;br /&gt;
when he was preaching against it all of the time.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s not what he would do. He would have it.&lt;br /&gt;
It would have made life so much harder for him because he created,&lt;br /&gt;
if he was a polygamist,&lt;br /&gt;
he created all of his own problems by&lt;br /&gt;
always preaching against it and always exposing it.&lt;br /&gt;
It just doesn&#039;t make sense. And let&#039;s go on to just one other example.&lt;br /&gt;
We have several. But um&lt;br /&gt;
this is another one that was printed in the times and season seasons again,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph had to, again, constantly say this is what&#039;s happening.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is when&lt;br /&gt;
they were doing the exposes against John Bennett. This was in July of 42.&lt;br /&gt;
There was an um hiram&#039;s affidavit was printed in August 42.&lt;br /&gt;
They were just fighting this all of the time.&lt;br /&gt;
Here&#039;s part of what Joseph Smith wrote when Joseph found out&lt;br /&gt;
that John C Bennett has had abandoned his wife and family&lt;br /&gt;
before coming to NAVOO. He forbid him from courting in navoo.&lt;br /&gt;
So he had been dating a girl and getting ready&lt;br /&gt;
to propose marriage and Joseph put a stop to that.&lt;br /&gt;
So then John C Bennett, now I&#039;m quoting,&lt;br /&gt;
went to some of the females in the city who knew nothing of him.&lt;br /&gt;
But as an honorable man&lt;br /&gt;
and began,&lt;br /&gt;
began to teach them that promiscuous intercourse&lt;br /&gt;
between the sexes was a doctrine believed&lt;br /&gt;
in by the latter day saints and that there was no harm in it.&lt;br /&gt;
Uh In addition, he tried to persuade them that myself and others.&lt;br /&gt;
This is Joseph speaking&lt;br /&gt;
that myself and others of the authorities of the church,&lt;br /&gt;
not only sanctioned but practiced the same wicked acts.&lt;br /&gt;
This is, this part is so important.&lt;br /&gt;
Jeremy Hoop is the one that told me about this source.&lt;br /&gt;
And when asked why I publicly preached so much against it&lt;br /&gt;
said that it was because of the prejudice of the public. So again,&lt;br /&gt;
the women are saying to John Bennett and the Higgs&lt;br /&gt;
and others. If Joseph does this, why does he preach so much against it?&lt;br /&gt;
This is another witness of how fervently and frequently and consistently,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith was preaching against anything of the kind, anything other than&lt;br /&gt;
the old established moral&lt;br /&gt;
and virtues, right? Traditional marriage as God gave it.&lt;br /&gt;
And as Joseph gave it repeatedly in his&lt;br /&gt;
own revelations between one man and one woman.&lt;br /&gt;
So John Bennett, when he&#039;s trying to seduce the women,&lt;br /&gt;
the women would ask him why Joseph preached so much against it.&lt;br /&gt;
And he had to come up with the same&lt;br /&gt;
excuse because of the prejudice of the public.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, had nothing to do with the law, had nothing to do with the police, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And that it would cause trouble in my own house.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, it was the public and it was Emma&lt;br /&gt;
he was well aware of the consequences of&lt;br /&gt;
such willful and base falsehoods if they should come&lt;br /&gt;
to my knowledge and consequently endeavored to persuade his&lt;br /&gt;
dupes to keep it a matter of secrecy,&lt;br /&gt;
persuading them that there would be no harm in it if they should not make it known.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, we have Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
by his own testy moaning by other people&#039;s testimonies.&lt;br /&gt;
Constantly getting in the way of the polygamist because of his preaching.&lt;br /&gt;
They constantly had to try to explain away everything that Joseph said&lt;br /&gt;
just as everyone is still having to do. Now, I find the parallel to be astonishing&lt;br /&gt;
it just doesn&#039;t make sense if Joseph were doing this polygamy, celestial,&lt;br /&gt;
plural marriage, spiritual wifey,&lt;br /&gt;
he considered it all the same thing and constantly lumped it&lt;br /&gt;
all in together by any name he could give it.&lt;br /&gt;
But if he were doing this secretly behind the scenes,&lt;br /&gt;
he would have been as quiet about it as possible in public.&lt;br /&gt;
He wouldn&#039;t have constantly been writing letters, giving sermons,&lt;br /&gt;
bringing court cases where he announced repeatedly that no&lt;br /&gt;
matter who tells you he approved of this,&lt;br /&gt;
even if they are prophets, seers revelator apostles or anybody else,&lt;br /&gt;
they are lying.&lt;br /&gt;
He said it so many times as clearly as he could.&lt;br /&gt;
And yet we still believe these same silly, sorry, dumb excuses that John Bennett and&lt;br /&gt;
Chauncey and Francis Higby were making Brigham Young and the&lt;br /&gt;
others went on to make the same excuses and we&#039;re,&lt;br /&gt;
we&#039;re still believing the exact same things.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s really crazy. And so Harrison Sagers is just another case in point.&lt;br /&gt;
There is no documentation they have found anywhere showing that was&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph was in any way feeling threatened by Lucy Sr&lt;br /&gt;
or Harrison Sr&lt;br /&gt;
or word getting out. You can&#039;t find anything. The first thing you can find about this&lt;br /&gt;
is Joseph&#039;s own charges that he wrote up in his own hand and&lt;br /&gt;
delivered to William Marks to make sure this was publicly dealt with.&lt;br /&gt;
And uh we&#039;ll go on, you&#039;ll see how public, how public he wanted it to be.&lt;br /&gt;
And so that&#039;s, that&#039;s exactly the, the case seems clear. Joseph learned that Seers&lt;br /&gt;
had been trying to seduce his young sister-in-law&lt;br /&gt;
using Joseph&#039;s name in the process.&lt;br /&gt;
And like he always did, when these things reached him,&lt;br /&gt;
he immediately decided to deal with it out in the open and put a stop to it.&lt;br /&gt;
So I talked before about the people who hate Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
and claim that Bennett and Joseph were doing the same thing.&lt;br /&gt;
So now let&#039;s talk about the people who love Joseph Smith and claim&lt;br /&gt;
that John Bennett was doing bad polygamy and Joseph was doing good polygamy, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That um celestial plural marriage,&lt;br /&gt;
even though Joseph never called it anything like that,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph did everything in his power to use all&lt;br /&gt;
of the language that he had available to him&lt;br /&gt;
to lump it all together and condemn all of it, fornication, adultery, seduction,&lt;br /&gt;
immorality.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h21m02s 00:21:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Everything this side also can&#039;t adequately explain why&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph repeatedly denounced all possible forms of polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
and why his own first counselor in his own first&lt;br /&gt;
presidency and the the mayor of the city who had&lt;br /&gt;
his support would not have been given permission to do&lt;br /&gt;
the good kind of polygamy if Joseph was doing it&lt;br /&gt;
and was apparently trying to get all all of the willing participants to do it as well,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
If we look at the later&lt;br /&gt;
aids,&lt;br /&gt;
all of the people claiming that Joseph was trying to get them on board&lt;br /&gt;
was teaching him about it and trying to get them to take extra rides.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, you obviously had a very willing participant&lt;br /&gt;
in John Bennett.&lt;br /&gt;
So why did he not qualify if he was the first counselor in the first presidency?&lt;br /&gt;
And the mayor of the city? Somebody needs to explain that as well.&lt;br /&gt;
So both sides of accusers,&lt;br /&gt;
those who hate Joseph and those who claim to love Joseph agree.&lt;br /&gt;
This is one thing they agree on.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph was not honest and was not sincere.&lt;br /&gt;
He wasn&#039;t at all just trying to bring&lt;br /&gt;
these charges because he wanted to defend traditional&lt;br /&gt;
marriage and morality and what he saw as&lt;br /&gt;
God&#039;s establishment of marriage that he always supported.&lt;br /&gt;
No, it can&#039;t possibly have been that,&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph was just standing firm in his testimony of one man and one woman&lt;br /&gt;
and trying to root this out as he constantly said he was trying to do,&lt;br /&gt;
can&#039;t possibly have been that right? He always had these ulterior motives.&lt;br /&gt;
Anyone who is accusing Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
polygamy is saying that he was being duplicitous and&lt;br /&gt;
I just don&#039;t think that the evidence bears that out&lt;br /&gt;
at all. You, you have to do a better job with the documentation to make this stand up.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s get back to this trial. The um Harrison Sr&lt;br /&gt;
trial,&lt;br /&gt;
the trial was brought before the High Council a few days later on November 25th,&lt;br /&gt;
1843.&lt;br /&gt;
And um according to some of the sources there, it seems that it was an open trial.&lt;br /&gt;
It wasn&#039;t just the High Council and it&lt;br /&gt;
actually very well attended.&lt;br /&gt;
It was a quite the spectacle Joseph was there and&lt;br /&gt;
he himself asked all of the 12 to be there.&lt;br /&gt;
He didn&#039;t usually attend high council meetings.&lt;br /&gt;
But I assume because this was his case that he was bringing&lt;br /&gt;
regarding a claim that he cared very deeply about&lt;br /&gt;
that he was working very hard to put down.&lt;br /&gt;
I it seems he made it a priority.&lt;br /&gt;
And the fact that he brought the 12 makes it seem that he really,&lt;br /&gt;
really wanted them all to hear what he had to say.&lt;br /&gt;
So these are the High Council minutes for November 25th. I have no idea.&lt;br /&gt;
These High Council minutes are not on the Joseph Smith papers.&lt;br /&gt;
I have a couple of pages going through this trial that we&#039;re going to look at&lt;br /&gt;
and I don&#039;t know why they&#039;re not on the Joseph Smith papers project.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s really frustrating it. It was hard for me to find them.&lt;br /&gt;
And I have to say, I desperately wish they had had an actual court recorder.&lt;br /&gt;
This would have been the most fascinating case to be able to read.&lt;br /&gt;
But instead we just have these really, really pathetic notes. So&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll show you what we have on this slide is, it just tells us the date November 25th.&lt;br /&gt;
These are the High Council Minutes. It says council met according to um adjournment&lt;br /&gt;
in the upper room of Joseph Smith&#039;s Store prayer. By Brother Hutchinson,&lt;br /&gt;
um W Marks and CC Rich Presiding Council all present.&lt;br /&gt;
So that tells us who&#039;s there and what&#039;s going on.&lt;br /&gt;
And then,&lt;br /&gt;
uh there were two cases heard before this case with Joseph Smith and Harrison Sr&lt;br /&gt;
and then the scribe. I think it was, um, let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Jose Stout, yes,&lt;br /&gt;
I knew I didn&#039;t like this guy and I&#039;m so&lt;br /&gt;
sad that he was described because he was a terrible,&lt;br /&gt;
terrible scribe or a clerk or whatever it was for these, for these minutes,&lt;br /&gt;
all he did was write Joseph&#039;s letter verbatim into the minute.&lt;br /&gt;
So now we have the letter and we have, um,&lt;br /&gt;
Hosea Stout&#039;s version of the letter and they&#039;re just the same thing.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what this page says.&lt;br /&gt;
But we do get a little bit of notes, at least from Jos Stout.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, he, he go, he goes on to say, um, let&#039;s see,&lt;br /&gt;
the defendant pled not guilty. One were appointed to speak on, on a side.&lt;br /&gt;
Viz Grover and Johnson. So that&#039;s what they would do.&lt;br /&gt;
They would draw numbers, I think is how it&#039;s described.&lt;br /&gt;
The doctrine of covenants will look at it in a minute&lt;br /&gt;
and one would advocate for the defendant and one would&lt;br /&gt;
advocate against the defendant and it was Grover and Johnson.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll finish reading the record,&lt;br /&gt;
um,&lt;br /&gt;
right now and then I definitely want to come back&lt;br /&gt;
to this point because I think it&#039;s very interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
So it goes on to say the charge was not sustained,&lt;br /&gt;
but it appeared that he had taught false doctrine,&lt;br /&gt;
which was corrected by President Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
And the defendant was continued in the church council adjourned.&lt;br /&gt;
And so that&#039;s Jos Stout clerk, the really bad clerk. Hey,&lt;br /&gt;
there is a lot to get into here.&lt;br /&gt;
So first I just, this is a little bit of an aside and I know I&#039;m probably stepping in it.&lt;br /&gt;
I just couldn&#039;t resist. I have to say,&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t understand church courts.&lt;br /&gt;
I know we&#039;re giving them in the doctor of covenants, but at this point,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m not a huge fan.&lt;br /&gt;
So someone has to help me understand&lt;br /&gt;
why these are good or the best way to do it. Or&lt;br /&gt;
if, if maybe there could be a better way, I just,&lt;br /&gt;
I know I&#039;m going out on a limb, limb,&lt;br /&gt;
but I don&#039;t think you can just assign people to argue aside and they, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h26m03s 00:26:03]&lt;br /&gt;
who knows how much they know about the case or how much&lt;br /&gt;
they care about the case or which side they&#039;re actually on.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And they, and they just did it by drawing numbers,&lt;br /&gt;
like numbers out of a hat or something.&lt;br /&gt;
And if you got an odd number or an even number,&lt;br /&gt;
and I wonder if that&#039;s the way still that it&#039;s done, that&#039;s still how it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
described in section 102.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m curious, maybe someone can let me know if that&#039;s still how it&#039;s done.&lt;br /&gt;
I find it interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
But I, I just,&lt;br /&gt;
I happen to think that people ought to be able to choose their own advocates.&lt;br /&gt;
Right?&lt;br /&gt;
Someone that really understands them and understands their case&lt;br /&gt;
or at the very least advocate for themselves.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I also, of course,&lt;br /&gt;
find the distinct lack of feminine presence and feminine voices&lt;br /&gt;
to be obviously problematic. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
Especially as you see, how many of these cases go, they seem to be,&lt;br /&gt;
they seem to lean toward the male decisions,&lt;br /&gt;
which I find unfortunate but very predictable when it&#039;s a fully male council.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. So it&#039;s, it&#039;s interesting. I also, I don&#039;t know if this is traditional.&lt;br /&gt;
It seems not to be because like this Harrison Sager&#039;s case was open to the public.&lt;br /&gt;
So this seems to be a new development that, um, councils aren&#039;t allowed to be public,&lt;br /&gt;
even if the defendant would want it public.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that&#039;s unfortunate as well. I think that if someone wants their&lt;br /&gt;
council to be public, it ought to be public. And so, and I also think that&lt;br /&gt;
the defendant ought to be able to be there to hear the deliberation.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t understand&lt;br /&gt;
much of how this works. So anyway, it&#039;s really interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
But I do wanna like,&lt;br /&gt;
let you know that they were doing this according to their own operating manual,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph seems to have followed his own rules really well.&lt;br /&gt;
And so let&#039;s look at section 102 because I think&lt;br /&gt;
it matters to look at how these councils were held,&lt;br /&gt;
how they were supposed to be held and how they were in fact held.&lt;br /&gt;
So doctor Covenants 102 is where we get&lt;br /&gt;
the instructions about the High Council operates.&lt;br /&gt;
The first High Council was organized in 1834 and the minutes were seen as quote,&lt;br /&gt;
a form of a constitution of the High Council and they were later canonized&lt;br /&gt;
as scripture and they&#039;re still in our doctrine and covenants in section 102.&lt;br /&gt;
So verse two says,&lt;br /&gt;
the High Council was appointed by revelation for the&lt;br /&gt;
purpose of settling important difficulties which might arise in the&lt;br /&gt;
church which could not be settled by the bishop or&lt;br /&gt;
the bishop&#039;s council to the satisfaction of the parties.&lt;br /&gt;
So the bishop was the judge in Israel,&lt;br /&gt;
but the High Council was to be the higher&lt;br /&gt;
judge for more difficult cases that seems pretty clear.&lt;br /&gt;
And then it goes on to give much&lt;br /&gt;
more information to describing the correct proceedings,&lt;br /&gt;
including as I described how the counselors draw numbers to see&lt;br /&gt;
if they&#039;re odd or even to see which side they argue.&lt;br /&gt;
And then verse 19 says after the evidences are heard,&lt;br /&gt;
the counselors accuser and accused have spoken&lt;br /&gt;
the president,&lt;br /&gt;
meaning the president of the High Council because that&#039;s what it&#039;s talking about.&lt;br /&gt;
The president of the High Council, which would have been William marks at the time&lt;br /&gt;
the president of the High Council shall give a decision&lt;br /&gt;
according to the understanding which he shall have of the case&lt;br /&gt;
and call upon the 12 councilors.&lt;br /&gt;
Meaning again the 12 high priests that make up the high council.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s not talking about the 12 apostles who are described as&lt;br /&gt;
traveling high priests or high priests about broad or traveling councilors.&lt;br /&gt;
This is talking about the 12&lt;br /&gt;
high priests on the high council.&lt;br /&gt;
He will call upon the 12 councilors to sanction the same by their vote.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s really interesting. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
Was the president of the High Council,&lt;br /&gt;
William Marks who was responsible to make the decision to&lt;br /&gt;
declare if someone could stay in the church or not.&lt;br /&gt;
And then it was the High Council that would vote to sustain that.&lt;br /&gt;
That that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
how this operates.&lt;br /&gt;
So, so many people when they get into things like the William Saggers case&lt;br /&gt;
try to claim with again, like I&#039;ve seen no evidence for it.&lt;br /&gt;
They claim that this was nothing but a kangaroo court&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph was the one really calling the shots.&lt;br /&gt;
He was determining what would happen. And, and it was I just&lt;br /&gt;
up, up, up for show,&lt;br /&gt;
show me any evidence because we have a&lt;br /&gt;
lot of evidence that shows exactly the opposite.&lt;br /&gt;
We have Joseph writing the charges to William Marks, which is,&lt;br /&gt;
is exactly where they should have gone.&lt;br /&gt;
Then we have such as they are,&lt;br /&gt;
we have the minutes of the High Council meeting that show&lt;br /&gt;
that it operated exactly how it was supposed to.&lt;br /&gt;
And then the decision was made and we must presume it was made by the&lt;br /&gt;
High Council just as it was supposed to be made by the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
So I don&#039;t know how people can claim that this is something different.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, it&#039;s just they have this in their mind.&lt;br /&gt;
It looks, this is how it looks to me that this is in their mind.&lt;br /&gt;
So they bring it to the evidence and they don&#039;t really&lt;br /&gt;
look at the evidence because they already know what happened.&lt;br /&gt;
And so they don&#039;t let the pesky little thing like the actual&lt;br /&gt;
historical record get in the way of what they think happened,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
I think that we need to do better and not&lt;br /&gt;
only does it not go along with the historical record,&lt;br /&gt;
it also&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h30m40s 00:30:40]&lt;br /&gt;
does not make sense at all according to this narrative.&lt;br /&gt;
Remember again,&lt;br /&gt;
this was three months after Hiram Smith read the polygamy revelation in front&lt;br /&gt;
of this exact council who are all now just playing along with Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
Let we&#039;re gonna go forward and you&#039;ll hear what Joseph said.&lt;br /&gt;
They would have seen that he was just completely lying through his teeth.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll talk about that a little bit more going on.&lt;br /&gt;
But this idea that this was a kangaroo court claims that the&lt;br /&gt;
entire High Council was just going along with what Joseph wanted,&lt;br /&gt;
including those who by the polygamists&lt;br /&gt;
own testimonies didn&#039;t receive the revelation,&lt;br /&gt;
which whatever that meant those who opposed the polygamy revelation, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So we have everybody present that includes&lt;br /&gt;
William Marks the president of the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
He was just being a puppet for Joseph even though he completely opposed polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
How does that make any sense? And also um we have Leonard soy&lt;br /&gt;
that was just going along with it and just fine doing exactly&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph fittings in regard to polygamy listening to him lie and,&lt;br /&gt;
and just doing.&lt;br /&gt;
How does that make any sense at all?&lt;br /&gt;
It doesn&#039;t, there&#039;s one story that does make complete sense.&lt;br /&gt;
It seems to be what is very obvious.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith learned what Sagers was saying and doing,&lt;br /&gt;
he brought charges through the proper channels,&lt;br /&gt;
he attended the trial and just like everybody else,&lt;br /&gt;
he had to deal with the outcome even though it didn&#039;t go his way.&lt;br /&gt;
And as I said, we&#039;re gonna get more into it in a minute into what he said.&lt;br /&gt;
But out of curiosity, I was just curious about this trial.&lt;br /&gt;
We don&#039;t have very good minutes as I pointed out.&lt;br /&gt;
So I wanted to learn a little bit more.&lt;br /&gt;
So I went ahead and looked at the two high priests who were assigned to argue the case.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s Grover and Johnson.&lt;br /&gt;
And so that&#039;s Thomas Grover and Aaron Johnson. We&#039;re not told who argued which side.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t think it really would have mattered because&lt;br /&gt;
both were up to their eyeballs in navoo polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
So, um let&#039;s see,&lt;br /&gt;
Aaron Johnson and Thomas Grover were actually both early navoo polygamists.&lt;br /&gt;
They were both in the rather robust group who waited&lt;br /&gt;
until just after Joseph died to start taking plural wives&lt;br /&gt;
in 1844. So just months after Joseph died, they started marrying multiple wives.&lt;br /&gt;
All of these marriages that occurred in&lt;br /&gt;
Navoo immediately after Joseph&#039;s death made me wonder&lt;br /&gt;
just exactly who had the power to authorize them since God had&lt;br /&gt;
appointed unto Joseph to hold this power in the last days.&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s get this up there.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that this is a really another&lt;br /&gt;
really important question that I&#039;ve been thinking about.&lt;br /&gt;
Section 1 32 7&lt;br /&gt;
tells us that Joe,&lt;br /&gt;
it was that God had appointed unto Joseph to hold the power in the last days.&lt;br /&gt;
And there is never but one on the earth at a time&lt;br /&gt;
on whom this power and the keys of this priesthood are conferred.&lt;br /&gt;
OK?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s a big deal, right?&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s only one person who can hold the keys of&lt;br /&gt;
this power like there&#039;s one special permission giver of polygamy,&lt;br /&gt;
right on the earth.&lt;br /&gt;
And if you don&#039;t have his permission, your polygamy is the bad spiritual wifey,&lt;br /&gt;
not the good celestial marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the defining factor according to&lt;br /&gt;
this story. So this is what it made me wonder considering this scripture&lt;br /&gt;
during the succession crisis.&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham claimed his argument was that the 12 as a body held all of the keys, right?&lt;br /&gt;
We haven&#039;t gotten into the story yet of the claims of Joseph Ro rolling the burthen&lt;br /&gt;
off of off of his own shoulders onto them.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll get into that at some point in a little while and it&#039;ll be a little while,&lt;br /&gt;
but in any case,&lt;br /&gt;
who is the one? The 12 hold the keys all together as a body.&lt;br /&gt;
And Brigham Young, even at this point in, um, 1844 when these wives started to be,&lt;br /&gt;
take, be, be, um,&lt;br /&gt;
when the, all these plural wives started to be married by the high councils,&lt;br /&gt;
high councilman and the apostles and others&lt;br /&gt;
who had authority. Brigham hadn&#039;t even fully rested the power of the church yet.&lt;br /&gt;
And he certainly didn&#039;t hold the keys himself.&lt;br /&gt;
He said they held them as a body, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so who would have been the one who held these keys?&lt;br /&gt;
Brigham Young wasn&#039;t um let&#039;s see,&lt;br /&gt;
he wasn&#039;t set apart as the president of the church until December 27th of 1847.&lt;br /&gt;
So someone again needs to make sense of that for me. Please explain to me&lt;br /&gt;
who was the key holder who had power to give polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
during 1844 1845 1846 and 1847. When all of these Nauvoo marriages were happening,&lt;br /&gt;
who had the authority to do that?&lt;br /&gt;
I I really want someone to,&lt;br /&gt;
to explain that to me and make it make sense with any scriptures,&lt;br /&gt;
even the fraudulent section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
So as always,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s hard to tell a good lie and I&#039;m going to just&lt;br /&gt;
continue to argue it&#039;s even harder to write a good fake revelation.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s, that&#039;s a really good question that people need to answer for me.&lt;br /&gt;
In any case, if Joseph and Hyrum were polygamous and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum did indeed read section 101 32 to the High Council and Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
was teaching everybody that they needed to take additional wives for exultation.&lt;br /&gt;
Why did all of these men wait until after Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum were dead&lt;br /&gt;
to get started?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s another really interesting question. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
I mean, who were they really hiding their polygamy from?&lt;br /&gt;
Were they really hiding it from&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h36m02s 00:36:02]&lt;br /&gt;
the&lt;br /&gt;
government authorities?&lt;br /&gt;
The,&lt;br /&gt;
the constables of even though we&#039;ve shown&lt;br /&gt;
that that is completely logical and wasn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
said anywhere in any of these excuses of why it had to be kept&lt;br /&gt;
secret,&lt;br /&gt;
is that who they were keeping it secret from or were they hiding it from Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum? That&#039;s what I think is the far, far more obvious case.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s first look at Aaron Johnson, shall we? Um, good brother Johnson.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll go ahead and share this is his family history record.&lt;br /&gt;
You can see him right there in the corner and&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m going to scroll down to where we can see&lt;br /&gt;
his marriage information.&lt;br /&gt;
So there you can see his first wife, Polly,&lt;br /&gt;
who he married in 1827 and they had their family.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
Then here we go, starting in 1844. Just a few minutes after Joseph&#039;s death.&lt;br /&gt;
He marries his first plural wife. Sarah in Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
She was, he was 38. She was 20&lt;br /&gt;
then good brother Johnson went on to marry another young bride Jane.&lt;br /&gt;
The next year, the year after that,&lt;br /&gt;
the now 40 year old Johnson married 14 year old Mary Johnson.&lt;br /&gt;
She had a baby the following year and went on to have 11 total Children with him.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, and then he had a brief reprieve to cross the plains.&lt;br /&gt;
Then in 1852 the now 46 year old married 17&lt;br /&gt;
year old Rachel and barely 15 year old Harriet.&lt;br /&gt;
And he took another six wives over the next five years.&lt;br /&gt;
Most of them teenagers, including&lt;br /&gt;
three girls he married on the same day. So let me see where I can find them. Yep.&lt;br /&gt;
Here they are right down here. It&#039;s, it&#039;s so many to get through.&lt;br /&gt;
So Sarah was 20&lt;br /&gt;
Julia again 14 and Cecilia 15,&lt;br /&gt;
he married those three all on the same day when he was either 50 or 51.&lt;br /&gt;
In all, he married 12 women and although it appears&lt;br /&gt;
several of them,&lt;br /&gt;
he didn&#039;t keep long either they didn&#039;t stay with him or he didn&#039;t keep them.&lt;br /&gt;
He either kicked them out or they left.&lt;br /&gt;
But in all over his long career as a Mormon polygamist, he married 12 women and he&lt;br /&gt;
had 55 Children.&lt;br /&gt;
And so how many of those Children he cared for&lt;br /&gt;
or provided for in any way is a different question.&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t get, I didn&#039;t take time to dig into all of this, but usually it&lt;br /&gt;
reveals a lot of heartbreak when you do take time to get into it.&lt;br /&gt;
I just don&#039;t think it&#039;s a good system.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, now let&#039;s go ahead and look at Thomas Grover.&lt;br /&gt;
This is the other high councilman. So you can see&lt;br /&gt;
Aaron Johnson was arguing one side. Thomas Grover was arguing the other side.&lt;br /&gt;
And so Thomas Grover was also an early novo polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
You&#039;ll see he wasn&#039;t quite as much of a novo polygamist as he wished he had been.&lt;br /&gt;
But um, but this,&lt;br /&gt;
this is a fun one to get to many&lt;br /&gt;
of you will remember my first conversation with Jeremy Hoop&lt;br /&gt;
when I was still trying to get all of this figured out.&lt;br /&gt;
And it was during that conversation&lt;br /&gt;
that he brought up his third great grandfather,&lt;br /&gt;
Thomas Grover who Jeremy himself exposed as a liar.&lt;br /&gt;
And so I haven&#039;t yet done my episode on the 1869 affidavits,&lt;br /&gt;
but Thomas Grover has a couple of really fun ones that will take a sneak peek at here.&lt;br /&gt;
And um, let&#039;s see. Oh, let me, yeah, let me go ahead and show these first.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think these are Thomas Rower&#039;s affidavits right here. Yep.&lt;br /&gt;
This first one is his affidavit about Hiram&lt;br /&gt;
reading the revelation to the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
This one&#039;s fun. He adds the fun fact that&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram said that any of them who didn&#039;t receive it would be damned&lt;br /&gt;
again.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s fun that they were all, you know, just left that,&lt;br /&gt;
that they all just kept playing along, excommunicating who Joseph wanted,&lt;br /&gt;
excommunicated, even though they all knew he was lying.&lt;br /&gt;
Right.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so, so funny and ridiculous. Oh.&lt;br /&gt;
And they all waited until he was dead to start taking their plural wives.&lt;br /&gt;
Those who were in on polygamy. Right. And those who opposed it&lt;br /&gt;
just played along with it anyway, according to this story anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
and then he filled out another affidavit the same day also June 6th,&lt;br /&gt;
1869. And in this one,&lt;br /&gt;
this is a fun one.&lt;br /&gt;
This is what Jeremy Hoop pointed out to me that he found and it&#039;s just, it&#039;s a riot.&lt;br /&gt;
A lot of these affidavits are really fun, but some are just priceless.&lt;br /&gt;
And so, II I do, I promise we will get in more into both of these in future episodes.&lt;br /&gt;
But I want to look at this affidavit first. You&#039;ll see&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s no date and it&#039;s funny, some of the affidavits once in a while,&lt;br /&gt;
they&#039;ll just say in spring of 1844 or in May of 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
This one is one of those which is not uncommon&lt;br /&gt;
that very clearly was intended to have a date.&lt;br /&gt;
They just didn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
what the date should be yet. They knew it was, they wanted to say a&lt;br /&gt;
um that it was in August of 1843 but it&#039;s very apparent that the goal is to&lt;br /&gt;
go and rework these backwards to try to find plausible dates that they could fill in.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
it just makes it out because it&#039;s a good thing.&lt;br /&gt;
They were all signed and notarized, right that&lt;br /&gt;
you sign and notarize things generally to prevent the kind of&lt;br /&gt;
funny business that all of these affidavits are just rife with.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
but here&#039;s the best part&lt;br /&gt;
he claims in August 43&lt;br /&gt;
the same month that he supposedly read that, um,&lt;br /&gt;
he supposedly read the revelation to the High Council Hiram sealed or married.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the weird word.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h41m21s 00:41:21]&lt;br /&gt;
And you&#039;ll become very familiar with when we go into all&lt;br /&gt;
of these affidavits sealed or married him to two women,&lt;br /&gt;
Caroline Whiting and Caroline E Hubbard.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
let&#039;s look at that, shall we?&lt;br /&gt;
So again,&lt;br /&gt;
we have some date that it hasn&#039;t yet been decided&lt;br /&gt;
on in August of 1843 that Hiram Smith married,&lt;br /&gt;
performed&lt;br /&gt;
a polygamous marriage for Thomas Grover&lt;br /&gt;
where he married to Caroline Caroline Whiting&lt;br /&gt;
and Caroline Hubbard. So now is where we are going to share Thomas Grover&#039;s own um&lt;br /&gt;
um his family history sheet and just, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
I know that there sometimes can be problems with the church family history,&lt;br /&gt;
um family history site, but I have double checked on all of these.&lt;br /&gt;
So we have the documentation for all of.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s scroll down just like we did with Aaron Johnson.&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s scroll down to look at Thomas Grover&#039;s wives specifically.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;ll start with his car&lt;br /&gt;
vs Right.&lt;br /&gt;
So, here&#039;s his first Caroline Caroline Whiting&lt;br /&gt;
his first wife,&lt;br /&gt;
who he married in 1828. Do you see that pretty important date right there.&lt;br /&gt;
Please pay attention to that.&lt;br /&gt;
He married Caroline Whiting in 1828.&lt;br /&gt;
So his claim that Hiram married him to Caroline&lt;br /&gt;
Whiting in August of 1843 is problematic already.&lt;br /&gt;
Especially&lt;br /&gt;
when you look at the day of, um, Caroline&#039;s birth and death.&lt;br /&gt;
She died. Let&#039;s see. Oh, I, I guess it&#039;s not showing up for me.&lt;br /&gt;
In any case, you can see it right here. She died in 1840.&lt;br /&gt;
So he married her in 1828. She died in 1840. I, you can find her death here.&lt;br /&gt;
Let me, let me read. I&#039;ll just read part of what was on, find a grave.&lt;br /&gt;
You can find a lot of documentation. This is what it says on. Find a grave.&lt;br /&gt;
Caroline married Thomas Grover in 1828 in Wyndham County Vermont.&lt;br /&gt;
They were the parents of seven daughters.&lt;br /&gt;
So I guess, yeah, there are, there are seven daughters, seven daughters,&lt;br /&gt;
Jane Emmeline Mary Elizabeth Adeline, Caroline, Eliza&lt;br /&gt;
Ann and Emma Caroline. Um Let&#039;s see. It says&lt;br /&gt;
Thomas and Caroline suffered many of the trials&lt;br /&gt;
of the early Mormon Saints in Kirtland,&lt;br /&gt;
Missouri and NAVOO.&lt;br /&gt;
Many people were inflicted with malaria and other diseases&lt;br /&gt;
from mosquitoes that thrived in the swamps of Navoo.&lt;br /&gt;
Carolyn had remnant bilious fever for several months and&lt;br /&gt;
several physicians tried but could not help her.&lt;br /&gt;
She was expecting 1/7 child and in her wean state delivered a baby girl&lt;br /&gt;
in October 1840 she died. So there&#039;s her baby girl, right. This all matches up.&lt;br /&gt;
She died a week later.&lt;br /&gt;
The baby only survived three days longer.&lt;br /&gt;
After 12 years of marriage, Thomas was left with six little girls,&lt;br /&gt;
the oldest 10 and the youngest three.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is Thomas Grover, his first wife Caroline. He married in 1828.&lt;br /&gt;
She died in 1840.&lt;br /&gt;
Could Hiram have married them in 18 43. There&#039;s the first one.&lt;br /&gt;
Now, let&#039;s look at the second Caroline.&lt;br /&gt;
Yep. Here she is Caroline. Um Nickerson Nickerson is her maiden name.&lt;br /&gt;
Her married name is Caroline Hubbard. She was actually a widow as well.&lt;br /&gt;
And look at this marriage date the 20th of February 1841 right?&lt;br /&gt;
So again,&lt;br /&gt;
he claims Hyram married them in 1843 but we have the&lt;br /&gt;
documentation right here that they were married in 18 41.&lt;br /&gt;
And we do have, let me see if I can find the marriage certificate yet.&lt;br /&gt;
Here it is right here. This is a fun document.&lt;br /&gt;
I tried to blow it up so you could see what I&#039;m looking at because&lt;br /&gt;
these things are just so delightful to see right in front of your face.&lt;br /&gt;
So here is the Nauvoo um the the record of the&lt;br /&gt;
nuer,&lt;br /&gt;
it says man&#039;s name, woman&#039;s name when married and by whom married.&lt;br /&gt;
And so you can see, I&#039;ve underlined in red. We have Thomas Grover Caroline Hubbard,&lt;br /&gt;
February 20th, 1841 married by William Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
There. It is in black and white.&lt;br /&gt;
We have the actual record of their marriage that&lt;br /&gt;
goes right along with what we saw on the family&lt;br /&gt;
history site on the family search site so we can&lt;br /&gt;
verify it and back it up that that is indeed&lt;br /&gt;
the case. So&lt;br /&gt;
we have verifiable proof that Thomas Grover,&lt;br /&gt;
like so many others signed fraudulent affidavits trying falsely&lt;br /&gt;
to paint Joseph and Hyrum as supporters of polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
And so this is crazy, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I hope that you guys find this as amazing as I&lt;br /&gt;
do when people say you have to believe the affidavits.&lt;br /&gt;
N No,&lt;br /&gt;
you have to look at the affidavits and see what they&lt;br /&gt;
actually say and do a little bit of investigation into them&lt;br /&gt;
because we have this clear pattern that shows up again and again and again.&lt;br /&gt;
So Thomas Grover claimed that he was more of a novi polygamist than he actually was.&lt;br /&gt;
These were both legitimate monogamous wives.&lt;br /&gt;
But then again, here you can see Elizabeth Wilson.&lt;br /&gt;
He goes on to marry her in 1844 just after Joseph passes away.&lt;br /&gt;
Also, Hannah Tupper, he marries in 1844. Let&#039;s see, what else I had? Um&lt;br /&gt;
Lusa&lt;br /&gt;
Solo&lt;br /&gt;
Tupper,&lt;br /&gt;
he marries, oh, I bet that those I see. I didn&#039;t look into these very much.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m super curious if those are sisters&lt;br /&gt;
and he married her just a few years later, went on to marry Mary Anne Potts,&lt;br /&gt;
Emma Walker.&lt;br /&gt;
Elizabeth Walker. And on and on,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h46m47s 00:46:47]&lt;br /&gt;
it goes the same thing. These were both&lt;br /&gt;
big time hardcore polygamists that were arguing the case back and forth regarding,&lt;br /&gt;
um Harrison Sager. I just find that to be fascinating.&lt;br /&gt;
One good thing I will say about Thomas Grover. It seemed that he kept his&lt;br /&gt;
brides at a little bit more respectable of age.&lt;br /&gt;
Most of them were in the 18 to 20 range, which I appreciate.&lt;br /&gt;
Although, you know, he was married that when he was quite a bit older than that,&lt;br /&gt;
but in all,&lt;br /&gt;
he married eight women and had 52 Children according&lt;br /&gt;
to the records that I was able to find.&lt;br /&gt;
So I don&#039;t know how this may have affected Sager&#039;s case.&lt;br /&gt;
I, you know, I don&#039;t know what the argumentation would have been again.&lt;br /&gt;
Like,&lt;br /&gt;
would we not just kill to have those records to be able to read this actual trial?&lt;br /&gt;
It would have been fascinating with Joseph Smith sitting there&lt;br /&gt;
so many people present trying um this case of&lt;br /&gt;
claims of Joseph&#039;s um spiritual wifey, right? It is just fascinating.&lt;br /&gt;
So I, I, like I said, I,&lt;br /&gt;
I can&#039;t imagine they would have made the most vigorous&lt;br /&gt;
arguments against spiritual wifey since they obviously already share,&lt;br /&gt;
also shared these perspectives.&lt;br /&gt;
And I do find it fascinating that&lt;br /&gt;
just seven months after this meeting, Joseph and&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum would be dead&lt;br /&gt;
and within just a few months after that,&lt;br /&gt;
both of these men plus several others would start taking on plural wives.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
it looks to me like when the cats away, the mice will play.&lt;br /&gt;
So now that we&#039;ve gone through those details&lt;br /&gt;
that I think are interesting and probably important,&lt;br /&gt;
we can get to the real heart of this episode,&lt;br /&gt;
the speech that Joseph Smith gave at the end of this meeting.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
again,&lt;br /&gt;
the highest council minutes don&#039;t record his&lt;br /&gt;
um don&#039;t record much about this meeting.&lt;br /&gt;
They don&#039;t even tell us that Joseph was there,&lt;br /&gt;
but we have multiple other sources that tell us that Joseph was there.&lt;br /&gt;
Um We have it in his journal, I believe for this day yet. This is his journal,&lt;br /&gt;
November 25th, 1843 evening, the High Council sat&lt;br /&gt;
in the case of Harrison Sagers for seduction, no action,&lt;br /&gt;
but the president was present present and the 12.&lt;br /&gt;
So that, that gives us one of the records.&lt;br /&gt;
Again,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph&#039;s journal is always tricky because it was Willard Richards&lt;br /&gt;
that kept it and who knows when it was written,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So, but it is a source that shows us he was there, but there are so many others.&lt;br /&gt;
But this is what I found to be the most important piece of this meeting that we have.&lt;br /&gt;
This is Wilfred Woodruff&#039;s journal where he recorded the speech that Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
made at the end of this trial after the decision was made&lt;br /&gt;
to keep Harrison Sagers&lt;br /&gt;
in church. So I&#039;m going to go ahead and read it.&lt;br /&gt;
He said I was called Well, this is so this is in Wilford Woodruff&#039;s voice, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I was called in the evening to a council with the 12.&lt;br /&gt;
When I arrived at Joseph Smith&#039;s store.&lt;br /&gt;
I found the High Council sitting on a case of Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
sacre for some, for some improper conduct or other towards some female.&lt;br /&gt;
At the close President Joseph Smith made an&lt;br /&gt;
address upon the subject which was highly interesting&lt;br /&gt;
and its tendency was to do away with every&lt;br /&gt;
evil and practice virtue and holiness before the Lord&lt;br /&gt;
that the church had not received any license from&lt;br /&gt;
him to commit adultery fornication or any such thing,&lt;br /&gt;
pay attention to that.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s lumping them&lt;br /&gt;
together.&lt;br /&gt;
Nobody in the church, the church as a whole, the church individuals,&lt;br /&gt;
nobody in the church has license from Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
to commit adultery fornication or any such thing.&lt;br /&gt;
Harrison Sagers is being tried for spiritual wifey.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph is lumping it all together with adultery and fornication,&lt;br /&gt;
which interestingly is also what the book of Mormon does, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so um he goes on to say, but to the contrary, if any man committed adultery,&lt;br /&gt;
he could not receive the celestial kingdom of God,&lt;br /&gt;
even if he was saved in any kingdom, it could not be the celestial kingdom.&lt;br /&gt;
He said he thought many examples that had been manifest.&lt;br /&gt;
John C Bennett and others was sufficient to show&lt;br /&gt;
the fallacy of such a course of conduct.&lt;br /&gt;
He condemned the principle in Toto&lt;br /&gt;
K, he condemned the principle in Toto. We&#039;ll come back to that again&lt;br /&gt;
and warned those present against going into those evils for.&lt;br /&gt;
They would surely bring a curse upon their heads.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to focus on this. He condemned the principle in total.&lt;br /&gt;
What does that mean?&lt;br /&gt;
Right. What is the principle we&#039;re talking about?&lt;br /&gt;
Well, first of all, in total, the definition of that is totally and completely,&lt;br /&gt;
he can damned the principle totally and completely.&lt;br /&gt;
So when the apologists are saying that he&#039;s speaking half truths here,&lt;br /&gt;
that he&#039;s issuing carefully worded denials.&lt;br /&gt;
Exactly what principle is he talking about here that he is rejecting&lt;br /&gt;
totally and completely.&lt;br /&gt;
None of the polygamists ever refer to John Bennett&lt;br /&gt;
or Harrison Sager spiritual wifey as a principal,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
They constantly say that he was,&lt;br /&gt;
they were doing a corruption of what Joseph was doing,&lt;br /&gt;
but they constantly refer to the good polygamy as a principle.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s even referred to as a principle in section 132 right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so what like you have to again deal with this and acknowledge it.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h52m05s 00:52:05]&lt;br /&gt;
What principle is he talking about&lt;br /&gt;
that and that he is spelling out here lumping it&lt;br /&gt;
all together with adultery and fornication and any such other thing&lt;br /&gt;
that he is rejecting all of that together, lumping it all together,&lt;br /&gt;
rejecting the entire principle totally and completely.&lt;br /&gt;
You have to deal with that.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, remember this was three months, this was over three months after&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram has supposedly read the revelation to the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, they all knew about it, including those who rejected it,&lt;br /&gt;
mainly William Marks and Leonard Soy&lt;br /&gt;
Cells was the other one that they claim didn&#039;t receive it,&lt;br /&gt;
but he had already resigned.&lt;br /&gt;
And&lt;br /&gt;
in the episode that I have coming up, I will make, I think a very strong case for,&lt;br /&gt;
for the real reason&lt;br /&gt;
that Austin&lt;br /&gt;
Cells resigned from the High Council. It had nothing to do with polygamy. And I&lt;br /&gt;
think plenty of evidence for that.&lt;br /&gt;
But we&#039;re claiming everyone claims that William Marks was a man of integrity,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
And yet he didn&#039;t have enough integrity to stand up against this.&lt;br /&gt;
He could listen to Joseph Smith say these things when he knew that these were&lt;br /&gt;
like outright lies and just go along with it and be fine with that.&lt;br /&gt;
How does that make any sense?&lt;br /&gt;
How,&lt;br /&gt;
how especially with his feelings toward Emma and how he wanted to help&lt;br /&gt;
her and take care of her and the integrity that he had?&lt;br /&gt;
We are talking about marriage, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And the ultimate levels of hypocrisy here.&lt;br /&gt;
If Joseph truly was practicing one thing and saying another,&lt;br /&gt;
what he was saying would be inexcusable.&lt;br /&gt;
Someone explained to me how and why William Marks would just sit&lt;br /&gt;
silently and go along with it and be fine with that.&lt;br /&gt;
It doesn&#039;t make any sense at all.&lt;br /&gt;
What does make sense is exactly what we&#039;ve said, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Is that&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph heard this about Harrison Sager brought forth charges,&lt;br /&gt;
tried to have it prosecuted,&lt;br /&gt;
went and again said exactly what he wanted everybody to&lt;br /&gt;
hear even making sure all of the 12 were there.&lt;br /&gt;
So there could be no mistake. This is what it is, this never happens.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s no approval for that.&lt;br /&gt;
That makes complete sense. This other side doesn&#039;t make sense at all also.&lt;br /&gt;
Yeah, we have William Marks choosing&lt;br /&gt;
lovers of polygamy to argue both sides of the case, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I could see like it makes sense that William Marks didn&#039;t know what was happening.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph didn&#039;t know what was happening. I know people act like that&#039;s ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m a mom. I have a lot of kids.&lt;br /&gt;
There are times I don&#039;t know what my kids are plotting, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Until I find the mess afterward.&lt;br /&gt;
Is there any mom that that doesn&#039;t happen to on at least a somewhat regular basis?&lt;br /&gt;
Right? It&#039;s not like,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, everything that&#039;s going on that people are trying to keep secret from you.&lt;br /&gt;
So this really does make by far the most sense&lt;br /&gt;
and someone&#039;s gonna have to explain to me how any&lt;br /&gt;
other scenario makes sense other than exactly what it looks&lt;br /&gt;
like and what the evidence points to it being,&lt;br /&gt;
which was that Joseph Smith was sincere in what he was saying&lt;br /&gt;
and what he was doing&lt;br /&gt;
just a couple more things I want to quickly mention about this.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t want to beat a dead horse, but there are so many points to make here.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m hoping that people will have a lot of&lt;br /&gt;
other thoughts that I haven&#039;t even brought up.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
again, if this is a carefully worded, if this is a carefully worded denial,&lt;br /&gt;
where are the loopholes?&lt;br /&gt;
Where are the carefully crafted outs? Right?&lt;br /&gt;
How can you condemn the principle in total&lt;br /&gt;
and leave? How is that a carefully worded denial?&lt;br /&gt;
I want to know that we also need to again acknowledge&lt;br /&gt;
that Hiram Smith had already been sharing this all around.&lt;br /&gt;
This wasn&#039;t secret anymore. He&#039;d read it to the entire council.&lt;br /&gt;
We have all of these later affidavits saying that&lt;br /&gt;
he had showed it to all kinds of people.&lt;br /&gt;
Mercy, kept it for five days herself, showing it to all kinds of people.&lt;br /&gt;
So this was hardly being kept secret according to that narrative,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m arguing&lt;br /&gt;
that that never happened that Hiram did that not.&lt;br /&gt;
And and 11 question that I have yet to have answered is&lt;br /&gt;
what exactly was the document that&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram read to the High Council that he was showing all around town?&lt;br /&gt;
Because according to the to the polygamists own stories,&lt;br /&gt;
there was just the one copy that William Clayton made&lt;br /&gt;
and Joseph let um Whitney have Kingsbury make a secret copy that nobody knew about.&lt;br /&gt;
And Whitney Bishop Whitney kept it secret from everybody so nobody knew about it.&lt;br /&gt;
And Emma burned the original&lt;br /&gt;
So what exactly did&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum have? Someone needs to answer that question?&lt;br /&gt;
What did he go across the street to get to read to the High Council?&lt;br /&gt;
What did he show around uh around town?&lt;br /&gt;
And how can you argue that it needed to be kept secret&lt;br /&gt;
to the point that Joseph was doing all of this duplicitous action?&lt;br /&gt;
When at the same time,&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram is reading it to everyone and we have all of these later affidavits saying that&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph was&lt;br /&gt;
you&lt;br /&gt;
get to everyone and trying them to all take,&lt;br /&gt;
trying to get all of the people to take plural wives.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, except for his first counselor in his own first presidency, right. Oh&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=00h56m58s 00:56:58]&lt;br /&gt;
And also,&lt;br /&gt;
except that none of them started marrying wives&lt;br /&gt;
until after Joseph and Hyrum were dead.&lt;br /&gt;
It just goes on and on and on.&lt;br /&gt;
There is no evidence to support this side of it. There just isn&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
but the evidence all lines up perfectly if we look at it for what it really was.&lt;br /&gt;
And then the other question that we need to answer&lt;br /&gt;
now is why would Joseph completely blow this up?&lt;br /&gt;
Why would he bring so much attention to it, bring so much press to it?&lt;br /&gt;
Have it tried out in the open?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s another question that really needs to be dealt with and&lt;br /&gt;
then with the language that he used that this just,&lt;br /&gt;
this isn&#039;t looking good for those who want to claim that Joseph was a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s too much here. Then we&#039;re not even going into all of&lt;br /&gt;
the things like he has no Children.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s no um documentation, there are no letters or notes or anything like that.&lt;br /&gt;
And there are for all of these other novo polygamists, right?&lt;br /&gt;
We have so much evidence including Children&lt;br /&gt;
and, and there and you can&#039;t say that it was because the&lt;br /&gt;
police or that because it was against the law.&lt;br /&gt;
Like there&#039;s just no evidence for any of that. It just, it, it doesn&#039;t work.&lt;br /&gt;
You can&#039;t keep making the same worn out claims we have to reinvestigate this,&lt;br /&gt;
we have to do better.&lt;br /&gt;
So, ok, now, here&#039;s another really fun part that I want to get into&lt;br /&gt;
is seeing how the historians&lt;br /&gt;
massaged. Joseph&#039;s very clear speech that he gave&lt;br /&gt;
into a version that could be workable for the church history, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s what we&#039;re going to look at now because,&lt;br /&gt;
oh, this is always just, you know, just an interesting path to go down.&lt;br /&gt;
So as always, we first have the draft history. Well, here, I&#039;ll show you again.&lt;br /&gt;
These are um Wilfred Woodruff&#039;s original notes in his journal right here.&lt;br /&gt;
We have it recorded Wilfred Woodruff actually wasn&#039;t an early adopter of polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
It took quite a few years after Joseph died.&lt;br /&gt;
And so if this looks to me to be a contemporaneous um&lt;br /&gt;
record of what Joseph said, and it seems to honestly and um record what Joseph said,&lt;br /&gt;
but now we go forward and as always we have the draft history,&lt;br /&gt;
those who have been following this topic, understand these different versions,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
We have the draft history and you can see the changes being made,&lt;br /&gt;
but the changes were all worked into the finalized copy.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m just going to work off of the finalized copy to compare it&lt;br /&gt;
to the original sources. So you can see um see what happened.&lt;br /&gt;
I of course,&lt;br /&gt;
will have all of the links below for anyone who&lt;br /&gt;
wants to spend more time looking at these more specifically.&lt;br /&gt;
But this is kind of fun.&lt;br /&gt;
The um this finalized version was actually printed in the Deseret News.&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s see, it was April 1st 1857 and when they printed it,&lt;br /&gt;
when they finally had it ready, that&#039;s when these um histories were being created,&lt;br /&gt;
right in Utah,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s when it was done and they printed it in the newspaper.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m going to let you look at the newspaper version&lt;br /&gt;
because it&#039;s a little bit easier to read.&lt;br /&gt;
It did make me chuckle that I thought maybe it was&lt;br /&gt;
appropriate that it was April 1st that it was published.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s April Fool&#039;s Day because&lt;br /&gt;
that seems to possibly be appropriate. So&lt;br /&gt;
they um the Joseph Smith history is actually on the next page. So&lt;br /&gt;
flip it over and I&#039;ll start reading where that little arrow is.&lt;br /&gt;
But first,&lt;br /&gt;
I want to people to have it fresh in their mind what&lt;br /&gt;
was recorded in Wilfred Woodruff&#039;s original speech because there are some very&lt;br /&gt;
specific and careful changes that really matter. And just&lt;br /&gt;
if anyone wants to pause this and read through both of these, feel free,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m gonna put them side by side and read through it.&lt;br /&gt;
So this right here on, um, the right is like you&#039;re right, the one in the white is the,&lt;br /&gt;
um, transcript from Wilford Woodruff.&lt;br /&gt;
And the one on the left with the red underlining is from the newspaper.&lt;br /&gt;
And if anyone wants to pause and read through this, feel free to do it,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll go ahead and read it as well and I&#039;ll point out the important differences,&lt;br /&gt;
but this is a really big deal and it&#039;s so interesting&lt;br /&gt;
to see this happen over and over and over again.&lt;br /&gt;
This really is the modus operandi.&lt;br /&gt;
This is exactly what they would do, make these very careful, subtle little changes&lt;br /&gt;
just to finagle a little bit of wiggle room in there so that&lt;br /&gt;
they could claim that Joseph was saying the opposite of what he was saying&lt;br /&gt;
and doing the opposite of what he was doing. It&#039;s really,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s just amazing to see this time and time again.&lt;br /&gt;
So first of all,&lt;br /&gt;
remember that they changed everything to put it in Joseph&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
voice to pretend that it was Joseph&#039;s own words,&lt;br /&gt;
which it never was.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think that&#039;s very dishonest,&lt;br /&gt;
but I&#039;m just reminding us of that because the original was written.&lt;br /&gt;
Well,&lt;br /&gt;
they took both Joseph&#039;s journal that also wasn&#039;t written in&lt;br /&gt;
his words and combined it with Wilfred Woodruff&#039;s record,&lt;br /&gt;
which was in&lt;br /&gt;
that was in Wilford Woodruff&#039;s own voice, but they put it in Joseph&#039;s voice.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;re going to go ahead and read it where it starts with the arrow.&lt;br /&gt;
In the evening, the High Council sat in on the, sat on the case of Harrison Sacre&lt;br /&gt;
charged with seduction&lt;br /&gt;
and having stated that I had taught it was right charge not sustained.&lt;br /&gt;
I was present with several of the 12 and gave an address tending to do&lt;br /&gt;
away with every evil and exhorting them to&lt;br /&gt;
practice virtue and holiness before the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
So first of all, that&#039;s an interesting change because it separates it.&lt;br /&gt;
It makes it so that the address&lt;br /&gt;
wasn&#039;t necessarily directly referring to the Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Sr case, which it absolutely was. So it&#039;s like, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h02m17s 01:02:17]&lt;br /&gt;
there was the Harrison Sacre case and then Joseph gave a nice address, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It goes on to say told them that the church had not received any permission from me.&lt;br /&gt;
Now look at this to commit fornication, adultery or any corrupt action.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, it&#039;s just completely separated, it has nothing to do&lt;br /&gt;
and he separates these into this own little category.&lt;br /&gt;
All of a sudden he&#039;s talking about&lt;br /&gt;
fornication, adultery or any corrupt action.&lt;br /&gt;
When the original it&#039;s all tied together.&lt;br /&gt;
This is responding directly to the Harrison Sager&lt;br /&gt;
case&lt;br /&gt;
and it says adultery fornication or any such thing, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s lumping them all together. He&#039;s saying this spiritual&lt;br /&gt;
wiery business, which he went on to say another time.&lt;br /&gt;
It includes adultery, fornication or any such thing.&lt;br /&gt;
But they carefully make it so that there&#039;s some degrees of separation.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s just giving this nice sermon.&lt;br /&gt;
And of course,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph wasn&#039;t supportive of fornication or adultery or any corrupt action, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It, it makes it completely irrelevant to what it was actually dealing with&lt;br /&gt;
and then it goes on pretty accurate.&lt;br /&gt;
But my, but my, every word in action has been to the contrary,&lt;br /&gt;
if a man commit adultery, he cannot receive the celestial kingdom of God.&lt;br /&gt;
But it&#039;s not acknowledging that spiritual wifey and polygamy in Joseph&#039;s words.&lt;br /&gt;
And in Joseph&#039;s mind and in&lt;br /&gt;
teaching&lt;br /&gt;
was adultery. That&#039;s what he&#039;s talking about,&lt;br /&gt;
even if he is saved in any kingdom, it cannot be the celestial kingdom.&lt;br /&gt;
I did think that the many examples that have been made manifest such as John&lt;br /&gt;
Senna and others were sufficient to show the fallacy of such a course of conduct.&lt;br /&gt;
This part just killed me. I condemned such actions in Toto&lt;br /&gt;
again.&lt;br /&gt;
So he&#039;s like,&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m just talking about adultery here with nothing&lt;br /&gt;
to do with what what we&#039;re dealing with.&lt;br /&gt;
And I condemn adultery and any corrupt action of of complete com of, of course,&lt;br /&gt;
I completely condemned that&lt;br /&gt;
in the original he&#039;s going&lt;br /&gt;
on with what he&#039;s saying and it says he condemned the principle in Toto.&lt;br /&gt;
He condemned the entire idea of spiritual wifey in total, right?&lt;br /&gt;
But here, they just carefully separated out. So he&#039;s not really talking about that.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s just talking about adultery here. And of course, he condemns that&lt;br /&gt;
and warned the people present against committing such evils&lt;br /&gt;
for it will surely bring a curse upon the,&lt;br /&gt;
upon any person who commits such deeds.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, it&#039;s unbelievable.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so subtle and careful and it shows the care that was taken to make,&lt;br /&gt;
to undermine everything that Joseph said on this topic.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s just the polygamist historians hard at work as usual.&lt;br /&gt;
And so again,&lt;br /&gt;
this is why people use this argument that&lt;br /&gt;
say that Joseph was just using doublespeak.&lt;br /&gt;
He was, he was doing carefully worded denials. He was,&lt;br /&gt;
he was denying it so that people would hear that,&lt;br /&gt;
but leaving himself enough wiggle room.&lt;br /&gt;
First of all,&lt;br /&gt;
that is lying,&lt;br /&gt;
right? That is lying. The, that&#039;s what um Lucifer did in the Garden of Eden, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He told half truths, right? He told&lt;br /&gt;
true things with the intent to deceive when my kids do that. It&#039;s lying.&lt;br /&gt;
If I do that, I&#039;m lying. Can we just call it what it is?&lt;br /&gt;
II I mean,&lt;br /&gt;
the people that want to defend Joseph Smith by saying carefully worded denials.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s nonsense. It&#039;s ludicrous. He either was lying or he was telling the truth.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s none of this wiggle room and most of the wiggle room was&lt;br /&gt;
built in layer later by the polygamists who we know were lying.&lt;br /&gt;
That is not what the original record says,&lt;br /&gt;
but that&#039;s what the polygamists claim that it said.&lt;br /&gt;
And that&#039;s what they wrote into the&lt;br /&gt;
to be passed down to all of us until we have&lt;br /&gt;
the benefit of being able to see these records for ourselves.&lt;br /&gt;
This is just one more case to add to the huge and growing pile of clear&lt;br /&gt;
fraud for the purpose of painting Joseph as a polygamist by changing his own words.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s getting to where most of us can&#039;t even keep up&lt;br /&gt;
with this anymore because we are finding so many of these&lt;br /&gt;
again&lt;br /&gt;
and again and again. But&lt;br /&gt;
ok, it goes on from there. So&lt;br /&gt;
you might hope that Harrison Sr&lt;br /&gt;
would reform right after this close call after everything that happened,&lt;br /&gt;
being called out by none less than Joseph Smith for his corrupt actions&lt;br /&gt;
that maybe he would like at least pretend to cut it out for a while,&lt;br /&gt;
but that wouldn&#039;t be our&lt;br /&gt;
and seers.&lt;br /&gt;
And so we&#039;re going to go on to see what happens next.&lt;br /&gt;
So the next document we have is from Lucy herself, Lucinda Sagers this time,&lt;br /&gt;
she herself brings charges against him.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t blame her for not being satisfied with the outcome of the previous trial.&lt;br /&gt;
That would be pretty frustrating to see how he was let off, right.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll go ahead and read Lucinda&#039;s um charge that she sent in&lt;br /&gt;
to the presidency and the 12 in as much as you as you have declared officially that&lt;br /&gt;
you will deal with all persons who teach or&lt;br /&gt;
have taught the abominable doctrine of spiritual wives.&lt;br /&gt;
This is to notify you that Harrison Sagers is guilty of said sin.&lt;br /&gt;
Which thing can be proven by credible witnesses? And if he is not chastised&lt;br /&gt;
by the church,&lt;br /&gt;
um the law of the land will be enforced against him.&lt;br /&gt;
H Sagers left his family in December last since which&lt;br /&gt;
time he has not provided for them in any way,&lt;br /&gt;
whatever the case of the innocent demand action immediately.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h07m38s 01:07:38]&lt;br /&gt;
And you are the ones to take the matter in hand, Lucinda Sager.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is really interesting. So she wrote this in April of 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
You remember that trial?&lt;br /&gt;
The last trial where Joseph Smith was um&lt;br /&gt;
brought charges that was November 25th of 1843.&lt;br /&gt;
And it says that he moved out in December.&lt;br /&gt;
So he left her just after that last trial, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And she&#039;s now bringing charges herself.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t blame her for not being happy with the decision of the last of the last trial.&lt;br /&gt;
I wouldn&#039;t have agreed with it either. And again,&lt;br /&gt;
you cannot say that it was Joseph Smith doing a kangaroo&lt;br /&gt;
court because it was William Marks that made that decision.&lt;br /&gt;
And William Marks didn&#039;t go along with Joseph Smith&#039;s spiritual wife.&lt;br /&gt;
Re because I think he hadn&#039;t even heard about it yet because&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum never read it in the High Council. The only thing that makes sense, but&lt;br /&gt;
in any case, you can see that this,&lt;br /&gt;
this also went to William Marks again because it&#039;s the High Council who,&lt;br /&gt;
who had to deal with things like this.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is the back of this same note you can see on the front&lt;br /&gt;
of it is Lucinda&#039;s writing and on the back of it is actually William Marks writing&lt;br /&gt;
and this is what he wrote. He said, brother Harrison Sager.&lt;br /&gt;
So he forwarded it to Harrison Sager.&lt;br /&gt;
He got it from Lucinda wrote a note and delivered&lt;br /&gt;
to Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Sr showing in the charges that said brother Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Sr dear sir.&lt;br /&gt;
As this complaint has been handed over to the&lt;br /&gt;
High Council by the first presidency to act upon&lt;br /&gt;
you are requested to appear before said council on Saturday the 13th&lt;br /&gt;
the 13th instant at my house at two o&#039;clock PM to answer to the within charges.&lt;br /&gt;
Nauvoo City April 10th 1844 William Marks. So that&#039;s when&lt;br /&gt;
Marks forwarded it&lt;br /&gt;
and we now can go to the next High Council meeting that was on April 13th, 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
So here again are the very bad jos stout minutes of the meeting,&lt;br /&gt;
but it does at least at least um tell us who was there.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is what this first page of the note says.&lt;br /&gt;
Um it was at President Mark&#039;s house present were&lt;br /&gt;
William Mars Charles Coulson Rich, presiding counselors present Samuel Bent,&lt;br /&gt;
James&lt;br /&gt;
Allred Lewis Dunbar,&lt;br /&gt;
Dunbar, Wilson Alpheus Cutler, David Fuller George W Harris Jesse Divine Hunter,&lt;br /&gt;
they have his name wrong on.&lt;br /&gt;
Um, they on, on the record, that&#039;s what his real name was.&lt;br /&gt;
He was, um, just like it says pro TEM, he wasn&#039;t actually a member of the high council.&lt;br /&gt;
It seems he was in training&lt;br /&gt;
Aaron Johnson, Newell, Knight, William Huntington, Leonard soy,&lt;br /&gt;
Henry G Sherwood.&lt;br /&gt;
So that was who was there at this meeting and this was at William Mark&#039;s house.&lt;br /&gt;
So this wasn&#039;t a big public meeting like the previous one had been,&lt;br /&gt;
this was just the private meeting with the High Council. And again,&lt;br /&gt;
um, Jos Stout or whoever gives us these notes,&lt;br /&gt;
he just wrote the complaint verbatim the notes,&lt;br /&gt;
he wrote Lucinda&#039;s note and William Mark&#039;s note in&lt;br /&gt;
the record instead of writing what was actually said,&lt;br /&gt;
which would have been so much more interesting, although&lt;br /&gt;
there are some interesting things coming that are&lt;br /&gt;
not going to get into this episode.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll hint at them in a minute,&lt;br /&gt;
but I would love to have a more fulsome account of both of these meetings,&lt;br /&gt;
but he does at least let us know this.&lt;br /&gt;
He wrote defendant pled not guilty again, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Two were appointed to speak on his side. So instead of just one on each side, his last&lt;br /&gt;
and this time it was two decided that as the first part of the&lt;br /&gt;
charge had been brought before the council before on the 25th of November.&lt;br /&gt;
So they&#039;re saying he was again accused of teaching spiritual wifey,&lt;br /&gt;
but that had already been dealt with.&lt;br /&gt;
So we can&#039;t put him in double jeopardy.&lt;br /&gt;
I think that that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, I wouldn&#039;t agree with that part of the decision.&lt;br /&gt;
And, um, and it said since it was dealt with before and he tried on it,&lt;br /&gt;
the council had no right to deal with him on that item.&lt;br /&gt;
And the second part was not sustained and&lt;br /&gt;
therefore that he should remain in the church.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s a hard one as well.&lt;br /&gt;
But again, you can&#039;t say that this was Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
You can&#039;t say that this was Joseph&#039;s kangaroo court.&lt;br /&gt;
First of all, as I already said, I don&#039;t like this form of government.&lt;br /&gt;
This outcome seems even worse to me,&lt;br /&gt;
but Joseph wasn&#039;t even at this High Council,&lt;br /&gt;
this was William Marks and his High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
They were the ones making this, these decisions.&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph had nothing to do with this and he wasn&#039;t there to&lt;br /&gt;
pull, to pull any strings.&lt;br /&gt;
Um We can um in the November 25th High Council meeting,&lt;br /&gt;
the one that was the big one in the Jose and Joseph Smith store,&lt;br /&gt;
we have multiple sources&lt;br /&gt;
telling us that he was there as well as that. It was his own charges, right?&lt;br /&gt;
This one is Justin William Marks Home. It lists exactly who was there&lt;br /&gt;
and not even that we have Joseph Smith&#039;s own journal for this day.&lt;br /&gt;
April 13th is actually a very extensive four page journal entry&lt;br /&gt;
that tells us what he was doing.&lt;br /&gt;
Let&#039;s see, he spent um most of the day in municipal court with the f&lt;br /&gt;
trying to deal with the Fosters in court.&lt;br /&gt;
And then he um was receiving a river boat boat full of converts from England.&lt;br /&gt;
So he had a pretty full day and he was not at this meeting.&lt;br /&gt;
So since Joseph wasn&#039;t in the High Council this day,&lt;br /&gt;
you need to come up with another explanation for why he Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Sacre was let off so easily&lt;br /&gt;
this time.&lt;br /&gt;
Now,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h12m59s 01:12:59]&lt;br /&gt;
I did briefly mention that there&#039;s more information&lt;br /&gt;
about these um this Harrison Sager&#039;s case.&lt;br /&gt;
That is very interesting that will be coming forward.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m just not going to get into them here because&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s a lot more work that needs to be done.&lt;br /&gt;
But there is some exciting stuff happening that could again,&lt;br /&gt;
completely change the general understanding&lt;br /&gt;
about nu-&lt;br /&gt;
polygamy. So I will for sure, keep you updated.&lt;br /&gt;
But we have some sources and some documents that I am really excited to, to dig into&lt;br /&gt;
and find out what we can from them. So,&lt;br /&gt;
but moving on from these trials. So Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Sr Sacre was brought up on charges twice once from Joseph Smith, once from Lucinda,&lt;br /&gt;
both times was led off by the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
You have, if you&#039;re going to say that it was Joseph Smith,&lt;br /&gt;
that was responsible for that, you have to provide some evidence for that.&lt;br /&gt;
You can&#039;t just make the assumption and make the claim without anything to&lt;br /&gt;
back it up when the evidence shows that the opposite is true.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s the situation where we are. So, after these two trials,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it&#039;s pretty hard to blame Lucinda for being pretty mad&lt;br /&gt;
and it looks like she and her entire family left the church,&lt;br /&gt;
whatever family that she had that came into the church,&lt;br /&gt;
they all left because there&#039;s no record of them after this except for this,&lt;br /&gt;
before they disappeared.&lt;br /&gt;
Lucinda printed this notice in the Nauvoo Expositor, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So this is from the recreation of the novel&lt;br /&gt;
Expositor and this is just listed all by itself.&lt;br /&gt;
She just put a notice in the novel Expositor saying one cent reward.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s so funny because in this day and age, these kinds of notices would be done&lt;br /&gt;
by men about their wives, right?&lt;br /&gt;
They would say a reward for my wife and don&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
don&#039;t charge anything because I won&#039;t pay for it, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So Lucinda is doing this about her husband, which I think is a riot.&lt;br /&gt;
This she this girl&#039;s got gumption. It&#039;s something else.&lt;br /&gt;
So she is mad, you know, but I love it. It says where is my husband? The right?&lt;br /&gt;
Reverend Wh Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Segers Esquire has left my bed and board&lt;br /&gt;
without case or without cause or provocation.&lt;br /&gt;
This is to notify the public not to harbor or trust him&lt;br /&gt;
on my accounts as I will pay no debts of his contracting.&lt;br /&gt;
Maura&lt;br /&gt;
Annon Lucinda Sager, June 7th 1844 that I,&lt;br /&gt;
like I said is a riot because that was in reverse.&lt;br /&gt;
It was men that would do that about their, their wives, right?&lt;br /&gt;
So this was in the famous novel Expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
You&#039;ll remember that that&#039;s the newspaper that William Law and others got together&lt;br /&gt;
for the purpose of bringing the mob trying to get Joseph Smith killed.&lt;br /&gt;
But please pay attention to this.&lt;br /&gt;
It has absolutely nothing to do with Joseph Smith, right.&lt;br /&gt;
This is Lucinda taking out an ad about her estranged&lt;br /&gt;
husband who she has good reason to be furious at.&lt;br /&gt;
So I, I will say I,&lt;br /&gt;
and from the evidence, I can find,&lt;br /&gt;
I have not been able to find any,&lt;br /&gt;
any evidence of any kind of a close connection&lt;br /&gt;
at all between Joseph Smith and Harrison Sagers.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve searched all of Joseph&#039;s journals such as they are.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve looked at his notes, his speeches, his records.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ve even tried to tried my best to look over their missions and their travel,&lt;br /&gt;
travel itineraries to see if there could have been any overlap.&lt;br /&gt;
I can&#039;t see anywhere that they had any sort of personal relationship.&lt;br /&gt;
As I already said,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph didn&#039;t have anything to do with any of&lt;br /&gt;
Harrison&#039;s um sustaining or callings or setting apart.&lt;br /&gt;
He wasn&#039;t involved in any of that.&lt;br /&gt;
The only connection I can find between the two of them.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s anything personal at all is Joseph Smith bringing charges against him.&lt;br /&gt;
Right. So, in some ways it seems that he might have been closer to Lucinda and F&lt;br /&gt;
Phoebe than he was to Harrison.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think that that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s an interesting thing to point out because bizarrely this notice from&lt;br /&gt;
the Novo expositor was picked up and carried in other newspapers,&lt;br /&gt;
some much larger newspapers.&lt;br /&gt;
So, first of all, the Warsaw signal picked it up. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And they add a lot of false editorializing.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s, it&#039;s not, it copies what Lucinda wrote, but look at what it says about it.&lt;br /&gt;
A Saints Reward. We copy from the Novo expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
The following advert advertisement, it will be recollected,&lt;br /&gt;
it will be recollected.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll get into that.&lt;br /&gt;
It will be recollected that the right reverend gentleman spoken&lt;br /&gt;
of is one of Joe&#039;s bosom companions and confidential counselors.&lt;br /&gt;
No less a personage than he who was sometimes since detected in passing counterfeit&lt;br /&gt;
money in the Holy City after having brightened it with an application of celeritas.&lt;br /&gt;
I looked that up and it looks like it&#039;s just some kind of a powder something or other.&lt;br /&gt;
But anyway, what&#039;s so interesting here? It says it will be recollected.&lt;br /&gt;
So I searched the entire Warsaw signal to see what&lt;br /&gt;
Thomas Sharp or anyone else had ever said about Harrison,&lt;br /&gt;
Sr&lt;br /&gt;
and Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
And there is nothing&lt;br /&gt;
all there is is that article printed in March of 1844&lt;br /&gt;
about that November 25th trial that Joseph Smith was involved in,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
That, that was somebody that claimed to have been there&lt;br /&gt;
dishonestly representing it, at least according to the documentation.&lt;br /&gt;
So you can find that.&lt;br /&gt;
But that doesn&#039;t say anything about this close&lt;br /&gt;
bosom companionship between Harrison Sager and Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s absolutely no evidence for it&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h18m23s 01:18:23]&lt;br /&gt;
and they provide no evidence for it and they can&#039;t find it anywhere.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s just if you can get any dirt to shovel. Right. It&#039;s good enough.&lt;br /&gt;
We&#039;re just gonna,&lt;br /&gt;
just gonna create any dirt and bad connections that we can,&lt;br /&gt;
who cares about if there&#039;s any evidence?&lt;br /&gt;
So I found that to be really interesting, interesting&lt;br /&gt;
that it just that, that how, how is it recollected? It will be recollected.&lt;br /&gt;
The Warsaw signal had said nothing about it&lt;br /&gt;
and I didn&#039;t see anything about it anywhere else, but this also got picked up&lt;br /&gt;
by the New York Herald if you can believe it.&lt;br /&gt;
And it&#039;s just a similar version of the same thing that was in the Warsaw signal.&lt;br /&gt;
It says a runaway saying,&lt;br /&gt;
and it makes it even a little more convoluted because it looks like it&#039;s all Lucinda,&lt;br /&gt;
we copy from the Defunct at present, Novo&lt;br /&gt;
Expositor the following advert advertisement and they&lt;br /&gt;
didn&#039;t copy it from the novel Expositor.&lt;br /&gt;
They copied it from the Warsaw signal, obviously, as you&#039;ll see&lt;br /&gt;
the right reverend&lt;br /&gt;
gentleman spoken of.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, this is all directly from the,&lt;br /&gt;
the Warsaw signal is one of Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
Smith&#039;s bosom companions and confidential counselors.&lt;br /&gt;
No less a personage than he who was sometimes since&lt;br /&gt;
detected in passing counterfeit money in the Holy City after&lt;br /&gt;
having brightened it with an application of celeritas and then&lt;br /&gt;
it goes on to list um Lucinda Seger&#039;s um announcement.&lt;br /&gt;
So you can see how these things spread and what happens, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And the thing that I just find like,&lt;br /&gt;
II&lt;br /&gt;
I just incomprehensible is how historians or&lt;br /&gt;
others take these versions from the New&lt;br /&gt;
York Herald and the Warsaw signal and assume that they are telling the truth.&lt;br /&gt;
So they create this close association between Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Sr and Joseph Smith and claim that Joseph Smith was protecting Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Sr&lt;br /&gt;
when there&#039;s absolutely nothing to show that the best&lt;br /&gt;
you can do is these very shallow hollow dishonest claims&lt;br /&gt;
in these&lt;br /&gt;
salacious newspapers, right? Ok. So this is already longer than I planned it to be.&lt;br /&gt;
And I&#039;ve had to do it in different segments because my voice just can&#039;t handle it.&lt;br /&gt;
But there are just two more things that I want to look&lt;br /&gt;
at in this fascinating case before we wrap this episode up.&lt;br /&gt;
So first,&lt;br /&gt;
I want to consider Sager&#039;s ongoing behavior after this trial&lt;br /&gt;
and especially after Joseph&#039;s death and coming to Utah,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s an interesting part of this story. And second,&lt;br /&gt;
I think it&#039;s really important to look at&lt;br /&gt;
how the historians treat this very interesting case.&lt;br /&gt;
So those are the final two pieces that we are going to look at in this investigation.&lt;br /&gt;
So while Sagers does seem to have been stymied in his&lt;br /&gt;
early attempts at spiritual wifey and polygamy or celestial plural marriage,&lt;br /&gt;
depending on which way you&#039;re going to explain this away.&lt;br /&gt;
Um His frustrations didn&#039;t seem to last too long.&lt;br /&gt;
He wasn&#039;t quite as early of an adopter as&lt;br /&gt;
several of the other members of the several members of&lt;br /&gt;
the high council and others who were taking wives&lt;br /&gt;
just a few months after Joseph and Hiram&#039;s death.&lt;br /&gt;
But starting in 1846 he seemed eager to make up for lost time.&lt;br /&gt;
So let&#039;s go ahead and now add&lt;br /&gt;
Harrison Sager&#039;s family history record to the screen so&lt;br /&gt;
I can show you what I&#039;m talking about.&lt;br /&gt;
So we&#039;ll scroll down here&lt;br /&gt;
and there&#039;s his first wife, Lucy, they had one child and then,&lt;br /&gt;
you know, they, they became a strange. So after that,&lt;br /&gt;
in 1846 January of 1846 he married two girls four days apart.&lt;br /&gt;
So he married Susan who was 17&lt;br /&gt;
and then he married Olive, who was actually closer to his own age.&lt;br /&gt;
But as we go forward, I think that you&#039;ll see that there might have been,&lt;br /&gt;
he might have had ulterior motives for marrying Olive.&lt;br /&gt;
Then he apparently he seems to have taken a break to cross the plains.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, I guess he married Harriet before that they left Harriet out.&lt;br /&gt;
I think she was barely 15. That was in 1847 before he came to Utah.&lt;br /&gt;
I can&#039;t, can&#039;t miss her. But once he got to Utah he picked right back&lt;br /&gt;
up when,&lt;br /&gt;
on the same day he married the two teenage little sisters of his one older wife,&lt;br /&gt;
Olive Wheaton.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s just charming. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
He goes on two years later when he was 38 he married another teenager&lt;br /&gt;
Francis and he just kept going from there marrying Marian when he was 43.&lt;br /&gt;
And then he rounded it off by marrying the 26 year old&lt;br /&gt;
wife of another man who already had four Children with him.&lt;br /&gt;
But apparently&lt;br /&gt;
that plural marriage was dissolved. So she instead married Harrison.&lt;br /&gt;
She was 26 and he was 63&lt;br /&gt;
in all. He had nine wives and 33 Children. However, this is really interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
Only one of his wives. Well, I guess two of his wives didn&#039;t leave him.&lt;br /&gt;
So, Ruth, the teenage sister with whom he had 11 Children.&lt;br /&gt;
I know it says 15, I can show you really fast. That&#039;s a mistake. Ruth died in 1870&lt;br /&gt;
one&lt;br /&gt;
and her 11 Children that are correctly listed are all born before 1871.&lt;br /&gt;
And then it has these mistaken ones listed after she was dead.&lt;br /&gt;
So someone just made a mistake with that. That&#039;s why it&#039;s important to always check.&lt;br /&gt;
But Ruth is the one wife who didn&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
who didn&#039;t either he didn&#039;t kick out or she didn&#039;t leave.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s the one that they actually stayed together until she died.&lt;br /&gt;
However,&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know if it&#039;s saying that much because she died when she was 39. Right in&lt;br /&gt;
1871. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And he was apparently alone for the next seven&lt;br /&gt;
years because all of his other wives left,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h23m58s 01:23:58]&lt;br /&gt;
either had already left or left during,&lt;br /&gt;
I think they had already left before Ruth died.&lt;br /&gt;
And he was alone&lt;br /&gt;
until 1878. And so really, he lived in&lt;br /&gt;
pretty much monogamy or singlehood for most of his life.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s really interesting how this happens and&lt;br /&gt;
all in all of Seger&#039;s wives that left left him.&lt;br /&gt;
At least one seemed to have availed herself of Brigham&#039;s trading up doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
in 1856. I think it was Harriet&lt;br /&gt;
yet she and the six,&lt;br /&gt;
her six Children she had had with Sagers were instead sealed to Brigham Young.&lt;br /&gt;
So it&#039;s kind of fun to see that doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
in action, right? The the Brigham Young&#039;s trading up idea.&lt;br /&gt;
So remember this as we look at this, just complete mess&lt;br /&gt;
of marriages, right? How just how is this not just wife swapping?&lt;br /&gt;
Like if you look at so many of these wives that are on these lists,&lt;br /&gt;
several of them also have husband after husband, after husband,&lt;br /&gt;
after husband because they&#039;re just leaving and coming and going&lt;br /&gt;
willy nilly. It&#039;s, it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
132 claims to be the new and ever like&lt;br /&gt;
lasting covenant of marriage, right? What the polygamists polygamists&lt;br /&gt;
call celestial plural marriage and what the church still calls eternal marriage,&lt;br /&gt;
but it still is applied to section 132.&lt;br /&gt;
The power was supposed to be given to elevate marriage by making it everlasting&lt;br /&gt;
by making it last even beyond the grave.&lt;br /&gt;
But instead, it&#039;s so obvious when you look through these histories&lt;br /&gt;
that the exact opposite happens.&lt;br /&gt;
It is this nonsense, this abomination of polygamy. It had the opposite effect.&lt;br /&gt;
It makes a complete mockery of marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
It turns it into just this convenient free love thing that&#039;s happening.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s similar to what happened with Warren Jeffs, right? Where&lt;br /&gt;
women are just taken and given and men are kicked out and the and&lt;br /&gt;
who knows whose parents like there&#039;s like&lt;br /&gt;
no bonds and connections between individuals,&lt;br /&gt;
no human connection because it&#039;s all in service of this&lt;br /&gt;
awful abominable doctrine.&lt;br /&gt;
I swear the adversary must just be laughing as he&lt;br /&gt;
watches this happen in the name of eternal marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so tragic and it&#039;s so sad.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think reading these two little snippets will at least give us a taste.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is from a short autobiography written by William Wallace Smith. Sagers.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s the oldest living child of the eighth wife Marian.&lt;br /&gt;
And um he says my mother, Marian Browning Smith was born April 19th,&lt;br /&gt;
1837 at Stewart in Scotland.&lt;br /&gt;
She received the gospel in the early fifties.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s the 18 fifties when Orson Pratt and Eli B.&lt;br /&gt;
Kelson were, were Mormon missionaries in that land.&lt;br /&gt;
She emigrated to the United States and then to&lt;br /&gt;
Tawila in 1852.&lt;br /&gt;
At the age of 15 years, she taught that she taught her Children to fear God.&lt;br /&gt;
And that Joseph Smith was a true prophet of the&lt;br /&gt;
Lord Jesus Christ until the day of her death.&lt;br /&gt;
August 31st, 1879. What I&#039;m gonna read a little bit more about just&lt;br /&gt;
what I love about these people is that&lt;br /&gt;
their testimony of the truthfulness of the restoration&lt;br /&gt;
couldn&#039;t be destroyed even by all of this evil and abomination and suffering.&lt;br /&gt;
It just always reminds me of&lt;br /&gt;
no unhallowed hand can stop this work from progressing.&lt;br /&gt;
And I think we&#039;re seeing that still playing out today.&lt;br /&gt;
The truthfulness of the book of Mormon.&lt;br /&gt;
The truthfulness of what Joseph Smith restored&lt;br /&gt;
can&#039;t be stopped by even these terrible falsehoods that came into it. And I love that&lt;br /&gt;
so many of these faithful people were able to keep a hold of that, that core of truth.&lt;br /&gt;
Despite all of this, it&#039;s, it&#039;s quite professional to me.&lt;br /&gt;
So he goes on to say when I was about 16, my mother married James I Steel.&lt;br /&gt;
So remember he&#039;s the oldest living child she had,&lt;br /&gt;
I think six Children with Harrison Sakers had already left that.&lt;br /&gt;
They&#039;d, they&#039;d already,&lt;br /&gt;
he&#039;d already kicked her out or she&#039;d already left to where&lt;br /&gt;
she was raising her Children alone until this son was 16.&lt;br /&gt;
And she married James Steele. He says,&lt;br /&gt;
um I worked on the farm and was getting out wood to make&lt;br /&gt;
charcoal for the smelters at Stockton and railroad ties until my mother died.&lt;br /&gt;
August 31st 1879&lt;br /&gt;
I was 19 years old, my brothers, sisters and I started and went it ourselves.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, this 19 year old who&#039;d already been, had how many marriages dissolved?&lt;br /&gt;
At the very beginning, he talks of his autobiography.&lt;br /&gt;
He mentions his father who he really didn&#039;t know at all. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
And then his um mother is alone.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s having to do this hard physical labor from early or from his early youth,&lt;br /&gt;
just like polygamous still do, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And then his mother died and he was responsible for providing for and raising&lt;br /&gt;
all of those siblings because the fathers didn&#039;t take any responsibility for them.&lt;br /&gt;
Apparently, it&#039;s just tragic. And then I just want to read this one other bit.&lt;br /&gt;
This is from a book called the Sagers Clan.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s a history written of William Henry Harrison Sagers.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is from page 2428 and all of these sources are available on family search.&lt;br /&gt;
You can find all of these Harrison Sagers probably has a large posterity.&lt;br /&gt;
So she&#039;s already gone through all of the Children of&lt;br /&gt;
him that they know of all of the posterity.&lt;br /&gt;
Then she adds this in the end, he probably has a large posterity.&lt;br /&gt;
Some in the country about whom we know nothing&lt;br /&gt;
and they likewise know nothing about him.&lt;br /&gt;
In addition to those mentioned above in this chapter,&lt;br /&gt;
he had other Children Samuel by his first wife, Lucinda Madison, Dinah or Dinah,&lt;br /&gt;
by his wife Lucy Wheaton&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza by wife Francis Adams Royal Joseph o&#039;neil&lt;br /&gt;
and Sarah by his wife Harriet Barney Young.&lt;br /&gt;
So those were the ones that were sealed&lt;br /&gt;
and became the Children of Brigham Young,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h30m01s 01:30:01]&lt;br /&gt;
whatever that meant Sarah by wife Ruth Adelia&lt;br /&gt;
Wheaton,&lt;br /&gt;
perhaps several in Idaho by his wife Martha, while residing in the Soda Springs area&lt;br /&gt;
and the four in Blackfoot by wife Elizabeth&lt;br /&gt;
Ada, Ida Eugene and Alfred Sagers.&lt;br /&gt;
So those are the ones that they at least know of the Children he had&lt;br /&gt;
that nobody knows anything about because he didn&#039;t have anything to do with them,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
I sincerely hope that this book will find its way into the&lt;br /&gt;
hands of some of the descendants of all of these Children.&lt;br /&gt;
It is also my hope that they and you will come to know Harrison better,&lt;br /&gt;
will look beyond his faults and weaknesses and will&lt;br /&gt;
recognize him for his better attributes and worthy achievements.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s fascinating.&lt;br /&gt;
Even his biographer, his descendant who&#039;s trying to write a glowing biography,&lt;br /&gt;
had to at least acknowledge those parts of his life,&lt;br /&gt;
right? This is just&lt;br /&gt;
a terrible tragic story.&lt;br /&gt;
This man, what he was doing this falsehood that he chose to pursue.&lt;br /&gt;
Maybe he could have had a really happy life with Lucy&lt;br /&gt;
if he hadn&#039;t gone this direction and you can see the complete upheaval,&lt;br /&gt;
it brought not only into his life but into the lives&lt;br /&gt;
of all of these women and all of these Children.&lt;br /&gt;
But this is a man who claimed to have&lt;br /&gt;
learned this principle directly from the prophet Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s why he claimed and that&#039;s what many people continue to claim.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t, I think that everyone who believes that Joseph was a polygamist&lt;br /&gt;
claims that William Sr,&lt;br /&gt;
that Harrison sr&lt;br /&gt;
got it from him.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s right.&lt;br /&gt;
Despite him being brought up on charges of spiritual wifey twice,&lt;br /&gt;
one time by Joseph himself,&lt;br /&gt;
he clearly went on to have a long illustrious&lt;br /&gt;
career as a Mormon polygamist in full fellowship.&lt;br /&gt;
And his name is evoked as a witness who Joseph Smith personally taught polygamy to.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is,&lt;br /&gt;
this is leading us on to the final part&lt;br /&gt;
of this um exploration that we&#039;re going to consider&lt;br /&gt;
how the complicated case of Harrison Sagers plays into the&lt;br /&gt;
current polygamy narrative and how it is handled by historians&lt;br /&gt;
specifically, among all of these things.&lt;br /&gt;
I would like to ask Brian Hill since this is his term or any other historians,&lt;br /&gt;
whether Harrison Sagers was a polygamy insider.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s, that&#039;s Brian&#039;s term.&lt;br /&gt;
He says there were polygamy insiders who were taught this by Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
So Brian was Harrison Sagers a polygamy insider or was he not?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s he&#039;s, he&#039;s in this fuzzy middle ground between John Bennett.&lt;br /&gt;
The story is exactly the same as John Bennett,&lt;br /&gt;
except he was never disciplined and he was kept in full fellowship.&lt;br /&gt;
And then&lt;br /&gt;
you yourself, Brian use his name as someone who Joseph taught polygamy to.&lt;br /&gt;
So that&#039;s what we&#039;re going to look at.&lt;br /&gt;
So first Harrison was living in Utah alive and well,&lt;br /&gt;
when all of these affidavits were being sought and for some reason,&lt;br /&gt;
he never filled one out, either he wasn&#039;t asked to or he just chose not to.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know, we whatever the case, we don&#039;t have an affidavit from Harrison Sabers,&lt;br /&gt;
which is interesting,&lt;br /&gt;
but he is mentioned in at least one other affidavit.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is the affidavit of Nathan Tanner. This is an interesting one,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;ll just go ahead and read this, Nathan Tanner say that in the spring of 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, it&#039;s left very open ended. We&#039;re not given even a month, let alone a date&lt;br /&gt;
in the spring of 1844 at Montrose Lee County Iowa.&lt;br /&gt;
He heard President Joseph Smith while in conversation with himself,&lt;br /&gt;
Harris and Sagers Blank Daniels,&lt;br /&gt;
apparently they were going to fill in that name later&lt;br /&gt;
and others also, that&#039;s nice and open ended.&lt;br /&gt;
Anyone else who wants to say this happened?&lt;br /&gt;
He heard him in front of all of those people&lt;br /&gt;
teach the doctrine of celestial marriage or plurality of wives.&lt;br /&gt;
And subsequently, he heard the prophet teach the dog&lt;br /&gt;
doctrine from the stand in&lt;br /&gt;
navoo in a manner that he perfectly understood.&lt;br /&gt;
Not only that the prophet believed it,&lt;br /&gt;
but that it was in force at the time. So again, show us this sermon, right?&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s just saying,&lt;br /&gt;
I caught the doublespeak and remember this is when the people didn&#039;t have&lt;br /&gt;
free access to the minutes of these sermons as we have now.&lt;br /&gt;
So we won&#039;t go into them with, into the many other problems of this affidavit.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll just be, I&#039;ll just say this one thing. I have&lt;br /&gt;
not been able to find a single day in spring,&lt;br /&gt;
1844 or anywhere around spring all the way up to February and into June.&lt;br /&gt;
That this could have happened when Joseph Smith could have been in Montrose Iowa&lt;br /&gt;
teaching spiritual wifey, teaching plural marriage, right?&lt;br /&gt;
I acknowledge I might have missed something.&lt;br /&gt;
So if there is a more experienced or more adept historian,&lt;br /&gt;
that can show me what I&#039;m missing, I am all&lt;br /&gt;
years. I would love to be shown what I am missing. But so far&lt;br /&gt;
in what I could search through,&lt;br /&gt;
I searched through Joseph Smith&#039;s journals as well&lt;br /&gt;
as the church history and Joseph Smith history.&lt;br /&gt;
And I looked through any sermons, I could find any events happening,&lt;br /&gt;
any records I could find,&lt;br /&gt;
I could not find a single day when Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
could have been where Nathan Tanner said he was.&lt;br /&gt;
And also there is not a single mention of Nathan Tanner anywhere in either record.&lt;br /&gt;
And only two mentions of the only two mentions of&lt;br /&gt;
Harrison Sagers that are all personal are the ones having&lt;br /&gt;
the ones we already pointed out that had to do with where he was being prosecuted&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h35m29s 01:35:29]&lt;br /&gt;
for claiming that Joseph taught him spiritual wifey.&lt;br /&gt;
So there&#039;s nothing to back this up in the historical record. Nothing at all.&lt;br /&gt;
And we&#039;ve already shown how problematic so many of these affidavits are&lt;br /&gt;
and yet, despite all of the numerous lies, we can point to through,&lt;br /&gt;
through so many of these affidavits&lt;br /&gt;
and what appeared to be readily apparent lies in this one.&lt;br /&gt;
We are supposed to just take this affidavit at&lt;br /&gt;
face value and believe it is telling the truth,&lt;br /&gt;
especially when you consider again, remember this was super secret,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph had to lie in front of his own people in front of his own high council, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Who already were already in on it,&lt;br /&gt;
that he couldn&#039;t have any records anywhere,&lt;br /&gt;
even though all of the polygamist after him left records everywhere, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It had to be so secret&lt;br /&gt;
that it couldn&#039;t be talked about. Although&lt;br /&gt;
Hiram was reading it to the High Council and showing it all around town.&lt;br /&gt;
And apparently Joseph Smith also was just in large groups willy nilly with who&lt;br /&gt;
even knows how many people that were there because it was many others.&lt;br /&gt;
In addition to just those that he named&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph was teaching about spiritual wifey to&lt;br /&gt;
people who had no connection to him,&lt;br /&gt;
who had no special calling in the church, who had no reason to be taught&lt;br /&gt;
this high secret holy doctrine.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh, though that,&lt;br /&gt;
that even his first counselor and his own&lt;br /&gt;
first presidency didn&#039;t qualify to be told about,&lt;br /&gt;
although he&#039;s telling all of these other people, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It just goes on and on. Can you see why I have so many issues with this?&lt;br /&gt;
But apparently the answer is yes, we are supposed to just accept this affidavit&lt;br /&gt;
at face value, no questions asked.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m going to show just a couple of articles and again, I, I&#039;m just sharing these,&lt;br /&gt;
um, I don&#039;t ever want to pick on historians.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m trying to do better about that. So this is not&lt;br /&gt;
in any way.&lt;br /&gt;
I just want to refute what they&#039;re saying because I disagree&lt;br /&gt;
with it and I&#039;m hoping that some of them will come and&lt;br /&gt;
talk to me so we can keep these conversations going.&lt;br /&gt;
But this is from a 2003 article written by Gary&lt;br /&gt;
Reguera on illicit intercourse,&lt;br /&gt;
plural marriage and the Navoo State High Council 1841 to 1844.&lt;br /&gt;
So he goes on and he go, he says word eventually.&lt;br /&gt;
So he talks about Sakers in this article,&lt;br /&gt;
which is why I&#039;m looking it up and I cannot possibly&lt;br /&gt;
no, if I have covered every article that was ever mean that ever mentioned her.&lt;br /&gt;
Um Harrison Sr&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;m certain that I&#039;m not, I just want to give you a good um snippet of how Harrison Sr&lt;br /&gt;
is treated by historians.&lt;br /&gt;
And these are some of the most credible sources that do talk about him.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is Gary Braa&lt;br /&gt;
word eventually spread that Sagers and&lt;br /&gt;
his sister-in-law shared a sexual relationship.&lt;br /&gt;
So what, how, where do we know that words spread and where do we know that we,&lt;br /&gt;
that they shared a sexual relationship?&lt;br /&gt;
You&#039;ll recall from the actual, um, complaint.&lt;br /&gt;
It just said that he attempted to seduce her.&lt;br /&gt;
It didn&#039;t say anywhere that he succeeded that actually goes against what the&lt;br /&gt;
historical record actually says because Joseph Smith made it very clear that,&lt;br /&gt;
um, Harrison attempted to seduce her.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s no word that he actually did.&lt;br /&gt;
There&#039;s no evidence for that and that&#039;s not even what&lt;br /&gt;
Lucinda or anybody else said.&lt;br /&gt;
And so then it goes on to say,&lt;br /&gt;
and that Sagers justified his actions by appealing to the prophet&#039;s example,&lt;br /&gt;
when Smith learned of the stories, he charged Sakers before the High Council,&lt;br /&gt;
but before the High Council joined by members of the 12 with quote trying to&lt;br /&gt;
seduce a young girl living at his house by the name of Phoebe Madison.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, he was trying to do it&lt;br /&gt;
for him to jump off and say that they shared a&lt;br /&gt;
sexual relationship is a huge departure from what the sources say.&lt;br /&gt;
He,&lt;br /&gt;
he goes on quoting Joseph Smith and using my name in a blasphemous manner&lt;br /&gt;
by saying that I tolerated such things in which he is guilty of lying,&lt;br /&gt;
et cetera, et cetera.&lt;br /&gt;
Continuing on with&lt;br /&gt;
BGA&lt;br /&gt;
Sagers pleaded not guilty and the council concluded&lt;br /&gt;
that he had been taught false doctrine.&lt;br /&gt;
OK? That&#039;s another huge departure from what the sources actually say.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m gonna show you the record in the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
It doesn&#039;t say that he had been taught false doctrine,&lt;br /&gt;
it says that he taught false doctrine, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And so like this is crazy that historians do this and&lt;br /&gt;
that, that they either do it intentionally or miss it, that it there.&lt;br /&gt;
I, I don&#039;t know how to explain this and I don&#039;t know how they get away with it.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s crazy.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m really glad to be able to see it now because this is twisting&lt;br /&gt;
what the actual sources say it goes on to say which the prophet corrected.&lt;br /&gt;
So he&#039;s claiming that Harrison had been taught false doctrine,&lt;br /&gt;
but the prophet corrected it.&lt;br /&gt;
No, Harrison had taught false doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
and the prophets stood up and spoke against&lt;br /&gt;
everything and condemned the entire principle in,&lt;br /&gt;
in its totality that&#039;s very different than how he paints it.&lt;br /&gt;
And I just&lt;br /&gt;
do not understand how the historians do this. I don&#039;t want to be hard on them as I said,&lt;br /&gt;
but it&#039;s really frustrating to see this. It&#039;s actually quite incredible&lt;br /&gt;
to see how many things they get just completely wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know if it&#039;s that they&#039;re just bringing their bias to it.&lt;br /&gt;
So not aware of what they&#039;re doing. And&lt;br /&gt;
maybe someone will point out where I&#039;ve done something similar.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h40m31s 01:40:31]&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s, I think it,&lt;br /&gt;
I think we should be pointing it out for each other because I don&#039;t think it&#039;s a&lt;br /&gt;
good way to handle the sources and I don&#039;t think it&#039;s an honest way to do history.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
he goes on from that to say, um, let&#039;s see, the,&lt;br /&gt;
the council concluded that he had been taught false doctrine wrong,&lt;br /&gt;
which the prophet corrected.&lt;br /&gt;
Then this part is even better.&lt;br /&gt;
No doubt explaining that plural unions not&lt;br /&gt;
sealed by the proper authority were adulterous.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok. What again,&lt;br /&gt;
there is no citation for that whatsoever. So all of a sudden&lt;br /&gt;
he is telling us, no doubt, this is how the prophet corrected the false doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
that Sagers had been mistaken on.&lt;br /&gt;
And there&#039;s a reason that he&#039;s doing this because we have to save Sagers&lt;br /&gt;
because we have to claim that even though he got it wrong here,&lt;br /&gt;
and Joseph had to correct him just a few months later,&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph taught him the right way, right?&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s insane. And so that&#039;s how they,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s how they pay this to try to pretend that that makes sense.&lt;br /&gt;
It doesn&#039;t make sense at all. It, it, it, it just doesn&#039;t work.&lt;br /&gt;
And to say that Joseph Smith, first of all,&lt;br /&gt;
he blew this whole thing up so he could paint a false front.&lt;br /&gt;
But then he got up in front of the High council and said&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s because he did it without the right authority.&lt;br /&gt;
And that&#039;s where the adultery is also that&lt;br /&gt;
completely disregards everything that Wilfred Woodruff recorded,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
This is just crazy everywhere and he does go on&lt;br /&gt;
to record Wilfred Woodruff. So he knows what he said.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s just trying to make this, say what he thinks it needs to say, I guess so.&lt;br /&gt;
Over the next several months, Smith continued to educate seers&lt;br /&gt;
and others more fully on the doctoral doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
of celestial marriage or plurality of wives.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh my gosh. Do you see what he&#039;s doing?&lt;br /&gt;
And the Nathan Tanner affidavit that I just showed you showed&lt;br /&gt;
you is his citation for that because that&#039;s how he justifies saying&lt;br /&gt;
that is this Nathan Tanner affidavit that Nathan Tanner says that he&lt;br /&gt;
overheard the prophet t telling it in front of this group,&lt;br /&gt;
right?&lt;br /&gt;
So Gary Reguera is massaging this just like the other&lt;br /&gt;
historians do to try to make sense of it.&lt;br /&gt;
Let me just pull this off for a minute to try to say over the next few months,&lt;br /&gt;
he kept giving him the correct teaching.&lt;br /&gt;
There are so many problems with this from top to bottom, right?&lt;br /&gt;
Like if Joseph Smith was going to go on and give him the better teaching,&lt;br /&gt;
he wouldn&#039;t have blown this whole thing up at the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
He wouldn&#039;t have brought these charges.&lt;br /&gt;
He wouldn&#039;t have said what he said in the High Council. It&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s crazy to me how we try to make this make sense&lt;br /&gt;
just so that we can call Sagers a polygamy insider then, oh my gosh, he keeps going.&lt;br /&gt;
Lucinda did not share her husband&#039;s vision of the&lt;br /&gt;
celestial family and did not participate in such instruction.&lt;br /&gt;
OK.&lt;br /&gt;
So he&#039;s saying that over the next few months from this case, in November,&lt;br /&gt;
according to Lucinda&#039;s own complaint and the records we have&lt;br /&gt;
Harrison left her in December right after that initial case, he left.&lt;br /&gt;
So we have that Joseph is supporting him, abandoning his wife, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And I guess like pursuing other marriages. So he abandoned Lucinda.&lt;br /&gt;
He obviously wasn&#039;t with Phoebe the little sister. Right? Who?&lt;br /&gt;
By the, oh, I&#039;ll get into that a little bit more as well.&lt;br /&gt;
But he&#039;s claiming that Smith that Joseph Smith is like just&lt;br /&gt;
giving him continuing instruction into this doctrine of plural marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
It is&lt;br /&gt;
ludicrous i it, I I do not understand, I do not understand this at all.&lt;br /&gt;
So he goes on to say relations between the Sagres is&lt;br /&gt;
um rapidly deteriorated.&lt;br /&gt;
The two apparently separated in mid April 1844&lt;br /&gt;
again.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok. What they didn&#039;t separate in April, they separate. He left in December.&lt;br /&gt;
She made that very clear. She files a complaint in April. That&#039;s what happened.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s so clear,&lt;br /&gt;
Lucinda formally brought charges against him before&lt;br /&gt;
the first presidency and the 12th.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
this how this is all represented.&lt;br /&gt;
He says that he basically says that Phoebe was his wife,&lt;br /&gt;
they had a sexual relationship.&lt;br /&gt;
He you&#039;ll, you&#039;ll hear later that he was implying that Phoebe was his wife.&lt;br /&gt;
And then he makes all of these claims that do not go with the historical documents.&lt;br /&gt;
They do not go with the historical record,&lt;br /&gt;
but it enables people to claim that&lt;br /&gt;
Sagers was a polygamy insider.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s, that&#039;s why they are doing this, I guess I can&#039;t make sense of it.&lt;br /&gt;
So luckily he walks part of this back in an article a few years later,&lt;br /&gt;
this from a 2005 article that was&lt;br /&gt;
entitled Identifying The Earliest Mormon Polygamous.&lt;br /&gt;
And I&#039;ll just read from footnote number four.&lt;br /&gt;
Although I have elsewhere speculated that he was,&lt;br /&gt;
I think he also married polygamous during Smith&#039;s lifetime.&lt;br /&gt;
I now believe that he should be excluded.&lt;br /&gt;
Sagers was linked sexually to his sister-in-law Phoebe Madison in late 1843.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s not true. She wasn&#039;t linked sexually.&lt;br /&gt;
Harrison was accused of trying to seduce her.&lt;br /&gt;
Uh,&lt;br /&gt;
but she married civilly shortly before he was tried for adultery and forgiven.&lt;br /&gt;
Well, so,&lt;br /&gt;
so he found the marriage records where Phoebe actually married somebody else.&lt;br /&gt;
He goes on to say while Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
subsequently explained plural marriage to Sagers and others,&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h46m02s 01:46:02]&lt;br /&gt;
there is no evidence that Sagers contracted an&lt;br /&gt;
officially sanctioned plural marriage prior to Smith&#039;s death.&lt;br /&gt;
So that was what he was saying.&lt;br /&gt;
He was saying that Sagers was a polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
insider who with Smith&#039;s good with Smith&#039;s blessing,&lt;br /&gt;
married his sister-in-law Phoebe. But Smith had to make a public exa&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph Smith had to make a public example of him, right? Like&lt;br /&gt;
what, what, how, what I, ok, I&#039;m baffled, I&#039;m baffled.&lt;br /&gt;
So I do appreciate him stepping back from his prior claim that Sagers&lt;br /&gt;
was a full-fledged polygamy insider and that&lt;br /&gt;
Phoebe was his approved spiritual wife.&lt;br /&gt;
But I am still baffled why he made the initial claim. And&lt;br /&gt;
even with the walk back on Sagers being&lt;br /&gt;
a Joseph approved polygamous during Joseph&#039;s life,&lt;br /&gt;
the evidence that Joseph taught him polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
rests only on that one very problematic affidavit&lt;br /&gt;
which by the way makes no mention of the High Council case.&lt;br /&gt;
It doesn&#039;t give us this full picture, right?&lt;br /&gt;
They were just creating these affidavits in the&lt;br /&gt;
vacuum trying to come up with some way&lt;br /&gt;
to say that Joseph was a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
They didn&#039;t have the full historical record in front of them when they were doing it.&lt;br /&gt;
And again,&lt;br /&gt;
it pro provides no date and I could find&lt;br /&gt;
no possible dates that it could have happened.&lt;br /&gt;
So how can we genuinely believe that Joseph Smith taught Harrison Sager&#039;s polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
and in the process sanctioned him leaving his wife which by by the way,&lt;br /&gt;
brought more negative press to Joseph Smith because&lt;br /&gt;
of her publication that she or her,&lt;br /&gt;
her ad that she ran in the Expositor, which was picked up by other news&lt;br /&gt;
papers, right? That didn&#039;t go well for Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
But Joseph was totally cool with Sagers leaving&lt;br /&gt;
um Lucinda&lt;br /&gt;
and also he brought up this public case, right?&lt;br /&gt;
And made it made it this big public thing just because he was,&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t even know like why would he do that to Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Sagers? But then continue and teach him polygamy just a few months after that&lt;br /&gt;
and all of these details that that um Reguera is getting wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
Don&#039;t give me a lot of confidence in his handling of this story.&lt;br /&gt;
All of this to just to make this claim that Joseph was&lt;br /&gt;
running a kangaroo court that he was actually in charge of,&lt;br /&gt;
even though the person who was actually in charge of it,&lt;br /&gt;
William Marks wasn&#039;t on board with his polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
None of this,&lt;br /&gt;
none of this works at all. It&#039;s just crazy. It&#039;s just crazy to claim&lt;br /&gt;
that Joseph would do all of this. But then later after&lt;br /&gt;
be like, hey Harrison, now I know you got in trouble and you were doing it wrong,&lt;br /&gt;
but you were kind of close.&lt;br /&gt;
So now let me give you the real version&lt;br /&gt;
and let me approve some real polygamy for you.&lt;br /&gt;
Oh my gosh. So OK, we&#039;ll go to another source. This is George D Smith&lt;br /&gt;
and he makes very similar claims in his 2011 book Nuvo Polygamy,&lt;br /&gt;
but they called it Celestial Marriage, right?&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s this book. So he writes,&lt;br /&gt;
sorry, my voice is gonna make it.&lt;br /&gt;
He writes in November 1843 Harrison Sagers was&lt;br /&gt;
accused of quote trying to seduce Phoebe Madison.&lt;br /&gt;
Then he married her.&lt;br /&gt;
What? Then he married her again. No citation given for that.&lt;br /&gt;
Where is there any evidence&lt;br /&gt;
that he married her?&lt;br /&gt;
I have to understand where this claim is coming from because he provides no,&lt;br /&gt;
no source for it&lt;br /&gt;
at all. And so let&#039;s see, I think, yeah, I have it so you can read along.&lt;br /&gt;
Then he married her. There it is.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok. George, you&#039;ve got to explain to me where you&#039;re getting this.&lt;br /&gt;
Then he goes on to say if this had been young love,&lt;br /&gt;
it may not have appeared to be out of the ordinary,&lt;br /&gt;
but there was nothing ordinary about this affair between a&lt;br /&gt;
28 year old and his wife&#039;s 23 year old sister.&lt;br /&gt;
Ok. Again, he gets that detail completely wrong. She wasn&#039;t 23 years old.&lt;br /&gt;
She was 16 years old, either 16 or 17.&lt;br /&gt;
So he gets the date wrong. And then&lt;br /&gt;
in the footnote number 50 he admits that he has nothing to support his claims.&lt;br /&gt;
He says, Joseph Smith denied he had taught Harrison polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
But Harrison&#039;s wife,&lt;br /&gt;
Lucinda said he had been guilty of spiritual wives since December 1843.&lt;br /&gt;
Again,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s wrong because the trial was held in November&lt;br /&gt;
of 1843 and Harrison left in December of 1843.&lt;br /&gt;
They get all of these dates wrong. I don&#039;t understand it.&lt;br /&gt;
Um A Phoebe Madison married Henry Perma&lt;br /&gt;
on November 19th, 1843. So this is the marriage record that Gary Brega&lt;br /&gt;
is fighting saying, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
it looks like Phoebe didn&#039;t marry Harrison because she married this other guy.&lt;br /&gt;
But George says, but whether this was our Phoebe Madison is unclear.&lt;br /&gt;
So,&lt;br /&gt;
but what is clear is that he has no evidence&lt;br /&gt;
at all whatsoever to say that Phoebe married Harrison,&lt;br /&gt;
there is nothing to support that zero, nothing at all.&lt;br /&gt;
And yet he just makes that claim.&lt;br /&gt;
But then goes on to say that he has nothing to support it.&lt;br /&gt;
Then he also says um that we have Lucinda&#039;s ancestral file shows their marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
Um and and 1846 ceiling, there is no comparable record for Phoebe.&lt;br /&gt;
So he admits I have no record. I have nothing to support my claim&lt;br /&gt;
that Harrison married Phoebe. But I&#039;m just going to say it because&lt;br /&gt;
I, I don&#039;t know because it goes along with his narrative.&lt;br /&gt;
I don&#039;t know what he do, why he says it.&lt;br /&gt;
He continues the charge against Sakers was made public by none other than Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h51m24s 01:51:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Smith who reported it to the High Council meeting above Smith&#039;s red brick store.&lt;br /&gt;
Smith&lt;br /&gt;
announced that Harrison had been quote,&lt;br /&gt;
trying to seduce a young girl living at his house by the name of Phoebe Madison&lt;br /&gt;
and using my name in a blasphemous manner by saying that&lt;br /&gt;
I tolerated such things in which he is guilty of lying,&lt;br /&gt;
et cetera, et cetera.&lt;br /&gt;
The council acquitted Sagers on the questionable logic of having been. Again.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s claiming that&lt;br /&gt;
Sagers had been taught&lt;br /&gt;
Faltz doctrine, which was&lt;br /&gt;
corrected by President Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
Five months later,&lt;br /&gt;
Lucinda Madison appeared before the hy first presidency and 12 again,&lt;br /&gt;
that&#039;s not true.&lt;br /&gt;
She did not appear before the first presidency and the 12,&lt;br /&gt;
she addressed her complaint to the first presidency of the 12 there.&lt;br /&gt;
And again, there&#039;s no citation to claim that she appeared before them.&lt;br /&gt;
And then he continues to accuse her husband of adultery again. Not true.&lt;br /&gt;
She wasn&#039;t accusing him of adultery.&lt;br /&gt;
She was accusing him of teaching spiritual wifey.&lt;br /&gt;
And this time she was accusing him of&lt;br /&gt;
abandoning his family of spousal and child abandonment.&lt;br /&gt;
That was her accusation, teaching spiritual wifey and abandoning his family.&lt;br /&gt;
Were her two accusations.&lt;br /&gt;
Huh? Let&#039;s see.&lt;br /&gt;
And he continues saying that she was threatening to take the matter&lt;br /&gt;
to the civil courts if she found no satisfaction from her church,&lt;br /&gt;
then he quotes her letter and then he says the first presidency&lt;br /&gt;
referred the matter back to the High Council which on April 13th,&lt;br /&gt;
1844 decided that as the first part of the&lt;br /&gt;
charge had been brought before the council before and Sacre&lt;br /&gt;
right on it, the council had no right to deal with him on that item&lt;br /&gt;
and that the second part was not sustained&lt;br /&gt;
and therefore he should remain in the church.&lt;br /&gt;
And then this part I have to put up on the screen to show you because it&#039;s just amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
It says thus, it appears that Sagers was conti was concurrently married&lt;br /&gt;
to both Lucinda and Phoebe with Joseph Smith&#039;s approval.&lt;br /&gt;
What, how does it appear that way? What possibly gives that appearance in any way?&lt;br /&gt;
And the tacit endorsement of the High Council?&lt;br /&gt;
Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
Again, Joseph wasn&#039;t even there at this second meeting and had nothing to do with it.&lt;br /&gt;
It was William Marks jurisdiction.&lt;br /&gt;
He was the one who made the decisions that the council voted to approve.&lt;br /&gt;
Uh like these assumptions. These claims are, are crazy.&lt;br /&gt;
Plus as I hinted before,&lt;br /&gt;
there are papers that have been completely ignored in this case,&lt;br /&gt;
that are likely to be a very big deal. So those will be coming.&lt;br /&gt;
II I need to acknowledge that there are some things&lt;br /&gt;
that are going to be very important involving this case,&lt;br /&gt;
but I&#039;m not ready to speak about them yet.&lt;br /&gt;
So forgive me for doing that.&lt;br /&gt;
But I hope that you are getting your anticipation that because it&#039;s worthwhile. So&lt;br /&gt;
this though is the kind of thing that the standard narrative does that it relies on&lt;br /&gt;
that everyone that tells us that this history is long since settled.&lt;br /&gt;
This is what they are relying on this kind of scholarship if&lt;br /&gt;
we can even call it that I it&#039;s just not good.&lt;br /&gt;
So he goes on to add in 1869 Nathan Tanner. So again, this Nathan Tanner affidavit&lt;br /&gt;
in 1869 Nathan Tanner affirmed that&lt;br /&gt;
in the spring of 1844 at Montrose Lee County Iowa.&lt;br /&gt;
He heard President Joseph Smith while in conversation with the blank,&lt;br /&gt;
he cuts himself out Harrison,&lt;br /&gt;
Sagers blank Daniels and others teach the doctrine of&lt;br /&gt;
celestial marriage of uh or plurality of wives.&lt;br /&gt;
So he quotes the sources but how he uses them.&lt;br /&gt;
I just can&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
iii I don&#039;t know. It&#039;s, it&#039;s crazy to me. I don&#039;t understand.&lt;br /&gt;
So there&#039;s one more source we&#039;re going to look at, forgive this kind of sloppy slide.&lt;br /&gt;
I just wanted to show you what it&#039;s from and then I pulled out these couple of parts.&lt;br /&gt;
So this is from Brian Hill&#039;s short article on polygamy and the martyrdom.&lt;br /&gt;
He writes quote from the first plural marriages&lt;br /&gt;
in NAV from the first plural marriage in&lt;br /&gt;
NAVOO in April 1841 until June 1844 29 men&lt;br /&gt;
besides Joseph Smith were sealed to 51 plural wives.&lt;br /&gt;
Now understand these are the ones that he says are valid that he approves of.&lt;br /&gt;
He&#039;s not including&lt;br /&gt;
John Bennett or Chauncey Higby in this, he&#039;s saying that they were sealed.&lt;br /&gt;
So these were all sealed by Joseph or&lt;br /&gt;
Hyrum or someone with their authority. I guess&lt;br /&gt;
he&#039;s considered the considering these all to be legitimate plural wives.&lt;br /&gt;
And he actually in his lists as number 18, he lists William Henry Harrison Sagers.&lt;br /&gt;
He it&#039;s funny that he puts William Henry Sagers.&lt;br /&gt;
His name was actually he went by Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
and he lists his wedding date as a as&lt;br /&gt;
December of 1843 claiming that&#039;s when he married Phoebe.&lt;br /&gt;
So I think he must be going based on&lt;br /&gt;
this George D Smith or Gary Briga.&lt;br /&gt;
See how it like just gets messy because they don&#039;t have&lt;br /&gt;
to like historians don&#039;t have to deal with the actual documentation.&lt;br /&gt;
If they can just say another historian said this thing, then they can quote it. So,&lt;br /&gt;
so Brian Hales lists Harris and Sagers as&lt;br /&gt;
a legitimate plural husband given authority by Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
in December of 1843.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s before Nathan Tanner even claims that they were taught it by Joseph Smith.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s when Joseph was bringing the charges to the High Council.&lt;br /&gt;
So again, like you&#039;re just saying that Joseph was totally lying that in,&lt;br /&gt;
when in this entire thing, it was&lt;br /&gt;
a&lt;br /&gt;
court, Joseph was controlling it and this was all just for show&lt;br /&gt;
in ways that don&#039;t make any sense at all. So again, there&#039;s no support for this.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwLQoBUKWao&amp;amp;amp;t=01h57m04s 01:57:04]&lt;br /&gt;
The only citation he gives is George D Smith&#039;s book. And&lt;br /&gt;
uh it doesn&#039;t work like it doesn&#039;t work at all. You&#039;ve seen the documentation.&lt;br /&gt;
Then Brian uses Nathan Tanner&#039;s affidavit&lt;br /&gt;
to again, support that um that Harrison sr&lt;br /&gt;
was a polygamy insider while completely ignoring&lt;br /&gt;
Joseph&#039;s charges and Lucinda&#039;s Joseph&#039;s charges and the entire court&lt;br /&gt;
that he brought to the High Council and Lucinda&#039;s charges.&lt;br /&gt;
This is his only mention of Harrison&lt;br /&gt;
Sr on his entire website and his entire book is is to claim him as a legitimate nu-&lt;br /&gt;
polygamist and to claim him to be someone that Joseph taught polygamy to.&lt;br /&gt;
This is the quote Tanner noted in this&lt;br /&gt;
of 1844 at Montrose Lee County Iowa.&lt;br /&gt;
He heard President Joseph Smith while in conversation with himself, Harrison,&lt;br /&gt;
Sagers Blake Daniels and others teach the doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
of celestial marriage or plurality of wives.&lt;br /&gt;
So this Brian calls himself a transparency,&lt;br /&gt;
but he only includes the little snippets that push the narrative,&lt;br /&gt;
he wants pushed and he leaves everything else completely out of the picture.&lt;br /&gt;
I, I wouldn&#039;t consider that very transparent.&lt;br /&gt;
I would consider that very biased and very one sided.&lt;br /&gt;
So that is what we have. We&#039;ve reached the end of our presentation&lt;br /&gt;
on&lt;br /&gt;
William Henry Harrison sr&lt;br /&gt;
and I think it&#039;s a valuable um story,&lt;br /&gt;
a valuable example of how this polygamy narrative gets passed on to us.&lt;br /&gt;
And I have to say a a after doing all of this, oh, I shoot, I had to, I couldn&#039;t cover it.&lt;br /&gt;
I just need to mention&lt;br /&gt;
there&#039;s another paper coming out soon,&lt;br /&gt;
but it hasn&#039;t been released yet. So I couldn&#039;t refer to it in this episode,&lt;br /&gt;
but it also talks about Harrison Seers&lt;br /&gt;
and it kills me to not be able to talk about it yet because in some ways,&lt;br /&gt;
it&#039;s even worse than these in my opinion.&lt;br /&gt;
So&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll get into it as soon as I am able to.&lt;br /&gt;
But I have yet to see anyone use this story in a way that I would say is&lt;br /&gt;
historically accurate or historically responsible.&lt;br /&gt;
So I&#039;m, I&#039;m willing to engage with people on this,&lt;br /&gt;
but we&#039;ve got to do better.&lt;br /&gt;
This is just one story from our giant and growing collection of just&lt;br /&gt;
goofy polygamy stories that show how the standard narrative simply doesn&#039;t work.&lt;br /&gt;
There are dozens of others that we could choose from&lt;br /&gt;
hopefully I&#039;ll bring more and more of them to you.&lt;br /&gt;
But&lt;br /&gt;
every time that I am told that&lt;br /&gt;
the question about Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy is settled that the history is settled.&lt;br /&gt;
This is the kind of stuff that comes to mind.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s the story of William Henry Harrison Seger&lt;br /&gt;
and seeing how they handle the actual sources,&lt;br /&gt;
how one side if we believe that Joseph was genuine and sincere and actually saying&lt;br /&gt;
the truth, it completely makes sense.&lt;br /&gt;
And for anyone who wants to just argue this historically,&lt;br /&gt;
don&#039;t write me off saying I just want to have Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
honest.&lt;br /&gt;
That&#039;s not what I&#039;m saying. I&#039;m not saying I believe Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
And therefore I&#039;m saying, look at the documentation.&lt;br /&gt;
The only way it makes sense is if you consider that Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
was actually telling the truth that he was bringing genuine court cases.&lt;br /&gt;
Otherwise you&#039;ve got something like this,&lt;br /&gt;
you&#039;ve got something like this. This is how the the history is settled.&lt;br /&gt;
You are falling off of your tightrope with this historical narrative.&lt;br /&gt;
I&#039;ll just show this last one. I&#039;m sorry. The historical&lt;br /&gt;
narrative&lt;br /&gt;
is the house sliding down the mountain.&lt;br /&gt;
It&#039;s not working, it doesn&#039;t stand up, it needs to be revisited.&lt;br /&gt;
So I hope that more and more these messages can get out,&lt;br /&gt;
these messages can be shared so that people can start waking up,&lt;br /&gt;
so we can reconsider all of this.&lt;br /&gt;
We can truly revisit Mormon polygamy and do it&lt;br /&gt;
in a much more responsible and honest way.&lt;br /&gt;
Thank you so much and I will see you soon.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | tags = Blood Atonement, Brigham Young, Cheryl And Dan Clute, Church History, Kirtland Temple&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Incredible timing! News broke about the Kirtland temple and other properties and manuscripts on Tuesday, and Cheryl and Dan and I already had this interview scheduled for Wednesday morning!&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Cheryl and Dan have been collecting stories about the many people who had to flee early Utah for their lives. I invited them to come on and share some of them. Of course, we also spent time discussing the breathtaking news of the sold properties.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;We have broken the discussion into two episodes, so look for part 2 coming soon.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Links from Cheryl and Dan:&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Firsthand accounts of saints who went to Utah with Brigham Young.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;1). Mark H. Forscutt: Diaries compiled by his daughter Ruby C. Faunce&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Reference: The Saints Herald, January 16-May 1, 1934&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Pages: 75, 111, 143, 173, 207, 271, 303, 333, 368, 399, 431, 463, 497, 531, 555, 556, 559, 560.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;www.latterdaytruth.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Or from Paul Ludy at www.RLDSBooks.blogspot.com&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Email at PaulVLudy@gmail.com or www.restorationbookstore.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;2). John Brush: (From his diaries.)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Reference: Autumn Leaves, January – June 1891&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Pages: 21-24, 64-67, 127-131, 173-177, 217-221, 274-278.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;www.latterdaytruth.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Or from Paul Ludy at www.RLDSBooks.blogspot.com&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Email at PaulVLudy@gmail.com or www.restorationbookstore.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;3). J. C. Clapp:&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Reference: Autumn Leaves, November 1907 Vol. 20 No: 11 pages 481-485&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;December 1907 Vol. 20 No: 12 pages 537-554&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;www.latterdaytruth.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Or from Paul Ludy at www.RLDSBooks.blogspot.com&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Email at PaulVLudy@gmail.com or www.restorationbookstore.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;4). Autobiography of Elder Charles Derry www.restorationbookstore.com&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;“Charles Derry’s Reasons for Leaving Utah” www.latterdaytruth.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Reference: Saints Herald Vol. 2 June 1862-- pages 268-274; March 1861—1862.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;The Saints Advocate, April 1883 Vol. 5 No. 10 pages 305-310.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;5). John and Mary Griffith…Book called: “The Vindicator” written by John and Mary Griffith’s&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Granddaughter Iris Griffith from their diaries. Pages: 53, 55, 60, 65, 69-70, 82, 83, 86-94, 97,&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;99, 102-103, 107, 114, 122-123, 125-126, 129, 131-132.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;References: True Latterday Saints Herald, January 1, 1872&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;(This is book is out of print but it may be purchased from Paul Ludy at:&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;www.RLDSBooks.blogspot.com or by Email at PaulVLudy@gmail.com)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;6). Gomer T. Griffith An Autobiography (book) www.restorationbookstore.com&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Reference: The Saints Herald November 2, 1927—February 1, 1928&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Saints Herald November 2, 1927 Vol. 74 No: 44 pages 1276-1279&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Saints Herald December 7, 1927 Vol. 74 No: 49 pages 1430-1433&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;7). The Memoirs of President W. W. Blair (page 184) www.restorationbookstore.com&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;8). Five book series written by Pearl Wilcox from 1972—1989, these books were published by&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;RLDS Herald House but are out of print. You may be able to purchase them from Paul Ludy at&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;www.RLDSBooks.blogspot.com or by Email at PaulVLudy@gmail.com&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;A). Regathering of the Scattered Saints in Wisconsin and Illinois by Pearl Wilcox&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;David Powell, page: 50&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Morris Families to Utah, pages: 162-163&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Elijah B. Webb, page: 142&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;B). Roots of the Reorganized Latter Day Saints in Southern Iowa by Pearl Wilcox&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;The first chapter is all documented Handcart Testimonies.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Henry Kemp, page 43-44&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;David Chambers Jr., page 41&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Hemming Hansen, pages 45-48&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;John and Elizabeth Hanbury, page 49&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Andrew Hall, page 53&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Carliles, pages 34-36&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Fredrick Hansen, pages 37-40 or on www.latterdaytruth.org Journal of History 1916&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;**There are many more accounts in Pearl Wilcox&#039;s five volume set. Each chapters includes references and documentation for each account&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;9). Charles Wesley Wandell:&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Biography of Charles Wesley Wandell&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;References: Journal of History, October 1910 www.latterdaytruth.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy Volume 1 pages 234-236.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;www.restorationbookstore.com&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;The Saints Advocate, Plano, Illinois November 1878 Vol. 1 No: 5&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Pages 64, 67, 68, 69, 70.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;The Saints Advocate August 1881 Vol. 4 No: 2 pages 113-114&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;The Saints Advocate December 1883 Vol. 6 No: 6 on John D. Lee&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;**Charles Wesley Wandell wrote under the name of Argus, sharing his firsthand knowledge that after Joseph and Hyrum Smith were murdered that Willard Richards and Brigham Young rewrote or changed Joseph’s personal writings and papers.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;10). J. W. Coward’s Letter&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;References: The Saints Advocate December 1881 Vol. 1 No: 6 page 148&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;March 1882 Vol. 4 No: 9 pages 183-184&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;11). Memories of Childhood by (SR.) L. J. Hartman&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Reference: Autumn Leaves starting in September 1910&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;Pages: 392-398 (Sept. 1910)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;438-445 (October 1910)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;489-497 (November 1910)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;555-560 (December 1910)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;www.latterdaytruth.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;12). Unhappy Polygamy&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;   Reference: The Saints Advocate (Volumes 5-8)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;   October 1883 Vol. 6 No: 375-376&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;   **I highly recommend reading all of these two books: The Saints Advocate Volumes 1-4 and 5-8 from the Restoration Bookstore and also the Autobiography of Charles Derry.&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;   www.restorationbookstore.org&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. What a week? This has been many if not most of you will be aware by now of the huge announcement that the LDS church has purchased. It sounds like almost all of the properties I don&#039;t want to overstate but um an immense amount of properties and historical documents from the community of Christ that includes the Joseph Smith translation of the Bible, the Kirtland Temple, the NAU house, the red brick store, Joseph and Emma&#039;s house, the um the grave sites, the list goes on and on and on. And anyway, a lot more information has gone on from there as you will hear us discuss in this conversation. Incredibly, I had already scheduled this conversation with Cheryl and Dan Kloot to take place the very next day after that big announcement came out. So I see the hand of the Lord all over. You&#039;ll remember the clots that they are members of the restoration branches and they are right in the middle of all of this happening. So we got to talk about this huge announcement with people right there in the middle of it, which I think is incredible. And also we had planned to talk about blood atonement, the stories of people escaping from Utah. And so I hope that you will enjoy this conversation with Cheryl and Dan Kloot talking about these momentous things happening this week as well as some very momentous things that happened in the past. So thank you for so much for joining us as we take this deep dive into the very murky waters of Mormon Polygamy. Welcome to this episode of 100 32 Problems. I am here again with my dear friends, Cheryl and Dan Klute who have so kindly and graciously agreed to come back on and help me with a topic that I have been immensely interested in those who listen to my podcast, know that I started to try to cover blood atonement quite a while ago and got really deep into that research when I just had to set it aside and go on other things and I haven&#039;t gotten back to it. But Cheryl in the meantime, for about, I don&#039;t know, has it been a year or more? Ok. Has been sending me resources and um stories of people who had to flee Utah and live to tell their tales, tales and maybe she has more information than that of some who someone else had to tell their story for them. Anyway, I&#039;ve asked Cheryl and Dan to compile some of the stories that we as members of the LDS church that have our heritage or even Utah Mormons or just Utah&#039;s in general maybe aren&#039;t aware of. This is some of the history of our, some of our history that we don&#039;t know about. And I asked Dan and Cheryl to come and talk to us about it. And I want to say from the outset, like I know some people might hear this with some degree of skepticism. And I, I just want to, to say these sources exist, these are stories that were reported and told and they&#039;re no more or less valid than any other history that exists. They are, they exist, we should know about them. We should pay attention to them and people are free to go investigate them further. I know that Sheryl and Dan have a lot of additional resources and reading that they&#039;re going to include for anyone who wants to study more because this is a big topic and they can only give us a small sampling. Cheryl and Dan did I do an ok job on that. Very good.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: Very good.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I guess we should introduce you guys again for anyone who hasn&#039;t. I hope everyone has watched the first episode I did with Cheryl and Dan because it&#039;s fabulous. But do you guys want to introduce yourselves or do you want me to,&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: you can, if you want Michelle? Ok. I can do that. I don&#039;t want to take up too much time. So. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: let me just quickly refresh people&#039;s memory. Cheryl was a member of the original R LDS Church and was there in the 19 eighties when the church went quite liberal and the break offs left the church and formed the restoration branches. This is amazing that we&#039;re talking today because she was there when all of the biggest words that paid the most tithing to, what was the R LDS church left because of the direction that R LDS church went. And that has huge implications into what just happened when we&#039;re recording this. It just happened yesterday. I just reported with John Hayek. So we&#039;re gonna talk about that as well. So, Cheryl and Dan have been friends, close friends with the prices. They live right next door to the restoration bookstore. The prices are the ones who, um, who wrote Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy. So they have been front and center for all of this. And Cheryl has been studying all of these topics for decades trying to help people like me. The LDS. People know more about our history. How did I do that? You go ahead and fill in anything I missed.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: That&#039;s, that&#039;s pretty good. You got me. Yeah, Dan, and I weren&#039;t surprised at all yesterday when we got the news, uh, because we were actually on a tour in, uh, July of 2017, uh, back east and we were the only R LDS restoration is on the bus. They were all LDS. And when we pulled into the Kirtland Temple, several of them started telling us that there&#039;s news that at some point the, uh LDS church was gonna purchase the Kirtland Temple. And I, I told him then I said I wouldn&#039;t doubt it because they&#039;re gonna sell everything to pad their retirement funds. And so, uh we weren&#039;t caught off guard at all. And then when we were, we were actually with the same group of LDS people um doing a dig up in Nauvoo and uh 20 what was it? 2017 or 1817, I think, or 18, I can&#039;t remember. But anyway, when uh the news came out that they had sold the book of Mormon manuscript and the president of the Community Christ church said at least seven times that it was to support their retirement funds. And one of our LDS friends actually looked at us and said that&#039;s all they care about is making sure they&#039;re gonna have enough money to support themselves. And I&#039;m like, yeah. Mhm. And so anyway, when it came yesterday about it, we were really, uh, you know, weren&#039;t taken back. We weren&#039;t surprised but it was hurt hurtful uh because, you know, like, you know, Michelle, my family were in Nauvoo and they, they left, they did not leave at first, uh but later on, they did leave, but they ended up coming into the organization under their original baptisms and ordinations in the late 18 sixties, when Joseph Smith the third had already taken over the church in 1860. And growing up, I mean, my aunt, my great aunt Maudie, she knew firsthand because she was born in 1888 she knew a lot of these Ghanaians that had been there and she got firsthand accounts from them and she would tell me and my mother about them. Um and it&#039;s really heartbreaking because, you know, I feel like they sold our birthright, you know, Emma Emma Smith, she, she that inspired version manuscript. She made a special place in her petticoat and she sewed, sewed it in there so she could wear it every day so that the um Brigham and then would not be able to get it and find it because she wanted all the papers and, and all the manuscripts and journals or whatever that Joseph had in the red brick store or wherever his office was, she wanted all them. But um they wouldn&#039;t, they wouldn&#039;t give them to her. So a lot of that stuff rust and knowing growing up I was told over and over that it was all doc the documents that went west was changed the history of the church and that they raced stuff and wrote stuff in and um I may not get into all that today, but Michelle in my research, why I&#039;ve been working? I have got stuff that proves that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, ok. I was, let&#039;s have another conversation in the future about that topic about forgeries and altering documents. There&#039;s so many&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: people that saw this firsthand being do&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: I was thinking this morning Michelle about the inspired version manuscripts and uh in the Doctrine and covenants, she shut my phone off or I would have read it, read it to you. It&#039;s 10 years also. But referring to those manuscripts, it stated that they would be preserved in safety and who did the Lord use to preserve them in safety? Well, Emma, like she just said, she had hide it, I guess probably when she left her house, she&#039;d hide it in her petticoat or whatever. And I think her house a time or two there was, they got in the morning and someone tried to set a fire or whatever. And I believe if I remember correctly, she said she always believed she&#039;d be safe as long as those manuscripts were in there because the Lord would be taking care of them and preserving them. So when Joseph the third uh united with the organization, I think it was a short time after that. Uh the, they, they sent a couple of representatives from the R LDS to Emma to take those uh manuscripts uh from her, of the inspired version of Joe Smith translation. And it said that she gladly handed them over to them. So the organization always felt like that, that they, the Lord was using them to preserve those manuscripts of the adjustment translation and safety. So I was thinking this morning, um I think there&#039;s something to that. Now, the LDS church is gonna be the one that preserves them in safety. And so I think the Lord, he looks way beyond what we do and things. And so the other example of that was uh David Whitmer when he lived up in Richmond, Missouri Oliver Kron. And he both lived up there when they died. But he had the manuscript to the book of Mormon up there. I think it was the one that was actually purchased from the, the R LDS 45 or six years ago, whatever. But he had that manuscript up in Richmond and a huge tornado come through and tore a lot of stuff up through there, didn&#039;t touch his house because those manuscripts were in there. And he believed that&#039;s why his home was preserved because the book of Mor those book of Mormon manuscripts were there and, and the Lord was preserving them in safety. So I think, I think that alone, we talked the last time we talked that all the just a list of everything that, that was sold, not just the, the, the temple uh or some, but just a lot of things were sold. So I think we, I think the Lord&#039;s preserving them in safety.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK? I&#039;m glad to hear that we should back up and fill people in because we didn&#039;t anyone who hasn&#039;t been watching what&#039;s been happening. So today we&#039;re recording, this is Wednesday the 6th March sixth. On March 5th, it was announced it was, the news was broken by John Hayek who put his own offer in the community of Christ. So the R LDS church changed to become the community of Christ. And they, at the time around the time that they forced many of you out, that many of you felt like you couldn&#039;t stay anymore. They have had in their possession, possession the Kirtland Temple, many of the Kirtland um properties, Joseph and Emma&#039;s homestead. Also the mansion house, the the grave sites. What help me know what else in Nauvoo? And oh, those things are in Nauvoo. I&#039;m sorry. Yes, the Nauvoo, the red brick store, those things in Nauvoo. Ok. And then also the Kirtland Temple in Kirtland. And are there other properties in Kirtland as well? I&#039;m not really too sure.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Those were kind of the big things probably, but there was a lot of little things. Also, my son sent me a list. He got somewhere, a lot of little things also. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: we&#039;ll post that below. But also another big thing is the original Joseph Smith translation that was also included. And so the R LDS church announced is it was it President Vesey? Is that who it was who announced that they didn&#039;t have the, they didn&#039;t have the finances to fulfill the, fill their obligations for the retirement funds for the employee leaders of the church. And so, and so that&#039;s how you knew because you told me in our last conversation that this was going to happen, you were prophets. It&#039;s true. And, and this is what&#039;s been amazing is, well, this is, this is all crazy. I&#039;ll tell you from my perspective. I did a recording on um Monday with a historian named Cheryl Bruno, who&#039;s fantastic. And we had been talking a bit about John Hayek. So yesterday morning, I texted John and was like, hey, I just wanted to let you know we were talking about you and you know, we had a great conversation and when, when can you talk again? And then he responded and then just like an hour later, he was live on Facebook announcing that that had happened. So I texted him back. I was like, come talk to me about it and we had this interview scheduled for today already. So it feels very providential that all of this is happening. And I wasn&#039;t necessarily planning to um post our conversation this coming Sunday, I guess today when it&#039;s being released. But I talked to my editor, I&#039;m like, ok, we&#039;re doing the clue on Sunday because this is all incredible that this happened right now and that we were going to talk. So I did want to say the story you&#039;re talking about Emma and the petticoats and the, the manuscript that I think is part of why she was, she dared to walk across the frozen river? Was it the Missouri River? I&#039;m not great with geography. The Mississippi, that was the Mississippi. And she had one baby in each arm. Little Joseph and Julia hanging each to one side of her skirts. She was carrying her two babies and her two little Children. And the only thing she carried with her, other than her Children was the manuscript in her skirts, which that is the dedication and sacrifice. That is the heritage of the R LDS church. And when I&#039;m looking at it, I see, I don&#039;t want to offend anyone who&#039;s RL who&#039;s it com community in the community of Christ. I think they&#039;re great people. However, to me, it feels like they betrayed their founders, they betrayed Emma and Joseph the 3rd 1st of all by, by starting to declare that Joseph was a polygamist and that the book of mum wasn&#039;t inspired and that Joseph was a Charlatan, which is where they went. So that&#039;s what they did that forced you, you to leave Cheryl. And then, and now we&#039;re just a little while longer where they&#039;ve betrayed this other part of their heritage to give away all of the well, sell, not give away but sell all of the important artifacts that were entrusted to their care. So I guess it just follows because they had already sold the reputation of our founding family. Joseph and Emma and Joseph the third because if you claim that Joseph was a polygamist, they were all liars and Emma was a crazy lady. Right? So they&#039;ve already betrayed that and now they&#039;ve betrayed this part of it is how I would imagine you guys might be feeling about&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: this. I I&#039;m a just sitting here with tears in my eyes. Um You know, because, you know, my ancestors, you know, they went through the great depression and a lot of my ancestors did and they sacrificed so much to help pay the funds when they had what was called the Inde Independent Sanitarium and Hospital to be built for the Saints. And then rest haven was go was like a, a retirement place or people that got sick, elderly could go. And if you didn&#039;t have the money to go, they would take care of it. They sold our cemetery, they sold the Santa, they sold all of it. The hospital, the nursing home, the, the cemetery, they&#039;ve been the Mons Mill. They&#039;ve sold everything they can, thousands&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: of acres of&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: farmland, best, best farmland there is along the Missouri River. The most richest soil there is. They&#039;ve sold it all for their retirement funds.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Harold. We had our own publishing house, Herald Publishing House. All this has been sold. I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: just Michelle, I&#039;m just thankful that my parents and my and my great aunt Maudie, that was like my grandmother. She, you know, she taught us to is growing up and my mother too. Do not put your trust in the arm of flesh. If a prophet says or does anything that goes against former revelation, don&#039;t believe it. And that&#039;s how we knew in 1984 when all this star stuff started coming out. And I&#039;m thankful that we left in 84 and that not one set of our tithing for the last 40 years has been contributed to their retirement funds. It&#039;s gone to help the gospel go forward, the restored gospel and it&#039;s gone to help the poor needy. And you know, I think that when you gotta sell off a heritage, you&#039;ve given up your birthright. And it&#039;s, it&#039;s very sad. I mean, I&#039;m, I got tears in my eyes right now just talking about it because I wonder what&#039;s next? I wonder if they&#039;re gonna somehow get sell the auditorium. Are they gonna sell the stone church? I don&#039;t know. They&#039;re selling buildings all over the country churches. Uh, we got friends all over different states and they&#039;re selling so many of the, the community Christ churches. They just sold one in Maine. I just talked to a friend yesterday in Maine. They just sold it in Maine on Stonington, Maine. Um They&#039;re selling campgrounds, everything and it, what&#039;s so sad about it is they don&#039;t hesitate to say it&#039;s going into our retirement funds. You would think the community of Christ people that are still there would figure it out. That&#039;s not really. And and I&#039;ll tell you what, I, I wouldn&#039;t be surprised in the days ahead now that they&#039;ve sold the manuscript to the, to the LDS church of the book of Mormon. And now they&#039;ve got the inspired version. I&#039;m wondering how long, I don&#039;t know. I&#039;m just wondering how long they&#039;ll even continue to use anything but the uh new international version of the Bible. That, that&#039;s what I think they use, isn&#039;t it one of the revised standard? But I&#039;m just saying, I, I see in the near future inspired version of the book of Mormon probably DNC going away,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: they&#039;ve already started. I know to step away from them. And I want to say, I know that this is Cheryl and Dan with really raw fresh feelings. Me as a member of the LDS Church, them as members of the restoration branches. If there are any community of Christ listeners who would like to reach out to me and like to come and kind of talk to me from your perspective, I&#039;m very open to hearing it and sharing it. I think this is a valid perspective as well because because Cheryl, you, at least I know Dan, you, you converted later. I believe Cheryl, your family heritage is in the R LDS church. So what&#039;s so difficult that, that the R LDS church?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=20m32s 20:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Well, we were both church and then into the organization.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=20m37s 20:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. But, but you anyway, I guess what I&#039;m feeling is that you are stakeholders in this. This is your heritage, like somebody who was raised in the LDS church and then felt kicked out but still believed and they sell the temple and they sell that, you know, like this and, and it&#039;s just to pay the retirements of the employees and the leaders that isn&#039;t, I can, I can see why that because you&#039;re like, this was ours. This is not just yours. I feel that way about my church with my leaders. It&#039;s not just your church to do whatever you want with it. It&#039;s all of ours. And this is a really palpable example of that. Well,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=21m15s 21:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: on the community of Christ website last night, they, they have a chat thing and there were several people that are into the community of Christ that are very, very upset and they said they said, I don&#039;t understand. We&#039;re just the quorum of 12 with the authority to do this. This should have been voted on in all the quorums and then brought to the general conference to be voted on by the people and that didn&#039;t happen and that&#039;s against the law of the church.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=21m45s 21:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, you know what can I just say that like if we have a big company or an investment house or bankers and they sort of in their, under their management, their organization goes into the ground, you know, gets run down to where they can&#039;t afford their retirements. People would be pretty angry at them still taking their retirement when their bad management oversaw the failure of their organization. And so in a way, if you can&#039;t afford your retirement because of what happened under your management, maybe you don&#039;t get your retirement rather than you sell the properties that are the heritage of the organization you were entrusted to oversee. That seems like a valid, I, I would imagine many community of Christ people maybe feel quite betrayed and upset about&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=22m36s 22:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: lots of them are heartbroken. I got a phone call last night from a friend and uh he was telling me quite a bit, he&#039;s in the restoration, but he got a call from a, a person that told him a bunch of stuff that&#039;s in the queen of Christ and it&#039;s, she&#039;s heartbroken and so is her best friend. They just can&#039;t believe it that this has happened because it goes against the law. We&#039;re, we&#039;re told in our, in the organization that we are supposed to be doing our things by the voice of the people, not the voice of the Corp of 12. And that did not come to the general conference and I&#039;m sure if it had, if it would have probably been voted down. Yeah. And we&#039;ll see what happens. I think a lot of, I think this is, has, has woken a lot of the community, Christ people up that have been sleeping for 40 years. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=23m30s 23:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So I have one more question on this topic about the selling of the properties? What is your feeling about the LDS church? What do you think might happen? What is your hope? What is your fear? I don&#039;t know. I, you know, I&#039;m not in, um, I, I, I&#039;m curious to know how sort of the community of Christ members and the restoration branch members view the LDS church as a steward. And what do you anticipate may happen? What do you hope may happen? And what do you fear may happen?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=24m02s 24:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: Well, like I said earlier, I think, you know, I&#039;m trying to look, look in the future, the Lord knows everything. And so I don&#039;t, I think if the coc would have kept it, they just didn&#039;t have the funds to, to preserve those things the way they should be and taken care of the way they should be. And I think the Lord&#039;s looking ahead and he&#039;s taken care of these things, you know that and he&#039;s, he, he&#039;s allowed this to happen so that they can be preserved and all these things are in the Lord&#039;s hands. And uh you know, I, I just, I think just like we talked about and I think the last podcast, the temple lot church was gonna build a temple on the temple lot and they had a big hole dug for the foundation or whatever. And I, I can&#039;t remember if they ran out of money or what happened and someone told me or recently that the R les church and I could be wrong on this, but it could be right. I actually had to give them the money to fill the hole back in. Oh, ok. And so it did. So obviously, you know, all things are in the Lord&#039;s hands and, and he&#039;s taken care of his, these really belong to him. Right. All this everything belongs to the God. And so I just don&#039;t think that the coc would be able to, they would crumble to the ground because they just don&#039;t have the finances to take care of those properties. And so I think, I think the Lord&#039;s involved with this where he&#039;s preserving those properties and the LDS church are gonna be the ones, uh that, that&#039;s gonna preserve them. The Lord will use to preserve them. He controls everything. So I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t have any fears of anything. Uh, everything&#039;s in the Lord&#039;s hands and we just have to trust, trust that, you know, and I, I truly believe the LDS, uh people church will, will take care of those things properly the way they should be. So that&#039;s probably why&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=26m00s 26:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: it happened. And I, I feel like I&#039;ve said before, Michelle that right now, all of the factions of the restoration are in a big mess and I believe it&#039;s only Jesus Christ that&#039;s gonna be able to set this mess in order just like he did in Third Nephi. And he&#039;s gonna say there&#039;s not gonna be any more contention or, or uh division over the points of my doctrine. And at some point, I think like Danny just said, the Lord is using the LDS church right now to hold on to those things because who know where they would have ended up. So at some point, I truly believe we will all be together again in God&#039;s perfect timing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=26m43s 26:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I love that. And yes, I do wanna just two quick things, John Hayek did point out a very important distinction between preservation and restoration and he really hopes they will be preserved, not restored. And then I think the big nightmare scenario which I don&#039;t see happening. But I think that some people are concerned about as like the worst case scenario is that the LDS church changes the Kirtland Temple into a functioning LDS temple that requires recommends and that um would would kind of divide and exclude and iii I really don&#039;t think that will happen. So, but those are the things that we are trying to say, please preserve, don&#039;t restore, right? And please make them open, welcome and unifying rather than sectarian, sectarian with that. They&#039;re just LDS and divisive Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=27m39s 27:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: I thought I&#039;d read something coming from the LDS church in Utah that that&#039;s what they plan on doing&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=27m46s 27:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=27m47s 27:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: Kirtland Temple and that it&#039;s gonna reopen like March 25th, something like that and free to go into and from what I, where I read, that&#039;s what the plans are now anyway to keep them the way they are for historical purposes and allow anyone to go in and free tours, no charge for people that want to go in. So we&#039;ll see. Hopefully it stays that way.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=28m09s 28:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: What I want to say, Michelle is a lot of the documents now that they&#039;ve gotten in the LDS church. I&#039;m just thankful that payment and Richard Price has done so much research and got documents, you know, and references in their books because who knows what&#039;s gonna happen to some of those documents that, that tell things, you know, that they don&#039;t want people to know. You know what I mean?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=28m38s 28:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I am so thankful for the Joseph Smith Papers project and the greater transparency. I wish that we had full trust in it. I wish that there wasn&#039;t the concern about some things disappearing or being changed or misfiled. That seems to be an ongoing, you know, I, I guess I just always want to make my plea to the Joseph Smith papers, historians and the church leaders overseeing that to please earn our trust. Don&#039;t let things disappear or be taken away, put everything up. Yes. And I agree with you. I&#039;m glad that there is the record that the prices have done. Go ahead, Dan.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=29m10s 29:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: Well, I think this is a good time to share a testimony that I think everyone will appreciate hearing. And this man&#039;s name is JC Clapp and I&#039;m gonna read you a little something here because of the spirit of persecution. My parents moved to Missouri and settled at far West. Where on August 24 1837 I made my first appearance. So he&#039;s born 1837. Uh This just goes to show you how the Lord. Uh he sees everything, he sees everything and he provides for everything. Uh When I was a child, I was blessed by the prophet Joseph Smith. Could you imagine having your baby blessing by the prophet justice? The prophet placed his own name and the name of his brother Carlos upon me, Joseph Carlos clap. Ok? And made a prophecy to the effect that I shall preach the gospel. The language was that I should bear the gospel banner and even upon the islands of the sea, I should lift up the standard of truth. Ok. Now keep that in mind, divine healing. Dr Peacock of San Bernardino pronounced me suffering from dropsy of the heart. After he made a thorough diagnosis of my case, he said he could do nothing for me. Brother Alexander H Smith and William Anderson. I, he must have been in the organization at this time by this time. Brother Alexander H Smith and William Anderson came and administered to me and I got better. But when they left, I relapsed into the same condition, I got so much worse that everyone despaired of my recovery. Dr Peacock said I could live only a few days at most. I also felt that life was fast ebbing away. My heart seemed to be drowning in flood and it was struggling very hard. I told mother that I thought the end was coming. I said that I was not afraid. Only I regretted very much that my life had been so wasted. I saw my mother and sister nanny, a girl about 14 years of age, standing with streaming eyes all at once. Nanny stepped up to our mother and said, mother in the name of the Lord be comforted for Joseph is not going to die. At this time. She then turned to me and delivered one of the most soul piercing prophecies I had ever heard in my life. 14 year old girl here she said quote verily thus saith the Lord. Thy sickness is not unto death for I have a work for thee to do. Remember his baby blessing, preach the gospel, a mission for thee to perform thy voice shall be heard in the congregation of the wicked and upon the islands of the sea. Thou shalt lift up the standard of truth. Tens of thousands shall hear thy testimony and thousands shall be made glad because of thy ministry. The words from a bashful little girl were so powerful that it seemed the very foundations of the house trembled. Wow!&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=32m55s 32:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=32m55s 32:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: So we&#039;re gonna talk about him here in a little bit. So you got a little, a little background&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: there. But I wanna, I wanna share something before I go into Mark Fort. So about 15 years ago I was talking to my aunt on the phone and uh she knew we were R LDS. She&#039;s 90 right now. She&#039;s still alive. My uncle&#039;s gone, but she&#039;s still alive. And we were talking on the phone and she just out of the clear blue. She says you&#039;re R LDS, right? And I said, yes, she goes. Have you ever heard of the name Heber C Kimball? And I&#039;m like, uh, yeah, he was a man in the early church and, and he went, you know, West with Brigham Young. She goes, yes, I know that. And, and I said, why do you ask? She says, well, I&#039;m the great, great granddaughter of Hebrew C Kimball by uh one of his polygamous wives. And my great grandfather was the son of Hebrew C. And he, when he was 18 years old, he escaped and left Utah and he went all the way to North Georgia and settled there and he got a job and worked until he saved up enough money to get a lawyer. And he changed his name from Kimball to Kim Brell Kimbrell because he did not want anybody to know that he was related to Hebrew C Kimball in any way. And he joined the Baptist church and all of her family to this day had been Baptist because he didn&#039;t want anybody to know that he was the great. You know, that, you know, he was the son of Hebrew c, because what he had experienced growing up in his polygamous family was so horrible. He didn&#039;t want any of his Children to ever be raised in that. That&#039;s what she told me.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=35m01s 35:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, that&#039;s so interesting. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=35m04s 35:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: So it must have been pretty bad.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=35m07s 35:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, I know we do have a variety of stories and people that want to defend it, there were people who had it less bad than others, shall we say? Right? But we shouldn&#039;t ignore the stories just because they don&#039;t go out with our narrative. I&#039;m I&#039;m talking to my fellow church members just because stories don&#039;t go with our narrative or because we haven&#039;t heard them repeatedly. Our entire lives doesn&#039;t mean they aren&#039;t valid and don&#039;t need to be considered. So these stories, this woman&#039;s family heritage that you just shared is as valid as any of the rest of our family heritage stories that we&#039;ve, that have been passed down. And so it is, it is important to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=35m43s 35:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Michelle. I was totally shocked when she shared that with me because I had never heard of that. You know, she never shared it with my mom or anything up to that point. But also she just wanted to tell,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=35m56s 35:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m just, I want to back up to this last topic. So I&#039;m just having some thoughts that are so interesting to me in many ways, the LDS church in my view and some people push back on me on this. But in my view, it&#039;s kind of been in a pattern of repentance in many ways. Since the early founding, we stopped the blood atonement, we stopped the polygamy, we stopped the racism we, you know, and, and, and the temple recently has been adjusted again and again to get us further away from some of those negative elements. I find that interesting. And at the same time, the R LDS church, when in which, in many ways, with Joseph, the Third&#039;s and Emma&#039;s heritage and Joseph, the third stewardship seemed to be more right, more in line with much of what Joseph Smith did and taught. And then they seem to have kind of gone the other direction when they, you know, started to go away from the book of Mormon, away from the testimony of Joseph Smith into these things. And, and I anyway, I just that to be interesting that here we&#039;re in this situation where you guys talked about last time how the seeds of what has happened now with the um community of Christ selling all the properties were really sown when they liberalized and, and your congregation, Cheryl and others that were the congregations that paid all of the tithing left. And that set up the situation now to where it&#039;s gotten to the point where they financially can&#039;t even afford the basics of what they do. And the LDS church that&#039;s been a little bit more on a repentant process. I can&#039;t say that we&#039;ve gotten there. But do you know what I mean? We&#039;re going kind of different directions to where now? It seems the LDS Church is the steward of these properties. Does that make sense to you? Like, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=37m41s 37:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: think God&#039;s God&#039;s done this. He took him away from, you know, that they were gonna take care of it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=37m51s 37:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and you made such a good point in our last conversation. And then we will get go back into the um the stories of, I mean, we could call this episode escape from Utah or something like that. But so we&#039;ll get back into that. But the other point you made in our last conversation that I wanted to bring up again because I thought it was so good is that I, when I grew up and first heard about the Temple Lot Church, I was like, what a silly church a church exists just to be the temple lot church. But you, you know what I mean? And I didn&#039;t know much about it. That was just my first thought. But I loved your insight. Last time that you felt like they had an extremely important role, which was to preserve that spot because of the R LDS church. Even though they won the legal case, the Temple Lot case, the judge decided in favor of the R LDS church regarding Joseph&#039;s polygamy. But because of squatter&#039;s rights, the um temple lot church was able to maintain, retain that property, which prevented the R LDS church from building the temple. And so that temple spot has been preserved because decades later, the R LDS church would in different ways that I guess the community of Christ now, but the R LDS church at your time betrayed their heritage. And so it&#039;s good. They don&#039;t have a temple there anyway, I just see God&#039;s hand working in such fascinating ways through all of this that I agree. OK. Let&#039;s go down the path of early Utah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=39m17s 39:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: OK. Let&#039;s go. Let&#039;s go down the path. I put my glasses on. So I,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=39m23s 39:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, while you get your glasses on, I will say when I was growing up, I thought and, and when I started, when I was a young homeschooling mom, I really thought early Utah was the righteous place and we are trying to be as righteous as those pioneer saints that were trying to get back there. And as I studied more and more and found out it was a theocratic nightmare. It was a horror show. It, it was bad, bad, bad news. So that&#039;s what Cheryl and Dan are gonna help us understand a little bit more about&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=39m52s 39:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Dan Clute: Michelle this real quick. It, which I&#039;m not gonna look at Charles Dry&#039;s reasons for leaving Utah. It&#039;s about a four page document. He uses the word of oppression 12 different times.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=40m07s 40:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: OK? I sent you those references. If you want to look it up on the internet.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=40m12s 40:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah, we will have Cheryl has sent me several links that will be below where you can get sources that are available online. Also will have the links to the different books that you guys utilize and additional reading you suggest from the restoration bookstore or other places that we can get them. So please check the list, the links below because this is a fascinating part of our history that we need to understand. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=40m34s 40:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: So today Danny and I are gonna talk on John Brush. Danny&#039;s gonna do him and then JC Clap and then I&#039;m gonna do Mark Forst right now. Uh and Charles Dry and Mark Forst, even though they both went to Utah, they ended up both escaping and later on came into the organization and they were traveling companions, going out doing missionary work. So Mark Forst, he was born in England and uh he was the son of Robert and Amy Forst. They were a very religious family. At 17. Mark went off to Cambridge College University and um one night, some of his uh friends from college said, hey, there&#039;s some Mormons down the street. Uh they&#039;re gonna preach tonight. Let&#039;s go down here and, and harass them is what they were gonna do. Well, Mark goes and he ended up filling the spirit because Danny and I, and our research we&#039;ve been doing here lately. The one thing that we&#039;ve noticed over and over and over is that Brigham Young had told all the men that were going to, to England or Scandinavia or whatever countries they were that when you go, you preach the gospel and then once they&#039;re converted, you tell them they need to gather to Zion, meaning Utah. And once they get here, we&#039;ll tell them the rest. So Mark under that, he heard the gospel. He knew by the Holy Spirit that it was true. So he ends up joining the, the LDS church, you know, over in England. And uh his parents, especially his father disowned him, totally disowned him. Well, he, during so he moved out from his parents&#039; house and, and so forth. And then he met a young lady, her name was Eli Elizabeth Unsworth. They ended up getting married in uh March of 1860. And from there, uh they, they went to the United States. She ended up joining the church as well and they got to Florence Nebraska and when they got there, I&#039;m just gonna read what he says here. Brother Holt came over from Omaha and asked if there were any saints from Bolton there. My mother and a friend were, he said, well, well, girls, I preached Mormonism in Bolton for many years. And now I&#039;ll tell you what it is in Utah. He and his wife did so the girls knowing his integrity believed and would have gone no farther. But father could not be convinced. He thought brother Holt a disgruntled old man. So this brother Holt was warning them what really that he had been in Utah and had left. Mother said, what was a bride to do? Except to obey her husband. As soon as an escort of wagons came, they started on the long road to Salt Lake, pushing and pushing and pulling hand carts. They made it to Salt Lake City on August 27th, 1860. Shortly after arriving there, father was made secretary to Brigham Young. It did not take him long to see that brother Holt was correct in his diagnosis of affairs in Utah, except they were worse than he had painted before long. The leaders tried to have mark with another woman and even picked out the lady for him. He came home and said, Elizabeth, you alone can save me how she said by asking some, by asking some demand that I cannot perform and sticking to it. They say a man has to have his first wife&#039;s consent and I&#039;ll hold him to that. All right. She said, you tell Brigham that when you furnish me a home in one year&#039;s provisions, you can marry whom you please father went to the office and told Brigham what she had said. Brigham sent two of his apostles to remonstrate with her. And when they failed, he visited her himself. Brigham went to the house, he talked and talked and at last he asked if she did not want celestial glory for herself. And Mark, here&#039;s listen to this, I love this. I would have loved to met this woman. So Elizabeth says to Brigham right to his face. I&#039;m not worrying about any kind of glory. She replied, but I want a home and provisions for a year. Then Mark can do as he pleases. We will build you a house said Brigham, but you know we can&#039;t provide provisions for a year. Well, I&#039;ve given you my to m him. So there is no use talking. I would love to met her. Began young, went back to the office quite angry and told father that he should marry anyhow. But father told him that he could not do so without her consent. About six months after arriving there, they both left the Utah Mormon church and soon joined the mic sites and made their headquarters in Weber where Mark taught school in the fall of 1861. A call was issued for the male residents of South Weber to appear at Kingston Fort to enroll and drill. I guess Brigham had started some kind of an army. Uh The day of training came and not a moor site mustard. Instead they repaired to the bowery. So uh they&#039;re in this church and uh his wife, she stopped by a chair and leaned on it looking for Father John Cook came in carrying a three legged stool, motioned for her to come and sit on it. She went over and as she sat down, a cannonball came in, killed the woman on whose chair she had been leaning, killed another and shot through the jaw of a girl. Joseph Morris and John Banks were also killed. At this time, Mr R Cook advised them go quietly to your homes and le let each man defend his own family as best he can. So they go, they go and they, they&#039;re hiding in the cellars or, or in their home. And, and it&#039;s, and Elizabeth is really concerned if Mark is dead or alive and she was told that he was taken prisoner, but that, that really wasn&#039;t it. Um So it says uh in the meantime, Mark became an apostle in the Moorside church and he had taken the records and made his way stealthy to Elizabeth&#039;s brother&#039;s home, which was just a short distance from the camp. He got back to the camp shortly after dark and found his loved ones safe in uh October of 1862 Colonel Connor and the Californian volunteers came into Utah. Father joined them and became the private secretary for Colonel Connor. Father joined the organized church while in Salt Lake City. And as, and as long as he stayed there, meaning in uh camp Douglas, uh he was never worried at all. But&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: then can I fill in really quickly? Because I was wondering what year this was? And when you&#039;re talking about the Morro sites and that bomb, I mean, that cannon, which I&#039;ve never heard about that. And if anyone is curious about it because it&#039;s always good to be able to validate these sources, sources. Go ahead and look up the Morris site war and you will get a lot more information on this. There was, you can find a Wikipedia article and a lot more information about the Morris site war that validates this, this, um, history that Cheryl is reading. So I just wanted to throw that in there that even if you haven&#039;t heard of it, look it up because that&#039;s verification. Ok. Continue.&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: So, um as long as, as Mark was in the army there in uh Utah and uh he was fine but in September of 1866 he was, he was discharged and um then he&#039;s, you know, they&#039;re back out on their own now. And uh so what on a Monday, August 31st, 1866 mother went to get her scrub brush and found it laid upon the kitchen window, upon taking it up. She discovered a paper which had gone, sorry, which had one gun printed on one side and a pistol on the other. Each with bullets pouring out written in red ink were the, were these words, Mark H forst if not out of this territory within one week, thou shalt die, the death of a miserable apostate dog. Elizabeth came in so worried, but Mark ridiculed the idea that night Elizabeth dreamed the same dream twice. That Mark came into the room shot the next morning, she urged him to leave. She told him she would get the money that he must go or she would go wild. So she sold a bunch of stuff so she could get the money. Well, Mark goes down, he decides, ok, I&#039;m gonna do it. So he goes down to get a ticket to get out of there on the stage coach or, yeah, I guess it was stage coach. He goes down there and he gets a ticket and the only ticket that supposedly was available was for on a Monday morning. Well, he had made a friend of an army officer in the camp and this army officer happened to mention to him, you know, I&#039;m leaving on Friday, I got a ticket for Friday to get out, you know, to I&#039;m going somewhere. And so Elizabeth asked him, would you mind switching tickets with Mark? Because if he waits till Monday, they&#039;re gonna kill him. And so the officer said, ok, I&#039;ll, I&#039;m not no big hurry, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll do that. So they exchanged stage coach tickets. So Mark actually left on Friday and they left, they left and there was no problem at all. He got, Mark, got out of there, left his wife and kids still in Utah. Uh, but he got on the stage coach and he went on back to N Nebraska&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and then terrified him to leave his family there. Like&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: he took his wife, Elizabeth said that she had the assurance from God that the Children and her would be safe and that as soon as possible she would get would be there following and which that&#039;s what happened. So anyway, he gets on the stage coach and he gets out of there. That was on Friday. Well, then on Monday, now the army guy is on the stage coach that Mark would have been on. So he&#039;s, they&#039;re going down the road, they get about three miles out of, out of Utah, out of Salt Lake. And the next thing, you know, avenging angels show up and stop the stage coach. And they say, I want everybody off. This was it, this was in the evening time, it was dark and they had lanterns. They said we want everybody off the stage coach and they made everybody get off. They took the lanterns, held them up the lantern to each person that got off his face. And the head guy turned around to the rest of the avenging angels and said he&#039;s not on the stage coach. Everybody get back on the stage coach and, and uh, leave because, you know, you can leave because he&#039;s not on here, he&#039;d already gone. Thank goodness that army guy switched tickets with him or he would have been killed. And so, um, anyway, and not very long after that, then his wife Elizabeth and their kids. They, they ended up going on to Nebraska and he ended up becoming a missionary in the uh R LDS church along with Charles Derry. But uh this other one that I&#039;m going to share, uh talks about a family that was also in Weber, Weber and Mark Forst was their children&#039;s school teacher there. He taught school there. So, but anyway, that&#039;s, that&#039;s the avenging angels. They were gonna kill him on that Monday and in the, in the whole transcript and, and if anybody wants to just go to the links that I sent Michelle and you can go to Latter day truth.org and their whole, his whole diary is on here. It&#039;s several pages long. You can either read it on there or printed it out like I did. But, um, um, I just, you know, I wanted to condense it down because it&#039;s really long. But anyway, so God, God&#039;s spirit is life because of the dreams that his wife had to get out now. Or, or you would be dead on Monday. And it even says in the, in the big transcript that, um, they knew the way they, the way they knew it is. At that time, the stage coach company was owned by Brigham and all them in the church.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, wow. So they&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: knew that they did, they wouldn&#039;t sell him a ticket for any other day. They wanted him to be on that Monday stage coach. So they could kill him.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Wow! Ok. And this is, this was after um mountain meadows. So this was not like, like it wasn&#039;t like mountain meadows, scared them into repentance about these doctrines and these teachings, it was a continuing pattern that was still happening. That&#039;s incredible. And I, I&#039;m not noticing an interesting pattern that seems to be maybe consistent throughout these stories. You&#039;re going to tell us. It seems that the LDS church, the Brigham might um Utah based church was more successful at sending missionaries abroad. And so a lot of people, they would go abroad, convert people to the gospel, not telling them like we, we know that John Taylor went and read section 101 in the original Doctrine and covenants to, to say no, we&#039;re not living polygamy when they were told after 1852 right? So then the people would convert, come to Utah realize the horror show it was and then eventually find the R LDS church, right? Because that was the restoration. They had been converted to that, that had, that shared that gospel, at least much of that gospel, but didn&#039;t have the same awful practices. Is that, does that seem to be what happens consistently? You&#039;re way&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: ahead of me, you&#039;re way ahead of me. OK. Oh, wait, I&#039;m gonna read you&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: what you&#039;re saying. I told Danny that uh so I can just make this statement one time that almost all the accounts that we&#039;re gonna share that people ended up coming into the organization, but there were a few that I&#039;ve read that they were so tired of it and what they&#039;ve been through because they&#039;ve been through Far West and Nauvoo and they were done and once they escaped Utah they were done. So the majority of them went with the organization.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. And I can sympathize with that. I mean, not an easy time to live in this restored gospel that then turned into this nightmare. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Cheryl Clute: you need to scoot over&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: at the end of the reasons for leaving Utah. Uh Charles Derry says this thousands that have left Utah when they see this will remember a great number of evils practiced that are not recorded here. But I think enough is written to show that oppression is their modus operandi and ambition, power and lust, the objects at which they aim.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Wow. He&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: says thousands can testify to what what he has said. But like I said, you&#039;re, you&#039;re, you&#039;re way&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ahead of me, Dan, can you, can you scoot a little closer to Cheryl? Don&#039;t be shy&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: because I&#039;m looking at the screen over&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: here. OK. OK. You go ahead. That&#039;s why I&#039;m&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: getting over here. But uh anyway, the title of this document, it goes along with what you just said. Doctrines and Dogmas of Briga are unlike the doctrine that was taught and accepted by the church from 1830 to 1844. OK. Now I&#039;m gonna quote. This is from journal Discourses volume six page 279. It&#039;s Brigham Young August 29th, 1852. When the elders, this is the quote when the elders first commenced preaching Mormonism 20 years ago, they would take the Bible and prove every item of doctrine to the people beyond doubt and controversy. OK. That&#039;s the way it should be. OK. When I this is uh John Taylor, it&#039;s in general discourses volume 15 page 286 and 287 January 1218 73 John Taylor, when I and my brethren have gone out to preach the gospel. We have told the people precisely the same things as were taught in former times by the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Now remember what you just said M Michelle, what is it that has brought you latter day saints here? Meaning to Utah. It is the principles of the gospel. You heard them perhaps in England, Scotland, Ireland, Wales, France, Denmark, Sweden, Norway, Germany, or some other parts of the earth, no matter where you heard them, when you did hear you believed them. OK. So they&#039;re teaching the principles of Doctrine of Christ. Now, this is uh Jedediah M Grant again from Journal Discourses volume two page 2 31 2 32 December 1718 54. Well, though we are an angel from heaven preach any other gospel, let him be accursed no matter how near men may preach the gospel. They must must preach the same gospel, every part of it, every ordinance of it, every principle Jesus Christ revealed. And his apostles taught, if they do not, they teach another gospel and if they teach another says, the apostles apostle, let them be accursed. The gospel preached by Joseph Smith is the same that is contained in the New Testament and which was preached by Jesus Christ and his apostles. And it is the power of God to everyone that believes. So it will be evident that there was a change in thinking from what was stated above. This is drug discourse volume one page 78 Brigham Young. And I I&#039;ll send you this document if, if we haven&#039;t already sent it, so you&#039;ll, you&#039;ll have it. Uh Brigham Young September 11th 1853. This is a quote Brigham Young, if I have any knowledge, touching the condition of this people at the present time and the way they are taught, led counseled and dictated by those who go before them to open up the way it is directly opposite of that we saw in the days of Joseph, the prophet directly&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: opposite. Wow, I&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: grew up here by Jedi Grant that the gospel preached by Joseph Smith is the same that&#039;s contained in the New Testament, which was preached by Jesus and his apostles. That&#039;s what was Joseph was like. It is directly opposite of that we saw in the days of the prophet Joseph. So like you said people being converted all over the world by the preaching of the gospel, then they come to Utah and what they&#039;re being taught according to Brigham Young is directly opposite of that we saw in the days of Joseph, the prophet. OK. This is, yeah, this is discourse is volume 14 page 277 Brigham Young July 3rd 1870. Now to the latter day saints, I will say that when you receive the gospel in foreign lands, you receive no more in comparison than a child receives at school. When he learns his first lesson, which must have been the gospel that he&#039;s talking about the principles of the gospel. If he masters the alphabet, he thinks he is progressing fine. If the saints receive the alphabet abroad, they&#039;re doing well. When they come here, they have more to learn. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Yeah. Can I, can I finish that? That I was so curious about that directly opposite quote that I hadn&#039;t looked it up. I just want to read the sentence after that if that&#039;s ok while you&#039;re looking up your next one. If I have any knowledge, touching the condition of this people at the present time and the way they are taught, led, counseled and dictated by those who go before them to open the way it is directly opposite of that we saw in the days of Joseph, the prophet. He was full of sorrow, trouble, poverty and distress. But now the people are led into riches by the example, Council advice and dictations of their leaders. They are on the highway to wealth. Wow, that&#039;s a, I hadn&#039;t, I hadn&#039;t read that one yet. Ok. Continue on with the next one. Thanks for, let me add to that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: Uh George Albert Smith. This is uh journal Discourses. Volume two, page 2, 18 and 220. Uh March 1818 55. I tell you we&#039;re in the middle of a big turnpike. And if we continue in the keys of Exaltation, uh are with us and the great work of God will unfold to this people. Things that have been hid from the foundation of the world. So now you know, things that have been hid, the Lord in his mercy to us has given us a great prophet and wise rule ruler in Israel. I&#039;m assuming he&#039;s referring to Brigham Young that we may exert our powers, influence and wisdom under his direction to prepare for the revelation of the law of Exaltation, which has been so long promised. So here&#039;s something new uh coming. Um Let&#039;s see. Now, now we&#039;re getting beginning. S some people that have come to Utah are beginning, like I say, they&#039;ve taught the gospel out there, they come to Utah and now that we&#039;re starting to get some complaints. Uh This is Journal Discourses volume two page 332. George Albert Smith, June 24 1855. We sometimes see men make their appearance among us. And after a short stay, they will say quote, why I believe I will go off to some place and wait till Ancient Mormonism comes around again. For this is not Ancient Mormonism. These are not the, the original doctrines that were preached. OK. Starting again. This is her Heber C. Kimball. Uh General discourse is volume four, page 173. It&#039;s January 11th, 1857. There are a great many old men who have the priesthood upon them who have been in the church from the beginning and yet they are spiritually dead. What is the matter? I can expose them? I can tell you just what ails them and why they&#039;re spiritually dead. They do not wake up and cannot wake up because they, you do not consider that they are guilty of anything wrong. They cannot see themselves. But when you come to find out, you will find that they have from the death of Joseph. And before he was slain, murmured and complained at Brigham and Hebrew saying that quote, Mormonism is not as it was. Then we knew and understood Mormonism when Joseph was alive, but we do not know the tree now. It has grown so fast. One more maybe journal discourses. Volume five page 307 A mass in Lima in October 11th, 1857 apostates are found as we pass through the country and they will say, quote, I knew the work to be true 20 years ago when you brother Lyman and, or someone else came through our section of country and preached the gospel. See, preach the gospel. I knew that it was true. Then, then why did you apostatize and leave the church? Have you found out that it was false quote? Well, I do not know that I have but it was that Mormonism that was preached 20 years ago that I knew. So you, so you kind of get the idea. And then this is uh Joseph Smith. I feel that I&#039;ve spoken the truth to you. I asked you to receive it in good and honest hearts. It is found in the books. I assume he&#039;s talking about the Bible Book of Moment doctrine, covenants, but the books are the dead letter. It is the living oracles that have the right to organize and direct to counsel and exhort and Monish and repr prove. This is Joseph F Smith. Uh This journal of discourse is also uh 93 page 197 Hebrew CD, Kbe, January 27th, 1856. I would not care if there was a Bible within 10,000 miles of this place or any other book of script. Here are the oracles living right in our midst and we receive them from day to day by word of mouth from a living man. I&#039;m assuming Brigham Young, an apostle who is alive and through a priesthood which is living in our midst Joseph in his lifetime did not receive everything connected with the doctrine of redemption. But he has left the key with those who understand how to obtain and teach to this great people. All that is necessary for their salvation and exaltation in the celestial kingdom of God. I have shown other brethren and sisters that brother Joseph did not tell them all things at once. Consequently, you may expect to hear and see many things you never thought of before. Brigham Young. This is in Times and Seasons volume six, page 955.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That was 1845 right? Is that the 1845 sermon? We&#039;ll leave them all below&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: just as Brigham Young Times and Seasons volume five page 666 and 667. I&#039;ve known that Brother Mars had no evidence but the written word. But if these people have no evidence but the written word, it is quite time to go to the river and be baptized for the remission of their sins as to a person not knowing more than the written word. Let me tell you that there are keys that the written word never spoke of the written word, meaning scriptures, nor never will. We can see that the saints after being converted by the preaching of the gospel. And then they get in one of these accounts somewhere. It said we never heard a gospel sermon once we got out there. So I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll send you this uh document. But from there and that supports what you said, that literally supports what you said. This is another clap. And there&#039;s a lot of good history before this because a lot of some of them went through uh being expelled from Missouri. And you know, Adam on the Ammon and Far West. And then Nauvoo, there&#039;s some good history in the beginning of some of these that we&#039;re not gonna get into. But he says we were expelled from Nauvoo in 1846. Our destination was supposed to be upper California while traveling through the Iowa territory on a westward journey. We used to sing quote on the road to California and quote in upper California. That&#039;s the land for me. So Rick, they were intending to go to California. We never thought of Salt Lake until the pioneers discovered the Salt Lake Valley. At that time, it belonged to Mexico and Brigham Young decided to locate the church there and build up an empire of his own. And that&#039;s basically what happened at the time of our exodus from Nauvoo Iowa was Indian territory and very sparsely settled. We saw in Count Council Bluff, then called Keysville and also settle Florence then called winter quarters, which is on the west side of the river in Nebraska. While we were located in this new country, the church that portion of it willing to follow. Brigham Young was reorganized. Brigham Young was made the president and declared the successor of the martyred prophet. I remember the effect upon many, especially my father who claimed that the church was or would be rejected because they had contrary to the law made Brigham Young President without any revelation from God from that time and, and in reading another place of uh Grigg said it was the choice of the people and that&#039;s sufficient. Yeah. Uh I don&#039;t have that quote right here. But anyway, from that time until the day father left Utah, he was never satisfied with the order of things. Then established. My father having been in an adventurous disposition, went about 40 miles up the river, settle on the Iowa side in the large bend of the river, what you call Nettle Bend. And he imposed kind of 1000 acres. He says of fertile land, the country abounded in game wild fruit honey. If we had possessed sense enough to have stayed there, it would have been much better for us both temporally and spiritually. And he was talking about it, we wouldn&#039;t have went on to. But anyway, but since the saints were starting for the West again, we were swallowed up in a general desire to go with the church. We did not start till spring of 1850. I was then only 12 years old but I drove a team of four yoka boxing from council bluffs to Salt Lake City. Over 1000 miles, a large train uh made traveling slow and we were caught in the snowstorms of the mountains. This caused much suffering among the people, especially since quite a number of them were very poor and ill prepared for such a journey. Much less for the severe winter cholera and mountain fever made heavy demands upon us and we left many little unmarked mounds as the resting places of loved ones. We&#039;ve, we&#039;ve, some of these saints made great sacrifices when they was coming from Europe, Sheryl&#039;s, uh, reading something the other day that they&#039;re on a, on a ship, you know, a boat bringing them over and a couple of their maybe she&#039;s gonna tell this. Are you? Yeah. Ok. I&#039;ll let her tell it then I was just, well, I don&#039;t want to get a still in mine. I&#039;m still in her thunder here. Ok. But anyway, we finally reached the quote promised land, Salt Lake Valley where we were assured that our new Zion in our new Zion, we would be free from gentile interference and where mobs could never molest or make us afraid. So now the Experiences in Utah is the title. As early as the fall of 1850 Brigham Young began to encourage the idea of temple building. He called for volunteers to haul rock from red. I&#039;m not sure if it&#039;s Butte Canyon Canyon or Red Butte Canyon. Ok. Uh, to build the temple. This canyon was five or six miles east of the city and workers could easily make a load in a day. My father, I was ready to help and work of that kind. Remember doing this for the temple, put together two teams to haul rock. A number of other brother did of the same without payment. Of course, I suffered considerably as it fell to my lot to drive a team. The weather was cold and we were very poorly clad, but we were hauling rock to Bill, quote the house of the Lord. And we drew considerable comfort from that. This rock hauling was the first eye opener. My father got in Utah, despite his dissatisfaction with Brigham&#039;s seizing authority. Father was still zealous in supporting the church to a very great degree. He was greatly surprised when Brigham made the announcement that the rock was not suitable for the temple but said the leader, we have not lost anything for. We need a place where we can have fun and kick up our heels all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. So the Wily Chief took the route that was hall for the temple and built the Salt Lake Theater when it was completed. It belonged to Brigham Mhm Right. The next eye opener on temple building was a call for all the faithful to dig a canal from Big Cottonwood Canyon to Salt Lake City to move rock down from the mouth of the canyon. Every word was called out and a portion of the canal was assigned to each ward. My brother William and I each worked 53 days on the canal. Although the work was hard and the weather cold, we were happy in the thought that we were to have AAA quote name in the house of the Lord. Imagine our surprise after we&#039;ve got a good stream of water running in the canal to receive word from headquarters that it would not be practicable to run rock down the canal to the city. But again said, the chief, we have lost nothing for, we need the water. They abandoned that project, but they did not abandon the canal. It was useful to irrigate Brigham&#039;s big farm and turn the water mill just south of the city. My father got a land grant for Big Cottonwood Canyon. This is a good one here which at the time was considered Impenetrable on account of rattlesnakes and the granite rock that almost shut up the canyon for about a quarter of a mile. Father was an enterprising man and not fearing the rattlesnakes or the granite rock he preserved, he persevered and made the road. We killed thousands of snakes in the process. Rattlesnakes after we had exhausted our means and opened up the way to the per to perhaps the first body of timber in that territory. Brigham came to my father and began to flatter him. He said, quote, brother, brother Benjamin, you are one of the most thorough men in this territory. If I had 1000 men like you. Nothing could keep me out of the presidential chair of these United States. Boy, he was laying it on thick, wasn&#039;t he? There is not another man in the territory who could have done what you have done. Brother Clap. Now we now it&#039;s we, now it&#039;s we brother Clap. We have got to have that timber out of that canyon as you have not the means to get it out. I propose to take this thing off your hands and let you rest this. He did and made millions out of it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Wow, selling the timber that ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: But brother Benjamin said, Brigham, I tell you in the name of the Lord that you shall in no wise lose your reward. Ok? On account of seeing so much hypocrisy during the reformation in Utah, my brother William and I would not be rebaptized. Of course, we were looked upon as rebellious apostates that no doubt was the cause of much that I suffered in later years. In the spring of 1856 I made up my mind to fulfill a covenant that I made with my mother. My father at this time was living with his second wife. Great. I had seen mother&#039;s tears scald cheeks and heard her sobs until I thought I could be burned alive. If it would be any of service to her. I told her that if I ever got big enough, I would take care of her and never forsake her. As long as we both lived one morning, early in April, I resolved to throw off the yoke. I knew it was a desperate undertaking for my father was an austere man and, and a born ruler. I summoned all the courage I could and prayed for strength that I might not falter for, for. I knew that the time had come for a change. I went trembling trembly to my father or rather he became, came to me and began to list work for me to do. I looked him in the face and said, father, you will have to get someone else to do that for after this, I&#039;m going to work for my mother.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Wow, I love this guy. OK. I love that kid.&lt;br /&gt;
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Dan Clute: OK. Prior to this time, I never even said I did not want to do what he told me to do. At this time, my oldest brother was in California and the next brother in Mexico. I was at home and I took upon me the responsibility of maintaining my mother and raising the other Children, four girls and one boy. My father did not seriously object and I felt much relieved after getting a divorce for my mother. I located her in the 14th ward and made arrangements to go to California, William Smith, who claimed to be a relative of the family was going to take 1000 head of cattle to California. The cattle were called quote, church cattle were branded by, he went in on his cattle drive to California basically to get out of Utah. Excuse to get out. And anyway, the guy that was running it ended up not paying anything. Uh yeah, hiring on with Smith had been my scheme to get out of Utah and take my mother and her Children away from there. I found so it gets back to Utah. I found mother. Well, only in a little trouble with the ward officials of the church. I had written that I was coming to take the family away. The family had told of it. That was the mistake and they were looked upon as apostates. I of course was branded on account of leaving the train that I left salt lake with and we were in a bad position. However, I was warned by some of the members of the church to flee from the city or I would be killed. An old lady who had been a neighbor to us in Nauvoo came to me and warned me to flee for my life. She had heard her husband and two others of the brethren planning to put me out of the way. I do not know that the lady told the truth but subsequent events confirmed what she had said. It was not long after this, that my father came to camp Floyd. He had gotten into difficulty with some of the officials in southern Utah. And that attempt had been made to blood at, to him. My father had been in the mission field nearly all his life and knew little of the dark deeds done at home. It was a policy of the leader to keep such men away as much as possible. When he came home and saw the condition of things, he was appalled and said altogether too much for his safety. He said too much. So you had to be careful of how you spoke. Uh If you were gonna leave or anything negative about the leadership, uh your life was in danger. Uh Anyway, I think that&#039;s some of the highlights there. So I&#039;ll let Cheryl that there&#039;s a couple more things about the destroying angels trying to get them. But I&#039;ll let Cheryl go ahead and do it. We got a long way to go.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m24s 1:20:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow, these are amazing stories.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m27s 1:20:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Well, the next one that I&#039;m gonna do, it&#039;s a book but it&#039;s, it was from the diaries. Uh This lady here, her name is Iris Griffiths. She&#039;s the one that took her grandparents diaries and wrote the book called The Vindicator. This book is out of print, but I gave Michelle the reference. You can probably get this through Paul Lady Paul Ludy. Anyway, that&#039;s where I, this is my original, but I bought a few extra copies and gave them to some of my LDS friends. So I know he does have some, it&#039;s an excellent book, but I&#039;m not gonna read the whole thing. I&#039;m just gonna hit the highlights. So the couple that I&#039;m gonna talk about John and Mary, this is them right here.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m08s 1:21:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m09s 1:21:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: great. Ok, John Griffiths, this Mary was his second wife, John Griffith and his wife Dorothy came from Wells. They&#039;d heard the gospel in wells and they decided that they were going to go to Utah to be in Zion. Uh Dorothy was ill before they left Wales, but they didn&#039;t really realize how bad she really was and she gets on the ship and on the voyage, um she uh ended up dying from consumption and lung hemorrhage and had to be buried at sea. Well, John, he was just totally devastated and there was a, a family on that same boat and their last name was Thomas and they were not, they had no intentions of going with the Mormons or anything. They were just coming to America to start a new life. And um this Mr Thomas, he had a daughter named Mary who was 24 years old and his son, Tommy and his a daughter, Hannah and also Sally James and her sister Las Sitia. Uh Sally had cared for Mr Thomas&#039;s wife before she died. So Thomas brought them with her to start a new life in America here. You&#039;ve got John losing his wife on the boat and had to be buried at sea and then they, the ship they&#039;re on gets caught in a hurricane and they thought it was gonna go down too. But, I mean, these people that came from the British Isles and Scandinavian stuff, they really, really went through so much. I just can&#039;t believe it anyway. They, they ended up, they landed in New Orleans and then they took a boat at the Mississippi River and the Thomas family was on the same boat. Well, when they got up to Saint Louis, Thomas family got off. But in the meantime, on the boat, uh now that John&#039;s wife had died, he was just so heartbreaking, broken, his heart was broken and he decided um you know that he just was beside himself. He didn&#039;t know what. But this Mary that was 24 this Mary Thomas, she tried to comfort him and everything during this time. And so they ended up falling in love on the boat. And so uh when Mary got off the boat with her dad and, and the rest of her family in Saint Louis, he was really devastated because he went on up the Missouri river and on up to Council Bluffs and up that way because he was gonna go on the, on a wagon train uh out to Utah. Well, anyway, what happened was was Mary ended up um her and her brother, they ended up somehow talking to her dad and they got to go to Utah later on Mr Thomas came out too. But uh so Mary ended up joining the church. Well, when, when, uh John got out to Utah, he just thought he got off, you know, got off the, the wagon train and Brigham Young was there to greet him and shake their hands and everything, you know, and welcome to Zion and, you know, everything&#039;s rosy, posy here, you know. And, oh, John just thought he was great. And uh, so then not too long after that, um, is when you know, Mary came and, and uh he found her there and they ended up getting married in Salt Lake in 1853. OK. But let me go here, John got called the priesthood. And now that John was in the priesthood, it was hinted that he should take himself a number of lives in order to carry out the patriarch&#039;s prophecy that his posterity be numerous as the sands upon the seashore. Although polygamy had been denied publicly until a few months before. It had frequently been discussed among the church members. And the practice was admitted bef before John by some of the elders. And Brigham Young himself, the reasons for it were supposedly spiritual. On one occasion when John was seeking more information about it, he was instructed to study more deeply, certain chapters of the Bible as well as in the book of Mormon. When he entered a higher order of the church, he would be able to understand the revelations and see that the Mormons were following the ways of Jesus Christ, the Father and the Holy Ghost. He was told John, let it rest there, although he was not satisfied with their answers. So anyway, he didn&#039;t, he wouldn&#039;t take another wife. And so, um he was, they started, you know, seeing that things were not right. Him and Mary started seeing things that were not right in the church and their, the brother Tom, uh he ii I never really saw anything if he joined the church or not. But uh he um was warned John. John was because he worked around a lot of the people in Salt Lake and stuff. A lot of people told him, do not say anything sarcastic. Don&#039;t uh do anything where the hierarchy would maybe uh see that you are gonna be an apostate, you know, don&#039;t say anything. Be careful. Well, Tom Mary&#039;s brother, he was kind of cocky and he was like, OK, he was warned over and over. Do not say anything or, you know, there&#039;s a chance that you&#039;re gonna be killed. And so um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m55s 1:26:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the fact that they know this, the fact that they have to warn each other, you know, that that&#039;s the culture so much. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m00s 1:27:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Keep going. I don&#039;t know if you&#039;re familiar with this town but they lived in a place called Springville.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m06s 1:27:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. Springville is not very far from me.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m09s 1:27:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: OK. So they lived in Springville one day. Uh Tom was sent into Springville uh to get something at a feed store. And while he was there, Tom noticed this beautiful young woman his age, uh, by this time, Tom was, you know, he wasn&#039;t 16 anymore. He was like 20 or so. Anyway, so he, he noticed this girl, a young woman and, um, she was real pretty and he, she looked at him and he looked at her and they smiled and everything and, uh, she was loading up this buckboard of grain, uh, doing all this labor and he was gonna go help her and stuff, you know, and then all of a sudden this old man comes out from the feed store and tells her, you know, hurry up and get done with that and get up on the wagon and all this and that and they took off. Well, they both were kind of, you know, this woman and, um, Tom were kind of attracted to each other and, but he didn&#039;t know who she was. Well, a few days later it was Sunday and they, there was a church service going on there in Springville. And, uh, as Tom, uh, the next Sunday, Tom rode past the church again and spotted the team of team in a wagon that looked familiar. He tied his horse and went in the room was quite full. So we stood in the back and looked for the girl. He had seen unloading the grain. He soon found her. She was looking toward him and he could tell by her expression that she recognized him. Tom smiled and started toward her, but she quickly turned her head and put her hands up to shield her face as though she was afraid her looks might betray her feelings. Tom stepped back and stood at the rear of the church with a group of young men thinking he would seek her out as soon as the meeting was over. Then he noticed that the man, the girl was, the girl had called Jake that day at the warehouse was sitting in the same row with her. There were several other older women seated between them. Tom whispered to one of the young men standing beside him. Could you tell me the name of that girl sitting on the bench to the left of us? He nodded his head in her in her direction. The fellow followed Tom&#039;s gaze and whispered back. She&#039;s no girl. She&#039;s one of old men, Jessop&#039;s wives, that&#039;s him on the other end of the seat. And all those women sitting between them are his wives too. So Jake Jessup was who the old man was. This news made Tom sick with disgust. It aroused in him both pity and hate. It was plain to see the girl was not happy. Tom was disappointed, but the feeling ran deeper than that. He felt as if he had been robbed of something. How was a young man to find himself a wife when all the girls were being sealed in marriage to these old men. These polygamists were getting bolder every day as the meeting got underway, the members came before, became more and more emotional. Tom was about to leave, then decided to stay a while longer and watch what went on. He sat down near the back. Most of the congregation did not participate in the ceiling of wives ceremony. The ones that did went to the altar singing and praying and clapping their hands. Tom kept watching the girl. He made, he had made up his mind that if she gave any indication, she wanted his help, he would give it to her. But when she got up and joined the orgy along with Jake and his other wives, it was more than Tom could stand. He was so wild that he forgot John&#039;s warning and rose up and shouted, why don&#039;t you call it stealing wives instead of stealing wives? Someone in the crowd said, amen. Oh, that&#039;s pretty good. Well, and s who heard Tom&#039;s comment began to laugh. The elder who was performing the rites was furious over the outburst and laughing. He said, well, the party causing the confusion in the back, either get out or keep quiet. Everyone looked to the back of the room. Tom was already starting to leave. He turned at the door and said, I was, I was leaving on my own accord. I despise any organization that lures innocent young women as women astray. He stalked out outside, he mounted his horse and rode quickly away without looking back. Nevertheless, he was aware that three men had come from a back door and had run toward their horses. Tom knew that the men had not left the meeting for the same reason he had suddenly he remembered John Warney against starting any disturbance with the Brighams. He knew the men were following him. So I&#039;m gonna skip forward here on this. So what happened was these three men were avenging angels and they were following him. Well, he knew that part of the country, I guess better than they did. And he was able to get away and hide. And then at some point he, uh, uh ended up going to, um, you know, Mary and John&#039;s house to and hide out for a while and, uh, he was ok for a while. Well, anyway, during that time, John and Mary actually witnessed the wagon train that was going through that ended up killing the people in Mountain Meadow massacre. And as the wagon train, this was a few days before that. But uh, when they saw the, the dust coming off the, the trail, all the people from that area, they, they went down to where the wagon train was and they, they would sell supplies to them like, you know, canned goods or whatever they could do to, to make extra money and, and got to talking with the people and they liked them, you know, they liked a lot of the people that were heading to California on that wagon train and it wasn&#039;t very long after that, that um, they, they&#039;ve got news that that whole wagon train had been killed in Mo Meta massacre. And John knew, he knew John refused. Ok. This was a horrible thing to blame on the Mormons. John refused to believe it at first and he knew there was a secret order in the church organized by the brims to punish the reform those working against them. Its existence was denied, but everyone knew it when this order was first organized, they were called the Danites. Then they became known as the avenging angels. They were violent, brutal men who did not hesitate to follow Brigham Young&#039;s orders. They were led to believe that they were performing a special duty and would be rewarded in the eyes of God. Anyway, John knew that it was them that did this and that Brigham was responsible. He somehow he found out about it. So anyway, um what happened was going on because I this book is pretty thick. Um He ended up this Tom back to Tom. Tom was hiding out at their house and uh they got word that uh the avenging angels were coming looking for him at John Mary&#039;s. And so Tom had to escape and uh he ended up, he got, he, he, he actually was able to get out uh, John and, and Tom were in the house and they had weapons and they were waiting and they knew that these were avenging angels, there was three of them and John actually was able to, he went off, Tom went off with them and actually was able to get away. So they got away. And then, uh, the next thing, you know, after Tom flees and he gets away from Utah. Um, now they&#039;re turning their anger toward uh John and Mary. And so John knew that the only way that he could even get spared was uh the call went out uh to all the saints that they needed to get into the walled city in Utah because the, the US army was coming. And so they, he went there and he didn&#039;t want to do it, but he went ahead and joined Brigham&#039;s army inside the camp because they took their wagon, their cows, their horses, everything they brought with them to the city. They were confiscated right there. They didn&#039;t, they didn&#039;t get to have it. And so anyway, once he got on the inside and he, you know, signed up and all that as long as he was in this army, you know, for the, for Brigham, it was ok. But then what happened was he knew he had to get out of there. He knew he knew they, that they were never gonna get out. And there was already rumors of people that uh had been in there that had tried to get out that John knew that they killed and it&#039;s all in this book and they killed them and it tells their names. Uh, but anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m34s 1:36:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so you have a rough idea. I&#039;m just curious if you know somebody that don&#039;t look.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m39s 1:36:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: Uh, let&#039;s see, what did I write that time here before John could decide what to do next? An old friend, a neighbor of theirs, John Le Lewes walked up to the wagon and said in an undertone, don&#039;t start anything, John, they are looking for any excuse to destroy us. Anyone who makes a false move to false move or refuses to take orders is missing the next morning. Such men are secretly taken out in the night and they are never seen again. Mr Lo had climbed up on up on the wagon wheel. John motioned him aside so he could get down on the wagon himself. But lo stayed where he was still pleading with John. He heard about, he heard about brother Potter getting shot, didn&#039;t you? No, I did not know about that. Are you sure John asked? Yes, I&#039;m sure they are. They, they also stabbed Parrish and murdered his son. His friend said, oh my God, have they gone that far? John said Mr Parrish had been a good friend that is a strong accusation to make against them. Brother Luz unless they are, you are sure I&#039;m sure we are all sure ask anyone in here. It happened right at the gate. Our only hope is with the United States army. We hear it is outside of the city now and pray that it gets here in time to save us all. So this is what was going on behind that walled city. So anyway, what&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m19s 1:38:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: happened? And I read, I read other accounts of the parishes while I was doing my blood atonement work. So again, there is a lot of valid verification for these claims. Ok. Keep&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m27s 1:38:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Cheryl Clute: going. So anyway, so what happened was that he had to John had to figure out a way to get his wife and family out of there. So he made friends with one of the guards and he, he said he had tried, you know, he kind of filled them all out and he felt like this one was the most gullible. And so he, he ended up uh telling this guard if you&#039;ll get me a wagon and some oxen and get me, get us out of here. I will deed you my land and all the other animals and everything I left there on my farm. I&#039;ll let you have it all in my house, everything and he&#039;s, and I forget how many acres of uh I think it was wheat that he had, that was about ready to be cultivated. And so he told, he told the guys like, yeah, because this guy was young. Yeah. Heck yeah, I&#039;ll take it all, you know. And he said, ok, will you get me this wagon and all this and that? And I will do it. And so sure enough, they got a, a few days later they get a note and uh was snuck to his wife and said, you need to, you know, give this to John. And so he told John, he says, I&#039;m gonna have the wagon and everything ready to go. And so on that one night they got out and they got in the wagon, they were able to escape to get out. They got out on the wagon and they started heading down at, uh, the, the guard actually told him you need to go at this other route. Don&#039;t go this route, go this route because, you know, you might be followed. Well, John was kind of leery of that thinking, well, maybe it&#039;s a setup, but he went ahead and did it anyway. So he, they&#039;re on the trail and they&#039;re heading to the, you know, cross, I guess it&#039;s Nevada or going to California. They were getting close to the desert. They&#039;ve been gone out of Utah about 2 to 3 days and, uh, all of a sudden, um, they see all this dust in the, in the, in the air coming in horses hips and they&#039;re like, oh, no, you know, this has got to be the avenging angels coming after us. So he made Mary and the kids get off and there was some big boulders and go hide in the boulders. And he said, I&#039;m gonna go on down a little ways. You guys stay behind the rocks and I&#039;m gonna go down and I&#039;m gonna wait at the wagon train. I&#039;ve got my gun and all this. But you guys just keep quiet. So he goes on down a little ways. He can still see this. You know, the rocks, Mary can see the wagon track the wagon anyway. So as they&#039;re approaching, uh, he was ready, he had his gun, he was waiting for him. He was gonna start shooting him and Mary couldn&#039;t, his, he, she just couldn&#039;t stand it no longer to see if it was. So she came out from behind the rock just to peek to see who it was. And it was the army from the United States. And, and, and so Mary at that time comes all the way out from behind the rock. And she says, John John stop, don&#039;t shoot. It&#039;s the United States army don&#039;t, don&#039;t shoot. So he put his gun down and, and her and the Children came out from behind the rocks and um, the army said, are, are you the Griffiths? And they said, yes, we are. They said, well, we&#039;ve been looking for you. We got word that you had escaped several nights ago. And uh, we were told that by one of your friends inside the camp and there all the uh the Utah, the salt lake has been saved by the US army. And all the people that were in there behind the walls now have been let out and we&#039;ve got a wagon train coming on the same road being led out by the army and let&#039;s just wait here until they all get here and then you can all follow us. We will protect you to get out of here and they took them all the way to California. And so for protection. And so, um anyway, John even said, I&#039;m gonna go back, I&#039;m gonna get my farm and I&#039;m gonna get my crops and the, and the, and the guy, the army guy said, no, you&#039;re not going back because if you do, they said polygamy has not been stopped yet and Brigham is not gonna give it up, you know, he was not going to give it up at all. Um And so that&#039;s uh he even referred to Brigham Young in this diary that it was like a king being the throne that Brigham wasn&#039;t that good to give it up early. But anyway, this book, I mean, seriously, it&#039;s, it&#039;s worth the, the whole read. It&#039;s really good, but they did escape because of the army, saving all those people in Utah. All there was lots of people behind the wall that escaped with this army.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e7kXtTUCJ0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m13s 1:43:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And do you know what&#039;s so fascinating? It is. So even talking to Barbara Jones Brown about the Mountain Mountain Meadows massacre the way that they explain it or talk about it as war strategy because Brigham considered that he was at war with theme with the United States because they, he didn&#039;t want to be dethroned, right? They wanted fair government. And Brigham said absolutely not. I have to be here. So anyway, I can imagine that they were telling themselves these people are traitors. Any apostate is a traitor and deserves that. The the war mentality combined with the blood atonement teaching, which was ubiquitous at this time period, you can see how this this all would of course be what was happening. This conversation was so good that we didn&#039;t want to cut it down. So we&#039;ve decided to break it into two parts. So I&#039;m going to pause here for the first part and you can look forward to part two being released either next week or sometime in the upcoming weeks. But I want to again, give a huge thank you to Cheryl and Dan for all of their work, sharing their thoughts for engaging on these important topics and just for the incredible people. They are. So thank you again, Cheryl and Dan for joining me and thank you to all of you who are following us along with on this journey, who are open to truth and who are willing to go into these difficult topics with me. I really appreciate it and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=00m03s 00:03] Michelle: I love it. Thank you. Welcome to 132 problems and our very first live stream. I&#039;m hoping that everything goes smoothly. This is so exciting. I have a whole team of awesome people here helping me and I have no idea how I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know who&#039;s there on your end, but I am really excited to get to talk to you and to get to answer your questions. So I have to, first of all say, um I want to thank everyone who joined in and shared last week&#039;s video last week&#039;s episode. It has really um gone crazy and I&#039;ve been so pleased with, with the interactions from it. It&#039;s been really good to see how many people have been resonating with that video. So, thank you so much. And in the meantime, this is really exciting. So I said in the, in our morning episode that this is supposed to be our fifth Sunday live stream. But since it&#039;s Easter, we are trying it today. So we all have been on high alert trying to get ready for. I&#039;m really excited call in if you&#039;re not able to get through. I, I&#039;ve been told, don&#039;t leave a message, just keep trying to call back because it won&#039;t, no one will be able to listen to the messages. So we&#039;re just gonna go ahead and go right at it. Oh yeah. And here&#039;s our phone call, one call, I was gonna say 1 800 Joe Joe one wife, but it&#039;s just Joe one wife. 5636639433. And we would love to, I would love to talk to you so called Joe one wife. So we have one question here in the chat already that that came. And so this is Steven Nick, my good friend Steven, he said many critics of the LDS church will say that the church hides uncomfortable information. They might point to the contrary, first vision accounts being locked up for visions, histories and um un and unreleased William Clayton documents. Why do you think the LDS church was willing to release the Joseph Smith papers? It surely has done more damage to their narrative than anything else? Oh, that&#039;s a really interesting question. Um I, I&#039;m just so glad that they released the Joseph Smith papers because I think was it? Oh, see, I&#039;m, I&#039;m got a little too much nerves going on so I won&#039;t get every name right? So someone can put in the name, the right um in the chat the right name? But was it Hubie Brown that said if we have the truth, it can&#039;t be damaged and if we have not the truth, then it ought to be damaged. And I just really think that&#039;s true. I think the more information we have, the better we can know if we have truth and the more solid our testimonies can be, the more solid our foundations can be. So I actually think it does the opposite of hurting the church. I think it helps the church. I think the more trustworthy the church is, the more their um narrative is backed up by solid evidence and solid um information. I think the better, the better things are all around because first of all, it&#039;s always better to have truth. It&#039;s always better to be founded in the truth. That&#039;s where God really is. And I think that this, these, these so many people leaving the church and having their testimonies challenged because they were built on a sandy foundation has been more destructive to the church than anything else. So I personally am really glad that we have the Jose in the papers and I hope it continues with more and more transparency. And so, are you ready for a call? Oh, I thought we saw, I thought I saw Carl coming in. So let&#039;s see. Oh, I have another question that came in. Many people believe that the polygamy deniers are being deceived. What are your thoughts? Well, of course, I think exactly the opposite. I think that the polygamy deniers are the ones who are willing to really look at the evidence. It is so easy to believe a narrative we&#039;ve always heard and it&#039;s really hard to go against the mainstream. It&#039;s really hard to be called silly or crazy or stupid or sidelined or a conspiracy theorist. And so I, I just think that if we look at the evidence, that&#039;s how we find out what the truth is, that&#039;s the best that we can do is really investigate firsthand sources. Look at our sources, look at what our opinions are based on. So I think that I will tell you this, this is the trajectory that I see. The more people dive in to the actual sources and the actual evidence that stream seems to take people one direction. I have yet to see someone who thought Joseph wasn&#039;t a polygamist who got into the actual sources and changed their mind and decided that he was, maybe that&#039;s happened to some people and I&#039;d be very interested to talk to them and find out what sources they find found to be sort of there that, that compelling, that they change their mind. But for me and for everyone I have engaged with it has been exactly the opposite. So I, I really think that if we want truth, we should look at the sources and try to find out, um I try to find out what they tell us and that&#039;s how we can know that we&#039;re not deceived. So I think that most people refuse to look at the sources because they&#039;re, they&#039;re nervous of what they will find out or nervous of what the implications may be. And I think that that&#039;s a mistake. God has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind, we can handle the truth. So, let&#039;s see. I think we have another question. What do you think will happen with the new biography about Joseph Smith that President Nelson has announced, the one that Brother Turley was commissioned to do. Oh, that&#039;s a really good question. I am. I&#039;m kind of on pins and needles to see what happens with that from what I know to this point, I&#039;m um a little bit concerned, not terribly optimistic just based on the people. Um some, some of the people that I know are working on it and some of their narrative really, really hope, I guess I&#039;ll just put this call out to any of the historians working on that. I really hope that you will engage. Not only, well, I hope you&#039;ll engage directly with some of the people that are um on our side of this, this debate, right? Because we really have pushed forward the the knowledge base beyond where it used to be. Um just believing that kind of old narrative of Joseph&#039;s polygamy is based on old information. It really is out of date. And so I am like I&#039;m just putting my hope in and my plug in that I hope that they will engage, I don&#039;t care if they engage with me or with somebody else, but I hope that they will engage with our information. I would love to see a really good um someone on the polygamy denial side of the aisle, um who is really good at the sources. I would love to see someone like that actually hired to contribute to that book because I think that that would be a great way to make sure that all of the bases are covered. I can tell you this, if they don&#039;t do something like that, this is not going to be a very useful book. If it just tells the same, I mean, we already have Saints, we already have the gospel topics, essays, we already have the other biographies, Rough Stone Rolling and, and the others. We don&#039;t need more of the same narrative. It will be a huge waste of time and money. If it just rehashes the same narrative with maybe a few changes here and there. It needs to be a really rigorously done book that is looked at from all angles and if they are willing to do that, I think it will be profoundly important and impactful. So I can&#039;t make a prediction, but I can sure say what I hope will be the outcome. So let&#039;s see. Here&#039;s another question. Um What do your bishop and state president. Think of your podcast. Oh, that&#039;s a really good question as well. So, my bishop, um, II, I, we had a new bishop put in last year and, um, and he is a great guy. A really nice guy. Like my old bishop who I don&#039;t think is terribly interested in the topic, which is fine with me. I have um, met with him. I, I asked to meet with him just to let him know what I was doing. So he wouldn&#039;t be taken off guard if there were any more emails or letters coming in. And so, so, um, I&#039;m certainly not going to say that I have his two thumbs up seal of approval, but I did explain what I&#039;m doing and, um, he said that he would stop talk to the state president about it and, but didn&#039;t, didn&#039;t, um, express a lot of concern other than, well, I&#039;m gonna talk to the state president see what he says. And, um, many of, you know, that I absolutely love my state president. I think he is an incredibly good, sincere, um, just, just a good, humble man and he, um, I&#039;m guessing that my podcast makes him a little bit uncomfortable and I hate that I hate making these guys job any harder than it has to be. And, um, but at the same time, I really believe that he knows who I am and that he knows my spirit and trusts that and um, and he has given me counsel periodically here and there and, um, really he&#039;s part, you know, II I don&#039;t want to do anything that would, um, I guess betray the trust that I feel like he has put me as in a, as in, as far as not, um, asking me to stop or taking any steps along those line. And so, so, so far so good because I have really good leaders And I think that there are, I think that there are people who are very, um who are very committed to the truthfulness of the gospel and want various perspectives to be heard, various faithful perspectives, especially so anyway, so, so far so good with that. And I&#039;m really thankful. And so let&#039;s see, I have another chat. So I guess, have we not gotten a call yet? We&#039;re OK. Call in, we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll get some calls coming. So, um let&#039;s see. Where would you suggest starting to look at for firsthand sources? It feels overwhelming. Ok. I totally understand that feeling anyone who&#039;s watched this podcast from the beginning as you&#039;ve all been instructed to do repeatedly. Um Well, you understand that I felt completely overwhelmed by the history. Well, first of all, when I started digging into this, probably 15 years ago, I felt completely overwhelmed by the topic in general because even just going to the scriptures felt like a ton to try to take on. And so digging, digging into that side of it felt huge and that&#039;s why I was so thankful to be able to engage with um the best polygamy defenders, right? Like actual F LDS people and F LDS scholars that really helped me to know what the arguments were as well as just reading the scriptures for myself. So once I felt like I really, I mean, it&#039;s been years since I felt like I had a pretty thorough understanding. It&#039;s of course grown as I&#039;ve, um, continued to engage during doing this podcast. But it took me a full, I don&#039;t know, like a year till I dared to feel like I could handle the historical mess. It just felt like this huge, overwhelming, ah, how do I possibly get into that? I don&#039;t know what to do with any of it. And so, um, that was ii, I very much understand. So I think that the, the resources that are there now, Whitney Horning book, um, the prices, books are huge as well and I, I know they&#039;re written from an rlvs perspective. Well, the, the traditional, the restoration branches perspective. So it can, it&#039;s not exactly, um, what we believe, but those are really good places to start. And then the podcasts that are coming out, there are a lot of people doing this and then I do think it&#039;s just useful. Here&#039;s where I guess I would suggest starting when you hear me talk about something or someone else talk about something and there&#039;s a link, click on the link and go start getting your feet wet into the Joseph Smith papers. And that&#039;s a really um useful way to get started. And so I think you can start there and then just see where you go from there. It&#039;s, it feels overwhelming until you get in and all of a sudden you&#039;re swimming and you know how to swim and you&#039;re just figuring it out. So that&#039;s what my, my suggestion would be. So, ok, it looks like we have a phone call from Benjamin. So Benjamin, are you on? Yes, I am. Hi. Thanks for calling.&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: Yeah, thanks for uh, doing your, your, uh youtube channel.&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: Um, we,&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: we have, ok,&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: so I went on my mission in the late nineties and we were still taking a bunch of flak from the discrimination that happened against black members of the church. And during that time, the bring him young manual came out. And like, if you&#039;ve grown up in the church, you knew this was like a highly sanitized version&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: of what the teachings of the presidents of the church. Is that what you&#039;re talking about? Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: Exactly. And, um, one thing that I&#039;ve noticed recently is I was reading through the Wentworth letter and that last paragraph before the articles of faith where it talks about the standard of truth has been erected and it talks about, um, no, unfollowed hand is gonna stop the church from fulfilling its ultimate, right? But when you look at the different he rattles off, right. Um, he talks about co calamity or whatever it is, that&#039;s kind of like spreading, right? And then uh mobs may combine and armies might assemble like that. That&#039;s all effects of polygamy, right? I mean, so I&#039;m wondering if in it&#039;s a hypothesis, right? I&#039;m wondering if that unhallowed hand they&#039;re talking about in the Wentworth letter is, you know, Joseph Smith had some kind of clue that the church might go off course after his uh like maybe Brigham Young and, or John Taylor, is that unhallowed hand? It&#039;s just a hypothesis. I, I was wondering if you had any&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: thoughts on that. I actually, I can, well, first, I just want to thank ejs who just sent in a Super Chat. I really appreciate that. And then Benjamin, I will tell you this, that it was actually in the middle of one of my podcasts that I was doing when I found myself saying that when I found myself saying no unhallowed hand can stop the truth from progressing in direct regard to Brigham Young. So that is definitely how I have come to interpret that because III I think that is II, I hadn&#039;t put together the piece that you brought that maybe Joseph Smith was um knowingly predicting that I just felt like he was prophesying that either intentionally or unintentionally. And II, I love here, I looked it up. So we can say we can read the whole thing. No one hallowed hand can stop the work, work, progressing persecutions may rage, mobs may combine armies may assemble column. The colony may defame but the truth of God will go forward nobly boldly. I&#039;m trying to remember it boldly nobly and independent till it has penetrated every continent and it goes on from there. And yes, I, so I share your hypothesis and I actually love it because I love it. I think it really um can be unsettling to people, right? To learn that maybe Brigham Young did some things that were um shall we say unhallowed? And um and I, oh, go ahead. Well, I was just gonna say, I think for me, I find it incredibly comforting to know that God knew that the whole time. Go ahead. Yes. And it&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: says something kind of strange, which is that, you know, goes back to why is it, why is it not the church of Heavenly Father of Latter Day Saints or the Church of the Holy Ghost of Latter Day Saints or the church of Joseph Smith of Latter Day Saints, right? It sort of implies that like Jesus Christ is kind of running the show regardless&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: of how&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: far off course any individual profit goes.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I completely agree with that. Oh, go ahead. It&#039;s so,&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: it&#039;s just so weird. It, I mean, it&#039;s just a, it&#039;s just, it&#039;s just, it&#039;s a very strange thing to me. Is all, it&#039;s, but I find it very, it&#039;s very faith promoting also.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah, I was just, I was just reading this and it goes on to say, until it has penetrated in a great visit, every, every country and sound in every ear. And then this is the part that just got my attention till the purposes of God shall be accomplished and the great Jehovah shall say the work is done. And so it&#039;s not really about the church, right? It&#039;s about the purposes of God. And I think that&#039;s really cool. Like that&#039;s one way because sometimes people will be hard on, well, probably all of us definitely on me saying like, how can you stay in the church? You&#039;re so hypocritical. I get that both from active believing members of the church who disagree with me on polygamy. And I get it from people who agree with me on polygamy, but who have left the church, right? But that&#039;s to me, this is what it comes down to God&#039;s in charge. I really, really believe that God is in charge and God could have made this all happen differently, right? And God allowed it to happen this way. And I think it&#039;s because the purposes of God are for each of us to learn to discern truth regardless of what&#039;s happening. Oh, go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: Yeah. And, and he&#039;s insisting that we all use our agency, right? And that applies to the pro that applies to the leaders of the church too. They have to use their agency also and there&#039;s consequences for that also.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Absolutely. And I believe the invitation is always there for all of us to repent. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s what I think it comes down to. Oh, go ahead. Is that all? Well,&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: just, I just, I just want to get your two cents on that as well.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Well, thank you so much. I think that was a great question and I love that we share that insight in common. I love always getting a second witness. So thanks for the call, Benjamin.&lt;br /&gt;
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Benjamin: Oh, ok. Yeah, thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. It looks like we now have Carolyn. Ok. So we&#039;re just about ready. All right, Carolyn. Can you hear me? Yes. Oh, good. Thank you for calling.&lt;br /&gt;
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Carolyn: The first thing. You&#039;re welcome. I, I thank you for doing this. Uh The first thing I wanted to say is that uh last episode, I thought you knocked it out of the park. It was so good. Thank you so&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: much. I appreciate that. Should I tell you all a funny story before we get to your question? That&#039;s, that&#039;s funny. Now, I um that week that I was trying to get that episode ready. Just so everyone will know I, among other things, everything that possibly could happen that week happened, including my car broke. I&#039;ve got six kids, I&#039;m trying to run everywhere and I didn&#039;t have a car and then um one day when I was working so hard, my computer broke, I actually dropped my computer and my computer broke and I, and then about four other things and I also ended up getting sick. And so I just kind of, I just kept praying like Lord, I&#039;m just hoping that this is all the adversity because this episode really matters. It is really important. So I, so I have to say I&#039;m really thankful that that was a really hard week and I got it done and as soon as I finished it, like, felt like this burden lifted off my shoulders and I was like, OK, let&#039;s hope this is a good one. So thank you for letting me know that it was worthwhile.&lt;br /&gt;
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Carolyn: Yes, it was. Um my, let&#039;s see, uh some background to my question. Um I guess I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve been um sitting on the edge of my seat um watching uh drink, drinking in every uh thing that they, that was uttered over, over the pulpit and in Sunday school just ever since I can remember in my youngest years. And um so, um you know, just has caused, this has caused a little bit quite a bit of um reconstruction, recon, reconstructing and reconstructing and stuff. And with COVID. Um And so I, we have spent 42 years and he&#039;s in um in Texas uh away from Utah and we just barely moved up here and we had um to wait for our house to sell. There was some snag when my husband was transferred from Salt Lake Aus. Um in that we have experienced um so much um price like uh um expressions and, and help and, you know, beyond what I know that we would&#039;ve ever gotten a, away from the scene and there&#039;s, there&#039;s so much, there&#039;s, I feel like there is so much light and so, and I really appreciate the last comments about, you know, you know, uh, but that, but it&#039;s disturbing that I, I didn&#039;t realize that there could be a hallowed hand in the church. You know, that&#039;s, that&#039;s what we need for our group. But, um, but, um, so I&#039;m, my question is, um, you know, with, with, um, all these cases that the horrific cases that come out of, um, branches of the restoration, the, um,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: they go.&lt;br /&gt;
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Carolyn: Yes. Yes. And they be, and, and the, the, yeah, the murders and so forth. Um, it seems like there&#039;s so many people coming out of the woodwork from every side saying that this is a cult and I think it seems like all the cult things came from the unhallowed hands. And, uh, and so I, I just, it&#039;s, it&#039;s really interesting to try to sort it all out and like one big question. I see a lot of people in the chat having it, you know, where, where did the endowment come from? What are, are you, uh, is, um, have you&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: watched my episodes coming out. Have you watched my episodes? Ok. Ok. So, yeah. So what is your question?&lt;br /&gt;
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Carolyn: Oh, ok. My one, my, my biggest question is how to, um, help because it, I see the light and so how can we help those around us that, you know, that are, go, going, uh, um, away or calling people away that how can we, I don&#039;t know, they stop the, the, the hemorrhage, how it was the best way to, you know what I&#039;m saying?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. Like how can we help people&lt;br /&gt;
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Carolyn: know it&#039;s not a cult, I mean, or say yes, there&#039;s culty things in the church and we, you know, let&#039;s, let&#039;s uh say the uh don&#039;t throw the baby out with the bathwater.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yes. Yes. I think this is such a good question. And so I always have to preface it by saying I do honor people&#039;s journey. And if you know, people feel like they need to leave the church, I&#039;m not going to um say they can&#039;t or that they, you know, they must not. But um but I agree with you, I think that I, I feel very much that I want people to stay in the church. I think the church is better with its members and I think the world is better with the church, you know. And so for me, one thing um I try to do is to um remember a couple of different things, the church doesn&#039;t have to be all or nothing. Right. The church is what we make of it. And I think that also helps it not be culty. Right. Like I, I have a hard time with people who call the church a cult at this point. I think that that&#039;s just not very well informed or I&lt;br /&gt;
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Carolyn: did too. I don&#039;t like it at all.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. And so I think one thing that I try to do is to be in the church to exist in the church and yet say what I believe. And I hope that that um demonstrates to people the possibility to do both, right? That it doesn&#039;t have to be one or the other if the church serves people well and their families, well, I think us demonstrating um demonstrating the willingness and ability to have the courage to maybe occasionally when led by the spirit speak up in relief society or, or priesthood meeting or gospel doctrine and make a comment that maybe expands people&#039;s perception a little bit, right? And, and be willing to, um and I, I think, I think it&#039;s powerful to let people see us being ourselves in the church. And um that&#039;s the best thing I know to do and to, and being joyful in the church. Right? I&#039;m like, I know I&#039;ve taken a lot of flak over the years for my willingness to, I hope not criticize, but to point out concerns I have about various things in the church. But I&#039;m really glad I&#039;ve done it because I&#039;ve seen so much division on, on both sides, just like you&#039;re talking about. I think that there&#039;s this com, I think that people who are so adamantly in the church that they just can&#039;t allow room for people to have different opinions or perspectives. They&#039;re, I, I believe partially responsible for people who leave because they really give us the impression there&#039;s no room for you here. Right. And so so I want to speak to those people and say, please make room, please make room, please don&#039;t call for my excommunication or other people. Like, do you really want anyone who doesn&#039;t completely agree with you and leave the church? Is that what you want? You know, please make room and, and just continue to discourse, continue to talk. If, if I&#039;m wrong, then let&#039;s talk about it and let the spirit and your um evidence or, you know, convince me and then, and then on the other side to people who feel like they have to leave. I just iii I guess I want to encourage people to be patient with those decisions, right? It&#039;s so easy to learn a bunch of things and feel like there are all these problems and it&#039;s not true and I have to leave and I, I think that those um and um those decisions made in times of turmoil aren&#039;t often the very best decisions. And so I&#039;m all for people stepping back as they need to. But I really do. That&#039;s what I encourage people is like, do the church your way, let it serve you. The church is for the people, not the people, for the church, right? We do all serve and we contribute and that&#039;s wonderful. But it should be something that brings us all joy. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s about the best. And then, and then as I&#039;ve studied all of this, my testimony of the book of Mormon and like the last question, the, the power of, of God&#039;s hand in everything that has happened. My testimony of all of those things has grown profoundly. My testimony of Brigham Young has not grown, but my testimony of God has and actually my testimony of the restoration has and my testimony of in the goodness of the church has. So that&#039;s what I hope that we can all do is be in the church and speak what we know to be true and be who we are and be as loving and Christ, like and excited about life and the gospels, we can be. So I&#039;ll tell you a big part of the reason that I stayed in the church through some really difficult times was because of amazing people in the church who helped me stay. So I hope that we can be those people for others. So thank you for calling for your phone. I think we have some other people waiting.&lt;br /&gt;
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Carolyn: There is a lot of OK, I was just gonna say that, that, that um so true that we need to remember to give to make room in the church. And that um going to this journey has made me closer to God and, and uh helped me realize that each person is needed and you know, to, to, to stand on their own 2 ft.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yes, I love that. And that&#039;s something we can keep telling people too is that this journey isn&#039;t to be feared because it does increase our, I, I believe it increases our understanding of God and our love of God and our faith in God. So thank you so much Carolyn and I appreciate the call. You&#039;re welcome.&lt;br /&gt;
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Carolyn: Thank you. Bye bye, goodbye.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And I think next we have Mark on the phone and so, ok, Mark. Hi. Thanks for calling. Hi Michelle. How are you? I&#039;m good. How are you?&lt;br /&gt;
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Mark: I&#039;m doing very well. Hey, I just wanna thank you for all the research you&#039;ve done. It&#039;s been so valuable to us, especially your research and your four episodes on the temple. And after seeing the source material and all that you&#039;ve gone into, it&#039;s left me with no belief at all that there&#039;s any efficacy in the what goes on in the temple. And, you know, for a couple of years, uh as recently as six months ago, I had gone to the temple weekly. Those are the promises of blessings. I never really felt a lot. I just wanna get your impressions with all the research you&#039;ve done. Do you believe there&#039;s efficacy in the temple ordinances? Because for me, they&#039;ve just, they&#039;ve just turned to nothing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, that&#039;s such a good question. And I first want to just say I&#039;m sorry, like that&#039;s a painful, it&#039;s, it, it is challenging to have our perspectives change so much. So, I will tell you, I have wondered about and struggled with and prayed about the temple ordinances for many years. Um Maybe going on almost, well, about at least 17 years. And I, like, you have had periods of my time where I went weekly for often for, for many, many years at a time. And I will say this. I, so I always kind of wondered, I, I learned quite early on in my journey that the way I described it was that temple ordinances aren&#039;t a thing themselves. I kind of called them like a um what is the word? What is the wording that I used? My brain is drawing a blank. But iii I guess I&#039;ll just have to come up with new words. I, I thought that they were sort of a physical foreshadowing of actual spiritual events that we, that could happen. For example, baptism isn&#039;t actually the ordinance isn&#039;t actually where the power is, the ordinance is pointing us toward the baptism of fire that we can experience and coming through the veil into the presence of God isn&#039;t actually happening. In the temple. But it&#039;s pointing us toward that process that I believe the gospel is all about, which is coming into the presence of God and being sealed in the temple as a, you know, I was a 20 year old. Um I don&#039;t think that&#039;s actually where we are sealed by the Holy Spirit of promise, but I believe it points us to actual spiritual events that can occur, occur. Does that make sense? So for a long makes sense? Ok. So for a long time, I mean, oh no, no, I asked you a question. So for a long time, I looked at it through that lens and tried to learn everything I could sort of like, OK, if this is a symbolic road map, what things can I learn that can help me along this journey? And so in that sense, I um I still think that the temple has the same power that I thought it had before I did that research into the temple to point us toward the, the things that God has promised to bless us with as we follow along this path. And I also have found so I found power in the temple in those ways and truth and efficacy in the temple. I also, and I&#039;m sure you can relate to this. I&#039;ve had times in my life when I have found immense spiritual power in the temple, insight, um blessings, um peace, comfort and uh sorry in difficult times, I&#039;m still struggling with 2020 the the the temple, them taking the temple away is something that I still have not um made peace with, I guess I can say. But in general, I have had so many times where I loved going to the temple for additional spiritual power or answers or peace, whatever it may be. And I personally believe that God honors the faith of people, as I said in those temple episodes, right? I think my faith in that sacred space that is held sacred by so many people. And my attending there is, is answered by the Lord, right? So I still do believe um that the temple, if, if we look to it still in that way, it can still answer our faith, it can still answer that me, that end of its purpose. And, and so, so I, as I said, I still have not come. I, I stopped attending the temple as often as I used to. Um about the time they made the new series of Adam and Eve movies, they made, they made like three of them at the same time that didn&#039;t sit right with me. And I was trying to figure this all out for myself. So I haven&#039;t attended as frequently for the last several years, but I&#039;ve still gone. And then since the shutdowns, I&#039;ve only gone back. Uh honestly, I&#039;ve only gone back once and that&#039;s not necessarily intentional. It&#039;s, you know, I&#039;m I&#039;m open to going when I feel led to, but I haven&#039;t yet, but I, I am really happy that I have friends that are still going. So I guess, I guess I&#039;m saying all of this to just say, I personally do think that there is um use in the temple. And I think it&#039;s a personal individual journey. I like one of the things I kind of came to is to let, let my relationship with the temple be moderated with God instead of letting my relationship with God be moderated by the temples. I think we&#039;re kind of taught to do. Does that make sense? When I say that? Do you understand what I&#039;m saying?&lt;br /&gt;
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Mark: I, I do, I think one thing I&#039;ve learned in this journey is that we tend to apply spiritual um experiences to things we&#039;ve been taught, bring spiritual experiences when really it&#039;s our seeking God. And so we can be seeking God and we happen to be in the temple. Whereas if we&#039;ve been in, in the woods or taking a walk and had that same fortitude of seeking, we would have had the same experience. And so I think it&#039;s easy to, I don&#039;t wanna say be manipulated, but almost to fool yourself into thinking these things come because of this, when in essence, they come because we&#039;re seeking the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Lord. Yes. II, I think that faith and desire is the power, not the building. I agree with that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Mark: Yeah. And I guess just when you go back to the original endowment and you look at how it evolved with polygamy and um you know, wife putting another wife&#039;s hand in her husband&#039;s hand. I, I just the whole source of it and, and it was so powerful in your episodes of all these immaculate and amazing buildings that were built. Um And then when you go watch Mountain of the Lord, it&#039;s like it was the greatest religious edifices of all time. They spent 40 years to put this together when in essence, it had little value to them. They, they built so much and did so much. And so as you just see the full picture unfold, um the importance of it. So the early saints comes, becomes pretty clear that it really wasn&#039;t that important and it, it was just based on such a uh an unworthy um beginning of polygamy and, and you know, and it&#039;s just down to the, the navoo and the temple wasn&#039;t completed. And Joseph really didn&#039;t um restore all that he meant to restore because the temple was never completed anyway. I don&#039;t want to belabor. It leaves me very suspect that any of it is really came from God.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: 00, that&#039;s, oh, yeah. OK. I understand. I, this is how I kind of look at it like that first color where we talked about God knew this was all going to happen. This is uh you know, I&#039;ll show you my pers share my perspective. God knew this was all going to happen. And when I was having profound experiences in the temple, it wasn&#039;t any, the, the truth about the history of it wasn&#039;t any different than it is now. It&#039;s just me knowing. Right. And um and I do wanna say I have a slightly different perspective and maybe it, maybe it&#039;s since I&#039;ve recorded that episode. But I do think that um well, yeah, I, I don&#039;t think that Brigham Young prioritized the temple, but I tend to think that maybe it&#039;s because it was such a mess. The foundation was such a mess that he just washed his hands of it. You know, they didn&#039;t know what to do because they did have the endowment house and the Saint George temple anyway. So, so it&#039;s hard to know exactly what the mindset was there. But I guess for people this is, I guess where I am with it. I don&#039;t think that not going to the temple injures my relationship with God if I feel God is telling me not to go to the, if I, if I don&#039;t feel inspired by God to go to the temple. But I also feel like if I do feel inspired to go to the temple, then there may then spiritual experiences may, can await me there. Right. You&#039;re exactly right. Joseph was in a grove of trees when God, when God appeared to Joseph. Right? And I know that my husband and I both have had um heavenly manifestations and seen visitors in the temple. So, so I guess that&#039;s, I just, I just, I would encourage people to, to do what they feel inspired to do is the best I&#039;ve got. But thank you so much for the phone call. I appreciate it. Thank you. Yes, thank you. Oh, I thought we had another one waiting. Is that ok? Let me see if we have any chats coming in. I have people sharing chats with me. So let&#039;s see. Um, so this question is from, let&#039;s see, I&#039;m trying to find the one I have and I might have to come back to one if I missed it. So, here&#039;s a question that says Joseph Smith was a candidate for president other than the warning, other than the warning to Stephen Douglas. Is there anything written in credible sources in American history about Joseph&#039;s candidacy? And I have to say I am not an expert on that topic at all. So I would have to look and see. I&#039;m trying to remember. I&#039;ve read quite a bit of the, um, Warsaw signal and the single mode journal and I know they talk about Hiram&#039;s Senate race and I, I believe that those do say things about Joseph running for president. If I&#039;m recalling, someone can put in the chats if I&#039;m wrong because I haven&#039;t read them recently enough. And that wasn&#039;t the question I was asking but if I, if I recall correctly, I do think that there were um things about his presidency. So I, I didn&#039;t know that there that was up for. Um I didn&#039;t know if people, that people, that it was um at all what&#039;s controversial that Joseph ran for president. So that&#039;s not something that I&#039;ve known to um, to look into. I would be curious if um Alan, who asked this question is still in the chat. If he has a follow up to help me understand a little bit more. But, um, ok, let&#039;s go to Leon&#039;s question. Did you address in any of your episodes? A letter written by Maria Jane Woodward. She claims that Emma told her that she realized polygamy was from God and she was just jealous and needed to repent. Ok, so I have to say, um, one of the things I&#039;m nervous about is there are so many names and so many documents that I&#039;ve looked through that I don&#039;t have them all an instant recall. I do. I, I can definitely think of a letter that I&#039;m thinking that this is probably about, but I&#039;m not sure if it&#039;s Maria Jane Woodward. And so, um, so let&#039;s see. Um I&#039;m getting a message but I&#039;m not sure what I&#039;ve been told. So. 00, is there a follow up? Ok. Thank you. The letter is used by Brother Halverson on his podcast to show that Emma was trying. Oh, Em, I was sorry, was trying to come to terms with pulling me. Ok. Yeah, sorry. So, first of all, if I were going to be investigating this, which I&#039;m sure I will do now and I think I have read this in the past if I recall this letter was written much later again. Right. It was written many decades later. And I, if I&#039;m recalling, I think it was the husband that was involved and told his wife about it, right? Is it the husband that said he um saw Joseph washing his hands after helping one of his wives deliver a baby. Maybe I&#039;m getting the details, right? Maybe I&#039;m getting them wrong. But I do know that this letter was much later and I, this is what I think um I think that brother Halverson is great. I think that he like so many others starts with a desired narrative and then tries to find sources to fit into that narrative. And so I don&#039;t think that this letter would actually be that important if it didn&#039;t tell the story that he want to want, wanted told to me, it goes along with the claim that um that Emma inviting um Lewis vitamins, his, his her husband&#039;s mistress into her home and and raising the child showed that she had finally come to grips with polygamy. And that is something I adamantly object to. So I don&#039;t like how they use these sources to try to paint the version of Emma that they want painted and yet they&#039;re really dishonest about not including say William Clinton&#039;s journal. Like he doesn&#039;t talk about the claim of William Clayton that, that Emma was out of control screaming at Joseph in a carriage riding through town and he had to treat her roughly which to me sounds, I am vision that as a slap across the face, right? So if we&#039;re going to be using these sources to tell this narrative, we need to tell the true narrative and he needs to tell what they actually, that Brigham actually claims that Joseph, that Emma tried to murder Joseph multiple times trying to poison him twice. And that um that they taught that she pushed Eliza down the stairs, right? And that she was the most wicked woman in the on the w in the world in a fiend of hell. And so that&#039;s what bothers me about this um approach to the sources. I think that they are used. I sometimes get accused of cherry picking, which I just have to throw up my hands, hands and laugh. I think it&#039;s ridiculous because I think that&#039;s exactly what both of the other sides do, both the anti Mormons and the Mormons trying to find a better way to craft this narrative. The entire idea that God uh that Emma failed, failed her abrahamic test of allowing her husband to sleep with all of the 16 year olds in town, right? Like No, no. So I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m sorry that he found that letter and used it that way. I would love, I&#039;ve actually invited Jared Halverson on the show multiple times. I understand that. I think he&#039;s a BYU um professor employed by, employed by BYU. So I understand why he doesn&#039;t feel at liberty to come on or doesn&#039;t feel the desire to come on. But I would love to talk to him about these sources because I strongly object to the narrative and the way the sources are used. I don&#039;t think it&#039;s very honest. So am I taking another chat or did we have a phone call? Ok, let me go. Ok. So um oh, so let&#039;s see. Um Are you going to be diving into temple ceilings and their history and how the polygamy ceilings were done and how it compares for current practice? Oh, that&#039;s a really interesting question. Um I guess I hadn&#039;t thought about that specifically. So, so I, I do have my um research into temples was so vast that I ended up with. I think it&#039;s at least five future episodes that are on my list somewhere when I dive back into that. So II I am sure I will get back into ceilings at some point. So um ok, it looks like we have Terry on the phone. Hello, Terry.&lt;br /&gt;
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Teri: Hello. Hi, Jan. I just thank you so much.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: No, I was just gonna tell you if you have the computer or something outside to turn that down. So, yeah, go ahead. Oh, I&lt;br /&gt;
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Teri: totally did. Ok. Um, yeah, hi. Um, thank you so much for doing this. I just, um, I just couldn&#039;t like, sit here and listen to all of this and not call you up and just say to you thank you. And, um, this has just made such a huge difference in my life. Um, I just had to go through the biggest repentance process. I, I grew up in a family where my dad basically hated Joseph Smith and, um, thought he was gonna burn in hell next to Hitler because of polygamy. And, um, I sat through, yeah, I sat through a lot of, um, uh, kind of brainwashing type type sessions and, um, just, um, I don&#039;t know, my emotions about this topic have been so, like, it&#039;s like I had to shove them to the side for so long because, um, they just were too much, you know, and I just didn&#039;t understand how this all fits into God&#039;s plan. And, um, once I, um, listen to your first, I&#039;m sorry, I don&#039;t mean to get emotional, but once I listened to your first podcast that, um, it was actually the one with Jeremy Hoop. Um, and I just had this moment of thinking, oh, my gosh, like, um, this is so much different than what I thought. And, um, I just before I even continued finishing listening to it, I just got on my knees and plied to the Lord, like is this even an option? And um he just answered me just immediately and with such strength and love and I just, I mean, I don&#039;t understand how people in the world are so brave like you. Um but I just want you to know that um it&#039;s just been really important to me and anyhow now that I&#039;ve told you all of that, um I just wanted to ask the question, um how big of a, I just feel like all of my friends that are leaving the church, like they have all of these little French things that bother them, but just polygamy is just this huge divider and I just wanted to know your thoughts on that. Like, do you think that it&#039;s going to be one of the things that is just this massive dividing mind? I mean, we have to repent for how we&#039;ve talked about Joseph Smith, God&#039;s servant. You know, we, we as a people I really feel, I mean, I, I went through a, a week long repentance process just bawling my eyes out and feeling so terrible for how I have felt about Joseph Smith my whole life and um still believing that he was a prophet somehow. But, um you know, but, but just needing to repent deeply for how I felt about him and how much of a dividing line do you think this is gonna be for the church?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, that&#039;s ok. That&#039;s a good question. So I want to respond to a couple of things and then come back to that question. I think for me, I totally relate to the, the repentance necessary. I think, I think that when I, when people haven&#039;t experienced that yet, they might be confused by us talking about repentance just for not understanding something correctly. But I know exactly what you&#039;re talking about. And actually, the thing I felt like I needed to repent of was that I thought that of God, that I thought that God would be the author of this, right? That&#039;s where my like I relate completely to just like the desperate need to repent for having that perception. And then yes, and then I do very much relate to also having that be on Joseph. I, I will say see, that&#039;s one thing when you say that your dad was so anti Joseph. I, I actually like that your dad was able to say this was wrong, this is wrong. And, and so since it was wrong, I&#039;m not just going to say God did it right? Like I like, I, I think that&#039;s actually a better step than oh yeah, God, you know, the women can suffer. But if that&#039;s what God says, I think that&#039;s a terrible perspective. So anyway, so I really think that and I guess your question about polygamy being the dividing line, II, I just see so many divisive things in the church. You know, I see so many um big issues I will say, I think that polygamy is the big Joseph Smith issue. I know there are a lot of other things like horses in the book of Mormon and DNA evidence for the Lamanites and you know, the, the geographical questions and then the book of Abraham, there are lots of questions that people have about the church, but I really think polygamy is the big guns, right? So I do think in terms of wanting to have something against Joseph Smith, that&#039;s really what it comes down to. But II, I think as far as the church being divided, I can just see. Well, this is something I&#039;ve been thinking about a lot lately. Do you care if I go on a little sidetrack with your question?&lt;br /&gt;
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Teri: No, please. Are you kidding me?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, this is something that&#039;s really been on my mind lately. Like Joseph translated the book of Mormon, I believe he started in, well, well, he married Emma, I think in 1827 I believe he translated the book of Mormon in 1830. Someone can tell me if I&#039;m wrong on that. But um in 1830 as far as I&#039;m aware, there was no polygamy happening. I don&#039;t think he had any polygamy going on in his life or, you know, he was a newlywed with his wife and there were no polygamists in the church. And I don&#039;t think he&#039;d even been exposed to that idea and yet he included polygamy in the book of Mormon. Isn&#039;t that interesting? And, and this is something I find really fascinating, I guess I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll tell you the couple of thought processes that go together because when you ask about dividing issues in the church, I think that the LGBT issues are another huge dividing issue in the church. That&#039;s really tough. I think that in 2015 when they did that really unfortunate policy, I just saw the floodgates open and that&#039;s, that&#039;s when it felt like to me, just the massive exodus from the church, people who just were like, absolutely not, this is not acceptable. And so, and, and so as I thought about it, I&#039;ve been like, so if you, if you&#039;re very familiar with um like the Mormon and LGBT discussions, which I am since I have been um interested in that topic. Ever since the Lord, I felt like started teaching me about it. And then later on learning, I have gay Children. Um people are really quick to point out that the book of Mormon doesn&#039;t say anything about homosexuality explicitly, which I find fascinating. And so it&#039;s made me think with what a huge issue. Um LGBT things LGBT issues are in the church today and, and it really is just this huge challenge particularly to have to be same sex, attracted to be gay, whatever word people are comfortable with. We just don&#039;t have good answers for that at this point at all. Right, like, what do we tell our Children or people that are in that circumstance and want to be in the, like, we don&#039;t have good answers. And so I&#039;ve been like, why is there nothing in the book of Mormon about it? And, and I happen to believe that there is that there is information in the book of Mormon about that. But what I have found to be so interesting is I guess what&#039;s really been weighing on my mind is the immense hypocrisy of us as a church being so adamant to call out homosexuality as abomination and to come after that so hard harshly as we have done for the last, you know, several decades. While the one abomination, the book of Mormon calls out explicitly repeatedly and the most adamantly that one we keep, we embraced and we keep in our back pockets. Do, do you know what I&#039;m saying? Like, that&#039;s incredible to me. I&#039;m like, that&#039;s massively hypocritical of us to be like no polygamy. That&#039;s OK. God has it, but this is not OK. Right. I&#039;m like, wow. So I guess I guess what I see happening is just flat out abomination is the dividing line in the church, right? Like I just think that anything iii I think that all of these issues, I think that we as the church, we just the church. Um because because we weren&#039;t the ones that were alive and doing it. But the church has made itself very vulnerable to, um, like, like our stance on traditional marriage isn&#039;t bulletproof because of polygamy, right? Because we still embrace polygamy. So it&#039;s interesting to read, for example, the proclamation on the family keeping polygamy in mind and how the church has done that when they talk about how important it is to have God&#039;s established order of marriage and family in society to, you know, to prevent the destructions of the last days. Anyway. I, I, so I see that as a really interesting thing. I do think polygamy is the number one thing that leads people to come to believe that Joseph Smith was not who I happen to believe Joseph Smith was, you know, that he was a bad guy rather than a good guy. And I believe it&#039;s the number one issue that leads most people out of the church. Pretty much everyone I know who left leaves the church. Polygamy is in there somewhere, if not the main issue. And so, yeah, I think that I think we&#039;re in for interesting times and that all I know is that like, take the Lord as our guide and hold on tight, right? Like get ready for the ride.&lt;br /&gt;
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Teri: Yeah, and ask, I mean, for heaven&#039;s sake, just talk to God about it because he will answer you. It&#039;s amazing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I love. Thank you. Yes, I love that. You brought that back up because that. I think that that is exactly true God. I I and you are testifying of that. God is desperate to give us this information, right? God is so quick to answer this sincere question. If like I said in the last episode, if we&#039;re willing to ask the right question, if we&#039;re willing to even just ask God is polygamy of you, of, of, you know, is polygamy, righteous or wicked. I Yes. So thank you for coming on to tell people. Please please ask, ask that question. So I appreciate it. Thank you so much. Uh huh, bye bye, goodbye. Let&#039;s hear. Are we going back to chats for a minute? Ok. So let&#039;s see what I have. Um I have a question that says I&#039;m trying to figure out if tithing is what Jesus wants us to do. I don&#039;t feel good about paying any money to the church anymore. Oh, this is a hard one because this is something I haven&#039;t talked about yet on my channel. Um Yeah, I, I understand this. It&#039;s a really hard one. I um I don&#039;t know how much I feel inspired to say on this topic at this time. I do think it&#039;s important to listen um to the Lord&#039;s guidance on this and I think it&#039;s something that many of us can relate to. And um I will say I interviewed um rock Waterman a few weeks ago. He&#039;s great. He has a fantastic blog. And so I think he&#039;s done some work on this that I think is worth uh worth reading. And considering, I know that our um the church&#039;s history with tithing is very complicated and confusing. And I do believe that, you know, a lot of things tend to kind of ossify and solidify into a practice that we have now that, that we think it&#039;s always been this way and it must always be this way. But when we look at again into the historical sources, that just isn&#039;t the case. I know that when the 10% was begun, um the leaders told us they, they didn&#039;t want to do it and they said it would only be for a very short, short time until they got past this challenge that they, the financial challenge they had at the time. And so yeah, so I think that just like we were talking about with the temple, um tithing very much needs to be an individual, um an individual choice, with individual guidance. I will say that I believe that we have kind of come up with stories about tithing. If you pay your tithing, then you&#039;ll always have what you need. My testimony of that principle of that understanding of that principle has, has changed. And I really believe that if I understand that everything is the Lord&#039;s and the Lord has entrusted to me and my family, our stewardship. And if we seek to do what the Lord wants us to do that. Anything that happens to us will be for our good. Right. And so we may have difficult financial times. Um, we might have good financial times but I know that God is not, um, a financial investment vehicle. It&#039;s ii, I don&#039;t any longer think like, oh, pay your tithing because otherwise you might have financial problems. I think that that&#039;s kind of, um, another tradition that gets us to pay our tithing but maybe we&#039;re not even paying it for the right reason because we&#039;re paying it for financial blessings, right? So I think there&#039;s, yeah, I&#039;ll have to, I&#039;ll have to see when I feel free to talk openly and freely about typing in my perspective on typing. But um I can just say that I think it&#039;s a very valid question. And so um oh, there&#039;s another, there&#039;s another question about typing, I guess a couple of those are coming in right now. So let me get to this question. Why is the church only excommunicating those going along with their narrative? I&#039;m not sure. I understand that question. Why is the church only excommunicating those going along with their narrative? Because I don&#039;t think the church does tend to excommunicate people who go along with their narrative. So we&#039;ll try to get back to that question, see if it got written down wrong. And then um let&#039;s see. Are you planning an episode on Bishop Snow? Oh, I just finished Whitney Horn&#039;s book and was appalled at what happened and Brigham supported Snow&#039;s actions. So maybe we should just go ahead and talk about that a little bit right now. Right? Bishop Snow. Um I&#039;m trying to remember off the top of my head if he was in, I used to think he was in Cedar City. I mean, I&#039;m in Saint George, but as I read it more recently, he was either in Provo or maybe Cedar City. If someone remembers, they can remind me. But yeah, Bishop Snow, that is an awful story fits right in with the gruesome things that were happening in early Mormon, Mormon. So um so I don&#039;t know. Um maybe I&#039;ll just talk about it now. I haven&#039;t done the research so I probably won&#039;t do it justice. But from my recollection, from when I have studied this, Bishop Snow had his eye on a young one on a young girl he wanted to marry who had there, there was already a couple established, right? This, this young man and this young woman were fond of each other, I guess from the stories we get, the young man was a little bit wild, maybe not um fully righteous. I have my questions about if that&#039;s true or if that is kind of the lost boys um tendency happening. Oh, he&#039;s not righteous enough because I happen to want to marry that young woman. So I think that&#039;s worth investigating. And um he warned the young man to get out of town, the young man didn&#039;t. And so this is the bloody castration from what I understand. Bishop Snow got a little posse together, chase the young man out into the woods where they castrated him. And um, and the next day at church, Bishop Snow gave a terrible um sermon to the audience and showed them what happened when they disobeyed counsel and proceeded to nail that young man&#039;s um, what they had re removed from him to the wall as a very visceral reminder to the people of um what happened if you disobeyed counsel. And um it goes on from there. So I know I haven&#039;t done that justice. So, yes, it is something that I need to talk about further. I don&#039;t, I haven&#039;t dug in enough that I feel confident that I fully understand all of the implications and what might be credible. What might be less credible? I do think the story itself is credible from what I understand. And the that I mean, I, the horrible part, the whole thing is the horrible part, right? But it goes on from there to, to where Brigham Young was informed about what Bishop Snow was doing. And let me just say a bishop, Bishop Snow did this. This isn&#039;t the only thing he did, right? A bishop who would do this would be a nightmare in a million ways. And I think we do have more information about Bishop Snow. But when it was reported to Brigham Young if I&#039;m recalling correctly, I believe the quote was I feel to sustain him, which meant not only I leave him in his calling, but you know, it sounds like I sustain his actions. And so this is an important story. II I think, you know, I&#039;m hesitant to have it be blown out of proportion to have it be like there were castrations happening all over Utah and people, you know, like, I don&#039;t want it to be too. How can, how can that story possibly be overstated? Like I&#039;m, I&#039;m having this internal argument in my mind. This isn&#039;t the, this is, wasn&#039;t happening everywhere all the time, right? But it did happen and it was allowed to happen. And that tells us a lot about the culture about what was happening in Utah. I&#039;m really excited. I&#039;ll announce now I&#039;m um I have an upcoming interview scheduled with Cheryl and Dan Klute who were um on my podcast a while ago. They are a wonderful couple from the restoration branches who have been involved in research for many, many decades. I will say not just many years, but for decades. And um and I have an interview scheduled with them where they are going to talk to me about many of the stories of Bloody Utah and um you know, Bloody Brigham, Bloody Utah, what happened and people having to escape for their lives and some were successful and some were not So it was, I&#039;ll just say this theocracy is not a good thing. I&#039;m glad we are not living in bureaucracy. I think that early Utah is one of the times that um the rest of the nation had to save, save the saints from themselves. Right? Because there is just this dark spirit, this dark spirit of polygamy. And that&#039;s what I get concerned about and, and you&#039;ll hear me talking about this a bit in the future and some episodes that are coming up, but it seems to follow the same pattern and we see it in our day, someone just called talking about the day bells and we have the Barons and the lafferty and the early church leaders and story after story where there is this dark spirit that comes in, I believe, to destroy the restoration to taint it and take it sideways and sideline it and it seems to go polygamy and then, you know, unrighteous Dominion is a big huge part of it and it&#039;s polygamy and it always seems to descend into bloodiness, blood atonement seems to follow on its heels. I shouldn&#039;t say always, I don&#039;t think that always happens. I don&#039;t think all polygamists get bloody. So forgive me for misspeaking there. It has a tendency all too often to descend to this next level to this next step. And I think it&#039;s very concerning and that&#039;s part of why we need to be sp speaking about these issues because that spirit that comes in is the same spirit. And so, yeah, I think that&#039;s a really good question that we went on. So, let&#039;s see if I have another chat to answer. Um I&#039;m gonna have to look through and find where we are. Ok. Um Oh, this is a good question, Michelle. Do you think same sex unions will exist in the celestial kingdom? Ok. I can, I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve spoken about this to some extent and this again is just such a radioactive topic. And um it&#039;s so funny because, you know, you just take it from all sides. I it&#039;s, it&#039;s I get accused of everything. So um the last thing I want to do is hurt anybody and um make people&#039;s people who have had hard paths. It&#039;s hard to um experience homosexuality in the church. That&#039;s a hard, hard path. The last thing I wanna do is make that harder for anyone is to add any pain onto people who have already experienced pain in this area. So, um so anything I say, I don&#039;t want it to be experienced that way, um I believe to my core in the sanctity of marriage as God established it, I just believe that and, and studying polygamy has increased my testimony of that. Um So that, that is my belief. However, I will say I was given powerful answers about um for me about homosexuality many years ago, long before I knew I had gay Children. And um, and I still believe what the Lord taught me then. It&#039;s been interesting because even as I&#039;ve had gay Children, my views haven&#039;t changed. And I, what I believe and I won&#039;t, I should do a full episode on it at some point. But I guess I just kind of avoided it because it&#039;s, ah, it&#039;s a hard issue. I, um, what I believe is that marriage as established by God is between one man and one woman. And I believe that our gay Children and our gay brothers and sisters are God&#039;s perfect creations who God intentionally sent to earth for us in our day to help us learn more charity. I believe there were people who said here am I send me? And so I believe that my job in this life is to love my fellow man to the very best of my ability. And I&#039;m uncomfortable with questions about condoning and, you know, II, I understand them, but at the same time, I just don&#039;t think that that&#039;s what it&#039;s about because we cannot understand another person&#039;s experience if we haven&#039;t had it and if we don&#039;t share it. And so I, I just believe so strongly in, uh as I have tried my best to navigate this path imperfectly and it&#039;s always a challenge. And I, um I do my best and I, I have come to understand how desperately I need the Lord&#039;s constant guide guidance in these issues so that I can say the correct things, right? And so when I see all of the, when I see people calling me an LGBT advocate as if that, I just, just recently was called like LGBT activist, feminist blah, blah, blah, blah blah as if that&#039;s like this huge insult. And no, I&#039;m absolutely not an activist. But what I am is I hope an advocate for love for all of us being our best selves. And I believe that there will be people of all different experiences and all different um perceptions in Zion together because I believe Zion is a place where we don&#039;t contend and I don&#039;t think not, not contending means that we&#039;re all the same, right? And I don&#039;t, I do think that we tend to put homosexuality in this elevated status of sin where that we can, we can judge like even President U told us, don&#039;t judge people because they sin differently than you do, right? So even if we think that homosexuality is a sin, I&#039;ve made this comparison before. I believe that you know that um there are many things that are sins that are weaknesses if we want to. Uh I have no good words. I hate using the word sin. I hate using the word weakness. We all have different characteristics, right? And so I guarantee you that when I was busy with, with all of my Children homeschooling trying if, if someone who kept I&#039;ve used this example before. So if I&#039;m boring. You forgive me. I&#039;ll go to the call just a minute. But if, um, someone came into my house and they believed the cleanliness was next to Godliness and their house was immaculate. Right. And they saw my messy home, they would absolutely think I was lacking. Right. And their judgment of me would do nothing to help me or to serve me or to bless me. Right. Believe me, I had a struggle with that on my own. So I guess I feel the same way like uh God cannot look upon sin with the least degree of allowance, right? That means that people use that against gay people as if as if that applies to them instead of it applying to all of us. That means none of us are getting into heaven. So I guess if like am I gonna be in heaven if I still struggle to keep my house clean, right? Like all of these like we all fall short, we all miss the mark. We all need the atonement of Jesus Christ. And I am so thankful to know that the spirit is there and the Lord is there to guide people along their path. And my job is to love people. And so that&#039;s what I want to do. And that&#039;s why I don&#039;t tend to speak to this issue very often because I don&#039;t want my testimony of marriage has got established to get in my way of being able to love people who are the people who need my love the most. So that&#039;s the best I can do with that right now. We&#039;ll go ahead and take the next phone call. So John, hello. Thank you for calling.&lt;br /&gt;
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John: Oh, hello. Thank you so much for taking my call.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yes, I&#039;m glad you got through.&lt;br /&gt;
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John: Um I just wanted to say um a couple of things real quick, first of all, thank you so much for the uh work that you&#039;ve been doing on this topic and taking it head on. And, um it&#039;s been such a fascinating journey to follow you on um on this topic of polygamy. And, um, and I&#039;m a, I&#039;m a member of the church. I am actually in the process of coming back to the church. I would have been out uh for um a long time. I sort of turned my back on it uh when I was about 1819, right before I was supposed to go on my mission. I had to tell my dad I wasn&#039;t going and that was really tough. Um But I never had any ill feelings towards the church. It wasn&#039;t like a defiant move. It was just more of a, you know, I uh wanted to experience the world outside of the church and lost my faith and everything. And so I&#039;m in the process of coming back. Um And finding your podcast has been very helpful in reconciling some of the history that I think, uh, too many members, um, ignore, um, it&#039;s a part of our history and I think it&#039;s something we need to talk about. Um, and I just wanted, uh, perhaps to get a little advice from you on one thing. I, um, I&#039;m currently in a relationship with a beautiful young woman who is not a member of the church but she&#039;s very, uh, receptive to my beliefs and is interested in what I believe. But the topic of polygamy did come up and uh she, you know, she&#039;s very concerned about that aspect of the history, you know, and um and I, uh you know, my father was a faithful member his whole life and taught me a lot about our history and some of the, you know, not so proud moments of uh the LDS history. And so I was aware of Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy or at least, you know, what uh you know, his take on it was so we started having a conversation, but I felt, I felt compelled just to ask you how you would uh talk to a non member in your life who is very important to you. Um How you would broach the topic of polygamy and how to, I had a acclimate someone to our history.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So, so let me get a little bit more clarity. So she, she understands the history of polygamy in the church, but she&#039;s concerned is, is her concern that if you&#039;re in the church that you might be ok with polygamy or is she just?&lt;br /&gt;
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John: Yeah. So that was one of the, that was one of the issues which, of course I&#039;m not a polygamist but I&#039;m not, um, you know, I&#039;m not an advocate for polygamy. Um It&#039;s something that we don&#039;t practice and I&#039;m proud that we don&#039;t, um, she&#039;s concerned that because this is part of my identity and some, and, and I&#039;m proud of my religion now. And um coming back, she&#039;s concerned that perhaps some of my um she&#039;s concerned that some of the uh church history um might discount the entire uh validity of the religion if that makes sense. So she&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: she&#039;s wondering how you can be in this religion with this past. Is that part of it? Yeah. OK. Yeah. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s a really interesting question. I do think in terms of like um concerns about the church being polygamist, you know, it&#039;s pretty easy to explain that, you know, the church actually excommunicates polygamist. Yes, we do have a bit of a schizophrenic relationship with polygamy. But for the past, you know, 100 years, 100 plus years polygamists have all been excommunicated from the church. Um And, and President Hinckley has official, well, I guess as officially as it can be because it was on TV, has condemned and disavowed polygamy and said it&#039;s not doctrinal. So I think that we are in perfectly good standing to um to agree with him agree with the president of the church on that issue. And I guess for me that&#039;s an interesting, it, it does your, um, is, is she your girlfriend, is, does she have, um, a religious affiliation? So she,&lt;br /&gt;
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John: uh, she doesn&#039;t currently go to church but she was raised Catholic, um, with, with its own history, you know. I don&#039;t want to do a tit for tat, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. I, I don&#039;t think it&#039;s about tit for tat. I think it&#039;s about recognizing human nature and God&#039;s interaction with humankind, right? Because there is not a single group or organization or institution or country that has been around very long, that doesn&#039;t have its awful stains like America, you know, do we all need to disavow America and leave America because of, well, I mean, there&#039;s current stuff going on that&#039;s considered that&#039;s concerning, but that&#039;s worldwide, but like does the um extremely problematic history of America mean that we need to all say, oh, it&#039;s bad, right? Or can we look at it and go this aspirational brilliance of the founding principles of America are profound and incredible and our goal is to continue to live up to them. And that&#039;s how I feel about the restoration. What um Joseph Smith brought forward in the book of Mormon and in the understanding the true understanding of the nature of God and of God&#039;s desire and willingness to commune with God&#039;s Children, right? Our ability to experience God in these really profound ways is so exquisite and aspirational and profound that even if like we talked about in that first call, I&#039;m gonna keep referring to that. Even if some unhallowed hands tried to um to stop the work from progressing, they&#039;re not able to stop the work of God from progressing because each of us is here and has our own um discernment and our own moral agency to choose to follow God rather than false traditions, right? So I don&#039;t know if that&#039;s um helpful to um to your girlfriend. But I, that&#039;s what I like to focus on is like looking at the book of Mormon and the incredible insights in the book of Mormon and looking at the incredible sacrifices that did go in to the foundation of the church and the beautiful revelations and the understandings we have that are so easy to take for granted, right? And so so I guess I just think the good massively outweighs the bad and there&#039;s nothing without the bad, like even all of us in our families, right? None of us have perfect parents. So what we try to do is recognize the things that were not perfect, that were less than fortunate and try to do better in our own lives and be really thankful for the things that were so positive that maybe we&#039;ll get wrong because we just take them for granted, not recognize them. I, I think that it&#039;s the same story with our church. Um, that at least that&#039;s my approach to it. I don&#039;t know if that&#039;s helpful. Is that what you were asking?&lt;br /&gt;
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John: Well, it is, it is, it is helpful. I think that one thing that, um, has also been helpful and she&#039;s very busy. She&#039;s, uh, you know, she just took the bar exam. So, uh, you know, keep her in your prayers that she passes and, uh, becomes a&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: lawyer. My son&#039;s just about to graduate from law school so we&#039;ll trade prayers.&lt;br /&gt;
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John: Oh, yes, yes, for sure. But, uh, but yeah, II, I think that she, um, um, she is open to coming to church with me too, which I think would help uh in, in just showing that uh are, you know, you go to church and we talk about the gospel of Jesus Christ and that&#039;s where the focus should be for us. And, um, and so I hope that, uh, you know, we can move forward on, on what the faith is and what role it plays in our life today. Um And uh, yeah, and I also think that your podcast too, I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve encouraged her to listen to you. And because I think also it&#039;s very important for women to be involved in this conversation too. It&#039;s very difficult for, uh sometimes I feel as a man to, to uh talk about polygamy in a purely sort of historical academic sense and, and not able to empathize in the same way with the, the brave sisters who had to practice this. And, um, and so, um, I&#039;m, I&#039;m very grateful to you and in the work you do. And, uh, I, I hope that she&#039;ll, uh, she&#039;ll take me up on listening to your podcast because I think you&#039;ve done a really great job of putting a very human face on this issue, which we desperately need in the church. So, thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Thank you. Thank you and good luck on your continued courtship and on your journey back to the church, that is, it&#039;s kind of so refreshing to hear people coming back instead of going the other direction. So, thank you. I appreciate the call, John. So should I take another? Yeah, thank you. So, OK, I have a question from, oh Rick Hansen. So Rick, um my, we had talked about him coming on the podcast. So I&#039;ll be curious to see what he does. I&#039;m not welcome on his podcast because he will not Brook Polygamy deniers, but we actually are friends that have a good relationship, but I&#039;ve told him that he&#039;s welcome to come on my podcast just the same. But let&#039;s see. I&#039;m sure he has a great question here because he is a smart guy. Let&#039;s see. What are your thoughts on the antiquity and authenticity of the book of Abraham, including the controversial doctrines of plurality of gods and priesthood restrictions in the book of Abraham. So um this, I I hate to have to sort of, um I&#039;m not, I&#039;m not punting, but just, I have not dug into the book of Abraham adequately to feel like I have sort of the well grounding understanding of it that I have done of, for example, polygamy. So I&#039;m always a little bit hesitant. I will say that in my own life and my own studies, I&#039;ve had experiences with the book of Abraham, just like with the book of Moses, I&#039;ve had some profound insights. I&#039;ve also had some things that seem a little strange. Right. And I think it is interesting to know about the papyri and the funerary text and all of those questions. And yes, I, I mean, I&#039;m, I guess what I would say is I am aware of the issues, I&#039;m aware of the problems, but I haven&#039;t um become familiar with them to the point that I would feel confident, expressing a very well informed perspective. For me. It&#039;s not something that I&#039;m um it sounds wrong to put it, put things on the shelf because I don&#039;t believe in putting things on the shelf. It&#039;s something that I&#039;m willing to be a little bit patient about until I have the time and the focus to dig into it to the extent that I feel I would need to. And um and as I have um gone through all of these other issues because, you know, I just so everyone knows I have gone on my faith journey. I have been at the point of thinking that do I need to just throw it all out because it&#039;s all fake. And, you know, like when I got down to my bare bones of what do I absolutely know it to be true. When I got down to pretty much God is good. God exists and God is good. That&#039;s I got down to about there. That was the one thing I knew because I had experienced God too much to doubt that. And then I&#039;ve been rebuilding from there. And for me, the more I&#039;ve studied and delved into things, the more it has built my gratitude for the restoration and built my faith. And I do have just, I love the book of Mormon, right? And I, and I love um the Scriptures and I, I most of all love the ideas of the spirit of God being alive in all of our lives. And that&#039;s what I&#039;ve experienced. And I do love the idea of eternal families and um the way that I understand it and knowing that Joseph had a revelation on eternal marriage is um that, that is not that that&#039;s part of it was included in 132 but it&#039;s not 132. So I, I apologize. I will have to um wait to speak more helpfully on my opinions on the book of Abraham until I have delved into them more. I guess at this point. It&#039;s, again, it&#039;s not that I&#039;m keeping it on the shelf. It&#039;s just that I can only do so much at one time. Right. Isn&#039;t that true for all of us? And, um, and so I, so I cannot say for certain one way or the other, I have had also periods in my life where I kind of went with the not fully pro fully fallen prophet model, but maybe the David Whitmer model where Joseph was supposed to um um translate the book of woman. But that was all he was supposed to do and he started messing things up from there. I&#039;ve, you know, really, um I, I guess I&#039;ve kind of had all of these models for different periods and, and tried to find truth where I could. And um so this is one that I haven&#039;t fully answered for myself, any of those things could be the case. It could be. I, I don&#039;t want to offend anyone. Just, I guess what I&#039;m saying is, I don&#039;t know the answers yet and I&#039;m will willing to follow where the evidence leads me and where the spirit leads me. If, if Joseph um was totally mistaken about what these scrolls were and shouldn&#039;t have bought them and, and, you know, created an embarrassment for himself. Maybe that&#039;s, maybe that&#039;s what the story is. Um I&#039;ve heard some people say, and to me, I can just like, well, some people have said that they don&#039;t believe that Joseph was actually had any involvement in the book of Abraham. I&#039;m with that argument lands from right now about how, um, the idea that Joseph was never a polygamist used to land for me, like, oh, you know, I guess, I think of it in the same way as, like, I wonder if that&#039;s really based in strong evidence or just in kind of like some evidence and really wanting it to be true. right? And that&#039;s kind of what I used to think about um about polygamy deniers before I became one before I converted. So, um so I&#039;m, you know, that might be the case. It may be that we&#039;re actually wrong about the history and um you know, there and there&#039;s something else that Joseph was looking at or had or, you know, the idea that it was just a um what is it? I can&#039;t think of the term some of you who are more familiar with it will but, but the the scrolls he had were just a conduit to be able to receive revelation. So I, that&#039;s anyway, Rick, you&#039;re smarter than I am on that topic. I apologize. I can&#039;t answer it yet. So OK, let&#039;s go to our next question. It says, why don&#039;t we just follow the book of Mormon since it contains the fullness of the gospel, especially the message of Jesus when he ended the old law and gave us the new. Oh, and so I&#039;m guessing that this person has some specific ideas of what they um consider to be um the fullness of the book of Mormon that we would follow. And I think that everyone is free to do that. I, I do think, I think it&#039;s interesting that, oh, I won&#039;t remember off the top of my head. I&#039;ll have to look it up. Someone can tell me where in the book of Mormon, it says it contains much of the gos much of my gospel is what it says. And I think that&#039;s really interesting where it says in one place, it contains much of my gospel and then it also contains the fullness of the gospel, right? So there are some interesting things there. And I do think that um each of us following the book of Mormon, different things would stand out at us, different things would be prioritized, right? So I understand the need for there to be a structure and that there&#039;s always going to be disagreement in that. I, that&#039;s, that&#039;s one thing I just think it&#039;s very easy to criticize something and it&#039;s very difficult to build something and to maintain something, it&#039;s much easier, it&#039;s easier to tear things apart than it is to build and maintain them. And so, so I don&#039;t know what it would look like with everybody independently. Um following the book of Mormon without any kind of a structure we are supposed to gather together and meet together, right? And, and So we all like something grows out of that and I don&#039;t know what it looks like. So that&#039;s the best I can do is to say, I hope that we actually each are doing that. I hope we are following the book of Mormon to the best of our ability. And um I happen to personally believe I can follow the book of Mormon and be in the church and in and, and join in the church. I feel like it makes my journey um more effective and better. I like gathering and, and being inspired by other people&#039;s insights in the book of Mormon. I know we don&#039;t always do that perfectly in our lessons, but sometimes we do it so great. And so that&#039;s the best answer I have for that. So should I keep going on with questions? OK. So let&#039;s see. This next one is how can the Brigham LDS faction lay claim to any, any higher degree of legitimacy than any of the other splinter groups that formed after Joseph&#039;s murder? I think that is a fantastic question. I have to say as soon as I started engaging with people from other, um should we call them Mormon denominations? I don&#039;t, they don&#039;t call themselves Mormons. But I think John Hayek, when the first time he&#039;s great and I had him on the show and I hope he&#039;ll come on the show again the first time I talked to him. And um and you know, I kind of realized, I don&#039;t know anything about Jacob String and the string nights and then, you know, I, I mean, of course, knew some, something about the R LDS church, the community of Christ but, but um collaborating with people in the restoration branches and in the R the RLD, I&#039;m the community of Christ. I don&#039;t know that they hold on to that um promise of the one true church. The one with which I am well pleased verse like the other branches do. But I do think that that&#039;s a really interesting question and I tend to think you&#039;re right, like the way I look at it now is that God scattered seeds, right? Seeds of the restoration and that everybody has their part and it um comes back together like, like we bring them, we&#039;re, we&#039;re in the process of bringing them all back together now, which I think is beautiful. I have loved engaging with people in these different branches of the restoration. And I have thought it&#039;s fascinating to see how everyone clings to that scripture. Also, all of every single FFL, every single F LDS break off also grabs like now we&#039;re the one true and I&#039;m the new prophet and the only, right and the one and only. And so, so I think it&#039;s an interesting um dynamic that we all tend to do. And I, I for myself at this point, I&#039;m interpreting that scripture to just be like when I, when we are being led by God, then we are the true and living church. Right. I don&#039;t know. At this point I haven&#039;t made complete peace with the one and only idea that doesn&#039;t resonate with me. Well, and I don&#039;t know exactly what God meant by it and, or what Joseph Smith meant by it. So, I kind of set that aside for myself right now as I try to figure it out and just see God&#039;s fingerprint everywhere in every branch of the restoration. So, oh, it looks like we have. Um But oh, we have a super chat. Let&#039;s see. Did that come in? Let me scroll down. Oh, yes. Thank you. Oh, my goodness. Thank you so much. And I, I have seen, I&#039;ll call him Photo Chi Chico, I think, and I have seen your comments and thank you so much for your input into this podcast and make your many great comments. He says this is for your website. And this time I think Joseph Smith did practice polygamy and I appreciate your, at this time. I think Joseph Smith did practice polygamy and I appreciate research. Thank you so much for that donation. I appreciate it so much. And if I ever don&#039;t, I&#039;m not quick to say thank you. Please know that I do appreciate everyone who donates and contributes to this and keep, keep going, keep studying and we&#039;ll see what, where you go from there. So, ok, it looks like we do have Anne on the phone. Hello, Ann.&lt;br /&gt;
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Anne: Yeah. Hi. Hi, Michelle. This is Anne.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yes. Thank you for calling. Yes, I sure can. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Anne: Um, I wanted to tell you a little quick story of what happened to me. Um, I have always, I&#039;ve been, I was born in the church. I&#039;m polygamous ancestors. I&#039;m the six of seven girls who all believe that polygamy was just holy and wonderful. And so did my parents. I&#039;m 73 years old. And from the time I was 14 years old, I could not stand it. I had fights with my family over it. And I believe Joseph Smith was a prophet with all my heart. And I could not understand how he could know God and not know that polygamy was evil. I could not grapple with it one time I read section 132 and was hysterical enough that I had to have a priesthood blessing. And I went ahead and read it again after the blessing. I was in my bedroom reading it crying and calling out to God. Are you this way that this 132 talks about how could Joseph Smith have said it? I had never thought that he didn&#039;t write it. And so a, a knock came at my door and I went to answer the door and my son said, here, mom, somebody handed this to me and it was a pamphlet and with big bold yellow letters, it said there will be no polygamy in the celestial peut. It came to my door at the time I was reading and crying. This was years ago and I&#039;ve put it on this stuff. Since then, I had another time when I was wanting to know the answer and then I went online and I was looking at all the youtube channels and your face came up and the spirit said, here&#039;s your answer. And I said, what? After 60 years of praying to know the answer? Now, I&#039;ve got it. Yep. Here&#039;s your answer. And with your case, and I just wanna know if you&#039;re ever somewhere I&#039;m going to come and give you a big hug because you kept my testimony strong of Joseph Smith and to find out that he did not write 132. I&#039;ve read all those scriptures, I&#039;ve gone and studied all your podcasts. I know of all my heart that Joseph Smith revealed the restoration of the gospel and that Satan had to get his way in to try to destroy the church with polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And, and I cannot thank you enough for calling to tell me that those are incredible. I just&lt;br /&gt;
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Anne: wanted you to know that that happened to me. 60 years of praying. 60 years, I pray and pray and pray. And then the Lord said, here&#039;s your answer. I&#039;m like, what, after 60 years, you&#039;ve got my answer. Yeah. Listen to her. OK? Oh my goodness.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Can you believe? No, that&lt;br /&gt;
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Anne: was so like Ann Here is your answer.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That is amazing. Thank you so much. And I have to say, I&#039;m always amazed when I hear people who had so much more discernment than I had you. As a 14 year old saw the truth of this and knew that it was not, that it was not ok that this is not who God was. And so I think I um I just want to thank you for seeking for 60 years and staying in the church and staying in the patience as I was just talking with the book of Abraham, a willingness to be patient until the answers come with a confidence, knowing the answers will come. Thank you for exemplifying that for all of us. That is a&lt;br /&gt;
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Anne: gorgeous story. Thank you. Uh If you&#039;re ever somewhere and I can give you a hug. I&#039;m just dying to say thank you so much and I know that what you&#039;ve been teaching is true. I just know it with every uh uh as much as I know God lived. God has finally answered my prayer after 60 years. Thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Thank you, Ann. Thank you. Oh, I love you too. Thank you. OK. All right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Anne: Good bye bye.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. Thank oh OK. Pull myself together. That&#039;s um I just want you guys all to know. I know that sometimes um people accuse me of having like followers or a f you know, and I just, I just want to say that is not true. Um I feel incredibly privileged that the Lord has given me this opportunity. I spent years, decades of my mothering knowing there were things that was supposed to be doing, not knowing what it was. Just knowing I was supposed to be using my voice and my talent and my, the way my brain works to, to do something for God. And I didn&#039;t know what it was and I kept being told have another baby. You know, I would always pray. What am I? What do you want me to do? God? Because it, it was actually painful to know I was supposed to be doing something and to not be doing it. And um the Lord just kept telling me not yet, not yet. And I kept having the answer to have another baby baby. And um until finally, you know, like I feel like the elastic band was pulled so tight for so many years waiting to know what it was. I was supposed to be doing that now that um I&#039;ve been given that opportunity. I&#039;m sorry, I get a little tearful because it came at a high price, right? Like it&#039;s been a um some some challenges to enable me to be able to do this. But um I know that the Lord has given me this opportunity, but I know that people who are resonating with this with this message, it&#039;s not about me. It&#039;s about the Lord, it&#039;s about the Lord speaking to people&#039;s hearts. And I just get to be fortunate enough to be one of the voices um engaged in that process. And so II, I wanna thank you Anne and thank you for everybody else who is willing to hear this message from God, even though I happen to be the one saying it right now. Right? That&#039;s so anyway, so I, so everyone who wants to think I have followers. No, I don&#039;t, I just get, I just get to say some things that the Lord has taught me and given me the opportunity to say and people who are resonating them are following God because I&#039;m not leaving anybody anywhere. So thank you Ann for um praying for 60 years and for sharing that story with us. So OK, I have a chat from Gary Arnell, um who Gary I&#039;ve recently talked to him about coming on the podcast. I love his story and I love his spirit and the way that he engages is he&#039;s always a good example to me. So he said, I know you&#039;ve done two episodes already on the Novo expositor. Thank you. Have I only done two? I thought I&#039;ve done three so far. I think I&#039;ve done three. So I&#039;ll check someone can let us know um maybe you know, better than I do. Could you summarize your take on why it contains language so similar to Doctrine covenants? 132. Ok, great question. And yes, and I&#039;m so excited to do part four. It was part, I, I thought it was part four. Is it? Yeah, I think so. If I&#039;m wrong I&#039;ll correct it later. But um I, I was so excited to do part four of the on the expositor when I was also wanting to do the temple episodes and a lot of people were like, do the temple, do the temple. So I set the expositor um aside and I have so much more information that I&#039;m just dying to get out there. And so, um so I&#039;ll tell you really quickly, this is what I strongly believe after having searched through it a lot. And um I think I did talk about this quite a bit in my, in, in part number three, maybe you&#039;ll have to watch all three parts and see. And now that we have the transcript, you can just search it and see which part it did. But um or as soon as all of those transcripts are ready, but I think there is a lot of strong evidence that there were fake revelations going around. We know for a fact that, well, I, I shouldn&#039;t, I know for a fact, not that everyone agrees on this, but I don&#039;t know that everyone&#039;s looked into all of the evidence sufficiently. Um The apostles and the el I should say the elders, the elders, whoever they were, were going around claiming that Joseph had had this revelation, right? Long before they claim that 132 was even written down. They were claiming these revelations. Now keep in mind we do have all of that evidence in actual journals and letters. And um it&#039;s um more than that in England, right? In England. When um Hebrew C Kimball and Brigham Young and William Clayton were in England, they&#039;ve all left us tons of records which would should and would exist if Joseph had been involved. Right? So we know that all of this predating, even when they claim that Joseph started it or when Joseph taught any of them. And so, um so they were going around making these claims, which is why Joseph and Hyrum and Emma particularly Joseph and Hyrum had to constantly, almost daily say we are not saying this. We are not doing this. We are not telling anybody to do this. And if anybody ever tells you to do this, call them a liar, kick them out. They&#039;re not of us no matter if it&#039;s an apostle, a prophet God. If an angel comes down and tells you this, they are lying to you, they are false. And that&#039;s what, so that&#039;s how we have the evidence to know for a fact. And well, and there&#039;s more to it than that, but we know that Joseph and Hiram were constantly fighting against this and people were constantly claiming no, Joseph and Hiram said this, we know that William Bennett was doing that right? All of the women that came and testified, Catherine, oh, I won&#039;t remember her name right now, but that testified about Chauncey Higby and Francis Higby. And that they were saying Joseph said that I can do this. Joseph said this is what it is. They were all saying, Joseph said, Joseph said right. And so I think it is not. Well, well, so a couple of other things that people just fail to recognize William Law himself, who was the one who created the novel Expositor. And he and his wife are two of the test. Um The two who wrote the affidavits, he himself said the document he saw was only three pages long. I think he was lying about Hiram bringing him a, a um document on, on um polygamy. We do know, I think that the evidence is solid to show that Joseph Smith did receive a revelation on eternal marriage. And I&#039;ve spoken about this before he taught about it on July 16th 1843 4 days after he supposedly had the um polygamy revelation or, or had it written down. And I, I, so the fact that he taught it then makes me think that it was around that time, he could have received it because that&#039;s the first time I&#039;ve seen him teaching about being married in view of eternity. And that he um was reading about Luke chapter 20. I&#039;m, I&#039;m gonna get it wrong. But about when the sad just were challenging him about, um, if, you know, if a woman had seven husbands and, um, and somehow that got turned into polygamy, that&#039;s weird polygyny where a man has to have seven wives, right? So we have him teaching plural, I uh not plural. We have him teaching. So, um eternal marriage that day. And then Hiram, we have him teaching eternal marriage on April 8th, 1844 at the, you know, the magical disappearing Hyrum speech where the JSP the Joseph Smith papers now has only the edited version, not the Thomas Bullock version of um notes. And then we have in the June 8th and 10th City Council meet minutes, we have Joseph and Hyrum both again, affirming exactly what they taught in both of those circumstances. It, it, it goes together perfectly. So there was, I believe this um revelation, James Whitehead who was Joseph Scribe, who did not come west with the saints, but who testified in the temple lot trial said that the revelation that he saw in winter quarters, he saw the true love revelation on eternal marriage. He said, and he said it was three pages long about three pages long. And we also know that William Law claims that whatever revelation he saw that he claimed to see was three pages long. So I think it&#039;s possible. Um Jeremy and Hope and I have talked about this quite a bit and batted forth, back and forth ideas. I think it&#039;s possible that Hyrum was maybe showing this revelation on eternal marriage. And so maybe that&#039;s how his name got that got um, mixed up with it because everyone was claiming he was showing them the revelation. I don&#039;t know. I&#039;m just trying to come up with possibilities at this point. What I do strongly believe is that we had, we know, well, I, I feel like I can say, I know there is strong enough evidence to say that at this point, it should be factual that there was this true, this true revelation from Joseph Smith on eternal marriage. And then I happened to think there were some fraudulent revelations that either people either said they existed. So, I mean, people were saying they existed. So I think it&#039;s possible that they did exist. And if you look at section 132 and if you look at the Novo Expositor, first of all, things from the novel Expositor and this is, this is part of what I&#039;ll get into, in part for the affidavits, the claim that Hiram read it to the City Council, which I&#039;m sorry, should be laughable for everybody that like it&#039;s so that&#039;s such a bad claim and yet it&#039;s universally accepted. So we&#039;ll go into that a little bit more and the supposed similarities between um these affidavits and Section 132 I think a couple of things that are really important to recognize that we&#039;ll get into are the motives that Austin tells had that um, the laws had and also what&#039;s even more important than, than what is written is what is not written, what they failed to say. So that&#039;s all very, um, very telling, very informative and very important to get into. And so the similarities I, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll hurry and finish this. I just have so much said, I&#039;m sad that I haven&#039;t done this episode yet, but the similarities are really particular. Nothing from the affidavits applies to anything that comes from the true revelation, any of those verses that are actually about eternal marriage that are all universally monogamous, right? We can go through and point out what is likely true and what is false and anything they say only aligns with the false parts. So it&#039;s like, yeah, there were fake polygamy revelations going around. So what? And they got conglomerated into 132. Exactly. That&#039;s exactly what we believe happened. It makes perfect sense, right? And so that story works out perfectly and explains all of this evidence far better than any other explanation does at the time. So I&#039;ll get into those details a little more. It&#039;s also good to recognize that the um the the claims that are made in the Novo expositor are actually like whatever, whatever revelation they may or may not have seen or that was going around um is everything was changed and flipped on its head, right? And so the, the parallels are, I think less interesting than the differences and I, I, I&#039;m excited to get into that more. So, thanks for that great question, Gary. And then, ok, we have Andrew on the phone. Hello, Andrew. Thank you for calling.&lt;br /&gt;
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Andrew: Oh, hey, how&#039;s it going? Good. How are you? It&#039;s funny. It&#039;s a little bit off. It&#039;s, it&#039;s a little bit off. I&#039;m watching the youtube and a few seconds behind. So I was kind of surprised to hear you like that. But anyway, uh first off, congrats on uh all the subscribers so quickly, I&#039;ve watched the channel grow from 7000 to almost 17,000. So that&#039;s awesome. Thank you. Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: If everyone hasn&#039;t subscribed, please go ahead and subscribe because it really does help us be taken more seriously. So, thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Andrew: Yeah. And I admire the passion. I&#039;ve been a lifelong member myself. You know, a lot more than I do. I haven&#039;t gotten through all your videos yet and I&#039;m just uh fascinated and impressed with what you&#039;ve been able to find. I didn&#039;t even know about section 101. But here&#039;s just a, just one question. And uh what would it take for you or what findings or series of findings would it take to say? Wow. I think Joseph Smith really was a polygamist. I&#039;ve asked the same thing the opposite way to uh I got like a message I didn&#039;t get back to, but Brian Hills what would it take for Brian Hills to think that Joseph Smith wasn&#039;t a polygamist. I&#039;m just kind of turning it around. What would it take for you to be like? Hm. Hey, looks like the research is a little bit wrong. He was indeed a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, that&#039;s a great question. So I, I can answer it pretty easily. First of all, I always believe Joseph was a polygamist. Right. That&#039;s where, that&#039;s my come from. That&#039;s what I believe forever. And so, so it took evidence to shift my perspective and I, and we both e it took a lot of evidence and to shift my perspective. And then it took us some profound spiritual experiences to make me speak out against it out about it because that was a hard step to take. Um I will say this if there were a child game over, right? We would know at the very least infidelity or full blow polygamy, however you interpret it. Um So that would be done if there were a letter um from Joseph to one of his wives. Um That, that was not uh like we have the Whitney revelation, which is a known forgery. We have like we have several things that claim to be something and we&#039;ve revealed, we&#039;ve shown them all to be forgery. So for me, this point, it&#039;s like everything that I thought existed has actually gone. I I thought this was evidence of Joseph&#039;s polygamy, but it&#039;s become evidence of this conspiracy. Right. I know they call it a conspiracy theorist, but it&#039;s a conspiracy. Either way. Either they were either Joseph and everyone was lying or Brigham and everyone was lying. Right. It&#039;s the same thing either way. So, so at this point, um, II, I don&#039;t know what more information is out there. What more we could find if there were a child game over done. Yes, Joseph was, Joseph was not faithful to Emma, right? And then yeah, any contemporaneous evidence that is um not, not more effectively explained as a later fraudulent claim or a misrepresentation, the way that they misrepresent, for example and explain away Jacob 230 you know, like so, so it would actually be pretty easy to show that Joseph was a polygamist. If there were any actual evidence for it, I will say that things what they actually used to base this on like um John Bennett&#039;s claims, that&#039;s not good evidence. The, the um the fact that the um ceilings had to be redone in 1846. And I will say I&#039;m, I&#039;m someone asked earlier about ceilings. That&#039;s been an interesting journey because I&#039;ve been looking for those ceiling records. I thought I had seen it, but I&#039;d only seen the Navoo Endowment records and I um the actual um original ceiling records. I don&#039;t think those are available for us to see the, the proxy ceilings where they had to seal Joseph to his wives after his death, the founder of the rest, I mean, the, you know, the dispensation head who restored all of the keys didn&#039;t have the keys to do his own ceilings. He had to rely on proxy work. How does that make any sense at all? Right. And I, I am going to be doing an episode coming forward on the wives and the ceilings because it&#039;s fascinating to get into. So, yeah, so pretty much anything that were actual evidence would convince me if the problem is there just isn&#039;t any and the more I, the more I&#039;ve looked into it, the more I&#039;ve seen that there just isn&#039;t any. And so it&#039;d be pretty easy to convince me if there were evidence. II, I will, you know, at this point, it would be a little bit tougher just because I&#039;ve seen so much fraud that I&#039;d be like, ok, what is this? Really? Let&#039;s look and see. I&#039;d be a little suspicious of it at this point. But if it showed to be valid evidence, this truly is Joseph Smith&#039;s DNA. This is Joseph Smith&#039;s child. I&#039;d be like, ok, weird. Let&#039;s re figure that, you know. So, is that a good answer? Does that answer your question?&lt;br /&gt;
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Andrew: Yeah, absolutely. And I admire your courage to go against mainstream scholarship, mainstream at this point anyhow, even in the church. And I, I really, really hope it&#039;ll be taken. Well, I think it should be taken well, but I also believe the church is as an active member myself. I also believe the church is unjustly silence members with dissenting opinions even if they were right. So I hope that won&#039;t be the case in the future as you grow in fame and not, well, not fame but uh popularity, I guess with extra subscribers. So.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, I I appreciate that so too. Thank you. Thank you so much and thank you for the call. I appreciate it. So, are we back at the chat? Ok, let&#039;s see. So, um where are we? Ok. I have a couple of questions about what are my thoughts on different church practices? I guess we could call them, someone&#039;s asking about baptism for the dead and someone&#039;s asking about the word of wisdom. And so um let&#039;s see, can I give some quick answers to those? I tend, I tend to be a long talker. I have a lot to say on every topic if you haven&#039;t noticed. So I thought a lot about baptisms for the dead. Um I have my own personal questions and I&#039;m, I&#039;m sometimes I have to let you know like I just ask questions and think about them and study them out until I get answers. So when I tell you a question, I&#039;m thinking about it doesn&#039;t mean I&#039;m throwing something out or that I&#039;m claiming it&#039;s wrong. I just, I haven&#039;t yet solved that for myself. If that makes sense or the Lord hasn&#039;t given me insight into it. So, baptism for the dead is sort of in that category because I mean, it absolutely was taught by Joseph. No question about that. So, you know, um, but it doesn&#039;t fully make sense to me at this point, depending on what baptism is, I guess, because it seems to me as I&#039;m thinking about it now that baptism is sort of an ordinance for the flesh, right? It&#039;s, it&#039;s not so much to fulfill some my understanding right now, as I think about it again, I need to keep saying that I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know if baptism is like a check that celestial box or if it&#039;s a gift to us, an opportunity for us in this earth to help us um under like connect more to the divine, right? That it&#039;s a physical ordinance that we do in our physical body. And, and so it seems like it should be something that is for us in this earth. And when, if we&#039;re not existing in this earth, do we need it? I guess is my question. And I know that that Jesus was baptized to fulfill all righteousness. But I still don&#039;t, I&#039;m not convinced that like I&#039;m, I&#039;m wondering if there could be some idea that it&#039;s sort of um kind of that Catholic or Protestant idea that anyone, any child that&#039;s unbaptized is in hell or, you know, so I, I need to study it out more and people might be going crazy because they know way more about this than I do or they have had more answers or better answers or different answers. So I&#039;m just telling you where I&#039;m in the journey and I&#039;m sure that anyone who thinks I&#039;m completely wrong will let me know. So, so feel free to do so. But, um, I do believe that there are, I mean, I&#039;m totally, um, aware that there are things I don&#039;t yet understand about it and I guess that&#039;s what I say. There are things I don&#039;t yet understand about it. I haven&#039;t made sense of it for myself about how it fits in or why it would be necessary. And, and it also did introduce a lot of um confusion into the church, you know, that they had to redo it because they weren&#039;t keeping records, right? And everyone was, I, I can see the possibility that it grew out of that time because there was so much death. So many people had lost so many loved ones that they um and if they believed baptism was you, you know, necessary for them after they had died. II, I can see different possibilities just like I said before with the book of Abraham. I like, I don&#039;t know yet. I haven&#039;t settled that one for myself. So, so I um that&#039;s still in the like to be dealt with category, I&#039;ll figure it out at some point or the Lord will let me know what I need to know about it. Um So what are your thoughts on the word of wisdom? Oh, that&#039;s an interesting one. I happen to like section Oh my gosh, my brain just died. Is it section 86? 89? Thank you. I have an ex bishop sitting here with an ex bishop, a past bishop, a previous bishop sitting here with me who can tell me exactly what section it is. And um I think that um I like section 89 II, I love reading it. I like that it&#039;s given as a um why am I drawing a blank? Um It&#039;s basically like good advice, not a commandment, right? Whatever the word is given by way of, yes, a principle with the promise, see, push ups are really useful. Thank you. But um and so so I like reading it. I think it my, my perspective on it. This is how I&#039;ve kind of thought about it in the past and I haven&#039;t thought about it recently enough to know this is if this is exactly how I think about it now. But that um if we are God&#039;s instruments, if we are instruments in God&#039;s hands, then it&#039;s useful for God to keep us sharpened, right? To help us be as useful as possible for as, as effectively as possible for as long as possible. And if God is telling us, hey, this is how you can live your most helpful life that brings you. Um I, I think that physical health is also often connected with spiritual health. You know, I think that eating things that aren&#039;t good for us can get, get us fuzzy both physically and spiritually as well as emotionally. You know, we&#039;re all so our bodies are so connected to our spirits and to our minds. And um and so I tend to think that there is a lot of value in asking, I guess the main core that I love about it is the principle that God cares how we take care of ourselves. And that God is willing to um reveal to us how to take care of ourselves. I know that I have received some answers um about how I eat that and, and I&#039;ve been empowered to make some really difficult changes. Um several years ago in the way that I eat, I was massive sugar addict my entire life. I&#039;ve always been massively into food storage and I always made sure that I had plenty of sugar and plenty of chocolate chips because if, if I couldn&#039;t have chocolate chips, chocolate chip cookies, the world was ended anyway and it did nothing else matters. That&#039;s how addicted I&#039;ve always been. So, so um it&#039;s been a big change for me, but I can say, um it has affected me in every avenue of my life, physical and also spiritual. And so so I do think that um and I really have been led by the Lord and how I should eat, how I should approach food. I, I&#039;m still working on how I should sleep. That&#039;s a struggle for me. I&#039;m not a good sleeper and I&#039;m always struggling with that. But so I guess that&#039;s my opinion of it is that we each have the opportunity to understand the principle taught to us in the word of wisdom is to trust God to direct us how to best take care of our, of ourselves. And then yes, of course, I know that it was never meant to be a commandment, right? So again, we get our false traditions and I, in my opinion, our traditions that get handed down to us and get ossified and become regimented rules. And I think that that&#039;s somewhat unfortunate, especially knowing, you know, we had past leaders of the church that like that hurts people&#039;s testimonies. I, we&#039;ve seen the um what were the, the missionary videos they made? And the missionary just was like embarrassed himself by saying, saying that Jesus drank grape juice, not wine and turned the water into grape juice, not wine, right? Like we just get ourselves into weird problems when we make rules that don&#039;t need to be rules. But since I am an active believing member of the church, I keep the word of wisdom as it is currently defined. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s my feeling on that. So did we have a call or am I still doing? Ok, let&#039;s see, I keep seeing, I, I&#039;m getting mixed signals from my, um, let&#039;s see what episode has been the most fun. What episode has been the most spiritual? Oh, I don&#039;t know that I can remember all. What is it? 100 7 off the top of my head. I can tell some that have really stood out to me. Um The episode on Emma was life changing for me that um that was a profound one I loved doing the episode on Emma. That is, that is the episode where I learned that Joseph was not a polygamist. Um And I learned more things about Emma and um yeah, had some experiences. So I love that one. I um let&#039;s see what I&#039;ve had so many that are so fun. Um So that&#039;s a great question. I&#039;m gonna have to think about it a little bit more. But um I can tell you some that weren&#039;t the best, but maybe I&#039;ll save that. I&#039;ve had. I, I, and I have so many interviews that I wish I could go back and do over now that I know a lot more and I have hopefully improved my interviewing style. I&#039;m sure I&#039;m still not perfect and, you know, but um but in general, I have a lot of episodes that I&#039;m like, oh, I like that one. I like that one. I like that one and I&#039;ve mostly gotten over the like feminine problem of being able to see myself on camera without cringing. So that&#039;s good guys. Do a podcast, do 100 2 hour episodes and you&#039;ll get a little bit better about seeing yourself on camera. Ok. It looks like we have a phone call and it&#039;s Andy. Is that right? Hello, Andy.&lt;br /&gt;
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Andy: Hi, Michelle, how are you doing? Good. How&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: are you?&lt;br /&gt;
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Andy: Good. Thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Go ahead. What can, what can I talk to you about? Yep, I&#039;m here.&lt;br /&gt;
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Andy: Oh,&lt;br /&gt;
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Andy: so I, I had a comment and that is that, you know, when I was young, I always thought I was gonna meet one woman and get married and get sealed in the temple and everything was gonna be wonderful. But here I am, uh I am sealed the three women. Uh my, my first wife and I were divorced, my second wife died of cancer and now I&#039;m married again and I always just took for granted that that was not going to be a problem that, uh I, I guess I kind of believed the, um I believe the thread of, of that, that the total marriage was just an eternal thing. But my current wife and I have been doing a lot of studying together. She listens to your channel and we&#039;ve been doing a lot of studying together and as I have actually pondered this as I&#039;ve actually taken the time to ponder it and just think about it and to dive into it and to pray about it. I, I have come to the conclusion that I do not believe that plural marriage is a thing. I just, just the common sense of it. Just the, just the heart of the matter. It just doesn&#039;t, it&#039;s not something I want, I don&#039;t want to be sealed to three women eternally. I don&#039;t want it. And yet here I am sealed to three women. It, it just doesn&#039;t ring true to me in my, in my heart. You know, as I, as my wife and I are trying to uh establish Zion in our own home, Zion is one heart and one mind, not one heart and not that three hearts and three minds. It&#039;s one man and one woman. It&#039;s, it&#039;s always about oneness and so I, I just have come now I&#039;m gonna be honest with you, I don&#039;t agree with everything you say, but I just, but and I don&#039;t agree with everything you say, especially about uh different topics. But on this topic just coming from me as a man who sealed to three women, it just doesn&#039;t feel right. It doesn&#039;t sound right. It doesn&#039;t smell right. It doesn&#039;t taste right to me. I am trying to build Zion with one woman, one heart and one mind forever. And I just just don&#039;t feel that uh and, and I, and I reserve the right to be wrong, but I just don&#039;t feel that three women and one man is just right and I don&#039;t think it&#039;s righteous I don&#039;t think it&#039;s holiness. I don&#039;t want to believe in a God who&#039;s got multiple wives. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, that&#039;s my thought that that&#039;s what I want to share with&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: you. Thank you so much. That is profound coming from you, from your perspective, that takes immense humility and clarity to say, even though this is my situation, this is what I believe. And I think, I think it&#039;s interesting because like on the other side of things we&#039;re always just taught just trust, trust God, right? And I do think there&#039;s truth to that when it in the, in the way that you&#039;re talking about it. And like, ok, I&#039;m in this situation and yet I have learned this truth. So I&#039;m just gonna trust God that it&#039;s gonna work out somehow, just like women in your position do, right? Who have been married to multiple men. And so I really appreciate you sharing that and having just the clarity and humility to be, be willing both to come to that conclusion and to call and tell us that. So, thank you so much. I really appreciate it, Andy. All right. Thank you. Bye. So we&#039;ll go to now Patricia. Um Have you ever considered that the daughters of Zion talked about in Second I 13 are the different branches of the restoration. Ok. Apparently I&#039;m gonna be doing some reading in Second Nephi 13 to um to, I guess, oh, are we talking about, is this sec? Is this, um, Isaiah 41. Yeah, I think isn&#039;t second Nephi 13 1 the same. I, I could look that up really quickly. So, our different branches of the restoration. That&#039;s a really interesting thought. The seven women that take hold of one man as I&#039;m assuming what that is talking about. Um, I haven&#039;t thought about that at this point yet. Um That&#039;s interesting. I will think about it. I&#039;ve usually generally connected it more with the seven churches that are spoken of in um Revelation, the Book of Revelation. So, um, so yeah, that&#039;ll, that&#039;ll be something that I will consider further and you know, if you have more insights of that on that, feel free to um to send those in. And so, oh, it looks like we have another call before I take another chat and it looks like we have Braden on. Is that right? I guess we&#039;re just taking one second to get it set up. So, while we&#039;re getting that, I guess the phone&#039;s being a little funny. So let me keep going with another chat. Are we ready? Ok, Braden. Hello, Braden. Are you still there? Oh, it sounds like maybe we lost him. So, ok, I&#039;ll go ahead to this next chat. We&#039;ll see if we can get him back. So, um let&#039;s see what this question is to be sent, greeting, not by commandment. Oh, someone is sending, somebody is sending me um the word of wisdom. Thank you. I appreciate that. So, here is a question. Oh Michael Ellis, he and I have gone back and forth for many years. He was actually in my um initial polygamy discussion group. Clear back in 2016, I think it&#039;s 2015, 2016. So he said if poly polygyny, he likes to say polygyny is, if polygyny is an abomination, who would God command um who would God command the Hagar to live in and an abomination? So I think we might have some typos as that came through to me. So let&#039;s see. Um So I guess the question is if poly polygyny, that&#039;s so, so just to get our term straight, polygamy is the broad umbrella term, right? For anyone who isn&#039;t familiar with this of multiple, like either men being married to multiple women or multiple women being married to, to um one moment being married to a multiple men. I think my brain is starting to go. We probably should start start getting ready to wrap up. But oh, I want to thank um M Sandberg for the Super Chat. Thank you so much. I really appreciate it. Um That means a lot. And so anyway, so we have polygamy. That&#039;s the broad umbrella turn, right? And we have polyamory, that&#039;s a woman with several husbands and we have polygyny and that&#039;s a man with several wives. So I think that Michael has asked this question before and I think he&#039;s asking that um because God told Hagar to go back. And so therefore, polygamy must be of God. That&#039;s not a, um, that&#039;s not at all an argument that I find to be compelling because God often can give us counsel. That&#039;s the best for us to do in our circumstances. Right. And that&#039;s what I believe was most likely the situation with Hagar, that was the best option for her in the circumstances that she was in. And I think that with all of the massive evidence that there is of God&#039;s only commanding monogamy, I think that that&#039;s a pretty weak, um, argument, argument in, um, to try to, to try to object to that. So anyway, I&#039;m sure I could do better with that answer at another time when my brain isn&#039;t so frightened when I didn&#039;t just get thrown completely off course by some psycho out there. But who called in. But, um, anyway, I&#039;m Michael. I&#039;m sure we will continue to go to go back and forth on some of these issues. So, oh, we have Braden calling back. Ok. Hello, Braden.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brayden: Hi Michelle. Thank you for taking my call. Yes,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brayden: Uh Well, I&lt;br /&gt;
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Brayden: wanted to just thank you for being brave enough to take on these topics. The waters are murky in polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yes, they are.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brayden: And it seems to go on and on. I think, uh part of your show has really allowed me to ask questions. Um, in fact, I&#039;ve asked questions of my family members who are closer to his polygamy and to try to examine the fruits of, of the practice. And I haven&#039;t found any good ones. Um, at this point, a lot of heartache, sadness, um, weird things, you know, it goes from just the easy things to talk about the things that are really, really difficult and, and I think, um, what you&#039;re doing is, is bringing to light that, um, an issue that we have imbalanced the, the importance of male and female and we&#039;re hurting because of it and uh we&#039;re more powerful as men and women together. Um Equal partners help meet um created like you said, um the way that the way that God did put us together in the garden and one man, one woman, that&#039;s, that&#039;s where power is. Do you wanna talk maybe just a little bit about that male female balance.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: 00 You want some of my insights on that? Um Yeah, absolutely. Yeah. And I, I&#039;m sure I could do better. This is, this is gonna be our last call. So we&#039;re, we&#039;re about ready to wrap up. So um I have a lot of thoughts that if I, I know I&#039;m gonna hang up from this and go, oh I didn&#039;t say that and I didn&#039;t say that, but I do think that there is this perfect union, this perfect union, right? That, that becomes one. And I think that um I, I just, I think that there is so much symbolism on every single level. I think even the temple, one thing when I, you know, when I did go to the Temples Weekly and I just found the symbolism for me at that point and the temples will share it in case it&#039;s useful to anyone. I just thought even the temple testifies of this union of male and female because the external of the temple I had, you know, my, my thoughts at that time is the male that faces the wor world and keeps the in, you know, protects and keeps the inside sacred with the power, the symbol of power pointing to heaven. That&#039;s a masculine symbol, right? And then the inside of the temple, the womb where we go through the veil where we do sort of metamorphose me metamorphic. I said that word wrong. We go through metamorphosis in our spiritual journey to be born again and to come back into the presence of God just like we were born into this earth. I I think that there is so much that testifies just like I was talking about, was it on this e was it on in this conversation? But um I think it was in a different conversation but the moon and the sun, right? That are exactly the same size in the sky. So that when there&#039;s a perfect eclipse, we we can see the just like that&#039;s how we&#039;ve learned about the sun is because we can just see the very little edge of it when the moon is perfectly on top of it. And the moon that&#039;s on a monthly cycle that symbolizes the female, right? And the sun that&#039;s on a yearly cycle that symbolizes the male and how they interact with one another. And just, I think all things testify of this perfect unity that works together in such a beautiful way. I ha I think I was talking about the moon and the sun because someone um left a message that said like, yeah, of course, you&#039;re wrong. Um Like this is all nonsense. There&#039;s one sun and nine planets that orbit it. You know, I&#039;m like, oh my goodness, what is, what is still we, we have the moon and the sun, right? And so there&#039;s much more that could be said of this. But when you just look at a man and a woman coming together to hopefully, you know, if everything goes right to create and raise up a family that like that&#039;s what it&#039;s all about, that&#039;s, that&#039;s what this entire thing is all about. So anyway, share your insight, the insights. I&#039;m sure you have some as well.&lt;br /&gt;
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Brayden: I just wanted to, to give you real props on your, your channel because that&#039;s the standard that I see you holding up is uh uh you know, you talk about the importance of, you know, your, your husband and his role that he plays and every husband and father in the role that they play along with the, the women who are so essential to, to everyone and all of us like there is no one without the other. And when we get out of balance with too many wives that, that it, it just doesn&#039;t work. It&#039;s out of balance and, and you wanna talk about planetary orbits and, and things like that, it is perfect balance and um and that balance of masculine, feminine um those complementary roles. Um Just good job, really appreciate&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: your channel. Thank you. I really appreciate it and I couldn&#039;t agree with you more. So thank you for the call and it looks like even though we were gonna, we have one more call. So this is our last call and then we will be doing this again. So um I guess Mason you&#039;re our last call for the night. Thank you for calling.&lt;br /&gt;
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Mason: Hey Michelle Mason Web. How are you doing?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Good. How are you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h08m48s 2:08:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: doing? Good,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h08m48s 2:08:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: by the way? Huge fan. You know what? We&#039;re not supposed to idolize people, but you&#039;re making it really hard for me.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h08m56s 2:08:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: Thank&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h08m57s 2:08:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you. That&#039;s I will OK. Head check. Make sure my head&#039;s staying. Not too big. Thank you, Mason.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m05s 2:09:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: Hey, um just calling about um Ether four verse six is talking about the port of the blade and in there um basically moon I saying for the Lord shall said unto me, they shall not go forth unto the gentile until the day, they shall repent to their iniquity and become clean before the Lord. Now, in my opinion, nothing&#039;s more iniquitous than a polygamy because it destroys the eternal union. It&#039;s a corruption of it. What are your thoughts about that? Because I think we&#039;re really being held back as a people because we still are holding on to the unique iniquitous and abominable teaching a man that is polygamy in my opinion. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m53s 2:09:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: my first thought is shoot, I left that scripture out of my last episode where I covered this exact topic. So thank you for bringing another scripture to my attention and darn you for not bringing it to me in time to include it in my episode. It&#039;s I wish I wish I had had it so I could not agree with you more. And that, that scripture is going on to my list of ones that will just come automatic. I just want them to come automatically to me when I need them. And for some reason I left that one out, I think you are exactly right. III I think that the whole like like going back to that very first call where God is in charge and God is unfolding this and no, no, nothing can stop the work of God from progressing. And I think that this is what it&#039;s about. All of these clues are here where to the 3rd and 4th generation and all of this is being exploded right now. I think it&#039;s profound and part of what I think is so exciting about this scripture that you just brought to me as well as the others that teach. The same thing is what it&#039;s showing is, is the opportunity, it&#039;s showing us, right? Because if we are willing to come out of those iniquities, if we&#039;re no longer carrying around abomination in our back pocket, right? Then what can the Lord do with us? I think it&#039;s incredibly exciting. What do you think?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m15s 2:11:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: Absolutely. And, and here&#039;s what&#039;s crazy. Uh What I love about what you&#039;re doing is not only are you defending Joseph Smith and, and hire Smith, but you&#039;re defending God, our father to make a claim that he commanded something like 132 does that he commanded his sons to break and tear apart the hearts of his daughters? What a more blasphemous claim out there and a direct contradiction to Jacob two and two other court parts in the book of Mormon where it talks about Noah Noah and one of the other&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m54s 2:11:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: king&#039;s replication replication.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m58s 2:11:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: Three different witnesses that polygamy is not from God. What we&#039;re literally blaspheming our God, our&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m08s 2:12:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: father&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m09s 2:12:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m11s 2:12:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: that what an iniquity we got to repent of and with a broken hearted contract spirit and quit trying to pretend that all is well and design because it&#039;s not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m22s 2:12:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Uh Yes, you&#039;re, you&#039;re, you&#039;re singing my song. Yes, I do. I, that&#039;s why I really do feel led. So often to end these episodes with the invitation to repent because that, as I said in a few callers ago, that was my repentance was repenting for thinking that about God for believing that was who God was right. I felt like I was aware of how blasphemous I had been in that belief. And um, and boy, it&#039;s better on this side of it, isn&#039;t it, isn&#039;t it better on this side to have a misunderstanding?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m58s 2:12:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: So I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m59s 2:12:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Mason: feel so powerful that I ever tried to defend such an abominable practice. I know and I&#039;m I&#039;m guilty of that. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m08s 2:13:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yes. Well, well, thank you, Mason. And I look forward to continuing to read your comments and hear from you. I appreciate it and to keep the&lt;br /&gt;
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Mason: incredible work.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNiN4ru5nyY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m20s 2:13:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you. Thank you so much. And we have an amazing part. Parting gift. Ejs. Thank you again for that Super chat. Oh guys, sorry. This has been a really good night for me. I&#039;m really thankful that we&#039;ve gotten to um have this time together and have this engagement and look forward to continuing to do this. So, thank you all of those who have been following this podcast for those who have been sharing this podcast. For those who have donated to the podcast. Thank you for those who sent in your chats and your um questions tonight. I do hope that people will continue to be engaged in the comments, talking to one another. I love to see that happening that there um is, is so much engagement and the people are so um willing to accept these ideas and excited to have truth. So, thank you so much for joining us and I will see you next time and apparently I have to close this. So I&#039;ll say that again.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 107: Happy Anniversary - God Is Not a Polygamist!&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 107&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2024-02-25&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = 1WXFFYd6mXA&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Doctrine, Emma Smith, Joseph Smith, Ramifications&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Church History, Modern Problems, Scriptures/Doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;People are recognizing the truth that we are discussing on this podcast and it is thrilling to see it grow to see it grow in this way. I was trying to decide what to do for this special anniversary. And I decided to go ahead and try to encapsulate this podcast into one episode that people could share with their friends to try to help them understand in a concise way what they&#039;ve, what we&#039;ve all been learning. I realized it had to be two episodes. So this is part one and I&#039;ll have a second anniversary episode coming out at some point in the near future.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkTHZSN3FXc Worldwide Devotional for Young Adults: A Face to Face Event with Elder Cook]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2019/10/17oaks?lang=eng#p1 Trust in the Lord, by President Dallin H. Oaks]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/doctrine-and-covenants-1835/259 Original D&amp;amp;C Section 101]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/NCMP1820-1846/id/8236 Times and Seasons, April 1, 1844, To the Elders Abroad (p 490)]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/nauvoo-relief-society-minute-book/109 Letter to the Relief Society, March 31, 1842]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/times-and-seasons-1-april-1842/13 Times and Seasons, April 1, 1842, Try the Spirits]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/JournalOfDiscourses3/id/704 Brigham Young 9/21/1856 “A Privilege Given to all the Married Women in Utah”]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/JournalOfDiscourses3/id/706 Brigham Young 9/21/1856 on blood atonement]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/JournalOfDiscourses3/id/539 Brigham Young 2/8/1857 on blood atonement]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/JournalOfDiscourses3/id/128 Brigham Young 3/16/1856 on blood atonement]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://contentdm.lib.byu.edu/digital/collection/JournalOfDiscourses3/id/550 Heber C. Kimball 2/1/1857 on receiving &amp;quot;thousands&amp;quot; of wives]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://archive.org/details/lionoflordb00hirs/page/228/mode/2up Zina D. Huntington 1869 interview, pp 229-230]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/manual/doctrine-and-covenants-and-church-history-gospel-doctrine-teachers-manual/lesson-31-sealed---for-time-and-for-all-eternity?lang=eng Gospel Doctrine Teacher&#039;s Manual incorrectly quoting Jacob 2:30]&lt;br /&gt;
* Joseph Smith Translation of the Bible&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.fairlatterdaysaints.org/answers/Primary_sources/Brigham_Young/8_October_1861_discourse_on_plural_marriage Brigham Young on “trading up&amp;quot; without a divorce]&lt;br /&gt;
* Joseph Smith July 16, 1843 sermon&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.fairlatterdaysaints.org/answers/Primary_sources/Brigham_Young/8_October_1861_discourse_on_plural_marriage Franklin D. Richards&#039; record]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/discourse-16-july-1843-as-reported-by-william-clayton/1#full-transcript William Clayton&#039;s record]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/e6774c39-facf-48b1-a55b-d08eb24ee8c6/0/11 Levi Richards&#039; record]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/daa151c4-7bae-49d0-8cef-d281a70f1d32/0/32 Hyrum Smith April 8, 1844 sermon]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/minutes-8-june-1844/3 June 8, 1844 City Council]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/minutes-10-june-1844/9 June 10, 1844 City Council]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://speeches.byu.edu/talks/bruce-r-mcconkie/alike-unto-god/ Bruce R. McConkie 8/1978 “All are Alike Unto God”]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://amzn.to/49iq1BX Paul Reeve, Let’s Talk About Race and Priesthood (I highly recommend this!)]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to this special two year anniversary/ birthday/ Valentine&#039;s day episode of 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy. I cannot believe that it has been two years since I started this podcast. It has been an amazing and thrilling ride at my one year anniversary. I was amazed and thrilled to be at 1000 subscribers. I honestly didn&#039;t know if that would ever happen. And now at two years guys, we are at 15,000 subscribers. I cannot believe it! a long form podcast on Mormon Polygamy, 15,000  subscribers and that&#039;s only on youtube. That&#039;s not any of the other streaming platforms. This is incredible. And what makes me so what is so gratifying about it is that it shows that this is not just a crazy bunch of people off in the corner who can&#039;t manage their cognitive dissonance. This isn&#039;t just some fad that&#039;s going to blip up and then go away. No, these ideas are resonating with people. People are recognizing the truth that we are discussing on this podcast and it is thrilling to see it grow to see it grow in this way. I was trying to decide what to do for this special anniversary. And I decided to go ahead and try to encapsulate this podcast into one episode that people could share with their friends to try to help them understand in a concise way what we&#039;ve all been learning. I realized it had to be two episodes. So this is part one and I&#039;ll have a second anniversary episode coming out at some point in the near future. But for now, for those who would like to keep this podcast growing, please consider donating because it helps me a lot to be able to spread the word. And for anyone who is here for the first time, welcome. This is a great episode to start with. I hope you will take the time to watch it and consider the ideas that are being taught because I think they are important and at the very least it will help you have a better understanding for what your friends or family members or whoever it is that sent it to you is learning. So, thank you so much for being here as we take this deep dive into the murky waters of Mormon polygamy. For those who are new. I will explain that for the first year of my podcast, I was focused almost exclusively on the question of whether or not polygamy was of God using the scriptures as the main source to try to answer that question. It wasn&#039;t until my one year anniversary that I made an episode saying that through all of my study, I had come to firmly believe that polygamy actually did not originate with Joseph Smith. So I&#039;m going to go ahead and do what I did in the first episode and lose the tiara so we can really get into it. So the first question that I think is worth asking is why does this matter? People do somewhat frequently say to me, polygamy is in the past, we haven&#039;t practiced it for what 130 years? Why don&#039;t you just leave it alone? Let it stay buried. Don&#039;t dig up those skeletons, just leave it alone and one day we&#039;ll understand. So I want to respond to that because it&#039;s a good and a fair question. But I think it has a lot of ignorance behind it because first polygamy is not behind us. It is still a core part of our theology that shows up in many ways. We really are fooling ourselves if we think we can just stick our heads in the sand and pretend it has gone away or that it will go away. Honestly, as a church, we&#039;ve kind of been trying to do that for the past 120 years and it hasn&#039;t worked out very well. Our association with polygamy has done and continues to do more to hurt the church than just about anything else. And it&#039;s also not behind us because it&#039;s still in our scriptures, even if we generally try to ignore or minimize section 132. I know it&#039;s certainly not something that we have focused on very much in any of my gospel doctrine or relief society lessons or even in my seminary growing up. But it is still there still considered canonized and ready to seriously shake up and any unsuspecting member who happens to read it all the way through as we actually should be doing with our scriptures. It is still being widely testified of as a true principle. In fact, I would say that this has probably increased as it&#039;s become a bigger issue for the church to try to deal with. I hear frequently of people who the who the seminary teacher, their children&#039;s seminary teacher testified powerfully of the truthfulness of polygamy. It happens in church lessons all the time. My son in his,  teachers in the MTC testified of the  eternal truthfulness of polygamy, not to mention everywhere on social media and all of the discussions and all of the comments that so not all of the comments. Thank goodness. Several of the comments on my channels. People are very angry that I would dare say anything against polygamy, which they know to be a true principle. It&#039;s very interesting. Many Mormons are seriously committed to the idea of a polygamous future and it still shows up in many of our beliefs, expectations, practices and policies, even for those who aren&#039;t necessarily committed to it. It is well understood by a large percentage of church members that although polygamy is not being practiced, now, it will be very present in the next life in heaven and in Zion, which happens to be why men can easily be sealed to multiple women without complication. While the reverse is absolutely not the case. In fact, a very visible demonstration of this somewhat troubling practice is that church leaders whose wives die always marry, only women who have never been married, they never even date widows or divorcees, but only women who have never been married so that they can be sealed and be eternal polygamists. As some of our  current church leaders are so polygamy because of this polygamy affects young widows in tragic ways, really making them practically untouchable, but all by the by all but the most humble and faith filled men in the church because the understanding is that if a man marries a widow who has been sealed to another husband, well, it&#039;s not just the understanding. The fact is he can&#039;t be sealed to her. So any Children they have together are not his Children. They are the, they are sealed to the first husband and they are not sealed together as a couple. That&#039;s a harsh doctrine for people to have to navigate. It really causes a lot of problems for a lot of women and the men who are willing to marry them for young widows to be put in the situation of having to choose whether or not to spiritually divorce. Their deceased husband is just a terrible reality for them to have to face. It shows up, polygamy, shows up in ways that we don&#039;t even realize like this. This amazed me when I learned it. But our universal practice of saying brothers and sisters putting the men first when the entire rest of the world says ladies and gentlemen and intentionally puts the women first. You may think I&#039;m just nitpicking or being overly critical or looking for problems. Sure, you can say that until you read the talk in the &#039;&#039;&#039;journal of discourses&#039;&#039;&#039; where that policy and that practice was intentionally set for the explicit reason that man comes first, man is superior. So man should be first. That was why in early Utah, visitors would talk about how if there was a bridge or a door, men would constantly cut off. Women, men would always walk ahead and women were expected to trail behind and wait their turn. It&#039;s why my mother, when she first went through the temple and other women of her generation, she was actually told to walk behind, not beside her husband in the temple. For this very reason, it is not behind us. It is why until recently, men made covenants directly to God. While women only made covenants to to their husbands in the temple, there are so many more things and even without the policies of the church, just in our own hearts and  in our own minds, it continues to cause a lot of problems. It continues to weaken marriages in myriad ways. I have heard this story but I know it&#039;s not everybody but it&#039;s far too common that men&#039;s hearts are turned away from their wives. I&#039;ve heard men say this in a repentant way and I&#039;ve heard men say this in a profound way about how happy they are that they&#039;ll have future wives, wives in the future that won&#039;t have the same weakness as their current wife has. And they like it. It, it makes men instead of appreciating the one wife they have, imagine all the other wives that they will one day have. That&#039;s not a good thing in marriage.  I&#039;ve also heard of so many painful experiences of women having their heart turned away from their husband knowing that someday their perfect union would be devastated by more women coming into it. Many women have talked about how they have kept part of their heart, back, part of themselves, back away from their husband just to protect themselves from this. Many women are haunted by this. And then there are also some women believe it or not. I&#039;ve encountered this multiple times as well. Women who commit their own sort of imaginary adultery kind of like men do when they think about their future wife. There are women who put up with their husband for this life, knowing that at some point they will qualify to be the wife of some much greater man, Joseph Smith, or maybe even Jesus Christ. Right. I&#039;ve heard these things often. It turns the spouse&#039;s hearts away from their spouse instead of toward which is exactly what we should have happened. There are many, many stories of both men and especially women being haunted by the idea of polygamy. Women, If they, if their husband dies, they they worry that he might marry someone on the other side. If they die first, they worry that he might marry someone here. It happens a lot. And in addition to this, it causes massive confusion, putting prophets words in disagreement with one another, leading the church to try to hide past teachings and leaving us with a doctrinal mess that has to be either avoided. Let&#039;s just not talk about it or explained away in very unconvincing ways. Even our leaders are apostles and prophets can&#039;t answer questions about it. But at best, rely on apologists, which usually means female historians. &#039;&#039;&#039;Like in this clip,&#039;&#039;&#039;&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=11m28s 11:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth MC: as you can imagine, we received quite a few questions regarding polygamy. Um for example, a young adult from Utah asked, I&#039;ve struggled for years to come to peace about polygamy in the early church. Why was it necessary for Joseph Smith and many other leaders to practice it? And Morgan from Florida added. What do I tell my family when they ask about polygamy in the early days of the church? They aren&#039;t generally satisfied with the, well, we don&#039;t practice it anymore.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=11m55s 11:55] Elder Cook: Answer. Is it fair to ask you to answer this one, Kate?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=12m00s 12:00] Michelle: That&#039;s a big question. And then they have to go on to admit that they have no inspiration or answers on the topic&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=12m10s 12:10] Elder Cook: in the councils of the church, uh in the senior councils of the church. Uh There&#039;s a feeling that Brigay as it was practiced uh served its purpose and we should honor those saints, but that purpose has been accomplished and that, that it isn&#039;t necessary. Now, there are unanswered questions.  And we don&#039;t always receive revelation on everything. President Ballard and I were laughing about this the other day and saying, uh when the millennium comes, there&#039;s 1000 years and we&#039;re gonna need 1000 years to uh get the answers to all of the issues that  surround everything.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=12m46s 12:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Sometimes we even hear them gently mock the heartache that women experience and tell us just not to worry our pretty little heads about it, but just know that God will make it all. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=12m57s 12:57]&#039;&#039;&#039; President Oake&#039;&#039;&#039;s: A letter I received some time ago introduces the subject of my talk. The writer was contemplating a temple marriage to a man whose eternal companion had died. She would be a second wife. She asked this question, would she be able to have her own house in the next life or would she have to live with her husband and his first wife? I just told her to trust the Lord.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=13m38s 13:38] Michelle: President Oakes goes on in this talk to say trust in the Lord is still the best principle we can use when our efforts to learn or our attempts to find comfort, encounter obstacles in matters not yet revealed or not adopted as the official doctrine of the church. That same principle applies to unanswered questions about feelings in the next life or desired readjustments because of events or transgressions in mortality. There is so much we do not know that our only sure reliance is to trust in the Lord and his love for his Children. That&#039;s the end of the quote. There are many people for whom this idea that trusting in the Lord means ignoring things that feel very, very wrong does not work. I have a friend who gave me a brilliant example. She said, imagine that you are told that in the next life, there will be torture. You will be tortured in the celestial kingdom, but don&#039;t worry about it. It&#039;s ok because God can make it all right and you won&#039;t mind being tortured in the next life. You&#039;ve spent this whole life learning how wrong torture and understanding how incredibly awful it would be. But you&#039;re supposed to believe it. Hey, in, in heaven, there&#039;s torture, but that&#039;s ok because you&#039;re gonna be ok with it. God wouldn&#039;t do something to you that would make you unhappy, that I think was a really, really good analogy. So polygamy puts us in a position where, where we are supposed to expect the heavens to be silent, we should expect that there are and will be no answers about something this central to our doctrine, our doctrine of eternal marriage and our entire understanding of our eternal destiny, of both men as both men and women. And perhaps most concerning, of all our belief in polygamy leads us to ignore the scriptures. It causes us to set aside our discernment and believe that we cannot receive and should not expect to receive answers from God. It encourages us to intentionally choose spiritual blindness. The scriptures repeatedly teach that we should seek truth and that God will make all things known to us.&#039;&#039;&#039; Third Nephi 27 verses 28 and 29&#039;&#039;&#039; verily I say unto you whatsoever things ye shall ask the father in my name shall be given unto you. Therefore ask and you shall receive knock and it shall be opened unto you for he that ask it, receive it and unto him that knock, it shall be opened. This is repeated so many times in scriptures, especially our scriptures. I don&#039;t even know how many times it&#039;s included in the doctrine and covenants. Why can&#039;t we believe it? We are promised that by the power of the Holy Ghost, you may know the truth of all things. I don&#039;t think God wants us to settle down in a state of spiritual blindness. Assuming that our only job is to be that blind, but to just trust God. But somehow when it comes to polygamy, we are told that the heavens are closed and that&#039;s exactly what we need to do. We are told that trusting God means not seeking, not asking and not receiving answers like it or not. Although we may currently not practice polygamy in this life. It&#039;s dismal shadows are everywhere and its influence goes on and on. It is still very much with us. I didn&#039;t even mention um explicitly that it is one of the main things that leads people out of the church. That is a serious problem that we need to take very seriously and deal with. And while many members of the church may not personally personally be bothered by polygamy as I wasn&#039;t, please at least have the compassion to recognize that many faithful members are not only bothered by it but haunted by it in extremely painful ways. And as I already said, all of the people who leave the church over this issue, it is absolutely not something we should simply try to ignore. So now let&#039;s get into it now that we&#039;ve established why it&#039;s worth getting into. Let&#039;s get into the fundamental question we need to ask and answer and that this entire episode is dedicated to: is polygamy of God?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h17m59s 00:17:59]  Our current teaching and understanding is in the church is that God sometimes commands polygamy for unknown reasons. Is this true? These are critically important questions for us to answer. And thankfully, the answers really are all there in the scriptures. So we&#039;ll start at the very beginning, a very good place to start when God who is eternal and unchanging, established his very first covenant with the very first man and woman, Adam and Eve Genesis 127. So God created man in his own image in the image of God created He him, male and female created he them and God blessed them and God said unto them, be fruitful and multiply and replenish the earth. Moses gives us more information. Chapter five verse two. And Adam knew his wife and she bear unto him, sons and daughters and they began to multiply and replenish the earth. And from that time forth, the sons and daughters of Adam began to divide two and two in the land and to till the land and to tend flocks. And they also beget sons and daughters that lays it out so well. That should be the end of the discussion, right? God created Adam and Eve one and one told them to multiply and replenish, they had Children, they divided one and one, I guess two and two right in the land as couple as monogamous couples to fulfill the the first commandment God gave, to multiply and replenish the earth. But we can go on from there. Let&#039;s look at Noah Genesis chapter seven verse five. And Noah did according to all that the Lord commanded him verse seven. And Noah went in and his sons and his wife, his one wife and his sons wives, his sons with their one wife, each with him into the ark because of waters of the flood. God commanded Noah and his one wife and his three sons and their one wife each to repopulate the earth just as God had commanded Adam and Eve and for good measure, God also had all of the animals on the ark come two by two as well. Verse nine, there went in two and two unto Noah in into the ark. The male and the female as God had commanded, Noah. Ah sorry, it&#039;s so found and so powerful and so plain. God has given us so many tools to be able to understand this central truth that is central to the nature of us as Children of God and central to the identity of God. Clearly, God seems to think that monogamy is not only a perfectly adequate way but the very best way, the only covenant way to raise up seed to multiply and replenish the earth. We can follow up the stories of Adam and Eve and Noah and his wife with the monogamist, Lehi and Sariah, the monogamous couple Lehi and Sariah and their sons with their one wife. Each being repeatedly commanded to raise up seed or to raise up a right righteous branch unto the Lord. First Nephi 71. God commanded Lehi that his son should take daughters to that they might raise up seed unto the Lord in the land of promise. That is a really important scripture. I hope you&#039;re marking it first Nephi 16 7. And it came to pass that I Nephi took one of the daughters of Ishmael to wife and also my brethren took of the daughters of Ishmael to wife and also Zoram took the eldest daughter of Ishmael to wife. We are given the numbers in other verses and it works out perfectly one wife for each husband. In contrast to God&#039;s perfect established pattern of marriage between one man and one woman. Each and every time God ever commanded a covenant people to multiply and replenish or raise up seed. The first time polygamy appears, it comes from a very different source. Lamech was a descendant of Cane who was the second to fill the role of master Mayhan. He like Kane was a murderer who covenanted with Satan. It should already be abundantly clear. Very easy to see what source polygamy comes from Genesis 4:19 and Lamech took unto him two wives. The name of the one was Ada and the name of the other Zilla and Lamech said unto his wives, Ada and Zilla hear my voice. Ye wives of Lamech. Ah, they glorify themselves, hearken unto my speech for I have slain a man to my wounding and a young man to my hurt. If kin be avenged. Sevenfold, truly lame 70 sevenfold. The book of Moses adds to this as well. This is chapter five verse 49 for Lamech having entered into a covenant with Satan after the manner of Cain, wherein he became Master Mayhan, master of that great secret, which was administered unto Cain by Satan wherefore the Lord cursed Lamech and his house and all of them that had covenanted with Satan for they kept not the commandments of God and it displeased God and he ministered not unto them. And their works were abominations keyword. Remember that word? So this was the first polygamist. Can we please acknowledge that should tell us something? Right. Again, the discussion should be done. But let&#039;s keep going. We can jump ahead to Abraham and Isaac,  Abraham and Jacob. I said that wrong. Isaac was actually never a polygamist nor was Moses.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h23m39s 00:23:39]  Those are some of the very basic factual errors in section 132. If anyone wants to claim Moses was a polygamist. I&#039;ve done episodes on each of these topics. So if you want to please go watch some of those other episodes where we dig into these topics in much greater depth. But for now, let&#039;s just acknowledge that at least four separate times. &#039;&#039;&#039;Section 132&#039;&#039;&#039; claims that God commanded Abraham to be a polygamist to take additional wives. It says that in verse 29 verse 34 verse 35 and verse 65. But each of these claims like so many other things in 132 is completely false. The biblical record makes it abundantly clear that God never once commanded polygamy, he never commanded Abraham to be a polygamist or anybody else. Genesis 16:2 tells us what we need to know. And Sarai said unto Abram behold, now the Lord hath restrained me from bearing. I pray thee go in unto my maid. It may be that I may be that I may obtain Children by her. And Abram hearkened to the voice of Sarai who did Abram hearken to please note also that this was done before their names were changed, right? Those additional blessings came after this point when Abram was no longer living any sort of polygamy, if we even want to call it that it was Sarai who asked Abram to use her slave girl Hagar as a surrogate to provide a child for her, for Sarai because of her in infertility. That was the only reason for it. There was no doctrine or principle. And if they had had access to better technology, they would have used that instead, Abram at the behest of his wife did what he had to do to conceive Ishmael and that was the end, Abram never impregnated Hagar again. Right. And as soon as they had their own baby, Hagar was sent away with Ishmael, it was never anything like a higher or holier law. In fact, in many ways, it&#039;s not even really fair to call Abram or Abraham, a polygamist. Hagar was never treated as a wife. She was a slave girl who was only used for her, her womb for a very short time. It could not be more clear that God never commanded it. And in addition to that, it led to horrible outcomes, not only child abandonment, but also wars that continue to this day. It is worth noting that no wife, other than Sarai was included in the covenant, not Hagar who was a surrogate or Kura who Abraham married after Sarah had died and no child. But Isaac received the blessings of the covenant. Ishmael was not included in the, in the inheritance or covenant of his father or any of the Children of  Keturah and Abraham is continually described as having only one son. God could not be more clear that it is only possible to have one covenant wife, 2 nephii 8, which is also Isaiah 51 verse two says, look unto Abraham, your father and unto Sarah, she that bear you for I called him alone and blessed him. It is ignorant and dishonest to refer to Abraham as a polygamist. In order to justify the LDS practice of polygamy, they have nothing in common 132 also claims that God commanded Jacob and Isaac to be polygamists in verse 37. Again, the authors of 132 seem to be ignorant of the fact that Isaac was never a polygamist and just like Abraham Jacob was also never commanded to take multiple wives, very much to the contrary, he was deceived by a despicably dishonest, greedy idol worshiping father-in-law, his unfortunate, his unfortunate polygamy led to all kinds of problems including heartbroken wives, extreme family contention, escalating into attempted fratricide. Not to mention some very out of control Children who engaged in some horrible things, genocide, prostitution, power struggles, whatever you call sleeping with your father&#039;s concubine. And more so polygamy was never commanded by God. So despite what section 132 repeatedly claims we can look to the biblical record to see that polygamy was, in fact never commanded by God. It was a cultural practice and one that was known to create huge problems. The Jewish word for sister wife is &#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;quot;tsarah&amp;quot;&#039;&#039;&#039;, which literally means one who vexes adversary rival. The definition also includes adversity, affliction, anguish, distress, tribulation, trouble. The Hebrews understood what polygamy did to women. How do we ignore this? Does this sound like an institution that is commanded of God as a higher and holier order of marriage? Or can we acknowledge that it is exactly what it sounds like a satanic corruption of God&#039;s perfect establishment of marriage? There is no more justification to claim that polygamy, that one unfortunate cultural practice needed to be restored and to claim that it is an eternal doctrine of the gospel. There&#039;s no more justification to claim that than there would be to claim that about slavery or about genocide or about prostitution or about rape. And many of the other things that happened with those Old Testament tribes, we could go on and on. Some people do like to argue a lot that God must condone polygamy because Jesus came through Jacob&#039;s line. So, you know, God wouldn&#039;t have Jesus come through polygamy if it wasn&#039;t something that he approved,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h29m46s 00:29:46]  that got approved of. Well, they either don&#039;t know or they simply ignore the fact that in Jacob&#039;s family, there is also all of these other problems, slavery, genocide, rape, prostitution. And so much more. One quick example is Judah and his daughter-in-law Tamar where she disguised herself as a prostitute. And he thinking she was just any old prostitute visited her. And in the process conceived the ancestor of king David. And thus, according to this genealogy, the ancestor of Christ as people like to claim. So if you wanna claim that, because Jesus came through a line that incorporated polygamy, you also need to claim that God needs to restore prostitution as a part of the Gospel, the eternal Gospel as the highest and holiest ordinance in it. Do you see how ridiculous this is? So now let&#039;s move on from the Bible to the book of Mormon, which is not only the most correct book of any book on Earth and the keystone of our religion that would get a man nearer to God by abiding by its precepts than by any other book. But also the most anti polygamy book of book of scripture in the entire canon where polygamy is repeatedly and universally soundly condemned as an abomination and forbidden for all of God&#039;s covenant people because of the pain it causes women and Children. For those wondering about the loophole. &#039;&#039;&#039;Jacob 2:30&#039;&#039;&#039; just hold on. We&#039;ll get to that very soon. You can easily look at every instance of polygamy in the book of Mormon, the people of Nephi who Jacob addressed and more specifically King Noah and Mosiah 11 verse two, who did not keep the commandments of God, but he did walk after the desires of his own heart. And he had many wives and concubines and he did cause his people to commit sin and do that, which was abominable in the sight of God and also Riplakish in Ether 10 who also did not do that, which was right in the sight of God for he did have many wives and concubines. These are the examples of polygamists in the book of Mormon, two awful, lustful power, hungry, greedy, selfish, wicked kings who rejected God&#039;s commandment in favor of their own and taught their people to follow their bad examples. Again, it should be abundantly clear. We can also look to the Book of Mormon to quickly dispel some of the myths that we use to try to explain away polygamy instead of just recognizing the obvious truth of why men like King Noah, Riplakish and the men of Jacob that Jacob was addressing why those kinds of men want to pursue polygamy. We try to come up with excuses to try to minimize it and explain it away. So let&#039;s look at just a few of those for the excuse that polygamy was to care for the widows. We can look at how righteous King Limhi cared for the many widows in his kingdom after most of the men had been killed in their three failed attempts to free themselves from the Lamanites. He didn&#039;t say to the widows and fatherless girls that they had to marry marry polygamous in order to be provided for which honestly amounts to little more than forced prostitution. Instead in &#039;&#039;&#039;Mosiah 21:17,&#039;&#039;&#039; he commanded that every man should impart to the support of the widows and the Children that they might not perish with hunger. Clearly, polygamy is not needed to follow Jesus&#039; injunction to care for the widows and the orphans. But beyond that, we can very easily Look back at the records to see who most of the polygamist wives were. They weren&#039;t necessarily widows. Many of them were unprotected young girls. Please never believe that polygamy was instituted to care for widows or that it&#039;s necessary to care for widows. It is just not true. And then let&#039;s look at the excuse that polygamy was needed to raise up seed. In other words, to increase the population quickly, to build the kingdom. For that one, we can look to the people in the book of Mormon who established Zion. After Christ came, we learn in 4th Nephi chapter one that they had all things in common among them. And because they were a righteous people, they didn&#039;t practice, implement the abomination of polygamy yet in verse 10, they did multiply exceedingly fast. So never just like with Adam and Eve, Noah, lehi and Sariah and their entire families. That is also the case in the book of Mormon, please never believe that polygamy is necessary to quickly increase the population as some people like to interpret, raise up seed. It is very well established that women in polygamy had fewer Children than their monogamous counterparts. We can just look at one example. I believe Brigham Young had 56 wives and 57 Children by our best count, not great numbers, right? Compared to the numbers of women of, of Children that monogamous women had at that time. And also can we just also acknowledge that if you want to increase the missionary force, if you want to increase the church, you need to do that through conversion, right? You need more adults, you need more families you don&#039;t just need more babies who have to grow up. It&#039;s gonna be 18 to 20 years before those babies can be missionaries and help to grow the kingdom.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h35m16s 00:35:16]  And we know polygamy devastated the missionary efforts of the church during that time. So please never believe that we needed polygamy to increase the kingdom. In so many ways, The book of Mormon is an extremely powerful second witness to God&#039;s establishment and commandment of marriage between one man and one woman. And it serves to build on the Bible and to clarify just how abominable,  polygamy truly is in the sight of God. In addition to the undeniable teachings in the book of Mormon, we can add all of the teachings and revelations that came through Joseph Smith recorded in the doctrine and covenants which are all universally strictly monogamous. None of Joseph Smith&#039;s revelations make any room for polygamy. One of many examples, doctrine and covenants &#039;&#039;&#039;42:22 &#039;&#039;&#039;thou shalt love thy wife with all thy heart and shalt cleave unto her and none else. It is crucial to understand that while God universally commands complete fidelity and monogamous marriage, nowhere in scripture does God who is unchanging ever command or condone polygamy? I know I&#039;ve said that I have to keep repeating it because it&#039;s important to understand. So it is impossible to claim that polygamy is or ever could be any part of the gospel or any sort of higher law. So Now let&#039;s go to the main question on everybody&#039;s mind. There might be a couple of main questions. This is the first one. What about &#039;&#039;&#039;section 132 &#039;&#039;&#039;right? The one place in scripture where God does apparently command polygamy. You&#039;ll understand in just a minute why I make the claim that it never happens. First. There are two things you need to know about Section 132. The first time it was ever heard was eight years after Joseph Smith was murdered at a special conference in Utah. In 1852 Brigham Young magically pulled it out of his desk where it, where he claimed it had been locked away safely. &#039;&#039;&#039;Here&#039;s, here&#039;s part of his speech.&#039;&#039;&#039; This revelation has been in my possession many years and who has known it. None but those who should know it. I keep a patent on my desk and there is not anything leak out that should not. So in 1852 the revelation first appeared and was read publicly and then printed in the newspaper, but it was not added to the Doctrine and covenants until 1880. In 1876 Orson Pratt, who was the scriptural apologist for polygamy,  the one who came up with all of the bad scriptural arguments that are still being recycled today. He was assigned to create a new edition of the Doctrine and Covenants, which was published in England in 1879 and published in Utah in 1880 the first edition to ever include section 132 that means section 132 was not part of the LDS scripture until three years after Brigham Young&#039;s death and 36 years after Joseph Smith&#039;s death even more interesting before the new 1880 edition, the Doctrine and covenants included the &#039;&#039;&#039;original section 101.&#039;&#039;&#039; It was listed by Roman numeral C I which like every other scripture, Joseph Smith ever brought forth and everything he ever said or wrote on the topic adamantly denied and forbid polygamy &amp;quot; inasmuch as this church has been reproached with the crime of fornication and polygamy. We declare that we believe one man should have one wife and one woman but one husband except in case of death where, where either is at liberty to marry again.&amp;quot; This section was unanimously accepted as canonized scripture by every organization in the church and was included in both versions of the Doctrine and covenants that Joseph Smith oversaw the 1835 version and the 1844 version. It represents the authoritative canonized scripture that Joseph taught and published throughout his ministry until his death. People always looking for a way out. People try to write this off by claiming that it was written by Oliver Cowdrey, not Joseph Smith, as if they have a single shred of evidence for that. And as if it would matter anyway, we don&#039;t know who wrote the&#039;&#039;&#039; lectures on faith &#039;&#039;&#039;but those were also included in the Doctrine and covenants. In fact, they were considered the doctrine part of the doctrine and covenants until they also were taken out along with section 101 in the 1880 edition. Also, the idea that Joseph would have allowed a section to be added to his book of scripture that he oversaw the creation of against his will is ludicrous, especially when you consider that he oversaw not only the 1835 version, but also the 1844 edition at which he also included section 101 in. So this section was part of our canonized scriptures throughout all of Brigham Young&#039;s life until it was removed, three years after his death and section 132 was added. That means during almost the entire period of Mormon polygamy, the church was going directly against their own canonized scriptures only for 10 short years from 1880 to 1890 when polygamy was first officially disavowed, was the church in alignment with its doctrine, its scriptures and its practice. Ever since then, it&#039;s been out of alignment again before that, it was out of alignment. And ever since then, since we no longer teach practice or even believe the the polygamous tenets of 132 we are again out of alignment with our scripture. It is very unfortunate that because Section 132 has been in our scriptures throughout our lifetimes,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h41m16s 00:41:16]  we seem to think it was always there and must always be there. I think it is much better for us to be informed about where it came from when it was added to scripture, what was removed when it was added so that we can understand that it isn&#039;t and shouldn&#039;t be cemented in as we may have thought it was before we understood these things about our own history. Sadly, when promoters of polygamy are confronted with these facts that nowhere in scripture does God ever command or condone polygamy that our original doctrine and covenants completely rejected polygamy just as the book of Mormon does. And that section 132 is terribly suspect as well as in conflict with all other scripture instead of humbly following the scriptures and letting go of false traditions as the book of Mormon repeatedly tells us to do, they instead start looking desperately to find any excuse they can to cling to the abominable false doctrine. Section 132 is further revelation. They claim it doesn&#039;t matter that it completely contradicts all other scripture because it&#039;s just teaching us more. Ah anything can be justified with this claim. Plus, it contradicts Joseph&#039;s and Hyrum&#039;s own words, &#039;&#039;&#039;April 1st 1844&#039;&#039;&#039; 3 months before their deaths, they publish this. If any man writes to you or preaches to you doctrines, contrary to the Bible, the book of Mormon or the Book of Doctrine and covenants set him down as an imposter, they had that published in the Times and Seasons. There was also the &#039;&#039;&#039;letter read to the newly formed Relief Society, &#039;&#039;&#039;March 31st 1842. We do not want anyone believing anything coming from us. Contrary to the old established morals and virtues and scriptural laws, regulating the habits, customs and conduct of society. It, it goes on and on. It&#039;s like ridiculous that we ignore all of this. &#039;&#039;&#039;April 1st 1842 also in the Times and Seasons.&#039;&#039;&#039; This is from an article called Try the Spirits in it, Joseph taught many principles of discerning messages. And one key that he gave is that true revelation will not contradict a former revelation. Then without ever acknowledging the blatant falsehood and errors of section 132 the pro polygamists simply change their tactic. And then the best possible example of wresting the scriptures, you can imagine they start looking for any verses, they can take out of context to try to claim that God does at least allow or justify the abomination of polygamy. So we know that doctrine and covenants 132 says that it commands it. They kind of give up up on that argument and just start looking for ways to claim that allows it. We&#039;ll look at two of the most common verses used in this way, k, first and in that day, seven women shall take hold of one man saying we will eat our own bread and wear our own apparel Only let us be called by thy name to take away our reproach. Ok. First, I just want to point out that this has been in the Bible from the beginning. Right. It&#039;s the book of Isaiah is as old as the Bible as far as I know, it&#039;s been there for thousands and thousands of years and neither the Jews nor the Christians have ever interpreted it to claim that polygamy is a divine principle that will be, that will be restored in the last days. That is our very own, very bizarre interpretation. But like all scripture, this needs to be read in context and with awareness of Isaiah&#039;s use of symbolism for the context. This verse culminates a pattern of extreme destruction for Jerusalem is ruined and Judah is fallen because of their tongues and their doings have been against the Lord to provoke the eyes of his glory. I&#039;m reading some snippets, the Lord will smite with a scab, the crown of the head instead of sweet smell, there shall be stink and instead of a girdle, a rent and instead of well set hair, baldness and instead of a stomacher, a girding of sackcloth burning instead of beauty, thy men shall fall by the sword and thy mighty in the war and her gates shall lament and mourn and she shall be desolate and shall sit upon the ground. Then comes our verse. And in that day, seven women shall take hold of one man saying we will eat our own bread and wear our own apparel. Only let us be called by thy name to take away our reproach. It should be clear that this is a curse, not a blessing. How strange that we use a symbol of a war torn and disease ridden cursed people to try to justify calling polygamy an eternal principle that will be lived in the celestial kingdom. How does that make any sense? And again, there&#039;s too much to fully explain here. But to just be brief about this verse, this scripture can be far better understood when we recognize that a woman is the symbol of the church that the Bible uses in the Book of Revelation. It describes seven churches, meaning all the churches, the world, the churches of the world want to all want to take hold of one man Christ and claim his name, but they don&#039;t want to have to depend on him for anything else. They don&#039;t want his doctrine or his ordinances, just his name, bread and clothing are symbols of ordinances, sacrament and temple rope robes, right? They want to provide those things for themselves. They just want to quite literally take the name of the Lord in vain. That&#039;s what this scripture is telling us. It parallels well with the many, many times, this concept is taught throughout scripture. For just a very few of the many examples we can look&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h47m07s 00:47:07]  at Matthew 7:22- many will say to me in that day, Lord Lord, have we not prophesized in thy name? And have we not cast out devils and in thy name, done many wonderful works. And then will I profess unto them? I never knew you depart from me. Ye that work iniquity. Second nephi 28:11 expands on this concept. Well, yeah, they have all gone out of the way. All seven churches symbolized by the entire earth, seven continents, seven days seven creative period, seven churches, they have become corrupted because of pride and because of false teachers and false doctrine, their churches have become corrupted and their churches are lifted up because of pride. They are puffed up, they rob the poor because of their fine sanctuaries. They rob the poor because of their fine clothing and they persecute the meek and the poor in heart because of their pride. They are puffed up. people who have studied early Utah who understand tithing. See how very true these this is and how applicable it may be. I&#039;ll share one more that I found just this week. I think this is interesting. First Nephi &#039;&#039;&#039;21:26&#039;&#039;&#039; which correlates with &#039;&#039;&#039;Isaiah 49:26&#039;&#039;&#039; and I will feed them that oppress thee with their own flesh. They shall be drunken with their own blood as with sweet wine and all flesh shall know that I the Lord and the savior and the redeemer, the mighty one of Jacob, this one blew me away. When I realized what it is saying, God will allow people who reject his covenants to be fed on their own flesh and drink their own blood to literally cannibalize themselves. I have to believe that Jesus who was the master of scripture was referring directly to this verse when he taught in John 6:53 verily verily, I say unto you except ye eat the flesh of the son of man and drink his blood, ye have no life in you. Whoso eateth my flesh and drink my blood hath eternal life. And I will raise him up at the last day for my flesh is meat. Indeed. And my blood is drink indeed. He that eateth my flesh and drink my blood dwelleth in me and I in him, he is teaching that if we rely on his doctrine and his ordinances, we will expand and progress in truth. And as a church, the body of Christ, we can grow and flourish while if we instead rely on our own doctrines and our own ordinances like the seven women, the seven churches wanting to eat their own bread and we their own, we will diminish actually consuming ourselves. I can&#039;t help but relate this to Ezekiel 34 &amp;quot;woe be to the shepherds of Israel that do feed themselves should not. The shepherds feed the flock. Ye eat the fat and ye clothe you with the wool. Ye kill that are fed but ye feed not the flock&amp;quot;, leaders who set aside the doctrine of Christ looking in instead instead to their own doctrines, fighting themselves off of the people is what this is talking about. Just like consuming your own body, your own church. In this reference, Jesus is teaching us the meaning of Isaiah, helping us see that we need to pay attention to the symbols of the doctrines and ordinances. There are many more examples of this throughout the scripture that we could possibly, that we could include. But it hopefully shows how ridiculous it is to take Isaiah for one out of context and to claim it&#039;s, it literally supports polygamy any more than the Jews should have literally cannibalized Jesus taking bites out of his body and drinking his blood as he stood there teaching them. I love seeing that Jesus is helping us understand Isaiah. Now, for the next scripture, polygamists rely on 2nd Samuel 12 and I&#039;ll read seven and eight &amp;quot;and Nathan said to David thou art the man thus saith the Lord God of Israel. I anointed thee king over Israel and I delivered thee out of the hand of Saul. And I gave thee thy master&#039;s house and thy master&#039;s wives into thy bosom and gave me the house of Israel and of Judah. And if it had been too little, I would moreover have given the such and such things&amp;quot;. People use this scripture to claim that God gave David his wives through the prophet Nathan. They take it literally in that way. So clearly, they say God must approve of polygamy. They base this on section &#039;&#039;&#039;132 verse 39&#039;&#039;&#039; David&#039;s wives and concubines were given unto him of me by the hand of Nathan, my servant and others of the prophet who had the keys of this power among many internal contradictions. Here, it says multiple people can hold the keys of this power while verse seven says, there is never but one on the earth at a time. Uh um on whom this power and the keys of this priesthood are conferred. It&#039;s I&#039;m not even going to go into half of the internal conflicts with section 132 just there everywhere. And I&#039;ll mention that one. It is just another extremely shallow argument. The same verse also says, God gave David his kingship and his massive castle and all of his endless wealth. So clearly, by this polygamous logic, God must also want us to have a king who acquires all wealth and power. Isn&#039;t that what all of the scriptures teach? I could have included many more. I&#039;ll just go with this one verse in second nephi 10. And this land shall be a land of liberty unto the gentiles and there shall be no kings up upon this land for He that raises up a king against me shall perish for I the Lord, the king of heaven will be their king and I will be a light unto them forever that hear my words&amp;quot; just like um the the prophets told the Israelites not to have a king. This again is wresting the scriptures claiming that this shows God&#039;s support&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h52m58s 00:52:58]  for polygamy trying desperately to find a way around God&#039;s clear commandments. Reading David&#039;s story makes it extremely clear how he got his wife. There is no account of any wife ever being given to David by Nathan or any other prophet, any of them that we know anything about David very clearly obtained or took for himself. Here&#039;s just one demonstration. First Samuel 25:43 David also took Ahinoam of Jezreel and they were also both of them, his wives. And it goes on the same way, Michael was the same way. And Abigail not to mention Abishag which is one of the saddest stories. And if we are talking about a harem, he may have been inherited as king and say no, Nathan gave him his harem from Saul. Do we really want to claim that God approves of kings having harems of hundreds of women as part of their property and measurement of riches as as they were viewed in these ancient cultures, especially considering &#039;&#039;&#039;Deuteronomy 17:17, &#039;&#039;&#039;which says neither shall he multiply wives to himself. Claiming this scripture means God approves and justifies polygamy means that God ignores his own commandments and worse that God actually sees polygamy with harems as an eternal principle and the highest and holiest order of marriage that God commands and requires for exaltation. At least that&#039;s what the polygamous leaders taught. So what does this verse really mean? It is common and even biblical to say that everything we have comes from God or has been given to us by God. A great example is found in job verse 21 the Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away, blessed be the name of the Lord. This is really a clear example. This beautiful sentiment about trusting God in everything doesn&#039;t mean that because job lost his home, his possessions, his family, his health, and his friends. God directly did these things and that we should therefore assume and claim that God doesn&#039;t approve of homes, possessions, family relations, health, friends, et cetera. That is clearly ridiculous just as job is simply saying that all things come from God. That&#039;s all Nathan is saying as well. He&#039;s telling David, look how much God has given you and still you cannot be satisfied. This verse should never be interpreted as God condoning polygamy. It&#039;s exactly the opposite. Nathan is saying to David. You have been given everything God has given you everything, all the money, all the power, all the women you could possibly imagine. Yet with all you have, you still could not be satisfied. It is a powerful lesson against polygamy because lust is a fire that grows when it is fed. David never learned to contain or overcome his lust. He could have any woman he wanted except a woman that was already married. But because polygamy never teaches a man to overcome lust,  instead  teaches him to continually feed that lust. David could not be satisfied with any limit. And this led to terrible consequences. It is actually a powerful cautionary tale against polygamy, which is, which is exactly how Jacob used it in his powerful anti polygamy sermon in &#039;&#039;&#039;Jacob chapters two and three verse 23.&#039;&#039;&#039; But the word word of God burdens me because of your grosser crimes for behold. Thus saith the Lord. This people began to wax in iniquity. They understand not the scriptures for, they seek to excuse themselves in committing whoredoms because of the things which were written concerning David and Solomon, his son. Behold, David and Solomon truly had many wives and concubines. Which thing was abominable before me saith the Lord. It is so abundantly clear if you ever try to use the scriptures to the scriptures about David Solomon to justify polygamy, you are doing exactly what Jacob had to call the people out for doing so. Honestly, how does anyone claim that verse 30 of Jacob&#039;s scathing sermon against pride and polygamy which always go together, by the way, actually supports occasional polygamy as if God&#039;s commandments are not eternal and unchanging. As I said, they take it out of context and invert it. So let&#039;s read the entire section. So it is clear in our minds, this is Jacob 2:24- 35. Behold, David and So Solomon truly had many wives and concubines. Which thing was abominable before me. Wherefore. Now, I want to pause on the word wherefore. Some of these words actually become important. Wherefore is divine, the, the definition of wherefore is for which reason it&#039;s a cause and effect, effect relationship. It&#039;s saying because of this wherefore this. So wherefore because they had many wives and concubines, which was um an abomination. Thus saith the Lord, I have led this people forth out of the land of Jerusalem by the power of mine arm. right here, God is explaining that the very reason He led Lehi and his posterity out of Jerusalem was because the people of Jerusalem were practicing the abomination of polygamy. If you doubt it, take time to read it and look at what it&#039;s actually saying, that I might raise up unto me, raise up unto me, a righteous branch from the fruit of the loins of Joseph. So God led this people out of Jerusalem in order to raise up seed, in order to raise up unto himself a righteous branch. In other words, a covenant people who would not be polluted with these abominations, 26 again starts with where for meaning for this reason&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=00h59m06s 00:59:06]  Because I wanted to raise up a righteous branch that wouldn&#039;t be polluted with polygamy so that I can have a covenant people free of this abomination. I, the Lord will not suffer that this people shall do like unto them of old wherefore, again for this reason because I don&#039;t want them to do like unto them of old my brethren. Hear me and hearken to the word of the Lord. Here comes the commandment, for there shall not any man among you have save it, be one wife and concubines. He shall have none. The law is being laid down. God is very clearly commanding his people who he has chosen to raise up seed to himself. For I the Lord delight in the chastity of women and whoredoms are an abomination before me. Thus saith the Lord of hosts. Wherefore be because of this. For this reason, this people shall keep my commandments, the Lord of hosts or cursed be the land for their sakes. Oh, we&#039;re not getting into that in that in this episode. But please pay attention to that. The land is cursed when people follow these abominations compare that to what happened in the early church until they abandoned polygamy. For if I will say the Lord of hosts, raise up seed unto me, which God wants to do now through these people who he has brought out of Jerusalem for this purpose, I will command my people as he is very clearly doing here. Otherwise they shall hearken unto these things. Ok? We&#039;re gonna get into the these things piece very soon. And now God tells us the reason for his commandment for behold, I, the Lord have seen the sorrow and heard the mourning of the daughters of my people in the land of Jerusalem. Yeah. And, and in all the lands of my people because of the wickedness and abominations of their husbands. And I will not suffer saith the Lord of host that the cries of the fair daughters of this people which I have led out of the land of Jerusalem shall come up unto me against the men of my people. Saith the Lord of hosts for They shall not lead away captive, the daughters of my people because of their tenderness. Save I shall visit them with a sore curse even unto destruction. Remember Wilford Woodruff&#039;s revelation that if he continued with polygamy, the church would be led to utter destruction for they shall not commit whoredom like unto them of old saith the Lord of Hosts. And now behold my brethren. Ye know that these commandments were given to our father, Lehi, Lehi had been commanded that every man should have save it, be one wife and concubines and none wherefore for this reason, ye have known them before and ye have come under unto great condemnation for ye have done these things which he ought not to have done. Behold, ye have done greater iniquities than the Lamanites our brethren. Ye have broken the hearts of your tender wives and lost the confidence of your Children because of your bad examples before them and the sobbing of their hearts ascend up to God against you. And because of the strictness of the word of God which cometh down against you, many hearts died pierced with deep wounds. The message continues on into the next chapter where Jacob tells the people that started starting at verse five, the Lamanites are more righteous than you for, they have not forgotten the commandment of the Lord, which was given unto our father that they should have save it were one wife and concubines they should have none. And that there should be no whoredoms committed among them, whom is not a separate category here, having more than one wife and having concubines is being classified by the Lord as whoredoms behold their husbands, love their wives back talking about the Lamanites, their husbands love their wives and their wives, love their husbands and their husbands and their wives love their Children. In other words, they honor God&#039;s law of marriage and they don&#039;t seek to pollute it with abominations like polygamy.  It&#039;s so clear. I don&#039;t think anyone would ever read through that and think, oh, look, this is what it&#039;s teaching, except there&#039;s a loophole that we have to have been intentionally done, taught to see it that way. So let&#039;s look at how this slide of hand is, is done to make us all believe that verse 30 says the exact opposite of what it very clearly says. So here&#039;s verse 34. If I will say, if the Lord of hosts raise up seed unto me, I will command my people. Otherwise they shall hearken unto these things. First, we change the wording and pretend it starts with but or however, or unless instead of four, so that instead of acknowledging that this verse is simply continuing the very clear sermon, which includes explanations of why polygamy is always forbidden of and condemned. We can instead claim that it, that it is in contradiction to what has been said. Yes, God always commands monogamy and condemns polygamy, but there could be this exception. However, unless right, we do this a lot. But here&#039;s one example, this is from the doctrine and covenants um and church history, gospel doctrine teacher,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h04m09s 01:04:09]  teacher manual that we all either taught from or were taught from for many years. Here You can see they use the little ellipses and the brackets and say, but if I will, right. Very interesting. So let&#039;s go on to the next, the next device we used to pretend God is saying the exact opposite of what he&#039;s saying. We pretend that God is not attempting to raise up seed unto himself through these very people. We ignore all the times that God commanded these very people to raise up seed. We&#039;ve already gone over several of them. First Nephi 7:1, the Lord commanded Leigh&#039;s sons to go back and get Ishmael&#039;s family &amp;quot;quote &amp;quot;that his sons could take daughters to wife.&amp;quot; Each one as the text makes very abundantly clear. Each one husband took one wife that they might raise up seed unto the Lord in the land of promise. The entire reason Lehi was led out of Jerusalem was so he and his family could raise up seed unto the Lord. And remember Jacob 2:25 wherefore thus saith the Lord, I have led this people forth out of the land of Jerusalem by the power of my arm that I might raise up unto me A righteous branch from the loins of Joseph. Again, I do not know how this could be more clear, but we are supposed to believe that in verse 30 raise up seed refers to some other people and some other time and he will give that other people a commandment, a different commandment. One that directly opposes and contradicts God&#039;s universal and oft repeated commandment to all people throughout all time, including these people that Jacob is speaking to, to obey God&#039;s perfect establishment of marriage between one man and one woman. And then finally, the final thing they do, they twist the meaning of &#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;quot;these things&amp;quot;&#039;&#039;&#039; which throughout the entire chapter clearly refers to the abominations. Jacob is condemning. Let&#039;s look at a few examples of how &amp;quot;these things&amp;quot; is used in this chapter verse 14 and now my brethren, do ye suppose that God justifieth you in this &#039;&#039;&#039;thing&#039;&#039;&#039; behold, I say unto you nay, but he condemn you. And if ye persist in these things, his judgment must speedily come upon you. Verse 21. Do ye not suppose that such &#039;&#039;&#039;things&#039;&#039;&#039; are abominable unto Him? Who created all flesh, such things, these things there of the A nations verse 23 this people began to begin to wax in iniquity. They understand not the scriptures, but they seek to excuse themselves in committing whoredoms Because of the things which were written concerning David and Solomon, his son, the things which were written are these things that they will start to do if the Lord doesn&#039;t command them otherwise. And again, in verse 24 behold, David and Solomon truly had many wives and concubines, which &#039;&#039;&#039;thing&#039;&#039;&#039; was abominable before me saith the Lord. And then verse 34 we have to continue on. And now behold, my brethren, ye have done &#039;&#039;&#039;these things&#039;&#039;&#039; which he ought not to have done these things in verse 30 just like the rest of the chapter obviously refers to the things written concerning David and Solomon. The abominations they participated in namely polygamy. The things people will do if God does not explicitly command them to obey his establishment of marriage of covenant marriage between one man and one woman so that he can raise up a covenant, keeping people unto himself. I know I&#039;m repeating this a lot. I just really want it to be clear in case anyone still wants to doubt this. I found amazingly, that section 132 itself confirms what &#039;&#039;&#039;these things&#039;&#039;&#039; means. It provides a second witness. So let&#039;s look at it. Verse 39 of section 132 David&#039;s wives and concubines were given unto him of me by the hand of Nathan, my servant and others of the prophets who had the keys of this power. And in none of&#039;&#039;&#039; these things,&#039;&#039;&#039; taking many wives and concubines is what these things is referring to also in 132. And in none of &#039;&#039;&#039;these things,&#039;&#039;&#039; did he sin against me? Save in the case of Uriah and his wife, they twist the meaning but they keep &#039;&#039;&#039;these things&#039;&#039;&#039;. I think God gave us that as kind of a golden thread to help us find the truth. If we need it again in verse 64 and again, verily verily, I say unto you, if a man have a wife who holds the keys of this power, and he teaches unto her the law of my priesthood as pertaining to &#039;&#039;&#039;these things,&#039;&#039;&#039; which means taking many wives and concubines, then shall she believe and administer unto him or she shall be destroyed, saith the Lord your God for, I will destroy her for I will magnify my name upon those who receive and abide in my law. OK? There it is these things universally when referring to polygamy refers to the abomination of polygamy. That&#039;s what it is. And the final thing that they do, I thought the last one was the final. But there&#039;s one more, as we&#039;ve already said, they take this verse completely out of context and ignore the rest of the chapter. They just read it on its own so that they don&#039;t hear what comes next when God proceeds to explain the reasons polygamy is always condemned and forbidden as an abomination. Verse 31 For behold, I the Lord have seen the sorrow and heard the mourning of the daughters of my people in the land of Jerusalem. Yay and in all the lands of my people because of the wickedness and abominations of their husbands, because of the polygamy of their husbands. And I will not suffer saith the Lord of hosts&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h09m47s 01:09:47]  that the cries of the fair daughters of this people which I have led out of the land of Jerusalem shall come up unto me against the men of my people Saith the Lord of hosts. God does not like having heartbroken women among his people. That is not what God wants. God is very clearly saying that the reason any form of polygamy or plural marriage or spiritual wifery or adultery or whatever name you want to give it including ridiculously attaching the word celestial to it is always condemned and forbidden. It is because of what it does to the women. It causes suffering in every possible way, emotional, mental, physical, social, spiritual suffering So if we claim verse 30 undermines the entire rest of the sermon along with all other scriptures and teachings of God on this central commandment of marriage, we are saying that if God for some reason wants more babies to be born, even though it wasn&#039;t necessary with Adam and Eve or Noah or Lehi and Sariah or any other time God wanted to establish a righteous branch and raise up seed to himself. We claim that if at some other time, God wants a lot of babies, then God no longer cares about women, their hearts can go ahead and break and they can go ahead and suffer because more babies are the priority. I hope we can all agree that that is both preposterous and offensive. I hope we can all agree that that is not the character of our infinitely loving and unchanging God. It is not consistent with how God feels about women, how God feels about his daughters. In fact, this is the very point that made me realize that 132 absolutely could not be of God before I even knew the history of it and how spurious its origin is. It was reading Jacob chapters two and three side by side with doctrine and covenants 132 that convinced me that these were absolutely not written by the same God. Throughout section 132 women are seen as nothing more than property. They have no thoughts, feelings, desires or even capacity for love, relationships or connections. At least none that are recognized or cared about. They are nothing more than objects, commodities to be given or taken away from men by God or men claiming to act on behalf of God as rewards or punishments to the men with absolutely no care or concern or even awareness of the individual women and of their needs, desires, pain, et cetera. I&#039;ll look at just a couple of examples in verse 39. David&#039;s wives and concubines were given unto him. And it goes on to explain that because he has fallen from his exaltation and received his portion. He shall not receive them out of this world for I gave them to another saith the Lord. So David&#039;s wives and concubines were taken for him and bestow then another right more righteous man. 44 claims that Joseph is given the power to take a man&#039;s wife and give her unto him that hath not committed adultery, but that has been faithful. And um this is a power that Warren Jeffs made famous when he commonly used it to take away women and give women willy nilly as he saw fit. But Warren Jeffs isn&#039;t the only one that has done it. Brigham Young did it as well. In 48 God, so supposedly tells Joseph that whatsoever you give on earth and whomsoever you give anyone on earth by my word. And according to my law, it shall be visited with a blessing and not cursing. So there&#039;s no condemnation. They can commit adultery with no negative consequences.  61 redefines adultery, a man cannot commit adultery with that that belong unto him and to no one else. 62. And if you have 10 virgins given unto him by this law, he cannot commit adultery for, they belong to him and they are given unto him. Therefore, is he justified? But if any of those virgins after she is a spouse, shall be with another man. She has committed adultery and shall be destroyed for they are given unto him. It&#039;s who the women belong to is the only that matters. So you&#039;re good to sleep with as many women as you can, as long as you own them, all possess them all, as long as they are all, they all belong to you. Apparently, only women are capable of committing adultery. In which case, they must be destroyed. The only way a man can commit adultery is if he sleeps with a woman who already belongs to another man. But as we&#039;ll see, even that has some wiggle room throughout this entire section of false scripture. No care whatsoever is given to women. As I said, they are just possessions to be taken and given, manipulated, tricked, ordered around and threatened if they have any voice or any objection. In fact, referring back again to verse 64. If the woman objects in any way, then she shall be destroyed Sayeth the Lord of God, the Lord your God for I will destroy her. Yet if the woman object to her husband desiring more virgins, she becomes the transgressor, it&#039;s just as charming as it can possibly be. So again, please compare the way women are viewed and talked about and treated in these two documents of scripture. Please spend some time sincerely and genuinely thinking and praying about at least that one question. And then we can compare both perspectives on women to our, to the teachings of the early polygamous leaders to see which fits. There are dozens and dozens of sources to choose from to show what most women experienced in Mormon polygamy. It was not good and how the leaders talked about it. It&#039;s hard to choose which source from all of these. But I&#039;ll just quote a bit from one of &#039;&#039;&#039;Brigham Young&#039;s sermons&#039;&#039;&#039;. Given September 21st 1856 &amp;quot;it is frequently happening that women say they are unhappy. Men will say my wife though a most excellent woman has&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h15m55s 01:15:55]  not seen a happy day since I took a second wife. No, not a happy day for a year. One and another has not seen a happy day for five years. It is said that women are tied down and abused and that they, that they are misused and have not the liberty. They ought to have that many of them are wading through a perfect flood of tears because of the conduct of some men together with their own folly. Then he gives them an ultimatum which I&#039;ll go on to read. Um My wives have got to do one of two things either round up their shoulders to endure the afflictions of this and live their religion or they may leave for. I will not have them about me. I will go into heaven alone rather than have scratching and fighting around me. I want to go somewhere and do something to get rid of the whiners. Now recollect that two weeks from tomorrow, I am going to set you at liberty the but the first wife will say it is hard for, I have lived with my husband 20 years or 30 have raised a family of Children for him and it is a great trial for me, for him to have more women. Then  it is time you gave him up to the other women who will bear Children. If my wife had borne me, all the Children that she ever would bear. The celestial law would teach me to take women that would have Children, sisters. I am not joking. I do not throw out my proposition to banter your feelings to see whether you will leave your husbands all or any of you. But I do know that there is no cessation to the everlasting whining of many of the women in this territory, I am satisfied that this is the case. And if the women will turn from the commandments of God and continue to despise the order of heaven. I will pray that the curse of the Almighty may be close to their heels and that it may follow them all the day long.&amp;quot; Polygamy is prohibited because of how it breaks the hearts of women. For Brigham Young, the women&#039;s broken hearts is an annoyance because of their everlasting whining. This is how Brigham Young responded to the suffering of women, including his own wives. He warned them to stop their everlasting whining and gave them the ultimatum if you don&#039;t like it. There&#039;s the door, in other words, shut up or ship out, but it was far worse  than any ultimatum A bad spouse might give today when leaving might actually be an option. That was not the case for these women. And they are very aware that it, they would have been very aware that if they left, they would lose everything, they would not only become homeless and abandoned in frontier Utah, thousands of miles from any civilization. They would also become pariahs in this life and damned to hell in the life to come. And in my opinion, worst of all, they would almost certainly lose their Children. It is telling that none of these women, at least none that I know of. None of these unhappy wives left at this time. If, if someone has different information, I&#039;d like to see it. And for anyone wanting to claim that Brigham said that he would let the wives take the Children and that he would provide for them. Please acknowledge that actions speak much louder than hollow empty words. Can anyone show me any of these wives who left their husband and was allowed to keep her Children and then was provided for? I will be eager to see what anybody finds. In the meantime, I can tell you story after story of incredibly brave women who did leave or in the case of my second great grandmother who were kicked out and were not only not provided for but had all of their Children taken from them. It is truly unthinkable. Ok? But there&#039;s more the one woman who is addressed in particular by name in section 132 the beloved and choice daughter of God, the elect lady called to be the matriarch of this dispensation who sacrificed everything for this gospel, her own home and family that she her family and home of origin. Um multiple Children, multiple homes, all of her possessions, multiple times her peace and prosperity for her entire life, the security of herself and her Children along with her own good reputation and finally her own beloved husband. And so much more sacrifices Most of us cannot even begin to imagine she is not recognized, loved, honored or care about. She is harshly commanded. Tricked, manipulated and threatened. First. The trick verse  51 &amp;quot;a commandment I give unto my handmaid Emma your Emma Smith, your wife, whom I have given unto you that she stay herself and not partake and partake, not of that which I commanded you to offer her for. I did it, say the Lord to prove you all as I did Abraham that I may require an offering at your hand by covenant and sacrifice.&amp;quot; So according to 132 God is a false giver, an insincere faker. He we have no idea what this offer was that God gave and then took away people ridiculously claim that it was that Emma wanted to sleep with William Law because that&#039;s what every married mother of 11 wants is to sleep around with other men. And that&#039;s based only on Joseph Jackson&#039;s ridiculous and completely debunked claim of Emma saying he was a sweet little man. It&#039;s just so bad on so many levels.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h21m29s 01:21:29]  William Law himself said that it was  completely false. But according to this, whatever this offer was, according to this false revelation, Joseph said she could have something but then changed his mind and blamed it on God. So is this who God is? Would you do this as a parent? What like tell your kids, hey guys, if you get your room clean, we&#039;ll go get donuts. And then as they, as soon as they get their room clean, you say I was just testing you. You know, donuts aren&#039;t good for you. No, you can&#039;t have those. This is a terrible, terrible thing to have a God that you can&#039;t trust and can&#039;t rely on. It. Goes on from there 52 &amp;quot;and let mine handmaid Emma Smith receive all those that have been given unto my servant Joseph who are virtuous and pure before me and those who are not pure and have said they were pure shall be destroyed. Saith the Lord.&amp;quot; That&#039;s got to be a comfort to end. Because if this awful narrative were true, of course, Emma&#039;s only concern would be whether the girls and women, her husband was supposedly now bringing into her home and sleeping with usually behind her back. Her only concern would be if they were pure. But it&#039;s OK, Emma because if they lied about being pure, God will destroy them. So there&#039;s great comfort, right? Not to mention that according to the false narrative developed decades later and piecing it together, looking at the timeline of these women&#039;s lives who claimed to be married to, to Joseph, according to their own claims, many of the women he married were already married to other men and often pregnant with those other men babies. So yeah, OK. What does that even mean? And then it goes on 54 &amp;quot;and I command my handmaid Emma Smith to abide and cleave unto my servant Joseph and to none else.&amp;quot; So again, direct contradiction of all other scripture. Here, Emma is commanded to cleave unto her husband and to none else everywhere else. In scripture, the commandment to cleave is to the husband, Genesis 22:24. &amp;quot;Therefore, shall a man leave his father and mother and shall cleave unto his wife and they shall be one flesh.&amp;quot; It&#039;s repeated in&#039;&#039;&#039; Moses three and Abraham five&#039;&#039;&#039;. It&#039;s also repeated by the Savior in Matthew 19:5 and mark 10:7 for this cause, shall a man leave father and mother and shall cleave to his wife and they twain shall be one flesh. And as I already read, it&#039;s repeated several times in the doctrine and covenants, I&#039;ll again read 40 section 42:22. Thou shalt love thy wife with all thy heart and shall cleave unto her and none else. But all of a sudden in section 132 it&#039;s flipped on its head and no longer applies to the husband, but applies to the wife and only to the wife. So sure God has always commanded man to cleave only to his wife. But now man is allowed to cleave to as many women as possible. And it&#039;s all good because now this commandment is given to the woman instead and only applies to her. Goes on. &amp;quot;But if she will not abide this commandment, she shall be destroyed. Saith the Lord for I am the Lord, I am the Lord thy God and I will destroy her if she abide not in my law.&amp;quot; So, wow, that&#039;s taking it to an entirely new level. Every time God issued the command uh, to cleave to husbands, it never included direct threats of destruction cleave only to your wife or else I will destroy you. That&#039;s never what it said. But now that it&#039;s aimed at woman and one particular woman, a woman Brigham Young and many in his company didn&#039;t really like. It becomes ominous and very threatening. So it&#039;s hard to find free agency in there. Instead, it has become the ultimate example of unrighteous Dominion God directly threatening women with destruction. If they don&#039;t do what their husbands tell them they need to do. But &amp;quot;if she will, if she will not abide in this commandment, then shall my servant Joseph do all things for her even as he hath said.&amp;quot; So what is this claiming that Joseph said he would do to her or for her? I used to think we had no idea. But after some study and thought it has become all too clear to understand this verse. We need to look at another of Brigham Young&#039;s doctrines to give us insight. I&#039;ll read one of many instances where he and his first presidency taught this new doctrine. &#039;&#039;&#039;This is September 21st 1856. &amp;quot;T&#039;&#039;&#039;here are sins that men commit for which they cannot receive forgiveness in this world or that which is to come. And if they had their eyes open to see their true condition. They would be perfectly willing to have their blood spilled upon the ground that the smoke thereof might ascend to heaven as an offering for their sins that the smoking incense would atone for their sins.&amp;quot; Yeah. The doctrine of blood atonement, which taught explicitly that an unfaithful wife needed to have a javelin through her heart to atone for her sins. This quote I just read came 3.5 years after Section 132 magically appeared in 1852. But we have records showing Brigham Young had been teaching the ideas of blood atonement from as early, at least as early as 1845. The year after Joseph was killed. When you understand blood atonement, suddenly section 132&#039;s threats of destruction against a disobedient or unfaithful wife begin to make perfect sense. And the wording that Joseph would do something for Emma follows perfectly with Brigham&#039;s teaching that spilling a person&#039;s blood was a great act of service to them.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h27m16s 01:27:16]  So this is &#039;&#039;&#039;February 8th, 1857&#039;&#039;&#039;. When a man or woman understands quote that by having his bloodshed, he will atone for that sin and be saved and exalted with the gods. Is there a man or woman in this house? But would say shed my blood that I may be saved and exalted with the gods. Will you love your brothers or sisters? Likewise, when they have committed a sin? That cannot be atoned for without the shedding of their blood. Will you love that man or woman well enough to shed their blood? Oh, yeah. So according to Brigham&#039;s doctrine of blood atonement, which I think we can all now see how he built into section 132. Another false doctrine according to him, taking her life would be something Joseph would do for Emma. It is a service he would render unto her. This may be hard for some people to accept. But please read through the quotes, please read through the section and look at it and consider what it might be talking about. Here&#039;s the o&#039;&#039;&#039;ne other quote I&#039;ll read.&#039;&#039;&#039; &amp;quot;Suppose you found your brother in bed with your wife and put a javelin through both of them. You would justified and they would atone for their sins and be received into the kingdom of God. I would at once do so in such a case and under such circumstances, I have no wife whom I love so well that I would not put a javelin through her heart and I would do it with clean hands.&amp;quot; Ok? We&#039;re gonna move on. Well, the more you study this false revelation, the more diabolical it becomes. And that&#039;s not all threaten. After threatening Emma with the blessing of destruction, it goes on to supposedly assure Joseph and thus all polygamous man that there&#039;s no reason for concern over losing a wife, even one that you&#039;ve lost through your own self administered destruction of her because she is utterly replaceable. &#039;&#039;&#039;It goes on&#039;&#039;&#039; &amp;quot;and I will bless him and multiply him and give unto him a hundredfold in this world of fathers and mothers, brothers and sisters, houses and lands, wives and Children and crowns of eternal lives in the eternal worlds. Again, this ties directly to polygamous theology. Let me quote Hebrews C Kimball this time, this is &#039;&#039;&#039;February 1st 1857 &#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;quot;supposing that I have a wife or a dozen of them. And she should say you cannot be exhausted without me. And suppose all I suppose they all should say. So what of that? They won&#039;t, they never will affect my salvation one particle.&amp;quot; So the women saying this are trying to have some means of having a voice, some way to influence their husband to any degree saying you need me. And he listened to what he says to that claim, &amp;quot;whose salvation will they affect their own. They have got to live their religion serve their God and do right as well as myself, suppose that I lose the whole of them before I go to the spirit world. But that I have been a good faithful man all the days of my life (in his own mind) and lived my religion and had favor with God and was kind to them. Do you think I will be destitute there? No, the Lord says there are more there than there are here. They have been increasing there, they increase there a great deal faster than we do here in the spirit world, there is an increase of males and females. There are millions of them. And if I am faithful all the time and continue right along with brother Brigham, we will go to brother Joseph and say here we are, brother Joseph, we are here ourselves. Are we not? And with none of the property we possessed in our probationary state, not even the rings on our fingers. He will say to us, come along my boys, we will give you a good suit of clothes. Where are your wives? They are back yonder. They would not follow us. Never mind. Says Joseph, there are thousands here, have all you want.&amp;quot; That&#039;s Hebrew C Kimball&#039;s teaching to the women that say, hey, I matter, you need me. &amp;quot;Perhaps some do not believe that, but I am just simple enough to believe it.&amp;quot; Every element of the polygamous parts of section 132 are in direct opposition to everything taught in the book of Mormon, particularly Jacob&#039;s Jacob chapters two and three. They are also in direct contradiction to everything Joseph Smith said did and taught. They are in direct contradiction to everything we know of God. But they are in perfect keeping with polygamist ideology where women are constantly taught that their basic needs and desires are actually evil. They&#039;re just temptations that the women need to push down and ignore woman&#039;s God given need for fidelity is labeled jealousy and taught to be something she needs to overcome. You might as well tell someone their need for food is just gluttony and they need to overcome it. Similarly, women&#039;s God given need to be in a loving relationship is ignored and minimized and women were actually counseled not to love their husband. This is &#039;&#039;&#039;Zina D Huntington &#039;&#039;&#039;in an interview she gave with a New York newspaper in 1869. She was actually trying to promote polygamy, trying to paint it well. But, um, she inadvertently revealed the sad reality for polygamist wives. She said &amp;quot;it is the duty of a first wife to regard her husband, not with a selfish devotion that would claim the whole of his society time and attention, but rather as owing attentions to other women also, which they have a right to expect. She finds before she has been many years, the head of a polygamous household that she must regard her husband with indifference and with no other feeling than that of reverence for love. We regard as a false sentiment, a feeling which should have no existence in polygamy.&amp;quot; That was the part that was applicable to the point I&#039;m making. But I want to continue to read a little bit more because of the insight.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h33m02s 01:33:02]  It gives us to the experiences of these women and how they were blamed for the natural outcomes of a very bad system. She goes on to say,&amp;quot;I think that much of the unhappiness found in polygamous families is due to the women themselves. They expect too much attention from the husband and because they do not get it or see a little attention bestowed upon one of the other wives, they become sullen and morose and permit their ill temper to finally find vent. Then perhaps (because they&#039;re so heartbroken) they think they must have fine dresses and fashionable hats from the dressmaker and milliner instead of making those articles themselves. And because the means of the husband will not permit it, they are ready to quarrel with him about it. When one wife has anything new and pretty, all the others, all other women, they must have something new and pretty too and petty jealousies are in this way, constantly arising which serve to make their lives miserable. Then it is in a measure also the fault of the husband for he should learn to control his household and rule it in order.&amp;quot; Guess who never made her own hat or her own dress or her own piano. Amelia Folsom Brigham Young&#039;s last favorite wife. Women&#039;s God given need for security in polygamy is labeled selfishness. Women&#039;s God given need to be provided for along with her Children is thrown out often using Isaiah for one as a justification with husbands saying you&#039;re lucky I gave you my name. Now figure out your own food clothes, shelter, et cetera. There are many polygamous men who charge their wives rent. And I do want to point out that Zina who wrote this was from the most privileged group, Brigham&#039;s wives, most early polygamist women, other those than those married to the leaders who had access to the tithing funds. Most of them lived in grinding poverty including actual starvation. Women were left alone in all kinds of isolated conditions throughout the entire territory while their husbands went to different wives and different settlements or were even sent on foreign missions for up to seven years at a time. How would you like to be alone in frontier Utah or Nevada or Arizona or Mexico or Canada with no special programs that of help of or support no social safety net. More than a few mothers in early polygamy watch their Children suffer and die of poverty. bizarrely while polygamy and 132 minimize and shame women&#039;s needs and desires, tey prioritize men&#039;s lustful desires. Let&#039;s just look at verse &#039;&#039;&#039;61 a&#039;&#039;&#039;nd again, as pertaining to the law of the priesthood. If any man espouse a virgin and desire to espouse another, what exactly does it mean for a married man to desire to espouse another virgin or otherwise, the savior taught very clearly in &#039;&#039;&#039;Matthew 5:28&#039;&#039;&#039; that whosoever look on a woman to lust after her hath already committed adultery with her in his heart. And as we&#039;ve already mentioned several times, thou shalt love thy wife with all thy heart and shall cleave unto her and none else. And it goes on to say, and he that look upon a woman to lust after her shall deny the faith and shall not have the spirit. And if he repents not, he shall be cast out and yet doctrine and covenant says, if a man, um if a man espouse a virgin and desire to espouse another, can we please recognize and acknowledge the obvious fact that a married man desiring another woman is nothing but lust and committing adultery in his heart. Yet here again, although it directly contradicts all other scripture, it is imperfect, keeping with polygamous theology. Let me now quote Orson Pratt from the original &#039;&#039;&#039;August 1852 special conference&#039;&#039;&#039; where section 132 was first pulled out and first read where it made its first appearance. He, he says, whom adultery and fornication have cursed the nations of the earth for many generations and are increasing fearfully upon the community. But they must be entirely done away from those who call themselves the people of God. How is this to be prevented for? We have got a fallen nature to grapple with it is to be prevented in the way the Lord devised in ancient times, that is by giving to his faithful servant a plurality of wives. So how can God&#039;s faithful servants possibly be expected to not to not give in to whoredoms and adultery and fornication. The solution isn&#039;t for those men to be righteous men. The solution is for God to allow them to have multiple wives. Of course, according to the polygamists, women&#039;s God given needs are tender hearts as Jacob called them. Our deepest desires need to be overridden, but men&#039;s lusts need to be fulfilled. So enough said on that, ok, before we move off the subject of Jacob&#039;s sermon, which I know we&#039;ve gone far a field with that, but it&#039;s all tied to Jacob&#039;s sermon. I want to also point out the&#039;&#039;&#039; chiasm&#039;&#039;&#039; that some, some people also find very valuable to help them understand Jacob chapter two to quickly understand chiasm or Chiasmus. It&#039;s a literary device. Um You can think of it almost as a form of poetry that&#039;s very foreign to us but was used often in the Bible. We find it throughout scripture and interestingly, we find it in the book of Mormon. The basic idea is that something is said in a particular order and then said again, in reverse order, it is used to highlight the middle phrase, which is the most important point of a chiastic structure. It can be a little complicated to understand. So here is a somewhat simple and straightforward example&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h38m59s 01:38:59]  or how wilt thou say to thy brother, let me cast the mode out of thine eye and behold a beam is in thine own eye. Now, the important phrase thou hypocrite cast out first. Now we go backwards and reverse the beam out of thine own eye and then shalt thou see clearly to cast the mode out of the eye of thy brother. So Jacob 2:23 through 35 contains a rather beautiful chiastic structure that can be pretty cool to discover. And it has been helpful for some people to finally see through the warped, ingrained interpretation and finally grasp what is being said. So me personally, this isn&#039;t the way that I understand Jacob 2:30. It&#039;s not, it&#039;s not that  the argument that I resonate with, but it is helpful to a lot of people. So I&#039;m just going to  include these &#039;&#039;&#039;three visuals&#039;&#039;&#039; here for anybody who wants to pause and look at them and read through them. I want to thank Ella and Carly and Paxton for sending these graphics. They were very helpful. They all have slightly different interpretations. So feel free to adjust them all to your own insights. But for anyone who this chiastic structure speaks to, I think seeing these three representations of it can be extremely helpful. And if anyone has any thoughts or questions, I am certain there will be many people in the comments who will be happy to answer questions or discuss this topic of the chiasm of Jacob 2. So whether you rely on the chiasm or just accurately interpreting the words, the message is plain God brought Lehi and his family out of Jerusalem to extricate them from the abominations of that society abominations, which led to its destructions, abomination, which the people were so devoted to that When Lehi was called to preach against them, they literally wanted to kill him. So that despite God did that so that despite the destruction and scattering of that people, God could raise up another covenant people who would not participate in the same abominations. And the book of Mormon clearly tells us what those abominations were, namely polygamy. It is heart breaking to see what started happening so soon with the knee fights. Thankfully, it seems they listened to God&#039;s word through Jacob and abandoned the abominations they were starting to pursue. But what I find even more heartbreaking is seeing how quickly those same abominations came into this restored church and again, polluted the covenant people that God had established through Joseph Smith. But I guess we should not be surprised. Moroni 7:12 for the devil is an enemy unto God and fight against him continually and invite and entice to sin and to do that, which is evil continually. Satan is always up to the same awful tricks. I am really hoping that we can learn to be more wise now that we have thoroughly laid out several of the problems of section 132 and hopefully made it so that nobody who listens to this will ever fall for the claim, the Jacob 2:30 loophole claim. Again, I I think we should address a couple of other things that might be on people&#039;s minds. I do recognize that for faithful members of the church. For many of us, it might seem crazy to question the validity of a section of the doctrine and covenants. I really hope the history we have gone over was helpful. I think it might also be useful to look a little more closely to some more of the problems of section 132. This I cannot be comprehensive with all of them. In this episode. My experience has been that relatively few people have actually read section 132 all the way through. As I said, it&#039;s certainly not something we covered in our lessons. So I do recommend reading it through carefully and prayerfully asking the Lord which portions are from him and which portions come from a different source. But for now, let&#039;s just look at a few, a few of the different verses. Let&#039;s start with verse one. There are a lot of problems right off the bat with verse one, &amp;quot; verily thus sayeth the Lord unto you, my servant Joseph that inasmuch as you have inquired of my hand to know and understand wherein I the Lord justified my servants, Abraham Isaac and Jacob and also Moses David and Solomon, my servants as touching the principle and doctrine of having many wives and concubines&amp;quot;, first, as we&#039;ve already pointed out, Isaac was never a polygamist, neither was Moses. Next, we should define concubine. We all know that is a wife of lesser status, but more more specifically according to the very stories this is based on it is a slave wife who the master has sexual access to, right? Hagar was Sarai&#039;s slave. Um B ha and Zoa were the slaves of Rachel and Leah who they gave to Jacob. In order to compete for his love, they were all owned body and soul. So do any of us really want to claim that God approves and even commands as 132 says, concubinage, right? The doctrine of having many concubines. So take a minute and really ask the Lord if concubinage is truly approved of by God. One more quick thing. This opening verse claims that Joseph believed God justified, in other words, approved of these men having many wives and concubines.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h44m40s 01:44:40]  I should have said one more quick thing. This is we&#039;re gonna go into this. The question of whether Joseph would wondered if God justified the the these men having many wives and concubines. We know from many of Joseph&#039;s own words that that was never the case. He would have never wondered that there are many things we can look at to show this. But for now, let&#039;s just look at the Joseph Smith translation of the Bible. I need to thank &#039;&#039;&#039;Rob Fotheringham&#039;&#039;&#039; for showing, for showing all of us these arguments. The polygamist claim is that it was working on the Bible translation that inspired Joseph&#039;s questions about David and Solomon. But when you actually look at Joseph&#039;s Bible translation, what we claim he was working on when he had this question, you can clearly see that that is simply laughable. It&#039;s absolutely impossible. Joseph did not ever wonder why God justified their polygamy because he knew that God did not justify it. He had already translated the book of Mormon which clearly says that David and Solomon&#039;s polygamy was  an abomination to God. And he also, he also had already approved of the statement on marriage that was canonized in the doctrine and covenants plus, let&#039;s just look at a few of the corrections, &#039;&#039;&#039;Joseph Smith made to the Bible first kings 3:14.&#039;&#039;&#039; And if thou wilt walk in my ways to my statues and my commandments as thy father, David did walk, then will I lengthen thy days. The Joseph, the Joseph Smith translation turned it to then I will lengthen thy days and thou shalt not walk in unrighteousness as did thy father David &#039;&#039;&#039;second Samuel 12:13. &#039;&#039;&#039;And David said unto Nathan, I have sinned against the Lord. And Nathan said unto the unto David, the Lord hath put away away thy sin. Thou shalt not die &#039;&#039;&#039;Joseph Smith translation&#039;&#039;&#039;. And David said unto Nathan, I have sinned against the Lord. And Nathan said unto David the Lord hath not put away thy sin, that thou shalt not die &#039;&#039;&#039;first kings 11:4 &#039;&#039;&#039;for it came to pass when Solomon was old that his wives turned away his heart after other gods and his heart was not perfect with the Lord. As was the heart of his father, David. &#039;&#039;&#039; Joseph Smith corrected&#039;&#039;&#039; that or changed it to say and it became as the heart of David his father. So Solomon&#039;s heart going astray became as David&#039;s heart. &#039;&#039;&#039;First kings, 11:6&#039;&#039;&#039;, Solomon did evil in the sight of the Lord and went not fully after the Lord, as did David, his father, &#039;&#039;&#039;Joseph Smith changed&#039;&#039;&#039; it to and Solomon did evil in the sight of the Lord as David his father and went not fully after the Lord, it goes on and on with many more such changes. I haven&#039;t gone through the entire Joseph Smith translation to compare. But from what I have seen, I&#039;ve looked at it quite a bit every time the Bible talks purely positively about  polygamist King David as a righteous man, Joseph Smith made clarifications which which reveal his undeniable perspective that David&#039;s polygamy was abominable. So the idea that Joseph could have thought David&#039;s polygamy was justified by God while he was working on this biblical translation where he made all of these changes is provably false just by looking at the text. So that was just verse one of section 132. There are so many more problems we&#039;ve already covered. Several of them. We&#039;re going to skip over a little bit. Well, I was going to look a little more in depth about the claim that they had to marry virgins. And yet the stories we tell about Joseph Smith claimed that he married other men&#039;s wives. He married very much non virgins women who were 5,6,7 months pregnant according to the stories we tell. But on the topic of marrying other men&#039;s wives, I wanted to address one interesting innovation. Another interesting innovation that Brigham Young made on&#039;&#039;&#039; October 8th, 1861&#039;&#039;&#039; he taught that there are only two ways a woman could be released from an eternal ceiling. First, if her husband didn&#039;t magnify his priesthood as defined and decided case by case solely by Brigham Young alone, the wife&#039;s feelings didn&#039;t and experiences didn&#039;t matter at all. Only Brigham&#039;s opinion of the man. And um if he didn&#039;t agree that the man wasn&#039;t magnifying his priesthood, then the woman could not be freed from him in this life or in the next. Now, let me quote from the two sources we have for this, f&#039;&#039;&#039;or this talk&#039;&#039;&#039;. &amp;quot;Also, there was another way which a woman could leave the man if the woman preferred another man higher in authority and he is willing to take her.&amp;quot; The second way. Here&#039;s from the &#039;&#039;&#039;other source&#039;&#039;&#039;. &amp;quot;The second way a woman could leave. I have not revealed except to a few persons in this church and a few have received it from brother Joseph, as well as for my from myself.&amp;quot; Brigham&#039;s always citing Joseph in his doctrinal innovations. &amp;quot;If a woman can find a man holding the keys of the priesthood with higher power and authority than her husband and he is disposed to take her, he can do so. Otherwise she has got to remain where she is&amp;quot; in either of these ways of separation, you can discover there is no need for a bill of divorcement. So this is what we refer to as the idea of trading up where&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h49m51s 01:49:51]  a woman can only be freed from her eternal ceiling with a man. If another man with higher keys is willing to take her, I think we can all see that this is quite a convenient doctrine for the man holding all the keys. And we should also recognize that according to this doctrine, none of Brigham&#039;s wives could ever leave him. Right. First, he would have to decide that he was not magnifying his priesthood in order for any wife to be released. And then second of all, he was the last stop. There was no trading up past Brigham, right? So that&#039;s interesting that he&#039;s the one that taught that we could go on and on with more problems. But instead, I want to address one, well, maybe two final points in this discussion about section 132. So we&#039;re going to leave aside the problems for now. I think we&#039;ve addressed them sufficiently and I want to look at the question, what about eternal marriage? Because some people claim that section 132 in its entirety is indispensable. Because if we get rid of that, we need to get rid of the idea of eternal marriage. I think some people do genuinely have this concern. But from my experience, most who argue this, do it to support polygamy like Brigham Young, they claim that eternal marriage and polygamy are basically one and the same or at the very least, you can&#039;t have eternal marriage without also accepting polygamy. So they&#039;re basically holding eternal marriage hostage saying if you want to believe in it, you also have to believe in polygamy. It is very true that Section 132 teaches about eternal marriage. But this is why I wanted to go into this. What is amazing is that if you really look into it, you will find that the teachings of eternal marriage actually provide additional  evidence against polygamy and against the false polygamous parts of Section 132. So let&#039;s go into this. I have to admit I was thrilled when I read the sources that show without question that Joseph did in fact receive a revelation on eternal marriage which both he and Hyrum taught publicly on multiple occasions. So let&#039;s just go over a few of those on Sunday, &#039;&#039;&#039;July 16th, 1843&#039;&#039;&#039; 4 days after Joseph Smith received supposedly the revelation that we now have is Section 132. But I think maybe he did that day receive a true revelation on eternal marriage that later on was merged with the false revelations to create the fraudulent 132 that we now now have. That&#039;s what this the evidence shows me happened. But the point I want to make is that on this day, on July 16th, Joseph spoke the entire day at the temple stand, the nauvoo temple was under construction at this time. So he, he spoke at the construction site while he said nothing that could in any way be interpreted as any kind of support for, for polygamy. In his sermon that afternoon, he did speak at some length about eternal marriage and we have multiple records of this talk. So this is from um &#039;&#039;&#039;Franklin D Richards. &#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;quot;All blessings that were ordained for man by the Council of Heaven were on conditions of obedience to the law thereof. You&#039;ll recognize parts of this from section 132. No man can obtain an eternal blessing unless the contract or covenant be made in view of eternity. All contracts in view of this life only terminate with this life.&amp;quot; He talks about the case of the woman and seven husbands talked about in Luke 2029 et cetera. &amp;quot;Those who keep no eternal law in this life or make no eternal contract are single and alone in the eternal world and cites Luke 22:35 and are only made angels to minister to those who shall be heirs of salvation, never becoming sons of God. Having never kept the law of God ie eternal law.&amp;quot; It&#039;s amazing to recognize the, the parts in the sermon that do show up at section 132 that can help us know what is true. &#039;&#039;&#039;Here&#039;s another record of it. This is what William Clayton&#039;&#039;&#039; actually recorded. He showed that a man must enter into an everlasting covenant with his wife in this world or we or he will have no claim on her in the next. He said that he could not reveal the fullness of these things until the temple is completed, which by the way, it never was completed. &#039;&#039;&#039;from Levi Richards.&#039;&#039;&#039; &amp;quot;He spoke of contracts and covenants made from life and with life, the necessity of the temple that the servants of God may be sealed in their foreheads.&amp;quot; Interesting to hear what he&#039;s talking about with sealing, right? So we have on solid, we have a solid foundation to understand that Joseph Smith did, in fact teach the true revelation on eternal marriage. We&#039;ll get into it a little bit more. The following spring, &#039;&#039;&#039;April 8th 1844 H&#039;&#039;&#039;yrum gathered all the elders in order to unequivocally put down once and for all all of the claims of polygamy, I&#039;ll go into that more in part two. But in that emphatically anti sermon that Brigham had erased out of church history. &#039;&#039;&#039;Hyrum also taught&#039;&#039;&#039; the principle of eternal marriage. &amp;quot;The idea of marrying for eternity is the seal of the covenant and is easily understood.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=01h55m05s 01:55:05]  And as to speaking of it, I could make all the world believe it for it is noble and grand.&amp;quot; It&#039;s so interesting to see Hyrum&#039;s true u statements and Joseph&#039;s true statements show up in the twisted false claims that were written later about them. Anyone familiar with, um, William Clayton&#039;s claims will recognize that similar phrase.&amp;quot; It is necessary eternal marriage in consequence of the broken covenant of the world. I read that what God joins together. Let no man put asunder. When I look at the seal of the covenant, it is during the natural lives, but it has an end there. But what is done by the Lord has an endless, no man is married in the mourn of the resurrection. But the marriage covenant must be joined by one who has authority in order to have effect in the mourning of the resurrection.&amp;quot; Do you hear? He&#039;s very clearly teaching about eternal marriage.&amp;quot; I married me a wife. I am the only man that had any, has any right to her till we had five Children. The covenant is was made for our lives. She fell in the grave before God showed us his answer. God had showed me that the covenant is dead and had no more force. Neither could I have her in the resurrection. But we should be as the angels it troubled me. Brother Joseph said, you can be sealed to her upon the same principle as you can be baptized for the dead. There is a power to seal on earth and in heaven how the spirit of Elijah and Elias, a seal that shall never be broken and shall be in force in the mourn of the resurrection.&amp;quot; So, both Joseph and Hyrum are on record clearly teaching eternal marriage while both vehemently opposing condemning and forbidding polygamy. And just weeks before their death, when they were yet once again accused of practicing and teaching polygamy. Well, among many other things, the &#039;&#039;&#039;Nauvoo Expositor &#039;&#039;&#039;also accused them of teaching and practicing polygamy. They also gave testimony to the City Council about the true revelation on eternal marriage, which this testimony that they gave to the City Council matches perfectly with the sermons they gave. It&#039;s a perfect fit. Um Joseph testified on inquiry on the passage and the resurrection. They neither marry nor are given in marriage. A question which Hyrum repeatedly explained, concerned things which transpired in former days and had no reference to the present time. He&#039;s talking about Levarite marriage, &amp;quot;I received for answer men in this life must be married in view of eternity. That was the amount of the revelation otherwise they must remain as angels in heaven.&amp;quot; Joseph&#039;s and Hyrum&#039;s testimonies recorded contemporaneously not decades later match up perfectly with the also contemporaneously recorded records of each of their sermons these reports do not depend on decades later, motivated claims as do all of the claims of polygamy. They also don&#039;t depend on magically appearing altered, fraudulent re revelations. As does polygamy. Joseph asked the Lord about jesus&#039; statement that in heaven, they neither marry nor are given in marriage. And an answer, he received a revelation that men and women should marry in view of eternity and that they could be united eternally rather than being separate and single in the next life. So that lets us know that eternal marriage is indeed a true doctrine received through revelation by Joseph Smith and taught publicly on multiple occasions, just as Joseph Smith said that he taught the strongest doctrines in public. It had and has absolutely nothing to do with polygamy. The revelation was written down and James Whitehead who was Joseph Smith&#039;s scribe testified in the &#039;&#039;&#039;Temple Lot case&#039;&#039;&#039; that it was about three pages long. Incredibly William Law, the publisher of the Nauvoo Expositor of the newspaper, which accused Joseph and Hyrum of a myriad offenses of, of offenses. The least of which was polygamy and which played a key role in Joseph and Hyrums death. He also claimed that he claimed completely independent of &#039;&#039;&#039;James Whitehead&#039;&#039;&#039; that the supposed false revel, the supposed revelation, I would say the fraudulent revelation on polygamy that he saw was also three pages long and that it didn&#039;t contain many of the things that section 132 contained it contained no elements of the true revelation. Joseph and Hyrum consistently described, the three affidavits. I&#039;ll talk about this in another episode. But the three affidavits written in the Nauvoo Expositor describing the revelation they claim to see, had nothing to do with what Joseph and Hyrum both taught as the true revelation that making it very apparent that there were at least two separate documents that were somehow merged and added to, to create the 8 to 10 page section 132 as we have it. Now, this is critically important to understand once we know that 132 is an amalgamation of the true and false revelations. And since we have sources to help us understand which was what was in each separate part of it, the true and the false parts, we can begin to discern which parts are true and which parts are false. And what is even more exciting is that every part of section 132 that talks about eternal marriage is strictly and unavoidably monogamous, just like all the rest of doctrine and covenants and all of Joseph&#039;s teachings,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=02h00m38s 02:00:38]  revelations and scripture verses 15,18, 19 and 26 which all teach about eternal marriage. Say if a man marry a wife and describe marriage between the two of them making zero allowance for any additional wives. There is simply no getting around this. You cannot take these strictly monogamous verses and pretend they will work in polygamy. They won&#039;t for just an example. Let&#039;s look at part of, of verse 19. &amp;quot;And again, verily, I say unto you, if a man marry a wife by my word, which is my law and it is sealed unto them by the Holy Spirit of Promise, then shall it be written in the Lamb&#039;s Book of Life in time and through all eternity and shall be a full force when they are out of the world and they shall pass by the angels which are set there to their exaltation and glory in all things as hath been sealed upon their heads, which glory shall be a fullness and a continuation of the seeds forever and ever&amp;quot; clearly. The process described here involves only 2, one husband and one wife, a perfect couple, the two of them progress together as a couple. It simply could not work any other way. Section 132 itself actually strongly confirms the concept of monogamist only eternal marriage and substantiates the sources that make it very clear that Joseph did in fact receive a revelation on eternal marriage and that it had nothing at all to do with polygamy, but was strictly monogamous. Just like everything else Joseph Smith ever received, Taught said or did you may notice that I cut quite a bit out of that verse? So even knowing that section 132 contains at least portions of the true revelation, we still have to be careful as it will be shown in the next part of this series on Joseph&#039;s supposed polygamy. The forgers were very adept at adding words and phrases here and there throughout true documents. So we can&#039;t just go by verse, we can&#039;t just go verse by verse, assuming each verse is entirely good or entirely bad. In some cases, we may need to go word by word or phrase by phrase with prayer and fasting, asking the Lord to help us discern truth and error. That&#039;s what I did in the verse above, to the best of my ability. I hope this final piece knowing that rejecting polygamy does not at all mean rejecting eternal marriage, helps put some people&#039;s minds at ease and helps us all be more eager to discern, to seek and discern truth from error. So the last question we&#039;ll address in this long episode is how could God allow this to happen? That&#039;s another question that I think weighs on people&#039;s minds and hearts. How can we as members of the church who have been raised to believe that the prophet can never lead us astray, make sense of this. So the first thing to know is that the idea that the prophet can never lead us astray is actually not anywhere in scripture and was not taught by our earliest leaders. It grew directly out of polygamy. &#039;&#039;&#039;Wilford Woodruff &#039;&#039;&#039;said that for the very first time when he was in crisis mode, trying to keep the church together despite issuing the &#039;&#039;&#039;1890 Manifesto&#039;&#039;&#039; disavowing polygamy. The previous leaders had said that that could never happen if it ever did. The church would be an apostasy. And here Wilford Woodruff was doing it. He was disavowing polygamy. And so in order to try to keep the church together, to try to keep the people believing him when he was contradicting his predecessors, he said that the pro that the Lord would never allow the leader of the church to lead the church astray. I understand why he needed to teach it. But we also need to understand that it simply isn&#039;t true. We already have an extensive list of false doctrines that Brigham Young alone tauught that we have disavowed and rejected. They include &#039;&#039;&#039;blood atonement, divine racism, which led to the priesthood&#039;&#039;&#039;. The &#039;&#039;&#039;Adam God theory,&#039;&#039;&#039; the idea that Adam is God the father, what I call &#039;&#039;&#039;divine incest, &#039;&#039;&#039;the idea that God physically had sex with Mary to conceive Jesus completely undermining the virgin birth. Um Joseph didn&#039;t teach any of these things, but Brigham Young as president of the church repeatedly taught each of these ideas over the pulpit at general conferences claiming to be speaking them in the name of the Lord. Yet one by one, the church has rejected every single one of them. So it really does not need to be difficult for us to add polygamy to that pile of already discarded Brigham Young doctrines. It&#039;s just one more in a long pattern. &#039;&#039;&#039;Joseph F Smith&#039;s statement&#039;&#039;&#039; in regard to Brigham&#039;s repeated teaching of Adam God doctrine applies very well to this other false doctrine of polygamy. Joseph F Smith said &amp;quot;while I am not authorized to sit in judgment upon, upon President Young, I am at liberty to test the truth of his words or utterances by the revealed and accepted word of God. Anything uttered by man which is contrary to the divine law must fall while that only which is in harmony with it can remain or stand. &amp;quot;That&#039;s from &#039;&#039;&#039;chapter 21 of Paul Reeves, great book, Let&#039;s talk about race and priesthood,&#039;&#039;&#039; which I&#039;ll quote from again in just a minute. We can also look to &#039;&#039;&#039;Bruce R Mcconkie&#039;&#039;&#039; rather famous 78 speech in regard to the reversal of the priesthood ban. I hope by now that we are all aware that Joseph Smith himself never taught divine racism. He ordained black men to the priesthood. This was another of Brigham Young&#039;s doctrinal innovations. So please disregard the gaslighting and victim blaming in this quote.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=02h06m46s 02:06:46]  It still is useful to help us understand some of these concepts. There are, this is Bruce R McConkie &amp;quot;There are statements in our literature by the early brethren, which we have interpreted to mean that Negroes will not receive the priesthood in mortality. So it&#039;s only that we&#039;ve interpreted, interpreted them to that. I have said the same things and people write me letters and say you said such and such and how is it now that you, we do such and such and all I can say to that is that it is time disbelieving people repented and got in line and believing in a living modern prophet. Forget everything. This is the part that&#039;s good, forget everything that I have said or what President Brigham Young or President George Buchanan or whomsoever has said in days past, that is contrary to the present revelation, we spoke with a limited understanding and without the light and knowledge that now has come into the world, we get our truth and our light line upon line and precept upon precept, we have now had added a new flood of intelligence and light upon this particular subject and it erases all the darkness and all the views and all the thoughts of the past. They don&#039;t matter anymore. It doesn&#039;t make a particle of difference that anybody ever said. Um what anybody ever said about the Negro matter before the first day of June of this year, 1978. It is a new day and a new arrangement and the Lord has now given the revelation that sheds light out into the world on this subject as to any slivers of light or any particular particles of dust of the past, we forget about them.&amp;quot; I actually think that&#039;s brilliant to be able to apply to this topic as well if we can completely forget and throw out one of the teachings that was taught by church leaders. We can do it with this one as well. Well, I shouldn&#039;t say one of many, several of them. It is a fact that past leaders have taught false ideas, not just in our dispensation, but in every dispensation. Let me just give you a couple of so many examples that I could have chosen from. I&#039;ll read from Jeremiah &#039;&#039;&#039;11:9. &#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;quot;And the Lord said unto me, a conspiracy is found among the men of Judah and among the inhabitants of Jerusalem, they are turned back to the iniquities of their forefathers, which refused to hear my words and they went after other gods to serve them. The house of Israel and the house of Judah have broken my covenant, which I made with their fathers.&amp;quot; That&#039;s a perfect description of what happened in our church as well. Alma 31:9. &amp;quot;But they have fallen into great errors for they would not observe to keep the commandments of God yay and find they did pervert the ways of the Lord in very many instances.&amp;quot; Again, another perfect description, we can also look at &#039;&#039;&#039;Matthew 13:15 &#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;quot;for this people&#039;s heart is waxed gross and their ears are dull of hearing and their eyes, they have closed lest at any time they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears and should understand with their heart and should be converted and I should heal them.&amp;quot; Oh, I hope that we can let that no longer apply to us. We could go on and on. Why should we think that our time is any different than all of these other times? None of the people in these times that these verses are describing believed that they had gone astray, many of them actually killed or expelled the men that God sent to warn them of their errors. So we are no different. We&#039;re just the same God that follows patterns, patterns continue, we continue to repeat the same patterns. So I will say that if learning that our leaders have indeed gotten some things deeply wrong, damages our faith, that should be a good indication to us. And a good wake up call to let us know that our faith has been founded on a sandy footing. And we need to do the challenging and literally unsettling work of letting the sand go and becoming reestablished on a much more firm found foundation. The rock of Jesus Christ, actually heeding the book of Mormon can help us do that. Let&#039;s look at a few more scriptures. Second, &#039;&#039;&#039;Nephi 28 &#039;&#039;&#039;&amp;quot;and others will he pacify and lull them away into carnal security that they will say all is well. And Zion Yay Zion prosper all is well and thus the devil cheated their souls and leadeth them away carefully down to hell. Therefore, woe be unto him that is at ease in Zion. Woe be unto him that crieth all is well. Yeah, woe be unto Him, that harken unto the precepts of men and deny the power of God and the gift of the Holy Ghost. Yeah, wo be unto Him that saith we have received and we need no more and in fine woe unto all those who tremble and are angry because of the truth of God. For behold He that is built upon the rock, receives it with gladness and he that is built upon a sandy foundation. Tremble lest he shall fall woe be unto Him. That shall say we have received of the word of God and we need no more of the word of God for we have enough cursed is He that put his trust in man or maketh flesh his arm or shall hearken into the precepts of men, save their precepts shall be given by the power of the Holy Ghost.&amp;quot; This life was never meant to be about sitting blindly and passively in someone else&#039;s boat, expecting them to row us to heaven.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=02h12m31s 02:12:31]  The purpose of this life has always been for each and every one of us to come to know the voice of the Lord for ourselves and to learn to take the Holy Spirit as our guide, as we are constantly taught throughout the scriptures doctrine and covenants 45:57 &amp;quot;for they that are wise and have received the truth and have taken the Holy Spirit for their guide and have not been deceived. Verily, I say unto you, they shall not be hewn down and cast into the fire, but shall abide the day.&amp;quot; We are not told to take the leader as our guide. But the Holy Spirit, we are not meant to be spiritually blind. I&#039;ll read again &amp;quot;woe unto the blind that will not see for they shall perish.&amp;quot; Also, we are not meant to believe that we cannot receive answers from God second Nephi 32.&amp;quot;Wherefore now, after I have spoken these words, if ye cannot understand them, it will be because ye ask not neither. Do ye do ye not wherefore ye are not brought into light but must perish in the dark for behold. Again, I say unto you that if you will enter by the way and receive the holy ghost, it will show unto you all things which ye should do. Jesus continually tells us this commandment I give unto you that ye shall call upon me while I am near, draw near unto me and I will draw near unto you, seek me diligently and ye shall find me, ask and ye shall receive knock and it shall be opened unto you whatsoever. Ye ask the father in my name. It shall be given unto you that is expedient for you. So no, we are not meant to trust in the arm of flesh. Instead, we are given all of the tools we need to judge for ourselves. Moroni 7 &amp;quot;Wherefore take heed my beloved brethren that ye do not judge that which is evil to be of God or that which is good and of God to be of the devil. For behold my brethren, it is given unto you to judge that ye may know good from evil. And the way to judge is as plain that ye may know with a perfect knowledge as the daylight is from the dark night. For behold, the spirit of Christ is given to every man that he may know good from evil. Wherefore I show unto you the way to judge for everything which invite to do good to persuade, to believe in Christ is sent forth by the power and gift of Christ. Wherefore ye may know with a perfect knowledge. It is of God.&amp;quot; I will say that monogamous marriage helps men and women to become better men and women. That&#039;s what it&#039;s designed to do as we together, sacrifice our own selfishness and learn to care about the needs, desires and experiences of someone else and learn to care about our spouse as much as we care about ourselves and engage together as equal partners in the great work of raising our families. That is what marriage is designed to do. But whatsoever thing persuade men to do evil, to be selfish, to be self serving, to be prideful and believe not in Christ by say, claiming that there are sins that Christ&#039;s blood cannot atone for, but we need to kill the people who do them and deny him and deny God&#039;s ability to give us answers to teach us truth from heaven and serve not God. Then you may know with the perfect knowledge it is of the devil wherefore I beseech of you brethren that ye should search diligently in the light of Christ that ye may know good from evil.&amp;quot; And if you will lay hold upon every good thing and condemn it not, ye certainly will be a child of Christ. I know this is getting long, but I really want to read this quote that I loved from the book I cited before Paul Reeves book. Let&#039;s &#039;&#039;&#039;Talk About Race and priesthood.&#039;&#039;&#039; And this book was commissioned and published by Deseret book. It also once and for all sets the record straight that the priesthood ban absolutely never was from God or from Jose Smith, but was an unfortunate doctrinal innovation of Brigham Young, just like polygamy. So here is how Paul Reeve tries to help his readers navigate the problem of false teachings from church presidents. I&#039;m quoting him. Now. &amp;quot;Ultimately, prophets,  (I personally would say church presidents) but ultimately prophets are human and their role is to point their followers toward the divine. God specifically said that he called weak vessels so that we wouldn&#039;t place our faith in their strength or power. But in God&#039;s only Jesus Christ is mighty to save. We do not need an infallible prophet. When we have an infallible savior as latter day saints, we believe in eternal progression, a beautiful doctrine that might help us to situate Brigham Young in a longer term perspective than his views from 1852. Allow in an eternal perspective. Brigham Young is not in some corner of the eternities stuck on his racial positions from 1852. I believe that he has had plenty of time to progress and we can too.&amp;quot; I actually love that. I also don&#039;t believe that Brigham Young is stuck in some, some spot, some corner of the eternities still believing his teachings and views on women and on marriage. I actually personally love to believe that Brigham himself is cheering us on and encouraging and helping our efforts, desperately hoping that we are doing all we can to heal the damage from the false doctrines that he introduced. So going back to our initial question, why does this matter? Why shouldn&#039;t we just leave it alone? I believe we might as well ask, why should we care about truth? Why should we care about, true doctrine versus false doctrine, truth versus error. What is the very purpose of the book of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=02h18m35s 02:18:35]  Mormon and the restoration to bring forth more truth, to help us understand the commandments and covenants of God that, that enable us to be His people, to come into the presence of God and bring forth the promises of Zion. shouldn&#039;t we stop to wonder why these things haven&#039;t happened? Why? After nearly 200 years as a church, we are no closer to these promises than we ever were. But in many ways, we seem to be getting even further away from them. How many times does the book of Mormon warn against false doctrines, false traditions, spiritual  blindness when we are told that our leaders do not receive answers and told that we should not seek or expect to receive answers ourselves. That sounds to me an awful lot like Laman and Lemuel&#039;s response when they were confused about doctrine. And if I asked them, have you inquired of the Lord? And they said unto me, we have not for the Lord maketh no such thing known unto us. Isn&#039;t that exactly what we are saying? And shouldn&#039;t we pay attention to Nephi&#039;s response? &amp;quot;Behold, I said unto them, how is it that you do not keep the commandments of the Lord? How is it that you will perish because of the hardness of your heart? Do you not remember the things which the Lord have said? If you will not harden your heart and ask me in faith, believing that you shall receive with diligence in keeping my commandments, Surely these things shall be made known unto you.&amp;quot; I know this promise is true. And for anyone including our leaders who feel like they aren&#039;t receiving answers on this topic, is it at least possible that the Lord actually is providing answers, but people are refusing to receive them. We were told that we will receive whatever is expedient for us. If we ask the right questions, right? If we keep asking the Lord to help us understand His doctrine of polygamy, and we won&#039;t consider any other possibility. But that this is indeed God&#039;s doctrine. How can we possibly receive an answer if the answer, which I think we have made abundantly clear in this episode, is that polygamy never was of God. If we want to receive answers from God, we need to be open to receiving the answers that God will give us. This is why it matters as individuals and as people, we are ignoring or taking lightly the word of God in favor of our false traditions. And in the process, we are stunting our progression, failing in our commission and bringing ourselves continually under more and more condemnation 3 nephi 26:9. &amp;quot;And when they shall receive this, which is expedient that they shall, should have first to try their faith. And if it so be that they shall believe these things, then shall the greater things be manifest unto them. And if it so be that they will not believe these things,(we will not believe the clear teachings in the book of Mormon because we insist on wresting them to justify the false traditions of our fathers) If it so be that they will not believe these things then shall the greater things be withheld from them unto their condemnation.&amp;quot; It is so plain. Can we please acknowledge the truth of our situation? &#039;&#039;&#039;Second Nephi 27:6&#039;&#039;&#039;. &amp;quot;And it shall come to pass that the Lord God shall bring forth unto you the words of a book and they shall be the words of them which have slumbered and behold, the book shall be sealed and in the book shall be a revelation from God from the beginning of the world, world to the ending thereof. Wherefore because of the things which are sealed up, the things which are sealed shall not be delivered in the day of the wickedness and abominations of the people. Wherefore the book shall be kept from them.&amp;quot; wickedness and abominations. We have heard that phrase several times through this episode. Let&#039;s connect it to Jacob 2 verse 10. &amp;quot;But, but notwithstanding the greatness of the task I must do according to the strict commands of God and tell you concerning your wickedness and abominations and verse 31. For behold, I the Lord have seen the sorrow and heard the mourning of the daughters of my people in the land of Jerusalem. Gay and in all the land of my people because of the wickedness and abominations of their husbands.&amp;quot; Jacob defines what that wickedness and abominations is polygamy and we are told very clearly that the further word will not come while we are still allowing these wickedness and abominations to have placed in our beliefs, in our church, in our scriptures and in our hearts, it is so plain that we cannot continue to countenance wickedness and abomination of polygamy. If we want to be the people of God to be brought out from under the condemnation and to progress in knowledge and truth and receive the promises that God has promised to give us. If we will repent of these things. This is not something that should be ignored and it&#039;s not something that should be taken lightly. The Lord cares very deeply about these issues and we should too. doctrine and covenants 84:43. And I now give unto you a commandment to beware concerning yourselves, to give diligent heed to the words of eternal life. For you shall live by every word that proceeds forth from the mouth of God down to verse 52. &amp;quot;And whoso receives not my voice is not acquainted with my voice and is not of me. And by this, ye may know the righteous from the wicked and that the whole world groaneth&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WXFFYd6mXA&amp;amp;amp;t=02h24m10s 02:24:10]  under sin and darkness even now. And your minds in times past have been darkened because of unbelief and because you have treated lightly, the things you have received, which vanity and unbelief have brought the whole church under condemnation. And this condemnation rested upon the Children of Zion even all and they shall remain under this condemnation until they repent and remember the new covenant, even the book of Mormon and the former commandments, which I have given them not only to say but to do according to that  which I have written that they may bring forth fruit meat for the Father&#039;s Kingdom. Otherwise there remain a scourge and a judgment to be poured out upon the Children of Zion. For shall the Children of the kingdom pollute my holy land? Verily, I say unto you nay,&amp;quot; I believe those who claim we should just ignore this and put it on the shelf are exactly wrong. We should absolutely not ignore it or put it on the shelf. We should take it out and look at it very closely. We need to study it out. And then when we are able to see the truth, we need to have sufficient faith to sincerely repent of the false beliefs we have had and trust God to help us again find our bearings and build our foundation on the rock of Jesus Christ Instead of the sandy foundation of false traditions handed down by our fathers. I hope that you have been able to make it through this long episode. I believe these things so sincerely, I believe they are incredibly important and I do want to testify that God absolutely will make these things known to us. It is true that if we knock it will be opened and if we ask, we will receive, if we are willing to study it out with an open mind and an open a heart and an open spirit and ask the right questions. Thank you so much for sticking with me for these two years, for sticking with me for these three hours. I hope that this has been valuable to you. It absolutely has for me. I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 106: The Historian&#039;s Craft - My Second Conversation with Don Bradley&lt;br /&gt;
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 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Interview number two with Don Bradley! Don tells us about his history, experience and training as a historian, and gives us all tools to help us be the best historians we can be. Another great conversation! And I&#039;m really looking forward to part three!&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy, where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for Mormon plural marriage. I am so excited to be bringing you my second conversation with Dawn Bradley. This time we talked about the work of a historian and I thought it was a very valuable conversation. I have to say this is actually this Sunday is supposed to be my two year anniversary episode. But because of a series of events, including me being very, very sick still right now, that one is being released next week and we&#039;re releasing the Don Bradley episode a week early instead. I hope you will thoroughly enjoy it and I hope you will all tune in next week as well for that very special episode. But for now, thank you so much for joining us as we take a deep dive into the murky waters of Mormon polygamy. Welcome again to this very special episode. I am so excited to be here for the second part of my discussion with Don Bradley who has kindly agreed to a series of discussions to try to get our way into these topics. And so, Don, Thank you so much for, for coming and talking to me again.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=01m27s 01:27] Don Bradley: Thank you Michelle for having me on and thank you so much for all the work that you do. I actually was thinking about this a lot earlier today. I was thinking, you know, there are difficult topics in the history of the church. This is among the most difficult and the usual response to difficult topics that we make is ignore them, And you&#039;ve done just the opposite of that very courageously. You&#039;ve engaged with this topic. You&#039;ve done anything but avoid it. So I just wanted to give you at the start a hat tip of respect for that and appreciation. Thank you. Thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=02m05s 02:05] Michelle:  Thanks. I really appreciate that. Don, that means a lot. So,  I guess we&#039;ll go ahead and um let our audience know what just happened. We just had a false start. We just um barely were getting into the beginning of our introduction when there was a loud, a very loud crashing sound and on to show them what happened&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=02m27s 02:27] Don Bradley:  Yes. So I had notes that I wanted to use to kind of guide some of my thoughts in the conversation. I had the notes sitting up on a shelf next to me here. And so as I was adjusting those notes, I actually knocked something else over, a Joseph Smith death mask.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So of course, Don Bradley has a copy of the Joseph Smith Death Mask, Death mask. And at the very beginning of our conversation, it crashed to the floor and we&#039;re trying to decide what the symbolism there is. I don&#039;t know if I know&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=03m06s 03:06] Don Bradley: Hyrum is fine. Hiram was fine but,  and Joseph was unscathed. Maybe that&#039;s part of the Joseph comes out. Well, this Joseph comes out of this discussion unscathed. Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=03m19s 03:19] Michelle: It could be that I just had a thought. It could be telling us that we need to be willing to break apart our perceptions about Joseph Smith. So we can put them back together again. So that&#039;s what I&#039;m taking as the symbolism. And, well, you can let us know what you guys think it. But anyway, we&#039;re excited. So our first conversation, I hope you&#039;ve been able to watch. That was about faith and navigating faith in, in this difficult topic. And this time, Don wanted to talk about sort of his  history as a historian and also the work of historians, how historians approach history. And we kind of wanted to talk about that to some extent. So we could hopefully have a good discussion, ask good questions and hopefully, Don can give all of us amateur historians more understanding of how the pros do it and, and how we can understand that a little bit better. So I hope I introduced that. All right, Don, you add anything. Yeah. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=04m14s 04:14] Don Bradley: I wanted to say I have been in both categories that you just mentioned, you know, as if we treat them as categories. I, an amateur historian and a professional historian, right? And for me, there&#039;s actually been a lot of continuity between those two categories. And so I can kind of talk about that as I, as I discuss, like, because in, in bringing up what it is that historians do, I&#039;ll be talking about that methodology, but also be talking some about my story. Sort of how did I become a historian and what was that process like and so on? Yeah. And you know, in our, in our first episode, so I do hope that people have watched that as a kind of backdrop. And I wanted to mention too that, that Michelle and I, you know, so we&#039;ve talked about  like we&#039;re going to be doing another episode, right? Where we&#039;ll dive more further into like really into the nitty gritty, right? So the sources, the things that people argue about, you know, what do the sources mean, what&#039;s the validity of different sources, what sources should we rely on and, and how should we treat the sources and so on. I wanna broach that today by talking about historical methodology. So this will be talking about sources on kind of a higher level, right? Rather than getting into more of like into so much the nitty gritty of these sources. But before I launch into, you know, our, before we launch into our discussion on that, right? And I talk about sort of how I became a historian. And so I&#039;m gonna say, like, from our last discussion for anyone who hasn&#039;t watched it, or who, like, maybe they, they watch it, but they don&#039;t fully remember because they watch a lot of different podcast episodes. Um So a couple things that we talked about, one thing that we end a note that we ended on and that we Michelle we agreed on quite a bit is our relationship with God is, is direct, right? As individuals. And so we, we are Children of God. And so we don&#039;t, our, our relationship to God is, it&#039;s because of that. Uh because we are God&#039;s Children, like our relationship to God is not mediated by other fallible humans, right? So it&#039;s not my relationship to God doesn&#039;t go through my bishop who lives down the street here or through my stake president or, or other church leaders. It doesn&#039;t go through historical figures, right? And it, and it doesn&#039;t, our relationship with God doesn&#039;t go through scholars either, right? It&#039;s, it&#039;s direct, right? And so nothing that we talk about here, right? When we talk about, you know,  figures from the past, when we talk about historians or scholars, none of that should get in the way of people&#039;s direct relationship to God or should be perceived as threatening that that&#039;s, that&#039;s something that we have independently as God&#039;s Children. And then,  we talked a lot about could, what, to, what extent can prophets be mistaken. So, you know, um, somebody started early Mormon polygamy. Right. And like, um, whether we&#039;re taking the position that Joseph Smith started it or whether it&#039;s taking the position that Brigham started it or for that matter, maybe someone else. Right. Um, does that if, if people disagree with polygamy, if they think that was a mistake, do they then have to reject whoever started as having been a prophet? And so we talked a lot about that and how Joseph Smith being a prophet or Brigham Young being a prophet is not at stake here, right? We&#039;re talking about historical issues and today and next time we&#039;ll be getting into the nitty gritty, right? That will bear more on that question of who started polygamy and, and so on today, we&#039;re taking a high level approach, but that&#039;s just a glance back at what we talked about. Last time.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=08m21s 08:21] Michelle: I do, I do have to fill in one spot because that was, we agreed on all of the first parts, that last part I think we disagree on, on the um what a prophet, what it means to be a prophet and what the behavior of a prophet can be. And so, so where I disagree on that is that I think that the president of the church isn&#039;t just automatically a prophet in my opinion, necessarily, especially in everything that they do. Right? And so the question for a lot of people comes down to authority and one thing I just, um, mention briefly, but that I, that I&#039;ve thought about quite a bit is I love that we have the story of King Noah because I think that King Noah and Brigham Young, when I look at them, they have a lot in common. Right? And,  from my perspective and in the descriptions of what King Noah did and when we read about the lives of the life and the sermons and you know, the teachings of Brigham Young, there&#039;s a lot of overlap. But the thing that I think is so fabulous is that Alma was able to continue on with the church. He didn&#039;t need to be re ordained. He didn&#039;t need to be given any power or authority or keys. Right? And so when Abinidi, I came, if King Noah and the leaders had at that point, all said, hey, Abinidi and I thank you so much. You are exactly right. We see it and had turned around what they were doing, they would have had everything they needed. So I guess that&#039;s how I view it. I think that people can go very far astray and still be an institutional leader, but that doesn&#039;t ruin and the access that anybody in this institution may&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: let me, let me check that and make sure because I think I&#039;m understood. So, um in the book of Mormon, we have King. So, so Daniel Peterson has actually written about authority in the book of Mormon. And questions are sort of like how the kings priests in the Book of Mormon are ordained either by other priests or they&#039;re ordained by kings. Kings were considered to have religious authority. Their, their ordination as a king, their anointing as a king gave them the authority to ordain priests. Priests are consecrated by Nephi as King by Noah as king by others as king. So Alma, the elder, he got his authority as a priest from King Noah. But that authority was still legitimate authority that he used to baptize and to start the the church of Water Mormon. And so it didn&#039;t matter that King Noah was off way off base because that legitimate authority still came from him is that, did I understand right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=10m55s 10:55] Michelle: That&#039;s how it appears to me, whatever. I&#039;m not exactly, I&#039;m not clear in my own mind about authority. You know,I have episodes I want to do about our claims about keys and all of all of those things. But, the story we have in the book of Mormon makes it very clear that although King Noah did not do what was right in the sight of God as it explains the priest that he or he ordained Alma as a priest or called him as a priest. However, that worked. And Alma went on to establish the church of God that wasn&#039;t filled with corruption. So I think that that&#039;s something that we can all pay attention to. I think it goes along with the idea that our connection is to God. Right. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: yeah, so we can agree. Our connection is to God and that there, that everything doesn&#039;t necessarily need to be staked here on polygamy that there can be genuine authority and so on in the church today, in spite of historical issues,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=11m54s 11:54] Michelle: I think so. That&#039;s how it looks to me. Yeah,  Fallible leadership doesn&#039;t, all leadership is fallible. The question is how fallible, right? Fallible leadership doesn&#039;t need to affect our, our connection to God or our connection to the institution. What really matters is where God wants us to be individually. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: yes,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: we&#039;re on the, we&#039;re on the same page&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=12m17s 12:17] Don Bradley: there. So in Justice Smith&#039;s very first written Revelation &#039;&#039;&#039;D&amp;amp;amp;C 3&#039;&#039;&#039;, it tells him to that he&#039;s, he&#039;s gone on, on the persuasions of man. It tells him beware, you know, you can fall if you&#039;re not following my spirit and, and so on. So so even with Joseph Smith from the outset, there&#039;s this idea of prophetic fallibility, right? And one of the things Joseph Smith taught repeatedly was that he was giving people authority. They, they received the gift of the Holy Ghost when he was asked if um when he was asked if he was a prophet, he said once, yes. And so is everyone who has the testimony of Jesus. He&#039;s, he&#039;s alluding there to a New Testament passage where it says the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy. So he&#039;s saying anyone who has a testimony of Jesus Christ has it through the spirit of prophecy to that extent, they are a prophet. He s he talked about how Moses goes up on Sinai. He sees God. God wants all the people to see Him. The people are like, no, please please don&#039;t make us see God. They&#039;re scared. And so Moses says,&#039;&#039;&#039; I would to God that all Israel were prophets&#039;&#039;&#039;. He didn&#039;t just want to be a prophet himself. He wanted everyone to be a prophet. This is what Joseph Smith wanted. Now, there are of course, in a community in any community, including the church, there is a structure to the community, right? So it&#039;s not just everybody running willy nilly doing their own thing. There&#039;s some kind of structure, but the idea of the restoration was supposed to be an empowering idea, not a disempowering idea, right? It&#039;s supposed to be that people themselves could experience spiritual gifts, that people themselves, they didn&#039;t just have to read about people receiving revelation in the scriptures that they can receive revelation for themselves. And so to use one analogy that I&#039;ve seen like it&#039;s not the, the restoration is like a banquet, it&#039;s like a feast where we&#039;re invited to participate in the feast, not just to read about other people having a feast, right? And so yes, this, this is supposed to be empowering to us, the restoration itself. We&#039;re supposed to experience the spirit. We&#039;re supposed to have that direct relationship. That is, that is a big part of what the restoration is about.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=14m42s 14:42] Michelle: Ok, I love it.  I often have said all of those things that no calling gives us no calling gives us better access to God than any other. Everybody has the same access to God, right? We might have different keys to different closets or different things that we are authorized to manage or be in charge of. But that doesn&#039;t mean that we&#039;re on different spiritual levels or that we have different access to God based on any calling. And that goes all the way up&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: so that any person can have within their calling, they can have the influence of the spirit just as much as anyone else within any other call,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: right? And we all have the access to God. We all have the invitation to come into the presence of God. So, yes. Ok, let&#039;s get into it then. That&#039;s great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=15m26s 15:26] Don Bradley: So   getting into history, so how did I start doing history? What was this path like? So I was 17, the first, the first time that I went to, I started reading church history stuff when I was 16, I actually encountered polygamy stuff really early at that point. I um read early, I read, um my dad got me, I think for my 17th birthday, he got me the book, &#039;&#039;&#039;personal writings of Joseph Smith&#039;&#039;&#039;. It was just, you know, letters that Joseph wrote and his &#039;&#039;&#039;1832 history&#039;&#039;&#039; and things like that. So I started trying to understand Joseph Smith teaching, started, started trying to understand him as a person. I became interested in things like the priesthood restoration events. How to, how did those things happen? I was interested in Justice Smith as a revelator for the very reason that we talked about just now. I thought, well, I want to receive personal revelation and Justice Smith seems to have been a master of receiving revelation, right? He, he received so much revelation. I want to understand more about how he did it. So I had not just curios, I did have curiosity motives in doing church. I had spiritual motives. I wanted to understand spiritual things better. That was kind of a pathway into starting to study the history of the church. Um I went, started going to the church archives when I was 17, looking up historical sources, I was actually following up on things that so I was reading books, but I was also reading like um articles, historical articles in dialogue, journal of Mormon, thought the Journal of Mormon History Journal of the John Whitmore Historical Society. And so I was curious about the sources that these scholars were citing and So I started going to look at the sources for myself, so I could make sure that their transcriptions were accurate. I could see the context, I could gather these things so I could see for myself instead of just seeing what they were telling me. And so,  I was open as far as what I would find in this process. Obviously, we all have, we&#039;ve all been told things about the history of the church and so on. But I, I want, I was curious, I wanted to discover, I wanted to explore,  I did, uh I did, like I said, start to encounter things regarding polygamy really early. And I talked about that some in our last episode. You know, I talked about how like my, my mom had come to discover that more about how polygamy had been practicing in a church that was troubling to her. And so I was able to see polygamy in some way through kind of like my mom&#039;s eyes, how that it was painful to her.  I thought about like when I read, I didn&#039;t fully understand at the time, but I read ideas that Joseph Smith had practiced polyandry, right? That he married women were married to other men.  I later, I, I thought about this, I started thinking about this on my mission. Well, what if the roles were reversed in Mormon polygamy? And I thought I was required by God to share my wife with another husband or husbands,How would I feel? And that felt excruciating. Right. And, and it&#039;s something that I&#039;ve given thought to more recently to try to understand other, the experience of people who have had to, had to live in this and the experience of women who contemplate in the church, what it would be like to have to live this way. So, so I feel invalidated, disregarded,  betrayed, just like helplessly trapped in pain, thinking about this, you know, and so I, I started  engaging with these issues, learning about things that had been written about the history and engaging them intellectually and also like emotionally and spiritually, right? And I talked in our last episode about why, you know, some people, if people watch that episode or if they know more about me from other episodes on other podcasts and whatnot, they know I left the church for a while. I, I eventually had a lo a collapse of my faith in the Restoration. And when I wrote an exit letter and, and I came back five years later, but when I, at the time that I left, when I wrote a kind of letter, resigning my membership, polygamy and polyandry were things that I put in there because there were things that it was hard for me to stomach what I understood about how these things had been practiced. The, the inequalities in them, the pain and so on um but I, um nonetheless I was open to what I might find right in the history. And so I started doing,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: can I ask you? Yeah, I just am curious when you started um going to the archives and when you started looking into history, were you um, like, I find that usually that comes because of a motivation of some sort, you know, like, like, were you just a really sort of geeky kid? And I want to learn everything or were you or were you like, really a fan of Mormonism or were you, like, there are some things that aren&#039;t making sense and I want to understand them better, you know? I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t mean to, I consider myself a geek, but my study has been motivated by like, what&#039;s going on here, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=20m54s 20:54] Don Bradley: So, it was multiple things for me. So I, uh I just inherently was a curious kid. My, my mom really instilled that when I was really little, I don&#039;t remember this, but I remember her telling me about it later that she would always ask me why she would, we&#039;d be outside looking at, you know, we&#039;d see a bee land on a flower and she&#039;d say, look at that bee. What, what do you think? What do you think she&#039;s doing? Why do you think she&#039;s going from this flower to this flower? She, she taught me to ask why. And I just never stopped. So I wanted to understand why and, and, and she had a big focus on the past as well. And that got me, I was just like a science kid. So I was very curious about science. But eventually that turned into kind of a focus of, well, why are things in the world the way that they are? And so I started getting more into the study of history. And then when I was 16, I actually encountered some sort of quasi fundamentalist literature. It wasn&#039;t actually written by like practicing Mormon fundamentalist polygamist, but it was written by people in the church who like, we&#039;re sympathetic to like the Adam God theory and things like this and polygamy. And so I started, I just was given copies of these unpublished writings through a mutual friend in high school. And that actually got me curious about doctrine. Well, was polygamy, like, what was the status of polygamy as a doctrine? Was the status of, you know, sort of Brigham Young&#039;s Adam God uh teachings. And then, and then I started to become so so initially my interest was actually doctrinal on those questions. So I was reading scholarly publications on this, like in in dialogue, right? And then I started trying to look up, started going to the archives to look up the sources that those historians were saying. So I could see for myself what was taught because I wanted to know on some of these doctrines, where did they come from? So for instance, Adam God idea that the there were claims that this went all the way back to Joseph Smith. I want to know did it. And if it did, I wanted to know that if it didn&#039;t, then I wanted to know how did this develop, if Brigham Young developed this, like how and why and at what point did he develop it? And then I asked someone to know kind of like how and why did it disappear? Why did it stop being taught? And so some of the same questions, I guess that people have about polygamy. I was also wrestling with regarding the Adam G idea, like, did it really come from Joseph Smith or was it Brigham Young? Right. Like how did this develop? Why did this disappear from the church? Those, those two things are parallel in some ways? Right. Yeah, for sure.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=23m48s 23:48] Michelle:  I assume, I assume that you came to the same conclusion I have because Brigham Young himself said, if no other, no one else has ever proclaimed this, I&#039;m proclaiming it right now. He kind of wanted to own Adam God, I think, and he wanted to attribute divine racism to Joseph Smith, which, which was Brigham&#039;s we know. And um and I think he also, you know, in my opinion, well, blood atonement was his, he owned that one pretty well. But I think he also wanted to attribute you know, I guess that&#039;s the question of polygamy. Is it one of Brigham&#039;s original doctrines? Like all of the other Brigham doctrines that we have discarded or did that one? Was that one uniquely started by Joseph Smith? But we&#039;ve discarded it because I don&#039;t know of many other Joseph Smith doctrines we&#039;ve discarded, but continue there. It seems to fit in that category to me.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=24m36s 24:36] Don Bradley: So, so Adam God and some of these other topics would be whole podcasts on themselves, right? I definitely did. Um like I saw that there were times when Brigham said that Adam God traced to Joseph and so I was trying to understand, did it trace, did he think it traced to Joseph in the sense that he thought Joseph had directly said it or did he think that it traced to Joseph in the sense that Joseph had said things that helped trigger it? And right? And I actually think it was the latter, right? Um But as I was looking at this,  the the origins of some of these things were harder to tease out, but the the demise of them was actually easier to figure out, right? Like how did Adam God stop being taught? And when I was researching that I realized that by looking at the primary sources and analyzing them, I was seeing some things that the the published historians weren&#039;t seeing and that gave me some confidence. I mean, I&#039;m 17, 18 years old at this point. But that gave me some confidence. Hey, I can, I can do this. I can, I can, this is something where I can not just review what other people have done, but I can start to find new things myself, make&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: sure.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=26m00s 26:00] Don Bradley: Right. Exactly. And so, one issue that I know comes up and that I do that I want to address a lot more. Right. Later in this episode is kind of like, um, professional history versus more amateur history. Um And so I, I wanna acknowledge up front that much of my work. I actually did as what would be called an amateur historian because I just started engaging with the sources, right? And trying to figure things out for myself. Um, later, I, uh, several years later I got a bachelor&#039;s in history, right. Um, then it wasn&#039;t for a good while after that, that I went, I decided to go back to grad school and I got a master&#039;s which then, and I did paid work as a historian and so on and I spoke at conferences. So that would, that moved me into like the professional historian category. But there&#039;s a real continuity in the work that I did as an amateur historian and as a professional historian. Right. We&#039;ll, we&#039;ll talk more about that. Right. I don&#039;t want to have this idea, this sort of elitist idea that, well, we just dismiss everything that quote unquote, amateur historians do in favor of what professional historians do. Right. So I want to talk about that dynamic and what is the value of that said, what is the value of the expertise, the training and expertise that professional historians have? Right. And sort of how do we engage with, how do we engage with that most usefully? Right. And so, um uh I, so I wanted to know early on what is it that historians do and like, why do they do it that way? Right. How do we reconstruct what happened in the past? I just, I wanted to understand, I was, I was literally a kid at the time, right? And I was just curious and studying these things. And so I was reading the work of published historians and I started picking up like by osmosis kind of the professional standards in history, like, like things that um uh many of which most of which you&#039;re familiar with, right? So like&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that first hand sources go ahead&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: is generally preferable, not always, but generally a firsthand source is better than a second hand source or generally, uh other things being equal, a source that&#039;s closer to the event, is superior to a source that&#039;s further from the event or other things being equal, a source that is less biased is preferable to source, that&#039;s more biased or a source that uh this one took me a little longer to understand. But in general, a source that&#039;s saying something that cuts against its own bias is preferable to a source that&#039;s saying something that&#039;s, that goes along with its own bias. Right? So, if someone is acknowledging something, even though they have a bias against it, that&#039;s better evidence than someone who&#039;s saying something that they have a bias for. Right. Because the person has a bias against it. Why would they be saying it? Why it&#039;s, it&#039;s obvious why someone has a bias in favor of something would be saying it, right? So I started picking up um like like historical standards of avalanche and and yeah, like you said, like citation, citation standards, right? Like Chicago manual style or whatever they were using, I started to pick up just by looking at what they did, how you do it, right? And so, so this was um a big influence on me was just um reading other historians, right? And so um the way that I have come to see it, right? Is that um historical method, it&#039;s like it, it&#039;s something empowering, right? Historical method would be, we could liken it maybe to like good communication skills, right? Like good listening skills, right? It&#039;s it empowers us to better understand other people, right? And historical method empowers us more to understand what happened in the past and what other people were thinking and doing and that in turn enables us to better understand the world in which we live because the world we live in now was shaped by its past. Right. And so, um, I, uh, do you, um, I, I&#039;ve talked for a bit. Do you have before you can keep&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: going? Yeah, that&#039;s fine.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So, um, when I, uh, went to BYU, I started, I started out as a psychology major with a history minor but with just, with a passion for Mormon history. And before too long I switched to majoring in history, I thought, no, I, I can&#039;t not do history, right. And so um in my first class, in the history major, they called it the historians craft. It, it&#039;s a class that was, it&#039;s designed to introduce students to the practice of history. And so we read a book um that quoted from extensively for another book written by a guy named Robin Collingwood. He was a philosopher of history. He wrote a book called The Idea of History. And like the, the main part of the book is sort of like a history of how historians have seen history, right? But the end of the book, the epilogues in the back of the book are all about historical method. They&#039;re more about what, what is history. And I would actually really highly recommend this to anyone, those epilogues in the back of the idea of history to anyone who&#039;s really interested in digging into kind of historical method. And I started to recognize that some of the things that I had already started doing and analyzing the sources were what he was saying to do. So, for instance, um he talks about what is the nature of historical sources, how should we use historical sources? So I think that often when we think about historical sources, and I think when I thought about historical sources, before I started doing history, I think what I thought a historical source was is that it was something that was written in the past, about the past, like a kind of account of things in the past. So kind of like you think about um Well, here&#039;s a a controversial one because of um the ways that it was kind of rewritten in certain ways. But Justice Smith&#039;s manuscript history, right? The, the actual history that Joseph Smith himself was producing, that is a historical source that is, it&#039;s about the past where he was in the past, writing about the even earlier past, writing a narrative of the events right now. So, uh and he in 1832 he had written a little autobiography, right? Where he talked about the first vision he talked about um Moon. I, right. So that, that is a historical source that where it&#039;s about, they&#039;re writing about the past, they&#039;re writing stories about the past. That is a tiny fraction of the historical sources that we have most historical sources that we have are not about the past. They&#039;re pieces of the past, they&#039;re fragments,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: letters and census. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So a letter if Joseph Smith writes a letter to someone else. It&#039;s not an account of the past. It&#039;s a piece of that past. It&#039;s a piece, it&#039;s a fragment of communication between two people at the time. Right. We have meeting minutes of the meeting that Joseph Smith was involved in where there&#039;s a conversation between people. That again, that&#039;s not about the past. That&#039;s a piece of the past, right. Joseph Smith&#039;s revelations. Um They&#039;re not, sometimes they mention things without explaining those things often they mention them. So, so they&#039;ll talk about. Um So DNC 28 for instance, where Hyrum Page has been receiving revelations through a Sear stone and Oliver Cowdrey is like going to correct him about the nature of these revelations and so on. Well, that&#039;s not a, that&#039;s not a narrative about those events because the people involved didn&#039;t need a narrative about the events Oliver already knew what was going on, right? They did, right? It&#039;s just a piece of the past. And so um this, this author Robin King, he really explains a lot about the nature of historical sources. And then he says, um we can treat our historical sources in one of two basic ways. OK. We can treat our historical sources as authorities or we can treat them as evidence. And this to me was really a key point, right? So what does it mean to treat a historical source as an authority? Right? So take that approach, what, what the questions we would ask would be like, so we&#039;re thinking, well, this person who wrote in the past, they knew the past in some perfect way or nearly perfect way. And when we are like, looking at what they have to say, we&#039;re assuming that their memory is just right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: We&#039;re just not looking at, we&#039;re not allowing for any critical approach to it. We&#039;re just saying this is absolutely 100% factual everything it says, period. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So when we treat our historical sources as authorities, then our question is, well, we have two, let&#039;s say we have two historical sources and they don&#039;t, they talk, they&#039;re referring to the same events, but they talk about them differently. There&#039;s some differences or contradictions between the two. If we&#039;re treating our sources as authorities, then what we ask is which one is more authoritative and then we go with that, that one, we just sort of cut and paste that person&#039;s part of the narrative and we ignore this person&#039;s part of the narrative that they&#039;re giving, right? That would be the authority approach. So the other approach he gives is we treat our historical sources as evidence. Hey, so if we&#039;re treating our historical sources as evidence, then what we&#039;re trying to do is acknowledge that there are different perspectives, there are different biases and so on. And we think, well, maybe there&#039;s truth in both of these, but how do they fit into a bigger picture? Right? What&#039;s the best explanation that takes into account all these different sources rather than saying, well, this one trumps that one. So we go, we totally go with this one and we totally ignore these others, right? And so, um, he talks about how historical, what a historian does is like, what a detective does. And I wish I could remember like his exact story here. But he actually gives an example of detective work where all of the witnesses, he gives like a story of like a murder, right? It&#039;s fictional, but like he gives an exa as an example and he gives an example of how one of the witnesses could be lying about what happened. But people don&#039;t lie randomly, people lie based on their own interests. So when we recognize the person sit the witnesses situation and their self serving motives, then the detective can actually look at the lies told by every one of these sources and figure out what happened and figure out who did it, right? This is the way detective work works. What doing history, history is detective work. But all our witnesses are dead and we have to use the different sources that they created to piece together what happened. So when I was at BYU, um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: can I pause you for a quick, can I pause you for just a quick second? Because this is fascinating, but it&#039;s so interesting hearing you talking about it because I&#039;m assuming that um people on different sides of this question are hearing this different ways and I don&#039;t want to make us get into it yet. But I do, I just a couple of the thoughts that are going through my mind and, and we don&#039;t have to debate them or anything. I just want to let you know how I&#039;m hearing this if that&#039;s ok because, because I do really like these, these, um, approaches of authority versus evidence. But what I hear is we take all of the pro Joseph&#039;s polygamy sources as authority and ignore like we&#039;re not looking at them equally because Emma denied it multiple times. Joseph denied it multiple times. Hyrum denied it multiple times. Many, many other people in that community did and we ignore them and take the others as authoritative. So I wanted to point that out. And then the other thing that I&#039;m hearing is um the last thing that you were saying, oh, remind me what it was detective work. Yeah. Yeah. Looking at the bias, I apologize that I had my brain left for a minute. But um that&#039;s really interesting as well because again, I&#039;m seeing all of the massive motive in Utah, you know, in 1869 and beyond to create this body of evidence. So and then also the pieces of history I think that we also learn from pieces that aren&#039;t there, you know, like pieces that you would expect to have be there. Um That aren&#039;t, there also tells us something. So, anyway, keep going. I didn&#039;t mean to interrupt you. It&#039;s interesting because I&#039;m assuming I&#039;m hearing this maybe differently than you, than you&#039;re thinking about it as you&#039;re saying it. But I, I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: I think that you&#039;re hearing it with a specific application, but I don&#039;t think you&#039;re hearing it so much differently than I, it, because I&#039;m, I&#039;m just talking here about what, what, what does his brains do? What is historical method? How do we figure out the past? And so then different people are coming from different angles. So they&#039;re gonna start applying that in different ways. But then the hope is that if we&#039;re using method well, and having a larger conversation, eventually there will be more and more of a convergence in views rather than a divergence. If there&#039;s more of a divergence, it sounds like maybe we&#039;re doing it wrong, right?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Something&#039;s going wrong. I agree.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Right. So, so yeah, just I, but I think you are understanding uh from what you said, right? What I&#039;m saying? And so you mentioned like uh where we might expect to have certain pieces of evidence or, or whatever certain things sources that are absent. So there we&#039;re talking about like inference, right? So detective, a detective will use inference, right? So, so a historian&#039;s job is not just to um say, well, this source says this happened or this didn&#039;t happen and I believe this source is more authoritative than that source, whether it&#039;s sources, talking about Joseph practicing polygamy or whether the sources saying Joseph didn&#039;t practice polygamy. The point isn&#039;t to say, well, this is more authoritative. So then we can dismiss all these sources. The point is to, to create a larger picture where we see where the different sources plug into a larger narrative because&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: picture explains and incorporates the most sources the best way, right? Like the model,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: what model and I&#039;ll come back to models. But yes, thank you very much on the same line. Absolutely. So in Collingwood&#039;s approach to historical sources, in some ways, it&#039;s like putting together puzzle pieces, you want to see how do, how does everything fit, right? And um same kind of thing, it&#039;s, and it&#039;s like detective work. So I, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll, as I&#039;m going on, I&#039;ll give some examples of um like how I see like from my own work of how, what does this mean to me in practice? Right. But another thing that Collingwood said is that our knowledge of history advances not so much by finding new historical sources, by learning to use as evidence, the sources that we already have, that other historians have thought useless to them. OK. So, so let me give an example of this. So when I was at BYU, I was 23 or something, and I had this curiosity question emerge in my mind about the Justice Smith translation of the Bible. So I looked at how in the book of Mormon, you have lots of chapters of Isaiah quoted. You&#039;ve got like one third of the book of Isaiah is quoted in the book of Mormon. And I noticed that there&#039;s a lot of, and it has variations from the King James, right? There are changes or variations or differences between book of Mormon, Isaiah and King James. Isaiah. I noticed in reading the Justice Smith translation of Isaiah that most of those same book of Mormon Isaiah variants appeared in the JST of Isaiah. So then I had a question. Curiosity is Justice Smith having this like re revealed to him this, this much of the same Isaiah text as is in the book of Mormon. Do you see what I&#039;m saying? Like, like these ISIS where the Isaiah text in the book of Mormon and the JST both are the same, but they&#039;re different from the King James. Are these independent revelations to Justice Smith where it&#039;s in, it&#039;s revealed in the translation of the book of Mormon. But then it&#039;s re revealed to him in doing the JST or when Joseph Smith is doing the JST of Isaiah, is he just looking at the book of Mormon text and using Isaiah text and using that, is that where is that why they&#039;re the same? Which is it? And so I had these two competing hypotheses in my mind and what I needed to do is find a way to test the hypothesis. Well, so I was, when I talked to different professors at BYU about this question and how I wanted to explore it. I came up with ideas for how to figure it out. But as I talked to my professors, I was often told, go, go talk to a particular scholar, I, I won&#039;t name him because this would not, he&#039;s not living, but this would be embarrassing about him. It&#039;s not positive. OK? But like I was told, go to this guy, he knows everything about the JST, right? So after I heard this from like half a dozen professors, I went to this guy, I went to his office on campus and I told him what I wanted to know. I said, you know, I&#039;m wondering when Joseph Smith did his revision of Isaiah in the JST. Did he use Book of Mormon Isaiah or did he just have it revealed? Reeled? And he said, oh, I don&#039;t think we can ever know that. I don&#039;t think we can second guess the prophet Joseph Smith. Um You can guess what I thought of that. Like, I, I actually already had figured out a method for answering the question. And here what I was being told is we can never know. Right. So why did he think we couldn&#039;t know because we don&#039;t have any historical sources as authorities telling us there&#039;s no historical source that says when he got to the Isaiah chapters of the JST. Joseph Smith didn&#039;t use the Bible, I mean, didn&#039;t use the book of Mormon or when he got to the Isaiah chapters of JST, just as Smith did use the book, there&#039;s no historical source that says that. So there&#039;s no one we can rely on as a kind of authority on this question. But do we have evidence on this question? Ok. So what I realized that I could do, I realized that there were variants in different book of Mormon manuscripts that the original book of Mormon manuscript is the stuff as it&#039;s dictated by Justice Smith while he&#039;s translating, that&#039;s the most accurate, that&#039;s the first layer. Then they copied that manuscript, right? They made a copy, Oliver cry makes a copy to give to the printer for him to typeset from well when he&#039;s copying necessarily, he makes mistakes, humans are foul. So he makes mistakes in the copying. So he introduces errors. Then when the typesetter at the grand and presses typesetting, he introduces a whole other set of errors. So what I did is I compared the original manuscript of the book of Mormon and what we have about the Isaiah chapters. I compared that with the printer&#039;s manuscript of Isaiah. I compared that with the 1830 edition. And what I found is if I remember the numbers right, Oliver in copying from the original manuscript and in typesetting the book of Mormon, the people creating those additional versions of the book of Mormon Isaiah text made at least 22 errors in how they copied the text. Then I looked at the JST of Isaiah to see were those errors present in JST Isaiah or not? Do, do you follow what I&#039;m what I&#039;m gonna ask like, yeah. So if Joseph Smith had the J the Isaiah text independently re revealed to him when he&#039;s doing the JST, it&#039;s not gonna have the errors that crept into the book of Mormon text. But if he&#039;s using the published book of Mormon text, it&#039;s gonna have those errors, right? 22 errors that had been introduced by the copying and types. So 21 of them appeared in the JST of Isaiah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So that answers your question. So that&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: identifies as surely as a fingerprint, right? This is like a textual fingerprint. You&#039;ve got the fingerprint of the 1830 book of Mormon Isaiah text on the JST of Isaiah, Joseph Smith. Absolutely opened up the book of Mormon and used that he&#039;s thinking to himself, hey, I already translated this stuff in the book of Mormon. I can just use that instead of having to redo it. That&#039;s what he does. Nobody tells us that, but nobody has to tell us that because we can see it for ourselves, right? So our, our historical sources don&#039;t provide anything in the way of authorities here, but they provide evidence. And if we think like Collingwood says, we advance in our knowledge of the past mostly by getting at what&#039;s already in the sources we have under the surface by inference, not necessarily just by finding new sources. So even if there had been a source, suppose there had been a source where Sidney Rigdon said, when Joseph Smith got to the Isaiah chapters, he didn&#039;t use any other source but immediate revelation, he would be wrong. I would reject. He said, because the 21 errors don&#039;t lie. They&#039;re, they&#039;re, they&#039;re a fingerprint. So even though Sydney Regan would seem like he&#039;s an authority on the subject because he was described for these chapters, I would still reject what he said because the evidence in the sources is stronger than his statement we can get for ourselves, right? So that would be an example I think of the kind of thing that Collingwood, the kind of approach Collingwood is talking about, right? So um with uh with time also I developed a hefty res respect for the historical sources that even though the historical sources do vary a lot, there are often errors in the historical sources. I started to see with time that there was less that that even where they had substantial errors, they usually or often, I think usually but often at least there was some grain of truth in what they were saying. So an example of this actually my my best example of this maybe comes from later in my evolution as a strange. So this would be several years later, when I had stopped believing in the restoration for a while. When I left the church, I was reading um a uh an account given by Diedrich Willers Junior. So he was actually, he knew the Whitmer family um in New York, he, his father was their minister in their church. Diedrich Willer senior. So he left this account. He was saying that the Whitmer were like superstitious, uneducated people and so on. And then to kind of give an example of this, he says, um when Joseph Smith came up from Pennsylvania is during the translation of the book of Mormon, right? When he came up from Pennsylvania back to New York, uh He, he comes and he&#039;s staying with the Whitmer family and he says, the messenger appeared the angel, right at the Whitmer. Well, after Joseph gets the Whitmer home, and Jo, he says, Joseph had said that because this was the 12th appearing of the angel that was a sign that he was supposed to stay there until the translation of the book of Rhyme was complete. Now, I remember even though I didn&#039;t believe in Joseph Smith at this point, I remember thinking, well, this plays so much into this guy&#039;s biases. He&#039;s trying to portray the Whitmer as sort of gullible. And then he&#039;s giving this story seemingly in the spirit of showing that they were gullible, right? And so I, I didn&#039;t believe it, right. Well, uh later I was creating more of a chronology of the translation of the book of Mormon, the early revelations from 1829 this time period. And I was thinking about how we do know that the messenger appeared at the Whitmer home. Shortly after Joseph arrived there, he appeared to marry Whitmer, right? Mother Whit. And so, um that there was a kernel of truth there for sure. But then I started to realize, well, DNC 18 was given right around the time that he showed up there. And DNC 18 talks about how for the first time about how there would be 12 disciples called in the restoration. And then I was looking at first Nephi chapter one which is where Joseph Smith picks up the translation at the same time after he gets, after he moves to the wimm, he finishes the book of Moon I down in Pennsylvania. He moves up to Fayette. He begins at first Nephi 11 and immediately he translates the part where Lehi has a vision and he sees, he thinks he sees God sitting on his throne and then a heavenly being like as bright as the sun descends. And he&#039;s followed by 12 others. And I was like, wait a minute, the number 12 actually keeps popping up in the revelations and translations that just doing at this exact time. Maybe I was too quick to dismiss Deedrick Willer account because it actually fits so well with what&#039;s going on. So it was like there were adjoining puzzle pieces that fit here. And so even though I could see that Willers had a bias, his bias didn&#039;t make me ultimately like throw out his account. I saw that there was a kernel of truth there that fit with other sources, right? And so um so this again goes to treating our sources as evidence, not as authorities. So I don&#039;t treat Deri Roers as an authority. I don&#039;t follow down whatever he says just because he said it, I&#039;m skeptical of what he says, but where the things that he says fit with other data points, they, they connect, well, they fit together into a cohesive whole. Then I&#039;m like, OK, he&#039;s presenting something valid evidence that we can factor in in a larger picture, right? Um So um one of the biggest, like I studied, not only like polygamy, like in justice Smith&#039;s time, I was also studying the demise of polygamy and sort of the continuation of polygamy after the manifesto. Did you mention to me before William G Sears as an answer to that? Yeah. OK. He entered into polygamy or took a plural wife in like 1906 or something. This is after the second manifesto. So for, for those who probably most people know it 1890 manifesto formally ends polygamy in the church, but then it&#039;s still being secretly authorized by church leaders. Then 1904 was, is seen usually as this. Well, now the gates really shut. Now we&#039;ve locked that door. No, no more authorized polygamy. And yet there are people like William Sears who are still going into it where there&#039;s a question? Was this actually still secretly being authorized? That was a question that fascinated me, right in my twenties. And so I was exploring this and I found that I was so puzzled because I gathered a lot of evidence on the question. Did Joseph Smith authorize some plural marriages after the second manifesto in 1904?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I can say yes because in my family history, yes, sorry, you go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So here&#039;s what I was seeing if I just looked at the evidence against him authorizing. So there was evidence against it. So for instance, there were people writing him letters after 1904 saying something about him authorizing plumber and he seemed offended. He seemed mad you&#039;re questioning my integrity and so on. And I came across, I came across other sources that were, it seemed like if I just took them at face value, seem like no, he wasn&#039;t authorizing these marriages after that point, right? And so if I just looked at the evidence that he didn&#039;t authorize pages after 1904, then I thought, no, he he didn&#039;t authorize and look at all this evidence that he didn&#039;t. But then if I looked just at the evidence, he did authorize them after 1904, I thought, yeah, he did look at this evidence that he did. And so I got it so confused, it gave me literally gave me headaches. So I was like, why is the evidence so contradictory? Because there&#039;s there was only one reality here of what happened, why does it look like two realities colliding? And so I came to realize very strongly that just because we have evidence on one side of something doesn&#039;t mean that thing is true. What we need is what you were saying earlier. What we need is to construct a model that takes into account all the evidence that as best as possible and then we have to come up with criteria. Well, what do we mean by as best as possible? What makes one explanation better? What are the criteria that we measure one explanation? So, so in the sciences, you have parsimony, this would be the simplicity of the model Ockham&#039;s razor, right? So, so the the the model that makes the fewest questionable assumption that that has the fewest improbabilities, that&#039;s basically the simplest in its ability to account for the data. But that&#039;s the catch it has to account for the data. So Einstein said things should be made as simple as possible but not simpler, right? Like like we have to act or our our account can&#039;t be too simple to actually explain the data has to explain the data. That&#039;s what, that&#039;s what an explanation has to do is they actually explain, right? But but other things being equal, if there are two explanations that equally well accounted for the data, but one was simpler than the other, that one has the advantage, right?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And so&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: sure. So what I&#039;m saying is just there we deal with models, there are different kinds of criteria. And so then, then like questions of how do we use evidence sources as evidence in coming up with these models and explaining things, those become real live questions. So we&#039;re using something that&#039;s also called inference to the best explanation.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. I do want, I do want to pause you for a second. So I, I I&#039;m fascinated by how you talked about the Joseph F Smith question. And I think it&#039;s really an important one and an interesting one. This is what I&#039;m gathering because it&#039;s a kind of, I guess something I haven&#039;t heard you talk about yet when we&#039;re qualifying or, or, um you know, evaluating evidence. And so my guess is that you looked at Joseph F Smith&#039;s words and people who were angry that he didn&#039;t approve uh marriage or let you know people that um were like, how can you be turning it back on polygamy, whatever it might be, right? So you&#039;re looking at that, but on the other side, I&#039;m guessing you didn&#039;t have like a letter of Joseph F Smith writing. You didn&#039;t have like what, what showed you that Joseph did lie about it were things like, hey, there&#039;s a marriage here and there is Children and he&#039;s, he&#039;s serving in high callings throughout the rest of his life. And he like, obviously, this is an approved plural marriage. So I&#039;m guessing that it was more the hard evidence that made you realize that the claims that Joseph Smith made were not true. Am I&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Joseph Smith? Yeah, that&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Joseph F Smith said he wasn&#039;t doing it and you can find letters about that. But then you can find these marriages that obviously were approved because of the evidence you can see with, with their life events in the paper trail. Right? I&#039;m asking if that&#039;s how you,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: so there is, right. So we have direct denials from Joseph Smith. He&#039;s allowing these, that he&#039;s authorizing these poor marriages. But then we have inferential evidence that he actually is and this inferential evidence can take the form of patterns and you&#039;re right, part of it would be patterns of church discipline. So people who went into these marriages at a certain point, were they disciplined or not disciplined? And there, there seems to be some evidence that he&#039;s actually shielding some of these men for a while. He&#039;s from discipline if they&#039;re going rogue and doing these poor marriages like against his. Well, why would he show them from discipline or, or things like this? Yeah. And it&#039;s honestly, it&#039;s been long enough um since I&#039;ve been in the headspace of exploring this specifically, that details would be a little slower for me to pull forward as far as laying out some of those evidences. But one of the things I saw was that there seemed to be patterns where the performance of these marriages was sort of pushed further and further from the center of the church, more to the periphery where there was more plausible deniability. So there were, there were larger patterns in the evidence and there were in, there was inference like you&#039;re saying, uh we do have people who were saying directly Joseph Smith authorized this marriage and, and, and such, and there&#039;s even one kind of explosive case of this where the Hawaiian Mission President Samuel E Woy uh entered into a late floor marriage and he ends up directly telling the K of 12 that Jo Smith had authorized the marriage with the K of 12. They express shock and disbelief at this, but they decide not to insult President Smith&#039;s integrity by asking him about it. But they let Samuel E will without any discipline, right? That seems like they know that he actually authorized it, but they don&#039;t really want to know that they don&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: want to know, they want to give him plausible deniability. So, so in my family history, I just think this is an interesting story. Um my great grandfather was told by Joseph F Smith to go to Mexico and take another wife. He and his first wife were unable to have Children. So, um and in and in the story that we were told because, um, like, um, like they had to often defend themselves. No, we&#039;re, we&#039;re authorized, we&#039;re authorized, right? Because they lived in Mexico to get married. But when they moved back, they lived the rest of their lives in Salt Lake. And I believe that, um, my grand great grandfather worked at the church building, like, worked at the church office building. I know he served as mission president many times. I know that, oh, I won&#039;t remember which Apostle church president spoke at his funeral, but he was very, very much um in favor of the church and what he was told, at least what we&#039;ve been told coming down the family story is that he, that um my great grandfather said, I thought you, I thought we weren&#039;t doing that anymore. And Joseph F Smith said, I&#039;m not calling you as the president of the church. I&#039;m calling you as the president of the priesthood. And so that&#039;s an interesting data point of how he was differentiating that, you know. So that&#039;s an interesting story and then whatever people want to say about it. The fact is we can show that he took a second wife in 1906 that they lived in Utah. He had, but he was told when he was called to be the mission president in Tonga, he was told he could only take one wife. So he took his first wife without like so they issued the call and said, hey, we can&#039;t have a visible polygamous. So you have to just take one of your wives. So my great grandmother, the one with all of the Children was left alone to provide, right without, with her husband gun. Anyway. So I guess what I&#039;m saying is the hard evidence, the all of the Children. My my grandmother is the oldest child of William Galley&#039;s years. And so she had to provide anyway, so we know all of those birth dates, the church callings the records, the marriage dates, we can show all of the hard evidence. So for me, 11 of the weighing points that I didn&#039;t hear you mention was like testimony versus hard evidence, right? And I think that&#039;s one where I, I really do prioritize hard evidence over claims if that makes sense because anyone can say anything, especially if they have the motives, but we need to show the hard evidence, right? So I think that&#039;s one thing I wanted to add to that to that how we differentiate evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I think we there are there&#039;s a range of different types of evidence, right? And so all of them need to be taken into account,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I guess I, yes they do. But like the piece of history, evidence is pretty good evidence. A letter is pretty good evidence and a testimony might be, you know, maybe we should look at the like like, it always depends. You always have to look at the bias or what the people are trying to accomplish. Like you said, like for my, for my grandfather, um, Bill, Bill, you know, like I exist so it can&#039;t be doubted, you know what it is. Marriage can&#039;t be doubted. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: The marriage can&#039;t be doubted. You&#039;ve got hard evidence there. Still the question of Justice Smith authorizing it. Right. Is it?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And I guess that&#039;s where we look at the dates and the church, church involvement,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: look at, he was not disciplined. He was kept in high callings and things like this. And so that becomes part of part of the, the inferential case, right? The inferential evidence that we would analyze here. Now, now testimony, I think in some ways I&#039;m not disagreeing with you because like I, I gave the example of like the JST and the Isaiah and the JST. There&#039;s no testimony about it one way or the other.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I would call the evidence. That&#039;s how I use that terminology, whether it&#039;s right or wrong, you can look at the pieces and see what actually is there. So if someone said something different, sorry, I can see it. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: OK. So one way where testimony, sometimes we can sort of test testimony, so to speak, right? So for instance, um there are people who knew the Smith family in New England and who knew them in New York and who knew them in Ohio uh, there are people who knew Joseph Smith both down in harmony. Pennsylvania end up in Myra Manchester, New York. And so where those people say the same e even if they have a bias, they didn&#039;t believe in Joseph Smith&#039;s prophetic claims if they&#039;re saying the same things independently, even though they wouldn&#039;t have had communication between each other because of geographical distance. Right. If they&#039;re saying the same thing, we give it more weight than if just the people here are saying or just the people here because the two testimonies are interlocking. How would these people have gotten the same idea as these people over here or people that cut against their bias? So let&#039;s say that we had people who didn&#039;t believe in Joseph Smith&#039;s prophetic claims, but they actually acknowledged that he predicted something that came to pass. Well, why would they have a reason to acknowledge that because it cuts against their bias? And so I&#039;m just saying the same sort of process of inference that we use and with hard evidence as you&#039;re calling it, we can sometimes use not always, but we can sometimes use with testimony sure and validate it. And so the same sort of process of inference that applies to one type of evidence can be applied to others as we try to sort of do the detective work, connect the dots, put the puzzle pieces together, come up with a model that best explains. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. And I do want to add with, with like, um, pieces of evidence, like, like testimonies that seem to align from divergent sources that, you know, the other question we need to ask is, is there, uh, is there something that we&#039;re not yet aware of, is there a newspaper article that made these claims? Is there some reason that they both would make these claims other than that? Do you know what I mean? Like, quite done? We&#039;re never all the way finished, right? So, OK, there, there&#039;s always a possible explanations that we haven&#039;t found yet.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: OK. So um a couple of examples of for me, of historical methodology and practice would be um so I&#039;ve done work on what we can know about the last 116 pages of the book of Mormon. Both. Well, I wrote a book about it that&#039;s published. Um So the first part of the book is what we can know about the history of the lost pages. And the second part is what we can know about the history in the lost pages, the missing narrative. And so we have different historical sources that we have to piece together again, like like puzzle pieces, right? That tell us things about the coming forth of the book room. Uh Sorry, the last pages of the book w and the theft of the lost pages and the contents of the last pages. So in one of these, so, so one of the methodologies um that I really stressed quite a bit in my work and I&#039;m talking to other people of history is that much of history is just getting the events in the right order that once we have the events in the right order, we can see the cause and effect relationships between them. But if we don&#039;t have the events in the right order, we really have no way of getting the story right. It&#039;s like if we were trying to do science, but we didn&#039;t know in which order physical events happen, we could never establish cause and effect. Once you get the events in the right order, you can watch the Dominoes fall. So a good example of this would have to do with Martin Harris. And this question of like, you know, when he was, when he wanted to borrow the book of Roman manuscript, the initial manuscript and take it home to his family. He was really pushy about it, right? Like he, he asked if he can, Joseph gets a revelation saying no, he asks again, Joseph gets a revelation saying no. So he asks again, why is he pestering God? Like where does he get, where does he get off pestering God? Right?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Because his wife is pestering him, sorry.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So so so we have uh a narrative where we think, well, we know his wife was involved in this, right? But then like why? But why specifically? And do we have anything that can shed light on this because we don&#039;t actually have a source that really says that spells it out there isn&#039;t a source that says, well, the reason he was so insistent was his wife was so insist we don&#039;t have anything that says this, right? So can we know this? Can we know why? So something that I did, I was laying out a chronology. Joseph tells us that when Martin was taking dictation form, when they, when they&#039;re translating, what becomes the lost pages that Martin is taking vacation from about April 12th, 1828 to about June 14th. Ok. So mid April to mid June. So what I started looking at what was happening at that time in Martin harris&#039; life, what was happening back home? Well, if you so Martin Harris, we all know he was a farmer. He was a very successful farmer. That&#039;s why he was able to assist Joseph in translating, provide resources for Joseph to be able to translate. That&#039;s why he was able to, you know, provide the money for the printing of the book, right? Martin was an expert farmer. When was the planting season in upstate New York? It turns out it was mid April to mid June. The exact time that Martin was gone, his arms up in Palmyra, he&#039;s down in harmony, Pennsylvania 100 and 50 miles away taking dictation to write out this manuscript right on May 8th. So remember he&#039;s gone mid April to mid June on May 8th, right in the middle of that period. There&#039;s a uh there&#039;s a notice just after that in the palmy paper saying that on May 8th, Lucy Harris Junior, this is not the wife, the daughter. Lucy was married in Palmyra, where was Martin? Not in Palmyra? He&#039;s in Pennsylvania. So guess who in order to describe for that manuscript not only missed the entire planting season on his farm, but his own daughter&#039;s wedding, aren&#039;t you? So he felt now his motives become clearer. He had made Ha&#039;s family go through so much sacrifice to produce, help Joseph produce this manuscript describe for this manuscript, he felt he could not go home empty handed. He was not gonna go home and say, Lucy, if you could just see this manuscript, then you&#039;d understand. He felt like he had to have something to show for all that sacrifice. So we don&#039;t have a historical source that tells us this is why he did it. But once we lay out the chronology, it becomes obvious why he did it. We don&#039;t need someone to tell us why he did it because it it becomes evident. So this puts Martin in a more sympathetic light. It also puts his wife in a more sympathetic life. She&#039;s been kind of treated like by in latter day saint circles as sort of a shrew, right or whatever. Well, look at the sacrifice level sacrifice. Her family is being put through for this book, we also know from Lucy Max Smith that uh Lucy Harris had was becoming hard of hearing. Well, there is psychological research that shows that people with progressive hearing loss tend to develop paranoia because your whole life, imagine if your whole life you&#039;ve been able to hear the people, you know, talking behind you and so on and, and suddenly it seems like people are talking quieter and quieter like they don&#039;t want you to hear. And so she has reasons to be paranoid about this. And so once we put these historical events in the chronology, once we understand other things that are going on in these people&#039;s lives, they become much more human. There aren&#039;t villains here with black hats, right? They&#039;re human beings acting out of very understandable motivations that when we piece things together, that those stories become clear.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok? I like I like what you&#039;re saying and I think that this is useful. I do want to point out and this isn&#039;t connected to Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy in any way. And just as I&#039;m hearing you say this, I still think there&#039;s a lot of inference there, right? Because there could be other like, like we don&#039;t know if it&#039;s possible that Martin Harris had someone hired to do his farm. It&#039;s possible that no, no, no, you know, like there are so, so I just want, I like I&#039;m not arguing with your conclusions. I just be careful to not overstate how certain we can be because there still could be other possibilities. Do you know what I mean?&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: That there were other factors? But, but don&#039;t misunderstand me. I think the planting still happened on Martin Harris&#039;s farm. Ok. I think he had hired hands. However, if you look at the later testimony from PMY residents, when they&#039;re asked about the early mormons, including Martin Harris, they tend to say negative things about Martin Harris when it comes to religion. But they say very positive things about Martin Harris as a farmer. They say he was an expert farmer. They say he knew everything about exactly when to plant this, exactly when to do that. It was his farm. He was the expert, he should have been there to manage it that he wouldn&#039;t have had a hired hand, would have had his level of expertise. And so I still&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: think I didn&#039;t want&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: his wife would have been upset with him for not being they&#039;re missing the daughter&#039;s wedding. I think that&#039;s, I think those are high level like like solid level kinds of influences in terms of probability, right? We don&#039;t have direct access to the past. We access the path through historical sources that then we have to piece together into a comprehensible picture. So it&#039;s kind of like if we had a picture puzzle, 1000 piece picture puzzle and we have 100 and 20 pieces left the other somehow got lost. We piece together the ones that we do have that we can and then we can see what the, it&#039;s a picture of. And so we can fill in to some extent the gaps not perfectly, but we can, to some extent fill in the gap in that right, through inference. And that&#039;s, that&#039;s, that&#039;s what I&#039;m talking about here. I&#039;m just using that as an example of historical influence based on getting the chronology done. So, so another, I think much more consequential example of this and, and a more involved example, right? Would be um I, I&#039;ve done a lot of work on the Elect Lady Revelation.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. I can I, before we move on, can I just add one more thing? I&#039;m sorry. I, I really like the puzzle analogy and um and I think it&#039;s a good one and every time you&#039;ve talked about it, it&#039;s, it&#039;s brought a couple of things to mind that it just seems to be talked about it again. But I think it&#039;s really interesting because we are, we are going OK? We have a couple of pieces of this puzzle. Let&#039;s put it together the best we can, right? And I think that one thing I just keep thinking about is if we come and like go, hey, look, you have this piece backward or sideways. If you flip this around, it fits way better and it makes a different puzzle. So one thing I&#039;m concerned about is that there&#039;s a tendency it feels to me to get the puzzle laid out. Say, OK, we&#039;ve superimposed the rest. We&#039;ve inferred it. We know what this story is. Don&#039;t mess with our story. We, we overstate how much is there when there, when there&#039;s a possibility that it&#039;s like, hey, first of all, you&#039;ve left out these dozen pieces I have right here and look, they all fit in right here and look if you have this piece turned this way and this piece turned this way. There&#039;s a whole other picture but people sit there and go, don&#039;t bring those other pieces, don&#039;t bring, you know, I think that&#039;s interesting. So that&#039;s one of the things that I find happening and in his. So that&#039;s the only reason I&#039;m like, we need to still be like, go, oh, this seems like a good explanation but still be open to going. Oh, I hadn&#039;t considered that explanation and those other pieces. So we always need to be&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: a man. I love that because for me, I mean, this is much of how I would see what I like to do as a historian, right? Is like, like you&#039;re saying, kind of turn the pieces in different ways to see how else they might fit. If, if history were just as simple as well, we already see how it all fits together. There wouldn&#039;t need to be historians, either amateur or professional because we&#039;d already know it all right. We know it imperfectly it&#039;s sort of like Paul said, we see through a glass darkly, right? And so because of that, there&#039;s always going to be room to refine what we understand. And that a lot of times involve major shifts, usually more minor shifts, right? But it does come a lot from playing with the different pieces to see how they fit doing that in an open minded way. Using the best inference, we having criteria for what constitutes a good explanation. And yeah, so, so having both creativity in how we play with the pieces, but having rigor, right, high standards and criteria for how we assess the explanations. So it&#039;s kind of like um in the sciences, I remember hearing people come up with hypotheses, but the hypotheses have to be tested and passed the. And so I remember hearing where um I think it was a great scientist had said something. Uh There goes another beautiful theory, murdered by a brutal gang of facts, right? So we, we need both the creativity on the one hand and then the rigor, creativity in developing hypotheses and potential explanations and a very high standard of rigor in assessing those explanations. I&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: completely agree. And from my perspective, the rigor is what I and others are trying to provide because we see a puzzle that&#039;s missing a whole lot of pieces and has a lot of pieces twisted the wrong way. So that&#039;s why we&#039;re trying to have the discussion. So that there can be more rigor because I feel like there&#039;s a lot of um sloppiness in, in, in this picture. So OK, continue. OK. Thanks for letting me add that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: I I&#039;m not, I mean, well, we&#039;re not coming from the same place on the specifics, right? That&#039;s something that I completely agree with the kind of perspective that I completely agree with. So one of the things that I&#039;ve examined, trying to look at the chronology, a lot, look at things in con in, look at historical source in its historical context is the Elect Lady Revolution. So this is Joseph&#039;s Revelation for Emma in July of 1830. So that&#039;s just uh three months after the church is organized. This is very early in the restoration. This is very early in the history of the church. And you know, the Elect Lady Revelation, it speaks very positively to Emma and of Emma, it tells her she&#039;s an elect Lady um which is why people call the like Lady Revelation. Um It tells her that she&#039;s going to be and, and here we get, I don&#039;t want to go fully into the controversy. This terminology triggers, but it tells, it says explicitly uses this word, it says she will be speaking of Joseph and Emma and it says she will be ordained under his hand to exhort the church and to expound the scriptures as it shall be given you speaking to Emma by my spirit. OK. And so Um So I wanted to understand better. What is this revelation mean when it&#039;s telling these different things to Emma, when it&#039;s giving her sort of ministerial responsibility, what does it mean? And so I realized I really needed to look at the contacts when I did, I realized part of the contexts was there&#039;s another revelation that&#039;s given at essentially the same time for Joseph. So there&#039;s this Elect Lady Revelation as they call it for Emma DNC 25 given in July 1830. Immediately before this, there&#039;s a revelation given for primarily for Joseph. And then part of it for Oliver D that we have is DNC 24. These two revelations I can show they&#039;re given in tandem, they intertwine in a bunch of different ways. And so I realized if I wanna understand what the Elect Lady Revelation is saying to Emma, I need to understand what this, what I&#039;m now calling. The leading elders revelation is saying to Joseph and Oliver and then look at the side by side, look at them in tandem with each other. And then I&#039;ll understand both of those revelations better than if I just look at one of them alone, right? So this is this is getting things in the right order, looking at a historical source in its context. So when we look at this historical source, this revelation, the Elect Lady Revelation in the context of this other revelation, what do we see? And now and And um another context that I&#039;ll mention here is the, like I said, the church was organized in April. This is July. There&#039;s a revelation given at the time the church is organized DNC 20. It&#039;s known sometimes as the constitution of the church, the articles and covenants of the church of Christ. So it lays out what were the different offices that were supposed to be in the church uh that people were ordained to? What were the responsibilities of these offices? How do you do the sacrament? How do you run church meetings? Things like this. It&#039;s like a revelatory version of like a church handbook of instructions or something. Um Sort of that kind of a higher level and revelatory. Well, that was given in April of 1830. It was voted on by the church accepted by the church in June at the church&#039;s first conference, June 1830. This is just the next month. This is just the month after that, this Elect Lady Revelation is given for Emma. So that articles in covenant church is another context that we would want to understand the Elect Lady Revelation in, right? And so, uh but mostly I focused on, I have a paper on this that I need to submit for publication. It&#039;s pretty much done. But like um when it, when I put these two revelations uh side by side I saw in the first of these revelations, uh the one for Joseph and then secondarily for Oliver is talking about how Joseph had a divine calling in office. Major part of his calling was to bring forth a sacred book. The book of Mormon talked about how he suffered and would suffer many afflictions. He was forgiven of his sins. And the revelation uh told him he was to visit the local congregations of the church to confirm the members in those churches, those branches. It told him he was to expound the scriptures to these people as led by the spirit. Um oh, he was to confirm the members of the churches. It said he should dictate written revelations as they were given to him by the spirit. It said the church would support him financially. It said Oliver Cry was to go on missions to serve as a spokesman to preach the gospel to the world. So when I looked at the revelation given for Emma at essentially the same time, just after this, what I saw is, it actually says Emma had a divine calling in office. She has the office of Elect Lady, right? So people have noticed before scholars have noticed that the term Elect Lady comes from the New Testament. This revelation is not getting that term from nowhere. It&#039;s from second John chapter one verse one. It&#039;s the very beginning of Second John. So second John is a letter right that&#039;s um attributed to the apostle John. Um and it says it begins the elder to the elect lady. So John here um is addressing so we have like a male um spiritual figure, right? Giving scripture to an elect lady, right? He&#039;s an elder giving scripture to an elect lady. Well, so something that I noticed in trying to understand why, why is Emma being called an elect lady? Why is it alluding to this passage in Second John? I thought about, well, who&#039;s giving the revelation for her was just right? What was his office in the church at the time? First elder?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Ok. In 1830 if you look in the articles and come into a church, it gives Joseph&#039;s office in the church as first elder. So we have the elder, the presiding elder giving revelation giving scripture for the Elect Lady. It&#039;s the same dynamic that you have in Second John one, right? You have a, a male spiritual figure who has this ministerial responsibility and authority giving this revelation, the scripture for this female spiritual figure who has her own role in the church, has her own ministry. So it&#039;s setting up a kind of parallel between the two male spiritual power and responsibility, female spiritual power and responsibility. There&#039;s something in tandem here, right? Very cool. Um The um you know, it, the revelation for Emma goes on, it talks about how she can comfort Joseph in his afflictions with his revelation, talked about how he had afflictions and would have many afflictions. It says part of what she&#039;s going to do is to be a comfort for him in his affliction. So you see, there&#039;s something here that&#039;s being given in tandem that the revelations are addressing the same thing, the trials that they&#039;ll go through the affliction. But it&#039;s, it&#039;s talking about him and it&#039;s talking about her in parallel to him in, in DNC 24 leading elders revolution tells him he&#039;s forgiven of his sins in the Elect Lady Revolution. It tells her she&#039;s forgiven of her sins. Another parallel, right? Um It tells him you&#039;re supposed to visit the local branches of the church. It tells him to go to these branches. It tells her you shall go with him at the time of his going. So then there&#039;s a parallel, there&#039;s a connection, there&#039;s an intertwining of the two revelations, right? It tells him he&#039;s supposed to expound the scriptures as it shall be given him by the spirit. Tells him you shall expound my scriptures as it shall be given you by my spirit. It tells her you shall expound the scriptures as it shall be given you by my spirit. It tells them the exact same thing. Do you know how many people in the church were that there was in the articles and covenants. It did talk about different authors of the church like elders expounding the scriptures. But do you know how many people it specifically said in the early revelations up to this point? We&#039;re supposed to expound the scriptures to the church by revelation. I&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: was just wondering that just those two, hey, I was wondering about&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: husband and wife elder and elect Lady in these, right. So she&#039;s being given a ministry, ministerial power and authority that overlaps with his. Right? So it&#039;s hitting them up in tandem in parallel with each other, right? So then um it talks about how he&#039;s supposed to confirm the people in these different branches. But this time, Emma had not yet been confirmed, she&#039;d been baptized but not confirmed. So the Elect Lady Revelation actually talks about how she is going to be confirmed, right? He&#039;s going to be one of these members who will be confirmed. It tells Joseph he will dictate written revelations. It tells her she&#039;s supposed to scribe for him for these revelations, right? It tells her, it says Oliver Cowdrey is supposed to go on a mission to be a spokesman. So he&#039;s vacating the role of scribe because now he&#039;s going to go out as missionary and it says Emma will act in that role now. So Emma Shep stepping into Oliver&#039;s shoes now. Actually, there&#039;s a larger history here where originally Oliver had stepped into Emma&#039;s shoes, right? I talk about this in my book on the last pages when we, we can use inference to see Emma&#039;s Joseph&#039;s first scribe. He&#039;s the first scribe for the book of Mormon. How do we know this? Well, they don&#039;t say no source says Emma was Joseph&#039;s first scribe. But here&#039;s what does happen. Emma writes a letter later in her life where she says what I scribe for your, for, for I scribe for Joseph while he was translating. And she says that um he didn&#039;t know well, she might actually say this in her interview with Joseph the third. I, she says pieces of it in different at different times. But she says that when he was uh dictating the book of Mormon to her, he could not pronounce the name Soraya. And she also says he didn&#039;t know that Jerusalem had walls. Where would the name Sariah have first appeared in the book of Mormon? It would have appeared in the book of Leigh the opening narrative of Lehigh that&#039;s been lost. We know described first Nephi. It was Oliver because we have most of that manuscript that wasn&#039;t Emma. OK. And that&#039;s not when the name Soraya would have first appeared. It would have first appeared in the original story of Lehigh and the lost pages. So if Joseph couldn&#039;t pronounce that it was first encountering the name Soraya couldn&#039;t pronounce it. This is at the beginning, very beginning of the translation. Also, when would Joseph have encountered the walls of Jerusalem? Well, this is when Nephi is going to get the brass plates, right? But that version of the story in first Nephi was described up in Fayette by Oliver Cowdrey and members of the Whitmer family. Not by Emma. It was first, the first Leigh version. I mean, the original version of the story was in Leigh. So Joseph was dictating the very beginning of the book of Mormon to Emma, she was his first crime. So then later Martin Harris steps into her shoes, then Oliver steps into her shoes, then Oliver goes off on a mission. She steps back, she&#039;s not really stepping into Oliver&#039;s shoes, she&#039;s stepping back into her own.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: It&#039;s also when she was on her deathbed after the loss of Alvin, she, when she finally was coherent enough, she was actually maybe more concerned about the, the, the manuscript than Joseph was she, she&#039;s the one that told him to go get it. So she had a lot invested in it. Yes,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: he was very invested in it. Very invested, right? And so um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s fascinating. Thanks for sharing that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Yeah. And so point by point, there are other points here but, but point by point, these, these revelations, this revelation for Joseph in July 1830 this revelation for Emma in July 1830 parallel and earned her twine and they have overlapping um ministries and responsibilities and, and the most fascinating, at least to me, OK, is that at the beginning of this DNC 24 what I&#039;m calling this leading elders revelation? It mentions to Joseph that he had been called to bring forth the book of Mormon. Now, it&#039;s interesting that it mentions that because that&#039;s that&#039;s, that was already he translated, finished translating that like over a year earlier, right? He&#039;s in a different space now where he&#039;s now the leader of the church. The book has been print, finished, printed, published, right? He&#039;s not a leader of the church, but it brings that up in Emma&#039;s revelation. So it, but it&#039;s highlighting that part of his big part of his calling was bring forth a sacred book. The book of Mormon. In the Revelation. For Emma, The Elect Lady Revelation, it talks about her bringing forth a book, the hymn she&#039;s supposed to make a selection of hymns for the church as it shall be given you by my spirit. So and it says the song of the righteous is a prayer unto me. So it&#039;s saying hymns are not just songs that we sing because they&#039;re nice to sing, they&#039;re prayers, they&#039;re an act of worship. And so for Emma to be given the responsibility, the calling to bring forth a songbook was for her to be given a responsibility to bring forth a book, to help guide worship in the church, right sing. And how is she supposed to do it as it shall be given her by my spirit by the direction of revelation. So like just in parallel to how Joseph had brought forth the book of a sacred book of Scripture, the Book of Mormon by Revelation. And that&#039;s mentioned in his revelation in July 1830 as elder her revelation as Le Lady is telling her that she&#039;s supposed to bring forth a sacred book through inspiration by revelation to help guide the church and worship this hymn book. Right? So point by so once we, so if we take the historical source on its own, the Elect Lady Revolution without context, there&#039;s a lot that we don&#039;t see that we suddenly do. See when we put it in the flow of the chronology, we put it in context and examine it more closely. And there&#039;s more that I can go into that. I&#039;ve gone to in this paper about what does it mean for her to be ordained at this point. It turns out the same exact blank phrasing that&#039;s used for her being ordained had been used in other contexts just right before the the there&#039;s overlap between the ministerial responsibilities that are spelled out for her and those of the ordained male officers of the church in the articles and covenants that have been voted on the month before. So without trying to weigh in on incredibly controversial questions about women and ordination and stuff, I would say this revelation in this context is clearly relevant to those conversations and might bring a different angle to understanding female spiritual ministry and power in the restoration and what that ultimately is supposed to look like, right? But we don&#039;t get there very fully unless we use good historical method. Unless we create a chronology, we analyze the source in it chronological context in the context of these other texts and so on. So much of history is getting things in the right order, but then drawing out the implications of that order, connecting the dots, putting the puzzle pieces together so that we see a fuller picture.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I love it. Yes. OK. That&#039;s great. Thank you for going into that. That was, that was, that&#039;s I&#039;m gonna have to go read through those again. So, thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So I wanted to ask questions about. So something you asked me once on the phone, uh when we were very first talking, you asked me, why should we believe the historians? Like we all have the historical sources in front of us, we can all read them for. I&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: think, I think what I said is, I think what I ask is, why do we, because we were talking about interpretation? And I think what I ask is, why do we need to prioritize historians interpretations if we&#039;re all looking at the sources, why do historians, why, why, why isn&#039;t everyone interpretation potentially valid? OK. Right. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Right. Right. Right. And so my first answer to that would be everyone&#039;s interpretation is potentially valid. OK. And to point out that when I first started doing history, I started actually doing history and making findings before I went back and got a master&#039;s before I even went and started a history major to get My Bachelor&#039;s. Right. Yeah. You&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: did your, your research for Brian Hills after your Bachelor&#039;s. But before, after&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: my ba and before a couple of years before my masters, before I started my master&#039;s work. Right. And so I definitely was finding a lot of things both in terms of finding new sources and documents, but also connecting a lot of dots. Right. I would not, I would have been, when I had my Bachelor&#039;s, I would have been considered trained to some extent, right? But I wouldn&#039;t have and I was acting in a professional capacity because I was paid as a historian, a historical researcher, right? But I hadn&#039;t achieved the sort of professional standard of like master&#039;s degree. I think generally is more considered to divide professional historians from non-professional if you want to use that educational degree, as I&#039;m sure there&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: always a hierarchy because I&#039;m sure a phd would look their nose at,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: it would be right higher, right? And so um like, so I definitely do see that um it doesn&#039;t, it doesn&#039;t require like training as a historian, it doesn&#039;t require a sort of professional designation or lots of experience in order to dive into historical sources to start working with the puzzle pieces, to start making connections, right, to start making assessments. And um so I, and so I want to first just like, really fully acknowledge that, right. So I&#039;m I&#039;m not saying there&#039;s just like this here where it&#039;s like, well, here are the professional stories and everyone else shut up and phone line, I, I do, I, my own personal experience is an absolute refutation of that. I, I don&#039;t believe that if I had believed that I wouldn&#039;t have been doing history for years before I had credentials. Right. I would say in that line, um, that there&#039;s value in historical training and there&#039;s value in getting increasing amount of experience using that kind of training. Right. And so when I was a teenager, I was kind of cutting my teeth by reading the historians and just trying to understand what is it that they&#039;re doing and why are they doing it that way? How do historians think and why? Because I figured if I can understand why they&#039;re drawing the kinds of conclusions that they&#039;re, then I could see like I could understand reasoning, I could understand principles that might have application to help me might give me tools, right? So I was sort of reaching around for different potential tools, experimenting with using. And eventually I came up, I started creating some of my own tools for analysis, using things that I had seen others do, but building on that, right? Um And so like I would say, I think one reason why this kind of question comes up, why should we privilege the historians? Is history is not like a technical discipline obviously. And so it&#039;s not like um we would, you and I would both recognize that in order to do nuclear&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: architecture or surgery,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: we need to, there&#039;s this whole base of like complex information that has to be mastered in this exact way or you just can&#039;t do that field at all. And history is not like that because history deals with human beings and we all have experience being human beings, right? And it deals with understanding human behavior and motives. It deals with piecing together narratives, it deals with weighing the credibility of different things, but more than just that uh because that I, well, it does deal with that, but I also want to avoid falling into the trap. I laid out earlier, like treating sources as authorities rather than treating them as evidence. A source could have lesser credibility overall but still provide a valuable piece for our puzzle. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. Absolutely. Like for my, for my interpretation, sorry, I&#039;m throwing this in because I thought this every time too, like the, the 1869 affidavits all filled out by Joseph F Smith in his own book. Right. I don&#039;t think that those are valid, but they do provide us with, with important information because they tell us what was happening and what the motives were and what the, how the efforts that we&#039;re gone to, to try to claim a narrative. So from my perspective, I agree with you on that, I might just see it differently than you do. We would&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: see it differently in the details. But,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: but the same methodology applies.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: We would both see the there are multiple stories here or, or a big story. And that story is that when we talk about the historical sources, we&#039;re not just talking about one context or other, we&#039;re not just talking about NAV Vu or Utah. We have to be talking about Nauvoo and Utah. So we have to be putting together a right, a total explanation, a total model here would have to take into account Nauvoo data and Utah data to say what did happen in Nauvoo? What did happen in Utah? How were what actually played, how did polygamy originate? So, so rather than asking a question, I think that the questions that we ask guide our attention in different directions, questions can be more useful or less useful because they can focus us too narrowly or focus us more broadly and uh sometimes more constructively or less constructively. So if we&#039;re just asking, did Joseph Smith practice polygamy? That&#039;s a yes, no question,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: right? The&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: better question would be, where did Mormon polygamy come from? How did polygamy start? And how did it really get going? And where does our corpus of historical documents about it come from and how did it develop? Right. And so that&#039;s the kind of question where we would we&#039;d be coming at it from different angles, but we&#039;d both be exploring the same phenomena, right? There&#039;s this thing, Mormon Polygamy. It started, we&#039;re both exploring how did it start, we both have models for that. There&#039;s this question, where did the corpus of sources talking about Justice Smith and polygamy come from? How did it develop? Why was it created by whom, out of what motives, what things were going on in the background of the CRE the creation of these sources? And it gets. So there&#039;s a story there. Now again, we have different models for how that happened, but we&#039;re exploring the same. But if we&#039;re both looking at this question of where does Mormon polygamy come from? And where does the corpus of historical sources on it come from? We&#039;re trying to create models to explain the same set of data. And so that our models are going to have points of connection, overlap difference and those models, then we and others would want to assess the different models based on criteria and so on. But that then that will get us into our, our discussion for next time about the sources and how do you um draw those kinds of connections? The um as I have learned more um like had more training in doing history, had more experience with doing history. Like that has been a huge plus, I do better work now than I did early on as a historian. It&#039;s not that I wasn&#039;t able to get my foot in that door and start making discoveries pretty early. I was, but I feel like the, the things that I&#039;m finding now are bigger, right? They, like, I recognize an evolution in myself. And so if I were to think about, even though history is not a technical discipline, right? Um, you have, you have several Children? I know that I can&#039;t recall how many, but like, um, if I were, I have a couple of sons, right. But if I were parenting for the first time and I wanted to know more about how to parent my child. Well, right. Parenting is not a technical discipline, right? Where you have to do this training and memorize all these facts and so on. But I would still see the value in talking to an experienced parent of several Children over just asking my neighbor who has, doesn&#039;t have experience or doesn&#039;t have much. Right. So there&#039;s, um, and, and, and, and, and I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t fully like that analogy. Ok. But I&#039;m just saying that even outside of technical disciplines, we, we generally recognize that there&#039;s value in experience that there&#039;s value in training. And so I wouldn&#039;t want history to be seen as something that&#039;s an exception to that because I think it&#039;s not an exception to that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So I actually do like that analogy. I think it&#039;s a very good one because, because parenting certification isn&#039;t a widely recognized thing, right? Like many of us read a lot of books and maybe went to a lot of different clinics or courses or, you know, we tried to learn what we could about parenting and then we tried to do our best and then I do think experience absolutely comes into play. Right. But, um, you, your work is also probably better because you have that many more years of experience. Right. And I do think that getting training is that people, I&#039;m not ping it all I&#039;m saying is I don&#039;t think that we should say like, oh, she has not only her ba Bachelor&#039;s but her master&#039;s. Oh OK. I&#039;ll claim I have my phd in parenting with the family that I&#039;ve raised, you know, that I&#039;m raising. So therefore, do you know what I do? You know what I mean? Like, therefore I&#039;m the one with all the answers. Even like we recognize that that&#039;s not how it works. And even in parenting we recognize we, we see, oh, that&#039;s good parenting because I&#039;m seeing it happen. It&#039;s not based on a certification or a degree or uh you know, a hierarchy. It&#039;s just like I see good parenting and I see not so good parenting. And I think that does play in a lot with history like we see, oh, that&#039;s good historical work. That&#039;s a good source brought. Or that&#039;s a really good argument made and backed up well, or it&#039;s not and it, it shouldn&#039;t matter as much who&#039;s doing it as what it is they&#039;re doing. That&#039;s what I&#039;m like, the proof is in the pudding, not in the certification of the chef&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: you know exactly. I, OK. That final analogy I, I love OK, perfect. OK. And so what I would, what I want to do in this kind of discussion from my angle, right? Is not to come at it from an angle of sort of disempowerment and say, well, so and so is not a trained historian. And so they don&#039;t have anything valid to contribute to this conversation, not at all, pointing again to myself that I was doing history before I was a trained historian, right? Um And so I actually want to pressure from a vantage point of empowerment, right? I see part of that empowerment as trying to understand historical methodology. What is it that historians, not just in the space of Joseph Smith and polygamy, but historians general, what is it that they do? How do they do it and why do they do it that way? And I think that that is an empowering thing because it gives people more tools and more perspectives that they can use, whether they&#039;re professional historians or not. That, that the more that there&#039;s an understanding of that, that they can engage with, that it enhances their own toolkit in order to do their own work and see things for themselves and not feel like they just have to rely on people who are considered experts or whatever, right? But like, and I value expertise, but I don&#039;t, do you see what I&#039;m saying? I&#039;m trying to, it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: the difference between evidence and authoritative. Your expertise doesn&#039;t make you authoritative. It does make us say, oh, you might have something good, then we&#039;ll look at it and see if it&#039;s good. Right. Your, your expertise is evidence but it&#039;s not authority, I guess.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: And I think that one of the things that professional historians tend to have an advantage on is that they have been taught a lot about, well, some concrete things they understand about different types of documents from a certain era and so on that people wouldn&#039;t otherwise understand that they understand the context of the era.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So that&#039;s your expertise where your expertise comes into play because you&#039;ve studied a lot.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So one area where expertise could particularly help is in rigor, right? Or where it should help at least, right is we need to have um professional history community has developed a set of standards, right? For assessing evidence, right? And so um I new interpretations need to be generated. That&#039;s the creativity aspect, which is vital to advancing in our knowledge of history. If, if, if, if we&#039;re not going to exercise creativity, basically, all we can do is just repeat what people said in the past, right or wrong, right. So the creativity plays a real role. But then rigor just like in science, right, we develop creative hypotheses, we have to test them against a high level of rigor, a high standard of criteria. And so something that um else that I want to say is for people who are skeptical, those who are skeptical that Joseph Smith practiced polygamy. I would actually like to see where these people enter into and, and I know that I realize that there are barriers, but there are barriers maybe from different directions. OK to enter into like a larger conversation of um scholarship on this. But with the recognition that what that means is that scholars actually have to be convinced of the arguments, right? And so, um I think I can&#039;t remember who I was talking with because I&#039;ve actually talked with um uh with Jeremy. Please help me with Jeremy&#039;s last name. Jeremy. Jeremy Hoop. That&#039;s right. Um Talk with Jeremy. I&#039;ve talked to uh&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: a&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: little bit, I need to talk significantly more with him. Hear more of his story and approach. Um I, I, I thought, I think I, I heard from someone in discussing this was that um historians are just kind of professional. Australians are just kind of set in a certain narrative. And so it&#039;s sort of impossible to sort of break them out of that. I think if you actually look at the academy, the academy thrives on novelty. If, if, if someone&#039;s an up and coming scholar, let&#039;s say they&#039;re fresh out of graduate school and they want to make a splash, they want to establish themselves in a career track in their discipline, including history. What they really want me to do is to come up with something original, to come up with something new. So the very fact that there is a um sort of established academic narrative about Justice Smith and polygamy, that&#039;s not actually a bar for someone coming in with a new narrative. That&#039;s actually something that if the opportunity of rigor it would be an opportunity because the academic, the academy thrives on that. That&#039;s how people break through in their careers, they come up with something new, right? The thing is that it would have to just have to be done in a way that it would actually convince people in that community, right? So I&#039;m kind of laying out an opportunity and the challenge, right? And saying this is fully possible, right? For people to do. But it&#039;s, it&#039;s important, I think for various reasons to try to understand what are the historians doing and why are they doing it that way? Why do the historians see things the way that they do because clearly there&#039;s value in it, historical training and experience and so understanding as I was trying to do earlier in my life, what are the historians doing and why helped me to better do what historians do to try to better reconstruct the past. But it&#039;s also going to be necessary if people coming from any angle of new interpretation want to, if they want to be given, if they want to have a place at the table, right? They would need to show to the community, the scholarly community, hey, we understand, we understand the, the methodology, we understand what you&#039;re doing and here&#039;s how, what we&#039;re doing fits into that. You see what I&#039;m saying?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m06s 1:55:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. And I love it. I have a couple of maybe tricky questions for you. Is that OK? Yeah. Sure. So, just as I&#039;m, so, it&#039;s interesting to me because the Mormon polygamy is a tricky tricky topic because there&#039;s more motivation in it than there is in a lot of other history. Right? I, I mean, I mean, of course, there&#039;s motivation in terms of like was Thomas Jefferson sleeping with Sally Hemings, right? Because people want to make him a hero or make him not a hero, right? So there can be motivate, there can be emotion involved and motivation. But Mormon polygamy, like it&#039;s hugely motivated people on both sides desperately need Jo Joseph Smith to be the originator and for many ways for a variety of reasons, it does provide an additional challenge. And so what I find interesting is that the experts on Mormon polygamy, at least from what I have seen generally are considered to be at least in the church. Um um, well, I was gonna say Don Bradley, yes, but Brian Hall and, um, Todd Compton, right? Those are the books that you&#039;re told to read Brian Hall and Todd Compton and so Todd Compton did not have expertise or specialty and, and even American History let alone Mormon History. He was an ancient historian, right? Who was given a grant. So he even said this is, that wasn&#039;t my field, right? And then Brian Hall is not a trained historian, right? So, so that&#039;s why and, and yet those books are just taken as authoritative when, when I read through them, I, I feel like I do have actually quite a good grasp of historical methodology. A lot of it is somewhat common sense. And then as you start doing work and as you, like you said, as you read, like, just so you know, like very little that we&#039;ve discussed here has surprised me or has been like, oh, I didn&#039;t anticipate that, right? That that&#039;s the methodology I do my best to employ. So my really, well, I&#039;ll ask the easier of the two tricky questions first if that&#039;s OK. My first question is when people say, OK, Michelle, I hear that you&#039;re saying this, but all of the historians say, Da Bradley says, Brian Hill says, Todd Compton says, so I don&#039;t need to think anymore. The experts have spoken. We&#039;re done. You&#039;re wrong. What would your response be to that for people who aren&#039;t even in interested or open to the evidence that I&#039;m trying to show because the experts have spoken.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m36s 1:57:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: OK, I have different thoughts kind of going different directions on this. So we live in a world of specialization and exchange. Our modern world is really built on that. So we have billions of people hooked into a larger market, right? Where some people specialize in one thing, some people, people specialize in another. And ultimately, we&#039;re all beneficiaries of that. If we each had to do each thing ourselves or specialize in everything, to specialize in everything is to specialize in nothing, right? And so no one would become really good at anything. So we thrive in our society, our, our lives, the quality of our lives on all different levels, not just like um in terms of like the material objects that we have, but the the quality of medical care that we get, the quality of um service, we get on our cars, the quality of service that we get um from counselors or whatever, it&#039;s all built on this. So I I do tend to think in terms of at least a sort of provisional. Um but in our society in general, we tend to give a sort of provisional grant of um weight to expertise, right? So where I would disagree. So, so I see that I would disagree with the criticism that you&#039;re describing for you is that it&#039;s taking that and it&#039;s making it into an absolute right? That just because there&#039;s value and expertise, that expertise has absolute value, the experts are always right and and so on, which obviously isn&#039;t the case. And there is also value in seeing in understanding why expertise is valuable and what the experts do particularly for areas that we&#039;re very, very interested in, right? So if I, um, let&#039;s say that I want to know how to eat more healthily. And so I consult um dieticians and then it turns out that there are a lot of conflicting views even on healthy eating, right? But like, um, let&#039;s say I consult dieticians and so on, medical people have written about healthy eating. Um I can get, I could go at this on the level of very basic advice, I could say, well, they say eat more vegetables, they say do this that and then I&#039;ll just do that because they say to do it. And they&#039;re the experts right now. I think there&#039;s validity in, in doing that. And nobody can look deeply into every subject that impacts our lives, right? But there could be an advantage for me and actually learning more about nutrition, how the body works, how the things that I eat actually are processed in my body, how they, how they affect my health. So I could go with just like the the surface level advice from experts in this area and that benefits me. But I could also go to a deeper level to understand why do they give this advice? What, what actually is healthy about eating in a certain way? And that actually could help me to make better choices in my eating because I understand the principles underlying the advice rather than just a to do list on the advice. Right. And so, um I think that uh in various ways in dealing with experts, like we don&#039;t neces and sometimes experts are wrong and that&#039;s another thing. Right. Um And they put the complexities about how much weight do we give to expert opinion, when do we differ from expert opinion? Um And so on. And, and I think those are complex questions that are actually a big deal in our society right now because I think that we&#039;re experiencing a time right now when there&#039;s more of a sort of populist understanding that&#039;s sort of against elites or experts, right? And calling them into question,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m40s 2:01:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I think that comes around when we have individual people claiming to, for example, be the science, you know, we famously have Anthony Fauci said I am the science, which is an utterly ridiculous claim. All it means is you have all of the power which isn&#039;t good, right? And, and, and so, so I think that when we like, I guess from my perspective, I do think that specialization is a really important thing, you know, like even M DS physicians, if they do a specialization, that&#039;s more years of training into a field, right? And so like, anyway, so I think it&#039;s interesting because um, II, I guess I just always wish we would talk about sources, not, not people you, you know, and so so it&#039;s, it&#039;s really, anyway, so I, I guess, I guess that&#039;s an interesting answer. I guess. I&#039;m always thinking, just look at the evidence, don&#039;t name a person, look at the evidence, right? And so if there&#039;s like a medical hierarchy or scientific hierarchy and they&#039;re claiming one thing, but then we look at the evidence and it&#039;s just, they&#039;re just wrong. Right. That happens. And so anyway, so, yeah. OK. So I guess because, yeah, that&#039;s an interesting question. I just, I think it&#039;s um yeah, I might have a slightly different answer but I appreciate you working with me on that. Now, I have a harder question and um as we&#039;ve talked about all of this historical practice and methodology and, you know, and rigor and all of these factors, I just uh I&#039;m sorry, I have to know how you think Brian Hale&#039;s narrative does on that because it&#039;s hard. It&#039;s, it&#039;s that and I, and I don&#039;t want to pit you against him. I know, you know, and I&#039;m not asking you to condemn him just I find it to be extremely problematic. I, I will say, well, anyway, that I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve been treated with like what has felt to me, like mass a massively condescending attitude, you know, and I&#039;m not just talking about in our interview, it&#039;s gone way beyond that on, in exchanges and I really appreciate the work you mean in&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m48s 2:03:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: your interview with Brian? Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m50s 2:03:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Not, not just in like I I&#039;m saying it&#039;s gone way beyond what was just in the interview. Just the ma like, like I&#039;ve tried to engage so many times and there&#039;s never an engagement. It&#039;s always just massive condescending, like condescension, you know. Who do you think you are? I&#039;m the expert and it basically, and you need to be quiet or you need to be excommunicated, you know. And so anyway, so I guess I&#039;m just wondering because I feel like we take these, like, like I think that both of like Todd Compton is such a nice guy. I don&#039;t want to, you know, but when I read his narrative, the rigor is not there, it just isn&#039;t. And you know, and, and, and definitely the same thing with Brian. And so, so what do we do about that with everything you&#039;re laying out? Do you find it in those other sources? Do you find those qualifications that rigor and that approach?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m39s 2:04:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: So I think this probably gets more for me into our next discussion where we&#039;re going to go more into the nitty gritty. I mean, I, I will say that like, II, I definitely agree with you that like we&#039;ve said that, I mean, like, like, OK, let me use an analogy for how I think about this, this kind of thing, not that not specifically about Brian or Todd, both of whom I know very well, particularly Brian, obviously. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m10s 2:05:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I&#039;m sorry to ask that, I mean, I know this puts you in a tough spot. So thank you go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m15s 2:05:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: Sure. Sure. So, uh I mentioned earlier that I&#039;d done a book on, in trying to piece together what we can know about the last 116 pages that coming forth. I talked about Martin and Lucy as one example of that. And then we have different sources about what was in them, which is in the second part of the book. But in, I think I put this in the intro of the book, I put it somewhere. I talked about how I said this book. I said something like this book should not be understood as the final word on the last 116 pages. It should be seen more like a first word, the beginning of a discussion because the fact is there&#039;s been basically no scholarship on the subject before that book, right? So I wasn&#039;t going to claim to be the final word. I&#039;m opening up, I was opening up sort of a niche area for scholarship, right? But, but one of the things that I said after that was there will be many people who will make further advances in understanding this to help refine interpretations here, add things, change things and whatnot. And I said this will be done by a number of people in the future, including by readers of this book. So what I was trying to do there and I don&#039;t know how many readers picked up on this. What I was trying to do was invite readers in to the conversation rather than push readers out. Right. I wasn&#039;t ready to exclude the reader from the conversation. I was trying to invite the reader. I was saying I&#039;m doing something here. You&#039;re gonna see what I&#039;m doing. You&#039;re gonna see my methodology. You&#039;re gonna see how I&#039;m taking these puzzle pieces and putting them together. I hope that others who read this will pick up on that and carry this forward. And I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll be doing a few more work on it in the future too. But I don&#039;t want to be alone in that. I want other people to be doing that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m07s 2:07:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s exactly what I&#039;m doing in my podcast as well as I&#039;m always asking. But I do feel the exact opposite coming from, particularly those two narratives and those books. It&#039;s like here&#039;s the information it&#039;s done, sit back, read what we tell you and take it. So it&#039;s over, it&#039;s finished.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m27s 2:07:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: Yeah. And, and the thing is that it&#039;s history is never finished, right? It&#039;s never finished. Um We&#039;re gonna know a lot more in the future. So one thing, OK, so something that I talked about in our first episode that Brian did that, I think I hear so much criticism of Brian House. I talked in the first episode about my personal interactions with him. He&#039;s trying his, his deep kindness to me. Um and other things like that. And I talked about how his faith in the restoration and his perspective as a latter day saint was so much of what drove him to be willing to engage with these topics, right? This is not a comfortable subject for anybody, but like he went out, he, he had me mostly do this. He did some himself, but he mostly had me do gather, trying to gather every source that had ever been cited in anything that&#039;s ever been written about Justice Smith and polygamy. And then see what other unpublished sources could be found. And in his books, he cites some 1500 sources, right? And he&#039;s made those available on the internet. So there&#039;s this treasure trove of information. And, and so he did a lot of grouping of sources. He, he did a lot of work on like identifying in that mass of sources. Well, which ones are talking about Ruth Vo Sayers and her, which ones are talking about John C Bennett. And so he pulled them together and he wove narratives from them. He made interpretations. Sometimes he would send me back to find more sources or do analysis, more analysis on a source or who was the author of this source? What was their bias? What was going on with them? And then I went into his hopper and, and the actual writing and crafting of all that was him. Occasionally. He used little bits from me where he had me analyze the source. Then I emailed him my analysis and he was like, well, that was so good. Would you mind if I just popped it into the manuscript? So there are little bits that I wrote. But overall, this is Brian&#039;s product, right? And so that&#039;s why it says on the title page as author like Brian, he helps with the assistance of Don Bradley because I did research and some source analysis, right? But like um so sorry, I&#039;m trying to remember why I was going with all. I think&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m50s 2:09:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you just don&#039;t because we were just asking like, how you think the narrative, like I&#039;m not questioning Brian&#039;s Brian&#039;s um motives or his goodness. You know, I&#039;m questioning his, his a historical, his rigor as a historian. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m06s 2:10:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: particularly what I was gonna comment on there is you were saying that the, the sort of impression that you&#039;ve gotten from how those are written and what&#039;s been said about those books, Todd&#039;s book and Sacred Loneliness and Brian&#039;s Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy volumes. The impression you&#039;ve gotten is this is the narrative, this is the kind of it&#039;s settled. And so um what I was gonna say is if you go back earlier in our conversation today where I was mentioning uh someone again whom I would highly recommend, right? This book, the, the epilogues to this book, the idea of History by Robin Collingwood, for people who are really interested in historical method doing history, right? He says in there that our knowledge of history does not advance so much by finding new historical sources. But by learning to use better the sources that we have by finding evidence that&#039;s in those sources that we haven&#039;t thought was evidence. And so I gave the analogy early example, earlier of like the book of Isaiah and the Book of Mormon and Isaiah and the JST the evidence of the manuscripts themselves. We didn&#039;t need new historical sources to tell us this. The evidence was already in the manuscripts. It just needed to be mine out. We have like 1500 sources or more the evidence is there. We need to mine it out, we need to make better use of it. So, so what I&#039;m saying is that the the work of pulling together all these sources in the research and then doing like interpretation on the level of that has been done so far is actually a beginning point rather than an end point, which doesn&#039;t mean that I&#039;m saying, um I come from my perspective, I&#039;m not saying I think what this means is, well, Joseph Smith didn&#039;t really practice polygamy and that&#039;s the narrative that I expect to ultimately come out. That&#039;s not the narrative. I expect to come out, right? And we&#039;ll get into nitty gritty about sources and why I think what I think on different things next time, what I&#039;m saying is the kind of research that Brian and I, that I did and that Brian built on in crafting, you know, piecing things together, the way that he did and crafting things that&#039;s really based on the way that Collingwood describe these things. That&#039;s like, that&#039;s the great deal of future work that will flesh this subject out much more. Will we take the sources that we&#039;ve gathered? We take the sources that Brian was able to group together in different topics and different narratives to show how these sources fit together into a narrative about John C Bennett or, or about a certain about&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m56s 2:12:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: William Clayton because when we&#039;re talking about using the sources better and you know, like, like just I have to keep wanting to say when we talk like one source that isn&#039;t cited is the deed that William Clayton wrote to Hiram on July 12th, 1843 right? And that&#039;s a pretty big source. That&#039;s like, that&#039;s a pretty big um disruptor to the standard narrative, right? And so so anyway, so, and we, and I&#039;m sure we&#039;ll get into some of those things in the next conversation. So I don&#039;t want to go too much. But, but, but if we talk about using sources better, like I found that source on the Joseph Smith papers, but the Joseph Smith papers, historians knew about it before I did, right? It just hadn&#039;t been connected to this, to this question. And so, um so I think that that kind of, and that&#039;s just one piece, but I think that&#039;s a pretty important puzzle piece saying that that should go into the puzzle and it should, I guess that&#039;s what, let me, let me just ask this and we&#039;re probably getting about ready to wrap up, you know. But, um, but let me ask this, like, what would be required to make you reconsider your model? And I&#039;m not talking about in a, in a scholarly approach. I&#039;m just saying personally, like, are you open to reconsidering, what would it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h14m15s 2:14:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: in my notes? Um that I, that I put together for, you know, what to go over with you today? I actually put that question for me and for you. Um But then I didn&#039;t raise the question because as we were going along and I was thinking about it, it seems like that actually my answer to that would necessarily take me into the very nitty gritty that we&#039;re going to get into next time. Um So I, I my, instead of answering like with um specifics, what I will say is that I am open to, OK, I&#039;m open to a variety of possibilities. I&#039;ve changed my mind about so many things in the history of the church across time that should be evident from even just the fact that like, I left the church for a while. I thought that Joseph Smith during that time, I thought he was a scoundrel. I don&#039;t think that now, right? And so on some very basic points of interpretation about Joseph character, what he was doing and so on, I&#039;ve held radically different viewpoints at different points in my life. So then the question with regard to anything specific, any specific area of interpretation comes down to, how well do I see the data points locking together? How well do I think those puzzle pieces fit together? Right. And so if I think that if I&#039;m looking at puzzle pieces and I see them really interlocking the way that I&#039;ve pieced them together for myself, regardless of how other people may have piece them together. If the way that I&#039;m seeing is that they fit so well and the picture that&#039;s coming out of them is so clear, then I&#039;m, I consider if you were actually doing a puzzle, right? If you had a bunch of puzzle pieces and you start piecing them together and like they, they fit perfectly and you&#039;re starting to see an image of a red barn, right? And then somebody comes and says, well, no, you&#039;re doing it all wrong. This is a picture of, you know, this is actually supposed to be like a Monet painting or something of, you know, a river or something like I&#039;m gonna be like, I don&#039;t think so because I see these fitting together and I see a red barn, right? So, so how much evidence it would take for me to shift my view on something depends on how well I see the pieces interlocking and and so on in my current view, right? And so then that would get us into questions about how well did the different data points and sources fit together in? What sort of picture would be a question that for us to explore regarding the sources? Right? Because I, that that is the kind of question that I want to get into. And it&#039;s the kind of question where I wanna hear, I wanna offer my perspective on that, like what, what would it take for me to change my mind on specific questions here regarding Joseph Smith employ me including the most basic question is where does Mormon polygamy originate? Does it originate with specifically with Joseph Smith? I and where I would be very interested in hearing more of how you piece together the sources, your view of them and what it would take to change your view. And I know you have changed your view on this and we&#039;ve discussed this right that you initially thought and had practiced polygamy. But I think that&#039;s a very valuable question for a dialogue and also for other people to hear and to engage with. Um as far as this, the larger conversation on this. And I&#039;d love to talk with you about that next time. And it is a question that specifically I I&#039;ve had in mind for us to discuss.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h17m55s 2:17:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s excellent. OK. Well, II I think we should probably wrap it up here. We&#039;ve been at it for a little while, but thank you. So much don. And I hope our next discussion will be able to be sooner rather than later. I&#039;m really looking forward to this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h18m09s 2:18:09]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: and, and just if I could just, on a closing note, I do want to reemphasize that. Like I, I, what I want people to see is that I don&#039;t want people to feel like, um when it comes to spirituality that somehow other people are getting in the way between them and God, right? There is a, there is a structure to things as far as the church community is concerned, right? But like people have direct access, right? And so uh people and certainly of all people, scholars should not be getting in the way of that, right at all. That&#039;s personal, that&#039;s direct. And like people also like need to be able to understand if, if they&#039;re going to rely on experts, then I think it&#039;s valuable for them to understand why they&#039;re relying on the experts and not just to rely on the experts without some understanding of why. And so again, my point here, like with what I put in my last pages book is actually to empower people not to tell them why they should feel disempowered. And so if, if our conversation on this helps in that regard, right? If people come away from hearing us talk, feeling more empowered spiritually and intellectually, that to me is a success in this conversation as opposed to trying to convince people of a particular viewpoint or not.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyPNEJh-xTs&amp;amp;amp;t=2h19m41s 2:19:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I love it. That&#039;s beautiful. Thank you for adding that at the end. And I do just want to remind you that I think that um Joseph&#039;s masks, mask shattering is something we can pay attention to. So, no, I didn&#039;t. I actually wanted to say that. I think this is my, forgive me for being so um bratty and forward. But you have the idea. Almost perfect, almost perfectly. right. There&#039;s just part that&#039;s around the edges that maybe need to be re the puzzle can be reinvestigated, right? So I wanna keep that is not, I that was rude to say it was to you. I just say that&#039;s to all of us to this entire discussion. We need to be willing to reconsider the mask that we&#039;ve created for Joseph Smith. So thank you, Don, I really appreciate it one more huge. Thank you to Don Bradley for being willing to give us so much time and to engage on these difficult topics. I really appreciate his thoughtful, careful approach to these conversations and I am so looking forward to our continuing conversations going forward, remember to tune in next week for the two year anniversary episode and then there&#039;s a lot more really challenging and hopefully very valuable content coming, coming after that. So thank you so much for being here and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Don Bradly finally showed up! He requested that we first discuss faith, before going to the topic of how historians approach history in our second conversation, and then digging into the actual sources in our third conversation. This was a great beginning.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for and against Mormon polygamy. I am, I am so happy that you are here. We&#039;ve had some great episodes lately and I want to again, remind people, invite people to please share this podcast and let people know to consider listening from the beginning so they can understand the journey we&#039;ve taken the scriptural case we&#039;ve laid out and how we&#039;ve gotten where we today. I also want to, again, so profoundly thank people who have been willing to donate to this podcast. It is so incredibly helpful. Most of the donations that come in, I actually put back into the podcast. It&#039;s been wonderful to be able to see the audience growing, be able to spread this message. So please consider a donation since it really is helpful for all of us to be able to get, get this information out there to the people who need it. I am so excited to finally be able to bring you this discussion today. The first of hopefully many discussions with Don Bradley, for those who have been following this topic you. He doesn&#039;t need any introduction. We&#039;ll talk a little bit more about who he is in the conversation. Thank you so much for joining us as we take this deep dive into the murky waters of Mormon Polygamy. Welcome to this episode. I hope that all of the sound and video works. All right, we&#039;re using a different um format this time, but I am happy to finally be here for my first conversation with Don Bradley. This has been a very long time in the making. So, um I think for most of my, Don probably needs very little introduction, but I do know Don, I&#039;ll just share what I know about you and then you can fill in any details. I miss Don did his undergrad in history at BYU and his master&#039;s at Utah State, I believe and did a thesis in early Mormonism. What was it specifically? It was,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=02m10s 02:10] Don Bradley: my master&#039;s thesis was called American Proto Zionism in the Book of Lehi. So it was actually about early American, early 19th century attempts to gather the Jews to the United States and how that provided a context in which the book of Mormon was first understood.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=02m29s 02:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK. Thank you for Yeah. II, I guess, I guess I now know why I didn&#039;t remember that title. So anyway, I know that since, well, I guess before you did your masters, you were the research assistant for Brian Hales to, to do his um like you did the, the groundwork, you did the historical work for his, um, books, Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy, his trilogy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=02m51s 02:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: I gathered most of the sources. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=02m54s 02:54] Michelle: Right. Ok. And then I believe since then you&#039;ve written a book called The 116 pages. Am I getting the title? Right on. That.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=03m01s 03:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: Lost 116 pages. Reconstructing the Book of Mormons Missing Stories. So, yeah. So that&#039;s about what we can know from the historical record about what was in the last 116 pages of the book of Mormon.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=03m14s 03:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Fascinating. OK. And so that&#039;s all wonderful. I guess most of my audience would know the reason Don Bradley is here is because he is, well, I guess you&#039;re the self described foremost researcher on Joseph&#039;s polygamy. And so since you are the one who did most of the research find, gathered the sources for Brian Hales. So, um so I, I know you&#039;re considered quite an expert on the historical research, but my understanding, well, as Don and I have spoken several times and tried to kind of um decide what we, what we could discuss. Don expressed that for this conversation. He wanted to talk about faith about navigating faith kind of regarding this topic. Am I introducing that? All right, Don, did I do that correctly?&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Yeah, exactly. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=04m00s 04:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. Go ahead. I&#039;m sorry. And if I left after the introduction, go ahead and share that as well.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=04m05s 04:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: Yeah. Thank you so much. So, yeah. Um so I uh I understand that when people have faith, questions and doubts, those are often triggered by all different things, things that people wrestle with. And I understand that polygamy is one of them. And I know this because it&#039;s been one in my own wrestling, right? And so I first encountered faith questions about a variety of things. As a teenager when I was 17, went through a kind of faith crisis, which is really painful to me at that time. And then later on in my adult, yeah, go&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ahead. Now for you, polygamy wasn&#039;t part of that, right? We&#039;ve heard your story on different platforms, but polygamy wasn&#039;t really central to that as much as just&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=04m55s 04:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: polygamy wasn&#039;t part of my polygamy wasn&#039;t central to my initial faith crisis when I was a teenager. It actually did play a substantial role in my more serious faith crisis as an adult that led to me leaving the church and maybe um maybe I can come back to that. OK, a little bit later. So, uh yeah, it, it, it was one of my issues. Uh I, so I actually formally left the church at that time. I left the church for five years. I put in a letter resigning my church membership and polygamy was one of the issues involved in my leaving. And then, uh you know, later I found my way back to the church. I uh was, I found more things in history that were more positive. And I reconsidered the spiritual experiences that I had and on my way back, um so I,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=05m55s 05:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: when you, when you struggled, and when you left, was that primarily um questions about the existence of God or just questions about the veracity of the book of Mormon and, and Joseph Smith, like, how, you know, where were you on that spectrum?&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So at the time that I left, I had lost faith in everything. Really. I lost faith in the re I&#039;d lost faith in the restoration first. And then I lost belief in God as well. And it wasn&#039;t until that point that I decided that I would leave the church when I, when I really didn&#039;t believe in any of it. Um And so, uh so I know that, you know, a lot of, I know what it&#039;s like to go through questions about faith. And I know a lot of the, the pain that&#039;s involved, obviously, every person&#039;s journey is unique, right? And the questions that they face and the, the how they wrestle with those. Um But because I know that no p polygamy itself is a big topic for a lot of people. Since in a future episode or two, we&#039;re planning on talking about like, why is it that I think that Joseph Smith practiced polygamy. And I know that I, I&#039;ve heard arguments, I haven&#039;t heard you make these arguments Michelle, but I have heard others in conversation, make arguments that if Joseph Smith practiced polygamy, then he couldn&#039;t have been a true prophet because polygamy is wrong. And so since in future episodes, I want to address, why do I think that Justice Smith practiced polygamy? Why do I think that the evidence points that way? I, I&#039;m not about trying to uh produce faith crisis for people quite the opposite. Right. I, I know how painful that is. And so I don&#039;t want to, you know, contribute to those kinds of struggles for people. So I&#039;d like to, that&#039;s why I asked to maybe talk more about faith issues surrounding polygamy first in this episode. And then later on, we can get into the nitty gritty of the historical sources.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=08m06s 08:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. OK. So if I can um tell me if I&#039;m restating your, your concerns or your position adequately and accurately, so you feel like you, the last thing you want to do is challenge people&#039;s faith is lead people into um you know, their faith deconstructing or being lost. And so you, you don&#039;t want to do that, but polygamy is one of the issues that tends to do that. So you&#039;re in the, I like the awkward position of arguing in favor of Joseph&#039;s polygamy based on the evidence, but not wanting that to affect people&#039;s face negatively. Have I restated that? All right. Yes.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=08m46s 08:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: Thank you. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=08m48s 08:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And so what, and I kind of just talk about as we were trying to do, um, decide what Don wanted to come on and talk about was, um, talking about kind of navigating faith in these different models and these different perspectives. So, I&#039;ll let you go ahead and share some of your thoughts, dawn of, of what you wanted to share and then maybe I can share some of my thoughts.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=09m08s 09:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: Ok, please. Yeah, I&#039;d love to have this be a conversation. Um, could I start with talking just about some of my own personal history when it comes to this subject?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=09m18s 09:18]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Yeah, I think, I think people are probably somewhat familiar with it. But yeah, you go ahead because not every level will&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=09m23s 09:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: be. Yeah. So um I first, I mean, growing up as a latter day saint, um my parents were converts. So I don&#039;t have any like pioneer heritage there. There aren&#039;t, you know, Mormon polygamists in my family tree, right? I&#039;m a second generation latter day saint. But um I remember we lived out in the so-called mission field, right? We weren&#039;t in Utah. Uh My dad was the bishop in South Bend, Indiana. And um I was a well informed LDS kid and yeah, I listened at church and so on. So one Sunday we had someone call on the phone to ask questions of the bishop because he wanted to know more about the church. And I&#039;m 12 years old and I said to the guy, oh, well, you, you could, you could ask your questions to me, obviously, I had great confidence in myself at 12, right? And so he asked me a series of questions and um one of the questions, I think I largely answered his questions correctly. But one of the questions that he asked me was um something about Joseph Smith uh prac he, the guy had been also talking to the reorganized church. He was investigating the LDS church and the R LDS church at the same time. And so some of his questions were geared to that. And so he asked me some question about Joseph Smith and polygamy. And I remember distinctly what my answer was. My answer was. Well, that wasn&#039;t Joseph Smith. That was Brigham Young.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=10m53s 10:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh OK. So you grew up thinking Brigham Young started polygamy. I grew up&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=10m58s 10:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: thinking that Brigham Young started polygamy, not Joseph Smith. I had never heard that Joseph Smith had practiced polygamy. I, when I was hearing about polygamy as a child, I was always hearing about Brigham Young having so many wives, right? And so um somewhere around that time, my mom was actually teaching early morning seminary there in South Bound. And in the curriculum, she got to some part in the, the church history manual for the students about early Mormon polygamy. And she struggled with it mightily, it just did not fit for her with, you know, as she, when she had joined the church, it made all the sense in the world to have you know, your, your spouse for eternity to have your Children c to, for eternity. She cared so much for family. Right. But then the idea that wait a minute, you know, um, it&#039;s not just you and your husband, it&#039;s you and your husband and these other women, right? That he&#039;s, he&#039;s divided between you and these other women that really, that she struggled with that so much that she, I don&#039;t know how she got this information, but she called up um, a BYU professor somehow she got the number for Larry Porter at BYU who then taught church history and talked to him. And she, she told me later that he had said to her, we don&#039;t know how this all works out. He, he seemed sympathetic to what she was saying. We don&#039;t know how this all works out, but whatever it is, that&#039;s for our good or something like that. Right. But she just, she could never believe that this is how things would be in the slush to kingdom was that it would be polygamy to her. It was just so obvious it would be monogamy. Right? And so I, I did not hear that. Just the idea that Joseph Smith had practiced polygamy until I was 15. I was in my teacher&#039;s Corum and our teacher&#039;s CHM instructor was a doctor who he did a lot of reading. And so he was reading a biography of Joseph Smith. And um I think it was Joseph Smith the first Mormon by Donna Hill. And, um, he, he was saying something to our teachers chm about Joseph Smith and his conflict with Emma over polygamy and how difficult it was. And I piped up and I said, Joseph Smith didn&#039;t practice poly me. That was Brigham Young. And he said, no, Joseph Smith started it. He said, go home and read DNC 132.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=13m34s 13:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I was gonna ask, where did you think 132 came from?&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: I, I went home and read 132 and I saw that, you know, it was, it&#039;s addressed up front to Joseph Smith. Then it&#039;s saying, you know, Abraham Isaac, Jacob Moses David Solomon, you know, had four wives. And then it&#039;s saying, you know, like to, it&#039;s somewhat vague at parts, but it&#039;s saying for Emma to receive all those who have been given to my servant Joseph. And so I thought, well, ok, I guess, you know, just Smith did practice polygamy. I, I was mistaken. And um you know, later in my teenage years, I started really, a couple years later I started actually doing church history research, going to the church archives. I actually encountered like the um at the library and stuff. I actually had encountered literature from Mormon fundamentalists, right? The modern day polygamous. And so that got me researching more into the history of polygamy and wanting to understand, you know, like I is this ear early early brethren quote unquote, right? Like early LDS leaders had taught that some of them that polygamy was essential to our exaltation. And so I wanted to know is, is that true? Right? I had a big, I had some real doctrinal questions and it was doctrinal questions like that. That initially got me looking into the historical questions. I, I became a historian of, of Mormonism, but I started out not with an interest in history, but with an interest in doctrine, right? Trying to understand what&#039;s, what&#039;s true about God, what&#039;s true about the celestial kingdom? You know, so polygamy was just one of those various questions that I had. And then um you know, so, so like I did have a faith crisis as a teenager, but that was centered on, I had actually discovered this book that Bh Roberts had written as a sort of devil&#039;s advocate case against the historicity of the book of Mormon called Study of the Book of Mormon. And that threw me for a loop. Um So that was what led to that teenage faith crisis. Then when I was in my twenties, like mid twenties, I started finding other things in my research that raise questions that I didn&#039;t have answers for, right? Uh a whole variety of questions. So, so one thing I like to say is that like when we read someone else&#039;s book on some aspect of church history, they have made sense of everything for us, whether they&#039;ve done it well or not, they&#039;ve made sense of things for us intellectually and spiritually. But when you&#039;re doing your own church history research, of course, it falls on you to make sense of things intellectually and spiritually. And so I was, I had trouble making sense of some of these things, particularly spiritually that I was finding in my research. Um And so I, um so I, I stopped believing in stages, kind of, I, I would stop believing in this thing that just in the time and then this other thing and, you know, this other thing would be called into question, you know, well, maybe the book of Abraham doesn&#039;t match the papyri, maybe the book of Abraham is not historical and then, you know, something else would be called into question. And so when I, by the time that I left the church officially, um I had amassed, you know, a number of problem areas. And so I, when I wrote my letter, resigning my church membership, I, I listed several of these, I, I put several of what I saw as the big ones and one of those was just as Miss polygamy. So I, I wrote that, um you know, I, I wrote about what I saw as like moral problems with his polygamy and just briefly, right, because I was sort of doing a bullet points thing in this letter. But I, I was actually trying to close the door on coming back to the church. I thought, well, someday I might, you know, want to come back to the church. And I don&#039;t think I should, I don&#039;t think it&#039;s true. So I&#039;m gonna try to shut that door by sort of bearing my anti testimony in this letter. Right. And so polygamy, polygamy was one of those things.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=17m51s 17:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: May I just ask you a question? I&#039;m curious to know why, um, why Brigham&#039;s polygamy seemed ok to you. And Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy seemed like a deal breaker or was part of your list of the deal breakers? Like I&#039;d like to understand that a little better because they&#039;re both the same church, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=18m11s 18:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: the same church. So I think that it was multiple things. I, I mean, in my experience, a lot more people struggle with the idea that Joseph practiced polygamy than the idea that Brigham did. Um And I think that is partly because when people, um a lot of people have the idea that, well, Joseph Smith had polygamy revealed to him, but maybe he didn&#039;t really practice it. He, he either didn&#039;t practice it or maybe he, he had women sealed to him, but he didn&#039;t have sex with them or whatever. But then rig, you know, clearly, fully practices that he&#039;s got a bunch of wives, got a bunch of descendants through polygamy, right? And so I think that people often are skeptical that like, well, isn&#039;t it convenient that the guy who starts the religion and has these revelations, has a revelation that gives him a bunch of women. And so, um, it seems, you know, that the sort of natural take on that is a, is a cynical one. Right. That, well, you know, hm, how convenient. You know, and I think I, I had some of that and also, um, the, the documents that we have talking about Joe Smith and Pom, it&#039;s very messy. Right? Because you&#039;ve got like, with, with, obviously I&#039;m, I&#039;m this, this would get into things that we&#039;re gonna talk about more in future episodes. But like, you know, the, the reports about Joseph Smith and Fannie Alger, apparently the family says, er, Fannie Ulger, um like, it&#039;s, it was even ambiguous in the sources, what the nature of the relationship was, right? So, so a number of people thought that it was adulterous while other people thought that it was polygamous. You know, some&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: people think it wasn&#039;t either. I just throw some people think it&#039;s not. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Well, I mean, for people, right, for people who think that there was a relationship like a full relationship. So, um the, um, with Brigham it&#039;s like it&#039;s fairly cut and dried that he practiced polygamy. But with Joseph, the waters are muddier about, you know, like the reported relationships. What was the nature of the relationships with Brigham? We don&#039;t have for instance, like polyandry, whereas in Joseph&#039;s marriages, we have reported polyandry, right?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: We have Brigham&#039;s own teaching of trading up.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: We have Brigham&#039;s teaching of trading up. Yeah, for sure. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And we have, and we have Brigham giving away very, very young. We have the, um,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: there are absolutely ethical problems with Brigham&#039;s polygamy. And in fact, Brigham&#039;s polygamy looks far more authoritarian and patriarchal than what&#039;s reported about Joseph. Right. Um But it, it does seem like because Joseph is a more foundational figure, he&#039;s the founder of the church that if people think that Joseph went astray on this or Joseph&#039;s behavior was problematic, then it tends to raise more foundational questions about the restoration altogether. OK. I want to dig in and, and that&#039;s, and that&#039;s where I was, is what I&#039;m saying. I was, do&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: you mind if we pause on this point? Because I think it&#039;s actually a really crucial, like it&#039;s something that, that I think there&#039;s a lot of discussion about and, and, and I would like to kind of drill down in it. So, um it&#039;s interesting because on the one hand, I hear people say, um, well, if people start saying that Brigham Young started polygamy instead of Joseph Smith that destroys faith and causes people to leave the church. And, and I&#039;ve heard, I&#039;ve heard several people say that, you know, and I find that to be a really interesting perspective that doesn&#039;t make much sense to me, right? Because what I&#039;m hearing, like, I think you and um the guys at word radio, talked quite a bit about that, you know, and what I&#039;m hearing is, but the kind of the idea is if people thought that it was just Brigham Young, that was a polygamist that didn&#039;t destroy their faith, it was finding out that Joseph Smith was a polygamist that destroyed their faith. So that&#039;s what I&#039;m hearing you say. So I&#039;m wanting to understand why you think that was the case a little more. You know, I understand why I understand why coming to believe this about Joseph Smith destroys faith. I&#039;m wanting to understand better why it was ok if when it was Brigham Young, right? And then because then I feel like when we&#039;re getting back to saying, hey, it actually was Brigham Young was ok over here and it didn&#039;t destroy faith. But all of a sudden over here, there&#039;s talking about how that will destroy faith while at the same time kind of ignoring the massive amount of faith that has been destroyed by the Joseph Smith polygamy narrative. Like I think that has been one of the huge things that has led most people that that&#039;s at least been, I would say like the book of Abraham and polygamy are two huge components and people losing there, you know, having to deconstruct all of their faith about the restoration that starts in usually polygamy. So did, do you get what I&#039;m saying? Like if it was like, why was it OK over here before your faith transition before you knew it was Joseph. Why were you ok with Brigham Young as the second prophet in the restoration, as we believe it? The one who had all of the keys and passed them on, you know, because that&#039;s some of the pushback I get is that if, if I say that polygamy is wrong, then how can the church be anything? How can there be anything right in the church? And so I&#039;m wanting to understand why you weren&#039;t bothered by the idea of Brigham Young. Did you just not know as much about it? Did you not know that he and John Taylor and many others thought that it was absolutely essential for salvation. That that if the church ever l left polygamy, they would be an apostasy. Like, were you just less familiar with it? Do you think&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: so? I think that um you know, when we&#039;re bothered by something that&#039;s an emotion, right? And I think that often we don&#039;t necessarily even understand the roots of our own emotions. Why does one thing bother us on another? Not if I were to look at to try to understand why wasn&#039;t I so bothered, right? That Brigham Young practiced polygamy. I mean, for one thing, I was just raised with that narrative all the time. I mean, the name Brigham Young is practically synonymous with polygamy. And if you were to ask, you know, 100 non Mormons, you know, what&#039;s the first word that pops to mind with polygamy. I mean, a lot of them might say Utah or something, but a lot of them and some might say just Mormon or whatever, a lot of them would say polygamy or wives or something. You know, Brigham Young is really known for this. And so I, I grew up with that such a consistent narrative about Brimm Young, whereas it was only later on that, I heard that Joseph Smith practiced polygamy, right? So, so, so that Brigham Young was a polygamist, was just kind of a given, it was just understood. And then um since Brigham Young was not the founder of the faith, right? He didn&#039;t start the church, he didn&#039;t, he wasn&#039;t the key figure in getting the restoration off the ground. Then you know what he does, I think in, in some ways does come under less scrutiny than what Joseph Smith does, right? Because people are naturally, I think more skeptical of someone who is putting forward more extraordinary claims. So if you&#039;re starting a religion, right? And you&#039;re saying I had these visions, God told me to do this. Um That&#039;s a big deal, obviously, you know, and so if someone seems to be making self serving claims along as part of those religious claims, then it can raise more questions about the whole enterprise of what they&#039;re doing. Well, is this person starting this religion in order to, you know, get, get what they want in this way or that way?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. So, so can I ask then? Because it&#039;s interesting to hear you describe this? Because I and many others that I&#039;ve heard from, just like Limy and Brigham Young went together for you like polygamy and Mormonism went together for me and Joseph Smith was the founder of the religion. And Joseph Smith dictated 132 and Joseph Smith, like I, I just knew my whole life that Joseph Smith restored polygamy, right? Like that wasn&#039;t a question for me just the same way. It wasn&#039;t for you with Brigham Young and maybe that&#039;s just a difference of being descended from polygamous and raised in Utah or, you know, like, like that wasn&#039;t a question. And um so what I&#039;m hearing you say is Brigham Young kind of gets a pass and, and since it was Joseph that originated it, um he doesn&#039;t get the same pass. So what I&#039;m hearing also in you describing that is that you just naturally assumed that polygamy was wrong. Like if Joseph had these revelations, they were self serving and Brigham did this really wrong thing, but he was just second in line. So, and I just knew it. So it didn&#039;t bother me. I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: I, I didn&#039;t, I didn&#039;t assume up front that it was wrong. It, it always sounded, it sounded weird to me when I heard about it as a kid, like Burman had a bunch of wives. It sounded weird. I it didn&#039;t sound anything like what, what went on in my mind. Right. I was a little romantic. I, I fell in love with a girl the first day of second grade, a girl in my class. Right. I didn&#039;t fall in love with five girls. I fell in love with one girl. Right. So, so the idea of polygamy sounded strange to me, but I don&#039;t think that I put it in the box of like, oh, II, I don&#039;t think I put it in the box at the time of, oh, this is morally wrong. I just found it strange when I found out that when I, when I was pointed to DNC 132 I just assumed it was right. I was a very devout latter day saint kid. And so I assumed, well, if Joseph Smith had a revelation on this, it must have been right. It was only later, uh, over the course of several years as I studied it and looked into it that I thought, ah, II, I just became more skeptical and I wondered, you know, was this, what were the things that he was doing on the up and up? Was, was this out of sincere religious motives or was there some other motive behind it?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Sure. And, and just, I know we&#039;re jumping ahead in the story. So I want to let you get back to it. Thanks for letting me talk like I understand this better. Where do you land on that? Now, in terms of like both Brigham&#039;s and Joseph&#039;s polygamy and now that you are more informed about the ages of some of the girls, some of the tactics used at least our narrative about Joseph than what we know about Brigham Young. Where are you in terms of, is this um print a true eternal celestial principle from God that they were enacting as prophets of God in righteousness or, or somewhere else on the spectrum of understanding that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Yeah, so I&#039;ve held a range of positions across time, right? So as I mentioned, um when I was a teenager and then I, you know, I was pointed to Dan C 132 read through dancing 132. I just assumed this, this was right, you know, because this was a revelation. And then, as I delved into it later, I found that, you know, Brigham Young and John Taylor and Wilfred Rodorf and, you know, other early apostles and so on had taught that polygamy was essential to exaltation or at least sometimes taught that. And I, so I started to wonder if that was true, you know, maybe polygamy was essential uh for maybe, maybe this is, I thought maybe this was how people live in the celestial kingdom. This is the celestial way. And then, um you know, then came to more skepticism, right? Like I said about Joseph&#039;s polygamy that like, like I wasn&#039;t skeptical that he practiced uh, but I was skeptical that it was right. You know, and that, that he was doing it out of sincere motives. And so I started to see, um, the, I, I started looking at Mormon polygamy and thinking about inequality, right. That, you know, how, how one sided it was that had first occurred to me back when I was a teenager. Right. But I hadn&#039;t maybe wrestled with it as fully as I, I hadn&#039;t wrestled with it nearly as fully as I did later. I started looking at the accounts of how Joseph proposed to various women and it seemed often very heavy handed that the women had the sense that their salvation depended on this. The salvation of others depended on this. Um, there was a lot of time pressure put on them. Um, there were other, the, the fact that Emma appeared to not know about it until after the fact, like, bothered me immensely. Um, just that she, you know, um, there were enormous ethical problems here, right? That she, obviously she&#039;s going to feel betrayed right in this situation and how should she feel if not betrayed? Right. I, and so, um, I had real problems with how it was practiced and like I said, I saw that it was, I, I looked at how Mormon polygamy had been done and I thought this looks inherently patriarchal. It looks like it&#039;s, it&#039;s about the man and not about the women that it seemed Andro centric, right? So, um the, the idea that was off the rationale that was so often given for polygamy, the major rationale seemed to be that people used was, well, it, it produces a larger family kingdom, right? The man will have more Children, right? More wives and Children. As if, as if a the man is the only one here who matters. The women don&#039;t matter because women don&#039;t have more Children than polygamy, right? Um The man is the one who matters. So it&#039;s about his glory, it&#039;s about him being more highly exalted. Well, Jesus said he, that exalts himself shall be a base and he that a bases himself shall be exalted. So we&#039;re not supposed to be trying to exalt ourselves. We&#039;re trained is supposed to be fumbling ourselves and serving God and serving others. And so I, I just had all kinds of problems with what I was seeing as the rationale for polygamy. And the idea that like our eternal progression is really based primarily on like it&#039;s quantitative, it&#039;s about the numbers, right? Like, you know, it&#039;s about who has the biggest kingdom and the greatest numbers and that repulsed me, right? And, and still does. And so, um I moved into this space of really questioning, like I said, the sincerity of Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy and thinking, yeah, this isn&#039;t. I, I just, I thought Mormon polygamy if, if, if there was some way to practice poly polygamy or a non monogamous relationship, ethically. This wasn&#039;t it that this was what, what the early Mormons had done was very patriarchal. It was very one sided. It wasn&#039;t, um it wasn&#039;t the way that it,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: it wasn&#039;t, it didn&#039;t feel godly.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: And so when I, um so yeah, so, so I left the church and it was while I was outside of the church that I got asked by Brian Hill whom I had known from other research stuff several years earlier to do research on Justin myth and polygamy. So he was, he wanted to do a book. Um at the time, he was just thinking one book, he had, we had no idea either of us what we were getting into how many sources there were any of that, that it would be a long project. So he wanted to, you know, gather together every source that had ever been written. Um Well, let&#039;s see, e every source had ever been cited in anything that had ever been written on Justice Smith and polygamy and then see what other sources could be found. And so he, he was a doctor as you know, I know, you know, Brian. Um And so he didn&#039;t have time to do that research. And so he hired me and so for two years, this was my job. So I spent a lot of time at the LDS church archives. I went also to the BYU archives, the U of U Utah State, Utah State Historical Society and there&#039;s research out at the Huntington Library. Um, I went back to&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: university&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: twice. This was 2007, 2008. And so was the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Joseph Smith papers&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: under way? Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Sorry, I didn, I just want to know if you have that as a&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: stage, but it was going on. Yeah. And so, um, so the whole time that I was doing that research, I thought that Joseph Smith was a scoundrel. I, I was outside the church. I actually thought that Joseph Smith polygamy was about sex. Ryan was coming first from a very different vantage point. He, he was literally singing with the choir, right? He was in the Mormon Tabernacle choir. And so he and I would meet every, I think it was Wednesday evening in the basement of the conference center after choir practice and I would report my week&#039;s findings and give him photocopies and so on. And so, yeah, I was doing that research while I was outside the church and thought, you know, um Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy had been about sex. He and I really had very different views on Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy, right? So he was viewing it at the time of the research, right? He was viewing it as well. Joseph Smith is doing all of this just strictly out of obedience to God, right? And I was seeing it as it was libido, right? And so, um but the the research went extremely well um you know, we gathered all the what I believe, at least at the time where all the known sources and found some new ones. And I, um no, it was subsequent to that, that I came back to the church. So can&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I ask you a question about your research before we get back to you coming back to the church? So I know that you said you have very different perspectives on Joseph, But um you had the exact same perspective on the narrative, just different perspectives on the motives. Like you thought the same things happened, you just viewed them differently, right? So I&#039;m curious,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know that I&#039;d say the exact same perspective. But I think what you&#039;re getting at is we both thought that Joseph Smith did actually practice polygamy. Yes,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: like the details you have, you have the details in common. You both thought he did this thing, he did this thing because of this source. It shows he did this thing. It&#039;s just a matter of what was his reason and motivation for doing it, right? Like the question of was Fannie Alger an affair or was it a polygamist marriage, for example. So the question I have is as you were doing all of this research, because there are other people that have been doing a lot of research. Like for example, the prices their first book came out in tw in 2000. So was that something you researched as you were looking. Did you, did you look at their sources because, because it&#039;s not that it&#039;s like, like, so you did read the prices, books and compile their sources as well and get them to bring because I haven&#039;t. Ok. Ok. So tell me what you thought about, about, um, a lot of their research and their sources because I don&#039;t see them being quoted in Brian&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: books. Oh, well, they&#039;re not quoted source.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I mean, the sources.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Ok. Ok. Um, yeah, I don&#039;t know. I mean, we did look up their sources. I, I don&#039;t know what altogether, what was and wasn&#039;t used or wasn&#039;t quoted in the books. Um, but all, all the, the aim was to use all the sources in everything that had been written on Justice Smith and polygamy to gather those all up. So, um, the way that it used&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: include, did that include things that said Joseph didn&#039;t pursue polygamy. Like, for example, Emma&#039;s dozen plus testimonies that she gave throughout her life or Joseph Smith the third&#039;s, um, consistent testimonies and work on this. You know, he wrote several articles. I can&#039;t remember what the old kind of scholarly journal was that he was writing it. But there were many things that were being, you know, like Mark Twain. And I mean, there were, there are lots of different sources that said that Joseph wasn&#039;t A PM and then it started with bringing me in. So I&#039;m wondering if you included that aspect of that body of research as&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: well. So let me, let me tell you more of how my process with Brian worked and that might answer your question more fully. So I was the archive rat, right? I was the one who almost always went to the archives and looked up the original sources, Brian, what he would usually do is he would pull together the secondary literature. So he would find the things that people had written about the subjects of Justice Smith and polygamy. Then he would create a master list of all the primary sources that needed to be collected together and then I would go collect them. So there were some exceptions to this where I would just identify the various sources. But in general, Ryan would figure out what sources to look up. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK, so you were, you were, he was directing what you needed to go find to some extent,&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: he was directing what sources to find to su right now. Now, some of the impetus for that came from me because I would go into the archives and I would just look up the names of various people who were supposed to have been taught polygamy or, or been involved in polygamy and navoo and I would look for their journals or collections, letters or whatever. Um So some of that was coming from me directly and some of it was coming from Brian&#039;s reading of the secondary sources. I remember distinctly, I mean, I, I don&#039;t think I read the prices were from cover to cover, but I definitely read in parts of them. Right. And I definitely remember Brian putting sources from the prices, books on the master list of sources to find. So, so in terms of, were all of, were all of the denials uh that Justice Smith practiced polygamy, collected. I per perhaps not. I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know that would depend on what, what was on the master list.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. OK. So, yeah, I just, I find it like, like this is helpful to me because I really think with, you know, what we&#039;ve learned about how the brain works and how perception works. It&#039;s very difficult to find what you&#039;re not looking for. Right? And so, so it&#039;s um so I just wanted to clarify that like um there is a body of work on this other side, but I didn&#039;t see like, I think um Brian Hills and others have said to me that Emma only issued the one denial at the end of her life, which is just not true at all, right? And so, and, and so there&#039;s a and that&#039;s only one piece of a whole lot of evidence. And so that&#039;s why I think that&#039;s a useful recognition to have is that like Ryan was Brian. Brian wasn&#039;t saying, hey, let&#039;s go look at this and see what we find. And you know, Brian had a a theory and I would say stronger than a theory. He had definitely a perspective that he was seeking to make sense of it. Like, like Brian&#039;s view is Joseph was a polygamist and polygamy came from God and Joseph was supposed to practice polygamy. So, right, and he did practice polygamy. So let&#039;s find all of the sources and then, and then see where they take us within that parameter if that makes sense.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So yeah, now, necessarily in looking through all the secondary literature, he found a variety of different vantage points, right, from different authors, including the prices and others. Um But yeah, I know exactly what you&#039;re saying about how we tend to see what we&#039;re looking for. We, we humans also tend to raise more questions about sources that don&#039;t fit our narrative than we do about sources that do fit our narrative. I saw that in Brian, but over time, I also came to see it in myself during the research which I, I didn&#039;t expect. I thought, oh, I can see Brian&#039;s bias here. Well, then eventually I started seeing, well, OK, I just have the opposite bias, right? Like, like it&#039;s not like it&#039;s not like I&#039;m not biased. So, so let me give, for instance, so um if there were sources that said things that seemed uncomfortable. So, so one area that Brian has written a lot about is what he refers to as sexual polyandry. So, of course, it&#039;s, well, known that the sources on Joseph Smith and polygamy in NUS say that some of the women that he married were already legally married to other men. And so then questions arise. Well, what&#039;s the nature of these relationships? Is this just like Brigham Young&#039;s idea you cited earlier of sort of like marrying up where a woman leaves one man and goes to another man? Or is this like a mirror image of polygyny? right? Where instead of like a one man having multiple wives, this woman has multiple husbands at the same time and is having real relationships with all of them. And so that um the idea of sexual polyandry um was one that Brian was particularly skeptical of. So when there were sources that would say just to practice sexual polyandry, he would have me give extra scrutiny to those sources and say, well, who was the person who said this? What was their angle? Where were they coming from? And at the time, I just thought just Smith was a scoundrel. And so I thought in my head, I didn&#039;t say this. I thought in my head, oh, come on, Brian, like, you know, you just have to accept like that, this is what happened, you know, and then I would actually look into some of those sources and find, you know, what this person did have an angle, you know, and there, there, there, there would be some reason to maybe be skeptical of the narrative that they&#039;re giving. So why didn&#039;t I question that? And I realized, well, it&#039;s because I had my own bias. You see what I&#039;m saying? So, I, I, it was easy, it was easy to see, it&#039;s easy to see somebody else&#039;s bias.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Definitely 100%. And I, and I, I cop to that as well. Absolutely. I do wanna, um I do wanna ask when you say there are sources that say that Joseph practiced sexual polyandry. Can you clarify that for me is what you mean? Like we have marriage dates claiming that someone was married in the state. And then when we do historical work, we learn that they were already married to someone else. Oh, surprise and also pregnant or were the women saying or other sources saying I was married to this man and I was pregnant with his child? But then Joseph married me like, like how, what, what is, what is the evidence for the sexually?&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So the a good example of this would be Joseph Ellis Johnson. So in 1850 Joseph Ellis Johnson in a meeting of the CHM of the 12 says, so he was like a brother of Benjamin F Johnson and some of the other, the big early Mormon Johnson family. Um Joseph Ellis Johnson meets with the 12 and he says that Joseph had and this is his 19th century terminology frigged his mother-in-law um Mary Heron Snyder. Um and Mary Heron Snyder was the legal wife of John Snyder. And so Brian was skeptical that Joseph actually had a sexual relationship with this woman who was legally married to this other man. And so, uh he had me look in more detail about this source. It was quoted by um Quinn D, Michael Quinn and his notes at Yale on his collection at the Beinecke Library at Yale. So when we were finally able to, it took a lot of work to get a copy of these meeting minutes. And when we were finally able to find a copy, it turned out that Joseph Ellis Johnson was actually on trial before the 12 himself for marrying a woman who was already married to Lorenzo Snow. Polygamous. Oh, actually, he didn&#039;t even fully marry her. He just, there wasn&#039;t a ceremony. He just had a sort of common law polygamous marriage with her and had gotten her pregnant. Uh Even though she was separated from Lorenzo Snow, it was a complicated messy story, right? But it was in that context that Joseph E Johnson said, well, Joseph II, I was there in the house when Joseph slept with my mother in law. So of course, the fact that Joseph Ellis Johnson is saying this in this context doesn&#039;t necessarily mean it&#039;s not true, but it does raise more questions of is he saying this because he&#039;s trying to get himself off the hook for his own behavior. Do you see what I&#039;m saying? And so 100% so Brian had. Yeah. Yeah. So, so Brian had been skeptical of this. And initially I thought, well, like Brian, why are you being so skeptical of the source? The guy says he was there in the house and he is the son in law of Mary, her Snyder, right? Then you look at the context. OK. Well, there is some reason to, to question this. So I came to see that I had my own set of biases. And so I actually came to think that it was good that there were multiple people involved here in this research who had different biases. So, so I, I actually believe very strongly that it&#039;s good that not everybody sees things the same way, right? And, and part because we do have different biases, right? And so um people having different biases contributes to a larger conversation. It&#039;s like in the sciences, scientists do not agree with one another. They often disagree very strongly with one another, right? And they um the it&#039;s their, their disagreements actually help us to help it out. We put different hypotheses in competition with one another and made the best one win. Eventually, the hope is that if we have an open dialogue, if we&#039;re open minded, if we use good methodology, then eventually the the truth tends to rise to the tongue, right? And so I, I know that, you know, Brian, he um definitely comes in for a lot of criticism, I mean, certainly, um ex Mormons, I know, criticized him a great deal because he&#039;s defending Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy where they see it as this justice polygamy was evilly motivated and abusive and so on. And then I, um I, I would imagine it comes in for criticism from various angles. I, and like I said, I, I was able to see where he had biases and then later eventually see, oh, I have them too. Right. But I, I have a great appreciation for the fact that, you know, the sources that Brian found that he had me dig out, he&#039;s put them on the internet, you know. Um And so he&#039;s done a great service to anyone with from coming from any vantage point. And Joseph Smith and Polygamy has access to many hundreds of sources that otherwise wouldn&#039;t be available. So I, I would want to give for that like a giant hat tip to Brian for that, you know, and, and he was, he was wonderful as an employer to me. Just, just a really great guy.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. So I just so, you know, I completely agree with you. I think that like Brian Hall has helped us move this um body of knowledge forward immensely. And his website is a huge um resource that I think everybody should utilize. I really appreciate it. I wanted to ask you a couple of questions, the um the trial notes that you found where Johnson was on trial. Where did you end up finding those? And how did you get access to them? So how can we find them?&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: They&#039;re at the University of Utah? Um, ok. I can&#039;t remember which collection they&#039;re in. Um And I can&#039;t remember if they&#039;re on Brian&#039;s website I just found is on brand&#039;s website that might have. That&#039;s, I don&#039;t remember that being there specifically. So, here, here&#039;s what happened. So it was in 10 minutes of a meeting of the 12, but the church has different categories of restricted documents. So um I had requested several restricted documents when I was at, when I was doing this research, I from the church archives and, and I&#039;ve said before that I got access to all of them. I guess this, I guess that&#039;s not true. I guess this is the one that I didn&#039;t get access to. Um But what happened is um documents at the church archives. People tend to think documents that are restricted because they have something embarrassing in them. The church doesn&#039;t want to let them out for that reason. That was not my experience. Hey, so I requested several restricted sources and I was given access to them. And when I learned why they were restricted documents are restricted based on category. And so the some of the most common categories for restriction would be sacred, for instance. OK. So if something has temple content, even if it has patriarchal blessing material in it, that&#039;s considered to be sacred. And so that&#039;s off limits unless you get permission. Right? And so I most of the documents that I requested on just Smith and polygamy that were restricted were restricted because the document also had temple content in it. And all I had to do was assure the church archive staff. No, no, no really. I, you know, I don&#039;t want to use the, I&#039;m not gonna publish the temple content. I just wanna know the stuff about Joseph Smith and his poor wives and they gave me permission, right to look at these documents. So, but another hold on, another category is private. OK. So private includes disciplinary records because as far as the church is concerned and and Delanie Tokes has said this publicly years ago, as far as the church is concerned, the dead are still alive. They&#039;re just in a different place. They&#039;re in the spirit world. And so we don&#039;t want to take their sins and kind of make them public knowledge, right? And so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=54m17s 54:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: um I just, I&#039;m sorry, I have to speak to the huge irony of what we&#039;re doing with Joseph Smith, right? As we say that. So anyway, continue on that. That&#039;s, that&#039;s amazing when you know Joseph told one story his whole life and now we&#039;re telling a completely different story about him, but keep going, go ahead. Sorry. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=54m35s 54:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: so Joseph Ellis Johnson made the statement in the context of a disciplinary council so that automatically makes a restricted document under the private category. So the church archive staff felt like they couldn&#039;t share it with us. So I actually looked at the CD ROM collection that they had of that showed the same minutes, but this one was blacked out. It&#039;s actually on the CD ROM set that the church put out, they black out the part about this trial. So I was trying to look at the image from the opposite side of the page to see how much the ink bled through to see if I could read it. And, and I couldn&#039;t man. But ultimately, someone at the church archives discovered that there was a copy of it at the U and sent me there to get that copy. And so even though they felt like they couldn&#039;t share their own copy because of that restriction, they were helpful in finding another copy. And so that&#039;s how we were able to get hold of that. And so I, um you know, like I said, I, I did all this research thinking, you know, just Smith wasn&#039;t a prophet. I think he was ill motivated. It was subsequent to this. It was about two years after I finished the research for Brian or a year and a half or so that I came back to the church. And I have heard it said from some people, people that I came back to the church because of my research on Justice Smith and polygamy. That sounds nuts to me. No, that&#039;s not true. Like I came back, I had done that research, that research didn&#039;t stop me from coming back to the church. Right. So, I, I did other research about the first vision about what we can know about the last 116 pages. And I started finding really cool things that were inspiring to me that put Joseph Smith in a much more positive light than I have been seeing him in before. So, so just sort of in a nutshell. One of the big things for me was I was doing research on the first vision and this was, I was doing a paper for a class on Joseph Smith biography and autobiography that Philip Barlow taught in my master&#039;s program. And um I, I was looking at different accounts of the first vision where Justice Smith gave little hints that maybe the first vision was a more expanded experience than we think of it as we think. Well, he&#039;s there. He&#039;s this boy in this grove of trees and the father and the son come down to this grove of trees and the whole experience just happens in this little grove and then they go back up to heaven and he stays there. Well, Joseph says things in different accounts like my mind was taken away from the objects which surrounded me. Well, that doesn&#039;t sound like he&#039;s not experiencing just being there in the grove, right? He&#039;s experiencing something different. He says on another account, when I came, at the end of the experience, when I came to myself again, I found myself lying on my back gazing into heaven. Well, again, this sounds like an altered state or something more than just. And I&#039;m sitting there in the grove of seeing all these things happen in this natural space. Then there&#039;s a, a sermon he gave Navoo where he talks about the first vision. And along with talking about the first vision, he says, any man who has gazed into heaven for five minutes knows there are three grand personages there who hold the keys of power. Why is he talking about seeing into heaven when he&#039;s talking about the first vision? And I started to think from various accounts that actually the first vision included what they, what&#039;s called a heavenly ascent where like Paul talks about being caught up to the third heaven, right? And he sees and hears things that he can&#039;t tell other people. Um This is how the book of Mormon starts. Leigh has a first vision calling him as a prophet. A pillar of fire comes down. This is the presence of God comes down to him. Well, this is what Joseph uses this language. In his 1st 1st vision account. In 1832 a pillar of fire came down. This is the presence of God. But then Leigh is lifted up to heaven where he sees God sitting on his throne surrounded by numberless angels. In one of his accounts, Joseph talks about there were innumerable angels that he&#039;s experiencing. I started thinking, well, maybe the first vision is, you know, God comes down to Joseph, then to Joseph to meet him on his level. Then God lifts Joseph up to God&#039;s level in heaven. He has this heavenly ascent like Leigh and I started thinking, well, that&#039;s like the whole plan of redemption, right? You know, God book more on title page, Jesus of the Christ, the eternal God, right? God in Christ comes down to our level, right? He&#039;s made flash for us, lifts up to lift us up to his level. The first vision is encapsulating this beautiful plan of redemption. I started, I was seeing that and I was seeing a number of other things that were very powerful and inspiring for me and I started to reconsider what I had thought about Joseph Smith. I started to think more seriously about the restoration again, the possibility that it was actually legit, right? And I, I had spiritual experiences before that I had dismissed. And so I started to reconsider those I ended up and I&#039;ve talked at this about this as you know, at length on other podcasts. So I, so that, that&#039;s just my nutshell here, right? So I, I came back to the church, right? I was rebaptized uh beautiful experience being like re re accepted. And um like I I am so happy that I did this, you know, I, but Michelle, when I came back to the church, I still thought Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy was sexually motivated. I didn&#039;t think it was, I didn&#039;t think it was consciously sexually motivated. I thought it must have been subconsciously sexually motivated. I thought he was sincere as a prophet, but there&#039;s something wrong here. He must have been, you know, subconsciously, like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m34s 1:00:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: got mixed together motivation&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m36s 1:00:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: mixed up here, right? And so, and, and I, as I was thinking about it, I thought, well, sort of like what good came out of Justice Smith&#039;s polygamy. It just, you know, there was a lot of heartbreak, there&#039;s a lot of faith crisis. And so I started really thinking like, well, maybe this was a big mistake. This is after I&#039;m back in the church, right? Um And so I started trying to wrestle with issues of, you know, well, can uh what kind of mistakes can a prophet make and still be a prophet and so on? And I, I want to come back to that because that&#039;s a big thing for me. And that&#039;s one of the things that I really wanted to talk about in this episode. But um so I&#039;ll come back to that much more fully in a minute. And my, my views on Joseph and polygamy and his motives and so on have like their influx because I&#039;m open to new information. I&#039;m open to new perspectives, right? Um What we have as, you know, in history, we don&#039;t have direct access to the past. What we have are models that we create mental models to try to piece everything together in the ways that make the most sense in the ways that explain the greatest amount of the data in the, the simplest, most straightforward possible way. And so, um I, I came to think later that actually justice polygamy had more sincere religious motives that because I, you know, as you know, I, I found the things about how the, the first of the first few women. Uh Well, I would now argue actually, that&#039;s the first three women who are reported to have been nuvo poor wives of Joseph Smith were pregnant at the time that he married them. Um And that was not what I had expected, you know, and I, I found a source where from the 18 fifties, um George Buchanan says that Joseph Smith taught not to have for men not to have sex with their wives during pregnancy. In which case, Joseph Smith himself marrying pregnant women, what seemed to be not about sex but about something else. So I came to think he had more theological motives that maybe, um this is about in part like adopting the Children who would be born in these marriages, adopting them into certain covenant promises. Maybe he feels like certain things are being brought somehow through the veil with these spirits coming from the preexistence into this world. Um, I, I looked at, started looking at who the women were that he married. I mean, the first two of these women that I&#039;m talking about Zina Huntington and Crescentia Huntington sisters. They, um, their family, they were supposed to have had an encounter with one of the three knee fights. Mary Elizabeth Rollins Leitner had, had, you know, uh, four Ws in thereafter, had, had powerful spiritual experiences and so on. And I thought, well, the women he&#039;s supposed to have married often were really spiritually deep themselves. And so maybe in some way, he&#039;s trying to sort of ally himself with these women who have got these spiritual experiences and this has something to do with his own prophetic process or something. So I, when it comes to a a and I&#039;ve had questions about, you know, I, I talked earlier about so what I&#039;m saying is my sense of justice Smith&#039;s motives is in flux and I&#039;m open on that. And I&#039;ve also, I mentioned earlier that, you know, like if um and there are plainly the way that early latter day saints were doing polygamy was very one sided. It&#039;s very patriarchal. Well, there are people trying to live something like polygamy now, you know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s like, like um like polyamory, right? Where people are trying to come up with some sort of equitable way of living polygamy. And so, or, or non monogamy as they would call it. And so, you know, I if there is, if there are like ethical and more equitable ways of doing it, this still this is not what we, this is not what I see. When I look at like the um the way that early latter day saints were practicing polygamy, I see all kinds of ethical problems there. And so, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m11s 1:05:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, I have so many questions. So first of all, thank you for sharing your journey and your story. That&#039;s so um impractical and good to understand. And I think it is good for people to hear that you um with full knowledge of what you believe to be Joseph&#039;s polygamy came back to the church. I think that&#039;s if I&#039;m hearing correctly, that&#039;s part of what you want to share is this does not have to break your faith. This is not a deal breaker for faith. There are plenty of reasons to believe. Ok. So I appreciate that. And I think that&#039;s, and I do want to talk about kind of navigating faith with a different model as well, you know. But um I guess with my questions about so, so first of all the questions about polyandry and your way of kind of exploring that if Joseph was trying to align, you know, I know you&#039;re just throwing out possibilities of what it might be. So these women, when you found out that they were pregnant when they married him, um can you tell me that how you discover like again, I want to make the point that the women weren&#039;t saying when I was after I had married. So and so and I was pregnant this many months pregnant with his child. I married Joseph for it. Right? Wasn&#039;t it that you found whatever affidavit that was written that they may or may not not have signed in 69 or, or you know, a testimony that was given kind of on their behalf that they were to some degree a party to maybe and then you also found the dates when they had Children and dates when they married other people, right? So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m38s 1:06:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: um right. So this will get to questions that we&#039;ll explore in the next episode of questions of how do we do history, right? Like, like what, what does, what is history as a discipline? Right? What is history in terms of like piecing things together and how do we do it? And, and so, yeah, you&#039;re right. I, I mean, what we&#039;re dealing with here is we do have historical sources where people say things, but then we&#039;re also tasked to line up the circle data in order to create a chronology that those people themselves are not creating for us because they&#039;re giving us a snippet here and a snippet there. So we&#039;re the ones that have to put it in order and then we&#039;re the ones that have to look and see what are the patterns and what they&#039;re telling us. And so as I&#039;ll talk about in the next episode, much of history is just getting the events in the right order, right? Once we have the events in the right order, the cause and effect relationships just emerge, the patterns emerge, we can watch the Dominoes fall. So yeah, that, that would be something that I&#039;d love to talk about in detail in, in our next conversation. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h07m47s 1:07:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Thank you. So, yeah, we&#039;ll go into that next time. And then my other question on what you were talking about with Joseph, marrying the pregnant women and coming up with the, he said that, does that give you pause at all for their husbands, the fathers of these Children? Like,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m01s 1:08:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: yes. Ok. Yes. So here&#039;s something this is, it&#039;s, this is all complex and it&#039;s all me. And so I have heard the argument that if Joseph Smith was not having sex with the women, he&#039;s polyandrous sealed to then then see no problem there. Right. There&#039;s, there&#039;s no ethical problem. I still think that&#039;s very ethically problematic if I found out I&#039;m not married right now. But if I were and I found out that Russell M Nelson had secretly had himself sealed to my wife for eternity so that I was only gonna be with her for this life and he was gonna have her forever. I&#039;d be flipping furious. That would not be ok with me. And so I don&#039;t I, I&#039;m not saying that&#039;s not ethically problematic or gee, this sounds great. No, no, no, no, no, no. But I am just trying to see like when we look at the, I, I&#039;m just trying to figure out what the historical sources are saying. I&#039;m not saying, gee gee, this sounds just right. Gee, this sounds so ethical and perfect. You&#039;re looking&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m15s 1:09:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: at the sources and then taking what the sources say and saying, how do I make the best sense of this for my own faith? Navigation is, is what I&#039;m hearing. So I&#039;m not,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m23s 1:09:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: well, first I&#039;m trying to make sense of them historically, just like what, what, what is it that happened? What, what is Joseph Smith thinking? What&#039;s happening? Then secondarily, what are the people involved? Thinking and then after that sort of like, well, then obviously, questions arise. What do I think? What do I think about what happened? Ethically, spiritually, theologically personally? But that&#039;s sort of that, that&#039;s like the last layer because obviously, I, I if I&#039;m trying to make judgments on what personal judgments on what happened, and I don&#039;t have a good idea of what happened, then my judgments are gonna be off. And so first step and the one that I placed the most emphasis on as a historian is just getting the events in the right order and trying to figure out create the best model for what happened.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m17s 1:10:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I know this goes into part two as well, but that part even itself is tricky, right? Because for example, and I won&#039;t remember the Johnson guy&#039;s first name. What was his name that was on trial? Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m27s 1:10:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: Joseph Ellis Johnson. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m29s 1:10:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Joseph Ellis Johnson. So Joseph Ellis Johnson, you could take his testimony and build into the timeline and the chronology. Oh, Joseph Smith with his mother, with Joseph Joseph Johnson&#039;s mother in law. Right? Or you can look at it and go, what&#039;s the motivation of this source? How trustworthy and reliable is it, is it backed up by other things? Is it more like, like, so even while we&#039;re building our chronology, we are rating validity of sources, right? We are making decisions. So I just wanted to throw that in. I know we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m58s 1:10:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: decisions about how much weight to give or not to give to a given source,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m05s 1:11:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? OK. And so at this point, where are you on Joseph&#039;s polygamy? Are you because I, I have heard you talking about sort of profits can be really messed up, they can do terrible things and still be prophets, you know. So are you kind of feeling like he was like, like, I think Brian I&#039;ve heard him say and I don&#039;t, I&#039;m not, don&#039;t want to imply that you guys share the same perspective on any everything, but I&#039;ve heard him say that um if he could go back and give Joseph advice, he would tell him to do polygamy very differently. You know. So I think that Brian thinks that polygamy was definitely of God and was commanded, but Joseph did it clumsily in some instances. Is that kind of your perspective as well?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m42s 1:11:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: I would probably lean more of that direction at this point. Um I definitely think that, mm again, my, my primary effort is really to understand, to try to understand what justice Smith was doing and why he was doing it. And so while I do have personal judgments, I mostly keep those more in the background because I am a historian and my job as a historian is primarily to try to figure out what happened. Um And so I want to, to a great extent, put my personal perspectives aside or at least in the background so that I can try to figure out the past without personal lenses getting in the way, right? Because ultimately, uh for me as a historian, it doesn&#039;t matter what I think when I&#039;m looking at what it doesn&#039;t matter how I feel about polygamy when I&#039;m looking at the sources, right? What matters? I agree with that, what actually happened. And so that&#039;s what I most want to get at is what happened. And so I, I&#039;ve come to think that Joseph&#039;s motives were much more than sex, even though I had thought when I came, even when I came back to the church, that subconsciously this was the primary motivation I&#039;ve come to think he had more theological spiritual prophetic motives for this and trying to understand that will be the subject of some f some projects that I&#039;m working on that I&#039;d eventually plan to publish, right? And see how they play out as I pursue those ideas. Um But I don&#039;t feel the need to say that what Joseph Smith did was necessarily right? Or the best way to do things.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m33s 1:13:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I am curious to know. Um so, and, and, and we can come back to all of these, like I love circling around on all of these topics. Um How do you see the, the, the model that Joseph Smith was honest. And Brigham Young polygamy started with other leaders, Brigham Young and others. How do you see that as more destructive to faith? Then the model that Joseph Smith was um originated polygamy and, and betrayed Emma and was lying about it, you know, because even if even, even though Brigham, if, even if we have the model that Brigham started polygamy, he wasn&#039;t doing the same kind of shenanigans of going behind his wife&#039;s back and lying publicly. Well, I mean, a lot of them did lie, you know, like who was it? Was it Joseph F Smith or someone else that in England read out of section 101, the original section 101 and then to deny polygamy. So we know that there was still but, but II, I guess that&#039;s my first question is why do you see the Brigham Young model as more destructive to faith than the Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m39s 1:14:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: model. So, OK, so let me comment on that. And then I&#039;d like to pivot back to kind of where I see us where we were a minute ago and then pivot back to that this question again. So I would actually say, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know that it&#039;s more challenging to faith. I think it&#039;s challenging to faith in a different way. And so maybe a way to get at that would be to talk about how I see the my own wrestles with because my own wrestles with the question was, was Joseph, right? In practicing polygamy thinking, Joseph practiced polygamy. But then at times having thought, but he was totally wrong in doing so then how did I sort of manage that? And how do I think other people might manage that vantage point? And then I think that talking about, well, what if it&#039;s, what if we see it as Brigham Young who started polygamy? Then how would we manage that in terms of faith? So, um I, so at, at present, I do think that Joseph has, I think Joseph practiced polygamy and that he did it out of like that. I, I mean, we&#039;re, he was human and all humans have mixes of motives that&#039;s just part of being a human being. Um The reason you do this podcast probably is not one single reason, but a set of reasons. Right. And so I think it would be wrong to try to see Joseph Smith as he&#039;s just a very simple person who just has one single motive for everything he does or something that, that&#039;s not how humans work. But I think that Joseph does have, I see him now as having spiritual motives, that polygamy in some way might be sort of part of his prophetic practice and so on while also seeing ethical issues with his polygamy. But because when I came back to the church, I saw Joseph&#039;s polygamy as sexually motivated, at least unconsciously. Um I had to wrestle a lot with questions about, well, how could that be, how could he be like a prophet if you know, he, he made this mistake? Right? And so, um, you know, one of the things that I see in this regard, you know, like, um a couple years ago when uh in Sunday school, we were going through Genesis, I remember I was in gospel doctrine one time and the, the class members were talking about was it? I can&#039;t remember, maybe it was like Isaac and Rebecca and giving like the, like the deception that happens with like the birthright&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and all&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m38s 1:17:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: this. And people kept trying to justify the actions that were taken and say, well, this, it wasn&#039;t really deceptive because of this and I was plainly deceptive, right? But they&#039;re saying it&#039;s not really accepted because of this and that and eventually I just, the steam was rising from my ears, kind of, you know, I wasn&#039;t really mad but I was like, frustrated. Like, and so I raised my hand and I gave this long comment, right? And then like, well, you know, when we look in the Hebrew Bible, the Old Testament, you know, we&#039;ve got no uh comes off the ship and gets drunk. And then when his, you know, son uncover, you know, sees him naked, he curses his grandson, which doesn&#039;t seem to make any sense at all. You know, and then with servitude slavery, right? And then, you know, you&#039;ve got um Abraham, you know, his, his family is like anything but a picture of domestic tranquility, right? And you&#039;ve got polygamy because of polygamy. Right. Right. And um then you&#039;ve got, you know, Isaac and Rebecca doing these, you know, this major&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: to Judah and Judah and Tamar is the best of the whole thing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h18m48s 1:18:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Don Bradley: Right. Exactly. Like, like this, I remember reading that story as a teenager and just being baffled, you know, the whole thing. And so, so Jacob&#039;s sons are just an absolute mess how, you know, they, they, they, they&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m03s 1:19:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: commit genocide as well. They have multiple genocides. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Right. Right. Right. Right. And, and even even a hero figure like Joseph, Joseph was a total snot who thinks his brothers should or less than him. And, you know, iii, I don&#039;t know, I mean, the, the David and Solomon. Solomon, the wisest man in the world. And what does he do with that? Well, he, he marries the wives of all these foreign gods and sets up idols in God&#039;s temple that God had him build. And you go even down into the New Testament, right? Peter denies Christ three times, right after saying, I will never deny you, you know, and the apostles look during Jesus lifetime, at least like a bunch of clowns, you know, and like the Bible is not trying to show, it&#039;s not a book of heroes, it&#039;s not a book of Hes, it&#039;s not a book of exemplars trying to show us. These people were so perfect. They were so great. Be just like Abraham just be just like Solomon. No, no, no, no, no, no. There is all of them. There, there&#039;s a protagonist, there is an exemplar in the Bible. It&#039;s not any of those guys, it&#039;s Christ, he&#039;s our exemplar there. The protagonist of the Bible is God. It&#039;s not trying to show us be like all these flawed human beings. It&#039;s actually showing us human beings are flawed. Your your your model should be something higher.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, so just like I don&#039;t wanna derail you. I, I guess as you&#039;re describing this, I kind of think maybe it&#039;s me more useful to view the Bible as a book, not of Heroes, but a book of Patterns, right? A book that shows us like when I see Peter deny Christ three times. I see Joseph giving the manuscript paper away. I see. Right. That was a, that was a faith promoting experience for Joseph actually, because the repentance was so bitter of that just like Peter, that it would never happen again. And I find those patterns in my life too and, and you see patterns of God commands marriage between one man and one woman. And whether we follow Lammi pattern or Abraham and Sarah&#039;s desire to have a child that resulted in their polygamy, right? That was not commanded by God or heaven forbid Jacob&#039;s awful polygamy as being tricked by his deceptive and horrible father-in-law, right? We see, wow, when you diverge from the commandments given to God horrors await like horrors ensue, it&#039;s not a good pattern, right? So I, that&#039;s what I guess I think and, and Abraham also sets the pattern of repentance and, and desire to serve God and right. So I guess I hear what you&#039;re saying. I just want to be careful of sort of um saying the danger. I hear what you&#039;re saying personally of like, look, all of these guys are flawed is kind of like, it doesn&#039;t matter. God uses anyone and we can all be flawed or we don&#039;t have to like, like I just read a speech by Hiram Smith. It was recorded, I think in Levi is that Levi by Richard&#039;s book where where Hiram says that God would not allow prophets to sin too deeply. He would, you know, I, I can&#039;t remember the wording. I&#039;ll have to look that up again. And there is something to me where I&#039;m, I&#039;m, I&#039;m president to compare Joseph Smith to say Juda and tomorrow, right? Like we, we people use these models to say, look, God wouldn&#039;t, I mean, people who are very pro polygamy will say to me, God wouldn&#039;t have his son born through a line that did these awful corrupt things. And like, like you have you read about Judah and tomorrow or about all of the mass genocides and all of the terrible things that happened through like every one of us has horrors in our line somewhere. We&#039;re not accountable for those, right? But at the same time when we&#039;re so when we&#039;re talking about the genealogy, sure. But when we&#039;re talking about the individual, I, I see Peter denying Christ three times the same as Joseph giving away the manuscript, not the same as breaking your wife&#039;s heart and lying consistently and excommunicating people for the same thing that you&#039;re doing in secret. And you, you know, like, I think there&#039;s a whole different level there of, of a pattern of learning and repentance versus just sin if that makes sense. But, but I didn&#039;t mean to derail you. I just wanted to express why I kind of why that&#039;s a challenge for me to view it that way.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Sure. Um I, I mean, so, so the, the gist of what I was pointing out is that, you know, that the Bible is not meant to be a book of exemplars. It has an exemplar in it and we have someone who&#039;s chosen to be our exemplar and that&#039;s Christ. It&#039;s not just because God chose, I mean, God chose Abraham. God chose the house of Israel. But when we look at the specific lives of, you know, Abraham Isaac Jacob Jacob&#039;s sons, right? They&#039;re a mess. And I think that actually this does play into the New Testament narrative of grace, right? That we we as human beings, we are flawed. And that this is I, I know, I don&#039;t think it&#039;s an accident that the Bible shows us the flaws of the various prota human protagonists. I think that&#039;s actually part of the design of the Bible is that it&#039;s supposed to show us that human beings are imperfect. And so we have a perfect exemplar in Christ and we have grace through Christ. And so when I look at prophets, I don&#039;t see or people chosen by God, I don&#039;t see like a necessity for them to be to some standard of perfection.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I see a necessity for a trajectory like like Joseph in Egypt was different from his brothers. And, and I know that we can view him as a young snot, maybe, you know, but maybe he was also someone who was having these experiences from God trying to understand what they meant. And not necessarily trying to offend his older brothers and you know, just trying to say I had this dream which he had, you know, but then as he goes to Egypt, we look at his humility and his faithfulness and his continued faith and his, his trajectory that he was on was always one like he did learn extreme humility in Egypt, right? But then he was elevated. But it&#039;s, it&#039;s like, and the Lord chose him. The the challenge I have is if we say, you know, God can like, like here&#039;s the thing. If we see problems with polygamy, we have to decide who the problem is with, right? What is the problem with Joseph? Did he do something wrong? Was the problem with Brigham Young at all? You know, I&#039;m not saying it&#039;s just Brigham Young, but that cabal of polygamous, did they do something wrong? Or is the problem with God? And God tells Joseph and God continued to choose Joseph even as Joseph was doing these things. And God&#039;s like, I&#039;m OK with it. Well, that raises huge problems like as a woman who reads Jacob two and sees how, why God condensed polygamy. We take verse 30 out of context and leave alone that God condemns polygamy because of what it does to God&#039;s daughters. God cares about women and the experiences of women and girls which polygamy affects girls the same way because I&#039;m not comfortable calling a 14 year old, a woman you know, and so if we are saying, yeah, Joseph wasn&#039;t perfect, but, you know, prophets aren&#039;t perfect that raises problems for me with God if that makes sense. Like I&#039;m sorry, if God is ok with this, then I&#039;m not ok with God. If, if, if I&#039;m Emma and what Joseph was doing is true and yet he&#039;s still the prophet and God&#039;s still talking to him, then what am I? Who am I? Why doesn&#039;t God care about me? Right? Does that make sense? So I&#039;m not trying to destroy your model. I&#039;m trying to explain why it, why it doesn&#039;t work for me. Why it&#039;s and, and I also want to clarify, I don&#039;t come. I, I believed Joseph was a polygamist my whole life. I had my own ways of it. I, I was fine with it when I say I was fine with it. I mean, I had dealt, I, that&#039;s a complicated thing to say. I assumed that the reason Joseph was killed was because he lost his spiritual production because he dabbled in polygamy. That was kind of my perspective on it, right? So it&#039;s not that I, that I have to save my faith somehow by blaming brigay. It&#039;s not that at all. It&#039;s I got into the research and was like, wow, this is different than I thought. But so I, so I wanted to clarify that just to say this is why I find that explanation of faith to be challenging because it says it&#039;s God&#039;s fault and God will just use anyone, right? And, and so if so, if there&#039;s some guy that&#039;s tormenting you and torturing you and doing horrible things to you, well, he might be God&#039;s prophet because, you know, prophets aren&#039;t perfect. That&#039;s my challenge.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So, so when you did think, when you first had started this podcast, the first year ish of this podcast, when you were thinking polygamy is not right. Polygamy is not a God. But Joseph Smith practiced polygamy. How did you square those two that Joseph Smith was a prophet, but he taught and practiced something that wasn&#039;t of&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: God. Yeah. So I just, just quickly, just to go back further. I, I was raised believing polygamy was of God and it was a beautiful thing that we just didn&#039;t understand. I didn&#039;t have the normal problems, you know, very naive. And then I went on my path of learning that polygamy was not of God. As I studied Joseph Smith. It looked to me like he wasn&#039;t doing the same thing that Brigham Young was doing. I knew it wasn&#039;t the same, but I also knew he dabbled in it and I couldn&#039;t get away from that. I couldn&#039;t escape. There were certain pieces that I was like, I can&#039;t get past this. He did, he was messing around with this to what extent I don&#039;t know. And, and that&#039;s what I thought. I thought that&#039;s why I, I had had a conversation with somebody who, but also dabbled in it and told me that like his experience was that he lost his spiritual protection. And that&#039;s why he was allowed to be excommunicated. Right? So that was like, oh, that worked. Ok. I think Joseph Smith lost his spiritual protection and that&#039;s why he was allowed to be killed. So that&#039;s how I, I thought polygamy was wrong. Joseph was a prophet. He got mixed up and messed up in this and, and I didn&#039;t consider him a fallen prophet. I would have never used that word. I just thought, you know, I mean, it wasn&#039;t that certainly investigated. I mean, I hadn&#039;t thought through every detail of it, but that was my, that was my perspective on it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: So, so what I&#039;m trying to lay out, I think would align with that, that I&#039;m not saying that this is how entirely how I see it at the moment, right? Because like I said, I see, I now see more spiritual motives. I&#039;m more open to uh uh in that regard. But like, like I said, when I came back to the church, I was taking the view that the polygamy was wrong. It was a mistake. So then how do I square that with Joseph Smith being a&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: prophet? Part&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: of how I see that is by looking at um a larger pattern of scripture where God does use very flawed people, even when I might prefer otherwise, right? Like I might want God to use people who would just be shining examples. So that&#039;s very complicated. And I can just look at the various figures in the scriptures and be like, hey, I, I can follow that guy&#039;s example and I&#039;m safe and that&#039;s this, take me somewhere that, that what we actually see in scripture and in human history is just a lot of human messiness, right? And this God God to some extent or other works with that. So, so whatever the degree of Joseph Smith&#039;s life mistakes was or wasn&#039;t Joseph Smith is a flawed human being that God is using. He&#039;s not some semi perfect God, right? Like and, and so Justice Smith&#039;s own revelations acknowledge this, right? I mean, he he gets called to repentance so many times, right? And told he&#039;s he&#039;s forgiven for this or that it&#039;s acknowledging that he made mistakes. So, so again, what, what whatever the degree of his mistakes, whether one sees him having practiced polygamy and that being a mistake or not, like Justice Smith is human, there&#039;s messing us. So for me looking at the, the scriptural record, particularly the Bible, right? That I, I fit that in, right? Like like Joseph Smith. So um Justice Smith, oh OK. Here&#039;s a narrative. Hey, uh a young man sees God and he could ask God for anything, but what he asks him for is wisdom and God gives him wisdom. Who is that young man.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, Sam, I&#039;m Solomon. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Solomon. It&#039;s Joseph Smith as well. Oh, Joseph Smith. Right. Right. It&#039;s, it&#039;s both of them. And so, um, Joseph Smith in that way is sort of like a latter day Solomon. Right. He, he, he asked God, he sees God, he asked God for wisdom. God gives him wisdom with the biblical. Solomon goes on to make massive mistakes far beyond anything that Joseph Smith does. Justice Smith doesn&#039;t set up idols to worship in the temple or, you know, whatever false gods. Um And so I look at Solomon&#039;s the guy that God gave wisdom to that he allowed to build his house for him for the first time, build, build Israel&#039;s temple. And so for me, at least looking at that kind of backdrop, I&#039;m able to say, hey, Joseph Smith could have made massive mistakes too because God uses people, even people who make big mistakes. And so, um I, I don&#039;t fully know why, right? But that&#039;s, that&#039;s how I, that&#039;s how I see that. Um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And, and so I want to, I want to move on to this. I just want to like so my concern there because I think that what polygamy really hits that is people&#039;s faith in God. And so that&#039;s my concern with that perspective is I think it minimizes God like I do struggle like Samuel, the prophet and his sons and the horrible things they were doing. I don&#039;t like that story. At all. I grapple with that. I don&#039;t know the answers. I don&#039;t look at David and Solomon as heroes at all. Right. So, yes, it&#039;s just for me, I&#039;d rather um um for me since I don&#039;t even like that model, I don&#039;t wanna fit Joseph Smith into that model. Right. I&#039;d rather just like, go forget God. Like that&#039;s not my God. Right. That, that does this kind of stuff and is fine with it. So, so I appreciate, I, I just wanted to like, like we can continue that kind of challenge. I&#039;m just, I appreciate that that model works for you. I wanted to express why it&#039;s a challenge for me. But&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: OK. OK. So, so I mean, the, the Hebrew Bible does describe, I think you used the word genocide earlier, um describes the people of Israel going out and wiping out other groups of people, right? And so um mm it looks to me like God&#039;s level of toleration for his people&#039;s, these chosen people&#039;s errors is high.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK? And I would interpret that very differently. But yeah, but go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Yeah. So um I, I guess um something that I see and I think we talked about this once briefly on the phone or something related is that I do see people sometimes making arguments that like if, if Joseph Smith did such and such, then he couldn&#039;t have been a prophet, right? He wasn&#039;t a prophet. And like, um so I remember seeing um Stephen Robinson who was a by professor wrote like believing Christ and so on about Christ. He wrote something once arguing against an idea that Blake Osler came up with. So Blake Osler came up with this idea. He was trying to explain Blake Osler was trying to explain. Well, why does the Book of Mormon have language in it? From Joseph Smith&#039;s time? From the revivals? Why does it use the, the, the 1611 King James version of the Bible? Why does it have things that seem out of place in the ancient world? And he came up with that, he calls an expansion theory of the book of Mormon that when God reveals things and like in ancient text, he kind of updates it in some ways to the modern world. And so Stephen Robinson was critiquing that idea was criticizing that and saying that can&#039;t be. And Stephen Robinson said, if the book of Mormon has anything in it that&#039;s not ancient, then it&#039;s false. Yeah. And so I look at an argument like that and I think if you&#039;re trying to defend the restoration, why would you ever make an argument whose conclusion is then it&#039;s false? Right? And so I remember um I think back before I was born, like, I don&#039;t know, Hugh Nibley wrote something about like I think um somebody had discovered a document relating to justice Smith&#039;s 1826 hearing for glass looking where he was put on trial basically for using a Sears stone. Um, it was considered to be against the law surprisingly. Right. And Hugh Nly wrote, if this were true, it would be the most damning evidence so far against the prophet Joseph Smith. Well, then it was found that the, the document was genuine. The trial, the hearing actually did occur. Right? And I&#039;ve seen other kinds of arguments like this. I remember Brian making an argument that if Joseph Smith engaged in sexual polyandry, it would have been adultery and he would have been a false or fallen prophet. And I just don&#039;t like arguments that conclude with therefore, Joseph Smith would not be a prophet or the restoration wouldn&#039;t be true. I just think those arguments are a bad idea because then you have like, maybe let&#039;s take Stephen Robinson&#039;s argument, then the book of Mormon would be false. Well, then all that a critic needs to do is argue that there&#039;s something in the book of Mormon that&#039;s not ancient. And they&#039;ve made, they&#039;ve used a lot, they&#039;ve enlisted a latter day saint, they quote the latter day saint and they enlist the latter day saint to argue. See it&#039;s not true, right? And so I, I hesitate with sort of dichotomous arguments to say, well, if Joseph Smith practiced P me, if Joseph Smith did this and his me, then he wasn&#039;t a prophet because I&#039;m not trying to convince people. Jo Smith wasn&#039;t a prophet, I think Joseph Smith was a prophet, right? And so even if Joseph Smith made various mistakes, that&#039;s how I would see it is that he was a prophet who made mistakes rather than, right, that he wasn&#039;t a prophet. And so one of the things that I um thought a lot about is that like, um what is it that latter day saints are required to believe? And what are they not required to believe with regard to polygamy, with regard to other things? Right? When I was a teenager, I encountered this book, it was an anthropological look at Mormonism by a non Mormon. It was called uh The Roots of Modern Mormonism. And I just opened up this book, I&#039;m thumbing through it and he said something about how Mormonism has a do it yourself theology. I did not know what he was talking about. He I, I re read this and reread this. He was talking about like Mormons aren&#039;t really required to believe this or that. And they sort of come up with their own theological understanding on their own. And I was like, I was thinking about like how I read like Bruce Arma Cony&#039;s Mormon doctrine. He lays down the law, right? Well, this is the way it is. You have to believe this all true saints through all the edges of eternity. I believe this true doctrine, you know, and so on. And years later, I um I decided that I wanted to learn more about Catholicism. And my, my adoptive dad had grown up Catholic. And so I took Catholic catechism classes, what it, what Catholics call R CIA classes to learn about Catholicism. And on the very first day of class, Michelle, they gave us this book titled the Catechism of the Catholic Church, which I was told contained all the required beliefs for salvation, everything that you had to believe to be saved. It&#039;s this thick, it&#039;s like 3.5 inches or four inches thick. It has thousands of specific doctrinal beliefs. They&#039;re called dogmas dog. The dogma actually means a required belief, something you have to believe, to be saved. And I was told that if you didn&#039;t believe all these things that even if you were a cat in good standing, you were de facto ex spiritually excommunicated from the faith by not believing this. And I thought, well, then there are no real Catholics because basically how many people could, how many people even know about all these beliefs and could hold them all in their heads. You know, I, I just so then I suddenly understood what this anthropologist had been saying years earlier that Mormonism has a kind of do it yourself. Theology. I just came to realize a lot of these saints actually have considerable freedom of belief. If you look at the number of belief, questions in the temple recommend interview, I think it&#039;s like the Father, Son and Ghost. What&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: three main ones. Right. Jo Smith and the restoration and the current leadership.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Right. Right. And then that&#039;s it. And the rest of it is about how you live your life. And so Mormons are what they call orthoptics, meaning it&#039;s about your practice, your behavior rather than orthodox. It being about, you know, your beliefs. And so when I, uh I went on a mission, when I was on my mission, one of the guys we taught was he was coming from a Catholic background and he accepted everything, everything that we said, except in the lesson on the great apostasy, he could not accept that the Catholics had lost the authority. He thought that the latter day saints had the authority, but he also thought the Catholics still had the authority both. And so we talked to our mission president, can we baptize this guy because he wanted to be baptized? And the mission president laughed and said we have members in Japan who still worship their ancestors, go ahead and baptize them, right? And so there is considerable latitude for belief as a latter day saint, nowhere in the temple recommend interview. Is there a question? Do you believe polygamy is a true doctrine or, or you know, do you believe that in the next life you&#039;ll have to live in a polygamous marriage or, you know, um it&#039;s not in the articles of faith, right? It&#039;s um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and Joseph Smith himself taught against creeds. Joseph Smith like that guy that was quoting, that was probably quoting Joseph Smith. That, no, we&#039;re not a gospel of creeds. We weren&#039;t meant to be.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Yeah. Exactly. And so as far as I&#039;m concerned, Latter Day Saints don&#039;t have to believe that polygamy was right. They, they can believe that it was right. They can believe that it was wrong. They can hold, there&#039;s a whole spectrum of beliefs that they might hold about polygamy. Right. And, or about marriage or the ideal form of marriage that it&#039;s not a requirement for salvation. It&#039;s not a requirement to be to join the church. It&#039;s not a requirement to take the sacrament. It&#039;s not a requirement to get a temple recommend. And so I see this as being something very open where people, they&#039;re able to re to arrive at their own views, they&#039;re able to revise those views as their life experience changes and they learn new things and that&#039;s, that&#039;s fine. That&#039;s ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I love that. And I think that should be, yeah. And really in a way, our faith is so much more real and vibrant and strong when it&#039;s between us and God because we&#039;ve been forced to wrestle, right? Like if, if it all were just and if it, if the whitewashed version we had been given were true, many like, like yes, less faith would have deconstructed. But really the goal isn&#039;t for faith to deconstruct. It&#039;s for faith to reconstruct in a more profound connected way, like I would say that having learned more fruits rather than the whitewashed fantasy, my faith is much more profound and I know God much better than I did before.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: And that&#039;s, that&#039;s exactly as well. Yes. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And I think that that&#039;s part of why God, you know, the fact is God&#039;s in charge. So wherever the mess ups happen, God allowed them. Right? And the question is why, and for me, I just keep coming to the back to the, to the answer because it&#039;s not actually about an institution, it&#039;s about the individual, right? So it&#039;s not that the church needs to be something other. It&#039;s what am I? Where does God want me to be? What does God know um will be in my best good, the best good of those around me. Where can I be of most use to God? And where will my life be blessed most? And, and that&#039;s where I want to be. And then how can I best serve God wherever God has planted me has told me to be right? So for me, that&#039;s where it comes down to. And whether, whether polygamy was right, which II, I thoroughly reject that at this point, even though that was my belief, whether it was Joseph Smith or whether it was Brigham Young, the question is where does God want me? Because because really the buck stops with God. God could have done it differently. God could have said no we&#039;re not messing around with David and Solomon. No, we&#039;re not messing around with Brigham Young or whoever it may be. Right. And so anyway, so that&#039;s part of my way of navigating it. Like, in a way when you said everyone has mixed motives. I do think there&#039;s truth to that, but I do think that it&#039;s possible to have at your core. I just want to do what God wants me to do. And I, I know I&#039;ve been given the chance to answer that question with my podcast when I&#039;ve had to consider what I took it down if I, you, you know, and really my answer is just I want to do whatever God wants me to do. So that&#039;s what my answer would be. And I do think that was Joseph Smith&#039;s answer too. I, I tend to think that really his answer was I want to do what God wants me to do now. That doesn&#039;t mean that any of us are perfect and that, but I do think that could be a central motivator anyway. I spoke for a&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: while. So, yeah. No, IIWI. I loved everything that you said, everything that you said. And I think, and I agree my view of Justice Smith and, and, and I, I come from a past of having deeply questioned his motives and for a while seeing them as bad, but the more that I&#039;ve pieced together things not primarily on polygamy, that&#039;s part of it, right. But just in his life in general, what is he, what does it look like? He&#039;s trying to do? I see him as deeply spiritually motivated, right? He does. He wants to follow God&#039;s will. I see indications that he&#039;s actually even looking at the world around him for signs of divine providence to help him understand what God wants him to do. And then I think that&#039;s what a charlatan do. That is an opportunist doesn&#039;t care what the universe wants him to do. He doesn&#039;t care what God wants him to do. He only cares what he wants, right? But that&#039;s not what I see in Joseph Smith at all. I see a deep religious sincerity in him and, and I, and, and so I, I very much resonate with what you were saying about Joseph Smith and that like each of us, like, you know, we need to have our own spiritual motives, we need to have our own relationship with God and whatever happened. And, and you know, in this episode, even in the next episode, my aim is not gonna be to convince people that Joseph Smith practiced polygamy. My aim is gonna be for us to have a good conversation, a dialogue, right? Where maybe we built some bridges of understanding. I do wanna explain why do I think, right? My approach is that Justice Smith did practice polygamy. But with the caveat that I think he did practice polygamy, right? Like whether Joseph started polygamy or whether we see or whether Brighams heard polygamy or whoever started pom, I think the same kinds of considerations would apply that this was not a surprise to g that God has an overall providential view. So just like God knew that the Jews in ancient Israel were going to re reject Jesus, just like God knew that the man that he chose to build the temple Solomon, right? Was going to pollute that very same temple, just like God knew that the house of Israel that he was choosing way back, you know, uh 3500 years ago or whatever it was like, was um flawed. These were flawed, human beings. He would have known what Justice Smith&#039;s flaws would be. He would have known what Brigham Young&#039;s flaws would be. God&#039;s not surprised by any of this. There&#039;s a larger picture that God understands. So then the question comes down to us individually. What are we supposed to be doing with our lives within the framework of this larger plan?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23m9MQTvB8c&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m26s 1:48:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I love it. OK, Dawn, I have loved this conversation. Should we wrap it up here and then, and OK, this, I, I hope that you guys all found this as enjoyable as I did. I really appreciate you coming on and talking to me and I think that the um the listeners will be very eager to hear our next installment where we are going to talk more about the work of historians and getting into the historical models and, um, hopefully some of the evidence and we&#039;ll see, we&#039;ll see, we&#039;ll see where that conversation takes us. But thank you so much for being here and I look forward to talking again. Another huge thank you to Don Bradley for coming and having this conversation. It has been tricky to try to pin him down. So I&#039;m really thankful that he was willing to come. I know that he wanted to start on faith and that was maybe not the conversation some people wanted to hear, but I thought it turned into an excellent conversation and sets a good foundation for our continuing conversations going forward. So I am really excited to continue this dialogue and I invite you to all come along with us. We&#039;ll see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 104: Dirty Deeds Pt. 2  (Corrected Version)&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 104&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2024-02-05&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = jn-qjI6rUh4&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Bill Reel, Church History, Don Bradley, Emma Smith, Joseph Smith, Land Deeds, Rfm, William Clayton Journals&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Church History&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;If you ever thought land deeds could be used to prove William Clayton&#039;s journal is legit, and that Joseph was a polygamist, just watch this.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;***Apologies for the minor errors and major technical glitches in the previous upload of this video. They have been corrected in this version of Episode 104.***&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;*** Please see [https://132problems.org/corrections-clarifications-on-episode-104/ this blog post] for some minor corrections and clarifications to this episode regarding Emma&#039;s and Hyrum&#039;s land deed. ***&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXmALUrDTnc Episode 102: Deep in the Weeds of the Deeds]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-emma-smith-and-others-12-july-1843-draft/1 Emma&#039;s Deed]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-john-smith-10-february-1844/1#source-note Hyrum&#039;s Deed]&lt;br /&gt;
* Trustees Book of Land Deeds B Maps:&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/trustees-land-book-b-4-august-1842-8-december-1845/241 Link 1]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/trustees-land-book-b-4-august-1842-8-december-1845/268 Link 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* William Clayton Lawsuit:&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/introduction-to-clayton-v-e-w-rhodes-et-al/1 Link 1]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/transcript-of-proceedings-between-21-october-1843-and-6-february-1844-clayton-v-e-w-rhodes-et-al/5 Link 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* Clayton doing deals &amp;quot;on behalf&amp;quot; of Joseph Smith:&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/bond-from-chauncey-robison-22-october-1842/1#historical-intro Link 1]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/assignment-to-william-clayton-1-june-1843/1 Link 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* Double registered Deed:&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-julia-m-smith-and-others-17-march-1842-as-recorded-in-hancock-county-deeds/1 Link 1]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-emma-smith-and-others-12-july-1843/1 Link 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-julia-m-smith-and-others-31-december-1841/1#historical-intro Link 3]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/introduction-to-e-smith-administratrix-of-the-estate-of-js/1 Emma Registering deeds?]&lt;br /&gt;
* Deeds Emma supposedly registered July 8, 1844:&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-from-daniel-h-and-eliza-robison-wells-4-february-1843/1#source-note Link 1]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-from-orson-and-marinda-nancy-johnson-hyde-10-february-1843/1#source-note Link 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* Other Deeds Registered July 8, 1844:&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/bond-from-smith-tuttle-and-john-gillet-7-july-1843/1 Link 1]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/deed-to-smith-tuttle-john-gillet-and-horace-hotchkiss-7-july-1843/1#source-note Link 2]&lt;br /&gt;
* , [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/mortgage-11-july-1843-coolidge-administrator-of-the-estate-of-js-assignee-of-buckwalter-v-william-law/1#historical-intro Link 3]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/history-draft-1-march-31-december-1843/143 Oct 5, 1843 &amp;quot;draft&amp;quot;]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn-qjI6rUh4&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case against Joseph&#039;s polygamy. I am so excited for this episode to finally be bringing it to you. It has been months of work and investigation. There is so much information. I don&#039;t want to waste any time with preliminaries. I just want to get to it. I will just say this has taken more hours than I care to count. If anybody does feel like they are able to donate to this podcast, it is immensely helpful. I appreciate it very much. Thank you for being here as we take this very deep dive into the very murky waters of the Deeds J and A. I am very well aware that that is not my usual intro music, but once I learned about that song, it was too good to pass up and it really does set the tone for what we have to get into here. So I want to say, I hope that you have already watched part one because I think it does a really good job of laying the foundation that we need to understand deeds going forward. So we talked a lot about the sources that we rely, that people rely on for the deeds. We talked the complexity of the deeds and we also talked about several of the problems with William Clayton&#039;s journal and how it is talked about today. So I really strongly recommend that you go back and listen to episode 102, that was part one and then come back to this one. So really quickly, the main highlight that I hope that people take away from that one was that Joseph was in massive debt in Nauvoo. And he was under financial investigation by the US government from 1842 until his death. The important thing there isn&#039;t what he was doing with his money because, well, we got into that. It was the fact that he was being investigated. So he wasn&#039;t free to just do whatever he wanted to with his property, right? So you&#039;ll remember anyway, go ahead and watch that episode to understand what we&#039;re talking about. Joseph Smith attempted to declare bankruptcy in the new first bankruptcy law that allowed for personal bankruptcy in the United States. And despite so many people declaring bankruptcy at that time and despite there being so much dishonesty and nobody&#039;s bankruptcy being rejected or even investigated, Joseph Smith is one of the only, well, he&#039;s the only case I know of whose bankruptcy was challenged. It wasn&#039;t ultimately denied because they would have been able to work it out before he died, but he died while it was still being challenged. And so he was not able to declare bankruptcy during his life, which caused all kinds of hardship for his widow. So that&#039;s a really tragic episode again, thanks to William. I mean, not William Clayton, he&#039;s our other guy. But thank you to John Bennett because of his lies that caused a lot of those problems. So anyway, please watch part one. But now we&#039;re going to go ahead and play one more time the clips that started this all and the clips that I&#039;ll be responding to. So let me get to the first one&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn-qjI6rUh4&amp;amp;amp;t=03m18s 03:18] Don Bradley: in Clayton&#039;s journal under this exact date. He says he talks about the revelation that Joseph dictates. He says that it&#039;s read to Emma that Emma does not believe it. Joseph and Emma have an argument about this and that. Then Joseph calls Clayton into the room to witness an agreement that Joseph and Emma make with each other. And that Joseph and Emma are both crying as they make this agreement, right? And then afterward, Joseph instructs Clayton to deed most of his lots that he owns his real estate in the city of Nauvoo to Emma  his half interest in the steamboat that made of Iowa. Ok. So, um this revelation is saying, Joseph, you know, don&#039;t get rid of your property, don&#039;t put your property out of your hands uh, Joseph and Emma, according to Clayton&#039;s journal for that day are making an agreement. It looks like a separation agreement. Emma wants to make sure that she&#039;s gonna have property if they split up. Right. So Joseph instructs Clayton to deed this property to Emma with the things we have the deed. Ok. Yeah. Ok. We have the deed. It is dated July 12th, 1843. And in this deed, Joseph deeds, Emma exactly the things that Clayton&#039;s journal for that day says he instructed Clayton to deed to Emma, uh, his, his property, right?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn-qjI6rUh4&amp;amp;amp;t=04m56s 04:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Well, go ahead and stop that one there. And now let&#039;s play this next one&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn-qjI6rUh4&amp;amp;amp;t=05m03s 05:03] Bill Reel: if we get to some really interesting things here. And we go back to the William Clayton journal. If you remember what we read earlier. Wednesday 12th, this am I wrote a revelation consisting of 10 pages on the order of the priesthood showing the designs in Moses, Abraham David and Solomon having many wives and concubines after it was wrote Presidents Joseph and Hyrum presented it and read it to Emma who said she did not believe a word of it and appeared very rebellious. Joseph told me to deed all of the  unencumbered lots to Emma and the Children. He appears much troubled about Emma. So me wondered what would happen if I went and found Emma Smith&#039;s land deed. And what I find is that she&#039;s given all of the unencumbered lots in Nauvoo. As you can easily see, Emma Smith got all of the unencumbered lots, which then adds additional credibility to William Clayton&#039;s journal entry that he was absolutely speaking the truth,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn-qjI6rUh4&amp;amp;amp;t=06m07s 06:07] RFM: right. If we can track him down and corroborate that he&#039;s correct in one part of this contemporaneous diary entry, which you have done, then it gives additional weight to the rest of it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn-qjI6rUh4&amp;amp;amp;t=06m17s 06:17] Michelle:  So there we have it. Those are some of the things we&#039;re going to address again. I really hope that you&#039;ve watched part one. We went into them in depth. But a couple of super quick reminders the entire story of how we have. Section 132 relies 100% on William Clayton, right? His journal entry and then his later letter and affidavit. So I&#039;m going to go ahead and share the slide again. I loved that picture, made me very happy.  Let&#039;s go ahead here again, is yellow portion is what Bill Real just read in the clip that we played. So we have this source and then we have William Clayton&#039;s later 1871 letter and 1874 affidavit 30 years after Joseph&#039;s death when the Utah church was deeply entrenched in the first round of the polygamy wars against the RLDS church. He is the single source where we get the story that Joseph dictated Section 132 to Clayton at Hyrum&#039;s  prompting so that Hiram could convince Emma and that later that day, Joseph was troubled about Emma and told Clayton to write a deed, giving Emma all of the unencumbered lots. That&#039;s exactly what the evidence is for any of this. So here is the deed that is used as verification for this claim. It&#039;s claimed to be the deed where Joseph did, in fact transfer all of the unencumbered lots to Emma in what some historians claim was a mutual agreement to make sure she was provided for. So I have to just say that this is based on complete assumptions with no evidence. In fact, it contradicts the as we will see going forward and um, with and with just as little evidence, other historians or people looking into church history claim that this looks like a separation agreement because of polygamy because as I&#039;ve said so many times before, every man whose wife threatens him with divorce immediately hands over all of his property, plus all of the property of the church that he&#039;s in charge of and all of the property of the city that he&#039;s in charge of. Right. And of course, there would be plenty of time to take, um to on this one day to write this the revelation and this huge deed, get the revelation while school was in session and the clerks were busy all at the same space, read it to Emma while she was busy working surrounded by people in her tiny house. Show it all around. Nauvoo. How Kingsbury make a copy for Bishop Whitney, flawlessly copied in 30 to 45 minutes. Someone give that a try copy section 132 and beautiful calligraphy flawlessly in 30 to 45 minutes. Still hold all of the meetings recorded on the dock at that day and figure out how to solve marital disputes. Oh, and fill out the entire completed deed all and when no problems with that at all, please watch episode 84 if you haven&#039;t already. But setting all of that aside, let&#039;s just look at the deed, this version of the deed, the July 12th, 1843 deed to Emma and her Children that Don Bradley and Bill real and many others claim proves that this is all valid.  It&#039;s the one what the version that they always show is actually this version, which is the Hancock County deed registry, meaning it isn&#039;t the original deed. It is the, it is the copied version written into the large deed registry when somebody took it to Carthage to register it with the county as we talked about in part one. And so, um, we&#039;re gonna go forward and talk a lot about this. I think you will find it very interesting. So it is hard to know where to start with this one because there are so many things to look at. But the first thing that I want to talk point out is actually awesome. We have the original deed. We don&#039;t have a lot of original deeds. So it&#039;s a big deal when we have an original deed and having this deed is actually critically important. It is the key to helping us get to the bottom of this entire thing as you will see more clearly as we go forward. So I have gone over this and to some extent in other episodes. But let&#039;s take a minute to look a little bit more closely at this deed. So if first of all, you can see that it is the hand writing of William Clayton. So that&#039;s a good thing to take note of, right? It&#039;s William Clayton&#039;s journal and it&#039;s William Clayton who wrote the deed. That&#039;s a good first thing to know. And also it is written to Emma Smith and her Children just as Clayton&#039;s journal says. So two points so far for William Clayton, right? We&#039;re off to a good start. But then right away, we have a pretty big problem. If you take time to analyze the deed, you will see that it includes 68 city lots, which according to my calculations could be accurately described as over 60 lots. And so right away, we can see a big problem in the confused entries of Clayton&#039;s manufactured journal. So here it is again, he claims that on July 12th, 1843 he wrote a deed for all of the unencumbered lots to Emma and then it&#039;s down on July 15th that he wrote a deed to Emma for over 60 city lots. I hope you&#039;re seeing some problems here. Right. It&#039;s which, which one is this? It seems to fit better in the description of the 15th, but it was written on the 12th. And so that should be all unencumbered. Lots. Not just over 60 lots. Not to mention all of the problem we talked about in part one that when did they have the dis the discussion and when did they make the arrangement? There&#039;s no deed for the mate of Iowa, all of those other things we covered. So right away the deeds which are used with so much ignorance and conflation to try to support Clayton&#039;s narrative instead seem to expose how false his narrative is. It&#039;s going to get more clear as we go forward. And then there&#039;s another problem that is not ever discussed. It just seems to be completely ignored and lost over. And that&#039;s that this deed is not just giving Emma those lots. The deed claims that those lots were purchased for $10,000. So this deed for 68 lots, she paid $10,000 for them. According to this deed. Less than two years before this, Emma and Joseph together had written a deed to Joseph as trustee in trust for, I think it was 239 lots, which included almost every lot that was deeded back to Emma on the second deed with a few very interesting exceptions that I&#039;m not going to go into, but they are very interesting. So, this deed for 239 lots, Emma and Joseph privately deeded to Joseph as the trustee in trust of the church for a dollar. And yet when, when he deeded back the 68 lots, he charged her $10,000 which is the equivalent of $415,000 today. This was not a gift or some sort of appeasement. It was a very expensive deed. Again, I think we should ask what this means. If we take the standard interpretation of Clayton&#039;s story that Joseph deeded all of the empty lots in Nauvoo in a separation agreement or as others claim to satisfy her, so no other wives could get property or to assume or, or to assure her that she would be provided for despite Joseph&#039;s polygamy, why was there such a large sum of money attached? I really want people to think of that. Like, how do you explain that if Joseph told Clayton to deed Emma all of the unencumbered lots? Why did he charge $10,000? Why? Like that&#039;s something that has to be thought about. Um, if Emma wanted security, why would she want to be so cash poor and land rich? What was, what was she going to do with that land? Right? And people claim that we should just ignore the price on the deed that it&#039;s meaningless, that she didn&#039;t pay anything for it. And we don&#039;t need to worry about it, but you still have to explain why. Then the lot was written for $10,000. We have many examples as I talked about in part, in part, one of lots of deeds being written for $1. It happened quite a bit. It was possible to give a lot to write a deed that didn&#039;t include a sum of money. So this is something that has to be addressed, it has to be paid attention to. We can&#039;t just ignore it and um and act like it doesn&#039;t, doesn&#039;t matter. So people who want to claim that William Clayton&#039;s journal is legitimate and this really is just about polygamy, explain the $10,000. And I&#039;m gonna pause here because I think this is a really crucial point. The reality is that none of us know who Joseph and Emma were. None of us knew them. Everything we think we know about them comes to us through these historical documents. We do have handed down stories which are valuable. But as we all know, those can be exaggerated or falsified to fit a narrative. So the movie more important, the more reliable sources are these source documents and physical evidence. Many narratives have been thrown out because of physical evidence and source documents like the idea of um of Emma pushing Eliza down the stairs, right But thankfully, Brian Hall figured out no, that couldn&#039;t have happened. So we can, we can throw out that bad narrative, the source documents and the physical evidence should be prioritized over the over the narratives which can be falsified, right? And so these documents are the main things, we have to try to actually figure out who, who Joseph and Emma were and to design our models about their lives and relationships and to write our narratives that become the stories we tell about them. And so these source documents are all we have, we need to take them very seriously. We shouldn&#039;t just ignore the things we don&#039;t like. We have to deal with them and do our best to explain them with our models. And that is exactly what those of us arguing on this side are trying to do with is what we&#039;ve been working really hard to do. We are waiting for the other side to catch up. So I, I will also say that a little knowledge is a dangerous thing. People read a book or two by various historians and then consider themselves educated on the topic. After all, most people don&#039;t even read the books and a lot of people just hear what people who read the books say happened, right. But they don&#039;t understand that historians far too often have written narratives that sound factual. They make it sound like this is what happened, what exactly what happened. But they are based on very questionable sources. And at times they completely ignore other more reliable sources. People read their books and then think they know all they need to know about Joseph and Emma Smith. And as a result, many people go through extreme faith transition, which isn&#039;t always necessarily bad. But for many people, they lose their willingness or ability to believe in almost anything. The very idea of faith can be completely literate. And that is very sad. We do have a responsibility to do better. And for all of us reading those narratives, we have the responsibility to not just take the narrative as factual truth, but to look at the sources, we need to take on that responsibility. Otherwise, we&#039;re just making historians um our prophets, right? And just saying, oh, whatever they say must be true instead of taking it, taking the responsibility for ourselves, just like I tell people to do with our, with prophets in the LDS church. And so this being said, however, the multiple faulty views we were presented by the LDS, church leaders for decades, certainly didn&#039;t do anything to help. And I had to say multiple faulty views because the narratives have shifted over time as we all know. Right? And so it&#039;s just unfortunate because those false narratives perfectly set people up to fall hard when they read a new model, which may have been another false narrative. And so it&#039;s, it&#039;s really unfortunate that we had the church teach us things that weren&#039;t necessarily true. And then when people read something else, whether it&#039;s necessarily true or not, all they have to compare it to is the false narrative of the church. And so they can fall pretty hard. But I will say the anti Joseph books and papers, things like Grant Palmer and the ce S letter and others I think are even more guilty and far worse than just the historical narratives that we&#039;ve been that than what the historians have done. They present a collection of just the worst gossip, the most hateful people could come up with as if it is true and as if it presents the comprehensive picture of this man again, completely ignoring what they don&#039;t like and running with anything salacious or negative as if it doesn&#039;t need to be questioned or investigated at all. So that it&#039;s been a really interesting experience to um get into the, the sources for all of these claims. And I have concerns with a lot of them. I think we all need to do a lot better and be more responsible in our research before we assume we know what we think we know a little knowledge is a dangerous thing. So I do realize that there are many very highly respected professional historians and I am not one of them. I&#039;m not a professional historian. I do hope I&#039;m gay some amount of respect, but I&#039;m definitely not degreed or professional, but and while so much of their work is just fantastic and extremely helpful as I have gone through, I have found portions of it, especially on this topic. And, um, that have concerned me as I&#039;ve looked at this, the sources that they rely on and I&#039;ve seen the sources that they omit, I&#039;ve been very surprised by that. I think we need to do better. Multiple historians claim to have read the prices, books, but I don&#039;t see them include the prices sources in their narratives or cite them in their books and in their papers, they will cite progressive RLDS or community of Christ historians. One example I talked about in the fourth episode on the temple, but they completely ignore the massive research the prices have done for multiple decades. If historians either in the church or out want to settle this, then actually refute the don&#039;t just keep claiming the prices, books have been debunked, actually debunk them go through them and show why their evidence and sources are not valid. But um so I&#039;m all of that to say that we can&#039;t just ignore the evidence in the documents or ignore parts of the documents that we don&#039;t like. For example, this $10,000 on this deed. There are so many other examples I could share, but it&#039;s just one of the many things that will go over in this episode and and there is of responsibility to deal with what the documents actually say so. Ok, big sidetrack. Now back to the lot to Emma. I mean, the deed to Emma for all of the unencumbered lots. So we also need to consider that this was 1843. There were still thousands of people moving into Nauvoo constantly. But despite searching thoroughly, I have not found one transaction of Emma selling a single one of these lots to any. There are many deeds from Emma after Joseph&#039;s death, which we will go into. She actually sold a lot of lots for a lot of land. Just never any um, land on this deed either during or after Joseph&#039;s life. So what is going on here? How could Emma own all of these lots yet? Never sell one. How could that provide her any sort of benefit? So let me read a little bit more about Nauvoo as well about on the question of her just having these deeds and holding them all of the unencumbered lots. Um I&#039;m quoting from the um BYU studies. How large was the population of Nauvoo? Data indicates that the population of Nauvoo grew from 100 to in 1839 to about 4000 in 1842 and rose to about 12,000 in 1844 the flats were soon covered. Oh, this is from the community of Christ explore Nauvoo site. The flats were soon covered with 1200 log cabins, 300 to 500 timber frame homes and 200 to 300 brick houses. Nauvoo would grow to over 11,000 at its height in 1844 2nd in size only to Chicago in 18 forties, Illinois, as I believe it was the fastest growing city in America. Right. So how does it make sense that Emma would own and hold every unencumbered lot in Nauvoo and never sell one. If this was supposed to be a financial benefit to her, how would she recoup the $10,000 she had paid for the land without ever selling any? And again, if this was just a just a free deed to mollify her, why does it include the $10,000 price tag? And even still if she didn&#039;t sell any of these lots, how would they benefit her or provide security to her and why and why would they not be needed by all of the people moving in? These are genuine questions and I have a lot more of them as we go forward. So someone might be thinking that the way to make sense of this deed is that Joseph was just somehow fin finagling land and money to try to avoid debtors and deal with the investigation prompted by his attempted bankruptcy and Bennett&#039;s accusations. And while I don&#039;t think that&#039;s the answer, I do think it is far more a far more likely explanation for this deed than that Joseph was appeasing Emma, the explanation, this explanation that it&#039;s that he&#039;s finagling money, at least takes into consideration the evidence and situation. But if you were inclined to say that that this is what Joseph was doing, he was finagling money and doing some kind of hustling to avoid debtors, please recognize and acknowledge that it doesn&#039;t align with William Clayton&#039;s journal and the polygamy narrative. So if you make that argument, you are conceding the fact that Clayton&#039;s journal is inaccurate about this deed, this deed that he wrote that he told us about. And at the very least, his journal should be considered highly suspect on the entire topic and so on a topic of appeasing Emma, can we also just take a moment to acknowledge that from everything we know about Emma, financial gain was absolutely not her top priority. I don&#039;t even know if it was in her list of top priorities like so many other matriarchs, especially the scripture examples we&#039;ve talked about. She repeatedly very willingly sacrificed wealth and comfort because of her faith, including leaving the wealth and comfort of her parents&#039; home to move into the crowded tiny little Smith family home with her in laws when she was newly married, then facing repeated literal homelessness throughout her life all the while without complaint or loss of faith with everything we know about her. It is quite a claim to try to paint her as this greedy, selfish wife wanting to make sure she had all of the land so that none, none of the other supposed wives would have any and to claim that she could be bought off by her own cheating husband as the polygamy narrative paints him. And for those who want to say he wasn&#039;t cheating, he was practicing polygamy from her perspective, he was cheating, no questions asked. Right or anything else he would do. How could she be bought off by property if this was really the story that is not Emma&#039;s character from anything we know about her. According to Brigham, young, Emma would have been much better off financially if she had agreed to marry him. Right. There wouldn&#039;t have been a, he said there wouldn&#039;t be a single thing he would have refused to do for her if she had only been willing to be a righteous wom woman, which according to Brigham meant falling in line with the new order of things, but Emma couldn&#039;t be bought off by Brigham or anybody else and she wouldn&#039;t be, have been bought off by Joseph either if he were truly doing what he, what he is accused of by both the church and his worst detractors. I think it is very likely and very understandable that she didn&#039;t want to be saddled with the mountains of debt that were left to her. But I hope people will think twice about assuming again, with no evidence other than Clayton&#039;s suspect and still not yet released journal that she was threatening Joseph with divorce and only willing to be satisfied by being deeded property. That is not who Emma was. And so we have a lot more to get into. But I will just hint that the more I looked into this, the question that started coming to the forefront has been, did Emma even know about this deed? Did she have any idea that all of these properties had been deeded to her? I know that might sound crazy right now, but it&#039;s my best explanation at this point and I will show you why I&#039;m asking this question. So I have spent countless hours in all the books of deeds, though, all the books that I covered in part one just trying to figure out as much as I possibly could about it. That&#039;s why I laid it all out for you. And then I&#039;ve been trying to make sense of the specifics. I would need to spend countless more hours tracking each of these lots in, um, included in not only Emma&#039;s, um, July 12th, 1843 deed, but many other deeds to figure out what is going on in, really try to get to the bottom of it, but I have to admit financial documents are not my favorite pursuit nor my strong suit. And I&#039;m really hoping somebody who does have a good sense for finances and business and real estate and legal legal issues. Someone with that kind of brain will want to pick up this research and try to figure it out more than I have. Um But in the research that I did do, I found some extremely interesting things. So let me show you this. I found this deed listed in Susan Easton Black&#039;s collection that&#039;s dated January 23rd, 1844 that has Joseph as the grantor le leasing a lot to Ebenezer Robinson, that if the June 12th 1843 is valid, he had already deeded to Emma. I don&#039;t know how many more there might be than this, but this one already raises some questions, right? Joseph is leasing the property that he supposedly to Emma. So the Joseph Smith papers, in my opinion, very thoughtlessly explains this away and blows it off with the idea of cover that I talked about again in part one that Lindsay Hanson Park referred to that a married woman&#039;s right to own property wasn&#039;t officially started until 1861. But that is not a sufficient explanation at all. If Joseph intended to just keep all of the property that he was deeding to Emma, and it was very well understood that a deed to a married woman was useless. And me then why would they even fill out the deed? Why would Emma be satisfied by knowing that she was given a meaningless deed? Right? And where is any evidence that either of them knew this from the case? That from what I have read the case that led to the 1861 married women&#039;s property Act. Um, that is where this was challenged and decided in law. The assumption for most people seems to have been that married women could own property and that they could have contracts and deeds in their own name. That&#039;s, and they seem to have been generally upheld. Um, there were deeds to many women married or single throughout this time and we&#039;ll get into that more in part three about the many deeds to women. But in any case, a deed to a woman was a common thing. And so they believed that they were valid until it was challenged in court in the case that led to the official law making sure that that couldn&#039;t happen again. But what was even more troubling was what I found, found out when I started really digging into the into the deeds after Joseph&#039;s death from Susan Easton Black&#039;s compilation of nau deeds. I learned that starting in June 1846 there are many deeds where Emma is selling land to others. On most of these deeds, she alone is the grantor or the seller. A few are from her as guardian of her Children. And starting in 1848 there are several from her and Louis V who? New husband, which, which makes sense since they were married late December 1847. What I found fascinating is that the lots that she sells in these deeds do not line up at all with the lot she supposedly owns based on Clayton&#039;s deed. There is simply no correlation and the fact that all of these other lots are available to sell seems to me to indicate that the deed to Emma and her Children, that Clayton claims to have included all of the unencumbered lots actually didn&#039;t. There are many other lots that are available that she has access to and that she sells. So I tried to figure out the best way to show you this. So this slide includes all of the blocks on Emma&#039;s deed. Emma&#039;s July 12th, 1843 deed. You&#039;ll remember that each block can includes 41 acre lots and I didn&#039;t write the lots out on this because I just wanted to do the shortcut. So I will include the lots when they&#039;re necessary. But no, she doesn&#039;t necessarily have all of the lots on each of these blocks. But if you want to look at this, so you can see here, this is the first deed I found that was written in June 1846. This is an interesting one because she practically gave it to mercy Thompson who you will recall call is Mary Fielding Smith&#039;s sister. So she&#039;s Robert Thompson&#039;s widow who many years later claimed to have been married to Hiram Smith. So anyway, you can see block 149 is not included on Emma&#039;s deed. We&#039;ll go on. Here&#039;s the next one writ. Um, the deed granted written in August of 1847 which can include block 1, 17, 1, 19 1 25 and 140 none of which are included on Emma&#039;s deed. Next we have the one match up, the one correlation we have, this is block 147. Lot number one, lot number three. And Emma&#039;s D actually does include that. So it&#039;s also not that there&#039;s nothing on it. It&#039;s just that there&#039;s this one match and nothing else. We&#039;ll go on to the next one. This includes blocks 101103106 and 108. None of which are included in Emma&#039;s deed. It&#039;s almost strategically perfectly aligned to not match up with her deed. And then we have this next one again, block 109, which might be a match up. I started to think. But this deed that Emma is selling is for lots one and four. And the deed to Emma only include includes lots two and three. You can&#039;t make this up. It&#039;s crazy. This also includes blocks 100 block number 117, 1 21 24 5 and 140. And I think we have one more yet. This, this last deed that I found has block number two, number 579 1012 and block number three. So you can see that it is almost perfectly out of alignment except for the one overlap. And so anyway, that&#039;s, that&#039;s enough for now. Those are the ones that I was able to find and I tried to be as comprehensive as I could. So hopefully that makes it pretty clear that whatever was going on with this deed of Emmas, it wasn&#039;t giving her land that she could use for her security going forward in case something happened to Joseph or in case he gave land to his other wives or in case, um, she was divorced. Right. So that makes us ask hopefully what is going on here? How does any of this make sense that none of them lined up with all of the lots that she sold? So I again want to ask, where is any evidence that Emma or any of her Children actually owned these lots? Or at least that she knew that she had been deeded these lots and that that arrangement had been made, that Clayton says that she tearfully cried together with Joseph. I guess that came the day after depending on if this is the July 12th deed or the deed for over 60 lots, right? Because it fits both descriptions. So anyway, we&#039;re just barely getting started. I haven&#039;t even gotten to the good things yet. It keeps getting more and more troubling as we keep like looking. So the Joseph Smith papers calls this original deed to Emma a draft, which is really weird because why would a deed have a draft? There&#039;s only one example, one other example of a deed that&#039;s called the draft that I found, even though I did find a few other deeds that weren&#039;t, well, I&#039;m giving, I&#039;m, I&#039;m giving something away, but I did find a few deeds that either were not finished. I found one that wasn&#039;t finished and a few that weren&#039;t signed also, none of them were recorded anywhere because, well, we&#039;ll get to that deeds are not valid unless they&#039;re signed. But, um, calling this a draft would imply that there&#039;s a finalized copy somewhere, right? If this was the rough draft, where&#039;s the final draft? But no finalized version exists. Um At least none that we have any access to. And it would be the only case of Clayton making a draft for a deed that he then goes on to redo his work and make a final copy. We don&#039;t have a single example of that. And the deed that we have looks exactly, let me see if I can find it again. Looks exactly like a finalized copy. So I guess this is back to the um list of deeds. I&#039;ll have to see if I can find there. It is. Yep, it looks exactly like a finalized copy. If you look at it, it looks just like the original deeds. And so it would be like, like how would he write out this entire deed and then start over again? And if he didn&#039;t do it on the same day, it would have to be dated the day that he did it because we do have an example of him redoing a deed and he had to date it the day that he did it the second time, right? That how it worked. And so it would, this, this is, would be really, really weird that he made a second deed of this dated the same day and that you, you know, like, like how would that work? And also can I point out if someone wants to claim that there&#039;s a finalized copy somewhere? It would be inexplicably weird to preserve a draft but not the final copy. Can someone make sense of that? For me? I think at this point, it&#039;s pretty safe to assume that there very likely was never any other draft of this deed. This is it the only reason that we would have to think there would be is because the Joseph Smith papers chose to call this a draft. And so I would think that, you know, so they should have the obligation to prove to us why this is just a draft, why they call it that? So what&#039;s going on? Why do they call it a draft? Well, I think we can see one of the reasons they call it a draft by looking at the second page. So what I&#039;ve highlighted right there, do you notice anything about this deed compared to all of the others that we&#039;ve looked at this deed is not signed, there is no signature, no witness. No seal, nothing to make it um legitimate. Not only was it not signed, it was not even finished. If we zoom in. You can see that the original Inc stops on the second to last line after 160 after a lot, 160. And then what looks like graphite or pencil starts on the bottom line saying together with all et cetera and then just stops. Right. So it&#039;s like it was, it was started but not finished. And someone came back to it with a different writing utensil to finish it and then decided to just to just give it up. So I cannot stress enough what a big deal this is in the many, many original deeds I have looked up. Um I have looked at, I have yet to find what? Well, I have found, I said one other example of a deed that wasn&#039;t finished and it wasn&#039;t recorded anywhere, right? So this is the other example I found, this is a February 10th, 1844. Remember that date we&#039;re gonna get to that date. This is a deed written on that day by William Clayton and at least like Emma&#039;s, he started to write it that um is from Joseph Smith giving his uncle John Smith, all of his Lee County Iowa property. So all of his property in Iowa for a dollar and I couldn&#039;t find any record of this deed being completed or registered anywhere which is exactly what you would expect from an unfinished deed that it wouldn&#039;t be considered valid and would not be recorded. So, maybe someone could do the work to see if that property, if there&#039;s a way to track if that property was ever owned by John Smith, but it&#039;s not recorded anywhere. So, I don&#039;t know how else you would find that out. So, um, more interesting to me is that this deed that was not finished, doesn&#039;t say draft on the Joseph Smith papers. And, and so why not? Right? Maybe because it wasn&#039;t ever recorded anywhere. So we don&#039;t need to pretend or imagine that there was ever a finished version of it. That&#039;s at least that&#039;s my guess. Um Although this explanation doesn&#039;t hold up great either as we&#039;ll see going forward. Um, for, for those who are already jumping ahead of me and remembering about Hiram&#039;s deed was never recorded anywhere, even though it was finished, we&#039;re, we&#039;re gonna get to that. So, what I have certainly never seen other than in the case of Emma&#039;s one unfinished deed is any other unfinished deed that was neither finished nor signed, being recorded and everywhere being considered valid and was, and being entered into both cities and county records as Emma&#039;s was. So, let&#039;s see what else we have to show you this. Oh, ok. So this is where, um, William Clayton entered Emma&#039;s deed into the Nauvoo deed registry book, right? You&#039;ll remember that from part one. It&#039;s deed number 185 in the Nauvoo Registry of deeds. And when I found this, it was, I found this before I had done nearly as much study as I had done. When I recorded part one. I hoped that maybe this would solve the problem. Maybe this would be the finished version and would include Joseph Smith&#039;s signature and, and we could know that this was a valid deed. So, um that&#039;s what I was really hoping for. And, and that maybe I could see Joseph Smith&#039;s signature was before I had found other deeds. But no, I had to be disappointed because there, there it is, it&#039;s finished in this version. And this is what it says, even though it was never finished in the original, in this version, it goes on to say um in testimony, whereof the said Joseph Smith party of the first part. Hath Hereunto set his hand and seal the day of the year above written Joseph Smith and then the seal as sole trustee and trust for the church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints signed, sealed and delivered in the presence of William Clayton. And William goes on to sign it. So I thought, oh, maybe it&#039;s signed, maybe that&#039;s Joseph&#039;s signature. But guess what? Nope, that&#039;s not Joseph&#039;s signature. This deed was not signed at all. That is William Clayton&#039;s writing. William Clayton who was also he, he served under Joseph as the city recorder, he wrote the deed and he entered his own unfinished deed into his registry without it ever being finished or signed. So, if anyone wants to doubt here, I will show you. These are several examples of Joseph Smith&#039;s signature that I gathered from the many deeds I found for part one and a few that I&#039;ve found since then. So as long as these are valid and not forged, which, you know, everything&#039;s up for grabs now, but you can see Joseph Smith&#039;s signature repeatedly and Emma Smith&#039;s signature a couple of times. So we have a lot of examples of Joseph&#039;s signature. So now let&#039;s compare that to the signature. Oh, yep, write that down there, I get it away. So now let&#039;s compare that down in the corner to the signature that I think was written by William Clayton. So the best way to do that is to go ahead and look at every other time Joseph Smith is written in this deed that was recorded in Nauvoo, right? The bottom one is supposed to be Joseph Smith&#039;s signature. All of the others are several other times that Joseph Smith was written in this deed. There were other times as well, but those referred to Joseph Smith Junior, who by that, they mean Joseph Smith the third, they mean Joseph Smith Sons. These are just the ones referring to the actual Joseph Smith Junior, the prophet Joseph Smith, right? So this was absolutely not signed by Joseph Smith in the Nauvoo record. This is an extremely big deal. I, I think we can fairly say this deed was never signed and deeds are only valid and in effect when they are signed, if they are not signed, they, they&#039;re meaningless. That is the very point of contracts they need to be signed, be effective. So let me show you one example of this. Even when people were ill, illiterate, they had to make their mark on their deeds. These are three indentured servitude papers. I was able to find for illiterate people who were sold to be indentured. And you can see that on every single one of them, they had to make their mark. So even if people were illiterate, they had to make their mark which served as their signature in order for a contract or a deed to be valid. So contracts and deeds need to be signed in order to be executed and there is simply no getting around this. So again, if somebody has an explanation, I am willing to hear it but deeds need to be signed. So the fact that this deed was never signed and in fact, never even finished should r these huge red flags. It should call into question many things about William Clayton and his trustworthiness in many regards, both in his journal. Absolutely, but also in his deeds. And so as I said, let me hear what the explanations are. I&#039;m very open to them. In fact, I love them because then we can learn more. Maybe there&#039;s something I&#039;m missing or something. I don&#039;t know yet. So, if someone knows something, I don&#039;t know. Awesome. Let&#039;s keep learning. So, um, ok, I think an interesting thing to know is that this is one of the very few deeds, this deed to Emma. It&#039;s one of the very few deeds that was recorded in every possible way that we have the original and the Nauvoo um registry and the Carthage Registry that was recorded in all of those. And also it&#039;s all over the Trustees Book of Land Deeds, which you&#039;ll remember is another private project by William Clayton, right? He created the Trustees Land Book B, which was his very own when he didn&#039;t want to use book A anymore that others used. And you can see, I just grabbed a couple of pages. This is three pages where it&#039;s says Emma Smith and others. And you can see, I don&#039;t know it doesn&#039;t come through very well in the slide, but the date is kind of crossed out and fudged over. It says July 12th 43. And here are just line after line on page after page of those lots on her deed, her supposed deed being recorded in William Clayton&#039;s very own um book. So, so it it&#039;s this deed is, in fact, is in indeed better documented than any other deed. But every piece of the documentation is is William Clayton. I guess we&#039;ll have to see about the Carthage one. We&#039;re going to come to that later. So, so far, I think that this looks pretty damning, but we&#039;re not even close to finished yet. We have another huge thing to discuss. And as I said, said before, there were so many issues here. It was almost impossible to know how, how to even talk about them. But this one has been, this is a massive one. So I hope that you have been able to stay with me so far and you&#039;re still here because this thing I think blows the whole other the all, all of it out of the water. So here it is. Some of you already know this is Hiram&#039;s deed, this deed to Hiram. Can you see the date it&#039;s written to Hiram de Hiram Smith the 12th of July 1843 the exact same day that the deed was written to Emma that William Clayton talked about in his journal. Right? And I, again, I really have to sincerely thank Bill Real for, for coming up with this line of reasoning because if it hadn&#039;t been for him proposing deeds as evidence of Joseph&#039;s polygamy, I wouldn&#039;t have gone digging and I wouldn&#039;t have found this. And if I had somehow come across that, I might not have recognized the significance of it. And so I&#039;ve talked about this a bit and some of you probably have some familiarity with it, but we need to seriously dig into it to figure out why it&#039;s such a big deal. So, first of all, remember William Clayton&#039;s journal as I talked about, right? That on July 12th, 1843 Emma was much troubled and presumably because the relationship was so in trouble. Um, Joseph told Clayton to deed Emma all of the other uncovered lots, which explains Emma&#039;s deed, right? Her never finished, never signed deed. So what Clayton completely fails to mention in this suspect journal entry is that he wrote out another deed the exact same day to Hiram and let&#039;s look at this deed. So it has some very interesting details. I wasn&#039;t careful enough in another discussion I had where I said that they were completely identical. So I want to clarify that here since I&#039;ve had time to look into it a lot more since then, what is identical about them is they are written on the exact same date for the exact same price, $10,000 and with almost the exact same lots. So here&#039;s where I need to clarify the difference between them, unlike Emma&#039;s deed, Hiram with a paragraph describing a tract of land that hadn&#039;t yet been divided into lots. There are several other deeds with sim similar wording, including the deed from Emma and Joseph that to their Children that they recorded March 1840 March in 1842 we&#039;ll hopefully get to that. But after that paragraph of that. Um, not yet separated out land. It is identical to Emma&#039;s other than emitting 15 lots that are included in Emma&#039;s. But other than that, it includes the exact same lots. So this exact day, July 12th, 1843 Revelation Day, right, in addition to everything else, Clayton claims happened that day, he also wrote out this identical deed to Hyrum with pretty much the exact same lots he claimed Joseph told him to deed to Emma. This does not make sense. But what it absolutely should do is call all of Clayton&#039;s claims about this period into question. We should at the very least be able to agree that he is absolutely not telling the full story and that his claims about the deed to Emma are not legitimate. If we accept Clayton&#039;s claim that the deed to Emma is about polygamy, then how do we explain the deed to Hiram? Was he also threatening to divorce Joseph? And how do we explain the deeds being written for the exact same property? And how do we explain Clayton talking about like giving us the reason for the deed to Emma but completely ignoring, neglecting the deed to Hiram and not saying anything about it. I really hope people will take this deed and the questions it raises very seriously. Uh I would say isn&#039;t the most likely answer that Clayton was up to something and that at least this portion of his journal, this this little separate journal he kept during this Nauvoo period is a later creation where he was trying to paint the narrative that he thought would be most useful. Ok. But there&#039;s still more to look at. Despite the huge similarities between these two deeds, there is one big difference. And that is that unlike Emma&#039;s Hira&#039;s Hiram&#039;s deed was actually finished, you can see that down at the bottom it was completed and it was sealed. So it actually seemed to me that this should be considered the more legitimate deed, right? Emma&#039;s wasn&#039;t even finished. Hiram&#039;s was finished and sealed, but it still wasn&#039;t signed. So it still seems suspect however, you know, it should be considered more legitimate since it finished and sealed. But what is even more suspicious of this finished but unsigned deed deed. If we look on the second page, you can see I&#039;ve zoomed in on the second page of it and you can see all the times at this, uh, at, um, on the second page when it says Hiram it&#039;s crossed out with Emma written in. Can you see those couple of occasions where that happens? What in the world is going on? Right. It seems to be that same graphite that was used to continue Emma&#039;s unfinished deed. So it looks to me like Clayton started to go back to finish Emma&#039;s deed, but then, ah, forget it and just use the back of Hiram&#039;s instead maybe where he, when he registered in the city. After all, he was his own recorder. So it only had to be good enough for him. That&#039;s what this looks like to me again. I am open to other ideas. All I think is we need to take this, this evidence and treat it seriously. We need to actually know what it is and look at it and consider in our models. So if anyone has a better explanation than the one I&#039;ve come up with, please share it with me. But for now, here&#039;s the situation. Well, not even for now, here is the situation. Clayton never finished writing Emma&#039;s deed, but he did record it in the Nauvoo City Registry of Deeds and he included it all over the trustee&#039;s book of Book of Land Deeds and he finished Hiram&#039;s deed, but it was not recorded anywhere. So remember that Clayton, he was the recorder, these were his record books, books and I haven&#039;t seen any, any evidence that anyone had oversight over him. He was in charge of all of this alone. He, this was his project. And so not only did all of this happen that Emma&#039;s deed was recorded in Nauvoo and in the trustee&#039;s land book, somebody actually took it to Carthage to make sure it was recorded in the Hancock County Registry of Deeds. The main version that everybody pulls up when they look at it. And at the same time, Hiram&#039;s deed, which in fact was finished was never recorded anywhere. Clayton didn&#039;t record it in the novo registry of deeds. He didn&#039;t include it in the trustee&#039;s book of Land deeds and he never took it to Carthage to have it registered. So, in fact, from everything I have seen, it seems to me that a high deed was pretty much hidden away. It wasn&#039;t written anywhere in church history, which is honestly just par for the course for erasing Hiram from church history and it doesn&#039;t show up anywhere in records or narratives. The Joseph Smith papers doesn&#039;t talk about it anywhere, doesn&#039;t link to it anywhere has gives us no information about it. Susan Easton Black didn&#039;t even have access to it when, when her team compiled all the Nauvoo deeds that they could find. I just realized this morning that they did have access to some other unsigned and unrecorded deeds. So I need to look into those more. They weren&#039;t recorded anywhere. So they did have a few unsigned deeds just not Hiram. And while the deed to Emma is included all over, like I said in all of the introductions and the narratives and the footnotes of the Joseph Smith paper, the deed to Hiram is disappeared. It&#039;s not included anywhere. So I&#039;m thrilled beyond what I can tell you that they did at least include it in the Joseph Smith papers so that I could happen upon it. And I will say by complete guidance from the Lord, I, I can&#039;t believe I found this. In fact, I want to share a funny story I posted about this. I was, I think this has been really hard. These episodes, they have been really difficult. And um and I was driving after dropping my kids off and just begging the Lord, please, please please help me be able to do this and be able to help me to find what I need. And all of a sudden the answer came so quickly and so clearly and made me burst out laughing. I just, the Lord just said, what do you think I&#039;ve been doing? Which was so true. Like I have been led to so many things all along, I guess I just wanted it to be even more help, but I have been very aware about how much help I have. Um I think all of us doing this work have been receiving a lot of people talk about how much help they get when they&#039;re doing family history work. Well, I guess there&#039;s a lot of help to be had for people who want to engage in this historical work as well. So anyway, that&#039;s um I&#039;m glad that they included, included it in um the Joseph Smith papers. But this was interesting when I called Whitney Horning about this and she started to look into it. She realized that the Joseph Smith Papers doesn&#039;t include a file, file number for it in the church history library catalog, which they usually do. They usually tell you where it&#039;s located so you can go find it. It just says quote. 00, this is what Whitney wrote to me rather, it simply says Joseph Smith collections, church history library, which is not helpful. So, in her words, she had to just go on an expedition to find it, which miraculously she did, but it doesn&#039;t come up in any searches. I tried. So I&#039;m amazed that she was able to find it at all and I&#039;ll show you where she did. She found it in a file labeled Joseph Smith Deeds that contains also the original draft to Emma. I probably get a draft because that&#039;s what they call it. But the original version to Emma and Hiram, it&#039;s a big, huge, it&#039;s a big file. 82 pages that includes several deeds. Almost all of these. I, I wanted to scroll a little more slowly. So you could see. Well, this first deed is fascinating. This is the 1829 deed from Isaac Hale to Joseph Smith. And it includes some other deeds which are mostly included in church history. They&#039;re not forgotten like the original to Emma. But as I&#039;m going through them, you can see that they are all signed, right? Deeds need to be signed to be valid. So clear down on page 65 is the original deed. I think the first one is Emma&#039;s unfinished deed. Oh, no, the first one, this is the deed to Hiram, the only place that&#039;s included in the church history library in this blank folder without a specific t file telling us what&#039;s in it. And then right after is the original deed to Emma, the unfinished one. And those are the only versions we have carefully preserved, tucked away, not included anywhere else where you would ever find them. I thought that was all absolutely fascinating. So, ok, let&#039;s go on and look at a little bit more. Um, this deed, the other July 12th, 1843 deed matters immensely because we cannot continue to claim, we understand the July 12th, 1843 deed to Emma and her Children and claim that it verifies Clayton&#039;s journal and vice versa when we ignore the deed to Hyrum written by Clayton the exact same day. So after thinking a lot about this and trying to figure out what in the world was going on and seeing that Hiram&#039;s deed was finished, but Emma&#039;s wasn&#039;t. I had a thought that seemed plausible. I wondered if Hiram&#039;s deed may have actually been legitimate. I remembered that on July 16th, 1843 just four days after this deed was written, Joseph delivered a sermon where he said Hyrum was now the prophet and that the people should look to him at least according to the records that we have. So maybe this deed that was recorded four days before this sermon was made in preparation for Hiram to take over the affairs of the city. I actually got pretty excited about this theory. I thought it was a good one, but as I thought more about it and looked into it, I didn&#039;t see any evidence to support it. I would think that if this is what Joseph was doing, Hiram would most likely have been made the trustee in trust, or at least an assistant trustee in trust. But that didn&#039;t happen. I also couldn&#039;t find any records of any increase of deeds um, to, or from Hiram and I couldn&#039;t find Hiram ever. Um, you selling any church deeds, right? Writing any, anything as the trusty and trust, I couldn&#039;t find anything about Hiram using or selling any of these lots more than I could of Emma. In fact, there are way fewer deeds from Hiram because he died when Joseph did and most of the deeds that I found from Emma were for after they had died. Also, as I dug more, that was when I realized how essential it is that deeds are signed and thus how suspicious and problematic it is that this deed too was never signed. So, although it was an intriguing idea and it kind of hurt me to let go of it, I couldn&#039;t support it. So, believe me, I understand what it feels like to be disappointed in your theories falling through. It&#039;s, um, you know, it&#039;s something we all have to deal with. I&#039;ve actually had to do it several times in the deeds episodes. It&#039;s just not good to get emotionally attached to bad theories and keep pushing bad theories. And I wish we could all just recognize this and acknowledge it. One of the big problems that people have with the church is that they feel like the church lied to them and hid things and that the church kept claiming things were true when the evidence showed that things were not true, right? A lot of Post Mormons, it, one of their issues with the church is that they feel like the church pushes false narratives. And yet it&#039;s really interesting to see the same po post Mormons not learning from the mistakes of the church. Right? If, if you, you learn more and you see more and you realize that your past narrative isn&#039;t true, the best policy is to say, oh, I used to think that was true because it made sense on all based on all of the evidence I have seen, but now I&#039;ve seen more evidence. So I now know that there&#039;s a different narrative I should, I should hold to. That&#039;s the way to get through this and it happens to all of us. We all have to do it. It&#039;s OK. The thing that&#039;s not OK is continuing to push a bad narrative just because you&#039;re emotionally attached to it or just because it serves the bigger ideology you need to hang on to. It&#039;s very ironic and hypocritical to accuse the church of doing that, but then to continue to do it yourself. So I hope that people can realize that. Ok, so we have two very suspicious deeds both written by William Clayton, supposedly on the same day, one never finished and neither one ever signed. And honestly, no evidence anywhere that Joseph Emma or Hyrum knew anything about them. But William Clayton works one of them into his journal to serve his narrative. And fortunately he doesn&#039;t make his story line up very well. Claiming the deed was written on the 12th. But the careful conversation where they worked out the agreement to happen the next day followed by another deed, another deed with over 60 lots. On the 15th, the problems in this are so apparent that the best historians could do is to suddenly try to merge them all together. We talked about that in part one and hope nobody looks too closely which apparently most people have been content not to do. But on top of that Hiram&#039;s deed blows this entire thing out of the water. So again, let me know your ideas. What am I missing? I don&#039;t know if Joseph told Clayton to write either of these deeds. I, I don&#039;t know that for sure. But even if he did my guess is that he didn&#039;t. But even if he did, I believe this proves that Clayton was at the very least a massive prevaricator, prevaricator who intentionally crafted at least some entries of his Nuvo era journal, which he wrote after the fact to try to paint a certain narrative. And I said that it might be possible that Joseph told him to write these deeds as we go forward. I, I think I&#039;ve changed my mind on that. As I, since I, since I did this part of the presentation, I don&#039;t think that that&#039;s a very likely possibility at all as we&#039;ll see going forward. So I do hope at the very least we can agree that it is crucial to be able to see these journals, these William Clayton journals. It is mind boggling that after 100 80 years, assuming they were written when Clayton claimed they were, the church has still never released them. It is also mind boggling that people who question the veracity of these still to be released. Journals are are called conspiracy theorists, right? They won&#039;t let us see the information we&#039;re saying we don&#039;t trust the information, let us see the information. And so we&#039;re conspiracy theorists. That&#039;s insane, right? And we&#039;re mocked, I mean for saying that it&#039;s essential that we&#039;d be able to see the journals before people have firm conclusions. The irony is again stunning that the Post Mormons and anti Mormons, the ones again, always accusing the church of lying and hiding things are not joining us in saying we need access to these journals, right? The church is currently not releasing the journals. So in other words, hiding things. Why aren&#039;t, why aren&#039;t the Post Mormons on our side calling for these journals to be to be released? It&#039;s right up their alley. Wouldn&#039;t this be a huge issue to take up? The church is still hiding things is what they could say. I cannot understand why you&#039;re not jumping on the bandwagon of recognizing what a huge deal it is that these journals aren&#039;t released. The church told us they were going to release them in 2017. What&#039;s that been? How many years ago? They&#039;re still not released? And the most recent word that I&#039;ve seen on it during the Joseph Smith papers um is that we shouldn&#039;t hold our breath. So every single thing that Post Mormons want to say the church lied about would mean there was a conspiracy, right? There were people in the church who they claim knew different information but didn&#039;t tell the truth about it, right? Isn&#039;t that exactly what&#039;s happening right now? So how does it make any sense at all to call those of us looking into this conspiracy theorists? Why aren&#039;t you more interested in this huge topic where it is still happening? I want to say, please join us in calling for the church to please release the William Clayton Diaries. And if they don&#039;t please be more understanding of why they shouldn&#039;t just be believed and taken as a um authoritative when we can&#039;t even see them. OK. Diatribe over getting back to the topic. There are still two more big issues that we need to discuss first is the issue of unencumbered lots. So let&#039;s go back again to William Clinton&#039;s journal where he says that Joseph told him to deed all of the unencumbered lots to Emma. And people using this deed seem to just automatically assume without doing any homework on it that this deed is, in fact, for all of the unencumbered lots. So I, I&#039;ll play these clips for you again.&lt;br /&gt;
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Bill Reel: So me wondered what would happen if I went and found Emma Smith&#039;s land deed. And what I find is that she&#039;s given all of the unencumbered lots in Nauvoo. As you can easily see Emma Smith got all of the un unencumbered lots.&lt;br /&gt;
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Don Bradley: Joseph instructs Clayton to deed most of his lots that he owns his real estate in the city of Nauvoo to Emma and ha his half interest in the steamboat, the made of Iowa in this deed, Joseph deeds, Emma exactly the things that Clayton&#039;s journal for that day says he instructed Clayton to deed to Emma.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Another valuable lesson for us all. I get it. It&#039;s a long deed. It tells the story they want and expect to be told. So they don&#039;t think to look deeper. It really does make sense, right? Why would you ask basic questions? Like what is an unencumbered lot or why would Joseph specify only these for this deed? If you weren&#039;t looking at these sources, like, critically not testing them. That&#039;s why I think it&#039;s really good to have people on all sides of the issue involved in the discussions because we all help each other see more. I think that&#039;s absolutely necessary. So I have to confess this one word threw me for a giant loop after I thought I had already prepared most of this episode, I realized I had been so assuming like so many others seem to do that this, that unencumbered lot just basically meant all of the available lots, right? All of the lots that had hadn&#039;t already been purchased. So basically all the lots that Joseph had the ability to deed to anybody. That&#039;s what I thought that this meant based on everything they say in all of these episodes, Bill Real RFM. Don Bradley seemed to be under the same misimpression. They are interpreting this to mean all available lots, all the lots that can be deeded. So here&#039;s just one more example from RFM.&lt;br /&gt;
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RFM: If you&#039;re in it, this cannot be a secret to her that Joseph Smith is deeding lots to his plural wives. And I can see, not only does she want to make sure that she is taken care of in the event of a divorce over this issue. But I can see her also trying to circumvent Joseph Smith from giving any more lots away to plural wives by having all the rest of the unencumbered lots given to her.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn-qjI6rUh4&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m46s 1:05:46] Michelle: So with, uh, with this understanding which these guys seem to have had this understanding that the unencumbered lots meant all of the lots in Nauvoo. We should expect that Emma&#039;s deed is for pretty much is pretty much for every available lot in Nauvoo. But if we look into the sources, that is very, very far from what we find. So a couple of ways to try to quickly show you this first, we can compare the list of lots and Josephs and Emma&#039;s 18 October 5th, 1841 deed. That should be right here to the um list that&#039;s in the July tw 12th, 1843 deed. This gets confusing, right? This is that deed I talked about that Joseph and Emma as individuals wrote to Joseph as trustee in trust, giving him 239 lots for the price of $1 right? And this is that same deed recorded in Carthage on April 18th, 1842. So 239 lots just on this one deed, there were many additional lots as well because of the rest of the land that Joseph had purchased or been deeded for $1 plus love and goodwill from the various members holding property for the church. But even ignoring all of those deeds based just on this one deed based on this narrative, we would expect to at least see Joseph return to Emma the property she had, she had consented to deed to the church just two years earlier. Right. Are you with me, Joseph? And Emma deeded this property to Joseph as trustee and trust Joseph deeded back the, um, deed to Emma to mollify her? Shouldn&#039;t we expect him to at least give whatever lots here hadn&#039;t been sold? That&#039;s not the case. So I confess I haven&#039;t gone through and tracked each of these 239 individual lots to see exactly which lots were deeded to somebody else which were sold. Um Which ones were still in Joseph Smith&#039;s name. If anybody wants to do that work, please do and let me know what you discover. I&#039;m just a little too burned out at this point, but I did find a shortcut which communicated a lot of the same information in a very helpful way. So let me go ahead and show you this. This is from our buddy William Clayton&#039;s Trustees Land book B, right? The one that he made to do himself. And in it, he drew several maps where he just kind of puts in a graphic form whose land is whose right? So you can see if, if you can see here down in this corner, this is um deed to Emma Smith 24 acres, right? That&#039;s not the one that I wanted to show you right now right now what I want to show you are these 20, let&#039;s see if I can share this tab. Instead I&#039;m zooming in on this page that is, um, the Gallant purchase. Right? And it&#039;s kind of tricky to see it. But hopefully you can see here what I&#039;m trying to point to. He&#039;s initialed, he&#039;s written who owns various, um, who owns these various lots. And so what I find interesting is the lots that he does list as being given to Emma. Remember he&#039;s already included all of them in the, um book that I showed you those pages and pages. Nothing listed to Hyrum. Remember that? But it&#039;s also interesting to see how many are not written to Emma. So in this list of lots, just on this one page, I believe there&#039;s something like 24 lots that he&#039;s written that belong to Emma Smith. But there&#039;s, there are over 20 that don&#039;t that are empty that don&#039;t have anybody on them. And it&#039;s even more apparent on this page. This is another section of Nauvoo from another purchase. Um Let me see if I can slide that over and if I can zoom in on this, you can see that Emma Smith has written on several of these, right? But many more of them are left blank and empty all of these on the top. So that&#039;s just a quick, easy way to show you that that deed absolutely did not include all of the available lots. So that leads us back to asking yet again, what does it mean that it&#039;s all of the unencumbered lots if it doesn&#039;t mean all of the available lots. So, and I, like I said, that wasn&#039;t comprehensive but it was a pretty good demonstration of what was really going on there. So, um, so again, the claim, like RF MS claim that, um, this, this makes sense because Emma wanted to make sure that Joseph couldn&#039;t give lots to any other wives. That&#039;s clearly not the case. There were many of other, other lots available. Emma&#039;s deed was actually only for nine full blocks which had four lots each plus 32 additional lots. And when you saw how many lots there were, how many blocks there were, you could see that it wasn&#039;t even close to all of the available lots. But as I said, this analysis was all based on the mistaken notion that unencumbered lots meant all available lots. And luckily I said something about it to my husband before recording this episode and he be a finance guy with experience in real estate told me that I was interpreting that word wrong. He explained that unencumbered, an unencumbered lot is actually a lot that doesn&#039;t, that is owned free and clear, that doesn&#039;t have a mortgage or a lien against it. Right. So someone can give it to somebody else and no one else can come back and say no, actually we own that or, or we have a stock in that. Right. That&#039;s what it means to be an unencumbered lot. And so, huh, this threw me for a loop because this is part of why this episode has taken me almost a week longer than I wanted it to. I had to go back to the drawing board on a lot of this, but I did look it up and found that my husband was exa in fact. Exactly. Right. In the 1828 Webster&#039;s dictionary tells us that one of the definitions of his of encumbered is loaded with debt. But there&#039;s an even more interesting way to find this out. You&#039;ll remember that I talked about the steamboat Nauvoo in episode one. Right. And that&#039;s the one that Joseph signed just as a cosigner, but that immediately crashed. And that led to him being put under investigation by, um, well, it led to all of these problems with Butterfield coming out and him being blocked in his, um, attempt to declare bankruptcy. So they actually had sold the n the steamboat Nauvoo to the streets who never paid for it. And so Joseph and the others sued to try to collect, but the streets countersued because of the crash. So it&#039;s a lot to explain. That&#039;s just what you need to know, to understand this one document. It&#039;s not worth going into more than that, but this is from their countersuit. And it&#039;s a really good example of using the word encumbered, spelled, encumbered encumbrance and unencumbered, spelled with either an E or an I. There&#039;s a lot of variation in the spelling. So you can see I&#039;ve underlined and I&#039;ll just tell you really quickly on the first page. They said that represented said steamboat to be free from all encumbrances and to be in good credit and repute. Then down at the bottom said steamboat was encumbered to a large amount to wit the sum of $4000 for damages. Then the second page said boats were encumbered in a certain other large sum of money to wit, in the sum of $150 as it goes on from there. But I just wanted you to really understand that we can define the word unencumbered lot specifically, it has a specific definition that we should recognize and care about. And so, um, it goes on further from, oh, that this goes on there, but it, this getting into this word of encumbered opened another huge can of worms. So first, it sent me back to the drawing board to see what this meant and why William Clayton included it in his journal entry. Or if anyone still believes that William Clayton&#039;s journal is trustworthy, then why Joseph Smith said it to him? Why did he specify unencumbered lots? What is this about? There is so much to go into here and I&#039;m not gonna go into most of it, but I&#039;ll just tell you a couple of things to, um, to explain why this is a big issue. First of all I want to sum it up by saying that Joseph Smith owned a grand total of zero unencumbered lots in Nauvoo. He had exactly zero. Joseph didn&#039;t own a single unencumbered lot in Nauvoo or anywhere else as we covered in part one, he was deep in debt. He was in massive debt and seeking relief through bankruptcy. So you&#039;ll recall, this is his list, his schedule of creditors that he was required to write up as part of his attempt to declare bankruptcy. And so I, and then in addition to that, um, he also because, um, Butterfield challenged his bankruptcy and Joseph didn&#039;t show up to the trial because it was in Missouri and he would have been killed. The US government, um, issued a lien against all of Joseph Smith&#039;s property. Everything Joseph owned had a lien on it. So he didn&#039;t have a single unencumbered lot. There are two ways that lots can be encumbered, either with a mortgage or with a lean. Joseph Smith had both. He had both on every single piece of property. So I wanted to try to figure this out like what is going on here, why this word? So I searched the entire Joseph Smith papers for every instance of any version of the word encumbered or unencumbered or encumbrance with either an E or an I and I found a few interesting things. So first of all, this is less important, but it&#039;s kind of fun. I found found nine deeds that included the word encumbrances or some version of it. But interestingly not one of them was written by William Clayton and none of them were written for Joseph Smith. So the very first deed in the nau registry of deeds, along with deeds number six and eight, all from Hyrum and Mary Smith and written by Daniel H Wells, all in April 1840 include this exact language that they have good, right, full power and lawful authority to sell and convey the same and that the above described premises are, are clear and free of all encumbrances. So that was the standard language on though at least those three of Daniel Wells deeds, there are also four deeds to, there are four other deeds, two written for Ethan Kimball and two for Benjamin and Anna Jones, all written by Ebenezer Robinson in May of 1842 that contain this language that the above described premises are free, are clear and free of all encumbrances. So they all say that part of it, there&#039;s only other one very badly done and badly spelled Diy D that Ethan Smith, one of those two above wrote for himself where he said that the premises are free and clear of encumbrances, whatever. And he misspelled many things in that. And then one more deed written by the awful Robert Foster in June of 43. So there are no other deeds anywhere that use that word, which is interesting because the vast majority of deeds were written by William Clayton and he never used that word so clearly, Daniel H Wells and Ebenezer Robinson knew to include that language on their deeds. But William Clayton never did. And so he never even included the word encumbered or unencumbered on the July 12th deed to Emma and her Children, which is specific supposed to be for all of the unencumbered. Lots of which recall there were zero. But if there was ever a time to specify that lots were unencumbered on a deed, you would think it would be that one. So there&#039;s something funny going on there. Right? I think so. I had already searched the Joseph Smith papers and didn&#039;t find any example of William Clayton using or writing any variation of the word encumbered. But out of curiosity, I searched his journal as well and found that in the entire journal we have that&#039;s, that&#039;s been released. We only have two cases of him using the word encumbered or unencumbered. This one time regarding the deed, Joseph supposedly wrote to, had him write to Emma and one other time, two months later in the timeline in September 15th, 1843 and I am more glad that I can tell you that I went down this rabbit hole because you will not believe what I found. So let&#039;s go ahead and look at that journal. It&#039;s right here. I&#039;m just going to read this portion evening President Joseph met me and I returned with him to O Spencer&#039;s to borrow $1400 to clear his farm from an incumbrance laying on it. Which fact Esquire Skinner has ascertained on searching the records. Ok. For anyone reading that entire entry, we&#039;ll get to the stuff about Joseph&#039;s New Law and Lydia in later episodes. It&#039;s going to be a lot of fun. You&#039;re going to like it. Stay tuned, but we&#039;re not going into that right now. So this part of this journal entry led me down an entirely new rabbit hole of endless complexity where I learned more, completely insane game changing facts. One particular mic drop that you are going to want to hear. So first, I&#039;ll just point out that very careful records were kept of money being loaned or borrowed or paid, like even for small amounts of four or $6 I could, I could find, you know, they kept very careful records. I couldn&#039;t find any record anywhere of Joseph Barry, borrowing $1400 from Orson Spencer. That&#039;s what it is, Orson Spencer. This would be the equivalent of $50,000 today, but I couldn&#039;t find a single note bill, proof of the loan promise of repayment. Nothing. What I did find when I started to try to find out who Esq Esquire skinner was and why or how he would discover there was an incumbrance on Joseph&#039;s farm completely blew my mind. So among other things. Onias C Skinner was the special prosecutor against Joseph Smith in Carthage when he was killed a year later. So, are you catching that? He was the special prosecutor? But more than that, he was one of the lawyers representing William Clayton in his lawsuit against Joseph Smith filed July 1843. Yes, you heard that right? William Clayton was suing Joseph Smith. His lawsuit was begun. Either it was filed either July 25th or July 31st or both or documents from both of those days in 1843. In case anyone needs to help help with the timeline. This was just a few weeks after Revelation Day where Clayton was supposedly the scribe that wrote down the the revelation, right? And the two suspicious unfinished and unsigned deeds. So I don&#039;t remember seeing anything about this included anywhere in saints or the gospel topics, essays. This blew me away completely. You can see right here the list of people that is included in at all in um Creighton&#039;s lawsuit and it includes Joseph. So you can read all about it and I will of course, include the link below. There is a ton of documentation for this lawsuit. Tons and tons of it. It&#039;s not in question at all. So here&#039;s just one of many examples. This is part of the proceedings in this lawsuit, right? So this, here&#039;s the part I&#039;ve underlined the separate answer of Joseph Smith, one of the defendants to the bill of William Clayton complainant, the said Joseph Smith now comes for comes and for answer to the bill of the said William Clayton. It goes on from there till Joseph asks to. He explains and asks to be led off from the bill, right? This is incredible. William Clayton was suing Joseph Smith and the documentation for that is is abundant. Anyone? I welcome you to look into it again, please tell me what this means. The Joseph Smith papers explanation about it, had me asking a lot of questions. So this is, these are just two of the things that were in that explanation that really um ra made me raise eyebrows first footnote 10. And when you read this, you&#039;ll see that that where the footnote is. Footnote 10 cites entries from dates in William Clayton&#039;s journal that we don&#039;t have. These aren&#039;t part of whatever was recorded by Andrew E hat and escaped from the BYU office. So the the the two examples are October 10th and October 12th of 1843. So it&#039;s great to know that the Joseph Smith papers, historians are reading these journals. But to my understanding, the purpose of footnotes is to allow the reader to see the sources for themselves, right? So that we can see where they&#039;re getting their information, we can&#039;t see these. So why are they being footnoted when they, when they haven&#039;t been released? That seems like a problem. But then going on it claims Clayton named Joseph Smith as a defendant in the bill, even though Clayton was apparently acting on Joseph Smith&#039;s behalf. What? So again with that word, apparently that basically means we&#039;re going to say this even though we don&#039;t have any good sources to support it. That that&#039;s how it seems to me, we&#039;re going to say that Joseph was basically using William Clayton to sue himself. Right? I asked my husband again, you know, he has a pretty good business brain. I asked him if he could think of any case where it would be beneficial to intentionally have someone sue you who was acting on your behalf, right? I want you on my behalf to sue me. He couldn&#039;t come up with any scenario off the top of his head and I&#039;m I&#039;m sure there are a lot of other people out there who have more experience. Um I, I would love to understand why Joseph Smith was having William Clayton sue him. How was that beneficial to Joseph Smith? I&#039;m all ears. Honestly, I am maybe, I mean, through all of this, there could be things I&#039;m missing. So please bring them to my awareness so that we can keep talking about this. But for now, can we all acknowledge that it is a huge deal that William Clayton was suing Joseph Smith? And if it&#039;s not like a big deal to the narrative, then why isn&#039;t it? Why isn&#039;t this information included anywhere? Why aren&#039;t we told this when we&#039;re being told all the polygamy narrative and what good. But they were right. So going back to this journal entry of Clayton&#039;s, he claims that Esquire Skinner had basically just discovered the incumbrance and Joseph was borrowing money to resolve it on September 15th, 1843. But Clayton&#039;s lawsuit against Joseph was about this very thing. The incumbrance on Joseph&#039;s farm and he started it in July of 1843. What&#039;s more? So, what&#039;s that about? And while I could find no record of Jo Joseph borrowing money from Orson Spencer, what I did did find was this note written and signed by William Clayton on behalf of himself and Joseph Smith, even the Joseph Smith papers admits that that and that this does not look like Joseph Smith&#039;s handwriting signature. And if you read in the Joseph Smith papers, they make it quite obvious that William Clayton was doing this on behalf of Joseph Smith. And so this was during the middle of the lawsuit this that this um note promising to pay the other man, Clayton is suing along with Joseph Smith, $1400 1415 dollars, almost the exact same sum Clayton claimed that Joseph Smith borrowed from Orson Spencer a month earlier. What&#039;s going on here, right? William Clayton is suing the Rhodes family and Joseph Smith and at the same time borrowing money from them. And then at the same time claiming in his journal that Joseph borrowed money from Orson Spencer for this very purpose. So I, I like, I&#039;m at a loss and I wanna say if anyone has a single doubt that Clayton would be perfectly willing to do business on behalf of Joseph Smith even signing his name. There are so many examples. Let me share just this one example right here. So this is interesting. Remember that name Chauncey Robbins Robinson. It&#039;s going Robinson, it&#039;s going to come up again. But this is a promissory note or a mortgage from Joseph Smith to chauncey Robinson for $4000. Let me just read the historical introduction. You could read along with me if you would like to. At the time of this transaction, Jo Smith was at James Taylor&#039;s home in Henderson County, Illinois trying to avoid arrest and extradition to Missouri going forward as one of Joseph Smith&#039;s closest scribes, Clayton assumed many of Joseph Smith&#039;s financial and clerical responsibilities and he seems to have managed the entire October 22nd transaction with Robinson explicitly identifying himself as Joseph Smith&#039;s agent and signing on Joseph Smith behalf. So there we have it right there, right? He did it right here on a deal with Cha chauncey Robinson and that name is going to come up again. So just like um Willard Richards took it upon himself to write Joseph Smith&#039;s journal pretending he was doing it in Joseph Smith&#039;s from Joseph Smith&#039;s own per perspective, right? Writing as if he was Joseph Smith. William Clayton seems to be perfectly willing to do the same thing on for, for Joseph Smith with all of his financial deals and just a couple of quick things about chauncey Robinson that I was able to find. Um he was a mem, he was never a member of the church, but interestingly, he was a member of both the Hancock County and the Nauvoo Masonic Lodges. That&#039;s a big deal. And he seems to have done quite a bit of business with William Clayton and some others, a lot with William Clayton. So he would definitely be an interesting figure to research more about if anyone is wanting a project. Let&#039;s see what we can find out about chauncey Robinson. But this is only one instance of William Clayton acting on his own, supposedly on behalf of Joseph Smith, it&#039;s actually not terribly unique. I&#039;ve seen other examples. So this lawsuit is a huge deal. Please recognize that it completely changes the narrative that we have all just accepted. The picture that William Clayton paints in his journal, that he was basically Joseph&#039;s bestie, his closest confidant, right? I haven&#039;t yet looked into exactly what sources we have other than Clayton&#039;s journal to support the idea of this super close relationship between Clayton and Joseph. Um I do know that James Whitehead testified that Clayton had been caught in some dishonest. Uh Yeah, you think maybe and had been basically demoted from being entrusted with Joseph&#039;s personal records or inside work to more outside work. So we do have that record. So, um if, if I, I would like to know if there are other records that tell us that Joseph and Clayton were extremely close, other than William Clayton&#039;s journal. I think that&#039;s an interesting question. I don&#039;t yet have the answer for it, but how people want to explain this, it is essential to know that the verified historical documents clearly show that William Clayton was, in fact suing Joseph Smith late summer through early fall of 1843 using a lawyer who was clearly one of Joseph&#039;s very determined enemies. OK. So just again, to reemphasize the complexity here, if anyone wants to understate this or say it&#039;s not a big deal or we should be able to understand it. Let me just share one of the central documents from that lawsuit um against Joseph and regarding Joseph&#039;s farm. So this is Joseph&#039;s bond to the family who sold him the land, the family that, that Clayton was suing along with Joseph Smith. And this is the backside of that document. It&#039;s on its side link sideways right now, right? Where among many other things, Joseph, apparently, I&#039;m going to say apparently here because I don&#039;t know that this is a good claim, Joseph apparently deeded or assigned his own farm to William Clayton, not once but twice. So I won&#039;t even try to explain all of this right now. I just want everyone to get a little idea of the level of complexity. What sorting all of this out would mean e even trying to figure out what writing came first and what was written on top of it is huge and complicated and actually really important. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s what we know. These are the documents showing us that William Clayton was suing Joseph Smith regarding Joseph Smith&#039;s own farm and the encumbrance on it. Ok. So I know that this level of complexity can be a major turn off. Believe me, I get it, it turned me off for a long time. So even though you may not understand any of this, that&#039;s not important, the only important thing is to not assume that it doesn&#039;t matter, right? These things are all extremely relevant to the claims being made about Joseph Smith&#039;s deeds without actually understanding anything about his finances and the deeds themselves. And second, assuming that William Clayton&#039;s journal should be accepted without question. And even though it was, it hasn&#039;t been released, we know all we need to know about it and should just trust it implicitly. That is false. When we hear people who haven&#039;t approached the any of this information with any degree of curiosity and haven&#039;t read these documents and haven&#039;t studied out Joseph&#039;s incredibly tangled financial and legal situation, let alone try to understand any of it when we hear them, use one version of one deed that someone told them about and match it up with one entry in Clayton&#039;s journal and present it as undeniable evidence of Joseph&#039;s polygamy claiming that anyone who doesn&#039;t agree is just a conspiracy theorist. We know their side desperately needs to follow President Hinckley&#039;s counsel and raise the bar. That&#039;s what we are asking you to do. There need to, there needs to be a better, a better um level of disc on these issues. So yet again, William Clayton&#039;s journal tells one story. While the actual evidence in this case, the financial and court records tell a very different one. The court records are the only way we know about the lawsuit. Clayton&#039;s journal certainly doesn&#039;t say anything about it. At least not any of the portions that we have access to. According to Clayton&#039;s journal, he was, as I said, Joseph&#039;s bestie, he was Joseph&#039;s main confidant on everything, including their mutual womanizing, right? And Joseph&#039;s marriage troubles with Emma. And so much more, according to the court records, Clayton was actively suing Joseph using the exact same lawyer who less than a year later would go on to be the prosecuting attorney against Joseph on the ridiculously trumped up charge of treason, which ensured Joseph could not be released on bail, which led directly to his and high murders in Carthage. And then just a little while after that, served as the defense attorney for the men accused of the murder. This is all on skinner. Oh and before that he had been Governor Ford&#039;s aide de camp during the huge problems in Nauvoo when Joseph realized that Ford was, was also an enemy skinner was basically his executive assistant. But we are supposed to believe that Clayton was Joseph&#039;s best friend, even though he engaged this clear enemy of Joseph Smith to represent him in a lawsuit against Joseph Smith. We&#039;re supposed to believe that he did that because Joseph Smith wanted him to, I have to admit I don&#039;t get it. So again, I&#039;m, I&#039;m open to hearing explanations at this point. It does not look good. So there are so many more documents I have tried to understand I would love to go into, but this is already way too much. I assume that many of your heads are spinning just as mine has been for the past several weeks. I&#039;m certain there are more documents that I haven&#039;t even found or read yet. And after going over so many financial records, I&#039;ve realized that I have to do another entirely separate episode on the huge financial mess after Joseph&#039;s death. And in particular what these guys did to Emma, there is, there is more than just what we discussed in part one, but there is one more thing that we really need to talk about. Another extremely important day one that is starting to look as important to all of this as July 12th, 1843 which is Revelation Day. This critical date is July 8th, 1844 1 year after Revelation Day, a week and a half after Joseph and Hyrum were murdered. So this is another massively complex topic. But um to introduce it, let&#039;s go back to the version of Emma&#039;s unfinished deed that we started with. The one that is always used when people make this claim about that. It&#039;s about Joseph&#039;s polygamy and that it verifies Clayton&#039;s journal, right? This is actually, as I said before, the third version of this deed, the one recorded in the Hancock County deed registry in Carthage. So look at this quoting from the um Joseph Smith papers. Um Source note, this version was copied the eighth of July 1844 in Hancock County, Illinois deeds record, unidentified writing. Hancock County recorder&#039;s office, Carthage, Illinois. What is it? What is extremely important here is the date it was recorded. Remember Joseph and Hyrum were murdered, June 27th, 1844 Joseph was already dead. This deed was recorded in Carthage a full year after Joseph supposedly told, supposedly told C Clayton to write it and Clayton wrote but didn&#039;t finish it. So despite the fact that Joseph had appeared at the courthouse in Carthage multiple times during his last year of life, he had never thought to record this all important deed that he had supposedly had Clayton, right? For Emma to provide for her in case of anything happening or to mollify her or whatever it was. But now less than two weeks after his death, it suddenly needs to be recorded. Someone clearly not Joseph Smith went to Carthage to register this deed with the county to make sure it was, I guess Tripoli official because remember it had already been recorded in the Nauvoo registry and all over the trustee&#039;s book of land deeds. So this made me extremely curious and suspicious. Remember that in the wake of Josephson Hiram&#039;s murder, there was all, there was fear of all out war from what I understand. The pe people in Carthage were being told that the Nion was going to attack and many fled their homes at least temporarily. And that the same time the saints were still terrified of being exterminated. Even many months later, John Taylor told the members of the church not to go to Carthage, not even to attend or testify at the trial at Joseph Smith&#039;s murder trial because they were told it was far too dangerous and they wouldn&#039;t be safe there yet. Just a week and a half after Joseph and Hyrum were murdered in the midst of all this chaos. Somebody went to Carthage to register this suspicious deed. What is going on? I worked on this for days trying to figure it out who registered this deed. I wondered if looking at the records we do have about that day as in fact, as they are might hopefully help. Um at least a little bit so, but really they just introduce a lot of new questions. So first, we can look at what William Clayton has to say. So we&#039;ll start with his July 7th um journal entry. I was late at counsel, the brethren had agreed not to appoint a trustee in trust until the 12 came home and that I should act in the place of the trustee to receive property et cetera until one was appointed. It&#039;s interesting how he claims this happened without him, that they decided not to appoint a trustee in trust and to have to have him be the acting trustee in trust without him even there. So anyway, it&#039;s interesting, right? So um the next entry says at the temple all day, curious again, according to Clayton, this is the day construction started up again on the temple. So that could be possible. But Clayton didn&#039;t do that kind of work on the temple. He only did office work from what I understand. So was he at the temple or was he maybe at Carthage? Well, I don&#039;t know, I don&#039;t know, I just know somebody went to Carthage that day. We&#039;ll continue on with this entry. Emma came up. She also objected to the conclusion of the council last evening and says there must be a trustee appointed this week on account of the situation and business. Ok. So according to Clayton&#039;s journal, they were already working hard, work, hard on issues of property and William Clayton was the interim trustee in trust until the 12 arrived. Bri Brigham wouldn&#039;t get there until a month later, August 6th. So a trustee in trust would be necessary to take over management of all of the church property that Joseph had held and managed as trustee and trust before his death, I guess. But also you would think that the minist the administrator of the um estate could also do that too. So that&#039;s something I need to look at what more into, but it would have been irrelevant for property in Emma&#039;s name, right? Property deeded to Emma or to her Children privately wouldn&#039;t have been sub, wouldn&#039;t have had anything to do with the trusty and trust. So if this, if the deed to Emma were legitimate and Emma knew about it, she could be quite calm and peaceful knowing that she owned all the unencumbered lots in Nauvoo. So it would seem she wouldn&#039;t have much to worry about after all. That was the very point of the deed, right? I would think she would be relieved that they had actually put it into place and that she was in fact taken care of, but that is definitely not what we see. Also, according to Clayton&#039;s journal journal, Emma is worried about a trustee and trust budding in being put in place and wanted to make sure it was someone she trusted. Clayton says he was the interim trustee in trust. So that should have been perfect. Clayton&#039;s Nauvoo journal paints the picture that both Joseph and Emma trusted him implicitly even having him present and involved in their tearful struggles in their marriage. Ok. Women think about that. Would you want your husband&#039;s buddy and secretary there when you are crying and trying to work through with such incredible difficulties in your marriage? II, I don&#039;t get it. And for a woman as poised, careful and elegant as Emma, at least according to everybody other than William Clayton and Brigham Young, is she going to do that in front of William Clayton? Oh, so remember according to William Clayton and nobody else, Emma was throwing fits all around town, demanding and stomping on watches from girls screaming at Joseph and carriage rides through town until Joseph had to basically slap her to get her to shut up. Right. That is William Clayton&#039;s version of this remarkable woman who every other person throughout her life describes in a very, very different way. So Clayton&#039;s journal for these dates don&#039;t tell us who went to Carthage, but we know that somebody did. So I hope that maybe Willard Richards journal or daybook might shed some light on it. Here&#039;s his entry for July 8th 1843 Emma told Phelps she had had a letter from New York for 6000 for $6000 in old debts. Another crossed out word saw thing ought to be done. So we have at least one other report of Emma being in town on that day and being very worried about the financial situation and working with multiple people to try to get things taken care of. So I have to ask again, why was Emma so worried about the debts and a trustee in trust if she knew she owned all the unencumbered lots in Nauvoo in her own name again, she would have been relieved and thankful that she and, um, Joseph had made that agreement Clayton recorded and that she had the property in her own name, right? So this makes it even harder to claim she traveled to Carthage. But it&#039;s crazy to assume this. Anyway, travel for women was already much more difficult than for men for many reasons. Just two that I can mention off the top of my head are skirts and bathrooms, right? And this isn&#039;t even considering that Emma was newly widowed and pregnant. Plus she had her Children and her household to take care of including Joseph&#039;s ailing mother, right? Who was also grieving. So I just don&#039;t think that you can make that claim however, believe it or not. That is exactly the claim that the Joseph Smith papers makes it claims that it was Emma who took the deeds to Carthage. So we&#039;ll come back to this slide in a minute. Um, Clayton&#039;s journal makes a statement that leads to this assumption that it was most likely Emma who recorded it. And, um, an assumption which as you saw the Joseph Smith papers takes whole hog outright claiming that it was Emma. So I&#039;ll read a few of Clayton&#039;s entries leading up to that July 8th date, the day that the, that the deed was recorded in Carthage. Here it is um, first entry. This, the, this July 2nd is the first entry mentioning anything about Joseph&#039;s finances. It says went to see Emma. She&#039;s is in trouble because Mother Smith is making disturbances about the property in Joseph&#039;s hands. Mother Smith wants Samuel to move into Nauvoo and take the patriarch&#039;s office and says the church ought to support him. Just a reminder here that Samuel was dead. Less than a month later, many suspected poison, including his family from the white powder medication, Josea Stout who was not a doctor, but who was willing to kill people was administering to him before his death. This is the same Jos Stout who just a year and a half later threatened to murder William Clayton a threat which didn&#039;t seem to object to, but which both he and Clayton took seriously enough for Brigham to tell Clayton to flee, flee and go to Utah within just a few hours. So that&#039;s all, that&#039;s all interesting. Right. Going on with the journal. There is considerable danger if the family begin to dispute about the property that Joseph&#039;s creditors will come forward and use up all the property there is if they will keep still, there is property enough to pay the debts and plenty left for other, for other uses. So that&#039;s another very interesting claim. How does he know that? How does he know that there&#039;s enough and to spare right of Joseph&#039;s property? And how could it be true if there is enough property to pay all of the debts and the family? Then what&#039;s the problem? Right. Why does he want the family to keep still when someone tells you to keep still about property concerns? Um, is it very likely that they have your own best interest at heart? Ok. Continuing on. I had much talk with Emma on the subject. They&#039;re going on to Wednesday the third AM at the Temple. Temple office. Emma sent for me and Cutler and Khoon. We had conversation with Esquire Wood on the situation of Joseph&#039;s affairs. Emma has counseled Esquire Wood on the subject. Um, Cutler and Khoon important names will get to those on the, um, episode about Emma to see why they were included here, right? Um, pm at the Temple office and after went to dig up the records, water had got into the place where they, where they were and where they, and, and they were damaged. That was interesting. Jeremy Hoop told us a bit about that and I had to wonder if this might include the Nauvoo registry which did incur water damage. So then Thursday the fourth, I went to Emma&#039;s and assisted Esquire Wood to examine Joseph&#039;s affairs. The situation looks gloomy. The property is chiefly in the name of the trust. Oh, this makes me so bad. The situation looks gloomy. The property is chiefly in the name of the trustee and trust while the obligations are considered personal. Ok. What in the world? Clayton should know the exact situation already since he&#039;s the one who did it. All right. He wrote all of the deeds, he enacted all a ton of the business in Joseph&#039;s name, claiming to be doing it on Joseph&#039;s behalf, right? He was the one who not only had access to all of the documents and papers, he&#039;s the one who wrote most of them. He was the one keeping the trustee&#039;s book of land deeds and keeping the Nuvo deed registry. Like, like this is all up to him, right? He has full information. He didn&#039;t need to get any information from Esquire Woods. And what information could he get from Esquire Woods? Since from the entry I read in the last, in part one, we know that Esquire Woods didn&#039;t have access to any of the information. And what happened to Clayton&#039;s assurances that just a few days earlier that if the Smiths would all just keep still, there would be enough and despair right now. Suddenly that&#039;s not the case at all. And if the situation looked gloomy, Clayton could have very easily remedy it by, um, he, he could very easily remedy it by making sure Emma wasn&#039;t saddled with personal debts while the church, meaning whoever managed to take over, took off with all the assets, which as it turns out is exactly what Clayton helped. Brigham Young do remember how Brigham Young tried to sell all of the assets on his own. Not only the maid of Iowa as we discussed in part one, but also other things like, oh, I don&#039;t know, maybe the temple, right, like that&#039;s exactly what they were doing. They were leaving all of the debts on Emma while taking all of the assets for themselves. So I have to ask, is Clayton really just recording what happened or is he writing this after the fact to, to create the narrative? He once told poor Emma, it looks like it just had to be that she got saddled with all the debts while we as the church took all the assets too bad. There just wasn&#039;t anything we could do about that, right? Pay off some of the debts with some of the assets be human. Uh Anyway, let&#039;s continue on woods advised Emma to have all the deeds recorded at Carthage. This is the critical, the critical entry. He advised Emma to have all of the deeds recorded at Carthage for he says our recorder&#039;s office is not legal, this will cause trouble and much dissatisfaction. So that right there is how we claim to know it was Emma who went to Carthage four days later. Impossible as that would actually seem to be. And so what does Clayton mean by all the deeds is another question right to record all the deeds according to Clayton&#039;s own journal. Emma didn&#039;t have access to the financial documents. Um Again, that entry I read in part one where she tried to get a, to get access to the documents and papers. So her lawyer would, could go through them and she was denied. William Clay and Brigham Young preferred not to give her access because they preferred to keep them private quiet just to themselves so they could do whatever they wanted. So how could Emma take all of the deeds which had been written and recorded by William Clayton and were in Clayton&#039;s possession and have them recorded in Carthage. It&#039;s interesting that Clayton says that this will cause trouble and dissatisfaction. According to Clayton&#039;s journal, Woods says that all of Clayton&#039;s personal records that he was responsible for keeping all of his pet projects. Um All of his like, basically these were his babies, right? He spent every hour of every day doing these records and deeds. And now, um, according to him, Woods is saying they would not be legally recognized that must have caused him a lot of trouble and if it&#039;s true, so now let&#039;s go back to what the Joseph Smith papers says about this, right? It says that um, not only did Emma record this one deed, but she recorded seven other deeds at Carthage as well, including three deeds, conveying property to Joseph Smith as trustee for the church and three deeds from Joseph Smith conveying property to her or their own Children. This goes on to say among the deeds Emma Smith took to be recorded at Carthage. So you can see that it is saying that it was Emma Smith who took these deeds to Carthage. So again, this like learning this reading that, that um Clayton said that Esquire Woods said that really threw me for a loop. Maybe the draft of Emma&#039;s deed really was just a first draft which Clayton bizarrely kept and preserved. And somehow Emma had the finished version which she took to Nauvoo and I gus left there or misplaced afterward despite the fact that she very carefully preserved all of the other papers that she had and that a deed of this magnitude in the midst of these kinds of property disputes and financial struggles would be a wee bit important to hold, to hold on to and keep track of. I mean, sure, we know Clayton had recorded it in the Nauvoo registry showing that he had clearly had possession of it at least then while there is no evidence that Emma ever did. And we know that Clayton had possession of pretty much all of Joseph Smith&#039;s papers other than his translation of the Bible and some other papers he had in his home desk, which desk, Clayton had forcibly removed out of Emma&#039;s home, not long after these journal entries furious that she had removed and, um, hidden the papers that were in it again according to his journal, if that&#039;s trustworthy. So, yeah. So, yeah, maybe it was Emma that did this, right? How could we possibly figure it out? Well, according to the Joseph Smith papers, Emma took seven deeds to be recorded in Carthage that day, which we call it Carthage Day. I don&#039;t even know what to call it. July 8th, 1844. I have to say, I wish I had found this part of the Joseph Smith papers this entry um, before I did all of this work because I had been discovering these deeds one by one on my own hunting for them and freaking out each time I found them wondering what was going on. This first one I found that is the deed that made me realize that Emma&#039;s deed was not the only deed recorded July 8th, 1844. This is a huge deal. This is the same huge deed for 237 8 to Joseph and Emma&#039;s Children that I talked about in part one and it was recorded July 8th 1844 in Carthage. Here&#039;s what&#039;s so confusing. This same deed had been recorded in Carthage two years earlier on April 9th, 1842. It&#039;s the deed that John C Bennett took such issue with and made the accusations against Joseph Smith. So this deed we actually have the original of it is the exact same deed that was recorded on July 8th, 1844 except with two small differences. And we don&#039;t have, if I didn&#039;t already say we don&#039;t have the original of the deed that was dated here. Let me go back and show you this really fast. This deed that was recorded on July 8th is dated the 31st of September 1841. The one that had been recorded two years earlier is dated March 17th, 1842. So that&#039;s the first difference between them, right? We have the original of this deed. We don&#039;t have the original of uh December 31st 1841 deed. That&#039;s the exact same deed. The other difference is on the back page. You can see right there the last time it, it lists Frederick GW Smith&#039;s name. It instead says Frederick GW Williams. Frederick GW Smith had been named for Frederick G Williams, but clearly his last name was obviously Smith. So it&#039;s, it should have said that the Joseph Smith acknowledged the Joseph Smith papers acknowledges that these two deeds are the same. But then speculates that the new deed quote likely indicates that the 31st of December deed was voided and that the 17th of March deed was prepared to correct an error in the previous deed. But they don&#039;t even attempt to explain why the December 31st version, the one they claim was voided was then recorded in Carthage on July 8th, 18 44/2 years after the other deed, which we you have and which includes both Joseph and Emma&#039;s signatures had already been recorded. So this, this giant deed makes Emma&#039;s deed look like small potatoes. There. It is so much bigger. Um, it means that Emma&#039;s Children should own about 237 acres. In addition to her 68 acres, she shouldn&#039;t have anything to worry about. So, what is going on? I did seriously consider the possibility that Emma sent someone to Carthage to record them for her. Even though the Joseph Smith papers claims that she took them to Carthage herself. My first guess guess was maybe Samuel. But according to Lucy, he started getting sick after his brothers were killed and he was already very sick at this point, likely being poisoned and died just a few weeks later. So maybe Esquire, would the lawyer that Clayton writes about Emma hiring to help her? And that Clayton views with so much distrust. I could sincerely see that being a very viable possibility that Woods did indeed say that the Nauvoo records were not legally binding and that Emma would have wanted the deeds registered in Carthage and so would send Esquire Woods to do it. But as I thought about it and looked into it more again, I came to the pretty solid conclusion that that was just not possible first as we have come in. Part one. Emma didn&#039;t have access to Clayton&#039;s and to Clayton&#039;s papers, to Joseph&#039;s papers, which meant Clayton&#039;s papers, right, which I assume would include at least the vast majority of the deeds which were most often written and then recorded by William Clayton and kept with the church records and which according to Clayton&#039;s own journal, he and Brigham refused to allow Emma or her lawyer access to. So how would Emma or Woods have all of these deeds to take to Carthage? That&#039;s I think an important question, but there&#039;s a better one. It was when I looked up all of the other deeds, the Joseph Smith papers claims Emma recorded that day that I started to feel quite certain that Emma was not involved in recording these deeds in Carthage on July 8th, 1844. By this time, even according to Clayton&#039;s journal, things were tense between Emma and most of the brethren who were taking over. I don&#039;t believe there is any chance that if Emma did happen to have the deeds and send them to be registered in Carthage, even just those seven deeds that she would then hand them over to Clayton to be kept with the church to be kept with the records of the church. She certainly didn&#039;t hand over the rest of the pa the records and papers that she had, even though they so adamantly demanded them, including Joseph Smith&#039;s translation of the Bible. And yet when I looked up each of these deeds. I found that that is exactly where all of them that are still extant were with the records of the church, meaning at this point in possession of William Clayton, not Emma Smith. So fortunately when the Joseph Smith papers um claims that Emma took the deeds to Carthage, it tells us what deeds it claims that she took. So we can read exactly the list among the deeds Emma Smith took to be recorded in Carthage are two deeds from John and Melinda Robinson, Robinson Barnett, transferring property to Joseph Smith and his minor sons. One deed from Daniel H and Eliza Robinson wells to Joseph Smith for the temple lot. Three deeds from Joseph Smith conveying property to Emma or their minor Children and a deed for a lot in Nauvoo donated to the church by Orson and Marinda Nancy Johnson Hyde. So digging into these, opened up an entirely new ocean of craziness and massive funny business. Honestly, after working so hard on all of this, my brain is too exhausted to try to make any more sense of it. But I&#039;ll share what I have found and I&#039;ll share the questions that I have come up with so far and I&#039;ll let other people who are less exhausted by all of this, take a crack at it. Hopefully, people who are more adept at dealing with financial and legal documents. But first of all, it&#039;s hard to make any sense of why these would be the deeds that Emma would choose to record. Four of which had absolutely nothing to do with her or her Children. But we&#039;re transferring property to the church or to Joseph Smith as the head of the church. But as I said, what is even harder to understand is how she would have had possession of these deeds, especially the four that didn&#039;t have anything to do with her or her Children. And most of which were written by Clayton and several of which had been recorded by Clayton in the NAU registry, meaning they were or at least had been in his possession. But the hardest thing to understand is how if Emma had registered any of these deeds in Carthage, the church would then have possession of them since Emma would absolutely not have given them to Clayton or to the 12. So I think the two deeds that demonstrate all of these things the best are the and the two that I want to dig into are also two that we miraculously have originals for. And so they are the deed for the temple lot from David H and Eliza Robinson Wells and the seemingly random deed from Orson and Marinda, Nancy Johnson Hyde for one lot to Joseph Smith as trustee and trust one of the many one dollar deeds on the pre printed forms. So again, why would Emma include those? So we&#039;ll start with the Orson and Marinda Hyde deed. This is the Hancock County version where you that you can see was recorded July 8th 1844 in Carthage. And here is the original from the source note which I&#039;ll go ahead and share with you. It says the source note on the Joseph Smith papers project at about this. It says handwriting of William Clayton witnessed by William Clayton recorded in Nauvoo. It doesn&#039;t tell that, but that&#039;s what it means. 10th of February 1843 William Clayton on behalf of Joseph Smith, um and Chauncey Robinson eighth of July 1844 the name I said to remember above right. Chauncey Robinson, he was the um Carthage City recorder who recorded several of these deeds. The document contains a continuing, the document contains a docket and notations by William Clayton who served as scribe to Joseph Smith from 1842 to 1844 and as a nut temple recorder from 1842 to 1846. Below the docket are notations by Clayton identifying when the deed was recorded in Nauvoo Illinois. And notations by Chauncey Robison who served as Hancock County Illinois recorder from 1839 to 1847 identifying when the deed was recorded in a Hancock County deed book, an additional notation by John S Fulmer. He was a Nauvoo polygamist who was appointed trustee in trust by the 12 after Joseph&#039;s death and he went straight to Salt Lake City. He records the transfers of the property to Hyrum. Kimball sometimes be sometime between 1846 and 1848. After Kimball purchased the property, he was apparently given this earlier deed, this dog and other papers in the possession of Kimball, the Kimball Kimball descendants were donated to the church history department. Ok. That was a lot to read. Maybe I lost you all the re the purpose for reading. All of that is to show that we know how the church got this document, right? We know that Emma never had it. Emma never had this deed that is spelled out very clearly. If it was too confusing, go ahead and pause and reread that. So you&#039;ll understand exactly what it&#039;s saying. From the historical introduction. It says William Clayton appears to have spent considerable time issuing, receiving and recording deeds on behalf of Joseph Smith as trustee and trust on the 10th of February 1843. That&#039;s a date we&#039;ve that has come up already. One of the many deeds Clayton handled that day was this donation from the Hyde on the 10th of February. The hys apparently brought this in initial deed to Clayton to be recorded in nau&#039;s registry of deeds. And at the same time indicated their desire to donate the property to the church. After Clayton completed the printed form, the Hyde signed it with Clayton Witnessing and Ebenezer Robinson then certified it. Clayton then recorded it in the registry of deeds for Joseph Smith. And certified on the deed that he had done. So that same day, Clayton also deeded a separate property to Marinda on behalf of Joseph Smith as trustee and trust in July 1844. Shortly after Joseph&#039;s death, the deed to the donated property was recorded in a Hancock County Illinois deed book. Ok. There is a lot here, but we&#039;re going to stay focused on just the question at hand. What does this deed have to do with Emma? How would she have even known about it, let alone had possession of it? And why would she have wanted this particular deed registered at Carthage William Clayton. On the other hand, was all over this deed. He wrote it, recorded it and even wrote a deed in return to Marinda that same day, quote on behalf of behalf of Joseph. And yes, for anyone wondering and jumping ahead to what will cover in part three, that deed by Clayton without Joseph Smith even present is one of the very deeds people use to claim Joseph was deeding property to his supposed wives that will be coming in part three. So what&#039;s going on here? There&#039;s something going on, but I don&#039;t think it&#039;s what we say it is and to make matters even more fun. Let&#039;s look at the receipt preserved with the document in the church archive. Documents that were in Emma Smith&#039;s possession were not stored in the church archive. They did not come across the plains with the Saints, right? The Joseph Smith papers list who owns them or if they are in the church possession. Now, how they were obtained? This one was just in church possession all the time. So this is that little note that tells when everything was recorded, right? And you can see that on the eighth of July, someone paid their $1 fee. And it says, I chauncey Robinson recorder of the said county do hereby certify that the annex deed and cert certificate to Joseph Smith&#039;s trustee and trust from Orson Hyde and wife were filed, were this day filed and duly recorded. Um So a quick reminder about chauncey Robinson. He was the man I said to remember who despite not being a member of the church was a member of the Nauvoo Masonic Lodge and who with William Clayton. And he was the man who William Clayton enacted business with on behalf of Joseph Smith. And in fact, they had quite a bit of dealing. I have found no evidence, however, that MS had any interaction with him. So again, I will ask who most likely recorded this deed in Carthage right. Now, let&#039;s look at the next deed that we&#039;re going to dig into. This is the one from Daniel and Eliza Wells for um the temple lot that was recorded in Carthage also July 8th 1844. And again, we have the original of this deed to change things up a bit this original deed actually wasn&#039;t written by William Clayton. So let&#039;s again, look at the source note from the Joseph Smith papers on the eighth of February 1843 William Clayton, acting as Joseph Smith&#039;s clerk, certified the deed on or after the eighth of July 1844 the day it was recorded in Carthage. The deed was docketed by Clayton by Clayton who served as scribe to Joseph Smith from 1842 to 1844 and as Nabu Temple recorder from 1842 to 1846 the document was also docketed by, by Thomas Bullock who served as Joseph Smith scribe from 1843 to 1844 and as clerk to the church historian and recorder from 1845 to 1865. By 1973 the document had been included in the Joseph Smith collection at the church historical department. Now Church history Library, the documents, the documents early docket and its inclusion in the Joseph Smith collection by 1973 indicate continuous institutional custody. So there you have it, there is really no question about this deed. Emma never had it. It has been in the custody of the church since it was recorded by Clayton in be on behalf of Joseph Smith and Chauncey Robinson. And so that&#039;s there. It is again, right from the historical introduction, I&#039;ll read that. Now, the certification on the reverse side of the deed explains that William Clayton recorded a copy of it in the NAUE Registry of Deeds Book. A on or shortly after eighth of February 1843 and on um on eighth of July 1844 Hancock County Recorder Chauncey Robison certified the original copy of the copy of the deed and then copied it into Hancock County deed book. And that same day, the original copy of the deed from which the two other copies were made is featured here there. It is. How in the world can we claim that it was Emma who took these deeds to Carthage? I, I just, I don&#039;t understand it at all how the historians on the Joseph Smith papers project claim that maybe it&#039;s something like um the right hand doesn&#039;t know what the left hand is doing and they haven&#039;t gotten into it and it&#039;s something that they just need to correct. Well, then I hope they will correct it because it actually is a pretty big deal when trying to resolve this narrative. So I know that there is a lot more to these deeds than what I am currently digging out. The main thing I am hoping to accomplish in this portion of this presentation is to make it clear that Emma Smith was clearly not the one who took or even sent all of these deeds to Carthage to have them recorded on July 8th 1844. I don&#039;t know how that anybody can claim otherwise. And that&#039;s not all there&#039;s more in the midst of all of this research. I was able to find a few additional items that were registered in Carthage recorded in Carthage July 8th 1844 that aren&#039;t even included in what they say Emma took first. Is this extremely important deed written to Joseph Smith July 7th, 1843 5 days before Revelation Day, which has direct bearing on which lots. Clayton included as the unencumbered lots in the deed. He wrote that same day to Emma and her Children and the deed he wrote to Hyrum the same day. There&#039;s too much to explain here and I&#039;m sure we are all too burned out to go into it, but just know that you absolutely cannot adequately understand which lots Clayton included in the deed he wrote to Emma and to Hiram without looking into this deed, Clayton&#039;s journal doesn&#039;t say anything about this extremely relevant deed. At least not the portion that we have access to. Again, it would be great if they would release the journals. And so now let&#039;s look at, um, this, oh, this is the, um, Joseph Smith&#039;s journal, right? Really Willard Richards record for this day. And, um, I highlight that this is the page I highlighted in part one to show how suspect these records are. But this is that same July 7th when this deed was supposedly recorded, which is extremely important. This journal entry gives us plenty of information about this day, mainly about legal documents and about affidavits being written, but it doesn&#039;t say anything about this extremely important deed or any other deed, anyone who&#039;s interested can pause and read it if they want to. And we also don&#039;t have the original of this deed, but it was witnessed by William Clayton. So he definitely knew about it and possibly had it. I mean, it&#039;s, you know, he&#039;s the one that signed as the witness and I think it is fair to assume that it may just have been in his handwriting, the original and it had absolutely nothing to do with Emma and it was recorded this day in Carthage. But in addition to that, there is this crazy record that&#039;s related to the deed I just showed you. Look at this, the sideways part that I&#039;ve blown up on the bottom. Um is the July 7th deed to Smith Tuttle and John Gillett and Horace Hot, July Hotchkiss, July 7th the same day as that last deed I just showed you and it says that it&#039;s from Joseph Smith, Emma Smith, Hiram Smith, Mary Smith, Sidney Rigdon and Phoebe Rigdon. So this is just insane. It&#039;s the same day as the bond we just discussed and it&#039;s written the record it&#039;s written on top of is the August 12th, 1839 bond from Horace Hot to Joseph Hiram in Sydney for 100 $10,000 for the land they as the first presidency of the church purchased in what would become Nauvoo. So, um, I was going to read to you what it says, but I won&#039;t worry about it. Just know that it claims to be signed by all of those people, the husband and wife teams that I talked about. And again, there&#039;s no original. It does include a, it doesn&#039;t even include a date that it was recorded sideways on top of the other. But at this point, based on all of the surrounding information, we might be able to make a reasonably decent guess of when that was written into the book at Carthage maybe July 8th, 1844. But there&#039;s even more. This one is immensely interesting because it reintroduces our good old friend William Law. If you need a refresher, please review the episodes on the Novo expositor. Yes, that William Yacht Law and yes, I still have my fourth part on the Novo expositor coming. That will talk about the similarities between the expositor and um 132 and blow the rest of it out of the water. It&#039;s just not, not a very strong case. So this also was registered this exact same day July 8th, 1844. It was a mortgage from William Law to a member of the church named He Henry Buck Walter. As with several of the other deeds recorded this day, I haven&#039;t dug in to understand the significance of this. I just know that it was first written July 11th 1843 the day before Revelation Day, it was recorded by William Clayton in the NOVO registry. July 25th, 1843 and it was taken to be registered in Carthage July 8th, 1844 along with all of these other documents and just like recorded in the novel registry also recorded in Carthage immediately after is what is apparently called an assignment from Buck Walter assigning his claim to the land to Joseph Smith. So remember Joseph is dead and somebody is registering these documents, having them recorded in um Carthage. So these are just the ones I happened to be able to find. Spending hours perusing the Joseph Smith project, the papers looking for them. I have no idea how many others there might be. I called the Hancock County clerk&#039;s office asking about these records and asking if anyone could possibly look at them for me. But they said I would need to come to Carthage and look at them myself. And I actually found someone who lives there and he went and looked at them, but he hasn&#039;t been able to get the information and get it back to me in time for this episode. So I&#039;m really hoping that at some point, I may be able to get out there to look at these things. So again, if anyone cares to donate, I would love to go to Carthage to look at these records. But at this point, I have to admit I simply throw up the white flag and say I give up, I would love to be able to tell you what each piece of this means exactly what was happening, exactly what they were up to and why they were doing what they were doing. But after working on all of this for so long, continually finding new rabbit holes to go down, my brain is beyond exhausted and I needed to record this episode at some point to be able to give share what I have so far. I also have other topics that I need to get back to. So I&#039;m just giving you what I have and if there&#039;s anybody else who feels like taking it from here. Awesome. Please let me know what you find. So to be clear, I am not presuming to tell you exactly what William Clayton&#039;s master plan might have been. I have no idea. I just know that he was absolutely up to something I will share a thought that may or may not prove useful. Just a hunch that I think is worth looking into. So, um in late 1840 early 1841 the church leaders including Joseph Smith learned about the concept and necessity of having a trustee in trust, a person elected to legal and legally assigned to hold property for the church rather than Joseph Smith or others just owning property in their own name. The Joseph Smith papers explains that having a trustee in trust was actually required in order to incorporate the church. So this right here is the record um from the Hancock County Registry in Carthage of Joseph Smith being elected trustee in trust. And we also, it also seems very clear that while they understood the need for a trustee in trust, they didn&#039;t know that the trustee and trust was only allowed to hold a very limited amount of property. So right here, you can see it&#039;s explained two different ways and two different sources. The um the church history topics on the church website say neither Joseph other or other church leaders nor the legal council appeared to have understood that also according to the law, churches in Illinois could not own more than five acres of land. So that&#039;s what the um church website says. But I actually think that the Joseph Smith papers is more accurate and they say according to Illinois law, any religious or could be incorporated and elect trustees to hold up to five acres of property for meeting houses and 40 acres for outdoor camp meeting grounds. Joseph Smith was elected trustee and trust for the church in January 1841. And thereafter transferred considerable property that he had personally held for the church to himself as trustee in excess, in great excess of the 45 acre limit established by the state. So I do agree with both sources that it does look to me like they um learned about this problem until after Joseph&#039;s death, that the trusty and trust could only have a maximum of 45 acres. I&#039;m thinking this could definitely have come into play in the financial mess after Joseph&#039;s death. And I think that that could possibly be at least part of the motivation to forge all of these documents and try to make it appear that Joseph held less property as trustee and trust since anything over 45 acres might be in danger. So there is so much more that I am dying to go into, but this is more than enough for one episode. So I am going to do that in a future time, another episode on the financial mess after Joseph&#039;s death and what these guys did to Emma, it is just horrible and there will be more mic drops in this one. So to sum up, as I have repeatedly said, I do not want to give the impression that I understand the deeds or that you do after watching this, that you, that any of us fully understand the deeds. There are so many deeds and so much comp complexity that while this episode is hopefully a big step forward in helping us all understand the deeds and finances better. There is a lot more work to do. And the main point I am hoping to communicate in this episode is that nobody really understands the deed, uh the deeds, I feel quite confident in saying that after watching this, you now understand Joseph&#039;s deeds far better than any of the people I have heard using them to make claims about Joseph&#039;s polygamy. I am hoping has become clear that not only can the Nauvoo deeds not be used as evidence, smoking gun or otherwise to prove who Joseph&#039;s wives were and that he deeded land to deeded land to them, which we will get into in part three, which will respond more specifically to Bill Riel&#039;s claims about the land deeds and um about his statistical analysis. But beyond that, I am really hoping it is now clear that the simple picture that has been painted for us, that William Clayton&#039;s journals prove that Emma&#039;s deed was about Joseph&#039;s polygamy. And that Emma&#039;s deed in return proves that William Clayton&#039;s journals are valid is simply not true quite the opposite. As I said before. A little knowledge really is a dangerous thing. A perfect comparison is how long we all simply knew that Joseph taught polygamy because of section 132 and a small section of this book, teachings of the prophet Joseph Smith compiled by Joseph Fielding Smith page 324 and 325 which some of us overachievers actually read and which cites directly to the documentary history of the church volume six page 46 which a few double overachievers may also have read to confirm that what they were reading in this book was act was indeed accurate. Um and it&#039;s, it&#039;s the now famous October 5th journal entry, which is the one place where we have Joseph Smith teaching polygamy where he says, um gave instruction to try those persons who were preaching, teaching or practicing the doctrine of plurality of wives. For according to the law, I hold the keys of this power in the last days. For there is never but one on earth at a time on whom the power and its keys are conferred. And I have constantly said no man shall have but one wife at a time unless the Lord directs otherwise. Right there it is we but it wasn&#039;t until we had the Joseph Smith papers that we could read what the journal actually said and it actually said, walked up and down the street with scribe and gave instructions to try those who were preaching, teaching or practicing the doctrine of plurality of wives. On this law, Joseph forbids it and the practice thereof, no man shall have but one wife. Now that we have access to the Joseph Smith papers, we can see what the original journal actually said. And more than that, we can see when and how they changed it and changed it from saying one thing to saying exactly the opposite before we knew this, we all knew for sure that Joseph Smith was a polygamist, right? We also learned that the original section 101 in both of Joseph Smith&#039;s versions of the doctrine and covenants denied an adamantly opposed plural marriage. And that in August 1852 Brigham Young pulled the revelation that became Section 132 out of his desk. And that 40 two years later, section 101 was removed and section 132 was added to the doctrine and covenants erasing all traces of Joseph&#039;s actual teachings. There are too many other examples to include here, but with all of those things, the little bit of knowledge we had meant we knew for sure, we knew everything we needed to know, right? It wasn&#039;t until we could see these things that we were able to understand how insufficient information had been and thus how faulty our conclusions had been. Again and again, when we&#039;ve been able to look more closely, we have found that what we had been told was the very best evidence for Joseph&#039;s polygamy quickly became the exact opposite. It was the very best evidence for what the polygamy conspirators actually did in their desperate effort to falsely paint Joseph as a polygamist and take over and rewrite church history in order to create the false narrative. I hope that this research and presentation will make what has become apparent with Joseph&#039;s forged journal entry. And the forged polygamy revelation also become apparent with William Clayton&#039;s forged nuvo journal and the forged deeds to, to Emma and Hiram where it was thought that that Clayton&#039;s journal entry and the deeds to Emma and her Children proved Joseph&#039;s polygamy. I hope everyone can. Now see that Emma&#039;s deed and Hiram&#039;s deed and all of the rest of it should at the very least call into very serious question, the integrity and validity of William Clayton&#039;s nau journal. So again, I freely admit, I cannot say for certain what all of this means, why all of these unsigned deeds were written and then either hidden or recorded what exactly Clayton&#039;s strategy was what he was hoping to accomplish. I have my thoughts but but I can&#039;t put together a coherent explanation yet and everyone can have their own thoughts. But the fact that I can&#039;t tell you exactly what he was doing is not a reason to dismiss all of this evidence or the very serious problems it poses to the standard polygamy narrative. I really hope that nobody challenges this information simply by saying, well, why would Clayton do that and, and insisting that this information is only credible if I can tell you exactly what they were doing and why as if you can only understand that something is not right. If you have already answered all of the questions about everything involved in it, that&#039;s just not how it works. So in closing, I&#039;ll just demonstrate this with a popular meme if I order this beautiful wedding cake for my daughter&#039;s wedding, but instead the baker delivers this, I don&#039;t need to be able to tell you exactly how many eggs are in the cake or how many cups of sugar or flour. I don&#039;t need to tell you the entire recipe or be able to tell you every single thing the baker did wrong and why they did it in order to know that the cake you are giving me is not the cake you promised. And in order to say I am not accepting that cake, the same holds true. Here, I&#039;m being told it&#039;s one thing. And when I get in, I am seeing something very different. And here&#039;s another example, if you come to my store and try to pass off these bills as legitimate, I don&#039;t need to be able to tell you exactly who the counterfeiter is, where they set up their operation, what ink and paper they use or anything else. In order to say, nope, I&#039;m not accepting those bills. I can see for myself that they are not what they claim to be. The same exact thing goes here. I don&#039;t need to be able to answer every single possible question in order to know that the Joseph Smith polygamy narrative does not work. The evidence presented is not what it claims to be instead consistently. Every single time when I dig in, I find this, I don&#039;t need to answer every single possible question about motive strategy, et cetera. In order to say, Nope, I&#039;m not accepting your narrative. It is not what you say it is. I&#039;m not accepting Brigham&#039;s and Clayton&#039;s dirty deeds. And I don&#039;t think you should either. I think all of us should go back to the sources and try again, hopefully accepting the help that so many of us are freely offering. I hope that that&#039;s what the historians will do and anyone pushing the Joseph Smith narrative. So again, although I started out feeling like this topic was a bit of a waste of time and only necessary to respond to what I saw as rather silly claims. I am now extremely glad that it was presented and that I was forced to dig in like this. It has been incredibly difficult, but I think it has been extremely worthwhile. So thank you so much for sticking this difficult one out as we&#039;ve got deep into the weeds of the dirty deeds and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 103: ALL Over the Map with Rock Waterman&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 103&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2024-01-28&lt;br /&gt;
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 | tags = Church History, Israel, Joseph Smith, Palestine&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Thank you Rock for this great conversation!&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;We go all over the place! We discuss his early blog about Joseph&#039;s polygamy, his recent blogs about Israel and Palestine, the current situation of the church, and much more.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
 | links = * [https://puremormonism.blogspot.com/2010/06/why-im-abandoning-polygamy.html Why I’m Abandoning Polygamy, by Rock Waterman]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/doctrine-and-covenants-1835/259 Doctrine and Covenants section 101 - 1835 edition]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://restorationbookstore.org/pages/joseph-smith-fought-polygamy-online Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy, by Richard and Pamela Price]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://puremormonism.blogspot.com/2020/01/joseph-smith-and-polygamy-persistence.html Joseph Smith and Polygamy: Persistence of a Myth, by Rock Waterman]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://puremormonism.blogspot.com/2023/10/how-mormons-should-think-about-war-in.html &amp;quot;How Mormons Should Think About The War In Israel,&amp;quot; by Rock Waterman]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aE9_2aQajno Episode 71: One “Polygamy Denier’s” Response to Bill Reel, RFM, and Brian Hales]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.fairlatterdaysaints.org/conference/august-2009/the-kirtland-safety-society R. McKay White article on the Kirtland Safety Society]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE Episode 78: RLDS Church History and Defending Joseph w/ Cheryl and Dan Clute]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI Episode 94: Historical Malpractice Part 1 – A Conversation with Whitney Horning]&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039;Topics Index:&#039;&#039;&#039;&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=0m0s 0:00] Intro&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1m30s 0:01:30] Rock&#039;s blog post on polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=37m20s 0:37:20] Interview begins&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=46m40s 0:46:40] Rock&#039;s views on the LDS church&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h4m55s 1:04:55] Thoughts on Israeli &amp;amp;amp; Palestine&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m55s 1:44:55] Joseph&#039;s monogamy&lt;br /&gt;
 | scriptures = * Why I&#039;m abandoning polygamy: like all good Latter day saints of my generation, I&#039;ve always been a committed polygamist to be clear, I&#039;ve never been a practicing polygamist. You could say I&#039;m a polygamist in the same sense that I&#039;m a nutritionist. I know nutrition is out there; I&#039;m told it&#039;s good for me, and I always figured that one day I would probably get around to practicing good nutrition. That&#039;s kind of how I thought about polygamy most of my life. It was out there in the future somewhere, but not necessarily all that relevant to me at the moment. Those of you new to the church in the last couple of decades may be surprised to learn that when we old timers were growing up, we were taught that someday they&#039;ll bring back polygamy. And at that day, the faithful among us would finally jump back into the pool. Plural marriage is after all an eternal principle, the suspension of which we were frequently told was only temporary. I can attest to that. That is true. That is what many of us grew up believing when I was a young single man. My attitude toward polygamy was somewhat ambivalent. What did I care whether I ended up with one wife or 70? Just as long as I got to do it with somebody, just give me that first wedding night and we could discuss numbers later.&amp;quot; I love Rock. I mean, this is brilliant. &amp;quot;So while growing up, whenever someone spoke up in Sunday school or seminary, with a reminder that someday we would all be required to practice the principal, I was ok with it. Sure, fine, whatever. Then one day I met my soulmate, sorry girls. He&#039;s married. Few men actually have the good fortune to meet and marry their actual soulmate. The first time out, some guys find her eventually, but it often takes a second marriage or a third most. Never do. I hit pa or the first time out I knew Connie was the one. The moment I saw her, I recognized her from my dreams I&#039;ve known from the beginning that after finding her, there was no possibility of my ever wanting to take on any additional wives. Just not gonna happen ever. Connie is my one and only, my kindred spirit. We&#039;re one couple indivisible and we ain&#039;t sharing our bed with nobody else. Luckily, for us, we&#039;ll never have to because I&#039;m happy to announce that while I&#039;m firmly devoted to most of the tenets of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I no longer believe in the doctrine of plural marriage.&amp;quot; I just love this again. It was 2010. A lot of us weren&#039;t even thinking that much about this topic at that point.  &amp;quot;I&#039;ll bet you don&#039;t really believe in it either. Not enough to start living it right now. If you were, if you were told to, as for me, I&#039;ve had a real paradigm shift in my thinking and it came to me after reading the [https://restorationbookstore.org/pages/joseph-smith-fought-polygamy-online book by Richard and Pamela Price entitled &amp;quot;Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy&amp;quot;.]&lt;br /&gt;
* How men nearest the prophet attached polygamy to his name in order to justify their own polygamous crimes. Yeah, I know. Stay with me here. The first time. I was made aware of this book, I did what every good Mormon boy would do. I ignored it after all. Everyone knows that the doctrine of plural marriage came to us through Joseph Smith. Right. Spoiler. Alert. No, it didn&#039;t. I own Todd Compton&#039;s book, &amp;quot;In Sacred loneliness. The plural wives of Joseph Smith&amp;quot;, wherein he traces the lives of the estimated 33 women who are believed to have been secretly married to Joseph Smith at Nauvoo. There may have been some disagreement among scholars about the exact number of wives the prophet had. But surely no one doubts the basic story. We all know Joseph kept the practice secret, so as not to give his enemies cause and to mollify his jealous wife, Emma. But to suggest that Joseph Smith may have actually fought against the doctrine of plural marriage was to me an absurd supposition. It was not even worth thinking about&amp;quot;, something many of us have been told, right? And many of us have heard that. &amp;quot;But I had an experience a couple of years ago that convinced me to take a second look at this hypothesis. I was reading Richard Van Wagner&#039;s biography of Sidney Rigdon and send on page 292. Jumped out at me. The author was discussing how often and adamantly the prophet Joseph Smith attacked polygamy and those who promoted it. The this is quoting from Richard Van Wagner&#039;s book. &#039;The prophet warned against iniquitous characters who say they have authority from Joseph for the first presidency and advising them not to believe anything is coming from us contrary to the established morals and virtues and scriptural laws. The sisters were urged to denounce any man who made polygamous proposals and to shun them as the flying serpents, whether they are prophets, seers, revelators, patriarchs, 12 apostles, elders, priests, majors generals, city councilors, aldermen, marshals, police, lord mayors or the devil. They are alike culpable and shall be made and shall be damned for such evil, evil practices.&#039; That&#039;s page 292 of Richard Van Wagner&#039;s book. Those are some pretty strong words coming from a guy who is supposedly getting a little on the side. They leave no room for equivocation. Joseph Smith was unmistakably condemning to hell any man who advocated polygamy even if that man was the prophet himself. So who&#039;s putting words in Joseph Smith&#039;s mouth? The author of Sydney Rigdon&#039;s biography is also the author of &#039;Mormon Polygamy, a history&#039;, which was the first major overview of the practice and he knows the subject. Well, Van Wagener does not question the widely held belief that Joseph Smith practiced plural marriage, but like many who write about him, he finds Joseph&#039;s apparent schizophrenia baffling. further down the page. We read this: &#039;The prophet&#039;s most pointed denial of plural marriage occurred on October 5th 1843 in instructions pronounced publicly on the streets of Nauvoo, Willard Richards wrote in Smith&#039;s diary that Joseph, quote, gave instructions to try those who were preaching, teaching or practicing the doctrine of plurality of wives. Joseph forbids it and the practice thereof. No man shall have but one wife&#039;. What really popped out at me was what was Van Wagner&#039;s footnote to the above quote on page 303 quote when incorporating Smith&#039;s Journal into the history of the church. Church leaders under Brigham Young&#039;s direction deleted 10 keywords from this significant passage and added 49 others so that it now reads, quote, gave instructions to try those persons who are preaching, teaching or practicing the doctrine of plurality of wives. This is the addition for according to the law, I hold the keys of this power in the last days. For there is never but one on earth at a time on whom the power and its keys are conferred. And I have constantly said no man shall have but one wife at a time unless the Lord directs otherwise. it is commonly known that the seven volume History of the Church which purports to have been written by Joseph Smith himself was substantially added to and edited after the prophet&#039;s death. After all, Joseph Smith did leave great gaps in the narrative. And if his history was to be complete, the account required additional input from subsequent church historians, additions of the massive work were still being tweaked by BH Roberts as late as 1912. Still, it struck me that the passage above had been substantially doctored. So as to completely change its meaning, it put words into the prophet&#039;s mouth that he simply had not spoken. words, that in fact contradicted what he had said, the added words I&#039;ve highlighted in bold italics above could incline the reader to conclude that Joseph equivocated on the subject. But it&#039;s clear from his original words that he did not; missing entirely from Joseph&#039;s statement in the official history is the primary primary imperative. Joseph forbids it and the practice thereof. This is not editing for clarification. This is prevarication, a lie, a calculated attempt to change church history. I felt it was high time. I found out for myself what Joseph Smith had actually said about plural marriage in his own words. So I ordered a copy of [https://restorationbookstore.org/pages/joseph-smith-fought-polygamy-online Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy]&lt;br /&gt;
* from restoration bookstore.org and read it thoroughly. I admit to approaching the book with skepticism. I consider myself pretty well read in the history of the Missouri Nauvoo period, so I figured I&#039;d spot the flaws in this thesis right off the bat. But the startling conclusion I came to is that most historians, both Mormon and non Mormon who have taught that Joseph Smith was a secret polygamist were proceeding from a false assumption. Several false assumptions. Actually not the least of which was that many women who claim to have been Joseph Smith&#039;s plural wives had no reason to lie. The truth is the precise opposite. They had some very good reasons to lie. The true origins of Mormon polygamy. You have probably never heard of the Cochranites  because this odd religious community simply vanished from history sometime in the late 1830&#039;s, while they were on the scene though they stirred up quite a fuss and enjoyed no small amount of notoriety. Richard and Pamela Price, the husband and wife, authors of Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy, reproduced several articles from books and newspapers of the era that tell of the charismatic leader, Jacob Cochran who convinced some 2000 supporters that what he called the patriarchal order, that is polygamy as practiced by Father Abraham was the proper mode of marriage and that this spiritual wifery was ordained of God. By the time of Jake Cochran&#039;s death in 1829 there were still upwards of 1000 dedicated polygamists in the movement he founded and they settled themselves up and down the borders of Maine and Massachusetts with the main body in Saco, Maine. When the first Mormon missionaries arrived in the area in 1832 they found the Cochranites to be extremely receptive to the message of the restoration, accustomed as they already were to following the the tradition of the ancient patriarchs, It was not difficult for them to accept the message that the ancient church of Christ had been restored with all of its gifts. The missionaries tarried among the Cochranites for several months and many one and won many converts, no doubt during their prolonged interaction with each other, the Cochranites shared their philosophy of plural marriage with the Mormon elders. The Cochran stronghold was such a fruitful place for convert converts that the young church of Christ held a conference in Seiko in 1834. 9 of the 12 apostles were in attendance. Although the Cochranites vanished from the history books. By the end of the decade, they hadn&#039;t really disappeared. They had simply been folded into Mormonism, selling their farms and shops and moving to Kirtland and eventually nauvoo bringing their polygamous families and teachings with them. A cancer is detected. Some of these converts to the church continued to practice their polygamous lifestyle discreetly while others openly sought to recruit other Mormons to, quote the patriarchal order. Before long, church leaders took notice and denounced the practice in short order. The 1835 edition of the Doctrine and covenants included this article on marriage in [https://www.josephsmithpapers.org/paper-summary/doctrine-and-covenants-1835/259 section 101]&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;inasmuch as this church has been reproached with a crime of fornication and polygamy. We declare that we believe that one man should have one wife and one woman but one husband&#039;. If you turn to section 101 in your Doctrine and covenants today, you won&#039;t find that passage. It was removed when the Doctrine and Covenants was reprinted in 1876. The quorums of the 70 out at Kirtland also made it known that polygamists would not be tolerated within that body when they adopted a resolution that which stated that they would have no fellow fellowship with any elder who is guilty of polygamy. The practice of polygamy was become an open secret among some of the saints in Nauvoo and Joseph was continually being asked by non-members if Mormons believed in having more wives than one. He published his official response to this question in the elders journal. No, not at the same time. But they believe if their companion dies, they have the right to marry again. while imprisoned in liberty jail, Joseph denounced polygamy and all its manifestations. In a letter he wrote to the Saints in Caldwell County ending with the warning that &#039;if any person has represented anything otherwise than what we now write, they will have willfully misrepresented us.&#039; It&#039;s amazing every time I read all of these sources, I&#039;m amazed at what happened. Joseph Smith&#039;s denunciations of polygamy were frequent and fervent. He considered the practice a plague that must be stamped out or it would eventually lead the church to the very brink of destruction. But even he was not prepared to learn that some of his best friends were seducing women by claiming the authority to do so came from him, with friends like these. It&#039;s not unusual for many of us today to assume that when the church was young, Joseph Smith knew everyone in town and everyone knew him, but this wasn&#039;t true. Some members lived their entire lives without having personally met the prophet. Thus, it was with a young lady by the name of Sarah Miller who was a member of the choir during one of brother Joseph&#039;s  sermons, condemning polygamy. Sarah became immediately alarmed at what she heard and quickly confessed to church authorities that she had been engaging in illicit sexual activities under the belief that Joseph Smith himself had authorized it. The gullible girl told a tale of having been seduced by Chauncey Higby, a prominent Nauvoo attorney who told her, she said that it was no harm to have sexual intercourse with women if they would keep it to themselves and continually urged me to yield to his desires and urged me vehemently and said, he and Joseph were good friends and he Joseph teaches me this doctrine and allows me such privileges and there is no harm in it. And Joseph Smith says, so. Higby duped the innocent girl into believing that she was Higby&#039;s spiritual wife and that in time they would be married, several other women soon came forward telling similar tales. It turned out that chauncey Higby, his brother Francis and several others were having their way with many women using the line that Joseph Smith sanctions such seductions. as these women came forth to the Nauvoo High Council with their affidavits. A common thread emerged that as even the prophet himself. It seems that if any of these men encountered resistance to the claim that Joseph Smith approved their actions, they merely took the young lady to see the second most prominent citizen in Nauvoo and he would assure them that yes, it was all right, Joseph Smith says so. this unethical pad was seducing many women himself by telling them that Joseph Smith had received a revelation which allowed men to have plural wives, a scoundrel in the city of the Saints. I&#039;ve long felt that if ever there was a Mormon whose life story would make a fascinating movie, John C Bennett was that guy. But the movie would have a very, very bad ending. It&#039;s very likely that Nauvoo who would never have become the impressive city that it was had it not been for the able assistance of Doctor Bennett. Bennett arrived among the saints precisely when he was needed most.  just after the saints had been expelled from Missouri and were now gathering weak, sick and destitute on the Illinois side of the river, he appeared like a knight on a white horse and Joseph Smith was grateful and relieved to be offered assistance from such such a capable personage as the well appointed Doctor Bennett, a one time colleague of Sydney Rigden, Bennett joined the church at Nauvo and immediately took charge of things, supervising the draining of the swamps and mapping out the city plots. Joseph welcomed the assistance of Doctor Bennett who came prescribing a miracle medicine quinine for the malaria which was killing the saints and also bringing great visions and expertise in city planning schools, a university, commerce and militia, a Masonic lodge and political stability. The grateful citizens of the city he built, elected John C. Bennett, their first mayor of Nauvoo. Bennett&#039;s credentials were impressive, in addition to being a medical doctor, Bennett had also been a brigadier general, a quartermaster general, the dean of one university and the president of another, a horticulturalist, a postmaster general, a preacher, and an attorney. And now he was the mayor of the fastest growing city on the Mississippi. If anyone had shown up on the scene today with a resume like that, he would instantly be pegged as a fraud and an impostor which it turned out. Bennett was, but Bennett was brilliant and capable and he actually knew his step. So no one in navuoo thought to question the hats and savior who had appeared in their hour of need. Nauvoo grew prosperous and impressive under Bennett&#039;s rule. He became easily the most prominent citizen of the city next to the prophet Joseph Smith himself. Bennett lodged with the Smiths and became fast friends with the prophet. And when Sydney Rigdon took ill Joseph even made Bennett first counselor in the first presidency of the church when it was revealed that Bennett has been, had been using Joseph&#039;s good name in order that he and his friends could bed unsuspecting Mormon women, Joseph quietly conducted an investigation. He sent Bishop George Miller to Ohio to look into the good doctor&#039;s background. Miller reported that Bennett had lived in 20 towns in as many years and he has the vanity to believe he is the smartest man in the nation and if he cannot at once, be placed at the head of the heap, he soon seeks a situation, always, always pushing himself into places and situations entirely beyond his abilities. And the next thing his friends hear of him, he is off in another direction. Joseph Smith was coming to the realization that his friend had cleverly maneuvered himself into positions of importance at Nauvoo for one purpose. He was building himself a personal empire. Bishop Miller reported one more thing. John C Bennett, the most popular and eligible bachelor in Nauvoo had a wife and Children who whom he had abandoned back in Ohio. When Joseph confronted Bennett with the evidence of his crimes, Bennett wept and blubbered and promised to repent, begging the council not to make his sins public for fear of how such news would affect his poor mother. But it wasn&#039;t his mother that Bennett was concerned about. It was the damage that exposure would mean for his broader political ambitions. Mercy may have ultimately been Joseph Smith&#039;s undoing, for He agreed that as long as Bennett was sincerely repentant, he would not make his sins public. Joseph made similar agreements with the Higby brothers when they wept and blubbered and begged, so without fanfare or publicity, the high council of the church quietly withdrew the hand of fellowship from John C. Bennett. He resigned as mayor of Nauvoo and Joseph Smith took his place. Bennett made an official statement before the city council in which he stated that Joseph Smith was strictly virtuous and he also provided Joseph with a lengthy affidavit swearing that at no time, did Joseph Smith suggest or give him authority to hold illicit intercourse with women. Bennett further stated in the affidavit that he hoped the time may come when I may be restored to full confidence and fellowship and my former standing in the church. But poor doctor Bennett just couldn&#039;t keep his breaches buttoned. when it was discovered weeks later that Bennett was continuing his illicit activities, Joseph Smith preached a public sermon against Bennett and his false teachings. That was the end of it for John Cook Bennett, he was finished. And so he knew what was any chance to be elected to the Illinois State legislature, a position he desired very much and for which he had no hope of attaining without the support of the Mormons. General Bennett was cashiered out of the Nauvoo Legion and expelled from the Masonic lodge. He himself has had founded, he was also expelled from the church. He left town in disgrace, but he vowed that neither Joseph Smith nor the citizens of Nauvoo had heard the last of him, he would get revenge against them all. Then it ended up in Carthage where he began to write a series of letters that were printed in newspapers far and wide exposing Joseph Smith as a polygamist and charging him with seduction, murder, treason and other crimes. A few months later, Bennett published a book entitled The History of the Saints or an expose of Joe Smith and Mormonism. It was largely the inflammatory charges contained in those letters in that book that got the non Mormon populace so riled up against Joseph Smith, that in the end, some were even willing to murder him. As Doctor Robert D Foster said of Bennett, he tried to father all his own iniquity upon Joseph Smith. Ironically, many of the things faithful Mormons today believe about Joseph Smith concerning polygamy can be traced to the ugly lies originally promoted by the vindictive Doctor Bennett. A testimony against the centers. Although John Bennett gave Joseph Smith no end of grief, he was by no means the only person close to the prophet discovered to be practicing plural marriage. Joseph continued in his resolve to stamp out the spreading plague. The group that included Bennett and the Higby and their spiritual wives proved to be only part of the problem. The philosophy of the patriarchal order introduced to the church through the Cochranites proved very appealing to many of the saints. With the result that even some within the quorum of the 12 had come to believe in it and were secretly taking additional wives. Joseph told William Marks that he intended to expose and root out this disease from even his closest associates. But the prophet never accomplished the task because three weeks later, he was dead. It is a common belief within the church that Joseph Smith died defending his testimony of the book of Mormon. While that impressive work was clearly the crowning achievement of his short life. He left no recorded evidence that the book of Mormon was foremost on his mind either on the eve of his death or the weeks leading up to it. If you&#039;re looking for a truly fiery testimony from Joseph Smith just prior to his martyrdom, you&#039;ll find it in his vigorous defense of his singular marriage to Emma and his castigation of those advocating polygamous unions, as well as his vehement denunciation of those accusing him of impropriety less than a month before Joseph Smarter. Thousands of saints gathered to hear him denounce for the umpteenth time, the evil doctrine and those who would accuse him of promulgating it. You can find that address in the history of the church under the title, [https://www.mrm.org/joseph-smith-dissenters Address of the Prophet, his testimony against the dissenters at Nauvoo]&lt;br /&gt;
* . I am innocent of these charges he declared and you can bear witness of my innocence for you know me yourselves. What a thing it is for a man to be accused of committing adultery and having seven wives. When I can only find one, it was Joseph Smith at his fiery best. You can read excerpts from that sermon here as Richard and Pamela Price stayed in their book. Joseph wanted to get the whole matter out in the open and to put a stop to the polygamous activities which some of the apostles and their friends were practicing at the time. The book is filled with examples of Joseph Smith decrying the practice in his many sermons, as well as numerous newspaper articles and affidavits by those close to the prophet disproving the charges against him. [https://restorationbookstore.org/pages/joseph-smith-fought-polygamy-online You can read the entire book online]&lt;br /&gt;
* here as well as the yet unpublished volume two. I&#039;ll have the links below as well. I highly recommend however, that you buy yourself a hard copy of the book because it contains sketches, photos and copies of documents vital to a full appreciation for the 30 years of research the Prices  put into this effort. In the last three years of his life, Joseph took the precaution of having scribes and male companions with him at all times actions and whereabouts in order to make it impossible for his enemies to continue to con to contrive illicit affairs where, where none existed. There are absolutely no contemporary records of any woman being married to Joseph Smith except one, Emma Hale Smith. Virtually no one came for forward during Joseph Smith&#039;s lifetime claiming to be married to him. As Joseph said in a mocking reference to these Phantom wives. &#039;I wish the grand jury would tell me who they are.&#039; How we got from there to here. So what about Section 132? Isn&#039;t that a revelation? And Joseph Smith&#039;s own hand calling for the institution of plural marriage. Well, no, it isn&#039;t. That is. The revelation does clearly call for plural marriage, but it isn&#039;t in Joseph Smith&#039;s hand and no one had ever heard of it during Joseph Smith&#039;s lifetime. It showed up as if by magic, eight years after his death, after the martyrdom of Joseph and Hyrum, the Nauvoo temple was eventually finished. And some were, well, actually, no, it wasn&#039;t ever finished, but we&#039;ll go on. And so and some were soon put, putting it to use, performing secret ceremonies wherein men were being sealed to multiple wives. This was a purpose for which the first and only other Mormon temple, the one in Kirtland had never been used. in the original 1835 edition of the Doctrine and covenants, The church had issued strict rules under which all me were to be performed, Rules which are consistently violated by faithful members of the of the Lord&#039;s Church even today. All marriages in this church of Christ of latter day Saints, the declaration stated should be solemnized in a public meeting or feast prepared for this purpose. The persons to be married are to be standing together the man on the right and the woman on the left. You can read the entire rules here at the church newspaper, the Times and seasons where you&#039;ll see that the above rule is the only one practiced in this church. And that the words of the ceremony leave no room to suppose that it was ever intended that another spouse join the marriage at any future time. The mysterious D&amp;amp;amp;C 132: Once the saints were safely ensconced in Utah, plural marriage gradually became an open secret. Still before making it official church leadership needed to present it with a sharp, with a stamp of authority to assure the saints that the practice was legitimate. The mark of legitimacy would have to come from Joseph Smith as Brigham Young did not claim the gift of revelation. &#039;I don&#039;t profess to be such a prophet as we as were Joseph Smith and Daniel&#039;. He admitted, &#039;but I am a Yankee guesser.&#039; So eight years after Joseph&#039;s death at the special conference called for the purpose, President Brigham Young, a polygamist asked Apostle Orson Pratt, now also a polygamist to read aloud a document purporting to be a revelation from the Lord to Joseph Smith later to be incorporated into the doctrine of covenants as section 132. The document revealed that plural marriage was not merely approved by the Lord, but now actually required for any good latter day Saint man or woman not wishing to be damned. Brigham explained that this revelation of Joseph&#039;s which Brigham called the new and everlasting covenant, had been kept locked in a drawer in his desk all the time, but he didn&#039;t explain why it hadn&#039;t been released sooner. Joseph Smith had been publicly declaiming against the very things contained within it for a year after it was reported to have been received. Why would any prophet withhold a revelation that came directly from God? Surely any information the Lord sees fit to reveal to his people would be intended for immediate dissemination. More curious yet, this revelation is purported to have been given in July of 1843 just three months before Joseph, as both prophet and mayor angrily took to the streets of Nauvoo and threatened to prosecute any who were preaching, teaching or practicing the doctrine of plurality of wives. And further warning all citizens that they are forbidden from engaging in it. In order to accept that Joseph Smith would engage in an impromptu tirade like this after having received such a revelation, you would have to believe that he was not just an outrageous over wrought liar, you&#039;d have to believe he was completely insane. Nor does the excuse hold that Joseph had to be careful because of his many enemies, his enemies already believed he was practicing polygamy. I&#039;ve made this point so many times I loved reading it in this article. This would not be good news to them. Joseph Smith was not the type of man to limp around a controversy, especially if delivered from God. On the question of whether supposing he had believed in plural marriage, would he have shied away from declaring it? He stated, &#039;I have taught all the strong doctrines publicly and always taught stronger doctrines in public than in private.&#039; Brigham&#039;s later explanation for why the revelation was not in Joseph Smith&#039;s handwriting was that this one was actually a copy of the original as Sister Emma burnt the original. When Emma Smith back in Nauvoo, who heard this claim, she replied that she had never saw such a revelation until it was published by Pratt in the seer. This copy of a very lengthy revelation was in the handwriting of William Clayton. I think he gets that mistake and it&#039;s actually the handwriting of Kingsbury. Um formerly a scribe of Joseph Smith. He was also now a polygamist. So just to clarify that William Clayton claimed to have written the original and it was  Bishop Whitney Whitney that had Kingsbury make the copy and that&#039;s the copy that we have. Here come the brides: So how is it that today we know the names of at least 33 of Joseph Smith&#039;s alleged wives when during his lifetime, no one seemed to be able to suggest more than a couple of possible ones? After Joseph Smith&#039;s sons were grown, he three of them made their long journey to Utah to challenge the polygamous system and attempt to restore their father&#039;s good name. They made a wall of resistance out of nowhere appeared a number of women declaring that they had all been plural wives of Joseph Smith. While at Nauvoo most prominent of these women was Eliza R Snow, a well known woman of letters and now a plural wife of Brigham. Young Eliza claimed to have been married to Joseph Smith on June 29th, 1842. But this would mean she was married to him three months before she had led 1000 women and promoting a petition stating that Joseph Smith was not guilty of polygamy as doctor Bennett had charged. So was she lying then or is she lying now? See, all of these great arguments have been made long ago that we&#039;re still making. Now, Eliza was sitting pretty as the wife of the prominent governor of the territory, certainly she had much to lose if polygamy was exposed as a fraud and Brigham&#039;s empire crumbled. Besides, it&#039;s very likely that most Mormons by then firmly believed in the principle, whether it could be proven to have  originated with Joseph Smith or not. The saints felt constantly under attack from the gentiles for their peculiar ways and didn&#039;t Brigham constantly preach that lying for the Lord was not a sin but the duty of every faithful latter day saint. Curiously, Eliza Snow held the honored seat at home and in public at the right hand of Brigham Young, this position of honor was ordinarily reserved for a man&#039;s first wife. How was it Eliza Snow able to shunt wife number one out of the way and take her place. What did she know or what could she threaten to tell? nearly all the other women who claimed to have been married to Joseph Smith at one time were also in polygamous marriages to prominent church leaders. It certainly wouldn&#039;t have taken much to persuade these women to make a public statement in order to protect the society, they had struggled so hard to attain. When you examine the statements of these women, you find some of their claims to be a real stench. to their credit, Some of these women went out of their way in their declarations to maintain that their marriage to Joseph had been for eternal purposes only and that they had never been physically intimate with the prophet. So I give these ladies props for at least having the decency to not thoroughly besmirch a dead man&#039;s memory. Also, most of these women neglected to sign their names to their declarations, a clever way of protecting themselves from being called up on charges of perjury if the statements were to be challenged in a federal court. As legal affidavits, these documents are worthless (and I am still working on my episode on the affidavits. I think you guys are going to like that one.) Besides these women were soon marched through the temple to be sealed to Joseph Smith the 2nd, 2nd time in order that their marriages would now be on record. So they weren&#039;t really lying in their minds. They now truly were sealed to the prophet Joseph Smith for time in all eternity. Why not simply admit that it was all a big mistake and move on. Personally, I don&#039;t mind polygamists. In fact, I like all the ones I&#039;ve met. over the years, I&#039;ve been privileged to have several friends who chose to live that lifestyle. And I say more power to them. The women in these relationships tell me they are happy, not only to have the responsibility lifted up being the sole entertainment for their husband, but they enjoy the company of other wives in the house with them. I wouldn&#039;t for a moment, tell them I disapprove or try to intervene. (I would at this point, I would, after how much I&#039;ve learned,) why should I to each his own live and let live besides? I don&#039;t belong to their church. But I find it curious that the church I do belong to has expressed an unusual disdain for those who practice the religion my religion used to practice. I was intrigued by the reactions of many of my fellow Mormons a while back toward the FLDS polygamists in Texas. members and leaders alike scrambled to distance the church from what they considered those wacky fundamentalists. Those aren&#039;t real Mormons. I&#039;d often hear people say, of course, those people say the same about us. I&#039;ve long wondered why since Joseph Smith prophesized that the gospel of the church was destined to fill the whole earth that we would adopt a practice so repugnant to the earth&#039;s other inhabitants that it virtually guaranteed we would never gain any more converts. It seemed to me if Satan himself ever wanted to bring the momentum of the restoration to a screeching halt, he couldn&#039;t have devised a more effective scheme than declaring plural marriage a mandatory program. growth from outside the church was stagnant for almost 100 years from the 18 fifties to the 19 fifties only beginning to pick up steam when David O mckay took determined steps to shake off our unsavory reputation. Still the prospect of the future return of &#039;the principal&#039; still hung in the air like the sword of Damocles. Then one happy day during an interview with Larry King, I saw [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAsNMWwRXvs&amp;amp;amp;t=877s Gordon B. Hinckley]&lt;br /&gt;
* make it clear that we would, that we won&#039;t be dusting off that doctrine for another go around as far as we&#039;re concerned. Hinckley said &#039;it&#039;s behind us a long way. I condemn it as a practice because I think it is not doctrinal&#039;. Well, that&#039;s a relief and some and something our women folk especially can be think can be grateful for most of us wouldn&#039;t wish to be forced to live under that system even if we did still believe in it. Which brings up a question, if the church today rejects polygamy, and since the evidence is undeniable, it wasn&#039;t actually sanctioned by our founder. Why can&#039;t we simply declare it just a big silly mistake. A diversion from the true path That our misguided ancestors trod in error. But that now we&#039;re solidly back on track. I&#039;ll tell you why it&#039;s been said that Mormonism is a religion constantly running from its own history. If we let Joseph Smith off the hook by copping to this blunder, we&#039;ll just open another whole can of worms to contend with, for we would then have to address the matter of a certain missionary of the church in 1834 1 of our early apostles who insisted he was exempt from the scriptural admonishment that missionaries are to travel two by two. Instead, he traveled alone. And after the first missionaries had left Maine, he tarried four months on his own as a guest among the cochranites, lodging in their homes, night after night, taking his meals with them, chatting with them by the gradually assimilating the strange religion of his hosts while sharing the message of the restoration with them. And when he left, he took with him, a woman from that community who abandoned her own husband and Children to return home with him and become his second plural wife. When John C Bennett was to be tried before the Nauvoo High Council for spiritual wifery, Bennett asked that this particular Apostle accompany him to the hearing and intercede on his behalf. And at the time of Joseph Smith&#039;s death, this Apostle was already secretly married to four women living in Nauvoo. Of course, you&#039;ve already guessed the identity of this guy. His name was Brigham Young&amp;quot;.  And that is the blog post by Rock Waterman and on June 26th, 2010, that many people read and it opened many people&#039;s eyes that this was a topic to start investigating. So thank you again, Rock for letting me read it for. Thank you for writing it. Thank you for letting me read it and thank you for coming and talking to me.&lt;br /&gt;
* I am so excited to be here with my friend Rock Waterman and I feel like I can call you a friend Rock because we have met a couple of times in person, which is, which is pretty good in this digital age. But um I told Rock, I don&#039;t actually like, I, I should have gotten a biography from him so I could do a better introduction. I&#039;ll just tell you what I know. Rock started a blog. He told me it was in 2009 called Pure Mormonism, which I wasn&#039;t introduced to it for quite a while after that, but it&#039;s delightful. It&#039;s such an excellent blog that just cuts right to the truth of things and really with great, just great insights and a lot of humor. So it&#039;s really fun to read. And I know that Rock and his wife, Connie, I think have been married for, I don&#039;t know how many years. 40&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=38m05s [38:05]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: 3, 43 years,  44th coming up.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=38m11s [38:11]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: That&#039;s fabulous. So they&#039;re a wonderful couple and just a lot of fun. And I think that they&#039;re just people who make this world a better place. So, welcome Rock. Thank you for agreeing to come and talk to me.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=38m22s [38:22]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: my pleasure. You know, Michelle, I, I gotta tell you, I don&#039;t know how I didn&#039;t know about you. I mean, I knew you but I did not know about this forum that you have, 132 problems. It&#039;s amazing and I just learned of it a few weeks ago. So I&#039;ve been catching up a couple of I&#039;ve watched the two interviews you did with Whitney Horning because I go straight for Whitney Horning. Whenever, whenever I see something of hers, I&#039;m a Whitney Horning fan boy, I&#039;ll just, whatever she&#039;s on or reading or,  writing, I&#039;m going for it. And now I say the same thing about you. You&#039;re amazing. This is amazing work you&#039;re doing. And I gotta say this whole topic of Joseph Smith and polygamy. I look at p there is so much evidence to refute and debunk the nonsense that Joseph Smith originated and promoted  polygamy that I think a person has to be deliberately ignorant. You&#039;ve got to want to not know and, and that&#039;s what I see with, I was just watching your uh piece on Bill Reel and, and radio free Mormon RFM and I were really good friends. We talked on the phone a lot. He was always calling me and then after he did an interview with me, he stopped answering my calls. And I&#039;ve always, I&#039;ve told him repeatedly. I said you&#039;re an attorney, you should know how to think like a lawyer. This should not, this should let me put it this way. If RFM was paid to defend Joseph Smith in court, he&#039;s a trial lawyer. He&#039;d wipe them out. He&#039;d be amazing, but he doesn&#039;t want to know, he just doesn&#039;t want to hear this&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=40m11s [40:11]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: stuff. That&#039;s so interesting because I did think with a lawyer on that panel that they had, it&#039;s like, yeah, if he kept saying, I think it&#039;s a closed case, I think I&#039;m like, yeah, because you only have the prosecution. Anytime you only hear one side, it&#039;s going to look like a done deal. That&#039;s why we intentionally have a prosecution and a defense. We have two sides to argue. I, well, I should go back and say so. So Rock wrote a piece I think it was in 2010 called Why I&#039;m abandoning polygamy. That of course, will be linked below that I highly recommend. even as I was reading it, I was like, this needs to be read aloud. And I wondered if you would be ok letting me read it and release that as an episode&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=40m54s [40:54]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: by all means. No, no, go ahead and read it. I you can. I don&#039;t know if you, this isn&#039;t my regular voice. I sound more like Norman Finkelstein and Andy Devine now. I don&#039;t know what&#039;s happening his age, I guess. But, uh, yeah, please. You read it. But yeah, I&#039;d be honored. yeah, this was just in a nutshell. My generation, we grow up, we were taught that, that we knew&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=41m24s [41:24]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: about polygamy. We know, we knew that our, that we knew that Joseph started polygamy. We knew that he was a polygamist. We knew that polygamy was in Zion. And we knew that polygamy was in the celestial kingdom. That was just what it&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=41m34s [41:34]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: was. And we, and we were fine with it. You know, I was a teenage boy and we&#039;re told someday they&#039;re going to bring polygamy back. OK. But  I see people these days try to refute it without refuting it. They just ridicule people like us. They call polygamy deniers without ever addressing the evidence. Never. I wrote piece called,  This is a year or two ago pretty recently. Uh It was called Joseph Smith and Polygamy Persistence of a myth, in which I discussed a panel that had been assembled to once and for all, we&#039;re gonna settle this thing. Well, there was four or five people. They were all on one side. They didn&#039;t have a debate with anybody else. They didn&#039;t address the evidence. All they did was talk about when they had one guy and I, I&#039;ll admit right now, I was too hard on this guy.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=42m23s [42:23]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: i&#039;m gonna  link both of these podcasts because they are both, I mean, both of these blog posts, they are both very much worth reading. And I just was grinning as I was reading.  because I had to catch up on these, on these posts. So as you were reading, this was a panel that Lindsay Hanson Park did to finally settle the question of this polygamy in the exact same way, they always settle it. Just like by not addressing any of the evidence. It was, it was ridiculous. So it was actually delightful for me to, to read you. I thought you were a little bit nicer to Lindsay, how the part that I would have been inclined to be. So I like,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=43m00s [43:00]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: I like Lindsay, I like Lindsay and I, I really, and I addressed it. I, I was reluctant to bring it up because I don&#039;t want to dump on my friends. But come on, if you&#039;re going to, if you&#039;re going to settle the question once and for all, address the questions, nothing was addressed. But you&#039;ve got to, you&#039;ve got to look at what we&#039;re saying, the evidence we&#039;re showing andrefute it then or debunk it or, or dispatch it whatever. But they didn&#039;t, they just decided. And like I said, this one guy that I was, I was a little hard on, I don&#039;t know him but, you know, I ended up calling him a little liking moron because his entire argument was the people who want to believe that Joseph didn&#039;t practice polygamy. They&#039;re just so surprised by it and they&#039;ve just got to come up with an idea. No, we weren&#039;t surprised. We&#039;re all raised on it. It wasn&#039;t a problem.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=43m58s [43:58]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: I just want to tell you that. And you wrote that in 2020. I think I just looked it up because I did. the arguments have not improved, they&#039;ve not progressed. It is still that we&#039;re polygamy deniers because we&#039;re conspiracy theorists because we have to navigate our faith some way. And we&#039;ve just been so upset by learning that Joseph was a, that we have to try to make sense of it in some way. And the only thing that they do is just say, um, like, even, it&#039;s funny because you&#039;re fighting on two fronts, right? Like,  when I first came out, saying the first year of my podcast is only about polygamy is not of God. And I intentionally avoided the question of Joseph Smith because it was a big, hairy, ugly question that I didn&#039;t feel that I had clarity on. I, I thought Joseph started it. That was, I really believed that, you know. And, so anyway, so it&#039;s funny because the people that were coming after me then that are still coming after me now are the big, like, Mormon polygamy lovers, polygamy files should be like the people that are like, like some of my most, um, adoring critics, I guess I could say are people who are Mormon but are desperate for polygamy to come back. Right. And so  it&#039;s really interesting to see how anyway. I totally lost what I was just saying.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=45m16s [45:16]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock:They really want to see it come back? because I&#039;m thinking most of them would rather it go away. But I think&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=45m22s [45:22]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: that most Mormons would, but there is a huge, a huge segment of members of the church who are polygamists at heart. They are converted, committed.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=45m32s [45:32]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: That sounds like me. That&#039;s a 15 year old boy. It sounded fine to me.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=45m37s [45:37]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: The funny thing is the most like extreme and sort of hateful ones are women and they um oh, this is what I was trying to say that the, so it&#039;s, it&#039;s that side and also this side that is the RFM, the, the like anti Mormon side now a post Mormon anti woman. And they use the exact same argument. They say that&#039;s been debunked. That&#039;s an old RLDs narrative pushed by the Prices and it&#039;s been completely debunked. And I&#039;m always show me like, OK, come on, share, share, what do the paper? Give me the article. Come on and talk to me, show me where it&#039;s been debunked. Instead of debunking something all you have to do is constantly say it&#039;s debunked and you convince yourself and anyone narrow enough to believe what you say. Like, actually debunk it if it&#039;s debunkable, debunk it.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=46m22s [46:22]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: I wonder if these people even know the meaning of the word debunked. I think it means it&#039;s been ignored. We&#039;re not paying attention to that because debunked means take it, take it the evidence. Yeah. And refute. Exactly. Anyway. Oh OK. Getting back to your introduction. One of the things I wanna point out those who might not know who I am. I am a believing Mormon.  I completely embrace the book of Mormon. I revere Joseph Smith. Everything about the restoration of the Gospel. My hot button issue tends to be where the church, the corporate church, which legally changed from a religious society to a legal corporation. My problems are where that entity, the hierarchy are changing the doctrine and lying about our history. And so I point these things out, so I don&#039;t wanna be pegged as an unbeliever. I&#039;m a definitely a believer. I continue to call myself a Mormon. I was excommunicated for the sin of apostasy, which means you&#039;re criticizing the brethren. You know, that&#039;s not apostasy, apostasy is when you turn from your belief in God and, and your belief in the Gospel. But anyway, I was excommunicated for apostasy and yet they couldn&#039;t find anything, they couldn&#039;t point to one thing that I taught that was undoctrinal or historically inaccurate. I begged at the hearing. I said, just show me well. And the stake president who was running the thing he says, I just have some notes here. He was given this stuff by Russell Ballard. So, oh, my point coming around to the point, I&#039;m still a Mormon. They excommunicated me. I still call myself a Mormon. I am a Mormon because that&#039;s what you are. If you believe in the, in the book of Mormon, they can&#039;t take that away from you. You know, we&#039;re Mormons, you know, Christians and Mormons, Mormon, Christians. All right.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=48m22s [48:22]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Thank you for sharing that. I hate our practice of excommunication, particularly excommunication for apostasy. It really,  I just, I don&#039;t know, I hate it so much. I always just mourn and grieve because I think it does violence to the people who are excommunicated. But I actually think it also does violence to us as a people because it, we&#039;re, we&#039;re trained, we do it to try to um take away credibility from people. Like, like some people, if they know that I have you on my podcast who&#039;s an excommunicated member, then they won&#039;t listen or then, then I&#039;m also guilty by association, right? That&#039;s kind of the, what we are trying to accomplish, I think and, and I just find it to be like, it does not make us better people as a church.  we should be challenged. We should engage the solution to wrong ideas is better ideas. So again, like, like debunk, right?&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=49m17s [49:17]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: I wasn&#039;t excommunicated for any sin. I was excommunicated because, because the hierarchy cannot have somebody, they can&#039;t have somebody going around uh calling themselves a member of the church in good standing who&#039;s pointing out the flaws and the lies and the disingenuous nature of the leadership. That&#039;s all they, it&#039;s, the Mormon church&#039;s way of, of left wing counseling. You know, they just want to put you away but you, I, well, I was given an ultimatum. So in other words, I wasn&#039;t, I was clearly not sinning. I was given an ultimatum, stop blogging or resign from the church voluntarily or  we&#039;ll excommunicate you. So I had those two things, I could stop blogging. I could stop telling the truth or I could resign. They didn&#039;t want me, they, they wanted it so I could not claim to be and it wasn&#039;t claiming to be a member  in good standing. I was just a member of the church. But anyway, it doesn&#039;t matter.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=50m16s [50:16]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle:  OK? I just have to give voice to like how uncomfortable this topic makes me because um you know, I just, I&#039;m really careful to not to try to not criticize the brethren. I don&#039;t want people to think that that&#039;s, you know what I mean? I try to um point to truth and, and true doctrine. I think you were doing the same thing, but I don&#039;t ever want to criticize. So maybe that&#039;s the OK.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=50m41s [50:41]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: All right, I&#039;ll try to avoid that. Except for, except for the link that I&#039;m going to recommend. But I understand that&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=50m48s [50:48]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: well, and tell me how had, like, so, so you um attending church, did you kind of um give voice, you know, would you bear your testimony that the leaders are off or you or was it just because of the public, the public blog and the public persona and the New York Times.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=51m05s [51:05]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: of, one of the, one of the reasons where, you know, there are laws in, in the Doctrine Covenant of how excommunications are supposed to take place. And the first thing is a member of the congregation is supposed to complain about you and here&#039;s how it generally goes. Oh There was a, there was a guy in Joseph Smith&#039;s Day who he&#039;s an adulterer, just a regular member. I can&#039;t recall his name but his wife came to the bishop and said, my husband keeps being this uh what&#039;s the word for it? You know, unfaithful with other women and everybody knew it. And so they held a court and he was just fellowshipped, which means they withdrew the hand of fellowship, which means that now this guy can&#039;t go around telling people, &#039;Yeah, I, I&#039;m be women but I&#039;m a Mormon.&#039; You know. So that&#039;s the whole idea behind it. Withdraw the hand of fellowship because you can&#039;t have people like that in the congregation who are disobeying the core fundamentals of the faith. It&#039;s not meant to shut somebody up. But I wanted to make a point about the September 6th. I thought this was all over, the September 6th. Yeah. Back in around 89 there were six members of the church in good standing. They were intellectuals who were pointing out some of the flaws in the history and some of the shortcomings in the statements of uh of the leadership. And so these people were all in the space of just a few weeks were all excommunicated and that they were known as the September 6th. And it was such a scandal that the church would excommunicate these righteous believing members. But that never happened again for decades. I thought it was all over. But then they can&#039;t started coming after, you know, people like me, Denver Snuffer and others who were faithful believers. And that just doesn&#039;t make sense.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=52m58s [52:58]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: My perspective is I don&#039;t need to tell the leaders what they should do or shouldn&#039;t do because that&#039;s not my stewardship, you know, but as a member, I don&#039;t have to agree with everything they do. I don&#039;t have to believe false doctrines because previous presidents of the church taught them. I don&#039;t have to. Right. Like we&#039;re all free to seek the Lord, kind of, regardless of what the leaders of the church are doing. You know, they don&#039;t have to have as much  impact on us as we sometimes think. Oh, yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=53m25s [53:25]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Yeah. And of course, one of the problems that entered in is this false teaching that leaders can do no wrong. You know,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=53m36s [53:36]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: which, which is fascinating that came directly out of polygamy. I always love to tell people that they don&#039;t realize that that is completely central to polygamy. It was the first time that was said was, well, you probably know, Wilfred Woodruff when he was trying to end polygamy and a lot of the, you know,that was going directly against what previous leaders said. So anyway, I, I think that&#039;s a fact.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=53m56s [53:56]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock:I  take, I take my creed from Harold B. Lee who said, if only the would learn to get their answers from the scriptures. And he went on for a couple of paragraphs explaining why that&#039;s where everything is. And if you can&#039;t find it in the scriptures and this is what Josephus said, then it isn&#039;t. So so if, if some leader in conference says, keep your eyes riveted on the leader of the leaders of this church, we cannot lead you astray. We well, then look for the revelation where God said that.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=54m25s [54:25]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Right. Right. I love that Hyrum Smith taught that to Hyrum and Joseph. take me back to. So I just think it&#039;s fascinating that you were so early on this polygamy idea. Clear back in 2011 or 2010. Do you&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=54m42s [54:42]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: remember somewhere like that? And so I started my blog in 2009 and I was blogging once a month until so I guess by that time I was starting to come around to uh well, again, following the council of Joseph Smith and Harold B Lee, I think where we went astray is when I was a mission missionary, we taught the Joseph Smith story and we taught how Joseph met the Lord and then the line we give to the investigator is. And so Mr Brown, I testify to you that ever since this day, the Lord has had a prophet on the church to guide us and tell us what he wants us to do. Well, that doesn&#039;t really follow logically, the Lord appeared to Joseph Smith and that doesn&#039;t mean that anybody else who just automatically comes up in line behind him is appointed, he&#039;s not appointed until the Lord appoints him.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=55m37s [55:37]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: all I do. So I just, I&#039;ll tell you how I think about all of this because  I think that it is actually the universal inescapable pattern of humanity on this fallen world. I think again and again, we have  a person who connects to God and then shares that message and then others follow the message of that first person and then it kind of ossifies, it calcifies into rules and  gets all of this personality and then, and then, but there&#039;s still this idea of, but we are following the person who connected to God. So we are the ones, right? And I think I, I don&#039;t think it is at all unique to any specific organization. You know, I think that like, like I think God absolutely did do something through Joseph Smith. I don&#039;t know that Joseph Smith is, I, I know that Joseph Smith is not the only person God has ever done something through, right? God did something through Moses. God did something through Abraham? And then, but then it ossifies into the understanding that&#039;s needed by whatever people in that institution, passing it down. And so I think, but I think the mistake that we make is thinking that it&#039;s supposed to be about the institution instead of about the individual. Because I think the idea that you can just be like, ride any institution to salvation,  any institution to the presence of God is misunderstanding the purpose of why we&#039;re here. So I, I really do like I, you know, I get pushed back on both sides from people who have left the church and don&#039;t like it or people who are opposed to Joseph Smith or people who have left the church and are um still, you know, more in your camp that still believe that Joseph Smith was a prophet, but everything since then has been, and my perspective is God&#039;s been in charge of this the whole time, right? Like God allowed all of this to happen. So, whatever the problems are, are between those people in God and between me and God. And my only question is my, , like for me, my job isn&#039;t necessarily to  and we might have different jobs and different perspectives and different ways of seeing it. But for me I actually really don&#039;t like just finding fault or saying what they&#039;re doing wrong. You know, that&#039;s not my um like, like I&#039;ve definitely gone through those phases. But for me, it&#039;s like, of course it has to be wrong. It was wrong at the time. The Jews at the time of Christ had a way better case of being the one true church of God than we I have ever had today, right? And they&#039;ve gone completely sideways because they believed too much in the, in the occupied institution instead of connecting to God. And so those who were in the institution but were connected to God could recognize Jesus when he came&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=58m29s [58:29]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: there. He was, there was God right in front of them, but they wanted to defer to the leadership of the institution&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=58m34s [58:34]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: institution. And so I, so I do feel a lot of gratitude for people who lead on every level. I think it&#039;s a very difficult job. Right?  You can always find fault and, you know, I, I just constantly say I wouldn&#039;t want that job. I think that trying to lead an institution at this point would be, you know, because we have one expectation or one thing we feel like we have to claim that it is and it&#039;s just not quite that exact thing. So, so far be it for me to say what any of them should do. My only goal is to do my best to be connected to God. Say God, where do you want me? What do you want me to do? And to encourage anyone that&#039;s interested in my opinion, to be connected to God, right? And from my perspective, I think the more I, I don&#039;t think the world is a better place without the church. I don&#039;t think the world is a better place without these institutions, ossified as they may be, you know, and, and some may disagree with me. So I think the church is better with more of us in it. And I think the world is better with more good, you know, and, and this is not to say that I&#039;m ignoring the problems. I am very aware, I&#039;m sitting on the edge of my seat to see where we&#039;re going step after step after step that we take, I just don&#039;t know what my job is other than to be the best I can be wherever I&#039;m supposed to be if that makes sense.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=59m55s [59:55]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Yeah. Well, I&#039;m sure you&#039;ve been accused of leaving the church or, or turning your back on the church. Maybe not. But here&#039;s the thing that I&#039;m in the church. I still at it. Yeah. I, I understand you are. Well, ok, when people talk about people like me and say, well, he left the church, what do they mean by that? They think I&#039;ve turned my back on the faith. I have not, I have not abandoned the faith. I believe in everything that was ever revealed from, from Joseph Smith onward from,  you know, from Old Testament based on. Yeah. Yeah. So, so, so it&#039;s a misnomer to say he&#039;s left the church and I&#039;ve had people, I&#039;ve been in conversation with people and realizing what they mean by leaving the church is something entirely different. They think I&#039;ve left, I put my beliefs behind. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m45s [1:00:45]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Yeah. It&#039;s a rough, it&#039;s a tough, it&#039;s a tough thing to navigate, but I do want to understand like, so, so when you started your blog, it was because you said this is what we claim to be and I don&#039;t see that we are what we claim to be as a church and as church leaders. And so that&#039;s what motivated you to start the blog&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m01s [1:01:01]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: It&#039;s perfectly said. And, and, you know, most, most members aren&#039;t that way. They&#039;re just following along. Like I was, we all were, we believed just like you said, we all believe that Joe Smith taught polygamy and initiated it. So when I would learn these things that weren&#039;t true, I was gobsmacked every time. OK. Here&#039;s another piece I called  &#039;Vengeance and the Latter Day Saints&#039; was the name of the piece. And a couple of these guys said, the reason for all those war chapters in the book of Mormon was because Lord knew that when they, we&#039;d, we&#039;d have to face all these bloody wars. No, that&#039;s not the reason at all. The reason for the war chapters is to teach us two things: that God&#039;s people have a right and an obligation to protect themselves, their lives, their families, their homes and their lands from invasion, even if it means the taking of life. And the, the inverse of that is we are not allowed to go up to battle against another people because then we become the invaders and we are the ones attacking and killing their men, women and Children. And so that&#039;s everything in the war chapter of the book of War is encapsulated in uh [https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/98?lang=eng D&amp;amp;C 98: 32-33]&lt;br /&gt;
* &#039;&#039;&#039; &#039;&#039;&#039;where the Lord said, this is the, this is the rule I&#039;ve given all my prophets. He names a bunch of them from, from Moses to Abraham, to Moses to Nephi. You don&#039;t go up to battle unless I command it. So anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h02m39s [1:02:39]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: it&#039;s interesting, you went to that topic because I find it&#039;s such a challenge because the scriptures, people use them in such a variety of ways that you can kind of find whatever you want to in them. I you don&#039;t like about polygamy. People still try to use the scriptures to defend polygamy. And, and I&#039;ve heard people using, people love the Old Testament to defend polygamy to defend war. I, I wouldn&#039;t be surprised. I mean, a lot of people don&#039;t come right out and say it, but they kind of do that. They are all all on board for slavery as soon as God brings that back, right? Like it&#039;s really interesting to see how people use the scriptures. But I do feel that as a church, we tend to really, and I guess it&#039;s as human beings because I think that everybody does this, we just cherry pick little parts, right? Like in our manuals are just these little one verse that we can take and say it means this and, and claim that we understand it. And then, and I,like I do, I do. That&#039;s one thing I really appreciate is the about your blog is the desire to connect us more to scripture. I wish that as we were engaging on the topics of war or just whatever it is in our Sunday school lessons, it would be amazing if we were actually discussing the scriptures and trying to discern what they mean. Right. Trying to understand what we are being taught, rather than having it be prepackage. Dumbed down here, are all of the answers and the nice little white package, you just need to open it and take it out and there are your couple of little answers and that&#039;s all you need to know. And so I do, I do think that when we get in and really grapple with the word of God trying, which you cannot really discern the word of God without inspiration, without the gift of prophecy, right? And so bring those things together and, and then I think we also do it best in community. And I think that&#039;s what church ideally is when it&#039;s at its best is people trying their best to bring together in community, the spirit of God and the word of God to try to discern the best it can, they can what it means and what God wants them to see. So anyway, so I guess I&#039;m just thinking about that. So we&#039;re kind of jumping all over the place. I know&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m49s [1:04:49]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: that you can.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m53s [1:04:53]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Yeah. Right. Right. So, Rock sent me his most recent blog posts and so maybe we can talk about that now if that&#039;s ok. And so, so I&#039;ll just tell the Rock sent these to me and asked me to read them and said that he wanted to talk about it and I opened it, saw the topic and was kind of like, oh, can I, should I cancel this interview? Because I feel like I do so much controversy that the last thing I wanted was another controversial topic. But I&#039;ll tell you, I read all three of those posts. And so I&#039;ll go ahead and let people know they&#039;re on the Israel Palestine situation.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m33s [1:05:33]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: It&#039;s, it&#039;s now a three part series. I&#039;m still haven&#039;t got to my fourth, which is discussing what happened to the last 10 tribes. But the series is loosely called How Mormons should think about the war in Israel. So go on.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m50s [1:05:50]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: So, and I, I just felt like this is like a radioactive topic right now and I need more controversy on my channel. But I actually, as I read through them kind of got excited about talking about it because I, so I&#039;m going out myself here, which I hate to do too much. People know too much of my politics anyway. But I did tend to be, I was previously very much on the, like I was sympathetic to Israel in this battle for a number of reasons. I had listened already to Jordan Peterson&#039;s conversation with Benjamin Netanyahu, and really found that he made some compelling arguments  about that land before Israel was founded, right? And then I listened to other arguments that were happening by commentators and more conservative commentators. And then I watched the atrocities that happened in Israel. And then I watched the college campuses and, you know, all of those things and to me, it seemed like this is horrible, this is horrible what&#039;s happening. And my twin daughters were very much on the opposite side, very much on the other side. You know, so we had some conversations where I was just trying to hear them and understand them. But I just very much disagreed with them and we didn&#039;t argue but I, I just didn&#039;t, I was, you know, maybe anyway, I just thought, ok, they need to learn a little bit more. It&#039;s with my arrogant  inside feeling. And so I have to tell you rock, reading your articles was really, really good for me because you didn&#039;t, like, my husband didn&#039;t share my initial position either and, and one of my sons. But so that&#039;s why I wanted to talk about them because what I find is that being on one side and thinking you have the information you need, even though I wasn&#039;t like I wasn&#039;t fighting or arguing with anybody about it, I just felt pretty firm in my perspective. Right. And so this is why it&#039;s so important to, I had tried to listen to people on the other side. I just hadn&#039;t listened to the right people on the other side. I remember the people that you introduced me to. And so yes, I needed to listen to orthodox Jews. That&#039;s who I needed to hear from. So, Rock why don&#039;t you go ahead and kind of give us whatever overview you want and I&#039;ll link the blogs below as well.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m16s [1:08:16]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Give us believe it or not. Even though after my first post like that, a couple of people accused me of being a leftist, which is like, you know, well, if you know me, I&#039;m the furthest thing from the left as possible. All I do, as I say, I&#039;m, I&#039;m on the side of scripture and currently the Orthodox Jews and there are tens of thousands of them mostly in New York because they don&#039;t want to live in that hell hole over there. Anyway, so I&#039;m Jewish on my mother&#039;s side and I bring that up. And so when I want to know what  Judaism teaches, I don&#039;t go to the Zionists, I go the orthodox Jews, the ones who are actually reading the scriptures. Go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m07s [1:09:07]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: So that&#039;s an important distinction that was good for me. I mean, I looked into it and I, and I, and I was somewhat confused by like this is how it appears to me and, and maybe, you know, especially after reading your article, but I already had kind of these feelings, the reason that American Christians are so pro Israel is religious, right? In the mind of American Christianity, we are defending and protecting this religious people, right? But then you look at Israel and there&#039;s like very little that&#039;s religious, right? Like the the&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m43s [1:09:43]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: founders of Israel, the founders and prisoners have all been atheists. This would be like if, if I wanted to, if I was a non-member and wanted to learn about the book of Mormon and Joseph Smith, the origins of Mormonism. It&#039;s like  going to an atheist and having him tell me what Mormonism is all about. It makes no sense. Zionism and Judaism are diametrically opposed. The religion of the Judaism is, well, there&#039;s, there&#039;s no comparison. So the Zionist, the, the original Zionist and you saw this if you read all,  three posts, one of, one of the rabbis explained the who the founders were and they didn&#039;t want to be thought of as Jews. So they, they set out to change what it meant to be a Jew. And they believed that once we do that, once we join with the anti semites, then everybody&#039;s gonna love us. So, so it&#039;s, these are the people running the government of Israel, the government is really&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m46s [1:10:46]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: and then, and then I&#039;m going to push back on the other direction as well, you know, like, but those were some of the things that were interesting to read is that before, like, I know Israel has been so divisive in the world, right? And, and my tendency has been to want to defend Israel. But I also see that before. According to many, many people, I&#039;ve listened to in your post and others before the establishment of Israel Jews and Arabs lived in peace for the most part,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m16s [1:11:16]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Jews, Arabs and Christians. No, everybody was saying as, as Rob Weiss points out, we&#039;re babysitting each other&#039;s Children. What is, it&#039;s just like now I&#039;m in, I live in a neighborhood where I have some evangelicals and I have people of different face. We get along. So did they, it was only after 1948 when, when Rothschild maneuvered the British into taking Palestine and then that was given to the United Nations to give to the Zionists who are atheists to form a country for the Jews, which,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m54s [1:11:54]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: which is very, well, that&#039;s so interesting and problematic in a lot of ways because we as  a people tend to be  kind of opposed to that kind of sectarianism. Like, like you can&#039;t have a nation, just build on a religion really. We don&#039;t want nations to have religious requirements, but we also don&#039;t want nations to have what&#039;s the word, genetic requirements? What&#039;s the word I&#039;m looking for like you from, from this, from this racial group or this ethnicity, ethnic requirements, right? And as you get into it, Judaism isn&#039;t like the founders of Judaism, like you said, I mean, the Zionists and we should clarify the difference between Zionism and Judaism. But because the Jews, I remember reading the chosen as, you know, as a girl, I&#039;m being confused how the orthodox Jews were. Like they talk about it in there, how the Orthodox Jews were opposed to people doing like establishing the land of Israel without God, which actually goes along with the Bible right. So I was introduced to the idea then, which is, it&#039;s been really interesting to have religious Jews say that the Zionists stole their identity to use it to create it. That was an interesting perspective that I think deserves to be understood and to be voiced that now we have liberal people or people that are um either opposing or well, people that are defending Israel calling people whose entire families were killed in concentration camps and who are practicing orthodox Jews, calling them anti Semitic and accusing that they have this weird situation going on.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m34s [1:13:34]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Well, one of the main problems is the use of terms. First, Zionism sounds good. You know, because that&#039;s what so these guys pick this name Zionism and they call themselves Zionists and now they are Christian Zionists who promote the which is the political atheist ungodly, institution. It has nothing to do with Judaism or being,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h13m59s [1:13:59]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle:  you mean the political institution, the&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m03s [1:14:03]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: political institution. And then, then there&#039;s Judaism which everybody we Americans think. Oh, Zion, you know, Israel, that&#039;s good because that&#039;s where the Jews will have a peace in the homeland, but it&#039;s not the same thing. So, the religious Jews recognize this, and what I was going to say earlier was, it wasn&#039;t until 1948 when Zionist took over that the animosity began between the Jews and the Palestinians because Jews began to move in and saying we have a right to your house, get out. And that&#039;s what they did. They took over Shlomo San who wrote a book, wonderful book called &#039;&#039;&#039;The Invention of Israel&#039;&#039;&#039;. He s he says I grew up in a house, I never questioned where it came from or who used to live there. Well, it was taken from the people and then they were shoved off a little bit by little. They were shoved further and further toward the coast and, and until they end up in this really crowded ghetto. But Israel itself is a misnomer. Judah isn&#039;t Israel. Judah is one tribe of Israel and they do not have a claim to anything. And as the orthodox Jews will tell you,  Everybody is perfectly welcome to live there and move there. If you want, come over and buy buy some land, start a farm, a vineyard have a house, but we can&#039;t go in as a wall. That&#039;s according to the scripture. You can&#039;t go in guns drawn with swords. You can&#039;t go in and take over somebody else&#039;s land. You know what this would be akin to. Now, what a lot of Mormons don&#039;t understand today is we&#039;re not going back to Jackson County.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m38s [1:15:38]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: right. That&#039;s exactly what I was the comparison I was going to make. Yeah. Go ahead. If, if we say God gave us this&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m43s [1:15:43]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: land. Yeah. God appointed Jackson County as Zion. But he also told us in D&amp;amp;amp;C 124 that if you don&#039;t get this temple built on time and you don&#039;t do what you&#039;re told you&#039;re going to be moved out of your place. All bets are off.   And that&#039;s what they did and what I find interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m02s [1:16:02]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: I just want to clarify, you&#039;re combining because, that was about Nauvoo that was after they already had lost Zion. Yeah. Yeah. Right. Right. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m10s [1:16:10]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock:But they still thought they were going, but&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m12s [1:16:12]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: they thought they were going back. And it&#039;s interesting because I think that is what caused a lot of the animosity in Missouri. What I&#039;ve read is that a lot of the members of the church saying God has given us this land and that&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m27s [1:16:27]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: it was Mormons who started burning out the farms of the people who lived nearby and then they would retaliate, it was going back and forth. But it was the Mormons who started it because Mormons, you know, getting in a spat with somebody and put this poor farmer and his family out in the cold. Well, of course, they&#039;re gonna retaliate. So, anyway, so if we were told, ok. So, anyway, yeah, Zion has moved. It&#039;s not in Jackson County anymore. It&#039;s, we now know it&#039;s somewhere in the top of the mountains. We don&#039;t know what that means. Although some people have given me a pretty good argument that it could be in the Sawtooth Mountains of Idaho, which is nice because I&#039;m close living in Idaho now. Easier to get to than when I was in California.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m13s [1:17:13]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: Maybe it has yet to be revealed as my thought. If we need to know, we&#039;ll know when, let&#039;s say,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m19s [1:17:19]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: let&#039;s say the leaders told us, ok, which is what a lot of people are expecting,  that  one day the president of the church is gonna say it&#039;s time to go back to independence, Missouri. Ok. What do we do? We&#039;re gonna shove people out of their homes. We&#039;re gonna, we&#039;re gonna, so maybe if we get the United Nations to help. That&#039;s the equivalent here. What&#039;s happening in&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h17m42s [1:17:42]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: the argument that Benjamin Netanyahu made that I thought was, well, I was that the,  the land was not, they didn&#039;t have homes. It was like,  he quotes Mark Twain saying, oh, Israel, when will you come back and, and raise this from the, like, you know, I, I should have looked at the quote. But anyway, that&#039;s what I found. So this is why I want to complicate the matter because I don&#039;t want to you. Like, this is what&#039;s complicated is that we look at what happened in Dresden and in Germany after World War two. Right. And how many people were just completely killed? Right. And, and then that&#039;s used to defend Israel doing the same thing, which is horrifying, but also, right. But it also has precident, like we all know and then, right? And, but, but, and, and so it, it, it&#039;s, it&#039;s complicated to think through because, like, like I heard, um, is it, um, what&#039;s the, what&#039;s the young, he looks young, the commentator, Ben Shapiro,  I heard him say something about, um, like they were saying something about that they&#039;re, you know, killing Children. He said so if I commit murder, but then hide behind a child, I get,  what&#039;s the word for? You don&#039;t go after me? Like I basically, um, oh, there&#039;s a word he uses, but it&#039;s quite, and I, yeah,  I don&#039;t have to have a punishment for that. And it&#039;s like, well, ok, I see what you&#039;re saying. But at the same time, if you&#039;re hiding behind, if someone killed someone and then is hiding behind my child, I don&#039;t want them to shoot my child to get the guy that committed murder. Right? Like, like these arguments get so twisted and convoluted and then I&#039;m just going to throw a bunch of things out. So, so I, what I mean about your&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h19m29s [1:19:29]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: that&#039;s not happening. That&#039;s a myth that Hamas is there. You know, hiding under, under the tunnels, hiding by Hamas is gone. They&#039;re not in Gaza anymore. Hamas is a bloodthirsty terrorist organization and the leaders of Israel know that they&#039;re not there. In fact, they think they found one in Lebanon. I haven&#039;t followed up to see if they, they got the right guy but the they found one, he&#039;s in Lebanon. They, the guys who initiated this thing on October 7th are long gone. Israel is using that, using them as an excuse, getting back at them as an excuse to do what they wanted to do all along was completely get rid of Palestine. They want the, the Palestinians, they want all the land, and now we know there&#039;s $365 million worth of oil in the Gaza Strip. So that tells us something.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m26s [1:20:26]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle:  OK, so I feel like this whole and maybe I&#039;ll start this whole, this whole discussion by saying rock does not necessarily speak for me because I don&#039;t, you know, I feel like I&#039;m letting you share your views, but I don&#039;t know that I agree with all of them or many of them,  but  I&#039;ve been uncomfortable a lot during this conversation because I&#039;m like, I don&#039;t know what I think on these things. But I think one of the challenges we have is that people have different facts in this day and age. Right. On, on so many topics. It&#039;s hard to even engage because people believe completely different things as a set of facts, right? And so what I, so what I loved about your post though is that you  you like you started out with, how should Mormons think about war and how should Mormons think of? Right. And I thought it was so beautifully done.  I, and I wasn&#039;t trying to shut you down at all. I&#039;m just saying, I don&#039;t know enough about this topic because it&#039;s one that I just kind of and then let go. And I, yeah, I appreciate&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h21m31s [1:21:31]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: I didn&#039;t look, I&#039;m Jewish, but on my mother&#039;s side, I would have sided, I always did. I always  sided with Israel until I understood that that the political entity that is pretending to represent the Jews does not represent Judaism or the Jews. Uh So let me just make one point. Vivek Ramaswamy had the right idea in my opinion, how Israel should have responded. What they should have done is gone in and got the perpetrators put their heads on a pike at the wall. That&#039;s how you do it. It&#039;s brutal. Yeah. But that&#039;s how you do it. But what they chose to do instead was indiscriminately lob 2000 pound bombs. American made bombs indiscriminately at buildings and homes and hospitals and schools that they knew the perpetrators weren&#039;t in it. Which brings us back to the book of Mormon teaching. I always go back to what does God tell us to do? You don&#039;t go after it if OK, this is what happened with Mormon. He, he threw down his sword and said, I quit because the Lamanites had come across the borders and been causing all kinds of mischief with the knee fights and eventually knee fights really beat the snot out of them and they, they killed a lot of them and sent them packing across the border back to their own lands and they were just ecstatic. These Nephite soldiers says, let&#039;s go and wipe them out. Let&#039;s get this finished once and for all. And that&#039;s when Mormon laid down his sword and says, I&#039;m not gonna defend you guys anymore because you can&#039;t go back. You can&#039;t go after people that just look like your enemy or live where your enemy lives. They had every right to go chase the enemy, the soldiers and kill them, keep them from coming against them again. But you can&#039;t go where the women and Children are and that&#039;s what they&#039;ve done in Israel.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m29s [1:23:29]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Yeah. And so it&#039;s been, it, this has been my interesting journey with it because so my perspective just tended to really side with like, like I, the mothers whose Children had been, were being held hostage and it&#039;s like the Israel mothers, you know. And so when people were ok, what am I trying to get to? There are all these different perspectives and my husband&#039;s and my sons um perspective was that they, they looked at it kind of like we consider 911, you know, like you allow this thing to happen and then use it as an excuse to do exactly what you wanted to do.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m11s [1:24:11]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: there&#039;s a lot of evidence to suggest that, I mean, a&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m14s [1:24:14]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: lot and, and so as I to&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m17s [1:24:17]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: wipe them out now, we&#039;ve got an&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m19s [1:24:19]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: right, and it was hard for me to like, I was so emotionally invested in, in the atrocities that had happened, whatever the details might be, you know, the attack was, the attack was horrible. But using that as an excuse to do far worse things, right? It just like,  that&#039;s the position I was in and then seeing people just basically have no sympathy for the attack that had just happened and instead just being blaming Israel right at the beginning, that was not a good way to approach it for. Do you know what like like there is, there are these sides. I, I guess I&#039;m trying to talk my way into to explaining something, you know, these different perspectives. And then my daughters were on the side of kind of these protesters that are just saying from the river to the see, Palestine will be free, you know, that they weren&#039;t protesting. But I, that&#039;s how I encapsulate that. Then my husband and my, it was actually my second son were saying this looks like a false flag, like 911, so I&#039;m nervous about that. I was more sympathetic with Israel saying this is not OK, what happened and you know what, whatever they need to do to take care of it. It&#039;s kind of more where I was, I wasn&#039;t that invested in it anyway. So it&#039;s been interesting after reading your articles, I sent them to all of those family members. And I was like, we should talk about this, you know, because I feel like all of those perspectives have some truth and also are missing something, right? Because there&#039;s a lot more to all of this. So let me, so now I&#039;m I&#039;m really on board with where you are. I think we like this was horrible. Like Zionism was a horrible thing, is kind of what I tend to believe now, especially when you understand that the Orthodox Jews believe that,they&#039;re the biggest critics of&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m04s [1:26:04]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: the people who know the scriptures, right?&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m07s [1:26:07]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: The people who like, like that was compelling to me when they said they stole our identity, they claimed to be the Jews in order to do what they wanted to do. But they hated us, right? And so, and it&#039;s, and it&#039;s turned the Jews into, they&#039;ve been persecuted much more since then because of, you know, because of these wars that have happened anyway. It&#039;s an interesting perspective but this is where I got to with  my daughters who I called them. I was like, ok, we have to talk because I was wrong, you know, and they really appreciated that. But then, but then I said, but look, now it looks to me like there is some similarity between what happened in America. You know, the Europeans came and took the land, wiped the people that were here off of it. So now what? Right? Like  this is the story again, the story of humanity from the beginning of time. It&#039;s not reasonable or even possible. I mean to say, ok, all of the white people have to leave North and South America and  everywhere that white people live and go back to, you know, northern Europe. And so what it came to after all of these pieces coming together was like the only thing that we can learn from this is the importance of peace, of forgiveness of one of because I look this, this is an unsolvable problem because like you also sent the video of the year of the um Israeli Israelis is that the people living in Israel  actually turning on their water and turning on their electricity mocking... that that destroyed me. That was so it was like not only are they suffering like this and there&#039;s no compassion, there&#039;s actually mocking, like the hatred&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m56s [1:27:56]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: with wounds and putting makeup on dead and wounded&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m00s [1:28:00]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: and right. They they&#039;re mocking this horror that these people are living through. But then I&#039;ve also before, before seeing that I had watched all of the videos of the Palestinian Children being taught from infancy. I killed the Jews, I killed the Jews, right? This is&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m13s [1:28:13]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: why, how do you solve this problem? Right?&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m15s [1:28:15]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: That&#039;s and that&#039;s why I was like that, right? There is our problem. It isn&#039;t even this happens, then this happens, then this happens. Those things we can always, we can always overcome things that have happened in the past. It is the ongoing hatred and war making and blood thirst that makes problems unsolvable and that. So that&#039;s kind of I I went into that whole thing to just encapsulate. This is where I&#039;ve come to. I&#039;m not on anybody&#039;s side now because I just see the workings of humanity through, you know, all of this has happened, but I don&#039;t think it&#039;s any more reasonable to tell Israel you need to just leave than it is to tell America you need to just leave. And, and so the only thing I can take from it is in my own life. The best thing I can do is recognize the incredible danger of becoming angry and resentful and bloodthirsty and going that direction rather than al it&#039;s given me new resolve to always look to peace make and forgive the best I can. And I don&#039;t want to say that to gaslight, what the Palestinians are experiencing just this. That&#039;s the only possible solution. And that&#039;s the only way to even make a solution possible is to somehow have people let go of their bloodlust.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m32s [1:29:32]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: There&#039;s a tendency to choose sides. In other words, you&#039;re either with Hamas or you&#039;re with the government of Israel. No, no, I&#039;m with the people.  I stand with the people. Yeah. Yeah. It&#039;s the governments. This is why I would never, I would never go to protest and wrap my self in the, in the Palestinian flag because that represents the government.  And when people say from the rivers to the sea, Palestine will be free. The people on the other side are interpreting that to mean, we&#039;re gonna wipe you off the map. Well, how about both sides decide you&#039;re not gonna wipe the other off the map? I think I agree with, with the Hasidic Jews who say that the state of Israel needs to be dissolved. Um but the way it used to be, it was a country where people of different religious faiths live together and, and now the religion of one faith says, well, they pretend to be the religion. They say it&#039;s all ours and that&#039;s, it&#039;s just never gonna work. You&#039;re never gonna have and, and they&#039;re, they&#039;re essentially, the Israelis are essentially saying from the rivers to the sea. Israel belongs to me. But, but getting back to what I said about mislabeling Israel, everybody in the Bible said,  I got my awakening when I came across, somebody was offering a $10,000 reward to anybody who could show where the Bible says that Jews are God&#039;s chosen people. I thought, well, that&#039;s easy. It&#039;s all over the place. But now he didn&#039;t say that I was talking about Israel and the tribe of Judah during some of that time was only 1/12 of Israel from the time that they had the divorce and Judah became its separate kingdom and Israel became a separate kingdom, God always spoke about the kingdom of Judah and the kingdom of, of Israel separately. Except in those times where the prophets that he was speaking through said all the whole of Israel or all of Israel then that included Judah. But these people who think that this land of the holy land belongs to them, what about the rest of us. I&#039;m also of ephraim. And believe me, I&#039;m more proud of my ephraim blood than I am of Judah. Judah tried to kill his brother Joseph. I like the fact that I&#039;m descended from Joseph. You know, if I&#039;m gonna boast about my ancestry.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m05s [1:32:05]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: Yeah. And I feel, I feel this desire to make, I don&#039;t wanna demean our ancestors. I just don&#039;t want to worry about lineage. I&#039;m always uncomfortable when we talk about blood and lineage because&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m15s [1:32:15]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: This is who God made his promises to. He made his promises to Israel. All 12 tribes and those 12 tribes have been dispersed amongst the nations. We know where they are, by the way, they&#039;re not lost.  I&#039;m just enjoying um rereading about what happened to them after the Assyrians took them. And just one interesting fact, they weren&#039;t slaves. The Assyrians did not make the Israelite slaves. What they did was they put them as a buffer  between their enemies, Assyrians, enemies and Assyria. So if anybody wanted to come against the Assyrians, they were gonna have to go through the Israelites who were very first fighters. They were a very accomplished horseman. I think it was uh Sargon. He said  when he captured the Israelites, there were 40,000 horses and 20,000 riders and uh as many chariots. Syria, they were very smart because now they didn&#039;t have to spend all their time defending their own homeland because they had this buffer of free people to do it. These people were not slaves, they had farms, they had and they, they traveled freely between the different tribes. And anyway, after they left, there was a lot of intermingling. So Gad and Ali are in there with, with Dan  and Ephraim, but we&#039;re there. I mean, America was the new Jerusalem. This was the land that the Lord put the promise on and that&#039;s why we&#039;re all here and guess what? We&#039;re getting along? The Irish don&#039;t fight with the Italians anymore. The or the Scots or, you know, I mean, the French, the French and the British were enemies and yet they were all cousins, all of them were cousins, and yet for centuries they would fight amongst each other because they kind of forgot their bloodlines. Then things settled down and we have this continent where everything is pretty cool except the left is trying to stir up trouble.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m24s [1:34:24]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Well, I I want to bring in because we can&#039;t just talk about the Europeans, right? Because we also have what happened to the, the indigenous Africans and that were brought in and the even with the horrors of all of that. And I don&#039;t, again, I don&#039;t want to minimize anything, you know, but the promise of America that people could learn to get along even with their tremendous differences is such a beautiful promise. Right? And I do believe that the less that we focus on differences, that&#039;s part of my big objection to the left now is that we&#039;re maximizing focus on difference, which is exactly the opposite of what we should be doing. And so we&#039;re making it worse instead of better. And that&#039;s one thing that&#039;s also confusing about Israel is  this country with and, and, and I liked when, when was it on your blog that I was listening to or something else that they were like, what is even, what does it mean to be of Israel? Like, is it  ethnicity or religion? Right. And that&#039;s a really good question because neither one actually works as a definition that could defend anyway, I think&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m32s [1:35:32]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: The blood of Israel is now in all races of the world. I mean, they really spread out, they became Mongols, they became um Asians, they became blacks. In fact, Ethiopians, one of the things that really bothered orthodox, not orthodox Jews, basic Jews was learning that Ethiopians had been converted centuries ago. And so we had their tribes of Ethiopians were Jewish and they practiced the orthodox Judaism. They did, the Jews did not want to accept them as Jews, but they were because they were converted and intermingled in the races. Those who aren&#039;t of the blood of Israel, those few, are Israel by adoption, if they accept Christ, you know, which makes, which makes all of Israel these lost tribes much more people of the promise than the people in Judea. You know, the people of the tribe of Judea who reject Christ. And,  you know, these people who, they&#039;re observant Jews, but that doesn&#039;t make them pure blood of the tribe of Judah. I&#039;m not pure blood.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m45s [1:36:45]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Well I think the thing that, that really hits me is that if we are monotheists and we believe in God, that is the God of the entire world, then it&#039;s, then God is the God of all people. And so we should be looking for commonality and unity and everybody is our brother and sister. And that&#039;s why I guess I&#039;m a little bit more opposed to this idea of lineage because some of these people that come after me, some of these polygamy lovers are talking about how it&#039;s all about bloodlines and all about lineage. And that&#039;s how they now defend polygamy. And I find that to be abhorrent, right? This idea that like you had to have the right ancestry to be somehow chosen by God. I just find that to be like racism on steroids. And so&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m31s [1:37:31]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: God knew what he was doing. God is the one he says, right In the scriptures, He put it in tla pli ours mind to go and camp Israel. He knew these people going to be. He knew we were all going to be a mix. That&#039;s what he wanted.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m47s [1:37:47]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: So what is your, what is your take on the Jewish situation?  I like that you&#039;re trying to help us as Mormons recognize bloodlust and the righteous war ethic that God has given us, which I think is very profoundly  explained in the book of Mormon, right? And so what, so what is your, I guess that is that your goal is to just help people to see this more clearly, kind of like you&#039;ve done for me.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m19s [1:38:19]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Well, since this has been an interest of mine for decades, it just, you know, just, you know, came out when all this started happening. But I think my end goal here um is once we start talking about what happened to Israel, not Judah, but the rest of Israel, then we start to realize, wait a minute, we&#039;re all Israel. We all have these promises and we&#039;re not going to be tucked away in an old desert. And by the way, uh I, I was going to comment on what Mark Twain said about the place being empty and barren and that wasn&#039;t like that at all. Yeah, it was like a desert area, but there were, there were huge pockets of people living mostly farms and vineyards and things. So it wasn&#039;t an empty place where we come in because nobody lives here. You know, because there wasn&#039;t, it was, they ran people out of their homes and away from their farms.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m10s [1:39:10]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Americans can say the same thing about America that, I mean, the, the Europeans, like, there&#039;s nobody here but it&#039;s just because they want the kind of settlements they recognize maybe. Right. That was, I was like, oh, that&#039;s interesting. Like the, even if the native Americans didn&#039;t live, the indigenous Americans didn&#039;t live the way the European settlers lived, It doesn&#039;t mean that they didn&#039;t want that land and we&#039;re utilizing that.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m36s [1:39:36]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: They don&#039;t count, they don&#039;t count. You know, it&#039;s funny to me when I watched as a kid, I watched the movie, &#039;they died with their boots on&#039;, which was made in the forties. But I watched on TV. Even then we were on the side of the cavalry. Always the cavalry. The Indians were always bad guys. What we didn&#039;t realize was the Indians were retaliating. They&#039;d come but they retaliated wrongly. They would, they would be attacked by,the, uh, or, or encroached on by the military. Yeah. And then they would take it out on some farm that hadn&#039;t harmed them. And so what would come in is the cavalry come in and then wipe them out. People need to calm down, you know, and learn to get along just like you&#039;re saying. I don&#039;t know  what the solution is other than a change of heart. Um, the, the Israeli people and it&#039;s happening. Now, a lot of people are becoming, coming to realize that the Israelis have taken this too far. And this is the title of a book by Norman Finkelstein, which he wrote about a previous attack. He said &amp;quot;this time we went too far&#039;, is in the title of the book. Um this time they really have gone too far. And it&#039;s really, well, you saw that, you saw that clip that I showed on my blog where there&#039;s some orthodox Jews with the prayer shawls and the yarmulkes and everything. And these cops, Jewish cops slam them to the ground and start pushing them and you go, what the hell is going on here? There&#039;s a different mindset. There&#039;s  an authoritarian mindset and this is what&#039;s wrong with Zionism. It&#039;s authoritarian, it is not, it is not Israel could be a, a country again and it could be, it could be a political state but they won&#039;t let anybody, they&#039;re running the Christians out. They won&#039;t let you if you come. Uh The funny thing, funny thing is these Christian Zionists who are all pro Israel because they think that Jesus has to come again to the, to Israel before the second coming. So if they go to Israel, they won&#039;t be allowed to live there and they&#039;re surprised to find that out because wait, I&#039;m your ally.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m54s [1:41:54]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Well, that, that, ok, so I kind of want to touch on that because, so it does seem that the reason that American Christians in particular are so pro Israel is because they think that they&#039;re fulfilling biblical prophecy. And I know that a lot of people seeing the war happening now, I think that, you know, it&#039;s easy to interpret that as, oh, the last days and that. Right. But I think that maybe we&#039;re getting that wrong as well to some extent because these aren&#039;t, these things aren&#039;t. Well, what is it? There was one other point I was going to make that. So there are a couple of different reasons that I think maybe we&#039;re a little off base on that. First of all, most American Christians who are pro Israel tend to be more conservative, which means tend to be for limited government and for freedom and don&#039;t recognize that Israel is a very totalitarian regime and it&#039;s very Communistic even, or at least extremely socialist&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m48s [1:42:48]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: thinking of it in biblical terms. They&#039;re thinking of it. We&#039;re on the side of the people of the Bible and they don&#039;t realize that&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m55s [1:42:55]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle:  that it&#039;s not there. They don&#039;t have anything.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m59s [1:42:59]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Most of the world is now the people of the Bible, you know, the people of the pro heirs to the promises of Abraham. So it&#039;s not,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m07s [1:43:07]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle:  we should try as people to separate out our religious ideas and just look at the political situation without overlaying that. It&#039;s God&#039;s people on&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m18s [1:43:18]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: it. Well, this is what, this is what the Zionists have done. This is how they muddied the water. They said, if you are Jewish by birth, you are Jewish and you have these rights of the God promised to Abraham. Even though they don&#039;t believe in God, they&#039;re using  these people,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m37s [1:43:37]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: these people. And I know that someone just held up the Old Testament and said this is my deed to the land, right? And and, but the, but the rabbis and the orthodox Jews say that&#039;s not true. There&#039;s nothing in the Old Testament that there&#039;s nothing in the Bible that tells us that that&#039;s our land.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m53s [1:43:53]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: And by the way, and I don&#039;t know if I made this clear in my blog, the first five books of the Bible, that&#039;s the Torah which contains the law, the laws of Moses Deuteronomy and liberty. Is that for that, there&#039;s Tanakh, which is the rest of the equivalent of our Old Testament. So that&#039;s what they go by. When they&#039;re studying, they&#039;re studying the law and they&#039;re studying the Tanakh and they know and they can see what God allows and what God does not allow. And God absolutely forbids coming in and taking this land before he comes again. It&#039;s not going to be done by us.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m29s [1:44:29]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: It&#039;s the Messiah that&#039;s supposed to leave this Jewish messiah is supposed to do that. Ok. So now let&#039;s go back for a minute. So Thank you for  talking. I hope that we  like is there anything else you wanted to say on that topic before? We?&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m42s [1:44:42]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: I can&#039;t remember you, you triggered some ideas in my head but when we moved on to something else because I like talking to you. We just grabbing two&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h44m51s [1:44:51]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: before they, right. So, but so let&#039;s go back to your blog on polygamy if that&#039;s ok. I, I am curious to know you explained in the piece, sort of what inspired it. And I love how you spell that out. I&#039;m curious to know though what  sort of the initial but if you can remember clear back then what brought it to the forefront to make you want to write about it and how it was received.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h45m17s [1:45:17]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: I stumbled, I stumbled across this book. It&#039;s called [https://restorationbookstore.org/pages/joseph-smith-fought-polygamy-online Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy]&lt;br /&gt;
* . And whenever I hear something that sounds absolutely. Of course, that can&#039;t be. I want to know about it. You know, this is why, you know, I don&#039;t care for people who say, well, that&#039;s ridiculous, you know, tell me why it&#039;s ridiculous. Find out why. So if you throw something at me that said Joseph Smith fought polygamy. My first instinct is well, who would believe that and why? So I wanna read that book. So I read that book and my goodness, there&#039;s where the evidence was and that&#039;s only volume one of three. And I think there&#039;s one more in the making, Richard. Yeah, Richard Price died, unfortunately, not long ago. His, his wife is still around. But I think Charney and, uh, anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m03s [1:46:03]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: and are helping and still working hard. One&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m08s [1:46:08]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: of the things that I found interesting was that there was a, there was a lawsuit Joseph was suing Chauncey Higby for slander for accusing him of polygamy. So these people went down to Carthage to the county courthouse to find that old court case and, and you know, there&#039;s stacks of stuff and they, and it was given to them and you can go and you look at it and then they copied it by hand. There weren&#039;t xerox machines back then and they took photos of the papers and what they showed was, Joseph&#039;s lawsuit was laid out. Chauncey Higby claiming the Chauncey Higby had been, had been caught in adultery and he told the girl that and the girl said, well, yeah, Joseph said you can do it. So, so they gathered all this stuff and then they turned the papers back in and they leave. years later, they come back and they want to take a look at it again because now they&#039;ve got photocopy machines and most of the stuff is not in that packet anymore. And they go to the clerk and they said, so the stuff we had we saw before isn&#039;t here. And  so she looks up the record and say, oh yeah, some people from the Mormon Church came and looked at it. Well, you&#039;re not allowed to take documents out of the courthouse. That&#039;s absolutely forbidden. But somebody, some representatives of the LDS church did. They took out the stuff that was damning. The reason that case never went to trial. It would have and it would have exonerated Joseph because there was, was because all of a sudden Joseph had to go into hiding because lies were being told about him. By the way, most people don&#039;t know the reason Joseph went into hiding was not because he was hiding from the local sheriff. There was a price on his head and we don&#039;t know anymore whether it was $1000 or $3000. And we don&#039;t know who put that price on his head. But the idea, and this occurred now and then we know of an Indian chief who had a price on his head of $1000. There were people watching Joseph all the time trying to, yeah, the idea was they cut off his head. They turn that head in and they may, they get the bounty and $3000 was a ton of money back then. I think, I think it might have been the Masons that put that price on his head because he was blamed for, uh, for starting the Nauvoo Lodge when, when it was, um, it was not legit, it was not authorized by the, uh, whatever the main&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m36s [1:48:36]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: and so whatever&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m37s [1:48:37]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: it was John Bennett who did that, of course,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m45s [1:48:45]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: the reason, the reason it&#039;s so important for people to understand that piece about a price being on his head is because it&#039;s when he was in hiding that he wrote the letter to the Whitneys.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m57s [1:48:57]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Let&#039;s talk about that. Yeah, let&#039;s talk about that. All right, George D Smith wrote a book. I can&#039;t remember the name of it. And in the beginning he shows this letter that Joseph wrote to, what&#039;s her name, Sarah Whitney? And it&#039;s got elliptic in it and it&#039;s, he&#039;s talking about it. I wish, I hope you&#039;ll come and visit me and it would be a great comfort, elliptic. But be sure you don&#039;t come when, at the same time, when uh when, if,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m24s [1:49:24]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: if Emma&#039;s not there, you should be safe.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m26s [1:49:26]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Yeah. Yeah, because no, it&#039;ll be unsafe if you come. So that&#039;s really damning. It looks like really damning evidence until you see the full letter. And you realize. Ok, so here&#039;s the full letter is not to Sarah Whitney, It&#039;s to Sarah Whitney&#039;s parents and we should all&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m42s [1:49:42]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: come in. It doesn&#039;t ever say Sarah&#039;s name anywhere.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m46s [1:49:46]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: She&#039;s just part of the family. He&#039;d love to see them. He&#039;s lonely, he&#039;s in hiding because they&#039;re after his head. And if these people are watching every step that Emma makes, so what Emma would do when she wanted to come and visit Joseph, she&#039;d pull her wagon up in front of the house of a friend and it would look like she was in there visiting the friends and she&#039;d sneak out the back. By the way There are all kinds of bad guys living in nauvoo. We think of nauvoo as some kind of almost utopia. But n was a safe place for criminals because Nauvoo would not extradite.  And uh and it was a, it was a great place for, I think, I don&#039;t remember who it was&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m37s [1:50:37]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: and it was a huge criminal element moved into. Nauvoo.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m41s [1:50:41]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: Yeah. Yeah. And so these guys, these guys are sitting across the street waiting to see when Emma Emma comes out to see where she goes next, but she&#039;s snuck out to visit her husband. Now if, if somebody&#039;s following Emma or you know, don&#039;t come at the same time, just come at different times. But, but think about this would, would, would&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m06s [1:51:06]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: if you, if you&#039;re, if you&#039;re wanting to arrange a tryst with a young teenage girl, you don&#039;t invite her parents, do you, do you write the letter to the parents? Not the girl, write the letter to the parents and say I have one small room or you can all come and we can be perfectly safe. So you&#039;re gonna have all three of you, all four of you in that one small room with and, and like the things that people have to believe, to make the arguments and then they back it up with the Whitney revelation that they claim is a revelation that which, which we can prove is forged, it was a later forgery, was never from Joseph Smith because Sarah and Whitney&#039;s mother, this is just one piece, wrote a biography and never even mentioned it. And her version of what happened completely contradicts what the revelation says happened. So, so we have so many reasons to call foul on this entire story. But that&#039;s the funniest thing to me is like, hey, I&#039;m really lonely and if you&#039;ll bring your little teenage daughter to comfort me and you can just stand there in the corner while we do our thing, right? There is one room and they couldn&#039;t wait outside because remember they had to be sneaky. Nobody could see that&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m23s [1:52:23]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: by the way. Yeah, I guess we already covered this. But where the Olympics were in that letter, that&#039;s where we find out what&#039;s really going on. So this is flipping dishonest. You know, I haven&#039;t used that word since I was a missionary flipping dishonest. But, you know, here&#039;s the thing and I&#039;m sure you&#039;ve covered this. There&#039;s two, there&#039;s two schools who are dead set in covering up, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m49s [1:52:49]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: making sure that Joseph was a polygamist.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m51s [1:52:51]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: So there&#039;s the ex Mormons who need this because otherwise you don&#039;t, by the way. Ok, I gotta stop and tell you&#039;&#039;&#039; &#039;&#039;&#039; [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aE9_2aQajno RFM]&lt;br /&gt;
* . I count him as a friend. He was calling me all the time. We were very friendly and until once we, he did an interview with me like this, he wouldn&#039;t answer my call. He was calling me all the time and suddenly he just cut me off. I don&#039;t know. I insisted on saying something on his podcast that he didn&#039;t want me to say, but I don&#039;t know why that would be a problem. But anyway, we haven&#039;t been in touch now since then. But, um, I count him as a friend, I call Count Bill Real as a friend. I&#039;m watching your piece of, what was that? Was it? [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aE9_2aQajno Number 71]&lt;br /&gt;
* you know, offhand. It&#039;s one of my,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m34s [1:53:34]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: where&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h53m35s [1:53:35]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: you&#039;re discussing where you were going to get together with it. They wanted to get together, but they kept wanting to have you do all the research for him essentially. Anyway, I did say this about RFM. He could get to the truth of what I said to him. I said, I don&#039;t understand why you, a trial lawyer would believe something that is so clearly&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m01s [1:54:01]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m02s [1:54:02]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Ridiculous. But anyway, ok, back to my point. So you got those people and these guys are mild compared to the real anti mormons who have to have Joseph seducing 14 year old girls&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m13s [1:54:13]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: because that&#039;s the number one thing they can accuse him of the very worst of the worst thing they have against&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m20s [1:54:20]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: him without that. They don&#039;t have anything that, uh, that, that shows, I mean, they can say I&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m26s [1:54:26]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: is the best they can&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m27s [1:54:27]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: do, which by the way is another story you want me to give you a quick one on that. Every bank in  1937 failed. The guy&#039;s name is mckay. Last name is mckay and he writes about the [https://www.fairlatterdaysaints.org/conference/august-2009/the-kirtland-safety-society Kirtland Safety Society]&lt;br /&gt;
* . It&#039;s online somewhere, a wonderful piece showing how, you know, this wasn&#039;t Joseph Steel anyway, you know, he okayed it but it wasn&#039;t. Joseph never claimed to have gotten revelation to start a bank. These people are desperate. Let&#039;s find, figure out how well we can buy, you know, we can, we can become a bank anyway. Everything nobody hears about the 1837 collapse because&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m08s [1:55:08]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: I just went into that on my first episode on you. It was a huge depression, the 1837 crash and the, and the depression lasted for years and years. It was still going on in the&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m18s [1:55:18]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: 1857 collapse so overshadowed it. Nobody talks about it. Some, sometimes in history books, I can&#039;t even find it. They, they go to the 1857 because 1837 was mild compared to what really happened. Of course, everything was overshadowed by 1929. But where was I?&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m36s [1:55:36]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: We were talking about the,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m39s [1:55:39]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: you have the anti Mormons. They gotta have this, gotta have Joseph Smith was a complete cad. Then the Mormons, you wonder why it&#039;s, it&#039;s like what Whitney says, she took her book and she sent her book to one of the historians thinking this might help. They didn&#039;t want to hear it and there&#039;s, they can&#039;t, they have to take the line of authority through, bring him back to Joseph. And they have, they have no choice but to throw Joseph under the bus and sort of explain it away by like you guys said, having a female historian explain it. I just love that piece where uh where they were answering questions, you had an apostle there and I hadn&#039;t even thought of that until you brought it up. OK. So, and I thought this was a small group of maybe a dozen teenagers they were talking to until the camera pans out and it&#039;s, it&#039;s a huge field. So they had,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m29s [1:56:29]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: it was broadcast worldwide. Oh,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m31s [1:56:31]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: yeah. So the Apostle was that Quentin Cook. I&#039;m not sure if that&#039;s OK. Quentin Cook and a couple of others, a couple of historians. And so the question from the, the audience up front, they asked about Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy. And there&#039;s uh you know, there&#039;s, it&#039;s awkward but let&#039;s laugh it off. And instead of an apostle of the Lord giving the answer, he palms the answer off to the female historian because, well, we&#039;ll let Sister Kate explain this, why&amp;quot; Because if it&#039;s coming from a woman, it sounds like, well, it couldn&#039;t have been so bad because this woman understands. I stand up on my seat of that kind of thing. I go What the heck.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m14s [1:57:14]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Right. Obviously, we, so this is how I look at it and I&#039;ve mentioned this a lot. So if it&#039;s a repeat for anyone, I apologize. But you&#039;re exactly right that it is the polygamy makes for strange bedfellows pun intended. But we have the, the people that hate Joseph Smith and most want to accuse him. And then we have the people that claim to be the one true church that Joseph founded. It&#039;s been interesting to me to engage with all of the other branches that they all claim to be the one true church, right? Every new polygamous break off claims to be the one true church as well. So I think maybe we&#039;re misunderstanding that. But what I find interesting is that first of all that these people share resources like the church, John C Bennett as an authoritative source on Joseph&#039;s polygamy or, or so his boss wick as it like, like the things that they explain away. You&#039;re just like, what are you doing? You know&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m04s [1:58:04]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: The most man in Nauvoo that we know of the most traitorous.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m10s [1:58:10]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: He&#039;s a nightmare and it is a nightmare.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m13s [1:58:13]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: They quote him to bolster their claims,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m16s [1:58:16]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: right? They use his hip as an authoritative source on polygamy. And I brought that up several times like so many points about that. But first of all, I&#039;ve said this before, was he a polygamy insider, Brian Hall or was he a polygamy outsider? If he was a polygamy insider, why wasn&#039;t he brought in his right where he&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m35s [1:58:35]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: abandoned back in Ohio? Um,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m37s [1:58:37]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: the thing that I do find interesting from the perspective of the church is we have already disavowed and condemned all of Brigham&#039;s other doctrines, we&#039;ve acknowledged now that racism came from Brigham Young,  the priesthood ban, then we have completely abandoned and condemned, I hope blood atonement, right? And we,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m00s [1:59:00]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: I was a firm believer in that seemed like justice to me.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m03s [1:59:03]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: OK. OK. Right. And so, and, and then, like, even Adam- God, I just, I&#039;m gonna have to do some new episodes on Adam God theory because I&#039;m like, I just discovered a new Brigham Young um false doctrine that I have to refute, which I&#039;m going, which I&#039;m now calling divine incest because I didn&#039;t realize that the idea that God literally through sexual intercourse, conceived Jesus with Mary. I didn&#039;t know that people were cool with that idea still, you know, anyway, I&#039;m hoping that&#039;s when we can officially disavow because that&#039;s, I think a horrible idea. But anyway, the point I&#039;m making is we&#039;ve already completely disavowed every doctrine&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m42s [1:59:42]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: that until you bring it up everything that every false teaching and yet&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m47s [1:59:47]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: the church is here, the church is here and we&#039;re going on, all we have to do is add one more thing to that pile. Right. And even though it&#039;s  instituted, it&#039;s canonized in scripture now. Well, we had no problem getting rid of the original 101, which was canonized scripture throughout Brigham Young&#039;s entire life until the 1876. Doctor Covenant was made, we can change canonized scripture, especially if we&#039;re going back to true scripture and correcting an error, right? The church is still here. And I do recognize that our current leaders are,  it seems to me converted to polygamy, consider themselves eternal polygamists, right? So I I know that there are a lot of people that are still  polygamists, which I think is our biggest problem with correcting this false tradition which the book of Mormon tells us what happened. But from my perspective, I actually, I got some push back with this, but I actually think Wilford Woodruff made a huge step toward repentance because his predecessors, John Taylor would have let the entire church be destroyed for the sake of polygamy. He certainly gave his life for it. You know, he let them, like he died in hiding and, and he said no matter what, no matter what, no matter what we will not. Polygamy. Wilfred Woodruff was willing to face the wrath of the polygamists and willing to contradict previous leaders, you have to give him credit for that. But he had the at least the courage and maybe humility to say, ok, we are disavowing polygamy even though I mean, we are abandoning polygamy even though he still believed in it. He was willing to take that step, which I do count as repentance, right? Because he was willing to turn his back on polygamy officially and then the numbers have decreased since then. But we already have a wonderful example of a president of the church going against the direct word of his predecessors in a repentant way. We we we can do this. Go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m41s [2:01:41]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: But on the other hand, the federal government had seized Temple Square, they  seized the temple, they sold, there was a lot of pressure. There may not have been much. But yeah, I&#039;ll give you that.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m52s [2:01:52]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: I think it&#039;s a difference between like, like the comparison I made was in the book of Mormon where the people came at the town of the Rameuptum and whichever town it was. And you know, and, and they were told blessed are you because you have been forced to repent. More blessed? Are they who are not forced to be to repent? Right? So even if Wilford Woodruff was forced to repent, he still made that choice rather than letting the church be destroyed, which is what John Taylor said, they had to do.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m20s [2:02:20]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: You gotta wonder if Taylor would have just let them take it.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m23s [2:02:23]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: That&#039;s what he said. That&#039;s what he said. Like he would have, he would have gone to his grave as a polygamy martyr. Well, he did that anyway, but he would have, I don&#039;t know&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m30s [2:02:30]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: how the brethren today. Here&#039;s the problem. Of course, the problem is the internet because the internet, they could keep all this hidden from the masses until the internet became widespread. Now, if the missionaries come to your door and you like their message and you say, wow, this is really something and they set up something let&#039;s meet next week, you&#039;re going to go right to your computer and learn all about the mormons because this sounds exciting and it&#039;s gonna destroy it if you&#039;re done. I  spoke to the local missionaries some years ago when they still would talk to me and they said, yeah, we never get past the first discussion ever. Oh, then there&#039;s the members who are faithful who can&#039;t reconcile that Joseph Smith did this, by the way, this is ground zero. What, what&#039;s the term we&#039;re looking for? Center? This is the place now, your, what do we call this? Not a blog, your podcast. This is the place. Yeah, that channel. This is the place to learn this where all coming together. I mean, it&#039;s been spread out and going great guns all over the place, Sean High buddy and defending Joseph Smith. In, in different places. But this is the way I like that. You&#039;re gathering people and getting, I can&#039;t wait to hear from Jeremy Hoops. It was from Jeremy hoops that I heard one of the best things I start, I got about halfway through the Temple case. It&#039;s a, it&#039;s a big book and I was following that. But like with a lot of books, I move on to some other book before I finish the one I&#039;m reading, and it was from him that I learned that now everybody here know about the temple case. You do. Yeah. The temple lot case. OK. So it came down. So polygamy was tried in a court. OK? And polygamy lost and the reason it lost, There&#039;s, there&#039;s the temple lot in Independence, Missouri. There&#039;s a small church. They call themselves the Henderguist. Is that the henderguists?&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m30s [2:04:30]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: I don&#039;t know if it&#039;s the Henderguist, I&#039;ve been told it&#039;s the Church of Christ and I&#039;ve been told it&#039;s just the church of Jesus Christ temple lot and that the church of&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m36s [2:04:36]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: Christ Temple&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m38s [2:04:38]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: there is the church of Jesus Christ Temple lot that owns the temple lot. It&#039;s right&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m42s [2:04:42]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: across the street from, from the from the reorganized, community of Christ. OK? So they own that lot and they&#039;ve been care taking it and they&#039;re taking care of it and holding on to it until the time the temple is going to be built in Jackson County. Well turns out that the RLDS church, the RLDS church decided that they wanted it and they were going to sue for it and they had much more in the way of resources. The RLDS thought they ought to have it. Well, a guy by the name of Cannon who was former RLDS, he got wind of this and he told the, uh, the Henderguists, hey, they&#039;re gonna try and take your church. They&#039;re gonna sue for it. Hederguists didn&#039;t have the money to defend. And so somebody took the train or to Salt Lake City and told him what was happening. Salt Lake City couldn&#039;t let the RLDS, because that&#039;s where the feud is. Uh That&#039;s the blood feud between uh Joseph Smith, Junior and Joseph Smith and his cousin. Um So the, the les church financed and went,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m55s [2:05:55]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: they joined the lawsuit on the side of the head of the temple on the side of the head to keep it from going to the RLDS&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m02s [2:06:02]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: just to keep it from going to the RLDS because the LDS church, RLDS church always thought eventually they&#039;d get it, but they get that lot. But they knew they, so&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m11s [2:06:11]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: they wanted the temple lot church to keep it just so the RL DS couldn&#039;t get it. And then they thought that at some point they could pro I&#039;m assuming that they thought at some point they could probably get it from the temple.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m21s [2:06:21]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: So the court trial, it&#039;s a gentile court, gentile judge. It&#039;s all about who, which church, the LES Church and the L our LDS church, which one was the legitimate descendant of Joseph Smith? Which one, which church was the&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m37s [2:06:37]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: one that is the, which is valid,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m39s [2:06:39]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: which is the valid successor of Joseph Smith. So the RLDS church pointed out that the Mormons had completely gone off the rails with polygamy. And so they aren&#039;t the same. So the RLDS church really did have a good case there. But so the LDS church now had to prove that polygamy was of Joseph Smith, that it, it&#039;s not something they made up. And so they brought now this is where Jeremy hoops came in because I hadn&#039;t gone that far. It was amazing. There are still nine women still alive. When was this early 1900s? 1907. Anyway, don&#039;t worry. I know, I know it, but I don&#039;t care. Um But it was so these elderly women, there were still nine of them who had claimed to have been wives and they had, the women who claimed to be wives of Joseph Smith were queen bees in Utah. You know you were because because when you die, you&#039;re going to be celestial wife of Joseph Smith. So they had it. So they, they got to strut around and be real, even though they were married now to general authorities, you know, at the time. But,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m47s [2:07:47]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: and it was in the 1890s, it was 91 through 96. That the, a lot,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m51s [2:07:51]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: thank you. So many of them were frail. They wanted at least a deposition, you know, sworn deposition. These women were happy to, to boast about how they had been married and sealed to Joseph Smith. But when it came to swearing before God, that&#039;s when they all backed off. Except one who was known to just really be a, a liar. Always change your story. Yeah. But these women, they&#039;re not gonna, they wouldn&#039;t sign an affidavit and they wouldn&#039;t appear in court. The church needed them desperately to say yes, Joseph Smith, I was his wife. He taught me that polygamy was a conduct. So they were fine until it came to, they&#039;re not gonna, they&#039;re not gonna swear. So help me God.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h08m39s [2:08:39]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: So I need to look into that. I just have had fun reading through the testimonies and how hilarious they are, how badly they all fall apart and it was part of the court and the judge did not find them credible, did not find the Mormon witnesses to be, the judge actually found in favor of the RLDs church&#039;s claim of being the valid successor except the they basically won on kind of what is it like letches&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m08s [2:09:08]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: Yeah. So RLDs Church won the case, but on appeal the Hedrickites got to keep it because the law was, if you have it so long and you&#039;re keeping it up, If you have a piece of property, you keep it up, you build a fence, you can keep the house, then that&#039;s yours if there&#039;s a dispute. And so the RLDS lost anyway, so both RLDS and the LDS church lost that case and the Hedrickites got to keep it. So anyway, I don&#039;t know how I got up on that&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m35s [2:09:35]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle:  And I loved, I loved my friend [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X904zl5ZliE Cheryl Clute]&lt;br /&gt;
* that came on. I hope you watched that episode. Cheryl. I think they&#039;re great. She made a really great point that she, because she&#039;s part of the restoration branches which Pamela and Richard Price are as well that broke off from the RLDs church when it went super um liberal. And um she says that she really feels the hand of God in that because if the community of Christ, if the RLDs church had been able to get it, they would have built their temple on it, right? And, and they now have really, in my opinion, betrayed, like, like they started out as Joseph Smith the third, one of the main tenets of his religion was his father had not been a polygamist. Emma gave testimony after uh after testimony throughout her life that Joseph was never a polygamist. And now the RLDs church betrayed that and has gone on to the same and, and people also use that just like they say, um, the Prices, books are debunked, which they&#039;re not. They also, they also said even the RLDS Church admits that I did an episode on where they get that wrong and don&#039;t, well, they don&#039;t recognize that that was not, that was a totally motivated move. That was not from evidence. It was from a desire to distance themselves from Joseph Smith and be more like the Methodists who had been training them&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m56s [2:10:56]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock:  So nobody, nobody who&#039;s making those arguments. Well, the RLS church believes it, but don&#039;t ever ask why, I mean. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m05s [2:11:05]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: And I&#039;ve, and I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve interviewed several historians and it&#039;s so interesting because I&#039;ll have a be having a conversation and all and they just come in really, I don&#039;t want to say arrogant. It maybe not but confident and they just know they&#039;re just going to tell me what they know and put me in my place. And as I start asking them questions, they&#039;ll eventually, they say, well, I&#039;m actually not a front line historian on this. This isn&#039;t actually, I mean, you know, so they kind of punt and I&#039;m like, then why are you saying it like it is, why are you elevating yourself to say everyone should listen to me when you aren&#039;t, right? And when you don&#039;t have the expertise, then be more humble and say, well, according to this person, this is instead of saying, well, everybody knows and everybody listen to me say what everybody knows.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m48s [2:11:48]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: I don&#039;t care if the RLDS church says that Joseph Smith, I want to know. Did Joseph Smith the third? No, he did not. And if he was still here today, he would and neither would anybody in that general. We&#039;re talking about completely different people here. They&#039;ve been influenced by now. Falsehoods. Yeah. Just like, look how many Mormons believe it. Come on. This is the founder of our faith and they&#039;re believing lies and falsehoods.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m14s [2:12:14]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: And you know what is I find fascinating, show me any polygamist Mormon fundamentalist, polygamist who really believes in polygamy, who hasn&#039;t taught his Children polygamy, right? We&#039;re claiming that this is the highest holiest doctrine. Joseph Smith the third was almost 12 years old when Joseph died, they lived in that tiny little house together and  Joseph Smith hadn&#039;t taught his son anything about this highest holiest doctrine of the church. He described it was the necessary key to heaven, right? Like I find that to&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m47s [2:12:47]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: be absolutely&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m48s [2:12:48]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: ludicrous. Right. Right. And then, and then in the 1800, I still need to do my episode on this. But it was just common knowledge that it with Brigham Young, everybody knew during Brigham&#039;s life that he started. It, it was mentioned in Congress. It was mentioned by writers that we mentioned Mark Twain before, like, like it was just, well known that Brigham Young got up this fake revelation and started polygamy. And yeah, and it is interesting that people also don&#039;t know that it wasn&#039;t until 1869 when the RL DS missionaries came out when the sons of Emma and Joseph came out. That&#039;s when we start getting a hearing from wives that we start getting these affidavits. And if you, it&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m28s [2:13:28]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: just so happened, these wives were married to the current apostles. They had a lot to lose  because here&#039;s the, the Mormon people were waiting for Joseph to come back and take his place. That&#039;s what Brigham said was to happen. And here they&#039;re attending all these meetings where he&#039;s speaking and these guys are gonna, they&#039;re gonna lose all their power. So they get their wives in line and said, why don&#039;t you tell him that you are married to Joseph? I&#039;m sorry. I,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m54s [2:13:54]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: no, you&#039;re right. I wish you had in front of me where Brigham says, where Brigham says,  we would love to let him take his rightful place if he would bow to us and you know,  he acknowledges that it is Joseph Smith the third&#039;s rightful place, but they need to bow to the apostles and, and come online with what the apostles have said with what Brigham Young has set up. It&#039;s, I&#039;ll see if I can find that quote. But, um, anyway, I think it&#039;s so fascinating that for people to understand that&#039;s when we start to getting claims of Joseph&#039;s polygamy is 1869. And the compilations of these affidavits are hilarious. They&#039;re ridiculous. They&#039;re so bad. We claim that it&#039;s the women claiming it. It isn&#039;t at all. This is a culture. They&#039;ve had decades of being told, You follow the priesthood, you follow your husband, you follow the head. They were almost all, like you said, married to Brigham Young and Heber C Kimball. And Right. And, and there was a ton of, not just credibility but a claim to be gained by signing one of these affidavits by being and a ton to lose if you didn&#039;t. And so&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m03s [2:15:03]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: by the way, did you ever read [https://www.latterdaytruth.org/pdf/100447.pdf Judge Phillips Ruling]&lt;br /&gt;
* ? It&#039;s thick. Uh The, on the, on the he read all the way. It&#039;s almost like he could barely keep from laughing. The LDS position was so ludicrous and so without merit that uh but he spent a lot of time breaking it down and that, that&#039;s good because&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m28s [2:15:28]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: I have to read that. That&#039;s good to know. OK. Well, I do want, I did also want to ask how your blog post was received because so for me, I, like I said, I didn&#039;t start out with the question of Joseph Smith, but that&#039;s immediately that was your first time handling polygamy was about Joseph Smith was not a how was it received back then?&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m48s [2:15:48]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock:  I&#039;d have to look and see the comments section. I used to get like 200 comments a month and now I get very few. I&#039;m gonna have to take off. I had problems with anonymous posters. And so I just had to make it where the blog wouldn&#039;t accept anonymous poster posts. But I gotta make it now where people you can use a fake name. I don&#039;t care. But the, the biggest problem we had a, aside from a couple of trolls was there&#039;d be discussions in these comment sections and they would say was this anonymous set above an anonymous? Well, you OK, actually had, we couldn&#039;t tell what anonymous they were talking about, but I think it was met with some of the same astonishment as I experienced when I first. But, but the other thing was some people said, well, yeah, but your source is RLDS, you know, so what, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m45s [2:16:45]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: it&#039;s not valid,&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m46s [2:16:46]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Rock: read, read the book and then you tell me if, if what they&#039;re saying , you don&#039;t argue from who the source was, you know, argue, argue from what is being said. And that stuff is so step by step. And it got to, I, I couldn&#039;t even include very much, but I did a follow up piece that I called why Mormon history is not what they say in which I showed how many, how common it was to lie and it wasn&#039;t just Mormons. I was absolutely gobsmacked to learn that Bancroft&#039;s Histories, 10 volume History in the United States. This was the, you know, you know, early 1900s, late 1800s, 10 volume. And this was the authoritative source for American history. And then he, he admitted that he would make things up if it helped give the reader a patriotic feeling. Well we have members of the church. This goes back. I quoted a lot of stuff about, remember the story when Brigham Young took the stand, Joseph and Hyrum are dead and we&#039;re going to decide whether who&#039;s gonna run the church. And Brigham Young stood up there and we start giving these ideas that people thought they, it started with a guy named Albert Carrington. He said what I saw, and he wrote this 13 years later. He says, when I saw Brigham Young up there speaking, it was almost like I was hearing Joseph himself, OK? You know, you see, and then somebody expounded on that, next thing, you know, they&#039;re talking about how I saw him completely transform into Joseph Smith, his voice, his words. And then other people were saying, yes, the crowd stood on their feet and said, Joseph has, has returned, Hurrah and other people. This was my favorite. Some of the I can&#039;t, I think it was Orson Pratt. He, he talked about how, how  he saw when he was watching Brigham Young, he said it was, I saw the visage of Joseph right down to the whistle. You&#039;ve heard that story? Well, Orson wasn&#039;t even there. I mean, neither was John D Lee. These people were testifying of what? This went a long way in, in my childhood to believing that Brigham Young was chosen of God because you know, this was a miracle. So anyway, this, this piece was called [https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&amp;amp;amp;rct=j&amp;amp;amp;q=&amp;amp;amp;esrc=s&amp;amp;amp;source=web&amp;amp;amp;cd=&amp;amp;amp;cad=rja&amp;amp;amp;uact=8&amp;amp;amp;ved=2ahUKEwjiq635mdSEAxWGIDQIHdX5BnQQFnoECB4QAQ&amp;amp;amp;url=http%3A%2F%2Fpuremormonism.blogspot.com%2F2010%2F07%2Fwhy-mormon-history-is-not-what-they-say.html&amp;amp;amp;usg=AOvVaw0EC6vtbhDcNZfF1i5oFe2E&amp;amp;amp;opi=89978449 Mormon. History is not what they say]&lt;br /&gt;
* , but you can&#039;t blame just the Mormons because everybody was doing it. It was just back here in history was not. Well, you know, the who was it? Abraham Smoot, I don&#039;t think it was a Abraham Smoot. Abraham Smoot told the story of another Apostle who&#039;s riding through Tennessee on a, on a mule. He&#039;s, I think he&#039;s on his mission and a hairy man comes up next to him. He&#039;s about shoulder height on him or so it&#039;s big hairy man. And he has a conversation with him and his hairy man tells him he&#039;s Cane and this is his mark and he&#039;s, he&#039;s fated to wander the earth. And you know, these are the kind of stories that I felt were faith promoting as a kid. And now I realize, I was um on the road a lot  in business I had and I, I remember being in going down this highway in Arizona long, just wishing I was home, tired and bored driving along the highway. I&#039;m starting to have daydreams. Wouldn&#039;t it be nice if I came across a car that was wrecked at the side of the road? And in it was a dead mafia guy and there was a suitcase full of money next to him. And then I, I could leave and go home and have to do and have to do all this stuff. You know, your mind does these things. You know, it&#039;s, you&#039;re not, you&#039;re not dreaming but you&#039;re thinking, oh man, you know, wouldn&#039;t it be nice? I can understand how he&#039;s sitting on that mule for hours. Just, just uh just loosely coming up with&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h20m47s [2:20:47]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: stories. One thing I think is interesting is that I&#039;m glad you brought up how historians you know, just chose the stories that works for them. I wish I could say it. They&#039;ve gotten a lot better because we do the same thing like the Michael Quinn used Mark Hoffman source and said, well, it told the story, that&#039;s probably what happened. And then, then Park said that he utilized William Law&#039;s diary  to a great extent, the extent because it was too good of a source not to use, right? And it&#039;s like these are fraudulent sources that it&#039;s not that hard to see. So we&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m23s [2:21:23]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: understand that, that the Mormons told stories, faith promoting stories is part of the history. Well, the whole thing about the seagulls, I don&#039;t want to keep you any longer, but that doesn&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m33s [2:21:33]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: work and I do need to go. But also  I think it&#039;s good to recognize this too because I know we&#039;re really hard on our modern leaders for stories they&#039;ve told, like, I know President Nelson&#039;s plane crash and, and, you know, there are lots of other examples I feel&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m46s [2:21:46]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: bad for, for uh the guy with the baseball stories.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m50s [2:21:50]&lt;br /&gt;
* ] Michelle: Yes. Yes, Paul Dunn. Paul. We really hard on them and like, rightfully so, this is not good. We shouldn&#039;t do it, but it&#039;s good to recognize that it&#039;s happened forever and it&#039;s not&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h22m01s [2:22:01]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: because he was so humiliated. But you know, what are you gonna do? You can&#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h22m06s [2:22:06]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Michelle: thank you so much. It&#039;s been great to talk to you and I talk to you again.&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6nco15cOFY&amp;amp;amp;t=2h22m10s [2:22:10]&lt;br /&gt;
* ]&lt;br /&gt;
* Rock: Been a delight to get to know you. Thank you Michelle.&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;{{Podcast episode v2&lt;br /&gt;
 | title = 101: Post-Manifesto Polygamy  with Barbara Jones Brown&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 101&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2024-01-14&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = 5Doh3NIOfE0&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Fake History, Mountain Meadows, Post-manifesto&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Barbara Jones Brown, Interview&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary =&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00] Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy, where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. I am excited to be able to bring this episode to you today. I was able to sit down a few weeks ago for a second conversation with historian Barbara Jones Brown this time to discuss post manifesto polygamy. And I think you&#039;ll be excited to see the incredible amazing connections that we discovered that really made this conversation much more exciting for both of us. We actually had spent several hours on the phone the night before just going over all of the amazing ways that we found that we line up. So I&#039;m excited for you to hear that part of it. Um I always again, want to recommend that people start at the beginning of this podcast or at least go back and understand the scriptural case that we laid out first to understand if polygamy is ever of God because I think that&#039;s the most important question and then proceeding on to the questions about Joseph Smith. And then I realized I really have not done much yet on post manifesto polygamy other than talking about my family. And so this is kind of the first conversation I&#039;ll have about Post Manifesto polygamy. But I think that there will be many more in the future. So I&#039;m glad you&#039;re here. And thank you for joining us as we take this deep dive into the very murky waters of Post Manifesto Mormon Polygamy. Welcome to this episode. I&#039;m so excited to be here again with my new friend, Barbara Jones Brown and I think I can call you a friend at this point because we&#039;ve had a fun little adventure together. So it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=01m40s 01:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: crazy. The connection we figured out. That&#039;s right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=01m44s 01:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. So I have to just quickly share if that&#039;s ok and feel free to add anything. But I actually, I&#039;m still a little bit swollen. I had to have a big facial surgery this um this a couple of weeks ago and I&#039;ve been recovering. You look great. Oh, thank you. I just, I a little bit more. You would never&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=02m00s 02:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: know you just had&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=02m01s 02:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: surgery. Thank you. But so anyway, I was going to cancel my interviews this week. I canceled my other and then I went to text Barbara and it was just this complete stupor of thought like I couldn&#039;t. So I was like, ok, so, and, and just being me how I work. So I just prayed about it and, and I just felt like, ok, I&#039;ll try again tomorrow and then as I went and prayed about it I just felt like no, don&#039;t cancel. And so I was like, ok. And then so despite everything, I started to get ready for the interview and I looked up more of Barbara&#039;s work because you&#039;ve done a ton of work on post manifesto polygamy and lo and behold, she researched my family in depth, in huge depth. And so when I texted her last night to send her the um or yesterday evening to send her the link, I was like, and this is going to be so fun. You&#039;ve researched my family. So I get this text back. That was like, what who are they? So needless to say, I think we spent what three hours on the phone last night until batter&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=03m02s 03:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: family history, which I studied um for years and wrote about for years. So that&#039;s a crazy connection, crazy small world. So yeah, so this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=03m12s 03:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: is actually&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=03m12s 03:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: like polygamy. You know, we&#039;re going to be talking about Post Manifesto polygamy today. But it was so interesting to find out that polygamy including post Manifesto polygamy was practiced so recently in your in your family line. So it&#039;s it&#039;s closer for you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=03m29s 03:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It is, it is, it&#039;s close. My mother&#039;s mother was raised in in polygamy, Post Manifesto Mormon, friendly polygamy like they weren&#039;t FLT&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=03m41s 03:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: they were sanctioned,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=03m43s 03:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: sanctioned, right? And we need a term for it because I call it post post manifesto because we, we should tell. Well, anyway, first of all, welcome, welcome. And thank you for being here and I&#039;m so excited to talk to you officially on the record as well as how much fun we had talking last night and more today as she&#039;s been sharing sources with me and I got on the phone with my mom and tried to find out all kinds of history. But um so those of you who, who didn&#039;t watch our last episode, Barbara co-wrote Vengeance&#039;s Mind, which is the second book that she was involved with on the Mountain Meadows Massacre. So I just, so you have to know like this lady is tough as nails Mountain Meadows Massacre. And Post Manifesto polygamy are her two specialties&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=04m27s 04:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: which I just, I know I always joke about, I just kind of fell into both. I was hired by both to start working on these subjects. I wasn&#039;t out looking for these subjects. They just both kind of fell into my lap. So I say, yeah, I write probably about the two most controversial topics in Mormon history, the massacre and Post Manifesto polygamy. So go figure&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=04m52s 04:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: those are for sure, the hardest topic. So I, so this is amazing to talk to you. And um and so yeah, so we spoke last time about mountain meadows and and didn&#039;t have very much time. So you, so we&#039;re, we&#039;re now talking about Post Manifesto polygamy, her other area of expertise, which she got into by studying my post post manifest polygamy ancestors. So this is real. I like, I think, I don&#039;t know you and I, we, we geeked out, we really geeked out last night for several hours. So hopefully this will be as fun and interesting to the audience as it is to both of us. So do you want to explain how you got into post manifesto polygamy? You said you were hired but like, sure.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=05m33s 05:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yes. So I um am a former editor for the Ensign Magazine. Um I, my undergraduate major was journalism and English. And so I worked for many years as a professional editor, including from the Ensign Magazine. And while working there, I started editing church history articles. So I started getting interested in church history, um which led to both projects that, that will, that the Mount Meadows Project and then Post Manifesto polygamy. Anyways, I um after I had my first baby, I resigned from full time work at the Einstein. So I could spend more time at home with her. But I was still involved with freelance work. And uh two men came to me and asked me to write the biography of their mother. Her name was Lorna K Alder and she was born um into an L DS sanctioned polygamous marriage.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=06m30s 06:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: She&#039;s my great aunt. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=06m33s 06:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: right. That&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=06m34s 06:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right. My great half aunt, we have, we&#039;re from different&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=06m37s 06:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: mothers, same great, great grandfather or her father&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=06m44s 06:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: was grandfather,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=06m46s 06:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: grandfather. So Anson Bowen call was his name. She was still alive. She was 98 years old at the time and she died when she was 100 and seven. So I was fortunate enough to be able to do 38 oral history interviews with her as part of this project. And then I started just delving into doing all the research on her family history and life in what was colloquial called the Mormon colonies of Northern Mexico, Chihuahua Mexico. And that&#039;s where I learned all about post manifesto polygamy. Um So that&#039;s why I came to that project. And then after I completed that project, um I was hired to edit a book called Massacre at Mount Meadows for Richard Turley, Ron Walker and Glenn Leonard who wrote that book. Um I was working for the church history department full time again then, um and then later, I co-authored, as you mentioned, Vengeance is Mine, the Mount Middles Massacre and its aftermath with Richard Turley. So those have been my two big projects that I&#039;ve I&#039;ve worked on in, in Mormon history.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=07m54s 07:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So that&#039;s good to get the timeline. So you were hired to do the to do Lorna&#039;s biography before you started Mountain Meadows. And then do you know why they came to you?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=08m06s 08:06]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Um So they had gone to um someone at the Ensign Magazine, they were looking for someone, you know, that would be a good writer and editor. And um and then someone referred them to me. They said, oh, well, Barbara Jones Brown, is great and she&#039;s looking for freelance work. And so they refer me to that and they actually, um, had me do some editing first on, uh, I&#039;ll hold it up this biography on an, and bow and call your ancestor. Let&#039;s see. There we go. Which was actually being written by Lorna K Alder and actually wrote the introductory chapter for that book. So that&#039;s, that&#039;s in that book. Um, and then after that, they asked me to write her biography.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=08m50s 08:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. Can we talk really quickly about her? Because I didn&#039;t even know about her really? Until I saw that you had worked on her and looked her&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=08m59s 08:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: because she was an amazing woman, really a remarkable woman. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=09m03s 09:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So that book as kind of the final thing of her life, she wrote that. What was it, was it published when she was 100 3? Was she 100 and three when that was published? 100 and two?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=09m13s 09:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: She was an award winner, co-author Bill Hartley who William Hartley, who was a BYU uh professor. They won the Mormon History Association best biography award that year. And so when she, I was there at the ceremony when she received that award and everybody, when they announced, you know, told about her and said she&#039;d been born in 1906 as she&#039;s walking up to receive her award, like there was just a gasp in the room and everybody was like 1906. No, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=09m42s 09:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: believe she is in history.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=09m45s 09:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah. The oldest author ever to win a history award at 100 and two from my magic. Pretty cool moment. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=09m53s 09:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: obviously perfectly sharp and mobile and still&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=09m56s 09:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: super sharp up until the end of her life, incredibly sharp. Mind still. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=10m01s 10:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so maybe we can start by talking about her because I think it&#039;s so interesting because so she in a day she was, her mother was a polygamist. She was like, right. She&#039;s, and so, um, yeah, I should say she was raised in polygamy herself. And, um, and they weren&#039;t the, let&#039;s see, that was Anson Bowen and Thresa, but her mother was Julia the fourth wife,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=10m24s 10:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: right? Yeah. Her parents were the call and Julia Abe call.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=10m30s 10:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. And so she was the younger wife that was Anson Bowen close to 40 she was a&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=10m38s 10:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Anson is, well, he went by Bowen. So let&#039;s just call him Bowen. Bowen was 39 when he married her mother, Julia who was 17 and she was his fourth wife. Yeah, one other wife had passed away. So Bowen at that time had two living wives, Theresa, who was your ancestor. And then Dottie Pratt and Dottie was Parley p Pratt&#039;s granddaughter. Ok. Uh Dottie passed away a few years later but make a long story short when, when Bowen and Julia were married, he was, he&#039;s, he had two living wives at the time, Teresa and Dottie.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=11m23s 11:23]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. And that was a hard, so, so one thing I loved talking to Barbara, I don&#039;t want to speak for you. So you can say, but like if you&#039;re going to live polygamy do it like the calls did, right? Like they were one of the best families you can find&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=11m38s 11:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: if you&#039;re going to live it. Um I would recommend it. They were, they were good people. They were living a principle that they believed that their church leaders had started and taught and what they were taught you had to do in order to reach the highest degree of the celestial kingdom or the Mormon heaven, the latter day Saint heaven, if you will. So they were, they were living, they made great sacrifices to live this incredibly difficult and hard principle, but they made the most of it. And uh they were good people. I was, I was always impressed with how good these people were.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=12m20s 12:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s what I guess what I&#039;m saying is like they made, they did it about as well as it could be done is how it looks to me like for the most part with Thresa and, and Bowen. But, but even they, it was a struggle with Julia because so Julia was so much younger and Bowen kind of decided on his own to like, like he had a revelation and, and informed Thresa and dottie that he was marrying, that God wanted him to marry Julia who was 17. And so that was always tricky. They had Children that age. Right. So, so Julia&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=12m58s 12:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: was still quite a bit younger than I think. Bone and Theresa&#039;s youngest but not a ton. Like, maybe I can&#039;t give you the exact number 17 or 18 years younger. So they weren&#039;t the same age. But, but yes, she was significantly younger&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=13m16s 13:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: than me. I mean, I mean, she was the age of thresa Children. She was close to the age of their Children. She&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=13m21s 13:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: was, she was like 15 or 17 years younger than Theres and Bowen&#039;s youngest child. I can look at it right now if you want me to.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=13m30s 13:30]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, ok. Yeah, we, we&#039;ll figure that out. Maybe I&#039;m just confused.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=13m33s 13:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: So she was still significantly. Yeah. Um,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=13m39s 13:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I was trying to say she was, she was the age of about the age of their Children is what it seems like it would normally be in those situations. Maybe. Let&#039;s see. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=13m47s 13:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: just wanna make sure I&#039;m giving accurate information here. So Julia&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=13m51s 13:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: says this was born in 86. Yeah. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=13m54s 13:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Julia was born in 1885. So, yes, she was the same age at her oldest. You&#039;re right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=14m02s 14:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I mean, she was literally her daughters and she was in between those first two daughters. The second daughter is my great grandmother.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=14m10s 14:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: She was older than Theresa Bowen&#039;s youngest child. She was the same as their oldest daughter. Yeah. Yeah, it&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=14m20s 14:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s pretty tough. Yeah. So it is. Um, and so Lorna was the oldest daughter of Julia, that teenage wife and she was a spitfire. She, in that generation went not only got her undergraduate degree but went to was it Columbia and got her master&#039;s degree.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=14m37s 14:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: She, she earned a, he, she earned a degree four year degree at BYU starting in 1926. And not when, when not a lot of women L DS or just American women in general were not going to college and getting college degrees very often at that age. In fact, not even just women, just people in general weren&#039;t getting a lot of college, not a lot of people were getting college degrees in that era. Um that came about later over time. But so she earned that degree in 1926 and, and or excuse me in the 19 twenties and then she goes off later to Columbia University to earn a master&#039;s degree in education. So she was, she was remarkable for her time whether being polygamous or L DS or not. That was really remarkable for women to do that was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=15m25s 15:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: um for sure. And then she was, she was a BYU professor or BYA, I guess Brigham Young Academy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=15m31s 15:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah. Later she becomes a professor at BYU and she taught education for many, many years at Brigham Young University.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=15m39s 15:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. And so because I called my mom to ask about her. So I&#039;ve done episodes in the past with my mom, people that know Janine Brady that&#039;s my mom and she lived with Lorna in Provo, her first semester at, by a, so she knew Lorna and her husband and the two little boys when, you know, because my mom&#039;s older than Lorna&#039;s two sons. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=16m01s 16:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: that hired me to write your book.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=16m04s 16:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Isn&#039;t that fun? And this was interesting. This was an insight, like my mom kind of had culture shock going from her very, very obedient polygamous, raised mother to going into Lorna&#039;s home where Lorna and her husband were more equals. You know, I called my mom back and I was like, you were so used to the very, very submissive wife that to see a wife who wasn&#039;t equal to her husband for as Lorna would have been more than my mom was used to do. You know what I mean? It was culture shock to her because my mom really was raised like you don&#039;t, you don&#039;t disagree with your husband. You don&#039;t raise your, you don&#039;t argue back. Like it&#039;s very much like, is there a fork and one of the mother or one of the daughters gets up and gets a fork for the husband or one of the sons? That was the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=16m53s 16:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: culture? I will say that Lorna was absolutely equal with her husband and of course they were in a monogamous marriage. But yeah, she was very well educated. She had her own career. Um she herself didn&#039;t marry until she was 39 had her first baby at 41 and her second baby at 46. Um So, yeah, she was very much a strong well educated woman who would have considered herself very much equal with her husband,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=17m22s 17:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? I think that&#039;s profound. And um yeah, so, so a story that I got, I called my cousin this morning. Well, my mother&#039;s cousin, I&#039;m a generation below. But she, did you get the little black eyed girl story in Lorna&#039;s biography? Do you remember about&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=17m37s 17:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Maria? So I read&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=17m41s 17:41]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: about one thing that everyone remembers about Lorna is she would say come sit on the lap that sat on the lap, that of Joseph Smith, come sit on the lap. No, she, she said sit on the lap that sat on the lap of the out of a lap. So maybe I&#039;m missing three generations back. So, so just really quickly, Anne Mariah Bowen, my ancestor that I&#039;ve talked about before. She was the one that was orphaned. She was 15 and drove a team across the plains. Her sister&#039;s team say them from going down the river like like she was a this amazing woman. Then at 17 when she was in the valley, she was given away to Mary Anson call as his young teenager by nobody&#039;s consent, like Brigham Young just assigned that in conference and then she was sent away. She was divorced and her Children were kept and they went back and got the baby. I told this story before. It&#039;s a tragic story. But as a little girl, there&#039;s this beautiful story. I wonder if I should take time to read it really quickly. The black eyed girl, do you care if I ask? This is&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=18m48s 18:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Lorna&#039;s grandmother, Mariah?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=18m51s 18:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. That&#039;s so it&#039;s her grandmother. So yeah, so I&#039;ll explain and this is, this is Mariah. So Mariah is that 15 year old and then the 17 year old wife who was her Children were taken away and she was divorced. This is about her when she was a little girl and it&#039;s her mother that wrote it. So this is um, Mariah&#039;s mother&#039;s story. Her name was Charlotte Louisa Dur Durham. And she said, while sewing a quilt with my dear friend Emma. One lovely spring day, her husband Joseph Smith. The it came through the open door and straight away greeted his beloved wife with a kiss saying it&#039;s, it is good to be home dear. She happily nodded in agreement. Then turning toward me. He exclaimed, what a pleasure to see you mother Bowen and cheerfully shook my hand. You as well. Brother Joseph. I replied, thank you. He stated and then asked, and who is this young lady? He crouched down to get a good look at my quiet little girl standing next to me. Her name is Mariah. The prophet kindly asked. Hello, Mariah, may I tell you a story? She shyly nodded. Then sitting in a large wooden rocking chair. The prophet gently lifted up, lifted her up on his lap and began many long years ago, there was a faith filled group of 2000 young men who marched into war to defend freedom. After fighting in a fierce battle. The boys were wounded but miraculously, none of them died. Now, my young friend, do you know the reason why Mariah shook her head and softly said no, because he instructed their mothers taught them that if they did not doubt God would deliver them, then the prophet paused, looked directly into her deep dark eyes and asked some day Mariah, do you think you could teach your Children to have faith in Jesus Christ? Like the Stripling warriors? Yes, I think I can. She promised making him smile. Brother Joseph warmly set her down and agreed. That&#039;s right. My little black eyed girl, surely you shall. And so that&#039;s family lore II, I don&#039;t know if you came across that, but that was written by Mariah&#039;s mother, which I thought was just a wonderful, charming little story. So you came across that in your&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=20m47s 20:47]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: work. I can&#039;t remember whether I did or not. It&#039;s not ringing any bells right now. But I think, I think I do remember and I&#039;m so sorry I did all this work like 20 years ago. Um But I think I do remember something about um Lorna&#039;s Joseph Smith calling Lorna&#039;s grandmother&#039;s little black eye girl. I think I remember just that, that&#039;s what he called her. I don&#039;t remember the family story that was passed down necessarily.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=21m14s 21:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: But right, I was trying to do the math because I could say the same thing. But I&#039;d have to say come sit on the lap that sat on the lap that sat on the lap that sat on the lap of, of the prophet Joseph Smith. Maybe there&#039;s anyway, it&#039;s a fun, it&#039;s a fun story. So I like that one. I have to very quickly jump into the discussion at this point to explain something that story that I just read to Barbara Jones Brown is not true. So my cousin had made this darling little book of all of her family history. It has both sides of her family, but one of those sides is my family history too. So it&#039;s this darling book that she um worked so hard on, compiled all of the pictures and stories about all of our ancestors. And after I read this story from it, I got a little bit concerned because I was like, wow, that&#039;s a really well worded story that&#039;s very complete and didn&#039;t seem, you know, like, II I kind of started wondering where it had come from. So I started to try to look for it and couldn&#039;t find it anywhere. So I called her and after a bit of a conversation, she told me that she really wanted the Children, her grandchildren who she was primarily writing this book for by all of the other Children to not just have a name and maybe a picture. She wanted them to feel some emotional connection to her ancestors. So she thought that it would be helpful to make up to write little stories about her ancestors. So she, you know, she was prayerful about it and, and did and I thought, thought it was a darling story, but she made it up and if you look at it, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll go all this back to the stage. You can see that it says um let me get over here where I can change the screen. That is the little black eyed girl. Now, that part of the story is true. That&#039;s the part that&#039;s come down in family history is that Joseph Smith called Anne Mariah Bowen, his little black eyed girl. That part is true. But you can see what this says here at the top of the story as told by Charlotte Louisa Durham Bowen, her mother. And I think that&#039;s the part that really confused me. I just read it and assumed it was true and didn&#039;t think, oh, I need to check this out as carefully as I try to check out other sources. I was so embarrassed after that. I actually texted Barbara and was like, oh my gosh, this totally is not a true story. And she was so sweet and gracious and said, I thought it was just family lore. It was just fine and I was tempted to erase it from the, from the conversation, but I actually thought it was very instructive. It certainly was to me and probably to all of us about how history often gets done. How like sometimes a very well meaning family member for, for sweet and um good reasons, makes up stories and then passes them on and all of the Children who grow up reading this are going to think that&#039;s a true story about their ancestor and pass that on, right. It also can happen sometimes for a little bit more nefarious purposes when you&#039;re trying to prove something or trying to claim something that&#039;s not necessarily true. But I just thought this was a great experience to see how tricky history can be for a huge variety of reasons. Now, back to the conversation anyway. So, so that&#039;s Lorna and then um from there, did you write your, so I know you&#039;ve done several papers or chapters and books about Post Manifesto polygamy. Were those before or after mountain meadows or in between? This was, this&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=24m39s 24:39]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: was before. Well, actually, I think it was actually during because Rick and I wrote um Vengeance&#039;s Mind over, it took uh 14 years that we were on that book. And so, yeah, um so, and, and part of the reason it took so long is we were also working on other projects. It wasn&#039;t like we were both just full time on one book. But also, but just the, the research was exhaustive and we were, I mean, we did really, really thorough deep research. So that&#039;s part of the reason. And the other part of the reason was we&#039;re, you know, always involved in other projects as well. And so I was kind of simultaneously uh working on this project. But um uh&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=25m22s 25:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: do you want to show that I wanted&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=25m24s 25:24]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: to share just two chapters? I wrote in two books on the subject if people want to read more about it. So there is this one, it&#039;s called Just South of Zion, The Mormons in Mexico and the Borderlands. And I have a chapter in here about post manifesto polygamy as it was practiced in Chihuahua Mexico. And the reason why Latter Day Saints colonizers came from uh Utah and Arizona and Wyoming and why they went down to Mexico to start these colonies. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=25m58s 25:58]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: do you know where I looked for that book? And I couldn&#039;t, I&#039;m sure I didn&#039;t look enough, but it was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=26m03s 26:03]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: published by the University of New Mexico Press.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=26m08s 26:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And so I&#039;ll have to see if I can find it. I couldn&#039;t find it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=26m12s 26:12]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: published in 2015. Yeah. So I was definitely working on this simultaneously with working on mountain meadows. Um The other chapter and this one is more thorough, thorough. This one goes more into post manifesto polygamy and the, the policy and the politics behind it and how it fell out of practice in mainstream Mormonism Um So there&#039;s a chapter in this book as well. It&#039;s called The Persistence Of Polygamy, three fundamentalist Mormon Polygamy from 1890 to the present. And so I also talk about your family members as well in here. But then again, more into the church policy and all of the history and so forth. But this book was also published in 2015. Um The chapter in this book won the Mormon History Association&#039;s best article award on International History. Oh, wow. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=27m10s 27:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so if we read, so the persistence of polygamy is available. And so I do, I do have that one. But if I read that one, do I need to read the other one too? Is there a lot of overlap, do they?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=27m22s 27:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah, there is some overlap. Um as I mentioned. So the one that&#039;s just South of Zion is more about it includes more Mexican history, Mexican so that it brings that more into the story and the persistence of polygamy. One goes more into more into church policy and, and L Ds church headquarters, history and the political history of why, how it ended in mainstream latter Day Saint practice.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=27m52s 27:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. And, and I told Barbara, I really, like, I, I wanted to read that I went out of my way to make sure I had that article before our interview today, but I instead spent the whole evening talking on the phone, so I haven&#039;t read it yet. So I&#039;m really excited to but um but from what I did read, it looks phenomenal. And so now we can dig into post manifesto polygamy. I guess. I first want to ask when you started studying, I guess for Lorna, what were you surprised?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=28m26s 28:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Very surprised because I was not yet a professional historian. I had not had any formal training in history yet. I should mention that. I um uh after I started and I think I pretty much finished my biography of Lorna. Um I went back to graduate school and earned a master&#039;s degree in American History from the University of Utah. So, yeah, so I was not super well versed in um church history, Mormon history. Um And so when I started reading this family story, and I found out that they were sealed in marriage after the 1890 manifesto. And I guess for readers or listeners who don&#039;t know what that is, we had to explain that. But in 1890 the president of the church at the time, Wilfred Woodruff, he issued a manifesto saying that the church is no longer encouraging um plural marriage or um contracting new plural marriages. So when I found out that that they were, um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=29m36s 29:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and that&#039;s included in our doctrine and covenants, that&#039;s the first manifesto still canonized in our doctrine. If you look&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=29m42s 29:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: at that manifesto, it&#039;s very carefully worded, it says anywhere in the territory. So that was true, but it&#039;s, it&#039;s kind of misleading because they were contracting new and encouraging new plural marriages outside of the United States. So that&#039;s why you have all these folks moving to Mexico who already were polygamous. And so they wanted to live without free of persecution in their polygamous families. So they went to Mexico to live free of that and, or to Canada. And I should point out though that um polygamy was illegal in Mexico. That&#039;s a, a misconception that sometimes people have. They think it was legal. But what it was um leaders in Mexico wanted that colonization. They wanted to encourage um farmers, Mormon farmers to come in and help develop the Mexican economy by living there. So they kind of agreed to just look the other way and say, if you don&#039;t say anything about it, if you don&#039;t make a big deal about the fact that you&#039;re still practicing polygamy, we will just kind of look the other way. And again, I, I go into detail in this, in, in these articles. If people want to delve into that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=30m51s 30:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, that&#039;ll be fun. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=30m52s 30:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah. So I I to learn that actually new, new plural marriages were being contracted. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=31m01s 31:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so in a way, the colonies thrived because of the manifesto, right? Like, oh, absolutely. The reason for being is,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=31m11s 31:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: yeah, absolutely. So, um so a couple of, and I can&#039;t remember off the top of my head. I&#039;m so sorry. This research is, no,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=31m19s 31:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you&#039;re great.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=31m20s 31:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: A couple of church leaders, I think it was Heli and Pratt who was partly p Pratt&#039;s son and another apostle. Again, it&#039;s in the article, but they go south in the 18 eighties. Um, because anti polygamy legislation is ramping up, it&#039;s heating up in the United States. And so they start exploring places where these polygamous families can live in peace without being, um, you know, having their, the, the fathers put into prison&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=31m49s 31:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in their striped pajamas because of the like the Edmonds Act. The&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=31m54s 31:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: act. Exactly. So they start looking for place where families can live in peace from this. So that&#039;s why they start going south border into Mexico and then they, they purchase land and then a lot more particular after the manifesto, a lot more polygamous families start moving there in earnest or people who want to live the principle of polygamy start moving there in earnest. So there were several uh latter day saint colonies in Chihuahua and Sonora Mexico.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=32m27s 32:27]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So Anson Bowen call, he was, as I&#039;ve said, Mariah, his mother when she was sent away, he was either three or four, he was the youngest other than the baby that she took. So he moved down there and he ended up, he was the bishop. I, I believe it was colonial Dublon is where my grandmother was born. And so he was the bishop there for something like 30 years,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=32m48s 32:48]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: 30 years. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=32m50s 32:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. And so he was, he was the polygamous bishop. In one of&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=32m56s 32:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: them, one of them named Colonia Juarez, to which still exists as a Mormon community today, not polygamous in mainstream latter day saint practice, but the academy is in Colonia Juarez. Um So, yeah, so there were other communities where there were bishops&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=33m21s 33:21]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and you said you&#039;ve even been to my great grandparents&#039; home. It&#039;s, that&#039;s incredible. It was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=33m28s 33:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: surreal to write this whole story, write all about the home, write all these stories about their lives there and then to go down there and visit the home and walk inside the home that I had. It was like getting in a time machine and writing about the tithing office that&#039;s still standing there and um various buildings and structures that are still there. That was, that was surreal. It was really neat, really powerful experience to go.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=33m57s 33:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s incredible. So is it still there? Is colonial Duplo still there as well as colonial water? It&#039;s been&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=34m02s 34:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: absorbed by like I, I can&#039;t remember the other community, but it&#039;s just kind of grown. Of course, many over the last 100 plus years. So other communities have kind of grown and absorbed it. So really the the the only community that still has quite a bit of a latter day saint population is Colonia Juarez where the Juarez Steak Academy is and there&#039;s a temple there. Now there&#039;s Melds temple there.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=34m29s 34:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I just, I, I want to make a caveat here and you can correct if I get anything wrong. So Barbara and I did talk for a long time both about our points of agreement and our points of very strong disagreement. But um it was interesting. So, so most people that are my listeners will know what we&#039;re talking about. But um it was interesting to hear that. Like, like I have found it interesting, Joseph F Smith just was telling one story and doing something very different. We we know that, right? But I think he justified that because he thought that&#039;s what Joseph Smith did. It, it seems to me and for people that see them being of the same character, right? It seems to a lot of people like it doesn&#039;t matter me if Joseph denied polygamy because I read Joseph F Smith denying polygamy and it feels the same. Yeah, not&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=35m19s 35:19]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: just Joseph F Smith, but all of the leaders denying after the 1890 manifesto denying that it was being practiced anymore when in fact, it is, is very much being practiced still. And so not just Joseph Smith, but many leaders. And so that&#039;s why, yeah, I mean, you know, we respectfully disagree. II I firmly believe that Joseph Smith instituted polygamy, but, but again, we respectfully disagree on for another different interpretations. But um so yeah, seeing how church leaders very much were publicly denying the practice of polygamy. Long after Postman, I have no problem believing uh that Joseph Smith and Hiram Smith were also publicly denying that they were practicing it while privately practicing it. But anyway, that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=36m13s 36:13]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: for another day. Yeah, those, those discussions will be had at a different time. But um there was something I wanted to say, oh, so I don&#039;t know if this came up in your research. But this, so the story I was raised on because it was very, I didn&#039;t understand all the implications as a little girl. I just thought. So one of the things Barbara and I talked about, so I&#039;m going in a bunch of different directions. You have to remind me if I lose my train of thought. Again, I&#039;m talking about Joseph F Smith and my grandfather, my great grandfather. But one thing we talked about is our extremely different views of polygamy growing up because I grew up very close to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=36m50s 36:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: polygamy.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=36m51s 36:51]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I, I genuinely thought that polygamy and the law of consecration are the laws of Zion and of heaven. And as soon as we&#039;re righteous enough and worthy to live those laws, then Jesus can come. And like, like that was my perspective, which I think shocked a lot and I didn&#039;t even know it was, I didn&#039;t know that wasn&#039;t just objectively true for any Mormon. I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=37m15s 37:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah. And I think it&#039;s fascinating. So, so I come from polygamy, polygamous ancestors as well. But much further back in, in my family, I have no instances of post manifesto polygamy in my, in my family lines. 1818 90. Yeah. Um And so, so yeah. So polygamy in your family is much closer to you than it is for me. So for me, I was taught about my ancestors practicing polygamy. Probably my most famous polygamous ancestor was Willard Richards who was um you know Apostle and in the first presidency and was with Joseph and Hiram when they were assassinated and he was there when polygamy was starting in Nabu. he was there. Um&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=38m04s 38:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: but he was a Nabu polygamist. Yes, he&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=38m07s 38:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: was. Yes. Um Another famous polygamous I have is Christopher Leighton, whom Leighton Utah is named after he had 10 wives and 65 Children. The most recorded in L DS church history. That that&#039;s the most Children that anyone is recorded as having. So those are kind of my two most ancestors.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=38m26s 38:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: What was the number? How many Children? Five&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=38m29s 38:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: 65 and John D Lee had 64. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=38m33s 38:33]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: wow.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=38m34s 38:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah. So my dad grew up just telling me about these polygamous ancestors. But for me, what he, the way he would say it to me, it was just like, oh, well, that&#039;s something they did in the past. You know, we haven&#039;t done that for a long, long, long, long time. And that was just an old. And so in my mind as a kid growing up, I thought it was just, oh, it&#039;s just this old marriage system that doesn&#039;t exist anymore rather than I was never taught by by my family that it was like, oh, is this principle and we, it has to be done and we&#039;re gonna have in the celestial kingdom and all that. I never grew up hearing that from my ancestors. So it&#039;s interesting to compare like different ways of, of how we were told about our polygamous ancestors.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=39m14s 39:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Definitely. And I think that both groups still exist within the church. I think, I think that&#039;s probably the, like the majority of church members I would think are like uh weird, gross. Yeah, that&#039;s gone. Goodbye. We don&#039;t want to think about it, right? Kind of. And then I think there is a group of church members that haven&#039;t gone on the same journey I&#039;ve gone on that are um very like, like Brigham Young said, the only men who will be gods or sons of gods are those who are polygamists. And then going on later, he says at least polygamous in their heart, right? And I think there are a lot of people that are like, I&#039;m a polygamist in my heart. So I qualify for those blessings in the church. And then we have the whole interesting fundamental situation. The first time I met, I met some lovely girls from the all red group that I became somewhat friends with. I was in their home a few times and they told me the stories of their ancestors and I was like, works for me, you know, like they were told they were told that their ancestors were told by the president of the church that they were called to be separate from the church and to keep the principal alive until the day that the church and the principal could come back together. So they, and I was like, that makes sense because so this is the story I was going to tell you my, our family history and of course, it&#039;s not written down anywhere. So, you know, because it&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=40m32s 40:32]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: legend or family lore.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, I shouldn&#039;t say there&#039;s not a, there&#039;s not a documentation you can find from Joseph F Smith because there wouldn&#039;t be right. But it is in our histories is that um that, that Joseph F Smith called my grandfather to go to Mexico to take a second wife. So, so again, for anyone that hasn&#039;t. So um will my um William Gy Sayers was married to um Aggie and um Agne met Min. She was the daughter of a, of a general authority of some sort. Anyway, they were unable to have Children. And my great grandfather had a dream that he had a family. So I believe he went and talked to Joseph F Smith and Joseph F Smith called him to go to Mexico to take another wife so that he could have his family. And my grandfather said, but I thought we weren&#039;t doing that anymore. And Joseph F Smith said, I&#039;m not calling you as the president of the church. I&#039;m calling you as the president of the priesthood and, and sent him to Mexico. And that really rings true in terms of what Joseph F Smith believed and did. And the fact that my mom, they moved back to Utah, my um grandfather worked in the church office building, served in high callings. He was a mission president several times. And, you know, I had a big Mormon funeral, the general authorities spoke and so he was in very, very good standing and he was married in 1906 to his second wife. And so anyway, so it&#039;s interesting,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: Anderson was Bowen call and Theresa call&#039;s daughter.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Mhm. Yeah. So Bowen was the bishop and then my great grandmother was 16 and was the belle of the ball. What was it called? The queen of the May? She was like,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: yeah, she was in the May 5th parade down there in Mexico. And that&#039;s where William Sears and his wife saw her and said, oh, so maybe she&#039;s the one that we should ask to join our family by being William&#039;s polygamous wife so that we can have Children. William can have Children through her. Yeah, that&#039;s the story that&#039;s, that is in, it&#039;s documented in this book um at the back. Yeah, as I mentioned before, uh bad at movie. OK. In the back of this book, it has a life sketches of all of Anson Bowen calls Children. And that life sketch again, which was edited but this book was edited by Lorna called Alder. So her sister. So that&#039;s inaccurate um story about how that. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And then just to go on, oh,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: Agnes, I should say Agnes&#039;s maiden name was mcmurrin. Agnes&#039;s father was Joseph mcmurrin who was a general authority at the time. So it&#039;s hard to believe that Agnes and William would have contracted polygamist. It might have been a marriage without his approval. He&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: was a general, might have even been him. It might have been him that, that set up to go speak to Joseph F Smith who, because he, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: I mean, it&#039;s just speculation because it&#039;s not documented but it could have been. But yeah, it is interesting that her, that Agnes this polygamist who became the first of this polygamous relationship that her father was a general authority was a&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: general authority. That is interesting and Thresa, this is just a point of interest. Um Thresa, her grandfather was Isaac Isaac Barlow, Isaac Barlow. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: so she was a Barlow. That&#039;s right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I&#039;m like which polygamous name was it? It was the Barlows. Yeah. And so, so that&#039;s really, it&#039;s like all in there. It&#039;s really interesting. So anyway, so we were talking about Joseph F Smith. That&#039;s why I wanted to tell that story because there was this, this conflict of feeling like all of the previous presidents said this was absolutely essential and it could not be taken from the earth and this principle needs to be. It&#039;s the restoration of all things never to be taken away.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: And I go into that in this in, in my chapter as well. Yeah, John Taylor was saying it, it cannot, it was basically at the time they were saying this is the church, this is our gospel, this is who we are, this is essential to who we are. And if you end polygamy, then you would end the church, which of course proved not to be true, right? But&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: they didn&#039;t even, they didn&#039;t even at that point really have um temple work as like temple work wasn&#039;t part of the church at that point because they didn&#039;t even have like it wasn&#039;t until the Saint George temple, which was right, just a little while before the manifesto, but the Salt Lake Temple wasn&#039;t done until after the first manifesto. So the theology was very different. It was very much polygamy is the way to receive exaltation&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: that right? I mean, they were doing temple work though, starting in Navoo. But then you&#039;re right. And until the um the Saint George temple was dedicated in the late 19th century in southern Utah. Um They were doing what uh temple work in what was called the endowment house. And so that&#039;s where people use their endowments and to be sealed. And also this is one thing I also didn&#039;t realize when I started studying this, this family story was I didn&#039;t realize that ceilings back then were commonly, regularly, frequently, normally, um, conducted, the ceilings were conducted outside of temples. I, I assume that ceilings always were only done in temples or the endowment house, but ceilings could be done as long as it was somebody who was given that priesthood authority ceilings were performed anywhere. So that was&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ok. So it wasn&#039;t, I didn&#039;t know it was the person, not the place that it was the&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: authority. It was the priest of authority um who was authorized to, to conduct the ceilings, not the place. I didn&#039;t know that before.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah, but apparently, um well, we need to talk more about Joseph Smith, but apparently at least in our family records, we like um that that 16 year old wife Ophelia and will the 39 year old, they, they were married in 1906, they weren&#039;t sealed. So it was the understanding of, you know, I should say. I said that&#039;s, that&#039;s what my family believes because it was understood that they weren&#039;t born in. Those Children weren&#039;t born in the covenant is what the people now, in any case. So that&#039;s the generation above me did the temple work for them.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: So it&#039;s interesting that that&#039;s like the interpretation now. But I just want to caution like, so before we started talking, I told you about this source that d Michael Quinn historian working for the church history archives back in the 19 seventies, he identified a book. It was called temple ceilings performed outside of Temple&#039;s book B. Um So, so we know there are and, and then I&#039;ve also peruse records at the Utah State Historical Society archives that um I think it was Anthony Ivan&#039;s papers were not donated to the L DS Church history department, but to the, the state history archives and Anthony Ivan&#039;s records shows countless ceilings that took place uh polygamous and just first marriages that took place in the uh Mexican L DS Colum. So there, there are ones about ceilings. So there may be, you know, and again, it would take further research, but it may be that they in fact, were actually sealed and they&#039;re just not in the official records of the church. Does that make sense? Right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Absolutely. I, I think it&#039;s, it&#039;s an interesting question that that&#039;s the point I was making the generation older than my thought that they weren&#039;t sealed and couldn&#039;t find Sealy records. So it&#039;s good to know where to go hunt and see how that works. But yeah. So do you want to talk about Joseph F Smith? Like I want to talk about really post manifesto polygamy. It&#039;s a tragic story. I mean, polygamy in general is a tragic story. But the post the, the Like starting, it was horrible living. It was horrible ending. It was horrible. Right. Every side of it had huge problems. Yeah, I pay for different people.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: Yeah. So, so horrible with that. That would be like you know, our modern day interpretation. So people who actually lived it, some would say it was horrible, some would say, no, we made it work, it was God&#039;s commandment. So it&#039;s like there&#039;s a wide spectrum of how people would characterize it. So what I observed in my personal um observations of studying is, is it tended to lead to poverty. Um With some exceptions, I mean, some polygamous men were wealthy. Brigham young, for example, was wealthy and was able to provide better for his many, many wives. Um So there were some cases where there were wealthy polygamous men that they were able to provide well,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: but and they tend to be the common people,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: the common people I observed like your ancestors um to have just one breadwinner. And again, this is 19th, early 20th century. So women were, they were working but not so much outside the home anyways, what I observed was a lot of poverty and a lot of hard times. And in fact, these women, the polygamous women would have to work harder than their monogamous counterparts to provide for their own families. Um And then their Children as their Children became of an age where they could work, their Children worked hard to help provide for their families because just having one man as the breadwinner just to provide for over 20 Children in many cases and several different households, I think&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: my great grandfather had 25 Children, didn&#039;t you say it was. Yeah, I think my cousin told me 25&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: 25. Yeah. Yeah. So, so a lot of poverty, to be honest. Um I also observed inequality among the women. And um uh for example, I, I shared an example with you when, when Bowen and Theresa um the the latter day saints of the Mexican colonies were driven out of, of northern Mexico by revolutionary violence in 1912. So they leave and they flee into the United States. And then they had a really hard decision to make whether to stay in the United States where polygamy was illegal and where their latter day saint counterparts had not been practicing it for a long time. They&#039;re monogamous. So they&#039;re not even, well, they&#039;re kind of like Paris in their own communities. Um They could go and face that and not be able to live together anymore as polygamous families. And uh the the man would have to choose which wife he was going to live with. And it was always the legally married one, the first one who is legally married to. And so the other families would just be left to fend for themselves. I mean, it was a horrible situation. It was tragic. I mean, these stories are heartbreaking. So many of these families who were told by ch church leaders, they were the cream of the crop. They were the most faithful because they were continuing the principle and keeping it going the principle of polygamy. And then they go back into the United States and again, their monogamous counterparts don&#039;t know. They, they&#039;ve been encouraged by church leaders to do this down in Mexico. So their monogamous counterparts are co religionists are looking at them saying you have violated the manifesto, you have broken this and they&#039;re, they&#039;re looked down on, they&#039;re not given callings. Uh It&#039;s, it&#039;s so sad. Those stories are so sad. So they had the choice to those kinds of choices if they stayed in the United States or face the uh also very difficult decision to try and go back into Mexico where they could continue to live in peace and accepted as polygamous families. But they&#039;re facing revolutionary violence and loss and you know, the, the Pancho Villa, the legendary Pancho Villa and these revolutionary armies would come into towns and take animals, horses, wagons, food that was in their orchards and, and farms and just constantly this happened over&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: my cousin that I talked to who she&#039;s, she&#039;s done a ton of family. She wrote our little our family history books, you know, for um and, and she has stories of them actually taking their home, they kicked them out of their homes and they um so, so it was that was, that did contribute greatly to the poverty and the reason they had to come to like go to Texas, leave Mexico. So, yeah, anyway, I was just trying to add to that sorry, I wasn&#039;t trying to interrupt you. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: No, that&#039;s ok. I, I don&#039;t recall anyone like them being kicked out of their homes but just they, what the reason why they finally decide? Ok, we&#039;ve got to leave in 1912 is they come and they say we want your guns, we want your, your guns and ammunition. And then the colonists felt like, wow, there is zero way to defend ourselves in this war in Mexico if we stay. So that&#039;s why they left. So they weren&#039;t necessarily coming into homes and moving because they were, they were, they were migrants. These were traveling armies if that makes sense. So they were just passing through. So they weren&#039;t, they were in the streets and then a lot of these colonists, these latter day ST colonists never went back into Mexico. And so a lot of Mexican families would move into these abandoned homes. So anyways, ok. But that&#039;s, that&#039;s kind of getting into the weeds there. But um, so anyway, so they, so Lana&#039;s family, your family, um they, they decided to come back Anson Bone call and Theresa who were living in one part of the United States after they, they&#039;re driven out, they decide to go back and they don&#039;t consult with Julia who&#039;s the much younger fourth wife and they just say we&#039;re going back. So come on is, is this letter that Bowen writes to her and she, she is desperately, she&#039;s writing all these letters to Bowen saying all the great things about that. She&#039;s in Tucson with her mother, living with her elderly, older mother and saying all these wonderful things about Tucson and we can make this work on in Tucson. And it&#039;s OK if I don&#039;t live with you, you know, I can just be, you know, we, we don&#039;t have to live as a polygamous family, but we could at least live in the same town and she&#039;s just begging Boeing to stay. She does not want to go back into revolutionary Mexico. And Bowen just says, Carissa and I decided support to keep the family together. And that&#039;s where all our property is, we&#039;re going back. So, come on. So again, like I, I observed that and Julia was not treated as an equal partner in this marriage, you know, so just so just seeing things like that with, with polygamy. Yeah, I came to as, as we talked about before, these were good people that made the best of it and they firmly believed they were doing what God wanted them to do. Um But it led to so much hardship and I it convinced me that. I mean, I was always already convinced I didn&#039;t need to be convinced, but it just reaffirmed like monogamy is, is always the best anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: maybe&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: who might be watching this and they might disagree and that&#039;s their own experiences. But just as a historian, what I observed in history not just in this family, but looking at countless other stories, I was, yeah, it was just got wretch to see what polygamy did to people. And also looking at records of polygamous marriages. How many of these were teenage girls, older teenage girls being married, oftentimes to much older men just really troubling things like that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. And then seeing that carry on that they never really were equals because they were always the age of their Children. Right? So, so it&#039;s, it is, it is&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: many of these families they never like with the the later wives, they never the first wife was the one who, you know, they could afford to have the nice home for the first wife. But then by the time the third or fourth wife comes along, there&#039;s, there&#039;s no more, there&#039;s not enough money. And so they would live in house is not nearly as nice kind of, it&#039;s in poverty until their own Children would grow up and start working. And then their Children would provide a decent, you know, a nice home for them. So that was the case with Lorna. Lorna starts working and she goes home and she&#039;s the one who provides for her mother and she provides her mother this beautiful, really nice home which her dad thought was great. And it wasn&#039;t like Bowen was trying to say, well, she doesn&#039;t deserve a nice home. They&#039;re just, they literally didn&#039;t have the resources to have a second, nice home for Julia. It took her Children growing up and starting to work before she finally had a, as nice a home as Theresa&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: had. Right. And we should clarify when we&#039;re saying a nice home. We don&#039;t want to think of modern standards. We just mean a decent place to live&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: and, yeah, just a, just a comfort.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Not basically either a little fort or, you know, kind of a bungalow or like, like sometimes a dugout that, I mean, the, the ways that some of these people had to live was really&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: hard. Yeah. And, and some, some people who are monogamous lived that way too. But, but definitely polygamy exacerbated that problem for, for most. So it was a hard moment and they all acknowledged that it was a huge sacrifice to live this. But again, I admire them in that they made those sacrifices because they believe that they believe that&#039;s what their God wanted them to do.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. They were people of an incredible faith.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: They made the most. They, they tried to live it as, as faithfully as they could and, and tried to be kind, um, to each other. Some wives, there&#039;s great stories of some wives who are super close and had a great friendship and then there&#039;s others where they just make the best of it. Right. Not, I do it, it&#039;s not a beautiful thing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. I think in general polygamy does not anyway, from what I&#039;ve seen. And I don&#039;t, you don&#039;t need to, to chime in on this because I know you need to stay very professional. Right. And not just give personal opinions, but from what I, I&#039;ve seen, like, people who could make polygamy work were just such good people that they could have made monogamy work beautifully. Right. Yeah. Absolutely. So, it&#039;s not like, it&#039;s not like polygamy improved anything. It&#039;s not like people think that&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: polygamy taught how to be incredibly selfless. You just had&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: to, but there&#039;s also a small selfishness&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: to not care about yourself. You had to,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I guess, I guess you could say that poverty for poverty can do the same thing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: Sure. Yeah, exactly. And polygamy is not the only way to learn to become selfless. I&#039;m not saying that at all. But, but it could teach because you had to sacrifice so much to make it work. It, it could teach selflessness. But there are so many other more healthy ways in my opinion, to learn selflessness. Right?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I think the reason I push back on that is because when, when I engage with people so often people will use the things they see of polygamy that weren&#039;t terrible to justify it or to say, see, look at the, and I always feel like, do you know what I can be? I can have a best friend and not sharing a husband and resources and life with&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: them.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right? Like I could, I could have even a woman, we can share car for the Children responsibilities if we want to. So one of us can go have a profession. Like they say, it gave the women more independence and like, you know, it gave the women less support. So they were forced to like one of the women would have to stay in 10, all of the Children. So another one could work. It wasn&#039;t necessarily, it&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: gave some women, it gave a very small fraction of women more independence. But yeah, so we hear the stories about like, you know, the sister wife that would stay back and watch the kids. So the other wife could go off to the east and go to medical school and do all these amazing things. Those stories are the rare, rare exception. That&#039;s, that&#039;s not the case for most women who live&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: polygamy and we ignore the woman staying home, taking care of two or three times as many Children. That&#039;s not fun. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I shouldn&#039;t say that&#039;s not fun. I just mean,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: that&#039;s another post manifesto polygamist woman. And that&#039;s Martha Hugh Cannon. Uh She married Angus Cannon. I believe she was his third or fourth wife. I don&#039;t remember off the top of my head. But anyway, she was his plural wife and what she sacrificed what she lost. She um was a physician. She was super well accomplished. She chose to marry him and she runs, she was the first woman in the nation elected to be a state senator. She&#039;s famous for that. And this is in 1896 25 in Utah, 25 years before most women in the United States can even vote. So she&#039;s holding office. But what happens? She&#039;s married polygamous le and she becomes pregnant by her polygamous husband. And she asked, she goes into exile rather than testify against him, um which would have sent him to prison. And so she goes into exile instead, and the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: women and Children are being forced to test their&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: careers ended. And she lives in exile twice. And I mean, she would say, well, I chose him, I chose that. But you look at, you, look at what it cost her, what she lost. And yeah, it was her choice. But I, if that&#039;s, that&#039;s just one more an example of the tragic story of an accomplished, very accomplished polygamous woman. But polygamy ruined her career and really her life, she never got to live with Angus. She was always, she goes to England and then she goes to California and she, she never had a happy family&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h03m31s 1:03:31]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: relationship. Uh And I think of Annie Clark Tanner, her book is just wonderful. She was brilliant and the, it was the same story like her, like I from reading Annie Clark Tanner&#039;s book. I kind of, that&#039;s where I started to get the impression that like these could have been really good people like, like these men might have been wonderful monogamous husbands, but polygamy turned them into something just out of necessity. It, it almost can create more selfishness or less empathy because you just can&#039;t, you can&#039;t take care of, you can&#039;t solve the problem. So you just have to start calling the women whiners like Brigham said, the incessant whining, you know, like women who are living with. I think&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: that would be the case for some. And I think it&#039;s like, you know, we have to be careful not to paint all poly men with the, you know, because I would also say that, you know what I observed with, with Bowen being the father of 25 Children was so hard. And again, he did, he made the most of it. He, he did the best he could with 25 Children. And I do think it made Bowen more selfless because he had to, he did, he did his best to keep both what became both of his wives because his third wife died too, but both wives happy. Um and did his best to be a father to 25 Children. So it did create selflessness in him. So I think it did different things for different people. I think, I think bow and k was an extremely good man, but he could have been an extremely good man. He would have been an extremely good man without polygamy. That&#039;s just who he was. You know what I mean? It&#039;s not that the only way and that, or we can&#039;t say that polygamy has the same effect on every people. But, yeah, it did have negative effect on a lot of men. And again, these women were just kind of, a lot of men would have a wife throughout various different towns and she&#039;d see him occasionally. She and her kids, their Children would see him occasionally when he happened to come into town. You know, it&#039;s, it was not an ideal family, any&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: means. Yeah, that&#039;s what I&#039;ve seen as well as in addition to really exacerbating poverty. It also seemed to really exacerbate neglect. There are many stories&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: of my father&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: lap. They just didn&#039;t, it was like a bunch of single moms who kept getting pregnant every year or every other year because their husband would visit, but he wasn&#039;t a part of so, so, you know, is single motherhood ideal, especially with zero support. Like if a mom is on her own, trying to raise Children and provide and this was in front of you Utah. When there was no support, there was no, um, you know, social safety net and there wasn&#039;t even like a nice little grocery store most likely where you could buy affordable food at all. Like, like it was really, really hard for a lot of these families and so, or a lot of these people. And I think, I mean, to me, um, you know, just every time when people bring up Jacob two. It&#039;s like, don&#039;t just read verse 30 because I think that&#039;s a misinterpretation which again, we can talk about another time when, but, but all of the verses talk about what it does to the women and Children. Like that&#039;s why polygamy God considers it an abomination and forbidden is because of what it always does to the women. Well, I shouldn&#039;t say always, I don&#039;t wanna overs speak but, but that is the reason for the prohibition and for calling it an abomination and it&#039;s like, look at our history. It&#039;s right there. It happened like it was hard on a lot of. So anyway, I don&#039;t want to put words in your mouth or, you know, make you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: No, you&#039;re not at all. So, yeah, so like, yeah, so there&#039;s like different ways. It&#039;s polygamy is so varied. There&#039;s different ways people practice it. So for your ancestors with Anson and Theresa and Julia, the two houses were right next to each other with a garden in between. So in that case, the families did live right there together.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. But, and that is interesting. Let me just throw in. That&#039;s exactly how will. And um, Ophelia will and Aggie and Ophelia had exactly the same situation, an orchard in between their two homes in Salt Lake.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: And that&#039;s what I say. They made the most of they made the best of it. That was the best scenario. Um But then, yeah, there&#039;s, there&#039;s lots of cases in, in, in Utah history. Mormon history that I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve read about and observed where there would be like a polygamous wife in Salt Lake Provo. I&#039;m thinking of George, a Smith who was an Apostle Provo, Parowan Southern. You know, and they would just kind of drop in and visit occasionally. So it&#039;s not like it&#039;s not like the way that, that your ancestors and others were practicing were actually living all together. So, yeah, it&#039;s not family situation by any means.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Did you in your research? See um sort of the lost boy um predicament. Um So I did&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: not, I did not observe that in my research, I never came across that. Of course, we know that that exists in, in modern um you know, very much so I&#039;m aware of that just, you know, just from watching documentaries and reading and so forth. But I, I did not observe it. It doesn&#039;t mean it didn&#039;t happen. I&#039;m just saying, I never came across that in my research where where boys were kicked out, where boys were kicked out of a community. So what what happens? So what gradually happens with, with Mexico is so you have, you know, the first manifesto in 1890 then what&#039;s called the colloquial second manifesto in 1904. And just gradually fewer and fewer people, young people enter into polygamy. So for example, most of Anson and Bowen&#039;s or Anson Bowen calls Children his 25 Children, I think. Two. Anyway, I think maybe we end up in polygamy. Is it three,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: one in 1906, 1 in 1907 and one in 1913 that we can talk about. So that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: um, um, but most of them marry monogamously and most of them leave and go to the United States and marry. So it kind of just gradually fades out of practice. So there&#039;s never a need to, like, kick any young man out of the community.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Um, it didn&#039;t last long enough. I guess&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: they all just become monogamous naturally. If that makes sense.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: It does. Yeah. It&#039;s just interesting because in my family history, the oldest, uh, like, I think Othella and will&#039;s oldest son left and I don&#039;t know that they always were kicked out, but just kind of, it, it just looked like, oh, that&#039;s interesting that there was sometimes a dynamic where, you know, where the boys would leave or maybe, I don&#039;t know anyway. And it could be all.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: So this is something I admire about your ancestors to, like, education was very, very, very important to them. They were all very well educated. So they all went to the war steak Academy, which was an excellent, um, high school education. And then they all go on to college and to go to college, they all go up to, um, Utah to go to school and get an education. Ok. And I actually blessing and encouragement Yeah. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And maybe I&#039;ll play this at the end. My, um, cousin that put these histories together. She has recordings of an, of Bowen, um, reciting poetry as, as an old man. Did you listen to those recordings? Were you able to hear?&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: There&#039;s a CD in the back of the Anem Bowen call biography. Yeah. And it&#039;s him, I think his 90th birthday, citing some poetry. Yeah. So, I have heard&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that. So you have heard that? Ok. It&#039;s really fun. So, yeah. OK, good. So can you talk about so, so the first manifesto that from what I understand was originally given like um Wilfred was speaking at a state conference where he gave that message and it was given interview with it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: It&#039;s a general conference where it issues the manifesto the 1890 manifesto.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. I thought it was made up from kind of a conglomeration of different speeches he had given throughout the territory. But then, but&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: he actually like reads it and issues it at general conference. But he had been like there had been talks about where this was going. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And so that was given in general conference in Salt Lake. So the 1904 manifesto was that given in general conference in Salt Lake because it&#039;s, it&#039;s confusing because issuing it acknowledges that they were dishonest in the first one or that they were duplicitous. So it, it&#039;s, it&#039;s a tricky situation for the church back then. Still today. Right. So, so go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: So it was on. Um So I should back up and explain that what the context, the historical context of what&#039;s going on. So in 1904, an apostle of the L DS church named um Reed Smoot is elected to the US Senate from the State of Utah. And um smoot is monogamous himself, but a lot of um non L Ds leaders in the Salt Lake City community, they write Congress and they say, look, the latter day saints are still practicing poly me and it&#039;s still being taught by church leaders, which was true. And so they asked Congress Congress not to seat Senator Smoot even though he himself is monogamous. So these smoot hearings take place from 1904 to 1907 in which Joseph F Smith as president of the church and others are testifying and they are testifying that they&#039;re not, they&#039;re no longer practicing polygamy. But in fact, there&#039;s strong evidence of course, that they are. Um So did those&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: start in 1903? Did you say 1903 is when they started&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: the Senate hearing started in 1904 and they lasted for more than three years. My chapter here people, I trust&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: No, no, no. I mean, I know you trust me. But I mean, if people want to dig into what I&#039;m reading from, that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: great. So where was it issued? Was it issued at conference? So&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: in that context. Um, the church realizes they&#039;ve got to do something to address their damaged reputation because they&#039;re still practicing polygamy even after the 1890 manifesto when they said they weren&#039;t. So, um, on April 6th, 1904, Smith issues, what became colloquially known as the second Manifesto. And I&#039;ll just read the, I&#039;ll read from it right here inasmuch as there are numerous reports in circulation that plural marriages have been entered into. Contrary to the official declaration of President Woodruff the 1891 I Joseph F Smith, president of the Church of Jesus Christ of latter day Saints hereby affirm and declare that no such marriages have been solemnized with the sanction consent or knowledge of the church. That&#039;s absolutely not true. Um And then, um and close quote that uh this statement added that quote, if any officer or member of the church shall assume to solemnize or enter into any such marriage, he will be deemed in transgression against the church and will be liable to be dealt with according to the rules and regulations thereof and excommunicated. So that&#039;s what&#039;s new about this second manifesto is um that it, it would, it mentions excommunication for anyone who does enter or um teach continued plural marriage. So that was again, April 6th, 1904 in general conference. And it resulted in a dramatic reduction if not a cessation of New L DS plural marriages, even outside of the United States in Canada and Mexico where these colonies existed. Um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So can I ask you so my understanding is the 1890 manifesto already decreased plural marriage quite a bit like you tore down the endowment house. And so that already minimized it a lot.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: It started to decrease it. Absolutely. But it was still and particularly in Mexico and Canada.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. Right. And so the 1904 1, I&#039;m just curious if there were a&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: decrease you doing even more,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: even more. And I think there were probably a lot of members in Salt Lake or Utah that were like what it&#039;s still happening. You know, I wonder if a lot of them genuinely did and that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: what that&#039;s what&#039;s going on is you have these um most mainstream Latter Day Saints at the time. They think the manifesto, that&#039;s it. And they are just only entering into monogamous marriages. After the, that, that point, most mainstream Latter Day saints did not know that church leaders were encouraging some people to move to Mexico and to Canada to continue to practice, to keep the principal alive if you will.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Right. So that was&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: the Mexican revolution that drove all these families, polygamous families out of Mexico back in the United States that the mainstream monogamous latter, these saints who don&#039;t know that church leaders have been encouraged, they&#039;re like you people have been violating the manifesto.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: They considered them like the fl like, yeah. Right. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: So anyway, so what happens is um after this um uh Joseph Smith, after issuing this manifesto, he goes to Mexico in September 1905 and he um goes to the Mexican colonies to reinforce that 1904 manifesto. And he says, quote, there are no plural marriages being performed at present in the church in Mexico or anywhere else. Smith told the men of the colonies in a Juarez state priesthood meeting continuing, oh, be true to your wives and your Children that God has given you for God will hold you responsible, but men cannot marry plural wives at present. He says, with my consent nor the consent of the church. The church is upon trial before the government of the United States. And we must be very careful referring to the smoot trials, the smoot hearings.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, OK, so he&#039;s saying again, we believe this principle, we, you know, are not abounding the principle, but right now is not a good time to be doing. It is kind of the message,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: you know, that can be an interpretation at present twice. That is my interpretation. And I explained in my article, but that&#039;s how I interpret it that uh Joseph F Smith was thinking, OK, for now, just to get the government off our back at present, we&#039;re not going to do this anymore. But what happens is gradually more and more young people. Again, this, we&#039;re now in the 20th century. So we&#039;re moving into more modern times. More and more young latter day saints are like, mm I don&#039;t want to practice polygamy, particularly women. Nah, not for me. So as more and more mainstream Latter Day Saints start marrying monogamously, it just kind of naturally dies out in mainstream latter day saint practice. Um And I say mainstream because some splinter groups um start and are continuing today where they say no, we&#039;re going to continue to keep this principle alive.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Mhm And OK, so this gets into the really sticky problem. Uh like, I mean, like we talked about polygamy is just like the gift that keeps on giving the problem that never goes away, right? Because if we, so for a long time, my, my um percept perception is that the church really tried to minimize the statements by Brigham Young and John Taylor and, you know, even Wilford Woodruff and Joseph, like, like really tried to say no. And, and we&#039;re still doing this today, like they never said it was necessary for exultation that like polygamy was just like, like even the statement is like the norm, like, like monogamy is the norm. And there are rare exceptions when so we&#039;ve really reinterpreted it, but we&#039;ve not been very forthright about what was actually taught, which I think causes a problem because then what&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: happens? I think what happens Michelle is, is this history just kind of fades from over time. It just kind of fades from latter day Saint memory and until um historians. Um I&#039;m thinking of de Michael Quinn whose memoir I just edited and, and he wrote all about his, he discovers as a teenager, um a book by Samuel W Taylor that it&#039;s about and he realizes, wait, no Latter day Saints, mainstream, latter day saints were proud of saint polygamy after 1890. So he, he does a ton of research on, on the subject. Um and we have his work, but I think it just kind of falls out of general memory and then until, and unless historians and now there are lots of us um who come and write about this and talk about this. It&#039;s, it&#039;s just kind of forgotten. I don&#039;t, I, yeah. Mhm.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, you know what I should, I should go back, we should back up before we go on to this and talk about sort of the colloquially called by some people the Third Manifesto because even after so the first Manifesto is 1890 that minimizes that reduces polygamy, but it&#039;s still very present and it&#039;s still believed in by 1904. The second Manifesto which again reduced, it didn&#039;t eliminate it and it&#039;s still believed in. And my understanding is it&#039;s in the 19 twenties that they actually start excommunicating people for real. And that, like, I think it was Heber J Grant, that was the president that started actually enforcing it with more heavy hand. And that&#039;s when the break than&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: that because Anthony Ivans who incidentally had lived in Colonial Juarez but he was, um, monogamous. He is, he starts after the second. Um, and I, I&#039;m not, I&#039;m fuzzy on my research. Sorry. It&#039;s in my chapter but he starts, um, going after people and excommunicating people who are still entering into new polygamous marriages. But, yeah, I&#039;d have to look at the dates for that, but I, I know that becomes his, he is charged with, with doing that with kind of like trying to stamp it out.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok, so maybe it&#039;s like coming from the actual top where there aren&#039;t kind of any more winks and nods and tatic approvals because like my grandfather was my great grandfather. It was 1906, but he was always in perfect standing with the church and, you know, I, I can&#039;t remember. Oh, I&#039;m gonna get in trouble. I don&#039;t know if it was Joseph F Smith that spoke at his funeral, but it was somebody spoke his funeral. It, it wouldn&#039;t have been, you know, so I can, I can find out who that was. But, um,&lt;br /&gt;
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Barbara: so can I read, I read the, the, the next couple of paragraphs because it, it touches exactly on what, what you&#039;re bringing up. Yes, in this chapter. So, um, so these are, this is my, these are my words now. So several weeks later. So several weeks after September 1905, when Joseph asked, goes to um, the colonies to and shares this message in Mexico. Several weeks later, Smith, Joseph F. Smith secured the resignations of John W Taylor and Mathias Caley from the quorum of the 12 apostles for performing post manifesto marriages. Taylor and Callie maintained that they had been authorized to do so since the late 18 eighties, obfuscation of and disagreement over plural marriage policy by members of the first presidency and quorum of the 12 had created a general confusion among church members growing numbers of monogamous Mormons in the United States did not know that church leaders had authorized some plural marriages after 1890. Even among those who did know perplexity set in as to who exactly had the authority to perform plural marriages after the 1890 18 9 and, and 1904 manifesto. So that&#039;s kind of that mass confusion you&#039;re talking about that I was talking about and it&#039;s, it just, and it just gradually fades from collective latter day saint memory,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h24m53s 1:24:53]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And the FL Ds because that confusion still exists today. There are the FL DS stories. There are the like Mormons going, is this our doctrine or is it not? And you know, so, so I think I see what you&#039;re saying that it faded from memory because the FL Ds really were apart and not really known until Short Creek, right? And then it was kind of like, oh those are the weird guys. Uh you, you know the, the FL Ds and anyway, so it&#039;s been an interesting journey. But what I have seen happen, I&#039;ve seen this myself is someone finds those old teachings in that, I don&#039;t know that book by Samuel W Taylor. But I know that there are books that are passed around with speeches from either the journal of discourses or other polygamous speeches that people find and go oh, this is the real Mormon doctrine. We&#039;re doing it wrong and kind of convert to fundamentalism. It&#039;s still an ongoing problem because the reason for post manifesto polygamy is belief in the doctrine, right, which we have never resolved. So it still is a danger for, I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h25m56s 1:25:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: mean, it&#039;s still canonized in doctrine. Covenants 132 when it talks about the law of celestial marriage, celestial marriage uh at the time of the 19th century meant polygamy. Um and it&#039;s also um part of our, our temple ceiling policy. And again, when I say, I say, I mean, mainstream latter church of Jesus Christ of latter day Saints that a man can be sealed to more than one woman, but a woman cannot be sealed to more than one man, not for this life, but for, you know, the next life. Again, it&#039;s very much part still existing in, in, in our doctrine today, even though even though you would be excommunicated for practicing polygamy, you know, actively in this life, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s there.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h26m52s 1:26:52]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I guess this is what I want to say that the attitude I grew up with the perspective that I grew up with or that I, you know, thinking when polygamy, when we&#039;re worthy, we&#039;ll be living polygamy again. That is very in line with the story that we, you know, and when I met those FL DS people who said we&#039;re supposed to, our ancestors were called to keep the principal alive until that makeup. Like I&#039;m like, OK, I can&#039;t say you nay and Right. And so I think it does, I, I guess it does put the church in this impossible position of like very&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m26s 1:27:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: difficult. It&#039;s very difficult&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m28s 1:27:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: because talking openly about it could convert more people to polygamy if they don&#039;t do it, if we don&#039;t do the work. Well, the work I&#039;m trying to do to say look polygamy was never right. It was never right. The scriptures make that so clear that, you know, that&#039;s like anyway, it&#039;s really interesting because because if we listen to those first presidents of the church, it sounds like you have to live polygamy to receive the blessings of exultation.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m56s 1:27:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: So my role as a historian is to just research the history document. It put it out there and people can do it, do what&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m08s 1:28:08]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s gonna do. But yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m10s 1:28:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: but, but yeah, I, you know, I, I put it out there, confirm its accuracy. I will talk about it, talk about what, what I found, talk about my interpretations and then, and then people just have to do what they want about it. But yeah, I personally just observing it, I, I observed a lot of negative effects from this and, and, and a lot of negative effects for the um church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints as well because this is a really tough, a tough part of its history to grapple with and I don&#039;t know what the answers or solutions.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h28m45s 1:28:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. Well, I, I&#039;m obviously very opinionated about this point, but that&#039;s the purpose of my podcast. So, but let me ask you this. Did you, what, what did you experience as you were digging out this post manifesto information and finding out what the teachings were and what the doctrines were. Did you ever go oh, shoot, we&#039;re not doing the church, right? Or did you ever think? Oh, no, if I release this, could it convert more people to fundamentalism or? I mean, did you have any moments of what does this mean? How like, like, and I&#039;m asking you, I guess a personal question, not necessarily.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m20s 1:29:20]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Yeah. So my, me personally, I think polygamy was wrong. OK. It was wrong today and I think it was wrong. Um Just because I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve just seen so much of the heartache, not just post manifesto, believe me, but starting in abu even though my ancestors practiced it. Um I, I&#039;ve just seen all of the, the negative problems it created. So, so my personal feeling is it was wrong.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m45s 1:29:45]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I just want to pause and say how lovely it is that we agree on that. I think that&#039;s a wonderful thing. So we have to look at the agreements too. So. Ok. Continue.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h29m54s 1:29:54]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Sure. Um Yeah, it was disturbing. I mean, I think it&#039;s always disturbing for any historian to just start digging into history, whether it&#039;s American history, church history or whatever and, and find the, the primary sources, the incontrovertible primary sources that you have to face and that contradict the, the legends. Um And, but so that was, that was troubling for me to find out. No, actually, the church leaders were encouraging, continue to encourage me it just in more refined ways after 1890. And to see Joseph Smith lying frankly in that second manifesto saying we have never encouraged it or we don&#039;t eat. We, we don&#039;t, if anyone&#039;s entered in poli marriage, it&#039;s been without our knowledge or consent when it&#039;s undeniable, it&#039;s all, it&#039;s all in there that they knew. So, yeah, that was very, very disturbing to, to see that they were lying about it. Absolutely.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m59s 1:30:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And did you read the teachings of Brigham Young and John Taylor and others about that? This is absolutely essential or the church is an apostasy basically. So did that did like what did you think of that? How did you think you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m14s 1:31:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: were wrong? I think you&#039;re right and this is what you and I agree with or disagree on. Um I do believe that Joseph Smith instigated polygamy and I think he was wrong. I think it&#039;s ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m26s 1:31:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And see, actually we agree on that because when I started my podcast, I was like, Joseph Smith, the history is a mess. I have no idea. It looks to me like he was involved to some extent and it was wrong. It like, like I didn&#039;t like that the argument was, was Joseph or wasn&#039;t Joseph and that would mean it was right or wrong. I was like, it doesn&#039;t matter what he did, it was wrong. And&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m46s 1:31:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: I started, you know, I&#039;ve made that conclusion about, I think it was wrong based on my observed study of all the sources of the countless, countless sources. It&#039;s, I don&#039;t think it was a good thing.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m59s 1:31:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So where to live. OK. That&#039;s interesting that we came to it in different directions. Yeah. No, II I, you came to it through the actual historical um experiences, right? The record of lived experience and I came through it to it through the scripture, the study of the scriptures. Anyway, I just think it&#039;s interesting that there are different ways to arrive at this, what I consider truth. Right. Absolutely. And so did you have any um thoughts about if we, I mean, it seems to me that the, it&#039;s a tricky situation. If we make it known that there was all of this post manifesto polygamy, it could validate the polygamist ideas, did that. So, so&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m42s 1:32:42]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: for me as a historian. Oh, yeah. So that&#039;s what you were asking. So, how did I feel about putting that information out there for me again, as a historian? That&#039;s not my call. My, my job as a professional historian is to just say, here is the research, here is the documentation for it. Here is the sourcing and put it out there and let the chips fall where they may. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, you know, so it&#039;s not my call to say, oh, this is, this could be damaging. It&#039;s not going to publish this. Like that&#039;s not being a professional historian,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m14s 1:33:14]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? Yeah. Yeah. I&#039;m glad that way. I just wondered if there&#039;s ever, I think that people struggle with, I think, and maybe this is a question more for church leaders. Like I think that probably is a what&#039;s the best way to handle this? We wish it would just go away and be invisible. That&#039;s not gonna happen. So like, like I think if you,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m35s 1:33:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: yeah, so I think what, what I&#039;ve learned Michelle with writing about mountain meadows is it is what it is, it happened. And the best you can do is just gather all the information, you can put it all out there, shine all the sunshine you can on it saying this is what happened, own it, not trying to deny it, not try to sugar coat it. Um And so, so I&#039;ve learned that with mountain meadows, right? I feel the same way about post manifesto po. I feel the same way about our nation&#039;s history, about enslavement of, of Africans of, of black people. It happened. It&#039;s horrific. It&#039;s hard to face but it happened, you know, and, but we can face it, we can do it, we can face it and just own it. Apologize for it where we can and, and move on. I mean, that&#039;s, that&#039;s learned from&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m34s 1:34:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it or we can learn from it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h34m37s 1:34:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: Genocide in our nation of, of American Indians of native peoples. It&#039;s horrific. It&#039;s horrible. It&#039;s hard to face, especially if you&#039;re a descendant of a colonizer. Like I am like you are like we are as, as, as white European Americans. It&#039;s hard to face the truth of what our ancestors did, but it happened.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m01s 1:35:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s almost hard. Like, like with all of the focus on mountain meadows, I posted something about our interview talking about mountain meadows and one of my good friends who is um descended from, I think she&#039;s mostly um Polynesian from the, from the islands. And I don&#039;t know if, if I&#039;m using any terms that are incorrect. I apologize, you know, but I want to be sensitive, but she responded and her comment was so heartfelt. It was like, I just have to say that mountain meadows gets all this attention. But is it called the Bear Creek massacre? I don&#039;t even know the name of it. She&#039;s like that happened too. And, and I was like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m38s 1:35:38]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: a message a message I frequent, frequently share is this is just one massacre that I wrote about my co-author. But there are and I talk about it and we actually have information, for example about the Bear River massacre of more than 400 Shoshone people in what is today&#039;s southern Idaho. And yeah, so it&#039;s important to, to not just talk about one massacre or one horrific thing that happened in our history. It&#039;s important to talk about all these things. And so I&#039;m really glad that your listener brought that up because it is important to talk about the, the massacre of the many massacres of, of native Americans and others that colonizers throughout our history, perpetrator&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m25s 1:36:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: people or just people. It&#039;s just, I think, I don&#039;t think there&#039;s necessarily guilty groups. It&#039;s like we, that&#039;s why it&#039;s so important to dig it out so we can learn from it so we can recognize these are people like we&#039;re people and how, what can we learn to not repeat errors of the past and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m44s 1:36:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: the past? And yeah, and that&#039;s why it&#039;s important to, to delve into history even very, very difficult, challenging, painful history. It&#039;s so we can learn from it and be aware of it and sometimes it&#039;s really hard to face, it&#039;s hard to face, but it happens. And that&#039;s a historian&#039;s job is just to get there and let people do what they will with it, not to um try and hide it or obfuscate it, it&#039;s not our right. Correctly. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m15s 1:37:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s what I do think. I do think it is, it is important to, I don&#039;t want to say expose it, but to reveal it, it&#039;s important to let it be out on the table so that we can talk about it. And that&#039;s what I do think. I&#039;m like the, we can&#039;t repent but, and I know we use different words for that, you know. But for me, it&#039;s like if we can see what polygamy actually did and what post manifesto polygamy did and what these teachings were and what they led to, then we can really analyze them, you know, spiritually and logically and in every way and say is this of God, right? And I think the first step to that is being is putting it out on the table, right? So I appreciate the work you do. I think, man, I mean, it&#039;s like here&#039;s this really kind awesome brilliant woman that is the match for Massacre and post Manifesto polygamy like that is, that&#039;s an amazing resume. So I just, I want to thank you&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m11s 1:38:11]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: and that&#039;s nice of you to say Michelle. I appreciate that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m15s 1:38:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And I guess we won&#039;t have time. We wanted to talk a little bit about my um ancestor. Well, well aunt, she&#039;s the younger sister who got married in 18, in 1913, polygamous, but we&#039;ll probably have to get into that another time. But that&#039;s an interesting story. And so anyway, is there anything else that you would want to bring up that we left out? But it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m36s 1:38:36]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: covers, we&#039;ve covered it a lot and I look forward to future conversations with you.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m44s 1:38:44]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I do have to say, let me just give a shout out because Barbara was exceptionally patient with me last night. Letting me, we&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m55s 1:38:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: had a great debate. We had a great debate about when poli me started and who started it. But, but frankly, that&#039;s what I love about history. I love, I love talking about the sources. And yeah, it&#039;s, it&#039;s always in respect. Whenever I debate anyone about any aspect of history, it&#039;s always with respect and just um with the feeling that uh through debate and discussing things and sharing sources, we teach each other and we, we, we learn from each other. So&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m29s 1:39:29]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s fabulous. So I anyway, I really want to, I want to thank you for that because I really, sometimes that feels like it&#039;s missing in the discussions is can we look at the sources? So anyway, so I want everyone to like buy Barbara&#039;s books. Give her a big shout out and just tons of respect and appreciation for what you&#039;ve done and just who you are as a person. Thank you so much. Thank&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m49s 1:39:49]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: you Michelle. And it was so fun to get to know you better and to find out I had written all about your family history. That was, that was nuts last night. So anyways. That was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m59s 1:39:59]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: fun. Ok, thank you and I will talk to you again&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m02s 1:40:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Barbara: soon. Thanks. Bye bye.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Doh3NIOfE0&amp;amp;amp;t=1h40m04s 1:40:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Thank you again to all of those who have stuck through for this entire conversation. I thought it got better and better as we went along. Another huge thank you to Barbara for dedicating so much time to this or letting us have so much of her time and for willingness to engage in these important conversations. I&#039;m really looking forward to continued engagement. I just think that the more information that we can all share together, the more that we can all learn. So I, I so greatly respect Barbara&#039;s willingness to engage and to hold, hold to her guns. I just think she&#039;s wonderful and I&#039;m very thankful to have spent this time with her. So thank you so much and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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 | title = 100: Kimberly Smith on Unity and Forgiveness - Making Peace with Polygamy&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 100&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2024-01-07&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = skJURF2fS3g&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Dna, Dreams, Emma Smith, Joseph Smith&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview, Kimberly Smith&lt;br /&gt;
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 | notes = * [https://www.ldsgenerations.com/2021/05/follow-me/ Kimberly&#039;s blog]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://www.amazon.com/Reflections-Emma-Joseph-Smiths-Wife/dp/0970800800/ref=sr_1_1?camp=1789&amp;amp;amp;creative=9325&amp;amp;amp;keywords=Buddy+Youngreen+Emma+Smith+Reflections&amp;amp;amp;linkCode=ur2&amp;amp;amp;linkId=d47f2802f3c2d8f26fa4ff5e98bd692d&amp;amp;amp;qid=1704641157&amp;amp;amp;s=books&amp;amp;amp;sr=1-1 Reflections of Emma (by Buddy Youngreen, NOT Tate.)]&lt;br /&gt;
* also [https://archive.org/details/isbn_9780970800800 here]&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1927&amp;amp;amp;context=byusq Oaks/Bentley article, Joseph Smith And Legal Process: In the Wake of The Steamboat Nauvoo]&lt;br /&gt;
* Nauvoo archeologists Paul Debarthe and David Debarthe are showing that Nauvoo was in fact not a swamp. Those claims grew out of exaggerated stories. Another false Nauvoo narrative that will be fascinating to &amp;quot;dig&amp;quot; into!&lt;br /&gt;
* [https://restorationbookstore.org/products/90101013 Biography of Alexander Hale Smith]&lt;br /&gt;
 | transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s 00:00]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to this 100th episode of 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy. I, I am amazed this is the 100th episode. It feels like a big deal. And just right at the New Year, we crossed the 10,000 subscriber point which blows me away when I started this. I thought I&#039;d be thrilled if it ever managed to get to 1000 subscribers on this topic. And here we are at 100 episodes at over 10,000 subscribers and still climbing quickly. Um Speaking of, if you haven&#039;t subscribed, go ahead and let&#039;s keep bumping it up. I think the reason that I um that that feels gratifying is because it lets me know that these messages, this truth that I&#039;m trying to share is resonating with people and that feels so good to me. And also it makes us be taken a little more seriously, which I think is always a good thing. So these are exciting um things that are happening and I really wanted to have something special for my 100th episode. I had one, I had one idea I was working on. Then another idea I was working on and then this fell into my lap. I got into a conversation with Kimberly Smith, the great, great granddaughter of Joseph and Emma Smith, who has both an amazing spirit and an amazing story and also an amazing mission. And so I am so thankful that she agreed to come on and talk to me. This was her first ever um public appearance other than in her firesides. And I think that you will, I, I hope that everybody loves this episode as much as I do. It is definitely worthy of the 100th episode. So I welcome you. I am glad you are here. I am so excited to introduce you to Kimberly Smith as we take this deep dive into the beautiful, beautiful topic of unity and love in the world and also in the restoration. Welcome to this episode of 100 and 32 problems. I am so grateful and excited to be here with my guest today. This is Kimberly Smith, who I have interacted with a bit on Facebook, but only recently I had the privilege of hearing a little bit more of her story. And um I&#039;m so thankful that she was available and agreed to come on to talk to you. So the first thing I will say about Kimberly is she is a direct descendant of Joseph and Emma. She is, I just as the great, great granddaughter of Joseph and Emma Smith, which is just incredible. And Kimberly can I ask are you from Joseph Smith the third or Alexander? Who, where does your lineage go&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=02m57s 02:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: through? Ok. So, from Alexander it goes down to my grandpa Arthur and my dad, Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=03m04s 03:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Oh, my goodness. So your dad was also Joseph Smith? And,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: ok,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: your dad is also, I apologize it, Joseph Smith. That&#039;s beautiful. And I had the opportunity to read a little bit of Kimberly&#039;s story. And do you go by Kimberly? Do you prefer Kim? Is it, do you have a&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: preference? Um, I don&#039;t, I really don&#039;t care. Ok. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Good. We&#039;ll do Kimberly. So, um, so anyway, I, I, um it&#039;s just an incredible story. I know that Kimberly has spent maybe a couple of decades doing firesides and creating music and poetry to spread the gospel that she has embraced that you&#039;ve embraced. And would you mind just kind of starting out telling us a little bit about your life and your conversion story? Just tell us who you are, where you come from a little bit if that&#039;s all right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Sure. Um, so I was uh born in Merville, Tennessee 1962 and we moved around a lot. So I lost my ex aunt, but when we, when we get back down south, I start talking that way again. Um As far as any kind of faith base that I had, it was mostly connected to my mother&#039;s what I call Mountain Southern Gospel, which is an amazing foundation to have um because those mountain people believe strongly in always following the Holy Ghost that&#039;s, that&#039;s just hammered into you, you know, and the spirit&#039;s leading you go no matter what. So I learned from my mother that the Holy Ghost trumps everything. So it doesn&#039;t matter what other people are. And, um I had no idea till I was 12 that I was a descendant of Joseph, even though my dad&#039;s name was Joseph Smith. Um, because I, we moved, moved around so much. It wasn&#039;t around that side of the family and dad never talked about it. So it was actually because I was a huge fan of the Osmonds. And I was one of those millions of girls that swore I was gonna marry Donnie. And, you know, it&#039;s, uh, their, their music was prevalent in my life at a time when I had experienced some severe abuse by a neighbor of ours and it was, um, them and the, the carpenters and the bee gees, they all just became like healing type of music, uh, for me and I kind of withdrew from the world for a while because I&#039;ve been performing with my father, uh, in bluegrass music and I just thought that&#039;s what I was going to do the rest of my life. And,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: uh, with, with bluegrass. Are, were you the singer? Do you play? What, what,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: um, yeah, a lot of instruments my son and I put out is kind of a bluegrass gospel type, uh, CD. And on my mama&#039;s side, Dolly Parton is my third cousin. So there&#039;s a lot of mountain influence in our music. And, uh, but with back in those days it was just me and my sister would, um, perform sing with my dad. And, um, and I kind of pulled away from all that because I swore I&#039;d never get up in front of anyone again because of what had happened to me. It crushed me so badly. Uh And right about then the Osmonds came out with their album called The Plan, which was a pop variation of the Plan of Salvation. But I had no idea what that was. Uh I just know that when I listened to it, I could feel the spirit and it was just very different from their other music because it was asking questions like, where did you come from? Why are you here, where you going when you leave this place? And my dad didn&#039;t like the osm because their hair touched their collar and that made them hippies and his size. So, you know, I just asked him one day why he didn&#039;t like them. And he said, because they&#039;re Mormon and um just the change in his countenance made me feel like that was a bad thing. So I learned very young to, to keep anything related to Mormons at, at a hand&#039;s length, you had distance. Um And a few months after I heard this album. We went to visit my grandma Smith who lived in Ava Missouri and I walked in and hanging on her wall was two portraits, one of a man and one of a woman. Um And the, the value of what my mom taught me about the holy ghost was if you get around people or things and the spirit is really, really strong, you need to learn as much as you can about those people and things because you&#039;re being led somewhere and immediately they felt familiar to me. And there was just a love in my heart for these two individuals. So I went and asked my grandma who they were and she said that&#039;s Joseph and Emma Smith, your second great grandparents. They&#039;re the ones. He&#039;s the one who started the church and she was, she was referring to Church of Christ Temple Lot, which was an early break off um of the original church, but they considered themselves the original church. And that&#039;s what my grandfather had joined after he left the RL DS or reorganized church, which is now known as community of Christ. So, so was&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: your grandfather born into the RL DS and raised in the RL DS? And he left to join the temple lot,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: the apostle of a secretary in the temple church? Oh, so that I had no idea what grandma was talking about. I just need to know, I knew as much as I, I could about this man because I was being drawn toward him. And so this is where I began to bump into all of these things we&#039;re told. Uh, because shortly after that we moved to Ava Missouri. So I was surrounded by all my dad&#039;s people and I would hear these stories about, um, Brigham Young, supposedly having my great, uh, great grandfather murdered. And if you&#039;re a descendant of Joseph and, em, and you go to Utah, you&#039;ll get killed because there&#039;s a conspiracy to wipe us all out. It&#039;s just a lot of crazy stuff that every time I&#039;ve heard it, it did, it felt bad. And,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ok, will you pause on that for a second? So the RL DS and the Temple Lot belief because I know Emma Brigham Young said that Emma believed that he killed Joseph. So that was, you guys were raised on that idea that Brigham Young killed Joseph Smith. And that going to Utah was, well, well, I just barely had a conversation with a friend where I said for Emma, I imagine that her sons going on missions to Salt Lake had to feel like, like Mosiah with his sons going to the Lamanites, right? It was terrifying for her. So, so anyway, I just wanted to pause on that a little, that&#039;s what you were taught is that was the history where&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: the fear of going out west came from. Uh It was a real fear that Emma had based and it was based on things that were being said about her, um, in the West and people from the West who would come to visit. And so those feelings were real to her. But I&#039;m, I&#039;m a historian and I like to look at both sides of the coin. So when it comes to, um, the question of Brigham Young, having Joseph and hire murdered and all the research I did, I never found anything that said that Emma believed that I, I&#039;ve never found anything. Uh, what I, what I found was that William Joseph&#039;s brother wrote an article I believe it was published in the loss. And, um, he accuses Willard richards of poisoning Samuel, uh, who died a few weeks after Joseph and Hiram were killed. And so from that, that&#039;s, that&#039;s all he said. From that four generations down to me, it&#039;s morphed into, um, Brigham Young had Joseph Hire and Samuel kill. So I never believe. And I&#039;ve never seen anything to convince me that that Brigham Young was behind Joseph&#039;s death.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, ok, thank, thank you for passing on that. I don&#039;t want to interrupt your story. I just think it&#039;s so interesting that that was the belief of your people. That was the belief. So, ok, so&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: all I, all, all I knew is I need to find out as much as I could about this man and it bump, it caused me to bump into all of these things and I learned whenever these things came up, there was such a conflict inside of me. And the more I prayed about it, the more the Lord was like, you know, don&#039;t focus on that, don&#039;t focus on that. Focus on this. You need to find out as much as you can about this man. And so I went through my grandfather&#039;s trunk. He had a lot of uh things that have been handed down in the family. And one was a little pamphlet uh that the or reorganized church had published. Um I think in the early 19 hundreds and it&#039;s Joseph Smith. Joseph Smith tells his own history. And um it&#039;s basically his conversion story of, it&#039;s his story of the first vision. It&#039;s the first thing I had ever read that talked about it and I knew as soon as I read it that it, that it was true. And so, um that&#039;s all I really had to go on and, and, and I was a teenager at the time. And so I just kind of put everything aside uh until I became an adult and I was married and got in and um interested in family history, genealogy. Uh I had been so fascinated with so many historical figures in history and here I was related to one and that, that was kind of fascinating me, who else am I related to? So I just kind of digging like that and it, it introduced me to um going to the family history Center for the first time. And that&#039;s when I found out about Nabu and I was pulled to go to Nabu and it&#039;s just all these little stair steps led me eventually um to, to Navoo. And what was fascinating to me was all of those historical figures I had been so obsessed with were my grandparents straight back. You know, some of them kings and queens of England, Ireland, Scotland was like, OK, man, there&#039;s a connection uh that we have with our ancestors for sure. Um But I, I still was very intimidated by being around L DS people because of the things I&#039;ve been told. But every time I was around L DS people, the Holy Ghost was the strongest I&#039;d ever felt it. So at length, I, I had to concede that that&#039;s where I needed to go to, to find out more about my history. And so that&#039;s so when&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: did I, did I miss, did you tell me when you were around L DS people? Was it in studying family history? Yeah, in&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: 1986. After going to the Family History Center a few times, I just felt compelled to go there. And um I took my son and my daughter and we went for the first time to Nabu and not really being aware of my history. Um I had so many feelings and emotions walking on the homestead. Uh I was just at a point where I broke down crying by the graves and all I knew at the time that it just felt very heavy and something felt unsettled. Um, and I just knew I needed to know more. So, as I, as I stayed there and went through the different homes and spent time with the missionaries, I&#039;d, I&#039;d get outside and think, man, my dad said they&#039;re so good in hooking you there. If you, if you&#039;re not careful, you get snookered and I knew I&#039;d get snookered at the drop of a hat because I just wanna be everybody&#039;s friend. But I&#039;d go through these tours in these homes and the Holy Ghost was just so strong and every witness I got was, you know, stay the course, you&#039;re, you&#039;re going in the right direction. You need to learn from these people. And so that&#039;s kind of what I did. I went back and forth uh for several years to Nabu, which was like a half a day&#039;s drive and we live close to Branson, Missouri, which um felt like it was an hour away from where we lived at the time in Ava. And the Osmonds had their theater there and I, I got a chance to go one night and during um just before intermission, Merrill Osmond came out and he was singing How great thou art and the spirit was like, you need to meet this man. Well, by then I was so used to listening to the Spirit. I was like, OK, I don&#039;t know what this is about. You know, because to me it&#039;s like nothing ever made sense, but it made sense later if I followed through. And, uh, so after the show, all the brothers would usually come out and visit with, with the people. And so I, I met all the brothers except Meryl didn&#039;t come out. And so I waited until everybody was pretty well gone. And I, I told the kids we better, we better go because they&#039;re gonna start cleaning up. So I was walking up the aisle and I heard someone behind me and it was Meryl. And so I turned around, I walked, walked up to him and introduced myself and something was saying, tell him, tell him who you are. And, uh, we had been taught never to tell anybody. And so I was just like fighting it, but it was just so strong. And I said, you know, I&#039;ve seen your, my beliefs page and how much you loved Joseph Smith. And he said, um, oh, you remember the church? And I said, uh, no. And I said, I just wanted to know he&#039;s my great, great grandfather. And he said, oh, I need to talk to you. And the reason he need to talk to me was before he had come to Branson, he had had a vision in which Joseph took him into a building and there was a room that was sectioned off by a curtain and Joseph pulled the curtain back. And Merrill said, he saw a sea of faces and they were all miserable. And Joseph said this is my posterity. Would you please help them? So that&#039;s how I got to know Merrill. And we visited off and on and little by little, I began to feel that I could trust them. Um, if I wanted to investigate the church and take the lessons that I could trust them, um, to deal honestly with me because, you know, it was just, it was just hard when generations have been teaching, you stay away from that and that wall is put up, you know. Um So it was kind of scary but uh I took the discussions in his home with his sisters and during the third discussion, um I was given, you took the discussions&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: in Merrill Osmond&#039;s home. You took the discussions with Merl Osmond. OK. This is an amazing story. OK? You&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: know what&#039;s so fun is his mom? I, I love his mom and dad so much, but his mom and I had so many laughs about the things I had been told. Uh One of which was if you&#039;re a woman and you try to leave the church, they take you up to the top of the Salt Lake Temple and push you into the salt lake. And me being geographically challenged at the time thought the lake was right like right up against the temple. That would be a big throw And so she, she had a good chuckle every now and then and, you know, I would tell her a lot of stuff that I&#039;ve been told and she would, you know, she would talk to me about it and clarify things. And so it was during the third discussion that the spirit was like you need to be baptized. And, uh, uh, right after the meeting I just told the sisters that I know I&#039;m supposed to be baptized. And then there&#039;s this moment of I had an hour drive home and all the things caved in on me like, OK, what about baptism of the dead? What about polygamy? What about bring him young? All these things I&#039;ve been told and it was just the horrendous ride and I got home and I laid down on the bed and um the first thing that came to my mind was the holy ghost trumps everything. So I had to push all of that aside. Uh And I was baptized June 7th, 1998 Merrill came up to our ward on a Sunday and baptized me on a Sunday morning. So it&#039;s a very short, short version. I left a lot out. But, but basically the whole journey was about following the spirit because especially polygamy because you know, you just don&#039;t even say it. My dad&#039;s family. It&#039;s a P word, it&#039;s a dirty word and you don&#039;t say it because it just brings up so much ire and every time I bumped into that, on that journey, um I felt horrible inside like I would get ill inside, there would be all of this turmoil and conflict and I don&#039;t like conflict. I don&#039;t like contention. And every time I prayed about it, I always got the same answer the Lord would say put that behind you. That wasn&#039;t your experience, that was the peoples of the past. Uh if mistakes were made, they&#039;re on the other side of the veil, they&#039;ve reconciled those mistakes. It&#039;s not right for, for it to be carried on and to cause discord. And I was like, OK, I can live with that. Can I ask you a question?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Can I ask? So did you in like when your grandmother told you about Joseph and Emma her grandparents, I guess um did, did she say anything about polygamy? Had you been taught in your heritage that polygamy was Joseph or that it was Brigham? And I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: yeah, we had been taught that um it was something we, there&#039;s the belief that he was sealed. He was, he was in the act of sealing the human family together. And Nabu and that polygamy evolved as a result of Brigham Young, not Joseph Smith. That&#039;s what my dad&#039;s family believed. That Brigham Young had basically that he, he believed it and that it was supposed to happen and he had to um and this is my family&#039;s words. He had to construct the revelation on it. Uh when he introduced it to the people to give it credibility because it didn&#039;t feel like it would be acceptable to them unless it came from Joseph. So that&#039;s what my dad believed. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s helpful. Thank you. And so, yeah, continue with your experience with um the spirit and polygamy. Like, because joining the church that was a, like, like you had, I guess many of Brigham&#039;s false doctrines to have to overcome. I don&#039;t know if blood atonement and Adam God theory and, you know, played into your perspective or if it was just polygamy was the big focus. Or if there were other things that you struggled with&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: a quote that I like by Albert Schweitzer. Um And I&#039;ll have to read it because it&#039;s the greatest discovery of any generation is that human beings can alter their lives by altering the attitude of their minds. And so when it came to a lot of those controversial doctrines that had, that would fly in my face sometimes, um I had to learn to think that way. I had to learn to change how I thought. Um And I always went back on the answers. I, I would get when I would pray about it. And that was always, you know, put that, put that behind you, put that behind you because it&#039;s not here right now. Your focus is supposed to be on your role in the gospel today. And so that&#039;s that&#039;s all that, that became my mindset was. But so there&#039;s a spiritual side of me and there&#039;s a historian. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Historian is the one I love it when people dig in and into history mysteries and try to figure out why and how something happened and fill in gaps and puzzles. I think it&#039;s, that&#039;s natural and, and ok for people to do then there&#039;s a spiritual side of me, which is like, I, I don&#039;t, I had, you know, I had to be cautious and I think other people should be cautious of where they let their emotions from. The findings take them and, and to make sure the findings are absolutely accurate because these are people who aren&#039;t here to defend themselves. These are people we will have to face again someday. We are measured by how we think about other people and how we talk about other people by God and will be held accountable. And so I&#039;m very, very cautious. Like this is the first time ever in my 20 plus years of being in the church that I publicly talked about this in this depth because I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t want people to think I&#039;m an advocate for one side or the other because I&#039;m not what I&#039;m an advocate for is peace, uh fullness of joy, the savior, um the gospel. That&#039;s what I mean. Yeah, and unity, especially unity. And this is what bothers me about the both sides of the polygamy issue is that it gets to a point where people, it&#039;s causing discord and it&#039;s causing division. It&#039;s causing people to lose their testimonies. And you could bring me any kind of document that&#039;s 100% proof that somebody in the past did something against Joseph Smith. That and that person was in leadership position and it proved beyond a doubt that they did. I still would not leave. The Church of the Holy Ghost has told me to be here because that&#039;s what I have to follow. I can&#039;t follow um man. And you know, I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t follow things like that. I have to go with spirit.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s OK. So in our conversation, that&#039;s one of the things I just loved about you because it felt, I don&#039;t know, II I don&#039;t want to claim too much, but Kimberly and I did have a conversation and I felt like I was talking to a sister. It just was so beautiful to talk to you. I, because that is exactly me. I like whatever struggles. Like, like the question is, what does God want you to do? Where does God want you? Right? Where, where can you be of the most? What is in your highest good, your family&#039;s highest good and the world&#039;s highest good. Where does God want you planted? And that&#039;s where you go, period. And we have to learn to follow the spirit. I just adore that I have two questions for you. The first one is, what was your family and community&#039;s reaction when you were taking the discussions when you decided to be baptized? Did like what, what did your parents, did you have Children already? At that point? Yeah. Can you, would you mind talking about that?&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: So I was married at the time. Um I had two Children, I believe Brian, my son was 10 and my daughter was seven. Uh Nobody knew that I was taking the discussions. I kept it a secret. Um Nobody knew that I got baptized. The only person that knew was my son. He was the only one of the family was there. And at the time, you had to have your husband&#039;s permission. That kind of slipped, slipped through the cracks somehow. Which is interesting because there was an urgency with this. Um, I was terrified of people finding out because I felt like someone put a stop to it and I knew it&#039;s something that I was supposed to do. And, um, so I, I let a couple of months go by and the first person I told was my mom and she just said to me, well, was it the spirit that led you there? I said yes. And she said, well, you&#039;ve done the right thing. What are you gonna tell your dad? I said, well, I thought I&#039;d send him an email because I don&#039;t want to talk to him. And so I, I did, I I wrote out a long email and explained everything and he was very, very hurt. Um, we&#039;ve always had a good relationship. He never cut me off or anything like that. He thinks I&#039;m going to hell. But he, he doesn&#039;t cut me off and he still loves me. But, um, it did cause a lot of problems that were already there in my marriage and my husband was very um against the church. So.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: well. Thank you. I&#039;m sorry to ask a personal question. That&#039;s, that&#039;s a painful experience. I appreciate you sharing and I, I neglected to say thank you so much for um coming on and sharing your story because I like II, I, I&#039;m hoping it&#039;s the spirit that inspired you to do so because I, I loved our conversation and I felt so good about it and I think your story is not only profound and beautiful and compelling, but also so important for our day as we go forward and you talk about some of the experiences you&#039;ve had and some of the things you feel you&#039;re called to that II, I think will really resonate with many of us and the important messages. So um my, my other question, well, maybe, maybe, do you want to continue with your story? Did you have more things? Maybe you&#039;ll get to it. I, I wanted to ask what your feelings were toward Brigham Young and other early church leaders and how you work through that unless you were planning to come to that at a different point in your story.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Um, my feelings for Brigham Young when I was baptized were like, um, I&#039;m not somebody who hates easy. I&#039;ve never hated anyone. Uh, but I did hate him because because of the things that we were told. And, um, so the first time I went into relief Society, which would have been like the next Sunday because we, we had to leave early. That first Sunday I walked in and uh someone handed me the manual that they were studying for, for the time and guess who was on the front of it? It&#039;s just like you&#039;re the president of the&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: church, Brigham Young. I&#039;ll bet that&#039;s what it was.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah, I can believe it. She handed it to me. There was Brigham Young. It was like, and I said, thank you. Yeah. And she turned around to sit down and I walked out the door and swore I wouldn&#039;t go back till they were done with that book. Um go to Sacrament but not Relief Society. And so, um so that&#039;s what I did. And uh after time after a time it was, we go to the temple and I was talking to different people about what their favorite temple was because we, we lived in the Saint Louis district. Um But for some reason I felt like I was supposed to go somewhere else. Ok. I have no idea about the temples So I&#039;m gonna ask different people what they think and, uh, I&#039;d get told, you know, San Diego and why and just all these different ones. And then one day this woman said Manti and as soon as she said, Manti, it just clicked. I said, ok, that&#039;s where I wanna go. Where is it? She said it&#039;s, it&#039;s in Manti, Utah. I was like, oh, I can&#039;t go to Utah. That&#039;s a scary place. It was still like, you know, weirded out by some of the stuff I&#039;ve been told. But I knew I was supposed to go and like two, like two days I believe before we left, I was taking missionaries home from their zone conference and uh elder woods who&#039;s sitting in the front seat and I was driving and he said, I hear you&#039;re gonna be in Utah for like six weeks. And I said, yeah, I&#039;m gonna meet some family that I&#039;ve never met before and um get my endowments. And he said, are you gonna learn all about Brigham Young? And that my hands just tighten around the steering wheel. And he was the type of missionary that when the Lord works with him, his countenance would change. He got really, really quiet and I looked over and I went, oh man, now Lord&#039;s working with him, that means I had to listen. So, so I asked him what was on his mind and he bore his testimony of the savior. And then he um first testimony of uh Brigham Young and Joseph Smith. And by the time he was done, my defenses were just all down. And um I came to a signal light that turned red and I put on the brakes and everything I ever felt against this man was taken away and it was so overpowering. I had to take in a breath and then the light turned green and we went on and when I dropped the missionaries off, I said, you know what I told him what had happened? I said, there&#039;s a big empty space where all this hatred was. You bet I&#039;ll learn as much as I can about Brigham Young. And so while we were going around uh the the temple area, we came to his grave. And I asked everybody for a few moments and I just catch up with them and I got down on my knees and I um said to him, I asked him to forgive me for perpetuating the hatred against his name. And then I said, I forgive you too because you said, and did things you shouldn&#039;t have because there were things said and done on both sides of the fence that caused the problem. And I heard a choir sing near my God to thee. And it was very audible to me. And I was given to know through the spirit that everything our ancestors experienced together, even the pain they may have caused one another. They experienced those things, not us, they&#039;re on the other side, they&#039;ve reconciled those things. It&#039;s wrong for us to carry it on. And that&#039;s the kind of message I&#039;ve been getting the whole time when I would uh bump into conflicts and stuff like that. So, so, so&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: we don&#039;t need to carry the grudges and feel the anger and resentment of the past. That&#039;s not our own. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: So what I&#039;m saying is it&#039;s, yeah, it&#039;s ok to research and, and find this but be careful where your emotions take you that it&#039;s not turning from uh you know, you&#039;re gonna, people may find out things here and there in history that they feel like they&#039;ve been lied to or betrayed. Um That, that that&#039;s happened in every church organization I&#039;ve ever heard of. There&#039;s not a church that hasn&#039;t had that in its past, but our challenge from the Lord is what do we do with that? I mean, because we have control and anger and betrayal goes down a one way street and at one point, if we don&#039;t do something with it, the adversary will is gonna go either one side to love and forgiveness or it&#039;s gonna go to the other side um to bitterness and hatred and what we choose, the direction that we choose. We determine who we are and how we become and, and the love that eyes in the Lord&#039;s eyes. That&#039;s, that&#039;s, you see, that&#039;s why, that&#039;s why it&#039;s so easy for me because a lot of people, like you should be the most upset because they&#039;ve, they found what they think is a lot of evidence against this or that. Because you&#039;re a descendant of Joseph. That&#039;s your people. You know, and I&#039;m just like a number one, I don&#039;t really need to know that for my salvation. And number two, I&#039;m not angry at anyone because if mistakes have been made, then, you know, it&#039;s being reconciled. If they&#039;re being taught on the other side, who might get to get angry at them and stay angry at them if they&#039;re learning what the truth really is now. And so it&#039;s like I, I just can&#039;t, I can&#039;t become angry. I have to be loving. I have to be forgiving. Why? Because the savior on the cross looked down on those people who put him up there and the immense pain he was in them, standing by his own mother and his family and he asked heaven, father to forgive them. And if he can do that under that kind of pain and um the magnitude of pain it must have been, then who am I not to forgive people for something that they&#039;ve done to my answer? Right? Oh.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh What I, what I love so much about how you express this and the experiences you&#039;ve had is that it&#039;s not, I think people get confused and think that somehow if we&#039;re not angry at someone, it means they didn&#039;t do anything wrong, right? Like, like that, it&#039;s either, it&#039;s either they did this or if I say we don&#039;t need to be angry. Well, then you&#039;re saying that no problems happen. And that&#039;s, but honestly is how I get accused often of hating Brigham Young and it couldn&#039;t be further from the truth. Like I tell people, I have a son named Brigham because I didn&#039;t know I can&#039;t hate, you know, my son&#039;s namesake. But, but even more I am II, I just feel like we can view it and, and I like to say this is, you know, I can do my best to put myself in someone&#039;s shoes and go, this seems to be their character. This seems to be what they were doing and and it&#039;s OK to talk about it and it wasn&#039;t good and it was very, very bad, right? But we don&#039;t need to be hateful or accusing or angry. We can just look at it honestly as historians and, and without having the emotion tied up in it. And anyway, I think I, I am curious about your feelings of um your feelings of Brigham Young that needed to be healed because I feel I do feel like we carry things for our ancestors and I kind of want to know how those developed because if you were raised, really not knowing anything about the church. So was it while you were investigating? Like, like can you tell me how that hatred developed.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Um I have such a, a close connection with, with Joseph. Um Which isn&#039;t odd. I&#039;m, I&#039;m his great, great granddaughter. So that&#039;s not so odd in a family relationship that you would feel attached to one or another ancestor of yours. Um As a matter of fact, there&#039;s, it&#039;s been proven through DNA studies, um that, you know, emotions, experiences of ancestors are passed down through the DNA. So I&#039;ve had several experiences where I, I know that&#039;s true because it&#039;s happened to me. And so when you have that kind of in depth connection with someone that kind of love, um And you hear that this other person did this, this and that to them and me being a young kid, you know, at the time, uh before I understood what a fullness of joy is and what the pure love of Christ is, uh it, it naturally just bounced over to um to bitterness and hatred. Uh And so it was, um it was basically, you know, just, just those kind of feelings um that, what kinds&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: of things did you hear? What kinds of things were you told? Because I would think it would be more about Emma, like, like I&#039;ve so often, you know, like I didn&#039;t know Brigham had done as much to Joseph as kind of Brigham&#039;s treatment of Emma just is, that&#039;s been a hard one for me to&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: understand. Um you know, basically because the way it was put to us that he had Joseph murdered, he stole the church away. He took it out west and corrupted it. That&#039;s a lot of kid to hear and handle. Um, when they&#039;re, they&#039;re viewing in their heart, their, their great, great grandfather through that image I saw on the wall and all I could see there was that, you know, pure love, you know, and, and just, you know, hear my dad the way he would talk about it would boer that bolster that, you know, build it up. So, but it was so out of character for me too because I&#039;ve been taught by a mother who knew the pure love of Christ like no one. And so it was a conflict in me because that&#039;s part, that&#039;s not a part of my nature. And so that&#039;s why whenever I, I was working on my book, Rising Hills and Sinking Valleys, it took me 15 years to write it because I would get in depth to these correspondences of, um, between the sons of Joseph, the sons of Hiram, where the debate would get really heated and they always ended it with, uh, you know, in the bonds of familial love type wording. But you could feel the ire and in the words that were going back and forth and it would become too much like it would, it would hurt, it would hurt too much and it would make me sick and I would have to put it aside. And so that&#039;s, that&#039;s why I learned, I needed to find a way to process all of that and get it out or it would be a residue that would just sit with me and the adversary would use that against me one day if I didn&#039;t do something with it. And, um, so it was that experience riding with the missionaries and it, by Brigham Young&#039;s grave where I was able to, to let let go of, of all of that. And um it&#039;s funny because I have a really good friend, uh Chad Horton and he wrote a book called 40 Ways to Look at Brigham Young and he was visiting NFU at the time and, and we were living there and he gave me this book. He said I just had to give you this book. He thought it was a good chuckle because he knew I had dealt, had to deal with Brigham Young years before. And um so I thanked him for it and I put it, put it up on the bookshelf because it was really busy. I didn&#039;t have time to read a new book yet. I had seen, I flipped through, I&#039;ve seen pictures of, of him before. There were, there was one, there was he sitting in a chair and he looked so so stern. I was like, isn&#039;t there ever a picture of Brigham Young where he&#039;s smiling? He just always looks so stern. Well, I took a nap on the couch that day. And I had this one of those realistic dreams that you have sometimes you wanna write down. And we were in this brilliant white room and there was a big banquet going on a long white table and a lot of latter day saint peoples from the past were there. And I was there with my family and my son was there and it kind of opens up with me saying to my son, I&#039;m going to go ask him because Brigham Young was sitting at the end of this long banquet table with his elbow up on it. And my son said, mom, you can&#039;t talk to him. Papa won&#039;t ever talk to you again. He&#039;s talking about my dad if you say anything to bring him. Yeah. And I said, I know, but I gotta know I&#039;ve got to know. So I, I went, I sat beside him and he, he turned and looked at me and his cheeks were blushed and he smiled the biggest smile and it was just, it was so beautiful. And I said, Brigham, I wanna ask you a question. You knew Joseph more than anybody did. So does my son really look like him? That was my question. And my son does look like a lot like him. But just then, and my son is a very uh loud carrying voice. He&#039;s very jolly. And just then, Brian threw his head back and started laughing really loud because he was talking to somebody. And Brigham chuckled and he said, yes he does. And then he took my arm and he said, but my dear, you are more like him than anyone I know. And I was like, and I woke up and I went and found that book and I was breezing through it again. And there was a picture I hadn&#039;t seen before. It was Brigham Young and a round table, he had his arm up on it just like he did on the other table and he was smiling in that picture. And I was like, well, so I it was really good for me to have that, that dream because I got to see him. Uh because this all seemed like um after, you know, we&#039;re in the after lifetime, you know, we&#039;re all together and it was nice to see that uh visual in front of me. I&#039;d already dealt with everything. I&#039;d already overcome the stuff, but it was, it was a good visual and I&#039;m a visual person. But yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: yeah, I OK. That story is so good for me to hear because I think it is when, when dealing with this topic like polygamy, you just tend to be in the hard stuff, right? The hard things that Brigham said the unfortunate teach, there was just so much that was just, it&#039;s just hard and so, but that but never is a person&#039;s character. Just one side or the other. Right? And so it&#039;s so important for us to like, like the worst person has their good moments and their good days and the best person has their bad moments and their bad days and, and it&#039;s, it is so good to have. I&#039;m so glad you shared that because that gives me like, I like the thought of Brigham wanting to do better and having learned and wanting to make amends and being able to go and give Brigham a hug. I like that thought and I like that image. And so I&#039;m glad that you&#039;re bringing that to me because I haven&#039;t felt hatred and I haven&#039;t felt um I haven&#039;t, I haven&#039;t had the generational trauma in the same way that you had with Joseph and Emma. You know, but I definitely have had kind of a, um, like I, like, I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve just, I&#039;ve just been so troubled by so much of what he did and so the idea that he could smile and be loving to you as Joseph&#039;s daughter. Yeah, I mean, as Joseph&#039;s great granddaughter is just, that&#039;s a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: it. You know, he, he loved Joseph. He, he loved Joseph. I know that he loved Joseph and he was, he wasn&#039;t very tactful sometimes in how he approached things and talked about them. I understand that he needed to express his frustrations about Emma, but he could have chosen different wording and that, yeah, I&#039;m a big, a big advocate for telling people. I know you need to say what you need to say, just find a different way to say it, you know. And, well,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: one thing I&#039;ve thought about, one thing I thought about Brigham is that it sort of is unfortunate to have a huge platform and total power. Who knows what that would do to any of us? Right. Like I know in my life there have been so many times needed to be corrected or you, you know, and those feelings of humiliation when you got it wrong and you know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s like so important for us to um or I&#039;ve been saying something and someone corrected me or someone called me on exaggerating or, you know, there was no one Brigham had established it so that he didn&#039;t have the benefit of any of that. He had a complete, like a free platform to say whatever he was going to say. And there was no one there to keep him honest sort of recall. Like I don&#039;t think that the car, I, I think that um his situation outsized his, his negative um characteristics. Can I say it that way? Do you know what I mean? I think there are a lot of people who maybe would be much worse than Brigham if they had that same amount of power and influence with not being checked for that many decades and, and bad ideas that had been planted. Right. And so anyway, so I think, I think that&#039;s one way that&#039;s helped me a little bit is like, oh, I&#039;m glad I wasn&#039;t in that situation.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah. Yeah. Um, when you consider what was at stake at the time that that is a lot to carry, um, I, I&#039;m trying to recall what story this is but I, I remember Brigham Young saying something, he was talking about something to somebody and he really kind of let loose, you know, and then pulled himself together and it was in front of a crowd and he, he got up again and said before you heard from Britney, now you&#039;re going to hear from the prophet. Yes. So it&#039;s like there, I think there were those times where he caught himself and um but it would just be so hard. I have, I have no guile at all against Brigham Young. One of the things that I love the most that, that the Lord showed me is one was an analogy and it was about uh a ship and I, I looked at the church as this big ship, but there&#039;s a lot of other ships that&#039;s going to the same place our ships going, you know, but our ship has the most um furniture in it is over the truth. And, and so if you wanna stay on that, but people are bumping into all these stains, there&#039;s stains on the floor and there shouldn&#039;t be, you know, I&#039;m not gonna jump ship because there&#039;s stains on the floor because I know the Lord is going to come back one day and he&#039;ll help, you know, he&#039;ll take care of those stains. Yeah. I, I don&#039;t want to jump ship and go to another ship that they all have stains on them. Do you see what I&#039;m saying? That&#039;s kind of one, that&#039;s one thing that, that he was showing the other one was um the example of Peter. And this is what I think about when people talk about this or that person made mistakes and stuff is that Peter denied Christ three times. And to me that&#039;s like the biggest mistake someone, someone can make is huge. But, you know, they, all of the disciples struggled after the crucifixion, but they, they processed it all, they came back together and they, the Lord didn&#039;t throw them under the bus, he didn&#039;t pull them out from being the rock that the church was built on. You know, they came back together and um they overcame those things and together, finished building the foundation of the church. And so that&#039;s uh I guess that&#039;s why when I hear a lot of things and I do bump into a lot of different things. I, I, I just try not to be judgmental because the, the Lord is so forgiving. And so, and the Lord knows more than I do about these situations because I wasn&#039;t there. Um You know, to see it all unfold. You know how it is. When you hear a rumor about somebody today and it on social media, everybody just kind of believes everything that&#039;s out there. And then when the truth finally comes out, it&#039;s so different than what was put out there. So it&#039;s just like I, that&#039;s why I&#039;m so cautious about, um, you know, delving in to, to anything and, and letting my emotions go away with it. When you say,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK, when you, I, I have to, I have to clarify a little bit because when you say my, what I always say is we take a deep dive, you know, so when you say Delving in, can you just describe a little more what you mean?&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Um Delving in? Yeah, I guess I should have had more adjectives with that. Uh Just be careful in delving and not to let the attachments do anything to you. Like not, not let attachments get, get onto you and cause this residue and bitterness to build up um for everybody to understand how and why things happened. Um uh The history is so important to us to understand and we need to understand it uh with clarity and understand what really happened. Uh No matter what kind of history we&#039;re talking about. Um but it&#039;s, it&#039;s not being able to put it behind you that that&#039;s caused, it&#039;s the most cause of problems in the Mideast today, but they&#039;re still fighting about things from generations ago, right? And so it&#039;s the inability to put things behind you and not let it attach.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So, so maybe be able as we delve in, as we, you know, take as we delve into our history, do so with a prayer of charity, recognizing that without charity, you&#039;re nothing right. And charity is what this whole life is about. So please help me to be able to feel love, feel unity, feel compassion and understanding for as I study these difficult things. II, I guess I needed to be a lot of people say, why do you want to, why are you opening that can of worms? Why? Like that doesn&#039;t have anything to do with this anymore? And I think you&#039;re saying a very different thing, what they&#039;re saying is stay ignorant, right? Don&#039;t, don&#039;t get the information, don&#039;t be informed. And what I&#039;m hearing you saying is get the information and be informed but stay centered in peace and love and charity. Am I understanding correctly? Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: I mean, if you feel, feel led to delve in, you know, I don&#039;t see anything wrong with that. I have so many people ask me why, why did you study the lives of, of, uh, Governor Ford and Thomas? And I said I wanted to understand what made them the way they were for one thing. And then I wanted to and, you know, it&#039;s very, very, very sad. Um, what kind of lives they had after Joseph&#039;s death and I had compassion for them. Um, and it&#039;s, it&#039;s one of my goals to, to put flowers on their graves one day because I&#039;ve forgiven that I&#039;ve forgiven them for that. And I think they need that. They need to, to know that from a, from at least me and other descendants that, you know, we&#039;re not holding on to that because they&#039;re all over there and they understand everything now and they, they understand what they&#039;ve done wrong. Um And for someone like Ford and um sharp, that&#039;s, that&#039;s a pretty heavy weight to have to carry. So I think part of part of their release comes from our being able to release our hard feelings against them. And so I love that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So it carrying those hard feelings does not serve us, does not help make the world a peaceful place. And it&#039;s sort of a gift that we can give ourselves the world and both our ancestors and those who, who we&#039;re hard on our ancestors, right? Who cursed our like, it&#039;s just in every way, the right approach. It just does pure good. And the and, and not doing it is a really big missed opportunity. I love hearing how God healed your heart and how you&#039;ve been able&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: to. Yeah. And you know, I, I think, I think I mentioned to you um I call it the hamster wheel that I mentioned that to you the other day when we come I think the adversary has a hamster wheel and that&#039;s the, the, he likes to, for us to get on that hamster rule of delving in the past. But staying there and, uh, staying there and, uh, but some of these things, we won&#039;t get 100% answers for, there&#039;s just some of them and we won&#039;t. And getting entangled in that tool that just consumes your, every, every thought because he does not want us focused on the gospel today and our role in it. And, and so we&#039;re living at a time, the times are changing so fast. Like it used to be over decades, it was changing. That&#039;s like in the last four years, the monumental changes that&#039;s been happening and our focus needs to be on what&#039;s coming and how are we going to deal with that? You know, um Are we staying aligned with Christ so that we can deal with these changes that are coming? That&#039;s, that&#039;s what, that&#039;s what our focus needs to be. I&#039;m not saying it&#039;s not OK to research and you know, it&#039;s, it is, but I&#039;m just like, don&#039;t let it consume. Don&#039;t get on that hamster wheel where you&#039;re being taken away or&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: don&#039;t, yeah, don&#039;t, don&#039;t get turned away from God and like as our, let our studies turn us to God, not away, right? And everything I, I wanna, so you um if I&#039;m understanding correctly, you were baptized in the church still with a hard heart toward Brigham at the time that you were baptized and, and, and I, I mean, I know that was healed, you know, but, and that sounded like I was accusing you of not at all. It&#039;s very understandable. I think a lot of people feel that now. But, um, and then also not believing, like, like you believed that Brigham had all of these problems or, or did things that were wrong before you were baptized. And I, and, and yet made the choice to be baptized because that&#039;s what God, where God directed you. Am I understanding that correctly?&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah, because um like I said, it&#039;s about following the Holy Ghost and you know, if, if mistakes were made, I can&#039;t help that I wasn&#039;t there and I didn&#039;t know that person. You know what I mean? So I, I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: the reason I&#039;m asking is because so many people who either grew up in the church or were baptized into the L DS church, you know, then they find out these things, they find out some of the things that Brigham Young said and that he did and that they find out more about polygamy and they think they have to leave the church. And so that&#039;s what I&#039;m, that&#039;s one of the spaces I&#039;m trying to be is like we can be in this church while having our eyes open to false traditions, which is exactly what the book of Mormon warns us of. Right. That&#039;s So I wanted to draw attention to that because that&#039;s something that&#039;s important to me is to help people understand that. II, I think we&#039;re raised in such a paradigm of the prophets cannot do anything wrong that it really shakes people up to learn. Wait, wait, the prophets did something wrong. Right. So I just wanted to kind of draw attention to that and how you look at that. You, you&#039;re just saying it&#039;s about Jesus Christ. So whatever one leader did is kind of irrelevant. It&#039;s about the Lord. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: you really, um I mean, I, I&#039;ve moved all over the place all my life, but like ever since joining the church, I&#039;ve lived in several different places. So I&#039;ve been a lot of different wards, I&#039;ve bumped into people uh who are in leadership that did things they shouldn&#039;t have been doing. Um and um some of them in height leadership and it&#039;s just like, you know, they&#039;re on their journey too and they&#039;re learning so I can&#039;t cast them out for making mistakes and misjudgments and going down the wrong path because, you know, hopefully they&#039;ll get pulled back on the right path and I, I wanna be there for them when that happens and it&#039;s, I kind of equate it with if you&#039;re going to school uh for higher learning and you find out that several of the teachers are corrupt. Um I wouldn&#039;t leave that school. I would stay in the school. So I could continue to gain my knowledge. You know, that, um, I think that&#039;s the best way to put it because I can&#039;t help it if other people are making mistakes. And I&#039;m not saying that I&#039;m the scholar that knows every little thing that peoples of the past did. Um, I&#039;m just, you know, I&#039;m just saying if mistakes were made, um, that&#039;s between, you know, them and the Lord to reconcile and for us it&#039;s for us, we have that challenge of can you can you just process this and forgive them because they were human, they made a mistake and you stay on your journey?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. So, so what charting your journey thus far? So you were called to the church through all of these amazing experiences, then you were called to join and then you were healed from your feelings of um hardheartedness of pain, right? And then you came to Utah and I didn&#039;t even realize Brigham was buried in at the Man Thai Temple. That&#039;s where his grave is. I guess I&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: should have, I should have clarified that we were going around the Salt Lake Temple.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh OK. OK. That makes I was like I was talking to spa in Salt Lake. OK. So you came. All right. Thank you for clarifying that. So I didn&#039;t get confused. And so then um can you tell us more of your journey? Because like it sounds like you have felt called to do certain things called to work that you, you know, I, I want to know where you went from there.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Um, I, I have had several, what I call revelatory dreams where things were kind of laid out that, that I would be doing. And a lot of it just involves, um, like the firesides that I do. The content is a lot of, it&#039;s my conversion and then also why Emma stayed and some of the things she went, uh she stayed in nou and some of the things that she endured after Joseph&#039;s death. But um it&#039;s all, it&#039;s all. Pardon?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Would you mind filling, filling us in on some of that? Some of what you share in studying Emma was one of the highlights for me. And so, so what, what would you mind sharing some of your insights about Emma, your great great&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: grandmother? Did you know she was left handed?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I did not know that. Ok, there&#039;s the first thing we know&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: she was left handed. Um She had a pretty quick wet. I don&#039;t know if you know the story about the um the pastries that she would make. Did you know that story? No, tell us,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: please.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: So she made pastries. Um She loved making twisted donuts and so she&#039;d keep twisted donuts for the grandkids um all the time. And so the last time, um her birthday celebration, I, we me and some friends went with twisted donuts to eat them by her grave. So that&#039;s how we celebrate it. But she had this one little round pastry that she would make it kind of like a puff pastry and she couldn&#039;t stand politicians because they were always coming and taking up Joseph&#039;s times, you know, how politicians are. And um this one politician would just consume all of these puff pastries. And she, he said, I really love these puff puff pastries. He said, what do you call them? And she said, candidates all puffed up with full air&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: good. But, um, she, uh, there&#039;s a really good book called Reflections Of Emma that have some of these stories in it. And, um, there, there are things that were recorded in her grandchildren&#039;s journal that they observed about their, their grandma. And, um, she, I have so much admiration for her be because of the way that she held herself high, uh, amidst all of the, all of the different things that were being said about her and people coming from the West and reporting back and you have to take in consideration the people that were coming and visiting Emma, they were taking everything at face value and they didn&#039;t understand that when people from the west would come. Emma&#039;s defenses would go up because she didn&#039;t trust anybody. And so she, if they even got close to talking about personal matters, she just put this wall up and, you know, she&#039;d say, well, that&#039;s personal and she wouldn&#039;t talk to them sometimes she wouldn&#039;t see people. So these reports would get carried back to the west to bring him young, that Emma. Emma wouldn&#039;t see us or Emma was very cold to us. And of course, that would grow and he&#039;s getting this picture of Emma according to what he&#039;s being told from people. So you can see how that, that plays into things. He&#039;s, he&#039;s getting a perspective. Um, I had someone tell me not long ago, if, if, when they were older, if they could have just sat down and talked with one another about what this one heard on this side and this one heard on that side. And, and so I, you know, there were a lot of things like that going on the talking back and forth and the perspectives that were being carried out west and carried to the Midwest. And um like I said, she was, she was at a point where she didn&#039;t trust anybody. And that&#039;s actually where she was when Joseph died. Because from the time of Kirtland, if you think of the Kirtland time period, this was a period where they had been rejected by society. So anybody who came into the church as a member, they became like family, there was a bond of trust that they had uh because society was rejecting them. So they were very close knit. And then when you had those very close knit members of the family, um turning against you and swear, swearing out affidavits against your husband. You know, that trust is broken and I&#039;m sure that was devastating for her. And she was close to many of the women who went to Missouri ahead of her. And then by the time she gets to Missouri, some of those women and their families have been excommunicated. Um they, they swore out affidavits against Joseph. They&#039;re part of the persecution process. And so this happens a lot over and over again and then the government and how they were treated by the government. So you can understand by the time they&#039;re in navoo, how she doesn&#039;t trust anyone but her husband. And then now in 1844 he&#039;s gone. And so at that, at that moment, she becomes, she goes into survival mode and um she feels like no one&#039;s gonna take care of her but herself and that&#039;s why she went to file to be administrator of the estate. Uh because Joseph had not left a will and it was, it was a mess that took 10 years to settle. And um she wasn&#039;t able to do that because she had to have money to pay for the there was a fee with becoming the administrator and she didn&#039;t have the money. And so there were just things like that that happened uh throughout the process after her, her death that she was cons his death, she was constantly trying to survive. And uh it was really, really hard because they were left destitute. So this estate took 10 years to settle. There&#039;s a really good article by D and ho called, um, Joseph Smith. And this, yeah. Oh, it&#039;s full of so much history and how, how the church got into the debt uh with the US government because of the sale of a boat from Robert E Lee to church members. Anyway. Um, that became like this huge part of that estate settlement. But it, it took 10 years and she, when all said Joseph&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: was in bankruptcy court was in bankruptcy court when Emma died. And, yeah. Mhm. And that a lot because I&#039;m doing an episode on the deeds because people use the deeds to try to claim that their evidence of polygamy. And so anyway, so that&#039;s why I&#039;m delving into it. But yes, go ahead. I&#039;m sorry to interrupt&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: it. Yeah, I think, I don&#039;t know if it&#039;s come out yet but, um, I know Joseph Smith papers was doing a volume on that included the estate issue. Um, because they&#039;ve come up, they&#039;ve bumped into uh, other documents that they didn&#039;t have when Dnh Oakes wrote his article. So, so I, I think it&#039;s gonna have new information um about the estate issue. Uh, but it was really hard because when all was said and done, she did get, I think about $1800 which was a lot back then. But she had to use that to pay off the taxes on her homes and, um, she was even left with some of the church that to,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: but she settled with a lot of debt. My understanding is that Joseph the third was still working on the debts. Well into his adulthood, the letter from Emma to Joseph the third&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: saying that she&#039;s, yeah, I think it was up to six years before she died before she was able to pay everything, everything I did. But she did. She had a, she was so well thought of in that town. Um uh And I love what her stepson um Charlie vitamin said about her um that she was a woman of queenly bearing without the arrogance of being a queen. And that&#039;s, I love, I love that description of her. And I, I don&#039;t know if you know the story of Charlie or not, but if you&#039;ve seen um Emma Smith, my story, it starts out the story of, of him. And what&#039;s beautiful about Emma&#039;s heart is um that she, she not only forgave her husband and the woman for having the affair, um She asked them on her deathbed to get married after she was gone and make it right. And you know what woman they would do that kind of thing. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: uh and while she was living, she brought her into her home to like, like your husband&#039;s mistress to bring her into your home so she can be near her, their baby, right? And one thing I I have to, I know I talk, we talked about this in our call. But one thing that just hurts my heart is that I&#039;ve heard that used so many times as kind of like Emma finally learned her lesson about polygamy. She finally learned to be ok with polygamy because of, you know, they use the vitamin story with with, is it Nancy Abercrombie? Is that her name? Maybe I&#039;m getting it wrong. But um but if that is so frustrating to me and fir first of all, as I said to you, first of all, that acknowledges the truth that polygamy is the same as adultery, right? If they&#039;re saying Emma learned to live with adultery just like she needed to learn to live with polygamy, it&#039;s acknowledging that they are actually the same thing. It also is so demeaning of Emma where like she needed to learn her lesson where it&#039;s, it&#039;s like no, this the situation with her hus with vitamin reveals her character. It reveals what her character always was, right? A woman who had been jealous of her husband, having other wives as an older woman would be even more upset and more jealous, right? That you can&#039;t make that kind of a dramatic shift from how they claim Emma was to what we know of her life, what we know who she we know who she&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: was. Yeah, I I haven&#039;t read the, the documents that talk about this is where they use Emma, I haven&#039;t, you know, to stand up for their side of play. I haven&#039;t read those so I really can&#039;t comment on that. But what I can say is that I know it&#039;s just an example of Emma&#039;s heart and who she was. She had a huge love for Children. She, when, when the woman, when Nancy approached her to take in Charlie because she couldn&#039;t afford to take care of him anymore. Emma&#039;s heart was broken to see a mother and a child separated. So she hired her as a housekeeper so she could be with her son. And that&#039;s, that&#039;s the sign of a pure love of Christ right there. And that&#039;s, that&#039;s all that was. She had always been very obedient to God. She had always been a very compassionate woman, especially when it came to Children and she took in kids. You can find people, uh, living with her young, young people living with her in the census reports. Um, years and years and years later, she was always taking in people who needed to be cared for.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And she had done that her whole life too because like the, not like the stories that Lucy told of the house being. So she was always taking care of the sick, always bringing in the, the new comers and Lucy talking about Joseph throwing down his coat and laying down on it and Emma laying in his arm and that&#039;s where they would sleep for the night because they had people in every single bed in the home. Right? And, you know, it isn&#039;t that what she always did? And I guess what I, the thing that&#039;s so striking about the, um, the Charlie by Vitamin story is that, like, like, think about that, this is, you&#039;ve been cheated on before. According to our stories, you know, like, like Joseph broke her heart constantly is what is, what the polygamist story is. And then her second husband, she finds out he&#039;s also having an affair because she didn&#039;t want to see that. She brings that woman into her home where he would not only be around, she would not only be around her son but around her husband. Right? Like that is the, the most extreme example of lack of jealousy that I can begin to imagine. I, I get, I mean, I don&#039;t think most, yeah, we can&#039;t, I don&#039;t think most of us can imagine doing that. And that yet that&#039;s what she did because that&#039;s who she was. And so it just makes it impossible. The stories that were told about her being. So the stories that William Clayton and um Brigham Young and others told about her. So thank you for telling us a little bit about Emma. I know you&#039;ve talked a lot about how Joseph kind of has your heart and it really is Emma that, um that has been a minister to me that has Emma is who I feel like I know. So that&#039;s, yeah, that&#039;s beautiful.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: She, um, I love the stories that Joseph Smith, the third writes about when the Native Americans would come over with Chief Chief Koku. And it&#039;s through Chief Kia Kuk, wife that Emma gets a lot of her knowledge from, uh, medicinal herbs from. And of course, she shared some with her as well. And so it&#039;s just this nice little glimpse. We don&#039;t always get that. Uh And, and he talked about the, the games they would play and how fascinated he was with the Tomahawk throwing and, you know, it&#039;s just a fun read because we get to see a human side of, of the family. And um uh it&#039;s just, she gave, she gave a lot to that community and became one of the most uh beloved citizens, citizens. I know when she died, she had thousands and thousands of people who came through and viewed her uh body as well. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: wow. OK. OK. Thank you for sharing those insights. So tell me, um what other, what other things you want to share with us? Like would you, would you mind sharing some more about kind of what you&#039;ve been called to do with your firesides? And sort of you, you told me some beautiful stories about being, feeling called to unify and to help bring.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah. And together. Yeah, like the, the overall tone of my fireside. I do talk about Emma, I talk about my conversion. But um, the central theme is um aligning yourself with the Savior, um, the gathering of Israel and unity and the pure love of Christ. Those, those are the main components. And I, I just tell how those things have affected my life and I, how I&#039;ve, um been pulled towards those things throughout my journey. And it&#039;s because I know what a fullness of joy feels like. I want other people to feel that too. And I&#039;m not saying other people don&#039;t feel that, but I just, I don&#039;t like seeing all the conflict and, and the, the discord and the division and the, those are things that have come up in several of my dreams and uh where Joseph was trying to teach the people and they&#039;d all come together and then he would go for a while and then within a short amount of time, they&#039;d all be divided again and you just keep having to come back. And it&#039;s, it&#039;s just this whole idea of how can we expect to be a people that can be gathered when we can&#039;t even, you know, agree to disagree, agreeably is what I call it. And uh you know, be a united people despite our differences. And that&#039;s the biggest message is, is this challenge that we&#039;ve been given is like those first two greatest commandments. The second being, love your neighbor. That that&#039;s I think the one that&#039;s the most challenging for us, it&#039;s, it&#039;s been given to us to try and master that challenge. And that means we have to learn how to be able to be a united people despite our differences. And that, that&#039;s why I do the firesides. That&#039;s, you know, that&#039;s why I talk about the importance of um finding a balance and all of these things. We, we have to, it&#039;s hard, it&#039;s, it&#039;s so hard today in these times, it&#039;s not just about polygamy on one side or the other. It&#039;s about, you know, gender changes and all of these controversial things that we&#039;re faced with today. And how can we be a united people uh with people who think so differently than what we do? How can we be united under Christ? Yeah. And that&#039;s where the full, you know, the pure love of Christ comes. It&#039;s all about how much we love one another. And um you know, what we do with that love and not letting bitterness and um anger, anger get in there. The frustration I think is ok. I mean, it&#039;s, it&#039;s normal, it&#039;s normal to become angry. Actually, it&#039;s, it&#039;s normal to be frustrated. That&#039;s frustrating. It&#039;s like I said before, it&#039;s what you do with that uh that determines who you are and how you become. Yeah, you don&#039;t,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: you don&#039;t have to, you don&#039;t have to respond when you&#039;re frustrated. Like I know I do much better if I, when someone makes a really hurtful comment or accuses me or gives me a really unfair harsh criticism. I do better if I can just take a minute and then, you know, as, and then either not respond or when I feel like I can respond and say, hey, that&#039;s good feedback, you know, like, like it or, or huh I see it this way when I can respond with just like you said, without the emotion, without the hooks and, and um so I wanted you to talk about a little about how you think because we do have these political divides and morality divides. And I mean, we are in a really, really divisive time. And so it isn&#039;t like, like, first of all, with the issue of say polygamy, I, what I struggle with is people in my, in, in the church that are like, you can&#039;t be one of us if you say that you, you know, like if you say that out loud, you can&#039;t be here and um that I struggle with because I don&#039;t tell anyone they have to agree with me. And so it&#039;s hard for me to be told you&#039;re gonna be, you know, we want you kicked out, we, we don&#039;t want you with us. That&#039;s a hard thing to hear. So I think disagreement is not only fine, it&#039;s inevitable, it&#039;s baked in. It&#039;s just a matter of how we like, like can we let people be among us who don&#039;t think the same thing that we think and who are willing to say that they don&#039;t think that the same thing we think. Why? Anyway, II, I guess I want to hear some of your insights about how we do that, how we have that unity in these difficult times. And then maybe I&#039;ll share a couple of my thoughts if that&#039;s all right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: You know, it&#039;s interesting because while I was living in Nabu over the summer, there was a huge dispute about the new visitor center that&#039;s being built there. And it&#039;s caused a lot of division amongst the church members and the between themselves and between and this, um there&#039;s the regular citizens that live there too. You know, everybody as a whole were just kind of divided on this and it, it became very heated. And somebody said to me once, what do you think Joseph would do? I was like, I hate these questions. I said, well, you know, knowing Joseph, he would have gone out of his way not to cause any, any problems with his neighbors and built it in a different spot if that was gonna make peace unless that&#039;s where the word to put it. And um they said, well, surely you have an opinion. I said, yeah, I don&#039;t have an opinion. I, I said, I just, I just, I don&#039;t, uh I kind of think back, someone had made the comment that, uh you know, Jesus didn&#039;t have a problem telling people off when he needed to. And I&#039;m like, I don&#039;t look at it that way. There&#039;s a lot of times when I look at the, the scriptures and he&#039;s in the midst of some kind of turmoil and somebody asks him this question, like one of the Pharisees or something, like expecting him to say something that will cause a big debate, you know, and he always terrible, a parable that they could learn from, you know, and so when it comes to things like that and the political environment and it&#039;s so heated and crazy right now, um I always always look to the scriptures because, because where we&#039;re going is where we&#039;re going, we&#039;re on a slippery slope now. It&#039;s, it&#039;s going where it&#039;s going. And I really don&#039;t think there&#039;s a way to stop it, but I think there is a way to process it and that&#039;s, that&#039;s through the scriptures, you know, we&#039;ve been told about these times and several books of the Bible, Isaiah, Ezekiel, Ephesians there, Daniel, there&#039;s all these different scriptures that, that talk um about the times we live in and we&#039;re given instruction through those scriptures on, on how to handle it. And it all is geared towards being aligned with the savior, being aligned with our heavenly Father and the Holy Ghost. And so I&#039;ve made it part of my regimen not to do anything that would take me out of that alignment. And so I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve learned not to become offended and that&#039;s what I was told I hope you don&#039;t mind if I ask, you know, the question. I, I just tell, I never get offended and I don&#039;t, um, because I know where that leads. And so I, I learned a long time ago to stop being offended but it&#039;s, it, it, it is hard, it&#039;s hard to get to that point. Um, especially today and I would not want to be a kid growing up today and I&#039;ve worked in the school system, I quit last year. Uh It&#039;s so hard for them right now. And so I think we adults, we&#039;ve at least got some years of study and knowledge behind us to be able to kind of handle these things in adults with these, these kids. That&#039;s what I worry about is the, the generation growing up right now.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Absolutely. I absolutely. And being raised almost in this nur this time of what I consider to be like, like basic truths, they&#039;re being taught to not believe basic f foundational truth. And then also, um division is being nurtured. It&#039;s almost like the more offense you can take, the more moral you are right. And so it is hard and I do, I was looking up, I was trying to find, I think it&#039;s Daniel 11. I love when Jesus and I, I might be getting my scriptures wrong. So my, my producer might have to fix them on the screen for me, but I believe it&#039;s in Matthew 24 where Jesus says, um let him who readeth understand he&#039;s talking about the last days. And that I think cross references to Daniel where it says they have understanding is talking about the last days and they have understanding do many wonderful works. And you know, it&#039;s really the people who become the people of God in that time are the people of understanding. So Jesus is saying, when you see all of this chaos happening, be in this group of people who understand. And I think what that means is exactly what you&#039;re talking about. It&#039;s those who understand what we&#039;re called to do, which isn&#039;t to fight the battle and win the battle necessarily. It&#039;s to be peacemakers, right? To be charitable to like, like I love the brought up Jesus because what occurred to me is he was so so familiar with the scriptures and so inspired that he was able to sort of like, like play above them, right? They were playing checkers and trying to catch him and he would make some 3d chess move that they had no answer to, right? That happened again and again, even whether whether it was with a parable or sometimes it was like when they were saying whose son is David and he, and he said, you know, he, he, he would, he would have a scripture that would be so far above them, it would stump them. And I find like, I guess what I&#039;m thinking is, oh if I want to say something divisive or proving my point or argumentative, maybe I need to take another example of Jesus and be more inspired and more wise and spend more time in my scripture so that I can, I can play a say something that&#039;s above the game that is being played right here. Right? I do. You get what I&#039;m saying? Like to try to bring things to a higher level that will just s silence the debate or, or at least not drag me into it. And so, and then another thing that I have found helpful to me and I, I can share, you know, it&#039;s one thing to know it. It&#039;s another thing to always do it. I sure try, but I sure don&#039;t always succeed. But one thing I try to do is when I see a person, it&#039;s so easy to see them as a representative of their group, especially if it&#039;s a group that I disapprove of. Right. And, or that I disagree with. And if I can instead see them as a beloved child of God and not worry about the group, not put all of the weight of everything I disagree with about them on them, but just see the child of God, like praying God, help me to see them through your eyes, right? And then I can deal with that person, human to human child of God, to child of God without the issues having to be the first thing that, right? And so that&#039;s been a helpful strategy for me to try to adopt the be, I mean, it is hard, it is hard. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: yeah. So, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: yeah. Do you want to share some of the experiences you had where you felt called to that? I, I loved some of the dreams you shared with me of how you saw,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: you know, I&#039;ll share the one of the um there, there was the one I, I won&#039;t tell the whole thing, but the, the one where Joseph came and taught the people and that because they were in discord, they kept coming back. Um uh In, in that one, I was, I would stay back and not go with him because I didn&#039;t, I didn&#039;t like contention. Um So, so&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: the people were contending and Joseph would go to the contending people and teach them and they&#039;d be peaceful when he taught them. Is that right? And then they&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: would be all united and he would leave again. And the third time that he came back, he took me with him. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: when he would leave again, they would be in discord again. Like as soon as he would leave, they would start contending,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: right? And um he took me with him the third time and I was there while he taught the people and uh then when he left and they were all fine again and he left, um as he left, um his his ring that he was wearing, slipped off into my hand and I kind of closed my fist over it and held it to my heart and I woke up and, um, I was just going to know when I asked what that meant that, you know, I, I have a responsibility to carry on that attempt to keep the people united and, you know, to, to teach truth, um, especially, you know, the, the very basic truths that come from the savior and to adhere to that second greatest commandment. Because if we can&#039;t, if we can&#039;t get that second greatest commandment, right? Nothing else that we do matters because that&#039;s what that means at the end of it where it says all the law and the prophets hang on these two commandments. And so that&#039;s why my focus is so on unity. And that, that dream taught me specifically that it&#039;s not just my responsibility, it&#039;s anyone who knows what that means um to have that balance of loving one another should be out there teaching other people what&#039;s at stake. Um If we don&#039;t create that balance and what it takes to create that balance. And so that&#039;s um that&#039;s one of the experience. But, but the one I love the most that I told you about was the um where I was walking up a hill and there was an old w man and woman who lived up there that I just loved so much. And I loved doing anything for them. And as I&#039;m passing by their barn, there was a young man who had put up a lien to and it had a sign that said, well, um, we&#039;ll work for food. And so I felt sorry for him, but I also felt kind of afraid because I didn&#039;t know who he was. So I went up and knocked on the door and, uh, no one answered and I opened the door and all the rooms were sectioned off by curtains. And, um, the woman came out and I said, there&#039;s a, there&#039;s a man down by your barn. And she said, yes, I know. And she said, he&#039;s fine. And I said, ok, well, the man came out and called all his sons to him and said, he had something for them to do and I rushed forward ahead of them and I said, oh, please, please can, can you let me, can you let me do it? And he just thought for a moment and he said, ok, I have several £100 of hay that needs to be gathered in the field tonight. And he gave me a pitchfork. So like, ok, and you know, I get out the door and I was like, oh, what have I done? You know, as it was just like, how am I gonna do this? And I&#039;m walking down the hill wondering how I&#039;m gonna accomplish such a huge task with such a simple tool. And I get down to the bottom of the hill and there&#039;s a curtain drawn across the, the field and it&#039;s just stubble and I pulled the curtain back and the whole field was stubble. So I ran back and the man was gone that the lean two had fallen over and I ran back up the hill, open the door and the man was laying on a cot and he was wounded and bleeding all over. And the woman was tending his wounds. And I, I said, is he, is he gonna be ok? And she said, yeah, he&#039;ll be fine. And, um, I woke up knowing that I had an immediate answer what it meant and that, that had been the savior, um, who was wounded on the bed. And, um, that I was the simple tool and the, the message that I got from that was even if you don&#039;t think you&#039;re adequate or, um, have what it takes or you don&#039;t feel the self worth to accomplish something that you, you know, you&#039;ve been led to do. If you go forward with the intention of doing it, you&#039;ll get there and find the saviors done most of the work already. And that happened right before I started doing firesides because I was terrified of doing the firesides. I had kind of closed myself off all of those years because of what had happened to me when I was little and to get up in front of a crowd was very terrifying to me. Um And that, and I had so many doubts about myself and that, that dream is, is the one that I&#039;ve always looked back to, to tell me that it doesn&#039;t matter how simple you think you are, go with the intention of doing what you&#039;ve been called to do and, and the Lord will help you along the way. Um And so I, that&#039;s, that&#039;s my favorite one that is&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so beautiful and so profound. I love it. And I, it makes me um I, I guess I don&#039;t want people to watch this episode and think, oh wow, she&#039;s had, she has a profound calling or, you know, like, like I&#039;ve shared what sort of my calling is right now. I strongly believe that we all have callings, right? That every single one of us, the second we ask Lord, how can I help? What can I do? And if we ask it with an honest, sincere heart, not trying to build up our own king, you know, like I, I once heard um I think it was sherry do actually say something that I love. She said, be careful of people who are building their own kingdom instead of God&#039;s kingdom, right? And, and people can think with but, but I like that. So if we ask with a sincere servants heart, Lord, am I here to help? What can I do? I really believe that we are given our little. It might not feel like very much and it might, you might not feel like you&#039;re very capable of it. And yet just, I love, I love that so much. Just take the next step, just go ahead and the saviors will have done most of it for us or at least&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: open the way. Well, and yeah, just start walking that way because I think a lot of times when we halt because we don&#039;t feel like we&#039;re capable, then the, the doors don&#039;t open that would have made it capable. But I think when the Lord sees us walking that way, even though we doubt ourselves, he starts opening those doors and I think he waits, he waits to see if we&#039;re willing to walk that way, uh, before the door. So that&#039;s certainly what I found anyway. And, and yeah, I know there&#039;s like it, it takes every, everybody doing specific things. Some people have responsibilities that are huge. Some people have responsibilities that aren&#039;t that big but are very necessary. And I liken it to the parts of an airplane. President UF would love me right now saying this. But, you know, you would, if you know the workings of an airplane, you know, it, it takes the hydraulics to make those wings work and you can&#039;t fly a plane without wings. And so those are, those big parts are necessary. But even if that one little screw gets fractured, then the whole plane&#039;s gonna come apart. So it takes, it takes everybody doing things in all sectors to, to, to bring the people together and to, to teach the, the, the gospel and the pure love of Christ and unity.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, I love it. So, so I&#039;m thinking Jesus taught it through the body of Christ. And you and President Uar do teach it through the airplane of Christ, right? It&#039;s the same principle of each of us doing our part. Another, I do want it because I just had a talk with a friend who&#039;s, who&#039;s was kind of saying I, like I was supposed to do this, but I just don&#039;t feel like I&#039;m accomplishing it. And I can&#039;t, I think another thing to recognize is how unendingly patient the Lord is and how often answers or direction come earlier than we&#039;re ready for it. Or then the do II, I knew me like, like I have a large family. I have 13 Children. And um, and I knew long, long ago that I had work to do and I always struggled because how can I do what I feel called to do while I&#039;m, while I&#039;m also being called to have Children, right? And it just took patience until the Lord was like, ok, now is the time. And so all of those years that I felt like I wasn&#039;t living up to what I was being told or, you know, I think that it&#039;s also a matter of sometimes just planting seeds and just saying, Lord I&#039;m here when you need me and you know, being called to care for a family, provide for a family, take care of Children or take care of a elderly parent. Those are all part of it. It&#039;s not separate from that. So, so the because even if it might even just be a question of Lord, can you show me how you&#039;re using me or how I am an instrument? If my life feels maybe busy but mundane, right? I think I don&#039;t want people to, to struggle to feel it. It&#039;s just the peace and patience is what we&#039;re after. Not like relentless striving anyway. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: we wanna become, we wanna become like our father in heaven that way and, and be patient and understanding um more than anything um empathetic for sure, you know, to always be putting ourselves in other people&#039;s places. And I think that helps us understand what they&#039;re going through then that makes us more patient. So that&#039;s why that&#039;s why it comes to Emma. I try to tell people don&#039;t look at her as a prophet&#039;s wife because that, that makes you think of her way up here. Look at her as a human being and a mother and look at everything she&#039;s gone through and put yourself in her place and ask yourself, could you have handled it? Um And so there&#039;s a lot to be said for being empathetic, especially in these times. So&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s, that&#039;s beautiful. And actually that&#039;s a way that we can prepare to be better instruments in the hands of the Lord, right? Like, like we can spend some time really learning empathy, unity, trying to engage in that unifying way. That&#039;s so&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: beautiful. I think that there&#039;s a lot of mindset with some people that um and not just in our church, just uh all across the board where they think they have to fix what they think is broken in society and what our kids are being taught about different, on different platforms these days. And, um, I, I think, you know what it is is that we just, we need to understand these are young Children that are being taught certain things, you know, from a young age. I used to, I used to wonder why it&#039;s gonna take 1000 years for the Lord to, to reteach everybody. Right. And now I&#039;m starting to understand it&#039;s gonna take 1000 years to, to break up the mindset that&#039;s been formed just over the last 100 years and a few generations of living that, that mindset for it to set into stone before, know the end of that millennial reign. It&#039;ll, it&#039;ll take that long to fix. Mm. So that&#039;s,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that&#039;s kind of ok. I don&#039;t, that&#039;s kind of discouraging but I&#039;ll just, ok, I can do, you know what I mean? It&#039;s like,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: I think that it&#039;s just so hard. Yeah, I just think knowing that kind of helps me to. Ok, so I, I don&#039;t need to worry about, I don&#039;t need to focus on, I need to fix this. I need to just, yeah, I need to focus on. Ok, what are they going through that? They&#039;re being like this? What&#039;s made them this way? How can I help them, um, balance that out? You know, how can I, how can I be their friend and how can I show them the pure love of Christ? And, and at that point, if you&#039;re showing them the pure love of Christ and to the fullness, then the Lord will take over and do the rest and you know, it&#039;ll be up to that person to be receptive to that too. It&#039;s contingent upon that. But, but that&#039;s what we can do, you know.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Uh I love that. So yeah, we can, we can listen without judgment and we can love and understand. Oh OK. I, I want to understand your journey that I don&#039;t understand rather than I want to judge you and tell you that you&#039;re&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: wrong. Exactly that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s beautiful. OK. Tell me if people are. So what are your plans now? I know that you are kind of in a transition period where you aren&#039;t teaching and are, aren&#039;t working in the school. So what, what do you hope feel called to or hope that you will do in this next chapter of your life?&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: So I started off by spending the summer in Nabu. And I, I spoke to a lot of different tour groups, um, that came, came through and I did some tours. I like taking people to the, out of the way places of Nabu, like Joseph&#039;s farm and telling some of the stories they don&#039;t know about. And, um, other than that I&#039;m picking up on doing firesides more frequently. Um, like we did, we did a lot of firesides up until 2015 and then, um, only did them in the summers. And so I&#039;m going back to doing firesides again. And, um, so whatever opens up, I&#039;ll just, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll just go, let&#039;s go, I&#039;ll just go and do you know?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK, so I, I have to say Kimberly invited me to come to Nabu, I&#039;m sure she invites all of us to come to Navoo. Right. And, and so I am doing my best to arrange that. And what I, I guess I hope is that maybe we could share that more broadly. You showing all of us around n if I&#039;m able to come. So I, I would love that. So I am, I, I will say I&#039;m going to try my best to arrange that and I think we can do it. I think we&#039;ll be able to do it. I would love to be in n maybe in the spring time. And, um, and then also what would be beautiful is if we could also maybe have you give a seminar while we&#039;re there a fireside that we could also share. That would be, that would be just beautiful and um take people on the ride if people do want to reach out and invite you to do a fireside. How does that work? Do you travel? Do people pay your travel expenses? Do you just do them locally? I, I, because I think people might want to have some firesides.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: So we used to um we used to drive all over the place so I can&#039;t drive everywhere like I can&#039;t drive in the mountains. So I, I have to have someone help me drive. But um now and we&#039;ve never charged for a fireside. That&#039;s something that was made known to me from the very beginning because this is my testimony as well and I&#039;m, I&#039;m not gonna charge money for something that was freely given to me, but we do have to get there. So we, we do ask for travel expenses and um a place to stay usually with members or uh that way no one&#039;s spending money on a hotel. And so, but yeah, they can. Um my email address is L DS generations at gmail.com and they can just email me if they&#039;re interested. So yeah, that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: perfect. So maybe we could trade, I can come out to navoo and then we can have you come out here and do a fireside. Yeah, in Utah as well. So or many I, I I&#039;m guessing there might be many. So, um,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: I, we did, we lived in Payson for about three years and we were doing two or three a week for a while, but I&#039;ll be that we&#039;re gonna be back in August. We&#039;ll be back that way for the Joseph Smith Senior family reunion. So I&#039;ll be setting up some people. I wanna be there if you want me. Let me know. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s wonderful. Ok. Well, we&#039;ll have to set some up right now even before I release this. So, so um I can have the first claim um this, OK. Is there anything that we have? I, I could just talk to you forever. I just have to say how much um I have loved and appreciated interacting with you, getting to know you and getting to talk to you. I, I hope that people are able to feel what I&#039;m able to feel of your spirit and the connection and just the pure desire for goodness and unity and doing following where the Lord leads you. It is, it is just a gift to be able to, to interact with you. So, um tell me if there&#039;s anything else that you would like to talk about that we&#039;ve not touched on&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: and we haven&#039;t touched chocolate.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK, let&#039;s talk chocolate. Well, II I will, before we go to chocolate, I will link below your blog and your book and your music. I think it would be really fun. To let people hear that. And um, yeah. So the most important question of chocolate, chocolate, dark or milk or?&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Ok,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I knew we were soul sisters. I just knew it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Um, so the blog is not up to date. I haven&#039;t put anything up there since June, but I will be soon and because my, my schedule is crazy. And um my book Rising Hills and Sinking Valley. So those that and the music&#039;s on my website. But I also have a couple of books I&#039;ve released on Amazon under Kimberly Joe Smith. So you can look me up on there too. There&#039;s some, some books on that one.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I&#039;ll have all the links below and I having a friend help me set up an Amazon affiliate link. So if you are interested and you wouldn&#039;t mind going through those that would help me out a little bit if you&#039;re gonna buy them anyway. But, um, are there any other, um, Emma stories you would like to share on the way out? Well, you told us the book and I&#039;ll have that linked below. I can&#039;t believe I didn&#039;t read Reflections on Emma. She was funny and smart and funky, like you said, like her politician, um, your candidate, um, donuts and I loved the letter that she wrote to Joseph. Was it when he was in Liberty jail?&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah, that&#039;s in my book after where she talks about the rising hills and sinking valleys. Yeah. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. And, but I love that. She says I give my, give my respect to anyone there that you respect. You know, I mean, you can just send her like her spines and her strength and, and&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: she had a, uh, very high soprano voice that is set to and beautiful. She loved to sing and, um, the, the whole family, that&#039;s one thing that I&#039;ve noticed it when in doing genealogy, the genetics of the talents, uh, it has all been in the arts and, and teaching. And so there&#039;s musical arts and, um, just like art in general, but music seems to be really prevalent in, in the family. So she and Joseph love to sing together. Um, their Children all wrote hymns. Uh, some of the hymns that, uh, David Hire Smith and Joseph Smith, the third wrote are still in the community of Christ hymn books. And, um, my grandfather was musical. My dad was in bluegrass music. So it&#039;s just been a kind of a prevalent thing that&#039;s kind of gone down through the lines. I love it. I&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: love it. Well, you&#039;ve given us so much, um, to consider, I hope people will really, all of us consider what we are trying to bring into this world. And I do think the ultimate way of standing as a witness of Christ or standing for truth is in the way you are talking about through love and charity and peace and understanding as well. As truth. But we truth is better delivered through love than it is through aggress aggression.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Even if it&#039;s painful truth and something you may not want to hear it. I think it&#039;s better to be transparent and address them honestly. You know. So,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: yes. Yes, I think so. Well, Kimberly, I cannot thank you enough for coming on and talking to us. I think you have blessed all of our lives and I&#039;m really, I&#039;m really excited to come out there. So I am going to make that happen and&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: it wants to just let me know I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll try my best to be there and um show you around. Perfect. Ok, I&#039;ve loved this. This is great.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, thank you. Ok, goodbye. Bye bye. So this is actually a day or two after we initially recorded, I had been um after Kimberly and I initially spoke, I had been feeling really bad that there were some things that I had forgot to say and bring up that I&#039;d wanted to. So I was so happy when at five o&#039;clock this morning, my time I was awake and I got a text from Kimberly asking if we could record again. I was like, yay, I had reached out, we, we were trying to come up with the title for the episode and I had reached out with some suggestions to Kimberly and um and I think, well, you tell you tell from your side what um&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: well, I got I got your message and, um, I was like, well, why don&#039;t we, uh, because I think you suggested something at Brigham Young&#039;s name in it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I suggested Forgiving. Brigham Brigham as a possible title. I was&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: like, that&#039;s kind of because there&#039;s been like this effort for, um, between the Smiths and the, the young family associations to, to mend those fences and I didn&#039;t want to reopen, you know, old wounds or anything like that. So, um,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: anything that sounded accusing.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah. And I don&#039;t wanna be because quite honestly I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve seen, I&#039;ve seen the things with it, but I just don&#039;t, like I said, I, my, my focus is on the here and now. Um, and I, like I said, I don&#039;t believe Joseph started play me or practiced it. But at the same time, I don&#039;t have enough information to make a decision, any decisions about Brigham Young on anything. And I, and it&#039;s just like I don&#039;t feel like that&#039;s something I need to spend my time doing. So, um, I, I think I kind of in our last talk. Um, the thing was if, if there were mistakes made, I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve forgiven all that stuff. I put it behind me because that&#039;s what the Lord told me to do. And so I thought, what would a better title be? And while I was thinking about it, this, this, um, memory came up about a letter that had been written from the Young Association to the Smith family, I was like, oh my gosh, instead of when she said, do you have anything else to add? Why did I say chocolate? Why didn&#039;t I think of this letter about with Brigham Young? Because this is like the very core message I was trying to get across and, and the act of the Smith and the young families coming together in a reconciliation moment was, was part of it was a process of what I was talking about. This is what we need to do. We need to reconcile our feelings. And, and so that&#039;s what prompted me to, to, to send you a message and say, hey, can we just do like a little more? And so yeah, that&#039;s how it started.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: So thank you. And yeah, you said that you, it almost did it wake you up or keep you up? You just felt kept having, I couldn&#039;t go&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: to sleep. And it wasn&#039;t just that there were a few other things. The Lord Lord was like, you know, you need to say this, you need to say this and I had like three, maybe four hours of sleep last night because my head just would not shut up. And so I went into writer mode and think about your historical fiction. You&#039;re working on how do you want this chapter to go? Maybe, maybe I would fall asleep while I was thinking about it, but it was just like bounce right back. To that and it was, it was a rough night. But, ok.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Well, I&#039;m glad we&#039;re doing this again and I&#039;m really excited to hear what you want to share. And then I had some additional things that I had wanted to ask you about as well. So actually, why don&#039;t, do you want to go ahead and go first since we&#039;ve already introduced what you want to talk about? And then,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: ok. Yeah. Um, so I think in 1999 is when I first went to a Smith Joe Smith Junior family uh reunion. And, and so I started going to all of them every year. And in 2007, my cousin Mike Kennedy, who&#039;s the president of the organization, uh was prepping for the, the coming reunion. Like, what kind of things can be, what can be the theme and all that stuff. And he was prompted to um approach the Brigham Young Family Association and ask them to write a letter of apology to the Smith descendants to help ease ill feelings that still existed. Um be in. I spoke about some of those feelings, like some of the things that we were raised on. And, um, so,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: so can I ask you like those, those feelings you expressed of just even though you&#039;ve never hated anybody hating Brigham Young, that was more um I like, like, is that kind of all of the Smith descendants tended to feel that way? Now, I, I know, you can&#039;t speak for all of them. But is that, was that a common sentiment that many people share is I kind of wanted you to speak to the pain that&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: it is like I said, they call it the P word, you know, and if you said it, I mean, faces changed like drastically and, uh, you know, I, I, in my later years I made comments uh to my aunts and to my dad sometimes, you know, you know, is it wise to hate somebody that way? And even though I felt the same way, but I, I struggled with it and my dad would be like, well, I don&#039;t hate Brigham Young and I was just like, wait a minute because for me, I, I look at language and how we talk to one another and how we treat another language in action. And those things can convey hate without saying hate and the language they were using to me definitely wasn&#039;t coming from love. So if it&#039;s not coming from love is coming from the other place and, but they were angry. I remember my, my grandfather um writing a letter or he&#039;s writing in his journal and he talked about a time when he was growing up in independence and he was in the reorganized church and he was out on the playground with, with other kids and a lot of them were from the reorganized church as well and he got beat up badly. And, uh, and by some of them weren&#039;t members of the church and one of the non-members called him a Mormon. You know, and he, he didn&#039;t like the way it sounded because it, it, it attached to, um, how did he put it? He said he never forgot that day. And how much he hated being called a Mormon for the stain of polygamy that Brigham Young had put upon his family. And that&#039;s, that&#039;s how he wrote it. And he described it as a stain and just his anguish. Yeah, you could, you could tell now my grandpa wasn&#039;t somebody who, who hated people. Um He was somebody who would try to work amongst individuals and, and resolve things, but that was a very distinct um area of pain for him that, that he recorded in his journal. So, yeah, it was, it was pretty, pretty deep, deep set.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And, and so your grandfather, Joseph Smith Junior was his grandfather, right? So, so it hit close to home to have like, like I remember a quote from Emma saying that Brigham had made all of the lies that anyone ever told about her husband. True, like, like, like validated all of those lies. And so you were your descendants feel like, well, like you expressed in the first one, Brigham, they thought killed Joseph stole his church and then accused him, gave him, gave him the bad reputation of polygamy, which he never did. So, uh if I&#039;m understanding correctly. So, ok, that&#039;s, that&#039;s a lot of pain. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah. So, keep in mind I&#039;m expressing things that they felt. Yeah. But you can see where he&#039;s coming from. You can see that this is my grandfather and of course, the things he knew about his grandfather and what a great man he was and the, the, the ma man who he was spiritually and in history and the things that he had done and, and the connection he would have felt to that and he&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: would have been very close to Emma because Alexander&#039;s Children were always in Emma&#039;s home. So he would have also had, you know, learned about who his grandfather was more from his grandmother as well and, and felt a close bond with her, I would think.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah. Well, he was born the year after she died.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Oh, ok. So, ok. So he didn&#039;t have&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: the connection, but he would have, he would have heard about it, like, more than any of us do through reading. He would have known her through, um, the other grandchildren that knew her well, who all knew her and, and his father and, and his father, his father, my great grandfather was amazing. Uh, he had a saying that said, if you want a good time, take it with you and it&#039;s just something we all live by. That&#039;s why we&#039;re all like, always being silly and, and laughing and having humor. That&#039;s why I have Grover on my, it is we, we want everyone to be happy and have fun. So that&#039;s the kind of sentiment that was, was in that family. But yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: why don&#039;t you go ahead and on that funny note, why don&#039;t you show us your mug that you showed me after we finished recording? Do you want to Kimberly was so worried that she&#039;d have a mug and I was like, we can&#039;t read it. But it&#039;s funny.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Let me just say that. I think that Joseph Smith would be the first person to laugh at this. So, so yes, um you have to, you have to know how to laugh about things. So I was on ebay every now and then I look on ebay to see if people have outdated uh unint print books that are out of print about Joseph or about the, the history. And then I found this colonial style uh beer mug that says, y I said Joseph Smith, ye old stone beer brewery. And I was like, isn&#039;t that fun? And it&#039;s a, it&#039;s located in Sheffield, England. So, no, not our Joseph Smith. But there was a man named Joseph Smith that had a beer brewery. So whenever people come over and they see that sitting on my desk, it&#039;s like a topic of conversation.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s so funny. And actually, Brigham out here did have a distillery and I believe a brewery and a winery. He settled um Southern Utah. So that they could create their own wine and grow their own cotton. So it&#039;s fun to know the history. OK. Thanks for showing us that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: So, so anyway,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: continue. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: So yeah, he, my cousin Mike proposed uh about this letter and they um he was invited to bring it up at the, on the forthcoming Brigham Young Association board meeting. And when he did the question came up, well, why do we need to write a letter of an apology? And, and it&#039;s then that, you know, Brigham, uh uh Mike and my cousin Gracia were just like they, you know, they have no idea. And there, here came the discussions of the way the descendants had been taught about Brigham Young and the way those, those teachings manifested and grew from one generation to the next uh into these narratives and uh they were dumbfounded, they had no idea. And it&#039;s, it&#039;s interesting, go&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: ahead. So I just want to make sure I understand. So, Mike, your cousin felt like if, if the Brigham Young Association will issue a letter of apology that can help my family start to heal. Was his hope if I&#039;m understanding correctly? And then the Brigham Young Association was like, what are you talking about? What did Brigham do that? Would that that was wrong? Am I understanding that correctly?&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah. Yeah. And so it was uh Mary Ellen Elg Gran who was a descendant of Brigham Young was approached with this task. So she did a lot of research and she found out, um, you know, kind of the history of the things that we had been told and what we grew up believing and, and from that understood why we felt, uh, the way that we did. And, um, you know, it&#039;s just like we&#039;ve had to come to an understanding of why they feel or, or felt, or some still feel about Emma the way that they do. And it&#039;s been this ongoing effort to try to put out there who Emma really was, you know, and to clarify some of these things. And so it, it was happening on both sides of the fence and she was just uh blown away by the whole thing. And what wound up happening is, um, she wrote a letter after praying for a long, long time days, uh about how to do this because she understood the weight of responsibility and how it needed to be done carefully. And it became&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: a responsibility to both sides. Like&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: this is like the, the epitome of what Christ is saying is when he says lay, lay your difference aside and come together, you know, these are the kind of things that have to happen regardless of what&#039;s happened in the past that needs to be put behind and processed. It&#039;s got to be processed, but find a way to process that, put it behind you and, and come together because that&#039;s the only way we can be a united people under Christ. And so that&#039;s part of this is part of that happening. And it&#039;s actually addressed in the um dedicatory prayer of uh the Kirtland Temple by Joseph. And I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll share that with you in a minute. But um the uh she, she winds up writing a letter of reconciliation instead of apology and go ahead, I think he was trying to say so I just,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: I just love this story. I love everybody involved like props to, I just feel God&#039;s hand working with people. You know, Mike having this responsibility. He wasn&#039;t saying you have to apologize. He was saying what could help us, what could help my cousins heal. Oh, this could like he had the best of intentions and then Mary Ellen instead of just getting offended or saying how dare you say, you know, was willing to dive in with a humble heart and really understand the pain. And I, I mean, I just, I this is a beautiful story of God working through the hearts of beautiful people. I love&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: this story. I, I think, you know, uh the people of the Brigham Young Association, I think they felt really crushed that this had been going on for so long and they, they had no idea and, and Mike, Mike is amazing. He, that was a huge responsibility and, and on, on and his in his heart, he, he knew he needed to try and make this happen because it had just been going on for so long. And I could, I, I could offer my side of things because I said on this side of the fence of, of the line of Smith through my dad, my grandpa&#039;s side and the Missouri descendants are the hardest to reach that. They have the thickest tallest wall. And uh so I was speaking back and forth with my cousin Gracia after I was baptized about how I was raised and everything like that. So they had an understanding of just how hard it was gonna be. We had people who would not go to these reunions and uh specifically because they were in Utah and they were being um organized by members of the church. And he was just trying to find a way to say, hey, we&#039;re not trying to get you to join our church. We want you to come together as a family, come and know your cousins come and come and realize we don&#039;t have horns and all these communities you&#039;ve heard about us just come. And um they made that happen in 2005. Uh and a lot of hiring descendants provided the income for those who couldn&#039;t afford to come and provided housing. If they would just commit to come, they would pay their whole way and, and take care of them. So we had a lot of&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: non-members Hiram descendants, Joseph, like the Mormon Joseph Smith. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: yeah, and it was just great. So now there are several, several descendants who come to the reunions all the time. And uh they, they don&#039;t have this expectation of being bombarded with a pressure of joining the church or anything like that. But they&#039;ve come together as a family. And um I just have to tell you really quick that 2005 reunion, my mom and sister were both there and they, they weren&#039;t members at the time and there were several other non-members with us. And this is when the youth was doing the 200 celebration of, was it Joseph&#039;s birthday? I think it was remember when the youth was doing all the things and there was that big event that happened, I think in the Marriott Center and only the youth were invited except for the youth leaders and, and special guests. Well, we got invited and this Marriott Center uh center holds thousands of people and we&#039;re sitting up in these um ble bleachers and or seats and um before it got started, they just wanted to introduce uh well, they announced that there were descendants of Joseph and Emma Smith in the audience and they wanted to stand up and have us be recognized and I wanna cry because I always do what I tell us. Uh And so we stood up and then everyone else started applauding and it started like this applaud and then it just grew into this roar and I was just in tears because I was still new to the whole magnitude of who he was and what he did. And um I still had it fresh in my mind that we were hated in Utah. And it, you know, I had no idea there was that much love for my second great grandfather. And it just, it was this roar that just resonated and all of us were crying. It was just, it was amazing. And I think that was so good for the other non-member descendants to experience because it took down some of those barriers. And so that&#039;s this letter for this next reunion was like the next step of trying to, to bridge that gap. So that,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that is a beautiful story. And I like, I guess I relate a little more to the Brigham Young Association. I mean, the Brigham Young descendants where it&#039;s like, why, why do you hate us? What like, like we would be, we would, you know, having grown up in Utah, I would have had no idea that Joseph Smith&#039;s descendants felt like we hated them and felt this hatred to, you know, like, like we are just ignorant. And so, but that doesn&#039;t mean that we&#039;re um II I was gonna say innocent. It&#039;s not, that doesn&#039;t mean that we don&#039;t have any responsibility. You know what I mean? I think that this like learning, oh this is why it&#039;s kind of that idea of like privilege. Like when you have privilege. You don&#039;t have to be aware of someone else&#039;s pain, you know. And so it is important for us to see, like, go, 00, I see that. I, I, like, I wanna say, I&#039;m so sorry, but I guess she Mary Ellen didn&#039;t feel like she could say that. So she did it a different way. So, yes, go ahead and share it with&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: us. Well, you know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s interesting that um I, I have people that come up to me after firesides that um had ancestors that were members of the mob and they&#039;re, they&#039;re just in tears and they come up and they apologize. They, they apologize for their ancestors and I&#039;m like, I always say to them, you don&#039;t have to apologize to me. I said this had nothing to do with you. And they&#039;re like, I know, I know, but I just, they&#039;re just so torn apart that their ancestor was part of the mob. And I said, you know, um your ancestors probably reacted to the society of their day and to false beliefs that they, they had been brought up with or, or taught against and they, they had a fear of this man and that&#039;s the way they reacted and they&#039;re on the other side now and they&#039;ve been forgiven for it and they reconciled it. I said they&#039;re OK. They&#039;re all OK. They&#039;re all OK. And uh it breaks my heart when, when people come up to me and, and, and they&#039;re in such agony over it and I, I just wish people would understand you, the people who are on the other side that lived in those times. I think their hearts are breaking because they see us so divided over these things that we didn&#039;t live. They did this, this was their experience and, and they just want the hearts to mend. They just want us all to be united. But I, and with that uh yeah, I&#039;m gonna read this letter. I love it. Um The way it&#039;s worded is beautiful. So this is from the Brigham Young Family Association, June 9th, 2007 for a century and a half. We have grieved over the loss of the fellowship of our dear Emma hails Smith, her Children and her descendants. We feel in our hearts an abiding longing to join. Once again, these two families in the common celebration of their ancestors, two men who loved each other and gave their lives together in the service of the Lord Jesus Christ, the prophet Joseph Smith, who stands at the head of this dispensation is second only in our affections to the Lord himself. And we hold in the highest esteem, our progenitor Brigham Young, whose dying words in this world were with the repeated name of his greatest friend and mentor Joseph. If there are any misunderstandings that continue to exist in the lexicon of traditions in our family, concerning the prophet&#039;s beloved wife, whom we revere as a truly great and saintly lady, we would commit ourselves to do whatever is needed to publish to the world. Our deep regard for her noble life, it would be our earnest desire to rebuild that bridge of friendship between our two families that existed not so long ago. So then it is signed by all the board members&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that is beautiful and the letter that the article you sent me about it said that she like it was all inspired. Those were not the&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: words. Yeah. And so I, I talked about the Kirtland dedicatory prayer and uh DNC 109 68 says, oh Lord, remember thy servant Joseph Smith junior and all his afflictions and persecutions, how he is covenant with Jo Jehovah and vowed to the Almighty God of Jacob and the com commandments which thou has given him and that he hath sincerely striven to do thy will have mercy. Oh Lord upon his wife and Children that they may be exalted in thy presence and preserved by thy fostering hand, have mercy upon all of their immediate connections that their prejudices might be broken up and swept away as with a flood and that they may be converted and redeemed with Israel and know that they are a God. So 70 talks about all their immediate connections and I I looked that up and it&#039;s family and um it&#039;s talking about the prejudices being broken up and swept away as a flood and that letter of reconciliation um to us as a family is one of the answers of that prayer. And ever since then there&#039;s been this movement to try to get rid of the prejudices that have been passed down. Um So, yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: that, that is beautiful. That, and I, I, oh, I have so many thoughts. One is, I know that some people might feel like it doesn&#039;t go far enough because it, you know, but understanding that there are people in the Joseph in the Brigham Young Association who still have these negative feelings toward Emma. And they are like, like she was walking this tight rope or the Lord through her was trying to make it something that could be accepted on both sides and it would start this healing I want. And I also, I&#039;m just amazed how the Lord in the current dedicatory prayer knew what was going to happen, of course, and was speaking to it already was already, you know, like that, that statement seems to have more impact today even than it had in Joseph&#039;s own day.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Yeah, it, it does. And um I, I believe that there are many of us that have been sitting here to try to help in, in that effort. Um I, I know I have that close knit connection with Joseph and I IFI feel when I hear things that are going on and uh causing discord. I&#039;ve got that natural feeling of wanting to go in and help. But, you know, from my mother&#039;s line as well. Uh, she had the pure love of Christ, like no one I, I knew and I had, I had that in me. I just, I just want everyone to get along and I, I want, want to, everybody to be in the same company with Christ. You know, when, when he comes and when we go to the other side, I want us all to be together and be happy, happy and have that fullness of joy. And we can&#039;t, we can&#039;t accomplish that when there&#039;s this division and, and discord going on. And that, that kind of leads me to think. It&#039;s John 20 in the, in the Bible where it says whoever claims to love God yet hates a brother or sister as a liar. And I love that because it&#039;s, it&#039;s pretty plain, it&#039;s pretty plain plain language. And, you know, we might have people that say, well, we don&#039;t hate Brigham Young and they may not think they hate Brigham Young. But like I said before, we&#039;re measured on our words and action by God to one another. And if we&#039;re saying things, I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve seen some pretty strong language in some of these posts like calling him a son of tradition and, and just, just this really, really ugly stuff. And if you&#039;re putting stuff out there that&#039;s gonna prompt others to have bad feelings to someone else that that&#039;s a problem. So, like I said, I, I don&#039;t have a problem with people researching. I, I love that. I love researching and, and looking into the mysteries that, that aren&#039;t completely solved and 100% out there. Um, but there again, we have to be careful of the language that we use when we bumped into trouble when we bump into troubling things and, and how we, how we&#039;re putting things out there because we&#039;re forming the thoughts in people&#039;s minds about other people. And now we have to be careful with that.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. That is so beautiful. I, so I think we talked about this a little bit in our previous conversation, but I do still want to ask you again, the fine line, the tight rope white, right? Because on the one hand, one thing that I um that I don&#039;t like is when we kind of whitewash history or minimize or say, don&#039;t talk about that because it might reflect badly. Like I really care about digging out the truth. And so this fine line between um you know, because some people might hear what you&#039;re saying as like, don&#039;t, don&#039;t talk about those things and I don&#039;t think that&#039;s what you&#039;re saying. Like, like just again, just don&#039;t be accusing and angry&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: condemning,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: condemning.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: You talk about the tight rope. It used to be like when I was young in the church, people would say people, members of the church would say, don&#039;t even look at it. Don&#039;t even go there. Don&#039;t, don&#039;t even look at it and I understand that, but there&#039;s also danger in it and there&#039;s, there has to be a balance in everything that we do, including this and, and now it isn&#039;t as easy as saying, don&#039;t go there. Don&#039;t look at that because social media with social media the way it is now, even if you try to avoid thing, it&#039;s gonna get thrown in your face, it&#039;s gonna get thrown, you&#039;re gonna be exposed to it somehow. So you need to know how to handle it. And so for me, the, the way I handled it was, you know, I talked about my spiritual side, my historian side. Well, whenever my historian side was like, I gotta know, I wanna know what this is about. I made sure I took the spiritual side with me and I, I always prayed about it and I always, you know, whenever I&#039;d read something and it, I could tell it was someone else&#039;s perspective. You know, I would just read and go, OK, you know, um and I would just be careful not to, like I said, you have to process the things, but you also has to have to, that process has, has to be an effort in trying to put it behind you and saying, well, you know, there were a lot of times when I said I&#039;ve, I&#039;ve read the actions of some of the peoples of the past. And I said, well, that was unfortunate that they said this, this way and caused this problem and, and, um, and I just kind of prayed about it and, and, and for, you know, I was forgiving, if it bothered me, I was just forgiving about it and then said, you know, they know better now they&#039;re on the other side and, um, I&#039;m doing myself more harm if I&#039;m dredging it up and using it to cause some kind of movement against this person. So that&#039;s passed. Yeah, whichever person we&#039;re talking about, you know, because there&#039;s several individuals that discussed a lot and, and,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and that&#039;s so it&#039;s so important to put ourselves in their shoes. Like even, um, Jordan Peterson talks about like the perpetrators of the holocaust, right? And instead of reading history and thinking those evil people, how is that? You know, it&#039;s better to put ourselves in those, their shoes so we can understand how people did those things, right. That&#039;s how it&#039;s useful to us. And then also when you said something about, oh, it&#039;s unfortunate that they said that that way and caused that problem where they did. You know, I&#039;m like, I can think that of myself so often. Oh, I wish I hadn&#039;t said that that way and caused that problem. And so the compassion like it is good to go. Ok, let me put myself, I&#039;m not going to say it&#039;s OK what they did. I&#039;m not going to whitewash it, but I am going to try to see how they got there so I can learn valuable lessons from it and because we can like truth and love like we talked about always have to go together, right? And so it&#039;s like, like those and, and sometimes it&#039;s a challenge to blend them. But I think that&#039;s what God does and what we&#039;re called to do you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: And let me give you an example of, of how some of those things when I was doing research, how I saw some of these, you know, when we&#039;re sitting here looking at all this from our point of view, we&#039;re able to, we&#039;re able to see, oh man, if they just wouldn&#039;t have done that, oh, why didn&#039;t they just do this? And my great grandfather Alexander Hells Smith went um on one of the wagons out west in 1860 incognito. Nobody knew. Uh at first that he was a son of Joseph. Um And he was able to observe a lot that shocked him. Uh One of which was, I don&#039;t want to say it was all bad. It was an amazing journey and he wrote, he wrote the whole thing down. It&#039;s quite an amazing read, but he talks about the level of um adultery that&#039;s going on in the camps and stuff like that. He made mentioned it mentioned it to one of uh one of the men there and he said, oh, it doesn&#039;t matter. Uh, once we get to Utah, we&#039;ll get rebaptized anyway. And he was horrified by this. And of course, his thought process is, you know, it goes straight to bring him Young that Brigham Young, how could he allow this to happen? Da da, da, da, da. So this gets piled on Brigham Young&#039;s shoulder and he&#039;s not even there. But I&#039;m looking at em going, wait a minute, wait a minute. I know European history and many of these people were convents, converts Catholics. How do you know? I, and I&#039;m not downing the Catholic church but I had a, I&#039;ve had a lot of friends who were friends of, you know, friends of mine who were members of that church in high school and I would always hear the same thing. It doesn&#039;t matter what we do on the weekend, we&#039;ll, we&#039;ll go to confession. That was the thought process. So those, these were the kind of people that was on this wagon train. It was that same thought process. It doesn&#039;t matter. We&#039;re going to get re baptized when we get there. Well, that&#039;s, that&#039;s how they thought, you know, so to&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: me passed down from the, like paying the indulgences and that mindset. Yeah, it can be forgiven so I can do it.&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: But it kind of, you know, a lot of my family knew about this manuscript that uh in his journals that, that Alexander wrote. So, so, but the buzz was that Brigham allowed those things to happen and, and I read it with an open mind and with my knowledge of, of European history and of, of histories of religions and things like that, I was like, no, that&#039;s not what&#039;s going on. These are, these are a lot of, these are church of England are, are Catholic people who not been in the States very long. And this is, that&#039;s part of the way. So do you see how things can be, things can be twisted like that? And that&#039;s why I said you have to be careful. We don&#039;t always have all the information. I just found out yesterday that the books, The Kingdom of Navoo and Rough Stone and Rolling are going to have to be rewritten because there&#039;s been new information come out um from the community of Christ that they&#039;ve discovered that proves that we have a misperception of how uh Nabu was first settled and it&#039;s such a huge shift that they&#039;re going to have to go back and rewrite parts of their books because because of this and I haven&#039;t seen that podcast yet because it&#039;s just fresh. It was just like a trailer type thing and that he was going to be interviewing the people from the community of Christ about it. So there again, it told me we don&#039;t have all the information that could absolutely go this way or that way. And there again, that&#039;s why we have to be really careful. But I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: OK. I, so I have to ask, where did he write that? Where could we get that book? Um,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: um, it was compiled by his daughter. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s so amazing. Um I think if you type in biography of Alexander Hail Smith, you can order it online through the community of Christ bookstore.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Ok. Ok. That&#039;s, that&#039;s really fun to hear. So, um, ok. So is there anything else you wanna share on that topic of reconciliation? And um you, yeah, I mean, this is a gorgeous story of reconciliation. It&#039;s really beautiful. It&#039;s reminds me a little bit of what is trying to be done with the victims, the families of the Mountain Meadows massacre, right? Like they, we&#039;re trying to um make things right to bring, bring peace and unity, which I think is a beautiful thing. I do, I do think that&#039;s what our ancestors are wanting like on both sides. God, our ultimate ancestor. That is definitely what God is wanting. Resentment doesn&#039;t serve any of us or neither does defensiveness, right? A refusal to apologize. And&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: a yeah, I, I think it must be like sitting in a movie theater on the other side and watching all watching this movie. And so you, have you ever been in a movie? And you&#039;re just sitting in the theater going no, don&#039;t do that. Why did you do that? I, I have to think they must, must be over there thinking that sometimes and it&#039;s, and they know what&#039;s coming, they know what&#039;s coming for us. And I, I&#039;m the same way. I don&#039;t know what&#039;s coming, but I&#039;m aware, I think 2024 is gonna be bringing a lot of things our way and we need to be so spiritually prepared for that and, um, and not so divided on, you know, when you look at issues that people have with Brigham Young or with Emma, when it, when it comes to what is coming up in our future, none of that really, really matters in the scheme of things. It, it doesn&#039;t, we, we need to find a way to just forgive those feelings and just let them go because we need to be prepared for what&#039;s coming and we need to have our hearts united. We, we, we&#039;re not gonna be able to stand up to what&#039;s coming our way if, if we&#039;re so split apart in so many ways. Um&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: the division, the division does not serve us well,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: the division impacts our spirit and anything that impacts our spirit is going to lessen the strength that it gives us. And, and so that&#039;s, that&#039;s why I&#039;m such a, such an advocate of people for, for them to, to, you know, while they&#039;re, while they&#039;re researching these truths, they feel like they like they need to just do it in a balanced spiritual way. So that&#039;s not turning into a, a vendetta or an agenda of, of starting up a movement against somebody because, because, yeah, it&#039;s, it&#039;s all in the scriptures, how we&#039;re supposed to treat one another. It&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s there, you know,&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: and, and I just, I just have to once again speak to, um, disagreeing is not division, having different perspectives is not the same thing as division or it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not like either we have contention or we all agree. That&#039;s not, that&#039;s not it at all. God intentionally made us all different. We all have different perspectives. We all have different information. Most divisions grow out of misunderstandings, right? And I, I think being able to talk to someone with whom we disagree is a beautiful thing. The goal shouldn&#039;t like, like the Smith family descendants, being willing to come out as soon as you know, I mean, I, I&#039;m, I love that my people are willing to just love them and embrace them instead of trying to baptize them and thinking that&#039;s the only reason to engage with them. You know what I mean? Like we don&#039;t have to make people agree with us in order to be united with them in beautiful ways. And I,&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: I want that message. Yeah, I think that if we find ways to come together in love, then the Lord takes over from there. You know, he, he converts people&#039;s hearts, you know, we, we don&#039;t, we, I think our examples to people is what helps um like if you have a fullness of joy, no matter what faith you&#039;re in. Uh, and, and you live that to an extent. I think people are drawn to that fullness of joy and they want to know, hey, where did you get that? And, um, we, we have had several descendants join a after going, um, going to the reunions and then we&#039;ve had some that are, are just happy in their own faith. And I&#039;m, I&#039;m someone of, if, hey, if you&#039;re where the spirit has led you, that&#039;s where you belong right now. And, and we all need to respect that and just get along. It&#039;s, we&#039;re all gonna be coming under the Lord together uh under him under one umbrella. So our, our challenge is to, to get along, love one another and treat each other, right? That&#039;s, that&#039;s our second commandment. We&#039;ve got master.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: That&#039;s so beautiful. I love it. OK? So, um I have a couple of things now that I had wanted to ask you about if that&#039;s all right. And um so on this topic of being able, like your message of unity is exquisite and so important. And yet you joined the church, believing, well, believing several things, believing that polygamy was wrong. It was the P word, right? Like extremely wrong and believing that your ancestors that Joseph and Emma were not polygamists, that Joseph was not a polygamist. And it sounds to me like you have never budged on that, like, like you still believe that you, I, I kind of wanted to know a part of what you wrote in your message. That was beautiful is why you believe that Joseph wasn&#039;t a polygamist. I would love it if you would kind of spell out your pa your pathway in that belief. Yeah. You know, and then it, how did you come to that belief? Why do you hold that belief? How do you articulate it?&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: Why, why I don&#039;t think he did practice it? Mhm OK. Um It&#039;s just something I don&#039;t know if I mentioned um about, about the connection I feel in my heart to him. Mhm In, in our talk before in the other zoom. But um there, there is a, a connection that ancestors share. Um and it, it is a very, it&#039;s been scientifically proven that uh experiences and emotions are carried down through the DNA and uh you might be drawn to specific ancestors and, and then some, you may not be, you know, you just feel like you connect with, with certain ones and I, I&#039;ve always felt like I connected with both Joseph and Emma but in a very strong manner, Joseph. So it, it was kind of like any time I heard certain comments. Um It would just i in my heart, it was just like, that&#039;s not quite right. That&#039;s not quite right.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: And I, I never knew you had a deep deep, just a genetic and spiritual knowing to start with&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: it. Just didn&#039;t feel right and, you know, years down the road sometime, maybe someone will have something that proves 100% I&#039;m wrong and, and if that&#039;s so I&#039;m just gonna go, oh OK. So I was wrong, it&#039;s not gonna cause me to be angry or anything like that. But that is, that is how I, I&#039;ve always felt. Um, and then there&#039;s, you know, in later years there were certain things like the, the DNA study that was done.&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: Yeah. And right before we get to that, because I do want to really focus on that. But you also said like Joseph&#039;s words like the 1835 doctrine and covenant section 101, I like, like that. You, you believe Joseph to be truthful, right? And so all of his actions and words ring true&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: to you. Are you talking about the 1840 3d NC? Uh huh. The addition uh with the definition of marriage was one man, only one man and one woman. Uh and it didn&#039;t clarify or say that there was any other options there. That was, that was the definition of marriage was right there. And that came out in 1843. And I was like, well then, you know what changed?&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle: It was 1835 I think that was the 1835 and then reprinted in 1844 at least that&#039;s, that&#039;s my understanding. But, but anyway, in any case, we&#039;re talking about the same&lt;br /&gt;
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Kimberly: it&#039;s the same one I saw was, it was the 1843 edition. So, um, ok. And then it was, it was, it was his own newspaper that he had printed as editor that he published that he denied practicing pulling me. And I was like, well, it&#039;s his own newspaper. You know, he&#039;s the editor of it and he had it put in there. Well, there were, there were just those things that kind of bolstered the way I felt already. Um, but it, but it didn&#039;t, it didn&#039;t make me want to go out and try and figure out, well, what happened? Because here&#039;s, here&#039;s, here&#039;s another thing. Here&#039;s, here&#039;s something I experienced. Um My, my dad was used for the study of uh the DNA that was done on Josephine Lyons. Uh because I think it was her mom that told her that she was uh Joseph&#039;s daughter. It was really hard to do that DNA because it was mitochondrial. So it was hard to prove because of mitochondrial DNA. But if they had it&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h26m57s 2:26:57]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: was, it was a female descendant, that&#039;s what they needed new technology.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h27m02s 2:27:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: They were able to like they needed male descendants, straight line, male descendants from Joseph. And my dad was a great grandson is he&#039;s still alive. Great grandson of Joseph. Uh male to male is just three generations down. So, with that, they were able to, to build a better um DNA uh copy of, of, if I remember reading. Right. They, they were able to completely, uh, get Joseph&#039;s DNA and, and construct it where they could do these. I&#039;m probably not wording this. Right. But do this study and they were able to prove that she wasn&#039;t and, and I was like, ok, so did her mother lie. And as soon as I said, as soon as I, I put that out of my mouth, the spirit is like, no, because her Children were sealed to him. So she considered them to be his Children. They were adopted in that way. I was like, oh, ok, I get that. I understand that.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h28m02s 2:28:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. That was your understanding. OK.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h28m04s 2:28:04]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: That was my understanding it like, yeah, I was like, well, maybe that&#039;s, that&#039;s all the other ones. That&#039;s, that&#039;s why they said well, because, because the women consider them to be Joseph&#039;s child. Now it wasn&#039;t um abnormal for them to say you&#039;re, you&#039;re his child. You know how many parents have adopted kids? Say no, you&#039;re not his child because you&#039;re adopted. You know, it&#039;s, it&#039;s natural to say no. Yeah, you&#039;re his child. And so that&#039;s the way I began to look at it.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h28m34s 2:28:34]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. OK. I love so. Ok. Yeah. So I just found, and I&#039;ll be doing a um episode on the affidavits at some point. But Sylvia actually never claimed to have been married to Joseph that I&#039;ve been able to find she didn&#039;t, there&#039;s an affidavit filled out for her and she never appeared and never signed it. So the, the only claim we have of Sylvia is Josephine and I think it was 1913 filled out an affidavit saying that her mother told her that she was Joseph&#039;s child. So it&#039;s, it, it could be so many degrees of we, we don&#039;t have Sylvia&#039;s own words, I guess is what I&#039;m saying. All we have is Josephines many decades later. Understanding in this comp, right? So there are so many ways that this could have been that this could have happened. But the important thing is that we know that Joseph didn&#039;t have like Joseph doesn&#039;t have Children with anybody but Emma and that everything keeps pointing that direction. I do want to know. Um So, so when was your father first approached about DNA? Because they did rule out many descendants. But Josephine Lyon was the last best hope. Many polygamy researchers were certain that she was Joseph&#039;s child. I think it came as a shock to a lot of people. But, but they&#039;d already ruled out everybody else. I want to know how your father was approached, how he felt about it because he would have had all those hard feelings toward the church toward Brigham Young.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m05s 2:30:05]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: I&#039;m afraid I was the culprit to&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m10s 2:30:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: give us the&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m10s 2:30:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: scoop. OK. Yeah, they&#039;re um they really needed dad or another great grandson that had that close uh male to male connection. And dad, I kept asking him if he wanted to be involved in the DNA thing and, and years went by and he&#039;s like, no, no, no. And then here came the lions case. And I was like, OK, so I talked to dad and I said, hey, dad, there&#039;s this case and I was telling you about it and I said, here&#039;s your chance to prove Joseph didn&#039;t pra practice polygamy. He said, OK, I&#039;ll do it. So OK,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m46s 2:30:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s amazing. And then again, that&#039;s what you said. But, but this is what I&#039;m feeling like um Kimberly, like you, most of us that are members of the church had no clue that that was, that that was going on really, you know, it wasn&#039;t. But you because of your unique position, having joined the church being a researcher, being so involved in history and in these questions and studying them were in the position to approach your father and in the way that was. But I guess what I&#039;m thinking is you said they needed that close DNA, a direct line grandson. And if your father passed away, we might miss the chance to ever prove to ever answer these questions, you know, solidly, at least for generations until other technology comes about. But I&#039;m just seeing God&#039;s hand in this massively the way God used you to help all of this be answered. Like your father is the reason or at least a big part of the reason that we know that Joseph E lion is not Joseph&#039;s descendant and, or daughter and that Joseph didn&#039;t have Children with anyone other than Emma. That&#039;s huge.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h32m02s 2:32:02]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: Right. You know, um, the Lord also has given me a balanced view of everything. So it might surprise you. But I want to give a plug in for polygamy about something. And this could be, this could be maybe it wasn&#039;t supposed to happen, but since it did the Lord did something with it or maybe it was supposed to happen and this is what happened as a result. But either way as a church, we would not have been able to grow our missionary force and reach the four corners of the earth as fast as we did as fast as we needed to for the times if that hadn&#039;t happened. And that&#039;s what I like to look at it. It&#039;s like everything with the past with me. There&#039;s so, so many things I&#039;ve seen that to me are horrible, but I, I process those and get rid of it. And then I look at the good that happened as a result and I try to magnify on the good and carry that forward and add it to what I&#039;m doing while I&#039;m here. And so for me, I, I don&#039;t have a problem with the fact that polygamy happened because look what happened as a result. We have, we did reach the four currents of the earth we did. And in, in time for these times that we&#039;re at that happened. And um I don&#039;t know that other church has been able to do that. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h33m22s 2:33:22]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so, uh so I&#039;m gonna push back on you a little bit because I&#039;ve thought about this a lot. If you don&#039;t mind, we can, we can demonstrate how we can have unity while we have a slight disagreement. Right? I, because I feel like, well, we know that actually the birth rates weren&#039;t higher because of polygamy, because polygamous wives have fewer Children. And there were many men who couldn&#039;t find wives. But I do think. Um so I like, I compare it to um when one of my leaders said, can you point out the good that came from polygamy? I&#039;m like, well, yeah, just like we could point out the good that came from communism or the good that came from slavery. Like God always can, you know, like, like many of all of us, I&#039;m certain to have somewhere in our ancestry rape. That doesn&#039;t mean that since we came from rape, that rape is good or OK. Do you know what I&#039;m saying? Like, and so, so the way I look at it is uh well, how I&#039;ve started to process it as I&#039;ve encountered people from different branches of the restoration and d and, and seeing this unity come back and like God planted seeds everywhere and God uses everyone. So Brigham bringing the saints um West and establishing the, the church out here and being such a force of nature was very much in service to God. Like I think that that preserved this, this religion when so many others kind of faded away or got just blended into the the culture, you know, and also um Salt Lake being here was instrumental in and um we got here in 47 and the 49 ers going to California and Utah was a big waste station for them, right? And that so so I can see how God used all of it. But for me, I don&#039;t look at that as good fruits of polygamy because I don&#039;t think bad roots bring forth good fruits necessarily. I can see that God. God works through all of it, right? God can bring beauty through all of it. So, so for me, I don&#039;t want to give polygamy credit for that. I want to say God worked through, through people despite polygamy, polygamy didn&#039;t didn&#039;t ruin like we like I say to people in our church, you know, so many people feel like, well, if that happened, you know we had this black and white view. If that happened, then the church isn&#039;t true and I have to leave or people in the church challenge me and say so you&#039;re saying that Brigham Young got this wrong. Then how can you, you know, how can you claim to be a member of the church or you know like like it has to be all or nothing either Brigham Young did everything right. And therefore every church leader did everything right? Or the church is somehow invalid anyway. So, so that&#039;s how I look at it. I can see God working but I&#039;m I&#039;m very slow to say, oh, thank heaven for polygamy. So that we, you know, because I, I think, I think that God cares about people being treated badly. I think God cares about donors being, you know, like Jacob 231 through the end. I don&#039;t think God would say I want, I want this to happen for these ends, you know. So anyway, but I do appreciate your perspective and I do appreciate that God. One thing that, that I say is God used Joseph Smith through um for the gifts that Joseph had as a revelator, as a people person, gathering people bringing um a seer, bringing forth the book of Mormon, bringing forth revelation, bringing forth beautiful doctrine. But Joseph was not blessed and did not have really a business mind, right? He didn&#039;t succeed in the Kirtland Safety Society or the steamboat or the store or the like, but God still could use him. And, and then I think Brigham Young was this force force of nature to bring the people West and God could use him that way. But I think just like Joseph didn&#039;t really succeed in business, Brigham did not succeed in doctrine and every doctrinal innovation that Brigham brought forward or taught, uh we have very thankfully discarded and usually condemned. Right. And so that&#039;s how I look at it, but I, I spoke for a little while so, go ahead and&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m28s 2:37:28]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: respond. No, I guess, I guess my only response is re regardless of what happened. Um It, it happened the way it happened. And I, I think when you&#039;re looking at it in this game of, of God and how he watches us, these, these were all experiences that we&#039;ve had to go through and our ancestors had to go through and there were also tests for all of us. It&#039;s, it&#039;s everything we go through is a test on how, how do we handle this? How do we process this? You know, how, how are we, how are we going to be towards one another concerning this? Um We&#039;re gonna divide up and, and, and fight like they have in the Middle East for thousands of years over stuff happened thousands of years ago or are we gonna come, come to terms with it and come to peace with it and for some, coming to terms with it and coming to peace with it is they need to know every little thing that happened, you know, and that&#039;s why I say I don&#039;t have a problem with people doing that if they feel like they need to know, I don&#039;t have a problem with that at all. It, it boils down to, again, to how are you gonna use that? And can you use it to as a healing process rather than a dividing process? And, um, you know, what, what is it gonna be the result from that? Because that&#039;s, we have to, we have to process all these things in the here and now and today and, um, like I said, to prepare for what&#039;s coming. And so, so for me, that&#039;s why people get so floored when I, I say it really doesn&#039;t matter to me to know these things. Um, because these, these are really heavy things and we have a lot of heavy things we&#039;re given by the Lord. So I pick and choose which heavy thing I wanna carry and that just isn&#039;t one of them. And so I have my opinions like I tell you sometimes and, and then you, you can, uh, like you said, you can push back and uh, that&#039;s fine. I love pushbacks. Pushbacks are something we can learn from. So you gave me a perspective I really hadn&#039;t thought about before and, and that&#039;s good. That&#039;s a good thing. This is us agreeing to disagree, agreeably, or I might agree with some of the things that you say. The important thing is we&#039;re, we can talk about it and I will go on with my day without having any feelings of how dare she say that, right? How I will have no feelings of offense at all because we&#039;re talking about history and times and we&#039;re talking about relationships and the spirit we&#039;re talking about how do we handle these things? What, what do we do with this? We&#039;re, we&#039;re trying to reason this out, that&#039;s what we&#039;re trying to do. And we&#039;re trying to help other people reason these things out in a balanced way so that they can maintain their testimonies yet understand their past and, and come to terms with it. We&#039;re, we&#039;re trying to get them to see that those people on the other side who live this are broken hearted watching all this happen and, and that we just, you know, people just need to find a way to, to, to get that balanced way of trying to process this. And, and so that&#039;s the beauty of what you and I are doing today and the kind of friendship that we, we have, albeit a new friendship, it&#039;s friendship. And um and this is how I feel like the Lord wants us, wants us to be, it&#039;s ok to communicate about things that are sensitive amongst a lot of people. It&#039;s ok to communicate about these things. It&#039;s just how we do it, how we talk to one another, how we think about one another. Uh Even our very thoughts are measured by God. So we need to go back to the scriptures and read again and study again how we are supposed to treat one another even in difficult times. You know, what are we supposed to do with that? You know, use the, the Lord as a guidance counselor for that and um measure everything that you&#039;re, you&#039;re gonna say before it comes out of your mouth and ask yourself, is this going to cause hurt and pain or a problem to somebody? Like calling somebody a son of perdition that&#039;s strong. Uh regardless of how bad you might think of a, of a person that they&#039;ve done something that&#039;s not your call to make you&#039;re not their judge. So saying, saying, man, I really don&#039;t like what he did like that was so beyond wrong. What this person did that, that&#039;s OK. But calling them evil and a son of perdition, you&#039;re making yourself a judge over that person. So it&#039;s just we just have to be careful, such good&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m35s 2:42:35]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: guidance. I love that you keep talking about our ancestors and I just had the thought like I really don&#039;t think our ancestors in, you know, on the other side are going. Yes, go get them, get me with that now. No. You know what I mean? Like&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m50s 2:42:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: no, like those movie theater going 00 oh, that was yours. Your descendant, not mine. Right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h43m01s 2:43:01]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. And so one last thing because I know um oh, it can be so challenging. I love your guidance and I&#039;m and I&#039;m recommitted to trying even, I mean, I&#039;m certain that I, this is what you&#039;re talking about is what it is in my heart, what I want to do. But I&#039;m certain that if I went back and look over everything I&#039;ve said there would be things that I&#039;m like, oh, I could have done that better, you know. So I, me too,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h43m25s 2:43:25]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: me too. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h43m26s 2:43:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. But, but the challenge can be, um, well, I just am thinking of blessed. Are ye when men shall revile you and persecute you and say all manner of evil against you falsely for my sake. And I just, this week was reading people saying things that I&#039;ve said that I have never like, like some like people who are so, you know, I think that they think Brigham Young is that they&#039;re going, yeah, go get her, get her, you know, and, and saying all of these things to people that are just not true. I, I always, I like, hey, just reach out to me. I&#039;m happy to tell you my perspective. You don&#039;t have to hear it from what someone claims what someone says about me dishonestly and then go repeat that, you know, you know, people keep repeating things. And so that&#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h44m15s 2:44:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: how I got to vote in the same first place. That&#039;s how we got where we are right now because somebody said something, put a spin on it and generations later you&#039;ve got all this stuff. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h44m26s 2:44:26]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Exactly. And so, so what is the way to respond? Because I try to just say no, I never said that and you&#039;re bearing false witness, you know, like, like that&#039;s not true and, and I&#039;m happy to say what I said. And then at some point I&#039;ll try to use some humor, you know, but, or, or, or most often just don&#039;t disengage, just don&#039;t engage. But what is because this happened to Jesus, this happened to Joseph Smith and this happens to all of us in life. I&#039;m just, I feel like with what I&#039;m trying to do, I&#039;m a good target for people who want to do this. What is the best way to respond? Because it&#039;s so, especially when they come into your space and try to contact your leaders and try to, you know, and, and try to reach out like I know people whose families and loved ones have been told these lies about them and, and it can create real divisions when people lie about someone and then someone believes it instead of just approaching the person. So I&#039;d love to just have you counsel what you think is the way to respond.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h45m37s 2:45:37]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: Yeah. You know, I, I&#039;m sure I&#039;m gonna get some uh, comments with some nice spins from this broadcast, you know, and I had a friend last night that said, are, aren&#039;t you afraid of the posts and the comments that, and I&#039;m just like, no, I&#039;m not, I&#039;m not afraid of it and because I honestly don&#039;t get offended and there&#039;s something I learned years ago in Nabu, if you&#039;ve ever been in the NAVI pageant, you know, they have the um, protesters who come in, uh, just like they do at general conference and you have the screamers and the yellers. And I was up in front of, uh Zion mercantile walking down the sidewalk and there&#039;s this guy who was pacing up and down the sidewalk and he was behind me coming my way and he was one of the ones that would yell at even the little kids and he&#039;d scare the kids. It was horrible. And he started getting that Joseph Smith was this. He was a pedophile. He was this and it was at my back. It was just at my back and I, I kept walking but tears were just going down my face because I was like, look how this is affecting me. Look how this is affecting me. What must it have been like for him? And in this, in, in that moment, I was like, but he endured it and he saw everything to the end and if he could endure it, then I can. And it&#039;s the same with his savior if he can endure what he did on the cross and I can, I can handle this. And so I, I do, you know when I try, I don&#039;t often post on some of the, the, the Facebook pages about these topics, but every now and then someone will say something that&#039;s a little out of context about Joseph and Emma Emma. And I&#039;ll pop on and I&#039;ll say, well, it&#039;s not exactly how it was and then, and then they&#039;ll come back and want to debate with me. And I&#039;m just after a while, like, after a few back and forth I&#039;ll start getting this feeling like he&#039;s sucking my energy away, you know, and it&#039;s starting to feel heavy and I&#039;ll, and I&#039;ll just end it with, you know. You know, I&#039;ve kind of said what I said and I, I wish you luck, you know, I wish you blessings from God. You, I&#039;ll end it up a bit. Thanks. I can&#039;t debate about this. You know, this, I, I wish you a blessed life and just, just leave it at that. Yeah, it&#039;s, it is. It&#039;s hard. Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h47m56s 2:47:56]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, just do your best to, that&#039;s what I, I kind of, I like, I&#039;ll just let, if people want to believe those things, there&#039;s nothing I can do about it. People believed horrible things about Joseph Smith and he tried, try as he might, they continued to say it. They continued to believe it. No, I guess he just did his best to be who he was&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m15s 2:48:15]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: and they&#039;re going to be out there no matter, no matter how clear you make it and how full of truth it is. There&#039;s, there are gonna be those who want, will want to contend and, you know, you can always be southern. You know, I&#039;m from the south and you just say bless your heart and they don&#039;t know what that means it sounds nice but it&#039;s not. Yeah. Ok.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m40s 2:48:40]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have heard people have informed me about that one. Yeah,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m43s 2:48:43]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: that&#039;s funny. So,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m46s 2:48:46]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: ok, I&#039;ll just say that to myself. Bless, bless her heart,&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m50s 2:48:50]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: bless her heart. That&#039;s right.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h48m55s 2:48:55]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Well, my goodness, thank you for jumping back on. I know we had, we might have repeated a little bit of what we said, but I thought it was all valuable. Did you have something else that you were going to say? Did we?&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h49m07s 2:49:07]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: I think we covered it all this time.&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h49m10s 2:49:10]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. Ok. Well, if the Lord wakes you up in the middle of the night, again, let me know and I&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h49m16s 2:49:16]&lt;br /&gt;
Kimberly: will see if&lt;br /&gt;
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skJURF2fS3g&amp;amp;amp;t=2h49m17s 2:49:17]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we need to jump back on. But um again, thank you so much and I look forward to a continued friendship. II, I have thoroughly enjoyed my time getting to know you. So. Ok, have a great day, everybody. Another huge. Thank you to Kimberly for sharing herself with us. That was beautiful. I will keep you updated about any exciting things we are able to arrange. And a huge thank you to each of you who are walking this path with me and engaged in this journey of seeking truth in a spirit of love and just a desire to serve God. Thank you so much and I will see you next time.&lt;br /&gt;
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		<title>Why did the LDS Church remove this from the Doctrine &amp; Covenants?</title>
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 | date = 2024-03-21&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = N5yVaw0EGzY&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Brigham Young, Doctrine And Covenants, Section 101&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, To The Point&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p&amp;gt;Did you know that Joseph Smith included a statement on monogamous marriage in his versions of the Doctrine and Covenants?  It was later removed from the canon when Brigham Young added section 132.  A lot of members have never heard of this original Section 101 - share this short with your friends and family.&lt;br /&gt;
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		<title>94: Historical Malpractice Part 1 - A Conversation with Whitney Horning</title>
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 | youtube_id = 1n_mDIsV6LI&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Face To Face, Historical Malpractice, Quentin L. Cook&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview, Whitney Horning&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Whitney and I go through some lesser known sources to discuss and reveal the depth of the historical malpractice we are up against.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1G-mISIhxUhePkulXm1Lr7zC0R4BcL0k9/edit?usp=sharing&amp;amp;amp;ouid=107370250945340709203&amp;amp;amp;rtpof=true&amp;amp;amp;sd=true Whitney Horning - Presentation Slides]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1nJP2PDONn6DQjsNiwSEoGONhAcdWAiRs/edit#slide=id.p1 (Another link to try if the first doesn&#039;t work -- please let me know if you can&#039;t access)]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/media/video/2018-09-1000-worldwide-devotional-for-young-adults-a-face-to-face-event-with-elder-cook?lang=eng Face to Face with Elder Cook]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/e8d44719-6577-4503-86b8-1641367be6b9/0/0 Hyrum&#039;s Jacob 2 Sermon recorded by Levi Richards: Levi Richards papers, 1837-1867; Diaries; Volume 18, 1843 May 14-June 11; Church History Library,]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;strong&amp;gt;Transcript&amp;lt;/strong&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s [00:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. I know that many of you are anxiously anticipating the next episodes on the temple. I wanted to have those ready this week. Well, at least the next one for a variety of reasons. I am still working on them. Please bear with me, be patient with me. I am trying to be as thorough as I can and these are huge topics, but I am so excited in the meantime to be able to bring to you this series of conversations I have had with my good friend Whitney Horning. We have so much fun and so much frustration as we engage in, I guess, I guess this work of polygamy research, you could call us polygamy researchers maybe. And it is incredible the things that we discover on an ongoing basis that we continually find the the excitement of the new discoveries combined with the incredible, unbelievable. Just yeah, anger and frustration over how things are spun and how these narratives are produced is it&#039;s quite, it&#039;s quite a ride. So we wanted to invite you all into that to, to see what it&#039;s like. And hopefully for those who haven&#039;t yet joined in to join in with us on this great adventure. So, um I, I hope that you will enjoy these episodes as much as we enjoyed recording them and preparing them and bringing them to you. I do want to again, thank those so sincerely who have been willing to help this podcast by donating both um information but and also resources. I hope that um more people will be able to do that as well because it would, it really helps me to be able to keep doing this. So, thank you very much for that. As always, please consider listening to the beginning episodes and understanding the journey that we have come on. But for those who are here, thank you for joining us. Please stay tuned at the end because both of these episodes, this conversation will be released in two parts because we had so much to talk about. And after recording both of them, we found new information. And so that was included as bonus content that Whitney was kindly willing to come back and talk to me again just to let you see how this continues it&#039;s ongoing. It keeps happening. So, thank you so much for being here and I hope you enjoy this deep dive into the very murky waters of Mormon polygamy. Welcome to 100 and 32 problems. I am here. With my dear friend Whitney Horning who has agreed to come on and have what I hope will be a really fun conversation with me. I have to tell you how this, how the idea for this episode came about. So Whitney and I ended up working somewhat closely together over the, I mean, you know, we kind of always have a text thread going or a Marco Polo thread just as we&#039;re finding resources and talking about things. And I just found that I was frequently kind of sending angry Marco Polos to Whitney when I would read something. I was like, oh my gosh, I can&#039;t believe they said this and she would respond and be like, I know, I know and, and tell me something she had just seen or tell me about. Well, anyway, we had, we had funny conversations and I was like, we should record this. We should kind of do a collection of lesser known things that cause us some amount of what&#039;s the word Whitney like that make us a little frustrated that we read in some of the sources. So Whitney, thank you for being here.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m42s [03:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Thank you for having me. Did I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m44s [03:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: introduce that? All right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m47s [03:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: That&#039;s great.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m49s [03:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, so, so Whitney actually put together a beautiful slide show that has so much information and it will be attached below for anyone that wants to look through it because then um we cut it down quite a bit for the presentation just so they are more manageable slides people can, um, look at, but there&#039;s a ton of information additionally below. And I actually think it will be fun as you guys, as we get going, you guys will recognize what it is we&#039;re doing and I&#039;m sure many of you have experienced the same thing. So I think it&#039;d be fun if we started kind of compiling these, um, what should we say them, untrustworthy sources, unreliable sources? Is that what we should call them? Like? So if you guys want to add any of the things that you&#039;ve seen that drive you crazy because we just chose, we just chose them at random. This, this could be an entire episode on its own is kind of what, what are we going to call it? Spin doctoring historical malpractice. What were some of the, what did you say?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=04m51s [04:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I said I like that historical malpractice.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=04m53s [04:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. I think Jeremy Hoop gave me that one. So there are a lot of like, like, so anyway, so I&#039;m gonna go ahead and share the um side show that Whitney made for us that with editing. So we&#039;re gonna try to get through it the best we can. Hopefully we won&#039;t be too confusing or confused, but I love this. So Whitney, I&#039;m gonna let you take some of this away and um and we&#039;ll just go. Is that good?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=05m19s [05:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. So I think that all of us who are waking up to the idea that each of us can take upon us the responsibility or just the opportunity to study our own history, to study documents and to make our own conclusions. And so it often to me feels like those who oppose what we are trying to inspire in others is the idea that you never let the truth get in the way of a good faith promoting story. Um And it reminds me of the saying that in order to take people captive, all that is required is for people to be content with their ignorance. It is not necessary for the devil to convince you of lies, only for him to make you content in your ignorance or fearful of the search for truth. And so that&#039;s one of the things I love about you Michelle is that you aren&#039;t afraid to dive in and figure out the truth in these historical documents.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=06m36s [06:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? What I love so much about that is that, well, I think that&#039;s exactly why we&#039;re doing this episode is to show why that&#039;s so necessary. So I this is a clip I want to start with this clip that I watched clear back from um what was it? 2018? Is that when this clip was some of you may have seen this, but this was a special face to face that um the church did in 2018. I believe we&#039;re just gonna play quite a bit of this. Those of you who have seen this may already um know the joy that awaits some of you that haven&#039;t made are in for a surprise. So we&#039;re just gonna play through some of this to kind of show the difference between looking at the sources yourself and just listening to the narrative we&#039;re given. Um&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=07m17s [07:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth Host: as you can imagine, we received quite a few questions regarding polygamy. Um for example, a young adult from Utah asked, I&#039;ve struggled for years to come to peace about polygamy in the early church. Why was it necessary for Joseph Smith and many other leaders to practice it? And&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=07m35s [07:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m gonna pause it there because again, the question is why was it necessary for Joseph Smith and others to practice polygamy? And that&#039;s what the church calls this clip. I&#039;ll link it below, right. So right there, we&#039;re setting the narrative. Why was it necessary because it was necessary as a given? And also I think it&#039;s important to listen like they got a lot of questions about public me and they deserve answers. People are struggling with this and this is our like our youth, right? And so I just think it&#039;s important to recognize what a huge issue this is in the church and how important it is to have answers that have some semblance of satisfying truth to them, right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m15s [08:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: The substance, you know, so much. So many times, I feel like our sincere questions are kind of brushed aside and the idea of, hey, just put that up on your spiritual shelf, you know, you&#039;ll understand more, you know, in the millennia, more in the next life. And I want answers that have substance, you know, the truth with substance.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m37s [08:37]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. That resonate that you can. Yeah. OK. Here we go. So, here&#039;s the&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m41s [08:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth Host: question Morgan from Florida added. What do I tell my family when they ask about polygamy in the early days of the church? They aren&#039;t generally satisfied with the, well, we don&#039;t practice it anymore. Answer.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m53s [08:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: Is it fair to ask you to answer this one, Kate?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m57s [08:57]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: That&#039;s a big question.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m00s [09:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So also let me&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m03s [09:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: actually descend from people who, who chose to practice plural marriage. I have great,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m09s [09:09]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: great, sorry, I couldn&#039;t find where to posit. So let me back that up a little bit so we can get into it. And Whitney, you feel free to tell me anywhere you want to pause it. So, OK, we&#039;re listening again.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m19s [09:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: That&#039;s a big question.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m21s [09:21]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: Is&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m22s [09:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth Host: it when they ask about polygamy in the early days of the church? They aren&#039;t generally satisfied with the, well, we don&#039;t practice it anymore. Answer. Is&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m31s [09:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: it fair to ask you to answer this one, Kate?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m34s [09:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: That&#039;s a big question.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m38s [09:38]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So do you have anything to say about that little portion?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m42s [09:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I find it telling that the audience as well as the whole group, there are laughing uncomfortably.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m55s [09:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: The uncomfortable laughter is huge.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m57s [09:57]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I mean, I should just say it all right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=10m01s [10:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And also that we have an apostle as you know, as someone who is in the position to be a special witness of Jesus Christ being asked about something that was considered a doctrine that the church still says was of God and was necessary. That&#039;s one of the hugest issues going on and they&#039;re asked about it and the result is, oh, this is like, it&#039;s funny that I&#039;m gonna, we&#039;re all gonna acknowledge how uncomfortable this is. And I&#039;m gonna go to the female historian, right? Because a female can make it. Ok. Like they had Brittany Nash write the book. Let&#039;s talk about polygamy and she&#039;s the one going around the State Center. So it&#039;s like if we can have a woman talk about it, it&#039;s less embarrassing, right? Less uncomfortable. And we&#039;ll go, we&#039;ll refer to a historian rather faith promoting historian rather than an apostle. I, I find that interesting.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=10m55s [10:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: It bothers me actually II I, several years ago, well, right after I published my book on Joseph Smith, I contacted the main church historian and asked for a meeting. I wanted to take my book and I wanted to discuss it with them. I naively thought that perhaps they, they needed um help seeing it in a different way and that they would see my research and they would all be like, oh, you&#039;re right, like we&#039;ve been believing this narrative and look at these documents and oh, yay, we can now change the history about Joseph Smith. Right. So I emailed and received back a reply that he was busy for the unforeseeable future. But they referred me to a female historian telling me she was, um, adept at handling female issues.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=11m55s [11:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, my gosh.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=11m58s [11:58]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. So apparently is only a female issue, you&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=12m02s [12:02]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: know, and it&#039;s, they&#039;re there, little lady don&#039;t trouble your worried little head. That&#039;s what I feel like.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=12m09s [12:09]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. Let&#039;s pass it on to the woman because if a woman answers this then because it&#039;s really is only women who are bothered, right? Is what they&#039;re saying by passing it along to her to Kate. And then all of us women then are supposed to feel like we can&#039;t have questions anymore because a female historian answered it for us. I mean, this is just so, so problematic in so many ways&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=12m38s [12:38]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and it also sends a message like you said that this isn&#039;t a man&#039;s problem that men shouldn&#039;t have questions about this. And you&#039;re, it, it&#039;s kind of like that. I don&#039;t know. It just is sending this weird message that the only thing to worry about here is the women&#039;s hurt feelings. And so it, it allows all that continued sort of um I think many, many men are very deeply bothered by this. So I don&#039;t, I&#039;m not painting all men at all, but there is um a type of Mormon man that&#039;s just like, oh, if the women weren&#039;t so bothered. They would understand that this is how God wants me to be a God. Right. So, it kind of enables that in a way&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m15s [13:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that perpetuates it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m17s [13:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Ok. I&#039;ll keep going.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m19s [13:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Uh, but I have studied polygamy actually descend from people who, who chose to practice plural marriage.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m27s [13:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m going to pause it again because it still is making me mad that it&#039;s the woman that has to be uncomfortable. She because she&#039;s a woman. She has to and they always have to start with. It&#039;s in my ancestry. I, you know, I just, you can see how uncomfortable she is and it&#039;s like you&#039;re the apostle, you take it, you take the hit, you answer the hard question. OK, me,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m49s [13:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: I have great, great grandmas and great, great, great grandmas. Who, who did so two of them were named Sarah. It, it wasn&#039;t an easy path for them. One of them was the seventh wife and she just didn&#039;t receive the resources and support that she needed to support herself and her Children, especially after her husband died. Uh One of the&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=14m12s [14:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, I&#039;m sorry, I, I have to say this um Kate, I really love her. She seems like a lovely woman. It&#039;s Kate Holbrook. She actually passed away last year. And so I don&#039;t want to say anything to criticize her. You, you know, I just, I think she&#039;s trying her best and I like that she is being real about it. I think Brittany Nash does the same thing. They&#039;re like, this was awful. They&#039;re trying to say it in a way that&#039;s a little more palatable but it&#039;s like I this is rude and I it, you know, but the men just smiling as she&#039;s telling this truly heartbreaking story that makes me want to cry. Right. The seventh wife bearing Children with zero support. That&#039;s a horrible, horrible story. Right. And they&#039;re just like, shut down to it. They, they&#039;re like just grinning at her not even able to tap into the empathy which is problematic. So, ok, I&#039;ll keep going once&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m10s [15:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: stop life. But all of the descendants say that it was the second wife that was the favorite wife. The second wife got to travel with the husband while the first wife took care of all the kids and did their laundry, made their meals.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m24s [15:24]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok? I, I don&#039;t know why Eldra cook is laughing and setting the tone for everyone to laugh. I don&#039;t know why. That&#039;s funny.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m34s [15:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, and look at the faces of the young girls. I&#039;m watching them thinking, are they all thinking to themselves? Ok. If I have to live polygamy again, I wanna be a second wife because then I get all the benefits.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m48s [15:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s crazy. It&#039;s crazy. And my heritage is different because it was the second wife who had all of the Children and was left home because the first wife was um in, in my great grandparents, the first wife was not able to have Children. And so, so they didn&#039;t have quite that same thing but like to literally be left home, taking care of everyone&#039;s Children while the second wife got to travel with everyone knowing she was the favorite. Like the, I anyway, it is not funny. There&#039;s nothing funny. Is that an uncomfortable laugh again? Is, or is it like, oh, funny history stories? What is, like, explain that to&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=16m27s [16:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: me? Yeah. I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t get it either. I mean, I don&#039;t know. The only thing I can think is it is a, it is a deeply troubling topic and when we actually speak of things like Kate, speaking of actual history, actual, the people&#039;s lives who lived it, I think the only, I think that it is, I think we don&#039;t necessarily do a good job of tapping into our emotions and we almost have been raised in a situation as a church that we, you know, everything needs to be something that builds our faith and, and therefore if we have faith, then we&#039;re also happy. Like there&#039;s this connection that we make that maybe isn&#039;t accurate. And so yes, instead of being sad because if they showed empathy and we&#039;re sad, then I think there&#039;s this idea that then they&#039;re saying it was bad. You know, if we&#039;re sad it was bad and it was wrong. But if we can be, you know, happy and, oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Just just, you know, laughing it off then, then that means they were doing right. I, I don&#039;t know. That&#039;s the only thing I can wrap my head around is maybe that&#039;s why&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=17m45s [17:45]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I think that&#039;s a brilliant insight that it&#039;s like we can&#039;t afford to have empathy because we have to be too shielded up, too guarded to defend the practice that we can&#039;t even afford and something going on. It&#039;s like it&#039;s an abusive thing to say if you have faith and suffering, if, if I make you suffer. Yeah, I mean, like faith is not same as suffering, right? God, Jesus always tells us to alleviate burdens, not to pile them on. And then say, you have so much faith to bear that suffering. Well, like I don&#039;t think we honor our ancestors well, to not empathize with their suffering and to claim that it was of God when it wasn&#039;t&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=18m27s [18:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: exactly.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=18m30s [18:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Uh but, but what I feel honored to descend from those two sarahs and from their husbands, their example has taught me to center my life on faith and their example has taught me to keep putting 1 ft in front of the other and to do so prayerfully,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=18m55s [18:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s the lemonade you were just talking about. We have to see it and I can respect that. I think we can admire anybody who goes through adversity and continues. That doesn&#039;t mean that somehow the adversity was good or certainly that it wasn&#039;t the gospel principle right&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=19m13s [19:13]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: to, to put their lives in a little bit of doctrinal and historical context. The instruction we have in the book of Mormon about plural marriage. It&#039;s Jacob chapter two verse 30. And Jacob says monogamy is the Lord&#039;s wish for his people. And there are rare exceptions where the Lord commands us to practice plural marriage in order to raise up a righteous people. This is the rare exception that Joseph Smith was commanded to instigate in, in,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=19m51s [19:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. I&#039;ll pause it. There you go ahead.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=19m55s [19:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Oh, my goodness. Oh, do we want to get into Jacob two right now with this&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=20m01s [20:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: clip or? Well, one thing I think is interesting. One thing that occurs to me is first of all, Jacob 230 was not talked about and it wasn&#039;t in our man, like none of us knew about that as a case for polygamy. I remember like when people would discover it or, you know, like now it is being taught to our Children in seminary as the loophole, right? And, and that&#039;s why it&#039;s coming up here just like we all know Jacob 230. And the new, the new line is that this is the default, this is the nor you know what we&#039;re supposed to have. But then sometimes, and we just conveniently always ignore the fact that Joseph didn&#039;t have any Children in polygamy. And so for them to always say to raise up seed. And that&#039;s the rare exception that Joseph Smith.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=20m50s [20:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: But so my, so I had a reader email me a couple of weeks ago with a document that he had found in Franklin D Richards um journal where Franklin D Richards was like an early twenties, like 2223 years old in Navoo. And he kept a little journal called, I think it was called like scriptural items or something like that. And so this reader stumbled upon um the notes of a sermon Hiram gave and it was, it&#039;s dated by the church to be May 1843. But I can&#039;t really figure out exactly what date it was. And so I&#039;m still trying to research that. But what was fascinating to me in it, Hiram says, he um says there um there were many that had a great deal to say about the ancient order of things. So this makes me think that this is maybe one of Hiram&#039;s last talks. I would maybe date this 1844 because from July of 1843 until they deaths in June of 1844 there was a lot of chatter about the ancient order of things. Ok. So I&#039;m thinking this is 1844 because it makes sense to me. But he says, Hiram had a great deal to say about the ancient order of things as Solomon and David having many wives and concubines. It&#039;s an abomination in the sight of God. If an angel from heaven should come and preach such doctrine. Hiram saying he would be sure to see his cloven foot and cloud of blackness over his head, meaning, you know, that&#039;s a false angel, right? And then he says, Hiram says a man might have one wife concubines, he should have none. And observe that the idea was that this was given to Jacob, Jacob two given to Jacob for a perpetual principle. You can&#039;t be, I mean,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=23m03s [23:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well, I just, I just want to make sure that everyone&#039;s hearing this. Like a reader sent you AAA Hiram Smith sermon that none of us have yet been aware of. This is actually like a song show.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=23m17s [23:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And it&#039;s so exciting because it&#039;s exactly what I feel like you and I are are kind of mission if you want to say is to help empower people that they can go do the research too. Like this was somebody else finding it and sending it to me. And it&#039;s amazing. It is a total bombshell. So then, so you&#039;re, you&#039;re seeing now that Hiram is speaking about Jacob Two and, and using it as an anti polygamy teaching right after Joseph and Hiram die, his brother-in-law Joseph fielding records in his journal. And that might be the next slide records in his journal that the women were very upset that polygamy is starting to be spoken of more openly and that the wives are pretty upset about it and that the women are going around using Jacob Two to try to get the men to stop what they&#039;re doing. The women are using Jacob two to say man, this is an abomination. It is a whoredom. So my supposition is, is as the women were using it and probably using hiram sermon to try to get the men to stop. Then the men had to come up with the polygamy loophole. That&#039;s my supposition is at that time, they had to create a reason why. And so they came up with the whole, well, if God commands it, but if you really understand what Jacob was saying in that sermon, he was telling the people that it, the monogamy was given as a law to their father Lehi. Um As he left Jerusalem, well, in Jerusalem that it was to be for all time. And that he&#039;s telling the men when he says, I will command my people. What Jacobs saying is when God wants to raise a righteous seed. And I know you&#039;ve done an episode on what it means to raise a righteous seed and absolutely brilliant. I, I absolutely agree with you on that theology behind that. But that um what he&#039;s actually saying is God will command God gives commandments to people to help them rise up. He&#039;s not saying I&#039;m going to command you to do polygamy. He&#039;s saying your commandment is monogamy and I&#039;m giving you that commandment because I want you to be a righteous people,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=25m47s [25:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? I&#039;m I&#039;m raising you up as a covenant people. So I am giving you my commandments. I&#039;m restating my eternal commandments that those Yahoos back there in Jerusalem. Keep messing up. Right. OK. The fact that this is not included in our history that you had to like that. Your brilliant reader found it and sent it to you and you&#039;re now sharing it with us. Like this is a huge find. It&#039;s ridiculous. It&#039;s ridiculous. So we have to find it. Right. Right. OK. Thank you. That was brilliant. Thank you so much for sharing that. And I want&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=26m25s [26:25]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: to thank my reader and anyone else out there, like send us stuff. You know, we, we know everything, we haven&#039;t seen every document. So it&#039;s just beautiful to me how many people are waking up to the fact that they can go search documents for themselves. And then I&#039;m so grateful when they send them to us.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=26m45s [26:45]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh my gosh. Yes and II, I love it. And I&#039;m always trying to incorporate them better and better. And so yes, please send us things. I&#039;m so glad that we showed that. So the link to that, you&#039;ll send me the link to that, right? And we&#039;ll have it below. So everyone can find that amazing resource that&#039;s not on the Joseph Smith papers. You have to go to the church history library and read through Franklin D Richards Notes, but we&#039;ll give you the link with the page number. So you&#039;ll be able to find it because it&#039;s so important. It&#039;s huge. Hiram Smith is on record saying that Jacob two is not a loophole but is a perpetual law of monogamy. Ok. Incredible.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=27m23s [27:23]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: And Joseph Smith didn&#039;t want to and he dragged his heels and he was reluctant for years to do this. But eventually he did implement plural marriage because he wanted to be obedient to God&#039;s commandment to him. He tried a little to practice plural marriage in the middle 18 thirties. But it was really in 1841 that he more officially slowly began to introduce the practice of plural marriage to his trusted associates. Uh They, when they heard they were shocked. Uh They&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=28m00s [28:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I, I want you to like signal if you wanna say anything because if people have been watching these episodes or have read your book, like the things that, that are in the historical record like Hebrew and um Brigham coming up with this in England and knowing it before Joseph ever told them. And then Joseph didn&#039;t tell them until 43 but they already were practicing it, right? And then there&#039;s no. And anyway, they&#039;re so, do you have anything else to add? And I, I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=28m29s [28:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: have nothing contemporary contemporaneous, contemporary with them where they are saying that it&#039;s difficult. I have found where Hebrew C Kimball talks about that. He hopes Violet will accept it, but I found nothing where they&#039;re saying that they were appalled or disturbed or you know, needed to take time to pray about it from the men who do end up practicing it. Instead there is a letter from and her name is actually pronounced violet. Kimball. That&#039;s, it&#039;s an old spelling that people today pronounce it vate Soviet, whichever you want to do. But it is a different spelling variant spelling of Violet. But there&#039;s a letter from her to Heber where she actually talks about Parley P Pratt showing up to their house having learned the principle from a polygamy insider and how eager he is and she&#039;s afraid he will run too fast. So my research has not uncovered anyone being hesitant except for Joseph and Hiram who were adamant that men should not enter into it and stay away from it. So this is very upsetting. I feel like this is again one of those alterations of history to promote faith in the men who did um practice polygamy.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=30m01s [30:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh A that was, and that was a brilliant example you gave also William Clayton&#039;s journals certainly doesn&#039;t have any. I would prefer the grave. Those are all later decades later when they had to say that for various reasons. And it wasn&#039;t consistently what they said they have their stories changed again and again, also, I she just kind of suddenly slips in, he was commanded repeatedly and, and in the thirties in the mid thirties he tried. That&#039;s because we can&#039;t date Fanny Alger and they consider her to be the first attempt. Right? Like, oh, and then in 41 and, you know, Don Bradley has just turned out that Louisa Beaman could like Joseph Bates Noble was lying. You know, they just say, oh, he was mistaken about the year. She wasn&#039;t the first wife. We can&#039;t come to the conclusion. He was a lying liar who lied because that&#039;s what, so and so it&#039;s like just giving this rough overview of history trying to make. And it&#039;s like this is not true. None of this is sourced. Well, none of it&#039;s anyway. So it&#039;s really discouraging to see that all of our youth are. This is what they&#039;re being taught. Hey, I&#039;ll continue&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=31m12s [31:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: pled in prayer with their father in heaven for understanding of this principle.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=31m20s [31:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Did I say also that like the, the thing about Joseph was commanded multiple times, that&#039;s the angel until the angel sword maybe. And you just read that source from Hiram saying, even if an angel tells you to do this, isn&#039;t that just ironic that the story that emerged was that an angel told him to do it?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=31m41s [31:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Yeah. And they received spiritual witnesses to them personally that this was right for them at that time. Now, as plural marriage was practiced officially for about 50 years, it was always something that people could choose.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m01s [32:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Um Whitney, do you have an exception to that rule?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m05s [32:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I wanna say first when she says they, they, they knew it was Right. They had a burning, um, we&#039;re taught that, you know, you have a burning in the bosom. I think their burning was somewhere else. Well, you know, so I would say they probably did have a, you know, some kind of experience letting them know this was the right thing to do.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m29s [32:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: What, what was it? We said over the phone this week we said they weren&#039;t lying for the Lord. They were lying for libido. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m36s [32:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. They were, was the lion of the Lord lying. Why I am lying for&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m44s [32:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the Lord. Continue. Sorry, I interrupted,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m48s [32:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: go ahead. No, I just, I, I think there were people who, I mean, I guess we always have agency. Right. So whenever we, we all as humans find ourselves in situations throughout our lives where we do feel like we have no choice and we do always have a choice. But I do believe that there are many, many people who entered into polygamy because they felt that they didn&#039;t have a choice because they wanted to be obedient to what they believed God had revealed and commanded. Um So I&#039;m, I&#039;m always actually really surprised and really pleased when I find people who talk about that, they were asked to enter into plym me and they said no, like I think that&#039;s um I think in the culture and the climate, especially in, in Mormon, Utah in the 18 fifties. Um And on, I think there were, there was a lot of pressure and I don&#039;t know if a lot of those saints would be able to, to say that they felt they had a choice.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=34m02s [34:02]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Uh Well, we can start with all of the women who were left at home while their husbands went on missions or the converts who came home with their husband only to find that he had other wives, like, or we can go through the entire reformation when the men were threatened with their lives if they didn&#039;t comply and join in, I mean, I mean, like to say, to say that only people who wanted to is just not true at all. And it&#039;s hard to hear that to try to make people feel better. It&#039;s not true. Not to mention that it says right in DNC 132 that if a woman doesn&#039;t give her permission, then it doesn&#039;t, then she loses her right to give her permission and she&#039;ll be damned right and destroyed. So to claim that they all had a choice is bizarre. And then this is a smaller point that&#039;s, I think that&#039;s important. And then also that they had this testimony of it. Those all were written in later reminiscences in Utah. There&#039;s not a single account of a woman having a profound, like God explained this to me, right? And none of them have any understanding to contribute to it. So.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=35m17s [35:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I think there is a story of Violet Kimball that&#039;s told about her having, you know, struggled with it. She knew something, I mean, the story goes something along the lines. I haven&#039;t read it for many years, but it was something along the lines that she knew something was bothering Hebrew. Um He wouldn&#039;t tell her what it was. So she went to the Lord in prayer and had a revelation and a vision where she saw the Slasher Kingdom and saw polygamy being practiced in it and came to Hebrew and said, I have been shown a vision and how dare you keep me from this, you, you know, must enter into polygamy. So I can&#039;t actually find that being an actual firsthand account written by her herself. It seems to have been again a faith promoting story written by someone else in later years.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=36m12s [36:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh my word cause I&#039;ve read that somewhat recently. I know the exact story but I didn&#039;t, I hadn&#039;t done the research you have on it. Wow, that&#039;s amazing. OK. And also we have the letter from Hebrew saying I&#039;m sneaking behind your back to save your feelings, right? Like, like she obviously was not like, oh Hebrew take more wives to elevate our celestial status, right? So that what we do have contemporaneous is that we know that Hebrew was sneaking and that violet was upset and that it was hurt, it was painful to her. That&#039;s what we do know. So OK, I&#039;ll continue.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=36m52s [36:52]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: We, we don&#039;t have exact numbers in, in part because our information is incomplete and in part because it&#039;s complicated. So scholars are still trying to get us those numbers about how many&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=37m05s [37:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: records, what did Joseph say about records aren&#039;t records important? OK, I&#039;ll keep going.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=37m11s [37:11]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Adult. Latter Day Saints actually were in plural marriages. But we know that it was a minority of people.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=37m19s [37:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to make this point. I&#039;m sorry, I keep pausing. You have to tell me if you have things to say, but listen, how much they are trying to promote that. It was hardly anyone, hardly anybody did it. Brigham was saying everybody better do this. And now one of our ways of like if this was of God, why is it so good that nobody did it? Why don&#039;t we, everyone, if, if and if it was to raise that more seed, why don&#039;t we want to say, look how faithful the people were. 75% of them were living this celestial doctrine. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=37m48s [37:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Exactly. It, to me it feels again like another way to try and minimize, minimize it. But you&#039;re exactly right. I mean, if this was commanded of God and this is what all faithful people should do, then why wasn&#039;t everyone living it?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=38m03s [38:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? Would we go somewhere and say, look, only about 2% of our members go to the temple? So it&#039;s ok because hardly anyone ever goes right. Why would we brag about that&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=38m17s [38:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: people that were in plural marriages? And we know that many of them were the most devout, the most stalwart members of our church. So in 1890 Wilfred Woodruff issued a manifesto that was to end the practice of plural marriage. And when some people heard this manifesto, they were relieved, plural marriage had been hard for them and they rejoiced. And when some people heard this manifesto, they were devastated and they cried, they had sacrificed so much and they had testimonies of this principle. Now, some of you I know from your questions, wonder what does our past practice of plural marriage mean for the afterlife? For what will greet us after this life? Our church leaders have taught us that monogamy is the rule and plural marriage is the exception. And our church leaders have taught us that plural marriage is not necessary for exultation.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=39m30s [39:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to pause there. OK, I&#039;ll let you go first.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=39m36s [39:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I mean, we could. So she brings up the manifesto. So after we discuss the other things, we could go and talk about that, um I find it like, does nobody connect the dots or do very few of us connect the dots that she&#039;s saying only the very stalwart. We know that the very stalwart practiced it? OK. So you said it&#039;s a very small minority that practiced. Now, you&#039;re saying it was only the most faithful, most stalwart members. So does that mean that any of my ancestors who chose not to weren&#039;t faithful? They weren&#039;t stalwart. And now she&#039;s saying, um, you don&#039;t need to worry about the next life for exultation. So, in a sense what the brother and I think they actually believe is that polygamy is reserved for the top 2% of people in the church. So if you&#039;re not asked to practice it, then you&#039;re not a stalwart faithful member. I mean, that&#039;s the message that they&#039;re giving us.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=40m40s [40:40]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Do you know what that is? That lines up perfectly with my biggest haters and detractors who are the lovers of polygamy because they constantly like, why do you even care? It&#039;s not for you. It&#039;s only for the righteous is like something I&#039;ve heard so like the most righteous you don&#039;t, you don&#039;t even need to be bothered about it. There&#039;s so much pride attached to it just like Jacob knew OK, that I hadn&#039;t put that together. But you&#039;re right. It&#039;s like, oh, it was hardly anyone, oh, but it was the most faithful ones, right? So it is that same, only 2% go to the temple, but it&#039;s the most faithful 2%. Like what is the message&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=41m18s [41:18]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I had, I had a man reach out to me a few years ago about polygamy, right? And trying to convince me that it was a God and giving me all these arguments and then he says, you know, polygamy isn&#039;t for everyone. It&#039;s only for the most righteous that God can trust. And right now, there&#039;s only three men in the entire world who qualify and I&#039;m one of them. Whoa.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=41m46s [41:46]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And you. But I have been told before that I have the privilege of praying to know whether I could, whether I like the invitation was made for me to pray whether I should marry this particular. It&#039;s, it&#039;s not happened only once. But yeah, it sounds like he was letting you know, hey, hey, honey, join on my, my train. I&#039;m going directly to heaven and no one else is, wow, that&#039;s amazing. Ok. The two points I wanted to hit on as well are first of all, the never answering the question about the eternity, right? Like if there is a widower and a girl is wondering if she should marry him. I had like my husband&#039;s best friend, his wife passed away when they were just newlyweds. They were really young. Right? So when, when he was dating a girl again, like she talked to me sometimes about what does this mean? Like I&#039;m, I&#039;m like, we&#039;re going to be like she just was planning from the beginning that she was sharing in the next life. So we are just avoiding the question, right? The question that all of these older women have when they&#039;re a widow. Like, is he already married on the other side or if I die? Will he marry someone else this haunting? They just pretend it doesn&#039;t exist and that bothers me and then I just have to respond to our church leaders have told us it&#039;s not required for exultation. Is that what she just said? And I only, I&#039;m just gonna grab one quote of the hundreds literally that you could grab. But um let&#039;s see, I wish to say here to the elders of Israel to all the members of this church and kingdom that it is in the hearts of many of them to wish that the doctrine of polygamy was not taught and practiced by us. It is the word of the Lord. And I wish to say to you and all the world world that if you desire with all your hearts to obtain the blessings which Abraham obtained, you will be polygamous, at least in your faith or you will come short of enjoying this, enjoying salvation and the glory which Abraham has obtained. This is as true as that God lives. You who wish there were no such thing in existence. If you have it in your heart to say, we will pass along in the church without obeying or submitting to it in our faith or believing this order. Because for aught that we know this community may be broken up yet. And anyway, he goes on and on. But he says the man that has this in his heart and will continue to persist in pursuing that policy, will come short of dwelling in the presence of the father and the son in celestial glory. The only men who become gods, even the sons of God are those who enter into polygamy. And I, I don&#039;t like we just, that&#039;s not in our history somewhere that when we&#039;re talking about polygamy now, along with Jacob 230 and I think it should be like, how can we claim this? Right? And I maybe what she&#039;s saying is that our leaders now say it&#039;s not necessary and we believe our leaders now not our past leaders. And I think like what this is exposing is why this is such an uncomfortable mess. And like we said, at the beginning, people deserve satisfactory answers.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=44m50s [44:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I mean, think about that you go from Joseph Smith teaching that, you know, it&#039;s monogamy and that&#039;s God&#039;s law on marriage. Then you move to Brigham Young teaching, OK. You know, God&#039;s law is many women and in fact, you can&#039;t become a son of God, quote unquote and be exalted, quote unquote without many wives. Then you get to the manifestos. And the first manifesto was really just like a, a political stunt. It was just designed to try and throw Congress off the scent of hunting down polygamous and let them practice it and more secretly. And so it wasn&#039;t really until the official end of polygamy 1904 when Joseph F Smith testifies before Congress that the church has stopped doing it. And then he comes home reads another letter about ending plural marriage in um conference of April 6th 1904. And that&#039;s when it becomes ex communicable. So you&#039;ve now moved to families who are told you need to be polygamous to be exalted. And then now all of a sudden, well, now if you enter into it, you&#039;re going to be excommunicated from the church. I mean, just talk about whiplash. Like, what is it? How, you know, this is a, this is a fundamental doctrine. It&#039;s a fundamental doctrine in all religions. How do we rise up and receive the blessings that God has in store? How do we rise up and become an heir with him? Right. And so now you&#039;ve, you&#039;ve taken it through monogamy, polygamy now, monogamy, but polygamy for, you know, from Brigham Young from 1944 to 9 or 1844 to 1904. So is that 60 years? That&#039;s an, that&#039;s a couple of generations have been drilled into them that if you want to become an heir with God as the scriptures teach us, you have to have multiple wives. And now all of a sudden you can be excommunicated for the very thing that would get you exalted. I mean, it&#039;s a, it&#039;s a muddy mess&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=47m11s [47:11]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: when we read when 132 itself says for my house is the house of order, not confusion, right? Like that should kill it right there. So,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=47m22s [47:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so I have a, I have a friend, she&#039;s passed away now. She was, I was her um visiting teacher back when it was called visiting teachers. Um I was like 30 years old and she was 80 her um her grandfather and grandmother were polygamous. Um And so 1904, when this second Manifesto makes it now that you can be excommunicated. Her grandfather chose to leave the first wife with whom he had seven Children and go live with the 16 year old who he had just married just before that second manifesto and never saw his first family ever again, moved 10 miles away in Ogden and never had any association with them ever again, completely abandoned his family. So she is right when she talks about how, so there were people who the manifesto, even though she&#039;s not admitting there is a second manifesto that the um gospel topics essays do talk about the second Manifesto. So the church is trying to be more transparent that it did take 214 years apart but it did cause I mean, it tore apart families. So here you have families that are already struggling. I&#039;ve yet to find one family where everyone was happy, every wife, every you know, with the husband. Um but it tore apart families. It devastated people. I mean, I think left people in terrible confusion. I mean that&#039;s where we get all these splinter groups of, you know, the fundamentalist religions who still are doing plague me today because it was so indoctrinated that this was how you pleased God and raised up right to seed. And how you became exalted was through the system of plural marriage. So, it was, even though I&#039;m happy that it ended,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=49m26s [49:26]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it shouldn&#039;t have ever be,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=49m28s [49:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it never begun. Exactly. I do feel like the federal government was helping. Right. The ship, you know, the Gods ship. If you look at the restoration like a ship, it was getting off course and it was helping right. That ship and bring them maybe into a repentance, which they should have been doing for years. But it still caused tremendous, tremendous heartache in the process.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=49m56s [49:56]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, I did. I do want to point out one thing just based on the temple episode that I just did with all the study. I think that after 1890 members went way, way down and it wasn&#039;t being preached anymore. So like it was still being, it was still whispered and being, but they had taken down the endowment house and it was no longer preached that this was so it kind of became again a secret, right? So even though it didn&#039;t solve the problem, it did really help it. It tamped it down. And all of those Children that were brought to that temple dedication weren&#039;t raised, being taught about polygamy. It was just their parents and grandparents that had to deal with the change. So I do want to like at least point out that that did really change. It didn&#039;t, it didn&#039;t end it but it, it ended, it being perpetuated, it ended the perpetuation of it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=50m47s [50:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. I, yeah, exactly. Like I, I&#039;ve, in my research seen a huge decline in the number. Yeah. After&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=50m55s [50:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that, yeah. Oh, good. Ok. I&#039;m glad we concur on that so, very&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=50m59s [50:59]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: much. Well, think about it if you&#039;re someone who doesn&#039;t want to do it and you&#039;re only doing it because your priest, a leader and president of the church that you consider a prophet is telling you to do it. And then you get, you know, I mean, you get this manifesto that you&#039;re like, oh yeah, I don&#039;t have to do it like I can now point to something that gives me the freedom to say no.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=51m26s [51:26]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? And, and it wasn&#039;t being pushed on them so they could just live their lives like I think most of them would have. And you know, so, so I think, I think it was a positive thing. It was only the connected people and there was no endowment house. It wasn&#039;t easily done anymore. You had to go get permission from someone under the, you know, in the back alley, right? So, ok, I&#039;ll play a little bit more of this and then,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=51m49s [51:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: or for eternal glory. Now, I as a historian and as a church member have felt it really important that although I&#039;m grateful personally that monogamy is the rule in plural marriage is the exception that I not discount those testimonies. And that honorable obedience of our spiritual ancestors who practiced this principle because they were being obedient and they had a testimony that it was right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=52m24s [52:24]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: Thank you very much.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=52m27s [52:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Came to skip to another spot just because it&#039;s a bit long. And with that, I think there is something to be said for that. I just think it&#039;s more important to pay attention to their suffering and that it wasn&#039;t right and that they were faithful and did it. But that I, I feel and I, I think we&#039;ve talked about this, I feel extremely called by those who suffered and by those who perpetuated suffering through error to do what I&#039;m doing. And so I think that we are honoring them in the most important way possible when you are honoring victims, you don&#039;t sing praises to their victimizers, right? And you, like, if we can say polygamy, victimized people, let&#039;s try to help people understand why polygamy is wrong. I think that&#039;s how we honor those who were victimized by it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m20s [53:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I agree. Well, said,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m23s [53:23]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so I&#039;ll play this part for a minute. This is the next story. What did you, you told me what his name was? That was Kate Holbrick. This is, I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m30s [53:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: believe this is Matthew Grove.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m33s [53:33]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. All right. So he, he just talked for a minute and I just wanted to skip to this&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m37s [53:37]]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: part from reading your questions about plural marriage. I know many of you have questions about Joseph Smith&#039;s practice of plural marriage. We don&#039;t have time to get into lots of those questions tonight. So I point you towards Saints and the gospel topics, essays.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m51s [53:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That was so great because that&#039;s exactly what our whole episode is about is these sources. So I, I don&#039;t want time to answer your question. So go look at these sources which Whitney and I this was all just a later edition because we were planning to get into those sources, which we will continue. Maybe this will be a two part instead of just a one part. But isn&#039;t that great? So that&#039;s where all of your answers are,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=54m15s [54:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: right? And we have, we actually have a family member who is constantly telling us that the gospel topics, essays and saints are not the authoritative voice because they weren&#039;t written by the first presidency yet. Here you have a church historian sitting next to an apostle who could have gently stopped him and said, oh, no, no, those are just, you know, those are just narratives written to, you know, to entertain that numbers. Right. Right. And so to me, he&#039;s saying they are the authoritative voice,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=54m57s [54:57]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? This is what? And yeah, you&#039;re right, the the apostle who deferred to the historians on this doctrinal question, right? And the historian is deferring to the books that the, the things that they have produced. So and with the approval of the first presidency and the 12, that&#039;s, I&#039;ve been told that many times Well, Brian Hall told me I&#039;m not allowed to as a church member to publicly disagree with those because those are authoritative sources for the leaders of our church&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=55m30s [55:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: in Saints. The, the history is told not just through the experience of Joseph Smith or other men, but through the experience of women such as Emma Smith and Emily Partridge and Mary Elizabeth Rollins Leitner, a couple of things I would say to keep in mind about Joe&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=55m49s [55:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: really quickly. Isn&#039;t it interesting the women they chose, right? Like the, the ones who have the most to say about it. And again, deferring to the women can if the women support it, then it&#039;s good. So I should have interrupted him here. He&#039;s saying a couple of things. When you&#039;re studying the history of Joseph Smith, he&#039;s gonna give us the guidance of what we need. The&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=56m10s [56:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: practice of plural marriage. The first is that we know that at that time, there was a distinction between ceilings for time and eternity that involve commitments in this life and ceilings for eternity alone that only involve commitments in the life to come. We know that uh some of Joseph Smith&#039;s ceilings that appear unusual to us and are difficult to understand, fall into that category of ceilings for eternity alone and seem to have been a,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=56m41s [56:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m just curious if you have anything to say about that because I&#039;ve, I&#039;m still looking for that evidence.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=56m49s [56:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, let&#039;s, let&#039;s ok. So I think what he&#039;s trying to refer to here is, I think he&#039;s trying to, you know, being apologetic for the idea that there are historians who say Joseph married, already married women and those would be the commitment in the next life. Does that make it any better? I mean, we&#039;re a church that believes in eternal marriage. And so it&#039;s so, so it was ok for Joseph to not have them here in this life. They could stay with her husband in this life. But as soon as they died now she&#039;s the property of Joseph Smith. I mean, does that, does that mean?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=57m27s [57:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: What does that mean for the husband? Right. And it&#039;s only those marriages that are troubling or questionable. It&#039;s not all of them. So, like the way we try to soften like he broke Emma&#039;s heart, he lied, he cheated, he did all of these things. But it was like some of it was just for the next life. What does that? And what are you basing that on? Yeah.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=57m49s [57:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And, and how does that make it any better? You know, that&#039;s one of the things that I know that, um, Don Bradley and I believe Brian Hales and maybe there&#039;s another person I think that, you know, have made some comments about me in negative ways to try and steer people away from reading my books. But I, and one of the things that they talk about is how in the preface I talk about how I just chose to believe Joseph&#039;s words. But they, they don&#039;t even mention the whole idea of being an apologist. I lived 40 something years of my life being an apologist saying stuff just like this historian is saying to try and apologize for our history and to, you know, make it, make sense, right? And to make it not as bad. And that&#039;s when I finally decided I&#039;m not going to be unapologetic anymore. And I&#039;m, I&#039;m going to find truth and I&#039;m going to speak truth and was surprised when I did that, that I started finding continual times when Joseph actually spoke the truth and denied polygamy. And so, um I just find it very fascinating that that&#039;s exactly what he&#039;s trying to do here is to be an apologetic, you know, like you said, soften, soften up what Joseph was, what they believe Joseph was doing by saying, oh, hey, it was just for the next life that that&#039;s supposed to be better somehow, somehow that I, I just, I still can&#039;t wrap my mind around that. How is that supposed to be better? Because if it&#039;s for eternity, well, that sure sounds like an eternal hell, or at least in this life, if you were in polygamy, you could be like, ok, as soon as he dies, I&#039;m free. Can&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=59m42s [59:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we, can we also try to like connect that to Jacob 230? If it&#039;s to raise up seed, then why are you marry, marrying, already married women. Right. Right. To marry in the next life. Like, what does this, like, a bunch of these women were pregnant? Right. Like, how is he? Like, they&#039;re not putting the, well, we&#039;ll talk, we&#039;ll play some clips from Don Bradley talking about putting puzzle pieces together. It&#039;s like they have to keep all of these completely separate and there&#039;s no cohesive logic to any of it. But&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m19s [1:00:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so this goes back to the pride of being the few select chosen men because the idea was, and it kind of goes in with the leet marriage, kind of idea that that this woman. So say that Joseph marries some woman named Ann and Ann&#039;s currently married and currently pregnant with her husband&#039;s child. And the church teaches that the idea is then that this woman and any Children she has with her husband are in the next life going to be the seat of Joseph Smith. So Joseph will have this huge posterity in the next life. So her husband dies and now he doesn&#039;t have a wife and now none of his Children&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m05s [1:01:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and he&#039;s separate and single, only an angel separate&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m07s [1:01:07]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: and single. I mean, talk about a devastating doctrine and also a prideful doctrine because now you&#039;re elevating Joseph Smith or Brigham Young or Hebrew C Kimball or a mass align or any number of men that they are the select few that get to have all of the Children.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m29s [1:01:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And that comes up in this too. II, I think I left part of it and I might have cut it out. I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll go back and find, I mean, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll update us it, but it goes into that bloodlines thing that people are still defending, which I find to be absolutely horrific like we needed. Rig&#039;s magic sperm everywhere in Utah in order to have the righteous people. Like, what is this bloodlines? Monstrous nonsense. Right. Well, that,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m58s [1:01:58]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that goes back to Hebrew C. Kimball&#039;s letter to Violet that you were talking about where he&#039;s apologizing for running around behind her back in secret. In that letter, he says, don&#039;t, you know, I&#039;ve been called of God to give my seed to any woman willing to accept it. So it goes back to this idea that these men are, you know, the holy chosen ones and aren&#039;t you so lucky? There&#039;s a journal of a girl who was 16 in nu in September of 1844. So, you know, a few weeks after Hiram and Joseph were murdered and she writes in her journal that Hebrew, she was really sick. They were converts of Hebrews from the East Coast, they migrated to Navoo and she writes in her journal that Hebrew had come and helped take care of her during her convalescence being sick. And that during that time, he taught her father and her about the principle of plural marriage and then proposed to her. And how lucky was she that she got to be united to God&#039;s chosen Apostle. So where the hierarchy that gets instigated into the L DS church, right upon Joseph and Hiram&#039;s death. If you go to Jacob, I don&#039;t, is it three or five the whole, the long, long whole thing about the um olive trees, right? Jacob Jacob throughout it, it talks about equality, being equal, that no one is above another. No one is above the servant. The servant isn&#039;t above anyone. The servant is there to be lower and to serve and to lift up others, right? And so it&#039;s this whole idea that I just for me, I mean, I know that we talk about how horrific it was for the women, but we often fail to talk about or recognize how horrific this teaching was for the men. And you know, we, we have some light shed on the lost boys of the ply groups today. But that started immediately with Brigham and Hebrews&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m16s [1:04:16]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in my family history. We had to get rid of the boys.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m20s [1:04:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And so then we&#039;re left with a remnant in our church today. A remnant, a ghost teaching. I don&#039;t know what to call it, but it&#039;s this idea&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m30s [1:04:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we&#039;re&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m31s [1:04:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: haunting that um we have to have polygamy in the next side because there&#039;s going to be more righteous women than men. Do you see how we treat our men? We&#039;re constantly telling them they&#039;re not good enough. Then we wonder as women why our husbands don&#039;t use their priesthood more boldly. Well, they&#039;re continually told you&#039;re not in the hierarchy, you&#039;re not chosen, you&#039;re not good enough. You know, there&#039;s going to be more righteous women and so the few righteous men are going to have to have all these wives right in the next life. Because, I mean, it&#039;s just, and then we&#039;ve got God telling us I&#039;m no respecter of persons and all are equal before me.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m17s [1:05:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. OK. That&#039;s, there&#039;s something I was going to say, but I can&#039;t remember. So I&#039;m just going to keep playing him. That was beautiful. Thank you for sharing all of that&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m26s [1:05:26]]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: about creating links between families in the next life. The other thing I would say is that the revelation to practice plural marriage did not come with an instruction manual and that any change on this scale, any change in doctrine, society and culture on this scale of beginning plural marriage is going to be difficult and it&#039;s going, there&#039;s gonna be some unanswered questions.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m51s [1:05:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So that again is the acknowledgement that Joseph was horrible and did horrible things, right? Isn&#039;t that basically when he&#039;s leaving us&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m00s [1:06:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: there? Right? But I thought now, wait a minute, Michelle, I thought that according to DNC 132 they have the Bible as the instruction manual, right? Isn&#039;t there polygamy all throughout the Bible? So, so for pro polygamist, they have the Bible that they&#039;re supposed to write. It&#039;s all throughout. But then you could say like you and I would say the scriptures are an instruction manual and they say, don&#039;t do it&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m28s [1:06:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well. And how about um I&#039;m I my brain is too dead right now. So you&#039;ll have to tell me, but not only and by the power of the Holy Ghost, you may know the truth of all things, but also the Holy Ghost will teach you all things what you should do, right? Aren&#039;t we supposed to like? No? Um Let&#039;s see. Yeah, it&#039;s secondly, 5 32 5, right? That the Holy Ghost will teach you all things what you should do. And so a and you know, I know that the Lord giveth no commandment unto the Children of men say he shall prepare away for them that they may accomplish that. Like if the these polygamist um doctrines and our excuses for polygamy are just continuing on with Brigham&#039;s non scriptural nonsense, right? We just talked in the, I just talked in the last episode on temples about how he had very little use for revelation. Like he made these claims that are in direct contrast to all the direct contradiction to all of our scriptures. And I feel like that claim is as well. It demeans Joseph Smith acknowledges that he was a mess and that he did terrible things, but he didn&#039;t have an instruction manual and apparently he didn&#039;t have the spirit and apparently God gave him a commandment that he couldn&#039;t do the right way. That was too hard for him. Like, it&#039;s ridiculous. So, and it looks, it looks like I did cut out where they talk about that. It was to raise up a right to see. And they say a couple of different times that, like, something like 20% of the population of the church is from these polygamous marriages and they have so greatly blessed the church. So, again, it&#039;s this elitist doctrine because there&#039;s already this bad idea of like I come from pioneer stock. And yeah,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m10s [1:08:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: and the thing is, you know, it is, it bothers me. I mean, there&#039;s so many things that bother me. One of the things when they talk like that and are the people who, you know, would like to cut off our oxygen. Um Is it inherently they&#039;re saying they&#039;re, they&#039;re basically accusing me of not appreciating or honoring my heritage. Um I very much appreciate, I, I thank God all the time that I have ancestors who heard Joseph Smith&#039;s teachings joined this church, came here and raised me. I have because of that. I have a love for the book of Mormon. I have a love for Joseph Smith. I have a love for God. So to say that because I&#039;m trying to now help right? The wrongs that my ancestors suffered is that I don&#039;t honor them to me. Like I love earlier, you said something about that and I just absolutely love that that, that we are trying to honor those voices crying from the dust, trying to give us a warning to complete their repentance and stay as far away from this as we can.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m25s [1:09:25]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Uh, I love it. Yes. Exactly. That&#039;s what I, I agree. So, ok, so, so we have that elitist problem and I&#039;m just gonna go forward to, um, elder cook does sum this up and he makes three points and one of them is, hey, we have all of this population in the church who are polygamous kids and they&#039;re the best of the best. Remember, it was the most faithful. I mean, he&#039;s not saying that I&#039;m adding that in, but let me get this last point. He makes interesting&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m53s [1:09:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: one is that in the councils of the church uh in the senior councils of the church, uh There&#039;s a feeling that Brigay as it was practiced uh served its purpose and we should honor those saints, but that purpose has been accomplished and that, that it isn&#039;t necessary. Now, there are unanswered questions. Uh And we don&#039;t always receive revelation on everything.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m17s [1:10:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow, this is an apostle of the Lord saying we don&#039;t always receive. It&#039;s like you are talking about this core doctrine. That is the biggest issue for so many people in the church and we don&#039;t always receive revelation on everything. Well, you know, I&#039;m getting tons of divine guidance and I know that&#039;s maybe a big, but I am, I&#039;m being led to things I know you are as well. You know other people as well. People have amazing experiences when they open, when they open their hearts to this and open their minds to this. When the confirmation of the spirit that people describe again and again is profound. And so what is, what reminds me um again, my mind is drawing a blade. But if you do not have revelations, if you don&#039;t have signs among you, it is not, it is because you have no faith. Right? Exactly. So, so we should be having revelation. We should be having revelation. And I feel&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m17s [1:11:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: like I feel like he&#039;s talking out of both sides of his mouth because on one hand, we&#039;re told, um the brethren will never lead you astray. And then, and anything that comes out of their mouth is the mind and will of the Lord, which is what revelation is. And then on the other hand, he&#039;s saying, well, we don&#039;t receive revelation on everything and you know, this whole polygamy thing, like it&#039;s, it&#039;s served its purpose, it&#039;s, it&#039;s done. And I think, well, which is it, you know, I don&#039;t understand. I don&#039;t understand why, like you&#039;ve pointed out so many times and I point this out in my book, I don&#039;t understand why they can&#039;t just stand up and admit this is another one of Brigham&#039;s bad ideas. I&#039;m like, let&#039;s just be done with it. Like let&#039;s just, they&#039;ve admitted racism was bad. They, you know, they admitted that blood at Toma was bad. The Adam do the Adam God theory was bad. Like this is just yet again, another bad idea. Let&#039;s just admit it. And then, then we don&#039;t have to have these uncomfortable chats where we, we&#039;re flooded with questions that we don&#039;t want to answer. We can just say, you know what? It was a bad idea. Brighams. There we go. Simple.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m31s [1:12:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Do you know what? I so agree. Yeah. Like the discomfort throughout this whole thing where you and I are like, so comfortable in our skin. Let&#039;s talk about like people are posting memes all the time making fun of like, hey, let&#039;s talk about polygamy. Like I, I just, I just went to the dentist this week. I talked to her for like 15 minutes about polygamy because she was asking like, oh, what do you do? And I was like, well, but like we&#039;re desperate to talk about it all the time because truth is so amazing, right? And one other thing I want to say about what he&#039;s saying here, like, well, I appreciate it because this is something I&#039;ve been able to share with people to say, hey, like you&#039;re saying polygamy is in our future and that I&#039;m wrong. But listen to Eldra Cook, he just said it served its purpose that does lead us all the believable. What was its purpose? And if, if you disagree with everything, Brigham young and worse. And pratt and, um, Hebrew Kimball, you know, all, all of those, if you disagree with everything they taught about polygamy, which you&#039;re doing, then why are you agreeing with polygamy? Right. Right. Like there&#039;s no consistency. But, but what&#039;s bothering me is he again, is doing this sort of gas lighting about this hunting, this eternal question that bothers so many people. Um, I&#039;m, I&#039;m, I just scheduled an interview with a good friend who I just learned had married a young widow. I didn&#039;t know that as a young couple. And so he&#039;s lived with this haunting his whole life because he&#039;s in that situation. You talked about where he&#039;s not sealed to his wife and he&#039;s, ah, and he&#039;s not sealed to his Children, you know. And, um, and this is so gaslighting those people in those situations that deserve answers that make sense and of all of the things to get revelation on, maybe this would be a good one. And God says I give like, all you have to do is ask and you&#039;ll receive, right? Isn&#039;t that what we&#039;ve all done? And it is true.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m28s [1:14:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. Yeah. Absolutely. Amen.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m31s [1:14:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I&#039;ll keep going on this&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m34s [1:14:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: President Ballard and I were laughing about this the other day and saying, uh, when the millennium comes, there&#039;s 1000 years and we&#039;re gonna need 1000 years to, uh, get the answers to all of the issues that surround everything. But&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m49s [1:14:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: again, the acknowledgment of II, I try not to be hard on our leaders and I, but it&#039;s such an acknowledgment of the blind leading the blind, right? Like no, he&#039;s saying we don&#039;t have any answers, we have no answers and, and we can joke about that. We have no answers and it&#039;s really actually heartbreaking. Like I don&#039;t want, you know, I don&#039;t wanna hurt anybody&#039;s faith. I don&#039;t want to be critical. I just, we need to acknowledge the truth of these things and and allow people to follow the Lord instead of following a hierarchy, hierarchical structure of leaders who are acknowledging repeatedly that they can&#039;t give you the answers you seek.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m34s [1:15:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And I would like to just add a little story too because I, I think there&#039;s this idea that especially the brethren, know everything and know everything about church history. And you know, we need to have so much charity and compassion because so we have a good friend, Vernon and I have a good friend who several years ago was struggling with this question about polygamy. And so he had a friend who knew Elder Ballard. And so this friend wanted to help our friend. And so he made an appointment with Elder Ballard and the two went into his office and they started, you know, peppering him with their questions and he put up his hands and he said, stop, stop, stop, stop right there. I am just a used car salesman. I don&#039;t know anything about church history. I can&#039;t help you. On one hand, we could say, well, how dare they. But, you know, these are men who had big careers. A lot of them had very high stress, high, busy, high octane, high work hours a week careers,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m53s [1:16:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: serving at high church callings. Exactly.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m56s [1:16:56]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: That&#039;s what I was going to say, serving in high church callings that, that just doesn&#039;t leave them time. Like we met a sick president a few years ago who has never read the book of Mormon. And he said, when do I have time? I am serving, serving, serving and working, working, working to provide for my family. And so while we would love to think that all of our leaders, you know, have read every single document that they&#039;ve, they know everything about church history. They, they even understand the scriptures backwards and forwards. That&#039;s just not how it is. And we could sit there and be critical of that or we could really have compassion and charity. But part of that is I think the reason people get critical is because then they sit at meetings like this and, and pass off expertise and do the whole, just pat the members on the head and say, you know, doubt your doubts, not your faith. And, and I think if they were, I think if they were more honest and more transparent, but I think they get afraid that if they were to be that way that, then we would, then we would all lose our faith. I mean, everything is so much of it is. And that&#039;s why, you know, our whole presentation tonight is about altering of history to promote faith. Instead of allowing us, allow us to struggle, allow us to have our own wrestle with God. I mean, the whole story of Jacob in the Bible, he wrestles blessings from God to the point. It puts out his hip wrestling with God is how we learn and grow. And so let us have that freedom, let us have the freedom. And sometimes yes, we&#039;re gonna fall on our face. Sometimes we&#039;re going to maybe make mistakes. Maybe our compass is gonna point south and God&#039;s got to reorient us back to the north. But you know, we&#039;re here to exercise our agency. And so I think there&#039;s a real fear. I, I can feel it as a parent, I feel that sometimes this fear of wanting to control a narrative of any kind for my Children to help keep them from the potholes and the bruises and the broken bones of spiritually speaking. But um when I do that, eventually something gets them, something that they have to face on their own. And so I can understand why our leaders want everything in nice little tidy packages and to, to kind of keep us. Um I think it was Elder Ballard that gave the talk, stay on the good ships and, and I think he even like, stay safely in the middle. But um I remember when he gave that talk, I um poured my heart out to the Lord and was like, is that really what we&#039;re supposed to do? Like, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know, I&#039;m like, I, I need to know and I immediately had um the scripture come to mind of Peter and I heard the words Peter got out of the boat, you know, he gets out into a raging storm to walk on water to go to the Lord. So, you know, I mean, it&#039;s scary and I&#039;m gonna tell you, it&#039;s scary and, and I think that, you know, the scriptures tell us, you know, be careful that you&#039;re not deceived, but we could protect ourselves and bubble wrap ourselves so much. Um trying to avoid being deceived and trying to avoid any pain, but that&#039;s not how we grow and it&#039;s not how we do it to the Lord,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m33s [1:20:33]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? OK. I love that. I, for me how I like for me how that interpretation is because that&#039;s like chills, that&#039;s a profound answer. And for me, it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not necessarily about staying in the church or out of the church. It&#039;s where you&#039;re called, it&#039;s about comfort, it&#039;s about staying because I, because what I like what you&#039;re saying about sort of the devouring mother, right? That like won&#039;t allow her Children to grow and what the church should. I hate to say should. But what I wish we were doing is strengthening people so that they are empowered to go out and fight the spiritual battles, right? And to grapple with those questions, to spiritually prepare them rather than keeping them kind of sheltered and bubble wrapped and so weak. And then we&#039;re doing that through lies. So if we were to tell the truth, like we&#039;re doing here like, hey, this is the truth. This is what this person said. This is what the scriptures say. This is what Joseph said. This is what Brigham said. Go look at it, right? Those might be somewhat hard for people to deal with but how but but people get strengthened through that process, right? And we&#039;re giving them truth rather than, oh, don&#039;t look at anything. I will just tell you a little story. Oh But you&#039;re going to find out that Joseph was like, like sexually manipulating 14 year olds and then go grapple with that and you have no muscle to do it. You know, you have no preparation and the very worst version, right? Why do people&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m04s [1:22:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: read a gospel topics, essay and lose all one essay they&#039;re done. Why is a ce S letter so powerful because we&#039;re not inoculating anyone by creating this beautiful um sugar coated history, right? And so I could see where some people would say, well, that&#039;s what I&#039;m doing, right by saying Joseph&#039;s not a polygamist. I&#039;m sugarcoating it, but&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m34s [1:22:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I am looking at,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m36s [1:22:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: yeah, I think that when you start, you know, exposing the warts, you have to, then grapple because I know that there&#039;s people who, um, accuse you and I in particular about, well, if Joseph didn&#039;t do it, then that means, and Brigham did, then what does that mean for him? And then what does that mean about this leader? And then what does it mean about this leader? And I&#039;m like, well, well, why is it OK? That we have to grapple with Joseph Smith, but we don&#039;t have to grapple with the others. Like why is it? OK? That Joseph Smith is the bad guy. But then we sugar coat that by saying and apologetically saying, well, he was lying for the Lord. Well, then what does that mean about the Lord? We have all these things. We&#039;re still grappling with that, that clip you&#039;re showing they pan the audience. It&#039;s a huge group of people and their number one question they&#039;re all coming with is polygamy. So like there are great answers to it if we actually just speak the truth about it,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m39s [1:23:39]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And I think I, I have a lot of people ask me about how, why would God let this happen? How, what does that mean for? You know, and I wanted to do a full episode on it. It&#039;s just that my doc gets so full. But let&#039;s talk about that right here for a minute. Like if, if that&#039;s OK with you. Because for me, you know, my husband and I have talked about this as I pondered it like you could say that about anything. How could God let this happen? Right? How could God let tragedy happen? The fact is God&#039;s plan, God&#039;s ways are not our ways, but which people say that about polygamy. What a stupid use of that. What it means is like we&#039;re down here on a little checkers board and God is playing 3d chess, right? I think maybe I&#039;ve said some of these things before, but I do think that the people who chose to follow Brigham gave Brigham common consent, which is how our scriptures say that the church is supposed to work, right? So he did have the like, like you could say the exact same thing about how could God that happened among the Jews, how could he let them so misunderstand and get so muddled, muddied into the the legalistic version of the gospel and then, and then crucify Jesus Christ. How could Caiaphas be the leader of the chosen people who had the temples and had the covenants and have the scriptures and had the bloodlines if we want to go there. But they had every claim to being the true Children of God even more than we do because we have to be adopted in, right? Like they were God and God did allowed all of that to happen. God allowed terrible things to happen and still, that&#039;s the line that Jesus came through, right? That Jesus came to those people. And so I don&#039;t think, I think it&#039;s kind of um, like, I think these are ok things to grapple with that help that help us mature in our faith, to be able to, to go, you know what God&#039;s got this, this is all in God&#039;s hands. And yes, God allowed Brigham to do this. I don&#039;t think God inspired, you know, but God allowed and the people that followed him followed him and that was in God&#039;s hand. But look what God is inspiring. Now. He&#039;s inspiring us and others to the uh we&#039;re past the 3rd and 4th generation and we are being inspired to do this and all of the pieces of the restoration, I see us coming back together and finding more and more truth. And, you know, so I, I think it&#039;s um I think it&#039;s OK to grapple with these real questions. And I think that the church, you cannot preserve faith through lies because people, the one of the reasons like when people say the church lied to me, they&#039;re right. Like this fireside is showing they&#039;re right. The church did lie to you. I don&#039;t think that these leaders and historians are necessarily doing it on purpose. Hopefully, they&#039;re like, you know, you only see what you&#039;re looking for and they&#039;re trying to come up with these faith promoting narratives. And I think I don&#039;t want to like, disparage anybody because I think we&#039;re all trying even if I disagree with some of what they&#039;re doing, you know, but I think it is a massive disservice to all of the youth that are hearing this and all of the people hearing it because like, how is this uncomfortable? Let&#039;s just like this unsatisfying uncomfortable answer. Who is this helping? How is that going to keep people in the church? Whereas if we can go, hey, you guys, look, the roots were awesome. The branches got a little wonky. Oh But you know what it talks about that right here in the book of Mormon. Like, look, look, this is it. We&#039;re, we&#039;re right on schedule, right? It&#039;s exactly what&#039;s supposed to be happening. I think that is so much more faith promoting and guess what God is always there to accept any degree of repentance and step we take toward God. God&#039;s there. We&#039;re not done. We&#039;re not, it&#039;s not an all or you know, like we can repent as individuals and the church. And so I think that saying, how could God allow it to go off? Course? Well, because we&#039;re on a fallen world. The awesome thing is God allows it to come back on course too. That&#039;s what we are. That, that&#039;s beautiful. Anyway, I don&#039;t know if you have anything to add to that. I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m53s [1:27:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: mean, exactly what you&#039;re saying. Um It brings to mind when people I&#039;ve had people say to me. Well, what about Abraham? You know, and what about Jacob in the Bible? Um, I think it&#039;s exactly what you&#039;re saying. I think that faith, God recognizes faith anywhere and he honors repentance. And those men, I believe those, those stories are in our Bible to, to inspire us, to know that he worked with men who, because of their culture and the circumstances they were placed in. You know, Sarah couldn&#039;t have a baby. Hagar was technically a surrogate mother that was allowed in their culture. Then you get Jacob who is tricked into polygamy by a dishonest father-in-law. And he says, if he were to have divorced Leia, that she would have been um basically a scarlet letter on her for the rest of her life in their community, their culture. So these are cultural things that these families, I mean that all of the stories and the scriptures are about families, right? Like if we just boil it down to, it&#039;s a family. These are families trying to get along with each other, trying to get along in society and trying to follow God. And so those stories to me are so inspiring because it, it tells me that God never leaves anyone behind. He works with all of us where we are and he accepts our repentance and he works with that repentance to bring us to become better people. And so it it&#039;s, it&#039;s upsetting to me when people think that we&#039;re saying you know anything disparaging about anyone because I&#039;m trying to promote charity for all of us. Like all of us have made mistakes. All of us have thought one way only to find out and to believe a different way. All of us are in constant need of repentance. And so if anything like celebrate with us that we&#039;re, we&#039;re trying to, um, repent over, you know what we used to believe about Joseph Smith and that we&#039;re trying to repent over how we used to. I mean, I just like you, I used to give the, um, the pat little answer that, oh, we&#039;ll understand. Plym me when we die in heaven, right? I mean, all of us are trying to repent and,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m27s [1:30:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right. Well, what not just what we thought about Joseph Smith, but what we thought about God because like you said, the book stops with God. Yeah, like that was my big repentance was that I believed that God was capable of this and at some point it would make sense.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m42s [1:30:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. And that, that&#039;s what he thought of his daughters, right? That we could be one of and not the one. But, yeah. So I guess for me, I get, I guess I get a little frustrated, um, when people try to, to silence us by a lot of claims that it just, just, just aren&#039;t true and they don&#039;t serve anyone. Um, yes, you have to grapple with. What does this mean about Brigham Young I had to grapple with that. Yes, you have to grapple with what does that mean then about the succession? But just like you said, the people that followed Brigham to Utah gave him by common consent, the right to be their leader. God works with God works with faith wherever it is found. And so it is our faith that matters. You go read the lectures on faith and it says right there, the worlds were created by faith. The foundation of the worlds were laid by faith. It is our faith and our repentance individual. Then as a couple, then as a family than as a society that matters to God.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m52s [1:31:52]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ah And what are the first two principles of the gospel? Like, like we can just go faith have faith that it&#039;s gonna be ok and repentance&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m01s [1:32:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: like and so why does, why does God let it happen? Why does God let any of us make choices that this entire world is based on agency? Because we all learn by experience as um Leigh says to his son. He says it&#039;s by our experience or maybe it&#039;s alma. Maybe both of them might sometimes get confused. I I can remember concepts of the scriptures, but I can&#039;t always remember where it&#039;s at. But they say um it is by, I think it is Le Ha because he said without the bitter, we would never know the sweet. So how could we ever know truth if we don&#039;t have to sift through the lies and deception,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m47s [1:32:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the opposition in all things,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m49s [1:32:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: opposition in all things. Yeah, we&#039;re in this grand experiment. Sometimes I tell Vern, I feel like I&#039;m like, we&#039;re all rats in a cage and God&#039;s up there going, oh, let&#039;s put a piece of cheese over here and see what they do, you know, like, sometimes I feel like, but for me, that kind of helps me go. OK. Well, what did I learn by experience? Right? Am I learning to hear truth to understand it, to resonate when I hear it? Am I learning how to discern between truth and error?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m19s [1:33:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That? Ok, that&#039;s what it comes down to because I wanted to just add like this is an individual experience. We&#039;re in fact, the purpose of earth is for us to grow, right? And if like, like what would the alternative be God reestablished? The gospel? And all of a sudden struggle ceases and all we do is just sit comfortably in Zion and never have to row, never have to write, never have to like, just like you said, we&#039;re trying to learn discernment. If there&#039;s no question about truth or error, how do we learn discernment? Right? So if we look at this instead of like, oh, this is about an organization and an institution. No, it&#039;s about an individual, it&#039;s about me, it&#039;s about you. It is about our walk with God. Are we learning to be humble to have faith to repent, to have discernment to, right? Are we learning those things? That&#039;s the question. So it&#039;s not about the, the like the question of how could God let this happen? It&#039;s so that you could grow. And that&#039;s the answer to every single question, every single thing in life. The the question is because we came to this corrupted world, this fallen world where there is where unfair things happen, there is sickness, there is disease, there is, there are accidents, there are, you know, natural disasters, like how you could ask that about anything. And I really think in part, that question of how could God let this happen is kind of still born out of a paradigm that we need to break through of that. It&#039;s all perfect, right? It&#039;s this perfect paradigm and, and so like, like it&#039;s like, well, how could God not let my paradigm be perfect? So do do you know they&#039;re still thinking it has to be this perfect picture and it&#039;s like no welcome to the struggle. Now you get to start really growing and that&#039;s, there&#039;s nothing better, there&#039;s nothing better. It&#039;s terrifying for a minute. But then man, the rewards. So, ok, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know if there&#039;s anything left in this clip, but just in case there was,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m27s [1:35:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: we have a loving heavenly father who has a perfect plan that his plan is one of happiness that we have a savior who did everything for us. We can trust in them.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m40s [1:35:40]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Hm. Ok. So I guess that&#039;s&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m42s [1:35:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: actually a beautiful ending. I agree. You know, put our trust in the Lord.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m48s [1:35:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It is. If we were talking about anything else, I&#039;m gonna be rude again. But it&#039;s a plan of happiness.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m56s [1:35:56]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, and actually does it say that anywhere? Because I know it says man is that he might have joy and joy is actually different than happiness.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m06s [1:36:06]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: But, but joy or happiness don&#039;t live in the same house as polygamy. No, I mean, and so that&#039;s what I&#039;m trying to say if we&#039;re going to call it the plan of happiness and it&#039;s all about families and this is how we&#039;ve shaped it. Now we have to deal more honestly with, with this haunting, right? So, so that&#039;s why it&#039;s interesting&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m30s [1:36:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: because again, you could say here there, here he, you know, his ending comments begin with the whole, we talked about it in the councils. It&#039;s not necessary anymore. So it&#039;s not a thing but then he ends with, but now we&#039;ve been talking about polygamy and the plan of happiness. And so you could, I could see people saying well, which is it, you know, do because Brigham taught you had to be exalted, which is the plan of salvation or plan of happiness. So yeah, again, I could see where people I could see that maybe there were a lot of very confused young adults out there thinking, well, what is the plan of happiness. And what does that mean? And especially where like you brought up, they still do steal polygamous marriages in the temple. I mean, they have to have a spouse that&#039;s dead. And then, and then, oh, and then only if you&#039;re a man whose wife is&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m32s [1:37:32]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: dead, the women can, now, now&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m35s [1:37:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that, that&#039;s a recent change, right? And so then I&#039;m like, so, so then can women&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m41s [1:37:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: more than one? How does that work? What does that mean?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m44s [1:37:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: There is a lot of confusion and I just, I don&#039;t think God is a God of confusion. I loved how you brought up that scripture that his house is a house of order, which means organization and patterns, right? And so&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m57s [1:37:57]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: one of those true verses from 132 that I think is valid, right? But I think that um anyway, I guess my question is, were those people satisfied? Did they go away going? Oh, now polygamy, I can, I can take that off of my shelf. That&#039;s sophomore. I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m15s [1:38:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: wouldn&#039;t have a 1617, 18 year old if I&#039;d been in that audience. No, it would have still been firmly on my shelf.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m24s [1:38:24]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So I, I completely agree and it might have been worse. And I just was sitting there like wanting to cry looking at all of those that beautiful youth that maybe most of them will end up leaving the church and maybe most of those who leave will end up leaving God and that, and I think this, it breaks my heart and I think this is a big part of the reason why. And, um, and so I&#039;m hoping that like, we can get to them first. You know,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m54s [1:38:54]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: like I, I want to go back to you brought it up when elder cook said, well, hey, elder balder and I, you know, we were joking about how the millennium we&#039;re going to need that 1000 years to answer all these questions. And I think, well, it didn&#039;t take me 1000 years,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m09s [1:39:09]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m10s [1:39:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Like I would say, it took me a solid 30 or 40 to really think through a bit to when I really got in and started really researching. That was a few years. Um So, yeah, there&#039;s, there are answers out there if they would be brave enough to and, and I think I can see, ok, I can see where it&#039;s a muddy mess, right? Because I can see where, like it, like the new Mormon historian is, everybody, everybody should be believed.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m40s [1:39:40]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We&#039;re gonna get into this in the slide show. Yeah. So you keep going. You&#039;ve&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m44s [1:39:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: got Joseph&#039;s constant consistent, emphatic public denials. Then we&#039;ve got all these other, you know, 1315 100 pieces of documents, right? Of people saying he did it and if they didn&#039;t know he did it, then they heard it from somebody else who said he did it. Um Well, at least, at least I don&#039;t give the narrative to us at least give us the documents and be an impartial historian who says, here&#039;s all the evidence. Here you go. You God gave you a mind capable of understanding as Joseph taught and, and I agree and you go read it and then you just, you choose for yourself, like let us choose, like present us on, don&#039;t, don&#039;t present the evidence. And we have this in the slide show like where like, because that&#039;s one of the things you and I talked about this whole discussion between Michelle and I started months ago when I had come on her podcast and talked about my new book, Hiram Smith and Hire Smith&#039;s um sermon. The damn foolish doctrine of polygamy recalls polygamy a damn foolish doctrine. And it&#039;s just a few like a couple of months before he dies and it disappears off of the Joseph Smith papers.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m03s [1:41:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We&#039;re gonna get to this. So don&#039;t go too much. Yeah.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m07s [1:41:07]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So that started us on this whole um long conversation for months now. Just her and I would be like, whoa, did you see this document? And did you see how the historians spun this? And so I have in my eyes showing her that in my Joseph Smith papers book where the historians are making commentary and I&#039;ve like written next to it lies, lies, lies. So like if you&#039;re gonna be transparent and honest, present the information like you and I don&#039;t tell people, you need to believe this way. We tell people, hey, we read this stuff. We&#039;ve made this choice. You go read it and you make a choice.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m44s [1:41:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Or? Yeah. And I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t even like to make a choice language. I like that. What do you think is the most, I guess? I mean, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s not like we&#039;re just choosing, it&#039;s like this is what it said.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m56s [1:41:56]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: We have used reason. And, um, I&#039;m like, we&#039;re&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m01s [1:42:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: looking at the actual sources.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m03s [1:42:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah, exactly. And we aren&#039;t just, it isn&#039;t as simple as I love how they just always passed me off as, oh, and she just chose to believe Joseph. Right. Well, yeah, after, but there&#039;s no,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m16s [1:42:16]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you finally, you finally were like, nothing makes sense. Nothing makes sense. I wonder if that might make sense and then you try that. What is it like, plant the seed, test it, test it and all of a sudden that grew, that was the first thing that made sense. And that&#039;s what I think. Well, that I was going to say it didn&#039;t take either of us 1000 years, but I think a huge, like, I&#039;m so thankful that God told me to do that sounds, but, you know, I&#039;m so thankful that I, that this is my calling because I feel like you and I didn&#039;t have your book and didn&#039;t have my podcast. I did, right? Like we&#039;re trying to make this even more, um, available to&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m00s [1:43:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: people. Yeah. Exactly. Exactly. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m05s [1:43:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And so people can, can get this information the same way that we are. And, yeah, anyway, I think it&#039;s, I think it&#039;s great fun. So, can I go back and add the slide show and? Sure. Yeah.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m15s [1:43:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Where do we want to go? We kind of covered some of it. So we don&#039;t necessarily need to do all of it. But&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m20s [1:43:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah, so everyone will just skip around with us. Let me get back where I can um direct it. But so this is what we&#039;re talking about is like a faith promoting story. And I just have to again, make the point. It does not promote faith. It&#039;s a story that doesn&#039;t promote faith. So, OK, so here we go. This. Do you want to tell him about this?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m39s [1:43:39]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yes. So I received a desert book invitation and I think it was just, you know, mass mailing, right? A mass email. I&#039;m on their email list. And so this was, I think back in June and it was the final um they were celebrating the, the publication of the final book in the Joseph Smith papers project that, you know, they&#039;ve been working on for years and years and years. So I thought, well, I wouldn&#039;t mind going because they were gonna have a panel of the historians. And I thought, you know, maybe I&#039;ll ask some questions, they were gonna have a question and answer with the audience So I show up and that is the banner, I mean, it looks small in this, but it was 30 40 50 ft long, you know, 1520 ft tall over. And that all the historians, the whole panel, which was like seven or eight of them sitting underneath the banner and the banner says that the Joseph Smith papers are the authoritative source for the writings, teachings and records of Joseph Smith. So at first I saw that and I&#039;m like, oh, you&#039;re the authoritative voice, are you? I would think Joseph would be the authoritative voice on his own work. But here we are. So I&#039;m sitting there in the audience and somebody asked a question and I don&#039;t even remember what the question was, but the historian answered, he said, hey, look, historians are all speculating, all historians speculate. But we urge you to speculate responsibly. And I thought, well, that&#039;s probably the most honest thing they&#039;ve said. But then they went on to somebody asked a question about um Joseph Smith and Emma and polygamy. And again, there was one female historian and all the rest are males and all the males turned to her and said, would you like to handle this question about Emma and polygamy? And she went on to state facts that I&#039;m like, no, that&#039;s speculation about how Emma felt about polygamy. But, you know, stated as a fact. And so I, I just found it so ironic and so beautiful because I&#039;m like, yes, if they&#039;re all speculating, then it be more responsible with it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m12s [1:46:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s so great. I, sorry, go ahead. What? It was&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m17s [1:46:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: just an interesting evening. I actually ended up not asking any questions because um I just was at a loss for words because so many things that they stated as fact that there&#039;s zero proof of. So it was a little bit frustrating and I was ready to leave before&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m37s [1:46:37]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it was, I love that. I love that speculate response, possibly, quote. I think it&#039;s brilliant. And what I find fra frustrating is that in those private sessions, they&#039;ll acknowledge that they speculate. But then for us, we do see this consistent pattern and i it&#039;s not just the historians, it&#039;s also like, you know, those who are saying these books are authoritative and like Brian Hill is telling me, I&#039;m not allowed to disagree publicly with these historians. So there are these consistent patterns of hiding documents. We&#039;re going to talk about some of these things to our presentation, altering documents, pushing tra traditional narratives and squelching que questions. I think that&#039;s very true. So this was funny, we talked about this a little bit. But at what point do you have to agree with the church? At what point in our history? Just, well, we should have that. He didn&#039;t do it because that was Joseph originally, right? He didn&#039;t do it, then he did it, then he didn&#039;t do it. Then he did it. I wanted to include some pictures, I would say, like during Joseph&#039;s life, the narrative was, he didn&#039;t do it right. And starting 1852 he did it and boy, did he ever do it? Right. And then getting into the two thousands, no, he didn&#039;t do it. And we get starting getting those statues of Joseph and Emma and they&#039;re this happy couple that we had, you know, but when, before she was poisoning him and threatening to divorce him, right? And now we&#039;re back and he did it again. So.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m11s [1:48:11]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I think, you know, when you say that, that um I have a lot of people who will say, well, why would Brigham need to pin it on Joseph? Um You know, Brigham was his own man and why, why did you need to pin it on Joseph? And in a nutshell, really, this all boils down to in Navoo they wanted to get away with their business. And so, you know, they would tell people, hey, Joseph&#039;s letting us, you know Joseph&#039;s on board. But, um, really, it didn&#039;t really start being pinned on Joseph till 1852. And when they publicly announced polygamy in Utah, it was all a political move because Brigham had been advised by a US congressman that if they wanted to be allowed to because the law in the land was monogamy and you could be prosecuted for Bigamy polygamy and they considered it adultery. Um legally. And so he was advised that if he could prove that it was a um foundational tenet of Joseph Smith, then they could use the um declaration, right that says, you know that we&#039;re allowed men, man should be allowed to um the freedom of religion. So it was the whole freedom of religion ploy. So that&#039;s when all the stuff started getting said, oh, it was Joseph, it was Joseph. Joseph started it because it was all political. It was all a political move. So that&#039;s the easiest way to explain it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m44s [1:49:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s fascinating. And it makes it make more sense. The senator that Brigham was talking about in that August 1852 special conference when Andy talks about the senator that he talked to has said this is the best system. There is the rest of the US is going to rot away if they don&#039;t have your wonderful system. OK. That&#039;s fascinating that it reminds me of actually the truth of the proclamation on the family that was also written to be able to do an amicus am amicus brief, amicus brief. Oh, I&#039;m not pronouncing it, right? But to the case in Hawaii, and they needed to prove that they had a reason to be involved in the case of, of gay marriage in Hawaii. It was a similar thing. That&#039;s interesting.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m22s [1:50:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So what&#039;s interesting is after 1904 in the manifesto, the church went through a long period where Joseph didn&#039;t do it. That&#039;s where they get that. And then Joseph statue that&#039;s in um Temple Square. You know, they really went through it. Ok. Yeah, it was all a ploy for the government. Now, we&#039;re a state, 1896. We&#039;re a state. Now, now we&#039;ve got this Manifesto. Second manifesto. We don&#039;t do it anymore. Ok. Now, we can be honest, Joseph didn&#039;t do it. And then it was in the, well fawn brodie writes her book in 1945 but everyone at the time knew she was just mad at her family and was&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m58s [1:50:58]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: wanting to write just&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m00s [1:51:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: an anti Mormon book, right? So then probably 19 sixties, 19 seventies, we start getting the new Mormon historian where anti Mormons were getting a hold of more and more documents that Brigham had had created and Joseph F Smith had had created for the government purpose of fooling the government that Joseph, you know, is a foundational tenant of the church. Um They start getting hold of those and, and the new Mormon historians, I kind of say that they wanted to play nice in the sandbox and then also maybe be a little edgy like, hey, you can take me serious as a real historian because I&#039;m bringing forth um this dirty, nasty part of our past. And I&#039;m not a, I&#039;m not shying away from Joseph having done political to me. And so really, then we now shifted really in the 19 seventies, 19 eighties, 19 nineties two back to Joseph did it. So and here we are trying to write the shiver yet again, back to Joseph didn&#039;t do it. And let&#039;s be honest about our history. Enough documents have now come forward where we can easily explain why there&#039;s so many documents saying he did it and we can easily show that Joseph spent his, his lifetime saying he wasn&#039;t involved and didn&#039;t do it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m21s [1:52:21]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Awesome. OK. So here is now, speaking of the authoritative sources, this is what we were told to go to, right. So we&#039;ll dig in a little bit to the gospel topics and you had pulled out some of the things from the introduction to them. So I have, I think two slides about this. Do you want to talk about?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m43s [1:52:43]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, so, first of all, for those who might be watching us and aren&#039;t familiar with the gospel topics, essays, um they are not written by the brethren. They are written by, you know, people that they pulled in and asked who are quote unquote experts. Um And as we had mentioned earlier in this podcast, there&#039;s a lot of people whose testimonies have been completely damaged by these essays. Um And I think one of the reasons being that in a lot of the essays, they will make statements like, well, that&#039;s how it was done in the past, but it&#039;s not done that way today. And so we&#039;re just supposed to take it off our shelf and be done with it. And so they really, to me, um, bring in a lot of questions, a add questions that don&#039;t need to be there because it&#039;s, they&#039;re not using good history and not using good sourcing. Um, and then, but so it&#039;s, it&#039;s, to me ironic that they say that it requires us to distinguish between reliable sources and unreliable sources. And I think that, um, a lot of people know just kind of inherently, but I think it&#039;s these, these kind of subtle messaging that gets put into our brains that the L ds.org and the L DS historians are the reliable and anything that&#039;s not on L ds.org and doesn&#039;t have a church historians name behind, it is unreliable. And so it just does a lot of disservice to, um, us finding truth because it really kind of puts us in a, a fearful position that, oh, you better not trust an unreliable source.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m28s [1:54:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And it&#039;s kind of, especially concerning it. Like there seem to have been, it&#039;s my perception is there have been quite a few talks by, um, church leaders and even like, even, especially by Sister Nelson Wendy Nelson about, like, don&#039;t listen to any voices other than my husband only, he&#039;s the prophet of God, only listen to him. And that&#039;s a concerning stance to hear. I don&#039;t like that. And especially when they, it&#039;s just so, uh, uh, like, it, it just feels totalitarian, like there are good sources and bad sources. We&#039;re the good sources and I don&#039;t like censorship in that way at all and saying at once wasn&#039;t enough. So they go on and repeat it with, you know, the, the, the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. What, what is it? Recognizing that today? So much information about the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints can be obtained from questionable and often inaccurate sources that they started to put the trap, the these gospel topics, essays together. And it&#039;s just, it&#039;s difficult. I do agree. There are lots of questionable and inaccurate sources. The problem is they believe a lot of them and incorporate a lot of them into their narratives. So you can go on and look at questionable and inaccurate sources.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m50s [1:55:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So as, um I think it was Matthew Grove, the historian in that clip we played and he said, you know, he told the, the people, hey, if you have questions, go read the gospel topics, essays and saints. Well, you know, um Saints was first, um the first volume was published in 2018. And um it&#039;s supposed to be eventually a four volume set. They&#039;re on volume three right now. Um The preface of it states this true stories well told, can inspire, caution, entertain and instruct Brigham Young understood the power of a good story that&#039;s just&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m34s [1:56:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: priceless. You know,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m37s [1:56:37]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it&#039;s so great. It&#039;s so great. Yeah.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m43s [1:56:43]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And then it also, well, you have the other quote as well.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m46s [1:56:46]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah, you can go ahead, you can read that and&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m48s [1:56:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that it&#039;s a narrative history, a narrative history designed to give readers a foundational understanding of church history. It sounds like it&#039;s similar to what were those books that were all the rage? The work and the glory.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m02s [1:57:02]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Exactly. That&#039;s exactly what I compare this to it reads.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m08s [1:57:08]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So it&#039;s like it don&#039;t think of this as church history, think of this as historical fiction, just like the work in the glory. But it&#039;s in some ways more problematic because it&#039;s inaccurate historical fiction. So, ok. Should I go ahead? Yeah. So, oh, I don&#039;t know if I&#039;m on the same page as you with what you want to talk about. But, yeah, yeah, you&#039;re good. But we do have a record of what happened during Joseph&#039;s life, right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m33s [1:57:33]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So a lot of times they&#039;ll bring up the word contemporary or contemporaneous and that means it happened during the person&#039;s lifetime. And so I know that, um, somebody, once, I don&#039;t know, a few weeks ago, made the statement that this isn&#039;t, this isn&#039;t tried in a Court of law and it shouldn&#039;t be. And I&#039;m like, well, why not? I mean, a court of law should be our highest, um, way to tell. Like, if we, if we, if something can&#039;t pass a test in a court of law, right? Then, like, we didn&#039;t, then it shouldn&#039;t be reliable.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m10s [1:58:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s our highest means our most um authoritative means of finding truth that we have found. It&#039;s not perfect, but it&#039;s the best we have found of how to sort out complicated truth when there are people with different motives and different narratives. A court of law is the best way we found to sort through that the best way possible.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m30s [1:58:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Perfect. So in a court of law, contemporary evidence would be given the most um valid weight, right? It would be considered the most valid anything that was produced after the person died. So we first of all, you wouldn&#039;t try something in a court of law who&#039;s died. I mean, they, they have a right to defend themselves. But if you were to bring this case to a court of law, any evidence uh created or obtained or um yeah, created is the best way of saying it after Joseph died would be, would not, would be given lesser weight to no weight at all because it wasn&#039;t created while he was alive. So um the Saints relies on people who were considered traitors to Joseph during his lifetime. They rely on them because that is the only contemporaneous source. So here&#039;s so right. So while Joseph was alive,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m35s [1:59:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he go through the contemporaneous. OK. OK. So they inherently&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m40s [1:59:40]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: denied any teaching of involvement in plural marriage. All of Joseph&#039;s scriptures and revelations support monogamy and decry polygamy. And as a church body, they had, they canonized the law of the church on marriage or is also called a Statement on Marriage, which is about monogamy. Published in 1835 is Section 101 republished again in the 1844 Doctrine and covenants of Section 109. And there was also published numerous times in the Times and Seasons newspaper to remind the saints and the world. This church, the law of God to this church on marriage is one man, one wife, no concubines, period. Could it be any more simple or&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m32s [2:00:32]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: plain? Right? And for the people, uh the people so committed to this that they&#039;re like, well, well, um Oliver Cow who did they say wrote that? Oliver Cowdry. Oliver Cowdry wrote that. It&#039;s so silly. Joseph Smith was the head of the committee to prepare the 1835 doctor and co Joseph Smith didn&#039;t let things happen that he didn&#039;t like in general. He had, he was pretty like, like think of, I just talked about the windows and the um William weeks didn&#039;t want to do full circle with those. And Joseph said I will have windows the way I saw them in my vision, you know, like he was pretty sure to do what he thought God wanted him to do. He didn&#039;t muddle around that. He didn&#039;t mince words. And he was the one in charge of both of those printings 1835 and 1844. And he included it and published it several times in newspapers to make sure the Saints. Got it. Ok. Go ahead.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m26s [2:01:26]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, just really quick guess where we get the story from that. It was Oliver CRE who wrote it who Brigham Young? Brigham Young is the one who says, well, that was written by Oliver Cowdrey. So, you know, we can just,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m41s [2:01:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I knew that. Why am I not surprised? Ok. So next time someone tells me that. Yeah. Ok. Well, Joseph Smith didn&#039;t apparently know that. So it&#039;s Brigham Young. That&#039;s great. Ok, so yeah, this is what you&#039;re talking about. Like these are the ways that evidence should, is weighed in the court of law and absolutely should be weighed by historians. And the like if you have a later account that is heavily motivated, it is not a good source. And then we go to the additional problem of authentic or forged and documents can be forged by the people who actually wrote them. William Clayton could have forged his own journal, right? I maybe forgery isn&#039;t the right word, but he could have created a fraudulent history in his own journal. So they could have, you know, like, like I would say he did do that in that in that. That&#039;s a&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m36s [2:02:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: perfect way of saying it. Yeah, people did. I mean, I found the History of Hebrew C. Kimball that was written by William Clayton, but he wrote it as if Heber C Kimball had written it. And so we have, we have all kinds of um documents that were later reminiscences or later um creations trying to, you know, prove that something happened.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m06s [2:03:06]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. And I&#039;m we, that&#039;s the exact same with Joseph Smith&#039;s History. Willard Richards wrote a lot of it in first person and some of the things I I&#039;ve found that I&#039;m gonna present as soon as I can are just going to blow people away because it is, it is a made up story that all of a sudden, um later, later made up story that all of a sudden becomes firsthand Joseph saying it in his own words at the time it happened and that&#039;s how it&#039;s presented. So we have the original forgeries, I guess I can call them that like forgeries by the person who actually wrote it, but it&#039;s fraudulent. But then we also have the huge problem of like Mark Hoffman that is not being adequately addressed and I&#039;m going to bring for forward more of those sources as well by both of these things I&#039;m talking about are in my upcoming um endowments episode as soon as I can possibly get that ready. So these things have to be taken seriously. They are in the court of law. But for some reason, historians don&#039;t take them seriously enough in my opinion, just like you said, all are given equal weight, every source is given equal&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m04s [2:04:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: weight. Well, you know, where you and I are often accused of being biased, you know, I&#039;m often accused of being biased. Like, oh, she made up her mind, she&#039;s going to believe Joseph. So, now she&#039;s just things from that narrative. Well, personally I would like to meet anyone who isn&#039;t biased in this world. But, you know, one of the things I&#039;ve noticed with the, um, academics and the historians is they very much have a bias of supporting other academics. You know, and other historians, like, they will take their work, they&#039;ll take the work of somebody with a phd over someone like me. Right. You know, so that&#039;s, that&#039;s not a bias. There&#039;s also the bias of church historians who want to continue to perpetuate the narrative that, you know, the, the um succession and that the church is true and, and I, I haven&#039;t quite grasped why they think that if they were honest about Joseph and honest about him not being a polygamist, I don&#039;t quite understand why they think that would affect them today. But for whatever reason, they feel like they&#039;ve got to keep, um, they, they can&#039;t let Brigham be tainted at all, like it&#039;s all going to be on Joseph and then everyone else was just being faithful to him. And so that&#039;s a bias. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m25s [2:05:25]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely. In fact, I want to play this, well, maybe I&#039;ll play this clip later, but I have a clip that the dress is right, right there because I think it&#039;s really funny, but we&#039;ll go on with this slide show and then we&#039;ll get there in a minute. But, um, I think it is important to, like, they try so hard to, especially you to like, demean you by just saying you have a bias, which I find to be truly ridiculous. In fact, in the like, like, and then if you listen, they&#039;ll go on and admit their bias, right? They have so much bias and we, I think that there, it&#039;s not like you have to have changed your position to have credibility. It&#039;s the sources that give you credibility. But the fact that we have changed our positions based on sources should kind of reveal that we&#039;re not going on bias, we&#039;re going on sources, right? Because if we were biased, we would just, it&#039;s like the people that are just arguing in favor of polygamy always just telling me that I don&#039;t have that I&#039;m not righteous enough and I don&#039;t have enough faith. You know, if I have enough faith, then nothing has to make sense, I guess. Right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m29s [2:06:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Ok. I&#039;m blind following the blind. And I think that scripture ends with saying and they all fall in it, right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m39s [2:06:39]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So this is a good time as I go to this next slide to read, um Doctrine and Covenants 122 verse three, which is thy people shall never be turned against thee by the testimony of traitors, right? And I actually love four as well. And although their influence shall cast thee into trouble and into bars and walls and thou shalt he had, thou shalt be had in honor. And, but for a small moment, and thy voice shall be more terrible in the midst of thine enemies than the fierce lion because of thy righteousness and thy God shall stand by thee forever and ever. And I think that&#039;s worth recognizing because of people who mock you because you say, hey, let&#039;s listen to what Joseph Smith said. And so when L DS people ignore this, ignore what Joseph Smith said. And instead listen to people like John Bennett, I have to wonder if they&#039;ve read that scripture. So and so&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m35s [2:07:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that&#039;s where I go back to again saying that I feel like the Mormon historians of the last, you know, two or three decades have decided they&#039;ve adopted the idea that every single person was telling the truth. And so they then say, well, you know, John C Bennett must have been telling the truth. Well, John C Bennett rolls into navoo. Um he had left a wife and Children, didn&#039;t tell anyone. Rosen and au pretending like he&#039;s single. He um was pretty charismatic and pretty good at selling himself. And so he becomes um elected as mayor, he becomes an assistant into the first presidency. Meanwhile, he is going around Nabu seducing women using Joseph&#039;s name. You know, when women would say, hey, you know, we&#039;re not married, he&#039;d say, oh, it&#039;s OK. Joseph said it&#039;s ok as long as we keep it between ourselves. You know, we&#039;re adults. Um When he was confronted with, first of all, confronted with um his first time he was confronted, it was that, hey, we found out you have a wife and Children and you&#039;re passing yourself off as a single man and courting the women here in navoo, he promises to reform. Um then he becomes even more debauches and more um more of a yes. There you go. More brazen in his behavior. He is then again confronted with it and he actually swears out an affidavit that Joseph never taught anything to him. That was immoral or improper in any way. And then he ends up being excommunicated um removed from,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m22s [2:09:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he was only just fellowship, but he was, he was punished in any case. He left n in shape. And yes.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m28s [2:09:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So he leaves Navoo in disgrace and did not go away. Quietly starts publishing um anti Mormon pamphlets and smear campaign against Joseph. He&#039;s, you know, pretty um pretty upset that he really lashes out at them, right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m51s [2:09:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So he, yeah, he writes six letters, I think that are published in the Sangamo Journal and other newspapers. He&#039;s the first sort of authoritative voice accusing Joseph Smith of spiritual wifey, right? And, and&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m05s [2:10:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: he was basically a polygamy or a Nabu insider, right? Like he was the mayor and he was rubbing&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m12s [2:10:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: shoulders, the counselor in the first presidency,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m15s [2:10:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: right? So people thought he was telling the truth,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m20s [2:10:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And so Yeah. So Joseph and Hiram however, did not believe he was telling the truth. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m28s [2:10:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. No. So they, they take out like, they first publishes a little tiny, little snippet. Hey, you know, we&#039;ve, um, removed the hand of fellowship to John C Bennett. Well, then he was still in nu at the time and still causing problems. So then they take out an entire, um, the whole newspaper to publicly disavow him and to try to stop the behavior that he had kind of started going in NV. He started kind of these underground, you know, sex rings kind of an idea. And so they take out this as a warning that he&#039;s a scoundrel, he&#039;s a liar, he&#039;s a traitor and then everything he&#039;s saying our base falsehoods, anything he&#039;s saying negative about Joseph are actual falsehoods. They take out this whole spread in the paper. Then later Joseph goes and gets a bunch of affidavits and prints a, a sheet is what it was called like a, a pamphlet or a tract. And he sends 300 elders throughout the country to disavow the public of the things that um Bennett, the lies that Bennett has been spreading about himself and about the church.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m42s [2:11:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So he did everything in his power to try to contradict and combat what Bennett was doing and yet, like, he couldn&#039;t have done much more, but everyone just ignores that and it&#039;s like, well, he just had a guilty conscience So what could he have done if you were innocent? Right. So, ok, now,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m04s [2:12:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: today, now, today we um so there&#039;s no, so here&#039;s the bottom line, there is zero contemporary evidence that says Joseph did polygamy from any trustworthy person. The only contemporary quote unquote evidence comes from traitors. One of them being John Bennett. So today in Saints volume one, which we as a church have been directed to go read, to understand pygmy. It says this on page 485. Of volume one, much of what John Bennett had written was embellished or flatly untrue. But his claim that Joseph had married multiple women was correct. So here we are, we now as an entire church in our church approved church history have now just believed the testimony of a traitor.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m04s [2:13:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So everything that Joseph Smith said, all of his efforts, all of his, everything is undermined by John Bennett&#039;s claims. John Bennett is the the is one of the two main sources, William Clayton and John Bennett are the main sources of Joseph&#039;s polygamy I would say. And one thing I find so interesting and upsetting about this is, well, first of all, as you were talking about John Bennett, he really was like the consummate psychopath like super, I mean, a narcissistic psychopath, super charismatic, but he always had to go start somewhere new before his past could catch up with him, right? So because, and then he left, he left NAVOO in disgrace just like he left his previous location in Disgrace, went somewhere else and they all loved him at first because he was telling the story about the Mormons. But before long, they were throwing tomatoes at him, which someone said that to me. And it made me laugh aloud because he was the tomato champion. He he thought tomato and tomatoes were a panacea to heal everything. But that&#039;s who John Bennett was right. And the question that I have for these church historians and for the proponents of polygamy and our church leaders who are pushing this narrative is, was John Bennett, what Brian Hall would call a polygamy insider? Or was he not everyone who says that Joseph was doing polygamy says that he was pushing it on everyone else, right? Like it wasn&#039;t just him. He all of these other men had wives, the polygamy insiders, the super special elite, Secret Dakota Ring club, right? And so if John CB, so he was in the first presidency, so if he was a polygamy insider, why didn&#039;t he have plural wives? As far as I understand, he didn&#039;t even have one wife in NFU because yet, right, he didn&#039;t marry a second wife. So he had no other wives. And so why wasn&#039;t he given authorization to become a polygamist if he was a polygamy insider? And if he wasn&#039;t a polygamy insider, how would he know about Joseph&#039;s polygamy and Joseph&#039;s wife?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m15s [2:15:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Excellent point. And if so the way, one of the ways that the church historians and apologetics um spin this is, they say, because, you know, there&#039;s so much evidence of how Joseph felt about what Bennett was doing that you can&#039;t brush that aside and brush it away. So what they&#039;ve done instead is they make statements and it&#039;s insane. So they make a statement that um what Bena was doing was basically this worldly thing, right? And it, it had no,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m50s [2:15:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it had,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m50s [2:15:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it had no, um, it wasn&#039;t, Joseph was doing a high and holy celestial ordinance that had nothing to do with Bennett&#039;s spiritual wiery. Well, I&#039;m with you. Why didn&#039;t, why didn&#039;t Joseph just go to Bennett and say, hey, stop sleeping around? Yeah. Yeah, exactly. Go marry these women and make it official, like, go tell them that they&#039;re your wife because you couldn&#039;t legally marry a woman, right? So, any woman past wife, number one had to have just been, you know, a sec, super secret priest ordinance, kind of idea. But still, exactly, why wouldn&#039;t he have said, hey, you&#039;re embarrassing the church. You need to go make these spiritually illegal. I mean,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m38s [2:16:38]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it doesn&#039;t mean they have to choose that. Was he, was he a polygamy insider or was he not? You have to pick a lane on this?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m47s [2:16:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And if he was a polygamy insider, then why did Joseph&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m51s [2:16:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: consist, wasn&#039;t he?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m53s [2:16:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And why was he considered a traitor? And if he wasn&#039;t a polygamy? Insider. Then he didn&#039;t know what he would just got lucky in using some initials that somebody then found women whose names matched.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h17m06s [2:17:06]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Or the Right. Right. That&#039;s what? Right. And I will point out a couple of things William Law filled in for him and he didn&#039;t have a clue about who the supposed wives were. Like, like I&#039;m gonna do part four in the nave exposure, which will include the one case that William tried to blame Joseph with and had nothing. He had nothing on who Joseph was. Like, he had no idea who these supposed wives were. Right? So it wasn&#039;t like everyone around Joseph knew like it was this big secret. Nobody knew, but John Bennett knew why. Right. And for the um sort of anti Joseph anti Mormon types that claim that um no, they were, they were both doing this sleeping around thing, but John Bennett was too loud about it and it got out. That&#039;s what that, that&#039;s why they say like they, they were both just sleeping around. But John Bennett got found out. So Joseph cut him out. Right. Well, that&#039;s a complete lie because the reason John Bennett&#039;s got found out is because Joseph and Hiram investigated it. Right. Right. It wasn&#039;t known before Joe, before Bennett got kicked out, it wasn&#039;t going all around Joseph. Isn&#039;t this right? Joseph and Hiram intentionally got the testimony and investigated and found out and found out what was happening with the, what are their names? The Hig BS and, you know, the others that were involved, if they were trying to cover it up, why would they do this big investigation if that were the problem? So,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h18m35s [2:18:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: exactly, they would have gone to him and said, you know, you need to leave town quietly like you just need to go. Right. Yeah. No, they did a whole big expose and that&#039;s why I think, you know, again, like if they again, here we are. I mean, I&#039;m so glad you read that scripture because we&#039;re literally basing Joseph this, this sin and this abomination as God calls it in Jacob two. And again, later when he talks about Rish being a polygamous in the book of Mormon and when he talks about Noah did wickedly and abominably, right? And wicked King, no one has polygamous wives, right? So God&#039;s consistent, he consistently through the book of Mormon calls it an abomination. So where today our church with our history narrative are placing this abomination on the shoulders of Joseph Smith based on the testimony of this traitor.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h19m32s [2:19:32]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wasn&#039;t that a brilliant point that she just made? I want to again, give a huge thank you to Whitney Horning for all of the amazing work that she has done on this topic. I really hope that this has been an eye opening experience for many of you who maybe haven&#039;t seen some of these resources, maybe some of you have and I would have loved to join in this conversation. I hope that there will be vigorous commentary, vigorous discussion in the comments below so that we can see what&#039;s happening and try to expose it and help more and more people wake up and maybe help give the church permission to take a little, you know, turn on this on on the way of handling this narrative because I think we would do a lot better with a different direction. And so again, I, as I said, there is bonus content to follow. Please stay tuned for that. I want to thank you again for joining me and please stay tuned for next week where you will get part two of this fantastic conversation. Ok. So it is one day before we are releasing this video, but I called Whitney tonight. Well, actually, we&#039;ve been Marco Polo all day again and I was like, Whitney, could we jump back on even though we&#039;ve both been doing laundry and cleaning up and doing our crazy lives all day, she agreed to jump back on because again, even since recording these, this two part episode last week, we&#039;ve been talking more and we found some crazy things that I&#039;ve really, really wanted to share. So thank you for being willing to jump back on Whitney. You&#039;re awesome. It has been a crazy couple of days, hasn&#039;t it?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m20s [2:21:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: It has.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m22s [2:21:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So today to just catch everyone up really fast. Um I was supposed to be working on my next Temple episode, which I&#039;m trying to do feverishly. But, um, someone asked, it was Charlie Price, who is the daughter in law of Pamela Price? Who did the Joseph Smith fought polygamy? And she&#039;s fabulous and helping with, I think it&#039;s volume four. So she asked online, when does the church claim Hiram Smith was introduced to polygamy? What date? And, um, that&#039;s something you&#039;ve been looking into. Right. Right. So, and I didn&#039;t know that, but I went ahead and was like, well, I&#039;ll just take time away from what I&#039;m supposed to be doing to go look up the Brigham sermon of when Brigham claims that it was. So I shared here, I&#039;ll go ahead and share it with the, with the share on the screen. What we, so this is the complete discourses of Brigham Young. They&#039;re all available on auto on, um, on Kindle, which is fabulous because you can search keywords, which is really helpful. So from volume four on October 6 October 8th, 1866 Brigham gives this horrible, horrible talk that I shared with her because I think it&#039;s a fantastic example of how Brigham just said, whatever he wanted to say with zero evidence for it. And to me this is a great example where you can just see Brigham being massively dishonest. So I&#039;ll read just really quickly. He claims this was in the year 1842 and he says that Hiram saw me and said, Brother Brigham, I want to talk to you. We went together and sat upon the rails that were piled up. He commenced by saying, I have a question to ask you in the first place. I say unto you that I do know that you and the 12 know some things that I do not know. I can understand this by the motions and talk and doings of Joseph. And I know there is something or other which I do not understand that is revealed to the 12. Is this? So I replied, I do not, I do not know anything about what you know, but I know what I know. Then he said I have mistrusted for a long time that Joseph had received a revelation that a man should have more than one wife and he has hinted as much to me, but I would not bear it. The thing that makes me crazy about this. First of all is that Hiram would go to Brigham Young to verify this instead of going to Joseph. It&#039;s ridiculous on so many levels. Do you have anything to add yet? I&#039;m gonna keep&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h23m43s [2:23:43]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: going. One of the things that jumped out to me as you were reading this is that in January of 1841 the Lord um calls Hiram to be the core and the co prophet and tells him to learn from Joseph. And we have so many examples of Hiram and Joseph being at each other&#039;s side constantly and consistently. So for something that is supposedly as massive revelation as this for the 12 to hear about it and hire him to only hear hints and nods and wink, winks about it around town and to not hear it from Joseph and Joseph was disobeying the Lord because the Lord commanded Joseph to teach Hiram how to be a prophet and a president of the&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h24m32s [2:24:32]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: church. Ok. Ok. That&#039;s beautiful. I love it. Also, Brigham is claiming this is in 1842. We know that Hiram goes on after this to give multiple vehement ser sermons against polygamy, right? But but Brigham made those disappear. So he thinks he can just say this. He keeps going on. He, he goes on now to talk about how Joseph came to him. I&#039;ve read this before and I&#039;ll include the link again. So if anyone wants to go read it, Joseph goes and says, come with me to preach tonight and Barrett Brigham says, I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t stand to be around those people, William Law and Hiram who speak against you. And Bri and Joseph says, if you don&#039;t go, I won&#039;t go. And so Brigham&#039;s like, OK, and then they go to this c they go to this meeting and they hear Hiram preaching about the, the um scriptures and says anything more, more than this cometh of evil. And Joseph has his head in his hands and says, Brigham get up and Brigham gets up and, and completely undermines everything that Hiram says. I wouldn&#039;t give a rice straw for these books if it weren&#039;t for the living oracles. And he preaches so um fervently and convincingly that Hiram stands up and apologizes to the congregation for everything that he had said. So this is the what, what Brigham claims after talking about this. Then he goes back and oh yeah, Hebrew Campbell says I was there and Brigham says, yes and a good many others were there and heard the lion roar. Speaking of himself. That&#039;s how he sums up him putting Hiram in his place by Joseph&#039;s request because you know, I I mean, it&#039;s just ridiculous. It&#039;s insane. Then he goes on and says, I will now now go back to where I met Hiram. He said to me, I am convinced that there is something that has not been told me. I said to him, brother Hiram. Joseph would tell you everything the Lord reveals to him if he could. Uh it&#039;s so gross that Brigham is Joseph&#039;s confidant and Hiram has to be called to repentance by Brigham. I must confess this. I felt a little sarcastic against Hiram, although he and then he goes on to say, although he was such a good man, he goes on and says, Brother Hiram, I will tell you about this thing which you do not know if you will swear with an uplifted hand before God that you will never say another word against Joseph and his doings and the doctrines. He is preaching to the people. He replied, I will do it with all my heart. And he stood up on his feet saying I want to know the truth and to be saved. And he made a covenant there never again to bring forward one argument or use any influence against Joseph&#039;s doings. Did he make a covenant with Brigham? I, I&#039;m not quite sure, but he made a covenant right there. Joseph had many wives sealed to him. I told Hiram the whole whole story and he bowed to it and wept like a child and said, God be praised. He went to Joseph and told him what he had learned and renewed his covenant with Joseph. So I guess it was a covenant to Brigham renewed his covenant with Joseph and they went heart and heart hand at heart and hand together while they lived and they were together when they died and they are together now defending Israel and his whole point in giving this sermon. So George George, a Smith had preached right before this and had talked about Joseph ordaining Hiram to be his successor. And Brigham Young starts out by saying now I know that George A Smith is the church historian and he has a good memory, but he doesn&#039;t remember this, right? He was too young and I need to correct him. So he always does that when someone&#039;s not telling the story he wants them to tell. So anyway, I I shared this with Charney just kind of going well. According to Brigham Young, it was 1842 because the truth is there&#039;s not a date that Hiram was 1st, 1st accepted plural marriage because we made it all up, right? So I shared this and then someone commented and said that on the church website, they said it was May 14th 1842. So at that point, that&#039;s when I Marco Polo Whitney, because I was so incensed that the church included this reference on their website. And in their church history, my feeling was Brigham Young says this one thing, it&#039;s October 8th 1866. So again, decades later, absolutely nothing to substantiate it to back it up. There&#039;s no evidence for any of it and it goes against tons of the things that they, you know, it goes against what there is evidence for. And like even for example, Hiram married his first plural wife, August 1843. That&#039;s when he supposedly married mercy. So he was taught it by Brigham in 1842 but waited an entire year to year and a half before he first married a wife after weeping like a child. And you know, I mean, but, but I was so frustrated that the church accept this ridiculous thing that Brigham Young says, no questions, asked yet every single thing that Joseph Emma and Hiram ever said was a lie. I was so frustrated,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h29m29s [2:29:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it is frustrating. And I think this is a perfect example of how the church historians or whoever it is writing this new narrative. Um you picks and chooses because that discourse is exact proof that Brigham say 1842. And then on their website, they change it to May 14th, 1843 because they have all this evidence that Hiram was speaking out against it. And so, and um the talk that we um I have to,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m04s [2:30:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to fill them, let me fill them in and how this happened today. Is that ok, Marco Paed Whitney and was like, oh, can you believe this? And I told her that someone had commented and said, well on the church website, it says it&#039;s May, is it 13th, 14th, May 14th, 1843. I was like, where did they even get that? Like II, I asked Whitney, is there any evidence for that? So then Whitney came back and told me now tell&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m29s [2:30:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so his anti polygamy sermon, one of one of the few that we have is on Jacob chapter two was given in the morning of May 14th, 1843. So do does the church saying then that he gives his anti plaga speech? He brings up Jacob two. He says it is given as a perpetual principle, perpetual meaning it never to go away. That men should have one wife only and no concubines. So he gives that in the morning and then, then are they now claiming that by the afternoon he&#039;s weeping like a child begging Brigham to. Oh, yes. Now I believe. And I understand and my sermon this morning was wrong. I mean, it&#039;s, it, it, it is so frustrating how their targets keep changing and their narrative keeps changing. And, and I was looking at like Michelle and I were discussing this, you know, through Marco Polo today and, and I&#039;m like, this is the pretzel language, the pretzeled language that Brian Hales claims Joseph Smith used to, you know, lie about polygamy into life of the Lord. The pretzeled language belongs to the historians who make Joseph a polygamist. If you believe Joseph and Emma Hiram&#039;s words, there&#039;s no pretz it&#039;s absolutely certain. They don&#039;t make up dates. We don&#039;t have to make up times. We can specifically point to sermons to um public denials, to newspaper articles to court cases where they in no uncertain terms, deny polygamy, say it&#039;s an abomination. You shouldn&#039;t do it. It&#039;s not right. It&#039;s not a God, et cetera, et cetera. No pretz when we take that. And then we put the narrative of Brigham Young and William Clayton and other known polygamists whose dates changed and were all over the place. Then the pret ling begins because we&#039;ve got to try and figure out, well, why was Hiram on May 14th, 1843 at the temple giving a sermon denouncing plural marriage. And then, but yet Berham said this in 1842 that he claimed in 1842. And then, and then supposedly married some polygamous women in, in August. And so now the pretz la begins.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h32m51s [2:32:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so what Brigham said is absolutely correct. We quote him verbatim except we leave out the date that Brigham said it happened because that can&#039;t be so they come back. I did not like, I&#039;m not familiar enough with. This was the Hiram sermon that we just talked about in this episode that was recorded at the Levi Richards. So Levi Richards recorded this sermon that the Hiram gave amazing sermon about Jacob two that a perpetual law. And the church takes Brigham&#039;s story and was like, well, it must have been at least after Hiram&#039;s sermon um that Levi Richards recorded. So it&#039;s gotta be that day or later. And then, and Whitney made that connection. So I went ahead and looked up, let me see if I can share this. Um, looked up where on the website it said it. So this is Saints chapter 14 that I&#039;m gonna let me see that. Thank you. Change volume one chapter 40. You&#039;re exactly right. It even says it right there. So it&#039;s late at night for me. So, um anyway, I&#039;m gonna scroll down to where this OK chapter 40 I&#039;ve decided I have to do an entire episode on this one because I have to count the number of I&#039;m sorry, lies like they are lies. The claims in this are insane. I haven&#039;t brought myself to read Saints and I think I started with the worst possible chapter because United in an everlasting covenant, this is like hitting right at it. So let me go down to where it does work in this hiram um sermon because Whitney, you pointed out that it was totally hidden, right? The hiram sermon, didn&#039;t you have to dig to even find? Well, I actually&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h34m33s [2:34:33]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: had a reader that was reading Levi Richards journals on the church history library website and sent it to me and said, have you ever seen this? And it is really difficult to find?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h34m46s [2:34:46]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. But Whitney and her research today found that, well, I&#039;ll get, I&#039;ll get to that in a minute that Da Bradley and Brian Hales wrote a paper which included it. So they absolutely know about it, which is, and also here it is in chapter 40 of the um of saints. So this is what it says on May 14th while Joseph was away at another conference. Hiram preached in the temple against men, having more than one wife referring to Jacob&#039;s condemnation of unauthorized plural marriages in the book of Mormon Hiram called The Practice an abomination before God. That&#039;s the sermon, right? That&#039;s the Levi Richards recording. Then listen, what it does after the sermon. Hiram began to question his own certainty about what he had taught I, I just can&#039;t, this is complete fiction. I can&#039;t discussions about plural marriage swirls around navoo and rumors that Joseph had several wives were also common. Hiram wanted to believe this was not the case, but he wondered if Joseph was not telling him something that this is now, this is all from Brigham, right from Brigham&#039;s sermon that we uh Brigham&#039;s sermon that we just read. There had been times after all when Joseph had alluded to the practice, perhaps testing Hiram to see how he would react. And Hiram sensed there was, there were some things that Joseph told the 12 that he had not taught him. One day after the sermon, Hiram saw Brigham near his home and asked if they could talk. I know there is something or other which I do not understand that is revealed to the 12. He said, is this? So the men sat down on a pile of rail of fence rails. This is right out of Brigham Young. I do not know anything about what you know, Brigham answered cautiously. Oh, they added the cautiously. But I know what I know. I have mistrusted for a long time that Joseph had received a revelation that a man should have more than one wife. Hiram said, I will tell you about this. Brigham said, if you will swear with an uplifted hand before God, that you will never say another word against Joseph and his doings and the doctrines, he is preaching. Hiram stood up. I will do it with all my heart. He said, I want to know the truth as Brigham taught him about, about the Lord&#039;s revelation on Joe on plural marriage. Hiram wept convinced that Joseph had acted under commandment. Honestly, that&#039;s what they did with that. I, I find it completely appalling.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m10s [2:37:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, yeah. And think about like, so you, you bring out like in this episode, we bring out the actual Jacob two sermon recorded by Levi Richards. Then you bring out Brigham&#039;s discourse and then we bring out the saints and it&#039;s just this mixing and mingling and mishmash to make it fit to make all the pieces fit, right? Like, but it, it&#039;s, it is not transparent historical truth. It is a false narrative that has now been created and is now published and is now going to become like people are now going to quote from the saints and use it as a proof and evidence instead of going to the original sources because the original sources do not back up this story. It is so frustrating, but it exactly proves what this episode is about.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h38m07s [2:38:07]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s insane. And so we wanted to share this the fact that they include that Mar for, I mean May 14th date, Brigham said 1842 they change it to May 14th, 1843 so that they can work it around the hiram sermon that they know full well about. This is so it just fits so perfectly with what we&#039;re talking about and that we had to include it. So, um&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h38m31s [2:38:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: you know, it&#039;s one thing, it&#039;s one thing for us to be battling a past narrative, like, like we could say in the past, they did not have access to as much material that we have today. So I could say, ok, those historians were doing the best they could at the time with the documents they had access to. But today there should be zero reason to create a new false narrative. Today there zero, we have the evidence. Now we can see the documents like just lay the truth out like and, and you know, it does come, I mean, I do have compassion on everyone who believes Joseph did it because there is a mountain of evidence of Brigham Joseph F Smith, those people all created, right? But today there is enough evidence of that so much of it like this like it is so obvious. Brigham said one thing and now we&#039;ve got to turn it into another thing because oh, well, we got, you know, massage this so that it&#039;s more believable, right? Like we gotta, we gotta pretend like we&#039;re being um truthful historians, but I&#039;m just like, you know, just put it out there just like I know it is just so frustrating. I feel like we are fighting a battle that&#039;s occurring as fast as people like you and me who are in this battle to exonerate Joseph and Emma and Hiram and to set out the truth. And, and really, quite frankly, to me, this really the only reason Joseph em and Hiram Matter is because the character of God matters. And so we&#039;re fighting this battle and then it feels like this other side is taking everything they think we can possibly use to prove our case and then twisting and turning it and massaging it and manipulating it to, to, you know, just continue to uphold their narrative and to um poke holes, try to poke holes in ours. But for me, I just think it, it&#039;s, it&#039;s hard for the people who don&#039;t know how to research. Like you have done so much to learn how to research. Like you&#039;ve really dove all in and you spend hours and hours and hours. And so like today we are, we&#039;re doing laundry and we&#039;re, you know, Michelle&#039;s cleaned up after her Thanksgiving and my family Thanksgiving is tomorrow. So I&#039;m preparing for it and we&#039;re, you know, watching kids and driving kids places and all this and then in between running and researching. But like we, we&#039;ve really gotten good at researching so we can, you know, it doesn&#039;t take us too many hours to find things. I it really bothers me for the people who are listening to these things and reading these things who first of all don&#039;t think to go research. They&#039;re just like they, I&#039;ve been taught, we&#039;ve all been taught. The church doesn&#039;t lead us astray. So, it, it&#039;s on L ds.org. It&#039;s truth. Right. And so it takes a lot to be brave enough to say, I&#039;m going to go research what&#039;s on there and I&#039;m going to find out for myself if it&#039;s really true. Because why would we even think that it&#039;s not? So, that&#039;s my first frustration. And then the second one is, I&#039;m frustrated with those who are trying to learn how to research or are allowing themselves to question, they are asking, you know, some questions and wanting to answers and then they take this mismatch and they would never think to go do the research that you&#039;ve done to find out all of the lies that are woven into what three little paragraphs&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m35s [2:42:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s, it&#039;s like Saints has made us hit a new low. It&#039;s like we&#039;ve hit a new low, right? And so, oh, it&#039;s incredible. OK. So I just had to pause for a minute because we have another thing we&#039;re going to talk about, but I couldn&#039;t remember if it&#039;s in part one or part two. So I just um found out from my producer that it&#039;s in part two. So we&#039;re gonna wrap this bonus content up right now. And then in part two, there will be more bonus content. So the, the search continues and this is why we need all hands on deck. Everybody searching. It was Whitney&#039;s reader that sent her the Levi Richards sermon that the church historians have teams of on staff, full time historians. We&#039;re like busy moms doing this on our own. So everyone join in, right? Like every resource and never hesitate to reach out to either of us. And you know, just let&#039;s keep sharing this content because part of what Whitney said that I loved when we talked about this is how we could just show people how this is like an ongoing search. We&#039;re just constantly being detectives seeing what we can find. It&#039;s not like we know everything and are presenting to you. We&#039;re just looking and the more people looking the better. Like we kind of thought it&#039;ll be fun to record after in between laundry and running kids and making dinner, et cetera to let people know how crazy this is. Ok. Thanks again. Have a great week and we&#039;ll see you next week.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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== Eliza Roxcy Snow ==&lt;br /&gt;
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Eliza Roxcy Snow was a prominent and complex figure in early Latter-day Saint history, known as a poet, Relief Society leader, and a central figure in the narratives surrounding early Mormon polygamy . She was active in the church and continued to be a significant figure at least until 1887, and was deceased by 1899 ].&lt;br /&gt;
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=== Early Life and Character ===&lt;br /&gt;
Snow was recognized for her brilliance, power, and eloquent writing, particularly her poetry. She was admired for her words and poetry. Described as 5&#039;6&amp;quot; tall, which was well above the average height for women of her day.&lt;br /&gt;
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Commentators in the sources describe her as a complex figure. While acknowledging her literary contributions and powerful presence, some critiques suggest that her accounts, especially those related to polygamy, show a pattern of growing in intensity and specificity over time and were sometimes strategically crafted. She is noted as being one of the most privileged women in Utah, who did not live as other Utah women did and was very well-provided for.&lt;br /&gt;
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=== Role in Relief Society ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow was an influential leader in the Relief Society. At the inaugural meeting of the Relief Society on March 17, 1842, Joseph Smith stated that Emma Smith was ordained to expound scripture and exhort the church, fulfilling a revelation given to Emma in 1830. While Emma Smith held the office of Relief Society President until her death, Eliza Snow became the &amp;quot;acting president&amp;quot; when the Relief Society was re-established in the 1860s, gaining great prominence by supporting the patriarchal and polygamy narratives. Eliza could not be formally ordained to replace Emma until Emma died.&lt;br /&gt;
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=== Role in the &amp;quot;Angel with the Flaming Sword&amp;quot; Narrative ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow was a key source for the story of an angel with a drawn sword commanding Joseph Smith to implement plural marriage [3, 10]. Her accounts of this event evolved over time, growing in intensity and specificity.&lt;br /&gt;
*   In &#039;&#039;&#039;1880&#039;&#039;&#039;, Relief Society minutes record her speaking of an angel with a drawn sword telling Joseph that if he didn&#039;t comply with heaven&#039;s requirement, his priesthood would be taken from him.&lt;br /&gt;
*   By &#039;&#039;&#039;1884&#039;&#039;&#039;, she was quoted stating that Joseph told her brother, Lorenzo Snow, that he had hesitated until an angel with a drawn sword told him that unless he established plural marriage, his priesthood would be taken from him and he should be destroyed.&lt;br /&gt;
*   An &#039;&#039;&#039;1887&#039;&#039;&#039; account, possibly from Lorenzo Snow&#039;s biography, attributed to her, stated that Joseph received the revelation in 1837 but was afraid to promulgate it until an angel with a &amp;quot;flaming sword&amp;quot; commanded him to do God&#039;s will. According to this account, Joseph only entered polygamy and encouraged his disciples to take plural wives after this event. It is noted that the &amp;quot;flaming&amp;quot; detail for the sword comes from a non-Latter-day Saint quoting Eliza, possibly as an elaboration.&lt;br /&gt;
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These accounts highlight a progression in the narrative, adding details and increasing the perceived threat, which is interpreted by some as characteristic of stories &amp;quot;getting better with the telling&amp;quot; and with time.&lt;br /&gt;
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=== Relationships and Marital Status ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow&#039;s marital status and relationships, particularly with Joseph Smith and Brigham Young, have been subject to significant historical debate and differing interpretations in the sources.&lt;br /&gt;
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==== Joseph Smith ====&lt;br /&gt;
There are no direct, contemporaneous entries in Eliza Snow&#039;s own Nauvoo journal explicitly stating she was married or sealed to Joseph Smith, nor does it describe a scene with Emma on the stairs. While a poem from her to Joseph Smith dated October 12, 1842, exists, its tone (&amp;quot;Sir, for your consolation, permit me to tell your Emma is better. She soon will be well&amp;quot;) has been questioned as not indicative of a &amp;quot;love letter&amp;quot; to a beloved husband.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Critically, Eliza Snow consistently retained her maiden name, Eliza R. Snow, throughout her life, even during her decades-long marriage to Brigham Young. She was referred to as &amp;quot;Miss Snow&amp;quot; or &amp;quot;Miss Eliza R. Snow,&amp;quot; implying she was single. It was only two days after Emma Smith&#039;s death in 1879 that Eliza first publicly spoke of a watch as evidence of her marriage to Joseph. Subsequently, she adopted the name &amp;quot;Eliza R. Snow Smith Smith&amp;quot; and began referring to herself as &amp;quot;Sister Smith&amp;quot;. This change is viewed by some as a motivated attempt to &amp;quot;push a narrative&amp;quot;.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
==== Joseph&#039;s Watch ====&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow famously carried and displayed a large, ornamented gold watch, which she presented as a &amp;quot;relic&amp;quot; and &amp;quot;badge of honor&amp;quot; from Joseph Smith, symbolizing her status as his wife and her advocacy for plural marriage. This watch became a &amp;quot;public symbol&amp;quot; and a &amp;quot;badge of identity,&amp;quot; creating a &amp;quot;corporeal connection&amp;quot; between her and Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
However, the only known account of how she acquired the watch comes from Martha McBride Knight&#039;s recollection of a Relief Society meeting. Joseph Smith, needing to leave early, placed his watch on the table next to Eliza (the secretary) and instructed her to begin and end meetings on time. Eliza then kept the watch until her death. Eliza herself never offered an explanation for how she received the watch. This origin story stands in contrast to the later narrative that it was a personal gift from Joseph.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
==== Brigham Young ====&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow was married to Brigham Young for decades. However, there is &amp;quot;zero evidence&amp;quot; of any marital relations between them. She never took his name, even as Brigham Young would refer to her as &amp;quot;Miss Eliza R. Snow&amp;quot; or &amp;quot;Miss Snow&amp;quot;. She is described as having lived in Brigham&#039;s large home (referred to as a &amp;quot;dormitory&amp;quot;) but &amp;quot;kept to herself&amp;quot; and did not &amp;quot;mingle much with most of the wives&amp;quot;.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Advocacy for Polygamy in Utah ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow, a privileged woman in Utah, played a significant role in promoting the polygamy narrative, especially after Emma Smith&#039;s death. She and Zina Huntington Young (who also adopted &amp;quot;Sister Young&amp;quot; as a title) toured the territory, introducing themselves as two of Joseph Smith&#039;s wives and speaking to women and children, using the watch as evidence. This is viewed by some as a strategic effort to &amp;quot;push a narrative&amp;quot;.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her prominence in Relief Society also grew after its re-establishment in the 1860s (after a 20-year hiatus), aligning with her support for the patriarchal and polygamy narratives. Maxine Hanks posits that Eliza acted as a &amp;quot;silent co-author&amp;quot; for Edward Tullidge&#039;s 1877 book, *The Women of Mormondom*, using it to present information she had preserved about her connection to Joseph Smith after Brigham Young&#039;s death.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza also requested Emmeline B. Wells to ghostwrite Elizabeth Ann Whitney&#039;s autobiography, specifically to include content supporting Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy, which was then published in Tullidge&#039;s book and the *Woman&#039;s Exponent*. This autobiography emphasized strict secrecy regarding celestial marriage as commanded by an angel.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Contradictions and Critiques of Eliza&#039;s Accounts ===&lt;br /&gt;
Several historical issues raise questions about the credibility of Eliza Snow&#039;s accounts regarding polygamy:&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;The &amp;quot;Angel with a Flaming Sword&amp;quot;&#039;&#039;&#039;: While a key source, the growing intensity and specificity of her retellings are noted.&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;Joseph&#039;s Watch&#039;&#039;&#039;: The known origin story of the watch contradicts its later presentation as a personal gift and marital evidence.&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;Name Change&#039;&#039;&#039;: Her decision to adopt &amp;quot;Smith&amp;quot; as her surname only after Emma&#039;s death, despite being married to Brigham Young for decades, is seen as a motivated attempt to &amp;quot;push a narrative&amp;quot;.&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;Emma Smith&#039;s Denials&#039;&#039;&#039;: Eliza Snow claimed that if Joseph Smith the Third&#039;s published interview with Emma (after Emma&#039;s death) was true, then Emma &amp;quot;died with libel on her lips,&amp;quot; asserting that Emma &amp;quot;knew she was in the home&amp;quot; and &amp;quot;knew what Emma knew&amp;quot; about Joseph&#039;s plural wives. This assertion is contrasted with arguments that Eliza, having been &amp;quot;promised that there was nothing she could do to lose her exaltation&amp;quot; and taught to &amp;quot;lie for the Lord,&amp;quot; may not be a reliable witness.&lt;br /&gt;
*   &amp;quot;&#039;&#039;&#039;Eliza and the Stairs&amp;quot; Story&#039;&#039;&#039;: The widely circulated story of Emma pushing Eliza down the stairs while pregnant with Joseph&#039;s child is considered a falsehood. Its origins are traced to Leroy Snow (Eliza&#039;s nephew) long after the events, and it contains significant factual inconsistencies regarding dates, locations, and witnesses. Lorenzo Snow&#039;s statement that Eliza lived in an &amp;quot;unmarried state until she was beyond the condition of raising a family&amp;quot; further undermines claims of her being pregnant with Joseph&#039;s child.&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;Lack of Journal Evidence&#039;&#039;&#039;: Her Nauvoo journal does not contain overt mentions of a sealing to Joseph or the &amp;quot;stairs&amp;quot; incident, despite its contemporaneous nature.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow&#039;s narratives are seen by some as part of a larger body of &amp;quot;folklore&amp;quot; that emerged in Utah to solidify the polygamous practices there, rather than being strictly factual historical records. Some historians also question Eliza Snow&#039;s credibility, especially when pulling &amp;quot;the thread&amp;quot; of her stories. She is also identified as one of the sources for the &amp;quot;angel with the flaming sword&amp;quot; story, and when considering her full history, she is sometimes deemed less than honest.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Literary Works ===&lt;br /&gt;
Snow was a celebrated poet. Her poem &amp;quot;Think Not When You Gather to Zion&amp;quot; was influential, often presented to new converts in Zion (Utah) to temper expectations of an easy life amidst significant hardships, implying that their struggles were part of a divine &amp;quot;furnace&amp;quot; of purification. This poem is noted as being written by a woman &amp;quot;kept in the lap of luxury as one of Brigham&#039;s wives&amp;quot;. She also wrote a poem for Joseph Smith on October 12, 1842.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[[Category:Early Latter-day Saint History]]&lt;br /&gt;
[[Category:Prominent Women in Mormonism]]&lt;br /&gt;
[[Category:Mormon Polygamy]]&lt;br /&gt;
[[Category:Eliza R. Snow]]&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
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&lt;div&gt;== Eliza Roxcy Snow ==&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Roxcy Snow was a prominent and complex figure in early Latter-day Saint history, known as a poet, Relief Society leader, and a central figure in the narratives surrounding early Mormon polygamy [1, 2]. She was active in the church and continued to be a significant figure at least until 1887, and was deceased by 1899 [2-4].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Early Life and Character ===&lt;br /&gt;
Snow was recognized for her brilliance, power, and eloquent writing, particularly her poetry [1, 5]. She was admired for her words and poetry [1]. Described as 5&#039;6&amp;quot; tall, which was well above the average height for women of her day [6].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Commentators in the sources describe her as a complex figure. While acknowledging her literary contributions and powerful presence, some critiques suggest that her accounts, especially those related to polygamy, show a pattern of growing in intensity and specificity over time and were sometimes strategically crafted [1-3, 5]. She is noted as being one of the most privileged women in Utah, who did not live as other Utah women did and was very well-provided for [1].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Role in Relief Society ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow was an influential leader in the Relief Society. At the inaugural meeting of the Relief Society on March 17, 1842, Joseph Smith stated that Emma Smith was ordained to expound scripture and exhort the church, fulfilling a revelation given to Emma in 1830 [7]. While Emma Smith held the office of Relief Society President until her death, Eliza Snow became the &amp;quot;acting president&amp;quot; when the Relief Society was re-established in the 1860s, gaining great prominence by supporting the patriarchal and polygamy narratives [8, 9]. Eliza could not be formally ordained to replace Emma until Emma died [9].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Role in the &amp;quot;Angel with the Flaming Sword&amp;quot; Narrative ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow was a key source for the story of an angel with a drawn sword commanding Joseph Smith to implement plural marriage [3, 10]. Her accounts of this event evolved over time, growing in intensity and specificity [3].&lt;br /&gt;
*   In **1880**, Relief Society minutes record her speaking of an angel with a drawn sword telling Joseph that if he didn&#039;t comply with heaven&#039;s requirement, his priesthood would be taken from him [3].&lt;br /&gt;
*   By **1884**, she was quoted stating that Joseph told her brother, Lorenzo Snow, that he had hesitated until an angel with a drawn sword told him that unless he established plural marriage, his priesthood would be taken from him and he should be destroyed [3].&lt;br /&gt;
*   An **1887** account, possibly from Lorenzo Snow&#039;s biography, attributed to her, stated that Joseph received the revelation in 1837 but was afraid to promulgate it until an angel with a &amp;quot;flaming sword&amp;quot; commanded him to do God&#039;s will. According to this account, Joseph only entered polygamy and encouraged his disciples to take plural wives after this event [3]. It is noted that the &amp;quot;flaming&amp;quot; detail for the sword comes from a non-Latter-day Saint quoting Eliza, possibly as an elaboration [11].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
These accounts highlight a progression in the narrative, adding details and increasing the perceived threat, which is interpreted by some as characteristic of stories &amp;quot;getting better with the telling&amp;quot; and with time [3, 12].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Relationships and Marital Status ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow&#039;s marital status and relationships, particularly with Joseph Smith and Brigham Young, have been subject to significant historical debate and differing interpretations in the sources.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
==== Joseph Smith ====&lt;br /&gt;
There are no direct, contemporaneous entries in Eliza Snow&#039;s own Nauvoo journal explicitly stating she was married or sealed to Joseph Smith, nor does it describe a scene with Emma on the stairs [13, 14]. While a poem from her to Joseph Smith dated October 12, 1842, exists [15], its tone (&amp;quot;Sir, for your consolation, permit me to tell your Emma is better. She soon will be well&amp;quot;) has been questioned as not indicative of a &amp;quot;love letter&amp;quot; to a beloved husband [16].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Critically, Eliza Snow consistently retained her maiden name, Eliza R. Snow, throughout her life, even during her decades-long marriage to Brigham Young. She was referred to as &amp;quot;Miss Snow&amp;quot; or &amp;quot;Miss Eliza R. Snow,&amp;quot; implying she was single [2]. It was only two days after Emma Smith&#039;s death in 1879 that Eliza first publicly spoke of a watch as evidence of her marriage to Joseph. Subsequently, she adopted the name &amp;quot;Eliza R. Snow Smith Smith&amp;quot; and began referring to herself as &amp;quot;Sister Smith&amp;quot; [2]. This change is viewed by some as a motivated attempt to &amp;quot;push a narrative&amp;quot; [2].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
==== Joseph&#039;s Watch ====&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow famously carried and displayed a large, ornamented gold watch, which she presented as a &amp;quot;relic&amp;quot; and &amp;quot;badge of honor&amp;quot; from Joseph Smith, symbolizing her status as his wife and her advocacy for plural marriage [2, 17]. This watch became a &amp;quot;public symbol&amp;quot; and a &amp;quot;badge of identity,&amp;quot; creating a &amp;quot;corporeal connection&amp;quot; between her and Joseph [17].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
However, the only known account of how she acquired the watch comes from Martha McBride Knight&#039;s recollection of a Relief Society meeting. Joseph Smith, needing to leave early, placed his watch on the table next to Eliza (the secretary) and instructed her to begin and end meetings on time. Eliza then kept the watch until her death [17]. Eliza herself never offered an explanation for how she received the watch [17]. This origin story stands in contrast to the later narrative that it was a personal gift from Joseph [17, 18].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
==== Brigham Young ====&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow was married to Brigham Young for decades [2]. However, there is &amp;quot;zero evidence&amp;quot; of any marital relations between them. She never took his name, even as Brigham Young would refer to her as &amp;quot;Miss Eliza R. Snow&amp;quot; or &amp;quot;Miss Snow&amp;quot; [2]. She is described as having lived in Brigham&#039;s large home (referred to as a &amp;quot;dormitory&amp;quot;) but &amp;quot;kept to herself&amp;quot; and did not &amp;quot;mingle much with most of the wives&amp;quot; [2].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Advocacy for Polygamy in Utah ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow, a privileged woman in Utah [1], played a significant role in promoting the polygamy narrative, especially after Emma Smith&#039;s death [2]. She and Zina Huntington Young (who also adopted &amp;quot;Sister Young&amp;quot; as a title) toured the territory, introducing themselves as two of Joseph Smith&#039;s wives and speaking to women and children, using the watch as evidence [2, 19]. This is viewed by some as a strategic effort to &amp;quot;push a narrative&amp;quot; [2].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her prominence in Relief Society also grew after its re-establishment in the 1860s (after a 20-year hiatus), aligning with her support for the patriarchal and polygamy narratives [8]. Maxine Hanks posits that Eliza acted as a &amp;quot;silent co-author&amp;quot; for Edward Tullidge&#039;s 1877 book, *The Women of Mormondom*, using it to present information she had preserved about her connection to Joseph Smith after Brigham Young&#039;s death [20].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza also requested Emmeline B. Wells to ghostwrite Elizabeth Ann Whitney&#039;s autobiography, specifically to include content supporting Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy, which was then published in Tullidge&#039;s book and the *Woman&#039;s Exponent*. This autobiography emphasized strict secrecy regarding celestial marriage as commanded by an angel [21-23].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Contradictions and Critiques of Eliza&#039;s Accounts ===&lt;br /&gt;
Several historical issues raise questions about the credibility of Eliza Snow&#039;s accounts regarding polygamy:&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;The &amp;quot;Angel with a Flaming Sword&amp;quot;&#039;&#039;&#039;: While a key source, the growing intensity and specificity of her retellings are noted [3].&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;Joseph&#039;s Watch&#039;&#039;&#039;: The known origin story of the watch contradicts its later presentation as a personal gift and marital evidence [17, 18].&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;Name Change&#039;&#039;&#039;: Her decision to adopt &amp;quot;Smith&amp;quot; as her surname only after Emma&#039;s death, despite being married to Brigham Young for decades, is seen as a motivated attempt to &amp;quot;push a narrative&amp;quot; [2].&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;Emma Smith&#039;s Denials&#039;&#039;&#039;: Eliza Snow claimed that if Joseph Smith the Third&#039;s published interview with Emma (after Emma&#039;s death) was true, then Emma &amp;quot;died with libel on her lips,&amp;quot; asserting that Emma &amp;quot;knew she was in the home&amp;quot; and &amp;quot;knew what Emma knew&amp;quot; about Joseph&#039;s plural wives [24]. This assertion is contrasted with arguments that Eliza, having been &amp;quot;promised that there was nothing she could do to lose her exaltation&amp;quot; and taught to &amp;quot;lie for the Lord,&amp;quot; may not be a reliable witness [25, 26].&lt;br /&gt;
*   &amp;quot;&#039;&#039;&#039;Eliza and the Stairs&amp;quot; Story&#039;&#039;&#039;: The widely circulated story of Emma pushing Eliza down the stairs while pregnant with Joseph&#039;s child is considered a falsehood. Its origins are traced to Leroy Snow (Eliza&#039;s nephew) long after the events, and it contains significant factual inconsistencies regarding dates, locations, and witnesses [6, 27, 28]. Lorenzo Snow&#039;s statement that Eliza lived in an &amp;quot;unmarried state until she was beyond the condition of raising a family&amp;quot; further undermines claims of her being pregnant with Joseph&#039;s child [4].&lt;br /&gt;
*   &#039;&#039;&#039;Lack of Journal Evidence&#039;&#039;&#039;: Her Nauvoo journal does not contain overt mentions of a sealing to Joseph or the &amp;quot;stairs&amp;quot; incident, despite its contemporaneous nature [13].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow&#039;s narratives are seen by some as part of a larger body of &amp;quot;folklore&amp;quot; that emerged in Utah to solidify the polygamous practices there, rather than being strictly factual historical records [5]. Some historians also question Eliza Snow&#039;s credibility, especially when pulling &amp;quot;the thread&amp;quot; of her stories [26]. She is also identified as one of the sources for the &amp;quot;angel with the flaming sword&amp;quot; story, and when considering her full history, she is sometimes deemed less than honest [10].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Literary Works ===&lt;br /&gt;
Snow was a celebrated poet. Her poem &amp;quot;Think Not When You Gather to Zion&amp;quot; was influential, often presented to new converts in Zion (Utah) to temper expectations of an easy life amidst significant hardships, implying that their struggles were part of a divine &amp;quot;furnace&amp;quot; of purification [29]. This poem is noted as being written by a woman &amp;quot;kept in the lap of luxury as one of Brigham&#039;s wives&amp;quot; [29]. She also wrote a poem for Joseph Smith on October 12, 1842 [15].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[[Category:Early Latter-day Saint History]]&lt;br /&gt;
[[Category:Prominent Women in Mormonism]]&lt;br /&gt;
[[Category:Mormon Polygamy]]&lt;br /&gt;
[[Category:Eliza R. Snow]]&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
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&lt;div&gt;== Eliza Roxcy Snow ==&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Roxcy Snow was a prominent and complex figure in early Latter-day Saint history, known as a poet, Relief Society leader, and a central figure in the narratives surrounding early Mormon polygamy [1, 2]. She was active in the church and continued to be a significant figure at least until 1887, and was deceased by 1899 [2-4].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Early Life and Character ===&lt;br /&gt;
Snow was recognized for her brilliance, power, and eloquent writing, particularly her poetry [1, 5]. She was admired for her words and poetry [1]. Described as 5&#039;6&amp;quot; tall, which was well above the average height for women of her day [6].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Commentators in the sources describe her as a complex figure. While acknowledging her literary contributions and powerful presence, some critiques suggest that her accounts, especially those related to polygamy, show a pattern of growing in intensity and specificity over time and were sometimes strategically crafted [1-3, 5]. She is noted as being one of the most privileged women in Utah, who did not live as other Utah women did and was very well-provided for [1].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Role in Relief Society ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow was an influential leader in the Relief Society. At the inaugural meeting of the Relief Society on March 17, 1842, Joseph Smith stated that Emma Smith was ordained to expound scripture and exhort the church, fulfilling a revelation given to Emma in 1830 [7]. While Emma Smith held the office of Relief Society President until her death, Eliza Snow became the &amp;quot;acting president&amp;quot; when the Relief Society was re-established in the 1860s, gaining great prominence by supporting the patriarchal and polygamy narratives [8, 9]. Eliza could not be formally ordained to replace Emma until Emma died [9].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Role in the &amp;quot;Angel with the Flaming Sword&amp;quot; Narrative ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow was a key source for the story of an angel with a drawn sword commanding Joseph Smith to implement plural marriage [3, 10]. Her accounts of this event evolved over time, growing in intensity and specificity [3].&lt;br /&gt;
*   In **1880**, Relief Society minutes record her speaking of an angel with a drawn sword telling Joseph that if he didn&#039;t comply with heaven&#039;s requirement, his priesthood would be taken from him [3].&lt;br /&gt;
*   By **1884**, she was quoted stating that Joseph told her brother, Lorenzo Snow, that he had hesitated until an angel with a drawn sword told him that unless he established plural marriage, his priesthood would be taken from him and he should be destroyed [3].&lt;br /&gt;
*   An **1887** account, possibly from Lorenzo Snow&#039;s biography, attributed to her, stated that Joseph received the revelation in 1837 but was afraid to promulgate it until an angel with a &amp;quot;flaming sword&amp;quot; commanded him to do God&#039;s will. According to this account, Joseph only entered polygamy and encouraged his disciples to take plural wives after this event [3]. It is noted that the &amp;quot;flaming&amp;quot; detail for the sword comes from a non-Latter-day Saint quoting Eliza, possibly as an elaboration [11].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
These accounts highlight a progression in the narrative, adding details and increasing the perceived threat, which is interpreted by some as characteristic of stories &amp;quot;getting better with the telling&amp;quot; and with time [3, 12].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
=== Relationships and Marital Status ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow&#039;s marital status and relationships, particularly with Joseph Smith and Brigham Young, have been subject to significant historical debate and differing interpretations in the sources.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
==== Joseph Smith ====&lt;br /&gt;
There are no direct, contemporaneous entries in Eliza Snow&#039;s own Nauvoo journal explicitly stating she was married or sealed to Joseph Smith, nor does it describe a scene with Emma on the stairs [13, 14]. While a poem from her to Joseph Smith dated October 12, 1842, exists [15], its tone (&amp;quot;Sir, for your consolation, permit me to tell your Emma is better. She soon will be well&amp;quot;) has been questioned as not indicative of a &amp;quot;love letter&amp;quot; to a beloved husband [16].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Critically, Eliza Snow consistently retained her maiden name, Eliza R. Snow, throughout her life, even during her decades-long marriage to Brigham Young. She was referred to as &amp;quot;Miss Snow&amp;quot; or &amp;quot;Miss Eliza R. Snow,&amp;quot; implying she was single [2]. It was only two days after Emma Smith&#039;s death in 1879 that Eliza first publicly spoke of a watch as evidence of her marriage to Joseph. Subsequently, she adopted the name &amp;quot;Eliza R. Snow Smith Smith&amp;quot; and began referring to herself as &amp;quot;Sister Smith&amp;quot; [2]. This change is viewed by some as a motivated attempt to &amp;quot;push a narrative&amp;quot; [2].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
==== Joseph&#039;s Watch ====&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow famously carried and displayed a large, ornamented gold watch, which she presented as a &amp;quot;relic&amp;quot; and &amp;quot;badge of honor&amp;quot; from Joseph Smith, symbolizing her status as his wife and her advocacy for plural marriage [2, 17]. This watch became a &amp;quot;public symbol&amp;quot; and a &amp;quot;badge of identity,&amp;quot; creating a &amp;quot;corporeal connection&amp;quot; between her and Joseph [17].&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
However, the only known account of how she acquired the watch comes from Martha McBride Knight&#039;s recollection of a Relief Society meeting. Joseph Smith, needing to leave early, placed his watch on the table next to Eliza (the secretary) and instructed her to begin and end meetings on time. Eliza then kept the watch until her death [17]. Eliza herself never offered an explanation for how she received the watch [17]. This origin story stands in contrast to the later narrative that it was a personal gift from Joseph [17, 18].&lt;br /&gt;
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==== Brigham Young ====&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow was married to Brigham Young for decades [2]. However, there is &amp;quot;zero evidence&amp;quot; of any marital relations between them. She never took his name, even as Brigham Young would refer to her as &amp;quot;Miss Eliza R. Snow&amp;quot; or &amp;quot;Miss Snow&amp;quot; [2]. She is described as having lived in Brigham&#039;s large home (referred to as a &amp;quot;dormitory&amp;quot;) but &amp;quot;kept to herself&amp;quot; and did not &amp;quot;mingle much with most of the wives&amp;quot; [2].&lt;br /&gt;
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=== Advocacy for Polygamy in Utah ===&lt;br /&gt;
Eliza Snow, a privileged woman in Utah [1], played a significant role in promoting the polygamy narrative, especially after Emma Smith&#039;s death [2]. She and Zina Huntington Young (who also adopted &amp;quot;Sister Young&amp;quot; as a title) toured the territory, introducing themselves as two of Joseph Smith&#039;s wives and speaking to women and children, using the watch as evidence [2, 19]. This is viewed by some as a strategic effort to &amp;quot;push a narrative&amp;quot; [2].&lt;br /&gt;
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Her prominence in Relief Society also grew after its re-establishment in the 1860s (after a 20-year hiatus), aligning with her support for the patriarchal and polygamy narratives [8]. Maxine Hanks posits that Eliza acted as a &amp;quot;silent co-author&amp;quot; for Edward Tullidge&#039;s 1877 book, *The Women of Mormondom*, using it to present information she had preserved about her connection to Joseph Smith after Brigham Young&#039;s death [20].&lt;br /&gt;
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Eliza also requested Emmeline B. Wells to ghostwrite Elizabeth Ann Whitney&#039;s autobiography, specifically to include content supporting Joseph Smith&#039;s polygamy, which was then published in Tullidge&#039;s book and the *Woman&#039;s Exponent*. This autobiography emphasized strict secrecy regarding celestial marriage as commanded by an angel [21-23].&lt;br /&gt;
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=== Contradictions and Critiques of Eliza&#039;s Accounts ===&lt;br /&gt;
Several historical issues raise questions about the credibility of Eliza Snow&#039;s accounts regarding polygamy:&lt;br /&gt;
*   **The &amp;quot;Angel with a Flaming Sword&amp;quot;**: While a key source, the growing intensity and specificity of her retellings are noted [3].&lt;br /&gt;
*   **Joseph&#039;s Watch**: The known origin story of the watch contradicts its later presentation as a personal gift and marital evidence [17, 18].&lt;br /&gt;
*   **Name Change**: Her decision to adopt &amp;quot;Smith&amp;quot; as her surname only after Emma&#039;s death, despite being married to Brigham Young for decades, is seen as a motivated attempt to &amp;quot;push a narrative&amp;quot; [2].&lt;br /&gt;
*   **Emma Smith&#039;s Denials**: Eliza Snow claimed that if Joseph Smith the Third&#039;s published interview with Emma (after Emma&#039;s death) was true, then Emma &amp;quot;died with libel on her lips,&amp;quot; asserting that Emma &amp;quot;knew she was in the home&amp;quot; and &amp;quot;knew what Emma knew&amp;quot; about Joseph&#039;s plural wives [24]. This assertion is contrasted with arguments that Eliza, having been &amp;quot;promised that there was nothing she could do to lose her exaltation&amp;quot; and taught to &amp;quot;lie for the Lord,&amp;quot; may not be a reliable witness [25, 26].&lt;br /&gt;
*   **&amp;quot;Eliza and the Stairs&amp;quot; Story**: The widely circulated story of Emma pushing Eliza down the stairs while pregnant with Joseph&#039;s child is considered a falsehood. Its origins are traced to Leroy Snow (Eliza&#039;s nephew) long after the events, and it contains significant factual inconsistencies regarding dates, locations, and witnesses [6, 27, 28]. Lorenzo Snow&#039;s statement that Eliza lived in an &amp;quot;unmarried state until she was beyond the condition of raising a family&amp;quot; further undermines claims of her being pregnant with Joseph&#039;s child [4].&lt;br /&gt;
*   **Lack of Journal Evidence**: Her Nauvoo journal does not contain overt mentions of a sealing to Joseph or the &amp;quot;stairs&amp;quot; incident, despite its contemporaneous nature [13].&lt;br /&gt;
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Eliza Snow&#039;s narratives are seen by some as part of a larger body of &amp;quot;folklore&amp;quot; that emerged in Utah to solidify the polygamous practices there, rather than being strictly factual historical records [5]. Some historians also question Eliza Snow&#039;s credibility, especially when pulling &amp;quot;the thread&amp;quot; of her stories [26]. She is also identified as one of the sources for the &amp;quot;angel with the flaming sword&amp;quot; story, and when considering her full history, she is sometimes deemed less than honest [10].&lt;br /&gt;
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=== Literary Works ===&lt;br /&gt;
Snow was a celebrated poet. Her poem &amp;quot;Think Not When You Gather to Zion&amp;quot; was influential, often presented to new converts in Zion (Utah) to temper expectations of an easy life amidst significant hardships, implying that their struggles were part of a divine &amp;quot;furnace&amp;quot; of purification [29]. This poem is noted as being written by a woman &amp;quot;kept in the lap of luxury as one of Brigham&#039;s wives&amp;quot; [29]. She also wrote a poem for Joseph Smith on October 12, 1842 [15].&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;{{Podcast episode v2&lt;br /&gt;
 | title = 94: Historical Malpractice Part 1 - A Conversation with Whitney Horning&lt;br /&gt;
 | series = 132 Problems&lt;br /&gt;
 | episode = 94&lt;br /&gt;
 | date = 2023-11-26&lt;br /&gt;
 | youtube_id = 1n_mDIsV6LI&lt;br /&gt;
 | tags = Church History, Face To Face, Historical Malpractice, Quentin L. Cook&lt;br /&gt;
 | categories = 132 Problems Episodes, Interview, Whitney Horning&lt;br /&gt;
 | summary = &amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Whitney and I go through some lesser known sources to discuss and reveal the depth of the historical malpractice we are up against.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1G-mISIhxUhePkulXm1Lr7zC0R4BcL0k9/edit?usp=sharing&amp;amp;amp;ouid=107370250945340709203&amp;amp;amp;rtpof=true&amp;amp;amp;sd=true Whitney Horning - Presentation Slides]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1nJP2PDONn6DQjsNiwSEoGONhAcdWAiRs/edit#slide=id.p1 (Another link to try if the first doesn&#039;t work -- please let me know if you can&#039;t access)]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/media/video/2018-09-1000-worldwide-devotional-for-young-adults-a-face-to-face-event-with-elder-cook?lang=eng Face to Face with Elder Cook]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;[https://catalog.churchofjesuschrist.org/assets/e8d44719-6577-4503-86b8-1641367be6b9/0/0 Hyrum&#039;s Jacob 2 Sermon recorded by Levi Richards: Levi Richards papers, 1837-1867; Diaries; Volume 18, 1843 May 14-June 11; Church History Library,]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
| transcript = [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=00m00s [00:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Welcome to 132 problems revisiting Mormon polygamy where we explore the scriptural theological and historical case for plural marriage. I know that many of you are anxiously anticipating the next episodes on the temple. I wanted to have those ready this week. Well, at least the next one for a variety of reasons. I am still working on them. Please bear with me, be patient with me. I am trying to be as thorough as I can and these are huge topics, but I am so excited in the meantime to be able to bring to you this series of conversations I have had with my good friend Whitney Horning. We have so much fun and so much frustration as we engage in, I guess, I guess this work of polygamy research, you could call us polygamy researchers maybe. And it is incredible the things that we discover on an ongoing basis that we continually find the the excitement of the new discoveries combined with the incredible, unbelievable. Just yeah, anger and frustration over how things are spun and how these narratives are produced is it&#039;s quite, it&#039;s quite a ride. So we wanted to invite you all into that to, to see what it&#039;s like. And hopefully for those who haven&#039;t yet joined in to join in with us on this great adventure. So, um I, I hope that you will enjoy these episodes as much as we enjoyed recording them and preparing them and bringing them to you. I do want to again, thank those so sincerely who have been willing to help this podcast by donating both um information but and also resources. I hope that um more people will be able to do that as well because it would, it really helps me to be able to keep doing this. So, thank you very much for that. As always, please consider listening to the beginning episodes and understanding the journey that we have come on. But for those who are here, thank you for joining us. Please stay tuned at the end because both of these episodes, this conversation will be released in two parts because we had so much to talk about. And after recording both of them, we found new information. And so that was included as bonus content that Whitney was kindly willing to come back and talk to me again just to let you see how this continues it&#039;s ongoing. It keeps happening. So, thank you so much for being here and I hope you enjoy this deep dive into the very murky waters of Mormon polygamy. Welcome to 100 and 32 problems. I am here. With my dear friend Whitney Horning who has agreed to come on and have what I hope will be a really fun conversation with me. I have to tell you how this, how the idea for this episode came about. So Whitney and I ended up working somewhat closely together over the, I mean, you know, we kind of always have a text thread going or a Marco Polo thread just as we&#039;re finding resources and talking about things. And I just found that I was frequently kind of sending angry Marco Polos to Whitney when I would read something. I was like, oh my gosh, I can&#039;t believe they said this and she would respond and be like, I know, I know and, and tell me something she had just seen or tell me about. Well, anyway, we had, we had funny conversations and I was like, we should record this. We should kind of do a collection of lesser known things that cause us some amount of what&#039;s the word Whitney like that make us a little frustrated that we read in some of the sources. So Whitney, thank you for being here.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m42s [03:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Thank you for having me. Did I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m44s [03:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: introduce that? All right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m47s [03:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: That&#039;s great.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=03m49s [03:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, so, so Whitney actually put together a beautiful slide show that has so much information and it will be attached below for anyone that wants to look through it because then um we cut it down quite a bit for the presentation just so they are more manageable slides people can, um, look at, but there&#039;s a ton of information additionally below. And I actually think it will be fun as you guys, as we get going, you guys will recognize what it is we&#039;re doing and I&#039;m sure many of you have experienced the same thing. So I think it&#039;d be fun if we started kind of compiling these, um, what should we say them, untrustworthy sources, unreliable sources? Is that what we should call them? Like? So if you guys want to add any of the things that you&#039;ve seen that drive you crazy because we just chose, we just chose them at random. This, this could be an entire episode on its own is kind of what, what are we going to call it? Spin doctoring historical malpractice. What were some of the, what did you say?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=04m51s [04:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I said I like that historical malpractice.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=04m53s [04:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Yeah. I think Jeremy Hoop gave me that one. So there are a lot of like, like, so anyway, so I&#039;m gonna go ahead and share the um side show that Whitney made for us that with editing. So we&#039;re gonna try to get through it the best we can. Hopefully we won&#039;t be too confusing or confused, but I love this. So Whitney, I&#039;m gonna let you take some of this away and um and we&#039;ll just go. Is that good?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=05m19s [05:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. So I think that all of us who are waking up to the idea that each of us can take upon us the responsibility or just the opportunity to study our own history, to study documents and to make our own conclusions. And so it often to me feels like those who oppose what we are trying to inspire in others is the idea that you never let the truth get in the way of a good faith promoting story. Um And it reminds me of the saying that in order to take people captive, all that is required is for people to be content with their ignorance. It is not necessary for the devil to convince you of lies, only for him to make you content in your ignorance or fearful of the search for truth. And so that&#039;s one of the things I love about you Michelle is that you aren&#039;t afraid to dive in and figure out the truth in these historical documents.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=06m36s [06:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK? What I love so much about that is that, well, I think that&#039;s exactly why we&#039;re doing this episode is to show why that&#039;s so necessary. So I this is a clip I want to start with this clip that I watched clear back from um what was it? 2018? Is that when this clip was some of you may have seen this, but this was a special face to face that um the church did in 2018. I believe we&#039;re just gonna play quite a bit of this. Those of you who have seen this may already um know the joy that awaits some of you that haven&#039;t made are in for a surprise. So we&#039;re just gonna play through some of this to kind of show the difference between looking at the sources yourself and just listening to the narrative we&#039;re given. Um&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=07m17s [07:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth Host: as you can imagine, we received quite a few questions regarding polygamy. Um for example, a young adult from Utah asked, I&#039;ve struggled for years to come to peace about polygamy in the early church. Why was it necessary for Joseph Smith and many other leaders to practice it? And&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=07m35s [07:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m gonna pause it there because again, the question is why was it necessary for Joseph Smith and others to practice polygamy? And that&#039;s what the church calls this clip. I&#039;ll link it below, right. So right there, we&#039;re setting the narrative. Why was it necessary because it was necessary as a given? And also I think it&#039;s important to listen like they got a lot of questions about public me and they deserve answers. People are struggling with this and this is our like our youth, right? And so I just think it&#039;s important to recognize what a huge issue this is in the church and how important it is to have answers that have some semblance of satisfying truth to them, right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m15s [08:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: The substance, you know, so much. So many times, I feel like our sincere questions are kind of brushed aside and the idea of, hey, just put that up on your spiritual shelf, you know, you&#039;ll understand more, you know, in the millennia, more in the next life. And I want answers that have substance, you know, the truth with substance.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m37s [08:37]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. That resonate that you can. Yeah. OK. Here we go. So, here&#039;s the&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m41s [08:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth Host: question Morgan from Florida added. What do I tell my family when they ask about polygamy in the early days of the church? They aren&#039;t generally satisfied with the, well, we don&#039;t practice it anymore. Answer.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m53s [08:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: Is it fair to ask you to answer this one, Kate?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=08m57s [08:57]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: That&#039;s a big question.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m00s [09:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So also let me&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m03s [09:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: actually descend from people who, who chose to practice plural marriage. I have great,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m09s [09:09]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: great, sorry, I couldn&#039;t find where to posit. So let me back that up a little bit so we can get into it. And Whitney, you feel free to tell me anywhere you want to pause it. So, OK, we&#039;re listening again.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m19s [09:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: That&#039;s a big question.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m21s [09:21]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: Is&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m22s [09:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Youth Host: it when they ask about polygamy in the early days of the church? They aren&#039;t generally satisfied with the, well, we don&#039;t practice it anymore. Answer. Is&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m31s [09:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: it fair to ask you to answer this one, Kate?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m34s [09:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: That&#039;s a big question.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m38s [09:38]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So do you have anything to say about that little portion?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m42s [09:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I find it telling that the audience as well as the whole group, there are laughing uncomfortably.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m55s [09:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: The uncomfortable laughter is huge.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=09m57s [09:57]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I mean, I should just say it all right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=10m01s [10:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And also that we have an apostle as you know, as someone who is in the position to be a special witness of Jesus Christ being asked about something that was considered a doctrine that the church still says was of God and was necessary. That&#039;s one of the hugest issues going on and they&#039;re asked about it and the result is, oh, this is like, it&#039;s funny that I&#039;m gonna, we&#039;re all gonna acknowledge how uncomfortable this is. And I&#039;m gonna go to the female historian, right? Because a female can make it. Ok. Like they had Brittany Nash write the book. Let&#039;s talk about polygamy and she&#039;s the one going around the State Center. So it&#039;s like if we can have a woman talk about it, it&#039;s less embarrassing, right? Less uncomfortable. And we&#039;ll go, we&#039;ll refer to a historian rather faith promoting historian rather than an apostle. I, I find that interesting.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=10m55s [10:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: It bothers me actually II I, several years ago, well, right after I published my book on Joseph Smith, I contacted the main church historian and asked for a meeting. I wanted to take my book and I wanted to discuss it with them. I naively thought that perhaps they, they needed um help seeing it in a different way and that they would see my research and they would all be like, oh, you&#039;re right, like we&#039;ve been believing this narrative and look at these documents and oh, yay, we can now change the history about Joseph Smith. Right. So I emailed and received back a reply that he was busy for the unforeseeable future. But they referred me to a female historian telling me she was, um, adept at handling female issues.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=11m55s [11:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh, my gosh.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=11m58s [11:58]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. So apparently is only a female issue, you&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=12m02s [12:02]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: know, and it&#039;s, they&#039;re there, little lady don&#039;t trouble your worried little head. That&#039;s what I feel like.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=12m09s [12:09]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. Let&#039;s pass it on to the woman because if a woman answers this then because it&#039;s really is only women who are bothered, right? Is what they&#039;re saying by passing it along to her to Kate. And then all of us women then are supposed to feel like we can&#039;t have questions anymore because a female historian answered it for us. I mean, this is just so, so problematic in so many ways&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=12m38s [12:38]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and it also sends a message like you said that this isn&#039;t a man&#039;s problem that men shouldn&#039;t have questions about this. And you&#039;re, it, it&#039;s kind of like that. I don&#039;t know. It just is sending this weird message that the only thing to worry about here is the women&#039;s hurt feelings. And so it, it allows all that continued sort of um I think many, many men are very deeply bothered by this. So I don&#039;t, I&#039;m not painting all men at all, but there is um a type of Mormon man that&#039;s just like, oh, if the women weren&#039;t so bothered. They would understand that this is how God wants me to be a God. Right. So, it kind of enables that in a way&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m15s [13:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that perpetuates it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m17s [13:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. Ok. I&#039;ll keep going.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m19s [13:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Uh, but I have studied polygamy actually descend from people who, who chose to practice plural marriage.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m27s [13:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I, I&#039;m sorry, I&#039;m going to pause it again because it still is making me mad that it&#039;s the woman that has to be uncomfortable. She because she&#039;s a woman. She has to and they always have to start with. It&#039;s in my ancestry. I, you know, I just, you can see how uncomfortable she is and it&#039;s like you&#039;re the apostle, you take it, you take the hit, you answer the hard question. OK, me,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=13m49s [13:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: I have great, great grandmas and great, great, great grandmas. Who, who did so two of them were named Sarah. It, it wasn&#039;t an easy path for them. One of them was the seventh wife and she just didn&#039;t receive the resources and support that she needed to support herself and her Children, especially after her husband died. Uh One of the&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=14m12s [14:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK, I&#039;m sorry, I, I have to say this um Kate, I really love her. She seems like a lovely woman. It&#039;s Kate Holbrook. She actually passed away last year. And so I don&#039;t want to say anything to criticize her. You, you know, I just, I think she&#039;s trying her best and I like that she is being real about it. I think Brittany Nash does the same thing. They&#039;re like, this was awful. They&#039;re trying to say it in a way that&#039;s a little more palatable but it&#039;s like I this is rude and I it, you know, but the men just smiling as she&#039;s telling this truly heartbreaking story that makes me want to cry. Right. The seventh wife bearing Children with zero support. That&#039;s a horrible, horrible story. Right. And they&#039;re just like, shut down to it. They, they&#039;re like just grinning at her not even able to tap into the empathy which is problematic. So, ok, I&#039;ll keep going once&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m10s [15:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: stop life. But all of the descendants say that it was the second wife that was the favorite wife. The second wife got to travel with the husband while the first wife took care of all the kids and did their laundry, made their meals.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m24s [15:24]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok? I, I don&#039;t know why Eldra cook is laughing and setting the tone for everyone to laugh. I don&#039;t know why. That&#039;s funny.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m34s [15:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, and look at the faces of the young girls. I&#039;m watching them thinking, are they all thinking to themselves? Ok. If I have to live polygamy again, I wanna be a second wife because then I get all the benefits.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=15m48s [15:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s crazy. It&#039;s crazy. And my heritage is different because it was the second wife who had all of the Children and was left home because the first wife was um in, in my great grandparents, the first wife was not able to have Children. And so, so they didn&#039;t have quite that same thing but like to literally be left home, taking care of everyone&#039;s Children while the second wife got to travel with everyone knowing she was the favorite. Like the, I anyway, it is not funny. There&#039;s nothing funny. Is that an uncomfortable laugh again? Is, or is it like, oh, funny history stories? What is, like, explain that to&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=16m27s [16:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: me? Yeah. I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t get it either. I mean, I don&#039;t know. The only thing I can think is it is a, it is a deeply troubling topic and when we actually speak of things like Kate, speaking of actual history, actual, the people&#039;s lives who lived it, I think the only, I think that it is, I think we don&#039;t necessarily do a good job of tapping into our emotions and we almost have been raised in a situation as a church that we, you know, everything needs to be something that builds our faith and, and therefore if we have faith, then we&#039;re also happy. Like there&#039;s this connection that we make that maybe isn&#039;t accurate. And so yes, instead of being sad because if they showed empathy and we&#039;re sad, then I think there&#039;s this idea that then they&#039;re saying it was bad. You know, if we&#039;re sad it was bad and it was wrong. But if we can be, you know, happy and, oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Just just, you know, laughing it off then, then that means they were doing right. I, I don&#039;t know. That&#039;s the only thing I can wrap my head around is maybe that&#039;s why&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=17m45s [17:45]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I think that&#039;s a brilliant insight that it&#039;s like we can&#039;t afford to have empathy because we have to be too shielded up, too guarded to defend the practice that we can&#039;t even afford and something going on. It&#039;s like it&#039;s an abusive thing to say if you have faith and suffering, if, if I make you suffer. Yeah, I mean, like faith is not same as suffering, right? God, Jesus always tells us to alleviate burdens, not to pile them on. And then say, you have so much faith to bear that suffering. Well, like I don&#039;t think we honor our ancestors well, to not empathize with their suffering and to claim that it was of God when it wasn&#039;t&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=18m27s [18:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: exactly.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=18m30s [18:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Uh but, but what I feel honored to descend from those two sarahs and from their husbands, their example has taught me to center my life on faith and their example has taught me to keep putting 1 ft in front of the other and to do so prayerfully,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=18m55s [18:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that&#039;s the lemonade you were just talking about. We have to see it and I can respect that. I think we can admire anybody who goes through adversity and continues. That doesn&#039;t mean that somehow the adversity was good or certainly that it wasn&#039;t the gospel principle right&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=19m13s [19:13]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: to, to put their lives in a little bit of doctrinal and historical context. The instruction we have in the book of Mormon about plural marriage. It&#039;s Jacob chapter two verse 30. And Jacob says monogamy is the Lord&#039;s wish for his people. And there are rare exceptions where the Lord commands us to practice plural marriage in order to raise up a righteous people. This is the rare exception that Joseph Smith was commanded to instigate in, in,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=19m51s [19:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. I&#039;ll pause it. There you go ahead.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=19m55s [19:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Oh, my goodness. Oh, do we want to get into Jacob two right now with this&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=20m01s [20:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: clip or? Well, one thing I think is interesting. One thing that occurs to me is first of all, Jacob 230 was not talked about and it wasn&#039;t in our man, like none of us knew about that as a case for polygamy. I remember like when people would discover it or, you know, like now it is being taught to our Children in seminary as the loophole, right? And, and that&#039;s why it&#039;s coming up here just like we all know Jacob 230. And the new, the new line is that this is the default, this is the nor you know what we&#039;re supposed to have. But then sometimes, and we just conveniently always ignore the fact that Joseph didn&#039;t have any Children in polygamy. And so for them to always say to raise up seed. And that&#039;s the rare exception that Joseph Smith.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=20m50s [20:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: But so my, so I had a reader email me a couple of weeks ago with a document that he had found in Franklin D Richards um journal where Franklin D Richards was like an early twenties, like 2223 years old in Navoo. And he kept a little journal called, I think it was called like scriptural items or something like that. And so this reader stumbled upon um the notes of a sermon Hiram gave and it was, it&#039;s dated by the church to be May 1843. But I can&#039;t really figure out exactly what date it was. And so I&#039;m still trying to research that. But what was fascinating to me in it, Hiram says, he um says there um there were many that had a great deal to say about the ancient order of things. So this makes me think that this is maybe one of Hiram&#039;s last talks. I would maybe date this 1844 because from July of 1843 until they deaths in June of 1844 there was a lot of chatter about the ancient order of things. Ok. So I&#039;m thinking this is 1844 because it makes sense to me. But he says, Hiram had a great deal to say about the ancient order of things as Solomon and David having many wives and concubines. It&#039;s an abomination in the sight of God. If an angel from heaven should come and preach such doctrine. Hiram saying he would be sure to see his cloven foot and cloud of blackness over his head, meaning, you know, that&#039;s a false angel, right? And then he says, Hiram says a man might have one wife concubines, he should have none. And observe that the idea was that this was given to Jacob, Jacob two given to Jacob for a perpetual principle. You can&#039;t be, I mean,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=23m03s [23:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well, I just, I just want to make sure that everyone&#039;s hearing this. Like a reader sent you AAA Hiram Smith sermon that none of us have yet been aware of. This is actually like a song show.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=23m17s [23:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And it&#039;s so exciting because it&#039;s exactly what I feel like you and I are are kind of mission if you want to say is to help empower people that they can go do the research too. Like this was somebody else finding it and sending it to me. And it&#039;s amazing. It is a total bombshell. So then, so you&#039;re, you&#039;re seeing now that Hiram is speaking about Jacob Two and, and using it as an anti polygamy teaching right after Joseph and Hiram die, his brother-in-law Joseph fielding records in his journal. And that might be the next slide records in his journal that the women were very upset that polygamy is starting to be spoken of more openly and that the wives are pretty upset about it and that the women are going around using Jacob Two to try to get the men to stop what they&#039;re doing. The women are using Jacob two to say man, this is an abomination. It is a whoredom. So my supposition is, is as the women were using it and probably using hiram sermon to try to get the men to stop. Then the men had to come up with the polygamy loophole. That&#039;s my supposition is at that time, they had to create a reason why. And so they came up with the whole, well, if God commands it, but if you really understand what Jacob was saying in that sermon, he was telling the people that it, the monogamy was given as a law to their father Lehi. Um As he left Jerusalem, well, in Jerusalem that it was to be for all time. And that he&#039;s telling the men when he says, I will command my people. What Jacobs saying is when God wants to raise a righteous seed. And I know you&#039;ve done an episode on what it means to raise a righteous seed and absolutely brilliant. I, I absolutely agree with you on that theology behind that. But that um what he&#039;s actually saying is God will command God gives commandments to people to help them rise up. He&#039;s not saying I&#039;m going to command you to do polygamy. He&#039;s saying your commandment is monogamy and I&#039;m giving you that commandment because I want you to be a righteous people,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=25m47s [25:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? I&#039;m I&#039;m raising you up as a covenant people. So I am giving you my commandments. I&#039;m restating my eternal commandments that those Yahoos back there in Jerusalem. Keep messing up. Right. OK. The fact that this is not included in our history that you had to like that. Your brilliant reader found it and sent it to you and you&#039;re now sharing it with us. Like this is a huge find. It&#039;s ridiculous. It&#039;s ridiculous. So we have to find it. Right. Right. OK. Thank you. That was brilliant. Thank you so much for sharing that. And I want&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=26m25s [26:25]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: to thank my reader and anyone else out there, like send us stuff. You know, we, we know everything, we haven&#039;t seen every document. So it&#039;s just beautiful to me how many people are waking up to the fact that they can go search documents for themselves. And then I&#039;m so grateful when they send them to us.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=26m45s [26:45]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh my gosh. Yes and II, I love it. And I&#039;m always trying to incorporate them better and better. And so yes, please send us things. I&#039;m so glad that we showed that. So the link to that, you&#039;ll send me the link to that, right? And we&#039;ll have it below. So everyone can find that amazing resource that&#039;s not on the Joseph Smith papers. You have to go to the church history library and read through Franklin D Richards Notes, but we&#039;ll give you the link with the page number. So you&#039;ll be able to find it because it&#039;s so important. It&#039;s huge. Hiram Smith is on record saying that Jacob two is not a loophole but is a perpetual law of monogamy. Ok. Incredible.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=27m23s [27:23]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: And Joseph Smith didn&#039;t want to and he dragged his heels and he was reluctant for years to do this. But eventually he did implement plural marriage because he wanted to be obedient to God&#039;s commandment to him. He tried a little to practice plural marriage in the middle 18 thirties. But it was really in 1841 that he more officially slowly began to introduce the practice of plural marriage to his trusted associates. Uh They, when they heard they were shocked. Uh They&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=28m00s [28:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: OK. So I, I want you to like signal if you wanna say anything because if people have been watching these episodes or have read your book, like the things that, that are in the historical record like Hebrew and um Brigham coming up with this in England and knowing it before Joseph ever told them. And then Joseph didn&#039;t tell them until 43 but they already were practicing it, right? And then there&#039;s no. And anyway, they&#039;re so, do you have anything else to add? And I, I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=28m29s [28:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: have nothing contemporary contemporaneous, contemporary with them where they are saying that it&#039;s difficult. I have found where Hebrew C Kimball talks about that. He hopes Violet will accept it, but I found nothing where they&#039;re saying that they were appalled or disturbed or you know, needed to take time to pray about it from the men who do end up practicing it. Instead there is a letter from and her name is actually pronounced violet. Kimball. That&#039;s, it&#039;s an old spelling that people today pronounce it vate Soviet, whichever you want to do. But it is a different spelling variant spelling of Violet. But there&#039;s a letter from her to Heber where she actually talks about Parley P Pratt showing up to their house having learned the principle from a polygamy insider and how eager he is and she&#039;s afraid he will run too fast. So my research has not uncovered anyone being hesitant except for Joseph and Hiram who were adamant that men should not enter into it and stay away from it. So this is very upsetting. I feel like this is again one of those alterations of history to promote faith in the men who did um practice polygamy.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=30m01s [30:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh A that was, and that was a brilliant example you gave also William Clayton&#039;s journals certainly doesn&#039;t have any. I would prefer the grave. Those are all later decades later when they had to say that for various reasons. And it wasn&#039;t consistently what they said they have their stories changed again and again, also, I she just kind of suddenly slips in, he was commanded repeatedly and, and in the thirties in the mid thirties he tried. That&#039;s because we can&#039;t date Fanny Alger and they consider her to be the first attempt. Right? Like, oh, and then in 41 and, you know, Don Bradley has just turned out that Louisa Beaman could like Joseph Bates Noble was lying. You know, they just say, oh, he was mistaken about the year. She wasn&#039;t the first wife. We can&#039;t come to the conclusion. He was a lying liar who lied because that&#039;s what, so and so it&#039;s like just giving this rough overview of history trying to make. And it&#039;s like this is not true. None of this is sourced. Well, none of it&#039;s anyway. So it&#039;s really discouraging to see that all of our youth are. This is what they&#039;re being taught. Hey, I&#039;ll continue&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=31m12s [31:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: pled in prayer with their father in heaven for understanding of this principle.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=31m20s [31:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Did I say also that like the, the thing about Joseph was commanded multiple times, that&#039;s the angel until the angel sword maybe. And you just read that source from Hiram saying, even if an angel tells you to do this, isn&#039;t that just ironic that the story that emerged was that an angel told him to do it?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=31m41s [31:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Yeah. And they received spiritual witnesses to them personally that this was right for them at that time. Now, as plural marriage was practiced officially for about 50 years, it was always something that people could choose.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m01s [32:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Um Whitney, do you have an exception to that rule?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m05s [32:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I wanna say first when she says they, they, they knew it was Right. They had a burning, um, we&#039;re taught that, you know, you have a burning in the bosom. I think their burning was somewhere else. Well, you know, so I would say they probably did have a, you know, some kind of experience letting them know this was the right thing to do.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m29s [32:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: What, what was it? We said over the phone this week we said they weren&#039;t lying for the Lord. They were lying for libido. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m36s [32:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. They were, was the lion of the Lord lying. Why I am lying for&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m44s [32:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the Lord. Continue. Sorry, I interrupted,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=32m48s [32:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: go ahead. No, I just, I, I think there were people who, I mean, I guess we always have agency. Right. So whenever we, we all as humans find ourselves in situations throughout our lives where we do feel like we have no choice and we do always have a choice. But I do believe that there are many, many people who entered into polygamy because they felt that they didn&#039;t have a choice because they wanted to be obedient to what they believed God had revealed and commanded. Um So I&#039;m, I&#039;m always actually really surprised and really pleased when I find people who talk about that, they were asked to enter into plym me and they said no, like I think that&#039;s um I think in the culture and the climate, especially in, in Mormon, Utah in the 18 fifties. Um And on, I think there were, there was a lot of pressure and I don&#039;t know if a lot of those saints would be able to, to say that they felt they had a choice.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=34m02s [34:02]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Uh Well, we can start with all of the women who were left at home while their husbands went on missions or the converts who came home with their husband only to find that he had other wives, like, or we can go through the entire reformation when the men were threatened with their lives if they didn&#039;t comply and join in, I mean, I mean, like to say, to say that only people who wanted to is just not true at all. And it&#039;s hard to hear that to try to make people feel better. It&#039;s not true. Not to mention that it says right in DNC 132 that if a woman doesn&#039;t give her permission, then it doesn&#039;t, then she loses her right to give her permission and she&#039;ll be damned right and destroyed. So to claim that they all had a choice is bizarre. And then this is a smaller point that&#039;s, I think that&#039;s important. And then also that they had this testimony of it. Those all were written in later reminiscences in Utah. There&#039;s not a single account of a woman having a profound, like God explained this to me, right? And none of them have any understanding to contribute to it. So.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=35m17s [35:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I think there is a story of Violet Kimball that&#039;s told about her having, you know, struggled with it. She knew something, I mean, the story goes something along the lines. I haven&#039;t read it for many years, but it was something along the lines that she knew something was bothering Hebrew. Um He wouldn&#039;t tell her what it was. So she went to the Lord in prayer and had a revelation and a vision where she saw the Slasher Kingdom and saw polygamy being practiced in it and came to Hebrew and said, I have been shown a vision and how dare you keep me from this, you, you know, must enter into polygamy. So I can&#039;t actually find that being an actual firsthand account written by her herself. It seems to have been again a faith promoting story written by someone else in later years.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=36m12s [36:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Oh my word cause I&#039;ve read that somewhat recently. I know the exact story but I didn&#039;t, I hadn&#039;t done the research you have on it. Wow, that&#039;s amazing. OK. And also we have the letter from Hebrew saying I&#039;m sneaking behind your back to save your feelings, right? Like, like she obviously was not like, oh Hebrew take more wives to elevate our celestial status, right? So that what we do have contemporaneous is that we know that Hebrew was sneaking and that violet was upset and that it was hurt, it was painful to her. That&#039;s what we do know. So OK, I&#039;ll continue.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=36m52s [36:52]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: We, we don&#039;t have exact numbers in, in part because our information is incomplete and in part because it&#039;s complicated. So scholars are still trying to get us those numbers about how many&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=37m05s [37:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: records, what did Joseph say about records aren&#039;t records important? OK, I&#039;ll keep going.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=37m11s [37:11]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: Adult. Latter Day Saints actually were in plural marriages. But we know that it was a minority of people.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=37m19s [37:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to make this point. I&#039;m sorry, I keep pausing. You have to tell me if you have things to say, but listen, how much they are trying to promote that. It was hardly anyone, hardly anybody did it. Brigham was saying everybody better do this. And now one of our ways of like if this was of God, why is it so good that nobody did it? Why don&#039;t we, everyone, if, if and if it was to raise that more seed, why don&#039;t we want to say, look how faithful the people were. 75% of them were living this celestial doctrine. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=37m48s [37:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Exactly. It, to me it feels again like another way to try and minimize, minimize it. But you&#039;re exactly right. I mean, if this was commanded of God and this is what all faithful people should do, then why wasn&#039;t everyone living it?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=38m03s [38:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? Would we go somewhere and say, look, only about 2% of our members go to the temple? So it&#039;s ok because hardly anyone ever goes right. Why would we brag about that&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=38m17s [38:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: people that were in plural marriages? And we know that many of them were the most devout, the most stalwart members of our church. So in 1890 Wilfred Woodruff issued a manifesto that was to end the practice of plural marriage. And when some people heard this manifesto, they were relieved, plural marriage had been hard for them and they rejoiced. And when some people heard this manifesto, they were devastated and they cried, they had sacrificed so much and they had testimonies of this principle. Now, some of you I know from your questions, wonder what does our past practice of plural marriage mean for the afterlife? For what will greet us after this life? Our church leaders have taught us that monogamy is the rule and plural marriage is the exception. And our church leaders have taught us that plural marriage is not necessary for exultation.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=39m30s [39:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to pause there. OK, I&#039;ll let you go first.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=39m36s [39:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I mean, we could. So she brings up the manifesto. So after we discuss the other things, we could go and talk about that, um I find it like, does nobody connect the dots or do very few of us connect the dots that she&#039;s saying only the very stalwart. We know that the very stalwart practiced it? OK. So you said it&#039;s a very small minority that practiced. Now, you&#039;re saying it was only the most faithful, most stalwart members. So does that mean that any of my ancestors who chose not to weren&#039;t faithful? They weren&#039;t stalwart. And now she&#039;s saying, um, you don&#039;t need to worry about the next life for exultation. So, in a sense what the brother and I think they actually believe is that polygamy is reserved for the top 2% of people in the church. So if you&#039;re not asked to practice it, then you&#039;re not a stalwart faithful member. I mean, that&#039;s the message that they&#039;re giving us.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=40m40s [40:40]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Do you know what that is? That lines up perfectly with my biggest haters and detractors who are the lovers of polygamy because they constantly like, why do you even care? It&#039;s not for you. It&#039;s only for the righteous is like something I&#039;ve heard so like the most righteous you don&#039;t, you don&#039;t even need to be bothered about it. There&#039;s so much pride attached to it just like Jacob knew OK, that I hadn&#039;t put that together. But you&#039;re right. It&#039;s like, oh, it was hardly anyone, oh, but it was the most faithful ones, right? So it is that same, only 2% go to the temple, but it&#039;s the most faithful 2%. Like what is the message&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=41m18s [41:18]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I had, I had a man reach out to me a few years ago about polygamy, right? And trying to convince me that it was a God and giving me all these arguments and then he says, you know, polygamy isn&#039;t for everyone. It&#039;s only for the most righteous that God can trust. And right now, there&#039;s only three men in the entire world who qualify and I&#039;m one of them. Whoa.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=41m46s [41:46]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And you. But I have been told before that I have the privilege of praying to know whether I could, whether I like the invitation was made for me to pray whether I should marry this particular. It&#039;s, it&#039;s not happened only once. But yeah, it sounds like he was letting you know, hey, hey, honey, join on my, my train. I&#039;m going directly to heaven and no one else is, wow, that&#039;s amazing. Ok. The two points I wanted to hit on as well are first of all, the never answering the question about the eternity, right? Like if there is a widower and a girl is wondering if she should marry him. I had like my husband&#039;s best friend, his wife passed away when they were just newlyweds. They were really young. Right? So when, when he was dating a girl again, like she talked to me sometimes about what does this mean? Like I&#039;m, I&#039;m like, we&#039;re going to be like she just was planning from the beginning that she was sharing in the next life. So we are just avoiding the question, right? The question that all of these older women have when they&#039;re a widow. Like, is he already married on the other side or if I die? Will he marry someone else this haunting? They just pretend it doesn&#039;t exist and that bothers me and then I just have to respond to our church leaders have told us it&#039;s not required for exultation. Is that what she just said? And I only, I&#039;m just gonna grab one quote of the hundreds literally that you could grab. But um let&#039;s see, I wish to say here to the elders of Israel to all the members of this church and kingdom that it is in the hearts of many of them to wish that the doctrine of polygamy was not taught and practiced by us. It is the word of the Lord. And I wish to say to you and all the world world that if you desire with all your hearts to obtain the blessings which Abraham obtained, you will be polygamous, at least in your faith or you will come short of enjoying this, enjoying salvation and the glory which Abraham has obtained. This is as true as that God lives. You who wish there were no such thing in existence. If you have it in your heart to say, we will pass along in the church without obeying or submitting to it in our faith or believing this order. Because for aught that we know this community may be broken up yet. And anyway, he goes on and on. But he says the man that has this in his heart and will continue to persist in pursuing that policy, will come short of dwelling in the presence of the father and the son in celestial glory. The only men who become gods, even the sons of God are those who enter into polygamy. And I, I don&#039;t like we just, that&#039;s not in our history somewhere that when we&#039;re talking about polygamy now, along with Jacob 230 and I think it should be like, how can we claim this? Right? And I maybe what she&#039;s saying is that our leaders now say it&#039;s not necessary and we believe our leaders now not our past leaders. And I think like what this is exposing is why this is such an uncomfortable mess. And like we said, at the beginning, people deserve satisfactory answers.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=44m50s [44:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I mean, think about that you go from Joseph Smith teaching that, you know, it&#039;s monogamy and that&#039;s God&#039;s law on marriage. Then you move to Brigham Young teaching, OK. You know, God&#039;s law is many women and in fact, you can&#039;t become a son of God, quote unquote and be exalted, quote unquote without many wives. Then you get to the manifestos. And the first manifesto was really just like a, a political stunt. It was just designed to try and throw Congress off the scent of hunting down polygamous and let them practice it and more secretly. And so it wasn&#039;t really until the official end of polygamy 1904 when Joseph F Smith testifies before Congress that the church has stopped doing it. And then he comes home reads another letter about ending plural marriage in um conference of April 6th 1904. And that&#039;s when it becomes ex communicable. So you&#039;ve now moved to families who are told you need to be polygamous to be exalted. And then now all of a sudden, well, now if you enter into it, you&#039;re going to be excommunicated from the church. I mean, just talk about whiplash. Like, what is it? How, you know, this is a, this is a fundamental doctrine. It&#039;s a fundamental doctrine in all religions. How do we rise up and receive the blessings that God has in store? How do we rise up and become an heir with him? Right. And so now you&#039;ve, you&#039;ve taken it through monogamy, polygamy now, monogamy, but polygamy for, you know, from Brigham Young from 1944 to 9 or 1844 to 1904. So is that 60 years? That&#039;s an, that&#039;s a couple of generations have been drilled into them that if you want to become an heir with God as the scriptures teach us, you have to have multiple wives. And now all of a sudden you can be excommunicated for the very thing that would get you exalted. I mean, it&#039;s a, it&#039;s a muddy mess&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=47m11s [47:11]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: when we read when 132 itself says for my house is the house of order, not confusion, right? Like that should kill it right there. So,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=47m22s [47:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so I have a, I have a friend, she&#039;s passed away now. She was, I was her um visiting teacher back when it was called visiting teachers. Um I was like 30 years old and she was 80 her um her grandfather and grandmother were polygamous. Um And so 1904, when this second Manifesto makes it now that you can be excommunicated. Her grandfather chose to leave the first wife with whom he had seven Children and go live with the 16 year old who he had just married just before that second manifesto and never saw his first family ever again, moved 10 miles away in Ogden and never had any association with them ever again, completely abandoned his family. So she is right when she talks about how, so there were people who the manifesto, even though she&#039;s not admitting there is a second manifesto that the um gospel topics essays do talk about the second Manifesto. So the church is trying to be more transparent that it did take 214 years apart but it did cause I mean, it tore apart families. So here you have families that are already struggling. I&#039;ve yet to find one family where everyone was happy, every wife, every you know, with the husband. Um but it tore apart families. It devastated people. I mean, I think left people in terrible confusion. I mean that&#039;s where we get all these splinter groups of, you know, the fundamentalist religions who still are doing plague me today because it was so indoctrinated that this was how you pleased God and raised up right to seed. And how you became exalted was through the system of plural marriage. So, it was, even though I&#039;m happy that it ended,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=49m26s [49:26]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it shouldn&#039;t have ever be,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=49m28s [49:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it never begun. Exactly. I do feel like the federal government was helping. Right. The ship, you know, the Gods ship. If you look at the restoration like a ship, it was getting off course and it was helping right. That ship and bring them maybe into a repentance, which they should have been doing for years. But it still caused tremendous, tremendous heartache in the process.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=49m56s [49:56]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes, I did. I do want to point out one thing just based on the temple episode that I just did with all the study. I think that after 1890 members went way, way down and it wasn&#039;t being preached anymore. So like it was still being, it was still whispered and being, but they had taken down the endowment house and it was no longer preached that this was so it kind of became again a secret, right? So even though it didn&#039;t solve the problem, it did really help it. It tamped it down. And all of those Children that were brought to that temple dedication weren&#039;t raised, being taught about polygamy. It was just their parents and grandparents that had to deal with the change. So I do want to like at least point out that that did really change. It didn&#039;t, it didn&#039;t end it but it, it ended, it being perpetuated, it ended the perpetuation of it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=50m47s [50:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. I, yeah, exactly. Like I, I&#039;ve, in my research seen a huge decline in the number. Yeah. After&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=50m55s [50:55]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that, yeah. Oh, good. Ok. I&#039;m glad we concur on that so, very&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=50m59s [50:59]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: much. Well, think about it if you&#039;re someone who doesn&#039;t want to do it and you&#039;re only doing it because your priest, a leader and president of the church that you consider a prophet is telling you to do it. And then you get, you know, I mean, you get this manifesto that you&#039;re like, oh yeah, I don&#039;t have to do it like I can now point to something that gives me the freedom to say no.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=51m26s [51:26]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right? And, and it wasn&#039;t being pushed on them so they could just live their lives like I think most of them would have. And you know, so, so I think, I think it was a positive thing. It was only the connected people and there was no endowment house. It wasn&#039;t easily done anymore. You had to go get permission from someone under the, you know, in the back alley, right? So, ok, I&#039;ll play a little bit more of this and then,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=51m49s [51:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Kate Holbrook: or for eternal glory. Now, I as a historian and as a church member have felt it really important that although I&#039;m grateful personally that monogamy is the rule in plural marriage is the exception that I not discount those testimonies. And that honorable obedience of our spiritual ancestors who practiced this principle because they were being obedient and they had a testimony that it was right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=52m24s [52:24]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: Thank you very much.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=52m27s [52:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Came to skip to another spot just because it&#039;s a bit long. And with that, I think there is something to be said for that. I just think it&#039;s more important to pay attention to their suffering and that it wasn&#039;t right and that they were faithful and did it. But that I, I feel and I, I think we&#039;ve talked about this, I feel extremely called by those who suffered and by those who perpetuated suffering through error to do what I&#039;m doing. And so I think that we are honoring them in the most important way possible when you are honoring victims, you don&#039;t sing praises to their victimizers, right? And you, like, if we can say polygamy, victimized people, let&#039;s try to help people understand why polygamy is wrong. I think that&#039;s how we honor those who were victimized by it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m20s [53:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: I agree. Well, said,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m23s [53:23]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: so I&#039;ll play this part for a minute. This is the next story. What did you, you told me what his name was? That was Kate Holbrick. This is, I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m30s [53:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: believe this is Matthew Grove.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m33s [53:33]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. All right. So he, he just talked for a minute and I just wanted to skip to this&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m37s [53:37]]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: part from reading your questions about plural marriage. I know many of you have questions about Joseph Smith&#039;s practice of plural marriage. We don&#039;t have time to get into lots of those questions tonight. So I point you towards Saints and the gospel topics, essays.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=53m51s [53:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That was so great because that&#039;s exactly what our whole episode is about is these sources. So I, I don&#039;t want time to answer your question. So go look at these sources which Whitney and I this was all just a later edition because we were planning to get into those sources, which we will continue. Maybe this will be a two part instead of just a one part. But isn&#039;t that great? So that&#039;s where all of your answers are,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=54m15s [54:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: right? And we have, we actually have a family member who is constantly telling us that the gospel topics, essays and saints are not the authoritative voice because they weren&#039;t written by the first presidency yet. Here you have a church historian sitting next to an apostle who could have gently stopped him and said, oh, no, no, those are just, you know, those are just narratives written to, you know, to entertain that numbers. Right. Right. And so to me, he&#039;s saying they are the authoritative voice,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=54m57s [54:57]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? This is what? And yeah, you&#039;re right, the the apostle who deferred to the historians on this doctrinal question, right? And the historian is deferring to the books that the, the things that they have produced. So and with the approval of the first presidency and the 12, that&#039;s, I&#039;ve been told that many times Well, Brian Hall told me I&#039;m not allowed to as a church member to publicly disagree with those because those are authoritative sources for the leaders of our church&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=55m30s [55:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: in Saints. The, the history is told not just through the experience of Joseph Smith or other men, but through the experience of women such as Emma Smith and Emily Partridge and Mary Elizabeth Rollins Leitner, a couple of things I would say to keep in mind about Joe&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=55m49s [55:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: really quickly. Isn&#039;t it interesting the women they chose, right? Like the, the ones who have the most to say about it. And again, deferring to the women can if the women support it, then it&#039;s good. So I should have interrupted him here. He&#039;s saying a couple of things. When you&#039;re studying the history of Joseph Smith, he&#039;s gonna give us the guidance of what we need. The&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=56m10s [56:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: practice of plural marriage. The first is that we know that at that time, there was a distinction between ceilings for time and eternity that involve commitments in this life and ceilings for eternity alone that only involve commitments in the life to come. We know that uh some of Joseph Smith&#039;s ceilings that appear unusual to us and are difficult to understand, fall into that category of ceilings for eternity alone and seem to have been a,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=56m41s [56:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I&#039;m just curious if you have anything to say about that because I&#039;ve, I&#039;m still looking for that evidence.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=56m49s [56:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, let&#039;s, let&#039;s ok. So I think what he&#039;s trying to refer to here is, I think he&#039;s trying to, you know, being apologetic for the idea that there are historians who say Joseph married, already married women and those would be the commitment in the next life. Does that make it any better? I mean, we&#039;re a church that believes in eternal marriage. And so it&#039;s so, so it was ok for Joseph to not have them here in this life. They could stay with her husband in this life. But as soon as they died now she&#039;s the property of Joseph Smith. I mean, does that, does that mean?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=57m27s [57:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: What does that mean for the husband? Right. And it&#039;s only those marriages that are troubling or questionable. It&#039;s not all of them. So, like the way we try to soften like he broke Emma&#039;s heart, he lied, he cheated, he did all of these things. But it was like some of it was just for the next life. What does that? And what are you basing that on? Yeah.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=57m49s [57:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And, and how does that make it any better? You know, that&#039;s one of the things that I know that, um, Don Bradley and I believe Brian Hales and maybe there&#039;s another person I think that, you know, have made some comments about me in negative ways to try and steer people away from reading my books. But I, and one of the things that they talk about is how in the preface I talk about how I just chose to believe Joseph&#039;s words. But they, they don&#039;t even mention the whole idea of being an apologist. I lived 40 something years of my life being an apologist saying stuff just like this historian is saying to try and apologize for our history and to, you know, make it, make sense, right? And to make it not as bad. And that&#039;s when I finally decided I&#039;m not going to be unapologetic anymore. And I&#039;m, I&#039;m going to find truth and I&#039;m going to speak truth and was surprised when I did that, that I started finding continual times when Joseph actually spoke the truth and denied polygamy. And so, um I just find it very fascinating that that&#039;s exactly what he&#039;s trying to do here is to be an apologetic, you know, like you said, soften, soften up what Joseph was, what they believe Joseph was doing by saying, oh, hey, it was just for the next life that that&#039;s supposed to be better somehow, somehow that I, I just, I still can&#039;t wrap my mind around that. How is that supposed to be better? Because if it&#039;s for eternity, well, that sure sounds like an eternal hell, or at least in this life, if you were in polygamy, you could be like, ok, as soon as he dies, I&#039;m free. Can&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=59m42s [59:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we, can we also try to like connect that to Jacob 230? If it&#039;s to raise up seed, then why are you marry, marrying, already married women. Right. Right. To marry in the next life. Like, what does this, like, a bunch of these women were pregnant? Right. Like, how is he? Like, they&#039;re not putting the, well, we&#039;ll talk, we&#039;ll play some clips from Don Bradley talking about putting puzzle pieces together. It&#039;s like they have to keep all of these completely separate and there&#039;s no cohesive logic to any of it. But&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h00m19s [1:00:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so this goes back to the pride of being the few select chosen men because the idea was, and it kind of goes in with the leet marriage, kind of idea that that this woman. So say that Joseph marries some woman named Ann and Ann&#039;s currently married and currently pregnant with her husband&#039;s child. And the church teaches that the idea is then that this woman and any Children she has with her husband are in the next life going to be the seat of Joseph Smith. So Joseph will have this huge posterity in the next life. So her husband dies and now he doesn&#039;t have a wife and now none of his Children&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m05s [1:01:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: and he&#039;s separate and single, only an angel separate&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m07s [1:01:07]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: and single. I mean, talk about a devastating doctrine and also a prideful doctrine because now you&#039;re elevating Joseph Smith or Brigham Young or Hebrew C Kimball or a mass align or any number of men that they are the select few that get to have all of the Children.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m29s [1:01:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And that comes up in this too. II, I think I left part of it and I might have cut it out. I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll go back and find, I mean, I&#039;ll, I&#039;ll update us it, but it goes into that bloodlines thing that people are still defending, which I find to be absolutely horrific like we needed. Rig&#039;s magic sperm everywhere in Utah in order to have the righteous people. Like, what is this bloodlines? Monstrous nonsense. Right. Well, that,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h01m58s [1:01:58]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that goes back to Hebrew C. Kimball&#039;s letter to Violet that you were talking about where he&#039;s apologizing for running around behind her back in secret. In that letter, he says, don&#039;t, you know, I&#039;ve been called of God to give my seed to any woman willing to accept it. So it goes back to this idea that these men are, you know, the holy chosen ones and aren&#039;t you so lucky? There&#039;s a journal of a girl who was 16 in nu in September of 1844. So, you know, a few weeks after Hiram and Joseph were murdered and she writes in her journal that Hebrew, she was really sick. They were converts of Hebrews from the East Coast, they migrated to Navoo and she writes in her journal that Hebrew had come and helped take care of her during her convalescence being sick. And that during that time, he taught her father and her about the principle of plural marriage and then proposed to her. And how lucky was she that she got to be united to God&#039;s chosen Apostle. So where the hierarchy that gets instigated into the L DS church, right upon Joseph and Hiram&#039;s death. If you go to Jacob, I don&#039;t, is it three or five the whole, the long, long whole thing about the um olive trees, right? Jacob Jacob throughout it, it talks about equality, being equal, that no one is above another. No one is above the servant. The servant isn&#039;t above anyone. The servant is there to be lower and to serve and to lift up others, right? And so it&#039;s this whole idea that I just for me, I mean, I know that we talk about how horrific it was for the women, but we often fail to talk about or recognize how horrific this teaching was for the men. And you know, we, we have some light shed on the lost boys of the ply groups today. But that started immediately with Brigham and Hebrews&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m16s [1:04:16]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: in my family history. We had to get rid of the boys.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m20s [1:04:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And so then we&#039;re left with a remnant in our church today. A remnant, a ghost teaching. I don&#039;t know what to call it, but it&#039;s this idea&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m30s [1:04:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: we&#039;re&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h04m31s [1:04:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: haunting that um we have to have polygamy in the next side because there&#039;s going to be more righteous women than men. Do you see how we treat our men? We&#039;re constantly telling them they&#039;re not good enough. Then we wonder as women why our husbands don&#039;t use their priesthood more boldly. Well, they&#039;re continually told you&#039;re not in the hierarchy, you&#039;re not chosen, you&#039;re not good enough. You know, there&#039;s going to be more righteous women and so the few righteous men are going to have to have all these wives right in the next life. Because, I mean, it&#039;s just, and then we&#039;ve got God telling us I&#039;m no respecter of persons and all are equal before me.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m17s [1:05:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Right. OK. That&#039;s, there&#039;s something I was going to say, but I can&#039;t remember. So I&#039;m just going to keep playing him. That was beautiful. Thank you for sharing all of that&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m26s [1:05:26]]&lt;br /&gt;
Matthew Grove: about creating links between families in the next life. The other thing I would say is that the revelation to practice plural marriage did not come with an instruction manual and that any change on this scale, any change in doctrine, society and culture on this scale of beginning plural marriage is going to be difficult and it&#039;s going, there&#039;s gonna be some unanswered questions.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h05m51s [1:05:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So that again is the acknowledgement that Joseph was horrible and did horrible things, right? Isn&#039;t that basically when he&#039;s leaving us&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m00s [1:06:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: there? Right? But I thought now, wait a minute, Michelle, I thought that according to DNC 132 they have the Bible as the instruction manual, right? Isn&#039;t there polygamy all throughout the Bible? So, so for pro polygamist, they have the Bible that they&#039;re supposed to write. It&#039;s all throughout. But then you could say like you and I would say the scriptures are an instruction manual and they say, don&#039;t do it&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h06m28s [1:06:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: well. And how about um I&#039;m I my brain is too dead right now. So you&#039;ll have to tell me, but not only and by the power of the Holy Ghost, you may know the truth of all things, but also the Holy Ghost will teach you all things what you should do, right? Aren&#039;t we supposed to like? No? Um Let&#039;s see. Yeah, it&#039;s secondly, 5 32 5, right? That the Holy Ghost will teach you all things what you should do. And so a and you know, I know that the Lord giveth no commandment unto the Children of men say he shall prepare away for them that they may accomplish that. Like if the these polygamist um doctrines and our excuses for polygamy are just continuing on with Brigham&#039;s non scriptural nonsense, right? We just talked in the, I just talked in the last episode on temples about how he had very little use for revelation. Like he made these claims that are in direct contrast to all the direct contradiction to all of our scriptures. And I feel like that claim is as well. It demeans Joseph Smith acknowledges that he was a mess and that he did terrible things, but he didn&#039;t have an instruction manual and apparently he didn&#039;t have the spirit and apparently God gave him a commandment that he couldn&#039;t do the right way. That was too hard for him. Like, it&#039;s ridiculous. So, and it looks, it looks like I did cut out where they talk about that. It was to raise up a right to see. And they say a couple of different times that, like, something like 20% of the population of the church is from these polygamous marriages and they have so greatly blessed the church. So, again, it&#039;s this elitist doctrine because there&#039;s already this bad idea of like I come from pioneer stock. And yeah,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h08m10s [1:08:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: and the thing is, you know, it is, it bothers me. I mean, there&#039;s so many things that bother me. One of the things when they talk like that and are the people who, you know, would like to cut off our oxygen. Um Is it inherently they&#039;re saying they&#039;re, they&#039;re basically accusing me of not appreciating or honoring my heritage. Um I very much appreciate, I, I thank God all the time that I have ancestors who heard Joseph Smith&#039;s teachings joined this church, came here and raised me. I have because of that. I have a love for the book of Mormon. I have a love for Joseph Smith. I have a love for God. So to say that because I&#039;m trying to now help right? The wrongs that my ancestors suffered is that I don&#039;t honor them to me. Like I love earlier, you said something about that and I just absolutely love that that, that we are trying to honor those voices crying from the dust, trying to give us a warning to complete their repentance and stay as far away from this as we can.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m25s [1:09:25]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Uh, I love it. Yes. Exactly. That&#039;s what I, I agree. So, ok, so, so we have that elitist problem and I&#039;m just gonna go forward to, um, elder cook does sum this up and he makes three points and one of them is, hey, we have all of this population in the church who are polygamous kids and they&#039;re the best of the best. Remember, it was the most faithful. I mean, he&#039;s not saying that I&#039;m adding that in, but let me get this last point. He makes interesting&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h09m53s [1:09:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: one is that in the councils of the church uh in the senior councils of the church, uh There&#039;s a feeling that Brigay as it was practiced uh served its purpose and we should honor those saints, but that purpose has been accomplished and that, that it isn&#039;t necessary. Now, there are unanswered questions. Uh And we don&#039;t always receive revelation on everything.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h10m17s [1:10:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wow, this is an apostle of the Lord saying we don&#039;t always receive. It&#039;s like you are talking about this core doctrine. That is the biggest issue for so many people in the church and we don&#039;t always receive revelation on everything. Well, you know, I&#039;m getting tons of divine guidance and I know that&#039;s maybe a big, but I am, I&#039;m being led to things I know you are as well. You know other people as well. People have amazing experiences when they open, when they open their hearts to this and open their minds to this. When the confirmation of the spirit that people describe again and again is profound. And so what is, what reminds me um again, my mind is drawing a blade. But if you do not have revelations, if you don&#039;t have signs among you, it is not, it is because you have no faith. Right? Exactly. So, so we should be having revelation. We should be having revelation. And I feel&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h11m17s [1:11:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: like I feel like he&#039;s talking out of both sides of his mouth because on one hand, we&#039;re told, um the brethren will never lead you astray. And then, and anything that comes out of their mouth is the mind and will of the Lord, which is what revelation is. And then on the other hand, he&#039;s saying, well, we don&#039;t receive revelation on everything and you know, this whole polygamy thing, like it&#039;s, it&#039;s served its purpose, it&#039;s, it&#039;s done. And I think, well, which is it, you know, I don&#039;t understand. I don&#039;t understand why, like you&#039;ve pointed out so many times and I point this out in my book, I don&#039;t understand why they can&#039;t just stand up and admit this is another one of Brigham&#039;s bad ideas. I&#039;m like, let&#039;s just be done with it. Like let&#039;s just, they&#039;ve admitted racism was bad. They, you know, they admitted that blood at Toma was bad. The Adam do the Adam God theory was bad. Like this is just yet again, another bad idea. Let&#039;s just admit it. And then, then we don&#039;t have to have these uncomfortable chats where we, we&#039;re flooded with questions that we don&#039;t want to answer. We can just say, you know what? It was a bad idea. Brighams. There we go. Simple.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h12m31s [1:12:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Do you know what? I so agree. Yeah. Like the discomfort throughout this whole thing where you and I are like, so comfortable in our skin. Let&#039;s talk about like people are posting memes all the time making fun of like, hey, let&#039;s talk about polygamy. Like I, I just, I just went to the dentist this week. I talked to her for like 15 minutes about polygamy because she was asking like, oh, what do you do? And I was like, well, but like we&#039;re desperate to talk about it all the time because truth is so amazing, right? And one other thing I want to say about what he&#039;s saying here, like, well, I appreciate it because this is something I&#039;ve been able to share with people to say, hey, like you&#039;re saying polygamy is in our future and that I&#039;m wrong. But listen to Eldra Cook, he just said it served its purpose that does lead us all the believable. What was its purpose? And if, if you disagree with everything, Brigham young and worse. And pratt and, um, Hebrew Kimball, you know, all, all of those, if you disagree with everything they taught about polygamy, which you&#039;re doing, then why are you agreeing with polygamy? Right. Right. Like there&#039;s no consistency. But, but what&#039;s bothering me is he again, is doing this sort of gas lighting about this hunting, this eternal question that bothers so many people. Um, I&#039;m, I&#039;m, I just scheduled an interview with a good friend who I just learned had married a young widow. I didn&#039;t know that as a young couple. And so he&#039;s lived with this haunting his whole life because he&#039;s in that situation. You talked about where he&#039;s not sealed to his wife and he&#039;s, ah, and he&#039;s not sealed to his Children, you know. And, um, and this is so gaslighting those people in those situations that deserve answers that make sense and of all of the things to get revelation on, maybe this would be a good one. And God says I give like, all you have to do is ask and you&#039;ll receive, right? Isn&#039;t that what we&#039;ve all done? And it is true.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m28s [1:14:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. Yeah. Absolutely. Amen.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m31s [1:14:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. I&#039;ll keep going on this&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m34s [1:14:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: President Ballard and I were laughing about this the other day and saying, uh, when the millennium comes, there&#039;s 1000 years and we&#039;re gonna need 1000 years to, uh, get the answers to all of the issues that surround everything. But&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h14m49s [1:14:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: again, the acknowledgment of II, I try not to be hard on our leaders and I, but it&#039;s such an acknowledgment of the blind leading the blind, right? Like no, he&#039;s saying we don&#039;t have any answers, we have no answers and, and we can joke about that. We have no answers and it&#039;s really actually heartbreaking. Like I don&#039;t want, you know, I don&#039;t wanna hurt anybody&#039;s faith. I don&#039;t want to be critical. I just, we need to acknowledge the truth of these things and and allow people to follow the Lord instead of following a hierarchy, hierarchical structure of leaders who are acknowledging repeatedly that they can&#039;t give you the answers you seek.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h15m34s [1:15:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And I would like to just add a little story too because I, I think there&#039;s this idea that especially the brethren, know everything and know everything about church history. And you know, we need to have so much charity and compassion because so we have a good friend, Vernon and I have a good friend who several years ago was struggling with this question about polygamy. And so he had a friend who knew Elder Ballard. And so this friend wanted to help our friend. And so he made an appointment with Elder Ballard and the two went into his office and they started, you know, peppering him with their questions and he put up his hands and he said, stop, stop, stop, stop right there. I am just a used car salesman. I don&#039;t know anything about church history. I can&#039;t help you. On one hand, we could say, well, how dare they. But, you know, these are men who had big careers. A lot of them had very high stress, high, busy, high octane, high work hours a week careers,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m53s [1:16:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: serving at high church callings. Exactly.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h16m56s [1:16:56]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: That&#039;s what I was going to say, serving in high church callings that, that just doesn&#039;t leave them time. Like we met a sick president a few years ago who has never read the book of Mormon. And he said, when do I have time? I am serving, serving, serving and working, working, working to provide for my family. And so while we would love to think that all of our leaders, you know, have read every single document that they&#039;ve, they know everything about church history. They, they even understand the scriptures backwards and forwards. That&#039;s just not how it is. And we could sit there and be critical of that or we could really have compassion and charity. But part of that is I think the reason people get critical is because then they sit at meetings like this and, and pass off expertise and do the whole, just pat the members on the head and say, you know, doubt your doubts, not your faith. And, and I think if they were, I think if they were more honest and more transparent, but I think they get afraid that if they were to be that way that, then we would, then we would all lose our faith. I mean, everything is so much of it is. And that&#039;s why, you know, our whole presentation tonight is about altering of history to promote faith. Instead of allowing us, allow us to struggle, allow us to have our own wrestle with God. I mean, the whole story of Jacob in the Bible, he wrestles blessings from God to the point. It puts out his hip wrestling with God is how we learn and grow. And so let us have that freedom, let us have the freedom. And sometimes yes, we&#039;re gonna fall on our face. Sometimes we&#039;re going to maybe make mistakes. Maybe our compass is gonna point south and God&#039;s got to reorient us back to the north. But you know, we&#039;re here to exercise our agency. And so I think there&#039;s a real fear. I, I can feel it as a parent, I feel that sometimes this fear of wanting to control a narrative of any kind for my Children to help keep them from the potholes and the bruises and the broken bones of spiritually speaking. But um when I do that, eventually something gets them, something that they have to face on their own. And so I can understand why our leaders want everything in nice little tidy packages and to, to kind of keep us. Um I think it was Elder Ballard that gave the talk, stay on the good ships and, and I think he even like, stay safely in the middle. But um I remember when he gave that talk, I um poured my heart out to the Lord and was like, is that really what we&#039;re supposed to do? Like, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know, I&#039;m like, I, I need to know and I immediately had um the scripture come to mind of Peter and I heard the words Peter got out of the boat, you know, he gets out into a raging storm to walk on water to go to the Lord. So, you know, I mean, it&#039;s scary and I&#039;m gonna tell you, it&#039;s scary and, and I think that, you know, the scriptures tell us, you know, be careful that you&#039;re not deceived, but we could protect ourselves and bubble wrap ourselves so much. Um trying to avoid being deceived and trying to avoid any pain, but that&#039;s not how we grow and it&#039;s not how we do it to the Lord,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h20m33s [1:20:33]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? OK. I love that. I, for me how I like for me how that interpretation is because that&#039;s like chills, that&#039;s a profound answer. And for me, it&#039;s not, it&#039;s not necessarily about staying in the church or out of the church. It&#039;s where you&#039;re called, it&#039;s about comfort, it&#039;s about staying because I, because what I like what you&#039;re saying about sort of the devouring mother, right? That like won&#039;t allow her Children to grow and what the church should. I hate to say should. But what I wish we were doing is strengthening people so that they are empowered to go out and fight the spiritual battles, right? And to grapple with those questions, to spiritually prepare them rather than keeping them kind of sheltered and bubble wrapped and so weak. And then we&#039;re doing that through lies. So if we were to tell the truth, like we&#039;re doing here like, hey, this is the truth. This is what this person said. This is what the scriptures say. This is what Joseph said. This is what Brigham said. Go look at it, right? Those might be somewhat hard for people to deal with but how but but people get strengthened through that process, right? And we&#039;re giving them truth rather than, oh, don&#039;t look at anything. I will just tell you a little story. Oh But you&#039;re going to find out that Joseph was like, like sexually manipulating 14 year olds and then go grapple with that and you have no muscle to do it. You know, you have no preparation and the very worst version, right? Why do people&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m04s [1:22:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: read a gospel topics, essay and lose all one essay they&#039;re done. Why is a ce S letter so powerful because we&#039;re not inoculating anyone by creating this beautiful um sugar coated history, right? And so I could see where some people would say, well, that&#039;s what I&#039;m doing, right by saying Joseph&#039;s not a polygamist. I&#039;m sugarcoating it, but&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m34s [1:22:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I am looking at,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h22m36s [1:22:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: yeah, I think that when you start, you know, exposing the warts, you have to, then grapple because I know that there&#039;s people who, um, accuse you and I in particular about, well, if Joseph didn&#039;t do it, then that means, and Brigham did, then what does that mean for him? And then what does that mean about this leader? And then what does it mean about this leader? And I&#039;m like, well, well, why is it OK? That we have to grapple with Joseph Smith, but we don&#039;t have to grapple with the others. Like why is it? OK? That Joseph Smith is the bad guy. But then we sugar coat that by saying and apologetically saying, well, he was lying for the Lord. Well, then what does that mean about the Lord? We have all these things. We&#039;re still grappling with that, that clip you&#039;re showing they pan the audience. It&#039;s a huge group of people and their number one question they&#039;re all coming with is polygamy. So like there are great answers to it if we actually just speak the truth about it,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h23m39s [1:23:39]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And I think I, I have a lot of people ask me about how, why would God let this happen? How, what does that mean for? You know, and I wanted to do a full episode on it. It&#039;s just that my doc gets so full. But let&#039;s talk about that right here for a minute. Like if, if that&#039;s OK with you. Because for me, you know, my husband and I have talked about this as I pondered it like you could say that about anything. How could God let this happen? Right? How could God let tragedy happen? The fact is God&#039;s plan, God&#039;s ways are not our ways, but which people say that about polygamy. What a stupid use of that. What it means is like we&#039;re down here on a little checkers board and God is playing 3d chess, right? I think maybe I&#039;ve said some of these things before, but I do think that the people who chose to follow Brigham gave Brigham common consent, which is how our scriptures say that the church is supposed to work, right? So he did have the like, like you could say the exact same thing about how could God that happened among the Jews, how could he let them so misunderstand and get so muddled, muddied into the the legalistic version of the gospel and then, and then crucify Jesus Christ. How could Caiaphas be the leader of the chosen people who had the temples and had the covenants and have the scriptures and had the bloodlines if we want to go there. But they had every claim to being the true Children of God even more than we do because we have to be adopted in, right? Like they were God and God did allowed all of that to happen. God allowed terrible things to happen and still, that&#039;s the line that Jesus came through, right? That Jesus came to those people. And so I don&#039;t think, I think it&#039;s kind of um, like, I think these are ok things to grapple with that help that help us mature in our faith, to be able to, to go, you know what God&#039;s got this, this is all in God&#039;s hands. And yes, God allowed Brigham to do this. I don&#039;t think God inspired, you know, but God allowed and the people that followed him followed him and that was in God&#039;s hand. But look what God is inspiring. Now. He&#039;s inspiring us and others to the uh we&#039;re past the 3rd and 4th generation and we are being inspired to do this and all of the pieces of the restoration, I see us coming back together and finding more and more truth. And, you know, so I, I think it&#039;s um I think it&#039;s OK to grapple with these real questions. And I think that the church, you cannot preserve faith through lies because people, the one of the reasons like when people say the church lied to me, they&#039;re right. Like this fireside is showing they&#039;re right. The church did lie to you. I don&#039;t think that these leaders and historians are necessarily doing it on purpose. Hopefully, they&#039;re like, you know, you only see what you&#039;re looking for and they&#039;re trying to come up with these faith promoting narratives. And I think I don&#039;t want to like, disparage anybody because I think we&#039;re all trying even if I disagree with some of what they&#039;re doing, you know, but I think it is a massive disservice to all of the youth that are hearing this and all of the people hearing it because like, how is this uncomfortable? Let&#039;s just like this unsatisfying uncomfortable answer. Who is this helping? How is that going to keep people in the church? Whereas if we can go, hey, you guys, look, the roots were awesome. The branches got a little wonky. Oh But you know what it talks about that right here in the book of Mormon. Like, look, look, this is it. We&#039;re, we&#039;re right on schedule, right? It&#039;s exactly what&#039;s supposed to be happening. I think that is so much more faith promoting and guess what God is always there to accept any degree of repentance and step we take toward God. God&#039;s there. We&#039;re not done. We&#039;re not, it&#039;s not an all or you know, like we can repent as individuals and the church. And so I think that saying, how could God allow it to go off? Course? Well, because we&#039;re on a fallen world. The awesome thing is God allows it to come back on course too. That&#039;s what we are. That, that&#039;s beautiful. Anyway, I don&#039;t know if you have anything to add to that. I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h27m53s [1:27:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: mean, exactly what you&#039;re saying. Um It brings to mind when people I&#039;ve had people say to me. Well, what about Abraham? You know, and what about Jacob in the Bible? Um, I think it&#039;s exactly what you&#039;re saying. I think that faith, God recognizes faith anywhere and he honors repentance. And those men, I believe those, those stories are in our Bible to, to inspire us, to know that he worked with men who, because of their culture and the circumstances they were placed in. You know, Sarah couldn&#039;t have a baby. Hagar was technically a surrogate mother that was allowed in their culture. Then you get Jacob who is tricked into polygamy by a dishonest father-in-law. And he says, if he were to have divorced Leia, that she would have been um basically a scarlet letter on her for the rest of her life in their community, their culture. So these are cultural things that these families, I mean that all of the stories and the scriptures are about families, right? Like if we just boil it down to, it&#039;s a family. These are families trying to get along with each other, trying to get along in society and trying to follow God. And so those stories to me are so inspiring because it, it tells me that God never leaves anyone behind. He works with all of us where we are and he accepts our repentance and he works with that repentance to bring us to become better people. And so it it&#039;s, it&#039;s upsetting to me when people think that we&#039;re saying you know anything disparaging about anyone because I&#039;m trying to promote charity for all of us. Like all of us have made mistakes. All of us have thought one way only to find out and to believe a different way. All of us are in constant need of repentance. And so if anything like celebrate with us that we&#039;re, we&#039;re trying to, um, repent over, you know what we used to believe about Joseph Smith and that we&#039;re trying to repent over how we used to. I mean, I just like you, I used to give the, um, the pat little answer that, oh, we&#039;ll understand. Plym me when we die in heaven, right? I mean, all of us are trying to repent and,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m27s [1:30:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right. Well, what not just what we thought about Joseph Smith, but what we thought about God because like you said, the book stops with God. Yeah, like that was my big repentance was that I believed that God was capable of this and at some point it would make sense.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h30m42s [1:30:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah. And that, that&#039;s what he thought of his daughters, right? That we could be one of and not the one. But, yeah. So I guess for me, I get, I guess I get a little frustrated, um, when people try to, to silence us by a lot of claims that it just, just, just aren&#039;t true and they don&#039;t serve anyone. Um, yes, you have to grapple with. What does this mean about Brigham Young I had to grapple with that. Yes, you have to grapple with what does that mean then about the succession? But just like you said, the people that followed Brigham to Utah gave him by common consent, the right to be their leader. God works with God works with faith wherever it is found. And so it is our faith that matters. You go read the lectures on faith and it says right there, the worlds were created by faith. The foundation of the worlds were laid by faith. It is our faith and our repentance individual. Then as a couple, then as a family than as a society that matters to God.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h31m52s [1:31:52]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ah And what are the first two principles of the gospel? Like, like we can just go faith have faith that it&#039;s gonna be ok and repentance&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m01s [1:32:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: like and so why does, why does God let it happen? Why does God let any of us make choices that this entire world is based on agency? Because we all learn by experience as um Leigh says to his son. He says it&#039;s by our experience or maybe it&#039;s alma. Maybe both of them might sometimes get confused. I I can remember concepts of the scriptures, but I can&#039;t always remember where it&#039;s at. But they say um it is by, I think it is Le Ha because he said without the bitter, we would never know the sweet. So how could we ever know truth if we don&#039;t have to sift through the lies and deception,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m47s [1:32:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: the opposition in all things,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h32m49s [1:32:49]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: opposition in all things. Yeah, we&#039;re in this grand experiment. Sometimes I tell Vern, I feel like I&#039;m like, we&#039;re all rats in a cage and God&#039;s up there going, oh, let&#039;s put a piece of cheese over here and see what they do, you know, like, sometimes I feel like, but for me, that kind of helps me go. OK. Well, what did I learn by experience? Right? Am I learning to hear truth to understand it, to resonate when I hear it? Am I learning how to discern between truth and error?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h33m19s [1:33:19]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That? Ok, that&#039;s what it comes down to because I wanted to just add like this is an individual experience. We&#039;re in fact, the purpose of earth is for us to grow, right? And if like, like what would the alternative be God reestablished? The gospel? And all of a sudden struggle ceases and all we do is just sit comfortably in Zion and never have to row, never have to write, never have to like, just like you said, we&#039;re trying to learn discernment. If there&#039;s no question about truth or error, how do we learn discernment? Right? So if we look at this instead of like, oh, this is about an organization and an institution. No, it&#039;s about an individual, it&#039;s about me, it&#039;s about you. It is about our walk with God. Are we learning to be humble to have faith to repent, to have discernment to, right? Are we learning those things? That&#039;s the question. So it&#039;s not about the, the like the question of how could God let this happen? It&#039;s so that you could grow. And that&#039;s the answer to every single question, every single thing in life. The the question is because we came to this corrupted world, this fallen world where there is where unfair things happen, there is sickness, there is disease, there is, there are accidents, there are, you know, natural disasters, like how you could ask that about anything. And I really think in part, that question of how could God let this happen is kind of still born out of a paradigm that we need to break through of that. It&#039;s all perfect, right? It&#039;s this perfect paradigm and, and so like, like it&#039;s like, well, how could God not let my paradigm be perfect? So do do you know they&#039;re still thinking it has to be this perfect picture and it&#039;s like no welcome to the struggle. Now you get to start really growing and that&#039;s, there&#039;s nothing better, there&#039;s nothing better. It&#039;s terrifying for a minute. But then man, the rewards. So, ok, I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t know if there&#039;s anything left in this clip, but just in case there was,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m27s [1:35:27]]&lt;br /&gt;
Elder Cook: we have a loving heavenly father who has a perfect plan that his plan is one of happiness that we have a savior who did everything for us. We can trust in them.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m40s [1:35:40]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Hm. Ok. So I guess that&#039;s&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m42s [1:35:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: actually a beautiful ending. I agree. You know, put our trust in the Lord.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m48s [1:35:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It is. If we were talking about anything else, I&#039;m gonna be rude again. But it&#039;s a plan of happiness.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h35m56s [1:35:56]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, and actually does it say that anywhere? Because I know it says man is that he might have joy and joy is actually different than happiness.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m06s [1:36:06]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: But, but joy or happiness don&#039;t live in the same house as polygamy. No, I mean, and so that&#039;s what I&#039;m trying to say if we&#039;re going to call it the plan of happiness and it&#039;s all about families and this is how we&#039;ve shaped it. Now we have to deal more honestly with, with this haunting, right? So, so that&#039;s why it&#039;s interesting&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h36m30s [1:36:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: because again, you could say here there, here he, you know, his ending comments begin with the whole, we talked about it in the councils. It&#039;s not necessary anymore. So it&#039;s not a thing but then he ends with, but now we&#039;ve been talking about polygamy and the plan of happiness. And so you could, I could see people saying well, which is it, you know, do because Brigham taught you had to be exalted, which is the plan of salvation or plan of happiness. So yeah, again, I could see where people I could see that maybe there were a lot of very confused young adults out there thinking, well, what is the plan of happiness. And what does that mean? And especially where like you brought up, they still do steal polygamous marriages in the temple. I mean, they have to have a spouse that&#039;s dead. And then, and then, oh, and then only if you&#039;re a man whose wife is&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m32s [1:37:32]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: dead, the women can, now, now&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m35s [1:37:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that, that&#039;s a recent change, right? And so then I&#039;m like, so, so then can women&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m41s [1:37:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: more than one? How does that work? What does that mean?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m44s [1:37:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: There is a lot of confusion and I just, I don&#039;t think God is a God of confusion. I loved how you brought up that scripture that his house is a house of order, which means organization and patterns, right? And so&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h37m57s [1:37:57]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: one of those true verses from 132 that I think is valid, right? But I think that um anyway, I guess my question is, were those people satisfied? Did they go away going? Oh, now polygamy, I can, I can take that off of my shelf. That&#039;s sophomore. I&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m15s [1:38:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: wouldn&#039;t have a 1617, 18 year old if I&#039;d been in that audience. No, it would have still been firmly on my shelf.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m24s [1:38:24]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So I, I completely agree and it might have been worse. And I just was sitting there like wanting to cry looking at all of those that beautiful youth that maybe most of them will end up leaving the church and maybe most of those who leave will end up leaving God and that, and I think this, it breaks my heart and I think this is a big part of the reason why. And, um, and so I&#039;m hoping that like, we can get to them first. You know,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h38m54s [1:38:54]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: like I, I want to go back to you brought it up when elder cook said, well, hey, elder balder and I, you know, we were joking about how the millennium we&#039;re going to need that 1000 years to answer all these questions. And I think, well, it didn&#039;t take me 1000 years,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m09s [1:39:09]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m10s [1:39:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Like I would say, it took me a solid 30 or 40 to really think through a bit to when I really got in and started really researching. That was a few years. Um So, yeah, there&#039;s, there are answers out there if they would be brave enough to and, and I think I can see, ok, I can see where it&#039;s a muddy mess, right? Because I can see where, like it, like the new Mormon historian is, everybody, everybody should be believed.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m40s [1:39:40]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We&#039;re gonna get into this in the slide show. Yeah. So you keep going. You&#039;ve&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h39m44s [1:39:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: got Joseph&#039;s constant consistent, emphatic public denials. Then we&#039;ve got all these other, you know, 1315 100 pieces of documents, right? Of people saying he did it and if they didn&#039;t know he did it, then they heard it from somebody else who said he did it. Um Well, at least, at least I don&#039;t give the narrative to us at least give us the documents and be an impartial historian who says, here&#039;s all the evidence. Here you go. You God gave you a mind capable of understanding as Joseph taught and, and I agree and you go read it and then you just, you choose for yourself, like let us choose, like present us on, don&#039;t, don&#039;t present the evidence. And we have this in the slide show like where like, because that&#039;s one of the things you and I talked about this whole discussion between Michelle and I started months ago when I had come on her podcast and talked about my new book, Hiram Smith and Hire Smith&#039;s um sermon. The damn foolish doctrine of polygamy recalls polygamy a damn foolish doctrine. And it&#039;s just a few like a couple of months before he dies and it disappears off of the Joseph Smith papers.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m03s [1:41:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: We&#039;re gonna get to this. So don&#039;t go too much. Yeah.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m07s [1:41:07]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So that started us on this whole um long conversation for months now. Just her and I would be like, whoa, did you see this document? And did you see how the historians spun this? And so I have in my eyes showing her that in my Joseph Smith papers book where the historians are making commentary and I&#039;ve like written next to it lies, lies, lies. So like if you&#039;re gonna be transparent and honest, present the information like you and I don&#039;t tell people, you need to believe this way. We tell people, hey, we read this stuff. We&#039;ve made this choice. You go read it and you make a choice.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m44s [1:41:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Or? Yeah. And I don&#039;t, I don&#039;t even like to make a choice language. I like that. What do you think is the most, I guess? I mean, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s, it&#039;s not like we&#039;re just choosing, it&#039;s like this is what it said.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h41m56s [1:41:56]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: We have used reason. And, um, I&#039;m like, we&#039;re&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m01s [1:42:01]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: looking at the actual sources.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m03s [1:42:03]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah, exactly. And we aren&#039;t just, it isn&#039;t as simple as I love how they just always passed me off as, oh, and she just chose to believe Joseph. Right. Well, yeah, after, but there&#039;s no,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h42m16s [1:42:16]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: you finally, you finally were like, nothing makes sense. Nothing makes sense. I wonder if that might make sense and then you try that. What is it like, plant the seed, test it, test it and all of a sudden that grew, that was the first thing that made sense. And that&#039;s what I think. Well, that I was going to say it didn&#039;t take either of us 1000 years, but I think a huge, like, I&#039;m so thankful that God told me to do that sounds, but, you know, I&#039;m so thankful that I, that this is my calling because I feel like you and I didn&#039;t have your book and didn&#039;t have my podcast. I did, right? Like we&#039;re trying to make this even more, um, available to&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m00s [1:43:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: people. Yeah. Exactly. Exactly. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m05s [1:43:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And so people can, can get this information the same way that we are. And, yeah, anyway, I think it&#039;s, I think it&#039;s great fun. So, can I go back and add the slide show and? Sure. Yeah.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m15s [1:43:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Where do we want to go? We kind of covered some of it. So we don&#039;t necessarily need to do all of it. But&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m20s [1:43:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: yeah, so everyone will just skip around with us. Let me get back where I can um direct it. But so this is what we&#039;re talking about is like a faith promoting story. And I just have to again, make the point. It does not promote faith. It&#039;s a story that doesn&#039;t promote faith. So, OK, so here we go. This. Do you want to tell him about this?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h43m39s [1:43:39]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yes. So I received a desert book invitation and I think it was just, you know, mass mailing, right? A mass email. I&#039;m on their email list. And so this was, I think back in June and it was the final um they were celebrating the, the publication of the final book in the Joseph Smith papers project that, you know, they&#039;ve been working on for years and years and years. So I thought, well, I wouldn&#039;t mind going because they were gonna have a panel of the historians. And I thought, you know, maybe I&#039;ll ask some questions, they were gonna have a question and answer with the audience So I show up and that is the banner, I mean, it looks small in this, but it was 30 40 50 ft long, you know, 1520 ft tall over. And that all the historians, the whole panel, which was like seven or eight of them sitting underneath the banner and the banner says that the Joseph Smith papers are the authoritative source for the writings, teachings and records of Joseph Smith. So at first I saw that and I&#039;m like, oh, you&#039;re the authoritative voice, are you? I would think Joseph would be the authoritative voice on his own work. But here we are. So I&#039;m sitting there in the audience and somebody asked a question and I don&#039;t even remember what the question was, but the historian answered, he said, hey, look, historians are all speculating, all historians speculate. But we urge you to speculate responsibly. And I thought, well, that&#039;s probably the most honest thing they&#039;ve said. But then they went on to somebody asked a question about um Joseph Smith and Emma and polygamy. And again, there was one female historian and all the rest are males and all the males turned to her and said, would you like to handle this question about Emma and polygamy? And she went on to state facts that I&#039;m like, no, that&#039;s speculation about how Emma felt about polygamy. But, you know, stated as a fact. And so I, I just found it so ironic and so beautiful because I&#039;m like, yes, if they&#039;re all speculating, then it be more responsible with it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m12s [1:46:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. That&#039;s so great. I, sorry, go ahead. What? It was&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m17s [1:46:17]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: just an interesting evening. I actually ended up not asking any questions because um I just was at a loss for words because so many things that they stated as fact that there&#039;s zero proof of. So it was a little bit frustrating and I was ready to leave before&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h46m37s [1:46:37]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it was, I love that. I love that speculate response, possibly, quote. I think it&#039;s brilliant. And what I find fra frustrating is that in those private sessions, they&#039;ll acknowledge that they speculate. But then for us, we do see this consistent pattern and i it&#039;s not just the historians, it&#039;s also like, you know, those who are saying these books are authoritative and like Brian Hill is telling me, I&#039;m not allowed to disagree publicly with these historians. So there are these consistent patterns of hiding documents. We&#039;re going to talk about some of these things to our presentation, altering documents, pushing tra traditional narratives and squelching que questions. I think that&#039;s very true. So this was funny, we talked about this a little bit. But at what point do you have to agree with the church? At what point in our history? Just, well, we should have that. He didn&#039;t do it because that was Joseph originally, right? He didn&#039;t do it, then he did it, then he didn&#039;t do it. Then he did it. I wanted to include some pictures, I would say, like during Joseph&#039;s life, the narrative was, he didn&#039;t do it right. And starting 1852 he did it and boy, did he ever do it? Right. And then getting into the two thousands, no, he didn&#039;t do it. And we get starting getting those statues of Joseph and Emma and they&#039;re this happy couple that we had, you know, but when, before she was poisoning him and threatening to divorce him, right? And now we&#039;re back and he did it again. So.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h48m11s [1:48:11]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, I think, you know, when you say that, that um I have a lot of people who will say, well, why would Brigham need to pin it on Joseph? Um You know, Brigham was his own man and why, why did you need to pin it on Joseph? And in a nutshell, really, this all boils down to in Navoo they wanted to get away with their business. And so, you know, they would tell people, hey, Joseph&#039;s letting us, you know Joseph&#039;s on board. But, um, really, it didn&#039;t really start being pinned on Joseph till 1852. And when they publicly announced polygamy in Utah, it was all a political move because Brigham had been advised by a US congressman that if they wanted to be allowed to because the law in the land was monogamy and you could be prosecuted for Bigamy polygamy and they considered it adultery. Um legally. And so he was advised that if he could prove that it was a um foundational tenet of Joseph Smith, then they could use the um declaration, right that says, you know that we&#039;re allowed men, man should be allowed to um the freedom of religion. So it was the whole freedom of religion ploy. So that&#039;s when all the stuff started getting said, oh, it was Joseph, it was Joseph. Joseph started it because it was all political. It was all a political move. So that&#039;s the easiest way to explain it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h49m44s [1:49:44]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: That&#039;s fascinating. And it makes it make more sense. The senator that Brigham was talking about in that August 1852 special conference when Andy talks about the senator that he talked to has said this is the best system. There is the rest of the US is going to rot away if they don&#039;t have your wonderful system. OK. That&#039;s fascinating that it reminds me of actually the truth of the proclamation on the family that was also written to be able to do an amicus am amicus brief, amicus brief. Oh, I&#039;m not pronouncing it, right? But to the case in Hawaii, and they needed to prove that they had a reason to be involved in the case of, of gay marriage in Hawaii. It was a similar thing. That&#039;s interesting.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m22s [1:50:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So what&#039;s interesting is after 1904 in the manifesto, the church went through a long period where Joseph didn&#039;t do it. That&#039;s where they get that. And then Joseph statue that&#039;s in um Temple Square. You know, they really went through it. Ok. Yeah, it was all a ploy for the government. Now, we&#039;re a state, 1896. We&#039;re a state. Now, now we&#039;ve got this Manifesto. Second manifesto. We don&#039;t do it anymore. Ok. Now, we can be honest, Joseph didn&#039;t do it. And then it was in the, well fawn brodie writes her book in 1945 but everyone at the time knew she was just mad at her family and was&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h50m58s [1:50:58]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: wanting to write just&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h51m00s [1:51:00]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: an anti Mormon book, right? So then probably 19 sixties, 19 seventies, we start getting the new Mormon historian where anti Mormons were getting a hold of more and more documents that Brigham had had created and Joseph F Smith had had created for the government purpose of fooling the government that Joseph, you know, is a foundational tenant of the church. Um They start getting hold of those and, and the new Mormon historians, I kind of say that they wanted to play nice in the sandbox and then also maybe be a little edgy like, hey, you can take me serious as a real historian because I&#039;m bringing forth um this dirty, nasty part of our past. And I&#039;m not a, I&#039;m not shying away from Joseph having done political to me. And so really, then we now shifted really in the 19 seventies, 19 eighties, 19 nineties two back to Joseph did it. So and here we are trying to write the shiver yet again, back to Joseph didn&#039;t do it. And let&#039;s be honest about our history. Enough documents have now come forward where we can easily explain why there&#039;s so many documents saying he did it and we can easily show that Joseph spent his, his lifetime saying he wasn&#039;t involved and didn&#039;t do it.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m21s [1:52:21]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Awesome. OK. So here is now, speaking of the authoritative sources, this is what we were told to go to, right. So we&#039;ll dig in a little bit to the gospel topics and you had pulled out some of the things from the introduction to them. So I have, I think two slides about this. Do you want to talk about?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h52m43s [1:52:43]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, so, first of all, for those who might be watching us and aren&#039;t familiar with the gospel topics, essays, um they are not written by the brethren. They are written by, you know, people that they pulled in and asked who are quote unquote experts. Um And as we had mentioned earlier in this podcast, there&#039;s a lot of people whose testimonies have been completely damaged by these essays. Um And I think one of the reasons being that in a lot of the essays, they will make statements like, well, that&#039;s how it was done in the past, but it&#039;s not done that way today. And so we&#039;re just supposed to take it off our shelf and be done with it. And so they really, to me, um, bring in a lot of questions, a add questions that don&#039;t need to be there because it&#039;s, they&#039;re not using good history and not using good sourcing. Um, and then, but so it&#039;s, it&#039;s, to me ironic that they say that it requires us to distinguish between reliable sources and unreliable sources. And I think that, um, a lot of people know just kind of inherently, but I think it&#039;s these, these kind of subtle messaging that gets put into our brains that the L ds.org and the L DS historians are the reliable and anything that&#039;s not on L ds.org and doesn&#039;t have a church historians name behind, it is unreliable. And so it just does a lot of disservice to, um, us finding truth because it really kind of puts us in a, a fearful position that, oh, you better not trust an unreliable source.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h54m28s [1:54:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yeah. And it&#039;s kind of, especially concerning it. Like there seem to have been, it&#039;s my perception is there have been quite a few talks by, um, church leaders and even like, even, especially by Sister Nelson Wendy Nelson about, like, don&#039;t listen to any voices other than my husband only, he&#039;s the prophet of God, only listen to him. And that&#039;s a concerning stance to hear. I don&#039;t like that. And especially when they, it&#039;s just so, uh, uh, like, it, it just feels totalitarian, like there are good sources and bad sources. We&#039;re the good sources and I don&#039;t like censorship in that way at all and saying at once wasn&#039;t enough. So they go on and repeat it with, you know, the, the, the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. What, what is it? Recognizing that today? So much information about the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints can be obtained from questionable and often inaccurate sources that they started to put the trap, the these gospel topics, essays together. And it&#039;s just, it&#039;s difficult. I do agree. There are lots of questionable and inaccurate sources. The problem is they believe a lot of them and incorporate a lot of them into their narratives. So you can go on and look at questionable and inaccurate sources.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h55m50s [1:55:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So as, um I think it was Matthew Grove, the historian in that clip we played and he said, you know, he told the, the people, hey, if you have questions, go read the gospel topics, essays and saints. Well, you know, um Saints was first, um the first volume was published in 2018. And um it&#039;s supposed to be eventually a four volume set. They&#039;re on volume three right now. Um The preface of it states this true stories well told, can inspire, caution, entertain and instruct Brigham Young understood the power of a good story that&#039;s just&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m34s [1:56:34]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: priceless. You know,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m37s [1:56:37]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it&#039;s so great. It&#039;s so great. Yeah.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m43s [1:56:43]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: And then it also, well, you have the other quote as well.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m46s [1:56:46]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Yeah, you can go ahead, you can read that and&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h56m48s [1:56:48]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: that it&#039;s a narrative history, a narrative history designed to give readers a foundational understanding of church history. It sounds like it&#039;s similar to what were those books that were all the rage? The work and the glory.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m02s [1:57:02]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Exactly. That&#039;s exactly what I compare this to it reads.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m08s [1:57:08]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So it&#039;s like it don&#039;t think of this as church history, think of this as historical fiction, just like the work in the glory. But it&#039;s in some ways more problematic because it&#039;s inaccurate historical fiction. So, ok. Should I go ahead? Yeah. So, oh, I don&#039;t know if I&#039;m on the same page as you with what you want to talk about. But, yeah, yeah, you&#039;re good. But we do have a record of what happened during Joseph&#039;s life, right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h57m33s [1:57:33]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So a lot of times they&#039;ll bring up the word contemporary or contemporaneous and that means it happened during the person&#039;s lifetime. And so I know that, um, somebody, once, I don&#039;t know, a few weeks ago, made the statement that this isn&#039;t, this isn&#039;t tried in a Court of law and it shouldn&#039;t be. And I&#039;m like, well, why not? I mean, a court of law should be our highest, um, way to tell. Like, if we, if we, if something can&#039;t pass a test in a court of law, right? Then, like, we didn&#039;t, then it shouldn&#039;t be reliable.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m10s [1:58:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s our highest means our most um authoritative means of finding truth that we have found. It&#039;s not perfect, but it&#039;s the best we have found of how to sort out complicated truth when there are people with different motives and different narratives. A court of law is the best way we found to sort through that the best way possible.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h58m30s [1:58:30]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Perfect. So in a court of law, contemporary evidence would be given the most um valid weight, right? It would be considered the most valid anything that was produced after the person died. So we first of all, you wouldn&#039;t try something in a court of law who&#039;s died. I mean, they, they have a right to defend themselves. But if you were to bring this case to a court of law, any evidence uh created or obtained or um yeah, created is the best way of saying it after Joseph died would be, would not, would be given lesser weight to no weight at all because it wasn&#039;t created while he was alive. So um the Saints relies on people who were considered traitors to Joseph during his lifetime. They rely on them because that is the only contemporaneous source. So here&#039;s so right. So while Joseph was alive,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m35s [1:59:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he go through the contemporaneous. OK. OK. So they inherently&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=1h59m40s [1:59:40]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: denied any teaching of involvement in plural marriage. All of Joseph&#039;s scriptures and revelations support monogamy and decry polygamy. And as a church body, they had, they canonized the law of the church on marriage or is also called a Statement on Marriage, which is about monogamy. Published in 1835 is Section 101 republished again in the 1844 Doctrine and covenants of Section 109. And there was also published numerous times in the Times and Seasons newspaper to remind the saints and the world. This church, the law of God to this church on marriage is one man, one wife, no concubines, period. Could it be any more simple or&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h00m32s [2:00:32]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: plain? Right? And for the people, uh the people so committed to this that they&#039;re like, well, well, um Oliver Cow who did they say wrote that? Oliver Cowdry. Oliver Cowdry wrote that. It&#039;s so silly. Joseph Smith was the head of the committee to prepare the 1835 doctor and co Joseph Smith didn&#039;t let things happen that he didn&#039;t like in general. He had, he was pretty like, like think of, I just talked about the windows and the um William weeks didn&#039;t want to do full circle with those. And Joseph said I will have windows the way I saw them in my vision, you know, like he was pretty sure to do what he thought God wanted him to do. He didn&#039;t muddle around that. He didn&#039;t mince words. And he was the one in charge of both of those printings 1835 and 1844. And he included it and published it several times in newspapers to make sure the Saints. Got it. Ok. Go ahead.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m26s [2:01:26]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, just really quick guess where we get the story from that. It was Oliver CRE who wrote it who Brigham Young? Brigham Young is the one who says, well, that was written by Oliver Cowdrey. So, you know, we can just,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h01m41s [2:01:41]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I knew that. Why am I not surprised? Ok. So next time someone tells me that. Yeah. Ok. Well, Joseph Smith didn&#039;t apparently know that. So it&#039;s Brigham Young. That&#039;s great. Ok, so yeah, this is what you&#039;re talking about. Like these are the ways that evidence should, is weighed in the court of law and absolutely should be weighed by historians. And the like if you have a later account that is heavily motivated, it is not a good source. And then we go to the additional problem of authentic or forged and documents can be forged by the people who actually wrote them. William Clayton could have forged his own journal, right? I maybe forgery isn&#039;t the right word, but he could have created a fraudulent history in his own journal. So they could have, you know, like, like I would say he did do that in that in that. That&#039;s a&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h02m36s [2:02:36]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: perfect way of saying it. Yeah, people did. I mean, I found the History of Hebrew C. Kimball that was written by William Clayton, but he wrote it as if Heber C Kimball had written it. And so we have, we have all kinds of um documents that were later reminiscences or later um creations trying to, you know, prove that something happened.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h03m06s [2:03:06]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Yes. And I&#039;m we, that&#039;s the exact same with Joseph Smith&#039;s History. Willard Richards wrote a lot of it in first person and some of the things I I&#039;ve found that I&#039;m gonna present as soon as I can are just going to blow people away because it is, it is a made up story that all of a sudden, um later, later made up story that all of a sudden becomes firsthand Joseph saying it in his own words at the time it happened and that&#039;s how it&#039;s presented. So we have the original forgeries, I guess I can call them that like forgeries by the person who actually wrote it, but it&#039;s fraudulent. But then we also have the huge problem of like Mark Hoffman that is not being adequately addressed and I&#039;m going to bring for forward more of those sources as well by both of these things I&#039;m talking about are in my upcoming um endowments episode as soon as I can possibly get that ready. So these things have to be taken seriously. They are in the court of law. But for some reason, historians don&#039;t take them seriously enough in my opinion, just like you said, all are given equal weight, every source is given equal&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h04m04s [2:04:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: weight. Well, you know, where you and I are often accused of being biased, you know, I&#039;m often accused of being biased. Like, oh, she made up her mind, she&#039;s going to believe Joseph. So, now she&#039;s just things from that narrative. Well, personally I would like to meet anyone who isn&#039;t biased in this world. But, you know, one of the things I&#039;ve noticed with the, um, academics and the historians is they very much have a bias of supporting other academics. You know, and other historians, like, they will take their work, they&#039;ll take the work of somebody with a phd over someone like me. Right. You know, so that&#039;s, that&#039;s not a bias. There&#039;s also the bias of church historians who want to continue to perpetuate the narrative that, you know, the, the um succession and that the church is true and, and I, I haven&#039;t quite grasped why they think that if they were honest about Joseph and honest about him not being a polygamist, I don&#039;t quite understand why they think that would affect them today. But for whatever reason, they feel like they&#039;ve got to keep, um, they, they can&#039;t let Brigham be tainted at all, like it&#039;s all going to be on Joseph and then everyone else was just being faithful to him. And so that&#039;s a bias. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h05m25s [2:05:25]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Absolutely. In fact, I want to play this, well, maybe I&#039;ll play this clip later, but I have a clip that the dress is right, right there because I think it&#039;s really funny, but we&#039;ll go on with this slide show and then we&#039;ll get there in a minute. But, um, I think it is important to, like, they try so hard to, especially you to like, demean you by just saying you have a bias, which I find to be truly ridiculous. In fact, in the like, like, and then if you listen, they&#039;ll go on and admit their bias, right? They have so much bias and we, I think that there, it&#039;s not like you have to have changed your position to have credibility. It&#039;s the sources that give you credibility. But the fact that we have changed our positions based on sources should kind of reveal that we&#039;re not going on bias, we&#039;re going on sources, right? Because if we were biased, we would just, it&#039;s like the people that are just arguing in favor of polygamy always just telling me that I don&#039;t have that I&#039;m not righteous enough and I don&#039;t have enough faith. You know, if I have enough faith, then nothing has to make sense, I guess. Right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m29s [2:06:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Ok. I&#039;m blind following the blind. And I think that scripture ends with saying and they all fall in it, right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h06m39s [2:06:39]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So this is a good time as I go to this next slide to read, um Doctrine and Covenants 122 verse three, which is thy people shall never be turned against thee by the testimony of traitors, right? And I actually love four as well. And although their influence shall cast thee into trouble and into bars and walls and thou shalt he had, thou shalt be had in honor. And, but for a small moment, and thy voice shall be more terrible in the midst of thine enemies than the fierce lion because of thy righteousness and thy God shall stand by thee forever and ever. And I think that&#039;s worth recognizing because of people who mock you because you say, hey, let&#039;s listen to what Joseph Smith said. And so when L DS people ignore this, ignore what Joseph Smith said. And instead listen to people like John Bennett, I have to wonder if they&#039;ve read that scripture. So and so&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h07m35s [2:07:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: that&#039;s where I go back to again saying that I feel like the Mormon historians of the last, you know, two or three decades have decided they&#039;ve adopted the idea that every single person was telling the truth. And so they then say, well, you know, John C Bennett must have been telling the truth. Well, John C Bennett rolls into navoo. Um he had left a wife and Children, didn&#039;t tell anyone. Rosen and au pretending like he&#039;s single. He um was pretty charismatic and pretty good at selling himself. And so he becomes um elected as mayor, he becomes an assistant into the first presidency. Meanwhile, he is going around Nabu seducing women using Joseph&#039;s name. You know, when women would say, hey, you know, we&#039;re not married, he&#039;d say, oh, it&#039;s OK. Joseph said it&#039;s ok as long as we keep it between ourselves. You know, we&#039;re adults. Um When he was confronted with, first of all, confronted with um his first time he was confronted, it was that, hey, we found out you have a wife and Children and you&#039;re passing yourself off as a single man and courting the women here in navoo, he promises to reform. Um then he becomes even more debauches and more um more of a yes. There you go. More brazen in his behavior. He is then again confronted with it and he actually swears out an affidavit that Joseph never taught anything to him. That was immoral or improper in any way. And then he ends up being excommunicated um removed from,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m22s [2:09:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: he was only just fellowship, but he was, he was punished in any case. He left n in shape. And yes.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m28s [2:09:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: So he leaves Navoo in disgrace and did not go away. Quietly starts publishing um anti Mormon pamphlets and smear campaign against Joseph. He&#039;s, you know, pretty um pretty upset that he really lashes out at them, right?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h09m51s [2:09:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So he, yeah, he writes six letters, I think that are published in the Sangamo Journal and other newspapers. He&#039;s the first sort of authoritative voice accusing Joseph Smith of spiritual wifey, right? And, and&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m05s [2:10:05]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: he was basically a polygamy or a Nabu insider, right? Like he was the mayor and he was rubbing&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m12s [2:10:12]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: shoulders, the counselor in the first presidency,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m15s [2:10:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: right? So people thought he was telling the truth,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m20s [2:10:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: right? And so Yeah. So Joseph and Hiram however, did not believe he was telling the truth. Right.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h10m28s [2:10:28]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Right. No. So they, they take out like, they first publishes a little tiny, little snippet. Hey, you know, we&#039;ve, um, removed the hand of fellowship to John C Bennett. Well, then he was still in nu at the time and still causing problems. So then they take out an entire, um, the whole newspaper to publicly disavow him and to try to stop the behavior that he had kind of started going in NV. He started kind of these underground, you know, sex rings kind of an idea. And so they take out this as a warning that he&#039;s a scoundrel, he&#039;s a liar, he&#039;s a traitor and then everything he&#039;s saying our base falsehoods, anything he&#039;s saying negative about Joseph are actual falsehoods. They take out this whole spread in the paper. Then later Joseph goes and gets a bunch of affidavits and prints a, a sheet is what it was called like a, a pamphlet or a tract. And he sends 300 elders throughout the country to disavow the public of the things that um Bennett, the lies that Bennett has been spreading about himself and about the church.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h11m42s [2:11:42]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. So he did everything in his power to try to contradict and combat what Bennett was doing and yet, like, he couldn&#039;t have done much more, but everyone just ignores that and it&#039;s like, well, he just had a guilty conscience So what could he have done if you were innocent? Right. So, ok, now,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h12m04s [2:12:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: today, now, today we um so there&#039;s no, so here&#039;s the bottom line, there is zero contemporary evidence that says Joseph did polygamy from any trustworthy person. The only contemporary quote unquote evidence comes from traitors. One of them being John Bennett. So today in Saints volume one, which we as a church have been directed to go read, to understand pygmy. It says this on page 485. Of volume one, much of what John Bennett had written was embellished or flatly untrue. But his claim that Joseph had married multiple women was correct. So here we are, we now as an entire church in our church approved church history have now just believed the testimony of a traitor.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h13m04s [2:13:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So everything that Joseph Smith said, all of his efforts, all of his, everything is undermined by John Bennett&#039;s claims. John Bennett is the the is one of the two main sources, William Clayton and John Bennett are the main sources of Joseph&#039;s polygamy I would say. And one thing I find so interesting and upsetting about this is, well, first of all, as you were talking about John Bennett, he really was like the consummate psychopath like super, I mean, a narcissistic psychopath, super charismatic, but he always had to go start somewhere new before his past could catch up with him, right? So because, and then he left, he left NAVOO in disgrace just like he left his previous location in Disgrace, went somewhere else and they all loved him at first because he was telling the story about the Mormons. But before long, they were throwing tomatoes at him, which someone said that to me. And it made me laugh aloud because he was the tomato champion. He he thought tomato and tomatoes were a panacea to heal everything. But that&#039;s who John Bennett was right. And the question that I have for these church historians and for the proponents of polygamy and our church leaders who are pushing this narrative is, was John Bennett, what Brian Hall would call a polygamy insider? Or was he not everyone who says that Joseph was doing polygamy says that he was pushing it on everyone else, right? Like it wasn&#039;t just him. He all of these other men had wives, the polygamy insiders, the super special elite, Secret Dakota Ring club, right? And so if John CB, so he was in the first presidency, so if he was a polygamy insider, why didn&#039;t he have plural wives? As far as I understand, he didn&#039;t even have one wife in NFU because yet, right, he didn&#039;t marry a second wife. So he had no other wives. And so why wasn&#039;t he given authorization to become a polygamist if he was a polygamy insider? And if he wasn&#039;t a polygamy insider, how would he know about Joseph&#039;s polygamy and Joseph&#039;s wife?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m15s [2:15:15]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Excellent point. And if so the way, one of the ways that the church historians and apologetics um spin this is, they say, because, you know, there&#039;s so much evidence of how Joseph felt about what Bennett was doing that you can&#039;t brush that aside and brush it away. So what they&#039;ve done instead is they make statements and it&#039;s insane. So they make a statement that um what Bena was doing was basically this worldly thing, right? And it, it had no,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m50s [2:15:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it had,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h15m50s [2:15:50]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it had no, um, it wasn&#039;t, Joseph was doing a high and holy celestial ordinance that had nothing to do with Bennett&#039;s spiritual wiery. Well, I&#039;m with you. Why didn&#039;t, why didn&#039;t Joseph just go to Bennett and say, hey, stop sleeping around? Yeah. Yeah, exactly. Go marry these women and make it official, like, go tell them that they&#039;re your wife because you couldn&#039;t legally marry a woman, right? So, any woman past wife, number one had to have just been, you know, a sec, super secret priest ordinance, kind of idea. But still, exactly, why wouldn&#039;t he have said, hey, you&#039;re embarrassing the church. You need to go make these spiritually illegal. I mean,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m38s [2:16:38]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it doesn&#039;t mean they have to choose that. Was he, was he a polygamy insider or was he not? You have to pick a lane on this?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m47s [2:16:47]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And if he was a polygamy insider, then why did Joseph&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m51s [2:16:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: consist, wasn&#039;t he?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h16m53s [2:16:53]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: And why was he considered a traitor? And if he wasn&#039;t a polygamy? Insider. Then he didn&#039;t know what he would just got lucky in using some initials that somebody then found women whose names matched.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h17m06s [2:17:06]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Right. Or the Right. Right. That&#039;s what? Right. And I will point out a couple of things William Law filled in for him and he didn&#039;t have a clue about who the supposed wives were. Like, like I&#039;m gonna do part four in the nave exposure, which will include the one case that William tried to blame Joseph with and had nothing. He had nothing on who Joseph was. Like, he had no idea who these supposed wives were. Right? So it wasn&#039;t like everyone around Joseph knew like it was this big secret. Nobody knew, but John Bennett knew why. Right. And for the um sort of anti Joseph anti Mormon types that claim that um no, they were, they were both doing this sleeping around thing, but John Bennett was too loud about it and it got out. That&#039;s what that, that&#039;s why they say like they, they were both just sleeping around. But John Bennett got found out. So Joseph cut him out. Right. Well, that&#039;s a complete lie because the reason John Bennett&#039;s got found out is because Joseph and Hiram investigated it. Right. Right. It wasn&#039;t known before Joe, before Bennett got kicked out, it wasn&#039;t going all around Joseph. Isn&#039;t this right? Joseph and Hiram intentionally got the testimony and investigated and found out and found out what was happening with the, what are their names? The Hig BS and, you know, the others that were involved, if they were trying to cover it up, why would they do this big investigation if that were the problem? So,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h18m35s [2:18:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: exactly, they would have gone to him and said, you know, you need to leave town quietly like you just need to go. Right. Yeah. No, they did a whole big expose and that&#039;s why I think, you know, again, like if they again, here we are. I mean, I&#039;m so glad you read that scripture because we&#039;re literally basing Joseph this, this sin and this abomination as God calls it in Jacob two. And again, later when he talks about Rish being a polygamous in the book of Mormon and when he talks about Noah did wickedly and abominably, right? And wicked King, no one has polygamous wives, right? So God&#039;s consistent, he consistently through the book of Mormon calls it an abomination. So where today our church with our history narrative are placing this abomination on the shoulders of Joseph Smith based on the testimony of this traitor.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h19m32s [2:19:32]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Wasn&#039;t that a brilliant point that she just made? I want to again, give a huge thank you to Whitney Horning for all of the amazing work that she has done on this topic. I really hope that this has been an eye opening experience for many of you who maybe haven&#039;t seen some of these resources, maybe some of you have and I would have loved to join in this conversation. I hope that there will be vigorous commentary, vigorous discussion in the comments below so that we can see what&#039;s happening and try to expose it and help more and more people wake up and maybe help give the church permission to take a little, you know, turn on this on on the way of handling this narrative because I think we would do a lot better with a different direction. And so again, I, as I said, there is bonus content to follow. Please stay tuned for that. I want to thank you again for joining me and please stay tuned for next week where you will get part two of this fantastic conversation. Ok. So it is one day before we are releasing this video, but I called Whitney tonight. Well, actually, we&#039;ve been Marco Polo all day again and I was like, Whitney, could we jump back on even though we&#039;ve both been doing laundry and cleaning up and doing our crazy lives all day, she agreed to jump back on because again, even since recording these, this two part episode last week, we&#039;ve been talking more and we found some crazy things that I&#039;ve really, really wanted to share. So thank you for being willing to jump back on Whitney. You&#039;re awesome. It has been a crazy couple of days, hasn&#039;t it?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m20s [2:21:20]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: It has.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h21m22s [2:21:22]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So today to just catch everyone up really fast. Um I was supposed to be working on my next Temple episode, which I&#039;m trying to do feverishly. But, um, someone asked, it was Charlie Price, who is the daughter in law of Pamela Price? Who did the Joseph Smith fought polygamy? And she&#039;s fabulous and helping with, I think it&#039;s volume four. So she asked online, when does the church claim Hiram Smith was introduced to polygamy? What date? And, um, that&#039;s something you&#039;ve been looking into. Right. Right. So, and I didn&#039;t know that, but I went ahead and was like, well, I&#039;ll just take time away from what I&#039;m supposed to be doing to go look up the Brigham sermon of when Brigham claims that it was. So I shared here, I&#039;ll go ahead and share it with the, with the share on the screen. What we, so this is the complete discourses of Brigham Young. They&#039;re all available on auto on, um, on Kindle, which is fabulous because you can search keywords, which is really helpful. So from volume four on October 6 October 8th, 1866 Brigham gives this horrible, horrible talk that I shared with her because I think it&#039;s a fantastic example of how Brigham just said, whatever he wanted to say with zero evidence for it. And to me this is a great example where you can just see Brigham being massively dishonest. So I&#039;ll read just really quickly. He claims this was in the year 1842 and he says that Hiram saw me and said, Brother Brigham, I want to talk to you. We went together and sat upon the rails that were piled up. He commenced by saying, I have a question to ask you in the first place. I say unto you that I do know that you and the 12 know some things that I do not know. I can understand this by the motions and talk and doings of Joseph. And I know there is something or other which I do not understand that is revealed to the 12. Is this? So I replied, I do not, I do not know anything about what you know, but I know what I know. Then he said I have mistrusted for a long time that Joseph had received a revelation that a man should have more than one wife and he has hinted as much to me, but I would not bear it. The thing that makes me crazy about this. First of all is that Hiram would go to Brigham Young to verify this instead of going to Joseph. It&#039;s ridiculous on so many levels. Do you have anything to add yet? I&#039;m gonna keep&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h23m43s [2:23:43]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: going. One of the things that jumped out to me as you were reading this is that in January of 1841 the Lord um calls Hiram to be the core and the co prophet and tells him to learn from Joseph. And we have so many examples of Hiram and Joseph being at each other&#039;s side constantly and consistently. So for something that is supposedly as massive revelation as this for the 12 to hear about it and hire him to only hear hints and nods and wink, winks about it around town and to not hear it from Joseph and Joseph was disobeying the Lord because the Lord commanded Joseph to teach Hiram how to be a prophet and a president of the&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h24m32s [2:24:32]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: church. Ok. Ok. That&#039;s beautiful. I love it. Also, Brigham is claiming this is in 1842. We know that Hiram goes on after this to give multiple vehement ser sermons against polygamy, right? But but Brigham made those disappear. So he thinks he can just say this. He keeps going on. He, he goes on now to talk about how Joseph came to him. I&#039;ve read this before and I&#039;ll include the link again. So if anyone wants to go read it, Joseph goes and says, come with me to preach tonight and Barrett Brigham says, I can&#039;t, I can&#039;t stand to be around those people, William Law and Hiram who speak against you. And Bri and Joseph says, if you don&#039;t go, I won&#039;t go. And so Brigham&#039;s like, OK, and then they go to this c they go to this meeting and they hear Hiram preaching about the, the um scriptures and says anything more, more than this cometh of evil. And Joseph has his head in his hands and says, Brigham get up and Brigham gets up and, and completely undermines everything that Hiram says. I wouldn&#039;t give a rice straw for these books if it weren&#039;t for the living oracles. And he preaches so um fervently and convincingly that Hiram stands up and apologizes to the congregation for everything that he had said. So this is the what, what Brigham claims after talking about this. Then he goes back and oh yeah, Hebrew Campbell says I was there and Brigham says, yes and a good many others were there and heard the lion roar. Speaking of himself. That&#039;s how he sums up him putting Hiram in his place by Joseph&#039;s request because you know, I I mean, it&#039;s just ridiculous. It&#039;s insane. Then he goes on and says, I will now now go back to where I met Hiram. He said to me, I am convinced that there is something that has not been told me. I said to him, brother Hiram. Joseph would tell you everything the Lord reveals to him if he could. Uh it&#039;s so gross that Brigham is Joseph&#039;s confidant and Hiram has to be called to repentance by Brigham. I must confess this. I felt a little sarcastic against Hiram, although he and then he goes on to say, although he was such a good man, he goes on and says, Brother Hiram, I will tell you about this thing which you do not know if you will swear with an uplifted hand before God that you will never say another word against Joseph and his doings and the doctrines. He is preaching to the people. He replied, I will do it with all my heart. And he stood up on his feet saying I want to know the truth and to be saved. And he made a covenant there never again to bring forward one argument or use any influence against Joseph&#039;s doings. Did he make a covenant with Brigham? I, I&#039;m not quite sure, but he made a covenant right there. Joseph had many wives sealed to him. I told Hiram the whole whole story and he bowed to it and wept like a child and said, God be praised. He went to Joseph and told him what he had learned and renewed his covenant with Joseph. So I guess it was a covenant to Brigham renewed his covenant with Joseph and they went heart and heart hand at heart and hand together while they lived and they were together when they died and they are together now defending Israel and his whole point in giving this sermon. So George George, a Smith had preached right before this and had talked about Joseph ordaining Hiram to be his successor. And Brigham Young starts out by saying now I know that George A Smith is the church historian and he has a good memory, but he doesn&#039;t remember this, right? He was too young and I need to correct him. So he always does that when someone&#039;s not telling the story he wants them to tell. So anyway, I I shared this with Charney just kind of going well. According to Brigham Young, it was 1842 because the truth is there&#039;s not a date that Hiram was 1st, 1st accepted plural marriage because we made it all up, right? So I shared this and then someone commented and said that on the church website, they said it was May 14th 1842. So at that point, that&#039;s when I Marco Polo Whitney, because I was so incensed that the church included this reference on their website. And in their church history, my feeling was Brigham Young says this one thing, it&#039;s October 8th 1866. So again, decades later, absolutely nothing to substantiate it to back it up. There&#039;s no evidence for any of it and it goes against tons of the things that they, you know, it goes against what there is evidence for. And like even for example, Hiram married his first plural wife, August 1843. That&#039;s when he supposedly married mercy. So he was taught it by Brigham in 1842 but waited an entire year to year and a half before he first married a wife after weeping like a child. And you know, I mean, but, but I was so frustrated that the church accept this ridiculous thing that Brigham Young says, no questions, asked yet every single thing that Joseph Emma and Hiram ever said was a lie. I was so frustrated,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h29m29s [2:29:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: it is frustrating. And I think this is a perfect example of how the church historians or whoever it is writing this new narrative. Um you picks and chooses because that discourse is exact proof that Brigham say 1842. And then on their website, they change it to May 14th, 1843 because they have all this evidence that Hiram was speaking out against it. And so, and um the talk that we um I have to,&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m04s [2:30:04]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: I have to fill them, let me fill them in and how this happened today. Is that ok, Marco Paed Whitney and was like, oh, can you believe this? And I told her that someone had commented and said, well on the church website, it says it&#039;s May, is it 13th, 14th, May 14th, 1843. I was like, where did they even get that? Like II, I asked Whitney, is there any evidence for that? So then Whitney came back and told me now tell&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h30m29s [2:30:29]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: so his anti polygamy sermon, one of one of the few that we have is on Jacob chapter two was given in the morning of May 14th, 1843. So do does the church saying then that he gives his anti plaga speech? He brings up Jacob two. He says it is given as a perpetual principle, perpetual meaning it never to go away. That men should have one wife only and no concubines. So he gives that in the morning and then, then are they now claiming that by the afternoon he&#039;s weeping like a child begging Brigham to. Oh, yes. Now I believe. And I understand and my sermon this morning was wrong. I mean, it&#039;s, it, it, it is so frustrating how their targets keep changing and their narrative keeps changing. And, and I was looking at like Michelle and I were discussing this, you know, through Marco Polo today and, and I&#039;m like, this is the pretzel language, the pretzeled language that Brian Hales claims Joseph Smith used to, you know, lie about polygamy into life of the Lord. The pretzeled language belongs to the historians who make Joseph a polygamist. If you believe Joseph and Emma Hiram&#039;s words, there&#039;s no pretz it&#039;s absolutely certain. They don&#039;t make up dates. We don&#039;t have to make up times. We can specifically point to sermons to um public denials, to newspaper articles to court cases where they in no uncertain terms, deny polygamy, say it&#039;s an abomination. You shouldn&#039;t do it. It&#039;s not right. It&#039;s not a God, et cetera, et cetera. No pretz when we take that. And then we put the narrative of Brigham Young and William Clayton and other known polygamists whose dates changed and were all over the place. Then the pret ling begins because we&#039;ve got to try and figure out, well, why was Hiram on May 14th, 1843 at the temple giving a sermon denouncing plural marriage. And then, but yet Berham said this in 1842 that he claimed in 1842. And then, and then supposedly married some polygamous women in, in August. And so now the pretz la begins.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h32m51s [2:32:51]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: So, so what Brigham said is absolutely correct. We quote him verbatim except we leave out the date that Brigham said it happened because that can&#039;t be so they come back. I did not like, I&#039;m not familiar enough with. This was the Hiram sermon that we just talked about in this episode that was recorded at the Levi Richards. So Levi Richards recorded this sermon that the Hiram gave amazing sermon about Jacob two that a perpetual law. And the church takes Brigham&#039;s story and was like, well, it must have been at least after Hiram&#039;s sermon um that Levi Richards recorded. So it&#039;s gotta be that day or later. And then, and Whitney made that connection. So I went ahead and looked up, let me see if I can share this. Um, looked up where on the website it said it. So this is Saints chapter 14 that I&#039;m gonna let me see that. Thank you. Change volume one chapter 40. You&#039;re exactly right. It even says it right there. So it&#039;s late at night for me. So, um anyway, I&#039;m gonna scroll down to where this OK chapter 40 I&#039;ve decided I have to do an entire episode on this one because I have to count the number of I&#039;m sorry, lies like they are lies. The claims in this are insane. I haven&#039;t brought myself to read Saints and I think I started with the worst possible chapter because United in an everlasting covenant, this is like hitting right at it. So let me go down to where it does work in this hiram um sermon because Whitney, you pointed out that it was totally hidden, right? The hiram sermon, didn&#039;t you have to dig to even find? Well, I actually&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h34m33s [2:34:33]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: had a reader that was reading Levi Richards journals on the church history library website and sent it to me and said, have you ever seen this? And it is really difficult to find?&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h34m46s [2:34:46]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: Ok. But Whitney and her research today found that, well, I&#039;ll get, I&#039;ll get to that in a minute that Da Bradley and Brian Hales wrote a paper which included it. So they absolutely know about it, which is, and also here it is in chapter 40 of the um of saints. So this is what it says on May 14th while Joseph was away at another conference. Hiram preached in the temple against men, having more than one wife referring to Jacob&#039;s condemnation of unauthorized plural marriages in the book of Mormon Hiram called The Practice an abomination before God. That&#039;s the sermon, right? That&#039;s the Levi Richards recording. Then listen, what it does after the sermon. Hiram began to question his own certainty about what he had taught I, I just can&#039;t, this is complete fiction. I can&#039;t discussions about plural marriage swirls around navoo and rumors that Joseph had several wives were also common. Hiram wanted to believe this was not the case, but he wondered if Joseph was not telling him something that this is now, this is all from Brigham, right from Brigham&#039;s sermon that we uh Brigham&#039;s sermon that we just read. There had been times after all when Joseph had alluded to the practice, perhaps testing Hiram to see how he would react. And Hiram sensed there was, there were some things that Joseph told the 12 that he had not taught him. One day after the sermon, Hiram saw Brigham near his home and asked if they could talk. I know there is something or other which I do not understand that is revealed to the 12. He said, is this? So the men sat down on a pile of rail of fence rails. This is right out of Brigham Young. I do not know anything about what you know, Brigham answered cautiously. Oh, they added the cautiously. But I know what I know. I have mistrusted for a long time that Joseph had received a revelation that a man should have more than one wife. Hiram said, I will tell you about this. Brigham said, if you will swear with an uplifted hand before God, that you will never say another word against Joseph and his doings and the doctrines, he is preaching. Hiram stood up. I will do it with all my heart. He said, I want to know the truth as Brigham taught him about, about the Lord&#039;s revelation on Joe on plural marriage. Hiram wept convinced that Joseph had acted under commandment. Honestly, that&#039;s what they did with that. I, I find it completely appalling.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h37m10s [2:37:10]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: Well, yeah. And think about like, so you, you bring out like in this episode, we bring out the actual Jacob two sermon recorded by Levi Richards. Then you bring out Brigham&#039;s discourse and then we bring out the saints and it&#039;s just this mixing and mingling and mishmash to make it fit to make all the pieces fit, right? Like, but it, it&#039;s, it is not transparent historical truth. It is a false narrative that has now been created and is now published and is now going to become like people are now going to quote from the saints and use it as a proof and evidence instead of going to the original sources because the original sources do not back up this story. It is so frustrating, but it exactly proves what this episode is about.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h38m07s [2:38:07]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: It&#039;s insane. And so we wanted to share this the fact that they include that Mar for, I mean May 14th date, Brigham said 1842 they change it to May 14th, 1843 so that they can work it around the hiram sermon that they know full well about. This is so it just fits so perfectly with what we&#039;re talking about and that we had to include it. So, um&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h38m31s [2:38:31]]&lt;br /&gt;
Whitney: you know, it&#039;s one thing, it&#039;s one thing for us to be battling a past narrative, like, like we could say in the past, they did not have access to as much material that we have today. So I could say, ok, those historians were doing the best they could at the time with the documents they had access to. But today there should be zero reason to create a new false narrative. Today there zero, we have the evidence. Now we can see the documents like just lay the truth out like and, and you know, it does come, I mean, I do have compassion on everyone who believes Joseph did it because there is a mountain of evidence of Brigham Joseph F Smith, those people all created, right? But today there is enough evidence of that so much of it like this like it is so obvious. Brigham said one thing and now we&#039;ve got to turn it into another thing because oh, well, we got, you know, massage this so that it&#039;s more believable, right? Like we gotta, we gotta pretend like we&#039;re being um truthful historians, but I&#039;m just like, you know, just put it out there just like I know it is just so frustrating. I feel like we are fighting a battle that&#039;s occurring as fast as people like you and me who are in this battle to exonerate Joseph and Emma and Hiram and to set out the truth. And, and really, quite frankly, to me, this really the only reason Joseph em and Hiram Matter is because the character of God matters. And so we&#039;re fighting this battle and then it feels like this other side is taking everything they think we can possibly use to prove our case and then twisting and turning it and massaging it and manipulating it to, to, you know, just continue to uphold their narrative and to um poke holes, try to poke holes in ours. But for me, I just think it, it&#039;s, it&#039;s hard for the people who don&#039;t know how to research. Like you have done so much to learn how to research. Like you&#039;ve really dove all in and you spend hours and hours and hours. And so like today we are, we&#039;re doing laundry and we&#039;re, you know, Michelle&#039;s cleaned up after her Thanksgiving and my family Thanksgiving is tomorrow. So I&#039;m preparing for it and we&#039;re, you know, watching kids and driving kids places and all this and then in between running and researching. But like we, we&#039;ve really gotten good at researching so we can, you know, it doesn&#039;t take us too many hours to find things. I it really bothers me for the people who are listening to these things and reading these things who first of all don&#039;t think to go research. They&#039;re just like they, I&#039;ve been taught, we&#039;ve all been taught. The church doesn&#039;t lead us astray. So, it, it&#039;s on L ds.org. It&#039;s truth. Right. And so it takes a lot to be brave enough to say, I&#039;m going to go research what&#039;s on there and I&#039;m going to find out for myself if it&#039;s really true. Because why would we even think that it&#039;s not? So, that&#039;s my first frustration. And then the second one is, I&#039;m frustrated with those who are trying to learn how to research or are allowing themselves to question, they are asking, you know, some questions and wanting to answers and then they take this mismatch and they would never think to go do the research that you&#039;ve done to find out all of the lies that are woven into what three little paragraphs&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&amp;lt;p class=&amp;quot;&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n_mDIsV6LI&amp;amp;amp;t=2h42m35s [2:42:35]]&lt;br /&gt;
Michelle: it&#039;s, it&#039;s like Saints has made us hit a new low. It&#039;s like we&#039;ve hit a new low, right? And so, oh, it&#039;s incredible. OK. So I just had to pause for a minute because we have another thing we&#039;re going to talk about, but I couldn&#039;t remember if it&#039;s in part one or part two. So I just um found out from my producer that it&#039;s in part two. So we&#039;re gonna wrap this bonus content up right now. And then in part two, there will be more bonus content. So the, the search continues and this is why we need all hands on deck. Everybody searching. It was Whitney&#039;s reader that sent her the Levi Richards sermon that the church historians have teams of on staff, full time historians. We&#039;re like busy moms doing this on our own. So everyone join in, right? Like every resource and never hesitate to reach out to either of us. And you know, just let&#039;s keep sharing this content because part of what Whitney said that I loved when we talked about this is how we could just show people how this is like an ongoing search. We&#039;re just constantly being detectives seeing what we can find. It&#039;s not like we know everything and are presenting to you. We&#039;re just looking and the more people looking the better. Like we kind of thought it&#039;ll be fun to record after in between laundry and running kids and making dinner, et cetera to let people know how crazy this is. Ok. Thanks again. Have a great week and we&#039;ll see you next week.&amp;lt;/p&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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 | summary = &amp;lt;p&amp;gt;Did you know that Joseph Smith included a statement on monogamous marriage in his versions of the Doctrine and Covenants?  It was later removed from the canon when Brigham Young added section 132.  A lot of members have never heard of this original Section 101 - share this short with your friends and family.&lt;br /&gt;
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